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socialanxiety,SyrahIsFat,2020/01/01,sertraline For anxiety Hi basically I have really really bad anxiety to point where writing this makes me anxious so I barely go outside or go to school because of it but recently been taking sertraline for anxiety and depression and was just wondering if anyone here has used sertraline for anxiety Did it 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socialanxiety,FuckAUsername420,2020/01/01,"Do you guys ever feel like you're a different person depending on who you're talking to? Some people that I hang out with I'm the quiet one. Sometimes I'm the cool one, smart one, etc. I think it has to do with my perception of what I think they think about me if that makes sense. I can never just be myself though",2.6337313432835785,3.6676556567164202,3.9016716417910473,90.95638805970152,74.52238805970148,7.151044776119402,20.86268656716418,7.554174236665415,0.4666740298507457,247,5,56,3,5,81,49,67,0.0,0.88,0.12,0.7579,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,0,3,1,5,0,0,2,2,15,12,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,3,9,3,8,11,2,5,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,3,3,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24736441330830236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640506306031303,0.0,0.2141634986549279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971326268594075,0.16914180506344015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23443019681991606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156692597418866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15803952506956506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182604354479812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4813052875652026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641399746568871,0.20673020544679785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23416226674785245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902991852025689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4551198574698441,0.2326160669318185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,blakppuch,2020/01/01,"We had visitors and it wasn’t that bad. Over the summer my family and I visited childhood friends in another country. This Christmas they decided to come over and spend time with us. I was so nervous! There’s something about hosting almost anything that terrifies me, I’m such a people pleaser and I just WANT people to enjoy my company. I was also afraid that I’d be too quiet and they’d find me boring. It wasn’t like that at all! We all got along, we laughed, danced and talked about deep shit. For me that’s a big freaking deal! I have not been able to connect with people for a very long time. I did not expect this, because the last time we met at their house we did not click at all. It was really nice and I miss them now hahha. It wasn’t the kind of visit that you prayed for it to end or the one where you’d just stay locked up in your room. They understood boundaries and we all knew when to give each other space. I’m so happy it went well cause I can’t explain to you how scared I was...",1.5004326923076905,3.488512024038468,2.818884615384615,93.3761153846154,80.20192307692308,5.890769230769231,20.97692307692308,6.961326702584282,0.3689280769230772,783,22,172,9,20,253,124,208,0.106,0.769,0.125,0.6488,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,7,4,5,0,15,16,1,3,7,0,16,1,1,2,4,39,28,14,0,2,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,15,19,0,0,5,1,1,5,7,8,1,1,16,2,30,8,23,9,5,29,1,1,1,0,24,13,1,2,11,120,45,0,0.16884258380764716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16907145842265864,0.0,0.0,0.13502335326983006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17704617077839802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894306015320174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409765049199482,0.10292487194893747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17344784340069022,0.0,0.14544293560620042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740692900527083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495444141196197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15916976140870365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15431906275887708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304473614176501,0.0,0.0,0.16196919149123415,0.0,0.0,0.13503883833454267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797360700783289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19482167247478807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17582356883884956,0.0,0.13762924092270107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248795788008369,0.0,0.0,0.14942037350350906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441210446847587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35116256504490195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816488264862847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16904088121834934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331448594542406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998326991743606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17996372911833766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570927322118365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953604052429916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20309683928157776,0.0,0.0,0.13931281426715378,0.09958773049025356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518097600222251,0.15651876675115134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Jothic,2020/01/01,"I have social anxiety and anger issues I’ve been diagnosed with social anxiety and I currently go to a hospital school because of it, I am improving lots, but I have noticed I’m always very angry and my dad has been diagnosed with anger issues and has been on medication for it. I feel like having social anxiety and anger issues combined is driving me crazy, like on the spot I feel like I just want to scream in there face and even get physical but I’m too socially anxious to even give a slightly offensive response. I feel like I’m going crazy and I don’t know what to do. I’m too embarrassed to talk to my therapist about it because I’m too socially anxious to do so, anyone have any advice?",4.39388489208633,5.632319791366911,6.045388489208634,76.47757913669068,70.51079136690647,9.876546762589928,31.16618705035971,10.125756701596842,3.353540431654676,557,24,103,15,10,191,74,139,0.271,0.627,0.102,-0.9805,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,9,10,4,1,3,0,14,4,1,0,0,18,28,10,0,1,3,1,3,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,9,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,6,0,0,3,4,12,4,15,25,1,7,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,5,66,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158825312370048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501787294620727,0.0,0.0,0.07765527772899519,0.0,0.26207240865690484,0.25801157747281955,0.0,0.07984652604295286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392222043145899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23180734634667285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508470358029404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17321850762307267,0.24473889018148556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596612229992616,0.10954450291494544,0.12979723068123014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575640323977052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275758489648607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22315607701065204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708295739664427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150376143448686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000969142337138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556959386605553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5820278277063194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178415190624477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258708252732468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422133214391833,0.0673540957545176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,martellen14466,2020/01/01,"New year new me HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! So tomorrow I go back to school and I’m so nervous 😬 but I want to change that it’s a new year and I want to do things to help me with this anxiety. (so does anyone have suggestions that can help)",-1.5330252100840345,0.4294472941176508,1.1337815126050437,99.91058823529413,95.66666666666669,5.267226890756303,15.128851540616246,6.868970318607317,-0.3866324929971987,176,4,45,3,7,60,33,51,0.079,0.7170000000000001,0.204,0.7684,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,7,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,5,7,0,10,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,9,26,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375805497064142,0.0,0.0,0.1313978225207777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14449864853262412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987941237183534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16444979449951205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679909525159596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20004401337380487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519172254142776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7259760631359649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19018476740542653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484549754116428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216798139780979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630423738758601 socialanxiety,RRIYAD,2020/01/01,"Staying 2 nights at a internet friends house. We know each other for like 2 years and texted and spoke almost everyday He lives in a big city so I was just like hey I’ll buy a train ticket and come visit you for 2 nights Now I’m sitting here outside of a gas station, just wanting to go home I am shaking right now, his mother fucking hates me because he didn’t tell her I was staying for 2 nights (!!!) and the weather and overall atmosphere makes me want to throw up I can’t take it anymore I just want to be at my comfortable home again Help",2.6457423795476918,4.061238982300889,3.717286135693218,90.77429695181914,75.10619469026548,6.438151425762046,27.59980334316617,6.937597516519254,1.1981826941986236,427,17,92,4,9,138,79,113,0.044000000000000004,0.797,0.159,0.893,0,0,0,0,0,1,8.0,1,1,0,0,8,7,2,1,5,0,6,1,0,1,0,17,18,6,0,3,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,8,0,0,1,1,1,5,2,3,0,0,4,1,12,4,11,13,1,22,0,0,0,1,13,6,1,1,10,50,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764352949971705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747395348304299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740772164784892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517776417636637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612894162058706,0.16289078053810896,0.0,0.0,0.10013650403185166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17395751813199395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810076760932448,0.0,0.3534788147604694,0.0,0.0,0.20330704883967987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683296199824118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721613726889845,0.0,0.15558469504701766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761249979383552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4960453025422221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504708071538399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756039479639273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247780386780628,0.0,0.15400346508476087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117756971709861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346473816003542 socialanxiety,sadsadpotatogirl,2020/01/01,Wanted: Online Friends. Hi guys I'm just hoping to be able to talk to people who can relate in dealing with social anxiety. It would feel nice knowing I can talk to someone who shares the same problem. 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For the past 12/13years I have found it difficult to start and hold conversations, Which is why I try to avoid talking to people as much as i can because i know I’ll end up messing up and I'll Sweat, blush, stutter, mind going blank and Heart beating fast etc.. When i mess up a conversation i think all day / night about what i could of said differently or think i shouldn’t have spoken in the first place. When i talk to someone it feels like my brain is literally slow, I feel really bad when someone nice is talking to me and i don't know what to say and sometimes i find it difficult to concentrate on what someone is saying to me, I'm not sure if this is a common problem or is it just me? Either way it feels like im missing out on living my life and i don't know what to do..",2.585790209790208,3.926427084848489,4.02060606060606,88.8432167832168,75.12121212121212,7.016317016317017,24.813519813519807,7.61054688173877,1.042365967365967,619,20,137,8,13,205,99,165,0.157,0.795,0.048,-0.9424,1,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,5,13,0,1,4,0,14,4,3,0,2,31,28,14,0,4,6,0,3,2,0,1,1,3,0,0,11,7,0,2,10,0,0,1,4,9,0,1,2,6,18,4,21,24,4,22,0,1,0,0,8,8,0,3,14,87,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378274912990222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776664056119905,0.08597969148476751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745280891132155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261291445980702,0.0,0.0,0.09096232343672896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473619513144215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492396002838015,0.0,0.15730240114605365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21394969169185732,0.20152507880692372,0.0,0.0,0.12891252770087805,0.1199727611566719,0.0,0.15464850597374605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015909462496464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671389430989279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523527478342588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325438451844789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962421833303213,0.13781487478083396,0.0,0.1245452736047504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424151906081663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036842660005979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236112953741433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464336292913684,0.09778280808724052,0.0,0.1473619513144215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496096719547274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035700568302886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416604500895235,0.22432920838264214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35852078151374833,0.0,0.13949706059442085,0.0,0.09983234051549494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293319477993126,0.0,0.0,0.34009976079352844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807518157300132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957602616102282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195491503173008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727112789925096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,stoppunchingmysalad,2020/01/01,"Some insight on overcoming social anxiety While some element of it always remains, therapy has helped me progress a lot in terms of social anxiety, and I wanted to share some insights I had that may help you all, however minor. For me, a major perspective shift was understanding where my social anxiety came from. I realized that I tended to look at masses and groups of people as a high authority of judgement, as infallible people. It always felt like I was struggling to adapt to my view of what the people around me wanted, and a a result I'd always be hyper-analytical about my behaviour in social settings. But the key thing that helped me was realising that every single person that I've been afraid of disappointing, every person I've thought was better me, was as *vulnerable* as I was, that every person as much a wandered in life as I was, that they were as human as I was! By shaking off the idea that they were infallible, I was able to look at them as people, just like me, and not some high council that judged my every word, facial expression, posture, etc. This has been helping me get out of the shell I've been living in since high school. Still a long way to go, but I'm optimistic this new year! Hopefully the stuff I said makes sense and helps some of you out :)",7.525158555729983,7.0126408000000025,8.039183673469385,70.99268445839876,63.44897959183673,10.967032967032967,32.72370486656202,10.389873798559362,3.3054238618524323,1016,34,182,21,13,338,130,245,0.039,0.846,0.11599999999999999,0.9561,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,3,2,5,9,0,3,12,0,19,2,1,2,1,34,34,17,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,4,16,9,0,0,7,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,19,5,26,5,38,13,12,27,0,1,3,0,22,16,0,8,8,133,42,1,0.09794009524793874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444820151911979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247717143725317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718744927666945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662005522938299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201737742455983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092290954964202,0.0,0.0,0.3300750174722373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403785049595012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051169657438689065,0.0,0.05566161315978428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32823590678044984,0.31043726374143465,0.0,0.09727661343082966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056244622555647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917798570634205,0.0956971667856868,0.0,0.08648289844965508,0.0866739022993644,0.16449002632993506,0.0,0.0,0.08326516660884767,0.0,0.0,0.0653757740953025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07199723913902678,0.0,0.0,0.09459115429382196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715973209475012,0.2565525403347605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316345863692828,0.0,0.0,0.09912060516304992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101705887411323,0.0,0.0,0.3993503728729839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821508657938248,0.0,0.0,0.10238825262766144,0.1121179770963985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120030344799556,0.0,0.0650670473612766,0.0,0.0,0.07775349561206309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195909319607692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155352114352058,0.07774028887162505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06307021024751587 socialanxiety,throwaway3628276276,2020/01/01,"On the topic of Jackbox games Does anyone else find these extremely difficult to play? Specifically the games based on improv In my private life I’m considered a very creative, clever person, but I always panic and freeze up and I’m not able to input anything clever or good at all. It’s always something extremely generic. And when I can’t do it, people look at me funny or think I’m being deliberately sour- especially if I say I don’t want to play. Which is ridiculous, because they’re literally the easiest games in the world, but I feel a lot of pressure to be funny or to make any kind of sense at all, and I never can. Plus it reminds me of the kind of games we’d play in middle school home room where I’d always end up losing for the same reason. It just feels like I’m put on the spot, and I hate it, and I feel stupid for hating it because everyone else has fun with the improv type games. And before anyone says ‘but suggestions!’ The suggestions are always really stupid, and using them constantly just contributes to the theory that I’m deliberately being a jerk.",5.81557418884433,6.257952715639813,6.790236966824647,75.2887313160773,66.86729857819904,9.71505650747357,28.55304411228581,9.661875296680813,2.5318651841049946,857,26,159,17,13,287,122,211,0.153,0.6709999999999999,0.177,0.4351,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,1,1,4,20,6,2,13,0,11,1,0,3,3,34,26,17,0,2,10,0,4,1,0,0,1,2,2,1,9,10,0,0,6,8,0,1,4,10,0,0,0,8,13,10,26,22,4,20,0,1,1,0,11,15,0,5,5,96,22,2,0.13566155538971347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4515251268194302,0.0,0.0,0.0922545096979626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18971542763352453,0.13900129523766988,0.11163790097208967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539605000107255,0.0,0.11543799169095903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466019467257835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871834132862732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266556436350625,0.0,0.12015587159234282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963042982310702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20578367573608752,0.09691664227687176,0.0,0.0,0.12399220390989946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378647624199155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678753996975596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607960122300322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28254126755158515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582176856058593,0.06627738343356535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392153929155767,0.15177057959913298,0.0,0.1153346030892046,0.0,0.0,0.09055514165187553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463055478615264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15916960533483115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940506411244088,0.1184544374561732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637733313968606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690826619530902,0.13948267334076953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21576702780405907,0.0,0.13729673667916936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443889316293242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692644692020769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716802659687435,0.0,0.11193499082394616,0.08001670023855373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,_NapTownArt_,2020/01/01,New Years Party I actually ended up going to a New Years party last night that I was really hesitant about. My friend was throwing a New Years party and really wanted me to go. I didn’t know many of the people there but I actually had a pretty good time. I still didn’t talk to many people and wasn’t very social but I didn’t have a panic attack(I have one at every party I go to). I did just chill in the garage the whole time with some other people and they were pretty cool! I was actually talking to them even though I didn’t know a single one of them.,2.0523076923076933,3.6821185470085496,4.403769230769231,84.3287307692308,77.2051282051282,7.073162393162392,17.682905982905982,7.908726449838941,0.4715818803418803,438,7,91,7,10,153,63,117,0.051,0.723,0.226,0.9628,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,0,6,4,0,1,8,1,13,0,0,0,0,11,19,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,4,5,1,0,2,11,1,15,3,12,8,3,19,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,12,65,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.3871649571598269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15045120910545084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713248807708172,0.0,0.0,0.08734856670460285,0.0,0.11142465652139602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217448840126912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254787838929048,0.11092336059087417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536010101548544,0.10779978320381202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681574603040948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831778711833465,0.0,0.12410580343344953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922935525773498,0.0,0.0,0.15516455127860795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27505236625112417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690875507273961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16944292973811864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481019699652472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561343568065668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125918901232196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299330033636873,0.0,0.15422976221585186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911846257981507,0.07800330572656844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14765018599637622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554901573847022 socialanxiety,NihilstintheSky,2020/01/01,"New year and already depressed. Today I feel absolutely terrible. This year I'm going to be 25 and I've never had a job, which makes me feel useless. I'm a college student with no money. I can't stop thinking that this year I need to start gaining money, I need to be independent. I need to find a job and I'm terrified about it. The mere thought of it makes me cry non stop. My social anxiety controls all aspects of my life and I haven't learn how to handle it. Any advice?",0.7681818181818159,3.00570602020202,3.1765656565656566,88.31818181818184,84.75757575757575,5.6202020202020195,24.15151515151515,6.980632752743323,1.0288909090909095,372,15,77,5,11,128,62,99,0.203,0.732,0.065,-0.9315,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,5,2,23,19,5,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,3,6,0,2,1,4,3,0,0,2,2,10,0,9,15,1,10,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,43,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17463358853339409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19721120540584386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215290986170254,0.0,0.1367128525276195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004387420450896,0.0,0.0,0.19630481865426413,0.0,0.0,0.15392287694140466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18072254465161944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333793140349073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015651537730977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546846964753148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622833506115752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385809599144729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975341590846262,0.13783236237004504,0.17259947360577124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821725949343008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264920351636141,0.0,0.0,0.2988195431684325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451031255577575,0.0,0.14187597681665304,0.0,0.0,0.16939642149060713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452506263464919 socialanxiety,dylan05627,2020/01/01,"New year's party disaster I went to a house party with some friends for new years. I've recently decided to stop drinking, because I inevitably drink way too much to numb the anxiety and can't do that to my body. So there is was knowing only two people, who quickly left me to find other friends, desperately trying to join a group. I tried to engage with those around me but think we had very different spheres of interest and conversation died quickly, I'm sure I could have tried harder but was already feeling a bit vulnerable and out of place. I hung on until 22:00ish and then went to get food and just gave up and went home. My friends were pretty annoyed at me but, and here's my question, should I feel guilty? Half my stress while at the party was from fear of being a wet blanket for my friends. If I wasn't having fun, I really tried and should feel guilt free going home so I could enjoy my evening and so could they without me, right?",6.010748663101605,6.103943978609627,5.995080213903744,82.35967914438504,66.43315508021391,8.93903743315508,31.973262032085557,8.575989854853784,2.3211967914438505,752,28,150,10,11,237,120,187,0.168,0.628,0.204,0.8370000000000001,1,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,1,0,11,15,1,3,6,0,17,5,1,0,1,36,29,19,1,6,6,0,4,0,4,2,1,0,2,0,4,14,3,1,8,2,1,4,3,5,0,2,10,4,21,11,24,13,3,25,0,0,0,0,11,9,0,3,11,101,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278315909267335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861677713886959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031215709248686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061458576900323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646655587683167,0.12867139133070893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774648583693147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022294503272847,0.12102745393106515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269569031133778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651079079050575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035146143716053,0.17571555088567675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587505708421152,0.0,0.14007338832482866,0.0,0.3579887433131524,0.0,0.06052127344637202,0.0,0.06583416577579866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23239260361807199,0.0,0.0,0.1336630441226757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366227116063562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258597805803148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515524268533214,0.0,0.0,0.2237567105655821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810103710087187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030841201184963,0.0,0.12102745393106515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785025258433073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976657056790436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420964669040421,0.0,0.114377372132832,0.0,0.0,0.09892616242557424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684687420425987,0.13269357124969225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917720594517494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422517093487913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314589228687132,0.0,0.1131582019228229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557958621186996,0.0,0.09194787528599316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221526829207355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166498889584148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14919347252944504 socialanxiety,sleuthwood,2020/01/01,"Best career advice for folks with social anxiety? For those of us realizing the barriers our anxiety poses to our professional success, I thought I’d create a post where people could share what’s been helpful for them — stuff you learned via therapy, via experience, etc. Things to think about: - Does type of job/career matter, and to what extent should you allow social anxiety dictate your professional? (pragmatism vs dream job) - What should you do if “exposure” isn’t working? (I.e. I’ve had jobs that required a lot of public speaking every day, and while I did fine it sapped my reserves until I had no energy left.) - What does professional networking look like for people with social anxiety? - What advice would you offer creators/inventors afraid to put their art/technology/products out there because their whole thing is a fear of putting themselves out there?",8.883333333333333,9.863263866666667,8.138000000000002,66.40233333333336,60.33333333333334,11.2,36.66666666666667,10.980518767755715,4.431466666666667,700,30,104,17,9,219,106,150,0.077,0.7509999999999999,0.17300000000000001,0.9344,3,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,3,5,3,4,4,7,0,2,4,0,11,0,0,1,0,21,14,5,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,11,6,0,2,4,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,5,2,15,5,18,5,5,10,0,0,1,0,19,4,0,2,4,71,26,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512737075068308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3934219711906175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837491506973505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492600123941936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265246890431523,0.0,0.0,0.08291684060255593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22502447715748095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433892366579557,0.0,0.0,0.10832554407803513,0.0,0.0,0.12576586814614332,0.0,0.14467669261380575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617758098806759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827568600680944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969138962233554,0.0,0.0,0.06281267657379079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079661934675153,0.0,0.0,0.10930538814753307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17826812696752725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313426295957294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584961830029326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931819507321917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718158269481982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14703069309936626,0.0,0.17083203354048232,0.08238229261993779,0.0,0.10207000554780593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15465355679550702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14354351389191206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360029589573073,0.0,0.0,0.09133224851485244,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,anunanus,2020/01/01,"For a moment I really felt I was changing So this is more of like a rant/me rambling about my innermost thoughts and feelings. I don’t expect this to be read but I feel like putting my thoughts on this sub is a more productive way of going about it. I started doing pretty well at some point. I got a job, found a way to speak to and get along well with my coworkers, and while I still get stuck on anything further than a greeting with a customer sometimes I’ve managed to be able to make conversation and—if anything—just continued to survive considering I assumed that as soon as I got a job I’d break down or something. So yeah, a big step in the right direction. The holidays come by, family visits for New Years and I remember how different from them I am. It’s always made me insecure how my family is so charismatic and cheerful talking to one another and laughing with no issue whatsoever. It’s comes so naturally to them. I had to give myself a pep talk so many times before they showed up because I didn’t want to be the same shy quiet rude kid I was before. I started off okay but it went downhill New Year’s Eve. I got drunk and sick and I reverted to just wanting to be alone in a safe space away from everyone else. Meanwhile, they continue partying and chatting away like it’s nothing. I think about joining but I can’t stand the feeling of their eyes on me. Makes me forget how to function almost and I almost always end up doing something rude because I want to get out of it as fast as possible. They remind. me that I never was them and will continue to never be. Sorry about this random ass rant but this sub is like my safe space sometimes when I feel like I’m so different and far off from the world. It just feels good to know I’m not alone sometimes.",2.8421265092809516,4.729544675977658,4.2406866102000365,85.22791223643902,75.70391061452514,7.412650928095152,27.190845197332848,8.259297600419973,1.8784322220219856,1406,56,280,25,31,465,185,358,0.109,0.7120000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.9768,5,2,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,7,1,20,16,2,1,16,2,20,4,2,6,2,60,53,32,0,4,8,0,6,5,0,1,1,2,0,1,14,19,1,2,13,5,0,7,7,3,2,1,15,9,40,13,53,32,4,53,0,0,1,1,15,22,1,6,25,186,54,4,0.09154022053691188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18332861582051346,0.1896161227803688,0.0,0.0,0.1523375932417689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598790277181413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532980176960215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720101010284441,0.0,0.0,0.11160413758738537,0.0,0.15578797084217785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683741552796724,0.15770758893497164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19128009423660186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647010807404672,0.0,0.08107746481876127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747060359298861,0.0,0.0,0.17259194610240802,0.0,0.23142742989669626,0.1307927036843415,0.08789296713898788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036912694339734,0.0,0.0,0.14347796114179528,0.08781372077428108,0.05202441687633712,0.0767795938900151,0.2196392301649772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554420734459397,0.1816790879902794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0503081112235016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22360963939596973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661757002196246,0.12220761605970094,0.09280741581868432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120292270731394,0.17682023083553727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783531045856742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06203002251533968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653509682148769,0.10319784448449118,0.0,0.09312931358936882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920232052181628,0.0,0.0,0.09156499262063633,0.0,0.058643009297256375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369722516880242,0.07817484817125528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094426803970914,0.2716068563651524,0.10247178238283344,0.12958527850191126,0.0,0.07310413836810123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715312357128862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05865527708795041,0.0,0.14534541992890007,0.0533778387420266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197838139400933,0.14532073243131882,0.0,0.0,0.16461130360243573,0.08485870153994253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789780152349835 socialanxiety,superrsud,2020/01/01,"So, getting betrayed is a blast ! Anyone tried hard to work a little above their anxiety, made loke 2 friends and then when you needed them, you were all alone (more like are alone) and can't just trust anyone you meet ?",4.74642857142857,6.025212214285716,3.917619047619048,91.91071428571428,69.71428571428571,6.552380952380951,23.523809523809533,6.42735559955562,0.43675238095238106,171,4,35,1,3,50,36,42,0.249,0.636,0.115,-0.6714,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,2,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,1,6,7,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,5,3,1,5,2,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,20,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5934479230090997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21916903118070685,0.0,0.0,0.4006500152915197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213464779998408,0.0,0.14968259166407774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256644581987047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13996771384051385,0.28714474897154096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27108990665930177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21243351764168766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19451231103563255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208572857358344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Temporary-Maybe,2020/01/01,"New Years Resolution to Accept Personality There is nothing wrong with being introverted/a loner/quiet; a lot of anxiety comes from being this way but thinking it's wrong. There is a lot of struggle and self torture when you are told for your whole life that you are broken in some way (weird, quiet, loner, ""off"", etc.) but in truth you are just different and have a different personality and a lot of the things that others see as weaknesses are in fact your strengths but you can't use them properly until you accept this as truth. Instead of constantly fighting who you are, accept the awkwardness and build a life that conforms to you instead of trying to conform to what others think you should be. Make relationships with people who you are comfortable with instead of pretending to be a social butterfly or forcing relationships; get a job that brings out your best qualities instead of what others will be impressed by or what qualities you wish you had; choose social plans based on what you actually want to do, and if you don't want to do anything then don't do anything! You only live once, why not live the way you want to instead of the way others want you to.",12.495445205479449,8.382947374429229,11.358396118721464,62.38636130136987,56.990867579908674,14.420319634703198,43.81335616438356,11.93303328291395,5.0641547945205465,941,36,164,19,8,302,112,219,0.099,0.71,0.191,0.9661,3,0,0,0,2,0,22.0,0,19,1,3,9,17,2,2,11,0,23,3,0,2,3,39,37,16,0,7,8,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,3,18,10,0,0,6,1,0,2,4,8,0,0,2,2,20,9,32,28,7,18,0,0,1,0,31,6,0,7,6,133,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.11398124132949962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935269151372795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19223507152506844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257578120959027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061399647541007,0.0,0.126220734486897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440650428721365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302643488945317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06102386986831281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590728919359075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16500045569208618,0.0,0.0,0.20627541418074696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979009209387361,0.0,0.0,0.07796578931004397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280744447500005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207401846132907,0.0,0.0,0.12438959578435756,0.0,0.08883266853383248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097532991080406,0.2039728179997056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508018159785944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307553119399277,0.0,0.1218492521082524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23812847697156198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210610188041204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759760822412133,0.14968314161786234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160866843555403,0.0,0.07930043049402836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087884032740987,0.0,0.0,0.2755697833731925,0.3708458105127103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539502568352577,0.13040450462657252,0.13431575580311986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554078193221621,0.0,0.07521622178774827 socialanxiety,peanutbutterbananaaa,2020/01/01,"I want friends so bad but people don’t like me.. I want people to hangout with and friends so bad. I’ve never been a popular person. I have bpd and my personality is just awful. I try to mask who I am and act likable but it never works. I wish I were someone, anyone else. :(",-0.8327586206896562,1.3059308103448295,2.2926724137931025,91.53831896551728,94.34482758620688,4.279310344827587,19.31896551724137,5.985473137389443,-0.023662068965517147,209,7,46,2,8,74,41,58,0.299,0.532,0.16899999999999998,-0.9056,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,0,2,12,9,7,0,3,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,9,4,3,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,31,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253890116758007,0.22352536217964125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36430027379615904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747583205006193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18224033361329825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33709169841755704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657941072402193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365088449520208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024821255746645,0.38096869513200415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848418452014835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14811278201176686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25734669408167354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508672416540195,0.0,0.0,0.158819284964583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,locococo1000,2020/01/01,"I’m scared that I’m destined for failure One of my new year’s resolutions is to go back to being confident and having friends. The reason why I say I want to go back to being that way is because I once was pretty confident and had a lot of friends. I went through something that crushed me and made me into a hermit. I’m scared because I’ve tried bouncing back so many times. I tried to make friends. I tried to become more confident. It hasn’t ever worked. All I want is to feel happy about my life again. Any advice on how to achieve this goal of mine?",1.6952727272727266,3.712542147826092,2.955098814229249,92.49667984189723,79.69565217391305,5.5731225296442695,24.367588932806324,6.574015621080383,0.6776956521739129,437,16,94,4,11,141,72,115,0.094,0.6809999999999999,0.225,0.9382,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,8,6,0,2,3,0,9,1,0,4,2,14,20,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,4,2,12,4,16,14,3,14,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,8,59,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15282048593095007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634916261743507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607580200186309,0.0,0.19066527452623755,0.1727181940034674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146184596843878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790744418765038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.362474805724201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17775774160751934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16647787116389715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046142763430712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295543491053893,0.0,0.1479780510297117,0.10439016495681254,0.1585528260660133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510404478850659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665480531621773,0.1059725161398742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910275842644114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160792849672038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436596759627715,0.3131432219769346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039507736731182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119106600682232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185314389942857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844833188890372,0.12413346826714385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14497318804497425,0.1411157921197802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385228358344995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070870659215812 socialanxiety,Ze_nt,2020/01/01,"I can't even send a happy new year message without having a heart attack I've been wondering since this morning whether I should send this person (my crush, but it doesn't really matter) a happy new year message or not... I feel pathetic worrying so much about it but at the same time I worry that I'll be perceived annoying and insistent Anyone else like me? Anyways I wish everyone who's reading a happy 2020 ❣️",7.8323170731707314,6.490434548780493,8.522073170731709,70.47628048780491,63.26829268292683,11.614634146341464,37.57317073170732,10.686352973137794,4.066014634146342,331,14,59,7,4,112,63,82,0.294,0.613,0.094,-0.9599,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,5,0,6,1,1,0,0,14,9,6,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,4,2,0,0,1,1,7,4,3,6,2,8,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,6,38,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052263076081934,0.1766097991099269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19609172245807927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399005283035451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384641573298895,0.0,0.0,0.16470353121852094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715365702099243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5504618789847385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20425507519788852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420954174361832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267091747508235,0.0,0.0,0.33294518630509834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050373715614626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17241309652772846,0.0,0.11042236266576873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258331004685987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005082641310281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982129129318697,0.1661551085449385,0.1869240642275657,0.0,0.3500929971725211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22199668730052072 socialanxiety,Novemberx123,2020/01/01,"Anyone else’s heart race before anything insignificant? I saw an old friend who I haven’t seen since 3rd grade, I picked her up and dropped her off at a bar. While I was waiting outside for her...my heart was RACING SO FAST. It calmed down after I realized that it isn’t a heart problem and just what was going on in my mental. I just felt little down afterwards that I was physically freaking out over something so small like meeting an old friend for 5 minute drive. Does anyone else get like this? I was nervous because she is very popular and I am complete opposite of her now. So my brain and body kept worrying and being anxious. It just drained me and I don’t want to feel alone in this way... :(",3.5926422498364943,5.207956230215828,4.194296926095486,87.49829954218447,73.02877697841727,7.068933943754089,27.02485284499673,7.686295010490155,1.4436273381294962,552,20,112,7,11,175,93,139,0.15,0.716,0.134,0.1111,0,1,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,1,4,0,11,6,5,1,0,18,20,10,0,2,3,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,9,7,1,2,3,1,0,2,3,3,0,0,9,4,17,6,15,10,0,23,0,0,2,0,8,12,0,0,9,70,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15192392533908072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16571502822846607,0.0,0.2051345051529216,0.3005971867430341,0.12071124556331915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941928786297193,0.0,0.12482018777679743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16293665190882256,0.0,0.16375166974598088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537989658162256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283671470728623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450770286695409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416956546836663,0.0,0.14084292392077458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266606689072574,0.0,0.07663812105105224,0.0,0.08336583945959827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5214758860372409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332812489807625,0.14701932794056655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478264150264002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078475371971545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036004744277455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134134711833995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292714005885708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103248132419918,0.0865200390508718,0.11643364382937345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14896819227877944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,doveyhub,2020/01/01,"What's a normal amount of closeness with people? I feel I'm always too close or too distant with people. Too clingy or too avoidant. Even with my mom or dad, I have no idea how often I'm supposed to visit or call them? Same goes for 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socialanxiety,roamingstargazer,2020/01/01,Adding on social network I have hard times to understand is it creppy or not to follow person on Instagram or add in FB who don't know me but we have met each other one or two times also we have many mutual friends in real life and in FB I don't want to be creppy or make someone uncomfortable please give me 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socialanxiety,xXmr_clintonXx,2020/01/01,Yes I did have sexual relations with that 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socialanxiety,Gudetama100,2020/01/01,"I’m a freshman high school, and I’m pretty social when I’m in school, but I don’t hang out with anyone outside of school In my school, I talk with a lot of people during the day (even the popular kids) but I’m still lonely outside of school and I don’t know why. There are some people I want to hang out with, but I never want to ask them for some weird reason. Any advice?",1.218677248677249,2.693588962962963,2.9080423280423315,94.82333333333334,79.12345679012346,5.122398589065256,16.509700176366838,5.288315135182226,-0.7656892416225758,290,4,67,1,7,96,47,81,0.07,0.816,0.114,0.34,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,1,1,18,11,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,13,11,3,11,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,3,4,40,7,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15351614494324645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683327803543224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984786052378127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14686714300256712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131639992482702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376296233848299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659846057996355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863379632673074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356066558995905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116508111166548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178264959740288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598270151719051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152479993581162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7949671236140753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16014350230954338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254601347498963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627090014494846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18532311129397366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141758169821745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,scooty_hearts,2020/01/01,"Lessons from 2019 2019 taught me lessons and humbled me in many ways. To argue with fools or try and teach those unwilling to learn is futile. Also, loyalty must not be misplaced. I am loyal to people who hurt me just because we are family or because we have a long history. None of that matters. This year I release any and everything that takes away from my inner peace. I choose to forgive and move on peacefully. I choose to see the lessons instead of the pain. Happy 2020. https://youtu.be/ayNnA8xHtiM",3.9042391304347817,6.867313989130437,3.902347826086957,83.47091304347828,77.58695652173913,6.723478260869566,27.67826086956521,7.908726449838941,2.044109565217392,405,17,70,7,10,124,69,92,0.147,0.6779999999999999,0.175,0.6157,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,0,3,3,7,1,0,3,0,6,1,0,0,1,20,9,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,7,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,1,10,3,13,6,1,8,0,1,1,0,5,4,0,2,2,48,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085331924437236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773287305698473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24499673291069954,0.0,0.0,0.31791910968884496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343582240113068,0.0,0.24582546413827885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27758854733685223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27915367806993163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307682837690461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26437416790659857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277151283956576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774717015019989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18078119817095525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20779546150886505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19606237248600036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17704190715832124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20698263914149792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16792372086238555 socialanxiety,rosych333ks,2020/01/01,"I feel like other adults don’t take me seriously. I’m shy and I look like a 15 y/o. They’ve always treated me as a baby. Does anyone get treated like this? Is it because I rarely talk? I can be very “kind” (aka I can’t say no to things I hate doing, because of SA), and I feel like I give off an Innocent Baby Angel vibe. I just want to be treated as their colleague so bad!!",-1.2206024096385522,0.6826301325301252,2.006036144578317,95.46351204819281,91.04819277108429,4.283855421686749,17.938554216867473,5.6839178017228535,-0.4498906024096381,283,8,68,2,10,101,59,83,0.161,0.629,0.21,0.5016,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,2,11,1,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,16,5,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,4,12,8,6,14,0,1,1,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,4,37,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19458874632615547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635190824571821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952618186380016,0.28511556150785505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20465087617856212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364914529146433,0.33413667233343275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122181251039833,0.22433808322786675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23088654474643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435273156359808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4570051919089931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19638197915089875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859734174027625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758322532943028,0.18796635304767134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15536498866724704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929574966327132,0.13793561828334489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Krabilon,2020/01/01,Fucking happy new years... So I went to a political event for new years cuz I'm a fucking loser. Afterwords I said fuck it. It's new years let's start the year off good. So I went to a club close by. Had a couple drinks and thought hey I'm going to try and talk to a chick tonight at a bar. People do that right??? Sat down drinking and browsing reddit like a fucking loser. Night goes on about an hour later I notice this chick alone at a table. There were jackets on the chairs beside her. She's with someone obviously don't do it says my brain. FUCK IT I chugged my drink ordered another one and walked over.... made the worst small talk I've ever had... she gives me her snapchat....wtf is this I'm an ugly as loser and she isn't rejecting me? Something is off. Brain running through every reason why she is going along with it. About an hour or two later she says she has to go meet her friend for a party... fucking downer but I got her snapchat so...maybe we in? Drinking talking to some random guy who approached me. I see this goth chick alone. Fuck it why not let's see if I can recreate this magic. I order a drink to get ready. Turn around she is gone. Wander around trying to find her. Wind up running into the first chick again. We talk a bit find out her friend ditched her. We play pool and dance for the next 6 hours. She asks me if I will be her new years kiss. Fucking sure? Pretty mediocre kiss but meh it's worth every second. She keeps saying we should go back to her house and drink some more. But by the end of the night she says nah imma just head home alone but not like mean or anything. It's been an hour since then. Fucking hell did I mess this up?? Been thinking of everything I could of done. Imma wait till tomorrow or maybe two days?? To message her. But hey all you fuckers out there that don't put yourself out there. FUCKING DO IT. God I'm glad I did even if I failed in the end. You are all fucking champions. You are all my lovely socially awkward and anxious friends. Just fucking try man/woman. It may just work.,0.05567315624484337,2.4175244617224902,1.3637518561293511,98.12143540669857,92.6602870813397,3.744002639828411,18.211681240719358,5.3794610055216525,-0.5328059396139251,1587,46,346,9,58,501,213,418,0.121,0.736,0.142,0.9272,0,3,7,0,0,0,65.0,4,3,0,7,16,35,14,1,23,0,29,26,3,3,6,60,69,25,0,5,16,0,0,2,3,3,0,5,1,5,18,22,7,2,6,11,1,13,5,22,0,5,16,7,48,13,44,46,8,67,1,5,2,16,53,21,14,10,33,209,66,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227696313626192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058140289425708265,0.0,0.06263854699102743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04562758796467791,0.09871794059731856,0.05183481420140088,0.0,0.0,0.042634789114674485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060533008945783014,0.0,0.0,0.12379283604986745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044269366018970524,0.06135028628856867,0.0,0.035758282337979695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05674082464110314,0.0,0.3258976450623688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821794485230984,0.0,0.0,0.03662176415938186,0.050154360839923764,0.09343181340265012,0.0,0.049831567318958575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013538438392464,0.04716260209966276,0.0,0.0,0.12851304234873953,0.6151106305037901,0.02896840798374717,0.05318915190283974,0.126045660632232,0.0465057333460631,0.04434547841370026,0.0,0.0,0.05490056315350483,0.0,0.05902362693668861,0.0,0.0,0.056903909281289314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055617168729759296,0.0,0.21841378217548496,0.06397759620716273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049283227031739964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339521508334235,0.0,0.05417653173969531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050042458629287134,0.05246463819925453,0.0,0.0,0.11140653973598584,0.060397285129412476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21420156291022566,0.05896777863243631,0.10406520989681893,0.0,0.0,0.063125990277469,0.0,0.0,0.03757185393141066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03843948931027622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05640882954777277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055738854905332716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570080402084549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04735084492149366,0.052742136923725993,0.17637252143370405,0.0,0.0,0.08836705920978047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04586575976047229,0.0,0.0,0.056520529494004636,0.046979477674691926,0.04268527751983313,0.0,0.0,0.03924518288165188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05225749004022325,0.0,0.0,0.17826257157988404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035527755975099114,0.0,0.044018175922939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293321263278215,0.060309662369527076,0.10832597443317936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027985678476723,0.10006333947835218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0403655733049579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17852802554520675 socialanxiety,throwaway_233-94,2020/01/01,"Welp, just got medically diagnosed with social anxiety Im happy cuz now so much makes sense but sad cuz now i feel like life will be a lot harder.",-0.718,1.0171638666666674,2.0933333333333337,88.96000000000002,110.33333333333334,6.0,15.0,7.1686216300943375,0.5769999999999995,116,3,24,3,6,40,27,30,0.161,0.674,0.16399999999999998,0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,3,0,8,5,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,2,1,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,14,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441035454937455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32387038798577816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16134186758775906,0.2279584910127509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25520601718195435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33967803007154257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446727593761951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22538322886632794,0.15589161944578173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27127953944855,0.0,0.0,0.2129955491589876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214503541670493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23456841162588765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32527282909465205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Jet-link,2020/01/01,I just got accepted into college and I'm exited but I feel like puking thinking about orientation camp this summer and then meeting so many new people and trying to make friends. I just have to push through I'm not having college be a repeat of high school.,3.163599999999999,5.70064816,4.3580000000000005,81.62900000000002,77.4,6.4,26.0,7.554174236665415,1.6788000000000007,208,8,36,3,5,68,40,50,0.07,0.76,0.17,0.6428,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,12,9,6,0,0,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,3,6,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,23,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772208101938825,0.2503937079188717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707915782516187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803228808959893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37031722563260056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123415957479546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339581433759887,0.35534693166513404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385102684384798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429891111581333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547196660409087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245830524997253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23796310729979894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,The_Immortal_Avenger,2020/01/01,"I really need help and advice. Alot. I have never really interacted with any girls and am very lonely. I have the perfect set up. A beautiful girl who I like alot. My Mom could get me a date, but I have never really talked to people. It takes all my energy just to respond to a question. I don't know if I can do it with my level of social anxiety. Any advice?",0.13226666666666986,2.364972093333336,3.550666666666668,84.44866666666668,88.06666666666666,7.066666666666667,16.333333333333336,8.167268648758528,0.8767333333333341,277,6,57,7,9,101,51,75,0.055,0.79,0.155,0.7386,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,6,0,8,0,0,0,4,17,12,4,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,11,2,7,11,3,6,0,1,0,0,10,2,0,4,4,43,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4283576216179008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980979551422412,0.0,0.16767104439971886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17499629336214026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451178269834805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14691080891473351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045483754881273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070796026037544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25669935076997163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625181695452207,0.33808812739090577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15195085796235178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455302158099664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42123430912913934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22342500129949566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16479504514185908,0.17616747243632855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18084531576140814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,HiddenSquish,2020/01/01,"Apparently I've had social anxiety since I was 2 My mom kept a journal for most of my childhood where she would write down cute/funny things that I did and said. Recently she found a bunch of these old journals and we went through some of them together while I was home for the holidays. In one of them she had a story about Christmas just after I had turned 2 years old. My grandparents had come to visit from out of town, and we had gone out to eat for dinner with them two nights in a row. As we were preparing for our third dinner out in a row, this time with some close family friends, I looked at my mom and said very seriously ""sometimes, people like to eat dinner at home."" I was two years old and already the thought of dinner out three nights in a row made me get sassy with my mom.",8.237142857142857,5.59221780745342,7.8185093167701885,79.97322981366463,63.47204968944099,11.436024844720498,33.559006211180126,9.606745405546679,2.659544099378881,621,17,136,9,7,197,93,161,0.024,0.922,0.054000000000000006,0.6712,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,4,0,3,0,3,3,0,0,8,0,11,6,0,1,0,27,23,7,0,1,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,2,2,0,4,17,6,1,2,1,0,4,0,1,0,5,18,3,22,2,32,4,4,30,0,0,1,0,19,14,0,3,13,94,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14283822648083527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901983689007203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149951222591573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26489510063479915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202277604075842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14192225969980818,0.10000360009651553,0.0,0.06762609540231866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25967405324005205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632369460215235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869545322485827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247751516415832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4547892201786618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429378865587995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4074707202045457,0.0,0.08771064601938446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973612125221428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780456588665967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462506593615488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707258220754692,0.0,0.0,0.13194590195966646,0.0,0.0,0.12801764838518548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859929609197245,0.0,0.0,0.10275943938896642,0.07547643107857806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407915472390311,0.252884545318383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680003654261386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999046962450928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194915396692406,0.0,0.0,0.16670786042893926 socialanxiety,sad_miku_hours,2020/01/01,"happy new years i hope next year will be a very good year. this year was not a good year for my social anxiety at all. i really want to improve next year, but i don’t quite believe in myself :( anyways, i hope you guys the best of luck next year. hopefully everything gets better <3",1.5815789473684239,3.8820625087719303,3.0202631578947354,90.32934210526315,81.80701754385964,6.60701754385965,20.026315789473685,7.793537801064563,0.7976105263157889,221,6,46,4,6,72,44,57,0.068,0.499,0.4320000000000001,0.9793,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,3,1,9,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,8,9,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,7,9,5,6,2,13,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,4,11,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442572131813653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15379405127753867,0.14325326022192605,0.12072731357496645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268162183754995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131807134923979,0.0,0.0,0.2289873306661584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516111352380336,0.0,0.1453117906763602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4067399004332712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318370891776401,0.4355228888836864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14518955037807085,0.0,0.0,0.08744840576029524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914935047213522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263067283323296,0.08051400834916955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6153318559701875 socialanxiety,mrodr152,2020/01/01,"Hi all !! Hi all👋🏼, I am new to reddit (first post By the way) . Just wanted to wish everyone a happy new year and if you are spending it alone ( due to social anxiety) you are not alone . I ( honestly haven’t accepted that I might have social anxiety) due to that fact that I enjoy my own company and I don’t feel like I’m missing out. However, there are occasions where I hype myself up to go to an event, and the day of , I come up with an excuse not to attend ( most of the time, I end up not going ). The worst ! Regardless, this year this introvert well try harder to get out there :D .HAPPY 2020!!",0.981344086021508,2.86375240322581,3.4754838709677434,88.5498924731183,81.41935483870971,7.359139784946238,20.010752688172047,8.344100000000001,1.0312817204301084,454,12,100,10,12,158,80,124,0.09300000000000001,0.71,0.19699999999999998,0.9377,1,2,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,0,1,5,9,0,0,7,0,8,0,0,0,2,21,17,4,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,2,0,1,4,5,2,1,1,0,1,12,7,17,16,4,23,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,3,12,67,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616169203799163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26710087616905115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15038207667937445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112587310297328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15462283855435358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16681519393636585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827105339308901,0.1247173869525804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849456321296411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120894308230372,0.0,0.1984315377777537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716795643585234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528919163619332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851979306091256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33721387399992137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16719589616919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35591722958974265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179687981905006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852588940918295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296966064724927,0.1385705892479306,0.0,0.0,0.15696511403037464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007541991771436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22484290513561755 socialanxiety,VegLuvingUnicorn,2020/01/01,"spending NYE alone i get tonight is the night to go out with friends and be social but...i’m so much more content being in my home & alone right now (i say alone lightly because my cat and dog are with me). it’s not bumming me out, i have a few friends who invited me out so i could go if i wanted to...i just don’t. i don’t see how people have the energy for it tbh. anyone else? also- happy new year! may 2020 bring you lots of blessings. i’ll be ringing it in with a nice personal jay hehe",-0.2885825545171343,1.7077583271028018,1.8931074766355136,97.3714992211838,87.22429906542055,4.68816199376947,20.1316199376947,5.985473137389443,-0.13749781931464167,379,12,90,3,12,127,77,107,0.055,0.7759999999999999,0.17,0.9273,0,3,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,4,0,11,0,0,1,0,16,17,7,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,1,4,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,4,12,5,11,12,4,14,1,0,1,0,7,6,0,3,5,56,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5777384964677897,0.0,0.14869749078013825,0.0,0.20146772780218775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13001474292281487,0.19051922019936354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133483195835705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484592977364765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15533041042999718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873161546052129,0.0,0.09714685102939846,0.0,0.21134987851613427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19793837122324212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865146613613781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15808096323841647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366885262725769,0.0,0.0,0.1795836289482924,0.0,0.174493666494572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890854560480808,0.16235709900916398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15879317497479778,0.0,0.14786828357130075,0.0,0.0,0.14817144148506514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18954412206350515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967321783807456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974034273435695 socialanxiety,buck0128,2020/01/01,"Can someone direct me to helpful posts on dealing with work bullies??? In the past year, I’ve had 3 different jobs, and 3 different bullies at those jobs. I got bullied in elementary & middle school, and I always perceived bullying as a child’s issue. I never realized that in the “real” world that I’d be a target again. Obviously I’m pretty shy and don’t have many friends since I’m posting here. I just hate how a bully can immediately sense my insecurity and sniff it out. Then proceed to make me miserable by exploiting it. HELP",3.726688241639697,5.875420805825247,5.714110032362464,74.47908306364619,73.95145631067963,8.461272923408847,30.861920172599785,9.150863307647796,3.054530528586839,425,20,75,10,9,147,78,103,0.22899999999999998,0.662,0.109,-0.9301,4,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,2,5,0,6,0,0,2,2,14,11,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,7,1,11,8,0,16,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,0,6,44,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15536612335251465,0.2023112054427976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925002766793448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39016563257474535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144259525372824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14933716185080936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18434749217914068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503091624552933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948873260766248,0.3705818766674687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463715060283816,0.18930492608255675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440100912731565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17824551181854684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576525806082699,0.18996152052760212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125284099186815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18897076118046605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445683830178028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820737789141706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593449365022228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024165529134648 socialanxiety,knicole_sadboi,2020/01/01,"Outshining the SA monster I've felt as if I've come a long way in dealing with social anxiety, although I still have my moments of being shy or socially awkward, I've accepted it's just a part of who I am. Currently 24 years old and I've been on 100 mg zoloft for the most of the year. I've been diagnosed with moderate anxiety and mild depression. I wish I could do therapy as well but unfortunately it's not in the funds. I just wanted to share my story in how I haven't had any social anxiety attacks in some time and that I wasnt fully aware that that's what I was having . I remember as a teenager in middle school being afraid to cough in front of the class for fear of everyone looking at me. When I turned 18 and got a job at a gas station, it helped with social skills and also having friends helped . Although , I remember a few times feeling panicked, face turning red , and heart palpitations and just having to remember to breathe and that it will pass. This would happen whenever there was slight conflict with customers or just when I wouldnt know what to say . I had no idea this was considered an anxiety attack and isn't just ""normal"" for everyone depending on the circumstances. I thought I was just easily embarrased. Anyways I've noticed a change in my anxiety where I only get shy or embarrassed in appropriate settings whereas before I would become anxious in settings other people would just brush off. Anyone else ever experience a social anxiety attack and what was the situation?",6.293125,6.9718670624999985,7.120833333333334,72.50750000000002,65.875,10.705555555555557,34.75,10.62613485830676,3.9191583333333333,1206,54,211,31,18,402,160,288,0.183,0.76,0.057,-0.9871,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,17,12,3,4,16,0,26,6,3,2,1,51,39,24,0,9,13,0,2,0,1,5,3,1,0,0,15,15,0,1,9,0,1,3,6,8,1,0,13,6,21,4,34,18,4,34,0,1,2,0,12,16,0,7,12,152,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123283231359379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06057370330851889,0.0,0.4088504166512027,0.10062881236831894,0.0,0.06228294998339625,0.0912673347329318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30400525274590057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837576885475216,0.0757958248557452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422899274137844,0.07672978038494788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111872705836451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183188129309663,0.07671972215990851,0.0904087258005878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744103012183418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057296998183243,0.0,0.17022897247123034,0.0,0.08713193696569564,0.0,0.10023355817480607,0.045038735271892116,0.0,0.08552547295281739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881872503229032,0.0,0.04653774124139517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124100160424852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876827163068942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055536918842349,0.11940949742871393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055424974508947,0.0,0.0,0.08839268050556395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048953006660351336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882811493164309,0.074800132200464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727408157587653,0.0,0.10141188990392257,0.09346868654529236,0.0,0.0,0.06774515859009421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645898544011387,0.0,0.061753031370473374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30271207748961954,0.0,0.0,0.07083560450732447,0.0,0.09014813281280183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012345158529996,0.0,0.4540010928274679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113499762561389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186443485818994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071519022271669,0.1038800953526124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19377491944214909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05253843823836276,0.07070317896643882,0.0,0.0,0.08008865812730741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243126012324187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18982787232742707,0.0,0.0,0.11472209396969853 socialanxiety,Kevem_xz,2020/01/01,"New Years Eve In A Bathroom Epic, It's 2min for 2020 and I'm in a fucking bathroom have a fucking anxiety attack while my family is waiting for the new year, epic. Help",0.843,3.161226371428576,2.9939285714285724,89.18232142857146,85.28571428571428,5.785714285714287,25.892857142857146,7.1686216300943375,1.394571428571429,133,6,27,2,4,45,27,35,0.153,0.77,0.077,-0.3962,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,8,0,0,0,2,1,2,2,0,6,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22059668133100105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280542082467783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718426962394456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5331733514320617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932834438663364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5570049980373095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713922575255513 socialanxiety,Enigmalex93,2020/01/01,Preconceived notions about someone that were justified Anyone care to share instances where this 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socialanxiety,JuliaKaroline,2020/01/01,"Update to: spending the night at a friends house and freaking out Everything did not go okay, there were too many people of her family plus friends I don't know, I'm seating alone in her bedroom just waiting for the party to end while I panic thinking if I should or shouldn't tell my dad to come pick me up The only reason I didn't was because not even I cant come up with an excuse to do so I guess, can someone come kidnap me?",5.216043956043954,4.477581593406594,5.901406593406595,85.16859340659343,68.23076923076923,8.159120879120879,30.28791208791209,6.742157984588678,1.53793010989011,339,11,73,2,5,111,68,91,0.107,0.7809999999999999,0.11199999999999999,0.1114,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,5,1,10,0,0,2,0,20,19,6,0,3,5,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,7,0,1,3,0,1,4,6,2,0,0,4,0,11,3,13,13,0,13,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,3,4,50,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21189257449463172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471559744439885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.528706101782479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812051897490216,0.0,0.0,0.1351291504505278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18387146310383576,0.0,0.19286836615174266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161300141780862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627268258488327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22537792491478925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360683167996987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243680177404898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074212042906596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19199298187291847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559920599760085,0.0,0.24004119111906136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183630017504445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21035163703998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17334765412070774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788198638038816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13109241437509814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CheersSonsCrying_,2020/01/01,Bad anxiety during/after night out Anyone else feel really overwhelmed when clubbing/raving? Like even through the drunkenness you can feel the anxiety and self doubt creeping in. The fear of rejection is made worse. You want to connect with people and you’re slightly better at it while drunk but you start overthinking what you are like while sober and how you really need to fix yourself lol. It feels like you’re the only one there with this problem. Particularly with the opposite sex. This shit sucks man hopefully there is a way past it :(,4.26760667903525,7.397502755102043,4.019239332096478,82.1147217068646,77.57142857142857,7.645269016697589,25.23562152133581,8.575989854853784,2.2374571428571426,442,16,74,10,11,134,71,98,0.249,0.593,0.158,-0.883,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,5,0,1,5,13,2,3,6,1,4,3,1,2,0,18,13,8,0,4,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,7,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,8,0,1,1,3,5,5,10,12,0,10,0,2,0,1,7,3,2,2,9,43,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30193659406341616,0.0,0.0,0.13798813223848613,0.2022031560409277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477473605200274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17453551390944738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648563288533919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034443547965044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220678610092536,0.2993505105430361,0.1409832254279761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19600799920479853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892382279205501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18673250198882174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463287318379315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851948062638218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133726001546515,0.1500896779060591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883880229756012,0.13681409536876285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18883240314051974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528483735448555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058737545980236,0.0,0.2025716887495687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968172548274355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639912632865652,0.1566431842342595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20111129767788424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,xXwoman_slayerXx,2020/01/01,"Here to help Yo nigga stop being a bitch get out there fuck some bitches, stop beat yo meat get out there start whooping some ass nigga. Y'all act like this shit hard just fucking eat ass smoke grass and sled fast my niggaz",3.12409090909091,5.2961132272727305,2.1090909090909093,99.53363636363638,75.81818181818181,4.4,17.81818181818182,3.1291,-0.975572727272727,178,3,38,0,4,50,36,44,0.4320000000000001,0.489,0.079,-0.9721,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,1,4,6,5,0,1,0,1,6,3,0,0,8,6,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,2,1,3,5,2,7,0,0,0,4,2,2,7,2,5,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030798393481534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5476521348215638,0.3094977005034886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653311486947372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19853222291540384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470515607983564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30403831521794034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20964724510447474,0.0,0.0,0.495261965922263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Keckoon,2020/01/01,"How do I know if I have good friends? I’ve been in a funk for a while and I don’t know what to do. In the tenth grade, my ‘best friend’ and I had a falling out at the end of our second semester of school and our shared friend group ended up hanging out with and talking to her more, for most all of the summer and first semester of the following year, I was alone and they kept talking to her. After they realized she was toxic, they started to talk to me more and more and I don’t know how I’m supposed to feel about it. I feel like my friendship with that group was been deteriorating and I’m the worried one and they don’t care if I leave or not. I asked them about it before and they said they didn’t know but I asked one of them beforehand and he said they did know but didn’t know what to do, should I give them a second chance? They’re funny and nice to me but sometimes I just feel like I’m an outlier.",2.111793570219966,3.1376985888324924,3.368548223350256,94.3036514382403,75.8020304568528,6.6746531302876475,21.762774957698817,7.0316486544052195,0.256070998307953,710,17,173,7,15,231,94,197,0.028999999999999998,0.826,0.14400000000000002,0.9673,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,0,10,2,5,10,0,0,10,0,17,0,0,2,1,41,38,22,0,3,8,0,3,2,3,1,0,2,0,0,5,17,0,1,10,0,0,3,6,0,0,6,12,5,31,10,26,25,6,17,0,0,0,0,30,6,0,4,10,125,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530907906963889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623241893134812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938545225621655,0.0,0.14723679335847967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304578263012366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24852932489842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21282055270391134,0.20046151184531527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933959398058346,0.0,0.0,0.325187619264497,0.0,0.0,0.13458909198527574,0.0,0.11767746240040765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4626331477152311,0.0,0.0,0.1485580468366829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708754422474204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901425957709996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669159429687535,0.0,0.0,0.14199166809508046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387608521494567,0.0,0.0993054662440597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383048533240839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248204015519886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903489677592346 socialanxiety,Introvert_with_SAD,2020/01/01,"I need a friend Iam 22 year girl from india. I have social anxiety disorder. I have been struggling in my life. There is no one i can talk to. There is no one who understands my struggles. I really in need of a freind who also have social anxiety. So we can share our experiences with each other and help each other. So If there is anyone interested, could you please message me?",2.0986486486486484,4.599432581081082,3.9634459459459457,83.12192567567571,81.29729729729729,7.483783783783783,21.41216216216216,8.472884824447931,1.5606540540540546,297,9,57,7,8,100,51,74,0.188,0.653,0.159,-0.1119,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,1,0,0,6,5,0,2,2,0,10,1,0,0,0,10,13,5,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,11,3,6,11,2,3,0,0,0,0,13,2,0,1,1,47,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624075363806662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107199623164928,0.0,0.0,0.14200222196406045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214738171900273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327537715555337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986567536775262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15690348433919904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361240432815841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434454141959795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011709010200513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752322108564378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22292707942910614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010188007079207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4140405293763295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4246184723944921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632325682492724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21141934396070308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078051261548962 socialanxiety,NetherSpirits,2020/01/01,I just wished a bunch of people a happy new year. I met a lot of kind people this year that have helped me or taught me something and I thought I'd wish them all a happy new year. I have different heartfelt messages set to send at the 11:59 PM. I can't take them back now and I genuinely wish them well but oh how my heart panics at the thought that they might be up and reply. I haven't spoken to some of them in a while and I feel like I don't know how to act with them anymore.,0.4883018867924527,2.1538325471698165,2.0138113207547192,99.50430188679249,82.01886792452831,4.994716981132076,18.147169811320754,5.6839178017228535,-0.6276799999999998,374,8,93,2,10,121,66,106,0.038,0.7859999999999999,0.17600000000000002,0.8689,1,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,6,0,6,7,0,1,7,0,7,1,1,2,1,21,17,9,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,1,1,0,4,1,18,6,11,11,4,15,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,4,9,63,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594456028556414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091152305625134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428731825603524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950768109008911,0.11233569609798444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347799661925684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863358111978509,0.10539785568329474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16374623192238116,0.08641761404835094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768218525595716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368388150713326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16681185325661524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30373596011983656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844928589441724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180274510334224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105470729830292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822849872989695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24966956814000896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138193381493727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5424711804874272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037814319029889 socialanxiety,InsufferableIowan,2020/01/01,New social media anxiety I just made a Snapchat after only using Reddit/Discord/IG for the past year and I'm already anxious about the potential social situations that can get me in but I also know it's a borderline necessary part of modern zoomer-ism,4.783750000000001,6.967949875000006,6.544166666666667,69.51750000000001,71.08333333333334,8.966666666666667,30.75,9.516144504307137,3.467025,206,9,31,5,4,71,43,48,0.07200000000000001,0.9279999999999999,0.0,-0.2144,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,6,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,5,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28152543512938066,0.20401514780480384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19516206098133015,0.2882070158092905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332869106771861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020437718008885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413957145763167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463913843534924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940262389395458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27626437883350563,0.2435358651518369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867596319064789,0.0,0.5201146552700671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22033720589915368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428551411985698 socialanxiety,CovertButtTouch,2020/01/01,"My sister is having a New Years party with all her cool friends downstairs My room (and the beer) is down there so I’m trapped up here and they’re like filtering up and down to see me awkwardly sitting on the couch by myself. I thought maybe there was a chance I would join them but now that they’re here there is no chance lmao. Just figured I could share some New Years despair with y’all. Hope everyone’s New Years is going well 🙃",1.7723096129837683,3.9999047078651735,2.055430711610488,97.93935081148564,80.57303370786515,5.303870162297129,21.124843945068665,6.42735559955562,0.058871660424469674,345,10,77,3,9,104,64,89,0.09699999999999999,0.628,0.275,0.9414,0,1,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,0,9,8,0,1,4,1,8,1,0,0,1,14,13,5,0,3,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,5,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,2,2,10,6,9,9,2,15,0,1,1,0,6,6,0,2,8,48,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18122264556165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21688622686652376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753618481429862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289962457986777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254393508245007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088948512403617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280288795549137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.657647331634421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18087126257508346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18019436488281196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040795597114975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123793102710135,0.0,0.0,0.438497191249624 socialanxiety,lonerStoner2001,2020/01/01,"Anybody else act like a total weirdo around people? I spend alot of my time alone so when I'm finally with other people I'm not 100% sure how to Act. And feeling like I'm not sure what's the right thing to Talk about is so i just end up panicking inside my head. I always just end up oversharing and feeling embarrassed as hell Social anxiety is a huge bitch Making this post to see if anybody knows how this feels and maybe knows how to overcome it a little bit? Thanks for reading this! HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!",2.3770873786407805,4.617704815533983,3.4347669902912656,88.78244174757285,78.51456310679612,6.4500970873786425,21.9504854368932,7.554174236665415,0.9138590291262132,408,12,81,6,10,131,71,103,0.209,0.64,0.151,-0.7879,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,10,9,2,1,5,0,2,1,1,4,3,23,13,11,0,1,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,5,1,1,2,2,3,0,0,0,4,5,6,12,13,3,16,1,0,1,0,2,6,2,2,9,46,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794164934930619,0.0,0.0,0.14414321106158726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252229060749787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15421353869134252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891248836975324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447134183159386,0.0,0.306864927428951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16553095538772847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26277447736828496,0.12375724134335656,0.0,0.18976759625996906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18440908149479035,0.0,0.0,0.1777863914611913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19040796273288405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926517354494294,0.17362434676388416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156339536431444,0.0,0.17403520193076946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16730890459084075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401950298459425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590872675753346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732792513824515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793949936931458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380437722062629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17658858783396472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265389214348871,0.0,0.0,0.13923761888271896,0.0,0.15948909385747684,0.0,0.0,0.11508789061987973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101318935231417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155596807761023 socialanxiety,GuyWithBushyBrows,2020/01/02,"I loved the Psych Ward I felt so safe and surrounded by nice non-judgemental people but of course my anxiety ruined it and it just became torture I felt on the verge of throwing up 24/7 and I barely left my room and couldn’t eat and every time I went for meds I shook like I had Parkinsons because my dumb brain can’t handle people focusing on me They were so nice man they even covered the mirrors for my BDD I wanna go back so bad but I’ll feel bad there because I feel bad everywhere and I just wanna die so bad. It’s a loss loss I can’t win this battle",1.0226190476190489,3.0550513109243687,2.7548109243697496,92.97462535014007,82.10924369747899,5.64733893557423,20.00070028011204,6.816661863887847,0.2385288515406163,442,12,97,5,12,146,74,119,0.3670000000000001,0.514,0.11800000000000001,-0.9931,0,0,0,0,0,1,3.0,0,0,2,3,9,17,3,1,4,0,5,3,1,0,0,18,12,12,1,3,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,6,1,1,4,0,0,4,3,11,0,0,5,4,18,6,10,6,0,13,0,3,0,1,4,7,1,0,3,58,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977003314386968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404900817472373,0.6102094485287507,0.2227524699506378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20396096729351687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18962058375859853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869544434640789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206759725406674,0.0,0.15393817320669015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847638725166548,0.0,0.35085393686537897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383635954242253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19851123310006627,0.0,0.0,0.08926120582442222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648998212410876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029458214529514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533314744912861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653767573001884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693708295539281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,unscripted-app,2020/01/02,"Anyone interested in starting the New Year with a new level of social confidence? 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Learn to get out of your head and connect with the world around you. **Sign up to participate here**: [https://unscripted.typeform.com/to/OugVGE](https://unscripted.typeform.com/to/OugVGE)",11.202718253968255,16.298163517857148,8.540238095238095,44.91587301587303,74.53571428571428,8.91746031746032,31.222222222222207,8.841846274778883,4.473926984126983,351,14,35,9,9,103,46,56,0.026000000000000002,0.708,0.267,0.9432,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,8,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,11,3,0,12,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,4,22,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171390271982329,0.0,0.0,0.19846954220377086,0.0,0.0,0.25268034244452303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18305517663187704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14829619023889387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29130468477416377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.548274446780528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5786841443926468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20090545223758624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827855093319591 socialanxiety,ginwithbutts,2020/01/02,"Doesn't everyone have social anxiety? For example, most people won't go to a restaurant to eat alone. But if my life requires that I eat at a restaurant alone, and I find it difficult, then suddenly I have a mental illness if I can't do it? Even though most people have trouble with that anyway but just aren't forced into that situation?",6.08818181818182,6.4599634242424235,6.935909090909089,74.72386363636366,66.27272727272728,10.236363636363636,33.16666666666667,10.125756701596842,3.376830303030303,270,11,49,6,4,90,45,66,0.17,0.778,0.052000000000000005,-0.5026,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,0,8,4,0,0,0,12,9,7,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,3,2,1,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,6,8,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,2,39,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4845240002875455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17894182725986818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4787001759293966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449648645758954,0.0,0.0,0.22351267465547406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21379107644822806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293742223991656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16521876700108465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357279993815876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32432987192072993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629265763012276,0.0,0.23844354361364745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298170794543105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SororusYT,2020/01/02,"Apart from the obvious, what are the biggest issues you have when trying to make new friends? I always felt like I have nothing to say...",4.453461538461539,6.121099730769237,4.456923076923079,86.26307692307695,70.92307692307692,6.7384615384615385,28.384615384615394,7.1686216300943375,1.5228307692307697,107,4,20,1,2,33,22,26,0.0,0.797,0.203,0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,3,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,2,3,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31604373431584026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646903034711829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934508380955885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3964372475480733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18556266765108334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25353526020361505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668360833767574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644510712212758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020510406132733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25787535093898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Mark_2112,2020/01/02,"Last time I hang out with friends, I was the one in the back Did it happen to you? We were 4 people, just walking I was the one in the back and they were 3 in front of me, I tried to walk faster so I could catch them up, but, I couldn't, I tried to talk to them, but, nah, they didn't listen to me, I felt so bad that, I really wanted to go home, then, the next day, I saw an Instagram Story of one of them, they were hanging out, without me.",0.3623484848484821,1.2890231515151531,2.4665530303030323,99.41982954545458,80.1111111111111,5.758080808080809,17.425505050505052,5.985473137389443,-0.6996373737373736,328,5,89,2,8,111,58,99,0.085,0.892,0.022000000000000002,-0.7774,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,1,6,0,5,2,0,0,6,0,9,0,0,0,0,13,15,6,0,3,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,7,3,1,0,3,9,3,21,1,17,4,0,21,0,0,1,0,11,6,0,0,8,67,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559016480136411,0.19322943091777026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847732878459083,0.0,0.0,0.1492493791864885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222033982568273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17879766153778814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152363150935334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20464753981321848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321372102431849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18864150388917156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461221226935097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4704568151076317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16044031034765094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825618447095176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18600990037087345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494523562195246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31424350337760537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649991181119886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223084544004834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,WinduFin,2020/01/02,"I don't even know how to make conversation I don't know how to talk to people in social media or irl I mean I don't how to start a conversation with someone you don't know I didn't know whether to post this but I have no one to talk to",-0.0016363636363649905,1.3940302909090931,2.6454545454545446,95.68818181818185,82.45454545454545,5.854545454545455,18.272727272727273,6.742157984588678,-0.30216363636363663,186,4,49,2,5,65,30,55,0.062,0.938,0.0,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,4,0,13,13,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,0,7,0,9,12,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,1,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791001615874317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5960949002925532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810029609004363,0.0,0.0,0.2953752713561941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837466125599289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18798981711658286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596985559709381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27641584718113954,0.2297549622735729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19193009285522086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4359000188521671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,_TAmtenise,2020/01/02,"So anxious trying to call subway to get a interview So im 17 and I really want a job so I can learn how to be responsible, but IM SO fucking anxious my hands are shaking that I can’t even call them. Like what is wrong with me. I wish I wasnt like that.",-0.5668421052631558,1.20002521052632,2.6062280701754372,93.29776315789472,86.36842105263158,5.905263157894738,20.026315789473685,7.1686216300943375,0.3433999999999999,195,6,48,3,6,70,42,57,0.22,0.621,0.159,-0.5725,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,6,5,1,1,2,0,6,2,1,1,0,7,10,7,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,1,8,2,4,8,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,2,31,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49091184632720797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4437187450038109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435063449174273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008647961343484,0.11351584073700027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4693828667702405,0.0,0.21560929204834212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122966009073303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919023766612368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751367059744566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815286751243962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24985249177279556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23755321814008626,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,stylestrashhhie,2020/01/02,"every single day is just so fucking bland when u got social anxiety especially when ur on break from school, u just stay inside ur home, talk or chat to LITERALLY no one, watch netflix, scroll through your ig/twt/fb feed seeing ur friends or other ppl’s good, fun, worry-free life, eat, sleep late and do absolutely nothing except having ur mind flooded by overthinking shit and worse have panic attacks in the middle of the night. and repeat until u get sad and realize ur wasting your teenage life “sometimes i wonder if my inability to function in the real world is really such a bad thing. i wonder if that’s why i’ve spent so much time sheltered in my imagination”. i sometimes wish i could go party and enjoy but no one would even hit me up and when someone really does i panic and don’t know what to say leaving the other person uninterested or bored of me or thinking that i hate them i am tired. i just wanna make the most out of my life but this anxiety is stopping me",8.29744791666667,6.607314265625009,8.647708333333338,71.05979166666668,62.59375,11.033333333333333,35.39583333333333,9.725611199111238,3.2727145833333324,777,27,144,12,9,259,132,192,0.207,0.7340000000000001,0.059000000000000004,-0.9805,0,0,0,0,1,0,15.0,0,2,1,0,10,13,4,2,6,0,10,9,2,1,0,35,24,21,0,6,12,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,1,1,7,8,2,1,6,2,1,1,3,9,0,2,2,3,17,4,18,19,3,21,0,1,2,1,14,8,2,9,10,90,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989422184150133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792568853533136,0.0,0.0,0.10856799796201164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381682460590383,0.0,0.0,0.08385734108095448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378843064587688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305116586401602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588230662404538,0.0,0.10955424774411564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045935580955977,0.12020884527100485,0.0679342941001729,0.0,0.07389794240888932,0.10906136672226603,0.10399531704536198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12837578843797492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304287449840614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146002068089052,0.0,0.14667731413866752,0.1376809398767501,0.0,0.0,0.2755279903053773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679473904507203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312912727239765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558558456115457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202252499849392,0.0,0.12476542945523032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17622075581766397,0.0,0.0,0.30511982217539035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353548567417453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480003978696221,0.1665986082663318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340353143490574,0.0,0.13159533754162772,0.10361552820736146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13347193397647758,0.0,0.0,0.130121963676387,0.13254723129753887,0.11017235240596036,0.0,0.2572021502549601,0.0,0.0,0.13859261007534754,0.0,0.10870927956769608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045116284225509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638486464301977,0.08331672988331601,0.0,0.0,0.07582040684176113,0.1494481258826776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733009864714886,0.0,0.14952585073196414,0.0,0.2820197666487058,0.0,0.0,0.13250970069549484,0.09236820240307604,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Esnemon,2020/01/02,"Post Drinking Anxiety? In new years night I got drunk for the first time with some friends and now I cant stop feeling extremely anxious about it, even though it was lots of fun. I feel like I did something wrong and I think that might have to do with the fact that the person I like doesnt like drinking and stuff. Even though rationally, there's no reason to feel this way, i cant shake the feeling that i'm a bad person and shouldnt have done it and im also scared that people's view of me will change, even though im pretty sure I was being rather... entertaining and funny.",4.135063025210084,4.840149932773112,4.391081932773112,90.07469012605043,70.68067226890757,7.294537815126048,24.118697478991603,7.1686216300943375,0.6860495798319328,458,11,101,4,8,143,75,119,0.16,0.621,0.21899999999999997,0.8304,0,0,3,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,11,11,0,2,5,0,14,3,0,1,2,22,21,10,0,2,1,0,4,3,1,3,0,0,0,2,9,8,3,1,6,4,0,1,5,4,0,1,5,5,9,7,9,12,2,11,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,3,10,66,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997386676964473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520163195619688,0.15535728743540625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482259175369434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547683079563006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072964694331988,0.0,0.2694324637177431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724899385860144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27813488310890233,0.09824357620167344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697356152990834,0.0,0.0,0.10624681136697707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998647905042716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29708816153307666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015544601060804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691370647070012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458858901133625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13281667350507032,0.0,0.12905223303057972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533833520279834,0.2401525120815925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170515488871093,0.1399062265477437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139239995561806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768047452191298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058688179637806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149720125815288,0.0,0.0,0.15742631400612794,0.0,0.0,0.12960999721137814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811660011444833,0.4053350552001886,0.0,0.08018841449426725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109156153578378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150355400334733,0.0,0.08855770483908315 socialanxiety,jfk9514,2020/01/02,"Forgiving myself I’ve suffered from anxiety since a very young age and it wasn’t until I was 20 years old that I knew what it was. That was 5 years ago now. And as many of you will know with anxiety comes a kind of self hatred. For me personally, if I were to leave the house I would over analyse how I look, how I smell, what I said to others, how I said them and the time after or before something, even during would be spent being so critical of myself and putting myself down to the point of depression. This led to me planning my suicide. Luckily medical professionals were there to help but I’ve now realised they can only do so much. So this year I’ve decided to take the advice of my therapist. To show compassion and understanding to yourself as you would for others. I have like a tick of some kind, where I would almost uncontrollably say that I hate myself, out loud. I have replaced that with I love myself instead and have felt so much better since. It seems little at first but the more it happens. The more I’m instilling something positive and better for my future mental health. I just wanted to say to that whoever might see this. Stop being so hard on yourself. It’s not being self indulgent to be kind to yourself, it will only help you. Have a great year. It’s time to give life the good go it deserves.",3.328591256072169,5.189287549618324,4.457598889659959,84.31521165857045,74.26717557251908,7.6643997224149905,24.504510756419148,8.438071523408619,1.5944824427480917,1046,33,205,19,22,342,142,262,0.1,0.741,0.159,0.9743,0,0,2,0,0,1,25.0,0,3,2,4,15,14,1,1,11,0,24,4,0,4,0,37,43,22,1,6,6,0,2,1,0,7,3,5,0,3,20,11,0,1,7,1,1,4,2,4,0,1,11,10,29,10,34,20,5,29,0,2,2,1,17,8,0,6,18,151,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392204166154798,0.09427109157632424,0.0,0.1064921671205994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627118686085699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904943210968591,0.0,0.0,0.18811233990934234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160939137560742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915973826370244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024185566314174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211076436047717,0.0,0.0,0.09045956046696944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201869889566924,0.06044002319605914,0.08919966266469072,0.0,0.11724905321166534,0.0,0.0,0.09404319141269864,0.0,0.0952669254374423,0.10499663966381607,0.0,0.11304295843482155,0.0,0.0,0.14256565480874955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271132157643552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322352522041825,0.058446083432822926,0.0,0.0,0.11260718402363792,0.0,0.0,0.07511674246208938,0.05195626439823493,0.10658864168582187,0.0,0.0,0.08930554149016852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598322846406697,0.0,0.0,0.10782018716674792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713442872288664,0.1071737777859947,0.11281842944153805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563560434773378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115943437363388,0.0,0.0,0.16176490316919992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928589777202984,0.0,0.0,0.10053324137387586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069091205997015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20232261630208434,0.1691444074017504,0.0,0.0,0.0847455926942225,0.0968152314645232,0.22188832997878305,0.0,0.0,0.17594434079987306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16374378303788825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891169584050643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632745873030395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996046612718087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347823295444385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402475627520138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071202590068678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774824347874975,0.06272680993865486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021862917335377,0.0,0.0,0.27393851912968603 socialanxiety,fartstinkslikeamf,2020/01/02,"How to be more aware of your surroundings? I noticed the other day that I zone out whenever I’m outside. I have my headphones on and I just focus on either the music, or the way I walk. When something happens around me, like someone calling my name for example, I usually flinch or I notice the person only after a couple of times. How can I be more aware of my surroundings so I’m not so distracted all the time?",2.9413425129087765,4.727396180722895,4.815008605851983,81.66024096385546,75.144578313253,7.634423407917385,27.5197934595525,8.418075326091056,2.1345022375215152,325,13,61,6,7,111,57,83,0.0,0.9279999999999999,0.07200000000000001,0.6626,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,1,6,0,4,0,0,2,1,12,7,8,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,13,1,10,5,4,14,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,7,49,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258568193465785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259067572296867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28072669351277985,0.0,0.1636227795127323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243560373061353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239505105953244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5777039227481395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19295885276258154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22153089401442524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149687349222868,0.1953193301080146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958821625231033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794271187750049,0.0,0.0,0.20138419606602545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Foxyj101,2020/01/02,"Wedding So my girlfriend of 4 years her sister is getting married in February. My girlfriend being a bridesmaid is staying over the night before the wedding and I've been asked to have some of her family stay who I have only met the once. This ha started to make me feel very anxious already the day of the wedding I have to meet the rest of the family to get a mini bus with them. Any tips on how not to feel as anxious?",3.9742248062015513,4.902297197674418,5.093023255813954,84.0773643410853,71.2093023255814,7.128682170542637,30.6124031007752,7.1686216300943375,1.8364170542635656,333,14,65,3,6,110,59,86,0.055,0.917,0.028999999999999998,-0.2928,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,9,1,7,0,0,2,0,8,15,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,8,1,14,12,2,9,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,1,4,46,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269258726025112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398404147143249,0.0,0.0,0.4646232303850794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19224311528263172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17498219528458467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261904570737987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877130879127109,0.0,0.20795279385681287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148740024006225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726449367702154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929766745702424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189970118320808,0.0,0.15639643202719886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14555113842390255,0.4383639989859404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967230750141285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324236782742833 socialanxiety,Tddypckr,2020/01/02,"How do i explain my social anxiety to someone? Feeling extremely anxious and awful at work because of my colleagues I just wanna give a disclaimer that i’m not a native english speaker so please excuse any mistakes, thank you. I’ll try to be as brief as possible so here goes: After graduating from high school last year I wanted to do something fulfilling and give back to the community before eventually going to uni, so i decided i’d do a year of voluntary work. I work full time at a kindergarten and i’m being paid close to nothing, but that really isn’t the biggest issue. What has turned out be an issue from the very beginning was that many of my colleagues, most above the age of 40, constantly belittle and treat me like a little child. It’s reached a point where my social anxiety has made a complete and horrible comeback in the worst way possible. I used to go to therapy to deal with it and in recent years i definitely have been able to keep it more in check and be more at peace with myself. I’ve stopped going to therapy because I was managing pretty well up until i started this job. Now every day feels like absolute torture and i just want out of here. Nothing is forcing me to stay here, it’s 100% voluntary work but i still feel awful about wanting to quit. I always feel like I’m on the verge of having a panic attack. Working with children is such a rewarding experience but now i just feel stressed and alone and uncomfortable every single second i’m in that building. Now you might ask, why don’t i just speak to someone about this? Well unfortunately that’s... also an issue. I’ve been meaning to speak to my supervisor about this for months but I keep putting it off because I’m terrified of having to explain why I feel the way I do and why my reactions are as extreme as they are. Does anyone here have experience in explaining your social anxiety in a work environment? I have no idea how to go about this, or where to even begin! I fear she’ll just misunderstand and think I’m simply an introverted crybaby.",4.772813479623824,6.220019633838383,6.035012190874259,76.11590909090913,69.83333333333334,9.098432601880877,31.33194009056077,9.494082108488547,3.032185231626612,1629,70,294,36,29,547,202,396,0.172,0.722,0.105,-0.9863,1,1,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,3,1,8,30,15,2,3,20,2,27,0,0,4,0,56,64,28,0,5,11,0,6,3,0,2,0,3,0,2,15,18,0,3,13,0,2,6,4,7,2,1,6,9,33,8,57,52,6,53,0,0,0,0,20,23,0,3,24,203,48,10,0.0791589805801806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198483078161216,0.0,0.06330340817061847,0.06586661313643065,0.0,0.0,0.05383082127163078,0.0,0.1816692104285411,0.08942711634759214,0.0,0.05534979975963604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400296116556622,0.09005476817143307,0.0,0.060868369873892436,0.0,0.1447637395037514,0.0,0.06735846213932292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299668507568925,0.08554273626412295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051050993815144184,0.08160943311899305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927255734867267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052283760107082966,0.0,0.13338971047527906,0.0,0.0,0.1548653448497913,0.0,0.08907586065930304,0.24015095425547944,0.11310238308638645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518730144339506,0.17995149153255988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363580911257694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936085381079187,0.0,0.2478642287306841,0.07855307379474998,0.1407202781502425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452513438124521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601923831076599,0.07933809435170712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490214140904525,0.0,0.0802547818150124,0.0,0.0862273361021664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397516900559931,0.0,0.0,0.06318394307837333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15191035359239116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928760079556797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689278968130787,0.07483082309195492,0.1784797134975292,0.0,0.08053314141726113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957663934022532,0.0,0.08419531971854011,0.0,0.0,0.05071126994120602,0.0,0.07815994351235506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011311444342045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24207783592802146,0.1341422947299714,0.0609404506085074,0.0,0.0,0.056029133883688895,0.08437294086096636,0.06321646414515597,0.06618045226954704,0.0906763448043192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07287895397378022,0.1810503861340016,0.0,0.0,0.05072187845623488,0.0,0.0,0.046158238155962365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0537437516819892,0.08610223979774398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836794341150043,0.0,0.06531444917774623,0.14007005305397124,0.12566542847457793,0.0,0.0,0.14234686030594754,0.0,0.21428600274542625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34577208384767993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292736449353486 socialanxiety,blushingcat,2020/01/02,"What are team effectiveness workshops like at work? Our boss said we are going to have a one-day team effectiveness training at the office this month and attendance is mandatory for everyone. We’re around 11 people at the office and I’m really worried because I don’t fit in very well with them and I always get called out for being too quiet. I’m curious to know what it’s gonna be like so I can prepare myself mentally. Have you had similar experiences?",3.60755617977528,5.8518581123595546,5.321783707865169,76.72290028089887,74.61797752808988,8.944382022471911,26.85533707865169,9.516144504307137,2.774538202247191,368,14,66,10,8,125,69,89,0.028999999999999998,0.813,0.159,0.8541,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,1,1,5,4,3,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,3,0,11,17,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,7,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,2,8,3,11,12,0,10,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,3,42,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224149431054178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23795359615976075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16294354783741954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27294310021174123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723863326834727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554165246743163,0.0,0.2614706087317867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965317374019448,0.0,0.15191270222156092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690104336567908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611784742858399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26937544576960265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21335624280307275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811293408933058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18531210559255448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123917082869505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542634312306957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22055042465505692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403347259605115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945975224127816,0.27145603979790484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DynazT,2020/01/02,"I get nervous when it comes to texting or other similar communication I’ve been getting somewhat better at communicating irl, if we get around how awkward I can be when talking. Sometimes when I don’t talk in person it’s because I can’t figure out how to add to a conversation, with a few exceptions. Am I flawless at talking in person? No, far from it. However I get really nervous about texting, snapchatting, or what have you, and I can’t give a definitive reason why. I’ve been somewhat tempted to reach out to a few of my friends from school over break but I guess I fear being creepy or or weird in doing so, given that I haven’t really communicated with them much via text? Even with my closer friends that I’ve known for substantially longer I run into this problem. If I get a notification saying “xxxx is typing...” I’ll often wait a solid twenty minutes before even reading the message. It’s bad, I know, and I want to fix this but I don’t know where to start in doing so.",3.9252233676975976,5.491540731958769,5.633381443298969,77.7097285223368,72.09278350515464,7.647560137457045,28.912714776632303,8.238735603445708,2.112814158075601,778,31,145,12,15,266,116,194,0.124,0.802,0.07400000000000001,-0.8491,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,1,1,1,13,11,0,4,7,0,15,0,0,3,0,35,29,17,0,4,9,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,10,12,0,1,5,1,0,2,6,7,0,0,3,1,20,4,27,24,5,21,0,0,0,0,14,14,0,10,4,106,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442753585303628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354631908211719,0.09889968244694884,0.0,0.13805384978027385,0.0,0.0,0.14348763768205958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13975494817949827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21431529564441626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18256452264412756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25069164286448536,0.0,0.42381716609591336,0.15563489466976665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17872508059436795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783251528865348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926468687109447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833225158344839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524127346665398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622833864263778,0.0,0.20786953324883445,0.16680920856530912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901934799655154,0.0,0.1641950174563921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604589962679174,0.0,0.11483394048543802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912058506132493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569305003347227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463958978746848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Ilovesalim,2020/01/02,"Group situations Hi y'all So I most just get anxiety when I'm around groups of people. Like at a BBQ or something, where everyone's sitting around a table and there's one big group conversation. If I know everyone well, I'm okay. But if there's people I don't know, even just one , I get really nervous and I just pray that nobody shines the group spotlight on me. My biggest worry is that they'll try and joke with me somehow, and I'll be caught off guard and come off as being humourless because I don't know what to say, or that my face will go all red because everyone's looking at me. The red face is the absolute worst because I feel like a lot of people are confused by it and then a lot of people, in my experience, will subtly ostrasize you. Like they won't be rude per se but they'll no longer pursue friendship with you, and your status goes down. It's happened in the past and the fear of it happening again is the reason for a lot of my social anxiety. Does anyone have any tips on how to deal with this specific situation? I know I can take beta blockers but I'd like to actually heal the problem if possible. Thankyou!",4.0782305194805195,4.982009277056279,5.416382575757577,81.94457386363636,70.94805194805195,8.718722943722941,28.29031385281385,9.017664075816787,2.1691664502164496,897,32,183,17,16,301,132,231,0.1,0.81,0.09,-0.6571,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,4,3,0,15,13,1,3,12,1,16,3,2,2,1,42,32,21,0,4,11,0,1,4,0,5,1,1,0,0,8,14,0,2,6,1,0,3,4,6,1,2,1,6,23,7,25,23,6,22,1,0,4,0,16,14,0,11,8,121,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.11692719549667625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148182011883427,0.0,0.18332419452385584,0.0,0.0,0.08378104441079674,0.0,0.0,0.21333069807098787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21912377896769755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032144614180244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235293274803938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485543270042667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914008806747967,0.0,0.0,0.3434799035631375,0.0,0.11720711177726433,0.0,0.13483099614154925,0.06058467495560892,0.08559954888253961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252021802680479,0.0,0.06809656028273972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21191315008077707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634001135878298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341523185180418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061876002166226,0.0,0.0,0.3056004550832032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238648777538905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143819041778357,0.33227285895290426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13507923125195692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465171458637123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675986503153379,0.1231950842951334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528580339685078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26936576851502736,0.0,0.12214156757465205,0.0,0.09224341589341456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900898512927866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813500259445415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773271698199627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168319243805945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,juskeepbreathin,2020/01/02,"Want friends but also (NOT) at the same time? Anybody else relate? I’m always stuck in between wanting to reach out to people and never wanting talking to anybody ever again. I’m no way near stable enough to have in-person friends, but hopefully I’ll find make some on here. Trying everyday to stay positive and hopeful for the future. Goodnight everybody, it will get better 💕",4.723619047619049,7.0305006000000025,5.311428571428575,77.76190476190479,71.57142857142857,6.9523809523809526,31.666666666666664,7.793537801064563,2.5798095238095247,302,14,47,4,6,97,56,70,0.06,0.616,0.324,0.9723,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,2,17,12,5,0,5,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,12,10,3,13,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,3,6,31,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17548354380345885,0.1825890110112121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19407403287764247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18331130363863907,0.0,0.0,0.2267368918030228,0.0,0.0,0.1984931645696108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20056127590935072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33907268197722545,0.0,0.1146466803074166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43590054573866216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647577974377887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16924320163115178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15212985969433104,0.1916037651092813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23389045062938799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17637500191728958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795537304248705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489831949810551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3882885614057329,0.17417873191647762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Cassandraaaaaaaa,2020/01/02,"Anybody else ever feel like they're a burden to talk to? Basically the title. Does anyone else ever feel just like it isnt worth attempting to initiate a conversation with someone new just out of fear that they'll seem like a burden or a waste of time? I feel like I cant talk to anyone (not that I really can these days) new because I always get so worried that nobody will care :( Sorry in advance for how incoherent and probably dumb this sounds. It's really late",2.6746980676328502,5.015926445652177,4.557536231884062,80.59422705314013,78.02173913043478,7.567149758454105,22.17874396135266,8.515128840125781,1.6150251207729467,371,11,69,8,9,126,64,92,0.23399999999999999,0.638,0.128,-0.8748,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,6,9,1,1,5,0,5,0,0,1,2,14,11,4,0,0,4,0,3,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,4,0,1,1,3,4,0,0,0,4,5,5,10,9,0,10,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,2,11,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294955439375952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22344343707441466,0.1637132391030281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740025455958436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16290610720144266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304472259752498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398243388064581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669509627016893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890598687575612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17979664382264773,0.24236833226394364,0.3424400629434478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347832640738098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18023852118299236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122412666048837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086325626804081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17226959825319074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20471800265363835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454574864515985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353808664244346,0.0,0.0,0.17886035240310733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568498266268852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316885903523134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16226409531989305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,gmccleery,2020/01/02,"Social anxiety and stuttering. Sorry guys. This is basically just a rant. I just needed to vent. But maybe someone could relate. So basically my whole life I have delt with a stutter that comes and goes depending on if I am anxious or depressed. It can get really bad to the point where I am almost unable to communicate with even close friends and family. But its not the kind of stutter where i get caught on a sound and people know im stuttering. Its the kind of stutter where i cant get any sound out at the beginning of a sentance or statment. For example: if someone were to ask me for my name when placing an order i almost always freeze and there is a long awkward pause where I am trying to say my name. It's totally humiliating. Especially when trying to make a goof first impression.. BUT on the other hand if I'm feeling relaxed and things are okay I can sometimes go long periods of time without stuttering entirely. And infact can be fairly quick with small talk as long as im in the right setting/ mood with the right people. Recently though this had not been the case. I have been feeling as though I am digging myself deeper and deeper into a hole I won't be able to get out of. Here is kinda where I am at now. I'm 23 and single but I havnt had a girlfriend since basically my junior year of high school. in over 6 years. I have had 2 random hook ups in that time though.. spaced out between years. So defiently rare but maybe I'm not totally lost and i guess it could happen again. I am not the best looking dude around in my opinion. I unfortunately started rapidly balding at around 20 and now i am completely bald. And I honestly still havnt come to accept it. It totally bums me out actually because I feel like l not that long ago was in high school with really nice hair. And now it's all gone. But I'm more lonely than ever now . It's been years since any physical or emotional contact with a female. I feel like I don't have the capability to go out and meet new people like i used too. I always feel like I'm a follower and not a leader. I feel as though i have nothing to offer and no future in sight. I am now working the most dead end pest control job. Its the least sexy job. I dont feel valued. It seems as though my relationships with my closest friends are dying out faster and faster and I slide deeper and deeper into this hole. And now Leading to this point now where I just stayed home alone for the past 3 days sitting in the same spot on my couch watching tv. New years was terrible. Christmas sucked too. Sorry this is such a lame rant.",2.860368217054265,4.7850670910852715,4.249441860465119,85.01958914728685,75.76356589147288,7.2223255813953475,24.644961240310078,8.094773233980128,1.4472072868217056,2033,68,407,34,45,672,245,516,0.133,0.7829999999999999,0.084,-0.9640000000000001,3,3,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,0,6,37,30,1,1,27,1,39,5,4,5,5,95,75,46,2,6,22,0,10,4,3,1,1,3,2,1,21,40,0,1,10,2,0,9,12,14,0,1,12,16,42,15,61,58,11,94,0,4,3,0,14,43,1,15,42,276,63,7,0.07226095305084568,0.0,0.07051626640983139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06405497490315692,0.0,0.14471781281475984,0.0748405545974767,0.0,0.0,0.12025380328511985,0.0,0.0,0.09827985201647987,0.0,0.05527943129697077,0.08163430868491771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865513685391267,0.06755423659090704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06033487745543078,0.04404960627787798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758334120803404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449282526249532,0.07576423445164739,0.0,0.08104680332007777,0.11538898216767113,0.0,0.0,0.046602336718302516,0.0,0.06223825297768164,0.0,0.07499546073359924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468929880409491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128384612382078,0.06400175621586661,0.0,0.0,0.047727677980804295,0.06536416905212647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06812119547620728,0.0,0.2557611634284805,0.15486971789383586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061465129750524365,0.0,0.0,0.11165726615207816,0.0,0.15101346203286584,0.0,0.08213512974622428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796035865573884,0.07154970437119204,0.0639001221374006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15269532859968585,0.07248362770797809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15610845867342724,0.0,0.14341569170998775,0.0,0.0,0.15049732557481513,0.039712730009562304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05104004815007838,0.14121220647567215,0.0,0.0,0.25579467812166623,0.06068100117663487,0.0,0.0788813663328909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04823474727693581,0.0,0.1451916797436052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05358058107199062,0.0,0.1395801574860123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933633334096745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898125618430098,0.15028993902884655,0.0,0.07549731597827497,0.0,0.1366199148743903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258443374364862,0.0,0.0713489735113786,0.07758122066985611,0.0,0.12342091815656525,0.0,0.05746481020831585,0.0,0.14626388463123952,0.0,0.06578365772589441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195500141754887,0.0,0.0,0.07366094159894064,0.12245294204865127,0.0,0.07146793027507152,0.16178044169811878,0.051146674494472785,0.07702056132646269,0.0577076904496837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05808061686601713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04800696632597276,0.0,0.3549800974177888,0.0,0.08427188566227846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812088757597967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062410262396408886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067677349386387,0.0,0.06965698010289223,0.0,0.0526068344448128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326684229816812 socialanxiety,AmericanRot,2020/01/02,"Skipped about half of my junior year of HS I remember in HS I was terrified of presenting and public speaking, I was so awful, I mean I gave some OK ones but overall they were bad, especially for English class. IDK why I decided to do honors, but I did and it was so dreadful and every class was a damn presentation or had some public speaking element to it. I think it was after winter break where I couldn't take it anymore and I just got on my moms email and started saying I was sick. Skipping school was the hardest drug I ever took I think, it felt so good to skip, I would either go for a run on a nearby trail and wait for my parents to leave for work or I would catch the bus and ride the metro all day, stopping every now and then to pee or eat. But Like I said it was the hardest drug I ever took, because after the initial hit came the crash of knowing I eventually had to go back. Anyway I skipped a whole lot, and I kept getting more and more slack for it, my few friends would always ask me where I was, random people started asking me in the halls if I was coming to class. Some of my teachers even reached out to me. I felt like I was gonna get caught using the same excuse of being sick, so like a moron I said I had to get x rays. My mom went to the school one day to pick me up and the check in person asked her If she took me to get xrays. Ironically that was the day designed for students who were taking AP/IB exams to skip so guess where I was. My mom called and asked me where I was and I just told her I would be right there and hung up. Well I fucking bolted out of McDonald's and when I got to the main office I couldn't explain shit so I just started crying and I never cry. The school initially thought I was skipping to do drugs which I now find hilarious. But they did tell me about a truancy law, that could have ended with me and my parents in court, but they went easy on me since I was still somehow a ""good"" student. My English teacher was known for being unaccommodating but I think in the end she felt bad for me and let me turn in a bunch of overdue assignments for late credit. She even asked me if I was sure about not taking the part 2 for the class the following year. I ended up with a D. My punishment for skipping was taking Saturday classes which was a joke because I eventually realized they didn't take attendance unless you were a really awful kid. Everyone else was there to get tutored. Those classes were really just for kids who were struggling academically which I was technically, as I was failing English, but I needed mental help, confidence or something. I wish I could say life got better, it kind of did only marginally though. Senior year was cake since I was no longer in an honors program, but I was in classes with very few people that I knew which sucked. I started smoking pot but stopped after I considered joining the military after graduating. I didn't see how college was gonna help someone like me, but idk I guess I got talked down from it. I have even less friends in college, people say its easy to make friends but I suck. I have no idea how to network with anyone. My communications class was embarrassing but I least I know I can't possibly give a worse presentation than any of the ones I gave in that class. It takes me forever to prepare for presentations and I'm not sure the payoff is that great either. I don't have any real direction besides my major, I feel like I don't belong in college, and I feel like I wasn't meant for this world, and I'm afraid of life after college. I get it's so much worse for other people, but I feel like I'm living a life meant for someone else. If you have this shit deal with it sooner rather than later.",3.9315199161425554,4.8821565634920665,5.019579714485378,84.48069631626234,71.32804232804233,7.663332335030447,27.094838774084053,7.902280558234669,1.512915773185584,2926,97,603,37,53,964,313,756,0.11,0.738,0.152,0.9865,2,0,4,0,0,1,59.0,0,2,4,5,37,38,8,4,34,3,65,14,3,5,6,120,143,56,0,15,31,5,6,7,3,6,9,7,0,3,28,30,1,4,23,1,2,15,13,15,1,4,66,14,106,23,84,62,20,81,0,1,1,1,51,27,6,16,45,422,134,29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046935313019478966,0.0,0.0,0.07671766699910003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05594079002071915,0.0394412290776665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263665610032186,0.0,0.0,0.04337365862579071,0.0941953196323715,0.06877061689716513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04988758869779659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05759806272941485,0.06451481515641712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04858981223671235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007312615631624,0.0,0.1239213314277536,0.10913394179109552,0.05815335124106461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19624334814171385,0.05771865250939756,0.09424196306928848,0.0,0.14988012252714114,0.0,0.0,0.11176928019868126,0.1020470920972298,0.09505100560988347,0.05389950139390833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556353266988638,0.1208919549821013,0.1624792871054002,0.0,0.05155516321742616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074019934292272,0.05214755183614323,0.17682261808874056,0.054110930653930384,0.06411502870132631,0.09462337420592133,0.18045597806427816,0.062189142345989525,0.12427779082165727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561712063077393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367686822776115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058739423548215014,0.06199984908377544,0.0,0.06362978385649118,0.05972708524805655,0.0,0.057680188537981424,0.11952623057284882,0.19290397694011915,0.0,0.049808595201474515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04795538831781565,0.0,0.0,0.03765224716412072,0.0,0.0,0.0614439822859596,0.0,0.0,0.0568451952482594,0.0,0.0,0.19819030930814927,0.0,0.0,0.041465785770202115,0.041825227571669364,0.04350471367901282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466894525800594,0.042900221000563656,0.0,0.0,0.12526705101250574,0.06108350587692207,0.0,0.15642261371193664,0.049252595439944716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635906479909786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420374808755891,0.0722717994737563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389836702782635,0.04817144463277597,0.1073123376297891,0.13457181965400655,0.0,0.1712613078607298,0.04494923910167577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580237011706004,0.09332124529160778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558728303308044,0.0434250220052136,0.0,0.0,0.1597012393270744,0.0,0.04504686655881017,0.09431789779771887,0.0,0.05896905769741623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063262458059238,0.0,0.2544671879469053,0.045337974492292175,0.04930238317922713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843037749709132,0.055419792248851685,0.044781019807001166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05389950139390833,0.1880114398243949,0.0,0.061354841005938326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04871771405446653,0.0,0.04654185133980755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05071685128215889,0.10458008780229816,0.05089872868629751,0.06297662965982308,0.06486550165513738,0.0,0.0,0.041065116847522176,0.0,0.11496752123742253,0.16028023934400493,0.0,0.0,0.10897317138321247 socialanxiety,Wrathful_Buddha,2020/01/02,"Does anyone else struggle with articulacy? I've been isolated socially for so long, so many years. I have a part time job now and I notice just how bad my social skills are. I stammer alot, and can't remember or put together words right. Also there's an ebb and flow to joking that I just don't get. I'm not feeling like I can't overcome this but it does suck to know you're considered a low self esteem weirdo by your coworkers.",2.321249999999999,4.293865897727276,3.986363636363638,86.07454545454546,77.52272727272728,7.581818181818183,23.5,8.472884824447931,1.4863590909090902,341,11,71,7,8,114,72,88,0.23399999999999999,0.75,0.017,-0.9381,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,8,7,1,1,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,15,11,9,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,1,0,2,4,5,0,0,1,1,7,2,5,10,2,8,0,1,0,0,4,2,1,2,5,40,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646279895826987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439436915256501,0.2109302317996757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17188640350966833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603029340482591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719715178513392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409015337923044,0.14706805275269674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075545437609766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20428654614481428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313652439149392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057391067338284,0.0,0.0,0.18218163818980668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20871203883673198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23437556829364906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222928786269282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069484492370389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332018308642014,0.17580526085815068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21475925316438216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4197013357632327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21521195077466734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120039949978909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325685577670389 socialanxiety,azdweller,2020/01/02,"Does anyone else overexplain things to everyone? I catch myself overexplaining things during conversations with family, academically, and professionally. If you had to listen to one of my connversations, I am so sorry! I swear I'm not trying to sound pompous, it's just that my social skills are still mediocre.",8.076538461538462,10.644062038461538,8.314615384615388,58.60538461538464,63.23076923076921,11.353846153846154,30.30769230769231,11.20814326018867,4.2564846153846165,254,9,36,8,4,83,44,52,0.07200000000000001,0.9279999999999999,0.0,-0.3636,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,5,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,7,0,6,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,27,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21661417961412385,0.3174191146053935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27110158022283964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25879195442007585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29602009240282384,0.0,0.0,0.2920448798487158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099234742014739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157945289776881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34678743764927983,0.0,0.0,0.24740075986498355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.411624858153492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103288310081473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bimia33,2020/01/02,Anxiety induced asexuality I'm a woman and used to be attracted to men. Now I'm not. It's because of my social anxiety. I'm asexual now. I can have friends but getting close to a partner is TERRIFYING. Anyone else?,0.2623588039867144,2.6285846046511665,4.642923588039867,72.71627906976747,98.30232558139537,8.038538205980066,31.72425249169435,8.418075326091056,3.8885973421926914,170,11,30,6,7,65,33,43,0.20199999999999999,0.708,0.09,-0.7095,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,6,9,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,4,8,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,18,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5548406124126025,0.0,0.0,0.25356787253416696,0.3715698101368456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210633317883929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029410421245529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801764801057698,0.0,0.18946559278698225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696680753469039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31320644402823544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pnefc1177,2020/01/02,"Does anyone else wanna move to a new city? I wanna move so bad from Boston but I feel like I am gonna fail again because of my social anxiety. The whole meeting new people and forming connections in my head I am not very good at. I keep thinking I will fail just like I did when i moved to LA 10 years ago when I was 18, I was soooo lonely back then. Anyone else get the urge to move but terrified?",1.763663865546221,3.137584223529412,3.4445378151260506,91.99470588235296,77.3529411764706,6.26890756302521,20.378151260504197,6.868970318607317,0.2134033613445374,309,7,70,3,7,103,60,85,0.276,0.657,0.067,-0.9696,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,6,7,0,0,3,0,6,1,1,0,0,10,11,7,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,4,1,4,0,0,3,1,12,3,9,6,2,15,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,11,43,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346163740066948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617390545544735,0.0,0.0,0.2123706836976604,0.31120083877952226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116772394677274,0.12679830788268834,0.09257357890648747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328953350283967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537221911951961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678591817760339,0.10849014146482493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934155276696618,0.0,0.0,0.12737452117884146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15585407811920976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498179673039004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838406564033182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6456204857770118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933382569028896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052818909191572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15480403948264745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730694648362233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253019368403337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695483407919988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779405735464962 socialanxiety,Heyheythrowaway128,2020/01/02,"How does anyone operate normally knowing once social mistake gets you branded as weird? I’ve had so many interactions where everything was going smoothly and then I did “something weird” or unaccepted and it shifted the entire mood of the situation (for me, I can’t speak for the other people involved but it feels like that’s what happens) I feel like my guard has to be up all the time and I can’t let it down, which is weird in itself lmao",5.124341085271318,6.338074767441863,5.9162790697674446,78.17503875968997,68.76744186046511,8.524031007751939,30.6124031007752,8.841846274778883,2.5114170542635668,354,14,65,6,6,116,69,86,0.07200000000000001,0.795,0.133,0.8555,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,1,1,14,15,9,0,2,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,3,4,7,2,8,10,1,7,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,4,46,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17677894065972055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212461356331494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22722000853077134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25566868339220306,0.3612320108641485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13208900027283868,0.0,0.1436845037444079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22356955828493166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894429634164965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25852750700842475,0.0,0.2470320053404742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563217098118764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477117685040035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692470567165715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17527486207877102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28418239198950324,0.0,0.25772007353470183,0.0,0.19463463912572607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742247450515036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,benahood,2020/01/02,"Abandoned I'm a junior high school and I've had the same friends since middle school because I can't make friends. I decided I needed to move on with one of my close friends because he was a bad person and I was only friends with him because I don't have many other friends. My ex-friend essentially turned my other close friends against me and so I now had no one to hang out with. I'm very bad at connecting with other friends enough to hang out with them after school. And so I have been pretty lonely and my depression has came back worse than ever before. I honestly want a fresh start, but I don't want to go to a school where I have zero friends. :/",5.187462686567162,5.2062439776119405,5.296231343283584,86.9247947761194,68.17910447761193,8.192537313432835,30.182835820895523,7.645422480735847,1.681122388059701,519,18,111,5,8,163,75,134,0.127,0.677,0.196,0.7579,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,6,14,0,0,5,0,12,0,0,1,1,24,22,8,0,3,1,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,15,0,1,1,0,0,5,4,5,0,3,6,0,17,9,18,16,2,19,0,3,0,0,12,9,0,0,5,73,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087112604679791,0.17562921386756922,0.19233645732042406,0.0,0.0894940129540765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028927034755912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058488144801256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867126046499842,0.0,0.0,0.09513450685477907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7313038011156875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059771929921031676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112047315842813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020343044209326,0.1066283619795762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178167542929783,0.0,0.07798404280503136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425351548908296,0.07998839133918746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918325310834463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699819699448516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4257605577135257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699974166272187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444160502389616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439743009417458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677828998992568,0.1240668778587635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717971685873684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,serotonin-sausage,2020/01/02,"Asked my dad to go in the gas station to buy me a drink .... He basically called me a child and said “come on how old are you” Thanks dad glad you know nothing about how anxiety disorders work even though I’ve spent countless hours at therapy and countless years trying to explain it to you :)",4.534999999999997,5.642299649122808,4.872763157894738,85.50809210526316,70.05263157894737,8.50701754385965,30.03947368421053,8.841846274778883,2.2170736842105265,228,9,47,4,4,72,46,57,0.0,0.833,0.16699999999999998,0.8562,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,1,5,2,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,7,9,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,1,0,2,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,6,2,8,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,0,3,25,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975139035735604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24137189292562544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636398699881771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224069903360605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959070003012936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529269587780306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17053142127761178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14673477743960256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542641893144727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189394032679484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24773934058910166,0.0,0.27092595809489795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455968951052634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377057728235337,0.2952616606672581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536694140547438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17529340545419306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18796469106244945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16626527221141804 socialanxiety,throw73526,2020/01/02,"How to stop being dull when nervous I have some pretty bad social anxiety, like I can function pretty well in everyday life but one on one contact is often where problems arise. Like I just don't know what to say, so I get very stressed out and play it overly safe, to the point where if you have a conversation with me you often won't come out of it knowing anything unique about me. People will usually get bored of them being the one that pushes the conversation forward, with little to no help from me. A lot of my friends treat me like sort of a therapist and most of my part in the conversation is just asking them questions about themselves (don't get me wrong I love my friends, but sometimes I wish that I could change the dynamic). It's gotten to the point that I'm even like this around my family, I'm conscious of it as it's happening but I can't seem to do anything to stop it. I hate being the dullest person in the world, any suggestions?",6.762722513089006,5.923251267015708,6.871565445026177,79.81603926701574,65.12565445026178,9.94366492146597,32.71256544502618,9.120678840339163,2.579043560209424,756,26,153,11,10,243,109,191,0.14300000000000002,0.629,0.228,0.9697,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,2,0,15,20,1,2,11,0,15,2,0,1,0,32,30,10,0,4,6,0,0,4,2,2,1,1,0,1,11,8,0,3,5,1,0,3,5,8,1,3,1,1,22,12,27,23,4,22,0,1,0,1,18,15,0,9,10,111,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911589655169257,0.0,0.10254829790648913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22062434884571155,0.11933340296518335,0.12531916150789713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119266034813582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180769922974007,0.1154726724996034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702845019233516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853911889337229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12637092103773306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207134232826576,0.0,0.2101076267758913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854045180031153,0.0,0.0,0.13234715789943552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985125280400921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473413445888229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468386233457156,0.26196129514981864,0.13435385967253266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396497732564835,0.12098584806051853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725083500456141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451636741235259,0.0,0.09293376745672607,0.11704776291963315,0.0,0.0,0.2534421827756013,0.0,0.0,0.2727551870101129,0.0,0.12826826500921007,0.0,0.0,0.15016728622444972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660237158961428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203457907540388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664764643797267,0.0,0.0,0.132579413945777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22414451140887895,0.15355444323443787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15564301149341292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14763773376711622,0.11060573626226587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052753630299018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541515079880654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465632243404319,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ARyle22,2020/01/03,"Do I have social anxiety Hi, Thanks for reading this post and sorry if this is the wrong place for it but I'm relatively new to reddit. Basically I've started to notice 'signs' of social anxiety in myself and I'm really bad at opening up this kind of stuff in person so decided to ask on here so apologies if it sounds like I'm venting. I've always been quite a quiet person but still have maintained a very good social life and would consider myself outgoing which is why I'm unsure as to what I am experiencing recently. I can be chatty and sociable on a good day, however on bad days I get anxiety by just doing the most mundane things such as going into university to study, knowing I will bump into certain people. If people I'm not 100% comfortable with try to talk to me on my way in to university my mind will get overstimulated and I'll get flustered, go red and even sometimes notice myself sweating, trying to find my way out of the conversation as soon as possible. The same people that on a good day I will be able to hold a good conversation with and even consider friends (even some of my closest). It usually takes me a good 20 minutes to relax when this occurs. It's the facial flushing that worries me the most, on most days I try to wear as cool clothes as possible in order to avoid it and not look stupid. I have always had this to a much lesser extent but been able to control my anxiety well however recently I've noticed it has been a lot worse. I don't know what actions to take to avoid it or even if it is another problem such as a thyroid issue, as it has seemingly come out of the blue. Another weird thing is the few people I have told this to have said that I never seem flustered or anxious at all, which is how I feel most days! Sorry if this comes across as a rant, any advice or any other help would be greatly appreciated. Thanks for taking time out to read this!!!",7.767239766081872,6.069524589473687,8.604385964912286,70.97459064327488,63.631578947368425,11.602339181286553,35.58479532163743,10.504223727775694,3.5813304093567253,1504,55,288,30,18,514,189,380,0.135,0.711,0.154,0.9434,2,2,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,2,15,24,1,2,18,1,29,5,3,2,3,59,56,32,0,8,14,0,1,1,1,5,2,3,0,2,28,18,0,4,7,3,0,5,4,8,1,0,6,9,23,16,58,42,11,46,0,0,3,0,15,22,0,16,16,203,51,2,0.15219651501369758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436233650755755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266396927000106,0.0,0.0,0.10349884925019752,0.15959131625046655,0.23285983481059594,0.08596937047491306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114159825924506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707773278375833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110382128387424,0.0,0.0,0.08535066656010605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453854032007371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010487255340564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03847756549226489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695524287250851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05879332497990183,0.0,0.11927459612273204,0.0,0.0864967868523492,0.3191380396968591,0.0,0.08389859755174972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05100705792441708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794268098891555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924462487801573,0.08364322436880083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053750449769928266,0.03717776474638622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390337046985453,0.0,0.0,0.06469601723288207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768375469072152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05594097524526494,0.0,0.058691667498048064,0.07349617129837152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599151116422062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21102780036420465,0.13289212641671191,0.07950648240617776,0.0,0.0,0.17157870273135076,0.07288109519027912,0.0,0.0,0.07281575513989189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093986397820171,0.1522377015521435,0.0,0.048750492366136176,0.0,0.1502756974516455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238686921463693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855399116712674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327177707460724,0.0,0.0,0.07526312250167948,0.1703715380456237,0.05386273833892944,0.0,0.06077216674509602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711429849674639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17164925730045588,0.06116489683324305,0.0,0.14012210277793993,0.0,0.0,0.1011126017954932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04437350591821964,0.0,0.0,0.07271514616697572,0.0,0.15499716487900814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381147956295326,0.06278903209739621,0.0,0.12080650945322095,0.0,0.0,0.06842147253198441,0.0,0.06866684107314693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728147439552842,0.07755062565549903,0.10811603753438792,0.08320149847914167,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lumpypurple,2020/01/03,"No one actually wants to be friends I've tried so many times. It's so painful to try but I stick my neck out still. It just went south again and I don't know how much more my heart can take. They act like they want to be friends at first but then you find out it was only sexual, they don't actually care about you or anything about you at all. I feel like my soul is in a desert on the verge of complete malnourishment and dehydration. Why does this world suck so much Why am I so fucking worthless to everyone",1.6595327102803736,3.579636682242988,2.6988878504672904,94.770761682243,79.37383177570094,6.522990654205607,21.914953271028036,7.554174236665415,0.5198343925233644,403,12,96,6,10,128,76,107,0.135,0.745,0.12,-0.4252,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,3,1,10,9,2,0,2,0,8,4,2,1,1,15,17,11,0,2,4,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,4,0,2,2,1,13,5,13,13,4,16,1,1,0,1,8,9,2,1,7,61,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.3517522027794982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831192631281825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18375400996840446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18896516872703956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15771835315600702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722151580100936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112847006974144,0.12875460558369647,0.0,0.0,0.1647247256489215,0.15330147131031516,0.0,0.0,0.27848673309690697,0.16661747598867271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135705275371315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990483541631712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17610016530968012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18272245901141032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649759891558151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212685965396912,0.1370711814991854,0.1917748318831109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392996301746622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355086962691066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509214016595912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447253669312133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21260577001608436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16707275466204724,0.3252546823824341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,R3Tr0tt,2020/01/03,"About propranolol Hi, i have social anxiety and recently i have developed sort of a phobia of going to college. When i am there i feel always anxious and any conversation with classmates or friends, especially girls would trigger a panic attack. And it's worst during a class or when i have to do a presentation. My anxiety is physical, my phobia now got worse and it became the fear of shaking in front of people. I took days off college and went back home and i feel better now. Leaving hometown to university this Sunday and i am very scared it happens again.... I started testing propranolol this week before i go out to .meet friends, i usually get nervous and sometimes my lips start twitching when i am the center of attention or arguing with someone with people around and suddenly all of that went away. I experimented with 10mg and it was good to eliminate the shaking, i have anxiety, and my heart rate is high even when at rest, high 70's sometimes i measure it in bed and could be up to 82bpm at rest... On 10mg, i feel nervous stomach and i still could feel hot under social pressure, if that even made sense, my English is not that well when expressing my self and lack some vocabulary.. 20mg is good, 30mg was perfect, very chill but made me feel slight chest pain in the heart area when i breaty but went away eventually.. after few hours from taking the dose. Still, i am at home with friends and it's my comfort zone, so i don't think 10mg will be enough when i leave my city, away from all my friends and family, and be in college and surrounded by extremely extroverted people every day for 8+ hours... I plan to take 20mg twice a day 5 times a week. One in the morning, and one at noon for my afternoon classes.. These panic attacks are really holding me back, i want to study and have a good career, but my anxiety, plus this new phobia that never been there.. destroyed my confidence, i couldn't study anymore, my last days before i decided to take days off were horrible, i got anxiety attacks even in the street or paying for groceries waiting in line, i spent all day in bed, my heart felt like it would pop out my chest, and my whole body felt numb, something like if a panic attack is about to get triggered.. The point of me posting this, i want your opinions of how safe it is to use propranolol. Google says it's safe, some posts here on Reddit say it's safe, but what made me panic more and be scared to use this daily is some articles saying that it can cause sudden death and heart failure. I am 26 years old by the way. My usual blood pressure is 130 50~60",5.434064349112427,5.978728996055228,5.926735083826432,80.79028014053256,67.71794871794873,9.019945759368836,30.833888067061142,9.017664075816787,2.4489467948717945,2039,76,398,34,32,659,241,507,0.17800000000000002,0.72,0.102,-0.9872,0,0,1,0,0,0,64.0,0,1,0,3,26,38,6,13,17,0,36,14,10,9,5,85,69,43,1,10,11,0,8,2,4,3,4,3,4,2,23,32,0,5,10,0,2,9,4,22,1,3,16,11,51,16,60,43,14,85,0,0,0,0,17,31,0,11,44,262,74,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051508961663807695,0.0,0.0,0.04209674032378783,0.0,0.23678137652924386,0.06993372952260182,0.061391984483505774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055107550289680764,0.0,0.28169826141067045,0.17448211261156726,0.09520047808982256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535123270664784,0.0,0.0,0.05474892417715757,0.0,0.06876122139146194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06359230547098065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988503730698356,0.0,0.0,0.23953716987483564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396322430891338,0.0,0.12266072597738828,0.0,0.05215666295901705,0.0,0.0,0.06055384307067267,0.05835743985505853,0.06965904080064186,0.15650223114111805,0.0,0.1188748063702274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913070417598887,0.0,0.06468441258466441,0.0,0.07036276830794658,0.15576603545128667,0.09902032668089587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05474136952964507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29342543808727856,0.0,0.13080963116709954,0.12418921643623193,0.0,0.12192564403558732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050459899407782234,0.0,0.13109447647899253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06048618780539755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757247570503223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0477440648612953,0.059787123438655415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06495767653270304,0.0,0.08389530079228548,0.0,0.06587006024231573,0.2905233170782613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128749004129847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058519146717486085,0.0,0.11857355172410622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0396571910250513,0.0,0.06112258308597525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768527689823455,0.1239531048038185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457921558819114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620635733054786,0.05245093065912969,0.047656607569406234,0.12244897974668395,0.0,0.08763172635864708,0.0,0.09887298809275832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963197202087815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03966548708838159,0.0,0.0,0.036096632366988166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877745435334871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693010035060033,0.136356688673323,0.10215431760004898,0.0730249884268402,0.04913639421808118,0.0993110679138119,0.0,0.05565899490896286,0.17215646557541647,0.0,0.06911343707279385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06308531106997965,0.08794943692406976,0.0,0.0,0.03986404937672342 socialanxiety,Anomalistic_Username,2020/01/03,"Dealing with Social Anxiety and trying not to form connections with people in the future How do I explain this? I’ve been bullied my entire life, have been raised technically by a single mother, which I hate. A man who is raised without a father/father figure isn’t masculine, doesn’t know how to fight, doesn’t know how to talk back verbally to people, and chooses to ignore/accept being harmed without doing anything. I’ve already had fake groups of friends and they still affect my mind today. It also pisses me off that I want to cry when typing this post. People tell me I’m too nice, and shy. I hate it. People say I can change that but it’s impossible since I’ve been raised like that my whole life. The only person who I know how to fight and verbally talk to is my mother. I almost went to prison at the age of 15 because of that. Everytime I think about the situation I am in currently, I really want to cry and beat up my mother. My mother isn’t even great, her marriage contract with my dad is fake, which courts don’t know. That’s also the reason why my father doesn’t usually come here, and he has a real wife and kids, AKA second wife. I also have trust issues. My best friend liked to hang out with me because I had money, and he even stole my bus transport card, and denied it. Some people say I look good looking, but what’s the point of good looks if my personality isn’t masculine or aggressive? People say that men should be open and speak their feelings out, but in reality nobody wants to hear that shit and the women they like will be turned off.",4.395236013986011,5.500397701923077,5.296037296037298,82.35199300699301,70.37820512820512,7.724009324009327,24.11771561771561,8.00094639256281,1.2618089743589742,1241,31,240,16,22,406,167,312,0.13699999999999998,0.732,0.131,0.5934,1,0,0,0,2,0,34.0,0,0,3,2,15,21,7,0,11,0,27,4,2,6,0,51,47,25,0,5,8,8,1,3,2,2,2,5,0,6,18,20,0,0,10,0,1,4,10,10,0,1,6,9,31,11,33,36,5,24,0,0,3,0,39,11,2,4,11,158,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802917056030208,0.0,0.10803118565699167,0.23486330781313355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489052928161118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056045100101376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527634031564864,0.0,0.11935355525184785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273630235842228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356148145147064,0.08432913795354396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150693442166088,0.0,0.1009269588319868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931938630709472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04949939516237176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126913508469994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16422182366475552,0.0,0.10793120044504156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193304987139694,0.0,0.0,0.11033643317954726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021784772214928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21520535214310868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382943395341244,0.14348180646759068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24662512921177346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884752449923367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445467451838908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40721450331520187,0.17095883783996346,0.0,0.0,0.09254380422607952,0.0,0.09375775427931596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142761168193137,0.06271498352661294,0.10065387268405156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233553599445438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048931654000627,0.08098096911605789,0.11003973058129683,0.0,0.09979311968842218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818024498441277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573709438048018,0.0855658270977678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627281031516203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279440395905372,0.0,0.0,0.0664652749832944,0.10648324439085363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781912766450004,0.0,0.17322561789590815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075100566873953,0.08833633462373733,0.10929790929341948,0.0,0.1887374014410355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,v_245,2020/01/03,"20M , please read first Hello I'm a 20 years old as i write this request here . since my childhood , i wasn't enough confident to get along with girls , although i had some oppurtunities to along with them , im not going to say that i'm an introvert but my friends circle is really reducing by time by filtring the toxic ones . So all what I am asking is that i need girls at my age to get along , get to know each other and become even close friends Please do not DM me if you are not a female. My interests are all kind of entertainment stuff(movies , music ....) , sport(football) , gaming........ Thanks.",4.67941304347826,5.762612713043481,5.304945652173913,82.63220108695654,69.69565217391305,8.532608695652174,26.54891304347826,8.841846274778883,1.8375434782608693,462,14,92,8,8,149,82,115,0.033,0.8,0.16699999999999998,0.9523,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,1,1,3,6,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,0,2,19,18,6,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,5,8,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,1,12,6,15,16,5,9,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,2,6,61,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18844135884659893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22261895947694896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20827637698735016,0.0,0.13313552113334454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714559020481976,0.0,0.0,0.31146598674798903,0.0,0.3159370539770809,0.0,0.11455725236116085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21773090456201236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20990482585006728,0.11077796425749747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946209171365754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21151450183949372,0.0,0.13658949719992652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4425281124868378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20162520979377094,0.0,0.12913132753131004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16029708080476665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667413345056704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307501825285718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855791836141833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753747394802548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980489751627156 socialanxiety,theNittyGrittyone,2020/01/03,"For the first time, I was unable to greet back appropriately. I'm not the introvert type. I just left my native country for an internship in France. I've absolutely no friends here. My french is quite bad. Besides getting groceries, I've been staying at home for the past 3 days since I arrived. So, I thought I'd go out, have a good dinner in the city center, maybe meet some people and make friends. No shit. The restaurants at the center were crowded with groups of people and couples. There were no loners to be found. I felt anxious and immediately looked elsewhere for a less crowded restaurant. [I thought ""This shouldn't be happening. Why am I anxious?""] It was getting cold and I was hungry. So I went to a little restaurant that seemed to fit my needs. It was an O'Tacos. There were 2 couples and a group of guys around me. I've never heard of that outlet in my home country, yet I was hungry. With a mix broken french and English, I ordered food and a drink. A few minutes after I began eating, the couple behind me got up to leave. They wished me ""Bon appétit"" and in reply, I spoke what sounded like gibberish. With my anxiety and confusion, I greeted them back ""Bon appétit"" with food in my mouth while a part of it spilled out of my mouth. What a great way to begin 2020.",2.9554531168150877,5.1509354096385565,3.7968325475816296,87.12363017286539,76.429718875502,5.936860485419941,26.89034398463419,6.895973343053719,1.2611859961585474,1003,40,193,10,23,320,144,249,0.107,0.8009999999999999,0.09300000000000001,-0.1336,0,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,2,2,10,8,1,1,18,0,15,8,3,1,1,30,35,12,0,3,2,0,1,1,2,1,0,3,2,1,8,16,5,0,5,1,1,2,6,3,0,1,18,6,26,5,32,14,4,33,0,0,1,0,12,16,1,3,13,128,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415896073578564,0.27809988220980075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957089911441004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18928807260693756,0.10277003985089224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4085704780037232,0.0,0.07937902923930706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057550962093502,0.0,0.12594571028966628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817998938047762,0.0,0.0,0.1046952293649363,0.2976674417020949,0.13495530691939614,0.19018886216462974,0.0,0.12861267119174274,0.0,0.06995150162866445,0.10323706077882966,0.09844155808047282,0.13570059875870386,0.0,0.1218725599464212,0.10884281820889716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469266739984285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032823616028047,0.13373117958583922,0.0,0.0,0.06013264921958907,0.12336255263001047,0.0,0.0,0.10335960181109942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215955859875901,0.0,0.12365447103369567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912652628833142,0.09493000662757538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133288030821568,0.11749765220393454,0.17066196396484082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309150370304486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120510956705208,0.0,0.0,0.1263440077299561,0.1018163974068354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311912195844891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195429972872984,0.0717712988993785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769838915745503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410014672701844,0.11106420989632458,0.0,0.14154058218739018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Eatroots,2020/01/03,"I've recently started recording my voice, and oddly enough it's helping my SA. Got a recorder/sampler for Christmas because I'm a music producer, but I've just been going on rants about whatever on my way to work. Surprisingly enough, I can feel myself becoming more comfortable in situations where people can hear what I'm saying. It was super awkward and uncomfortable at first. I couldn't even string a couple sentences together knowing this thing was constantly recording me. AND That's when I realized... social anxiety is ultimately rooted in trying to control the way you are recorded by others. Learning to talk freely to something that records your every word is very similar to learning how to talk freely to people (who are doing that exact same thing). Just wanted to mention this incase anyone is feeling like theyre out of options. Seems to be working for me. Thanks for reading!",6.549416666666668,8.586475775,6.646250000000002,71.16041666666669,66.25,8.833333333333334,35.833333333333336,9.2995712137729,3.778895833333333,724,36,107,14,12,231,114,160,0.059000000000000004,0.753,0.188,0.9735,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,6,7,6,0,1,4,0,13,0,0,4,1,24,25,6,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,12,4,0,1,7,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,4,5,11,5,21,19,4,15,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,2,6,76,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12526783611343192,0.0,0.0,0.11449738173319104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982010904625203,0.18084833751229645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17695491891693474,0.18365886619339009,0.0,0.18118558686790812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383937882895976,0.0,0.10815492857108447,0.0,0.13796592459134388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16559322468125548,0.11698259783605723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928514855581445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306255266024513,0.0,0.13096534698358112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18455746489523006,0.0,0.1097577652737124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999238302090541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999968126924252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270464198594229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637937041725643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16168276899720466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022008835064205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490712958076508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840611766087326,0.0,0.16692188294424115,0.0,0.12606228146471668,0.0,0.0,0.1159026619485458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632311159589645,0.0,0.15075843904925532,0.0,0.0,0.2175756388562754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117508787437408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351103970145003,0.09658363356660453,0.25995328975357035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384230141687573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,izukurio,2020/01/03,Starting a new sport I've been wanting to start a martial art for two years now. But my anxiety is so bad that even going outside and people noticing my presence terrifies me a lot. Anxiety is stopping me from living and I'd really like to work on it. Has anyone managed to beat their fear of being exposed and started an activity they always wanted to do? Do you think it's possible for me to beat my fear without going to therapy or else first?,3.767142857142858,5.391510561797753,5.676436597110754,77.01089887640451,72.59550561797751,8.231781701444623,31.815409309791328,8.841846274778883,2.9354353130016047,356,17,63,7,7,123,67,89,0.21,0.7609999999999999,0.028999999999999998,-0.9399,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,2,4,3,4,0,2,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,11,15,6,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,2,0,2,1,3,0,2,1,0,9,1,12,13,1,11,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,9,46,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15265091398768904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28068819385927635,0.0,0.0,0.12827739457079784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317892552752854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325477634026252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117161315897278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4128802407288768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560484238913124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20852567293079546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962781964417488,0.0,0.1619958852472635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15596857432933275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17718390631077754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20886700162474253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718597903864273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068201938455943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752724692200585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.389555410093788,0.0,0.0,0.15337826018379733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20979905907666244,0.0,0.0,0.11755183296701552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17921082408755729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21641537447512055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768459938538096,0.0,0.1335588753223808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181402881371411 socialanxiety,Amygct,2020/01/03,"Social anxiety -> Isolement (Desperate) I feel like I’m the only one with this big of (social) anxiety problem. I get panic attacks at almost every social situation. 3 years ago I stopped working, going to school, meeting with friends, just basically everything. I can’t do anything outside my home. I started doing therapy but a year later we didn’t make progress so they stopped helping me. At that point everything went to a max. I don’t live on myself, so getting food etc. isn’t a problem. This can be a problem, because I have no responsibility. It’s severe. A hour ago I took a walk and I’m constantly worrying about my anxiety. Most of the time it’s anxiety for anxiety and afraid of losing control. My adrenaline does it make it feel like I’m on a edge all the time. I live in a apartment so it’s quite common to walk across some close and it just freaks me out. If I’m with someone I know really well it’s very difficult, but doing it alone feels impossible. In this case I was opening the door on the first floor and I just came across people. My heart began to raise and I feel very anxious. I’m afraid someone will see my anxiety and I can’t communicate. I’ve got other anxiety problems as well like OCD (probably) so I’m often thinking maybe I need to fix others things first before I can fix my social anxiety. My confidence is really low. I don’t know what to do anymore.. I’m super ashamed of myself and dislike myself a lot. I feel very hopeless and I don’t see any way out of this. I need therapy, but I am super afraid of it. Also because I’ve had a few bad experiences with therapy. It’s about a year that my anxiety is this big and I’m so isolated. This is by far not what I want with my life, because I want to socialize etc. I just don’t know how anymore, because I’m constantly busy with myself. I’m super self aware and I hate it. I can’t even remember it anymore how it is to have a normal conversation with a strangers without being anxious.",1.4830287802649629,3.886251613065333,3.8588328003654655,83.50763248058475,83.12060301507537,7.035267245317496,26.382137962539968,8.150884317080207,2.0577266331658293,1554,69,302,34,44,537,181,398,0.225,0.672,0.10300000000000001,-0.9909,0,1,0,0,0,1,49.0,1,0,1,10,18,26,2,5,18,0,27,3,1,5,1,65,64,23,0,10,10,0,5,3,1,1,1,0,2,1,26,23,1,3,10,0,0,6,12,17,2,3,8,7,43,9,38,53,7,45,0,3,2,0,12,20,0,6,21,194,69,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724186046993475,0.0,0.06622040537520371,0.06849152523184776,0.0,0.05288474632007545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044971185745301435,0.0,0.4553086659309296,0.14941787492488742,0.19675183752317527,0.0,0.0,0.054419982256350204,0.0,0.0,0.0752332884956724,0.0,0.0,0.05521642382028002,0.16125079436201614,0.0,0.0562724075321093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563597406467164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429277202472324,0.07417127257291686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057871475299615636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750656057161735,0.04367874447565862,0.0,0.05571801901392417,0.0,0.11886812914165798,0.06468857453992119,0.0,0.0,0.1671885008688966,0.09448765888873156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250158441046007,0.07996557966878452,0.0,0.05109246252320026,0.0,0.06910118718923446,0.0,0.037583635915655535,0.0,0.052890811372521884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529043618483325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836527114168798,0.04432605565874796,0.0,0.06633454605939308,0.0,0.06512547934669317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903121165141128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04671011277919741,0.09692444946686186,0.0,0.1167893484844536,0.0,0.0,0.07398340686184796,0.0,0.05622200882500363,0.0,0.0,0.08828559403223436,0.0,0.06643723880788009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807024387157708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479410567501752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044811915674096134,0.05029542431610861,0.0,0.0775902003051575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04584674359354253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251494525341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130014620690467,0.25311283155733955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033820537200214,0.0,0.0,0.08473011876963359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491326169925196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692786149574023,0.1053953103540096,0.0,0.0689888071419467,0.07470893746244371,0.0,0.0,0.0743337470349114,0.0,0.33705991806584024,0.11206475974353568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046807693576089535,0.0,0.0,0.11057655601068606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268788684183141,0.0,0.04393433965186956,0.04237392191911545,0.0,0.0,0.07712275803161857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347370962748047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369441277904695,0.07801127339867213,0.05249152058424402,0.0,0.0,0.11891899368908347,0.061303878725512524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374769449466929,0.0,0.04814398220488355,0.06715899867274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775812725343966 socialanxiety,HardeKontSeks,2020/01/03,Isolation I feel like im isolating myself and i have never been this lonely. Im surrounded with people all of the time and it’s getting to me so badly. I just always feel like im battling alone because i have nobody to talk to. That even though i will never be alone because sadly enough the doubtful voice in my head will always stick with me. I will never believe anyone actually likes me and when im not invited somewhere i will always think theyre making fun of me. I am scared for the future because i dont feel like i fit in anywhere. I keep thinking back on every awkward social interaction ive ever been in and i still feel terrible that it was so awkward. I have no hope at all. Im emotionally drained and i’m just soo tired of life. I feel like all hope is gone and will never come back,1.4922139037433126,3.708056139393944,3.571051693404634,86.7471657754011,81.54545454545455,5.8217468805704105,22.4331550802139,7.048011613610866,0.8396417112299468,633,21,126,8,17,215,93,165,0.22399999999999998,0.654,0.122,-0.9342,0,5,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,11,17,1,4,3,0,16,3,1,1,8,32,31,10,0,2,3,0,5,5,0,5,2,1,0,0,5,9,0,1,7,0,0,2,7,9,0,0,4,6,21,8,14,21,4,20,0,2,0,0,3,7,0,3,16,85,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.09741792946412296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20678383130665412,0.0,0.0,0.2491951954348444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980220332979384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352345803386067,0.0833523828675108,0.18256304491621905,0.0,0.0,0.11247220381238893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599316078169653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699791491106368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229329616292616,0.0,0.10314922340657524,0.0,0.06593558910220647,0.09030032834116823,0.08410956980089881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523807043503449,0.2852691635946072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05215611780603173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245254063543333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198303868496648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5391579698581652,0.0,0.0,0.08873189705043442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051161474760875,0.24385509667316715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663610323091644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30797466925253136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920830906535475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999454501980602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176228519021556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972293491960801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023813121645296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793176808755544,0.09808070634491872,0.0,0.058210630193772525,0.11473783841683804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Moop2j,2020/01/03,"NY resolution : I decided to tackle my SA the hard way by going to a foreign country by myself (England) and its going smoothly! So it's the end of my first day in London, UK. I've been suffering from social anxiety for 5 years now, having trouble talking to strangers even when it's just asking for informations like directions and stuff and in mid December I had enough and decided to book a one week trip to London to tackle my SA the hard way (I'm French so English isn't my native language and I'm not very good at speaking it especially orally). But my first day has been a total success (I landed yesterday), last night I was able to talk to strangers in a pub without needing to get drunk! Today I was able to ask for informations on how the subway works and asking for directions, I was able to order stuff at the restaurant and politely correct the waiter when he brought me the wrong order (something I would have never done in France, I would have just eaten the wrong order..).. Only downside is that I had booked my week in an Inn, it was a shared dorm with 15 other people, none of whom spoke English or French, it wasnt fitting and it was smelling terrible inside the dorm and it was very loud during the night but I had the courage of asking to check out early, went smoothly and to order an Airbnb stay in a total stranger's flat! I got a little anxious arriving at the flat but everything went smoothly with the host and I was able to hold a conversation with him and ask him some questions about his personal life and general informations about London! So first day went great and I'm pretty proud of myself, I find it easier to talk to people in a foreign language than talking to people in French.. I wanted to try and get out of my comfort zone and it's working so far, no need for alcohol, opioids or Xanax, it's only the first day and there are six more to go but I really wanted to share my success story with someone as it's my first time travelling alone in a foreign country! Hope you all have a great day! (Sorry for formating and English mistakes, I'm on mobile).",5.413101194921584,5.951341934466022,6.227864077669902,78.63561986557131,67.76213592233009,8.765646004480956,31.137415982076178,8.730908602173464,2.4794041075429427,1655,63,309,25,26,546,198,412,0.07,0.812,0.11800000000000001,0.9852,0,1,3,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,0,10,14,18,0,0,27,0,24,5,0,1,5,58,50,32,0,8,10,0,5,1,0,2,3,3,2,1,17,24,3,1,7,6,2,9,7,6,0,7,21,9,31,12,59,27,7,62,0,1,0,0,26,21,0,5,26,211,48,8,0.3179225603485733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494063264701715,0.0,0.08231797302339387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060802472118586075,0.08979050003372148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715183469186734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25629218793454034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133628989797849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039625601338302,0.08212474772434737,0.0,0.05249621317778879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714320743690666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264386512644729,0.33803095927710153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305070800617698,0.0,0.13551203818077942,0.0666645899716683,0.06356792857233927,0.17525537257476784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239808385873134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789422093313174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478732981074234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056139526615327,0.03883022602437471,0.07966048168066829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786777505816612,0.061300369461243086,0.0,0.0,0.14917439311113054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053858138698181374,0.12089721664216713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16530560487162954,0.06939942921289116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808603847745224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903650689660123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05091733325792875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102050333581877,0.06734368842141067,0.061188079811828985,0.0,0.08897206940171108,0.0,0.0847157870972294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18197263464648253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25553411131563525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04634580040118957,0.0,0.07533835337529868,0.0,0.0,0.05396213737293232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115970391579848,0.0937594815915483,0.12617606516379665,0.12750915055920334,0.0,0.0,0.22103804892972195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661650077075048,0.0,0.1157257051865902,0.0,0.0,0.11292153261387608,0.17379920571076166,0.0,0.05118292634097443 socialanxiety,post_hu_mouse,2020/01/03,"Thanks Reddit I'm ruining my social life with obscure internet references. Thanks Reddit",7.302142857142857,11.471643500000004,7.368571428571433,54.701428571428615,78.28571428571428,11.371428571428574,35.57142857142857,10.125756701596842,6.512542857142857,75,4,7,3,2,24,12,14,0.11199999999999999,0.562,0.326,0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31816241136448464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4591716436784248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8294179173591503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lmkiture,2020/01/03,"So anxious suddenly can't speak? Cry when frustrated? Anyone else experience being so anxious to say something specific you suddenly just can't talk? At least to say that specific thing. It feels like my throat is closing a little and I get all stuck in my head with whether I should or shouldn't say it. Also cry at times I'd rather not. Recently it was following a time I wanted to say something and the above happened. I was frustrated I couldn't get the words out (I even typed it out to help me and I was still too nervous). I fought through it to at keast admit I had something to say, to my boyfriend, and he really encouraged me. But I was so overwhelmed already with my nerves and frustrated I couldn't get the words out, and also relieved he was being patient and encouraging that I just started crying. It was embarrassing but I think I needed it. It turned out fine actually, but I just hate that I cry when frustrated. Happened once in high school IN class. The teacher was trying to get me to talk a certain way and be more loose in my speech (was speech class) and I just bust into tears. Sigh... Anyone else this way? And how have you tried to approve?",2.3252631578947347,4.810460035087719,3.3307894736842094,88.10302631578949,80.22807017543859,6.60701754385965,24.85087719298245,7.793537801064563,1.4520403508771929,920,35,182,16,24,294,113,228,0.172,0.748,0.08,-0.9713,0,0,3,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,0,1,16,16,6,3,7,0,20,2,2,1,2,43,37,23,0,7,11,0,1,1,0,2,0,8,0,0,13,18,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,9,1,0,11,9,27,6,25,19,3,27,0,1,0,0,17,15,0,1,10,127,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.10306825860120336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165524582123584,0.16892588748352094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23863730928030225,0.0,0.14770159011393313,0.2164369296751083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4640671228797778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17646113123632928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975991366262492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331499746697184,0.0,0.0,0.05340380327322612,0.07545375909253489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22072488164087475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18679588833670446,0.0,0.0,0.1042762388416938,0.10839488183180926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079374310958464,0.11159156898523732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051599783126960584,0.1058573178515999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831465656214506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248007896789944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766180943327664,0.0,0.10428536318218784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4199596930300618,0.0,0.10689139295587682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24393046125435525,0.0,0.0,0.07475720059751954,0.0,0.08434693816570166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697840326392964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016812817609375,0.0676759639066922,0.0,0.0,0.1231738001239355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434158319739217,0.11488241859704232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622964300179869,0.16766983519947193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,originalmae,2020/01/03,"Does anyone else avoid conflict? I have friends that I try to be open and honest with. I try to tell them what is triggering to my anxiety (GAD) and when they do those things, I address them as best as I can. However, every time I do, I worry that my friends will decide that I’m too much work or too sensitive or too high maintenance and break off the friendship. It often causes me to avoid saying anything at all. Even though my friends are extremely supportive and helpful and they want to be told how they can support me best/what my triggers are, I still almost always immediately regret saying anything. Does anyone else feel this way?",6.935023419203745,7.0330746803278705,6.779274004683843,77.50073770491805,64.49180327868852,9.594379391100704,33.002341920374704,9.23628265651192,2.8351227166276343,509,19,93,8,7,161,78,122,0.099,0.688,0.212,0.95,1,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,5,2,9,10,0,2,1,0,11,0,0,4,1,23,17,12,0,2,2,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,8,7,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,19,7,10,13,3,9,0,1,0,0,13,4,0,4,3,68,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534648191995556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077619820967835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103914169619246,0.0,0.0,0.20298412407479285,0.29744609082170625,0.23889171086435906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046513609757813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491087500521324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540430035321529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24250793867299375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587002387325907,0.0,0.12229490286774244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339206180053018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364269504980279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729080048488503,0.15335865285625958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670174840473633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23085777308333674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591675721804286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294283737674056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686725665582768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643102707835094,0.0,0.14260886702957826,0.0,0.08463797142547523,0.0,0.0,0.1386967816972231,0.0,0.19709426966377674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561306801391601,0.11521309488095728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567072791911676,0.14740659062780154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tictacpuo,2020/01/03,"not wanting to be alone -> rejection hi guys, so i have an unexplainable fear of not wanting to be seen alone. im still schooling, so this fear is always haunting me. as such, im always trying to make plans with people to hang out in efforts to always be with someone. however, i am rejected some of these times, with people already having plans with others. i get very dejected, which leads me to not want to reach out to other people, which makes me feel lonely, and this cycle repeats. any advice on how to get over my fears?",6.176245954692553,6.223412854368931,6.5710194174757275,78.52733818770228,66.08737864077669,8.808414239482202,29.788025889967642,8.344100000000001,2.127014239482201,416,13,77,5,6,135,67,103,0.261,0.7390000000000001,0.0,-0.9785,1,5,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,4,5,6,0,3,1,0,7,0,0,4,0,19,16,5,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,6,0,0,1,2,7,0,21,12,1,10,0,3,1,0,2,5,0,1,3,53,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624219827534404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099971489152084,0.16514921582548833,0.0,0.3735775646482283,0.0,0.0,0.10177127255663253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5052141215325686,0.07567061534302992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637825952048012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818305716793406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233085148191947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199793203229414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112580662994828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15145995198997342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680311869522473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951554612401613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726566909318287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160666085780494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348194681283498,0.26481311653125805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Phantomsgf,2020/01/03,"The difference it can make when you feel supported and understood by those around you So let me preface this with saying that part of my social anxiety extends to me not being comfortable with being touched unless it's by my SO or very close friends. This post is meant to compare two similar situations and how the people around me reacted. The first instance being a new year's party I went to with my sister and brother in law a couple of years ago where this random woman came up from behind me and gave me a rather enthusiastic hug without me being able to see who she was (not that it matters because I didn't even know her) and I quickly tried to break free which I had to do with a bit of force since her hug was essentially holding my arms down at my sides. I quickly backed away and my sister was shocked and started telling me how I was so rude and the girl got scared at my reaction and that I was so aggressive (completely ignoring how invaded I might have felt) and basically kept on making comments throughout the night of how aggressive and rude I am. Now on to the second instance, a new year's party I attended this week with my SO and some friends. We were all standing in a small group and chatting as normal when a random dude almost double my hobbit height made a beeline towards me, arms wide open to hug me and at a fast pace. I instinctively shrunk, put my hands out as to stop him and told him to please not hug me. He stopped and looked at me weird, then looked around at my friends so as to get validation and got none, so he left. SO then proceeds to ask me if I'm ok and pulls me closer as my friends tell me it's ok I didn't want to be touched by this random dude. I felt safe, validated and understood. Sometimes it's the smallest things of what people around you say or how they react that can make or break the moment. I am so thankful to be surrounded by people who can understand and respect my boundaries as opposed to being scrutinized for being ""rude"" for not wanting to be touched by complete strangers . Just a thing I wanted to share, a moment that made me realize how important it is to be surrounded by the right people and how my boundaries are acceptable and not a flaw. Thanks for reading :)",8.563163265306123,6.536769188208622,8.287958049886623,74.91547448979593,62.33333333333333,11.450385487528346,37.92301587301586,10.008157457239328,3.5625309750566894,1776,70,348,29,20,571,216,441,0.07200000000000001,0.775,0.153,0.9887,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,3,1,1,30,28,5,1,21,2,31,7,3,14,1,93,64,52,0,6,13,3,7,0,4,1,0,2,0,2,23,36,0,7,10,2,1,5,9,9,0,3,23,12,54,20,64,29,6,63,0,0,3,4,35,30,0,10,24,260,77,1,0.09400946089119633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333371487375395,0.0,0.09413689544404244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191698026655531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33475340542516874,0.0878861555888817,0.0,0.0883249831094943,0.07228747256761993,0.0,0.05730729479500413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263398305628492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752177885338708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19713426227915545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401968038758523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982198777375089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062092362294293366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047534008094836745,0.0,0.18052765021539527,0.0,0.0,0.07996439940929624,0.0,0.0,0.2905259051359507,0.0,0.04911606321824149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503759076047591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051665141146002284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102141554326255,0.09613104309709282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15788854052172602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17790804989784095,0.18825613542090286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997291818136433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18158984627749428,0.0,0.0882215106708561,0.09210931157487796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180308499007924,0.0,0.2606972931477231,0.0,0.0,0.10319415754726263,0.0,0.0,0.09003507691856767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450547378298084,0.0,0.0,0.09403490118642864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028356594211412,0.0,0.1495201931282988,0.0941198704351386,0.0,0.0749133688843511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777655975161612,0.10567057288371104,0.0,0.09583080648800364,0.0,0.0,0.09297776063708384,0.0,0.0665403802828285,0.0,0.0,0.1571922375400927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066808221568156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643368249072485,0.17310256203841978,0.0,0.0,0.12491141710104245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898300685684781,0.0,0.0638262530020394,0.0,0.09183358318176753,0.09786716420944223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756765070244867,0.16634764720431494,0.0,0.07540871896365177,0.0,0.0,0.08714771208662472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062176556367812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18161703177804986 socialanxiety,CorkDork2,2020/01/03,"Friendship Advice I started this on New Year's Eve, didn't get around to finishing it until now. Better late than never. Apologies if this is all over the place, I don't know where to start. I suffer from pretty bad anxiety, and very rarely (if at all) make first contact with someone because I'm paranoid that they don't like me. No exceptions to this rule, unfortunately. Even a ""hi, how are you?"" makes me feel like I messed up! I have a friend who has become distant from me recently and I don't know how to feel about it. Over the last year, it's become obvious that he has no interest in continuing with the friendship, and I'm trying to move on but I'm finding it difficult because I'm always hoping he'll message me or something. The turning point was when I asked him on a Sunday if he wanted to do anything during the following week and he declined. The very next day, he told me that he and a mutual friend were going out... in 15 minutes. I got 15 minutes notice after he declined the day before, so I assumed it was only an invite to save face. After that, I stopped messaging him and things fell apart from there. I don't know what I want. I recently told him some of this but nothing has really changed so it's officially over, I'm just looking to be ok with it and move on with my life. I always felt like I was a burden to him so it's actually better for me. Also, am I in the wrong for being upset with the turning point? My counsellor said I read too much into it but I really don't think I did. All thoughts, opinions, advice etc. are welcome, I need as many perspectives as possible :)",3.0447507122507136,4.600256879629633,4.675555555555559,83.73653846153849,74.33950617283949,7.453751187084521,26.35042735042736,8.139509932561175,1.6812544159544158,1255,45,250,20,26,423,172,324,0.11,0.76,0.13,0.8986,0,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,1,1,3,15,19,0,1,15,1,22,2,1,4,5,51,55,24,0,7,9,0,3,3,2,1,1,1,0,0,20,15,0,1,10,1,0,5,9,7,0,1,12,5,34,12,43,40,6,50,0,1,1,0,26,20,0,8,28,171,54,1,0.0,0.0,0.100993960531461,0.0,0.0,0.20226376602598198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276308654473352,0.1722284584970912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917164346394706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516568603706122,0.09213045780159336,0.09675171774329562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086412093870511,0.1261763965777451,0.2285991447254805,0.08806467760047737,0.0,0.0,0.18306179178974605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094815694951596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348847846958364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542173394023128,0.0683559619880782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465805230832018,0.07393521605159695,0.09936923592496948,0.0,0.09459046629579518,0.0880308502439392,0.0,0.0,0.15991642928562108,0.0,0.054070671919962066,0.0,0.05881729474747185,0.0,0.08277257817503246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279161740735937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17063066827187226,0.08436037545896613,0.1167442899928936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309996502699427,0.15168393833216548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690781503128725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816438137605871,0.1049253688692775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199927544510432,0.07607905331971096,0.07673853658938075,0.07981996169050874,0.09995390874914546,0.11006567616944267,0.0,0.0,0.0993040509566399,0.11782714161685262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871087308020301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812785954700084,0.0,0.19566813436271274,0.1166724857440716,0.0,0.10528929713976458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035207212859247,0.0,0.13260016622249973,0.0,0.20437314059962172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844527126104136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768904130819495,0.07967374796303454,0.0,0.0,0.14650535225983244,0.0,0.0,0.08652454357578099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875596098894572,0.06631395271910852,0.0,0.08216165521349214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19778344793358535,0.0,0.07026475983262505,0.22514070979778847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707846565022188,0.12208536905297115,0.0,0.08301561313802344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131530369522876,0.0,0.13329183023367258 socialanxiety,simon793,2020/01/03,"The School will start again. Iam really scared.i want to Die but iam also too scared to do it. Iam 16m and i have social anxiety and dippression, the school will begin in few days And the same shit will happend again. Some people will start to bully me because iam alone in my class, I will Fell so unconfdient in my class because iam alone, in the break i have a few friends but in my class i dont, I really need help, I dont want to go to school and be bullied and alone, every day when iam in my class alone i think of suicide, why is this happining to me, its a New year, all the people are for it and iam just......",3.940846153846156,3.9077408923076935,4.8167307692307695,89.47201923076923,70.84615384615384,8.346153846153845,24.711538461538463,8.07648339933343,1.0153076923076916,476,11,112,6,8,155,69,130,0.27899999999999997,0.6729999999999999,0.048,-0.9894,0,4,0,0,0,2,19.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,1,1,7,0,13,1,1,0,1,16,21,11,2,3,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,13,1,14,15,5,19,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,1,10,71,17,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5649167637279494,0.0,0.10904808894450947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431602757677563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16624917570311662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17588352586814782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152150929323748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.319628875414638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489028341875206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535240849796726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774972739281662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914001105494483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111018224226416,0.0,0.13169860123252966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890715233064056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17471309159636475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365214579845253,0.414014771806674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997292335778122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390031813801859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930344716595579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915713889364654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737482030067548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085886521542286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304487105425913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781221173428377 socialanxiety,saudi_oil_prince,2020/01/03,"really need advice on this one guys so ive been struggling with what im like 70% sure is social anxiety for a while now. im not trying to be pretentious and self diagnose, but whenever social situations are forced on me, my heart if pounding and i start to sweat/legs get shaky. i recently decided that i would try and break down the walls i put around myself and start texting this girl i like on snapchat, so after about a week of stressing about it, i finally talked with her with the help of a close friend and it went great (lots of smiley faces and quick responses and things like that). now she doesn't respond for hours when i try and start a convo, and sometimes not even at all... am i reading into this too much? maybe she is just busy or something but i feel like might have messed things up by being too awkward or not really forward enough.",5.036078536847769,5.7232166745562125,5.204185045723508,85.11546530392688,68.64497041420118,8.749004841312534,27.197955890263586,8.841846274778883,1.8180011834319527,674,20,138,11,11,212,114,169,0.098,0.737,0.165,0.9351,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,13,12,0,4,6,0,12,3,2,0,2,33,19,18,0,3,9,0,1,4,1,2,1,0,0,3,10,15,0,0,2,1,0,3,4,5,0,1,2,1,16,7,22,13,4,27,0,0,0,0,12,11,0,6,18,98,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321356322370134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344309680269896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037466254173508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724567510142507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397186320348655,0.0,0.08931167882342031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837140523072176,0.09660135089448496,0.0,0.14812713951704687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447080514671536,0.0,0.07064698299651498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14908076792574304,0.0,0.13388927530228215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023660961722616,0.09063526193408186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331646768801829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29212207910612803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642470734858325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495939398588935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584688400626907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344728282758862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994024190086733,0.1002640784200417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09162871937350302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359336673576112,0.0,0.0,0.1352568107032101,0.0,0.17325106857045633,0.0,0.13351365237571075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106417800782087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15199319075261206,0.0,0.27567996752581353,0.0,0.10409913022617877,0.13373625336369696,0.0,0.28712869923235673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15489430307725635,0.14136153151105785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744345538020313,0.0,0.0,0.10868488933172343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17966860904133933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27541695619194106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084655026756198,0.0,0.0,0.1253504969771759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605656334584857,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MadFries,2020/01/03,"I had a panic attack on Christmas Eve and I'm not sure what to do next Hey, like the title says I had a pretty bad panic attack on Christmas Eve... And I've been feeling a lot of mixed emotions for the party week. I think I need some help, but I don't have too much money to spend on a therapist. Maybe I'll give a little backstory. I was at my uncle's place and there's a language barrier for me so I was already feeling a little out of place. Which isn't unusual. But at one point my aunt was standing behind me with her hand on my shoulder and she was talking to my sister. Honestly that in itself made me pretty vulnerable and uncomfortable. But as her conversation went on the feeling just intensified until I started to pretend I wasn't there, and ignore a lot of what my sister and aunt were saying. To the point where they started talking to me, but I was not really responding to them. And I just had to step out with tears in my eyes. And I sent outside and started to violently cry.. I've been holding it in on how much it's been affecting me really, I don't really know how to talk about it without making it such a big deal, or to really just get past it.. and idk I think I just needed to tell somone",3.3446428571428584,4.275256559523811,5.275555555555556,82.17500000000003,72.69047619047619,8.13968253968254,26.301587301587304,8.515128840125781,1.746553968253968,951,31,196,16,18,329,127,252,0.121,0.769,0.11,-0.2062,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,0,13,10,3,2,13,0,18,3,3,5,1,47,36,21,0,2,12,4,4,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,10,15,0,3,6,1,2,3,7,7,0,1,16,7,31,3,37,20,5,34,0,0,1,0,22,21,0,4,10,145,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715838162353085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26217989400767217,0.0,0.0,0.09621164004758646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657395908922958,0.0,0.11879633338477183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296174364607834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17479016661473065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060202545626195564,0.11053843021148824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723576096940922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06332700166349768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056295208313793976,0.23098003126612515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959276353510156,0.0,0.10903273582464572,0.07691644266987956,0.0,0.1157633048953746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694135662104373,0.1708821098856769,0.0,0.0,0.12254765210385025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808234583811317,0.0,0.0,0.2703934773927953,0.0,0.0,0.1099993912300046,0.0,0.0,0.2407801555518657,0.0,0.21785783990257535,0.0,0.0,0.2344592175362479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952753229650176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18326990518044745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24467964353097504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860223765911103,0.0,0.0,0.2778508040121346,0.1007154742388671,0.0,0.0,0.13379008146370402,0.0,0.14766854645842198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242998209873106,0.0,0.0,0.10681870185322684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107691900778237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Cadburry_Cr3am3gg,2020/01/03,Gonna meet a lot of people around the world when WW3 starts so I might as well start working on my social skills now Who knows I might even be able to carry a conversation without judging literally every word I say and how I say them,4.919374999999999,5.256910520833337,5.645833333333336,83.08250000000002,68.79166666666666,8.066666666666668,26.416666666666664,7.793537801064563,1.3006166666666659,187,5,39,2,3,61,42,48,0.0,0.9440000000000001,0.055999999999999994,0.3321,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,2,7,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,7,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,6,1,6,3,1,7,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,3,4,27,7,1,0.2440772070922647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21728046168503032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612106933374768,0.0,0.20564557393885552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341384498474961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20750571318632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5178546910473826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692124032113464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3881999832430566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488059752630877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34551820687679097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194547216701231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23528171772149656,0.0,0.1776911137086752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,WeProbablyAgree,2020/01/03,"Endless miscommunication, misunderstanding, and misjudgment, right? No matter what, all the time. Everything misconstrued and misinterpreted. I have no voice. My thoughts, feelings, experiences, passions, and intentions are imprisoned and can never be shared. Never shared. That’s true loneliness. Even if I had someone to share with, even if they wanted me to share, even if I wanted to share, I couldn’t. My words are wrong. My body language is twisted. My tone is unnatural. Nothing resonates, nothing carries over. I’m trapped. That’s my reality. Anxiety doesn’t do it justice. Of course I’m anxious, but anxiety is a symptom. I am the cause, my brain, my synapses, my physiology, what I am. It’s broken. I can’t speak. I can hardly think. I can’t put to words what I know or feel. There’s a clog in the pipes, a jam in the gears, my mind is hardened like rock and every verbalization is a pickaxe to my skull. No fluidity or stream or voice to my experiences. Only a coarse and incomprehensible raving. And then everything is misconstrued, misinterpreted, unintended. They come to hate me, everyone. Because they think they hear me. But they don’t. I don’t even hear myself. There’s no voice to be heard. Just miscommunication.",2.9494325513196458,6.035056650000005,4.4486510263929615,75.80813782991206,87.04545454545455,7.384164222873901,27.096774193548388,8.259297600419973,2.622217008797654,973,44,167,25,31,322,116,220,0.191,0.748,0.061,-0.9746,0,1,0,0,0,0,53.0,0,0,5,0,7,10,1,0,9,0,23,5,3,2,4,37,38,16,0,6,9,0,3,1,0,0,1,7,0,0,7,9,0,0,6,1,0,2,12,2,0,0,3,10,31,8,13,32,1,10,0,0,0,1,14,4,0,6,5,113,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191375054112239,0.16180646527529466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731024006219952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909361987863996,0.0,0.15988941466428302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471342403330664,0.0,0.1233779297721971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3784020221046227,0.0,0.1206754642082395,0.13686014807667038,0.2574475352425899,0.2802082306488125,0.0,0.0,0.14484039676709826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830383282475946,0.14140764216678642,0.0,0.0,0.3228559198990081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871416531596824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699737902838854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446190869701575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209319716198994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748615672450541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893107444074797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439833381195178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223156221302996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135631473237075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14886835902988946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835489770960833,0.0,0.11370674761943445,0.08351718879452165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16895874615549478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565969402840545,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PumpkinSpiceBiscotti,2020/01/03,TFW you need a job to pay the bills but are too scared to respond to interview requests Especially ones that are over the phone/video chat. I don't know how many interview requests I've ghosted due to chickening out but it's probably enough to write a novel.,6.371764705882352,6.554627745098043,6.541960784313726,78.43882352941178,65.66666666666667,10.72156862745098,34.64705882352941,10.504223727775694,3.5244588235294123,209,9,41,5,3,67,40,51,0.10300000000000001,0.8370000000000001,0.06,-0.2732,3,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,5,3,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,7,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,1,24,4,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4035437073886469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38756172312561377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21463668150974544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.395957535800148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28958870649000484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646475461485356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42108016249340463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3910098028617985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sociallyanxious-m,2020/01/03,Dealing with anxiety while in a relationship? How could I deal with extremely crippling anxiety in a relationship?,7.928333333333335,11.944267388888893,8.89777777777778,47.30000000000004,69.55555555555556,14.711111111111116,47.88888888888889,12.161744961471696,9.050355555555557,95,7,11,5,2,32,13,18,0.22399999999999998,0.7759999999999999,0.0,-0.4137,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,10,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4446357415707177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232030542154041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.599217733072647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6240184237639445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,vetta98,2020/01/03,"Good way to make new friends? I was lucky enough to have a good group of friends for a while, but they've all become too busy to do anything with me or even text me back. I'm trying to meet new friends but it seems so hard. I go to coffee shops, bars, gun ranges, and the skating rink but I cant seem to meet anyone.",0.9073913043478256,2.3336903913043514,1.7210869565217382,103.2059782608696,79.8695652173913,4.6000000000000005,18.746376811594203,3.1291,-0.9979971014492754,243,5,63,0,6,75,52,69,0.075,0.732,0.19399999999999998,0.7684,0,0,0,1,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,1,1,11,9,7,0,0,4,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,5,6,9,8,2,6,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,4,4,34,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14781915463038955,0.0,0.17396814114962722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16255724532991184,0.0,0.0,0.233479997207915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21843767499289016,0.0,0.13963087948807984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4899924823596001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014622215588852,0.35463263976513576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18937718059085254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111434851015803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4083521548376017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.384909988200296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352998519952478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780329363471524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,helpmebrain,2020/01/03,"is this SA ? I'm not all that shy but.. I am not really shy all the time. Lots of times I am a social butterfly, maybe even bit annoying to some people after a couple of drinks. That is unless I think you don't like me. What I am though is obsessing all the time if people like me, if people are looking down on me, if people think I am a fake or not honest. I feel like some people treat me poorly and I still want to be friends with them. I get super upset when people shun or ignore me and I feel like it happens with lots of people. Sometimes I bet this feeds the cycle. I imagine someone doesn't like me and I actually strange so they don't like me. Or maybe they are just having a bad day. Truthfully I have had several people tell me they didn't like me when we first met or that I took them a while to understand me or something. I have been told I should play a villain in films.. stuff like that. Because of this I am super aware of other peoples energy and very sensitive to it. I have trouble just accepting that not everyone is going to be my friend or like me, or I also seem to focus and be jealous of other people. It's sad. It makes me constantly miserable, I spend to much time alone. I can't really make very many good friends, or at least close friends. Is this SA or sound like something else. So far I have looked around at possible c-ptsd, borderline. I definitely have classic anxiety and depression, panic attacks. Bad family history. Thanks for you time.",1.9035670626225358,4.0229984548495,3.664479298812136,87.15394648829431,79.50167224080269,7.0672817437435125,22.350478606850423,8.104835398774808,1.25323748125937,1154,36,236,22,29,386,153,299,0.222,0.64,0.138,-0.9737,0,1,3,0,0,0,35.0,1,2,5,3,11,38,4,4,9,0,29,2,0,2,4,53,48,27,0,5,20,0,2,10,4,1,0,1,0,0,17,11,2,1,8,3,3,2,9,15,0,1,6,5,44,23,24,38,10,23,0,3,2,0,16,8,0,18,23,167,61,0,0.0,0.0,0.07930366952867195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416683002821808,0.0,0.06498820751238714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062168092193501286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234376531601419,0.0,0.09245154614157693,0.0,0.0,0.13570704821409285,0.0495388595707318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872117401454108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781942799235408,0.0,0.0,0.08991902964092126,0.0,0.0524096991876033,0.0,0.0699940892715189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960951713800947,0.0,0.0,0.06788712366999321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05367527514804548,0.0,0.0,0.0776529265246523,0.0,0.0,0.07661013619958218,0.0,0.08218083091402277,0.11611256573031012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912462308970084,0.0,0.0,0.25114293158790474,0.0,0.04245801109857597,0.0,0.046185210290579384,0.06816187288104977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186305269445856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3970235069833468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648556025393552,0.0,0.0,0.13817850440914753,0.0,0.0,0.10849106603624203,0.08239073637864804,0.16328477917109807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05973969206446855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534787229271643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5633945312683305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161494612001324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499533719187213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041218673494868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398130556660128,0.0,0.0918071895713372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284021924505576,0.06885622384345319,0.12512472122732365,0.08037392523723083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489894950034633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302986484934987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102986557384867,0.07481860331071442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414364906380573,0.07984320715808982,0.0,0.23693362224675316,0.0,0.0,0.0776529265246523,0.09028926146447223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460053334745722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134105543426041,0.04793265711491115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Bugbran,2020/01/03,"""Just ask him out"" I like a boyo and a talk about him a lot to my friends. From what they hear from me, they think he might like me too. They also tell me that I need to confess soon because I will not stop talking about him lol. But I don't want what everyone doesn't want: rejection and awkwardness. We only have 10 days left in the one class we have together. I have his number, but I want to tell him before those 10 days are up. If I don't, I'll probably have my brother tell him or something idk.",3.2480907877169543,3.5299565327102833,4.266755674232312,91.69757009345798,72.45794392523366,7.983444592790388,25.566088117489986,7.957251820313856,1.076191989319092,387,11,93,5,7,126,68,107,0.065,0.8140000000000001,0.12,0.6667,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,3,0,6,5,0,1,4,1,10,0,0,0,0,20,17,7,0,5,6,1,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,1,23,3,10,15,1,8,1,1,0,0,22,4,0,4,6,64,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091543960391704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17642319330093528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503900562526975,0.0,0.16058269560149666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24341132322809855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18032541581893693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458008590126943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126956927329171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20503956581346425,0.0,0.0,0.1843933826858052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043887448921815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001969548327628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399298946842456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278782716006461,0.14352637762109702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20346685306031032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528214450090698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777431794075808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033641830176536,0.4948360848100621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092105000299147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339272598879652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,wastedongrainalcohol,2020/01/03,"I feel so completely alone. I’m so anxious in social situations and avoid them when possible but every time I’m by myself, I feel so fucking depressed. Like on the verge of just ending it because I don’t see the point in going on. How do I get out of this endless circle?",2.168928571428573,4.0269051785714325,4.370857142857143,83.67414285714288,77.57142857142857,6.622857142857143,25.485714285714288,7.554174236665415,1.4346042857142858,214,8,42,3,5,74,42,56,0.177,0.753,0.07,-0.6458,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,6,4,1,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,8,10,7,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,3,6,1,8,10,0,11,0,1,1,1,2,7,1,0,4,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747477196003382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996883210307935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617108389860564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781386476197669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22848331589065374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23495732581488635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22350792470899336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26826477700204243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24524498220225235,0.13859666241663926,0.0,0.1507634444869137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960129677550228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25077319553292443,0.2990607763098903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21139200126083132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981832776837307,0.0,0.27041723350089897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546855747973845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,wolf123cub,2020/01/03,"Get “Kind Words” on steam So recently over the Holliday’s I got a steam gift card. Because I have most of the games I’m interested and already feel bad enough about how much I spend online I decided to get Kind Words, an indie game I had heard fondly about. This is one of the most wholesome and greatest community’s I’ve seen anywhere on the internet. The entire game is about asking for advice and then sending Kind letters to other people. Trust me, if you feel anxious or depressed about anything get this now, it has truly made me feel so much better about myself in the short time I’ve had the experience.",4.496069094304389,6.0738327058823565,5.23389355742297,81.08839402427641,70.68067226890757,7.641830065359478,27.507936507936506,8.167268648758528,1.826259757236228,488,17,91,7,9,158,79,119,0.065,0.6970000000000001,0.239,0.9743,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,9,9,0,0,9,0,6,0,0,2,0,15,18,9,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,3,1,1,0,2,0,1,6,5,9,7,14,12,6,10,0,1,1,0,8,5,0,4,4,59,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17815441064162302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20118721928618968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20596209384347292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500282813964131,0.0,0.1704382904737107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222395941972078,0.1111364729869824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16124126564078875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15702614632187592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18837833614158714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783373544388773,0.0,0.0,0.27654919110169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857534657292989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458125710975472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5695536250488005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250921765165736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680424511546897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354018534949307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263930612207904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800123528295527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630832981101343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,H0p3z,2020/01/03,"Anyone here tried hypnosis? Dont want to start SSRI again, i hate these pills, anyone had a succesful story with hypnosis? Thankyou",3.1519565217391303,6.1520258260869625,4.095978260869568,75.93788043478263,95.08695652173913,7.517391304347825,23.14130434782609,8.07648339933343,2.7333565217391302,106,4,15,3,4,34,21,23,0.22699999999999998,0.773,0.0,-0.6465,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5902246509530911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4946480927282353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4166942727262758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987343778416023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865492487340866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489403711539423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,meystic__,2020/01/03,Help this useless potato I have functioning social anxiety so I manage to get to college only if I have someone accompany me. When they skip during exams I do the same thing. I try to get there on my own but I panic too much and feel dizzy and end up not going. What should I do?,1.1064367816091938,3.2385725172413795,3.642068965517243,86.16816091954023,82.44827586206897,5.935632183908046,20.011494252873558,7.1686216300943375,0.6031632183908049,218,6,44,3,6,76,46,58,0.174,0.794,0.032,-0.802,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,9,6,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,10,0,5,8,3,5,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,36,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601934413236708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012483451774859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17197659162358486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554008376229989,0.0,0.19329994503224374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279775203644692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500298065041045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586791436968824,0.0,0.3990614821750176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467129352834093,0.2881854212707192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259628487992228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309214368267768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Mushrooms206,2020/01/03,"Not my first time posting here on this subreddit I need help, but I’m too scared to tell my parents. What and how am I supposed to even tell them? But.. in the mean time I have Reddit to turn to. I need help. I think I had a panic attack earlier today and I got better, but after a hung up the phone with my friend I got nervous again. We’re meeting tomorrow and I’m debating either telling her or keeping it quiet about my feelings. How I feel is that I’m unstable. I saw a card I got from a past friend on my birthday and started crying because they don’t talk to me now. I’m shaking and feel myself tearing up again. I think it’s getting out of hand. I’ve been crying in the past week and feeling emotionally drained because of nothing in particular. I just need help. Should I tell my parents? If so, how should I tell them? I noticed I can start crying if I think about past friends and school. I get upset at myself when I get a bad grade. My mood swings are giant and sometimes I just feel empty and numb, like nothing matters. I know this is about social anxiety, and I feel like I have that too. I’m terrible at conversations and making new friends. I’ll make a longer post later but I just need to know if it gets better. I need to know if I need to talk to a doctor about this. Thanks for reading..",1.4918336644904926,3.4696716051660523,3.1488007380073815,91.05188688617659,80.18081180811808,5.645245529378371,23.707209764405327,6.67199483983844,0.6742329264831111,1019,36,218,10,26,337,138,271,0.18899999999999997,0.645,0.16699999999999998,-0.6945,2,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,3,3,19,19,1,5,10,0,12,3,1,5,0,55,51,25,0,12,14,2,7,2,4,2,2,1,0,0,9,13,0,1,13,1,0,1,2,9,0,1,6,9,41,9,29,43,1,32,0,0,1,0,24,11,0,5,20,139,50,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06383157200039435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492534378754412,0.0,0.0,0.06966913342037842,0.1017288184319462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14759226197533099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749656290747619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540464376534701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938590639337124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05511150606953316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25313942122655514,0.05960973980426881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097424418328221,0.0,0.0,0.2578629575787309,0.0,0.17437637198174147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002043996665488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16778474620557765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416553866343728,0.0,0.0,0.13756975743760091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152939450989218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139404554247913,0.0,0.0,0.09089090660697224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3712193817783166,0.0,0.08058712493378174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16012636346133458,0.09499729126049686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789916918140773,0.18530107279700495,0.0,0.23895951446123925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15982541184536506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346284206294569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353825847638166,0.08444599974934935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505683917097896,0.0,0.0,0.08252455262365148,0.0,0.11811889373592666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413224377775568,0.36465233358322413,0.07682058264442038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16039545204899402,0.0,0.0,0.09730937549561043,0.0,0.07909161190826859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075904451965616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693074509170291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,linqueque,2020/01/03,"I’m not stupid, I’m panicking! My mind usually goes blank when I’m anxious and I can’t seem to find an answer. My father likes to undermine my intellect usually by either saying I’m very bad at explaining things or not able to solve his mathematical or logical riddles. I’m in a third year of computer science degree and I can solve a lot of things. I also love to research about anything that comes to my mind. Nothing triggers me more as someone undermining your intellect when in fact you are confident in your ability. It’s extremely disrespectful and makes the person seem childish. Sometimes it’s the panic and anxiety that makes your brain totally blank and not thinking straight. Just a reminder !",5.0903469812630115,7.388621129770996,6.078972935461486,72.69078417765441,70.5267175572519,9.954476058292851,34.80985426786953,10.230975488527342,4.251085496183205,572,30,94,17,11,189,86,131,0.156,0.6779999999999999,0.166,0.6662,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,0,0,5,5,1,1,6,0,3,2,1,3,2,28,16,11,0,0,7,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,6,0,0,7,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,0,1,13,2,14,16,4,11,0,0,0,1,10,5,0,5,6,61,19,2,0.17633076019825478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14101164522399534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489254891315022,0.19920356846860146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14510519128869348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722881942476876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968434444649116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15189333651825804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16116312032013894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614630262213507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991010667289967,0.15914539549144233,0.0,0.2354043033262555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560876031017906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16919412007712656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068861545079639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396521841063465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14022529790813745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210498031285793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940448090103636,0.0,0.17439563060193747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342926438048613,0.1129856312110048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.388406841072438,0.14549134401467806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355122833661213 socialanxiety,successfulfailure-,2020/01/03,"""Let's go around in a circle and introduce ourselves"" Whenever I hear these words my heart rate immediately shoots up, I start sweating, and hyperventilating. Wtf am I supposed to do so this doesn't happen to me?",3.975769230769232,6.794722923076925,5.458653846153847,73.29259615384616,76.1794871794872,8.002564102564103,27.698717948717945,8.841846274778883,2.552379487179488,170,7,30,4,4,57,35,39,0.106,0.894,0.0,-0.5859,0,0,0,1,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,2,0,0,4,8,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,5,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3598877109859937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297570431989113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3574963153452219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4556438247446549,0.4790641604607282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4133954187676501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861457390428593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,letitallllout,2020/01/03,"I hate feeling like I'm stupid and that I screw up the simplest things I have been working for my dad's construction company over this Christmas break. My main job has been assisting my older brother, who has worked directly under my dad for quite awhile. He knows how to do this shit. He's always been the creative one that is able to build things, knows his way around a toolkit, and knows how to talk to people just right. I'm... not. I seem to fuck up the tiniest things and he gets understandably a bit frustrated. He tries to teach me how to do these things but I simply cannot. I learn very slow and it doesn't help that I have the added pressure of him watching over me. On top of this, I'm the son of the company owner. I have to look good... which puts more pressure on me and causes me to fuck up even more. This has caused me to get so goddamn scatterbrained that I end up messing up the tiniest things. I'll misinterpret basic instructions, screw up The worst of these mistakes happened today and sent me into a downward spiral. I was told by my brother to call an inspector for a house that we had been working on. Again, all the pressure and stress just attacked me. I called them up and tried to leave a voicemail, but I got tongue tied due to the stress and then looked at my brother and said ""Shit, I fucked up how do I rerecord it?"" He hung it up for me and said I only had one chance- only for me to later learn that yes you can fucking rerecord a voicemail so nothing had to go this way. So the inspector got an incomplete, vulgar voicemail from the son of the goddamn company. And none of this had to happen. My brother had to call them back because my nerves were so shot by this whole thing that I could not bring myself to try again. And the worst part is I felt judged during the whole thing despite the fact he should know what this stuff is like since hes experienced it. &#x200B; I think my anxiety got far worse after my last summer job. My dad was able to get me the job since he helped build the place, which seemed to piss off the management. They just did not like me from the start. From day one during training I was yelled at by the manager when I did not get things right- DESPITE IT BEING FUCKING TRAINING. Every shift someone would yell at me for something extremely trivial. On top of this, I was given a demotion with no announcement while one of my coworkers took my last job. I was barely scheduled, which caused me to struggle financially this past semester. The icing on the cake was when I cut my finger open on the last day and wasn't sent home until an hour after it happened when I told my manager that I probably needed stitches. I also never received workers comp despite the fact my finger could barely bend for some time and is still a bit tense. When I came in the following day to get my last pay check, my manager did not even acknowledge anything happened despite me still having a cast on my hand. When you spend a whole summer being severely devalued and treated like shit, you start to almost believe it. It makes you feel like you can't do much of anything right, and then this lack of confidence causes you to be more likely to screw up. It's a self-fulfilling prophecy.",5.0702964959568755,5.875663603773584,5.177035040431271,84.91688679245284,68.62264150943396,8.132614555256065,29.13656783468104,8.192908349453996,1.8639926325247085,2556,89,508,33,42,801,276,636,0.158,0.78,0.062,-0.9966,4,0,1,0,0,0,63.0,1,6,3,7,25,35,17,6,40,1,47,15,7,9,4,70,97,37,0,7,10,9,6,6,0,2,0,4,1,0,44,23,0,0,14,0,3,9,12,27,0,4,33,14,74,8,79,57,17,89,0,0,3,8,44,39,12,5,44,355,118,17,0.11869410606950385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059427500950254473,0.0,0.0,0.047459816870391414,0.049381502318208835,0.06430250716821684,0.07211316529588258,0.0,0.0,0.045400333131557766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767513590193376,0.0528314595068371,0.0,0.06751584044578325,0.0,0.04563422050876224,0.0,0.036177412690553634,0.0,0.0,0.06686380590448893,0.0,0.0,0.12958322232394748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18179992964038694,0.06787721843643077,0.0,0.2438630854593186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476758546918553,0.0,0.0,0.11482181864464484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05256387385020583,0.0,0.0,0.0783963376281322,0.0,0.050002451799187435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060015306387588924,0.08479509309225733,0.056982477774082815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27432697112477994,0.1550319287568734,0.0,0.0337282978930234,0.049777492383690065,0.1423957793050858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20992161200791445,0.0,0.0,0.058592928213477766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955815733401267,0.0,0.05952993305678862,0.0,0.05844489268576124,0.06847853111423806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355711709459294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304623531535166,0.19350307667590316,0.0,0.06283996012581622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17396383426404258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967315522389024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03961461873811618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04362691253998412,0.044005087841490036,0.04577210593016798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05694509798571602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16086039620061018,0.09027221622712098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06426707510853702,0.056653477380694574,0.041143774083441886,0.0,0.062005039044965536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06398616079826554,0.0,0.0,0.059660180065963436,0.0,0.06312289607561156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520461770746684,0.11290527554889347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805465632681503,0.06191191942657825,0.06704527746222995,0.18275669130031386,0.09818499109174203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05028456544787892,0.04568826086083127,0.0,0.0,0.08401229919120604,0.0,0.09478926643053304,0.0,0.13596369747709314,0.062042425458609975,0.06793817706675244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047700913202919415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31542035982617994,0.03802719525569645,0.0,0.0,0.034605743880922,0.0,0.05625406700817412,0.11341730487358033,0.06593675958288236,0.12087826010316745,0.0,0.0,0.06178237519541456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04896753407986437,0.0,0.09421385664209604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19877659592355626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129616084287869,0.0,0.06047971720299745,0.04215844372575205,0.0,0.07211316529588258,0.0 socialanxiety,bulldog521521,2020/01/03,"My phone is a crutch for my anxiety in social situations, so here I am lol I'm typing this out and posting this to make it look like I'm actually doing something instead of just aimlessly scrolling. This is awful, someone come kidnap me. Like idc if it's staged or if it's real and you're gonna torture me in your basement, just take me 😅",5.28992957746479,4.8094889436619725,6.7888380281690175,78.00466549295778,68.01408450704226,9.353521126760565,33.24295774647887,8.841846274778883,2.6592788732394372,269,11,55,4,4,93,54,71,0.11800000000000001,0.7709999999999999,0.111,-0.1372,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,5,3,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,11,11,6,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,2,6,10,0,6,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,3,2,34,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.29727011171282103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330373338481323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624075121769849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976488300604667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25580832504355505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20333959016093464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29174659725906066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34673000434780266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424113259449049,0.0,0.31052688199237616,0.25810782118557435,0.2345152505448317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229040130862964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,xXjeffy_epstienXx,2020/01/03,I need help Why y'all mother fuckers scared to talk in public like shit nigga start talking it's not hard niggaz,3.16,5.145793043478268,3.2602173913043515,92.17119565217396,75.08695652173913,4.6000000000000005,20.195652173913047,3.1291,-0.3835043478260873,92,2,18,0,2,28,23,23,0.337,0.45299999999999996,0.21,-0.7099,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,1,2,0,2,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168016677704177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23704468787465735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17277592550512266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262227599578236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.354066162519869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630174813661521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503158683754212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5685022610089078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31911485531360084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,uhsnakes,2020/01/03,"How do i face my classmates after this This sounds really exaggerated and so stupid i feel like such a loser but i just need some tips to not care about this and move on. On new years i was drunk and stoned as one should be, and no one in class really interacts with me because im silent and intimidating, however in our group chat ppl often send drunk weekend selfies. So me thinking i would look cool and less of an awkward nerd, sent them a selfie where i was smoking saying happy new years, and no one responded except for two people saying like""uhmm okay"" and ""thank you that was unneccessary"". I feel so stupid for even making a big deal out of this but i have not stopped thinking about it. Ive done embarassing shit before but for some reason this is haunting me and im really embarassed to show up in class cause i feel like everyone there genuinly hates me... how can i just, not care about this at all and focus on my education without having frequent panic attacks in class??",5.224687877567458,6.289712717277492,5.708586387434558,80.30345952476844,68.42408376963351,8.599436165928314,27.781312927909788,8.841846274778883,2.045271123640757,783,25,149,13,13,252,119,191,0.23399999999999999,0.6579999999999999,0.10800000000000001,-0.9812,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,1,1,1,15,17,5,2,4,2,13,4,2,5,1,40,26,19,0,3,10,0,3,2,0,2,0,3,0,0,8,12,2,1,6,5,0,3,6,9,0,4,5,8,20,8,25,18,4,23,0,1,1,0,12,12,1,3,10,107,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570858641041346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417224900149248,0.0,0.11749585774001993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815634000388627,0.1418461328835832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423543536988664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130371759001026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120049722852684,0.0,0.0,0.13194129868482715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20945209748827764,0.1972886715508508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698866230009414,0.0,0.13632535265848908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983000567997793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20237665004096334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595237216148895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216943127042833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467571226348008,0.0,0.10238452491915236,0.0,0.26671693039582234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806996199387957,0.0,0.0,0.16200705704429838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572724358801084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653726333524448,0.1419691741339283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21961341870640125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173707278257636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544101153837655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12712545590238167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769520985521793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348840362806459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310413348364442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808802672408867,0.0,0.0,0.17783790674954547 socialanxiety,NickLincoln,2020/01/03,"Is this normal? Hi so I have a problem with making friends, I get really lonely easily and when I do I try to make friends but then I dont talk to them at all after our initial conversation and idk why, is that normal and is there any way that I can avoid making people think I'm ghosting them because I feel really bad",1.070938166311301,3.2232481194029887,3.4652452025586378,87.26626865671642,82.73134328358209,6.216631130063965,20.01918976545842,7.447530270364453,0.6977309168443493,252,7,52,4,7,87,48,67,0.19699999999999998,0.716,0.087,-0.8194,0,3,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,2,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,7,0,0,3,1,15,14,7,1,3,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,10,2,5,14,1,5,0,1,0,0,8,1,0,0,3,35,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332776335701556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18825856211321085,0.13744480620934688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642499047257101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140047275712256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483961062291055,0.0,0.1177991007069093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4515101985393706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4418267002402321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631294874485058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21574494699476915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888845242707336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812247555474316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447247865154636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307976072356527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17896809508145495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20345217816066047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cookiefreak91,2020/01/03,"aaaaa a girl knew how worried and insecure i am about cheating after a girl went behind my back a couple months ago. she reassured me multiple times on her own initiative that she would never ever do anything like that and i never had to worry. i actually felt safe and like she wanted to be around me and now i feel like an idiot. she just felt bad for me and didn’t know how to leave me. she left a party she was at with me because she was bored and wanted to get drunk. she told me she really liked me right before leaving. then she went and spent the night with someone she was head over heels for a month ago and kissed him in front of her apartment. she literally begged him to come up with her and fuck her. he had to say no more than once. i am worthless. even great, nice people can’t help but not care about me. i’ll never have it. i feel empty.",1.8768432203389835,3.7152637288135613,3.124375000000001,92.36588453389831,78.37853107344633,6.006920903954803,18.972104519774014,6.9077264865688965,0.050017231638417765,668,14,147,7,16,216,111,177,0.139,0.7390000000000001,0.122,-0.5011,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,10,17,3,1,7,0,13,5,2,2,4,33,29,13,0,3,3,0,4,4,0,1,0,1,0,2,3,14,1,1,6,1,1,4,7,7,1,0,13,5,33,10,23,14,2,27,0,1,0,2,25,9,1,0,18,104,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.13199125403340062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23979421756132374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130492993335796,0.12040734511164622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400423136121033,0.11293388806222393,0.08245136999318017,0.0,0.11509368650725575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790345599967535,0.0,0.0,0.1165118699638558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496592220046097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933592757415733,0.12234763808820318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367799370989633,0.09662757884260503,0.2597357305933515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504285361027867,0.07066616415068848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491212444057369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881263327772705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090659870046969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433367224219893,0.0,0.0,0.2864351216604966,0.1469570517603065,0.0,0.0,0.2643188184300813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159215844896571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129554515434499,0.0,0.0,0.12692946759570606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440442176693149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093770125820951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664905372877706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550868041396707,0.0,0.10756174069263386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460275907933926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886940442703795,0.0,0.0,0.12924379429436994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15955608509295355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250769061042464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747199587993817,0.0,0.09608264338030673,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sanandreas818,2020/01/04,"Would you feel a certain way if you asked someone to hang out, but didnt get a reply? A guy gave me his phone number after we had a conversation in class and we texted a couple of times, and I asked him if he wanted to hang out, but never got a reply for weeks. Why would this guy give me his phone number, but wouldn't hang out? He's someone I met at school. Just to be clear, I'm a guy who is straight and was trying to develop a friendship.",3.3493749999999984,3.2969601875000016,4.662500000000001,90.1325,72.125,7.2333333333333325,23.29166666666667,6.42735559955562,0.3899916666666665,342,7,81,2,6,114,61,96,0.0,0.841,0.159,0.9083,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,8,0,8,0,0,0,3,22,18,8,0,6,6,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,8,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,6,1,11,1,12,8,0,14,0,0,0,0,21,6,0,2,4,51,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711489075071228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21964091202082575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036959209116474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371015253969802,0.19042313476099865,0.0,0.0,0.1587617908899608,0.0,0.0,0.5896505374779111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530985302880867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20089665625774894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363836078676625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574928485436335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347711929896783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708280845937236,0.1575632439403522,0.159227943652434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791189941600151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28202310741361875,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,KaasStok,2020/01/04,"Quick question about anxiety. I've had lots of troubles with anxiety in my teens (now 26). I became more and more locked inside my room. After years of struggle I finally told my parents I they send me to some therapist. I left after one session because it's too awkward and ""becoming better"" means doing weird social stuff to confront your fears. How does one go to therapy while having social anxiety? I finally live on my own now and doing better on parts like hobbies and making money, but the fear stays. I'm afraid that one day it will become too much and I will say farewell forever. Social anxiety is worse than depression, IMO.",4.006485867074101,6.465956722689079,4.990435446906037,78.55202444614213,74.21008403361343,8.024751718869366,28.46524064171124,8.841846274778883,2.7030436974789898,506,21,84,11,11,165,85,119,0.226,0.73,0.044000000000000004,-0.9612,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,2,7,12,1,5,1,0,7,0,0,2,0,13,12,8,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,9,0,3,2,1,13,3,13,8,7,18,0,1,0,0,10,5,0,3,11,61,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3908698755790371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786650351304916,0.2821481130962373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22594371118719225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237896595262856,0.0,0.11001858026972927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178238104318672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28747637387920993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798564543332395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259514794052795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13878522319408088,0.0,0.0,0.062405215964129214,0.0,0.11279297258697515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859633318405662,0.0,0.0,0.08526457863431088,0.0,0.0,0.1391416357273546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939004446673761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25967106975706744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183538999395934,0.13832532670361372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430932294364247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158056391549856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906314121133659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614927160236442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353709899747432,0.146226828006961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460769172197657,0.1483110051047647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205694536421614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301736017535905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225760957403702 socialanxiety,dylandarko16,2020/01/04,"Haven’t had a job yet, want one, but nervous about being rejected. I’m a first year uni student so as you can imagine I’m insanely poor. I consider my Netflix a business expense, that kind of thing. So I’ve been looking to see if I can get a job part time since my campus is in a city so I’ve got some options. That’s not to say I haven’t tried, for the last two years when I was in secondary school I was applying for stuff constantly but never heard back unless I wasn’t being accepted which was just great. So would people be able to provide tips on how to write cover letter that will make people want to actually talk to me? Any personal experience working part time is also interesting to me so feel free to put anything like that.",4.33615894039735,4.98038927152318,5.615556291390732,81.69657947019869,70.19205298013243,8.689006622516558,29.669536423841052,8.841846274778883,2.2438259602649,584,22,119,10,10,196,103,151,0.07200000000000001,0.7829999999999999,0.145,0.8838,2,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,12,8,0,1,6,0,17,0,0,2,1,18,28,13,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,0,1,7,0,0,0,3,1,3,1,5,2,0,3,8,5,11,7,17,15,3,15,0,1,2,0,7,3,0,3,12,80,18,6,0.16157164158987486,0.0,0.15767061520221767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292087834051966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098742568087869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295969423240234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242386191603738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746015451814012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580480686421806,0.0,0.0,0.08169547667248021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743275579743616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441451410712754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922360162977786,0.17813330525083912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206698467293317,0.0,0.0,0.16825200140177335,0.0,0.1317024525754861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789357427819577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567948607773422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078503253855999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461401056986453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948512584824972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499326856006042,0.0,0.224026865023002,0.1410781253275404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16242412618467664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284882544031092,0.0,0.1635191271872165,0.12875167959617506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365373155841914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18496087394383398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986516528493436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734101931342414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18842744707155806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096965387984255,0.0,0.15783201655555928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905982807731888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176260793863928,0.0,0.0,0.11477585846858206,0.0,0.0,0.20809367969905365 socialanxiety,penspinner123,2020/01/04,"Fear of being judged by your music tastes There is a specific name for it, does anybody know?",6.933333333333334,6.7281790000000035,6.507777777777778,80.465,64.55555555555556,9.422222222222222,29.11111111111111,8.841846274778883,2.1073777777777782,74,2,14,1,1,23,18,18,0.16699999999999998,0.833,0.0,-0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5727985008066195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7365473630039985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.359721919717919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TryAgainIGuess,2020/01/04,"Chatting and talking to people online? Hello, I've been trying to make friends online for a while but every time I get some people trying to talk to me I just don't know what to do? Like how do you chat normally? I really don't get it. I also think if I always ask how someone is doing or what they're doing then they realise that I don't have anything interesting to say... I have googled a bit but most of the things online just say to talk about hobbies or the other person, but still I don't understand. I do sometimes try talking about hobbies, but I feel like I don't have enough substance, like it might be enough for 3-4 messages and that's it. And I never know what questions to ask people about their lives that will not seem weird/creepy/nosy? Also I never feel comfortable with messaging a person again after we stopped talking for the day, like I don't want to disturb anyone :( Oh and I also have this problem with just doing stuff online in general, I almost always regret posting, commenting or writing something. I would really appreciate it if someone could give me some advice :/",3.6625752855659433,5.6146134299065436,4.7064797507788185,82.49488058151611,73.57943925233644,6.6247144340602295,25.907580477673932,7.3871296695380915,1.4515138110072687,870,30,156,10,18,284,114,214,0.11800000000000001,0.7809999999999999,0.10099999999999999,-0.5539,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,1,1,2,0,13,10,0,1,6,0,23,0,0,3,2,47,37,20,0,8,13,0,2,4,1,3,0,2,0,2,14,7,0,1,8,2,0,0,9,3,0,0,1,4,23,7,20,31,6,12,0,1,0,0,25,1,0,12,14,119,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071250111047352,0.0,0.0,0.1097743501086601,0.0,0.0,0.2630030105548766,0.1824348067036615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665287115431277,0.0,0.09021264897530508,0.0,0.2049705499169112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968292278943995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752723856716536,0.0,0.0,0.0706995376352848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265454027029777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236441987843504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086014303015176,0.07831665548579678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469658011238243,0.0,0.1145498562332192,0.10516300562763996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049488706467693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142304100894459,0.0,0.09680154294476244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317603731005334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629559344209217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910026843615475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074099562067958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280020691838309,0.19144194745246212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499116216971527,0.0,0.0,0.10489703449766986,0.0,0.0,0.12280592555279758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045812117678386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17435758797183806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979916271777824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857710791896813,0.08439525578891446,0.1084226668018971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875472630794164,0.09165203311993143,0.0,0.0,0.1254952524642194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44056511402215204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283047506898897,0.07024375211644038,0.0,0.0,0.0639236546011731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223286058355344,0.0,0.0,0.11412426867694145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466010582362652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787498527762228,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lorenlorenson,2020/01/04,"Alone in a crowd. Rambling post. Sorry. I think it's progress. I've gone from buying tabletop/war games and looking at them at home and not having anyone to play them with, to sitting in a FLGS (friendly local game shop) surrounded by games and people and not playing. Or talking. Or engaging with anyone. Can't do it. The energy and effort it would take to interact beyond surface level kills me. Headphones on, making notes on games ""I plan"" to play. I nod and smile at staff, I browse the stuff on sale, I might buy something (but not ever play it, it seems). It helps that my kid plays games in the video game cafe section. If he didn't, I wouldn't go out. He's not into tabletop stuff. Don't even know why I'm posting this. I want to play games, I want friends and a social life but its like I'm out of phase with the rest of reality. Like a ghost perhaps. And I'd rather not risk being drained or hurt by anything more than perfunctory surface interactions. Maybe, just maybe, there's a hobby or a game or a something out there that won't leave me drained, or hurt me, or turn on me when I thought it was my friend.",2.1240497260851257,4.136794194690268,3.0177623261694078,92.59485250737468,78.2920353982301,5.543699957859252,23.151285292878214,6.42735559955562,0.4393904761904763,872,28,186,7,21,276,128,226,0.08,0.742,0.17800000000000002,0.9281,0,1,2,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,2,3,8,16,1,1,11,0,11,1,0,1,1,43,25,19,2,6,17,0,0,2,3,4,1,0,1,1,13,15,0,0,4,16,4,2,10,4,0,0,4,1,17,12,29,16,3,28,0,2,1,0,22,21,0,10,4,114,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492763263657249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20155959814580907,0.0,0.11860759421865677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519721591134464,0.13037480927992248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340659337614835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191301160201396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966080216292774,0.0,0.14457522026797814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085905942236178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15945968003784958,0.0,0.07921066963847984,0.0,0.0,0.15261399787152635,0.0,0.0,0.10180404095549417,0.14083032611170204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103380292357815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620861196721936,0.0,0.2895980753692192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15290029406157238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992233982684123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760754572804887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121151777986478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692348042675782,0.0,0.22191828676556075,0.0,0.1613429386273799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32999119635027185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836863130134068,0.11584709874806988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235337330248812,0.0,0.11442397420076406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15677322165981292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17002448505338694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300558773148362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238658057940987,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,smish-is-scared,2020/01/04,"Confrontation makes me want to cry Background: I’ve known this girl for 2 years and we’re close friends. She’s very sensitive and gets angry at me really easily. She has a “mightier than thou” attitude and acts like she’s a saint. Sometimes I can’t stand her but she’s also a good friend sometimes. When she isn’t being mean, we laugh a lot and get along great. Me and this friend are in the same history class together and the teacher assigned us a project to do over Christmas break. The teacher let us pick our partners or work alone. I wanted to work alone but she pushed me until I agreed to work with her. She ended up not working on the project, even though I reminded her too. I finished the entire project by my self and when I told her, she made up some excuse as to why she couldn’t do it. I want to confront her because she’s going to get a grade she doesn’t deserve. I have no idea how to confront her or if I even should.",3.0249999999999986,4.427118583333336,3.721791666666668,91.17737500000004,74.10416666666666,6.995000000000001,25.82083333333333,7.554174236665415,1.1359933333333334,736,25,160,9,15,233,117,192,0.08900000000000001,0.733,0.17800000000000002,0.9617,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,4,1,0,4,9,10,3,0,11,0,12,0,0,4,0,32,23,19,0,6,6,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,3,3,11,0,0,3,0,0,3,6,3,0,0,2,0,36,7,21,17,3,18,1,0,0,0,30,7,0,5,7,108,39,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28859774621650314,0.0,0.11141829989579816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493133944486114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304217322476188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340075976948955,0.0,0.0,0.18404594102074634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32292687634565365,0.0,0.21837497576734602,0.0,0.07918171323505795,0.11685935471712346,0.0,0.15360650803147738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15728117484607335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246944096163347,0.0,0.06806724767461922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844928974596484,0.0,0.13183285853831705,0.09300064268842033,0.0,0.0,0.1517659707539424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925528096650766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534655337236446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755923404773812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368862866095632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331311846639404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33518208515740905,0.0,0.0,0.11495786872013375,0.2465328112433485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571930857714975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4057215753681644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972085101374322 socialanxiety,not_in_main,2020/01/04,"We're taking pictures for our yearbook soon and I want to explode So I have this weird anxiety.... I would ALWAYS go to school with a pony tail no matter what. I'm literally afraid wearing my hair different, especially wearing it down. Now I know that wearing your hair in a ponytail in passport photos is a horrible idea, and I don't want to to look ugly there after all but yet I just can't see myself wearing it different.. definitely not down. Ugh. I had to get it out. Someone can relate?",1.7705342080599813,4.302724422680416,3.906822867853794,82.75877225866921,83.12371134020619,6.413870665417058,26.343955014058107,7.686295010490155,1.8416680412371127,387,17,72,7,11,132,72,97,0.083,0.809,0.10800000000000001,0.3173,2,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,0,0,6,3,0,1,3,0,7,6,6,0,1,14,16,4,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,4,11,0,13,14,1,10,0,0,2,0,2,5,0,0,4,52,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276459937958782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20929302409227066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5716795994899734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14293772297379695,0.0,0.15548558736475546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088460056397593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035605764483734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22974386572425706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768842769519645,0.21801312375231965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318090648642599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20570309844876095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227369670323045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19434809327981054,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,HELLOitz,2020/01/04,"Ran into popular girl from HS..I am a freak Guys, has this every happened to anyone! ? I’m 31 years old and I live in a fairly far away place. I just went to a bagel shop and saw this girl I went to high school with. I was super quiet, a little dorky, a bit nervous and she was the most popular girl in my grade. Super confident, very loud, very wealthy and social. She made eye contact with me at this bagel shop and I could tell she wanted to say hello. However, I got struck with 15 year old fear. I was nervous that if I said hello, I would stutter or just be awkward. Even though this girl follows me on Instagram and is always messaging me to tell me she likes my outfits. I am still that sad, lonely, awkward 15 year old whenever I see her. It’s not about me being rude... I simply get struck with fear! This girl was THE most popular person and I was always so intimidated. Now I’m at my house feeling so utterly pathetic. But at the moment, I get so incredibly worried and nervous that I just want to hide. What the heck is wrong with me? Why am I such an absolute weirdo?",0.9871060606060597,3.234746740909096,3.003181818181819,89.85810606060606,83.86363636363636,6.03030303030303,20.984848484848484,7.333567415737692,0.7178939393939392,833,26,176,13,24,280,123,220,0.209,0.6759999999999999,0.115,-0.9576,1,2,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,2,12,19,1,7,10,0,15,1,1,1,0,29,32,15,0,5,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,0,7,10,14,0,0,1,2,2,4,1,13,0,0,12,8,30,6,21,16,3,25,0,2,3,0,21,12,1,4,10,111,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208393656012855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927891543455987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467901316993894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487751114873784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059526972251684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764920392507447,0.0,0.11180815908236974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298655959699084,0.06709871898791317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386638769067464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613486187397828,0.0,0.0,0.1313970193926397,0.11734899062784465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020820372010254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15312166153964787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06483207441536283,0.13300345645793596,0.11717934597793987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556696483458898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41774901724999786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587130490277175,0.13864658671718802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623112023093452,0.1055309011783502,0.0,0.13430271064174912,0.10574725946064192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352741881579748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597693712029532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319768703665264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038020814852244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21898805531619184,0.1565435566579859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460343689963383,0.11974398624260707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476652867966932,0.0,0.09426853710462688,0.14509010365916994,0.0,0.2563695061098365 socialanxiety,bellczar,2020/01/04,"Job interview...ready to put in 2 week notice? Monday after work I have a job interview, obviously I'm freaking out! But my current place of employment has taken such a huge toll on my mental health. I've posted on here before about how its caused me to have suicidal thoughts and extreme panic attacks. Anyways, my boss has been on a major power trip lately and I'm hoping to god I can March right into his office hand him my 2 week notice with a big smile on my face and a little ""FU"".",5.096054421768706,5.307149081632655,6.433061224489798,78.03217687074832,68.38775510204081,8.574149659863947,27.55782312925169,8.344100000000001,1.896545578231292,382,11,72,5,6,130,71,98,0.134,0.74,0.126,-0.4389,5,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,5,4,1,1,5,0,6,3,2,3,1,13,11,5,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,3,1,10,1,14,8,1,22,0,0,0,0,3,12,0,1,7,44,11,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21630363926523455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16178910669459567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953188782033223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20210239760469206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888448854769801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3773551602493578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21447820970098794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19056313051602086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19160925855802688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4329351677877457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22308000930053035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19864842842294292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820947749559464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911360946154536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16237247052182258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20797454916407504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15094429643910046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050263115079444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841902657539726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,T-Tyrant,2020/01/04,"A Couple Helpful Realizations This morning, I came to a realization that I think is going to prove helpful, and if it can help anyone else then I want to share it. Now, I don't know about everyone else, but I've always hated the description of social anxiety that says we want everyone to think we're great. That we're the smartest, strongest, most interesting person around. The Best. Because for me at least, it's not that I have to be The Best. It's that I'm absolutely, positively terrified of being The Worst. Or at least awful. I don't need people to think I'm smart, I'm just terrified that they think I'm stupid. They don't have to think I'm the most pleasant person in the world, it just kills me to suspect I'm surely the most unpleasant. That's what my anxiety tells me. I didn't say enough, so they think I'm rude. I said too much, so they think I'm annoying. I made a mistake, so they think I'm a moron. The solution we've all heard is that we simply shouldn't care what other people think of us. That their judgement is not a measure of who we truly are. On the surface, I agree with this. But when it comes to practical application, well, we all know these things are easier said than done. That's where my flawed logic rears its head: I start to wonder if their judgement really isn't important. I mean, if I value being informed, and someone thinks I'm ignorant, shouldn't I value that opinion to better myself? If I value being polite, and someone thinks I was rude, shouldn't I note that? See, I think that's why it's so hard to truly accept that other's judgement doesn't matter. Because we don't want to feel like we're not accepting criticism. So here are my realizations: 1.) Most of the time, these aren't actual criticisms or judgements. They're simply ones that we suspect. We can't actually read people's minds. So if we discount these paranoid thoughts, it's not like we're plugging our ears and closing our eyes to someone actually telling us we've wronged them or have been mistaken. We are not choosing willful ignorance when we see anxious thinking for what it is. And 2.) EVEN IF we did know that how we are acting conflicts with someone's personal ideas of what a good person is, that's not bad. And the logic that someone else's values should dictate whether or not we're good people is as flawed as the question that asks how can you be a good person if you don't follow the moral teachings of a religion. Just because something is illegal doesn't mean that I think it's bad. Just because something is classified as a sin by one religion doesn't mean that I find it immoral. We have our own values, so stressing about them not lining up with somebody else's is as worthless as worrying about being a sinner in a religion you don't follow. Sure, it would be nice if people liked you, but the important truth is that not only are people allowed to dislike you, but more importantly, their dislike doesn't make you a bad person. I'm going to try to remember this.",4.871247899159666,5.759185467226892,5.699989495798321,80.69048844537816,69.11764705882354,8.639075630252101,29.664915966386555,8.841846274778883,2.3086210084033616,2383,88,459,40,40,781,234,595,0.19,0.596,0.214,0.9408,1,0,2,0,0,0,70.0,18,6,10,3,25,40,7,1,27,1,53,3,3,5,6,122,108,40,1,18,30,0,2,3,0,6,0,6,0,6,49,26,0,3,36,1,1,7,26,18,1,2,11,11,61,22,46,84,15,24,2,1,3,0,56,11,0,19,9,307,110,2,0.0,0.0,0.17484307813091296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04969431450308195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137585238480682,0.0674699826401575,0.0,0.04175970534936508,0.061193264087284586,0.0,0.053166125798921035,0.055832936463632715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959861362552485,0.1456263288684305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253511931203447,0.05282013398994099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830719362968002,0.06089157171422058,0.0,0.0,0.051446070252791694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06608235582877345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06111735724125001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995635887294247,0.0,0.0,0.06170981675353277,0.0,0.039446473629718336,0.0,0.0,0.11413575840930525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03019773974681138,0.04266611814775577,0.0,0.0,0.05458573364837738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788390650203031,0.15027843902458973,0.0,0.06584481064685659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053500070955903416,0.05896409111926512,0.06129302092393112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009318994688413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741998961354319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660746430806782,0.0,0.09846658522019666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753291299616467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056511340038473426,0.03986556159847173,0.0,0.0,0.19516754338719672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060303197840153075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04390327168643051,0.04428384257812255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093969142911088,0.04542202741396351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484264212098368,0.31288688329870784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06690342043309555,0.0,0.05973915491156205,0.0,0.038260078624190536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765450879162828,0.0,0.113620485582411,0.09498824231217716,0.0,0.0,0.09518298615227608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06088007029152918,0.253015490893265,0.09195535565874426,0.0,0.0,0.042272241853153925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841248672316247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257642826028884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440105659647604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039677302800733234,0.5357531538715086,0.0,0.04741338533598987,0.03482495751040607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0405479919413546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367881421329834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056785059603662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05369814316942245,0.0,0.05389071188454997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476703831946681,0.0,0.06065159843637151,0.0,0.042425500706070776,0.06529771739646388,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,OldPineapple6,2020/01/04,"Can't seem to enjoy myself around other people Does anyone else feel like you go to social events just because you should? I have a smaller group of friends and family that i spend time with occasionally. When I do however, I find it extremely difficult to enjoy myself and relax around them. I am a shy and introverted person, and really have to make an effort to engage in conversations, even with people I've known for a long time. Instead I find myself looking at my phone to see if its appropriate for me to leave yet. I always wish that I can enjoy myself but seem to be let down by my own social anxiety, making it impossible to feel at home despite being around people I like.",7.445162337662339,6.906831113636367,8.391558441558447,68.48590909090912,63.62121212121212,10.876190476190477,30.22077922077921,10.290406445055957,3.010868831168831,545,15,95,11,7,186,87,132,0.09300000000000001,0.8109999999999999,0.09699999999999999,0.3739,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,1,1,8,9,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,2,0,23,20,7,0,3,3,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,6,9,0,0,7,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,19,8,22,16,1,14,0,0,2,0,10,7,0,3,8,73,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750184872702844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722256584652525,0.0,0.0,0.10714383904037582,0.1570049688538551,0.0,0.4092286650978425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340920757093646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409493379764656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800622544065873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120872707156756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444541149375267,0.0,0.15495807452409194,0.10946944326009968,0.0,0.0,0.28010375125941805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838717337231562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708565219553258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537048522830786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622512623926371,0.0,0.1566907771652447,0.0,0.1497234756540874,0.0,0.0,0.13560608256904627,0.12867684216662606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045679814752709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31869669894459696,0.1337968486668266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981647660462892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210659129850453,0.2789945181589271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124028006189724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17870239317383524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17620999728293602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,yeetyourselfout,2020/01/04,"I think I might have social anxiety, but haven’t been diagnosed I was always a very shy and quiet little girl. I was nervous about presentations, but I always did them with no bigger problems. I had friends and could be relaxed with them. That has all changed. When I started 8th grade, I started getting depressed and I was later diagnosed with MDD (major depressive disorder). That’s when I lost my self confidence. I stayed home all my free time. Never saw any friends ourside of school. I was also bullied: left alone, people talked sh*t about me behind my back. I know that’s not much, but I became very self critical. Why did they leave me out? Was something wrong with me? Anyway. At that time I could still do presentations and could go to the store for example. But today it is really hard for me to leave my house. I’m soon turning 18. I started IB last fall. I have friends, but I am very careful around them. I barely talk/take part in conversations. When we decide to go to someone’s house, I get anxious and make up a reason to not go. I can’t do any presentations. My whole body shakes when I have to go in front of the class. My heart rate rises, I get cold and/or hot shivers. Sometimes I feel like I’m gonna faint. I don’t know what to do://",1.8130388219544853,4.25058826907631,2.9343775100401612,90.45034805890228,81.97188755020079,5.777242302543508,22.475234270415,7.093109894594671,0.7696061579651938,985,33,200,13,27,315,145,249,0.17600000000000002,0.7070000000000001,0.11699999999999999,-0.8915,0,1,1,0,0,0,41.0,1,0,4,1,12,14,0,2,4,0,26,5,2,2,3,34,48,15,0,4,7,0,3,1,3,2,3,1,1,3,6,12,0,0,6,1,2,8,7,7,0,0,11,6,40,8,24,31,6,37,0,3,1,0,14,9,0,1,20,128,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519609386082356,0.0,0.08122565118619443,0.16902908383750798,0.0,0.0,0.13814243618261535,0.0,0.07770092397852364,0.11474541369809126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041901095570988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810121322889194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282159336861004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355758685072816,0.0,0.10744780247320064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432866164053884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17496452657753614,0.20618322724380667,0.0,0.0,0.1164082473138948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05135694429440685,0.0725617702299804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354186506276837,0.0,0.1591987099611186,0.0,0.2308987383785647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098694759495264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036117447442475,0.0,0.0,0.10188319080145536,0.0,0.0,0.2343967443961269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164064980609624,0.08279326831609579,0.0,0.2150963496413432,0.11035631805362962,0.0,0.0,0.049622068564981116,0.10180002252359276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087587019170182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06779889632283298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077499297915589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466578284489989,0.0,0.07833719882431361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999062722426252,0.0,0.07041598688237154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718896277952836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650684701264656,0.10443108073329978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279446363586477,0.0,0.0,0.2119197377159852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353802651510632,0.0860600997317985,0.0781937012129717,0.10045552363542608,0.0,0.21567572820889905,0.10826031744539023,0.08111409186752544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327655657265974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508208208775235,0.0,0.0,0.11845279930964768,0.0,0.09627667205478356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104792095444818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514181536023075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165130607276667,0.11339949954265904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105106749707036,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Responsible_Hedgehog,2020/01/04,"Is this normal? I have social anxiety and I'm starting to think I'm sexually repressed or frustrated. Or asexual. In general I have low libido, I rarely think about sex. But then again I masturbate a lot but it is not satisfying anymore - I think what im longing for is human touch. But having SAD (social anxiety disorder) I find it difficult and intimate relationships too complex to navigate. But then again Im not super anxious about rejection because it is clear communication, what im anxious about is possible awkwardness that may occur in a situation that is not 100% clear. And also I'm very awkward showing my body or letting people see it or touçh it (I think that because no one has really touched me intimately, I don't know how to receive human touch appropriately). I generally feel weird if someone wants to hug or pats me on the back etc. What do you think?",3.741219512195123,6.337851597560983,5.891646341463416,71.07881097560977,75.70731707317074,9.465853658536586,32.201219512195124,9.827888789773867,3.948739024390244,698,36,117,22,16,243,99,164,0.221,0.696,0.083,-0.9685,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,1,9,11,1,3,3,0,14,3,1,1,2,35,27,17,0,3,13,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,12,3,0,1,9,1,0,1,5,9,0,1,0,5,13,2,11,25,2,12,0,3,1,2,7,4,0,8,7,81,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017610556294474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21079018949253325,0.3112859700806783,0.13663266334844726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593805512959667,0.0,0.16796889252538671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303347648473295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15789848597277764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365204070758826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966159129952977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592098283116598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4464517472382477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571581045227006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408810597681235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192375945128947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712870743057717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498716971243938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335777696475013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551365967244743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15531706999209266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826018048213903,0.0,0.0,0.14791541647930398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978633393760524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15486134150365996,0.0,0.2808821196879784,0.11673364872228635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975156306392178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44139322009985776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367621199790225,0.08126141175994565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,GokuMg,2020/01/04,"Drinking a bit of alcohol before a speech. Hey everyone. so this Monday i need to talk for 10mins infront of 50-60 people. Last time, i was drinking just a tiny glass of whiskey, and it did help me, but it was in front of 20 people, not 60. this time i'm not sure what to do, i'm really scared and i can't even sleep. just to be clear, i normally don't drink, just about once a month with friends and even then, just a little bit though i like to be in control. any advices will help.thanks!!",2.2927427184466005,3.479637145631066,3.2933859223300987,94.38240898058254,75.60194174757281,6.703398058252428,23.55461165048544,7.1686216300943375,0.5887679611650483,378,11,89,4,8,121,67,103,0.066,0.807,0.126,0.7274,0,0,5,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,9,4,0,1,5,0,9,6,1,1,2,16,12,7,0,2,7,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,5,4,5,1,0,4,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,1,6,3,13,6,2,10,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,7,53,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015021111794348,0.0,0.17514725539702442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144998487371872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394572739038033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3578481841780475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18381519342481914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4816458100485474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21649397632900008,0.0,0.0,0.156602744844223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662005862201758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21970237834768308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359122303702106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006777560602701,0.16425960456351693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13081445413610499,0.0,0.0,0.12152144773268655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16057619957555408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17453619331675782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22723967782163385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499134388746544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16408125129381776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640071304055515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15446322796662354,0.0,0.0,0.1317275868524595,0.0,0.1508867620095328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16101988627760566,0.0,0.19112972170055345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,chikinbasuketto,2020/01/04,"I can't create or maintain relationships and I hate it I have some friends who have said that they'll be there to help me or hang out with me if I need to, but I'm too scared to even message them unless I have an ""excuse"" eg i need to return something she lent me. Something like ""hey let's grab dinner"" should be simple, but I get too anxious to ask. And in the end either they invite me, or I get depressed and beat myself up for not asking. Gradually we talk less and less, but I can't blame them. My romantic relationships were similar too. I did slowly get better with my last boyfriend, but after he dumped me, that broke me and just reset everything. My friendships are deteriorating because of how anxious i get and I'm trying to overcome it, but its hard. It terrifies me that I might very well end up dying alone with only a pet to love me.",3.4229427549194966,4.7302781279069785,4.731627906976744,84.70460644007156,72.95348837209302,7.1527728085867635,24.85867620751341,7.61054688173877,1.140731127012522,666,20,137,8,13,221,107,172,0.17,0.6729999999999999,0.157,-0.3419,0,1,2,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,4,2,8,10,2,1,3,0,14,2,0,1,0,30,27,17,1,4,13,0,2,1,1,3,0,1,1,0,8,11,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,0,3,3,30,5,18,18,4,10,0,2,0,1,20,4,0,6,6,100,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15911220975896645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34711167806981424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872427635089077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365016375923428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587142480016245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231951601746125,0.0,0.1594415426688606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27213750391701524,0.0,0.0,0.10146980271637614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807088273783175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869256213195672,0.0,0.32105702284856125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762045490215366,0.15167578094267736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297356704918068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522727214918938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570949729976362,0.0,0.07505484939993072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386552101219661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629749622946143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22782633561139634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684096793890307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298778188635977,0.0,0.0,0.14613534741797934,0.0,0.15380836437627568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365405811681324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348031549765474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043032840262492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675913627904614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381299642848689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jules0614,2020/01/04,"i feel like i have no friends honestly it’s literally 4am and i’m just overthinking and feeling like a complete loser so i’m just gonna rant. for some reason i feel like i have no friends. i started my freshman year of college this year and met a great group of friends (that consists of like 6 ppl) and we always hang out and stuff but i constantly get this underlying feeling and “impending doom” that they’re gonna not talk to me next year and that they secretly hate me right now. i have absolutely no evidence of them doing any of this to me, they’re such a great group of people, but i can’t get the feeling from my mind that i’m actually super annoying and they really dislike me and only talk to me bc they feel bad. also, i honestly think this group are my only friends i’ve made in the 4 months i’ve been in college (which is fine, bc again i love them), but i feel like such a loser bc so many other people i see have a huge group of friends and it makes me feel like there’s something wrong with me idk.",2.5248467274233657,3.921717314553991,4.03262082297708,88.46694283347144,75.38497652582159,7.453079259872964,25.674951670809172,8.124751697461798,1.388556144711406,800,28,177,13,17,266,106,213,0.16399999999999998,0.584,0.253,0.9596,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,5,3,10,25,2,0,7,0,9,1,0,3,0,34,32,16,0,0,6,0,8,6,5,2,0,0,0,0,13,13,0,0,11,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,3,9,28,18,17,27,1,16,1,3,1,1,20,6,0,1,15,102,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.103649261630731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493906730164967,0.08837831718393477,0.0,0.0,0.07222896654427399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868401316783486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136305647963217,0.11477928981520462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4296387541743584,0.3793954862216421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4103022529974509,0.0,0.1109845616686302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342019854163847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486405134087637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113439284217929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586202215372087,0.10050198265839153,0.07089847768092099,0.10768403330657436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724557123314564,0.0,0.08477877176932924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295948793191507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615606286582215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14727042902256016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804322381630372,0.1092053860480149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070592990819024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846385771168875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176850481221566,0.0,0.0,0.07517861220004038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158928910289088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17074111718372953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680574580794824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161280206228364,0.0,0.2051944449810713 socialanxiety,giant_roselily,2020/01/04,"Does anyone feel an overfocusing on the self in social situations? I personally feel my whole body and face go very stiff, making it hard to show emotions with ease. After a day of peopleing, I come home to find my whole body tense and rigid, even after the fact. Do you guys deal with it? If so, what helps?",3.41,5.252993333333336,4.233333333333333,86.08500000000002,74.0,7.466666666666668,20.333333333333336,8.238735603445708,0.7772333333333332,240,5,50,4,5,77,49,60,0.084,0.823,0.094,0.3856,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,0,1,4,3,1,1,13,6,4,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,3,5,0,2,3,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,9,6,2,7,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,3,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640170580355407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4333710165769598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680407388094025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258079102289808,0.20111483574344385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707123608173214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194342931348276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288458873455701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972726185885066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17829597023941496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086621141145923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19315595350620696,0.0,0.0,0.17474981870549428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307553603575596,0.0,0.19567717779642554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021477425081687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524116663899932,0.1703328773054118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20350685853779896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21927364697425594,0.0,0.19885546049072186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16095816642793054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4355908734204583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Tom2123,2020/01/04,Is this normal or indicative of social anxiety I frequently feel that I always have to choose my words carefully with people I socially interact with. Like Im always monitoring too much what Im saying in fear of saying “the wrong thing” or something that will make me socially rejected. Is that normal to a degree?,4.9965517241379285,7.398260724137932,6.634000000000004,68.16100000000002,71.06896551724137,10.846896551724136,28.84137931034483,10.793553405168565,4.10452,254,10,39,9,5,87,42,58,0.184,0.75,0.065,-0.8074,0,1,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,10,7,2,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,5,2,7,6,1,2,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,2,2,28,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30262690806761844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391144638766585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18540781032515688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046313831178089,0.0919486333757697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39285759685728505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884254023512192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138603546062067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368039681574728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35634804048484825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607163160884025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28922823829201955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5561183694602163,0.0,0.13999672418027873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208128091424209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19882401555553672,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Sad_Raisin,2020/01/04,"I know there is something wrong with me socially, but I don't know what. I know that something is off with my personality. I never fit in the new groups, I can easily recognize I don't contribute much to the conversation or that I'm the odd one out; the quiet one, that one no one wants to sit next to. Do i have a mental health problem or something?",3.6941666666666633,4.52062341666667,5.431555555555558,81.76899999999998,71.77777777777777,9.093333333333334,26.9,9.3871,2.0868466666666663,274,9,59,6,5,94,45,72,0.19399999999999998,0.763,0.043,-0.8725,0,0,3,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,0,7,1,0,0,1,12,12,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,4,0,1,9,0,8,12,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,3,44,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21257333600234954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32971745706965844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20153654673748855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14701103999003176,0.0,0.15423976860981747,0.1931455168682222,0.2126849482850176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5420565600874601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17461806507083774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19135740561979386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20385821157356235,0.0,0.4618716993780496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795557573922975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21865079696090906,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,domemoree,2020/01/04,"Acting/talking like a douche without meaning to... By “douche” I mean an arrogant, condescending, or otherwise dismissive attitude towards other people. Not necessarily the jersey shore type, just a general attitude that says “I only give a fuck about me.” It hurts to find out that I will mimic this attitude, especially when I’m anxious. I think part of it is fears of social anxiety, and the fact that when I have anxiety, I tend to internalize everything. The result is that I barely acknowledge the other person’s comments, and to them it’s like I’m not even listening or paying attention. The other people around me are interesting, have great stories to tell, and I love listening to what they have to say. I struggle a lot with positive and reaffirming responses to the info they are taking the time to share with me. I just don’t want to imply that what I have to say is more important. Is there anything I should do during conversations to show that I really do care about others? I just want them to know it’s not them, it’s me.",6.6219230769230775,7.2547330000000025,7.6910897435897425,68.86432692307693,65.15384615384616,11.62820512820513,33.17307692307692,11.374738998889045,4.136461538461538,825,33,142,25,12,280,107,195,0.126,0.727,0.147,0.6606,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,5,0,10,11,1,2,12,0,15,2,0,1,1,32,31,8,0,3,9,0,0,2,0,2,0,5,0,1,18,8,0,0,8,1,1,0,5,4,0,0,0,5,23,7,24,29,3,6,0,1,0,2,18,3,1,3,5,111,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454187236681004,0.18121195691532094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199962166411056,0.14279442976904438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16354355578885266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594596886105227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441616426913533,0.0,0.0,0.18050018476776453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660723520319344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14829180862195426,0.0,0.15387506201828902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17684704402063844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17171683632468973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815437572036605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673153045586244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637056805969067,0.14477174667487236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494560699896569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219952066483364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17370294950606593,0.0,0.2224092165400486,0.14005943136246365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275953020769037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826814073409432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635126650841027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676901007004007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060457364697448,0.12892743762628908,0.1402010125804772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278102692867233,0.0,0.0,0.0935334270591248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892220127094697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546246655432114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Ddon15,2020/01/04,"Confused I’ve always admired the people that can go to any spontaneous plan or party and mingle well with whoever is there. I want that. But anytime the situation presents itself, I tell myself, “That won’t be fun, that’s just not who I am, and I’m just gonna be awkward because I don’t know everyone there” Whenever I make that excuse and stay in, it is a huge relief, and I’m content with my decision at the time. Now I’m in bed alone wanting to do something with someone, but I know damn well if I got an invite, I would deny it. Just the thought of walking into a house or place with strangers looking at me scares me. I know I have to experience this uncomfortableness(is that a word?) to help ease my social anxiety but I’m taking no steps to achieve that. I’m honestly pretty happy with who I am and think I’m a like-able person, but once the SA hits with strangers I am not myself and I’m not happy with who I am. What tips do you guys have that help you grow or help you cope?",2.713420731707316,4.032603278048782,4.257606707317073,87.3581173780488,74.75609756097559,7.076219512195122,25.49542682926829,7.645422480735847,1.2082256097560973,772,26,166,10,16,258,114,205,0.087,0.68,0.233,0.9847,0,1,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,0,2,8,12,1,3,10,0,16,0,0,1,0,40,37,14,0,4,14,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,16,14,0,0,6,0,0,4,6,4,2,0,2,1,22,8,18,29,0,15,0,0,1,0,14,7,1,5,3,108,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16561522483794436,0.0,0.0,0.13305527180950724,0.0,0.0,0.1087421109870957,0.0,0.12232826830855932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747770426035368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15279780504259222,0.0,0.15641953921466414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087872245987667,0.0,0.12789207989849874,0.0,0.0,0.15833287767916862,0.0,0.34044753522172183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215464825430373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18451098372438565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636417946728039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781223878254076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13428144282617038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673903418054684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17029552876495413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085924459456352,0.13962445442445012,0.16706857702554898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268270844217025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600946079921933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17974194889894718,0.0,0.16300485038220913,0.13548851714508078,0.12310407099745108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17043937808628787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023001687742982,0.0,0.13976559593937415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246182403069952,0.0,0.12694814158061862,0.0932429440598129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18863435352156316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875508438547926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359320647738486,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DentalFlossFields,2020/01/04,"Always waiting for someone to text back It feels like every moment I spend waiting for a response. Someone will take an hour to respond to a text and I'll get back in a minute. I try to occupy myself with tv shows (currently the Mandalorian), practicing music (Jazz guitar) and so many other things but I'm always waiting. I have barely enough energy to wake up in the morning and I don't posess the ability to change. Breaking point was when a person I am tuning laughed when he told me I didn't need to tell him everything i did. What is this? I try to meditate to distract myself but I get dragged back.",1.9861346153846144,4.4643125749999975,3.645,85.37076923076923,81.58333333333334,6.35897435897436,24.23076923076923,7.61054688173877,1.4513846153846148,479,18,90,8,13,159,79,120,0.059000000000000004,0.87,0.07200000000000001,0.3484,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,8,0,8,1,1,0,0,11,18,8,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,3,1,4,1,0,2,1,0,0,4,1,13,2,15,13,1,13,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,9,61,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32958884873285466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4568673337452765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20951185862227936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20463978286742354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668666377960452,0.0,0.17799560538950324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014061343847164,0.1414877828664551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20694710576664865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19504049077413715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675778912578896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20079278320359206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468524200276995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17293062711033172,0.0,0.0,0.18722235483342375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356161975025032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890981885519075,0.0,0.17310543667924086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157638536403912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892463634398315,0.0,0.2689274641579231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sarahdtd,2020/01/04,"lowkey scared of hugs for the record, i'm not scared of hugs themselves, i'm just worried that people will judge my hugging skills, or rather my lack of skills. Like bro where the hell do I place my head? Where do I put my arms? currently i give off ron swanson energy during hugs, which is NOT a good energy to have lol https://preview.redd.it/zwq7dod3pp841.png?width=422&format=png&auto=webp&s=4765b4f3a13713129e3a9e63d07441b733ec26f1 i'm so embarrassed/uncomfortable every time i find myself in a situation where i have to hug someone that I actually opted out of my high school graduation because I didn't want to go through a line of hugs at the ceremony so yes this has impacted me quite a bit lol I want to get over this fear because hugs seem like such a wholesome action and seem to cheer people up when they're down. would like to be able to radiate that energy this decade please help",8.019982738780206,9.938364462025321,6.068780207134638,77.13565592635216,62.60759493670886,9.036593785960877,26.38895281933257,9.339509955726095,1.9878658227848096,747,19,130,13,11,215,101,158,0.125,0.59,0.285,0.982,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,3,9,16,1,3,8,3,10,9,2,0,0,14,20,5,0,5,5,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,1,0,15,12,21,16,2,18,1,0,0,7,3,12,1,3,6,75,22,2,0.14914901690692509,0.0,0.1455479254968128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4848086925145568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818397127106733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16283209720565925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566447948843612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16783410991525152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631949939066335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792420543521189,0.14307732762280154,0.08476482344864894,0.1250991190543512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15306992083892454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997144210636763,0.15758412521142698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218600027558636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068022974213258,0.0,0.15582897791768632,0.1637208319546263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499359572263515,0.0,0.15863833859589416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29864837036040665,0.15094676779579216,0.0,0.2715593266934907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16764974410222375,0.0,0.0,0.12637347801838372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696999118304967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17594390897896686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151468066534551,0.0,0.10595118231632894,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BitchAccount3,2020/01/04,"Observations on myself I’m a male teenager. So over the past two years I have gone through a mental rebuild. I was socially awkward, unable to defend myself (in an argument), nor did I have self value, and a cried... a lot. I hated all this things about me mainly for one reason - it made my life ineffective and more difficult than it should have been. I have become muchhhhh more social, and I am almost popular in my school (I could have a dated some popular girls, but every time we get close I fuck it up with what I think are intimacy problems). And I think people think I’m funny (atleast they laugh when I say jokes in class). Anyway, lately, I’ve been having this thing that I’ve been getting hella nervous in public. I would feel like I’m crying but no tears would come out. Then since I’m embarrassed, my eyes would feel like they’re burning, and they’d get a bit teary, but usually I will squint to make the tears go away. I hope to god it doesn’t look like I’m crying, hopefully, it looks like I’m just uncomfortable. I am simply unable to live in the moment. There are times in life that I had to get mentally heated and start yelling at an asshole that was verbally attacking me, and I was unable to do it. I froze. I have no problem in physical fights because my adrenaline takes over, and I’m a quite physically fit person, but I cannot USE my voice. I got that goddam feeling of crying without tears. And the eye burn thing. I HATE it. Also, I have this fear that everyone at my school hates me. Well, I will over analyze one small incident, then I will assume everyone hates me. Then the next day, I will over analyze another incident, and assume everyone loves me. Also, I hate myself. I think I’m a huge asshole. Well, that’s it I guess. Can anyone tell me their experience will the eye burning thing. I’ve looked at myself in the mirror when it’s happened before and my eyes didn’t look bloated like they do when I cry. Idk what the fuck it is. I seriously hate crying. Unless it’s over a death or something tragic and ya just gotta release, crying IS weakness.",2.883810868980362,4.812114157384986,4.369880952380953,84.16599710788273,75.70702179176754,7.3976055959106795,23.820890503093892,8.256446698504663,1.4619206887274685,1629,51,321,29,36,542,207,413,0.258,0.615,0.127,-0.9969,0,0,1,0,2,0,61.0,1,1,4,2,13,36,11,4,19,0,39,10,4,4,1,53,85,28,1,9,9,0,4,5,0,10,3,3,0,4,26,17,0,0,10,1,0,3,7,22,2,3,12,15,54,14,34,61,7,44,0,1,8,3,17,24,3,9,22,215,80,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807965495875817,0.0,0.0,0.10873914956130293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129081591187929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047538436935570375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734558997604643,0.06387648908505686,0.0,0.0,0.04144454560415003,0.07508684615832432,0.05785235029562578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422473537666584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05856520647917946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05428248215769156,0.0,0.522767491755242,0.043846309481127256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05728239638463276,0.19489489357652096,0.0,0.06650481538883504,0.0,0.07650483295012694,0.10312956002974187,0.09714055929676337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257066862406992,0.14208263916322092,0.0,0.0386388598912371,0.0,0.054375810119676064,0.0,0.07489589015891923,0.0,0.06012111684558361,0.0,0.0,0.402741451888002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350538449634264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766928551118251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960431559750976,0.16607627813471507,0.0,0.060034203223535525,0.0,0.22836948913511845,0.0,0.0,0.057800536559804015,0.06136136818646192,0.06433141115552404,0.045382180503791766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703080723362918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230547169169436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921401715935674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490175643630157,0.047133968255648584,0.05936405778897951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010970063096616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231306913650021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990246763719928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054066384436866816,0.0,0.13761394820647566,0.0,0.0,0.07092578427492892,0.0,0.0,0.05623995800572123,0.0,0.0,0.1386093775314894,0.0,0.052340094827053436,0.0,0.0,0.04812189852991599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05111813470858498,0.0,0.05942406685460424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18067148138964206,0.17425456501859204,0.0,0.0,0.07928810955643045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641390314765068,0.0,0.0,0.05871936629213252,0.07487861998014278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225784503317287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06553751854920688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488909628809482,0.0,0.0,0.0437817173941582 socialanxiety,skyvex1,2020/01/04,"Race Based Social Anxiety? My social anxiety is rooted in a lot of different things (such as believing I'm ugly, my low toned voice, my smile, etc.), but today I remembered one of them, being my anxiety of being a different race, mainly around upper class white people/hipsters. I believe it stems from internalized racism I got from my dad, who also has his own issues with internalized racism. I'm East Asian, my dad grew up here in NYC as one of the few asian kids in his class, his neighborhood, etc. However, the world of NYC that my dad grew up in is different than today's, as racism was open back then, and just about every other non-PC thing you could think of. My dad's a racist (and sexist himself, oh boy internalized sexism issues too but that's for another post), and growing up he told me a lot of things about how white people would never accept asians as equal, that we're different and that's that. Yes it is true that one cannot assimilate and shouldn't purposefully try to assimilate and erase their cultural heritage. But the way my dad put it made it sound like every well off white person was looking down at me because I'm just another asian who isn't sophisticated and is stealing their kids good schools, jobs, etc, etc. I go to school in a very white hipster, upper class neighborhood and only today has this paranoia of people looking down at me and judging me for my looks (my brain holds this irrational belief that I'm a stupid ugly asian person who people will assume I won't get cultural references and that I'll never be a part of their world aka thanks dad for instilling this belief in me), just really come out of nowhere and affected me. It was when I went to Barnes & Noble and bought a school required book and a self-help book on Perfectionism that triggered this comeback. (my social anxiety has been relatively on the low down for the past 2 years, it was horrific in middle school and 9th grade, never got treatment and I am still not being treated for any of my mental health struggles). I went to the register with $30 prepared in my hand so that I wouldn't have to awkwardly fish it out of my wallet when the total actually came out to $50 for 2 books. Idiot me left about $100 in a red envelope in my book bag from Christmas and my mind was telling me the whole time ""wow, white dude probably thinks you're from another neighborhood and just another awkward asian lmao you're so ugly right now btw, I bet he thinks all asians dress bad like you"". I was slightly dissociated/zoned out from my surroundings so I didn't hear his initial greeting asking ""Did you find what you were looking for?"" so I assumed he said if I had a membership so I nodded no. Which turned out to be very awkward....Anyway after grabbing 3 $20 bills I realized I overpaid him by $20, and that was another hit to my psyche. 3 awkward incidents with my brain mocking me for proving to myself I haven't changed and 'validating' all those irrational beliefs I hold. I went home today and obsessively examined every photo of myself I have from the start of high school and just felt disgusted by my appearance and physical differences. &#x200B; &#x200B; Anyway sorry this post is sort of disorganized, but I really don't know how to deal with this racial-based social anxiety, and idk where to find resources on dealing with this. Has anyone ever researched this, created specific methods on dealing with it, etc.? Is there even a name for this besides what I'm calling it? And has anyone else on this subreddit experienced racial social anxiety?",8.578839126559714,7.363601669117652,8.48048128342246,70.96337789661321,61.720588235294116,11.889483065953655,36.194295900178254,10.959497528513188,3.879848039215687,2845,106,515,62,33,924,314,680,0.157,0.765,0.078,-0.9956,6,0,1,0,0,0,90.0,0,4,4,1,31,22,4,5,21,1,41,4,3,6,9,96,75,44,0,5,11,6,3,2,0,5,1,4,1,5,41,39,0,3,18,4,4,11,13,13,1,3,23,18,68,9,88,40,16,77,3,2,10,0,48,44,0,8,21,340,109,18,0.0,0.0,0.05330103278765328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0436794236636955,0.0,0.1775415481000694,0.1327380384669816,0.03714332792558176,0.2863680435343097,0.25070392379411666,0.0,0.0,0.07638284962116706,0.055964426107696266,0.0,0.048623190200512034,0.05106212740405115,0.0,0.0,0.04199924446839294,0.0456052403965987,0.033295714989429,0.0,0.0,0.12307559103504775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194749153583953,0.055772909044848336,0.062470485069396176,0.0,0.0,0.05778049196800645,0.04705010984684462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043609455200789626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689318051194444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853302591880287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04562782310200088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045775011090687,0.03607585396181343,0.04940672408174135,0.13805857799608126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05244356072629635,0.0,0.0998429909848126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028536584184739963,0.0,0.03104168347610708,0.045812485637718885,0.0873688660195011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058058279090224776,0.06156046921844008,0.0,0.03661049166693322,0.057708803447644175,0.0547880994517933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140177332277001,0.054201710295259435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030017606321139367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059344558028600974,0.0,0.0,0.0533689376266189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18346745782062604,0.0,0.0,0.0928715788037785,0.0,0.051682562795129734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0550438982490067,0.0,0.05515041418233967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12637844004096774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103534304943503,0.04154080902180087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05914790630057435,0.05214076673095558,0.11359944840633425,0.09538378186778487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462131464608182,0.0,0.05888936811014996,0.0,0.0,0.05490797168623982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699816679163903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061873570802187625,0.04664499937583328,0.05195592492522957,0.0,0.0,0.2763907005892016,0.0,0.0,0.05698034962611074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783899703733575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061142379385462124,0.038660166129119405,0.0,0.04361943218720237,0.0,0.0,0.0571004602510495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04774010101115827,0.05028656116283496,0.0,0.0,0.1088608777713034,0.10499446153690596,0.0,0.0,0.03184923684598415,0.0,0.20709268494366093,0.052191546839472414,0.0,0.037083249809662176,0.059410643426688975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013408849351104,0.0,0.04335464431414742,0.0,0.0,0.04910974778595098,0.1518992683564971,0.0,0.06098104122822628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03880032932971582,0.0,0.1327380384669816,0.03517335183324214 socialanxiety,0jDizzle,2020/01/04,"Persistent SA Is it just me or does anyone feel like they’re seen as the weird one in every situation? I’ve done a lot to overcome my Social anxiety, I went to the gym for a long time, college, I even worked in a big supermarket for 7 months, on the checkouts! I constantly make the effort to speak to people, I don’t try too hard but I always end up being too tense to enjoy the conversation. And it takes a lot of conscious effort plus I need to be in a good mood to speak without seeming uneasy. I also find it easier to speak to complete strangers or when I have strict business with someone, but when it comes to regular conversation I can struggle a lot. I’ve also had people describe me as rude. I do not take rejection or social failure very well and it cripples me for weeks. In spite of all this I found great success in reading Sean Coopers social anxiety system guide, it helped and I was much worse previous to that. What successful experience do you guys have?1",4.389799107142856,5.714315286458337,5.5533630952380975,79.67437500000005,70.61458333333334,8.402380952380952,29.339285714285715,8.841846274778883,2.3689660714285714,773,30,146,14,14,257,124,192,0.134,0.684,0.183,0.9392,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,6,9,13,2,1,11,0,11,0,0,1,1,25,21,15,0,1,8,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,9,6,0,0,5,2,0,2,3,5,1,1,6,6,17,7,28,13,5,19,0,1,1,0,11,8,0,7,9,100,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21443109227849286,0.11155678823375872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20512601322911705,0.0,0.0,0.09374470003151696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548923497664555,0.14056960241624428,0.1448817915472095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173253586691942,0.13719992211073287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874602165943406,0.0,0.0,0.08855181823679494,0.0,0.11295956308874422,0.0,0.0,0.13114596043045,0.0,0.0,0.06778970374698037,0.0957794700371716,0.0,0.0,0.12253734033938105,0.0,0.0,0.14700058208037642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245136166315543,0.0,0.14781239405501348,0.0,0.13275015011043365,0.0,0.0,0.1201001793826664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986414034943066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654997171959619,0.0,0.0,0.11864752697627227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419439706528423,0.0,0.0,0.08949261213342148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701321082303224,0.0,0.09855670676347808,0.09941103520722364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084914548829434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858941942668147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410605056881358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205208273986864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070003809206595,0.0,0.4100017382520044,0.11359688052720787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015883262917225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016075627779569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817716068901757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102457284173457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062160066488096,0.0,0.0,0.10754268203695884,0.0,0.12054482380928715,0.12428401940759425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923847339642586,0.0,0.09760438887565012,0.0,0.1366285489043243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tuffgohsst,2020/01/04,"group chats My boyfriend keeps adding me into group chats with a bunch of his other friends so that I can meet them. The only time I really talk in them is when he asks me to. I've tried to tell him how uncomfortable it makes me feel to be in the group chats but he still wants me to participate in the group video chats and stuff. It feels like I'm in a room surrounded by 15+ people who are judging every comment I make. Even though it's online, I still feel like this. I don't know why. Does anyone else feel this way?",2.1937474747474752,3.6407736272727287,3.0148484848484856,95.2167171717172,76.36363636363637,6.343434343434343,18.585858585858585,6.937597516519254,-0.1859898989898996,409,7,97,4,9,129,77,110,0.017,0.9009999999999999,0.08199999999999999,0.775,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,7,3,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,3,0,14,16,6,0,1,1,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,1,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,14,3,12,15,1,12,0,0,0,0,21,7,0,0,6,55,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744664037821874,0.20140967212792493,0.0,0.0,0.1837668507278761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17202013953672807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420940104344525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983293894948947,0.0,0.16561909569201808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975677357386463,0.2808599604967444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186985448380874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472086212445656,0.0,0.0,0.10802998739898416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19206880114356745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624246250139876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495006972627396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627721065403978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259280740490533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31396285627317505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22502615459633504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15799589468289515,0.1718112515530486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931294848865846,0.0,0.11462181955247695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13345844324802006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594235386259932,0.15602848637689146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177374271062345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cryingperfectionist,2020/01/04,"Social situations on TV make me anxious too! Especially on reality shows. I just keep thinking: ""I could never do this, people are so damn scary, how can they do that, I'm such a loser, I'd rather die than go to situations like this"" etc. I compare myself to everyone and end up feeling absolutely terrible. And then they talk about facing their fears and how great it feels when they survive. Can't relate. Avoiding some situations is necessary for me atm because my social anxiety makes me suicidal. Anyway, TV shows are supposed to be fun and now my anxiety is ruining it too?! I'm so tired.",2.959791666666668,5.6510063482142865,5.012500000000003,75.7491666666667,79.26785714285714,8.376190476190478,28.083333333333336,9.075114841892004,2.9692833333333337,469,21,82,13,12,161,81,112,0.266,0.637,0.09699999999999999,-0.9728,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,4,2,13,9,1,2,1,0,10,2,1,4,1,18,19,10,2,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,3,4,1,1,2,6,0,0,0,2,13,3,9,17,2,9,0,2,0,0,7,3,1,1,6,58,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569320220925045,0.1897131311812987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023685858176879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407846200635706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742848553427373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487361596908762,0.0,0.1872863704552952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16046433732661025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18896796775445224,0.1698209348154109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543850431979768,0.0,0.0,0.1851434476643837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926392395803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204212874185017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22418919410379606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951798941642326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642153639207438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5662811591794125,0.0,0.3423670292948692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836881934431006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134975794664005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760278061441332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19301086258558472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sport5411,2020/01/04,"Feeling guilty for quitting new job after 2.5 months I am 27 and i gave my resignation letter for a job i started 2.5 months ago and now i am feeling really guilty. Since i started that job i never liked the day to day tasks , the systems were too manual and everything was very stressful. Now i am feeling really embarrassed and guilty being in the office these last 2 weeks because i feel like a failure I feel i let people down and i feel ashamed for qutting so early. I also feel really bad.for my manager since and the person who trained me since now they will have so much more work to do because i am leaving. How do i manage dealing with this embarrasment? Also, I am embarrased of telling people i am going abroad for a 5 month contract for a new position even though its not secured yet, because i do not like being the centre of attention. What should i do? I cant stip feeling guilty anf embarrassed about leaving, cant stop feeling bad for my manager, and dont know what to tell people of where i am going next.",7.670895522388061,6.509872930348263,8.041039800995026,73.21260447761195,63.47761194029851,10.826069651741292,37.015422885572136,9.888512548439397,3.6033816915422885,813,34,149,14,10,269,108,201,0.168,0.747,0.085,-0.9622,3,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,2,14,10,0,4,9,0,22,0,0,1,1,25,37,13,0,1,2,0,9,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,8,0,2,11,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,3,9,25,4,17,29,2,27,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,0,24,105,32,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215123211642026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16626807230883198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735987971431444,0.19011289125723785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340867826297195,0.10717466499070294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183633267629915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866233791577203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342946722162024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4730721146904754,0.074266598563791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816183547959798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094825823259991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057131815391711964,0.08473848422285636,0.0,0.22015000737606435,0.0,0.10630264208734833,0.0,0.15236379574286033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489314411365633,0.0,0.07642004465186365,0.0,0.08017772002058214,0.20080381751435344,0.11055899778562504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162112010370536,0.09077087224633117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057061469183994,0.0,0.0,0.19979173336287914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579818614197249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716199890637574,0.0,0.0,0.08691235228383397,0.11908190641165785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18172525874126055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021368079631983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577506229544092,0.0,0.0,0.08338769458854371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568162534078388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Asskisser123,2020/01/04,"I obsess and over-analyze every single damn conversation. I can't even talk with people anymore. I can't even talk with any of my buddies without choking up mid sentence then looking down to the ground in an embarassed manner, I panic to keep the conversation alive and for there not to be any awkward silence. Now I can't stop over-analyzing conversations even when watching movies and tv shows, someone says something then has to know exactly when to stop saying that thing then silence, wait for someone else to add something to what that person just said, then the other person says something else in relation to what he just said , so on so on, its driving me insane, whats the point of it all, just pointless blatter to pass the time and I do not get it, sort of reminds me of that Pulp Fiction scene when Mia says something along the lines of uncomfortable silence and why do we feel the need to yak about bullshit in order to feel comfortable. Just one big combination of words and facial expressions, and if you don't know how to do it you are screwed, it is the only damn way to freaking do anything, get your point across, express ideas, everything! And I can't freaking do it, why can't we be like other animals and communicate by sniffing each other or some shit. This problem is ruining my life, I can't even talk to my parents for godsake without nitpicking what words I should use and when the conversation is ready to end and we can stop using our vocal cords and do some other useless human bullshit. Although I do have good days when conversations just flow naturally, but then I always realize mid conversation, oh shit ain't I supposed to be panicking right now, and that usually ruins it and I become awkward and weird. I feel like the solution to a lot of life's problems is just simply being good at conversations, and having a good conversation with someone is amazing, I haven't had one in forever, any rare occasion I actually have a good conversation without stuttering I usually want to rush to get the hell away from that person before I can somehow ruin this good conversation. When I get this sort of anxiety I just come off as rude or weird, stuttering, obviously lacking in confidence. Sorry for ranting but I wanted to try to describe the thought process I experience every day, I hope you can understand what I mean.",8.334694664031623,7.869130993181816,8.337233201581029,69.36215415019764,61.79545454545455,11.197628458498022,39.130434782608695,10.568078804390687,4.2322450592885374,1887,88,323,39,23,614,216,440,0.166,0.727,0.107,-0.9686,1,0,4,0,0,0,38.0,4,4,0,0,25,33,7,4,16,0,35,6,3,3,3,80,59,37,0,9,17,1,3,2,0,1,2,6,0,4,25,26,0,5,10,2,0,5,14,23,0,2,4,11,37,10,57,50,7,49,1,4,2,1,35,20,6,10,24,232,62,0,0.0,0.0,0.07822977329843779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670395532993134,0.0,0.0,0.16354546832575886,0.0,0.06132623859146447,0.0,0.07950244109620604,0.0,0.0,0.06596921515331376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531794254546728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853628065472402,0.06821476975486324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905531158559197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339997910445203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13393565080028186,0.0,0.07100266554627277,0.0,0.0,0.21179371050640905,0.0,0.13508545324147292,0.0,0.07204740667939935,0.07841705040775296,0.0,0.0,0.12160196010016043,0.05727010961893779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16753225179539946,0.0,0.0,0.3361942703769584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962223567074074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049687113094823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125460609540271,0.0,0.0,0.08811350980082483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132462508073257,0.078329437036274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731866571013674,0.0,0.0,0.0681536752264446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087323517965988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059441557584733386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864417017304867,0.060969326529859535,0.0,0.09405671235995976,0.08901408382620786,0.0,0.0,0.05557652845151919,0.2099917555516746,0.0,0.0,0.15156424911324198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341473986903192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846073210653576,0.15251112467572558,0.25500267124792336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16457706631641633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20377140730589985,0.2468606719921016,0.0,0.08973849526157314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20106535261310726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933015056719651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05325826626440596,0.0,0.0,0.06364229729532836,0.04674503378040997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05442697962976814,0.0,0.0,0.08345490926249875,0.0,0.13847416851004432,0.17658151468026168,0.0,0.09456714732060507,0.06363148739804153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446734369591629,0.0,0.0,0.2318294787659085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SalientLeaf,2020/01/05,"Social anxiety? Panic attacks? Why does this happen and what is going on? Is this social anxiety? Are these panic attacks? Someone please provide insight on what I am experiencing. Have worked in my profession for 2 years now but the last two months have become crippling and debilitating to the point where going to work is terrifying. However, in general, this has been happening to me. Like if I was to run into someone I knew enough to say hi to in the grocery store, this would straight up happen during a convo and I can’t figure out how to avoid it. I am so terrified to talk to people I do not know so I don’t and then get super nervous to talk to people I barely know since I typically avoid them. This is what happens to me during small/friendly talk with people in my office or sometimes in public when facing strangers/people I know. It also occurs during important meetings or arrangements when the spotlight is on me. This very strange sensation onsets and eventually dissipates when the “threat” is gone. It HAS to be a panic attack but people have told me they do not think it is that. It is not as severe when I have been drinking but I would rather not become an alcoholic. My mind and body essentially shut down during small/friendly talk with co-workers or meeting new people (sober). Its this sensation that strikes me at once and my adrenaline skyrockets, mind and thought processes become completely blank, all memory dissolved, head becomes completely lightheaded, eye contact is literally impossible to make, vision blurs (tunnel vision), all of my senses shut down, body tingling, and body temperature increases. It feels like I am on acid, my body and mind go into complete shock and panic mode. During the episode, if it has carried on long enough, sometimes it has gotten so bad (like in front of my VP’s - notably, extremely important people to my profession) that I feel like I am on the verge of fainting (although I have never fainted) and I have no choice but to close my eyes, tuck my head in my hands, and let out this moderately volumed, uncontrollable sigh. Literally has happened in front of fucking executives at my company. It is like a social defense mechanism my body automates. I always play it off as an unexpected sharp pain in my head and tell them how I get very frequent migraines and not to worry (usually works and they walk away). Found this video/article that seems to portray exactly what happens to me. https://www.abc.net.au/news/2019-08-16/dr-benjamin-habib-on-news-breakfast-in-2016./11414128. Please read/watch; I can literally feel every sensation he is experiencing in this video. I would also like to mention how I always feel “out of it.” After reading Reddit today, I learned this is called “Brain Fog.” This has also heavily worsened and I can no longer focus at work. I am constantly just thinking about ways to fight my anxiety on a minute-by-minute basis; constantly worrying about what I would do in a plausible social situation at work that I could incur at any point throughout the day. I am having trouble learning/retaining new info because of the brain fog. What is going on with me? Why does my body seize up? Why do I constantly feel groggy and anxiety ridden? I am fit, exercise regularly, and eat super healthy (in attempt to combat my anxiety) but always feel shitty. How is it all of a sudden just worse after 20+ years of social interaction? Why is it like I was born yesterday and am straight dumb during conversations? I have my damn masters in engineering, why won’t my mind let me use it effectively in these situations? Hoping its because I have PMO’d since I was 12. I have given up fapping and am 6 days clean. Hope this proves to be effective.",5.808629178543665,7.652713977973572,6.390627969249376,73.0280202124903,67.81057268722465,9.276565604215255,32.29567245400363,9.676927794278756,3.3797703550142524,2973,129,487,67,51,968,314,681,0.155,0.733,0.11199999999999999,-0.9889,1,2,2,0,1,0,107.0,0,0,4,11,21,34,9,8,17,0,64,25,15,8,6,97,100,49,0,10,18,0,8,7,0,5,7,1,1,0,42,30,3,3,22,5,1,11,11,21,1,1,12,14,66,12,80,78,6,88,0,0,2,1,27,49,3,9,34,335,108,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051521679639223945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566022478961155,0.12034339858854272,0.0,0.0,0.032784358529877614,0.0,0.1844020577751516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16453702938096554,0.04529475119221768,0.0,0.04025322003992005,0.058776567350620014,0.21297601438431332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213017232751582,0.0,0.10763629721979363,0.04922765806133467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516413654502456,0.1562931979706434,0.0,0.03849165097591159,0.0,0.0,0.062182743826139225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084377548131418,0.0,0.0,0.04722730989731009,0.0,0.04933072320230249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962734702693546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04061888699738984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462581249852323,0.06888226837515843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052859623999982674,0.07449363772712794,0.044569239465312535,0.050375324957686714,0.0,0.1095950995549608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557909241341829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14843167717480174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576653934478364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948463609502003,0.039297471035577784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859569796992412,0.0,0.16487031968577195,0.0,0.0,0.0426642097312537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0321804564390255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947128652820359,0.0,0.038480650940847454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037182416691820375,0.09312276794863067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05134192835127023,0.0,0.0,0.0512986909380352,0.2262555370112803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339585310330792,0.0,0.0,0.10583990001558996,0.09114780251830902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644581414397617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03833841630947698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043888446635650974,0.0,0.05446342031154603,0.0,0.0797593900797482,0.10837980690408534,0.0,0.2457194093681688,0.08169611721613376,0.0,0.095361570106286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15499703981260946,0.042137543273941085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06178186434225669,0.0,0.03827324438068482,0.0,0.0,0.04569731100637255,0.046066587981625086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04709402883385168,0.0,0.0,0.04163784084665725,0.05309635063224871,0.0795563682084553,0.0,0.038266743517922586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21750950403459468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105841170299839,0.09791890760739934,0.04912996683779753,0.13698760761247067,0.0,0.0,0.06209113946434176 socialanxiety,allofthisisbullshit,2020/01/05,"Some of my favorite hobbies are rife with people who have anxiety disorders (including me), and it makes me not want to go because sometimes their anxieties make me anxious. Does this make sense? How do you deal with it? Like... it's exhausting. I usually think, hey - this is great. Everyone there understands my anxiety and nobody will be weird because we all know we all have these anxieties... but then it's not that way at all. Everyone is trying too hard, maybe? I don't know. Agh.",2.9043333333333337,5.672426322222222,3.7844444444444463,83.96000000000005,80.22222222222223,8.488888888888889,27.88888888888889,9.120678840339163,2.9013555555555564,379,17,70,11,10,121,66,90,0.13,0.821,0.05,-0.3184,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,1,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,4,3,22,18,5,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,1,11,2,5,16,4,5,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,3,47,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5300097813902912,0.19567396536517803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111700649401025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17856822451401366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985095754071,0.0,0.1515741146646786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33101233413713804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843720607262524,0.0,0.0,0.1909607012455524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15515894063724303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903794490730694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461991301264637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468499122529722,0.0,0.1740091400976801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007953027760272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17130558877322838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098368698063586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759579683125315,0.0,0.0,0.18031400274204926,0.0,0.0,0.19076241292230106,0.0,0.10216164041135524,0.13748320254093094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ThrownawayPoptarts,2020/01/05,"Being social sucks I hate it. I hate trying to get to know people. I hate calling or texting people. I hate trying to figure out a time and place to meet someone so you can have trivial, dumb conversations that lead to nothing but them ghosting you. I feel like everyone locks themselves behind walls and gates and you have to break through all these obstacles just to get to know them. And in the meantime, they don’t really need you. They have their group of friends and they’re just fine. They got theirs. They don’t care what happens to you. Doesn’t matter how lonely you are. How awful you feel every day for just being what your body tells you to be. They don’t care. As long as they have theirs, nothing else matters. I am sick of trying. I put myself out there. I go to meetups. Try to go on dates. Even though it’s like jumping off a cliff every time, I try anyways. But I never get anywhere. I’m still anxious. I can’t talk to anyone without feeling like I’m going to die. Why am I like this? Other people do not make it easy. There’s a reason why we all get social anxiety. It’s because other people suck. They say and do horrible things. And we’ve all been burned just one time too many to the point that we can’t trust anyone. I’m left alone with my thoughts. All I can really think of is wanting to die. To end this misery. It doesn’t get better. It just gets worse.",0.9133052949423082,3.3023240747330966,2.17646069233258,94.62486142564434,85.83274021352314,4.402501887199397,18.479564326539414,5.760197766056111,-0.3068182680901539,1079,28,226,7,33,344,149,281,0.221,0.664,0.115,-0.9854,0,3,0,0,0,0,36.0,2,9,12,2,15,18,7,0,5,1,23,2,1,5,5,44,55,16,3,2,10,0,3,4,1,0,1,1,1,0,16,12,0,0,9,0,0,6,10,8,0,1,3,4,38,10,32,49,4,25,0,1,0,0,33,9,3,1,13,146,54,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663903269845914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138042732837123,0.10541157356126614,0.0,0.1304863608994437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056879740727971924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252341592100343,0.0,0.10364424429167683,0.0,0.0,0.09527798418273692,0.0,0.19026761649689056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060175993699764514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936781153226424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794692947268303,0.0,0.0826432653388231,0.0,0.0,0.0616291081461866,0.0,0.15723216684554833,0.08915987097329195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153810954786164,0.13331862483773513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208959268625625,0.0,0.2924977301503124,0.0,0.15908739984481293,0.0,0.07462699702445047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251202875078628,0.0,0.0,0.3684896533405781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255936329121122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137950409998976,0.0,0.0,0.1823424627519282,0.0,0.0,0.08257471632874891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062283869278740925,0.09459974985724033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918676049459849,0.07196494509296479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790632424082793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06322797118987065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587523018800614,0.0,0.09748708606865944,0.0,0.08820629731979597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380039426706133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955109322803505,0.09593624872680966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420233191216115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19023167805384808,0.07905963507558719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451595480971446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499750185778215,0.08155537638113472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061989743575282474,0.05978805132520594,0.09167471680605777,0.07407619448768969,0.16322607891962998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167503138457714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05503552428788076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16839206170793164,0.0,0.0,0.08994566133354495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950889070822304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hummus_wolf,2020/01/05,"Taking Action is severely underrated! Hello Friends, who are trying to work on your social skill. One of the common things people suggest when it comes to improving social skills is books on overcoming shyness/anxiety, or links to youtube videos. While these are great resources to learn a skill, one can only internalize it by taking action. And massive amounts of action. Improving upon your social skills is 'simple', but not always 'easy'. The internet is filled with watered down BS articles on how you should 'just be yourself' and 'love yourself', but hardly ever telling you the exact steps that you need to 'execute' to achieve that state.Not everyone tells you the beautiful and painful process of actually realizing what you read/learn from self-help. And execution is where most ideas fail. We don't wanna leave our comfort zone. Who wants to leave their cozy couch, and go out among lots of people and actively try to engage. Who wants to feel that crippling fear that you get when you are in front of someone, your mind goes numb not knowing what to say, and you smiling sheepishly creating an awkward vibe. And that os OKAY! What we fail to realize is all that awkwardness and fear we face each time is training our social muscles. We become stronger each time. Think to yourself, what is the biggest problem you are facing right now with your social skills? And what would you become if you overcome that? Then go out and win it my friend. Love to hear from y'all!",6.463984962406016,8.169368406015039,5.706842105263162,79.08289473684212,66.06766917293233,8.607518796992482,31.669172932330827,8.99025400887824,2.7537323308270683,1180,47,200,20,19,357,160,266,0.10800000000000001,0.705,0.188,0.9779,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,6,16,1,10,7,18,0,4,7,1,17,7,2,1,3,51,32,20,0,8,7,0,2,0,2,2,2,2,1,0,20,22,1,0,8,2,0,9,3,9,0,2,0,4,24,9,33,29,6,30,0,2,0,2,41,12,0,4,9,134,44,6,0.0,0.0,0.10659403726349856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088923053549784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835616810074446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412748804289244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940931329088242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988060064205071,0.0,0.10437523248020524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458312656168252,0.055230650768483526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16878373451853113,0.0,0.05706887013014405,0.0,0.12415738277928283,0.0,0.0,0.12042794501325088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784983114064344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311166607167287,0.0,0.07321546898588527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330889438682492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0600306913283253,0.0,0.0,0.2313204481270212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286458454912956,0.1971711095832528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029252149522037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099365928130581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803597448388736,0.08307536108102258,0.11622985393933093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15145452415251792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451964647771828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926090594158497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932829729853786,0.0,0.08686515087292097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395211675410084,0.12340032995176935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5567380090735469,0.09255136532539923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16425675694991435,0.0,0.19094602261911026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256845289734189,0.06999103619694713,0.0,0.0,0.1273873529880732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14832182812706773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885495637243058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952172110948952,0.0,0.0,0.0775948144735722,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TryinToWave,2020/01/05,"Not quite sure... Hey there, I’m not quite sure if I have actually social anxiety so I’ll just like write as I think. I just wanted someone to finally tell me if it was true or not. Actually, I think I’m in denial and I can’t see a therapist because I’m too scared of going and him telling me that I’m not in fact and so I’ll just look dumb and I’ll have to face THAT look, yknow THAT look like a mix of « you’re wasting my time » and « what an idiot » and you just want to dissapear. Well yeah said like this it might seem that I have serious problems but actually I do have friends. Well I have a group of 5 friends and I’m friendly with everyone. Well actually I’m not really talking to people I just answer when I got questions asked and laugh when someone make a joke but still, I’m mean it’s more like introvert than social anxiety. And actually as I think about my friends even though we have conversations it’s like really shallow and I never threw a party with them neither they went to my place so... but I don’t get anxious around them. Actually that’s my whole point. Around people I know I’m not anxious. Sometimes I get nervous when too much people are talking to me but it’s not as bad as I can get around strangers. Actually it’s kind of a funny story afterward, it was last tuesday, I was at the supermarket with my mom and it’s actually a new, REALLY big one I never went to and there was so much peoples and the aisles were so narrow, when my mom left me like 5minutes for getting something at the other end of the store, there was so much people asking me to move the cart at one point I just started to sob and shake and people were asking me what’s wrong and I couldn’t tell them why so it just get worse and when my mom finally got there i couldn’t tell her because like it’s kinda shameful so I told her it’s nothing to worry about and we just went on. Anyway it’s not that important, the thing is, I didn’t always was like that but like around 5 months ago I started worrying about what people may think of me and everything and it just got worse and worse but I mean it’s not like that bad. I saw Dear Evan Hansen last week and even though I relate with him like, I don’t think I’m like THAT over the top and I might just be rly introvert. Anyway pls answer what you think and maybe I’m delusional, maybe I’m overthinking idk I just want advices. And if you have any questions just ask I didn’t mentionned a lot of things.",1.3257015931372536,3.3933394531250016,3.0292003676470607,91.22566482843142,81.2265625,6.281311274509804,21.56265318627451,7.436932879493709,0.6734006127450982,1928,59,426,29,51,638,195,512,0.10800000000000001,0.7120000000000001,0.18,0.9916,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,2,3,4,3,48,38,2,4,16,1,30,1,1,1,6,99,81,54,0,9,31,3,0,12,4,3,0,1,0,0,31,35,0,0,14,1,1,7,19,12,3,2,20,6,58,26,41,55,7,47,0,1,5,0,41,18,2,12,34,272,89,0,0.0,0.0,0.4154958089060216,0.0,0.0,0.052007903885477984,0.04717807494437108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04428495173332301,0.0,0.0,0.03619277215364791,0.0,0.08142933961190782,0.1202513790378258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18951538729501766,0.19902147126052586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888762621374931,0.06488725128343915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0471388780635477,0.0,0.0,0.07030523303157894,0.0,0.0,0.050855883643277006,0.04783248476835982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660415747684146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16447668205539212,0.0,0.13903144213558094,0.0,0.030247278315162014,0.0,0.12769944042851408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05542250321407989,0.029249408893990005,0.08676603595028794,0.0,0.0,0.0578258381045282,0.0,0.0,0.3120188589680139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407917927712704,0.0,0.0,0.04524742502784322,0.0,0.0,0.03552608560684836,0.0,0.106937266911728,0.11594867978008774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129202225263266,0.0,0.18699882278576052,0.04248127748349596,0.05656654305310275,0.1173728395497615,0.0,0.08209614558861239,0.05140212091705668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051067926194236016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721291834707959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25828194257226506,0.0,0.055605642445523434,0.0,0.1006239498584195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05092624805137906,0.0,0.0,0.11924159833174093,0.11321625607754154,0.0,0.0,0.10228609160593256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05062629166181312,0.0,0.05328448765149161,0.0,0.04241102820047634,0.04845129264353431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850621449721276,0.09018962361415707,0.04097288118055725,0.052637900112115055,0.0,0.07534158419712897,0.0,0.04250314279285691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032217451168593,0.0,0.0,0.08555562466343929,0.1860734290638471,0.0,0.0,0.06179482204899281,0.07071663859373452,0.20461497857239552,0.10458065226038332,0.0,0.031034165133069926,0.0,0.0,0.050855883643277006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417511002016662,0.0,0.042691462874489744,0.0,0.14355885792203418,0.14801192884351416,0.04802455972169014,0.05942044114322141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809901036614654,0.16271323662375664,0.0,0.05818988131970771,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,unforbyed,2020/01/05,"Tomorrow is my first day of college I've been planning on arriving a bit late to avoid introductions, but that'll be no use and it'll be more awkward, so far, I'm contemplating sitting right in the middle to think what I'll say about myself. I have some things in mind to say about me but I don't know if i'll screw it up during it. Any advice will be appreciated Sorry for any grammar mistakes. (English is my 2nd language)",4.064482758620688,4.934668494252879,5.527068965517241,81.26232758620691,70.95402298850577,8.098850574712644,29.44252873563219,8.344100000000001,2.006066666666667,337,13,69,5,6,114,66,87,0.149,0.8,0.051,-0.6798,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,1,2,2,0,11,1,0,1,0,11,15,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,6,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,2,6,0,11,8,3,12,0,0,0,1,2,7,1,2,4,43,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626701467120249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655890763237674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934621015561933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17335501515118829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286427945358191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772651753745547,0.0,0.30322029874876755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714133345858369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229555389747249,0.0,0.4275241863745588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009017669142843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17858006616936714,0.17223743067796912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321585728354693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Johnafc1903,2020/01/05,"Anyone ever felt the same? Does anyone agree with me in that music can tell alot about someone’s personality and feeling?.. from someone who has battled a bit with my head for most my young adult life i feel like my music taste has influenced me alot. From most my life I’ve basically listened to a whole mix of music , going through many variation of stuff. Then from start of 2019 i liked 80s hip hop I discovered BMTH whom I’ve listened to religiously till about now hahahah. And now as i still enjoy most of the above i really enjoying listening to DJs & techno. I’d say that’s quite coincidental from the year I’ve just had and from how I’m feeling now. Just wondered if anyone has had a similar experience?",4.868273381294962,6.224535,5.9604964028776966,77.08621223021585,69.50359712230215,9.301007194244605,29.007913669064752,9.642632912329526,2.6775692086330936,571,21,108,13,10,190,88,139,0.016,0.861,0.12300000000000001,0.9265,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,10,5,1,0,8,0,6,5,2,2,1,22,17,8,0,1,3,0,4,2,0,0,2,4,0,2,5,5,1,0,5,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,9,11,4,21,14,8,12,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,7,12,69,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19698934446028216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.381374018428662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19848770400093008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910177138622747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445612240532997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17784351866730155,0.0,0.0,0.2757833959400646,0.12988396982714087,0.1745645922183791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332591347218603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18658788813945404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568333240631979,0.17764481863733228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843251994395776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874809752999572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933756313084372,0.0,0.0,0.11647112775526285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445813508939635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30809136440464896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128684933707039,0.0,0.14519243710959906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208127140815764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589085704719961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20298260544539606,0.0,0.0,0.19716347340873294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707866008123186 socialanxiety,i_am_meee,2020/01/05,Has anyone faced the sack for their social anxiety? I don’t know if my problem is introversion or social anxiety. I don’t FEEL nervous but I am very passive at work and I don’t speak a lot. I just want to get on with the day and get the job done. I work as a courier for a large company in the uk and my probation hasn’t been extended because I need to take more “control” be more “assertive” and be more “confident”. This fucking sucks cause I know in my personal life and with close relations I don’t have these issues. Can they really sack me for this? I’m not sure if I will get sacked because I hear it’s hard to ever get sacked for this company. I’ve also been hitting all my targets etc so I don’t get it. I don’t want to get sacked for simply being who I am. Anyone else gone through something similar?,1.8021960784313718,3.5169391411764717,3.822941176470589,87.83990196078432,78.17647058823529,7.356862745098039,25.450980392156865,8.238735603445708,1.5816392156862749,634,24,137,12,15,216,97,170,0.092,0.843,0.066,-0.2717,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,3,4,5,2,1,7,0,20,3,1,2,3,27,39,12,0,6,6,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,7,8,0,1,3,0,0,1,8,4,0,0,4,4,21,1,17,30,6,8,0,0,0,1,8,5,2,4,2,92,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980515305633475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292125936553369,0.0,0.0,0.20950503056543066,0.15350080365449645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826488490847066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538988991362429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16802766924889642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661679054019873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15331039443147207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514927789457225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16708074913642626,0.0,0.13551415389999516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574979679255363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849941668691454,0.4696256794431114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420274289650455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884978826002697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15636552448189125,0.1486659770933726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16466627157802755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581713254179076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273653906108886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108421042804774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308106612594805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335051047478525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959738445774102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30543033961915417,0.0,0.1153331269747164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119668617332226,0.0,0.1126404975103059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236111578611967,0.176726810658816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21813084332061905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Express_Exit,2020/01/05,"At a corporate job do you usually have to eat lunch with other workers? Just wondering. I would much rather eat alone or go out to eat (or pretend to go out to eat, and bring my brown bag and turkey sandwich with me).",3.8869696969696967,4.632221636363635,4.879999999999999,86.19833333333334,71.27272727272728,8.593939393939394,28.303030303030305,8.841846274778883,1.989766666666667,168,6,36,3,3,55,33,44,0.078,0.922,0.0,-0.34,1,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,0,12,7,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,9,6,1,7,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,3,1,25,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21348443427235292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8436736771240592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23429238067605376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045483092365886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15152637160876628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270187343294757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22353491982302515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14642603930729342,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sard0niscorn,2020/01/05,"Damnit Girl I saw a year ago started talking to me again and now she is heading back to university and I sort of avoided seeing her through her Christmas break due to low self esteem and not wanting her to see me, now she has invited me to come over to her in the town she is currently in, and in a spur of the moment of thing I sort of accepted - I really do want to see her and stuff but low self esteem and anxiety is genuinely eating at me and I don't know what to do",4.1478547854785495,3.865151326732676,5.812623762376242,83.3709488448845,70.38613861386139,9.505610561056104,29.704620462046204,9.2995712137729,2.2628006600660067,368,13,83,7,6,127,58,101,0.10400000000000001,0.8690000000000001,0.027000000000000003,-0.7652,1,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,4,0,7,2,1,0,0,17,16,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,8,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,4,17,1,18,15,0,20,0,2,4,0,12,8,0,2,10,62,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196790329751091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16983001757210145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17070492519151095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19123404678630185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22716225863669365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22783688576106104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200584335117193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221940820191234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5307177264754217,0.0,0.4631905379931974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713332109888872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541378225492157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17843584768381476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474874784967263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618836677427855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429612477421321 socialanxiety,rosyemily1,2020/01/05,"i hate lunch last year was the absolute worst for me with social anxiety, to the point where i had no friends. i began to go to therapy and slowly build up my confidence and thankfully through that am slowly building relationships! but there’s just one problem: i can’t sit with them at lunch. like for some reason my brain refuses to let me sit there, i go into a complete panic attack everytime they ask me. it’s gotten so bad that i leave school if the one girl i sit with everyday is not in. has anyone ever experienced similar? or what advice would you give to someone in my situation",5.9928944099378825,6.377797382608701,7.0293167701863375,73.92695652173911,66.47826086956522,10.745341614906833,32.08074534161491,10.608840637214634,3.447248447204969,469,18,87,12,7,158,85,115,0.22,0.708,0.073,-0.9632,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,2,0,6,9,2,1,4,0,8,3,1,1,1,17,16,6,0,3,5,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,6,2,1,1,0,0,2,3,6,0,2,4,1,16,3,16,10,2,17,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,3,6,65,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806397503310726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141480888663935,0.0,0.0,0.12925604734768506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728159865767186,0.2103010928530972,0.0,0.0,0.15434755684662954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20636112449410154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938186497951431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16721339669510998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281976662236415,0.0,0.0,0.1773313149257855,0.21011655517118394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18250764199036248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068281838266245,0.0,0.1957364701683066,0.0,0.18902841911968693,0.0,0.09031160742201834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505272606725237,0.0,0.0,0.2168894148473112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747492575337832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17688282061042807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19006339394119254,0.0,0.19846683000917734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18708476920671255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207786586893736,0.0,0.18843804529506647,0.1566284148654553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701911401015453,0.21139965622349932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131683957383344,0.0,0.0,0.11904160299027255 socialanxiety,bhtdvn,2020/01/05,Hny! Anyone elses new year starting off shitty asf? lol,1.7940000000000005,4.1530844000000045,1.6999999999999993,91.78000000000004,105.0,2.0,15.0,3.1291,-1.031,44,1,7,0,2,13,10,10,0.265,0.545,0.191,-0.2714,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459524230298035,0.506947015238474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4133141415383415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4778488206374392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35019845982277314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186135723697285 socialanxiety,lemoncakes101,2020/01/05,"Does anyone else lose the ability to speak when anxious?? To me this anxiety symptom seems to affect me a lot more than others and it really sucks because sometimes i wanna approach someone or just you know, speak normally to someone but then my voice will just crack or i’ll feel that lump in my throat and that’s when i know that my anxiety has gotten really really bad. along with other symptoms like tension and sweating/cold sweat this one is really hard to control for me.",4.184423076923076,6.474409131868132,4.92537087912088,80.01025412087913,73.06593406593407,8.066483516483517,27.85851648351648,8.841846274778883,2.4942626373626373,385,15,66,8,8,124,66,91,0.2,0.7509999999999999,0.049,-0.9194,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,2,4,5,1,1,2,0,3,5,2,2,0,19,9,9,0,2,5,0,2,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,8,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,1,5,9,1,11,7,2,5,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,4,4,47,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774435396606332,0.20485839875611625,0.0,0.12679455419492575,0.18580046422184776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140823244271098,0.11054092272347077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033840749057573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15868861432399767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514832064474303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168907962492498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244170282091824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199315371466996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859175440279354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028689308004071,0.0,0.15416563391136928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17767106839247102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287816695029675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4646746974895317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508175304162226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072913096855422,0.0,0.1793462331514772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37695568720850336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,EhManana,2020/01/05,"How to not fuck up a friendship? Yay me for having an anxious, depressed brain! Finding and making friends is def tough, I still yearn to make some don't get me wrong, but I feel like every time I do and try I fuck up royally. I started a new job a few months ago and I started talking to someone with similar interests to me, we've hung out and chilled after work and shoot the shit but I still feel like I'm fucking up or that people are being ""nice"" because they either feel bad for me or they can't bear to tell me how much they hate me idfk. I should also mention said friend is also an anxious sad boi like me so maybe that's part of it, I really just want a person to chill n relax n just talk with, ya know? My brain is just constantly though like ""you've fucked up/they hate you stop trying"" etc etc",2.5631674208144797,3.7266753529411782,3.739411764705881,91.54427601809955,74.88235294117645,6.407239819004525,23.665158371040725,6.67199483983844,0.5609321266968319,630,18,140,5,13,205,108,170,0.195,0.594,0.21100000000000002,0.3168,1,0,0,1,0,0,16.0,0,2,3,1,11,23,7,0,7,1,10,7,3,4,0,31,28,15,0,3,9,0,3,4,2,1,0,1,0,1,3,8,0,1,5,1,0,0,3,13,0,0,1,4,22,10,16,25,7,15,0,3,0,4,13,4,5,3,15,86,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112178824787096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824536082073662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25774757664266096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952489749817796,0.06953987516454607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546938349491575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327599207023755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825378041349238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544505370949807,0.0,0.0,0.09611423254003612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17304126817413304,0.1629923134260323,0.0,0.0,0.10426370377303973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17627018730765506,0.4218469350356031,0.059600176853370164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252535275721564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132031604917901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06269337051248944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22292774078573224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15229367922482734,0.0,0.114605011683971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105464246369524,0.0,0.08385923221748882,0.0,0.0,0.11017563546191776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235335544436298,0.0,0.07908616732859702,0.0996070558315679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308022146780091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851271806315256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170977188374018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665650868565287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614876345087119,0.0,0.1822030174158729,0.09537292428892197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18338047431634055,0.09970774514716912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207942020915884,0.0,0.06651882847564525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549006869669753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06728517816032302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304893072180385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472456461859704,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,701921225,2020/01/05,"Looking For Entry Level Jobs Where You Work Alone Hi all, I'm looking for entry level jobs where you work alone, or at least don't have to deal with the public/customers in any way. I'm not interested in doing stocking in a store, as I know that is a very common first suggestion. I have a high school diploma, but no degree as I haven't been to college. This would also be my first job, so I have no experience either. Any help would be GREATLY appreciated!",3.6230590062111774,5.0200139456521775,5.055279503105592,82.2276086956522,72.58695652173913,6.9962732919254655,25.099378881987576,7.447530270364453,1.1909639751552796,361,11,71,4,7,121,62,92,0.113,0.784,0.10300000000000001,0.5577,3,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,4,4,2,0,0,4,0,12,0,0,0,1,9,17,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,1,2,7,2,11,12,3,13,0,0,2,0,6,9,0,1,3,50,9,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36094506781518,0.0,0.13934927191555885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369946885197869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17964617411944428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17045190514550082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964373466417345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921134595995127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167974513019514,0.1841068189329433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5187547064065429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576434931249618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926556090156493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17635234012187015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377615994945872,0.0,0.13831313723023902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25371508172742896,0.0,0.0,0.24756726113461544,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sayabaya,2020/01/05,"I went to my first bar...alone! I'm so freaking proud of myself. This year I made a goal to overcome my social anxiety. I've heard to do that you need to really expose yourself to new situations and people, but until now I really havent done that. So I went to a local bar all alone because I literally dont have friends and a bar isnt really my boyfriends scene. I've never been to a bar before and going alone was racking my anxiety all damn day. Finally I go, and I had such a great time. I met two new people, but didnt give my self any expectations like I usually do, and just went with the flow. I'm so happy.",3.0338846480067865,3.62120560305344,5.39964376590331,82.27485156912641,73.12213740458014,8.87565733672604,25.242578456318913,9.150863307647796,1.800902629346904,478,14,105,10,9,170,76,131,0.145,0.722,0.133,0.6069,0,3,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,3,6,7,1,0,6,0,11,3,0,1,3,15,23,11,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,6,3,0,0,3,0,6,5,2,0,2,11,1,16,5,10,12,2,18,0,0,0,0,7,1,1,0,12,64,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4432198690408583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700530096812816,0.0,0.2182501401980308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695669004053005,0.0,0.12138265287843228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199594029545233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597808324963785,0.16718199612049464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626353988797662,0.0,0.1213360274391716,0.0,0.0,0.11020922891239698,0.0,0.0,0.13684063447371528,0.16213990594435815,0.0,0.0,0.1572695496669169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15185108748697915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969044167490736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497666576324208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577143303113827,0.11001866998938817,0.27553999946680663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19778785402227714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741512327092341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488126205552829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160341947487201,0.0,0.14541132618316865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831789981780826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934603712517848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710624530587014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3967074321741644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186041669388396 socialanxiety,JJ_Vagabond,2020/01/05,"Do I have social anxiety? If so how do I control it? I've never been to see a professional to be diagnosed, but i feel like I have social anxiety. Whenever I am in a social situation my heartbeat starts to rise, my hands get shaky, my eyes get watery, my voice cracks and eventually my voice just stops coming out. For example, yesterday at work I was in shift briefing before the start of my shift. My supervisor passed around a new training and had me read part of it out loud to everyone there. There was only a total of 8 of us in the room, and when I started reading my voice came out fine and I was calm. Then I suddenly felt my heartbeat increase, my eyes got watery and my voice started to sound like I was trying not to cry. Even for a good 15 minutes after that my hands kept shaking. I'm tired of this happening all the time, I ended up calling in today just because I was scared of having to read in front of the others again. Another example is when I first started this job there was a few of us who started together and we were asked to introduce ourselves one at a time. While everyone there was introducing themselves it took everything I had to not run out of the building and quit on my first day. I felt so scared while waiting for my turn and was even thinking I would rather be dead right now. I remember my leg was shaking uncontrollably and I kept trying to think of what I was going to say. When it was finally my turn my voice again sounded like I was crying and my eyes water. Afterwards everyone kinda looked at me funny and I felt so embarrassed and ashamed. I am dreading going to work today because I may have to read in front of others again. Is there anything I can do to control my emotions and keep my self calmed?",4.517005283381367,5.519714181556196,5.589384005763692,80.74134786263211,70.00864553314122,8.78045148895293,30.02029298751201,9.075114841892004,2.4757186359269934,1379,54,269,26,24,457,167,347,0.13699999999999998,0.7759999999999999,0.087,-0.9608,1,0,0,0,0,1,26.0,3,0,0,7,22,16,0,9,12,0,32,9,6,3,3,50,63,25,1,3,7,0,6,3,0,2,2,9,1,1,11,21,1,7,7,4,0,14,3,9,0,3,24,20,49,7,45,35,5,64,0,0,5,0,11,18,0,4,35,198,60,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854215298741137,0.12919193602028364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948649402884988,0.07516903583821029,0.07893951155779905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294704164733594,0.0,0.07185177480488146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622214588357675,0.09657626559769357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273713178186221,0.0,0.0,0.1894121047108126,0.0,0.0,0.1855055988019232,0.05445647650898116,0.0,0.0,0.08570429069125335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949830452442325,0.0747883127614514,0.0,0.0,0.11154295504539058,0.0,0.0,0.24205661364358316,0.07588875632956088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04269513618212668,0.0603235785179415,0.2432254164810117,0.09249931857634912,0.0,0.14364835027966935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823228218621634,0.0,0.09597780022542833,0.07082382625529415,0.0675339626408811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466954975091927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379315069363227,0.07505368601808415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123758588295805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090789320482897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512492941085395,0.08155217208530767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05721837424057698,0.06422002647771796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143972392860718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981177657424393,0.3378493060393531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956534658027993,0.07211085112466327,0.0,0.06714966045840369,0.16907729210021555,0.0,0.06728732994697083,0.0,0.08808878902137042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491350888635558,0.0,0.2582262361687593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586001742732633,0.0,0.0,0.07059518287577844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821081339356688,0.0,0.0,0.0984746749862669,0.09705075609998892,0.1600774999765165,0.0,0.0938153647543982,0.11465772288674085,0.1836918049389893,0.0,0.0,0.2031405857112531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294588837776882,0.0,0.0,0.05998338105526151,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SoneoneOnTheInternet,2020/01/05,"I’m kinda scared of my own mind and problems that are piling up. I don’t know how to start this off. I’m not a person to engage in a conversation or even want one. Hell, I’ve barely enough energy to play D&D, not to mention DMing a game. I always try and preoccupy myself, with the aforementioned D&D, games like Elite Dangerous and taking up an acoustic guitar and lately I’ve noticed that I was subconsciously distracting myself(funnily enough with everything *but* school) to avoid really talking to myself. I try and act social by putting that smiling mask on that is my public character(I try and be weird and wonky, happy and supportive so that people don’t go through what I’m going through) but when it’s off and I actually try and talk to myself it never happens. I always try and distract myself, with songs(Like *Paranoid* that I can really relate to), with games that take a while so that I won’t have to really think much, and with the small group that I call friends which is expanding. Love never worked for me. Ever since 5th grade(I’m now 12th grade) it really barely worked only once, with a girl that dated me for attention and I got cheated on after 3 days of relationship. But it always occurred that my own attractive friends are the ones that really “take” the crushes I barely have chances with. From a girl in the 5th grade, to the 7th, 8th and 11th. And I always say “ok, it makes them happy and I’m ok with it since that’s my end goal.” But my kindness and affection always makes me That Friend. You know, the one with the advice and affection that *isnt* the boyfriend. and in any other situation I’m ok with and I’m glad to be that friend but I’ve done it 3 times by now. And my heart was crushed 3 times now and it’s really sad Since the friend’s group expanded, I’ve been falling into this nice girl. And she seems fucking amazing! With throwing tons of compliments, to being really friendly and actually making it so I’ll have a chance but it just got ruined again cause she’s in love with my best friend and now they’re dating. 4th time I’m That Friend now. Every time it happens and honestly it just keeps crashing on me every single time. I don’t really know how to deal with this and my mind always tells me to do somethings that I don’t think are good for me which is why I’m here in seek of aid. Probably the wrong sub( r/depression seems up this post’s ally) but in truth I just want advice. Anxiety keeps piling alongside shit love-life and decreasing grades, not to mention being emotionally struck by some family things and my friends constantly pushing me aside. Hope you have *some* tips.",2.907373540856032,5.286596476653699,3.892351750972765,85.46616964980547,77.42412451361871,7.069198443579768,22.92591439688716,8.109356740369918,1.3570650272373537,2095,65,402,38,50,674,231,514,0.091,0.685,0.22399999999999998,0.9979,0,1,1,0,0,0,64.0,0,2,1,5,19,45,5,4,19,3,26,5,2,8,4,89,63,44,0,4,14,0,0,1,9,1,0,1,0,4,39,43,0,3,8,5,0,7,11,14,0,3,6,1,40,31,57,52,10,48,1,2,0,3,37,16,3,7,25,255,79,7,0.0,0.0,0.12535472252327326,0.0,0.0,0.12552591329855264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206575498955972,0.13918224053369505,0.0,0.043677310946785175,0.0,0.049134321230243146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740342911858116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06558407193989886,0.0,0.0,0.06597995185649683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940775939853584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04142181148890559,0.06621635156823501,0.05531956901268125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065727646529389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07224796841381978,0.05688703330387599,0.13272959453920966,0.0,0.04242205475820346,0.058097994205144665,0.10822988993855104,0.0,0.057724075451193235,0.0,0.060548537178955565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4466022414377514,0.05937784413302207,0.0,0.0,0.07300461952219522,0.05387148357984505,0.1027381589459985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359339465284485,0.136744015009147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761106085676704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379299618517298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141777739981347,0.0,0.0668836831855275,0.10589425329308752,0.0,0.07245209516106113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031378605712009684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17390510552421592,0.0,0.1286182678562269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970414465350105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04721504418947317,0.0,0.0990733415827878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312411834017475,0.0,0.06840083105979768,0.13056786979803664,0.04884836480622914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044527677948582985,0.05608150013195565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06151276617719487,0.0,0.06924875572700663,0.061457618168908476,0.0,0.06456698111709684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32916932766852663,0.0,0.0,0.0689569434488009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05107676359841766,0.06430353347663535,0.06500226687614599,0.0,0.11694170126462873,0.0,0.0,0.06592922237894525,0.15939044582484166,0.07219507623106668,0.0,0.06547246022125522,0.0,0.049445929814704935,0.0,0.0,0.04546098025085546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288528752919628,0.0,0.0,0.144874615306555,0.1032482288399354,0.05613819097397516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042670296155508186,0.0823095470143066,0.0,0.0,0.18725961011449527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180333216370728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576679576309524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05795587083359952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935176445152501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022334541183334,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,justgill1201,2020/01/05,Friends None of my friends have social anxiety and i always feel bad when i ditch them because of it because they may not always understand truly how much I feel like I CANT go to the plans made.. Would love to find someone else to befriend with social anxiety so we can just stay in and chill but of course that’s difficult because neither of us would reach out to eachother to become friends Lol. oh the struggle,3.1753750000000025,5.7153477875000025,3.3550000000000004,88.82000000000002,77.375,6.0,28.75,7.1686216300943375,1.6621249999999996,333,15,62,4,8,102,59,80,0.19699999999999998,0.68,0.12300000000000001,-0.6918,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,2,0,2,1,4,8,0,1,2,1,6,1,0,2,0,17,12,6,0,2,3,0,2,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,2,9,5,12,8,3,5,0,0,0,1,10,2,0,1,2,42,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884955312005888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652368317810937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474671108868606,0.31703233199658043,0.19146032039383198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481838645550846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753100542069694,0.12384700888207745,0.0,0.0,0.15844609571871487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4018079440852323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852336158626236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469397517227485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646238740687138,0.16403555644424264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743809642283144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534333533707287,0.14688569341811386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18477659039657898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812314495245175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18047181954874264,0.20852836105710604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462971365042125,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MrP0tatoe,2020/01/05,"Social anxiety not improving despite going out of comfort zone Hi guys, For the last three months, I went on a course where I did volunteering and team building exercises to push the boundaries of my comfort zone and improve my social anxiety. I dedicated myself completely, pushed myself through all the activities, even during times of extreme fear. However, I don’t feel any more confident. If anything, my mental health has deteriorated since the course ended because I’m doing nothing and don’t have the confidence to work or socialise. What treatment should I seek if exposure hasn’t worked? Should I see a therapist? I don’t want to take medication.",8.655068322981364,9.701191426086961,8.671055900621122,62.15652173913042,60.82608695652174,11.788819875776394,40.776397515527954,11.491704259439757,5.307335403726707,534,28,79,15,7,174,81,115,0.076,0.7609999999999999,0.16399999999999998,0.8865,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,1,7,0,10,3,0,0,1,13,17,6,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,2,0,4,5,1,0,1,2,2,12,2,10,13,2,11,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,3,4,52,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348349399297452,0.0,0.3033622312344422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16316481135433306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086762229578173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20788932403760668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17561428467184753,0.0,0.0,0.13095987552868654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231163864393263,0.10025464571592756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268520513845445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19632508378752955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21075883639826626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162195583738986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19974289286534827,0.19981625579629808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15826255234910735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19025181965903806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15800084103791384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16401651660249994,0.0,0.0,0.4042362063791546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907938567924495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302145048070169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561672517714335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694872158948877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838044665361861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886955654378059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Steven242,2020/01/05,"Can different anxiety disorders overlap? So basically a few years ago in college I definitely had the symptoms of having social anxiety. I couldn't eat in front of people, constantly shy in groups, tried to avoid public toilets and just generally found it extremely hard to communicate. Around this time I was formally diagnosed with GAD, this makes total sense for me cos I'm constantly worrying about a variety of different things, have physical symptoms and tension from time to time. Now I still have GAD but also even though now I want and try to be social I just often cant, I am definitely much better now and wouldn't say I have social anxiety completely but some of the things like making friends and dating even though I want to do, I just can't. Theres like this mental barrier there, online I find it easier but a lot more risky due to meeting some creepy people but irl theres some kind of road block. People always tell me put yourself out there more and you could easily make friends but I just feel like I cant and it sucks :/",5.080454545454543,6.813469166666668,5.887292929292929,76.36427272727275,69.45454545454545,9.926464646464646,28.856565656565657,10.203070172399654,3.133151111111111,837,31,150,23,15,274,116,198,0.11199999999999999,0.7020000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.9673,2,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,21,10,1,2,5,0,16,4,0,4,1,41,25,16,0,5,9,0,2,3,2,1,3,1,0,0,8,10,1,3,3,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,3,3,16,7,20,18,9,22,0,0,0,0,11,7,1,5,16,105,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249648824789502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246698675646732,0.09621104803969337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653633502556118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293267417960134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226281415863142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123286251886918,0.2499037347223877,0.0,0.09231886728990336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173591190993073,0.0,0.2416115148468664,0.1325187266032898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831543654696315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15274127864868553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058464559145703525,0.08260405609431197,0.0,0.0,0.10568111653900042,0.0,0.0,0.12677919728884846,0.17866649210699367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357921119016948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040787921188015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16946874871985612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830206453065922,0.0,0.0,0.2315460531310104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652496721575605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499925642521762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24048391233836605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116237218005144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919513473089173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536019417542198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923399880326494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24036175475056085,0.0,0.0,0.10106322194036256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153635075723202,0.0,0.2272061674411855,0.0,0.20226935577144325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700648412569704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363997728296161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742497927975305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07446009093861287 socialanxiety,bendido,2020/01/05,"severe anxiety around work colleagues I have a general social anxiety but it's FAR worse at work. This crippling fear of colleagues having negative feelings towards me. And they do. Currently dealing with someone at work who hates my guts and finds fault in literally everything I do even though she herself sucks balls at her job. I hate her just as much but it doesn't erase the crippling, mind numbing anxiety I feel going to work every day just because of her. I have had a similar situation in every job I've ever had so far. I am prepared to quit this job just because of this person but I know that there is probably always going to be at least one person who dislikes me. I can't quit every job. I know Im not always the most likable person in professional environments. I've struggled horribly with professionalism for my entire career so far and I'm almost 28. I try exceptionally hard at my job and do the best I can. I really don't think I am bad at my job (teacher). But this person seems to think I'm the scum of the earth, and even the principal has spoken to me about needing to ""step it up"". I know I'm anxious and kind of shy, but I believe I do an excellent job in guiding my kids and I have great relationships with most of them. The way I interact with my kids is NOTHING like the way I interact with the adults. Anyway off topic, getting defensive here but yeah. Just feeling so much terror at professional social situations. My anxiety is also I'm sure one of the things that makes me unliked, ironically. It is just unbearable to me, the thought of someone disliking me. I over analyze and dwell on the most insignificant and minutely of negative moments with another colleague. I have no idea why. I do struggle with this in every day relationships too but not on nearly such an intense level. I've tried everything including meditation, medicine, CBT but nothing has brought relief. I'm at the end of my rope.",3.6022165847471075,5.926319239892187,5.2046717932455975,77.18273941652134,74.9299191374663,8.353924211193911,30.049231013159986,9.088552180705676,2.946320374187412,1542,71,274,37,34,520,182,371,0.209,0.708,0.083,-0.9945,8,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,2,8,20,19,4,5,17,1,25,2,1,1,2,56,49,23,0,1,16,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,7,14,17,0,1,12,1,0,4,8,12,0,2,4,4,43,7,49,44,7,37,0,0,0,0,23,25,1,5,7,197,57,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480164380417316,0.0,0.0,0.059737869837770866,0.12431340668400735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832986553148283,0.2285823561950096,0.08439017093583855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649917887331426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06237170013295381,0.0910733210908738,0.0,0.0,0.08416175192770803,0.07839344402129007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635113532586703,0.07701281548786228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06616236768902448,0.0,0.0,0.09867779780475744,0.06757077371327239,0.25175318019507864,0.0,0.13427177628018866,0.0,0.0,0.08405869957919,0.1133122754470341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827479736897067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039027867326451776,0.0,0.08490789902899917,0.0,0.0,0.08235743671910893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06691687112367756,0.14750232722512902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432764060906964,0.08068923302105925,0.0,0.5189002303860026,0.0,0.0,0.07778895439456121,0.12316013185476805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03649483420232173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0498630861621988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542609282782421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982675427739763,0.05538938797116612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433540656366109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123782648094584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26090197479359234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053964800631433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890610618434614,0.0,0.0,0.04785497859595307,0.0,0.0,0.16040051246124584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800442374908709,0.0,0.08439017093583855,0.0,0.0,0.16793272215204558,0.0,0.15229526783456185,0.1265867853547614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618612042214894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040422757258445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049627615638869055,0.09572997918150447,0.07339274768781735,0.05930376052549146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143331410905876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858737509185675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740547736682477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21753107597572285,0.0,0.07612607279889945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Apastrix,2020/01/05,"Do you feel like you're harmless and can't even say ""No"" when you feel to? This problem comes from not realizing who you truly are, you are in denial of your own nature, i want to explain what that means but i can't put it in words better than this: [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QQ5oqgJWJyw](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QQ5oqgJWJyw) And indeed there is so much to say about this.",8.372812500000002,11.103199406250004,4.889500000000002,82.80550000000002,62.75,6.370000000000001,20.6125,6.742157984588678,0.12406624999999982,318,5,54,2,5,84,48,64,0.027999999999999997,0.8079999999999999,0.16399999999999998,0.7839,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,5,0,1,5,4,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,13,12,5,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,7,3,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,4,7,3,9,12,2,5,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,2,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760734653465442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688916861864597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20617374186766205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31566730440793445,0.2230017646713882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15250191418377693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34002551650939505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294679592602304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986877268529195,0.0,0.3137994181065992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4964722964787255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18411559601293825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Turbo_GS430,2020/01/05,"Im 19& life feels like a rock i've dug an hole that i, myself don't see coming out of. i honestly been in shit since day 1. & its probably gonna get worse from here, my friends doesn't acknowledge that i exist. (barely.) sometimes, i'm contemplating suicide . Lost my only job.",-0.08438596491227912,2.2216819649122805,1.9922807017543889,92.05929824561404,97.77192982456141,5.340350877192981,18.614035087719298,6.937597516519254,0.4956877192982452,220,7,46,4,9,73,49,57,0.214,0.65,0.136,-0.7096,1,0,0,0,0,1,15.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,2,0,3,2,1,0,0,4,10,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,2,6,3,4,7,0,4,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,2,19,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4984903568203939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981566537268169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483549446400298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163137053799892,0.16433860075471005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777261474974811,0.0,0.12018492728813268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248479618997743,0.0,0.2282763966617874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16248205671531274,0.11238454200713456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511127458304026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749536342350723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480189772729433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18330984208300624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361298500624087,0.19028912479139554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275126439170955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516233282680575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23442752962998314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,misspanda900,2020/01/05,"Feel anxious before meeting friends even though I’m fine when I’m there Does anyone else get this? Any time before meeting up with friends I get uncomfortably anxious, like knots in my stomach, tight chest, nervous feeling. The thing is once I’m there I feel pretty much fine. It’s really annoying because even though I know it will be ok, I still get anxious.",3.44464285714286,6.142813338235296,3.4691596638655464,87.49264705882356,77.38235294117645,5.650420168067227,28.831932773109244,6.868970318607317,1.5818756302521009,289,13,52,3,7,88,47,68,0.175,0.5820000000000001,0.243,0.6605,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,8,8,1,1,1,1,3,2,2,0,0,6,13,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,5,6,3,11,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325990012356035,0.0,0.0,0.5644632216230422,0.0,0.11645582669085533,0.17065044155789058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152750345366897,0.0,0.2834440387182753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574927042305907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913138579671733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200097753638828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526384741215868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573526628903267,0.0,0.2610469380482092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153167698630092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136805293001632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243361766809553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773706101925541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16944150837918728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066963726913599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330072669542999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064860395603901,0.0,0.3272696045382631,0.0,0.09711680631889112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,vertigo222,2020/01/05,"European Discord for people with social problems Hi, guys! We have a new server for people who have problems looking for friends/romance. The server is mostly targeted on the European citizens and we hope you will like it there! Join and have a nice stay =) [https://discord.gg/VPu6QHZ](https://discord.gg/VPu6QHZ) Sorry about advertising, hope it’s ok as it may be of help to people who use this sub!",5.350132669983413,9.009727462686572,4.396915422885574,76.79829187396355,80.34328358208955,6.559867330016584,25.35489220563847,7.793537801064563,2.0828454394693208,328,12,48,6,9,97,50,67,0.114,0.617,0.26899999999999996,0.9165,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,1,0,0,2,7,0,0,4,1,7,0,0,1,0,12,11,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,5,9,8,1,3,0,0,1,0,10,1,0,4,2,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22471924752247888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15212187693783485,0.0,0.0,0.4508312683521247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087781933931587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19058344186275025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191927152948152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4720221041522517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43432692624381497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23135010149078866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540554111422237,0.0,0.24190180430724925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19601460728114825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ellamayy10,2020/01/05,I'm having an awkward time I have a problem. I told my mum I believed I had social anxiety and she told me she knew. Which made me so mad because I had been struggling to tell her for months and going outside even for a walk was becoming more and more difficult I could have got help before it got this bad . Now she suggests that I speak to someone at my school but I know it sounds stupid but what if I'm boring and there's nothing to talk about I feel like social anxiety has taken away my personality. (Also I want to say that I may have social anxiety I haven't been tested but I have struggled with symptoms of it for around a year now and I want to have closure and be diagnosed but mum thinks it's a phase and won't let me see a therapist),2.8116666666666674,4.034003197452229,4.3188694267515935,87.40127653927816,74.35031847133757,7.271549893842888,25.82218683651805,7.793537801064563,1.305590658174098,590,20,127,8,12,197,93,157,0.18600000000000005,0.762,0.053,-0.9538,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,8,10,2,3,6,0,18,2,0,1,0,24,34,14,0,5,5,2,1,1,0,2,2,3,0,1,9,9,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,9,0,0,12,5,24,1,14,17,2,10,0,0,1,0,18,3,0,2,6,91,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246344931369033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227495427074217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519239559312811,0.0,0.0,0.13212849873363874,0.0,0.11742193947592043,0.08572803029425136,0.15531711901592302,0.11966756943380324,0.15844423223957335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228329824891993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273863359564004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928861837720328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110782144817973,0.10046760905202884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992447022895141,0.0,0.22495269422122796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426274040688837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728773101513378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438058628369244,0.0,0.06870574641630871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306950490151984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225121024576756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349403045205405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279453593559785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456593858940194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183630017746496,0.0,0.14232720553190184,0.11206558571880004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4300701844911883,0.11915713229472127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29403843634364396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617061164507286,0.0,0.11303476473294335,0.12291866467005046,0.0,0.0,0.1632847214779768,0.0,0.09011137901901374,0.0,0.0,0.08200371555463447,0.0,0.0,0.26876001971897345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658969268504848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056246944893297 socialanxiety,Kurai_Hiroma,2020/01/05,"Store cashier helped me out of my shell My mom and I were at the mall a few days ago when we encountered an interior design store changing locations. Besides that fact, there was also a post-Christmas sale going on, so my mom dragged me in. There were only around five large shelves of items remaining, but I was instantly drawn to some cool hand-crafted mugs. The only problem was that there wasn't a price tag on each mug, strangely enough. I tried to coerce my mom and I to go to the register together but she told me I have to go by myself because I am the one wanting the mug. Queue social anxiety-fueled fear. I was very nearly tempted to put the mug back on the shelf but my interest eventually won out. So, I walked to the register alone. There was only one cashier, an older man, who was just finishing another customer's purchase when I approached the counter. My hands were sweating bullets as I imagined scenarios of him rolling his eyes at me for asking, or having to awkwardly walk away at the expensive price. Of course, I wouldn't be posting this if my dramatic scenarios came true. When it was my turn, I quietly stumbled through a question: This mug didn't have a price tag on it, so I was wondering if you could ring it up for me? To my complete surprise, the man offered a warm smile and stated loud, clear, and kindly how it wouldn't be a problem. He proceeded to ring it up (less than $6, woo hoo!) and answer the questions my mom (who was listening a few feet away) had, such as if it's microwave safe and whatnot. And honestly, I felt myself start to speak louder and smile more as the idle talk continued. I, and I'm certain many of you as well, have heard the different tones of voice store employees can have. I personally can discern whenever an employee is sort of having to force themself to keep up their perky act whenever I'm shy. This man was one of the most honest-to-goodness kind employees I've heard in years. As soon as he smiled I knew he was trying to make me feel better, i.e. relaxed. Sorry this is so long but it's been poking my mind and still making me smile. I'm happy there are kind people like that man who don't mind dealing with my anxiety.",5.695886752136753,5.910662541666671,6.131666666666668,80.69538461538464,67.10185185185185,9.609116809116813,32.81908831908832,9.466822959209583,2.856865455840456,1726,70,341,32,26,558,233,432,0.057,0.758,0.185,0.9966,4,1,0,0,0,0,55.0,1,2,1,2,21,21,0,2,26,1,36,4,4,3,4,55,59,33,0,9,9,4,4,1,0,2,0,9,0,5,17,17,0,2,9,2,9,9,5,4,1,4,25,15,45,17,52,29,9,45,0,0,1,0,35,19,0,10,16,227,62,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761682664330239,0.0,0.0,0.10236975204454493,0.0,0.07904333199470684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036436950818596,0.07561330491830896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798969041469451,0.0924032496360314,0.0,0.18572926324239755,0.0760028394514116,0.0,0.060252723895210615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741707558333901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304808710914407,0.0,0.0,0.10456096318048858,0.0,0.1036331964183682,0.0,0.0,0.07891671538718907,0.0,0.0,0.06374444551096188,0.10190101453208013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326809519641436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212945912641752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122391400840036,0.049977118543389765,0.0,0.0949031244869337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852132332844166,0.0829033720693233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521837530011688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06625122322124567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785466679959672,0.0,0.3087839337640426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048288854352854536,0.0,0.0,0.08747141811837944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195463730135662,0.10020953920947176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19960302276073788,0.4630468272346339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20093221813953108,0.22551973103766335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685240948837629,0.08630438893991743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18932523860579886,0.0,0.0,0.18915550294804329,0.0,0.09936278162842917,0.2214496980222581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075623259886288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064471523071637,0.06996036325576295,0.0,0.07893476998093557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944487289206766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444707411692714,0.0,0.13421347537531972,0.10751092433250337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155440346107934,0.05829914494872335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887017668338949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718914656975427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365054053202608 socialanxiety,Em0kidX,2020/01/05,Do you ever feel like someone is starring at you so you end up staring at them to make sure there not looking at you and then they notice and stare back? or am I a special kind of broken?...,0.7614999999999981,2.70192415,2.4700000000000024,95.165,82.5,4.0,22.5,3.1291,-0.1977500000000001,146,5,32,0,4,48,34,40,0.0,0.8170000000000001,0.183,0.782,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,4,2,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,2,8,6,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,7,4,6,6,0,8,0,0,3,0,6,4,0,1,5,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663220942260261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306763670078062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132937840393556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17512517913711606,0.2474328094207797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606706648373035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692093204918928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29084712241600885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311915949627084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3943222490339664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29346158711648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32643117218369805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,frogstain,2020/01/05,"What is your experience with medication? I’ve been feeling super anxious for a while now and I think I could really benefit from medication. I haven’t really looked into it but to those who have taken medication to help with their anxiety, what has it done for you? I know there’s different stuff you can take, and it can effect everyone differently, I just wanna see everyone’s personal experience (sorry for how poorly written this is, I’m too tired to even try and make sense).",5.199238095238094,7.115990733333334,6.993174603174605,67.825,69.44444444444444,11.365079365079366,29.523809523809533,11.20814326018867,4.048380952380953,386,15,66,14,7,134,64,90,0.083,0.8079999999999999,0.109,0.3306,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,1,2,6,2,0,0,1,0,10,4,0,3,0,16,20,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,9,6,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,9,2,11,15,0,3,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,0,2,51,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843011084642833,0.18966011529590487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134040993390815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508042117006733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718026975459353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088520322482458,0.0,0.0,0.3208389902031824,0.0,0.3284437691738489,0.0,0.0,0.08488673893102705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125285021096303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226416042058408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409795203123684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206327189125384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5073736786632078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146589046068835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21510042360009196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13378109361706408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879313839939242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921859821183191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622719677260275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757271070491584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19295692513957408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398160375451942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SyddVidd,2020/01/05,"I'm always going to be alone I don't think I'll ever have friends. I'm not even close to my family. I've always been isolated everywhere I go, and I can never connect with anyone. I did everything I was supposed to do: initiate, join a club, look for friends online, etc. And it never worked. People just get bored of me. I stopped trying to connect with people at all. No matter where I go I'm always an outlier. I don't feel welcome anywhere, I can tell that people have no idea how to talk to me and they try for a bit then give up. I'm just alienated from everywhere. It's like no one really knows me, I have no place anywhere, I'm just there. I feel like a liability, like no one benefits from my presence.",0.06358819345661715,2.3708127770270297,2.8357325746799447,88.60571123755335,90.14864864864865,6.088762446657183,20.627311522048366,7.475848149327749,0.9676702702702712,553,19,116,11,19,193,85,148,0.159,0.7090000000000001,0.132,-0.2453,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,1,8,8,0,0,4,0,12,0,0,1,4,22,27,5,0,0,4,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,5,1,0,3,10,1,0,2,3,3,17,7,15,23,3,13,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,0,8,75,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260996548023685,0.0,0.0,0.3919225393150646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978163816947324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714089391157274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17510222353397042,0.1037004082967086,0.14202012973283087,0.0,0.0,0.1411060880232633,0.0,0.14801046443918264,0.0,0.15877302345337413,0.1121644969811583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426035495362191,0.0,0.08202870081698763,0.15061362814950846,0.2676889024523332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772396822061431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628591397689371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301143291618324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184476731511946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421840722240741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21278148022551988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.326542767206212,0.0,0.16403694509088715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058150728595464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312633197680656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261947770757478,0.13722940480420906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060254837668073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21319235576800769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430160531418565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sunshinebrains,2020/01/05,My brother has severe social anxiety and I want to help him but I'm not sure how. He rarely talks to anyone and is super shy and anxious around people. He is struggling with depression because of this. We don't live together but I still want to help him get help professionally. Any suggestions on what I can do to help?,2.134285714285713,4.711117349206352,3.653333333333337,84.90000000000002,81.85714285714286,6.7746031746031745,23.285714285714285,7.957251820313856,1.475038095238096,255,9,49,5,7,84,46,63,0.231,0.525,0.244,0.2748,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,13,10,6,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,7,2,8,10,0,3,0,1,0,0,13,2,0,0,1,31,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15051644814529624,0.0,0.16932185964050428,0.2500473075191475,0.0,0.1547636664009864,0.0,0.0,0.19703646106071468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492471026580638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906368514962398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156392152661162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.593428912088894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19544423416631626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344689917252444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500473075191475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256247454392079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17675965966448826,0.0,0.0,0.2313890258209821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086070847738252,0.0,0.0,0.1779019397647197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611000709156653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,alexiasandoval,2020/01/05,"Will I ever overcome my anxiety? Hi. I don't know how reddit works, I'm new to this.....I fear that I won't ever overcome my anxiety, it keeps me up at night that it would be difficult for me to find a job or ask for help because I think and I think and I can't stop thinking, and I fear that I will forever have this feeling and I imagine how it would it be like if I just went for it and not be afraid to say what I want to say and do what I want to do, but it is so hard to do so and I don't know how to explain......",1.2745661157024806,1.1460042561983492,3.864121900826447,94.29800103305786,76.68595041322314,7.372314049586778,24.21590909090909,7.1686216300943375,0.5810074380165284,389,11,107,4,8,139,60,121,0.10099999999999999,0.8190000000000001,0.08,-0.5094,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,3,1,0,16,0,0,3,2,32,29,15,0,5,5,0,2,1,0,5,0,2,0,0,12,7,0,2,9,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,1,4,17,1,12,20,0,8,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,6,77,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746828491278667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16783810670701646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944098981741268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247937933670005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4040466373475838,0.09077673120842113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16408891899720535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608253333366883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033645912104265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781577246919955,0.15957621619478554,0.0,0.0,0.19733209205916827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771022579354883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17339304349027904,0.0,0.168478541615746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855419714398778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009672092828685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451104083391335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21178515148272853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16642788505721895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070137327634754,0.0,0.0,0.2550686446249226,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mumuama,2020/01/05,"Accidentally ordered my anxiety meds to be picked up at the wrong pharmacy And the only way to fix it is to call the pharmacy, which I can’t bring myself to do because of my anxiety lmao",6.538157894736841,5.6971759736842085,8.588421052631581,67.32894736842107,65.57894736842105,12.86315789473684,37.42105263157895,12.161744961471696,4.741536842105263,149,7,29,5,2,54,30,38,0.203,0.708,0.08900000000000001,-0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,7,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5627092468219244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22419840607862154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37554974609173786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4085263763867678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797171699980333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29193072305020096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4021153118289758,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,alicat0522,2020/01/05,How to manage social anxiety in small settings? Okay so I’m an introvert and I have social anxiety but I wouldn’t say it is enough to be considered a disorder. See I only experience social anxiety in smaller group settings rather than a crowd. I can do parties at clubs if I actually want to go but usually I don’t since I’m a homebody. When I was in college I didn’t mind clubs as much but the older I get the more of an extreme introvert and homebody I become. It’s like I don’t feel like I have much in common with people anymore. I can do crowds like I can take my daughter to the fair without any issues. With my job I work in social services so I have to talk to people. I have no issues talking to people one on one or in smaller groups at work since it’s work but if it’s something outside or work like a small social gathering I become extremely anxious when I feel pressured to have small talk which as you know I don’t care about since I’m an introvert. Most of the time I can pull it off or maybe get on my phone to distract myself but usually I am ready to leave after an hour or two. Today I was with my boyfriends side of the family and his family are the complete opposite from my family. Even though my boyfriend and I have been together almost 3 years I still don’t feel comfortable around his family and probably never will. They are nice people don’t get me wrong I just cannot connect with these people. But anyways my boyfriends brother passed away and they had a family gathering at their family house. I went to support my boyfriend even though I didn’t really want to go. But anyways it’s like my boyfriend want me to connect with his family so badly he just forces me to be in uncomfortable situations with them. Their family house is rather small. When we pulled up to the house I kid you not it was like 20 cars parked outside. I dreaded getting out of your car. I go in the house and it’s completely packed to the point it is hard for people to walk around. I found a seat in the kitchen and I was okay sitting there for the first couple of hours. Then my boyfriend made me go into the living room where it was more packed and had me sit in between two people on a small couch. So now I’m completely uncomfortable with no personal space. I try to play it off and smile to look like I actually wanted to be there. I really wasn’t trying to offend his family since they just suffered a tragic loss. So his family is talking really loudly over me and all. I start to become tense. Then if that is not bad enough his mother put me on the spot in front of everyone asking me why I was so quiet and that they’re a loud talking family in a very condescending way like you have to act like us. I literally wanted to cry. A couple of people spoke up and was like she’s observant and just has to get comfortable but his mom is like well it’s been 2 years. I sunk in my seat speechless. I mean how do I explain my personality and anxiety to a group of strangers and then that wasn’t even the time or the place. I was just ready to go. This is pretty much why I probably hang with his family like once or twice a year. It’s unbearable and my boyfriend doesn’t understand he just dismiss it as it I just don’t want to give people a chance. So what can I do about this? Any tips or advice?,2.4636334589750604,4.273070587628869,4.052355158383467,86.50706472629244,76.55522827687777,7.607808092658695,23.585057786875016,8.440438957873402,1.4346366840568137,2615,82,547,51,59,872,259,679,0.099,0.757,0.145,0.9854,1,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,2,4,6,6,38,31,1,3,33,2,56,1,0,3,2,83,95,55,0,12,30,4,4,12,0,2,0,5,3,3,23,30,1,0,8,3,0,16,19,10,1,6,20,11,89,21,86,70,9,86,0,3,2,0,53,41,0,12,36,379,112,8,0.0,0.0,0.09062724437129724,0.0,0.0,0.045375504769380064,0.0,0.0,0.046497699235159534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06315445087312975,0.0,0.14208984065436672,0.05245805555892619,0.04605079916219322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267355264895762,0.043410227310240836,0.0,0.04362698047565284,0.0,0.07754216100277328,0.0,0.15385061475274012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04734332701834329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605787018730484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275834550066323,0.05100639750866449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05321825167824632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595902856691237,0.0,0.09200915240964633,0.0,0.0,0.044370397928129184,0.0,0.045422100119531336,0.525294648477851,0.0,0.07043642138642148,0.033172997956969034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039497378532775206,0.0,0.050913311664107744,0.0,0.0,0.12130121374644327,0.04454444778310406,0.13194970561326885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04159641939704409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914577594036306,0.21431788938799187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969316393272752,0.046079328930082125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025519326748744117,0.0,0.0,0.049167700461197145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272228106989579,0.0,0.04100273902682715,0.0,0.038993498963546536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043937687538149466,0.0,0.0,0.04664995224055248,0.050581060562928895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04688586507500965,0.05438382336313195,0.0,0.0,0.10240466242426292,0.0,0.03581334535137808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049451498171560346,0.06293078290172105,0.03531572329563006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289728109364615,0.08109007327145681,0.04851443541249542,0.0,0.04389585212632928,0.0,0.0,0.04724083901331449,0.10012903832186354,0.0,0.0,0.04667975372790347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924187845998176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03692678060429171,0.0,0.0,0.03700248748003046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364523536038371,0.05219460969874967,0.0,0.2366719231882193,0.0,0.035747742679988065,0.0,0.0,0.03286675829694473,0.0,0.037082854997535074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052693609231629725,0.0,0.0,0.03491315657492736,0.1866124841097074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912438212444656,0.0,0.054152957639292516,0.0,0.04401471787767293,0.0,0.0,0.06305230061809619,0.0,0.0907200160007628,0.048340217137430634,0.05585529241084925,0.0,0.10228264385563199,0.03831353557739008,0.1643305280399954,0.03685774683336958,0.0,0.0,0.041750420965962175,0.043045482714531146,0.08380028710626053,0.0,0.0,0.04476144639636842,0.0,0.13522021750617602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05076911469391727,0.0,0.08970737859756574 socialanxiety,Thy_Introvert,2020/01/05,"Do you know if your social anxiety is bad if it affects you even with your immediate family? It’s honestly been on my mind for a while, cuz I never really noticed it until i was told i have social anxiety/phobia and i realized that i literally have it with, not only family, but my _immediate_ family too (mom, dad, siblings). The only people i can comfortably talk to is my dogs lol Example: my dad was actually just talking to me before about something and the telltale signs came immediately- my chest was a-hurtin and my heart literally felt like it was melting right then and there, my thought process short circuited, i couldn’t speak for the life of me (i said a total of like.. three words in those three-minutes-but-actually-felt-like-an-hour)… i hate it when that happens cuz the only words I said were ‘okay’ and ‘yeah’, the rest are head-nods (that’s my responses for everyone though, so nothing new there). I don’t even say yeah or okay- i say them like “yeh” and “o-ay” cuz i’m nervous and can’t form the whole word _APPARENTLY_ But like… is the whole social anxiety being set off by immediate family members bad..? Like is that when you know it’s really bad or is that actually a normal thing for y’all? Totally just curious on it if any of you guys have any of the same experiences!",3.4019891263592044,5.202960500000003,5.386985376827898,77.98353018372704,73.92125984251969,9.405024371953504,26.66216722909636,9.842372674337009,2.683977352830897,1013,37,199,29,21,350,137,254,0.07200000000000001,0.816,0.113,0.8859999999999999,1,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,7,1,0,12,13,1,1,11,5,21,3,2,4,3,40,32,24,0,5,10,3,1,4,0,0,1,5,0,1,15,10,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,12,6,30,8,19,18,7,15,0,0,0,0,23,6,0,5,11,136,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.19913435510957625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13876865543208716,0.0,0.15610630656718466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555739446599676,0.0,0.0,0.08682055189053055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669586035261816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478053872489065,0.0,0.0,0.09749464014566957,0.0,0.09980553505486672,0.3847415928576913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19593081219431885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102636571419284,0.09022534984552404,0.0,0.0,0.1007341244375618,0.10471286302737652,0.0,0.0,0.1209067887434918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047961882186968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214673270041914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206725193061651,0.2990820746241265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030218514337137,0.11949704163398665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869231245347122,0.09854181900927662,0.0,0.0,0.09996835501925994,0.09790114202353144,0.1161625494079296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23279667717440275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07073519253470274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307268694543101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713360120804993,0.1941089893196921,0.16227770562639654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120221372077095,0.0,0.07854816434711158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640167123534519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778461741386875,0.0,0.10024457671254486,0.08100092391454126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749464014566957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278271111044257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,w4tch3d_,2020/01/05,"Social Anxiety has ruined my life... Ever since the 10th grade my life and mental state deteriorated, I just can't focus in class without worrying that someone is talking shit or plotting an attack on me and don't even know why, I can't even be in public without worrying, my hand are always sweaty, my face is always red and burns, my knees start shaking, I haven't been to school for like 3+ months now and I know I already failed at school and life, I have been severely bullied to the point where I couldn't go to school maybe that's where I've developed Social Anxiety, most days I just spent the days and nights alone inside my room, now I'm lonely as fuck I have no friends and the only friend I had has abandoned me, so here I am. I got nothing but the internet to help me now, I'm so depressed to go on, I'm suicidal most nights Wondering when is the bullshit going to end or should I end myself? No one in my life understands the pain I'm feeling everyday they just brush it off and tell me it's all inside my head and that hurts like hell when I'm trying to reach out for help from them but now I feel like I have nothing now. I'm lonely as fuck and loneliness can kill a person same with depression. I just hate being like this I just want friends and someone to date or something...",5.550689223057645,5.143851537593989,6.0981804511278215,82.92664411027569,67.45864661654136,9.198596491228072,29.76340852130327,8.648137234880735,2.0133967919799503,1023,32,216,14,15,333,142,266,0.289,0.603,0.10800000000000001,-0.996,0,5,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,1,20,24,7,1,9,0,22,12,5,0,2,40,44,22,2,3,12,0,3,4,3,1,5,0,1,1,6,13,0,1,6,0,1,4,9,17,0,1,5,5,32,7,24,35,4,35,1,8,1,2,13,12,4,6,22,136,38,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332151198429336,0.1100878943036802,0.0,0.16601700567434433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15263260551592586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349166327674301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867419055439522,0.0,0.17184667953093508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17671590643440893,0.0,0.0,0.13178138187240068,0.09023883925481174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088353931490172,0.0712687281177701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23122351828324786,0.1844534499107568,0.0,0.0,0.1700881127494769,0.0,0.07978736905896745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849257352490992,0.10238277662422428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373435838839254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679538931444582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036991359016453,0.0,0.1096512267093846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818544023346953,0.19495123682844254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022255954229906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005348478039644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962766367569593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18723643548901744,0.0,0.19144526212469476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760011354232995,0.0758721501476445,0.10615191814963043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710678474900113,0.0,0.0,0.0943056625375634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028880355726031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270066407822432,0.10240244231911112,0.08252269300240897,0.0,0.0,0.2033859824028049,0.16905303798775262,0.07680029876072299,0.0,0.0,0.07061080413099442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091214996846116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018349388046442,0.08719483797442151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06773064761557028,0.0,0.0,0.10385391747801777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05884116824735981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001809070308157,0.0,0.0,0.19233060319233167,0.10818571375530847,0.0,0.20262271172177387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,brittleflowers,2020/01/05,"Do you have close relatives that could actually help you but you can't have normal convos with them, let alone reaching for help?? My dad, my siblings(all adults) are like heroes for pretty much everyone they meet. People see them as saviors, people who give great advice and counsel, and they go around helping bringing comfort to everyone. While I'm here, feeling like they're total strangers to me. I am unable to reach out to them, and it's not like they try to reach me back. Every time I try to talk they're like ""Oh you'll get over it when you grow up"". 24 years and I've come to believe that not even my own family gives a f about me and my feelings. Honestly, if my hope was 100% on them, I would have given up on life years ago. hbu?",3.112561521252797,4.704338416107383,3.745117449664431,90.32738534675616,74.23489932885906,6.577404921700225,23.154921700223714,7.1686216300943375,0.6955633109619681,580,16,122,6,12,183,100,149,0.013999999999999999,0.68,0.306,0.9939,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,5,7,1,6,9,0,0,1,0,12,1,0,0,1,21,24,10,0,5,4,1,2,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,5,10,0,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,2,3,23,9,19,18,3,19,0,0,1,0,22,8,0,2,11,76,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.15242103169968385,0.0,0.0,0.15262918560135044,0.1384549389426456,0.0,0.0,0.1617679880898163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13904415031539016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010214132215764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759750944915628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454572846664822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470674217602062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316345843078037,0.0,0.1315986438573501,0.29849663315032376,0.0,0.0,0.14724408173788026,0.0,0.15795091334738126,0.1115837209494611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816039647852844,0.2996675330776685,0.08876761243957096,0.0,0.0,0.17220242422207355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31407696731530765,0.0,0.0,0.15513407230354362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971708116774191,0.11032315227556996,0.305230428317315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481922024548465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530351686525548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21656797527844934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589035939627125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244649411175768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554135372144634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107691324204492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120884680521655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095443966880718,0.0,0.0,0.2011652793339719 socialanxiety,popconn_,2020/01/05,Therapy?? I’m kinda confused. So I pretty much know that I have social anxiety. Like sometimes when I think of social events I get anxious and just shut down. But I want to get better so I can enjoy high school. So should I go to therapy? How do I tell my parents? Are there any alternatives to overcoming anxiety?,0.9533151183970894,3.546045606557378,3.3025136612021875,83.45719489981788,92.9344262295082,6.645537340619308,23.171220400728608,7.793537801064563,1.875457559198544,246,10,45,6,9,84,45,61,0.114,0.664,0.222,0.8385,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,10,12,7,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,3,5,11,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,3,30,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13982145068939786,0.0,0.3145812745396193,0.2322801109720297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18184481608920025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21484486292798846,0.0,0.11685256701193725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172376323350825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129975555893652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045037288603384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114657541485094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22830491960028995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20917868974572226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080877017313515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4191858047073112,0.0,0.0,0.20335296571577294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17971168853831207,0.0,0.4702645629237833,0.0,0.0,0.13174620895445285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127375825162888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LA_roma,2020/01/05,"Is there anyone else who is avoiding/running away from eating with people? If yes, how do you fight it?",2.6454999999999984,5.05386455,3.0599999999999987,90.935,78.5,4.0,20.0,3.1291,-0.3584999999999998,81,2,15,0,2,25,19,20,0.115,0.75,0.135,0.1179,0,1,0,0,1,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,3,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243619361213345,0.4753090437511322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43583893387877415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.474674200476776,0.3875196884056923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216021852212852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Shiloh634,2020/01/05,"Thought I finally made a new friend. Nope.. failed again, haha. I feel so embarrassed. It's so difficult to make friends as an adult, but even harder when you're a mom. And hardest when you're socially awkward! I told my therapist I would try harder to make local friends (all my good friends are long distance but I sometimes just crave friendship in the ""real world"" haha) and I always worry that I'm trying too hard. It usually starts off with me clicking with someone, and one of us goes ""oh hey, here's my number/social media, we should keep in touch!"" and then I get completely ghosted. I've even had someone block me! And I'm sitting here wondering like ""I only messaged them one time, I wasn't being pushy or annoying them. I don't think I said anything offensive..What did I do?"" Are most people just anti-social? Is it just people in my town that are not friendly? Is it my generation? Hm.. sorry, just needed to vent! I guess I'm proud of myself for trying?",1.6556132756132769,4.212357343915347,3.1816185666185675,87.55332251082254,84.02645502645503,5.764405964405966,23.40572390572391,7.1686216300943375,1.1349449735449741,754,28,143,11,22,247,124,189,0.127,0.705,0.168,0.9065,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,2,0,2,2,14,15,1,2,4,3,13,0,0,3,1,32,30,14,1,3,8,1,3,1,5,2,0,1,0,1,6,8,0,2,4,0,0,0,4,5,1,2,7,5,25,10,13,20,2,18,0,1,1,0,16,7,0,4,11,90,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994967632267756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873858705217188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385445254491151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745522420835319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668131101925644,0.0,0.0,0.14475108214705534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5104487316458607,0.0,0.06903682385626099,0.0,0.0,0.11083136232822062,0.0,0.0,0.14556526840747525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836998947791208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745061950132905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06455611369728907,0.0,0.0,0.11693826430527875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503248325128974,0.17640672330440907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475881560421065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979788977164986,0.0,0.12762002296316904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790807049715158,0.10049715469513812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18321616114541447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040234882422426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569381163952642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13469838733041292,0.22392075718531199,0.0,0.13068818759211967,0.14791804262417876,0.09352819041099696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534227862236036,0.0,0.08466890664606941,0.0,0.10490307438954943,0.07705092311883441,0.0,0.0,0.12626383741713704,0.0,0.2691397577811432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15894614177843772,0.0,0.14553170263766196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432983827387777,0.0,0.1341928887281157,0.0,0.09386727872402212,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sadgirlsmiley,2020/01/05,"Why I never have a boyfriend in my life When I was younger it was because “I’m too young to date” to “no one wants to date me” to “I might be that obsessed Girlfriend” the term I know is Yandere , I knew the term because of Yandere Simulator. I never play the game before because I duck at using the keyboard. I heard there are people who became Yandere because of anime, mine is because I’m actually might be already this way , I personally dislike Yandere in anime but fine with the Simulator. It’s scary af. Because I’m socially awkward I cant social with others means I will be obsessed with my boyfriend till the point I might harm someone. I don’t think I will. My mum says if I ever have a boyfriend I might do something like this. First of all I dislike sharp things. My past crush had gf before and I just left it alone and move on. I think my mum sees me as unstable. I definitely won’t be very stable in a relationship, but don’t think I will kill someone , I’m asexual, so I don’t know how’s it feel to love someone.",1.3752987012987037,3.6110057333333367,3.247965367965371,88.77779220779223,82.14285714285714,5.532467532467535,26.21212121212121,6.782984794422108,1.1270952380952381,804,35,166,9,22,269,112,210,0.175,0.74,0.086,-0.9416,0,1,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,7,9,1,3,9,0,25,2,0,2,4,28,42,10,1,2,4,2,2,1,2,8,1,2,0,1,10,5,0,0,8,2,0,1,8,5,0,2,5,5,30,4,18,25,3,21,0,0,1,1,13,7,0,5,13,110,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.11369192826570415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066388931044628,0.12856599983456224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4261216538014656,0.0,0.1982740939321196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538530749531627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589083530978034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909896649696323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889535568035093,0.0,0.12805603816973926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265828611844554,0.0,0.08229082151388213,0.05691838516933865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051501764183799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690793698997324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4943729419755181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382621855012448,0.0,0.0,0.17971144632676572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894670200998695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112170628008503,0.08076979415320848,0.10172754183794892,0.0,0.0,0.11013474161615734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508260893876974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264933344649226,0.0,0.0,0.09283928208159467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23752404699303215,0.29614254580086563,0.08969112598818563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740064597387156,0.2239548122248628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062278445341842,0.0,0.09612870321034976,0.06871757948505529,0.09247612763876772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512750659500174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bimmer69,2020/01/05,"Need help overcoming anxiety Need real cold hard steps to overcome social anxiety. I get nervous at the slightest thing and my face starts sweating instantly I need to overcome this. Please help",5.531363636363636,9.121227515151519,4.791136363636369,75.40670454545456,76.87878787878788,8.148484848484847,35.52272727272727,8.841846274778883,4.2071272727272735,160,9,22,4,4,48,26,33,0.177,0.617,0.20600000000000002,0.48100000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,5,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,10,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3998212679721928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365299724830917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234093205676604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35031729008069423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5813009113951599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868531101065725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974416753168957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663848956033668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18496507443322527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17361074180407318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,meegalodon,2020/01/05,"The Next Step I posted here a while ago about my struggle with trying to apply/find a job. A positive update: I managed to get one! I still have the option to accept or deny though, and I’ve been super conflicted about it for the past couple of days. On one hand, cool! Money and being able to do/buy things I want without restrictions! On the other hand, dealing with strangers. all. day. and potentially screwing everything up that I’m supposed to do, or not being able to communicate properly with my coworkers/customers and embarrassing myself.... I’m also really worried about how my potential coworkers will view me. I’ve never been great with socializing (obviously if I’m posting here I guess) or making friends/giving off a likable vibe & I really want to try and meet new people and not end up in a work environment that I’m completely miserable in. I know this is all dumb stuff to be worrying about and that there’s more positives that come with getting a job than negatives, but I just can’t shake the thoughts of every potential situation and detail that I could mess up on. Especially the interacting with customers part. I dread it so much but I really want to take the job. I don’t know how to just push myself and take a risk, I know it could possibly help with SA but I also don’t want it to blow up in my face and make it worse... sorry if this doesn’t make much sense, this is pretty much how my internal struggle with trying to decide has been. If any of you have had this much trouble deciding, what did you do? and if you went for it, how did it turn out? I’d really like to know.",4.324280407264723,5.620916813291139,5.675855806274079,78.84041552008806,70.74050632911394,9.293120528343424,27.34672537149147,9.653516015845867,2.4888281783159054,1267,43,245,30,23,426,165,316,0.11900000000000001,0.782,0.099,-0.7383,3,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,3,0,2,19,16,2,7,14,1,23,4,3,7,4,65,47,30,0,10,15,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,20,21,0,2,8,0,1,5,9,11,0,2,8,4,25,5,44,33,8,30,0,1,1,1,8,12,2,9,12,176,45,5,0.19689792575949505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726906552238248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745920009260694,0.0,0.1066694101486642,0.0,0.06694867071701507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480506425398482,0.10322186450951368,0.0,0.0,0.1572069719889192,0.10893190489723976,0.0,0.12698287315589082,0.10149655784956614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719655991114501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294749729513921,0.0,0.088479579810545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998056851874604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287103954714434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854032913029202,0.108452631846258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06598826460322207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930862142019173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21641990134361114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04809719041384824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971463415728703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894852615978654,0.0,0.07592990935890732,0.09508262182357777,0.10470158890174433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334231302530046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661063301736963,0.09398067480106566,0.06825211498036131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109864134184264,0.18857378526380533,0.10015798828973893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522757062021405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066075912668426,0.0,0.10035631968566304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020555380857144,0.0,0.0,0.07862146892747607,0.0,0.0,0.2058404631268724,0.11270050878930528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14804273592193568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540511640455965,0.0,0.09672560617666542,0.07815747967065319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005211503071046,0.10708420128181337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23227099612459776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126317490747883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490128705664357,0.0,0.07167201749794506,0.1999594012615281,0.10032790390466292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MayaDC,2020/01/05,"I had a really (really) bad day I promised myself I would kick my anxiety's ass in 2020, but here I am, crying on the floor again. I basically ran away crying from a huge event I signed up for (for some godforsaken reason) because it was so overwhelming, fucking hell it was so embarrassing! The last thing I want is to draw attention to myself and make a scene in these situations, but people just don't get that My dad thinks the reason I ran away is because I'm a snob, and he probably told that to the people there... I'm going crazy thinking about all of their opinions about me now,, Why do we care about what everyone thinks when they don't even care about us? Anyways, I feel like I'll never be happy because no matter what, my brain will always keep torturing me. But those are just feelings right? I have no idea what my future holds, I'll probably just turn out okay in the end. You will too. Just needed to vent. I'm sorry anyone who read this",4.973778359511343,5.3671603350785375,5.8154057591623065,81.71832678883074,68.68586387434556,9.089179755671903,26.387870855148343,9.075114841892004,1.8419734729493884,748,20,153,13,12,246,124,191,0.22399999999999998,0.677,0.098,-0.9855,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,2,1,2,0,18,13,4,2,9,1,15,3,2,3,2,32,36,8,0,3,7,1,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,2,9,1,0,3,5,7,0,0,6,2,23,6,20,26,2,23,1,1,0,2,9,11,3,2,10,103,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103773072364664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147861615081054,0.0,0.0,0.09275354481779433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492623306561009,0.0,0.1107590965781402,0.2425907601899697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808379338668434,0.0,0.0,0.27049564065503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291424558444438,0.0855497339356057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749052947228104,0.0,0.0,0.08761556694684987,0.0,0.0,0.12675491953742193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414593726507432,0.09476680136296367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226348772460245,0.06930533105935716,0.0,0.07538933658015813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412107978963245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974825554726007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790742408159008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081292971193286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648071939261204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854641390487224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835997028500318,0.1023096010031938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18392874982263405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860431456216689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268815802482606,0.0,0.16996086958526144,0.27277723386862074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328430561546872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491066986455379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849334516120122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812826749585677,0.2549946366778346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675491953742193,0.0,0.0,0.14428756730239406,0.0,0.0,0.15956433626636368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824174010861727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969803230717585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423235983674703,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PeachFreeze,2020/01/05,"Overcoming Social Anxiety: Step by Step by Thomas Richards Anyone have a link/torrent or something for the program? I feel like it could help me but it is quite expensive at $299. I found a link for the old version but i am looking for the newer one.",2.2216000000000022,4.524677960000002,3.414000000000001,88.397,79.4,6.4,28.0,7.554174236665415,1.742,198,9,39,3,5,64,38,50,0.03,0.89,0.08,0.3071,1,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,7,3,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,4,1,6,5,1,5,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,3,25,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249563384864028,0.0,0.0,0.2281060727953293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26046636416244195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495058485955766,0.23305721557860734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35769195981968865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21866362720607466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15937843156735734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739492012720637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423212134760491,0.0,0.2210604096784051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34698343647394664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325481736406807,0.0,0.251146109345487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,nubi-k,2020/01/06,"Being Bilingual When you have social anxiety but you have to be your parents translator because they don’t speak English and then they get mad at you when you don’t help them. And when you do, you end up feeling exhausted and stressed.",4.081666666666667,6.3952531111111135,4.0063888888888926,86.37625000000004,73.44444444444444,7.166666666666668,31.25,8.07648339933343,2.346666666666668,190,9,35,3,4,58,31,45,0.221,0.6809999999999999,0.098,-0.7717,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,7,3,0,3,3,1,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,0,5,9,8,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,10,0,3,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,14,2,0,0,5,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046994175003216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428007860985977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527767449923238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20139311361892454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080959989843575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669729771236244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44226647702709937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40601803367236056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4562528131942669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,872738,2020/01/06,"Anxiety at uni First day back at uni since the Christmas break and I'm only now realising how badly anxiety is affecting me here. Since I've been back I've had that constant nagging fear that I can't seem to shake. I'm scared to go into the kitchen of my shared accommodation because I don't want to have to make awkward conversation with people. I try to make food as quickly as possible so there's less chance of bumping into someone. It sucks because I can feel it affecting my mood, I don't want to be scared to go out of my room. I struggle with making friends. As soon as I get to like a person I can feel myself pulling away, I almost go off them completely, like I don't want to be around them anymore. I can't bring myself to ask people to hang out outside of lectures. I just can't progress potential friendships past a certain point. Just a number of things are getting me stressed, and I'm trying to be more relaxed about things but it is kinda difficult. Anyone got any tips?",3.8303182579564488,5.222480105527637,4.8231959798994986,84.11204690117256,72.06532663316581,7.517721943048577,29.849581239530988,8.021203637495839,2.0001715912897824,787,33,156,11,15,257,116,199,0.15,0.7709999999999999,0.079,-0.8157,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,2,13,18,2,7,5,0,17,2,0,6,1,27,38,9,0,3,3,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,7,9,2,0,3,1,0,7,6,11,0,1,3,2,21,6,33,32,2,28,0,0,0,0,7,11,1,3,11,100,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368873768382168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929620955217474,0.0,0.2091534192279884,0.0,0.13557172080139274,0.09558526603933787,0.0,0.0,0.12169382509419545,0.12779798231298875,0.0,0.12843609500937336,0.21023090790003915,0.11414051865613653,0.16666462647146854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332951985001122,0.1477263737004868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816152626719521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15382783453196106,0.13824134836859134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627871116791495,0.16530068603757292,0.0,0.1056156804141924,0.0,0.14284237912990574,0.0,0.233072810565871,0.0,0.1093331335954114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335714529263527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737490803144856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396808449884838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049759426865687,0.18954400630849516,0.11936297494645745,0.0,0.0,0.12922764245306773,0.15411104440640808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737252404903762,0.0,0.0,0.12444843063579472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22616273039451604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582722055520495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565917596673267,0.14291068508532584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18163756243979887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856234647562826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24189126868480015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Mintikah18,2020/01/06,"Need help with career networking! So basically I graduated from university a few months ago and have been trying to look for a job in my field for quite a long time. Many sites say the best way to get a job these days is through networking but my problem is how do you network?? I understand that you have to ask friends, family, co-workers etc but the problem is I don’t have any past co-workers I’m friends with, my friends are mostly all still in school and my family doesn’t really have any connections. So my question is how would someone with social anxiety network to find a job??",4.0446280193236746,5.70984857391305,4.989855072463769,82.04642512077298,71.95652173913044,8.937198067632849,30.169082125603857,9.444778638647367,2.7519661835748788,466,20,92,11,9,152,72,115,0.075,0.775,0.15,0.8751,3,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,2,5,6,0,0,7,0,14,0,0,2,1,18,20,8,0,4,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,10,4,13,18,5,11,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,2,7,60,12,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300394311903016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19952011647826254,0.0,0.11222400466551664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714336027854188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15395109883434205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946084417041633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16360768378022966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765887122779203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340798354871424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400168542872557,0.0,0.07664394816531356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832895932679908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4367270848656124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298236182854565,0.12318985198257752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14872932492400495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709339914154955,0.0,0.0,0.10877513098680652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004038453782727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28074143919887395,0.0,0.0,0.16433597216043327,0.15603198688351325,0.0,0.0,0.09397886049680478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666059106643628,0.0,0.14846678489755274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954071812455236,0.12429722246913864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715366765389244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554111599782023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959869961356488,0.0,0.0,0.15271838517320158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164424967623153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21359661254316306,0.0,0.0,0.10421045527705763,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LazarBsherlock,2020/01/06,"School starts tomorrow and I don't want it to So Christmas break is over and I'm kind of freaking out because my anxiety is always so much worse after breaks because I'm not used to people anymore. I feel anxious but not as much as I was after summer break. Honestly, I never even minded isolation but this year I love my new classmates (first year of high school) and I wish I could talk and form relationships like a normal person. Then there are all the interrogations, presentations and projects... I'm not ready to start school again but the more I wait the less I am ready and I hate it.",2.966951410658308,5.267728250000005,3.781347962382444,86.73481191222571,76.84482758620689,6.631974921630094,23.476489028213173,7.686295010490155,1.1113896551724136,471,15,93,7,11,150,75,116,0.147,0.698,0.155,0.7105,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,1,0,4,0,7,1,0,1,2,23,19,14,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,1,12,4,11,17,6,20,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,15,63,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800772632740996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688145268684753,0.1873731229141008,0.16448726434432154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20221185000241165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242467711759132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954810810266713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386314298441189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410793267831513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16375112991703164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17523882442948854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727163146074586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103018371559376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14969395367699634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16747000753326358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438504591265892,0.0,0.12792045547610967,0.16018736745809,0.0,0.0,0.1625063123519516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498554007520904,0.14482142069809056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780701745451864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5035735821322596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347912852104779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331094166506555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324866536493525,0.0,0.0,0.09782775940671763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19072932137039644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16902418655320425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136151317742759 socialanxiety,eekookoff,2020/01/06,"I can't answer questions about myself Whenever someone I'm close with asks me a question about myself I just can't answer it. I don't know why but I can't say anything but ""I don't know"". It doesn't happen for every single question and there's no correlation between what I can and cant answer but even basic questions like ""how are you?"" I have to answer with I dont know. I dont know if this is a good explanation or not but I hope you can kind of understand what I mean.",-0.2369230769230768,1.987721823529416,2.393529411764707,91.87703619909504,90.56862745098042,4.707088989441932,18.630467571644047,6.297961479604792,-0.0023387631975864127,374,11,81,4,13,129,58,102,0.067,0.852,0.081,0.2939,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,14,0,0,1,0,29,24,9,0,2,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,14,0,0,0,11,0,0,0,0,1,16,4,8,24,1,1,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,7,1,60,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279995934518259,0.0,0.14541279608219762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645932027008287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273545311048128,0.0,0.13105266642918076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304630647160952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375471902119617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544904509155486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197531064744772,0.34193201801499723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599102151399352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16943319353509415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.696980244911609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236949620099589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13179206508998173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619269599059687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035441433564647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,celestial-ashes,2020/01/06,"I made some progress today! One of my goals this year was to try and talk more, to be more outgoing. Naturally, I’m a bit of an extrovert in most cases, but my anxiety often makes it an internal battle. Last semester, it got the best of me. I only made a few new friends late into the semester, none of which I really talk to anymore. But today was the first day of my second semester of college. I came in with the usual jitters, and I sat in my car for a bit trying to prep myself for a 9am-2pm school day. And it worked!! I made a some new friends today, and a few people even reached out to me! I didn’t have to do anything, they just came up to me and we starting talking. This has never happened to me before, so I realized that sometimes I appear kind of standoffish in a sense because I’m trying to avoid communication. I’m really happy for myself, and I feel like this semester is gonna be really good :D",4.2445543672014265,4.625114983957221,6.136697860962568,78.82112522281642,70.28342245989305,9.441889483065957,29.487076648841356,9.516144504307137,2.5679130124777187,710,26,144,15,12,248,106,187,0.040999999999999995,0.7609999999999999,0.198,0.9875,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,1,5,4,9,1,1,13,0,9,0,0,4,1,28,25,9,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,8,12,0,1,2,0,0,4,3,2,0,3,10,1,22,7,27,12,11,25,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,5,15,104,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298156073336801,0.0,0.12053993894004722,0.0,0.0,0.1000211447203318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409267869280528,0.0,0.10342580765677883,0.0,0.1275539354427672,0.0,0.2653912300957214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780301056457257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15677288641452292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802792989130836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061456783143408376,0.08683174279142994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033860797912352,0.0,0.0,0.18781066719494652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194614470816844,0.09721060682722796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748180558279248,0.1293868686708493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265703706589231,0.0,0.09907536374181176,0.13710800755565106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059380727354869337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34502633630928525,0.08113220375396357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374296516960463,0.23477775704197446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236200963316298,0.09244041812793828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426397043506144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23359443866704424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300998719466905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021107206513207,0.0,0.08603014736655279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29307970132038874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.345631226946904,0.0,0.0,0.24756314563943094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338646002815349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848617753758696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782709684040966 socialanxiety,Danpannine,2020/01/06,"A real friend would be p cool Used to have them before everything went to shit at age 12 but since then as I’m 26 it gets lonely. Not even internet friends are something I socialize with anymore, just very shorts conversations once a week in average. So afraid of fucking up the relation with an opening message that is way too uninteresting, a joke or spin at saying what I mean that does not work anymore. My conversations are so short and rare I’m sure my actual internet friend will become like the rest of the bunch. This history of failing with friends doesn’t make it easier to be motivated and expect anything to find friends. I need a lot of alcohol to dare start conversations but being some weird drunk, can’t say I’m a keeper.",7.114225352112676,7.086896021126763,7.453626760563381,73.23846830985919,64.14084507042253,11.325352112676056,34.651408450704224,10.9516,3.7728,593,24,111,15,8,194,101,142,0.155,0.6920000000000001,0.153,-0.10099999999999999,0,2,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,3,5,15,2,1,9,1,11,4,1,3,1,24,22,9,0,3,6,0,0,1,5,2,1,2,0,0,6,6,2,0,3,2,0,1,4,6,0,0,1,3,6,9,17,16,4,13,0,2,0,1,13,7,2,3,5,66,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.1454705145022007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15931016430520653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956741537860739,0.0,0.0,0.1226716538350312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16463576149991402,0.1268473272322173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304518908410451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984591247572768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339742258771292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362469966188318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5758543660214046,0.13781252691869705,0.0778827607342551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282792104526052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673372019863402,0.0,0.0,0.09950517604660368,0.0,0.0,0.16238059438308652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053328675357456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875435542206254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967394345568093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370924024306979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15301789525184512,0.12331198854020065,0.0,0.0,0.15195777681758402,0.0,0.11476113073999905,0.0,0.0,0.1055122942917212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049641925986714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874835046225838,0.0,0.122998106618069,0.0,0.11832458180622453,0.11957471408542278,0.0,0.0,0.13818909668761012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852451019658728,0.0,0.0,0.1058948312115266,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,martin1811,2020/01/06,"Fake Personality Hi! So I've had this issue all my life. I have been told by many people that I'm trying to be someone I am not, my ex-girlfriend, some random dude, even my best friend. I feel like I have used this my whole life to cover up what is my low self-esteem or even social anxiety. Right now I find it very hard to make friends and feel like I have to force myself into it, and even then it's super hard. The only time I'm the person I wanna be, full of confidence and life, is when I am drunk. (need to be extra careful). Like for example today, I went to an event by myself. They had this 15 minute break from whatever activity we were doing... and I am like holy shit now I have to either stand by myself in the corner with my phone or go socialise.... to make myself feel comfortable. And I do wanna socialise, I do wanna meet new people, I just don't know how and this is all so overwhelming..... Please help me , I need to rebuild my confidence and be the person I wanna be.",2.8477941176470587,3.842519563725492,4.579686274509808,86.45158823529414,73.95098039215686,7.2047058823529415,21.44313725490196,7.554174236665415,0.6570572549019613,757,16,163,9,15,257,115,204,0.075,0.741,0.185,0.9773,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,1,0,1,2,10,14,1,1,5,0,23,5,1,4,2,34,38,14,0,6,5,0,5,4,2,0,3,0,0,3,9,10,1,0,5,1,0,2,2,4,0,0,6,5,30,10,23,27,8,19,0,2,0,0,13,7,1,4,12,119,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298066550203687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127090420612914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372497090848056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667372615462927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20419727452858305,0.1923390097743146,0.0,0.0,0.12303633906153275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20800755917163646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650522195970767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411785069098276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090230086689358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405038485532208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739812850699776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852492148940996,0.2630657852059459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17971409105916789,0.13647922212357985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19963171716210468,0.0,0.1300127115234662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023813291906314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18665119588883167,0.35262379094716445,0.0,0.14776764792891606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496109846314576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043356568733506,0.0,0.13818111305130906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722378485795422,0.11405947175096467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849551510390226,0.0,0.12759997246961116,0.12863109948426887,0.0,0.091395244715358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626476982390965,0.0,0.11107207590141924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479013098710548,0.0,0.15029365588662386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Fanyxdxdxd,2020/01/06,I NEED HELP A friend of mine congratulated me in Facebook for my birthday and I don't know how to respond to it.,2.036249999999999,3.5380367916666664,4.331666666666667,85.38000000000002,76.91666666666666,6.466666666666668,28.66666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.3743166666666669,89,4,20,1,2,31,22,24,0.0,0.731,0.26899999999999996,0.7672,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,5,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5607940755575574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4865255691086112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989111408700715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5382125761377419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,journeytoletgo,2020/01/06,"How I feel I became extremely socially isolated after I broke up with a guy, developed into my depression again, and begin losing friends. I always been critical of my appearance However now I don’t even want to leave the house because one, I hate my face and body, two people in my family are always making rude comments on my appearance, two I’m always getting compared to my younger sister, I find it extremely difficult to meet new people. I’m also suspicious when people invite me out. Basically I’m going to die stuck in my house forever",6.034831932773107,7.35982273529412,7.792857142857143,65.14500000000002,66.74509803921569,11.7109243697479,34.179271708683466,11.491704259439757,4.802127170868348,437,20,67,15,7,153,72,102,0.29,0.657,0.053,-0.9778,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,2,0,2,0,3,2,2,2,0,12,16,5,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,6,0,3,2,1,15,1,13,14,0,15,0,3,0,0,6,6,0,2,6,45,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531959928836113,0.4223963900370305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315069276277666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18795753044463856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574293514666298,0.0,0.17561641027923025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117636107033974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595189855017658,0.0,0.08555919246080494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546576442473282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307335675480121,0.0,0.08840682438186931,0.0,0.09616766470099444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16754750374617575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16706283525350082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3904982362464747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791721667773033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893060980181472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295101176311965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16342699920850715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466312867724965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519330281480054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724913750092931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33059308620211464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998062294975573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Bebeq114,2020/01/06,Meeting up with a friend today One of my friends messaged me and they want to go out for dinner tonight. We're not extremely close but we're good friends..still I can't help but feel nervous all of today :/,2.0992857142857133,4.200781547619052,2.5526190476190465,95.4632142857143,78.76190476190476,5.152380952380953,27.16666666666667,5.985473137389443,0.7779809523809531,163,7,35,1,4,50,36,42,0.18100000000000002,0.628,0.191,-0.1248,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,10,4,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,4,3,7,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17322538021351258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5293732045343399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19470357074380729,0.2873508630799261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296329533713885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321499711522713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6494764574300368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020703042552864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Hecticmonkey,2020/01/06,"Another 'Is this SA?' post but with a little RSD Hey there, So recently I've been looking at some of my behaviors and noticed some things that I'm concerned about. First some helpful info. I'm an ESFP generally seen by others as an extrovert always willing to talk, interact, entertain, etc. I also have ADHD and what may possibly be Rejection Sensitivity Disorder (which SA might be a side effect of or not, or overlap with, dunno?). * I worry about my interactions and relationships a lot. I play out interactions in my head days ahead of time. I replay past interactions over and over after they've taken place and beat myself up on places I flubbed or on better things I could have said. * I am terrified that I'll offend someone close to me by saying something dumb, insensitive, or just annoying. In groups, that I should just shut up and leave the conversation for everyone's sake. In direct interactions, that they'll hate, think me inconsiderate, and not want to keep interacting with me. * I worry I'm not funny or interesting enough even though I also kind of know I am. * I mind read and look for tiny reactions / tone from people to gauge what they think of me and how well I'm doing in the conversation. Sometimes I'm very accurate, other times I'm way off and my worrying created a situation that wasn't there. My reactions to the imagined situations are sometimes rationalizations, other times frantic attempts to please, and when all fails anger / depression / avoidance. * When texting if there is a pause after something I said that should get a reply I am constantly checking my phone. I check every 2 or so minutes and eventually start obsessing over plausibly offensive aspects of what I said. I rewind the conversation and reread everything we've said looking for clues. Then I try and say something else or something funny to regain attention and get them to check back in. The moment they respond normally I feel my whole body relax. * I want to be even more extroverted but I somehow manage to hold myself back in some way. I cautiously plan everything so I don't embarrass myself in front of others. Whenever I do something and feel this way I immediately regret not going further and committing to the action. Fear of embarrassment gets in the way. *When meeting new people I am dead silent and awkwardly smiling. Really I'm watching the room listening to conversations, planning things to say, gauging everyone there. I don't want to embarrass myself so I need enough sensory info about the environment and people before I can slowly get out of the shell (this may be a normal thing but it feeds into next bullet). * I feel like I tailor my interactions and am not my genuine self. Depending on who I'm with my demeanor, language, and interests can completely change. Im afraid you won't like me or get to know me otherwise. I feel like I'm putting on a play and afterwards I'm going to go home and review the whole thing for my performance. * I avoid conflict with those who have wronged me and just attempt to solve the situation as painlessly and quickly as possible so they'll leave me alone and I can stop worrying about their impact on my life, often in detriment to my own wallet or sanity. * I feel like I need constant reassurance from the people around me that I'm ok. That I'm a good person. That I'm liked or loved. I tend to people please in order to serve this need. So after writing all that out, I do feel like that's definitely some form of anxiety. There's definitely something there. Whether it's RSD, SA, a mix, something else completely ... I don't know. I figured I'd ask you guys and see if anyone feels similarly or has advice?",4.359985838753808,6.76344145827233,5.5869702133787795,74.94939082639276,72.92386530014642,8.988205362071863,29.059093200201612,9.547479334278126,3.0871064445671217,2928,122,503,77,61,973,320,683,0.174,0.705,0.121,-0.9917,0,3,7,0,0,0,85.0,0,2,6,11,35,40,6,10,25,1,37,5,2,3,3,119,93,61,1,14,25,0,7,6,0,9,1,8,2,3,33,38,1,6,18,5,3,6,10,21,1,1,8,21,74,19,81,71,16,74,0,4,6,1,44,36,1,26,32,345,107,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138202232361468,0.058040736351587435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615159748763325,0.0,0.09499735083879406,0.04942193428053697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06228151202292272,0.04543750544249782,0.0,0.0,0.041530815627266834,0.0,0.0,0.05287471618150762,0.05552690975189768,0.0,0.0,0.09134316863810577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050541318743568465,0.0,0.0,0.052530620793212135,0.0,0.06597517121076192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06283271626229185,0.0,0.12455040634370833,0.1283711819542295,0.0,0.04742258903751735,0.0,0.0,0.038305277000688365,0.0,0.05115738154418989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807255435390545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923487893531624,0.0,0.0,0.12274315637729268,0.06624184410773294,0.07846052599059268,0.0,0.050043392174683315,0.11351016726096695,0.10676195078328828,0.0,0.0,0.06683661299492932,0.21022555736563767,0.1697290410936838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05052190483942854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15515886384002991,0.0,0.10126774056742616,0.049818248569759034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058811026190012564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058640902190675866,0.06095706686466585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03981164847826375,0.0,0.059578674222969384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415748836568161,0.0,0.0,0.05279357786527479,0.0,0.06185142366200276,0.09792687860257424,0.0,0.0,0.12578282286824932,0.0,0.0,0.041952900223335365,0.17410627017350713,0.0595300395493448,0.0,0.0,0.14963214652521148,0.0,0.0,0.05049605291557562,0.053606888090213384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06300939256122524,0.05997266911444026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321233533133786,0.0,0.05736468354173289,0.06316794171714578,0.0,0.11639024137209394,0.0,0.067622334894787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056699863398852815,0.20588730631381896,0.051861985749804315,0.12411161349428815,0.13039716289000725,0.0,0.13391932954884522,0.05688460892462718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05970902787414417,0.0,0.0,0.059411717769664224,0.0,0.03805037075651084,0.0,0.05864603336499141,0.06376869395570972,0.0,0.0,0.2259954374067625,0.14170140133490508,0.0,0.0,0.047330638658385216,0.0,0.0619626108854526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20028957887494991,0.0,0.0,0.050325736808822415,0.32007968242318835,0.11748762223664792,0.0,0.04204054285984708,0.0,0.0,0.04965741833342749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04773996915373293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19729913482609668,0.07611666136399334,0.058355919118448125,0.0,0.1039022338035294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04032574375905895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0490076270985105,0.10509926998016324,0.1885819917457097,0.0,0.0,0.053403817503941485,0.0,0.0,0.13262623180826685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412766403485429,0.0,0.0,0.06493981313771763,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,skinkscat,2020/01/06,"anxious for no reason have you ever been the last to wake up in the house and you can hear everyone moving around and getting ready and this makes you anxious for some reason so you stay in bed for hours til you can't anymore and you hate the whole thing and then you finally go out and everyone greets you with ""well, finally"" or ""hey, sleepy head"", which makes the whole thing worse and it's totally your fault? A similar thing would be staying in the car to sleep when you get to an event or practice or meeting where you're fine round all the people and it would be better if you just went in now but you drag it out for no reason? It's such an effort to speak. Like getting anxious around people for no reason",2.5886698717948704,4.598370826388892,3.070277777777779,92.77942307692308,76.8472222222222,6.097435897435898,21.493589743589745,7.010146845296331,0.4320615384615385,565,15,119,6,13,175,85,144,0.14,0.7979999999999999,0.062,-0.8793,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,12,0,2,10,6,1,0,9,0,8,3,3,6,3,31,17,17,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,9,13,0,0,4,0,0,4,4,2,1,0,2,3,12,4,20,11,5,26,0,0,1,0,16,10,0,5,11,88,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888843768634033,0.11379527348368627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20429307861566345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148179525539062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103792570225753,0.0,0.21928573048333505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25139301510380146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17984710419764438,0.0,0.06521169278070225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328600233246293,0.11776050778612765,0.0,0.12932489338726558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299978429131845,0.13239923779311585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353172244514453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05605815108607621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15318510023650134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219547751969546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590981652188867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4719040113503797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482692538764805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446037985713129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286925618104427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316868888957678,0.10636889189447178,0.0,0.2562152873624457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693399857338857,0.16302177412426952,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Mamramro,2020/01/06,"Does anyone else have a really hard time confronting people? I have a really hard time doing it, and I often need to mentaly prepare myself for a confrontation before it happens, no matter if it’s on person or over text. I get really stressed out when I do muster up enough courage to confront someone. This stress is so bad that I often choose to stay away from confrontations all together, even when they’re necessary. This then causes me to feel like I’m letting other people take advantage of me which of course doesn’t make me happy Doesn anyone else have this problem?",6.4762301587301625,7.488640935185188,6.378994708994714,76.80833333333334,65.57407407407408,9.134391534391536,29.317460317460323,9.23628265651192,2.5777126984126983,463,15,78,8,7,146,79,108,0.22399999999999998,0.6709999999999999,0.105,-0.9046,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,12,4,2,3,0,8,0,0,2,1,14,15,7,0,3,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,0,3,9,4,13,14,2,11,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,4,6,55,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22295743375417015,0.32671430532853685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497918211207975,0.0,0.13311924620510515,0.0,0.0,0.1356650785136429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378081001874709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952021220600533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26637032781746905,0.0,0.0,0.16473610464563487,0.0,0.10530347924578047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061372204135699,0.11389841152962647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329675587510829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098538772418207,0.16971856536152155,0.28563991115841536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303024925467033,0.0,0.07789053062586904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642224645508894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821697274190628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22106045722901602,0.13921006700118932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255510503279598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064090924702371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350864046517313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16993353593278768,0.0,0.0,0.3652581441590429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987318965043856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18593242198813084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,JulianDiVito,2020/01/06,"Looking for some feedback Hi everyone, I'm working on something to help people gain exposure and feel more comfortable in anxiety-inducing social situations. At the moment these include introducing yourself to people, presenting to a group, answering questions in class, receiving criticism, being teased, and being interviewed. You can use it for free :) Currently compatible on Oculus Go headsets If you're interested in trying it out please join this facebook group: [https://www.facebook.com/groups/sightly/](https://www.facebook.com/groups/sightly/)",14.2104,18.522483840000007,11.311666666666667,36.22750000000002,50.6,13.533333333333333,45.83333333333334,12.45797560212912,7.835133333333335,468,25,42,16,6,140,63,75,0.055999999999999994,0.687,0.257,0.9524,1,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,0,2,0,4,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,8,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,4,12,6,2,12,0,0,1,0,10,7,0,3,3,27,5,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798259344576552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807122431968092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16643055459837425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19628782172644546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24591603399460624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4060436824114895,0.0,0.0,0.3214558557775182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280534059092569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291700348566389,0.0,0.2985185851761246,0.0,0.2254463779293231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19882252316896995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252924043959202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21319463813758774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,paulouv,2020/01/06,Do you have trouble sending voice notes? I think I've only send 2 voice notes in my entire life because I get way to anxious when trying. I definitely prefer writing even if it's too long. Do you feel the same?,2.1277906976744205,4.145850558139537,3.6955232558139532,87.71444767441862,78.30232558139534,5.230232558139536,24.703488372093023,5.985473137389443,0.6726325581395352,166,6,33,1,4,55,36,43,0.121,0.8140000000000001,0.065,-0.3313,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,6,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,6,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46217598825495004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493886533944649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702122072599564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20685747445622515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137422279284152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889653268871371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620480165010572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31114533585335763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26214011207227084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777577155636506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32473116637783433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,janungen-,2020/01/06,Does anyone else feel out of breath when trying to talk? I always get out of breath and my voice starts shaking when I’m talking/giving instructions. Has anyone overcame the out of breath part?? Any tips???,3.5234210526315803,6.306211605263162,3.020263157894739,90.32934210526315,77.6842105263158,4.852631578947369,20.026315789473685,5.985473137389443,0.09234736842105297,163,4,29,1,4,48,29,38,0.073,0.927,0.0,-0.3939,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,5,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,7,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,15,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783946020297398,0.0,0.0,0.2275236170684609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4678875910802506,0.3428133494310265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927903093289537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794958860963324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16917202346135252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17480250734396144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36231394264121547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368150977690585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26892006367099097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271556050726573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Torileighh97,2020/01/06,"Confrontation on my driveway project Being an introvert means you want to avoid confrontation at all costs. Well I just screwed myself into a sticky position. I hired a local construction company to fix my driveway. Long story short, my driveway was basically a cliff and my car scraped each time I went up it. So I met this dude at my property for a consult. He said he was going to dig out the existing concrete, install drains and level the driveway. He got there this morning and texted me pics of the finished product at noon. It looks great, but no drains, and it doesn't look like he dug any of the concrete out that was causing the problem. So now I'm left with this, I haven't paid him yet. We are planning on meeting up tonight at a gas station to exchange payment. I want to see what's up, but scared of the confrontation. Adulting sucks, but being an introvert on top of that is horrible. any suggestions on how I should approach this?",4.576882399368589,6.307185950276246,4.8377782162588785,83.40531767955802,70.71270718232044,8.044356748224152,33.37056037884767,8.634040054169528,2.798480347277033,751,37,140,13,14,236,115,181,0.163,0.79,0.047,-0.9716,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,1,0,2,8,11,5,2,13,0,10,2,0,2,1,23,24,10,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,4,1,10,10,0,1,1,0,3,4,3,8,1,0,8,4,17,3,25,13,2,30,0,0,3,1,13,19,2,0,8,93,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192438462857143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24112855338184086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340035723173446,0.0,0.18773205304576865,0.2587865582510008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25503079582871835,0.0,0.0,0.11467540653761538,0.0,0.0,0.20772537612613576,0.3942219247307883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556857371107381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22460135459924926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22327844914292655,0.0,0.2350019599633141,0.0,0.1870464593064793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687078460427726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768952892913274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110471200200457,0.2175936181381469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sm243,2020/01/06,"Blushed really bad at work today due to colleagues making me uncomfortable and nasty to me, I feel so embarrassed :/ So I stuck up for this girl and risked my own job to help her against a bullying manager and yet she turned on me today and effectively tried bullying me. So in front of the whole room along with her friend tried making me feel so small, why are you not getting the user a chair? Even though there was a chair about a meter away, then said things like I bet you wont even open the door for her when she leaves and why didnt you fix the issue even though originally this was HER user before xmas which she didnt fix so I stepped in and tried helping cos I am a nice person. This caused me to blush a little which then they picked up and started shouting HAHAHA ""jack"" (changed name) why are you going red, omg look at him go red which of course made me go bright red and I felt really hot, started sweating in front of all the users, it was so embarrassing and I can't stop thinking about it. My mental health is not great as it is, suffer with really bad anxiety and dont need this added stress on top. Its really not nice.",3.6832276214833772,4.918164417391303,4.256905370843992,88.64003836317139,72.21739130434783,7.8465473145780065,22.659846547314572,8.313332769828598,0.9909872122762152,896,21,194,14,17,284,131,230,0.177,0.7090000000000001,0.114,-0.956,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,4,1,3,16,13,0,4,11,0,13,2,1,8,1,34,31,22,0,1,3,0,4,1,1,1,1,2,2,2,12,14,0,1,5,0,1,6,8,7,0,0,9,11,29,6,26,21,3,33,0,1,5,0,20,16,0,1,12,123,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367109002881947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504233651049105,0.0,0.20447510422615892,0.0,0.0,0.10419278902085358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578608711181138,0.12953195745327126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14350616036801886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426238937040988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382506426657434,0.0,0.11756765727190542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460171337432256,0.0,0.06397314184389702,0.0,0.20876717485538632,0.0,0.0,0.13499748620802568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015469894387974,0.0,0.0,0.1641463576173892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780213240090246,0.12150906634279933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965295971057975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059821080805311115,0.12272336783767147,0.0,0.0,0.10282405934532368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586165671212338,0.16346772203290735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339707820418765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079238544311732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691539266809308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137689598099689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164744782821618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17333625324430654,0.0,0.0,0.10237059578888566,0.14026183145091578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134788580896853,0.07845864963188694,0.2406057506997755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321295643334025,0.0,0.0,0.24939901546185744,0.13318642113463572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314662414351949,0.13670692942878584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914237013290861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rlima1877,2020/01/06,"Rebuking Social Anxiety Pittsburgh Anyone in the Pittsburgh area would like to get together and form a group where we just embarrass ourselves, dance to funny songs, stare each at each other and read stupid texts. Pretty much exposure therapy? Also make friends in the process. Come on let’s do this !!",7.170769230769231,9.513321461538466,6.0453846153846165,74.8746153846154,65.15384615384616,9.815384615384616,34.153846153846146,10.125756701596842,3.948215384615384,244,11,37,6,4,73,46,52,0.115,0.6920000000000001,0.193,0.7170000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,3,4,1,1,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,6,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,2,6,4,4,8,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,1,24,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469933592271733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362752646269051,0.0,0.0,0.2159604572685416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266053526084837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23862266207001234,0.0,0.1613653797936038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158278832403756,0.0,0.15089225174163898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206164886462832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22704591782113004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142192766960465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30894124140972506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148414891509644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532056515826691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21940362020464266,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TeenGohanruto_SS2,2020/01/06,"does anyone have any tips on how to get over my fear of having my conversations and sex overheard by people in my building? I'm having a recurring issue. I live and work from home and my desk happens to be very close to my apartment's front door. As such, I'm constantly anxious whenever I'm on the phone or whenever I have company over b/c i'm always worried about neighbors overhearing me. I am sandwiched between my building's office and a neighbor. At times I can hear either side so it worries me that if i can (somewhat faintly) hear them, then they can hear me. It's becoming a problem b/c I'm not able to feel fully comfortable. How do you get over this?",1.809072494669508,4.144717305970151,3.729424307036248,85.37223880597016,81.16417910447761,6.5151385927505325,27.4818763326226,7.7094869923839395,1.8832533049040507,525,24,101,9,14,177,88,134,0.106,0.865,0.027999999999999997,-0.8379,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,2,1,5,3,0,1,4,0,10,3,0,2,0,14,22,11,0,2,4,0,1,0,2,0,1,3,4,0,4,5,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,4,17,1,17,21,2,15,0,0,0,1,11,10,0,3,4,66,21,2,0.17719419473312167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743976474894185,0.0,0.0,0.12049812866636908,0.0,0.0,0.20017900372613184,0.0,0.12389830092763765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956970666418837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914839751155685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506383390156134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19939273199327684,0.08959470894690608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18515330665474355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566922412096848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5991322066381156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774022484886468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18494470280430544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646572029748446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284414379814106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695509137608846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332335990685068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462037679321229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289994841383864,0.3598986119247629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hornyhomelesswoman,2020/01/06,5-htp Does anyone have any experience with 5-htp? Is it worth a try?,1.3846153846153868,4.071303230769232,2.3757692307692326,89.60673076923081,93.6153846153846,5.676923076923077,14.192307692307693,7.1686216300943375,-0.06896923076923045,54,1,11,1,2,17,12,13,0.0,0.83,0.17,0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38407251578183854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3949101339999007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4942463211046677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5524671665675243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834512910716861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Amin_Yapusi1337,2020/01/06,"Being alone with my thoughts I am overthinking everything I did over the day, I care about what people think of me and it drives me to insanity. I’m sitting here all by myself trying to study and all I did for 4 hours was stare at the ceiling and think about how insanely awkward I am around people and that I don’t matter. It’s like a constant sickness that I can’t cure. The thing is that my personality is pretty extroverted. My voice is pretty loud and in school I love to talk with people, but when I get home I regret everything. It drives me crazy, in my head im super insecure and I do everything to not show it. I can’t talk about serious things with people since for some reason I always tell myself I don’t matter at all. An example: When I open a group chat with lots of people in it I am literally shaking in fear that I could eventually write something wrong. When people in a group chat write something I always tell myself they are writing about me and this drives me crazy I put myself in second place all the time..how can I get out of this mindset? I am ruining myself for no reason AND I CANT TURN IT OFF WHAT IS THIS?",1.8647282608695648,4.050396900862071,3.6025337331334333,87.20018740629686,79.99137931034483,6.448575712143928,20.86281859070465,7.586124646067393,0.7833925787106453,899,25,184,14,23,300,115,232,0.157,0.764,0.079,-0.9593,0,1,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,10,12,0,4,8,0,21,3,1,3,4,36,30,13,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,17,15,0,0,5,3,0,5,7,8,0,1,4,3,37,4,31,24,6,26,0,2,1,1,14,14,0,2,7,137,54,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471286505158452,0.0,0.0,0.20038863182799804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719422649225073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277036988720652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012504413491538,0.0,0.0961409936024288,0.0,0.0,0.07765724026895596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32466173512116675,0.0,0.0,0.1354995269716279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582296866164833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357977694600936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207853272789502,0.0,0.11858379689590083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006807101217285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05882832825249652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237190332361522,0.1086785768033455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.500880544927104,0.10514109291326487,0.12580727962260307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24500919748202146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104959647635175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24761184186009816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186566630915445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960792557572402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18540157052141168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935688524031486,0.21049475278975574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999577622448194,0.15431319971679527,0.0,0.0955954771971292,0.07021452714219087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175338275364295,0.13097614412523226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165409746981374,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DiaOneStump,2020/01/06,"Trying to join a sports team Hi guys so I was wondering if anyone can give me some advice. So there is a american football team me that is going to start doing trails for all skill ranges and I really want to push myself to go but I just can’t get certain thoughts out my head. The main one is that I wouldn’t be welcome at these trails. I know logically that everyone is welcome but I just feel id be the only one not welcome. I also get nerves about looking stupid and not taking any of the right gear with me and being judged for being stupid.i also tend to think if I did go it would end up messing with my work and causing unnecessary drama. I know for a fact in my life I have let big opportunities go by worrying and over thinking a situation and I really don’t want to miss any opportunities now. I just can’t get the idea of going and not getting accepted by the team or being the only one who doesn’t know what they are supposed to do. Any help is much appreciated thank you so much.",2.681216642754664,4.318508082926833,4.481721664275469,84.40895265423244,75.48780487804878,7.360114777618362,23.766140602582496,8.124751697461798,1.2547962697274029,787,24,165,13,17,267,118,205,0.062,0.765,0.17300000000000001,0.9752,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,7,12,11,1,0,10,0,24,2,1,1,3,41,50,17,0,6,11,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,7,10,0,0,11,5,0,6,8,3,0,3,3,3,21,8,22,39,5,16,0,1,1,0,13,7,0,5,3,117,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320242370060498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160887947064232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756305929522421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446941217655433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879130727105946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966401151958113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909978548754558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06831376560431635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823496998951531,0.12960619967336812,0.38391989896981393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13377640168527702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865796247283754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090558853052044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251848006244756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22275253972609746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815526627443314,0.09542952054613793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345519956248325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986372381771468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27465441891016784,0.2055087407234165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17310501150415733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537997584184355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186505486449356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562887970217217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158306517370146,0.0,0.0,0.1243876576219514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173141224107751,0.0,0.10725924918575903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172825649972338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15937830107197784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14651693509972108,0.09835893911692616,0.1372069272021229,0.0,0.0959755841059696,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Midnight_CoffeeBreak,2020/01/06,I feel like everyone are miles ahead and its impossible to me Is it really worth fighting for anything when you keep disappointing everyone?,7.335000000000001,10.152869166666667,7.773333333333332,60.70500000000001,65.66666666666666,13.133333333333333,37.0,12.161744961471696,6.088899999999999,116,6,17,5,2,38,23,24,0.201,0.64,0.158,-0.315,0,0,0,0,2,0,1.0,0,1,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,3,4,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32191818579568504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7476026050149829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19779873735381528,0.279468078345364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477099654817702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911169490686902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506080026642285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,del869,2020/01/06,"Work frustration. Just venting. I have coworkers who constantly talk behind each other’s backs, especially about my supervisor. It’s incredibly anxiety inducing, since they speak in whispers. The likelihood that they are talking about me is low, but my anxiety tells me that they’re crap talking me behind my back as well. Sometimes I can deal. Others I just can’t keep my mind quiet and rational.",4.610999999999997,7.865107171428572,5.522500000000001,71.05375000000002,77.28571428571428,9.785714285714286,31.607142857142854,9.827888789773867,4.304285714285714,322,16,49,11,8,105,54,70,0.171,0.792,0.037000000000000005,-0.7533,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,1,7,4,2,0,1,0,5,1,1,1,0,8,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,12,1,6,6,1,5,0,1,0,0,9,2,1,0,3,38,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3574080095769222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35924925646182043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524395220560764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408322107936391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20763516174045987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23587025837425826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932370305232124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310372059633987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5632785246350895,0.2041774323414044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100352113525234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17006419519816535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PancakesAreNeat,2020/01/06,"I’m having trust issues again and can’t relax I haven’t had trust issues for a while, but out of nowhere, negative thoughts started coming to me and I can’t trust people as much as I usually did. I always feel like they’re going to do something and don’t feel as comfortable with them. I’ve also lost the ability to relax. Every time I try to just sit still, I can’t. My muscles are always tense and my brain won’t stop thinking about things. My hands are shaking a lot more as well, usually when I’m talking to people.",4.252063492063492,4.712044629629634,5.395661375661381,83.85833333333333,70.2962962962963,8.023280423280424,27.46560846560846,7.957251820313856,1.6183608465608472,412,13,84,5,7,137,69,108,0.091,0.638,0.271,0.9697,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,7,10,0,1,3,0,12,2,2,0,0,15,22,12,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,1,4,2,0,3,7,2,1,0,4,3,11,8,14,17,3,14,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,10,57,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124627876912927,0.31474071996757885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21113035329900176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16291776386071374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15934921924820908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19125846576906771,0.13511369337043178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748628802061327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39480277938543545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239880635829976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064564891371924,0.16079059107595647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903147148415115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622362720712709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456006342693036,0.0,0.0,0.1338663785640925,0.0,0.15103854966429234,0.1581201932453422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201461134022468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564880887027755,0.12118613500254205,0.0,0.15014718671513422,0.11028255756486766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284060792917271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4165974325550416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004955608169198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,zoomzoom666,2020/01/06,Ooga booga Oog to the boog,-1.9450000000000005,-0.15253883333333107,-1.4499999999999975,116.145,104.0,2.4000000000000004,6.0,3.1291,-3.1418,21,0,6,0,1,6,6,6,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Heinvich,2020/01/06,Feels ironic that after joining the social anxiety discord I'm having the worst anxiety I've had in a while Literally haven't stopped shaking lol,13.352222222222226,9.671586444444447,12.858518518518519,50.96333333333334,54.925925925925924,15.244444444444447,52.925925925925924,13.023866798666859,7.093103703703703,122,7,17,3,1,41,24,27,0.436,0.466,0.099,-0.8704,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7348748631097993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428602227337819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4896176851318906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40156241132499004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,nopenguinsallowed,2020/01/06,"What do I do if I don’t care about people I don’t know what’s wrong with me . Here are a few random weird things I’ve noticed: I genuinely don’t care if family members die and I feel like I only see value in people when they serve a purpose for me. When I go out with a “friend”, I get bored very quickly. Most people would say that I’m not that expressive or appreciative and it has ruined my relationships with people. I prefer to hang out by myself but I struggle a lot with self-love and anxiety... I don’t know how to get help for this weird feeling.. I’ve had it since I was around 14 , so 10 years.. I want to change by starting to genuinely care and love others. How can I do that?",1.815799086757988,3.1925752602739763,3.7029452054794514,90.18446347031966,77.21917808219176,6.784474885844749,21.070776255707763,7.492282038375204,0.5318009132420092,532,13,121,7,12,180,87,146,0.1,0.708,0.191,0.9337,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,9,12,0,1,4,0,13,1,0,2,0,28,28,13,1,5,5,0,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,10,11,0,0,5,0,0,2,5,6,0,0,2,4,19,6,17,25,3,11,0,1,1,1,7,4,0,6,6,82,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136322753028475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14122796020693634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.485248398549003,0.0,0.16782570182548184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16464878438879846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955667871834616,0.0,0.16043167047498688,0.11333624080011458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256897257702795,0.0,0.16577125273207208,0.0,0.0901617853670531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063366068530726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743746263273655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750608473381528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487456892037974,0.1431835857432016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806187363509892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065690670031473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4399387291784007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17032569104503306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616111766472962,0.0,0.0,0.12641977178788366,0.0,0.16550165705682035,0.0,0.0,0.13123303940740494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122899666015606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16585052307094508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053968942979524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089899501201396,0.09357311389678108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269707610701833,0.17345374137189298,0.0,0.10216237792224056 socialanxiety,WhySoQuiet36,2020/01/06,"Appearing uninterested to cope up Reflecting on myself, sometimes when I'm not an anxious mess or having a good day. I intentionally pretend not to care about the world around me to cope up with social anxiety. Like I'm afraid to make connections with people. When the office is having a banter like finding someone to represent the team in a dance showdown. Logically unless people are jerks they would choose someone who is good at this or their friend rather than someone who is not a close colleague. I become quiet and stoic as possible to avoid being ""selected"" and legitly hope they forget about me. When asked about personal questions I either answer one liners or think up the most cliche and generic answer but still true to me.",9.247293233082708,9.07919553383459,8.765864661654138,66.05676691729326,59.827067669172926,11.209022556390977,36.293233082706756,10.608840637214634,4.028642105263158,598,23,92,12,7,191,89,133,0.066,0.8009999999999999,0.133,0.8447,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,1,9,12,1,2,9,0,8,0,0,2,1,34,16,12,0,3,10,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,3,7,0,1,8,3,0,2,3,4,0,1,0,1,10,8,22,14,2,16,0,0,0,0,11,9,0,7,7,70,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14320271577006216,0.21147566878699767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16664213580882928,0.17500089842858624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20674080336799824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908565164516866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072449051510972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109170742025534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462543638102185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140184929001387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18592564366602074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829068334527814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495328990329772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684733793155525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595531697402158,0.16345037282029032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110328405877196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20969985505532876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908204667750676,0.4758260019318024,0.0,0.18513941742408116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949318036246936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994620431427895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297707787017474,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,friendlyfields,2020/01/06,"I can't laugh in front of others unless I'm drunk or high, this really sucks socially. It feels really bad when someone says something really funny and I just smile awkwardly without laughing which makes it look like I'm smiling politely and thought their joke was bad. It is especially when talking on the phone or using online voice chat since they can't even see me smiling, they could say something super funny and all they would hear is silence because I can't laugh. It's bad enough to the point where I'll silence my laughter due to the worry that someone will hear it through the door.",9.842894736842103,7.710353289473687,8.828315789473685,72.37721052631579,59.96491228070175,11.576140350877195,39.46666666666667,9.888512548439397,3.820142456140352,481,19,86,7,5,150,78,114,0.213,0.599,0.188,-0.5517,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,4,1,5,11,1,1,4,0,9,1,0,2,1,15,20,8,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,5,1,0,9,3,1,0,2,3,0,1,4,5,0,0,2,8,9,6,8,15,2,9,0,0,2,0,12,5,1,2,4,51,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4184394595390564,0.10183216419855567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13337587746730425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17260736409790287,0.0,0.11033498711197076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446552807358948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765551099643064,0.0,0.0,0.17649755682520807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816122197889695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402799751845934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150721016200156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15791629914372773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210496320808787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656898203292617,0.0,0.0,0.13311726732498372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818553333553754,0.0,0.0,0.17028649592472353,0.2830819422682746,0.25720659029557674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342685080121578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261908552555954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427761392314115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610302936799588,0.0,0.0,0.16964744160947853,0.0,0.11866756753882868,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FishNega,2020/01/06,Going to the movies alone I've been thinking about going to the movie theaters alone but I'm too scared. I feel like everyone is going to see me going there and make fun of me. I have people who I can go with but I heard people say that going alone is actually really nice. All I want is to experience it so has anyone else have done it before? If yes how was it?,0.21972582972583155,2.427665662337663,2.7648484848484856,90.47838383838385,87.18181818181819,5.500144300144299,15.049062049062044,6.937597516519254,-0.2300955266955272,284,5,62,4,9,98,53,77,0.106,0.6940000000000001,0.2,0.8819,0,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,1,10,0,0,2,1,11,23,6,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,6,0,1,0,0,4,4,7,3,7,19,1,6,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.16513082607298862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5257715659227917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832006244608748,0.1733822297718276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399071868746205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731671587437215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413586140209072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169355062901414,0.0,0.16552613878401742,0.0,0.0,0.0855609114739059,0.12088825151759272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5770175811257282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267060032430372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129532811191456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346267326752329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084043781950504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456769711369346,0.16941516663542455,0.0,0.13484358631272786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842705578676934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998082347551004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fence-sitter_,2020/01/06,"What are you going to do in 2020 to overcome social anxiety? I'm 26 and I'm determined to fucking get over social anxiety this year, I've realised that I need to build momentum with exposure therapy just like building other habits like exercising, eating well etc. It's tough at first, I feel like I almost have to dissociate sometimes just to stop overthinking but I'm getting to a point where I don't hesitate to say yes to invitations or approach people. I still overthink in the build up to planned events but it's getting better each time as I realise the worst case scenarios I come up with in my head are never the reality. For example whenever a friend invites me to something my immediate thoughts are: * I'll come off as awkward * I won't know what to say, there will be awkward silences * They won't like me anymore after this particular interaction But honestly none of this is gonna kill me, it's not my responsibility to completely maintain a conversation and even if they think I'm awkward they invite me out anyway so they must enjoy my company. And even if they don't and I never see them again, it doesn't define my value as a person or ability to be liked. I don't know if this will encourage anyone, but a few weeks of discomfort have really made a difference to how I perceive things now and I'm excited to keep it up.",3.573056754065714,5.704740022900765,5.426654497178892,76.445345170926,74.34351145038168,8.984002655160971,30.093594424161964,9.54385415503706,3.1508474610023254,1074,49,196,29,23,368,151,262,0.106,0.7140000000000001,0.18,0.9673,0,0,1,0,0,1,18.0,0,1,6,3,13,20,2,4,9,1,18,4,1,2,3,38,40,19,1,5,12,0,1,5,1,6,1,2,0,1,14,11,1,2,6,1,0,4,10,8,1,1,2,4,27,12,35,30,5,28,0,0,1,1,16,12,1,6,17,139,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839383035200867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114551647256026,0.0,0.1370636954442661,0.0966371874306132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223240431876367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23810529753477366,0.144906869520926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443963605627924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141973694099413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413676346355276,0.1825681591256625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698813512087642,0.0987347401493112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755836512187387,0.0,0.0,0.10677798709685693,0.12776966790039854,0.2166215516834539,0.0,0.07854593011704124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183972567958947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284427363737248,0.15290499811669414,0.0,0.1519093389503728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33760353626339834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077431733689432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247835705657976,0.2131867220281189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581497454034947,0.12067657140201125,0.0,0.0,0.1306498001461218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853861295676298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198146873698172,0.0,0.0,0.11013267450105244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817682124110515,0.0,0.1063981039341538,0.1366897471116102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037187705873372,0.11554680952755488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15805115985239346,0.0,0.09181824716955167,0.08855713474111733,0.0,0.10972051088726384,0.08058931254521938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086090538774383,0.0,0.12426422750653525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900044474721938 socialanxiety,CroixScott,2020/01/06,"Crippling social anxiety Don’t know what to do. I’m 17 I have super bad anxiety about everything. Like I even get super anxious with going to the doctor/dentist. I just feel so alone. Most of my friends are out living their best life, while I’m always just stuck in my head. I always get told “it gets better” but idk anymore I just feel stuck. I wanna get a job this year, so I can grow socially, But I just feel like I won’t be able to do it. Sometimes I feel like I can do anything and everything with confidence, but most of the time I feel lonely and stuck, and that I’ll never be able to do what I want, cause of social anxiety. I just wanna know if anyone else is like this. And also if you could give me some advice, it would be greatly appreciated. Thank you.",2.41375851996105,3.9444906582278483,4.086708860759494,87.41023855890946,75.96202531645571,6.886854917234664,22.280428432327167,7.61054688173877,0.8425661148977599,596,16,126,8,13,200,88,158,0.126,0.6559999999999999,0.218,0.9635,1,3,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,1,4,10,13,0,0,3,0,16,2,1,1,1,34,37,13,0,7,10,0,5,4,1,2,1,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,7,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,4,5,20,11,14,27,4,8,0,1,0,0,9,2,0,5,8,85,28,1,0.2436885471608189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906481397014723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12619392111903235,0.0,0.09743882156112986,0.2027683927202979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27963160735971204,0.13764934755225045,0.12083677885878115,0.08519634910789281,0.12484385717321746,0.10026745535174188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173487900093438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786804792833809,0.10776135841200583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12516763251693694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728273789518034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247127769934918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178525586073438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047699355914797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21901155305991507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080406286652295,0.17409114678296306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413658352043547,0.0,0.2546344160353133,0.11688412978883722,0.06924690857813323,0.0,0.0,0.13433374177047402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504737676727906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091164064871755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13392485251350875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606221379310522,0.2381078299176086,0.0,0.10759072586207548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397381524641332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37261467811211696,0.0,0.0,0.12050710212103312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217783681841204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104837577042912,0.0,0.0,0.11642742492771355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186690943399884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655467606853012,0.0,0.0,0.07846371736435494 socialanxiety,JohnMAppleseed92,2020/01/06,What are some constructive ways I can let people know that I have social anxiety? I get judged a lot due to my social anxiety. People will ask me why I’m staring into space or why I struggle to make eye contact or why I’m acting so strange. I run into the biggest problems when I’m meeting someone new. I want to let them know I have anxiety without fixating on the subject. It would ease my mind. Any tips?,2.714354561101551,4.444029867469883,4.53067125645439,83.69879518072291,75.6265060240964,7.152495697074013,29.929432013769365,7.957251820313856,2.1745022375215157,321,15,62,5,7,109,57,83,0.159,0.794,0.047,-0.7921,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,8,1,1,1,0,14,17,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,2,11,0,7,13,2,11,0,0,2,0,6,5,0,4,3,38,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674006956147633,0.0,0.39397645738284826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16048632790925488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896894007302737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886883941589591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35108414974725505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594592320267194,0.0,0.0,0.1145896668921623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17333565804577064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16579794291495845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23802583576914085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16426301126601528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34998764323667225,0.14545366806586074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794645788082121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012541845651894,0.13626200116443554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4647107786136499,0.0,0.0,0.16548174495196538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194796206829844,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,alexfromsdca,2020/01/06,"I’m getting really fed up with building up confidence to do something/go somewhere and then it all crumbles once I get in the car It’s like I realize how stupid I’m being, yet, I’m deathly afraid of seeing people, talking to them, being social. I’m just over this shit",3.7711818181818164,4.9253595272727315,5.434318181818185,80.5914772727273,71.9090909090909,7.6818181818181825,30.113636363636363,8.07648339933343,2.223636363636363,214,9,40,3,4,73,43,55,0.136,0.762,0.10300000000000001,-0.431,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,2,1,1,0,3,2,1,1,1,6,11,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,3,1,8,8,1,7,0,0,1,0,3,4,1,0,3,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3934677448609413,0.0,0.2140042605478063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839652163484868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4010176169018204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26105506351965235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412300722329803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30006470779109784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38652716981583696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38384928317133615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30265976331872346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,yeeted-then-yoted,2020/01/06,I love valium That's it its when whole post thanks for listening to my Ted talk,-0.8649019607843158,1.1138209411764706,1.1964705882352966,96.57745098039216,104.2941176470588,6.972549019607843,11.549019607843142,7.793537801064563,0.2265843137254908,64,1,15,2,3,21,17,17,0.0,0.647,0.353,0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,3,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4267926422387638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4528883024286695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800830136088143,0.0,0.4353643499329647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.527953607457721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Housenuggets,2020/01/06,"So, does this happen to anyone else I get more anxious when I have to order food on the phone and not in person for some reason.",9.514444444444443,4.880596740740742,9.362222222222227,76.03000000000002,63.074074074074076,10.8,30.703703703703702,3.1291,1.5764370370370369,100,1,21,0,1,33,25,27,0.087,0.9129999999999999,0.0,-0.3167,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,3,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3848869557722266,0.0,0.2382209871252573,0.3490810017535512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29814339101414505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28460590600231106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41196822723856735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17799841947210895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012743524032743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29748063583617784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502899109954753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,palmdownmassage,2020/01/06,"Filling Space Around Other SA People? Does anyone else feel like they overtalk when around other socially anxious people? I find that if the person I’m with seems more anxious than I am, I tend to babble incessantly about random shit or say/do silly things to fill space and try to make them comfortable, even to the point of making me feel like a complete fool",10.059362745098042,8.05617836764706,8.694117647058825,73.10186274509806,59.441176470588225,10.831372549019608,34.431372549019606,8.841846274778883,2.8419254901960787,291,8,51,3,3,89,54,68,0.146,0.727,0.127,-0.3527,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,5,6,1,0,3,0,1,1,1,2,0,13,8,4,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,4,10,8,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,4,3,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4309801611700467,0.0,0.1333749012347531,0.1954430828855893,0.0,0.33961095836962674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19999484592272265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692419005634254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593448380092832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598674919776384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928950658319232,0.2725397244266597,0.0,0.0,0.1743395163656145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18637892721356253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25465051998720456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644802297315453,0.16655312742466213,0.0,0.0,0.18031779125754147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168985665558635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17364911803497154,0.0,0.0,0.1957992947772889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19444278388379446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672398662864726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129504851032862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,brasileiraa,2020/01/06,"Advice on being more assertive and not caring what others think? I have been dealing with social anxiety for almost 11 years. It’s hard for me to stand up for myself sometimes or even put myself out there, make friends out of fear of being judged or humiliated. What can I do to help myself become more assertive and not giving a fuck what others think of me? How can I improve myself with this?",5.691710526315787,6.623099486842108,6.019578947368423,78.97805263157899,67.28947368421052,7.132631578947367,25.72631578947368,6.742157984588678,1.1744663157894741,315,8,55,2,5,101,52,76,0.161,0.706,0.134,0.1842,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,1,1,0,7,1,0,2,0,15,13,5,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,9,2,14,10,2,7,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,3,1,49,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23896891760412195,0.0,0.0,0.2448789256181732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18707811404133107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27008342252096096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493324023799295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521176615432373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615212706558744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751838461692261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18893673723345988,0.2260801577820212,0.0,0.2345921775659211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21906646262206494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16391498700595436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16323730798445935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24583771087680775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492853075641823,0.0,0.0,0.2418636606167543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133922365768794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15748052665212142 socialanxiety,throwaway9291929929,2020/01/06,"I have a doctors appointment on Wednesday and I seriously need advice. hi, I’m a 13 year old female and I’ve already cried multiple times today over my doctor appointment in a few days, it’s just a checkup and I was thinking about telling my doctor that I’m 99% sure I have social anxiety but I’m to scared to even do that and the worst part is, my DAD takes me to the doctors and sits with me in the room, I can’t get my mom to take me because she’s stubborn af and there’s so many other reasons why, second of all, the main reason im nervous is because this doctors appointment means I need to be picked up from school and my parents are such clowns that they can’t schedule me being picked up in a normal way, last year I got in trouble for leaving for a dentist appointment because I literally left after class, I was scared to go to the office and after coming back from the doctor I’m gonna have to go back into the school office and get a pass to go to class, i literally want to die right now and my internet friends aren’t helping at all, they say things like “awhh” and “don’t be scared” but it’s not that simple, I’m literally terrified and I’d rather be dead rn, Last year when I had to leave school it was in between classes so I didn’t have to ask a teacher to leave, but this Wednesday I’m scared for that, I’ve asked my mom to pray for me so that I don’t have school on Wednesday because she’s extremely religious and she started saying things like “pray and god will do what’s best for you” and “there will be school on Wednesday anyway” and I literally want to DIE now. I’m so annoyed with my mom because I can’t explain to her that I think I have social anxiety since her English is bad, she doesn’t know what social anxiety is and if she told my dad then he’d probably ask “what’s that!!!” and I feel like I won’t be able to talk to him about it without crying and ps, I have no siblings and no irl friends who won’t give me shitty responses, I can’t fake sick either bfcause at my school you can only miss 2 days and after that if you don’t have a note from a doctor saying you were sick, (which won’t work because I doubt I can get actually sick by Wednesday) then you’ll get sued so I’m screwed for that too, my anxiety would go down so much if I didn’t have school on wednesday.. please can someone give me advice on what to do.. I know I’m probably still gonna be an anxious mess and I want to tell my doctor that I think I have social anxiety but I know it’s impossible, I’m to scared to ask questions and if I’m in class when I need to leave for my appointment and my dad didn’t schedule the pick up thing right (he won’t, I just know it.) then I’m gonna be to afraid to ask the teacher and ps, if I’m in Spanish when I need to leave then I’m basically fucked because my teacher forces you to ask things like “can I go to the office” in Spanish which I’ll probably have to do or something like that and this teacher is a bitch and she makes my anxiety worse.. I know that with my luck I’ll probably still have school on Wednesday but I’m sick of my moms “god will do what’s best for you” bs because if giving me an anxiety attack is the best thing for me, then okay. Anyway does anyone have advice..?",3.0774079457364363,3.782732545058142,4.492732558139533,88.38114341085274,73.11337209302326,7.477519379844961,26.54263565891473,7.645422480735847,1.2444257751937986,2533,84,569,30,48,845,231,688,0.204,0.693,0.10300000000000001,-0.9976,2,0,1,0,0,3,44.0,0,7,2,4,27,34,6,8,24,1,64,16,0,6,3,83,127,53,3,16,18,8,1,5,2,12,14,3,1,0,36,32,0,1,14,0,0,7,20,21,0,1,10,4,80,13,77,96,11,72,2,1,0,2,55,26,3,10,42,363,116,21,0.0454500366981965,0.0,0.044352679570825684,0.0,0.0,0.13323974952756115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05015524568321782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433840757032951,0.05134560463035561,0.0,0.03177972242536863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254937894053096,0.05170597812453377,0.0,0.0698965455151519,0.03794888219369291,0.2216473641538533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14309102841097635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03915118219421518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998494622873228,0.058623027365227134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433992491468668,0.0,0.0,0.3721603075484741,0.0397736333969842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030019320589653824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02298090417541173,0.032469515298538316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022917121867181,0.04201782655534839,0.09498307317488572,0.13079944995938386,0.12915151626045898,0.0,0.03635054628741597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030464201553145262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049093838899507324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489075774091613,0.07409569208924152,0.0,0.2406251319807839,0.049381597857603085,0.0,0.0,0.11102296080354368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030338252421365064,0.04607920354663244,0.0,0.04950841409916304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21292213467987176,0.0,0.0,0.03341100652142223,0.13480250526555526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04453138600772317,0.0,0.0,0.04769216799565607,0.0,0.0,0.034566800966070316,0.0,0.0,0.05046688710413603,0.049217960670403314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04989049190475443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960113068970706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050914442831523465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934604148373375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762816601095672,0.0,0.10843108023990916,0.22751707778951566,0.3679829088018272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037596740024468056,0.0,0.0,0.18532235502290434,0.03850966860343808,0.03498965873816175,0.0,0.0,0.03216976990503855,0.0,0.07259291603477107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04283612170895981,0.0,0.06834554254037302,0.03653101788121898,0.0794506707313646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15097492415781322,0.08736764497247182,0.0,0.0,0.026502281898231558,0.0,0.04308132045658882,0.0434294577836599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042282764332688,0.036076123605956134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04101158881913786,0.0,0.0,0.04381221348871961,0.0,0.03308816802361158,0.0,0.0463174703007268,0.03228640204514062,0.0,0.0,0.08780500048695516 socialanxiety,backentrancebourbon,2020/01/06,"Social anxiety no better, possibly worse after 12 months This month will mark 12 months at my new job, I hate my job. Social anxiety has made this so much more prevalent in my life, maybe if I had the social skills or confidence to talk to my co-workers then it'd be easier but it's just gotten worse. I'm a 19/f working with middle-aged men, and I am so fucking awkward around them, I can't hold a conversation and I'm constantly on edge. Some of them make fun of me for it and some just feel blatantly uncomfortable around me. I've had two instances where people have expressed concern about my mental well-being because of the way I act. It's destroying me. I want to quit anyway, but this is pushing me over the edge. I don't know if it's natural to be so socially inept with people so different to you, or if I should be able to carry a conversation with someone so inherently different to me, but regardless. I don't know what to do, I'm lost and I've tried and tried but 12 months later, I still have made no progress. Any progress I do make makes me feel more confident for a few days until I get knocked back down further than I was before. I can't talk to people, and I feel like a freak. Sorry for the rant, but any advice would be really appreciated.",4.304514363885089,4.903025976744189,5.6962653898768805,81.25413816689468,70.24031007751938,9.171363429092569,27.9671682626539,9.325443323948027,2.210529138166894,994,33,206,20,17,336,141,258,0.141,0.727,0.131,0.0956,5,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,2,7,15,9,3,1,9,0,22,2,0,5,1,41,41,23,0,7,12,0,3,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,9,11,0,1,5,0,0,2,6,6,0,1,7,3,29,3,29,26,6,25,0,1,0,1,13,9,1,7,14,134,38,3,0.1046399150235954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022529139041918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423174609432532,0.0,0.1600984971620162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18630341864256528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046163561666153,0.0,0.06378752096580663,0.0,0.08904086059116778,0.0,0.0,0.09254550136587228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307857412965228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674840885460351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186528794580788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15872725534075707,0.0747547762009002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673791529418704,0.05467003674660606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331025241728024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20767793891430888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501472145355142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739102665510985,0.051121776914260515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422682820431194,0.0,0.0,0.1980256353652486,0.20954386746151946,0.0,0.105124859201716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545242277310993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33409032739524896,0.0,0.07692237756527802,0.0,0.0,0.10106188198237068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176324250500013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796578175296216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129743000932897,0.0,0.0,0.06703500902227383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4266688630053138,0.0886610604301334,0.0,0.0,0.11713581787289172,0.0,0.0,0.08356557130673188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682112000128652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208726711320493,0.0,0.1022179922037222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061719333007629995,0.08305829395860026,0.0,0.0,0.0940838503548094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15235820878510098,0.0,0.21327402609416488,0.07433319336693099,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,2confrontornot,2020/01/06,"I was made fun of when I joined a workplace conversation.. I am currently training at a new workplace and there are a large group of people who are also training with me. The group has a good rapport and the person who is guiding the orientation is funny and welcoming. Some others in the group are funny as well and we tend to have good conversations. I was nervous the first day, and so I was relatively quiet. But the next few days I began opening up a little more and attempting to have fun and make jokes with the rest of the group. At one point during the day I was moving two tables back in place that were crooked and the guide noticed and said that he was OCD like that too, I laughed and started to talk about another example of me being really OCD about lining things up. I guess I seemed like I was getting too excited and animated with my story and I heard someone go ""whoa.. calm. down. caaalm dowwwwn"" as if I was freaking out. And then the person next to him laughed, and then they laughed with each other. I visibly sank into my chair. I had been smiling, and I looked down at the table. My face felt hot and I'm sure I probably looked like I was about to cry. I felt like I was going to.. stupidly I guess. I finally felt comfortable to put myself out there and I get made fun of.. it just hurts. The rest of the day I was quiet and kept to myself. I didn't add anything to the conversation, just worked on my own work and ignored everyone. I wonder if they could tell that I felt that way.. I wonder why they felt the need to make fun of me? Or make me feel small.. I just don't get it. Maybe I'm weird and I don't interact like normal people do. Maybe I need to tone it down. I don't know. I have to go back tomorrow.. any suggestions?",1.8250132187706527,3.8688295449438215,3.3429676140119007,89.74443159286189,79.3932584269663,6.547785855915401,22.268341044282884,7.618777277803332,0.8743340383344349,1362,42,291,21,34,448,171,356,0.049,0.768,0.183,0.9927,1,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,1,0,3,4,16,27,1,1,21,0,30,1,1,5,1,63,65,31,0,6,7,0,7,5,0,0,0,4,0,2,13,31,0,2,10,1,0,5,4,6,1,3,25,13,48,21,42,38,7,43,0,1,2,0,24,19,0,9,23,203,61,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753802189671333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410048387441351,0.09884052497124682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756849496532359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496126454676622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525947016570116,0.0,0.1035409132941146,0.2431613212295543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007010393002905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047661023948223434,0.0,0.4525250975609954,0.10325795001696908,0.0,0.08017807266847653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774191946637086,0.0,0.1607115228135837,0.15812274563824807,0.0,0.0,0.20767749693443704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090799038657036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051803195820035036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302549957682665,0.09447394852024027,0.0,0.0,0.15831043525600416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17838343886014035,0.1887591755526767,0.0,0.1893950130194208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018416841389334,0.0,0.13978617600730314,0.0,0.09103753669287112,0.2004945711137479,0.0,0.09235543731271184,0.0,0.10731639075047228,0.0,0.0,0.06387346543000795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306969518240594,0.16460955205054528,0.0984823315487986,0.0,0.08910679524488024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162893853997458,0.0,0.0,0.09475800231746316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06038579505808887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966347696475976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581136834743204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798667547428528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671818315544628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883956031652394,0.0,0.0,0.0757631512145915,0.08238797506674124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06262259675200821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207897214442597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481972763204991,0.0,0.0,0.08475165721113992,0.0,0.08505558797616815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20444333849360752,0.13724577210182273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MyauIsHere,2020/01/06,"Just a thought, might be really helpful tho. I had a thought today that tremendously helped with my social anxiety. I was out at a pub with friends and stranger ( doesn't make a difference cause I'm anxious with everyone ). And for a second I thought how easy it was to talk to people on reddit, where's the anxiety when there's no physical attributes to interactions? So I thought to forget about myself my body my mind my surroundings and every other person there and focus only on what was being said. Instead of giving attention to how I was sitting moving what the other person I was talking to looked like, I focused on the words spoken, like you would on here. Instantly something shifted as I no longer cared about the other aspects and was actually listening what people said and not just hearing it and being in my mind overthinking the other factors of the interaction. Another thought that came after was feeling so stuck and anxious is silly and it's only hurting me. In a way, we've convicted ourselves that we have social anxiety and of course that'll be the outcome in the real world, but what will we lose with trying out something different? It's hard to shake a persona we're used to but what if we just DO? I guess my point is that we're stubborn people with a strong belief that only does us harm. What if we just choose to believe otherwise but actually follow through and try this now skin out, throw youself into the unknown and forgot the familiarity of anxiety for a moment.",6.072315417519064,7.248885522968202,6.605519806583597,74.23344987911476,66.5618374558304,9.208778129068254,33.622652036451555,9.414487439383343,3.2829618374558294,1205,53,202,23,19,393,152,283,0.11800000000000001,0.8059999999999999,0.076,-0.8715,1,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,5,1,0,2,18,11,1,1,19,0,21,2,2,6,0,61,42,24,0,3,10,0,3,2,1,4,0,4,0,2,21,26,0,2,9,1,0,5,4,5,0,1,18,8,23,6,37,16,0,28,1,2,1,0,22,16,0,4,7,157,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.1956918691477359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513848376384637,0.30681531472630125,0.22654589169950065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296634978942605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137381289983272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467850949998545,0.10222868652979092,0.10300162487040172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095149336687802,0.0,0.0,0.08774415365168152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084479104709424,0.09580922564312698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05069790750308446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746588209248984,0.0,0.0,0.09618505237912904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045518599739043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981935970943809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300797242486788,0.0,0.13441344698257587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733768474001014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797058905208696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419886039482698,0.11217290358941256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692886856511326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063672313274921,0.20248177326338485,0.0,0.0,0.1065677419989699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22877226213715324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20853712611303127,0.17509820714403235,0.0,0.0,0.0947845364826581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412557126828315,0.0642334804993068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19075337812727697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044187544034406,0.0,0.15438056472728265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16118131396389088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39800320228038455,0.0,0.0,0.09504120390335986,0.0,0.0,0.1361491530236579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060861664171085,0.0865983235085965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958711997074144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122665896859169,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,innovative_research,2020/01/06,"Invitation to Participate in Innovative Research \*\* MOD APPROVED\*\* Happy New Year! Got a spare 15-20 minutes in your day and want to make a huge difference in a scientific study? Your participation is extremely important! Keep reading to find out more. I am a PhD candidate from the University of Wollongong and I am conducting an online anonymous research study looking at why different people perceive events and situations in different ways. A key outcome of this study is to develop resources to support individuals to perceive events in a more effective way. The only requirement to participate is to be at least 18 years of age! If you are interested in participating and learning more, please click on the link below: [https://www.surveymonkey.com/r/personalagency](https://www.surveymonkey.com/r/personalagency) Thank you kindly. Please feel free to contact me directly if you have any questions or comments.",10.399729206963249,13.625483453900713,9.745261121856867,48.02454545454549,58.43262411347518,11.9357833655706,41.18697614442295,11.567385478589935,6.038058156028369,761,40,95,24,11,243,97,141,0.0,0.77,0.23,0.9859,2,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,5,0,3,0,6,0,0,10,0,8,0,0,2,0,20,16,7,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,8,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,8,7,24,14,4,21,0,0,2,0,8,12,0,4,7,62,9,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594715127468312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995963209884932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5344146457463784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621089295453492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558356645186307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363659597944057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815024626114271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154993916747428,0.0,0.17755151047574122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317866945397362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113811354503814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16467181525935742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967439205699627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820456202775301,0.0,0.0,0.374319811285042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19100116980969994,0.0,0.17054805864464967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916513000365214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934835564657973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569752588112905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056644902710328,0.2706729732362181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538514614827487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195952906544899 socialanxiety,jackrobertwilliamson,2020/01/06,"Sometimes I just want to completely isolate myself forever. Despite the fact that I have a family I love, and lovw being around, sometimes I just want to go off the grid, pack a bag and hit the trails and live in the woods by myself for the rest of my life. Or move to another part of the country and the world where I don't know anyone and just live as a complete unknown with no social responsibilities. Or buy a large parcel of land and grow all my own food self-sufficiently and never have to talk to anyone ever again. I know this is all incredibly impractical, and unlikely to happen, but I think about it quite a bit.",9.74829268292683,6.563668707317076,9.737333333333336,69.06600000000002,61.113821138211385,12.766829268292685,36.79512195121953,10.793553405168565,3.65690048780488,493,15,97,9,5,164,81,123,0.027999999999999997,0.9279999999999999,0.044000000000000004,0.191,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,8,1,0,0,12,0,5,3,0,0,5,26,14,12,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,10,1,0,3,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,11,1,17,12,6,12,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,2,3,72,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18574892139116556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477237291355716,0.0,0.0,0.15769401192386387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19339327738656156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37146021163809134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602351574287104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669937924653678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21420091228831994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067392912788538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15664616071589302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19470531446460934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512069332625747,0.0,0.0,0.3128394128391957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987764777176927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18827400227553465,0.0,0.0,0.1366228963899467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19182761564945885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18841241221299432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18479782787414092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805740475954128,0.0,0.0,0.3503961030881529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238009787382275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350549536317177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20896598261379315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,anonanman,2020/01/07,"Give up on first line antidepressants? About 2.5 years ago I started experiencing some harrowing OCD symptoms which in my belief have cause me to develop anxiety, specially social anxiety. The OCD symptoms are now all but gone but my social anxiety symptoms are still well and truely present. I have tried numerous SSRI and SNRI’s in combination with a number of antipsychotics to no avail. In total I have tried 5-6 SSRI’s, 2 SNRI’s and 4-5 antipsychotics. I had little to no response on any of them. Interestingly enough, the only issues I had weening off with any of these was with Venlafaxine, which gave me symptoms similar to a moderate cold. I have read that Paxil and some MAOI’s can be effective at treating SA. Is it worth trying another SSRI or am I better off trying something different such as an MAOI? Any suggestions welcomed.",5.722900432900435,7.780310402597401,6.731883116883117,69.65591991341992,68.35064935064935,10.32813852813853,32.963203463203456,10.504223727775694,4.101317748917748,678,31,108,20,12,226,101,154,0.066,0.7979999999999999,0.136,0.9203,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,3,5,6,0,0,5,0,13,4,0,2,2,17,17,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,2,1,1,1,2,0,1,1,5,2,12,6,21,11,5,18,1,0,0,0,7,10,0,3,7,75,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224581389857888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28183215579896426,0.1448581796851151,0.3170440527556673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221789558197157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191404849292855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14433322044227292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427417994851826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175069604374834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252228015627185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14418858580853555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845863540575493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506629691074668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381834353172387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816450037732379,0.0,0.10635157929129396,0.0,0.0,0.09778048595560937,0.0,0.11032361480619296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5743465688097221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751684020282424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420989055323227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896152756962764 socialanxiety,tameimpaled,2020/01/07,Has anyone else ever been too scared to ask to use the bathroom? This happened to me in kindergarten and lasted about 6 months. I was terrified to ask to go to the point I would wet myself and try to hide it. The teachers just thought I wasn’t properly toilet trained. Eventually they figured out I was too scared to ask so they assigned a buddy who would tell the teacher for me and go with me. My mom literally brought a change of clothes with me to school because it happened basically every day. I distinctly remember 3 incidents. One time we were painting on easels and I just started peeing and the teacher rushed to change me. Another time was recess and I sat on a hill and just peed. Later on I called on the teacher and cried saying my pants were wet. Another time I peed in a chair and we rotated tables for different activities and this poor kid sat in my pee. Looking back I’m horrified at what I did but really no one including my parents realized the extent of my anxiety at that point nor had the tools to recognize it so I don’t blame them at all. Just wondering if anyone else has gone through something similar,3.359590909090908,5.590105777272728,4.576363636363637,81.84454545454548,75.31818181818181,8.218181818181819,29.63636363636364,8.982922981607832,2.7164272727272727,901,41,169,21,20,296,127,220,0.10800000000000001,0.892,0.0,-0.9579,2,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,2,0,3,0,11,2,0,2,12,0,14,2,2,1,3,32,31,15,0,3,6,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,8,15,0,0,5,0,1,5,4,2,0,2,14,4,27,0,30,15,2,28,0,0,1,0,15,13,0,2,10,118,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615930401549593,0.0954226607519244,0.0,0.0,0.17443655375696826,0.2556134438982162,0.0,0.0,0.3498338269403978,0.0,0.0,0.0959142464807002,0.0,0.07603787769683741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12736935182486506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639081925659958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701658452799495,0.08044436895574966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032251962893387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20840176183057685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283080853862353,0.10509541815413988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417806304750957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206071782456216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167644798218227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474678290842794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608923771815738,0.09956304567704513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16904861656622275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850451157905852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358315829803069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990904396761885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130151615056327,0.0,0.0,0.09919503441024602,0.24976489372215654,0.12623944128917072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602782877903827,0.0,0.0,0.08828874781030224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902471873854087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902641159424504,0.21820360759347807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468752253926949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773181193015374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527081748991635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17721768084010986,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lafemmeviolet,2020/01/07,"Big mistake. HUGE. Me: I want friends, friends would be good! *Meet someone through mutual aquaintance and get along! Exchange numbers!!! *They text me ""hey!"" Me: Oh GOD NO. Now I have to respond and maintain a text conversation oh NO even worse make plans that I WILL NEVER want to follow through. Why did I think friends were a good idea. I can't do this! *Throws phone in laundry basket and hides under covers.",0.5129256965944258,2.1835230789473705,0.7482662538699678,97.66051083591331,114.26315789473685,2.8408668730650164,22.891640866873068,5.0885558068054335,0.1462981424148615,318,14,61,2,17,94,58,76,0.142,0.588,0.26899999999999996,0.8926,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,1,2,6,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,1,1,12,14,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,1,2,4,1,0,0,2,0,9,5,7,9,0,8,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,2,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16467233817815688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.577867933337503,0.0,0.13025848386827008,0.0,0.0,0.41823260154572267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814499322252468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16642185313771374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922895873685374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21124652546532646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597530534351326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941087009031087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249709217461829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540765741229581,0.17710851583915352,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Jake88821,2020/01/07,"I can't talk to people in an event meant to talk to people On mobile Well, I went to this ""gringo Tuesday"" event (I'm from a latino country) that's basically a bar putting little banners over the tables to indicate what language is being used in that table. I'm here, after kinda forcing myself in here so I can make friends and know people and practice English, and I'm just leaning on the bar, in front of one of the English tables, just... Dying inside. I don't have any idea how to approach or even how to begin a conversation, I know damn well how to keep one but not how to begin one. :'D",3.2758585858585865,4.44882940495868,4.8665564738292035,84.11781450872363,73.13223140495867,6.369513314967861,25.841138659320478,6.42735559955562,1.0012582185491286,462,15,91,3,9,156,74,121,0.017,0.935,0.048,0.3468,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,12,4,1,0,7,0,6,2,0,6,0,20,18,10,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,1,4,2,0,4,3,1,2,3,2,0,6,3,20,15,0,18,0,0,0,0,4,8,1,2,6,64,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827298052038953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21102689245799347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342991091727847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15709408053460808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295374899802393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807311482515564,0.0,0.0,0.2234923000129433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037924467000443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572593230016838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4133498176929669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4228951791311529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20440518724108445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32686170521218666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17561387852240554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656404300967971,0.18849113912284945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cupar19,2020/01/07,"Overthinking social situations So I'm 14 and am pretty sure I have social anxiety but I feel like my main problem is over thinking and analysing social situations as if they where a problem to be solved, a challenge of sorts. I look at it the same way I look at programming something which doesnt seem like a good idea, because it means I have a few friends and just end up spectating other conversations or analysing what's going on and not actually partaking in them. sorry if this made 0 sense but I just realised this and quickly wrote it down any advice?",7.339096573208723,7.323393392523367,7.355654205607479,74.08930685358256,63.67289719626168,10.497819314641744,36.52492211838006,10.125756701596842,3.652621183800623,451,20,82,9,6,145,79,107,0.11599999999999999,0.72,0.16399999999999998,0.6695,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,1,5,8,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,1,1,25,16,12,0,4,8,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,3,9,6,10,13,3,12,0,0,2,0,8,8,0,5,4,57,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.1597000678341438,0.0,0.0,0.15991816235722506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128850003588116,0.0,0.12519280128433327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976031728281716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494648298272933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274701756953821,0.11691252582468956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643659318990716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300680864046318,0.13726295122914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18474240495694766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159903523692725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748517610910059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485082281813714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17826424844008648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664922120782828,0.0,0.3131843968200683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898200282110705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679018497050069,0.0,0.5004656926265301,0.0,0.12598677076668782,0.0,0.18319423892403647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15423941932862045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048611490416083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989878949396916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lawschoolsplits,2020/01/07,"Tremendous Anxiety when Getting Called on in Class Hi all, I'm currently in law school right now and right now the biggest cause of anxiety for me is getting called on in class. I'm currently taking medication for it (although I'd like not to have to rely on it), and getting therapy as well. Fortunately my accommodations allow me to know ahead of time when I will get called on in class as otherwise I wold probably have a panic attack. Anyways even knowing ahead of time that I'm going to get called still causes me tons of anxiety from the moment I'm notified I have to speak up until the moment arises. From then I'm operating on pure adrenaline and praying for the best. The three most obvious symptoms I get when I'm in this position is a shaky voice, blushing, and stuttering of words. No matter how much I prepare I still feel such a rush right before I'm going to get called and the symptoms usually follow. So my question is how to act in this situation. Obviously I would like to eliminate the anxiety completely in this situation but I would be happy mitigating these symptoms. I discovered during my therapy that part of the reason for my anxiety is that I predict the event is going to go badly before it happened and I assume that my classmates set a high bar for the quality of my responses. Literally any help is welcome!",6.881653645833333,7.156346878906253,8.074593750000002,67.56936458333335,64.5859375,11.670416666666668,36.597916666666656,11.34169021259432,4.504601354166667,1075,50,184,31,15,369,129,256,0.08,0.8240000000000001,0.096,0.807,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,14,11,1,2,14,0,13,5,0,6,4,30,37,18,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,3,4,2,0,0,11,6,1,0,6,1,0,7,2,5,1,1,0,3,20,6,41,33,6,45,1,0,0,0,10,18,0,4,21,131,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06181132921281555,0.0,0.3476699502987982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340553592039972,0.0,0.0,0.07589305227661843,0.0,0.0,0.1546889302525601,0.0,0.0953880964054165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4640668775068496,0.0,0.0,0.18674723499422874,0.0,0.0,0.09530108037733803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060034913681800375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04595895481312353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324201165362305,0.0,0.20662959662698235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037764414850124,0.09675881076917237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06092462036793669,0.09603495560566763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999064031211241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881285435668168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156657551264663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681786439986794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664502915072614,0.0,0.09842980994913923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799956877003904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182256361927608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345461234986456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23287003940474585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199001564807843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20433829499712972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14517681821085882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28342234646430026,0.06834129930910647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20789140416354498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060025460189417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010737303089348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172500843321276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291375901787704,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,birchtree63,2020/01/07,"Drinking a beverage while out in public Does anyone else get really nervous when drinking something in public like coffee from a coffee mug, I always feel like I'm gonna spill it and embarrass myself.",17.946756756756756,9.461582054054057,16.061621621621622,45.80972972972974,52.78378378378379,18.043243243243246,53.21621621621622,13.023866798666859,6.9508594594594575,164,6,23,3,1,54,30,37,0.122,0.745,0.133,0.1045,0,0,3,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,2,4,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564173775868033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21547563824062216,0.3157507344681269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26967664873379665,0.0,0.0,0.6037673738508056,0.0,0.0,0.2574317233042667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558171254066887,0.2201526318785975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16100312363078184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011070143194262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19741793654224596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23723992763412285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Foreskin_straw_slurp,2020/01/07,"My mom is talking to my grandparents right now. Recently we went to visit my grandparents and I didn’t really talk at the lively table, and after I ate I said thank you and just went to go look at my phone. Right now, my mom called my grandparents just to ask what’s up, you know what I mean? Eventually they talk more and my grandma brings up how I’m so quiet and I don’t talk. To be honest, I’m just fucking boring and I know it. I’m a chore to talk to, I, KNOW it. I feel kinda bad about it. I know I’m gonna be forever alone. Alright peace out my dudes, I hope it gets better for y’all.",-0.9187307692307662,1.0919334923076924,1.9202884615384617,95.76658653846157,91.0,5.403846153846153,15.817307692307693,6.9077264865688965,-0.2438076923076924,454,10,110,7,16,158,73,130,0.061,0.784,0.155,0.9042,3,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,3,1,1,8,8,1,0,2,1,5,2,0,1,0,20,28,8,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,6,8,1,0,6,0,0,5,2,3,0,0,5,4,23,5,15,20,1,16,0,0,1,1,17,7,1,2,4,65,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304619098512104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814593773059233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338261291317401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069144134750685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508907131697832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471745781067614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13661190869524625,0.07720424867210147,0.0,0.0839816648963753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676994588623665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32484430903931005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304845006201458,0.0,0.12409042323639773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16096593996008096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461352193427654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946658867320678,0.0,0.1459060356426455,0.0,0.0,0.252391253824107,0.14056406057391665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5938636631715846,0.0,0.1360476834840115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27397039560131786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,muffy27,2020/01/07,"How to stop turning red? I always blush very easily especially at school. It happens when I talk in front of a lot of people, when I feel like I'm being watched/attention is on me etc. When it happens I start thinking about and trying to not get red but I end up turning more red. This is really an issue for me and I just want to find a way to make it stop.",0.3262662337662334,2.277384142857148,2.875438311688317,91.59030032467535,84.19480519480518,5.927922077922077,20.01461038961039,7.1686216300943375,0.4115727272727274,277,8,63,4,8,96,54,77,0.062,0.868,0.071,-0.0909,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,14,14,7,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,8,1,12,13,3,13,0,0,3,0,1,4,0,1,8,42,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17223136338346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833307459866184,0.0,0.2308473613952105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046598175203658,0.14787292615560724,0.0,0.0,0.18918412340637855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814316780280676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660792375938415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21604265558055935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112433113664837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17597457820581353,0.0,0.0,0.13816671172164513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14350005513135825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326024027194104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20948383814582128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650782328816567,0.0,0.0,0.3461040117580811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663698536880174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263014240299045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405318899023738,0.4502890142542608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17078753703674254,0.12208742820235614,0.16429817054288656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Jaxipaxi,2020/01/07,"Having SAD and deal with being ghosted/left Have you ever been ghosted or left by someone you're dating without much closure? It has happened to me and I'm devestated and can't let it go (it's been 2 months and we dated for 3 months). The biggest anxiety for me personally with my SAD is dating and this was my first dating experience and also the first guy I ever did anything physical with and it ended badly. Everything seemed fine the last time we saw each other and then he completely turned on me and tried to ghost me (got a hold of him eventually and he said he wasn't ready for a relationship) and now I can't stop overanalyzing things. How can I let it go and not hate and blame myself for what happened? I haven't had anxiety this strong in a long time and today I had thoughts about hurting myself for the first time in years (I didn't) &#x200B; (I also think he dated other girls on the side, didn't realise this until now, not sure though) but that's a sidenote.",3.3667857142857147,5.09331715816327,4.659948979591839,83.47165816326532,73.84693877551021,7.144897959183672,25.005102040816325,7.865858978985527,1.3609040816326532,777,25,153,11,16,257,111,196,0.08900000000000001,0.8640000000000001,0.047,-0.6889,0,0,0,0,0,1,21.0,2,1,0,4,9,8,1,0,9,0,20,0,0,1,3,34,33,22,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,13,20,0,2,3,0,0,2,9,5,0,3,13,2,19,3,19,17,2,34,0,3,1,0,14,7,0,2,25,112,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033771146798593,0.0,0.13777611500553033,0.15451142098125215,0.0,0.0,0.1945517148331232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464056029729156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617198474908733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13332320349318175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131094766601392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262463390077135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23004417519089465,0.0,0.0,0.11428180531446674,0.12438535265969496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244827085276171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445341419516797,0.0,0.10170021942543417,0.0,0.0,0.12590684595177107,0.22489157446448896,0.0,0.0,0.12554263234141882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612573838444053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365109900100686,0.0,0.0,0.2763160310157632,0.26005623726019794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253121664369403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20299330492193451,0.0,0.09347608334649868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102984378229504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652057524870514,0.0,0.0,0.12095679401785613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576026668774105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774093230962588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631014837709588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984532344274434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447841632522195,0.0814779929681532,0.12493252022302268,0.10094959644605443,0.22244132423874446,0.0,0.12053133146693032,0.0,0.0,0.08633223285304051,0.1383118666402716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257619706967797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451142098125215,0.081885865350943 socialanxiety,theanimepenguin,2020/01/07,How do i look someone in the eyes? Lately some people have been telling me that i am rude because i dont look them in the eyes when they talk to me and i talk to them. I know that this is not very polite but i always start sweating and my hands get clammy and i get nervous. Does anyone have some tips?,0.2413186813186812,2.2707963846153842,1.6468131868131868,99.79461538461538,85.15384615384616,3.7142857142857135,16.978021978021978,3.1291,-1.091659340659341,235,5,55,0,7,75,44,65,0.083,0.917,0.0,-0.6136,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,3,0,2,2,1,1,2,0,7,4,4,1,0,9,13,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,5,13,0,4,12,2,5,0,0,4,0,6,2,0,2,3,38,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155059528907725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181096473182957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578819482801689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266497056662747,0.0,0.3035421340505113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706301101975564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233778040787678,0.0,0.29215949186353696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.434983896515311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17955565997645467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194470132300468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18331915536993976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4163433784299678,0.22637447975292715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21369935293972075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Simpledoo,2020/01/07,"How do you choose to socialize online and in real life? Are you different? Hi all, I want to know how do you guys socialize on different online platforms vs in real life? Are you different? Do you have different personas? For me, Real life: I think I can socialize well in professional settings (not all the time tho lol). The part I struggle with is when interacting in a social gathering with peers or people I just met in a casual setting. I feel like I can't truly be ""me"" due to social expectations. It's like I have a filter on if that makes any sense. I'm more careful bout the way I act. I want to be able to open up more tho. IG: A bit more ""myself"". I think its because I've limited my followers to a small group of close friends and family. Only people that I feel comfortable with knows my IG account exists. Reddit: I feel like I can state my opinion here honestly without feeling judged. The anoynimity makes me feel ""safe"" enough to be myself and not put up a front. Its not like I have anything controversial to say. I just don't like people paying too much attention to me. Attention can be uncomfortable. I know that its not the same for everyone. For example, I have a friend who is an awesome writer. She has 1k followers on IG ans actively talks to the camera on her stories and posts frequently. Oddly enough, she confides in me that she struggles when socializing offline. She's the type that can give speeches in a room full of people but gets tongue-tied when you meet them one-on-one. Despite her online persona, she's quite private in real life. Anyway, all of this made me realize that everyone socializes differently. TL;DR: How do you guys socialize on all your online platforms and in real life? Are you different? Do you have different personas?",3.2000878608570917,5.664909491124259,4.673184507799892,79.80106957145419,76.86982248520711,8.238981531289225,27.106329567868038,9.0124134603493,2.5904919132149904,1400,57,252,35,33,466,166,338,0.038,0.871,0.091,0.9139,9,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,0,10,1,2,14,15,0,2,17,1,26,5,0,6,4,57,48,16,0,4,11,0,5,5,2,0,5,2,1,2,12,10,0,2,14,1,2,5,7,2,1,0,2,7,47,13,36,42,14,39,0,0,0,0,40,23,0,3,11,177,59,3,0.06585271694816003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04478210571063428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05419117503321196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0401432050287779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718941112032344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714123378216652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4816145122214756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608692029658953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585018620030758,0.0,0.0,0.06208008079700324,0.0,0.1664855617087135,0.09409038829152107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175529151884223,0.0,0.03440532663475452,0.06317192666126142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040908625617678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857279311213572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23256860738347504,0.16086155575827166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06231143302843251,0.08791439983524857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04840932406762288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04462350528578332,0.05008395867615086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131207515443773,0.0,0.18261592920608055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06306869946405033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620016917536861,0.0,0.07004247044552085,0.0,0.3747740444074929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05236872365169662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5370284152036343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376871158239556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052929919426347685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843915240084258,0.0,0.0,0.0383992488259936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768327728217679,0.052270821521781835,0.0,0.0,0.05920950112976715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347966917834187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,nosnahyat4,2020/01/07,"Cbd oil Hi, I’m just wondering if any of you have tried cbd oil for social anxiety and if it has worked for you? I have really bad social anxiety and school just started back up, so it’s just a lot to deal with constantly. I’ve been on propranolol and clonazepam for months and it hasn’t improved my anxiety in the slightest. Really just looking for anything that will help. Thanks in advance :)",3.2770129870129883,5.487017480519483,4.331168831168832,83.60246753246757,75.49350649350649,8.555844155844158,27.883116883116887,9.23628265651192,2.6162779220779218,314,13,60,8,7,102,53,77,0.105,0.757,0.138,0.5868,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,2,6,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,13,11,7,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,3,4,1,11,9,1,9,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,4,4,40,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248623738765834,0.0,0.4808650812242267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17242370602204135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611141125915148,0.17494714319326066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22642535146576304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21601418640427145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044221392829953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17595076429551298,0.0,0.0,0.17813322826800182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16724326510132506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684580274416239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21205354057017967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4271748561080515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14830500970609353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19290524816764867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225577056724126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272241978547161,0.15253889270529078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lolaflores,2020/01/07,"Social anxiety in Hollywood? I was just watching the Golden Globes and kept thinking about these actresses and actors as well as general movie people being so confident up there and talking as if Beyoncé, Brad Pitt, Al Pacino etc. were not even there. How come none of them become paralyzed with fear? Yes I saw some akward situations but nothing that screams legit fear... I would just like to hear y'all opinions on this.",5.912412280701755,8.090588223684211,6.2736842105263175,72.64412280701757,68.07894736842105,9.803508771929828,31.08771929824561,10.125756701596842,3.60010350877193,339,14,54,9,6,109,67,76,0.043,0.809,0.14800000000000002,0.8151,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,0,9,5,0,2,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,17,9,10,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,5,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,3,1,0,4,4,5,2,10,3,3,4,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,3,1,40,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18622720569476994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688549718298229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20969780652349268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27149451555748794,0.16078660536350425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5478643932995017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27436908023562484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893010657382788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23358256965131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876726558577518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736312820610816,0.0,0.2481514552695491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956639337673433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598339977719847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21887741438135053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729293295874463,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lorien_lorien,2020/01/07,First day at university after the Holidays Man why is that every time I’m back in college after a few weeks I forget how to converse like a normal human being with people on my course? I was so anxious today I was literally walking around looking at the ground because I was so scared I was going to see someone I knew and have to say hi to them. And then the few awkward “hello”s I did have with people made my entire day suck. I feel awful. Every time I start to feel like I’m making progress everything is crushing down and I’m back to square one. People probably think I’m weird and rude.,3.644916666666667,4.960567658333339,5.146666666666668,81.91166666666669,72.41666666666666,7.0,25.833333333333336,7.3871296695380915,1.356583333333333,469,15,89,5,9,158,75,120,0.183,0.7340000000000001,0.083,-0.8899,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,2,6,7,2,2,5,1,10,0,0,3,0,16,25,8,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,7,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,5,0,2,7,6,12,2,16,17,2,22,0,0,3,0,7,7,1,0,15,58,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20550695318681625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16193880742426914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797557105522979,0.0,0.11089088057553484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23463429493422916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065346855163829,0.0,0.16348932189806095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18395871010057044,0.12995681341164708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15473287819483084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338386234701412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774444821730062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275890577168316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721280020738968,0.1214265926949725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17823355135295885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326718287591075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783412631527176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19613015934166425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144662437296434,0.18212402713376089,0.0,0.1449590226197479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413207654093494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875710482912314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656082771289655,0.0,0.0,0.21214681352427806,0.0,0.1724297721301779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591753595881413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16414582561150276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rosebudpng,2020/01/07,"Asked to postpone a job interview today, and I'm really anxious about it :( I've been looking for a new job recently because I'm getting burnt out on administrative work. I got an interview at a place that checks all my boxes: non-profit, community outreach center that works with children and encourages early child education. They asked me about interview times a couple of weeks ago and finally emailed me back yesterday scheduling my interview for 3:00 PM today. Ever since I got that email yesterday, I've felt really anxious and unprepared. I didn't get much sleep last night either, because my stomach was in knots over this interview. I also wasn't too keen about the fact that I would have to rush over there right after work. I was waning back and forth between going or just ghosting altogether, until I finally decided to email them and ask to postpone until Friday, so I have some time to prepare (and I also have the day off, so I can emotionally recover afterwards). I'm trying to tell myself that even asking for a postponement is a victory in of itself, because at least I didn't ghost them! I'm still pretty nervous though TL;DR: I postponed an interview and I have a bad feeling about it scoob",6.4590666666666685,7.679932328888887,7.251999999999999,69.78600000000003,65.71111111111111,10.622222222222225,34.111111111111114,10.650279960617883,4.051444444444444,974,43,158,26,15,324,135,225,0.098,0.847,0.054000000000000006,-0.8139,2,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,3,3,17,4,0,1,11,0,13,2,2,0,3,21,29,16,2,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,9,10,0,0,3,0,1,2,3,2,0,0,9,3,22,2,29,19,5,39,0,0,1,0,20,12,0,2,25,111,31,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485394373270747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18918752031867292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26726040319110245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4423280554316399,0.0,0.0,0.18191020507528266,0.09876437943182688,0.21631926068622506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13088188533269396,0.0,0.07628507855106119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305651654271594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781271910426647,0.10699701177447604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05980926468616881,0.0,0.11357369647182665,0.2591544013080859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359974439780072,0.0,0.06722500700304528,0.0,0.18920921716535916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347624191826082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964193755485888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933096207810156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695426938897861,0.0,0.0,0.11424194608902635,0.0,0.11100397156073276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235843325756472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203400082910244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515548639423894,0.0,0.11679375825623528,0.0,0.0,0.10101611957067357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784790704042,0.0,0.11837203627394732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944638404199487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338771179312607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621599482990795,0.0,0.13794774833400505,0.0,0.2242437528610961,0.0,0.0,0.08030884439850144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488238448446493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583421849983616,0.0,0.0,0.08402741471538645,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,kitkat5478,2020/01/07,"Terrified of blushing Hi everyone, I am absolutely terrified of blushing/going red to the point where I will literally be covered in sweat because I am so nervous. I'm OK with short answers but when asked to give long answers in front of a class I feel my face heating up and I go bright red. It's also very illogical for example once someone's phone went off and I went bright red for no apparent reason, then everyone thought it was me. I'm getting very frustrated with this and was wondering if anyone else has experienced this/feels the same :(",4.869642857142857,6.584302666666673,6.048750000000003,75.07312500000002,69.95238095238095,9.821428571428571,35.029761904761905,10.125756701596842,3.911690476190477,440,23,79,12,8,147,74,105,0.166,0.747,0.087,-0.8363,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,1,3,1,7,2,2,1,0,14,18,9,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,6,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,5,7,8,3,13,11,1,14,0,0,5,0,4,7,0,2,3,46,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16380326992916186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322259184081054,0.20987355663689672,0.0,0.0,0.19148932693621976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486307126874867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711100100908419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.391449580506818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20713740760809013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070157389909511,0.19649255148498002,0.2328203456456585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812689818553065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181383210270791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936314942303856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21060037385404493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735526344280558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16261292743701786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380140393105273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797607625383577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22213047281733675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,k3l9sw5r7,2020/01/07,"I found that a lot of people with social anxiety feel weaker than others. But, I feel better and more intelligent than other. PS : It's extremly severe social anxiety",3.200999999999997,6.321564766666674,5.821666666666669,66.6825,84.66666666666666,8.333333333333334,20.833333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.7263333333333337,133,4,18,4,4,47,25,30,0.254,0.57,0.17600000000000002,-0.1796,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4419645555504127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554791712876985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921194227468709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167274881525527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455841860874796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002638369828968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263372117720389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5889265600491932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Antidotebeatz,2020/01/07,"Anyone else fed up of the most basic tasks making u anxious? Literally had to just pick up a couple items from Poundland and had that red face anxiety, swears and panic attack feeling. Literally doesn’t make any sense to me. I’ve just come back from a week skiing holiday where I was absolutely fine. And was around thousands of people. Like way more then u see in a store like Poundland. And had a freak out and felt the panic coming on. Starting to get really worried about this shit. U feel like you have it under lock for like a good while and then some basic task and ur back to square one. Anxiety is a bitch and a weird one. However I can’t beat myself up too much as I’ve always had a kinda weird anxiety trigger with shops and trains/tubes for some reason. Dunno why",2.8488311688311683,4.952485571428575,4.024675324675325,85.79987012987014,76.40259740259741,6.7376623376623375,21.38961038961039,7.7094869923839395,0.8945246753246758,614,16,120,9,14,200,104,154,0.19699999999999998,0.6809999999999999,0.122,-0.9118,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,8,14,3,2,10,0,10,3,2,5,0,29,21,13,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,14,1,0,4,3,2,2,2,8,0,3,8,6,5,6,21,13,6,19,0,0,3,0,2,9,2,5,11,76,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725893665147112,0.0,0.0,0.10400493888935301,0.0,0.3509977125066631,0.1727794886102546,0.0,0.10693971233488624,0.15670584846275587,0.0,0.1361496723056604,0.0,0.17399215614978494,0.0,0.2352039571190787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634897879459075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692260053948889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277623524441768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546628538046842,0.10926088589455632,0.14684708218409045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990521743746719,0.0,0.0,0.12827942554492275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29887645541977936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20417824569128928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242903189638093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20727318944158155,0.0,0.0,0.35888598031879504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602984303611376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797774595752208,0.15724853955026435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187395807923995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699145840042755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825223371926283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139723025079245,0.12267982591963085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800521766716994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553187321407961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,icarlylover,2020/01/07,"Medical condition where I get nauseated vs social anxiety When I was little I got diagnosed with a medical condition where I get nauseated very frequently and throw up. I don’t know the name of what I got diagnosed with in the past but now my gi doctor is still trying to figure it out with me. I’ve realized over the past few years though that I have social anxiety that is prohibiting me from getting a job, driving, going to college, etc... I was on zoloft and didn’t feel like it was helping and now I’m on prozac and don’t think it’s helping that much either. I got a endoscopy about a year ago and they found nothing but in the past they saw something that was the cause of my frequent nausea/vomiting. I’ve been thinking about it recently and I tend to get nauseated and feel shaky when thinking about how I have to go out the next day or in a few hours or whatever. Or when I get asked to go somewhere later in the week I get nauseated a lot leading up to it. Or when I’m in the car I feel nauseated also everytime I go to therapy/psychiatrist it happens. I’m starting to think maybe me being nauseated and shaky is part of my social anxiety issues but I’m mistaking it with a past medical condition. I know people on here aren’t medical professionals but would just like some input. Do you guys get really nauseated/vomit at the idea of just going out? When you’re in the car on the way to somewhere? It’s confusing because I also have really anxious thoughts in public and my mind feels like it’s shutting down. But leading up to the event it’s not like that it’s just nausea and thinking about if I’m going to throw up in front of someone but when I’m actually in the situation I’m not usually nauseated just freaking out in my mind. Idk if this makes sense but does anyone else experience something similar just like feeling nauseated leading up to something with no anxious thoughts and then when actually there that goes away and you just have mental things happening if that makes sense.",4.058763440860215,5.729082429292929,5.691430433365916,77.0101026392962,71.92929292929294,9.35210166177908,30.45096122515477,9.778596075983213,3.112006777451939,1606,70,302,42,31,547,166,396,0.077,0.861,0.062,-0.4384,2,0,3,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,2,3,28,10,0,3,20,0,19,9,0,7,0,80,65,38,0,5,24,0,5,5,0,1,9,0,0,1,21,21,0,0,18,0,0,15,7,5,0,0,13,6,29,5,54,50,8,76,0,0,1,0,13,31,0,12,34,205,50,7,0.0,0.0,0.14780074473152785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712900070051056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112056763811073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17379694494620535,0.17110394854359562,0.0,0.05295132884057311,0.07759309177125467,0.0,0.0,0.07079619346178148,0.0,0.07114968847857309,0.0,0.0,0.04616356583006249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779432497989901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04883880290232037,0.0,0.0,0.15372624999940904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751162267341408,0.06627077206649584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632616844576067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445761580592834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407728516418374,0.0,0.0,0.1914537511936451,0.10820132151276828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303270647702464,0.0,0.0,0.2769561603037882,0.0,0.2582304898537589,0.0,0.18170168740645729,0.0,0.0,0.07498340545939948,0.13393343296783855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151881962432724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457760105753951,0.0,0.0,0.08548858308716557,0.0,0.07904117895234454,0.07514913622102982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323712200844864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849863012544644,0.07590013950990462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06438190684914301,0.0,0.0,0.10109910709161148,0.0,0.07607974545265507,0.0,0.0,0.30515514440457164,0.07631680596641419,0.0,0.15292897458246232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055669372108741434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053842438506591,0.0,0.0,0.07266381380140458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200689689600678,0.2891667853570461,0.05250080594884912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702760054203773,0.0,0.0747730414392839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512232980229369,0.0,0.2315878856094213,0.06416475570391929,0.17489916064070318,0.0,0.0,0.05360122540300979,0.0,0.06047710733597901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05031084128903132,0.24261974543820236,0.074403148995853,0.12024039620811065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05141487558757932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340456029445338,0.0624841804572137,0.0,0.06010998644932272,0.060745065257254025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05379555771092806,0.0,0.0,0.09753371227098362 socialanxiety,fizzlepop1992,2020/01/07,Help Has anyone overcome social anxiety? I'm at the end of it after battling for 6 years I'm now addicted to diazepam coz they the only things that help me? I feel like in going mentally insane I'm not getting out if bed I literally want to kill my self!!! I feel like I'm getting psychosis which is making my anxiety and depression worse. And I have 2 gorgeous kids that I'm failing to be a mother too,1.2834002677376155,3.589400204819277,3.929558232931728,83.31540829986615,83.09638554216869,6.5804551539491305,26.08969210174029,7.793537801064563,1.850208567603748,319,14,61,6,9,112,60,83,0.25,0.588,0.162,-0.8603,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,2,7,2,0,3,0,4,1,0,2,0,10,16,3,1,2,2,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,2,8,3,9,15,0,8,0,2,0,0,7,3,0,1,6,35,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413105688075016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33867326535029285,0.0,0.0,0.15477716925885684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19065348422645667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19605559660459768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22384835510331005,0.31627335178379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312986091687858,0.0,0.1258016405852934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967403438592116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24489747066599396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21628659137931644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147756760338824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22307465087275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16835111182695053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309224456078792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256444308016742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705900245096856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056142571896284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255805398304863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254592116150647 socialanxiety,Strategos_Amai,2020/01/07,"i was super nervous driving a car, its manual, well, it didn't go very well almost had an accident, not the first time, my father was super pissed, he said you think so slow with angry tune, as if i have a mental problem, i myself not sure, because im really slow learning stuff, well, i was davestated, as if i was a failure to him and ashamed having me, dude, felt like shouldn't been born at all, no use in society, world would be better if im not the one who were born &#x200B; gosh, i dont know what to do",9.288364485981306,4.744169588785049,9.620070093457944,73.73608644859814,63.39252336448598,12.569158878504672,37.030373831775705,9.516144504307137,3.2069457943925226,394,11,86,5,4,134,80,107,0.212,0.629,0.159,-0.7552,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,4,4,12,1,2,6,0,15,1,1,1,2,19,21,7,0,6,6,1,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,0,3,7,4,3,2,10,2,11,8,7,8,1,12,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,4,7,59,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18073920628842347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19556575528336095,0.21932061840247866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002779438315592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15963275012409803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21153825295256407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17330306071353244,0.0,0.0,0.15352856085165634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257920479858997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899301456643732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919507712104801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818051358100297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18189604039174076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230776941502497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727088954601112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562942214245175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716916373916222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066230617707748,0.0,0.0,0.17011396493012015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565361117309522,0.0,0.0,0.1052478159445728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15588932793252847,0.0,0.14892689583067706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4868587954921637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821814034761228,0.0,0.21932061840247866,0.0 socialanxiety,skorpianmafia,2020/01/07,"felt awkward at a funeral. every time I tried to strike up a conversation with old cousins I haven’t seen in 9 years they only briefly talked to me and then moved on to someone else. they didn’t seem to want to sit with me at the dinner after the funeral or try and catch up. I rarely ever get the chance to see them so I get excited to see them when I get the chance. I know the funeral and viewing are not about me but I was hoping afterwards we’d hang out and catch up but none of them even talked to me or wanted sit with me. it was very awkward when I was sitting with them at the table. I asked one of them questions and talked about college but then nothing and he just left the table, then I was left alone at the table to finish my food. Has this ever happened to anybody or is this my own awkward moment with family.",2.8659270787016453,3.99982494797688,4.060115606936417,89.65601600711432,74.08670520231213,6.941574032903514,24.29035126722988,7.321109707123232,0.8733987550022229,648,19,142,7,13,212,93,173,0.084,0.858,0.057999999999999996,-0.3423,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,7,0,9,5,0,3,10,0,10,2,0,0,2,29,24,18,3,3,8,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,12,2,0,4,0,0,4,4,3,0,1,7,5,25,2,30,16,2,33,0,0,4,0,16,12,0,6,14,103,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16458070677248715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855747747200887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274719732955195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049571989002241,0.28748266760059554,0.13388679720933594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980426799294388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15257654718339425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19215211772274227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490685275570551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14052177086053047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15783144468629662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873316507071834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453078941525169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688939970558336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247645888842642,0.0,0.16674715696357806,0.0,0.10768013602422252,0.12085665275151848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17801326606319176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25325811638522,0.14466382485856294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464218602554906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831725603185237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266050056646452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21577612717133654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111569671666753,0.1874560461124777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023315065045126 socialanxiety,ConfidentlyShy17,2020/01/07,"I have a new speech class and I'm not ready for it at all. For my second semester, I have to be in this speech class where I have to talk in front of people. The first thing we did yesterday was to choose whether we went to the front and talked about a random topic for 30 seconds or stand for the same amount of time. I chose to stand but even that was an ordeal. I just felt so awkward. I guess I could've talked about my new phone but I will probably mess something up when talking. So, yeah, I'm not looking forward to this semester.",2.412668650793652,3.8185892946428592,3.0651190476190493,95.25210317460319,75.69642857142857,6.406349206349208,22.265873015873016,6.937597516519254,0.3385682539682535,419,11,97,4,9,131,71,112,0.071,0.899,0.031,-0.5006,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,2,0,0,1,8,2,0,1,6,1,8,0,0,0,1,17,14,9,0,0,7,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,2,0,3,5,4,12,0,18,7,3,17,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,3,7,68,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680155151135925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899057345818594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020509504016942,0.0,0.0,0.1789962133742007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318182784712399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17671270651275894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4064795722969682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14588938532351906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22688491457150006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620034243812781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6765598987036132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980390544703247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270655320078255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19507569096951685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dumbpieceofshitttttt,2020/01/07,"oh shit... a friend from another country is staying over for 2 weeks He's extremely extroverted and always wants to go somewhere and have fun... the complete opposite of me, ugh wish me luck",2.255714285714287,5.171803142857144,3.66,81.29000000000003,89.0,7.371428571428572,29.857142857142854,8.238735603445708,3.042257142857143,150,8,26,4,5,49,33,35,0.071,0.705,0.22399999999999998,0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,5,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,5,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,1,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28856628057192785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636511709726499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636143346627394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679376544618773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970950460416203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559863253945413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696438083848877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20455226254296435,0.0,0.2781829080011429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39880412733770265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sherdowhunter,2020/01/07,"my social anxiety is ruining the job i used to enjoy so much *skip to the next paragraph if you dont wanna read the stats https://www.today.com/health/are-you-introvert-socially-anxious-or-shy-how-tell-t104331 hi guys ive just been dwelling on this topic a lot recently, for years ive suspected myself being unusually antisocial, but recently its getting worse and my symptoms all match the ones in this article about social anxiety. 1. Life experiences convince you that people are judgmental, and you begin to believe that if you risk doing something, it’ll become obvious that you are incompetent or inadequate 2. They’ll show up to the party, but might avoid eye contact, spend most of their time scrolling through their phone or find other ways to not be present. 3. Socially anxious people can be extroverts. 4. “Avoidance might make someone feel like, ‘Phew, I don’t have to talk to people,’” she said. “By not going, it makes you feel less anxious, but it doesn’t make you feel good.” 5. Socially-anxious people are supremely worried about what others think of them 6. But they also resort to “safety behaviors” — avoiding eye contact, speaking softly, smiling all the time, being very ingratiating — as a way to hide their anxiety. Although ive not been officially diagnosed, i feel like its starting to take a toll on my life. Everytime a group of people are talking and coincidentally i make eye contact with them, i automatically think that they're talking about me and it makes me feel like shit. It also makes me hyper sensitive to being judged by other people, and sometimes i stress myself out with my thoughts so much that my head starts to hurt like hell. As much as i want to socialise with my coworkers, i just feel like i dont belong and that they think im weird. I really love my job but my thoughts and feelings are just making my shifts torturous. Once i overheard a coworker badmouthing me behind my back and now whenever i see her i start to get stressed and lightheaded and it affects me trying to just do my damn job. im just fucking tired, i think im being ridiculous but i just cant stop myself. ive humiliated myself because i couldnt control my tears over a little mistake and from then i became a laughing stock. it just fucking sucks. what should i do? i rly rly love my job so i dont want to quit especially simply over one mean coworker ._.",5.8306753446707225,7.785746145496539,6.096325845055637,74.72528378472954,67.91454965357968,8.574119952410944,31.135068934145146,9.095868883498916,2.8398597382602,1903,78,321,36,33,608,223,433,0.18600000000000005,0.682,0.132,-0.9763,4,3,1,0,0,0,61.0,0,7,8,2,17,31,8,7,13,0,35,14,5,10,3,78,74,31,0,8,20,0,8,5,0,5,5,2,0,1,22,15,0,5,16,2,1,1,10,19,0,2,5,14,63,12,42,57,8,26,1,2,4,4,34,8,6,8,20,219,85,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838382118019037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555208778330221,0.2296666056451636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052107356511996085,0.0,0.041309116705221895,0.07484148386152574,0.0,0.07634832222772668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600458074050104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878038435395611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238261389165154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628749670937469,0.0,0.0,0.2398493117527905,0.1936462635700225,0.0,0.0,0.061936284715608275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529591281183627,0.07080917690640218,0.0,0.0385125991692379,0.05683834440454784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06709833158209287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954677974062881,0.07203137783357055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254418822051302,0.0,0.2195945576902296,0.0,0.2689865379878898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957293144629352,0.16553358844761631,0.06791866409322023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05761166096930976,0.12232171363716565,0.0,0.31663719179650035,0.0,0.0,0.07381631137262408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377661431037325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494459460396917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206919812963836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721678657238356,0.09183908391594747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348997397691149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207677074817166,0.06778366910128215,0.0,0.0434122061668006,0.0,0.13382017786885467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446034773379894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05400019507280557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956013829365733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20723466270721172,0.05741734491422554,0.05216906239542963,0.06702164495613766,0.0,0.1438939498651488,0.0,0.0,0.0566548509131924,0.15524991504495486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043412562489358,0.05095109529247058,0.16340161807311124,0.05922988603233593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17368515103347876,0.0,0.10759620645267297,0.07902901873473629,0.0778862791181181,0.06423361004450191,0.0,0.0,0.04600821140746145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0585274882293675,0.0,0.055913494902863146,0.07993949573764883,0.10757793080912086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688189828758217,0.06905866148050413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04363865128754658 socialanxiety,lavender184927,2020/01/07,"Holy shit, lexapro changed my life. I want to start off by saying I have no personal or financial interest in lexapro. This is purely coming from a uni student who began taking lexapro this year for depression and unintentionally (almost) cured my social anxiety. My whole life I’ve struggled with social anxiety. I’ve always been awkward and unsociable, drifting between friendship groups/mildly bullied as a child which led to me becoming excruciatingly quiet as a teenager. I over thought everything I said around people I didn’t know, the extent of my contributions usually being quiet laughs. I was tortured by my lack of personality and awkward moments I created for myself which I dwelled on for days afterwards. I lived in fear of being called on in class or having to split into pairs/groups. I assumed life would always be like this for me; I was just always going to be on the periphery of everything (which was a fucking depressing conclusion to come to). This plus some other things led me to going on antidepressants this year. I gradually noticed over the course of this year, but most obviously over the last couple months when I upped my lexapro dose, that around strangers I was becoming more like the person I was around close friends. I have no problem approaching shop assistants for help or asking the waitress if I can customise my meal - in fact I regularly banter with customer service staff (I would NEVER have done that before). I’m no longer paralysed by pessimism and overthinking around people I don’t really know - I just say the joke and if it doesn’t really land, it doesn’t torture me for days afterwards. I’m also far more relaxed around people than I used to be - I can literally feel the lack of awkward energy I used to just always have. It’s so insane because I’ve been socially anxious literally my entire life and now I’m struggling to remember what it felt like in order to explain how I’m different now. I’m just...not. Obviously I haven’t transformed into the worlds most charismatic charming person - I’m still very much introverted and still walk more slowly to work to avoid small talk in the elevator - but I am so so much more comfortable with socialising, to the point where I feel normal. I really wanted to share this here because if I’d known an SSRI could have eased my social anxiety this time last year I would’ve been over the moon. Obviously I can’t say it’ll work for everyone, but there’s got to be someone out there like me who could benefit from lexapro like I have. I’d also be curious to hear if anyone else here has had a similar experience with lexapro.",6.593132716049383,7.754613588477365,7.013371913580247,71.83079861111112,65.37860082304525,10.272530864197533,33.70601851851852,10.341088651717358,3.694720370370372,2108,90,357,51,32,687,238,486,0.127,0.743,0.13,0.8296,1,1,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,0,3,24,29,4,8,18,0,40,8,1,5,6,73,69,27,0,14,13,0,3,5,1,3,5,7,0,5,23,23,1,1,11,3,1,9,10,15,0,0,16,10,46,14,68,41,13,63,0,2,0,1,23,31,2,12,27,246,69,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388314225145429,0.0,0.0,0.11800867763220599,0.24557388428100274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693316671937859,0.08335393029864477,0.0,0.051590876902214575,0.07559953137504134,0.0,0.32841312319047444,0.06897726236538777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995501696573685,0.1629753305679719,0.06278400542808289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534082059734541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805276350006049,0.12711525885106914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781964387006084,0.08163962500330303,0.0,0.09516802406116384,0.0,0.12709859577875166,0.0,0.0,0.07708766222394127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550575435441721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061636333722721426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050293833460795,0.13262303129642142,0.07217405462405173,0.0,0.08302652913270701,0.0746139303890728,0.0,0.07084337123223527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570046597448376,0.06821131061186217,0.0,0.0,0.08386530112432743,0.0,0.059011105690001224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831589448480329,0.0,0.049455273750218735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109855237366713,0.12028618999230015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20846081430598906,0.18023354098155173,0.0,0.06515185159801665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05889298685286382,0.0,0.10847817369542606,0.0,0.056906094981481026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229179736244337,0.0,0.08400257742847701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534557872076708,0.2576983170025591,0.0,0.0,0.06974890242410207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07060048648774139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180207858672134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358189804616895,0.0,0.07018464852914885,0.17602590853864003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573731804768853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008504189320106,0.06251620281236632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05222407599817668,0.0,0.11784659868939153,0.0,0.0,0.15426828564172027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055475727962947335,0.05930408143269698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04901823007320728,0.0,0.0,0.058575560002688334,0.04302353383514783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744986135153036,0.08126168875175495,0.060878805742715016,0.08703839816555116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237622468859716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742998825334367,0.0,0.0,0.1572402462706787,0.0,0.0,0.19005565502381716 socialanxiety,nuzlocke01,2020/01/07,"Anyone else scared of cameras? Everyone is filming everything these days. I can't even go to the store without someone taking a picture right in my face or filming the crowd for whatever reason. I don't even know why I was so scared of going outside 5 or 10 years ago because a few people see me and immedately forget me? Now when someone films me and puts me online the whole world and millions of people see me and that forever aslong as the internet exists. When I see pictures of crowds online I keep thinking someone will pick me out and say look at this weird freak in the background. I cringe everytime I see those real life streamers harassing people in front of a huge audience. I remember when the internet was a quiet place for introverts but now it's like an extention of real life. I just want to be left alone. Sorry for the rant.",4.343831996224637,6.188550509202454,5.298773006134969,79.40539405379897,71.51533742331287,8.205568664464371,29.716375648890985,8.841846274778883,2.605357149598868,675,28,119,13,13,221,107,163,0.11599999999999999,0.8440000000000001,0.04,-0.8421,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,9,6,1,2,12,0,7,3,1,2,0,21,19,13,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,5,6,0,1,4,3,1,4,3,5,0,1,2,7,16,1,18,15,3,22,0,0,5,0,3,10,0,2,9,78,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764257832147905,0.0,0.0,0.1374512412059763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279641861711993,0.13598074275871222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090096459190364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855892778919291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086516395135444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753121316009563,0.0,0.0,0.1268135099125333,0.11927440537384855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084836812009764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796192484756085,0.0,0.0,0.07293591102912805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441936894677976,0.0,0.1874790481490526,0.06483714998475625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144597971259533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27602065178953045,0.0,0.13865744107251118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341380038278355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021142101119188,0.0,0.1364516603274683,0.0,0.0,0.1503386115069658,0.1133366694210272,0.0,0.1055391629749518,0.2657388848210474,0.0,0.4230221527819488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373433487586305,0.0,0.0,0.14856198376573254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978409331743976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503750125043627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827790606508711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975336075232468,0.1481699689809471,0.0,0.1279311521046016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546319224990731 socialanxiety,Lunatic-cultist-lol,2020/01/07,"P r e s e n t a t i o n s I have mostly presentations for my semester finals and don't know how to prepare. Never had to prepare for multiple at a time so really any tips appreciated.",-2.99285714285714,-1.6969765952380946,3.314642857142857,80.64910714285716,112.57142857142858,6.861904761904763,19.535714285714285,7.645422480735847,1.6678000000000002,141,6,32,5,8,60,33,42,0.0,0.875,0.125,0.552,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,5,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,5,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,18,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3737946604390852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6021369579650793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30208442777354305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4239396298987295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521328763025509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205171786421768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mizzemerson,2020/01/07,"Social anxiety support group? Would you attend? Hi guys Long time struggler of social strife here. I'm thinking about starting something of a support group for people with social anxiety on the Meetup app. I'm wanting to get some feedback on whether or not any of you would actually want to attend something like that if there was a local group like that in your area? In my mind, talking to other people with social anxiety, knowing that they struggle with some of the same issues, makes the whole thing easier and less scary. Also making it goal oriented somehow would help. My thing is social silence. I just go silent, it happens in jobs and even with close friends. So I would make it radically inclusive and emphasize that even silence is okay, if you just wanna show up and be there with people but not necessarily take part. Because I really don't think social isolation is the answer, and people shouldn't be ashamed of not being able to speak coherently and even of not being able to speak at all sometimes. We need each other. I'm not certain of what the actual framework of the group would be yet, but any suggestions you guys have are welcome!",6.637530040053406,7.7612511775700925,6.52750333778371,75.48915887850471,65.26168224299063,8.918024032042723,32.10814419225634,9.04235418022936,2.8504910547396536,928,36,155,15,14,293,124,214,0.051,0.8290000000000001,0.11900000000000001,0.9352,2,1,2,0,0,0,20.0,1,5,1,1,13,10,0,2,8,1,18,0,0,3,2,51,37,14,0,12,13,0,0,2,1,6,0,2,0,2,12,14,0,0,4,1,0,3,7,2,0,0,1,2,12,8,28,25,8,17,0,0,0,0,27,10,0,6,6,115,24,3,0.1882352037950131,0.0,0.183690405649344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526581223368299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800639344078865,0.0,0.21599912352116304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057373216548722315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18649136522717746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271502575720759,0.0,0.04917256243068314,0.0,0.053489202099339835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18638244605364573,0.08322788452981149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06308504463799698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823432386035498,0.09339719729906183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051724572614938735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196221244683864,0.0,0.0,0.08329111597108274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18847269030522507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950319480041105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978700924719773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192019116164908,0.0,0.260997178577935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060294145794474924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5756462557525129,0.0,0.14491265622140165,0.093084714857483,0.0,0.06661692304369357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983921526255038,0.0,0.0,0.2136070785784951,0.0,0.0,0.07076472354684782,0.07564816329381957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12505510525983932,0.12061351798744288,0.0,0.0,0.05488073054014121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102600020426058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507894138523163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342922201103487,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,WhileGoWonder,2020/01/07,"I take myself way too seriously and it's annoying me &#x200B; How to explain this - I want to be serious about my values, but at the same time not take myself too seriously regarding something trivial, like banter. I'm just annoyed that when I'm feeling antisocial and tired I'm convinced every joke and jab about me is some insidious form of bullying meant to get under my skin and highlight my insecurities and failings as a person. I try to come up with something but I usually just blank out and try to laugh it off. But generally I become uptight and seem cold, which is exactly what I'm feeling because I feel I'm being attacked, and passive aggression is my learned response to such things. God, I sometimes dread coming to work because my coworker is an extrovert who likes making innocuous, but weirdly observational jokes about me which just gets the paranoid part of my brain running. I'd imagine a part of this problem is that I try to project a 'serious, quiet, hardworking' vibe about myself and I try to live up to that role a bit too much for my own good. Have you guys figured out a way to combat this? I figure desensitization would be effective, but do you know some 'quick tips/tricks' on the spot to calm yourselves down and relax? Cheers.",7.737663096397277,7.609048400843882,8.049957805907173,69.81937682570597,62.88185654008439,10.836611489776047,38.48393378773125,10.389873798559362,4.10002005842259,1009,48,175,21,13,332,143,237,0.192,0.619,0.188,-0.2869,0,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,3,14,24,4,3,9,0,11,3,2,3,1,47,31,18,0,3,9,0,4,2,0,1,1,1,0,2,13,15,0,1,12,3,0,3,1,14,0,0,1,6,25,10,31,26,9,18,0,1,0,0,7,9,0,3,6,123,38,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15362455185627327,0.17228492619325236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16130149800457194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17286227416814665,0.15659096749442938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479306588723407,0.0,0.0,0.15827953178568716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24427134214023824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194604158943573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21507305751370648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481541646043959,0.0,0.0,0.11892296734198245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403899564463787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792161386838672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853848657408754,0.0,0.12519921193265382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464293568957877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042286713688297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070798028709661,0.0,0.0,0.12380164728147865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356695942406075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907621246217507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21830684086629065,0.1402295048848566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21321013146962434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419599942246132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267627701439495,0.16296159793161333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3850522445713441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561567191491152,0.0,0.08362877332667608,0.2250854926609628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322154733406176,0.0,0.0,0.10072036549653833,0.0,0.17228492619325236,0.0 socialanxiety,imisshappy,2020/01/07,"I need help So I have really bad social anxiety. I'm 24. I've dealt with bad social anxiety since 2015 i think. That's when it got really bad. As a kid and teenager in high school, making friends and laughing was never an issue i thought I'd have. I now struggle to LAUGH OR SMILE and making eye contact. I've been watching porn for about 10 years but the last 6 have been really bad and I think it messed up my dopamine receptors. I can function, I have a gf, but I get so scared when I need to meet new people. Even interaction with adults or my own family. I hate this. I always feel like not the best everyday. Everytime I laugh or smile I feel like it's fake. I think my main issue is laughing and smiling. I immediately feel shy and awkward and make the other person feel like they did or said something wrong because how fast my facial expression goes SHY AND WEIRD. Do you guys think its because of super low confidence and too much dopamine from porn ? How can I be normal again. I miss making friends and smiling naturally and laughing genuinely.",2.4076694139194146,4.787959721153847,3.6468956043956062,86.55762820512821,79.19230769230771,6.846520146520146,24.327838827838825,7.957251820313856,1.4689127289377288,834,30,164,15,21,271,124,208,0.226,0.55,0.225,0.3892,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,2,11,26,1,3,6,0,13,4,2,6,1,39,34,24,0,3,7,0,4,3,3,0,0,1,0,4,7,13,0,0,9,0,0,0,2,14,0,0,7,7,24,12,11,26,4,14,0,2,2,2,17,4,0,4,13,94,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523605515869887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17511612354272213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822618868005321,0.13954188952352434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011387280005133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559670710787307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789835751750157,0.0,0.2314883412280093,0.2453008652172008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17685590422310835,0.0,0.05979821846369704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154043285869903,0.0,0.0,0.11332883295054365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300100404581725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671703679003522,0.12092840591923933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23892338606985486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329642081833228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16775136982294675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30559945227449314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413788268911385,0.16973444614665767,0.08827505443243469,0.11054173102434108,0.0,0.0,0.11214198319643937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934895768861339,0.09993803373764584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21996916516497605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887328802385993,0.0,0.1145898145184606,0.11583496741004895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467868319511942,0.0,0.0,0.2333457173250657,0.0,0.08811335271674609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965362687997624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29335357531775313,0.0,0.0908647966325994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251390038858689,0.0,0.07370552002329141 socialanxiety,purpleelephant55,2020/01/07,"I can somehow fake a normal even outgoing personality in job interviews but it goes downhill once I start the job, how do I fix this? I can pretend to be normal sometimes even outgoing on job interviews so I come off as someone they want to hire but as soon as I start the job, I never know what to say in conversations, or when it’s appropriate to talk and I end up being very awkward and weird and end up quitting because I can’t take the judge faces and weird looks coworkers give me. I also once got reprimanded for being too shy and not doing my job properly. I did this for a new job I just got, I went through several interviews with various people and managed to come off as normal in them and just got hired but I’m sooo worried that I’ll just end up being shy and awkward again and either quitting or getting fired. How do I stop this? Is anyone else like this? I feel like I’ll never be able to hold down a job.",3.0122222222222237,4.499314137566138,4.682730158730159,83.93171428571429,74.29100529100529,7.791322751322753,26.885714285714286,8.447377352677275,1.820291428571429,728,27,150,13,15,246,105,189,0.153,0.7829999999999999,0.064,-0.9424,7,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,2,15,7,0,2,6,0,13,1,1,2,2,35,29,23,0,4,10,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,8,12,0,2,2,1,0,3,4,5,0,0,5,4,19,2,24,19,2,25,0,0,1,0,10,10,0,3,14,104,27,13,0.09683340954441624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743764262772238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06770817144237204,0.09921727132117343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059028747683063224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16682681621293086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089188828263819,0.0,0.2572969775330289,0.0,0.0,0.1279151074929021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048961881384067873,0.06917780712676104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05059145983536649,0.09289142999088773,0.0,0.0,0.2323395705389354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6726455213283766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05321710947317446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946158253179128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131567589992532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493677900619918,0.09352231034516477,0.0,0.0,0.28462854502188684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062488417283913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713209371477802,0.08455119817546185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20598850102093766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700581387818932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939419025098812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204663367069269,0.0,0.0957707180632984,0.0,0.13707837134872305,0.0,0.0,0.08095706629218845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280667291089203,0.07783102660744029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989770408918312,0.05711485381642746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976554078009047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833902779791008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Nic202,2020/01/07,"Do I have social anxiety? I only get super nervous at school, and not anywhere else. Like when I get to school it’s not bad but my heart starts beating faster and I get a feeling in my chest. It doesn’t hurt, I don’t know how to explain it. But it’s really only at school so idk?",-0.9394672131147528,1.1393529836065568,1.6985040983606583,96.46611680327871,92.9344262295082,4.361475409836066,17.46106557377049,5.985473137389443,-0.3702639344262297,216,6,50,2,8,74,40,61,0.24600000000000002,0.6579999999999999,0.096,-0.8621,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,1,1,0,4,2,2,1,0,10,11,7,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,7,2,5,11,0,6,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,30,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16588872238896332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810596726801809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18114932942166048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964525823599074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398836107627311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569668471936851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321411028858685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917441784943145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594135996140136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298465360098453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891888055368912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6583876240361932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210500217733954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15348668188627354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Luna387,2020/01/07,"How do you keep a job with SA? I've quit all the jobs I've had, I can't handle people and coworkers. They all thought I was weird for not talking or commented on how it was weird I would stay at my desk during breaks or eat in the car. I did nothing when I got home and did nothing from my days off. I'd try to sleep all day with this shame in the back of my head. Am I the only one like this? Have you found a job you could handle?",0.6032653061224487,1.6434045816326552,2.432397959183671,99.44206632653062,79.71428571428571,5.716326530612244,18.37244897959184,5.985473137389443,-0.57414693877551,331,6,88,2,8,110,67,98,0.08199999999999999,0.8909999999999999,0.027000000000000003,-0.6206,3,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,1,1,4,4,0,1,6,0,11,3,2,2,3,17,15,7,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,4,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,8,0,13,1,11,5,3,12,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,5,57,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441772548561402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497048724615369,0.0,0.0,0.2418462055479585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19186107735565047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055859665316627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996226029810258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924308669310459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880795208992247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5581995984303465,0.16666015081666108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160387310520718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3598259294696625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705602331271262,0.14260351311256825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999008935920908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994311675161326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18763713926490566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19985189389294356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070678633389614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14885542769483556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730136521206226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319584771298773,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,oxqd,2020/01/07,"Im thinking about to drop out of my school I really want to change school, even tho im in a really good one, where i never thought i would get into. But there is one thing i dont like: I have to be too much in contact with people. I want to do something for living that i can do almost alone if that makes sense. I dont want to do work that requires me to be so much in contact with people i dont know at all... But i cant think any other work what i would be happy doing...",0.449210799584634,1.6031262990654227,2.83171339563863,95.93600207684321,80.4018691588785,5.503219106957425,17.496365524402908,5.82211442006289,-0.5792338525441334,362,6,91,2,9,125,63,107,0.06,0.8220000000000001,0.11800000000000001,0.6961,0,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,7,3,0,0,1,0,16,0,0,1,2,21,25,5,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,0,13,3,17,19,3,9,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,2,2,68,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14479223898835494,0.14975808791650935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833039585199543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529636401757108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5083971193467928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550444720169303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755455629816273,0.0,0.0,0.12128045868012235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15392537721270036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123774857664417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946630732713929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706424148845798,0.0,0.1276811215609631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651910735003437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21258973525072625,0.0,0.1115215278257936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19596429732033413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200489641149788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18526409702406246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926782118521856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131724335945607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606331115953982,0.18530285324057733,0.0,0.11479325627381573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25585981113510403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21053555736373847,0.0,0.0,0.20543402841138875,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Comfortable-Phone,2020/01/07,"SA Disorder causes and why medication is necessary So, I was reading another user post about his SA symptons and he basically described what I felt every single day before taking medication: intrusive, uncontrollable thoughts of being watched and judge that you know are irrational, yet can't get rid of. I argued that some researches are linking SA with OCD and if we stop to think about it, the intrusive nature of the thoughts are basically the same, almost as if Social Anxiety Disorder is socially focused pure obsessive OCD. I commented in another user response the following and these are my thoughts on why people who relate to those symptoms should be on medication and will benefit tremendously from it. I advise you read the other post if you are interested ""During my years trying to ""cure"" it I've faced many of my fears, got out my confort zone, and I got good results, but the uncontrollable intrusive thoughts of being watched and judged never vanished. The only thing that got it in control is medication. In my personal experience, what the medication does is that by treating the intrusive thoughts, you just start to being able to remain in the moment. The problem with SA is that you need to socialize by talking with people, but you need to chat with others while being bombarded with intrusive thoughts of inadequacy, so you can't actually enjoy or be in the moment, that's why some people with SA believe they lack social skills, the problem is that you can't use your social skills, you can't even remember what people said to you just seconds ago sometimes because you can't relax. How can you make friends and socialize if you aren't able to focus on what people are saying? That's why I believe medication is so important. The ""don't give a fuck"" advice doesn't work because what you can't do is ""giving a fuck"", you pass of as uninterested because you can't lose the focus from the intrusive thoughts and the tense body language caused by the anxiety, or rather stress, make people uncomfortable. Trying to ignore thise thoughts just make them worse, when you try to don't think about something you end up thinking about it, and accepting them don't make they go away. We should really ask ourselves, why they happen? In this case I see no other answer other than something being wrong with the way our brain works, and research confirms this. It could be because of life events and experiences, but most people who are bullied, abused, neglected, etc don't have SA, that's a fact, unless they had so little contact with other people during child hood, or they are on the autism spectrum, that they truly lack important social skills, but I don't think this is the case with mosy people with SAD and people who truly lack social skills tend to lack self awareness, rather than having hyper awareness like in SAD. Nurture could trigger or shape the already existing abnormality, but if it was all that matters, SA could be something entirely predictable based on life experience solely, we could make a diagnostic by simply tracking certain life events, but that doesn't work, there are people who have SAD and are naturally extrovert and outgoing. That's why I believe not taking medication is time wasting, no amount of therapy, working on yourself, life changes, facing fears will treat underlying biological issues.""",12.875267558528428,9.658208566889632,11.539632107023413,58.637976588628796,55.30434782608696,14.413377926421404,45.732441471571896,12.356017616173466,5.659909030100334,2705,118,423,60,23,861,263,598,0.17300000000000001,0.75,0.077,-0.9965,0,0,3,0,1,0,66.0,4,19,8,10,18,30,3,6,26,0,60,18,4,12,5,110,100,41,0,21,22,0,1,1,1,4,12,2,0,3,40,30,0,4,18,4,0,3,19,18,0,1,16,6,47,12,63,67,12,40,0,5,3,2,60,19,2,13,16,298,87,10,0.09729552291225056,0.05763964238468641,0.047473197657222285,0.0,0.0,0.04753802946689282,0.04312330529289084,0.0,0.04871370594372637,0.0,0.053684014470055566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202283912641512,0.07443080871831452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045479089996400685,0.0,0.045706173274410886,0.0,0.0,0.11862089540582765,0.0,0.04139566192222623,0.16442810451525744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05403669612497463,0.0,0.05430699056570982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994930331614583,0.05146288115760701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05456260107616314,0.1553651160733553,0.0,0.0,0.031373781610308786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115090985462356,0.0,0.04257198388173455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04308747722953156,0.0,0.054255113478562926,0.03213138763380533,0.0,0.04098783718753257,0.0,0.0,0.14276053643292202,0.0,0.10948451304179092,0.0,0.0,0.04670947998562452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03758513982501245,0.08994814313320654,0.025416447498517018,0.09333473124154076,0.027647643923618688,0.04080343423198874,0.11672417668214267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04301905479395215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05077562387497371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026735537447413797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374454104067537,0.02376683895411621,0.048757837204535186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05442440145394598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16236379264011105,0.049321194548425255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430525116407741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214339741233944,0.0375201526743276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03699881473947143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709885571619425,0.042477348871855634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318221598329672,0.0,0.0,0.0930986753796375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732185246253416,0.0,0.031165001685919107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05510843041545716,0.0,0.04627516137005458,0.03868665248808182,0.0,0.0,0.03876596743362362,0.0,0.05075022488128197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39672213157968056,0.0,0.11235427045053624,0.04811388000014739,0.0,0.03443313594729955,0.0,0.0,0.040671706879882405,0.055725846384362586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05056365104809462,0.07315412465278523,0.03910122791398113,0.0,0.0,0.05563295491953004,0.0,0.03231941107135495,0.12468608492228585,0.0,0.3089671087078209,0.02836690092000113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990859101173386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042016046416359205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0386143286769642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26338222823339746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166459892840713,0.0,0.049576225018325135,0.0,0.05318869029873877,0.0,0.031327563398233414 socialanxiety,Pistachiyox,2020/01/07,"I don't necessarily feel anxious while socializing, I just feel like my mind goes blank, which in turn makes me anxious I work in a profession that requires me to work with 100+ people per day. It's during my day to day outside of work that I fail socially. I fail because when I meet up with someone, my mind goes blank. This causes me to become avoidant of social gatherings were the pressure to keep a conversation going lies on me. I don't have physical symptoms of anxiety, I just overthink before the gathering, and then my mind goes blank during it. So my question is, for those who are diagnosed with SA (I'm not) would you say you relate to this issue? If I were to see a doctor, is it possible that my symptoms are that of a less severe SA? Thank you.",4.804039735099337,5.564480430463576,5.9281390728476815,79.45551986754967,69.19867549668874,8.953907284768214,30.3317880794702,9.120678840339163,2.501176953642384,599,23,117,11,10,200,89,151,0.111,0.833,0.055999999999999994,-0.8462,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,0,6,4,6,0,2,6,0,10,4,0,2,0,20,19,6,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,12,4,0,3,3,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,4,22,2,18,16,1,11,0,2,1,0,13,4,0,2,7,78,34,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247966870123194,0.302675216166448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166127892173182,0.14794921257078755,0.1139908001137734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761467418044085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591809601986592,0.0,0.0,0.1359674231514692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371145864708678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13546924199390808,0.0957016441091309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613302712818441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398203029742252,0.0,0.11907054131818193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544649518215039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941989461275272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40578675273586384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928715726594226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102070845663834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500667885885103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065310292446892,0.0,0.0,0.10674943797844193,0.0,0.0,0.151337608083224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40966858997121547,0.11350457700280828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784731912476673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333313456211248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571091581384304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925752403111498,0.0,0.0,0.09516193049630957,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CountryJohn,2020/01/07,"Went to an open mic thing at a coffee shop tonight Not to perform or anything. I have no musical talent. I've been going to this open mic night for a few weeks now because it happens to be a two minute walk from a chess club I play at and I usually need somewhere to sit for an hour before the games start. Anyway, I can't really talk to people there even though I want to. I feel so awkward just being there because it seems like everyone knows everyone and I'm just kind of there sipping my coffee like some weirdo who actually goes to a coffee shop for the coffee. At some point someone tried to engage me a little by pointing out how crowded it is and saying ""I have nowhere to put all this shit,"" referring to his guitar and equipment, but I have no idea how to respond to that so I just awkwardly nodded. How do people do this? Why does it seem like everyone else just does this effortlessly? I feel like eventually I'm going to have to stop going to this event if I don't want to be that shady looking guy who literally never talks to anyone.",5.821210691823901,5.516880523584906,6.550943396226419,79.56182389937108,66.87735849056604,9.330817610062894,30.40251572327044,8.841846274778883,2.265517610062893,829,27,166,12,12,274,123,212,0.067,0.845,0.08800000000000001,0.3037,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,16,11,1,2,10,0,13,1,1,3,2,33,30,13,0,4,8,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,14,7,0,1,7,7,2,6,6,3,0,1,2,4,14,8,28,25,4,26,0,0,1,0,10,9,1,6,14,111,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.12781126304484272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157973095886304,0.0,0.1077800478681738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596804851318299,0.0,0.11144881945933384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292316211575603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941157038901243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650677518107573,0.0,0.0,0.3754524353247939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324482947588996,0.09356750935719774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233058102978355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968437711971914,0.1158194518075367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289825352819789,0.0,0.0,0.14785316271757412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638876705975353,0.07197962172275939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559481859420801,0.13126987571898682,0.0,0.0,0.10998477086316624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971152060389422,0.10101485342459518,0.0,0.0,0.1229097767865086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18160109629713456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24762462288758136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131664563431769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390499112852551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415540055213457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384667484461135,0.0,0.0,0.1344424368575798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097343906322447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270373206784817,0.0,0.0,0.10949972791050344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21054310949832925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701298740652487,0.0,0.1286808190979985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892242322700822,0.0,0.12794209852614835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424882925045096,0.0,0.15450315183050156,0.0,0.1050590581038512,0.0,0.0,0.12141376585563768,0.11818323080298568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ulaffuluuse17,2020/01/07,"Wish me luck pls Hi all. After a whole ass year of not having a job and hardly leaving my house, and eating like mad, I have a job interview this Wednesday. I’m nervous as fuck for it, but I’m accepting that fact. I just feel excited for myself for 2020. Like, I really went from being in a psyche ward in 2018 to picking myself back up, without therapy because no insurance as of right now. I’ve started journaling, drinking my water, pushing myself to occasionally talk to folks outside, eat less meat, communicate more with my mother (who is possibly emotionally abusive tho, idk). I’m just finally facing my emotions instead of beating myself up for having them at all. And I’m fucking proud of myself and wanted to tell someone. Okay, thank. :)",5.419285714285714,6.86519092857143,6.727142857142859,71.76785714285714,68.28571428571428,9.028571428571428,33.285714285714285,9.3871,3.3834428571428568,590,27,96,12,10,200,100,140,0.111,0.685,0.204,0.9197,2,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,2,7,12,3,1,4,1,5,8,2,1,3,19,17,8,0,2,5,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,4,0,2,1,0,2,3,4,0,0,1,2,14,8,23,15,5,15,0,0,0,3,7,6,3,1,9,68,18,4,0.0,0.19242397288900107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487981268078566,0.0,0.0990008916489402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909557161184565,0.0,0.33236276311147944,0.0,0.36536867967216574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211710571700248,0.0,0.0,0.1779072981494446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002825544989593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454834374820038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18739415383592248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223248186640157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17196398583981906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15868625776828696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18308781091944185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404112849059267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386934183764452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760566180066758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495145604454295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13053539731963226,0.14194957426250462,0.14952117396067982,0.18572485474016026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579097772131097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055153506378927,0.0,0.18131995234797985,0.18675832181982727,0.15655311641734446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458382392083823 socialanxiety,Pikachubuns,2020/01/07,"Can’t function or do work properly because I feel high anxiety from being judged.. I’ve always had this issue since primary school and it does get worse when I’m more socially isolated and depressed that I feel overwhelming anxiety in social situations. It’s the judgment I feel from not talking or having no interaction from someone in proximity of me. I have combatted it at times by breaking the ice if possible but I feel so low now that I don’t think anyone could even hear me if I make the first move to break the ice of quietness and so I get very hesitant and end up not speaking to the person. Then I get in my head that this person probably notices how uncomfortable and awkward I am with myself and I want to run away. I physically can’t because now I have a job but i feel like breaking down sometimes because the anxiety is too overwhelming. It getting to the point of overall hindering my work because I frequently try to use the bathroom to step out and forgot what I was working on using the computer. Any advice to improve? For context as of now: What helped in the past like I mentioned before is by trying to make the first move to speak at work so I feel comfortable with others presence but one of the co workers I was most close with left the work recently and the second closest one I work with has headphones on and is open to talk to everyone else except me and I feel like I always make the first move to communicate with them and gets ignored because their headphones are in. There’s other people in the office too but they’re all talking with each other in groups and I’m just by myself. It just feels really isolating and lonely. I hope people don’t think I’m trying to be an asshole by not talking I kind of want to explain my social anxiety makes me terrified to reach out but I feel people have already made me out to be an asshole or standoffish when I just feel super nervous and dying internally. This probably sounds like very minuscule of an issue for most people but i just feel like quitting my job and staying in bed. Sorry if this makes no sense I just hope this relates to anyone really",5.919495192307693,6.50543657451923,6.676442307692309,75.69355769230769,66.66826923076923,9.66923076923077,33.30769230769231,9.661875296680813,3.2054403846153847,1709,72,308,34,26,565,195,416,0.105,0.797,0.09699999999999999,0.3476,2,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,12,18,18,0,4,20,0,22,1,1,9,1,81,58,35,1,8,21,0,11,5,0,0,0,5,1,2,18,27,0,2,14,0,0,5,9,8,0,6,5,16,41,10,59,49,5,48,0,5,0,0,19,25,0,10,19,222,59,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671459171913158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533983102324421,0.0,0.1136155181603101,0.0,0.0,0.04642728964295737,0.0,0.2089115207615144,0.0,0.0,0.09547471594956276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414377548337011,0.0,0.0,0.2080898360508668,0.0,0.058094429135054214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054509623150492716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058802558990055265,0.0,0.07085553968481766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05974527247330199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05703248139688705,0.0,0.06046871281396981,0.0,0.0,0.045093000938361945,0.0,0.0,0.065236805568014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797240258974218,0.14632055506910088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742163418026539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17834646669517673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006675111145036,0.0,0.0769474867918991,0.0,0.04576127114935041,0.072133098519882,0.0,0.13561896769192452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251642544259094,0.13549881734148686,0.0,0.0,0.07109476440583941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417770938154288,0.0,0.0,0.1667712119180792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460060114126781,0.2278603942449605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176869404154652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772810524442478,0.0,0.0,0.0925257252606203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06517333298927967,0.18932478730349586,0.1192249245110407,0.0,0.0,0.06453909146918436,0.07696640287289087,0.0,0.0,0.1472174898069717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261565777399928,0.0,0.0,0.08747356113488641,0.0,0.06741034690172328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909489174790356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056475289910025185,0.07674056947001283,0.0,0.20878406718073989,0.05784662971584147,0.0,0.06752273697984497,0.07642489555259675,0.0,0.07276885009080465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21949773562361896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749186011633578,0.0,0.0,0.03980994236483715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905658506944604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793014619050007,0.0,0.11266307212903423,0.08053716897768247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982169008018713,0.0,0.06957498340095879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sueadhead,2020/01/07,"Do u think social anxiety can deter people from me? Just wondering, cuz I feel I’m such a fking loser when it comes to hanging with people. I feel they’re like “ya this guys weird” and they never wanna hang with me again. Like sometimes I have nothing to say. Would u say that’s ok?",0.060517241379312026,2.4210749655172417,2.089224137931037,92.99693965517244,92.44827586206895,4.279310344827587,15.870689655172415,5.985473137389443,-0.4145241379310343,220,5,45,2,8,73,46,58,0.11900000000000001,0.75,0.132,0.1926,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,1,4,5,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,1,13,10,3,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,0,1,3,4,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,4,7,3,6,9,0,6,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,5,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19837215658162152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22337341075009812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622308017325397,0.18525178477774404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25675859584446586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533724504485211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19999658016470376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24881583713151584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595471060174289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4124289292101261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26433484386471,0.0,0.0,0.2564651466641949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615597752914724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812116490630604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18420704922513448,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,catastrofeet,2020/01/07,"Does anyone else feel like a kid as an adult? I am 26 and I have a full time job, a house, a car, and a savings where I don't have to live paycheck to paycheck. Even with all this accomplished, I feel like a child. I'm very shy and not very assertive. I'm often embarrassed of what people may think of me. I want to have children but I still think of myself as a child...I don't have any confidence in myself. Does anyone feel similarly?",0.4229347826086922,2.52133716304348,2.363217391304349,94.50569565217394,84.97826086956522,5.419130434782609,18.98260869565217,6.742157984588678,0.03650086956521692,337,9,77,4,10,112,55,92,0.09,0.826,0.084,-0.3553,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,8,0,8,0,0,0,1,16,16,6,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,3,9,3,10,15,2,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,4,48,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442315141044709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29660277276574937,0.21731585090256533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3712106037495412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17717771612920086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400863985572082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217240135639121,0.3030406665924387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447285445344314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21047103691408708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207237291592626,0.0,0.18728330467634335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14703960181763645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16937891944799274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718031475332932,0.0,0.0,0.1236739923404763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35000030373939234,0.12509881486373625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Johnsilverknight,2020/01/07,"Help I'm scared I have school tomorrow and its first day after break andi have weight training for gym. I'm a skinny white kid that is self conscious over everything except myus let size oddly enough. The most anxiety enducing part is the spotter. Having a spotter doesn't scare me but what scares me is that we have to CHOOSE our spotter. Like choosing groups but for the rest of the year and I'm very anti social. I'll probably be the only introverted skinny kids in a sea of social Chads, brads, and Brocks. Help please I'm probably overthinking but I'm scared 3/4 to death",3.682857142857145,5.916857285714286,4.1601428571428585,85.18485714285717,74.35714285714286,7.337142857142857,23.7,8.238735603445708,1.460943571428571,464,14,87,8,10,146,76,112,0.156,0.7340000000000001,0.109,-0.7732,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,4,8,0,10,3,2,0,0,12,15,6,1,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,4,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,2,5,1,10,13,4,8,0,0,1,0,10,2,0,1,6,48,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222788892670712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304203756238396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509089504466026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14359599778703191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590503512333382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21418841993200888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16338136577105694,0.0,0.07805828263445573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215165358611284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730213938133075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17538561796980304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445302188525361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6398529541536997,0.16170142696163653,0.0,0.0,0.16668078599738234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257421857190977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318315946974428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945636246690136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289024142878772 socialanxiety,ciosmyc,2020/01/07,"Counseling for Depression&Anxiety Hi everyone! My name's Cosmin and I'm an counselor. Everyone who's willing to leave the miserable life behind and start a new and fresh life...I'm here at your disposal. I been on several depression and anxiety for years, I know how it feels to be alone and to be overwhelmed by thoughts before bed. I know how it feels when you run out of energy because of depression. I know how it feels to lose everyone because of depression and I know how it feels to lose your self trust in front of others because of anxiety. I know this hurts, but actually it's not cool to be in depression or to have anxiety. Trust me, no one will give you a fucking medal for that. You guys are just missing the life. Let me do my job and make you shiny and fucking great again. P.s: I just finish psychology school and you guys are my first patients. So for my first patients I'll give a discount and if you're not happy with my services a full refund will be made. If you're willing to change your life and correct your strrugle and actually work on the right path for yourself, please dm and I'll give you a full report on your problems and I'll tell you in details why you're still struggling and why you're unhealthy. At the end of this process your mind will be fully awaken and a new reality will overcome and rule your life. Please let me know if this post it's inappropriate in any ways and I'll delete it. 40$/hour, PayPal and debit card it's accepted. Best regards, Cosmin.",3.1428117913832168,5.361391693877554,4.028775510204085,85.57257369614514,75.93877551020408,7.34875283446712,26.875283446712018,8.285830014693849,1.8421188208616788,1194,47,236,22,27,383,142,294,0.16,0.7290000000000001,0.111,-0.8609,1,1,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,14,0,7,11,21,2,3,11,1,18,6,0,6,1,52,39,30,0,4,9,0,4,0,0,6,4,0,1,3,14,21,0,0,12,0,3,2,3,14,0,3,3,6,29,7,32,23,3,28,0,10,1,2,24,13,2,4,11,148,43,5,0.0,0.0,0.17082640846160607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065102138886946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483488852043948,0.0,0.05952099777425501,0.0,0.2678300253555412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16006596245888166,0.0,0.07447857529130396,0.0,0.09185362531663634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259139462983933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015456650331081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752246897226155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25090586520608665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17702404280746947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14889993324213768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16183361346524472,0.0,0.2518900828712562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964982369237556,0.0,0.17332992295968094,0.0,0.09317354979703947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619593739857777,0.0,0.09369889130588956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685651119653741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886135376897867,0.0,0.0,0.09267788886630288,0.0,0.17900348161672205,0.3091126543240287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958394524038512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281965771241624,0.0584245952025006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883767789028793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690672110833459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0593101980500181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921555502607792,0.0,0.0,0.08382615915118673,0.0,0.0,0.0837510065282959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07474712307932257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858145563884331,0.0,0.0,0.0913091920591251,0.09887999230448716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061951682593815526,0.0,0.06989874820399727,0.0,0.0,0.09150166550291476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650198850574197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948623660030365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947443408668581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795804201840824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372030913060905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05636417394731071 socialanxiety,khrgosh4,2020/01/07,Does anyone else’s brain just stop working when you have to interact with someone. My brain legit ceases to function at the thought of interaction. 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Is this weird? Yeah this is probably a very weird thing to do. But I often compare my social life to the BTS members social life, especially the maknae lines, and especially Taehyung’s. Taehyung is literally known for being a social butterfly, he easily makes friends and can easily strike up a conversation with anyone. And yeah of course he as well as the others are celebrities so it makes it a little easier for them to make friends with other celebrities and idols. But even in his predebut days, Taehyung was so outgoing and has always had many friends. So did the other members. And I compare myself to them a lot. I’m gonna be 21 in two months I have literally NEVER had a friend group in my entire life. Just two best friends and currently one boyfriend. I haven’t seen one my best friends in years because she moved away. My other best friend I have been friends with since kindergarten and we always do everything together. But now she also has a boyfriend and it’s like she wants to go out with him more, and when we do go out together she just has to bring him along too. I don’t mind him, he’s very nice but I miss when it was just two of us. I’m like a third wheel and it’s painfully awkward and even kind of embarrassing. I especially need more friends now more than ever. Like I said, I’m gonna be 21 in two months and I genuinely believe that my entire youth is just wasting away because I just sit at home all day every day because I really don’t have friends due to social anxiety. I always wonder what it must be like to have a big, or even small group of friends who will invite you hang out all the time. Back to BTS, especially Taehyung, they all got a nice group of friends for themselves who they hang out with a lot. And I love my boys so so much but I can’t help but feel envious. And I sometimes wonder what these very outgoing and popular boys would think of me if they ever met me? I’m boring af because of my anxiety, like I don’t know how to hold a conversation or be entertaining for the life of me, I’d just come off as boring and uninterested. I don’t really have friends while they got a bunch. Would they silently judge me for that? Would they compare my boringness (anxiety) to their outgoingness? Why would anyone even wanna try to put the slightest effort to get to know me? My way of thinking is weird, I know.",3.5032361963190186,5.27432412678937,4.476727505112475,84.74073542944787,73.58077709611452,7.834785276073622,26.53992842535787,8.548686976883017,1.8221692842535784,1954,70,393,36,40,634,202,489,0.07400000000000001,0.74,0.18600000000000005,0.9956,1,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,3,1,10,4,27,40,1,2,21,2,42,8,0,4,7,81,74,40,0,10,15,0,1,5,13,9,7,1,1,2,21,31,0,1,11,1,0,8,7,11,1,7,11,3,58,29,55,49,14,46,0,1,1,1,57,17,0,8,24,274,79,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04639975855285127,0.14483556420788138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331588257878957,0.0,0.0,0.08113993919170329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090261854247654,0.04461493855184105,0.0,0.14147742866288074,0.0,0.0,0.0653703417854636,0.1826698985714982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04998036955769709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225716854871756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329056777892888,0.10496750533755496,0.04888560141032306,0.0,0.05214596717946595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02933740487731208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5827542943628184,0.0,0.030313829831861462,0.0,0.06594989116408788,0.0,0.09281015975745782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03889057664601875,0.0,0.05820027768007719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06042044538562149,0.09566126808534704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458937337220591,0.14173182773445667,0.058152768205474936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865557902264777,0.052366653221236174,0.0,0.11618937023913695,0.058824676372743766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05858515720932485,0.0,0.09262438746905714,0.0616676535159662,0.04265246563824189,0.04302219404929848,0.04474974417653733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863371623206551,0.0,0.061738948145705935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625569715085787,0.0,0.0,0.058327615503449885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434009476515158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055191716595940965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04799596986027215,0.0,0.0,0.3548735672424761,0.0,0.0,0.057384729748725535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03854689478300213,0.11153346944795503,0.0,0.0,0.03383279301312122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03939277795355912,0.0,0.22671423001086904,0.0,0.06979269939089927,0.0,0.0,0.14362139856791348,0.03422257363390991,0.04605475209127315,0.0,0.0,0.05216828082265864,0.0,0.052355363247031016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584364537304274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20608398207486914,0.0,0.0,0.037363932388911135 socialanxiety,Donghoon,2020/01/07,"I have a problem renouncing ""L"" right So when we go around reading few years back, i would almost always pronounce words like ""yellow"" wrong. And entire class will be like ""did u just say *how i said the word*?"" Or repeat jy pronounciation. I hated it when they do that shit",1.3960164835164832,4.074919096153845,2.5109890109890105,90.29115384615385,88.80769230769229,4.509890109890111,17.043956043956047,6.1826913282559595,-0.2198659340659339,211,5,41,2,7,67,47,52,0.23199999999999998,0.6829999999999999,0.085,-0.8625,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,1,0,7,6,2,0,2,0,6,1,1,1,0,11,9,6,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,3,6,2,1,4,1,8,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,2,7,26,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811826055247463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336497289055329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499732817343713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21591937770503933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15958622741706446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27723380517348745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27437131184087565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686895567377823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28087795333742765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398033432687425,0.2671069710882008,0.2233049926071204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882391811602499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19947365886373505,0.3070128669726933,0.0,0.18082725857960288 socialanxiety,ziur99,2020/01/07,"First date ever So I’ve been talking to this guy online for almost 2 months (texting, snap chatting, phone calls) and I’ve finally built up the courage to hang out with him. I’m a 20 year old female with 0 experience with men and I’ve explained this to him, which was embarrassing but he didn’t really mind. I’ve brought up the fact that I’m shy but didn’t explain how socially anxious I actually am.. so I’m freaking out about the date because I’m not sure what I’m going to talk about. How do I explain to him that I have no social life or hobbies because I’m scared to talk to people? Lol I can’t back out of this date. I’m sick of anxiety ruining my life and I’m not going to let it ruin this.",1.5021293937850224,3.029683145695365,3.7876821192052996,88.59505348955679,78.47019867549669,6.765359144167093,24.860417727967395,7.61054688173877,1.1464962812022417,549,20,123,8,13,190,88,151,0.21899999999999997,0.7440000000000001,0.037000000000000005,-0.9807,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,8,7,0,2,4,1,9,3,0,2,3,24,23,10,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,9,9,0,0,3,1,0,4,6,5,0,1,5,0,8,2,21,17,0,19,0,2,0,0,17,5,0,2,10,67,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.17284932405945544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773659993498077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355008258454867,0.20010184592361915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619888091645296,0.0,0.21594860470817034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18086534397255846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16022051384151062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17326311436450267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19403276153818505,0.0,0.1506631968978385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20132945745680025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17538248501894815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811232296011984,0.25021851756669605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17884666233380353,0.0,0.1413802005375275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18586383237150786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227967942559284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347138472993475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17733392204681267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36111509055121455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16693906105264045,0.0,0.0,0.4271012580799769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406326990890164 socialanxiety,Marilynova,2020/01/07,"Patient care I'm currently in my 3rd year of professional school. Every semester I have to participate in simulated patient interactions, and I'm usually deducted points for coming across as shy or nervous. I'm about to begin my rotations, and I'm afraid this will be an issue when speaking with actual patients. I'm terrified of my preceptor or patient yelling at me. I have tried prozac and zoloft, neither of which I have found to be terribly effective. I don't have time for therapy. Does anyone have any advice?",5.2315000000000005,7.57897997894737,6.679144736842108,68.32713815789478,70.26315789473685,11.065789473684212,35.03289473684211,10.9516,4.863131578947369,418,22,67,15,8,142,65,95,0.121,0.8140000000000001,0.065,-0.6597,1,0,0,0,1,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,2,1,0,9,2,0,1,0,9,18,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,2,8,1,15,14,1,12,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,6,42,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.26023549117726963,0.0,0.0,0.2605908819802095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813475589709626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864647582709541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271892057317958,0.0,0.0,0.2297161575596025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333683358733797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246844634273074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923944286353421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27833851670039844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520932577832629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26988846543071765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049651185003809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15549983482038254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18105423523617453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29370388835424244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717294020763324 socialanxiety,annonymoose321,2020/01/07,Upcoming wedding day My sisters wedding is in a week and I’m so excited for her and that I’m able to be her bridesmaid. I’ve been really excited but now that it’s almost here my mind is racing and I’m really fearing the whole social situation and how many people are going to be there and in the audience (150+ people). I do not want to stand up in the audience. My family doesn’t understand my anxiety and always asks me “well why do you feel like that?” No support whatsoever. I know eyes won’t be on me but the fact I have to face everyone and socialize after is literally killing me inside. I don’t want to tell my sister because she’s already feeling stressed and I feel like she’ll think I’m betraying her but I can’t convince myself I’ll be ok up there. When I’m in front of so many people my anxiety spikes so bad I feel dizzy and my face becomes flushed and then it turns to complete embarrassment. Please help! I only have a week left!,1.0715352504638211,3.4076038622449016,3.5978107606679046,85.13615027829316,84.35714285714286,7.237105751391463,24.215213358070503,8.296473431620573,1.824242857142857,751,30,153,18,22,261,110,196,0.188,0.674,0.138,-0.9326,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,10,13,1,3,6,1,18,3,3,1,1,27,36,19,1,2,4,2,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,0,7,0,0,2,6,5,1,0,1,5,25,8,16,29,1,18,0,0,1,0,15,8,0,1,9,96,30,0,0.13393904352844527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412060463898534,0.0,0.1478050651389451,0.0,0.11144801384873422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20492600338395395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521492525726516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183350670866607,0.08164799775768426,0.14792515052095428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043253884263254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637960257523805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798449592304115,0.0,0.0,0.12626580996900755,0.15071866124015335,0.27089441930379266,0.19137215891801526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612064506368482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977651756325128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818370694395833,0.0,0.07360939551463487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145525162694008,0.0,0.0,0.13087170229116915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715863351473772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524025223439867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186667812783776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785694048528258,0.0,0.0,0.14702484865433807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716095619790872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055309675190934,0.0,0.27306797507153313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534267218290435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15199243934660356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706862764617615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858227308714876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568721779439006,0.0,0.13943526792718294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15800143622806864,0.0,0.21487564327991374,0.0,0.12042728556454793,0.0,0.1208591538988829,0.14953815886050914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SprayTanInACan,2020/01/07,"Social Anxiety Linked To Looks? Hi everyone, Like most of you guys i'm sure, I battle with social anxiety each and every day. I have been thinking mines might be linked to my low self esteem. However, I think I have a huge ego when it comes to who I am as a person because of my morals and values and my academic status. I know I am not too good in the beauty department. But I do know that I have qualities that make me look just a little bit attractive. My hazel eyes, my curly locks, and my naturally big lips. These thing help tame my social anxiety. I am constantly thinking people think I am an ugly dude and pity me. But after years of planning and saving up, I am getting ready to book my minor cosmetic surgery. I will be doing it in a matter of weeks. I know that this will make me happy, it is something that I have dreamed of getting done for years now and I am hoping it will be my cure from social anxiety.",3.369147465437788,4.63807367204301,4.8806758832565285,83.73387096774195,73.03225806451613,8.109984639016899,25.1136712749616,8.634040054169528,1.6836832565284183,717,22,145,13,14,241,110,186,0.1,0.75,0.15,0.8914,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,1,4,10,1,0,6,0,22,2,2,2,1,31,38,11,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,3,12,10,0,0,9,2,0,2,1,3,0,0,2,3,30,7,17,29,3,17,1,2,3,0,11,7,0,3,9,103,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3927307604059003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823721664281816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011823793137596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055685809193977,0.0,0.13869410141499305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277116237750481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313403134247869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813522480303253,0.12263804391345855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410872358898734,0.0,0.0,0.10764872791955847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270805847004772,0.0,0.1366244095035003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602617390421938,0.0,0.0,0.12747439708678002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21160326212469927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06270231974920022,0.12863424978729576,0.0,0.0,0.21555301108531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17134102623352684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13615253749240336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897746209777803,0.1120648949657707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389062104528784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5233215488588399,0.0,0.09880536216277834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096255498732494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526594769351803,0.3289502142109257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294969084513368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16529845647135766 socialanxiety,Rshae12718,2020/01/07,"Anxiety is my biggest obstacle Seriously, the situations I find myself in would not get to the point they do if I could just function normally and make phone calls and go into places and check my damn mail. Instead I hide in a bubble and pretend I don't exist until things get so bad I have to deal with it then I have the added anxiety of ""oh God I shoulda done this months ago"". I just hate anxiety and how it prevents me from living my life.",5.886666666666668,5.421545444444448,6.9011111111111125,77.64500000000002,66.77777777777779,10.311111111111114,32.44444444444444,9.888512548439397,2.9333777777777783,350,13,71,7,5,118,66,90,0.24600000000000002,0.718,0.036000000000000004,-0.9508,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,5,4,2,0,4,0,8,1,0,2,0,18,13,10,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,1,1,1,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,14,0,9,10,0,11,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,1,4,52,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19215526098342034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4974898622914437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18099552987694006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213484050859993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17307476910702302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22348236967771948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218329740591433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981256419288876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22650880164114334,0.0,0.1231964989148327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21401742951759506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311244423579168,0.0,0.0,0.19141360985028644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469696484124492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17302530828940088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21239049322938885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22648055794707986,0.0,0.20491956665279487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436607625316865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401365635278593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539885790615294,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ColorMeClassy,2020/01/07,"Feeling low. Just venting, sorry. I don't know what I'm doing, y'all. It was good for a while; I just got a new, huge apartment, got a promotion at work about six months back... It was good. But this job is seriously awful and I'm working on my resume to move on. I've worked in retail for nearly four years as my first job and have had around six or seven different jobs in the same store, each of them being a step up from the last. Well, I had my sister-in-law look over this brand new resume for me to make changes, only to be told the last three or four of my jobs were practically the same and I didn't need to list them. These jobs were MOST DEFINITELY not the same. I was honestly shocked for a second. To be honest, during the last two job interviews I had outside of my store, they mentioned the amount of jobs I had within the same place in such a short amount of time before offering me the positions. I just couldn't take the pay cuts at the time. I told her this hesitantly (kind of embarrassed to even mention it), saying they seemed impressed when they saw this and she immediately comes back with a, ""That's not impressive."" Guys. My heart completely sunk to my feet. I put myself through so much to get where I am. I mean, I've done things I never thought I would do with my social anxiety. My job and how well I do it is all I have going for me and I take so much pride in what I've accomplished. So, the fact that someone could dismiss all of it so easily fucking hurt. I understand people without social anxiety perceive things differently and maybe she didn't mean anything by it. But it still hurt. I guess I just wanted to get it out. TLDR: I've had a rough day and I just didn't know where to go. Thanks for reading anyway :)",1.9704281579843403,3.935423446629216,3.3341266598569987,90.37294347974128,78.57865168539325,6.562342526387472,21.462036091249573,7.5764669431780325,0.6905591760299634,1361,38,295,20,33,444,184,356,0.081,0.7979999999999999,0.121,0.9396,10,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,1,5,7,23,19,2,1,20,1,29,3,2,2,4,52,58,20,0,5,12,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,19,14,0,0,9,1,4,6,9,8,2,9,20,5,43,11,45,32,12,44,0,3,2,1,19,21,1,5,17,212,62,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222912780327208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574151468649031,0.07111779551685654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285881151147435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797931849352358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451155088134843,0.06881695909575053,0.08376168204370568,0.0,0.0,0.06378455022761162,0.0,0.0,0.051521540987566734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166933176897901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175377930024194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052765669931818034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040394078901054085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795320631430983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385572770211246,0.08347699731057663,0.0,0.09080507012596307,0.1340135426024724,0.12778843022211,0.0,0.0880063047560245,0.07910227868382579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946683811730003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17104480717199808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6342169049042062,0.0,0.0,0.08319168816567922,0.08780937570936304,0.19535962616845606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708630745678316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0533262639570081,0.0,0.08025884114117758,0.17404422124760205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376632205939163,0.08490894379322593,0.11745463305433955,0.05923638809197375,0.06161501689152304,0.15431382439975955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060758883763783016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05538469955915739,0.0,0.0834665884489505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803101130658891,0.0,0.0,0.07991022365290545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353062492095418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272758527804962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628727436872104,0.06768935548171717,0.0,0.0,0.08942875234261304,0.0,0.0,0.0637991428793206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013257689247182,0.0,0.0,0.0735506938001517,0.0,0.0,0.10614887825060264,0.0,0.0,0.06342262845782311,0.09316737565100287,0.0,0.0,0.15267397061079518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803955848641701,0.08316685487601536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047120368871970436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365889965356002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700976406257777,0.0,0.1744795669876842,0.0,0.0,0.05675057263577829,0.0,0.0,0.051445642151481535 socialanxiety,Downvotti,2020/01/07,"One of a group of friends I ghosted years ago was getting married I ghosted my closest friends years ago mostly because of anxiety, and one of them recently got married. I thought I moved on like them, but I can’t stop thinking about seeing them all together without me. I know I am the asshole here because I left without saying a word and I barely talked to any of them since, but it hurts so much, I feel like a close parent just disowned me. Sorry for posting this here, I have nobody to talk to about this.",5.780033003300332,5.902723455445543,5.929455445544555,82.53332508250827,66.92079207920793,7.921452145214522,36.635313531353134,7.1686216300943375,2.589632343234324,403,20,77,3,6,128,65,101,0.10099999999999999,0.805,0.094,-0.1655,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,4,0,6,5,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,1,16,11,5,2,0,5,1,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,3,3,18,4,14,8,3,12,0,1,1,0,11,4,0,1,8,56,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092615172433535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862535343671975,0.0,0.13344631561481055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126743175227986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820223295179762,0.12462015116262605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695442125583813,0.0,0.0911378321181614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951580525705418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186741898043208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095867800707136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895298446276326,0.0,0.0,0.17044539200106587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18540238183140687,0.1282336568597487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364104591381173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19369525666765144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16706554205066346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17223870460682433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872189022003067,0.0,0.0,0.1390062962996636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14429877939330005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952715809174186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14583986191595302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804169343844221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177427014319308,0.0,0.13848607523282944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33630835677915216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22466760658237886 socialanxiety,Ani____,2020/01/07,"Does anyone have this problem too ? (sorry for my english) I don't really know if this is the right sub for talking about that but I can't find a better place. So I have a big problem when it comes to speaking. Sometimes, when I'm talking, I just block for no reasons on a random word. It's like there is something that's stopping me from saying it. I have the word in my head, but my mouth just won't let me say it. I don't know why (it can also be the first word of a sentence, in that situation I just can't say the sentence) So when it happens, either I look retarded and I just stop talking in the middle of my sentence, either, I don't know why but sometimes moving my arms in random directions can help me saying the word, but I still look retarded, or either I manage to find a synonym that my mouth will allow me to say. This problem is ruining a little bit my social life, like sometimes I have some good jokes or cool things to say but I just can't say them, and that's annoying af. Maybe I am actually retarted. So is there anyone with the same problem as me here ? Do you have some advices ?",2.5781853469189717,3.903742366812228,4.21184133915575,87.52543789422613,75.11353711790396,6.660941290635615,25.385977680737504,7.1686216300943375,1.0705398350315385,858,29,181,9,18,288,107,229,0.187,0.713,0.1,-0.9755,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,1,2,18,12,1,0,13,1,23,5,4,2,0,43,31,18,0,5,16,0,0,2,0,2,1,8,0,0,15,4,0,3,6,1,0,2,8,6,0,1,0,11,29,6,18,27,7,19,0,1,2,0,15,10,0,7,9,133,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0970806444116263,0.0,0.0,0.09721322266992337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795561807159252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912106155168036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879842548038274,0.10860920809186066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569543111418917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705787334911914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818505458122204,0.0846198289958414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344126549154503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797211410806613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209782450939037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668107421880284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640190675269101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017276749173229,0.07026748603523933,0.09720432391989613,0.09970767695302543,0.0,0.0,0.16708061835074836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994361975147403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573423527312276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393811895714956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807655622856075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06373108608786042,0.10228465773863653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495757701405644,0.0,0.5537877660048836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182258446716596,0.0,0.10140995889985643,0.0,0.07658654789096425,0.2951724366210263,0.1113625999565202,0.0,0.0,0.0794469143304058,0.16634377746067278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398809806693733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06609180355758179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17953510405380144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,kenanxv99,2020/01/07,"School is unfair I moved 3 years ago to a foreign country when i was 17 so i had to get into school to learn the language and had to stay in a, class where they teach the language for 2 years ""listener"", now i'm that i speak the language but not that well, i became i normal student and i'm doing the same classes the other students do, the thing is i can only speak the language well with the people i'm comfortable with, otherwise i really fuck up everything i say, but unfortunately i have non at school so many times in the class the teacher asks a question and i know the answer but i can't fucking say it i always avoid to speak so in the end of the semester i get shitty grades because of my inability to speak. This really sucks and few teachers think that i'm not good and that i'm a loser or something. School sucks and teachers never understand the students Sorry if my English is bad",3.4441758241758222,4.861131659340664,4.84593406593407,83.47406593406595,73.06593406593407,7.397802197802199,27.285714285714285,7.957251820313856,1.6992593406593413,710,26,140,10,14,237,100,182,0.244,0.733,0.023,-0.9917,0,1,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,8,11,4,1,18,0,11,2,0,0,1,26,27,15,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,8,9,0,1,6,0,0,1,4,7,2,0,3,7,17,4,17,24,2,17,0,1,0,2,10,7,4,3,8,95,25,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893794977831824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103102742660175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359817059961367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214496674300611,0.08866861521058535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12883082447791058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307264555857169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689434189515693,0.15198949193939962,0.0,0.0,0.12200157474140565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993880249386368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474695332952575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545966870397761,0.0,0.0,0.11218461869607256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425159769722154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062582713300792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008408617752961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16294398653731848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18636565054222287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23134486662003986,0.0,0.5888368683143465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197911958385263,0.0,0.1628260607261445,0.0,0.1550367209295384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663448970991048,0.09320231859879707,0.0,0.0,0.08481655154556557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15142480474919756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615647887966295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18733776405513186 socialanxiety,BasementDweller3000,2020/01/08,"How to deal with walking past coworkers in hallways? My least favorite social interaction is probably the many times during the day I have to walk past coworkers in a hallway. No matter What I do — look them in the eye and smile, say ‘hey’, or just ignore them — it feels incredibly awkward to me. It never feels right. Suggestions?",4.98,7.212943666666668,5.6099999999999985,76.215,70.66666666666666,8.8,30.33333333333333,9.3871,3.0462333333333333,260,11,44,6,5,84,48,60,0.147,0.7959999999999999,0.055999999999999994,-0.7034,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,1,4,0,3,1,1,1,1,10,6,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,5,6,0,7,6,1,11,0,0,2,0,8,4,0,1,5,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183308505354572,0.29303451490181875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874362096550553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23868639240871806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881703763757701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192200861481884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5426702547153144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064541470713171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427357256088361,0.0,0.2260356285017251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897424905779287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574011618280854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LittleGreenDreams,2020/01/08,"If you could make your anxiety work differently..? *lighthearted If I had to have my anxiety stay with me but had the ability to change it slightly, I'd have it stop me eating an entire pack of Hobnobs, instead of stopping me going outside. Your turn.",6.245460992907803,7.081082340425539,7.090212765957446,72.13333333333334,66.02127659574468,10.521985815602838,36.94326241134753,10.504223727775694,4.197019858156029,198,10,34,5,3,66,36,47,0.147,0.794,0.059000000000000004,-0.3506,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,0,8,8,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,8,0,5,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,26,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.430179669449997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29743443053409274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244867260862199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937567343757751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877011576895123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597920878321317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18767927918908814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29968361499846474,0.0,0.4701317027944602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058258989048714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20469087797508145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hellojello135,2020/01/08,"Scared of opening messages When I get a message from someone I respect a lot (and really DONT want to fuck up), I feel anxious and procrastinate reading the message. Or when I sent a risky message, I’m afraid of their reply and procrastinate. Could anyone relate? How do you combat it?",5.279150943396228,7.038765924528303,6.052971698113207,75.26549528301891,69.0,7.564150943396226,34.00471698113208,8.07648339933343,2.8447396226415087,226,11,37,3,4,74,40,53,0.2,0.6920000000000001,0.10800000000000001,-0.4607,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,0,3,4,1,2,4,0,3,1,0,1,0,10,9,7,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,6,1,5,7,1,5,0,0,0,1,7,2,1,2,2,27,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692317500661047,0.0,0.2285313925546157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609520219529173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38304946183839594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652581467854059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021546974603789,0.1707583666971079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778643548654888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269245352130522,0.0,0.20937956755406772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272199418311421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769271573541248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19277639316150766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,feyeve4049,2020/01/08,"Mindless rant...sigh I usually have regular plans with my friend tonight but he's canceling tonight or maybe has a date tonight and wants to take her there alone. Instead of accepting that and rolling with it my brain in freaking out: he's met someone and now he's going to completely disappear from my life. Even if he has a date, so what, good for him. I shouldn't be feeling so anxious about it at all. I should let the pieces fall where they do and be happy he's met someone to spend time and and hell, he's probably not going to complete disappear. Like fuck, what does it matter, I shouldn't be freaking out about it anyways and just roll on with my life. But instead i'm here, feeling anxious and broken. /Rant over.",3.3683333333333323,5.235751328671331,3.663094405594404,90.02489801864803,74.17482517482517,7.004428904428905,29.39918414918415,7.793537801064563,1.7920121212121214,572,25,117,8,12,177,88,143,0.25,0.638,0.11199999999999999,-0.9734,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,1,13,9,2,0,3,0,11,4,1,0,1,28,21,14,0,5,6,0,2,1,1,3,2,0,0,0,7,13,0,0,3,0,1,5,3,4,0,0,2,2,11,5,18,12,2,20,1,0,0,1,12,7,2,2,9,76,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19096080107846705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41659105990869655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20582768621095648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3866352669832079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16135110505129546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178043936003635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864548932088144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424505811408788,0.1704552027945525,0.0,0.0,0.2095734091948008,0.15464816536407547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19627463029061626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885397854411875,0.2604643574394653,0.09007815420291336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18523325770959667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19879149997890944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31244706875560685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862988960741598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751274413327402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20306716747353307,0.0,0.10875137625373513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ThePesticide,2020/01/08,"Approaching Women & Gaining Experience I’m almost 19 and I want to start approaching women I’m interested in; introducing myself and having casual conversation that will lead to me asking for their number For some odd reason making the move feels impossible, I just can’t seem to have the confidence to approach women, probably due to my horrible social skills and insecurities. Yes I’m afraid of rejection but if it’s someone I’ve never seen before, it won’t effect me as much I don’t understand because it doesn’t seem that complicated, but when I’m in the moment and thinking about doing it, I start finding every excuse not to do it and I just make potentially good experiences pass by. It’s a pretty low feeling, I want to avoid having regrets because I haven’t done anything special with women in high school, and that was probably the best time to do it and gain experience Now the problem here is that I am also very neurotic, i will overthink things way more than most people. I have this negative aura around me that just assumes everything will go wrong and because of that way of thinking, a lot goes wrong (look up neuroticism) This toxic way of thinking made me mess up a lot, for example, whenever i would talk to women on dating apps and exchange numbers and we’d agree to meetup, that’s where my lack of experience comes in, I have a tendency to excessively overthink, and a date never ends up happening because of it. One of the many reason I don’t use dating apps anymore, just makes me more of a pussy and doesn’t make me concentrate practically on the problem I have to overcome I want to get over this repetitive cycle of not experiencing something natural that most people my age have already experienced, I want to experience a relationship and then learn from it and move on to more important things in life Concentrating on myself is important before going after girls but at my age I don’t see a problem with just trying a bit, I hate being delayed and so different from everyone else Basically I want to be able to ask out women I see when I’m outdoors and want to eventually go on a date and if it works out, I’d be interested in getting into a relationship and know what it’s like to be in love. Also there is so much pressure on me because I’m still a virgin, so obviously losing it would make me much more comfortable when approaching women I’m interested in. It will make me more confident in general because of the stigma associated with being a virgin, even though it doesn’t matter lol nobody knows if you’ve slept with someone and they shouldn’t care, but for me personally, it bugs me because It’s one of the many things that fear and anxiety keeps me away from doing.",9.202615606936416,7.573954890173415,9.759356936416186,63.60932442196534,60.791907514450855,12.888921001926782,38.77336223506744,11.777199140851707,4.633802119460501,2184,89,378,55,24,744,237,519,0.13699999999999998,0.713,0.15,0.1334,1,1,1,0,0,0,34.0,1,0,2,8,22,28,1,6,22,2,39,5,1,12,3,96,90,38,0,17,14,0,2,1,0,8,1,0,0,9,32,29,0,3,16,1,1,12,15,17,0,2,5,8,41,11,71,71,16,66,0,4,4,3,21,28,0,12,24,274,73,4,0.07048364828285482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705791924133789,0.0,0.0777804585670747,0.11273149613351653,0.0,0.07636900346671599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053919798014154835,0.0,0.06990083957531865,0.0,0.0,0.058002036940743976,0.06274539037295197,0.131785393102687,0.0,0.06622170774156289,0.0,0.0,0.3007632445136004,0.0,0.11995278664542898,0.0,0.07396824037732441,0.0,0.07694988882002098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718627769132824,0.0,0.0,0.0607154219469427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364041077576146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721292435933562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058880043876119274,0.0,0.06242759172343031,0.0,0.0,0.04655378494370682,0.0,0.05938551361312866,0.06735014644465716,0.06334615826475255,0.34473266386178897,0.0,0.07931369993886518,0.0712773007369644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442077761157701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364959424498069,0.0,0.12017244484637545,0.05911834010561603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06232845740070541,0.0,0.0,0.06958801040454378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07446984423165759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06264910512181689,0.0,0.0,0.0774719395792194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0497846852313,0.03443475028440919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059188512797166574,0.07885317340952024,0.0,0.1198453545019366,0.06361424444063431,0.06669333222855604,0.28229029525982524,0.1429187130255406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498259271323511,0.1554407743212365,0.0,0.10872266946964908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552308841523492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772897400072826,0.06154360299953782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170720963262173,0.15198658811362473,0.20232999714620453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449378589396386,0.0,0.15134612097355085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133321500463997,0.1123326842654585,0.12833133243202868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184920320924111,0.11944113292395793,0.05426175596763757,0.0,0.0,0.09977737806390287,0.0,0.05628833256612804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056652086616614125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404786120354298,0.13548922744402073,0.06924982657287593,0.0,0.04109958212821743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04785377051587305,0.0,0.0,0.07337596360181556,0.0,0.060875241721402726,0.0,0.058156391478155135,0.2494384915535101,0.1678399177894553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05131293540611783,0.0,0.0,0.10013912293095403,0.15412560937765268,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,P-Solver,2020/01/08,Struggles with banter. Anyone struggle with keeping up with group convos and following banter?,8.647857142857141,13.151600928571431,6.52571428571429,60.744285714285716,75.42857142857143,5.6571428571428575,35.57142857142857,7.1686216300943375,3.981828571428572,79,4,6,1,2,23,11,14,0.28600000000000003,0.7140000000000001,0.0,-0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941511648516259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739221633672882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8795779146608667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,teabagmilkwater,2020/01/08,"I want to learn a sport but I'm too scared I'm going to uni next year and it seems like everyone says the best way to make friends is to join a sport team. However I don't play any sports (I'm active, I walk a lot and exercise at home), I'm just too afraid to put myself out there like that. The thought of joining a club of people who are already experienced and making an idiot of myself is stopping me. Does anyone have any suggestions as to what I can do? Or is it just a case of shoving my anxiety aside and getting on with it (much easier said than done). Thanks in advance!",2.1201639344262304,3.5583751147540994,3.772918032786887,89.74216393442623,76.54098360655738,7.1750819672131145,23.67540983606557,7.908726449838941,1.0563154098360656,452,14,101,7,10,151,85,122,0.105,0.669,0.226,0.9583,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,5,9,1,2,8,0,9,1,0,2,0,18,22,7,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,6,6,0,1,3,7,0,4,1,3,0,0,3,3,8,6,17,19,3,12,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,3,5,62,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265414477653866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792070348098745,0.0,0.1570454755651778,0.0,0.0,0.1435427985598343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21543807496695014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796497329422403,0.2100818582313959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961623775929002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860572415224586,0.0,0.1072549970453248,0.0,0.11667043427335527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20592154291414536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005876109908105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745293137698057,0.0,0.0,0.2740639202374591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509109901777309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21832711437023936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232150122680534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063720837380977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952767906020983,0.163254003083823,0.2055300397463038,0.0,0.0,0.18688733891779555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17163074428417385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18900247254622696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297648566687678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108473440497053,0.1629488034626651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219934532199276 socialanxiety,just_that_gal,2020/01/08,"Driving is exhausting Is my social anxiety that bad that even just driving to one place physically exhausts me? I swear every time I think about going for a calm drive in the middle of the week there seems to be a lot of other drivers in the road testing me. I get so many assholes tailing me for no damn reason and speeding up pass me when I’m going the speed limit. At time like this, I really hate people and just wanna go home. I think about wanting to do a lot of things and go a lot of places in my day but when I arrive to the first destination, I already feel like I wanna go home.",6.572896174863387,5.010404868852461,7.428524590163933,78.01961748633883,65.88524590163935,9.772677595628416,31.80874316939891,8.344100000000001,2.2598153005464483,462,14,95,5,6,156,76,122,0.13699999999999998,0.807,0.055,-0.7037,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,9,8,2,0,9,0,4,2,0,1,0,18,17,7,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,5,3,0,1,5,0,0,9,1,5,0,2,0,1,14,3,19,16,3,27,0,0,0,0,1,9,1,4,11,68,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17348123434973908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026250921775708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13126082497403704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138515931984622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383338211772003,0.0,0.1324532201775917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794883081224241,0.11230832420412093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371973191044995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213388526090057,0.0,0.4467202613365279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15520882961254534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153817881568861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360626805029154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4009539236416711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15938267274398896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652716371480156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089871630594678,0.0,0.3284945754950541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071048177666864,0.16163442036776954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311485407903754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16025218530995822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044409845549592,0.20146309969627865,0.0,0.0,0.18333669845139847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272444134478652,0.0,0.12610153715926878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mattmikemo23,2020/01/08,"If you had killer social skills, what would be your dream job/hobby/activity? I would definitely say being a sports agent or a Hollywood agent. They seem like jobs that are stressful because of the uncertainty with clients but still seem rewarding monetarily and in terms of meeting cool people. If only social anxiety wasn't a thing.",7.658898305084745,9.300388406779664,7.5625000000000036,67.11459745762714,63.23728813559321,10.645762711864409,33.39406779661017,10.686352973137794,3.921877966101694,272,11,43,7,4,87,51,59,0.133,0.67,0.19699999999999998,0.6249,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,1,2,1,4,0,1,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,10,9,5,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,4,3,4,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,5,3,28,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17687004069420775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14093950448001527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4588675866193924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295434902221788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17584067622786814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16028739206306275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838622988979033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4209579565493963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4713656936225474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18463940960918704,0.0,0.2648428221443239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536013285314959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328480658314605,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hails626,2020/01/08,"i just moved to a new country and have no friends basically, i came from England to Cali. Before i moved here i was popular, had many friends, went out a lot. i used to go out with my friends every weekend and we’d go to parties, have fun, get high (like your typical romanticizing high school movie). i just started school (i’m in high school), and i have absolutely no friends. i feel so anxious all the time and rely on substances to make me feel better. on the first day i thought it was a good idea to take 10 nicotine pills (which was obviously stupid of me) and i vomited in front of everyone. i felt embarrassed and right shit so i went to the nurse and had to go home early. i find it hard to talk to people, everyone at my new school are like unapproachable, they all have their own friend group and their own thing going on. i sit alone in class and at lunch, which never happened at my old school. i feel like shit and idk how i’m gonna have to put up with more years in high school with no friends. what can i do about this?",2.400542390731964,4.107769530805688,3.2982543443917858,92.29429041600844,76.44075829383887,6.774196945760926,24.04449710373881,7.594959193182576,0.8558560294892046,805,26,183,11,18,256,117,211,0.11599999999999999,0.708,0.17600000000000002,0.9404,0,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,1,3,2,7,18,3,1,6,0,14,5,2,3,4,33,35,13,0,0,2,0,5,3,6,1,2,0,1,0,7,16,1,0,7,1,0,11,4,4,0,1,10,5,26,14,31,23,6,41,0,0,0,0,13,18,2,1,14,110,33,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086730883756358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911591354326382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465627633410883,0.0,0.0,0.07759474108378668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003458076207168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05658200885749313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392077230602065,0.16766967353506254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308480800610822,0.06267811420841607,0.08423964452557722,0.0,0.08018847264039508,0.07462759940544482,0.0,0.0,0.4067044402049768,0.0,0.045838071908251066,0.0,0.19944796617835725,0.07358820513915733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758403400731853,0.0,0.07859359377199072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707886360956687,0.08800565709369944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990424719280481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858910432791598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458941266202558,0.0,0.0,0.058563992491618026,0.08894982127000509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18649747339459746,0.0,0.0,0.06766687029706789,0.1694705944670387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206343627227674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06082460852213423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819820684200816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492546485970583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5327568314285331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18011804460132147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06209949528434267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596602507913789,0.07051830893859411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582874333168525,0.0,0.0,0.0696520262472748,0.051159157638419495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577512778077504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626629999035695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056498655205150274 socialanxiety,fluffedpillows,2020/01/08,"Painful self reflection Does anyone else randomly have moments a few times a day where you feel super embarrassed and uncomfortable with your own existence It keeps happening lately it's kind of annoying. Takes like half an hour to forget. Its a really weird feeling. Almost like its in the same family as nostalgia. But just really negative",4.610042372881357,8.091739050847456,5.486249999999997,68.86462923728814,82.22033898305084,11.085593220338984,27.71398305084745,10.125756701596842,4.714710169491525,280,12,40,12,8,91,53,59,0.257,0.598,0.145,-0.802,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,1,2,8,1,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,12,6,3,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,2,2,4,5,6,3,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,7,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24319834631254544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16981973918665744,0.24884811950525226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15663049356196002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125364079514372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028859896499458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22895539624901776,0.0,0.2456038539988424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147683651476596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23917716586281002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21587323745997608,0.0,0.2529108199769784,0.0,0.0,0.27396695163162044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373071733608081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25842987254381405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111763609854988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533654651603671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826073565625569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161893988779076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,badvibesforeverrr,2020/01/08,"lunch time HS, senior got no where to go during lunch and it’s bad if my 4th or 5th period teacher is absent cause I usually sit around there during lunch. Does anyone do this too",1.2712162162162173,3.5664857837837864,3.006689189189192,89.98138513513516,83.05405405405406,5.8621621621621625,14.655405405405405,7.1686216300943375,-0.14434594594594552,142,2,29,2,4,47,34,37,0.147,0.853,0.0,-0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,5,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,15,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782392054569253,0.0,0.0,0.3542386249078177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33225170088719225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4087797538874881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482278418416218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261505924241907,0.0,0.3182578809707298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320339290400163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4382594185253265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SirSmile,2020/01/08,"Am I even a human ffs? Lost my id card that is used to check in and out of work, on my second day in the job... Went to buy myself boots, I only tried one on my foot, it was a good fit so I bought them. Came home, realised they look shit on myself in the mirror and I don't even like them that much. Spent hour crying at home and in a bad mood. Tomorrow I'm gonna have to get a new ID card and return the boots, fuck my life.",0.026530612244897608,0.9234228265306148,2.311989795918368,100.30533163265306,80.93877551020408,5.308163265306123,14.290816326530615,5.148860815047168,-1.3009836734693878,319,2,88,1,8,109,68,98,0.21,0.738,0.052000000000000005,-0.9478,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,2,3,7,2,0,7,0,5,4,2,1,0,7,16,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,3,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,4,0,2,6,1,13,2,13,9,1,17,0,1,1,1,4,10,2,0,6,51,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781016171697878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24396526187526335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343066472437693,0.1375647367404005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28177322937033644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19719797861953747,0.11144359173651086,0.0,0.0,0.17891096960984204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4279266605840019,0.0,0.21006346279064128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21167331150992044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066435036132772,0.10421054702567982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179123334575824,0.0,0.23284871870052626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15680446824134928,0.0,0.0,0.20601228362016705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445416797728464,0.16222884039168087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21895556456984286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482078602319218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842279147579626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19773681785933087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15528932325628045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,zerophase,2020/01/08,"How to confront people speaking about you in the third person? I have run into this extremely passive aggressive behavior many times, where people look at and comment on you indirectly. Usually, they lock eyes on you, look back at a third person, and say an insult, like ""he's a simpleton."" All I want to do is throttle them, and/or speak to them rather aggressively. The only problem is they deny anything ever happened and make me feel crazy. How do you deal with people like this? I want to teach others interacting with me in this manner has severe consequences.",6.6813025210084005,8.16686110784314,6.751680672268907,72.60970588235296,65.37254901960785,9.357983193277313,31.23809523809524,9.606745405546679,3.122127170868348,451,17,72,9,7,144,71,102,0.175,0.7390000000000001,0.086,-0.8734,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,4,0,7,7,4,0,5,0,6,1,1,3,2,17,13,5,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,2,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,2,0,7,13,2,14,13,1,13,0,0,3,0,18,8,0,1,6,54,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17100088839907227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978462023809714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21423166590104065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18796611092731794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506942851990486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837559877242416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20304021034467656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34899768370808937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870745989254954,0.21067559162781727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580405190128353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43218502981698936,0.3628841793591599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19883559892404787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16525012169006026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347537457334961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116928003642047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288612636591432,0.0,0.24513049257305156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,smithemiester,2020/01/08,I wondered why if there is so many of us how come I’ve never encountered another Then I realized the obvious,1.076666666666668,3.6839709090909127,4.433636363636363,76.33712121212123,89.9090909090909,10.206060606060607,30.06060606060606,9.725611199111238,4.438860606060606,88,5,16,4,3,32,20,22,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,7,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3991477172928549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278987367439288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3859222579322173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29358295496718345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45787852644439503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34348000269692264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.412801793086351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ActuallyImAPotato,2020/01/08,"Too much social anxiety to make friends I have severe social anxiety and it’s my first year of high school. I tend to say about two sentences a day and sit in the back of my class. I overthink. I’m insecure. Therefore, I find it hard to make friends. I usually only make friends when people approach me. (Hence my two friends I only see at lunch) But nobody has and I don’t expect them too. Every time I try to talk to someone my voice comes out as a whisper and I get embarrassed, blush and become even more embarrassed and then be quiet. I want help. I need help. Tips, comments, anything I can do to not be the weirdo loner.",0.7494047619047635,3.2148373333333367,2.278075396825397,92.75616071428574,88.36507936507938,5.0547619047619055,22.160714285714285,6.6274283507984215,0.6207476190476195,488,18,100,6,16,158,83,126,0.132,0.696,0.171,0.7296,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,6,7,0,3,4,0,7,1,0,4,0,18,17,10,0,3,2,0,1,0,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,8,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,3,0,3,0,6,18,4,13,15,2,15,0,0,1,0,12,4,0,0,8,63,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260578760379575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158629816507904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361122541728624,0.0,0.0,0.16317912215712727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727420941442666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528702638373994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758799303309262,0.0,0.12448639988676242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504153108811462,0.1256767332423915,0.0,0.0,0.4566075272182998,0.0,0.07719368144566796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323556726698448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980684592809668,0.1561068052542289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958743676850003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086138196200517,0.10955532708851803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247422437012636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243178342477184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749734609994145,0.0,0.149531671749537,0.11773823785479395,0.0,0.0,0.1669163195077112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30122661565306363,0.12518875169594096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875647577823112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861546647440465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003130772150358,0.0,0.28866207516056785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16272660395048752,0.0,0.08714723484296656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514665452649504 socialanxiety,ultimate_nightmare,2020/01/08,"32 【M4F】Washington DC - looking for a PAID cuddle buddy I'm 32, clean, DDF. You should be clean and DDF too. Platonic, non-sexual touch only. Pay is 40 an hour (can be negotiated). Preference would be given to white females, hwp, 26-39 in age. Location - Alexandria, VA 22304",1.9234285714285733,4.752351000000001,3.9517142857142855,79.45300000000002,89.0,7.6571428571428575,23.142857142857146,8.418075326091056,2.2966857142857138,210,8,37,6,7,71,45,50,0.027999999999999997,0.863,0.10800000000000001,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,0,0,4,11,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,3,4,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,2,15,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5929873740124116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5056466002387384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4579551949441984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4277435322158489,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,wodowodo,2020/01/08,"How to feel relaxed after an anxiety attack? Yesterday I met my girlfriend's family in her house and I got really anxious, more than usual. My whole body was tense and I couldn't coordinate my movements properly, we tried dancing too and it was hell haha. Anyway, I still feel tense and tired after sleeping for 8 hours straight. My neck is really stiff and my back hurts from the anxiety. How can I relax? I have no money for massage therapy.",2.507142857142856,5.3162763809523845,4.262190476190476,79.46614285714288,82.80952380952381,7.645714285714287,25.06666666666667,8.548686976883017,2.428646666666667,352,14,60,9,10,118,63,84,0.271,0.618,0.111,-0.9294,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,0,6,6,2,0,2,1,6,5,3,2,0,12,10,7,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,2,3,1,2,2,3,0,0,4,2,13,3,8,5,2,11,1,1,0,0,4,2,1,0,7,44,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294711289655836,0.2432744622520986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449819047612919,0.0,0.16558422717866966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391957253244894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20300468595143736,0.0,0.21776614164302133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17222817151155034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120678797625976,0.2484750375149805,0.23052739856477225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759064013003943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21549689461210197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17197190235471546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462616325236679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24750323560602566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462026600413609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371681042747664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24042095785616904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,itsmeasual,2020/01/08,"I'm not interested to others😔 I'm different from others!! Why they hate me.....and i don't like to go in crowd . Why I'm home sick.. I feel insecure in crowds!. What should i do....",-2.7027472527472507,-1.210307282051282,1.1059340659340684,97.05692307692308,109.0,5.305494505494505,13.263736263736265,6.868970318607317,-0.3080725274725276,132,3,34,3,7,48,27,39,0.311,0.6890000000000001,0.0,-0.8944,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,9,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,4,2,5,8,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3908174673160969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18913809590207406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21258930181263264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693109489120552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752168859998474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18274887051885666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.675069506400877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,duehrbtvtjsjxy,2020/01/08,"Possibly moving colleges because I'm honestly fucking miserable where I am So I do have social anxiety, but I'm used to having a friend group I can depend on. Like these ppl were in my classes and we hung out after and in-between them. This was secondary scl (age 12-16) and it had around 500 people. I made the move that changed it to having one person that I saw a couple hours a week in a college of 2000+ people. I can't cope anymore. I treasure my alone time but I also NEED people I can go to. I'm like an extrovert that also needs the time I have when I go home at the end of the day- alone. But also needs social interaction despite having social anxiety 😂😭 Well everyone kinda does but I cannot go 2 years like this. It's so miserable my depression has come back worse than ever.",2.261959930313587,3.938010335365856,4.376132404181185,84.55231707317077,76.74390243902441,7.124738675958188,24.519163763066203,7.957251820313856,1.4319212543554007,621,21,125,10,14,214,104,164,0.163,0.726,0.111,-0.8231,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,1,0,11,11,1,2,9,0,15,1,0,3,1,19,29,13,0,3,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,9,7,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,4,1,1,5,1,17,7,13,24,0,25,0,3,1,1,9,7,1,2,15,81,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26164319653636003,0.0,0.30303604778168297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19325734803866865,0.0,0.12526800340068225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244485505995802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712647272630943,0.0,0.07699889354575074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362181744642365,0.10880698614110752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976231691754756,0.0,0.08146107688953147,0.0,0.10879272303300304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053687105383468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187533397049934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425683723031894,0.0,0.12069695335740607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758868099544332,0.11677381921720788,0.0,0.0,0.21535881859421047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670168033940699,0.0,0.12439231375379173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18512963972690671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951988873334653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685002764423545,0.0,0.280977230447138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559258112736888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627074335983598,0.11029115410737464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423983019516729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38627888963709184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473076038881237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909339620674033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013202236237792,0.0,0.11357005677846703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872317173214198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134107269703936 socialanxiety,A_Lonely,2020/01/08,"Wow My school sent my mom a letter saying that I missed to much school and know she’s asking me if I’m okay and why I am missing school. I’m scared, if she discovers I have problems she’ll feel even more scared . I’m such a disappointment, I can’t do anything right. I really try to go to school but it’s just so exhausting. I can’t do it anymore...",-1.1186124401913915,0.9605037894736874,1.3887559808612444,97.41174641148329,96.63157894736841,4.868899521531102,16.119617224880386,6.574015621080383,-0.3034842105263161,272,7,65,4,11,92,49,76,0.22,0.725,0.055,-0.8629,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,2,2,1,7,1,0,0,0,9,17,6,0,3,4,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,7,0,0,1,2,12,2,3,15,2,3,0,3,0,0,8,1,0,2,0,37,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806914402700429,0.0,0.0,0.14993341506472868,0.0,0.1703305184240324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034004888362425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212477422996944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035473120303357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013124612043747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21338807468391205,0.0,0.0,0.13393648087507914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17433886257683867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167206928341917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559608127380933,0.0,0.1448911483256782,0.3648239297259243,0.7375763402322354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370047011450075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644053398394071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,schmellix,2020/01/08,"A small thing I’ve started doing. Going to the grocery store has always made me a nervous wreck and it would turn into this huge daily event for me because I dreaded the thought of having to talk to a cashier. This also extends into going through drive thru and putting in gas (I live in a state where self service at the gas station isn’t permitted). So anyway, I recently said F it and started making myself checkout via cashier. It’s a small thing but it’s helping me so much. So far the encounters haven’t been too awkward and they’re over before I know it. I’m still avoiding putting in gas as much as possible as well as going through drive thru but I feel this is a vital, even though small, step in the right direction. My New Years resolution was to be more present in the moment or at least more present in the world going on around me rather than stuck in my own head 24/7. Avoiding daily tasks in order to avoid a few potentially awkward moments with a stranger is no way to live and I’m sick of it so this is a start for me! So to anyone out there, your goals to working with your SA can start with small steps even if that means you might fall back a few steps every now and then which is inevitable. They’re monumental achievements nonetheless because putting ourselves out there is often a daily battle and we have to remember to go slow and easy with ourselves rather than beating ourselves up.",5.427513036502205,6.199271945848378,5.236215403128764,84.93080124348177,67.8086642599278,7.599598876855192,31.634376253509828,7.3871296695380915,1.9183110308864808,1127,45,219,10,18,348,156,277,0.127,0.82,0.053,-0.9635,0,3,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,3,0,4,22,10,1,7,18,0,17,2,1,3,0,38,37,24,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,14,18,0,3,5,0,1,14,3,8,1,0,6,2,17,2,46,28,8,61,0,0,0,0,8,27,0,4,17,155,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328444205007736,0.10746651063697496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030751030575457,0.0,0.0,0.11497448110169925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931148736855283,0.0,0.15746221249708775,0.0,0.10990057850692908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17061005550871905,0.0,0.10881785214887553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06530416511756174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3670060968306251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13254930973412382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656923301259252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097968472360218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280907735210184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220867892196542,0.08621132703833642,0.0,0.0,0.14068661634730653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701203027532885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18988616548459186,0.0,0.0,0.12473778017328868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560177847111536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3895064593831858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752403685092595,0.0,0.14630635438675638,0.1102968475969938,0.12285507149578613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347358349840751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656635874093005,0.0,0.1031425860992054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380912802291788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17160841541408245,0.0,0.12689319214166986,0.1025338840166342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048251198107756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025164682286796,0.0,0.0,0.11612499602433694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402568199920898,0.0,0.0,0.09174732700307564,0.0,0.0,0.08317096963316759 socialanxiety,Leonhimself,2020/01/08,"Biggest dating struggles?? For you singles out there, what are some things that are really holding you back from moving forward in your dating life or meeting a partner? What are your biggest obstacles when it comes to dating? Let's share them and help one another out.",5.863125,8.31541572916667,5.315000000000001,78.33000000000001,68.79166666666666,7.300000000000002,32.83333333333333,8.07648339933343,2.7947333333333333,217,10,33,3,4,66,39,48,0.114,0.7929999999999999,0.09300000000000001,-0.2869,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,1,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,7,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,1,6,4,2,13,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,2,6,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716589154122553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725407740090058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053167626507649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375721721200293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624366430499673,0.2503498853666989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37671126681103695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24017621205719786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22706191720576946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37053532343428297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23547271117713084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,caitie_potatie,2020/01/08,It finally happened A quick pop in to grab a couple things at the supermarket took an extra 15 mins because someone I knew walked in at the same time and I had to avoid them. I hid through different aisles. God I hope she didn't see me.,1.348775510204078,3.499520204081634,2.9217959183673483,91.56963265306123,81.65306122448979,6.3689795918367365,24.08571428571429,7.554174236665415,1.0649885714285716,186,7,41,3,5,61,41,49,0.077,0.815,0.107,0.34,1,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,7,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,2,7,1,7,3,2,10,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,4,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029189545445228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683224774753159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34778600136825244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36465088692675895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943623581466728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306223367599471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26526016539077524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820459146066443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211489327797412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19410347084842192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698390052118256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CodedTheMatrix,2020/01/08,I Feel Like There’s a Correlation Between How Good A Personality And How Loud They Can Speak. If your quiet your in the shitty personality section.,4.003333333333334,7.044391555555558,6.27555555555556,66.10000000000002,77.8888888888889,8.044444444444443,27.51851851851852,8.841846274778883,2.759429629629629,120,5,20,3,3,42,23,27,0.124,0.69,0.18600000000000005,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,1,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,2,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,2,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,1,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318072812949612,0.32751844787606005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3845280770416941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22397665913182388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8006058111019799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cloudluver128,2020/01/08,"Socratic Seminar Tomorrow I have to do a socratic seminar in my English class tomorrow and I’m so fucking stressed. I don’t have the confidence to just blurt something out into our discussion, and I don’t know how to back myself up if someone argues with me. I don’t want to look like an idiot but I’m so nervous. My heart is pounding and it’s only the night before. I haven’t been able to focus on anything except this stupid thing. It’s being graded on how thoughtful our answers are, which puts even more pressure on me to have good answers. And I’m scared that there’s going to be people who just talk on and on and say all the stuff that I was planning to say. I’m just so anxious and stressed out for this I want to cry.",3.431450933172787,4.5118711456953635,4.767609873570142,85.33095725466588,72.64238410596026,7.610114388922335,28.95906080674293,8.00094639256281,1.8655642384105968,577,23,118,8,11,192,88,151,0.20600000000000002,0.71,0.084,-0.9717,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,2,0,0,1,11,11,4,5,5,0,14,2,1,2,1,26,25,14,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,10,11,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,9,0,0,3,3,14,2,22,20,2,16,2,0,1,1,8,10,1,1,5,87,24,2,0.1893065565299486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21386252490983151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557831660601775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556505677516074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108593652026848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20794436319707196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250351951953749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750108610667253,0.0,0.0,0.10758727864727698,0.1587813580285807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22432918096352145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403793267470347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924856212770112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15896982941057503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17765137932552347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14397616672117086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124133037948216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903053761343591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010883439228595,0.18952888788227856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16039883102482988,0.1457374358983139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4337000418099321,0.0,0.21671071602995545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215743933385995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257668644118823,0.0,0.0,0.15028826013721802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233158236102355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Surefired,2020/01/08,"I need to vent a little I don't know how much of an excuse it might be, but I'm glad it's over. Yesterday I went dancing since a girl I kept an eye on invited me (she had been doing so repeatedly during the last weeks). I didn't mind her friends circle at first, everyone is free to dance and it's such a cool activity. That was about to change. It was pretty clear all of them were waiting for me to make any kind of move on her. Like watching their favorite soup opera climax scene. That plus the fact that I have basically 10% dancing skills compared to everyone there put my confidence upside down. She seemed to get bored dancing with me so she moved onto the next dance partner and friends. At this point I didn't feel bad, just uncomfortable. I tried flirty-touching her which resulted in her stopping me idk why, yet she kept touching me through the whole night. I felt like I was getting played and being part of a bad joke. Still, I managed to make it to the end of the night. We took the same bus on our way home and boy, was it an awkward ride. I realized I felt deeply sad, as in I've done something really wrong but couldn't explain it. I just hate feeling like that and makes me lose myself in some past memories. Then it clicked. The way I met my ex, it never went like that. In fact I always felt pretty confident around her since she ALSO didn't like receiving everyone's attention while flirting with me. We parted ways and I felt like crying a little. I guess we were just not compatible , but I don't know if that holds entirely true. I liked this girl to some degree, flirted with her while drunk several months ago and wondered if I had a chance. Now, I just feel embarrassed.",3.3960078662733544,4.997852415929206,4.134985250737465,87.77960668633237,73.51327433628319,7.500098328416913,25.53490658800393,8.167268648758528,1.4247903638151422,1335,44,278,21,27,426,192,339,0.122,0.6609999999999999,0.217,0.9901,0,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,4,0,2,3,15,27,1,2,17,1,22,2,1,5,6,63,50,21,0,4,10,1,8,7,3,1,0,0,1,4,18,15,1,5,14,9,1,13,8,9,0,1,23,12,49,19,35,23,8,52,0,2,3,0,28,16,0,8,27,180,67,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238424914608179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432277344281303,0.0773321612067087,0.0,0.0,0.06320127224159355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273484506488828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519929822785852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098316462392377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208842513678204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510821046571097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231580197863568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664197591923002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097728290630654,0.06639518342610606,0.3569416036626488,0.0,0.0,0.0790533221005739,0.0,0.0,0.14360789380607208,0.0,0.09711291511188172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238208223140463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175739006439618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322475347362287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967810008880629,0.10215298494223952,0.07575716825638805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31783491964690674,0.1862973063312349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039742528675656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18611123225803605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859291373385966,0.09384125051902167,0.0,0.0741825127958455,0.1975575383995356,0.06832038871059211,0.06891261681236185,0.07167979320987752,0.0,0.09884100092557574,0.17443271132607596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012863756372372,0.08872018144553302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878567911574776,0.0,0.0,0.1891034494718153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342872221165953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05953869366210408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460759302496508,0.0,0.10499389369419533,0.0,0.15375914467442348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154849059424319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422069487716554,0.07770063101682115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325793834002588,0.06309904625453061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22131043430403424,0.07454954696667414,0.0,0.0,0.17230958288448314,0.08386241485918576,0.10376236065768747,0.0,0.0,0.10078768765170236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161350767440977,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Vinyeanly2001,2020/01/08,Hello I just need you guy reply.,-1.1085714285714268,0.971909571428572,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857143,96.14285714285714,2.8000000000000003,7.0,3.1291,-2.040314285714286,25,0,5,0,1,9,7,7,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8004384870946146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5994149050346382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,melbyz1980,2020/01/08,"Phones, avoidance and overcoming I overcame the panic attack and it turns out (like usual) my irrational thoughts were totally rational and the end result was exactly as expected. So annoying since that seems like it wasn’t very irrational after all.",5.7592857142857135,9.3761735,5.947904761904763,67.38042857142858,75.90476190476191,10.97904761904762,34.590476190476195,10.355215969177356,5.509956190476191,205,11,27,8,5,65,35,42,0.322,0.63,0.048,-0.9245,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,2,2,0,3,0,0,1,3,12,6,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,2,2,3,2,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.366596447205602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285410494450157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31486202922840784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780811970153071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29335673563333936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665616592009287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25582391026102924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505064290011754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549036999379015,0.2658831454007128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,willievergrowup,2020/01/08,"HATE NOT SPEAKING LOUDLY UGH Today something that I hate happened and I just wanna get it off my chest. Someone told me they couldn’t hear me but this time in a really bad manner. I was ordering food in my dining hall and the person taking my pasta order very loudly said “I can’t hear you, you gotta stop whispering.” There wasn’t a long line behind me but that made me super self conscious. As if that wasn’t enough he went on to murmur under his breath, “How am I supposed to hear you, stop talking like that.” At last I added, “and a little pesto please.” Here is where it gets crazy. He imitated me!!! FUCKING IMITATED ME. IN FUCKING PUBLIC. He mouthed “a little pesto please” and told me that is how I look. I have never had anyone treat me like this before for speaking in a low voice. I was very humiliated. I feel like shit. Thank you for reading",1.6612222222222215,3.9978440764705887,3.1556862745098044,89.25947712418305,81.76470588235293,5.189542483660131,19.444444444444443,6.42735559955562,0.12575816993464084,663,17,133,6,18,217,105,170,0.177,0.691,0.133,-0.8575,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,4,1,1,6,14,5,0,6,0,11,9,4,3,1,19,31,10,0,3,5,0,1,3,0,1,0,10,0,2,9,4,3,2,2,1,0,1,6,8,0,0,10,12,27,6,15,19,1,23,0,1,1,2,21,13,3,1,10,84,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900310529074519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750810768037712,0.0,0.0,0.1095641410622125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304212112049646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510425018772252,0.09198521656653877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569548976473108,0.0,0.0,0.23807062346403285,0.13454217711313632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386086292479175,0.0,0.0,0.25424505095456024,0.0,0.0,0.4353611227154629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495549780786652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887149407585776,0.2581000184706694,0.0,0.11394736742394845,0.10812485056375216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183456282342188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930662077609073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242710051330217,0.0,0.282676699068346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879350971213407,0.0,0.08248609835821412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224789766026923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432336963903654,0.0,0.1321689201202017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909679968497576,0.09912471150328453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21529602006126086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681049245931944,0.10349133826926266,0.0,0.11854368018577825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508021347106568,0.0,0.12204815981192592,0.2460688459847225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21247876794781087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119360573163859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,quincy920,2020/01/08,"Asking for rides home Ok so let me give you some context. I’m a senior in high and I’ve been playing baseball all 4 years and as of right now, I may be the only senior on the team which can possibly lead to a leadership position. During the winter season, we do weight training but it’s for anyone that wants to do it and encouraged if you plan to play in the spring time. It’s hosted by my baseball coach who Im fairly comfortable with (he’s a cool guy) and he lives about a few minutes away from me. I wasn’t planning on doing it this year because I have no way of getting home but I was told that I don’t really have an excuse because my coach could give me a ride. We’ve had about 4 workout sessions and he’s brought me home each time after I asked each time. Tomorrow is the first time in which I will have the option to take a late bus our school offers afterschool or once again ask for a ride. Idk if he assumes that I need a ride each time mainly because I haven’t explained my situation (something I really need to do tbh). If I do take the bus home (which I can only do one out of the three times we meet up a week) I’d feel like I’m offending him in a way and making something out of nothing. Basically, I need help seeing which is reasonable and possibly how to tell him “yeah I need a ride every time we meet up” because rn I feel like it’s too much. TL;DR Coach can drive me home when needed but I feel too entitled to assume that and can choose to take the bus tomorrow but idk if it’s necessary and should just continue asking, plus my attendance is important",3.7681818181818163,4.320696242424244,5.099393939393941,85.21909090909092,71.42424242424242,8.424242424242426,26.51515151515152,8.575989854853784,1.6535151515151518,1240,38,267,20,22,415,167,330,0.042,0.8540000000000001,0.10400000000000001,0.9546,0,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,4,2,0,5,10,9,1,0,21,3,28,1,0,4,1,52,54,23,0,12,10,0,4,2,0,3,0,0,5,1,16,19,1,0,8,7,0,9,4,1,0,3,6,6,33,8,34,42,8,48,0,0,1,0,30,13,0,10,26,170,49,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06179587161062335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304855668387225,0.0,0.08303393154864143,0.0,0.0,0.21549735197106148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056254926237855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07446217925362526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405954132432688,0.12627435644597956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517418326192696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04617379689896392,0.16956023945587753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750800023635842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0592378329395204,0.09337608707557486,0.4432511193684047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546328079583252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969410299219002,0.0,0.0,0.0903723745107117,0.0,0.08635394028703475,0.0,0.07803929101993222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05899292405476735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496791387112183,0.3276554069872435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480096357788096,0.0,0.0,0.0941195624676948,0.059887141658589965,0.13443072698357436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19926557111842166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323427149175425,0.09086718440550873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547423032795089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944313721046314,0.07042573148652763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993404448733896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607522621764298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993475107547749,0.0,0.07724616631601001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607369854763189,0.0,0.0,0.08444885582687413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05212756596895365,0.14030050185605322,0.07089140793648831,0.107620453971407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382491984954593 socialanxiety,jeklor,2020/01/08,"Bumble Dating App Hi everyone, I'm contemplating putting myself out there for dating but it is tough and scary. I looked through a couple of options and I found out that in Bumble girls initiate the interaction, which I thought was wonderful for those with SA. Anyone have any experience with Bumble? Or any online dating tips in general that may help SA?",6.091406249999999,8.255146578125,6.364500000000002,72.23050000000002,67.59375,9.495,29.9875,9.888512548439397,3.260472500000001,287,11,46,7,5,92,49,64,0.086,0.7859999999999999,0.128,0.6007,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,14,9,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,4,0,10,5,0,8,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,4,3,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.417614552753082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21469932397051086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33974945474638313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29340329351380295,0.0,0.3003577699476836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33666890592553633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20581185043770264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578480598723359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086741188655726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437666093097836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33298700808417264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,spilledchaser,2020/01/08,"Befriending I have a friend for over 3 yrs. now who has social anxiety. I know this person cares about me and vice versa. I try to invite this friend to things and show I care. Thing is, I struggle with my own anxiety. I try to be understanding, but can’t help but feel hurt when I take the risk to work through my own anxiety and comfort zone to invite/reach out to this friend, only to receive no reply. I invite this friend to spend holidays with us, and receive no reply. Not a “no thank you”, but silence. Friend re-emerges after it is “safe” to do so. Never discusses personal details. I care about this person, but find it hard to keep getting hurt after making vulnerable attempts. Thoughts?",2.880189437428242,5.243107604477616,3.9285074626865684,85.25627439724455,77.43283582089552,6.809644087256029,25.233065442020674,7.882392219407189,1.5703864523536168,545,20,103,9,13,176,83,134,0.198,0.5479999999999999,0.254,0.9097,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,1,0,2,5,15,0,2,3,0,7,0,0,1,1,21,19,10,0,0,5,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,10,7,0,2,5,2,1,2,6,4,0,0,1,2,14,11,20,17,2,9,0,2,0,0,16,2,0,0,5,72,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035457097852643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40455710942307255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687685426819727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088726457451608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5109357331110366,0.0,0.06910268950012435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848292218737876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865403867992863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831835495146077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756267507172598,0.0,0.0,0.07268905471369981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828751342631036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201045840110423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005930355516244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464645147656725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482689839904705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827146758344308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944636758991916,0.0,0.0,0.12177128837734655,0.0,0.0,0.1757411792675615,0.0,0.0,0.10500315878150092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795976898050023,0.0,0.0,0.13769190398205747,0.1590977867902307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629005778129056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,yunafaerie,2020/01/08,"annoying social anxiety myths i hate it SO much how society sees social anxiety practically as a joke. people treat it like it’s nothing and that you’re “just shy”. i have diagnosed severe anxiety that stopped me from going to school. i had to leave mainstream school and go to a specialised mental health sort of school, and i barely graduated year 10 with a shitty diploma. i could BARELY make it to school for 2 full days a week. social anxiety is not just being shy, it’s so annoying.",4.9138248847926285,6.566411903225808,6.086052227342553,75.09193548387098,69.75268817204301,9.61536098310292,29.414746543778804,9.957137785484203,3.1279843317972347,389,15,68,10,7,130,62,93,0.29,0.636,0.07400000000000001,-0.9501,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,3,0,4,0,5,2,0,2,0,12,10,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,1,6,3,9,7,2,7,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,5,42,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4370747953747095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404245346359627,0.0,0.0,0.09211702394201167,0.0,0.0,0.14497493601587075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16235331200338074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410203975546915,0.0,0.15182736314494374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151242076978586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978216716606739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534374631479256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394449954980432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500046230932604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705442963148154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902408968208497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5782282482473032,0.11382133000648514,0.0,0.0,0.16136335851727324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43680814302574505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941679976460234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457395141017425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198132196635614 socialanxiety,Daredevil_Otaku,2020/01/08,How to deal with anxiety but want to go for a jog? I would like to start jogging but the anxiety I have is really extreme. I'll legit feel like everyone is going to watch my every move and I hate it. Does anyone here who jogs? Any way to deal with this? I'll most likely go alone because I want to be away but then I get so anxious...,-0.617916666666666,1.4885874861111112,2.1161111111111133,94.14,90.80555555555556,5.422222222222223,17.722222222222218,6.937597516519254,0.1189888888888886,257,7,59,4,9,89,51,72,0.154,0.725,0.122,-0.5401,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,12,14,7,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,3,0,7,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,3,10,12,1,11,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,5,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20643165592543408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355419712279402,0.0,0.3049529657449836,0.22517077288900506,0.0,0.1393666451536485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872642973104772,0.0,0.0,0.1215014134477343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41097286552351214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744231047054056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16793264408982542,0.19045533976467632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078034901173163,0.14239165957315186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041345805163509,0.0,0.33982827093591145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967836577168512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921277418684456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21184176548893935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768717491080972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410771575352431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23512392655918665,0.15820806267007947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158863557352008,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mymoodsometimes,2020/01/08,"Family sometimes Whenever I have anxiety It’s hard for me to be around my family especially my mom. They make me feel worse about how silent I can be, wanting to be alone at certain times or how I don’t want to be involved in a lot of gatherings. They ask tell me to cheer up or stop being dramatic when I sit in silence. It’s hard seeing family for the holidays. When no one understands and thinks you’re just emotional. Can anyone relate",2.802954545454547,4.895214295454547,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,76.5,9.4,25.772727272727273,9.827888789773867,2.772154545454545,350,13,68,11,8,120,64,88,0.152,0.7290000000000001,0.11900000000000001,-0.2732,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,7,2,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,3,1,16,17,7,0,2,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,11,2,13,12,1,10,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,3,4,48,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19975653380208425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147546041659152,0.0,0.0,0.1348601203566077,0.0,0.0,0.1716963772649332,0.18030866042647545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21695428959773988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5454657822875157,0.0,0.0975215409850687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34554966074778043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639723099793194,0.0,0.0,0.12874311229629873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258885738928875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306946066361857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536934810843013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907546798195247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612490704046683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168578045991551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123584162237736,0.0,0.0,0.11246482517000128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20078585938938065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22752101838665803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19655236555443772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,popcornpwincess,2020/01/08,"Never had a relationship So I’ve just started seeing a guy and we’re a few dates in, however the past relationships talk hasn’t happened yet and I’m shitting bricks about it. I’m 19 but have never had a boyfriend and the furthest I’ve gone is kissing. I can tell he is reasonably experienced, we haven’t known each other for a very long time but I’m scared that if I let him know how inexperienced I am that he’ll judge me and see me in a different light. I don’t know how to tell him in a way that wont make him overthink things and freak out. I feel embarrassed about my lack of life experience in general, especially in the dating scene. This embarrassment is affecting me in all areas of my life, mainly with getting to know people and making friends. I have no idea what to do about it.",2.6723809523809514,4.5083577901234575,4.364832451499119,84.37888888888891,76.03703703703705,7.8384479717813065,25.151675485008816,8.634040054169528,1.6892490299823637,630,22,133,13,14,212,101,162,0.14,0.8029999999999999,0.057,-0.9052,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,0,8,7,1,3,10,0,15,4,1,6,3,31,31,12,0,2,4,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,9,10,0,0,7,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,3,5,15,2,17,25,5,19,0,0,2,1,13,8,1,1,9,88,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17694055394269698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16566227119939847,0.0,0.0,0.08563127868978318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084371456570076,0.0,0.08848130982758631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16768866762783946,0.1497605956117858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911818556045808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27922022215296005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17317757269202114,0.2392417339852336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498743745256639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22609235287047685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612349545505307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16166908085084206,0.11740984748575015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17412576042072567,0.0,0.3636490644203853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16955449747468468,0.0,0.26990896941523457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17384108718412075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987076361738505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612161423809904,0.29604851382510017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112512333779791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875261085553014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13973610433525868,0.0,0.13442659048437325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,somethingcreative25,2020/01/08,Group class I’ve really been wanting to join a group workout class. There is this aerial class I’ve been looking at but I’m too scared. I’ve done stuff like this before where I end up doing it alone and then feel so anxious the whole time. It just made me think about how I wish I had more friends and how some people I know have more friends then me. Now I’m freaking out because I feel like it don’t have enough friends and I need more but I’m an adult and i don’t know how to make friends outside of school. I wish I had been more active in the beginning of my college years but I had crippling anxiety and could barely go to class. Anyone know how to make friends as an adult or have experience taking a workout class by yourself?,2.892254901960783,4.283547457516342,3.341977124183007,93.81139705882354,74.42483660130719,6.1457516339869285,25.16830065359477,6.42735559955562,0.5949045751633983,583,19,130,4,12,181,85,153,0.08900000000000001,0.67,0.24100000000000002,0.9828,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,11,9,0,1,6,0,15,0,0,7,0,30,35,17,0,5,5,0,2,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,6,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,8,3,13,7,13,26,7,13,0,0,1,0,9,5,0,2,9,81,19,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523096884109768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250040839036607,0.1661358094728032,0.0,0.10282768988639424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896463400477795,0.0,0.12513712942350616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174153506380503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15049331896626467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025140713378153,0.15195217128549404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385278468502047,0.0,0.0,0.14871579154963427,0.10505961018760858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5680905061404341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357752081425887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24246079814230626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369206163566633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349326419864592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915161756832342,0.19632722840832612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904304025867173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195280668305867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942103270816575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723259823140242,0.148832453298751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16834838288871395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057073059657667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423003535699506,0.0,0.0,0.08575180071861635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673972950430328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641871081653857,0.33822321689750345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470174345449872 socialanxiety,cataskate,2020/01/08,"Why are people so social at the gym? I work out alone and have had some weird uncomfortable encounters with others. Now I just really focus on having tunnel vision, being into my music and ignoring everyone else. I feel like I look like I’m a raging bitch due to some of the looks I get if I accidentally make eye contact- But it’s a gym. I’m there to do my routine and leave. A lot of people just stand around talking and beefing up each other’s egos. I don’t get it and I definitely don’t want any part of it.",1.6595327102803736,3.579636682242988,4.353093457943924,82.91094859813086,79.37383177570094,7.270654205607477,20.04579439252336,8.238735603445708,1.0363764485981304,403,10,83,8,10,143,74,107,0.184,0.7140000000000001,0.102,-0.8316,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,2,0,5,0,8,1,1,1,0,21,17,8,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,4,10,2,12,15,5,9,0,0,3,0,3,6,1,4,4,57,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23922124331695974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570714468835711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056174086552284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929506210950714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207072504001863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678829142954705,0.1650091391669053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413506175856069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445699945010239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22568619237477214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3879229550146042,0.0,0.0,0.1963673433664548,0.0,0.0,0.15417812276683693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501242549234929,0.0,0.3202590383950549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14796899536003072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354507142280137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18564957801332285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623549593908024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20841971014016528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815311445169173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bbfacerando,2020/01/08,"Is not wanting to use dating apps a sign of social anxiety? I'm like so scared of being alone, but at the same time get so anxious when I use dating apps and the like. Do you think this is a sign of social anxiety, or more just like dissatisfaction with the apps? I'm also really scared of dating but would be open to it if I met someone in person...",5.244589041095889,4.486461095890412,6.722020547945206,79.37426369863014,68.17808219178083,9.491780821917807,26.46917808219178,8.841846274778883,1.7046191780821918,272,6,58,4,4,94,48,73,0.242,0.662,0.096,-0.912,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,2,5,0,6,0,0,2,0,17,14,9,0,3,6,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,3,9,10,2,8,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,8,38,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21886096815711467,0.0,0.16899034940709942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32331427573995125,0.2387283730019316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104045550004016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30971684126766874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18451409466518331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353752582032333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4231309160880655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4308227024884281,0.17904844234918632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540357795272584,0.0,0.0,0.12322080310381466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650205566883425,0.0,0.0,0.12464040452747654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150113730003013,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,boionreddt,2020/01/08,"It's hard for me to smile despite wanting to. How can I fix this? I am a Junior in High school and I have a problem with awkwardness. When I was younger I never felt awkward, and conversations were really easy for me. Now its really hard for me to converse with someone without looking awkward. It is also hard for me to smile despite genuinely wanting to. Whenever it's hard for me to smile, I can see the people around me cringing and it makes me hate myself. These types of awkward phases usually go away for me but this year I am constantly feeling it. I tried meditating but even that didn't help. I am sick of feeling this way, and I just want to feel normal.",2.7672727272727258,4.850669969696972,4.2545454545454575,84.1518181818182,76.57575757575758,7.127272727272729,28.424242424242426,8.07648339933343,2.0413969696969705,524,23,101,9,12,174,77,132,0.10099999999999999,0.75,0.149,0.6461,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,1,4,3,0,10,1,0,2,1,23,22,9,0,5,4,0,8,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,11,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,4,10,19,0,21,18,0,12,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,0,6,77,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016781106679298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490058944494574,0.0,0.0,0.1529285964876203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17589749199843233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075086287477184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24690553750900746,0.0,0.15628556724671935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250644012666988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5832429352611698,0.1607025419076219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091018874025266,0.1719763676805826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366865413013073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865082394793524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553893440251285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15948089936371407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284483094601767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574974604836947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085503828442465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473281686093516,0.1297073144915405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791523538049644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105107405292719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17926912428209776,0.0,0.2880194404842084,0.12919994534274248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569053163780764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481910776264898 socialanxiety,rgsykz,2020/01/08,"Had to walk out of a class I really wanted to take So I signed up for a religion class at college to satisfy a credit I need, I was really excited about the class because Ratemyprofessor said it was an easy A, plus it fit perfectly into my schedule. I made almost an hour commute to school from work, show up, and the professor is making everybody answer like 10 (!!) question about themselves, their religion, what they want to know from the class blah blah. I could feel my heart start pounding but sat listening to everybody else hoping the feeling would go away enough for me to mutter something coherent. But once I was about to be next, I felt my face get super hot and could tell everybody was going to be looking at me while I was beet red and stuttering up a response, for all of 10 WHOLE (mainly personal) QUESTIONS. I had to grab my stuff and walk out of the class. I went to the bathroom to see if I could compose myself enough to walk back in, couldn’t, started crying, then got in the car to go home. I honestly hate professors who do this. He wasn’t making anybody stand in the front of the room, but having everybody’s eyes on me while I speak sitting down is just as bad. Especially when you pick a sit towards the back because you’re shy and then you get ALL the eyes on you. I feel super ashamed of myself for leaving especially when I need to take this class and I don’t know what to do from here. Do I just show up for the next class like nothing happened and risk having to present myself again and this time be the ONLY one who has to present? Or do I just drop the class and find an online version of it or something else? Do I e-mail the professor and explain to him I have extreme social anxiety? Do I go to therapy? How the fuck am I ever gonna take public speaking/speech? 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So I've so far managed to be nice and chill in situations I'm very familiar with. For instance, I'm a cashier at a nearby store part - time and for the most part I don't get anxious anymore. I've got stuff like that on lock, the only thing left now is things that happen that I don't expect, leaving me at near panic attack levels. For example, in one of my college classes today, there was a very simple request from our teacher. Everyone come to the front of the class and #1 Rip out a piece of paper from this big notebook to use as scratch paper and #2 Grab a pencil from the box. For whatever reason this got my hands trembling, the thought of trying to rip out the piece of paper with people behind me waiting on me was almost unbearable. I did it fine, but even for several minutes after my hands were still trembling and my heart was racing, even though it was a very simple request that nobody had any trouble with, nor should they. My question is this, what are the best ways to quickly adapt to changing situations, so that instead of irrationally freaking out I'm able to collect myself and adapt?",8.131042496679946,6.632028501992033,8.081444223107571,74.37749169986724,62.78486055776893,10.438379814077026,36.45451527224436,9.075114841892004,3.1774459495351923,1018,39,189,13,12,330,145,251,0.136,0.792,0.07200000000000001,-0.9377,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,1,1,15,12,1,3,16,0,16,3,3,3,0,29,29,17,0,2,2,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,16,16,0,1,3,0,1,3,3,8,0,1,10,4,16,4,44,17,6,29,0,0,0,0,7,18,0,3,8,139,32,8,0.12010921349712415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202720275774263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167838389847393,0.0,0.18376643914385146,0.27137844704671155,0.11911606548071432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366415698820259,0.0,0.0,0.10028617630489924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604720941563066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705962196659046,0.20692690446238485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382732513766848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866200547575882,0.0,0.0,0.11476950066376808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550421345455162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921246204382311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621218082873783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232999629740775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717831469210006,0.13049901189944105,0.0,0.0,0.058679294763979005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138911151652871,0.09134846919300914,0.0,0.14092228306313395,0.0,0.2601331473199495,0.0,0.08326860547855379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443885003365424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454980740161282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349227563630324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568922352335575,0.0,0.0,0.27001557669908155,0.0,0.12243621745039818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959193730501994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749631357664435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23938567335549546,0.0,0.11800669243313873,0.09535329918737788,0.14007329656576376,0.0,0.11384949039356387,0.0,0.0,0.08154627178870799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373579663843206,0.0,0.2973080399686632,0.0,0.0953371030503121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Vonlilleth,2020/01/08,"I am 14 years old and have no life. My average day is me going to school and just sitting there until the day is over. When I get home I just look at the computer or phone all day. I think my social anxiety has a huge part in it. I am weird in general and my fear of social rejection is not irrational. I just don't know how to do anything. I feel like my brain is slowly decaying.",0.5820731707317073,2.394049097560977,3.229451219512196,90.16539634146343,82.41463414634147,7.514634146341463,21.22560975609756,8.472884824447931,1.202458536585366,294,9,68,7,8,103,58,82,0.175,0.746,0.08,-0.8,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,3,0,10,2,1,1,1,14,16,7,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,2,12,1,8,16,2,15,0,1,1,0,3,5,0,1,9,48,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17144109956483214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844208130659301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501773213798581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4335910660705812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25218247153864715,0.1133151389880066,0.1601019529450763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708656082640127,0.0,0.1273650671345137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22479740733846265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316324426321942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15829327059612713,0.10948726941539642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881932813043834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351624028287523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426858408835027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268080606066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4568973495715138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435985975942436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431744080616374 socialanxiety,oh_then_what,2020/01/09,"Have you ever been in a date? I can't even tell her that I love her! Hi I love a girl in my University and I can't tell her. When I try to talk to her, I feel insecurity and anxiety. So how can I tell her? What's your opinion about texting her?",-1.8701785714285712,-0.0747062321428551,1.8585714285714303,95.98642857142859,93.46428571428572,5.342857142857143,16.92857142857143,6.868970318607317,-0.2624,185,5,50,3,7,68,36,56,0.084,0.7440000000000001,0.172,0.7738,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,6,3,0,1,2,0,5,2,0,1,1,6,8,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,16,2,5,7,0,5,0,0,0,2,16,2,0,1,3,37,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20948042295460415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18086318790707076,0.24769635753951816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845748366418334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4942874165761293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22009546591019832,0.7180226587863945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185913680259078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,johncoltrane69,2020/01/09,"Does anyone else leave a conversation/social situation if they anticipate an awkward silence? I think I’m good socially in the right situations - like a date or one on one with a friend or a small group of people I like but there are so many where I just sink - if there’s no natural rapport with guys, if people only ever talk about one thing and never ask you questions...I sink in those situations and take myself out of them. Anyone else the same?",6.597241379310344,6.626442057471267,7.336229885057473,73.45675862068967,65.20689655172414,10.178390804597699,30.043678160919534,9.888512548439397,2.7127857471264365,357,11,67,7,5,119,63,87,0.062,0.8059999999999999,0.132,0.7149,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,2,0,7,5,0,1,7,0,1,0,0,0,2,16,5,9,0,3,7,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,7,4,9,5,1,10,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,5,5,46,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22330072802865605,0.3272173571825314,0.0,0.0,0.14927709925156882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13973503567799675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667804662322011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14443762587650902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123366598770699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13393008308071908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15810603242427124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16907563393444972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15602092204265486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618881304439886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315328989966345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32460523615997017,0.12144208999106165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22140083067162394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636388758967374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5384532918968898,0.0,0.16277131154064658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005776201018653,0.12834289077981814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608277198670267,0.10231502584872884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sofi25lea,2020/01/09,"I feel like i lost the ability to talk to people Im in my first year in uni and OMG its a nightmare. I hate going there . I spent two years before uni doing my country's version of SATs , and redoing some exams. In that period of time i lost a lot of friends and spent most of it studying .now that im surounded by people daily i feel like a freak . Every one around me found friends and im just spending my days alone. Im afraid of starting a conversation, i feel like i dont belong there and i dont know how I'll survive 3.5 years of this. luckly i dont live near campus. i live with my bf who supports me and tries his best but he could never understand how i feel , since he is the kind of person that walks in a room and is imidiatly in the center of attention and can befriend anyone. Any tips?how did you survive uni?",2.216699507389162,3.580817402298852,3.905418719211824,89.1993103448276,76.1264367816092,6.580623973727423,23.922824302134647,7.1686216300943375,0.8412755336617406,644,20,140,7,14,216,102,174,0.057,0.845,0.098,0.6818,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,6,7,14,1,1,8,0,9,0,0,2,1,28,25,11,0,1,2,0,4,3,3,0,0,0,1,1,7,10,0,0,8,0,3,2,4,5,0,3,7,4,20,9,19,17,5,21,0,2,0,0,11,9,0,4,13,86,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177976037707367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734530515407395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952780677492803,0.0,0.0,0.10125036429579104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678211637504222,0.0,0.11936034248901893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081002722389103,0.0,0.0,0.07335118806987223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3998980172368733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958286314179011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300361069631439,0.2437619785511174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674494048061616,0.0,0.12470714486856037,0.1757464047006094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06463956287831936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122920960758997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4914234657660545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843995826839684,0.06250707867520787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666989872885061,0.0,0.20086434563756908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483155285567459,0.09669543635280453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772126386959432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707137881534999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15770232938248105,0.09931107586932653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408471968421908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050388895025487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906780850259825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914177818315329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06632116938235919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722020165720389,0.0,0.11110487422742972,0.1184046031282824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21972939282266346 socialanxiety,Tanukster,2020/01/09,"I want to expand my social life, but I don't know how. So here's some backstory. I'm a 17 year old guy and now in my first year of college, and the anxiety is pretty high in this period of time. In high school I had lots of friends but almost all of them disappeared after we've graduated high school. I still speak to 2/3 friends from high school but I wouldn't consider them good friends anymore. Besides that, I still have great contact with one childhood friend. Now I wouldn't consider myself lonely, but I see my amount of friends shrinking, the reason for that is that we're growing apart, or going to different colleges, etc. I'm in dire need to expand my social life and make more friends. Now two problems are blocking me: 1. The fact dat I have some serious social anxiety and commitment issues. 2. I have no heavenly idea where to find like-minded people. The people in my class in college aren't really my type of people. And outside of that, everybody in my college isn't really open to other people, it's just the culture here. You're basically spending all of your hours with your classmates here. I've already contacted a shrink to help me overcome my issues but advice on how to handle this would be greatly appreciated. Cheers! TL;DR: after high school I lost lots of friends, still have some, but in need to expand social life. Im anxious and don't know how to meet new people in this phase.",4.067017252820172,5.879461733576642,4.8139880557398795,82.73159256801596,72.17518248175182,7.609555408095554,27.41804910418049,8.296473431620573,1.9250642335766424,1121,41,209,18,22,361,140,274,0.095,0.6709999999999999,0.23399999999999999,0.9941,1,2,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,2,2,2,15,16,0,0,7,0,16,3,0,5,4,44,27,17,0,7,8,0,0,0,7,3,3,1,0,1,9,9,0,1,5,0,1,3,7,4,0,3,2,2,26,12,35,21,10,38,1,2,1,0,22,18,0,7,17,134,35,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772656534381017,0.0,0.0,0.07917653220680652,0.0,0.08725499360671055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097567223631114,0.08932585899491365,0.0784155483602405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261064141057385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818322598329452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226795318762648,0.06725634848444292,0.0,0.0,0.427621484208793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044936933603234336,0.06631961913038219,0.0,0.17434847442474966,0.0,0.07829108749431556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05299851841105948,0.4177055459709407,0.0,0.0,0.07786738217262541,0.0,0.0,0.08925967148646421,0.0854084660727468,0.16505571650416795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690889353467705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16754706021010876,0.038629290329058034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631353556963173,0.13444386718088908,0.0,0.0,0.052779404925749035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798375030854954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725784187565322,0.0,0.07636567067779257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296998164129328,0.0,0.053579437705274784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27408365670248314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044195461580936,0.0,0.07565868913896709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130770024193314,0.08129646050005357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32008961293579885,0.06300803458849967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322404978431094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18943465448797045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04610597368416827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723926545654762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04663715108467767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056168597434965065,0.0,0.0,0.10183613766632107 socialanxiety,fermata102,2020/01/09,DC therapist recommendations Anyone have a recommendation for an EFFECTIVE therapist in DC?!,10.079999999999998,14.926412769230776,12.360384615384614,18.022115384615407,75.15384615384616,17.984615384615385,44.96153846153846,12.161744961471696,10.881799999999998,78,5,7,5,2,28,11,13,0.0,0.727,0.273,0.628,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883226181892773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9575333246631578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TALA111799,2020/01/09,"I did it! My part time job is working promotions for my company. Usually we go to events were scheduled to be at. Give out prizes. Have people come up to us and play cornhole or whatever. I typically stand behind the table and hand out the prizes. My other 2 co-workers are much more outgoing so they interact with everyone more. But yesterday my boss wanted to try something new. He said to hit the streets and just give prizes away to random people. So cold approach them. Legit my biggest fear. My boss picked me and another girl cause he said we were the shyest ones on staff and he wants us to be more comfortable with talking to people. I shocked myself though! I was able to just go up to people. Introduce myself. Tell them what company I work for and we're just here giving out prizes and tickets to an upcoming concert. Everyone was nice and talkative. It was scary at first but by the end I really was enjoying myself. My boss emails us afterwards and said we did an awesome job! TL:DR: Was able to approach random people for work and talk with them without a problem. Pretty much a humble brag.",2.227641509433965,4.950647764150947,3.4690867924528312,85.29478113207547,83.15094339622641,6.976905660377359,24.51773584905661,8.109356740369918,1.8737993962264148,874,34,161,19,25,283,121,212,0.040999999999999995,0.809,0.15,0.9705,2,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,6,0,4,9,7,11,0,1,9,0,14,1,1,5,0,37,26,16,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,4,20,0,0,0,3,0,5,1,3,0,2,12,6,27,8,30,11,6,26,0,0,0,0,25,11,0,3,9,112,31,10,0.2160317048578435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132640393473946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148444902140248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096203478044107,0.0,0.0930460924903056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566998444845404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20642755182699515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154786417706193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187822889611703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108559444828253,0.12277579632330456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21437813283250734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15880815999705855,0.0,0.0,0.10432238336523238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319433707807034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697064211254456,0.0,0.3744229580501303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989095432012598,0.0,0.10335658291496616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919772096994364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082434331236631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315588037687073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17363810122919565,0.09441061601429322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612502658497776,0.0,0.06298491219177953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333567345246775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3897893124926062,0.0,0.1189642010857711,0.0,0.12742109671362722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412342718679783,0.0,0.3145473081233941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,t0flyf0rw0rds,2020/01/09,"Same stuff different day When was the last time you went a day without being anxious ? For me it seems like there was never a day. My days can seem to be going good and then , whatta ya know ! It never fails , here come the chest pains and the unbearable feelings of anxiety. I don’t know you guys but sometimes I believe that I will be like this forever",1.5158571428571437,4.001205085714286,2.6567857142857183,91.5994642857143,83.85714285714286,5.785714285714287,21.607142857142854,7.1686216300943375,0.7452857142857146,276,9,56,4,8,88,55,70,0.046,0.8079999999999999,0.146,0.7208,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,1,3,5,0,0,5,0,8,2,1,0,2,13,16,5,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,5,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,3,1,8,3,4,9,1,13,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,12,40,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446926422567429,0.21367592873681732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21309757176512054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629285559439586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4879221856596146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19761249122668584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095635567605914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749340818320642,0.15864282046213882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18727970847854788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078943180671649,0.15417547360232808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848098541761717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29175499349311895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20125976970351744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34437442753483805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18706566665940774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165216347952726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028986295940224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17533595934794385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823255461614192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Full-Bookkeeper,2020/01/09,"When your friends realize how socially awkward you actually are so they stop trying to talk to you I started high school and tried really hard and made some friends, but now they don’t really try to talk to me anymore because they realized how boring and socially awkward I am. It’s partly my fault so it hurts seeing them get closer and closer while I can’t even feel comfortable around my closest friends.",6.516883116883116,7.553667181818183,6.660155844155844,74.74166233766236,65.49350649350649,10.315844155844157,34.88051948051948,10.355215969177356,3.816243636363637,331,15,57,8,5,106,54,77,0.18899999999999997,0.669,0.142,-0.304,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,4,0,8,9,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,14,9,11,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,3,13,4,5,8,2,10,0,1,1,0,14,5,0,1,5,39,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.1782856882797218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811860987591304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16263885478148124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137025219201488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066949020452206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237697378939527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4234532022368937,0.0,0.09545151916281633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636604161060143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930291629329498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19558066551837527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17287209643194856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19784279278627975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340804517079957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18489887985838352,0.1455856678464423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3724726886694206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931371057663713,0.0,0.0,0.15274267612954398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29368947849527643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721173326399012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sapphirekiera,2020/01/09,"Phone calls How do you handle it when you dont want to talk on the phone?? Lately my phone anxiety and just anti-socialness has been bad. I can't even talk with my brother (normally we speak daily on the phone). I get home from work and I go watch TV, even if the boyfriend has guests over. anyway, My poor cousin probably needs my support. I just cant bring myself to call her back. How do i get over this? its never been so bad!!! I didnt even call my grandma on christmas (i eventually did last week though)",1.1409265734265723,3.345361519230772,2.3934265734265767,94.74248251748254,82.84615384615384,5.7048951048951055,19.06993006993007,6.980632752743323,0.11628076923076948,394,10,88,5,11,126,67,104,0.139,0.835,0.026000000000000002,-0.8942,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,2,0,1,12,3,0,0,3,0,11,0,0,2,1,13,18,8,0,4,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,1,2,5,2,0,0,4,2,17,1,9,14,0,13,0,0,1,0,17,5,0,1,6,59,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391679598273284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460669066005312,0.29232766275889216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5362529833598059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20516346286091705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34686704791960404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18291829810131996,0.0,0.09948793932186444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17559470052633444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426934025249789,0.1974699599642226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980125836510262,0.13501340956658353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17151698862444084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887391798758295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19865063637395647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814055766099716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17199090572566594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325212882178246,0.0,0.14041877169126432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744231534866474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Logical_Valuable,2020/01/09,"So I feel like my personality is made up of different people I've admired and I dont know who I am Does anyone else feel like this? I feel like personality is made up of different people I have spoke to and thought were cool. sometimes wonder if the reason people feel weird with me is because I dont actually have a personality and dont seem sure of myself because I am basically always being like someone I know, not like trying hard to be but... just am without even being aware I'm doing it My dress sense is weird, it can change from being overly dark and minimal to then being sporty with caps then really floral then really hipster and then almost gay like even though I'm a straight women I realised I dont even know what I like to dress like it's just came from different girls that I really want to be like and this isn't me even trying, it just happened like that As for my personality, I sometimes spend days like ""Okay I'm gonna be super chill and laid back today"" then others I try hard to be confident and supportive to others, then try and be funny and make people laugh because that day I really am finding things funny, then the next I'm like.. okay I'm depressed today, I dont give a fuck and I'm gonna walk around not caring who talks to me, then I'm like oh now I'm feeling good, I want to chat to people and see what they're doing and how they're feeling It's so weird because I didn't even realise how this must look to other people, and it's not like I decided to be that way, I just feel like I never have a consistent attitude or personality because I dont know how to be and just sort of know all these types of personalities and decide how i feel but to others that must look absolutely crazy. I dont have an interest in tv shows or movies or music either until a certain person either I have a crush on or that I admire brings it up and then I take an interest and end up liking it because it's fun but only because someone else decided to and then I thought it was worth my time. I dont actually know what I like to be honest. Sometimes even when I hook up with people Im trying to be this certain way even though I want to just go home and shut the door or be honest with them and say I want to stay in bed and eat snacks and do nothing and just talk, but then they want to do all these cool things and I'm like okay cool Anyone else feel like this?",4.391216129032259,4.5318229100000025,5.8279225806451604,82.00683225806452,69.9,8.531612903225806,26.12903225806452,8.360895534625662,1.5024341935483865,1885,50,401,26,31,641,185,500,0.042,0.736,0.222,0.9971,3,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,2,1,26,45,1,0,11,6,46,4,0,8,8,100,97,57,0,8,23,0,11,19,0,4,0,2,3,9,34,31,2,0,24,3,2,4,15,5,0,0,9,19,43,40,45,70,4,42,0,1,3,2,19,12,1,10,42,258,77,1,0.0,0.0,0.09291939338463433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04767372148060773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039614655675710216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665788980118285,0.09756247211500386,0.0,0.04238226823724735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03660852439917469,0.0,0.20315482028421905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05445222422066051,0.04854073692599308,0.0,0.05036420480370656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06140797121906918,0.0,0.041005721136700035,0.0,0.0,0.149224395165042,0.0,0.0,0.04166311848249175,0.0,0.4463808804233231,0.0,0.0,0.048716081733103885,0.11931409455957345,0.0,0.042167606609844865,0.0,0.0,0.2201179229981637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21665370914059107,0.17006005579749894,0.0,0.0,0.043513932426865284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044013924216564165,0.0,0.045671068290480135,0.02705739689631152,0.03993232543784008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04210064491859916,0.0,0.08529695643201753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04775589420602097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051426089399859216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698857738823024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4419294146816888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995944916503805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900979236672341,0.03177950056931222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036719138358557495,0.0,0.050632908187357835,0.0,0.0,0.04568229687681855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03620893041970103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310434994683482,0.2909935267876237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199865163479902,0.048950171309796266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03786073467422975,0.0,0.0,0.03793835633223658,0.04334161379863061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067821562755129,0.0,0.14126010349909418,0.0,0.0,0.050745056431413325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054026338757362735,0.0448710932762344,0.0,0.03579618196040458,0.0765329187343822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632588538270091,0.0,0.09355156475238632,0.07559274952423461,0.02776129854070964,0.0,0.09025588085704797,0.0,0.0,0.16161755677287948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404056536381629,0.07557990979511241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0458935552440415,0.051630130082629185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwawaymaxxy,2020/01/09,"new school, new class I switched schools!! yesterday, it was my first day in class and there arent a lot of people. only like 4-5. which is good, however I still feel really anxious and I didn't even want to go yesterday but I somehow got myself to go.. I felt really anxious and uncomfortable the entire time and felt like those kids are all judging me :/ Any tips on how to cope with this?",1.1998717948717932,3.6262387307692334,2.7669230769230784,90.66141025641028,84.76923076923076,6.5435897435897425,21.48717948717949,7.793537801064563,1.0422717948717946,303,10,64,6,9,99,60,78,0.16,0.755,0.085,-0.7373,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,1,14,12,6,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,5,3,8,3,7,7,2,12,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,10,39,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026249584452776,0.0,0.0,0.4328003584725327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353573125232704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651884037434186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685486846191448,0.0,0.3678415205481037,0.0,0.0,0.16293474286812046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177277799617204,0.16066542911737156,0.15320230014941655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18716607811079491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285136959510135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700058417151744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456845620678429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279861644437352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454273010866496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877233893430468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529743407863235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169599801648387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298282454096245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,is_this_it20,2020/01/09,Cold calling sucks I end up saying everything all at once and saying words like a baby trying to speak.,3.1165000000000016,5.641849650000001,4.240000000000002,82.47500000000002,77.5,6.0,20.0,7.1686216300943375,0.7725,83,2,14,1,2,27,19,20,0.11900000000000001,0.762,0.11900000000000001,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,1,3,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,2,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3859913984977126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33480546254388155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397318274292549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18467703427725912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4025692772381067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6012188883348768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25664459143347634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,_shell_fish_,2020/01/09,Help! This semester two of my classes are about communication and I am low-key freaking out... Does anyone have any advice or tips? Sometimes when Im super nervous the words I am trying to say get tossed around and it comes out weird (I call these word salads) I just really want to succeed and not show that I am nervous in anyway,2.125318681318681,4.622736784615388,3.462197802197803,86.77923076923078,81.15384615384616,5.560439560439562,21.59340659340659,6.868970318607317,0.6515714285714287,261,8,50,3,7,85,53,65,0.121,0.7120000000000001,0.16699999999999998,0.6427,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,5,6,0,2,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,13,8,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,7,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,1,0,1,6,2,8,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,33,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956792074278405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20576584298747644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115720685229758,0.0,0.0,0.26936174756322834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308969612751718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26064722942129104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26479117022611465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15808638128819846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20281404765683791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32684001794210177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938415012426508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406250085245696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992609088820034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20543302347835604,0.0,0.2955782262398955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17847044910397294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SiamMeezer,2020/01/09,"Anxiety after a fight with a friend Long time accountless lurker, first time poster. Does anyone else with SA get overwhelmed with anxiety after having a fight with a friend and being afraid in the meantime while waiting to talk to them again when they're calmed down?",8.059375,9.1768111875,6.137500000000002,79.55750000000002,62.125,8.9,28.5,8.841846274778883,2.178325,219,6,36,3,3,63,36,48,0.16,0.6509999999999999,0.19,0.3818,0,0,0,0,2,0,3.0,0,0,1,1,2,7,2,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,3,10,3,0,11,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,9,23,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4508441340881807,0.0,0.0,0.2060404111879177,0.3019246708996871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25786807291338576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461593271309584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506465112685716,0.0,0.0,0.455323275691385,0.0,0.15395313394259866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26077405161467143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368449240875401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436493866523377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SimonBridges,2020/01/09,"Anyone else weirdly lose the ability to laugh in social situations?? I have a broad sense of humour as in a lot of things make me laugh, but in social situations I just can't. What usually ends up happening is just a smile or an attempt at a laugh but it's not a real one. People don't think I find it funny and it makes other people feel uneasy that I'm not laughing at their jokes. Does anyone else have this issue? And how do I fix it??",1.241219806763283,3.2264065760869585,3.6597101449275367,87.03118357487922,81.06521739130434,6.262801932367151,18.917874396135264,7.3871296695380915,0.4544816425120768,343,8,72,5,9,119,63,92,0.102,0.6629999999999999,0.235,0.9256,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,3,8,0,0,7,0,6,0,0,3,0,17,12,7,0,0,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,1,6,6,10,12,1,9,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,2,2,50,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24656535503319466,0.3613085571148735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15429335581073408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945750376775417,0.0,0.15616165489565967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891495325407722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611475785588152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559136719210438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18402575324695256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19724999336765187,0.0,0.14989565009565484,0.0,0.0,0.2353816021183761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194747639293351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444675165241185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20068365403240807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39636809743050944,0.0,0.3594593405363901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171350248999195,0.11297473544459245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941846925344018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DanielSmith8446,2020/01/09,Chronic blushing Anyone found a cure????,5.904999999999998,9.647212833333338,4.449999999999998,73.84500000000001,87.33333333333334,2.4000000000000004,39.333333333333336,3.1291,2.8165333333333336,31,2,3,0,1,9,6,6,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5376871383184959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8431444367881855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,save-me-from-myself-,2020/01/09,"Anyone else gets more anxiety filled around men? If there’s a man cashier I get more anxious to checkout, and if there’s a man waiter I get more anxious to order. I don’t know if it’s because I’m a 19 year old female and it’s only natural to be more uncertain and uncomfortable around the opposite sex. Or maybe I subconsciously know that men judge women for every move they make so that makes me nervous, you know like say your trying to parallel park and if I women was directing me I’d feel comfortable but if a men was I would be feeling so uncomfortable cause I’d be thinking omg he probably thinks I’m a stupid little girl who can’t drive. But my best friend who is also a female saids she gets more anxious around other females cause she feels more judgement, but maybe that’s cause she judges females more so. Idk, do any guys feel more uncomfortable around other men? Let me know, what do y’all think?",3.502545787545788,5.312394785714286,4.378263736263737,85.28340293040294,73.67032967032965,7.49069597069597,25.32014652014652,8.238735603445708,1.5346273992673996,729,24,145,12,15,235,102,182,0.152,0.754,0.094,-0.8406,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,1,1,10,7,1,2,7,0,12,1,0,5,0,35,32,17,0,6,9,0,4,1,1,1,0,2,0,10,10,8,0,0,11,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,3,6,17,4,9,24,9,11,0,0,0,1,23,5,0,7,3,83,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933865550543986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941239025800031,0.0,0.08933411439527304,0.395774440847247,0.0,0.08165322013266083,0.11965187544674727,0.0,0.4158252877640135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118619844611766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255029675278595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35988655705585665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755223070099596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983896910211828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23618391656996504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022164983849792,0.0,0.2440447301274883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562762722550475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567104242852252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941243318535615,0.0,0.0570513621039997,0.11704127044972627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15589915923396974,0.0,0.23463646103334354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241155105060448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253785731131905,0.0,0.0,0.08881419953219348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259053979164152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108170475850204,0.09286578766112696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244780319954809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928394331870264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829550572593737,0.0,0.0,0.07520058375112944 socialanxiety,killthekat,2020/01/09,"Part time job advice I’d like to apply for a job at a local CVS near my university . If I get it, it would be my first job ever. My social anxiety isn’t too bad but I struggle with projecting my voice, eye contact, and small talk. Any advice? I feel like this might help alleviate my anxiety a bit",1.2092473118279583,3.1482613225806446,4.046451612903226,84.4563440860215,80.93548387096773,7.359139784946238,21.623655913978496,8.344100000000001,1.2932172043010757,230,7,49,5,6,82,47,62,0.134,0.733,0.133,0.2382,3,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,3,0,4,1,1,0,1,8,6,3,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,3,8,2,5,3,2,7,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,2,5,30,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37418331752859707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019878271608346,0.0,0.2929314408367686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986038722776902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090237967727596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17318575616919168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680749545071306,0.13677845008001258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628550493067996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002950008066597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833102782879854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.569980970664092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18707453267941213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20310789478273156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20733159441095309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19516848536349876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001546665961088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153887606873617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164136601037808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600708202112527,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,shockedpikachu123,2020/01/09,"I returned my Starbucks drink today. Normally when places mess up my order or forget something, I don’t say anything because I fear confrontation. Well today I paid $6 for a coffee that was undrinkable (I don’t drink sugar and it was packed with sugar I didn’t ask for). I came in and told him the correct order and the guy remade it no problem :D. I always felt petty and extremely nervous going back to complain or calling customer service but 2020 is the year I get what I pay for! Does anyone else have issues with going back and complaining?",4.568207547169814,6.151241245283022,5.496367924528303,79.25606132075474,70.50943396226415,7.186792452830187,29.287735849056602,7.645422480735847,2.0504,436,17,74,5,8,143,75,106,0.192,0.7929999999999999,0.015,-0.8954,0,0,4,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,1,2,4,0,7,4,0,0,1,16,15,9,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,8,4,0,1,2,2,3,4,7,1,0,7,4,13,1,8,8,0,15,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,2,7,49,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15212636754444175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783660159214222,0.18732744534003,0.15045070448061085,0.0,0.17091818044950174,0.0,0.0,0.2811647226520375,0.0,0.111449391399758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866863880717344,0.20910491165732048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599927796217437,0.0,0.0,0.3582009077940789,0.0,0.0,0.1527281548760345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057307408523744,0.0,0.0,0.175542195974396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551934658940237,0.0,0.20780912694227674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18102706654625972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19082345852974672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17913123894596664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19101487230135827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749403539011642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453910412778365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407488399075756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34659645704620823,0.1746986401498782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438305963027205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773432877320605 socialanxiety,leilaniik,2020/01/09,My debit card has been blocked and now I need to call the bank I don't know if this kind of post is allowed here but I'm about to cry because I need to call the bank so that they'll unblock my card (I think I've been signing up to too many subscriptions online so that's why they blocked it) and I'm so scared I don't know what to do. I know I need to call them back but idskandkjsabfkdsk,0.5737068965517231,2.1593818160919582,2.078836206896554,99.52790948275863,81.41379310344827,5.269540229885059,20.070402298850574,5.985473137389443,-0.38853908045977015,306,8,79,2,8,99,51,87,0.161,0.8390000000000001,0.0,-0.9255,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,3,0,8,2,0,1,2,0,8,0,0,1,0,16,17,8,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,4,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,12,1,9,14,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,2,47,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15542302034361402,0.0,0.1232146114450142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6191821367374958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22202678106627405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104839414141064,0.3332507832202601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20492483390880267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4496233475597896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19358158605508613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20236417207276144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951468165654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18238798373745194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,meeeaow,2020/01/09,"Giving up on trying Anybody else decided to give up on trying to get over their anxiety? I don't mean it in a depressed way. Ive recently decided to not do anything that makes me uncomfortable. No socials I don't want to go to, no ""faking it til you make it"" attempts. Just doing what i want. Ive come to accept that I'll probably always be single and I'm ok with that. Ill have my pets, my garden, I'll go hiking and do whatever hobbies I want",0.6569148936170208,2.7570204361702157,3.7674893617021286,84.79400000000003,84.0,6.7387234042553175,23.229787234042554,7.908726449838941,1.4614672340425539,347,13,71,7,10,125,61,94,0.218,0.708,0.07400000000000001,-0.8769,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,1,1,4,0,0,1,1,9,1,0,2,0,15,22,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,7,4,0,0,4,1,0,3,5,2,0,0,0,0,11,2,14,21,1,12,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,47,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18100428376156066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664115993891847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17901053213526344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873847982725666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18736023468773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817203074640257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365163839684905,0.41735357097208825,0.2472572164080201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904089731808752,0.0,0.0,0.2369564255491909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345365908738557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147868839861912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22174676577515304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953802789194023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849185258237459,0.17266699919363146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,christmasloner,2020/01/09,"I genuinely hate myself I'm really sorry but I kinda need to vent. I use to have two good friends but then guess what? My retarded self became a clingy piece of shit and because of it I became a loner. And now today one of them invited my to tag along with them on a errand but guess what? It was the same old piece of stalking shit, i just followed them quietly while they talk and I made thing again extremely awkward for everyone, i just want to scream at myself and to press my nails against my arm so i can get the pain I deserve for being this retarded of a human being. I deserve every single insult I get behind my back. I fucking hating myself.",2.410454545454545,4.4052267121212125,4.165151515151518,84.7927272727273,77.33333333333334,6.824242424242425,23.12121212121212,7.793537801064563,1.2565484848484851,514,16,99,8,12,173,83,132,0.298,0.6409999999999999,0.061,-0.9906,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,4,0,6,11,6,1,6,0,5,5,3,2,0,19,18,10,0,2,5,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,6,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,9,0,2,2,3,24,2,18,14,4,10,0,0,0,1,9,2,3,3,7,80,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410384185121883,0.0,0.11181093957239263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545389982531905,0.17526537248744106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170959621968718,0.1695685462853417,0.19165843357894344,0.0,0.0,0.15384373229186918,0.0,0.0,0.4041149312512153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36217793748182175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735561440103419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600337480207392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19246810840077366,0.0,0.12428992775839047,0.0,0.19517148044389815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750334908049008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19134673728681295,0.0,0.3765553485396229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20532332430616615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742579767381225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185589076701753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17386041784559764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17917438358559604,0.0,0.0,0.15841571962032536,0.0,0.0,0.10818568442350553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lordofthewingzzz,2020/01/09,"I have always wanted to try rock climbing but the fear always held me back. I’m doing it today and I am feeling very anxious This is something I have wanted to do for a while but I have avoided doing due to the following 1. I have to learn how to use the equipment, etc. That means that I have to talk to someone who I’ve never met before for longer than a couple of minutes. I have to not get so nervous that my mind draws a blank. 2. I have to go on my own. I have a son and a husband but this is something I want to do on my own. If I go with my family, I either have to keep an eye on my kiddo at all times (which doesn’t leave much time to focus on much else) or I have to be considerate of my husband and his climbing, leaving my needs for last like I always tend to do (very much a me issue). But going by myself means I have no one familiar to talk to, and that’s terrifying. 3. I’m going to mess up and I’m going to be extremely embarrassed. I know that it’s not a big deal but that doesn’t stop me from having that feeling in the pit of my stomach. But I am tired of living this way. I have been trying to make small changes (very uncomfortable changes at that) like making more than small talk with my co workers who are always so understanding of my social dilemas. I know that staying in my comfort zone never got me anywhere. I was going to go rock climbing a couple of days ago but I totally chickened out. Well, not today satan! This is an accountability post for myself more than anything. But also just to say that it is okay to do the uncomfortable things. I will survive it and be better for it. Wish me luck!",1.8604990925589813,3.4045196637426933,3.880070578745716,88.2492105263158,77.50877192982456,6.12075015124017,22.90421455938697,6.8039241337230125,0.6161636216979232,1263,38,272,12,29,431,162,342,0.12300000000000001,0.778,0.099,-0.894,0,1,2,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,6,7,12,0,4,15,1,34,3,2,4,4,52,66,21,0,6,15,3,2,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,23,9,0,4,9,2,1,11,8,5,1,1,5,4,41,7,50,57,11,40,1,0,1,0,13,13,0,3,15,205,64,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422386216487394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598237637705475,0.3162358510951078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733837259320232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818813291092559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305962700697811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808496125304216,0.0,0.0,0.08403184647124316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20102367292055126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21026157868206327,0.0,0.061275939772945126,0.09795489441030558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937170725728815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059653282215221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957040709123358,0.10691676429937663,0.09608350598526932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0496407071836573,0.0,0.37798910232727023,0.0,0.07599109036605534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916955849129408,0.0,0.0844524919533341,0.0,0.0,0.10443402728899932,0.07744880075211139,0.0,0.201211459152413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283773377622982,0.0,0.08389878793848114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684468965454082,0.0,0.0,0.2069954239445367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959366945868364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20953788114066427,0.07045141273950888,0.1465607585403968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06438370380597777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099680627320234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555866287721084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968544441949074,0.08050475180406798,0.14629228942122174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127190200025364,0.0,0.07943566039280603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291051027700827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312284285343152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080643920514516,0.10920420612818986,0.1801236487628231,0.0,0.0,0.12901605415018452,0.0,0.0,0.0989125537164696,0.0,0.08206128166775219,0.0,0.2351886195562025,0.16812452595941946,0.0754174076868344,0.0,0.0,0.0854286761836513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109261000955242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,scoutboy97,2020/01/09,"How to deal with the awkward handshake? This happens to me all the time. I dont know why and I dont know how, But EVERY fucking time I meet with friends or new people, I say hey then they go to initiate the greeting handshake and my mind goes into overload, and one of three things happens; 1. I go in for the fist pump and it turns into a awkward game of wannabe rock paper scissors. 2. The whole ""I dont understand this weird prolonged hand dance we are doing and not sure whether to go with it or stop immediately"" Or worst of all; 3. The handshake slowly closes in.. turns into a very uncomfortable chest pump and weird pat on the back thingy. I'm sure there are many other handshake situations that I have regretfully partaken in over the years and many out there that I havent experienced thank god. But the 3 listed above deffinatly happen the most and are the most common. If there were such thing as a hand shaking for dummies book, handcrafting 101 or some sort of secret handshake code people abide by I need to know of it! Man I hate it! I just dont know how to go about it. Surely I am not the only one...HELP",3.3168204365079355,4.94731069196429,4.224047619047621,86.94317460317465,73.77678571428571,6.763492063492064,25.390873015873016,7.3871296695380915,1.1064253968253968,881,29,181,10,18,284,127,224,0.152,0.7829999999999999,0.065,-0.9369,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,1,0,10,14,2,3,15,0,12,4,3,3,5,50,31,21,0,3,11,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,12,17,0,1,6,4,0,6,7,9,0,2,1,4,16,5,28,30,7,24,0,1,0,1,10,10,1,9,8,120,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665440215654781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618212631474376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5283041171698872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494919643008293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706677563320511,0.10418339313441304,0.0,0.0,0.2561854202476585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989636656244379,0.0,0.0,0.11126157318641032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553612709492545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477337640572536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285071919222521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378838429470214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835608570988631,0.0,0.10884015589392863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272816439093995,0.08570854110464958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15625506937190478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961845314030252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667229871970306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421687385006378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186370791320757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375310197195263,0.0,0.0,0.14973720600471674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142505837732535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451564952198084,0.0,0.11731798476413567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298400067897024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016884220649264,0.12581835072039188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257096677644445 socialanxiety,shibe_lover,2020/01/09,"Just wanted to share my embarrassing experience today. Hi everyone, first time posting here. I just got back from the doctor to get myself a sick leave note from her. I get very anxious about appointments idk why. I was in the office with her and told her about my symptoms but I was shaking a bit the entire time. She picked up on it and asked why I'm so shaky. Honestly I felt so embarrassed about it. Just befor that I felt so proud about going to the doctors and making the appointment. I got home still shaking a bit. I guess her asking triggert more of a nervous response than before. Does somebody else experience similar things or knows how to answer to such questions? I just told her I get nervous about appointments and it's quiet normal for me but I felt like my answer was pretty stupid. Thanks for any advice or replies :)",2.9159045504994445,5.590625584905663,3.7167665556788774,85.07384017758048,79.31446540880502,6.256899741028488,23.81834998150204,7.510576382923642,1.3140318904920458,664,23,120,10,17,211,97,159,0.16399999999999998,0.687,0.149,0.5017,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,17,13,1,7,9,0,3,4,0,3,0,27,22,12,0,2,8,0,3,1,0,0,4,1,1,0,5,5,0,0,7,0,0,3,0,8,0,1,10,4,22,5,20,12,3,13,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,5,7,81,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522283884483434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714370963159626,0.0,0.0,0.14476856336376415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395985202287452,0.0,0.0,0.09853640395478204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21808570358905105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798045983544981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623258283385614,0.11214147360988153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704958304999074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244904420291262,0.0,0.2507028561850956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36912091752810616,0.0,0.0,0.1090009663130124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20085306930937574,0.0,0.0728283544419486,0.0,0.20498020819511675,0.0,0.14116732352074532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285409384818691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042571883504613,0.0,0.0,0.13568816617062388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260568806864669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553848473743919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555592291387654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227284949138174,0.1303706041558128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355290576963073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233760260880373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319281420807802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179796676572825,0.0,0.0,0.08513454279729454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944598681384358,0.0,0.12146747351042173,0.24489808840582525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573391338713904,0.07558386158135964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23126376005715304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,frogpez,2020/01/09,The funny thing about social anxiety Most people don't realise you have it because you try so hard to not stand out and not draw attention to yourself. This is why it has so little attention as a mental health issue. We generally appear to be 'Standoffish' rather than anxious to deflect a negative perception from others,7.0150000000000015,8.618023431034487,7.561551724137932,66.67612068965519,64.6896551724138,10.627586206896552,35.1896551724138,10.686352973137794,4.425779310344828,261,12,38,7,4,86,49,58,0.149,0.804,0.047,-0.6559999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,12,6,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,9,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359571979861671,0.3484515358588095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188023310404272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763033450381264,0.0,0.0,0.3278593006452928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32193319250044106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091397996275416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31083687404280114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21383476678845514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31441765902648083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049150831027733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20941179343873415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783208263865681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SlightlyFirmStool,2020/01/09,My wife and I found out we're having a girl and I am dreading the fact that I will have to give a speech at her wedding. My Social anxiety is bad and I tend to overthink and worry about future events but oh man this takes the cake . .,1.8702000000000003,3.1172742199999988,3.209,94.31950000000002,76.8,5.8000000000000025,20.5,5.985473137389443,-0.10720000000000016,181,4,42,1,4,59,40,50,0.166,0.8340000000000001,0.0,-0.6956,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,0,5,0,0,0,1,8,9,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,7,0,5,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112576735780509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397229883119885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4461165941137932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3903108378174352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4147570403263416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30591878610694057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4132005324249989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,reyfj,2020/01/09,"I need some advice about jobs I just found this sub while googling my problem, and there are other posts like mine but just doesn't fit me perfectly, or answer my problem. So, I am sorry if someone posted something like this recently. I am 17 and just dropped out but I didn't want to ruin my life so I had a plan of getting a job and getting my HiSet. I don't know if they have it everywhere else but a HiSet is just like a GED. I just enrolled for the HiSet program today so that made me feel accomplished. My main topic is my fear of getting a job. I've never had one before. Most places here don't like online applications, most of them want in applications. There are many opportunities around me because I am in a smaller city, but I just can't overcome my fear to walk in and ask for an application. I don't know how to start the conversation or who do I talk to or what. That's that story. If you read it all, thank you!",2.4042187500000023,3.997400151041667,3.84,88.905,76.13541666666666,6.6750000000000025,23.979166666666664,7.413659706084162,0.8841604166666661,727,23,159,9,16,240,108,192,0.128,0.741,0.131,0.3918,3,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,2,4,15,12,0,2,9,0,17,1,0,2,3,40,31,19,0,8,16,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,5,1,0,1,7,5,0,1,5,1,27,7,15,26,5,16,0,1,0,0,8,7,0,9,9,113,37,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023394019129276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775216602548015,0.13416020937408316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748088497948472,0.0,0.12211437544383935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988216339302785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229718359375415,0.0725617412169457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15734864745048827,0.0,0.0,0.2249303527104192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4272273701468508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773601899059744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136364337509952,0.2804422067808917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579033616671635,0.0,0.14549415539581595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640904757068738,0.11068188785074054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724444599001372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993487055688282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748811730236799,0.0,0.0,0.2746347339485126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435464089549785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169641621264215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159350155346745,0.11047914143187744,0.0,0.16064497969452846,0.101575399342018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153459518239837,0.0,0.13212249307445284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360284000313621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16928897032211918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,havin-a-bad-time,2020/01/09,"Feel like I’m going backwards My social skills have atrophied over the winter break partly because I’m not talking to as many people and partly because my shitty dad constantly does things to make me feel stupid and worthless. I’m also really afraid of going back to the free counselor at my college. I only started going because my mom made me. Now I have to take those first steps all over again but by myself. Right now I kind of feel like I should end it all but the new Animal Crossing is coming out in March and I want to keep getting hugs from my mom... So I can’t really do that... I just wish there were some way for me to not feel like this right now. Sorry it’s 4 am where I live so I’m somewhat delirious",3.35487940630798,4.584609163265308,4.391886209029067,87.37703153988869,73.01360544217688,6.705998763141621,23.567717996289424,6.980632752743323,0.7828693877551025,565,15,115,5,11,184,95,147,0.052000000000000005,0.815,0.133,0.9175,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,11,9,1,1,3,0,8,1,0,2,2,24,28,9,0,3,5,3,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,4,0,1,6,3,3,0,1,2,4,17,7,17,25,6,29,0,1,0,1,5,9,0,2,15,76,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168723904297263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739106112483868,0.0,0.2554090347731769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030600279715467,0.0,0.15092444956155546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221870662739782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369862192610227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28246817256177104,0.2993225782264156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879598773828715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296736156251091,0.0,0.2381185211635833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241375448664582,0.0,0.14543594486984895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20469464089316405,0.0,0.12332364991325152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215107391746053,0.09322512568227943,0.14159482498566606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271396863995296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488593243452032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621885267942696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30247955654113995,0.0,0.09682368863193506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17894144697014835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385402900715489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236729590412664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15633959812881093,0.09885311786961158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500805558369676,0.11225461130648083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278488479826193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237596231804857,0.11085678603314167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16060381516900896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mjthroaway827,2020/01/09,"I’m so pathetic I can’t leave my house I don’t expect any advice, I just wanted to get this off my chest and I have no one to tell. I’m a female in my early 20s. I work at home, online. I get groceries delivered. The only time I leave my apartment is when I have to go out with family. I honestly don’t remember when the last time I went out by myself was. I don’t have friends, and I don’t miss having friendships. At this point I’m too self-critical to form any new ones. I’m a social perfectionist. When I say the wrong thing or make a mistake, I acknowledge it as a deep, intrinsic, personal failure. I know this is irrational but that doesn’t stop me from feeling this way. I think I’m slightly autistic but that just makes me feel that I should be held to an even stricter standard of normalcy. My self esteem is horrifically low, and at this point I feel like I have to protect it from any further damage that social interactions inevitably bring. I used to be able to pull my appearance together in a way that made me feel more shielded from judgement. But my mask has crumbled too. The barber fucked up my hair last time I got it cut because I couldn’t communicate with him. I’m strongly considering shaving it all off so I don’t have to get haircuts anymore. My skin is awful. I can’t stand looking at myself in the mirror long enough to put makeup on. I feel filthy and disgusting all the time, no matter how clean I am. Any time I interact with someone, I know they can see that I’m dirty inside. I remember when leaving the house and going out was fun and exciting. I mean I didn’t have friends or a social life, but I could drive myself to a hiking spot, or go to the gym and grocery shopping afterwards, and feel good about it. First driving became an anxiety, then interactions, then having people look at me. I can’t leave the house because I hate myself. I hate myself because I can’t leave the house. I have to go on a family vacation in a week and I don’t know how I’m going to make it through without ruining it for everyone. The only way I feel good now is by smoking, and my family doesn’t know I smoke.",2.704563218390806,4.33733149655173,4.3946839080459785,85.07662356321842,75.41379310344827,7.591954022988506,26.106321839080447,8.344100000000001,1.7126666666666663,1671,61,344,30,36,563,198,435,0.16,0.735,0.105,-0.9721,0,0,1,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,1,3,15,20,5,0,22,1,37,5,3,7,2,62,84,28,0,6,10,0,9,1,2,1,1,1,2,2,19,16,0,3,16,2,1,12,17,11,0,3,7,13,61,9,45,72,5,60,0,4,3,1,14,23,1,4,22,227,80,1,0.07413687474734937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724456959751657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20166246835983373,0.0,0.056714506260172624,0.0,0.07352385857686286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557945219717282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059192261913356026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660320964982348,0.0,0.048966706569106094,0.0,0.0,0.07084096088706245,0.0,0.0,0.20966894249674625,0.0,0.2624008200527284,0.052963398132754386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06306078778725535,0.0,0.0,0.11455593105066572,0.06853834607824029,0.11620037150648076,0.0,0.2106684720193382,0.12436498627575684,0.059294031267851974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14638963041684222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436533012287726,0.0,0.0,0.3421759986044069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297475005748027,0.1208628956719025,0.0,0.3925012291889231,0.0,0.0,0.05236506712191443,0.03621953220336478,0.0,0.0,0.06560880120000916,0.12451260587749167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015010344058133,0.14846081872836814,0.0,0.0,0.08075679056943866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160185560709739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047413001240596,0.11276886796176334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05139717424673505,0.06473345943682085,0.0,0.0,0.14016661958373755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452803586329129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16796525393746967,0.0,0.0,0.05895661843535922,0.0,0.0,0.059077490640106575,0.0,0.1546818580261592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267196225844091,0.06281593339017721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619817469182869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479889624421142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049253245345443286,0.04750391582230231,0.0,0.0,0.21614903929066595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403045643441904,0.0,0.0,0.04372784954617781,0.17653920116091748,0.05946812905497534,0.0,0.0,0.06872562563635763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146530167589994,0.0,0.053972527781987065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105703433465294,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SugoiComedyBoi,2020/01/09,"How do i make friends without forced interaction (like becoming roommates, classmates, clubmates, etc) I'm currently 20 and I'm going to go on a cruise with my family all next week. Before i turned 18 or 19 i loved going on cruises with my family since i got to make friends via the teen club. The forced interaction through games and stuff in the teen club made me make friends real fast and ever since i became too old for the teen club I found cruises to be pretty boring (socially speaking). I have my twin brother which is a nice partner to have around but he's in the same boat as me. Forced interaction through cruise teen clubs has made me more open and social over the years which has caused me to be more brave and less nervous in some social situations. But at the same time I'm still quite nervous, my friends can go up to someone and ask them something while I'm too shy and anxious to. Basically, i wanna enjoy my cruise next week by making some friends. I feel like around this age its hard to make friends on cruises because they're doing stuff i currently dont do or dont wanna do which is stuff like gambling or drinking or whatever. I've thought of maybe the adult activities but i feel like the demographic of those are much older than my age and I wont exactly get a kick out of it like i did back in the teen club. I hope i said as much as i needed to and if i didnt lemme know and ill talk more about this lil problem i have. Thanks for reading this!",4.517828282828283,5.3302410101010125,4.9415673400673406,86.08346212121212,69.87542087542087,7.960202020202018,28.991414141414147,8.07648339933343,1.7218593939393934,1168,42,245,15,20,371,153,297,0.075,0.741,0.184,0.9882,2,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,1,9,21,0,2,13,0,20,3,0,9,3,52,49,23,0,6,9,1,3,5,7,1,1,2,0,2,12,16,1,0,5,14,1,10,5,4,0,0,8,5,29,17,40,38,12,41,0,0,0,1,23,14,0,8,22,151,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021829764460627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15794338197311295,0.0829329077306499,0.0,0.0,0.06821336366760734,0.0,0.054077466009088686,0.09797444541049233,0.07548661617716769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911307410759173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079375079323693,0.08690310988858875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893633140833956,0.0,0.08024427296422539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16725786875934584,0.0,0.08970999996490396,0.1267504617772566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972671474011188,0.4112278763798513,0.0,0.04634789076479411,0.0,0.2016662604875161,0.0,0.07095037430375391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946772513136914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811014337282427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0487533031208668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21669882380968145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006523546110007,0.16788118433279214,0.2960767560407734,0.0,0.08912222820570849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042573829932844,0.06577816004505219,0.0,0.0,0.18869053240565348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09308738151813488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025108564878327,0.0,0.08488454645548378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435517946299778,0.08873511113667884,0.10097265842628153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843845751625065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676548496661165,0.09971499847830848,0.0,0.27128939861930185,0.07516463109313233,0.06829414239346948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084480276780618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046589726417385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130262560227019,0.0,0.08167326645066895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070426707967055,0.05172815851832409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649220782628876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423173943608066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551433922127183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05712704288800403 socialanxiety,Gravitron101,2020/01/09,"I'm embarrassed about my hobby So I'm an 18 year old guy who is going to school for music production. I enjoy engineer type stuff as a hobby though (mechanics, construction, building stuff, that sort of thing) and one of my hobby is rc. Theres a whole hobby around high grade radio control veichals but it seems the only one that is socially acceptable is drones and cars seem childish to most. These things can go 200mph and be powerd by gasoline, nitro, or nimh, lipo, or nicad batterys. You can get them and upgrade them all you want and basically completely re design the car. Just look up nitro rc bashing or rcsparks on youtube. One of my friends (he kinda seems like a douchebag anyway. Constantly gets drunk and told me to chill in a completely serious voice when I had 1 beer) made fun of me for liking it and kinda just nodded and said ok. Just made me embarrassed and want to quit the hobby.",5.217292870905587,6.4140298381502925,5.583945086705203,80.7061295761079,68.53757225433526,8.772447013487477,28.867533718689785,9.075114841892004,2.3687614643545283,714,25,132,13,12,228,118,173,0.094,0.7709999999999999,0.135,0.7807,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,2,2,10,10,0,2,8,1,8,2,0,3,1,31,24,17,0,2,7,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,10,10,2,1,4,3,0,4,0,3,0,3,5,3,12,7,17,18,3,13,0,0,1,0,11,5,0,10,6,82,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951618938134113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30508521237559805,0.15722208565637094,0.16317845341029258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124045567273093,0.0,0.15202415252170948,0.0,0.16536967398592434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405713270571918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15371727534687693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215729992676146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217424398944104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753307038507149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526663894757969,0.0,0.2957616408777179,0.1106510549006517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474562010480916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839349874718654,0.0,0.0,0.14724278753875605,0.0,0.39734357510646817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14830786699126142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331005385555126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19331305362050186,0.0,0.14294235161701915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390211180445141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17162654084501985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243344074743896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369024283319773 socialanxiety,aberrantavoidance,2020/01/09,"appreciation to everyone who has posted here As a long time looker of this subreddit, just wanted to say that it’s nice knowing you aren’t alone in feelings of being socially anxious. Often it seems like everyone around me is perfectly fine doing simple conversations, going to class, and making friends. Living life without any anxiety or fear. I often feel the most alone while with people because I can tell I’m different. I feel like I can be myself when I don’t have to worry about other people judging me. Maybe I’ve gotten comfortable being alone. I’ve recently did a slideshow presentation for school, I was so damn nervous the nights before. Going on this sub helped a lot. I’ve never had the courage to post before. (can you have social anxiety online?!) Oh well, thank you to the people who’ve shared their thoughts here.",4.133722943722944,6.822126311688316,4.964649350649354,77.75459307359309,74.84415584415585,7.483290043290044,25.85108225108225,8.447377352677275,2.1818464069264074,668,24,109,13,15,216,108,154,0.132,0.6709999999999999,0.19699999999999998,0.8815,2,3,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,1,1,10,14,1,2,7,0,16,1,0,1,2,20,29,6,0,1,3,0,3,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,6,0,0,2,4,3,1,0,5,5,13,11,16,21,2,15,0,0,1,0,13,3,1,6,10,73,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4106976506206946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988732678338253,0.0,0.20223556317757385,0.1493264312255228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766873974137936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057605445956542,0.0,0.22495187533519104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810057246462987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526084165365693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487399004223154,0.20050341786146667,0.09442983246684307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212238789968876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024253896223602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859785624915532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264298971942275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336305240541813,0.12915350897305786,0.0,0.11671787343451615,0.11697565345294207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237520194137464,0.0,0.0,0.08823156327237401,0.0,0.1327931584711101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194581165062776,0.0,0.0,0.12404251978300905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749121123925849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25318491431195983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051237595678875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511530222641767,0.0,0.13377380332492372,0.0,0.12033223529929872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694829099891348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553165265264695,0.12169411866143393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493661547690857,0.07707555892439558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796353052028289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188462152968522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274173618454846,0.0,0.0,0.13423579476714262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ravioli-oli,2020/01/09,"Need gym advice I’ve got a pretty average build but in the last few months my eating habits started leading me down a route to obesity. Since then I’ve cut out most of the garbage I’ve been eating but I still want to get into proper shape, here’s the problem. As is the case with all of us I basically cannot be in the same room with another stranger without having anxiety which really is just too much stress for me to deal with if I’m gonna be going to the gym. I’m a university student and the campus has a massive gym but I’ve seen snaps of the inside and it’s usually packed with people and it doesn’t seem like there’ll be any way to avoid them. So what I want to know from any gym-goers what do you do to ease your anxiety? I’ve thought of bringing my phone for music to distract me but I’m still not really sure it’ll work. Any tips are appreciated thanks!",2.2527747747747746,3.6669164756756762,4.017837837837842,88.22369369369369,76.13513513513513,7.311711711711713,23.144144144144143,8.021203637495839,1.0354576576576573,688,20,153,11,15,232,116,185,0.09699999999999999,0.778,0.125,0.5232,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,2,1,2,6,8,1,3,12,0,14,3,0,1,2,30,31,11,0,5,8,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,6,9,3,1,3,3,0,3,4,5,0,0,4,1,12,3,26,22,5,18,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,3,8,90,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16189302010763876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379884643836492,0.17372181526407185,0.2534776587837709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708008307478987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390481747952284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655692068195248,0.0,0.0941553662162723,0.0,0.13250324490774368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104914423466104,0.1350450080981088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093910033383724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223802145493038,0.0,0.1217881773967952,0.12284388539961748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485628858690056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685482539346909,0.0,0.15852598324176315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122677907003652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15082180799774605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704580976048353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726368199942942,0.0,0.26461216994839043,0.0,0.18977702000672506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561441492741786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525287629998566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152527277521492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19928333631430373,0.0,0.18246459408597476,0.0,0.1954355888380152,0.13150293268458738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597021515975363,0.0,0.12061138219259597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Top2mops,2020/01/09,"It it weird that, I take mental notes of what people wear, So basically I take mental notes of what people wear, Incase they go missing. I also do many more things like this. Including, repeatedly asking them questions. And etcetera, like “take real paper notes”, and do this weird stalking type, thing? My family only knows about the mental note part... I don’t plan to continue telling them more.",3.7049647887323935,6.703636450704228,3.992376760563381,82.24659330985915,78.85915492957747,6.366901408450705,21.551056338028168,7.645422480735847,1.2207309859154931,312,9,52,5,8,97,49,71,0.078,0.845,0.077,0.2398,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,3,1,3,5,0,0,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,5,10,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,8,2,4,10,3,3,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,32,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115201600991265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17669975589197928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781827346315662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741929824625827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038754940121442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18468243941770526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19162747182710316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5714358495277326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375137086679993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20468047721811056,0.0,0.2620728358877609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21173555982617345,0.0,0.0,0.2151358801217368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4263382128906357,0.0,0.165203931441776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511409989660268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SnowGarden27,2020/01/09,Do you guys also feel that people pick more on YOU compared to others? Sometimes I feel that people don’t respect me or are easy to mock me more than anyone else. I think it is maybe because I am more quite and don’t have the ability to dona witty comeback. Anyone else feels the same?,4.172758620689656,5.069837482758626,4.713275862068965,87.09681034482759,70.72413793103449,6.4896551724137925,24.84482758620689,5.985473137389443,0.6876758620689656,226,6,45,1,4,72,41,58,0.046,0.81,0.14300000000000002,0.7059,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,1,1,2,1,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,8,11,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,7,1,5,11,4,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849752736447248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234689775035338,0.4740005323030522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410019518294469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38645285840255705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508656939901307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290292427477286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23237790258667576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207168241143968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460223352045454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287674854214691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148211504219945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,kevinh117,2020/01/09,"I need advice I’m 16 years old and have social anxiety, pretty bad ocd, depression, and have suicidal thoughts. I’m in the middle of my sophomore year and it has been really tough for me. I have always had good grades so that’s not a problem. Two and a half weeks ago I threatened to commit suicide because I really couldn’t take it anymore and just wanted to die. My mom kept me home from school and I went to therapy a few times which made me feel a little bit better. Now I am starting cyber school soon which I’m excited about. I have a few friends that I’m gonna have to tell at some point. (Some go to other schools) I know they are going to ask me why I’m starting cyber school and I really don’t want to tell them the truth because they had no idea anything was wrong with me. I don’t know what to tell them.",1.8562984496124064,3.5316104825581403,3.357581395348838,91.41377519379849,77.8953488372093,6.447131782945736,21.93178294573644,7.3011,0.6189127131782945,641,18,141,8,15,211,106,172,0.175,0.701,0.125,-0.9016,0,0,0,0,0,3,14.0,0,0,4,1,5,10,0,0,7,0,15,0,0,1,2,26,37,8,3,5,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,8,8,0,1,5,0,0,3,5,5,0,2,8,1,21,5,15,27,5,18,0,1,0,0,11,5,0,2,10,85,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615138978891347,0.10536473426079236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989034032574556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092974585500924,0.0,0.11787999606317005,0.0,0.0,0.09781398804035144,0.0,0.1111207083814003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924550496444927,0.14491536580189654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512452107164053,0.12976743407196903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237638834085623,0.0,0.12336085999421614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0601006224053529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918331339149464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135104980249709,0.09969650924438694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192291181638246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418167625490007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306478146484108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913179023022973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247089145575599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921071947887578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813528839445217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472655377356268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236380193135287,0.0,0.0,0.12092623837638394,0.0,0.11373568334782085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284397333579635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4811821520317921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116569475994933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682634572749719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26003330546837555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937006163801972,0.0,0.3116740789459527,0.0,0.13593001444175645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436381639585173,0.06930987680415307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611172144217925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140216763160372,0.0,0.09534459908080208,0.0,0.0,0.11018704181559573,0.10725522351291199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299578541334606,0.0,0.15308754141520556 socialanxiety,Tee_Cup,2020/01/09,"I hate when people point out my stutter, as if speaking wasn't already hard enough I stutter sometimes when I speak too quickly or don't think ahead. It absolutely drives me crazy when someone points it out and goes ""Are you okay?"" ""What are you even saying?"" After they point it out (not in a concerned way, more sneering tbh) it completely messes up my train of thought, and often makes me stutter even more. I'm sympathetic to those who struggle to speak/enunciate correctly, and it hurts my heart whenever I see it happen to other people. Interactions are already made hard enough, and shaming those for simply speaking makes it even more difficult.",7.8343341404358355,8.454884661016951,6.984285714285715,75.01313559322035,62.559322033898326,9.454721549636805,36.34866828087167,9.23628265651192,3.372497336561743,522,23,87,8,7,160,77,118,0.16699999999999998,0.7829999999999999,0.049,-0.9293,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,1,1,9,10,1,2,1,1,5,1,1,3,1,17,14,10,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,12,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,9,0,0,3,7,12,1,13,11,5,16,0,1,1,0,9,8,0,3,6,64,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34872934981783954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16566735354374498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265269777846746,0.0,0.3130864381760803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972508535516584,0.0,0.2830865071317313,0.15599921928054974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872390786638936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16914978215695026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951006212693405,0.2109418246764206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21908434450954334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4481031169078188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565352369766167,0.0,0.0,0.1259111371572983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387883471450115,0.0,0.15627298233279446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165183243591307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124451793404522,0.0,0.1254399237817756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541861731187465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,imsolamerip,2020/01/09,"Does anyone else have NO friends or is it just me And I’m in high school too, the time you’re supposed to have the most friends. I’m so tired of this.",-0.9720588235294088,0.9519444411764724,0.2191176470588232,108.63102941176471,89.88235294117645,3.4000000000000004,17.323529411764707,3.1291,-1.3870352941176471,117,3,32,0,4,36,29,34,0.156,0.687,0.158,0.0191,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,18,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306320367952933,0.33796040983841125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28864550666349503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755392821488456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5096676611523232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34849443156834303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338160361616091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923325563420579,0.37910295247470616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,enoughalreadyuh,2020/01/09,"Best meds for blushing? I've been on psychiatric meds for a long time and I need them to remain stable. They are treating several of my mental illnesses. I also have social anxiety. My main thing there is blushing beet red out of nowhere. Has anyone discovered any meds that helped limit the physical symptoms of SAD, specifically blushing? And I know Benzos and beta blockers work, but obviously I don't want to live off of those. I mean more like SSRIs, SNRIs, mood stabilizers, etc. Meds you take every day. I've heard Zoloft and Effexor can be used for this type of thing? Anyone have any experiences with those? Thanks in advance",3.576883289124666,6.531695706896553,4.267586206896553,80.35911140583556,79.0,7.362334217506633,25.30238726790451,8.384062270229773,2.151938461538462,506,19,86,11,13,161,88,116,0.061,0.833,0.107,0.8176,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,2,4,2,6,0,0,2,0,9,3,0,1,1,15,17,6,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,6,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,2,10,4,15,14,4,8,0,1,1,0,6,4,0,0,4,53,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189369581668373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073075666308892,0.0,0.11660420881578867,0.0,0.0,0.21315729596204824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15995994911608868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830109453934306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16999343928455768,0.0,0.0,0.12842408697748262,0.0,0.0,0.14910026002697815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021668273214307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376843527574053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07446683705359435,0.0,0.13459349159616382,0.134890751233636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16603479941540938,0.6772363549097329,0.0,0.15360789193071633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302072248583453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721961270782885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155377427268163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15842725954017314,0.11460414005485182,0.0,0.0,0.1403318605401917,0.0,0.0,0.202527927467771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887986293016603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316456971061099,0.0,0.0,0.0899038294745509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096674051848866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,kapsbyk,2020/01/09,"22, no life experience, don't know what to do I'm turning 22 in a couple of months and don't know what to do with my life. Due to the way I was raised and constant moving I have been suffering from social anxiety for a long time now. I have no absolutely no friends and haven't had any for years, I have also never been in a relationship. I'm a senior in college and pursuing a degree in Public Health. I have plans to go to medical school one day, but I honestly don't know if I'll ever be ready. I have no job or volunteer experience. Only thing I do all day is attend class and study. I don't even talk to anyone in class unless I have to for an assignment or lab. Due to my lack of experience in pretty much everything, I'm to scared to get a job. I just don't know how to take my first step and get started. I'm just so confused and depressed all the time, and I don't know what to tell my parents.",3.6993076923076944,3.6062100717948766,5.694166666666668,83.18125000000002,71.35897435897436,9.166666666666668,27.01923076923077,9.075114841892004,1.8289230769230769,704,21,161,13,12,247,98,195,0.139,0.789,0.07200000000000001,-0.8718,3,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,8,6,0,2,9,0,22,4,0,1,4,28,37,16,0,2,7,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,4,9,0,0,5,0,0,4,12,4,0,2,4,0,16,2,26,32,4,27,0,2,0,0,7,6,0,4,16,108,20,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910075417072264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277515015518824,0.0,0.10436640743435192,0.0,0.0,0.09539304551658516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742929819969378,0.0,0.0,0.15095406264673766,0.0,0.1759684695454435,0.0,0.11750451688577584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010885548515273,0.12340618090396155,0.0,0.0,0.12261193858932025,0.4003558356403783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160448764403272,0.0,0.0,0.10540328888000193,0.0,0.14255512526824582,0.0,0.07753470155758947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450156962547686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27076581944330164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748840086869269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927250818512644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073374748089913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374360153805082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889486112265974,0.14500048526906165,0.10028966342729104,0.0,0.10522103973980944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244657743631472,0.10375900625509747,0.0,0.0,0.15148622112451848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879547276000656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464717182451959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658739158810607,0.13807157398516404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390703135423594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656384922857984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257624914314972,0.10965498706585652,0.11924335505445133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906361460259495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591035534906531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839357894291555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828953302807227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878546210056431 socialanxiety,SoundlessCommotion,2020/01/09,"Learning ASL because taking? No. I choke very easily on my words and can’t FUNCTION like a normal human being lol. So instead, I usually shut down and have to basically manually reboot myself to talk again and it’s painfully obvious. Therefore, I’ve taken it upon myself to learn American Sign Language so I can continue to communicate. I have friends with extreme hearing loss and who may possibly go deaf so this is good as well. I’d recommend learning sign language for everyone especially if you’re someone like a barista who is constantly interacting with others.",5.616372549019609,8.278465539215691,6.992745098039218,65.11401960784315,70.07843137254902,10.023529411764708,37.80392156862745,10.25414643259724,4.993168627450982,463,27,66,14,9,157,78,102,0.102,0.7070000000000001,0.191,0.8384,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,2,1,8,2,0,1,1,17,12,9,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,1,2,2,0,1,6,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,1,2,7,5,11,9,0,9,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,2,6,46,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122738688639307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858139451686181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25272641591143163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043401833720691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150312720810958,0.2218371747981645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29809342105254305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584276792726783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591388001517879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28143031359060344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981667016693746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22409698441470435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19885954017424468,0.2125827419883312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29129247424657034,0.21822753411076254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378034623582201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Teasernut77,2020/01/09,"DAE have trouble literally speaking i’ve always had social anxiety and i noticed recently when i talk to people i don’t usually talk to especially teachers, i choke on my spit. like my hands start shaking, i choke on my spit and end up losing my breath. it’s really embarrassing especially if they notice. How can i help myself NOT do that. i plan exactly what i day also and it still never works out",2.2264102564102544,4.907744717948724,4.884871794871796,75.47679487179491,82.58974358974359,8.082051282051282,25.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.6207333333333342,320,13,56,9,9,113,57,78,0.233,0.7040000000000001,0.063,-0.9178,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,3,4,5,0,2,0,0,5,4,4,1,2,9,6,7,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,2,14,1,6,5,0,13,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,1,9,39,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824694646353498,0.1898577972919713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17455133683733404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715238530988725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020931085090388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152939216092602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114735573420639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552666615866146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759806972521382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5195518037795739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15818608088155284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617314524694675,0.0,0.2252928153597907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325931278076744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16150166885460393,0.0,0.1822188520658556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.366792822590266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512997711593791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16611229644878014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,erikaallyson,2020/01/09,How do you keep a job with social anxiety ? I have super bad social anxiety when I’m with a lot of people. I also have a mean look to my face and I’m quiet so people assume I’m mean. I tend to get bullied at work so I end up leaving the job. But it’s becoming worse and people don’t like me and ask why I’m so quiet or I need to talk more but I’m just super shy. It’s becoming so bad because now I live with my sister and I keep hopping from job to job but it’s not my fault people are so judgemental it makes me uncomfortable to work with people and makes me depressed and all my sister sees is me being irresponsible when she doesn’t even take it into consideration maybe I have mental issues. But she doesn’t care all she cares about is money. What do I do ? She’s a work type of person and I struggle to work 5 days a week without breaking down. I’m about to get a new job at Publix and I know I won’t like it. What do I do ? How do I even live knowing I can’t work with others and I’m so sensitive when people are mean I break down.,-0.3351948051948064,1.5638609696969716,2.674206060606064,92.34730909090908,86.48917748917748,5.25444155844156,17.032207792207792,6.55674776486733,-0.2409810909090906,808,18,189,9,25,287,103,231,0.139,0.757,0.10400000000000001,-0.7187,5,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,7,18,11,0,1,7,0,19,1,1,4,2,40,45,26,0,1,8,2,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,1,9,15,0,2,7,0,1,0,7,5,0,0,0,4,29,6,24,43,4,16,0,1,2,0,12,6,0,3,10,123,38,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07446401974275846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246541708614258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704994123543844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15549424586790694,0.056762030502312176,0.2056763701872724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898738656853195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06005146201753385,0.0,0.08019980000829129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247223858504771,0.0,0.0,0.1230031386097308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729747280935548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718785215049368,0.4620112729271301,0.16552975381899954,0.0,0.0,0.10234712101229043,0.0,0.0,0.09859532421336002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098255635597297,0.0,0.16444447513571514,0.0,0.07819313566552306,0.0,0.0,0.07916303029581476,0.0,0.0,0.12430995087371498,0.0,0.09354651778610032,0.3042885482834403,0.0,0.0,0.09383800385029266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06904358141033658,0.0,0.08993103260400173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873252373486131,0.08130441315833034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420058728745292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18983800161536996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734399959559836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07001088030410099,0.0748422976892221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469122423709723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402179071741397,0.0,0.0,0.08975952257909245,0.0,0.3389440898233609,0.0,0.09489212459751553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Crawf__,2020/01/09,"Uni clubs I’ve decided that this year I will do everything I can to work on my anxiety proactively and am going to force myself to attend a uni club. I’m super nervous and have no idea what sort of club may or may not be more welcoming of those with bad social anxiety, advice?",6.248947368421053,5.336132491228072,7.553333333333335,74.75000000000001,66.19298245614036,11.810526315789476,31.280701754385966,11.20814326018867,3.4072385964912293,220,7,44,6,3,76,46,57,0.22,0.7170000000000001,0.062,-0.7859,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,1,1,0,8,0,0,0,0,10,10,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,3,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,7,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,4,1,30,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375271454367928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5284699151600467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28839992400401715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31042900860923595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19630242221316568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899217929165337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520983360725573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514599796309075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22243040289795607 socialanxiety,TarHeelAlum13,2020/01/09,"Started a new job this month Began the new year with a new job I'm really excited about. Making a good bit of more money. Benefits, etc. are way better. And yet, I can't get over my crippling anxiety in trying to introduce myself to all my new coworkers. Little more background: This is the first office job I've had in what you'd call a ""Millennial"" type office (I'm 28). When I was at previous gigs, I probably didn't work with more than 5-10 people at a time, now I have 50 or so coworkers. When I was at my previous job, I kept thinking to myself that I couldn't wait to work in an office with more people that were closer to my age. Now that that's happened, I'm feeling so stressed everytime I try to summon up the courage to talk to other people. I have a core team of half a dozen who I work closely with and have gotten past those jitters, but it's been so difficult for me to organically try to converse with the others in my office, whether that's in the area kitchen, hallway, etc. Not really looking for advice or anything, but just wanted to get this off my chest. I feel like everything I've wanted has been put in my lap and yet I still have this feeling of unfulfillment due to my own anxiety.",3.911952845915696,4.7300259109311735,5.507239819004525,81.45687782805429,71.2672064777328,8.726744462967371,27.889735651345557,9.007467420416297,2.142171898070969,948,33,193,18,17,323,135,247,0.043,0.887,0.07,0.4966,5,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,6,12,8,0,1,13,0,17,2,1,1,1,27,36,13,0,3,7,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,15,9,1,2,4,1,1,1,4,2,0,3,10,4,24,6,36,24,9,38,0,0,1,0,6,16,0,2,21,135,39,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146923515793083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745285913837661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938710286154981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088686826300927,0.12453640589835005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11647963588674455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544394906849911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252000358586348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17303375596836132,0.08149261873675596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702906002188988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919517888575945,0.0,0.0,0.09567766389695087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087294717250707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4527929841030082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05572951571713965,0.11432949329398626,0.0,0.0,0.09579123202462364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614353386498088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105068952681564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4406834097168596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889404242467744,0.23724820193016385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298824415909375,0.0,0.0,0.11467324654251028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461540977016897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074031193925738,0.0,0.091097553736462,0.0,0.13066838370570882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168625662834606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309233616216435,0.0,0.0,0.06651594070712348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323409434419104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456451424483304,0.09054455416070263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491359760058338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345823061081366 socialanxiety,mayap5567,2020/01/10,"How do I stop worrying about what I said? I enjoy talking to people but after every conversation I find myself thinking “Wow, I sounded so stupid” or “I should have said this too”. How can I get over this?",1.1744999999999983,3.726197450000005,3.1650000000000027,86.62000000000002,87.0,5.2,20.5,6.742157984588678,0.5988500000000001,158,5,30,2,5,53,31,40,0.198,0.636,0.166,-0.1026,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,8,8,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,8,2,4,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,25,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855652433500682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097781582777057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17707823864431554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349731150317162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6448048311133061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283362740499737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724210992996452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21717425598898304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442023987668186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fettuccine801,2020/01/10,"I just can't seem to figure out group chats Never know what to say and i take too much time writing, so i normally stay as an observer. Any tips or something that has worked for you?",1.0444736842105264,3.21155318421053,2.399210526315791,94.78197368421051,82.94736842105263,5.905263157894738,20.026315789473685,7.1686216300943375,0.3433999999999999,143,4,32,2,4,46,35,38,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,10,5,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,5,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,2,21,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485630959378456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20087777742411286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686959729017257,0.0,0.2819081117279498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581276152316926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906726219014775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327516126850097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813917141383245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3895909239050556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27482219122323065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131350462068628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26609966068934904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PepsiManBTW,2020/01/10,"I'm really happy and proud today (16 M) I have been struggling with social anxiety for the past 3 years. I always overthink everything, and I have a really bad stutter. Whenever I say certain words I stutter really bad. So my social anxiety is way worse than normal. I never talk to anyone unless they ask me something. Or if I do talk, it's after building up a fuck ton of courage. I recently moved schools too. However today at school, I was sat next to this person, who seemed really nice. So after a round 10 minutes of building up courage I cracked a joke and he laughed. After that we kept on talking and making jokes for the whole lesson. This is the first time this has happened to me in years. And now i'm really happy and proud of myself :) I hope we can become friends, so I won't be alone in school anymore.",2.239907407407408,4.50603649382716,4.019243827160493,84.28034722222225,79.12345679012346,6.76604938271605,24.939814814814817,7.865858978985527,1.6310481481481478,640,24,120,11,16,215,105,162,0.133,0.629,0.237,0.9616,1,1,1,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,1,4,5,19,1,1,7,0,11,1,0,1,2,21,21,12,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,6,9,0,1,2,2,0,1,2,6,0,1,4,2,19,13,20,15,2,22,0,0,1,1,14,6,1,4,14,80,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258208652327298,0.0,0.0,0.10108448326069996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18586997150853848,0.0,0.1204795598165692,0.08494449070422051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113571212075051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20286825841905165,0.0,0.13416961761173415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918205432403527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333429313087586,0.0,0.0,0.0938582958954271,0.1123100708517576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074279673506846,0.2586441161424744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066109886630592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109156418344794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291183472164522,0.0,0.0,0.09369600879880388,0.0,0.1291996932146444,0.0,0.11902860113590873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597029691495593,0.0,0.10607520945325076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3891290498634604,0.0,0.11995086927070216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660901338495263,0.0,0.368845112430992,0.0,0.1105945403232601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476754336117325,0.0,0.093524377011394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700153343474796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929328960736753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083834176436639,0.0,0.2303053988998335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642840504623773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563263259843825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380265229322435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646352408445086 socialanxiety,Anjomenina,2020/01/10,"How do I answer to the question ""why are you so quiet?"" in a way that will make people equally uncomfortable? I know that I sound like a bitch by saying this but fuck it, I'm on the other side of the screen. How do I answer this question in a way that makes people feel uncomfortable or like assholes? They make me so fucking angry and anxious. Like, it's the only thing that actually makes me want to respond that way. I don't really get offended that easily, but oh boy does that damn question get on my nerves",3.390218446601942,4.849699514563111,4.89726941747573,82.88337985436894,73.27184466019419,7.480097087378643,24.52548543689321,8.07648339933343,1.3761466019417483,402,12,80,6,8,135,64,103,0.254,0.623,0.12300000000000001,-0.9597,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,0,4,8,5,0,7,0,5,2,0,6,0,18,17,8,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,3,0,1,13,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,5,10,3,8,16,1,8,0,0,1,2,8,5,4,4,3,52,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.15536496953333911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17986079705347474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393248254839907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050082907301917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294372218580583,0.1663602110717334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749707552811037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23334435379759694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4250928429803896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108558109510707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22075088001850215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5350513837632821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199333047671078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266093476271932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577135234690922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390556397415764,0.3791179630513589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366131446972158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,wvnne,2020/01/10,"so we had to do a socratic seminar in english class ...i didnt say a single thing the entire time 🙃 admittedly i started crying afterwards and one of the teachers noticed and that was embarrassing!",4.8496396396396415,6.908780270270274,7.079459459459461,66.27342342342342,70.62162162162161,10.33873873873874,36.65765765765766,10.504223727775694,4.747403603603607,158,9,25,5,3,56,33,37,0.166,0.8340000000000001,0.0,-0.7177,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,3,0,3,3,1,4,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,21,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4974119105209852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5155493539232979,0.0,0.0,0.3068489687828771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3601081704829252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205150301849415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008397791868059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640485060246294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,remoh99,2020/01/10,"Social anxiety in meetings and large open plan office. Any help much appreciated. Hi everyone, Hope you are all doing okay. I am 29M, working in a good job that at times can be high pressure. I have never been diagnosed with SA, but I think all of my symptoms point that way and I have experienced them for as long as I can remember: - I feel nervous/on edge in social situations (mainly at work or formal settings). Outside of work I am 90% okay fortunately. - Working in a large open plan office I often feel anxious and self conscious when speaking on the phone or out loud with colleagues. I struggle to relax and just be myself or even smile. Sometimes I struggle to speak, it's like a tight feeling in my diaphragm area and getting 'audible words' out is difficult, even when I make efforts to stop it, this is the worst part for me. - I extremely dislike speaking to large groups / presentations. A few months back I experienced a panic attack (blushing, rapid heart beat, stuttering voice etc) merely speaking up in a meeting and subsequently I now have to take Propranolol on a 'when I need to speak in meetings' basis, this is around once or twice a week at most. It sucks but I need this job. - The above has knocked my confidence quite significantly. I also struggle with concentration. The purpose of my post is to see if anyone has any advice for any of the symptoms I experience? Or if anyone experiences a similar thing? (Side note, I am fit, in good shape and health and eat a pretty good diet, so I don't think that is the cause for me sadly) Thanks and best wishes to you all.",4.413599999999999,6.292393760000002,5.333000000000002,79.09150000000002,71.4,7.933333333333334,29.5,8.59863814320734,2.3646000000000007,1248,51,227,22,24,408,172,300,0.135,0.7,0.166,0.8538,2,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,2,1,10,12,21,2,5,16,2,21,7,1,2,4,49,36,25,0,6,10,0,4,1,0,0,4,8,0,1,10,17,2,2,7,1,0,0,2,11,0,1,1,15,30,10,38,33,11,40,0,1,1,0,18,25,1,10,13,157,40,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056570836811113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229974739057569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20995376649587866,0.0,0.07872841057054786,0.11626276211602828,0.0,0.14391877688668495,0.0,0.0,0.09161467654968353,0.0,0.1170787622026606,0.0,0.07913399308921497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080011834628578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572033171765784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044548567511089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053060219845404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477555928909147,0.1359465587648896,0.0,0.0,0.09833809058204432,0.0,0.2013379552383696,0.0,0.0,0.1561082052451408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05376796378716909,0.0,0.0,0.2589564384604554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939205012973796,0.0,0.12195278351380942,0.0689806312288339,0.10873357630634256,0.0,0.10221615093972956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20425118700202247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05027825136832997,0.0,0.0,0.09107505254864673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869544237864314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214443273694336,0.0,0.07565313391909471,0.15261785030249975,0.07937309926574163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959933049258863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207466108743456,0.0,0.111445100207782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728635496050864,0.0,0.09856251576642247,0.10469984771351293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094609870866438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658073344510145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200859436659147,0.0,0.10736104067126888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567888718879715,0.0,0.20981434566720425,0.0,0.0,0.10178390814290893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860401463582772,0.0,0.3227620508958011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139326952485893,0.07737801133385201,0.0,0.0,0.09474876117199912,0.0,0.0,0.06837103903716825,0.1318854041119736,0.0,0.0,0.06000958637157406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168780574429205,0.08255086024420193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118345242765707,0.0,0.0,0.29968849995857444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PurisimaMountainLion,2020/01/10,Social anxiety is expensive Bought item for $600. Item has defect. Unwilling to return item and explain and face any reaction from person item was purchased from. Found online buyer and will receive $200. Item bought only a few days ago. Sooooo fun having social anxiety.,3.586071428571429,6.833701416666671,4.292619047619045,76.5,86.91666666666666,6.909523809523809,23.523809523809533,7.957251820313856,2.336930952380953,220,8,31,5,7,70,37,48,0.11599999999999999,0.818,0.066,-0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,0,0,5,9,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,4,6,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,19,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27093483553523545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20784830204655916,0.0,0.467633424244398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19711500087885728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33512271058173304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324559242004556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668764245320104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6231308380856451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,friendlyheathen11,2020/01/10,"Any tips on how to get my social life back after a year of avoidance? I quit my job(had it for 3 years) about a year and a half ago, and moved away from a city where I was forced to be around a lot of people (at my job and at my house) for a business venture that didn't pan out. Now, I'm back in the city (have been for 6 months) and I'm reflecting back on the past year. I'd say that my anxiety has worsened because of not really having a ton of interaction over the past year and staying in my head most of the time.",6.454999999999997,3.480986780701759,7.068666666666669,84.99300000000002,67.15789473684211,10.523508771929826,31.571929824561405,8.238735603445708,1.885405614035088,399,10,100,4,5,133,73,114,0.098,0.902,0.0,-0.8519,2,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,8,1,0,1,11,0,7,2,1,1,0,13,10,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,1,8,0,23,6,3,28,0,0,0,0,3,11,0,2,15,68,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385795123295472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036096868310508,0.0,0.12414938486398755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444701557637104,0.0,0.0,0.15247431525243366,0.3743668832887265,0.0,0.09892886729460752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478844652381946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16655364947220574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18725782230687307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32209032343308386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462836054190324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797090853637872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953622104633009,0.17248577864919848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098432933008627,0.112509620329011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17261258184850894,0.0,0.0,0.10396543730257636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290574210208843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16543152441063047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729767308782599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463106367805088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5225386895764368 socialanxiety,ghostiic,2020/01/10,"I want to go to music festivals this summer, but I have no one to go with. I (24f) used to go to concerts all the time in middle school/beginning of high school. I had one specific concert friend. We went to small shows pretty much every weekend and bigger shows whenever they were in town, until she moved away. And then I literally stopped seeing live music. I missed so many huge concerts I would have loved to go to because I was scared of going by myself. For the past few years I’ve been longing to get into the festival scene, but I feel scared of going alone. Honestly, it’s mostly about the logistics of camping, or finding my way to and from the festival, even getting to the city where the festival is that scares me. Once I’m in the crowd, dancing around I’ll provably be fine. Idk it’s depressing. My sister (21) is very popular and social. She has a core group of friends and then seriously hundreds of acquaintances. She already has tickets to Electric Forest and Bonnaroo this summer, as well as a big group to camp with. I’ve never been this jealous in my life. I signed up for the ambassador program for Bonnaroo to try and earn a free ticket, but I know it’s pointless because I don’t have any friends who would buy them through me. It’s just depressing. Social anxiety has affected every part of my life since I was 12 years old. Even in really mundane ways. But I feel like I can’t even go out and do fun things. I just have to go to work and then come and be alone every day for the rest of my life.",3.7482436504520042,5.16221367656766,4.735944898837708,84.57238915195869,72.3003300330033,8.041842445114076,27.695365188692783,8.587818076936951,1.9728927823217104,1196,44,239,21,23,390,169,303,0.126,0.684,0.19,0.9826,0,2,0,0,0,0,34.0,1,0,2,2,10,23,1,3,13,0,22,4,0,2,2,38,43,22,0,3,7,1,2,1,3,2,3,3,0,0,10,17,0,1,4,9,2,12,4,8,1,2,7,6,30,16,47,32,6,48,0,3,1,1,17,18,0,2,17,158,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033266937437331,0.10832113826102144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675163445678138,0.0,0.0750915333143848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873825152363834,0.0,0.0,0.09222381678257786,0.0,0.0,0.11967389677115102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455547494129907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06330457528426772,0.0,0.1690887817494169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19449971374670366,0.0,0.24811012493229945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926450023874556,0.07012496515590133,0.0,0.0,0.08971574720825913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22751270565743045,0.0,0.10256828036310618,0.0,0.4462891666512419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371060343309436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0539457392840731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20799827636284526,0.04795563584039075,0.0,0.08667638810584853,0.08686781929171188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859252689391188,0.0,0.0,0.09951804064240984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432771461480668,0.07215831978384347,0.0,0.07570644046520514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300158743223772,0.10453636390313854,0.1330304533808252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062968678565992,0.0937040808000389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986321387175896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288330874376794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948235045519236,0.1986847387498344,0.07822018825626495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119831971467678,0.0,0.0,0.2001219231193108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206550176505305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06521262297043343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05723742955747248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664366587516288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477804832547628,0.0,0.08099163515004018,0.05789685016210917,0.1558284370781198,0.0,0.0,0.08825692568636967,0.09099457876526666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146107998208473,0.0,0.0,0.13945898468812865,0.0,0.0,0.1264226365982292 socialanxiety,Trazss,2020/01/10,"Discord server come join! Lots of nice people [https://discord.gg/3AvsH5J](https://discord.gg/3AvsH5J) Need new social anxiety-friends to discuss having social anxiety and life in general.",17.49478260869565,23.04099173913044,10.442826086956524,40.67554347826089,44.65217391304347,11.556521739130435,41.934782608695656,11.20814326018867,6.654321739130436,162,7,12,4,2,42,21,23,0.159,0.65,0.191,0.2244,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,6,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25131844777003665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28299263278773296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538152994088767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23204481982231506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792976752061427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24359491676549125,0.0,0.3172886161801392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22775580540540602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6697736597351548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fivecookies,2020/01/10,"How did you get diagnosed with social anxiety, and why should you? I think I have social anxiety and don't know what to do. Too scared to tell my parents.",2.120860215053764,4.286297000000005,3.6658064516129047,87.18537634408602,79.0,8.004301075268819,23.23655913978495,8.841846274778883,1.7617655913978505,121,4,25,3,3,40,24,31,0.201,0.799,0.0,-0.6486,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,7,8,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4357808776980768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890915034670714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14880937060335156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653243831672847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31626459137405843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851596354229024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5806866863301497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489497109401717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825044375434844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570103710324257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,loudmusiconly,2020/01/10,"Wanting my coworkers to like me .. Why am I so concerned with feeling like I NEED acceptance from my coworkers? I mean they’re all very nice but I’m the new one, so all of them visit at each other’s offices and chat about life stuff. I’m feeling left out and not apart of “the group”. I never used to have such anxiety over needing to be accepted by my colleagues but for some reason it’s getting to me. I’m trying to step out of my comfort zone and eat lunch with them in the lunch room (WHICH I CANT STAND) but nothing really seems to be progressing. Still just small talk, here and there about work stuff. Has anyone dealt with this? Am I overthinking this? Should I just accept the situation as it is and be thankful that they’re all very nice to begin with? I DONT have to be friends with my colleagues. Just wish I felt a little closer to them.",2.641754385964912,4.5386779707602365,3.485239766081872,90.37978947368424,76.30994152046783,6.665263157894738,23.68070175438596,7.554174236665415,0.9651150877192984,667,21,140,9,15,212,103,171,0.011000000000000001,0.778,0.21100000000000002,0.9874,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,3,2,11,10,0,0,5,0,13,4,0,2,4,40,29,11,0,5,7,0,3,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,9,13,3,0,9,1,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,3,19,10,28,23,5,18,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,2,6,99,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299987448456454,0.0,0.0,0.11882152973369325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991609227534412,0.0,0.0,0.17388450476097206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718470760843447,0.12140060337355588,0.16316291264560334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129028385519714,0.0,0.08878329632953308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18463336210421305,0.0,0.12002913272979145,0.1660419541954247,0.17031811818586995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18510751664891112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520072339398621,0.1310632744174226,0.16412293734589706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16305587982810846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151514105681576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886382056157914,0.17472005123073672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547011742899468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910124951171104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570919870897824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890666493651779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658619698674065,0.0,0.156452034770883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537376496777585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676807605770592,0.0,0.2804260466601696,0.10023124471409332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333864956634102,0.0,0.19541526250182556,0.0,0.0,0.12371369038492774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,iamveryboredlol,2020/01/10,"nobody understands how much i’m struggling :( so i’m not diagnosed with social anxiety but it runs in my family and my councillor has told me that it is very likely that i have got social anxiety and agoraphobia too. i dropped out of school and college because i struggled to go in and hardly ever actually went. i worked at my family business but it recently closed down so i lost my job. im now at a point where i literally never leave my house anymore. i’m too scared to get a job, i can’t cope with college, i’ve lost contact with practically all my friends, i can’t even walk my down down the road. i’m 16 so i live at home with my mum and i feel like she just doesn’t acknowledge how much i’m struggling. she came into my room today and said “im going to bed now” it was pretty early so i said “already!” and she made the comment “yes i’m stressed out and ive had a shit day. maybe when your older you’ll understand.” when she left i just burst out crying because today marks a year since i tried to commit suicide and its like she doesn’t even remember it happened. my twin brother has OCD and when he was struggling she took him to get help and a diagnosis straight away. why am i not getting the help i need? i’m sick of it. i’m just getting worse and worse every day.",1.2558131439710394,3.3669929661654194,3.2462071846282363,89.33612225006964,81.74436090225564,6.3467557783347255,23.38568643831801,7.526774132740827,1.0484326371484258,1003,36,215,16,27,338,142,266,0.20600000000000002,0.6859999999999999,0.10800000000000001,-0.9849,2,0,0,0,0,2,19.0,0,2,0,3,20,13,1,6,8,1,14,3,1,3,4,42,43,23,1,1,7,2,2,3,1,1,2,2,3,0,9,22,0,0,5,0,0,7,7,9,0,0,13,4,36,4,24,29,3,43,0,2,0,0,22,20,1,0,18,129,45,6,0.0,0.0,0.0927047851567072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048331537245612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145347111039224,0.0,0.09421293722967662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925417251927784,0.0,0.0,0.11582034881128883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865292085550668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435133839633623,0.12253228462669805,0.0,0.0,0.0964214287622701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549116277721964,0.08593153831637419,0.08004029279730282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17911217121272294,0.0,0.04803407155787226,0.0678669128679518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339556812079406,0.0,0.1985310803632615,0.0,0.10797961866966348,0.0,0.07597894008912309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400681709105871,0.0,0.08509995311547976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735091937095253,0.0,0.09529119274400516,0.0,0.0,0.10961545851241428,0.0,0.0,0.20522925927977226,0.0,0.1885426095988164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058964364469224,0.10321609572142436,0.0,0.0,0.1392343348137751,0.0,0.08388537329338495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20740406408523732,0.0,0.0,0.0898898319542577,0.0,0.0,0.09543871338100064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13966958530619078,0.07044014820611516,0.07326866241105684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980424305896165,0.0,0.0,0.0966475779272163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379951034392496,0.0,0.10761472692183567,0.0,0.18073056396487436,0.0,0.09511002275421816,0.09614350483418406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975145454939546,0.07858370092375459,0.0,0.0,0.1936779161188968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882040544307156,0.3972520323207572,0.0,0.10391288727473758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800948486468625,0.09077509165770398,0.10554677527242837,0.06449771283444196,0.0,0.0,0.19779347701642747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838367168583403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806451646412879,0.08572132658506279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916000425542804,0.0,0.1936230764310103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06117588824089931 socialanxiety,Mr_Memento_Mori,2020/01/10,planning to go to a bar alone tonight in an attempt to get out of my comfort zone and explore my city at the same time i am planning to go to this bar i always walk past on my way home from work tonight. problem is i dont know proper bar etiquette or what to do while i'm there. i'm kind of worried i'll be the only one there without anyone with me and scared of being the pathetic guy drinking alone. i was hoping to get some advice on how to act while i'm there.,8.128235294117648,4.021908196078435,8.353039215686277,80.59367647058826,65.07843137254902,10.5921568627451,38.24509803921568,5.985473137389443,2.5384039215686265,364,13,84,1,4,121,67,102,0.15,0.799,0.05,-0.8588,0,2,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,4,4,5,0,1,5,0,7,4,0,1,0,13,16,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,4,4,0,2,4,0,5,2,2,0,1,1,0,8,3,19,13,2,17,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,6,53,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20451122231279367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4335130118788639,0.0,0.0,0.17414217710038984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463371831833645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452808720882333,0.20501996770669625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186859153844692,0.0,0.2378833753227388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20722540077250814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20993027061728434,0.20786757541919496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21793848682894373,0.11501775533981645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418171698336334,0.1591709398001785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19978654816550534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20025781580672794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095311459564577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203597089390528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612096978091415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017436094989135,0.0,0.15236222772694732,0.21253943236651948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,massimovolume,2020/01/10,"Exposure question A lot of people and therapists advocate for the exposure therapy. The point is that as long as you gradually expose yourself to what you fear you will eventually get used to it or at least not feel as anxious as before. That seems logical and empirical to my experience. What I don't get is: I don't seem to make much of a progress? I'm pretty self-conscious about talking to cashiers but it's something I've done all my life. I'm self conscious about walking around by foot because I feel like people are scrutinising me and I wonder stuff like ""what if I look gay the way I walk"" or ""what if people think the clothes I'm wearing are ridiculous"" ecc. ( Most of the time I've noticed people don't even pay attention to me). However it's not like I don't go out and stay at home all day. Sure, I've avoided things I felt were too overwhelming and anxious but I always talked to cashiers, walked, went to the gym but still feel self conscious. Is it unrealistic to hope to not feel self conscious all the time ( it's fine to be sometime)? Is it already fine and a success to be capable of doing these activities? If it is not, is it some kind of lack of awareness on my part? Or coping skills in the moment of being self conscious? Or I'm making some avoidance I'm not even aware of? I've been diagnosed with social anxiety and depression from a therapist when I was 22. Took zoloft, zyprexa and lorazepam for around 7 years. Now I'm 30 and since last April I'm free of medications",3.2751677852349026,5.118059375838929,4.501753020134228,84.01807919463087,74.36912751677852,7.721020134228188,28.69852348993289,8.488131031819089,2.111111248322147,1186,50,238,22,25,390,157,298,0.077,0.7809999999999999,0.142,0.958,1,2,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,3,0,3,10,16,1,4,12,0,21,7,2,3,4,59,47,24,0,5,15,0,5,3,0,1,4,0,1,4,17,13,0,2,16,1,2,6,9,6,0,0,7,6,18,11,39,36,11,27,0,2,1,1,11,8,0,16,14,148,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736989643812128,0.0,0.08095907737616455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744321033251779,0.219836317283106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732302994974929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0593114793148765,0.0,0.08279276386932821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274865461579929,0.0,0.08380194889355194,0.09875462535279136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956883203639287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852778603504605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517534635195976,0.0,0.10948641735271347,0.19678558186737927,0.06950914999039808,0.09342058484714158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016675583105994,0.0,0.05529624962180885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975970399905253,0.0966380885008509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132007714740564,0.0,0.07931021648643602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872390052675649,0.14260351404541616,0.0,0.0,0.08610497370034363,0.08170515585065419,0.0,0.0,0.08271861299433078,0.0,0.0,0.12989329336235292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801670814277412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07152464834398845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077352440371728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053634025332859,0.0,0.2698145526723316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091977317617275,0.0,0.0,0.0989862468537875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899514855441124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17715146100753126,0.5075110760163098,0.0,0.0,0.08048526186741065,0.0,0.0,0.0991822579843127,0.0,0.07490414978425051,0.09622943373084654,0.0,0.0,0.10370588561262244,0.07770168175452294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138203326622248,0.0,0.0,0.09170147387476008,0.0,0.0,0.1564076320733912,0.0,0.0,0.1112678451345784,0.2259391320933175,0.06463994643336625,0.0623441268203222,0.0,0.0,0.11346957727052473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081007861325382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403355443881941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723000062496874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019549328326104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551467947918944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265621658386232 socialanxiety,InfamousCauliflower4,2020/01/10,please help me i cant stop crying WHY WONT ANYONE HELP ME?,1.7361538461538473,2.7288780000000017,3.0953846153846136,96.0246153846154,76.69230769230771,5.2,13.0,3.1291,-1.4683230769230768,46,0,11,0,1,15,11,13,0.154,0.32899999999999996,0.518,0.685,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28057171449913154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4407674562224496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5379149097784434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4404651703234511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354729924991666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36207653532346573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Jedimyth,2020/01/10,"How do I help my girlfriend understand what I’m going through? I’ve been dealing with Social Anxiety for nearly a decade, my girlfriend and I have been together for 7 years and, I don’t think she quite grasps what I’m going through with this. Recently we went to a bar together, I hesitate a lot with going to new places but I was up to try and see what happened, I made her aware of this and she seemed cool with it. Well, when we got there, there were a lot more people than anticipated, live music was way to loud, and the only available seating was right next to the musicians. So I went with it and tried to make the best of it, but my nerves got the best of me and I said something that recalled pissed my girlfriend off and she wanted to leave as a result. So we finished our drinks and took our pizza to go, and on the way out she confronted me on wtf just happened. She had went there the weekend before with her girlfriends and had a great time, but with me we just didn’t and it’s strictly because I just get way to anxious in places like that, as much as I want to socialize and be normal and calm, I just can’t. I feel like I can’t do normal things like that and it’s very discouraging. I’m 26, shes 25 by the way. I’ve always been more of a home body, happy to stay home and watch a movie and make dinner, but she’s been getting more and more into going out with friends which I 100% support, but it just doesn’t work for me. I feel like I’m an asshole for this, and less of a person because I can’t participate in social gatherings very well.",3.3013404682274228,4.1592911661538485,4.298715719063549,89.41076254180605,72.72307692307693,7.252173913043477,25.20735785953177,7.423996415210882,0.9716086956521734,1219,36,271,13,23,396,152,325,0.075,0.755,0.17,0.9883,0,0,2,0,0,0,30.0,6,0,0,4,14,17,2,0,17,1,21,6,2,5,0,62,53,31,0,4,10,0,2,4,5,0,0,2,2,1,17,34,4,1,6,3,0,9,6,3,2,0,19,7,39,14,45,33,10,35,0,1,2,0,28,13,1,3,12,186,56,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907808630511765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270275899108447,0.1073643366162596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586689058605484,0.0,0.08086916920109956,0.0,0.19947015201115872,0.0,0.0,0.10556426734301544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797858866871102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309971295027678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610674757450303,0.13578836963263996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342506172908797,0.0,0.09930542949694177,0.0,0.2700575242245854,0.0,0.1520189436226734,0.10477821600202036,0.0,0.0,0.16808114954362327,0.10116825589282752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370104732126929,0.0,0.19065896997899826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063006504375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18572038049462786,0.0,0.0839190821726109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159348227283873,0.0,0.08992595369241088,0.12687537205047547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986285538321019,0.0,0.0,0.09178696588905803,0.1010725302346629,0.0,0.18623143117084648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722796368138263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588643044764081,0.0829823163496232,0.19858609393266524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010831503572052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383720316499136,0.0,0.0,0.08116075958696442,0.0904015947775881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573188672581146,0.08651777525540093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906336167979497,0.0,0.07316383799346897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129639860789792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784643728769852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313811160502235,0.06089563272081103,0.0,0.0,0.05541662105851474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055891886677637,0.12904726177634646,0.0,0.0,0.098936479622586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15683033947261885,0.11211012900897613,0.30174260145724485,0.0,0.0,0.17089868096330418,0.2642997141276566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918779582550973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061200471437555526 socialanxiety,needacarfaxplz,2020/01/10,"Anxiety over helping others with their projects I tried fixing the fence in my parents backyard between the neighbors. My dad saw them this morning driving away and they said to my dad this morning - they hate the back of the fence looks. My Dad called me to tell me this and that they’re today building a new one. I think they’re pissed maybe too because I didn’t go knock on their door before fixing it. I had just planned to do one panel real quick. These neighbors used to get so mad at us because my grandma was clueless and would look over the fence at the view of the horizon and to see the city lights and what not. they thought it was an invasion of their privacy. I should have known they’d be pissed. shit. I was just trying to make it so the fence wasn’t falling over and held together by a slew of garden stake sticks and bailing wire. I just put up 2 new pieces of wood and used the old vertical pieces. My parents need to do a bunch of concrete work in the backyard and the fence will have to be removed during that process (plan was to then build a block wall and new concrete patio) neighbors don’t know/understand this and are starting TODAY On building it. So apparently to me it’s turned it to freaking fence wars over here or something. The old falling over one was fine for 30 years and suddenly a whole new one has to go up today. sheeesh. It’s just giving me a lot of anxiety over always trying to help fix things and then feeling like I ef’d up and pissed people off instead. I guess they really don’t appreciate my efforts or causes. Which seems to happen primarily because of my personality I guess. People getting upset at me like this and phone calls like that from my dad are always a huge trigger for my anxiety. It makes me isolate myself more and remember not to try bold things that involve others.",4.845500000000001,5.957920327777778,4.939888888888891,85.294,69.33333333333333,7.426666666666668,29.677777777777766,7.554174236665415,1.7317077777777783,1458,55,285,15,25,455,182,360,0.134,0.804,0.062,-0.9805,3,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,9,4,12,14,7,1,21,0,23,4,4,6,0,52,49,23,1,3,8,6,1,3,3,3,0,1,8,1,24,17,0,8,6,1,0,7,6,9,0,4,12,8,37,5,47,31,6,43,0,0,5,0,29,20,4,6,19,195,61,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15735284418409978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21700043163294006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883650466455846,0.07270611516541821,0.0,0.17291754548286015,0.0,0.08045840747523694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931002140372693,0.0,0.0,0.0971329047496003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047809294530034366,0.06754932740271362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880102380054767,0.09070471988021968,0.10747432446984967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083235691491876,0.0,0.08361370440975917,0.0,0.0,0.09335240394322544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675497652829476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05196435244965858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13858278313519798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15880292950807165,0.0,0.0,0.08038634729707203,0.0,0.0,0.12623092933753852,0.0,0.09499210476260343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011052120093501,0.0,0.3652829959982867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19843683164736484,0.0,0.2562886877726048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20998183980569207,0.0,0.0,0.13110354218831433,0.08256082123824045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505278876917923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762304242718143,0.060573651638260236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711114024503417,0.0,0.08994241465420595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534721898652791,0.086078322358422,0.0,0.0,0.0970582229504724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727922142379411,0.0,0.0,0.06692573941450974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264427910692806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256348237757042,0.06058632330857144,0.0,0.0750652374382989,0.0,0.0,0.2688781332619104,0.0,0.0,0.25678357460913986,0.1028474949420376,0.0,0.09843394794676916,0.11373670354210855,0.1633284274771222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556605630806447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883636772623936,0.0,0.0,0.0671683800127754,0.0,0.0,0.060889613646884014 socialanxiety,kevin560,2020/01/10,"Forgive yourself when you get socially anxious. I have been writing here a lot and in retrospect I think I have been too hard on people about their reluctance to push their ass against their social anxiety. I think I now understand that people do not have as much free will as I thought. The thoughts that come to your mind are a result of many different background unconcious processes which you do not have much control of. These thoughts that you have are a result of your genetics as well as the experiences you've had over your life. If you're rejected you may automatically have the thought ""I'm such a piece of shit. There's something wrong with me"" and consequently feel extremely lowly. You don't exactly choose to have that thought and thus to castigate your ""concious self"" for thinking that way and thus feeling low is unfair to you. You can change these automatic patterns of thought but it is highly difficult for any human being to do so. So don't be too hard on yourself if you cop out of a social situation, feel extremely anxious and so forth. Instead accept this as human fallibility that you have little control of. What you do have control of is recognizing these dysunctional thoughts and emotions when they occur and then working on them. Note: This post will make more sense if you are familiar with cognitive behavioural therapy",8.340104529616722,8.711776390243905,7.715702671312427,71.04146341463417,61.52032520325203,11.256213704994195,39.11614401858304,10.914260884657429,4.429975377468061,1096,53,186,26,14,343,137,246,0.111,0.847,0.042,-0.905,1,1,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,15,5,4,15,9,1,0,8,0,30,3,2,8,1,47,48,22,0,3,6,0,5,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,14,11,0,3,17,0,1,2,4,5,1,0,10,5,27,5,31,33,5,17,0,2,0,1,28,9,2,5,4,142,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061002497571371,0.0,0.0794319882343299,0.23460355126096866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984158417749157,0.08944296639364037,0.0,0.0,0.3493727364794676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848342274531406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679818980522368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156863307488796,0.0,0.0,0.157503308303206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05424847568971531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860280104992695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097053032221772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733403439401668,0.0,0.10406797985547173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827513398916928,0.0,0.0,0.06930935771760365,0.10527040112919324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484176675385952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526584570881652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396950654268242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994433462579422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832050155240802,0.0,0.10658311919610867,0.0,0.11671268274757154,0.0,0.31753411218997163,0.0,0.07993574383316476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874212565210955,0.0,0.0,0.19959605036700345,0.0,0.5770228255072363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809385220567742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241783084080469,0.0,0.0,0.0933583690902594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559168675627631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352512473693588,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,anxiousram,2020/01/10,Parental Abuse I feel like if my dad didn’t practically beat the shit out of me all the time growing up I wouldn’t be so anxious now. I feel like parents don’t understand fear breeds more fear. I didn’t even like being awake when I was 13 because I was scared as shit my dad would beat me the crap out of me.,1.2358706467661662,2.8750185820895524,2.326194029850747,98.27396766169157,79.59701492537314,5.6606965174129344,21.61442786069652,6.42735559955562,-0.003604975124378296,243,7,60,2,6,77,42,67,0.231,0.556,0.213,-0.3646,2,0,0,0,1,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,4,9,3,3,3,0,9,3,3,0,1,9,12,4,0,3,1,4,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,4,2,11,3,6,4,2,7,0,0,0,0,4,3,3,1,6,36,11,0,0.0,0.2330729424341757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22222989255366932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991452402625476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992719507735434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44271401677541694,0.19892818099832546,0.2810638592343291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28831235890180085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43685339687439706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19694420239194954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4038464891034551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470503271061128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20478534985737387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13973939364605895,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lislord4,2020/01/10,"Internship struggles Hi, I’m in France right now for an internship. The internship is on a farm and you basically just have to take care of the animals. It’s already stressful enough to go to another country for 6 weeks, as I am only 16. But my internship mentor really hasn’t been acting nice to me, she says things as if she means them to be sweet, but at the same time they’re kind of meant to be rude. She never smiles back when I smile at her, which I know is small but I’m stupidly sensitive to rejection. She also compared me to her when she was my age, and said that I wasn’t responsible enough etc. She’s honestly just acting like a bitch to me and even though I don’t remember everything she’s said, and it probably wasn’t that mean, I really hate myself now. It doesn’t help that my roommates ignore me as well and are mad because I ate some of their food (which I thought I could have) .. So yeah, I feel worthless over nothing but I just wish she was a little nicer to me because I’m so fucking sensitive. It just feels really personal :(",3.0997763048881524,4.639445605633807,4.4758133112399925,85.28947804473904,74.16431924882629,8.579839823253245,26.144435238884288,9.168548406835145,2.0559270367301847,826,29,173,19,17,274,124,213,0.20199999999999999,0.667,0.131,-0.9695,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,2,0,15,18,6,2,7,1,17,3,0,0,1,28,36,19,0,3,9,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,10,5,2,1,8,0,1,3,6,11,1,0,10,6,33,7,23,23,5,20,0,2,0,1,19,8,2,2,10,121,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15922950052427687,0.11539003596394835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15130244893690895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095142570973424,0.0,0.1759177858964696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14711502458322226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115205196907618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29818383573114243,0.16092340905127905,0.09530331989118572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968009351513518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459164577344091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17447811998591914,0.0,0.0,0.13339536960462914,0.0,0.0,0.08200430940362023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245820021282524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671569805112767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15025762166549494,0.07929895549026722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049364569812014,0.14461820974757114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31435196623497164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112866693913178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845179644259642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974035472407527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598996388829534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555708783257669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773109109633624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345439021935776,0.12322434006814395,0.2745089354576532,0.11474656680285268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16528567719211873,0.15084503432683702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848941574824836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586100691111944,0.0,0.14176588181314112,0.1145515077524095,0.08413766201171273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157421138515441,0.0,0.1297355845817009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16592835642726272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,forgotmyfckingpw,2020/01/10,"As someone with SA, having a wedding sounds terrifying Having all my family and friends watching me do a first dance? Listening to a bunch of people deliver speeches about my partner and I? Not to mention countless photo ops, forced social interaction and basically mandatory PDA? Yikes. I'm not even in a relationship and the thought weddings fill me with dread. I do want to get married some day and my family would be really upset if I just did a courthouse wedding but it worries me. My cousin got engaged recently so it's been on my mind a lot",3.840388349514562,6.444454640776705,5.382339805825243,74.81933495145633,75.40776699029126,8.391844660194176,32.630097087378644,9.120678840339163,3.4923056310679605,440,23,73,11,10,148,76,103,0.12,0.804,0.076,-0.6845,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,2,7,0,8,0,0,0,1,19,14,9,0,3,5,1,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,1,2,7,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,2,0,1,4,4,11,2,10,8,4,7,0,0,1,0,11,2,0,3,3,55,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629071633012486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16684100365625404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4762606983765426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21486282952134836,0.0,0.0,0.1951594037092968,0.0,0.13197393335006935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020286104721445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147528847849956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550556520153163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17512217458036794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16182308151413638,0.0,0.2494136495655532,0.2711996323525729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25749556539446106,0.2140285534137545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005374896233469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899099443655234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25652923126838617,0.0,0.17944096054982406,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,saasmemsos,2020/01/10,"Question concerning friends with social anxiety Hey guys so my question is as follows. I have a friend who suffers from severe social anxiety, they barely say a thing and only if people ask them directly and they always seems very uncomfortable with it. I only see them if Im hanging out with other people and Im not sure if I should try to actively involve them in the conversation or should I let them decide if they want to say anything? Should I ask them questions and stuff even if they seems very uncomfortable with it? I am also thinking about asking them directly but Im not sure how to ask without being rude or unfriendly and they might take it as a personal attack. Thanks for all answers in advance",3.753641025641027,6.3067514296296325,4.8051851851851834,79.10794871794873,75.44444444444444,7.413105413105412,28.162393162393165,8.384062270229773,2.394196581196582,573,24,97,11,13,187,80,135,0.155,0.747,0.098,-0.7275,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,11,1,5,8,2,0,4,0,9,0,0,1,3,38,21,18,0,9,11,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,0,2,7,10,0,0,8,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,0,3,18,5,16,15,1,6,0,1,1,0,30,3,0,13,0,74,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179283233474042,0.09550959657328227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17561910019447882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445756393881813,0.0,0.4292306909123412,0.13058352582572355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581383947613082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773638779536246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136543412806264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3719596928063451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737455623758453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176782943560682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17459701606626132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915373489002982,0.10022508039317693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857535067441984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18256190457921648,0.0,0.0,0.09146809548485067,0.2089903334073596,0.0,0.12967340202203922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340159437167165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140037420807862,0.0,0.0,0.216365380110725,0.0,0.08630338544122032,0.0,0.0,0.10567781097687327,0.0,0.0,0.07625747978431159,0.07354903976555932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793089392419929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894178672418298,0.06770265754858679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064781131897247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,coolmaster274,2020/01/10,"Fellas, do you feel nervous/anxious walking behind a girl on a lonely night and you’re worried that she’s worried? I either try to speed up to overtake her , but then I think what if she’s thinking “oh no, he’s trying to catch up to me” or if I keep my distance I think she’s thinking “who is this stalker?” Obviously I take a different route if I can but fuck man, I might be overthinking it. Also, related question: where are you supposed look at when you’re behind a girl going up on the stairs?",1.1228342245989325,3.3749029411764724,3.1812655971479518,88.77024064171125,83.31372549019608,5.277718360071302,24.9590017825312,6.574015621080383,0.9681450980392152,388,16,78,4,11,131,70,102,0.142,0.858,0.0,-0.9009,1,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,1,3,2,1,0,5,0,6,1,0,0,1,17,16,10,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,6,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,2,15,0,12,14,1,15,0,1,1,1,12,8,1,6,4,56,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744081116524459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227859745061832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027387954200543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016225605752673,0.0,0.0,0.12394672235752492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19385021038078934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831423710769204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23136117114716945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20466458922045894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443129779792988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397805908337534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5589782475644156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961403347734516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4429660707112188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,unreliablenarrator09,2020/01/10,"Summoned the courage to talk to a prof. for the first time in four years I have always been extremely extremely anxious when talking to professors - whether in lecture or during office hours. A professor once said ""Hi"" to me and after I responded back, I awkwardly walked into a damn trashcan because I was nervous about how this was going to pan out (a memory I will replay again and again until my last breath). I have questions I would like to ask and I summon up the courage to ask them too but in the last moments I feel overcome by this wave of anxiety that compels me to not go forward with it because I feel like it's a ""stupid question"" and the prof. will think I'm not smart enough for this field. I think it is so evident that I even had one professor who, guessing from my quizzical expression, casually asked the class to ask whatever questions they had. Since I'm planning for grad school now, I contacted a professor whose lab I'd worked in (but never had the chance to interact with him) regarding a reference; he agreed to meet with, and about ten minutes prior to this meeting, I was panicking - I could feel knots form in my stomach and my mouth felt dry. I almost felt like I couldn't go through this meeting. This is a prof. whose research area I was deeply interested in, and after we had the general conversation, they asked me if I had any questions: I don't know what came over me at that moment but I asked them about their area of research (even though I had a fair idea of what it was, having read their CV, research statement etc. multiple times. However, I'm glad I did that because the conversation went on for about an hour. I didn't say much but, honestly, it was just great hearing about their research and experiences. Emboldened by this, I actually summed up the courage to ask this prof. to be my advisor on my undergrad thesis. This initiated another hour long conversation in which I ended up asking questions. In retrospect, I know I should have phrased the questions better, fumbled less, been more articulate and intelligent and a million other things but I was so caught up in the moment. The next day, I spoke to another professor after class regarding some logistic issue but after that conversation ended, I asked them about their research (obviously I had done my own research about their research), and we interacted all the way from the lecture hall to his office. I shared my interests, and he said that he could introduce me to his grad students, inform me if there were any open positions in his lab etc. Today, the professor I'd interacted with the day before agreed to be my advisor, and I'm over the moon. I'm a senior, graduating this year, never had the courage to speak to a professor one-and-one, and in the past few days I spoke to two. Honestly, I'm stumped: has it always been this easy? Is this what networking is? Why is this happening? If the prof. who agreed to be my advisor had turned me down, I actually had a backup option. Really can't be this easy? P.S - I just want to say that I'm lucky to have such amazingly friendly professors.",6.627040816326534,6.977426534013606,6.976285714285716,74.96871428571433,65.12244897959185,10.801632653061226,34.827210884353754,10.608840637214634,3.7217831292517,2454,106,454,60,35,798,259,588,0.037000000000000005,0.8140000000000001,0.149,0.997,1,0,0,0,0,0,77.0,2,0,10,4,23,24,2,2,35,0,48,3,3,2,4,76,88,31,0,9,15,0,5,3,1,4,0,8,0,0,37,24,0,0,19,2,0,8,8,4,0,6,33,13,69,20,75,44,11,72,0,0,0,0,65,28,1,15,40,326,106,34,0.0,0.0,0.1306070382932712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700994636529915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136432691494157,0.0,0.0,0.09101474772623393,0.14034130324213345,0.05119303082690662,0.07559968659209437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5630440530288815,0.0,0.0,0.051456760251018065,0.0,0.12238003173271135,0.0,0.056943339280506475,0.0,0.0,0.059184624319367524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653777618308959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068591261270567,0.0,0.0,0.12947210947645965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848161022092097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854115724647715,0.06914545733773382,0.14926527037140513,0.08839904582382622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545985162438972,0.0,0.0,0.101509126191317,0.04780711412473066,0.12850591791162266,0.0,0.0,0.05692146623568532,0.0,0.0,0.051701634170797685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409522847155758,0.0,0.0,0.07377869170601192,0.07371908076753361,0.0,0.059176457602274676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542284023459858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19770589684446868,0.0,0.0,0.0755436697236154,0.0,0.06984629410985681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355412180991625,0.10909621456593584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808007250122608,0.0,0.0,0.05922141624473756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049193336799322605,0.0,0.10322447736696264,0.0,0.07116936451739142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126680017866863,0.09069240965329116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388198090082695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4497891434467997,0.0,0.06693734327274943,0.0,0.042870174851003084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731103172626804,0.10643372160081747,0.0,0.06772583743277827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05535628187059777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757429083141454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04445816553048485,0.08575828610528391,0.0657478076155353,0.0,0.0780422869651877,0.0,0.06343160915016653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278891022590894,0.06537036785116254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0394706980175869,0.053117373097512056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062034800332400726,0.06038420004382741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0487179993399616,0.0,0.0,0.04753750381110432,0.0,0.0,0.08618758529667911 socialanxiety,StressedTeacup,2020/01/10,"Had a terrible tattoo-experience but the tattoo needs retouching and I don't want to go back The person who did my tattoo made a drawing and I wasn't really happy with it, but I was scared to say is. When I eventually did say it (when he made the stencil and the stencil was on my skin). He got mad and I don't recall exactly what he said but he was mad that I didn't say it sooner. But as I said, I was too scared. I only told him because my friend told me to do so. We didn't talk the entire time and although the tattoo came out great, it was a terrible experience. The tattoo is fading now and it needs to be retouched, but I'm scared to go back. It's a single needle tattoo, so it's very dainty and probably not easy to retouch/ to be retouched by another person. The person who tattooed me is a very skilled person, so it's probably best to go back to him, but I don't want to. Please help. I love my tattoo, and I want it to look better (since it's fading a lot) and I really don't know what to do.",2.6898771121351785,3.2347484331797283,5.005917050691245,84.93935176651308,73.8847926267281,7.998648233486942,23.683256528417807,8.238735603445708,1.1872368049155149,778,20,174,12,15,275,89,217,0.171,0.705,0.125,-0.7075,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,0,3,10,13,2,3,14,0,22,2,1,2,1,30,42,22,0,5,7,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,0,4,15,13,0,0,1,0,0,4,8,7,0,0,19,7,22,6,17,21,3,15,0,0,1,1,24,2,0,1,9,120,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180795343023879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597663045782104,0.0,0.06864492405811644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817537665341392,0.09959281716851842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879380138927413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203048886321244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700082932858776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919935348013983,0.0,0.09006307830987434,0.12415095708573815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987354122871513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547891435894448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06188653125410432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456254140533576,0.0,0.0,0.0957354794177988,0.10163331260748627,0.21310523587355806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16699513250921752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564362355695253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3933006072864828,0.0,0.1236100069530884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24282140828242554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427941496694432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21423240329837684,0.26865172241584523,0.3382214104587127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931506809896792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051021952081716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566275706335384,0.0,0.0,0.2152039546475377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18582714507404302,0.19925773237828728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PearsAreTheWorst,2020/01/10,"Daily morning anxious greeting My work building has those custodians who sits at a desk and keeps an eye on security and maybe helps direct delivery services? I don't know what they do. But every morning it's the same older guy who just wants to say hello to everyone. I just want to walk in and go to my desk, it's so ugh, every time I walk up I have to mentally prepare for it, like is he looking at me? If he is, I give him a wave. He had started saying ""how are you"" in a friendly way a few months back and then when I went on vacation and came back I made sure I only waved, refused to say hello cause I knew it'd be a matter of time before he started with the small talk. I only wave now, I don't say hi, sometimes I hear him talking about the weather and other useless nonsense to others using the building. I'm always so relieved when he's busy talking to someone else. Waiting for the elevator I just stand there hoping he doesn't try to start small talking me. It's 8AM, I'm grumpy, I just want to go to my desk in peace. When the elevator door closes, I feel better. The afternoon custodian doesn't say one word to me, doesn't acknowledge me, sometimes he doesn't even look up. Love that guy.",2.0287294633077764,3.805700542168681,3.9413599853961294,86.96391292442497,77.714859437751,6.2943410003650975,25.374406717780207,7.1686216300943375,1.1344682730923696,941,35,195,11,22,319,140,249,0.054000000000000006,0.7979999999999999,0.14800000000000002,0.9643,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,1,2,16,10,0,0,13,0,15,2,1,4,1,34,40,15,0,5,6,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,1,2,12,9,0,4,4,0,0,6,6,2,0,1,5,10,26,8,26,33,2,36,0,1,3,1,33,12,0,2,16,118,38,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094232237762217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279391316599341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741629766289824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963665553360489,0.0,0.0,0.10015953483901244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952668278747675,0.0,0.11633791587764655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460500527010067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747998944975106,0.0,0.1908343288655837,0.10821426989328514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0572620956774965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749589422111627,0.0,0.0,0.10863875736377497,0.12872402973444189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242686241910086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763985040051148,0.0,0.07590841555926238,0.0,0.0,0.11248180719978663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006609120857064,0.0,0.0,0.062238687080442064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05532773954763303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19020127012427165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221164140471316,0.10715893928744427,0.0,0.0,0.11377383927106148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412835261268048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039426901430488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674045133146401,0.17226193095586806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4503007398170789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595550772271763,0.0,0.22401230777163847,0.0,0.2404746690771616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673583950520936,0.0,0.0,0.3641010162426681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320728018484355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688863516089388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781077228795594,0.0,0.0,0.20039157798213508,0.0898917825786739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049829548903804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244661866648162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BurntPines,2020/01/10,"Taking the bus to therapy. My husband moved out last weekend, leaving me without a car or a ride anywhere. So, I'm taking the bus to my therapy appointment this afternoon. I'm trying so hard to avoid showing up an hour early ""just in case"". I'll have to transfer busses and it's freaking me out. ""What if the first bus is late?"" ""What if the second bus leaves early?"" ""What if...?"" I hate busses so much. Having to alert the driver that you're getting off. Wondering if it's going to take an alternate route. (I once had a bus do this on vacation because of a marathon. Now I always fear it when I think of busses.) Why can't we have a metro in the suburbs? (I guess they are called ""metros"" for a reason...) I'm going to try not to get panicky. But, man, it's hard.",0.4148717948717966,2.646263564102565,2.539999999999999,92.28833333333336,86.43589743589745,5.2615384615384615,21.48717948717949,6.691623216298621,0.505925641025641,580,20,124,7,18,195,98,156,0.11199999999999999,0.86,0.028999999999999998,-0.9108,0,1,0,0,0,0,40.0,1,0,1,1,6,4,1,2,14,0,8,0,0,1,0,18,22,11,0,4,9,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,4,0,1,3,3,0,5,3,4,0,2,1,2,11,0,19,21,1,22,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,7,10,79,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13388636416594402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808657134116933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430262643913507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181063554822892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686623658420285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16813308867873522,0.0,0.1828927417114096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17725567903192535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882796575234657,0.15886098551209982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584596218912518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311595545641566,0.18150854580803336,0.3407516333287449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17101720757025138,0.11828414336455464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713592319190429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16543777423230704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629429996514945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680191947946773,0.0,0.0,0.10310182301473378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21848870517858854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519229309601095,0.0,0.0,0.1551072739486445,0.17449527908976384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ice_cold_sandwich,2020/01/10,"Anyone try Propranolol? What's up fellow anxiety filled people! I'm currently having a nice dose of general anxiety about my work shift later today. I told my doc about my random spouts of anxiety which include physical symptoms (mainly tight chest, and hard to breath). My doc wrote me an rx for Propranolol. I already take 1mg of klonopin/day and that only keeps me sane. I already took 0.5mg and my chest still feels tight and I feel worried. It feels like I have a big play that I have to put on tonight or something. I'm curious if anyone has tried the Beta Blocker Propranolol? I am reading it can help with the physical symptoms of social anxiety.",4.488959999999999,6.386471376000003,5.333000000000002,79.09150000000002,71.24000000000002,8.840000000000002,30.9,9.3871,3.0523599999999997,522,23,92,12,10,170,84,125,0.085,0.807,0.109,0.7142,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,5,0,6,7,3,0,0,17,16,6,0,1,2,0,6,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,6,5,0,4,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,6,14,3,12,13,1,11,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,3,6,51,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35627537603088405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.493962022515878,0.0,0.0,0.2257457301429157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410646401042174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448656216840379,0.11532282032463473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446060560006064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820049544148827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348291265231838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886462636066767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277180427103547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119125150541378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227779168298806,0.0,0.0,0.16146975931472138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645535547261978,0.0,0.12427367919665132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891507211837047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33556700199279393,0.12137231877200112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15301304416413194,0.15424953254558701,0.1793503091008389,0.21919541744969065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752010526717226,0.16393601509884434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mottbox,2020/01/10,"Work wants me to take new people out in my truck to train them. So, i've dealt with extreme social anxiety for my entire life (30YR). Because of this it took me a better part of a decade to find a job that works for me. I am a Letter Courier (mail man) and have been doing this for 12 months, making it to my shifts etc, which is great. But its still a huge feat just to make it there each day (some days I am physically ill on my way). Once I get there and get working things get better. Yesterday my supervisor didnt ask but let me know next week he would be sending out a new person with me each day to see how I do my route. The issue is currently it takes 110% of my own energy just for myself to pull off doing my route on my own. Is it reasonable to ask my workplace for an accommodation and let them know I do not feel comfortable training someone at this point in time? (there are other people for the newbies to go with. Thanks",4.989985941893161,4.49523669587629,5.8252952202436745,84.71037956888473,68.63917525773196,8.910215557638239,26.399250234301785,8.296473431620573,1.3774082474226814,725,17,162,9,11,239,120,194,0.035,0.889,0.075,0.7781,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,5,8,5,0,0,9,0,17,2,0,4,0,26,34,7,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,13,10,0,0,5,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,3,2,23,5,29,27,7,27,0,0,1,0,11,10,0,1,12,112,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325260864091818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252359729074823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227719878958856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387421394552616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611357998100929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052858071102035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06824550080883839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336124362568318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21155066444638107,0.0,0.07670725085609427,0.0,0.0,0.14880623900775047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408748799251215,0.13393810266920558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483532979097229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27603442008710993,0.09533415943341028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18018866571631909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773273465006036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26071207747266945,0.14354341641899426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373993703984864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616067101203192,0.0,0.18714408949986547,0.1178516572557476,0.0,0.0,0.12759142299510218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387728865603177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755458211286677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758615449891085,0.11436067091894335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778818518523646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202963109854922,0.0,0.0,0.12426335913053566,0.0,0.0,0.08966887664716316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870279980789399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995798406442365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960951850992465,0.10713386661975943,0.10826576586514207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29478195205666763,0.0,0.0,0.095879677321123,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,kwamisthefaker,2020/01/10,"Can anxiety look like epilepsy on the brain scan thingy? (i am extremely sorry for any mistakes in this English is not my native language so im not sure how some words are spelled or how to even say them) In 5th grade i started getting these ""seizures"" where i would start breathing like a maniac,start shaking like crazy, my legs and arms start tensing up and i start crying, always happend in school and i never pass out. My mother took me to a neurologist and they scanned my brain and saw that i had epilepsy, i was taking medication for it but it was still happening every time i had to stand up in class, when my teacher makes jokes on me when im literally just going outside. The neurologist told us we should go to a psychologist where she diagnosed me with SAD, she never gave me any tips or medication for it tho. I moved to Germany because my old school was hell and i wasn't getting any ""seizures"" for a week and then i started getting it daily and im extremely anxious to go back to school on monday cuz i don't understand anyone and i feel like everyone is staring at me and making fun of me for not knowing a lot of German or that they somehow know im gay. Recently when i checked how anxiety attacks look it was almost exactly how my ""seizures"" look. So now im curious to know where those actually seizures or where those just anxiety attacks.",4.648001182732113,5.877401093632956,5.535470136014193,80.40528681253699,69.89887640449439,8.617307313226886,32.779223339247,8.99025400887824,2.81770861423221,1080,50,207,20,19,354,143,267,0.141,0.7909999999999999,0.068,-0.9531,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,3,0,21,13,3,1,7,0,15,9,5,7,4,47,42,27,0,3,10,1,1,4,0,2,3,1,0,0,11,13,0,0,5,1,1,7,7,6,0,0,11,9,34,7,27,29,2,42,1,1,7,1,11,15,1,8,23,139,45,5,0.0,0.0,0.08633083338712592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858671922339928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361146288743738,0.0,0.0,0.1804813689461697,0.0,0.20303057504339886,0.09994230069969028,0.0,0.061858042137284415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012875084789112,0.0,0.06802550695463998,0.0,0.0539285389592576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975164086538524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971766235538912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897919377878189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05843148574781538,0.0,0.07453709288102252,0.08453381667791224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04473147121325193,0.0632006981883161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386607519129243,0.0,0.15083316011387676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823089733082933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4777966142496208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458571157700479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17288163554529898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228694882354273,0.0,0.0,0.07521130808149709,0.0,0.0,0.1181045492804113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782419836697605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402620577975848,0.0,0.0,0.1364620968899119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928310228140553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735029033945724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035234858981798,0.0,0.2685993678664093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903133750987064,0.3757035298856049,0.0,0.07064969918306532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833789101806462,0.0,0.06651602228884035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05158570136176956,0.0,0.0,0.08453381667791224,0.09828986772570264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209705669724046,0.10641466539917048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096272914375157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06284427508326318,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,zensama,2020/01/10,"Social anxiety wins, for now If every time i think about going out i get this sharp pain in my chest If every time i try to make friends something bad happens and it ends up with pain, awkwardness and bad memories Then yes, you win for now, i'll start making a life where i don't have to see people or deal with them, then i'll suffer the consequences, whatever they be",6.282599999999999,5.513427626666669,6.511833333333333,81.77175000000003,66.06666666666666,10.166666666666668,29.416666666666664,9.516144504307137,2.2738666666666663,292,8,61,5,4,94,58,75,0.228,0.624,0.14800000000000002,-0.7351,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,2,2,4,9,0,1,2,1,3,4,1,2,0,11,11,7,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,0,2,8,3,10,10,0,13,0,1,1,0,6,4,0,3,8,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16190395727624646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534209810999603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181914614237846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18745014847043548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3566315161760771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16351247493440815,0.0,0.11057312155473904,0.0,0.12027984211588988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18715247971531795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494875323639714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28254257611306155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4503995869767454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14672447054708534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168649612794047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21574024301180714,0.0,0.16293074795295498,0.0,0.0,0.1497998226083231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561031321451256,0.0,0.0,0.2468178752157663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436896112829523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,feshuansauca,2020/01/10,"Just realized the key to confidence So basically this is thanks to Jordan Peterson, you can look for his video about ""self esteem doesnt exist"" I was just thinking I have to go loan something from the library, but I'd have to get help from them to loan it because I dont know how to do it, I dont do it very often. And I thought but I'm too nervous to ask for help. And so I thought why the hell am I nervous to ask for help for that, and I somehow realized, that it's because I'm really pretentious and think I deserve everyone being nice to me for no reason. Which then makes me nervous because omg what if they wont talk nicely to me. L○L I'm such a tweep IDIOT. Like just go and ask for help, if they treat you rudely it's propably because you're being an insufferable idiot or weird or pretentious. Just be yourself. And if someone is ""rude"" or ""mean"" or ""bullying"" you, well that's because you're being a dumbass. 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Hello this is my first post so i'm a little nervous. But ill push through that. (Sorry for the long paragraph) So i've been going to therapy for social anxiety and my therapist wants to me call stores and ask them a question. But i can't think of any other than basic questions, like for example she suggested that i call and ask if a store sells yeti cups, but i feel like thats a dumb question because who doesn't sell yeti cups. So i was wondering if any one of you have any suggestions for questions i could ask. Thanks for reading and the suggestions :)",3.6365853658536547,5.408737414634151,4.364723577235772,85.67732926829271,73.22764227642277,7.846829268292684,26.934146341463407,8.548686976883017,1.8635112195121961,494,18,99,9,10,158,79,123,0.073,0.7909999999999999,0.13699999999999998,0.84,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,1,1,4,6,1,1,6,0,8,2,0,0,0,20,20,12,0,5,5,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,7,1,4,2,2,2,0,2,2,1,14,4,13,16,1,6,0,0,0,1,22,1,1,8,4,62,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703170903297261,0.0,0.10136343456421057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37161359729434335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077180388380009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705980918463385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579182228331398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699683859413003,0.09465923790819833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270587470369656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710770023438134,0.0753037671889958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311975106646107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946727123392965,0.1328015085709592,0.0,0.11725983114030178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958795361245945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978657820089697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544707240461302,0.0,0.0,0.12689999766248575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5937288946434631,0.0,0.13253755257567792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350687924698587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14832480030176226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198975926856588,0.15152723671029755,0.15384468131568002,0.0,0.08490173644302926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815293314508262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436924368807216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412540299079514,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,snipertom,2020/01/10,"i'm going to take a bus today alone for the first time but im anxious even thinking about it so today my dad told me that i should visit him for something, so im coming to him today. problem he lives far away. i don't want to ride in a bus. maybe because i fear that ill get the wrong bus, maybe because i would feel sick while in a bus, maybe because i would miss the stop, or maybe that my card just wont work. all this combined makes me want to walk 30 minutes to my dad's house. it wouldn't be a problem if the ride was 2 or 3 minutes, but it is a 15 minute ride, i have a feeling i will screw this up.",2.2642320261437945,2.3883507500000043,3.665098039215685,95.70016339869282,74.58823529411767,6.044444444444442,23.93464052287581,3.1291,-0.041216339869281526,466,12,118,0,9,154,81,136,0.265,0.722,0.013000000000000001,-0.986,0,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,5,6,1,1,10,0,11,3,0,1,1,21,24,8,0,9,6,2,2,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,8,1,0,1,3,0,0,7,3,6,0,1,2,2,14,0,12,15,1,19,0,1,0,1,7,5,1,3,7,67,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394762393006579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15213738640126598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652574929486676,0.0,0.0,0.2462785100681316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600522725223245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894745731266725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153981460696628,0.1361851602899653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454919317258995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035887788846958,0.0,0.0765353695806338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15538968802369454,0.0,0.0,0.2909307775162573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891499759893814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989245456542197,0.0,0.5411715500319484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577196649136893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367460408381368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258912788831883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125416079063593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629031480452103,0.0,0.0,0.07852644701904657,0.0,0.382950763409995,0.1286817878102057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588622679940384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804047376904644,0.0,0.0,0.19132967111051288,0.14723916731458794,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Sage_7,2020/01/10,"Telling my friends about my anxiety I've never told anyone about my anxiety, I'm good at hiding it and pretending that I'm super busy when my friends wanna hang out. I didn't attend a close friends wedding in December because I had a panic attack. I've been feeling really guilty about it since. Today I apologized and told him about my anxiety. He apologized to me for not noticing and not being there for me. He was really supportive and understanding. I feel like a huge burden has been lifted of my shoulders and feel so much better. I feel like I don't have to hide who I am anymore. Just felt like sharing.",4.429916666666667,5.940542825000001,5.638333333333333,78.38666666666668,70.75,9.0,30.0,9.444778638647367,2.8645000000000005,489,20,89,11,9,163,75,120,0.139,0.556,0.305,0.9670000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,8,14,1,1,3,0,10,1,1,0,1,18,21,7,0,1,3,0,5,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,6,1,0,2,5,3,0,0,8,5,16,11,13,12,1,10,0,0,0,0,14,5,0,0,6,59,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709070023558696,0.0,0.16027947571461465,0.11300554596685213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18386133804141536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851950979567647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429360679065787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268712782816812,0.23091676223461025,0.15517654137581605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745919676455522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555569024369932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23687199276062296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880623067498615,0.0,0.124648091258704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18400069343501174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18962135422045653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20707047798779915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369028452077586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833997284479298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412593587705999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15319290942841712,0.3088617025785689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824777853320988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SaltsyIsScared,2020/01/10,"Having anxiety attack about school tomorrow :) Hey y’all. I’ve never posted on here before but I’m just having a rlly rough night. I couldn’t go to school today cuz I was too anxious and I have to go tomorrow and am having more anxious thoughts. I have a good amount of friends who are very social but they will never let me just sit in the bathroom and get away from anyone. Sometimes I just can’t take all of it and they don’t realize that, but I still love them. I wish going wouldn’t feel like chaos. Does anyone else have a hard time going to school and just wishes they could hide? I’m going on new anxiety meds but like any advice on how to deal w it until then? :( Thx for reading.",0.6577381938690969,3.017053605633801,2.292999171499588,93.50042667771335,86.88732394366198,4.749627174813588,16.8036454018227,6.2272716619740125,-0.3031769676884837,540,12,113,5,17,176,91,142,0.14300000000000002,0.6629999999999999,0.19399999999999998,0.9074,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,4,0,9,6,1,0,4,0,16,1,0,2,3,26,30,13,0,5,8,0,3,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,1,0,5,6,1,0,0,2,3,13,5,15,23,3,23,0,0,0,1,11,5,0,0,13,75,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659035910726255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809537938899599,0.0,0.1982038992772592,0.29269907299210524,0.0,0.18116244537029996,0.13273466933611378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737670316821713,0.12171225759906586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102336753749328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034315371136959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355571775620406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336613628990665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821863875305422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655020950389851,0.09254732802159353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008652863616453,0.0,0.067682174716748,0.0,0.3681184529533443,0.10865661555942993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160473188300811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246904634213916,0.0,0.126578771219004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691986767458275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438958417953472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19982694504029885,0.12511584700844042,0.0,0.12156967207385465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406877521028893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295805525636724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3933208732956809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320553188301754,0.0,0.0,0.12812380772964546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345520021693076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740209064011528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284465322362292,0.07553902032737736,0.0,0.12279398257844637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106888601064855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297941853608969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,NotAshsThrowaway,2020/01/10,I ordered a pizza all by myself! It took me about half an hour of hovering over the call button and rehearsing what I was gonna say but I did it! They should be here soon with my dinner and it’s gonna taste like victory.,0.34562500000000185,2.309150645833334,2.65816666666667,93.1035,84.20833333333334,6.34,17.933333333333334,7.554174236665415,0.29532833333333386,173,4,40,3,5,59,41,48,0.0,0.9129999999999999,0.087,0.5905,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,4,3,0,0,1,6,7,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,7,1,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,30,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5031885745118686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4852939541212147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24074985604531346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918824053700121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5475022591274709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,shybynature_,2020/01/10,"I feel like I'll never get a good job. I'm currently in university working a part time job that I absolutely hate. I'm trying to find something, anything else at this point but my social anxiety is making this impossible. Forget going in person to a place to ask if they're hiring. I can't build up the courage to go to the career advisers office on campus either. The one job I was actually excited for was a bookstore job and they turned me down and now I'm just depressed. I really don't know how to network with people either I just freeze up, puke out word salads instead of sentences and then rethink the whole thing for the next week. My professors terrify me and I'm embarrassed to ask questions. At this point it just feels like I will be stuck in this crap job forever.",3.4323126550868466,5.31295523870968,5.047096774193548,80.11372208436725,74.03225806451613,8.124069478908186,26.761786600496286,8.841846274778883,2.1976997518610424,622,23,117,13,13,210,102,155,0.188,0.722,0.09,-0.9535,6,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,6,9,2,1,9,0,7,2,1,2,1,24,23,8,0,1,7,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,6,1,0,6,0,0,2,3,4,0,1,3,3,12,5,21,18,4,22,0,1,0,0,7,13,1,2,9,75,19,11,0.0,0.0,0.1281102889710862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042879860447174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803220896788092,0.0,0.2454580541909017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130712242716627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966754858215373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327581694372036,0.1875728378937899,0.0,0.0,0.11998749140340112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858835288838168,0.0,0.14921883619464318,0.1101113893404973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296117667274862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6513754429784008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214802451092955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827349985251654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763038270038119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012511867444454,0.0,0.13961771085779712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895868829119484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421633873097589,0.0,0.09101298418406767,0.11462858428014877,0.1371596010246189,0.0,0.2482039629273842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14706358323925928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410129438921587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382337146549386,0.0,0.10106571542735188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872165621035789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765503916613177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913046522061516,0.14279488218686706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530485320368327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656937032776296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557336350467133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,stupidhornyidiot,2020/01/10,"One of my experiences in a recent class Just an experience I wanted to share, nothing really else. I’m not diagnosed or anything but if anyone has any suggestions let me know or opinions please let me know In one of my most recent classes, art, we had a final project which is to write a 6 page paper. Me, not really caring about art at all, just winged the paper the day before the final’s date. After I finished the paper I printed it out and then went to the art class. Since that was the final project, I only expected to turn in the paper and then promptly leave. However, it turned out that we had to talk about our project. (Nearly shit myself when I found out we had to share with the entire class, btw) We all got in a circle and we started. I was at the end of the circle, so I had plenty of time to think of something. But my mind kept drawing blanks, I literally did not know what to say. My face got so hot even before I fucking spoke and when I did speak it was so pathetic and laughable that I was just left as soon as we wrapped everything up. It was so embarrassing that I skipped my routine trip to the dining hall and just told myself that I didn’t deserve any food because of that incident. (I do this often) I guess, what I want to know, is this something that happens a lot to people with SA? I have a lot of other incidents too. It’s hell. I just want to live a normal life with a lot friends but I feel that SA is something I’ve had for the majority of my life; so much so that I can’t imagine my life without it. Fuck, even everywhere I go, I don’t even know how to walk properly simply because I feel like I look like a stupid idiot by simply being outside.",3.610992292870909,4.408762734104052,5.004176300578038,84.86277697495186,71.94797687861272,7.7319845857418095,26.844412331406552,7.937092434478242,1.4990793834296725,1310,43,275,17,24,439,168,346,0.10400000000000001,0.821,0.075,-0.9532,1,0,3,0,0,0,35.0,7,0,0,0,22,13,6,1,22,0,24,10,2,1,2,61,53,25,0,6,15,0,3,2,1,0,4,3,0,0,21,18,2,1,10,3,0,4,7,7,0,2,20,7,43,6,43,30,9,34,1,0,1,2,17,13,4,10,19,199,64,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330222679589311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838792090823728,0.0,0.08048564143965035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924272187139125,0.0,0.16645065388813984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971928574524028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630764942687834,0.0,0.0,0.09927058354033284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170399436498534,0.0,0.08662669499910924,0.0,0.0,0.19379894777483586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790132984268986,0.19134520813095826,0.0,0.0,0.09890685866364088,0.06987231085419028,0.0,0.3214236273853599,0.0,0.0,0.11826687010697375,0.10723874712274706,0.07556433222525025,0.18083932645738746,0.0,0.0,0.05558515307955361,0.0,0.1564480803954779,0.0,0.10774384987630303,0.0,0.08648913276898705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26875688680457444,0.0,0.0,0.1035619649169741,0.10626602597108636,0.20002562110526748,0.20724887621477067,0.09556571150376247,0.0,0.08636410043108059,0.0,0.0821320365559872,0.0,0.0,0.2494523659704837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875573330569193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189833947786974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582868168160316,0.0938470716401298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255115594045552,0.07438553486645112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780605970548381,0.0,0.0,0.10736113326565096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531349103179745,0.0,0.19314238021916846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777890610232019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003960007554165,0.0809057690556923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22588649287397256,0.0,0.0,0.06922727802511476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861240347284833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06266985295783886,0.0,0.0,0.05703120795344847,0.0,0.0,0.09345740293897836,0.0,0.0,0.21276872512208395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17306475816472894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066673301580612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428106862536917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwaway749083,2020/01/10,"About to put myself out there and do sorority recruitment, but I'm feeling super conflicted So I'm a girl with Asperger's and social anxiety but I've been feeling confident enough lately that I want to try going into the sorority recruitment process at my university. There's this one sorority where a lot of my friends are already members and I really like its vibe and think I might do well there. The problem? Said sorority is partnered with Autism Speaks. I know this sorority most likely means well and don't understand the actual problem with that organization, but I feel conflicted about possibly affiliating myself with a chapter that gives money to this harmful ""charity."" I feel so upset and conflicted, not sure what to do because I'm not ""out"" yet and I don't want to come across as disrespectful to the sorority or anyone else. No idea what to do :(",6.444253859348197,7.927473150943397,7.264882790165808,68.72212692967413,65.9182389937107,11.56798170383076,35.20926243567753,11.389717465364855,4.667649056603773,697,33,115,23,11,232,92,159,0.129,0.706,0.165,0.6594,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,11,11,0,1,7,0,10,0,0,0,1,41,27,14,0,4,6,0,4,2,2,1,0,2,0,2,9,15,0,3,9,0,1,3,5,4,2,1,2,6,11,7,20,24,3,11,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,4,4,84,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.16226351735718944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834921059386493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272023522575637,0.0,0.0,0.11626556932464195,0.17037164482889444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136163493550036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323392843449015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13890408269157029,0.0,0.0,0.17180980846834218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33630097478968696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846610907492725,0.0,0.0,0.15950918128785788,0.09449972133914156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877078252995678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138213894871748,0.0,0.18756902913727735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16247023901791285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136376211745055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18112568368452486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763948718146769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267439779851675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18745366372419986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31821152300443234,0.0,0.16715549682223166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065220596369632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816862610337046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16949966417989776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15671521643550346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654434345813102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289196915045438,0.0,0.0,0.17310144906080865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19615035687420715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990081053033081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,selflesspaddington,2020/01/10,Stiff in class I don’t know why I just can’t move my body in class ... my body tenses up and it feels like all eyes are on me so I sit in these stiff positions that probably make me look so weird. What can I do to loosen up a bit and not focus on how I look? I get so stiff that my muscles literally hurt later,0.3500476190476185,1.5706389571428616,2.614285714285714,97.09904761904764,80.85714285714286,6.3809523809523805,17.38095238095238,7.1686216300943375,-0.29690476190476245,237,4,63,3,6,81,47,70,0.111,0.852,0.037000000000000005,-0.6176,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,5,6,3,2,1,12,11,6,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,4,11,1,8,11,2,10,0,1,3,0,0,7,0,0,2,39,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797912549691509,0.569338348932472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958280856424126,0.1830863987329955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389566065500574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743529139254393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408447207146863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520540502870015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4304211098734728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17106881111743485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723849561194574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27631305826998404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312527314983465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,brenna55,2020/01/10,"Anyone else really hate when people point out that you're quiet/dont like talking? I dont talk much largely due to my social anxiety and because I dont want to mess up and say the wrong thing to people, this just terrifies me so I pretty much keep my mouth shut unless I really need to talk. A lot of people point out when I dont talk or that Im quiet, and this really bugs me,why do they care so much if someone's not talking a lot, also a lot of times I just feel like I cant even add to conversations so I dont try. Ugggh I dont point out that they're talking a lot/too much or that they're loud, that would make me a jerk, so why is it ok for them to comment about how little Im talking?",4.6665322580645165,3.1567527741935493,6.202379032258066,85.1035685483871,69.64516129032259,9.298387096774192,26.471774193548388,8.07648339933343,1.2914032258064512,540,11,130,6,8,187,82,155,0.11199999999999999,0.779,0.109,-0.0956,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,0,12,8,2,0,6,1,9,1,1,2,0,24,16,15,0,4,7,0,1,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,9,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,0,4,15,4,15,15,7,13,0,0,0,0,13,9,0,6,6,79,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06691879291838633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401490127012814,0.0,0.0,0.05851093796097341,0.08573995550701385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0510104957794835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531724410194128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5884333801253414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990382631850943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05526979062755085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042311076242164285,0.059780943641568475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826165857383608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807773223231213,0.0,0.0,0.07437854789408098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176355331076338,0.08386925222338176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845666645157306,0.0,0.0,0.055856988979042406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460574455147637,0.0620475921485743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17403933765419172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23731368495545624,0.0,0.0,0.08513255082638893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16082247717267578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654562222664498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530112906894644,0.07090171526340115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4708111872730096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0555932131994259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048794427818343915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05681316525282237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049356578343684426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101620441857533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059443806392036315,0.09149084409513826,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rg9498,2020/01/10,"Scared to go to Therapy I guess I'm more scared of failing at it. I'm in a really dark time of my life mentally and I know I need it desperately but having social anxiety makes therapy so difficult. I'm anxious that the therapist will think I'm a nutcase and judge me. I just have so many problems (SA, depression, OCD, general anxiety) that are difficult for me to talk about. I feel like SA is one of the worst illnesses to have because it makes getting therapy 10x harder yet therapy is the thing you need to get better. It's like a paradox. I just don't want to fail because it's my only hope.",2.8536885245901606,4.4740896147540985,5.223737704918033,79.34052459016394,74.98360655737704,9.798032786885246,30.2327868852459,10.125756701596842,3.36328262295082,471,22,94,15,10,166,75,122,0.294,0.585,0.121,-0.9742,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,3,6,13,0,2,6,0,8,2,0,2,0,17,25,5,0,5,3,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,9,0,1,0,1,11,4,13,24,2,5,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,2,4,57,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149600921218956,0.1587219523021647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17129169387719012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242584399711325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101011424769685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103965378633142,0.10037129556834888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680807557444106,0.0,0.07984785046829762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547736101668903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395455151648246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721363897004559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923739440539486,0.13727976301743372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18756607068594525,0.14244220513329808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158822796971793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20835392790683335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520460314093003,0.10685452384236606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443693667074874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000616476891489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281324604345868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321929893625315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292640371916887,0.0,0.0,0.6426836048375668,0.1631281882380038,0.09334015981898623,0.09002499355692882,0.0,0.0,0.08192510252109769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286894470718226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,2896ontheblock,2020/01/10,Paradox of exposure therapy for social anxiety In my experience if you do something that is out of your comfort zone the reduction in anxiety is minimal and doesn't last very long until you revert back to your baseline anxiety level. So basically for exposure therapy to be effective you have to be able to consistently put yourself outside of your comfort zone for a long period of time. However if you're able to do that then you're able to use your willpower to override your social anxiety and you don't even need a reduction in anxiety in the first place.,7.8197142857142845,8.099845780952379,8.991190476190473,61.769642857142884,62.61904761904761,13.857142857142856,42.26190476190476,13.023866798666859,6.306333333333335,457,26,73,18,6,158,58,105,0.092,0.833,0.075,0.29600000000000004,2,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,9,0,2,3,2,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,2,0,8,11,7,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,10,2,20,9,0,17,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,2,9,54,12,0,0.4495443902024016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5731670467462199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522396244882167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897327665818892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14658022480777722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746074288543485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214622596848468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26522175932810205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111048972626518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15655940237180166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063875904904692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30550259556757897,0.0,0.11536041144319699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427287922523564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737764968908085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942067219264813,0.0,0.12364040067138475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,moldyskeleton,2020/01/10,"guys please help i dont know what to do im so upset tonight because today my crush was picking on me and i just froze up like i would with anyone else. i kinda giggled to fill the silence but i wish i couldve said something. anytime somebody says something to me my face gets red and i hide my face so they dont know. im so sad i feel like everyone thinks im rude. please anybody give me some tips or something for tomorrow so i dont do something stupid like i always do. this is the end of my rope im so sick of dealing with stuff like this i just want to have fun without being scared or having a panic attack",-0.20442669172932426,1.948757669172931,1.758641917293236,97.25946663533837,88.84962406015038,3.926503759398496,20.342575187969924,5.148860815047168,-0.31379661654135393,482,16,109,2,16,159,81,133,0.187,0.585,0.228,0.317,0,0,4,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,7,13,3,3,3,0,12,3,2,1,0,20,21,10,0,3,6,0,2,4,0,1,1,2,0,1,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,2,5,19,6,12,17,1,7,0,1,1,0,7,2,0,4,8,63,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892834080958933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313261595858834,0.12181973220503226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352577333639243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724759524163069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225732647912286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4180244575792153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931968534239892,0.0,0.10530373889836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360717336966622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06011577620547647,0.08493704600516454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06211658521686,0.11405281535108648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772257251733033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969134325040532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5136985402877642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306807562518506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323400825099395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949509365301968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610172013454835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309428687209964,0.09454833316777242,0.11903244212603707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661179696245159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361038206479113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07618171087721559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126964804968692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012605874156858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672086200556988,0.11460842450108852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445803981474273,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,szatanna,2020/01/10,"Does anyone have tips for surviving a job interview? I've been awake all night thinking about this. I have a job interview for this small restaurant and I have no idea what to say or do. They only told me to come tomorrow at 11:00 am but I don't know how should I go about it, like. I don't know who I should ask about starting the interview. I don't know anyone's name there or where should I go. Now, what about answering the interview questions? Is it okay if I say that I want to work there because I'm a student and I'd like to be more independent and not rely that much on my parents? Is that too personal? I feel so uncomfortable at the idea of lying to them and saying that ""I want to work here because I love this place, blah blah"". I don't want to seem too desperate or overly excited. Does anyone know how to answer interview questions when it's a small place and not a professional, office type thing? Any tips would help a lot.",2.698593750000001,4.3648908385416725,3.962916666666669,88.02375000000002,75.51041666666666,7.716666666666668,23.979166666666664,8.472884824447931,1.388066666666666,739,23,159,14,16,242,102,192,0.079,0.774,0.147,0.8981,3,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,3,15,5,0,0,9,1,17,1,0,3,1,39,35,14,0,8,7,1,1,4,0,4,0,3,0,1,14,6,0,0,13,0,0,3,7,0,0,0,2,4,18,5,19,28,4,17,0,0,0,1,20,9,0,8,7,105,32,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982945367994173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770926853565901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349143882937773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16104835266112516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378855636175747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311952830979049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06679144187871706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014580672745145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854081335909703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982394282149652,0.0,0.0,0.2621687552659093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903848768758684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907035471036013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123028502326426,0.11922132477757125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710537423382422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239626561822619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046456223113782,0.0,0.0,0.14667639406556493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534067480809408,0.2760233154397982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29595433001347826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151428742059339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025476053005213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349785806787507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775836490210362,0.08464144747769614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622288850084146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337400033201744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19233416009687376,0.0,0.0,0.09383683641038748,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,flcuban,2020/01/10,"Makes feel uncomfortable when someone likes me If I find out or realize a person is attracted to me or has a crush on me it makes me feel really weird and uncomfortable. Sometimes I day dream about being in a relationship but when presented the opportunity to date or whatever I suddenly freak out. I will avoid the person and feel awkward around them. Also it makes me feel weird my parents and family know someone is attracted to me and that I'm in a relationship because then likely I'm having sex but I don't like them knowing I do these sorts of things. And no I'm not a teenager. I'm almost 30 which is even worse. For all human history people have dated and had kids but I just can't see myself doing these things even though deep down I want to...",3.2734307692307723,5.271966086666667,4.958000000000002,80.06746153846156,74.8,8.348717948717951,24.871794871794872,9.057496981413335,2.0607641025641037,603,20,116,14,13,204,91,150,0.174,0.735,0.091,-0.8979,1,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,1,9,11,0,2,7,0,13,1,0,3,1,34,28,18,0,2,9,1,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,4,8,9,0,1,8,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,5,18,6,14,25,1,16,0,0,1,1,9,8,0,6,11,84,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16566714572981794,0.0,0.0,0.13230461103116498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14727923875790505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085244380965427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066969705843102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21854692327371328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559648228334092,0.0,0.3346115636817736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512117946901058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18184615982952634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24248110236760365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313032204237709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837047389342324,0.0,0.0,0.11469726150291848,0.28891668204834264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598694506912396,0.0,0.0,0.35524747480980085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183655506732386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803584299796693,0.0,0.16362723827292652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198257956413848,0.0,0.16254678919276724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975824968563682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16860042847762138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,5High5s,2020/01/10,"I feel like I can't speak. I'm 14, a freshman in High school. Everyday I wake up and get on the bus, on person says hi to me and then I sit there and stare at my phone because I'm to scared to talk to anyone, because I might mess it up and have them judge me. I really want to just talk and not care, but I can't, and that's how it's been for the past 4 years. I get off the bus, go to my classes and sometimes I have a 10 second conversation in the hall with one of 5 people, or with someone I kind of know in class. But, there are so many times when I get so tense, have something to say but just can't. Then I get to lunch, sit down with a couple of my ""friends"" and I am totally myself. I am the one who talks, makes jokes, and I really carry the conversations and make them laugh. So I go to my next period, being all confident in my social skills and I try to force myself to talk, even when I don't know what to say, and I make myself look stupid. Finally, I'm at the end of the day analyzing how I did today and I focus on the last part of the day, and I feel terrible. Then I think about the last few years and how I've done looking for improvement and then I just feel so alone. I haven't hung out with someone outside of school in over 2 years, and it's probably because I don't have a great personality. My few friends I have probably don't think of me as a friend just some kid who follows them. They hang out with each other and don't invite me, tell me people don't like me, and would rather be with other friends. This is my every day. I'm sorry for this just had to get it off my chest, and I really don't know what to do. Honestly, I dont even know if I have social anxiety because I've never been diagnosed or had anyone tell me I have it. Well, if you have any tips for this please help me.",4.126363636363635,3.2240253737373763,5.554242424242427,87.30136363636366,70.51515151515152,9.11919191919192,25.828282828282827,8.438071523408619,1.2542464646464642,1392,31,342,19,22,474,170,396,0.08,0.797,0.12300000000000001,0.9626,0,1,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,1,4,1,21,17,1,1,16,0,34,4,2,6,3,65,62,41,0,5,14,0,3,2,4,2,1,4,0,3,15,29,1,0,9,1,0,4,13,4,1,3,6,10,55,13,51,52,7,49,0,0,3,0,31,20,0,6,25,234,70,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131960018827336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05995998320013925,0.0,0.06745133827274842,0.0,0.0,0.12330382428951962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21499533002564356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989722983614265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756064037784787,0.0,0.17059093615127335,0.0,0.0,0.08949272347670482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090230568142999,0.10333692673191276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078094220712487,0.0,0.0,0.11647354818689855,0.0,0.07428871239778202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374723664344842,0.06299009405351022,0.0,0.09658811562840064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724858723445961,0.0,0.2303311528431884,0.0,0.10022035846979208,0.0,0.0,0.09720994071262212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05909983267240512,0.09315855844025553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181756919636652,0.1938281000916232,0.1437438954892981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615277042252882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808454577276134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176566482979832,0.08939256834067627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935365577537296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800368163831358,0.0,0.09377192174752083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194952575278978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548168314943206,0.08417015038324706,0.12225472511305145,0.15397677800483606,0.0,0.096786377885901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901286567335016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694557219398145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21035373887897446,0.08827555321952434,0.17846954152526906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17976049943739486,0.14941569807845415,0.06787911290182558,0.08720436204815313,0.09870133468153497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834772531774795,0.15413242778553032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299411408824725,0.0,0.0,0.05141380196326485,0.0,0.08357674583556554,0.0,0.0,0.05986299989190012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05200612975714744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927721657327981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626348586596981,0.0,0.0,0.17033963051769982 socialanxiety,juicer2031,2020/01/10,"I wish I was normal Me and my friends are supposed to take a trip for one of my friends birthdays and we got an Airbnb. I already know I don’t want to go because I feel like I will have an anxiety attack, and I don’t drink which I’m sure they think is lame and makes me no fun but I didn’t want to opt out and disappoint my friend for her birthday. I just paid for the Airbnb knowing I’m just going to pretend to be sick the day of just to get out of it. I paid for it so my other friends didn’t have to chip in more and so I could pretend I’m still going. I’ve struggled with social anxiety my whole life and I’m so sick of it but I feel like there’s no way out of it. I just wish I could function like normal people.",-0.4831829664381111,1.2780484478527612,1.6868350775893184,100.0464994586792,85.99386503067484,4.571490436665464,19.404186214363044,5.5289334501034215,-0.4912949115842658,559,16,142,3,17,187,83,163,0.17300000000000001,0.642,0.185,0.2732,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,1,0,9,13,1,1,5,0,13,4,0,1,1,33,35,12,0,8,6,0,2,3,4,1,3,0,0,0,6,12,1,0,5,3,2,4,6,4,0,1,6,2,24,9,21,25,2,11,0,2,0,0,8,4,0,0,5,92,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951921207221284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22116721481896345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644513306134308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811893054771769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308296160801615,0.0,0.0,0.09322553411115936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416081349552547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461819467468118,0.20653917356933935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4467290272305693,0.0,0.07552363061260466,0.0,0.24646053864742906,0.0,0.11561324091177445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588864733771902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210294343419923,0.2118657179888732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649108594683624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832649511200566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795370250718027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021571752356068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735485615671273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544121268022915,0.0,0.0,0.15111949068228234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624067214028412,0.0,0.1086868077922327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262452808119637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17052368665232184,0.1147404370938507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16138966045401426,0.3324605125377341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TheBagelofNuts,2020/01/11,My parents booked a tennis camp and didn’t tell me. I have been cursed to not be able to talk to people well and it really stresses me out to even go to school. Now I have to go to a place where everyone is constantly judging me and looking at my every fucking movement. Even worse there are people my age and older than me attending and that stresses me even more I want to cry.,4.425000000000002,4.8420043205128245,5.319641025641027,84.7086923076923,69.8974358974359,8.291282051282051,28.42051282051282,8.238735603445708,1.7892174358974349,299,10,62,4,5,98,52,78,0.16,0.795,0.044000000000000004,-0.8915,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,2,2,0,7,1,0,0,0,8,12,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,3,1,0,2,1,11,1,11,9,1,12,0,0,1,1,3,4,1,0,4,47,13,2,0.19495527680515454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21067739509543307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21414921717591584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38629836498839615,0.0,0.1642582290604842,0.18628812161216932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18023301193888736,0.0,0.0,0.22159515310897268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371333177519326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164747634906032,0.0,0.0,0.2703148835561954,0.0,0.2036867701458936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489334243655033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973051482923029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4466412217903617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15669766672134944,0.1703995049293657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498967337673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17528820703534226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986760825597096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,NdN124,2020/01/11,"Charisma As a guy with SAD/AvPD, I struggle with dating. Not because of what happens on dates but because I can’t really find ladies that will go out on dates with me. I'm 36 years old and I’ve only dated once and that was during my more adventurous years. I feel that my main issue is that I don’t have enough charisma. I’ve been told this before by women too. Men that are more charismatic seem to be more successful with life in general. Some can be jerks but as long as they act the right part, it’s all OK.People can have terrible personalities but still get what they want because they know how to charm the right people. They know how to brag on themselves and how to get the right attention to their actions. I feel like people like characters more than they like good character. People seem to value niceness more than true kindness.  When it comes to dating, women all seem to want a guy that can charm them more than anything else. My problem with that is that charisma can be fake and divisive. Some of the most charming people in human history were also some of the most cruel. Also some of the biggest liars in society are the most charming as well… lawyers, politicians, used car salesmen, etc..  I also feel that when I talk about issues like these with other peolpe, they just see it as my problem and they don’t really see how my point is valid(?). I guess it’s the unpopular opinion.  Does anyone else agree or have anything else to add?",4.265687479780007,5.988050775800716,4.5507942413458435,85.1852725655128,71.49110320284697,7.244322225816887,25.939987059204146,7.84624498591911,1.4411693950177942,1152,37,220,15,22,361,145,281,0.09,0.711,0.19899999999999998,0.9891,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,9,1,13,22,3,1,10,0,22,1,0,5,3,52,43,23,0,4,6,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,7,18,14,0,0,10,0,0,5,4,8,0,0,4,5,23,14,36,35,19,29,0,0,2,0,18,12,0,13,16,150,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461112333426273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172972134136514,0.1051103149370336,0.16883720270407493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876043407569925,0.0,0.08729216257725263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836777588511288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977270481198035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25708946859814363,0.0,0.0,0.10599758601565212,0.11440923919313195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556099670045287,0.07328664653767282,0.0,0.0,0.0937607061892648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719271363966323,0.0,0.05830134164282307,0.08604331587645367,0.0,0.0,0.1130087919801377,0.20315028523734047,0.09071545545155656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21414388892164712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068263485037207,0.11275591562394133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245872244575474,0.20047112896302444,0.0,0.0,0.09078437548990892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764555695940134,0.10924953095763698,0.0,0.07802041086990062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108940967527496,0.0,0.35559713640486545,0.08957314538270078,0.0,0.0,0.09697585377797968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19631971877233675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143697999074289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628207371516667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634937080140482,0.2801682190391777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819244040088693,0.0,0.0,0.10724397224207402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824538269360252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802423265792168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860038429922938,0.0,0.0,0.12101442001552365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223611167433596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321225766335427 socialanxiety,Supa71,2020/01/11,"This is my brain on Social Anxiety So I go and get dressed for my wife’s family reunion. I grab a shirt, then stop and wondered: “Did I wear this shirt last year?” I hate my brain.",-0.6492105263157875,1.504543026315794,1.3476842105263138,98.93678947368423,92.42105263157896,5.145263157894737,18.12631578947369,6.742157984588678,-0.060332631578947186,137,4,33,2,5,45,29,38,0.20800000000000002,0.792,0.0,-0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,5,5,0,0,4,6,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,7,0,2,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,18,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22062727517889316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6439055846899704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718803972331738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15067850673360755,0.0,0.1639058999632593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847379568566733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350866921065701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939902320047279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411175700036461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127604243986639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857218823647032 socialanxiety,jfrtohbo,2020/01/11,"Cancelled DnD, when I asked to play I said yes to DnD night with friends from work, but I just couldnt bring myself to go, Even though ID like to. I just texted him that I cant make it there by seven and he texted me back; we could pick you up? I feel so bad about it. Sometimes Even work gives me anxiety and im a fairly social and carefree person other areas in my life. We talked about dnd at work, and i say i would like to join them. But I kind of need to know a few days ahead or Else I will usually cancel last minute. Mind you I dont know these people outside of work. Sometimes I feel like people will hate me for being like this.",1.2618369829683689,2.809407927007303,2.385127737226277,98.29671836982969,79.21897810218978,5.1506082725060836,17.25608272506083,5.46131890053228,-0.7666442822384427,494,8,119,2,12,157,89,137,0.11800000000000001,0.713,0.16899999999999998,0.6822,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,2,1,5,11,9,1,0,2,1,8,1,0,2,0,23,20,10,0,4,5,0,2,4,1,3,1,2,0,1,6,7,0,0,4,1,0,2,3,2,0,1,1,4,23,7,18,13,1,13,0,0,0,0,15,4,0,1,11,75,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495553667737755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404814293479138,0.0,0.0,0.11554774926953397,0.12546851614649165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997773910228215,0.0,0.0,0.096911210954623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761143985464447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553064537797345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19850279599200826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519612584042246,0.10735235582724204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609762124257145,0.0,0.0,0.1441519218354273,0.0854014567309835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483597375543813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16231653641908425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156482261340765,0.16516805922434288,0.12248946479943452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613958916493,0.2936557884179444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030586656960924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15172906824187382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142271742137012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14101747693059824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083555033391252,0.13120928068042995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294043291290834,0.1195001095809498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15318053885498648,0.0,0.0,0.2972401881581025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078070135196953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14763873886193846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16550030829869755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43759110718874544,0.0,0.0,0.10674693751549046,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dsky827,2020/01/11,"Constantly obsessing over what I perceive to be an “embarrassing” moment It’s been hours since this moment happened and it just keeps getting worse in my head. My rational side tells me that it wasn’t that big of a deal and nobody thought anything of it, but my anxiety is saying that “they think you’re stupid.” How do you get past that feeling? I keep replaying it in my head and I just want it to go away. I’ve been dealing with social anxiety my whole life and I’m in my 30’s so this isn’t new. Guess I’m just hoping that if someone can relate, I’ll feel a bit better.",1.3788375350140036,3.499745924369748,3.0522899159663868,90.84185224089636,81.35294117647058,6.319607843137256,22.521708683473392,7.492282038375204,0.8907137254901962,451,15,97,7,12,149,79,119,0.11900000000000001,0.792,0.09,-0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,1,5,5,1,2,3,0,8,3,2,1,0,21,23,8,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,14,5,0,2,5,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,3,12,2,10,18,2,14,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,3,6,59,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25894509691046114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927484550927166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590119692604714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14968412723800747,0.18477254321797248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828945483908428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34896990829578883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17115149005198502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17684785571874878,0.0,0.09618626961641166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18644329320960995,0.0,0.1496634727532574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473899685497488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16809923456529402,0.16667298846223985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30086682804085835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195432903744516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345861633788866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16156423509215798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459102689022254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000184734179472,0.0,0.0,0.17252474576288504,0.14340138909631234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479282601057521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844585360404248,0.0,0.13436223400661074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998255383417898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889568546622936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724758955718053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,willnotuse,2020/01/11,"How do I stop thinking about social interactions that happened or that might happen? I feel like I do this all the time. Sometimes I just stop what I'm doing and think these thoughts for whole minutes until I realise that I'm doing it and stop. I think of something I said or did end then try to think of different ways the people involved probably reacted and thought of me. I also think about certain social interactions that might happen and what people might say to me and then I try to think of whole, in detail sentences that I should respond with. I used to do this intentionally but now I do it completely unintentionally. What is this and how do I stop it?",4.545937500000001,6.325820468750003,5.25825,80.16175000000003,70.875,7.620000000000001,28.425,8.238735603445708,1.971956875,532,20,99,8,10,172,66,128,0.067,0.8959999999999999,0.037000000000000005,-0.5514,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,0,13,0,0,5,2,35,29,15,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,4,0,2,0,0,15,7,0,4,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,15,2,14,21,3,12,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,5,11,78,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615664699679537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607035196615826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562620432673602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649779531179723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060797438878405774,0.08590016113841513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189860339848294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05874365622894082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826699501298947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16671987468732058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12964008465016785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437668159023097,0.0956204322668153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451410193938851,0.0,0.09256736037330232,0.1189213774715995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4021072843231042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4622732869533795,0.0,0.19091577191882536,0.07011346688308208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327142907819125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384957762144297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544167205786776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268489460851255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hottaquitomosquito,2020/01/11,"Social anxiety or shyness? Hi!! So I’m currently a freshman in college and I feel like my nervousness or anxiety (or whatever you want to call it) has peaked. I’ve always been a shy person. My parents tell me that I barely spoke as a child (not even sure if this is relevant lmao). I’ve noticed that when I walk to class and around campus, I get sweaty and it‘s hard to breathe. Walking past groups of people is a BITCH. I feel sooo damn awkward and start to over analyze the way that I walk. It always feels like everyone is staring at me. I stay in my dorm a lot, hence why I have no friends so far. When I try to make friends, I feel like they think I’m too weird/awkward. I’ve experienced all of these things in high school, but I was able to overcome them and make a few friends. Anyway, is this just a part of growing up or something more serious? I’ve told my parents but they think I’m overreacting, and honestly (most of the time) I think I am too. I don’t want to go to my doctor and look like I’m just trying to finesse some meds or get attention. Thanks :)",1.2753181818181822,3.343362440909093,2.8990909090909125,92.08863636363638,81.4090909090909,6.363636363636362,24.09090909090909,7.520522993642371,1.047954545454545,827,31,183,13,22,272,128,220,0.08199999999999999,0.754,0.16399999999999998,0.9674,3,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,3,0,12,15,2,2,9,0,10,2,1,2,2,36,33,20,0,3,11,2,5,4,3,0,1,1,1,2,10,8,0,0,8,0,0,5,3,5,0,0,4,9,25,10,21,29,7,22,0,0,2,0,18,9,2,9,10,110,35,6,0.1265800175339949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21064942940414075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19366673389752467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268305212739088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925235039659522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295600116006399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360490777662621,0.0,0.0,0.12095263122121305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25601064067665336,0.2712863694545081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933862226543644,0.0,0.13226566952790644,0.0,0.07193834100221808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339083286120355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373873824987662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24736241105382845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629533473650904,0.0,0.0,0.10761380436313966,0.0,0.0,0.16898628922777245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14060186405796515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411218892916053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811042594727394,0.13707382385665565,0.1208349495637274,0.08775464624750882,0.11052478889180437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810573552901566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290323872784205,0.0,0.09744748163780377,0.0,0.0,0.08959398791433637,0.1349174566839965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930016851281508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063651456482597,0.11653787358360725,0.0,0.0,0.08409413912683536,0.2433220924760696,0.0,0.0,0.07380982615360884,0.0,0.0,0.12095263122121305,0.0,0.1718790459500215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932034783343695,0.10047332610364423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421877756216317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Awkwardpotato37,2020/01/11,"I am afraid of human connection So, I guess I let a friendship trauma affect me more than it should have. Ever since I have been avoiding potential friendships and not even posting online much (I'm afraid of online friendships as well). I just really dislike the idea of being friends or even aquaintances with anyone. I really hate the idea of going through all of that again for something as unimportant as a friendship. I keep convincing myself that it's better this way. But is it? I've noticed I am starting to go back on my progress with social interactions. I've noticed I'm becoming afraid of even talking to people in a normal casual way. Sharing simple stuff like my favorite color feels like I over-shared and a huge wave of regret fills me. I don't really know what to do. Should I just accept it? should I just wait till my trauma becomes less fresh?",4.2723257839721285,6.447702835365857,4.807839721254356,81.45719512195123,72.47560975609754,7.124738675958188,26.958188153310104,7.957251820313856,1.8678968641114984,691,25,119,10,14,220,103,164,0.11,0.652,0.23800000000000002,0.9642,0,1,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,11,17,1,4,6,0,13,0,0,1,2,27,24,9,0,5,6,0,1,2,1,3,0,0,0,1,9,4,0,3,5,1,0,3,2,8,1,0,1,2,18,9,21,18,4,14,0,1,1,0,6,3,0,2,7,87,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493865302362984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154014065822948,0.0,0.0,0.3315006972705603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273258676180594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973770845318749,0.13575495287652387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588439877334277,0.10721639270954801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595058213551725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705865894097693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653288230939269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481718380685924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388416100028782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339701775186766,0.0,0.0,0.08247943589318611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346583848605805,0.0,0.1466419348221728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032525626224347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470454525177175,0.0,0.34173163377570553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040458092282235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373409595180586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884331497416879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414681297209297,0.0,0.0,0.15298653376332091,0.0,0.11553806570721115,0.0,0.0,0.10622661446595977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17180442892926906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062773106467077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23825128280547586,0.0,0.0,0.13493895052482446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,skiexs,2020/01/11,"Best books on needyness and toxic shame? Ive been working on these a lot. Want to commit myself even more. Any help will be greatly appreciated! Thanks, guys.",1.7717241379310344,4.442126172413797,2.9478620689655166,84.2583448275862,97.6206896551724,5.078620689655172,19.593103448275865,6.742157984588678,0.7375186206896553,125,4,22,2,5,40,28,29,0.076,0.49,0.434,0.9279,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,1,5,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,3,3,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,15,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25532895867362904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39402717325815184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479909781855517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4139512990193997,0.0,0.3717692107928513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516661601398827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31920677051143964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34567756886806505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22145888385617912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733428669725251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,RazorBlade233,2020/01/11,"Do you know that feeling when you start talking about a topic and you know the topic is bland/unfunny but you decided to talk about it because you feel a sudden urge to talk about something and then there's this big silence at the end and you try to make it funny by smiling and laughing but you and everyone involved in this pitiful conversation know you talk sucked and regret fills you immidiately? Yeah, me too.",2.931673699015469,5.7620385949367074,3.5168776371308006,85.48251758087203,80.77215189873417,6.042756680731365,26.499296765119553,7.3871296695380915,1.6322646976090014,335,14,60,5,9,105,52,79,0.134,0.698,0.16899999999999998,0.3346,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,9,0,0,6,4,1,0,4,1,2,0,0,1,0,16,10,10,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,10,1,9,10,0,9,0,2,0,0,15,3,1,0,5,42,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14309967165469153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20791628061415046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22431094266184534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23739040466434905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3870326505778846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566955321719405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807198094452452,0.0,0.0,0.16615522690980625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7547234043908346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593778921202426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,papaffets,2020/01/11,Caffeine helps with my anxiety? I’ve seen people on this sub before mention that caffeine can make their anxiety worse but I’ve noticed it’s really helpful for me. On days when I drink coffee before work I have a much easier time looking people in the eye and holding conversations. If I had to guess I would say it’s probably because I’m slightly more alert and in a better mood to socialize. I was just curious if anyone else has had this same effect? I wish it was something I could use more regularly but it seems the more often I have it the less I notice an effect,2.2013157894736817,4.655727114035088,4.158859649122807,82.16618421052631,80.49122807017544,6.957894736842108,24.41228070175439,8.07648339933343,1.765680701754386,457,17,84,9,12,155,77,114,0.040999999999999995,0.759,0.2,0.9658,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,4,3,2,0,0,6,0,10,2,1,4,0,20,18,7,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,3,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,12,1,8,11,6,7,0,0,3,0,7,4,0,5,3,59,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721865948934145,0.0,0.0,0.12439207631058878,0.18227995414137305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844641540142072,0.0,0.3027602267392072,0.0,0.0,0.15733842188405578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203897094974452,0.0,0.0,0.11473102244203255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17427463692676132,0.0,0.0,0.14861293291203131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959773161373501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384857383974489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493915069084349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874987955577065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077724270834706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4050815046844344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466674360380781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19180668980462168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396753353629198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147351600607844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619538169618095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18134702546729167,0.0,0.1369563975915812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037351373987438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364880218127278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204576647850444,0.0,0.0,0.12951358941024269,0.0,0.18129567725746448,0.1263753198733892,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,nicolegrace2455,2020/01/11,"moving to a new school- any tips? Hi everyone. In a few months I'm gonna be moving to a new school probably, so I was just wondering if I could have any tips? I plan on involving myself in sports, but I'm concerned on making friends. Like what's a casual way to talk to someone? I've been able to start conversations lately, but I don't know what to say at a new school? Also, what do I do if everyone is in cliques? I don't know what to do in that situation. Help??",1.0815555555555534,2.7038044000000028,3.6113333333333344,88.96122222222225,80.0,7.6444444444444475,23.11111111111111,8.515128840125781,1.3403777777777781,360,12,84,8,9,126,59,100,0.0,0.847,0.153,0.9338,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,5,0,11,0,0,1,0,10,19,6,0,3,5,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,1,7,3,14,14,1,16,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,3,7,50,12,3,0.15525188636057533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415487743159047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21115321307844453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239559982979499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29669966118191143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994722228322505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406206685818246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17064475311236213,0.0,0.1751308901109136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584822960008891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363183969633888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392057450361744,0.3300163708846752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4498297178483445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16738779192767625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346253138836885,0.0,0.471369592498609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17450962506833312,0.0,0.0,0.13154441950190165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988808424308898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247855854196968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323172101254255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16836404815596345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Charming-Cry,2020/01/11,I'm scared of how I'm coming across at my job. I have started working at a very social office. I've never officially been diagnosed with SA but I feel I might have had it in school since I used to freeze when asked questions or put on the spot and maybe it's coming back. Now I'm better at speaking and communicating with people or so I thought. I had lots of friends in college. I always categorised myself as introverted. But in this new office I'm unable to bond with anyone. Sometimes I can't even participate in group conversations. I feel so awkward. I am expected to be social all the time. To wish everyone (in the office) good morning on my way in and there's a lot of cold calling in this job. I have been there for like a few months but I feel left out most of the time. I am not the loudest person and recently my manager expressed concern over if I could hold my own in a meeting with other mamagers. I feel like I've come from University where everything was so perfect and now I'm stuck trying to figure out how to survive in this stupid job. IDK how to communicate with people I work with I just don't know how I'm coming across. I dread going back to work when the weekends are over. I hate being around those people because it's non stop talking. I can't even be alone for lunch we eat together and then they have all this extra social stuff that pisses me off. I'm worried that I can't put on a show of being fun and exciting and they'll get mad and fire me for having the wrong attitude.,2.7273562359970143,4.448881,4.320080906148866,85.2575522778193,75.56957928802589,7.0839432412247945,24.50597460791636,7.882392219407189,1.2941465272591484,1195,39,244,18,26,400,165,309,0.136,0.7390000000000001,0.124,-0.4501,3,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,2,6,20,16,4,3,12,0,24,4,1,5,4,57,49,26,0,4,8,0,6,2,1,2,1,1,0,1,12,23,2,2,8,2,0,7,6,8,0,0,7,8,31,8,47,35,8,49,0,0,0,0,17,25,1,8,18,170,43,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074648284835906,0.0,0.0,0.08633724331707825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255191821539313,0.0,0.0,0.09236905238008987,0.09700228021595247,0.0,0.0,0.15957120033577452,0.0,0.06325158076235655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917679377597086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595131120992002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35752274114555377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284450351977317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531496151018492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617313542938564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706597327380327,0.0,0.0,0.09914782851418856,0.0932534577608862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20985818037470388,0.07412668955700237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080165286190866,0.0,0.054210701281408966,0.0,0.05896961666123896,0.08702958131875123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244224380273204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088995557494633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05702418617882132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127363417828434,0.0,0.0,0.10138450757291112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764273321386782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424160433344123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007374227686133,0.0,0.0,0.08282082845205113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002667519839306,0.10021276408641558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21580388610707624,0.09059987124686553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20861639443466085,0.1162357695530486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245120766567736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388259657808324,0.10501140297382154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583195192551979,0.0,0.0,0.317313006194779,0.0,0.0,0.10262201971104473,0.0,0.0734423820295938,0.0,0.0,0.08674862025461966,0.0,0.0,0.1187812166210278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339894811439717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237443311519818,0.12100743757704395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044672778497722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961595995805319,0.0,0.08561347277868557,0.0,0.0823604414901488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193197240840753,0.0,0.0,0.22661715180022446,0.10537406268972624,0.0,0.0,0.11344607469248175,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,gamerbot09,2020/01/11,HELP So basically when I’m in stressful situations my hands shake a lot is there anyway to stop it?,2.41,4.759872000000001,4.830000000000002,78.24500000000002,79.0,8.0,25.0,8.841846274778883,2.0615,80,3,16,2,2,28,20,20,0.292,0.568,0.139,-0.4151,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178621117175881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4031679829060909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5330472439574007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3964721999021154,0.5432215808563444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mcplayerx,2020/01/11,How do I make friends when I have social anxiety? I have no friends. I recently moved school. I don't know anyone there and it's hard to make friends when people already have their own friend groups. I had friends at my previous school but no one close. I was always the guy you hung out with if all your other friends where not available and in groups I would very rarely say anything. I've kinda lost touch with all my old friends now and tbh I don't think they really cared that much that I was moving school.,2.3313592233009715,4.560618883495144,2.2891359223301,96.99603398058257,78.61165048543691,5.673398058252428,21.9504854368932,6.742157984588678,0.2841502912621361,407,12,89,4,10,121,70,103,0.087,0.7020000000000001,0.21,0.9358,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,2,1,6,9,0,0,1,0,10,0,0,3,2,19,16,8,0,2,3,0,2,0,7,1,0,1,0,1,4,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,4,3,16,8,6,11,4,12,0,1,0,0,16,5,0,2,5,56,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248920768044074,0.0,0.10743974961843628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987778863594746,0.0,0.0,0.09028502217486478,0.0,0.106256307044155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316483642901077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6983147204925008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785096376016622,0.0,0.0,0.11566784421011292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709620095553335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409517872507013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17237971785575262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27447225229028466,0.09491944027375082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549169459132676,0.0,0.08749632898948476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895168550644217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271878400716813,0.0,0.12749228116169714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268290319290692,0.0,0.3920347144216619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162349806574025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273608831574343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106539075443092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172448033294324,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,shiningpinkbag,2020/01/11,Can someone help me reduce my anxiety Tomorrow im going to school and i have no friends due to my anxiety. my classmates didnt even show any interest in being my friend. Idk how to survive being at school alone... can someone help me. :( im dying i feel like i would rather dying than going to school.,0.35083333333333044,2.7905204166666664,2.546666666666667,88.67833333333333,94.83333333333334,5.333333333333334,21.66666666666667,6.937597516519254,1.0226666666666664,235,9,45,4,9,79,39,60,0.139,0.619,0.242,0.8519,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,0,5,10,2,2,2,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,9,4,7,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,28,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820555735774854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953676002404905,0.0,0.2689431853073554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648647900325293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161013549011007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887989665353155,0.12557761618500995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716151389142151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19980020507910826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356439124421348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37974618356243695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587746771901117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5336977168347155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29787647513864657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248694157193689,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,joggingbears,2020/01/11,I thought I was doing really well. This past year I kept thinking I was doing so well with my social anxiety. I was still a bit awkward but it was coming easier. Eventually I downloaded tinder and met a really great guy! It’s so easy to talk to him. Today I met a few of his friends but I felt so isolated. Everyone was already friends and already had jokes with each other. I felt myself shut down like I used to. When I left I cried in my car for twenty minutes before I drove home.,1.5036363636363603,3.660922040404039,3.8851414141414153,84.8410454545455,81.12121212121212,7.192323232323233,23.03131313131313,8.238735603445708,1.5367446464646473,378,13,76,8,10,131,65,99,0.09,0.618,0.292,0.9766,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,1,3,0,8,0,0,1,0,14,18,8,0,0,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,4,6,0,1,4,1,0,3,0,1,2,0,13,2,18,7,9,5,3,12,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,6,55,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893049970825156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493907849931475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009624562308185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925739240579592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194573032463418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19375787165899414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685497170380746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387271639246049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725593995598829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944723434202628,0.0,0.17465539981552086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17693514024515547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916499714836083,0.0,0.0,0.08617601776832295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683857254831203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22600193018688705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17980900576481826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086654636099233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177687314597212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130246042655222,0.0,0.14003521409197134,0.0,0.0,0.16719859614081345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15234569349003668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171944345160904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359039648715526 socialanxiety,JamesJ5555,2020/01/11,"Anxiety leading to nausea and trouble eating I've never really had the courage to post or ask about or really talk about my anxiety, But I can't just live with it anymore and I decided that its best that i seek help on how to manage it better or places to look for advice. I'm hoping that my fellow redditors can help me out. I'm 21 Male if that helps Even since probably end of middle school start of high school when I would have to experience something new that I didn't really know too much about I would always not eat food as fear of throwing up from my anxiety. These experiences include first days of school, Traveling, the first couple of days spending time with my girlfriend, and more commonly going out to eat is something i almost never do because of this. It makes me hesitant to try new things even though I want to. Usually it persists through most of the day then late at night when I'm at home or in my hotel room I force myself to eat. What usually happens is I'll wake up with the feeling of wanting to throw up ( i often don't, but sometimes i do), eventually it will lead to random occurrences of me needing to spit a lot and every once in a while it leads me to dry heave uncontrollably for about a minute. The thought of eating food is repulsive and sometimes triggers me dry heave. Eventually the feeling goes away after a few days or gets better as the trip goes on to where i can kinda eat some food but not to the extent of being able to actually enjoy myself. If this is the wrong place to post I'm sorry and I would appreciate it if you could send me in the right direction or if u have any advice on what I should do or know anyone whos anxiety leads them to a similar condition as me. I've looked a lot over the years and I havent really ever found anyone similar to me but I'm hoping reddit can help me out. Thanks",6.8868913594145775,5.759578612299472,7.609836757669576,75.56354770616383,65.01604278074865,10.975288488601183,32.25105544610189,10.186864033877496,2.9934727272727266,1467,47,292,29,19,492,189,374,0.054000000000000006,0.836,0.11,0.9671,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,10,15,12,0,2,17,0,24,11,2,7,3,66,50,31,0,14,18,0,2,0,2,5,0,0,2,1,19,13,9,0,7,2,1,10,8,4,0,2,4,4,33,8,61,39,9,60,0,0,2,0,13,23,0,21,25,203,52,8,0.07358942828906266,0.0,0.07181266660747418,0.0,0.0,0.1438214752640703,0.0,0.0,0.07368918246060366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061232299462688926,0.0,0.0,0.05004333472558452,0.0,0.2251828448720405,0.0,0.07298093879349399,0.10291087859829083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687961816076649,0.0,0.06913969029342114,0.0,0.0,0.044859432452633685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722756488244019,0.1301677382804359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05875517046253784,0.08142530270855178,0.0,0.18983637337975245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4518021405637424,0.0,0.0,0.06517839096458564,0.0,0.0,0.0972102466929965,0.06656585096173649,0.062002267219552064,0.0,0.0,0.1439691631417757,0.0,0.08280856590408815,0.0744180521157374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519026021899968,0.26695388637657697,0.0806870097790365,0.0,0.0,0.038447438989391416,0.0,0.04182256796571473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06507488840319901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19730177033434104,0.077751271327371,0.07381619668915983,0.14618181348810905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088565051571486,0.0,0.08301208043994185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498081340006788,0.0,0.12359317158339744,0.0,0.0,0.1251262006970043,0.0,0.0,0.049121514814224936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05409669710060255,0.054565628628079885,0.1135134074817522,0.14214625681265858,0.0,0.06905869336469847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837033942872712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377057970134125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095666060818024,0.0,0.07934185019766883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18857308850791493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06284496967305456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22342929054181013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060873935532881764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330547430219795,0.145563652509384,0.08237734011437363,0.0520869761057073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059148394940748285,0.0,0.06775125851706823,0.0,0.0,0.04888954624408008,0.0,0.07230123966006874,0.05842178604260941,0.04291058742585842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04996239127133428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16209671724856792,0.0,0.08680990288246332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682745541811638,0.08045848757210121,0.0,0.04738917909397639 socialanxiety,OMWDA,2020/01/11,"What can you do? I know this is mostly a meme page, but I’d really like to know how you guys deal with your social anxiety and how you can get better. I’m kind of at a loss here.",1.0267479674796718,1.5381690731707351,3.554634146341467,93.91943089430895,77.78048780487805,7.417886178861789,16.10569105691057,7.793537801064563,-0.20090894308943152,136,1,36,2,3,48,33,41,0.11199999999999999,0.718,0.16899999999999998,0.5483,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,2,3,4,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,8,8,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,4,8,2,1,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,1,1,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763254880581767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194618473730496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723927634775593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887178812287875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35765575941935057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761457558915767,0.39702432693500733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17646948855414687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23140106763549104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682092083908163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,estafi6,2020/01/11,"Dates I’ve noticed that I get pretty anxious when I get to know someone and they invite me somewhere, specially when it comes to dates, I get extremely anxious to the point where I start to make a million excuses in my head, avoid the topic or even start to ignore the person. It’s bad, I know. Has someone been trough the same? What’s the best way to stop this?",3.0416894977168925,4.722947438356165,3.8645890410958894,89.02555936073061,74.61643835616438,6.510502283105023,25.865296803652967,7.1686216300943375,1.1331022831050228,285,10,58,3,6,91,49,73,0.187,0.698,0.114,-0.5803,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,4,5,0,1,6,0,2,1,1,1,0,10,11,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,1,0,8,2,7,10,2,12,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,7,37,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4667081060531256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17246900745405574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167720208433683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779331865224592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643095994545992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237572902370845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21199019616062936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270399946730513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378804323220108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23516997743694254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803602617033671,0.0,0.0,0.1952660062519344,0.0,0.0,0.21014582288032416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35003530736530786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292408522455477,0.0,0.0,0.17269344466171652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16395774714395098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,halfanhalf,2020/01/11,"Social anxiety greatly increased after eating certain foods? I’ve noticed that my social anxiety is greatly increased after eating certain foods, mainly carbohydrates. I notice it within a minute of eating. Has anyone else experienced this?",8.65445945945946,12.783549513513513,8.747229729729728,48.82462837837842,67.37837837837839,8.024324324324324,38.979729729729726,8.841846274778883,5.293762162162162,200,11,15,4,4,65,27,37,0.083,0.687,0.22899999999999998,0.7137,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,4,2,3,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621880870418916,0.0,0.0,0.1198226552773976,0.17558407863960032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5260486828965694,0.14315378244526916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4144313855243341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3778618638200604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3902012325436259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34937084037239485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sheepisssh,2020/01/11,"RANT ABOUT MY ANXIETY I FEEL NUMB. I FEEL EMPTY. I CANT STOP WORRYING ABOUT EVERYTHING. I FEEL DEFEATED. IM IN A CONSTANT CYCLE. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. WORRY,WORRY,WORRY,WORRY. IF I STOP WORRYING I FEEL EMPTY AND THEN I WANT TO WORRY AGAIN TO STOP FEELING EMPTY. WHAT IF THEY THINK THIS BLAH, BLAH, BLAH. WHAT IF I GET MADE FUN OF BLAH, BLAH, BLAH. WHAT IF I DO SOMETHING HORRIBLY WRONG AND EVERYONE HATES ME AND THEY THINK IM A TERRIBLE PERSON WHO NEEDS TO BE SHOT BLAH,BLAH,BLAH. WHATS THE POINT BLAH,BLAH,BLAH. ITS EXHAUSTING! I DONT WHAT I SHOULD ACTUALY WORRY ABOUT ANYMORE OR WHAT I NEED TO DO BECAUSE IM JUST SO NUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUMB. I CANT SHOUT OR SCREAM ALTHOUGH I WOULD LOVE TO SO I AM WRITING THIS INSTEAD WHICH MEANS IT IS PROBABLY INCOHERANT AND I DONT WANT THE GRAMMAR POLICE ON MY CASE OR SOMETHING. NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY I JUST CANT GET MY POINT ACROSS. AND I WANT PEOPLE TO UNDERSTAND. AND FOR THIS I FEEL LIKE IM SELFISH, I COULD BE TRYING TO HELP OTHER PEOPLE BUT IM TOO CONCERNED WITH MYSELF. I WORRY ABOUT BEING SELFISH BY TRYING TO PUT MY NEEDS FIRST AND HELPING MYSELF SO I HOLD BACK. I FEEL LIKE I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT BEING NORMAL WOULD BE LIKE ANYMORE. WHENEVER I IMAGINE BEING NORMAL I FEEL LIKE I HAVE NO REFERENCE AND THEREFORE I AM PLAYING OUT SOME OVERACTED DELUSION IN MY HEAD WHERE EVERYONE IS LIKE ME, BUT THEY'RE NOT IN REAL LIFE. PEOPLE ARE TOO UNPREDICTABLE AND I HAVE NO IDEA WHATS GOING ON INSIDE THEIR HEADS. I DONT KNOW WHETHER OR NOT WHAT I THINK OF PEOPLE IS TOO SIMPLE OR TOO COMPLICATED. I DONT KNOW WHETHER OR NOT IM DOING THE RIGHT THING AT ALL TIMES. ITS A STUPID THING TO SAY BUT I THINK I HATE SOCIETY AND ALL OF THE EXPECTATIONS THAT COMES WITH IT. WHATS CONSIDERED WEIRD AND WHATS CONSIDERED NORMAL, I DONT KNOW. I THINK I WOULD LOVE TO BE MYSELF BUT ITS WHETHER OR NOT I SHOULD BECAUSE I MIGHT BE UNACCEPTABLE AND INTOLERABLE. I AM TIRED OF ALL THE JUDGEMENT PEOPLE HAVE FOR ONE ANOTHER BASED ON SUPERFICIAL THINGS DESPITE EVERYONE BEING SOMEWHAT AFRAID OF JUDGEMENT THEMSELVES. PERHAPS THIS IS JUST ANOTHER MISJUDGEMENT I HAVE OF PEOPLE AS A WHOLE, I DONT KNOW. I WOULD SAY IT FEELS NICE TO GET ALL OF THIS OFF MY CHEST BUT ITS ALL BACKED UP IN MY BRAIN. **TOO LONG DIDN'T READ** BLAH,BLAH,BLAH, IM WORRIED, BLAH,BLAH,BLAH.",1.022890554722636,2.0458623195402343,4.873723138430783,66.85772113943031,124.65517241379312,4.455572213893054,18.26536731634183,6.142598674442973,0.5260038980509747,1899,63,337,32,115,700,182,435,0.165,0.7190000000000001,0.11699999999999999,-0.9548,0,0,2,0,0,0,56.0,0,0,3,2,22,23,3,1,9,0,43,10,4,3,5,102,80,38,0,21,26,0,10,11,0,7,4,4,0,1,30,16,0,4,25,2,0,3,18,13,0,2,2,14,59,10,40,61,8,30,0,1,0,2,12,16,0,14,16,249,89,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210734703067604,0.04089398302481427,0.0,0.1060287260817608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220931037789164,0.0,0.06517302400236548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05967499718369785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04604793648876261,0.0,0.057767354133856474,0.0,0.04268056822677477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4385533400933349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03530743365783807,0.0,0.0,0.15323958064736468,0.04804314586056028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432623591305123,0.11456774185293307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04546996800912618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378625387417192,0.0,0.030380491647415624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04788641498595416,0.1055542127760553,0.10972333244661854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166136702290285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06034574428216905,0.4041944314973097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468911373342101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037757820832527,0.1305804310714108,0.0,0.0,0.047307212554113534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649293684700984,0.05058171759669599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058229667160203086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056708769654255815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189116813293486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157127702387224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03622342534652092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223595312487526,0.04667604755656385,0.0,0.0,0.10106711210017537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05763501703665859,0.0,0.0,0.053738424865852084,0.0,0.0,0.05347084427912521,0.06084506150947136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045651454922602905,0.0,0.08502131509127217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230666319835496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407577744028013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654212714999878,0.1712634434599347,0.0,0.0,0.031170844027217325,0.06144024301757073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888011553580433,0.0,0.0,0.05564997497161096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458987065054204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059682137249766634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800128284457043,0.0,0.1518955094076278,0.058446157865097076,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Lastar777,2020/01/11,"I feel stuck and lost... :( I'm 22F. I feel like I can literally hardly do anything. Like I am seriously not my own or something. It's stressing me out and I can hardly do it justice with this post. I have social anxiety, I took basically all of my college classes online when I was in college from 2015-2017 with an elementary education degree. I was too scared to drive there myself and take actual classes on campus. After college, I was too scared to get any job. So I stayed home as that felt natural for me. This was for about a year and then I got an opportunity to have a job doing in home activities with my disabled brother. So I did that and I'm still doing that. And now my mom recently got a different job position with him that requires a co-signer (me -eye roll-) and that position basically requires that I stay around close enough where I can check on him regularly to ""make sure she's doing her job"". I actually really appreciated the job doing in home stuff for him for a long time but now I have a bf (24M) who lives 2 hours away and we plan to marry in about 1.5-2.5 years. We have been seeing each other about every other weekend since we met in person, we've been together for 7 months now. We're thinking it would probably be best for me to move to his location. I had to talk to a lawyer on the phone not long ago and answer questions from him as my mom's co-signer. One of the things he asked was if I had a bf...he also apparently knew that he lived 2 hours away and questioned me about if I had plans to marry anytime soon and/or move away. I basically said not anytime soon. So she must have told him that. :/ My mom does not want me to drive 2 hours in my own car to see my bf and says that my car could break down in the middle of nowhere with my cell phone possibly not working, also that I have driving anxiety and that it's not safe for a female to drive alone that far. Then she said I can take public transportation. My bf has always had to pick me up and drop me off. I feel willing to drive to his location but will probably try public transportation for now at least. She also does not want me to move 2 hours away and guilt trips me about the co-signing thing and about her being left alone, etc. -Sigh-. I do feel too scared to get another job though besides the one I have and I have no idea really what one I should do. I could become a teacher's assistant with my degree but just the thought of that makes me burst into tears. My dad passed away almost a year ago - he could be a good person I guess but he was also very damaging and abusive at times. I have been threatened as a child (up until the last one when I was 19) for basically nothing or otherwise going against his wishes in some way. I have been humiliated and screamed at in public as a child, teenager, and adult. And just otherwise treated like crap and patronized and like my feelings didn't matter. It's hard to know how to get out of this ugly web I'm caught up in. Tldr: I have social anxiety, my life is in shambles right now since idk what job I can handle with that condition.",3.5310869565217398,4.671273767515928,4.8977236222653,84.26434921074495,72.47133757961784,8.072334533370258,25.435613403489338,8.522441849386874,1.5540925228468565,2418,74,508,41,46,807,273,628,0.125,0.823,0.052000000000000005,-0.991,9,2,1,0,0,0,72.0,3,0,0,8,33,21,1,5,24,0,55,3,2,4,3,91,93,48,0,11,17,5,9,4,3,5,1,4,3,5,30,38,0,3,14,1,1,17,9,10,1,4,30,16,79,10,87,52,9,91,0,2,3,0,52,37,1,9,35,354,109,17,0.0,0.07027722746841608,0.11576354648918033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515631984779976,0.0,0.05939426498500153,0.12286254594178465,0.0,0.18973309624439808,0.049353884769616975,0.0,0.0,0.04033546016083928,0.06219575604242102,0.13612482638367812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04881025460806161,0.05280191250377698,0.055450454244712,0.0,0.278636629498763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550750059349165,0.0,0.0,0.06224623885909339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420718773297537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06197036154228992,0.0,0.0,0.1038119207982202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061287075104319064,0.0661506351099551,0.0,0.0,0.04997448697273525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995435420228814,0.042373834908228936,0.05695060923475264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296713451332353,0.0,0.033709434698056595,0.0497496533700888,0.09487742783005074,0.0,0.06534090616471536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159400709931932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17848991941326942,0.0,0.23364882505181064,0.0,0.0,0.06695813055936653,0.0,0.0,0.4120189907190938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03259734739751677,0.04834871409586188,0.0,0.0,0.06444468467987333,0.0,0.04189513489335722,0.11591102777746523,0.0,0.10475045376132272,0.10498180285213583,0.0,0.0,0.06474808709763563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918492701152036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084030351302796,0.047343758810263016,0.18912374554250805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05691325035174662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607704319508401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035811530196365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686746740283854,0.056806283989099086,0.0,0.1279007506308012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289020024789575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599595770971655,0.0,0.05856528310812707,0.0,0.0,0.05065371411511259,0.11284213111651765,0.0471687637954328,0.17815056993147568,0.0,0.09453093734286527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813007925967593,0.0,0.0,0.1209260256019013,0.0,0.045662708828082835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644136999425193,0.04736812686117907,0.0,0.06794382859086448,0.0,0.06790018134328714,0.0,0.0,0.05590261304227035,0.0,0.08919328513812083,0.04767423555589747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881098874098136,0.038005927820250286,0.058275568322529135,0.047088581054172025,0.0691727799150462,0.0,0.0,0.056676937039511224,0.06589988319038148,0.04027021887561929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048940148050918536,0.06996970522613445,0.04708058287141919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820801414240972,0.0,0.0,0.04318119800548344,0.0,0.0,0.04213486581067262,0.0,0.0,0.1145885474588126 socialanxiety,anon65221,2020/01/11,Is there anyone here who has overcome social anxiety on their own? If so do you have any advice? Could you explain to me how you did it?,1.0673809523809543,3.2885662142857166,2.8000000000000007,91.61166666666668,83.28571428571429,5.161904761904762,20.047619047619047,6.42735559955562,0.1969619047619049,106,3,22,1,3,35,26,28,0.077,0.9229999999999999,0.0,-0.3049,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,4,7,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,2,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,0,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.478641800992573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330911717703938,0.0,0.3747073315173778,0.0,0.0,0.34249021701086346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39107762670600826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4993049714154525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,soft_rubbies,2020/01/11,"I don't know what to do to help myself anymore. I feel like I've tried everything. I've been to years of counseling, done the self help programs, read the books, taken the pills, exercised everyday, cut out the sugar, drink only small amounts of caffeine, listened to the relaxation tapes, and I still struggle with severe anxiety. I have a few friends/relatives that I do limited activites with and a very sweet husband that supports me but doesn't know what to do either. Im just so tired of everything being so difficult. I don't know what to do anymore. I've thought about trying brain mapping but don't want to throw my money away if it is just a waste of time and resources. I recently moved to a new area and am in a leadership role. My boss gives me tasks and responsibilities but offers me little to no support and when I ask for guidance just says things like, ""you'll figure it out."" I just don't want to have to work anymore at a job I don't like and am just so tired. I feel like my anxiety prevents me from gaining clarity on what I really want to do with my life. I feel held captive and despite 15 years of trying to break free, am still living in fear. My husband is so supportive and its breaks my heart to burden him with my mental health issues. I just don't know any more.",5.230970077220079,5.550282451737451,5.848993725868727,81.95989985521237,68.1119691119691,9.100482625482623,30.85931467181468,9.017664075816787,2.403712162162162,1021,38,206,17,16,332,137,259,0.153,0.6990000000000001,0.14800000000000002,-0.0687,1,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,3,14,15,1,2,11,0,23,10,2,1,0,42,42,18,0,4,11,2,3,4,0,1,6,2,0,1,10,15,2,3,9,5,2,2,8,5,0,0,5,7,28,11,33,35,4,24,0,0,0,0,13,11,0,1,13,134,38,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330903178400948,0.0,0.16493641383473254,0.0,0.3207317412584725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078028356324503,0.0,0.10128349321744326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034264337988865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031883657814276,0.0,0.10560488347453707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19377090714718356,0.0,0.0,0.1213071795302933,0.1635237353117742,0.15402748835445987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341346629369867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458844602394412,0.0,0.1277458456493722,0.14451476736907848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644461935823852,0.11251724193745984,0.10697681453702466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369805592310101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761437148168284,0.2106663760763352,0.10804588789688814,0.095191108686467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086390237928314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457642661322053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041158079872089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198825089162957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783113612047564,0.0,0.06906069816710292,0.0,0.10644143351019768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572844813232122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246095853806294,0.12178553400843073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721815744145915,0.0,0.0,0.11269801843853483,0.0,0.0,0.3669971715915215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161883433960554,0.0,0.0,0.085582717326123,0.06286019176624784,0.2478049971875686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195713704812014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894790972193198,0.190753173159054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848111325450972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884185997870088 socialanxiety,saviourfade,2020/01/11,"My PM's are always open I see alot of people here say they dont have many/no friends and that always sucks to see so I figured I should make this post incase anyone just wants to talk for a day or a week or find a new friend. I'm a male who is 20 and have all the time in the world to talk so there really is no problem if you want to message me! Talking to people with SA is super easy for me so please don't feel anxious, i'm down to talk to anyone from any age or gender! Things that interest me are TV shows like Better call saul, Westworld, The Witcher and The walking dead universe to name a few. I pretty much only watch the big films like Marvel, Star wars, HP etc etc. I play games too on xbox if that's what you like? I hope to talk to some interesting people on here! Have a good day :) I'll most likely reply to your message in 12 hours or so.",1.5908288288288297,2.8405590378378416,3.1248648648648647,94.62585585585586,77.54054054054055,5.581981981981984,19.36036036036036,5.6839178017228535,-0.3450828828828825,662,13,156,3,15,218,118,185,0.087,0.674,0.23800000000000002,0.9814,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,1,2,9,16,2,0,12,0,11,0,0,1,1,26,21,13,2,7,7,0,1,4,2,1,0,1,0,1,7,5,0,0,3,6,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,5,14,13,21,20,8,17,0,0,3,0,19,8,1,10,11,91,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153737283473852,0.0,0.0,0.08800926695030249,0.0,0.0,0.1462064811442652,0.0,0.18098536071411575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446047000524087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215113224527034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692892423408326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151677947277204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886724921996255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06543806733194234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828649904909393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999773899144948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855040469785128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285421357020093,0.12745151372150268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529100832238677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638809811525536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513775775263296,0.0,0.0,0.1249935473965899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984288795515607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691682393196219,0.0,0.0,0.14206305128673438,0.0,0.0,0.12394749910167605,0.13166551380618535,0.0,0.12383637651473454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290903962107142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291907686275496,0.0,0.0,0.2062601608236478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5201099115963673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598014401055973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546518161640269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15266920077583446,0.0,0.1038120080072728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,I_Was_A_Mistake101,2020/01/11,Anyone have any ideas I can deal with my social anxiety Ok so basically I found myself in social events with friends and family which is hard for me to communicate with people I would get sweaty and blush a lot and nervous my heart pounds fast and It scares me cause I don’t wanna be around people at all but yet again I do but it’s hard all my friends have jobs and I’m the only one that don’t cause I scared that I will screw up on working I’m 17 by the way I usually can’t even talk to my own friends and family without the fear of getting judged or not well I can only tell my two closest friends about it if anyone knows how to deal with social anxiety please let me know,2.745246212121213,3.9476655069444466,3.93767676767677,90.1477272727273,74.4861111111111,7.180808080808082,22.81313131313132,7.686295010490155,0.7676888888888889,539,14,121,7,11,176,91,144,0.113,0.7390000000000001,0.14800000000000002,0.8852,1,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,8,11,1,4,4,1,13,2,1,3,2,29,20,12,0,3,6,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,6,11,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,5,1,2,1,2,18,6,18,15,4,12,0,0,0,1,11,6,1,3,5,82,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294509856287377,0.0,0.18661639322200024,0.0,0.0,0.170571226224922,0.0,0.0,0.10858088192052223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505975524261806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514954189369761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056131288498669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22996857065056794,0.13725233736778306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373593137957238,0.3769408584250684,0.0,0.1274506039196771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185257925007732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445373305379824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376914684172743,0.0,0.0,0.12103832515288035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406517153858133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472456764004923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036961775881106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265133998089952,0.18553030604033166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691199644007829,0.0,0.0,0.13388855741492206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442303707139348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37300508308460056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803642133560568,0.10660884753530206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914885751956268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433485460779018,0.0,0.0,0.09681564487167503,0.0,0.0,0.10966741802632314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175765929980788,0.0,0.08879702153751919,0.0,0.0,0.08664536325267452,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,starry-butterfly,2020/01/11,"it’s getting hard to talk to my family and closest friend i never really had a lot of social anxiety until i became friends with a girl who told me i didn’t have a personality and that i am boring. (i’ve never heard this from anyone so it just really stuck with me for some reason) slowly over the past year i’ve gotten more and more reserved and anxious in social situations, and boring because of it. it’s gotten worse recently, im finding myself distancing from everyone in my life including my immediate family and close friend and i don’t know what to do but i’m tired of feeling this way. if anyone has advice to find my way out of this and become who i used to be, it would be greatly appreciated!",6.085985915492959,5.803266577464791,7.869119718309863,70.25959507042258,66.32394366197184,10.761971830985916,30.426056338028175,10.411451182825502,3.113433802816902,562,18,104,13,8,199,88,142,0.109,0.799,0.092,0.2854,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,4,0,10,2,0,2,2,26,20,12,0,2,3,0,2,0,3,1,2,1,0,2,12,12,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,7,3,13,4,19,10,4,14,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,3,6,76,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402735080901202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275259322367365,0.16650822528904574,0.0,0.20611638403409607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984729440559068,0.16278016502366285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14083701989454325,0.0,0.0,0.27789147837561257,0.0,0.0745245790235215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694227352737511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416183745617502,0.0,0.07700495037845781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16249748608614378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203207588204452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15920599331983498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100143557039681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041055895865894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530531459294847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22735179611921275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069999159041136,0.0,0.1286948595895054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188843024463492,0.15154099285981362,0.14552938766748816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16567201620408525,0.0,0.30049014578170097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184661277083892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694025921691268,0.0,0.14083701989454325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729723812029592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23398190985113745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15020253116451984,0.10470129905387672,0.0,0.0,0.09491403018064233 socialanxiety,DreamFollowingPigeon,2020/01/11,"Can someone help me identify this? Idk if this is the right sub but I’m just desperate for an answer Someone unintentionally made me even more insecure than I actually was. Since then my throat feels burning and strained. It’s hard to physically and emotionally talk now and I have to force our words for me to say it. I end up just nodding or saying it quieter than usuals or I have to repeat it a lot in my brain to say it. It’s not that I can’t talk it’s that it’s harder now. To everyone. Can someone help me identify what this is?",1.1439189189189172,3.407570891891893,3.5382207207207235,86.17057432432436,83.32432432432431,6.943243243243244,23.664414414414416,8.07648339933343,1.4292576576576574,423,16,91,9,12,146,68,111,0.124,0.8270000000000001,0.049,-0.8151,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,3,0,8,2,2,1,0,15,11,8,0,1,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,14,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,5,12,0,12,9,2,9,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,4,6,65,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.18631037240485002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21312985296546136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21475929473935101,0.16909844553936934,0.0,0.0,0.12610085461618628,0.0,0.0,0.18243223478963647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965348848491551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102681301487482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559392934679117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16231335049070966,0.0,0.18065311341261933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16304463065767388,0.0,0.4554817236577069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579309909332851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4852976709492869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30690851653775003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102713990643062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ProfessorMarkus,2020/01/11,"I went on a date last night And it was horrible. The date started out fine. We were talking, asking each other questions. I was fine. Then the awkward silences happened. I started to panic. Rapidly trying to think about something to ask her, to say anything to break the silence. Then it happened. I had a anxiety attack. I started to hyperventilate, couldn't stop moving, and didn't know what to say. I just kept apologizing but I felt like I made her uncomfortable. I started to calm down a bit, but was still really embarrassed. I hate this anxiety. I hate feeling this way. I'm just going to give up meeting new people. She was a great girl, but the messages haven't been coming as often as before the date. I guess I should have expected this.",1.8102223869532992,4.587886619718312,3.279666419570052,84.86047813194962,87.73239436619718,5.524684951816161,25.07931801334321,7.0608816371341465,1.4665014084507042,588,25,105,9,19,192,88,142,0.201,0.6809999999999999,0.11800000000000001,-0.9096,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,0,0,5,11,3,3,9,0,12,0,0,1,0,24,34,9,0,3,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,7,6,0,2,5,0,0,4,3,6,0,0,12,4,17,5,16,20,2,24,0,0,0,0,15,4,0,3,15,73,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246330442751239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081994566019275,0.0,0.2745128425358634,0.16702838646780482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493258796320755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16028887735944322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647200628246072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423635492873429,0.0,0.14096975253067498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14084265088892473,0.08344091013576369,0.0,0.0,0.1618690264363738,0.1617382411872277,0.0,0.2596640129701029,0.0,0.0,0.2899077370081777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068816220810954,0.11967749516384275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172859571181918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892416888709302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15604590225953596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417991961966979,0.0,0.1377801628981964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17226105919096854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017861608917051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644714507396883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405633667157484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335135321208265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130288305932126,0.0,0.0,0.41567841516024606,0.0,0.11725024914021953,0.12274768324592207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180079595057762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940760127329769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968080878383297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165384919593429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610315529846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CyroPhoenix9,2020/01/11,"I’m actually challenging a grade I got I haven’t gotten a response yet, I just it. School has always been where my social anxiety is the worst. Everything about it is stressful. I also think it’s the worst at school because I’d been bullied by a teacher. My TA gave me the lowest grade that the rubric allowed, giving me a D. My work I’m pretty sure was a lot better. The TA has gave me vibes similar to bad teachers who tried to pull similar stuff. I’m sure social anxiety is why I got targeted. Just sending it took a lot out of me because confrontation, especially with teachers, terrifies me. I never could have done this before. I told my prof first just in case. I hope it goes 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socialanxiety,eternalgnome,2020/01/11,I hate having slightly sweaty hands and having to shake hands with someone and seeing that they notice it and subtly wipe their hands on their 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socialanxiety,BottledMaster,2020/01/11,"I hate having slightly sweaty hands and shaking hands with someone and seeing them wipe their hand on their jeans real quick, confirming my anxiety that my hands are slightly 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socialanxiety,justanotherpersonitw,2020/01/11,"When they really are making fun of you Hey, I’m new here and I guess I just need some advice on how to deal with a big blow that came today. I’m in my 30s, female, and have dealt with social anxiety my entire life. I’ve been doing pretty well lately, but today something happened that kind of crushed me and set me back. At my age, you would think you’d grown out of this kind of bullshit, but I guess it never really goes away. I’m a manager where I work, and in general I try to be kind and understanding and support all my coworkers. Well, today I was reviewing some video to look for something specific, since we have cameras recording most of the rooms with just video and no audio. And I incidentally happened upon a group of my coworkers very clearly making fun of me. I think everyone has little quirks and mannerisms that they do unconsciously- one of mine is kind of a weird way I hold my hands when I’m not really thinking about it. I try to have a good sense of humor and laugh about myself, but these coworkers were obviously doing very unflattering impressions of me and exaggerating pretty much everything I feel insecure about. It was clear from the video that they weren’t being light hearted, they were talking crap and making fun of me. And look, I’m an adult but it still crushed me. It made me feel like I was 13 years old again with the group of mean girls giggling behind my back. And these are all adults too! I just want to hole up in my house and never leave. Why do people have to be like this? It’s brought that anxiety right back, that feeling that everyone is watching me and laughing. Because apparently they are.",5.331642189586116,6.131012115264799,5.8842011570983574,80.10130841121499,68.03426791277258,9.229550511793503,28.369826435247003,9.362217197678863,2.2973134846461947,1303,42,254,25,21,422,167,321,0.08800000000000001,0.728,0.184,0.9869,2,0,2,0,0,0,31.0,1,3,5,1,19,21,1,1,9,0,26,4,3,5,7,61,54,23,0,3,8,0,4,2,0,1,1,1,1,3,17,23,0,1,8,3,0,3,5,3,2,1,10,9,40,18,38,39,6,36,0,0,3,0,18,14,1,5,19,176,57,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419179669412513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747711845013153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056215894956317,0.22235530708051549,0.0,0.058758826296755474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024518866863522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937449504800888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18421073317531594,0.08662967249357308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621397859508994,0.06886147702771099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084787747204022,0.0,0.0,0.21237026663157046,0.0,0.17047581099032955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422334687852548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122183195397832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4015039842032757,0.0,0.0,0.10873281600816302,0.10206374715381478,0.0,0.0,0.06808354436835537,0.0941831745208201,0.09660872233699276,0.0,0.0,0.16188768567685222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120713373520696,0.1930244587545883,0.0,0.0,0.10499764128974824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085819535320231,0.07147242216485906,0.14868477436971034,0.09309465987569172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114573933853724,0.0,0.06531677762052165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682511807134196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961278238828419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18525089506391115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231706142388079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973531559395583,0.0,0.0,0.09825809667772832,0.0,0.14841241449106807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697767234806821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938293145280094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747512783905659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18528964851864954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741011066843732,0.0,0.0,0.13088580526214424,0.0,0.0,0.1003460331273564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15906471000511851,0.05685368411308786,0.07651038625304779,0.0,0.0,0.17333348393619538,0.0,0.08697754048290719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017351818459519,0.0,0.0,0.06847312971250229,0.0,0.0,0.06207239794370861 socialanxiety,Previous-Statement,2020/01/11,I JUST WANT TO SAY GOOD MORNING TO MY COWORKERS GODDAMIT EVERY FUCKIN MORNING THIS SHIT. I LOVE MY COWORKERS. THEY ALL COME IN THE ROOM SAYING GOOD MORNING SO AND SO. HELLO SO AND SO. THEYRE ALL SO FUCKIN FRIENDLY I LOVE IT. I WANT SO BADLY TO BE APART OF IT. I LOVE THEM BUT I CANT SHOW IT BECAUSE MY GODFORSAKEN PARASITE OF A BRAIN WONT EVEN LET ME SAY HELLO LET ALONE HELLO + THEIR NAME. GODDAMIT I LOVE PEOPLE BUT IT WILL NEVER SHOW. FUCK YOU IM GOING TO SAY HELLO.,-1.5221874999999976,-0.8419405104166628,0.965833333333336,95.26250000000002,125.97916666666666,3.2666666666666675,15.458333333333336,5.46131890053228,-0.4684916666666665,365,11,75,4,24,122,56,96,0.066,0.693,0.242,0.9503,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,3,0,8,12,4,0,2,0,6,9,2,0,3,12,15,10,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,5,3,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,5,0,0,0,4,15,7,7,10,2,6,0,0,0,7,18,3,4,0,1,50,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600287173100626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901177844261907,0.0941896011938394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724874446756371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309914155643218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205428231438232,0.0,0.13018374293276655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193762471214222,0.1428446430261373,0.0,0.0,0.08781321524190706,0.2591961009568479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690039602941265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31599972199184345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5578155305061379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916983782785592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711975744856704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4914992903279757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586052234333948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18227136825256698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,HeroTK,2020/01/12,"Do you get extremely anxious of tomorrow that you procrastinate bedtime? Sometimes I get really anxious of upcoming events, especially if they were coming next day, that I stay awake late at night doing anything but sleeping, as if I am tricking myself that tomorrow won't come. How pathetic. Is it me only or do some of you have a similar thing?",7.228809523809524,8.266647714285718,8.158849206349206,64.62017857142857,63.920634920634924,12.014285714285714,39.55952380952381,11.698219412168324,5.378876190476191,278,15,43,9,4,94,50,63,0.052000000000000005,0.86,0.08800000000000001,0.4963,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,8,1,1,1,0,8,12,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,9,0,5,10,1,11,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,4,7,34,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5312531499275632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934894804736156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.405082168450466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15163745840697754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456882978456845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652334886277582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25006022367664765,0.2206507542531171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17882467280643655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062837198271145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352967981153141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325466074807949,0.0,0.0,0.2506140890578279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620792587082588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SkyR923,2020/01/12,"BIG MISTAKE Well. I went to a party that was thrown for the employees at my job . I hardly talk to other people at work I mostly keep to myself and the other dishwasher who works with me ( I work in a restaurant ). The owner was hosting the party and I figured if I just go I’ll be able to fake it till I make it, and It’ll be healthy for me to put myself out there a little bit. I was wrong. I pulled up at the owners house. I walked in, and there’s like 30 people there. 2 of them noticed I was even there and said hi. Everybody was drinking. Im only 20 so I don’t drink. The owners wife comes up to me and asks me if I want a juice box .... making a joke about me not drinking. Everyone laughed. I played it off. But 2 minutes after that I walked right the fuck out. What the hell was that??! This is what I get for trying to be nice. I get laughed at. The last work party I went to was completely fine....I’m not sure what went wrong here but I did not feel welcomed AT ALL so I just left. This is gonna leave a scar....I’m not sure how I’m gonna show my face at work on Tuesday. Fuck.",-1.337330508474576,0.6671814322033924,1.036249999999999,100.76886652542372,94.84745762711864,3.7974576271186447,15.002118644067796,5.3872612403679225,-1.0416033898305082,822,18,202,5,32,275,124,236,0.135,0.789,0.076,-0.9342,2,0,3,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,1,5,13,17,3,0,15,0,15,6,1,3,3,32,34,14,0,4,10,1,2,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,15,10,3,1,2,6,0,9,5,7,1,0,12,3,30,10,30,16,3,31,1,0,0,2,11,18,3,3,5,132,45,6,0.1203216345888274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112484486113807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136006194085806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364643419264592,0.12615494465149016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536081849170563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794713048655584,0.0,0.0,0.11497247811999645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060838233708719325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22247082468076293,0.12572617596066707,0.0,0.06838155774998783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778455101402093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388350116236137,0.0,0.0,0.12996801265209273,0.0,0.11940065639662305,0.1069473972677138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807819130453813,0.0,0.12740323795702946,0.13072980803711234,0.0,0.0,0.05878307297958142,0.1205938874855864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16063125080169388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369869784658045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151002500531047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668317430344621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095647582024048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275401851261652,0.114453427871051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268034333038292,0.0,0.0,0.09670997217998653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169049176628786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096881750654781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081835995427621,0.3346180821441501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4379779150220901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26310563803249204,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Polevata,2020/01/12,"True friends understand That good feel when you’re in a social situation with lots of people around so you’re on your phone browsing reddit. Then you find a good meme and laugh out loud before waiting patiently to show your friend who’s actually being social. You show them, and they just smile, partly because it was a good meme, but partly because they know this is how you relate to people, and you’re doing your best to actually participate.",9.373915662650603,8.276271180722894,8.709728915662652,69.57615963855423,60.08433734939759,11.191566265060242,34.003012048192765,10.125756701596842,3.2694602409638565,360,11,62,6,4,114,58,83,0.0,0.755,0.245,0.9568,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,6,3,1,5,8,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,1,16,8,8,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,9,8,9,6,4,6,0,0,0,0,15,4,0,1,2,42,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.3457449289054493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577007100969941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21597751506501486,0.0,0.15074126975431082,0.0,0.18590758560580484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957216516786377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16191153348414933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737306972774213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44575406220264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973567923604866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506062628222056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3836715273467524,0.0,0.2456264676234963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19912358303213812,0.0,0.36116343523093053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844189907063783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,divinefemme5,2020/01/12,asked the barista how her day was there was no one in line behind me so i thought it would be a good opportunity to have a human moment and ask how someone’s day was. this is hard for me bc i’m scared of being rejected or something. but it felt good and i hope it made her day a little better too,0.02393406593406766,1.9994186461538448,2.3729670329670327,94.58846153846157,85.61538461538461,4.945054945054945,18.516483516483518,6.1826913282559595,-0.29673626373626405,232,6,55,2,7,79,50,65,0.09699999999999999,0.691,0.21100000000000002,0.8768,0,1,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,5,7,0,1,4,0,8,0,0,3,0,11,15,7,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,6,2,6,5,5,6,0,6,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,2,4,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4250143851074894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20104008664896691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43979470017948985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182563560127515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813191185609709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20362801243080908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225773335531402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22782758186560725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150892820557312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540333330217218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22758020641221224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19260176894818112,0.17499683617795356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18046131988388225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16147680238180714,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FreedomAndFear,2020/01/12,"Extremely extroverted coworker is irritating me I am mostly introverted and slightly socially anxious. I work in a classroom with 2 extroverts but one of them is very understanding of the fact that not everyone is like that, and she also enjoys peace and quiet occasionally. The other is very boisterous and needs to be entertained 24/7. Since my first day she's been making comments about how quiet I am and how I need to open up more. She also says things like ""Come on, make me laugh or tell me a story!"" ""We need to have fun here or we'll be miserable"" ""What do you even do for fun?"" (In a condescending tone.) It sucks because I feel like I actually have opened up to her more but apparently it's not enough. I've also told her that I like to go out clubbing and smoke weed so I'm not sure why she's still treating me like I'm this dull person. (I don't think that not enjoying those things makes someone boring, but in her eyes it probably does) She's getting on my nerves and she's actually getting on our other coworkers nerves as well (we have discussed this.) I just want to be able to chill out and focus on the children without feeling pressure to be louder, or treat our job like it's a party. Not sure how to approach this. It's honestly stressing me out",3.1483381818181826,5.185477572000004,4.653818181818185,81.93690909090911,75.28,7.905454545454546,26.56363636363637,8.710501217029153,2.0581600000000004,1003,38,196,21,22,335,140,250,0.179,0.6829999999999999,0.139,-0.6605,2,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,5,1,1,2,13,24,1,3,7,0,18,1,1,6,3,48,37,22,0,4,13,0,2,6,0,1,0,3,0,2,18,17,0,0,4,2,0,3,7,6,1,2,2,6,32,18,28,30,4,20,0,2,1,0,24,14,1,4,9,139,50,3,0.12823572320920867,0.0,0.2502791352534515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30765018456034043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448698663789862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817130662738296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046372077780738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270143279324829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221994554566757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250178164467286,0.0,0.08469848575977279,0.0,0.0,0.12253472894758775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967966941388126,0.09161162628336772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907724065250334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399574528504155,0.0,0.07287931669319432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725416818844434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37589698154065504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567950230265701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28525549167203834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868958448131616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197048722385602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825979868859714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197819410101264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607791539005676,0.0,0.0,0.13072017070636865,0.1086537121345118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240921420371064,0.0,0.14689358767286587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417213030344645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208367430314456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17038823281390966,0.08216827350090188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253472894758775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334979103364636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21161580315794126,0.07563675202181441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529931565631925,0.0,0.11571279440549995,0.0,0.0,0.12361466107122294,0.0,0.09335713377639612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CitiesofEvil,2020/01/12,"Unpopular SA related opinions/beliefs/experiences? So after browsing this sub for a while, I found out I actually don't relate to many of the things posted here. I'm not entirely sure I have SA, but I do feel like I'm in the minority on many opinions in here. * I'm an extrovert, not an introvert. Which also sucks because social interaction is the thing that makes me the most happy, but I struggle so bad in getting that deep social interaction because of a mix of anxiety and just not knowing how to socialize properly after spending most of my teen years in isolation (Am a 21M) * I actually love icebreakers and introducing oneself to the class. I like the chance to talk about myself to the class and let them know about my interests and stuff, instead of having to iniciate conversations with people, which I suck at. * Compliments make me happy. Some people have talked about how they make them unconfortable, well in my case, I'm really happy to receive them. * I usually have fun when I go out. I realized I prefer going out than just staying home and feeling depressed because I'm not doing anything at all. * I don't mind small talk. I have such an urgency to talk most of the time, that I enjoy it. I struggle to initiate it myself though. Those are all I can think about right now. What about yours? Looking forward to read from the others.",3.895478260869567,6.225913572549017,5.392736572890026,76.14644501278774,74.05882352941177,8.670076726342712,29.51832907075874,9.318704503766252,3.0201116794543905,1071,47,187,27,23,360,144,255,0.111,0.711,0.17800000000000002,0.9689,0,1,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,4,0,20,18,2,2,15,0,14,1,0,5,3,39,35,15,0,1,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,14,9,0,0,8,1,1,4,6,6,1,0,1,3,30,12,38,33,6,28,0,1,1,1,17,15,2,5,11,144,44,3,0.0,0.0,0.21942035404916133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990589960173784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600449941806995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251585384291572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093869832074218,0.2055989496602999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968311298870767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099728162212614,0.0,0.0,0.11369049580164566,0.08031614562580199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326775406945885,0.0,0.0,0.05873720524435847,0.0,0.12778696438668574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35903418216063143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277102478751458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357122296171424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496175464346126,0.0,0.10984994639703212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440833611958267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146757685440948,0.0,0.22513284942227524,0.2279617658806817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351678169217368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15588210262523092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767167491944712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245500818292127,0.0,0.0720220676226847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600998088013657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438081177887081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198296485033516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350611714142541,0.1286992518991184,0.0,0.0,0.1059588403950173,0.0,0.0,0.3614504897938949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937979680958408,0.07203713423781129,0.11045658345427883,0.0,0.06555567931284281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381979659416295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108320310966352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723977464291598 socialanxiety,-yakuza-,2020/01/12,"How to date as a a teenager I’m Asian, short, autistic and average looking. Has anyone like me had success? I don’t have any friends who are girls and I don’t know how to talk to them. Is it weird to add random girls on snapchat?",-0.820204081632653,1.3319004489795925,0.8665306122448975,101.31775510204085,95.53061224489795,3.6163265306122447,21.285714285714285,5.288315135182226,-0.2597020408163262,178,7,42,1,7,57,38,49,0.034,0.77,0.196,0.8385,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,2,0,7,10,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,4,3,6,9,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,1,2,25,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36663983370554376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769855428567071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41654520895237984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29630221104235216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26340098625073083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4527494033417285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4333475737367036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PixarBoy2002,2020/01/12,"Eye contact. Being in public. I can't do it Hi, I'm 17 thought I was just introverted and quiet but well it's more like I'm scared as well as quiet which I guess just makes me quieter than I already am. I mean I'm loud and extroverted with very few people who I'm close with but that's it. But I don't go outside much. It's not that I don't like the outdoors it's just the fact that there's other people. That probably sounds stupid. The only reason I really go out is because I have school, which I absolutely hate. Thing is it feels like people state at me. I usually walk looking down with headphones just to avoid any of it. But sometimes I'll look up for a second and meet eyes with someone, and it feels like I've committed a crime or something. Also if I'm walking behind someone they'll keep looking back, which just makes me feel like a stalker and makes me overtake them as if to prove I'm not, but it also makes me feel guilty for some reason. I only really wear headphones because it means (I think anyway) that people will be more likely to leave me alone. But strangers seem to like talking to me, and the headphones make it more awkward than it should be, because I didn't hear the first half of what they said to worried to ask them to repeat it so I just nod. I can hardly speak to anyone who isn't friend or family. Whenever I'm introduced to a friend of a friend I leave the worst first impression possible and then just avoid that person at every opportunity. Well not just a friend of a friend just with anyone who I don't know. I was just thinking of a specific example, even though it was a year ago. I'm told that eye contact is a normal thing to do and people expect it and it's rude not to do it somehow. But the longest I can do it is like 3 seconds before I absolutely have to look away. My parents sometimes say things like ""you've gotten over your shyness"", but that's just not true. Sorry I'm going to stop before this gets to long.",2.8836761083743845,4.300418263546803,4.1807850985221675,87.68625153940887,74.49261083743842,6.749876847290641,24.263854679802947,7.292943589461545,0.9404140394088668,1549,47,325,17,32,510,183,406,0.16699999999999998,0.7240000000000001,0.11,-0.9789,1,3,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,4,4,23,28,3,4,17,0,28,4,4,7,4,76,69,29,0,5,28,1,5,9,5,3,0,8,0,1,38,16,0,4,14,0,0,5,11,8,3,5,8,20,34,20,41,55,7,25,0,0,7,0,27,9,0,8,19,219,72,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690691309955209,0.0,0.0,0.08069899452908523,0.08598385960013552,0.1246211363963428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052986547753780366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089634056789596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284231120930174,0.0,0.07320602277012135,0.059913720631222724,0.0,0.14249328943962758,0.0,0.1326040467692949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05146375043549885,0.0,0.06564882438163845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345365104008117,0.0,0.15758964480670026,0.16699275659105015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255311097425548,0.0,0.0,0.30099419889396994,0.0,0.04070865926887232,0.0,0.13284687202718296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583487162329012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979874362918442,0.07692736487683707,0.0,0.0,0.08781864534387741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692566225258632,0.0,0.0,0.0428214007634406,0.0,0.0,0.165006688992635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425988364597207,0.0,0.0,0.06895450414996468,0.2617241846114151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600525629151664,0.0,0.0,0.16974992222407526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057278301695139276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763425717515467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185194856731378,0.0,0.0,0.08651812340079686,0.0,0.0,0.2700907957522972,0.06803452457194432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784023389312276,0.0,0.0,0.0840082052370255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983184588010867,0.16022426125275593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411735164544728,0.06196309513681975,0.07800897476146801,0.07885663387412355,0.0,0.07093313329220242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203842961350354,0.05998467086375831,0.15412472944094113,0.08722222229463311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514248922290135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06262710649226852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529470353610686,0.09985273014584696,0.0765535132483321,0.06185776333616836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445347639538566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581507903420357,0.06429006837747007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101714742510364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912896738865738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050176292504178266 socialanxiety,angry_afro,2020/01/12,"How do you talk to new people? My friend invited me to go to her birthday party. Is the second time I'll be with her friends. I'm scared and have no idea what to do. I want to talk to them but I can't, it's like a mental block. I need like a guideline or something.",-1.2087857142857141,0.6408425500000021,1.322857142857142,100.84500000000004,90.16666666666666,4.095238095238095,16.9047619047619,5.288315135182226,-0.8725238095238095,203,5,52,1,7,69,46,60,0.20600000000000002,0.679,0.11599999999999999,-0.7636,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,0,1,5,0,1,3,0,6,0,0,1,0,9,10,4,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,9,4,7,9,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,4,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4321387511150605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15894071928495898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157090449130391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732615111025771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818377033796876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20736890832463148,0.0,0.2701033126419878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193885296781394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799946066490653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21530066732485276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4495701193738356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163075582446232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649543425514565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Heloofs,2020/01/12,"Why am I so awkward even when I have confidence? So yesterday a couple people from our church decided to have the teens go ice skating, there were about seven other teens there that I know pretty well and grew up with and like a couple hundred other people on the skating rink. I never ice skated before but I used to rollerblade a lot, so I was pretty good with it. So, my cousin that was there rented a little plastic seal thing that you could sit on and have someone push you with it. After awhile she let us me and one of the other teens used it. After the skating rink closed, we all lined up to exit the rink. As I was exiting with the seal, some girl (not the teens that I was with) asked me if it really helped to push it around while skating. I didn't know what she was talking about because I didn't even really know what I was doing and I didn't know how it would help at all or if its supposed to help you skate. So after a few seconds of silence of thinking about what the fuck she was talking about, I said something like, ""uhhh its ummm I don't know. (10 seconds later)I just push it around with my friends on it um and stuff"". I didn't even make eye contact with her. I didn't even know what to say, for some reason when someone I don't know tries to talk to me my mind just freezes up and I don't even know what to say. And of course after we went out of the stadium thingy for the rink and back inside, I accidentally walked straight into the girls bathroom to get some paper towels so I could blow my nose. There was a girl in there looking in the mirror and she looked at me surprised and kind of ran out. Lmao I feel like I have some kind of thinking disability or something sometimes. I don't know I might just be overthinking it but for some reason I really think about stuff like that and feel pretty depressed afterwards for awhile. I've always been the kind of shy introverted guy, and I like to be in smaller groups with people I feel comfortable with. Is there some way to stop being so fucking awkward, it feels like I just can't help it. My mind just goes full retard whenever I have to talk to someone I don't know.",4.035873379099924,4.866679379862704,4.591228832951945,88.09056559877958,70.99084668192219,7.199664378337148,25.32181540808543,7.1686216300943375,0.9557869412662088,1687,47,356,15,30,537,182,437,0.062,0.7929999999999999,0.145,0.9898,2,0,2,0,0,0,36.0,4,3,0,0,38,19,2,2,19,0,37,4,2,6,3,83,67,31,0,5,12,1,5,6,1,2,0,3,1,4,29,30,0,1,20,0,1,8,13,5,2,4,18,12,51,14,62,41,11,44,1,1,3,2,32,22,2,12,18,263,80,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06387102382557655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366665350582866,0.07176086139390095,0.0,0.0,0.059024214504344974,0.0,0.04679258992600612,0.0,0.06531767363297633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225742925031014,0.16986843528460593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611384971125743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253498481891974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524999784251226,0.10967567119136597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0593051006444184,0.14192799883488524,0.040104280147443334,0.0,0.04362485581017008,0.06438320530486939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600512828305445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058042272531657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398032662139677,0.4218565492860893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784929823487956,0.0,0.22500830637892869,0.07693435373878298,0.0,0.0,0.12891925464422355,0.0,0.0,0.06525917380247996,0.0,0.0,0.05123834104841235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143093693315878,0.155012782630013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059202558269163125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05201501430694791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964854356741498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342795818371338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14752454588477426,0.15784549958418884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301697200449035,0.12208632614289187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19511719127645605,0.11818822275543753,0.07591826208674389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641753544385254,0.0,0.0,0.17574519698226052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24678926485895816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05099637610179892,0.14755540719753488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052115453956104535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233363069410112,0.13259314042751005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060929044275632276,0.0,0.0,0.06901705790811732,0.07115790702119434,0.06926456229800497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05452857522043908,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jami3866,2020/01/12,"How should I tell my professor? I had my first class last week and my professor seems very approachable and nice. She made sure to emphasize that if we had any mental health things that we could and should tell her either so she can help find resources or just because. I am wanting to tell her I have social anxiety, but I don’t want it to seem like I am requesting any type of accommodation. I know this class has a couple of things that will be very difficult for me to do (presentation, discussion, etc) but I more so want to tell her just so she knows because I feel like I can trust her and I want her to know that I am engaged in class even though it may seem like I am not. How should I tell her this? Should I just tell her I have social anxiety and just move on? I’m worried if I try to say more I’ll begin to ramble and panic. Tl;dr: I want to tell my professor I have social anxiety but I am not sure how.",3.0231039640987305,4.041455397905757,4.310818997756172,88.45556282722515,73.55497382198952,8.179655946148094,23.59050112191473,8.634040054169528,1.2398029917726254,715,19,162,13,14,236,89,191,0.083,0.7509999999999999,0.166,0.9234,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,0,1,12,10,0,1,1,0,23,1,0,4,2,46,38,19,0,12,13,0,1,3,0,6,1,1,0,0,10,8,0,0,8,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,3,2,37,8,14,27,4,9,0,0,0,0,26,2,0,7,8,116,47,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552368777760546,0.0,0.2286838726524954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148502394831764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795582210972648,0.11025501559780287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113023110661993,0.06581441461609043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050383377303164764,0.07118622607928031,0.0,0.0,0.09107349214991008,0.08475776959984915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059177048445029,0.0,0.0,0.06678977247266102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642864385380777,0.08122376697139877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460441681697895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428626748021728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041846674733346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105906594925121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691163915837673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924150105115405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27213850166414705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30472580836767993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18782798673134812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6096572969725838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239908245731166,0.0,0.09790045650790244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765224132652742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644347013222339,0.2938652629456089,0.0,0.07992900434387472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011940759037243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Mimi_23896,2020/01/12,"Is narcissism and social anxiety correlated? Are people with social anxiety narcissists? I am 16 and have dealt with social anxiety since the age of about 12. Before that I was just shy and introverted. I have always been a more quiet person, but seem extroverted when I am with those that I am very close with. I am wondering if I am narcissistic. I don’t think I am, but I am also worried if I am. I know covert narcissism is a thing. Many social anxiety symptoms are in close correlation with narcissism.",3.8280935672514613,6.339137399999999,5.916140350877192,71.44742690058482,75.0,10.116959064327489,27.39766081871345,10.25414643259724,3.5508362573099417,403,16,69,14,9,140,55,95,0.127,0.873,0.0,-0.7757,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,17,1,0,0,0,19,21,9,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,10,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,12,0,8,19,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,4,2,55,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155536849027968,0.13688214920459274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5033864813270846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399824679864564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040818146270237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16678323805765172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404772958584275,0.14364027176991434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14976006090568222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608104218526054,0.0,0.0,0.6707724977040879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17098469587021906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929045981042652,0.10540878609323012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573465754259575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17839971214886188,0.0,0.16706380256336095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Tiltfortat,2020/01/12,"Anyone interested in doing some challenges? Hey there, I would like to work on my SA and do challenges. I have done some challenges in the past together with my therapist but struggle to do them alone as I always find excuses (""This is not the right time"" and all the other classics). I would start really slow (e.g. saying hi to 5 random people, smile at 5 strangers, etc) and then increase difficulty. What I am looking for is someone who pursues the same goal and wants to have an accountability buddy. Perhaps we could also share some of our experiences. So in case you are interested send me a message or reply in this thread. In case it matters: I'm 30, male and currently living in Austria.",5.719145299145301,7.0271385384615375,6.38179487179487,75.03542735042738,67.46153846153847,8.854700854700855,32.136752136752136,9.150863307647796,2.9084957264957265,550,23,96,10,9,180,97,130,0.062,0.787,0.151,0.802,1,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,1,1,5,3,8,0,1,6,0,13,0,0,0,1,22,17,11,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,6,7,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,2,12,7,16,13,7,17,0,0,1,0,13,9,0,5,7,71,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351545099461201,0.0,0.1815711734032108,0.1889231335387706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587580887098971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812803212159463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23235017444318165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532198899618561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220976973947561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075188671075159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109247766494925,0.0,0.20048861459007267,0.0,0.1906641549020885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167441647210077,0.1574073359568264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545353961313887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19389878711017614,0.0,0.1805586470645812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923780611580482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16070660139826087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373611348325489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26362163581589204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239422183421856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391950832047952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652945310229397,0.0,0.0,0.3225784927507202,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Puzzleheaded_tale,2020/01/12,"Applying for a job dilemma Hi. I have a dilemma about applying for a particular job offer. This is going to be a bit chaotic. Currently I'm unemployed, but looking for a job (for a pretty long time), and I've came across this job ad. It's basically an IT technician at a public library. My main concern is not with people (maybe little), but with working on the computer. I know this may sound crazy but hear me out. At first I thought “that’s something for me”, because I have some (little) knowledge on the subject, while having no other considerable skills. Then I remembered I don't like working in front of a PC all day. How do I know? I had similar jobs in the past and it sucked. First job for three months, 8 hours a day staring at the screen, typing some data. The second job – on some days much data entry. Finally third job, where again for a 5,5 months I was doing work on computer. The only conclusion I have – do not look for a job involving working all day on PC. It drove me nuts. My eyes hurt, my butt and wrist hurt. Sure, I like to surf the net for an hour or two, but that’s different than being paid to look at the screen all day. Different story is if they would even hire me. I'm not that good to begin with. I'm still using winXP on my PC. Which is from 2008 btw, so I’m not familiar with modern hardware or newer Windows, not to mention Linux. I guess I kinda answered myself. Nevertheless, it’s still something, compared to no skills in other areas . No higher education, no real skills that could get me a decent work. So I stay unemployed, since being a grocery clerk and such is not an option - all those people observing my every move. Ok, let’s say I would apply, and be hired. I come from work and what would I do? I’d play video games. I’ve been gaming my entire life. Besides, no friends and such, there isn’t much else to do either. So that kind of job would get in the way of this hobby/entertainment/addicition. Maybe this gaming thing is not so important nowadays - in the past I was gaming whole days after school. Now about 2 hours per day. But even if I was not, I would still be watching TV shows, movies, sports or similar. Another matter is that I everyday go out, I can't stand staying in home (living with parents). Sometimes I'm out for 3-4 hours straight. I walk a lot (5-6 km or more daily) or just stand there by the ""river"", ruminating or praising the sun™. So a stationary, sitting all-day job is not exactly what I want. I would take up a position of mail delivery guy if it wasn't so shitty paid exploitation (not very wealthy european country). Because of all that I'd rather avoid a job that requires sitting at desk, using pc all day. I'm aware that an IT technician goes from his room to other to do the necessary repairs etc. but it's a drop in the ocean. Do you think I should pass this one, and just continue to get better and then find something that I really want to do? Or apply for the job that will torture me. Obviously I could try working there for a while and eventually just quit, but what’s the point if I’m not convinced? SHORT VERSION I found a job offer, that I would rather not do, should I apply or not. The deadline for applying is in a week. Let me know what you think. Thanks for reading.",3.0119249913184376,4.628117613496936,4.392091677277467,85.48447447621253,74.5521472392638,7.49744183354555,25.492070841532588,8.214576434517982,1.551200625072346,2532,86,516,42,53,839,300,652,0.10300000000000001,0.8320000000000001,0.065,-0.9605,22,1,3,0,0,0,104.0,0,2,1,17,27,17,2,1,42,1,51,4,3,3,9,108,88,40,0,19,38,1,0,2,1,11,1,3,3,1,36,20,0,2,13,10,2,9,22,5,0,7,12,11,49,12,67,56,19,88,1,2,8,1,21,33,2,20,40,345,85,36,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05170976635094148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06012240825972735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043614004208619016,0.0538378425705224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05640179237355144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042479428866073456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874603294744048,0.0,0.0,0.28622960063753794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304474517037948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04119531010840384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054997866464861336,0.06514253323285206,0.0,0.041548961043350915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05402080240678542,0.04507187387151019,0.08389250067948982,0.0,0.05406998124991925,0.03809968072365976,0.0,0.07729319667280272,0.0,0.0560522808298987,0.04136203360970482,0.0,0.0,0.054324655023595424,0.04882836534259751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055580179974908314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049465711789956526,0.0,0.19425643999504685,0.0,0.1055827780629559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6851080233739284,0.0,0.0,0.05135268175342489,0.08130464157890711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085330044266386,0.03483175982456228,0.04818441438176385,0.0988506648594518,0.043544944493147206,0.043641116709650936,0.124233389397495,0.0,0.0,0.041924786555409294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990845796713116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872352912903774,0.0524127117116469,0.07250256034824815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03341627307596224,0.0375053288424804,0.0,0.0,0.054757083201157235,0.0,0.09415110819422233,0.0683758897837541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04661743312001166,0.0,0.0,0.05016981210202981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05245124300148205,0.0493270947443714,0.056129843361693424,0.03159165083631408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05586286531821471,0.0,0.0,0.039216273104888115,0.0,0.049908147475709215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04079284338192032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138924014127632,0.04877255944547991,0.0,0.0,0.10512379164643083,0.11814607273859805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0464776255288426,0.0,0.03707780263511366,0.0,0.0,0.04540147525244,0.0,0.0,0.03276186409650879,0.06319651926718148,0.0,0.039149608896913136,0.02875524404601242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03348079903617953,0.0,0.04817236793115197,0.0,0.0,0.08518249293133895,0.0,0.04068900809192532,0.05817305454764311,0.03914295918015273,0.03955651548457801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05505704049290878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25130697995953816,0.0,0.0,0.2452175105594777,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,anonthrowaway728,2020/01/12,"How fast are you suppose to get to know someone? What’s an appropriate place to meet people and how fast are you supposed to get to know them? For example, looking for friends vs looking for relationships. What are you supposed to ask and when to ask it? These are Things I don’t know and always worry about",3.802500000000002,5.742980916666671,4.233333333333333,86.08500000000002,73.16666666666666,6.8000000000000025,28.66666666666667,7.554174236665415,1.6445666666666665,245,10,48,3,5,77,36,60,0.047,0.894,0.059000000000000004,0.1877,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,0,9,14,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,11,14,0,4,0,0,2,0,9,1,0,0,3,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20589800059958216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4626641941002134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19117904985191486,0.0,0.2585645447110401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4079757055799511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4155909077412448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715504880008046,0.0,0.2585323039422771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656684077113915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20966335572418124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16439460726133004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512972153070579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Panku14,2020/01/12,"Had a panic attack Well I was eating in a nice place with live music with my bf and was getting kind of anxious because of all the attention the waiters were giving to us but I tried to calm down and just enjoy. Then he went for a salad and when coming back he asked for a song for him, everything normal until the singer came to us to shout out our names and to sing to me, I was so nervous, I wanted to cry but I simply can't of just imagine what the singer will say out loud, I had to resist and pretend eating until the song finished, that was hell, in the moment she left I started crying and shaking, I couldn't even look to my bf. Then I don't know how much time passed but like 15 or 20 minutes I could stop crying. I still don't know what should I do, comments and stories are appreciated, sorry english is not my first language.",3.0195490716180373,4.1563662068965535,4.278275862068966,88.22892572944298,73.71264367816093,6.043501326259947,23.72944297082229,5.8734145424116955,0.4635973474801061,656,18,137,3,13,216,108,174,0.18899999999999997,0.706,0.105,-0.9443,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,3,0,0,1,9,11,2,3,10,0,17,3,0,1,1,33,28,18,0,5,7,0,0,1,2,2,0,5,0,0,3,13,3,1,4,4,0,5,5,5,1,1,9,6,21,6,24,15,2,25,1,0,1,0,14,7,1,1,14,101,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651449578778664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666118738551808,0.16630404181396571,0.0,0.11240555202347208,0.0,0.08911167976413288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16719418285450502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259235406979676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671507302891256,0.0,0.4817248339642348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991630036720943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655236256327272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137967723064028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434301737993787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637448098772233,0.14023186476231872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222689389526398,0.16067649081117122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15882804296191452,0.0,0.0,0.07141753346707158,0.0,0.1290820930611163,0.0,0.1227567372681577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746118006321702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322810919127196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17151402223558435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527299154972535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625043213069106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16363967956670264,0.10346894021708304,0.0,0.11674177514413984,0.12221536876926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852403678807449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924852740663816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3516798254973074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622240455433339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143589556158822,0.13551292273382898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,takahashihiromu,2020/01/12,"Feeling pressured into giving money to homeless people/strangers Today, a homeless woman stopped me just after I walked into a train station, asking me for money. At first, I didn’t realise she was homeless and thought she was asking for directions so I stopped, but she started asking for money and made a very long speech. I was going to give her £1 in the hopes that she would leave me alone, but she told me she needed £20 for a train and hostel. I didn’t know where the place she was talking about was and I’m only 19 so I was too naïve to realise she probably wanted money for drugs. I kept telling her I couldn’t give her £20 because it was a lot of money, but she kept talking to me and I felt so uncomfortable, and she walked me over to the ATM machine in the station and I took out the £20 because I felt really uncomfortable and thought she would leave me alone. I was wrong. She then showed me how much money was on her oyster card (-£1.30) and told me she needed more change. She said she needed £4 more and I gave it to her and then she said she needed £1 more so I gave that to her, and she saw that I had more money in my purse so she asked for all my change. At this point I was almost crying and put my purse away and was like, “no” and I started to walk away, but then she continued to talk to me and asked me if I went to church!!!!!!! While she talked to me, she touched my hand and hugged me a couple of times and asked me personal questions, e.g. where are you from, where do you live, where do you study, etc. I feel/felt so uncomfortable and anxious, and I’m also so upset with myself for giving her so much money because I’m a student and want to stick to my weekly budget. When I finally got home, I cried. I know I should have just left, but I was so anxious that I wasn’t thinking straight, and she talked to me for like 20+ minutes in total. I don’t know what more I could have done in this situation, I have really bad social anxiety and now I’m scared to travel anywhere after this because I don’t want another homeless person to talk to me, I always give them money if they approach me because I feel like I can’t say no :(",4.168780952380956,4.283520751111111,5.126301587301587,86.93450000000001,70.37777777777778,7.5841269841269865,26.515873015873016,7.021680442328713,1.0661873015873025,1678,47,366,13,28,551,176,450,0.151,0.778,0.071,-0.9896,2,2,1,0,0,0,51.0,0,3,2,1,21,10,0,3,12,0,31,3,1,2,2,70,80,46,0,15,9,0,6,3,0,3,1,4,1,3,10,27,0,4,11,2,11,9,9,5,0,1,34,11,90,5,47,41,11,50,1,0,1,1,65,22,0,6,22,258,100,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054131825475934,0.14592125951988827,0.0,0.05633550111705547,0.0586165700261032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738685902113901,0.053890863608519225,0.1591674621788569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951440235418312,0.0,0.1323723437868566,0.0,0.05881932168078434,0.2147156065315906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490446849697396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05624525934897399,0.07794696589862284,0.15476286263070713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209053764731811,0.0,0.0,0.08169479238891852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856571682845416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685857793989076,0.05032651173797385,0.2029171192797287,0.0771699583555487,0.0,0.05992118309377326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378902740605324,0.0400359859966971,0.0,0.056341961917052576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066290667276431,0.06996859975910022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161455499588984,0.0,0.0,0.14918391503833234,0.07653959541343824,0.0,0.0,0.10324881579582462,0.0,0.06220495445119052,0.06234233867378439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059890521584326215,0.0,0.06665754329760742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035715745318546,0.2089387476585045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05357722462341337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302115502562805,0.0736008939082094,0.0,0.06659407510137258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759525145866213,0.0,0.0,0.0708175117895708,0.07891544672699237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025879923305882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402022376479705,0.05602134784254726,0.07052856059405987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918405930843077,0.0,0.07181064753828502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972383559459684,0.0,0.0,0.11779172877105075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397301160726713,0.061572756420726675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045138840435397294,0.0,0.11185223297724743,0.0410775272981819,0.0,0.0667744054603591,0.13462801010901396,0.0782679040519832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05812518363459291,0.12465231901922295,0.0,0.056507391905235314,0.0,0.0,0.06530398590774629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008538634236153,0.07702145129856143,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,halleeeeee,2020/01/12,"Ideas for AP drawing projects? I’m a high school student that is taking AP drawing. For those who are unfamiliar with the class, a huge part of it is creating 10-15 pieces that explore one topic. Because of how much it’s affected my life, I’ve chosen to make paintings that show what it’s like to live with social anxiety, and I’ve tried my best to visually explain the different feelings that come with it. I’ve completed 4 pieces, so I still need quite a few more, but I’m completely out of ideas. Anyone have any?",5.901877022653721,5.880897262135919,6.3418932038834965,80.17005663430425,66.66990291262135,9.973462783171524,33.671521035598715,9.725611199111238,3.0355579288025885,410,17,82,8,6,133,72,103,0.027999999999999997,0.888,0.084,0.6497,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,5,0,4,1,0,3,0,16,12,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,11,6,0,0,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,12,12,7,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,48,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532271535594448,0.0,0.1522298333372358,0.0,0.0,0.13914120239939715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130486991134587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088318821582512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17141567484278547,0.4172827582663486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20790633259302768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006173243552181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102480423435399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4492799143146202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405553176129852,0.09721839639363697,0.0,0.17571531081120248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283001229851651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462834558005383,0.14755149854713412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484345606684092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154910648892088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21165456917483844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20139250945849005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202849280464379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15891683205347193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961869144765416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510383529770106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AnxiousElsa,2020/01/12,"Want to get a tattoo but social anxiety gets in the way 😭 I am thinking of getting a tattoo. I thought, new year, new me. I'm going to live life as best as I can, and try new things. I wanted to buy a bike and learn to ride, as my parents never taught me. But I ended up feeling depressed and wanting to stay in when my boyfriend said we could go shopping for second hand bikes. I contacted a tattoo parlor with an idea for a tattoo I've been thinking of over the years. I haven't thought about in non-stop, I've forgotten about it for months at a time. But then I thought, why not get it? Life is short, decorate your body! So I contacted the tattoo place. They have booked me in and all they are waiting for is my deposit to go ahead. I was so excited before but now I don't know. I'm thinking of emailing and saying sorry but I have to cancel. I mean I might look back on the tattoo in 10 years and ask myself wtf was I thinking? I want the tattoo to be on my forearm, and I'm worried about how that will affect my job prospects in the future. Also I am just so bloody anxious about going into a parlor full of cool people and having to make small talk with the artist for at least 2 hours???? That's the worst part! I'm awkward and virtually mute!",2.2458814976372206,3.5966104656488582,3.7329661941112313,90.52052162849873,76.02290076335878,6.059178480552528,23.54489276626681,6.42735559955562,0.5301411850236275,970,29,211,7,21,321,145,262,0.142,0.768,0.09,-0.9417,2,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,1,2,2,13,6,0,1,16,1,18,5,3,3,2,44,50,24,0,5,7,1,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,5,13,0,1,12,5,3,5,4,3,0,1,8,6,30,3,41,38,6,41,0,1,1,0,13,17,0,1,17,143,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301190719895963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897572410711829,0.13139555810919848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873279583664812,0.0,0.0,0.08943409736808051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897001141994173,0.0,0.1220586499002482,0.0,0.0,0.12919258164375905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928629148443727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017638560899396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301485507044364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05880909868957016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430656723314257,0.0,0.26440332226076585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454049537499507,0.0,0.0,0.13129819834450746,0.0,0.0,0.1154182913864262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06392013857539308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430434018825604,0.0,0.0,0.10270258249248096,0.0,0.09766989081763308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763686176569612,0.0,0.0,0.12669411040132073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338499383025316,0.0,0.0,0.09283637674341973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970432567627022,0.3369945735309357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914688306468072,0.12595082788178735,0.0,0.08063370550533051,0.0,0.12151768206919003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063606756327587,0.09249322901849767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856192191935674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019790190251426,0.0,0.12396944133421756,0.0,0.09723915761833064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348440859457913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727023398798134,0.2981032957475369,0.0,0.27700799604300896,0.0678204521351904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896587227177525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27440719022889737,0.09232031504442734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049503777515116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811698054326668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246966829355655 socialanxiety,IWishIWasBatman123,2020/01/12,"Currently studying abroad and my parents' pressures on me to socialize are getting to be way too much 21 year old college student, studying abroad in London, England. Let me explain a bit about myself: I don't have diagnosed social anxiety, but I do have generalized anxiety disorder and I'm naturally introverted. I socialize well enough in small groups of people and low-key environments, and I've already done some of that with a few of the students I'm staying with. I have a girlfriend and friends at home and it is a top priority for me to stay in contact with them. On my own, I like to play video games, play guitar, listen to music, and read. I'll have an internship here soon that I'm already having to prepare for and classes begin this week. There's a group of students here, a fairly large group, that has frequently gone out and pub-crawled/clubbed. More power to them. It's not my thing, but if that's what they want to do, far be it from me to judge them or stop them. I just don't want to go with them. I've been to a pub already here, and it freaks me out. It is loud, it is chaotic, it is unpredictable, and it is more than I want to deal with when I'm already having to get acclimated to living in a foreign country for months. I have- from the moment I've arrived- heard NONSTOP from my parents about how important it is for me to go out, how important it is for me to go clubbing and pub-crawling, how my girlfriend and I will break up anyways so what's the point of trying to maintain the relationship with her, yada yada yada. It's to the point where it seems like they care more about that than my actual comfort and well-being. I've told them over and over that I would go out when I was ready, but they keep persisting. I am NOT saying that I want to spend my entire time abroad playing guitar in my room and keeping to myself. But I want to be able to socialize on my terms- NOT THEIRS- and they cannot seem to accept that.",4.850534351145036,5.3128066539440235,5.613573536895673,82.81507786259543,68.97455470737913,8.527185750636134,30.732722646310435,8.488131031819089,2.179389089058524,1537,59,313,22,25,502,183,393,0.052000000000000005,0.8290000000000001,0.11900000000000001,0.9728,4,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,11,3,19,12,0,1,14,0,31,1,0,3,0,55,57,29,0,7,10,2,0,2,3,2,1,4,2,0,24,27,0,3,4,10,1,5,6,2,1,0,6,4,44,10,63,45,10,46,0,0,0,0,33,23,0,5,16,226,68,6,0.0995786468844656,0.0,0.09717439496673404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4395500520676981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523547846157478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871409175440877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152706706763326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026612124541723,0.0,0.10107023047368276,0.0,0.0,0.11412575641897872,0.0,0.0,0.10190352873055768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289136128184563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693421556742436,0.0,0.10405146608009908,0.0,0.2263713592610391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099885501971709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17702015342672578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182591309910588,0.0,0.09729819391202063,0.0,0.08792976956436588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948272590747349,0.0,0.07320176312604168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449103897384747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22114060605369612,0.0,0.0,0.06903529562875142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18826801593787512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960559428052083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691020048564102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918893679675527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18130532042238887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4060315610560473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21227517643656094,0.0,0.08325220763206068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066155628260324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05806510978859749,0.0,0.0,0.09515166444726944,0.0,0.0676073647204995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936703296311773,0.0790408948923993,0.0798759840393318,0.0,0.17906632492772764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07073781369577027,0.0,0.0,0.06412538377941353 socialanxiety,Sundata699,2020/01/12,I don't know how to be myself around people. I'm going into 9th grade this year in 3 days and hoping to make new friends. A friend of mine told me recently that people don't like talking to me. After he told me this I've realized I only feel comfortable around people I'm really close to. I'm decently funny and good in conversations with like 4 people but other then that I usually start being fake around other people. I usually don't know what to talk about. It really annoys me since whenever I try to stop I don't.,2.738182762201454,4.460623981308416,5.037320872274144,80.12291796469367,75.54205607476634,8.493873312564899,21.234683281412245,9.150863307647796,1.6885231568016614,414,10,80,10,9,145,66,107,0.135,0.75,0.115,-0.6248,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,9,1,0,1,0,6,0,0,2,0,17,18,5,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,1,12,7,16,14,0,18,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,12,48,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989820960766001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634800154176862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553906000552818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23084581608855326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490513743181707,0.1253061997155405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483838459467017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420816815764686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597458888677575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972292876850207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14428749903629798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362232018568318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5178615600612402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19141368852376625,0.0,0.14751043604167816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235818390365684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574319272523593,0.0,0.0,0.12490166871951724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24015754390943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855083849170318,0.0,0.10143001502902478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290769726650584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962060667114824 socialanxiety,Hajer1989,2020/01/12,Lately I saw 2 vedios of person dying when giving a speech in public. Could it be the social anxiety giving them a heart attack or something like that or is it just a Coincidence,6.563714285714287,6.5318855142857135,8.092142857142857,68.21535714285716,65.28571428571429,9.285714285714286,26.07142857142857,8.841846274778883,2.119571428571428,143,3,23,2,2,50,30,35,0.129,0.674,0.19699999999999998,0.3612,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,4,0,3,1,1,0,0,4,6,3,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,1,2,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,2,3,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21564536332771053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32069099363472225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22506652474304398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925577018139888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5408298626943107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33404144855807993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31798461836171715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771739712806486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461358001720944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873517353829086,0.0,0.21701298060072446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,JustADoughnut,2020/01/12,"I contacted support! So today I had a problem with my game, I couldn't redeem a code so I checked out a couple forums and it seemed to be a recurring issue. Some of the people said they managed to redeem their codes after contacting support and provided a link which I assumed was to send an email to the support team. When I clicked on the link it took me straight to a page where I was supposed to have a LIVE CONVERSATION regarding my issue. Obviously I panicked but I managed to stay on, the person was very helpful and kind and even though we couldn't solve the issue just yet I'm glad I actually stayed on and talked to them instead of just ending the chat and not making any effort to solve the problem! I didn't really know who else to talk to about this since most people wouldn't really understand my excitement.",6.700740740740741,6.437815987654325,7.163333333333334,75.765,65.04938271604938,10.162962962962963,33.4320987654321,9.725611199111238,3.0866987654320983,658,25,123,12,9,216,99,162,0.07200000000000001,0.772,0.156,0.9404,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,3,2,11,8,0,0,15,0,10,0,0,1,1,28,20,11,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,5,9,0,0,6,3,1,2,5,2,0,0,7,2,19,6,20,9,3,16,0,0,1,0,18,6,0,4,6,89,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.13610014807822338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484267314161092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15431812073658127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650718862070125,0.0,0.12352679660634105,0.0,0.0,0.09211695926816098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348211613341144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4367034623228143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523392501430868,0.07664768301088587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315234545366645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309563000334042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933783886365015,0.12177762941465545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669030975445038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17869288582318138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266551708361618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696596137955968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536894577964528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973075670420913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4747981516343344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22419736490295528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702609704999194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219886938700187,0.0,0.1549535088126695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519057169129745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507528230957795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Chesttoufa,2020/01/12,"Wasting time Scenario: I work a 4 on 5 off work rotation. If I have a social gathering of ANY kind, say on my last day off before going back to work, my first 4 days off are essentially ruined. I can't help but feel so down about how much time I am wasting away just worrying about a 3-hour social function on one of my five days off, it's ridiculous. I'm not sure how to stop this vicious cycle, but I desperately need to. \-Anyone else? Tips?",4.06168498168498,4.6047428791208835,5.3667582417582445,83.5990750915751,70.75824175824175,8.264468864468865,28.353479853479854,8.344100000000001,1.8111963369963369,346,12,73,5,6,116,64,91,0.293,0.684,0.023,-0.9751,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,4,7,5,2,0,3,0,4,0,0,2,1,11,8,6,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,3,0,2,8,2,16,8,1,19,0,1,0,0,5,9,0,1,9,46,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280636874414203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13167734188181174,0.1929555366512632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17693232747350385,0.14480603695910838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16024598618730432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643514084167592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731674038670665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521997503172792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16018443258538048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702628634419584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622656137071014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854567295326201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961057334513588,0.0,0.15350549083802034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13843646805501394,0.13963649001389405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761013674491148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975918954709647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3839359383644837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15744349712616507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774888580731891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21962117777188905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41129641927991706,0.19124754823266196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,casiocass,2020/01/12,"Does anyone else find even watching social interactions on TV makes them uncomfortable and anxious? How bad is my social anxiety that I can't even watch two actors on a screen talk to each other, have awkward moments, feel tension build in a conversation, express any kind of positive emotion without feeling like I'm the one in the conversation and need to escape? I'm literally squirming in my seat watching two people flirt, and I cannot handle their banter. Here are two people having a lovely date and I'm over here dying on the inside and outside as if they were clubbing baby seals in front of me. Actually, I would much prefer to watch baby seals being clubbed to death than have to be in a this fictional conversation, much less God forbid an *actual* conversation with a *real* person.",11.383242009132426,8.757969698630141,11.034246575342467,59.29283105022835,57.49315068493151,13.021004566210046,41.45662100456621,11.20814326018867,4.765108675799088,640,25,100,12,6,212,102,146,0.153,0.777,0.069,-0.8704,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,3,0,5,8,0,2,9,0,11,1,0,2,0,19,19,8,2,4,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,1,4,4,0,1,3,4,0,4,1,7,9,4,20,15,4,12,0,0,5,1,14,9,0,1,3,71,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.3053752613006974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640181697829547,0.0,0.11969557973160685,0.1767613319235725,0.0,0.1094042246558443,0.1603172617148622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064204832836235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623863512908285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692389962692936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070673937844518,0.17600248150777562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066878023569272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822718458951496,0.11177889154097777,0.0,0.0,0.14300651350649335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16293460524186873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644107637650015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14121610517737804,0.0,0.10444184940152873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300401000689456,0.11601708923730765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602498401990997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21694677336368087,0.13661952587188306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17809184560873492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189934809891717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257609375465521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4585317933413378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15082703313240448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114850958722626,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Jacob1988Denmark,2020/01/12,"How to get rid of your fear and shyness in 3 steps: Let 2020 be the year where you get rid of your fear and shyness once and for all: **1. Identify where your fear and shyness are coming from:** Everybody feels uncomfortable from time to time, but ask yourself what is holding you back? Why are you afraid? Maybe you are worried what other people think of you? You think other people will judge you or reject you? You are afraid of running out of things to say? As soon as you identify what really keeps you from talking to new people or going out you will be able to get yourself out of that situation and improve your life. **2. Expose yourself to those situations:** When you know what exactly is holding you back, the next thing is to expose yourself to those situations to prove yourself wrong. Meaning: if you for example are worrying what other people will think of you, do something small where you think they will judge you and you will see that this is only in your head. Remember that other people are busy and have their own lives and don’t care what you do as long as you don’t harass people. **3. Do small things you are afraid of every day:** It takes 21 days to make a new habit, so its important to be consistent and keep “challenges” your fear. Of course, the first days will be the hardest, BUT once you make through week 2 you will get use to it and see that you are capable of putting yourself a little outside of your comfort zone and grow self-confidence. &#x200B; That was how I did myself, and it only took a couple of weeks. I hope this inspired you to do something new and get out of your shell, so you can live the life as you want. Feel free to comment below if you have questions or anything else, or if you think this is too much of a sensitive topic DM me, I would love to hear your stories.",3.4062723004694853,5.317644242253525,3.8165492957746463,88.77627934272303,74.1830985915493,6.648826291079812,24.79107981220657,7.42949916751922,1.0763502347417844,1426,46,286,17,30,445,159,355,0.098,0.799,0.102,0.8153,0,0,2,0,0,0,50.0,0,39,2,2,12,17,1,7,9,0,37,4,1,5,3,54,68,32,0,6,9,0,2,0,0,8,2,2,0,0,27,18,0,4,13,0,1,7,2,10,0,1,3,6,46,8,47,52,3,38,0,1,2,1,48,13,0,9,18,204,73,1,0.08142966223412641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822900500972244,0.09894595253514753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700967376180779,0.0,0.0761257419925137,0.0,0.0,0.12522876780992595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302296765019196,0.0,0.0,0.07014444373965031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010037244513187,0.0,0.15754618689939867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802403397057442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860800246478557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665240352282772,0.08234656782632956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692640290979857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21271818815982302,0.0,0.046278353594956634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357032591033701,0.0,0.09177714746544713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087802809359483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447568505213363,0.0,0.0,0.044751612794233266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326734666280355,0.1150323571943476,0.0,0.08161391389843521,0.14380776722660746,0.0720626886351681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349344939257442,0.0,0.10870986370593863,0.0,0.08180704060468284,0.08870077409645041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05986017115910415,0.0,0.0,0.2359358256181857,0.08660136958537012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17343986540532955,0.0,0.12386185498033155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387184490549202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185930156892203,0.09121985775589506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052165926752850464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224393354729617,0.0,0.0,0.06475613575590085,0.0,0.0,0.12977779613337806,0.0,0.08494889685963984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27459105636078684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537706456236675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06122497195355986,0.06545007800300705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16229474790036524,0.2608841978698834,0.0,0.0,0.09496458177743264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047135092795353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032908330598472,0.0,0.0,0.04802932455548736,0.0,0.13063592656541584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347760459255666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539154937724568,0.0,0.05784529571997756,0.08903055261048437,0.09894595253514753,0.052438032702430366 socialanxiety,ramanalululu,2020/01/12,"Can this not be fixed? So this semester I thought I should do some volunteering that could maybe help me in interacting with strangers. I joined a club event as a volunteer and went to two meetings but with an acquaintance. Now this time I was alone and absolutely didn't know anybody there. And I just walked away from there. This is not the first time I walked away from some meet up. There was some other event in the previous year where I did the same. So basically I quit before even engaging with the club properly. Now this is turning to be annoying. I really do want to participate in stuff and meet new people but I just can't seem to do it alone. And my friends don't really share this enthusiasm with me. What do even I do? This is second year of my college and I think I'm gonna be missing out on so much if I don't fix this.",2.550254901960784,4.4507978294117665,3.753529411764706,88.33754901960785,76.58823529411767,8.062745098039215,23.68627450980393,8.841846274778883,1.5211098039215694,661,21,146,15,15,215,95,170,0.083,0.821,0.09699999999999999,0.5231,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,13,5,1,0,7,0,21,0,0,0,0,29,31,13,0,4,7,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,13,11,0,0,4,2,0,3,6,2,0,3,6,0,17,3,20,19,5,22,0,1,0,0,7,9,0,5,10,110,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3895189692004254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35335179446880505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16001373967170254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15013984607936387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24840590812563984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599522752801852,0.0,0.0,0.14528427618293405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260436196337454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334545047573078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18891800620126006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382358303473062,0.0,0.0,0.18161650243375416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036778086998307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000106229140472,0.0,0.0,0.2409348339933801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17119049080702511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21526827759121225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204926181088921,0.0,0.1492879332162189,0.2193028780471754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20454061667336632,0.18369412745627653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091471060617362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17432100955788074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421915892332755 socialanxiety,chichapop,2020/01/12,"Does anyone have issues looking the opposite sex in the eye? 22F and I’ve learned how to fake confidence when talking to the opposite sex. My only issue is that when they’re attractive CANT look them in the eye, and end up looking at their forehead or above their head. Does anyone else have this issue? Once they call me out on it, I’m able to shift my gaze to make eye contact for the rest of the conversation but the problem is that if they don’t call me out I don’t even realize that I’m doing it.",3.9780906593406575,4.652944913461539,4.954285714285714,86.005,71.01923076923076,8.250549450549451,27.357142857142854,8.418075326091056,1.674114285714286,397,13,85,6,7,130,66,104,0.057999999999999996,0.902,0.04,-0.4329,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,5,0,4,3,0,0,7,0,8,7,5,2,0,12,14,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,6,10,1,13,14,1,10,0,0,6,2,10,7,0,2,3,54,16,1,0.17129174640694791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395423436384353,0.1755086365159987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34981604929371385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997971231908587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14309227444617864,0.0,0.15171364523262715,0.0,0.0,0.11313658301085365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17579474948356338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5363522407679953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4315257781593654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433857082884705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18242011956555926,0.0,0.13027509184419453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639030678557947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376778173458712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,highgrounds2187,2020/01/12,"I won’t take my jacket off I have this navy blue jacket that I wore for a whole winter. And now I can’t take it off without feeling like I’m naked. And when I do in public I get super uncomfortable, and feel like people are looking at my arms. I know it’s in my head but I need to stop wearing it before it gets worse, any tips on how to make myself feel more comfortable in public without it on?",1.635996677740863,2.917370406976744,3.6084053156146174,91.0743023255814,77.48837209302326,5.84451827242525,20.42524916943522,6.1826913282559595,0.02324119601328967,309,7,70,2,7,105,58,86,0.153,0.7609999999999999,0.086,-0.40299999999999997,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,5,3,3,2,0,14,18,6,0,1,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,5,12,4,13,16,2,12,0,0,2,0,2,8,0,0,6,47,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177910070690034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18992106319384988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385597229408237,0.31889868270885874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23321857930901854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22906072172066444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226612031621004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180819493309848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18742616313747854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489832639001189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165495007239047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15473413470523753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18659959652411015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356271765185295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491873538185561,0.0,0.4303007617961251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274530452564747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,midnight-dreams,2020/01/12,"How do you guys cut off toxic friends? I have a friend I was almost successful at distancing myself from who’s a very negative, self-centered person full of drama. She unfortunately got back in touch with me again recently just to use me for venting and complaining. Almost immediately after, she decided to call me to vent even more and also asked to come over. I ignored the texts and calls (she called 4 times in half an hour) for a while and without permission, she showed up in front of my apartment. This has been a never-ending cycle of her always trying to call me or show up invited to complain about things. I feel like toxic people always want to speak to me and throw all their trash on me. How do I get rid of her? It’s hard being straight forward because of SA",6.0796173657100825,6.30557443046358,6.582472406181015,77.75257542310523,66.28476821192054,9.360117733627668,30.02281089036056,9.150863307647796,2.417529212656365,613,20,116,10,9,200,109,151,0.10800000000000001,0.7929999999999999,0.099,0.0961,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,1,8,8,1,0,6,0,7,0,0,3,1,20,14,10,0,1,3,0,3,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,4,7,0,1,2,3,0,4,2,4,0,1,3,4,21,4,29,10,3,23,0,0,0,0,21,13,0,3,9,86,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30609804413799396,0.0,0.0,0.12222756204517778,0.2543533050271201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288648571672566,0.0,0.0,0.1175259384976228,0.0,0.09317096537360026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6242744183811426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165970926758064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537250196110892,0.0,0.0,0.10095059203162712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728142530745591,0.10919023908546144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361704486696107,0.0,0.07985355165976665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222415796329661,0.0,0.0,0.15133744865745954,0.0,0.0,0.13691626499823767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150518422068107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467080135107823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788104730358427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596128538148733,0.13345559692032358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091287532822004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594473698394979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015413252284868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891233044340662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376957470513999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200627401778536,0.0,0.12611052264046838,0.09015007561773933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733407695531348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Sahil_Agrawal,2020/01/12,"I have to perform in front of my school :( Why is my life like this??? It was a really prestigious performance which many dont get to do, but of course I get chosen... And my parents won't let me back out, i just might have to feign sickness or break my arm and get out of it. It's in 2 weeks, I cant do this I dont know majority of the kids in my own grade, let alone my entire goddamn school",0.14060344827586135,1.6187058620689645,2.485732758620692,96.61066810344828,82.33333333333333,6.189080459770117,18.92097701149425,7.1686216300943375,-0.017619540229885544,298,7,77,4,8,102,56,87,0.11,0.8690000000000001,0.021,-0.8121,1,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,0,13,3,1,0,0,9,17,4,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,12,1,12,12,2,9,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,3,52,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21058638864110849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634660792748906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4765975796845149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31869131425535197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174369886450657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4158331166082041,0.14361651211435147,0.09933574368099676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20614258165175212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156987751005048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257715757835493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025706217250765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41155738915583795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630973804914211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834718082369083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Mrdudeguy420,2020/01/12,Does anyone else here..... Hold your breath when you walk past someone in public because you're stressed about breathing to loud and looking like a weirdo?,6.951111111111113,9.011305777777778,4.097222222222225,89.73250000000004,65.2962962962963,5.4,32.01851851851852,3.1291,1.240718518518518,124,5,21,0,2,33,26,27,0.175,0.741,0.084,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,3,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,3,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595198120604664,0.3802915816200806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262522998115777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247997489086785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100519065441631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18132731014121167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31167624937382465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543089070339259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314477949955196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4251561534845508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,wandr_w_me,2020/01/12,"Social Anxiety Advice Needed Hey Reddit, So my social anxiety has been an ongoing thing (just within the past few years after working corporate), and I've contemplated going to therapy before but right now my insurance won't cover it so I want to resolve these issues by myself. Basically it started out with me being more socially aware and kind of internalizing it too much. Now it's gotten to the point where I'm constantly self conscious (even around family and friends), I have this swallowing anxiety where every time I get anxious I swallow which makes me even more anxious especially when I'm close to someone or it's in a particularly quiet place because it's so noticeable and sometimes I practice swallowing quietly because it gives me a lot of anxiety when people can hear me swallow. I also get really anxious eating around people, mostly when the background is quiet because I get nervous and then I swallow foods super loudly and it's quite obvious that I'm nervous. I also get nervous obviously when I meet new people, especially in group situations when I'm in the center of attention. I've had a few panic attacks in these situations too. And sometimes when I'm just talking or listening to people I'll just be swallowing constantly and then I focus on trying not to make that obvious. I can't even be working in the same proximity as people, even family, otherwise I get super anxious and self conscious. And on the topic of self consciousness, now it's difficult for me to even go into the grocery store or a cafe or something to buy or order something because I get so self conscious. This is honestly so horrible and debilitating and frustrating and I just want to change my mindset. I've really been trying but it's been severely difficult. Some background: I left my job a year ago because I hated it and I was in a socially weird environment that really was the trigger for my social anxiety. I began to view human interaction and interactions in groups as always a struggle to normalize. I understand that it's all in my head and it's due to these past experiences that I feel socially anxious but it's this weird self reinforcing cycle that I can't seem to break out of. I have a lot more thoughts on this topic but if anyone has suggestions to solve this issue or is facing something similar I'd love to hear about it!",6.7764837662337625,7.7199980704545474,8.1312987012987,64.75409090909093,64.88636363636364,11.376623376623378,36.396103896103895,11.20814326018867,4.675474025974026,1901,91,299,56,28,656,197,440,0.158,0.774,0.067,-0.9890000000000001,1,0,3,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,6,32,19,3,5,17,0,20,11,2,3,4,65,51,44,0,5,16,0,1,0,1,1,0,7,0,6,31,23,8,0,10,0,2,2,4,12,0,0,9,9,35,7,45,38,12,53,0,0,1,1,26,25,0,12,24,219,66,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062092714713289164,0.0563263375254195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162936886982052,0.05287221111860302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243048093466114,0.3589230681608105,0.0,0.04443019245884465,0.0,0.0,0.11313208183702485,0.0,0.07228844004980949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19367371502531885,0.0,0.054069742791813806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721923550214963,0.0,0.0,0.1373331160067837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06501954678967711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20984516060740988,0.0,0.053537054643223385,0.0,0.0,0.062156476687918724,0.11980388579744256,0.0,0.03212885190516153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768354956631692,0.0,0.049092555808164,0.0,0.19918910075771745,0.06095548032611065,0.07222500746857591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273477972778928,0.06521264202539821,0.0,0.1432333833470448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13264312227555566,0.06305584125129485,0.0,0.0,0.06616943625234488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903879987910641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804263367166032,0.05734932769786955,0.0,0.08482984060743406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04671083749949664,0.04711574548006428,0.0,0.0613694648565139,0.0,0.0,0.06225787702924821,0.0,0.07234323016568117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455309551615205,0.0,0.0,0.12131646369821228,0.2202608474260318,0.0,0.06638808786491275,0.0,0.06006792953664656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758496463354312,0.0,0.0,0.12212030539069592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05426470234586925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0578464438449539,0.3314419287597241,0.0717846136321621,0.0,0.0,0.14284821848562398,0.0,0.3886397019324406,0.053839110508128805,0.14675369888361658,0.12568974600342647,0.0,0.04497550510688678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642811707144516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05107282352738257,0.0,0.0,0.07266605783231768,0.0,0.04221462256345247,0.0,0.0,0.050445419046411484,0.03705197514239535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628198262904926,0.0,0.0,0.0661496842216603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495768659126997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251897506984592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183820316337273 socialanxiety,BullySnort,2020/01/12,"I’m getting tired of having to give so much energy to interact with people I just want it to be easy. It shouldn’t be hard to say “here” when my name is called in class. It shouldn’t be hard to hang out with people that invite me over. None of this makes any sense. I’m in the middle of college, where apparently everyone is social, and I can’t help but think I’m happier in my dorm room crying instead of going out. If I go out, I just instantly think that everyone hates me. Shits tiring",1.9222549019607875,3.6668176960784318,3.753529411764706,88.33754901960786,77.92156862745098,7.2784313725490195,20.15686274509804,8.167268648758528,0.8314039215686275,383,9,83,7,9,129,66,102,0.151,0.7340000000000001,0.115,-0.715,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,7,2,2,0,1,0,9,3,1,1,0,17,21,5,0,4,4,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,2,0,6,6,0,0,2,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,0,3,8,0,18,16,2,14,0,0,0,0,7,10,1,1,1,54,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237425527730598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19876779254278648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21382289897988602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720085156875497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170087847759636,0.1867338887601994,0.22125748887855864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34875103583421097,0.19218467833263134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047529234472593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993586413220845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14309617915996342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699029807422354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15480001851655212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19981385127069365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19842952725549184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494582370582776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4474619451167605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481445339099673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Yorpidorp-why-am-i-h,2020/01/12,Can you relate to this? When you feel like nobody in the building is funny or interesting but you’re too scared to be that funny or interesting person because they wouldn’t get your humor.,4.587499999999999,6.7229560833333375,5.478888888888887,77.155,71.5,7.022222222222222,23.11111111111111,7.793537801064563,1.2858444444444443,153,4,26,2,3,50,30,36,0.083,0.581,0.336,0.8674,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,1,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,6,4,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,4,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,2,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299167411114249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736521606666341,0.386640706101989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827600146045908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644079873933196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4725639091801086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5418458686431917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,WanderingZed,2020/01/12,"Recovering from being a ""nice"" person &#x200B; [\(a photo that inspires me to be courageous in my authenticity\)](https://preview.redd.it/zncvp7nvf9a41.jpg?width=500&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=f3fe4d0bd58cd28cceb1697608b51820ed4f77c9) I was raised and conditioned to be a “nice” person and I succeeded for many years in keeping that role going, believing that it was important, meaningful and ultimately the “right” way of being to be nice.  What does “nice” mean?  It means putting on a smile even if you don’t feel like it, it means acting interested in someone that I meet even if I have no authentic interest in speaking to them, it means laughing at jokes even if I don’t think they are funny, it means making small talk even if I don’t feel like talking, it means masking any emotion that might make other people uncomfortable, it means focusing on other people’s wellbeing at the cost of my own, it means playing a role in order to keep the situation “pleasant.” What do I think of “niceness” now? Fuck it. Fuck niceness. Fuck playing a role. Fuck pretending. Fuck being inauthentic. Fuck all of that pretense that I was trained to follow.  After spending many years struggling with depression and anxiety, I’ve come to realize that niceness is poison, it kills my authenticity every time I “fake it,” it’s not worth it, even if it means spending some time alone to recover and rediscover who I really am. i read a book years ago called “Don’t Be Nice, Be Real” and it deeply impacted me, I even did some therapy sessions with the author and went to some of his retreats because I came to realize how miserable I was being a “nice” person. What I deeply long for is authenticity in my relationships with others, rawness, sincerity, openness to all the messiness of our unfiltered humanity. I long to be able to share and express what is real for me without needing to fake it.  And I’m slowly realizing that I need to take full responsibility for that.  I can’t say I’ve cured this “niceness” conditioning yet, it still there, deeply in my psyche, it’s a disorienting, frustrating, scary, difficult process to reconnect to my authenticity and learn how to share it. It’s like recovering from an addiction. It can feel like a challenging journey that requires the utmost courage to keep facing my fears of rejection. One day at a time, I’m learning how to fall in love with and respect what’s sincere and real for me and what else could be more important than that?  And from my authentic heart to yours, thanks for reading. If you relate, please do share, I really enjoy connecting around this topic.",7.609992816091952,8.884947829741382,7.45536206896552,69.15917816091957,63.1594827586207,10.669425287356322,35.07873563218391,10.650279960617883,4.013030977011495,2099,91,342,52,30,669,219,464,0.131,0.665,0.204,0.9826,1,1,0,0,0,0,80.0,1,3,2,3,14,52,9,3,18,0,32,11,2,5,2,72,69,23,1,9,8,0,3,4,0,1,2,2,0,4,46,22,0,4,21,7,4,9,8,17,0,1,7,5,38,35,58,49,8,43,0,3,0,7,27,18,6,10,18,236,84,10,0.061252982721028124,0.0,0.0,0.06677479244574665,0.0,0.0,0.05429707338869708,0.0,0.0,0.06343961716593707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654703247480324,0.07442907847910807,0.04165412870457698,0.0,0.046858364124800114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054528141008181694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03733924973710785,0.0,0.0,0.06901113599240673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06254614385219744,0.07005709425206888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052764020904415385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04890552250217425,0.0,0.0,0.03950310652223416,0.0,0.05275710426274671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05360289795573813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051169007252347534,0.06890136113507618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24274210437960336,0.0,0.05160827976194846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892663490402606,0.09291404552986562,0.13127742928448144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397643730490592,0.0,0.0,0.03481148165590102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258507944603149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633333963410057,0.06776734999640724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970045339931168,0.0,0.0,0.10841392437830576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05528320838184071,0.0,0.08177368320698422,0.12420182088665348,0.0,0.6005020959936178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06497973493841645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083662110783296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04150660633142128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493021149795618,0.1604512256229574,0.0,0.06723738110219786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615761658219827,0.0,0.0,0.12253911729612516,0.20915791296313455,0.07848045840670673,0.0,0.0,0.06576278015352513,0.0,0.05230971256314646,0.0,0.04871083037446789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885091897780721,0.0,0.0,0.051899453486085136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04891671112471644,0.0,0.0,0.06403491698840676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04605461997845736,0.0984656545788297,0.0,0.05639351689175555,0.07004812399187273,0.0,0.0,0.07849687608118902,0.0,0.0,0.10715132042421056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048619766592289504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05678212864976709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059045689525285376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442907847910807,0.11833473784325345 socialanxiety,-EmanresuyM-,2020/01/12,"I want to join a sport but I'm scared I'm too shy to join a sport. I'm scared that people will judge me for being sweaty, red faced, and not good at it. I really want to join because quite frankly I want to lose weight and want something to consume my time, but I'm scared. I don't want to be judged. Can somebody please help me?",1.2512499999999989,2.5580616250000037,2.2011111111111106,100.655,78.58333333333334,5.355555555555556,18.944444444444443,5.46131890053228,-0.6512388888888889,255,5,65,1,6,80,44,72,0.24,0.521,0.239,-0.7235,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,1,5,0,3,2,0,5,2,1,0,0,10,14,4,0,5,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,7,1,8,11,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923614799670593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640602798086869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311067806778304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21882674091081025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560464308817974,0.0,0.0,0.2147104288505599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20804503193279966,0.0,0.0,0.12530658247441556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5874901707075508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058269313815914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405612762349725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5768507235686933,0.0,0.0,0.2381885115494239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,minimalecho,2020/01/12,"Feeling like there's no way out of this I've tried many things and I've spent a lot of money. I've barely moved the needle. All up here's all the things I've tried: * Psychotherapy * Medication (valium, SSRIs, beta blockers) * Cognitive behavioural therapy * Mindfulness and meditation * Acceptance commitment therapy * Countless books and audiobooks on the above topics * Improving myself in various ways (exercising, meeting career goals, improving my appearance) None of these things changed things. I try being less avoidant but then I just come away disappointed, annoyed, and with varying degrees of embarassment. It's just more bad memories to add to the memory bank, with no end in sight. It's as though I'm changing a fundamental part of who I am. There's a blocker there, and a set of core beliefs, that will not budge no matter what I throw at it. I don't trust people. I don't like myself. I can try and rationalize my way out of it, but this isn't a part of my mind that is rational.",2.6638114754098368,5.637599650273224,4.084296448087432,79.36119877049181,85.28415300546447,8.077322404371586,26.204234972677607,8.72156446121922,2.7935612021857925,788,34,137,23,24,259,113,183,0.136,0.7879999999999999,0.076,-0.9294,0,1,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,1,7,8,1,1,9,0,8,2,0,0,3,31,13,11,0,0,5,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,15,12,0,3,3,2,3,4,8,4,0,0,1,2,12,4,21,10,9,18,1,1,1,0,2,8,0,2,4,94,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13455991087084995,0.0,0.11958272334581195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30301555372616124,0.12337135426271993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685041604438002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724163387005273,0.10231640145023914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994012196764652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217605281564233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520260759164366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427908930770064,0.0,0.0,0.28922275879793563,0.0,0.0,0.15222020156706262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101866212792997,0.0,0.0992907196108444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275691189682282,0.0,0.3805960343299764,0.0,0.14071292947976285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3889479335434617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410441250844565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cusivifk,2020/01/12,"Senior year Hello, I am a senior in high school and I just started my final semester. In a couple months there will be many graduation parties, senior trips, and finally, prom. I have struggled with social anxiety and shyness for all my life. At the point I am in life socially, I don’t think I’ll be invited to many of these events and won’t have a good time, but I’m ready to change that. How can I gain many friends, get a better social life, and a date before those events happen in 3-4 months? I struggle with knowing what to say and get anxiety in social situations. I don’t want this year to go to waste.",2.9262903225806447,4.479002274193551,4.4718064516129035,85.08770967741938,74.64516129032259,7.540645161290323,24.49677419354839,8.238735603445708,1.4312638709677423,478,15,98,8,10,160,77,124,0.106,0.727,0.16699999999999998,0.8658,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,2,6,0,11,3,0,1,1,15,20,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,5,8,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,1,10,3,15,16,1,24,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,14,58,15,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19708638376716045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961215459549367,0.0,0.0,0.11392647976989215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626928580041345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14253144787378424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822212710904331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952221961645956,0.0,0.13460113659783554,0.0,0.07320858464953553,0.10804398657682528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391075938068015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361002158749572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079340510088716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27295772445162425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3917948512455385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20563795302613916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177189752785307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243893046746846,0.0,0.1303677490043562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14479355920579387,0.0,0.5252430520360563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911759842795641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693310033287304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253950886258375,0.0,0.0,0.0751131153520397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597847804083505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590539021981746 socialanxiety,CakosVices,2020/01/13,"took the metro for the first time in rush hour it was so full. just got home, so exhausted but i made it. good day after all..🥴",-2.481428571428573,-0.9247577142857129,-0.34171428571428564,107.4867142857143,108.28571428571428,3.6685714285714286,9.17142857142857,5.6839178017228535,-1.8208228571428573,96,1,26,1,5,31,25,28,0.071,0.8009999999999999,0.128,0.4077,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,1,3,0,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450126554357499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231540673144905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186532594716797,0.3038513796611881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3810840260585734,0.0,0.3741380825341157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594831597384132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22153050617935652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4220976661124528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,johnjanedoefound,2020/01/13,"I enjoy spending time with myslef I cried myself to sleep the other day because I've been feeling lonely but I do enjoy spending time with myself completely alone. I do crave social interaction and affection because isolation is not good for me but I need my time alone as well. This might be weird but part of me wishes that I could clone myself and marry myself, I mean after all nobody knows me better.",6.2110389610389625,7.171858675324677,6.50690909090909,75.84036363636366,66.14285714285714,8.237922077922079,27.08831168831169,8.238735603445708,1.9278020779220781,326,9,54,4,5,105,54,77,0.193,0.586,0.22,0.5442,0,5,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,7,0,0,1,0,7,1,1,1,1,17,12,6,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,15,5,7,8,2,5,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,42,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.437216502074399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573366121904398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18667715435849544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22130630743890012,0.0,0.0,0.1685248306637192,0.0,0.23185407552350565,0.13612479729777766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672498720027347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17703824431727475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160003489818557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22992066894793314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22391538351488105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565081549796487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285717821404321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21122570428672796,0.2151626173710988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692355628974456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18978021833704287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24272384336651934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mentalhealthgirl,2020/01/13,"Are you socially anxious or an introvert? I have heard from others that the book, *How to Be Yourself by Ellen Hendriksen,* is life-changing. I typically roll my eyes to these statements, but I decided to give the book a try. Within the first 50 pages of the book, Hendriksen brings up a concept that could potentially change my life. The concept explores the differences between social anxiety and introversion, which makes me question if I truly am as introverted as I believe. It is possible that I might not be an introvert and actually suffer from a terrible case of social anxiety. Hendriksen breaks down the idea into 3 sections and shares that people can identify with: 1. non-anxious introvert 2. socially anxious extrovert 3. socially anxious introvert Also, Ellen discusses the 4 differences between social anxiety and introversion, which I talk about further [in this video](https://youtu.be/292hCmhVZGE). Do you think you are socially anxious or an introvert?",8.49229166666667,11.011914312500005,8.26875,59.52791666666667,62.125,12.833333333333336,42.708333333333336,12.161744961471696,6.687333333333334,790,47,103,30,12,253,98,160,0.147,0.813,0.04,-0.9409,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,3,0,1,3,3,0,0,14,0,12,2,1,2,0,21,17,12,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,10,6,0,0,6,3,0,2,1,2,0,1,1,2,13,1,19,12,2,11,0,1,1,0,16,7,0,5,1,81,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.09760795603752788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998830494890782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22955181440499495,0.4519897844257112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126915957416912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116220052361284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986017462395638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20900535646996216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850794573788393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959511134006455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291371873449893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129831398139867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676608577552277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106108527497475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06934330903810289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276083044340922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204857847739842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7137255020338007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039464631809133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409065797221697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790900715883733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,meowgica,2020/01/13,"My new bf birthday party and lots of his friends I'm (24f) dating a guy (28m) for about 1,5month and his birthday is in 10 days. He invited me to his party at his home where will be about 15 friends. That's too much to meet in one time for me. I'm not sure what to do because I know that I have to meet his friends if we want to be in a real relationship but I'm too scared that I will be too shy, that I'll get too much attention (because I'm his first girlfriend), that I'll become red when someone talks to me. I don't want to disappoint him by being shy and not talkative. But on the other hand it would be good opportunity to meet all the friends at party where we would be drunk so it's easier to talk. I don't know what would be the best decision for a person with serious sociophobia.",3.3648325358851707,3.5459085029239787,5.032961190855929,86.66688995215313,72.15789473684211,8.557363104731527,27.24136097820309,8.575989854853784,1.5999309941520468,618,20,145,10,11,211,92,171,0.078,0.687,0.235,0.9833,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,0,3,10,11,0,1,6,0,17,2,1,0,2,24,26,8,0,6,5,0,1,0,6,5,0,0,1,2,10,6,1,0,4,1,0,0,4,3,0,2,0,2,18,8,23,14,5,14,0,1,1,0,24,8,0,2,6,97,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19876985937166308,0.18005990455421134,0.0,0.0,0.17109570242007593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051444121594782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867791598069767,0.0,0.0,0.5038433022730322,0.0,0.08517932153055202,0.0,0.0,0.13674644515918655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614307808590818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16353790310151267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17920009794116573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386069548612504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23969970833919746,0.0,0.0,0.15746070520783886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104770765558856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235631307374225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18557009598417365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750391164128713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16322698076565434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813945303570466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365903259209793,0.0,0.0,0.2620835240580909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095067313181005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19232512812366084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34744723188361043,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Plutonicuss,2020/01/13,"I feel like I’m missing something everyone has I’m not sure what exactly, I wish I knew.. After anyone meets me one time they usually never hang out with me again, or quickly get bored and withdrawn. I feel like I might have asperger’s or something because I just don’t know how to “entertain” people or know what to talk about that’d interest them. It honestly seems like that’s all anyone cares about and I don’t want to put on a fake persona to entertain or put on a show for people. I feel like there’s something about me that’s just fundamentally unlikable. Everyone ends up treating me the same. They’re never unfriendly but just don’t want to hang out with me. I’ve been so lonely for so long that I feel like it’s just hopeless. The worst part is I’ve been like this my entire life. I tried to convince myself in middle and high school I had friends but they didn’t stick by me when things got rough, and there was only maybe 3 people I had a deep connection with. I feel like I’ll never make a genuine connection with anyone again and can’t even imagine it at this point.",3.8782272727272726,5.058992504545458,4.683409090909091,85.97511363636362,71.68181818181819,8.045454545454545,26.47727272727273,8.472884824447931,1.6603636363636367,861,28,178,14,16,278,119,220,0.094,0.7290000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.8754,0,2,3,0,0,1,15.0,0,0,3,0,17,22,0,0,6,0,15,1,0,2,6,45,34,15,0,3,11,0,6,7,1,1,1,0,0,0,12,11,0,0,10,3,0,4,9,6,0,1,8,6,24,16,24,24,4,27,0,3,0,0,6,11,0,6,19,114,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23461050019758803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817869357540136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140317919564998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906004829651606,0.0,0.0,0.07387150549295315,0.0,0.0,0.21374230770081565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827568971717581,0.3995047074043656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640992709931095,0.0,0.05843355607283795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894513775461053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816868411172908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293240640038824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899829526162024,0.3824872227900235,0.0,0.0,0.09897788227583926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465633253418387,0.0,0.11236171988111962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864816428205628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587815561499716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578797684337127,0.08506193935378231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111549430831332,0.0,0.23261437652529895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572815627181116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22486700031109064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131914835800608,0.0,0.10181802339094367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583075216462597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541107320099828,0.0,0.0,0.08989548181199382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743037798334842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06521678120509328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593432146916564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231796950010204,0.0,0.13193626054415988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286143809811485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,outchannel,2020/01/13,"DAE ever want to talk to & befriend a person that seems cool, but you feel incapable of doing it & get extremely jealous of people that interact/socialize with them casually whether they know them well or not? bc i do & it sucks (i also don’t know if i explained that well but basically i get mad when people can talk to a person that i want to talk to but can’t bc of my social anxiety)",3.4040740740740745,4.5832698395061735,5.408333333333335,80.33250000000002,72.82716049382717,8.85679012345679,27.08024691358025,9.2995712137729,2.2724469135802465,311,11,63,7,6,108,50,81,0.17300000000000001,0.6970000000000001,0.13,-0.8312,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,3,0,5,7,3,0,2,1,5,0,0,0,1,16,15,8,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,2,10,4,9,15,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,0,1,3,2,44,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14039774290453147,0.0,0.5706676172502673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134305286431923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15880686976986946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876997544630331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18344894111195206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19296977026679954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434266879564367,0.30658984392840705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15982604715942478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17896446523018048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4233328944229206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20710332313959107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157046117112153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sunshinepikaboo,2020/01/13,"Severe anxiety when I know there will be alcohol at a party... makes me feel like a controlling partner I have social anxiety as well as relationship focused OCD. I feel a lot of pressure and anxiety when going out with my partners friends, especially when I know there will most likely be alcohol present. I don’t really feel like I fit in with all of his friends, so being around them triggers a lot of anxiety and insecurity. Because of this I feel like I try to maintain a sense of control by being very... rigorous? in making sure I don’t drink too much and comparing it to how much everyone else drinks. In doing this though I end up judging my partner for how much he drinks and seem to flip all of a sudden if I feel he drinks more than I think he should. It’s almost like I make a stark judgement about him and then act aggressively or irritated with him. By the end of the nights we spend with his friends I always seem to end up feeling like a controlling, irritated buzz kill. Occasionally I’ve even been a bit snappy with one of his friends and immediately feel like the biggest dick. This in turn makes me feel very sulky and even more like a buzz kill. It’s annoying because I’m not even against drinking. I feel like if I want to lighten up and just have fun I’m releasing the sense of control I have and it’s exhausting and not fair to my partner. It’s like I just want to shake myself and say lighten up and just have fun! But I can’t. Anyone experience this and have any tips for combatting it?",3.8752390582117577,5.3601059966777465,5.077368192979922,81.96967932977034,72.08970099667773,8.557041744908277,29.366026289180994,9.085049710711278,2.402640791564352,1199,49,242,25,23,397,142,301,0.149,0.679,0.172,0.7622,0,0,7,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,1,4,19,26,4,3,14,0,17,9,1,11,3,65,41,27,2,5,9,0,9,10,8,3,3,1,0,4,10,21,7,4,14,5,1,3,5,8,1,1,1,10,32,18,41,33,11,26,0,0,0,1,21,13,1,9,20,162,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155254649827731,0.07273589621696172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06044016272300463,0.0,0.0,0.04939594495972067,0.0,0.2222697482525274,0.0,0.0,0.050789781724905766,0.0,0.0,0.06466271497596035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855820934018377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793012633856494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258762282457299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557851525685943,0.0,0.0,0.06067925424167566,0.0,0.19300561585100612,0.0,0.0,0.14392901736561992,0.0,0.0,0.06940817958505219,0.0,0.07105334703856643,0.0,0.0,0.33054901555105026,0.3113531778508831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22447800073105897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0412815268334317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16072511391269792,0.0,0.0798392665639607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548698047257626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350749518473453,0.0,0.0,0.1939442009935494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019061202477647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06816530982874122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049221004149497316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04653339926235652,0.0,0.0,0.07798541873004776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057764201795802286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322527809965569,0.0,0.08205962332846974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404471501020063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845992052475675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04654313379012502,0.07136590865401435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04931604863720501,0.07900866822181378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986697807854894,0.0856868793467634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06530977524364101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,billetepaper,2020/01/13,"I only feel anxious when I'm with certain people I've been with this group for most of high school. When they met me I was an emotional mess, and they always made fun of how stressed and anxious I was all the time. Apart from that, they're some of the most chill fellows I know, but still, I can't manage to be comfortable with them. Every time I think about hanging out with them, I slowly start feeling tense about it and my neck starts to hurt pretty bad because of the stress. I lose my sense of security and I feel judged. With my other social group, however, I feel pretty comfortable. Even though I might be a little nervous I still remain calm and I act like my real self. I feel completely in peace. The thing is, I've been with my main social circle for two years and I don't want to make any errors. Part of me wants to stop hanging out with them and start hanging out with people that make me comfortable. The other part is scared to lose friendships. Would it be reasonable to cut contact with them?",3.969402985074627,5.335076089552242,4.195203980099503,88.85191044776121,71.68656716417911,6.952039800995027,23.84776119402985,7.3011,0.8389128358208962,798,21,163,8,15,248,111,201,0.18899999999999997,0.618,0.193,0.6025,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,6,2,9,18,1,4,7,0,13,1,1,5,2,43,30,12,0,3,1,0,5,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,8,19,0,2,8,0,0,4,2,10,0,1,6,5,29,8,30,19,7,22,0,3,0,0,14,7,0,4,12,110,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992729153271274,0.0,0.0,0.08113279714290654,0.0,0.0,0.2695657215814383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961629515707368,0.07272839136486896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509103622627304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342042272805488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880109577432506,0.0,0.10052122617944592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30162581886202666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260543119038316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772052595066127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556796335665137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05828733492685665,0.11957687738518932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669478530034342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289109288979028,0.15927659172310446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265657887252624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073828920958772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583955370357128,0.0,0.1654247930532437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24275605950418794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579739512838152,0.0,0.1226673848048956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944704067263458,0.12074497302997544,0.0,0.0,0.12446313794524448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432367615327793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25333815717987673,0.0,0.19055732163922035,0.09974592774122662,0.2733313486542022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926221662845764,0.07644705724869942,0.1172184436286587,0.0,0.13913764955896285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165455253466978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074062568331472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475221323444447,0.0,0.0,0.07682974516553955 socialanxiety,Lukas_P99,2020/01/13,"Minor (and major) inconveniences ""attacking"" my personality Maybe this post rather belongs to r/socialskills or r/depression, but I often feel like any form of inconveniece, minor or bigger, jogs around my personality. In these situations, I seem to let go of any of my defining character traits and just respond to the occuring event/inconvenience. I can't think of anything else and feel completely overwhelmed most of the time. It mostly happens in stressful situations (which may be explained by nervous/restless thoughts blocking everything else including the image of myself), but sometimes even while being calm, a simple argument or even a rational fact tears everything down and I can't remember any of my traits, principles etc. Am I just incredibly immature? Or do I need to set my priorities straight? Does anybody else know this feeling or can anobody relate to it? Any tips? E.g. how to not let things get this close to me?",8.033958215697346,9.823960763975162,7.928119706380575,64.29089215132696,62.47826086956522,11.568831168831167,39.481084133258044,11.389717465364855,5.263752795031059,757,40,113,23,11,243,108,161,0.08800000000000001,0.838,0.07400000000000001,-0.6349,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,1,2,5,0,10,0,0,1,1,34,22,13,0,2,11,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,8,6,0,1,9,1,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,3,13,2,19,16,5,13,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,10,3,79,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809428807164115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524548700295276,0.12467015732755544,0.0,0.15932193675983206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683500806678312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062095583995786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255473225012507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509700532512827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618771547121324,0.184997420802629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517276717866209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21243358860170805,0.10004850987552548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07316797654023732,0.0,0.07959106645860714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384174429297128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696532636424296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28641195752449233,0.0,0.06841914138991446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069449536897222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384193954932257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445646006137365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412484560304874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15864421430425069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749213375882235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31483394601044845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850854818778208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16042160971448952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930399856707418,0.08973548070614662,0.0,0.11118045786570792,0.08166163824251922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,maguga7,2020/01/13,"My toilet anxiety battle Sorry in advance for the English mistakes. I suffer from anxiety and I hope my story can help somebody to face their own issues. It has evolved from just being nervous around people, to having ""toilet anxiety"". In my case, I can't leave my house or other ""safe places"" without obsessively thinking about that I'll need a toilet and won't have any around and I'll just shit my pants and embarrassed myself in front of everybody. It gets worst in long trips. I also have troubles to trust people, and I often feel embarrassed the day after any social interaction, thinking that I said something stupid or that people didn't actually liked me. Anyway, getting back to the toilet anxiety. I've jumped from my husband's car to find a toilet, and once I'm in there, I don't even have to poop, so I just cry and get mad at myself for being so weak and stupid. It all started at the age of 15. Me and my friends escaped from a class in high school and went to a lonely park to hang out, and we got robbed. I started to get anxious around people. My only ""peaceful place"" was the restroom, where I was alone. I started to ask permission frecuently to go to the restroom at classes, until one day I knew it had to stop and I looked for help with the high school psychologist. I was able to control myself until last year. I was eating out at a fast food restaurant with my husband, and two men entered the restaurant to rob it. In the process, they shot a customer in the head and killed him. It was very traumatic for everybody. Since then (it's been about 6 months already) I can't be outside my house. I feel so exposed and I'm very stressful all the time. Last December, we went to a dinner in another restaurant with my two best friends. They recognized that I look and talk defeated, vulnerable and depressed. They were mad at me for leading myself get into that state, because I used to be the most intelligent, outspoken and strong of us three. Coming from that dinner, and about 5 minutes from home, my stomach suddenly hurt and I screamed and cried because I knew what was about to happen. My husband, thinking it was just another panic attack, grabbed me by my arm and prevented me from jumping out to the street. I told him that I was not going to get out of the car, because I just couldn't hold my shit. He paused the screaming and asked me: are you pooping your pants? And me, crying, answered... Yes, I'm so sorry... He calmed down and said, in a very relaxed voice: ""Honey, I'm your husband. This is our car, if you can't hold it, then just do it, it's OK, nobody will know if you don't want to. And you don't have to apologize at all, it's happens to people all the time"" Well, I pooped myself. When finally at home, I asked him to give me space to get out of the car, clean myself and clean the car without him seeing me doing that walk of shitty shame. He did. Once I got out of the bathroom and everything was cleaned, his devastated wife asked for a hug, and he laughed and hugged me with big love. And then, I remembered. When I was 6 years old, it had happened. I was at a family reunion, and me and my cousins were playing outside. My stomach hurt and I didn't ask for the restroom because I felt embarrassed of leaving it with a bad smell and ruin my uncles' coffee. I held it for far too long and I just pooped myself. My parents were very embarrassed and didn't let me get into the car, but only the cargo area until we got home (about five kilometers away). I wanted to share this story because I know I am not alone in this stupid yet very awful fear. To be honest, one of the best things that could happen was pooping myself. It proved me that my worst nightmare is not that bad and that I have people around me that loves me for real, under any circumstances. I'm getting professional help again. So, if you also have social anxiety, panic attacks, agoraphobia or even more specific, toilet anxiety: YOU'RE NOT ALONE. You're not crazy, you're not pathetic. It is real and you have to face it order to defeat that ugly monster. Seek for help, talk about it, prove yourself that you are strong and you can face it with courage. Hope you can get better soon. Now you know there's another person here who is also fighting that same battle.",4.628517405974819,5.663776502386639,5.210221380956302,83.44183770883056,69.77565632458234,7.784083614517325,28.5294214467945,7.990435384864732,1.8004891943049954,3351,118,650,42,58,1077,334,838,0.166,0.7240000000000001,0.111,-0.9884,1,5,1,0,2,0,119.0,5,12,4,10,42,66,13,11,34,3,59,23,14,3,6,126,121,63,1,11,22,7,4,1,3,2,1,5,6,2,43,62,4,7,16,2,0,20,19,41,1,6,34,14,107,25,108,77,12,100,0,8,3,4,66,44,2,10,35,457,150,6,0.05211728828805946,0.0,0.050858955359927634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16193337874399788,0.05751272360434503,0.12503452984351054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632462964154246,0.1639485628803235,0.23921749733444614,0.0588777011691863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855817443325746,0.24361314616282065,0.11858187864738748,0.04896590794285234,0.04007497768530066,0.08703151755988707,0.15885107602610102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093877573543035,0.046093506224279435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04489442908008081,0.0,0.0,0.058453970438031966,0.041611413875670494,0.0,0.17174518183533016,0.06722267878022589,0.0,0.044888544034294986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05332899701396962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06884595476882198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046839658171159454,0.0,0.04913154107810646,0.058646438792697736,0.052704133815483965,0.0,0.050040769838745024,0.0570919418466433,0.04763425731099994,0.0,0.06302043187170568,0.0,0.08053137529766274,0.0,0.2722913206876353,0.049995651904672124,0.059238911954968214,0.0,0.12504886934655982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843485836525729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053487373621584136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13973247901679448,0.11012955302803973,0.15683366861061038,0.10352845365376273,0.0,0.12027270656670153,0.11158527005552536,0.0,0.0,0.05439690847614292,0.0,0.0,0.05766005767206661,0.0,0.08592689597483824,0.08496509191314959,0.0,0.11036936630937856,0.0,0.05329345832885457,0.0,0.025461874511629668,0.0,0.0,0.09224432019902787,0.08753079217500699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407577494952386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04159952228359545,0.0,0.0,0.038644308889834056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0546883269867811,0.11100642220499768,0.0706320467000229,0.07927509247604833,0.0,0.12229681701793385,0.05787008097864916,0.0,0.0,0.21678939312217133,0.045506805875612094,0.10890294732331728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186417679965628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059038727972203886,0.0,0.09915095180174807,0.0,0.0,0.10549095631348816,0.041530731117521945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069952949642718,0.043111959437079565,0.0,0.0,0.10625402424960054,0.0,0.040122434744479664,0.0,0.11668207466648928,0.1106666546894975,0.0,0.0,0.04357238666650693,0.059700177648035674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377980431629851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03462441053172083,0.10018396179336476,0.0,0.0,0.0607800198337953,0.0,0.0,0.04980030239656387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182203543851767,0.0,0.06269068077808143,0.045012603627831785,0.0,0.215011105008134,0.06148025388935133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046859701205668736,0.0966264967675984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047841219983937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712364985018711 socialanxiety,xianlotus,2020/01/13,"Failed my permit test I failed my permit test and I am crying about it. I was really hoping to pass it today. My brother and sister passed it when they went and I guess I thought I would too. I just feel embarrassed and thoughts of me being a failure are in my head now, i even made my dad take me early because I didn't want to go when the dmv was full of people. Gonna try and study all day today and hopefully tomorrow I pass.",2.4090109890109868,3.5688567142857166,4.003076923076924,89.51692307692308,75.26373626373626,6.958241758241758,21.791208791208792,7.447530270364453,0.6302483516483521,335,8,74,4,7,112,61,91,0.18100000000000002,0.757,0.063,-0.8729,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,2,7,5,0,1,2,0,7,1,1,3,1,19,19,8,0,4,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,0,0,5,1,3,0,0,7,1,18,2,6,9,2,15,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,3,8,50,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678375603974854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24647772451250774,0.14471054783887588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482049809954512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345641405851872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752385888114973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471867170586515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302849954714664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4457322890724984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21231966525189333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556115095686573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437475572242455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687105110035502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562751864012722,0.0,0.0,0.4253837964426307,0.0,0.0,0.1523435131738816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234880524008946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080082724567607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15939753157373976,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,thraway15,2020/01/13,"Anyone willing to meet in-person near LA? I'm a 30M and I live in socal about 45 minutes from LA. I work from home so I have to push myself to get social interactions. I figure if people here are lonely and don't have friends, then why not meet in-person? I figure it's worth a try rather than complaining about being lonely I love to travel, scuba dive, ski, watch and play sports, etc. I'm a loyal person and listen well. If anyone is interested, please reply or PM me",1.240309278350516,3.395407515463919,3.5208350515463955,87.09671649484541,82.09278350515464,5.1171134020618565,15.885567010309277,6.2581,-0.3133661855670105,367,6,73,3,10,126,68,97,0.095,0.711,0.19399999999999998,0.866,0,4,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,7,9,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,0,0,11,12,9,0,3,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,1,4,0,0,2,4,1,2,2,3,1,0,0,2,8,6,11,10,1,5,0,2,1,1,9,2,0,3,1,44,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219305750032249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567403823015151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17785647377444558,0.0,0.12027305868771153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309152440283125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20327598896243934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20776977343644404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15959575535992154,0.6030206236407952,0.0,0.25269690104766585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346658803171695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562946655358152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20698271171351185,0.0,0.20772497936925785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675926053580223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,shunsui2929,2020/01/13,Anyone hide in the bathroom just to recharge? I do this a lot. It’s not because I hate being around people. Just that my social energy is exhausted and I need time to rest.,1.1121428571428569,3.4972178571428607,2.9939285714285724,89.18232142857146,84.71428571428572,5.785714285714287,20.17857142857143,7.1686216300943375,0.6534285714285719,135,4,27,2,4,45,31,35,0.11900000000000001,0.737,0.14400000000000002,0.2259,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,5,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,4,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913407714007157,0.0,0.0,0.3709188073301541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25399417113839823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4113688937196962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35423236425572074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089506678593996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888619726683226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4247359145203734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429598077907203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bcbritt7,2020/01/13,"I wish there was really such a thing as a invisibility cloak I don't want to be seen at all. Don't look at me, don't talk to me, don't come my way. I hate attention seeking people who always feel the need to be the center of attention and look for others to validate them and if u don't then you're mean or rude. Leave me the hell alone. This drives my anxiety through another level.",2.692479674796747,3.617628573170734,4.849756097560974,84.63406504065041,74.24390243902441,8.881300813008131,23.422764227642283,9.2995712137729,1.575676422764228,301,8,69,7,6,105,58,82,0.20800000000000002,0.7290000000000001,0.062,-0.8813,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,3,0,5,0,8,0,0,0,1,13,18,6,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,2,4,9,0,10,14,1,8,1,0,3,0,3,4,1,2,1,44,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640985758010171,0.0,0.0,0.2121767960771271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26738515738480395,0.1950709632650474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196561611956468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893345511088572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517553982258787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700035596161613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42826422319081614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27776500167888696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890760327446952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17678186676647228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16335673368904746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049558328163006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940776966989846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040303257426274,0.20240366645364924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932323964987891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwawaychcbsbsbs,2020/01/13,"Spring semester starts today. I have a three hour break between classes everyday, Monday through Friday. I don’t know what I’m going to do. I can’t go home since I live over half an hour away from campus. I want to start using our gym since I have free access, but I’m scared that I won’t blend in because our gym is fairly small and I don’t even know where to begin using any of the equipment. I’ve considered even paying for a gym membership somewhere else just because I would feel more comfortable with not being so crammed together. But I can’t exactly work out for 3 hours straight, especially not just as I’m starting out. What would I do with the rest of my time? I hate social anxiety and I hate that I’m like this.",3.5962592137592138,4.844157114864867,4.566732186732184,86.28539312039314,72.44594594594594,7.814250614250612,26.29238329238329,8.296473431620573,1.5871000000000004,575,19,119,9,11,187,94,148,0.11199999999999999,0.7909999999999999,0.09699999999999999,-0.6382,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,0,0,1,6,6,2,1,5,0,13,0,0,2,1,21,31,6,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,0,3,3,2,2,7,3,0,2,0,1,16,4,18,27,2,23,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,13,73,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796433724201916,0.0,0.12145332009845546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14916313791997182,0.0,0.0,0.19356099749786015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326261796162536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20972303134660786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027538252172088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18045743182135435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31349134136069995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925231196068307,0.0,0.4690489542608394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17450407128552403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756362046654604,0.0,0.14019070652777524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589495374974755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626609174292677,0.0,0.0,0.16183896449130108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371199712227746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257602750701607,0.0,0.15048883424237788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742406496745205,0.0,0.0,0.0936425768001188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558141162610736,0.0,0.0,0.22556147091869586,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,flora9500,2020/01/13,"Head shakes from anxiety Hey guys. Just wondering if anyone had suffered from something similar or had any advice with coping strategies. I basically get very bizarre head shakes and twitches when I'm talking to people or in a performance situation. It's extremely off-putting as I get taken right out of the conversation and feel am unable to talk properly, and I'm not sure if people notice it but it feels extreme from my perspective. I know its anxiety, but I've never suffered from social anxiety before and always used to manage presentations fairly well. Unfortunately my body reacts to anxiety in a very physical way and I get all sorts of weird physical symptoms. My thoughts aren't really the issue as I'm not worrying about things in my head - it's more the physical sensations, but I have no idea how to manage these symptoms. I do a load of mindfulness and meditation and am an active and healthy person. Anyone got any ideas on how to manage this further?",7.432538304392239,8.301572151685393,8.08944841675179,65.88685903983661,63.43820224719102,11.64126659856997,36.40653728294178,11.389717465364855,4.676049438202247,785,36,124,23,11,262,110,178,0.13699999999999998,0.7959999999999999,0.067,-0.8327,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,2,7,0,7,7,4,4,3,36,21,20,0,2,10,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,8,10,0,0,7,0,0,2,5,5,1,0,5,2,10,2,22,16,2,13,0,2,0,0,7,7,0,6,3,80,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170895829556908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363569651837667,0.0,0.0,0.16939673655562795,0.0,0.38112207408646415,0.0,0.0,0.17417671190595568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598299818082504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834713110448044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595258927446826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195216927372193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961412726615274,0.0,0.0,0.12332422336134075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.383473138447644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812039024073042,0.0,0.1299979901971861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844950135055725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576013922200588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606074858999833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180116337089746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17269477372542186,0.10875238078497762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520729474178055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979001092408533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636514163104173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139999579230365,0.0,0.12696318586624356,0.0,0.0958847850864105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173870358306536,0.25891057604607504,0.0,0.20021737420995067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274558071365506,0.0,0.0,0.09887890119270598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075713339063568,0.0,0.20553382391863054,0.0,0.09886210621811907,0.0,0.0,0.11198553646939777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506931718021906,0.0,0.12648671607124032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mmmendozaa,2020/01/13,"Got a job at a Correctional Facility and got a boyfriend (not related) Almost a year ago I got a job being a Correctional Officer which is probably the worst thing for social anxiety. I was only 20 at the time and so nervous. I also got a boyfriend in the same year and it's been so great. My anxiety is lessened around him but it's still there. I just wanted to post because I'm really proud of myself and never thought I would get a boyfriend. I also never thought i would get a job especially one where its talking all the time. But yeah sorry if this is stupid, I'm just happy and proud of myself.",4.494508196721314,5.10371349180328,6.123073770491804,78.32510245901642,69.81967213114754,9.378688524590164,30.004098360655732,9.516144504307137,2.6281606557377044,474,18,95,10,8,163,71,122,0.106,0.732,0.162,0.8996,3,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,10,7,1,1,13,1,8,0,0,0,5,24,19,12,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,8,0,11,4,8,8,3,14,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,8,70,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765403152077115,0.0,0.14420279038905634,0.0,0.0,0.23032562078600236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203308103984918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819727835416786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778568466813436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15047603462142758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4607040710575192,0.15876886630027606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329874764589166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4287159098367945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22213504830495254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975832637428018,0.10952425448153864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379194551010918,0.0,0.15526452880992686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225494382999114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467975933943801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120469670934265,0.0,0.0,0.11500464010472612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574783859286115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567223782161367,0.0,0.0,0.2286518668153424,0.1679439569668324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849394023047196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045977073409956,0.0,0.0,0.1854723212121832 socialanxiety,NSABotNumber511,2020/01/13,"my friend has been seen-zoning me for the past 3 days i used to have a huge crush on her but not anymore. a few days ago she went on her first date with some guy that she's really into. ever since she went on it, she hasn't been responding to my chat messages. after she told me about her date, she's just been really cold and giving really dry answers. lately she's just been seenzoning my messages and i'm really scared that i said something to upset her. i haven't been able to sleep lately because it won't get out of my mind and i really don't want to lose her as a friend.",3.6026612903225828,3.8655989435483886,4.919516129032257,87.39927419354844,71.66129032258064,8.458064516129033,21.951612903225808,8.472884824447931,0.9295032258064516,455,8,103,7,8,152,72,124,0.087,0.7959999999999999,0.11699999999999999,0.5708,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,2,4,0,11,1,1,1,1,16,20,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,4,6,0,0,1,1,0,2,5,3,0,1,9,2,22,2,16,10,2,19,0,1,0,0,22,6,0,1,11,68,26,0,0.15998507863990927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418171192670015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586622087377581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975254190110751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20635428097481773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14471566294840607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608322616269153,0.0,0.0,0.2472081497940947,0.0,0.08358560044874143,0.15347226542972384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584103806717431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609402743306931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789823803998123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615393228069932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272386025077433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5124526901439667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218244600092518,0.0,0.1601729733411739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323413102911185,0.0,0.16010061795037406,0.0,0.0,0.12316432970076177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528725986503583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381757410589535,0.0,0.0,0.09436334445227612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966155414422227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MalevolentlyInformed,2020/01/13,"15 Years of Social Anxiety and Useful Things I've Learned So I saw [this post](https://www.reddit.com/r/socialanxiety/comments/eo0rey/seeing_people_on_this_reddit_10_years_older_than/) just now and I'm just scrolling through cries for help, memes, dejection, more memes, and it's kind of making me mad-sad. I feel the need to write something. **Full disclosure:** I'm not cured of social anxiety. I've done a LOT in my life and SA has pretty much made a shitshow of all that I've tried to build. I've always wanted to write some sort of self-help book for people but I haven't reached the point where I could speak from a place of ""okay guys, I've made it, and here's how you can break free, too!"" But while reading a great book ""Free From Lies: Discovering Your True Needs,"" by Alice Miller, she makes the point that speaking Truth to how we feel is difficult. Even with the help of skilled therapists. Yet it's difficult but nearly impossible in a society predicated on ignoring all our collective pain. So I realized: why do I need to wait until I'm cured to be of some use? And then I felt galvanized to act - hopefully, this is a beginning for me. So approach whatever I write next (because I have no idea what I'm going to write) with the realization that I'm just like you. The only reason I think I have useful things to say is that I've run fucking marathons with this for a long time - I'm 36 and most ppl seem to be in their teens and 20's here. So I might be able to save you some long detours. **Helpful Thing #1: Mindfulness Matters But it's Not a Cure-All.** Meditation is what actually awakened my latent unease into full-blown social anxiety. I was unprepared to deal with the emotional upwelling of all that I discovered after nearly a year of intensive meditation and promptly worked hard to suppress and fix it all. True Mindfulness means being open and willing to accept what arises without judgment. And when you judge, because you will, to accept that as well. Mindfulness is **seeing**, not **changing**. **But how we see** ***is*** **the change** because we aren't separate from what we're looking at. And that's hard because we want desperately to change what we see and we've spent years hiding what we didn't want to see from ourselves. So now when we try to look we often can't see even when we make an effort. In my case, I sometimes literally can't feel my actual emotions even in the midst of a SA attack. I only feel the overwhelming physical manifestations because the smoke screens are still thick. Mindfulness helps pick away at these well-intentioned deceptions. **Helpful Thing #2: Self-Compassion** Notice the language I just used: ""well-intentioned deceptions."" A year ago, that would have been impossible for me - that's because I'm working on self-compassion and changing the language I use in referencing SA. You **need** self-compassion if you're going to get through this. In my case, my initial forays into mindfulness ""failed"" me because I had no self-compassion. All I saw for a very long time was a mess. A mess that I felt I created and was indicative of some flaw. Something unspeakably wrong with me because how else could it be that someone raised in what I thought was a regular upbringing could be so incapable of interacting on a basic level?! Self-compassion to me starts with accepting that none of this is your fault. You didn't choose your genetics. You didn't choose the events that led to emotional pain, be they parental abuse, ""friends"" shitting on you, choking up in front of the classroom, generational pain if you believe in that (I do), etc. You didn't choose your coping mechanisms. Mechanisms that, as I've learned in therapy and my reading, are almost universal in how they are expressed. **You are acting precisely as a human-animal subject to these particularly painful emotional and psychological conditions could be expected to react because you are normal and making the most of stimuli you didn't ask for and are unequipped to process**. So, have some self-compassion. You're making the most out of a bad hand and every time you do something that other people do thoughtlessly, you're incredible. People making thoughtless small-talk is meaningless. You stepping up and trying to overcome crippling terror in conversation or going to buy groceries transforms it into the actions of a **Fucking Hero.** Because it takes a Hero to face Death, which is what SA feels like and your body-mind thinks is going to happen if you screw up. You're **willingly** walking into an emotional minefield that others can't see and won't ever understand. At least the soldier gets medals and accolades for his bravery. Be your own Hero because no one else is going to do it for you. **Helpful Thing #2.5**: **Mindfulness and Self-Compassion Go Hand in Hand** Mindfulness meditation practice is an invitation to accept yourself as you are. Take it from someone who has spent over a decade trying to ""fix"" himself through meditation: it won't work. You can't see yourself as you are that way and what you **think** you need to fix is a mental projection and thus false. Breathwork relaxes the sympathetic and parasympathetic nervous system, tunes mindfulness and concentration, and increases self-compassion by encouraging you to put aside analytical thinking patterns and see that ""badness"" can't actually be found, only thoughts and feelings you don't want to think and feel because they are ""bad."" In my opinion, you need self-compassion to get past the labels, emotional outbursts, and projections even more than mindfulness. **Helpful Thing #3: It's a Mystery to Your Mind But Not Your Body**. You'll probably never know why you have social anxiety and you should let go of that. I've come up with hundreds of theories over the years and while I believe they're ""increasingly truer,"" they are only useful in that they help me accept myself as I am. The more you look the more you'll learn more about the story but you'll **never** know why to the complete satisfaction of your mind. People with identical upbringings express their pain differently, like my brother, who doesn't suffer from SA but expresses deep emotional pain in other ways. In several books, including ""The Body Keeps the Score,"" by Peter Levine, psychologists and psychotherapists note that while the mind forgets, the body remembers. Emotional and physical extremes are acted out, over and over again, in a compulsive fashion because there's some story you aren't aware of being played out. I have baffling patterns that continue to manifest despite my best efforts. Mindfulness and self-compassion helps us get closer to that story. Also, your body is really fucking smart. Like the product of 4.5 billion years of evolution smart. It's overriding your thinking because it thinks something about the environment could get you killed. And that ability makes sense because it's way faster than your thinking mind. You know how when you trip, your body instantly corrects before you realize you were falling? That's what you're trying to outsmart. You're **not** going to beat that by planning out what you're going to say, thinking games, timing how long you look into people's eyes, and all the other intellectual games that just stave off feeling your feelings. And yes, I know that's really sad to hear, it's making me sad to even write that. But we're taught that our bodies are dumb pieces of meat that our intellects ride - and we need to recognize that's wrong and that our bodies/amygdala/self/soul/whatever is giving us valuable data that we need to tap into, despite not wanting to because it feels like **literal death**. To your body, you're looking into the jaws of a tiger with its claws out - **of course**, you're fucking scared and **of course,** it's going to hijack your logical brain. Tapping into that intelligence on the level of proprioception is essential to unpacking that mystery. Bridging the mind-body connection is where I'm finally starting to see gains in navigating what SA is all about. I've also discovered that psychedelics have a lot to offer in this department. Ayahuasca...Showed me some serious shit. I've heard that yoga is of immense benefit as well, though I haven't been able to discipline myself long enough to see the results. (Yes, I still don't do shit that I should even after all this time...Still human over here.) **Helpful Thing #4: Most People Have Some Degree of Pain** You aren't a flawed individual floating among the norms. Most people hide their pain, forget their pasts, and develop thick skins. Some recognize, accept, and grow from what happens. And a bare few genuinely have happy childhoods where nothing goes wrong and they grow into perfectly healthy adults. But our inability to do so is **not a failure** its a sign that **we haven't lost touch with our authenticity**. We didn't grow scars over the pus in our wounds; our wounds are still leaking and painful to the touch. We don't have the adaptive but ultimately fake ability to forget and pretend. That means we have the ability to air them out, put medicine and a band-aid over them, and act from our truths rather than sleepwalking past our hidden pain. I say this from personal experience: I had a very well polished veneer of false nice-guy likability that I'm well aware was a cover for the immense ocean of anxiety I was seeking not to trigger. Even though I'm mostly a hermit now I'm also much better with boundaries and authenticity when I do interact. I say ""no"" a lot now to make up for lost time. Have you ever noticed that when you're anxious, sometimes it makes other people anxious too? Or they get mad that you're making them anxious and gossip about you, avoid you, mock you, etc? Or if they pick up on it, they simply choose to go on the attack? Does that sound like something socially fearless, healthy people would do? No. You're activating pain they don't want to see and they're warding their pain off by attacking you and seeking confirmation from ""normal society."" Most people are in some degree of pain/anxiety and they project confidence to lure themselves back to sleep - that is, a comfortable range of acceptable emotions that align with their sense of self. That's why we love celebrities and politicians so much - they look fearless and in control and its soothing when you're secretly anxious. We who have SA can't that very well because our pain is closer to the surface, which is an invitation to heal it. Even though we're just like them and reflexively seek to immerse ourselves in the comforting lie of normalcy. After all, we're social primates and the troop is life when you're part of a band and ostracization can mean death. **Again,** **it's adaptive to want to pretend and ignore. It makes sense.** **Helpful Thing #5: Talk To Someone** You need to be mirrored by someone who will listen to you without reservations or judgment, preferably a therapist. Friends and family aren't always enough for this because there are social obligations that can hold you back, like needing to make time for them to speak and air our their own issues or simply not wanting to tell them stuff. You need someone you can be **unabashedly selfish** with as if you were a child, who will mirror and validate your feelings, and offer potential insights that help you discover how you will navigate these psychosomatic tangles. /r/SocialAnxiety is pretty terrible for this because it's mostly circlejerk and little substance. We feel validated when people say ""me too"" and that's of some benefit but it's short-lived and not a real, face to face connection that we desperately need on a biological level. Also, start looking for someone **now**. I know it sucks that if you're an American, you're probably living paycheck to paycheck, have no insurance, and there are other immense barriers to overcome. But looking at the progress I made in my 1.5 years of therapy, I can't help but wonder who I would be had I started in my early 20's instead of deciding I'd figure it all out on my own. \------------------- Okay, I'm running out of steam here...I'm sure there are things that people disagree with here and that's fine. This is just some of what I've learned from my own journey and not all of it will be applicable to everyone. However, I do think there are things that people will find of value, so if even one thing was of benefit, then I didn't waste my time. Namaste!",3.4294760484026736,6.4491299915854725,3.952133833254528,81.84711388746446,80.57218777679361,7.1687393861092055,27.222114187150783,8.241136184082466,2.3461211944831084,9883,423,1694,213,266,3106,723,2258,0.11699999999999999,0.741,0.142,0.9952,4,1,6,0,1,0,450.0,33,70,25,21,92,117,16,6,94,4,156,45,21,39,23,399,315,151,4,43,47,2,24,8,2,19,18,13,0,6,143,129,0,10,65,14,5,36,50,59,5,3,38,60,201,60,271,237,59,207,0,7,23,6,203,96,10,43,78,1137,344,19,0.0410993430376266,0.024348000442639812,0.060160545229822615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.018216043905198667,0.0,0.020577527632190708,0.0,0.0,0.06573425955681267,0.03419794580703063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432265478980664,0.09286111833925413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.019211168868344886,0.07013465399865856,0.01930709284574585,0.03160285788489034,0.051474352073568985,0.23801089143155504,0.0,0.017486256907685287,0.046304885502245416,0.02156561244501281,0.018174514507047605,0.0,0.1826084197245782,0.0,0.02294022959940564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695531071079894,0.017701722421189142,0.021545939613613924,0.0,0.0230482039823854,0.08203620282891136,0.0,0.022572849225180498,0.0,0.021185809002848128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02147003296253161,0.0,0.0,0.017983156027906143,0.021029448657306413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03433322735542594,0.20804053093646005,0.0,0.04246660790477801,0.0458366316076411,0.12215577806647455,0.03717670875932799,0.017313984554665297,0.01963609177305228,0.0,0.0201015219182077,0.01937240143400721,0.0,0.12468637642145855,0.029361378878117482,0.03946181455378399,0.02251116068885162,0.018782027479506202,0.0,0.0,0.0225316541430573,0.03175325047954185,0.07599136074459034,0.06441813127299723,0.01971311742720371,0.12846737080658344,0.0,0.0,0.022656085396205082,0.0,0.04069481123675795,0.036344013315508426,0.02187550745136596,0.03681693862803582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02316097330633684,0.0,0.19283616310806145,0.0,0.0,0.020410460571899464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023198077830126087,0.0,0.021448518093367397,0.0,0.018265492246293192,0.022735166848430792,0.021399320618192132,0.05646781023200704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02101343141082876,0.02902968143944928,0.08031625200071846,0.02059616945426407,0.018145736438547142,0.09092906316849536,0.1380523880702375,0.0,0.044864787929256786,0.0524117875862621,0.01854688085847168,0.05833378818411529,0.17832184902509066,0.0,0.0,0.06715384987987631,0.0,0.0,0.020709235556640063,0.021799954043798787,0.33198896289841034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04531911912551219,0.18284785256709266,0.031698347044746736,0.0,0.02185480879119843,0.0,0.04026862996009428,0.019717964050007072,0.046791874452949404,0.0,0.0,0.027849978501653844,0.06251580477488418,0.3061281909782192,0.0,0.02281797833197751,0.022253291704004145,0.058850960125521226,0.1852052122205747,0.017943180532446906,0.02147003296253161,0.0,0.03885216365222157,0.0,0.019680904861150195,0.04181280734980075,0.04431204310631436,0.0,0.0,0.041316191467532314,0.0,0.0,0.0411104651035423,0.023390025084048752,0.026329291558728585,0.021128484864298483,0.0,0.0,0.023278771911763595,0.0,0.0,0.08170961797590215,0.0205738061095135,0.0,0.18012970388109045,0.018707649159041287,0.2786912584423593,0.023215279584813533,0.0632818275220414,0.0,0.0,0.020564512245822,0.14663461562591498,0.10447001995011533,0.07910070550648544,0.04064830117169301,0.0,0.058180653078379614,0.0,0.04923298266005146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02352445742320546,0.0,0.0,0.01936782221110861,0.0,0.030901591087944658,0.0330340951181997,0.017961318670879346,0.0,0.047000680606788525,0.047719504998272363,0.15017517506463593,0.1316739974988725,0.06056984379255874,0.03262828753070904,0.09586142974960653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975939022704303,0.0,0.0,0.021392932774175036,0.0494374492456282,0.10648990948791306,0.0,0.050866893416170185,0.09696582948340923,0.048934118229474785,0.0,0.0,0.12933635828224724,0.0,0.07417152899516682,0.0,0.0,0.03961830005479556,0.022285242171854867,0.04488121683330792,0.0,0.0,0.04379369114425659,0.06740351959302858,0.0,0.09263320297468823 socialanxiety,S-89P13,2020/01/13,"Anyone here work a retail job? I’ve been working retail for the past few months and it’s been a great experience. I’ve conquered my fear of greeting and helping customers, and asking my coworkers to help me with work. But when a coworker asks a personal question or a customer starts a real conversation, I feel like I lose all confidence, and I stumble and panic like I did when I first started working here. Anyone who works a retail job here... does it get better?",4.56096308186196,6.382496685393263,5.5438523274478335,77.96146067415731,70.91011235955057,7.782343499197433,30.69181380417336,8.418075326091056,2.535547672552166,371,16,64,6,7,122,59,89,0.096,0.6609999999999999,0.243,0.9179,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,9,5,7,0,2,8,0,3,0,0,0,1,12,9,9,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,3,0,1,3,1,8,4,4,6,2,7,0,1,0,0,8,0,0,2,9,41,11,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167289387151224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897676830781554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706576096093698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356226029855379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159856936611352,0.0,0.1743937361080149,0.07836171294993831,0.11071656789596723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182450973256202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096979407795679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708641836909942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20775744932706625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075842078973909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15142919214898426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733811375015796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370224451289505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18183370783403247,0.0,0.0,0.14794437617133904,0.0,0.13532112193619344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736112262475158,0.0,0.0,0.17639929725756107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21938895490991106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5641304417168617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ninak21,2020/01/13,"I put people in danger because of my social anxiety Very short backstory: I currently live in someone’s basement. Due to mental health reasons I (F21) couldn’t live at home any longer so I’m renting a room in the home of acquaintances of my family. Last night (I live in Europe) my Dad was over at my place and when he was about to leave he noticed a faint gas like smell in the little hallway leading to my room. He was right that there was indeed a peculiar smell, though I wasn’t sure if it was actually gas. I went outside to see if the people whose house I live in were still awake but everything was dark so I assumed they were asleep. I considered ringing the doorbell to wake them up but for some stupid reason the chance of waking them up for nothing and annoying them scared me more than a potential fucking gas leak which could lead to their literal house and everyone inside exploding (I feel sooo stupid even writing this). So what I did first was open a window in the area with the smell and put towels in front of my own door so it wouldn’t leak into my actual room and my plan was to call them first thing in the morning. Obviously I felt very anxious about the whole thing and a few minutes later my dad, who had just left, called me to say he didn’t feel like it was safe for me to sleep there which I agreed with so I went over to my parents’ house and stayed the night. So I called them just now (it’s morning as I’m writing this) and they went to check it out and turns out it wasn’t gas, they agreed it did smell weird but not like gas and they think the smell is due to some construction work they’re doing in the area next to my area. So everything is fine but if it was really gas this could’ve been very bad of course. They did kind of scold me for handling this so irresponsibly which is obviously completely understandable. So now I’m sitting here trying not to cringe myself to death and have a massive anxiety attack because of the way I handled this. Any other human would’ve done everything to get that checked out right away but I just left like a moron and potentially put a bunch of people in danger. And all of that because of stupid fucking anxiety. I feel like such an idiot and they should honestly just kick me out because I could’ve literally killed these people. I don’t even know why I’m posting this here, I just need to get this off my chest somehow or it’ll keep replaying in my head. One thing I know for sure, I really gotta work on being more assertive and proactive because damn this could’ve gone so wrong.",5.491386530843236,5.689979042884993,5.677126328365719,83.83487832484441,67.53801169590643,9.036508834811043,28.634157077281017,8.841846274778883,1.9451456832044283,2031,62,421,31,31,644,230,513,0.154,0.764,0.08199999999999999,-0.9931,4,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,12,7,31,29,13,1,23,0,33,10,6,4,5,69,58,37,2,8,16,3,4,5,0,4,2,2,8,1,31,23,0,2,11,0,3,10,8,18,0,3,26,12,54,11,65,25,9,68,0,0,1,2,29,40,3,8,19,272,85,4,0.0,0.0,0.1399278486175554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751004240065964,0.0,0.1645393103180938,0.08099488082135166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156335028280344,0.0673597609856447,0.0,0.05986228446834796,0.21852286545812052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21962566480314044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517078589612497,0.0,0.0,0.22897031920340846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336882080246321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470767015019256,0.0,0.0,0.06850759247353116,0.19330438124873928,0.0,0.06758761356452553,0.0,0.10875335532151573,0.10243776622614294,0.06883839057593859,0.0,0.0,0.12196736737313513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256164295748393,0.07491529944217848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357969767669154,0.07620837404687776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383175119094416,0.0,0.0,0.2481790221336698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637257613989542,0.07931983427616288,0.07465925261835638,0.07880333369710478,0.058440949262828085,0.0,0.07591459494035616,0.15579353528071505,0.0,0.0,0.17513264364989792,0.07185716993973823,0.2532318001833944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225164184146235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05316089335691818,0.0,0.0,0.07624838748763073,0.13456169847696434,0.0,0.06879323345796558,0.08162517020048042,0.0,0.0,0.048582350287399684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960875202173652,0.0,0.0,0.1988169908197531,0.0,0.0749059581504371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866393910362309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162196663416882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918592353849944,0.1474286887019916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245418278160405,0.0,0.05701469797715145,0.07177914734103458,0.0,0.05713158887812906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174672234355339,0.07308396778396453,0.06074689433418817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641727217300487,0.057255675778278885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351432745857641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428928074043404,0.045939225912526506,0.07043991955705158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04867616155099514,0.0779835125596945,0.0,0.07463696631924117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17746751465746752,0.0,0.056908110304602175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993857971981818,0.06469353652788691,0.08004484584303152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438954784787458,0.0,0.0,0.0509300319788307,0.07838716761852345,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Sad_recluse2,2020/01/13,"I had an interview today. And I fucked it up This was my first interview and I became so embarassed as I was trembling with fear throughout the session. I lost my train of thought , couldn't even answer the things I know. I fucking hate my life",1.5081249999999995,4.142686895833337,2.2800000000000007,92.965,86.29166666666666,4.866666666666667,24.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,0.8417666666666674,193,8,38,2,6,60,36,48,0.319,0.6809999999999999,0.0,-0.9468,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,2,6,3,2,3,0,4,3,0,0,0,7,10,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,5,0,10,0,4,4,0,3,0,1,0,2,2,1,2,0,2,29,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011474595597187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426949982751336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590437084703552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5630892972802404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30067268484431664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16736860227763894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21510738539015287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324441312825239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20232451537915053,0.0,0.0,0.24177273991547116,0.0,0.0,0.2886706958753629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cyborgbunny01,2020/01/13,"anxiety about classroom discussions aaaaaAAAAAA my scholarship requires me to take one honors class per semester. the only honors class that fit my schedule was humanities and i just checked the assignments calendar and there are multiple classroom discussion assignments. omgggg i'm so scared now, i absolutely hate discussions because i don't know what to say and i also have a tiny voice so no one can even hear me. i can't sleep because of it. 😢",3.5693333333333332,6.808418600000002,4.1200000000000045,77.39833333333334,88.0,8.666666666666668,31.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,4.013916666666666,368,20,58,12,12,116,60,80,0.146,0.746,0.10800000000000001,-0.494,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,8,4,1,1,3,0,6,1,1,0,0,6,11,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,3,2,0,2,1,3,9,2,4,10,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,38,12,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377793471482353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22746108780434435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625063111627293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19638750430640006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935575637839425,0.0,0.0,0.3351190778889797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16340799020033098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4029648923324229,0.22613728892726065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23645337757246404,0.29768502562025057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975505515206898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22355953210008245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ibtfywtrstf,2020/01/13,"What has worked for you? To anyone who has made any sort of improvements or had any successes, big or small: what helped? Has anyone had any success with therapy? Medications? Weed, alcohol, meditation, self-help books, etc.? I’m literally just curious to hear about everyone’s different experiences!",5.344666666666669,8.872007200000002,6.304000000000002,64.70866666666666,77.0,12.133333333333335,32.333333333333336,10.864195022040775,5.533733333333332,240,12,36,11,6,79,41,50,0.0,0.77,0.23,0.9163,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,0,6,8,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,2,6,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,0,19,4,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24283043914992802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4635547735325413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177567954137997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373978694009127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534117833716975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21711966434418276,0.0,0.22226600599198926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560948893637584,0.0,0.3046032602424547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150022631258566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289015283308008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370413435548676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598473289704892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16541979342310467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,-witchy_ways-,2020/01/13,"Working with social anxiety I had a huge mental breakdown about 2 years ago. Ever since I've lost 4 different jobs. I have made incredible progress, going from not being able to walk into a store at all, to regularly shopping alone. I'm still struggling with finding a job that I can handle. I've been taking graveyard shifts just so I don't have to force myself back into a busy office environment. But, it's not exactly working. What are some jobs that you have been successful at with social anxiety?",5.385609022556392,7.023920673684213,6.222857142857144,74.62,68.57894736842105,8.796992481203008,30.413533834586467,9.23628265651192,2.8674060150375933,404,16,68,8,7,133,70,95,0.13699999999999998,0.767,0.096,-0.2023,4,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,5,6,3,0,1,4,0,10,0,0,1,3,15,15,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,1,2,2,3,2,0,0,5,0,6,1,12,9,2,12,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,5,46,10,6,0.1810848164822829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605207637789336,0.0,0.0,0.18754925755241936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27705877791601496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924304617623187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891950912854844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16380158380962173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16550824163674924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291467430811482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5390962155393034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197675468467906,0.0,0.0,0.17134683180322502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18249090341075655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979523147300458,0.0,0.0,0.3691863317100332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461456835954456,0.0,0.0,0.18930916791621055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361532457112033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26366380621771435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661268471566838 socialanxiety,010001000100100,2020/01/13,"“Just be Yourself.” WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK DOES ThAT MEAN?! Man, if it were only that simple. People who give this lame advice, i get that your trying to help, but no.",-0.5120833333333329,1.4360036250000014,1.2399999999999984,95.67166666666668,106.5,3.3833333333333333,8.458333333333332,5.46131890053228,-1.5279541666666667,124,1,25,1,6,40,30,32,0.214,0.736,0.05,-0.7170000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,17,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.34770659954198835,0.0,0.0,0.34818144533277456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118087780426201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294023209663149,0.1861569678949644,0.3418044667381311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23882669620650165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3881254183898261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709893728464369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24702009104009764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419107101104901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,blackpillowcase,2020/01/13,"People think I’m totally extroverted and charismatic. The thoughts in my head are anxious as fuck. I feel like a sociopath because people think I’m cool. I will be out with friends and people will be like, “you’re so pretty” “you’re so cool” “you’re so funny” and I get home and I’m thinking, oh my god everyone hates me I talk too much I’m self-absorbed I try too hard how am I in group chats why do people like me what the fuck.",-0.8409890109890128,1.2929120989011018,1.3384065934065958,97.04409340659343,98.34065934065936,4.358241758241759,18.587912087912084,6.1826913282559595,-0.10083736263736263,335,11,76,4,14,111,55,91,0.134,0.624,0.242,0.8653,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,9,3,0,3,2,7,3,1,1,1,13,20,9,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,10,6,5,15,2,3,0,0,0,2,4,3,2,0,3,38,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055704230497726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092512870623844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17387685029092184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200776244463042,0.12999694996668612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058691626860378,0.33645031323706953,0.09507001950652427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300629982750278,0.17965430969176213,0.1867501924304878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18252730074094695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666990156403352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337663621759538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5046108161137651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18512541415654507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18983081210328412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625783169454093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34979048094089965,0.0,0.1444611262718797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354335262926013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16419652128332732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ryan_mm,2020/01/13,"Social Anxiety has deprived me of so much... i have a really hard time being around other people and i don’t talk much. I have a really bad time when it comes to school presentations and eye contact and holding conversations etc. I have about 5 friends and i envy them so much because of how outgoing and popular they are. I want people to like me and I want to go to parties and stuff like that but I’m always stuck with this feeling that nobody likes me. I see my friends out having fun and living life to the fullest and i’m alone in my room just stuck in this psychological hole, thinking nobody likes me. I never get invited to shit. I don’t know where to sit at lunch and end up sitting by myself most of the time. I try to convince myself that it’s all in my head, but i can never seem to fully undermine that feeling. I have the worst time talking to girls. i’ve never had an actual girlfriend. I’m a good looking guy and I know that, but i’m just terrible at talking to girls. I wish i could be normal when it comes to dating and relationships. I’ve started to develop what seems to be depression but i don’t wanna self diagnose or anything. Im not on any sort of medication for my anxiety and it just gets worse and worse. I hate this feeling and i feel like i’m isolated socially and mentally. I wish i could see things for the way they are, rather than being nervous and weird all the time. anyone have any advice?",1.8415517241379329,4.050234810344828,3.731379310344829,86.12155172413793,80.20689655172413,6.896551724137932,23.448275862068968,7.990435384864732,1.371551724137932,1125,39,228,21,29,379,150,290,0.191,0.653,0.157,-0.9440000000000001,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,3,0,12,20,2,1,9,0,20,7,3,1,5,58,50,27,0,9,10,0,5,5,3,0,3,0,1,4,16,22,1,1,9,0,0,3,7,9,0,0,3,9,34,11,34,41,8,31,0,2,4,0,18,11,1,5,19,157,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.09594060201152853,0.0,0.0,0.0960716233700264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182399364747864,0.0,0.0,0.08180539660379556,0.0,0.0,0.13371422861875196,0.0,0.15042038348039613,0.0,0.0,0.0687436639849532,0.0,0.0809043149325266,0.08752059567293734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208835719865602,0.05993150176313376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16937817626905166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569919818262024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467798655307254,0.099786973311319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707731327490191,0.0,0.10964646381989024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988427127914522,0.07023577549107947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15191481170220195,0.0,0.10273035709997752,0.0,0.055874298196317417,0.08246139374517676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734664157094404,0.0,0.0,0.08807032689036197,0.0970650447164267,0.10089886410277292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619634494809496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806196693668124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944231729110956,0.2401570728006416,0.0,0.08681335273173732,0.0,0.08255927433414069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904134216058656,0.0990777187397072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21681702957930304,0.0,0.2274782116720432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632716722709572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631755206571902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596535186133606,0.0,0.0,0.1055527950472645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949934857944663,0.15668758106397904,0.17900334337221016,0.10256328555087132,0.0,0.100918244767581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20043815254385386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958738730392099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254638394092016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370639980401627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531567090198158,0.06299585155543434,0.0,0.0,0.2866393760872197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06674897511755196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597667565569868,0.07803733732638858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22611325023444265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20038139870249536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,chivasnbarca4,2020/01/13,"Im to socially awkward to exist. I ran into an old friend at the movies yesterday, I was with a cousin and my brother when he approached us with his wife. My heart was racing the entire time and I could barely keep eye contact, IT SUCKS SO MUCH because he had a good conversation with my cousin and brother while I just stood there like an awkward ghost or something. The only thing he asked me was how I've been and I awkwardly said ""I've been good"". The whole thing was even more awkward because as kids we were extremely close, I would even say he was my best friend, but we grew apart because he blossomed into a normal human and I fell deeper and deeper into my lonely depressed socially anxious life and we just lost contact... And to top it all off, he and his wife were there to see the same movie as us, needless to say I did not enjoy the movie at all because I was just overthinking about the whole interaction, and haven't been able to stop thinking about it. I hate myself so much.",7.1643654822334994,6.097319776649747,6.947822335025383,80.33797715736044,64.43147208121827,9.504365482233501,32.8979695431472,8.238735603445708,2.326961827411168,784,26,156,8,10,248,107,197,0.163,0.7759999999999999,0.061,-0.9641,0,2,1,0,0,0,18.0,5,0,0,3,13,16,2,4,12,0,16,3,2,1,2,36,26,19,1,3,6,6,0,1,2,1,1,3,0,2,5,20,0,2,1,0,0,4,2,9,0,0,17,5,24,7,19,7,9,19,0,3,2,0,33,9,1,1,7,110,29,0,0.13748887473865845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532329380239576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853353824682526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352477676603525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14428609164873132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977367890725986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841896634798485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18162021015284774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21244712713437508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306382900306146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574179939476966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629249785484322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851157792711048,0.0,0.0,0.12220642909992188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711245825699907,0.06717011936599432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500853481315957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021402852111933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470990559172966,0.0,0.0,0.14427144592008673,0.0,0.0,0.10456648472472556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078340451197792,0.21867334318307768,0.0,0.0,0.10956083242209083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803051868275868,0.0,0.10584565287249637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494685562579987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18268299824748624,0.08809731937509023,0.0,0.0,0.08017086851635395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307643755039193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070028372698624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766815186581464,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Dude4466,2020/01/13,"Lonely on Reddit on Sunday nights. Reddit has become a social outlet for me since I started using it about a month ago. So I’m having some beers, posting some stuff on reddit and getting few responses. On Friday night I couldn’t set the phone down. Tonight is Sunday night which means Reddit kind of sucks and the internet is too slow to run netflix. Out of curiosity what’s the ranking for nights to be on reddit?",3.0576250000000016,5.568351512500001,3.9450000000000043,84.59000000000002,77.625,5.5,21.25,6.6274283507984215,0.6109999999999998,331,9,58,3,8,106,58,80,0.069,0.9309999999999999,0.0,-0.6478,0,2,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,5,0,6,1,0,1,0,8,12,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,14,10,3,21,0,1,0,0,2,7,1,2,11,39,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17917901381028087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232403981141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560632971925353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21049077310817216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22018246950619752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613409070605131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7587538034422002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19358786914805665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16720679130196212,0.0,0.0,0.20604948939546605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307102156312632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313943193949457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745783100334689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,walueevee_,2020/01/13,"A weird complex?? I have this weird and tiring mindset that I can’t get rid of. I always imagine that my whole grade gathers around a big tv and sees every single second of my life. I can’t enjoy my usual hobbies anymore. I find myself acting like someone I’m not when no one else is around?? And worry that if I do something wrong I’ll make them upset and they’ll all hate me and think badly of me. I’ve always been a bit chubby, and it’s no secret that I’m extremely insecure about it. But i can’t even relax in my room with NO ONE around without sucking in my stomach and making sure I look okay because I’m always imagining the kids at my school laughing at me. Is this being egotistical??",2.4614583333333333,4.0688566736111165,4.249722222222221,85.96750000000002,76.0138888888889,5.911111111111111,23.805555555555557,6.42735559955562,0.747580555555555,547,17,108,4,12,185,92,144,0.182,0.6890000000000001,0.13,-0.8364,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,6,14,2,2,4,1,10,3,1,2,2,25,21,10,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,1,8,11,0,0,6,2,0,1,8,8,0,3,1,2,20,6,13,18,4,12,0,0,2,0,5,9,1,1,3,75,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.411483929793912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347844606148607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4402315756725197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13763574373960122,0.10048583136629256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17996419392568938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770389791282014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887623764057064,0.0,0.13888604976735353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506621191103937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612286557198713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274682642670507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643240665948808,0.08053321678554201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13842532014719458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22006592523393614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234016952012462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668283701937963,0.13135731113676674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396696443480667,0.12690301861966613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15536113660055675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562375929096647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18946102297611853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18154959284948446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840396167298393,0.0,0.15890129668695002,0.0,0.0,0.16740451647530447,0.0,0.0,0.18022827245293072,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Twyerverse,2020/01/13,"DAE: Dread the days loved ones start to die, and you know you’re expected to speak and/or do a eulogy on their behalf. This has been on my mind on and off for 20+ years, who wants to fuck up a Eulogy or talking about a loved one in likely super large audiences of mourners? Anyone already go through this or also have lots of anxiety over it? It’s like a public speaking engagement you can’t ever avoid and know when it’s going to happen...",4.229666666666667,4.896802855555556,5.337777777777777,83.51000000000002,70.44444444444444,8.666666666666668,25.0,8.841846274778883,1.640333333333334,347,9,71,6,6,115,69,90,0.163,0.669,0.168,0.3527,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,1,1,4,9,1,2,5,0,5,3,0,0,1,13,15,7,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,2,1,2,4,6,16,14,1,14,0,0,0,3,10,7,1,3,7,47,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526275781869331,0.18307352115339284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751291807684292,0.0,0.0,0.1600716774967408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14763952630999735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375909681318637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070783492002985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116401109945724,0.0,0.0,0.2602099487509223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20244014416151868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516255218071889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22368517054499729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19462627389030948,0.4132326501359024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311518713059575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102548754770689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16203631247808034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840035364261784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502757888179032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474220314914747 socialanxiety,Movingforwardtimes,2020/01/13,I can’t even fit in right at my own family gathering. It sucks. I have no one to talk to and everyone’s outside gathered together having fun and talking to each other and I’m just here sitting alone on my phone. I wanna join but I just feel like I’ll be outcasted if they wanted me with them I’d be with them. I’ve always been the awkward quiet one at the gatherings so ig it never changed. The only person I can really talk to here is my brother yet he’s with everyone else so I’m left lonely,0.7618610634648348,2.817702235849058,3.5304459691252177,86.91446826758148,83.24528301886792,6.873413379073758,21.900514579759864,8.00094639256281,1.2576150943396227,391,13,82,8,11,138,74,106,0.10099999999999999,0.8140000000000001,0.085,-0.1644,0,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,3,0,8,5,1,1,3,0,8,0,0,0,1,15,13,7,0,3,4,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,1,2,12,2,12,10,2,10,0,1,0,0,13,7,1,1,3,57,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217273911547924,0.0,0.0,0.1781357862876541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264734369245497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17884046267756334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140105697341485,0.0,0.0,0.4091345915742209,0.0,0.0,0.2018201900897504,0.0,0.1082477576700364,0.15294229491023684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23260386960615476,0.0,0.0,0.10459106800271603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651154723355937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901389367934749,0.16282121303160266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18693067651985326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714826851520334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18282733435080006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5162199982466674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126272820416823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,40grace04,2020/01/13,"Advice on making new friends after a toxic bff (and a rant, sorry :(( ) Long post, most of it is a rant, sorry in advance So lads, it's finally happened. After a long, long time of putting up with my best friend's bullshit I've finally dropped her. Surprisingly, despite her almost getting me arrested for HER shoplifting, almost catching my house on fire and getting mad at me for being upset (my house actually had burnt down two years prior, so I was terrified), and leaving me (who she knows has severe social anxiety and who she had finally preer-pressured into getting first-time-drunk) in the middle of a party to go have drunken sex in her basement, the final straw was it being revealed that she's been talking shit about me the whole time!! Apparently I'm a pretentious, prude-y bitch, which is valid but also really hurtful to know anyone is saying about you, especially your best friend. Unfortunately, being in the middle of Nowhere, Canada makes it really difficult to find friends whose idea of fun isn't getting blackout drunk, donning their confederate flags and yelling slurs at minorities. Add my severe social & general anxiety, my lgbt-ness, and my being bad-mouthed by one of the most popular girls in school (ex-bff) to the list, and I'm basically fucked. Also, my ""almost being arrested for her shoplifting"" thing happened in our town's ONE mall on a busy Friday night, so not only has everyone who doesn't commit crimes for fun been keeping far away from me, I now get war-flashback-like anxiety attacks when I go there. Jokes aside, I've come really far in my social anxiety treatment and I've been dealing with bullying since I was a little kid so I'm fairly resistant...but this crushed me. Her replacement bff is a girl who bullied me throughout middle school, for fucks sake. I feel like I'm living some kind of bad teen movie, minus the happy ending where I get to be prom queen and marry the nerd or whatever. Any advice so I don't have to eat my lunch in a bathroom stall? (And maybe can actually go to the mall again?) TLDR, because this post was an upset mess: was bffs with most popular girl in school, she's not as kind as I thought she was, the whole school thinks I'm a bitchy delinquent, help?",8.339348905438952,7.346977604265405,8.241455653351391,71.76724328593997,62.05687203791469,11.071270593545478,36.44594899571203,10.181067101454742,3.6475304445948993,1767,69,313,32,21,572,225,422,0.20800000000000002,0.6609999999999999,0.131,-0.9851,1,0,0,0,1,0,73.0,1,2,1,4,14,29,6,2,22,0,29,7,1,2,1,40,56,22,0,0,4,0,2,1,4,0,0,2,0,4,14,16,3,1,8,4,0,7,5,13,0,3,12,4,39,16,48,38,8,55,0,1,0,3,35,26,4,8,20,189,53,5,0.0,0.0,0.14296460040131864,0.0,0.0,0.14315984012015462,0.0,0.0,0.22005055003660584,0.0,0.0,0.1171574174691534,0.0,0.07936730663324491,0.0,0.04981311577592913,0.0,0.2241469155457651,0.0,0.0,0.05121872411510615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333346003513717,0.06882162062508003,0.0,0.12232286371411726,0.044653061484791264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537445756433706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06309915400598415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551844917712124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495394561242254,0.0,0.0,0.06487854482542689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999436266045747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037037849957320734,0.05233044908219527,0.0,0.3209710696760287,0.06694998465546922,0.062307167982547824,0.0,0.0,0.2263738177027189,0.13543853136595205,0.2296233942244532,0.0,0.12489050329360195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295510368327621,0.07797693245830871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049098526219095384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16904337998890034,0.0784165907029756,0.08269133651614458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510875500252816,0.0,0.15255905557466426,0.08051354482759412,0.0,0.0,0.07756211388584408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035786683871723506,0.0734166335572136,0.0646818761951284,0.1944741926453728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779107319476996,0.0,0.073590362667183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707461641650342,0.0,0.06874099631396885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927339502486413,0.05571060119800287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403082047342843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363737455373054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077918380507534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05825204627838958,0.0,0.2965352376701324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16550530699325294,0.0751909839729065,0.06059389157544731,0.0,0.0,0.22401016709406776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16399674413913487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588762891462058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0486646351735617,0.046936211341894886,0.0,0.058153022933726414,0.12813954572643327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155547388605123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16356400120766862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047171170300280466 socialanxiety,namesarehardidkspork,2020/01/13,"How to help someone understand? My parents are pretty (understandably) frustrated with me right now, because of something I’m avoiding doing and continuously putting off. Our conversations don’t really get anywhere because I don’t know how to explain it to them. I tried to explain to them that I want myself to do the thing. I want to. I know I should. They don’t understand this at all, and say “then why don’t you do it?” I don’t even know if this makes sense but I hope someone here understands. They keep saying, “why? I don’t understand. Just explain it to us. I can’t understand this” Blah blah blah. Soooo, I’m asking you guys for help. Is there an easy way to explain to my parents how it feels? How I WANT to do the thing, but because of my anxiety... I won’t, I guess... it sounds so stupid lmao.",1.1789638157894728,3.653874468750004,2.812960526315792,89.89388157894739,85.5625,6.11842105263158,24.046052631578945,7.475848149327749,1.2329999999999999,625,25,130,11,19,205,83,160,0.091,0.745,0.16399999999999998,0.9166,2,1,1,0,0,0,29.0,2,2,4,0,10,4,2,1,3,0,15,0,0,5,1,35,40,11,0,6,4,2,1,3,0,2,0,3,0,1,11,3,0,2,14,0,0,1,8,3,0,0,0,4,26,1,17,38,1,8,0,0,0,0,21,3,0,3,3,89,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633298565274238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550323694636732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20638421584152866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453898930724492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570623630700094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058961546569712975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432138202084662,0.1117431828802945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151287287601457,0.0,0.0,0.1120894659069809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030980257416944,0.0,0.0,0.1860647877360481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533090784259837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506219784015779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481306919558862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344942017825502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229714925174803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637668212627698,0.0,0.17949202872946188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191241621720548,0.08688050719731706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995033913378952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662044435500193,0.0,0.0,0.704909837892424,0.13574944235641614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19969260369704692,0.0895782362455599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20366632691323644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,M313M313,2020/01/13,"Mindfulness session? Hi social Anxieters, My University is doing a mindfulness session tomorrow, and I really want to go and challenge myself, especially that this session would help mentally. But I am really scared that if I go I would be too stressed and anxiety will ruin my experience. I have done mindfulness alone but not with a group. Any help?",6.521311475409839,9.0526621147541,7.738491803278691,61.31101639344263,67.19672131147541,12.748852459016394,36.790163934426225,11.979248473330829,5.962872786885246,283,15,41,12,5,96,43,61,0.151,0.723,0.126,-0.1431,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,2,2,0,9,0,0,0,0,14,12,6,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,0,8,1,2,7,0,3,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,32,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20811406336106755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664663135970154,0.0,0.1537191584078592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056321987492515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19655865532219666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22839856930658745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693727588832091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025010598862524,0.0,0.6086787644236911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574556377088084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20117679050373796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048338357406385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301770021118169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852008726635582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285485151420753,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Big_nihha,2020/01/13,Does anyone here get bright red when even the slightest bit uncomfortable? Especially in social situations Please tell me I’m not alone in this,7.2395999999999985,9.820304359999998,6.749000000000002,68.93950000000001,65.4,9.8,28.5,10.125756701596842,3.127,119,4,19,3,2,37,24,25,0.08800000000000001,0.677,0.235,0.5171,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,2,1,3,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35524169137183426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398316407590297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744641434975482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001591904695881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265464378550024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17920189782465973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765079622671863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3855432614955012,0.0,0.3496424849119415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997947003101863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Gallantpride,2020/01/13,"Your childhood signs of social anxiety? A lot of people have social anxiety as preteens, but people usually chock it up as just ""shyness"". It isn't until they're older that it begins being seen as anxiety. I would hope teachers can tell signs of social anxiety better now, but I doubt it. - My earliest signs of social anxiety date back to age 5; I can't remember interacting with people outside my family prior to kindergarten. I wasn't *too* shy, but I remember being too nervous to sing the Pledge of Allegiance, even in a crowd. - Later on in elementary, I eventually stopped participating in certain events, such as singing in the auditorium. The teacher would try to get me to but I couldn't. - Fifth grade was where my anxiety began becoming an actual issue. It wasn't disabiling, but it was becoming noticeable to me. I still remember one time where I was unable to play seven-up in class. I was too embarrassed to say who I thought pressed my thumb down.",3.968327825512226,6.5444920786516825,5.795776602775941,72.15903833443491,74.84269662921349,9.58149372108394,30.13350958360873,9.916854025145753,3.720232914738929,762,35,126,24,17,261,104,178,0.124,0.79,0.086,-0.4291,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,1,11,7,0,3,6,0,15,0,0,0,1,22,21,10,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,8,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,5,3,0,1,9,3,18,4,27,7,1,26,0,0,1,0,10,10,0,3,16,92,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.11319542454819555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5324200227569914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919381219578253,0.0,0.0,0.2562170757774601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258909112559544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661430541908955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093507645150202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06060315519243021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521026318001565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106975272083327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861570443706363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206228618458013,0.0,0.0,0.0786019340776374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24125119380002905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3942027808261627,0.0,0.0,0.09224472478884536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4729735127184458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263460549915148,0.09697790236524444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138567152086367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208791688663928,0.06763823696775194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875371238217081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775327524817714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480054968482186,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,aintgotnoschoolin,2020/01/13,"Life doesn't work without other people Something I've learnt from 26 years of SA/depression is that if you want success, academic, career or social, you need other people. It doesn't seem to matter how hard you try you need someone who can introduce you to that key player in your chosen career or someone to advise you when you don't know what to do. Or even just a friendship circle who can make feel like you're not an outsider. I've had mental health problems since I was seven, now 33, and because of those issues I never developed or learnt how to develop the skills necessary to build up the social connections I need. I find myself worrying more and more that I've missed the boat to develop the kind of network I need to be successful and it's leading me down an ever darker spiral. I'm not stupid, I don't lack imagination or ideas but to make any of them real I need other people's help and that I do lack.",6.533206521739127,6.014728516304352,7.105565217391305,76.8916086956522,65.46739130434783,9.751304347826087,30.35652173913044,9.120678840339163,2.456534347826087,733,22,138,11,10,242,110,184,0.063,0.852,0.086,0.7266,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,8,1,5,7,7,1,0,7,0,12,2,0,5,2,39,25,14,0,10,11,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,13,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,8,3,0,1,2,2,19,4,18,22,4,9,0,1,0,0,15,3,0,7,6,95,32,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833528852005677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814890648804992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245467191488719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550919925780436,0.13080207775520095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07311583716422869,0.10330471661378077,0.0,0.0,0.1321649118903392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295362669220817,0.0,0.0,0.15370668015407268,0.0,0.0,0.09692462851314704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16323966705880102,0.0,0.15092840786658113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505822162757712,0.07947026136658397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213767639930793,0.07064592986978947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19304781978605967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572624258196282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5361080415447705,0.11152707685071732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30074942549944433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13836594981220834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16459035680355635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316415283428748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196174484934336,0.0,0.0,0.2948099654678467,0.24504402762968686,0.1113227822197092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981762344128284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529084735415213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939254273002313,0.0,0.10527301653629034,0.1468517985850971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311986550233596 socialanxiety,JakeandOreos,2020/01/13,"This makes me sad.. I'm told, ""You connect so well with people"". I think to myself, ""Yeah, and every moment of it hurts"".",-1.16,0.8274363333333383,1.0083333333333364,98.52000000000002,102.33333333333334,2.4000000000000004,10.166666666666668,3.1291,-1.9201333333333328,88,1,19,0,4,29,23,24,0.0,0.885,0.115,0.4101,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,4,1,3,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,12,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38007415096565816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4829156219695098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011150861798828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127383646123758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890489052108642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4310487216482829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.405596217883964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Anon694203,2020/01/14,"First job My mom doesn't make enough money to pay for everything, so i have to get a job. But I'm scared, does anyone have any tips to help social anxiety when I'm trying to get a job?",1.830894308943087,2.542046073170732,3.842439024390245,91.85601626016262,76.07317073170732,7.417886178861789,18.54471544715447,7.793537801064563,0.19518861788617906,143,2,35,2,3,49,29,41,0.151,0.7809999999999999,0.068,-0.3182,4,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,8,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,8,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,17,2,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15350689238177198,0.0,0.17268592772416325,0.0,0.0,0.15783849390261548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19754138530182372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332436125661527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028752055940343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19200926465097345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358734449517769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15130477311078624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6720186294996929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506792289036204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643769870498718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22599916018621294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23010743306517195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532586000129933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Oh-Hey_hithere,2020/01/14,"Antisocial but Wanting to Be Social? How can I make more friends and meet more women when genuinely everyone annoys me? I'm good looking, intelligent, funny, etc., and I frequently yearn for social, emotional, physical contact, but within minutes of being in social situations, I become bored and annoyed. I find most people boring, and I feel that my time is being wasted when I could be using it for more constructive pursuits. I know this is wrong thinking. To anyone with lots of friends and ""partners:"" do you genuinely enjoy conversation and human contact, or is it something you force yourself to do because you know it's healthy, like eating your broccoli?",9.901246376811592,9.80508470434783,9.533695652173916,60.84865942028986,58.47826086956522,11.492753623188404,42.64492753623189,10.864195022040775,5.149927536231885,531,27,73,11,6,172,80,115,0.147,0.619,0.23399999999999999,0.9307,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,4,0,0,3,11,2,0,0,0,11,1,0,3,0,23,20,12,0,3,3,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,5,7,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,13,5,10,15,6,6,0,1,1,0,16,2,0,3,5,57,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289163830681928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123907570716531,0.20362311524563506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472051189486452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886574047281601,0.0,0.20739238725363845,0.0,0.0,0.20562223065345586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17617424536134108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322343997460024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685116140116528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848889181033486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546415190601005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026507916098395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007428292003762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482507650773053,0.0,0.0,0.1567455009677712,0.0,0.0,0.12306897204521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781953086519432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20724055687987086,0.0,0.5638285804888186,0.0,0.1419376855763043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813739419832164,0.0,0.0,0.10750812356517993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923721532320634,0.0,0.0,0.1087467024530303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20158057818981048,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mrphilinmaine4,2020/01/14,"When is it okay to say NO to plans? I've got social anxiety and a few days ago my wife made plans for me to go to the movies. We have a Regal Unlimited Pass so even though the tickets are already purchased, financially we are talking about a 50 cent convenience fee for cost. I don't feel like going. I don't have a huge desire to see this specific movie, I feel tired and sluggish from smoking marijuana today to control panic/anxiety. I feel like if I went, it'd be a shit show for me and I'd sit there in discomfort probably most of the movie. Is it okay to back out for personal reasons? How would you discuss it with them?",3.0202325581395364,4.3766668759689935,4.716968992248066,84.22056976744187,74.03875968992247,8.26077519379845,27.62868217054264,8.841846274778883,2.0559110077519374,493,19,104,10,10,167,88,129,0.196,0.774,0.028999999999999998,-0.9629,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,1,1,3,8,6,1,1,8,2,11,2,1,4,0,18,20,8,0,3,1,1,3,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,5,7,0,1,4,2,4,4,3,2,0,0,3,5,12,4,17,14,2,13,0,0,1,0,10,3,1,2,7,66,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672720681806228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082362673188936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28871152677439355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509943614363108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116442388943849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169654670391655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463524366964415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862387158060808,0.2696160920086452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21448627594821845,0.0,0.15092144342594574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843795729000486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17855346720998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22139998842684191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16476645165222265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20345161480388047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19401607611219945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006262457653732,0.0,0.0,0.15037028130387536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936988847660896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19235692565667709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167073157195524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18539779352908947,0.0,0.0,0.21688406282446213,0.17886650221416256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17492773555124855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13404779012550605,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Aboringper,2020/01/14,Socialize crave Does anyone ever feel a chronic crave to socialize but can’t do anything about it?,4.2650000000000015,7.371049944444448,4.964444444444447,75.50000000000003,77.33333333333334,8.044444444444443,31.222222222222207,8.841846274778883,3.4820222222222217,81,4,12,2,2,26,16,18,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26127016074958664,0.0,0.3074884599165841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269903824877303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379947935163147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889325667390886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7617939647055388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,toddw214,2020/01/14,"First post in the sub/rant Hello everyone, I’ve been reading things in here for a few years now but never posted. 2019 ended pretty badly for me. I got laid off from my job. It totally came out of no where. It’s made me wonder what I did wrong or how I could have done things differently. The part that was hard was that all of my friends from work kept their jobs and I was the only one leaving town so I started to get really anxious thinking that they’d all forget about me because they’d be together and losing me wouldn’t be a big deal. I’ve always had a hard time being honest about my anxiety with people but I was upfront this time. I said that I was worried that everyone would forget about me because they’d all still be together and they told me I was being crazy and that would never happen. I truly had a great time with these people and we all loved each other very much. I believed that I had nothing to worry about. That was 3 months ago and I rarely get texts back from them and I always have to be the one to reach out and check in on everyone. We have a group chat too and nobody ever texts in it except for me. I texted them on New Years just saying how great 2019 was because of them and stuff like that and I made sure it was in the afternoon so nobody would be too busy celebrating to text me back. Not a single response. It makes me feel like they all talk together and exclude me because I’m not there or replaced me with someone else. I just can’t tell if I’m being crazy or not. If I’m just being emotional and have no reason to feel this way. The job we all worked was in sports so they are in the off-season which means being busy isn’t a valid excuse. I literally saw them playing corn hole on a work day on Instagram. I started a new job and moved to a new city by myself where I don’t know anyone and none of them have reached out to see how that’s going or anything. It’s just frustrating because I see them on social media together and being excited about other people’s stuff meanwhile just forgetting about my major life move. Idk it just sucks seeing people hype each other up meanwhile I can’t get a text back or any kind of interactions on social media. Am I asking for too much? Are my expectations too high? Am I just being anxious and it’s all in my head? I just can’t tell anymore but I’ve been a really good friend to them. I text them whenever something major like a birthday or graduation happens and I don’t get any of that in return. This feeling is getting worse because I just had a really big week at work and I hoped they’d be proud like I would be for them and my birthday is a month away so I’m feeling like they will all forget or not care. Idk it sucks cause I can’t tell if I should feel this way or if I’m out of my mind. The simple answer is to just talk to them and tell them how I feel but I’m sure we can all agree that it’s much harder for us than it sounds. I lm afraid that it will scare them off for good. Show them that I’m too much to deal with so it’s easier to cut me off. Even posting this makes me fear that everyone here will think I’m dramatic or crazy and laugh at me. It’s hard constantly doubting if people love you :( Sorry this is all over the place and really long. I hope my thoughts aren’t too incoherent but maybe some of you feel the same way and can relate. Thanks for reading.",2.0293923280546124,3.7047218059490135,3.481560860075234,90.71566827659872,77.39943342776203,6.385882134398365,20.7805693586588,7.201597864021418,0.4221315933683183,2649,65,579,31,61,871,268,706,0.12300000000000001,0.718,0.158,0.9890000000000001,7,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,5,2,22,7,43,36,4,4,25,0,69,4,1,10,16,132,122,52,0,15,34,0,10,5,2,9,1,3,0,0,45,39,0,1,15,6,1,4,18,11,0,3,27,17,88,25,72,67,25,73,0,1,4,2,52,34,2,19,34,409,133,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05075274369889828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528081879939393,0.0,0.0,0.07787017554373006,0.0,0.04379960826895495,0.12936279038392628,0.05678117322075819,0.04003374388293625,0.0,0.04711565306938141,0.0,0.05352531728654327,0.0,0.053792576471081176,0.13207574773632386,0.0478051950879618,0.20941121724005288,0.0,0.0,0.0645063219580734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548400359281563,0.058374875163567576,0.0588162403094373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06187187685439208,0.0,0.04571313505693005,0.0,0.0,0.0369244770575532,0.11805394628726175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059818865491605776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058591328797182776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04782886716222293,0.06440371283292229,0.05071057688203322,0.0,0.0,0.037816119849637606,0.05179005883632837,0.0,0.21883687549113826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442733681553799,0.20264750388619646,0.0818053878549372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048700729043516425,0.0,0.0,0.08846951575117705,0.0,0.14956581329601795,0.0,0.032539105627535175,0.09604487529634592,0.04579172972617144,0.12624678567071207,0.0,0.0,0.10126009809764057,0.0,0.15386661283519698,0.0,0.0587597321616978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06049262284588738,0.0,0.1137334626083604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22726540303112314,0.0,0.0,0.059621849854879866,0.03146562793609848,0.0,0.0,0.06062434892651328,0.0,0.0,0.04044061348953377,0.13985851476117106,0.0,0.0,0.050668514654321116,0.0,0.06405324636405903,0.0,0.0,0.10334901425609506,0.10835136381613204,0.07643577316605282,0.0,0.057519935964228615,0.06236703843939419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057810819244476015,0.0,0.09140014257317174,0.12170514650680347,0.16835485974943534,0.0,0.08831654620582204,0.16589053314866656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054937327824978406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759439032263624,0.04354469929615946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062001146691780765,0.0,0.1984656348599025,0.0,0.059818865491605776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16450222540833234,0.0582485062563507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145401773074958,0.0,0.14671503793118942,0.0588672591394974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05446223077493829,0.04553115177420434,0.057321837486841415,0.0,0.13687349770864313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672769820744396,0.04851163233119109,0.04407738424287578,0.0,0.06409183131687178,0.08105019369981895,0.0,0.04572359332395602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108562588772155,0.0,0.0,0.10792355593803714,0.0,0.0,0.09203814898472767,0.20017215763016874,0.05271233844589797,0.0,0.0,0.07607481733893097,0.07337286494969901,0.0,0.04545375282904968,0.10015684387918684,0.0,0.0,0.054709218872784564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887022790866773,0.0,0.0,0.04724103685274368,0.0,0.13633809698511667,0.0459261823623544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062090165685933764,0.16672810749982014,0.1162896403400658,0.05834732344435493,0.16268808557558387,0.06259891137929523,0.0,0.07374016370325133 socialanxiety,coces,2020/01/14,"Booked my first doctors appointment today :) It took me about an hour to even talk myself up to calling my doctors office, but I finally managed to book my first official mental health evaluation. I've always been too scared to talk about my issues with anyone and have never revealed anything about my depression, anxiety and whatever else to my friends or family or doctors. Even though all I did was make the phone call, Im proud to have finally taken a step towards getting better. :) Now I just have to figure out emailing my professors about offering me an alternative assignment to the group presentation we were assigned...any advice for that would be super helpful. Thank You",6.740238751147842,8.77367848760331,6.914490358126724,69.43516988062444,65.77685950413222,10.005876951331498,34.93204775022957,10.25414643259724,4.182663177226814,551,26,82,14,9,177,88,121,0.075,0.7170000000000001,0.20800000000000002,0.9661,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,0,5,10,7,0,1,5,0,9,4,0,1,2,15,14,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,2,0,2,6,0,15,5,17,6,1,14,0,1,0,0,12,3,0,2,9,63,17,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442737695606736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229805267975012,0.0,0.0,0.10050832193565,0.0,0.11306575586385563,0.0,0.0,0.10334442911884503,0.0,0.1216259034692025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307161185047573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30183840870686035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729897814547622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4538353184323562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346701789206913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19523956234412448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13933165150504911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238129466558801,0.0,0.25143534191509753,0.0,0.0,0.11418906543515965,0.0,0.07721882637791941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710332196192764,0.0,0.0,0.09906648887398864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14555214713400905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596481771115809,0.15426365484243634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865691509144836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894653104020908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113991625116019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479724851226268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23759031860210486,0.0,0.1360733720068733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521167128348075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009607789142126,0.0,0.16421001889675166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499209977344112,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SmokyDusk,2020/01/14,"Four years of really awful social anxiety. Tired of it dragging me down. But I don't know what to do. A few years ago, I was informed that I had run quite a few friends off and that I had hindered the social life of someone I really care about because of it. Things are far better now, but I just... never recovered from it. Around the same time was when my dad starting having serious health issues, so I thought it was just because I knew that I'd talk about it if someone asked how I was doing, and then I'd just get upset. I also recently complained that people always think I have ulterior motives or simply assume the worst of me. This is apparently because I'm too sincere? Most people don't really try to get to know me, so when people do ask me questions, I am really candid in my responses. So now I'm constantly afraid of letting people down and running them off because I'm too weird. But this has really gone too far. I get anxious about replying to friends, family, and even my ever-important freelance clients. Sometimes I'll avoid people that I really like and enjoy talking to because it just makes me too anxious. I never know if I'm going to scare people off with my awkwardness and sincerity. I'm tired of feeling like crap about this, even though I was recently reassured that I'm not actually that bad at talking to people. It's just taken a toll. I've been like this since like 2016, and I want to be done with it. I'm not sure what I need to do to convince myself that talking to people isn't that bad.",5.66602550091075,5.702570642622953,6.7645628415300525,76.74392987249546,67.1639344262295,9.663023679417122,31.698542805100182,9.444778638647367,2.8122750455373406,1206,45,229,22,18,407,147,305,0.136,0.703,0.16,0.8759999999999999,1,1,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,3,26,26,1,5,6,1,24,5,1,3,3,44,51,22,0,4,13,1,1,4,2,0,4,0,0,0,24,10,0,1,11,0,0,4,7,12,0,1,13,1,29,14,33,36,5,29,0,0,0,0,16,10,1,6,19,161,53,1,0.0,0.0,0.08367788828159416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760106186376225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857281636729902,0.07134938383043869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06559714959175815,0.1937421508501573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763340908177604,0.16032601129359242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319235524628746,0.2613565791718223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583732770455608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742601977148037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266335754918464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775019484849814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327177428273015,0.07756416943255111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083578548441105,0.0,0.043356873830573024,0.061258541761156124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249771603902138,0.0,0.1343997092624128,0.0,0.048732686519124734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114634252750917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949885812867524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137492897527948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768335921613063,0.06056649996424076,0.16756898569747966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057237599201191376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635812147362901,0.1322686188724892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4755761232853201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605762493723713,0.0912037813585713,0.0,0.0,0.3295950125204967,0.0,0.16933203467673028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584892187640797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093180935090479,0.0,0.0,0.17481901285045434,0.14530836821319545,0.0,0.08480717697839464,0.0,0.0606930277540454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081667762722683,0.0,0.0,0.2756846677726581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569673037085658,0.054943993660015816,0.08424718563878421,0.06807450435458229,0.05000047359813328,0.19710991759995555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05821740916453975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050576518727817085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043807788553826 socialanxiety,moonshelter,2020/01/14,"High self-esteem but non-existant confidence due to social anxiety I've had social anxiety since I was born literally. I was afraid to talk, even to my family, so I stayed mute for a long time. Later on, I'd been depressed really bad, I was worthless, useless and many more. But my depression changed my life, it was a wake up call. (I still feel depressed but that's another story). I've started searching who I really was inside and discovered I'm a wonderful person. I love myself, I'm proud of myself and I believe in myself. I know my value and my abilities. But due to my social anxiety I have no confidence. I'm afraid of talking about myself, my thoughts, my opinions. I'm a people pleaser, I'm scared to say no. I'm scared people won't agree with me. I'm scared to be judged, I take everything way too personally. Every criticism I receive destroys me. And so on. I don't think I can get rid of my social anxiety/anxiety disorder since I was born with it. I've grown with it, it's a part of me. And it gets worse as I grow up. I've tried exposure therapy. An example, I've probably gone to the grocery store more than a hundred times alone but I still feel super anxious as if it was my first time doing this. And this is valid for everything I do. I don't know what to do anymore..",1.5102943247429967,3.719778125475287,4.002044782425013,83.71925080974512,81.43346007604563,7.850668919870441,25.330094352908038,8.735056554316923,2.1769598366427267,1009,41,202,26,27,352,134,263,0.249,0.624,0.127,-0.9877,0,1,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,0,3,7,15,1,5,8,0,19,3,1,0,0,24,39,17,0,1,6,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,11,10,0,0,7,0,1,4,5,12,0,1,11,3,36,3,26,26,3,25,0,5,0,1,13,6,0,3,13,125,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650043694142672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078257843941925,0.3146574003180602,0.11616816031248613,0.1019793159047329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858584072014274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585372777063126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500050200235103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878006484662446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26570090930957485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785161166647146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791797023009696,0.0,0.0866383592773958,0.0,0.1848331986934639,0.0,0.09693857992111968,0.0,0.1039874544118937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746679137133273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744842670553928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086451009231936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113024899959731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263157600489077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100094572310784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280771403127702,0.0,0.0,0.10425305813834376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135441848576104,0.0,0.14257817178185536,0.1795736523434089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086768325451264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317505288503781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177421224171605,0.3088510561722577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727368210612892,0.0,0.0,0.1701233885093708,0.0,0.0,0.4192872438210709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278330860933963,0.10960265432104094,0.16423967675886586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731504964867042,0.16530104853784644,0.0,0.0,0.11759459065694515,0.0,0.0,0.06588904516334636,0.0,0.08163520328802759,0.17988227158086575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981453742644213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162133722410413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151429711473823,0.0,0.0,0.10479213077535007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,JethroJames,2020/01/14,"Do people assume you are dumb? I have a terrible feeling that others perceive me as unintelligent because of my awkwardness , reticence, and lack of confidence Anyone else?",9.12,11.485073857142858,9.677142857142858,50.61785714285716,60.42857142857143,12.742857142857144,42.57142857142857,12.161744961471696,6.758300000000002,140,8,16,5,2,47,27,28,0.366,0.506,0.128,-0.8385,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3823408651839582,0.5602694113577733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333290794756883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4567879163399314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764825528533432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790878153365115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SovietStar1,2020/01/14,"1 Move That Changed my Whole Life I am 29M in my first relationship and it all happened so fast I wouldn’t never imagine I would be in this place. Just a little summary, I’ve been battling social anxiety, depression and low self esteem my whole life. I was obese my whole life, at 24 I changed my life my going to the gym and dieting, I lost about 100 pounds and gained lots of muscle. More girls became attracted to me, but I still had my social anxiety, so I never went out to meet girls, and the girls that did stumble upon me at work I was way to shy to speak with them. I worried too much about what people thought of me, so I didn’t even have the courage to open a account on dating app. At age 28 ( last year) I got a better job and this gave me more boost in my confidence, but I still had my extreme social anxiety. It felt like I was was just missing one piece of my puzzle. For me to be happy. I decided to take a big leap and open a dating app account, after months of trying, I was ready to give up, most of the convos with the girls was dry and they would not be so interested. Until I met this one girl who was dealing the conversation, which led me to believe she was very interested in me, this gave me confidence to ask her out for dinner. Mind you at 28 I never been on a date, or ever had a girlfriend, she was more interested, but I was veryyy nervous and almost ghosted on the date, I took some booze and said I was going to do it! And I had nothing. to lose ( I was attracted to her, but maybe she’s a 6/10 in my eyes) so I figured I don’t have to be there trying so hard to impress her, which also helped with my confidence. We met and instantly kicked it, when I was running out of things to say, I told her I had to go to the bathroom, this gave me time to relax and think. Long story short, I noticed she really liked me, and even got a kiss on the first date. This was the day that has changed my life forever. She than invited me to go to a club the next week, I’ve always wanted to go to a club but was to shy and didn’t have friends to invite me. I was very nervous to go, but I knew at least I had her and it would not be so bad. I was always very self conscious to dance. But she told me to dance, and I did a little and noticed no one gave a shit about it. She invited me to more places. And we are now in a relationship. I now feel like I can go out to bars and clubs even on my own as I have the exposure and I know it’s not bad after all and no one gives a shit about me. I’ve always been told that since I first tried to cure my social anxiety but it’s not easy to fix until you actually go out and really see that people don’t care about you! My social anxiety is still not cured, but I can say I feel much more comfortable going out now.",3.5339967239967223,3.4999239057239078,5.053572663572666,87.42498361998362,71.72727272727273,8.374483574483575,25.481663481663478,8.186683628785799,1.2241704977704977,2136,56,500,29,37,724,229,594,0.102,0.746,0.152,0.9918,1,0,0,0,0,0,59.0,2,3,2,8,28,29,3,2,27,0,52,14,3,1,6,82,92,45,1,5,17,0,4,3,2,4,6,4,0,7,24,36,5,0,11,8,2,16,15,12,0,7,48,10,91,17,79,35,18,83,0,5,2,1,56,33,2,6,36,364,115,2,0.0,0.0,0.06263660730716336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427334623012522,0.0,0.0,0.05132979164448514,0.1602245262770911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455118660273348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06000556190379803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718582303089004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231602336366974,0.0,0.056767600284910576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544224981426826,0.0,0.2037019057304126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041394878277525284,0.06617329649822443,0.055283599227871495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718341351164855,0.05806021783799765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064909082577534,0.04585473299219237,0.06162895064508609,0.0,0.0,0.16379060001100718,0.0,0.0,0.04959020584209533,0.0,0.0,0.12314676906973883,0.3283071776888561,0.0,0.1026713567359489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056759767086053625,0.06832755078806534,0.05749835174249001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043022749652893454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369503676722797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03527513297779408,0.052320432648663866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266835452074818,0.09407460832428836,0.12866314690569192,0.0,0.056802889675307784,0.0,0.0718080944623204,0.07006697062107826,0.05456892959939085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06448380417301626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480990433579012,0.0,0.05123292295335236,0.06821991977767163,0.0943686882267185,0.0,0.14851338345495702,0.0,0.06826289908766542,0.0,0.0,0.06158852282898596,0.1461531434304185,0.0,0.0,0.1739772962751964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899745049325651,0.0,0.13412212456604866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822388239537946,0.0,0.0,0.13782421279271415,0.0,0.0,0.06105590636089711,0.10208710512492827,0.0,0.0,0.05114820148738725,0.0,0.13392069898436607,0.0,0.1317727080110586,0.053095602424236485,0.0,0.0,0.3271494442142978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377787832494613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04826013840336588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04264255115680565,0.04112801392870092,0.0,0.050956783021801656,0.03742757010548686,0.0,0.0,0.18399839101587065,0.07131338370615058,0.13073493145554768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888135400065656,0.03785876541072433,0.050948127809561636,0.051486409020170584,0.0,0.0,0.05950137877062722,0.0,0.2149852638584783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046728418825266814,0.06518434234438962,0.0,0.1367883996523789,0.0,0.0,0.04133389751062798 socialanxiety,human_trying,2020/01/14,"Cancelled my job interviews...any words of encouragement? As the title says, I cancelled two interviews for job opportunities that are very hard to get and I am passionate about and have experience doing. I get SO NERVOUS at interviews. I don't feel comfortable selling myself or my skill set. I guess it has to do with low self esteem. But the amount of anxiety I got especially because one interview required a presentation pushed me to cancel my interviews day before. Now I look stupid and probably un hirable. I know deep in my heart based on the job descriptions I would have been a perfect fit. Too bad my anxiety won. Deep regret swallows me now.",3.886755009696184,6.858080739495801,5.035462184873951,75.26485455720753,77.73949579831933,9.039689722042665,30.16224951519069,9.466822959209583,3.563842404654169,524,25,88,16,13,172,86,119,0.21600000000000005,0.6459999999999999,0.13699999999999998,-0.7753,3,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,5,6,11,1,1,5,0,10,3,1,0,1,14,18,7,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,4,1,1,2,0,1,1,1,5,0,2,3,4,17,6,12,14,1,13,0,2,1,1,7,7,0,2,4,57,19,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315360677126155,0.0,0.2959401695873112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615023295940481,0.11791047453163515,0.0,0.16459097274900664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247435357781546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18920739090818064,0.0,0.0,0.09780181512496368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20211382658716995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547001536822516,0.0,0.21308014891646204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17327138033084752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292103141240278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5758353034349292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630167295560612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624288216938044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310702192248904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20854555431353436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538198320727257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20178512657037906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889487439537377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15959640976504738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740402465311266,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Sure-Struggle,2020/01/14,"How do I cure this shit Hi, I'm a senior in high school, my social skills are objectively not great. While speaking I tend to shake quite a bit, my heartbeat tends to quickly shoot up and other indications of nervousness arise. My acne is likely some factor to my adequate social skills (a probable reason why my self-esteem is pretty shit), I've been applying creams as prescribed so there's nothing else I can do in this area. Not exactly relevant but the degree of my self-esteem: I feel like I don't deserve really much of all. I feel like I'm just a burden, boring or unworthy; especially in the context of dating. I can objectively tell when someone is flirting with me yet I almost convince myself that I'm wilding. I've been going to meetups lately in order to talk to other people with the goal of perhaps learning something new while improving my social skills. My most recent meetup wasn't so great considering the age difference (they easily had twenty on me) and the seemingly lack of respect for my ideas (or I'm just being pessimistic lol). What else can I do to improve my social skills? Really tired of just blaming this and that rather than actively getting up and doing something to fix the issue.",5.682847826086956,7.015276621739138,6.638858695652175,73.06872282608698,67.56521739130434,9.054347826086957,30.46195652173913,9.354420925462401,2.9386739130434787,973,37,160,19,16,324,138,230,0.155,0.7190000000000001,0.126,-0.8122,0,0,2,1,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,6,11,14,2,2,10,1,17,3,2,2,2,28,28,14,0,2,9,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,8,6,0,0,6,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,4,4,23,8,27,23,6,23,0,0,1,0,9,9,2,6,14,112,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414750555352776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535344374124653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295321325328017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071378355050953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253754652965591,0.17714188081701318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06477414304340064,0.0,0.07046037580295103,0.0,0.0,0.2733755519926011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099109077603358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399577027777336,0.0,0.12940232989631445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398542143270122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18171028341311835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113915746473523,0.0,0.0,0.11974012071919347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896162139386728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859517368195056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261316671626634,0.13367081108965212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318674008799655,0.0,0.0,0.1588488145142496,0.1274715183919726,0.12241474512305466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547381746834535,0.0,0.1128662305491104,0.2586752004690438,0.0,0.25452623768853383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5055257250432895,0.10504738157209258,0.1908908679737032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964998177737476,0.10836349970213996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249613412069098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187216550539504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Sam-Hinkie,2020/01/14,"Has Medication Helped? For the people that have been prescribed medication for their SA has it made a difference. ( this is coming from someone that needs a little push to go out and get help)",4.992761904761903,7.3664920857142855,5.142857142857146,78.9704761904762,71.0,8.095238095238095,25.952380952380953,8.841846274778883,2.06452380952381,153,5,27,3,3,48,30,35,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,5,2,0,1,0,5,10,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,5,8,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24935211126410306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302433736149248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15123572586532288,0.0,0.16451203487420593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880502477585129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901242158913583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739027855716994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5832195933186488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21463776703416595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006815172926861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452663401762374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,coolusername091,2020/01/14,"How to deal with a friend that's not been a friend? So my friend has mental issues (paranoia, etc) and so does his girlfriend. I've known my friend since school and we've often met up on a weekly basis. However, in the last 6 months or so he's become extremely unreliable and frustrating. To cut to the chase, he changes his phone number each week typically. He'll send a text saying it's his new number, ask if I want to meet on a certain day, then follow up checking if I want to meet on that day. That day comes and either the phone is dead, off or he has an excuse as why not to meet. He's been doing this every week now for months. What should I do to stop this, it's quite ridiculous. Is it been done on purpose, I mean to do this every time now is quite crazy and once I got a text from his girlfriend saying ""He doesn't want to meet today"" Even though he'd arranged it. He has said that his girlfriend is doing it behind his back without him knowing, I don't have any direct access to my friend as it all goes through her. If I ask her to get him to call me back, he never does. If I call, she answers. Amazingly, he's usually not there, or isn't available to talk. He ended up in hospital, he claimed she was trying to cause trouble. But I don't know. What do you think I should do to stop the stupid cycle. I simply want to meet now and again, not have this stupidity each week.",3.295724137931036,3.9749686758620726,4.347068965517241,89.72232758620692,72.58620689655173,7.041379310344827,23.46551724137931,6.961326702584282,0.5952620689655177,1076,26,241,9,20,351,143,290,0.099,0.807,0.09300000000000001,-0.7734,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,0,2,14,13,5,0,11,0,27,0,0,2,3,44,44,22,1,10,14,0,0,0,8,3,0,3,0,0,16,10,0,2,6,0,1,3,10,6,0,0,8,3,29,7,34,32,5,38,0,0,0,0,52,10,0,8,25,155,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165661715491065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19701731206413198,0.0,0.0,0.1620492265904036,0.0,0.0,0.116375166468542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21519331811352527,0.0,0.0,0.10824613621110347,0.11146967229940208,0.09076870320146553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038687929762664,0.10863397152587807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18442360729470825,0.10783220628183797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933283729738066,0.0,0.1175177056546964,0.06959725474942463,0.0,0.17756101783586786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4070509778485319,0.0,0.05505255457808477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427566582296242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998105871311847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581946175475985,0.08589229630911739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478106901216815,0.0,0.0,0.10619025714242468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16821395299390365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126943204796871,0.10176899641363094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221780961518656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241523219890476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023296320554842,0.16759218987372573,0.0,0.10664215472010784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716486055759089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17619152817633038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469407394287409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06751816413084841,0.10352751827104532,0.0,0.06144329813206997,0.0,0.09988039622029922,0.0,0.0,0.07154071492448955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605244208486112,0.0,0.248604694719652,0.0,0.3380924564709875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508189854596266,0.0,0.0,0.10157490987192792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,chickentenderbrain,2020/01/14,"This Just In: MAYBE meds work >_> it’s the first day I have classes and I’m walking around campus, and god I feel like an Olympian! Like this time last semester I was on the verge of a panic attack and now I’m chilling in a dining hall drinking hot chocolate. Literally JSUT CHILLING. Like, can you imagine?? Chilling? In a public place? I can! Anytime I get anxious, I use the tools I’ve had from therapy for YEAR but like never worked,, and now they actually fucking work. I’m going to shove venlafaxine up my ass and make a religion out of it",1.7356116207951082,4.191566834862389,3.2167201834862382,88.17871941896027,82.4862385321101,5.835168195718657,26.5145259938838,7.1686216300943375,1.4196966360856278,431,19,85,6,12,141,76,109,0.14400000000000002,0.762,0.09300000000000001,-0.6663,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,4,4,7,2,1,8,0,5,4,1,2,1,14,14,6,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,7,2,0,2,1,0,2,1,3,0,1,2,2,9,4,12,12,0,20,0,0,0,2,3,10,2,0,12,49,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.1897658230505479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21968550754973165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17311146192050636,0.0,0.22122738897358374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254112169244752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904976860735193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832529257513796,0.13892293214979642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654083735549388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797760026277126,0.10159781343154063,0.0,0.11051663177308213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585116178985477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38001516459901175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298041853697283,0.0,0.19536214840492067,0.0,0.21600226277422735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14998026264495354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281580104588241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20317029012085056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22238302874111396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339173609802987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16795181329685366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4247096341637277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522646768727955 socialanxiety,wannabeCuredJeremy,2020/01/14,"Are there any solutions to stop embarrassing neck shaking caused by anxiety? Hey everyone. I get pretty bad anxiety but I could deal with it if it wasn't for the shaking. When I get nervous it's as though my neck suddenly struggles to hold my head up. It's definitely noticeable by other people when I'm nervous. To the point where I've been on a date and I would wait until my date went to the bathroom to take a drink in order to avoid them seeing my neck shaking when I lift a glass to my face. I have a business function next week and I'm thinking about taking beta blockers (propranolol). But ultimately I know I need a long term solution. TL/DR: Any ideas what might work or where to start? I was thinking about therapy but is that helpful for someone without negative thoughts? I think pretty well of myself for the most part, even when I'm anxious, but for some reason my body just instantly goes into fight or flight mode when other people are around even though I know nothing is wrong.",4.313676975945015,5.976476896907219,5.025134020618559,82.07055326460484,71.26804123711341,8.059931271477664,29.428178694158074,8.648137234880735,2.3117316838487967,794,32,149,14,15,256,121,194,0.153,0.7120000000000001,0.135,0.5296,0,1,1,0,1,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,17,12,1,8,9,0,11,7,6,2,0,34,29,18,0,4,9,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,5,1,5,8,1,0,4,3,11,1,0,5,1,19,1,26,21,4,28,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,6,15,100,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18255571117170746,0.0,0.20536408402189807,0.15163646436389525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948903830421445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207257882813096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490941290893764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378864308852828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716803733824527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838046447574046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148976419918149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17730918428527864,0.0,0.0,0.12825809482554784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025443360094156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775395545389266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996843734618303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15152410675682315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475335080531051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878523018789375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423919079854407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952641240190707,0.0,0.0,0.14275020562811472,0.0,0.0,0.12879286428897346,0.15281647539679016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535299745694166,0.0,0.1861099444659524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268863617943295,0.0,0.0,0.2731109159589906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800603738083433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696024308103376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372872192059745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500540899105786,0.0,0.0,0.11221842101171416,0.0,0.140321502023824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20184155003069806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534984104729953,0.0,0.0,0.2580185953364617,0.2637514925237777,0.10655995206367938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076674968820743,0.0,0.12068472903787406,0.12442826437469814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938846854006927,0.0,0.09771766926302153,0.0,0.0,0.09534985298940188,0.14675437297562471,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lordilord123,2020/01/14,"What are your strategys to reduce physical anxiety symptoms in public situations? How do you control symptoms like heavy breathing, brain fog, shaky legs ect. I am always trying to hide my physical symptoms and that seems to make me even more anxious. Anyone has a good strategy there?",6.899285714285713,9.503205408163268,6.767091836734696,68.36451530612247,66.34693877551021,9.797959183673472,36.73979591836735,10.125756701596842,4.583404081632653,231,12,32,6,4,73,44,49,0.146,0.754,0.099,-0.1414,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,1,3,3,0,1,1,0,4,6,3,3,0,6,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,4,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877231356061463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17258877298022168,0.25487174593618994,0.0,0.15774969246603446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25185207650922803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25303748629100115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14901132639462494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18922848666416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022020701758513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15059445533756105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20538418183193485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25359177271515765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7034763138058001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317237526823652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ET_Gal,2020/01/14,"Job Search Advice Hi peeps! I'm a senior graduating from college soon and have been looking for jobs. What are some things I can do to be more prepared? (More so mentally) I do all the basic stuffs already like researching the companies, preparing answers to common questions, talking to myself in the mirror lol, triple checking dates/times/locations etc. I do think I have good stats. I feel like interviewers see my resume, call me on the phone or meet in person for an initial interview and I never go through to later rounds because I always mess up at those interactions. I get super anxious and like almost black out and feel myself start babbling. It doesn't help that English is my second language. I think I'm getting better with each interview though, my recent ones were not toooo terrible and I still cringe thinking about how my very first one went down. But still, would be nice to get some advice from people that have gone through this. Thank you in advance!",6.004950580146108,7.704944553072629,5.601229050279329,79.42906317146543,67.15642458100558,7.965792866351527,30.529007305543622,8.384062270229773,2.378667898581865,781,30,132,11,13,240,131,179,0.036000000000000004,0.7979999999999999,0.166,0.9727,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,4,7,10,0,0,6,1,15,0,0,1,2,25,32,10,0,1,3,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,0,7,0,1,4,3,2,0,4,4,6,18,8,21,25,8,22,0,0,4,0,13,8,0,5,13,95,26,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913800622227761,0.0,0.0,0.14929313255264773,0.0,0.16452566137125188,0.0,0.12405568219017735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16843042926500307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088450939143078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185890219075908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15223861321143714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662759112922139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076981108813914,0.10651066316446096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268167557915832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23368173239356205,0.0,0.08473186938036249,0.12505048419918172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993257615235708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29589968858906285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21851504230245888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519891747792866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024869383165634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498819517190448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20205588379487704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336094938767873,0.1301805385723832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16701607710413602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472094077812542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880624975002425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055273999297434,0.0,0.23812858174244345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706735621055674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983372418178885,0.0,0.13726299140046816,0.0,0.0,0.09904945697773801,0.2865945401271225,0.1464811821200787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301571560750915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382088804908834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590999161533964,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,itsnika,2020/01/14,"I just need to rant Today in geo class the teacher pairs me up with a guy. I got really nervous around opposite gender. To get more insight with my story, my uncle visited me last year and we had heart to heart conversation about meeting new people and making friends and also overcoming social anxiety. Ever since then i’ve been trying to actually talk to people more. I thought today is the day i finally talk to guys (more like friend to friend) but he literally ignored me. I asked him if it’s okay if i do the writing and he does the reading (presentation) and at first he was chill. But then he roam in class disturbing his other friends who happens to be everyone except me. I was trying to think positively “maybe he’s just shy” maybe that maybe this. He’s not the popular kid but he’s also not the unpopular. He’s in between popular and unpopular. As much as i tried to be positive i couldnt help but think that maybe i embarrassed him, maybe he hates me, maybe i’m too inappropriate. I was so desperate to be cool with him by cracking jokes. I regret everything i did and said today and i feel like i’m going to shut my mouth tommorow and never talk again. I feel as if i grossed the f out of him like dang i just want to make friends..",3.0926678141135966,4.916307056224904,4.815008605851979,81.66024096385544,74.82329317269077,8.276993689041882,26.716580608146877,8.976282227363876,2.170446012621916,983,37,196,22,21,333,137,249,0.14800000000000002,0.722,0.131,-0.5598,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,0,1,11,20,1,3,8,2,12,3,3,2,2,44,30,24,0,7,13,0,2,3,5,0,0,1,0,3,6,15,0,1,6,2,0,2,4,7,0,1,9,4,31,13,31,17,4,25,0,1,0,0,35,8,1,3,18,123,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.09244301321346708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15151141836167065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246834607094782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432996471370542,0.08855995224568829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061093144154720176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289903909398808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568889209554895,0.0,0.09051876862000023,0.08513739829273867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579687400634124,0.06767527601087778,0.0,0.10377230710228356,0.0,0.08057746234992105,0.0,0.0,0.3659415995696096,0.0,0.049492621266209375,0.0,0.05383735747076827,0.0,0.07576439717465717,0.0,0.0,0.18759558902805454,0.08376960573548334,0.0,0.0,0.09352646349048534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22451149352430327,0.06349565829992318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721775898487418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884117665771722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264662923007039,0.0,0.571015329612755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963759906327505,0.07024124526440757,0.07306177254981043,0.0914910204393513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134799034640726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947558384218556,0.0,0.060686593800804316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011011613068527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836180290562056,0.0,0.0,0.09656551238790377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284216467667227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139857819597286,0.0,0.0752051997819726,0.0,0.0,0.26937946803387963,0.0,0.0,0.19294676891966275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055874328153608224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06100314493409813 socialanxiety,L1p4l4s,2020/01/14,"My worst fear came true! Just an hour ago i had meeting with school council regarding dropping me from school. First of all i had to wait 3hours, and when i walked in the scene was straight from a fucking social anxiety horror movie. So there was a rectangular table, and on the sides of it was like 6 people each and like 3 people at one end and on the other i sat my and my parents. Holt fucking shit, and the funny part is they were all JUDGING ME! It was their fucking job. Tbh, i killed it i think, 4people voted to keep me, 3 to drop me, 3 didn't vote at all. I was nervous af, but i powered through it! That goes to show, your thoughts manifest into reality. Wish me luck for the second half of year of school!",2.0575763962065348,3.8759276027397287,3.2571232876712384,91.71385142255006,77.76712328767123,5.862170706006322,24.244467860906216,6.67199483983844,0.6656613277133832,554,19,120,5,13,179,96,146,0.121,0.77,0.109,0.3546,3,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,2,2,4,12,5,2,8,0,10,4,1,0,4,22,20,9,1,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,2,2,1,0,2,1,8,0,4,12,0,19,4,19,8,6,18,0,0,0,3,6,8,4,1,8,83,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14583811060921145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585826203336165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18816841540155696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571694417654552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18513208130194767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994164238950813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4562915745299906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16202023445161118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16326189763027252,0.14623399528513312,0.18201832378182145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16075348884692878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148381795536898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18268131462440246,0.1781604191248906,0.0,0.2281165596133408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.499512690869832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16887863998246588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677086372249211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541853715074344,0.0,0.13061144973785135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891912521345914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594625400251588 socialanxiety,elougeeice,2020/01/14,"I managed to message stranger and ask him for gym keys So, my friend is a soccer player for my village and he has access to their gym. He just asks a guy and he gives it to him. My friend lives in a neighbor village, so he doesn't work out that often. Yesterday we met a guy who is in charge of these things and he told me, the friend, and other friend that we can ask him for the keys anytime we want. He told us to add him on Facebook and so I did. Today I messaged him if he can give us the keys. I was really anxious but I managed to do it. I'm going to get 'em to his house. Wish me luck 😇. I can feel that my anxiety is getting better and better and this really helped me.",-0.2881756756756779,1.6197783581081104,2.0499324324324317,96.84084459459463,86.36486486486488,4.781081081081081,18.70945945945946,5.985473137389443,-0.3182648648648652,519,14,124,4,16,176,81,148,0.024,0.8109999999999999,0.165,0.9668,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,5,0,1,3,5,7,0,0,7,0,11,0,0,0,0,21,26,13,0,3,3,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,2,10,13,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,1,25,7,15,21,0,7,0,0,0,0,38,4,0,3,2,83,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109439904766969,0.16161618812971248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4012231518481246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25304849291228443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233503547854732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44210876586543935,0.0,0.14948506628642522,0.2744708615805075,0.08130384635434919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833022210529556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588957350643053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16507112187938686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632390418949888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18329478748389186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504218295301912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356034044571785,0.2733984133623697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441652325893681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438002912420106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16451103234577436,0.0,0.0,0.10414880936098757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TsarisGR,2020/01/14,"Just me and my crush Nothing special just i feel that i wanna talk about the situation about me and my crush So i know her for a year and she is super antisocial like i am, we avoid meeting new people and we don't know how to behave to someone we don't know. Ah yea and no confidence... We working on building confidence to each other and meet new people but it's really really hard. I think that we seem like to creeps or smth to others. And i can say we're going pretty well like we have brought another creep to our company... And we uploaded photos to Instagram without fear of being judged by some People.",2.1137804878048776,4.3061957642276445,4.140833333333333,83.63125000000002,79.16260162601625,7.3520325203252055,23.258130081300806,8.344100000000001,1.6001008130081305,481,16,94,10,12,164,81,123,0.075,0.747,0.177,0.9465,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,8,0,0,2,7,8,0,2,2,2,7,0,0,1,0,31,15,12,0,1,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,16,0,1,6,0,0,2,4,2,2,0,1,3,20,6,15,13,2,6,0,0,0,0,14,1,0,3,6,67,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001437354274836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21478170573641286,0.09650955789713933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847576440772297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17098194231457406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146913208378652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797481800140563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686866831823949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18314481960712764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3969754736935482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941833102019499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24455229458160435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517874077304502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173760791013554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21454576797726732,0.0,0.0,0.16172344931752758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341399791489144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230172677930068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716149652467108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18399177517199056,0.0,0.1389555625492618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291395954183665 socialanxiety,Anthrazyy,2020/01/14,"Is eye contact in public normal? Okay, so this is probably a really dumb question and has probably even been asked before, but quite often somebody recommends to make eye contact with people, that you should look people in the eyes. I already struggle enough with that in private, but is this actually a thing normal people do to strangers on the street? Am I supposed to look strangers out in public in the eyes? I feel so dumb even having to ask this, this should be basic knowledge for me :/ I just don't know, like if I'm on the train and I see someone looking into my direction out of the corner of my eye, should I look at them? Is that what people with normal social skills do?",6.052500000000002,6.415419098484848,6.2207575757575775,79.85113636363639,66.34848484848484,8.41818181818182,30.13636363636364,8.07648339933343,2.079481818181818,539,18,99,6,8,172,77,132,0.12300000000000001,0.846,0.031,-0.9283,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,2,6,5,2,1,7,1,15,5,5,1,0,24,26,7,0,7,4,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,11,11,2,21,21,1,13,0,0,10,0,10,13,2,3,1,75,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.13880019421870776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569591264672273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26593980755076263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210309437359513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469660905451109,0.0,0.1878888747411044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191795385834629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816827122194106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948851195184266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4777640778513075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494252363303736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41807834970804814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944295179608528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067053414769552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593350079845286,0.1512837241237451,0.0,0.0,0.0911189576498612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334235051353166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449899933845675,0.1205146911793625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486942101928494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449417260932826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Melodic-Shift,2020/01/14,"need to email, could someone reassure me? so long story short I need to email my uni's exchange coordinator. They're kind of annoyed with me because I keep asking questions. They told me placement years are only available between second and third year, but there's documentation on their site which directly says otherwise. I want to know which is true (by emailing again and asking) but I'm really scared. I'm sorry to ask but I'm really worried about it and I can't focus on work I need to do. I don't have irl friends to ask. I'm starting to feel ill about it. It's a normal thing to wonder, right? It's confusing on their part (I think).",1.8342410714285717,4.2987459062500015,3.4632142857142867,86.51750000000001,82.125,6.1571428571428575,23.205357142857146,7.447530270364453,1.1322794642857144,508,18,100,8,14,168,82,128,0.165,0.782,0.054000000000000006,-0.935,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,3,1,5,7,1,2,1,0,7,1,0,0,1,21,26,7,0,6,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,7,4,0,1,5,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,1,2,14,4,17,24,1,11,0,0,0,0,15,6,0,3,5,58,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5861120863353293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554547553443912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514181288133136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925098233523636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109468724960497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931512759300174,0.0,0.16321756031141213,0.08613860586172778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870739278654656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3486556995974264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15356907016903446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920562010256892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16973099499887748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17558141223036433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008195872017638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385261881544105,0.0,0.124643625262258,0.15692117050950155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328028280755058,0.0,0.0,0.17545434046230252,0.11093931931540947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412915833221466,0.10043079877006213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14976900670967874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092447596843331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16997468859581205,0.11410646855010408,0.15917412351340873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20186709479668624 socialanxiety,Lovelifepending,2020/01/14,"I can't remember the last time someone tickled me I know it's a stupid thing for a 24 year old man to be saying but I remember when I was younger how'd I used to get tickled all the time by a mixture of family and friends, then last night when I was struggling to sleep it hit me I can't remember the last time I was close enough with anyone to have that level of physical contact, it's at least a good 7 years I think. My social anxiety has made me so distant and afraid of everybody or even getting close to them that I can't even initiate or receive physical contact. That's even weird when you consider I live in a house with 4 other family members but I feel so distant from them, I've pretty much inherited my dad's anxiety and reclusive nature.",4.455192307692308,4.879695673076924,5.849128205128206,80.91253846153846,69.83333333333333,9.573333333333334,32.266666666666666,9.642632912329526,2.9292174358974363,599,26,123,13,10,203,92,156,0.083,0.831,0.085,0.5023,0,0,0,0,1,0,6.0,0,1,2,0,8,6,1,2,8,0,9,1,1,2,1,20,17,13,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,8,7,0,0,6,0,1,1,3,4,0,0,4,2,20,2,15,11,4,20,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,2,14,80,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180774981723637,0.0,0.0,0.09966366199959867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472765736139173,0.0,0.2824287179723673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687382907786153,0.0,0.07206988895394145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012205029931853,0.0,0.148937123708612,0.0,0.0,0.11955144660363147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16446604808645154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783334108445728,0.3485547126481633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586085963648386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348698954080248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047794948126828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337592753531801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956631928769934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14500915668766232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4843925052067137,0.0,0.0,0.11334941178985998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426377594554872,0.1452963017168181,0.12076929257084568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900834411668984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469380260960417,0.09133055896136016,0.0,0.0,0.2493396037230612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310432256957228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18357550501911468 socialanxiety,weiihaee,2020/01/14,Getting into Relationships I am currently 20 years old and ive never dated anyone before. Is that weird?? Everyone around me seems to be in a relationship or at least had been in a relationship. I kinda get why Ive never dated before... I'm a really socially awkward person and I don't know how to connect with guys. I don't know what to talk about and the atmosphere is always just painfully awkward. No guy has ever hinted that they liked me as well. Am i just fated to be alone my whole life??,3.359621212121212,5.030746515151517,5.565542929292928,77.20164772727277,73.74747474747474,8.182323232323233,24.49621212121212,8.841846274778883,1.9516757575757568,391,12,72,8,8,137,69,99,0.145,0.805,0.051,-0.7973,1,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,2,4,0,13,2,0,1,3,17,19,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,2,0,11,2,12,15,2,13,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,3,9,55,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17121779011040505,0.0,0.0,0.13755637275531216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155929738166126,0.0,0.0,0.14716652179392953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813439247914362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953802303711622,0.0,0.1579667723104114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17274184688538244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273781796881908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817069878238896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676776446121805,0.08076517490890557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550041845447928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734716072277153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17590815787058214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443477829729585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590583026455284,0.0,0.0,0.5324633908154508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15049771560066266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685191098042377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287494890349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863917274929095,0.0,0.14917221267999467,0.18456970215080154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645825228221803 socialanxiety,JaySteele2468,2020/01/14,How does SA affect your voice? Mine is already naturally deep but when my anexity kicks in it gets really deep and low to the point of people not being able to here what iam saying.,6.41,6.074862222222228,7.1633333333333375,75.765,65.66666666666667,10.533333333333337,26.333333333333336,10.125756701596842,2.2846,144,3,28,3,2,48,34,36,0.08,0.92,0.0,-0.467,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,5,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,4,2,0,6,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,18,5,0,0.4198267107393951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46328921495342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36739318373032304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219342128652857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291054980114033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39687194163390704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26895174117697696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.333863050990282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,frannyGin,2020/01/14,"I just called a psychotherapeutic service I have social anxiety (undiagnosed) and have a hard time making important phone calls. I've tried to make appointments for therapy several times in the past but everyone I called had either no slots or a waiting list of several months. I've moved to another town since then and recently my anxiety got worse so I want to talk about to a professional but I'm afraid to be rejected again. So this morning I just picked up the phone and called a universitary counseling service to ask for an appointment and the lady said that within a week a free therapist will call me to arrange an appointment. And she was soo nice! My heart was racing the whole time but now I'm so glad I did even though I still don't have an appointment. I think it's a great concept to have a therapist with available slots call you instead of calling basically every therapist in town. Especially for people with anxiety and depression because it's easy to just give up if you get rejected all the time.",6.759218749999999,7.553727317708333,7.305208333333333,71.185625,64.88541666666666,12.025,35.27083333333333,11.698219412168324,4.5171270833333335,823,37,147,27,12,271,115,192,0.135,0.737,0.128,0.2967,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,13,8,0,1,17,0,11,1,1,3,1,24,23,16,0,2,9,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,4,0,0,6,2,14,5,22,15,3,20,0,3,0,0,17,7,0,2,12,96,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199897531641576,0.22324019659460512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090936904279012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05929657460089983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6952845806302462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378088983224752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06424774378375718,0.0,0.08195649972814682,0.09294829534928713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050821004850099175,0.09331289963685538,0.0,0.0,0.07779791608869446,0.10724356665286673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713729098963452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526869470027068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986065174883366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764219286892661,0.10338555490389202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928578606944414,0.06743668736538508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604512021801652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252867461370767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197810733831284,0.0,0.08046503627497342,0.0,0.0,0.0991573339189565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776821556635295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818416376156477,0.0,0.0,0.11123988401430812,0.3388235318742157,0.0,0.06232846001536106,0.09556999758674167,0.0,0.2268821257292981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604182218284141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057373996960416784,0.0,0.07802634456191912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086015681470752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912925762945103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,templeslapper,2020/01/14,"Given up on general relationships and I dont feel that need anymore? Yeah I just see them as these giant tasks I have to do and even if I do do them a lot give neutral or negative results or just small positive results, i even find my acquaintances annoying because they seem like even more pointless interactions with no purpose, I find my day full with stuff I like doing and I don't seek interactions anymore, I don't really know where I'm getting at I guess i was just thinking about it and it felt kinda strange in a way",4.017357142857144,5.520329628571432,5.262083333333333,80.713125,71.76190476190476,8.678571428571429,31.220238095238088,9.188382445141503,2.7713095238095242,421,19,82,9,8,140,70,105,0.1,0.7929999999999999,0.107,0.1761,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,3,0,8,3,1,0,2,1,9,0,0,2,0,26,21,8,0,2,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,7,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,3,16,2,9,18,3,10,0,0,1,0,7,8,0,7,3,60,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3978521617774355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227454505545632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936050971273594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23508372395003296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3974528222687193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142162939726183,0.0,0.19259272644939388,0.0,0.3666614849244105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479720437700826,0.19241908032118948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22096661363294712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023608166205208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959910628277444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17052990227750506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487309814543082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849966744092126,0.0,0.0,0.21535285474316848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15984000172529778,0.18260473816214745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296214426329962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852654885514792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15921476415918867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,purble-pobato,2020/01/14,"Idk what to fo anymore I've tried therapy and exposure therapy and it helped a little bit but it was just the medication. Despite that i hate the way the medication made me feel and the side effects that came with it. I tried three zoloft, prozac and trazodone, but none really worked for me. Every time I went to therapy I'd just end up crying after every session bc it was hard to talk about things like this to a complete stranger let alone anyone. It was so embarrassing walking out to have everyone see me in tears. Along with that when i started therapy i never really told my mom why i was going she just dropped me of but after a while she found out. I was scared of her finding out bc ik she wouldn't understand. I'm not ready to tell the wolrd all my weakness and the one thing that's crippled me the most in life, but she told everyone, her coworkers, friends, my dad and even my siblings. They way she talks about it is so hurtful I've told her to stop multiple times but she never does and it hurts so much to know other people are listening. After that i quit therapy and stopped taking the medication in efforts to get her to stop talking about it in such a hurtful way. Honestly ik it may not seem like a big deal but everytime she spoke it was like getting stabbed in the hurt. Quitting did in the end keep her quiet for a little bit but it's made everything thing worse its like everything I've built up a little under the time of the year collapsed instantly. It's so hard to show up to school and do everything. Getting out of the house to recycle something makes me feel luke my neighbors are watching me and judging me bc they know i haven't been ti school. If i don't change anything I'm not going to be able to get into university or college bc my marks are so bad from not showing up to class. I had a dream to go to a college for a long time and now I can't do that. I'm fucked for life, i can't even get a job bc I'm scared. Thinking about everything makes me suicidal and i just don't know what to do anymore.",2.2339234449760745,4.1848495215311035,3.6617224880382793,88.40205741626797,77.70813397129186,7.079425837320574,25.59330143540669,8.032893268588372,1.5011377990430617,1612,61,339,28,38,530,190,418,0.195,0.745,0.06,-0.9965,1,1,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,2,5,18,17,2,3,24,0,26,9,0,5,3,63,64,28,1,2,17,2,4,4,2,2,8,3,1,0,26,21,0,4,11,3,0,6,13,11,0,2,18,9,43,6,54,42,6,51,0,4,2,1,29,21,1,5,24,221,69,8,0.06782205502463785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024319494392657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452250850922118,0.04742275781455192,0.0,0.05581177247167438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05662858301644168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808823665731638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757036294656877,0.0,0.0,0.07174674133249667,0.0,0.07111013432473759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744993427662076,0.0,0.06992156067395912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059351537396824076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014042019876635,0.0,0.0,0.08959165539747674,0.0,0.11428601299900988,0.1296137600527151,0.24381635945916466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858573769039669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061988129592394164,0.0,0.0,0.07436338267925699,0.052399151472153564,0.06270039700024288,0.17717112249141284,0.0,0.11563451049111925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151047938568492,0.06696023809340876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0454596938554521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825754553501807,0.2904196505319253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730292449718428,0.060283358741090524,0.0,0.0,0.1118196832247122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935264634750629,0.09580944640071473,0.1325377210428513,0.20392654988353748,0.0,0.060020384461197424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12834973666599694,0.09054349675166803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049707555857533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943237114478856,0.0,0.0,0.049857014148777364,0.0,0.1046170998641359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04595797973327472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04701927336096125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427420780094075,0.0,0.0,0.08689709026351111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358034174656466,0.1372790810632841,0.05404539690357114,0.06174265167618544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052212731443780615,0.0,0.0,0.04800479962464014,0.0,0.0,0.1701068246135718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418632023198629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050993744819636665,0.1635383963250602,0.05927946546961551,0.0,0.38780215335689255,0.0,0.1351738791530355,0.04345763432523359,0.0,0.0,0.15819034278154046,0.0,0.0,0.19442064007907267,0.0,0.09209344681022744,0.0,0.0,0.07060515115388398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16150197126524327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06287172448793249,0.06119885561390016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04937526381471317,0.0,0.0691164682703672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043675179802446916 socialanxiety,MikeOnRye,2020/01/14,"Advice on putting yourself out there I recently moved out of state away from all my friends and family and I realized that I haven't made a friend that wasn't through another friend or family member since middle school. I have no idea how to engage with people without some kind of wing man. It's been about 6 months since I've moved and I'm starting to feel imprisoned in my house. I'm thinking about joining a D&D adventurers league at a local game store near me, or maybe volunteering somewhere, but it intimidates me so much. The last time I tried to branch off on my own was in high school where I went to a party with some people that I only vaguely knew and I just stood and walked around the house for an hour and then left. It doesn't sound so bad writing it out, but thinking back on it ties my stomach in knots because of how awkward it was. So, like the title says, does anyone have any advice on putting yourself out there? Any stories on branching out and trying to meet new people and join new social groups?",6.106468646864684,6.31023788118812,5.812623762376242,83.3709488448845,66.22772277227723,8.515511551155111,30.199669966996694,8.07648339933343,1.912800660066006,820,27,162,9,12,254,122,202,0.092,0.833,0.075,-0.5323,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,13,9,0,1,8,0,8,1,1,3,1,35,18,18,0,0,6,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,9,16,0,0,6,1,1,6,5,2,0,0,8,3,14,7,34,10,5,40,0,0,0,0,10,23,0,4,11,102,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345258870803543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002031839179,0.0,0.16320869254647158,0.12583081964536624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839070279635503,0.0,0.0,0.10682574426238203,0.0,0.0,0.11274426971878256,0.09227285437857924,0.10019527158833366,0.07315109353841713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050131063129964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22625128182956786,0.0,0.06067577757490671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27813589532478605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678694781983246,0.0,0.0,0.11817616279715895,0.2769285619045399,0.0,0.1354657775115707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496188809221816,0.0,0.09781629343539623,0.0,0.0,0.13038072066403944,0.0,0.0,0.058626104734651616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354722331483075,0.0,0.0,0.12055647079935733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578312661919744,0.25508274122738284,0.08821405740930785,0.0,0.0,0.2317941525278521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091265666088866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24957937917604864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24126697228758145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848585892632707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954290869298186,0.0,0.2428935014414725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985310428043979,0.0,0.0,0.1223252347601134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493685838011968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378274510379492,0.0,0.0,0.06997316334511734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629447078338057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112415175295184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567604566012475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mtamez1221,2020/01/14,"Anyone else just angry? I’ve come to the conclusion that this trait I inherited is not a problem, it’s our environments. Why do we have to take drugs just to function? I’m angry that I’ve been told that I have a disorder when I as a human male was never meant to be in a damn cubicle 8hrs a day and have fake relationships. What is this life? Feels like a damn zoo and we’re all oblivious trying to make light of the benefits gained but overlooking the obstacles to our mental state. I fear for myself because I know nothing can change my mind.",3.178565656565656,4.8701970181818215,4.7312121212121205,82.91126262626263,74.27272727272728,8.525252525252526,24.949494949494948,9.150863307647796,1.9623737373737369,432,14,88,10,9,145,78,110,0.185,0.7509999999999999,0.064,-0.9211,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,3,0,0,2,3,7,2,1,9,0,10,2,0,1,2,17,18,5,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,7,4,0,0,4,0,1,1,2,5,0,0,4,2,10,2,10,13,1,6,0,0,0,0,7,1,2,0,4,55,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15861340288425274,0.2324267321638685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828095396100684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23996906365305384,0.19540454607019125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629451027477766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599809160022213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26306503769496553,0.0,0.1894976247757985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25526064114723185,0.1146982772168346,0.1620561766578654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246665896506788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16022541731441242,0.11082368420737276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141898943311224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286036735364238,0.0,0.2290460465227977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17495475773701671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21766129436127224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170574349478382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435437251359671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17055717053156855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21675752834724107,0.0,0.154011023979586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20468988285122736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,benzj,2020/01/14,How to stop overthinking when you accidentally say the wrong thing Sometimes when I’m nervous I trip over my words or I say one thing and I say the other. Today at my first day at work during a lunch with my new coworkers. I was talking about McDonald’s breakfast sandwich and I said egg Mcchicken instead of egg McMuffin. Now I’m thinking about it over and over again and I feel embarrassed that I can’t talk properly. How do I stop overthinking??,2.4096551724137925,5.128777149425289,3.6719655172413823,84.23208620689657,82.10344827586206,7.617931034482758,27.090804597701148,8.548686976883017,2.4107894252873567,360,16,68,9,10,117,59,87,0.179,0.821,0.0,-0.9163,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,2,9,3,0,2,3,0,3,5,0,2,0,13,8,9,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,5,5,5,2,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,2,5,12,0,10,6,0,16,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,10,47,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14229383565029766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156165584757688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18767533318796867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21309442173912452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951062687691713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20987811697261124,0.5263827203913317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21821751098661168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689279951181572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546823757253852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931653585419681,0.14137649627468812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091398758530799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16062774490946752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412339975406881,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,motril91,2020/01/14,"having conversations with myself is time consuming im getting tired of wasting my time having conversations with myself pretending im talking to someone else. im so hungry for interaction with someone else, but have no friends and no chances at dating. it sucks",6.436521739130434,9.236124173913042,6.851521739130432,66.42336956521743,68.13043478260869,8.947826086956523,37.58695652173913,9.516144504307137,4.401930434782608,216,12,30,5,4,70,33,46,0.22899999999999998,0.634,0.13699999999999998,-0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,5,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,7,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,3,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3702634197466977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712199524518422,0.0,0.11578520001393627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7181498470952071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37554899269344216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17812652594643574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258452114284617,0.25471496210026434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,silentscreams03,2020/01/14,"First day at College Tomorrow is my first day at College and I was very excited. My first class will be Psychology which I'm very interested in. But yet, I can't help but have a panic attack just thinking of attending class in the morning. I'm not able to identify a specific trigger and now this excitement has turned into fear.. To the point I almost want to not go to college all together..",4.071341991341991,5.718544467532468,5.812402597402599,76.24812770562772,71.85714285714286,9.808658008658007,32.31385281385281,10.125756701596842,3.5959281385281385,312,15,58,9,6,107,54,77,0.124,0.754,0.121,-0.3073,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,3,6,1,2,4,0,7,0,0,1,1,13,13,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,3,0,3,1,0,5,3,10,10,1,16,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,8,41,7,5,0.2211554818092256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214552691887792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25159628759996794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852539800608495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24886140191921435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5643442195487911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568775684226116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823585769924233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594783072926348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20906341407870188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170750287638442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405536578131625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36495286753668027,0.13044323311203562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DenimPoulet,2020/01/14,"Facial Scar Causes my Social Anxiety I am a 24 year old woman. I was quite outgoing and loud until the age of 14. I was on holiday in Greece and ended up hitting my head by the pool. I had to get 22 stitches in the middle of my forehead and they didn't remove them for almost a week. As a result, I was left with an indented scar in my forehead. It made me very insecure and depressed. It just looks like a line or a permanent wrinkle on my forehead. I cover it with medical tape or sillicone makeup to ""fill it in"" when I have time in the morning. I was also verbally abused by my mother who called me ugly, retard, scar-face, failure, worthless piece of sh1t, and told me I would never get into college. I think my facial scar and horrible mother caused me to become increasingly more insecure, quiet, and socially anxious. The sad part is that I've lived with this scar for 10 years now and STILL can't get over it. It can honestly ruin my entire day if I catch a glance at it in bad or harsh lighting during the day. People act like I am being overdramatic or vain when I complain about it (or they say it's ""just a scar""), but honestly I do not think a person can understand how difficult it is to live with a facial scar until they have one themselves...",5.850956130483687,5.3007383700787445,7.141619797525313,76.17511811023624,66.8740157480315,10.091788526434195,31.13498312710911,9.606745405546679,2.7558872890888635,982,33,191,18,14,337,150,254,0.149,0.799,0.052000000000000005,-0.9554,0,0,0,0,1,0,31.0,0,0,4,1,9,14,0,2,16,0,18,8,7,5,1,34,28,22,0,2,10,2,0,2,0,1,1,3,0,2,13,13,0,0,3,2,0,5,4,10,0,1,8,6,30,4,31,17,4,35,0,4,2,0,15,14,0,7,18,137,43,1,0.0,0.1761301419349798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488550516116127,0.0,0.0,0.11887818563384413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137195544725914,0.16793619245926572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411950019040754,0.0,0.16417616051405542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179188914719385,0.0,0.0,0.3054162769068833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917384764874547,0.0,0.12803507984283907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166291750057485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329960242737089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256142295440006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16151251078768453,0.0,0.0,0.14524922588508074,0.0,0.2625276060730621,0.0,0.12483153782256537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065957786661032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975280669108587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465077752993047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598688847814354,0.0,0.1007314887712932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097730224625414,0.0,0.10305765035978766,0.1297985410091522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581113424418596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821526490812148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030671359718613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871491246582093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19050237758339825,0.0,0.0,0.08668107709534831,0.0,0.0,0.14204483194353906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475358211848336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265474226912447,0.0,0.0,0.119240906557965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559921276035447,0.0,0.0,0.19145601740491955 socialanxiety,UnamusedKale,2020/01/14,"I joined a volleyball rec league and got hit in the face .... twice.... In a row.... I wasn’t even hurt, just incredibly shocked and started crying. Well, the crying made me super anxious because i hate crying in front of people.. I basically had a panic attack because I got hit in the face with a volleyball in front of of 15 people that I DO NOT KNOW. It ruined my night. As if joining the league wasn’t hard enough, now all I can think about is how embarrassed I am. How do y’all get through it in the moment? Any words you tell yourself?",2.625,4.27301816666667,3.9492592592592617,88.12166666666668,75.66666666666666,6.651851851851853,24.037037037037038,7.3871296695380915,0.9542703703703704,414,13,87,5,9,136,70,108,0.263,0.6659999999999999,0.071,-0.9686,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,1,7,9,2,2,9,0,8,2,2,3,1,13,18,6,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,7,1,1,6,1,12,2,13,10,2,12,0,2,0,0,3,6,0,1,4,58,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313775782641455,0.0,0.0,0.20456412025294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20599987093364092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22076426200905175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5967098125803247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870997128083314,0.0,0.11959886247756847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946046353082285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28964572821888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220835577998755,0.1787748707548579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938453960396934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951452775332376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713383064130884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699273780610658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21245344405618008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510703294204867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816638788733142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15826823618763025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602606533399208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16280889644295427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,madison02ms,2020/01/14,HIGH SCHOOL SOS I am currently top ranked at my school. I'm in the only speech class my school has & it is nonhonors. I am also in band 4 which is calculated into my gpa as a nonhonors. the person below me is very close & may pass me due to my nonhonors speech class. any loopholes for a speech credit? advice on what to do to stay ahead?,0.7197535211267585,2.9769703239436645,2.3304049295774694,94.16208626760564,85.19718309859155,4.676760563380283,17.325704225352112,5.985473137389443,-0.4212408450704221,267,6,58,2,8,87,49,71,0.0,0.93,0.07,0.5803,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,9,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,8,1,12,8,0,14,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,1,3,36,11,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171796078849273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17773281924180725,0.0,0.4816144113886651,0.0,0.15113725948091106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23481876525642215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16903073533835902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940596628727666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6747849807656678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368883616269807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833790869252841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,100percentcowboy,2020/01/14,"I have a crush on a girl for the first time in college. pls advise fuck me dude in my 3rd year and haven't met a ton of people. saw this girl at a club meeting for the first time today, didn't get an opportunity to talk. only gonna maybe see her once a week if she even goes to the next one. I found her on the club's insta should i dm? should i wait? i'm not gonna let myself screw this up fuck anxiety. pls advise as how to proceed thanks",0.2457575757575761,1.7028709494949543,2.5262626262626284,96.5427272727273,81.92929292929294,5.612121212121212,16.050505050505052,6.42735559955562,-0.6680222222222221,340,5,87,3,9,116,69,99,0.152,0.79,0.057999999999999996,-0.8356,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,2,5,3,0,10,0,6,3,0,1,0,8,18,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,3,0,3,4,2,10,2,13,9,1,15,0,0,2,3,10,6,3,1,9,50,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066184394506326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14734763618790345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795173769134587,0.0,0.24460467011381065,0.0,0.4124828476509699,0.11655436428336124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281227745451056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22412205778139566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372568059508717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375816265241212,0.15117032155787855,0.16966861051091278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466125174880124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17777239286958252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17930982535929946,0.0,0.20538961952793366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601690187909022,0.0,0.2114615057383993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789478782364382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436614710470784 socialanxiety,joshragem,2020/01/14,"Who can it be now? - Men At Work Who can it be knocking at my door? Go 'way, don't come 'round here no more Can't you see that it's late at night? I'm very tired, and I'm not feeling right All I wish is to be alone Stay away, don't you invade my home Best off if you hang outside Don't come in, I'll only run and hide",-1.8682894736842075,-0.4246704605263112,0.6913157894736877,107.02671052631581,89.13157894736842,3.8,13.447368421052632,3.1291,-1.829494736842105,239,3,71,0,8,81,54,76,0.141,0.77,0.08900000000000001,-0.2739,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,0,1,9,18,3,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,7,15,3,17,0,0,2,0,6,7,0,1,3,39,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24882044242672716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22571724815477875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521213698380957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4138980533665328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147463971357622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653626320749634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24098442899034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710058185246125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254528211117492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18271647022039164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051671558662183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19144344985175474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560682540138666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761252612214781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19822654979376705,0.0,0.19069459077179451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762688682034051,0.0,0.0,0.1749005721781388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Plastic-Plastic,2020/01/14,"Looking for a job. So I moved recently. I moved to a pretty “hip” area where there are boutiques and little mom & pop restaurants. I need a job (never went to college so I can only do retail and food service) but I’m too nervous to walk in to any of the places to ask if they’re hiring or accepting applications. I always feel like they’re judging the crap out of me if I’m doing it I assume if the place doesn’t have a “now hiring” sign up, they’re not hiring. I don’t want to make an ass out of myself for walking in asking if they’re hiring... I don’t have a car and Public transportation scares me so I just want to stay around when there are many opportunities near me..",1.5447778981581806,3.3536092957746497,3.461549295774649,89.70018959913327,79.28169014084506,5.777681473456122,20.07800650054171,6.67199483983844,0.19485958829902472,528,13,114,5,13,178,86,142,0.12,0.7909999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.5293,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,11,6,1,2,9,0,10,4,3,1,1,23,21,13,0,7,8,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,3,0,1,7,5,3,0,0,1,2,13,3,19,20,0,24,0,0,1,1,4,12,2,6,5,73,14,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14148838148672613,0.1842401959774886,0.0,0.11563424037073552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15137323382823775,0.3179322179160225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597823240058458,0.12147788054653633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056151935413784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374804545970868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307382384006701,0.1704265336493438,0.0,0.0,0.14279226783571636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350420755431355,0.17239567430097535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19915087586416305,0.0,0.3614550003838137,0.0,0.1260838241767666,0.13114670233332326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293244349360897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35531493399942576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299361987185036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16789574228981427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17024148432086994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812419111176468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20059009319654653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763043225839274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Ctinder703,2020/01/14,Why am I so obnoxious So I absolutely hate my personality. I am an ENTP-T with ADHD. I hate myself on my adhd meds(vyvanse) and get super anxious on them but i also hate myself off of them. I am 18 and a senior in HS waiting for the torture to end. Luckily I will be in a new environment soon but I would like to try and change and become less anxious in the mean time. My non existent self worth has caused me to completely shut down and see the possibility of meeting new people as impossible. Is there a way i can become less anxious and talk to other people? Also i am fearful that in talking to them they will see me for the awfully obnoxious person that I am and who they likely already think I am... Recently i have just been relying on weed to get through and have been doing the things i enjoy less. Help please and advice from anyone who has experienced this?,3.8460426856380607,5.2233777572254345,5.901734104046245,76.45254779902183,72.00578034682081,8.791285015562472,27.758559359715427,9.265573868473778,2.4448438417074265,684,25,130,15,13,239,100,173,0.18100000000000002,0.705,0.115,-0.9322,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,5,1,7,9,4,1,9,1,19,0,0,1,0,18,29,16,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,3,7,10,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,26,4,23,23,3,18,0,0,2,0,14,10,0,0,9,105,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29340673724821353,0.11928453780139905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347063167152089,0.1952372729822021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4137101026055725,0.0,0.08535357161226215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696315198330805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539861857275222,0.12913295022227855,0.0,0.12798715684522274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811701418823907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373617047346966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755216092941227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36155397159501257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818203624963414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119273618676872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296906472818018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23579024638656154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925472498521987,0.21317210595516345,0.0,0.1339952444066713,0.0,0.13761459909071552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052853605185344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19454657921672272,0.0,0.12734472139819775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962290802328985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810973036723135,0.0782169674311965,0.0,0.0,0.0711794894118817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287692417715918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689279089598846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014840017647916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671440524799458,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DamnedAndDelirious,2020/01/14,"Fear of eating in front of others is hindering my dating life So ever since I can remember I’ve had a really intense fear of eating in front of other people. It seems to be okay when it’s a company lunch or something like that but going out to eat with anybody I don’t know very well (I.e. on a date or going out with friends when I don’t know some people in the group very well) gives me very intense anxiety. The last time I went on a dinner date was years ago. It was a super casual restaurant but once I had to order my eyes went wide and I felt like I couldn’t speak. I tried to eat but got so anxious I started dry heaving. Now I’m dating again and getting asked out to dinner is a pretty standard thing. I’ve been pretty upfront usually (“I actually have pretty intense social anxiety, would you mind just grabbing coffee or a drink instead?”) and nobody’s taken issue with it. However I really feel like I need to tackle this because it doesn’t get better with time, and almost seems to up my anxiety around eating in front of them in the future if that makes sense? Does anybody else deal with this, and could offer some advice? I know people say exposure therapy, and I’ve already said yes to sushi with a guy, but I’d love to not cry and/or dry heave...",4.0059548611111095,4.995135671875001,5.3058854166666665,82.35335069444444,71.1875,7.876388888888887,25.550347222222207,8.167268648758528,1.5523696180555562,996,29,194,14,18,333,142,256,0.055,0.7290000000000001,0.21600000000000005,0.9929,1,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,1,2,12,13,0,2,11,2,16,12,1,1,1,45,39,18,0,5,10,0,3,3,1,1,1,3,0,1,12,16,9,0,8,2,0,7,5,2,2,0,11,7,19,11,32,24,2,38,0,0,1,1,14,13,0,9,20,118,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.09192537119500804,0.0,0.0,0.09205090915038737,0.08350239802314151,0.0,0.09432744626757317,0.0,0.10395177070292147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161876613782763,0.10641890885849116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385775235677823,0.08806405373652527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05742329556352317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331202714172953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521083827616315,0.0,0.1034740062291712,0.0,0.09711580983251834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243483931908636,0.0,0.0,0.09227989646709893,0.0,0.4819493254701416,0.07869180682073347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520907031646616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120018241480346,0.047630225888566434,0.06729632291040766,0.09044653610669727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277849608483074,0.0,0.09843096677959556,0.0903649873841989,0.10707178179557088,0.0,0.07534014839567957,0.0,0.0,0.09327256628972516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832006906438023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15530916339554732,0.07678537199063466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653607190060896,0.13806372442599074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501895557519494,0.0,0.06287906710999007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511489796956367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698479238146428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003196634103921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19591874521274555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875050449997738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069354876647215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670995786913208,0.0,0.0896055373553293,0.07491142509373751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715118358613241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792300974628805,0.0,0.0,0.0960247861068318,0.0,0.07251957263046364,0.0,0.0,0.06667507055704175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772562801812703,0.0,0.06258213067908583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985726790731183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395544937095565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374772032915992,0.2331739867527199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16939378313744408,0.17464823097080942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06691680235038311,0.0,0.0,0.06066155296323585 socialanxiety,Kidjustquit,2020/01/14,"Twitching Whenever I'm around people my neck twitches.It only happens when I'm around people or when I'm nervous.It's been happening for the last couple of months and it's annoying.I try to control it so no one sees me and laughs at me. It's frustrating having to deal with this and I don't know what to do about this.Does anybody experience something similar when they're are anxious?",1.4307692307692292,4.076124384615383,3.185333333333337,86.11800000000002,87.20512820512822,6.196923076923077,25.748717948717946,7.554174236665415,1.7721087179487172,314,14,59,6,10,104,55,78,0.10800000000000001,0.848,0.044000000000000004,-0.5524,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,7,2,1,0,1,0,5,2,1,1,0,9,12,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,4,1,10,11,0,8,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,5,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638801905276126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4158734553189015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619810989556079,0.0,0.2584530774168511,0.0,0.0,0.2408118883827811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284871657174244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4131100434606928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12837008030216898,0.1903997965020064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864422293681161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15828061872693916,0.17764897483482073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32387148968933765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18613391865540796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798221655152865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858625451354902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SadAndConfused11,2020/01/14,"It’s really hard not being normal So I’m into adulthood now and I really thought my social anxiety would’ve went away by now. But I feel so sad because nobody is like me at all, and everything that everyone else is doing is either not my scene or I go, get nervous , and say something stupid that makes everything awkward and makes me just want to hide in bed. I’m really jealous of my bf, who is totally effortless at everything he does. I feel like such a loser because I feel like I should’ve achieved higher by now, or at least be able to be in a big group without saying something stupid and off kilter. The really lame thing is I posted something on Reddit that I thought would be funny and instead someone scrolled through my posts and said there was “a lot going on” which I didn’t get because I really haven’t posted anything that strange. So it made me panic and think that everyone thinks I’m strange. Nobody realises how damn hurtful their words can be and how bad it can affect someone with social anxiety. Does anyone know how I can be normal once and for all?",8.2278672985782,6.650758350710905,8.241843601895733,73.55404502369669,62.64928909952607,11.283601895734598,36.73981042654029,10.125756701596842,3.6083702369668256,856,33,158,15,10,279,119,211,0.21100000000000002,0.737,0.052000000000000005,-0.986,0,0,3,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,13,15,4,3,4,0,19,0,0,7,3,44,40,19,0,4,8,0,4,3,1,1,0,3,1,0,11,12,0,0,8,0,0,3,5,12,0,0,7,7,19,3,19,26,6,20,0,4,0,0,10,11,1,3,6,106,30,1,0.10656311796571806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163040987135388,0.0,0.0,0.0745114097975352,0.0,0.08769236631969203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011955717212837,0.0,0.08897575235696352,0.19487966288640074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18650820529595896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901981117972031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20365125175667745,0.2873161775942251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16164454292071706,0.15225742553405347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134966181318197,0.0,0.12112455137586955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545962256779048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407802177312976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05856430276766425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618407018114616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059615216129313,0.0,0.10083259880756253,0.14226341743657792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20881846022827227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348624278955093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502885862635854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061740307338889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413353103671172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136592789386964,0.16948653707341868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172553579123301,0.18058116808392896,0.2461124832387365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079580049506445,0.13656268632463578,0.0,0.1691984248979909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285368793136399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987850779644147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272304300521967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15139876311525374,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SideOfFish,2020/01/14,Declining Friendships Does anyone feel like the quality of their friendships has declined the older you get? I find my friends these days are people I hang with but wouldnt say we're good friends or really connect. And if I don't ask them to hangout with I don't hear a peep from them.,3.2752631578947344,5.329535122807016,3.5542456140350893,89.88505263157896,74.96491228070175,6.665263157894738,27.18947368421053,7.554174236665415,1.4584484210526325,230,9,46,3,5,71,47,57,0.055,0.741,0.204,0.7537,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,9,4,0,2,3,0,1,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,9,4,5,8,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,2,3,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21534943824313496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879232839963216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19862407610483013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695187042317153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557258662694825,0.22002369265457786,0.0,0.0,0.2814916192277728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4758950492956197,0.0,0.1609088271527041,0.0,0.0,0.2583222044093649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34712013311692724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046533082395475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135171924095971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19730231259840247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449210842185833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwaway-3-0-6,2020/01/14,"Is it bad to have friends but not hang out with them? I have a few friends, some in a group and others not. However whenever someone shows hints of wanting to hang out, I lowkey panic and try and put it off. I just hate feeling like I have to be entertaining for extended periods of time. Even after short academic-related activities, I feel winded and get kinda dispirited towards the end. Is it bad that I don’t seek in-person social interaction when it’s optional. I don’t mind socializing at work or school, but when I’m home I like to be off-limits unless I’m really needed. It’s a part of my recharge. But my social anxiety makes me feel that it’s a bad thing, and that everyone thinks about it and wonders why I’m an “social outcast” when really it’s just a choice I make. Is this plausible? Or is it my SA brain? Thanks for reading.",2.550254901960784,4.4507978294117665,4.586470588235296,82.36578431372551,76.58823529411767,8.533333333333335,26.03921568627451,9.21078282632365,2.2847568627450983,661,25,134,17,15,227,100,170,0.135,0.74,0.125,-0.5705,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,1,7,11,1,1,7,0,11,1,1,2,0,32,26,15,0,2,10,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,15,9,0,0,5,3,0,3,4,5,0,0,0,3,14,6,19,24,3,17,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,6,9,88,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537912460241564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450489496766437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377565350026842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200648387304995,0.0,0.0,0.09098322480750183,0.0,0.0,0.13162696700605792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20895310717909102,0.0984093294508368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128521348093121,0.0,0.07196920291524228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600057658468134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817546701665678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459634399673487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18389970099930406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908922397485002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214060811737292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616210979039776,0.0,0.14917089035604078,0.0,0.0,0.12027884465122382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847778452981582,0.0,0.0,0.13778825991264249,0.0,0.17649361346180642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941134850489453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5616791172387761,0.11671596048767892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682259729505846,0.0,0.0,0.09151563190061032,0.0882652674710215,0.0,0.0,0.08032370568338681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352387493298424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124909850724196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429883594802164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14938506450159994,0.10028435589572288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Heymax123,2020/01/14,"Has anyone managed or conquered their social anxiety later in life ? I feel I have left it too late. I'm 32, I feel my social anxiety is at it's worst point. As well as my lack of motivation and depression, I was always a shy and reserved person but I did have some ability to make friends. I currently maybe have maybe 3-4 people I would consider friends but I do occasionally get invited to some parties by acquaintances. No relationships to speak of, I had some opportunities but for whatever reason, didn't feel they were right. My social anxiety and inadequacies, I believe are largely genetical. My older brothers track record is probably worse than mine never even coming close to a romantic relationship and has a few work mates plus a few he grew up with but he isn't social by any means, he spends most of time working on his car, camping or drinks/gambles at the local tavern. My mother and father don't have any friends but are relatively close with their family, I can recall my mum having a friend they would walk dogs with, I can't recall my father ever having a friend but I just wrote it off because he was a family man who was busy with work I just thought that's how things were. I wish I addressed it earlier, you really have to face your fears and for a long time, I just thought things would work themselves out, I didn't want to admit I had issues like depression or social anxiety, I think I had too much of an ego to let myself believe it. I have a decent job, a house/mortgage...I got a bit lucky in that regard as I never went to university / college, but it really is soul crushing seeing everyone surpass you, building relationships, families, social circles and you have the same state of mind you had when you were an insecure teenager in high school. I'm hoping there are some stories of people who really struggled but somehow ended up managing their anxiety or getting on top of it, mine has dictated my life and ruined my potential and I'm struggling to let go of that. I know 32 isn't old, but your brain typically settles once you hit 25 and it's a lot harder to make permanent changes...a lot of the posts I see here are from younger types, I think having pretty bad anxiety within the 18-25 range is quite normal these days, but by your mid to early 20's it should have been addressed.",5.891753246753247,6.4162276075388025,6.7826948051948035,75.12261363636365,66.71618625277162,9.990528983211911,31.628207158694963,9.957137785484203,3.0749435540069694,1845,70,341,40,28,615,232,451,0.136,0.742,0.122,-0.1169,3,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,0,9,5,9,13,19,0,4,18,0,48,4,2,5,3,75,76,30,0,9,17,5,3,1,6,4,2,2,2,2,17,19,0,0,12,0,1,6,9,9,1,0,19,7,53,10,47,50,14,44,1,3,2,0,46,21,0,14,16,236,70,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059866993557557174,0.0,0.0,0.09785502174194137,0.0,0.3302428630360679,0.0,0.0,0.050308129533829835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06007407036193476,0.04385919485636704,0.0,0.0,0.16212285367599105,0.0,0.0,0.0785492296897444,0.0,0.0,0.08031842528706243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619773426232593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04640089071389816,0.0,0.12393843648218435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372509845635377,0.0,0.0,0.047521367510004346,0.06508162204667578,0.0,0.06874996447483958,0.0,0.0,0.2034801923580489,0.08096217070063454,0.1091381122138042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27793652469900954,0.0,0.07518034117549345,0.0,0.04089004379934469,0.0,0.0575438629316973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601763939118274,0.0,0.07146118766662712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750956388878065,0.07139787729871204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039541065424741735,0.0,0.08116114744189258,0.0,0.07817235746605085,0.14714462324642025,0.10163883886593883,0.03515044856952805,0.0,0.0,0.06367224124653573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233624274674935,0.0,0.0,0.09605248983708553,0.0,0.14456406564060634,0.07837311088428395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264756929834787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05289049480789621,0.0,0.11098238175012998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049434559595677,0.0,0.0,0.07549794592791531,0.0766229040368157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976019126006803,0.06282273674562304,0.0,0.0,0.06801467679343827,0.0,0.06890686424136888,0.07319758567835602,0.07757275288220769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652618562192942,0.0,0.0,0.1382763342291798,0.07397513724300105,0.0,0.2317375905534164,0.0,0.061443705814676515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281581787613374,0.11466742776809945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4400551828560468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15043258349214794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559889717385783,0.09220350724507176,0.0,0.1142382931663397,0.08390760704781962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042437144629554106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469042632587725,0.0666970670900881,0.0,0.0,0.08273733186959223,0.0,0.0,0.2095177321800876,0.0,0.07332176361956537,0.15333064976410676,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwaway982370lkj,2020/01/15,"Have a job interview in a few hours I have a job interview in a few hours, I've been strangely calm during the day (last time I got a call for an interview I had a huge panick attack and ended up cancelling).. maybe it was the fact that it was scheduled by email and no calls were made this time. However as the time approaches my chest starts to hurt more and more and my stomach is in a knot. Even in normal ocasions I stumble over my words, stutter, don't know what to say... so I'm scared of how this is gonna go. One part of me is like ""fuck it, you're not that bad and even if you are, who cares?"" and one part of me thinks people can just sense the awkwardness when seeing me.",2.320037878787879,3.416845625000004,3.4460101010101027,93.6727272727273,75.3888888888889,6.903030303030302,22.118686868686872,7.348242739294969,0.4751194444444447,526,13,124,6,11,170,95,144,0.145,0.7879999999999999,0.068,-0.8841,3,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,6,10,2,2,12,0,13,3,2,2,1,16,24,11,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,7,0,2,7,2,11,3,14,16,6,20,0,1,1,1,9,7,1,1,12,82,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18395126331274256,0.0,0.0,0.13500846660367086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302170918380933,0.0,0.16485870143428344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427981767483724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321366564519886,0.0,0.0,0.21359587987899947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948430639676116,0.0,0.0,0.09189492370745812,0.0,0.12932216262447474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184737617939231,0.0,0.17309770791238555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209144269659475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886327459929219,0.13180290423111365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789959483885776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299960031871235,0.0,0.0,0.162444235179523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584266464016713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191372639569847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35019958509214266,0.0,0.1120988670233743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858625453622052,0.16188477774776566,0.0,0.1288498806480715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444846474539926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360754693030826,0.0,0.0,0.2828567457388612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FBRftw,2020/01/15,"Anyone want to make an Instagram group chat? I feel like Instagram is a good way to see what sometimes interests are and see what they're like. If so, but your handle below or pm me😎",2.751754385964912,4.144898736842109,4.255263157894738,87.11517543859651,74.78947368421053,8.224561403508767,23.19298245614036,8.841846274778883,1.4681298245614034,144,4,31,3,3,48,33,38,0.0,0.782,0.218,0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,7,5,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,4,3,7,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,2,2,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494862829800959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804112787866407,0.2549014926427168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992710225533709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34863370353682005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381700421233452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5686546209895217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3528891706709777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104527751682084,0.2832151225964048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Rob5281996,2020/01/15,"I hate waiting rooms more than anything. Went to get a physical done and then I had to wait in the waiting room for a couple of hours because my mom scheduled an appointment for her as well, and waiting for her was so excruciating. Some old people mean mugging me, children running around screaming and crying. Idk how ppl go to appointments weekly because I'd lose my shit if I had too. At least I almost finished reading my book though.",4.360017211703962,6.49843563855422,4.815008605851983,81.66024096385546,72.13253012048195,6.670567986230638,32.339070567986234,7.447530270364453,2.2932974182444066,350,17,61,4,7,111,65,83,0.244,0.7340000000000001,0.023,-0.9661,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,2,0,4,0,4,1,1,1,0,13,13,9,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,4,0,4,1,2,0,3,0,4,1,0,5,1,10,1,12,8,3,14,0,1,0,0,4,5,1,3,6,43,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200929769854858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808725850352828,0.19566417930111749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26797002503475953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431990242889539,0.2414345238075416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22492663074398928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483383343500968,0.0,0.12491458286530925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170020915332796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21645383391729767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245894421387064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394212268885819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574212870901301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23063791442855716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523782016346798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21985451341933826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256164436168687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159475047105204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17630631825156853,0.0,0.19762213167415293,0.2037521983293014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,maxmess,2020/01/15,"I am very expressive when I am drunk I am only able to be very expressive and somewhat articulate when I am intoxicated with alcohol It is like suddenly a world of words and sentences open up to me which is unreachable otherwise. I wrap myself under this guise of cynicism and self-deprecation and anxiety when I am sober which somehow disappears when I am drunk. How do I get the same feeling of empathy and this power of expression when I am not drunk?",7.214883720930231,7.502557232558138,8.406372093023261,65.4281627906977,63.88372093023256,13.391627906976746,38.13023255813954,12.688352899677879,5.432002790697675,366,18,64,14,5,126,53,86,0.16399999999999998,0.775,0.061,-0.8316,1,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,7,2,1,0,2,0,11,5,0,1,0,14,13,11,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,7,4,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,11,1,9,12,2,11,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,7,53,16,0,0.3561321945303283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805970092365912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272440154039019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18007113812969314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18606437282782806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17398820131553194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708545818716178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.371523548440746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5876927153363122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,freakvonk,2020/01/15,AaAAAAaa I really want to talk to someone BUT I AM TOO AFRAID. Even if ppl regularly start conversations with me I assume if I sent something they don’t want to talk to me. It’s awful but I’m really afraid my contact with this person to die. Overall a dumb situation caused by my dumb anxiety which i hate :((,1.534700460829491,3.9987554193548434,3.8513824884792633,83.22564516129033,83.51612903225806,7.4138248847926285,23.37327188940092,8.418075326091056,1.7768820276497697,244,9,49,6,7,84,43,62,0.325,0.639,0.036000000000000004,-0.9743,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,2,5,3,2,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,10,8,4,1,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,10,0,8,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,0,2,3,1,30,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20756577890802355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27872940454864786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815964429537943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792101044299245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678810031611573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23691383061286256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476403366293641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049849241023358,0.0,0.0,0.22989600019003986,0.20888215566725776,0.0,0.0,0.19204791150921524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4361676014533803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32007349616650393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,papyrusi,2020/01/15,"Shout out to the understanding teachers during school I was just thinking back to my high school and college days and presentations were TERRIBLE. Mine never met the minimum time limit and were probably always super terrible because I'd forget all the info but teachers who gave me at least a B for putting in the effort are just amazing. In college, we had a 10 minute minimum presentation and I probably lasted 3 minutes and still got an A. Or in high school, the teacher made us do a sitting circle where everyone had to speak out loud assertively at least three times or everyone's grade would suffer. (TERRIBLE idea btw!) And I only got in once, the guy next to me berated me and told me to speak more but nothing happened. So, shout out to the teachers that know I'm socially inept but give me credit for trying ♡",9.605751152073733,7.785977593548387,9.489585253456225,66.46580645161292,60.16129032258064,12.728110599078345,40.85253456221199,11.491704259439757,4.763672811059911,657,29,112,15,7,216,100,155,0.068,0.861,0.07200000000000001,0.3971,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,0,0,3,6,7,0,0,12,0,8,0,0,1,2,29,20,13,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,1,2,11,0,1,5,0,1,1,1,4,0,1,11,5,12,3,17,8,4,24,0,1,0,0,11,12,0,2,10,75,14,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313843156514595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137941552068767,0.0,0.09021252184863393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544045167796644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828190390904502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196422059633534,0.0,0.0,0.23672012260968056,0.0,0.0,0.14653205361544955,0.13086589532914042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127163176121601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16706119925721608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133070477535093,0.1206305207735383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400304611818457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413798829680966,0.0,0.15738763327422262,0.0,0.0,0.1419991236009639,0.0,0.0,0.15760310756191528,0.0,0.1125520549019274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31911364023723915,0.0,0.0,0.14876949171933154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4493173152805784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085581608756887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181839459060219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482516652559116,0.0,0.0,0.17258677134537392,0.0,0.0,0.1414095195452251,0.0,0.10047459514639093,0.0,0.0,0.15406142832409225,0.17801215298249365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512690772678936,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TheRoyale72,2020/01/15,"Guys I went out of my confort zone so hard and now I'm a bit stressed (tinder) Made an account 3 days ago, got a match, talked to her for 2 days and she actually gave me her number after I asked for it. She's a really nice person and now I have her on Whatsapp. I plan on asking her out tomorrow for this Saturday. Help, guys that have conquered your demons, how was your first date? This is literally my first ever. How do I keep talking? We've talked about like 5 different subjects so far but I definitely don't want to repeat them too much. I already feel like I dragged on too much. I have a backup of horribly bad ( but harmless, not offensive) jokes if stuff goes awkward. I'm aware that I might not get a second date but I'll try my best. What are your tips? Thanks",1.020055493895672,3.2238931069182404,2.7519866814650378,91.99082130965591,83.33962264150944,6.005327413984463,21.302626711061784,7.285733465282438,0.6192520162782089,600,19,132,9,17,198,106,159,0.11699999999999999,0.72,0.163,0.861,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,1,5,10,11,1,2,6,0,9,0,0,3,1,19,22,11,0,2,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,7,5,0,1,1,1,1,1,3,4,0,3,5,2,24,7,14,16,4,21,1,0,0,0,20,6,0,2,16,84,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.15274929572266116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13875312466381262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727331590569318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926661488959495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069480997855562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642670674053635,0.0,0.1708886477379096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20189594472796887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16353903052111818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415890445784757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914554344475551,0.11182403503688848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662862275302086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177971248540558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251901891444936,0.0,0.0,0.3099757689479841,0.0,0.0,0.14021884504071405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491779475387193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912977679926056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294389638583186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481111088325284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605206689479646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301330050367225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667470161143902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002762041245281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17930293742211426,0.0,0.17918775286652888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774351836721007,0.0,0.14411046841322853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627261790780017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232460061348556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14510354395745154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,StabandDab,2020/01/15,"Streaming to help overcome anxiety I made a Twitch account to help a friend by being a moderator for them and I decided one day to randomly just start a stream and see how awkward and uncomfortable I was. What I discovered was that I want as uncomfortable as I thought I’d be, though I am still as awkward as I thought I’d be. I never thought I’d be able to overcome the anxiety to do something like streaming, which is something I had considered in the past but never had the tenacity to try it. But being on there and having people come into the chat and talk to me has given me a confidence and has helped me open up and become less anxious socially and in general. I’m 33 years old, as a quick backstory to try to explain how bad my anxiety has been through my life. In school, I would never do any presentations.. I’d always either skip class on the days I was supposed to give a presentation or just tell the teacher to give me a zero because I didn’t do it (even if I had a presentation prepared, I couldn’t actually get myself to get up in front of the class to present it). In my adult years, my social interactions have started and ended at work (and I don’t work at a socially demanding job), even when I gamed online with friends I wouldn’t talk very often. I hadn’t even gone inside a store in probably eight years, so my anxiety and social anxiety has been a struggle to deal with. Through streaming, it’s helped me feel more comfortable being me and it’s helped me overcome some of that anxiety that I’ve always felt throughout my life particularly in social settings. I don’t have a large following, some nights I’m lucky to have one person pop in and talk to me for a few minutes but just putting myself out there and knowing that anyone could come popping in at any time and not knowing the type of person they are and what they’re going to say and talk about has been a big step in helping me overcome anxiety and gain confidence in myself. I’m still awkward as hell though but maybe that’s not as bad of a thing as I’ve always thought it was.",8.13408466819222,6.147691582125606,8.413208746503944,73.553466819222,63.1304347826087,11.710958555809816,38.21459445715739,10.426177893888326,3.780422222222224,1641,68,325,31,19,544,181,414,0.107,0.795,0.09699999999999999,0.1972,1,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,2,3,19,12,1,4,24,0,39,3,0,3,3,64,66,38,0,6,12,0,2,1,2,2,3,1,0,3,15,25,0,0,10,2,2,8,11,7,0,4,20,4,40,5,57,36,6,54,1,0,1,0,31,22,1,7,24,232,55,7,0.07576730019739568,0.0,0.07393795542820751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18913339006830907,0.0,0.0,0.10304872461132183,0.0,0.4057324408675114,0.08559548291848386,0.0,0.05297825797549596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652506172516373,0.04618704295367728,0.0836790303335697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13053364044961233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06049402396629167,0.0,0.0,0.09772728110993048,0.07811275957252763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710733904873882,0.0,0.0,0.15013076160585911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038310223532450886,0.0,0.07274849008883744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707525636718688,0.0,0.0791705743462946,0.14536579668108565,0.0430603027602982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30471134529702804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518735435970439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327945340481271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070333696693822,0.03701607572228685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716928514234533,0.0,0.0,0.0761184368656007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17530923845438062,0.0,0.0,0.07110247861757989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795050361254139,0.0,0.10268376697379332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232846128713248,0.05252750596408786,0.13231416810272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816899644678588,0.0,0.0,0.07616706376711885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060253198193721866,0.0,0.0766805528228684,0.060376728631898864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861761047507005,0.0,0.11665873869465665,0.0,0.0,0.1072569701037412,0.0,0.12101572762050355,0.0,0.0,0.07920843301089275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435955435373788,0.06622395995146257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050336427567276264,0.0,0.14888197550469254,0.2406030922686919,0.04418052204958935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288204667565147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251595765644401,0.04468951671948192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031899385578832,0.0,0.0,0.05382291619018755,0.0,0.0,0.14637497159582255 socialanxiety,sarareesa,2020/01/15,Embarrassed I’m seeing my psychiatrist/therapist tomorrow and yesterday I had a couple glasses of wine and wrote out a super long email about everything I’ve been feeling the last month or so since our last meeting. Usually at our sessions I kinda just play along and act like everything is fine. She knows I suffer from anxiety and depression but I’ve been too afraid to tell her that I think I have ADD or ADHD as well because I don’t want her to think I’m searching for drugs. So last night I typed out all my symptoms and what I’ve been feeling for however many years and that I think it could be contributing to my anxiety and I sent it to her. Now this morning I’m very embarrassed and nervous about what she will think at our appointment tomorrow. I don’t regret sending it because it’s all true and she should know but I’m just freaking out and scared. Advice welcome.,4.472227656736326,6.005092052023128,5.151445086705202,81.83173855046691,70.67630057803468,9.022498888394843,30.64873277012005,9.466822959209583,2.8370403734993337,707,30,135,16,13,228,101,173,0.154,0.723,0.122,-0.8305,1,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,3,0,0,1,9,16,0,5,3,0,12,3,0,0,3,38,28,17,0,4,6,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,9,15,1,0,8,2,0,3,2,9,1,0,6,3,22,7,17,18,2,20,0,3,1,0,16,5,0,3,13,86,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18830673121651093,0.1531122400850089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397294961949719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910292792965334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12510142521592038,0.17337063848657214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495385788468162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18170660210065984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816394564888675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584508105104945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722216118066506,0.3831612447859445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765491122121229,0.0,0.0,0.13866262703127333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15885552400183472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506567408472544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470396714954887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15687052652741024,0.0,0.12485885888388246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296126967842113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285727375894324,0.0,0.0,0.13695091234113285,0.0,0.0,0.1819251098911854,0.0,0.4015935448728785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17256804967953804,0.12928277685606068,0.09241776075159322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408799860426969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090097259183196 socialanxiety,RobloxGirlsOnly,2020/01/15,I have a phone interview tomorrow.... I hate speaking over phone... (or speaking in general) I’m so nervous because of this that i haven’t been able to do anything today. Wish me luck,1.0445714285714305,3.6598414571428615,2.9857142857142875,86.12428571428573,91.57142857142857,6.2285714285714295,29.857142857142854,7.554174236665415,2.4893999999999994,141,8,26,3,5,47,29,35,0.17300000000000001,0.6729999999999999,0.153,-0.188,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,7,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,4,1,4,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,2,17,6,1,0.436668490119776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.359340960801927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661890585666234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.431119730236538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4139106703271671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5021472133906227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ok-shax,2020/01/15,"therapy isn’t working, and i don’t know what else i have left to do I’m tired of wanting to fix myself and seeing no results/ feeling worse about how useless i am. i first tried therapy in 2016 when i dropped out of school because of my anxiety, and it was a disgustingly uncomfortable situation when i feel like i got absolutely nothing out of. I then tried CBT therapy for the first time (last september until december), i stuck with it despite how useless i felt after every session and how it just made me realise how useless i am until my session finished (not the whole treatment, but my uni mental health service has a limit). after those sessions ended i decided to try it again with someone different because i felt like nothing had changed, and two sessions in wth my new therapist i feel like i’m just repeating the same useless cycle that’ll end in failure. I’m not saying CBT is useless, my thoughts aren’t rational and i know that i have to challenge them over and over again to eventually stop feeling so uncomfortable in normal social situations, but i just can’t do it, no matter how much i think i can be better i always go away and go right back to square one. Im going to graduate uni in a couple months having said 10 words total in class the last three years, and with shitty attendance because i couldn’t hack sitting in class with people i can’t look in the eye let alone talk to. I decided to change this year but the only thing that’s changed is now i force myself to go to class, but i still sit in the back on my own, don’t talk at all (incl during group discussions which set my anxiety high enough that my eyes tear up), i still avoid all meetings with my lecturer to go over work because i physically can’t make myself, i still avoid applying to jobs or internships, or when i do apply and get to the interview stage, i don’t go because i can’t freaking do it. I’m just at my wits end and i feel like i’d genuinely rather die than graduate, because that’ll mean i’ll HAVE to deal with the real world and i can’t. i’ve never had a job in my life because of this anxiety, and if i finish with education and still can’t get a job i don’t see the point in living as a parasite for my parents. I was typing this to ask for help but i started catastrophising there at the end, which happens anytime i think about the future. i just don’t know what to do, at this point idek if medication could help because it’s supposed to be used in conjuncture with therapy i guess? i’ve tried speaking to my gp about anxiety and he gave me a lot dose of propanol but i never took it because i didn’t think it’d help (it only deals with symptoms). I just feel like i’ve actively been trying to change this year, and it’s just getting worse. i feel like i’m broken and there’s nothing else left to do.",5.112075424575426,5.3222603024475506,6.152595404595406,80.0599370629371,68.35314685314685,9.334345654345654,31.902297702297698,9.23628265651192,2.6618963436563443,2231,89,449,40,35,745,247,572,0.142,0.7859999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.9893,6,3,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,1,7,31,17,1,2,19,0,43,8,2,9,5,95,90,40,1,7,20,1,9,6,0,2,6,3,0,0,27,28,0,4,19,0,0,8,21,9,0,5,15,18,63,8,72,67,9,83,0,5,6,0,20,31,0,6,45,297,90,20,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06114492530671066,0.0,0.0,0.04912383305591137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18065374933844666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05519198478310231,0.0,0.05546756586498912,0.09079220860733,0.0,0.3238977730888575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05221376871899119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498148977009029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04713654738267732,0.0653237427286108,0.0,0.0,0.12172990161255548,0.0,0.0,0.061271484017742475,0.061681501041474074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863631800550172,0.0,0.2091583967737947,0.06100139958512605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04974154246546288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20895752735000608,0.2108815954090844,0.11337029429556475,0.0,0.0,0.1004343377137348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253378972774233,0.0,0.20131383581005147,0.0,0.047217589327101135,0.0,0.0650363346500628,0.0,0.052206563890332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275397871156004,0.0,0.0,0.1187145425607333,0.062376237804003525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06377050582181458,0.0,0.17575648265665916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733620721627267,0.09624669550532487,0.0,0.0,0.12828858138858582,0.060369725268421076,0.04169985041629661,0.17305610301373742,0.0,0.052131091879822816,0.0,0.049576533798252435,0.0,0.0,0.05019147286560336,0.0,0.05586260041163546,0.039407912398550606,0.0,0.0,0.0643090188160284,0.0,0.059473953552158614,0.05949579755113734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047123076833587685,0.0,0.043399270328978536,0.0,0.09106654049696478,0.0570186735633095,0.0,0.0,0.057844101710438474,0.16994388721369472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04000525944586713,0.08980118204895214,0.0,0.0,0.06555402857109759,0.0,0.0,0.040929088717089536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161882131062416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719746816875592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050417603547684486,0.056158071816603775,0.04694889751752646,0.0,0.05974898468448825,0.09409030325224732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272098686171904,0.0,0.060181178457502475,0.050022184064655466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04178696441349759,0.0,0.188589325193892,0.04935789672561438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061362447213552336,0.0,0.0949040262766848,0.0,0.0,0.2700575760509477,0.06854695338349626,0.039221814776641786,0.11348631594607594,0.0,0.046869088529560336,0.034425173503787786,0.06785478840893536,0.0,0.0,0.06559270613366719,0.20041254284290516,0.0,0.057670945913887224,0.0,0.0,0.05098934465578234,0.0,0.0,0.034821778817864614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591313113325112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595983768562357,0.0,0.120328276446675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405441945983158 socialanxiety,dbmtz,2020/01/15,Meds from forhers or him online service Has anyone ever tried ordering medication from hers or for him? I just ordered medication for my stage fright and I’m curious if the meds are legit? Yes I know there’s a risk not seeing a doctor face to face but I’m not too worried about that bc I’m desperate to feel better in certain situations.,2.4769083155650296,4.978427522388063,4.521961620469085,79.69014925373135,79.74626865671641,7.410660980810236,25.989339019189767,8.418075326091056,2.14728315565032,272,11,50,6,7,93,51,67,0.09,0.7290000000000001,0.18100000000000002,0.75,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,2,3,1,2,5,2,0,2,12,8,5,0,1,7,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,6,2,8,8,0,5,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,3,1,31,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17436995967448035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22055339128408608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552475795378068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255754669669729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609233273701756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705089112807903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5540025048766221,0.5024415004247651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19872091191995614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803098154479312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16931038331195156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25325410428700906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,NaynaRawks,2020/01/15,"3rd day of school in 3 years and I’m already stressing over social anxiety. Someone tried talking to me. Like they went out of their way to ask me what I’m majoring in, what my next class is, if I was also in his chemistry class and shit, this person was trying to be friendly. And it was seriously too much. I know they weren’t trying to harm me in any way, but holy fuck why is just attempting to be social so exhausting?? I know I shouldn’t get too frustrated or anything yet, but is it okay to explain I have social anxiety and that having full conversations too frequently too soon can be difficult? Like I’m not trying to come across as disinterested as having a friend, I just need friendships to happen more gradually...",4.7753521126760505,5.966247943661977,5.819830985915496,78.62904225352112,69.56338028169014,9.060281690140846,28.9887323943662,9.3871,2.519451267605634,576,21,110,12,10,191,90,142,0.18,0.7120000000000001,0.10800000000000001,-0.8859999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,1,10,13,3,1,1,1,15,3,1,0,0,18,28,12,0,3,7,0,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,8,0,0,5,0,14,5,19,19,4,18,0,0,0,1,14,8,2,2,8,77,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168475508809142,0.12209041010944713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382106170125883,0.0,0.2335847736738936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12563467567025954,0.0,0.14272615233710248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151197348948246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845973465736242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359054410587623,0.14114126272409538,0.07976394773572652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350058712345762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780724464081775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491740260152538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122302611988927,0.11320311741071105,0.0,0.0,0.1623666311096025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330584597098413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451052763509868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15671390285129946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4668845346715057,0.1293570776826354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748833505859059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271063058342435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4146125381426044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423652081683917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152692819207904,0.13776122914472144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831468893243826 socialanxiety,augustsin,2020/01/15,Well fuck I finally rack up the nerve to talk to this girl at my workplace who I'm interested in. I ask her how shes doing and she looks and me and then says nothing. Well fuck. I didnt know I hated awkward silence that much untill now. Now I just feel like crap. Just venting folks.,0.20421428571428635,2.4047978500000013,2.109523809523811,95.20500000000004,87.16666666666666,4.761904761904762,20.238095238095237,6.1826913282559595,-0.008690476190476026,221,7,50,2,7,73,47,60,0.14400000000000002,0.644,0.213,0.3843,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,7,9,4,1,1,0,3,3,1,1,0,8,11,6,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,3,10,4,6,10,1,8,0,0,1,2,8,3,3,0,6,34,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24591045891137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330028565497618,0.18791855414080616,0.0,0.28815164207653016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.486359537050169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597013093852757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456200164638225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285099212526436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208905554941348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933674703846704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523976350197416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20918299965636536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21142465473882951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4730159603223548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Yardeysupreme,2020/01/15,"My barber just asked me ""how long have you had that twitch for?"" I didn't even realise I had one but usually feel super anxious when I go. What should I do? Should I see a doctor about it? Should I have asked him more about the twitch? It's hard when you usually so anxious to do stuff like go to the barbers but when you do find out about the odd stuff you do.",1.1361038961038936,2.814357935064937,2.185714285714287,98.98428571428572,80.03896103896105,5.43896103896104,18.79220779220779,6.1826913282559595,-0.41034545454545457,279,6,68,2,7,88,47,77,0.13,0.764,0.106,0.4606,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,0,1,10,2,0,0,4,0,12,3,0,1,0,10,18,7,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,3,13,2,7,12,1,9,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,7,53,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4476081217743376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3704058433943925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20277049206545997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084753605309318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016864567751836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810658366723972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22517708393475586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774645949079632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967848744149766,0.0,0.0,0.1753181004383636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342421542139817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15786530538965626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45356930397898293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4363728470158921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwaway-myballs,2020/01/15,"Awkward drooling and burping from social activity Hey, does anyone have this problem? When I am on public transport, I don’t dare to swallow because it makes a sound. This causes saliva to build up and in turn causes more drool. I keep the drool in my mouth until leaving the train and then swallow it. Same with talking to people, like my boss. I make sure to keep swallowing softly so I don’t drool, but this causes my mouth to be dry and my lips will stick together which makes things really awkward. My stomach also gurgles when I’m around people, and I can’t control my throat so I keep burping. When I try to constrict my chest so I don’t burp, my eyes will tear and I will drool.",3.5225534759358297,5.239042779411768,4.242112299465242,86.66973262032086,73.41176470588233,6.12192513368984,26.334224598930483,6.574015621080383,1.0727147058823534,542,19,104,4,11,173,80,136,0.046,0.927,0.027000000000000003,-0.3187,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,2,3,0,10,18,12,8,1,24,18,16,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,7,8,3,5,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,8,18,2,14,14,2,11,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,6,69,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674236047553714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956168695659355,0.0,0.0,0.15221926582779674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423522747071992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5269681196245604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19178223583999696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14963638264947424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4559570382650297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18105599739794945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353812728075438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424157634477474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23708885360457455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16361639443403622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954194971276722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743049632461521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16115807764616702,0.0,0.0,0.13743701300025946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135995864208215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609244554414525,0.18599035742974307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,kazurengan3,2020/01/15,"i will go to my first psychotherapy session soon, what can i expect? only the first thing i tried to cure my SA was talk to a few psychologists and they told me to practice sports. did nothing at all. how different is a psychotherapy? isn't it all talking again and trying to understand why i have this problem?",3.9595,5.938975950000002,5.020000000000003,80.44500000000002,72.83333333333334,8.133333333333335,28.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.3440666666666674,247,10,47,5,5,81,46,60,0.066,0.934,0.0,-0.5669,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,1,2,8,10,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,2,3,0,8,0,6,6,3,6,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,38,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752901059084676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4482475134233553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974696963498887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528249686946801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20039539002414344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521235544274101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4235652343687546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17505049912005158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517751972372638,0.0,0.3577837063823189,0.0,0.0,0.27430152246962125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23775799632103606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lullaby555,2020/01/15,"Dealing with anxieties what my colleagues think of me Hi there! Got problems how to deal with worries what my colleagues and other people in general think about me I am quite introverted. I work in big office with like 30 other colleagues where our seats are opened, no partitions between us, technically you can be always observed and looked at. Certainly I don’t feel comfortable to talk in such crowded environment, besides to be honest not much interested in those conversations in the first place, just want to mind my own business. But anyway I feel anxious thinking my colleagues find me weirdo not confident grumpy etc., although in fact I don’t have any wish to make friends with them, sort of not my people Another odd thing is I sometimes catch myself dreaming I have done smth good and great and my colleagues get to know that and think I m cool I suppose this is defense reaction Of course I dream to work in a different environment, but it can’t be realized now or in new future Sometimes it’s all ok for me I can handle that inner pressure but sometimes it’s very exhausting and I feel quite lost and desperate in the end Any suggestions people? 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socialanxiety,starfuckeryy,2020/01/15,"i think something's wrong with me i keep hearing about how my friends keep making other friends and i feel sad everytime because ive always wanted more friends. however, when i think of approaching someone i feel anxious for some reason even though i know they wont insult me or anything. im just afraid ill come off as weird or something. is there something actually wrong with me or am i just blowing this out of proportion?",4.416825396825395,6.686080382716052,4.5105114638448,83.33444444444446,72.33333333333333,7.097707231040566,32.55908289241623,7.957251820313856,2.5136934744268067,345,17,61,5,7,107,58,81,0.18,0.6829999999999999,0.13699999999999998,-0.4211,1,0,3,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,8,9,1,1,0,0,4,1,0,3,0,22,15,8,0,1,5,0,2,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,2,5,0,2,6,0,0,2,1,6,0,0,0,3,13,3,9,14,2,5,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,4,1,40,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.17056412822614256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14543442362643907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19745635160635133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438324719344737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654680226296796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056107826169993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544328991755833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17675224696484554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4051134276733708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19699445238268912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18879688700200134,0.0,0.0,0.31071238630324,0.0,0.0,0.09605680388967378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666978469455433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17970722777784295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14809405242662296,0.40367215897799386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239892657985409,0.17172455076338206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309222666438624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38219808397147204,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Mindless-Lavishness,2020/01/15,"Long time to warm up to people It takes a long time for me to get comfortable with other (especially new) people unless there is consistent exposure to that person (like at work) Anyone else feel this way?",5.106754385964912,7.084824236842112,5.807894736842107,75.98359649122811,69.78947368421053,9.27719298245614,23.19298245614036,9.725611199111238,2.2354982456140347,163,4,28,4,3,53,32,38,0.0,0.871,0.129,0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,9,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,17,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19513634519998987,0.2859462202846233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331320887794884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411091509912398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580562966477362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363423790460243,0.0,0.0,0.4939467462882302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695332254090972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3869521546383696,0.24367829528940035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20983033148509514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32546278157247105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215174448418016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031705655281802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,JoeRogansDMTStash,2020/01/15,"Everybody thinks I'm rude *trigger warning* A person at work I used to get on well with unfriended me on Facebook recently because Ive been ignoring her during shifts. I do it to everybody, even if they try to talk to me; and I didn't used to be this bad. I want to be nice to people and talk to them but I'm always literally paralysed in fear. It's only getting worse, I don't know what the fuck I'm supposed to do about it. I feel like more people who I used to be friends with are losing respect for me each day.",1.3257272727272706,3.051079209090912,3.503636363636364,89.53545454545456,79.63636363636364,6.581818181818183,24.63636363636364,7.554174236665415,1.1425636363636364,403,15,89,6,10,138,72,110,0.19,0.677,0.133,-0.8344,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,2,3,11,2,1,2,0,10,1,0,4,0,16,23,4,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,2,1,14,5,18,18,2,6,0,1,0,1,8,4,1,1,3,57,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282918464615193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16339240229267554,0.119290388798845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620341782380182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925094555624916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202048818384795,0.09894639638957176,0.13980048421001154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511890776897447,0.18091161644640946,0.20447917838492885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754572863193504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560391361594027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21892628570620912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883054053059025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713326599139124,0.1708683599034407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932195883177565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145753141999572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538981009457598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328601980502224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5070382072888894,0.0,0.0,0.11542262686195726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17594819360567146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246415041284455,0.0,0.19942412801326706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ode4oli,2020/01/15,"Socially anxious on bad days Hello reddit, I'm hoping some can relate to this, i don't know who to talk to about my social anxiety. I dont think I am socially awkward, but sometimes my flight or fight responses get triggered to a high extent, especially since im an exchange student and being an ethnic minority I get that 'spotlight effect' treatment all around. I don't believe that it is all in my head because I can understand and speak the country's language and whether i be on the metro or goin about I can hear them talking about me. Normally it's nothing bad, I brush it off but on some days it affects me and i feel like a pussy for actually caring about what they say. Especially in college, i'm an 18 year old freshman it's difficult when i'm surrounded with people that judges all the time I do believe that It has something to do with my self confidence, and at times I feel social anxiety I tell myself in my head to stop tripping and get over it but my mental is too weak to overcome it. How do you all deal with these situations? Thx and bless you all",4.920801068090789,5.618127915887854,6.031241655540723,79.04710280373834,68.90654205607476,8.918024032042723,32.57543391188251,9.04235418022936,2.7735751668891857,850,37,164,15,14,284,123,214,0.12,0.785,0.095,-0.3919,0,0,1,0,1,0,13.0,0,2,2,1,8,10,1,1,8,0,15,3,2,4,5,36,29,15,0,2,6,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,16,11,0,1,6,0,1,1,3,6,0,0,0,6,26,4,25,27,8,21,1,0,0,0,19,12,0,5,9,113,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.1204100331114918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18878475823344726,0.1393946434239213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984252341516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060496098861338,0.07521689420766013,0.0,0.0,0.2780346874475449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258034846680686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915161686839835,0.12720881869246015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461119103958064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477854593991702,0.08814924938115308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193397249557762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532657772163429,0.0,0.1390685648903295,0.0,0.0,0.13036743512341506,0.0,0.12255328923107528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328147982626773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06781146221792098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06028171698236666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434726428572625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208951909011063,0.11839523869419348,0.0,0.12947618008841014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554251596179464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812402233145187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872181693960846,0.0,0.0,0.1020687984364339,0.1386945995250474,0.0,0.5031188897837346,0.0,0.09499101312456333,0.12203504650710455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315887308599037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19835108567228274,0.10784757523180853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906279940545917,0.0,0.0,0.14389843733343316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845247996921766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945858152046709 socialanxiety,No0neIsH0me_,2020/01/15,"Making friends at college The title says it all. I suck at small talk and I'm even worse at starting conversations. At the beginning of class, before the professor would arrive, I would try to talk to the people around me but it would in either them not hearing me (which was about 95% of the time) or just going ""yep..."" and going back to whatever they were doing. At the end, people would just kinda flock out of the classroom, before I would even have to speak with them. There aren't that many things to do campus, there aren't many clubs or extracurriculars that interest me much and the ones that do only meet like once or twice a month and don't work with my schedule. I go to a commuter school and live pretty far from campus. I'm reliant on rides from family members (hoping to get my license this Summer), so, not wanting to burden them anymore, I usually head straight home as soon as my last class is finished. Any advice?",5.2763333333333335,6.203436411111113,5.403333333333336,83.04000000000002,68.22222222222223,7.777777777777778,26.666666666666664,7.793537801064563,1.462833333333334,734,21,140,8,12,231,114,180,0.022000000000000002,0.865,0.113,0.9502,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,4,1,11,6,1,0,10,1,15,1,1,1,1,28,28,12,0,7,9,0,0,1,1,5,0,3,1,0,8,9,0,0,0,1,0,4,5,2,0,2,2,3,15,4,27,21,3,28,0,0,0,0,12,12,1,5,13,100,23,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490586976451965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388221869753756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691358687692606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289833009369312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615586902210122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23494948523203696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222758632782013,0.0,0.0,0.18236821526219502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301460846840226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666104664362744,0.0,0.07212810447895504,0.0,0.23537972601828835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168438652909704,0.0,0.15559815872901758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848054609057048,0.1371198887798839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253335235032996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744676034355372,0.0,0.12190520412402026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092152867546329,0.2799324550469338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019428316585493,0.0,0.1014864012532869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702420184413625,0.09354972518176607,0.10499714310120664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914200809823472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045169321835216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978697604235224,0.0,0.13971915629460735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771612760948577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22192695909997812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171769023145353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050105324205474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373036728484244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152048215235173,0.0,0.08142848925050555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050577478494588,0.0,0.1406899661332521,0.4903519968602557,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,shebtattedd,2020/01/15,Anybody up rn? Having bad thoughts I just need someone to call who understands because rn I’m having bad thoughts and idk what to do,4.453461538461539,6.121099730769237,4.456923076923079,86.26307692307695,70.92307692307692,6.7384615384615385,36.07692307692308,7.1686216300943375,2.5205230769230766,107,6,20,1,2,33,20,26,0.28600000000000003,0.7140000000000001,0.0,-0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,8,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5543218131087198,0.20235109979891672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389538109571484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24613363033002394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812566285025064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5270558280210683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455673205797219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DoubleAmbassador,2020/01/15,"So sick of not being normal I decided today was the day that I finally get a haircut after procrastinating so long. I had a shower, shaved put on some nice clothes and cologne and took the 30 minute walk to barber shop. When I got there I couldn't walk in the door. I was so anxious and all that was going through my head was what do I say at the counter, how do I ask for the haircut I want, how do I make small talk in the chair. I circled round the block to try and calm myself down but when I got back I was still just as nervous and walked all the way back home. On the way back I stopped for some food and my friend asked me to pick her up a burger, but she wanted it with extra sauce etc which meant I had to go order at the cashier instead of self service. I imagined the cashier being irritated with me for asking for all this extra stuff and I couldn't do it. Obviously this irritated my friend and I left feeling bad about myself. I just want to be able to go through life and not have to stress and worry constantly about all the small inconsequential things that most people don't even notice. How can I fix this?",4.25005747126437,4.690485155172414,4.835965517241379,87.93891954022989,70.29310344827586,7.565977011494254,26.242528735632185,7.3011,1.0133111494252875,884,25,196,8,15,283,128,232,0.11699999999999999,0.8,0.083,-0.8795,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,19,7,0,2,15,0,19,4,1,5,5,43,35,21,0,6,6,0,2,0,2,0,2,1,3,1,12,12,1,2,4,1,1,8,5,3,0,0,11,3,29,4,29,19,10,35,0,0,1,0,10,11,0,3,13,145,41,2,0.13456231686204367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152017116413402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3773928050653927,0.0,0.0,0.3104103468923716,0.1123539139080762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541406038901375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678156231329262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500725532432343,0.08887714119994451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680387505506838,0.0,0.0,0.1474064407682834,0.0,0.0,0.1627132876797464,0.0,0.20792502442271132,0.0,0.07030325670560363,0.0,0.22942459698752524,0.0,0.21524355459232225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380997583298114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497697535331926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620235099463585,0.0,0.0950453438801474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908341599374085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898213913989289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184250023971933,0.0,0.1532000896204678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328856753636093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527229480765934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700935530462263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403778434379571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746164006725888,0.1125001221983628,0.15414067932685968,0.0,0.154041659054793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815609316374064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939722411072472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754934242648885,0.0,0.14950368522347138,0.0913589802468667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381050226239377,0.2136186075295977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366545645837041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,yeetusyotus7,2020/01/15,Ah Is it normal that im almost 14 and have no idea what im going to do with my life? My parents always ask me what im gonna be or accomplish in my life but the only thing i can say to them is that i dont know my siblings already know what they want to be and they are the same age as me. I have not thought at all about what im going to do and just want to know if there is like a set age that i should know what im doing with my life.,4.010943396226416,1.3306472641509437,5.813849056603775,91.13964150943396,71.64150943396227,8.857358490566037,25.916981132075467,5.6839178017228535,0.5333192452830184,334,5,95,1,5,118,60,106,0.016,0.902,0.08199999999999999,0.6652,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,3,1,3,1,0,0,3,1,14,3,0,0,1,23,25,7,0,5,5,1,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,10,5,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,1,14,1,11,20,2,7,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,3,3,64,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13843210809251735,0.0,0.15255647563632102,0.0,0.11503067363386932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924014259157118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16202177103566975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713530958039204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15606145087590195,0.74664005090022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039027097718543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929389820838276,0.06753938250796099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545046409396774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105141331830229,0.0,0.0,0.15350439077839528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993774247343024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184364277447267,0.0,0.0,0.10975085800052416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16308062402172638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,thesquips,2020/01/15,"I had a debate today... Background: I finally pushed myself into taking a public speaking class. This class has given me sooo much anxiety and so many nights of crying and shaking, but I was very determined and needed something to be proud of. I’ve been worrying about this debate for weeks, but today I finally got it over with. My voice was shaky, unstable, and I got all my words tied up and messed up on pronunciation. But, I did it. Finally. And that’s all that matters, even if things don’t always go perfectly. This is a huge step for me and I just wanted to express this to someone who might understand. (As a bonus, I somehow won!!) Moral of the story: you guys can do it, whatever you’re worried about right now. I know anxiety can be debilitating but I believe in you guys!!",2.3470943708609258,4.856099847682124,4.110492549668873,82.40163286423842,80.32450331125827,7.2187086092715225,24.6692880794702,8.278499904357787,1.875665231788079,611,23,114,13,16,205,99,151,0.131,0.7240000000000001,0.14400000000000002,0.7968,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,0,4,9,7,0,2,5,0,14,0,0,0,3,27,24,14,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,11,9,0,0,2,0,1,4,1,3,0,0,9,2,17,4,18,12,3,20,1,0,0,0,8,8,0,4,8,86,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916895267458942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375105335553302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17489803620930286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17051967447112285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253204489098096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5101610019635554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822430889738099,0.0,0.24831313770889016,0.0,0.0,0.30741648497854923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531375479279564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738513976270008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16468107459324435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411646743557514,0.11510567402771453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456786560894899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257086512782604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315311270350788,0.11950840958398505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167183017170474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313203228521076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29429152933861513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616063570993782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280861212240002,0.0915623317718387,0.0,0.12452111455039792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31529978937852143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,guerillagorilla__,2020/01/15,"My social anxiety story and some simple tips that may help you Howdy friends. First, some backstory on me. Struggled with social anxiety for years. I couldn't even look a waitress in the eye to order a meal at a restaurant. It was paralyzing and my face would get so hot I'd break into a sweat. It was even worse because *I knew they could see my face getting red just as much as I could feel it.* (Girls used to call me ""tomato mode"" back when I was a Freshman in high school). It wasn't until I was introduced to Slam Poetry did I finally gain sufficient confidence and momentum to overcome my anxiety and swing things in the other direction. It changed my life, and made me realize my social anxiety doesn't have to define me. It's also led to a lifelong fascination with public speaking, communication and history's strong communicators. Started a YouTube channel tonight–inspired by a conversation from earlier today with a friend whose struggling with social anxiety–and recorded some episodes detailing a few helpful tips I've learned over the years that stuck. [**Here's the YouTube if you'd like to listen**](https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCVLiuCuFS9xMc0xAe_V_M8Q/videos?view_as=subscriber). Below are some takeaways if you'd rather not. This is not a for-profit project for me, but born out of a genuine desire to help folks with this. My wife and I are expecting a little one soon, and thus, I find myself thinking about these things–and how best to impart this information so my little one doesn't have to suffer like I did overcoming it. Anyway, thanks for reading or [**listening**](https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCVLiuCuFS9xMc0xAe_V_M8Q/videos). **Starting small: posture, smile, gaze, breathing, pausing, minimize fidgeting** * [Posture and mood are linked](https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/11800033). So a confident posture is a simple, strong staring point * This is akin to a quick victory, which can help you build positive, psychological momentum * Act like you're trying to hold something between your shoulder blades * Smile warmly, softly, naturally (be a sunrise) and take a deep breath * It's okay to pause and collect yourself before responding or speaking * Not pausing and blurting out 'whatever' *hurts* your credibility * While pausing, collecting yourself, then speaking *adds* to your credibility * You won't sound stupid, quite the opposite (more thoughtful) * Don't worry about your eyes spinning around while you're thinking * Rather, your eyes move as you collect yourself than your hands/feet/etc. **This other tip I call ""The Charlie Chaplin principle"" and it's about preparing** * Before any kind of big social event (I just had a baby shower) I act out how I want to act in the mirror * It's kind like private, silent acting or miming to yourself (because there's no speaking) * It's really just a ""mannerisms drill"" where I focus on breathing, posture, smile, etc. * First, it helps with ""greasing the gears"" so you don't have to try and just flip a switch when you walk in * Next, it also looks *quite ridiculous*, and tends to make me laugh, which is another huge plus * Why? Because laughing loosens you up even further, and makes it all less stressful **Icebreaking (**I call this the Churchill principle because I love Winston Churchill) * Call out what's unique about somebody that's not immediately obvious * Calling it out, if it's sincerely not obvious, shows your thoughtful, which is an immediate win * On my channel I give an example of a disinterested store clerk I was forced to bargain with * So I started the conversation off by saying–*genuinely*–how unique and cool their necklace was * Turns out it was from her grandmother from Croatia and there was a *fascinating* backstory * Wear something unique–I wear a gold ring or a hat like Churchill did * This helps other people with doing the opposite with you (""Nice hat!"") * As an aside, this highlights another point, that conversation is reciprocal * Chances are you're not the only one whose anxious in the conversation * And starting off with a gentle, unique observation is *disarming for all parties* * So, when in doubt, call out something not-obvious-but-unique or ask questions * Develop a ""curiosity for all things"" so you always have questions to ask",4.354327595115716,7.789861667128989,4.089372195480134,78.3338521525115,84.20110957004161,6.932860134345001,29.81481330396236,7.994972329748466,2.871049267085476,3406,164,523,74,102,1034,348,721,0.042,0.768,0.19,0.9989,1,0,3,0,0,0,193.0,0,18,2,9,36,31,2,4,43,2,43,15,12,8,5,100,72,51,0,12,21,1,4,5,2,3,1,6,1,1,41,40,1,1,12,4,2,7,14,8,0,5,18,20,56,22,80,45,13,68,0,2,8,1,61,36,0,16,28,348,97,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107969414303485,0.0561705905575192,0.0,0.0,0.045906550785611316,0.14157233471618755,0.2065683224519771,0.07626282418219445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060094856195179874,0.12621842337832015,0.0,0.0,0.05190812339186455,0.0,0.1646046831525555,0.0,0.114885658067012,0.0,0.07084362280742122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41358844635435454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141263955295818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779646206817564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057458018658734,0.1337616832840387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03413317785026432,0.0,0.0,0.0739497744784454,0.061699470567294974,0.11484152824989978,0.0,0.0,0.10431029054324148,0.0,0.07053843714539049,0.06475812634267117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714880150257209,0.07132403756480704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226681462234834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14059469927651988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047681646124349615,0.16490066873108078,0.13531795248718226,0.0,0.0,0.11337646140410634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06092700752839519,0.06387602636033883,0.09012186445410936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174843834591431,0.04962484587409032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179364066194298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723190406926442,0.051341529301182416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04680031954353695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763041318897034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124485260026715,0.1436023686529519,0.06752449740666926,0.0,0.04324621906122916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06831990799903613,0.053793724661097185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34407049736508505,0.0,0.15590878002627576,0.0,0.0,0.19112502609808016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732815754023843,0.14114433599748746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05075628315136914,0.0,0.0,0.062150666156801475,0.0,0.0,0.08969627822951362,0.0865105318584418,0.0,0.10718481103058992,0.0,0.0,0.0639880120444665,0.0,0.0,0.09166459688768476,0.07342739253567909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058303707656451376,0.0,0.0,0.0398169230450024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609138719869565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855585264622595,0.06879461483680803,0.04795448841960884,0.0,0.0,0.08694359673252759 socialanxiety,Blu3Boarder,2020/01/15,"I went to a SA support group for the first time in years, and it was great! I went to a social anxiety support group I had attended a few years back, and it felt great to be surrounded by people with similar struggles again. I could be honest with them about my issues regarding SA in ways that I couldn’t be with my closest loved ones who just don’t get it. It felt really good to get things off my chest with people who could support and empathize with me, and with whom I could support empathize in return. You do not have to go through this alone. I highly recommend finding a social anxiety support group in your area. It is worth it!",6.370168728908888,5.948910921259844,6.444769403824522,81.17118110236223,65.77165354330708,9.776827896512936,32.316085489313835,9.23628265651192,2.6150998875140603,505,18,101,8,7,161,72,127,0.057,0.6829999999999999,0.26,0.9837,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,1,1,4,11,0,1,5,0,13,2,1,0,0,19,26,4,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,10,0,0,3,0,1,4,3,1,0,2,6,2,14,10,20,13,1,21,0,0,0,1,12,9,0,0,7,75,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228609378648335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806481995330576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907894194092621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828105958963276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267336229668616,0.0,0.10791488392627004,0.100431252302938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337459603616566,0.0,0.06710255043760993,0.09903247130728224,0.0,0.2603476997808559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247486431275633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232355954628333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065638146478184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000806091446806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371132539118508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563939637297926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407173186039546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343359267083495,0.0,0.0,0.6699286585694312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844121971191785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06884823187833937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371937604588826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218906261407576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206788750787972 socialanxiety,PicorianHero,2020/01/15,"A small and pathetic victory, but a victory nonetheless So today I accomplished something that basically any normal person my age can easily do without any thought. I went to the store and got past the cashier all alone! I know, it really is pathetic that I consider this a victory, but for me, I have always been terrified of going to the store alone and having to go up to pay. It is even worse when there is no checkout...But today, it was different! I got my stuff and went to the cashier and everything went normally I would say! I even told the person to have a wonderful day! (Which again, shouldn't be anything that is difficult but I also have trouble greeting people and saying goodbye 😣 I hope this is a sign that I am improving socially and maybe...just maybe, I won't be such a pathetic and stupid person that can't do the simplest of things PS: I unfortunately had to endure going through the dreaded icebreaker in class today (Just started second semester of college) and people were talking over me when it was my turn 😖 that was definitely not a victory but at least I had one today",5.627714285714287,6.642091961904763,6.780000000000001,73.17000000000003,67.47619047619048,10.761904761904765,33.57142857142857,10.7630783206399,3.9317142857142873,872,39,155,25,14,294,117,210,0.217,0.67,0.11199999999999999,-0.9783,1,2,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,10,5,1,1,14,0,26,0,0,0,1,26,41,17,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,3,15,9,0,0,3,0,3,6,6,4,0,2,14,2,19,1,17,22,2,22,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,2,11,120,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477152422397352,0.0,0.09563488111207163,0.09950721293835547,0.0,0.0,0.16264856320538584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841114679284096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712468989040089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494453051954507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15797415420213398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074784336647322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20389470325521888,0.0,0.1912916978713768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118778365095857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572271268719061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014272312759505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343426800419781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103626331038151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416075600722145,0.1658152181125114,0.3132601992134532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661145603405872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902031519885785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190541672177678,0.0,0.09206507070129114,0.0,0.0,0.08464535658707148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690022244487768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612070724074886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944928626326682,0.0,0.0,0.09493991169682084,0.0,0.0,0.4534236636512226,0.1142719376399796,0.0,0.0,0.13007794847864476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325792158370072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527904752096887,0.1296886281234872,0.0,0.0,0.121870899337768,0.08495224000953902,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Amgmah,2020/01/15,"On Your Deathbed... As you lay on your deathbed, awaiting your last breath, you'll take your last time in this life reminiscing your life experiences. You're are alone in the room, with nobody who cares enough about you to visit you on your last moments. Then you hear the door screeching. Someone has entered. You're surprised that somebody has come to see your worthless body before you die. A man enters and sits by your bed. He seems awfully familiar to you, for some reason. He's smiling, and joyful, as he looks you into your eyes. The moment you take a look into his eyes, you see everything that happened to you in your life, but the events turned out quite differently. All the moments you could've spent and enjoyed, but avoided them because you convinced yourself that you're worthless. All the times you wanted to interact with that particular group, but decided not due because you were afraid they'd judge you negatively. That one girl you like that you could've dated, but decided not to interact with her because you thought she's too good for you, and you're not enough for her. That time someone was manipulating you and using you as a pushover, but you were too afraid to stand up for yourself. But the memories you see in the eyes of that man end differently from how you remembered it. In his eyes, you see that you talked to that group and you became great friends with them. In his eyes, you see that you talked to the girl, that you tied the knot with her later on in life, and you share a kiss infront of a beautiful lake. You see in his eyes that you stood up for yourself against all who attempted to disrespect you, and that you'd never let anybody control or manipulate you. Tears started dropping down your tears started rolling down your cheeks, as you realize the life you could've lived. The man then finally utters: ""Do you know who I am. I am the man that you could've been. Now tell me as you are about to die and ascend to oblivion, to become nothing, know nothing, and feel nothing. To no longer feel pain, or pleasure, or anything for that matter. As you become nothing, now tell me, was it worth it. Not living your life like you wanted, not taking those chances, not becoming the man you wanted to be. Was it worth it? Now tell me this as you die and return to what you once were, nothing, do all the worries you felt in life, all those breakdowns, all those sleepless nights, people's opinions and judgments, all those embarrassing moments, do they matter now?"" Life your life the way you want, and become the man you could've been, before it's too late. Trust me, the end is closer than you think...",6.242740969673555,6.8267485029940165,5.5747794733114455,83.87919451419742,65.96606786427145,8.380683793702916,30.931749404416966,8.155646560271837,2.0264292189813915,2084,74,405,24,31,631,202,501,0.087,0.79,0.12300000000000001,0.9578,2,2,0,0,0,0,74.0,0,65,4,3,10,21,0,4,23,1,23,20,9,6,8,72,56,32,3,4,15,0,3,2,1,1,10,1,3,8,32,22,0,2,13,0,3,4,9,7,0,1,12,18,83,14,62,39,10,59,0,2,14,1,104,22,0,6,31,272,115,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935319585602498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055104623165131386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245958042406567,0.2958203077349064,0.11396070645685473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438050002155054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682729685071563,0.0,0.0,0.057682464671305576,0.0,0.0,0.07510439833581352,0.2673214650446912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20849023251674967,0.1399236061198842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861821061700728,0.13838080565794966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060181786093203876,0.06550240142160127,0.0,0.0,0.06771673900609369,0.0,0.06429472425631184,0.07335440022437874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05173524093883767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05616516290619534,0.0,0.07382664886284505,0.0,0.0,0.05921492310759115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547186611042113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360193299325109,0.16375069289217234,0.0755368788309852,0.0,0.0,0.06847393073609204,0.425679823914,0.06542921725822516,0.0,0.11825863903485667,0.0,0.11246366043056368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05164578734323413,0.0,0.0,0.06283998817123303,0.0,0.3212627386313409,0.0,0.0,0.07131312457171672,0.045375680478847776,0.0,0.07125306849016302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04642352724721376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122310850594807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06884884152766198,0.0,0.0,0.07585572219708782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201637681397113,0.060960356626532625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347461170915643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479313328656504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15104292343471498,0.10764421558905556,0.17558513884099095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0429070150810108,0.0,0.05316092971050252,0.11713952327571862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283622401126752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057834300863799176,0.0,0.0,0.1579854180406039,0.053151900115182026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800390519379594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Unusual_Safety,2020/01/15,Not fitting in I'm moving away for college soon. I had an orientation today and I can already tell that I won't fit in. Even in groups based on my interests people always treat me like an outsider by default. I wish I were fucking dead.,2.9193749999999987,4.640508854166671,4.577500000000004,83.61750000000002,75.04166666666666,6.466666666666668,28.66666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.6468166666666666,187,8,36,2,4,63,40,48,0.13,0.6779999999999999,0.192,0.2953,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,3,7,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,7,3,7,4,0,10,0,0,0,1,2,7,1,0,3,25,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36953864663923214,0.0,0.2786396269273725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146224734050996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22117923963119535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30958298675388424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16360113133669674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35591504192670353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23215749466510305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926921495120076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174186994818345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3850853018524299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Yono_Mao,2020/01/15,"I want to share this comment I made, with you. **I watched a YouTube video, and as a starting step to fight my social anxiety, I wrote a YouTube comment since I never do, and thought I could go a step further and post it on Reddit as well.** [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wnsM113Lqzs](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wnsM113Lqzs) In 10+ years of YouTube watching, I have left maybe 2-3 comments, so I was inspired by someone in the comments below to leave a comment as a start to change. I'll be 24 years old this year, so I feel late to the game, but fuck that! I am crippled by my own fears constantly. The last straw was today when I was supposed to go to a Café and leave a CV, but when I got there I just couldn't bring myself to go inside. For 3+ whole years straight I sat at home playing video games after graduating Highschool from 18 to 21 years old. I finally managed to get my first job through a relative, but this employment only lasted a couple of months. I did manage to score a 2nd job which also only lasted a few months, this was almost 2 years ago now. And so here I am, sitting with only a couple of months of work experience in those 6 years since I graduated, no driver's license, having really bad habits and still living with my parents. I feel like a waste of life and an extreme failure, and rightfully so, I am pathetic. But I have faith in myself, I know it can be reached. Believe it or not, I have some close friends and through them, I have seen what I could be to the rest of the world if I got rid of this image of myself that has been slowly killing me. I don't know which practice that would be a good start for me, standing on the street and saying hi to strangers already feels like an extreme task, especially since Stockholmers already are extremely wary of strangers anyway, it's the sort of society where it's dead quiet on the bus and train (and yes, I am too broke to travel overseas and practice in a more social environment) The only solution is to get another job because everything costs money, potential therapy, acting classes, you name it, here in Sweden, Stockholm it all just costs money, and I'm basically broke and I always have been. But for me to try and get a job is almost panic-inducing, it feels like a brick wall between me and the challenge. BUT GODDAMMIT, I'M GONNA GET A JOB AND STOP JERKING OFF, AND AVOID PLAYING MORE GAMES, I WANT TO CHANGE SO BADLY,....because I don't know for how much longer I can live like this. Going insane in my room, having crazy dreams and nightmares, believing there's a devil in my door and questioning reality and existence. I truly feel like a prisoner. For the past years, I have coped with it by writing song lyrics and doing poems. I managed to depict my struggles in a poem book that now stands on my shelf dusting, one day I hope to release it to the world. I don't know who you are, the person who's reading...But perhaps we share similar reality's, and let's be real, it's fucking hard. The change needs to happen from us...We watch the world too much and let the POV consume us because it's easier watching other people's lives. We feel lonely cus we feel like the only one who lives like this, literally that everyone else just lives through our eyes. Living too much in our own minds eats away at sanity, and gives us God complex. We're worried what will become of us and if we're even capable of surviving until we're old and wise. (and if we even will acquire wisdom, or just be naive and ignorant our whole life) I need to knock some sense into myself by being everywhere but in my own mind, I need to let the people around me become ME, I need to hear peoples words, their stories, their jokes, I need to get punched in the face, I need to get experience love, AND I WANT TO FEEL GOOD WHILE DOING THESE THINGS, I don't wanna let anxiety sit like a bleeding wound in my chest when I have to socialize with new people, I WANT TO OWN THE MOMENT and make other people's lives better because of it. I need to share the Art and creativity that comes from my life to you guys, or else I fear it will eventually consume me if I never do... because I will continue to think that there's something wrong with me if I live this lonely life. I hope to make sense of it all, this life, and why I exist, and I believe I will find that through a path where I can break down this Brickwall stopping me from socializing with all of you. Tomorrow morning I am prepared to eat my favorite noodles and watch Animal Planet, and goddammit after that I'm gonna send the best friggin CV the world has ever seen to an Art shop that I saw had a recruitment note on the door while on my way home from the Café I failed to deliver my CV to today. Brothers and Sisters, the Morning Comes, and it's a new day for a step towards our change. I wish you all a good life, and that when it's all said and done, you will give this experience of life a 1 000 000 000/10 rating. Let's win this.",5.918515739450456,5.869484234215889,6.197379140315148,81.31551488190945,66.63747454175153,8.927887947975846,30.975524350591346,8.479577106124081,2.1764600135777323,3906,135,780,50,57,1254,402,982,0.113,0.736,0.152,0.9908,7,5,1,0,1,0,140.0,11,7,3,9,34,48,5,4,58,1,62,17,3,4,8,142,129,73,2,24,20,3,9,8,1,9,9,5,5,2,52,57,2,4,18,17,5,13,9,18,1,3,19,23,108,30,115,86,21,114,2,5,9,3,58,42,2,16,60,514,160,21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038006203580926164,0.0,0.08586647116698898,0.0,0.0946275137832108,0.034287214940296004,0.03567553133807927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044958297693171535,0.06559869308783219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03816794347663333,0.0,0.0,0.040282583038891547,0.0,0.03579893113795162,0.13068136443639158,0.09470439464741227,0.0,0.144916721299258,0.04499478927466784,0.037919556075631536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814247516374368,0.07386623237999074,0.0,0.046332768955564166,0.0,0.06846458302248477,0.09488100117035732,0.0,0.05530180596715476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043876129802043584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774389532828471,0.07163331595221635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056637219779597014,0.038782997255858064,0.0,0.04096901090842177,0.03853338984329911,0.12582027222032854,0.0,0.09649285144918736,0.17343157605841902,0.15314995792527267,0.0,0.04696759408552301,0.03918707946487445,0.0364695519428162,0.0,0.0,0.033125208425117895,0.07927470810570056,0.13440287167762272,0.08225943657713601,0.09746766639126213,0.10788483983468347,0.06858229429410727,0.0,0.0,0.042453105860987314,0.03791432366450588,0.0,0.038407682590297657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04832337203369482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601447475761026,0.08516932915985055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127346854818806,0.0,0.047434963605966336,0.0,0.09425217034459528,0.1048468265224348,0.048364998589981945,0.09079711477006053,0.046583939209681416,0.21921355599770545,0.2119877378132551,0.16757292858330874,0.0,0.3028761049538022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03869646633301575,0.04056947163189823,0.05723894599766353,0.0,0.04307381703712235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658329009445748,0.0,0.10266752611160948,0.0,0.09455443105848592,0.22253948779148167,0.06613586557165002,0.08281810880874557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349706662648316,0.0,0.05810657671703327,0.1630422895103476,0.0,0.05030471090893115,0.04760774261983428,0.0,0.04092914983999711,0.14862103548634256,0.037436897701529255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041062509549411166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04802994258302059,0.0,0.0,0.04880126880094007,0.02746689732222857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03661511497502798,0.04078405381556977,0.034096013288874114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640021755669207,0.0,0.0,0.17482312632888564,0.03632794682708575,0.03300735914471968,0.0,0.0,0.09104168378474344,0.0,0.03424012318686668,0.0716910339391539,0.0,0.04482238064521022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049031431986005916,0.0,0.028484322072502517,0.02747264324405969,0.0,0.03403805307131525,0.0,0.0,0.08128119381675875,0.0,0.0,0.029109389507933913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062939428922679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011554175791176,0.034032271572639335,0.0,0.0,0.03854987856445005,0.0,0.038688123578994704,0.09573707217263902,0.04930426768641535,0.0,0.0,0.031213595238784413,0.04354176171576283,0.0,0.030457252406193555,0.046877208923731456,0.0,0.22088135297067135 socialanxiety,NussNougatCroissant,2020/01/15,Anyone else with SA has also developed OCD in life? Just wondering if SA can trigger OCD or at least worsen it? What do you do aginst it?,1.2355952380952395,3.4985608928571463,3.2214285714285715,88.59023809523809,82.92857142857143,6.590476190476192,20.047619047619047,7.793537801064563,0.8880333333333339,107,3,22,2,3,36,24,28,0.125,0.875,0.0,-0.5913,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,6,5,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,0,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.374860894050737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32776237525006746,0.4802919325880252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3915822400335634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33109347885769946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5083416690779725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SadCoffeeBeanChild,2020/01/15,"Was laughed at by reception staff at the clinic English isn't my first language but I had to get a wound checked out. Didn't know what to say and didn't have an appointment... I just said, ""I don't have an appointment... But I cut my hand two days ago and I'm a bit worried..."" They laughed a bit and said I should try a different place which specialises in that area (wounds, getting stitches). They took a while trying to look for a place for me to go to and all the while giggling to each other and being condescending to me eg. ""it hurts right?"" (in a baby voice). They found a place a drew a map for me, asked me if I can read it okay. I didn't go to the specialist though. It is not a serious wound, I wanted to just check it but before I just froze and couldn't explain it to them. I felt so embarrassed. :(",1.1305399408284025,2.9690844023668674,2.6335170118343214,94.99453587278109,80.71597633136095,6.355177514792899,21.805103550295854,7.413659706084162,0.5547186390532546,620,19,146,9,16,202,96,169,0.09300000000000001,0.8029999999999999,0.10400000000000001,-0.0506,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,4,1,5,8,1,1,16,1,14,5,1,0,1,24,29,14,0,4,8,0,3,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,9,8,0,0,4,1,2,3,7,4,0,2,10,8,20,4,19,16,4,19,0,1,1,0,9,11,0,1,5,100,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337306690944693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15120539969624402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376291303791737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531571571531193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430914929794884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689842475405201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529610621912232,0.0,0.0,0.137576264351724,0.0,0.17733995228849544,0.0,0.0,0.16900532104648613,0.0,0.1838415434636466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731463964970338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888826988732708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582116385157025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5069527426215603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16178412542930154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381253804535836,0.30770423381475115,0.12862242302634147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890907875789145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796994869286877,0.21962216987695551,0.0,0.1579968262065395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539865263010867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642551827765885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,HuskySkrr,2020/01/15,"How to meet women as 19 male ? I done (only male) high school and now I've been working for past 4 months and the only social things I did was with friends in my apartment on weekends (we are all kinda non-social to go somewhere) I know no girls... never had a female friend, but I would like to change it somehow. writing someone online seems like the most clear way but it sounds too creepy in my age as girls probably have a lot of guy friends already... I don't seek one-night stands, tho I had a chance, I kinda let it down...",1.2288131313131316,3.3440041203703714,2.2242760942760955,96.6028787878788,81.87037037037038,4.297643097643098,20.003367003367003,4.851557810540192,-0.427937037037037,407,11,89,1,11,128,81,108,0.032,0.7909999999999999,0.177,0.9487,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,5,0,11,0,0,1,3,19,14,8,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,6,4,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,1,10,5,12,6,3,15,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,6,8,56,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21286097979573895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20405402640724984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19739535798657054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4470833506708715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962489733154808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19099328192526813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20380085564443945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600832952976216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19724501024546048,0.0,0.18847445282776287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16398977360907924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396445373092754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877010482883926,0.0,0.0,0.1810159571301818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070852607308453,0.2934059248165151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18413712014262293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079700650888971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195216874747192,0.0,0.17560151780551336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19662897435187252,0.163436659094661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814879019353534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15310859140234473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404275817855017,0.0,0.0,0.137024853129318,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,intomyu,2020/01/15,"Do you ever see a person you know and then get intimidated and not say hi? This happens to me all the time and it’s really frustrating. On campus I tend to see people I know, but a lot of times I’ll get nervous and won’t say hi, sometimes even if I’m right near them. This just recently happened to me at the library. I saw a girl who I worked with in a club but don’t see often or talk to much. I would have liked to have a short convo but I got intimidated and just ignored her. This obviously doesn’t happen with people I’m good friends with, but sometimes this happens to me, and I hate it",1.550916249105228,3.1188084724409464,3.7788690050107365,88.53368647100932,78.44881889763779,6.507945597709378,22.56907659269864,7.348242739294969,0.6957937007874011,464,14,105,6,11,160,75,127,0.14300000000000002,0.7659999999999999,0.091,-0.7047,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,1,1,5,7,2,1,7,0,7,0,0,0,3,27,24,13,0,2,9,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,0,2,7,9,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,6,14,3,14,20,3,11,0,0,4,0,13,6,0,4,6,71,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381116062587717,0.1421718076328033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143132540641953,0.0,0.16423261540262613,0.0,0.0,0.13182909849457827,0.12570545653128112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5559495977061211,0.0,0.0,0.1551756132068882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17275613515381374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678669730526401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336227050229087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554010205890505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21792767720303768,0.13723723783588718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068892862002818,0.0,0.1551891913254222,0.0,0.0,0.13422472348746475,0.0,0.24998025863610196,0.0,0.0,0.37573914808168096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31089586182543266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632955345435234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18329746237080435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442367975173298,0.0,0.0,0.1116510568162193,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tigerflower21,2020/01/15,"""I AM SORRY FOR EXISTING Y'ALL"" You ever feel like a burden to your therapist? Like damn, this stuff I'm telling them is so insignificant. I'm wasting their time, & they're probably internally rolling their eyes at me because they deal with people who have real problems. I apologized for my existence to one of my therapists once. They asked me to imagine myself walking into a room full of people and shouting, ""I AM SORRY FOR EXISTING Y'ALL."" That was funny, and sometimes helps.",5.515487012987013,7.6368269772727295,6.074220779220783,73.90454545454547,69.0,9.119480519480518,33.02597402597402,9.606745405546679,3.5550110389610383,386,18,62,9,7,125,65,88,0.182,0.691,0.126,-0.6854,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,5,0,2,5,1,0,2,0,5,1,1,0,1,9,9,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,1,3,17,2,11,8,1,7,0,0,1,0,15,4,1,0,4,45,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079140619422776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939239181365815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697510959219562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19783142689410396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357659884726734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702596896502906,0.13708712936700942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286206431164889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18749671931282527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20435789180196612,0.1300304601351691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660664278904518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068911957796067,0.1836139866954052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21841422420282264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18978532801216708,0.42961303168367176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196695428679021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16772138845781534,0.0,0.0,0.4456010041070144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189331635225776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,im-a-yellow-loser,2020/01/15,"I make everyone uncomfortable or annoyed I’ve had social anxiety since I was around 10/12? And I just realized I make people uncomfortable. I’ve been asked before if I was autistic because I don’t really talk I more so listen or completely tune people out without realizing it while having my own conversations in my head. I don’t do it on purpose I just get stuck on something or start wanting to ask someone a question but get scared and end up playing the whole conversation in my head without asking or realizing I’m doing it. I don’t think I’m autistic I’ve never had the test before but I do know I have a lot of anxiety. Has anyone else here been asked the same thing? A few days ago I was playing ps4 with my boyfriend and my brother and my boyfriend said that I annoy him a lot since I don’t talk on the mic ever and he thinks I make people uncomfortable. That is the complete opposite of what I try to do... has anyone else been told this? I try to interact with people but I’m just awkward and make things worse. Is there anything I can do to lessen the annoyance or uncomfortable feeling I give people? I’m sorry if none of this makes sense..",3.7451082251082255,5.311282060606062,5.199415584415586,80.64293290043291,72.54978354978354,8.077056277056277,28.417748917748927,8.680891452615391,2.196317748917749,920,36,178,17,18,309,117,231,0.16399999999999998,0.809,0.027999999999999997,-0.98,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,8,7,3,2,10,0,24,2,2,5,2,44,50,18,0,3,15,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,10,10,0,0,8,2,0,0,8,5,0,0,11,3,27,2,19,39,8,15,0,0,0,0,18,8,0,10,7,123,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997703333132852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553003256925572,0.0,0.0,0.1419476956399903,0.208005366733544,0.08352901493960152,0.09035994124150856,0.3795695685839962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061875801189349725,0.0,0.17274459029756195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128496985248991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546158218873711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16958687397814262,0.0,0.08990227786374133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918160381199044,0.0,0.09699127281180547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051323393385259986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060631381665003,0.09737173631348668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20834445564635698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0557838581179794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17258987674624413,0.0,0.0,0.3387730203646653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828602202092931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35184992458447845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370753554725148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502596163302754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655339980844234,0.0,0.10162305535175403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679300573685589,0.0,0.0,0.10347038629685383,0.08600387764485502,0.07814261815494912,0.0,0.11362524313713585,0.0718449432340497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16316988985035685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348692873825521,0.13007912940354874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699127281180547,0.0,0.13782889440314722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0598695970763079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332541693593998,0.0,0.1956921669223456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344108877133457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Juliusx808,2020/01/16,Advice would be nice thanks I lost my circle when I cut ties and want to do good in life and it's what i needed to stay out of shit and prob better. Now I go to a community college to focus on my future.Its not sociable at all and need new friends I'm likeable in class but it seems so taboo to get people's contacts for outside of school it used to be easy as I had to when selling cookies and it gave a immediate boost when done but now I study and schooling and lost my touch I'm kinda nervous around girls still and wish I was a little buzzed but cant do that driving and in school idk I should be going to a big college next year if I'm able to but I want to do good and fight my demons to be a better perosn,2.4752991944764062,3.0165145506329125,4.052324510932106,91.59261795166859,74.37974683544303,6.504948216340622,23.224395857307247,6.1124844417494595,0.29065063291139204,561,14,133,3,11,188,95,158,0.10400000000000001,0.6970000000000001,0.19899999999999998,0.9402,0,0,0,0,1,0,2.0,0,0,0,4,8,13,3,1,5,0,13,2,1,1,1,30,30,20,0,8,6,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,6,12,0,1,1,0,1,3,2,6,0,0,6,1,13,7,22,18,1,22,1,2,0,0,5,9,1,3,9,83,19,6,0.15614656935470034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258462040093204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900355172081993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761979029557352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15979215338079675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063845214512893,0.0,0.081580137775848,0.0,0.17748338752675813,0.2619366681018358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029093973789192,0.0,0.15649988366904674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409048516209163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315614053010283,0.0,0.15080732969363006,0.16606364795293074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825237050392887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4740859933633088,0.0,0.14214997228550982,0.0,0.0,0.16028220955610425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16643146696997113,0.12469885198941005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375878210859755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486050147814732,0.0,0.0,0.1841985844470272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17956084868972638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109220428056406,0.0,0.0,0.10055327119805446 socialanxiety,nduch282,2020/01/16,"Social Situations Make Me Unsure of Myself After I leave social situations, I find myself overthinking and not knowing who I am as a person; like I don’t know myself. Is that normal? I feel like I try to be myself. But I end up leaving, feeling too much; whether that’s too blunt, too high strung, too quiet, too passionate, too brooding, too shy etc. I have a hard time knowing who I truly am and I get stuck in the spiral. And then it gets malicious and I think people hate me or are annoyed by me and are just putting up with me. Does anyone else experience this? Happens a lot when I’m just getting to know people. And all this overthinking makes me want to withdraw quickly to, I guess protect myself. Not get hurt. I’m a enneagram 4, ISFJ/INFJ and I feel emotions really intensely. Because of that I grew up with my parents joking saying I was a drama queen, Eeyore, I overreacted etc. so I’m extremely sensitive to how people see me. ...lol gawd this is sad but I guess I just want to find solace that I’m not the only one that feels like this or experiences this",2.191015274034143,4.454962773584906,4.210350404312667,82.85720125786165,79.28301886792453,6.679604672057503,23.774483378256964,7.793537801064563,1.4278766397124891,836,29,158,14,21,285,120,212,0.075,0.8170000000000001,0.10800000000000001,0.6649,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,1,14,9,2,0,7,1,10,1,0,3,1,41,37,17,0,3,11,1,5,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,13,9,0,1,11,2,0,2,4,4,0,1,2,8,30,5,17,34,5,13,0,2,1,1,7,5,0,5,9,113,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806993293075218,0.1182540759966595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035458566386665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099853914072203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641260414755026,0.12982389170817335,0.10222150481713713,0.0,0.2574316112432808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257917737124333,0.0,0.0,0.2334247642585748,0.16490188759110702,0.0,0.0,0.2109704586433369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411937460681465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542804725324142,0.0,0.1020591782021227,0.0,0.10338721999895233,0.11394626869953825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193998407919915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355181402197772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25371147680899125,0.0,0.0,0.24441103047372426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16915462673951906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811985489369164,0.0,0.0,0.15407791106520724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484170445792481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113080062055197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820671575675196,0.08777665257521879,0.0,0.0,0.128152281729533,0.0,0.0,0.24003815886845756,0.1007740253436697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160217643277878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393640971348885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178090916306726,0.0,0.0,0.09196907736434258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259457697268412,0.0,0.2352976774916773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739518767983111,0.0,0.0,0.06729814520339862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835773090491564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361469464702878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FakeNewses,2020/01/16,Is there some sort of intensive treatment program for social anxiety that has worked for anyone? I'm thinking some sort of thing where you go for a week and receive counseling and training and group work etc,9.141052631578948,8.946567315789476,7.656842105263159,74.00789473684213,60.05263157894736,10.757894736842106,40.05263157894737,10.125756701596842,4.150484210526315,170,8,28,3,2,51,31,38,0.046,0.9540000000000001,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,5,3,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,4,1,19,3,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832267076603508,0.0,0.0,0.2588750430290613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41290689779892203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104115566629718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774052207619687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459658990379606,0.2372299181730403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969780310824882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5390670696373082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,GwenCocoUgo,2020/01/16,"When things reach a point where it becomes too much to be around people you've known your whole life I have always had a hard time being around people, but it was usually only when the group was mostly people I didn't know. Then things got better, and I was doing better in groups that I knew relatively well as well. Things were looking fine when I noticed even between people I knew little, but still knew to some extent, I was being a part of the conversation. Except, things took a turn. I've been noticing myself going backwards and it doesn't make sense. I now have a hard time being around people I've known my entire life, like family and close friends (10+ years of friendship). I am not even joking, I cannot take being around people. All the noise, in my head and coming out of them, all the opinions, all the constant need to one up each other... It just all feels unnessary and I'd rather lock myself in a room and read or chat with someone over text. I am becoming a grumpy old lady, and I don't like it but at the same time, I really do not enjoy being around people. Humans fucking suck and I have nothing in common with anyone.",4.337758810572687,5.425933533039651,4.914050110132159,85.10076679515419,70.49779735682819,6.9084801762114525,22.1170154185022,6.9077264865688965,0.6013790748898682,900,18,175,7,16,288,131,227,0.057999999999999996,0.821,0.121,0.9322,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,1,2,18,12,2,0,13,0,24,4,1,1,4,45,40,17,0,2,9,0,3,2,1,0,2,0,1,1,11,19,0,0,7,3,0,3,6,2,2,1,13,4,20,10,24,21,12,36,0,0,1,1,8,19,2,4,16,132,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206062029934767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689581365343989,0.0,0.0,0.438968250754524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178384197335204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744446222008113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495330862539782,0.0,0.10657432750333506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027655686751824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297115606492252,0.0,0.04986576995861215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619438446902471,0.09117357860147504,0.0,0.0,0.05604861976266972,0.0,0.07887626897542173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766901929365893,0.0,0.10121365728320383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05419955409873428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931793912159024,0.09636253441197484,0.0988442084062206,0.0,0.0,0.08281685004396475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583032175943504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249782482734198,0.07312626459459518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462956460099224,0.22456145548887466,0.10348621011367418,0.0,0.06682818096926066,0.07500575834711748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679699483923287,0.0,0.4785999665807962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322877658393196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864774586834428,0.0,0.06317917484118173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356130207514029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875890400099733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415076178032325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26207779398436304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17252019534498952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095716237435148,0.0,0.1072713909295889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861716187884382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17734434940772556,0.0,0.0,0.11010688886004892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06350872768216323 socialanxiety,aikotheaussie,2020/01/16,"Always being referred to as “The Quiet One” ... Who else hates this? And it’s usually only people that don’t know me too well who say this such as my supervisor/boss or my classmates. And I never know what to reply to that because like would they rather I be loud and obnoxious instead? 🙄 sorry, rant over, I just hate it and it makes me feel self conscious because I already know I’m socially anxious, so why point that out??",3.185714285714288,4.973000428571432,4.401904761904763,84.87642857142858,74.47619047619048,6.704761904761906,26.285714285714285,7.447530270364453,1.4142571428571429,332,12,64,4,7,109,63,84,0.183,0.765,0.052000000000000005,-0.8924,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,7,4,2,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,17,12,8,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,1,11,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,0,4,9,2,7,9,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,3,46,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286749785146954,0.0,0.1724255670697556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341022334897935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526416008200353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17310765475501474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477782925742804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40917827118277256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34165189647523697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123835634956614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383225049767908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15982262487943694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041920421550386,0.1576019090438388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366186212831086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19589206870560066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16479150290543534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21617806900071607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21123705494745226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23196841711904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282261048252881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18631774840170834,0.0,0.18698590873831375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720478772292736,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ivan_bato,2020/01/16,"Tired of memes on this subreddit Something I see very often recently on this subreddit is how many memes and jokes about SA there are being posted. This comunity should be a place where we help eachother and exchange info and tips. I understand that everything needs humor to be eased, but it really is disapointing that there are people here that look for discussion, and the memes outnumber serious posts. Ps: mods, please add a ""serious"" flair as an option when posting.",8.490602409638555,9.40747107228916,7.94424096385542,67.67274698795183,61.168674698795186,12.423132530120485,34.672289156626505,11.979248473330829,4.678230843373496,381,15,60,12,5,120,65,83,0.04,0.8490000000000001,0.111,0.6187,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,4,0,8,1,0,1,0,14,12,8,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,2,7,8,0,9,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,2,2,41,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19961712856203015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488748921173873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18651550926019708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22518353041003214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16469091101528546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15398232269906764,0.0,0.23205649320908045,0.2438088386149368,0.0,0.0,0.6381566958788969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422886280254122,0.0,0.21930571136969307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17699201096787748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17099025755789812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552814698046037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23122316429118775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832630769158768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,theshyintrovert,2020/01/16,"The sucky past 7 years of my life (self story) I’ve been struggling with severe social anxiety since about 5th grade (sophomore in HS now). The “causes” probably started around 3rd grade and ever since I can’t get rid of the anxiety. In 3rd/4th grade i had very little friends, and as an attention grabbing thing I decided to pick a random boy and have a crush on him, I thought it was all funny and a joke and I enjoyed the attention, but then kids started teasing and saying how I should marry him. Two of my friends stopped hanging out with me although I would later learn that all the friends I made in 3rd grade were girls the teacher told to go hang out with me. I had even invited some of the girls to my bday party and more. Only one of the seven or so girls who were my “friends” stayed my friend through HS, although not anymore as of four months ago. Also in 3rd grade there was a second boy who was nice to me but I didn’t exactly like him, but one day I was stuck on a climbing wall at recess and called for him to help me down, I don’t remember it, but everybody claims I peed on his head. To this day I still can’t live it down, I feel like all kids think of when they look at me is that I’m going to go boy crazy again. In fifth grade I shelled up and barely talked, trying not to draw attention or get teased. The teasing stopped around sixth grade when the boy I had a crush on switched schools, but the anxiety didn’t stop. I barely ever talked in school, I made new friends but they were toxic and we would constantly fight. Finally I got out of middle school hoping everything would change in highschool, but nope. As it turns out, the boy I had a crush on ended up going to the same highschool, luckily he’s not in my classes but every time I pass him in the halls I look away or go down a random hall to avoid him. He’s also on my bus and I hate having the thoughts that he’s watching me get off the bus, judging my clothes, my house, how I walk, anything really. The one friend I had from 3rd grade broke up with me a few months ago and told me the only reason she originally became my friend was bc the teacher said so, and now she regrets ever being my friend. One of my friends I met in middle school is the complete opposite of me and she snorts in class and sits upside down in class and yells a lot, I love her so much and we’ve become very close lately, but I always feel like people are judging me for being her friend or I feel embarrassed by her actions. Another friend of mine from middle school has called me a puppy and that I’m helpless and i should just get over being shy. A boy I met in freshman year of HS recently told me that all I’m useful for is laying still and taking dick, showing me all he cared about in our relationship was hoping to fuck me someday. And my one month first real boyfriend from freshman year broke up with me a week before my birthday because I didn’t know how to move a relationship forward. Sorry for the rant but this is my story on why I have social anxiety, and this is just the social/school part, there’s sooo much more that I should write a novel😬",6.331039707419016,5.257400641065832,6.3948275862068975,83.64959770114946,66.10031347962382,9.30073145245559,30.932079414838036,8.101407402915765,1.9395396029258096,2451,74,523,25,33,781,270,638,0.11800000000000001,0.738,0.14400000000000002,0.9851,0,1,1,0,1,0,49.0,2,0,2,2,28,35,6,3,38,0,40,5,2,10,9,106,82,52,0,9,19,0,4,3,12,6,1,3,0,12,16,35,0,4,14,2,0,13,10,13,0,10,30,11,83,22,83,43,14,101,0,4,3,3,69,49,2,10,42,351,99,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079997432142562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093648036105206,0.04730928511610595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059619151954459236,0.17398071777132312,0.0,0.05638651613151203,0.0,0.0,0.0467881761004572,0.10122894053740976,0.0,0.0,0.053418691599583526,0.0,0.0,0.034659284375585436,0.06279369977231944,0.048380819030895514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611398737962407,0.0,0.05796914106174491,0.058407438502706764,0.06014679375758045,0.0,0.05961311278909062,0.061441836870353414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333566755158949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05035811342397031,0.0,0.0,0.03755327921180122,0.1542902773427896,0.047904177427178514,0.0,0.05109908831661556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624528744361269,0.08123680016249972,0.0,0.062283677816953015,0.0,0.04836223501674182,0.0,0.0,0.5271276545473454,0.052563054110220615,0.11882100584783965,0.0,0.1615647141737138,0.0,0.04547345467583008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05613416798817823,0.05835132311439509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03810981209495271,0.0,0.0,0.11294295908832228,0.0,0.06560493708635169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031246926341394133,0.0,0.06413677448137224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04015953132969432,0.0833318575653564,0.056985297216950975,0.05020546109155198,0.0,0.09549052777947052,0.0,0.0,0.04833748819017256,0.0513153438805377,0.10759826853060007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614729992248206,0.060429617930869824,0.08359235532323879,0.0,0.0,0.05491250410933017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926376778369668,0.08648408442561413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615702082187737,0.05427610316411605,0.039417240211188566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061301082036419215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471531195576302,0.03642382405907228,0.05845810272679755,0.056139079819174084,0.12208552205616327,0.06440749767490479,0.0,0.054083691476570425,0.04521468786882903,0.0,0.3452517740566848,0.0,0.0,0.05931388294675944,0.06423182767324359,0.0,0.09406481211829668,0.0,0.0,0.17387457491531955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364636155713943,0.0804868549783021,0.060601620839497015,0.090811583710264,0.14260410865733986,0.0,0.0594389124980877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0427491227563832,0.09139843856809546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03777302996546101,0.03643144372005468,0.0,0.09027565376884428,0.033153568179593224,0.0,0.0,0.16298688865686828,0.0,0.038601931243465316,0.06184370529708909,0.055540682667214916,0.0,0.0,0.049105888000600895,0.0,0.09382537680967687,0.0,0.0,0.04560697280004318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05130428056308084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116799250581745,0.0,0.0,0.10984144992992972 socialanxiety,Ricardosousa95,2020/01/16,"i wonder what would a relationship feel like I always imagine a good picture of it, but honestly i'd probably just be taken advantage off. Possibly even be cheated on.",6.831290322580646,7.896141967741936,8.725967741935486,60.10895161290327,64.80645161290322,12.651612903225805,41.30645161290322,12.161744961471696,6.074987096774192,135,8,20,5,2,48,27,31,0.125,0.589,0.28600000000000003,0.5789,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,4,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922993825418101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23202211361026784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17762154021872706,0.2509598958100424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946433300970503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17162135264171333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960239305420741,0.0,0.0,0.3787473935489694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771513628533175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809563628987741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495445964878443,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MissMontyGrace,2020/01/16,"Any advice about being in group projects? For one of my college classes, the teacher is going to assign us in groups of 4 throughout the semester. I'm already nervous about working in groups, but we're suppose to already have in mind a partner we would like to work with so it becomes easier for him to assign the groups. I just dread that I won't have a partner in mind when he asks me and that I will just feel left out. I try to be more vocal but I just get anxious talking to people so I'm mostly quiet. I just feel so awkward about it. Does anyone have any advice dealing with this?",2.197295454545454,4.173453775000001,3.5128787878787904,89.30727272727276,77.91666666666666,5.03030303030303,25.90909090909091,5.565023196281405,0.73725,463,18,91,2,11,151,75,120,0.09300000000000001,0.846,0.062,-0.4096,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,0,2,11,4,0,3,5,0,9,0,0,0,0,17,16,7,0,1,6,0,2,1,2,3,0,1,0,2,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,0,3,11,1,21,11,2,9,0,0,0,0,13,7,0,1,2,65,16,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600605822360032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40661124837570267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505694258140683,0.0,0.0,0.20813077588352769,0.0,0.12881995125722426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722329239064475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20347080143345025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899360655715499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122348228668582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18630741427497796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625410421208402,0.0,0.10470382218434968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20016962212175424,0.0,0.0,0.0900069057099659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720454893746697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484100423413742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772391951972273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807945393125407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508206898885696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22160953590078766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268247540676438,0.0,0.0,0.1308737905906337,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,blubomber21xx,2020/01/16,Thought I was actually being talkative A girl told me I was quiet at work today. I've been working here for more than a year - I thought i was actually being talkative. I would say hi to people sometimes and kinda talk. Ugh and now I'm thinking back to college when I tried to Join a club and at the end of the semester they gave me an award for most quiet. This is depressing.,2.1759740259740283,4.112506857142861,4.331168831168832,83.60246753246757,77.83116883116884,7.5168831168831165,26.584415584415584,8.418075326091056,1.9452389610389609,296,12,60,6,7,102,53,77,0.07,0.851,0.078,0.1477,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,3,4,3,0,0,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,9,14,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,8,3,9,1,9,3,2,8,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,2,6,42,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.47465378127229496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870048210596777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20946672037304268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21540190045919175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16860338632751512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193401401152948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405297747020108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954739368492636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583193412556487,0.0,0.3861452716326152,0.0,0.0,0.2305239712097813,0.2323868203126461,0.0,0.16511598203120134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3541031617424755,0.0,0.0,0.17276140881106924,0.0,0.0,0.15661201645173828 socialanxiety,heatherchandler_,2020/01/16,"For some reason people make fun of my anxiety?? Idk how I even start, I just feel so hopeless and angry at the same time I just :/...Anyway,like the title says for some fked up reason people make fun of my social anxiety,and I don't even understand why bc I just think i'ts a weird and rude thing to do,but here ya go,there more mentally fked up people than you might think around you in this messed up world🙄...For most of my life I've been struggling with social anxiety wich mostly grew worse bc of bullying and fake friends.I'm now in 10th grade and my friendgroup now is actually one of the realest I've ever had,and like last year and the beginning of this school year when my anxiety wasn't as high as it is now,I actually enjoyed being with them.I also was a lot closer with my 2 best friends from that same group than I am now etc.The only problem with them is that they can be a bit immature.Like I said I'm in the 10th grade,and idk what I expected from a bunch of 15/16y olds,but they just don't handle my anxiety well.I don't really know how my anxiety got worse in the first place,bc our group had been pretty toxic before,but from the start of this year our group actually became a lot more pleasant and everyone was happy.But for some reason I still had the fear that they where gonna leave me eventually so I started overly noticing any single thing they said or did and I guess that's where my anxiety grew worse.But like I was saying,they don't really handle it in a mature way, instead they decide to mock me and make fun of me for crying or getting sad and offended bc of their weird jokes about me.Actually in the beginning they handled it a lot better and tried to help me,but my anxiety became worse anyways so I guess that's why they just started treating it like a joke.I have these 2 best friends in that same group (let's call them s and a )So for example me and s used to be a lot closer and we where actually best friends,and she apparently has sa too and had been bullied togheter with having a lot of fake friends,and we could really relate to eachother.But I think my anxiety kind of pushed her away and now she is best friends with another girl from my group and I can't stand it.She can do whatever she wants and be friends with whoever she wants to be friends with bc i'ts her life,but this is a bit different.I just feel like she doesn't like me as much anymore bc of the anxiety and the way I act bc of it,and I feel like my fear of my friends leaving me is actually becoming through bc of my anxiety.Ironically,my anxiety caused this mostly,not my friends.She hasn't said that we aren't best friends anymore,and I can see she is still trying to be close and have an actualy nice conversation,but I just feel like I'm still ruining it and I just don't know what to do.But I still think people should stop being childish and making fun of me for not being in a good place mentally,and instead just keep their weird and stupid Jokes to themselves and just treat me like they used to,even though that's hard for some reason.But they always have an excuse like that i't was just a joke etc.🙄Idk if i'ts just them not having a normal range of emotions and human understanding or if i'ts just their age and their lack of emotional maturity of it comes to these things....But generally I don't know what to do and how to fix it...I just want to become my old self again and I don't know how...Also sorry if I sound weird or unpleasant in this thread,but this is basically me ranting about anxiety and how much I hate it,so idk",6.0546278924327686,5.1352329972899735,6.5959620596205975,81.47685741088182,66.58807588075881,10.279257869501773,30.440692099228684,9.59751140882722,2.3731796539503858,2824,85,614,50,39,926,262,738,0.14800000000000002,0.703,0.149,0.904,2,0,0,0,0,1,66.0,5,3,16,7,49,55,5,3,28,0,55,1,0,14,1,124,98,49,0,12,23,0,5,9,7,3,1,6,0,3,29,42,0,2,18,3,0,5,14,19,0,2,16,12,83,36,76,69,28,58,0,3,1,0,56,24,0,21,35,381,112,2,0.0,0.0,0.24532579292249804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041637232347226,0.04183624735803517,0.0,0.0,0.03419151899523595,0.05272203083013622,0.4230971974624482,0.0,0.049863366794622735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0447590677572206,0.0,0.0,0.047238879002674775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105865369783828,0.0,0.0,0.2638241202463081,0.04446778697290783,0.10978353205339604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05134059292821515,0.0,0.0,0.05165049606544544,0.0,0.04331100131306098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04014377814656563,0.0,0.0552292414924019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311446290262735,0.0,0.0,0.11214899683256224,0.09962663403312018,0.04548033359632738,0.0,0.04804384434070922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315595451836895,0.10169051508882933,0.10775821885173373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042767385344806896,0.0,0.0,0.2719186100492204,0.0,0.02626875982051369,0.0,0.02857477693824048,0.04217173205479557,0.040212797411194934,0.0,0.11077621652948604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045040206803633374,0.049640211882876685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033701027645203094,0.05312264030906863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044690383220333335,0.0,0.052357955985329004,0.11052833593985792,0.040984185374656125,0.0,0.10647663567834817,0.0,0.051413796565745885,0.0710272447519979,0.22107450138082507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137275069394048,0.0,0.0,0.13424678559533934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05066951718282982,0.053338190247828536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392186218753924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049262852607753455,0.0,0.05724310006822874,0.05275946816716532,0.0,0.03407042622050168,0.03823952887560566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942881678294197,0.0,0.10506193733086484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05115193061275935,0.0,0.04811031799975905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663025615295924,0.20678119652474988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348084244539724,0.039983966387450304,0.0,0.05088514366960427,0.040065941071549496,0.0,0.05245207727481346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250644184791087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05628334731773252,0.14235125158533413,0.0,0.16061184901667933,0.04203558737232272,0.0,0.05256264261570999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680641321124131,0.12886729421862786,0.049398970367826,0.0,0.029318153418698537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827243066709053,0.0,0.0,0.10468465355251888,0.0,0.08685001568242717,0.0,0.0,0.08896776542739672,0.07981843455539815,0.0,0.0,0.04520695823591285,0.0,0.09073815285500368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537161258932954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713429526901336 socialanxiety,randomredditor541,2020/01/16,"i have to order something from McDonalds i wanna ask out my crush to go with me to mcdonalds after school Then i wanna confess while on that «date» BUT i wanna order 2 mcflurry’s and thats it :) - im so scared cause she is RIGHT BEHIND ME while i order the mcflurry’s and if i say it with a LOW voice and they dont hear me, its gonna be so awkward",-1.125584415584413,0.8979897532467547,1.8181948051948067,95.74157792207797,93.02597402597401,4.1189610389610385,16.790909090909093,5.6839178017228535,-0.5388587012987016,269,7,62,2,10,94,53,77,0.16,0.787,0.053,-0.7914,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,13,8,10,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,3,12,0,13,6,0,12,1,1,0,0,6,4,0,1,4,46,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29498390886233755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241427673970332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36980627212661055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17932658890203276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.355632418088682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34083342266768074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694663333528275,0.0,0.2509271837373267,0.3159069491268803,0.3193396490822049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429153110253407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mayaxx2,2020/01/16,"Just wanted to share a painful experience 😢 I went with my friend to see a teacher I have worked with for over 3 years. She had to ask this teacher a question, and I agreed to accompany her. When my friend got her answer and turned to leave, I moved to leave with her. But then the teacher, to me, was like “hiiiiiii! wow, we’ve known each other for SO LONG and you still don’t acknowledge I exist” in front of a whole class of people in my grade and we laughed about it and everything but now I feel horrible and like crying. I don’t know why but I’ve always had trouble with small talk but more particularly, doing things like waving, saying hi, asking common, normal things like “how are you?” I can’t explain it but saying/doing that makes me feel stupid and I’m afraid the person won’t respond back and I’ll look even more dumb. But it hurts because I truly care about these people, I just can’t express it. And now I won’t be able to stop thinking about little things like this and the anxiety.",2.8382061735585324,4.588201574257429,3.8817414094350617,88.39619394292372,75.33663366336634,6.337099592312173,21.78334304018637,7.048011613610866,0.4911848573092605,786,20,165,8,17,254,117,202,0.161,0.682,0.157,-0.5763,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,2,0,1,13,17,2,1,7,0,13,1,0,2,0,38,29,20,0,2,8,0,2,5,2,2,1,1,0,1,12,16,0,1,9,0,0,3,6,6,0,0,5,5,23,11,22,21,4,18,0,1,2,0,20,5,1,1,15,108,35,3,0.1410523219488954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736683132740215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790464021372208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637297607167653,0.0,0.0,0.10846052893847327,0.0,0.08598418625972737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381224287136746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15493935235408085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316372835111432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676873186144413,0.13797623668456316,0.0,0.0,0.14264058425086007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21795334808460728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281242723736415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099942795980453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751866730621243,0.0,0.0,0.2987080851927741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445551983812247,0.14137148236735544,0.0,0.12482686626705475,0.11844842550201926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415352019011784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991629565878198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13820132726628032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008961548176147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19557583979147025,0.12316144688409154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15801088192313054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217046783941743,0.0,0.0,0.11240043848758408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264456651310001,0.11792605705416168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337251341552868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28112668533043833,0.0903806324617181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15342442208652135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831963140251047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307569155893689,0.12727778127365735,0.1574798801871244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268777030384234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908330707530567 socialanxiety,FredoLechon,2020/01/16,Benzo detox Im just curious if anyone here has been able to quit xanax or other benzos after 7years+ of being on them. If so how did you do it qnd what helped you through it. At this point im considering checking into rehab,2.5456521739130444,4.37885595652174,4.286304347826088,84.81467391304348,76.39130434782608,6.339130434782609,22.369565217391305,7.1686216300943375,0.8108434782608702,178,5,35,2,4,60,41,46,0.0,0.9490000000000001,0.051,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,0,6,5,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,7,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,3,1,27,8,0,0.3404000178743976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23801560719241704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22816295665678504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7353808644813798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217880439005425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620573196758352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,A-Kiwi-,2020/01/16,"I'm gonna change of school So I'm gonna change of school bc my old school is too expensive. I'm gonna lose all my friends due to anxiety and will not make new ones in the other school I need some advice or help",-0.4775510204081641,1.2195779795918398,1.4768979591836742,101.92881632653062,85.53061224489795,5.552653061224492,15.922448979591836,6.742157984588678,-0.6556236734693877,167,3,45,2,5,55,34,49,0.091,0.7879999999999999,0.12,0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,7,10,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,4,6,2,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,19,4,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840456425196316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408113007038115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3984817685873803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551257773741172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262416861764602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21070654477409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571976109857316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396532216333261,0.0,0.18190189690942488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976332678432212,0.0,0.12762542733438045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7624487188712327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Una_Foca,2020/01/16,"Fear of speaking a language that is not my native Hi! I am a foreigner student from Italy and I currently live and study in the USA. All my life I've had issues with my social anxiety, but since I moved to the States, it has kind of intensified. I am not a people person and I do not like to talk to people that much. I am on the quiet side, and I do not speak just to fill an empty space. The fact is that I kind of froze when I have to just say something simple in English. I know my English is not the best, I still make mistakes and every day I learn something new, but my social anxiety is preventing me from improving my level of speaking. My fiancee suggested me to join some clubs in college to make friends, but it's really hard for me. I could message and write in english all you want without so many issues, but the moment I have to speak to another human being in person, I make mistakes, my accent gets even weirder and I look dumb.",5.352986340084787,4.996449668393783,6.415421573245407,80.3175553462082,67.860103626943,9.090720678285447,31.01695713612812,8.575989854853784,2.283936787564767,738,26,149,10,11,248,106,193,0.156,0.7829999999999999,0.061,-0.9432,1,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,6,9,1,1,10,0,15,1,0,3,3,35,22,13,0,4,12,0,2,1,2,0,1,6,0,3,5,8,0,1,2,1,0,2,6,4,0,0,1,9,28,5,24,19,5,18,0,0,1,0,18,9,1,1,7,109,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574951597407732,0.2298013309392556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15762299481798578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992047066930442,0.0,0.0,0.09686495276347128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920402277392867,0.0,0.12654785968621132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16901392882520852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604220488874822,0.0,0.07847198711774507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454744541518962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135343051262289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128151367377233,0.08254461014985899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106088926033637,0.07337890475629015,0.0,0.13262713163905945,0.0,0.12612805980405745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300773964068419,0.15227667609573087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596361574610485,0.11041243395073362,0.0,0.0,0.1450616676512111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20825604994662256,0.26229330229275405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622035538068964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944306913271685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424491228819695,0.0,0.0,0.3062148437587659,0.0,0.23125872498985955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994790611652495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072304964464335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859036856219474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478501642735833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,chriss_moltisanti,2020/01/16,"Today I wanted to start curing my anxiety and this is what happened... So after not being at university for like 2-3 months today I wanted to start going to the library to study instead of studying at home. So the way to get there felt comfortable. But there I had to register with my university card and there was sort of a malfunction that blocked my card for like 1-2 minutes. The guy for the security came up and was unfriendly and said I had to verify again. Finally it worked but by that point I sweated so much that I couldn't study really anymore. So I sat there for 5 minutes and then went back home. This is really a horrible fealing.",5.384586614173227,5.9011323700787415,6.675265748031496,75.47935531496064,67.81889763779527,10.444488188976381,31.623031496062993,10.411451182825502,3.3049692913385837,509,20,97,13,8,173,76,127,0.08,0.86,0.06,-0.5407,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,11,4,0,0,6,0,8,1,1,0,0,16,20,12,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,7,7,0,2,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,9,2,10,4,19,9,1,18,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,12,71,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845432562313046,0.0,0.1924540221185621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492191128055073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22195138213974816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18632672332543807,0.21258175057760645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138762800247828,0.0,0.11028799510381558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19214855981236773,0.17160541120949094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893132696065054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18961449485144152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15489575208342307,0.0,0.14265542636824285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834481366171228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486378631642316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845942021211067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747114032035567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678897931016277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22892162317513506,0.15403471282498887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798943000591352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127699846833108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,HPS111,2020/01/16,"My social anxiety story, and how I’m going to fix it (Progress Story) Hello guys, and thank you for clicking on this post. As stated in the title, this is the story about my social anxiety. But most importantly, the story of how I’m going to fix my social anxiety and achieve the goals I want to achieve. In this post I will be weekly updating my experiences of social anxiety . Every week I will write down some tips that have helped me. And via this post I will update you with my progression on getting rid of it and becoming better at making friends. I will be sharing all the tips that helped me and the new things that I learned from my therapy. I will also share a number of books that I’m going to read or podcasts that will help me through the progress. But first of all, I will share my story about social anxiety. Also feel free to share your stories in the comments and/or to share any tips with me that I can use! So as a little kid, I never really struggled with making friends. I wasn’t the one to always shout or seek attention (I’m introverted). But could always easily talk with people, and would get along with most of them pretty well. However, when I was around the age of 11 I got bullied a lot by kids in my school. Which afterwards lead to me being extremely shy and scared to share my thoughts with others. In worries of getting judged or rejected by my friends or other people. So when I went to high school, I didn’t really get into a lot of conversations with other people because of the reasons mentioned before. Afterwards I regret this big time, but hey ho, atleast I can improve on it in the future. Due to me being very shy in high school I didn’t have much friends (and still don’t). I generally struggle with starting conversations in school. Eventhough I would like to talk to some people that seem nice. I genuinely don’t know what to say, and don’t only want talk about boring stuff like school. At the moment I’m still in high school and a lot of the people I know go out to do fun things with eachother etc. And I never get invited to these sort of thigs. So I want to learn how to prevent this from happening again. I know it’s going to take a while but I’m willing to put in the time because it is something that is very important to me. Annyways, lets’s get this started. Down below you will find the things that I learn every week and the things that helped me get through this: Week 1: General tips/books to read: - First of all I have picked up the book “How to win friends and influence people” by Dale Carnegie. And I started reading it, I will write down the usefull info I get from this to repeat it every week so I keep remembering the advice given in this book. - Learned from my therapy that I should always keep a positive mindset about myself and the situation. Don’t say to yourself “I have not much/no friends”. But say “I’m still working on getting better at making friends”. - Every day I take a certain amount of time that I dedicate just to improving myself. This is so I don’t spend the rest of my day thinking about it, and so I can focus on the things I need to focus on. Like implementing my tips in a conversation :) - Try to say just “Hi” to people you know and like and don’t ignore them because you are scared of greeting them. People will also open up way easier to you might you have a conversation with them in the future. - Smile at people that you know a little bit and like, (learned this from the book I mentioned before). It generally makes people more happy. Also if you smile a lot to people, they will associate you with smiling, which is a good thing. - Ask people about their experiences that they had recently. This is an easy conversation starter. - Have genuine interest in other people, ask deeper questions about them or their hobbies. - Make eye-contact, to get more comfortable doing it and to let the other person know you’re paying attention. - Try to compliment someone (what clothes they’re wearing, something they’ve achieved etc.) This were the most important things I’ve learned in week 1, written down shortly. So I don’t make this post too big. Hopefully see you next week, and good luck to you guys out there aswell ;)",4.8743803612224665,6.051274073710076,5.374559679296521,81.96514914435969,69.31941031941031,8.267563257036942,28.53131600500021,8.585537434231625,2.0582861588861587,3312,116,632,52,57,1062,295,814,0.040999999999999995,0.76,0.19899999999999998,0.9992,1,1,2,0,0,0,99.0,0,13,9,14,34,44,0,4,41,0,54,2,1,15,6,128,114,54,0,11,15,0,1,5,7,16,0,5,0,5,57,39,0,4,23,7,3,8,13,8,1,3,11,8,85,37,119,80,20,99,0,2,2,1,72,45,0,21,45,441,142,26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04241964677689487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885950870477493,0.10836152986645994,0.0,0.0,0.029520217042684423,0.0,0.16604225346300927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038644009791009064,0.08116478343829958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938680683501874,0.04794281824807661,0.07387724634482491,0.0,0.0,0.07678504853972692,0.04739236204130494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034659268690727316,0.0,0.0,0.05599158185097262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682701514600313,0.0,0.0,0.1462988344398998,0.0,0.0,0.08492641361140267,0.0,0.0,0.021949347124815426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039675857397157135,0.0738488686567409,0.0,0.0,0.2347686391972379,0.0,0.2267987834795407,0.0,0.12335421793935004,0.07282032035470297,0.034718858429114395,0.0,0.0,0.08596524146264778,0.03838722659520897,0.04621064020260196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638694973294653,0.13759481162764356,0.0,0.04311582037373698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716941809861105,0.0,0.0,0.14314165744285734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877911705652597,0.0,0.1060394093679344,0.08701623752672193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476221607755343,0.0,0.0,0.1738586511150317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04605103835835085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382253494732477,0.03218788693847617,0.06696077398700698,0.04192554688776117,0.0461669155786222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029415668163386182,0.033015181108951706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912344179717353,0.037903845728774664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662987184040775,0.04416346913547148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04363893415255907,0.048629016980601764,0.0,0.1302649263578198,0.0,0.055618980346617664,0.044632601746994086,0.0428620340916968,0.0,0.04917494853842914,0.0,0.0,0.1380851627152795,0.08692175519479953,0.2635987863980299,0.03459206584581233,0.03951873785085544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04879454054190352,0.0,0.2212546049829832,0.03678106298110112,0.06683811564250464,0.0,0.0,0.09217724087548627,0.0,0.10400159415102016,0.0,0.0,0.09076289465636272,0.04969394380276634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652776769008746,0.10467368727236108,0.0,0.03996599881495037,0.09928599579353282,0.0,0.20187723638129726,0.027815307763654932,0.0,0.03446260752717968,0.07593797622720055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058944938117693864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037492211350174665,0.0,0.07163541889956529,0.0768128419677794,0.03445675391624109,0.2437455940656187,0.0,0.03903070873071365,0.040241407371043376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03160292041300662,0.04408485532084898,0.0,0.061674287529415325,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,NightgloomNick,2020/01/16,"I'm going to make this year my bitch It's time to take control of my life. For too long I've been sad and stressed that I don't talk to people often. That changes this year. I'm going to join clubs and go on dates and do everything that makes me anxious because it will make me feel something. Make me feel happy and accomplished for once. Wish me luck guys, this is a big step for me.",1.0415853658536598,2.9676930975609785,2.0782317073170735,98.4190548780488,81.4390243902439,5.0756097560975615,20.006097560975608,5.985473137389443,-0.2552243902439022,302,8,71,2,8,95,54,82,0.12300000000000001,0.7190000000000001,0.158,0.4939,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,2,5,1,1,1,0,5,1,0,5,0,14,18,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,8,4,0,1,2,1,0,4,1,3,0,0,1,2,8,2,9,16,0,11,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,2,5,37,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21606136900493328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658600887110845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20232023704244634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21450641967701045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17188579831102946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19340645232854686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260803367281849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893704660133191,0.0,0.20359229663172326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350875980336571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692528216061023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5106512542654594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20367812494098847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325906982711214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723584662032044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21907958117126616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379839903499475,0.15372185781786565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152111947867256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199314268971312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24632122843188176 socialanxiety,Zaidinator7,2020/01/16,"One of my most awkward moments. I was on a train alone and sitting on a seat with a table on the right side or the isle. On the left side and a bit more forward, there was another 4 seats with a table, where a man and a woman sat (probably age 40-50). I heard the woman say to the man in a whispered, but just about audible voice, ""how old do you think he is?"" There was no one else around so they were definitely talking about me and I felt them state at me. It felt so awkward as I pretended not to hear. Also I never heard the man's response, which I am actually curious what they thought. I was 18 then.",2.7548611111111114,3.4333002500000016,4.522291666666668,87.97131944444445,73.84375,7.876388888888887,26.722222222222207,8.167268648758528,1.4488930555555557,464,16,107,7,9,158,85,128,0.068,0.8740000000000001,0.057999999999999996,0.2046,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,3,0,11,2,0,2,14,0,8,0,0,1,1,18,16,12,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,0,5,3,7,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,2,0,2,11,9,14,0,15,5,3,20,0,0,0,0,15,13,0,2,6,76,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.21643876591717304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22971149923751905,0.0,0.17736843095343435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325701499541625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19744351528574108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421413981037456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18528026957803628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4259136819777056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24997774508428844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24097962519378746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710610606113223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327352954720731,0.0,0.3005864535314917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391312417937889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18941070319093825,0.0,0.17637934108517125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17826946431236831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211651879067053,0.0,0.17607951175041672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hmacleod2,2020/01/16,awkward you ever just text the person your sitting next to or they’re at the same table but they’re your friends and ur bad at talking,1.5720238095238095,3.9185502499999987,2.3785714285714303,94.63309523809528,82.21428571428572,3.733333333333334,23.619047619047624,3.1291,-0.03089523809523786,109,4,22,0,3,34,23,28,0.182,0.693,0.125,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,3,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,2,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871282361435856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4193978100118477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582147036761581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4930968475231955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40484114226853257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.372664165566292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,24Hej24,2020/01/16,"Good and bad days Hey! Do you people have days when your anxiety dosen’t effect your life as much as it does the other days? Normally I think that it is really difficult to walk down a hallway in school but some days, like today, I can do it with barely getting anxiety at all. I mean, I still don’t like it, but it’s not that hard as it usually is. Do you people out there experience the same things? Like some days your anxiety takes control over your whole body and you barely can do anything and then you have days when you are able to do the things that you normally find really hard, even of you still don’t like them and getting a small amount of anxiety. (Sorry for the bad English. It is not my first 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socialanxiety,slaeit,2020/01/16,"not feeling the best lately :( honestly i’ve been feeling like s**t lately. i’ve been suffering from SA for more than 8 years now and it has gotten progressively worse. on top of that, i’ve also suffered from dysthymia. i’ve been seeing a therapist since last year and it’s been helping a bit and just when i thought things were getting better.. it doesn’t. though i know progress to healing is not linear. but i just get so lost. my minds all fogged up, and it just seems like i’ve lost the ability to piece the words together and speak properly to people. i walk in public and think everyone’s staring at me. the constant worry over the (next social event) then the following. my body is constantly so tensed up, nervous and anxious for almost everything that’s coming my way. yes avoidance and preparation is bad and it feeds SA but sometimes it’s just too much me to handle. it’s just exhausting. i can never be able to portray myself the way i want to. will i ever get better?",3.0607911576497955,5.361253790575919,3.993359511343805,85.3317379290285,76.5392670157068,6.96695753344968,25.794357184409538,7.984000788550335,1.6858793484584065,778,29,146,13,18,250,119,191,0.21100000000000002,0.6779999999999999,0.111,-0.9696,0,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,8,13,14,0,2,9,1,13,4,1,0,3,33,29,17,0,1,9,0,2,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,10,10,1,1,6,0,0,3,4,8,0,0,9,5,13,6,18,18,6,26,0,4,2,0,4,7,0,2,16,96,23,0,0.13638061769701235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365654884841474,0.0,0.0,0.10906353069934076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540712787981609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387211915479845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312304425754968,0.2412351469993328,0.14889231225483646,0.15148812145192528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747982618080513,0.0,0.29475799525681795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233640766446634,0.0,0.13031752467246935,0.12257010531308075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791627617334218,0.09743034053288156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21375973153282615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141305326226716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495122082499855,0.11116840590163238,0.3076865541676177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325736191134302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29775110930779725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770554613009445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025544616229724,0.0,0.10518513996632667,0.0,0.1450423341251471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454914838990186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086776950464218,0.1241557922535776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281545627738525,0.0,0.0,0.13902286492593546,0.0,0.0,0.13488391814571005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15834840868142205,0.09060522239014693,0.08738719301226143,0.1339932644450974,0.1082709765886028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804408218176606,0.2165051726653194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850113734403774,0.1389835007553867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17564929276536892 socialanxiety,K9-TheOne,2020/01/16,"my family doesn't believe i have social anxiety but my family doesn't believe me they think im just shy and because of it i can't get help. What can i do to comvince them other wise? Also im the only person in my family who speaks english",0.11294871794871494,2.2693500384615426,3.4476923076923067,85.78064102564106,87.07692307692307,6.5435897435897425,20.2051282051282,7.793537801064563,1.1065666666666665,190,6,39,4,6,69,39,52,0.132,0.7859999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.1499,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,9,1,3,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,0,27,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16728813937856832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600287939897993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751949871742965,0.0,0.0,0.47136809280484004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5916135080317767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929246936133076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021478579595514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4519194171681711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909744375389884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826555166845687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21324155063942324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340396815580573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rosebloss0m,2020/01/16,"Anyone experience word vomit? So anyone who meets me is probably extremely doubtful that I have social anxiety. I don’t have the social anxiety where I can’t talk to people. In fact, I’m overall very approachable and easy to talk to. But I just find myself rambling and over sharing and saying things I wish I didn’t say later. I have been finding myself at home after interactions more and more obsessing with the conversations I had and how I wished I would just shut up and act more calm. I’m sure half these people don’t even notice, nor should I care what they think but I’m trying to find ways to help me become aware In the action so I can prevent this after feeling of guilt and regret for possibly annoying people. I’m prescribed Ativan and find it is not helping. But I’d rather if anyone has better techniques to give me awareness In the point it’s happening as opposed to me obsessing after Thanks",4.882946544980442,6.376010367231642,5.786666666666665,77.82555410691005,69.62146892655367,8.38400695349848,27.739678400695357,8.841846274778883,2.271379313342025,733,25,129,13,13,241,110,177,0.134,0.736,0.131,-0.1351,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,8,12,1,4,4,0,15,1,0,1,2,35,27,17,0,7,8,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,1,0,8,9,0,2,6,0,0,3,6,6,0,1,3,3,19,6,20,22,3,17,0,1,0,0,15,9,0,2,4,92,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20146238698875246,0.0,0.0,0.2762111553564749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14542495060417235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645604387761192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342516766178303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697025010792994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880364521461174,0.0,0.0,0.06657895463932542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4813951130118423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263148826988877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643997444108108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17651826732738085,0.0,0.13208099570710988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991312649081567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738610831078202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244756571975764,0.14844404161330535,0.0,0.0,0.14196817291307848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20942686204981534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684526373406248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410234960367313,0.0,0.0,0.2116711304200448,0.0,0.12122886421562708,0.0,0.0,0.08747917445244342,0.08437217304661998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939884040375039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864585808320117,0.0,0.10451767166296093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028400411434448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353830818938733,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,avocadoChef,2020/01/16,"Do you have social anxiety and WANT to talk to people? I'd be thankful if you'd up vote if you'd rather not leave a comment, so we all understand how many people this resonates with with <3",6.585750000000001,5.210262074999998,6.960000000000001,80.78500000000003,65.75,10.0,32.5,8.841846274778883,2.4417499999999994,153,5,32,2,2,50,32,40,0.042,0.789,0.17,0.6347,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,1,12,8,5,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,5,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,0,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605406517994671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606221153221507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452918595525918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4722267427477866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34717560014771986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737430798427272,0.0,0.3135577590611189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545529116821313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008812766576225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,unworkedhumanfuture,2020/01/16,"Anxiety on stage Hey People, Im a filmmaker and my movie is screened next week on an important film festival. Unfortunately I’m very anxious getting on stage and talking. I always get sick and feel like I have to vomit. Yes, Im visiting a psychologist but I want to hear about your strategies to cope with a situation like that. Thanks :)",2.9381473214285734,5.6768359843750025,4.753839285714285,77.26437500000002,79.78125,8.657142857142857,29.455357142857146,9.23628265651192,3.2033732142857136,269,13,49,8,7,91,48,64,0.09699999999999999,0.624,0.27899999999999997,0.9153,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,1,2,2,0,0,0,7,9,4,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,4,8,9,0,8,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,4,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19979339335906676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18368591861656025,0.27125953776298456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140843386450648,0.17153689735815386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508984431112813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270624994640495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5187268566711025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23461433355752176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553630814111306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16646423972197702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26989726458118923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19299387154577075,0.0,0.2210639476592017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981185127823529,0.1416249693891272,0.0,0.19260430239418708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,IEmbodyMentalIllness,2020/01/16,"So, I asked my coworker if she wanted to go bowling and I want to know if y'all have any advice on how to not let my anxiety overcome how I feel I would first like to point out that I don't want to date her, I just want friends. I'm just worrying that she might not like how I act.",2.53984375,2.2863607968750017,4.293749999999998,92.77625,73.84375,8.275,25.375,8.07648339933343,1.0108250000000003,217,6,57,3,4,74,42,64,0.039,0.743,0.218,0.7974,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,6,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,19,14,7,0,7,6,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,13,3,7,11,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,3,4,39,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427895367533429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16895944132555393,0.0,0.1900691064769688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232273977613642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562744448345795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21133759912275552,0.0,0.0,0.191957445212986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412039736567462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654559990186144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540643586318725,0.0,0.24276731216971675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635738654034323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348723977245209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5861860634578356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523203848792293,0.0,0.17649689279137504,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Commercial_Cat,2020/01/16,"My Reflectly Entry :) I don’t think I’m shy. Now you’re probably like okay you’re like the definition of shy since you have social anxiety. To me social anxiety, and being shy is different. Sure, they’re similar in ways, but different because of where they root from. They work in different ways. A shy person is a shy person. After getting to know them they might be a little less reserved, but still, they will be shy. They prefer their own company. People with social anxiety are restricted from social activities. I personally think many of us, underneath our “shy” exterior, we are the most outgoing people. Once we are very comfortable with you, which can take a long time, we will love your company. We don’t like being alone, but we don’t like being in strangers company. Our best moments are with close friends or family. I strongly believe there is a difference between a shy person, and someone with social anxiety.",3.7487639710716607,6.620021118343196,5.10835305719921,75.16089907955293,77.46153846153847,9.199342537804077,28.323800131492444,9.586721724236666,3.4428695595003287,735,32,121,23,18,244,94,169,0.15,0.64,0.21,0.9579,3,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,8,3,7,3,4,11,0,0,8,1,20,1,0,1,1,26,27,6,0,1,4,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,0,4,1,12,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,23,11,17,19,4,16,0,0,0,1,29,8,0,3,10,83,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663805912782467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150640074704974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276496137798697,0.0,0.0,0.1160034364833468,0.10805275194420703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4302954347991853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097063846067421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954854299261177,0.0,0.05379363695248862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056585476599739476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012090330531974,0.10319543647169199,0.0,0.091118539129054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292764218261976,0.0,0.0,0.10438777621285797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922690151720868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965166205831027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276241440373338,0.3596114026635906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101094889180532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517161283040432,0.0,0.0,0.5247863199228558,0.08723976021284341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222595542485536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970409022425136,0.0,0.07741495784134733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194837684786526,0.0,0.0,0.06003823979125296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385116475853968,0.0,0.0,0.08495481452990862,0.0,0.16345362019093201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495789885879296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DeathlinkCB,2020/01/16,My teacher is making me come up with a cheesy mnemonic device for my name and share it aloud with my class as an icebreaker. This is hell.,3.9053571428571416,4.975238821428572,4.19857142857143,89.89642857142859,71.5,7.028571428571429,24.714285714285715,7.1686216300943375,0.8604428571428571,109,3,23,1,2,34,24,28,0.145,0.7859999999999999,0.069,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,5,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,16,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7904533101753491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6125222970903454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,otoolealex,2020/01/16,I have no one in my life How do I stop surrounding myself with toxic ppl and be a magnet,-0.18049999999999847,1.5259539500000017,3.0599999999999987,90.935,84.5,6.0,15.0,7.1686216300943375,-0.20299999999999985,69,1,16,1,2,25,19,20,0.22699999999999998,0.773,0.0,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,4,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5487059790572554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5264077648370982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6494741054622802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,awkextrovert,2020/01/16,"Dropping an in-person class to focus more on working? (20F) So I’m currently taking 2 semi difficult classes online and one really hard one, anatomy, & that’s in person, and it’s even harder to show up to class as it is.. I was thinking about dropping anatomy bc it’s extremely time consuming and my attendance, if it stays the same, will just leave me failing the class like I did with chemistry last semester. I wanted to take the extra time that I would have to work and save up for travel in a few months. I have a good paying job (online) and I know I could do it. I feel like it could get me out of my shell. I’ve been wanting to go to Italy for so long, I’ve actually been dreaming about it.. So idk am I stupid for wanting, feeling like I need this? I was talking to my boyfriend about dropping Chemistry last semester bc I knew ahead of time I would not do well, and that’s exactly what happened. I failed it. My attendance was bad because I let my anxiety take control.",2.2915151515151533,4.256745626262632,3.8373737373737375,87.1427272727273,77.58585858585859,6.824242424242425,26.656565656565647,7.793537801064563,1.6077353535353538,766,31,155,12,18,254,112,198,0.126,0.797,0.077,-0.8236,2,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,6,9,11,1,0,6,0,18,0,0,1,1,28,34,11,0,9,3,0,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,13,8,0,1,5,3,1,4,1,5,1,2,7,3,22,6,25,21,4,23,0,2,0,0,2,6,0,1,12,104,35,10,0.0,0.0,0.1409740911899142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652453672314465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051304876656456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120619751291148,0.08806270564874387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16202643763769578,0.2306823336317296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541580078622393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608867433489592,0.20640738980737253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754754422327079,0.0,0.08210109425990057,0.12116788719006664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127747285894147,0.0,0.12940959337190253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335626253724665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793925473766708,0.2355116523836685,0.0,0.15296441895590598,0.0,0.14772220154953114,0.0,0.21173053558804406,0.0,0.0,0.1278443404456499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530820494368875,0.0,0.0,0.10711675626941998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19578240492656232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522773248435589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254606823259136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15397729047125672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32585237824667035,0.1161130983715101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256542835425356,0.0,0.0,0.25271089421526155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25562232423491993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988870385066986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21034014005034707,0.0,0.0,0.20524334629377394,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,s0angelic,2020/01/16,"I have a presentation today It's my final presentation. I know I could actually get an A for once because it's about my favorite movie which I basically know by heart and it's in English too (my second language), people often literally assume I'm from the UK when I speak but still I already know my mind will fuck me up the hardest again. I'll probably be way over time limit because I'll forget everything and I'll probably stumble over the words and something WILL go wrong. It literally is in my nature lol. It's not even in front of the class, there will just be my teacher. I'm so scared",2.629045454545452,4.71244011666667,4.6928787878787865,80.84727272727275,77.0,7.363636363636362,26.74242424242424,8.296473431620573,1.9468333333333336,474,19,92,9,11,163,77,120,0.13699999999999998,0.815,0.048,-0.9129,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,10,3,1,1,7,1,8,2,1,0,0,16,16,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,0,1,13,0,11,10,0,17,0,0,0,1,1,6,1,2,8,60,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.1955945092479996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22118372013930634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443652099336876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16003010715670254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238465715054432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801370061279415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21956546823429327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18529784996726265,0.10471840576645204,0.0,0.11391116697362255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375150585746175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304595804310345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20238103527550005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21345549196700667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895558365883004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4322031470316172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20066923399618536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543037578759375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16006671890058655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687458056641245,0.0,0.18998783870557973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909504815845787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21914293306389346,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Confusedandabitthick,2020/01/16,Have a group interview tomorrow and I’m terrified I got a job interview at a big supermarket. It’s just a nightfill job but I still have to do a group interview. I’m terrified because I know that in that type of environment only the most fun and outgoing people will get hired (even though this job doesn’t require any customer interaction - it’s literally stacking shelves). I’m so terrified. The things I’ve read online about group interviews at this place are really scary too - a more tame example would be that you have to do a version of the “sell me this pen” interview pitch but with a food item from the supermarket in front of all the other interviewees. I know if I skip it I’ll be extremely hard on myself but if I go I know I won’t get it and will also be extremely hard on myself. I also fucked up because I thought it was today instead of tomorrow and showed up in my interview outfit about to go in before I realised - now I’m also worried people saw me and will recognise me and my outfit tomorrow and know that I showed up on the wrong day today and think I’m unorganised and stupid and won’t give me the job for that reason too. I don’t really have a point with this post I’m just so so scared and this was the only place I could think of to vent.,4.979593023255816,5.26839667829458,6.386346899224807,77.9960319767442,68.65116279069767,10.325968992248065,30.078488372093023,10.270032843473604,2.907611627906977,1005,36,205,25,16,343,119,258,0.174,0.795,0.031,-0.9909,6,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,17,5,2,1,17,0,21,2,0,1,1,33,42,23,0,4,7,0,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,17,13,1,1,8,3,1,3,4,4,0,0,5,3,23,1,27,27,5,28,0,0,1,1,12,16,1,3,8,140,40,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959044704436223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387531899807116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15037364027275574,0.0,0.10495311729774123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847682398375278,0.0,0.0,0.07954399153241931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146479941801119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14914302107957506,0.0,0.0,0.11402569229005036,0.12887994885142692,0.1183188109704681,0.14019374402918994,0.0,0.0986461353512472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209765359602898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4895830282482389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27113739628161204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876110086378012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17101662676674795,0.0,0.2577277572666332,0.0,0.11659601338896325,0.0,0.11812547003756728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337321500407715,0.0,0.1580293163893279,0.12681389516310193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234846941385003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849935354598492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194150748304818,0.158062375241529,0.12118076410571235,0.09791805377541596,0.0,0.0,0.2338234883882521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525759203170744,0.0,0.08761708176177538,0.1348527500858609,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Swashbucklering,2020/01/16,"Good jobs for anxiety? (No interview etc) So I've signed up be a courier with my local version of (basically) Uber Eats, but it pays under minimum wage and I'm wondering what else I can do to make money that doesn't involve an interview, doesn't need a resume, don't have a boss looming over your head, etc I have done vote counting for elections in the past, which is great, but since its seasonal by definition, I can't do it right now. I have considered selling crochet works through Facebook marketplace, but considering how little people are willing to pay on there, I'd be spending more on yarn them I got for them.",6.491678571428572,6.6296591916666685,7.025714285714287,75.22500000000002,65.41666666666666,10.523809523809526,36.30952380952381,10.290406445055957,3.7439523809523814,493,23,92,11,7,162,92,120,0.026000000000000002,0.892,0.08199999999999999,0.8023,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,2,1,4,2,0,0,5,0,16,2,1,3,0,11,21,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,1,0,1,0,6,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,9,2,15,16,4,12,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,1,3,63,15,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17341234783217413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319760447841277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319539335401906,0.18936507600304506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5056243118800652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901314644198885,0.1812995978034855,0.2499194898615221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23264279099436916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249485136867452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22719653784379426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131307569807376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16808303095576896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163951638190573,0.1571538790654113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935865717770637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875150318584884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458287147859775,0.16502837419011915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ghostcatzero,2020/01/16,Did I mess up? Well a year back I decided to make my first okcupid account. A lot of women interested in dudes with money there. One chick stopped talking to me when i told her that I didn't have a job(which was a joke). But this one girl that seemed to make a lot more money than me was really into me. Told her my financial situation and she was cool with it. Even wanted to do a meet up. My only thing that prevented me from advnzcing into the possible relationship was the fact that I never talked to her on the phone. We texted though but I never felt comfortable talking. She told me to call her on more than 1 occasion. I guess she lost interest after I didn't call. Did I mess up a possible relationship? I deleted my account shortly after. Just felt like crap. I just have problems talking to strangers.,1.8250069444444463,4.3532819312500015,3.5116666666666667,85.71777777777781,82.8125,7.055555555555558,24.51388888888889,8.167268648758528,1.7557847222222218,639,25,126,14,18,212,88,160,0.127,0.789,0.084,-0.8365,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,2,8,12,1,0,10,1,11,1,1,2,3,26,22,5,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,6,0,2,4,1,4,0,4,5,1,3,14,3,28,7,23,8,4,18,0,1,0,0,24,9,1,4,10,99,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092379612015508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680435694840302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668994350225899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25204278303334104,0.0,0.0,0.11164189943569056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445876001764143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024620867451972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412253182591902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327579886726502,0.2231695451474893,0.0,0.0,0.17522191286846436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024574819240935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778779351215228,0.0998221799808236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959312078494544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558933029560088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408265046597901,0.0,0.0,0.2818285708100471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948583741960685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753144597273854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097315812108884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42197782148265545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719722757489358,0.0,0.1289532861915103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762474134304818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741514739782587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801026984643764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452123923210288 socialanxiety,PinkishRedLemonade,2020/01/16,"im back to where i started... I (14F if it matters??) started the school year well, my therapist taught me how to use public transit and when I started having problems again I actually stood up for myself and asked a school consueller what we could do!.. but thats also where i think the trouble began. i started a modified schedule and that's all good but i had fallen behind in my 2nd period so i switched it to a program called ""commiting to achieve"", basically while im in school i do online classes. but one of the teachers in charge scolds me whenever i miss school and i turn into a major crybaby when people are angry at me and it doesnt help that 9+ people are staring at me too. ive been avoiding school even though i like my other 3 teachers just because i obviously dont like starting the day with being scolded and breaking into tears with a room full of people, any advice?",4.663049242424243,5.601060721590914,5.885681818181819,78.9881060606061,69.625,7.912121212121212,31.71212121212121,8.07648339933343,2.3807893939393936,701,30,129,9,12,235,111,176,0.14,0.792,0.069,-0.9056,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,0,1,14,8,0,1,9,0,12,0,0,2,3,26,25,17,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,11,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,4,1,1,5,1,23,4,18,18,3,29,0,1,1,0,5,12,0,1,17,97,31,9,0.0,0.0,0.12082269596887935,0.0,0.0,0.12098769757853485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990124477782546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419643640121925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574754882222392,0.0,0.0,0.095203820262611,0.0,0.07547467354452661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642594111959907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885384337832176,0.0,0.0,0.07984852640992614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14510679481745986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817766881255545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384766925317326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298860402137839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674765100416633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097662254936133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389824607782409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575070481600553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847140603123105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6265219985315214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4381740140884254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375532723729975,0.0,0.0793337592239446,0.12164470573652775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467195160468073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069338543114924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132189782305237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973089774235399 socialanxiety,hannahsavana,2020/01/16,"Does anyone else feel social anxiety when posting on the more popular subreddits? For some reason, I freak out whenever I post on subreddits with a wider following (e.g. askreddit). It terrifies me that I may be judged by literally the whole world. I know it’s an irrational fear, but I just feel that dread every time I post something on a more “public” subreddit. I’m always scared that ppl will diss my comments and downvote me. But on very specific subreddits (such as r/Mbti or r/demisexuality), I feel more at home and far less intimidated. I perceive the responses and much friendlier, even if some of my comments are criticized. Does anyone identify with this feeling?",7.1523347107438,8.483669553719011,7.5699070247933875,67.72940599173555,64.20661157024793,11.669834710743803,36.61260330578513,11.45678717892309,4.781255371900826,540,26,88,17,8,177,86,121,0.191,0.747,0.063,-0.9359,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,3,6,0,4,0,0,1,0,21,11,9,0,1,5,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,0,7,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,4,12,1,12,8,8,14,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,5,2,59,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503964702858103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827140796136642,0.0,0.0,0.2527658283456338,0.1851972608138959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163468597157724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099141442334008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938207536324907,0.0,0.1522876361228316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20339128418643665,0.365565639767365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18130456522766092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933414587629256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287027221652492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5193186701651498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858386210685425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18095986447111911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842494010462738,0.0,0.13914832162634772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539537047228144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913568722059992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20179822402384404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,legalapparently,2020/01/16,"Unintentionally Snobbing Someone We had office lunch today. My plan was to eat quickly and leave for my cubicle as fast as possible. We had some ceviche and fish stew. I did as planned, eating as fast as I could and then stood up to leave. However, that exact moment, a co-worker said, ""Here's some more food, Ma'am."" It didn't register to me that he was talking to me. I just left. I then saw him eating with at another spot. Only then did it register to me that he was talking to me because I'm the only one he could call Ma'am with the people actually present there. I just unintentionally snobbed him! With my social anxiety, I did not know what to do and ended up staying in my cubicle. Our boss passed by him, which is very near my cubicle. He said in a derisive tone, ""Maybe she wanted fried chicken."" Oh God. I seldom join office lunches and the very one time I got the guts to join, it ended in such a disaster!",2.400633484162896,4.502656736263738,4.340239172592117,83.01358435681966,77.7912087912088,7.359276018099548,25.541047188106013,8.313332769828598,1.7762872656755002,714,27,142,14,17,243,105,182,0.07200000000000001,0.9159999999999999,0.012,-0.8156,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,3,0,0,2,6,2,2,0,7,0,13,7,1,1,1,21,21,13,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,8,10,6,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,14,3,24,0,25,5,3,22,0,0,1,0,19,8,0,2,12,97,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.14073696232617408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15122622000541822,0.11032715763251803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791457765478339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14726374684589938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23029430885925334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4427161936692819,0.0,0.0,0.2554704953042036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743902147289422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534512712402213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925900323114764,0.0,0.0,0.3054142429454105,0.15669439015953426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488739267186165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19545308441930687,0.21937013106636213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998331148247357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258527880535384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743706328526284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14701313172864292,0.12219630993840805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15371828926314082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318355750784324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409527192405487,0.0,0.13670277044656806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379915951563648,0.08506411618362397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499316617713993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,JustDoItManCmon,2020/01/16,"For people who had problems with blushing and now don't, what's your story? How did you get over it? Right now my biggest problem is that I blush a whole fucking lot. I get very uncomfortable when put on the spot and it tends to happen a lot for me, people joke around but when it gets to me I just blow it, I get red as an apple and just can't think of what to say, people than start cracking jokes at how red I am and it just gets worse and worse. &#x200B; Im not looking for compassion, this is all a part of being in a group, people joke around and im fine with that. I just think that I overreact to it, I can't help but do it too, and deep down it hits directly in my pride, like im not man enough you know, it sucks. I know other people go through it too, so I hope there's someone here who overcame it/got better at dealing with it",-0.03269230769230802,1.9796212802197808,1.7688901098901118,98.58860989010992,86.19780219780218,4.519120879120879,17.89120879120879,5.6839178017228535,-0.5908426373626368,651,16,156,4,20,213,102,182,0.136,0.737,0.127,-0.1905,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,3,0,2,17,12,2,0,6,0,10,1,0,2,1,32,28,15,0,3,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,20,12,0,0,4,3,0,2,5,4,0,0,2,4,17,8,24,24,6,19,0,0,3,1,10,12,2,3,6,109,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462120949883769,0.15097329731677595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22121174714987413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988607829726824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809285584906227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128380018058647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486403960691692,0.3245687715657805,0.0,0.07061224292262414,0.0,0.09937140806154664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098709154315034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327992046861749,0.0,0.0,0.12340497280504198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4026231567485121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656543538532406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06070064452389995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433590618561248,0.0,0.0,0.2112601427737532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454703032699525,0.0,0.43068496660403816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377745568426381,0.0,0.12490221537377676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610597294399872,0.0,0.09880593481667016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527379596581043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794242890336751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15922449200240973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251651069781603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871696424571894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532359324253377,0.0,0.0,0.15097329731677595,0.0 socialanxiety,treedijam,2020/01/16,"does anyone know anything about my problem ! I may write the whole story but now I'm here to ask if anybody knows about this situation that I have. for three years I have had a problem with maintaining appropriate eye contact, but my situation is different than any other eye contact problem I have known before or read about. I don't really have a problem looking people in the eye but they get nervous when they look me in the eye!! and they avoid looking at me, even when I maintaining ""appropriate eye contact"" and have a normal conversation they get very nervous and sweaty just by looking at my eyes, and when they force themselves to keep looking me in the eye, their eyes get teary and a little red. after that it got ever worse, when another person look at my eyes even when I'm not looking at them they get nervous and act weird, just by looking at my eyes! I may not be able to explain it very well but it is very unusual and unreal, so does anyone know anything about this situation? I have suffered for three years and now almost every relationship I have is ruined",7.551015004413062,7.109157543689321,7.580626654898503,74.06856575463375,63.36893203883496,10.209355692850838,35.232127096204756,9.573946990214177,3.2356174757281546,858,34,156,14,11,277,98,206,0.17800000000000002,0.8079999999999999,0.013999999999999999,-0.9882,1,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,8,0,19,12,0,4,8,0,15,10,10,0,1,36,36,20,0,6,10,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,9,0,2,5,1,0,1,3,11,1,2,2,19,25,1,22,31,1,21,0,2,19,0,17,9,0,5,11,112,33,1,0.09383445863234437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939616559608261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06381064959068776,0.0983936114531797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312224704711391,0.0,0.1544355284807771,0.0,0.08772255210042358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984621306168177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980370376243407,0.0,0.0,0.16423033417684518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395354990561452,0.0848786399570957,0.07905957844476583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960985270437728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504798850921504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340437826536999,0.0,0.0,0.1547068934437251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940467787463934,0.0,0.0,0.6303784995109801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919378465177008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06505299875548216,0.0819326299139698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591476171628329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385985156948004,0.0,0.06011275696851436,0.0,0.0,0.10074309200530528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164215890373626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322697665335298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436844737593045,0.0,0.0,0.104762822041307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562532984843218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085262975131413 socialanxiety,waowyn,2020/01/16,"How can I handle public speaking? I have terrible anxiety when public speaking, and I always mess them up and fail because of it, no matter how prepared and how much practice I have; It’s really holding me back on many things that I am really good at doing. It’s almost like my mind goes on autopilot as an extreme anxiety coping mechanism, and my body does weird things, which is very visible and makes people uncomfortable. I always push myself to talk and speak, but sometimes I really can’t, no matter how much I try to control myself. It is so extreme that stress wins over, and there is no way for me to collect myself. Most times I would rather to break my legs than presenting. I know many people say public speaking is their biggest fear, but for me, this goes to another level. I’m tired on this holding me back. Should I consider medicating?",7.2240740740740765,7.091132765432099,7.6732098765432095,72.10944444444445,63.93827160493828,10.656790123456787,33.4320987654321,10.25414643259724,3.4466987654320977,676,25,117,14,9,223,98,162,0.184,0.7440000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.9539,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,3,11,9,0,2,1,0,12,4,2,6,0,26,15,16,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,2,2,5,0,0,11,7,0,3,1,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,0,5,23,3,16,13,3,16,0,1,0,0,11,8,0,2,6,88,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15961404800006113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652637703184442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671426760287709,0.24387803073681816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24513440902817435,0.0,0.09716752670689784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17705521766338114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17877838399811746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949024298431795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17936703830440456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369545970482138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876009590066615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787379958351494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639938674289348,0.323209058377401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16057669132856034,0.0,0.0,0.16094651653104106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343517058905259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22101297299899475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063432751820172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267596683021325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576486740853625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18258984298818645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811805524164355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211793864997098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294624166530177,0.1832045250523104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822076256367867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152002372791394,0.0,0.12652269400433197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323174881748495,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,The_dark_light_,2020/01/16,I have trouble going to school at this point I am 16. I feel so overwhelmed to go to school and sit with many students. It is getting scary and I feel so exhausted to be around them. It drains me. I am thinking of not going all together. This is the time when we mostly do self study so I prefer doing that at my home. Is it okay if I do that?,-0.06540540540540363,1.8978794189189223,2.0499324324324317,96.84084459459463,85.8918918918919,4.781081081081081,18.70945945945946,5.985473137389443,-0.3182648648648652,263,7,62,2,8,88,50,74,0.122,0.83,0.047,-0.7667,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,1,0,5,4,0,1,1,1,10,1,0,0,1,13,17,7,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,7,5,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,2,11,1,9,16,2,10,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,2,2,48,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23912989297231446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27164598379697474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14034353348169346,0.0,0.4579909966855968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26944904898333644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27233981927914624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539339385950535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5437181589927251,0.0,0.0,0.2802305823913921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721216717542165,0.0,0.0,0.15663523036688531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,realw8man,2020/01/17,"I just want to be normal I had a pretty bad night and just needed somewhere to rant. Soo I’m in university now but I am still friends with this group from my school and there are two people in this group that I’m really close with. The rest of them are really nice too and when we’re all together I don’t really feel anxious. But today, three of the ones I’m not that close with wanted to go for a drink and I decided to join them, because I’ve really been isolating myself this week and I just felt like I had to do something. So we went to this bar and I was trying really hard to participate in the conversation and it was going okay for the most part, but it was still soo blatantly obvious that they all like each other more than they like me. Anytime I was alone with one of them, the conversation either died or got significantly less interesting and I felt like the most boring person ever. Also, they know a lot more people than I do in this town, so every once in a while someone would walk up to us and greet my three friends and then look at me like „and who the fuck is she“, and I really tried to play it off and be friendly but I think I just made it awkward for everyone. And now I‘m sitting at home crying, because I feel like wherever I go, I‘m never the one anyone would actually choose to talk to, because I can‘t really, genuinely connect with anyone in this world (with an exception of like 5 people). Usually I comfort myself with the thought that I still have my old friends but right now everything is kind of crumbling apart, I have no idea who I actually am and it hurts. I always try to see the good in every situation and not indulge in self pity too much but right now I just wish I was “normal” sooo bad.",4.490263842437756,5.0930121623931655,5.6916536603493135,81.43752508361204,69.82621082621083,9.181270903010033,26.3719806763285,9.318704503766252,1.9696943143812708,1363,39,283,27,23,456,174,351,0.113,0.705,0.182,0.9804,0,1,2,0,0,0,24.0,2,0,6,0,21,25,1,1,15,1,24,3,0,1,6,70,49,28,1,8,16,0,5,7,4,2,0,0,1,2,18,26,2,0,10,3,0,5,6,7,0,6,14,7,40,18,43,31,13,42,0,2,2,1,22,19,1,4,24,208,58,1,0.0,0.0,0.16831887963394393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932037203882652,0.0,0.06896744086948209,0.07175998699021473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974285514329299,0.0,0.12060437667974228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401640207561428,0.15771638420100156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473243661307963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950524872478882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448401450089503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801053759082556,0.14532467106677846,0.08240762168137042,0.07750846168596655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721277003350884,0.061611073898927324,0.16561107587974655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26652043419993976,0.07972904409479803,0.0,0.0,0.14703940368656868,0.07233543003291673,0.06897535035520484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07725560628335251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650743742375583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232350284467104,0.09735636009725464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980743918514543,0.04739617227864811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949333025613068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242129123623887,0.0,0.0,0.07331959286963648,0.0,0.08160396348175711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06339755838368044,0.06394711344867647,0.06651490075976131,0.0,0.0,0.08093197513236701,0.16899707241807832,0.0,0.0,0.09049613644564322,0.09184457528417644,0.17531878431238165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339133596968804,0.0,0.17936736759833852,0.07530290905992082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773879368009285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867404028487729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14729984814262256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728118505649601,0.0687234537419116,0.0,0.08996888154519042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693926245215233,0.0,0.0,0.07307229616256186,0.06639305916316457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066181527457964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931779614166704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05526018668364629,0.0,0.06846626115874202,0.0,0.0,0.08174702929531416,0.0,0.0,0.17565732035666665,0.0,0.08424559060331545,0.0,0.1037381231818414,0.0,0.0949830271195481,0.0,0.10173515540214556,0.0,0.06917787421141988,0.0,0.0,0.07994690199481426,0.0,0.0,0.09917367660794356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225272310993312,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Samathapolisco,2020/01/17,How can I get through social anxiety stress in school? I have f*cked up real badly I wrote a note to my crush telling him that I liked him and I don’t even know him well and now I completely regret it I honestly didn’t think it through I did it in a crazy moment and in the note I wrote my number and told him to text me he hasn’t and I got home from school hours ago. And that probably means he was weirded the f*ck out about it .And now I regret everything because in my clases I have with him I am afraid I am going to have a panic attack because now I’m all worked up about this crazy decision I took and since I have social anxiety I’m very afraid that he is going to spread it around that I like him and tell everyone and people will think badly of me and that I will turn red in class and the worst thing is my assigned seat is next to him How can I cope with this and not have a panic attack in class and care about what he thinks. And I didn’t know the reaction about the note so I will worry the whole weekend about what he thinks. What can I do to control my anxiety.,2.230306513409964,3.395500344827589,3.4237356321839094,93.47260536398468,75.72413793103449,6.879693486590037,21.078544061302683,7.3871296695380915,0.3714015325670492,848,19,199,10,18,275,105,232,0.196,0.741,0.063,-0.9828,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,14,18,2,5,10,0,23,0,0,3,1,37,42,18,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,16,19,0,1,8,1,0,3,5,13,1,0,9,1,36,5,27,30,3,21,0,2,1,0,19,10,0,0,10,139,52,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083759354671822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805852357897547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883714208210507,0.0,0.2781763437157926,0.0,0.0,0.20416365147019505,0.1490568779253649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465201371505258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818707362021806,0.0,0.13712476103093849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075144446885378,0.0,0.0,0.11682447769115492,0.10987922437706922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06387569911897285,0.0,0.13896612299705596,0.0,0.09778233025541697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263654729056707,0.0,0.12040127508478893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438157680176802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194599248483321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317676327583014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300246837089897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868910645891312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475955098560334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181674212857972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391584178363339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24746688833989935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113456949262599,0.0,0.0,0.24925693797392226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400481871829387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137209070543777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812239781903715,0.3133565713809269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682447769115492,0.13583513569650776,0.0,0.13298355400283335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008771386179633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992624250598032,0.0,0.0,0.13649869992284624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890065900977003,0.1241607609606964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DanieruK,2020/01/17,"Fear of asking questions, being an outcast and being quiet. I am going to be going to uni for computing in a couple of weeks, and I have always had a fear of asking questions. I fear it because I feel like the questions would be annoying, or like I'm interviewing them rather than asking for my own personal interest. They might think that I am looking in on their life more than I need to, and therefore I try to focus all of the conversation on me because I don't care what I say about me. The other thing that I worry about is that I am going to be an outcast of the group because I am typically quiet and nervous of saying something offensive / dumb. I was bullied through secondary school so a lot of the things I think of make me fear speaking. Is there any advice to rationalise my feelings or to potentially help clear them up? I've been trying everything from videos of meditation to just telling myself to speak. None of it seems to work. I feel like this is only chance left to make friends or meet someone I might want to be with so that's why I've finally asked reddit x). Thanks for any responses you may make :).",5.381003861003864,5.905707126126129,6.168159588159586,79.08324324324326,67.82882882882882,8.865379665379669,31.17245817245817,8.841846274778883,2.4789268983268986,890,34,170,14,14,293,126,222,0.142,0.752,0.106,-0.8867,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,4,1,7,15,3,5,10,0,22,1,0,4,2,32,44,9,0,4,5,0,3,3,1,4,1,6,0,1,11,5,0,0,9,1,0,3,2,8,0,0,3,10,27,7,37,31,5,11,0,0,1,0,24,6,1,11,5,124,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920211181857183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447102085488692,0.0,0.0,0.13807129924391395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796221107037587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18565309914028874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350425950316257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123276196315414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123773788306667,0.0,0.0,0.456943420961009,0.15399149356000194,0.14504880857678926,0.0,0.11120789153509716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843247365215718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17308487718917734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804530494062863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029948967525703,0.0,0.07170509129756887,0.14878954651300133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524946364870947,0.0,0.0,0.08630688379594352,0.0,0.0,0.20329194912030266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21538888716417867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527423262311281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720893352333501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886415099615557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34116982672032603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16146220905861075,0.0,0.10274152926131208,0.0,0.09241807862824357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601578277744011,0.07815343508850092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873111458742658,0.0934640381197402,0.0,0.0,0.13488795673551518,0.13009713567634146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137847973441289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059877884557181175,0.0,0.08143153169755205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160410990682252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390623644495133,0.1030963499070548,0.0,0.07211539973449617,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SlowStand0,2020/01/17,"Do I have social anxiety, low self-esteem, body image issues, or all of the above? 19 male. I have really bad acne, I have tried so many different treatments but none of them are good enough and my parents refuse to let me do the more aggressive treatments, and I'm overweight. Not obese, but still a bit chubby. I always feel ugly, unattractive, going anywhere makes me anxious because I feel like everyone is looking at me and judging me, I struggle to make friends because I feel like everyone hates me because of my appearance.",8.603775510204084,7.949000806122452,8.188693877551021,71.26344897959184,61.3469387755102,10.697142857142858,40.008163265306116,9.888512548439397,4.128854693877551,421,20,69,7,5,134,69,98,0.263,0.615,0.122,-0.9298,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,2,9,2,1,3,0,8,3,1,2,1,15,18,7,0,0,4,1,3,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,3,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,0,4,15,4,6,17,5,5,0,1,1,0,6,2,0,2,3,45,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419910530615272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054364100050844,0.19278128657001156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248219269909596,0.3120724573265369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18630111816280906,0.1895491176641348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17828863796777075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17632282390221068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32611892709594026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588510723774102,0.2438189199881873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184059355956024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698199347890944,0.14312967873632468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684774903237886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17810997700688466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744969871170646,0.0,0.1667379272411219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329957178101685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278149172137237,0.1730081514823466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18948206950059016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932012863823128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780208827951902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739519978813253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627803051303813,0.0,0.0,0.17839613846885638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158573597976926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,avocavocavocado,2020/01/17,"Pretending to be a functioning adult It’s really hard to walk the line between romanticizing the future ( job,dating,volunteering) but also knowing my anxiety isn’t going anywhere unless I do something about it and Wanting to take time off of college and everything to just focus on bettering my mental health. My depression and anxiety get so bad when I’m away from home during the semester and at home it just gets better because I can still shut myself off of the outside world with my family around. I want to go see a therapist but I don’t want to tell my mom why. I’ve never said out loud that I have SA and I kind of want to keep up the pretense.",4.115581395348837,5.744074085271323,5.7231705426356605,77.00661627906976,71.71317829457367,9.191007751937986,28.403875968992253,9.642632912329526,2.809244341085272,523,20,96,13,10,178,90,129,0.121,0.794,0.085,-0.8265,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,8,6,0,0,7,0,6,1,0,0,1,20,20,11,0,4,5,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,4,8,0,1,1,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,1,4,12,4,23,18,0,18,0,1,1,0,4,10,0,0,5,66,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912801782894787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470492055231403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14374310932885687,0.0,0.0,0.15170698786412293,0.0,0.13482124536180792,0.09843100751249252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28561533046799664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907443139820294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511940556733854,0.0,0.15222015519003507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16872349689206564,0.0,0.18353497922523573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14464598337673298,0.0,0.0,0.17163574673517784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239364483055444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602347015210956,0.1435225299157972,0.0,0.16814683076638706,0.08874004460457398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627244335730592,0.0,0.0,0.18911246987537025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453611708532655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103442230968789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535955614185617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867119974549052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430799257237812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289506670354522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140583104912832,0.0,0.1411324623234065,0.0,0.0,0.18747986616871726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415483260382093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809582839374879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570214349505978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,StarshipShangri-La,2020/01/17,i am so much a lonesome person today i wanted to ask for hugs but didn’t have courage because bad day for my social anxiety in the last year the only time that i got hug from another human being was when i found the courage to talk to the Jehovah’s Witness ladies who are at the city bus terminal and the beach pier. today I saw 2 different Jehovah’s Witness ladies and i was feeling very lonely and in need of a hug but I could not get the courage to go over to them and tell them that i am a very lonely person and Jehovah’s Witness have always been kind to me and can i have a hug. I’m very sad that I couldn’t even find it in me to be brave enough to talk to them.,5.967475538160473,3.964200561643839,6.93058708414873,82.52253424657536,67.35616438356165,10.260665362035226,31.816046966731896,8.841846274778883,2.251355381604696,526,16,121,7,7,178,82,146,0.12300000000000001,0.649,0.228,0.9625,1,4,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,3,0,3,13,0,0,11,0,15,4,0,0,0,16,25,10,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,6,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,7,2,16,9,18,14,2,13,0,3,1,4,12,5,0,0,7,79,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446274159421385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18205191902024948,0.13281606037848365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16230788478411762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496243067334216,0.1058349376935734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861855723751804,0.0,0.0,0.11196820629548823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18139217141210906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939213772511173,0.0,0.11467198579466382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778566154690358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586822318333232,0.0,0.0,0.19036140641462185,0.0,0.0,0.09070739613605636,0.0,0.0986701933759483,0.0,0.13885688435385413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807947496145849,0.0,0.14152052717728195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762802055321704,0.12873435062204971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204308530268094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031902637969911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17698004189628794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790925498149697,0.15174837415580256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101237111089303,0.0,0.3291360677307242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4297551040489624,0.1024034429375763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180326059756307 socialanxiety,sharkflp,2020/01/17,"Hobbies and anxiety I was always scared of trying something new and not being the best at it on the first try, and that's why I never had any hobbies. You guys have any tips for this?",2.751754385964912,4.144898736842109,3.944736842105264,89.3414912280702,74.78947368421053,6.119298245614036,23.19298245614036,6.42735559955562,0.5357614035087721,144,4,30,1,3,47,32,38,0.19899999999999998,0.8009999999999999,0.0,-0.7887,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,5,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,3,1,4,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431227710870154,0.0,0.0,0.3973940002149608,0.0,0.2235220534217705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066319531240518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485338885247473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893108063440924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22535242367722466,0.2821957705262902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925298952970184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22493962445804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3967512284402158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636530826561895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,snnajajsj,2020/01/17,"Do women's tastes change in men as they get older?(23F) I (23F) have an ex(25M) we dated in high school. He was considered one of the most popular seniors. He always went out to parties and had girls. He would always brag on social media, and in-person, he was an ass hole but that people should get used to it. He always brags about being sarcastic and being the center of attention. He was two years older than me, and he is 25 now. He used to get a ton of women when he was younger. He would brag about it and use women for sex and say he has no respect for sluts even though he tries to sleep around. He was in the military, but now in college, but he still drinks regularly and posts multiple pictures drinking on social media. His leading friend group is people from high school who were considered popular. When he was younger, tons of girls wanted to date him, but it seems now that a lot of women block him or unfollow him. Also, now when he meets new women with his friends, they are disinterested in him. He even for bad eye bags now from drinking heavily. When I was younger, he told people not to say to people I talk to him because I was unpopular and would call me weird and annoying. He would ignore me after sex said I'm only suitable for sex. Don't worry, I moved on and blocked him. Now he begs for us to talk again or acts closer than we were. I am asking to see me even with a girlfriend until I block him. I know it's because he has fewer options now of women leave him sooner. Why do women not want him anymore? Why does this guy put women off promptly at 25 but not 18? How did women's tastes change? tl;dr: I have an ex that would always take pride in being an asshole. He used to get lots of dates, but women seem not to take interest anymore. What changed?",3.029843960701214,4.63205010614525,4.089845887112311,87.72790502793299,74.47486033519553,6.613908688114043,23.238682334810253,7.237678284180719,0.8186641109612789,1390,39,284,15,29,451,176,358,0.11199999999999999,0.8190000000000001,0.069,-0.9384,0,0,3,0,0,0,47.0,3,0,2,2,22,12,1,0,10,0,32,12,3,6,0,54,53,27,0,8,12,1,0,0,3,6,0,3,0,14,10,16,5,4,4,3,0,5,6,5,0,2,15,7,29,7,48,29,5,45,0,0,2,5,69,17,1,8,22,178,39,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952392786842583,0.28935602634805024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17243737891391234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739285193551801,0.08127487417830252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258922343315309,0.1059926479376481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877295944426958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759052033320237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607963646111944,0.0,0.0,0.2554971065829853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17226429688798553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343354719935492,0.0,0.1816851280590608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608184347458253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18370859099049427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04777860423987862,0.0,0.0,0.09205431337784198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782239334232192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240085786169784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396482818806864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058911134301672385,0.06611992484754754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410862047296754,0.07591051591536138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326214179194465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873962507451439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269751919463396,0.13827245943563984,0.0,0.17597088532318406,0.06927797204863348,0.15828936198444868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700033593850452,0.1772437692269037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942844027416309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073243719805133,0.13975422019998449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541570213618774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307255530079154,0.0,0.05902489018042236,0.0,0.08492535449331975,0.0,0.10457516912870736,0.3003445219532379,0.0,0.0,0.10255603972963502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059198046959974,0.15689523443384992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828930276378831,0.0,0.3087897082113312,0.0,0.0,0.05598493227779455 socialanxiety,SimulatedDevil,2020/01/17,"I think I figured out why I have social anxiety... Simply put, I feel burdened by people's expectations of what normal, civilized behavior is and their expectations of what I should be, of what my reactions should be. For example, I hate it when people tell jokes and expect me to laugh when i don't find them funny and I feel bad to just be staring with a blank look on my face while they crack up so I start feeling anxious and I act weird because I feel forced to be someone I am not. Other times, people start asking very personal questions way too fast, a few seconds after meeting them, while a whole group stares at me awaiting an answer and I just freeze and feel like I wanna crawl and hide inside my skin and be invisible. Other times, I find people extremely predictable, easy to read and profoundly boring. They seem to be so self-absorbed that there is no possibility of connection whatsoever, they go on and on about their lives without pausing but at the same time I am here struggling to be interested and interactive so again, forced to be something I am not ===> Hello anxiety! Maybe I should start being myself completely, say what I mean and mean what I say even if it means being rude and hurting some people's feelings? That would mean rejection, lots of it. And I know that, so I isolate myself and say I have social anxiety to avoid hurting other people's feelings and shattering their norms and ending up alone anyway.",6.894368181818184,7.10898462545455,7.20403409090909,74.02605113636366,64.56363636363636,9.929545454545458,32.82386363636364,9.673873057562805,3.0786772727272727,1152,43,204,21,16,375,153,275,0.17800000000000002,0.76,0.062,-0.9857,0,2,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,8,0,15,15,2,2,5,0,22,2,2,0,0,58,43,27,0,10,7,0,9,1,0,4,0,3,0,1,14,19,0,1,19,2,0,3,5,11,0,1,0,15,38,4,28,29,5,26,0,3,3,0,21,8,0,5,15,151,52,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958546428978823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22067024466851926,0.10862547152526736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989003424454177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028370201934781,0.058613949569966836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081454506861792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516297938195408,0.0,0.0,0.06350812065404107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34032476568767145,0.06869169103942012,0.0,0.0,0.17576411980810333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05464594078886955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949311375259908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058674563435448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05284315004729544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04697547746973599,0.0,0.08490482182690633,0.0,0.08074426637063045,0.0,0.0,0.0817458048012506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09659856822312124,0.4189550295263537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420948175772063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3999621177787547,0.08395705246104612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839801073875144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666027849013677,0.10771331645300758,0.0,0.09617897644051138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293940699276689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753403996734392,0.1003085033772152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19603165980282045,0.08147008766271635,0.07402324320267115,0.0,0.0,0.20417267164061634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005199467450844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404192173141681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061610931773091474,0.0,0.0,0.1682026858043266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933625872234477,0.0,0.07632174098859518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676308723114125,0.10735134164892192,0.0,0.092688018439737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830430123972749,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,coolaccount247,2020/01/17,"We have a discord server dedicated to anonymity and easygoing chat Anyone welcome, say as much or as little as you like. [https://discord.gg/QAaKtR](https://discord.gg/QAaKtR) &#x200B; also we got music",12.337738095238096,17.358209678571438,9.121428571428574,46.2902380952381,59.35714285714286,8.019047619047619,34.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,4.132676190476191,173,7,16,3,3,50,25,28,0.077,0.624,0.299,0.7806,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,4,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,1,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773949669233341,0.0,0.375837772356492,0.4214898080331193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24254232619127244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774267797831819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16946508728747398,0.3476588179760424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25499225995846697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758480820024031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4214898080331193,0.0 socialanxiety,Kiraxes,2020/01/17,"WhatsApp Support Group Invitation Hi, I have created a WhatsApp group about Anxiety Disorders (SAD, GAD, Panic, OCD and PTSD) with the purpose of helping each other and share knowledge about this conditions. I will leave the link of the group here for anyone interested in joining in. Thanks https://chat.whatsapp.com/ElH1F4D7RO78dLfFwYClKv",11.4786,15.112170260000005,8.165,58.7875,56.4,10.6,40.5,10.686352973137794,5.3974,283,14,33,7,4,80,40,50,0.105,0.645,0.25,0.8176,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,8,3,1,2,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25734738159112563,0.0,0.0,0.2352208060925931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3855469936254961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254838462836238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562022144376866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39469644972281503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39323711613350587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817461487716611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097146940972113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MelKatG13,2020/01/17,"I wanna start a YouTube channel but anxiety is a thing. Idk if this is allowed and I can delete, but idk where else to post this. Like the title says, I've been wanting to try and start a YouTube channel for a while now as a sorta hobby. The thing is I've been struggling with anxiety and I get scared due to over thinking. I've been bullied throughout my life for my appearance and voice and I'm worried that if I start a channel, I'd go through the same thing. I'm a very shy and introverted person so trying something like this is a HUUGE step for me but I feel like doing this could help me get used to hearing myself and becoming more social. If anyone can give me words of encouragement/wisdom or advice on how to just make that leap, I would really appreciate it.",5.653974358974358,5.483962602564101,6.2982051282051295,80.78012820512821,67.2051282051282,8.984615384615385,31.43589743589743,8.515128840125781,2.2662743589743592,610,22,123,8,9,200,92,156,0.158,0.7290000000000001,0.11199999999999999,-0.6805,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,11,0,12,1,0,4,0,30,28,18,0,7,8,0,1,3,0,1,1,3,0,1,10,8,0,0,2,3,0,3,0,2,0,0,3,4,12,3,15,23,2,13,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,6,9,82,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16577115639163875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595496988572659,0.0,0.0,0.11861688471207114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873550825035791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354444812039276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417132316847469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577555287197723,0.12119151644160008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17726077165780893,0.16273504079705722,0.0964108516091191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19119766063509536,0.0,0.1137067415223912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982240786673155,0.2486339729294973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323664007078033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481239193526636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624691207430498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867632559359973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349052788218141,0.1698401680478067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17292756782209667,0.0,0.13059787814087878,0.0,0.0,0.36021817657479605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17734553618245733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33810569394298196,0.10869906007519872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303501159874336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14651529900488075,0.0,0.13997153597290812,0.1000586175371188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722786020433283,0.0,0.12050805157753355,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jucumberbatch,2020/01/17,"How do I tell my mother I'm getting a tattoo tomorrow? So, I (18F) have a tattoo scheduled for tomorrow. I'm getting it with a good friend of mine, who my mom knows and is very fond of. However, telling her this has been plenty difficult. She knows I want tattoos, but I just can't bring myself to tell her that I'm actually getting one. Every time I try to say it, there's a block. I don't know why. But I can't say it. Help.",-0.14021739130434696,1.818311500000004,2.6197391304347843,92.66656521739132,86.17391304347827,5.853913043478261,21.156521739130433,7.1686216300943375,0.5643269565217395,326,11,76,5,10,114,60,92,0.10300000000000001,0.809,0.08800000000000001,-0.4923,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,1,0,11,19,5,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,6,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,2,14,3,6,18,0,5,0,0,0,0,13,0,0,0,4,46,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.2058805957839296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777550440354656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16299830981826946,0.0,0.3306762728406333,0.0,0.0,0.17695532983407966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141170334089234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3478380633649848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470906852058207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14296172378224548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355506456776629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5532028138058325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302087809888748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323777917838132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17407598754619272,0.12443817622785833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19037159472284976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,KatRomero,2020/01/17,What are good ways to approach people on college campus? Does anyone have any methods to approach people on campus or how to keep a conversation going when you’re already talking to someone? I think this is the most difficult part of being on campus.,7.022101449275365,8.21762889130435,7.3204347826086975,69.88905797101451,64.43478260869566,7.872463768115942,34.89855072463768,7.793537801064563,3.006124637681161,203,9,29,2,3,66,37,46,0.059000000000000004,0.871,0.069,0.1197,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,8,6,2,8,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,1,22,3,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446624234466417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123941870464764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21838744877794825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733208997213581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17750356509980225,0.26196644692410875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27761204801110906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382214835294645,0.0,0.4330587096114581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646350451719385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510379319730159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20012758278052975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24791193864593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,writtit888,2020/01/17,"Feeling pretty low after attending a childhood friend's wedding I am a 29 year old female with social anxiety. I am posting this from the car on my way back home from a wedding. This friend used to be a good friend back in school but we sort of became busier with life over the years. We still managed to stay in touch and she invited me as one of her closest friends today. I was feeling quite excited about it even yesterday. Trying not to think of my social anxiety at all. I thought I would do alright since she's a childhood buddy and I was so happy for her. But the moment I got there, my social anxiety kicked in. I tried my best to hide it by doing what I usually do in such situations, laugh more than necessary. She seemed genuinely happy to see me and hugged me and asked a photographer to take a picture and I just felt so very nervous posing in that room full of strangers , I am sure I looked awful in that picture. My mom asked the guy to take another picture with my phone and it was the same thing all over again and when I saw the picture I was so embarrassed that I deleted it rightaway. I didn't know anyone else at the wedding. Her other friends were nice enough and I did my best to hold conversations mainly with these two girls and there were a few moments where I felt a little calm and could be myself and I remember saying some things that made them genuinely laugh. But overall I was still very nervous and even though I liked them I don't think I made a very good impression. I really need some help/tips on what I should do to recover from this blow to my self confidence. I don't really attend too many weddings so maybe this was a bit too overwhelming for me. At the same time, I can't help but feel really low because everyone else at the wedding seemed so very at ease and comfortable. I wish I was normal.",3.8223997664460896,5.285024520435968,4.63350233553912,85.18792574931881,72.18801089918256,8.076644608797197,27.00360062281043,8.634040054169528,1.8790755936161936,1457,51,293,26,28,470,185,367,0.073,0.685,0.242,0.9974,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,0,2,3,22,28,0,4,20,2,26,2,0,3,3,55,50,25,0,6,6,1,6,1,5,2,1,1,2,3,18,19,0,1,12,0,0,3,5,6,0,2,18,10,52,22,43,27,14,46,0,3,3,1,33,22,0,5,19,213,70,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151776697301643,0.20030048564289213,0.0,0.0,0.06102625616052205,0.08942581798043941,0.0,0.0,0.16318482395018175,0.0,0.0,0.13422157796879405,0.0,0.05320337856129286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831840995378463,0.0,0.09528411126942378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696837522376672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581782347633482,0.0,0.0,0.09018069101096338,0.0,0.1152915512318417,0.0,0.0,0.08339711656834789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132389942829353,0.0,0.1675996214713601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33715078874560955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464079697337143,0.06980355962895195,0.0,0.0,0.08641816191489696,0.0,0.1858164308864144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170001514062281,0.0,0.087546160120393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04796527340273294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061646476165644636,0.04263923740434032,0.08747469530550628,0.0,0.0,0.07329087703333469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516761717116274,0.0,0.08848539460699864,0.08768169064462689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221801625024976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471494706046407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551313738099392,0.0,0.0,0.091582752737646,0.0,0.05914129782984245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358744376660525,0.0887923016683673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283005848212067,0.0,0.0,0.1677360512466163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886806789921404,0.0,0.0,0.06940634229916565,0.0,0.08832919839046485,0.06954863841179544,0.1589077924128897,0.09104916691758301,0.0,0.0,0.07219661194089631,0.09810324343578816,0.0,0.26690438068940553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302589574592833,0.13939938902175045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225773974185233,0.0,0.1312432037848512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596620350737033,0.11184742712909893,0.08574941798800134,0.06928835763434453,0.05089204437697617,0.0,0.08272859223649531,0.0,0.0,0.11851099629684107,0.0,0.08525715457581656,0.0,0.0,0.07537948910234209,0.09612351895473087,0.288051362340159,0.0,0.06927658873125599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036448692286497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06199922753684967,0.0,0.0,0.1124073264951754 socialanxiety,JKWrites1018,2020/01/17,"What's the difference between the main line and the cubicles at a bank? I have to go close my account at a bank today and I don't know if I should go speak with a teller as I normally would, or wait at the chairs to speak with someone in the offices/cubicles. I don't understand the difference and I'm afraid of waiting in one area and being told I'm wrong in front of everyone in such a quiet place.",4.635529411764704,4.387153258823531,6.0329411764705885,82.08823529411767,69.35294117647058,10.094117647058825,31.117647058823533,9.888512548439397,2.7375176470588243,317,12,69,7,5,108,52,85,0.043,0.9570000000000001,0.0,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,10,0,6,0,0,0,0,16,15,7,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,7,0,2,2,0,3,3,2,2,0,1,1,3,6,0,15,11,1,14,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,2,1,47,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5450523358800832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24924735111342455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964869925897473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335288596296392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25557146163612665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17675445425523273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725261679400416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210120361040776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472493453582428,0.24924735111342455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27154750996979343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852958935573473,0.2851916581034383,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,IDroppedMyHotPocket9,2020/01/17,"Whenever I go to school I get suicidal I’m in the bus. I see the school getting closer and I feel a lovely wave of anxiety. It gets worse and by the time I get to my first class I’ve calmed down a bit. Then more people show up and start talking and that’s when the anxiety returns with a vengeance. From there the suicide ideation joins the party so I get the staring into space blankly, all awkward, and fidgety. Sometimes it’s too much and I end up leaving and chilling in a dark closet. Or cry alone. Tl;dr School makes me anxious and then I get suicidal. I don’t know what I want you people to tell me I thought I’d write it out somewhere.",0.9225814536340842,3.2322441654135337,2.329654135338348,94.15262656641606,84.78947368421052,5.050426065162909,24.656140350877195,6.42735559955562,0.7275066666666667,506,21,108,5,15,163,87,133,0.23199999999999998,0.693,0.075,-0.9628,0,1,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,1,11,0,1,1,0,1,1,19,17,13,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,11,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,3,15,2,14,16,4,18,0,0,2,1,5,9,0,1,8,65,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644742238505795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21634073311974672,0.159741388200448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437182606318486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532090654762198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523814496487629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149592572742709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202744937813558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44325297385428497,0.0,0.08036069550319977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770956504870985,0.0,0.0,0.14972184238649294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761872991004855,0.0,0.09438538297977958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394503290649523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960574655417653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.429312068987381,0.11267723620236215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984789701614728,0.0,0.10008341979250468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4640048925542032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365170496544005,0.12358955092118645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122555497494064,0.08245128928524201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340119356036248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409835188496206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Harryoz55,2020/01/17,"Buspar medication reviews? Has anyone here tried buspar for SA, if so, how did it work for you? Please let me know :)",1.2907575757575778,3.951236863636364,2.824545454545458,87.87348484848488,89.45454545454545,4.751515151515153,16.424242424242426,6.42735559955562,-0.11704848484848407,89,2,17,1,3,29,20,22,0.0,0.7879999999999999,0.212,0.6868,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,3,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,12,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112325040084508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24462179209085555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4551569494704401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4484032874323389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4885990668482042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30220167883953114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32404667508424684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,W1lber,2020/01/17,"Online tutorial tomorrow.. Im a history student with the open university which means everything is online.. I can do uni work while sitting on the sofa in my PJs. It's bliss. Tomorrow it's a study day and a online tutorial for a hour and half. I don't normally join in with them, but my last two assignments my tutor has encouraged me to join in with the tutorials and I do need the info so I thought I would join. But now the fear is creeping in.. what if I have to talk through the microphone? What if I sound weird to other students and they can't understand me?? What if there isn't any students and she picks on me all the time??? I mean.. I can cancel. I can bail. You don't have to go to the study groups or the online tutorials. I could make my excuses and email her.. but.. I do want to learn. Help!",0.3683132530120474,2.666194325301209,2.930132530120485,88.8382108433735,87.67469879518072,6.934457831325301,21.55301204819277,8.07648339933343,1.2814346987951812,622,22,137,15,20,215,92,166,0.10099999999999999,0.8320000000000001,0.066,-0.6818,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,2,1,3,3,0,1,13,0,17,0,0,2,1,31,25,15,0,8,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,7,10,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,2,0,2,1,1,24,1,17,22,1,17,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,4,8,98,31,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15641636672517126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18364624061253396,0.0,0.0,0.14833901437209362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20672037629894124,0.0,0.0,0.2588279754629816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072138705754935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15417250985256628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265159499760183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484529374003287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874908619996622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15353510946882634,0.0,0.0,0.5011020195078835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17055133165847505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253633838407725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848753102683903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18260420814259692,0.13412212067802395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22468876058466627,0.2394510925772237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13566731392999995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674518172329038,0.0,0.0,0.16339425895422624,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BloomingBlob,2020/01/17,"Do I have social anxiety? What should I do? Throughout middle school I was always a cheerful and talkative kid. I was never anxious to be around other people, in fact, talking to people was something that I looked forward to. I would go to school and have a pretty good relationship with everyone around me. We would laugh, joke around, I had friends, and I worked so hard to be a top student. I felt like if I was at the top of the world. It was my escape from home, life, and reality. Just four more years meant that I could go to my dream college and find myself. School was like my purpose in life, the only way in which I could escape poverty. The only way in which I could prove myself to the world. Even before I started high school, I had high hopes. I would move to a new school and easily make friends. In my freshman year however, I slowly began to get anxious in several aspects of my school life. I would hide because I felt petrified of being classified as the loner. In lunch, I wouldn't even look up at people. When people would talk to me, I would just get a shaky voice, mumble, disregard them, and think about how stupid I was for the rest of the day. Sophomore year, it is as if I started to become numb to my fear. The deplorable half an hour of lunch time. I didn't care about other people, I started to dread conversation, I just wanted to be alone regardless of anything. Now, I just feel extremely uncomfortable when I sit around people. The long hours of me just hurting other people with my dreadful silence. When just a couple of years ago I was making other people feel happy and glad about themselves. What hurts me most of all was that I can vividly see my uncomfortably of other people causing irritation to others. It not only puts my mind in a blank, where I can't even think, but other people also have to endure my discomfort. I am like a tank with a blocked muzzle, I have endured almost three years of really bad anxiety. I have done this because education was the only thing that I really had going for me. Whereas other people with anxiety to this degree would have found anyway to avoid this.I stayed like a helpless snail hiding in its shell. I would go days without even talking to anybody, I feel so distressed about going to school; it has infected my life out of school. Even just talking to my own parents. It is just getting to the point where the simplest of eye contact causes me to become anxious, get headaches, and it is so hard for me to concentrate on things being taught. I just want to hide my face just to go home and stay in my bed all day. It is like the people in my school know that they make me uncomfortable, so they purposely avoid me. Sitting down for two hours each class is just getting too hard to handle. I don't know whats wrong with me. I guess I viewed it as weak to try to change things. It is ""unman"" like to deal with stuff about emotions since I hide that side of me. I think that people will just disregard my situation as something to just deal with, since it has happen before. The side where I cry which I replace with anger. It is even affecting the people in my home. All that I want is to be happy, I want love. I just want to stop being this stick in the mud, doing nothing has slowly deteriorated my life. I want change, I just don't know what to do.",4.655061162079509,5.655806188073393,5.233963302752294,83.4231162079511,69.6880733944954,7.709357798165137,26.45993883792049,7.870641169985416,1.4640559021406732,2613,78,511,31,45,840,261,654,0.152,0.743,0.10400000000000001,-0.9881,2,3,2,0,0,0,77.0,1,0,3,3,45,35,2,8,28,0,62,13,2,7,6,104,108,26,0,23,20,1,8,6,2,11,8,1,4,1,42,25,2,6,15,2,0,9,8,17,0,4,21,15,85,18,94,66,8,76,0,3,6,1,19,37,0,7,32,374,127,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039955568727186384,0.0,0.04513531169679105,0.04668328927333402,0.0,0.036045830520634835,0.03750535465144141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344494489578067,0.1527630868369519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0370922353579242,0.16050241750758162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03763508371459876,0.05495364173359507,0.0995618502396354,0.07670966794901751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04595616249589047,0.09260726261029496,0.0953650779329652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796427008981414,0.049873757518220437,0.04951190463082488,0.08720741224600101,0.09293906537113283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046126567628772965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050702420930154805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17862654889499252,0.0,0.0,0.04307034054455815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05072101912982282,0.06837262674017862,0.0,0.08655662292586047,0.0,0.04119701257302876,0.0,0.0,0.04942154621142484,0.06964844773374856,0.0,0.11774707526829327,0.0,0.15370027822756488,0.03780610993726925,0.0,0.0,0.049654325498260515,0.0,0.03985897622466607,0.09596467223771744,0.12113291963936815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952467580450862,0.13563932729005762,0.04476886223914504,0.1331670559728984,0.0,0.09650575096466824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431482327361251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591862423474973,0.1321258972348363,0.0,0.0,0.03988925862975807,0.07570197058427136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04068123554555742,0.0,0.09026215822155094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04551210423620413,0.0,0.0,0.04790675332307635,0.0,0.0,0.03476401051940622,0.043532954183618015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04324992143521382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712387537150095,0.0,0.0,0.050049577515488206,0.0,0.0,0.4374829587517378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0426096989852776,0.0,0.0,0.04585667740032128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04531203197351359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05775138794613235,0.0,0.0,0.048392834422306144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4105575744250785,0.03591831065707681,0.0,0.0,0.050921028945650634,0.0,0.07457170680258011,0.05066530207722732,0.0,0.045947482127897656,0.0,0.06940066002654577,0.0,0.0,0.09571127633820466,0.09608622393931453,0.0,0.0376840589665798,0.0,0.0,0.05159918806928263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491577476478915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983590948186879,0.08664520382191386,0.0,0.0,0.026283135107299932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03060243074828967,0.0,0.04403095493632602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951562607155753,0.0715556218535483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04344993125104163,0.0,0.03281456268396478,0.0,0.0,0.2561554119270493,0.049281574227814116,0.0,0.1451315714219797 socialanxiety,kmlindgren13,2020/01/17,"Social anxiety challenges + new vulnerabilities Hey there! I’m new to this subreddit but definitely not new to fighting my social anxiety and doing SA exposure/challenges. Last night I did something I thought I’d never be able to do and I went up in a room full of over 100 people and talked about my non profit I recently started. It didn’t exactly go well as I rushed through my speech, forgot some of it and my voice was shakey BUT I did it. I had been putting off doing exposure challenges because a trauma and a sudden life change has happened, causing old core beliefs to resurface and everything to feel more vulnerable and difficult. Before this event, I got to a place with my recovery from anxiety, depression and an eating disorder where I was declared in remission. Life is a bit messy at the moment, but I was wondering what your views are in doing challenges throughout this process? I want to be well again, but last time I did a bunch of challenges it caused me to spiral into suicidal thoughts. Is this something I just have to go through or would putting it off be harmful? Thanks!",6.070395284327326,7.334763043689321,6.3019694868238565,76.08834951456312,66.62135922330097,9.5750346740638,35.5880721220527,9.784248007369934,3.632704299583912,881,43,154,19,14,282,126,206,0.162,0.72,0.11800000000000001,-0.9295,0,0,2,0,2,0,18.0,0,1,0,4,7,13,1,0,8,0,22,3,0,2,2,30,36,14,1,2,7,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,10,10,1,1,5,0,1,6,3,5,2,0,14,4,20,8,27,18,5,34,1,1,1,0,6,13,0,3,15,112,30,5,0.1273192410413488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29219661272563313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761262760433553,0.0,0.10833929662098557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389996358228298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615838644970371,0.13468687509284485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965987574620227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591888065513547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027936886867106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442632425591005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437643378566267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14471691751371946,0.0,0.10182882789478297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258798437461408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20756434904286988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985869044958103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819644767332752,0.3688971491224274,0.0,0.11948048287538388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360012607128186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826713075058819,0.0,0.1330215083691091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559820061137911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571239062064532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595718651031129,0.0,0.19603314401791566,0.0,0.0,0.09011721411760397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926658495021604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233438318190187,0.0,0.11721845127136833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021545113792007,0.0742408733254249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509618709397649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289505762446593,0.11802621200222313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380722858341374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044393586829097,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,kanafehis,2020/01/17,"Anyone else been driving for years and still get scared to park in parking lots lol When it's time to park I get anxious as fuck. The act of pulling in and out of a car space seems simple in theory, but the fact that the consequence of parking incorrectly is damaging another car and having to deal with that interaction , puts me in panic mode despite knowing how to fucking drive. My social anxiety is very minor, but It's strong in the sense that I am avoidant when it comes to social situations. In a way, I'm avoiding a negative social situation by parking far away from other cars. Does anyone else relate to this? Despite having driven for years?",6.147580645161291,7.0426152096774235,6.727580645161293,74.43637096774195,66.25806451612904,9.425806451612903,32.435483870967744,9.516144504307137,3.0738580645161284,522,21,91,10,8,171,82,124,0.183,0.7709999999999999,0.046,-0.9572,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,4,8,2,4,7,1,6,2,0,1,1,15,15,9,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,2,2,0,0,10,1,7,0,0,2,0,4,1,23,13,1,27,0,1,0,2,5,10,2,2,6,59,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590451222982323,0.11603144135885632,0.17135028850349016,0.0,0.2121102534618273,0.3108192130936052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250424670510356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065512447516026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637091388692936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273236543749106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534110515927869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804433506774615,0.15848851239199113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335695927387604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289491961688385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17795867079512132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524759006662629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15185376508608273,0.0,0.0,0.13807979649406174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409795248762703,0.0,0.4638426097218541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112835358952817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844327926324684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514827903600073,0.0,0.12039305472144643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195348264943065 socialanxiety,TheHermitess86,2020/01/17,"Getting nervous about upcoming meeting I really can’t stand going out in public and dealing with people, but I can usually force myself out to the gas station, my therapy sessions, and the drive-through grocery service. But now I’m supposed to go see my financial advisor and the closer it gets to the appointment, the more anxious and nervous I’m going to be. Going there feels like being called down to the principal’s office. It just consists of 45 minutes of her kind of lecturing me as if I’m a little child in regards to my expenses. I did pay for some home renovations about a month ago which was a rather expensive thing, but it’s not an expense that I’m going to have this year because I’m done with the home remodeling. And they were necessary things that needed to be fixed. But I just know she’s going to lecture me and it’s embarrassing because I think she’s actually younger than me so it feels very humiliating. She’s always on my case about going out to get a “normal job” since right now I am living off of my dividends and the little bit of money I make taking care of people’s pets. It’s frustrating that she doesn’t seem to understand my situation, That I really cannot leave my house/yard without going into a panic attack. I’ll take my own dogs for walks in the woods nearby or someplace quiet and I’ll go visit my family, but I cannot be around people in general. And then there are days or even weeks when I can barely pull myself out of bed because I’m so tired of feeling sick in the head, but it’s like she just thinks I’m some lazy deadbeat. I’m getting the nervous shakes just thinking about it.",4.4391651106961865,5.5590084539877305,5.791813817017875,78.78344758602294,70.28834355828221,8.614350493464924,29.20458789010404,8.964715089967882,2.411381328354228,1300,49,245,24,23,438,175,326,0.12,0.825,0.055999999999999994,-0.9670000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,0,18,12,2,6,17,0,17,3,1,1,0,48,53,23,0,4,16,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,5,1,16,17,0,0,9,0,6,13,6,8,0,0,4,5,31,4,44,45,5,42,0,0,1,0,13,18,0,6,12,162,47,7,0.0,0.0,0.10101815617490097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176202581315793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613486007810252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694532004906825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215252997002002,0.0,0.11776611072662023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893099379606908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301430899589247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570295061010752,0.0,0.10554299947562122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676022949604801,0.10672200630989752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593435218815607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683723383780579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758709463490607,0.0,0.15702468866565647,0.07395292909221668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163345036376125,0.0,0.5294824731881823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623882900567214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20767300359813295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272515463943456,0.0,0.0,0.10779755588918978,0.056890515713383376,0.0,0.0,0.10961009525129108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114685202315946,0.20750347802740887,0.09140785694952808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690987410643602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262668804551508,0.0,0.0,0.07675692123594427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142517994272407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145549268344732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152980199504108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263193392747055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840338705064596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249005219232684,0.09423845232089792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563075314072076,0.11635801729631297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15566456766556094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838129314799435,0.0,0.1375448664174937,0.19898951968322207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897814852071233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107765377579199,0.0,0.0,0.11400991128736565,0.08541278613112517,0.0,0.0,0.08303550161615487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978718461652544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666188182207697 socialanxiety,CheesyEggCroissant,2020/01/17,"My Rant: An Insomniacs Plea I had a life. In school I had friends. In school I was always sociable. After school I would sometimes hang out with my friends. Once I was done with school I felt like all the structure in my life fell apart. Once I got to college, it was all about ME making moves. I had to find out what I LIKED. What I ENJOY. What I WANT TO DO FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. Needless to say I dropped out my second year before finals. It's been two years since I've left my house and I only leave for weekly therapy. I'm on meds for depression and severe anxiety. This sense of impending doom that I can't shake. So many racing thoughts in my head that I feel my eyes twitch like a telegram rapidly spamming SOS through the cable lines. I don't know who I AM. What I am. I'm a fly on the wall. I'm a breeze of wind that just passes you by. I'm nothing to society. I'm nothing and I will just fade away with time.",-0.035303904170362436,2.11667723979592,1.7610292812777288,97.61502661934341,87.82653061224491,4.837267080745342,19.236024844720497,6.280692351149826,-0.15562440106477382,713,21,167,7,23,233,113,196,0.091,0.777,0.132,0.8279,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,0,4,9,0,1,9,0,15,6,2,1,2,21,27,4,0,2,2,0,2,3,2,2,4,1,0,0,11,9,0,0,5,0,0,5,2,3,0,2,11,4,29,6,28,14,3,26,1,2,1,0,5,13,0,0,10,103,40,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608470769291643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753208880496916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978422987733185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108487478351034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980986370635873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046999526473907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446448504342632,0.0,0.12241364102956165,0.13966276892655566,0.11652664205544838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19700214243451036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196810489174407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084499249763845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14711024605291365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006702889493444,0.0,0.0,0.13499708369389968,0.13852193335012303,0.0,0.27015703989647244,0.18686048055118495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510282295825905,0.12925827918568675,0.0,0.0,0.14161640686006252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355052890454374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446666784429368,0.0,0.0,0.2715525832949363,0.0,0.09696446261938306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138785513709306,0.0,0.5161204393792502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403123290861286,0.0,0.10546384365424934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260942154930886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579979428221165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121550471911944,0.07434241673019844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245425093902053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519890035934458,0.0,0.10226750132405313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056764111013167,0.0,0.0,0.16420311685518355 socialanxiety,365-fresh,2020/01/17,"First week of the semester and I already hate it... This semester, I’m taking a lot of classes that I thought could help me get out of my comfort zone and understand how to be a better communicator. The classes are Interpersonal Communications, Psychology and Sociology. I thought it wouldn’t be too bad but I became so so overwhelmed after the first days. Interpersonal communication, isn’t too bad because we talk about communication with others and I wanted to learn more about it but then I realized we have to do discussions afterwards each class. The first day didn’t go so well because I realized social anxiety really stripped me from understanding relationships with others because I’ve been guarded and alone most of my life. I felt so embarrassed when we had to pair up with people and I couldn’t even think of a single thing to say because I just never experienced having friends that well compared to others who had good points. I just sat there in silence and even declined when someone asked if I’d like to add anything... I’m scared I won’t be able to add on to any of these discussion... All my classmates are so willing to talk and share their input, while I can’t even muster a word. I feel ashamed of myself. I think the good thing I’ll get out of this class is understanding communications with others and in the “real world” that I have yet to experience.. Sociology...this class is TOO MUCH. I honestly think this class could be the most helpful to me even though it’s the worst out of all. The syllabus stated we have to conduct social experiments, have class discussions about topics (mostly controversial) and we have a 40 minute presentation. My professor mentioned that he will try to get us to talk about things that will make us and other people uncomfortable. Mentioning that people will disagree but that’s the whole point of this class. I’m honestly terrified because all my classmates are in their mid 20’s or around the same age as me yet they are so much more confident than could ever be. I honestly feel like a child surrounded by adults. I already care so much about what others think, I can’t imagine speaking out about something I might be ignorant about, feeling anxious about being offensive or uneducated because I’m scared of appearing in a negative way. For example, in Psychology we did two truths and a lie. One of my truths seemed like a lie because it was unbelievable that my classmates started doubting it. I felt silly for writing it down, like what I wrote was actually a lie and felt attacked when in reality they were all just trying to find the lie. I still feel embarrassed it. I feel like all my classmates dislike me and think I’m a stupid person. We have to write an essay about ourselves and tell our classmates all about ourselves. I feel like once they know more about me, they will think less of me. I really don’t know how I’m going to face all these people again. I don’t know any of them while most of them are friends.. I want to continue taking these classes though..I want to get better at talking to others and be exposed to these kind of environments. If anyone could offer any advice or encouragement, I would really appreciate it because this week has been so draining and I’ve never felt so much self hatred like this before.",6.295565948377927,7.4397248333333375,6.65196700607783,74.21825597916173,66.03883495145631,9.65386376193859,32.225274291577875,9.80557183005822,3.1204930460178386,2649,106,473,56,41,857,257,618,0.134,0.7190000000000001,0.146,0.3146,0,1,1,0,0,0,57.0,10,0,8,5,45,41,4,7,24,0,52,2,1,3,12,118,102,44,0,12,11,0,10,7,2,9,1,2,0,4,40,36,0,2,30,0,0,3,12,15,2,5,17,13,64,26,75,63,25,51,0,1,0,0,50,20,0,14,33,349,104,12,0.06276038166627056,0.0,0.061245079212384375,0.0,0.0,0.06132871860291846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500082786547233,0.13851528360896684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803763503476268,0.0,0.048011520191978234,0.07090136725047833,0.0,0.04388351811261392,0.0,0.05164644658025888,0.05587004565658254,0.05867248482919433,0.07139899452825622,0.0,0.0,0.1048045943768848,0.3060651691436517,0.0,0.0534044622774663,0.0,0.0,0.11101291483099564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06398839186893725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20043623160712729,0.0,0.0,0.08095050827582441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658105607332606,0.056770358316801627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278339208533218,0.0,0.0,0.19040120825364204,0.13450808760750269,0.2410392341669989,0.0,0.05736185184279104,0.16015184575252173,0.0,0.0,0.09697703038300527,0.0,0.13115883632559705,0.0,0.07133634242900924,0.10528086099105577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06196288357349316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841339217976674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535527967768645,0.1034743933140189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04432951361587747,0.21463086632968126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05335663216017618,0.0,0.0,0.04189304210458608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657884700703864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18454440730710525,0.0,0.09680935079166116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683775819730227,0.0425280588685089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17404058551352591,0.05479994449021707,0.0,0.0,0.11865769324543644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714350543323582,0.12061772270049498,0.0,0.0,0.06738116249240841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04990957451828816,0.12566818137008173,0.0,0.0,0.05713469435388417,0.06547276560856591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795261101506544,0.0531766677206946,0.04831600800152331,0.0,0.0,0.044422121169297966,0.0,0.05012052186957365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437599277433256,0.20177766984937406,0.05485533985211828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250856265542676,0.24128591051162504,0.12332351267049667,0.09964946528071657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522035890349555,0.0,0.061307773447817626,0.19600731203497515,0.15098602332509112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105309751655654,0.04981626971137747,0.1006851850496362,0.0,0.11285824067362167,0.0,0.0,0.07006972482794982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04458317445240016,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SleazyMonk,2020/01/17,I always assumed I would eventually just get over my anxiety But now I'm 18 and I'm not going back to college after struggling through last semester. I don't have a license because I'm terrified of driving and I don't have a job because I'm terrified of that too. I'm just leeching off my parents right now. I don't know what to do.,1.2873440643863177,3.310877774647889,3.9882494969818936,84.53436619718312,81.11267605633803,6.874044265593561,31.269617706237426,7.957251820313856,2.436660362173038,266,15,54,5,7,94,43,71,0.19399999999999998,0.8059999999999999,0.0,-0.91,2,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,9,15,3,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,8,14,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,5,36,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705010667400649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486930928772549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499742767631392,0.0,0.3963439047127507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16984619802480366,0.0,0.18475623727683385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32260183491108196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17866105748484118,0.2649918805680786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36097416578645297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27762523186258553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398548339325553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230934731925154,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,novelgrowth16,2020/01/17,Is it wrong that i chadfish women on dating sites? Am an ugly incel who is social anxiety so i always knew dating and having sex with girls is impossible. Despite that i tried various online dating sites to try to find women to meet but i find it to be more brutal and even got called ugly ones. always wondered why i don't get many matches so i looked online and found incels and looks theory. So i made an account with the same bio and everything but with a pic of a chad and he got so many matches and date it was depressing. So because of that i started catfishing women by using pictures of chads and getting their numbers and leading them on dates because that's the only experince I'll get with women despite it being fake. It's depressing.,5.080408163265304,6.105849727891156,6.277693877551023,76.23694897959184,68.72789115646259,8.328979591836735,29.665986394557823,8.548686976883017,2.417397823129251,598,22,103,9,10,201,87,147,0.151,0.8270000000000001,0.022000000000000002,-0.9615,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,1,6,5,1,0,6,0,9,1,0,3,0,24,22,16,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,10,13,0,0,5,0,1,1,1,5,0,1,6,2,10,0,14,14,3,11,0,2,2,1,12,4,0,1,6,70,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779989428721336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779324265274353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20366497598665234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17057732781727508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877608534838727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033533794308696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501342970929062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053624222788635,0.0,0.0,0.18316234747768712,0.0,0.0,0.2618311125577882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672112313174851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805608424630105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806730556680654,0.0,0.3387261533972385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131978017942778,0.12704949983169406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17028703738308593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823926605611125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22683276765162505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427807268130718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15073717269610876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18115923688467508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18264359403785,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cybersecuritycel,2020/01/17,"A funny story One time I was at Target and I came up with a meme idea for this sub. I was looking for an item and I couldn’t find it, but instead of asking an employee, I just kept looking for it. And then I thought hey... I should make a r/socialanxiety Drake meme where the thumps down is asking an employee for help, and the thumps up is wandering the store for hours. I was writing this meme idea on my notes app when suddenly a woman started yelling “WHAT ARE YOU DOING. WHAT ARE YOU DOING”. Oh look, someone’s talking to me. And she’s recording me with her phone. I said it’s none of her business. She said I was scanning items and that she’d be filing a police report (she wasn’t an employee btw). Yeah this is why I have social anxiety in public. Because of fucking people like her.",1.5636102484472048,3.6826247826086975,3.13934394409938,90.47746312111805,80.67701863354037,5.764130434782609,23.10597826086957,6.9077264865688965,0.7407419254658385,614,21,128,7,16,202,97,161,0.013999999999999999,0.905,0.081,0.8726,3,0,0,0,1,0,21.0,0,2,0,0,4,2,1,0,12,1,17,1,0,1,0,20,30,9,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,1,9,9,0,1,4,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,10,7,23,1,17,16,3,14,0,0,4,1,21,7,1,0,7,93,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909963911370124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399734660769453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110842029170608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079653592230244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16618954905658176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16809913077967026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218769798631708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17906616361317967,0.0,0.0,0.410528426473104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883307271058992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4580748300059228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137309993147526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321287926651014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605819675812702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459244018623176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853530355285971,0.15406417584031618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870038271245698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14614826267228342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443529032510921,0.10602667762698548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16407351349573293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tyracampbellcharles,2020/01/17,"My introvert-ness and social anxiety has made me an uneducated asshole. Basically, I went to this trip with my sister and met some new people. I didn’t want to go in first place because I didn’t want to deal with all these people but I went because my sister didn’t want to go alone. Well, the trip was 10 days and on day 3 I heard someone tell my sister I’m a fag because I don’t open the door for women or let them walk first. I just don’t know why I’m like this, I just mind my own business that I don’t think about other people. I just know sometimes that I try to be a gentlemen but other times not. I don’t know if I’m anxious about helping other people carry their bags if they want my help but I don’t want to also be seen as an uneducated asshole who doesn’t have manners, whatever it is, I’ve got to change it. Growing up introverted and socially awkward, I didn’t know if I should help or not people who needed it, for example, if a woman is carrying some heavy bags I sometimes hesitated or just didn’t notice it. I think part of the reason I’m like this is because I just mind my own business. When we got back home, my sister ranted about how un-mannered and uneducated I was and it made me feel really bad. I’ve got a lot of things to learn, I’m so anxious about not fucking up something that I end up fucking something and then people see me as dumb. Also I want to point out that when we go out, my sister is rushing to open the door for the people to come in, making me look like an asshole! I have no one to blame but myself. I need to stop being like this! Please share your thoughts and how I should better myself as a person.",2.735324933687004,3.8015476120689655,4.6512643678160925,85.55478779840851,74.316091954023,6.963041556145005,24.304155614500445,7.321109707123232,0.9359824049513708,1291,38,279,14,26,443,154,348,0.10300000000000001,0.764,0.132,0.7337,0,1,2,0,0,0,29.0,2,1,3,3,18,12,3,1,13,0,26,2,0,6,1,68,66,30,0,14,19,5,1,4,0,2,0,1,3,3,20,17,0,1,10,0,0,11,15,5,1,3,18,5,45,7,35,42,7,35,0,0,3,2,26,12,3,10,16,187,65,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028042838870406,0.0,0.13941746914943234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668377546660671,0.19695151643193626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702730804159428,0.07278217822880624,0.2125487897041668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709358354914682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221286913503908,0.07508806994060609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124331305525851,0.08986704628527996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720554717792877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04407508645490273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14829121122070654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16117201690049762,0.0,0.0,0.14861985067720745,0.0,0.20915018722566406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17528191758500336,0.0,0.08743725906146922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19162243235803647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913584621458795,0.0,0.17034478917086546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319970851026747,0.0,0.0,0.07410766550187241,0.0,0.16496216066244646,0.05818574796517425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17603096659527295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292688927416926,0.0,0.08418802132196407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924208102397472,0.0,0.0,0.0590677303546849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439514890815487,0.0,0.4230223442227029,0.07611229928476004,0.09107268198872782,0.09568499686502348,0.08240254570283538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055842466597541766,0.08962388582765418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946212496152719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17771491402849354,0.07385771073629993,0.13421336446475066,0.17242403923888155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07287689106498635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07618923856641871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05791097499024999,0.11170829706062407,0.0,0.06920216795444202,0.05082873837342528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05918178861636859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30848595462313805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837508113202238,0.161612415973909,0.07865614464336187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SingleDiscount,2020/01/17,Not even being able to post here I'm usually good with online stuff but even though everyone here is going through the same as me i just feel like someone's gonna judge me anyway,1.6531081081081105,4.043230459459462,2.6877702702702737,92.26787162162165,82.24324324324327,5.8621621621621625,20.06081081081081,7.1686216300943375,0.4683567567567573,145,4,30,2,4,46,33,37,0.0,0.856,0.14400000000000002,0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,6,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,4,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,21,4,0,0.3041049332143907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4017168806123454,0.0,0.0,0.2905852958169595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537645915640638,0.21725262505139947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17282984164667428,0.25506878981939984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148570309435043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912484636515728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576671230547446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34812739206265403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29878155285805824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33492862031429976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Thomas_Caz1,2020/01/17,"When someone says “hi,” five or more possible answers fly through you mind in less than a second. I was thinking of something to say when someone asks what social anxiety is like. Is this good?",4.456666666666667,6.559626888888893,4.495555555555558,84.20500000000001,71.77777777777777,7.022222222222222,34.22222222222222,7.793537801064563,2.636122222222222,152,8,27,2,3,47,33,36,0.045,0.8140000000000001,0.142,0.5719,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,2,2,5,4,2,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,3,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195997100350694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683618557381322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407718653089132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024275787533866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898482348294219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236164227175127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4565624270327098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29262098101439693,0.4864491174368963,0.22099240567182385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839361184289041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,silentinthecore,2020/01/17,"I have a sort of gf atm, and I’m worried she doesn’t actually want to be with me She never texts first, ik it’s a stupid thing to be upset about. I really like her but I’m so awkward and I don’t want to text her too much and have her think I’m clingy or something:((",-2.4121684587813625,-0.6542889193548405,0.7998924731182804,101.59761648745524,99.48387096774192,4.0458781362007175,13.340501792114697,5.82211442006289,-1.1630164874551965,205,4,55,2,9,72,43,62,0.146,0.775,0.079,-0.5828,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,2,2,0,6,0,0,0,1,11,12,6,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,9,1,6,10,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.3604980886445144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142262476656284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18047867931595749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715642912042866,0.0,0.2849174690613601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366582428573293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28439555894900626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24542450250488426,0.2367077504427036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4357839019625937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37516129680310345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Vilifie,2020/01/17,"My first time experience with the gym So i signed up at a local gym early December but still hadn't gone yet cause just couldn't work up the courage to go. With this gym you get a one time free session with a personal trainer when you sign up. The trainer wasn't available until after new year so i told myself i'll wait until then. That could be my initiation. I had the session this week on Tuesday early in the morning. I showed up earlier just to have a look around, play with the machines and just get to know the place a bit. Fortunately it was empty, just 1 guy there running on a treadmill. The session itself went great, trainer showed me a few exercises, i performed them myself, felt like i did alright. Flash forward to 2 days later when i tried going at this alone. Went even earlier than usual thinking the gym would be just as empty as last time, maybe i could be completely alone. No such luck this time. Bunch people there. I couldn't even focus. I was supposed to do squats, bench presses and bent over barbell rows. I barely managed to do a few bad form squats before i had to get the fuck outta there. On the way home my mind felt like it was burning and i was sweating like a bitch, not from the workout. So now i'm thinking i never want to do that again. Gym clearly isn't for me and i was considering cancelling the membership. Is it normal to feel like this? Should i try again?",2.55592224979322,4.687390885304662,3.5247491039426566,88.90455955334987,77.42293906810036,5.8693686242073335,24.35084091535705,6.844919456158928,0.8583960849186654,1103,38,221,11,26,353,152,279,0.107,0.755,0.138,0.9064,2,2,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,1,3,22,13,2,0,22,1,25,3,1,1,2,38,45,15,0,8,7,0,4,4,0,2,1,0,1,2,11,9,0,1,6,10,1,7,8,3,0,2,16,5,26,11,33,20,5,50,0,0,1,1,6,16,2,1,32,153,37,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685371814849135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540764235421087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824450743491217,0.0,0.0,0.11031462405670377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153398672558878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317663383140702,0.0,0.0,0.1359257296156751,0.0,0.0,0.20701498146543712,0.0,0.0,0.08360747872762148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17125282131750633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268134080999391,0.0,0.0,0.06555019566003949,0.09261528896165372,0.2489506622302217,0.0,0.0,0.11027225006271413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985066953369093,0.2031956287538257,0.0,0.1473555104019258,0.0,0.0,0.14292924759560674,0.0,0.12836460159373614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004011790927109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124709753419411,0.10567441291567027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25334344542338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886547483044473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302414334818495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090007565104253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998684269368444,0.1252077242215474,0.0,0.0,0.1270202879546492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784784315524251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987648663974195,0.11319719396027475,0.13544686134090614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353117121264896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661369566833645,0.0,0.0,0.3023779657417203,0.0,0.0,0.12387717356109325,0.0,0.17603495014279352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427808338085582,0.0,0.07646539995866312,0.10290269447084653,0.10398989019983844,0.0,0.0,0.2403563178264174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437991958126,0.0,0.0,0.09209298098384107,0.0,0.0,0.083484312568345 socialanxiety,MAD__SLOTH,2020/01/17,"I need to confront people in my project group for rating me poorly...I'm so anxious and honestly I don't think I can do it I just want to cry So for this course I'm taking I'm working with other people for a research project for the entire year. So far it's only been half a year, and we have just finished giving eachother performance ratings. How it works is we rate eachother out of 10, and our average score would be converted to a decimal, which would then be multiplied with all of our group work grades to give our individual grades. For the first group evaluation, my average score was 8.5. This means I lost 15% of all my group assignment grades. I have taken similar courses before, and usually people rate eachother 10s if there's no problem/disagreement(like if someone didn't do parts they were asked to do), because even if you gave someone a 9 that means they could lose 10% of their mark on the group portion, which is considered to be a lot. The thing is our group was never clear on who should do what. We would just meet up for a day, and people would kind of just take on parts of assignments by themselves and we would finish that exact day. No one ever told other people to do anything, and in there was no disagreement at all (or at least verbal ones? Maybe I was too emotionally dumb notice) I believe I have done the same amount of work as everyone else on all the writing portions AND presentations of the assignments, which was the only 2 component that was graded for marks(I even did pretty well on presentations according to comments by the ta). I think the only reason some people from my group rated me lower was because I wasn't as active during brain storming discussions about our project, which I know is my fault but I don't think it's fair to reduce my grade by 15% just because of that. So I emailed the professor, and they told me to discuss it with my group members first before coming to her. I'm just so anxious now, I really don't want to confront them about this, I have never confronted anyone about anything in my entire life. I'm sure if I do this then at least one person will be a bit annoyed, and I will sense it and will probably cry. I don't know what my professor would do if I just never mention this thing again, but I'm afraid she'll mention it to my group members at some point. I don't know what to do know.",7.239620886981398,6.346204060085839,7.302242489270388,77.29231938483548,64.1931330472103,10.255937052932763,33.57975679542203,9.408791572840183,2.858355078683834,1876,66,364,29,24,605,203,466,0.08900000000000001,0.878,0.033,-0.9619,1,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,9,1,5,9,25,13,5,1,18,0,51,2,1,2,11,73,79,29,0,16,15,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,0,1,28,20,0,0,10,0,0,1,13,9,1,6,18,0,51,4,56,45,16,36,0,2,0,0,42,16,1,9,19,270,79,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863458706140328,0.0,0.05766822774666978,0.0,0.13573930130458164,0.0,0.07710271106592156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508274345239801,0.0,0.14035978999687898,0.09292074397677702,0.0,0.0,0.09004101144383801,0.0,0.0,0.09206904102036864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104465108622401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658493367791403,0.0,0.18118917007819188,0.10637871684488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440025252037778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889702877756405,0.09277293650677362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089475227878344,0.07460308775317465,0.0,0.07880811005395144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030587506992734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15823449448749952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588470831413991,0.18130375248609534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05825431954975155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922680928877737,0.09003087746636823,0.07011704046407974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285692132263571,0.17967825278221286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06115394488365735,0.19082871871624274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389799238409012,0.0,0.0,0.16766097318081685,0.1881771769970416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17862412560921107,0.0,0.3430654339335947,0.07201372668565342,0.0,0.0,0.07796524950907953,0.0,0.0,0.08390641990709018,0.08892167571324795,0.07891714927656104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05283540459029744,0.08479772755717037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976109103451906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777314285326929,0.0,0.1240214203237246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095850516733137,0.1585393723873676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15761622010790288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083422991428236,0.0,0.09729142959965603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415465995175219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24017025495257455,0.0,0.0,0.3515259626257953,0.0,0.0,0.1062220052901012 socialanxiety,Gastly_Butler,2020/01/17,"Hello, I need help socially. I was wondering if I can get advice on my social life, I am very shy and don't really talk to anyone. The popular jock at the school invited me somewhere this weekend, he is handsome and very popular. I don't know if he is messing with me or not, I don't even talk to him and his friend group! I don't have any friends, I eat lunch alone in the library.",1.5675661375661392,3.1291334814814853,3.782116402116405,88.55666666666669,78.38271604938272,7.591534391534393,25.151675485008816,8.418075326091056,1.5899897707231039,296,11,66,6,7,102,56,81,0.083,0.736,0.18100000000000002,0.846,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,3,0,10,3,0,0,0,11,14,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,2,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,13,5,6,13,0,4,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,4,1,41,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132535174413018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22602225343493354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484050575218848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525926973267734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22330553784549545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441399971774388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372105811322745,0.0,0.11401706992705103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462761261624516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993444964552698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414352232361964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16181606001424229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980483215474662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208621580792942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4449195252460872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508127906200951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3601280589171293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366629982743448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Ya_Boi_Cari123,2020/01/17,Hey the 200 people online I’m trying to start talking to people so hmu,3.968,4.570144466666669,5.993333333333332,78.81000000000002,71.0,6.0,21.66666666666667,3.1291,0.3176666666666668,57,1,10,0,1,20,13,15,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7379339804154683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37670055632409577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4277697602302508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613352510423719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Mermaidmotel6heaven,2020/01/17,Going to work is hard I just started another job and trying to act like I’m normal is so hard. How can I make a good impression so my coworkers don’t hate me? I don’t know how to make conversation talking to people makes me so nervous and I don’t know what to say.,2.7110344827586204,3.2450561379310368,5.120172413793104,84.17956896551725,73.82758620689657,8.558620689655173,26.568965517241374,8.841846274778883,1.7994000000000003,208,7,47,4,4,74,37,58,0.158,0.7170000000000001,0.125,-0.2362,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,1,1,1,0,6,0,0,5,0,11,15,7,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,3,7,3,5,15,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,28,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545948155669089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798766758238135,0.20364739702876952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4349985371850232,0.2397127043482406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409394963509484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668708020200212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861881186494012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4862085414901989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378904354875816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16832552414347945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930826712810845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185363534199594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19515179139182015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16484386716811514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17675979587201898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hallo181818,2020/01/17,I feel like I can't be in a work environment with the extent of anxiety that I have. I want to hide in my closet for hours after work.,2.398,2.6101941333333336,5.206666666666667,84.45000000000002,74.33333333333334,8.666666666666668,21.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,1.0626666666666669,104,2,25,2,2,38,25,30,0.125,0.735,0.14,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,7,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,18,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34117482296310137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255017763033689,0.31860945590486633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4392021938998023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21788415878297235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630515949312073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6493600605960547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,nomnombubbles,2020/01/17,"Any introverts in here get their introverted qualities mixed up with their social anxiety by other people or even yourself? Since an introverts energy is drained the more they socialize, I feel like others confuse my need to excuse myself from a conservation, event, etc. for my anxiety rather than my introverted nature and need to recharge. Sometimes I even question the things I do around people and if it is either my social anxiety or my introversion. I don't know maybe I worry about it too much because that what people with anxiety do.",9.806562499999998,9.668757364583332,9.475083333333334,61.32825000000001,58.6875,13.096666666666668,38.99166666666667,12.340626583579946,5.274406666666667,441,19,66,13,5,143,68,96,0.114,0.802,0.084,-0.2249,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,0,7,2,0,1,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,17,10,5,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,14,1,12,10,4,4,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,5,2,56,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123422404957246,0.0,0.5005269763889444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561330755297475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997116636518198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824254523811327,0.21607485631917356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270666141421901,0.11685550697144838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545935370073965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989461454954384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991276895194907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16432954978428155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202438678123083,0.24257237825993855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3401996321184545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18323750676728875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530802895079672,0.0,0.0,0.5002216128781983,0.0,0.0,0.1617763886588576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866963143876336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16611479064878787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,IMainJannaxxx,2020/01/17,"Does anyone else feel like other people think you’re stupid because you can’t verbally express yourself well? I feel like this so often. I don’t think my speech is representative of my intelligence or how I think, but I feel like people think my communication is representative of that part of me. A lot of the time I’ll also happen to think about stuff without using words in my head — especially when I’m problem solving.",8.70525,7.8561950250000026,9.025000000000002,65.98000000000003,61.25,11.0,35.0,10.125756701596842,3.41325,342,12,60,6,4,114,56,80,0.075,0.76,0.165,0.6491,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,7,6,1,0,2,0,4,1,1,2,0,17,15,6,0,1,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,4,10,4,8,15,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,5,38,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13710071862223094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987502003351533,0.17566081218748267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450839478190796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15002853191893067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432163433431872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26005604877939603,0.3674308804330909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15160406085857311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17594717323077638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25127116226567753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575238322297412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18565310113167008,0.0,0.2377101879290957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16404518085891726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19625808761910868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5492599993571022,0.0,0.0,0.09996819767526736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14806934481595946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414538810425205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16526229837301645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,OpeningEmphasis,2020/01/17,"Regret and loneliness I believe I should’ve took chances in my past to improve my social anxiety. To make friends, do a Otto it’s, and have an actual childhood. It’s caused me to become alone and not have a good group of friends. I feel anxious being myself and talking to my mom about the domestic abuse that happened between my parents. I feel like that contributed to my anxiety. I got a tutoring job last semester and I was on my way to improving. A new semester has begun and my upper level courses require me to be more vocal in front of the whole class. I’m also doing recruiting for internships and there’s this whole lengthy process of interviewing and it scares me, I feel like I don’t present myself well since I can’t hide my emotions on my face. I’ve been having trouble sleeping, having stomach problems, and become depressed from everything and it’s only been one week.",3.907843137254904,6.14557841176471,4.933529411764706,79.87754901960788,73.70588235294117,7.827450980392157,31.92156862745098,8.648137234880735,2.9178156862745106,710,35,123,14,15,232,105,170,0.18,0.705,0.115,-0.8627,2,1,0,1,1,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,4,11,0,1,7,0,14,3,3,2,0,19,22,11,0,2,1,2,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,5,1,1,5,3,23,6,18,15,3,16,0,2,0,0,8,6,0,0,9,87,30,6,0.0,0.16980720573101887,0.13985671506232272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14843318644542136,0.0,0.11461055048890165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219274220412492,0.16190741271952055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165647260402541,0.0,0.1614691776713834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722603410344806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343871926070672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16121233135683924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880407550843895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21739613918947265,0.2047713821694973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22145271228784089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202074972103612,0.11462369452471538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126734746877808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422200050579623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682248058229025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003489074143954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566520817774092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16785113441022004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384164484859461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711530604280813,0.1089990341081374,0.0,0.0,0.1591365644218768,0.0,0.13681229001460313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371350104669933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348531555757918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855330067437375,0.0,0.1434204985296834,0.14609362980949225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519277320306323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923045665949673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375836113022952,0.1149602500117004,0.0,0.12885919172045146,0.0,0.0,0.3200166173603816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,orangeliquorice,2020/01/17,Y'ALL I JUST MADE A NEW FRIEND AND I FEEL LIKE YOU SHOULD BE PROUD OF ME They approached ME :) which is super rare! And I even gave them my number after we met. I'm so proud of myself!,-2.72277777777778,-1.8784634999999987,-0.581666666666667,107.14888888888893,121.5,1.7777777777777781,6.9444444444444455,3.1291,-2.668888888888889,140,1,35,0,9,45,33,40,0.0,0.55,0.45,0.9744,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,2,2,3,3,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,8,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,12,5,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,3,25,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359204546135932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571595767792409,0.3633384808824479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929371927731586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484725352413688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4812423846740415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4912016668461863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,iamcalledfart,2020/01/17,"First week, month, day back at school after break? Or even a normal day. Remember, when they laugh, they’re not laughing at you. It’s completely unrelated. I have to remind myself of this all the time.",1.829736842105265,4.599201447368422,2.900315789473684,87.8052105263158,87.15789473684212,6.197894736842105,18.12631578947369,7.554174236665415,0.7070357894736845,157,4,30,3,5,50,35,38,0.069,0.8370000000000001,0.094,0.2434,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,5,1,1,12,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,9,21,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507726252985465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34193944491413913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4206517036565049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215404746499648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774046685825497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26031259446088323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195366092854733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36943992643336704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33005937355382503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901681051342078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616005478297202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Magoo1w,2020/01/18,"Will I grow out of it? Recently it's been hard talking to my mum abt my social anxiety, she thinks it's just because I'm a teenager and 'I'm more aware of myself' and when I turn 18 or 19 it'll settle down, whereas to me it doesn't feel like it can ever go away and I'm at the point now where I just feel hopeless. Sometimes I feel like just giving up, and although I would never do it, I hate that the thoughts are there, and I feel like I'm stupid for thinking them things because my problems arnt as big as other people's.",2.675789473684212,3.3213058333333336,4.044692982456141,91.44493421052631,74.0,6.401754385964912,25.653508771929822,5.985473137389443,0.6297929824561406,411,13,94,2,8,136,75,114,0.16699999999999998,0.784,0.049,-0.8788,0,0,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,1,0,8,7,2,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,2,21,23,10,0,2,4,1,5,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,7,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,2,5,14,3,12,18,1,15,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,1,8,63,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317246994242755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758375552274172,0.0,0.0,0.22817495704377294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16929171138994975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3785231982753881,0.4011090474326659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17953538639942174,0.10636405909853383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676534248587851,0.18477605063324606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743023025851472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443448760937259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974917477389653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17692123631672133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17908131769621874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18479221883819724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907801636082164,0.0,0.0,0.18510031415095068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042747686413274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433695105161315,0.2398417409830233,0.0,0.14857954940433352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20357005422667068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329489917982383,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sylveon-sakura,2020/01/18,"i feel like theres so much of my personality i cant show because of this stupid disorder in private and online im generally a very supportive and extroverted person (i know that doesnt make much sense lol but like,, idk how else to describe it) but when im in public its like i just cant talk to anyone and everyone thinks im antisocial when really all i want is someone i can talk to but nobody ever approaches me and im too scared to approach them. i have 2 or 3 close friends but i cant hold a conversation with them for very long. this disorder is ruining my life and i hate it. i just want to be able to be myself without getting so nervous over tiny stuff. sometimes when i prepare to talk to someone ill run through a potential conversation in my head and this has made me realize that my actual personality is very different from how others see me. im probably being rlly confusing right know but basically if i didnt have this disorder the conversations i have in my head would become a reality, right? and in the conversations im extroverted and i know what to say. but when i try to say it irl, i obviously get too nervous and cant. i just wish i didnt have to deal with all this. if i didnt have this disorder i might actually be popular but nope, i guess god just hates me ;-;",1.862491258741258,4.025175511363642,4.5950000000000015,80.20384615384616,79.87121212121212,8.606993006993005,26.06293706293706,9.265573868473778,2.4714730769230773,1021,42,211,30,26,363,130,264,0.18600000000000005,0.7390000000000001,0.075,-0.9849,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,0,16,14,3,4,6,1,24,4,2,4,4,50,41,27,0,6,15,0,1,3,1,2,2,2,0,3,15,12,0,1,6,1,0,3,10,8,0,0,4,4,33,6,25,31,4,18,0,1,1,0,17,9,0,6,9,143,48,0,0.08575642774368668,0.0,0.16737180592883127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05996288821464665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05227632239016645,0.0947112369025549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841111145163501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959721466692515,0.3931371831309559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716384913553883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757159854230854,0.0,0.08194394172006703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04336102655955579,0.06126440911503424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06625520334675562,0.0,0.0896083880600982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447037342482292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16933343637763432,0.17602167119005113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5557899470403979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138846989078194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06057230103423416,0.1256887766132482,0.0,0.0,0.07589173995575868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114480543475358,0.0572430814284856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097401786014922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608168330530234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246376147785112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245993346761827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05493776353143762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464710414558958,0.0,0.13639390670550905,0.0858571445012081,0.0,0.06833676998958957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453222858741983,0.0,0.08481529982468564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817059272094154,0.0,0.09731537794388928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20678330467388112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054949256205368883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05822298523820418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122741020846019,0.10116272591130968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861565969647768,0.08266613611965347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060918905797002064,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ChardonR,2020/01/18,"I'm sick of dealing with this I'll try to keep this vent short, I'm perfectly fine when talking and dealing with people I know. But whenever I'm by myself going to places like a bank, mall, grocery store etc I'll starting getting hot like hot flashes inside my head. Freaking forehead sweat will begin to bead up and I try all the techniques I've read like breathing, ignoring it, accepting it but nothing fucking works!! I'm so fucking tired of being that guy that sweats when everyone else is perfectly fine. I'm going out tonight to watch the fight and I can't stop thinking about forehead sweat 🙄🙄😅 please help",2.879848484848484,5.3188562066115725,3.5557231404958682,87.52934228650145,77.84297520661157,6.0168044077135,29.09159779614325,7.1686216300943375,1.7495283746556471,495,23,92,6,12,156,81,121,0.106,0.679,0.215,0.9092,0,0,0,0,1,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,4,13,3,0,3,0,4,11,7,0,3,17,19,8,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,6,6,0,3,3,2,2,2,1,5,0,0,0,3,5,8,12,17,2,12,0,0,1,2,6,4,2,0,9,40,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3864842308384056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658182990413586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20904482935630367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791066799611055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465699917783232,0.09792951464879464,0.0,0.2130526188430268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18559478679617694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19236722365489375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12563688971274056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666050307718827,0.0,0.0,0.10301196523442828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747207299897205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798534615445137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994709732115373,0.0,0.1958346073658013,0.2057525196653271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18749043856214875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267079482102118,0.0,0.0,0.15670799449519138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506569425963835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010380070434992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21543437856705916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545185248486891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13645834470754148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PlayfulComposer8,2020/01/18,"I'm freaking out with my first fay of work HELP So I'm starting a new job at a fancy hotel here in Paris tomorrow, I've been here for a year now and I just turned 21. I'm already very anxious, have low self esteem and lately I've been dealing a lot with these strong feelings of self hate and I'm overall an anxious mess. the fact that I still don't speak french perfectly (it's my 3rd language) also makes this worse because I always get insecure around people my age and it's worse when you don't speak their language perfectly, you feel like you're always embarassing yourself, this is making the job of making friends and adapting with parisians harder than it already is lol, I always feel like people my age are gonna judge me like I'm stupid, annoying or unworthy, being gay and being an orphan since I was 13 doesen't help my social anxiety... I get told I'm good looking and I actually feel that I am, but I'm constantly comparing myself in an almost pathological manner, even the presence of a good looking, cool and confident guy my age makes me feel like I'm shit and have absolutely nothing to offer, I'm ridiculous. My last job experiences here in Paris makes me feel even more nervous because I remember always being so nervous and easily stressed out resulting with me messing up with some stupid things, it's not that I can't do the job but the pressure really gets to me and I try to do by best whilst being really stressed and end up being all over the place lol. Anyways, has anybody got any tips for me to deal with this? Social anxiety and low self esteem are actually so exhausting it makes me almost want to give up on everything because I'll never feel normal and accepted, I complain about not having many friends but really I should sort out these issues before I can even have people in my life (even though I'm honestly very friendly and nice, people even compliment my social skills) but people my age make me feel so down and like I don't belong, maybe this is trauma for having been bullied during my adolescence and experiencing a lot of rejection? I came to Paris alone so for a while I was really abusing alcohol to help me deal with these issues, I stopped 3 months ago as it was starting to be very harmful to me and making my life generally worse. I have also had relationships with richer older men here in Paris which I have stopped, but the attention I used to get and feeling like I was good enough really fed my ego for a while. I'm so messed up and I don't want to be like this anymore.",4.78398225021472,5.949704861723454,5.672089321500144,79.79005210420844,69.52104208416833,8.668789006584598,29.08680217578013,9.002800196639251,2.376790277698253,2022,74,380,37,35,664,224,499,0.18899999999999997,0.657,0.154,-0.9490000000000001,4,1,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,2,1,7,25,45,6,6,18,3,38,8,1,10,5,82,85,39,0,4,9,0,9,7,3,2,5,2,0,5,19,33,2,2,12,1,0,1,8,23,0,1,12,15,50,22,50,64,7,47,0,3,2,1,27,20,1,7,33,237,69,5,0.0,0.07007095712864088,0.11542376948134896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05242383802898547,0.06320242883488876,0.11843987434824678,0.0612509663480361,0.13052441412870386,0.09458810579003306,0.1968361057144964,0.0,0.0,0.04021707175292857,0.0,0.0904835247231984,0.13362221381169911,0.058650760748633415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052646933873781526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815316507000518,0.0,0.050323588625085916,0.0,0.06206354023392405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764014214100092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390908184209941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18291151889923254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05238028281962287,0.061107191715901725,0.0,0.19530630241820196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05315101213809895,0.05785004332776551,0.0,0.0,0.26912560306552874,0.2112473183838265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050304258355321874,0.0,0.0,0.13707371935666884,0.0,0.12359235618742136,0.05673225648930093,0.0,0.1488109002319527,0.047299476782454254,0.0,0.0,0.05855767047989745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058388279368412774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189204241388114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345311027358255,0.2347483861912736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0482068060262994,0.06671223677878163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835443373838386,0.2022489313215705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993250245411868,0.0,0.0,0.10055703560118784,0.0,0.0,0.3158100469090037,0.05995844467026466,0.05941384813234825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04720480037994623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0456122366609505,0.057117558621870276,0.0,0.0,0.05794441827390046,0.056746204554542386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050003514675238,0.0,0.06178847264325697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18943225588334286,0.0,0.0,0.06349398079753317,0.06699383107370048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850870347975983,0.0,0.060706124290922814,0.04892102907677399,0.0,0.0,0.18085664434106766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371886753443522,0.0,0.047229096908317586,0.09888699204997307,0.13548881399698998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03928983550053222,0.0,0.058104523992644576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05651058484433093,0.0,0.04015202195707938,0.06432708760954088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0510777733058572,0.0,0.14638951219951454,0.06976433749335856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04305445708662045,0.0,0.18080543498211435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03808407306159132 socialanxiety,Moon-soul,2020/01/18,"I'm leaving Reddit because everyone's mean Disclaimer: don't judge me or troll me, because I am a Highly Sensitive Person. I have no friends and no self-esteem, and I just want everyone to be nice to me. I'm nice to them, so they should. Don't tell me nobody owes me that, because I don't respond to that cliche nor do I believe in it. We all owe each other basic kindness. I really wanted to stay on Reddit because of one or two subs, but I can't. I have severe emotional problems, no support from anyone in my life, no motivation, no money, and no friends. My entire is spent staring at the ceiling or a screen, because I'm too poor to go anywhere. I made the mistake of going other places on Reddit, making harmless comments, and these awful trolls called me names for no reason. I hated humanity before I joined Reddit. Now I am done with them. More animals and nature for me. I just don't get why people are so insensitive. Why can't humans just be nice to each other, always? If they can't, they don't deserve this world. And yes, I'm in therapy. It doesn't work, but I like it. I have someone to talk to who won't mistreat me. Some wounds go too deep.",2.7823059768064238,4.290159059322033,4.604210526315793,84.17593666369316,74.9322033898305,6.6633363068688665,25.980374665477253,7.273561745256523,1.3140033898305084,902,32,178,10,19,307,132,236,0.179,0.6940000000000001,0.127,-0.9329999999999999,2,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,1,0,5,2,8,12,1,0,4,2,22,2,0,4,1,32,40,15,0,6,9,0,0,1,2,2,2,0,0,3,11,10,0,0,3,0,5,3,18,3,0,2,3,2,31,9,21,33,5,15,0,0,2,0,18,10,0,5,2,124,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523914145655458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683909799462204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4221270903944912,0.0,0.11784925589981618,0.15603671871501085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141913351560784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172872383898946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578851372187538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264676290237696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21400217102894226,0.0,0.07235805121185243,0.0,0.2361301242074433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673538523061332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632783406054367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442214891917294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14664647112999887,0.0,0.0,0.09782328987583963,0.06766178279974537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310475528984148,0.09244665387237322,0.0,0.0,0.1508619269965686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938479647351883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601516719976257,0.12092870906497798,0.14469805757382131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252124871637722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872360262537783,0.14239618190979164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448074897906524,0.1564602098104842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734657470298855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761750762625162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15716276686602407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131723471626953,0.12105095169980574,0.0,0.15838138675237398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13528973373351225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633761718224823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499408406035233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008261904497699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,YourFutureBoss4,2020/01/18,"Posted on social media for the first time in a year Finally got diagnosed w severe anxiety, severe depression and adhd. Explains so much. I actively avoided social media, social situations and just anything if the like. My doctor started me on Effexor and on day 2, today, I went on Facebook. No anxiety; and I posted and watched some stories. No negative thoughts. It feels normal and I’m content",4.036654929577463,7.117710464788733,6.152940140845073,66.75645246478874,78.15492957746478,8.620422535211267,34.227112676056336,9.188382445141503,4.4155197183098585,317,18,42,9,8,110,52,71,0.281,0.657,0.062,-0.9431,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,14,7,8,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,3,2,5,1,6,4,2,15,0,1,1,0,4,5,0,2,8,30,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023080332470659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575542710194009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385267832234092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856326285994904,0.0,0.14498817642563422,0.17085823459410773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17229977327301033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511610719832559,0.0,0.0,0.18440465635550599,0.0,0.1431871341165252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463425855227307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224082186758103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237468635252416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16493425133284484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224401040754111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38034517306383503,0.0,0.0,0.1892175343458025,0.0,0.5147942825478408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914960189914604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364055795996324,0.0981584993276143,0.0,0.1595635342386494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15604983255892724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840333314638186 socialanxiety,LiveYourDaydreams,2020/01/18,"I have difficulty speaking up in meetings at work Basically, I’m afraid of saying something dumb. Even when I know the answers, I don’t say anything. Problem is that meetings are a big part of my job, so of course I hate my job and I’m looking for a new one. I’ve actually been doing the job for 10 years and haven’t gotten any more comfortable. I do ok when presenting something in a meeting that I’m reading, but I still hate it and feel like everyone else thinks I’m dumb. Anyone else have this problem?",3.3444902912621366,4.792613582524272,4.782706310679612,83.70473907766991,73.36893203883496,7.480097087378643,30.350728155339805,8.07648339933343,2.099933009708737,401,18,81,6,8,134,66,103,0.209,0.723,0.068,-0.9431,3,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,5,10,4,1,5,1,9,0,0,0,0,10,20,7,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,7,0,1,2,5,8,3,9,18,2,11,0,0,1,0,6,5,2,0,7,47,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.16115894672316505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230513356331208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547411887591645,0.16921188002893525,0.13590131713284934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759170518021442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090775604627932,0.0,0.0,0.15780434780713054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835029213001931,0.1179805354886862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260955224828909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4916466014783236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076007658497064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068213058746315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868128211578407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594993063952337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190739340318703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17883732794177815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.316045373093204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16519097101123076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626619008157698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542753494494294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188603260198775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581906796230776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022845878272333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063487898396158 socialanxiety,Gretutaite,2020/01/18,"Do you ever regret something that you didn’t do even tho you didn’t want to do it? I was at a school dance yesterday because I knew that my whole class and my friends were coming. I don’t really like to dance so I sat through the whole thing. I mean I had fun because I talked to some of people who also weren’t dancing. But when I came home I really regretted not dancing. Also we could take pictures but I really don’t like to so I didn’t. And I really regret that too because all of my friends were taking pictures. I don’t know if this belongs on this subreddit but I feel like it does.",0.8988923076923072,2.9951646000000025,2.886400000000002,91.49458461538464,83.0,6.086153846153848,21.615384615384613,7.321109707123232,0.7305323076923078,465,15,101,7,13,156,67,125,0.063,0.779,0.157,0.8815,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,1,3,0,0,9,9,0,0,2,0,15,0,0,0,2,22,25,12,0,6,5,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,9,5,0,0,4,4,0,6,8,3,0,0,11,1,21,6,9,13,4,11,0,3,0,0,8,2,0,2,6,76,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26748408760434234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30584448687966537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19127840181275854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406274909858266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335278073391909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14635315328116374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046067086209753,0.1512784671138902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845617436494698,0.11947653617716472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25841895201243315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16775570239059126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919109201245009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24511555539366486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821737643388531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159433979840584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42855379081396094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692561580909209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287497885207058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25148785286118586,0.13442145468893374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110705424541824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864268877080504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734357463066136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,englishlearner94,2020/01/18,"What do you do when you change job and have to deal with new people? I'd like to change my current job but this scare me, because I have social anxiety and for that reason I try to stay at my current company where I'm not happy... What do you do in this cases?",2.475535714285716,3.190284053571432,4.19857142857143,89.89642857142859,74.53571428571428,7.028571428571429,22.92857142857143,7.1686216300943375,0.6288357142857146,201,5,46,2,4,68,38,56,0.129,0.841,0.03,-0.7773,4,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,6,7,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,8,2,7,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,5,32,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807340852283417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440185817493596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4998519784695731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435680686777649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514973631905661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4688923753456719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542204017688075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281761180188253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378915877697828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24290902706584075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23653202097551854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408317630010129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518159172139391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16040133230177994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SurvivorGuyvey,2020/01/18,"24M: What am I doing wrong? I've been suffering from social anxiety for my entire life. In addition to mild Asperger's, this has made socializing an utter hellstorm for me. Celebrating my birthday lonely made me want to take action against this, but my attempts at making new connections at a Meetup I attended failed. I'm currently enrolled in kickboxing to improve my physical fitness and self-esteem, but that also hasn't earned me any new connections. It's been five months and I question if I'm going to be condemned to a life of loneliness forever. Should I throw in the towel, concede and admit that I wasn't meant to socialize, or is there something else I can do?",4.983858267716536,6.916728212598425,6.273236220472442,72.70670472440946,70.02362204724409,9.804409448818898,33.172440944881885,10.125756701596842,3.897573858267716,541,26,89,15,10,182,90,127,0.151,0.755,0.094,-0.8105,2,2,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,4,0,12,2,0,3,0,16,22,8,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,4,2,4,0,1,6,0,13,0,16,14,0,14,0,3,0,0,5,6,0,3,4,61,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15250950009765835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968830398286907,0.0,0.14589146285730134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593124612954612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838402231633977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694060743468639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609059440132828,0.12729938922454176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152221686818343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683748707921806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21363713984383667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989505334084969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5832098272276138,0.0,0.1468167027118013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433890406865095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248480077795964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085097816017032,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,erialai95,2020/01/18,"Anyone else hate social gatherings? Im at a wedding and want the earth to swallow me. I’m decent with 1-1 convos but group convo situations are the worst. When group convos come up I try to mute the internal dialogues as much as I can so that I can better follow the conversation. Missing cues because of inattention because of the torturous inner dialogues is very embarrassing. Especially when my close cousin is a social butterfly who is the centre of attention while I’m just there quiet and saying random words nobody pays attention too... fml... then I meet more family/relatives... and have to sit down with groups of people, I just excuse myself and wonder off the playing Pokemon and looking at reddit. It’s either that or just sit quietly at the tables or try and make small talk while thinking everyone thinks “wtf is this guy talking about”. Day after day there’s a new activity. This is the 3rd day (the actual wedding ceremony). Then it’s an all white party/event tomorrow and I’m not even sure what to wear for that except for a white shirt and beige chinos... then everyone will look at me and think didn’t he get the memos about the all white thing and I’m gonna be forced int group convos again and I’ll just dip.... I’m known for randomly disappearing by my friends, colleagues and family... I don’t know what they think I do when I wander off but it sucks.. sorry felt to vent on here",3.59322222222222,5.7854907851851864,4.9241666666666655,79.79625000000003,74.48148148148148,8.203703703703704,24.212962962962962,8.959647251330699,2.020407407407407,1112,35,203,25,24,369,163,270,0.12,0.8320000000000001,0.048,-0.9705,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,1,1,16,10,3,1,17,0,14,3,2,1,3,45,37,27,0,1,11,1,1,0,1,2,0,3,0,1,12,16,1,0,10,1,1,3,3,6,0,0,2,9,14,4,30,32,6,32,0,1,5,0,21,12,1,5,15,129,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.1420521759316212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178367495965274,0.14915036515397884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17747231211411296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874198475251453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539288888064973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28163558586008763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160236332538213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614548322699812,0.0,0.0,0.2781905867873372,0.0,0.0,0.137227402089306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976693368122076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124645306892446,0.0,0.07605263284949333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413399504337654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14371705534234275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723709836685418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999969364879489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24447886122480436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716695388236388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700833010223597,0.0,0.0,0.14058930015190108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091767449135136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576054356234065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16362315617216994,0.0,0.2967739946550188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16295008893999316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371949644555876,0.0,0.0,0.2340021224980302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670809833927513,0.3730932514698854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976605724344846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201078358755782,0.08585905648282373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15786096001532762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CloudWatcher610,2020/01/18,"I've just realized why I've never had a girlfriend I almost never go out and don't spend much time with other people. This is also the reason I only have two friends - one from kindergarten (now I'm 18) and another one from the start of high school. I've just realized I only hand out in school with the second one and I used to hang out in primary school with the first. Besides school we don't hang out regularly. Until now I though that is normal but now I realized that I don't have no other friends and a girlfriend because I never hang out with other people and so don't have the time to connect with them. How could I connect with someone if I don't spend any time with him/her? It's impossible. I always wondered how did my classmates become such close friends so soon (literary in the first weeks at the beginning of high school) - now I know, they hang out outside school to. They went to parties, played sports... while I was at home. Now I only have one friend at school...",5.2836125211505935,5.4984717055837615,5.6673223350253785,83.67056049069377,67.98477157360406,8.394077834179358,28.59940778341793,8.07648339933343,1.7279377326565144,774,24,157,9,12,248,96,197,0.0,0.863,0.13699999999999998,0.977,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,3,2,15,5,0,0,9,0,15,1,1,4,3,39,23,15,0,3,4,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,7,20,0,0,6,2,2,6,9,0,0,8,4,1,19,5,28,18,1,40,0,0,0,0,10,15,0,3,19,114,26,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649916121359316,0.0,0.0,0.07706587768476401,0.08018633590470463,0.0,0.0,0.06553390421900503,0.1010508050003566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058745360711680364,0.10643146879698254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694242868860482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394204277817365,0.0,0.0,0.29781634527244705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05476845574515146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20363728340704773,0.09666549182154116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052961623187740704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084195699178611,0.0,0.2229760510847476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442069727294952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26120723667715795,0.21987782611205325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361960791644945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908289778842788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6827106722913235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165274174615221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06821014070878659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468159028131054,0.0,0.16857979239999188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413804976760723,0.0,0.0,0.08323146757452198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730102096376812,0.0,0.0,0.089334591696217,0.08695760809921589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450755870504168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Xale1990,2020/01/18,"Has anyone else experienced a lot of social anxiety in the past but now you're just kinda used to it so you feel awkward but you also don't care? So I follow this sub because I think I'm pretty socially retarded and that's due to past anxiety. As I continue to get older though, I find the feelings of caring just drift away. There's a saying that always stuck with me: When you're young you care about what everyone thinks. As you get older, you begin to not care about what they think. And when you're old, you realize no one was thinking about you in the first place. I mean, I don't really care about what other people do or say when I'm so wrapped up in my own stuff. And I think the anxiety is finally burning out of me.",3.2754906682721234,4.317174092715234,4.8457555689343765,84.77069235400361,72.97350993377485,8.404816375677303,24.323299217338953,8.841846274778883,1.5837761589403976,572,16,121,11,11,193,90,151,0.19899999999999998,0.748,0.054000000000000006,-0.9651,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,7,1,1,16,6,0,1,6,0,6,0,0,1,0,24,27,16,0,0,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,9,5,0,0,10,0,0,2,4,1,0,2,2,5,18,5,20,25,2,24,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,3,15,83,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426600056055943,0.09808290533277718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705261910375581,0.0,0.0,0.08242216976858432,0.1207786683143508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074909414302374,0.0,0.0,0.07185657741327889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6009160528453924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847090545943392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126362934984276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920406100648205,0.0,0.0,0.1291282263112799,0.1077372210380716,0.10026590989881036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317148144933003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002146041003456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840234591215932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369182822163093,0.0,0.07987634170517963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22505340655277384,0.08172090173472424,0.0,0.12315612302787265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992304006005595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551486940197874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18748065793028226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403210198497273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494068582159394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3776533334588509,0.1158133159663892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180767162776652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cutesiefi,2020/01/18,"girl that i like i like this girl, i’m in high school and you know how they always sell chocolates for fundraisers? well she was, and i didn’t even wanna buy chocolate. she was coming up to me and i panicked and tried my best to look at her and asked if i could buy some. she said yes. her face was so clear and pretty. i wish i could do that more. it’s kinda sad cause we’ve been in the same art class for two years and never spoke a word to each other. i feel like she really hates me but she’s just so wonderful i wish i was able to get close to her. but it’s something that will never happen due to this illness. i’ll never be able to talk to her again. it was just a one time, chocolate selling thing. i got raspberry w/ dark chocolate. that’s it.",-0.21665692007797333,1.8892874382716047,1.3562508122157233,100.52523391812868,88.19753086419755,4.151267056530214,15.316439246263807,5.399115186594226,-1.036313580246913,583,11,140,3,19,187,98,162,0.063,0.768,0.16899999999999998,0.9367,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,1,8,7,1,0,3,1,12,2,1,2,4,33,27,13,0,6,5,0,1,3,0,1,1,2,0,2,12,10,0,0,3,1,4,1,4,2,1,2,10,4,25,5,15,13,5,14,0,1,1,0,17,6,0,4,10,95,37,2,0.3183461884951482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324447655047058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148805356333195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16704234221330802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16351461403900944,0.0,0.1371135265453161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541735274482574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513232755331783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048269906792904,0.113713290334755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316137211716619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273052642086703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075624156591338,0.0,0.0,0.15715047686199274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681751132818587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874773698624301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332918011174467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336653103997861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682923089811866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078598080942136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16193626061011202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197036003501476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141006290125955,0.0,0.0,0.16109166922447699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253922444557395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793730378655158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574753103750753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928151112918767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806808259778587,0.0,0.15548898432469144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311572764870714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660824059059464,0.0,0.17261643084188394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250225400054877 socialanxiety,Hannah_uwu,2020/01/18,Am I the only one who dont share their problems with others I mean nobody unterstand my problems like i do. Maybe its just me bc of my shyness,1.311,3.3879067666666667,3.256666666666668,89.525,81.33333333333334,5.333333333333334,23.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.6643333333333339,113,4,23,1,3,38,25,30,0.13,0.652,0.218,0.4268,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,7,2,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,18,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4017995614499286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674916531206372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444234045561509,0.37344735092784537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323135765137289,0.2607411383643428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6560927632312008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DemoMastr,2020/01/18,"I have managed to message three people today without them messaging me I did a thing, now I'm just going to have an anxiety induced panic attack until someone responds.",7.135161290322581,8.27548719354839,8.345322580645162,62.83798387096778,64.16129032258064,8.780645161290323,41.30645161290322,8.841846274778883,4.518858064516129,137,8,17,2,2,47,27,31,0.252,0.748,0.0,-0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,1,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,4,0,4,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,17,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28818287341947546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4285631306848751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21409353482481844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44198917551181616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611639655667257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191859962222749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502700403274401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3570779673570005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631359478344477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,plantbasedmjenn,2020/01/18,"Need help breaking my shell, and making friends. I’m more than shy, I’m muted.... unless someone talks to me first. Even then I’m shocked someone is actually talking to me.that it takes me a minute to realize and respond unless I know them well and it’s obvious to me that I need to respond Need help breaking my shell, and making friends. I’m more than shy, I’m muted.... unless someone talks to me first. Even then I’m shocked someone is actually talking to me.that it takes me a minute to realize and respond unless I know them well and it’s obvious to me that I need to respond Most of the time I just play this game where I’m ease dropping and paying attention to others but not to the point where I’m able to respond if that makes any sense? I hear and know what is being said but not to actually say something... sometimes it even startled me and scared me a bit but my therapist said that’s from me just being in fight or flight tho.... I would have to have a very long pause due to anxiety losing thoughts and having no idea what to say. anything social gives me tones of anxiety due to how my environment was growing up so anything social is very hard and would love to work hard to be more open and relaxed with people Also, I just realize I binge watch so much tv, because I’m lonely. I secretly pine for the friendships my favorite characters have on these shows. I hope some day I will develop more social skills, to be able to finally make friends. I’m 24F and just want and need friends. I miss the aspect of having friends. And I just don’t know how to make friends anymore what do I do? at work or school? I’m quiet, shy, and introverted. I’m not good at making conversation and usually only talk to people who are nice to me or talk to me first. I don’t want to be rejected, so I’m kind of scared in some aspects. unless I know for sure and my childhood coping mechanism was to just shut myself off from connecting with others and it seems like I still can’t get out of that habit does anyone have any tips?",2.994411764705884,4.734182950980396,4.0713725490196095,87.24617647058822,74.88235294117645,7.0549019607843135,26.950980392156865,7.827709963407826,1.5405421568627449,1596,61,327,23,34,518,172,408,0.11199999999999999,0.733,0.155,0.9673,0,3,3,0,1,0,44.0,0,0,2,7,21,27,1,3,8,0,26,1,0,8,3,81,69,40,0,11,21,0,2,1,6,3,0,6,0,0,19,23,0,0,13,5,1,1,7,10,2,3,5,9,39,17,54,56,9,31,0,4,1,1,36,13,0,9,15,210,58,4,0.14516552731194468,0.0,0.2124909214160914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05804440987225085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871753651016386,0.0,0.11105123105811662,0.0,0.07198259797632447,0.050751555981570114,0.0,0.11945886007319713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04424577903582515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924157914135017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0468098779358821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06351766560195421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382069255126706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951086976765885,0.0,0.18521658506054425,0.0,0.0,0.3364635789076453,0.0,0.037921498267152236,0.06962800071189575,0.0,0.060878978488732687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13003979905609125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818060497948636,0.0,0.09730139299920916,0.0,0.0,0.07209106162322107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193710536323591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558377901109684,0.19944794351032766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03546027202530139,0.0,0.0,0.06423346178916449,0.0,0.0812015465791209,0.0,0.0,0.06550877801980877,0.0,0.29069735012854897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05335668276696395,0.2690959977902233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055202462464961584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006394985936193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861417247741987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380856590449239,0.11544145383608895,0.14533601717024947,0.07345763182865618,0.0,0.06607662201444067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22196696095290647,0.24599656042293835,0.05587775753536185,0.07178620919221766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05796468881463756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840839576402961,0.0,0.10914641046580156,0.3500356562426932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427418292060393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05762260676946637,0.04232359318292092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993965975144307,0.1197767629962462,0.0856223891177074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052124273241528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568223279618164,0.0,0.0,0.10312142559995484,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,luda55,2020/01/18,"social anxiety consists of sweating and no friends lol Hi so I just started a new job a couple of months ago after graduating college. I have a lot of free time now and it has made me think about my life a lot. First of all, that I don’t have any close friends. In school, I have always had a couple of friends, and in high school and junior high was the closest i’ve had to having a group of friends. I was extremely shy in all of my classes and never could sum up the courage of being the person to initiate conversation. so most of the time i would never talk. In high school and college i would depend on joining extra curricular activities where I would come across super social people that would talk to me first and usually that is how i would make friends but usually they would not be close ones. And when I do talk to people whether they are friends or not, I sweat A LOT lol. I’m actually sweating as I type this (in my pits if you really want to know). I want to have more friends and meet new people but it is extremely hard. I haven’t made a new friend in probably like 4 years. I never had a boyfriend growing up at all because I was so anti social. I have a boyfriend now of 5 years and he in part made me realize how anti social i might be because he is EXTREMELY social and makes friends so easily (i’ve met people through him which i’m thankful for the social interaction lol but i want to be able to do this alone) . I’ve come to the conclusion that I am scared of what people think of me and that I scare them off because they sense how nervous I am for talking to them. Does anyone feel this way or have any tips to overcoming not having friends bc of anxiety lol.",4.203667846309404,4.885751191860468,5.164555106167847,84.67447927199191,70.51162790697674,8.308190091001013,28.91001011122345,8.456263369488248,1.9083757836198167,1326,48,279,20,23,435,153,344,0.08,0.733,0.188,0.9904,1,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,5,4,13,18,0,3,16,4,37,4,3,9,6,63,56,28,0,11,11,0,2,1,10,7,1,0,0,1,12,16,0,0,6,0,1,3,9,3,0,3,10,2,36,16,43,34,10,45,0,0,0,0,36,20,0,9,22,195,48,10,0.06466959686695516,0.0,0.06310819784064885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057325695682360074,0.0,0.0,0.06697819902420347,0.0,0.0,0.05381028516669845,0.0,0.0,0.0879550869689973,0.0,0.09894412918950027,0.0,0.0,0.045218485772397086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826595802579695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141426292688016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051633410885273665,0.1431113577957899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05659280001899531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032698891279904635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001585211710636,0.0,0.0,0.4996357011953848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05793125638944518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20498093909155893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06417459620795776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035540719182011536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04567804877432238,0.03159429844168128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16493933594884966,0.0,0.18357580860284897,0.0863349161526841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860422262418864,0.0,0.0,0.05161865523526076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14963153957394665,0.1873748989076104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04382179249937053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700308714007031,0.0,0.22416877902961801,0.0564669975615916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972476327451227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04142899971263945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949109633242162,0.19634725372307552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3955350598289461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04577347351501923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20791588928346946,0.0,0.059539076160737926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287533285694375,0.0,0.0,0.07541872398448675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244884899424765,0.0,0.11443141129082834,0.05133171587102822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756365569174379,0.0,0.0,0.0832902002125998 socialanxiety,10000arms,2020/01/18,"College I’m a junior in high school. I’ve had social anxiety pretty bad starting in like 4th/5th grade. A couple years ago I started taking meds which helped a lot since it got particularly bad when i was 13/14. I’ve been doing fairly well but I tend to get extremely nervous in any situation that I feel I am unprepared for or just any new place. Recently I’ve been getting more and more worried about going to college. I’m not sure where I want to go yet, I feel like I’m immature, I just turned 17 but I don’t feel my age. I’ve considered taking a gap year to prepare myself since high school has been really stressful for me, and use the time to do constructive stuff like focus on music (which i want to study, between that and english. People have brought up being a double major but i wonder if that’s too much work). In general I know it’s overwhelming to think about for anyone going into college, but I have a lot of weird, very specific concerns about social stuff. I just don’t know what it’s going to be like at all and I’m scared of somehow fucking up. It doesn’t help that my high school is notorious for having an unfriendly & pretentious atmosphere. Any advice?",3.285,5.200533617021278,4.658882978723405,82.58875,74.53191489361703,7.593617021276595,25.792553191489358,8.395991825355821,1.8199404255319145,940,33,179,17,20,312,137,235,0.151,0.769,0.079,-0.9420000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,12,14,1,4,8,0,18,1,0,1,2,31,47,11,0,3,10,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,0,7,0,0,5,4,8,1,0,7,3,18,6,27,38,8,30,0,1,0,1,4,14,1,6,15,111,31,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344673098960697,0.09383992168045474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470100010963975,0.0,0.21596855583668226,0.0,0.08098383476522376,0.0,0.0,0.07402089260115552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767800294536816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713384763399325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160580418268949,0.07562754867884286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786734399872107,0.1106166341590436,0.0,0.24065434899482915,0.0,0.08466719270607155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191359893975936,0.3355457799748421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635753442878033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20687452326748454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17999949450509134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175883735673227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782045709261773,0.0,0.0,0.10224179360335203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339110469379123,0.0,0.1106028412187654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769930582527468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06781765213762536,0.0,0.10452555943408276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598592998749977,0.3214127747116984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17513962005427638,0.11899287459293767,0.0,0.21582514085763754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149858771657734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126410591137418,0.0,0.2423724112279709,0.0,0.0,0.09977330582150798,0.0,0.15918949814710268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783183921246608,0.0,0.0,0.06172875067368655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514702261733445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143043368903107,0.0,0.0873469072857469,0.12487982972261358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518229247960258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480239018528103,0.07706850610153908,0.1075075941362054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363428000596395 socialanxiety,Wesley2000,2020/01/18,Friends and I are going out tonight. Wish me luck. Going out to a bar to play pool. Second time ever at a bar. At the point where I'm hungry but too stressed to eat. Wish me luck.,-1.7553846153846169,0.15140256410256825,0.25782051282051377,104.7913461538462,100.28205128205127,2.6,14.192307692307693,3.1291,-1.6412769230769233,136,3,34,0,6,44,28,39,0.067,0.605,0.32799999999999996,0.8765,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,9,6,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,4,7,6,0,11,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,2,3,20,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005725804027512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657075006148797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269452327245175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338820083545164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776822274489765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33648179135025186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17128399577427553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6755802626691316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,i_am_a_new_guy_now,2020/01/18,"Hey leaving this community because of following reasons 1) Mostly the post are memes about social anxiety which is helping nobody 2)No resources or information for newcomers how to beat social anxiety 3) People here more comforted to live with social anxiety rather than finding ways to overcome it ! No offense to anybody just wanted to put my points out there hope somebody (moderators) take notice :)",8.648636363636362,11.267901742424247,8.330727272727273,58.84609090909092,61.87878787878788,10.734545454545453,41.98787878787879,10.793553405168565,5.772191515151515,329,19,39,9,5,105,58,66,0.11800000000000001,0.736,0.146,0.6352,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,12,6,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,11,6,2,6,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,3,0,27,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4469891563145387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187282857546043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17801370488669155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054835787813035,0.0,0.0,0.19344778985187006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062303572243566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17198301806595698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22174376379363728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502706255379301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18411797134634605,0.0,0.18653315216786984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19579484491140528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20025313419651344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5956219404965054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464407056815578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487874893024247,0.15459714862869206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Vegetable_Candidate,2020/01/18,"Need help calling out of work? Hello! So I left a toxic job a few months ago. My GM from said toxic job used to write me up every. single. time. I called out. My grandmother died, he wrote me up. My father in the hospital for emergency surgery, he wrote me up. I eventually asked to be dropped down to part time hours so I could go back to school. He questioned me multiple times and said “so you don’t need the money?”. He never dropped my hours and I was working 48 hours a week. Now that I am working somewhere else, I have anxiety about asking for anything in the workplace because he kind of conditioned me to think I wasn’t in a place to ask for anything. Well it’s supposed to snow a lot today. 10 am-11pm then rain all night. I work 1-6. The snow hasn’t started yet but how do I call out of work for this? All my managers are nice but I get so scared to call out now that I shake. I just need a simple script to follow even if you tell me to lie about why I’m calling out.",0.31063951034191817,2.4457011699029145,1.994305614183201,96.7169459687632,85.84466019417476,4.941831996623048,20.60700717602364,6.280692351149826,0.02908383284086113,755,24,174,7,23,246,119,206,0.076,0.888,0.037000000000000005,-0.7611,2,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,0,5,14,5,0,2,10,0,10,0,0,2,3,26,27,11,1,5,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,7,0,0,2,0,1,3,4,2,1,0,6,2,26,3,32,19,6,37,0,0,0,0,25,14,0,3,18,107,30,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983953184570649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753149909004163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680273442831958,0.0,0.28424213725929065,0.0,0.0,0.07793091551988048,0.0,0.0617812435642249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5174419109304473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091871204203092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518397818508177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466385699376226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693987863332637,0.0,0.08539067400529295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052950527074374816,0.0,0.05759881738805801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793191566539224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29942424415387986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011459472434898,0.0,0.0,0.10553910366926006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101156889089274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861630638070395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089558732154636,0.0,0.0,0.2254463916412207,0.07816638655471342,0.0,0.0,0.09510891515394264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975079545911272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588784920062967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353376948178685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19281169684623364,0.0,0.10146775659865044,0.10257032292239153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173515092301924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885832549109542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494017226306424,0.0,0.0,0.17729177399024015,0.0,0.09606674322007873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875327601726176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129583589357804,0.0,0.091124677463895,0.0,0.09145146273094357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689154031792183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ControversialPEPEGA,2020/01/18,"One benefit of having social anxiety While there is a ton of disadvantages there is one benefit I noticed. This mostly applies to people whose social anxiety is REALLY bad and are introverted and have a chronic depression too. I work full time and if you are like me your depression keeps you from eating a lot. Also I mostly stay home in my comfort zone most days. The benefit? You save a ton of money. I saved a ridiculous amount of money with a shitty job. And Idk what to spend it on anymore since I dont eat or have a life. Yep so thats one benefit I noticed in some other people too while there are dozens of disadvantages.",2.8413414634146332,5.214465430894312,4.716443089430896,79.50442073170734,77.6178861788618,8.002439024390245,24.88414634146341,8.841846274778883,2.205385365853658,500,18,91,12,12,170,78,123,0.198,0.625,0.177,-0.4635,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,0,1,7,12,1,0,8,1,10,4,0,0,0,15,11,10,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,6,5,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,4,0,4,0,0,12,8,12,11,9,9,0,2,0,0,7,4,0,7,5,75,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13264997685526658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537874579486494,0.0,0.16450317914432314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849848683135907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697549063654263,0.0,0.2857353565291895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944039704703205,0.0,0.0,0.33946255782965085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663858978584688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16460509349984706,0.147437098405392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716224072564653,0.08103802370960829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14102077987206435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37769900231910297,0.0,0.0,0.3372030684064665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299933307712265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106263611682196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13721330648432736,0.0,0.0,0.3381768350341817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768004121081846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672290007775852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207587928387941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,el870,2020/01/18,"Social anxiety ruins my life Hi!! 19 year old F here I’m super embarrassed posting this but basically the other day I had a job interview and I didn’t even show up. They ended up texting me about it and even that was too much to handle. My anxiety makes me have so many panic attacks, shake, dissociate and so much more. I can’t even talk to people on the phone. Last time I did, I was so anxious throughout it I started digging into my skin and scratching it just so I could focus on pain instead of my anxiety. I feel so fucked in the head, I don’t know what’s wrong with me. Does it get better for people like me or am I just born this way? This feeling is terrible. I feel so fucked up",0.9343749999999992,3.0441320208333345,3.231777777777779,88.99100000000001,82.95833333333334,6.062222222222222,22.1,7.3011,0.8376199999999994,537,18,114,8,15,184,95,144,0.29600000000000004,0.637,0.067,-0.9911,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,2,15,13,3,3,4,0,11,6,2,1,0,16,21,12,0,1,4,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,10,0,0,5,5,20,3,13,15,3,18,0,1,0,2,6,7,2,1,9,81,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640768791630554,0.179217740615378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18047559557432216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030395002717105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666091628101722,0.0,0.0,0.1023095023231857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388266973344332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405077145774007,0.0,0.0,0.31434013775577163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24063904320142415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29331974937408445,0.08288271164424227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16281013119662455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15742545414489606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718424717054304,0.12931255383168552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205193328288883,0.07750335918676655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589325205767687,0.16083578737528995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23323691067861835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16646571122813025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688038583300693,0.18612954306270615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219961629237137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519330098780664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16171322741172986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228601785885063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750860631956482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250410268116448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592083410773894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734476417690746,0.0,0.10215878532214223 socialanxiety,wemael,2020/01/18,"Can only talk to people when I'm drunk It's so annoying. People have expressed that I'm fun when I'm drunk, and it has made me feel like shit, cause some have basically also said that I'm boring when I'm sober, which is true, but it sucks to hear. I just wish I was more like my drunk self. How is it possible for me to be the complete opposite of sober me with some alcohol? Most people I know are almost exactly the same as they are sober. Is there a part of me that is actually like drunk me? Like some hidden potential to socialize deep down somewhere? I used to be an outgoing kid, and somewhere along the line I became so shy, and it's only gotten worse with age. I really wish I was different.",2.9614608150470225,4.176425434482764,4.687460815047026,84.93407523510973,73.9655172413793,8.58307210031348,23.52664576802508,9.095868883498916,1.6110000000000002,548,15,118,12,11,186,84,145,0.165,0.679,0.156,0.1579,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,9,10,3,0,5,0,14,6,1,4,2,24,29,12,0,2,2,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,0,2,9,6,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,4,0,0,5,3,14,6,13,22,7,6,0,0,0,0,8,2,2,5,8,75,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.16416647266668155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797848026002519,0.16845625889889634,0.0,0.0,0.13453204442679206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17281671954540914,0.0,0.0,0.1763840849419152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17576268130706516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506124125248929,0.12018227190187902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18960542711356504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245382856408807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32875123733661177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15918160659761346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558902794997629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18217476538717167,0.0,0.34988479146446305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896520380136125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777130359682373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16002355832560197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17549871963456026,0.0,0.17268384733729078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17148748184317592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521546852443178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529516602983436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3869082946730589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714389253522286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,samk9021,2020/01/18,"When you start walking down a long straight corridor Without any objects to hide behind, and someone starts walking from the opposite end towards you at exactly the same time. ;-;",8.677999999999999,10.449995466666667,7.1733333333333364,70.35000000000002,61.0,10.0,48.33333333333334,10.125756701596842,5.711333333333334,144,10,20,3,2,43,27,30,0.054000000000000006,0.8859999999999999,0.06,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,7,2,1,12,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,6,15,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771338372006547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609499184982444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606505261702917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452981766879509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5769025439854867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376335592956112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3928436151997293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MerryAceOfSpades,2020/01/18,"I need help I don’t really know how to handle my emotions, and I don’t really consider my family “family” very much due to past events. Well tonight my brother got drunk and woke me up with his loud talking on the phone. He was talking about things that made me relive past trauma and he started crying. I felt trapped and started feeling panicky so I did what any sane person would do and put on a full outfit of clothes and jumped out the window, snuck arround the side of the house, and got in my car, at 12:30am and drove to downtown. I walked around and subconsciously walked all the way to my girlfriends college housing building. I stood outside and saw her dorm was still lit up. She typically stayed up late. I sat there, a street crossing distance away. Someone I could console for help. But I was too afraid to ask for help. All I could do was look up as tears filled my eyes from stress. I walked back to my car after an hour and drove 120 all the way home. I really wish I could ask others for help, I never have and haven’t told anyone in my family I suffer from depression and anxiety.",4.147839861751152,5.482857225806452,4.49015841013825,87.02666618663595,71.21198156682027,7.452649769585253,26.465725806451612,7.865858978985527,1.4099771889400925,866,28,175,11,16,272,131,217,0.124,0.7979999999999999,0.078,-0.8862,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,2,9,0,15,2,1,2,4,32,35,17,0,6,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,4,16,1,0,3,1,0,11,4,5,1,0,16,7,29,1,29,15,5,42,0,2,4,0,18,15,0,0,13,113,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012658097719444,0.0,0.09013753556420206,0.0,0.0,0.08238756362517627,0.0,0.0,0.10489124708417824,0.2203051753739399,0.0,0.1107025945295704,0.09060189409037624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822264513173135,0.0,0.12942771835806907,0.0,0.0,0.10148445108075854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325398145183617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33323117853325696,0.0,0.059577005726281176,0.0,0.11313265261764192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18847445581675248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31590852936417185,0.0,0.1181903542974452,0.0,0.11603612197609485,0.27191368908275504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06475478364381497,0.0,0.1329142876255173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989452274254862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149100751580107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661659748694057,0.08736742434960293,0.09087565093792467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22495891461591389,0.0,0.10288222338413976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844894588944095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22644949016643415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998346596544701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16679748988260093,0.12558818755646772,0.09409700639451712,0.0,0.13497073447973384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894101855074003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827919956864582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258900151695342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972198338682896,0.0,0.18705159781778424,0.0,0.0,0.10594086212803898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549554031818187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370110874847232,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,loreloc,2020/01/18,Feeling bad about have never been in a relationship I am 21M. I have never been in a relationship and never kissed anyone. Sometimes when my friends talk about relationships and sex I feel like an alien because cannot relate to anything they say. So when they change discussion topic to that (and this happens often) I just stay silent and feel sad. It's like I feel something is wrong with me because most of the people I know have already a lot of experience.,4.092672413793103,6.552373942528738,4.520215517241383,82.02446120689656,73.9425287356322,6.648850574712642,26.96695402298851,7.645422480735847,1.661805747126437,371,14,66,5,8,117,61,87,0.133,0.76,0.107,-0.508,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,7,7,0,0,5,0,8,2,0,0,3,17,14,7,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,5,10,4,9,12,2,8,0,1,0,2,9,2,0,3,7,49,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839418189331827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655051966119535,0.0,0.1371681316009418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391756001212175,0.20322011570689605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763313727767619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16305060269537,0.0,0.0,0.3371252005386013,0.11908030002712892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878096119520022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14739961729202666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160610354459624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286843041332758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171022454674762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856748716184112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555887925670638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.536874196164889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255516185480126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832279823329304,0.16485642309958995,0.0,0.0,0.17766478190333382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397565469010242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822446502334685,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Mrqs1997,2020/01/18,"Wow I can't believe I didn't find this place sooner New to this subreddit, hoping to connect with people who have similar anxieties as me. Always feeling disconnected with other people and wanting to find a place to feel understood",10.377142857142855,9.389603857142859,10.3,58.62000000000002,58.04761904761904,13.161904761904767,42.42857142857143,12.161744961471696,5.6169142857142855,190,9,27,5,2,63,32,42,0.037000000000000005,0.773,0.19,0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,8,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,3,2,7,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115736016277726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19451639874881754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28647601975723314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571338239852283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46479764862297296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525481897916003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24557623815912635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525585921343413,0.0,0.5313175506601259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149975453894161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Good_Try__,2020/01/18,"I feel anxious In 30 minutes, I have to go out for an event, I was very confident a few days ago thinking about meeting up with my friends and stuff but when I am about to leave the house, I feel really anxious. I'm afraid I'll act stupid in front of people... And now really have no idea what to expect. My confidence is gone... What should I do?",1.9708333333333317,3.4563721944444485,3.3483333333333363,92.43,77.05555555555556,7.022222222222222,23.11111111111111,7.793537801064563,0.8770944444444444,266,8,61,4,6,87,54,72,0.171,0.716,0.114,-0.5221,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,1,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,11,13,4,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,2,2,8,1,12,10,1,13,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182244103764399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5562284242929729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15876623896725106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24895280151711285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19019866222039208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991021218227662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840595706463281,0.0,0.27790813870959513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26066990343284835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17067075783817456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31541942673914825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818180982282106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15774270536260482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031249280614842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rosetintedmuse,2020/01/18,"Social anxiety is being scared your own parents don’t like you I’m away at college and I really want to text my parents and ask how they’re doing because I’m homesick, but I’m scared of annoying them. Like, what if they are glad to have me out of the house? What if they’re so happy because they finally don’t have to deal with me 24/7? I know it sounds stupid. They’re my family, right? Of course they miss me and want to talk to me...right? But the mere fact that they aren’t texting me first tells my social anxiety ridden brain that it’s because they don’t want to talk to me at all. And there’s no way of really knowing because if I ask them if they miss me they’d say yes no matter what... :-( anyone else get social anxiety about this? Lol. Laughing away the pain.",0.4181464530892463,2.6930592422360284,2.153246158875451,94.71744033998041,87.01242236024845,5.377051323962078,18.41157240928408,6.8360192770164,0.09093043478260876,602,16,133,8,19,197,84,161,0.20199999999999999,0.624,0.174,-0.5303,3,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,9,1,4,13,2,2,3,2,11,2,1,1,2,21,24,12,0,7,6,2,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,8,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,8,0,1,0,2,23,5,18,22,2,10,0,3,0,0,23,6,0,4,4,80,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909399281835288,0.0,0.0,0.08864169513950436,0.12989255107133393,0.0,0.0,0.2370287860677108,0.0,0.2382123030142305,0.0,0.0,0.309115319177818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415191030625235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069601918084914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590145838617636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950904254153046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388721614915816,0.0,0.1078319127376694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662329621943181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495079376341854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627747970305374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934078246793954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238684632081862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348939886887399,0.0,0.2815298611767355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16242634841629836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21652461697680295,0.0,0.10081391554887244,0.253841102556014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38768324050940944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20378852318595936,0.11080402212665123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22431963611255465,0.10062544624183094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,choopiewaffles,2020/01/18,"Oh look, I just found my people. Hey guys thanks for having me. I’m new here",-2.5272549019607844,-0.9614205882352956,-0.19176470588235264,106.53039215686277,107.8235294117647,2.266666666666667,5.666666666666668,3.1291,-2.812827450980392,58,0,15,0,3,19,16,17,0.0,0.828,0.172,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4832080966012505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43636526094379297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700795292654504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4256337072196399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055279731197803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40574011554059997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,snoppily,2020/01/18,I’m about to reject an invitation to a party Can’t stop feeling like a loser. Told myself to get out of my little bubble in 2020 but I just can’t. It just dosen’t seem possible. Maybe next time.,-0.4369918699186961,1.8112331463414648,2.328658536585369,90.53819105691059,95.58536585365854,4.684552845528454,16.589430894308947,6.42735559955562,-0.07539349593495936,153,4,32,2,6,53,34,41,0.14300000000000002,0.7340000000000001,0.12300000000000001,-0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,7,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,3,1,7,6,0,6,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17369270657084576,0.2454088816610089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17947365051691902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16782523791304166,0.3442946554556125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451093755151057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36533462591298216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3872642263881527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31272531700126965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871959075678256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20030774411968488,0.0,0.0,0.32824557335821297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Confident-Speech,2020/01/18,"Just got rejected for a cashier job. I am a worthless loser with no social skills. Hi. I just got a rejection letter for an entry level retail job a couple days after an interview. Here's an excerpt of the email: ""STATUS UPDATE: Unfortunately, this email is not the news you wanted to hear – as your profile has not been shortlisted, and you will not be progressing to the next step in the hiring process for the job Your resume was reviewed against the qualifications of other qualified candidates who applied, and the decision was made to move forward with other applicants. Please continue to visit our career site to learn about other open roles that may be a better fit for you. All the best in your future career and thank you again."" I was wondering what they meant , considering that I have previous customer service experience and the job I applied was a simple cashier job. Why was I rejected so quickly for a cashier job at a supermarket? I must be a worthless loser with no social skills if I can't even get a job as a cashier at a fcking supermarket?",7.0528510998307965,7.707146700507617,7.524175126903554,70.35787013536381,64.2284263959391,10.424534686971237,34.69077834179357,10.317481424215053,3.749206768189509,848,36,142,19,12,279,115,197,0.146,0.7829999999999999,0.07,-0.9378,7,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,7,1,7,8,10,0,0,24,0,17,0,0,1,2,24,26,8,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,8,8,0,0,4,0,1,4,6,7,0,0,10,1,17,3,24,10,2,20,0,7,0,0,20,9,0,3,9,109,25,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636062639591505,0.10649097230175217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322901311716845,0.0,0.07765311223236765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952825965008169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778199703683084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629081401364098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926023392124523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570841553375845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8364035917436264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393283379247054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797450572175842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805513108705707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217167865015172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24548131136428414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085538535832967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101967880441873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864937047892044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057719401200948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,surfeit_refuse,2020/01/18,"Does anyone feel like they’re smart but seem to only come across as morons on a daily basis? I think I’m smart based on the fact I’ve written some literary analysis that’s been published and so on. But even talking about literature in class I feel like I come across as a complete fool. Working with my thesis advisor mostly boiled down to me nodding my head idiotically while half of what they were saying sailed by. Also, the act of reading itself is a chore for me and I have to really avoid any distractions to make any headway in a book, and I often need to read the same passage more than once. Another example, I got into a conversation with a Star Trek fan and said how much I liked Captain Kirk in tng, and I didn’t even catch myself on the mistake. I then went on to describe Trainspotting to her, which immediately made the conversation kind of awkward. I seem to be pretty incapable of completing basic social tasks or retaining simple information, but if you ask me to write deeply about something like literature I can create some very compelling sentences that would not be at all as convincing if I were actually speaking them. All of this makes me feel like kind of an idiot or a fraud most of the time, and I don’t know if it’s even imposter syndrome because I do genuinely half ass a lot of my best work.",7.138376876042244,6.793205486381326,7.5474958310172315,73.64685797665372,64.17509727626458,10.455697609783217,33.92134519177321,9.957137785484203,3.212252028904947,1058,40,197,20,14,348,165,257,0.127,0.7170000000000001,0.156,0.7337,0,1,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,2,3,9,19,3,3,15,0,12,3,2,5,3,49,31,22,0,6,9,0,3,5,0,1,0,3,1,0,7,11,1,2,8,3,0,5,3,8,0,2,9,6,26,11,40,19,11,21,0,0,0,1,15,13,1,13,8,137,33,7,0.0,0.0,0.12361081152319045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101297268055664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227872209698278,0.13282364113508902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885700101322744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841854981799503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721633399646892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293145092713662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21822850163499727,0.2656203733354689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084902082581344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509913233226226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19214317435701456,0.27147738364315355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013088852664136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999908497565166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26381284054736986,0.06961404842045002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094207253187141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768957582032276,0.0,0.1198574060310532,0.16910527338091647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931163949931047,0.09392356466662646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489850347827906,0.0,0.0963375913365816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886805701711554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25340684334550784,0.0,0.0811474966850477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049136212860136,0.10073238680268108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306296612246023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912323967478134,0.0,0.09751609493259636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181185916523408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811644722890729,0.0,0.0,0.0738617960483188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045153090088604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174235647936318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844332897489542,0.0,0.0,0.08998212501661329,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,crossfire14,2020/01/18,Dont go out to clubs alone I went. Had the worst experience of my life there. Do not do it.,-3.3292857142857137,-2.1169659523809514,-0.056785714285712885,104.82053571428574,113.28571428571428,4.0047619047619065,10.011904761904765,5.985473137389443,-1.5724380952380952,69,1,20,1,4,24,19,21,0.264,0.736,0.0,-0.7269,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,3,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4593208262056481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5197657728044871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4338173139401215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252045003263617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132493767845553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4111187206080798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bringmeverythinghere,2020/01/18,"Social anxiety and depression Are any of you guys with social anxiety also depressed? I have really low self esteem and usually think I’m too ugly to socialize when rationally I know it’s not true. It’s just that I truly don’t think I look good without makeup and I’m not good at makeup so I never like how I look. I have other issues that contributed to my depression but these certainly play a big one. It seems like a bad cycle because I was socially anxious before I was severely depressed, and now I feel like I don’t want to socialize because I feel boring and lame from being depressed, in addition to my issues with my looks.",4.655884444444447,5.964626304000003,6.535466666666667,72.94417777777778,69.96000000000001,10.035555555555558,29.88888888888889,10.25414643259724,3.3875422222222227,508,20,88,14,9,177,76,125,0.345,0.562,0.094,-0.9875,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,7,17,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,1,3,24,20,10,0,1,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,8,0,0,6,1,0,0,6,9,0,1,2,5,16,8,11,17,0,8,0,7,3,0,8,4,0,1,7,61,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973353460643682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630599999373787,0.0,0.1716792281491499,0.12676428444266674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936898675420121,0.13680318752617932,0.0,0.09548163468741476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4832274402009557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347253166512705,0.08016216582998538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882312503493932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111045983338402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342341851648346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06166715789016128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445901787644387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826820175488999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086542534766008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603575446093769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188398899378111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215090240832753,0.11705850824472368,0.12676428444266674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5719149646506367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379805344725624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358241285457902,0.0,0.066183803348931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816551743288777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,immasoconfused,2020/01/18,"My testicles just showed me that I’m nervous throughout most of my day. This might be common knowledge but I’ve never really put that much thought into it until now and this might be a good indicator for guys so you can catch when you’re feeling nervous. So I noticed that my balls shrivel up when I’m out and about, but when I’m sitting around relaxed and comfortable, they sag. I decided to do some research on why this is and I found that when you feel afraid your body goes into a “fight or flight” mode where it prepares itself to fight. When it does this, it shrinks your testicles to protect them. Just think as if your about to get in a fight with somebody who can beat your ass. Your balls shrink so they can be protected. I realized that I’m always on edge and anxious when I’m outside my comfort zone. Then, when outside the comfort zone, my balls are shriveled. This probably sounds ridiculous, but it makes sense.",5.328666666666667,6.268768088888893,5.075555555555557,85.39000000000001,68.1111111111111,8.0,31.66666666666667,8.07648339933343,2.1461666666666672,736,30,144,9,12,226,107,180,0.12300000000000001,0.7390000000000001,0.138,0.6369,1,0,0,0,3,0,16.0,0,7,3,1,17,12,4,3,4,0,11,2,2,1,1,31,23,23,0,1,7,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,17,10,0,2,8,5,0,2,1,7,0,0,2,3,20,5,19,16,3,25,0,0,0,1,15,9,1,6,13,100,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808211896150856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455009722197864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19345396370423776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413849056508296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014841500300326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901714029461485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21975919295019328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23827165111804424,0.0,0.0,0.11353667454463892,0.0,0.0,0.1822711939963753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151732803050153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505760558307068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.461067883550303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974949838260327,0.0,0.1676045939661257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24741142203817945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342993463400203,0.0,0.0,0.21845882011977275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921578355133127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392449067173212,0.0,0.1725216420804122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19609049303947665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,JamesStrior,2020/01/18,Good explanation for most of my social interactions! 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I don’t know her that well personally, and for some reason I got a strange rush of confidence and decided that it would be a good idea to try and strike up a conversation with her and see where it went. Ironically I started off by sending her a meme posted to this subreddit a few days prior (corny I know). And somehow she went along with it and we had a pleasant conversation. I know this might be really small for some people but for me something like this is a huge moment for me. I just felt like I needed to tell someone.",3.849285714285713,4.905240595238098,4.854126984126985,85.19642857142857,71.61904761904762,8.13968253968254,27.49206349206349,8.515128840125781,1.7452444444444448,489,17,104,8,9,160,79,126,0.022000000000000002,0.8340000000000001,0.14400000000000002,0.9274,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,8,0,8,0,0,1,0,26,18,7,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,9,10,0,0,7,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,6,2,17,5,17,8,4,18,0,0,1,0,11,7,0,4,8,76,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751160510262981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25480666215372405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896788667988057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16569546843606847,0.15799868726081814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22300977106522235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257047465210405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930257875529291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20956920638598925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648073445047874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386491275927045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695621441584355,0.17249293721768624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891981792449082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655551304333298,0.20311418071126494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15742167918444278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673833740512098,0.30416710134820696,0.0,0.0,0.13982682335198499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17266730434107416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412340244827792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17762106881776912,0.3662614397955508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033376827883265,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SerenityPhoenix,2020/01/18,"Why am I so awkward and annoying? Every single interaction I have will another person feels so unnatural and forced. I constantly get vibes from other people (my friends and family included) that I’m being annoying, awkward, and weird despite my best efforts to fit in. It really discourages me from reaching out to them again and makes me just want to isolate myself. But then they get upset when I do so. I really don’t understand.",4.901084990958406,7.404225582278485,6.586112115732369,67.94455696202532,71.65822784810126,10.590235081374324,31.53887884267631,10.608840637214634,4.384249909584087,347,16,53,12,7,119,58,79,0.281,0.625,0.094,-0.9467,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,2,6,9,2,3,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,13,13,11,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,1,12,2,7,11,2,7,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,43,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967308133202623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29697166266759834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058025085690136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384241483384877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667698067184602,0.0,0.14308396686426905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21863083216519005,0.0,0.2956923450680178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18889237216449328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19618376584156194,0.2470885614703661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625704352701468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945937580711793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669098412869916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553468205975588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,callOfDupuis,2020/01/18,"How do I get out of small talk hell? So, college started up again few days ago and it turns out this really cute girl that went to my high school was in my science class. I approached her and told her hey. We started talking for a bit and I asked her if I could sit next to her. She told me I could, and then we started talking more and it was going good, but the problem was most of it was ""small talk"". Now, I don't know if I want to talk to her next class because I don't know if there's any more ""small talk"" to talk about. I feel like we pretty much covered everything. Why am I like this. What do I do.",1.6906818181818153,2.5817582196969724,2.87769696969697,97.94154545454546,76.65151515151516,5.8860606060606075,22.29090909090909,5.6839178017228535,-0.09409636363636363,463,12,117,2,10,149,76,132,0.057999999999999996,0.828,0.113,0.8027,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,3,0,0,0,6,6,1,0,2,0,12,0,0,1,0,23,26,12,0,7,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,10,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,7,1,23,4,13,17,6,22,1,0,0,0,21,8,1,4,12,77,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056755405036317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848221614817796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166077532133732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603558084895061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361752381514664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19917699666465066,0.0,0.0,0.08044193900262052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210124302920092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06306833935362646,0.08910869624037722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516741732744184,0.0,0.07088817388016545,0.1046194369667116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178639928989844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370990911621871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218756879982824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169250615012113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653081827049791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689747183050873,0.0,0.11935185339042492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799066301848525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262356280213266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648582427148171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7017850257571016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23837389169173398,0.0,0.0,0.13567279702485385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357027305326026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156279829970492,0.1125513940327998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,zwadderaar,2020/01/18,"some rant, but my mom blocked me on fb and text it's a long story, but I had a panic attack this morning while we were fighting. She just always twists my words and then starts bullying me (I really don't have another word for it) and I just lost it. Couldn't breathe anymore and was just gasping for air, while all she did was point out how insane and mean I was and how I like attention. She then left the house to do groceries while I felt like I was choking and apparently blocked me from all social media in the process. Idk, I feel so... mad? Betrayed? I've been in therapy for a year. Finished school, worked hard on myself and I'm starting a new job in two weeks. I was so, so proud and felt like I was starting to get back in control of my life. But now... idk. She just started screaming that I'm still out of work (like, whot) and am good for nothing. My sister texted us this morning that she failed a test and I knew she was feeling horrible, so I only asked my mom to please try to control her anger and that it was okay to be a little mad, but still. And that one fucking question lead to this huge disaster. Idk, sorry if this doesn't make sense. Just had to get it out of my system.",2.089616348563716,3.703363186234817,3.1380335454019668,93.51367071524969,77.05668016194329,6.000308463466357,23.90765374975901,6.655083550727371,0.5531694235588978,925,30,207,8,21,296,135,247,0.266,0.634,0.1,-0.9943,2,0,0,0,2,0,35.0,2,0,0,8,15,17,6,1,8,1,20,3,1,6,2,49,38,29,0,2,10,3,5,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,13,17,0,4,8,0,0,1,3,10,0,2,17,6,31,7,24,19,3,34,0,2,0,1,16,14,1,3,22,139,44,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024957681416148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916514719102418,0.0,0.0,0.12216162788224735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515682966281987,0.1401352247978401,0.0,0.09471794629594964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27631406690790783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456718892049712,0.0,0.2365445584231855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387808109284255,0.12871310817575146,0.0,0.0,0.10331768128788578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103452361319148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213337622932576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223731045349083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383561374633882,0.0,0.08700579604494918,0.2407184334848774,0.12345888965972115,0.0,0.10901057307291616,0.0,0.0,0.1344657052580756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222371913750437,0.0,0.0,0.13417931525172802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28853424971417524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896817454443588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819469408473825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347007025982309,0.093684069030773,0.0,0.1445253873556004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521483495600395,0.1164450747997704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798998008446733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891237029744683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466490703093172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556666957663326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789011398519516,0.34875022973007674,0.0,0.19674368373347745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408672582018392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363124880958762,0.0,0.12032912607144527,0.0,0.14817057620902555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880770124262067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17935325980952316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932399004217253 socialanxiety,mettsoft,2020/01/18,"How do you get over the restlessness if you're about to face your fears? Hello! I'm working as a software engineer. One of the reasons why I wanted to work as a software engineer is I don't like speaking in front of many people - I just wanted to work incognito. There's one time when I was asked to do a product demonstration to our client - I refused and I felt bad about it because it felt like I was escaping my responsibilities. Last Tuesday, my manager told me that me and my mentor have to do another product demo. My mentor told me he did the last demo - how about we take turns? Immediately he took it back - if I don't want to do the demo, he still can. But I felt embarassed and thought to myself that I cannot just keep on running and I would only regret it afterwards - so I took it. From Tuesday to Thursday, I chose not to dwell on it and continue as if I don't have a product demo. This worked well because I didn't live each day with dread. I only dread on the product demo day instead. Thank God it worked well! When I noticed I started to stutter, I immediately focus on my words instead of my thoughts about my performance which helped - thanks to Ellen Hendriksen's book on social anxiety. But yesterday, I was appointed to be the scrum master of our team too indefinitely. To me, that is the worst because I will be the one who will setup all our meetings and initiate all talks. This will happen every single day. I told them I don't like the role but they insisted. I just want to get out from this situation. I have been restless ever since and it is the first emotion I felt when I woke up this morning and until the time I'm writing this. I don't want to go to work anymore because of the new role that was given to me. No matter how much I loathe my work now, I know that I cannot just keep on running from these kinds of situations, but I still can't get the restlessness off me. How do you overcome your restlessness when you're about to face your fear which will be part of your everyday life?",3.9874870795560433,5.061436712530718,5.1915563839701795,82.83864864864866,71.30958230958231,8.169075658730831,28.776497500635433,8.53829466247534,2.024612200288062,1590,60,323,26,29,528,178,407,0.127,0.8420000000000001,0.031,-0.9852,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,4,6,2,11,29,21,0,9,17,0,35,3,2,5,3,53,69,28,0,10,12,0,4,3,0,5,1,1,0,0,22,12,0,3,8,2,0,6,11,13,2,4,20,5,59,8,50,41,7,44,0,1,0,0,31,11,0,4,30,235,81,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894829006900821,0.0652822909247876,0.0,0.08463100963109914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797782325696826,0.0,0.0,0.06561860351875147,0.07125252432133253,0.20808167846056425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510520633300274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599222650526293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719187046614481,0.07189979412371815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19205487499678886,0.0,0.0,0.3277462022918227,0.0,0.0,0.07258729672067796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375460633396313,0.0,0.048498775307878536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546290302975386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0571993465055532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517022413795538,0.0,0.0888649716636642,0.04689878193525946,0.13912149179382413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06027578782872126,0.1250735055831857,0.0,0.07535381067457647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651795208765692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273224446024643,0.0,0.0,0.08241865224135234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715632265951753,0.0,0.0,0.17347893383207394,0.12980471013477868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241125790780592,0.0,0.05916167667042909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774027186479275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059134493931027,0.19184390266707224,0.0,0.08698995098958888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06040170829989267,0.0,0.13629989123062053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416252799301099,0.0685903533806114,0.0,0.15713301327354925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549550934740398,0.09952095431355804,0.0,0.0,0.24462843051857866,0.1896242791547027,0.0,0.092821752037555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516687866851433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15345576377200518,0.0,0.07700303832079076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4348825979569403,0.0,0.0,0.06062069589369992,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,chslsuxbslai,2020/01/18,"Bad social anxiety I’m a 19 year old male who’s been depressed and had anxiety ever since a young kid. I’ve always been shy and kept to myself, when I got to junior high it really took effect. I basically cut off my friend group but still in the group chat, my best friend is a state away and pretty busy to talk. I NEED friends. I need to get over this social anxiety so I’m not alone, doing nothing at home all day. I’ve never had a girlfriend, scared to talk to girls. I’m only into sports (which drains me), I didn’t go out and find interest or hobbies, I call myself boring. I’m too anxious to work so I can’t meet people that way - although I need a job I know that. How do people make friends? What do I say to people? Where do I go?? It’s giving me anxiety just thinking about doing something",0.9213550420168062,2.9396942797619086,3.0141176470588253,91.05441176470586,82.39285714285714,5.619607843137256,19.406162464986,6.794906146795322,0.21060322128851586,621,16,134,7,17,210,108,168,0.109,0.677,0.214,0.9794,1,1,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,3,10,11,1,1,6,0,12,0,0,3,3,23,29,11,0,3,4,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,3,8,6,0,1,4,2,0,3,4,5,0,0,8,1,17,6,16,21,2,22,0,1,0,0,20,9,0,1,8,79,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059524973968456,0.0,0.0,0.10492022377862376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3858459453981136,0.14245021282074752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184693673310555,0.0,0.10528313735359343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132327765908597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875596735186112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813201323121246,0.0,0.10860448903268873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405914917788736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524753780742705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3896793292569404,0.0,0.06587885703916678,0.1209607561522766,0.1433241354142932,0.0,0.1008488086189857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322512560076288,0.1264824601243785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512873652653916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929790835112698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416865562584146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804910814970077,0.09725138708955926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099049529228045,0.0,0.13231433400723008,0.0,0.0,0.09590009095419304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26225289519027595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828282519389425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077897947035477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027492822256034,0.12624198851992993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430617491814503,0.0,0.0,0.2570736979679814,0.0,0.0970732425815033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069874931727116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20269899669899494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079587798263263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009495956793452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008746653998556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179785905229253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812003357518029 socialanxiety,fuckmeups,2020/01/18,Thought Loops. How can I stop doing this? I keep getting in social situations where I feel my anxiety symptoms start to creep up and as soon as I notice them I start to freak out because I’m sure the people around me can see my heart beating. Then I get embarrassed about my physical symptoms which lead to more physical symptoms which leads to more embarrassment and so on until I’m left shaking and unable to speak. Has anyone experienced anything similar? How do you manage these things?,6.649597069597071,7.835430241758246,6.66346153846154,74.3023717948718,65.26373626373626,9.583150183150185,33.84798534798535,9.725611199111238,3.377350183150184,396,17,67,8,6,126,66,91,0.187,0.789,0.024,-0.9251,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,3,7,5,0,3,1,0,5,4,1,4,1,14,15,10,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,5,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,4,12,1,14,14,2,16,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,0,6,48,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479439068236409,0.0,0.0,0.13522377730982252,0.0,0.15914466049168316,0.17215936499821627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788961452556695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977845126209657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20207806983472007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22916976362533364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17189517973144874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101203434857336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22017741325020784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340732602497713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541079231218162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21738005865603213,0.0,0.19713819814663155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27376688465186955,0.0,0.0,0.16168388646071974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18226912448313004,0.60302320032283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848066607017675,0.0,0.0,0.15353118530268028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Faronaar,2020/01/18,"Does anyone else do this? Since the beginning of high school I was randomly claimed to be ""hot"" by the girl directing me to my next class, it was so strange hearing that from someone because I've never been complimented on my appearance and I never thought about it either. I just brushed it off mostly guessing she just had a thing for me specifically till I was complimented sparsely sometimes often. So I suck at conversation, eye contact, etc so I just use my appearance to get people to talk to me. I'm self-conscious of how I look but at the same time ""confident"" in my appearance it's so stupid sounding. Idk",5.608141025641025,6.801151128205131,6.149647435897435,77.02139423076926,67.63247863247864,9.610683760683765,35.13782051282051,9.827888789773867,3.534658974358975,490,24,90,11,8,159,82,117,0.133,0.867,0.0,-0.9209999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,10,4,2,0,4,0,7,1,1,2,2,19,19,8,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,6,6,15,2,17,12,4,15,0,0,2,0,6,6,1,7,6,67,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544939504080741,0.2263902254126625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346895688205045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19335555116986894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18457605796355192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464185695356393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543768381826144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24340223797561844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24902763187551624,0.0,0.0,0.2334466719209425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18554304055566698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408217864817373,0.0,0.23498370324857226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317947798942586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22361402540943087,0.0,0.0,0.23049989239813784,0.0,0.0,0.18277280119378028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872109124119236,0.0,0.21852601025579427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759189930470407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678990668012032,0.0,0.0,0.1754102702951351,0.12883819973259855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908305667732703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Soft_Roll,2020/01/18,"Last minute ditching? I got married (which in my current community means all your single friends run for the hills), and then I got extremely depressed due to a bad reaction to meds and alienated myself from the friends that were left. Now that I'm not depressed, I've discovered that making/hanging out with friends has become terrifying and my anxiety goes through the ROOF- and I flake last minute every time. Do any of you have experience with this?",6.426016260162598,8.278486073170733,5.857073170731707,77.41211382113823,66.3170731707317,9.369105691056909,35.61788617886179,9.725611199111238,3.632627642276424,366,18,63,8,6,112,62,82,0.177,0.722,0.1,-0.799,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,1,6,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,1,10,8,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,0,8,3,10,5,2,11,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,0,7,40,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456343682171874,0.0,0.16262508357257507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774975657006838,0.0,0.23478074591523115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661941107003099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17910998316054652,0.0,0.0,0.2079465440727453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4927222968860937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400434007502179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465663338282361,0.0,0.0,0.23097158344209165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23156473857254614,0.23613131106951224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395860564323065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DatGuyNerd,2020/01/18,"Fake laughing and show fake interest to try and have a better social experience? I've found myself fake laughing at jokes I do not really find funny, or showing interest in stuff I do not even care about, but I believe that's part of being social, right? The deal is that I've noticed that some people do not fake these, specially the laughs, they just wouldn't laugh and no one would call them out for it. Also I'd believe that some people would notice that you're fake laughing and would probably take you for a dumbass or maybe socially insecure. Do you fake laugh? Have you've been called out for it? Any help would be appreciated.",4.856016260162601,6.318535739837401,5.377398373983741,80.85113821138212,69.65040650406505,8.71869918699187,26.67479674796748,9.150863307647796,2.11819674796748,508,16,96,10,9,163,76,123,0.25,0.556,0.193,-0.8994,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,2,1,4,19,0,1,4,0,15,0,0,0,0,22,18,8,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,7,0,1,2,0,8,12,10,9,3,5,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,4,0,64,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432671374020685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721910828773382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221385880227572,0.0,0.12643833102698254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919605100984292,0.0,0.14575935575290408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473876141636581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442509728565414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984433429871942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066473973160686,0.0,0.0,0.1567505280001095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582446034361396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362461222575518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255265228218802,0.0,0.0,0.09687479683490267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481398756592993,0.0,0.1982237940224319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541372885802671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158516120245057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220888245255258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4371954725786336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16365736392859445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748968292173393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706185956545964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4062246039194989,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Available-Cricket,2020/01/19,"I'm being bullied hard and i like it ? Is this progress ? This coworker of mine is the biggest asshole I've met in real life yet. He figured out i had a crush on his good friend and now he spends his days trolling me. ""Fuck you x"", ""You're gay"", ""Maybe you should ask her out!"", ""I'll stick this up your ass"" are some of the things he says in front of anyone. I'll always talk back, most of it is weak because SAD, but I've had my moments. Like the time his crush thought he had failed 12th grade for a third time and i replied : ""Z thinks you're retarded, must be why she won't date you !"".. Strangely, things have gotten worse since then. I kinda like it to be honest.. It's like fighting idiots online, but in real life and with consequences. I have no reputation and no one knows me, so what exactly do i have to lose by humiliating him in front of his friends ? Is he gonna kill me ? That'd be a miracle. I realize this workplace is extremely toxic and i should look for a new job ASAP, but isn't this helping me ? If we start talking shit whenever we see each others, while in front of basically anyone, without caring what is said and who's feelings gets hurt in the process, wouldn't that be a way to become desensitized to humiliation, rejection and possibly anxiety ?",2.5589839572192545,4.358933549019612,3.8771212121212137,87.9102272727273,76.25490196078431,7.146167557932265,25.31639928698752,8.00094639256281,1.364372549019608,985,35,210,16,22,323,156,255,0.272,0.639,0.08900000000000001,-0.9953,1,0,0,0,2,1,44.0,2,4,0,3,4,20,5,0,9,0,26,7,2,0,2,35,42,15,1,5,5,0,2,4,2,6,3,2,0,0,17,14,0,0,6,0,1,3,6,11,0,2,7,6,27,9,25,23,3,27,0,5,2,3,29,11,3,4,16,128,44,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969273585988745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004302879344932,0.0,0.0,0.20116318866450186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344780984152425,0.0,0.0,0.1106099337831012,0.0,0.08768816860534996,0.1588683849706826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14666222649739116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276980896898636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727336743292144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22227261507381474,0.1329847985688915,0.0751544397291573,0.0,0.0,0.12065255142008167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885920503064885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641802156926303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539918428518337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274655800537744,0.0,0.15914606892910202,0.0,0.07905488514221054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20320764365410166,0.2811067071169461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079576441050835,0.1609286820711155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445142598226255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389289192096766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747486411352484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16216656805898896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32746014745314045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683201896510966,0.11439339399843512,0.0,0.0,0.11462792206514034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14765750568892294,0.1189922304147464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181607954409028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23123852196643915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19113192208200824,0.0921717409061915,0.0,0.11419893531063274,0.16775739769451198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417953816732655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980009498870734,0.0,0.0,0.13866396392445052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14659300499632175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,firestarterkanti,2020/01/19,"Afraid to dress the way I want to I'm a socially awkward 22 year old who doesn't have any friends and isn't in a relationship and never has been. I like to paint my nails and wear eyeliner and chokers sometimes, but not all the time. My uncle and mom have told me that people won't want to associate with me if I dress like this, and me dressing like that is probably why dates I've gone on wearing those things didn't work out. I know that other people dress in this way and they're able to have friends and a social life. This non binary person I went on a date with wore women's wigs and clothes in public and they were able to have a social life and friends. Are my mom and uncle right? Should I conform to gender roles so that people will like me and I won't be lonely anymore?",3.8019235033259418,4.407535567073172,4.47088691796009,89.56324833702885,71.37804878048779,7.427050997782705,24.665188470066518,7.348242739294969,0.8594463414634141,619,16,137,6,11,198,93,164,0.125,0.841,0.034,-0.9244,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,1,10,0,2,7,0,17,4,2,0,2,25,25,16,0,4,3,2,0,4,3,4,2,0,0,2,11,16,0,0,1,0,0,2,7,3,0,0,7,0,15,7,15,13,1,17,0,1,0,0,16,7,0,1,10,84,26,1,0.2805941029598268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540680599723267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913697612575449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251794618544925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710359040848906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19819191307400008,0.2741682107011413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32862842211500776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820573514018413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721815502386046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917929313498913,0.12250197384271648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126395054965178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062652858362682,0.0,0.11981291539378032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4290455278784006,0.0,0.0,0.13875737129995167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320712697063778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180833895693884,0.0,0.0,0.13405984498711385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16550167186823206,0.22272253834907849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005677229789153,0.12659626715020764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213792440719556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034670133354727 socialanxiety,MGSVSnake,2020/01/19,FUCK I dont want to live like this anymore. Why me? I feel like shit,-3.4558333333333344,-2.23890325,-0.9724999999999984,111.53416666666668,112.75,2.1333333333333333,11.583333333333332,3.1291,-2.238266666666666,52,1,15,0,3,17,14,16,0.41100000000000003,0.363,0.22699999999999998,-0.6193,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,6,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35221777167585977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4162383586758716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17957675608168308,0.2537224029285448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283345569355553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470210397207234,0.0,0.31360787728722783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645609289957048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20947929047046449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204716413976629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Rochy11,2020/01/19,Social anxiety has ruined my relationship. My ex partner has decided to end our relationship due to his social anxiety. I have two children from a previous relationship and my partner had a close bond with them. We also have a 4 month old baby together. I struggle with the concept that social anxiety is enough for him to leave us but he says he needs to get better. Am I feel really let down by him and he still says he loves me. How do I move forward and shod I give up all hope?,2.0137500000000017,4.391597875000002,4.379000000000001,80.76600000000002,80.66666666666666,8.006666666666666,25.225,8.841846274778883,2.285745,380,15,73,10,10,132,68,96,0.08900000000000001,0.7829999999999999,0.128,0.872,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,3,0,1,1,3,5,0,1,4,0,9,1,0,1,1,14,15,6,0,2,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,1,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,1,3,16,3,11,13,2,10,0,1,0,1,25,4,0,1,6,51,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032264017783365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453039839319435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306945779457965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326271563380346,0.15546518412011792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760769909348446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860903058615186,0.14433474118176098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494405212632838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593151935595668,0.0,0.15385532984434105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579583535287607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009556938143548,0.15991494602630768,0.0,0.11156402825584484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15788224016662775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638839459719267,0.0,0.0,0.484612521277377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23930332898717596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4601244259849368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015738312464093,0.0,0.0,0.15729324145103532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469773527470011,0.0,0.1809846024583429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,naoed,2020/01/19,"Camping experience So I went camping with my boyfriend and his family and I’ve the worst anxiety in years. In certain moments I couldn’t function and I know it’s made it difficult for him and it made me feel like I might have left the wrong impression with his family. Any event including other bring out like many negative behaviors and I tend to distance myself. To leave this in a bright note the last day, after confronting my issues and letting things out I, I had I pretty nice day. I’m really searching for advice and any other recommendation someone might have. Hope everyone is having a good day!",4.432105263157894,6.773709052631581,5.313894736842105,77.26926315789477,72.50877192982456,8.770526315789473,28.94385964912281,9.3871,2.93388701754386,488,20,84,12,10,159,76,114,0.141,0.67,0.18899999999999997,0.7263,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,12,1,0,5,0,9,0,0,2,1,20,18,8,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,4,2,15,8,12,10,1,16,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,3,10,58,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16387670312505326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280865689398488,0.0,0.12829176640760434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244622433357385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602466918167541,0.0,0.1640449853822437,0.3161895226631698,0.0,0.08479529925084914,0.11980652481095222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406606953023817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665661794060141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17503758428908867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216477380935384,0.13669972112386314,0.0,0.1775724742407363,0.182208991250255,0.17148691838590596,0.0,0.1638617021017732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31736785797916073,0.0,0.17002376512922748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558111825562128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706134838545652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074343591109934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420935768390435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114139267595346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15546167095080027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18335609000720607,0.0,0.10799475418346872 socialanxiety,blue4689,2020/01/19,"Pressure to have hobbies It is really hard to have a conversation with anyone when you don't have a ""real"" hobby. I like listening to music but I don't play an instrument, I like reading and watching movies. I don't have too much free time after work and all I can do is to relax while listening to music or reading science history etc... but whenever I meet new people they ask about my hobbies or what I do in my free time. I used to be naively telling them what I do and they were always looking at me like I am a weirdo or a loser. Some of them were nicer and asking the ""real"" hobbies. Some recommended me learning how to play an instrument if I like music so much but I am very untalented. I have a good career and the business travel is the worst when people ask about my nonexistent family or friends or hobbies. I am really sick of being judged by being who I am. Unless you have a designated hobby no one wants to continue the conversation. Is it just me or are there any other people like this?",2.9937050043898172,4.806651373134329,5.048042142230028,79.92964003511855,75.06965174129354,7.913491366695932,25.753877670471176,8.671277953709913,2.008660286801288,790,28,150,16,17,273,104,201,0.13,0.685,0.184,0.9224,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,4,2,9,15,0,1,12,0,27,1,0,2,1,27,35,21,0,2,12,0,1,5,1,0,1,2,0,0,7,6,0,0,1,6,2,1,4,3,0,1,2,5,27,14,18,30,7,11,0,1,2,0,17,2,0,9,13,123,34,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608600019773622,0.0,0.0,0.10304633285820336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595405670825596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4249833230453673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899721329918133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14285001940301895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707253905932527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709708331855407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574208688816086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701521658196388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127247945883517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227855632134029,0.0,0.0,0.1463496644896478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268138369131403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151577208278402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30314417950265393,0.3449510943158604,0.19414938425907505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244484579670346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17671798649203205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308742034245181,0.0,0.12502901333157296,0.08937695895834545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031643336026954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TheHound991,2020/01/19,"Social Anxiety - Panic attacks - head twitch, neck tension Hello guys! To begin with, I am 21 years old and I'm studying at university. I was always a little shy, but I never really had extreme social anxiety aside from presenting in front of the class. But over a year ago, when I was sitting in class, I felt really agitated, my neck was getting more tense by the second and I had a feeling like my head would twitch (like in a tourette syndrome - for the record I don't have tourette). Then, it happened. My head started shaking for a brief moment (like 2 seconds). After that I felt terribly ashamed and feared that the people behind me saw that. The rest of the hour I concentrated only on surpressing that feeling and calming myself, which didn't work. Since then, I can't sit in class anymore. Every time when I have to sit next to people or in a room full of people my neck will get extremely tense and my head will start to twitch and/or shake every couple of minutes. I tried meditating and doiny yoga but it didn't work. This really affected my grades because I can't concentrate on anything else now and can't participate in discussions anymore. &#x200B; Has anyone been through something similar and has an advice on what to do?",5.782837982832621,7.049567699570818,6.1940960300429175,76.59140155579402,67.28326180257511,8.915128755364806,31.72988197424893,9.188382445141503,2.8814379828326184,986,40,171,18,16,318,135,233,0.17600000000000002,0.7809999999999999,0.043,-0.9831,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,2,3,12,1,6,13,0,21,10,7,1,1,20,33,16,0,1,4,0,4,3,0,3,3,0,1,1,9,9,0,0,4,1,0,4,7,8,0,2,11,5,21,4,28,19,3,40,0,0,1,0,5,14,0,1,22,115,30,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204142846754847,0.10163645358128652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540375368220526,0.12423073958936034,0.13932072408002996,0.0,0.0,0.17542448065927152,0.0,0.2274177376726869,0.0801707938389051,0.0,0.0943528869010117,0.0,0.0,0.13043881431613386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989380247988893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686571615425238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578115551779154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932068232438924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902092675948246,0.11594798130822224,0.08191093623178791,0.220177273616714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980703097033217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113528390543777,0.10139074767066017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4706843693599854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291398365819365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804675854929207,0.11491636886608565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843049552316548,0.0,0.12193894957623655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031316437987485,0.0,0.0,0.08720176459782733,0.0,0.13452520729488307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23846604319076745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22035650275632865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484540025782108,0.0,0.0,0.23375660931546516,0.0,0.0882685090714184,0.0,0.0,0.16230953539374365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685737999484816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778445315960868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16694322635181075,0.0,0.0,0.08144899591994934,0.0,0.13932072408002996,0.14767061205135726 socialanxiety,daystrict,2020/01/19,"I am somehow not happy. So to sum it up: I am 21. Have a wonderful girlfriend one best friend and my little brother. Thats my social group most of the time. the thing is I have 1-2 other friends that are not good for me so I try to keep distance. My best friend recently moved to a new city, so I see him less often or cant play as much as before (games). Whenever my girl is working and I am home alone, I get very sad and lonely. like noones here for me anymore noone playes games with me anymore. Its sad, like I wanna stop gaming and do shit but I cant. I am very into fashion games and anime, but none of my friends is, neither my girl no'r my little brother. I love them all dont getme wrong, but I need on or two person in my region to do something in real life. Was thinking of getting a vr for vrchat lol Can someone give me a good advice ? ^^",0.2585396182764619,2.206802500000002,2.3446905725853107,95.31346732215157,84.43956043956044,4.49091960670908,20.01850780798149,5.399115186594226,-0.259553846153846,653,19,148,3,19,219,113,182,0.10400000000000001,0.721,0.17600000000000002,0.9506,0,3,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,3,6,19,1,0,6,1,17,3,1,0,1,25,26,15,0,2,7,2,0,2,5,0,1,0,1,3,6,7,0,2,2,6,0,1,7,5,0,2,1,1,26,14,19,25,8,14,0,3,1,1,20,7,1,6,8,102,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096783070689785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388096411211872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658338810441789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140455358252876,0.0,0.28130226379220497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707648396017834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141900103895119,0.0,0.14004522402321226,0.12856914156306207,0.0,0.224827883136252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267227010971256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443815860826622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912771620240878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466593085294113,0.13095584211157035,0.26865683076263336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209629354388896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244752971714816,0.0985239103501814,0.09937795450166872,0.0,0.12944233024781324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908189138965445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11702559610304028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254996868454265,0.0,0.0,0.13233367204114055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680069655751724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757489602368314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662176774331947,0.11355907924137636,0.10317911250269468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120510311626338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904035790309167,0.08587790788099728,0.0,0.0,0.0781511459148179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909942828735619,0.0,0.13092310220791947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211695789076238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453445638996914,0.09757190936225876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465354678072682,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DCT1997,2020/01/19,"How do you guys feel about Anxiety Supplements? Are they a good alternative to medication? I am a 22 year old male. I have Social Anxiety. I decided to start taking a natural supplement as opposed to a pharmaceutical medication due to potential side effects. The supplement that I have been taking for the past couple weeks I found on Amazon. It consists of 300mg of Gotu Kola, 200mg of Rhodiola Root, 200mg of St. John's Wort, 200mg of Ashwagandha, 200mg of Lemon Balm Leaf, 100mg of Ginkgo Leaf, and 100mg of Eleuthero Root. I will definitely say that it is taking the edge off. I feel an overall calmness. Are supplements good alternatives to medication? Is this something that I could probably take long term?",4.731132971506104,6.8255754104477635,6.508670284938942,70.09582767978293,71.01492537313433,10.544369063772052,31.58480325644505,10.637119530657019,3.9817253731343283,571,26,100,19,11,197,84,134,0.027000000000000003,0.843,0.13,0.9179,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,1,2,3,0,0,8,0,11,3,0,4,0,11,19,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,6,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,10,3,18,15,1,11,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,8,55,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543572447848573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327348296377381,0.18394932051319665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16811911856936618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18228143008839665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27888046059762894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16461082578127714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14712350514272976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5024295709572695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744484286799865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587017255168351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792425566332979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220641433654665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16946804366266646,0.0,0.12798518590048652,0.0,0.0,0.11767059554604115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4999886985441804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335344391031126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070577204387796 socialanxiety,fvckoffsa,2020/01/19,#1 I want them to know but I don't want to tell 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socialanxiety,DumbLog,2020/01/19,"Don't let your emotions control you It maybe sounds useless, but i think that shy people should master the habit of controlling their emotions.",7.051199999999998,9.585110320000002,4.8610000000000015,82.47550000000003,65.8,6.6000000000000005,32.5,7.1686216300943375,2.2286,118,5,18,1,2,33,24,25,0.17300000000000001,0.8270000000000001,0.0,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,5,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6212066567260986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6230235398304529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831822271930689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782159019948278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19199011505111094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744715342364306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fluffyricecake,2020/01/19,panicking about finding a partner I have to find a partner for nmr training but i dont know anyone in my class. I emailed the person in charge about it but all she told me was to talk to people and see if they would come with me. I don't think people would want to be partners with a random person given the choice :(,4.589545454545455,4.5891017424242415,5.1480303030303025,87.54204545454546,69.45454545454545,7.206060606060608,27.10606060606061,5.985473137389443,0.9266787878787884,249,7,53,1,4,80,47,66,0.09300000000000001,0.884,0.023,-0.6542,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,0,1,16,14,4,0,4,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,5,1,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,9,0,11,8,1,3,0,0,1,0,10,2,0,2,0,38,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17377047130493609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214077369555731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912627660151884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.454284271560286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657970666820793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445839790381269,0.43399492980997656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980377043553984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19975039773793224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592411311890458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237470839001416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465831206893604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530819574211343,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,1004v,2020/01/19,"Anxious about meeting boyfriend’s flatmates tl;dr boyfriend’s flatmates are his close friends and I’m in their space for the first time, how do I overcome my overwhelming anxiety? I’m with my boyfriend of almost a year at his new place for the first time today, and he has several flatmates who are also some of his very close friends. It was a very last minute decision to come here today as we were travelling together late at night and the connections back to my city weren’t great. Because of that I really didn’t have time to process the situation. I haven’t been here before because we lived in one city for the first half of our relationship, and he’s come to visit me mostly for the second half as we moved to two different cities and his schedule is way more accommodating on weekends. It’s not that I don’t want to. He’s met a few of my close friends and my housemates, and I’ve met a few of his friends on a small, personal basis that I was anxious about but it turned out fine (obviously, and mostly because they were visiting in our old shared neighbourhood which was comfortable for me). Today though I’ve felt like all my progress is physically escaping me. I’m too scared to leave his room, even to use the bathroom. My entire body and brain freeze up and I just turn around and go back to bed. We don’t have anything planned so it’s not that I have much to distract myself with. I just feel like I’m in their space and they know so much about me through him that if I’m there doing nothing in my pyjamas I’m not living up to expectations. I don’t want to go anywhere and because it’s their space I feel like I can’t really interact with it comfortably, even though it’s his space too. I’m also scared as my ex boyfriend and his friends were very different people to me and my current boyfriend and they definitely did not love my company. Luckily, my boyfriend a great person and completely understanding, and he knows it’s not out of me not wanting to. He would be more than willing to take my suggestions on how to make it more comfortable here for me. I just want to know if anyone has any advice? I don’t want to seem rude or disinterested and I don’t know what I can do. :(",4.4370005143654945,5.562324521640093,4.9584157542802565,84.73600558453967,70.2984054669704,8.671349842016314,29.651039753104573,9.023248300946321,2.2524488353295617,1751,68,363,33,31,559,186,439,0.07400000000000001,0.7879999999999999,0.138,0.9863,4,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,6,0,6,5,25,21,1,4,13,0,33,3,2,4,2,74,66,34,0,9,13,1,4,3,5,2,0,0,2,2,17,34,0,0,10,2,0,8,15,5,0,8,13,4,57,16,57,50,11,54,0,1,0,1,45,25,0,8,23,246,74,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195895244500218,0.0,0.0,0.0839859025213114,0.0,0.0,0.13414515130604407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05703597857597766,0.0,0.06416201071645007,0.18950344697047228,0.0,0.05864539902420138,0.0,0.0690196820616981,0.07466404841613704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12898510400069324,0.0,0.2045108818050732,0.0,0.07136907282360022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931631171434272,0.0,0.09362912403228638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14449696390149158,0.08793841594887429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17525721532257307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079360674404956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481661842509458,0.119836646482799,0.08053047406053541,0.0,0.0,0.21402497572133566,0.0,0.0,0.32399730511571584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953330190150318,0.0,0.0,0.18493881418713595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843758916233752,0.0683670450355975,0.09461150555778744,0.08880855969339388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292717507138322,0.0,0.14812139523711898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756979436838276,0.0,0.055985351134710544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914288532520441,0.12331144891843862,0.0,0.0,0.08100430259773737,0.0,0.07870838697766153,0.0,0.08047764708292672,0.0,0.08800977506970951,0.0,0.056833979802351615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05814642958692363,0.14646795650639044,0.08762860766128654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746137018167858,0.0,0.0,0.0900473647290825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16794142671473175,0.0,0.0,0.07635410952947727,0.0,0.09475172348523614,0.0,0.0,0.09427587761121713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06306146353572521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480804002695848,0.0,0.14671967956519652,0.0,0.23850314312210366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824577588986519,0.08193096159487571,0.08731392802535398,0.0,0.07243865992728259,0.0,0.20761006999350548,0.24735001115221186,0.0665738559890259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595804112335981,0.0,0.0,0.05401095307414359 socialanxiety,Creyes24,2020/01/19,"Being unable to open yourself to other people, even if they are awesome and you want to be friend with them so bad, is the worst thing of social anxiety. Today i met irl for the first time some people i play videogames with and they are awesome. The issue is that i've been so annoying for the entire time. I've barely spoken, i was completly uncofortable and awkward while speaking and just walking. But if they are so fun and nice why did i close myself so much? Why i can't be just a fucking normal person and go out normally with somebody? I dont know how to do conversation, i have never something to say, i always respond with short answers and nothing more. Now im sure they consider me a boring person irl or maybe they think i hate them. They probably will never want me around irl again. This shit made me not able to make friends. I feel so fucking alone, stressed and angry with myself. Sometimes i think of how things can easily not change. What if this never ends? What if it ends too late and i lose my best years? All those nights without sleep, all those bad marks, all that anxiety for no fucking reason. Sorry for the vent and any grammar errors, knowing me i'll probably delete this soon or later.",3.6132278481012636,5.569116092827009,4.217154008438818,85.933832278481,73.7257383966245,6.5965400843881845,24.930168776371307,7.365786028017652,1.189779915611814,962,31,182,11,20,305,144,237,0.182,0.687,0.131,-0.9162,0,1,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,8,3,15,20,6,2,7,0,17,5,2,5,7,54,32,25,0,8,12,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,2,13,19,0,0,7,1,0,2,9,13,0,1,5,3,28,7,20,23,8,24,0,1,0,3,19,5,4,7,17,132,41,0,0.11129255273577614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526552055649827,0.0,0.0,0.09260431933668099,0.0,0.0,0.07568275224457723,0.0,0.17027699644351246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907396732622394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858492656826794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679466789133855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177327639285818,0.0,0.11668812411403692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043404294264746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19714433668829845,0.0,0.0,0.07350768145691708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05627285863026193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466538850322427,0.0,0.0,0.17196870034109413,0.30866451497976666,0.0,0.0,0.06325012245762582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098783548582191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021505485257232,0.1161605103431934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232695286376735,0.0,0.12554284704834193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450789897884787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530770433994023,0.07428864315196558,0.0,0.11180832795888508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181283174603672,0.0,0.2575070329142273,0.0,0.0,0.10444052157824417,0.2180861440694236,0.10678820592672304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15431248605550776,0.19435272859001088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399843904913311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442727996086124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850430489147157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424020606631717,0.0,0.0,0.11137292688636738,0.11344874211247465,0.0,0.0856784443581802,0.11007118039888744,0.12458290113220648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748524314054646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489191386020834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478756536122222,0.14262354799352994,0.0,0.0,0.12979116498246435,0.0,0.10549232689688977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128646218834775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008484367896224,0.0,0.0,0.10728204935328234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166875509216822 socialanxiety,dpicks24,2020/01/19,"Why does it feel like everyone hates me? Literally everyone, even my closest friend. My mind is just so fucked up. I truly believe this is the worst disease/disorder there is to have because it makes any other diseases or disorders you have worse because you can't talk about them. So you cannot even really begin to try to get any other problems wrong with you solved.",5.4865714285714295,6.949188800000003,5.715714285714286,79.01928571428572,68.14285714285714,9.028571428571428,31.142857142857146,9.3871,2.871942857142857,296,12,53,6,5,94,54,70,0.243,0.633,0.124,-0.9109,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,1,0,7,7,2,0,1,0,7,1,0,1,0,7,13,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,9,2,6,13,1,3,0,0,0,1,7,2,1,1,2,36,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633454582302948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360659588328781,0.0,0.0,0.21815087478851275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.443825721882281,0.0,0.1694439442574933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557770890012181,0.0,0.0,0.37003703183856496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790342781156416,0.1383268831740808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959543241187614,0.17900467351331587,0.10116190791404464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911661828590671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945961772912803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924726038595527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955076713042173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18527450829278835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404215934882115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556297282612382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145975279005676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17471789163491774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19732204944543832,0.0,0.21170029329958875,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwwwwwwwwwwwr,2020/01/19,"Drugs Ok so I used to have pretty bad social anxiety due to I guess genetic disposition AND hard bullying throughout school. Eventually over the years I learned to care a lot less. Ive come a long way. Now ive been using a drug pretty regularly this year and I noticed. With this drug everuthing is ok until it makes my anxiety SO MUCH WORSE if something sets it off. It just directly irritates my anxiety in such an extreme way. I noticied I have to use this drug 3 or 4 days in a row for it to get like this. Anyway, now im in an awkward dance where I forgot how to talk to the person im closest too. This happened between us once before when on this drug ( and ive known her my whole life we have never been awkward with eachother) Last night i tried to spend all night with them to bridge the gap (we were out doing deliveries until 1 am) but my voice just kept getting quieter and quieter and so did hers and eventually i just couldnt even talk to her anymore. I think what triggered this was she was too quiet for too long when she was playing a game on her phone, while i was driving, and ik when on this drug it makes you hyperfocus on a task sometimes but she didnt give any verbal feedback whatsoever. This isnt like her and also she seemed anxious abiut something and I got more and more uncomfortable. Like despite in my head, when i wasnt uncomfortable anymore but my voice kept coming out exteemely weird. I forgot how to talk completely. It was SO awkward. And i felt like every inch of my body wasnt mine and it was dead weight. I thought that i needed to eat and a nights sleep to get over this bc I havent slept in 3 days but I ate and even took melatonin and slept like 6 hours last night but this morning i still don't know how to be normal again, in fact it's worse now And i REALLY WISH I KNEW HOW TO GET PAST THIS I will never use drugs again, i promise lol",2.5019563510755205,4.244685487046635,3.737103155911449,89.1029902653478,76.25388601036269,6.647699795886324,24.39127021510441,7.463857097105799,0.994178929188256,1482,49,317,19,33,483,193,386,0.109,0.789,0.102,0.0982,0,0,9,0,0,0,25.0,3,1,1,0,30,15,0,3,12,3,28,16,5,11,4,68,61,39,1,5,10,0,3,5,0,1,8,3,0,1,22,25,3,4,8,3,1,5,9,5,0,0,25,6,49,10,39,33,7,56,0,0,0,0,22,18,0,5,35,210,71,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05783727244408723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049182626429604095,0.0,0.16598240003031248,0.08170524528702074,0.14345144138954227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060387305794249814,0.0,0.0,0.061542179777533026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033537605353662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373887776668016,0.0,0.0,0.12460100401910625,0.07583007021897996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932856641737133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5871080774430844,0.07400524639059039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553830244224316,0.0,0.06093587414127104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694421367144983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114468604934858,0.06937952605210715,0.0,0.0,0.05784390547374401,0.0,0.07967275855181773,0.0,0.06395564851609377,0.0,0.06478786934981935,0.0,0.07422502738264519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122431994339752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624411001654787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03974723861473695,0.11790700957651007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051084399693507435,0.1766686420434504,0.0,0.0,0.12800847618929231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06148706135574732,0.0,0.0,0.0965533222760694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053166273973627685,0.053627140226115665,0.11156106093929448,0.0,0.0,0.2714837399303927,0.07086191394425546,0.0,0.08234106261030451,0.0,0.07702242763038285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06904119784365156,0.0,0.06315030414675253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715849827151042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04633244275995399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319549073755945,0.0,0.06584082081367157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237597596506931,0.07372494969785046,0.0,0.11135670405643656,0.07153003274417696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057757835879242166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17439325905639053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046342135248742235,0.0,0.05741697458892426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035434141033583,0.04910307514282153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699655979204814,0.2498579766116411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481444417491167,0.0,0.0880708368189322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074687804025475,0.08316873702926635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740814911965605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314824061846816 socialanxiety,Raenning,2020/01/19,"I pulled a Rachel Green last night and it will forever haunt me. Have you seen the episode of Friends where Rachel interviews for Ralph Lauren? For those that don't know, Rachel goes in for an interview for Ralph Lauren and at the end of the interview, the interviewer reaches around to grab Rachel the door but his face was so close to Rachel's face, that she mistook the gesture and ended up kissing his cheek. Last night I had a company party that I thankfully went with my significant other and two of my siblings. Otherwise I probably wouldn't have gone since there was 100 other people. There was drinks, food and Karaoke. I had to go up with my sister with our pod to do a song, I hated it, but I pushed myself. So as you can imagine, I was drained and super anxious by the time I was planning to leave. I did my rounds to say bye to a few people and I went to say goodbye to my Boss and introduced my brother to him since he was a sibling to two of his employees and could potentially want to come join us. I went to say bye to my boss and he had his arm out, it was positioned enough that my mind just naturally went in to give him a hug but in the middle of it started to panic because I realized he went in for a hand shake, not a hug. Naturally, I started to ramble and be super nervous, I essentially word vomited. I talked to my Boss how I was telling my brother how He looked like our sister's ex boyfriend, that is the father of her child. I realized how awkward it all was and me talking about that just made it all worse. I'm sure my Boss won't think too much of it, but it was so cringy that I will think about in years to come.",5.4677979072309855,5.038511934718105,5.998585038263317,83.64694205841016,67.63501483679525,9.468624082461345,30.79322192722161,8.99025400887824,2.205763204747775,1290,44,281,20,19,419,163,337,0.083,0.774,0.14300000000000002,0.9735,1,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,3,2,0,3,16,14,1,4,18,0,26,11,5,8,3,49,48,23,0,3,7,6,3,1,1,4,1,4,1,1,18,20,2,0,6,2,0,12,4,5,0,2,22,10,46,9,48,20,5,35,0,0,4,3,38,13,0,0,13,192,64,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874287437504034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014489642192993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694692344268065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963336790812372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098814870114086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11163785877567294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20187027226712112,0.11775161153336687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13780143216199425,0.0,0.08804556332289552,0.0,0.0,0.10932125073915153,0.06476635167885877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251235406555103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06262968466413404,0.1857859586434249,0.0,0.12066766517251165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05567532098755485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569807887499787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078321361091933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506757109089885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377404543772972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138883305590964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370803748403848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580116583490509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286864300073913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718777788707455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18853852876900554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613235904173108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740637831792453,0.0,0.0,0.18319419080688526,0.09960645896195697,0.10491947408391826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604251356547152,0.0,0.0,0.06645125660977733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226456070253729,0.0,0.13708039341933834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672168278129441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5282124084169253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613543755546255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338679541363848 socialanxiety,followtheriverr,2020/01/19,"Advice appreciated Hi all! So Im on medication for general anxiety but since going to uni I developed social anxiety, I have no friends there my friends graduated ahead of me when I was hospitalised for my mental health. I tried to join social clubs but fear took over, and people in my classes weren't friendly at all.. I missed a lot of classes last term. I want this term to be better but the fear is overwhelming and stems from being severely bullied in school. Is it worth arranging meetings with my professors to make them aware that I may struggle if I'm put with others for discussions or presentations? I'm trying so hard but it's not always reflected in my grades. I'm also bipolar so juggling my mental health with university is difficult. I would really appreciate any help or advice you could give me? Or if anyone can relate?",4.334692585895116,6.6971548924050675,5.764593128390597,73.83443037974685,72.86075949367087,9.324412296564196,29.00723327305606,9.784248007369934,3.2572878842676314,675,28,115,19,14,227,107,158,0.21,0.639,0.151,-0.904,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,2,6,10,0,4,2,0,12,4,0,1,2,25,21,16,0,5,10,0,1,0,3,2,4,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,1,1,3,3,6,0,0,3,1,18,4,20,13,5,15,0,2,0,0,12,6,0,7,6,79,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779001901188091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371229725173032,0.1183165979270426,0.0,0.0,0.09669663177132924,0.0,0.21755567201120135,0.0,0.0,0.09942518207120404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257588240874674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353014570336152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32001502092728223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32957563513293703,0.0,0.0,0.13640520993185096,0.08081198977822257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737767786222914,0.0,0.0,0.3022906318848164,0.0,0.0,0.09530947896692303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535936596872669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590689147718786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208880485292474,0.0,0.0,0.09491543791170727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324525208676853,0.2865957283583577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857924823880168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429440014123814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109296273630346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390767490430864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606384731936483,0.0,0.11762414637179135,0.0,0.0,0.28989725969582386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14865178989700548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579824976143605,0.1930804562754028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838695628414915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010103662579414,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,curiousgeorge789,2020/01/19,"What do girls want most on the first date!? To be at ease and smile. In my experience, if you can make a girl smile and laugh a lot you have a better chance of having a smooth first date and also a better chance of seeing them again. Smiling and laughing brings about a sense of ease and comfort and first dates can be tense at times, so ease that tension by keeping light playful energy with them. I have found that the most effective jokes are at your own expense, so the girl has a 'free' chance to laugh :) After all, girls just wanna have fun! How do you like to ease tension on a first date?",4.332962184873948,5.087202495798323,4.19276260504202,91.49653886554623,70.26050420168067,6.958403361344536,23.278361344537807,6.6274283507984215,0.4144529411764713,463,10,101,3,8,141,71,119,0.048,0.539,0.413,0.9942,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,4,2,7,7,13,0,2,11,0,12,0,0,3,1,20,18,11,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,7,0,1,2,2,2,1,0,2,0,4,1,3,8,12,17,15,5,18,0,0,1,0,10,6,0,4,12,73,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17441053774630114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.385774708022688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21333881424456164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7420461739793117,0.0,0.2391299722183921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193852906922824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655022811283008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18541661773319032,0.0,0.0,0.14558014363177968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17379352302767076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717298121619575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286381148676437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,blinkrevolution,2020/01/19,I hate my family My mom makes fun of the way I speak all the time and then wonder why I don’t speak with her. Honestly I think she is the reason of my anxiousness :(,1.1858333333333313,2.4763970277777787,3.5122222222222237,91.255,78.72222222222223,8.133333333333335,17.555555555555557,8.841846274778883,0.648622222222222,127,2,31,3,3,44,27,36,0.205,0.644,0.15,-0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,1,7,6,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,9,2,3,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,20,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36876710215647135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30772424310168345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222769024457951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21789108357882944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.382304771538545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356190524391136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20915982643940093,0.0,0.0,0.19034092141875067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25910080629067034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945476029066963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539937628813233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,paperpaste,2020/01/19,"Booking a rock climbing lesson I'm 22 and have a slight struggle with social anxiety but it's much better than I was. My brother took me on a day of indoor climbing and I really enjoyed it, I want to do a course so I can do it by myself but I'm super nervous. The course will be with 5 other people and an instructor, I'm guessing they're going to be dicks and make everyone introduce themselves so that's the big worry and then there's the part where all eyes will be on me while I climb. I can do a day course for 6 hours or 4x 2 hour courses over 4 weeks, I feel like I want to do the 2 hour courses so i don't feel stuck. Just feel like I want to get it of my chest and get some advice",1.5069607843137265,2.554179516339872,3.6504738562091497,91.59963235294121,77.36601307189542,6.4071895424836605,22.553921568627448,6.816661863887847,0.4677803921568621,538,15,126,5,12,185,90,153,0.063,0.746,0.191,0.9644,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,6,6,7,0,2,10,0,14,3,3,1,1,23,30,14,0,3,4,1,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,4,2,0,5,1,2,0,0,3,4,15,5,14,22,4,18,0,0,1,1,2,5,1,3,10,80,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706896741111532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362533771836926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15448519622037346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22530090619038545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690874957814886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649616764179173,0.24957466542106554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825201923275541,0.0,0.0992714124709413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19242340030924596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5160569086851146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706740494389077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659643095847005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840568603037275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891552114973524,0.0,0.12109714461735208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111900809543395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780584200465698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18260747186039536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940695400138634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30908222861896073,0.0,0.14011316244202215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773901991105611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,_someone-on-reddit_,2020/01/19,"Is this normal? (sorry for my bad english!) I am not sure if this is all normal please check I always do this stuff: I always worry if my friends just hangs out with me because they pity me, and that they hate me. I don't really like talking about my feelings because I fear that people may call me dramatic. I don't really want to raise my hand in class even if I know the answer, because I fear that if I was wrong people might judge me or something. I wouldn't even raise my hand to go to the bathroom, because I don't want people to draw their attention to me. And whenever I am in a store, before I would ask a staff, I would practice the words I will be saying. I would also think every compliment is a lie, and that they're making fun of me. And whenever someone behind laughs, I always think they laugh at me. I posted this because I really want to know if this is normal, or should I go see a doctor. I am too afraid to ask a friend all about this...",3.785755701584847,4.190225155778902,5.026231155778895,86.29166215693857,71.31155778894473,7.731117124081948,24.352918438345576,7.61054688173877,1.0227878623888669,742,18,159,8,13,247,97,199,0.149,0.7140000000000001,0.13699999999999998,0.2702,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,4,0,7,15,1,3,8,0,21,3,2,1,3,40,36,12,0,16,9,0,3,1,2,8,1,1,0,0,11,6,0,0,7,0,2,3,5,7,0,0,1,5,38,8,17,26,2,8,0,1,1,0,11,4,0,9,1,114,49,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196523687258028,0.287066945720844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21501843422144348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601996509835184,0.3505138185224964,0.0,0.09785629407692352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742757484333526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770708936630905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519124648037121,0.0,0.09689222645928272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588133202270119,0.05814731526448867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776970013209979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307139854126144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135384179194397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640168043086705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056183055759379964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767632080380121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199653276487173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380259351317704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23917898417616404,0.0,0.0,0.12623516199985205,0.0,0.0,0.1101379456998728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22101530172037226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145239541858463,0.0,0.0,0.09163989010462724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974388920437234,0.08853240508359203,0.0,0.128732774645348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164716930319798,0.0,0.0,0.10838587788829976,0.0,0.0,0.09243242117273463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737435792643186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20348944835867755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678780084682512,0.0,0.245077510981944,0.12573414405641367,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwawayyysadboy,2020/01/19,"I feel horrible when ever I've told someone I have social anxiety I've never been to a psychologist bc I've never told my parents anything about my issues, but by the symptoms that social anxiety has, I've come to the conclusion that I have mild social anxiety. But sometimes while browsing reddit I've seen people say that no one should auto-diagnose themselves and that not even doctors do. But sometimes I've told people I have a bit of social anxiety as a reason for my behaviour (i.e. yesterday while going out with a group of friends, one of them told me if I was alright bc I looked distant and quiet, so I told him that I had a bit of social anxiety, so sometimes I have a hard time fitting in). But it makes me feel horrible because I feel like if I lied to him and just used social anxiety as a shield for talking very little during the evening.",6.9661078238001295,6.351698142011834,7.792504930966469,72.63946088099935,64.62130177514793,10.58803418803419,36.5292570677186,9.994966539143718,3.694881130834978,682,30,122,13,9,230,90,169,0.161,0.78,0.059000000000000004,-0.9169,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,8,3,0,0,10,1,10,2,0,3,3,25,24,16,0,3,8,1,4,1,1,1,2,2,0,0,6,6,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,9,8,19,3,16,14,2,14,0,0,2,0,19,4,0,2,9,85,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4145478068255789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432216641121167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05505564259493755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972028136890628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779902106330627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166858457796942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244199658601997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930540147039045,0.08169576606763518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369990698462882,0.06452158946555575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977772400072373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051328521749670314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809051717018337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426617767574848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04412371316512512,0.09052010776520103,0.0,0.0,0.0758424829499914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060286464082875885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393141475574319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240057845835565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028495163536363,0.0,0.0,0.12522713773482766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285963251947107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182270898534274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5523931971098484,0.07652424143816794,0.0,0.2679737567734149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387264497962214,0.0,0.07259237832222873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05266383981454456,0.0,0.0,0.43150284506327896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800380959315317,0.0,0.07451995194118398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SiegeXi,2020/01/19,"Physical Symptoms... I’m not really someone who hates social situations, not all of them at least, but what keeps me away from them most of the times are the physical symptoms of social anxiety, the red face, the shaking, or the shaky voice, I feel like if I can just get rid of those and be a little calmer I can conquer every situation, I tried meds but they’re not long term solutions unfortunately.",7.777631578947368,7.244505184210527,8.12263157894737,70.6684210526316,62.94736842105264,11.810526315789476,34.78947368421053,11.20814326018867,3.8479842105263162,318,12,59,8,4,105,57,76,0.16699999999999998,0.758,0.075,-0.654,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,1,1,4,1,2,6,0,4,3,1,0,1,14,9,5,0,1,8,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,3,7,1,7,8,4,7,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,4,4,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571305699518636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19298022366266854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17305850438210926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385649892910816,0.1467379244563988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731311268450328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027901464655286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18256911111167493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034814924415893,0.2058649336610966,0.0,0.1817726893208534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281532877754065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315846102382683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4617568002108986,0.0,0.4187592189381565,0.1740348998257647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4269788516259545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977049251732913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945323447856536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,boatboy24,2020/01/19,"Throwing a party I'll be turning 21 in just under a month and my parents who love a big party have pretty much left me with no option but to throw a big party with as many family/friends as possible. Just sent out invitations and holy shit was that hard. Honestly if it was up to me I would never throw a party as big as this as I am so scared no one is gonna show up. Literally just going through a list on Facebook and thinking of who to invite was so stressful. So I just sent invitations to everyone and closed the tab straight away. I don't even want to know if people respond or not (too scared to see if no one is coming). I don't even want to look at my phone lol I fucking hate this",3.2540816326530617,3.8259075034013637,4.913068027210887,86.0206224489796,72.60544217687075,7.784761904761906,26.264625850340128,7.908726449838941,1.334812789115646,541,17,120,7,10,184,91,147,0.213,0.629,0.158,-0.9103,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,10,8,3,3,7,1,11,3,1,0,1,26,26,17,0,6,10,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,2,1,0,7,7,6,0,2,5,3,10,2,24,18,1,23,0,0,2,2,8,14,2,5,2,85,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17155321040625746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15728868842854066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412034221413725,0.0,0.0,0.17447653100405885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14107178393249714,0.16880534530794228,0.0,0.0,0.10377246081813828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635684892964449,0.18027391617976696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034896716256916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19838907343839204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533330947784183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16479834533940502,0.0,0.0,0.1851218043360252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457449049540024,0.0,0.13422770655462876,0.0,0.14082786164505895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24746103724034796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027491901088406,0.0,0.0,0.1265877897997177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20584746386949188,0.0,0.185763889837439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656171870681825,0.0,0.14550389348534398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18743026649181813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20916097684326554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699895566066232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986099971646782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21539751583120811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970964213967126,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,chubfonduee,2020/01/19,"help with dating? im a 17M with moderate social anxiety. i can go out with friends and stuff and it’s not bad for me in that aspect, but i am incredibly socially awkward, i get really nervous when i meet new people and i’m constantly worried about what people think of me. idk if it’s moderate but it seems moderate to me. well anyways i’ve never had a girlfriend because i’m really bad with talking to girls because i don’t have any confidence in myself and i want to know how some people get into relationships or try at least? i’ve talked to a lot of girls for like 2 weeks and then i either get friendzoned or i fuck it up somehow. my friends make fun of me too because i’m not in a relationship (they’re just teasing) but this only makes my anxiety worse and i don’t want a girlfriend just for my friends to be impressed or whatever, i actually want a relationship with a girl more than anything at the moment and i would like to know how. thx.",1.6569999999999998,3.900027046153848,3.885320512820513,84.57259615384616,81.1025641025641,7.182051282051282,26.16025641025641,8.238735603445708,1.9223794871794868,754,32,152,16,20,259,109,195,0.105,0.6659999999999999,0.22899999999999998,0.9775,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,10,14,2,2,8,0,8,1,0,4,1,42,25,18,0,5,12,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,3,8,14,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,6,1,0,1,0,19,8,27,22,5,17,0,0,0,1,18,8,1,8,10,102,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.12355552253975888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610083239839089,0.0,0.19371641090305014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041912881264636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21143227487548127,0.2315453893872799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368231177602072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29346147847507553,0.1170512033605725,0.19844939503285375,0.0,0.07195679373951344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486568067764037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367632119954561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916582251517895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371293070659126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076414081309442,0.0,0.0,0.1690296355095771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765135483227373,0.12228312822275048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629450119401547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263331467965932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622224016195123,0.0,0.0,0.4078032805973966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152632522780068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25813097015467856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494100502006196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20353264095422316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112816882088654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596156712307775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240379744752191,0.0,0.10156089934736,0.0,0.11383983071514685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285811257349266,0.1290289403278893,0.08994187756448611,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,virgin__mojito,2020/01/19,"The first Step 24 M I never realised the importance of being good socially and ability to talk with strangers. Always figured out things on my own. But as I get out in the world, I realised the importance. But now I have all issues like Social anxiety, panic and what not. What's the next step to take towards being socially comfortable?",3.1809523809523803,6.017750904761907,4.402539682539687,79.52857142857145,79.63492063492063,8.044444444444443,28.04761904761905,8.841846274778883,2.914561904761905,269,12,45,7,7,88,46,63,0.133,0.708,0.159,0.4176,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,5,0,3,0,0,0,2,11,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,5,3,10,3,2,12,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,5,36,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19391135277920288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17827809201585576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19822718505483194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175591919215124,0.0,0.0,0.1954663271254628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432374846175132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385357152367925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797379699644947,0.0,0.24784503498223864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734270290490575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7126773096019606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17522015400296936,0.1873120130768218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482413909227133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tycho8888,2020/01/19,Hiding from my colleagues in the toilets at lunch hour I thought that approaching 30 I would grow out of it but nope.,3.569565217391304,5.657084434782611,3.2602173913043515,92.17119565217396,74.21739130434783,6.339130434782609,28.89130434782609,7.1686216300943375,1.4434521739130437,94,4,19,1,2,28,22,23,0.07400000000000001,0.9259999999999999,0.0,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6788140729370413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5472210953702941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.489653476618272,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ezgzu,2020/01/19,"I don't want to live anymore, I'm dead inside already. My Asian Parents forced me to study abroad i always had decent GPA, so my parents send me to Germany for higher education, now i don't understand how to interact with people i even don't have any friends and don't speaks German 😭. I feels like shooting myself.",5.285,5.840042539682544,6.0985317460317505,79.39160714285715,68.04761904761905,8.204761904761906,31.62301587301588,8.07648339933343,2.299034920634921,252,10,47,3,4,83,46,63,0.18,0.78,0.040999999999999995,-0.8213,2,0,0,1,0,1,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,6,10,3,1,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,2,10,2,6,9,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,27,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305853929015407,0.0,0.2306200594990119,0.0,0.0,0.18847890628336794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748691229063672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18306215080092625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014087138103914,0.1980037918667148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21413381248687385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540680864035512,0.0,0.2447381395785941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6155087267827607,0.0,0.0,0.19214846008519407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885342562432109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347667116483286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,emmyhurd93,2020/01/19,Doing anything in public is so draining It's been this way since I can remember but getting worse. I'm terrible at socializing. Now when I go to the store I feel like all my energy is sucked out of me like a life draining force. And i have to recharge for hours. And my town not so big but it's just the idea of people in general. Like holy Cheezits ..how do you just do the people thing ? I haven't had friends in years so my socialisation skills not on par. I can barely talk to people without word vomit. When I get to a grocery store line and pay I shake while shoving my change and cards back in. Then I mentally take note to never take out god forsaken cash again but somehow still end up with cash. I hate being the center of attention. Once I lost my hair due to alopecia recently. It's not coming back. In some spots it needs aggressive treatment and may or may never come back. I'm bald so I am the center of attention without my wigs and I HATE it. Ugh the public eye is becoming too much for me lately.,1.834130434782608,3.9225580531401008,3.4387705314009662,88.8427934782609,79.57971014492753,6.6520772946859905,22.91038647342995,7.734863291789972,1.0617035748792274,795,26,167,13,20,263,124,207,0.184,0.76,0.055,-0.9832,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,2,17,12,4,1,8,0,16,5,3,1,3,38,31,19,0,1,11,0,2,3,1,2,2,0,0,0,7,11,0,0,5,0,5,4,8,8,0,0,3,3,22,4,25,25,3,37,0,1,1,0,6,14,1,5,21,115,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656991198300524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32677162016710243,0.0,0.0,0.15644670653180273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985210022565104,0.2440463047736321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546419498932024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716249731176041,0.10119828805029056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944222346984443,0.0,0.1480176761290709,0.0,0.0805057434611356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797097714419018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950154117165642,0.0,0.0,0.15991113852052696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15979289596831198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005504429858428,0.20761628495450166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463305558731405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275482046410962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413264968440207,0.10503531260273068,0.21850598149823874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085784417120032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29461701256525324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986712325091216,0.0,0.1604673864373162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717839615915933,0.0,0.0,0.14439933036673908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131257852134927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130137095475958,0.11385684191227632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410922043533522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243906522305824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731005350703136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435844385594312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122111052819652 socialanxiety,Crunchwrapfucker,2020/01/19,Advice for parties So recently in college I have ran into a big dilemma. I enjoy parties because that is where I can socialize and run into all different people I like and can talk with them. The issue is that the parties are always crowded and I don't have room to dance. I love to dance but I hate accidentally grinding on people and getting pushed around by a mass of people. Unless I am extremely intoxicated I simply cannot enjoy myself but I very much wish I could. Has anyone had a similar problem/any advice?,3.5778555555555585,5.820125430000001,5.617333333333335,74.57922222222223,74.7,7.2444444444444445,28.11111111111111,8.167268648758528,2.318577777777778,413,17,68,7,9,143,69,100,0.09300000000000001,0.7070000000000001,0.19899999999999998,0.8302,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,4,5,1,0,5,0,13,2,0,0,1,14,18,8,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,8,0,0,0,2,0,5,2,1,0,0,2,0,13,4,12,15,2,15,0,0,0,1,5,9,0,0,2,55,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4148709212206789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766321784691954,0.0,0.0,0.1443562189891172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14842961014448872,0.0,0.0,0.188972294205775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940260856655494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16948659198158494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22178517478074644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090641646400563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20958043128265744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215629264485572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370823614244133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19158904972397364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15604864655932082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4415002038601221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20312123605204452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20959876991125734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163905378005292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17062089686353776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751514598129532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441090540951357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sorrytointerruptbut,2020/01/19,"Looking for advice about anxiety medicine. I have major depressive disorder and have tried several antidepressants but I don't like how they completely ruin my libido. I'm thinking maybe I need to try a different approach, treating my social anxiety, which is probably the cause of my depression. Anyone have any good experiences with certain medicines? Bad experiences are welcome too so I know what to avoid.",6.502484472049687,9.91512102898551,6.7238509316770205,64.41260869565221,70.59420289855072,10.899378881987582,38.84265010351968,10.608840637214634,5.7651432712215325,337,20,45,12,7,108,58,69,0.316,0.565,0.11900000000000001,-0.9473,1,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,4,10,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,2,1,10,11,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,1,8,5,6,11,1,1,0,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19336254096886987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345627465345866,0.0,0.3027498291691792,0.0,0.0,0.13835978905492172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16521853982582485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20327358405482374,0.0,0.0,0.2074696546184153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34086132969703364,0.0,0.0,0.20673873608036564,0.22678351288271795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871222034837535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659693473169368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874770184996066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667242042849884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661663507476033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19879345358592448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14672285320000594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21334424127167015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235440237792136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20171008422387854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679121576139524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686901914020228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BelatedBanoffee,2020/01/19,"A Petty Rant ;-; I’m in the Publications Club at school. Every year, we have a fair to promote our clubs to student newcomers. I wanted to practise public-speaking for once, and asked if I could do the ‘advertising’. My seniors agreed to give me permission, but not my teacher. She said that I might give the club a bad reputation by being a socially-anxious representative. Long story short, I spent 3 hours holding our published magazines and quietly lingering beside the pop-up stand to display them. As small as it may seem, it really affected my self-esteem (it rhymed!) and made me feel insecure :-(",5.107573904179411,7.325469889908255,6.237920489296638,71.91102956167177,70.28440366972477,9.615086646279307,32.294597349643226,9.994966539143718,3.735574108053007,474,22,78,13,9,158,84,109,0.158,0.797,0.045,-0.925,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,8,0,6,0,0,2,0,16,16,7,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,3,14,0,11,9,0,9,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,4,4,49,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282051814093291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20381744136058408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19489794376386765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20566895295612075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342679990620765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4683354323152127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240394209719706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21602520385876514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309780108657576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25895678193102795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25996381061432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637988499594158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321997119123325,0.0,0.0,0.24704724685170945,0.0,0.22222398331606072,0.2546547056353541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14397942714608164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571955878838365 socialanxiety,hochis,2020/01/19,"Getting Professional Help is Hard I've been dealing with depression and anxiety for as long as I can remember. I've never seen a doctor about my mental health because I've just been too scared. The logical side of me believes that seeking professional help has real potential to guide me out of this mess, but I wouldn't be having these problems if my logical side was actually good at being convincing. So here I am, roughly six or more years of dealing with fluctuating depression and anxiety. I don't want to burden my loved ones and myself anymore, but it seems that every solution placed in front of me is the most difficult challenge (I mean, how is it that the solution to my social anxiety is going out and talking to a stranger about my deep-rooted problems?). A part of me is scared to get help because I don't want anyone to know what I've been dealing with for the past 6+ years. I'm scared to have someone dig inside my most buried thoughts and tell me all the ways I've been lying to myself. Another part of me thinks that they'll tell me that I'm making up all of my problems and using them as excuses to rid myself of adult responsibilities. Lastly, I don't even know how to get help. I go to university and I know there are mental health resources, but I just don't know where to start. And that's where my social anxiety kicks in. I don't know if I'm supposed to see a general family doctor first, or if I'm supposed to find a therapist. I don't want to walk into the clinic and make some obscure appointment just to be told that I'm in the wrong place and embarrass myself (which seems unlikely to happen, but social anxiety drills that fear into you). All of this jumbled and disorganized mess just to say that I want to get help, but just like it's been for the past several years, I'm too scared. Also I'm sorry if this was incredibly hard to follow or read, I'm just letting loose my thoughts.",8.613217631700202,6.3285660182767645,8.940073721394564,71.09401781600369,62.44647519582246,12.353801259407158,37.1508216863769,10.966923227221727,3.8692805713408087,1527,56,297,32,17,511,172,383,0.188,0.7140000000000001,0.098,-0.9840000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,2,2,19,21,0,6,13,0,30,6,0,5,4,74,69,30,0,12,18,0,3,1,0,2,5,1,0,1,18,18,0,0,15,1,0,5,8,16,0,3,11,6,36,5,49,52,9,31,0,2,2,1,22,15,0,13,11,198,54,6,0.0,0.0,0.0754171529604291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061803263527594875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103806403994716,0.2956067825159225,0.0,0.07664406412129804,0.054038137275713334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422211536832682,0.0,0.0,0.08707158369486145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390264338278588,0.13312763377254708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820504596212545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05104475568522982,0.0,0.06511434112799927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285562439193666,0.08696496838584737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063534916036925,0.06573696152866129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16150891056859387,0.0,0.08784352829309837,0.06482139381054616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834118609482355,0.0,0.13846094719245758,0.0,0.0,0.1642966331331961,0.0,0.0,0.25900614918677456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21236384072014744,0.06299603764728247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902720121035531,0.0,0.03775661672783438,0.0,0.0,0.06839310753580903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975101099726208,0.0,0.10317413268167973,0.0,0.0,0.08418394728513431,0.0,0.0,0.15576636611608904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05960548757995723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05236902559427028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16738012242767805,0.1475509187857018,0.0,0.0,0.16148877180036242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22184845517093427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730400937551578,0.08796508207030987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754668173104216,0.0,0.0,0.0614586194359031,0.3094954428511848,0.0,0.061584621215331675,0.1407112551358391,0.0,0.08730790012516837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363411500329527,0.06548171600056624,0.0,0.0,0.08651209812103536,0.054701372749212114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062117224709018225,0.13509766366624196,0.0,0.0,0.08973163043741783,0.0,0.04951988702403374,0.0,0.12270829039896325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384730961809173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06674778097432371,0.0,0.0,0.18233428818211667,0.061343723953927724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449693279539623,0.0,0.14930333897506093 socialanxiety,SuryanshuBhandari,2020/01/19,"WhatsApp group invitation. Hello everyone, I hope you are doing good. We have created a WhatsApp group for meditation, exercise, self improvement and to listen each other, we also talk about our daily life and other stuff. If anyone is interested into joining, just text me and I will add you. We have people from around the world ( 50+ ) and is quite helpful. Have a nice day/evening/night. :)",4.2940000000000005,7.1118124000000025,5.335714285714285,74.61928571428574,75.0,8.0,27.142857142857146,8.841846274778883,2.666428571428572,308,12,49,7,7,101,56,70,0.0,0.7120000000000001,0.28800000000000003,0.9668,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,4,2,0,1,4,4,0,0,3,0,8,2,0,0,0,14,10,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,11,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,4,6,9,1,3,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,2,0,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365865331860535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20686117250401767,0.0,0.0,0.2633640977169425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19079506130024565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826918510518556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24814011368635294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982981590692495,0.0,0.0,0.2938400852154039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089635370523628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776297797782908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20510114691707687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146667672143783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086300653040768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33867087660910833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377883950818219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Neverminds1,2020/01/19,"The guy I am seeing LD wants to potentially end things because I talked too much I suffer from pretty bad social anxiety and as a result I haven't had friends in a while. Me and my family also don't have the best relationship so we don't interact much. It doesn't help that I'm away at university as well. Overall I'm pretty lonely and often go days without speaking to someone and it can be admittedly rough sometimes. I decided to try internet dating and starting talking to a guy I met on online. We had a strong connection and things felt like a great match so my anxiety was not nearly as bad. Instead I felt calm and relief after ages of little contact from others. After a month of talking we decided to meet up for the first time. I was worried things were going to be different and I'd clam up but as soon I saw him I felt so at ease and comfortable. It was exciting to feel this way and I was thrilled to be having conversations with him. Unfortnately this led me to talking a lot at inappropraite times just so we could keep speaking. At bed time I found myself saying something every few minutes despite him trying to fall asleep. I also ended up waking him up early because I couldn't sleep and wanted talk. During a movie we watched I kept asking hundreds of questions instead of paying attention.Generally I'm a very shy person but it almost felt uncontrollable. Even when I've been with someone I was comfortable with I NEVER do this. I guess it was a combination of being excited to see him and talking with someone in person that caused this. Either way after we parted ways he told me through text that this fustrated him extremely and that he was unsure if we were a match. He didn't know if he wanted to put up with that in the long term and needed time to think. At the time it was happening I didn't even realize I was being problamatic and he hid his annoyance well, but looking back I'm horrified at my behavior. I tried explaining that I'm normally like that and was just excited to be with him but it sounded like a poor excuse and it fell on deaf ears. I'm feeling awful that me feeling comfortable and not anxious has led to causing problems. I fear that I'll always struggle with my relationship with people as a result. I guess I'm posting cause I needed to tell someone and wanted advice.",5.116022920203736,6.145593978070178,6.37177419354839,75.57967741935484,68.64912280701755,9.129485002829654,30.937747594793443,9.370254747372089,2.8641729767968305,1858,74,334,37,31,627,220,456,0.11599999999999999,0.7509999999999999,0.134,0.8613,1,2,1,0,0,0,25.0,7,0,0,3,19,27,1,3,18,1,35,5,4,7,1,87,75,38,0,12,12,0,8,3,1,0,1,6,1,4,26,34,0,2,16,0,2,7,11,9,2,1,26,19,48,18,60,41,8,54,0,2,5,0,50,19,0,8,27,243,74,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334002671131155,0.0,0.0,0.07515381969309434,0.0,0.0,0.1200382470307932,0.06244934520304603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482927586107415,0.08478749086029562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016356615002492,0.0,0.0705139023726603,0.05771041899980382,0.1253307084538227,0.09150210615736444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876253057380042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312974893107903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059922981088022485,0.0,0.0,0.04840238451485181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841345252510841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294773747984806,0.0,0.0,0.09914238573880944,0.0,0.06323461674544269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075242421815774,0.08445445889329492,0.11384576440933168,0.0,0.28824707698100416,0.0,0.0,0.06383926330611911,0.0,0.08229073497661075,0.057985053011810575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530765648480122,0.0,0.0,0.08274518626592041,0.1653566613452145,0.14862672332644164,0.06636830897420967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05030582908408178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670973964511155,0.0,0.0,0.041246661936211695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999996991580728,0.07522190387501815,0.0,0.06641873154417985,0.0630248472185332,0.0,0.0,0.06380659692548557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059905856468100926,0.0,0.11034383295171434,0.11130033685873704,0.057884793084746526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353510609735661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127409192172771,0.0,0.05203166428870603,0.13106516764886902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187914902944828,0.15270989987704722,0.0,0.0718147072533318,0.0,0.07544807275823631,0.08407550923419599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611556989810413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05968442862830761,0.0,0.0,0.11961358596286893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510628453639946,0.07650614690309539,0.2543655448798953,0.0577787600676698,0.07422842898553762,0.0,0.05312225051078104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846073251745332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619441274889548,0.0655988284389327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495838067657682,0.04809034420062494,0.0,0.0,0.21881736522533995,0.0,0.0,0.07171548142063734,0.0,0.15286631305955167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06192582841627669,0.17707065191805185,0.17871854986628385,0.0,0.0,0.1349616716955368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234752959843384,0.0,0.0,0.07621903321826859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,not_a_throwaway10101,2020/01/19,"DAE sometimes feel like their SA is ""not bad enough"" i have this disorder, i know i do. i'm diagnosed ffs. and even before i was, i was 100% sure i have it. but reading this sub i sometimes feel like this is nothing compared to some people",0.3398639455782302,2.655704244897961,2.0439795918367345,94.95399659863949,88.18367346938776,4.899319727891157,22.452380952380953,6.42735559955562,0.4637319727891152,184,7,40,2,6,60,34,49,0.09300000000000001,0.7290000000000001,0.179,0.4788,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,8,11,2,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,8,3,1,9,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,26,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037543092708044,0.0,0.0,0.20765099827959116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476846475568752,0.0,0.0,0.27967877013159576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25214754568484804,0.0,0.16117908032981068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467771373491356,0.3486692244711774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411214563804472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384408223279399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23415273724049698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16917922108868952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24409538197785965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4827025223998523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22999476891310944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,garfield1997,2020/01/20,"How can I open up to people? I just decided that I should open to people and talk with as many as many possible. I talk to so few people that I'm being judgemental and I feel like it shouldn't be this way. I just got a lot of bad childhood memories. I don't mean just parents divorcing, I mean I blamed myself, bearly got over it. I felt like an abandod piece of trash, someone who noone needs, noone loves, values or cares about. So naturally I got near zero skills, I didn't talk to others neither in school or collegge or work. ""Oh, there's a girl I like! Why would she talk with a piece of trash? She's got perfect grades I don't."" Ok that was long ago, that's just how I feel. Someone or the media itself taught me that emotions are for the weak. You're scared of something? Not got biggest muscles? You're not a man. They say you can change yourself and the way they raised you doesn't matter, but I feel like I come from a really, really demoralizing childhood even teen years and experiences really define who you are. I come from a place where I saw no reason to meet people. When I failed my exams in collegge, I thought of suicide. ""Who would talk to a loser?"" I thought. So I got to start from zero. If I could say my self-esteem reached at least 10 out of 100 that would be an improvement.",1.4642753319357098,3.6390173283018896,2.8430607966457018,92.16051013277428,81.37735849056604,5.737246680642907,20.38085255066387,6.937597516519254,0.3226408106219427,1012,28,218,12,27,328,141,265,0.10099999999999999,0.8079999999999999,0.09,-0.6987,1,0,1,0,0,1,38.0,0,3,2,5,14,13,0,1,12,1,18,2,0,3,1,45,41,18,1,8,12,1,4,4,0,5,1,2,0,2,14,11,0,0,10,0,0,2,9,5,0,2,13,7,35,8,29,19,6,25,0,2,1,1,23,12,0,6,13,142,49,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526611815344955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031414886457341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807152559907156,0.0,0.10175565336418796,0.16571733833534785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679942582125675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820015210432836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353220551649118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409171123335412,0.0,0.0,0.14590878457758108,0.13743548344518872,0.0923569288645652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4615888032119121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18797316992580004,0.0,0.0,0.08512461085466236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177680613531994,0.08681470811590855,0.0,0.0,0.1950419511339541,0.0,0.2095569571569606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132323700574382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680696898858437,0.0,0.0,0.2667425331211194,0.0,0.10049747227603152,0.0,0.0,0.108439119673351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18486421886882426,0.09889874531585326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15298737699283144,0.09630239099826146,0.09734882955933476,0.0,0.0,0.10034654444159463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300196886726473,0.07405131582727863,0.0,0.0,0.0680833674073738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521561461456208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.386567065837612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527273119353968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527013705941021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679599132277847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002704424179389,0.0,0.0,0.20499061502679952,0.0,0.0,0.06194283355672677 socialanxiety,Vikk773,2020/01/20,"Tensing up when touched I hope this is the right place to post this. Whenever a girl rests their head on my arm or anywhere else, my body subconsciously tenses up. I don’t get uncomfortable in any way, I can’t control it, and to be honest, I barely notice it. The tensing up is apparently noticeable according to my friend, so how do I fix that?",4.1407352941176505,5.4565963088235305,5.505176470588236,79.81629411764708,71.20588235294117,8.969411764705884,29.776470588235288,9.3871,2.607596470588235,271,11,54,6,5,91,51,68,0.12,0.748,0.133,0.4404,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,6,3,3,2,0,5,8,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,9,3,8,7,1,10,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,2,1,37,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749168619168647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857108881793603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28849153136217964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21487238970859698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19872576326491306,0.0,0.13438563624190833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639795758782572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25547522187389343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5856881311253097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687377590241273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24634346287137285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21966251735121228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20416744423510708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,illumillama,2020/01/20,"Does anyone else feel like they just don't ""get"" people? I'm not sure if this is social anxiety or something else, but most days I feel like I'm on a completely different wavelength from everyone around me. I'm in my mid-twenties and I've been struggling with this for years. I find people intimidating and I'm extremely guarded around everyone I meet. Socially, I still feel like a child. Even people my age seem miles older and more experienced than me. Small talk is painful, exhausting, but I can't bring myself to move beyond that. I don't feel like I have much in common with anyone. At work, I'm quiet. My colleagues seem to like me, but their conversations go right over my head. I try to involve myself, but I feel stunted and awkward. I don't do a lot of the things other people seem to enjoy. I play video games, but not the popular ones. I don't really watch films or TV. I used to read, but can't seem to find the time anymore. I don't drink or socialise or really go out at all. I spend most of my time alone, at home, with my dog. I just don't ""get"" people. I feel like I'm missing something. I don't know how to be part of their world. I wish I did. Does anyone else feel this way?",1.7430699893955506,3.6855124268292703,3.3552880876634847,90.05696182396606,79.20325203252034,6.5546836337928625,21.26475786496995,7.586124646067393,0.7002236125839523,931,26,202,14,23,308,125,246,0.113,0.7659999999999999,0.12,0.5619,1,1,3,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,3,1,8,15,0,2,6,0,16,4,1,2,2,48,42,16,0,2,15,0,7,6,0,0,2,1,1,1,6,10,1,1,14,7,1,4,11,5,0,1,2,10,34,10,27,39,7,28,0,1,1,0,11,15,0,12,14,119,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343234592415374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690118743134381,0.0,0.0894659871297981,0.1892348226619074,0.1848655521039116,0.0,0.1606154753409509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945854851028011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05817922740627495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942522590962354,0.0,0.0,0.15789012380821044,0.0,0.0,0.0883733406806413,0.0,0.0,0.22608145823256326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059584124452886814,0.0,0.0,0.1724027170951257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192970124812449,0.32223707973254456,0.0,0.0,0.16490412692336134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426401300568724,0.0,0.10253902975798114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925834593253345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048991438229824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049578113735290884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264437933319234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669495108054625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588099763873176,0.06631614345578339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611299338511344,0.0,0.09599184667929014,0.0,0.0,0.09769072171850966,0.0,0.31270794397027346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023633580972684,0.0,0.11558413599757215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704048948796582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285021869685141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18391939005762392,0.0,0.1388990916428139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204335838474155,0.0,0.0,0.09430908921842822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502366998490091,0.0,0.0,0.07250892668688094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059932793238396384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520659574513896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612479741745061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791413701836837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160602560258697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373925956528374,0.0,0.0,0.0656753544954109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058093520815209715 socialanxiety,OneBandaidAt-aTime,2020/01/20,"I'm fucking tired of being called cute all the time as a teen male with constant insecure thoughts I'm fine with being cute, baby or whatever the hell that means. But after every interaction I have I don't want to be called cute or adorable, I just want to be accepted and motivated to do more than that. I think about my future actions too much and end up keeping them in and only letting out small voices and movements, fine, if that's ""cute"" think that but it's torture to a soul who's dirty and angry and just wants to lash out. I try not to disappoint people so I'm going to act the same way around them and try not to change or surprise them (that leads to extra attention and comments and judgement), so I'm going to keep being this baby and keep that pathetic smile on my face when all I want is to cry into someone's shoulder or scream incoherent words into someone's face. It's not like I have the energy to be anything more anymore, I constantly feel drained. Maybe this is depression but social anxiety is the root of my problems.",6.031378205128206,5.9551045096153885,6.544038461538463,79.01762820512822,66.40384615384616,9.433333333333334,32.23717948717949,9.075114841892004,2.6344314102564104,830,31,161,13,12,271,116,208,0.225,0.6659999999999999,0.109,-0.9854,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,2,8,18,3,1,7,0,14,5,3,3,2,52,33,22,0,6,13,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,11,17,0,3,8,0,0,6,4,8,0,0,1,3,14,10,28,25,7,23,2,2,0,1,10,9,2,5,8,108,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060859376213666,0.0,0.1433913674192367,0.0,0.0,0.11898271094544928,0.1287130080195518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29527881077156065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152953783891649,0.0,0.0,0.31249417804218577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15882193618696402,0.0,0.0,0.1245324975051022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806109048614656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218207113621982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310748826995689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336682725177927,0.0,0.0,0.16434415091745605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3855464786511991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478499160343859,0.0,0.07063786300736825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452569893142398,0.15749753688505094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628801846559924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996486373502946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023836125275593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835015018889002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738815096855332,0.2450160467330991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18529091316411933,0.0,0.11478585951638427,0.08430979252222312,0.16618138850533984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19633004788286504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411244329171944,0.11476636268166765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ole-elossa,2020/01/20,"Having a meltdown over a quick meet up... My friend asked if I could coordinate with her close friend that I've never met to help her with something. I'm meant to meet up with her later quick to exchange a few things and I'm actually panicking. I haven't felt this way in so long, the stabbing heat that rises to your face and makes your stomach drop to your toes. It's why I avoid situations like this but in an effort to be a better friend (a new years resolution of mine lol) I've thrown myself directly into it. To make matters worse, the anxiety leading up to this has followed me for the last week or so since my friend asked me to handle it. Like usual, it's all coming to a peak right now and I'm just so terrified. Will she like me? What if I'm incredibly awkward? What if she wonders how we're friends with the same person? Will she know I only got dressed to make her think I'm put together? Will she know I've spent days dealing with crippling anxiety over something so simple? That I haven't left my apartment today because the emotional toll was too strong? I know this is irrational. And I know you all understand. I just feel so silly for feeling this way and I just don't understand why I can't just be normal.",2.596199342825848,4.514116325301206,3.846580868930268,87.64343099671413,76.51004016064256,6.936911281489596,24.57119386637459,7.84624498591911,1.2623397590361451,971,33,201,15,22,317,137,249,0.105,0.7390000000000001,0.157,0.93,1,1,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,4,0,4,14,13,0,2,12,1,14,3,3,5,3,47,41,16,0,5,9,0,3,3,5,3,0,0,0,1,15,13,0,1,12,0,2,5,5,2,0,0,6,3,30,11,27,29,4,33,0,0,0,0,25,12,0,5,16,127,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.11674014977052118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830309350563654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22367297926471624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292441724474252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580167803270606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304935163493563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551361512699047,0.0,0.0,0.07715047952953448,0.12333172047663499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456594986565915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097551810891034,0.0,0.11486211079769976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4621233736980445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567783184456204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018445528808248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26297875852747715,0.09751318607521332,0.0,0.0,0.1299767045776466,0.0,0.0,0.17533331285847867,0.0,0.0,0.10586744929487037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395588383193665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226486646718354,0.11553794124044983,0.0,0.0,0.11721052081484674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098285742630097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445498331416277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202596742127666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216207695026147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895792325987847,0.13446743516733753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841917124754402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947585322159187,0.07665310610224467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339382087124635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490749543456472,0.0,0.0,0.1317538809158922,0.0,0.0,0.1899110544684843,0.09595875892009942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21589221068043155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12973199455936896,0.0,0.0,0.12191165161203027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703682548333426 socialanxiety,mindfullofknots,2020/01/20,"Debilitating fear of coming across as incompetent I am an undergrad, hoping to apply to grad schools but I feel like I humiliate myself every time I speak in an academic setting (which is weird because I really don't speak in academic settings - don't ask questions, respond to them etc.) I have worked in research labs but haven't had the courage to have conversations with the profs. that go beyond what is relevant to the work assigned to me. I fear that I'm not using the 'right' vocabulary or asking the right questions, and I feel like I don't know enough to have a conversation with people in the field. Last year, I had a prof. whose courses I really enjoyed, and whose area of research I find very interesting. However, I couldn't dare to talk to them about it because this is a person with very lofty credentials, and I just felt like I didn't want to ask stupid questions and come across as incompetent. If this fear wasn't enough, I had also developed a bit of an embarrassing crush on them, so that exacerbated my anxiety a hundred-fold. In general, I always thought that I wasn't capable enough for this field, especially when compared to my peers, but the good grade and positive comments I received on my final paper really made me feel a little more confident and validated (I hope and pray that this prof. wasn't being lenient and had actually graded strictly because that feedback really meant a LOT to me). I have, since, made a few strides by interacting with other profs, and I really regret not being more confident when I should've been. If anyone here is in grad school, can you please give me some advice on how to make conversation with people in academic settings? Do you have similar fears about coming across as incompetent (or is it that I'm actually incompetent? Always good to know where you stand rather than having a deluded view of yourself). How do you deal with it?",8.597871674491394,7.874695943661977,8.787863849765259,67.18539514866983,61.3943661971831,12.283255086071987,36.90532081377153,11.538034831475384,4.3175696400625965,1520,61,267,39,18,502,175,355,0.158,0.7040000000000001,0.138,-0.7034,1,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,4,3,2,13,18,1,5,19,0,31,0,0,6,0,55,56,25,0,8,11,0,4,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,19,18,0,0,12,0,0,5,11,8,0,0,14,7,38,10,46,39,10,34,1,1,1,0,28,19,0,11,9,190,57,21,0.0,0.0,0.1729133704272347,0.0,0.0,0.0865747548536906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085000016883569,0.14743754520322075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777551668225677,0.0,0.0,0.061948217886558736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24847523834466634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16202146558425765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967236277860319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289522166953415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133834207907472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746293209211246,0.098807695683663,0.0,0.0,0.07464575196506465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39877946070398107,0.13439004029362786,0.12658566248389574,0.08506582675908138,0.09705232853363924,0.0809749229133092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498912941058052,0.05035101416301651,0.1486198462762662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599116743259574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737982942702746,0.07221737208024806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985024489915473,0.08879623010286074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532095002659939,0.0,0.16766290741167733,0.059138360182651624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284229451281295,0.07735840350674844,0.0,0.09725154366094096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977425940871825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837835740385869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15132059612773405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793272853980948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328733120088082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120991886062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033514008206303,0.05166090224287432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765182940733984,0.0,0.14620156699299314,0.05225607682804445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899754219108658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05705276705367782 socialanxiety,mdickey331,2020/01/20,"I'm so useless I had to drop out of school my junior year and get homeschooled, because the stress and anxiety was too much that I tried to kill myself. That was two years ago. Since then I have tried multiple times to better myself but failed. I managed to get my first job working at sonic, but I quit after a week because the stress was too much and I started cutting myself and almost attempted suicide again. That was three months ago and I have done literally nothing but lay in bed for those three months. I really fucking hate myself. I know that if I was in situation where I had to take care of myself I would rather starve to death then get groceries. I hate being this person. This useless piece of shit. I've never had therapy, but I feel like that's my only option at this point.",3.1021978021977996,5.214096692307692,3.883919413919415,87.06346153846155,75.66666666666667,6.252014652014653,23.32234432234432,7.1686216300943375,0.8996882783882785,628,19,121,7,14,200,92,156,0.3,0.649,0.051,-0.9936,1,0,0,0,0,3,13.0,0,0,0,6,6,14,6,2,3,0,13,2,1,0,1,18,25,13,3,3,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,9,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,11,0,4,9,1,22,3,16,14,3,23,0,3,0,1,1,7,2,3,16,89,31,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510816520962616,0.0,0.14181563408705913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083417092737098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17266493250775386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525461489403494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443947561134487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449301708710505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160917583771126,0.1011759682139064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046500952818368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092878796908733,0.2219775450305382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796480799206921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053962578828968,0.0,0.1566855921817098,0.0,0.07783265761268969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919016468212437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22608530225730414,0.0,0.20821936531699387,0.0,0.1092288944039639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589171763682334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077111722686233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366031382539948,0.0,0.0,0.1338801318233829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063419106025952,0.0,0.0,0.0907277405771276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14333070089696764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14537464779761444,0.11715255182245735,0.15919092325234172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024195271887493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32445883912694595,0.0,0.0,0.15491329332129944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648336410396401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619589933716796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258189277781339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19230633213872614,0.0,0.13834573328531471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360195431428907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310370836869327,0.0,0.0,0.10060538191057022,0.0,0.0,0.18240198242585887 socialanxiety,Your-average-guy,2020/01/20,"Should I tell my coworkers? Hi everyone. A few weeks ago I've been diagnosed with social anxiety. I am happy that I finally got the guts to get treatment and work on this personal problem. I am currently dubbing on a dilemma ""at"" work. I am working an 8-5 office job. Starting in February, I will have a weekly appointment with a therapist at 15:30, so I should leave the office at 15:00. Most of my colleagues are pretty down to earth, If I would tell them, I am sure they understand the situation. But not all of my colleagues are like this, and to be honest I rather don't talk about it. &#x200B; What should I do. Should I tell my colleagues about my SAD or should I come up with an excuse to leave early once a week?",3.1377738927738927,4.947926454545456,4.488269230769231,84.10881410256412,74.66433566433567,8.123310023310024,27.301282051282055,8.841846274778883,2.1755086247086246,565,22,112,12,12,187,91,143,0.092,0.7879999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.6975,2,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,2,3,4,6,0,0,10,0,18,2,1,0,2,22,23,6,0,9,5,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,20,4,19,13,3,17,0,1,0,0,10,8,0,3,9,83,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113357457283698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16028521637810833,0.1797546442928434,0.0,0.0,0.11316825019890955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743107939722265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014876177016265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135620874880284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620532418715887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728882539930992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831544005760715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747730421717285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680055945849566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313279125481336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227253400875099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15754369185065506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916928695774574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050092432912815,0.0,0.1415517897759644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16628275806968484,0.0,0.15079894407692618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104707655636643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394249910382042,0.0,0.0,0.11890284735184338,0.3878995791202597,0.0,0.0,0.17176147850313295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15400334781106653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559885054917874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230907009864314,0.0,0.0,0.1050872753230138,0.0,0.1797546442928434,0.0 socialanxiety,LeftExponent9,2020/01/20,"My guts schreech when I try to be a part of party Okay...my heart started to beat way faster as I write this.... Everytime I find myself in any kind of party, I just....eat, sit alone/with well, and I mean it, very well known person. When I try to do something even a tiny bit out of my comfort zone, my guts screech, shrink and nearly hurt. Recently I went to a party (at least Im invited somewhere once in 2 years just because of that social person ;D) and I tried to fight myself to try and do *something*. Only clock knows how long into the party I finally get myself to try to dance with the person I came with......and it was a total mess which reinforced my usual behaviour. After that I couldnt keep myself together and sat alone in a dark room while slightly hurting myself, almost crying and a bit shaking. And Im jealous of that person I came with....of what? Ability to dance like no one watches regardless of situacion. And the question is....yaaay, what a surprise!...how to overcome that?",1.9495408163265324,4.2495011989795985,3.4034285714285737,88.11657142857145,80.37755102040815,5.7567346938775525,23.065306122448977,6.961326702584282,0.8867232653061228,769,26,149,9,20,252,113,196,0.12,0.765,0.115,-0.242,0,2,2,0,1,1,51.0,0,0,0,1,7,11,2,1,10,0,5,3,3,1,1,26,14,13,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,10,13,0,1,5,2,0,6,2,6,2,1,5,1,21,5,26,7,5,28,0,2,1,0,8,8,0,2,13,93,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704998770036874,0.12106437797448495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949025241590556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125599499809247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25523056390826165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673855523478964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839986277245344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960922266136625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720575666481509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280489633569545,0.10683674563629496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06107100269737582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851703219420866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25026961238936946,0.0,0.2525258337207894,0.0,0.0,0.10389856745594793,0.0,0.12172454630736285,0.06424053084767521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05710729974988114,0.0,0.0,0.10344533041791228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273291499181448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448567021503483,0.07920872952624655,0.08890127996392126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265821417812913,0.0,0.0,0.4082607197849864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309452714706016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541628925294314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915619978571458,0.0,0.17997762942406345,0.0,0.0,0.08273643035437331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3968083976855931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873951187040758,0.0964477585312456,0.0,0.09278305990346734,0.0,0.0,0.21019905676777406,0.10835962435066966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527431632242686 socialanxiety,galaxpsyche,2020/01/20,"I just couldn't do it New-ish to reddit, first post on the sub, I'm on mobile etc etc I'm currently sitting in the hall of my university having an anxiety attack and I dont know why. I tried to work out in my school's gym and I used to be really good at cardio, but for some reason being on the treadmill just felt unnatural and I couldn't find a rhythm and I suddenly just felt really unsafe. And I just felt like everyone was staring at me or just seeing me and my heart rate had spiked. The world got too small I tried to go on the elliptical but I couldn't shake the anxiety so I just rushed to the weight machines and in summary the whole thing sucked really bad. 0/10",3.3159154929577426,4.144322281690143,5.071943661971833,83.99101408450704,72.66197183098592,9.060281690140846,23.35492957746479,9.3871,1.6275498591549296,532,13,117,12,10,182,86,142,0.107,0.841,0.052000000000000005,-0.8184,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,8,6,2,1,10,0,10,3,1,2,0,28,21,11,0,3,9,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,8,1,0,6,1,0,3,4,4,0,1,6,6,15,2,17,10,4,22,0,0,2,0,0,13,1,2,5,77,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406354567560181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17892715739396642,0.0,0.0,0.1313210940685054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18432939360925574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35081451452914497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502864796344398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4530364741990688,0.0,0.14374982674332518,0.13378113002490175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938507505630107,0.13191786039552653,0.12579009532050672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18637594453413026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643622682676838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683839858592346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15190068965382095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062946037264488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30227017056370803,0.1617086356574602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917437941821114,0.12533071238393745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448893917939307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135637437395782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358382462126176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19152301124340407,0.0,0.0,0.14191950860971514,0.17559598374849406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450072240350136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,arkicks,2020/01/20,People love to talk to the introvert Im at this training event and they bought lunch for everyone and I’m not eating because.. anxiety of course.. but of course everyone is going to ask me “ your not eating ?!? Why !?? “ then look at me like I’m crazy when i say no I’m not hungry. Like if i saw someone that was keeping to themself i wouldn’t go out of my way to ask them a obvious question in front of 15 people to make them feel uncomfortable lol,1.3948067632850254,3.418140847826088,3.4031884057971027,88.87031400966184,80.73913043478261,6.697584541062803,23.265700483091784,7.793537801064563,1.1576338164251208,346,12,74,6,9,117,64,92,0.133,0.76,0.107,-0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,3,4,0,1,1,14,17,6,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,3,1,2,0,1,3,5,0,0,0,3,4,10,3,15,13,0,11,0,0,2,1,10,4,0,2,5,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519825729813032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714606482732166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211078396403858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4065795322336521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796768135013944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004538959727016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258183208130868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21459849221199426,0.0,0.0,0.17658768285612456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19412097748657348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16683338582775598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17930810026052185,0.0,0.13261426223560535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275466553482904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22255669771158115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579909472010196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16833307402987222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596840159989539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769558674233994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17926944237993964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TadgIII,2020/01/20,"How do you make friends when home schooled? I'm 14, (almost 15) and mostly stay in the house 24/7. I don't have friends, but I want to make some. The problem is I don't have a way to. I'm home schooled, i'm not interested in any sports, i'm not interested in any clubs, I live pretty out of the way so I have to have my mom drive me where ever I need, we never go to church, and on top of it all i'm super scared of talking to people I don't know, so even if I found a way to make friends i'm way to awkward to approach anyone. I've recently got a skateboard and enjoy riding it. But the nearest skate park is pretty small and i'd rather get better at riding before going there. But it's winter, and like I said my mom has to drive me there and she works all day. So until I can go to the skate park making friends there wont work.",1.5496350931677014,2.4316012771739146,3.3878881987577683,94.18195652173914,76.98913043478261,5.909316770186336,21.295031055900626,5.773587663045528,-0.09485124223602526,641,15,157,3,14,216,98,184,0.076,0.7140000000000001,0.21,0.9805,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,1,0,5,12,13,0,2,8,0,13,0,0,5,4,32,33,16,0,5,7,2,0,1,4,1,0,1,2,0,3,8,0,0,2,2,0,8,7,3,0,0,3,1,17,10,20,29,4,30,1,0,0,0,11,10,0,4,8,90,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211001306280524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16448152008123093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456139982258237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290779502605048,0.0,0.0,0.10695823717237228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799384131631001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987721657246513,0.10939371258655864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326002962436478,0.3737400186912938,0.0,0.06318417070807647,0.0,0.20619248068967505,0.0,0.09672372329865664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24261772930653394,0.0,0.0,0.13954413243950933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664633703096441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05908331641374586,0.0,0.1067888763085736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229033984102485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832780211347853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967265661001253,0.09327344947424812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384193069479144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460711764063072,0.0,0.1157196063341667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194099032365166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503801606105313,0.0,0.12107822921742616,0.2447877727074517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890189336428756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720393298695816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133130147355914,0.38397409158702217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17608598138087408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,regian24,2020/01/20,"It's gotten worse. when I get really anxious around people I start shaking and blushing and like i can't even finish a sentence. then i say ""sorry for that"" and explain to them that i have social anxiety and it will get better soon. the thing is, that the next day i have another panic attack and they think i'm faking it they don't understand that it's not easy to not be anxious",3.306153846153848,4.688828333333333,4.759487179487183,84.09384615384619,73.35897435897436,7.2512820512820495,24.538461538461537,7.793537801064563,1.3139846153846153,302,9,59,4,6,101,53,78,0.302,0.634,0.065,-0.9414,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,1,4,6,1,2,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,11,15,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,1,9,2,4,12,0,9,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,8,43,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254118384190397,0.16444930931026422,0.4857034656212635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19136637170870135,0.0,0.24455620835727765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901210073694629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13863605152517505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419837993043187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22462296504502446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050221089303032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286200416323867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25221767613418233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903118025221002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771348424544366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17095053488585385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21913197521902328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406381657061566,0.15215488106140973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428146467711572,0.13774229313879194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237884224107436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190699282424357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,yeetboi_dangerous,2020/01/20,"Went out last night for the first time in a while. I saw that a local bar recently started a gaming night. It sounded fun as opposed to most of the other bars and events around town. They had a massive amount of gaming consoles from VR to atari emulators. They had a couple DJs that were playing some fire sets. Ran into a classmate from college played halo 2 for a bit. Then they announced ""Drunken Mario Kart"" tournament signups. I almost won the whole pot but got disqualified on the last round for not finishing my beer. Im so glad that i finally have something to do on the weekends.",4.271317600786631,6.09056808849558,4.657109144542776,84.03624385447398,71.65486725663717,7.146116027531957,29.36971484759097,7.793537801064563,1.9149083579154385,466,19,87,6,9,147,85,113,0.048,0.838,0.114,0.7471,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,2,2,5,0,0,12,0,5,3,0,0,0,10,11,6,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,4,3,1,0,8,0,2,1,0,0,1,8,4,7,5,17,3,5,25,0,0,2,0,5,8,0,3,14,56,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231958284790892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062125200328304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25289555767371513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563099891215718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537549853107535,0.0,0.19703650565298128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18526709127882685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25021557202213945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37764200958976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.434764928253606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287207800531688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17833108333511175,0.0,0.0,0.1639590131683633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13507364210470302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21473656767319355,0.0,0.2586225653652409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hoosey-,2020/01/20,"My fight or flight response is broken Hi guys, okay so I went through some bad social situations when I was aboit 15/16 that made me try to avoid certain people in school, so when I saw them I’d try to divest where I was going so they didn’t see me, over the last few years this has got worse and now whenever I see absolutely anyone that I know, I automatically try to escape the situation, this causes a panic attack and I can’t talk to them, I’m really struggling to find a way to improve this, but I’m finding it hard as there is no way to prepare for it, as it only happens when I’m surprised to see someone, anyone have any suggestions, thankss",6.272556390977446,5.365605428571428,7.257593984962408,76.8703007518797,66.14285714285714,9.705263157894738,31.781954887218053,8.841846274778883,2.3964616541353387,514,17,105,7,7,174,89,133,0.156,0.778,0.066,-0.8673,0,1,0,0,1,0,11.0,0,0,3,0,9,9,2,3,4,1,8,0,0,2,1,12,21,12,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,6,0,0,7,5,14,3,14,14,2,13,0,0,4,0,9,3,0,2,6,64,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580163391341073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217574211688121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17699788688255305,0.0,0.0,0.1299051328583518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15982638492673404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843997070526271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842128626102673,0.0,0.12443377174691199,0.0,0.0,0.1540514250514795,0.13758134939539446,0.0,0.13937162231038355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550423379695933,0.1268207410689449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721619989228618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832772436000424,0.0,0.18254288455830125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078615184682514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967032066128254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745809195879593,0.37193802623150585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497631543780884,0.0,0.15859706372902185,0.13182479501575814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626489151395601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250515550652843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168915097114297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246988757462002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422680716321706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585521571457164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019021724774524 socialanxiety,Austen-sible,2020/01/20,Emails?! Anyone else have someone proof read their emails before they send them?,5.369999999999997,9.04656176923077,1.468076923076925,96.11442307692309,85.15384615384616,2.6,14.192307692307693,3.1291,-1.3058923076923077,65,1,10,0,2,16,12,13,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32324610382847474,0.4736739407348911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3933774022845198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861865881424104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4624182309145944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3916994670113991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,the_skiing_bookworm,2020/01/20,How to find a college roommate through Facebook? So I've committed to a college and everything and need to find a roommate and I don't know how to start the conversation with out being blunt. I've also never spoken to these people before and I also don't how the fuck do that either. Thank in advance.,3.5669999999999997,5.4489883666666685,5.020000000000003,80.44500000000002,73.66666666666666,6.8000000000000025,28.66666666666667,7.554174236665415,1.9170666666666665,242,10,43,3,5,81,37,60,0.0,0.861,0.139,0.7736,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,6,2,1,0,5,0,4,1,0,3,2,16,9,10,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,9,8,1,5,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,2,34,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4703724319043969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25025164174745906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643119938681773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5375916912242718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27188441307583544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616259247596096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21806637223964465,0.22682279662556584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20388718656674049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20816067194467386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707614945699432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,andymcadam3,2020/01/20,"Anxious in VR Strange one maybe.... I went to a software conference last week and one of the trade stalls had an Oculus rift giving demos. I've got a rift at home but wanted to try this I've as it was the new model. Now obviously at home I'm on my own using VR so no issue. But here, there's hundreds of strangers milling around and some are watching me, but I can't see them. I played a game I knew but my legs were shaking uncontrollably, why? I don't know these people so why was I so nervous? I was fine once I had the headset off and sea back in the crowds but can't figure out why trying VR in public made me so nervous?",1.7434464043419242,3.0958191791044776,3.250461329715062,93.4555291723202,77.3582089552239,5.7682496607869735,22.62957937584803,6.1124844417494595,0.19254626865671653,486,14,113,3,11,160,88,134,0.168,0.799,0.032,-0.9518,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,9,6,0,4,8,0,10,1,1,2,1,18,20,13,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,5,0,0,3,2,1,2,4,4,0,2,10,2,13,2,14,10,2,16,0,0,2,0,5,9,0,1,5,69,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098088538609996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16532869109502568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280593449967174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781579480151726,0.0,0.0,0.14853591672918115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725812614349477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938416886923945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206593895658207,0.15138522902981374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17573117732750684,0.0,0.0,0.18657902791052355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17936792346040056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19778396363604706,0.2516950979693491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875370810160158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479934665033569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521811147026197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16040101072080254,0.0,0.0,0.10954148470014334,0.0,0.1489720445123314,0.0,0.0,0.17216275548155527,0.5027457271430115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tom6635,2020/01/20,"I really need someone, and iam sorry for my bad English So my name is tom i'm 16 and i live in germany and i suffer from social anxiety and depression, first of all i read a lot of SA but i never saw someone talks about this maybe because its not from SA, when i watch anime (my favorite thing) or play games i dont enjoy them anymore, the hole time iam thinking: why iam not enjoying it, its weird i know but every time i watch i say in myself why iam not enjoying it, or my eyes start to hurt me, and the weirdst thing is that before i get sa, months before, i started to feel something weird im my belly, like when its comes to me i dont enjoy or focus in what iam doing, that is before but now, its always comes, like before sometimes its comes and sometimes not but now its merged with the sa, i dont know its weird but yaa, and the school ........, so basically when i came to germany i was so depressed that i left my country i didnt talk to anyone in the break i just walk by my self and alot more ..., now i have few friends but only in the break, l ike in the class i cant talk to them because i am now for the second year with them, they think that i am stupid, mean, boring, and weird and i cant speak the language although i do ..... So i cant talk with them i really want to talk with them but ... ya i really want to kill my self but iam too scared to do it ahh i forget something i get bullied in school sometimes because iam alone.",0.647549019607844,2.4928471535947736,2.5402875816993493,95.01729411764707,82.36601307189542,5.125751633986928,19.677124183006534,6.079149491110277,-0.14880836601307168,1103,29,254,8,30,367,138,306,0.214,0.722,0.065,-0.9938,0,1,2,0,0,0,45.0,0,1,6,1,14,21,2,1,11,0,17,1,1,0,2,49,36,29,1,3,16,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,18,18,0,0,6,3,0,5,12,13,0,2,4,7,48,8,28,32,5,30,0,4,4,0,20,8,0,5,17,168,66,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526919778366008,0.0,0.0,0.07653927359988925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036862703549393,0.0,0.09122486156665904,0.06431837414695772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680401895028352,0.16822045248129425,0.0,0.3130914141445592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052068638906056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377119929769838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15845388812338215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234188309261473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775017194548183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04651061369276164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824278740978845,0.0,0.0,0.07106774014595396,0.0,0.0961172151902346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847234009242516,0.0,0.09936008428218207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176828547365137,0.0,0.10110560912218693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994247414963313,0.0,0.0,0.08987890122243589,0.0,0.08122484863730668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820275078431704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241176076547757,0.10019913512241913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342191857319952,0.0,0.0,0.06820605489851637,0.07094485940214937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06995908925322658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201035507026953,0.0,0.17678472809531842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315053180433156,0.09209349495392144,0.18618839783437155,0.0,0.0,0.191921797338184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376759501401016,0.15587796774046558,0.14162980606771935,0.2729279234173731,0.10297019430549234,0.13021556760496528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36967215204149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222210790663515,0.11788114031674253,0.0,0.0,0.10727492581986132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085108180846504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16600514496154534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05923562198669601 socialanxiety,l1p4p4s,2020/01/20,"Small victory i wanted to share So i was driving on a bus and when we reached the bus stop the doors wouldn't open, a women started telling the driver to open them rather quietly, after couple of unsuccessful attemps i steped up and said ""Doors, driver!"" Not angry or anything just in a rather firm tone, so after i said it, the dooorrrrsss opened!!!! It feels good:333333 For normal ppls it may seem stupid, but for me it was sort of a goal to say that.",6.317045454545454,6.171137522727277,6.024000000000001,83.221,65.81818181818181,8.403636363636364,30.1,7.554174236665415,1.7474927272727272,354,11,70,3,5,110,62,88,0.08,0.865,0.055,-0.4708,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,1,1,6,2,1,0,8,0,4,0,0,0,0,20,10,7,0,5,6,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,2,1,5,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,5,7,1,12,4,0,13,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,4,5,47,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457506816947775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304333047203176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099853530461188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25048038220556484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29259832471887565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5681394384940486,0.2374860764506856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27186555930949025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113749789681709,0.0,0.0,0.2496717464099863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26101964522007565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17614231779140518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TiredOfSA,2020/01/20,"Is it actually possible to get rid of my social anxiety? Please read description before commenting I've had social anxiety almost my whole life. When I started school when I was six I had it, I was always picked on because I couldn't stand up for myself. When I was like 12 it got even worse, I stopped talking at all and no one really cared about me. Every time someone disrespects me and I can't express my opinions I get angry and resentful in the long run. I've tried everything. ""Facing your fear"" like some people recommend is useless and only makes me feel worse. I've even bought books that are supposed to help me but the fear is so overwhelming when I get into the situation that I get stuttery, tense, and sometimes talk too fast and basically sound like I'm just talking gibberish. Every time anyone shows the slightest kind of dislike towards me I can't help but think of this for hours if not days. Thinking like ""they must think I was so stupid and you know what they are right"". Even though I know that is nonsense, it still affects me. I CANNOT stop thinking about it. I have no control over myself. It's like I know the thoughts are dumb and hurts me but I can't stop them. I know they are imaginary, but knowing that doesn't help. Is it actually possible to get rid of this mental disease? Because I'm going to be honest, I don't see the point in being alive if I'm going to be like this for the rest of my life. I feel like I have a lot of potential in life and I have a lot of dreams but it is all wasted because of this worthless mental disorder I have. It makes me weak and useless in everything I do.",2.7128368944362187,4.68980293865031,3.996591918764544,86.43113496932519,76.36196319018406,7.0732388407023485,25.65855722445525,7.990435384864732,1.5430555532049928,1282,47,257,21,29,420,156,326,0.193,0.67,0.13699999999999998,-0.9698,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,4,1,15,21,3,3,9,0,32,5,1,5,3,49,61,24,0,4,9,0,2,7,0,1,4,1,0,0,18,11,0,4,12,4,1,3,10,11,0,2,9,4,45,10,28,47,7,31,0,5,1,0,16,12,1,7,22,174,63,3,0.0,0.0,0.17083190779497393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764793328456251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283137522980937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391932374011928,0.0,0.0,0.061202509788061625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16007111538632615,0.0,0.07448097294467605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924193747709723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817153358194948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05644914637866759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031614142940047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17343679761840491,0.0,0.147494391966047,0.0,0.15733135116943928,0.0,0.0,0.19698955579082855,0.08851487082916695,0.06253093722071289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286521884881868,0.0,0.0994898172145637,0.0,0.07000516351838955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17600709994749686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861987122634185,0.0,0.09370190770975904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911482788118889,0.2405190240735146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854735632644664,0.2993367045835519,0.0,0.0,0.0774606610150044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882853255571282,0.0,0.0,0.1168529520754454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764178601906645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059312107395031725,0.06656996389556592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06068178382529114,0.0,0.0,0.09608086811653528,0.08274346434174333,0.19735222999431487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755296960592647,0.0,0.05607349996602959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07474952937792596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858430729953885,0.06974950604782201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838658135649353,0.0,0.17845016226733718,0.07416327739085309,0.0,0.08656869894452086,0.0,0.06195367697488548,0.0,0.06990099842117291,0.21953519951624476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110581662278843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22434092091877147,0.08599707607700548,0.06948847353768929,0.10207805754701584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05942663754246842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772331855035818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17839963430112327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CptMlester,2020/01/20,"I couldn’t open a door. Yeah, so I had to get this off my chest. I’m part of a voluntary group. It’s basically a big network of people that don’t really know what to do after they’ve finished school (m/17) or just want to get some experience before they start working. For that, we get assigned to different work places (hospitals etc.) and work a normal 9 to 5 shift. On top of that we have a few lectures every now and then to get to know the other volunteers better. So yeah, the thought of that alone was unnerving but I’ve found ways for myself to avoid the worst parts about meeting new people, so that was okay. Besides I do want to change and fight my anxiety so I didn’t plan to run from it. Now to the problem. I had a medical appointment an hour before the lecture started. Therefore I informed the people giving the lecture via email. They didn’t respond and it was to late to call them. I was already at the doctor and thought that it wasn’t that important because I will make it in time anyway (they just had to check something). Long story short the doctor was too late and I didn’t make it in time for the lecture. My anxiety level was already reaching an unpleasant point just because of the appointment and now I was going to be too late for the first lecture. I went there and stood before three doors. And I couldn’t open a single one of them. Just imagining the amount of people behind there made me feel dizzy and scared the living shit out of me. All of them would look at me and I know they wouldn’t judge me, but my head would tell me that. And now I’m in trouble because I couldn’t open three goddamn doors. I had to call in sick, which was hell as well because I had to lie. Now they need a sick note that I can’t provide because I’m not actually sick. I can’t go back to the lecture now because I already told them I won’t come and they expect the note. Besides the lecture is halfway through already so it wouldn’t make a lot of sense anyway. I’m really sorry for my English and the grammar but I’m stressed as hell and it’s not my native language. To end this post, I feel like a piece of shit right now because I couldn’t get myself together and open some stupid doors. I’m scared endlessly that I won’t come over my anxiety because I run away when it counts. I really don’t plan to play my life on dark souls difficulty until the rest of my days but sometimes I just can’t fight back. I push myself out of my comfort zone everyday but it just becomes to much sometimes and toady is one of those days. I’m really, really scared for my future. Especially at this important turning point in a teenagers life.",3.0840743146680545,4.637699897579147,4.090893421679443,87.97606210211771,74.23277467411546,7.081009917283791,26.0824130613659,7.738981096181357,1.3484375644190385,2083,73,433,28,43,674,220,537,0.179,0.76,0.061,-0.9975,1,2,1,0,2,0,47.0,2,0,10,8,30,21,7,5,32,3,39,12,4,5,1,75,78,33,0,14,14,0,2,1,0,7,8,0,4,0,27,27,0,1,10,1,1,8,19,15,1,5,24,3,58,6,64,42,14,67,3,0,1,0,24,27,4,4,31,292,85,14,0.0,0.0,0.06965061227560798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392181571929572,0.31505141105093604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16380247134913334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705811090130842,0.10976421804022242,0.0,0.34807084424151113,0.07882684425892025,0.182201747979272,0.0,0.0,0.06312439781215315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14576142563096142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550410250380225,0.1229645576108403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206049756063876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457051473046736,0.0,0.1461083836210892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06321607388061892,0.0,0.07960074440634607,0.0,0.0,0.06013557326763011,0.0,0.0,0.06981735141825185,0.0,0.0,0.07217755779145157,0.050989515012820036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06071058691398384,0.0,0.07825777678631624,0.0,0.0,0.18644953547522794,0.06846833053559467,0.08112684303097806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325019350855261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028889583931339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767565560942488,0.0,0.2415385405690617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082696618021277,0.034869673135618784,0.0,0.06302444475736403,0.06316363888464524,0.05993608426296732,0.0,0.0,0.06067952146870907,0.0,0.06753569216931173,0.14292785984750034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190167642739953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05246801508903888,0.052922828557847364,0.0,0.0689333392519993,0.0,0.0,0.06993124949680732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672957818579407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15458191607910396,0.0,0.19792664974415092,0.0,0.07457051473046736,0.0,0.13494277568155608,0.0,0.06835644865653134,0.0,0.0,0.0682951650851491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228619679747272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060952904591272915,0.0,0.0,0.2143731191603657,0.07223417827574033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652852682740214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05494710078420123,0.14118118712635605,0.07989721657272307,0.1010376009897365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175853980328719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062383918127319686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332577831551527,0.08323736823904483,0.0,0.0,0.06820080217699613,0.0,0.0,0.07763428725372165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841963287674425,0.056653264740698525,0.0,0.0,0.06417369088548887,0.06616430296573693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15588310678563827,0.0,0.0,0.10140391482004978,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rilles94,2020/01/20,"How was your social anxiety formed? Had an emotionally abusive, authoritarian father, cant stand being in the same room as him anymore. What about you guys?",5.050000000000002,8.351025111111118,6.27555555555556,66.10000000000002,75.66666666666667,8.044444444444443,27.51851851851852,8.841846274778883,2.8805407407407406,126,5,19,3,3,42,27,27,0.207,0.7929999999999999,0.0,-0.7399,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,3,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,16,4,0,0.0,0.4736525213051037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058167847132052,0.0,0.3964564185137664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4496783683820564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958271643647927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4075069477056947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Flyguyjs,2020/01/20,"Successful yet SA is killing me I’m a young guy has a great wife and family, successful career (software engineer), and have made great money in various projects requiring interaction with people. With that said, I have 0 friends. Most people assume that I live a very extroverted life, but the truth is that I have severe SA that destroys my ability to make relationships with anyone. It seems to be getting worse everyday. Interestingly enough it doesn’t impact my professional life, but has a huge impact on my personal life. Besides my wife and kids I have no one to go to. I feel a deep loneliness that kills me everyday. I can relate to almost every meme, description and story on this subreddit. Not sure what this was supposed to accomplish, but I just wanted to put myself out there. Maybe someone else can relate and offer tips.",6.240275119617222,7.975775539473684,6.800406698564597,70.91875598086126,66.6315789473684,10.52727272727273,31.581339712918663,10.637119530657019,3.7915842105263167,670,27,110,19,11,219,100,152,0.16399999999999998,0.677,0.159,-0.5849,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,4,3,11,3,0,6,0,13,3,0,2,2,25,22,8,2,1,5,2,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,3,10,9,0,1,3,0,1,2,3,3,0,1,3,2,14,8,14,18,3,12,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,4,4,74,24,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539833253134795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549380215063015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798204178143422,0.0,0.0,0.17066934039065287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391665814281441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571175272291768,0.0,0.08351715488738429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276133551037132,0.0,0.08629682249963698,0.0,0.09387243517603706,0.0,0.0,0.3642107850078201,0.0,0.16354865466705126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654820689604975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500027546912321,0.0,0.0,0.14585204807568508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562920396843668,0.11025521481433673,0.0,0.16593991617159473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119264687075781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22902230511574745,0.14422394144829095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166045923918126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773355233189652,0.0,0.0,0.1571187077630208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036859781183967,0.0,0.18660009118735976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399517587674531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556749457825867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362862034491598,0.09742415850280332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16832685570468062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Zetami,2020/01/20,"I hate when I try to say something and people don’t notice or glance over to me and look away Yeah I know I’m kind of soft spoken and quiet, but even when I talk at (what I feel) is a normal tone of voice, this still happens in group conversations. It’s like I know they could hear me, but chose to filter it out as unimportant. Or when I get the opportunity to say something without interrupting just to be interrupted myself.",1.804405684754524,4.143664220930237,3.504108527131784,86.9593669250646,81.20930232558139,6.14780361757106,20.020671834625325,7.3871296695380915,0.5433865633074935,337,9,70,5,9,112,63,86,0.09300000000000001,0.782,0.125,0.418,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,6,4,1,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,15,13,11,0,2,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,11,3,14,11,0,9,0,0,2,0,7,5,0,2,5,48,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152066109065091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18288339237296472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512900017877003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581811198549526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967283925957968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025543668034673,0.0,0.0,0.22614638597562875,0.0,0.0,0.25816390952152823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23852763866299245,0.25176749627574874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119056901256645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923502077805845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22442724673253175,0.0,0.2607829360804293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15879929708356616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643106728402989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526785702719702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18292523249943315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841073565955699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551468125844228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22080279389520766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,astralprotector,2020/01/20,"“We should hang out!” THE SCARIEST WORDS TO EVER SAY TO SOMEONE. For most of my life I’ve just let other people come to me naturally or be adopted by people who are more outgoing than me. I can’t really think of an instance where I was the one platonically courting someone. But here I am?? I met someone who I was like “I need to be friends with this person.” And then I did it. And it’s so fucking terrifying? I don’t know where I suddenly gained the.. courage? Balls? To be the main initiator of a friendship and at every turn I’ve been so surprised that it’s been working out, but still to this day I’m very very unsure of myself. Objectively this person is a friend of mine now. But not a close one. And that’s where it’s driving me a little crazy! Like we are friends, but not to the point where I’m not still terrified of asking to hang out. And the catch 22 here is that they also aren’t the type of person to reach out and ask, and even though I’m not either, I’ve been the one making such a massive effort to befriend them. So if it’s anyone’s “responsibility,” I guess it’s mine. And like, god, it’s worked so far? But the fear has never gone away? Does this make sense? Lol I apologize for the unhingedness of this entire description. Basically, courting friends is no different from romantic courtship and I am in constant doubt of myself! Woohoo! Let me know if anyone’s been in the same situation!",2.3123481781376505,4.297322578947373,3.8386842105263166,87.0648279352227,77.59649122807018,6.770580296896088,23.94399460188933,7.748469712250963,1.1453832658569505,1105,37,231,17,26,366,147,285,0.063,0.752,0.185,0.9866,2,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,2,0,2,4,19,12,1,2,17,1,24,2,0,2,2,46,41,24,0,4,14,0,0,3,4,1,1,1,0,3,18,18,0,0,3,1,0,6,9,3,0,3,9,1,25,9,33,26,5,31,0,0,0,1,18,16,1,6,12,168,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523838701151398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16654476600407406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226711913042131,0.0,0.11189150941427503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258781354417072,0.0,0.12869689733589615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680493747168822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442652110005414,0.0,0.0,0.1042188219671922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786596033830397,0.10772616290216563,0.1003407339092902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401239421405886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680428900768813,0.1100992796286057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119403271598515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090046379655312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24356070355242945,0.08411869409928413,0.1745480289029729,0.1193621694784348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15899060044827212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830572603701099,0.09185162999710077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24210088152073456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512776229095555,0.3119614490139093,0.0,0.0,0.11258109311924136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762938314393563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947072929314883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386518156445176,0.0,0.0,0.3027205678801474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902151638195768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630979168366434,0.11700797044007175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953865634396866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19652789535338808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17340180405719682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Vizardymagic,2020/01/20,"Did I f*** up my friendship because I was too needy So around 3+ months back, a new colleague (F24) joined my company. We hit it off right away and were constantly texting. It was amazing because I'm socially awkward and I get really nervous and stutter a lot in a social situation. Anyway, we got along really well and worked well together because we shared hobbies and values, to the point we went for lunch on our own without the rest of the team. She also confided in me her relationship problems (she broke up with her boyfriend). I (M30) listened but did not give much advice (Not really the best guy for that, plus I'm in a relationship of my own). After that I made it a point to skirt relational issues, so she would not be reminded of this. Fast forward 2 weeks, she suddenly told me she had a major development in her private life but asked me if I would mind if she did not disclose the development to me. I assured her that anything she told me was strictly based on her judgement and I would never press her for info that she was unwilling to share. After that, we kept our conversation to work and went out once for an errand run (and a meal which she solicited out of me after I cracked a really bad joke). She also told me that she had something she wanted to tell me but somehow she just never got to it. After that trip, our exchanges dwindled. It's as if we suddenly drifted apart, and I have no idea why. During our most recent lunch with colleagues, she just ignored all of my comments and wouldn't even look at me. I texted her to ask if everything was alright. I told her I felt that something has changed and asked if I had done anything to upset her; she denied that there was anything wrong. After that, she stopped messaging me entirely. When I dropped her messages, she would always reply with nonchalant one-worded answers. I feel devastated by this abrupt new distance. I really miss my starry-eyed tsundere friend who would ask about random things and be amazed by the most obvious answers. I don't have a lot of friends, so I value them. The worst part is lunch every day, where I see her being all chummy with our colleagues while avoiding eye contact with me or even uttering a single word to me in a shared conversation. Things continue to be icy for us. I genuinely thought we were good friends, but now I just feel like I've been singled out by her. I'm not sure what I can do or if I should do anything. I keep thinking if there was anything that I could have done differently. Have I lost her for good? Is there anything I can do to salvage this friendship? I just can't stop wishing I never texted her to ask if anything was wrong. Did I just push her away?",4.3560835164835146,5.789480960000002,5.033714285714286,82.94982417582419,70.82857142857142,7.898901098901099,29.84249084249084,8.384062270229773,2.169178754578754,2124,86,409,33,39,684,248,525,0.11199999999999999,0.7659999999999999,0.121,0.7909999999999999,1,2,2,0,0,0,62.0,13,0,1,5,27,32,0,4,19,1,46,6,1,1,8,98,80,35,0,19,25,0,4,1,3,7,1,1,0,1,24,30,4,6,9,2,1,7,13,14,2,0,33,8,94,18,60,34,16,56,0,3,3,0,77,23,0,16,28,318,118,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06854802051039374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219499894495433,0.05836893150706768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4040820079213016,0.062446780608290835,0.3278955426663674,0.0,0.13181310787178954,0.05393964472952431,0.0585708265930435,0.12828509609715974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361622027321503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420750655162099,0.0,0.0,0.07580529613061446,0.0,0.05600763895048006,0.0,0.0,0.04523979326509154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732899508359859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435719508108424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926644643562026,0.0,0.05910289374035565,0.0,0.063044689403069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093808700552955,0.05011389638314388,0.06735328384434387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258900281543584,0.0,0.03664954530021177,0.06729255654078968,0.0,0.11767398346104326,0.11220786595482353,0.0,0.0,0.06945775816987933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918879242646679,0.0,0.0732165078326128,0.0,0.062350953585497484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04954775638198878,0.03427087286461032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05890683046525421,0.0,0.07657505946405516,0.11927500195666052,0.0,0.0663759339284919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082969670847862,0.0,0.055991633245952084,0.0,0.05156700688249796,0.0,0.16230787585741846,0.13549915976844434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470555596378282,0.047534243629982716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596367726922235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262546773506406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712236477805987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246937029921101,0.0,0.06926289621145917,0.1506258540456114,0.0,0.05990618942287852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055899042525436336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884952893298182,0.0,0.14301453550672674,0.0,0.10800704084207496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729409185277817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611385926278948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06131262884577347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932067095690616,0.04494814153248596,0.0,0.055689844378937266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681184892765467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437966143302572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04137523267903083,0.0,0.05626866407043124,0.0,0.1261433333794492,0.13005618987567213,0.06329785011243758,0.0,0.08066698141991699,0.06762037273740001,0.0,0.1021374670115862,0.0,0.0,0.2491563843497749,0.1533921146671894,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,scrumptiouspeach,2020/01/20,Jury Duty I really don’t want to show up for selection if they call me. How do y’all feel?,-0.4800000000000004,0.980863142857146,3.676428571428573,87.40607142857145,84.23809523809524,8.009523809523811,15.261904761904766,8.841846274778883,0.6939333333333333,70,1,17,2,2,27,20,21,0.0,0.915,0.085,0.1477,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,4,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,11,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7120255017697239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525779305499276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4467108948251337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41128805497270615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,whoamiamawho,2020/01/20,"I can’t help feeling that people don’t like me I work at a large company with thousands of employees in my office. When walking through the halls and passing by acquaintances I always give a warm smile and say hello; very often this is returned with a cold reverse head nod thing, you know the one that looks like they’re saying “sup” , but there is no smile, no words, or even any change from a neutral expression accompanied with it so it feels aggressive or disdainful to me on the receiving end. This is always hurtful because these are people I’ve met through my more social friends at parties, group hiking events etc, who I’ve had what I thought were nice conversations with in the past, who I would consider acquaintances but also potential friends. I feel though, that I can never get past the acquaintances phase. I don’t know what I’m doing wrong to garner such cold responses so sometimes I feel paranoid that there is a rumor about me floating around since it happens often enough to feel like a pattern (I experience this from about 5 people regularly). I think another possibility is that my greeting somehow looks fake or awkward to the other person. How can I improve this situation, or stop taking it personally?",10.502300884955751,8.646893743362831,9.566477876106195,66.72874336283188,58.46902654867257,12.57982300884956,42.06902654867257,11.20814326018867,4.724914690265488,990,44,167,20,10,313,142,226,0.115,0.723,0.162,0.8606,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,1,16,12,1,1,12,0,15,1,1,1,1,30,32,14,0,1,6,0,6,3,2,1,0,2,0,2,20,7,0,1,9,0,0,3,6,5,0,2,4,12,19,7,22,27,3,18,0,1,2,0,19,7,0,7,11,117,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473875566251056,0.2179594211110962,0.0,0.0,0.08906587179453798,0.13733621016717235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659339823606855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983969256867586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855166398009802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600286522189295,0.1353297260558617,0.14606909062985465,0.08650617925994646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811635252792947,0.0,0.0,0.331118455898529,0.09356686479663327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20237824025949927,0.0,0.06842778744931971,0.12564086998012167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581865395952573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344156921402126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778818536871866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020889690042104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439582517503048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919598170896268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21996802641730104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101415756134746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887504358657853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500563683594846,0.27239976794648857,0.2287204771779008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14765194831491776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20830936610906128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083419034229296,0.14721871068544715,0.0,0.1335100907481237,0.0,0.0,0.12953526861707398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094989735973138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847510933764247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701238799824029,0.08392196546594309,0.12867993265160313,0.10397762927295014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108066126790857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953496261144656,0.0,0.0,0.09303919036522884,0.14319799785875467,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,solo_vino,2020/01/20,"Being social as a job requirement This one always gets me. Basically I wasn’t allowed to do much outside of school growing up as I had strict parents. I don’t really have hobbies or much else to talk about because I’m used to doing busy work and coming home. I wish I had it in me to have been more rebellious and have done what I could’ve to watch out for myself. It’s on me that I haven’t gained enough social skills to really meet the sociability requirement that a lot of jobs look for. I like the idea of being around people but then I’ve found that I tend to get taken advantage of easily. It’s hard, I want to be around others but know I’m too naive for it too. And I know a lot of jobs require this but I’m not trained up enough to know. I panic in quiet rooms when there are other people around and I sometimes just shut down in the middle of conversations because I don’t know where to go from there and then I think about how I’ve shut down and how visibly awkward the other person looks and nothing gets resolved. I’ll then kick myself after for just not calming down and letting things be. I get a little lonely doing busy work now because in school at least I had peers but I think it’s something I need to accept. It’s definitely rough having to turn away from interesting job opportunities because of this requirement but I see the importance.",4.0028260869565235,5.19112565942029,5.097797101449277,83.09321739130434,71.3913043478261,7.838840579710146,25.03188405797101,8.238735603445708,1.428048405797102,1086,31,218,16,20,358,139,276,0.07400000000000001,0.805,0.122,0.8959,6,2,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,11,16,10,0,2,9,0,22,0,0,4,0,46,48,22,0,3,10,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,17,13,0,4,10,0,0,3,6,3,0,1,8,7,25,7,46,35,8,31,0,1,4,0,7,22,0,3,7,158,42,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792971194996069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28221832862014257,0.0,0.0,0.09928474196064503,0.0,0.0,0.2576729607355224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102928943722256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437254944981808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814177982136504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827754768400349,0.0,0.0,0.2183801694773947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586671724287362,0.0,0.0,0.2208424158632711,0.0,0.06005729633710311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946636627448256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600021506744894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929373260638368,0.0,0.0,0.4194628399823427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23230393152443185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080594127764578,0.0,0.051627259596040836,0.10591368602108836,0.0,0.0,0.1774800566314217,0.0,0.0,0.17968148969131345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15536594363563594,0.07835635848624553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013976049286772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160782701046249,0.0,0.0,0.1239863450954983,0.11733910997652633,0.0,0.0,0.1465228894973208,0.09227096297461453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539567760409615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21389662352406572,0.0842089546721454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21544384293279764,0.0,0.08135345075368848,0.10451485692884543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493722063486456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020549213941711,0.13542400162521356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494359256001575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126890369074496,0.0,0.0,0.06232960236541689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152054623900843,0.0,0.0,0.15386469859466112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Fizzletar,2020/01/20,"My struggles after overcoming SA When I had SA, my problems were internal. I avoided everyone, which meant that I avoided confrontations with rude people and I avoided getting rejected by cool people. In a sense, my SA protected me. After overcoming SA, my problems became external. I’d get into disagreements. Some people would get impatient with me when I voice an unpopular opinion. I stood up for myself but it can get exhausting. Also, I get rejected, a lot. When I try to be warm and friendly, I get the cold shoulder a lot of the time. Still, I try not to play the game of “who can care less”. I keep trying to make connections. And on the other hand, what I find even harder to do is rejecting people who I don’t find interesting. It pains me to do it, but I can’t be a people pleaser anymore. When I realized that overcoming SA does not solve all my problems — it was a hard pill to swallow. Not having anxiety doesn’t mean that everyone is going to like me. Not having anxiety doesn’t mean that I can automatically make genuine friends, or find a date. It just means that I am finally living a life that is more true to my heart.",4.1589064171122985,5.779755922727276,5.76251336898396,76.7978877005348,71.5909090909091,9.358288770053477,30.668449197860962,9.773937934552695,3.1733101604278064,893,39,164,23,17,304,117,220,0.183,0.649,0.168,0.4769,0,5,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,0,8,23,2,4,12,1,21,8,3,2,2,38,37,11,0,4,8,0,3,1,2,1,4,1,0,0,16,6,1,5,8,2,0,1,8,14,0,0,5,6,28,9,20,29,6,15,0,3,0,0,5,4,0,5,11,121,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992092119638964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17203773832340855,0.0,0.11151360715676564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464350818372168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839994955142906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426778444169219,0.0,0.0,0.21488891458843096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317621404661892,0.3083136052852487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17374693521160592,0.0,0.3524821147980836,0.0,0.06390415759945807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072717208300286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324593311305075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994483241863628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942207654493844,0.054934150134482496,0.0,0.0992895544784118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911906618387902,0.0,0.0,0.15011364327440094,0.0,0.0,0.3674513767277512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964767197300127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3897703690242584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227793536511111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979741936468673,0.0,0.0,0.11755022287026655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556663244101486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290249987853349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987654285262971,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sliced_bread68,2020/01/20,"fsiwbwuxjebq I turned down hanging out with my few friends because it was really stressing me out but now I'm high key panicking that they're all gonna leave me because I never hang out with them, getting asked to hang out is litterally a loose/loose situation",6.967933333333335,7.4721244600000025,7.43,71.47833333333334,64.4,10.666666666666668,36.66666666666667,10.504223727775694,3.890066666666667,213,10,39,5,3,70,40,50,0.147,0.8109999999999999,0.043,-0.6119,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,9,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,8,5,2,11,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29226339923759953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811481948589856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415343122949024,0.0,0.16333434426784835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303068618367998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310261235627205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411166837634735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20027642001396895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35140507197569265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581123828769455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400476533494271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,discussionfreak,2020/01/20,"Does anyone else experience this type of social anxiety It's less a fear of being judged but a fear of being misinterpreted. I guess that's the way to say it, the fear that whatever you say doesn't quite make it across to the other side or something?",3.7542000000000013,5.4692146200000025,5.097000000000001,80.78350000000002,72.8,8.200000000000001,22.5,8.841846274778883,1.4440000000000004,201,5,40,4,4,67,35,50,0.264,0.736,0.0,-0.9182,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,3,5,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,6,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,26,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773098186610612,0.0,0.0,0.14416936543488448,0.2112609267365738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804339072296484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17224113358995996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20168852093238165,0.0,0.6960464371643297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271360535586495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13763010706789752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21930315681577384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279332194361337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21017967028578116,0.0,0.15873130764154011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366007789512094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ijuan921,2020/01/20,"Had a freaking anxiety attack I went to the supermarket; these guys were staring at me. I started to panic. To keep myself calm, I ususally press my fingers against my palms. This time it didn't work. After paying, the guys were still there, with the same look. I started to feel a heavy pressure upon my chest, and my breathing was weakening. I rushed out of the market to get air and alleviate the fear. I think I might burn up that supermarket to do away with my embarrasment. JK... or is am I? 😊",2.2114432989690727,4.607747927835057,3.764134020618561,85.35238659793818,80.03092783505154,6.35422680412371,25.1639175257732,7.554174236665415,1.3873554639175256,387,15,76,6,10,128,70,97,0.188,0.789,0.023,-0.9359999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,1,3,7,0,9,4,4,0,0,11,17,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,1,2,0,1,2,1,5,0,0,6,5,15,1,16,10,1,13,0,0,2,0,2,6,0,2,5,57,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841493582565677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27385258725341,0.226163402542077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708757725847154,0.12171474738765405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576572998761426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4766992653241773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21396208681090068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20214331375828892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553647937158393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824318532919102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407642612861269,0.0,0.19223848569802934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424300042781258,0.0,0.0,0.1403651710923971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22314890301008952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17524628194669287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,alittlecupcake,2020/01/20,"Differences between social anxiety and introversion? I've always thought I was an introvert my whole life, but I realised I've always had social anxiety my whole life also so it's hard to give me an unfiltered view on what my life would be like without it. I feel kind of ambiverted, and if there are people I feel comfortable with, I could spend large amounts of time with them without feeling ""drained"". I can also be loud, and people have told me ""oh but you're extroverted with me"". I'm not socially inept (when Im not anxious anyway), and I'd like to think I can read people quite well and be funny and whatnot when I'm at ease. What are some ways to tell?",3.2926370575988884,5.1444031908396965,4.547675225537823,83.6694101318529,74.34351145038168,7.81707147814018,27.176266481609996,8.575989854853784,2.027345038167939,522,20,102,10,11,172,81,131,0.051,0.774,0.174,0.9620000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,8,5,0,0,2,0,12,3,0,0,0,24,21,14,0,3,7,0,4,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,9,0,0,5,1,1,0,4,0,1,0,4,6,14,5,13,12,4,6,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,2,5,67,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22199579647328044,0.2309845815064037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21236245266635614,0.15680391067085322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108200947842596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501592015972792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105435706560736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314911383282907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433707581926552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499272622205421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445383048855019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29411454373862705,0.13562083495622426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28867825983759643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476303377684096,0.13883704639831182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4244657874543328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121316867975248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893710569393168,0.0,0.11019128726442404,0.08093509606637755,0.0,0.0,0.13262885631239735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110172570836076,0.0,0.0,0.12479740642051468,0.0,0.0,0.3099293370137086,0.0,0.2675955014897625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859917199565793,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,kinsuk-,2020/01/21,"Social anxiety and jobs As the title says, I'm looking to see if anyone has any insight on the above mentioned jobs. I graduate with a BS in Finance this summer. Since I was 14, I've worked at a restaurant, gas station, Pension and profit sharing service, and most recently an insurance agency. Up until my current job, I didn't realize how bad my anxiety was. I interacted face-to-face daily with people at the restaurant and gas station and was nervous but could generally manage and be happy. Currently, at this insurance agency I'm anxious all the time, as customer's typically call in when angry and yell frequently. I've been trying to work through it for four months and i am dreading work and am anxious even at home. Long story short, I'm looking for a career change, but aptitude tests only tell you so much. Does anyone have an idea of what to look for? Thanks for any advice given.",5.996155080213902,6.876337064705884,6.887860962566847,73.20628342245993,66.58823529411765,9.240641711229946,34.278074866310156,9.339509955726095,3.3411176470588253,711,32,119,13,11,237,113,170,0.105,0.81,0.084,-0.3869,5,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,3,4,7,0,2,9,0,11,0,0,1,1,22,20,18,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,4,11,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,3,0,1,6,6,8,4,22,12,3,19,0,0,4,0,8,9,0,2,10,74,12,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861765578524934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929305685288037,0.0,0.2170351682313311,0.3205082885838303,0.0,0.19837461296935024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844179626603482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484834358524049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500622559668886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325852387239965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413700513024607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936929376516785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100575096512334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14229068538265024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16013540126891235,0.0,0.0,0.4223033058635442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553593555569292,0.3573637876644972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113226157172029,0.0,0.1042786875053502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078860235380615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834339655610032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006327585015702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128076434428404,0.0,0.0,0.11303892042135705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734272960970675,0.0,0.0,0.1446018390286913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398626273013233,0.13059969820074024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827159508191538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963092548277864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30981324054811843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,culaterjobin,2020/01/21,"First day of my last semester in college Was going to school today with the mentality that i was gonna be more outgoing for the first day and say hi to the people I knew since last semester if we had the same class, but yet again...I just walk straight passed them without saying a word, as if I never met them. 🙃😞 so here I am sitting at a table alone.",2.09,3.3916672666666687,3.9170000000000016,89.24350000000004,76.33333333333334,7.133333333333333,23.166666666666664,7.793537801064563,0.9272666666666668,275,8,62,4,6,93,59,75,0.036000000000000004,0.905,0.059000000000000004,0.1522,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,2,2,4,0,0,0,6,0,5,0,0,0,1,12,9,6,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,5,2,8,0,9,2,2,16,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,9,42,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529246832640837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31498647537388097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154445021833477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13878840013712698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3981224092398612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461031013724036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883474041027473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16930230510758876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884062323947291,0.0,0.24715040456540124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20201045831488046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314795720209221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354067219893451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,winwxn,2020/01/21,"Social Anxiety in Relationships hi, i'm a college student that got diagnosed about 2 years ago. I've noticed, especially after participating in group therapy, that my anxiety is more centered around relationships; more specifically being physical with someone. i've been able to do very little, and once i've done anything (even just kissing) i cannot do it another day. my anxiety just is too much. i'm just posting bc i want to know if anyone else has this problem or if they have any tips. note: i'm on medication and have been seeing a therapist for the last couple of months but nothing has been helping this specific aspect",4.9965517241379285,7.398260724137932,6.430551724137935,69.61962068965519,71.06896551724137,9.812413793103447,34.01379310344828,10.125756701596842,4.162192413793104,508,26,82,15,10,172,85,116,0.078,0.9109999999999999,0.011000000000000001,-0.6479,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,0,3,0,14,3,0,0,0,14,21,6,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,1,5,1,11,15,3,13,0,0,1,1,7,6,0,3,6,52,10,2,0.16219354021549856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437747872028149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102971692000236,0.1700740688312396,0.3722328429648433,0.0,0.0,0.11340949450632552,0.1661864490965941,0.13347146381209365,0.14438663781920147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17946406727801004,0.0,0.10460141550219626,0.0,0.0,0.16462302917153107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598030403483344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549189062954198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712730362862756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972099077220978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087149111133542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913732797491519,0.1322093829590733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16256053706781162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16339292814125658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946133638337634,0.0,0.11923091428631595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562907622074054,0.18465842054689147,0.0,0.17273082690499364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15533657709087814,0.0,0.0,0.1551973132701631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34827032590698753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924725228331066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653358887355479,0.1374260602866599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185482448543615,0.1883192012562138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382665695945414,0.09566595230882506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444732217468114 socialanxiety,njsm0n0,2020/01/21,"“oh YOU must not know her like I do” whenever i get complimented and people say i’m nice and innocent, there’s always someone nearby that jumps in and says “oh YOU must not know her like I do.” like ?? please shut the fuck up. you do not know me. stop trying to act special by pretending like you talk to the socially anxious girl lmaooo",3.688208955223878,4.984040208955225,4.6061492537313455,85.90564179104479,72.28358208955223,8.345074626865673,25.34029850746269,8.841846274778883,1.6738382089552242,262,8,55,5,5,85,45,67,0.17300000000000001,0.62,0.207,0.4035,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,0,0,1,8,1,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,2,12,11,3,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,2,0,2,0,1,1,3,0,1,3,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,2,10,7,5,9,0,6,0,0,0,1,11,3,1,0,5,30,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19940940638577664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27073819855786635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215541281636109,0.12520811815338662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951189085499139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4683268470266153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661443087247743,0.0,0.0,0.26306559248254546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811612898277293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442947206124612,0.203056101487436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20035954595201996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926229527113065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270776816247895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,helpmebois2,2020/01/21,"no clue how to keep a conversation going or how to start one two years ago i was so anxious i wouldnt even be able to walk to school without panicking about being judged, everyday was just horrible and i would hide at home in front of my pc most of the time. i have changed a lot since then, i dont feel any anxiety when walking around in public/ talking to cashiers/ going to parties, and im proud of this. but isolating myself left its marks because having conversations with people that are not closd friends to me is impossible for me. it still makes me extremly anexious and i also never knoe what to say and how to respond in smalltalk. is there anyone who had the same problems and got over them? im sick of being the quiet and weird dude i just want to be normal.",5.018246753246753,5.6828055000000015,5.587428571428571,82.43257142857144,68.67532467532467,8.497662337662339,30.33506493506493,8.548686976883017,2.1772825974025976,613,23,122,9,10,198,111,154,0.13,0.8170000000000001,0.053,-0.9198,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,13,4,0,0,5,0,15,1,0,4,1,29,23,15,0,5,6,0,1,0,1,2,1,2,1,0,6,8,0,1,1,0,0,5,6,2,0,2,4,3,13,2,24,13,3,21,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,3,9,91,19,2,0.17690363128057862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568143953759018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414697700215571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030053555479445,0.0,0.13533079372311088,0.1998507497303568,0.0,0.12369513220568275,0.0,0.0,0.15748173758753511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078388116684989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18714058531043185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073297383513408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684318004293998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894477913348454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366753066989441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201076820805071,0.0,0.14148599438934692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744876601486814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821725571971297,0.0,0.0,0.15724007571305038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192206312999388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039714118102762,0.0,0.0,0.11808454755899575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643898620651826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17332799845761127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987447885768256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264270368549827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927288377825234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14068086798616294,0.0,0.17903591929007273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14633651186697913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521330073838682,0.0,0.14127546845640646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421884378328747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315393002102342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17280914265814182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434234514432686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17052878773367405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566726404858364,0.0,0.0,0.11392013853131247 socialanxiety,TheGreatCarlossi,2020/01/21,"Anxiety makes me cry I hardly ever cry. I'm an emotional guy but I never cry in front of people. I cry more at tv shows than real life. Sometimes I'll force myself to cry to make me feel better. Sometimes a good cry helps. That's not very often. If I feel like I've had a really bad night, it can play on my mind for hours and sometimes I'll end up feeling sorry for myself and start crying. When I was on holiday last year me and a friend went to this bar that we go to every night. On this particular night it was busier than normal. There were no tables to sit at so we had to stand at the bar drinking. I felt very uncomfortable being surrounded by all these people and we were just not talking at all. I remember thinking that people were looking at us because we looked like we were bored. I had to escape so I told my friend that I feel uncomfortable and wanted to leave. He seemed ok with this but then proceeded to ask me if I wanted to go here or here every time we passed a bar. I could tell in his voice he was a bit annoyed and I felt like I had ruined his night. It got a bit too much for me so I began crying. Full on tears but not making a sound. My friend couldn't see I was crying as it was dark and I was walking just a little behind him. We ended up at another bar and had a really good night.",1.1716211745243967,2.959262634408604,3.2286917562724007,91.02714019851118,80.3620071684588,6.012737799834574,18.257650951199327,7.010146845296331,0.06714160463192664,1021,21,227,12,26,346,142,279,0.19899999999999998,0.642,0.159,-0.9234,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,8,0,0,1,12,15,1,0,11,1,19,6,0,3,4,51,44,20,0,7,11,0,7,3,3,0,1,2,0,1,12,16,5,0,9,9,0,6,6,4,0,0,21,12,38,11,34,20,7,43,0,1,3,0,22,17,0,5,21,151,50,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304893340906078,0.0532928826153296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512657450230852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058166653787893964,0.042466618080911366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06161227779517709,0.15211041373231748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05562115363242743,0.0,0.6887051595771924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06824434371725034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836279007155188,0.1234035155992652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06301521030181842,0.11739009872420905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14089714580590235,0.049768081320316085,0.133777013941511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16146704403191092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918348154931654,0.11686196446190862,0.05571678317450808,0.0,0.0,0.06897845919815793,0.0,0.0,0.06240539326205693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04669441001244898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860515310190057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05678557864934435,0.0,0.07376427412620197,0.0,0.0,0.04920584801479232,0.10210315166500376,0.06982177782193756,0.0,0.0,0.11700067807551018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950407941790954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034093056205792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05121116451118097,0.0,0.05372928567119473,0.0,0.0,0.32687541905283746,0.06825607403626754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448890462693357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792930519577701,0.08925727424727338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891589958025984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055513306585944534,0.06341962402542342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20669887132786,0.07798331030719627,0.04930864258272096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05599340340963673,0.06088953600872221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04463797318578209,0.0,0.0,0.0406217249798153,0.0,0.0,0.06656707889851747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379739264081774,0.0,0.0,0.11496043600025553,0.08217943896733679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457936322149596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044861427345892636 socialanxiety,JJ_Dyl,2020/01/21,"Advice pls Okay so, me and this girl from a couple of my classes have gotten kinda close and it’s super nice. I like her a lot and she sits alone in one of the classes so I kinda want to sit next to her but there’s a couple issues: 1. In the class, I already sit next to two girls who are super nice, but they’re more comfortable in their native language than English so they normally talk in that. so I don’t understand them and it gets kinda lonely. But I don’t wanna just suddenly move away from them, you know. 2. I don’t wanna make her uncomfortable by suddenly moving next to her. I kinda have a crush on her so what if that’s clouding my judgement a little? What if she’s just sat alone because she prefers it and doesn’t want me there? And she’s always a bit late to the lesson so I can’t like ask her right beforehand. I don’t knowww. I rly like her so I don’t wanna do anything wrong but that lesson is the perfect time to talk to her cause it’s a super casual lesson and none of our other friends are there to make me nervous. The next lessons on Friday so I have a couple days to freak out about it beforehand and maybe talk to her? What do you think I should do? I’m so socially inept omg pls help.",0.19476744186046704,2.386638631782948,2.2624496124031026,94.15948837209305,87.10077519379844,4.990387596899224,17.514728682170542,6.42735559955562,-0.19246759689922446,949,23,210,10,30,317,123,258,0.08199999999999999,0.7190000000000001,0.2,0.985,0,4,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,2,4,8,15,17,0,1,13,1,17,0,0,3,1,42,29,23,0,10,8,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,2,14,10,0,0,8,1,0,2,8,4,0,2,2,0,38,13,29,26,4,25,0,1,0,0,30,11,0,7,12,144,52,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573810943082373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24533605462385025,0.13070138605026466,0.0,0.09855149327179964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746595432265794,0.0,0.11072532778169752,0.0,0.11127819439343956,0.0,0.0,0.07219986991059077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930570622076448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167041350330905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931545234680804,0.0,0.07638394376025916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150638078235067,0.0,0.06187996462863106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938777517030507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362049454643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509147714958732,0.0,0.13360537753346952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735912724114052,0.11870790525549373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069337616196028,0.0,0.0,0.1581191194580073,0.0,0.11898880915597422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517657610050876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5038487524825453,0.0,0.11604596477724533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025794836955498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114703612714056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073457291276705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855925400740253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589151203294361,0.0,0.0,0.06906326407952848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569858222875055,0.12330012347845372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971785536258827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949544874519567,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sa99832,2020/01/21,"f*ck social anxiety I've struggled with social anxiety for a while and it's fucking frustrating, I want to socialise and have fun meet new people but the anxiety is always there I can't seem to get rid of it. The butterflies make my anxiety worse and when I do go out and with try to socialise I barely talk because I don't want to be judged and when I do talk I am awkward as fuck. My fucking self-esteem is fucked which I think is the main cause of my social anxiety but I can't seem to improve that, obviously, I want to get better but I wish I could just wake up tomorrow and I am normal but that's not gonna happen lol",1.273741258741257,3.2901941363636382,3.4775757575757567,88.21520979020978,81.12121212121212,6.78881118881119,23.03263403263403,7.882392219407189,1.2112836829836824,494,17,105,9,13,169,75,132,0.255,0.643,0.10300000000000001,-0.966,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,9,5,2,4,1,13,5,1,2,1,27,30,14,0,6,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,0,0,16,2,14,27,1,8,0,0,0,4,6,2,4,2,5,69,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068386711028115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4911263359450294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827114434247402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355892478620982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190165729272402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251655397102484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4748130804732296,0.13416688006093766,0.0,0.07297239566001687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354325511485915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570766427784908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400903863946207,0.0,0.0,0.12580424965709056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901604732281199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337801676027798,0.13394868293670584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926613660918499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423103746985315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064053112094674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227321600516896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717483314179063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22720005807175084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14765308999592627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085006148667672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,_Ginchiyo_,2020/01/21,"Talking to your crush How? Every time I have the chance and will to do it, a little voice comes into my head and says ""You're not worth it"", ""Don't do this"", ""he'll judge you"", ""This is awkward""... Yes it would be awkward to start talking with a complete stranger out of nowhere in my artclass... I could try it out tho... in the last minute, my fear lets me change my mind😢 How did you overcome this and just start talking (without thinking)? Ofc it don't have to be your crush, any tip/motivational encouragement from my fellow social anxiety people is welcome! Next week will be my last time I'll have this art class, so let's see if I can do this... Anyway, thank you for taking the time to read this (english is my second language, so I apologize for grammatical mistakes) (First time posting something... I'm kinda nervous lol)",2.6596480331262957,4.815937863354044,3.40096894409938,89.79656728778471,77.19875776397515,5.535569358178054,25.64016563146997,6.42735559955562,0.8338990476190475,640,24,129,5,15,202,101,161,0.081,0.823,0.096,0.6537,0,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,5,0,1,7,8,0,4,5,2,22,1,1,2,0,19,31,9,0,4,4,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,11,8,0,0,1,2,1,1,4,5,0,2,1,3,17,3,16,20,0,19,0,0,1,0,15,6,0,2,11,85,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580198051646088,0.0,0.1190208001546933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164586503871672,0.13402123835771595,0.16312613201643045,0.0,0.0,0.12422060669231627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108564216016735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17507446944580227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233907717354426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596733536020642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25364231305994744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31818893470537324,0.0,0.0,0.15593534177113172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15709478317304704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16546460669620822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107861871819423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900579608764156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562540501830685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372608638081513,0.0,0.0,0.12397974822985768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15859758328835188,0.0,0.11977562696676873,0.0,0.0,0.22024532383050696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697928049851017,0.37515589419153494,0.0,0.14324020117555886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996914977221986,0.0,0.0,0.362887498179412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563084927957432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479954019799284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14997675109331482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052191381450004,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LimpAmphibian5,2020/01/21,I start classes tonight... And I'm just sad knowing I'm going to fail. Last semester I came in believing I could do it and my social anxiety and depression wouldn't let me quit. I dropped all my classes except for one. I'm trying again with fewer classes and have been seeing a therapist along with start new meds that have been working well. I've actually got a new job I've been at a month (I could never hold a job for more than a week before). And still I think I'm going to screw this up. I mean I'm not pretty or smart or funny so I know no one will see me. God I hope we dont play a stupid game to introduce ourselves.,0.5085501066098068,2.5211763582089577,2.7607675906183395,92.31701492537312,83.92537313432835,5.918123667377398,20.76545842217484,7.1686216300943375,0.5037010660980807,488,15,110,7,14,166,86,134,0.172,0.732,0.096,-0.8412,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,3,5,9,2,0,6,0,12,1,0,0,2,26,30,8,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,1,4,2,0,3,5,5,1,2,5,2,14,4,13,20,2,18,0,3,2,1,3,3,1,3,11,67,17,7,0.0,0.0,0.15223882911301662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934375319551747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274915978699098,0.17576473561229375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17842869084686985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491153379512993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343672778177739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18283724230953136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17732300103551074,0.0,0.12477182118337787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494862657509836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096227025899074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147304658472995,0.12716527518897253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595261569560423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16993568520844682,0.17328690193993054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124522073237574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032103151181475,0.3013420991347092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21142668014647756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871364218553405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165931014391559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24863231392757665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15902792463813084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22084294119626088,0.0,0.12458616532272053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811343681902453,0.0,0.09996200230872344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059174698025026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513817336923702,0.0,0.14026764792258556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357383603769505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Aramakini,2020/01/21,"just another rant Ok so this is my first posting on here and I was trying to avoid it but i just feel like shit rn and need to do some ranting so here we are. Apologizies for the decent english, its not my first language. So Im currently doing an Internship in a Hospital which is part of my education, it's been alright so far. Today I went just like usual to the changing room to change into my internship clothes. 2 Woman walk in. One says Good Morning, the other doesnt and then starts ranting about how she doesnt want to say good Morning to me anymore because I didnt say Good Morning the last few times, although it was only one time as I recall? and yea, like she didnt even talk to me but literally ranted to to the other woman about how its common sense to say good morning and bye to a someone and so on ,,behind my back'' although I was right there... she definitely wanted me to hear that. Like.. i have SA WOMAN and i probably did say goood morning but my voice is quite as well. Anyways, that completely ruined my mood for the day, I felt like crying and I keep thinking about it. Thanks for ruining my week u insensitive heartless cow. Honestly, what is wrong with people? or is it really just me?",2.802111373475011,4.689467566115702,4.312550177095634,84.66891184573005,75.81818181818181,7.088862652499016,25.98661944116489,7.957251820313856,1.6001693821330187,949,35,187,15,21,316,138,242,0.114,0.715,0.171,0.9512,1,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,0,3,21,21,2,1,9,3,18,1,1,2,0,31,29,24,0,3,9,0,2,5,0,0,0,7,1,3,14,11,0,2,3,0,0,2,5,6,1,4,9,9,26,14,28,20,3,25,0,2,0,0,15,8,1,2,20,136,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217612822953886,0.0,0.0,0.1151592111472326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928862660082981,0.0,0.07078528913385795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456777895624361,0.0,0.12174894839772027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755167353061467,0.07488738623698231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669574761342561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05871344160844054,0.08295569991431552,0.11149280351536273,0.0,0.0,0.19754215071048103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3895816675312379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087496737122847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542884394620507,0.0,0.0,0.1032122299065475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946527834090481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836502896743947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610104025028939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737097830409946,0.08831401213027312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574596011762335,0.0,0.08050254918630545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121025647201804,0.0,0.1251963188029033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350724160120287,0.0,0.0,0.07438904073848618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916530606161357,0.0,0.4617139118063717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919486287842256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983875639378688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821898865449061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933323497149746,0.0,0.10690711320026676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440460251119609,0.0,0.0,0.1354202749243543,0.0,0.11006758366578168,0.0,0.0,0.07883742879927373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788907896019824,0.0,0.13698042394329338,0.0,0.09314395303686998,0.0,0.10440525747601599,0.10764381776303483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126958300510771,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SOS_NeXuS,2020/01/21,"An entire class laughed at me today. Long story short I was supposed to deliver a message to someone in a different class and it went incredibly wrong. I walked in the class and tried to say something to the teacher but the words just wouldn't come out and I stood there looking like a retard. Everyone was staring at me and for some reason when i tried to say words they just wouldn't come out properly. My heart was racing so fast i thought i was going to pass out. I was scared. It looked like everyone in the room was judging me and well, they were. I ended up walking out of the room beacause the entire class starting laughing at me and I felt embarrassed. For the first time ever I actually felt sick to my stomach and suicidal. Worst part is one of my friends was in the class and later on that day he said to me ""why are you so awkward?"" And started making fun of me. Thinking back on it makes me feel sick and embarrassed but I can't stop thinking about it. My life is a joke. Why can't I just be normal?",1.5406518847006652,3.8836891073170734,2.8372616407982285,91.31753325942353,82.3170731707317,5.6784922394678485,23.952328159645234,6.980632752743323,0.8929999999999998,797,30,165,10,22,257,110,205,0.163,0.7120000000000001,0.124,-0.9205,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,2,1,11,14,0,4,13,0,16,5,2,3,1,38,34,15,1,3,5,0,3,2,1,2,3,3,2,0,5,16,0,1,7,1,0,7,4,6,1,2,14,9,26,8,28,17,3,38,0,0,3,0,9,17,0,1,16,115,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.13817899559509011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887994308694694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439478779773899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131884610415844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793952974442695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541359377752415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280832875501088,0.0,0.2706054702378279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159608590850894,0.0,0.2719121250599241,0.0,0.0,0.12044298890823335,0.0,0.0,0.10939808411096437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047327453104744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16779403654392358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000146909014398,0.13835503388090906,0.0,0.0,0.12530956863200202,0.2378129251926155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18903521898830308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873574833688193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595031200271742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333658386557705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558608831627953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13469190268758044,0.2252084564573745,0.14176406744256598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997532910780545,0.1090088794507563,0.0,0.0,0.2004472576185607,0.0,0.0,0.11838207416274768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15488497566482104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814602642068335,0.0,0.11241281096500642,0.08256679707091258,0.0,0.13421812722939455,0.0,0.0,0.19227117915388295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731339841059913,0.13126254930649808,0.2555399225310797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481493063865526,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AnonymousMonkey1,2020/01/21,"Social Anxiety making me depressed I've been dealing with it for years, at 28 years old it's taken its toll on me. I don't really have many friends, I'm lucky to talk to one or two of them a day. My social skills are obviously horrible so it's hard for me to have a good time if I get invited any where since I just feel like the odd man out since I don't talk much or participate (I don't drink) and I've tried dating apps just to try and meet people but I haven't gotten a single match or like in months. I just feel lonely now. What have some of you guys done to help? Since I'm clueless at this point. Thanks!",1.4974016282225229,2.7886627835820903,3.250461329715062,93.4555291723202,77.88059701492537,6.663772048846678,18.898236092265943,7.348242739294969,0.06859104477611977,479,9,116,6,11,160,88,134,0.113,0.748,0.139,0.6689,0,2,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,1,6,8,0,0,4,0,10,1,0,1,1,18,19,8,0,1,8,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,4,1,0,2,1,0,0,4,2,0,2,4,3,13,6,15,15,3,15,0,2,0,0,12,7,0,6,10,66,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316954378164595,0.0,0.12730886121680374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732546045520276,0.17156903974679782,0.14333506920767092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703027867405773,0.0,0.16302570356050056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16829128300978516,0.11888862915462205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857367620188953,0.0,0.08694622678247732,0.0,0.0,0.139583025772795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477939751154022,0.0,0.0,0.14907730939091612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154608030464172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260627845239004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108491174444346,0.16872113093854982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283278693489595,0.0,0.12233594272923573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17462707472786754,0.0,0.1127687422239895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537287644005237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573182409272398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661125259217732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4129865975294929,0.0,0.0,0.3392831789726645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675200167041991,0.0,0.15321478992264356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703932859422587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22597299150515185,0.0,0.16256562571171254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143347084146332 socialanxiety,Automaphi,2020/01/21,"my anxiety wasted a great chance today I missed out on buying a rare figurine at a very good price because I was so terrified of talking to the seller. I just put up a comment somewhere else saying I wanted it, and the same seller found it and came to me. I deleted my comment, but he seen it beforehand and he messaged me. I spent my money on something else before seeing the message. I just assumed nobody seen the comment. I also wanted to talk to people who like anime stuff on Omegle, but naturally, I my thumb was frozen over the ""start a chat button"" and it never happened. I wish talking to people wasnt so intimidating. TLDR: got anxious and deleted a comment saying I'd buy a figure, bought other things instead of talking. seller messaged me after all my money was gone saying he'd give me a great price on the fig.",4.962219085262569,5.9892753291925525,6.242405420666291,76.37660643704123,69.0,7.096781479390176,30.16431394692265,6.980632752743323,1.9529453416149072,652,25,110,5,11,220,90,161,0.084,0.797,0.11900000000000001,0.8222,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,14,0,5,0,0,0,2,20,21,10,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,8,7,0,0,3,1,11,3,2,1,0,0,12,6,20,4,16,8,2,15,0,1,3,0,20,8,0,1,5,78,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004958310597574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484012001563755,0.16959099590598142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151074735948476,0.0,0.12773965150013133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17169539018534274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508092223744777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16459701256537382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400719167207424,0.0,0.1259121421610659,0.12006335091367787,0.331012001956404,0.0,0.0,0.1327491532221155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733402386695132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578051912432312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20814631205225356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091039572499068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581403903495181,0.0,0.0,0.11962488193425196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556843306324853,0.0,0.0,0.10625453445408133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17184958501034206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4826377446354931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973195536046503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14229463444390306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238633530354559,0.17708737397350013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17262868364800746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,WWWeast,2020/01/21,"Social anxiety is limbo Try to set up an appointment with a counselor, dont make appointment due to social anxiety, wallow in misery and isolation, repeat. Social anxiety is eating away at my soul. How can I seek help for this when the way to get help is the very thing I'm terrified of",7.079761904761902,6.553556500000003,8.336428571428574,68.54190476190479,64.35714285714286,12.466666666666667,32.95238095238096,11.855464076750405,4.181959523809525,228,8,40,7,3,79,44,56,0.242,0.675,0.083,-0.8542,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,2,0,4,8,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,10,8,0,9,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,26,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4822090831437074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974086832069037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462516236163711,0.0,0.0,0.21499871072664092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097757058407843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28166949049668605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025248761531198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6425531934492564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395901674663014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265337071781325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17336575955685027,0.0,0.16677842905973042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bastilleonfire,2020/01/21,"Looking for advice Hi i'm a bit fed up with everything at the moment and I have no one to talk to. It feels like the universe just won't give me a break. I'm having some issues with my friendships at the moment and I believe it's the same issue I've always had since I was very young. I do not feel comfortable around my friends, regardless of how nice they are or how close I feel we are, particularly when I am at their homes, I feel so on edge and stiff and I feel like I can never voice my opinions or be myself - whatever that is - it just feels like i'm trying to please them all the time, I don't understand why this happens it just does. I would say I definitely have social anxiety but it peaks whenever I am with my friends. 4 girls that I thought were friends are now going on holiday without me in the summer, I understand why i wasn't invited initially because they were going with people I don't really know, but they've decided not to go with them now yet they still didn't invite me. I feel like the only time I feel comfortable or myself is when I am alone as depressing as that sounds, I am always putting on an act of some kind around people, I don't feel like anyone truly 'gets' me but maybe that because I don't let them in but I don't know how to let them in. Now in the summer I have 3 months between college and uni, and I want to go out and do fun things but I can't and I don't even feel like its my fault, because I just don't have friends to share experiences with. What I find weird is that I have a lot of 'friends', I find it very easy to make friends but impossible to make close friends and therefore I have none. I don't know I just feel frustrated with everything at the moment, most of this was a rant but I am hoping someone can provide me with an explanation of why I don't feel comfortable around my friends. Thanks",3.7183168120539283,4.296292976804125,4.827938144329895,87.02828310864393,71.55154639175255,8.340364789849326,27.036478984932593,8.502166056373571,1.5992363996827916,1457,47,325,23,26,480,166,388,0.081,0.716,0.203,0.9939,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,8,0,20,27,1,0,15,0,44,2,0,6,2,82,79,27,0,4,18,0,12,6,8,2,1,3,1,1,16,24,1,1,21,1,0,6,19,4,0,1,9,16,59,23,43,65,8,42,0,1,1,0,24,18,0,9,23,225,75,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145009723094255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572823265964583,0.0,0.0,0.12168012439728595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05593509638009885,0.0,0.0,0.0511258299114843,0.0,0.0,0.1952716583061002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371622581038733,0.0,0.0,0.08237898644422313,0.0,0.0,0.07982595644100596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06297645610956867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06398608486248786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04829377229864705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142754974407586,0.071523468145839,0.0,0.0,0.44364810328726745,0.3134132314138017,0.0,0.0,0.1336571180640746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.451926497593841,0.0,0.03820115527293617,0.0701414814309494,0.16621865640642852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465803657157837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334335044157972,0.07262270650432003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15263246304120595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614118138943025,0.12055127893781915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953628867133956,0.0,0.21433067039428766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06140073386467635,0.0,0.0,0.062162338340113414,0.0,0.0,0.09761371180940358,0.0,0.07345689354524923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05836211767684744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05639313591169221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0495466725935084,0.05560956018183167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138167762468006,0.0,0.0,0.08026164512017987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735038201674362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046841285295853324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058146395902636115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0604839938495766,0.0,0.0,0.07453462836205697,0.06195267348827905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05839215692786714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587695065957433,0.0,0.06731726259482464,0.0,0.0,0.048576373261397784,0.0,0.0,0.05804755215430029,0.08527142801685303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04964234593856995,0.0,0.0,0.15223690544881988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066007226493708,0.04312691126392737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19793296048676728,0.0,0.0,0.07048317618664457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051940953961762334,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Homo_Faber21,2020/01/21,"Help me understand my social anxiety more and talk about your experience Hey guys! **I know this is a long post so if you don't want to read all of it, the first part is about me learning that I have social anxiety, while the second part are my questions. Sorry for that long story, I am not really good at making stories short. \^\^** **1)** I've created this post to understand more about my situation and hopefully get direct information from people who also suffer from this mental illness. I would really appreciate it if some people would help me answer my questions, because I am still a bit confused about this. But first, let me explain my situation: For me, it all started at the first day of school in my last year. I went to school in the morning like I did for 11 years of my life. Everything was perfectly normal like it was for the last 11 years. But suddenly, maybe 20-30 meters before the schoolyard, I started to get sweaty hands, had the urge to throw up and felt really, really dizzy. It was like someone flipped a switch in my head, it came so unexpected and quick. Well, since I've felt great the entire morning, I figured it might be some weird, short illness-thing and will go away soon, so I went into my class anyway. Needlessly to say, it didn't go away and got heavily worse when I sat in class. I lasted 30 minutes in the classroom, then got up and went home, saying I don't really feel well. As soon as I got home, I felt good again. For the next 2 months I went to various doctors, including one time having a stomach reflection because of my urge to throw up, but obviously my stomach was perfectly fine. I kinda knew that it might be something mental, but I didn't really want it to be true. The symptoms were really clear though: When I was at home or taking a walk alone, I felt normal. But when I went out with my friends to a public place or when I went to school, I got those symptoms. After two months of going to school and always concentrating to not throw up or black out while in class, I eventually got to the point where I nearly blacked out during my math class, which led to me not wanting to go to school again. I also isolated myself really hard, I didn't want to go out because of those symptoms. Knowing I can't live my life that way, I swallowed my pride and made myself an appointment at a therapist. She told me a lot of things about anxiety and what to do against it, like facing the situation, not running away from it and that it can get better and even go away when you're facing the problem. But still there are a lot of things I am curious about. **2)** First of, I wondered if there are different types of symtpoms people get. For example, I get really nauseous and really really dizzy, have sweaty hands and can't hold them still (always have to move them) and have a bad headache in social situations. Are there other symtpoms or is it the same for everyone? Second of all, and more importantly, I wondered when a social anxiety even counts as one. Because for me, when I got those symtpoms, I felt like that there is such a big difference between anxiety and just not feeling comfortable in some situations. I always felt nervous before holding a presentation or didn't like everyone staring at me, but the sh\*t I have now is really no comparison to feeling nervous before holding a presentation. So when does it even get diagnosed? Is it already a social anxiety when you're e.g. feeling nervous before a presentation? **I might add some other questions if I feel like this forum helps me learn things about social anxiety and my situation, but I don't want to make this even longer than it is already.** Thanks in advance for answering my questions and reading my story. I hope you can help me with my questions :)",4.747619618471802,6.186144941988952,5.628431147711872,79.04015897008236,69.88397790055247,8.889565308037113,28.991869071197748,9.307881616479976,2.5568880225164183,2974,111,553,62,53,975,274,724,0.098,0.787,0.115,0.9795,2,1,1,0,0,0,106.0,0,3,2,9,46,31,0,4,33,0,50,16,7,4,8,121,110,58,0,16,23,0,14,7,1,6,8,2,3,1,40,28,1,3,31,2,0,21,15,8,2,9,35,19,79,23,89,65,17,104,0,1,3,0,32,35,0,29,52,400,119,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04257991277404048,0.09073682424703727,0.06575493472406997,0.10262610590274134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22015541745224548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450532350624185,0.0,0.03432702808126012,0.10024663249120863,0.0,0.13993405439237178,0.0,0.0,0.036360461747339236,0.04488395071411251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04702148429826143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026514012933285883,0.0,0.0,0.04172808851213899,0.0,0.08590714342829056,0.0,0.04208015028855743,0.035977624414427034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861706604181992,0.0,0.0,0.07856907137788448,0.0369490572251973,0.040215688759491657,0.0,0.0,0.10393799466025054,0.029370613810149927,0.2368453580436044,0.0,0.0,0.1398803029987513,0.0,0.0,0.03176323771860188,0.0,0.12887678496603694,0.0,0.1401903024004304,0.06896604281799111,0.1972874273568972,0.04532642267135792,0.0,0.04070761083371845,0.0,0.0,0.0368285185312578,0.0,0.042193049777342125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022675153913099,0.0,0.12371687630929668,0.08166752081133677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0451884566842372,0.10053596137821903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04204008138415438,0.0580776240876878,0.14059764878454842,0.0,0.0363028875074074,0.07276613021552575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990436331053815,0.0,0.038901423804625385,0.05488551876121611,0.0,0.0413028009496309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286299664091228,0.13084086424359687,0.0,0.0,0.06563084315349905,0.04369583655171568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043723365415876105,0.0,0.08056259102349025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0557174761164008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904116381673477,0.0,0.08550621423214179,0.0,0.04295357171414528,0.0,0.03886438368766783,0.0,0.07874838010989299,0.0,0.0,0.0393388899328033,0.0,0.0,0.2302757561999932,0.0,0.08224679086932593,0.0,0.3160508738270149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538825425351343,0.0,0.20803905994172292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034008494479403815,0.27727148322657336,0.0,0.2514526904568661,0.034834292846969366,0.031650233910136286,0.0,0.04602182020898528,0.058198952436152016,0.0,0.09849693547654599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819417000749686,0.030911310457548382,0.033044485216853985,0.0,0.037850654489157816,0.0,0.04773451404764672,0.08193949589365301,0.0,0.040392596409432414,0.0,0.023972895177641496,0.0,0.0,0.03928453568894224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04016071381708301,0.08559864567465156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212454097592035,0.032633006204606636,0.0,0.0,0.07392973599751795,0.2286689163373088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08916900588521429,0.0,0.0,0.04189691531758023,0.05840995389479979,0.0,0.0,0.07942486163378239 socialanxiety,OperReezo,2020/01/21,"Where to donate to help Hello everyone, I have my own video game streaming channel and I regularly gather donations for causes I believe in. I've decided to help raise awareness and help against social anxiety and would like to know if anyone has suggestions on non-profits, organizations and teams that do help on this field and could use donations. &#x200B; I am documenting myself at the best that I can but I thought I'd ask in here as well. Many thanks,",5.254605042016807,7.495591435294116,5.804537815126048,75.07470588235296,69.94117647058823,9.092436974789916,32.14285714285714,9.606745405546679,3.3744621848739507,372,17,63,9,7,120,64,85,0.016,0.774,0.21100000000000002,0.9313,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,2,0,14,12,8,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,8,4,12,9,2,6,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,1,1,43,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194176414942165,0.2460697311305773,0.0,0.0,0.1549182832438909,0.0,0.0,0.14159850097486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18931790926525766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281574893263508,0.2125199506648442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20803179150934367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616863868103426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19350534400540392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5429481372534465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112932570336821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893531864849238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20531161540637405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20643169343281076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18644242039026585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607689573849364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749021377465264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18207926790458645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438560749609988,0.0,0.2460697311305773,0.0 socialanxiety,sumimigaquatchi,2020/01/21,"Social rejection makes me more anxious Since I have ASD and social anxiety I never learned how to be social. I tried to develop it but failed due my anxiety. At age of 25 I went to my psychiatrist and got some antidepressants which works very well. I'm less anxious but I still miss the social skills. I try to do my best to develop and practise my social skills. But every time I got rejected or people treat me like crap it makes me depressed and more anxious. &#x200B; How to cope with these negative effects?",3.22316326530612,5.839460908163267,4.246285714285714,82.07371428571429,77.6734693877551,7.593469387755103,27.1469387755102,8.548686976883017,2.3213151020408174,411,17,74,9,10,133,62,98,0.29100000000000004,0.585,0.124,-0.9595,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,6,4,10,1,0,1,0,3,1,1,5,1,17,10,10,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,6,1,0,3,0,14,4,9,6,5,7,0,5,0,0,5,1,1,2,6,50,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163117066638015,0.1588347402161995,0.0,0.0,0.19999538472877507,0.4430169935576662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717880293329385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258584845282556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013420932377854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20909170118019085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06386143295048895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17450843130281332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008165502753448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062229679204813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812996135448474,0.0,0.0,0.6662445691337661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439029022650233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622178719741232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17749571766815814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785472420591743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752974688721085,0.12117541742156812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516309997503404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588347402161995,0.0 socialanxiety,darko_99,2020/01/21,need to call for an dentist appointment. but too afraid to call How do i go about this? I've been procrastinating for weeks to call. 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I am just...laughing now. Like when something in your mind goes so monumentally bad you find yourself laughing. That be me right now. So I set my alarm for when the locksmith was coming over and I slept in, then woke up when he came around knocking on the door a second time. Already off to a good start. I open the door, he looks at me like ""Excuse me, what the heck, ma'am?"" And I am extremely apologetic. He is cool about it, says he'll be back to get his gear for the locks, and I think it's a good time to make coffee and a waffle. I'm in the kitchen just about to eat my waffle at the counter because I'm too nervous to eat in front of a stranger at the table, then he comes back and starts working. I am frozen with fear and since the cabinets are keeping me hidden I just stay there frozen, quietly sipping my coffee while he works. Then I accidentally swallow some, because my throat fails me when I'm anxious. Now I am fighting not to cough up the coffee which I can feel lingering in my windpipe. I think ""It's okay, I would PREFER aspiration pneumonia."" But finally I cough the tiniest bit, then go to my bedroom and hang out there. He announces finally he's done, and he's very friendly and I'm happy it's all done, but yeah, also feeling the embarrassment and praying he was completely oblivious to it. So that is how my morning started. 🙃 Gonna hide forever now heheh he.",3.2109302325581366,4.98770327574751,4.159420598006648,86.68616079734221,74.38205980066445,7.20802657807309,28.65129568106312,7.9765259561132025,1.8206793621262456,1190,50,242,18,25,384,159,301,0.081,0.8240000000000001,0.094,0.397,0,0,1,0,4,0,39.0,0,2,0,3,24,18,2,5,20,3,17,9,2,2,1,38,41,27,0,2,6,0,3,2,1,4,3,2,4,1,10,18,4,1,7,0,0,6,2,9,0,1,7,7,30,9,34,27,3,51,1,1,1,0,20,19,1,1,26,154,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269264473801566,0.10340614869667414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607923898236375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23021992573403965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198857024858426,0.10796530435262773,0.15764776026660987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116891762159245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478918842422475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227717422499544,0.13557512630498722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646503433098918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646251176521977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550546264103506,0.19614335154324505,0.0,0.0,0.28329731804636893,0.11818355539197987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990167571150334,0.0,0.06755717040183863,0.0,0.0734877127051783,0.21691186854901867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764889064437402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493332213505653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126344988947017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858467004092416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631291534441843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056243538218168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941399049440073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042681740836884,0.0,0.10282950733246857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696345306536964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995462563450172,0.0,0.0,0.2745708541050576,0.13782324081397945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16570842731511698,0.0,0.0,0.1507990099195732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066911851809291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882729569164404,0.0,0.0,0.09185543873105832,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,louied862,2020/01/21,"Pent up anger I'm 24, bad social anxiety, and I have a hard time moving on from the past. My memories from highschool still haunt me, all the people that made fun of me or fucked w me. Now that I'm older and have slowly blossomed into a young man I've noticed I have much more going for myself than the people that made fun of.....its funny how things work out, but I still have a hard time forgiving them. I sit with this resentment. I want the people in my past to watch me be successful as they wollow in shit. I gotta be honest, it makes me feel mean that I can even get like this, but a piece of me doesn't care. I dont want my social anxiety to build into resentment and hate, I'm stronger than that, but sometimes I struggle w it heavily. Curious if anyone else is like that. I still wanna throat punch certain people from my past but I'm trying so hard to move forward",3.828772893772893,4.313981016483518,4.977747252747253,86.38808608058609,71.25274725274727,8.044688644688646,24.50732600732601,8.07648339933343,1.1880644688644684,683,17,147,9,12,226,108,182,0.20199999999999999,0.616,0.182,-0.5052,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,2,7,17,6,1,8,0,10,3,2,4,2,25,27,12,0,4,6,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,11,7,0,0,3,0,0,4,2,8,0,0,2,5,23,9,21,22,4,23,0,0,1,1,6,8,2,2,14,93,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917786013933183,0.0,0.0,0.08764479539705952,0.12843172780408116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465862385123556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277985392772744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690450766739488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047104484847574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827898109310949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337867327895733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588030135004952,0.06548807997101494,0.0,0.07123698606525279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33685602425326605,0.12375316489152716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247538922787772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372107175493261,0.08366938800108299,0.0,0.0,0.13653847463092525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26644579371714744,0.09214368808464836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270718300639085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3589706475717044,0.3475963679341577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866580571586955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555488004438615,0.0,0.0,0.12397033933830895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003042878089092,0.0,0.0,0.1310387915769592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327427257410748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461804507563288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510166505558629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478645655387198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125333688182223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dongerschlong,2020/01/21,"Costco Food Court Whenever I go to Costco, I always want to order something at the food court after but it's always so crowded :(",1.9534666666666685,4.638514480000001,4.18,79.93666666666667,84.2,4.933333333333334,20.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.7559333333333336,102,3,16,1,3,35,19,25,0.162,0.795,0.044000000000000004,-0.627,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5293949103866654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7693326887705396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807922845837341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24490073842107116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876326757299875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Basith_Shinrah,2020/01/21,"Problem refusing ""friend"" Tl;dr: I agreed to a classmate keeping his sports kit at my place but it turns out difficult in itself (I'm on 4th floor as paying guest wi h a small storage) ,while he transacts more than I imagined. He tells he'd take it on Thursday. How should I refuse him if he wants to do it again in future? I'm uncomfortable with him now should I break off the friendship? (i feel like it) One classmate asked a favour yesterday to keep his sports kit at my place (I live in a pg but nearby our college) so I thought ok and agreed. He said he'd come at 9 to the metro from where I had to take him to my place, first class is from 11 but I still agreed. So today this one classmate came and I received him he kept his stuff in my cupboard. It fit tightly. He later told me that he'd like to keep it till Thursday when I asked him if he planned to do this every week. I was confused and couldn't refuse. He later came with me and took the kit but left his bag. Asked me to get the bag to him in the metro, I did. He then gave me his sports kit to keep till Thursday. I am pretty uncomfortable with him now. I feel I was really better off alone. I don't like walking back with him either, he's too fast. But how do I get rid of him? He had earlier invited me to go to an event with him on 26th. I willing to drop that too.",1.3154577464788737,2.898789940140848,2.676315492957748,96.10812112676057,79.17605633802816,5.670760563380282,21.219154929577464,6.360717304075467,0.027244112676056087,1029,28,245,8,25,333,138,284,0.09300000000000001,0.773,0.134,0.9331,0,1,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,0,0,3,13,10,0,1,10,1,18,0,0,2,0,42,45,21,0,7,8,0,3,3,2,3,0,1,0,0,12,13,0,9,4,3,1,8,2,3,0,3,13,4,47,7,40,25,2,54,0,0,0,0,44,22,0,3,25,155,59,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970108769029234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512209928581984,0.0,0.0,0.09629456697432767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075624937461938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28646078683442977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078750346855898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055121439563742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664066299357124,0.08946473370021625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652104633036408,0.0,0.0,0.09675281634629466,0.0,0.1308555928459124,0.0,0.0711714104937148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4452426860472453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606336470999034,0.0,0.0,0.18354397098152656,0.0,0.11058087462498736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16971893047326514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.392517828846104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740449589703365,0.0,0.1198287286282084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022590041139208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912293556115718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000928319778947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335902462521471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883155848417156,0.0,0.10945702505767127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941907248792428,0.0,0.0,0.11870392356229305,0.11966316218877547,0.1391357547239109,0.0,0.13621488326402045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386422610433943,0.0,0.10045239763917647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,t0niidk,2020/01/21,Alcohol I know that alcohol is a depressant but did anyone here have good experiences with alcohol minimizing social anxiety? Or is it just a myth?,6.80846153846154,9.061025230769232,9.44923076923077,50.470769230769264,65.92307692307692,15.96923076923077,39.92307692307692,13.816669648895859,7.862061538461537,120,7,17,7,2,44,22,26,0.139,0.722,0.139,0.3313,0,0,3,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8251586151040182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968892159333948,0.0,0.0,0.17996079772194104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216745097106582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25175963706896703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21587179587770108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14144516487791342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623587959582672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,buffmann,2020/01/21,"My social anxiety comes and goes Around certain people, I can be fun and outgoing but completely quiet around others. Not sure why, maybe I'm getting a bad vibe from them? For whatever reason, this makes people think I hate them. I've been asked ""why don't you talk to me?"" multiple times in my life. I feel bad because I'm unintentionally making other people feel bad. My anxiety is worse around people I don’t know (starting a new job). If someone genuine/friendly introduces themselves to me I can interact with that person with no problem, but will still act shy around everyone else. People see me as a confident person and think I'm an asshole when it's just my social anxiety",4.918837209302327,6.746839372093022,5.906116279069767,75.69498837209305,70.00775193798451,8.880930232558141,29.95426356589148,9.3871,2.9363761240310087,545,22,93,12,10,180,88,129,0.276,0.659,0.065,-0.9861,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,2,0,7,8,1,0,4,0,8,1,0,3,2,26,24,8,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,5,10,0,0,6,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,1,4,15,3,12,21,0,12,0,0,1,0,10,5,0,1,5,55,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27669701219442105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4293157043011852,0.11271254055516612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020016655625229,0.07349565748334894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038565701008524,0.12641071499299375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007170700337918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152055767914239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192315795906015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314866671988327,0.0,0.0629905385017944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903354780394915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964273289030852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662596887722309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515903350209257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16095691944660664,0.0,0.12112432851899438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644298681525073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4179249568610676,0.2105464250834341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115364975697514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396149466264238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960751562282437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458028477941488,0.10215482324476297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533693686942072,0.0,0.0962838265724766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363163071414405,0.0,0.0,0.09690604489580128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450710870182616,0.0,0.0,0.07030275827029628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175833632820144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286662449473475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fontizmo,2020/01/21,"“Karaoke night” is my personal hell There was recently a karaoke event in the office and I explicitly told everyone I would go if I could just watch (and drink in the corner). Well guess what? As it went on they implemented a “choose the next person to sing” rule which mean at some point someone called my name, everyone cheered, and I turned beet red and had to aggressively say “Absolutely NOT” until everyone backed off. I was the only person to do so. Which almost felt worse, but I know I saved everyone and myself a world of pain. I’m so happy for people can own their shitty singing but even though I’m a generally charismatic person, as soon as I’m “on stage” I’m the most awkward deer in headlights but without the opportunity of a vehicle taking me out of my misery. Don’t force your friends to sing karaoke. End rant.",4.058592162554426,5.965157723270444,4.9133333333333375,81.62076923076926,72.39622641509433,8.414320270924044,27.32510885341074,9.057496981413335,2.2196072568940486,654,24,127,14,13,212,107,159,0.17300000000000001,0.7290000000000001,0.098,-0.9041,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,2,1,9,10,2,1,11,0,9,2,0,0,1,27,22,16,0,3,7,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,4,4,6,1,0,4,4,0,2,3,4,1,0,6,4,15,6,21,14,3,22,1,0,2,0,12,11,1,5,8,82,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738091974306724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549444423886467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009137825559936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953900000342087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439881553120342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215139997363277,0.0,0.0,0.09061596731836584,0.0,0.0,0.524382597590808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317286623308507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599647425299158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797104895577588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113569951612082,0.0,0.0,0.14604657018239806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753987538659835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944551528391584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590838055038338,0.12874816213043125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434293798512666,0.14598509454306008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511370047372006,0.4791733368020796,0.0,0.0,0.1296935684392062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354634569590071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910292694078168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624483176387855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315352458924258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479333697825374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131095649397702,0.0,0.0,0.14922870374224448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335473209020685,0.12718108859964758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322510312577619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981336994304175,0.09745935267963438,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,po-lif-2,2020/01/21,Got a presentation today I legit had no time to practice and just typed up some necessary information from the presentation I’m having in geography. There’s only 7 people in our class so they’ll likely listen to what I have to say than just dose off daydreaming. Should I just half ass it +just reading the words on the board and not marking eye contact and get it over with. I mean. It’s better than not doing it,3.3385714285714267,5.223287228915666,4.957177280550777,80.64096385542172,74.30120481927709,7.634423407917385,23.9053356282272,8.418075326091056,1.5475142857142856,332,10,64,6,7,112,62,83,0.073,0.889,0.037000000000000005,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,1,1,6,2,0,0,4,0,6,3,2,0,0,15,11,4,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,6,2,13,7,1,10,0,0,1,1,6,6,1,1,5,47,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33307791913265483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19676139639111986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012066890664957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18399095391626324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4102349762183443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864262778415241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610915863065361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767084993096708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29949267165275995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21960232784828135,0.0,0.3569790063879739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tittyteller,2020/01/21,"How to approach a potential friend? I just started at a new school a month ago and there’s these two girls there that have been pretty nice to me. They’ve talked to me a couple times but I’m too scared to approach them and start a conversation. I have really bad anxiety and I’m worried they’re gonna think I’m annoying if I talk to them. I really wanna be friends with them though, they seem really nice. Any help would be greatly appreciated :)",0.8983333333333334,3.4469709444444483,2.6750000000000007,89.2425,89.55555555555556,6.555555555555558,19.72222222222221,7.793537801064563,0.9955555555555562,355,11,74,8,12,117,60,90,0.166,0.5770000000000001,0.257,0.8671,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,4,0,6,8,1,1,5,0,6,0,0,1,0,12,14,7,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,1,0,10,5,8,9,0,9,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,2,6,43,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17466874963847925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399754579817402,0.0,0.15073909809450614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16452457628254527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180268519004437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044733854992609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172431142817116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320752960979254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572796607287775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903075570576971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20046588646451385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3786967515584661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972766977920849,0.19942034076533746,0.0,0.17938262030388158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789393234677722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167550605259481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126258657602733,0.1935959848747201,0.0,0.11489868601588984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924846045022838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001090442973301,0.0,0.13997531176418945,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,NotSchofield,2020/01/21,"Got Admitted To a Job Where I Have To Talk To People Even the interview was hell, now I have to go there 5 times a week and not fuck up anything and I'm in constant anxiety, I fuckin' hate it!!!!",0.4171428571428599,2.100834761904768,2.833571428571432,93.44892857142858,82.33333333333333,7.057142857142857,22.404761904761905,8.07648339933343,1.0039333333333342,148,5,36,3,4,51,33,42,0.24600000000000002,0.6609999999999999,0.094,-0.8367,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,4,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,4,9,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,0,3,0,6,7,0,8,1,0,0,2,3,3,3,0,4,23,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25856632459906753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781422420590384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652540382564473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22324343770556604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31247222991332746,0.0,0.0,0.1920911460255248,0.0,0.2703266015445695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337014742106613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354092781460701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23432414942997834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27166870716912755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19708842178268074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27112032836872296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,acuallyjesus,2020/01/21,"Need some advice Hello, this is my first post here and I just really wanted some advice. I'm 14 and I think I have social anxiety, whenever I'm in a bad or embarrassing situation I start to feel really ill and get the feeling of needing too poo and I'm missing a lot of school hours because of it. What should I do?",0.3931818181818159,2.70684460606061,3.539621212121212,84.37943181818183,87.78787878787878,6.936363636363637,20.37121212121212,8.07648339933343,1.30879393939394,248,8,51,6,8,89,48,66,0.203,0.774,0.023,-0.8908,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,16,16,5,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,6,0,5,15,3,5,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,4,3,33,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4540196176940671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777158608482293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939684333683056,0.14161349919907062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349249686744455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19760204093056807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137194058973975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287777137170988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19750092849366466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445085763926428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22248794570926714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29764637511384817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23510925816698136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611252134996485,0.0,0.2368099189881541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16442960924251582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14885432053828446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370219532458148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PropaneElephant,2020/01/21,"How to ask for a reference? All I need is my teacher’s phone number, since I already have their email, so is it fine if I just ask them “I have __(job)__ and was wondering if you’d feel comfortable giving me your phone number for a reference.” ? TIA.",0.4462666666666699,2.7569621600000005,2.5280000000000022,91.78066666666668,87.4,6.533333333333335,20.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,0.9413333333333336,188,6,41,4,6,63,38,50,0.0,0.7090000000000001,0.29100000000000004,0.9145,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,2,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,1,11,12,5,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,10,2,3,10,1,0,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,3,0,28,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621632194162081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6136222788779412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16594153069909795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314827487134346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256755905142756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433469751135094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714802055365384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559054938445949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MakeupMua16,2020/01/21,So my mom thinks I have social anxiety and really it’s just I hate going places alone because I’m already alone most of the time anyway. Anyone else kinda feel like this? So I don’t really have many friends and I don’t go out much because of that and so I’m home alone most days until my mom comes home from work (unless I’m at work which is usually like 3 days a week) and so if we have to go tot he store or something usually I don’t like going myself because I’d like for my mom to go so I can have the company of someone else spending time with me. Is this just me or does anyone else feel like this too? It’s not so much that I’m scared to go out alone it’s really more I would but I’m already home alone during the day and then going out alone just makes me feel like more of a loner and it sucks!,0.2111298377028703,2.0509653314606773,2.3868913857677896,95.56294631710364,83.8876404494382,5.5285892634207245,17.192259675405744,6.691623216298621,-0.26899350811485645,631,13,150,7,18,213,83,178,0.13699999999999998,0.7879999999999999,0.075,-0.8745,0,6,1,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,2,11,10,2,1,5,0,11,0,0,1,0,30,31,19,0,2,9,3,3,6,1,1,0,0,3,0,10,12,0,0,4,0,2,8,4,3,0,0,0,3,15,7,16,30,6,23,0,0,0,0,7,5,1,6,16,86,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5232324191052681,0.18583272784302035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644124715533412,0.0,0.0,0.11774865077325974,0.17254490237439102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15398190310969306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253050888617751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16290534930040326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368364654290761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110139108960159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277215589229418,0.18045665565407729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650524101912993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349680531191536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831296834505871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533772235865399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468140595658737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0562038938166226,0.08536518937609065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29584069846575745,0.0,0.0,0.12379280366947434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797067197886914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16182127958473858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842984988320882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583089937819409,0.07134205672231574,0.06482097376889777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053951710564835116,0.0,0.0,0.0981949399733674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18546795062646032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675398486854845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259663848508227,0.0,0.0,0.059812987480714674,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Lukkazx,2020/01/21,Anyone else enjoy places like Subway but dread to order there? I wish I could just order a very specific sandwich instead of answering questions.,7.2395999999999985,9.820304359999998,6.749000000000002,68.93950000000001,65.4,8.200000000000001,32.5,8.841846274778883,3.3950000000000005,119,5,15,2,2,37,23,25,0.136,0.612,0.252,0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559621099764683,0.3750782449514278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29227420090975736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058014706899526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17884153248881085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824614323457314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4100781007775542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020430840958234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4209582474125415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,belafonte33,2020/01/21,"Not sure if I have anxiety/ what to do about it? So I'm 17 and have been dealing with a lot and I'm not really sure if I have anxiety or not. I'm constantly very nervous and overthink, especially in regards to friends. I'm always worried that they secretly really don't like me and need some reassurance about it but even if they tell me I just go straight back to being nervous about it. It just seems like throughout the day I have this knot of dread in my stomach, I'm rarely able to just be present because I'm constantly worrying, sometimes about nothing in particular I just feel like something's *wrong.* I'll sometimes feel physical symptoms, stuff like feeling sick and nauseous, racing pulse and sweaty hands and I won't be able to talk very well. usually it's before I have to talk to people I admire or any group. I'm pretty insecure and I think that plays into the need for reassurance, I just feel like I'm not good enough or good as others, and that I'm being excluded socially because of that. I fear that I'm being too clingy often but also don't know how to be more included. There's more to it but that's just what I can think of that I've been struggling with for awhile now. Do these signs point to anxiety or could this just be stuff that people have to deal with? I don't know whether to try to see a therapist or doctor about it because I don't want to blow it out of proportion. I just wanted to ask somewhere",3.9591275277234175,5.0873357705479485,4.9465557729941265,84.36413242009131,71.43150684931506,8.438617090671887,28.63078930202218,8.841846274778883,2.119773450750164,1143,43,235,21,21,374,137,292,0.19699999999999998,0.721,0.081,-0.9859,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,0,23,22,0,6,4,0,24,5,2,1,2,60,50,25,0,8,24,0,5,5,1,1,3,0,0,0,24,14,0,0,10,1,0,1,9,7,1,0,2,6,20,15,35,39,5,15,0,0,1,0,14,7,0,12,12,155,44,1,0.20739223560752468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292574794329327,0.08628347693553093,0.0,0.0,0.07051691599795443,0.0,0.23798173887336724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694187219956613,0.0,0.0,0.07973591381173556,0.0,0.1896365728218164,0.0,0.08823775867103972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241173292502355,0.0,0.08279291223640334,0.0,0.0,0.06687541741763871,0.2138122883488518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613737055288874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714580941083446,0.0,0.0684903078280061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668696176604468,0.20972749152521847,0.14816105455694373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801153633858448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05893289342585069,0.17395076756961958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139773489143702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533034263284454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815873114849443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537787148455041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949922173247272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377966305250794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802634887188884,0.0,0.0,0.10549623123370838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286077671187954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263238030796796,0.09440105109472943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570513334089517,0.0,0.07983033761928375,0.20511622402157506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840569716949314,0.237414491612971,0.0,0.0,0.1954647276738,0.10777997093248304,0.0,0.16669402310306816,0.0906349775518931,0.0,0.0,0.12039918514774955,0.0,0.13288857044585872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040285719681243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420662368366903,0.17112031424818966,0.12232531390885935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323526330869003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21061688231812467,0.0,0.0,0.11337542632912642,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,chocolatelies,2020/01/21,Jobs For Severe Anxiety and Depression I'm 22 and I have struggled with mental illness since I was 17. I had a job in fast food but I was only there for 4 months before getting fired as my anxiety was horrible while I had that job and it made me sick so many times. The loud and fast environment made.my anxiety spike and I wanted to leave after 15 minutes if being there. What made it worse is that my responsibilities started piling up and if they hadn't told me I was on 'vacation but still hired' I probably would have had a breakdown. From then on I didn't have a job I helped my uncle sell honey but some personal disagreements made me stop. So here I am looking at jobs and not being able to find anything that won't make my anxiety worsen and the jobs that I could work with need experience. Please help I feel so lost and have no idea what to do. 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I can honestly say I haven't even been able to talk to a girl for more than a week or 2 in years and I realize it's probably my fault since it keeps happening. I work full time and dont go to college so it's already tough for me to even find girls my age to talk to and even when I do I'm too scared to even approach them most of the time. I've tried going to parties that my friends throw to see if alcohol would give me the courage to make something happen but it never does. I'm literally embarrassed about how awkward I am around other people and I dont know what to do about it.",3.4279354838709684,3.6474754387096806,4.919516129032257,87.39927419354844,72.03225806451613,8.52258064516129,28.403225806451612,8.548686976883017,1.7500193548387089,563,20,131,9,10,190,101,155,0.095,0.851,0.055,-0.5820000000000001,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,2,12,10,0,3,4,0,12,3,0,3,2,20,24,12,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,2,9,6,1,1,3,0,0,4,6,5,0,1,2,2,15,5,21,21,3,17,0,0,1,1,11,4,0,3,9,85,24,2,0.14852752468318206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15873075378170853,0.0,0.0,0.16390381685876168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100381001040756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222098663189474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997743775957876,0.0,0.3481463055068128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3924041170271785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13575146675744326,0.1263374366201935,0.0,0.0,0.11475199713177138,0.0,0.0,0.14248113565080225,0.16882323019120374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626847991153098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320180883659423,0.0,0.15466856092624315,0.08162684323553604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049093831644786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914327606115472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291071669342467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425161657430058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297028425588828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601377927187277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946297663532674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811504908639064,0.14870196304404154,0.0,0.11835720724904995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286350325901813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584688967402474,0.11434374489943272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387615964354027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17321518813895406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008404396571026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913982125866862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081298069236379,0.0,0.0,0.10550969207206493,0.0,0.0,0.0956468562297886 socialanxiety,kalycon,2020/01/21,"friendships - starting from zero? tldr; How do you make friends as an adult when you don't know many people, overthink all the unspoken social rules of friendship, and feel embarrassed that you don't already have friends and haven't in a very long time? Over the past decade or so (yikes), I've gone from having utterly debilitating anxiety to being a mostly functional adult human. Honestly, I'm pretty proud of the progress I've made. I never thought I would made it to this point. I have a career that I love (that involves lots of social interaction and public speaking, no less!), I leave my house on a regular basis, I voluntarily socialize and mostly don't hate it, etc. The final thing that I struggle with is making connections and forming actual relationships with people. Talking to people on a professional level, I can do. Making small talk, I can do. Anything deeper, more meaningful? Nah. I have work friends, but none of them have turned into real friendships. I've been isolated for so long that I feel like I never learned how to make and keep friends, and it seems especially tricky as an adult when you don't know many people and everyone is busy all the time. I hate the idea of coming off as needy or desperate or weird for asking people to hang out. Occasionally I'll ask someone and if they say they're busy that day, I'll just never ask again. Or maybe we'll hang out a few times, but I'm always the one arranging it and eventually I get self-conscious about that and stop texting them first and then we literally never speak again. I can never maintain anything for very long. I'm also afraid that if I let people too close they'll find out just how isolated and lonely I've been. While in a way I'm proud that I've survived what I have and improved my life, I still feel pretty pathetic. This is the major thing keeping me from romantic relationships as well--I'll date someone for a little while and then end things before they can get to know too much about me. It's really frustrating, but I just can't get past that fear. Anyway, I just wanted to vent a bit and wondered if anyone else has ever managed to make friends again after a long dry spell. My anxiety has improved in so many ways but this is one thing that I just can't do and I have no idea how to change that.",5.564318849543837,6.374838394618834,6.017796505334776,79.310201793722,67.52017937219729,8.931993196227,29.056440389670637,9.035553425615538,2.2784834699242307,1828,61,346,31,29,590,211,446,0.10800000000000001,0.745,0.147,0.9668,0,2,0,0,0,0,51.0,2,4,5,6,25,19,3,4,20,0,35,2,0,11,8,84,71,46,0,5,16,0,3,1,5,3,1,3,0,4,25,26,0,3,14,0,0,4,15,9,0,4,6,6,38,10,41,60,14,55,0,1,0,1,37,16,0,12,34,235,63,5,0.0,0.0,0.06894029055171748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795960116845405,0.05649556867881681,0.058783118849790685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080879703130608,0.0,0.0,0.04939731531122593,0.07238516018620983,0.1162712524498402,0.0,0.19813337839709932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06011452991022145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712711846758319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473408480404277,0.06085526065234247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04556081592687417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05901565537062085,0.0,0.06257137386852449,0.0,0.07878894769498418,0.0,0.06390333798921778,0.0,0.06750526613229657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949637387514465,0.10716219806725204,0.05046950579795589,0.0,0.07738922341630551,0.06456915042779365,0.06009143874936325,0.0,0.0,0.2729045638206643,0.0,0.11072883406708953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949656860318246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151598157561589,0.0,0.15950143600667938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558679490544655,0.0,0.0,0.11647555740753585,0.0,0.0,0.07480389763739266,0.0,0.07224030607187662,0.04989934845372747,0.03451405980324518,0.07080583633368577,0.0,0.25007789449317913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06006069012055167,0.06376075966365848,0.13369387830619933,0.23578371780450666,0.2148718213850252,0.07097338739576634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051932927604385004,0.0,0.27243269408453546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574309553354904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487917287989434,0.2938621850292417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678329062298619,0.0,0.0,0.14374472886505546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041059730158147,0.04525762698323661,0.0,0.0,0.1516946987309897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05618052279223144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431345146409517,0.07369916966923132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21604405513886046,0.1197162276670063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05000359179412635,0.0,0.05641797487614999,0.05906320677572492,0.0,0.07385452240722827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356513343729585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877362132466873,0.0,0.0,0.056085020854922216,0.1235827259160292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768425451720173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658067253804237,0.041668832325887466,0.1121509891821848,0.0,0.0,0.06351922475448317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661255717384026,0.051431118467807235,0.0,0.0,0.05018488080989968,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ashotofbleach,2020/01/21,"Finally stood up for myself today.. For the past two months I've lived with an extremely loud and obnoxious roommate but never said anything. Today I was quickly developing a headache from his constant yelling and told him I can hear every word he says. He apologized and I was proud that I finally said something but it appears I spoke too soon. As I'm typing this he's gone back to his yelling and actually telling him about it was sort of my last resort, after trying to drown him out with music and drinking myself to sleep every night. If being direct doesn't solve anything, then I really have no idea what to do.",5.63909663865546,6.717749411764707,5.977636554621849,78.69990021008405,67.48739495798318,8.639075630252101,30.841386554621852,8.841846274778883,2.538150420168067,496,19,89,8,8,159,87,119,0.10099999999999999,0.84,0.057999999999999996,-0.6355,0,0,2,0,2,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,3,0,8,2,1,0,1,16,17,10,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,5,8,1,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,9,8,14,1,15,7,0,19,0,0,0,0,16,2,0,3,15,61,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.1674207835897611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823635357253396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319213916002221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853987026863716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680664693029024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28909852962231525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758778595817268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19336402046400905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19367379500596787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984677983657093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149331185826095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693998566016138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231999678007247,0.0,0.0,0.16100029567206614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16377633915359385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990767970817356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263914865502444,0.13643381936868695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17168694571421736,0.0,0.0,0.13207761380294694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995366322046014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252434125160762,0.16393584160812472,0.0,0.1164800458167979,0.0,0.16759216581601954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,GooblenS,2020/01/21,"on thursday i asked a friend if they wanted to hang out on friday they cancelled on me they haven’t talked to me since i feel like i did something wrong but i’m too scared to ask",5.4692307692307685,4.0905878461538485,5.327820512820511,91.59634615384618,67.97435897435898,7.800000000000002,27.19230769230769,3.1291,0.5323230769230767,142,3,34,0,2,44,29,39,0.18899999999999997,0.713,0.098,-0.5499,0,0,1,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,3,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,7,2,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,8,2,7,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,2,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6045201590126216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16348004949958914,0.23097950923585056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24979583700252495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795757198425453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236992144010409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26745322435134794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489071404165468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25987196003723195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19070221292823214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35349910826724273,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CansOfCorn,2020/01/21,"Social anxiety and dissociation? Anyone else? I’ve personally noticed that when I’m out in public or around too many people I dissociate and zone out realllly bad. The drain becomes so much I can barely stand and my head begins to get all cloudy and fuzzy. I’d assume it’s just my brains coping mechanism when it can’t handle any more processing of other people, but curious if anyone else relates. After this happens I need to be alone for several days before I’m grounded again.",4.391456043956044,6.732864120879121,6.2220741758241775,70.71355082417584,72.62637362637362,8.506043956043957,26.759615384615394,9.188382445141503,2.6721747252747257,389,14,63,9,8,134,73,91,0.07400000000000001,0.892,0.034,-0.3632,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,2,0,1,14,9,10,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,9,8,3,12,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,3,6,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004928396087889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164257475839147,0.0,0.14808989874939146,0.0,0.0,0.27071443387247235,0.3966958029422449,0.0,0.17232925288188589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163310084417076,0.0,0.2137963967617387,0.1647242449273052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21610182323012228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484454279247716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234262759547136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011387408369904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17118415286446614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19867124685073834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962620273149904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230523467908146,0.14353879263442176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203946856290256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684111290782365,0.16902856228210886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186928523681918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973327352911773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mfree_2,2020/01/21,Help I have gotten great advice from so many people on how to stop being socially awkward and quiet but I can’t get myself to do what people have been telling me I can’t force myself to do it and I still struggle to make friends I am gonna do a sport this spring though maybe that will help but anyway can someone give me some 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socialanxiety,Tetchnobot78,2020/01/21,"This channel has helped me so much I found a new Youtube channel that I've started using for meditation [https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCrKTTos4bxNt3L7HT0SmWKg](https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCrKTTos4bxNt3L7HT0SmWKg)",33.70285714285714,38.508865952380965,17.323809523809526,8.262857142857172,8.523809523809533,12.20952380952381,49.57142857142857,11.20814326018867,5.849057142857142,199,6,15,2,1,44,19,21,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,9,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5244077114697007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32058001075172504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515897441519406,0.0,0.0,0.46192437564142896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385279986428209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4130790795814648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AForeverBrokenHeart,2020/01/21,Want job but can’t find one I’m 17 years old and I want a job but social anxiety holds me back. 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I (28f) struggle with social anxiety. I am exceptionally awkward when I’m out in public by myself. If I have a friend or two I’m OK but as soon as I’m to exist in a public space on my own I start googling ‘what to do with hands while walking’ and ‘how to look normal’. SO I’ve been trying to expose myself and frankly, I hate it. I think I hate it less than sitting at home and hating myself, though. But after, I feel better. I’m headed out the door right now to have a drink and dinner by myself. Cue the awkward. It still counts as doing the work. It will get easier. Anyone else put themselves in masochistic situations for overall self benefit? Asking for a friend... just kidding I don’t have those 🤣 I’m interested in some accountability buddies and maybe some people to check in with throughout the week with goals and progress on how we’re working though our issues/goals. Anyone interested? Pls DM if so. 😀",2.0866160081053664,4.663844297872345,3.718449848024317,84.34833333333334,82.08510638297872,5.495845997973658,21.718338399189463,6.868970318607317,0.7340189463019255,760,24,142,9,21,252,114,188,0.136,0.716,0.14800000000000002,0.355,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,0,5,11,13,3,3,8,1,9,5,2,2,0,27,23,22,0,3,7,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,6,13,3,0,2,1,3,2,1,6,0,1,1,3,16,7,31,21,4,23,0,0,1,0,9,12,0,5,8,98,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16897190641546864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930142663128472,0.0,0.0,0.21808792121143408,0.15978934292386127,0.0,0.0,0.1457923247615643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792522149765102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527717617331847,0.0,0.0,0.1302763269381986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885307417244652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409733753252621,0.0,0.08147750907685937,0.0,0.08863005574920943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4619054163842763,0.16004983040753554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643070107789925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095883658600355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667287200686067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527980212208483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811618784660393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15677295966802868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331805634280117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269000255281832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17529448610392426,0.0,0.15897152364950118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038230841877203,0.0,0.1245419794798268,0.0,0.0,0.16303294179426084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992654969391733,0.3064404322117208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587990501616958,0.0,0.1523406217229981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250937917506666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22706711167507596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,yessir156,2020/01/22,"I am so worried. Need advice Currently, I am a high school senior. After being antisocial for my last 3 years and not doing a whole lot, I decided that I would never turn down another opportunity in my life. Well, some of my acquaintances just invited me to go with them to the next dance, winter formal. I said yes, but then I felt a surge of anxiety come upon me. First off, I dont have a ride (my parents are strict and lazy af) but I am afraid to ask someone else for a ride because I am super awkward in the car 1 on 1. Also, I am going with a popular group (like cheerleader and football player group) so I also feel kinda weak as well in that area. And its like half an hour away. I need a confidence boost",1.9285353003161203,3.7148357945205497,4.307808219178085,84.1809747102213,78.04109589041096,7.506006322444677,22.874604847207586,8.384062270229773,1.4175791359325611,550,17,114,11,13,192,100,146,0.08199999999999999,0.7190000000000001,0.19899999999999998,0.9574,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,3,7,10,0,2,10,1,11,2,0,0,1,21,21,12,0,3,4,1,2,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,3,1,0,7,3,3,2,2,2,3,19,7,19,17,3,28,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,3,13,83,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683844356856571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27560083345126657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18068752939490368,0.13182066930633818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16109146698801274,0.0,0.16189581857873292,0.0,0.0,0.10504175687040304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14843430155583404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019521509088321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394725274191592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712775117433896,0.0,0.16544963089030545,0.0,0.0,0.14657123549603224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958614175776356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18206048745172995,0.0,0.0,0.16969577842191946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045990040612075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171133368623767,0.1683690220314186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464962353860579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555390999154277,0.13290011819497696,0.0,0.18325918808187486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913356562731432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639112310910152,0.0,0.0,0.17439219900668165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600212412340793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18742947446305888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.309864148496974,0.0,0.0,0.19238378597465336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17499446717524922,0.0,0.12240778614417948,0.0,0.0,0.11096535012861504 socialanxiety,mochasun88,2020/01/22,"how do i talk to a seller if i want to buy their item? hi i’m new to this subreddit but today i came across an item i really wanted to buy so i contacted the seller. they responded and i realized i’m wayyy too afraid to actually say anything now. before this i’ve never had experience talking about how i’ll pay, and whatnot. i usually just order off of amazon without needing to contact anyone. at this point i might just give it up but i need tips because i’ve been eyeing this item for a while :( (i’m using paypal to pay for this so maybe that gives some details)",1.0243589743589752,3.32551143589744,3.552478632478632,85.62307692307694,84.21367521367522,6.3350427350427365,21.820512820512814,7.61054688173877,1.128261538461539,446,15,89,8,13,155,78,117,0.066,0.904,0.03,-0.5927,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,9,1,0,1,4,0,4,1,1,3,1,20,15,10,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,1,0,6,1,2,1,0,0,3,2,11,0,16,11,4,13,0,0,1,0,11,5,0,3,6,61,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.19627206109591128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063347878503238,0.0,0.16551133003576116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226058532987946,0.0,0.1711452416702504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23003702219203415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19674192394596896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38588089651936897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20206025990963267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21336518289323106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29826794914513444,0.15512242826354478,0.19425082036144226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19013111190048787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884784292642476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599451773938365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233183763803409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19064596868934372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17371014459114936,0.22151424180609874,0.0,0.2372611875758369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938803591082557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PristineDrop5,2020/01/22,What do you guys do after a day full of socially awkward moments to forgive yourself? I just had one of those and I need hope for tomorrow,1.7402380952380982,4.128544928571428,3.6428571428571423,85.56880952380955,81.85714285714286,6.590476190476192,30.76190476190476,7.793537801064563,2.3944619047619047,110,6,21,2,3,37,25,28,0.055999999999999994,0.769,0.175,0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,2,5,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063772661806643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4703884904696474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4718461861070875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35225426674282595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32191596296611186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4842683758068654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sillyrhino,2020/01/22,"I gotta leave my job... anxiety 1. I’m getting no shifts as we are a small business and they’re saving money by not giving me shifts (been almost a month?!!!) 2. Quitting the job... will be awkward because it’s like they’ve MADE me leave 3. I’m used to this job and terrified of starting a new one because of my anxiety :(",-0.5549419568822564,1.6379739701492575,2.1073631840796025,93.21321724709786,92.88059701492537,4.768822553897182,22.369817578772803,6.42735559955562,0.5852334991708128,244,10,53,3,9,84,51,67,0.278,0.687,0.036000000000000004,-0.9171,3,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,4,0,4,0,0,2,0,8,12,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,6,2,5,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,26,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006246669508766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065391129807763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442667538136032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467621413067872,0.19219692905231767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5964585456043737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4242899623863203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788239382059914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895789269991968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991991559976715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19350225147768446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576443101800698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21310016069403864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181094001514574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17304073167030787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TheSuicidealist,2020/01/22,"I really wish people understood I don't have the energy to talk all the time. I can't take any kind of advice to get out of my shell since even when I do go talk to people, I always say something really lame or weird because of my stupid brain not working. People are supposed to have quips on hand all the time and I just fall flat whenever I actually have to talk. The only thing I can do about it is to take big rests between any kind of interaction and hope it works out, but I can't do that unless people can understand that sometimes it's hard for us, and sometimes it's not that we're sick of you or weird in general, but that we don't have energy and our minds go blank. I wish people could be supportive and just let me have my rest until I'm ready again. But I still have to strain myself every single day to function and honestly, I'm just tired of it all now; even though I'm a high school student I. I miss when I had a situation that worked out well, and I'd been hiding that for so long it came out all at once some days ago, so I know I have to do something about this, but I'm not strong enough. I just want to be in my room for the rest of my life. I'd appreciate some advice on this in particular beyond just treating the cause of my fog (SCT/ADHD, depression, anxiety) alone and then working on my social life after, since finding another school option isn't really possible right now.",9.682658779576588,5.355549171232879,9.71478206724782,72.69273349937734,62.42465753424657,13.357907845579078,36.13449564134496,10.832165505486646,3.4559684931506838,1106,28,239,20,11,370,148,292,0.115,0.7809999999999999,0.10400000000000001,-0.017,0,1,2,0,0,0,24.0,3,1,0,5,20,15,1,1,8,0,26,6,2,1,4,48,45,22,0,5,15,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,15,14,0,0,4,0,0,4,8,7,1,0,4,3,30,8,39,37,11,35,0,3,0,0,10,16,0,6,15,164,45,7,0.0,0.0,0.09538952133898253,0.0,0.11747603870739945,0.19103958022745413,0.08664913368897248,0.0,0.0,0.1012391189049392,0.0,0.0,0.08133550823502239,0.0,0.0,0.1329461770796618,0.10249899174879157,0.07477818608068051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05958725655718487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912089539086683,0.0,0.11179951601170686,0.0,0.10041577850235106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804511169661099,0.0,0.0,0.12608082699673934,0.0,0.08419159809186713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100147992638887,0.0,0.12912539443736848,0.0,0.08235826451526305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934137502584913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05107013811301744,0.0,0.11110671495385956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756445290211813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103277832529942,0.0,0.09708742117399552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035823587985244,0.053720630707530574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995560161453704,0.1380868843468946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650533114329413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986992434360226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410014720859573,0.0,0.07434298514271122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388363677374114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019800104867963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18786271454559209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834776350590443,0.0,0.07773441531559147,0.0,0.19785565309238926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16171897930600762,0.10987466010200346,0.0,0.09964342013890376,0.0,0.15050485477513442,0.1933537326098814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806296688456033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092510198446412,0.0,0.0,0.14699108716010054,0.2357023077366068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494049914889906,0.0,0.09603849807007736,0.0,0.11399717036830323,0.11234880012598138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176079403386112,0.11758074835622515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05765525411209201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788864097704985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248144607814039,0.0,0.0,0.28465152863794624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,JorgeMuVi,2020/01/22,"Need advice on getting over romantic social anxiety Hello guys!! I want to hear your stories about how you dealt with social anxiety on the dating scene, spefically about the fear of kissing. I have SAD since I was a little kid, and fortunately it has gone down drastically to the point where normal conversations with unknown people (most of the time) are easy for me. I decided to give exposure therapy to myself around 12 years of age, and it did wonders. However, I still have enormous issues when dating, mainly because I have avoided it/lost all opportunities with girls that liked me because of the same fear. Now I am dating a really handsome and intelligent girl who is 3 years older than me, and with a little help from gabapentin, our first conversations went a lot better than I expected. The thing is tho, that when the third date came, she started flirting with me more heavily. Consant lip biting, and those “kiss me right now” eyes. I got all of that anxiety from my first relationship (the only one I had before this one) back in a second. Oh boy. I was frozen in space, but at least I could talk. The next date came (my birthday party) and I got a lot more nervous than usual, which happens when I am with my date and friends at the same time for some reason. I don’t know if this had something to do with the next thing that happened, but I don’t justify her actions at all. Pretty much in front of me (I THINK she didn’t notice me), she talked about how she wanted to kiss another guy, because she wasn’t going to see him again. I got out of there right away and cried out of pure frustration, all of my efforts to be myself and confident with her are fucking crumbling now. My overthinking mind of course throwed all the blame on me the second it happened. My point is, she could have felt that I ignored her, and although it is not ok at all to do what she did, I can imagine it is tiring and sometimes boring to date a really shy and socially anxious person. The worst part is that I know from various sources that I am good looking and a good kisser, but my irrational mind seems to not give an absolute fuck. I am getting nice muscle toning now even, and it gets me raging mad that none of this things seem to help at all. I want to kiss her so damn bad, but its always like there’s an invisble wall in front of me everytime I try. Thanks for taking your time to read, I would really appreciate some tips. TL;DR: After getting over most of my social anxiety, the romantic part of it (mainly kissing) is still there pretty much intact. I want to hear all of your stories of how you defeated your dating anxiety.",6.5097324029537305,6.437192662082517,6.833954339136916,77.3280550098232,65.4047151277014,9.92835173768715,31.69710724205677,9.581879112588783,2.7761119300860373,2071,72,393,37,29,672,243,509,0.138,0.7140000000000001,0.14800000000000002,0.37799999999999995,2,1,1,0,0,0,61.0,1,6,0,6,25,33,6,4,25,1,35,10,2,4,9,78,73,28,0,11,7,0,1,2,1,1,1,2,0,7,26,27,0,2,10,1,0,9,7,16,0,7,16,6,66,17,71,53,28,71,0,2,3,7,44,29,3,10,35,301,92,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715598486292806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060933515981913475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678840505684198,0.2801050792895676,0.08272944916562823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519053554635636,0.0,0.0,0.06880232263767609,0.056309617450976075,0.06114428183166161,0.13392162151077025,0.0,0.062313632564984886,0.0,0.0,0.0647662918952886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16751201888319164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693694830391338,0.0,0.08044009875804216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04836795426964794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480900172728902,0.0,0.0,0.07031261823024353,0.0,0.0,0.12457939337199825,0.0,0.0,0.05657758528803473,0.13540055360476932,0.15303933764899622,0.14049844544252196,0.04161849442052019,0.12284428319560173,0.17570699729084685,0.0,0.0,0.1450191157602311,0.1942720649395371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16507184906155473,0.0,0.09816951740684676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643345757696796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804909683558427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155329814995844,0.1467920942022883,0.0,0.0,0.06149504887139845,0.0,0.07993957554463701,0.12451564642893798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14788355191520236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766546369393996,0.054299375219417134,0.0,0.0,0.15576261197377245,0.0,0.07175019286505553,0.0,0.08337323668184522,0.0,0.0,0.0992455581807251,0.05569497961759805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860266149873245,0.0,0.05076870281334483,0.06394191533664785,0.0,0.0,0.13845269819381115,0.0,0.0,0.14900318161063114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732501652744182,0.0,0.14073970849352166,0.0752929943463253,0.0,0.07862198816905087,0.0,0.1250766343109263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05835510627233088,0.1333323171454491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060576900691684935,0.0,0.0,0.2985964711000364,0.0,0.056376299680189076,0.07242668676823807,0.0,0.05183281730127738,0.0,0.1169637011798437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055060108143592745,0.11771955977654365,0.0,0.06742066572495882,0.08374528514299759,0.0,0.1459529679704763,0.0469230501520386,0.0,0.0,0.12810361464377473,0.08416751252410003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049718599395103806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806528825289324,0.0,0.1727726265743164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788526635421158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941518871933889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052020738210479166,0.0,0.0,0.09431588645309924 socialanxiety,moy_sad_akount,2020/01/22,"Feeling hopeless I don't know what to do anymore. It seems like my anxiety is getting worse. I'm now skipping my first days in university just to avoid the introduction and icebreakers. I am physically unable to talk due to anxiety attacks. I don't think I will be able to even finish university because courses where active participation are required. This seems like a negative feedback loop, where I slowly minimize the radius of my comfort zone to the point where even minimal socialization is impossible. A bad experience causes a bad thought, which causes more bad experiences. Breathing exercises help a little bit beforehand. I feel calmer while doing them, but it's like a calmness before the storm. As soon as the center of attention is on me, panic overwhelms me. If I do manage to say something, my voice is drowned out by shakiness. I understand I can't just avoid these situations for my entire life. I'm hopeless, I really don't know what to do. My options are extremely limited. I feel trapped; I can't get help because I'm afraid to say something. I'm stuck with this terrible anxiety that prevents me from working, attending school, going to the store, etc.. Even if I were to get help, I assume medication would be prescribed to me. I have no insurance. I have no money. I'm a broke 21 year old university student. I'm contemplating dropping out and just finding night jobs or something similar to keep me financially afloat for the rest of my life. I just needed to share this. It's really hard keeping these thoughts and troubles all to myself.",5.721542603737728,7.683699648083625,6.683789990497306,70.37853262591071,68.19860627177701,9.956857776369972,35.34510611339879,10.230975488527342,4.143691289198607,1257,64,206,34,22,418,163,287,0.22899999999999998,0.675,0.096,-0.9912,1,3,3,0,0,2,35.0,0,0,1,4,12,21,1,6,13,0,23,5,1,2,1,42,48,10,1,4,8,0,4,3,0,2,4,3,0,0,12,6,0,7,14,1,2,2,8,15,0,1,4,7,31,6,29,40,5,23,0,4,0,0,9,10,0,8,13,136,43,7,0.10979345354023592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25197507432114863,0.0,0.10888560353087023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249059036996052,0.0,0.0,0.2750188428914366,0.1338581404242711,0.0,0.09342614229278164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986601501078112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255762415690453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080769454766413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244872328609055,0.217552621729812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21479813054863095,0.0,0.0,0.16654460710231742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034922745965544,0.09339025549331294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17208764375127766,0.0,0.06239814983804581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835336873998847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207767126840424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895306123088186,0.19517893242205364,0.0,0.0,0.12067922143769134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15510072642728456,0.16091860655461698,0.11004188422249557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060535358464256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141045461228663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303371853499417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520976024364735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881896140837387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037903019759356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067299551985873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746243220834842,0.0,0.11111683657545177,0.0,0.19990367309860005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341244194459924,0.0,0.11192059926863464,0.0,0.2535730936742794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824781905353883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703512117632353,0.0,0.17432747612635496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429885720949058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993094181101229,0.0,0.11188890907465203,0.07799411926690891,0.0,0.0,0.07070338436013808 socialanxiety,ponyo980,2020/01/22,social anxiety in college Lately Iv'e been feeling really lonely in college and my social anxiety is through the roof. Iv'e made only one good friend who I genuinely enjoy spending time alone with. It's so hard for me to make friends and it's difficult to find a genuine connection with anyone. Nothing close to what my high school friendships are like. I had the same issue in middle school and high school but finally found my people only senior year. Everyone seems to be having a blast but I know there are people who feel the same way I do. But most of my friends back home wouldn't relate (and I feel embarrassed by it tbh) so I resorted to reddit lol. Does anyone relate to this??,4.2634004163775145,6.356280877862595,4.907980569049276,81.08620402498265,72.2824427480916,7.81707147814018,26.412907702984036,8.575989854853784,2.078108396946565,549,19,96,10,11,176,87,131,0.091,0.755,0.154,0.8651,0,3,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,1,5,1,9,0,0,2,0,23,17,9,0,1,3,0,4,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,7,7,0,0,7,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,4,4,11,6,15,11,3,14,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,2,7,62,18,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448149547015762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21343655042330364,0.0,0.0,0.1950854021897813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726805217951484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207871365178508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329967337672774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21160846877785547,0.0,0.0,0.15281708813731595,0.1275018551200085,0.0,0.0,0.15295620801837734,0.32333556747130743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170072500603757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496595428891052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947820141906533,0.13993139127143664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456033353940822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766663829770393,0.0,0.15736378233103038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815339250216378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199970411018114,0.0931183428246771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385546359724712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452983518120636,0.2121943728336931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934255677446005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936824103245677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42354893476782,0.0,0.126996937647689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28440844825897943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134445376615794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107298073424658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983440029774949 socialanxiety,Free-Style11,2020/01/22,"how do i change my self? i'm currently a student at university, and just a short while ago my friends (aquantinces more like) asked me to go on a road trip with them (im pretty sure the only reason they asked was because someone cancelled on them because the road trip is literally tomorrow and they asked me with such short notice). i agreed but immediately regretted and ended up making some bullshit excuse to not go. I started thinking about what my parents would think if they found out i wasn't studying and instead fucking around (even though i'm pretty sure they wouldn't care and would probably encourage it since they know i have 0 proper friends); also i just really felt like i couldnt be arsed whatsoever and would much rather stay in my flat where i live on my own. for more context: i almost never go outside with people, only ever gone to 2 parties in my entire life (one was when i was 11 yrs old and the other was during my first year at uni to ask out a girl i liked but came of as a complete and utter moron and it went horribly). never had a girlfriend. my question is this: if any of you have been through this but have managed to come out of it - how did you? how did you start making proper friends that actually talk to you on a regular basis?",5.781013333333334,5.990402008000005,6.2972,79.59993333333334,66.92,8.746666666666668,31.06666666666667,8.447377352677275,2.2611066666666666,1002,36,193,13,15,326,149,250,0.068,0.7929999999999999,0.138,0.9457,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,4,7,1,16,13,2,0,10,0,21,2,0,6,5,52,45,22,0,9,9,1,1,3,4,4,1,0,0,2,8,18,0,0,7,0,0,9,6,3,0,2,14,1,32,10,29,25,5,42,0,1,0,1,26,18,1,5,17,139,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.10763873447709728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777597122721128,0.0,0.11045141086413517,0.0,0.0,0.08820838246380555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500906836280971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819206844026976,0.41246951408067545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447801806206044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615597866234626,0.11246012921482576,0.0,0.1166847752777686,0.09501531238801617,0.11564943423981995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769473618114163,0.0,0.0,0.07285335879138301,0.09977437540477924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590711310492554,0.0,0.0,0.09382273222415836,0.0,0.12094033032959026,0.25565690235068544,0.1019723209433967,0.0,0.0,0.1880613198651248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191449702903955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060619034706351965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790948770025334,0.161663797287069,0.0,0.09739859066795514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725473763846708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108458145869317,0.0,0.1701432366284974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255794340963674,0.1157432799369865,0.0,0.0747434160465277,0.16777911715426244,0.0,0.0,0.122477196720735,0.0,0.0,0.07646944298726963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22443335499407155,0.11892409445020725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356336180861953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066221588169326,0.11340871480753527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150689283686418,0.0,0.0,0.09124286414839568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345843438810103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15614449248633286,0.11756713978181148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079164539899527,0.0,0.0,0.08865648190692663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135399604682972,0.1083710479750536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225095811950652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23506589617036325,0.0,0.0,0.07103080148054598 socialanxiety,Quietter,2020/01/22,"I have three things I've needed to do for the past few weeks but haven't done because they all involve making phonecalls. 1. Book a doctor's appointment 2. Book a dentist's appointment 3. Book driving lessons I wish I could book these things online. I think it's a mixture of laziness and fear.",2.568160919540229,5.0633538620689675,2.8282758620689665,92.00264367816094,79.34482758620689,5.2459770114942526,26.90804597701149,6.42735559955562,1.0512666666666672,236,10,46,2,6,72,44,58,0.083,0.8490000000000001,0.068,-0.1901,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,4,0,5,2,0,1,1,9,9,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,5,0,3,7,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,26,9,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888561695752465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473565943575396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171017639657711,0.0,0.3170412952886472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34862029476584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20679934239791306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297188138535973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957469297971543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4116455305437895,0.19851254972570329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24850940647250805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35626407709805025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,peachdope,2020/01/22,"How to deal with brainstorms Being pushed into one at the end of the week, need tips on how to come up with ideas and how NOT to sit there in silence, quietly freaking the fudge out.",15.273513513513516,6.124369324324328,12.872432432432433,68.67459459459461,58.45945945945947,15.88108108108108,47.81081081081082,8.841846274778883,4.496805405405405,143,4,31,1,1,44,30,37,0.07200000000000001,0.9279999999999999,0.0,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,12,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,12,2,0,11,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,23,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36676916168370394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.438957363734534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37711202109974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4806503771770874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31570823074926235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885174963463975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34153260556179826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dinakiii,2020/01/22,"I keep thinking too much and my brain won’t shut up Soooo, a short summary of my life with social anxiety so far: *I didn’t have any friends at all in high school & I felt super lonely and suicidal because of all this. I went to therapy for almost a year and I felt like I was suddenly making progress: I was going out more often, I was less scared of public situations, I stopped stuttering and blushing and I didn’t have any panic attacks anymore. After my HS graduation, I got accepted at uni and I found some really great people. We’ve known each other for some months now and it feels like I can slowly leave my past behind me.* My current problem is: Sometimes I think that my new uni friends notice that “something is up with me”. I still have issues when someone new joins our group and I start stuttering and blushing again, I stop talking or I say too much nonsense and other people get confused af. This makes me think that they don’t actually like me and that they are making fun behind my back. I know it’s probably my anxiety speaking to me and that this isn’t true at all (I feel like I’m super close to like 3 people and they show much interest in me) but yeah... I don’t know what to do to make my brain shut up. This makes me want to isolate myself. Forever.",2.557112163762476,4.521619984435798,3.9654914566063297,86.53394518693962,76.78210116731519,6.95983759093216,24.792590086279816,7.893859768569023,1.394095381492133,1004,35,202,16,23,331,142,257,0.111,0.765,0.124,0.6478,1,2,1,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,3,3,9,22,1,3,2,1,17,3,2,5,4,51,40,17,1,2,2,0,4,5,2,1,1,2,0,0,14,18,0,3,12,1,0,2,6,8,0,0,10,6,42,14,25,29,11,33,0,1,0,0,12,15,0,6,21,135,56,2,0.0,0.0,0.10255122697220044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523096318396204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386335713694698,0.0,0.14292758145135034,0.0,0.16078484566617499,0.0,0.10421956421371648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955335167520698,0.0,0.08080657778805357,0.0,0.06406098055708917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346270649764829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627181685181612,0.15015050568660593,0.2018029001688912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152241275036697,0.16238224493775408,0.0,0.054904409327289114,0.0,0.0597242222386141,0.0,0.08404888180276578,0.11586045373551715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110317810206548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109685102028625,0.0,0.09340749658864604,0.0,0.0,0.11550779405214052,0.0,0.0,0.11127355895407366,0.0,0.0,0.07422712274768098,0.2567046898329701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507369836624053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388064641613545,0.0,0.23175644039792026,0.0,0.0,0.2029902764274521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964396563764165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329872439599443,0.0,0.0,0.10031887421080876,0.21856542374791135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330318831481205,0.10055551196071506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732239072156704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357060143169752,0.1052119317714992,0.106355182955083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812388875054733,0.0,0.10712450226726383,0.08904115385563116,0.08090226948311212,0.1039352239138178,0.0,0.07438218856443389,0.0,0.08392382017153859,0.17571740052994242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494977384646145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446616399534611,0.0,0.0,0.12017787022229293,0.0,0.0,0.20200942257143964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061983926196437986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741810199812052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767355524974787 socialanxiety,HiddenInTheGrey,2020/01/22,Trying not to crunch Anybody else try their hardest not to make a crunching sound when eating crunchy food in front of people? That's if you even make the risky decision to eat it in the first place. I even go as far as to let it soften up from my saliva just to not make so much noise.,6.232500000000003,4.769273250000005,5.97666666666667,87.83500000000002,66.5,8.666666666666668,28.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,1.0928333333333335,225,5,51,1,3,70,47,60,0.031,0.9690000000000001,0.0,-0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,1,1,5,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,3,0,9,5,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,12,4,1,9,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,2,34,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4803428348466411,0.19607375490463855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100532818263667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19964794018156806,0.2838175719916978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133393596799815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400113661031128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4700210336220717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17254208319190611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16272140468862994,0.0,0.24522658107902234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31871132742812514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FACastello,2020/01/22,"Ok so I've been diagnosed with severe social phobia (aka social anxiety). I don't know anyone else that goes through all of this... I have severe social phobia and for some reason I have developed this stupid habit of avoid looking at people at all costs unless I have to talk to them. When I say ""avoid looking at people"" I mean quite literally. Like I'll be walking outside going to work or coming back home, and on the way a lot of people pass me by and I impulsively look anywhere else except in the direction of the person, it's a horrible habit that I suppose has to do with social anxiety. Being inside a bus is the worst thing ever. I have to try and find a place to fixate my eyes on, because there's so many people around and I feel that everyone's looking at me, and I want to avoid looking at people. It's fukkin horrible. But there's something worse. Sometimes I'm hungry and I need to go to the supermarket or somewhere else to eat something, but sometimes I just can't go into crowded places, so I end up not buying anything to eat. There are so many things I can't normally do, at least not everyday, because of this illness. And since I have comorbid depression it just makes it worse. Who else has to endure this kind of hell?",5.014337044534415,5.659184672064779,6.004714068825913,79.50763790485831,68.67611336032388,8.60414979757085,29.202682186234817,8.660442795831766,2.2041661943319832,982,34,186,15,16,326,132,247,0.184,0.797,0.019,-0.9895,0,3,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,2,13,10,2,3,9,1,17,5,1,2,3,40,33,18,0,3,10,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,1,1,14,13,2,3,5,0,2,6,5,7,0,0,1,8,20,3,37,30,6,26,1,1,6,0,10,14,1,4,6,129,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413009099301281,0.0,0.0,0.06457597067800855,0.09462744993846572,0.0759993629369356,0.08221452119768463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101442255010795,0.0,0.11259611944432432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955467828016069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954424974963367,0.0937372302996448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18900212286394294,0.30859921894504994,0.0,0.08179811349582168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353935946152098,0.0,0.08824807702413093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04669688974378442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084409760701743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15746049160702832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263845801119153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617233999537103,0.05075526967720592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04511943411885963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877699390423874,0.0,0.0,0.07851595455521221,0.0,0.0,0.061646922920264226,0.1872646499088362,0.0,0.10060043490594374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847922167817372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048718042893526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201327124133419,0.08063983383181783,0.19298026760990272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822970491277082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495515611037332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344350132489602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20866716295845705,0.0,0.07639607259346909,0.0,0.0,0.37657254534059215,0.0,0.1421970366176255,0.1826806705814272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423053946035335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271161019011224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627022129766261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054472703172430456,0.07330620038061622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672347146234389,0.0,0.18823295962029293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,when-time-fades-away,2020/01/22,"Might go for my first metal concert So for the past year or so I've been into metal, and some bands I listen to have played in my city but I've never really thought about actually going for them, mostly because I'm really scared of being alone in huge and loud crowds (I don't have any friends who listen to metal). This weekend Insomnium is playing, and coincidentally I've been listening to them a lot recently and have become big fan of theirs. The past few days I've been really close to going ahead and buying the ticket, but I'm still scared. The thing is, if I don't go, I'd regret it, and I'm trying my best to step out of my comfort zone to fight anxiety. So I guess the question I want to get to is: for anyone who has experienced this, how did you deal with being in a large crowd? And how wild was it? I'm not sure what to expect from the crowd. Hopefully Insomnium crowds aren't as crazy as what I'm thinking?",4.431265270506106,4.689900010471207,5.938965968586388,80.83246291448519,69.83769633507853,8.879755671902268,25.340750436300176,8.841846274778883,1.6048530541012211,726,18,153,12,12,248,108,191,0.10800000000000001,0.748,0.14400000000000002,0.7676,0,1,0,0,1,0,19.0,0,1,3,3,7,11,1,2,8,0,18,0,0,2,2,32,36,18,0,5,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,9,11,0,0,3,6,1,5,5,4,0,1,6,6,13,7,27,27,5,23,0,1,0,0,18,8,0,9,10,100,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.16054454261559434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703896592754682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118769802602187,0.0,0.12585480578400302,0.0,0.0,0.11503388409902045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028783786109476,0.1816957417014835,0.0,0.0,0.17265010014371304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609964500637104,0.16960946763249385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13993779939021714,0.0,0.0,0.12710517471181534,0.0,0.0859531723147346,0.0,0.3739944699040853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18123366487019532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16340217884851524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986619359179212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17452619341958908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268854015998813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140995627531897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18429632698655435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31618078335948746,0.0,0.1624403687498608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329419782925412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138322886809975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550550188565046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929756839892746,0.10541564220570346,0.0,0.13060786295910445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169602291029378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703619717220408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594334456561016 socialanxiety,nsfwaward,2020/01/22,Do you guys love the aisle seat when flying?? It’s so good. You don’t have to ask someone to get up when you need to pee.,-1.287619047619046,0.34864071428571464,0.6928571428571431,106.71880952380957,88.2857142857143,3.733333333333334,12.904761904761903,3.1291,-1.8876809523809523,92,1,26,0,3,30,22,28,0.0,0.743,0.257,0.8519,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,7,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,4,7,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,2,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4217636249151012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23570684968162905,0.0,0.0,0.3784025654873589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44670866255129466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4071797898058584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345214340120604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38225727449719776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,y4vv4vv0r,2020/01/22,"I made a friend For the first time in my entire life, I made a friend. I'm not really sure how it happened, but friendship is the most amazing feeling in the world. But my anxiety has kicked in a lot. I just feel like it's too good to be true and it won't last. It feels so foreign. It's so hard for me to believe that someone genuinely wants to spend time with me. I'm scared I'll fuck it up or I'm annoying or this person only wants to hang out with me because they feel sorry for me. I also feel bad because this person has other friends and I don't, so I don't want to be clingy and scare them off. I suppose I'm not exactly sure how to process this. It's so nice to be less lonely. I've always wanted a friend. Just wish anxiety wouldn't get in the way.",0.7767864271457086,2.3147821676646707,2.81307784431138,94.72388822355292,80.61676646706587,5.890459081836327,21.3129740518962,6.742157984588678,0.2411041117764472,590,17,141,6,15,199,92,167,0.182,0.5920000000000001,0.226,0.8983,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,1,10,17,2,2,8,0,10,2,0,4,4,35,29,14,0,6,8,0,6,1,4,2,1,0,0,2,12,6,0,0,5,0,1,1,6,6,0,1,2,6,15,11,19,22,3,14,0,1,0,1,8,8,1,4,5,87,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698460300309888,0.111316494027732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20468417017084406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170153196747117,0.16310328988196252,0.0,0.0,0.15072535466167744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382184209391257,0.0955731602995874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379403498059094,0.0,0.0,0.4134354194619867,0.12367836217731748,0.06989504150913098,0.0,0.0,0.11220914053887164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830208059888404,0.0,0.11984148264439215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904935587185594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944934639880349,0.06535863028598743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373580687663125,0.0,0.253173599788834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174646524282713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336247866873935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570352275220798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26787620260472383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335219194621182,0.0,0.0,0.14975685658268814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521739846783208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15601753293056164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156299574100421,0.10618911655065548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538415270524193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Clear-Bandicoot,2020/01/22,"How do I stop anxiety rambling myself deeper into the hole in conversations... or is this normal? I find that this happens to me a lot, but usually when I get under 8 hours sleep which I really can't help because I have a chronic pain disease that wakes me up and I usually get 6 hours. It's just how I live, eternally tired. My thoughts are cloudy coupled with OCD. It causes me to just burst things out and then have to backtrack but I never backtrack well. I feel like I don't have control. *Example:* Today my friends (lets call them Jack, James and Danielle) and I were playing a board game. We broke for lunch, and while eating, Jack started talking (harmlessly) about his ex roommate (Tom) my old friend from college, who I knew were in a fight for two years but more recently I've become close friends with Jack and wanted to make sure Tom didn't do anything crazy to him. After all, Tom has been estranged from the larger friend group and dropped off the face of the earth. I myself have had roommates who did this, and it was usually because they did something insane, and since Jack and I have only become close friends recently and now see each other twice a week, I wanted to ask to deepen the friendship and establish trust. Without thinking, purely on newly-comfortable impulse with a new friend, I said ""what happened between you two?"" Everyone else in the room shot daggers at me. I knew I had done something wrong. Jack sorta fumbles: ""Oh. I don't really want to gossip about someone I know you're friends with."" Instantly I see that I am the asshole here, because it makes it look like I shit talk my friends. I didn't mean to do that. I panic. Somehow, my anxiety brain digs the hole deeper: ""I just want to make sure Tom isn't crazy. The kind of guy who *hits people* or something. Uh, my last roommate did that (SHE DID, WE EVICTED HER) and uh, I dunno. I guess I wanted to know if he was crazy."" James is confused ""I thought he was your friend? Why do you think he did something crazy?"" Now everyone is kinda looking at me. Jack sets off to explain the 100 things he hates about Tom, and now James and Danielle are staring suspicious daggers at me. They're probably thinking ""If Clear-Bandicoot says THIS stuff about her friends, what does she say about US?"" Jack finishes his story and it's super awkward. I've managed to make nice game lunch gossipy and bad. As he's telling me all these bad roommate things Tom did (passive aggressive, never paid rent, etc) I start going ""Aw that sucks, damn, yeah that sucks."" And I feel like I sound like a terrible friend. I end it with him ""I didn't mean to open old wounds or anything! I was just trying to-"" Fumble again... ""Make sure he wasn't a murderer or something haha!"" God, my anxiety is in full control. Jack kinda gives me a weird face. ""No. I don't wanna talk shit about him."" We just go back to the game and I feel hung up and anxious about it the rest of the day. I don't like gossip or shit talking, my question came from a place of genuine concern. I haven't heard from Tom in a year and I wondered what he did. I didn't get to explain myself other than what was said there. I feel like I lost everyone's trust tonight due to anxiety. Or maybe it sounds worse to me? This new friend circle within the larger circle was a nice clean slate for me. My deepest fear is when people get close to me they will ""realize I'm bad"" (My OCD) and these sort of incidents reinforce it for me. What to do?",2.3952798573975045,4.639369258823533,3.126122994652409,91.00065953654187,78.47058823529412,5.885918003565062,25.00891265597148,6.980632752743323,0.9926960784313724,2696,100,544,30,66,847,298,680,0.157,0.679,0.163,0.9146,2,0,5,0,1,0,119.0,4,3,3,4,25,56,10,4,26,3,52,15,8,10,8,111,108,40,1,9,17,1,4,6,12,1,4,7,3,1,39,38,3,3,21,4,2,3,16,25,3,3,34,16,88,31,69,71,8,66,0,2,5,0,68,24,6,19,43,341,127,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16757666604204474,0.0618675199938937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013190267910308,0.0,0.05119677192455152,0.0,0.0,0.0421099912864422,0.1371764873410131,0.1001505350270674,0.12096465621117054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06113452600132189,0.055919975314450296,0.06263521201939251,0.0,0.056257520613313884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284454430058694,0.0,0.0605951166800344,0.0,0.035318128433106034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0479241811861526,0.0560423935672759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05603705177848845,0.0457481380335436,0.0,0.048504482932688775,0.0,0.061076126868907864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698750849840362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06162451407795062,0.11076091585915314,0.11736983533757506,0.0,0.0,0.05005313230749723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5077246263790666,0.0,0.1144473265245102,0.05253443888598749,0.062247073119569535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06032851336970735,0.054224784126330715,0.09685491670436053,0.0,0.0,0.05406792685421075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036707029009703344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786264756124826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05702808322273225,0.060193518079797885,0.04463981624906607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055999708433414674,0.0,0.16052899476190924,0.0,0.04835744957601629,0.0,0.091975619418421,0.0,0.059781170286892116,0.046558234840728865,0.0,0.0,0.18277634977434268,0.0,0.055017610206969804,0.1193076923018688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447445624764817,0.10578246233880507,0.0,0.0,0.053656908590766175,0.0,0.0,0.11493081747756816,0.0,0.0,0.04165034700222379,0.0582725574177105,0.064253534205632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593266407661828,0.0,0.057216527964965715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05904465209722355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061348003057597265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016620092743893,0.0,0.10814531577149368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418585255870334,0.0871007631908844,0.0,0.0,0.08727933620883323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16864279903099322,0.04530119144402588,0.0,0.05480336206527248,0.0,0.04640120044224563,0.2107992911123449,0.0,0.0,0.0775242164203588,0.0,0.0,0.045784999239790125,0.0,0.0,0.06269146295044953,0.0,0.0,0.1548427349547552,0.0,0.0,0.17606831162544634,0.04786598575854496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914793045465092,0.10527131895839498,0.0,0.08695269957003482,0.0,0.06294294615084317,0.05190969069114048,0.0,0.0,0.037181033757238566,0.0,0.10699257423807644,0.0,0.06587412330049641,0.0,0.18094380680937752,0.0,0.16150557686514003,0.0,0.0439282269207949,0.0,0.04923924412264315,0.0,0.04941582263010906,0.0,0.0,0.05279036080115835,0.0593890183660723,0.0,0.0,0.05580900333195564,0.0,0.05987563177727712,0.0,0.07053219923170045 socialanxiety,mr-alt-account,2020/01/22,Does anyone act like an complete idiot to hide how your actually feeling Like instead I never take things seriously and just hide shit with layers and layers of irony.,7.5790000000000015,9.078030233333337,7.56666666666667,67.53000000000003,63.33333333333334,8.666666666666668,31.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.904666666666667,137,5,20,2,2,44,26,30,0.29100000000000004,0.506,0.203,-0.5396,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,3,5,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,7,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,2,2,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.3520792167278872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25227291535985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782816884645069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157299587834493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18242637919670934,0.2577486101056937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525277611793671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782636649098421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703459831016442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27126934964584665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23969299513529024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,direwxlfs,2020/01/22,"Public speaking is making me fail university (TW: self-harm) Hi everyone. So I've been in therapy for my social anxiety and in most things I'm doing so much better. Small talk with people doesn't make me overthink and sweat anymore and although I still get uncomfortable in a lot of social situations generally I'm doing really good. Except for speaking in class. I feel like I'll never get over that and it's actually causing me to avoid and fail classes I need to graduate. So far I have failed five classes because I chickened out and dropped out of the classes halfway through. In some cases I had already done some graded work like essays and exams and I'm actually really good with those and get high marks, so if it wasn't for the presentation or discussions I would have passed all those classes with good grades. I've already spoken with my student adviser and during my first year I was allowed some special treatment, but unfortunately now I'm just supposed to push through. I only had one presentation this semester and I thought that if I just pushed through I could make it work, but when I was literally sitting in my room with a knife in my hand the night before I had to give up. I hate this. I hate that I can't get over myself and just do those stupid presentations. I hate that they make me fail classes I otherwise would have passed easily. I hate that they make me feel like I'll never be able to graduate and I might as well drop out now. I hate it. I guess this is mostly just a rant, but maybe you guys have some advice?",4.380714080046072,5.97147644370861,5.3163000287935525,80.33409876187737,70.98675496688743,8.298531528937517,28.69334868989346,8.841846274778883,2.2680577022746897,1234,47,235,23,23,404,153,302,0.17300000000000001,0.742,0.085,-0.9861,1,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,2,8,15,20,6,1,6,0,24,2,2,7,3,60,48,26,0,6,11,0,3,3,0,3,0,2,1,1,16,21,0,1,3,0,0,4,5,11,1,3,9,5,37,9,33,34,9,36,0,4,0,0,14,17,0,12,15,163,53,19,0.09999572148160454,0.0,0.19516279921961546,0.0,0.0,0.09771466172483452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206955304121684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649645323310184,0.0,0.09916888605784832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060956463688455004,0.0,0.08508899394795078,0.0,0.0,0.08843808958436641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272315105080047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983844687714951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233034084863804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555019709817493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112168263270516,0.14287392681309638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505630960941482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20897454921174186,0.09592500775402472,0.0,0.2516150007416946,0.0,0.0,0.1101565608293102,0.09901148557172444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4936253639246153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565096989139128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465585756107623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501278652282059,0.0,0.0,0.33373960284236864,0.0,0.10045914256674723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607965829914964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350836094415703,0.07414556043742357,0.15424572989460522,0.0,0.0,0.09383921071454053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06775968878554788,0.07605125216654414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932444263981832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811963943580468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431734576182634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239938060181652,0.0,0.20386609058470487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985671234494864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037277315630507,0.0,0.0,0.11435382222775513,0.0,0.06643271409015218,0.0,0.0,0.07938543322591525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990816261533724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559615236380605,0.0,0.0,0.142068183046246,0.0,0.0,0.06439396614564323 socialanxiety,CloudyCatastrophe,2020/01/22,"Extroverts don't get it I have social anxiety and spend most of my days indoors. There are some periods of time when I'm forced out and those are great, so this gives me the chance to be around extroverted people. One day I needed to attend a regular group gathering, but I didn't feel like it. So this extroverted guy who I know, takes my friends phone and sends me the message ""You need a cat"" something so simple but so insulting. I can't get it out of my mind, it's weird but it just shows that they likely won't understand what we're going through.",3.989464285714289,5.080236160714286,4.830714285714286,85.36428571428574,71.32142857142857,8.814285714285715,26.5,9.188382445141503,1.9266928571428568,438,14,93,9,8,142,80,112,0.12300000000000001,0.804,0.073,-0.6746,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,0,8,6,1,0,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,18,19,11,0,2,4,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,11,6,0,0,3,1,1,3,4,2,0,1,1,1,12,4,9,16,2,11,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,2,7,60,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18045454672104436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099913463254004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30425796182543563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927263704337225,0.1685192490085042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822473646964636,0.0,0.2464846797493172,0.2262863578879589,0.13406123453590296,0.0,0.0,0.26006861001248804,0.0,0.23356733539760044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963850250976594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304870375216969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381807873320292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498176172780588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598445863691877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635358287153125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404592723805854,0.0,0.18159898475245506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17735927678755534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754885471612538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455689141956631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,banoonii,2020/01/22,"Presentation tomorrow... So in short, i have a presentation at school tomorrow and am lowkey having a panic attack right now. This is especially nerve wracking for me, since up until now I’ve gotten a pass to only present to the teachers whenever there’s been a presentation involved. This time it’s a group project however, so I’m forced to present to the whole class. I could just refuse to speak, which I really want to do, but that’s out of the question as I’d be a complete asshole forcing my part onto the rest of my group. I don’t know what to do and currently just want to cease to exist completely, any advice on how to survive this?",6.6342857142857135,6.3548551269841305,7.256984126984129,75.09357142857142,65.19047619047619,10.692063492063493,34.66666666666667,10.290406445055957,3.4422190476190484,510,21,98,11,7,169,85,126,0.07,0.903,0.027999999999999997,-0.5794,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,8,2,1,1,10,0,10,0,0,1,0,13,15,8,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,1,7,0,21,11,3,21,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,12,69,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286969591221168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591522886976053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26624937394683823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4907639182191568,0.0,0.0,0.1868584478474044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861988987106115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17799468166707605,0.0,0.27459044618056644,0.0,0.2534378362183463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621735246182898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14992925025571532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998651930660563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368566040266412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935967340149204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646808782094574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27608061695172154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26129248025594715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Mr_mittens4277,2020/01/22,"I don't know what to do So i'm in this friendgroup with 2 guys and 2 of my best friends. We only eat lunch together on tuesdays so it's not really a close friendgroup. I have been having a lot of anxiety about this friendgroup but it was getting better. Tomorrow they want to go play tennis after school and I'm anxious again. I probably can't even go because it's on the other side of town, but then i'll have FOMO and i will feel left out. If i do go, we're uneven and i can't even okay that good and i will feel like an idiot. I feel like this will happen more frequent i don't want to be left out. Help",-0.4523214285714268,1.6392918270676733,1.9360855263157888,95.98728618421056,89.37593984962406,4.828759398496241,18.086936090225567,6.322622252153567,-0.19447330827067733,475,13,110,5,16,161,81,133,0.076,0.713,0.21100000000000002,0.9524,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,1,2,6,9,1,0,4,1,15,2,0,0,0,21,28,11,0,3,4,0,3,2,1,3,0,0,0,1,9,10,2,0,4,1,0,3,5,1,0,0,2,3,12,8,14,22,3,19,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,2,8,72,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154095663390318,0.20902165370221126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278740149157965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19416867067611368,0.1636364991263331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893232059809761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444099384100611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806573198756395,0.2643588221998398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429471676489327,0.0,0.09666610789599757,0.0,0.3154559814954373,0.15518727297458876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832003941785566,0.16361391939367792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401602499761608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168298884806697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020528464300716,0.0,0.0,0.1807843380802487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572986801608593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071720360756362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994844924259371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852952367657912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187251656411586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21826097287761376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,idkbubblejuice,2020/01/22,"I need YOUR help Hey guys my name's Lis and in my HS, we're required to do a senior project,and mine is around social anxiety. If y'all could please fill out the attached questionnaire, I would be ever so grateful [link](https://forms.gle/WzAPiDsvAiWddYKe6)",7.738840579710146,9.112388826086958,6.5508695652173925,75.40644927536233,62.91304347826088,9.611594202898553,32.72463768115942,9.725611199111238,3.0678637681159424,210,8,36,4,3,63,43,46,0.038,0.763,0.19899999999999998,0.8001,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,10,6,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,4,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,2,22,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781977726376209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237331831334173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29035173728105396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289499514371264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36007910938904025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437526405515641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696481848877864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3991878506641765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707040648288672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583325789347635,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,StardustEcho,2020/01/22,"Questions In Class I'm a University student and in one of my classes the lecturer asks 15+ students questions every lecture. After my first lecture I realised this was going to be a huge problem for me and emailed her, explaining that I am being treated for social anxiety (on medication and doing online therapy) and would she possibly be able to exclude me from the questions she asks. She replied back saying it shouldn't be a problem. Next lecture I was extremely anxious. True to her word she didn't ask me anything but everytime she'd say a name, I'd get extremely panicked. She also poses questions to the class as the whole and goes round, looking at our work while we answer. Covering your notes doesn't work as she just stands there and stares at you till you uncover them. So I've taken to just not writing anything. I've been in a similar position with a lecturer before, she agreed not to ask me questions, then asked me a question anyway. It was not an experience I wish to repeat. My issue is that I can't trust my lecturer to not ask me questions, meaning my anxiety is extremely high when in her class. The fact that she looks at your answers while they are being written also makes me very uncomfortable. I get so worried in class that I have difficulty concentrating on what is being said. My chest feels constricted, my heart starts racing, I feel sick and I start visibly shaking. She is a good lecturer, and seems to honestly care about not asking me questions but I can't get the doubt out of my head that she will ask me one day, I won't be able to answer and I'll break down in front of the whole class. I'm currently debating whether I should stick out going to the lectures or given that she posts lecture notes, just try and teach myself using those - a harder alternative that will likely result in a worse grade. Attendance is compulsory, but given I have full attendance in my other classes and would attend all tests, I don't think my University would do anything about it. Any advice would be greatly appreciated.",6.859375209567452,7.208678000000003,7.2652129205320275,73.09859505979658,64.62982005141389,10.261361350173244,35.42204090756678,10.074871250255047,3.6321667821616175,1638,72,287,34,23,536,199,389,0.106,0.828,0.066,-0.9163,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,2,4,2,3,13,12,0,2,19,0,38,5,3,3,3,65,72,27,0,9,13,0,3,1,0,9,2,3,0,0,14,15,0,1,17,0,0,7,12,4,0,3,10,9,57,8,40,44,4,43,0,0,4,0,47,19,0,11,15,209,71,23,0.13657057046569532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672759042534665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921543585982846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04643633556054272,0.0,0.10447611259616728,0.07714293567943332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16857891438977804,0.0,0.5107001908542778,0.0,0.0,0.05250716934495082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05810574828424784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06962139927058315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04403835987448625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05753329792887674,0.0,0.0,0.06679611187665441,0.0,0.0,0.06905418391395927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058083428735506086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702872948885124,0.0,0.07761620246568607,0.057274457479898476,0.0,0.07528476803744835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008040295416833,0.0,0.0,0.08091839178175411,0.0,0.07214715297081818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712720967090215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033360741141782516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146848830140854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04558095813685559,0.0,0.0,0.07438269413589789,0.0,0.0687902408957329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262217552480431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254375302169936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698139904739477,0.06539842745679993,0.0,0.0,0.1306795916772526,0.0,0.0,0.6119611782597403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06495494342941371,0.1086063991756439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06216435906002975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960824892614573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666535270048766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809017478537937,0.0,0.0,0.04375445353823841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04636122630925872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058976561881171764,0.0,0.05634251173069565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247616470870407,0.07852470803618762,0.0,0.0,0.09942500184667012,0.06934702180058103,0.06958853942739683,0.19403162971547674,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,nightviserion,2020/01/22,"Accepting Who I Hang Out With Hi everyone, I'm pretty new to reddit, but I like it and have seen it before. I wanted to post on this, because I hope that I can get some advice from people who have been through it and can give me some tips, and maybe I can make some actual friends. Here's the deal: I'm 16. I am in a residential (living in a therapeutic setting), and I'm able to get onto technology during school. My therapist doesn't like the fact that I hang out with mostly the adult staff, but I do it because they relate to me more than the kids. They like comic books, superheros, movies that I like, and actually talk to me nicely. It's like my therapist is forcing me to get along with kids that I live with, but shouldn't I be with people that interest me, and who I get along with? I don't see how that's on me. I'm capable of making friends if they relate to me and like things that I do. In this setting, that is the adult staff. Any of you who have been through something remotely similar, how do I deal with this, and make my therapist/support team see that it's perfectly okay? &#x200B; *Anyone who can reply will be greatly appreciated!*",5.102912087912088,5.119211098290601,6.107203907203907,81.0469230769231,68.35897435897436,9.591697191697193,29.10744810744811,9.424239791934726,2.277662759462759,903,29,190,17,14,301,109,234,0.0,0.772,0.228,0.9953,0,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,3,2,3,15,0,0,7,1,21,0,0,5,2,38,38,14,0,4,4,0,0,6,2,2,0,0,0,4,24,19,0,0,1,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,3,30,15,30,31,5,14,0,0,3,0,21,8,0,6,7,132,54,5,0.12069595118161006,0.0,0.2355636755059601,0.0,0.0,0.11794268661222446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077401267903868,0.14665879151584066,0.08207738564401684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843934153868266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715026316198532,0.0,0.10270336477869657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24886445185361636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533015366538542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18649878496731984,0.0,0.2522346118028593,0.11578255430763808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306771227186348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987831292217235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537956709561215,0.0,0.21315347229138798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416964538994359,0.0,0.12125530560038085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656890175527528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673507510236242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559335778952005,0.12279117332939853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215074624509208,0.192358093068531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929176398902653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369643350891594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701083367840466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4204119058844215,0.08018502689799488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118959913117949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665879151584066,0.0 socialanxiety,oioi54,2020/01/22,"I have a group project tomorrow and I am dreading it. My Uni thought that putting a group project into my course would be a good idea, one that you cannot opt out of and do on your own and one that you're put into teams with randomers that you may not even know, I have not made any friends in my class this semester so I really just really hate doing group tasks as its awkward for everyone involved. Don't really know why colleges and Uni's do this with the excuse ""This is how it will be in the work environment"" when people will act more professional as they're actually getting paid. Also you have to do a presentation each week so that's fun for everyone who hates public speaking and will be docked marks for actually having stage freight. So the next few months for me is going to be awkward group communication and embarrassing myself in front of my class. Wish colleges and universities would actually consider introverts when making decisions like this, forcing people into a an environment like this can result in more bad than good.",9.693327693175403,8.038326578680202,9.239052453468696,67.80965595036665,59.86294416243654,12.816469261139313,38.64015792442189,11.645159339076185,4.382284151156232,844,33,153,20,9,272,115,197,0.109,0.8029999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.6514,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,4,0,2,9,13,2,4,9,0,24,0,0,4,0,31,35,16,0,3,3,0,0,2,1,6,0,1,0,0,14,14,0,0,5,1,1,5,4,7,0,2,3,1,14,6,22,22,5,22,0,0,0,0,15,9,0,2,9,108,28,9,0.0,0.0,0.4299466768744555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744502291862732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998708003356692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262314962822675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700058150894944,0.0,0.0,0.28066475702220145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346476724477556,0.0,0.07672902942585598,0.0,0.08346472827466164,0.24636077925877856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289990490932319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16578866489383876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614223891547692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434981411604722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896382467638693,0.09803113691560199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172233827115331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618878415424406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19903419528643795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20363043133456601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952725769807094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822495549256357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659156131599065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780337097903305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13251958691674628,0.0,0.16888338287318466,0.0,0.0,0.10691686141832037,0.0,0.0,0.20865227538092587,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mik_e_hun_t,2020/01/22,"Im sad and cramming bad combo Im too afraid to find new friends but im sick of this awareness that Im the only one in the group who doesnt have other relationships outside our friendship because they all have boyfriends. I dont want to seem jealous over their bfs, but i feel like im being thrown away. I feel used when they cry on my shoulder, talk to them for hours when theyre sad but i cant even talk about my problems for 5 seconds because they change the subject immediately when i start talking. Ive already told them about this 3-4 years ago and it was a bad experience. They felt disgusted that i didnt trust them enough and ahhh some shit that i honestly dont want to remember fuck im alone hhhhhh Honestly i dont want to face this im such a shithead idk what to do i have exams tomorrow and if i dont get good grades i might be out of the honors list and i dont what that to happen but im just trying to pour everything out here just so that i wont cry irl",1.6192627698788833,3.132438796208529,3.46602685624013,91.09144681411271,78.0995260663507,6.584623486045286,23.57056345444971,7.3871296695380915,0.7801688256977348,770,25,178,10,18,259,120,211,0.285,0.624,0.09,-0.993,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,8,1,12,17,4,1,6,0,18,5,3,1,1,28,31,14,0,5,7,0,3,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,13,7,0,0,6,0,0,0,9,10,0,2,4,3,25,7,20,23,3,15,0,2,0,1,17,6,2,4,10,106,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132029967215238,0.0,0.0,0.0833292150936282,0.08878632965640795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559202506992667,0.0,0.13435651320790187,0.09809171340487867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511286602972842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17675653172253675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4714751804106024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313361610212726,0.0,0.053141107328405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230958770076122,0.07870241060759436,0.0,0.0,0.08136298032742573,0.057478515952009764,0.07725136298061867,0.0,0.07353626480372571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062160899247710226,0.07438122471877777,0.04203547571049937,0.0,0.0,0.06748353673989246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114788299920073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923396446766251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6952591626664067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03930723920521915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535219081236194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770589774829492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05451976353751796,0.06119119433937659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698650859504964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638073647629861,0.091142127093405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732450553549411,0.0,0.0,0.08258798171110045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05694789760974602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19400493121527967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688013692392891,0.0,0.054625039792744884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694890384932486,0.0,0.0,0.14236691675563112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05181168730887373 socialanxiety,vinahninahgmailcom,2020/01/22,"Too aware if how I walk Does anyone else pick themselves apart as they walk? I'm pigeontoed, and have long gangly arms, and slight rounded shoulders ,and flat footed, and my posture is awkward and I spend every step, trying to correct it, and my clothes never fit right no matter what size and fit I buy. I actually showed signs of being left handed when I was a Baby, and my dad and sister are right handed and they are the ones who taught me how to write so now I do things so awkwardly with my right and left hands, and picking stuff up and doing pretty much anything around other people, just feels so awkward and backwards. Nothing feels natural.",7.0268202764976975,6.996713387096777,6.639539170506914,79.01145161290326,64.3225806451613,8.698617511520737,30.617511520737327,7.957251820313856,2.0881188940092157,516,16,93,5,7,161,88,124,0.1,0.851,0.049,-0.6523,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,10,3,0,3,2,0,8,6,6,4,2,29,12,22,0,1,2,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,16,0,0,2,1,2,3,2,3,0,1,2,6,13,0,7,9,1,18,0,0,1,0,6,11,0,1,4,64,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.19336452420238726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855016124228595,0.2030267343915532,0.16305947674758456,0.17639433134027524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734012414137632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655277926725806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16694880536757772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003798482805587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4305782318671883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535534262773605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566207592533498,0.0,0.15282447418556272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901289984426212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427067078880486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373713424919646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20158843893137726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5076536591698804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268328270320857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164117549943816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452994398608722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mindegar,2020/01/22,"Lunch problem Hello, I'm a guy attending high school and I am too anxious to go to lunch. I don't really have any good friends in my class. I don't like sitting alone because I feel people are looking at me weird, but I also don't like sitting with my classmates because they're talking all the time and I'm just sitting there quietly. There is also this one girl that I like from another class. I texted with her for a bit, but things got really awkward and they're even more awkward when we meet in person. I feel really bad because my parents are paying for the meals but I'm too anxious to go. This is probably a really stupid problem but I will appreciate every reply from you guys.",2.8967026378896894,4.783592669064749,4.377859712230215,84.30669364508395,75.54676258992805,7.223261390887291,27.41067146282973,8.07648339933343,1.8737477218225416,547,22,106,9,12,182,82,139,0.225,0.7120000000000001,0.063,-0.9701,1,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,1,0,0,9,12,1,2,5,0,10,3,0,0,1,16,19,10,0,2,5,1,2,3,1,1,0,1,0,4,4,6,3,0,2,0,1,3,3,7,0,1,1,4,16,5,12,17,3,12,0,0,1,0,12,4,0,0,5,66,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337142014155766,0.0,0.2368470732540925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070289134106614,0.15528005476174686,0.0,0.33458784271762354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364480580316628,0.27081376031421345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16167048765736333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780875878519622,0.0,0.12476801581966054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149752470676051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144101187582961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16832025845402054,0.12420668854666445,0.11843711795267445,0.0,0.0,0.2932549024827329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564599535791335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170405814566236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435412025107848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034624171289512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443088952217666,0.0,0.0,0.102663506908412,0.12930212715963915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966069733498695,0.2833947287682029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794682218120307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14986994565958553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190251293479737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838110689723062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634956576381644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ssmmll82,2020/01/22,"has anyone had experience with dexafetamine for treatment of depression? not adhd. has anyone had experience with dexafetamine for treatment of depression and anxiety? not adhd. &#x200B; did it make your anxiety worse or better? &#x200B; thanks",8.003873873873875,12.296641324324325,7.225810810810812,54.240698198198224,81.70270270270271,11.115315315315316,38.5990990990991,9.725611199111238,6.778769369369371,207,12,20,8,6,64,23,37,0.287,0.597,0.115,-0.8243,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,7,7,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,1,2,6,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,17,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3979009197940203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35873144129762746,0.40230561547859134,0.0,0.0,0.2532798122018822,0.0,0.0,0.23150296391110345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640928941610545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285163806068755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32386554689929353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050120673525288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15240970992612995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16870241205950973,0.0,0.0,0.40230561547859134,0.0 socialanxiety,Solomon6628,2020/01/22,"My S.A.D I want to talk about my Social anxiety disorder experience But I'm really scared",3.3223529411764723,6.312985058823532,6.466176470588237,63.8427941176471,80.76470588235293,12.811764705882355,26.14705882352941,11.20814326018867,5.079729411764705,74,3,12,4,2,27,15,17,0.382,0.5529999999999999,0.065,-0.7425,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047483980431795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4565611973639974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38967774707709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552030403092981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3988332050765895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4060833012198423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201909739662665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349662013795745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,kvee_sharma,2020/01/22,"The most incapable human. Ever since I’ve been a kid, I’ve not been good at anything. Atleast as far as I remember. In all my school days I never won a single award, the only award I won was for some task to donate to the poor and the money for that was just given by my dad, I didn’t go out and actually ask people for money to help the poor and the other award I won was for “Good Samaritan” which I won because I was my teachers favourite because my mother was close to her. Middle school and high school I just sat in the class, I was a shadow. I never even participated in any event, competition or not. I was just there but I was no one. Atleast I used to get around 80%+ in academics so I had something to hold on to. When I moved into college, I dropped out twice. My parents spent a shitload of money for me, I couldn’t even manage to get a seat, my seat was paid for and I dropped it. Why? Not because of the syllabus but because I couldn’t keep up with all the smart people there. The only thing I do is workout but in the last 5 years of working out, I haven’t talked to a single person in the gym. My dads got his business and I can’t look after it because I don’t know how to interact with people, I don’t know anything about accounting, I don’t know anything about sales, I don’t know anything at all. I can’t build relationships with people, it doesn’t make any sense to me. I wish I went asleep forever. The only ray of hope I see are my two doggies, I love them but I still don’t look after them as much as I should, I wish I could give them all my time but I feel tired. I hate myself. I wish my parents aborted me, they screwed up big time by having me. I failed them, I failed myself, I failed everyone. All I’ve done is fail in life. I wish I could be a good man, but I cannot. I don’t even have the balls to tie the rope around my neck and end it all, I’m afraid of the “pain”. It’s easy to say that you are what you tell yourself but when all my life I have done nothing, how can I see myself as someone who is smart and successful. I’ve got no one to share things with. I have a girlfriend and she’s a doctor, she’s amazing and she doesn’t deserve me, I don’t have the balls to leave her because I’m selfish that I want to have her in my life, she deserves someone who is smart, not me. I want to run away from myself. I want to leave myself. I wish I could just sprint one day and somehow leave myself behind and just stop existing.",1.1484702652509142,2.748028806451618,2.8220679074649766,94.80091162340021,79.72106261859581,5.471823650530906,21.079938632968627,6.13356869307363,-0.004324203641648872,1899,52,445,13,47,627,210,527,0.14400000000000002,0.737,0.11900000000000001,-0.8215,2,0,1,0,0,0,56.0,0,2,5,13,22,27,2,1,26,0,49,10,2,4,10,81,90,30,0,15,17,5,1,0,1,1,6,1,0,4,15,23,0,3,6,4,10,4,24,9,0,5,26,6,94,18,66,57,12,48,0,4,4,2,37,25,1,5,17,313,109,18,0.0,0.0,0.07146109447013421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959667672480893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410454289932452,0.13037895164999394,0.06845937722828098,0.0,0.06880120420399148,0.0,0.0,0.2678388890274642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754025711083367,0.0,0.0,0.09445349722291356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495314587838724,0.0,0.1498777058698916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485929814569545,0.0,0.0,0.1451015040361333,0.06623996557685878,0.0,0.06997359833713987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037026862416863586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651842493952636,0.07024808076712341,0.04161781788048085,0.18426342940358814,0.11713609402732462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229863253719082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0490839607936228,0.07737062565672803,0.0,0.07273307674667286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508944002931755,0.0,0.0,0.1609793198287993,0.059691537280897274,0.0,0.2326173136066132,0.0,0.0,0.15517175915475434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298809844592845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06609217387028707,0.0,0.04888103139022106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783100556628708,0.0538318567552823,0.0,0.11295768168614514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026535180258475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14886591730390344,0.16708222276100185,0.07792098681914411,0.0,0.16262462705114633,0.0,0.0,0.20307151011904692,0.0639408759125524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786207101092914,0.08295436048893752,0.0,0.0,0.05823476539637476,0.0,0.22233545129406992,0.11670831533206708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060575915968442376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409365534225912,0.056375383240886465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05848089992329996,0.061222854811481514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058858823078123935,0.0640055115247671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730039692988036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540102148188633,0.08416614431765655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07153424644803423,0.0,0.0,0.06324648033824208,0.0,0.0,0.12957736351865046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067884162827969,0.06607792474623086,0.0,0.4210495868582044,0.0,0.0,0.05331169895165281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04715717663858892 socialanxiety,ronen-c6,2020/01/22,"Is it ok to have no friends? I like to be alone and not have to talk to people, but now I don’t have friends and don’t know how to feel about it. I know it’s my fault because I try to distance myself from everyone. And now I feel like all of my old friends are strangers. I would like to have a friend group but making new friends is not an option. I don’t trust anyone anymore and am ok with being alone. I just don’t know if it is good for my mental health?",0.6293137254901957,2.0527409509803967,2.018235294117648,100.7787254901961,80.66666666666666,4.925490196078432,20.15686274509804,5.033348758259628,-0.5633019607843139,355,9,91,1,9,114,57,102,0.075,0.594,0.331,0.9861,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,13,0,0,2,2,16,1,0,2,1,21,22,8,0,2,6,0,2,3,5,1,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,0,2,12,12,12,19,1,4,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,2,7,61,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462415469069544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16577150810558294,0.11687772059209282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018953153161761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15972247851519156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16903581857740374,0.11941460299835277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6457124877652985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020055346326735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776765165274638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755898284899805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449884945831701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157636124996956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684515671189146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16143803952751118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753996404001878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588329628183998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343517744968577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348635803447135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187411591154622,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Big_Conn,2020/01/22,"Is it ok to have no friends? I like to be alone and not have to talk to people, but now I don’t have friends and don’t know how to feel about it. I know it’s my fault because I try to distance myself from everyone. And now I feel like all of my old friends are strangers. I would like to have a friend group but making new friends is not an option. I don’t trust anyone anymore and am ok with being alone. I just don’t know if it is good for my mental health?",0.6293137254901957,2.0527409509803967,2.018235294117648,100.7787254901961,80.66666666666666,4.925490196078432,20.15686274509804,5.033348758259628,-0.5633019607843139,355,9,91,1,9,114,57,102,0.075,0.594,0.331,0.9861,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,13,0,0,2,2,16,1,0,2,1,21,22,8,0,2,6,0,2,3,5,1,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,0,2,12,12,12,19,1,4,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,2,7,61,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462415469069544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16577150810558294,0.11687772059209282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018953153161761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15972247851519156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16903581857740374,0.11941460299835277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6457124877652985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020055346326735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776765165274638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755898284899805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449884945831701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157636124996956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684515671189146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16143803952751118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753996404001878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588329628183998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343517744968577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348635803447135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187411591154622,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,axolotl1123,2020/01/22,"Have I made a big mistake? I recently had a meltdown in front of one of my teachers. Basically, she was letting me know that my only friend in the college was no longer going to be coming in. I was really stressed that week already so when I started crying I just kind of opened up about everything, how I wasn't making any friends, how I have social anxiety, how I thought no one liked me, everything. So she asked if I wanted to go on the waiting list to see the counselor and I said yes. But I'm really regretting it now. I just keep thinking, 'I have friends outside of college, other people on that waiting list could need it more than me, I've gotten through this before why do I suddenly need a counselor, it's just half a year, the counselor is going to hate me, I haven't even been diagnosed yet'. I feel like I've lied to her because I haven't been diagnosed but I just couldn't stop myself from talking. My brother says I won't know if it'll be awful if I don't try it but I just don't know. I really think I've made a mistake but I don't know how to get out of it now because all of the people who sort this out are really intimidating and I don't think they like me because I couldn't remember who my gp was for the referral form and she seemed mad at me because of it. She also seemed skeptical of me because I haven't had any treatment for my anxiety before so I think she thinks I'm lying. I keep on playing out these scenarios in my head of everyone hating me. What should I do? 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I think I have some signs of social anxiety and I want to book a session with the school counsellor. The problem is, the receptionist will come to your class and get you to go down to the counsellor, while everyone is still there. The thought of everyone looking at me and (most likely) knowing that I’m going to the counsellor, and then wondering what’s wrong with me makes me super anxious and it’s making me not want to hand in the form. I don’t want to tell my mum and go to a counsellor outside of school, so this is my best option. Any tips would be appreciated :)",4.071025641025642,5.643675931623932,5.1124786324786315,81.56307692307693,71.73504273504274,8.960683760683763,28.384615384615394,9.444778638647367,2.5139846153846155,472,18,93,11,9,155,73,117,0.09699999999999999,0.757,0.146,0.7329,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,2,3,5,0,0,10,0,8,1,1,2,0,25,25,9,0,5,1,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,0,4,1,0,4,2,2,0,0,1,3,12,3,16,21,4,10,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,4,4,66,16,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613880076262095,0.0,0.1306490949252415,0.1929370164326696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922700036771666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14711507122652456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.326382367892661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922745618587072,0.0,0.29118100831926025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385827804353897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343630956209694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341533002202392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22799894745026986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16341697593426255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5185267928498535,0.1360925306689051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17409251733329667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638811671151052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492725178215293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10943132571969544,0.0,0.13558321416039154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021980270811517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18520768269919244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131987006054915,0.18672521144001228,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ashlerine,2020/01/22,I’m scared of joining a high school sport I want to join my high school’s track team but I feel like I’ll be super awkward and nervous. I feel like I’m too slow or won’t fit in with the others which will make me stand out. 😔,3.1782051282051285,2.3932716923076955,4.1046153846153866,96.5070512820513,72.46153846153845,6.933333333333334,23.102564102564106,3.1291,-0.1841743589743592,176,3,47,0,3,57,42,52,0.113,0.575,0.311,0.9072,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,1,6,0,3,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,9,3,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,5,3,5,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,3,21,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266704505624593,0.3768244260307339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5573006492779418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25769502929975285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760450448727681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640445706132348,0.5338274498534427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555576340239237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,yeah_but_no,2020/01/22,"who else deletes their posts all the time? before, or right after posting? i wonder if social anxiety corresponds to online anxiety and general fear of judgement and attention?",6.790919540229883,10.334944413793107,6.897241379310348,62.830229885057484,70.3793103448276,10.763218390804601,37.25287356321839,10.504223727775694,5.738508045977013,144,8,17,5,3,46,27,29,0.222,0.778,0.0,-0.7303,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,1,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,2,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44199403834728695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24582073066420546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413272056772125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250770943452084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5533459148680748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467070877569773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944829232311906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16845176492007616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132845721434212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,123Basebal,2020/01/22,Does anyone use CBD to help their social anxiety I just found out about CBD and some people say they use it to cope with social anxiety and I was thinking of trying it does anyone use it and recommend it?,7.545121951219514,6.1319070487804925,7.946463414634148,74.60310975609757,63.878048780487795,11.126829268292685,30.256097560975608,10.125756701596842,2.7613804878048778,163,4,31,3,2,54,27,41,0.078,0.8029999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,12,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,6,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,0,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271955351427592,0.0,0.0,0.29906345675766993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742902512584304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234479934372646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433418659530711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482594757621622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17006532888316211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4359945578330442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702904409986733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519286634224327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5541037251312686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,4skintomandjennytool,2020/01/22,"My social anxiety varies to the person who I am talking to? I know this is a common problem it’s so frustrating and odd. Its like your brain shows you how capable you are and tells you “hey look you can socialize but we just like to be picky” which is a good and bad thing because it shows me my capabilities and lets me know it’s SA at work. Thing is i’m a still a teenager (16, 17 in a few days yay) and care wayyyy about how i come across to people so not sure if it’s just teenager hormones’ awkwardness and a self identity crisis mixed in. But honestly it’s fucked up how my SA is. If a random person that I have no interest talking in came up to me I am the most confident person you would see but if it’s someone I want to be friends with I am worried of coming of as weird or anything else. that’s honestly it, my SA literally goes in a loop and makes it worse for everything else. oof",2.714603174603173,3.7225509100529126,4.471825396825398,87.04678571428578,74.29100529100529,8.151322751322754,26.198412698412696,8.634040054169528,1.6437873015873017,698,24,157,13,14,237,110,189,0.183,0.648,0.16899999999999998,-0.2499,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,6,0,1,9,16,2,1,10,1,14,2,1,4,1,34,26,20,0,6,10,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,4,16,12,0,0,2,2,0,3,2,6,0,0,1,2,21,10,20,21,2,14,0,0,2,1,19,8,1,6,5,107,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484567874306732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354058335291812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534861142155865,0.09151517685068868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758982736882808,0.0,0.1717037009383693,0.15306306208344775,0.0,0.0,0.2586398354770489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681859718625048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25082136255775045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492321576893618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598667186843355,0.13878870494214887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259182368192592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501021539772198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15351360487947094,0.0,0.14668757726884787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606770010894425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021000867864517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407819358884464,0.39325166928038136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364993136805834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963067226355847,0.0,0.15661374968830558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060683019453333,0.12720093996728116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989050398845047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14149160830342972,0.0,0.0,0.2413305531295978,0.13121639791465595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994735655829384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854797286020195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929323016877296,0.15245984157703402,0.1529908195219598,0.1066449241772177,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,baguettebread,2020/01/22,"I wanna apply for a job but I'm too nervous to text What the title says, I'm pretty sure I'm qualified and it's a part time job anyway, I want to text the people and ask if there is still vacancy, what's the pay, etc etc but I just can't... I get this wave of dread and I don't know why. My parents think I'm a wuss.",-0.9380571428571436,0.3316377466666651,2.276571428571433,97.824,84.86666666666667,5.352380952380952,16.047619047619047,6.1826913282559595,-0.7098380952380956,241,4,65,2,7,87,50,75,0.11800000000000001,0.758,0.124,0.1154,3,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,6,0,3,0,0,0,1,12,12,6,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,6,1,5,12,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,38,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182045841622625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5206223113172724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194582956111928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4632420252401069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282747045186969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25917150109261555,0.2527576690304786,0.0,0.16181543060555378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374594253724373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18561507979732966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18639959879633547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21998388649152945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955815581095158,0.0,0.0,0.13610183976220327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766984094887508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106140411338742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,GhostParty_,2020/01/22,"Lost my job due to social anxiety So long story short, I quit my job today because I felt so anxious I thought I might have had a panic attack if I stayed. This is a new job for me and I had only been there for a month. It was a restaurant job (not something I’m used to AT ALL). I’m really not used to working around that many people. I’m pretty sure I heard a group of my coworkers talk shit about how quiet and reserved I am and how “all I do is say Hi and that’s it”. It made me feel like absolute garbage because I hate small talk with everything in me but I was trying to be polite enough by at least telling everyone Hello everyday, apparently that wasn’t enough. I can’t handle people criticizing me like that and my self esteem had plummeted to the point where I felt even more reluctant to talk to them. I’m the type of person who likes to just go, do my job, and go home. I’m starting to realize people don’t respond to that too kindly. I feel so guilty and pathetic because I walked out today and didn’t even have the courage to tell my boss in person. I texted him telling him I couldn’t do it anymore. I’m so pissed at myself because this was a good paying job and for once I was actually doing financially well. It took my months to get a job and now it’s all gone because I couldn’t get over the fact that people dislike me. I’m so socially inept when it comes to coworkers that it’s driving me to quit things I otherwise enjoyed. Now I’m jobless and stressed about needing to find somewhere new. At the same time I want to actually find somewhere that suits me better, but realistically in the small town I live in that isn’t likely. Any advice on where to go from here?",3.19876923076923,4.344717571428575,4.696571428571428,85.36696703296704,73.28571428571428,7.670329670329671,26.31868131868132,8.139509932561175,1.5143692307692307,1330,45,282,20,26,446,172,350,0.122,0.774,0.10400000000000001,-0.7337,9,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,5,22,18,4,2,13,0,26,2,2,6,5,46,56,22,0,5,6,0,4,4,0,1,0,3,1,3,21,15,0,0,8,0,1,8,9,7,1,0,18,7,40,11,39,34,8,42,0,1,0,0,21,19,2,2,18,182,61,11,0.0,0.0,0.1515471658782733,0.0,0.0,0.07587706319219722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052803536667240164,0.0,0.05940077070820825,0.08772052711731887,0.07700629262065745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912348865925473,0.0,0.08833620109946395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366685493056497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867365033598323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668871729930383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16046299234442532,0.0,0.1025719979260464,0.0,0.0,0.07419632033994432,0.06978532488832093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852267170335002,0.055471992544182516,0.14910917445630326,0.0,0.14193835958900305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113610995631332,0.0,0.13238803008665606,0.06512774703535974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666166421831885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788762019729162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5393780013239413,0.0,0.0,0.08085880153725493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15174023504328665,0.0,0.06856491042918796,0.06871634108289776,0.0,0.0,0.08476234007398327,0.0,0.0,0.07347274065149165,0.0,0.07872323353393983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823726224303715,0.0,0.0,0.12395633491395285,0.0,0.0,0.057575263275986076,0.0,0.1499865091900205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269295230505871,0.0,0.05905506466098723,0.0,0.09110360153801256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153263398591274,0.13559907807417426,0.0,0.0,0.07340278334297276,0.0,0.0,0.0789962810393801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16517714376061038,0.0,0.0,0.04974351753377335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06174907980939968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810041573771389,0.0,0.07970490938809736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830541665898662,0.0,0.059777488847644576,0.0,0.0,0.054959897612044124,0.08276280337604358,0.0,0.0,0.08894591582702653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318264538947658,0.0,0.0,0.18723239317615584,0.2036042257137864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051586109556847934,0.0,0.0,0.0616441118159428,0.04527737387963735,0.0,0.14720310205979667,0.0,0.0862701673548416,0.052718128676787226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134126477044685,0.0,0.0,0.045799005152930165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698151865425172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05652891929646599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,22Wideout,2020/01/22,"I’m fucked for my first day back to classes tomorrow *kind of confusing at first because I formatted for r/hemp* I smoke hemp for anxiety So I just came off a break from smoking to get my mind right. I smoke hemp for anxiety and use rolling papers. The last 3 months I haven’t been in the scene so I have no idea on what laws have passed.... I have to drive 15 miles out of town because city implemented a 21 age restriction back in 2018. I get there ask them, “what kind of rolling papers you got”? Cashier girl said she had to get her supervisor real quick. Manager comes out and asked, “are you over 21”? I’m a very condescending way. I’m like, “um nah, I’m 20”....*still thinking the age restriction was 18. She then says you have to be 21 to buy tobacco products. I was kinda stuned and asked when did (*Said town*) implement this?, to which she replied the WHOLE US is now raised to 21. Now I’m superfucked because I got classes that start tomorrow and I can’t possibly go without being anxious. Now I have to resort to smoking a fucking napkin or something... THANKS CONGRESS 🙏",1.1512257368799441,3.6567927710280412,2.5078504672897206,91.74245147375989,86.24299065420561,6.282961897915169,24.11861969805895,7.61054688173877,1.30394162473041,839,34,177,16,26,270,128,214,0.091,0.87,0.039,-0.8149,0,0,4,0,0,0,36.0,1,3,1,2,11,7,2,1,8,0,16,2,0,1,0,21,40,9,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,5,8,0,2,2,0,1,5,4,3,1,2,10,3,23,4,27,28,1,37,0,0,0,2,16,12,2,3,19,100,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20500801238622304,0.15137354865421215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37579510444048536,0.0,0.0,0.20606414530454276,0.0,0.24504201700927186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532518891175888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542279860976115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641417068717416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279481497109181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477480811925235,0.21001687903094,0.0,0.07615110766018633,0.0,0.21433231633588584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126138585898907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790654395464615,0.0,0.10922188892588608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546203781187615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352943738098416,0.0,0.1069516503759728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15105657376838544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251296402217915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442898617313868,0.2549153776154603,0.10655632887818746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315408392842454,0.0,0.0,0.09484068334519556,0.0,0.1070066988834722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233624244612596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085857076129847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16117665310433416,0.1157266233226566,0.0,0.11055796445455716,0.0,0.10635712426089608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959800229182973,0.0,0.1291641276391275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,intuitivespirits,2020/01/22,"My situation So I’m currently in a phase of my life that I can’t help but feel sorry for who I am and what I’ve been brought up to be like aka my personality. I don’t like how unconfident I am in front of people, and the thing is when someone or anyone is unconfident, he is immediately taken as a pushover or an easy-to-take-advantage-of kind of person. It’s as if people can sniff my lack of confidence from far. Furthermore I’m not able to express my anger. Brought up to be a people pleaser I believe I myself always seek the approval and validation of others so if others scold me or make fun of me I still pretend to act nice and yearn for their validation. Secretly inside however I really do hate them for these many small things and I wish I could tell them off. I believe I am a lot more sensitive of a person too so if someone makes fun of me I will be very affected. I just don’t like being bullied or being made fun of and wish I could stand up for myself and be more assertive. I wish I could speak my mind freely. It feels like the amount of resent in my head is over the top and I feel like exploding. I have always believed in being nice and treating people with respect. But after being exposed to such ill treatment by the outside world I don’t know if the former is always true because it seems like society is a little less respectful than I thought it was. Not everyone is kind or nice, but they still are able to live an ok life. I try to be nice and kind, but all I get in return is ill treatment and jackshit. I’m really tired. How do I live for myself? How do I become more confident? How do I speak my mind freely?",3.817745524296672,4.489256291176473,5.4458056265984665,82.34829923273658,71.38235294117645,8.501278772378518,27.429667519181585,8.716276077567194,1.882652173913044,1289,43,271,22,23,440,163,340,0.109,0.637,0.254,0.9959,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,4,2,13,25,3,0,14,1,37,6,1,8,2,56,57,34,0,12,16,0,3,6,0,1,5,2,0,3,12,12,0,0,7,1,0,4,6,4,0,0,7,6,44,21,39,37,8,27,0,1,0,0,15,15,0,11,13,192,56,0,0.18747440035321292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23399057903243956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655432298619459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05714132719042275,0.1035253730372692,0.0,0.3168291754083577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22452458062686614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956991178821089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218903469106287,0.13393174907149175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04897381823201488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254607870190527,0.09620141056410393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06283006938300177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928386079448186,0.0515155137774965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241871324617238,0.274771566944524,0.09394930022303093,0.16554333020212292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969201551615103,0.0,0.08869640527778687,0.12514061799834625,0.09503480834374498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892957014126847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599422879530205,0.2455431227455589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010090142264715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533482651775465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536454043323526,0.0,0.0,0.1588464510418533,0.0,0.0,0.10493112122009923,0.0,0.0,0.14971729829263125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047870879430926,0.0,0.08193044458869596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454966125904565,0.0,0.0,0.07441686639336041,0.0,0.10773712230381302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364140584849556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734300709946336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233794623936174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Mountain-Jello,2020/01/22,"Life is hell, but I'm healing I foolishly told an acquaintance i had a crush on this girl. Then obviously, the crush and the whole damn place knew all about it the next day. Most decided to just ignore it, move on or just give me smirks, but some were quite nasty about it. This one person in particular decided to make my life a living hell. She pretty much forced me to confess my 'love' just so she could have a laugh. She'd constantly make remarks while we were together such as 'i know your secret', 'what a nice couple', 'why don't you say it' etc.. I got sick of it and just admitted that she's super hot, but i wasn't in love with her and to shut the fuck up about it. The rest of the day was awkward as hell, we made no eye contacts and barely spoke. Things went back to normal the next day, but now the crush would use her charm to manipulate me. I'd always refuse to do what she wants because I'm not desperate and i know her game. Then, we'd start having our little couple's fight, she'd run off angry and we'd make up the next day. A younger me probably would've quit that job out of shame and/or became her slave. I'm slowly getting over my fears of humiliation and not getting used as much. I've got a long way to go, but I'm progressing slowly.",3.9315280594996618,4.34965661302682,4.819869281045751,87.85176470588236,70.99233716475096,8.286770340320038,24.165201712869052,8.313332769828598,1.0915136804146948,980,23,222,14,17,319,147,261,0.263,0.655,0.08199999999999999,-0.9958,1,0,0,0,1,0,28.0,5,2,0,4,11,16,6,3,16,0,16,8,1,7,2,48,44,20,0,4,12,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,2,13,11,0,2,8,1,0,4,5,10,0,1,12,4,30,6,28,26,8,32,4,0,1,3,32,12,5,3,15,135,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973575180140746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899696087942191,0.0,0.0713251509649685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264408186520412,0.0,0.0934189572647376,0.2589275740029897,0.0,0.3018341349781841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049148368812208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316631339582378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816922037294563,0.12226054767992325,0.11224184024749156,0.06649662759436285,0.0,0.1871591452671156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610939037039028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286057562146963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16528815792807006,0.0,0.11726973017497486,0.10331754264791597,0.10354572704901753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21120312868761013,0.11071294293543296,0.2343052019295108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435777885566493,0.17202424892382345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733083769281532,0.0,0.11464003975162718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928560384784653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216423710212166,0.1222453028440507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903613064210306,0.1261511600523248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488984013560817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304705784259824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281672840981666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773291091343477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180327434333416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20210947444598135,0.0,0.0,0.06901256981888583,0.09287310849822084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846479044360674,0.10557879720357123,0.13063188380201826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16623396420897435,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,coolmonkey314,2020/01/22,"question if anyone wants to answer... I have had all the normal symptoms of social anxiety for at least 2 years now, including: -feeling like i’m constantly being judged -being extremely socially awkward -always worrying people will notice my awkwardness and the one i hate the most is knowing this is irrational Does this sound like social anxiety? What should I do? I hate this thing I have and it ruins school for me, and I haven’t made new friends in a few years. Anyone can respond, I don’t care.",3.5287096774193567,6.370673967741936,4.4047419354838695,80.04711290322581,78.13978494623656,7.590967741935482,27.57956989247312,8.548686976883017,2.602755698924731,401,17,66,9,10,129,68,93,0.21899999999999997,0.655,0.125,-0.8243,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,1,9,2,2,4,0,13,1,0,1,1,14,21,4,0,4,1,0,1,2,1,2,1,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,2,2,9,4,6,15,4,7,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,3,7,48,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392697340773916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560834330844386,0.0,0.0,0.2340655311301502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17065036684765986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18087333725631494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647133322047884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463002712344234,0.11957301329076588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931381245330367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33049709498602103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919851380468291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16354232387743622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15837464261685594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16165219630906075,0.0,0.0,0.16399234672891508,0.0,0.19055799283433025,0.0,0.0,0.11341789714132493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160370220941684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18749874438870232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16939283217032022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5118544013473616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739671188940544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119677301562456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872234258564576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699778348905152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155685293048817 socialanxiety,A-MinorBish,2020/01/22,I have 15 minute presentation to do on a topic I know very little about. Wish me luck. I haven't even started on it and it's due tomorrow. I am not worried about doing the powerpoint but I am freaking out on how I am going to stretch 15 minutes into my presentation. I tend to go through slides quick and I tend to be scatterbrained when I am put on the spot. Any advice?,0.6479076479076475,2.962197571428576,2.9180952380952405,89.37968253968252,86.27272727272728,6.01962481962482,22.841269841269842,7.3871296695380915,1.0318525252525257,291,11,62,5,9,99,52,77,0.053,0.872,0.076,-0.1061,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,1,0,10,16,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,11,1,13,15,0,19,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,1,7,46,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257618822353727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267006493099691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220185426947756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.378919724899572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832095082424348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341208081108424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351254055237972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359585221190267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750622726560807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833550189478265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385498592886937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AG230,2020/01/22,"Job? I need to get a job, I’m 16m and idk what to do, and obviously have bad social anxiety.",-2.9910606060606035,-1.3940822272727296,2.2881818181818185,91.71893939393942,98.54545454545456,6.56969696969697,16.424242424242426,7.793537801064563,0.46522424242424304,69,2,19,2,3,28,18,22,0.306,0.6940000000000001,0.0,-0.6808,2,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28743728614099306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313724165183095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19630673959132014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.745720718320978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27860374920380915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830159003272873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FBI-Agent-007,2020/01/22,"Help There are long silences and I don’t know what to say. This doesn’t happen with my close friends, only new people or somewhat distant friends. Any tips?",3.1950000000000003,5.739847166666667,2.4700000000000024,95.165,77.33333333333334,4.0,26.66666666666667,3.1291,0.3426666666666667,125,5,24,0,3,36,28,30,0.0,0.7290000000000001,0.271,0.836,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,2,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436354377466579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5535960089153381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168163954174443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401403875620535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19689546049320755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170570930804184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460187624636401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27247997838681154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483788510254823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849101601777749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,imnothatshy,2020/01/22,"I'm Stuck I'm struggling with my anxiety to text her... I just can't She already told that she likes me and i like her....... I JUST CANT START A CONVERSATION WITH HER, i dont want to ruin it",-2.3935714285714305,-0.7125246428571419,0.7976190476190474,100.0307142857143,104.95238095238096,4.3047619047619055,15.523809523809526,6.1826913282559595,-0.5958476190476191,143,4,37,2,7,50,30,42,0.183,0.618,0.19899999999999998,0.3919,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,9,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,11,2,4,7,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,24,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4175073666247928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28942890402757354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.443411416518608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36967542173149015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677908508874531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3955228952101255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615198830391842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22315461077231552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,WardsWardsWardsWard,2020/01/22,"School project needs me to present a talk My school project needs me to present a ""ted talk"" infront of the class and now i'm scared shitless.I've chosen social anxiety as the issue of the talk because it's a familiar topic but i've got no idea where and how i should start.Would love some help from reddit.",3.458064516129036,5.142856419354839,3.329870967741936,93.27480645161293,73.51612903225806,6.250322580645161,26.916129032258066,6.742157984588678,0.9626348387096768,246,9,52,2,5,74,46,62,0.096,0.757,0.147,0.7391,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,9,6,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,6,4,1,4,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,1,3,26,5,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16944921323806503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502619242108552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17715620941773785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484688132998296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500499617431297,0.0,0.2311916171661621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19991513448120976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284833832212269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22176317659877676,0.44834578783491896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22579444664076215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15678098615509356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.534107240329048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15734939873611473,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,iwwilol123,2020/01/22,"Why social life is so difficult Hello people so i am from Algeria . And i am having troubles lately in my life these months i am becoming paranoid about people thought of me . What i mean is that i feel like i am not good enough for people and that i am boring and dont have a conversation to talk with . since i dont watch many movies . Series or read books . I mean i do have friends online and irl but i also started to avoid talking with them because of my studies and problems and also the fact that i dont know what to say as if i lost conversation topics . As for that most of my stress is because of my crush . So i am gay yeah i know it bad in here . And i like that guy even tho i know he might be straght but i wanna be his friend since he seems cool and kind . But lately i did the courage to atleast put myself in the scene where he is . even tho we didnt have a good conversation yet . Atleast he knows i exist . I even gave him my discord so he can join our server but still no request yet . These kind of efforts . made me more insecure and gave me less self confidences . I just feel lonely and that the world is so dificult like i dont get it why is talking such a dificult task and why people do it with so much ease with new people . Thx for reading i just wanted to share my thought of today because i got really stressed .",0.9493624410816146,3.0670169280575585,2.580275365914165,93.63737410071946,82.9568345323741,5.4172165715703295,21.0969982634582,6.647476241863616,0.2810152319523689,1038,32,230,11,29,340,139,278,0.159,0.6890000000000001,0.152,0.1905,0,3,0,0,0,0,17.0,2,0,1,2,22,23,0,4,7,2,28,3,0,1,1,44,47,29,0,4,9,0,2,3,2,1,2,1,0,2,13,16,0,1,11,3,0,1,7,11,0,0,9,5,40,12,26,35,5,15,0,2,1,1,27,5,0,5,12,159,53,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546254218308266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593797775396981,0.16632360067715055,0.10044518069862507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4263626187579696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397383929429216,0.0,0.18021135543528255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919723211414415,0.06497343763217292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053276232124667,0.0,0.04751669931240377,0.0,0.0,0.1525661298989938,0.07273961222966452,0.0,0.0,0.09005305203207369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894171836177912,0.1999310869732516,0.0,0.2051871421995188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847885682192034,0.13329814171570886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928074265526897,0.0,0.0,0.08605741949114729,0.0,0.09220723593345737,0.0,0.19813858175360996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648170546272458,0.0,0.0,0.07259401390016487,0.0,0.06685741774979546,0.0,0.0,0.08783837260544848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31526027531501355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702517857099099,0.0,0.09142809677495436,0.0,0.0,0.1819456948205755,0.0,0.05826376854069708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232568728524702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279585784613354,0.0948788447268821,0.0,0.0,0.15046664052067096,0.0,0.0,0.09271027273750326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437362921338312,0.0,0.07263137837378025,0.0,0.20836179302630375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21930223997387724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440547998248865,0.0,0.0,0.08620829298070362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053643625700832094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24619990940762804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,42_Sailors,2020/01/22,"Motivation/ support buddy Hi there! I was thinking of finding a fellow socially anxious human who wants support and motivation in improving. Ideally someone with the same level of anxiety. We’ll chat on a regular basis (daily/weekly) to tell each other about what we did to push ourselves or just vent when frustrated. I’m a 19 year old university student in Australia and I’ve been struggling with basic social interactions since I started high school seven years ago. I don’t have any friends at uni and didn’t make any friends in high school. I overthink every awkward thing I do and say (which is a lot) for hours and revisit them years later for good measure. If you’re interested please PM me :)",5.062706131078227,7.42908541860465,5.906116983791403,73.60623678646937,70.7829457364341,8.411839323467232,33.43269908386188,9.095868883498916,3.4195984496124034,565,28,90,12,11,185,100,129,0.08199999999999999,0.6990000000000001,0.21899999999999997,0.9601,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,1,3,5,10,1,2,5,0,9,0,0,3,0,21,16,8,0,3,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,5,9,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,3,0,1,4,1,9,7,14,11,3,18,0,0,0,0,15,8,0,3,9,55,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774278439547644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113394078631999,0.0,0.11887199703309738,0.17554510008724095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309217552368356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202253656630728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401059833529969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033274248897578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32835357062120035,0.0,0.0,0.1530266548884049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13210599028064635,0.0,0.0,0.10372322219440627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630543931549175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17057022617363507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357140057923775,0.0,0.3145234972937713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853921066979385,0.0,0.0,0.3167986003388664,0.13166041529717198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998498349408556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624460990995596,0.0,0.0,0.35266670897222835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581664921412015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323340571308948,0.099566860633233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165233278539976,0.0,0.12464351233453487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001958533667779 socialanxiety,LazySolipsist,2020/01/22,"It's funny how ironic social anxiety is with regards to fears I've almost gotten myself straight up killed out of my stupidity a few times, yet what makes my heart race the most is ordinary social situations (which I almost always avoid). Trying to talk a handful of words to strangers or girls shouldn't be more traumatizing than getting shot at or run over by a truck, but here we are.",16.864729729729724,8.110805472972974,14.785945945945945,54.95567567567568,55.08108108108107,17.502702702702702,50.51351351351353,12.161744961471696,5.89694054054054,311,10,56,5,2,100,63,74,0.125,0.804,0.071,-0.4538,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,3,4,2,2,4,0,5,2,2,2,0,14,8,4,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,1,5,0,12,5,3,8,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,5,2,38,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4890712812236819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20319779749558184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18681585745309595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747980780263112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127586829019062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893836374418952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701762179145831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630084727747179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27449621226672644,0.0,0.4978716908892152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19628241439278912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239767133829506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16579889948659762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mymywonka,2020/01/22,"Work and social anxiety Hi. I have severe social anxiety, that is managed with meds and therapy. I recently got a new job, and what they are asking me to do on top of my regular job is insanely hard. I have to go meet people to sell our services, basically being a rep, and they just asked me to do a presentation in front of the whole office! I’m so out of my comfort zone it’s killing me. I guess I just wonder if other socially anxious people have problems adjusting to work.",2.3017708333333324,4.393556468749999,4.917916666666667,78.80208333333336,78.0625,8.433333333333334,27.333333333333336,9.150863307647796,2.6673208333333336,375,16,71,10,9,133,66,96,0.171,0.785,0.044000000000000004,-0.8883,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,2,3,3,3,1,0,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,13,16,6,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,13,1,12,14,1,9,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,3,3,51,17,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24914034334522836,0.18395992159587635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044619907224996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254425174775877,0.0,0.13023595092786042,0.0,0.17938376373551926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14587033334382435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32318200310137546,0.0,0.1801554659562412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18087565159701532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726938367649124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22578191159883906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15581340810664568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16078229588198167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18395992159587635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.497976693605164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862187678548066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18180215114973425,0.0,0.0,0.17659022316325326,0.2370951453077713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ogvipez,2020/01/22,Constantly hating myself for past wrongdoings 20 m here. I've done a lot of dumb and cringey shit in the past and so many times a day I remember something and I scream out in embarrassment. I've distanced myself from everyone in fear of making another mistake. I really hate myself and no matter how hard I try I can't forgive my self. The only good to come out of this anxiety is that I know what not to do anymore but still it's too much anxiety to the point where I've lost all motivation in life. All I think about is how much of an idiot I used to be. I honestly feel like I've ruined my life and this self hatred is a punishment for my wrongdoings. I haven't felt real happiness since I was 18. Any of yall have experience similar to this?,2.14538961038961,4.074326006493512,4.407792207792209,83.0531168831169,77.89610389610391,8.555844155844158,24.63636363636364,9.23628265651192,2.1527064935064937,591,21,122,16,14,205,97,154,0.294,0.627,0.078,-0.9859,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,8,17,6,2,7,0,10,3,1,5,2,27,20,9,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,6,8,0,0,7,0,0,1,4,12,0,0,4,4,18,5,20,15,5,15,0,2,0,0,4,8,2,1,7,81,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126908754422538,0.15615310792101209,0.2278431419074265,0.0,0.14768626272140922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827934272857436,0.0,0.16092704221975945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960395446281276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523944273623035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422971667090406,0.0,0.1456700064636136,0.0,0.16757372297305292,0.07529722265617174,0.10638677679131013,0.1429842676715141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490503349511207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852557457099406,0.133400936250966,0.2940506365675869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184122888756863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21036983667842926,0.07275362653934468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625611725877273,0.12660443435620028,0.0,0.0,0.09940366706784458,0.15097909215348265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21894316933813707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132585597584364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843174354909381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407752844131195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16950085267380902,0.09540044000519964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686946326078946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31070710875171537,0.0,0.1528617959322318,0.12318619333513912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464405858711728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892580292335272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542039724552764,0.0,0.0,0.08683506122108525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110528811320127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861700941959525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Throwaway0pleasehelp,2020/01/22,Paranoia or anxiety? Does anyone else feel as if they are being constantly watched. Even when I’m by myself I notice I’m putting on an act like someone is watching. Every social interaction feels like a scripted play and I hate sitting in the front of the class because I can feel people staring at the back of my head.,4.217741935483872,6.091219483870969,5.0427741935483885,80.99416129032262,71.90322580645163,6.895483870967742,31.754838709677426,7.554174236665415,2.2715058064516143,256,12,45,3,5,83,52,62,0.114,0.772,0.114,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,1,0,5,0,4,1,1,0,0,6,10,5,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,6,6,3,7,9,0,10,0,0,3,0,3,3,0,2,5,28,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844415437997652,0.0,0.0,0.1685833690683222,0.2470363844240786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18539172512997407,0.0,0.14697288295201505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605444417388009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109890397532053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014088811804977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592448837157265,0.0,0.20313792361150973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657236081175975,0.17224254534940367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380372431216971,0.24743910143246686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23557946196862756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744949953100596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671490204203797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24237301701844835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457720252812633,0.20428402702755435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,santanabanana,2020/01/22,"I’m being bullied at my job I’m being bullied again and I’m terrible at confrontation and always end up crying when upset. I’m a waitress and this older woman always nitpicks what I’m doing and tells me to do side work, go run food, tells me what I’m doing is the wrong way, the list goes on. Point is she’s not my boss and acts like my boss and then makes me feel like an idiot. One example is I was in the back and my manager was saying get some ranch and I thought she meant from the line so I was confused as to why she would ask me when I was behind her and she was in front of the line. The bully walks by us and says “the ranch!!” And I’m like what? And she’s like “omg are you serious BEHIND YOU” like so demeaning like I was an idiot. I realized they were talking about getting a ranch out of the cooler. I mean why didn’t you get it yourself instead of going through the trouble of yelling at me and putting me down. Another one that happened today is we were tasting new dishes on the menu and her and this other coworker who is rude to me are blocking me so I just reach with my spoon into the bowl and eat and then I go back for a second dip (god forbid) she then looks at me and is like “ok well you need to have your own dish to put some of the food on so you don’t put your germs that’s gross so go get a clean spoon and do that” im just like bruh you’re literally eating a dead carcass and you’re worried about my germs. Do people still believe in cooties or something like damn. Fuck off. Anyway, she always nitpicks what I’m doing and belittles me constantly and tells me when I am doing side work that it’s wrong or if I’m trying to expo my own food my way it’s the wrong way. Like I despise confronting people but idk what to do anymore. I can ignore her and just walk away but idk if that’s enough. And I don’t want to be a tattle tale. I know she can tell I’m weak and just want to be happy and I smile all the time so she makes me feel like a child and I get really anxious even thinking about having drama at work and confronting people. PLEASE HELP.",0.4333131380593471,2.451743782511212,2.2920169831122976,95.53154899341669,84.26905829596413,4.961663963362275,18.682186814235283,6.13356869307363,-0.24483612250739384,1621,41,370,13,47,536,199,446,0.13699999999999998,0.7609999999999999,0.102,-0.8733,1,0,1,0,1,0,25.0,2,7,1,3,24,35,9,2,23,1,37,10,0,4,1,66,72,47,1,6,11,0,2,11,0,1,1,3,1,2,17,32,8,3,8,1,0,12,4,21,1,3,11,7,58,14,42,56,6,51,0,0,1,1,34,20,2,7,27,245,75,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982562371541182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328082390734702,0.0,0.08972418013910305,0.07876521833595122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742487881711182,0.0,0.07461952246258087,0.12214113137923467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948132355988983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582689671353369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724126637086871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16253693468668512,0.0,0.0,0.07034426084375388,0.08206408980828056,0.0,0.05245743910564854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031623352527759,0.1134780926487743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28811195763840003,0.0,0.0,0.07342429923742347,0.2074734154233396,0.0,0.18054926404883925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023255493833913,0.08454612678817823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053234848973467384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578931881026702,0.0,0.07881401560847909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04364821848306834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4268170032107075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06669442258165917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602951683816936,0.0,0.0,0.0865137706920377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058890358545405336,0.0,0.07670619985560771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763671739655284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651835089896509,0.0,0.0,0.08718143481057003,0.07507940013365641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395229438666472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050879725357598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631902115299934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611428858658826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06342645998637131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06383634300610602,0.2776730878599509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05089036911256106,0.0,0.06305214497504623,0.04631156906716806,0.0,0.07528270793781144,0.0,0.0,0.05392228055887501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553480899351696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369023017924642,0.1891243059524337,0.0,0.0,0.07140985787064609,0.0,0.14333188632172372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17346034405065336,0.08065683035451919,0.0,0.05641906398798285,0.2605062545932304,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BongWatcher,2020/01/22,"I'm a prisoner trapped inside my own mind. I have so many thoughts and opinions but I just can't express them into words, even around the closest of friends, noone will ever know who I truly am, this thought makes me terribly depressed.",5.852,6.9220848666666654,5.206666666666667,84.45000000000002,67.0,7.777777777777778,37.22222222222222,7.793537801064563,2.8318888888888902,189,10,35,2,3,57,42,45,0.252,0.602,0.146,-0.7003,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,1,13,9,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,6,1,3,6,1,5,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017802103910412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919785954493647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22390506985939987,0.3066432195549977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619091168456354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863045084798548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22628388632349744,0.34369089927805124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422914771010698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5382533027199401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Pienax,2020/01/23,"I've been working at my work place for a year and still struggle to speak to people. So basically I've been working at this care home for around a year and 2 months now and i still struggle to speak to my co workers who I work along side with i dont know why, usually I'm very quite and just keep to myself because I just dont know how to start a conversation with anyone plus I stutter but only a tiny bit when I speak to my co workers but with friends I've know for quite some time I'm comfortable with talking to them about anything really and I dont stutter as much as I do when I'm in work, I wanna overcome my social anxiety because I'm such an awkward person when it comes to conversation with new people. Thanks for reading 😁",6.033951612903228,4.863806290322582,6.811411290322582,80.73711693548387,66.74193548387098,9.556451612903226,33.56854838709677,8.472884824447931,2.442177419354839,585,22,125,7,8,195,81,155,0.077,0.821,0.10099999999999999,0.8213,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,9,13,9,0,3,5,0,6,0,0,1,0,25,18,15,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,3,14,0,1,3,1,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,3,15,4,28,16,3,20,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,1,13,77,18,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503860156013108,0.0,0.0,0.08686723886860674,0.0,0.10223392300246127,0.11059451954594522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514636775994945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356312540663175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666475160521026,0.0,0.0,0.1070165135532578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4368036539057332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598281114826132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246167417382403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042480793804302,0.0,0.0,0.2048271247926536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916232217432686,0.0,0.09132621882248226,0.0,0.0,0.11998588500077782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448548720004707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722563021934422,0.10847625880409452,0.12979799472922182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26427611233899184,0.12426753005311285,0.0,0.07958742431667484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664082670382731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793340134583273,0.0,0.1984267229573836,0.0,0.0,0.2597525148504411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985451143739443,0.0,0.11437789352132957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244179232915778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13682610088300434,0.10250598706650256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121017809610968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4522188326505376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16000513050568788 socialanxiety,MillennialBible,2020/01/23,"How The Phone Screen Is A Shield For Social Anxiety Talks about how some of us may use our phones to avoid interaction in gyms, work and any other place we are forced to see other humans.",16.037297297297293,7.0778586756756745,13.510270270270276,64.10162162162163,56.83783783783784,16.962162162162162,42.405405405405396,11.20814326018867,4.318697297297296,149,2,31,2,1,46,34,37,0.17300000000000001,0.8270000000000001,0.0,-0.7096,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,3,0,8,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,6,4,1,2,0,0,2,0,9,2,0,2,0,20,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537465632504479,0.0,0.2854494674593832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.389849680703794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973425910594147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803670924003618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29991410485124803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4488389430247434,0.322271335776776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716488307617346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Old_boy7,2020/01/23,"Anyone else completely socially stifled at work? I don't talk to anyone at work if I don't have a work related question to ask. People converse directly next to my cubicle, within arms reach, and I never talk. Sometimes I don't have my headphones which makes it especially awkward. I can't take group settings. Always been like this, always will. I'm not gonna do anything about it, just gonna continue to be uncomfortable at work and display a lack of agency.",4.605600649350649,6.500946670454546,5.806038961038965,75.82727272727277,70.93181818181819,8.664935064935065,31.88961038961039,9.23628265651192,3.1505792207792203,369,17,63,8,7,123,59,88,0.11699999999999999,0.8390000000000001,0.044000000000000004,-0.7070000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,1,2,0,10,1,1,1,1,9,16,3,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,7,1,10,11,1,8,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,2,4,40,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207689236597725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695522791935148,0.1974964103317004,0.15861783633925766,0.0,0.180196377727408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020959942475998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16101891684824687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416851326403718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866294074990278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486616289866009,0.0,0.20499311661291725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133629431148149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21592548741315606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964856021762206,0.0,0.0,0.19063589212369675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14492493450610416,0.3098522699267219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5613007556027463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,captvell,2020/01/23,Dread What do you guys usually do to help keep from dreading something you aren’t particularly excited about? Dread only amplifies my anxiety and i literally conjure up these ridiculous ideas that involve me being extremely embarrassed or awkward.,9.610916666666668,12.408378925000005,9.375,51.59666666666669,59.75,13.333333333333336,48.33333333333334,12.45797560212912,7.8018333333333345,207,14,24,8,3,67,37,40,0.34700000000000003,0.551,0.102,-0.8971,1,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,1,7,1,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,1,4,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,18,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009048248383856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38946947817517796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636482129733042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4440341651716758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34961959608997617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991535913721465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028131553938488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4332095931932495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,some-velvet-morning,2020/01/23,"I want to wear bold fashions but I’m terrified of being stared at I also posted this in a fashion subreddit, but I thought I should post it here as well. So I have social anxiety, and I live in a small town where everyone knows everybody. I used to be more comfortable wearing really bold fashion choices in public (I was full on goth as a teenager, haha) but everywhere I went every day, I got SO MUCH unwanted attention and I started being recognized around town as “that girl”. Now I’m in my 20s and for the last couple years I’ve toned everything down a lot to avoid the stares, questions, and general harassment. But I hate dressing so boringly basically just for other people’s sake. I love playing with fashion and wearing crazy things, it makes me happy, but I don’t want to draw too much attention to myself either. Has anyone else struggled with this? How do you deal with it?",3.6861960784313763,5.868879541176473,5.002941176470589,79.37990196078431,74.17647058823529,8.533333333333335,28.98039215686275,9.21078282632365,2.8393450980392165,702,30,125,17,15,233,114,170,0.162,0.688,0.149,-0.6734,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,12,13,2,2,6,1,9,4,3,3,0,31,22,18,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,9,0,1,5,1,0,1,1,5,1,0,4,2,18,8,22,14,6,21,0,0,2,1,7,13,0,2,5,90,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188938107410498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573219606360834,0.0,0.0,0.12406202221060725,0.18179630399264016,0.0,0.15794884146178406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19632108579241184,0.0,0.11442660237384815,0.18292082985252264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482186127167849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949103064071642,0.16954038440090452,0.15946115323374566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190565356471313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888757694318381,0.0,0.17517375472041638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750997666603044,0.14462777985668898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667247671202825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084323155568186,0.16013600601003333,0.0,0.11843479610526343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26086049322007865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300647210028365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33985461201563416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19876034953542826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366513926147885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18086585069273856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558469375689402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854866269859221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787550654727975,0.0,0.0,0.14085828468909656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324112012771046,0.0,0.0,0.2093036663605686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15952938783497772,0.16447785070499615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425803509556247 socialanxiety,rebelingtaxi,2020/01/23,"Hello, it was brought to my attention that I might have social anxiety, but I’m not sure if it’s just shyness and me being introverted, or actual social anxiety that’s cause for concern. Can someone help me? I should say that I know I should probably see a doctor or therapist about this to get the best answer possible. To be honest, that thought really fucking scares me. I’d have to tell my mom. She’d ask a lot of questions I about things I don’t like to talk about with anyone, especially her. And if I said that, she’d try to guilt trip me. I remember when she told me that her and my dad were getting a divorce, she said that I could see a counselor if I wanted to, and in a very sarcastic ways, “you know, cause you wouldn’t want to talk to your own mother.” Of course I want to be able to talk to her about things that go on in my life, but for whatever reason I can’t. I literally have no reason to feel unsafe to do so. I’ve never been great with people. I work as a cashier and I’m not good at making conversation. I struggle to say hi and ask people how there day was, but I try to make up for it by being really fast and efficient. If there’s a mistake, people often confuse me being unable to communicate well with poor customer service. One time a customer got mad at me because he took his card out of the chip reader too soon, an error recipient printed, and I threw it away. The customer got mad at me and accused me of throwing away his receipt, and I couldn’t talk loud or clear enough for him to hear me say that the transaction didn’t go through. He made me call over my manager, who said exactly what I couldn’t say, and he went on to make a formal complaint about me. I’ve noticed that I have no friendships that came from me introducing myself to someone. I lividly remember my the first friend I made after I switched elementary schools, someone else asked me to do something with them at recess. And then the next friend I made was from the first person introduced me to him. That second friend, let’s call him A, has been a close friend ever since the 3rd grade. All the other friends I have are from A introducing me to them. I’ve never made friends with someone who sat next to me in class, never from any group projects. I’ve always preferred to work alone, and I would’ve done anything to avoid presentations and group projects. Last year I remember getting assigned to a group with no way out. In the beginning, someone else way elected the “leader” in the group and assigned different parts of the google slide to each person. I ended up doing the whole project. I didn’t like how what the other people were doing because they weren’t doing it in a way that would result in the best possible grade. I should’ve just said that, and I’m sure they would’ve done what I asked, but instead I made an ass of myself and just fixed everything for them without any warning. Because of the poor communication on my part, they gave up because all their work was for nothing, and I spent 15 hours outside of school finishing the project. I play in a band, and the only time I feel comfortable with being seen is when I’m on stage. With what I say and my general attitude when I’m performing, I’ve been able to make incredible connections with the audience. However, I can’t make the shows I play happen more often because I’m terrified of strangers. I was at a show and the person who put it together and promoted it advertised himself. I spent the whole night and forty minutes after the show 20 feet away from him, and no amount of deep breaths could get me to just tap him on the shoulder and say what I needed to say. My brother came up to me and asked if I wanted him to ask his girlfriend (who knew the guy) to ask for me. And then today, the incident that prompted me to write this post. So I’ve decided that I’m never going to speak out loud again. I finally got the courage to answer a question in class, which is a big deal. I don’t think I’ve spoke a single word in class since November, and it’s caused my grades to not be as well as they could be. I started trying to answer and I kept stuttering and I couldn’t speak very loud. There were a few students talking and the teacher told them shut up. The whole room was silent and I felt like everyone was looking at me. I stuttered some more before I took a quick breath and I managed to get out a cohesive sentence. I thought my answer was right, but I was very wrong. And the teacher very loudly explained where I went wrong and clarified everything but he just kept going on and on. I tried to say that I understood three times, but he kept explaining. I stopped listening after the first time and started to stare into nothing and nod, regretting raising my hand and wishing I could disappear. I was freezing before I raised my hand, and by the end of it all I felt like I was on fire. I started sweating and the room got so hot that I took my flannel off. My face must’ve been so red. I couldn’t stop shaking for four hours after that. During my lunch hour, I went the corner of the library, and started wishing I was back at home and in my bed. I hate being scared of literally everything. Ive been trying to be less shy, but feel like I’m going one step forward and two steps backwards. It didn’t occur to me till last month that it might not just be shyness. I wish I could just be outgoing and extroverted like the few friends I have and literally everyone in my family. It feels like having a social life is impossible. Lately my friends keep asking me to hangout and I find myself lying about having other things to do to get out of it, and I haven’t gone to the cafeteria to eat lunch with them since December. I feel like my social battery has been dead for months. With how much time I spend alone, it should be ready again. Is there something wrong with me? Is this just introverted-ness, or social anxiety? Should I be concerned? How do I get help?",5.1664919418998485,5.531006820857866,5.731523765144456,82.58848788443616,68.25988225399496,8.882872275134682,30.19708817311845,8.803115344985871,2.213911090400745,4686,168,952,73,74,1517,426,1189,0.122,0.759,0.11900000000000001,0.6357,3,3,2,0,1,0,113.0,0,3,10,10,42,47,4,7,63,0,91,17,9,20,12,203,197,82,1,31,30,4,12,8,9,8,3,21,4,4,53,70,4,7,31,7,5,26,27,18,2,9,68,39,156,29,150,95,23,140,0,1,6,2,115,54,2,18,64,656,209,24,0.07597465519899586,0.0,0.037070151999225365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868683002899271,0.0,0.0,0.031608499664148616,0.0,0.0,0.05166537081725503,0.0,0.08718060491318383,0.0,0.0,0.02656162270692937,0.0,0.03126033388430868,0.0,0.2841041871459505,0.0,0.10707103423825784,0.029209910106218387,0.0,0.115783611595133,0.0,0.0646488357765812,0.0,0.07973071336760902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757861743386027,0.08689476566856645,0.0,0.1170703486069848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164895015609847,0.0,0.0,0.02449868368847304,0.039163266737124926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03968867215094082,0.0,0.03888163945898082,0.0,0.07774845010544991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038870519681018116,0.06346707556393706,0.0,0.06729099403393142,0.03925106406302764,0.0,0.0,0.03436171262929439,0.0,0.07259703886496173,0.1024216818282154,0.0,0.03581107167522803,0.0,0.09603767112895158,0.08141446328192481,0.07294758340798016,0.04161326057934616,0.034719729227476064,0.09693600435089292,0.0,0.0,0.2347913205738537,0.0351186722460939,0.1389276756112746,0.0,0.10794536846551367,0.031861968093908274,0.12152774435894592,0.04188116278549369,0.0,0.03761342668264036,0.03359206834116005,0.0,0.0,0.03750462146377997,0.0,0.0,0.04281447903950983,0.0,0.05092420990288809,0.0,0.03810438687966882,0.0,0.11222959716322133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033764882182705444,0.0,0.0,0.04175368358848405,0.06192948418933256,0.04285136014375892,0.0,0.0,0.03884461619067421,0.05366314580453723,0.148469515608652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031899787830647376,0.0,0.0,0.032295467485402934,0.0,0.17972263934900395,0.1267841807454896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059710299092959,0.0,0.044490298968172574,0.060642244939347875,0.0,0.02792505666356461,0.028167122079347462,0.1171926755567826,0.0,0.08079990771780324,0.03564853361998431,0.0,0.07289973071121836,0.04324882425034047,0.0,0.0,0.05148239260237057,0.02889107441395883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227314790441105,0.0,0.10534251962753577,0.09950720766105303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856500083351592,0.036381359173094825,0.0,0.04095676411522134,0.0,0.0,0.03818775640778139,0.08510900143954066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04867130956270761,0.07811459910552275,0.0,0.0,0.12909671094984307,0.032440970210739536,0.14453859023045015,0.24167238085445875,0.07606388373995515,0.07689040715464299,0.06054196372183165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427052982154993,0.0,0.0,0.19361648315360105,0.16093269700758578,0.05848900135800895,0.0,0.0,0.10755050397850707,0.0,0.0,0.06351821366622465,0.0,0.03971260274008145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160521340194173,0.0,0.0,0.15266387495040767,0.0332025986812014,0.0,0.0,0.04410621521603604,0.07571127752492812,0.024340745664697568,0.0,0.06031538977666509,0.11075358104631793,0.0,0.03600754482269385,0.07259703886496173,0.12661595609427673,0.1289545094319312,0.0,0.037108099290124034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537409449747333,0.08962364014361711,0.12061028993570135,0.0,0.0,0.06831033921318419,0.1056438997904526,0.0,0.12723448397748602,0.13105065602291802,0.036618428224969406,0.0,0.08296568075796787,0.0,0.0,0.08095532285102802,0.12459953813837975,0.0,0.024462593510618632 socialanxiety,sallie_bae898,2020/01/23,"Lost. I’m a college student getting ready to graduate in May. For the past three years (more than that, really) I have noticed an increase in my anxiousness when I go to school. I sit in the back, off to the side because I constantly think people are looking at the back of my head & judging me. Because of the self-consciousness I sit awkardly, fidget around and clench my jaw, which leads to headaches (which I also have an extensive history of already) & lightheartedness to the point where i feel like i may pass out (which would bring very much unwanted attention to myself). I hate being in large crowds & if I have to be around a lot of people I look down at the floor or at my phone. I’m very petite & cannot gain weight (It’s so hard!) and that adds to my self-consciousness. It’s a looping cycle. Everyday of my life, even outside of school. I need advice and/or words of encouragement.",5.024638095238097,6.0929477257142866,5.268928571428571,83.2614880952381,68.88571428571429,8.804761904761904,29.440476190476193,9.075114841892004,2.311733333333334,712,26,140,13,12,225,109,175,0.079,0.86,0.06,-0.4847,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,3,9,4,1,0,12,0,10,4,2,1,0,19,22,7,0,4,2,0,3,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,6,1,0,3,0,0,5,1,2,0,1,1,5,20,2,29,16,4,30,0,1,2,0,3,16,0,5,8,93,27,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443165223653738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051887918180073,0.1018308697133014,0.0,0.5518757265808486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385388238629704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267127782855231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958276567221618,0.0,0.1552461699680268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760540677293687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841044884856135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06438510774544452,0.09096914660022484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665280111878898,0.0,0.07236820819969501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406839921681522,0.12571832831385868,0.13068387863855907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994146213586833,0.06221013097650546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21386100395700766,0.0,0.13900271806942585,0.10825685011380534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360690242410703,0.09441832400968976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14497333059456724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155699820152717,0.17655804739601916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037405278840492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157495578217235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577424614240972,0.0,0.0,0.26567926370409145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159202080825817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21013172455703966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506142545570467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045612211434564,0.0,0.0,0.08200046400538881 socialanxiety,ToughDayToday,2020/01/23,"I Am Isolated at Work Help Hi, I am a young working male. I struggle getting to know new people, especially in situations I have no control over (work :( ). Basically, I keep to myself and try to get my work done. I will socialize with a few people in the office whom I feel close with. However, as an engineer I feel very overwhelmed and feel insecure because I don’t think I am as smart as a lot of the folks who work with me. That and I don’t have a lot of interests that overlap with the prototypical “engineer” other than really our jobs. So I get my work done and try to be an exemplary employee. Meetings are always tough because I am not good at interjecting in crowds. It has gotten to the point that I am afraid to go to lunch because I don’t really talk to anyone there. I am there by association but am trying to push my comfort boundaries in going. I overheard a girl who sits near me today at the end of the day talking about how I am afraid to talk to people and it really just gutted me. I really don’t mind the work I do but I just can’t take the feeling of isolation anymore and knowing that they are frustrated with me has made it a lot worse. Anyways. Just had to share that with someone. I am afraid to share it with my friends or my family because I think it’s just too much to bear. Outside work I am just fine talking to most people, but something about work really just kills me. Thanks for reading this far if you did. I am open to peoples thoughts if you have any.",3.3045882522315004,4.628066778145693,4.964644399654478,82.85529081485748,73.27152317880795,8.298531528937517,27.699971206449753,8.841846274778883,2.08507756982436,1165,44,240,23,23,395,148,302,0.09699999999999999,0.813,0.09,-0.4449,3,1,1,0,0,0,27.0,1,2,1,10,15,18,2,6,16,0,30,2,1,3,0,46,49,17,1,2,13,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,15,15,1,2,9,1,0,3,7,9,0,0,7,4,40,9,44,40,6,23,0,1,0,0,21,14,0,7,5,177,55,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723159016579332,0.0,0.0,0.05910163270702496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861911513858766,0.06076934103038412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119175882102597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747671172924692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05604962017143398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17787776489308052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697627155239144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193080864474944,0.0,0.17577679053702114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671462827608256,0.0,0.13622032365371442,0.0,0.09878566503724892,0.07289580257808602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05825379556882545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624454923320722,0.0772494083983912,0.09615279813969507,0.0,0.09552668770501738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216627687634618,0.0,0.08223613807021762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775410564113817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388869047666468,0.0,0.0,0.0839380099956165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012615028681781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215783666439873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869333020268271,0.0,0.2783831622267535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769023747507576,0.0,0.08859357896681001,0.07363837710745076,0.06690739698527896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085697533406327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534534076400729,0.2794191659822348,0.0,0.08001485149364597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137655937308123,0.0,0.0689966597892097,0.0,0.0,0.08238031219479229,0.0,0.0,0.17701811325775385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170967290813292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5694422140651411,0.0,0.08856849379284364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Melodic-Citron,2020/01/23,"A group of girls called me hot today I got a haircut yesterday after having somewhat long hair for a while. My coworkers even had a hard time recognizing me from the change. Later, a bunch of female supervisors in their 20s walking by said : ""Yum ! Who is THAT ?"" Then, they figured out who i was and walked away awkwardly.. lol Usually, only middle-aged women tells me this stuff.. It's nice to see girls my age thinking the same for a change. Too bad i don't have the courage to ask one of them out.",1.6242393320964723,4.097586377551025,2.9355658627087213,89.88410946196663,83.18367346938777,6.012615955473097,21.153988868274574,7.348242739294969,0.7514367346938773,387,12,79,6,11,125,78,98,0.08199999999999999,0.8590000000000001,0.059000000000000004,-0.3004,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,3,0,2,4,0,1,9,1,6,1,1,0,0,7,11,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,4,6,11,2,14,7,3,16,0,0,1,0,13,4,0,1,10,55,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194474259080723,0.0,0.2205431567336022,0.0,0.1959956061712856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396927419112189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4966412828727962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504158741195326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18774063799548654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210278262273013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20773487536657048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15906387934191396,0.1785280808580213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22328865962231936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18705501290413093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687177267965601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20517050135006448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041000372322988,0.0,0.0,0.13687704367823192,0.0,0.2225032472485284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585296633991068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,arabic_spice,2020/01/23,"Guy has been distant after asking him out So I asked out a guy who I'm crushing on fkr a date. He immediately said yes and even came up with going to the movies. He seemed excited. Well it's been three days and it looks like he's avoiding me. In the hallway at school he passes by without even smiling or saying hi. I sent him a funny message yesterday and he responded extremely dry... I don't know what to do and there's this annoying feeling in the back of my mind that he isn't taking it seriously. I even told him it's a date and he said yes. I need some advice...",0.6123846153846131,2.749356033333335,3.055,89.60076923076927,84.5,6.0256410256410255,21.73076923076923,7.321109707123232,0.7751346153846153,444,15,97,7,13,153,80,120,0.087,0.7609999999999999,0.152,0.7016,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,1,1,7,2,6,0,0,0,0,18,21,7,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,8,9,0,1,3,0,0,4,3,3,1,1,7,5,10,3,14,14,1,17,0,0,1,0,23,7,0,3,7,60,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18692585307945125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576596586013262,0.0,0.0,0.14708979239364098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21878418995138485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336588111881387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790346662302346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672170203166076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087142122636478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3788132932860483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512768831480318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345437108608208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16063497464897114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19314783099511446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183871583006175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639201755937699,0.15212106181555693,0.0,0.1935951528832549,0.0,0.1741427462667592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382587278387013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18278528308046804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17199220361632378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18439621983792226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,gatorsshot1,2020/01/23,"A walk down memory lane I decided to clean my room after my latest bout with depression this afternoon. As I cleaned my cabinets, I stumbled upon my old school pictures and letters. Reading through them and seeing myself, seeing the hope and promise in my eyes really hurt. It’s been nearly two years since I left college. I remember leaving on my birthday, spending my day on a greyhound bus, trying to stay awake lest some junkie tried to attack me. Looking around me, looking at the despot who looked back at me in the mirror just broke me. I wish I could restart everything.",6.505473965287049,7.596395542056078,6.362082777036048,76.6751401869159,65.54205607476635,9.104939919893187,34.91188251001335,9.23628265651192,3.3198368491321766,461,21,77,8,7,145,80,107,0.11800000000000001,0.7879999999999999,0.094,-0.5709,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,3,6,1,0,5,0,2,1,1,0,0,12,9,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,5,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,4,0,1,1,6,20,2,17,7,1,21,0,3,6,0,3,12,0,2,7,54,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313793274389551,0.0,0.20848174062589275,0.0,0.14091362354309206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631611665557528,0.0,0.0,0.118185858088069,0.0,0.1578393242066929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646999284752904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18201594095354667,0.0,0.0,0.19618082960687486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940431190871756,0.19910969388191568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4616701671240753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19229780691914006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18330698522210825,0.0,0.11739937863774196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075949025665874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18546626553222134,0.2920648318818875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159240935896998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953279979460288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488394812609411,0.0,0.17901584478532956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21073695811611304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801175287113112 socialanxiety,LEGENDARYj4,2020/01/23,"Tip for dealing with this. So just for some quick background, i am an introvert with social anxiety. I was looking for ways to help myself deal with these things (mostly social anxiety). I’ve listened to positive affirmations, tried meditation (not too much, and it wasn’t for me). I am listening to a book , and it reopened my eyes to how important PERSPECTIVE is. Look at your social anxiety as a challenge in a video game, practice being in social situations.... you get me hopefully. Obviously easier said than done but it could help.",4.705833333333332,7.394730416666667,6.02416666666667,70.87083333333338,72.95833333333334,10.1,31.5,10.25414643259724,4.116175,424,20,68,14,9,142,70,96,0.027999999999999997,0.825,0.146,0.8519,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,1,5,2,0,0,4,0,8,1,1,1,1,14,15,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,6,9,2,16,9,3,5,0,0,3,0,14,3,0,3,1,55,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725543445862193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296101932049102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33471768601822194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612366305828405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481262085396016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176176187677782,0.0,0.0,0.16123392154328195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726387264580468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933389534504216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15441645479618107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824698000241686,0.0,0.6619147646815228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784724960394423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021387793923272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885287834976356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,HelenaDelRey,2020/01/23,"I'm searching for someone that I can talk to. Hi. I'm searching for someone that I can talk to... Preferably females. Besides me being russian and wanting to practice my writing skills, I also want to have a raw, real conversation with somebody. We can talk about whatever you want, we can also discuss the main issue that is being talked about on this subreddit, which is SA. I'm not the most interesting person though... Anyways, let me know in the comments and have a good day!",3.924666666666667,6.199258077777783,4.793055555555559,80.73625000000003,73.7777777777778,6.277777777777778,32.361111111111114,7.1686216300943375,2.2787777777777776,377,19,64,4,8,122,58,90,0.028999999999999998,0.904,0.067,0.322,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,2,1,0,1,6,2,0,0,5,0,11,0,0,0,0,14,18,5,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,9,2,11,15,2,3,0,0,0,0,13,2,0,1,1,50,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168708345808869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777014290280028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16617252862604154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067844035846967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888083185728556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20258974828195025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729895682612192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22550240374563615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357305879101934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6369610830213414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946505732057331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505665484184889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cmkkk778,2020/01/23,"Why am I like this Wow lately my anxiety has been so bad, that i can’t even drive alone i feel like everyone is staring at me and it’s so bad",-2.43,-0.6842218787878771,0.9294545454545472,100.15418181818184,101.12121212121212,5.0642424242424235,15.690909090909093,6.742157984588678,-0.2932981818181819,110,3,29,2,5,39,28,33,0.294,0.486,0.22,-0.4909,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,5,3,1,5,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,18,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342130924304776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468596041401012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5388710996129707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213135978725476,0.0,0.0,0.3083474178768492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16316350294452944,0.23053226342107505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640122643959842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153034372139508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29118064467676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Syberlily,2020/01/23,"Guys, I'm at a total loss for what to do. Hello, everyone! My name is Lilly. I'm a twenty-year-old college student with absolutely no one to talk to, and, frankly, I'm very frustrated. The reason I created this post is because there is an underlying thing that won't stop nagging at me. My first therapist introduced me to exposure therapy, which, in all honesty, hasn't helped me, but it got me to the point of being able to go to a coffee shop and read. It's just.....interacting with people just makes me irrationally uncomfortable. I can't explain it. It's like, yeah, the social anxiety makes social situations hard, but once I transcend that notion and think about the way being around people makes me *feel*, I get this horribly uneasy feeling. Not the ""I don't trust them or this situation"" kind, but something akin to not wanting to bond or attach myself to it or them. I can't even fathom being with someone romantically, because it makes me uncomfortable, but even friendships and casual acquaintances in the past just give me discomfort. I don't like being around people or talking to them, which I know is a bit abnormal even despite my being a hermit. My new therapist (a psychologist instead of a licensed counselor) told me that how I feel shares some likeness to what a person with autism would feel, but she says I don't really seem like I would be""on the spectrum."" However, I don't have any social skills regardless of if I'm not feeling anxious, and I've always felt very much behind in regards to my peers and what they're doing. I'm a huge gamer and can't even message or talk to people online competently, which worries me. Would any of you be willing to guide me to what I should do? Strategies, advice, etc.? Should I ask my therapist if something else is at the core of this? Thank you so much for reading this. I just feel so hopeless when I think of my place in this world and what it requires when I can't socialise.",5.406336898395722,6.38542323796792,6.20910588235294,77.19177647058824,67.95721925133691,9.085604278074868,31.002780748663106,9.281916038205594,2.7331034438502675,1537,60,283,29,25,506,186,374,0.115,0.759,0.126,-0.3142,1,0,2,0,0,1,59.0,0,2,3,5,17,14,2,1,18,1,31,0,0,6,2,63,60,25,0,9,18,0,8,4,0,7,0,1,0,2,25,14,0,2,13,4,1,1,14,5,0,2,3,9,42,9,40,44,7,23,0,2,0,0,24,14,0,9,10,202,67,5,0.0889268097364746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689824927426389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399422947894642,0.0,0.0,0.12094656010208965,0.0,0.06802876604502117,0.1004619829921736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583274284879377,0.08313456286668884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084179156530964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708504439043658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428693869583079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917689959671347,0.23494127656889746,0.0,0.0,0.08497337757791137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697844017265781,0.0,0.08538368293302633,0.0,0.0,0.07564109893356348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046460587768589606,0.08530669899792924,0.050539155292373086,0.0,0.0711228933649293,0.0,0.0,0.08805152269222022,0.0,0.0,0.0796609545183589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05960576606966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260358791436693,0.04887184899417822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17378058948231515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23743734410836465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307428744123555,0.0,0.0,0.08588606698151285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331372771890374,0.09470415011224052,0.06025910772136026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489070217172502,0.2466026117668389,0.07764746019493868,0.09290958906797854,0.0,0.0840645788860522,0.0,0.08516730208689142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177901749188242,0.0,0.05696879141828815,0.09143157114834292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071816836323504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095562772668853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19991492006213674,0.0,0.27194905112735296,0.07534739731130992,0.13692040541195666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434679481864571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21442800353548352,0.0,0.08187185871166076,0.10169555698197502,0.309752640411926,0.05907902096850577,0.11396141794386655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497337757791137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674786240302615,0.05245133639676618,0.07058596236653211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030949189745743,0.0,0.18951316260592632,0.0,0.0,0.05726594989030639 socialanxiety,Renlywinsthethrone,2020/01/23,"How can I refuse being asked to do extra stuff at work? TL;DR being asked to take on extra stuff at work, want to say no but terrified to say no without an excuse because then everyone will think I'm selfish and a bad coworker and a bad employee etc etc On the weekdays I'm currently working at an afterschool program. I like the kids, but I'm also planning on grad school in the fall so I'm not going to be here long, and also the organization/eadership is just terrible (they're not bad people just... Terrible administrators.) The kids don't usually show up until 2:30-2:45, but I come in between 1:30 and 2 to start preparing. I really like having the wiggle room about when I come in to work. Except I already agreed to come in one day a week to help with a preschool class, so I'd have to be there right at 1:30. I'm not getting paid more for it, I'm just losing my flexibility and my prep time. Plus I'm with preschoolers, which I don't really like. I agreed because I thought it was cooking and because my friend/coworker basically promised I'd do it before I even heard about it, but it's actually science and even though I've only don't it twice I really don't enjoy it and I want to stop doing it. They also just asked me to come in and help with buses three days a week. I would get paid more for this, because I'd have to clock in at 1, but then I'm still losing my flexible start time,l and my prep time for just a couple more dollars. I don't want to do it. But I'm just *terrified* to tell them that I don't want to help with science class anymore and I don't want to do the buses. The thought of having to see these people every day after telling them I won't do something that they know I technically *could* do, that it's just ""I don't want to do this""... I'm sitting at work right now waiting for the kids to arrive and thinking about walking into the office and saying ""actually, no, I can't come in to help with the buses"" and I feel like I'm going to throw up. I would rather just ghost my whole job than face anyone in the preschool again if I quit on helping with the science class. I don't want to get entrenched in this job. It's not intended to be forever, and it's way too messily run and the more I agree to do I know the more they're going to ask me to do. But they're asking me to do things that I *could* do and I have no idea how to say no to something someone asks me to do just because I don't want to do it. What can I say? How can I do this? Advice please please please.",2.9049248120300746,3.7263231015037626,4.5978195488721845,87.034022556391,73.62406015037594,7.630075187969926,25.27819548872181,7.94452939551167,1.2245593984962406,1958,60,437,27,38,664,199,532,0.11800000000000001,0.7559999999999999,0.126,-0.7221,4,0,2,0,0,0,62.0,0,0,4,9,31,14,0,0,23,0,47,2,1,4,0,81,98,39,1,14,24,0,1,4,0,4,0,6,1,3,27,30,1,3,8,2,3,12,22,8,0,3,6,8,45,6,75,81,10,61,0,2,1,0,28,25,0,1,26,294,72,13,0.0,0.0,0.12693108578448514,0.0,0.0,0.0635522146607452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176860399372632,0.15602727701810185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449802131191926,0.04547453178043124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647980687175322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16290648731135782,0.1982260490343612,0.0,0.05534066140324834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801128428848509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385156177289527,0.07196085712580376,0.0,0.1258280996905618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450641794327657,0.08591104289139062,0.0,0.05479545232803283,0.062144477908133586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032884046099584,0.04646157652276761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05024648478281655,0.0,0.10193553742888607,0.0,0.11088400305199957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179605729639876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341748306574265,0.0,0.0,0.1290759593076225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148393124337428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709279437602905,0.0,0.0,0.057554621587547025,0.0,0.14551681181453155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044069929845031365,0.04946264375879527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017524662345576,0.0,0.0,0.21416928026907894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917356086076466,0.0,0.0,0.12499076418967145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108040703036112,0.0,0.2585953257844334,0.0,0.06581968470721354,0.05182509901023325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05510460806803622,0.10013544655788624,0.0,0.0,0.09206532419226232,0.0,0.05193766048475928,0.05437282687641324,0.0,0.0,0.14890082421019132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04889881517376024,0.0,0.11368828219424285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043206884533278214,0.08334460770726337,0.06389732680294068,0.10326229460869918,0.11376866458780267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162772702385617,0.0,0.3068783196687462,0.05162237754865438,0.1043355647924272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261012939659406,0.0,0.06269217421085475,0.0,0.23673412376076156,0.0,0.0,0.09239910885473987,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SkaySaky,2020/01/23,"Playing videogames with others.. but irl. (17F) I’m in a boarding school right now since September (was homeschooled for 2 years) and I have two hours left to have on my computer before it’s sleep time. (Uh forgive the English I’m just too nervous to check the translator I hope it’s understandable lmao) I told myself I’ll try to go with the others but time passes and I’m still in my bed with absolute fear since I came back from school (hours ago). I would have given up already if they didn’t clearly asked me to join them. I’m imagining the scene when I’m arriving and this keeps being me acting awkward, or aaAa I don’t know but oh boi I’m not even sure I remember my computer password now and if I have enough battery and if I have enough 4g and if they remembered me and-",1.1773819444444484,3.5448024187500025,2.6266666666666687,92.06277777777781,84.1875,6.055555555555558,22.63888888888889,7.3871296695380915,0.9266597222222224,617,22,131,10,18,200,101,160,0.07400000000000001,0.8340000000000001,0.09300000000000001,0.451,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,0,8,7,0,3,5,0,10,1,1,0,2,32,25,16,0,6,10,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,11,0,1,6,1,1,4,3,3,2,1,5,0,19,4,13,18,2,21,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,6,11,79,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404206965263971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17480911198755286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14809174415798065,0.0,0.0,0.12180732928390038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479504042674906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811785674168364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273592604484499,0.0,0.10462815410956974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17825502330773535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002791856282802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573366371340786,0.3120034136211361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408018753671324,0.0,0.0,0.08705786267715257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17211267041809072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3588947614686068,0.13528107160821165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320638273414779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620763849434498,0.0,0.15852416410018827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650624093016274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492993264199993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18474001278090932,0.0,0.0,0.15136731653580107,0.0,0.10754983042330657,0.0,0.15474332008880629,0.16491014934558498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125297502564649,0.0,0.0,0.10201069335888804 socialanxiety,thisnameisuniqueaf,2020/01/23,"(UPDATE) I went to my first DnD session tonight That was amazing. I was so nervous, but turns out everyone was a bit awkward and so was my friend who came with, but we all enjoyed it. My friend is a half-elf bard, and I am an air genasi warlock. I also met a girl there who might be gay. She gave me her number and I thought she was cute so Cait, if you're reading this, hi :)",-0.7094999999999985,1.3742570500000006,1.1000000000000014,101.425,91.0,3.7,20.5,4.935628992294339,-0.4946499999999996,284,10,69,1,10,92,60,80,0.039,0.679,0.281,0.9753,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,1,5,7,0,2,4,0,9,1,0,0,1,13,15,10,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,0,1,10,0,13,5,3,3,2,7,0,0,0,1,12,2,0,2,3,47,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312158630374629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156533101110537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306858449163734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762745598170242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24593245446534465,0.0,0.0,0.44675974223314097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067195232682329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892066247607683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22953563976261465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31448865487046745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680249072440501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TheAnnabellastasia,2020/01/23,"Any one else experience pressure/anxiety when you are in your car waiting to turn left and another car pulls up behind you? I didn't really think this was going to get to me during high traffic but yesterday it did! I was driving home from work during rush hour (usually i'm fine!) however, last night I was the first one at the light to make a left hand turn, patiently waiting for my green light. BUT IT STARTED BLINKING YELLOW. Of course there is on coming traffic because its that time of the day, and I can't obviously go when cars are coming. However cars were NOW gathering behind ME and when there was a gap in traffic to make my turn left, I hesitated.... they inched closer behind me. I could feel their judgement and rage as I sat there, and then I started to panic. ""What if I can't make it through the next gap, what if there is no gap, they are going to get angry if I dont go next. I'm going to get hit if I dont clear the gap"" eventually the light changed to green and I could escape from social pressure. Just wondering if this happens to any one else?",3.6029825581395336,4.860400446511632,4.853415697674421,84.19965843023259,72.44186046511628,7.979651162790699,26.925872093023266,8.472884824447931,1.7804011627906986,836,29,171,14,16,277,112,215,0.10800000000000001,0.863,0.03,-0.9570000000000001,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,3,3,2,9,4,1,2,8,0,18,1,1,3,2,28,46,18,0,7,8,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,9,8,0,2,3,0,0,14,6,3,0,4,8,8,23,1,25,35,0,42,0,0,3,0,8,11,0,6,17,111,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246987458642206,0.11755139380810176,0.0857596728538476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833789232449318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859174791169075,0.1931362844492191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17901272009251293,0.0,0.0,0.07229815968467608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627713921528322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872979308680124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965975973078143,0.0,0.0,0.056683428149180815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535607179108442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17570999913454968,0.0,0.3185579921672653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913368211739684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844461058825514,0.1124500027162349,0.0,0.11040039865313507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138016952348872,0.0,0.0,0.3654057602809315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22449197013816116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238448918520362,0.10520252471339246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22789483030878085,0.0,0.0,0.13153053353611804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181704444966977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427646966363947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15869635303026647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183206817509129,0.0,0.0,0.06536906382365303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658126718147601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346732229819038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157260092303385,0.08161344655712642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Toxic_Rabbit_032,2020/01/23,"Formed a study group for class, with Introverts! I built up the courage and started a study group for one of my classes. I've found it a bit easier to talk to a person, if I know they're shy and awkward too. I don't have to worry as much around them, because I know they're probably thinking the same things that I do. It's like we have a mutual understanding that we won't judge each other, clearing the air better. 😊",3.631379310344826,4.393992540229888,4.7132758620689685,87.09681034482759,71.87356321839081,8.098850574712644,25.99425287356322,8.344100000000001,1.4460666666666668,329,10,72,5,6,108,61,87,0.045,0.7809999999999999,0.175,0.8885,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,1,1,2,4,0,1,8,0,5,0,0,0,1,15,11,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,9,3,10,9,5,4,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,2,47,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485727406647372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021522226707336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469550916276229,0.3048454180322528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061598542983325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069135793299789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641703719467566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052652211018555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892125918971938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438117282727479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30105576303795056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976395092473397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244334500266068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855071392010864,0.17891847457438262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906869215890926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28357029635836123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hroberts2718,2020/01/23,Finally talked to my PCP today! I finally talked to my doctor about my anxiety I’ve been dealing with for a year and a half now. I feel relieved that I’ve finally talked to someone about it. He’s made the decision to put me on Lexapro. I’ve never been on any medication for anything like this before. Do you guys have any pros/cons about Lexapro?,2.9069047619047623,4.7625580714285745,4.300000000000002,85.01333333333334,75.42857142857143,8.095238095238095,28.809523809523807,8.841846274778883,2.3416666666666663,275,12,56,6,6,91,47,70,0.026000000000000002,0.8909999999999999,0.083,0.5707,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,1,1,6,6,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,1,7,2,12,3,0,10,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,8,33,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500588639760342,0.0,0.1406505149096464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129908979596618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15644922484777773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18954905064970887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881859829677509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296389655792092,0.0,0.0,0.6042208447675385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18204787070580086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982350707277886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739704498990148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18521712882143335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180226935608195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18482760955882133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578189705695916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4433331789136651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17427545008390474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839822779574125 socialanxiety,Comingback2020,2020/01/23,I don't know if this is social anxiety It's fucking hell. Everyday I get out then I get anxious for some fucking reason even though im not scared of people. I mean if you wanna fight lets do it so I can get over that fucking shit. Anxiety causes ocd so it gets fucking worse...fuck.,-0.09995762711864133,2.21188805084746,2.286249999999999,91.80700211864408,92.22033898305084,4.983898305084747,20.934322033898304,6.6274283507984215,0.5511508474576271,221,8,46,3,8,75,43,59,0.273,0.688,0.039,-0.9282,0,0,0,0,1,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,4,8,7,1,0,0,5,5,1,2,0,10,15,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,6,0,5,14,1,4,1,0,0,4,3,2,6,3,2,30,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24148494238983645,0.1783073366285856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213885196752387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424777622691253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7295743031894003,0.3298467108243815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17048765365728594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674136196321361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16139581582913048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17192734455614764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942212566425172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622794956824426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15801922859891074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16201418956599598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089174418999536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507096647568208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,slowpotatoboy,2020/01/23,"I got real lucky today So basically I was in my English class and all of a sudden the teacher decides to go over the assignment we were given. No biggie, it was a regular for her to go over the work with us. I’m there sitting expecting for it to be a normal day and then all of a sudden she says to FIND A GROUP OR PARTNER TO LOOK OVER EACH OTHER’S WORK. There I am taking a moment to realize what she said to do. Shook. Still dumbstruck by the statement she had given, she then looks at me to tell me to either group up with the two girls beside me (who have already formed a partnership even before the task at hand) or to find someone behind me (I sit in the middle of the class…) to partner up with. So there I am, heart fully in my ass and eyes so wide it would make a lemur jealous. Wondering my next move would be, I was thinking about grouping up with the girls beside me. Then all of a sudden, this angel of a person asks me if she wanted to be partners with me. No hesitation I agree and roll my way over to her. She was so nice, patient and just an all around cool person to check answers over with. As we were finishing the whole thing though I started to come to the realization that there would come the awkward space of time that everyone else didn’t seem to be near finished. I started thinking it would be real awkward to just say thanks and mosey my way back over to where I was before so I struck up a convo when we were done (something I rarely do, especially with people like her). We get to talking and I’m carrying most of the convo somewhat and I feel it getting dry, then a girl right beside her joins in the convo giving her perspective on the topic we were discussing. As time went on I got a bit more comfortable and then one more girl joins the convo as well. For me it’s out of the ordinary to talk to women, much less three at the same time. So anyways we talk all the way up to the point where the teacher is finally ready to go over the answers with the class. I politely shake hands with each of them (I thought it would be better than giving dap or a fist bump tbh. Still do…) and introduce myself and then go back to my original spot. The End.",5.0998378751293565,4.886365103139017,5.8632286995515726,83.57900310451882,68.37219730941705,8.655260434632632,28.588823732321487,8.139509932561175,1.7191544670576056,1700,51,358,20,26,558,207,446,0.054000000000000006,0.868,0.078,0.9168,0,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,7,0,1,3,25,13,1,4,39,1,29,5,5,2,5,73,62,32,0,9,7,0,3,1,3,5,0,3,0,10,14,32,0,0,13,0,1,10,3,5,1,3,19,10,50,8,77,32,18,74,1,0,3,1,44,31,1,9,29,275,64,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660849541429998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860009285761002,0.09031473158610824,0.0,0.0,0.14857001397404798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644112973953976,0.0,0.0,0.08544125610787208,0.105470088766907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16643717204691116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06230367989334148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886275134554587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070295551353579,0.0,0.08556534312836228,0.0,0.0,0.06380817315970902,0.0,0.0,0.09231236110810326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04884752500017394,0.0,0.0,0.10582851305083256,0.1765945406111725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094659474860404,0.18534894168745308,0.21961649102016198,0.0,0.1545312756183336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448004860815028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047197419318661504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16225150664737933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06448608515585819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267821095357953,0.07101743969161765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027428993711644,0.0,0.09465458689967672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546356836205487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06697529860675856,0.1687074372928189,0.0,0.0,0.09132507126028527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21992038607697675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825020580346666,0.09189561133635443,0.15365191500985073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794760610271292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185500385435349,0.07437297579390342,0.0,0.0,0.1367582082664561,0.0,0.15430133878883714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263662413821256,0.2329477285507207,0.08443898889285953,0.08894297015618531,0.0,0.0,0.06418155983687286,0.1238040415185326,0.09491612616643344,0.0766953601481779,0.16899738161355388,0.0,0.09157237078144788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437123924784717,0.0,0.11620661890796835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05698145518131695,0.2300469994087692,0.0,0.0,0.08686151390546541,0.08955588252449012,0.0,0.10785853724401824,0.0,0.0,0.10476643450877607,0.14066244760488106,0.0,0.0,0.3431350696708211,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Aravind9900,2020/01/23,Lonely Can I get a hi please?Just feeling very very lonely as of late.,4.41,5.605222857142858,4.19857142857143,89.89642857142859,70.42857142857143,5.6000000000000005,28.285714285714285,3.1291,0.7493714285714286,56,2,11,0,1,17,12,14,0.34700000000000003,0.56,0.09300000000000001,-0.6214,0,4,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23771536507989366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456271492173968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5303349509103645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7758244315662977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,EarlTreeMan,2020/01/23,"awesome social anxiety podcast! It's called ""Panic Attacking"". Two comedians talk out what gave them anxiety that week and they talk each other through it and make jokes while giving anxiety coping tips that their therapist gives them. One has general anxiety disorder and the other has social anxiety disorder. Really cool to hear them discuss things that I only thought made me anxious and make light of it. I listen on Soundcloud but its available all over i think",5.786944444444442,8.934072432098766,5.985910493827162,70.18034722222225,71.5925925925926,9.975925925925926,33.58179012345679,10.125756701596842,4.546912345679012,381,19,54,12,8,121,60,81,0.166,0.728,0.106,-0.3061,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,5,0,0,4,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,3,1,14,12,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,11,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,4,9,2,6,9,2,5,0,0,0,0,16,3,0,0,2,39,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5694378050344246,0.16818429735035842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16936471314910853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201614283291892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412430815193413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28562540381793905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16779087269854892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086738494343332,0.1987479825413736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088030704974303,0.11322474774581236,0.0,0.17467057841849856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953719593244575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035148800683718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23931721587767155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728532148131314,0.09890471334324848,0.09539191060678584,0.0,0.11818866087849092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454274465964774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941707020501525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Goofycommitstaxfraud,2020/01/23,"I'm scared everything will go wrong Everything has gone bad today, I have to go out later and I don't want to make an embarrassment of myself in front of these people because I consider them my friends and I see them weekly. I always seem to think once one thing has gone wrong in a day, everything will go wrong and I avoid it but I can't keep avoiding things forever. What do I do? Is there a sign something will go right? How can I stop the anxiety? Help me.",1.2675789473684205,3.4900724421052622,2.89605263157895,91.21986842105262,82.47368421052632,6.747368421052633,21.07894736842105,7.908726449838941,0.9217157894736836,362,11,79,7,10,119,64,95,0.21100000000000002,0.7040000000000001,0.084,-0.8046,0,2,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,2,9,0,4,4,0,12,0,0,2,0,15,25,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,4,2,0,0,7,2,8,0,1,2,1,14,1,8,20,0,16,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,1,5,50,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346740553918252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227071755459584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13392906232508822,0.09777963780474204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344609158195106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4324772225768264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392627273153276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646408636194599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751415358351034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257276590616846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706965434809457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708230127981866,0.1086926213612974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112026269598196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698252600430533,0.0,0.0,0.1605904950547306,0.0,0.12781971479280949,0.14602405718072045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348538125467275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410334676735752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131280697423839,0.10277919569972713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15204244549359944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946093206894078,0.0,0.12866489779287654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5261235826884952,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,HighlyAdorable13,2020/01/23,"Am I “in” or did I get rejected? Totally confused Well me and this girl have been talking for some time now and I recently told her that I don’t want to be just friends with her, I was totally honest and told her that I would like to get to know her better, with romantic intentions and plans in mind and I told her that I plan to go for her ‘officially’ if everything goes right, but also told her that if she just sees me as a platonic college friend then I don’t any part of that. Her response: “my respect for you went up so much since you were clear and honest in what you wanted because when you asked me out I thought you just wanted to go out and hook up like most guys do these days, we should become friends and get to know each other’s personalities better from now on”. Is that good or bad? Wouldn’t she not give me a chance if she didn’t like me on some level, unless she’s stringing me along I guess? Bear in mind that she doesn’t believe in dating and going out like I said, reserved/religious background etc etc, we’re in the middle east btw What did her response about getting to know each other’s personalities better mean?",4.071249999999999,4.943116556034486,4.764137931034483,86.73215517241381,70.9396551724138,7.868965517241381,26.13793103448276,8.07648339933343,1.3534948275862062,899,27,192,12,16,289,124,232,0.043,0.736,0.221,0.9923,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,5,0,5,10,18,0,1,3,0,17,0,0,1,3,51,42,21,0,9,11,0,0,4,3,3,0,1,0,4,13,18,0,0,5,0,0,4,6,3,1,0,13,2,39,15,31,25,11,29,0,1,1,0,35,17,0,10,12,140,52,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098175907029526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736744281273646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635951172023893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499312596367697,0.06935308356092798,0.12564993149359946,0.0,0.1281797335193769,0.0,0.30186073038592576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337218253825975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537670555133271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224906271884374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636950598643203,0.0,0.2377603374051065,0.10913846827383364,0.19397419175474967,0.09542480603210547,0.0,0.0,0.12533038673348326,0.11265010167655055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875749080760064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22232893283426844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239287890689256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22975036183616626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363397727667934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320172999498692,0.0,0.0,0.19867900107668648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233406470663808,0.0,0.0,0.09715888487268301,0.10822124120081976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906598915661946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411164847331076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144394729362318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032060344209436,0.06634015172921218,0.0,0.0,0.4348481130717523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20131332874798966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229281584541712,0.10546585003021762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808188826414943,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,EvanMcSwag,2020/01/23,"I have a hard time starting or joining conversations I’m in college right now and I left my hometown and have a hard to socialize in college. I used to go to social events or club activity to try to meet and talk to people. At first, I may try to interact but alway ended up in situations that I’m left out of the conversation and become just a listener. And I have some friends but when we hang out, they usually get into heated conversations and they would debate with each other. But since I’m not a big fan of arguing and my English is not good enough to argue with native speakers, I just stay silent. And when we are walking together, I would end up in the back alone. I’m nice(at least I think) to others and when someone actually talk to me, I’ll do my best to have a conversation with them, but I found that I run out of things to talk about very fast and can’t continue the conversation which sometimes would lead to awkward moments. Any advice would be appreciated. Thank you",4.982461538461539,5.836573912820518,6.114358974358975,77.94230769230772,68.84615384615384,9.282051282051283,30.384615384615394,9.466822959209583,2.6336153846153847,783,30,154,16,13,262,113,195,0.098,0.8140000000000001,0.08900000000000001,0.4936,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,1,3,3,8,7,2,1,8,0,14,0,0,2,0,40,26,19,0,4,10,0,2,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,6,20,0,0,2,1,0,5,3,3,0,1,1,4,20,4,31,19,5,36,0,0,0,0,22,15,0,4,15,110,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.13271705157523608,0.0,0.0,0.13289829672096834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085569543210785,0.0,0.0,0.11316346585874007,0.0,0.0,0.0924851304028996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457613300738568,0.0,0.0,0.15020207307908987,0.0,0.0,0.1427243297837092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409124819864996,0.14052506430900502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156821143616532,0.0,0.14911773290398095,0.1050737929354494,0.0,0.07105474541394803,0.0,0.07729232420867771,0.11407092322945198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436598034844841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955302873761892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428575185478827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614384307621364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250117316858152,0.15287046970021698,0.0,0.27727114559497096,0.11523294023366253,0.0,0.1345081563616312,0.0,0.09626198581379188,0.14495863621748187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279366003013752,0.0,0.1252111597532718,0.0,0.0,0.0903528129073841,0.0871437483673894,0.0,0.0,0.07930309391865144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18467107746949102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746092688953555,0.14978554201895908,0.11221480941032692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3864439422255149,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Walke212,2020/01/23,I Fucking did it. Yay. Believe or not. Today I talked with my crush for more than 2 hours. And this is my first time talking to her. I'm feeling so good.lol.,-1.552727272727271,0.20096690909090853,0.14287878787878938,103.8343181818182,107.1818181818182,2.2,20.651515151515152,3.1291,-0.7647939393939391,120,5,28,0,6,38,30,33,0.049,0.794,0.158,0.552,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,5,5,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,5,1,4,4,1,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,4,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.384205478841408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17242669046834344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29006594011438713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152615196648064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28602597531045165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358296417084461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5481875268805093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19884773561087624,0.0,0.32324095913004536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sabucoush,2020/01/23,"How to make your crush [F27] know that you are upset with her without being passive aggressive or bitter about it? I asked my crush few days ago to take me with her to the gym. She agreed and we set a time to go together. At that time I texted her, she said she had already left. I got pissed and I disappeared of her sight. I havent seen her for two days or so. We live in the same dorm so whenever I heard her voice I would just avoid going to the places where she might be. Its been two days and today I saw her in the kitchen. She greeted me as usual as if nothing happened. And I dont know where to take it from there. What do you recommend?",0.2576885644768865,2.333185766423359,1.6668905109489067,99.37926520681269,85.4963503649635,5.1131873479318735,17.892457420924575,6.42735559955562,-0.3698774695863749,498,12,120,5,15,159,88,137,0.135,0.807,0.057999999999999996,-0.866,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,3,0,0,8,5,3,2,5,0,10,2,1,2,0,21,24,12,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,6,8,1,1,2,1,0,3,3,5,0,2,7,7,29,0,18,13,2,19,0,0,3,0,20,7,1,4,8,86,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636288963512586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037008986156804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17256778562373842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571380179041998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216339425892009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20981478257326955,0.0,0.14763438685328073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16323332384192646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028929116710942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20055879941662252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629973468648106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321601053843985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19582201488199846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771201646519781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19285843932784894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17558843256633935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775791094670797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152731410043605,0.0,0.17497080456917447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606374175633152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033010473748884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779392591228085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112824032806808,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ll01dm,2020/01/23,"Small win today :) I don't know why anyone would care but, Today I took a small step. My work was doing a Chinese new year celebration in reception. Everyone was going past ignoring it, so I thought it would be weird if I went up. I tried to walk up and I got too nervous and pretended to not see it. But then I tried again and I did it :). The conversation was small tho",-0.02947368421052232,2.2782076315789475,2.4345263157894763,91.14468421052635,91.10526315789473,6.197894736842105,19.442105263157888,7.554174236665415,0.7486147368421059,284,9,63,6,10,97,53,76,0.109,0.805,0.086,-0.4118,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,1,3,0,9,0,0,0,0,12,17,9,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,1,0,5,2,3,0,0,8,1,9,2,5,6,0,18,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,1,7,42,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16424181013291858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394878478311405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22444918379102968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334944247033196,0.0,0.1878644325980575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909039195298722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22685996699786695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22423080448250912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871783554112653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18647785387764845,0.0,0.0,0.4452999280483429,0.0,0.26097343587381816,0.3189522310077472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21774705461999808,0.2119533170845193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710040300994568,0.0,0.0,0.33372079488901,0.0,0.0,0.15126261987305606 socialanxiety,FabulousBar9,2020/01/23,"Help! anxiety on dinner table Ive been diagnosed with rare chronic skin disease 5-6 months backs. had scars on the face and else where which got me really consious. ( kind of went of the grid for 3-4 months )Took anti bio-tics 6-8 weeks and it seems to have been gotten better for now ( there is no cure ). Ive been depressed going through it and kind of accepted it. BUT now However the biggest thing is my heart is shaking everywhere, i can feel my whole body shaking . Recently went on a last minute holiday with cousins friends and I was shaking everywhere. I left early from most places and sat back in my room alone. I did a little cbt and the past so applied few techniques however the fukin palpitation woudnt stop. Now last night we had a big family dinner, Ive known them my whole life and I was shaking. I was trying to sit still and they also knew i was shaking and that triggered me more. My therapist who I trusted ( who i learnt cbt from ) has moved away to another city. I need help! How do I help my self own my own. another i got trust issues which devolops over time. I do meditation which really helps, Calm relaxed usually but when the anxiety kicks im fucked.",2.4317391304347806,4.7726803463203495,3.651631846414453,86.77073969508753,78.87012987012987,7.307434594391117,25.19499341238472,8.321376580360154,1.7704600414078673,924,35,183,19,23,300,144,231,0.114,0.7859999999999999,0.099,-0.3534,2,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,2,1,12,16,1,5,9,0,21,10,4,2,0,24,34,15,0,1,2,1,2,0,1,0,3,0,1,1,10,12,2,1,5,2,0,10,1,7,0,0,18,2,28,9,19,16,7,43,0,1,0,1,12,13,1,2,19,115,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443401867609435,0.0,0.09607993819668728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519650821047933,0.18382124032637925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128802119250287,0.18476822605993828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625851678348776,0.0,0.13345404511758774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348073948737728,0.12194467782946815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036575705400967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113262042962066,0.0,0.06074893782588715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282375322054186,0.1110721455303243,0.0,0.0,0.06828119008320184,0.0,0.19218191412276767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423724406748611,0.3221227279729796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977725089386555,0.1254001981137515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502251235576786,0.0,0.19586847225582524,0.0,0.0,0.13053792814663026,0.0,0.08486198878261307,0.0,0.1204168846866763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19179723561268747,0.12769515452973546,0.0,0.08908601842473331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274797311341862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469202715698687,0.0,0.0,0.12552598623784658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393596719767255,0.0,0.11862872409465525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937552424714037,0.12533747039919546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594797726702467,0.100446625981793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949764162317527,0.07981902026939462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005753398521179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348555058512004,0.08157058978793341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323227781157046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963730971457944,0.0,0.0,0.22275129556321766,0.0,0.2682752738446693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,damn_xanny5,2020/01/23,"How to get rid of my Social Anxiety? I live in the country, and the language isn't my first language. I feel nervous talking in this language. I speak well and call talk in it, but sometimes I don't understand something and I feel stupid af. People don't take me seriously at all. I wish I had more friends and was confident but I can't stop stuttering, I talk quietly. I don't know why, but people call me weird all the time. For example in the class when there is an exercise with couple or in group, I have no one and when teacher asks ""who wants to be with Lisa? "" its silently af. People call me weird and loser, they make fun of my friends or mates bc they just talk to me, they tell them:""lmao why u talk to her? R u a loser? "". I kinda don't care but I would like to know why. Maybe in the next time I will do that. I think I'm talented and pretty cute person. I love myself, I do. But I don't know how to start talking to people and be more confident? What should I do if people can't stop hating me? Like people used to hate me and discuss me since my childhood when I lived in another country. I wish I was cool lol :(",0.613220338983048,2.690842898305089,2.5416000000000025,93.65424745762712,84.0,5.640406779661018,21.30440677966101,6.918507183188421,0.4421815593220337,868,28,195,11,25,289,119,236,0.126,0.605,0.26899999999999996,0.992,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,3,3,8,21,3,1,7,2,21,2,0,4,2,41,42,22,0,6,9,0,2,2,3,3,1,2,0,1,6,11,0,2,7,1,0,0,9,10,1,2,3,5,38,11,21,34,4,19,0,2,0,1,25,8,0,4,13,125,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041732339859289,0.07599963026678166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928753585810672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043309703292095,0.0,0.1012901508629526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099247663156079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046492572174386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450389278146561,0.0,0.0,0.1535093749168615,0.0,0.051904329560429986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19616776236283084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637943477419593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707114589921274,0.0,0.17544916605512062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966389406576968,0.0,0.06631441158222727,0.0,0.09980668866732392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565589304395544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731960864906385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4132451992007162,0.0867453374365869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107087971863718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218026725813597,0.0,0.0,0.1012710188089301,0.0,0.07648161794085734,0.0982560085985401,0.0,0.07031780645631157,0.0,0.0,0.16611587262946936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469603678689726,0.4791046474885631,0.08683302528746419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636570831130481,0.0,0.0,0.11585922651430434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034229783787928,0.0,0.085803286244007,0.0,0.0,0.05859700836723559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932423436560738,0.0,0.268933689009534,0.0,0.2284866321787769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070572745061048,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,trickortreat89,2020/01/23,"Lying awake again? Does other people with social anxiety here, also tend to lie awake at night, thinking about every social situation you have been in, and whether people like you or not? I really can't stand the thought of being an outsider of the social group where I am, yet it makes me extremely stressed out to be a part of any social group, cause then I have so much more to think about, and worry about at night?",7.942037037037037,6.76563502469136,7.458117283950617,77.65902777777778,62.950617283950606,10.075308641975312,30.12654320987655,8.841846274778883,2.2040098765432106,331,8,63,4,4,104,61,81,0.133,0.838,0.03,-0.8286,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,9,2,0,1,4,0,7,0,0,2,0,12,12,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,6,1,14,8,3,11,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,6,48,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352192611930011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149853395277515,0.0,0.1293515211137548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17369950213939164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14796966381953658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246356256681889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260764120984526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286725974605115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429881257019007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173544428014728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183105350763226,0.0,0.2344480489441415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832182111154301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19006150270503588,0.0,0.6894538976935213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936892294815298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166889628655604,0.0,0.1342366359229198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17171662558476442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,splinter_bye,2020/01/23,"Meeting my friend's friends My friend since childhood is gonna have a birthday in June but i'm already kind of panicking. She has a party every year and so far i have been to all of them. However, we have been getting a little distant lately (i saw her twice this month and we talked for about 30 mins in total), and she has also made new friends since changing school and they already seem so much closer. I'm terrified by the possibility that i'm gonna have to meet them and be quiet the entire time. I'm already worried a bit anyways, because i feel like she would invite me only because of tradition and being polite. I don't know. I thought i would make some other plans for that day as an excuse but then i just feel like a terrible friend. Btw english is not my first language, sorry for my grammar",3.379102564102564,5.017653709876548,4.42061728395062,85.56431623931627,73.62962962962962,6.4660968660968665,27.893637226970558,7.010146845296331,1.4238161443494772,639,25,124,6,13,208,105,162,0.105,0.745,0.15,0.7013,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,3,2,6,9,0,0,8,0,15,0,0,2,2,24,30,13,0,2,4,0,2,2,5,4,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,5,4,21,8,13,19,5,16,0,0,1,0,18,5,0,2,13,82,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44102338504476535,0.1065332410005662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16241516630647326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14543798905890296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14092546466163974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591366538699957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224070380822136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471659860324067,0.19033988505966173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133139443688267,0.0,0.0,0.5146139484487107,0.0,0.06960015827344003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387245552645752,0.07321234165294166,0.0,0.15027409078720902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016577182648084,0.13351799800913464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605273732942435,0.08892309333385069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633219331875728,0.0,0.09792950529972033,0.0,0.0,0.12866139113801464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013172026478975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15018166384104278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482227853046524,0.0,0.12127535990219472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22039624272424488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14912504085609984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707443090375736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575907425991668,0.07767965188188741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13528789091011958,0.0,0.18926645494269945,0.0,0.0,0.08578710187430767 socialanxiety,grace_loves_lions,2020/01/23,"I have trouble saying peoples names. I’m sure like most people, I am very flattered when others use my name when talking to me. I feel more included and thought-of when people say “Hi Grace!” vs a simple “Hi!”. But, I often struggle to use others names. I could have been acquaintances with someone for years and still be too frightened to say their name. I think this is because I am scared to say the wrong name or pronounce it incorrectly. I can’t imagine how awful it would be to call someone the wrong name after they have been using my name for years! So instead I just never use their name when speaking to them. It makes me so anxious just to think about it! I don’t know what to do about this, does anyone else have a similar fear? And if you read this far, I would like to say that I hope you’re having a wonderful day :)",3.8443172690763054,4.977607066265062,4.3062048192771085,88.82790160642574,71.71084337349397,6.738152610441769,25.88152610441768,6.816661863887847,0.9437767068273092,647,20,134,5,12,204,97,166,0.15,0.7240000000000001,0.126,-0.6588,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,4,0,15,12,0,3,5,1,18,0,0,6,2,38,30,13,0,5,6,0,1,2,0,2,0,6,0,0,11,4,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,7,21,6,15,23,2,11,0,0,0,0,24,1,0,6,12,92,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408292158882822,0.0,0.08716448900605586,0.12772790301457165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599098482287052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729080261829484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953008816146428,0.0,0.0,0.08039475858038084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908995316443866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413661980064394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027606081431354,0.06303134881215576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381453980591328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850934022869958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180420605128052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321086742828429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614472535119777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592686164713068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469275987358205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4956693021093251,0.12480543133909484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21124637532590387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955285868984336,0.0,0.0,0.13032067969388986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748965613312425,0.0,0.0,0.10019620259318883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15975293989370914,0.0,0.09896534159625278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4306614931029384,0.0,0.1028567512802813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518739541675906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771083899626675,0.27259014988290164,0.0,0.1605526504643609 socialanxiety,HeyaAya0115,2020/01/23,"Need Advice.. Should I Drop the Class? :( Hi there, so I’m a sophomore in college and just started the spring semester. There’s one particular class that I know is going to drive me insane later in the sem... And Im already freaking out about it. I dislike presentations enough, but I checked the syllabus and we’ll also be doing debates and several group activities. :’( I know I can’t keep running away, but I feel like this class is *way* too far out of my comfort zone.. A presentation, yeah- I can try; but that including debates and several group activities is terrifying. I want to drop so badly and just take the online course over the summer instead.. I",2.0446774193548407,4.849249516129035,3.705080645161292,82.30262096774194,86.09677419354837,6.325806451612903,26.298387096774192,7.645422480735847,1.9345096774193549,516,23,93,10,16,171,83,124,0.171,0.746,0.083,-0.8882,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,8,1,9,0,0,0,0,20,19,12,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,3,0,1,3,1,2,0,1,0,1,13,2,10,16,1,19,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,7,63,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22675362161826676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560696108064446,0.18556788473832386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21801577466526226,0.0,0.19374953430105715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23976655868742386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732992447780853,0.16577440768778168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13187764531255766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25065055606332304,0.0,0.0,0.20625401625886866,0.0,0.0,0.25505390148045265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336643246891825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205989417889833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15724103794287228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5242940719445479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642440456048343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174470449105233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15754466632583894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686731995194726,0.184188090504628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tryingtoimprovekc,2020/01/23,"Social anxiety is a mistrust in others We must trust that strangers will not cause us suffering if we are to maintain peace of mind. Since strangers are fundamentally unpredictable, we must assume many things in order to walk mindfully amongst them. We must assume they will not (intentionally or unintentionally) hurt us, make us feel bad, embarrass or ridicule us. Failure to trust strangers in this way manifests as social anxiety. Since your trust is insufficient, you are constantly on alert thinking about others’ thoughts and your actions as a means to “avoid punishment”. Your behaviour is not unlike an extrovert when put in a room full of stray dogs and told to walk amongst them. In this predicament, an extrovert would act in a way to minimize attention and avoid possible punishment by thinking about their every move and reading the strays nearest. This common behaviour is a product of mistrust brought about by a subconscious resistance to pain.",10.420841959972392,11.141045770186338,8.683561076604555,64.66783988957903,57.1366459627329,12.869841269841272,43.975845410628025,12.261556223090626,5.887450793650794,783,42,117,23,9,236,95,161,0.175,0.7290000000000001,0.09699999999999999,-0.9144,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,8,4,4,0,4,13,3,3,9,0,13,1,0,3,3,33,21,10,0,5,6,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,1,0,7,8,0,2,8,1,0,7,3,10,0,0,3,1,16,3,24,12,1,23,0,2,0,0,19,10,0,5,3,81,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20381692657519648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122825434105796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684763182088291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439571754211275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223867033533703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735707896647884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14260850719868476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889214823077884,0.13505824350130755,0.0,0.1451092669169408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690166411729065,0.0,0.0,0.14158556371714642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417492522923748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15017894298906326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391701889864802,0.0,0.0,0.1332502037737338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22039224978970173,0.0,0.0,0.2715901081665764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850156469767173,0.17071650203164504,0.0,0.10575715821517996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272918330400257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6409609007771563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21147838988256895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463151299437757,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Endodys,2020/01/23,"Does Anyone Else Get School/Work Anxiety? Like I would get to school/work and before I get out of the car it's like my heart starts beating rapidly out of nowhere and I start to feel stressed and out of breath. And than I have to walk down that long hallway and open the door, than it feels like everyone is staring at me even though I know they're not. I feel like I have to fix myself immediately to feel presentable in front of them, I feel out of place. Anyone else experience something like that? No, just me? Okay...",2.292980769230766,4.4779100288461615,2.648692307692308,94.59630769230768,78.51923076923076,5.6984615384615385,21.93846153846154,6.742157984588678,0.2748415384615384,409,12,90,4,10,125,63,104,0.08800000000000001,0.7879999999999999,0.124,0.5775,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,3,7,0,1,2,1,4,2,2,0,0,19,15,6,0,1,2,0,5,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,10,0,0,6,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,6,13,6,19,14,0,16,0,0,1,0,1,9,0,0,9,52,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135842223933442,0.0,0.0,0.20763663640620544,0.30426372551006525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634268391972694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993290730586868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480663594622267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806741970564846,0.0,0.0,0.14187579133708936,0.0,0.14523864332002231,0.0,0.0,0.3753712493683356,0.2121434810565411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327187471020956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17594553203518962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159887776378301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626909297153561,0.0,0.0,0.13139715317764747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512648605426005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005325708005163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430457057097199,0.0,0.0,0.2101850584985498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700794882595791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14587754390491564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21618552299820404,0.0,0.0,0.1054735443025769,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bomber187,2020/01/23,Anyone in Vancouver wana hang out? Anyone in Vancouver with bad social anxiety wana hang out and try to push other to work on your selves? I’m straight awkward literly will look at the ground when some one try’s to speak to me,3.244333333333333,5.34994626666667,3.744166666666669,88.25625000000002,75.22222222222223,7.166666666666668,24.583333333333336,8.07648339933343,1.409333333333333,182,6,36,3,4,57,35,45,0.149,0.8109999999999999,0.04,-0.644,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,0,2,2,0,11,2,1,12,0,0,1,0,3,8,0,1,1,20,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736444504462243,0.0,0.0,0.5002333252334529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986699391919465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003833221492796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423911438563905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646366724524915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4857183897891525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604145513732005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ObsessionWDepression,2020/01/23,"Anxiety induced blushing?? Hey soldiers, just wondering if anyone has had experience with severe blushing over almost everything due to anxiety? Like just my name being said I'll panic and blush thinking I've done something wrong, or just sitting in a doctors room or car I'll go bright red cause apparently everyone's watching me lol ok... I think if I didn't blush I wouldn't be so held back.. But years down the track and every treatment exhausted, I'm worse than ever. Quit my job because of it and now live at home with my parents who I mostly avoid due to this aswell, and never go out anymore. I could add sooo much more but who cares right😂",3.145952380952384,5.507415103174607,4.051031746031747,84.72035714285717,76.53968253968254,6.73968253968254,27.16666666666667,7.793537801064563,1.7794095238095244,517,21,96,8,12,166,98,126,0.11699999999999999,0.802,0.08,-0.1641,3,1,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,2,2,2,8,2,0,2,2,31,17,11,0,4,9,1,0,1,0,1,2,1,2,0,4,8,0,2,4,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,5,4,9,4,11,8,3,17,0,0,3,0,6,6,0,7,8,56,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17442143446713065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665025822546553,0.0,0.1727450299767487,0.12179442401184958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339377573455506,0.0,0.10618175282312152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759354004212305,0.1789363026345325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907280244173684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17828605333316333,0.0,0.17825205566105998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15756059198347894,0.14675864255150847,0.1664415354265461,0.1565465318419484,0.17038666406460742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19798706008386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472207566306666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17285205039113585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509814769410093,0.0,0.1538088265823859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804625038777595,0.0,0.1343424550462637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20436893977222856,0.19341218164991536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18526752606413666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487533094193009,0.16569012498632016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19677982890443005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409636734220648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22322183632834847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888965465890861,0.0,0.0,0.17750971960849446,0.0,0.1904443006255973,0.0,0.11216963358509496 socialanxiety,satorsquarepants,2020/01/23,"Shy people making you shy? So I've noticed that my social anxiety flares up a lot around people who are also visibly shy/anxious. I feel like I should have a sense of camaraderie with those people, but instead I feel more comfortable around extroverts in social situations. Has anyone else experienced this? What do you think the underlying reasons could be for this?",6.6635384615384625,8.880106738461544,6.907692307692312,68.69230769230772,66.23076923076923,10.123076923076924,31.461538461538463,10.355215969177356,3.810753846153847,298,12,45,8,5,96,52,65,0.067,0.821,0.111,0.7031,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,2,0,12,11,3,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,2,8,8,2,5,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,1,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16777958490569322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049891360084662,0.0,0.0,0.1466993120379137,0.214968225179192,0.0,0.3735387504855312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16751082495699926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17526369576544956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21216565628974424,0.14988348522193967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249927140515733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17836722230134872,0.0,0.0,0.14004529992666226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388623930840799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4363534749423003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215712685842573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358276457736906,0.0,0.427735988741738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443345246257962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,oorzels,2020/01/23,"Does anyone knows a way out? Methods to practise? Ever since I can remember from the age of 10 till now 25, I feel like being scared of the judgement of others and often fail to express myself. This irrational fear is holding me back from things i want in life. Which is mostly to speak freely and do all kinds of sports and fun activities without being ashamed of myself. I often feel unwanted and think that people judge me without a real reason. I have had these feelings for the past 15 years and want to do something about it. Since I think it would be torture to live the next 50 years like this and always be ashamed. Does anyone know a way out? All comments are welcome. Added some elaborations for you guys: I always have this cramped up tension when I am walking through hallways during my school period or public places and getting nervously selfconsious. It kind of feels like there massive heavy raincloud resting on top of my head. Sometimes I change my way of walking multiple times, due to this feeling. what results in an awkward way of moving. The same feeling comes back when I am talking to people i dont realky know or asking friends for a favour that I know they gladly will fulfil. This tension causes my story to be vague and I always have to repeat myself with sometimes a shaking voice. Resulting in people staring at me with eyebrows up, untill I can say what I wanted to say. This never becomes a big deal, because most people accept it right away. I also let those situations go, when that moment is already in the past I cannot do much about it. I never had a strong opinion about anything, which isnt bad at all. But sometimes I dont like to stand for an idea or opinion because i am afraid of what people might think and do to me if I said something. So I would rather stay quiet. When I found out about alcohol and parties when I was around 16 years old a lot changed. I found out that if I became drunk I didnt care so much what people would think. I could talk about anything and make friends quickly. Unfortunately that drunk is long gone. Now I get anxious about everything even when I am drunk. Also that raincloud never seems to leave my head. It results in me holdings back in words and dance moves all the time, which makes it cringe. Even when I am with good friends. It kind of makes me want to sit alone at home for the rest of my life. I dont go to the parties anymore because I feel overwhelmed by the idea to speak with old friends or new people. I am aware that i let a lot of good relationships die because of this. But lately i dont want to leave my house anymore and rather play videogames. I still have good friends from that time which i am thankfull for. But I am afraid to murder my relationships the same way. With keeping my opninions for myself and never take action by arraging meetings. And slowly disappear in the background. Hope you could take something positive out of this, there must be a way to get rid of the fear",4.911871327725407,6.197062785095322,4.888831212748869,85.07794141268971,69.32928942807628,7.0157500951092695,29.32447055839709,7.11905507035037,1.5879128291837512,2365,88,448,20,41,733,253,577,0.1,0.755,0.14400000000000002,0.9674,0,1,5,0,0,0,47.0,0,2,1,3,34,41,2,13,25,0,49,9,2,8,10,109,89,37,2,17,13,0,7,4,5,6,4,7,1,1,36,27,4,3,23,6,0,12,13,17,0,0,8,15,61,24,83,65,15,85,0,2,1,0,25,24,0,18,44,324,97,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059149012847527965,0.0,0.05732270519077856,0.061076689539761676,0.08852180505932683,0.1381591842322187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06252625244918113,0.10977852164830693,0.07739969025347672,0.0,0.09109157925184096,0.049270482566712265,0.05174188792848991,0.0,0.052000242207833836,0.12767506824592822,0.046212356545204135,0.13495584622628126,0.0611263117742118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056429861636939124,0.05685652077827363,0.11709938037655705,0.047676460705501855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838000523428008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05706023212913445,0.0,0.0,0.05744135261156469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968689047681701,0.0,0.2594646570577158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07311222181740219,0.05006444718064109,0.0,0.0,0.049742232344084925,0.0,0.0,0.12456131827092347,0.19589541859108064,0.07907968462245743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137005629413394,0.21380442009243444,0.0,0.08674942560060205,0.0,0.06290984685471453,0.1392670821665182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054802140794069996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136037908917924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0555174616838377,0.054971968166925435,0.0,0.0638629011000821,0.0,0.12495984512640244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049194875087672216,0.0,0.17290586378584788,0.12166885330568496,0.0,0.06243372324541501,0.11720876874398058,0.0,0.1131919271027452,0.07818631619623859,0.10815881475866593,0.0,0.04887233398537666,0.048980272133875714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410792433661473,0.0,0.0,0.11083347309404047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05871432325177652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765000882038032,0.08137269171837251,0.0,0.17074779067818055,0.053454388874363636,0.058862064818765436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615453970843602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566977311190512,0.2685940414747087,0.0,0.057825739130260574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06299689856652048,0.0,0.056905839693527874,0.0,0.11884373291239175,0.06269725781006692,0.04726595723344981,0.05264758405833637,0.08802816580213832,0.05541191050248895,0.056014025977416185,0.0,0.050385746584508416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156706888388008,0.062212243815338714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782626192386387,0.16421852242224694,0.0,0.0,0.05899244005193351,0.04420011242139374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322797398960176,0.08897149669228964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036770026526502415,0.1418562559805325,0.0,0.0,0.09681968186241882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16322520236817434,0.2635907974845777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670488898415094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795056691707938,0.0,0.0,0.10692478287619704 socialanxiety,oceanmaango,2020/01/23,"I want to hang out with somebody but i’m too anxious to actually do it There’s a guy from my school who i’ve never talked to in person but we share music with each other through DM on instagram. Hes saying we should hang out, and while i want to, i’m too nervous to even say hi to him in the hallway. We dont have any of the same friends and we’ve never had a class together until today. I walked in the room and saw him and said hi and literally just sat at the opposite side of the room because I got nervous. I’m scared that i’ll be awkward. I’ll be boring, annoying, make him uncomfortable or he’ll realize that i’m better online than in person. I can barely even make eye contact with him. I’d love to be his friend but my anxiety is holding me back and I don’t know what to do. I wish I could just easily make new friends.",1.5783333333333331,2.9663846111111134,3.84,88.905,77.8888888888889,7.022222222222222,23.666666666666664,7.793537801064563,1.0308999999999997,650,21,148,10,15,225,106,180,0.13,0.696,0.174,0.8957,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,3,0,0,1,8,12,1,4,7,0,14,2,1,3,2,35,31,12,0,5,6,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,2,3,6,15,0,1,2,0,0,3,4,6,0,0,5,5,20,6,25,20,2,21,0,0,2,1,26,11,0,1,7,94,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.16047825917987196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183079002223817,0.0,0.12580284457253094,0.1857802804103284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645093887784514,0.0,0.10024643238977632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454415566741496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129894653798238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927327116875027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21723369846447585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811580917953478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152468903545153,0.0,0.0,0.16283011831044036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903767329679027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14842141849016618,0.0,0.3293124552282533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253666029780199,0.15882562867994293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871806129745481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564284208018637,0.2615524949303485,0.164641888294702,0.16643091574141006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321776770281764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587818767529926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19399226838767086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18910794811755435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,P0rnalt6969,2020/01/23,"How to stop having ""cringe attacks"" at the end of the day ? First of all cringe attack probably doesnt exist but what I mean by that is, often, at the end of the day I ruminate on every social interaction I had throughout the day and cringe extremely hard about very social interaction at night. It gets pretty intense, I often physically clench at the tought of something I said or did. It happens every day I have social interaction so only during days I have classes (without exception). What can I do to stop thinking about that? It's really ruining my days. Thanks",5.279150943396228,7.038765924528303,6.386933962264153,72.87115566037741,69.0,9.073584905660377,29.287735849056602,9.516144504307137,2.9322867924528304,452,17,75,10,8,151,67,106,0.125,0.7879999999999999,0.087,-0.2821,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,2,0,6,0,9,0,0,1,1,13,15,5,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,2,9,1,16,12,1,17,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,3,12,56,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202550292684983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5446464807059894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24933178417413446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371819199570608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972492140296652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353793502941597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446792403419568,0.0,0.12608755892048354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533219095882577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13208769788985994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704943854310876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319699048345602,0.15175616317538712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017034616283333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338888847666602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4304416412621226,0.0,0.10835898081548766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235352587197149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958698363144713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901892092966798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613644262153736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568142623038434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,foxhound854,2020/01/23,"I feel like I've screwed up all of my friendships and other relationships. I've never been diagnosed with social anxiety, but everything in this sub speaks to me. It's mild, but still very challenging, especially being an upper-level manager in a client-service industry. I was always shy growing up, but things have changed in recent years. I'm afraid to post on social media, I overthink responses to texts/emails, and I'm terribly afraid of confrontation. When I was in college, I was fairly sociable. It's like all of my friends from then have become strangers. I don't even know why, but I feel like anyone I haven't seen or spoken to in years just does not like me. There is no logical reason for it, but I will not contact them because they haven't contacted me, and I'm afraid it's because they want nothing to do with me. I only have one friend who I speak with on the phone often and we'll just talk about random stuff for an hour or so. I would never call him though because I'm afraid of being an inconvenience. In fact, that is why I won't call most people other than my mom and, occasionally, my grandparents. I'm in a group chat with some other people who I'm comfortable joking around with in a group setting. I am very active in that, but will not be responsive anywhere else. I have text messages that I have not responded to since last week because I want to take time to think about my response, and I don't look forward to the quick replies once I send them. I'll see old friends and other people constantly communicating through texts, group chats, social networks, etc., and I want to be able to do the same thing. I'm so afraid of rejection and my tendency to overthink things though. Just wanted to share this in case anyone here is going through this as well. Any advice is, of course, appreciated as well.",6.2963309256286815,6.485292418539331,6.467495987158909,78.88788389513108,65.82584269662921,9.589941144997324,31.27822364901016,9.362217197678863,2.6044380952380948,1455,51,280,25,21,466,181,356,0.075,0.758,0.16699999999999998,0.9851,1,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,1,0,4,1,19,22,2,5,9,0,29,2,0,1,5,51,49,25,0,5,15,1,2,4,3,5,1,2,0,0,20,15,0,0,6,3,0,4,12,9,2,1,5,7,36,13,49,35,6,36,0,1,3,1,33,16,1,6,20,190,56,3,0.10172280438217167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940234714676237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464152208992516,0.0,0.0,0.0691749952034722,0.0,0.07781766692480188,0.0,0.0,0.1422538999940462,0.0,0.0,0.09055486238704487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480371095777471,0.11234484548525726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077407131310864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760923907381703,0.0,0.0,0.10992621384881443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324650519969364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901831161272039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497635027614057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134478160950915,0.06718695292380755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142189745440513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286821264782832,0.1453415835516016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23577235899401824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05781141393333505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017647181789097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05590419300728317,0.08291766233331363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987864960152435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542153613808333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913651906652067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156909795503007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760577428389916,0.0,0.10674097158157626,0.10833146679382018,0.06893000485622892,0.07736477653776154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115653533891627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742232781784743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458798481401824,0.10043899739683512,0.10921222320963432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105990499671012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414615495938829,0.0,0.0,0.31108076643840715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123596298030546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644827404986392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764828893361887,0.08176093697104339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20274033368155026,0.06517986566127776,0.19988427766119185,0.0,0.05931538526836772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678639337783654,0.2399949822863508,0.0,0.08159589785040508,0.0,0.18292203511453026,0.0,0.18357801796964274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226096166325667,0.0,0.0,0.13101230181794254 socialanxiety,DestinedC,2020/01/23,Group work tomorrow How do I stay calm and not make myself look dumb,0.5735714285714302,3.07185635714286,1.4685714285714295,97.00142857142859,92.57142857142857,5.6571428571428575,14.142857142857142,7.1686216300943375,-0.1988857142857139,55,1,12,1,2,17,14,14,0.19899999999999998,0.6629999999999999,0.139,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,6,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.500345175730507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39771959319431616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6350730137028431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4337696365341222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Chris96s,2020/01/23,"Anyone relate to these questions? 1) When walking around in public, Do you avoid looking at people? 2) Do you feel like you're not fully living in the moment because of overthinking? 3) When you're home alone, The phone rings or there's a knock on the door.. Do you ignore it? 4) Do you wake up in middle of the night and struggle to fall back asleep because of overthinking? 5) when you post something on here and it don't get any replies after 10 minutes or so, do you delete it? 6) When you send someone a message and he / she doesn't reply do you feel upset? (I sometimes do and I end up deleting them because of this) 7) Do you think about something embarrassing that happened over 10-15years ago and wish you had done things differently? 8) Are you mute almost all the time at work or school and you think about joining in conversations but you choose to stay quite just in case you say something wrong and they won't know what the fuck you're talking about? 9) Have you had no friends over 10 years? 10) Do you have no social media accounts because of no friends and hate taking selfies?",1.2974566088117498,3.929794920560752,1.94772363150868,94.7111448598131,88.1121495327103,3.991722296395194,21.66154873164219,5.543175910156928,0.044988518024032136,859,30,172,5,28,264,130,214,0.14300000000000002,0.797,0.059000000000000004,-0.9556,1,2,3,0,0,0,30.0,0,16,2,2,13,11,2,4,8,0,18,3,2,0,1,27,30,17,0,1,6,0,2,1,2,1,0,2,2,0,8,9,0,2,7,0,1,3,7,8,0,0,3,5,21,3,26,26,1,32,0,0,1,1,31,15,1,5,13,107,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845734252389904,0.0,0.14511024068123474,0.15008699591470476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854635516418613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132710028435417,0.0,0.0,0.1290040079423062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114297693061359,0.0,0.3533524364179487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514040805248732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14829713319308646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283506165256099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146545545668344,0.10352644962729562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22392008903390828,0.13397047551635433,0.0757114808311306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814679717122954,0.0,0.0,0.14307237860116778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453603596900266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964083615847374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079756413622043,0.0,0.1279615427568011,0.0,0.12169109682152005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599178713429974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100464984465362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13878736514285245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16233662414224034,0.15413366699865136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152412723470862,0.0,0.14666050494405228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772137246035666,0.12278499479224295,0.3346851755741147,0.1433234563388539,0.0,0.0,0.15445883231793714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149537077594222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895714490962298,0.11647622539915475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627429135976194,0.1857098268562744,0.0,0.0,0.0845004037392936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16664372142821438,0.0,0.0,0.10549897430437233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584404943381984,0.0,0.0933197377741232 socialanxiety,throwaway058454389,2020/01/23,"Went outside for the first time in weeks Maybe it's been a couple of months idk.. But some guy said ""Alright?"" to me as I was walking by and now I can't stop thinking about it. Did I make eye contact? Did I smile? Did I sound miserable? Did he understand what I said? Was he just saying hello and was I stupid for replying ""Yeah, you?"" Should I have said more? Why am I like this lol..",-1.2204519230769255,0.7792210125000025,0.6750000000000007,101.18384615384615,101.375,3.9615384615384617,16.153846153846153,5.8734145424116955,-0.6438269230769227,291,8,69,3,13,94,61,80,0.085,0.8109999999999999,0.10400000000000001,-0.3417,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,3,4,1,1,2,3,12,1,1,1,0,10,19,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,0,1,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,12,6,11,2,8,6,2,9,0,1,1,0,10,1,0,1,7,45,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25461500621993866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19573349944076168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22784746534120684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242130070098363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360182134936198,0.0,0.231178846292566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18367353124473576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6566687948800761,0.18299462544739709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19238427954145876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14744674158539067,0.0,0.0,0.13418039750423527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395551354423208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18458229612344926,0.0,0.0,0.2133165106094448,0.20764065944070165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,RichMan_24,2020/01/23,Sex drive come back after quitting SSRI’s? Did your sex drive to back to normal after going off of an SSRI/SNRI? How long did it take? I only took one for 3 weeks and I’ve been off it for 5 months and it never came back,-0.1891836734693868,1.57956885714286,2.1993469387755127,96.74922448979594,84.91836734693878,3.92,11.840816326530616,3.1291,-1.6411338775510205,170,1,40,0,5,58,35,49,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,1,7,8,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,5,0,2,0,9,3,0,17,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,9,26,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5901018396474842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292576280277802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203559986825766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538161941453462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226382089234217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041835583022693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19729495111930606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250637592187473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17334216637230396,0.19455356189131207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720833669909562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19233583046454827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842121745221276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051938010157314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,HelpMehPlease2,2020/01/23,"Welp. I took an online test and it said I have moderate social anxiety. I also have been noticing things that I do that other people with it do. Like walking strangely when you're in front of people, because I'm scared of what they would think. Or how I can never make friends because I'm too anxious to talk to people, like there's a barrier between me and them. I dont want social anxiety, it scares me because I don't want to stand out. I just want a normal life. Im always terrified of what everyone thinks of me and I just cant. If you have any tips on how to help, please do share them.",1.3611827956989266,3.337933935483876,3.1900000000000013,90.59666666666666,80.61290322580646,6.068817204301076,22.43010752688172,7.1686216300943375,0.7472494623655916,464,15,99,6,12,155,77,124,0.19699999999999998,0.705,0.098,-0.8136,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,3,0,8,6,0,2,3,0,12,1,0,3,1,21,22,9,0,6,4,0,0,2,1,1,1,1,0,0,9,5,0,1,2,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,3,1,16,4,13,18,0,9,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,2,4,67,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611805247761648,0.13122467197459373,0.0,0.0,0.10724601626109252,0.0,0.2412905052720171,0.1781637684032669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28840976217871384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18483116794196006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506955836658506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184386459400587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570752821354837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17035038162834348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113929604402005,0.15409513019428664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527049816771243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163318862937572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451915700425792,0.0,0.17955021072939145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280020658204403,0.0,0.0,0.1731146825367936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500152592830439,0.0,0.3157839916144626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215243970535367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675873341410146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047733749207858,0.2021042693835806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752180318771078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790586291024129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203036945336592,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Freemasonsareevil,2020/01/24,"Almost had an anxiety attack at school today So today in 9th period (study hall) the class was over and I was looking forward to getting home for the weekend. As the bell rang, I went over to my locker to get my coat (decently long walk). When I’m anxious I am out of breath and when I got outside it was windy and rainy, so that is the perfect recipe for disaster lol. The wind+rain+out of breath+anxiety got to be too much and I had to put my head down when walking and honestly I’m surprised I didn’t freak out on spot.. Also I didn’t see my bus number at first so I was so close to having my first anxiety attack",2.2555619183965625,3.9984712204724415,3.6859556191839684,89.1998282032928,76.95275590551181,6.822906227630638,24.14387974230494,7.686295010490155,1.129651968503937,483,16,102,7,11,159,79,127,0.14400000000000002,0.7609999999999999,0.095,-0.6881,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,9,6,2,0,6,1,12,2,2,0,1,10,21,14,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,8,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,3,0,2,11,3,13,3,20,9,1,26,0,0,2,0,0,12,0,1,11,70,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17950657201011666,0.0,0.0,0.1433570131404858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4114084239577145,0.2025168101345257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.407876383189983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30496300421003497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18731563426541026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867469078910298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839761416158309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17981597819435294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586426194363007,0.1505362511427983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177935117940012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18020940200921465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18142430450247374,0.14284985693152305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33984180955943405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16617912648812172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sovietfangirl,2020/01/24,"Self help book I wanna say I’m like 90% over my social anxiety. But my problem is I have no social skills. So in social situations I may say weird, stupid and out-of-place things. I also know my body language is odd too. There’s so many books about social anxiety but I want something that will actually help me to build social skills; if anyone can recommend I’d appreciate that",2.1602999999999994,4.641021480000003,3.956916666666668,83.39137500000002,80.86666666666667,6.95,21.375,8.07648339933343,1.2681,301,9,58,6,8,101,55,75,0.14400000000000002,0.66,0.196,0.7935,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,6,4,1,0,0,0,6,1,1,0,0,9,9,7,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,9,1,5,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,2,1,33,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.15025951720674566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231354960366942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355842440628205,0.0,0.0,0.10766442512170818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17103393645005616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20641531748515188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462183184115263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522547296185088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15610869388695775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473353671701075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24489766908802105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16063178098631975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17307680286508942,0.0,0.7848017262658117,0.0,0.11853915659885568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229559717154076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081973078079383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Natsfan3754,2020/01/24,"My life is weird (26m) I go to great such great lengths to avoid people that I know and it sucks. I’m so scared of getting rejected that I think I am always subconsciously (and consciously) trying to protect myself from judgment. I don’t know how I will ever build a network of people I saw my old principal from 6-9th grade (12 years ago) at work and I literally ran in the back to grab something so I could avoid him. He saw me pretending to do something as he left. I have no clue if he remembered me, all I know is that my anxiety shot up to 1000% Do you guys get extreme anxiety around acquaintances? The worst part is that I know that running away from these kinds of interactions is probably my best chance. How can I talk or think when my mind is going a thousand miles an hour? Just hearing that other people go through this is comforting",2.4404215976331365,4.604309236686394,3.6808542899408287,87.48566013313612,77.93491124260355,7.301923076923077,25.355399408284025,8.278499904357787,1.6473221893491123,667,25,137,13,16,217,110,169,0.14,0.742,0.11800000000000001,-0.2624,0,3,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,2,10,12,1,3,5,0,14,1,0,2,2,23,31,11,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,10,4,0,3,8,1,0,5,2,7,0,1,3,4,23,5,19,26,4,19,0,1,2,0,9,7,1,2,7,91,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148421939413474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234211509568522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22694171322751336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204376604516144,0.0,0.0,0.1393594594306227,0.1140554206293033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15566155488238104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842819601395416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417157304578914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15499098394322045,0.0,0.25289542543367755,0.0,0.0,0.32706527480390274,0.0,0.14686848353856186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717694091212598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607364264344247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154461253041052,0.3260697432611114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16115929259408354,0.0,0.10476876931102128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14976944864283967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15564575448979193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16062525452169785,0.0,0.3084968083412064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15992315422368453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16802721651317645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14850265240652202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283809716571309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922078780147495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19008576028633234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070527955629176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798487661934576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955186572773225 socialanxiety,hp24621,2020/01/24,Haircuts are torture I need a haircut but being trapped in a chair for an hour making awkward small talk with the hairstylist is SO 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socialanxiety,Kenneth1092,2020/01/24,"Being shy is not an excuse for never saying ""thanks"" or ""Hello"" I'm very shy and I hate being the first one to greet someone because of fear of being ignored but if someone greets at me first I greet back and if someone does me a favor I say ""thank you"" I have met some shy coworkers who never talk to anyone at work but at least they have 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socialanxiety,Libratree,2020/01/24,"Advice: completely bombed an interview I finished my degree in June 2019, graduated in November with good grades. I worked hard. Since then I’ve probably applied to over 50 jobs but with no success. And I’m still working in the same part-time shitty hospitality job that’s sucking the life out of me. This morning I had a job interview, the first round was an online exercise which I think I did well in. All this week I could barely sleep and eat because I’ve been so nervous. I’ve tried meditation, exercise, eating healthy. I made sure I was prepared and practiced. I couldn’t sleep all last night but still went in this morning dosed up with coffee. And I completely bombed it. I know I didn’t come across enthusiastic, I answered the questions but I just rambled and my speech wasn’t articulate. I sounded like a 12 year old talking. I feel like such a failure. I worked so hard in college all for nothing. I don’t know what to do.",3.2539714007149816,5.589391491712707,4.208761780955474,83.85143971400716,76.07182320441989,7.1317517062073446,28.87910302242444,8.124751697461798,2.0942490087747805,744,33,142,13,17,240,112,181,0.102,0.738,0.16,0.8942,3,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,5,7,8,1,1,9,0,11,8,2,1,4,28,20,11,0,2,4,0,4,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,7,10,2,0,6,2,0,2,5,2,1,1,9,6,21,6,17,9,4,23,0,0,1,0,4,10,1,1,13,87,28,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370603560884414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340864063439077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786458723802805,0.2869216021797147,0.0,0.0,0.10924545030070863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800169352708582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918398457433544,0.09774943702840523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638521549016348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476423174387017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24514073667582384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4073398913844003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039339080956418,0.1115324962716562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664515517474384,0.13369379636241924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946928181635176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840313447163434,0.0,0.13128946656323395,0.0,0.14357721479289748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14817061181799324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147522951330083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532778693379628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131849409424508,0.0,0.27385219245149145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21854088702607152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289580932463,0.0,0.0,0.10997658570297507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767339694926246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289674235592968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975459168397736,0.0,0.1230241580943506,0.12684026048593575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29883567095517244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811228303393749 socialanxiety,resist_pigs,2020/01/24,"The dangers of unstructured time I was wondering if anyone else here could relate to this. The times when my anxiety is the worst is always, ALWAYS when I have nothing to do. For example, right now I am searching for a job, after having to move back in with my parents, and all day I basically sit around the house submitting apps, etc. The only times I leave the house are to go to therapy and when I get an interview. This kills me inside because if there is nothing providing structure, like say a job to get me out of the house, I will almost never leave. Like I don't see any point in just walking out of my house to go to the park or whatever (it's cold as shit right now) like other people seem to be able to do. Even when I do have a job, I only seem to leave the house for the job, then come right back home. I guess I just lack motivation right now or maybe it's a subtle depression but it really sucks. I'm actually somewhat extroverted, so I enjoy and get energy from being around people, but my social anxiety makes me unable to do that a lot of the time. It makes me so sad all the time. I know there are others like this, and I gotta say it's perhaps the worst form of social anxiety if you ask me...",4.707133333333331,4.649795980000004,6.061200000000002,81.29193333333336,69.2,9.546666666666667,27.06666666666667,9.3871,2.0246666666666666,945,26,201,18,15,321,127,250,0.172,0.7909999999999999,0.037000000000000005,-0.9787,5,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,1,19,13,4,0,19,0,19,1,1,3,3,35,37,19,1,5,9,1,0,4,0,2,0,2,1,0,11,10,0,0,5,0,0,5,2,8,0,0,1,4,25,5,30,31,9,35,0,2,1,0,8,11,2,12,22,143,36,6,0.08299652300021093,0.0,0.08099263405582885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310902896180297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811951169801914,0.0,0.0,0.05644048171218825,0.0,0.1904763387710642,0.0,0.0,0.058033098647026826,0.08503974588903426,0.0,0.1477690035097881,0.07759054529814689,0.0,0.0,0.12763840623507774,0.0,0.050593910075053324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149415555029835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662659701271264,0.0,0.0,0.05352589120410037,0.0,0.0714847836440852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933294508545593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925630622852766,0.054818420682788464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008677313735156,0.0,0.09433767335328597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143002719547233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325227969206153,0.0,0.0,0.4788342210787989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294449700164827,0.0,0.0918233557418141,0.0,0.04561271849432425,0.0,0.0,0.2636440023160341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16219163528637542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056067587103011,0.0,0.0,0.11080164716240797,0.0,0.08338116284461572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821216913578049,0.0,0.0,0.06401203511110716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592748044946122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624519141644658,0.0,0.0,0.09215781681544123,0.0,0.0,0.11507867762304105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845854108221241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05316969788136714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835143086275317,0.0,0.13200433265255493,0.0,0.0,0.06613748323511114,0.15111383481597473,0.0,0.0,0.08519473816763297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692090064002311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949137572694437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24197970000890354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900061887990915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Random2369,2020/01/24,"Once upon a time Hey guys i have difficulties in making new friends and keeping the old ones, so you know if im suck at this level of communication , i also cant have a girlfriend or attract one. My fear "" people sarcastic replies and expected rejection from people"" How i can be different person without my anxiety?",6.062288135593221,7.307218576271191,7.5625000000000036,67.11459745762714,66.62711864406779,10.645762711864409,36.78389830508475,10.686352973137794,4.4723864406779645,252,13,41,7,4,87,51,59,0.213,0.6779999999999999,0.11,-0.7705,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,3,5,1,1,3,0,5,0,0,2,0,10,9,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,6,2,6,8,0,7,0,1,0,0,6,4,1,2,3,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949720650096784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865113960924168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25472602510492925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27435022848137136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18836438893527332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24140688388380724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26335298578416977,0.0,0.0,0.21670652507161095,0.0,0.0,0.1339897416262053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274281127199625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354699517408217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558340337956805,0.25964609208831185,0.3304193493957042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.338049622789208,0.21288253552040254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216560009250112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235020880312205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sarsar223,2020/01/24,"I am trying to create a goals/objectives list for social anxiety Like a checklist. What are some other ideas? I want to start slow to try to face my fears. These are some things I have so far: *Go to a bar alone *Interview *Introduce yourself first to a stranger *Be assertive in a group situation *Share something in the staff meeting at work",1.0891608391608398,3.616114307692307,2.145314685314688,90.20650349650353,98.23076923076924,5.440559440559441,22.83216783216784,6.980632752743323,1.2306923076923078,270,11,51,5,11,85,51,65,0.10400000000000001,0.8009999999999999,0.095,-0.1531,0,1,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,6,0,5,2,1,0,0,4,8,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,2,10,7,2,8,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,4,33,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29844588450751697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22044089407447012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242590582829678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451079513430412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376743583804254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252965067031669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407799624533749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239028596238148,0.0,0.2937418754763423,0.0,0.22183892447847536,0.0,0.0,0.20396046757296005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19144007690398096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912821763384316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16996368099712364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20978322944645866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,athrowaway9551,2020/01/24,"Help me!! Restaurant I've casually went to a restaurant to ask for a table for 1, (i missed my stop QAQ) they said they re full and to phone in advance, I politely declined and left. They chased after me, and now I'm seated alone in a seperate area with like 4 tables. My anxiety is peaking.......!!!!!",1.4485310734463293,3.613480661016952,3.4450000000000003,87.87789548022602,81.37288135593221,5.967231638418079,25.08757062146893,7.1686216300943375,1.1820146892655363,225,9,46,3,6,76,43,59,0.152,0.736,0.113,-0.3331,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,3,1,1,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,9,2,9,4,1,10,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,4,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3953317300846664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920036246426309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568430695051608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558491172752249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4147240885163941,0.0,0.0,0.1864820022892468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36308929282542346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191228480204864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3538447764948921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,silverandblue93,2020/01/24,"Does it get any better? Right now I am 26 years old and for as long as I can remember I have been shy and quiet. I truly didn't really acknowledge the existence of my social anxiety until my early 20s, but ever since I was got the label of ""social anxiety"" it has just made it worse. However I have pushed myself out of my comfort zone, almost to the extreme. When I was at school, I never answered a question. I was even nervous about answering a register. But guess what, I'm now teaching English in Thailand! It's something I never thought in a million years I could do, but here I am. I want to give myself credit for doing something so scary and sometimes I do. But... There's always that awful feeling in my stomach. Before every class I have the feeling of anxiety, nerves and sheer terror. People say facing your fears makes it better, but I've been teaching now for almost a year and I still feel the exact same. It's nearly 1am and I cannot sleep because of the nerves I feel for tomorrow's lesson. So for you guys, does facing your fears head on really help your anxiety? Or is the only manageable way through therapy and medication?",3.680933333333332,5.377750271111113,5.280555555555555,79.4675,72.95555555555555,7.844444444444445,27.166666666666664,8.515128840125781,2.138866666666667,901,33,162,16,18,305,132,225,0.17600000000000002,0.725,0.099,-0.9594,1,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,0,4,0,3,14,8,0,4,11,1,19,6,5,2,4,38,32,19,0,2,7,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,8,8,0,0,11,0,1,1,4,4,0,1,9,6,28,4,24,22,1,26,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,5,16,119,36,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379069547350625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884483319096382,0.0,0.0,0.08078293836219667,0.0,0.36350359098315815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241477384862477,0.0,0.1010836239654576,0.0,0.0,0.2101245337848972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484610368119537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20791214394637936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846129169684889,0.10745457041894443,0.10008776110902984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673490610477585,0.2402601245526863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06206415122204963,0.11395654082621764,0.0,0.0,0.0950091727452264,0.0,0.13086327450303833,0.11762320026860018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191532350487475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962407401041352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512757850213046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240428679530966,0.07929488163119039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196708939910956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18324011879234725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465269137543275,0.0,0.0,0.09034700987071996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235572623769513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307472894518185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15220296837968186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456868663940133,0.10144810171647063,0.0,0.09446852281127358,0.0,0.12022429963365824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826634074213733,0.0,0.11887823871420455,0.2421878821669689,0.0,0.1829044606408772,0.11748876881330207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486780260596687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358495174141329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430793464842252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006686377154099,0.09429191607068088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105965346790575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22949532568779546 socialanxiety,Mystery-Paperclip,2020/01/24,"This guy is social, I bet he's gonna go eat alone That's what I overheard while I was grabing my lunch in a crowded staff room. Laughter ensued I fucking hate work. I've been told respect is given not earned, bullshit, i spit on them all, they don't deserve shit.",0.2252987012987013,2.5631632181818205,1.6342857142857168,97.34000000000002,89.54545454545455,3.1428571428571432,22.402597402597397,3.1291,-0.29074025974026,207,8,44,0,7,66,48,55,0.106,0.675,0.218,0.7433,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,2,0,4,3,0,1,0,5,5,2,0,1,3,11,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,4,0,8,1,2,6,1,5,0,0,0,1,7,3,2,1,1,22,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34936438142989784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451651326966388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118492180044676,0.0,0.0,0.19170815176202288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33400231122788004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33303613510998337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462567013456557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34385781125846154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223261067621417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24557479930028106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,well-machine,2020/01/24,"I don’t know if this happens to other people But a HUUUGE fear of mine as a college student is taking a class that I don’t really need (since the curriculums are kind of outdated) or could’ve gone without. It makes my blood run cold. I picked a class for this semester that I thought would’ve been 100% for my studies, but I now that I took the first class, realized that it totally isn’t. It’s a class for people going into social work (not me). There were about ten students there, so it was fairly easy for the professor to ask every single student about *why* they’re taking this class. I had to piggy back off of another student’s answer, since I didn’t really know what to say. I’ve never dropped a class in my 3 years but HIGHLY considering it now. Like, genuinely. I want to dIiiIiIiEeEeEeeeE.",3.4365166908563154,5.188573628930822,4.9875471698113225,81.08869375907116,73.71698113207547,8.162747943880017,24.809385582970492,8.841846274778883,1.8538839864537984,633,20,123,13,13,213,98,159,0.015,0.924,0.061,0.7543,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,8,3,0,1,9,0,10,1,1,2,2,19,23,7,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,14,1,0,0,5,0,0,4,7,1,0,2,8,2,14,2,19,15,2,15,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,7,83,28,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198576276376258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17704012987279638,0.0,0.0,0.1456177420185923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15120058651957294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15955666701906512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21309960697886168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108234069135832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076262183632448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16746375198644006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20008516245964386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972049971241933,0.20815117550873374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251909515857897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640933201574606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041921736292615,0.14605773120868987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625776626995743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426370424912944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505986593262046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133060353282424,0.0,0.0,0.19304403876550155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847729743555735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15034265487827495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104026745595119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169832483002108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708815483346945,0.0,0.0,0.18255081289191508,0.0,0.13786730888111284,0.0,0.0,0.13452661870674765,0.0,0.0,0.12195133836364025 socialanxiety,catscarscalls,2020/01/24,"20 mins left to start my class and I’m a wreck I hate this class. The professor loves asking randomly to each of us and my brain shuts down for the entire hour out of pure anxiety. Yesterday I stayed awake until 2:30 am just crying and half-studying because I couldn’t sleep thinking about today. And that is for very single lecture MWF. I know I’m dumb, my classmates know I’m dumb, and I look dumber every time he asks me something. Also, I’m not learning since I can barely pay attention in class or focus after it. I wish there exist anti anxiety pills that could keep me relaxed on this situations. I’m seriously weighting drinking before class each day. Sorry folks I’m just venting. Hope your day is going better than mine. ❤️",3.2428365384615385,5.415016798611116,4.381388888888889,83.37942307692309,75.45833333333333,6.6529914529914524,24.27136752136752,7.61054688173877,1.3335893162393164,585,19,107,8,13,191,103,144,0.18600000000000005,0.7140000000000001,0.1,-0.8484,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,0,1,5,8,3,0,3,0,6,6,2,0,1,24,25,8,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,8,2,1,5,2,1,1,2,4,0,0,0,2,15,4,14,23,3,18,0,0,1,1,6,6,2,3,10,57,20,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337593963892151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559100121321799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127348653911806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196138972948543,0.0,0.14232768025977216,0.0,0.0,0.1479296857693301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867197583077355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354513212976354,0.0,0.18372950163288074,0.21574036264772964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638531260796407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14092548626778914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950588743257668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16513664036914688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612895038475872,0.16471942125332947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14867019019234426,0.0,0.0,0.18384569052370087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817307005240561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045799118194266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096052531862728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13836089147559708,0.18800954578776116,0.16738283893879766,0.0,0.0,0.12876649337916826,0.0,0.18723616463825546,0.11838893584202305,0.17827908429081893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071747642361864,0.0,0.0,0.09753184311167623,0.0,0.15854486055014932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011956448494701,0.0,0.0,0.1380087036382397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036801092890705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19234309630078886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,A3R0C00L,2020/01/24,"Fear of being perceived as rude So I unexpectedly met an old colleague of mine and we talked a little bit about our lives and how we are happy to see each other but during this short conversation a few things happened: -There was a brief moment of awkward silence and I broke eye contact and looked at the pavement -He talked about how surprised he was to see me and while he told me that I talked over him that I was surprised too -I didn’t understand a few things he said and I had to ask him to repeat what he said (this happened 2-3 times) Now the problem is that I think I came of as rude and disinterested because of these things and I feel bad now because I don’t want to be rude or disappoint people. My mind kinda tells me that I am overreacting but I feel like I can’t trust my own perception... Am I just overreacting or was I really rude?",3.546562916851933,4.849514398843933,4.605780346820811,85.74387727879059,72.64161849710983,7.4040017785682535,25.44642063139173,7.882392219407189,1.2470403734993334,673,21,142,9,13,220,102,173,0.182,0.731,0.08800000000000001,-0.9604,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,3,0,0,0,10,15,4,2,7,0,14,1,1,2,0,29,30,18,0,2,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,12,12,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,10,0,0,11,8,26,5,16,17,5,13,0,2,4,0,21,4,0,3,8,100,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954773670701346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335659289971044,0.19502903901006846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174642749730597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18295985945106305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18000757195411268,0.16176844417791292,0.11428059864318588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28291693084534864,0.1702880574882497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815189298091617,0.16032915788869848,0.1412539670992179,0.0,0.13433215805598847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152126906426004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16785866555206394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090111376091104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15306700501865378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247908361773103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30433087597800096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549462925232241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857267243559903,0.13981838241656372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31882529605191584,0.10250052167084944,0.0,0.0,0.0932781599261112,0.0,0.0,0.15285551350651205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16653149528942718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435279834180232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,robertrolsmith,2020/01/24,"I need advice Im 17 and in my old school I used to be kinda popular ( I joined that school when i was 5 and left it it when I became 14) I joined my old school so early that i dont even remember how I made my first friend when I left and joined my current school I had 0 socializing skills so I just automatically became the silent kid and inside I am soo wanting to have friends but people think I am introvert but in reality inside I am not. I Joined this school 2 years ago so all these popular guys I wanna be friends with them but they think I am introvert so if I talk now it will be wierd but they very similar interests as me.we all like anime (but they dont know we share interests cuz i dint talk with them) and we are fellow redditors but they dont know i am on reddit. If u see r/memes u know what ""normie"" means it kinda a means a guy who is not up with current trends,they call me normie but deep down i actually know im not cuz im actually 3 years old in reddit (this alt account so my parents dont see this post) I want to be friends with them. I also am worried if my much anticipated college life might also be wasted like this",-0.12152380952381135,2.0797188408163265,2.4292857142857147,92.19154761904764,89.16326530612245,5.715646258503401,18.37074829931973,7.1686216300943375,0.2491605442176872,896,25,206,15,30,308,121,245,0.040999999999999995,0.8240000000000001,0.135,0.9629,3,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,7,2,14,11,0,0,3,0,22,1,0,5,2,48,37,29,0,7,14,1,0,2,5,2,1,0,0,3,13,11,0,0,9,0,1,0,7,0,0,1,3,2,39,11,15,27,3,24,0,0,2,0,24,9,0,6,16,130,52,6,0.0,0.0,0.17259622962905616,0.0,0.0,0.08641596790281125,0.07839075804875087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14144010805115845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090300256046961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4145725350393028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05840934076515469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522129423972293,0.0,0.0,0.2732932999675926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17512568141043294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865693203002632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19440244972957052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19216601309668965,0.0,0.062463033845200966,0.0864080575170056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367769824971026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19265951214479168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938137244187039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500862867260053,0.06557214913090054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783875221926937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819468090287198,0.0,0.0,0.06130849459329656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469462739440425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017765581286983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44749595206042403,0.14093973330545825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014658204543513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215862517937713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332893720463798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637795169965518,0.0,0.07296670918652114,0.10432046768207799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980827828301474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389625289287245 socialanxiety,IHopOnNbaLiveMobile,2020/01/24,Do I have social anxiety So i sometimes get scared when I play basketball with my friends but I can normally talk to them and socialize but when I do something bad I fear that they noticed and I just don't know what to do and if I even have social anxiety can someone please help?,1.8294736842105264,4.1915283508771966,3.2272807017543883,88.84513157894737,81.28070175438596,7.308771929824562,27.043859649122812,8.344100000000001,2.0472596491228066,224,10,46,5,6,73,38,57,0.228,0.611,0.161,-0.6465,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,2,0,5,5,0,2,0,0,8,0,0,0,0,10,10,9,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,11,2,3,10,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,2,35,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31825140082783565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17367815495253536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738745152831527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23406704995219105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16070661605853306,0.0,0.10867569706359832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942350899420658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431586450612967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038038675243488,0.0,0.23681870954326684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283305352570372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20825249128019305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6361144814665869,0.17624466925643187,0.16013487145802605,0.2057254243637088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671891085425084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Newastro,2020/01/24,Does anyone else get embarrassed when their post gets down voted to zero upvotes and then delete the post? My social anxiety manifests itself in lots of different ways... this is just one of them,5.531047619047619,8.038475057142861,5.48,76.55333333333336,69.85714285714286,9.23809523809524,25.952380952380953,9.725611199111238,2.8042380952380954,157,5,25,4,3,49,33,35,0.113,0.887,0.0,-0.4939,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,5,3,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21820464932059289,0.0,0.0,0.19944354276698564,0.2922578423611735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980107604433373,0.0,0.0,0.24961181999114995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382779572467416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29804792444903344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424973248688004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19328319816957154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5463542076642222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29076203486743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264069460697347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Fushigibama,2020/01/24,"Im gonna get an internet based cbt I’m 17M and I live in Sweden. A couple of months ago I heard of a project where people with different types of anxiety will be apart of an internet based cognitive behavioral therapy thingy. It will go on for ten weeks and I just got a mail saying I can be apart of the study! It’s free, and for people between like 15 and 18? Somthin like that. Hopefully I’ll make progress :) At first I had to answer a bunch of questions online, then I had a 24 minute phone call with a girl who again asked a bunch of questions. Two days later (today) I got the mail saying I’m suitable for the treatment! Cool!",1.405789782736349,3.4808113053435115,2.9323664122137423,91.98707574867883,80.98473282442748,6.4735173223722855,22.290663534938346,7.61054688173877,0.8797852025836765,495,16,108,8,13,162,84,131,0.013999999999999999,0.826,0.16,0.9537,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,12,1,7,0,0,1,0,12,18,5,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,3,0,1,4,6,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,5,4,7,6,17,8,2,16,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,3,11,60,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16709311817059985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442013295621955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17622125455009385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19247870195497752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085707180269359,0.0,0.12156635402746263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19694148595629668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603372759774424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848302296175528,0.0,0.10712840775749807,0.0,0.30151997108827955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18722218270913693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20361142262553292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18418232104098234,0.0,0.16644819801699134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582464264265655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15045821871616555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613631450168767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4223243636877985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998041709424192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155651995460834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786751483156179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18413627413427053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15120264358760147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,theFreshDango,2020/01/24,"What am I doing wrong? I started university recently and have been doing my best to get out my comfort zone and talk to people, fought off the urges to leave social situations. I've spoken to crap loads of people but all of them leave first chance they get. How do people talk to one another? I dont want to end up being alone like high school. How do people even laugh? I havent been able to laugh since primary school, I mostly smirk. I really wish I could just spend all my time watching series and never go outside. Atleast the characters in the stories aren't this awkward. I wish I had a script to read to make people like me. Sorry about the rant, I just felt like shit.",2.7907777777777767,4.783738392592593,3.744166666666669,88.25625000000004,76.18518518518519,6.5740740740740735,20.87962962962963,7.492282038375204,0.6422962962962964,533,13,108,7,12,171,88,135,0.135,0.631,0.23399999999999999,0.9664,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,2,6,12,3,1,5,0,14,2,2,3,3,19,24,6,0,4,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,1,1,4,5,0,2,5,2,16,7,16,17,4,12,0,0,1,0,6,5,2,1,9,69,18,3,0.13625384374789287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411178901135583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287403536115525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299000281927987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087876071565199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968849010685324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068046327719123,0.0,0.0,0.0899943787548779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082505745401102,0.0,0.0,0.11589744988664935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423740193765245,0.0,0.07743619937298887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439596667747746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28854629405416354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997002368231937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095049873015476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508736408139964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232913080076456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4723062964795561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629071597307768,0.0,0.08728770128396891,0.0,0.13453423291485572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757923282368264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986261258686467,0.11271058755662773,0.15315502918489576,0.0,0.13889363484982795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252502280927635,0.09644117189944362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190313568013732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794507120137824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036604725787015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133703919556852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897218865158948,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Batman2642,2020/01/24,Its exhausting spending all day with people at work.. I just want to be alone.. I am not fit to be with people i cannot socialize. everyone ends up hating me. I wish i could find a job where i can work on my own and listen to podcasts while working all day. I hate being around people..,1.0493785310734474,3.115188203389831,3.0450000000000017,90.74569209039551,82.22033898305084,5.967231638418079,20.002824858757066,7.1686216300943375,0.4670994350282482,220,6,47,3,6,74,42,59,0.195,0.738,0.067,-0.8229,1,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,3,3,2,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,2,12,12,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,9,0,9,8,3,10,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,4,35,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141591882519606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840758651593944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509505365879246,0.0,0.0,0.2667088360291947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831435407127781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975848170156012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889909410493335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4083000565873981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20519481906832326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4300605670009238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21078367929726802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196276056787905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377839858200245,0.0,0.0,0.451609572716324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,gandhiN,2020/01/24,Learn the Art of Public Speaking - Best Tutorials and Courses Available Online I have listed out the Best Collection Of [Public Speaking](https://coursesity.com/best-tutorials-learn/public-speaking%20?utm_source=reddit&utm_medium=social&utm_campaign=redditPost&utm_term=Public%20Speaking) courses For your reference,18.830384615384613,25.33886838461539,13.325320512820516,16.89259615384617,44.64102564102565,14.156410256410258,45.64743589743589,12.161744961471696,8.695712820512822,293,14,20,10,4,83,27,39,0.0,0.732,0.268,0.8555,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,4,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,12,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7007476368049343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6787186854627466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21975826609258872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TripsForLife,2020/01/24,"Unable to call service to get a tire exchanged on my car I'll call my elderly father to call in for me so that I can drive to the car service place. I'm gonna hear the disappointment in his voice again... He's gonna tell me to grown up, possibly mention how pathetic I am. Fuck.",3.104499999999998,3.492171783333333,5.010000000000002,85.86000000000001,72.83333333333334,8.666666666666668,28.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,1.9273333333333345,217,8,50,4,4,75,43,60,0.17600000000000002,0.8240000000000001,0.0,-0.8885,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,8,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,2,7,0,10,6,0,10,0,1,0,1,9,5,1,0,1,26,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7604018159400157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22948163667305024,0.12968823518094594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797695953435007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25934412835300263,0.0,0.0,0.27983837139513273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21696112637083048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28530014116647723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,inthebinaccount12,2020/01/24,What is the screening for social anxiety like? Like what does the doctor ask when he assesses you? 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So this isn't a case of me putting up a hot selfie and being annoyed no one showered me in praise. I dont care about numbers or comments on my posts and I think people who do are ridiculous This is more about friends who blatantly ignore me on social media and almost ""ghost"" my posts, even though they regularly like each others. I'll explain... I'm part of a group of six girls, in real life its obvious I'm the outsider but theyve never been outwardly mean or nasty, I'm always included in stuff and they're nice, it's just things I cant put my finger on... like the way they talk down to me but also on social media, which is what I'm going to talk about now We are all extremely addicted to social media so its not like they're never online. Instagram is our fave, and whenever one of these girls posts a picture, they get like 300 likes from people from our school and lots of comments saying how hot she looks or whatever. It's kind of an unspoken rule amongst our group that we also comment stuff on their picture, like heart faces or a nice comment about what they're wearing. I do this to all their posts. They also do this to each others posts, except mine. Mine also gets 300 likes or whatever from random people in our school, but that's not my problem, its more like these girls just ignore my posts everytime. They never like it, they never comment. I dont want to bring it up because I'm aware how petty and childish this makes me sounds, as if I'm desperate for popularity but that's not what this is about... I'm more hurt that they haven't supported me as friends and more confused as to why I get ignored? It's the same on Facebook, I regularly to to therapy and once I posted on there about my thoughts on therapy and why you shouldn't be ashamed to go and it got a surprising amount of attention, lots of people from school and even people I hadn't spoke to were sharing and hearting and commenting. But my friends completely ghosted it. I realise they dont have to say anything, but even a like would've been nice to acknowledge I actually have friends that support me. I've tried to think about why this might be and also feel silly for even caring as I know that in real life they dont act like this, but there must be a reason I'm just being ignored online and never ""cheered on"" the way they are, and never supported. It makes me feel embarrassed posting stuff because everyone can see my friends arent making an effort to build me up and it looks like I have no friends My friends posts pictures on instagram and get so many comments from the rest of our group and when I post one, no one comments and it makes me feel ugly and insecure, but mostly alone because I dont have friends that praise me. I'm probably being too insecure and if so, let me know. But I wondered if anyone else feels the same or if they know what their reason is? It would help me a lot. Thanks everyone, I feel stupid posting this on when it probably doesn't relate to anyone but I just want to try and see",5.151524512820514,5.533674310400002,5.650720000000002,83.09313435897437,68.29599999999999,8.586256410256409,29.305641025641023,8.463088693708992,1.989703179487179,2464,83,495,34,39,794,228,625,0.111,0.701,0.187,0.9958,2,1,0,0,0,0,59.0,7,2,14,3,33,54,4,5,17,0,44,8,5,8,11,113,92,63,2,10,29,0,8,13,9,4,3,4,1,3,49,28,0,4,18,0,0,6,25,15,0,5,7,16,67,39,66,73,17,51,2,1,4,0,64,22,0,20,22,347,116,3,0.0,0.0,0.04311274022564377,0.04816208810466359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04423930667035582,0.045756554522493435,0.0,0.17665132804471234,0.036760815951638506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061782554318058173,0.04526703589911011,0.036355897708465104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079409174031091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900877246492106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04632128053015072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03866170750148088,0.0,0.3106677019466095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03690623580025381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672035898217738,0.0,0.0,0.08443065671275002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169220906741413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071961874547054,0.0,0.09232769246969598,0.0,0.0502163641445262,0.0,0.03533431743728194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470564904276088,0.029612533457985937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047294982042657294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04600606663185824,0.07283956027689023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04517644942562871,0.06241046070731528,0.28058982451015296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419917059010665,0.0,0.0,0.11267928711430672,0.0,0.0,0.11796042162040407,0.04479099688076736,0.0,0.04812433919877098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04686738220361243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20444335018102847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04704963963606084,0.11974847141209392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04784200578976535,0.0,0.18377067958252372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5077400558114536,0.0,0.09526577241007292,0.042273737656928434,0.0,0.08882503755815441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005717024140267,0.0,0.09084760211226224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026649483193953,0.0,0.13413579270883658,0.07041055441974503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801414171008172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15172459560752194,0.0,0.15040284422954384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101948740555074,0.0,0.04067447354897122,0.10104603236330584,0.0,0.0293508430551895,0.0566167759313477,0.043406055097418315,0.03507352399181087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059989851308733314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05211633224041119,0.07013513322856255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959516259960827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04791069560375925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276758372490494,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,prishyboi,2020/01/24,"Anxiety makes you forget names Yesterday I forgot the name of a guy who lives just in the next room to mine. Today I forgot the name of the guy who sits behind me in class.",5.232500000000002,4.6048994722222245,6.18,82.81500000000003,68.16666666666667,9.422222222222222,23.555555555555557,8.841846274778883,1.2959888888888886,135,2,29,2,2,45,26,36,0.10400000000000001,0.8959999999999999,0.0,-0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,6,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,3,19,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745880654611234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7108139301236811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31695053597451583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23959519177444544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817366896873937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402330857206407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,trouble-in-space,2020/01/24,"If this helps anyone Hello, I’m not claiming that what I’m about to suggest is a cure in any way at all, but here goes. Basically, I really like theatre and in order to feel less anxious and be overall better at communicating with people, I’ll sometimes pretend I’m an actor playing a confident and social character. This of course doesn’t work in every situation, but I found that it helps me out during things like presentations. I know this tip seems pretty simple, but I was just hoping it might be a bit helpful to whoever sees this.",8.444038461538463,7.087653019230771,9.087384615384616,66.95761538461541,62.07692307692307,11.396923076923079,36.18461538461538,10.355215969177356,3.7284330769230776,430,16,75,8,5,146,76,104,0.031,0.6759999999999999,0.293,0.9861,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,1,18,15,7,0,2,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,5,5,12,10,3,9,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,4,3,49,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480768485495046,0.0,0.0,0.2405635540317069,0.0,0.14889381530952026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18832966394582,0.2324772279650195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17941259952109334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766974160882233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334796261688284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4281910778413661,0.0,0.0,0.21149919459992567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170272110501374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20806515550687274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22589753456747955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147626990213685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21663830287641864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641593092525406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16968699661791428,0.19385416198998545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393554369609586,0.0,0.2170672869020944,0.0,0.0,0.21060482514305692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146902967269398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16902324108975755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15502412238519886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ChaotixEDM,2020/01/24,"Meeting girls off Tinder is hard I have such a hard time meeting up with girls from Tinder. Attractive girls make me so anxious. I was waiting for this girl at a cafe and I just kept thinking oh man this is gunna be rough, I don’t know what to talk about... must have thought that thought 1000 times on repeat while waiting for her to show up. I see her and she’s absolutely beautiful... gulp. The first 50 seconds went really well then I started thinking about where I was looking, so I’d look at her then look away and stare off into space like a deer caught in headlights and then look back at her all while thinking oh man, oh man, oh man this is danger. I wanna get out of here. A lot of super fake laughs to interconnect paused conversation. That was hell. We’ll make another failed attempt in 8 months 😂",1.911256850566314,4.30231075776398,2.6886225794665712,92.65465107782244,81.17391304347827,5.527365728900256,22.51406649616368,6.794906146795322,0.5402214833759595,636,21,133,7,17,199,104,161,0.12,0.7909999999999999,0.09,-0.6024,0,0,0,1,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,4,10,9,2,0,5,0,12,1,0,2,2,23,32,11,0,2,1,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,8,6,7,1,3,6,1,0,2,1,4,1,2,8,9,15,5,25,21,2,29,1,1,6,0,18,15,1,1,13,83,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786314404747074,0.0,0.1924519810405738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600535652703802,0.13099201722449805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490336447952054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900314218435341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052081603811376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362232235429893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832265542550452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5722191601103795,0.0,0.0,0.14482921781469346,0.0,0.0,0.2274257678659749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597525573925326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913338995897498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135750399878273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057772018491122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369244127376152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274686601676752,0.0,0.27048472753927605,0.198670039631592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531690631413446,0.15792023427085775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lowkey-a-throwaway,2020/01/24,"small win in class We were doing an extremely modified mock trial during English class and I managed to read my bit in a way that people could actually understand \^\^ I usually talk way too fast whenever I'm presenting but I remembered to focus on talking slower. I still stutter/repeat words and forget how to talk sometimes, but the preparation and mainly reading off a document helped me a lot. If only actual conversations were scripted",5.735768535262205,8.44622449367089,7.034213381555157,64.73189873417725,69.8860759493671,10.590235081374324,34.070524412296564,10.608840637214634,4.836781555153708,361,18,50,12,7,122,63,79,0.059000000000000004,0.9079999999999999,0.033,-0.2475,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,14,6,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,7,1,7,3,3,11,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,4,35,8,5,0.0,0.0,0.3872395197560569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166125793533616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841442093678199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299019240036494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686812792082174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15089991783054607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755266875933087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3969278379084297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247601086688664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19623278717589315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15845066304340755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4784238728327573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065520429211104,0.0,0.0,0.21852083311593568,0.0,0.0,0.3149776048484758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FrozenClorox,2020/01/24,"Going to a party tomorrow, with a complication So basically, I have like no friends, but I do have a girlfriend (I'm 20M). She wants to take me to a party tomorrow where I know nobody but she knows mostly everyone. Her best friend is also there, and I was feeling OK about the party until my girlfriend told me something yesterday. We were just cuddling and she was grabbing my butt. She commented how nice my butt is, and out of all my physical features I am actually quite proud of my butt. It's perfectly shaped and is dense but squishy. However, she told me that she told her best friend about it and to look at it when I come to the party tomorrow. I'm already pretty socially anxious with this situation already, where I know nobody, but now I know that my butt will be looked at. I'm not confident that I have any pants that fit my butt perfectly though, and I'm surely going to overthink this a lot leading up to the party. I'm going pants shopping tomorrow to find perfect pants that fit my butt, but how do I become less socially anxious about being at a party where I know nobody?",6.412147286821708,6.121913218604658,7.25889534883721,74.93144379844964,65.65116279069767,10.515503875968994,34.195736434108525,10.125756701596842,3.3729457364341084,862,35,163,18,12,289,104,215,0.038,0.624,0.33799999999999997,0.9979,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,0,8,15,13,0,0,9,1,15,7,6,3,5,36,37,18,0,1,7,0,2,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,10,11,0,0,7,1,1,5,2,0,0,0,6,4,31,13,21,28,6,24,0,0,2,7,20,11,6,2,9,117,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.12685563396569335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28690376993749034,0.10395635300706073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840054620267644,0.0,0.0,0.29371299726477124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356843357545376,0.0,0.0,0.2728418861351413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197853400993676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421507456240324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572899758224084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881238745286846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012997001771899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22163618024505405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572071947621629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635086232162891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21832485654293754,0.0,0.0,0.11051646084873992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322508837972183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826488385289387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611898108255458,0.0,0.26502553015883284,0.0,0.10007592290753987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251804014105327,0.0,0.09773949636845898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277186884552893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726452236872097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667397539244843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cubeice_1,2020/01/24,"What Should I Do Sorry if this is messy I'm 14, and in high school. I've been having symptoms of social anxiety and minor depression for the past 2 years. I hate it. In 7th grade was when it started, I started to think everyone hated me and was judging me negatively all the time. It got worse, and now I in school I start to shake if I start talking to someone I don't know or if I get called on in class. My heart starts to beat fast and I'm scared the other person will see me get embarrassed or something like that. After I continuously scrutinize myself and I feel even worse, and the cycle starts over. From about a year ago I realized that I am basically hopeless, and that I hated myself. I remember when I was younger and how I was confident, and how I could function normally. I miss those days. I have a few friends who I hang out with, but only a few, and I'm basically incapable of making any new ones. I am terrified of telling anyone, as when I told some of my friends they just made fun of me for a few days and forgot about it. I am extremely scared to tell my parents, as I feel as if they won't care, and that I'll seem like a fool. It seems like I'll never get help, and that I'll always be that one awkward kid. Thanks for reading if you did. Comment any tips for me.",3.2324076983503502,4.085212350746268,4.705082482325216,86.4524862529458,72.88059701492537,8.030164964650433,26.41869599371563,8.371475516178862,1.5391462686567157,1002,33,221,16,19,336,147,268,0.18600000000000005,0.7240000000000001,0.09,-0.9616,1,0,1,0,0,1,28.0,0,1,2,1,10,20,3,5,9,0,19,2,1,4,2,44,49,30,0,8,9,1,2,3,2,3,1,0,0,2,16,16,0,1,8,1,0,2,4,12,0,2,10,3,37,8,29,34,5,32,0,3,1,0,17,8,0,10,25,149,53,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935371569585284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780113402390771,0.0,0.0,0.1435145038745984,0.0,0.08072254886713111,0.0,0.0,0.07378207190987826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774776814898374,0.0,0.10758472276894164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424917309405072,0.0,0.0,0.1361034046409163,0.0,0.09088426381244416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969499735666228,0.0,0.0,0.1008289290356773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067082148628667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16304905661765198,0.0,0.16538961168560354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439402283767344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31253760829960303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504176643899995,0.07072786475557506,0.1114877255018561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05799105948869891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15465529814286233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984562198319301,0.07043545226141887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138356709834806,0.10191192111779117,0.0,0.0,0.10338724425250437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14300623252546038,0.08025275238203929,0.0,0.0,0.1171675272535638,0.0,0.10073082686649243,0.0,0.09213603692071208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554860448954877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953364591369905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21128795487264784,0.21358384660676946,0.08408581753787392,0.1921229795910773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756440177316393,0.08940679531726563,0.08123448916785825,0.0,0.1181210560991976,0.4481258038735547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967573409224704,0.0,0.08481301857128735,0.18445834808519745,0.097148684298068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761298685656952,0.0,0.0,0.06152958929654665,0.0,0.0,0.1008289290356773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150678900633749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590290423270898 socialanxiety,neworleanssaintsfan,2020/01/24,"Group projects are bad. ""Choose your own partner"" group projects are the worst. Like seriously, what if I don't know anyone in the class? Or if I do know someone, they probably have a closer friend they'd rather work with. In any case, unless I'm literally best friends with a person I do not have the ability to ask someone if they want to be my partner. And then there's always somehow an odd number of people in the class and no one notices when you're the one person without a partner because you can't get your own, and then the teacher says ""okay then you'll just have to be in a group of three"" and then you either have to sit there awkwardly as you wait for a pair of people to choose you or they make *you* choose which group to join and then you have to worry about being a burden or annoying that group and apologize for burdening them with yourself. In conclusion, I really wish teachers didn't make kids choose their own partners. It's awful.",5.3099206349206325,5.871152862433868,5.4117592592592585,84.31541666666666,67.994708994709,8.416402116402116,28.97751322751323,8.344100000000001,1.86797671957672,757,25,152,10,12,238,105,189,0.157,0.725,0.11800000000000001,-0.8346,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,9,6,3,7,12,1,1,13,2,17,0,0,2,0,34,27,20,0,6,12,0,0,1,6,1,0,1,0,7,4,9,0,1,7,0,0,0,6,7,0,3,1,1,20,5,24,21,6,13,0,0,0,0,32,6,0,7,7,110,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747278773404905,0.0,0.0,0.1286978195477991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323293676967647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17692503136874954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15801747788337225,0.11536623557290925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986082515055684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924311829047345,0.0,0.09887633572512523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20801585088524946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245894603049046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25265429988396204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154646058270764,0.0,0.0,0.25648404601466696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624069539670708,0.3304950157186149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20404561717002606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123964884356195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050075112645148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207051357023174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162570677386784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21763040909438144,0.1824321317460557,0.0,0.13777767767139454,0.19219454744081796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwawayyyy8970,2020/01/24,"Me: ""No one's thinking about that awkward thing you said"" Also me: ""No one's thinking about you at all :(""",1.5385714285714265,3.50079928571429,2.5526190476190465,95.4632142857143,79.95238095238095,4.2,24.785714285714285,3.1291,0.08631428571428579,79,3,17,0,2,25,14,21,0.261,0.7390000000000001,0.0,-0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,1,4,0,3,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420919146546828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5797435025787929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4069124623111613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28419503574118243,0.5482025381385077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,veelively,2020/01/24,"My Therapist Confirmed My Worst Fear My worst fear is that because of my innate characteristics I’m seen as weird and out of place. I’ve never really felt like I belonged anywhere, even with my friends who love and accept and who are the only people I’ve ever felt like I’ve belonged with. It’s not like I’m a misfit. I’m pretty well liked at school. I’m a class clown and I get along with mostly everyone. But there are those group situations where I just feel out of place. I often, not extremely frequently, may make a weird joke or say something out of left field that makes people uneasy or at least ruins a conversation. It’s always made me inferior, and these events really trigger my social anxiety. I’d say I have a few good days, then one of those events happen and for the next few days I’m in a really bad place. When those incidents happen, I identify what was wrong about me that resulted in that event and then I try to change it. However, this usually ends up with me becoming extremely reserved and antisocial because of this transformation, which never works out. I always revert back to my old self, not by choice, but because it’s innate. I can’t change myself. Then I end up hating myself. Then after a little bit I accept myself. Then those bad experiences happen and the cycle starts all over again. This cycle occurs a few times in the period of 2 weeks and it’s exhausting. I can’t live with it anymore. Going into therapy I hoped that my therapist could give me some advice or reassurance that would make me realize that I can change or that would help me accept myself. I’ve been to 3 therapists in the past year and that’s yet to happen. My most recent therapist in our latest session confirmed this fear. That everything I had just described was true. For months she’s been trying to convince me that it’s not, that I’m always in my head, but she’s finally realized that I’m right. She said, “it seems like you never win”, and it’s true; I can never win. I don’t like anything about myself and I always feel out of place, and every time I try to change that it never works. How can I live this way. I’ll never get to a point where I like myself. I’m out of weed right now, so it’s not like I can come home from this session and smoke this away. I’m completely stuck right now and I want to die. I’ve wanted to die for a while, but this is the first time that the urge has been this strong because I now know I can never win.",2.9032207792207783,4.709267672727272,4.310670995670996,85.14886363636364,75.30303030303031,7.461760461760463,21.684704184704188,8.269060116576782,1.1255916305916307,1938,49,391,34,42,642,216,495,0.162,0.742,0.096,-0.9864,1,0,2,0,0,1,48.0,1,1,0,7,20,39,1,3,17,0,24,3,1,7,11,85,61,34,2,6,15,0,4,8,1,3,1,3,1,1,44,30,0,0,11,1,0,2,15,14,1,2,12,8,53,25,52,45,11,80,0,2,1,1,19,31,0,11,54,262,97,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267496440224063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134719968374634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04906543602211341,0.0,0.06360771550320818,0.0,0.0,0.05278015381143004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060259813354934626,0.049318204787253364,0.1071051926633592,0.15639185048887752,0.07083544195558829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700221437368205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713982283877431,0.05524925464875245,0.0672475297055998,0.0,0.0,0.05120901743534127,0.0,0.0,0.08272747809032395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331303486392767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361455793719732,0.0,0.0,0.04236257999599771,0.058016542130046526,0.05403907703920543,0.061286659504785075,0.05764314760173912,0.06273932427937882,0.0,0.21651942774373284,0.06486025482180732,0.0,0.12316518072693836,0.07026010349414348,0.0,0.05455579626287715,0.0,0.0,0.04955290168740479,0.0,0.06701897239179326,0.0615270660527719,0.03645113434761573,0.053795956977141714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22686827856057706,0.0,0.0,0.06332305012555828,0.06582414758946183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042990385856837135,0.0,0.06433569800764888,0.06370355984598264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035248597314249466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06968618371376084,0.0,0.0,0.2506769089266387,0.06428318012745399,0.11327015410459595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05788709816527213,0.06068897781669597,0.12843794795094024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051194383067287234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462705504878963,0.0,0.0682115484287208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730209885545717,0.0,0.04346160553162687,0.048779880502544434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06122703024662458,0.08893050230048563,0.0,0.2680424628157361,0.0,0.06063119260945896,0.0,0.0,0.065251459317968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326543989088184,0.0,0.0633285909954332,0.0,0.0,0.1643206439046694,0.06100997715094564,0.10201031025995803,0.0,0.06491113516677151,0.0,0.05838887582093037,0.06690997867413193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720938603655047,0.0,0.06538066931143532,0.0,0.04937660773838088,0.0,0.0,0.045397244983776334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334745483300545,0.2978768981493109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121982458234505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063658630808034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063900550749043,0.0,0.07566057242745565,0.05090980216019746,0.05144767844960863,0.0,0.05766781352889819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933865348907567,0.0,0.0,0.09112366719529318,0.07012489386832686,0.0,0.041302804150951083 socialanxiety,PetabyteStudios,2020/01/24,Purposely not winning bingo so you don't have to speak out loud Does anybody else do this?,0.6716666666666669,3.114045055555557,1.8277777777777795,92.645,98.44444444444444,4.622222222222223,22.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,0.8215333333333339,73,3,14,1,3,23,17,18,0.14800000000000002,0.852,0.0,-0.4168,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7233379887820592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6904941375455155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,kitten1006,2020/01/24,"My MBA class I struggle with thinking everyone hates me. I know they probably don’t, but this event gave me some confirmation that I’m a social outcast. I’ve been trying to force myself to be social with people in my program and be nice but clearly it’s not working. I’ve been going to social events every time they come up, trying to ask engaging questions, etc. My MBA class has a lot of people from my masters program in it so I sat next to them on the first day of class. We had to get into groups of 3 for a semester long project and since we were sitting in a great up of 6 I assumed I’d be in a group with the people next to me. Nope! They CALLED someone over from across the room and shrugged when I asked which group I could join. Everyone from my program got into a group with each other and I got stuck with some random people from another program. I was fighting back tears. I just need some encouragement and I know this sub is really supportive. I don’t know why I’m always the outcast even when I make an effort. I just feel like people dislike me. I feel really childish for getting upset about this event but it really feels like I was just completely rejected by the people in my program.",3.1554938271604938,4.872085320987659,4.396236625514405,85.1842314814815,74.39094650205763,7.164526748971195,25.730246913580245,7.908726449838941,1.5027762962962965,955,33,188,14,20,314,130,243,0.105,0.7659999999999999,0.129,0.8361,0,1,0,0,2,0,17.0,2,0,4,4,9,12,2,2,12,0,14,0,0,1,1,41,38,11,0,2,7,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,9,16,0,0,9,0,0,2,4,5,0,1,11,3,32,7,36,23,6,28,0,1,0,0,20,13,0,7,14,128,41,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404942495169512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185210671364748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113342590707645,0.0,0.0,0.08691254813009941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541554385255627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736472615996128,0.1185090614587582,0.0,0.0,0.09024469182816876,0.0,0.0,0.07289454221035782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260575377464653,0.07465478090088419,0.0,0.09523205283599412,0.21600866320743853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714530174987576,0.16149629658212314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614265744114643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810627918753833,0.0,0.06423715100843816,0.0,0.18079969935427392,0.1246151926898208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159302463508804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18635382758609625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044080480106012,0.0,0.0,0.10002736597863388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609346149995844,0.0,0.0,0.0754479296314696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380978731209822,0.0,0.0,0.24041586717982286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4701616732462168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186469316314333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661867422769044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172283748670243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349899777816832,0.0,0.0,0.34565738510682115,0.0957693517269733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816275655994107,0.0,0.0,0.12826430031274907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242460594410292,0.0,0.0,0.0659082887161625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15347893871416055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199135481917301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228667024082206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,melangedebaies,2020/01/24,"Feeling hopeless I'm visiting my husband's family currently (different country) and my social anxiety has come back in full force. I just want to stay in the bedroom all day, lock myself inside and sleep all day just to avoid these intensely uncomfortable feelings I get being around people. To make matters worse his grandparents are extremely rude and judgemental. I'm feeling like a scared little kid around my husband and just want him to hold my hand and never let go. When we hang out with all of his friends I feel like throwing up because of how anxious and left out I feel. I'm beginning to feel a little bit suicidal because of it since I have recurring thoughts such as "" no one cares about what you have to say"" "" this night would have been better if you weren't here"" "" nobody wants you here"" "" you make things less fun"" etc. Does anyone have tips on how to make things less intense? Or does anyone want to talk about social anxiety and share experiences with each other?",7.898360655737704,7.772586076502732,7.215852459016392,75.92279508196722,62.55191256830601,10.598688524590166,34.69344262295082,10.125756701596842,3.395415737704917,784,30,140,15,10,243,119,183,0.142,0.7040000000000001,0.154,-0.486,3,2,0,0,0,1,19.0,1,4,0,1,14,11,1,2,3,0,11,2,2,5,4,45,33,13,1,6,5,2,7,2,1,1,0,1,1,1,7,16,0,2,7,0,0,5,3,4,0,1,3,8,18,7,24,27,9,27,0,1,0,0,18,12,0,2,11,93,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18351644656063407,0.13550463432599533,0.0,0.16773781114207847,0.0,0.0,0.21355441792050367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223093104917393,0.0,0.14623571601313035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608232967140308,0.13094976872668335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229275650887167,0.0,0.0,0.10332270239780413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15471026085671208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531785175906504,0.0,0.0,0.20993078913275665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13377129450536088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733002684596325,0.11307424331209573,0.0,0.3638892605341597,0.17137863421593028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266984227290352,0.0,0.0626667398815331,0.0,0.06816797312841431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032148337331825,0.1226527265741566,0.0,0.11719893699784685,0.2404344432054105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401942968658548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250961008987138,0.0,0.0,0.11256102584201323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127839122217805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315532835416987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538572959495396,0.1200866896036543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922042101833893,0.0,0.12003244250331717,0.24453931481181404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784628382666072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312012580653862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640790589939714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593733449059799,0.0,0.0,0.09522358226140816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829886070995539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223503688755112,0.0852060684517164,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,natxolotl,2020/01/25,"Nervous about getting a new job because I'm dreading being treated like an outcast Ever since I was a kid I've always been treated like the ""weird kid."" I've always been somewhat eccentric, also very introverted until I get to know someone then I open up more and for years even now I have always felt strange and out of place. In recent years I have discovered that I am an empath and I pick up people's emotions and vibrations. I also have anxiety in general and social anxiety, which makes it difficult for me to talk to people and make friends. I recently finished beauty school which was a social nightmare and am wanting to get a job in that field. It is something I am passionate about and I think I'll enjoy many aspects of the job. I can force myself to socialize with guests and what not, but I worry about the personal relationships amongst my coworkers. Maybe I am overthinking this but from previous experience a lot of people think I'm strange and quiet and some people don't like me for it which causes tension and I pick up on those vibes and feel tense and anxious. At the same time I like being myself and if I act inauthentically I just don't feel right. I'd like some advice on this because I need to get a job soon and I don't want this to fear to hold me back. I've been applying to places but I have this anxiety about being outcasted and unable to make friends that I dread the idea of working.",5.013921052631581,6.004884264285718,5.918796992481202,78.87567669172934,68.85714285714286,8.894736842105264,30.808270676691734,9.134995656068208,2.637178571428572,1134,45,213,21,19,374,143,280,0.12,0.774,0.105,-0.032,4,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,12,18,0,5,13,0,21,1,0,6,1,50,39,25,0,4,6,0,3,5,3,0,0,1,0,3,15,20,0,1,7,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,6,4,28,11,34,30,6,28,0,0,0,1,11,14,0,5,18,148,43,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614186335789283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15735882929499306,0.2455956187581443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257955384876845,0.11114841003312408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565292060290632,0.0,0.11995063789339895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010697369022179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106712410943583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498316219733527,0.0889959574634391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624058983620147,0.0,0.11071183650975702,0.09949404544397923,0.0,0.09446618828455336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202587982155286,0.0,0.205610930856718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106605273579737,0.0,0.0,0.39053251908804093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05407048665866988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403326566961545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836444353516445,0.0,0.0,0.19702067260250408,0.09974817214973394,0.09884216950882196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729521262657908,0.0,0.09502201235403876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728344333998985,0.0859070415168897,0.20558529294690986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19428902114903016,0.10562996691949188,0.0,0.08402128369138152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995720946494284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138608759663565,0.0,0.0,0.3008770456499633,0.08336231439845869,0.07574250930232643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790791068411846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260838182993848,0.0,0.0,0.057369788834789326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117892508217113,0.11606146864664744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162633088478665,0.09991596956715136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267149839126702 socialanxiety,FinalFallow,2020/01/25,"My university runs a social group for anyone who has not made friends I found out about it in a mental health document sent out this week. The group starts/resumes in February, I think I will go to it. It is hard to tell if it will be of any use. Last semester I found myself wondering if there would be something like this, it isnt exactly well advertised. I think I will at least try one session. I will likely leave the room within a few minutes. I guess most of them will have social anxiety, that would be the most likely reason for isolation. So maybe there will be people there like me. Would I talk to me? Are they going to be weird like me? Do I want to talk to those people? I am 19 and I want a friend more than anything. I will never have a friend that I grew up with now. That is the reality. I wonder if any lasting connection is even possible now. I haven't had a gf/bf since primary school. Even getting a friend is such a distant concept, I can not see how I would find or form any intimate relationship. I was emotionally shat on in secondary school. I avoided people mainly in sixth form. I find myself absolutely hating everyone sometimes. It is strange. It almost comes on like a switch. Hatred absolute for everyone.",2.0636942070275417,4.528685880658442,3.5940946502057614,85.94124643874645,81.13991769547326,7.030642608420386,23.337923393478953,8.139509932561175,1.5247551123773349,971,34,191,20,26,320,139,243,0.10800000000000001,0.7979999999999999,0.094,-0.3402,0,2,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,2,0,12,14,1,1,13,0,32,1,0,4,2,36,50,7,0,9,6,0,1,6,4,11,1,0,1,0,14,5,0,1,9,0,0,6,5,3,1,1,6,2,29,11,25,28,8,24,0,0,1,0,16,12,0,10,12,141,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283352551321777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20950697374154587,0.0,0.07856087233586823,0.0,0.0,0.07180625504688427,0.0,0.08450867375515564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846206195245708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551728569703593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565725727510744,0.0,0.0,0.19625764381579253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18772149273971225,0.0,0.0,0.2251980386166936,0.3173655019864924,0.0,0.053653542707536736,0.0,0.1167270952484761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312936935649914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199393788693044,0.10138937835158958,0.0,0.10915925804319764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16741915152123188,0.0,0.10873845508423716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010275394912429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717184692505312,0.0,0.0,0.10317024568587307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349171878362637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920418909931426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958832776179076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135859294568689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577241366503085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558686282357638,0.0,0.11025526547049293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078642652116545,0.08183407572676164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494980122838627,0.0,0.0,0.20936784960779192,0.0,0.07905910334038238,0.10156730658617134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508360595416194,0.08975936054161765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160474497476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972270102533626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869491855356684,0.0,0.0,0.121143539184145,0.0,0.08237518763381428,0.0,0.09233452515311584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227352148819542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918043888198273,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,InsectChomper,2020/01/25,"Judgement is Like the Rain It can ruin your day and make you miserable for a time. But if you react to it well, you can avoid most of its negative consequences. It is necessary and inevitable. Hiding from it will only cost you time in your life. It benefits you in ways you probably aren’t even aware. Fearing the judgement of other people is like fearing the rain.",3.082857142857143,5.599850714285715,3.9871428571428567,84.28785714285716,77.57142857142857,7.428571428571428,25.714285714285715,8.418075326091056,2.0178571428571432,290,11,53,6,7,93,47,70,0.254,0.637,0.10800000000000001,-0.9333,1,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,8,0,0,2,9,0,4,4,0,7,1,0,2,0,8,8,4,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,8,4,7,7,1,6,0,2,0,0,8,2,0,2,5,41,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800041876920654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18435088260261134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6281573282983958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197145101597674,0.2727201070678785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18630946672480825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21227729814245436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19350115822663516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009300070486954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255049723281254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22154616083919876,0.0,0.0,0.25095526105396765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,solitary_sunday_,2020/01/25,"Freaking out - Please help - Calling Boss So I’m trying to get this new job where my sister works - I passed the interview last Monday. I was supposed to do online paperwork before my training which is this Monday. I did not know that the paperwork had a 2 day time limit - and now I have to call my potential future boss and say that I did not complete the paperwork on time and I need a new link. The 2 day limit ended today. I’m panicking. My mom AND my sister were like “why didn’t you just do it right when you got the email you idiot” but I didn’t check the email until today. I feel so bad - I wouldn’t have willingly let the paperwork sit knowing there was a time limit. My mom also added some salt to my wound saying “This is showing them that you have a bad work ethic already and you haven’t even started working there” I’m panicking. I took quite a bit of CBD in the hopes that it will help me get some courage to call the job. I feel really really stupid and my family really didn’t help anything. What I want to do is quit - which is why I’m 22 and have never had any type of job for more than 2 months. I’ve already messed up and I haven’t even started. Should I quit?? What do you all think I should do. I have major jitters - my chest hurts so bad.",1.5997370088719904,3.40892702661597,3.2206321292775684,91.49023843472752,79.11406844106463,6.360519645120406,20.083808618504435,7.333567415737692,0.424077439797212,980,24,215,13,24,324,130,263,0.152,0.768,0.08,-0.9772,3,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,6,1,9,12,11,2,0,14,0,32,2,1,2,2,34,50,15,0,6,4,4,2,1,0,5,1,2,0,0,13,9,0,3,6,1,1,2,9,8,0,0,12,5,33,3,15,32,6,30,0,1,0,0,22,6,0,3,22,135,46,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22088943665393368,0.08003680208639355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06806026583360568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236025796616388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25069682428700024,0.0,0.0,0.08516375435202972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092653470111608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30658957297885425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493572856813177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909125768659155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864434474604381,0.0,0.0,0.13220852023462848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943498912114,0.0,0.10121052958580684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045790786160984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004598105454745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20125174029716025,0.0,0.0,0.0994055765927283,0.0,0.0,0.1071415414570104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979525274678516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000663537734247,0.08158147498394344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234224054997823,0.0,0.04889578135543318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344333565707519,0.07988575802382925,0.0,0.0,0.07421070578468615,0.07719062619678588,0.1933226888050579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986171537104326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193536178692409,0.0,0.0,0.1923483107684152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547082974600909,0.0,0.15918095840029767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167934489828102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412951632098701,0.0,0.0,0.1750786195581207,0.0,0.1897350611353432,0.0,0.11119653898718776,0.06795018058361242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590318880583046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18061972635443235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185861128308209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,xdissapearingx,2020/01/25,does anybody else get tunnel vision? when i’m walking into a place with lots of people around it’s like i get tunnel vision and i can only see what’s in front of me. like looking around too much is too scary in cause i end up accidentally making eye contact with someone. it’s gotten really bad for me since i’ve gotten to college,1.7822899159663876,4.06757180882353,3.8162184873949587,85.00441176470592,80.91176470588233,5.0621848739495805,20.00840336134453,6.1826913282559595,0.2490815126050423,265,7,50,2,7,90,50,68,0.133,0.7390000000000001,0.128,-0.3384,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,2,0,9,10,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,3,5,2,12,8,2,11,0,0,3,0,1,7,0,1,4,29,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4419516468743351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20726027042096984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549988520964837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21722626694004515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20736290111840264,0.0,0.21985660467308216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25937809355177033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425436276265714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20844926257743632,0.0,0.0,0.21103483250939212,0.0,0.0,0.1656943245088999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824763694309197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887888154188184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17209025535674946,0.0,0.2593457513404833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15902141169223308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978058249133753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053370232262922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21032304160719215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,amberfuller4,2020/01/25,Can't find a job Does anyone know what job I can apply for if I have severe social anxiety or selective Mutism? I've been struggling with this since elementary school and I never got treatment until late 2019. Of course things manifested because I didn't realize I had the condition. I thought it was just shyness. It's very difficult for me to interact with people. Especially in a work environment if you're required to have customer service skills/experience. I have a very blank mind when it comes to conversing with people. I really need a job. It would help me and my parents a lot. If anyone knows anything please respond to my post. Thank you.,3.4921437578814647,6.30089504918033,4.706065573770495,78.03748423707442,78.01639344262296,8.016141235813368,28.237074401008826,8.841846274778883,2.7888617906683484,524,23,90,13,13,172,87,122,0.106,0.828,0.065,-0.5709,4,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,2,2,3,0,1,6,0,10,0,0,0,1,22,17,8,0,5,5,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,5,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,6,0,13,1,12,10,1,7,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,5,4,58,20,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229859432877222,0.0,0.0,0.2248233694031378,0.0,0.13229714295098174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800177484522099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848611670052194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406878599193969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726049951448776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14693768140245062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128579667666603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775840562230736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47860787584243497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17670614353893666,0.0,0.18135163045806504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667794126568153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16232834991032052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192063331773846,0.12399304665397505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17851218852972744,0.0,0.0,0.2229105170398743,0.0,0.0,0.1764733552589667,0.0,0.0,0.1539698805869098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299114562658508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270429523472052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18162040062097864,0.0,0.13298772182049148,0.0,0.0,0.1638812153717646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16806806674247696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480122065672782,0.0,0.0,0.10680612841806164,0.0,0.0,0.12763065444149066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652984220109033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703993702140128,0.0,0.0,0.11420391903578235,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,crabgal,2020/01/25,"A few small victories Earlier this month I finally caved and asked to be put on anti anxiety medication again. It was probably the best decision I’ve made so far. Conversations come a lot easier to me, and I’m able to communicate and express myself more easily. Today, I had to call to refill a prescription—something that would scare me previously. I did, and I did it with total ease! I felt no anxiety at all. I think I’m responding differently to the medicine too, since when I last took it it made me lethargic and apathetic. Now, though, I feel productive and like an actual human being.",5.3772321428571415,6.8126922589285765,7.359285714285718,67.2357142857143,68.375,12.385714285714286,31.857142857142854,11.93303328291395,4.641157142857144,471,20,83,19,8,166,80,112,0.13699999999999998,0.736,0.127,0.358,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,1,6,0,7,1,0,2,2,18,17,9,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,8,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,8,2,12,2,9,6,6,14,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,8,59,18,0,0.19299680629893895,0.0,0.18833704282375685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952840571263989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18042596123571888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20253824125401285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19707131756775792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16624965952142448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016405853060971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975849841699338,0.0,0.18530719998781536,0.2114185676911237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157318156074235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428849091242412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16407898308425287,0.0,0.3652364891752188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944239780523717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15404820949087794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20808319958472626,0.0,0.0,0.19401509640601988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932234716703152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964895254444875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485783704597744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366456060687628,0.1896183822903999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829384058471556,0.0,0.21442655307156566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709939384587844,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AcademicTrash__,2020/01/25,"Anyone like get flinched/freaked out/surprised easily when you see someone when you think you’re alone? This has been happening ever since I live in a dorm room in college and this is really fucking new to me. It just happened and I feel crazy embarrassed now. I can’t explain it I’m walking all alone in my hall, usually from the bathroom to my room, and when someone pops up from the corner I flinch and freak tf out. Like my body flinches for a second and I can’t control. It’s happened so many times this past semester I can’t explain it. And the person just looks at you weird. Fuckkkkk, it’s so embarrassing. The best way I can explain it is, I think I’m completely alone then someone just pops out??? I think it’s cause I’m always zoned out in my head, talking to myself and thinking??? I’ve also realized it happens more when I’m oblivious to my surroundings listening to music or when I’m feeling more “vulnerable” or cold (?), like when I’m only wearing like a t shirt rather than like a hoodie or a jacket. And I see this girl literally all the time since she lives close to me. It will always be awkward with her now. I feel like I’ve taught myself to be completely normal and calm during situations, and I’m a grown ass man, yet I’ve found myself flinching like crazy when I see someone pop up in the hallways.",3.4351464510332437,5.018937750943402,4.604636118598382,84.52553459119497,73.37735849056604,7.462713387241689,28.090745732255158,8.11559375814309,1.8555840071877805,1044,41,207,16,21,343,134,265,0.11199999999999999,0.78,0.10800000000000001,0.4269,0,3,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,3,0,2,18,15,1,3,12,0,11,6,5,2,3,40,41,24,0,2,7,0,3,7,0,1,0,1,3,3,13,15,0,1,12,0,0,2,3,6,0,1,3,9,27,9,23,35,5,37,0,0,4,2,13,17,2,3,24,124,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190417120126987,0.0,0.08211449006866156,0.1708787411783667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179740734361531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077580720239255,0.0,0.0,0.1140561814267352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548235449237016,0.0,0.0,0.21531954342839715,0.0,0.11516621802829295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928814442509979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15575680455498692,0.0733558016944153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258514527034597,0.0,0.09492754431610588,0.05364693171487468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632042275151568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538101152246583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511555226461145,0.0,0.18133958208307874,0.0,0.08622673721114167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410309136199312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917059150360903,0.0,0.0,0.10060622990904504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809403292791152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802126751640416,0.0,0.08965766889689476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578050364575963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24547197729667045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698786680511686,0.1154184931836868,0.0,0.0,0.3480073647442005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253163247898787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631770582419601,0.0,0.0,0.1197490087241114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308934678118228,0.0,0.0,0.08150392590741465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,00LiU000,2020/01/25,"People with social anxiety what do you do for a living? Hi. I'm really sorry if this is the wrong sub, just tell me I'll delete it! I'm just very curious. Like a year ago I got diagnosed with social anxiety, I can't get rid of it and don't know what job I should choose bc of it.. what do you do for a living? I really can't think of a job I'd be comfortable with... Irrelevant background information: I can't get therapy because my family is highly against it, they don't want me to stand out or some stuff and I would have to take classes again but it's getting really bad like, I can only sit in the very back or else I start crying and shaking or leave the room(if they force me to sit in the front in school I pretend that I'm sick and go home..)",0.2848910675381262,2.2545625000000022,2.9128903413217127,91.15153594771245,84.49382716049381,6.774727668845316,19.405954974582425,7.928766900206844,0.7076386347131454,583,16,135,12,17,203,94,162,0.16699999999999998,0.773,0.06,-0.9331,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,2,0,4,6,0,1,8,0,16,2,0,0,0,23,29,9,0,4,7,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,11,8,0,0,4,1,0,3,5,3,0,0,1,0,17,3,16,25,1,16,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,5,7,82,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324091079817398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22853807058190045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485771125688292,0.12471923244274725,0.09105567651878374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640779329511535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15160925548862572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478099064552718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081446041140813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341218363355485,0.0,0.08489144894759786,0.0,0.1194662917527136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15781953145271307,0.1498321169058937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964569705727537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209084718299778,0.0,0.0,0.15816319233806506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595105472951714,0.0,0.2637961116040222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136040018908914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035556139890022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870742429497109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511722588545737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045315242089048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672095259308581,0.10572614471060818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17099499975799382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230902089568187,0.0,0.13055755661130006,0.0,0.17081969680319706,0.0,0.0,0.09571143242710246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464947939332813,0.0881033709447715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610945694935713,0.16331463901803578,0.0,0.09619055628106786 socialanxiety,breezee_,2020/01/25,"Hi, I need some advice concerning treatment. I am 29 years old and have spent the majority of the last two or three years of my life trying to figure out why I'm constantly tired, drained, and disinterested in the life I've created for myself. Through therapy, meditation, and some other spiritual practices, I've realized that there are some underlying anxieties and people-pleasing tendencies that led me here. I remember frequently feeling uncomfortable when I was little. I was always very shy in social situations. It was kind of like ""my thing."" My family joked about it, other people would call it cute, whatever. My mom would often have to force me into talking to other people. I wasn't very ""popular"" in high school but I made it through. High school is hard for everyone, right? I always felt like the people who were mean to me were right and the people who were nice to me were just being nice. In college, I didn't make a lot of friends because I was so scared of asserting myself in social situations. What if they thought I was weird or dumb for trying? Long story (sort of) short, I think that I have had some level of social anxiety for the majority of my life but because of how common my fears can be, I never really realized how much it was negatively affecting my life. When I would talk to people about the fears, they could relate on at least a surface level so it made me think that I was just like everyone else. Last night, I was participating in a guided meditation with a small group of friends. The speaker instructed us to feel love and support and send it to each person in the room. No problem. She then asked us to feel and receive that love. All I could feel was fear. I am too scared to allow someone to support or love me. It's a control issue that I've seen manifest itself in other ways in my life, such as an eating disorder. This realization in this way helped me realize that every single problem in my life that has been holding me back and that I have been trying to overcome is based on my fear. Fear of rejection, fear of how I'll be perceived/judgement, fear of offending someone or hurting their feelings, fear of actually getting close to people. For example, I am terrified to tell anyone about what I now believe to be my social anxiety because I don't know how they will react. I have developed a coping strategy of doing everything I possibly can on my end in order to control other people's reactions to me. If I know how they are going to react, then there is nothing to fear. I would really like to stop doing that. My question is this: do I continue on the path I've been on - push on but with awareness and tackle these issues head on, showing myself that there is nothing to be anxious about? OR do I seek further help, talk to my therapist about getting a diagnosis, and see if SSRIs can be helpful? I don't really know who else to talk to about it. My family doesn't understand why I feel as anxious as I do about these things and....well, I don't either. I guess at this point, I don't know if I will be able to overcome the anxiety on my own. Any words of advice from either side would be very appreciated.",5.85228213273804,6.3544826411093,6.909472396325238,74.25720593285827,66.79771615008157,10.10679144844166,31.79226410234395,10.064110947511567,3.1725915171288737,2501,96,459,56,38,842,261,613,0.156,0.733,0.111,-0.986,0,0,0,0,0,0,73.0,2,0,5,2,28,35,2,11,19,0,65,12,1,15,2,93,99,37,0,14,16,1,8,4,2,7,7,1,1,1,39,17,1,4,22,2,1,5,10,18,0,2,25,11,72,17,86,57,15,68,0,2,2,3,37,40,1,18,24,344,111,4,0.05135941790155068,0.0,0.05011938318681262,0.0,0.0,0.1003756575236604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854703000225522,0.0,0.0,0.034926165362538585,0.0,0.15715925647111045,0.11604304670332075,0.0,0.0359116991627106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048014122726160416,0.0,0.0,0.03949222213862253,0.0,0.09392467335570916,0.0,0.0,0.057864476403334086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05244370800465069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05550128498409727,0.11520790871307075,0.08201263208103568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05886234248647235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052553506406021716,0.08580840672036694,0.0,0.04548919997790415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04327252469558697,0.09815224952886564,0.046158533135529985,0.0,0.0968341766528862,0.5201426151662936,0.1558131892131955,0.0,0.049313095417749184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936031773638692,0.0,0.05366635214351872,0.0,0.02918874077170125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05657818913053106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04600795042202773,0.0,0.05270957995941432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032754056280317,0.1085280896814035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054981319104356864,0.0,0.0,0.10721177738707144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05348293034430302,0.11290317165550826,0.08372956087991419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21766005445380426,0.10036646928917344,0.05147562934056025,0.0,0.0454514686562439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04366394046973375,0.13906163958510698,0.09719504607444054,0.03428281026170105,0.0,0.0,0.05594546262407828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060151529514318985,0.0,0.0,0.03775508164800339,0.03808235760117859,0.039611549293356925,0.0,0.0,0.04819733451822107,0.0,0.0985614932953972,0.0,0.0538930695036613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492430753339631,0.04484506268653615,0.0,0.056377217912167064,0.04855125074790287,0.057900026789656035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828805338177728,0.0,0.0,0.057534302204701813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870647472237076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058180208562291835,0.08772132452966498,0.0,0.0,0.10283947408469332,0.10395694572965657,0.04092680654128416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546027519319645,0.0,0.20941783482649126,0.0870333362407465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04293877308819607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656411759608327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512301859637404,0.04489039500393379,0.0,0.058733970388076526,0.059632242710489274,0.06824183024506762,0.06581808237782345,0.0,0.040773640911181165,0.0,0.05903009560224664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460902030325844,0.0,0.05017068847451396,0.05346696532266928,0.12355811203446168,0.0,0.0,0.12713069568644803,0.0,0.08153343069224943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268777241943332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18242128451786893,0.0,0.0,0.0661475624878771 socialanxiety,N0L0ngerAlive,2020/01/25,"Making friends at community college I've tried talking to people at the very beginning or end of class but so far, it's ended in failure. I'm terrible at starting conversations and even worse at small talk. I don't even know how to approach people with out looking like a complete weirdo. I checked the list for clubs but most of the ones that interested me haven't had a scheduled meeting in several months and/or their schedules don't work with me. I'm thinking about starting my own club but I don't even know how to go about that, much less what the club will be focused on. Any advice.",4.301082375478927,5.980607250000002,4.5935632183908055,85.08553639846745,71.32758620689654,7.224521072796936,30.992337164750968,7.793537801064563,2.03545325670498,475,21,92,6,9,149,81,116,0.133,0.768,0.099,-0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,8,4,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,3,0,15,18,8,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,3,1,2,4,1,0,1,1,1,7,3,18,15,4,20,0,0,1,0,6,10,0,2,9,58,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929732822409306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429185785427858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070519968164537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34981390679034097,0.0,0.0,0.3912972037872949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15257106524720732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223133676344077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170575630315444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647780888060413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16583184075412566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181814363874178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15762510959544732,0.0,0.1451691018845313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381624945284834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738128546850173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22309400661508907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27955198547832777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31745078097806245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653597197366956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407464517426804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16294008743706245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376638524530422,0.0,0.20124702201978864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,aggrontech,2020/01/25,"I need help standing up to my boss... I got a new part time job recently and I love it. However, I signed up to work 20 hours a week and my boss keeps scheduling me for 25... I don't know how to ask her to stop and keep my job, but this can't continue. Does anyone have any advice?",-0.2341397849462368,1.3463714999999965,2.3335483870967764,96.73698924731184,84.0,6.713978494623658,18.397849462365595,7.793537801064563,0.2462817204301082,211,5,55,4,6,73,46,62,0.028999999999999998,0.892,0.079,0.431,3,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,3,0,13,10,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,10,1,7,9,1,11,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,8,30,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203693488408508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335702915094254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576844018857784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210824839833992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19734853278709608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803638833854919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115705972940985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220855391984726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4475750413336641,0.4008938241815108,0.0,0.0,0.12393641562909008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20353489229124125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16721552922167324,0.0,0.21780250825862235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24420932903287584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22266754347248205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18853952639344565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149883481659955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808934637210326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16417663799776908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,de-joip,2020/01/25,"So I’m at the party again... ...its my friends 18th birthday, so theres a lot of people, some I know, some are my friends, some I dont know. Everyone is dancing, having a great time and I’m sitting outside, smoking and writing this post. I know that it’ll be better when I have more alcohol, but everyones drinking so slowly and I dont want to be the only one drinking. Some of the people are inviting me to dance and do other shit, but I just cant. Please help, the exact same happened 1 year ago (you can check my posts, theres one here). The girl that has the birthday is very important to me, because she saved my life without knowing it (and she still doesnt know), but Im here just standing like an awkward fuck I am and look like Im not enjoying the party, please help.",3.475789772727275,4.177762681250002,4.537727272727274,88.43636363636368,72.1875,7.0681818181818175,28.92045454545455,6.980632752743323,1.3896875000000004,599,23,129,5,11,196,95,160,0.14,0.674,0.185,0.7163,0,0,3,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,1,12,11,2,1,10,0,17,6,1,0,1,28,28,13,0,1,7,0,0,2,2,1,2,0,0,1,7,6,3,0,5,4,1,2,6,3,0,2,0,1,16,8,7,25,7,13,0,0,1,1,9,1,2,5,8,87,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905912906256412,0.14353825310462812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187510442275632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878769504538175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31482438863738754,0.2631484691089125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566809782474212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075376172057194,0.12416890947364255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807901261532647,0.0,0.0,0.11877130387097275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18005246796173469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29015915090213423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690707126795093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486825479593117,0.13123572635392525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278791634306788,0.0,0.0,0.11418691887048747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18202603167155013,0.10215002373565342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18622950337781868,0.0,0.0,0.2948676064792037,0.0,0.0,0.2572667703400741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378689267818362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107261416861671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831817377635385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082113583983937,0.07922046128131226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294715890017463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864922665021417 socialanxiety,kidonthemountainn,2020/01/25,"Having trouble understanding social taboos.. Looking for a patient answer to explain this situation to me- I've been interested in this guy (T) for a while... the problem is that his brother (L) expressed interested in me before I could get the courage to tell T anything. We (L and myself) were hanging out together for a couple months- nothing romantic or physical ever happened. (I did this because I was lonely and had no one else to be around at the time) We're now friends but don't talk a lot. I've been told that I shouldn't express my interest in T now, that it would be inappropriate and cause problems between the brothers I'm bad at socializing and understanding social rules and taboos.. Is there any way I can fix this? \~Thanks",4.8802681491170725,6.815397510791367,5.8921386527141975,75.32563767168084,70.29496402877697,8.220013080444735,34.93852190974493,8.841846274778883,3.2621165467625897,590,31,102,11,11,195,95,139,0.145,0.7979999999999999,0.055999999999999994,-0.9071,0,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,0,0,5,11,0,0,8,0,16,0,0,1,1,24,25,8,0,5,2,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,2,4,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,7,1,11,6,15,13,1,15,0,1,1,0,15,7,0,2,6,73,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105861378368327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343928938354566,0.1453834215455443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635974648974747,0.09955424454887947,0.0,0.13896755158250426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16776769979325026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039234535378474,0.180703010607032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642726881737724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772618918543434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617541584867492,0.0,0.08532443533407386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16170579871781832,0.1444173722198477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714200287060022,0.0,0.0,0.13884308943068674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035508219840894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670347294377285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066528830132956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125374585721037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18357094139788735,0.0,0.4994318914485608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312650083306894,0.1427429833647361,0.15035690355700362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952292724354157,0.0,0.0,0.15605281397593554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34002971642142604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963046036856826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601305080530523,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mediumraresacrifice,2020/01/25,"Summer job and social anxiety I'm 20 and the last time I had a summer job was when I was like 15. It was scary but mostly fine, my older sister got me the job, and my two friends worked with me (although they quit). When I was 18 I applied for a summer job at McDonald's and it was so awful and terrifying that I quit pretty much right away. Now I should apply for a summer job again, my parents pretty much expect it and I'll be judged if I don't. Plus I need money I guess, and a way to get into the ""job market"". Thing is, just sending out job applications makes me scared. It barely feels like social anxiety anymore, it feels like just immediate fear and stress. I cannot tell my family this, they'll give suggestions of jobs like working as a waitress and I'll tell them it's too stressful. They'll then tell me I need to handle stress better. Anything stressful or customer service based feels impossible. I know I need to sort my anxiety out because it's hindering my life, but that might take years. I'm thinking of forcing myself to get a summer job but what if I just quit on the spot because I feel so scared? I don't know what's wrong with me, I know it's irrational. I feel so lazy and incapable and ashamed. A summer job shouldn't be such a scary thing but it literally feels like a threat.",2.0091011235955065,4.023335048689141,3.5572224719101118,88.58131685393259,78.66292134831461,6.369378277153557,22.29048689138577,7.404127859558343,0.8102840149812729,1026,31,214,14,25,339,130,267,0.23199999999999998,0.645,0.122,-0.9885,11,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,4,6,12,18,1,8,13,1,17,1,0,1,0,48,39,27,0,8,10,2,6,5,1,5,1,0,0,0,16,17,0,0,10,0,1,1,4,10,0,1,7,6,34,8,18,25,3,24,0,0,0,0,15,7,0,7,20,132,50,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15904742405927538,0.0,0.06872892013379167,0.0,0.0,0.05702960634975258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511147062245314,0.0,0.0,0.0844916604596798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06129194989932023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533171808590853,0.07798396960225544,0.2102469128897045,0.14852799747206655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053542520675805456,0.0,0.07241482522245322,0.06648075277273878,0.0,0.0,0.05542710649711699,0.0,0.07634391967491155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6877149963673941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142596307919775,0.05649034520603245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0489500222878028,0.16928717998974271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046259594961783314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351842551512833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018898259187831,0.15415957073288958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695162278942942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14101001114721018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22113348796132248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05918349329119586,0.0,0.0,0.13876669913946182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128923712636224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175406339955533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052106447521256566,0.0,0.1817188971415496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208228270931036,0.04440589625992242,0.0,0.0,0.040410528897564975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769794279022646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05500866835122965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090530130349748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577081163721043,0.0,0.044628188661313926 socialanxiety,ZAF-Music,2020/01/25,"I’m anxious and I don’t know why So I’m having a birthday party later on tonight, and for some reason I woke up with anxiety from it and I just can’t be excited for it. I’m nervous for some reason. It’s just me and my friends going out to eat and then bowling but I’m still super nervous and I just can’t shake that feeling. I guess I’m afraid of doing something stupid or something. But I really want to just enjoy tonight without being anxious leading up to it. How can I get rid of this anxiety?",1.2633644859813058,3.085069775700933,3.581130841121496,88.4455280373832,80.21495327102805,5.775327102803737,26.58785046728972,6.742157984588678,1.1920773831775702,394,17,82,4,10,136,64,107,0.163,0.669,0.168,0.3898,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,7,9,1,4,1,0,8,1,0,4,0,26,20,12,0,1,8,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,8,1,0,4,0,0,3,4,5,0,0,1,1,9,4,15,17,2,12,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,4,5,58,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33232694766435583,0.4907662758722187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222579409591803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982685703612703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16781430983580015,0.0,0.11348217980030012,0.0,0.12344427359401178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392790258788525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937179921946585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391489634814025,0.4466518610638387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344345565037033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734625354670915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811486624730098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19599637454139388,0.0,0.0,0.2093806958392087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fatzgerald,2020/01/25,"Just a thought What if we’re socially anxious because we know that no one cares about us (outside of friends and family) and we want so much for people to? I don’t mean that we’re useless and unwanted – it’s just that people have their own things to worry about and don’t care about us in passing interactions. Deep down, we are constantly searching for a connection and we want people to notice us for who we really are. We don’t want to have to play society’s game just to get a few friends that’ll care when we die. So, everything we do and say becomes more difficult in the company of others because we are afraid that it will all be misconstrued. As a result, we ourselves are misconstrued. We are labeled as awkward and strange, and maybe we are, but that’s not all that we are. We are human beings with thoughts and feelings and some of us care far more than our actions and words convey.",7.323163841807911,6.313820525423733,7.213333333333335,78.37502824858758,64.08474576271186,10.8045197740113,36.050847457627114,9.994966539143718,3.354566101694916,711,29,141,13,9,227,96,177,0.086,0.804,0.11,0.649,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,19,0,1,0,9,11,0,2,5,0,18,0,0,1,2,46,31,18,1,5,6,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,13,26,0,0,5,2,0,2,5,4,0,1,2,2,21,7,22,25,8,9,0,1,0,0,28,5,0,2,2,108,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360521395490679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14682658007261576,0.13300598027019306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4911475170467525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014254251897198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249878029672025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823513118525674,0.0,0.11353111874751005,0.0,0.060893258621565076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18608854782886886,0.0,0.06291994426504906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618543076035939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098858306060545,0.1311840752945423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853024430137812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711087582592793,0.0,0.0,0.08160679581098362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504739500703489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771508358598346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577113475411762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276368682701135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000864571681443,0.0,0.0,0.19121666453153735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5794520560601891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21309901496401484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230297698976822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,realrandom2019,2020/01/25,"I'm Unable To Talk To Girls In Nightclubs; Willing To Pay For Help I'm unable to talk to girls in bars and nightclubs. Every weekend I go out and i see other guys dancing and talking to girls while I'm just standing around too self conscious to do anything. I'm very analytical and I'm always stuck in my head thinking too much. I've spent years and a lot of money to try to solve this problem. I've tried meditation and TRE. I've even tried taking drugs and getting really drunk. Nothing has worked. I'm getting closer and closer to age 30 and I'm starting to think I will never solve this problem. If any of you think you can help me solve this problem I'd be willing to pay a significant amount of money for a solution.",2.593118503118504,4.484057729729732,4.078378378378378,86.09988565488571,76.43243243243244,5.905197505197506,26.249480249480253,6.67199483983844,1.0914130977130978,576,22,114,5,13,191,80,148,0.113,0.7859999999999999,0.1,-0.45299999999999996,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,1,5,3,0,0,3,0,7,4,1,0,1,22,25,11,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,4,11,2,0,4,4,5,2,1,3,0,0,2,1,7,0,22,19,3,16,0,0,1,0,12,7,0,2,6,61,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317882520254693,0.0,0.0,0.10770661345208668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033661211760514,0.14099542082568556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18367526253625335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046111986896799,0.0,0.13344542815119675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549830150851122,0.0,0.09001332917076589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568251517111936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16254777170584436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123230358982141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465249073729715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643053117062555,0.0,0.12215557544585158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15197380745116212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4546565560230609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146490468092446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262116148799573,0.0,0.16522914973694128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210507517272496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908512567584695,0.3819093998308757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044583917203857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225972046014959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068346282375712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530550496830745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199416210920792 socialanxiety,fatassgooose,2020/01/25,"i think i have depression but my social anxiety is stopping me from getting help. what do i do? it’s also to do with past experiences. parents aren’t supportive, and my nan was the only one really trying to help me. the last time i went to therapy, i had to stop going because it gave me too much anxiety and i couldn’t open up to her because i was scared. desperate for some advice because i really want to get better. i just don’t know how.",2.2176098901098875,4.019086736263739,4.795700549450551,80.93992445054947,77.24175824175825,8.506043956043957,25.660714285714285,9.188382445141503,2.3140428571428573,347,13,69,9,8,123,61,91,0.18,0.6629999999999999,0.157,-0.0799,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,2,0,11,0,0,1,0,14,20,5,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,2,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,5,0,15,2,10,14,2,9,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,5,51,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18097781195063486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481064315911418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833589245203783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386933105387137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379662645861728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595147056871903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811636550516717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19352140201954612,0.0,0.10525489085262717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482747630250193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178249125633074,0.1509648165449124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614520164039973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549805728639948,0.1408549031461169,0.0,0.0,0.20564554128444176,0.0,0.1767968130808116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372910226951459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854200855183908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887907011787402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30967528952982537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101656863320975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211795284040892,0.0,0.0,0.1186703313272677,0.0,0.0,0.10799311031387207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574039079359225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092372766338894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17168464165034913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,zealousredditor,2020/01/25,"I was asked the dreaded question by a teacher: ""what are your interests?"" He asked if I watched TV shows. I said no, because I did not want to discuss TV shows with someone 30 years older than me. Then he said disparagingly, ""Really so what *do* you do in your free time"". Nothing, the answer is nothing. But being an insecure bitch, and always wanting to appear cooler than I was, I told him that I have planned to read a 100 books this year (which is true, even though I know that I won't be able to hit the mark). The next day a girl said to me ""so did you read a 100 books"" I have a feeling that she was being sarcastic/ making fun of me or if she genuinely thought I've read them. I feel so embarrassed, I wish I had kept my mouth shut. I feel that everyone must be making fun of me , that ""omg she is gonna read a hundred books, she is sooo pretentious/she thinks she's so cool because she reads"" etc etc.",1.969204545454545,3.583472294117648,3.292189171122996,92.27593081550806,77.39572192513369,6.600133689839572,23.986965240641712,7.413659706084162,0.8602729946524059,697,23,157,9,16,227,111,187,0.091,0.8009999999999999,0.10800000000000001,0.495,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,4,1,1,7,10,1,3,11,1,21,1,1,2,2,24,42,11,0,6,5,0,3,0,0,3,0,3,0,1,9,2,0,1,8,12,1,1,3,4,0,0,12,8,31,7,12,22,2,10,0,0,1,0,23,2,1,5,7,101,40,8,0.12329111520157647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258808449302564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23052109927262024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15031423896024526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795125696855399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750043679684204,0.0814326188044405,0.0,0.0,0.1178099440997742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18701907698830356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06775757257357053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16459555353650354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112149972408288,0.0,0.0,0.23660230043135536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811426552301395,0.0,0.6166223976416048,0.0,0.07898344544756401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518342518139802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446416181550452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899996834413182,0.1211328947023658,0.09787937371884366,0.07189204075492373,0.0,0.0,0.1178099440997742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544058821707392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177869787973982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15879087186364124 socialanxiety,cw9595cw,2020/01/25,"Online Bullying Victim (Facebook). Last year I was the victim of a horrible online Bullying Incident. I had about 200 strangers who resorted to name calling and hate-speech on a political post involving legal usage of firearms for self-defense. I had no idea that many people where willing to gang up on me and start ripping me apart. I feel like people are still talking about it but this was eleven months ago. Nobody should even remember me. They should have forgotten about the comment I said.",4.6829837702871435,7.633520494382022,4.707116104868914,78.92811485642947,74.39325842696628,8.000499375780276,30.11360799001249,8.841846274778883,3.0068491885143573,400,18,64,9,9,124,68,89,0.161,0.805,0.034,-0.8481,0,0,0,1,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,6,3,2,0,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,9,12,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,5,2,9,1,11,4,0,12,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,7,45,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204858100756106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25398306637330065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428506542287136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576631555197332,0.17769410966974858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455712431498731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807880245124293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20274968559130785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151783598551714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521750932598176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985354190487788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448787441629947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23821639176513595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817647404256511,0.0,0.2366009834301389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594816044008937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17605370973350604,0.0,0.19863760614421846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19992126885938127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16017518014077775 socialanxiety,iwouldbeanavocado,2020/01/25,"first year in uni does anybody else find that their biggest issue with social anxiety is their inability to actually get close to people. I definitely struggle with little small talk and things like asking the waiter/waitress for something in a restaurant, but it has definitely gotten better by practicing loads, and also i find that i don't worry about any embarrassing situation i may have for too long after, sometimes i find i can even be bubbly too with people i don't know. however, what i find really hard is getting to a stage with people where you are actually comfortable with them and you can let some of your personality shine through (because with people i am close/comfortable with i find i am very outgoing and always involved in the conversation). for context, i have just started my first year in university and i made such an effort to put myself out there and start conversations with people and try get to know people, however at this stage it seems that everyone else has made proper friend groups and is much closer, whereas i'm just kind of someone who floats around but doesn't have any particular friend group. i also am finding it increasingly difficult to socialise as everyone else is now at a stage where they are really good friends and joke around a lot but i'm obviously not at that stage. i guess i was just wondering if anyone else was in the same boat as me and also if anyone has any tips on how to get past this.",12.454686346863468,8.492749025830259,11.612210332103318,60.07683948339486,56.89667896678967,14.825239852398525,42.96715867158672,12.516099999999998,5.20453328413284,1170,43,202,27,10,382,150,271,0.048,0.8029999999999999,0.149,0.9855,2,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,4,4,18,12,0,2,8,0,25,0,0,3,1,50,42,21,0,2,9,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,12,22,0,0,10,1,0,2,4,3,0,2,5,2,26,9,38,34,5,35,0,0,1,0,20,19,0,8,11,146,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.1697506452018381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20866228929829325,0.07237039670033499,0.0,0.0,0.1774385096466126,0.0,0.0665358477327381,0.0,0.0,0.1216302698786688,0.08911644806189035,0.0,0.15485287013463905,0.08131014183860212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053019320698991367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769225632517741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611264974845522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906267291884118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05744634921636702,0.0,0.0,0.1662172060601166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4769629569676707,0.14796224990028015,0.0,0.0,0.20159064641161367,0.0,0.1817639668077228,0.0,0.0,0.07295073461601036,0.0,0.0,0.0958130716958456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791276320623514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907795907865432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057136536767277,0.09559867368289557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893811200345908,0.0,0.04249172634209138,0.08717207532424216,0.0,0.07697038190803793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394326900597402,0.0,0.16459621739618546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06393683503155095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302774196852418,0.3617862291406675,0.07594345581610608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743417465845539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143717729105423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917902429637554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776385383761006,0.0,0.08866034036688436,0.07369386872673322,0.06695781634467453,0.08602077146941775,0.0,0.12312309538490658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092544236012276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990743192093188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05778250836944927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05905050289034226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176371111516837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432097621539616,0.0,0.08832761419975722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201845171351292 socialanxiety,gee_monies22,2020/01/25,"Feeling weird or odd Just interested in some perspective. I’m an extremely sensitive person and I’ve always been kind of different. Prone to depression and anxiety, as it also runs in the family. My parents are pretty socially awkward so the few social skills I have acquired was through a LOT of practice and quite often painful self-reflection. I have/had this tendency to try and fit in and as you know the more you try the more you seem awkward. I’m in my late 20s now and I tried very hard in social situations up until recently when I realized that the people I was trying to be friends with weren’t people I actually liked, just people who appeared cool or had a lot of social capital. I’m drawn to people with a funky sense of humour or behave kind of weirdly, and I used to be so concerned with image that i was ashamed to associate with them and have actually burnt bridges with a lot of good people. I guess my question is am I normal? I’ve had a counselor tell me I’m not on the ASD but I don’t know that could just be their opinion. I’ve taken the online tests too and they say I’m neurotypical, and I’m trying to answer the questions as truthfully as possible, but the subconscious is powerful and maybe I’m answering what I think to be right instead of the honest truth. I’ve accepted that I’m kind of weird, but is it normal to be weird or do I have some sort of disorder? Can having social anxiety make you weird? Are these just peoples opinion of me and not like some objective truth? Also people have said I have a weird walk, is this a determining factor in anything? I feel ridiculous typing that out. Thanks for any thoughts in advance.",4.438555045871559,5.816774449541285,5.637511467889907,78.91204701834863,70.55963302752293,8.997400611620797,29.83295107033639,9.408791572840183,2.74132629969419,1323,53,248,29,24,441,165,327,0.114,0.7609999999999999,0.126,0.8757,4,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,4,3,5,13,28,1,3,18,1,29,1,0,2,3,64,51,29,0,3,13,1,3,2,1,0,1,2,0,1,12,18,0,0,13,0,0,4,4,12,0,0,10,6,27,16,41,35,9,21,0,1,0,0,21,12,0,19,7,170,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.17272093931686403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154230583239896,0.07363673276147631,0.0,0.0,0.0601811086308525,0.0,0.1354001818959557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282562844589112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065778720822337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622248073422556,0.0,0.0,0.09246070442728166,0.10142542104677706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342725351946467,0.0,0.08949365391079711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837269212203792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422722542085594,0.0,0.0,0.09748960731467836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792760795091671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276468545075302,0.09727145776867592,0.0,0.09982865966114643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647049180018887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257113814858083,0.0,0.0,0.05907254653106798,0.0,0.08890729963126796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17341686894144534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416722578692316,0.0,0.09826563163004663,0.0,0.0,0.4294695520238681,0.07727231320935543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976725946831204,0.0,0.09003343470388736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19827416236740786,0.09412763102057944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738027657730063,0.0,0.0,0.07557609754697561,0.08418107198704074,0.07037649965158843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056449761591064,0.0923218462692238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947452421162148,0.0,0.4510585880281333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735042510882897,0.08147630191015473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05670541160671937,0.0,0.07025686580477243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004188382973718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643313871348703,0.0,0.07301943140149984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,akhan944,2020/01/25,"Just online friends :) (19) [Friendship] [Friendship Only] Haii, wanna be friends? (Nice, good people only please. Thanks! XD",4.190714285714281,3.0722617222222226,1.8017460317460312,86.725,154.0,1.0285714285714287,24.793650793650798,3.1291,0.4388317460317461,93,4,11,0,7,25,15,18,0.0,0.35200000000000004,0.648,0.9687,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5484366341608798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976987479171805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5398810678403785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460640229687681,0.0,0.0,0.3896069536642841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267721907433725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,26n_gavin,2020/01/25,"Is seeking professional help for social anxiety worth it? Hello everyboooody, I'm a 21M with severe social anxiety. It's really hard for me to talk to stangers, old friends, extended family, shit I mean I can't even go to the grocery store without freaking out about how I'm gonna give the cashier my credit card. Anyways, Im really determined to tackle my anxiety and was wondering what worked best for y'all. Was seeing a professional on the matter extremely helpful or ehh? Is anxiety medication helpful and if so which one's did you try? Any books you read? Any strategies of your own? Or is all hope lost? PLEASE i need your help. I want to find my voice and get my life back without freaking out most of the time.",3.6806904761904735,5.728533592857147,5.05857142857143,79.57476190476193,73.78571428571428,8.952380952380953,29.523809523809533,9.516144504307137,2.9657380952380947,573,25,107,15,12,191,95,140,0.107,0.6409999999999999,0.252,0.9721,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,5,0,3,6,8,1,0,6,0,7,3,1,1,1,21,20,8,0,4,5,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,2,3,1,3,4,0,1,4,3,14,4,17,15,4,7,0,1,1,0,15,3,1,6,3,64,18,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894991962006504,0.0,0.4263501656656337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713664488735254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621888759018006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09202655914021228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134850655660382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734566067826594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076464898534488,0.0,0.07279449725338145,0.13365862474297124,0.07918480109298352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481286641855277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735615051669226,0.0,0.0,0.13838674174618815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505009767097352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841333599953432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209582847952755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517718891880919,0.0,0.14036093932514146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331188780588964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620404567349984,0.0,0.09441403267135072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529431783805774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936832285848166,0.0,0.17851752332891022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110284633616182,0.0,0.0,0.15740393947269765,0.1430208771570864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840600374945959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198867301003487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124480383139504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459634372986572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218080843677819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26861948748252834,0.15109811179046492,0.10143434933419608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Medium-Positive,2020/01/25,"I’m getting worse :( It’s over guys. It’s just too much. I’ve been struggling with socializing for far too long. Anytime I’m in a social setting I get way too anxious. Tonight I was playing bowling with some high school friends and I thought it was going to be a good time. Boy was I wrong. I went and guess what my score was? 0. I didn’t hit one pin. I know it sounds petty to be complaining about me being bad at a game. But it really feels like I suck at a lot of things. I also know that people were judging me, it was too obvious. There is no way you see a score of 0 and not laugh. I also was a little frustrated too. It’s not even with bowling, it’s literally with any other sport I just can’t do it. And it sucks because all the guys I know play at least some sport. I can’t do anything. For the most part I kind of just want to stay under my bed and let myself starve to death sometimes. I’m completely insane. I just feel like everyone is judging everything that I say. I’ve made stupid decisions and I can’t stop thinking about them. I can’t stop thinking about how much my life sucks. I want it to be over. I want my life to be over.",0.3144364207221386,2.322782555102041,2.245000000000001,95.75057692307692,84.6734693877551,5.401883830455259,20.44348508634223,6.67199483983844,0.14351805337519652,886,27,208,10,26,294,128,245,0.21899999999999997,0.7020000000000001,0.078,-0.9876,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,1,0,17,17,5,1,8,0,23,2,0,2,2,40,48,10,1,3,7,0,2,2,1,0,2,2,1,3,16,10,0,2,9,5,0,2,8,9,0,1,12,5,29,8,26,29,9,22,0,0,1,0,11,11,3,5,7,136,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20400017222823227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673701091260362,0.0,0.0,0.14409293009637916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496113270319783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649724876233577,0.07775207434743643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373164683470745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424424825466947,0.0,0.0,0.12187757588202372,0.11463191423185876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289841980725841,0.1822406272886533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985432651148102,0.0,0.1332771268530029,0.0,0.07248846532564751,0.1069812073558318,0.0,0.0,0.1405084971994627,0.25258513770643465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347614603737264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282160995227707,0.21029112837681674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042646728865254,0.1801818428717544,0.12462701604413665,0.1278365997955863,0.0,0.11287596253148882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084367448214846,0.0,0.12068899755385284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18752490546366046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642982288375275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381220499285733,0.0,0.08842572045803603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171051212626469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014312856167834,0.0,0.12908538115474888,0.10163923891275307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600382383249264,0.0,0.0,0.12614822918395566,0.0,0.0,0.13594919266154448,0.0,0.21327167132521235,0.0,0.1333408587898468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473722083746453,0.1634552110199644,0.0,0.10125886137082203,0.07437426203174434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256933376320977,0.20248332430106855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823826990275126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998230439257602,0.0,0.1394537105255112,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FunkyAmadeus,2020/01/25,"Nobody likes me :( I only have a few friends, but they never reach out to me. I’m always the one who has to initiate the conversation. None of my coworkers like me. Even my own family don’t seem to care much for me. I’m afraid that I’m a bad person or I’m annoying and that’s why nobody likes me. I’m so alone.",-1.9792885375494045,-0.15117633333332847,1.5636100131752322,95.02470355731226,102.18840579710144,5.407641633728591,13.519104084321475,6.980632752743323,-0.2328666666666664,239,5,58,5,11,86,48,69,0.185,0.625,0.19,0.1064,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,2,8,1,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,10,4,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,9,5,6,10,4,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,4,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29713001241267106,0.0,0.0,0.2387142522857738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395399524184387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925019925843681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18948717880482516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704529885738432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22164937884393007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4204777565646719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108960909980048,0.0,0.2212661326554312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19440310338261305,0.21819166679028765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25050001240431985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611725573357112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588722899451722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Fruitcerea1,2020/01/25,"Being kind of pretty with a crippling social anxiety I don’t mean to come off as self-sufficient, I only say that I’m pretty because I hear about it quite a lot. It’s not a thing I’m somehow proud of - especially in this context - I’d just like to hear stories similar to mine. Years ago I developed a social fobia that has ruined many of my plans, disrupted all areas of my life and completely remolded my selfperception. The thing is that I still know that I’m perceived pretty - but I’m also super shy, can’t have a normal conversation, hate eye contact and have all sorts of awkward mannerisms. In almost all situations I avoid new people. I’ve started wondering whether this behavior comes off as being somehow arrogant because I look a certain way. I’ve noticed that especially other women tend to treat me really cold, and I wonder whether they realize that I’m actually just too shy to initiate normal interaction. I’d really like some female friends but I don’t know how to proceed with it. Obviously this is just one of the possible solutions, maybe people just spot my awkwardness as it is and want nothing to do with it... But if you guys have similar experiences or thoughts, I’d love to hear them.",5.566672077922078,6.8401440086580125,7.051014610389612,70.22509334415585,67.78787878787878,10.62348484848485,33.91801948051948,10.686352973137794,4.0611577922077915,970,45,166,28,16,333,132,231,0.1,0.743,0.157,0.9301,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,2,4,11,14,1,3,8,0,13,3,1,1,5,45,35,16,0,4,12,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,0,2,17,9,0,1,8,0,0,2,4,5,0,1,1,7,18,9,25,32,5,14,0,1,2,1,16,5,0,10,8,109,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.1136299242179572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321819793644227,0.0,0.11659915463729807,0.0,0.0,0.09311807560208232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907728541071494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196308676059685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20060776074049885,0.12208650085268773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390194704049635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996226925505525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529520633245385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496168925451244,0.0,0.0,0.3937134659274513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125570858135545,0.1279862003824303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224594265480993,0.11377468729856086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778137607423676,0.0,0.0,0.0989942399757768,0.1050928307768845,0.0,0.0,0.11805321477063113,0.1169809492639531,0.1268387253414013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112459745282649,0.0,0.0,0.228175526995966,0.11172857986120922,0.1325692061414971,0.0,0.0,0.07890364692986332,0.08855886526448843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16145148963046727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127008430657255,0.0,0.3553880289077229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384966897455932,0.0,0.0,0.1491905729794356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259880537662513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147368392883133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13088491404099578,0.0,0.23739450875249515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241776036510616,0.0,0.09299018264070584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15471686812941554,0.0,0.0,0.09244139556862653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868010305076096,0.09242569402997038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525512728808917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074984387623886 socialanxiety,NFnewALT,2020/01/25,"I keep asking the girl next to me to be my partner but I'm not sure if im being annoying So I got put in a class where I dont know anyone, it's a very group/partner type of class where we do atleast one partner or group activity a day So since I dont know anyone I asked the girl next to me to be my partner and she said yes The same day we had another partner activity and SHE asked me to be her partner and I said yes obviously. Then we had another group activity the next day and I asked to be her partner, she said yes but then 2 of her friends wanted to be her partner so we merged groups Am I being annoying, maybe she wants to be partners with her friends but doesnt want to say no to me because she feels bad? Should I find other people to be my partner? Or should I keep being with her? My anxiety is killing me for this and idk what to do",1.1460483870967728,2.5812652580645192,3.40826612903226,91.33239919354841,79.21505376344086,6.585483870967742,24.528225806451612,7.413659706084162,0.9183774193548389,662,24,157,9,16,228,82,186,0.145,0.76,0.095,-0.8301,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,4,0,0,0,5,7,3,0,7,3,21,0,0,0,2,32,38,16,1,6,7,0,1,0,11,2,0,4,0,11,4,11,0,2,4,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,6,5,34,3,18,20,1,12,0,0,0,0,39,3,0,3,8,106,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25173095919447896,0.09182521792530156,0.0,0.0,0.16786028011222856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4488600805903982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022287025852404,0.07317124292144317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322348271998726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813564877992203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060692490646764186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970834760077446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18547500502089684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600167050495244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296566634401674,0.0,0.0,0.21338239171911455,0.13279916612255027,0.0,0.13193442848376594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058967793801932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38297062905952506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133773431721822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321604184122856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066671449623913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425377354220409,0.0954553727600279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929286397378967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313005338346817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990401210299202,0.2123964173590439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,OldBabyGay,2020/01/25,"Is it possible to overcome social anxiety when you have autism? My social anxiety comes from genuinely being unable to interact with people in a normal way. Sometimes I can fake it if I have enough energy to do so, but it's mostly a disaster. Normally the advice for social anxiety is to keep putting yourself in social situations and building up confidence talking with people by practice, but like... I'm 29, I've been working on this for as long as I can remember, and it's not getting better. I think my brain is just broken, which means I'll keep getting anxiety because I keep having bad experiences when I push myself out of my comfort zone. It's hard not to feel down about the prospect of never getting better. Like other people in this sub I struggle with not having friends, no relationship, not being able to talk to people at work, being an agoraphobe... it's pretty rough and I don't know how to cope with the possibility that things may never improve.",6.13201465201465,7.189292769230776,7.182142857142857,70.58369047619047,66.36263736263737,9.802930402930404,33.298534798534796,9.928628108626363,3.5561413919413924,772,33,126,17,12,260,112,182,0.21100000000000002,0.698,0.091,-0.9705,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,4,7,9,0,1,6,0,16,1,1,1,2,32,28,12,0,3,8,0,3,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,12,9,0,3,5,0,0,3,8,3,0,0,1,3,13,6,29,23,2,17,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,3,7,96,25,2,0.10937063347942162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687571722794732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33467294100467737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131991054090463,0.06667132302753707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193458874804586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209379800321313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421311640479883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300910099744504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698546612203047,0.0,0.0,0.05530107850703676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449948012061441,0.0,0.17142492565971454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979746050158226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916409329407004,0.0,0.0,0.060107239871122015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686593398791604,0.0,0.0,0.09678956893616553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913668295897885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687067500500226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143199984511607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032953048304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465979120167936,0.0,0.1112692537010638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994769501848543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742312953993983,0.12389560720139325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293717448077787,0.0,0.4459583498544812,0.0,0.0,0.10817035311100467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433793302313608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17581594460959105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266098905175533,0.07008028574099127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681331807201616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924624754195374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LostintheSauce229,2020/01/25,I’m POS I don’t have any friends I’m obsessing about why people I went to middle school with aren’t following me back on Instagram .......,1.2355952380952395,3.4985608928571463,3.2214285714285715,88.59023809523809,82.92857142857143,8.019047619047619,23.619047619047624,8.841846274778883,1.925533333333334,107,4,23,3,3,36,23,28,0.091,0.792,0.11699999999999999,0.1779,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,4,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,11,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094559902389591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499125822084263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515777563306912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154808841004079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4605443977181343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4218446141032561,0.41062032002894666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bozoxd,2020/01/25,"What the fuck do I even say ? In case I’m able to talk to someone, what do I even say ? Talking about the weather and shit, and I also have questions about ppl in case I meet someone. But when I ask them all the questions, and they ask me questions and we talk about daily stuff, what now ? I have literally nothing to talk about at this point. What now ? What’s the fucking point ?",1.2437987012987008,3.4228096623376665,2.1092045454545456,97.08380681818184,82.24675324675323,4.36948051948052,22.61201298701299,5.148860815047168,-0.09037532467532428,292,10,65,1,8,91,42,77,0.107,0.893,0.0,-0.8426,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,2,0,10,3,3,0,4,0,4,3,1,0,1,10,9,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,7,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,10,0,10,9,1,8,0,0,0,2,15,5,3,3,3,47,17,0,0.15043038574861692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029912513416753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812642081311312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19871570208840847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781409352433087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434201225573728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844106758602628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5055493789486356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23925656116175034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15441462922822527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549183553595003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17220680152770002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4836409834520072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Eri_the_catgirl,2020/01/25,"Better late then never, I guess So my university was hosting an event for people to learn how to build resumes, write cover letters, and practice interview skills. Plus they were giving out free milkshakes to anyone who attended the event. I decided that it would be good to go to this event since I really need to get a job soon, so I marked it one my calendar and even told my parents about it. The day comes and the event starts at 5:30pm. However I got super anxious decided that I didn't want to go. However I eventually told myself to stop being a little bitch and stick to my commitment. However by the time I decided to finally head down there it was 6pm. This made me more anxious knowing that I would be late. Excuses and thoughts about going back home were rushing through my head. I could barely breathe, my whole body was heavy, my heart was beating a mile a minute, I was dehydrated, and I felt like I was going to pass out. However I still managed to get my butt to the event at 6:30. Eventhough I was a hour late the event was still in full swing. It took me about 30 minutes to get through all the stations and I nearly had a panic attack at the mock interview station. However, I finished just in time because they used up the last if their icecream to make my milkshake. Not sure if I should feel proud for sticking it out despite how awful I was feeling or if I should feel pathetic because I had to use so much energy force myself to go. However, I am happy that I don't have to lie about it to my parents when they call to ask about it. I'm glad that I just got there late instead of never for that reason.",4.249959742351049,5.3642007592592575,5.127369833601718,83.39229468599036,70.7283950617284,8.3508319914117,29.51905528717123,8.716276077567194,2.2221601180891035,1282,50,255,22,23,418,172,324,0.087,0.8029999999999999,0.111,0.8346,9,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,4,5,21,13,3,1,16,1,25,6,6,7,5,51,56,19,0,10,7,2,4,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,17,12,0,1,11,0,1,10,5,4,0,1,22,4,42,10,44,26,5,51,0,0,0,1,17,14,2,5,28,181,59,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258476517034457,0.0,0.06989279543232373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344701965666384,0.11371639133013367,0.0,0.0768613534713708,0.0,0.12186665504473278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840452270391808,0.0,0.11103054624380806,0.0,0.0,0.10206805694918566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861047661589881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980814401088339,0.0,0.0,0.06446449097979823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660211629575201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516249524979847,0.0,0.09597513263160376,0.10949884881037272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667142433046402,0.09588859919655343,0.2840415150561839,0.0838398332296844,0.15989071657161325,0.0,0.11011475065311424,0.0,0.0,0.10640690261047124,0.0,0.0,0.20517101531371745,0.0,0.0,0.11845043621020004,0.0,0.0,0.10026579123722117,0.0,0.09843826639821948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919266087969658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0549341751028368,0.08147892200398495,0.45102686406930104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04883431632202473,0.1001839432589616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458245684139052,0.06672258624159685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07348046067657593,0.07411741831930825,0.15418718557281616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06773397043971555,0.0,0.0,0.11727890349751605,0.2219825440426036,0.0,0.0,0.06929813038805922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403550566589017,0.10277323331860994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268609852157707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707506225819939,0.0,0.15965280509196436,0.08356916975637006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420901327094333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935530230202313,0.11657235657440693,0.0,0.0,0.19102786160190136,0.11105675803279276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17266283541185862,0.0,0.0,0.05895768130935643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159927813516407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420142607403907,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Cd_olin,2020/01/25,"Message high school bully? I am extremely tempted to message my high school bully via Instagram, but I don't know what to say and I am very nervous. Help!!!!",1.4740000000000002,4.165619400000004,3.068333333333332,86.4225,88.33333333333334,5.666666666666668,27.5,7.1686216300943375,1.865,122,6,22,2,4,40,22,30,0.26899999999999996,0.731,0.0,-0.8155,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,12,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056152418177812,0.6482190779546083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16858766712730822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24394843398076105,0.0,0.6209164438964792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25310971743050376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ehomie16,2020/01/25,"Stood up for myself for the first time ever I’m at a board game club right now, and we were playing a game I’ve never played for the first time and I made a mistake. Someone made a comment implying I was stupid and instead of letting it happen I sat up straight and demanded he repeat himself. He went silent and I asked him again. He went into the corner and went on his phone in shame. I’m so happy cause I’ve never ever stood up for myself before, I don’t know exactly why I suddenly had the bravery to do it but I did! I’m still playing the game rn but I wanted to take some time to share this small victory here.",1.0462477980035203,3.0319677175572544,3.0224427480916027,91.34127422196129,81.74809160305344,5.55748678802114,21.52730475631239,6.67199483983844,0.43749512624779774,485,15,104,5,13,163,79,131,0.07200000000000001,0.825,0.10300000000000001,0.5887,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,2,8,8,1,1,9,0,7,0,0,3,5,22,23,9,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,1,7,0,3,3,3,0,2,12,0,14,5,15,10,1,28,0,0,0,0,14,11,0,1,14,69,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16360755662157275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489177356531125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17977999672901598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166069969520545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977210669053675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475776765905142,0.18629779106633487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617905628899147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17895611625306032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33119097259474256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26995177359973244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14945468911053253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828253312242695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976050517633493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158319122237674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061432857703352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322343311255414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4866986436299437,0.15791624540062224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,iamtheopnow555,2020/01/25,"i went to my office holiday party today or at least i went to the venue. I've been dreading the party since my coworker announced it was being held a month late this year a couple weeks ago. Various coworkers have asked me if i was coming - to which id avoid making definite replies until a few of them basically told me i was going and I knew it wouldnt look great if i didnt go so i finally agreed to go. I of course googled the location and everything days ago and then today immediately after work I go home and ordered an uber to take me to where the party was. I go through the trouble of making small talk with the driver and work on ignoring the voice of reason in my head thats telling me all the way the party will be awkward and terrible. I finally get to the venue and walk in and see three tables full of groups of people - none of which are my coworkers and by that point my resolve snaps like a twig in a hurricane and i turn around and walk out. Then i awkwardly mill about the entry area for what feels like a lifetime (probably 1.5 minutes) while fiddling with my phone and considering pretending to make a phone call (like why?) even though theres no one around before finally deciding to call it quits and ordering another uber (same driver as before, you can imagine how fun that conversation was). I finally get back home, hoping none of my coworkers saw me walk in or standing out front (side note what kind of devil place has windows that are mirrors on the outside so people hoping to avoid their coworkers cant tell if said coworkers can see them leaving plain as day) and then immediately take a 2.5 hour stress nap and then proceed to go over in my head all the tedious and outright terrible conversations I'll have to have on monday while feeling generally shit because im so messed up i cant even walk into a restaurant/bar more than 10 feet without completely spinning out for no reason. tldr: I thought i mostly grew out of social anxiety but it turns out it had just been so long that i fooled myself into thinking i had",7.297421718066878,6.541586091811419,7.676419709322939,74.20679073614559,64.01240694789081,11.050880302493207,34.82323053290795,10.398101306919678,3.4783374453503484,1637,63,310,34,21,539,219,403,0.091,0.8420000000000001,0.067,-0.8611,0,2,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,3,4,15,23,1,6,23,0,24,4,4,6,2,62,57,37,0,6,8,0,2,3,0,2,0,2,3,0,15,28,0,4,10,3,0,15,9,14,0,2,18,8,37,9,55,35,11,73,1,0,4,0,18,27,1,8,30,209,52,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557586535005033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212501187408174,0.06720984434157819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642150287768508,0.08213379948678685,0.0,0.0,0.06755608704798789,0.0,0.05355639723099356,0.0,0.14951851482569367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942225133067766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568044036656098,0.0921156800039854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721134704763902,0.0,0.11332011648110288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605654156035453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895959542528952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884559037779848,0.06276457257643807,0.0,0.3849692167933704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180260214858543,0.0,0.29958462790055324,0.0,0.0,0.09686190298153084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18033186177784796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17625410469203098,0.1745222987246363,0.0865207779112055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948999018412449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148883760551113,0.0,0.0,0.09910575573391373,0.09302715744945404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287664805021358,0.0,0.0,0.07775007854007795,0.07377718163674814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17593432748552168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012607644136239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05953371618463193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181702031833998,0.0,0.09179115515583933,0.0,0.08305262009063581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472397250489208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934460107889059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18066185885892014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357147923337005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002022451885207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018324997075117,0.07267565580227273,0.0,0.0,0.08955845425258879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006391177467921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321140376014294,0.07061558209340264,0.15358059224216086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05629478238576231,0.08631838834823627,0.06974810444928868,0.0,0.0,0.16655503721720666,0.08395047877849239,0.0,0.0,0.19112489520761825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973625745637531,0.07047304050809541,0.0,0.0,0.16288737770572326,0.07927666364116287,0.0,0.0,0.08469035733868596,0.0,0.12792089467580295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05657658960994477 socialanxiety,thisisvunfortunate,2020/01/25,depression do you guys feel like your social anxiety caused your depression?,6.690000000000001,10.627188000000004,5.433333333333334,66.79500000000002,85.66666666666666,12.4,31.0,10.125756701596842,6.0282,64,3,8,3,2,19,10,12,0.46399999999999997,0.408,0.128,-0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27690947895871065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718474913836301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6235361616064476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830251682644912,0.2585946338586556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584116350734288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17684244211793754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.368987387880172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,earringthrwy,2020/01/25,"How many of you feel your anxiety is worse due to your appearance? I am a below average looking guy, and I feel that my horrible anxiety is made worse by my appearance. I think if I was even remotely normal looking that I wouldn't feel so socially anxious, because I would possible be accepted for who I am. Constant social rejection, and therefore isolation is all I know. &#x200B; How many of you can relate to this?",6.442784810126582,7.2601287215189885,7.599848101265824,68.71698734177215,65.58227848101265,12.395949367088607,39.85063291139241,11.979248473330829,5.507392911392406,335,19,56,12,5,114,53,79,0.261,0.7140000000000001,0.025,-0.9574,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,4,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,10,0,0,4,1,19,20,6,0,4,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,6,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,5,14,1,7,15,1,5,0,1,2,0,8,1,0,3,2,44,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898032756007265,0.21285818531599107,0.0,0.0,0.26801853679487914,0.19789917743954888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678574963590784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18930317597179253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570218901413802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26572296105219184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17345192075740393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627222584936612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29420767842633794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657559002092316,0.0,0.3552022240110856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17163542477716492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19748477829430988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571400306240664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224579785914038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3570389068191244,0.12444010452724208,0.0,0.21285818531599107,0.0 socialanxiety,Tdog666hs,2020/01/25,"How do you guys handle buying alcohol? Im always worried ill look nervous when buying alcohol and theyll think im using a fake id so that makes me nervous. Its like a cycle. Plus ive been told i dont look like my id and im young, 25. How do you guys do it without shaking?",-2.430476190476192,-0.7110323809523766,1.4765238095238118,95.69764285714287,102.96825396825398,3.7898412698412702,17.411111111111108,5.6839178017228535,-0.36148126984127016,212,7,50,2,10,78,41,63,0.2,0.696,0.10300000000000001,-0.7304,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,1,0,4,6,0,3,2,0,7,3,0,4,0,9,13,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,3,2,0,1,0,2,1,2,4,0,0,2,2,7,2,2,10,0,3,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,4,25,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3948120392179294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536991254162792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21648664412625696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657972283694523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5985773317614007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18048653797629627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102310797811435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329985860925613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183590287547701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17650476137613275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595359562073078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806034617581995,0.0,0.0,0.18758881630596846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,HipsterWhoMissedOut,2020/01/25,"Anyone else socially anxious even when drunk? I’m drunk right now, at an event where networking is encouraged. Everyone is mingling. I’m alone. My only friend got into some drama and stormed out. It’s hard to talk to new people even with the alcohol in my system. I just have so many excuses to not approach people. I wish I weren’t like this.",1.8786940298507453,4.536826328358213,3.3508768656716437,85.95527052238809,84.22388059701494,6.932089552238806,23.30037313432836,8.07648339933343,1.7048522388059704,272,10,51,6,8,89,55,67,0.174,0.7120000000000001,0.114,-0.3089,1,1,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,0,0,8,8,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,5,3,8,6,1,12,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,5,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24607178070956534,0.0,0.23847397382175994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601217761812377,0.0,0.16099913329185678,0.2359227010566615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19234788986926146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041615362308247,0.0,0.0,0.22001781415570126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778938712344719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18415536701754587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062625917231059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249060155791453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23344168128620216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223810005242712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17511874149558074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192586263637641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19663588119988798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23471522295672856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18506965348604215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26478103728598323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Geralment,2020/01/25,"Social Insecurity Hi, I'm a portuguese speaker, and my english isn't the best, sorry for any language mistakes. I feel an urgent urge to share this thought with someone, and since I don't have someone to share it with, and I am without a psychologist because I finished my school, I will speak here. Last year I was a very outgoing person, I talked to anyone, I was crazy and always very excited. Now, I feel here, uncomfortable around people, and I don't have a good posture around them, I would like to change that. I distanced myself from my high school friends due to a fight I had with them, I realized that they were not good company for X reasons that you can imagine by the distancing between people. I feel lonely, I'd like to establish bonds with people, I know some people, but I don't feel adequate to try to get close to them, not even know how to do that. I would like to improve my charisma, I wanted to go back to the last year, more outgoing, more social. That's my outburst, I'm changing, and I'm not enjoying the result of what I'm becoming, I want to learn to get better. Thanks for reading.",7.257011207970109,6.098237739726031,7.530709838107097,76.53138231631381,64.29680365296804,10.338065587380656,35.89082606890826,9.339509955726095,3.1369050228310518,871,35,170,13,11,285,118,219,0.10300000000000001,0.736,0.161,0.9079,0,2,0,0,1,0,32.0,0,1,4,2,8,17,1,1,10,0,16,0,0,3,0,37,33,8,0,5,5,0,4,3,1,3,0,2,0,1,8,13,0,0,11,1,0,1,8,4,0,0,5,6,31,13,29,25,4,13,0,1,0,0,15,4,0,1,11,114,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343156841774284,0.0,0.0,0.08453154046052545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691682064916624,0.0,0.0,0.22131528860253746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558273400284856,0.0,0.07577506475537381,0.13728490798929355,0.0,0.0,0.13045024000349725,0.10993751211270056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26299603548763617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210216152227766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25140900852871656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603759588347127,0.0,0.12988827632518904,0.0,0.07064529403452133,0.20852197148521506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313348675524378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662935687116542,0.20265003872581014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18218716909367247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34470924409332804,0.1085381745059171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433845904183187,0.0,0.0,0.12780605830164532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25160622910881125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282623195888768,0.0,0.0,0.25342622062911313,0.21064614186761765,0.0,0.0,0.13914906944337938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991150604823333,0.0,0.11444317773769574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868414240812398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084394813463504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20512899015476346,0.14663640738816738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982541103009185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17660515585398853,0.0,0.0,0.1600964576777317 socialanxiety,Late-Chemistry,2020/01/26,"I'm finally bonding with my coworkers after months Recently, i decided to stop giving a shit and try as hard as i could to be social. I started forcing myself to talk to others and never let the conversation die. I also force myself to sit with strangers at lunch and talk, like a neurotypical would. Things have gotten so much better at work since then.. The funny thing is, I'm not even the only one suffering.. Everyone i work with is insane. One is depressed/suicidal, one is a sex addict, one has low self esteem and is afraid of puke, another is dependent and three are narcissists. I've learned all this by, you guessed it, talking. At the end of the day, we're all a bunch of pill poppers trying to survive. None of them understand social anxiety, but I've earned their respect and I'm part of the team now.",4.291434599156118,5.843607278481013,5.452594936708863,79.42146624472574,71.15189873417722,8.810970464135021,28.989451476793253,9.2995712137729,2.630390717299577,642,25,119,14,12,213,106,158,0.09300000000000001,0.8320000000000001,0.075,0.0359,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,2,6,4,7,1,1,10,0,13,5,1,1,3,22,21,12,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,9,1,1,3,1,0,0,3,4,0,5,1,1,11,3,21,16,6,16,0,2,0,1,12,4,1,2,12,85,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15680119228971612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502465921651152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508233573393549,0.11003324899113674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721021590222112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484040544375995,0.0,0.0,0.0927615642814106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927784187528967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273949643175217,0.0,0.0,0.09500154672029727,0.0,0.0,0.1374403411412824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575640224297578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797947246667838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15845027806457562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884775298716028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14708085575443974,0.0,0.07027043111321274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148075866777514,0.0,0.10573514772053187,0.0,0.11093428574782904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3898648051031896,0.10939286740823656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155759101081008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201953933758632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15005109381121706,0.0,0.1476443829929063,0.11898165527424953,0.0,0.0,0.2932429852375116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018070308915668,0.0,0.0,0.12025235590131235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573319554429056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468269568211432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911149357046422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19530881198610925,0.0,0.0,0.14973712755458862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20942693429694514,0.0,0.0,0.10217613430528004,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Sucker4Vilains,2020/01/26,"Afraid of peer pressure.. Gonna cry myself to sleep tonight hello to one of my favourite sub on this website. First of all i'm sorry for the lame title, don't know how to describe my situation atm. I'm 22F in my 4th year of university and tomorrow my school is making us go through a 2 weeks competition which is worth 50% of my grades of the year. I'm going to have to work with 10 people i don't know and the idea of that filled with anxiety for the entire day. We already have a groupchat and i got to look up all the people in the group and none of them seem like people i'd be friend with. They all seem really cool and into partying and I'm really nervous of not fitting in. My main pressure is that everyone on the groupchat has been discussing about having drinks tomorrow night and i know i'll be the looser who won't be able to go. I still leave my very strict parents and i'm just trying to survive in my toxic house and i feel like most people my age can't understand that i just can't go out at night during the week. I have to think of an excuse of why i won't be able to stay late every day and i'm a terrible liar. They're going to think i'm a sort of a freak/looser and leave me out of the group for the next two weeks....",3.150823970037454,3.631870093632962,4.558295880149816,88.80163857677904,72.78277153558051,7.731086142322098,24.19662921348315,7.793537801064563,0.9458449438202248,973,25,224,12,18,325,138,267,0.087,0.8490000000000001,0.065,-0.5719,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,2,0,2,3,5,11,1,4,17,1,19,2,1,2,3,38,44,12,0,0,3,1,1,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,18,1,0,10,1,2,6,8,7,0,3,2,3,23,4,43,35,6,36,0,1,1,0,12,12,0,4,19,133,29,3,0.2299992266853589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690493297018648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797438943936617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263216752911029,0.14833047385077144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126558402657764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968921341338606,0.10988705874909208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05814725985782065,0.08215574675001945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781861236170344,0.0,0.0,0.08884841599967913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32678465214887104,0.0,0.09197569620474888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269411365380934,0.0,0.12982056566283948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896023399802824,0.0,0.12972457288112346,0.2435359717931265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236600444878067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657071181512764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676313489287091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223033934321082,0.21583869366930086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792671421438561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769346133035345,0.0,0.0,0.3189050083604814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473433940814307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638574823913128,0.0,0.20938265780751394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292643836920907,0.1150826646881067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287326519801127,0.0,0.12257428663786052,0.09183883976652027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737421749824373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807718868680302,0.0,0.11233791213842652,0.119718653168921,0.13833037532231796,0.0,0.0,0.09488672474151978,0.0,0.0,0.2767372594612603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376926399614897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372108815225518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481119611645155 socialanxiety,elaowkf,2020/01/26,"Why can't people hear me when I speak in loud settings? I've put myself out of my comfort zone several times this year in an attempt to get over my social anxiety. For example, going to a (loud) restaurant/bar with friends. The problem is that for some reason no one can hear me when I speak. I always have to repeat myself several times for anyone to understand. I can hear others just fine. I don't understand why this is. I do have a minor lisp but this is more of a volume/projection issue. I have to yell for anyone to even hear me. Conversations with people in quiet settings (eg, at work) are fine volume wise. Anyone else experience this before?",3.3681603435934164,5.387412401574808,4.893829634931997,80.53998568360775,74.59055118110236,7.452827487473158,24.14387974230494,8.296473431620573,1.6661086614173226,513,16,93,9,11,172,76,127,0.04,0.862,0.099,0.797,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,5,0,12,0,0,1,0,10,20,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,10,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,10,14,5,20,20,2,16,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,6,66,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370077200562215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453414100500334,0.0,0.0,0.2866390723624318,0.1400104104029177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627604307646533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415055388952408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025367488106174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336664239124135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557268888558674,0.0,0.07139211711943919,0.0,0.07765931226961219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6160418079358931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142623365704677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259515392667296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18946685122567708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075217409426584,0.0,0.13736739898642514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049528319247495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087431304808949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929382186113282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15935925844195273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28450749476163106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24660428890012664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948022475372817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799581748487205 socialanxiety,gmendez20,2020/01/26,"Could I have been cursed as a child since I was mute and is why I can’t socialize or feel comfortable around people? As a kid I would be too scared to talk at school and a lot of the times I wouldn’t know what to talk about either. I wasn’t abused sexually or physically, so it doesn’t make sense why I turned out like this. To explain it, my mind goes blank and I feel like I don’t think normally because I do things without thinking such as getting confused easily, not remembering things, and saying stupid things in conversations just so I wouldn’t be quiet the whole time. When I would be bullied, it never crossed my mind to ask for help and I would just accept it as if it were normal if that makes sense. When I drive I do quite a few dumb mistakes without thinking and I try to make sure to be careful but I still make them and I feel I’m just naturally stupid. I’ve been to multiple therapists and none of them really helped since it was just talking about my problems. Do I need to be admitted into a mental facility or do you guys think I could be cursed? Because I’m not just shy I legit cannot talk to people especially in groups and I feel like I am better off alone. I don’t think I function normally in society and being cursed does make more sense. Someone please help me!",3.1525511497374623,4.7077689771863165,4.2349701249321035,87.00622306717364,74.05703422053233,7.595075140322287,24.69110990403766,8.269060116576782,1.3497794314684044,1023,32,217,17,21,333,134,263,0.099,0.775,0.126,0.6106,0,1,0,0,1,0,16.0,0,1,2,2,15,15,3,2,7,0,32,0,0,5,2,67,56,24,0,15,16,0,4,3,0,5,0,2,0,3,12,13,0,0,14,0,0,2,14,7,0,0,6,6,32,8,28,36,6,16,0,0,0,0,20,8,1,7,9,148,44,1,0.0,0.11368482338971052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937505604414526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541566470203447,0.08970011090039645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698021523571782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485980098427437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782721600578434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532162158800438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396631673465102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940604077662764,0.13709311284517384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05012981041378607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500538738750824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929393855835357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052731500876655985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062867727376313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157308891847022,0.0,0.0,0.32023618342362536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669483095086072,0.0,0.19376389194337332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114556106037273,0.07400240101887154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28203129632413776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13303902048107258,0.0,0.0,0.10532406741697856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181100047180367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205442318923724,0.0,0.0,0.0614678989324375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086924193119191,0.0,0.0,0.07630313224870322,0.09606248856140576,0.09710632030079773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874133245891395,0.0,0.0,0.09780873804355852,0.0812979543263932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662563436974923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043155115346602,0.0,0.0,0.3084832594938348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140511334295068,0.1912343512743204,0.3074037883714924,0.0,0.0,0.1118982001894074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514361601412433,0.10436582992065288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731595412573049,0.10712452533968586,0.0,0.18498436680008815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20447995534776453,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Lol_xD12,2020/01/26,"I'm wasting my life I'm a 15 year old girl and I hardly do anything fun. I never even had a boyfriend, while most of my friends already had sex. I've never been to a concert and I'm hardly invited to partys. When I am, I just sit in some corner, because I'm too insecure to dance or drink too much. It all just hit me now, because my extroverted friend, who has adopted me, always makes fun of me and calls me weird, because I act different around her than around others and lately she kind of avoids me. When we meet new people, she always tells them I don't talk or that I'm shy right away which makes it really hard for me to even try. I'm pissed at her, but there is nothing I can do because at school, I would be all alone withoit her and I'm not good at confronting people. I do have other friends, but only because of her and a few months ago I also lost a really good friend who didn't go to my school because I wasn't feeling good and didn't text talk to her anymore. I want to change that, but I can't because of her and mostly because of myself.",4.472912820512821,4.023029706666674,5.477333333333334,86.61969230769233,69.71111111111111,7.989743589743591,28.41880341880341,7.010146845296331,1.3018239316239308,824,25,184,6,13,273,120,225,0.128,0.78,0.091,-0.6243,1,2,1,0,1,0,21.0,1,0,1,1,13,16,2,2,5,0,18,4,1,2,4,32,32,17,0,2,8,0,4,0,4,1,1,1,0,1,9,11,1,1,1,3,0,3,8,6,0,0,7,5,34,10,22,22,7,25,0,1,0,1,22,9,1,5,12,123,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241365986533136,0.0,0.0,0.1079742762706649,0.11504536166106726,0.08337078478451933,0.1734930673395023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339058829821483,0.0,0.0,0.08579102566195425,0.18561387425598966,0.0,0.0,0.09794877090332034,0.0,0.0,0.5084114497486069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645358401670868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102854515136877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892180178214217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212788095205456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771574825369992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05271325852647985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221812710494833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05924916803759717,0.2623264613072736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801696181696517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856306381619976,0.0,0.0,0.11760149943850047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363671059715007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138040529876331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391788705024151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321344888772231,0.0,0.07663767321557444,0.0,0.1608120993411993,0.10068783273558037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003320328153938,0.0,0.10939559044561767,0.0,0.0,0.07928881743945536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455128403470505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357379940817318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903117024112353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21101844010288207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675886183685071,0.09112138744405196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078068755658902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614908980173937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405807208039816,0.0,0.0,0.06713527102411658 socialanxiety,flamingo_clouds,2020/01/26,"How am I supposed to get better when I can’t even escape social anxiety in my sleep? I haven’t gone a single night in my life where I didn’t have socially anxious dreams/nightmares It doesn’t seem to matter what thoughts I have or what I do/read before bedtime, my dreams will always include me being on the verge of a panic attack",5.494411764705879,5.459361382352946,6.137058823529415,81.34176470588238,67.52941176470588,7.976470588235292,28.764705882352942,7.1686216300943375,1.6099,266,8,51,2,4,87,51,68,0.157,0.713,0.13,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,1,3,0,9,2,1,1,0,5,13,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,0,10,1,6,8,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,2,37,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20523487531436335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886887047186901,0.2786474391100858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28060314986661145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20988335243375397,0.0,0.0,0.21814434351119166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16291183766071424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288658994743855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17421815579976144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23146692916069606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893938978310232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467195318470385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245434310145817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468309137915699,0.5028629033462878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19581475919262864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,apprehensiveabtthis,2020/01/26,"Guest makes me feel like shit about myself. I work at a hotel and this woman checking in just said ""wow, you seem like the bashful type! I was never shy! Just all out there!"" Good for you, cunt. I know I'm not alone in experiences like this, how do you cope?",-1.0674423480083846,0.9192955471698134,0.5104402515723301,101.89174004192871,102.96226415094341,3.110272536687632,11.549266247379455,5.033348758259628,-1.6292457023060802,196,3,46,1,9,62,43,53,0.128,0.633,0.239,0.7056,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,1,5,7,2,0,2,0,2,1,1,2,2,12,8,2,0,0,3,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,8,5,6,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,6,4,2,1,4,28,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226035862125367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046912163645589,0.0,0.0,0.157495718692871,0.2225243014164756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612580826320476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17118351391542164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4565261889531712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20791805372483865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24023573829654965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962927057632572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28356342374388416,0.0,0.0,0.319733949829244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22676413266127785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ks788,2020/01/26,DAE feel like compliments are a joke or a lie? I was going to my dining fall today and someone stopped me and said I was “cute” and I can’t stop thinking if it was a joke or if he was making fun of me or something. Because how could someone find me cute I look the way I do.,0.8847540983606592,2.0161191147540976,3.095868852459017,94.59626229508196,79.1639344262295,5.5357377049180325,23.67540983606557,5.6839178017228535,0.2364793442622952,210,7,51,1,5,72,42,61,0.062,0.652,0.28600000000000003,0.93,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,4,0,8,1,0,2,0,16,14,9,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,2,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,3,9,7,2,8,0,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,5,4,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16635988434693727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178918195911888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379885775011804,0.194962834969388,0.0,0.0,0.24942952026047746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15509776181886906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13332722084661694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22917081878370985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821656912862048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25959441521059146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4624617334522335,0.21009500756269456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4563203088009981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17486600987438525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586812982335882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21661867349279154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AnnabelleComesHome66,2020/01/26,"Does anyone else constantly think about changing their appearance to avoid being recognised when out? I'm constantly looking at new hairstyles, new hair colour, glasses, clothes style and hate being recognised whenever I go food shopping or just out anywhere...",10.10211382113821,12.867638073170733,7.008292682926832,69.15845528455284,58.512195121951216,9.369105691056909,45.3739837398374,9.725611199111238,5.336652032520323,215,13,26,4,3,60,35,41,0.138,0.862,0.0,-0.7096,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,8,8,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,5,6,0,10,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,2,5,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17266372720648948,0.25301560365061865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26122605146315275,0.0,0.0,0.5337012145643334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21609577626095766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062837414467613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985965697819045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403396912875441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437986489325211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20736444925478464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4769855790567917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822692445501346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Awkward_enigma,2020/01/26,"My Social Anxiety extends to Social Media My anxiety is so bad I never write anything on social media. (This is the first time I've posted something on here) Like if someone comments on my post I wont reply, if I do try to reply I typically delete it soon after. I dont post pictures, write out posts, caption anything, write anything about myself in a bio;in fear of sounding stupid , not knowing what to say,or not wording something in the right way. Does anyone else experience 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socialanxiety,tiniecheeto,2020/01/26,"finally felt confident enough but now im scared again so i have back acne and ever since it started flaring up, i always avoided wearing sleeveless tops and off-shoulder tops. today, for the first time in almost 5 years, i wore a cute sleeveless top and i felt really pretty. when i got inside the mall, instead of the security guard checking my bag, he peeked at my chest. the other guard laughed with him. a lot of weird old men were staring at my chest, even in church. a furniture store employee would stare at me and when i would face the other way, he would move so he could continue staring at me. now, im so scared. my reason for avoiding tops like those before was because i was anxious that people would find me disgusting, and point them out n talk about it with their friends. still anxious about that but now i have this fear that one of them will come up to me and touch me. i felt so proud of myself for making a big step but now it feels like its been taken away from me. i dont know what to do :(",3.289710591133005,4.807301970443357,3.8901447044334994,89.76999538177341,73.63054187192118,6.651354679802957,24.51016009852217,7.1686216300943375,0.8844288177339896,792,24,165,8,16,250,124,203,0.141,0.6579999999999999,0.201,0.9494,1,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,3,6,18,14,1,5,9,0,14,4,4,2,1,33,25,15,0,5,3,0,5,2,1,5,0,0,0,1,12,10,0,5,7,1,2,3,1,7,0,2,10,8,25,7,24,9,2,38,1,0,3,0,10,16,0,2,20,113,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007421371906458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808565030664773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29349582634397275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204356937335364,0.09988364404433604,0.0,0.07918469454155505,0.0,0.11053374141014714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118957372608413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371308711329692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522396412452973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342194925275807,0.0,0.08579648994469408,0.1175002956372517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617151038330806,0.06568039766646921,0.0927992502195486,0.3741677274179315,0.1422970523400123,0.11872453776345837,0.11049128324891767,0.0,0.0,0.10035897322012738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389140119671128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28062454264469305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138861526664082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269233300835506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043474515420333,0.0,0.0,0.08670801063053821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13806115513710682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630623650057605,0.0,0.08802233486078458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005500782909186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279571989108592,0.0,0.0,0.13215309770508712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321606848249485,0.1335569124202992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26010137862403176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745307568933718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919425651869022,0.0,0.10373681462963916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044071966570642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574464437335529,0.0,0.12312823890597215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310708954781342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691036191366649,0.0,0.0,0.08365013701619531 socialanxiety,alt89639,2020/01/26,"I don't want to feel like a shitty person anymore Hello. I don't usually post on reddit but I feel like I need to get something off my chest. These couple of months my motivation and ambition has crumbled apart due to my anxiety. My parents always hate that I've been so quiet and shy my whole life, which I can't blame them wanting me to be outgoing. But everytime I want to tell them something they get on the defensive saying that ""it's just you"" or ""just talk"". I'm still in High School and really want to improve before it gets worse. I really just want to stop crying myself to sleep and feel respected for once. I tried telling them about a therapist that could help me but they literally told me they're too busy for that. I don't really know what to do at this point. I feel like shit.",3.10497849976111,4.708711136645967,4.411428571428576,85.49318681318682,74.27950310559007,8.183659818442429,23.56473960821787,8.841846274778883,1.5678194935499283,627,18,130,13,13,207,100,161,0.183,0.653,0.16399999999999998,-0.38299999999999995,1,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,5,1,7,7,3,0,3,0,9,4,3,1,0,26,26,9,0,7,7,1,4,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,10,4,0,2,6,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,6,25,4,18,22,1,14,0,0,0,0,15,8,1,1,8,80,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874965277632476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999821842634751,0.0,0.1296154451609117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121278323550282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435022761979043,0.1446127856452263,0.14356356544117566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26433556795652274,0.2801080312876231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048500061368578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290353735555397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760286321228221,0.13808764057475267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182717687689519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231454411213197,0.1915545870794292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432040670710767,0.0,0.0,0.09690952681666597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391871165320193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14512258921412202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411882243554801,0.0,0.0,0.123550090716835,0.0,0.12517076797834747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511818690235215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393481097965462,0.0,0.1322714644596354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341577027054152,0.0,0.0,0.13079052051061216,0.0,0.0,0.201232537339693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043741009013606,0.10926781964613687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504860128603817,0.22846836238467616,0.0,0.0,0.15174828419528424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488575625290745,0.0,0.08873409540896378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394332624814465,0.0,0.3854398282791433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459175654306733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319052554241634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,phoenixagencyx,2020/01/26,"The job searching process is so draining I’m currently looking for a job, and it’s so hard. Companies really want outgoing, sociable people which I understand but I’m definitely not that. I have a degree but I’m not doing my masters for a couple of years so I’m looking for retail jobs, and I got invited to a group interview at Aldi. I already know there’s no point going to this because it will be too stressful for me and I wouldn’t have a hope. I’m not able to speak up in group situations; I was never able to in group projects in college and that was with a subject I was interested in. It’s sad because I know the pay is great at Aldi and I really need a job :(",1.6507582417582398,3.5432459000000023,4.371428571428569,82.9028021978022,79.28571428571429,7.736263736263738,27.1978021978022,8.617729084823388,2.192401098901099,526,23,108,12,13,187,78,140,0.13,0.718,0.151,0.4658,5,0,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,9,0,11,0,0,0,1,19,26,10,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,0,3,0,2,1,6,2,0,0,4,4,11,3,17,19,0,12,0,1,2,0,5,8,0,1,3,72,18,8,0.3151935417635997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739119555600295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921390575384055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17437782944222247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956587671113703,0.0,0.1260445344131807,0.17375099626266013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411757515496022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652915305224313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6255619100780534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17322212753003602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26468319155944026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168560087074216,0.12154834523679076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925775764541856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489798882613707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20192105384566625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17714537351699958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180526568581194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16406379643659158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295465865762284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148715343478182 socialanxiety,wHaTEvEr487,2020/01/26,"Help I’m really insecure about my eating habits and i don’t eat much, people always talk about how i don’t eat or i’m too skinny ect.. now i’m scared to eat around others.",-1.5304385964912264,0.4164645526315809,1.474736842105262,95.76982456140352,100.84210526315788,4.63859649122807,8.964912280701752,6.42735559955562,-1.1239614035087715,135,1,31,2,6,47,27,38,0.163,0.763,0.07400000000000001,-0.5095,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,0,0,2,5,1,1,0,4,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783488438513346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19080889158264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8772972230470287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366822305274085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15756526324717296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14859702915025702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731230335941855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21459268658756084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172279139374351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Rad_Boy1,2020/01/26,"Guilt for not going to stuff I hate, hate, hate being invited to stuff, whether its a party or an event of any kind. But at the same time, when I don't go to that party I have this weird sense of guilt, like I'm missing out on an opportunity. Idk at this point my brain is just fucking with me.",0.7161904761904765,2.4741586349206384,2.5526190476190465,95.4632142857143,81.69841269841271,5.469841269841268,18.436507936507933,6.42735559955562,-0.3305111111111114,226,5,55,2,6,75,49,63,0.262,0.5589999999999999,0.179,-0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,11,4,2,4,0,4,2,1,0,0,8,12,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,8,0,0,0,0,5,3,11,11,1,10,0,1,0,1,0,5,1,1,4,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504638944975673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469985260536419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045506346764148,0.0,0.0,0.2514934901328016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6553431806837309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304074869145909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809610566650736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20916153246221755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5065778687667494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901806273857555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TheSunIsGoingToRise,2020/01/26,"Could this be social anxiety or what? I've always been shy but I've been really uncomfortable talking to people for a year now. I'm scared that people hate me and they don't actually want to talk or hang out with me. I've never been good at making friends but lately I've lost all my social skills and I haven't made any friends in my new school. But I feel way worse online. It's easier for me to talk to people irl. I don't know why. I feel like I can read people easier than through text and know what they're really thinking about me. I've had a few online friends but I got so anxious that I had to cut off contact with them. There's nothing wrong with them but when they texted me I felt anxious and sometimes I had to take a moment just to calm down. What's wrong with me?",0.9304252303330998,2.9883794698795185,2.5772714386959628,93.97683557760456,82.6144578313253,5.592629340892984,18.198440822111976,6.794906146795322,-0.0706544294826359,616,14,139,7,17,202,93,166,0.195,0.633,0.172,-0.3134,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,4,2,6,12,2,1,3,0,12,0,0,2,2,29,26,13,0,2,8,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,6,1,0,1,4,6,0,0,10,3,21,6,21,14,2,14,0,1,0,0,13,5,0,2,8,83,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.12748866825809738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870539532460058,0.0,0.0,0.08884168212596286,0.0,0.09994149487660947,0.29517868226102184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430776058616427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211399613462624,0.0933313455793874,0.12543771416858784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028032442969157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957710344590003,0.10448709709267097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12898286049761215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435958912625188,0.0,0.14737093168353066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638255436013163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261220646187395,0.0,0.0,0.12361751280066853,0.08720517984266234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075989259937286,0.12617576978427664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535542860656956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622854726505481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306782982310011,0.0,0.16738643096626252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079637818518078,0.13221763442153084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663480591132699,0.0,0.0,0.1292092125379616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822723546990296,0.31501755011344273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371072363734028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705659344606589,0.10369828833212558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788493710625265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313632147735666,0.0,0.2856751020455845,0.0,0.08412977289311127 socialanxiety,ResponsiblePitch8,2020/01/26,"I told you not to be nervous I was just thinking back to when I was at my worst for SA and an interview I had for a job came to mind. A recruitment agency arranged the interview which means they are financially incentivised in me getting the job. Goes without saying the interview was a train reck. They told the agency I was very nervous and the agent who rang me up from the agency said. ""I told you not to be nervous"" Yes there are people this idiotic. So just ignore them.",3.234893617021278,5.1379820106382965,4.4329255319148935,84.20875000000002,74.63829787234042,7.67872340425532,26.643617021276608,8.472884824447931,1.8880042553191487,375,14,74,7,8,123,58,94,0.113,0.804,0.083,-0.7172,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,3,0,6,6,1,3,10,1,9,0,0,0,0,12,17,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,10,3,14,0,11,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,14,3,0,0,2,58,17,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16952654590686791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252157049227665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151856089330416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4375616202103384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24015465639109698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22261017644498907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284498843579786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20971587949871848,0.17532527410373447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126721110501791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6320008447693026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18190947104141528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125236137647705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CounterBusters,2020/01/26,"Relationship help I've started going out with somebody recently but since then, my anxiety has skyrocketed. It's to the point that I've barely eaten the past few days because I've been feeling so sick. The only time I feel good is when I'm talking to my partner. I don't want to break it off with them though because I do genuinely love them. Please, has anybody any advice on what I can do about this? There has to be some way of maintaining a relationship with my social anxiety, right?",5.704375000000002,6.236885687500003,6.506250000000001,76.91375000000002,67.125,9.733333333333334,32.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,3.0537416666666672,390,16,74,8,6,129,69,96,0.109,0.732,0.159,0.7403,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,10,3,0,0,0,9,18,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,5,4,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,9,2,12,15,2,15,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,1,7,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19934143800547985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872351522568105,0.0,0.3121110531548797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24870677363860086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155982298812804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20629188367147613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593499265752903,0.17110122877582332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673346955751906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18411334573996488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551473003272268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947361976280727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22392512221821512,0.19284110071747698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014203361149293,0.4380283212073637,0.0,0.1742105148488507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16874667463808218,0.0,0.0,0.20794709279222715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443886276260814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16396335917923088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20042393609096185,0.0,0.1189510563345948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032146688756297,0.1619216423651521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,flamboyantblues,2020/01/26,"Complicated situation at school So a new semester’s about to start (4th in high school to be specific) and i’m changing classes so i’m with my friends. Thought everything was nice and smooth until I remembered that on the labs (bio and physics) and informatics, the class is split up in two by list number and all of my friends are on the other side since they’re at the very start of the list and i’m the last person on it. Basically, this means I won’t know anyone on these classes and these classes are taken in groups so I have absolutely no idea what i’m going to fo. I feel like it will be so uncomfortable for me to have to ask people to add me to their group and I don’t really know how i’ll get through this. This has caused a great deal of anxiety and I can’t even sleep well because of it.",2.84595117457393,4.18309446107785,4.258323353293413,87.41292031321974,74.44910179640719,8.012713035467527,25.421004145555052,8.617729084823388,1.5137751266697372,633,21,142,12,13,210,103,167,0.047,0.838,0.115,0.88,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,8,6,0,0,8,0,13,1,1,2,1,21,28,15,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,11,11,0,0,7,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,3,2,11,6,27,21,1,18,0,0,0,0,8,12,0,0,6,89,22,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227433595722254,0.0,0.0,0.12090146686883285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616458703808879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540326271234092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17762439980417824,0.18291399888801524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17826081064913768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142042666426091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539878353608866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742760517509883,0.1235256864603579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671769659807325,0.0,0.0903374227191678,0.0,0.09826774164496048,0.0,0.0,0.1906319531305443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18268705665392887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19519236480155808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900517016118859,0.14094329935209873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447423572557314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18834777116115686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16699586275662862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987280753846145,0.15097681220990006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076945082544366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958713378068068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34998475491156505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303148899802326,0.19435611460055066,0.17303311962510046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447706948659341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372698343626014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16890623311654368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266741248588902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15546527981942473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,justbeingbre,2020/01/26,"Question: How do you mitigate effects of anxiety related to beauty/self worth? I’ve had social anxiety as long as I can remember, so I’ve been working on it for years now. I’m mostly able to mitigate the effects of being triggered, like when in a crowd (big trigger), or one on one conversations. I kind of just override that as much as possible with positive reframing techniques and just pure exposure, but the one thing I still struggle with.. Is beauty related anxiety. I’m now married to the love of my life and surrounded by people who love me for me, but I still catch myself feeling lesser than, completely awkward, and not my ideal of beauty on the reg. It’s normally due to comparison, like I see a beautiful person or my hubby will mention how attractive someone is and it just gets to me (even though I HATE that and I don’t want my partner to feel like they can’t speak freely - repressing it does not help). I know that they aren’t “better” than me because they are perceived as more beautiful, but I feel an uncomfortable sense of needing to change myself to be beautiful like them. Probably because of the humans natural inclination towards beauty, and my desire to be liked and loved like everyone else. Beauty isn’t the most important thing to me (by a long shot) but it feels like the most important thing in these weaker moments of judgement. I just want to feel an unshakeable sense of self worth that can’t be knocked down at the sight or mention of another’s beauty. What are some of your best techniques for lessening the degree to which these kind of triggers affect you? And how do you empower yourself to respect others beauty, and your own? Help appreciated!",7.911427773641101,7.634056237341772,8.127133283693226,69.90275130305287,62.57594936708861,11.739091586001491,38.20848845867461,11.20814326018867,4.469250409530901,1345,62,231,34,17,441,161,316,0.07400000000000001,0.591,0.335,0.9989,2,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,5,4,6,15,21,1,3,14,0,19,4,0,9,1,54,36,27,0,6,13,0,5,7,1,1,1,1,0,4,18,11,0,1,11,0,2,1,7,4,0,3,2,8,31,17,47,29,8,21,0,0,2,3,26,10,0,8,17,173,49,1,0.10871889480711112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400124058032035,0.24950897085221696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13254805836423247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409377267728067,0.09615302750961577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150101750949173,0.0,0.1139896927417228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514063748940632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082068610746184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180780466777982,0.0,0.0,0.10388556303407674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748576992588027,0.15533760034652502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05680113532981097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073374004797091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574396698651973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22642799765465305,0.05974906134125891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679137060195909,0.3718019227948132,0.0,0.0,0.19242560144038132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943691416974018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992089703959128,0.08061368292735882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065214337039386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22101221036523366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537199267377173,0.09492914546230913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256421858090165,0.0,0.0,0.11721735670453595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179004367190578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315731433452665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866348832785061,0.0,0.2268350359874828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082522196258608,0.09211716676391657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17364609966176106,0.0,0.0,0.11365659425520028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166840085127085,0.0,0.10681576215200768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825044193333926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914865025536469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07001140376679765 socialanxiety,Tyler_Durden537,2020/01/26,"Non-native English speakers, how did you improved your talking and writing skills having social anxiety? I've been learning English for a while now and I can understand and read pretty well, but I can't talk or even write something in English because of my society anxiety. When I'm writing something I keep googling every sentence to see if this the right way to express what I'm trying to say, there is no way I would be able to chat with someone in real time. I panic just thinking about someone calling me out about my bad English. I'm at a stage of the study that I have to start talking to people to improve, but speak with people even on my native language is pretty hard for me.",9.033606965174133,6.9642297238806,8.618507462686571,73.05024875621893,61.462686567164184,10.127363184079602,42.48258706467662,7.793537801064563,3.707416915422885,549,27,96,4,6,176,90,134,0.121,0.77,0.109,-0.4019,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,1,10,3,0,1,4,0,10,0,0,1,0,21,18,10,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,6,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,5,13,1,20,14,0,14,0,0,1,0,14,6,0,2,5,67,16,2,0.15819907620662638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24204372057631204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13208962065270535,0.0964366885048211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615389445240442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089779956469096,0.0,0.13328954477429147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171529881582434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14061460774092932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18561253003334585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193506406406807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32189066819332324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15824188712337905,0.1800651829085789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510114669539194,0.0,0.1258062550454874,0.0,0.0,0.12606418163323815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612640357132169,0.26808312778893634,0.2435787555428728,0.0,0.0,0.1119741203852268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814632749411563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013675802344805,0.0,0.0,0.09224715353935448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740678828420576,0.0,0.0,0.16469081752117415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25114212626388466,0.0,0.0,0.14223996845503095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238008478395037,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jumptownman,2020/01/26,"How do I get Help??! I think I’ve had SAD since I was very young but teachers never recognized it and just excused it as shyness. I had absolutely no friends before and don’t know how to talk to others, and from what I hear I’m a mumbling mess (which I never found out until now). I never told my family this since I’m scared of what they might think of me because I don’t share personal stuff like this. I was a shut-in two years after graduating high school because I was afraid of working and attending college. I’m doing fine in college now, but got fired from my retail job due to being too awkward and not cheerful enough for customers (and failing to learn the cashier and opening credit cards). I don’t plan to work with people ever again and I lied to my parents about finding a new job. I though it was going to go away as I got older; but after that work experience, I think I’ve gotten worse. I’m having internal-conflicts and feel that others don’t understand how scared I am of people. I think I need medication or something. What is your story and what do you recommend?",6.169250764525992,5.6853654816513775,6.813348623853212,78.57106269113152,66.20183486238531,9.285015290519876,31.928134556574925,8.59863814320734,2.4037051987767577,857,30,168,11,12,283,127,218,0.187,0.728,0.085,-0.9764,3,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,1,5,11,13,0,4,4,0,18,1,0,3,4,38,39,21,0,1,6,1,2,1,1,1,1,1,0,1,15,13,0,0,10,0,2,3,9,7,0,1,11,3,25,6,24,26,1,23,0,2,0,0,12,5,0,2,16,117,40,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955461184196818,0.0,0.0,0.15513960249358918,0.0,0.10827951540243856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148221912185715,0.0,0.0,0.11510399366683252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447392621793232,0.11995901984797484,0.0,0.06434091111035048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630326858931098,0.0,0.0,0.1395219459890999,0.09831225151638733,0.0,0.06648234357410512,0.0,0.14463706326006295,0.0,0.20354527825704305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341885625372194,0.0,0.0852923135320285,0.13444554096661734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525499690380259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699327152750606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06216742733657692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818996688880502,0.0,0.1349910659622368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435351131683932,0.29442678972264746,0.12289786435189727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129494089521105,0.0,0.0,0.1764368505561454,0.11110890701702528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547968690249265,0.1287827681007811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21052335360603067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796248683123143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566964578739966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227791545212443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32614405050891243,0.12502148341377706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159185998516606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430377006404587,0.13247068289420724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499374066936876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779163336692419,0.0,0.129677588694004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194417545183827 socialanxiety,DrunkHurricane,2020/01/26,"Does anyone else feel like texting is more anxiety inducing than face to face conversation? I feel like face to face conversations move so fast that I don't even have time to dwell on any particular thing I may have said, plus it's much easier to bring up tangentially related topics and keep the conversation going (not extremely easy mind you, but easier than through texting). With texting the conversation moves on so slowly that I keep thinking that I have accidentally said the wrong thing while waiting for the person to reply, plus you can't see their face so I always have the thought that they actually think I'm an idiot and just reply politely because they don't want to be rude.",12.013046875,8.8137273359375,11.172124999999998,60.56037500000001,56.890625,14.927500000000002,42.00625,13.023866798666859,5.297194999999999,561,21,98,15,5,182,81,128,0.136,0.772,0.092,-0.8435,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,3,0,5,6,2,1,6,0,10,5,5,1,0,20,25,9,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,0,1,7,5,0,3,6,0,0,4,4,4,0,0,3,5,11,2,16,20,2,10,0,0,1,0,12,3,0,1,5,62,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.17520913251391906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14939506604498706,0.0,0.0,0.12209613818268622,0.0,0.13735073758889038,0.0,0.0,0.12554140249385431,0.18396413797520528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944841093360344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712024328280078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14998604878913274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858717827344473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815657734288468,0.2565326678637204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203904407045984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191740738905049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754323467239713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812883488612136,0.0,0.0,0.3816539074602156,0.1319855649237001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15677097424670058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415750899752338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307339425817492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238562231179781,0.23008920668805005,0.0,0.14253795236972894,0.10469360286594397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589975624210377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19630327735835093,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Cocoa_Milk,2020/01/26,"Always early to everything I have some really bad anxiety, especially when it comes to any sort of event whether it be an appointment, class or anything I get so stressed out about missing it (because then I’d fall behind and have to ask for help). I feel like I over prepare for everything and it’s the only way to make myself feel more comfortable. I go to class two hours before it starts every day because there’s so many things that could go wrong, there could be traffic, I could end up in an accident (and I will go to class even after being in an accident just because I can’t even imagine missing a single one...) I could get lost, my car could break down, there’s just so many things that could happen and cause me to either be late or miss it. It’s ridiculous that I over prepare for every single thing like this, and it costs me so much time and energy to do... :c and it’s all to avoid talking to another human to ask for help",5.52741702741703,5.405492862433863,6.032602212602214,82.4145021645022,67.46560846560847,9.200769600769602,29.35113035113035,8.841846274778883,2.089810582010583,737,23,151,11,11,239,106,189,0.171,0.762,0.067,-0.9577,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,13,12,1,2,5,0,15,0,0,2,1,30,32,16,0,6,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,16,9,0,1,3,0,1,6,1,9,0,2,1,2,14,3,26,20,7,26,0,4,0,0,6,7,0,4,13,108,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663818837822742,0.0,0.0,0.07897951327522064,0.12178342630596545,0.08884715408878832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095573724370871,0.0,0.2171513536562624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697245482524657,0.2123944873182268,0.0,0.09882699964554964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930827174542814,0.0,0.10004474512070133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5563723669871391,0.0,0.0,0.07490100556688459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286599849256718,0.0,0.0,0.15341939163881954,0.0,0.19570673752310347,0.0,0.20875916051479887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744823895570825,0.08297078658112524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135722108496667,0.0,0.19801594437889866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027026484287499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556930395905347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437498423431408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310115272105998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348075019586312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678106024033148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752467641581035,0.23549644816952225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537662068747608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869979922066253,0.08833007328191207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440256943721422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220483393772796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13303853459868006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933493235222497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314757352469021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06772245150792189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345237919104398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218691208854693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269813896725828,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Virtual-Constant,2020/01/26,"Can't get laid even when it's handed to me I've always had a pack of girls surrounding me ever since i can remember. I've failed to hook up with every single one because of anxiety. Today one of my most extroverted acquaintance sat next to me at lunch. The room was empty and she kept slowly getting closer and closer to me until we were shoulder to shoulders. Then, she started caressing my thigh, a few centimeters away from my dick. I just froze in place as always, incapable of processing what was happening. It didn't progress any further afterward.. How helpless do you have to be.. Can't even get laid when it's handed to me on a silver platter.",4.167952755905509,5.898171346456696,5.344102362204726,79.36812204724411,71.75590551181102,8.54456692913386,28.44803149606299,9.120678840339163,2.5466289763779533,519,20,94,11,10,172,89,127,0.14300000000000002,0.857,0.0,-0.9435,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,0,2,7,2,0,0,4,0,11,7,6,1,1,10,18,8,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,4,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,7,4,14,0,20,10,3,20,0,2,0,1,5,11,1,1,9,68,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3816891180963261,0.0,0.0,0.15597157436204512,0.0,0.17545854521191734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154897631243568,0.0,0.0,0.13981474941652924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302978114947202,0.20746780026118705,0.1932443408353779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594908865834389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20282087217685493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24392525623458397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108383700377848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23963070744684864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598183519999581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897276353532675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623410532394432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174049413009072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bw1523,2020/01/26,"Occasional lurker - first time poster Hi all, Have browsed through this subreddit a little bit before to not feel alone and see how others cope, but decided to post now because I feel like my anxiety has been more problematic over the past few months. This is more of a ""just getting this off my chest"" post, hoping that I feel better about things. I've always been really introverted and basically had no friends growing up through high school, but through the power of college dorms, found some people who thought I seemed normal to hang out with on my floor and in my major. I fell into a lot of the situations described on this board (hiding in bathrooms at parties, being in a group conversation and not saying a single word in the entire conversation, etc.), but it never felt crippling because, well, I still went out to social gatherings and being introverted, I was fine not having a place to go all the time and not having a ton of friends. Fast forward to being an adult and being 30, and I feel like my path in life was made things borderline unbearable. Luckily, one of my friends in college deemed me nice enough to be my wife, but two years in, I feel like I'm forgetting how to communicate with her and basically everyone else. For some reason, I get cold and tremble a lot in certain social settings now (and did not before), particularly doing work presentations or playing board games with other people at parties. Also, I have admittedly been a poor partner to my wife as I have a tendency to shut down or not feel like talking for long periods of time, whether there's been an argument or not. In fact, as I type this from some 24 hour city diner, I just had to leave our apartment because she in return has not decided to engage with my weak attempts at casual conversation. I just feel like I've been putting masks on for people all my life and it's finally caught up to me where the expectation of being judged by other people is weighing me down. I feel paralyzed in giving my own opinions or thoughts on things, even though I clearly have them. I've just started seeing a therapist, but there's been no real help yet. She thinks I have social anxiety disorder and depression and should seek medical treatment, so there's some hope. But things lately have been terrible. So anyways, screed over. But thanks for providing a community to maybe not wallow in, but learn and empathize with.",9.935757238307351,8.024515198218264,9.406925389755012,67.60548830734967,59.60133630289532,12.54347438752784,39.599220489977725,11.20814326018867,4.372403919821826,1920,77,337,40,20,618,233,449,0.08900000000000001,0.742,0.17,0.991,1,1,0,0,0,0,50.0,1,0,1,5,22,23,0,1,20,0,32,7,1,4,7,93,61,36,0,5,26,2,9,5,4,1,4,1,1,2,16,23,2,0,19,3,1,8,12,4,1,3,19,13,36,19,67,35,19,68,0,1,2,0,28,37,0,14,27,252,52,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701186155471106,0.0,0.06718495769486425,0.06990532966484117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853903204499648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364015928014554,0.0,0.14297730754161744,0.0,0.0,0.07430244116314172,0.0917201527934046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236004971673078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628587837590152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07018186385468718,0.0,0.0,0.0868076182728129,0.09369641268333977,0.05548962231946891,0.0,0.0,0.08027777320134204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398349244967261,0.30009359063127383,0.08066540520068223,0.0920318499814024,0.0,0.071461193587618,0.0,0.09211563288931757,0.1947241031868913,0.0,0.0877863781339774,0.0805926753756708,0.04774637612384592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05631196860034275,0.08876407225752261,0.0,0.16688721397956532,0.08273562566195733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477002987376654,0.08895736100561784,0.0,0.0,0.11868136539784915,0.20522190518532596,0.08420283625557781,0.0,0.0743486310292011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14284925417120786,0.0,0.07949488577705249,0.0,0.0,0.08440208924622576,0.0,0.0,0.0846339967975035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705816740978404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479580418359544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231464744684072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569292067805021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019966641429488,0.23297542245070185,0.0,0.08777543192972839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16092196299559422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445600801086027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562489066423288,0.053820712408879486,0.0863790888547313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681030274303057,0.0,0.08502537794139177,0.13389455296835245,0.0764820430499724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443383957285736,0.0,0.25692122487075114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05946464966798876,0.0,0.06709268255769038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06752625793513944,0.0,0.07734764337454705,0.0,0.09754526623237884,0.22325732512720076,0.05383197140194188,0.08254209033409775,0.1333934622333089,0.14696551263493388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206823929242173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755375426381123,0.07788065151673346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061162275188404176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05410144998930184 socialanxiety,SinisterMirrors,2020/01/26,"Why don't professors seem to have any respect for social anxiety? Professors don't seem to respect the fact that some students are quiet because theh are very uncomfortable with public speaking. They'll ask a question then call you out on the spot. I can't even think under pressure, not to mention the 23 other people listening and staring. I understand professors want participation and engagement, but I mean come on, learn to read a room. If students aren't raising their hands then that means they'd prefer to stay quiet for whatever reason. I came to class to learn, not to be constantly anxious about being called on. Ugh P. S., groups should always be assigned, not chosen. I dont know any of these people, just do the heavy lifting for me.",6.783188405797103,7.919375579710149,6.636376811594204,74.79340579710147,64.94202898550725,9.321739130434784,33.44927536231884,9.444778638647367,3.2111971014492764,602,25,100,11,9,190,95,138,0.083,0.862,0.054000000000000006,-0.5922,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,3,0,3,5,0,1,6,0,15,1,1,1,1,28,27,6,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,4,6,0,0,12,1,0,2,8,2,0,0,1,6,10,3,19,20,1,12,0,0,1,0,14,6,0,5,3,64,14,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427877680832004,0.0,0.0,0.2333923806751955,0.0,0.13127612433327132,0.193862986744749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604260057290623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046078343226957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35045249702014736,0.19626856351553296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782112645083528,0.0,0.1854423023328063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011178960900989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334242125406488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943087358178849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738527998786219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379363687251701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922350710800375,0.0,0.1716498292067091,0.0,0.0,0.1764368663414064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124425641909637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749280464898391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18290638213322447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995652384238587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17864518183723233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159076924688216,0.10121612603867088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548453690800477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Satoshi_Is_Here,2020/01/26,"I push people away I'm much more comfortable (still not very) talking to people who I won't see again. Twice last year, someone introduced themselves to me, we exchanged details, but I'd never text them and never talk to them again. I've completely stopped talking to the guy I was sitting next to in lectures. Even when I play online multiplayer games, I am confident and fine the first time, but if I'm invited to their lobby or added and play with them again, I feel anxious and uncomfortable.",7.812127659574473,7.395840638297876,7.433489361702128,75.25300000000001,62.829787234042556,10.498723404255319,36.88510638297872,9.888512548439397,3.5502748936170203,396,17,72,7,5,125,66,94,0.08800000000000001,0.7490000000000001,0.163,0.7548,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,4,1,7,4,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,2,15,7,9,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,1,1,3,1,1,4,0,0,2,1,2,12,4,9,5,2,17,0,0,1,0,11,2,0,2,13,48,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239599472380152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199263990861494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22237060486376975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14008235809612815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072382447317058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18040224625218265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21000081574109974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17288031622212793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15590934398092296,0.0,0.3271512281166987,0.0,0.22555837142558846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940707216156837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16900695960813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17970177477398544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693740341133788,0.17731536130528772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5114057574857315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367042525646375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749951044039185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657794690489586 socialanxiety,btg2018,2020/01/26,Saw a girl I used to go to school with at the store. Left immediately out of fear of being recognized This is really embarrassing to admit but earlier today my anxiety won. My hometown is pretty small so every time I leave the house I see someone I know. I walk into this store and immediately recognized the girl working at checkout (who’s kinda cute too ngl). Turned right back around and went to a different store...,2.81243319268636,5.613181607594938,4.711814345991567,76.91542897327709,81.0253164556962,8.068073136427566,23.967651195499297,8.841846274778883,2.325049507735584,333,12,59,9,9,113,58,79,0.091,0.7390000000000001,0.16899999999999998,0.8641,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,2,5,0,3,0,0,1,0,11,12,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,6,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,3,2,7,2,12,8,0,14,0,0,2,0,4,8,0,1,3,36,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17832361795474386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20751162714575186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17924228177106855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435436511420159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963998388646372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623063595817344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324781492309928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689702603091546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810764380192072,0.0,0.0,0.24682305764796705,0.25326774627450915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237150166099872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14933213678306614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19906920296212516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23591329063643204,0.18575339124532575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975079260313833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359245852443266,0.0,0.2209549591739308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25354978224194075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20132666937625315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160893749732749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697021989417486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bobdob69420,2020/01/26,"My social anxiety keeps me from doing things I want to do This is just kinda me wanting to talk about my problems somewhere I feel safe and seeing if anyone out there could help or even relate. I’m pretty close with this group of kids from my high school and this one girl from that group was having a bunch of kids over tonight. Not like a party or anything just a get together. Now I’m kinda cool with all them and want to go hang out tn. Except I feel irrationally uncomfortable at the thought of going. They all show clear signs of wanting me to hangout but I can’t help but feel I’m not really wanted and I’m gonna be awkward and alone in this group of kids. I know that’s not how it’s gonna be but I can’t shake the feeling and now I’m spending my Saturday night alone in my room despite me not really wanting to. Thanks for letting me vent, maybe someone can even relate. TLDR: I want to hang out with people but my social anxiety is stopping me and I don’t know why.",2.3941176470588243,3.984790176470593,3.7243137254901946,89.73441176470587,76.15686274509805,6.368627450980393,22.784313725490197,7.048011613610866,0.6440960784313727,772,22,165,8,17,253,110,204,0.113,0.777,0.111,0.1568,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,9,7,0,2,5,1,14,0,0,1,3,54,41,15,0,10,14,0,4,1,0,2,0,0,1,4,8,14,0,3,7,2,1,5,7,3,0,1,2,6,22,4,27,33,3,21,0,0,1,0,14,10,0,5,7,106,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27652443644123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20424906881571825,0.0,0.0,0.09334392740553822,0.0,0.10985632801751084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065861732220454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17634649191569973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26999957046206075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974646418020605,0.0,0.1517383896154862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17895991539400555,0.1410464884825298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186579128125626,0.0,0.0,0.14673248139995995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650931924623586,0.0,0.0652196960998075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411527891860928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527751677873245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046075179144504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254973437921717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581403616341106,0.0,0.1277382180961636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710426820183934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510568730714026,0.10637950717455784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272165946296504,0.11311123685778895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116091360608548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729951116353617,0.0,0.12290573441389513,0.0,0.0,0.0886892098805365,0.0,0.0,0.10598138951956804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5511782785434253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045991838064275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mermaidyearss,2020/01/26,went out :/ went out to have “fun” for the first time in a while... feeling left out and wanna go back home,0.7690909090909095,2.356187727272733,1.5727272727272743,103.37909090909092,80.81818181818181,4.4,15.545454545454547,3.1291,-1.4189818181818181,78,1,20,0,2,24,19,22,0.092,0.725,0.183,0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,7,3,0,12,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,4,14,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743147431226269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180380898058466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303446958425572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202746300240006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35784413785362296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876042866340736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20802077119822407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.661412037401219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,raknrakn,2020/01/26,"I realized I’m not good enough I feel that life proves me wrong about being truly amazing, and that my friends are really my friends. I feel that for the past 10 years of my life 90% of my so called friends would never invite to anything in middle school and high school. They used to be so nice to me, yet they never ever invite me to anything and they would always act as if they want to plan something with me, or whenever I wanted to plan something with them, they would just flake on me. My best friend just cut me off recently for no reason at all, and he cut off contact with me. Whenever I see him in school, he completely acts as if I do not exist, and it hurts because I used to be his best friend for 8 years. I don’t feel like I’m good enough because of all this, and that anytime I meet someone new from college, or even when I talk to my fraternity brothers. I feel that they won’t care at all about me, because of how pathetic and boring I am. Does anyone have this problem? And how do you fix this? At this point I’m even thinking of ending it all",6.318136363636366,4.876179631818182,6.530909090909091,83.86136363636369,66.31818181818181,9.454545454545457,31.363636363636363,8.00094639256281,1.9413181818181813,829,25,182,8,11,267,111,220,0.11900000000000001,0.713,0.168,0.9464,0,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,7,4,13,19,2,0,1,0,13,2,0,5,8,44,27,19,0,8,8,1,4,1,5,4,2,0,0,0,11,11,0,0,8,0,0,2,7,6,0,0,0,5,36,13,32,20,8,24,0,1,1,0,22,11,0,4,12,129,47,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063414730838026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616274264039158,0.0,0.17927163492629505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19919861468993696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286196844881712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122438450402104,0.0,0.11105607826108957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420556520305858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532081381143948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647502935288332,0.22509684167857769,0.0,0.14388758704098034,0.09852870453525793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22030257746470308,0.07781588851659535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4207750953408188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827218843312333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508501625343552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660623570055277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387359455710256,0.053215148185841936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801901913623696,0.10520023657729542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398103284436706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296912988793644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042263090981009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697800067619413,0.11199282087873368,0.10755008488504396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33071309439085445,0.08679895149415823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229161726941676,0.16771124290389894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754961657745032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697946043504321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881520837117913,0.0,0.0,0.12849332124901808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23213112721701815,0.1190921536314794,0.0,0.14028798122937772 socialanxiety,worriedforwifey,2020/01/27,"how to help My wife has some medium to extreme social anxiety depending on the situation. She recently developed a medical condition that is worsened by the work she does. We made the decision for her to quit and we move back to her home state (stay with her parents to save on bills) so she can take the time for it to heal before she gets back in the workforce. However, her anxiety is flaring up very bad and she is unable to tell her boss that she is quitting. It's bringing her to tears even thinking about it and would rather stay in the job and let her condition worsen. What help can I provide her?",4.179430438842203,5.6785486050420175,5.035574229691878,82.5102427637722,71.3529411764706,8.986367880485528,30.028944911297852,9.444778638647367,2.7212177404295046,480,20,94,11,9,156,76,119,0.11699999999999999,0.8170000000000001,0.066,-0.6901,3,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,0,3,7,2,0,0,7,0,9,2,0,4,0,17,14,6,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,6,7,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,18,1,18,11,1,14,0,0,0,0,22,5,0,2,4,69,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669416293462311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26831682360688913,0.14567706393209998,0.0,0.0,0.14846305759224915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15268186571638598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523729374732455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115456387319383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233890179670984,0.0,0.17500991985018471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17313681382327634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17840972451831685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508988745605666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17576246408406593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18543641936733607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937308166706732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711454865022575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227032545785415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961141499196501,0.0,0.1778525150156194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3719284669047224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118143927547254,0.0,0.15249646064021405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179479048763734,0.0,0.0,0.1017361880313005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439579010848724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701789591506973,0.0,0.0,0.12394010002352936,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,purgatoryboy,2020/01/27,Making Friends? I'm 18 and haven't had friends for years(like 6).I like being alone but sometimes I do get lonely and bored and want someone around.My parents think I should make some friends but idk how.The thought of talking to strangers scares me and makes me wanna cry.I need to get over this because I know I won't be able to do anything if I don't.I was thinking of going to this lgbt group and trying to make friends there but idk.I have questions like if you just walk in or what do you do there.They have an email but i'm kinda scared to email them with my questions(what if i sound stupid?).What should I do?How can I make friends?,1.8354725274725288,4.260899800000002,1.465274725274725,101.09615384615385,81.76923076923076,4.021978021978023,23.131868131868128,4.65589566412798,-0.22012087912087885,514,18,113,1,14,148,80,130,0.21,0.727,0.063,-0.9625,1,3,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,1,0,2,11,0,2,1,0,15,0,0,5,0,32,31,13,0,8,9,1,0,2,5,3,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,3,1,14,7,13,23,1,4,0,1,0,0,14,2,0,7,2,62,17,0,0.1488762114848857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419085638214788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225124369767456,0.13253139181130588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075355670214984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.575106958449063,0.0,0.15556335172364974,0.0,0.08460978184050055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181847238280471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454667938072087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4968801360444464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038982441241668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16530941454217446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16677542878467666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981021187229025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614233086957682,0.0,0.14724237991342262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966105946088942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19078772992313495,0.0,0.11819108228480366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010771751070566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781104678341982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Lynny208629,2020/01/27,"I felt bad for calling out of work tomorrow, as I'm usually the one that came to work when other employees called out When other employees call out of work, my manager(s) usually asked other employees if they can work for those who are going to be absent that day. Almost always I'm the one that agreed to help to which they are very appreciated. However I am in college and education to me and my parents are very important and I realized this week's schedule is a bit too much for me. I just called out of work tomorrow and the worst thing happened is that my favorite manager is the one that I got to speak to (the other managers are busy unfortunately). I just feel so bad for letting them to cover me , I know sometimes you just get a bit busy and can't come to work but the guilt is eating me ;\_;",7.174499999999997,5.945243450000002,7.918749999999997,73.91125000000002,64.5,11.5,35.0,10.686352973137794,3.5325,632,24,126,14,8,213,87,160,0.061,0.88,0.059000000000000004,-0.3521,5,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,3,6,7,4,0,1,8,0,13,1,0,0,0,21,25,11,0,1,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,14,11,1,0,4,0,0,3,1,4,0,3,3,3,18,0,22,20,4,17,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,2,9,94,32,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973851822393737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994971658021392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178781701874248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19968264260553573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610929751318455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48840360305190295,0.1367635762362634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030045032916806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771169026934522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235653645731966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060461434038938236,0.0,0.11481212139659905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624737474398797,0.0,0.06795803874214361,0.0,0.09563619167724044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057410389259366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014955802849354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657160767356111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227499750732243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790243201705154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430842434982209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277547056055272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826414323470147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944126435432372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26339308001801753,0.19732614961248868,0.0,0.0,0.09591699648986483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5223183752454913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,6097,2020/01/27,"Anyone else feel socially awkward on and off?? Like one day, I'll really feel confident when talking with people, feel like I fit in, and can talk with anyone easily, etc, and then another day I feel quiet, and that people don't wanna talk to me, and when I try to talk my words keep slipping up. It's like a bipolar, social anxiety disorder.",8.50636815920398,6.3060374477612005,9.322985074626867,67.99950248756221,62.58208955223882,13.112437810945272,35.76616915422885,11.855464076750405,4.231521393034827,267,9,49,7,3,92,47,67,0.08199999999999999,0.696,0.222,0.8817,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,14,7,8,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,5,5,3,9,7,1,10,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,8,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17751182179274466,0.12950383037982374,0.0,0.0,0.2367383354412263,0.17345418698529425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21835177996851787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19401717692723944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141728077111476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18879937311327424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34238568409133563,0.12093842264373128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046976030981507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24811473100287065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471302095972245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347241076248475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844936825540877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451328590990789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.54426481448874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493452884032974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hau5keeping,2020/01/27,For people in therapy: what could your therapist do to improve your sessions? A lot of patients tell me that their therapists lack empathy sometimes. Which I think can lead to therapists being judgmental or neglecting the actuals tools and exercises that people really need for improvement. What could your therapist do to be more empathetic or do to improve your sessions?,9.64209677419355,11.405085306451616,9.296935483870973,56.015403225806466,58.83870967741936,14.587096774193547,44.532258064516135,13.427899808715575,7.4296645161290344,307,18,40,13,4,99,44,62,0.07,0.7559999999999999,0.174,0.8135,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,4,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,1,0,11,10,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,8,6,3,2,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,3,0,36,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.17213839194768665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816779000093787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499667398248659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307964181165044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24458345804436615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300467505889415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17446151391340545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541790803983168,0.0,0.2017257709980512,0.8192437907830201,0.0,0.11302831500707693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,JoJosKebabShop,2020/01/27,"Anyone else feel as if they don't fit in during social interactions ? Normally when I hang out with my mutual friends everything is great and we have good back and forth interactions . It takes a while for me to warm up to a situation before I come out and talk about any topic that comes to mind . Recently I was with some people I'm not too familiar with but I know them through a friend of mine . A part of me felt kind of closed off and not included into their conversations . They spoke to me a bit but never really brought me into what they were saying and when I did talk , it was as if they didn't get my jokes etc and I felt really isolated , my confidence in the situation went down . Now , these guys are what I would call ""bad boy"" type of guys . The guys who get all of the girls because they say whatever they want. This made me feel as if I was inferior to them and that they were the ""alphas"" leading the social interaction . My anxiety got worse when I realised this which ultimately led me to back off and leave altogether. They just weren't my click but I'm beginning to think about what my click actually is . I'm not sure if the problem is me not being open enough and showing more confidence or if it's otherwise. Thanks",3.41965306122449,5.159315485714289,4.744234693877552,82.8673724489796,73.73469387755101,8.981632653061224,24.494897959183675,9.516144504307137,2.039771428571429,974,30,202,25,20,323,138,245,0.11,0.785,0.105,-0.1422,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,11,1,10,12,0,0,11,0,16,0,0,3,3,53,38,25,0,9,14,0,5,0,2,1,0,3,0,5,13,21,0,0,6,2,0,7,8,3,0,0,15,10,35,9,32,21,7,30,0,1,2,0,32,13,0,7,10,145,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.11900900374478282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293254785136547,0.0,0.0932940778230631,0.0,0.0,0.08527270824955133,0.12495575128458378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875493956047634,0.10182606117151548,0.07434170901806718,0.0,0.10377342854153628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331416136641775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245281375281963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101042477455568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018764831827077,0.0,0.0,0.12601054428266656,0.1360103663074317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960392354200717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332668679928215,0.0,0.2341889298742174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18844191109602249,0.0,0.12743131892527634,0.0,0.0,0.10228879234925496,0.09753733801665443,0.1344541414040825,0.0,0.3622593538614571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699578192937255,0.0670224428354679,0.0,0.0,0.12913112583090258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539533077584802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313824901105365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940580413892672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948851648727647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320637337453557,0.0,0.08454718713522025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669300946282495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562530432066422,0.0,0.12041434817964534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939646031038656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27416164064956505,0.0,0.2486324282582935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493971093072035,0.0,0.09169383909643958,0.1960431742070632,0.0,0.11227837872451783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814286523619683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193132176592965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305209706215175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428101413051662,0.08663225264123928,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mikewills499,2020/01/27,"Overcoming Depression - So grateful for friendship I've suffered with anxiety and depression for some time and it's often seemed like there is no light at the end of the tunnel. After a particularly difficult couple of weeks, one of my best friends Laura decided to surprise me and take me on a day out to visit Madame Tussaud (Wax Museum) and to explore London. She spent all day joking around and goofing off to try and cheer me up and put a smile on my face and I'm so grateful for her friendship and support. In the Wax Museum at the Audrey Hepburn figure she decided to flash her panties and show off her idea for the Breakfast at Tiffany's 'Class vs Ass' Sequel! After taking the picture I was honestly in fits of laughter. I'm so grateful for having such a close friend who is happy to help me out in a time of need. If you are struggling please let your friends know, they will be there to help you. I'm finally starting to see light at the end of the tunnel for my depression and anxiety! Thanks for being such an amazing, quirky friend :) (she's happy for me to show you the Wax Museum pic) &#x200B; https://preview.redd.it/ogx9ujda1ed41.jpg?width=1440&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=513c3d6ad681bc472493a5487c2be5ad0a36e3e3",8.83827366182205,9.793734571428573,7.070230414746548,74.10336760014181,60.42857142857143,9.626231832683443,33.282169443459765,9.466822959209583,3.023050620347395,1010,36,164,16,13,297,120,217,0.10400000000000001,0.609,0.287,0.9938,1,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,4,1,1,9,21,0,1,15,0,9,3,2,0,1,29,22,15,0,2,2,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,16,1,0,7,6,1,3,1,6,0,1,2,3,20,15,41,16,3,31,0,4,1,1,19,17,1,4,12,112,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5116273345931065,0.14344334371320144,0.0,0.0,0.1806154413930773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508928811840708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388590904321008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061978142808375,0.0,0.15226462029080728,0.0,0.3050281796327193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091140443677888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931770950938565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648197157177887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513322664314788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15825249191084018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326377664293604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487704460152666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071384752394028,0.0,0.057673135387545885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753237934400981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999355252044166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958315439207438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867258468104032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407035123791067,0.10746804098602067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355620682835674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234112096361995,0.0,0.0,0.1339614351896685,0.0,0.0,0.17751741169293322,0.0,0.0,0.10868433133927548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767149434072998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801480180042447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946923731365317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344334371320144,0.0 socialanxiety,xjamiejay,2020/01/27,"I really need guidance 27 year old male here. I have had social anxiety disorder for as long as I can remember, but was diagnosed with it at age 23. Since then, I have been on numerous meds, as well as doing CBT. I stopped the meds about a year ago because none would work. I graduated college with a Bachelor’s in Business about 2 years ago. My job history is as follows: Kept the same Retail job for over 5 years. Then I became a mailman for a year. Now i’m working in a warehouse. All 3 jobs, or any social interaction at all kills me daily. I push myself but nothing changes. My social anxiety disorder got worse a few years after getting into a relationship (still in it.... 6 years now). I’m making so little money in jobs I don’t even need my degree in. It’s depressing. How can I cure myself? I still do CBT once a week (have been for over 2 years now). QUESTION: Nothing is changing. I look for iobs I like....But jobs I like vs jobs i’m able to do with my social anxiety are completely different. What can I do? Any advice? I can’t live like this forever",0.537109388458223,2.936410469767445,3.1025322997416036,87.00189491817402,88.48837209302326,6.534022394487512,22.846683893195518,7.793537801064563,1.4668725236864772,821,32,167,18,27,284,121,215,0.129,0.825,0.045,-0.9422,7,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,2,13,5,1,0,10,0,20,1,0,2,2,20,31,12,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,4,0,2,2,0,2,2,3,2,1,0,6,1,23,3,28,24,5,37,0,1,1,0,8,12,0,2,25,106,28,11,0.0846548280470171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272371820938408,0.15008279456727386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513637201943908,0.0,0.1942821352365428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051604797439755386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17910716648824376,0.0,0.0887589765817936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291307935096115,0.08592286849759112,0.0,0.08844627744744903,0.19404353418446732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05591371552635655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044228653655390006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06770619935491587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5040411262944563,0.0,0.09365802457777174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407421870971988,0.08484637732441175,0.07475176411386299,0.07491685888952693,0.07108873469623785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056507755076896815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18806485979069312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554096467886375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624571813289021,0.0,0.08883100156048772,0.090154629035368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483278158020347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05423205055767872,0.0,0.0,0.0908876041375086,0.09589741770480036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002734855934765,0.0,0.0,0.3451797454402222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352109100628944,0.07077522683958172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790499675880593,0.0,0.07611485705040683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325944610472875,0.0,0.08627050204420271,0.06013636097892736,0.0,0.0,0.4361194699577376 socialanxiety,bonjam075,2020/01/27,"I don't know if you want me to stop messing you How can you know if you are annoying someone that youre messing? Like why be so sh*t at replying. If you want me to not message you just say. Like your replies usually suggest you want me to keep replying yet it takes you days to write few words. Maybe i expect too much but i know you messaged other people but you give me the bare minimum. Thoughts",0.7058536585365829,3.106518121951222,2.142146341463416,94.30956097560976,87.29268292682926,5.719024390243902,24.05365853658537,7.1686216300943375,1.0204302439024384,314,13,68,5,10,101,54,82,0.043,0.871,0.086,0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,12,0,0,5,5,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,20,14,7,0,7,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,19,2,5,12,2,5,0,0,0,0,18,1,0,3,6,45,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600697292410278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23809793387655445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220613303864316,0.0,0.0,0.4092159141167775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425178783708025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24935222674661886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824569971194134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17207198567040946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19738015856444413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21030071299833356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075079500742769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18661698279604486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19704462969086964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27335939028853296,0.0,0.4391878353693172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239636611437672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LFleet5407,2020/01/27,"This is how my life has been what do you think? Aw round the start of senior year my social anxiety sorta skyrocketed, I think I had a mental breakdown after a breakup and I think it left me with some mental health problems, more than I already had. But ever since then I cant even handle going into the grocery store without almost having a panic attack and cant even talk to my friends without feeling like I have nothing to say. I'm in college now and things haven't got much better. I'm going through classes with 4 other people in my class and I feel like I have nothing to relate to them when we talk and when there is something to talk about I usually keep my mouth shut but occasionally say something just so I dont seem too introverted. Plus since that breakdown it I always blush, always. Whether it be a class mate or a teacher, anything that causes attention to me causes my face to flush bright red. I sit there in class unable to sit still and feel like I cant focus either, like a constant state of stress. And my social life. I tried smoking weed with my new roommate on my first day of being in the dorms and I was more nervous than I was already but I took quite a few hits and I heard that if your emotions aren't well then your experience will be bad. I ended up having an anxiety attack just laying on my bed worrying about my neck sounds and pain going throughout my body. Also talking to people when I smoke was extremely awkward and difficult. Apparently I would say things that were off topic and weird, even though I perceived it as small talk. Overall I feel like it's made my social life worse and somewhat given me psychosis, and depersonalization but I got over that. I've went to a couple parties with my old best friend and the havent gone that well. Yeah it got me out of the house and I'm pretty proud of my self for getting out and trying. But then I smoke some weed and it starts again. I stop talking and just listen, in my thoughts completely. I also had one of the popular girls say that if I would've been more social in school I could've gotten any girl that I wanted, another girl went and agreed with her about it. And I kinda acknowledge that and do have some flaws but I do see myself as a pretty attractive guy as well. But it seems my social life doesnt work with the looks. Another time I went to a party and was riding with my somewhat friends, the couple that hosts the party, and they were talking and saying ""your a pretty cool guy london"" they laughed ""but your pretty weird"" her girlfriend laughed and agreed. I've had a classmate that was talking to me call me weird. I dont talk much in class. But so do i. I havent been the same since the the breakdown and I'm not sure if that's what actually caused it but I really havent been myself at all. I used to have so many friends when I started my sophomore year at this highschool (I moved from Wisconsin to Georgia, pretty big move) but now I cant even talk to some of my friends that I've made here. I'd just like to vent a bit and hope to get some feed back thanks.",4.083212609970676,5.154159646774193,4.674486803519064,86.64627565982407,71.08064516129029,7.055718475073315,25.865102639296193,7.1686216300943375,1.0787258064516128,2431,73,496,22,44,776,270,620,0.113,0.735,0.152,0.9905,1,0,4,0,0,0,46.0,1,5,3,6,35,39,2,4,26,3,45,11,4,7,3,104,89,62,0,7,24,0,5,6,7,2,6,8,2,6,30,40,1,2,13,0,1,11,15,13,3,2,29,18,80,26,63,54,18,64,0,0,5,0,47,21,0,17,35,343,110,11,0.0,0.0,0.052006165934290687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05336512389319235,0.0,0.11762004256411533,0.08523659809813397,0.08868789523722671,0.0,0.0,0.0362409877336755,0.11176446842713562,0.08153781880836132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04385550162250912,0.0,0.0,0.12125669538613842,0.0,0.04097893723072546,0.04449733101772327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0559275924946557,0.047133223956893885,0.058182025183804525,0.059196378670496826,0.0,0.0,0.05441799174848951,0.0,0.0,0.16423941223028532,0.0,0.0,0.05587657358200026,0.0575906735661661,0.0,0.04255003036266936,0.11793512214376005,0.0,0.03436950053781958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491772326308045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05994732002293601,0.047201675915506516,0.0,0.0,0.14079778565145593,0.048206463486387616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05213066539289941,0.0,0.0,0.10778593108071344,0.15228978422602552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045330898808516776,0.0,0.0,0.2058697449155023,0.0,0.05568666326680318,0.0,0.09086272013731636,0.0,0.12786956010222467,0.0,0.0,0.10553666515613684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05664784223327478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05293185734483565,0.0,0.061492831408040086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04736916281277316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05790287299737795,0.0,0.15056935646366476,0.15621726338798128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044752599320984215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085402837655802,0.0,0.054030618419330614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741338230396004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328380065616495,0.07835280149917695,0.0,0.0,0.05147059821037212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227191655464356,0.0,0.055921915576429816,0.0,0.03611263655499891,0.0,0.05670738463113936,0.06252771526724595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389314934290504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27109010426666463,0.0,0.05099409139253023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056683540712773164,0.0,0.0,0.03414078530633345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21190319675373054,0.0,0.05393524247382499,0.0424675276671536,0.09703167775713296,0.05559609941246473,0.0,0.0,0.1322532698737106,0.0,0.0,0.2716269129597954,0.0,0.0820549295298042,0.0,0.0,0.11316293003748094,0.0,0.04255976497349711,0.04455523624295415,0.06104681708654727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05022791125889495,0.0,0.0,0.4283480042384835,0.0,0.04906492627484404,0.0,0.0,0.07081084645747382,0.10244378210500037,0.05235998667991402,0.04230859599904275,0.031075508478260808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059210353590362225,0.07236473824690236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046027939756857934,0.0586945811434012,0.0,0.03143352299338769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375010532285293,0.14820910857238093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274487434313556,0.0,0.03879785332811178,0.05412150929017905,0.05431000041992132,0.0757154696594827,0.0,0.0,0.06863773837900207 socialanxiety,madirayn,2020/01/27,"Food Social Anxiety? Hey everyone, This might not be the most interesting post but I figured I needed people in the same situation to reason this out with me. Does anyone else ever have those moments when you’re eating with a group of friends and everything is fine until you reach a point where you’re not exactly full but you’re not really hungry anymore; so you get really nervous about how much you’re eating? (For me, I’ve always been a pretty small person so I think people might comment on me eating only a little, sometimes they do.) Sometimes, it gets to the point where I won’t eat at all until a dinner just to make sure I won’t be full (or less than hungry). This usually happens with friends or people I want to “impress.” Not sure if this is social anxiety, ED, or me being nervous because of past experiences. Just wanted to see if anyone can relate, thanks!",4.942678571428573,6.270206005952383,6.024761904761906,76.80357142857143,69.29761904761905,8.21904761904762,27.095238095238088,8.59863814320734,2.095502380952381,691,22,120,11,12,230,104,168,0.054000000000000006,0.757,0.18899999999999997,0.9752,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,1,0,10,10,0,2,8,0,13,6,0,3,5,35,23,14,0,5,13,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,6,5,6,0,3,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,1,13,8,19,15,7,20,0,0,1,0,11,12,0,8,7,87,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096689216013622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17778813568533053,0.0,0.11524097278399335,0.16250201704420553,0.11906248811515716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083554582666186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016889884322477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4756138524679881,0.09707170293050467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511119130340217,0.0,0.11103581073677428,0.10443469556174652,0.11366766915880455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051169187959198,0.0,0.17955446283676366,0.0,0.12142130105308227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275687826672628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164647425698354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756561158842294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465435178500756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542170190376101,0.08616217093977169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837671400282633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092777771495543,0.2416791150460409,0.1014629398071332,0.0,0.0,0.21969654348033635,0.0,0.1112892143990753,0.11821901773847752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888371210203913,0.1194748157454947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259779917407099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061570494313865,0.0,0.2369062266459914,0.0,0.0,0.2298531259598981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21903766454864826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698301594803257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445742887239849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279798786479995,0.0,0.13707767837525944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Dense-Sheepherder,2020/01/27,"I used to think that I was shy... ... but now I'm having second thoughts. I really hope it's okay for me to be making this post here. I'm 19 years old and has always been called shy. I've also been the ""awkward girl"", like when my friends laugh at how I'm sometimes looking down instead of making eye contact while ordering coffee, or the ""rude girl"" who answers people with yes/no answers and doesn't continue the conversation. Recently I've started to think if I may have social anxiety or something else going on. I have been thinking about getting help for it, maybe therapy or so, but at the same time my minds keeps telling me that I'm overreacting, that I'm just shy and that other people have it worse than me so I should just stop complaining. When is it time to get help? When does normal become ""not normal""? Here are a few things about me: * I have some level of anxiety almost every night and morning before work even though I've been working at the same job for 5 or 6 months. There have been incidents where I cried like a baby from anxiety and called in sick since i just can't handle it (It happened last night actually, I cried for hours because I was so anxious about work today and called in sick). * My job is actually manageable for most of the time I'm there, but I have moments (and whole days) that make me feel so worthless and anxious. This is probably why I have pre-work anxiety all the time, I'm always fearing that it might be one of those bad days. Whenever other people are around me and can see me working, I kind of lose my ability to do the tasks correctly and almost become mute (I am still able to speak, but it feels almost impossible to do so and I struggle), because I feel like people are watching me and seeing all the mistakes I make thinking I'm terrible at what I'm doing. * I can barely speak to groups (or pairs) of people I don't know well. Most of the time in these situations, such as parties, I'm almost unable to say a single word unless it's to my friends, and if I speak to someone I don't know well or at all, it will probably be in short sentences or ""yes/no""-answers and I will be uncomfortable the whole time. * Having oral presentations and group discussions in school was a nightmare for me, even more so in my non-native languages. There were times where I came very prepared to a group discussion and still couldn't manage to say more than one single sentence (believe me, I suffered for those 6 seconds) when everyone around me were having long and advanced discussions. * Even with my friends and family that I'm very comfortable with, I overanalyze everything. I have to think about not making too much or too little eye contact, how often and how often I blink etc, and I notice every single sign that someone might be annoyed or uncomfortable because of me. I basically become hyperaware of what I'm doing and saying, because I'm fearing that I'll make someone uncomfortable or do something weird. In conclusion: At my job and in social situations, my brain reacts like I'm the center of the universe and everyone is looking at me and judging me, even though I know this is not the case. This has started to get in the way of my job (I couldn't get to work today because I was crying all night from pre-work anxiety. My anxiety is usually milder and almost invisible to other people, but it's also not the first time this happened). Is this just normal shyness and a part of who I am, or should I get help?? I'm kinda lost.",5.328460152182618,6.031427908957415,6.0581774796422385,79.19517170604728,68.00146842878121,8.834080897076491,30.30840341743425,8.906399129114982,2.418115712187958,2750,101,520,45,44,901,262,681,0.159,0.7490000000000001,0.092,-0.9935,4,0,2,0,0,0,90.0,0,0,0,10,49,29,2,4,22,1,61,5,3,11,5,120,113,64,0,11,27,0,3,4,3,7,2,6,0,2,37,32,0,2,15,0,0,3,10,15,2,5,14,16,60,14,69,85,20,70,0,4,7,0,32,26,0,28,42,366,97,12,0.05118793880022945,0.0,0.09990408864016168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562866331299478,0.0,0.0,0.08186995232970115,0.08518493132414487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23495179844775485,0.11565560155350604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113623601088323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04273979077655951,0.15601846191674554,0.16959917031824792,0.0435571657491571,0.0576712781776243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05714266856881608,0.15680582600906648,0.058545365364970375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16868264151485635,0.06602397170725491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04479491019351315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04276095457474727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057088082682795326,0.13523660325041215,0.0,0.08625609231378169,0.09782453826908988,0.04600441877629874,0.0,0.04825543309096664,0.1152013244887032,0.07764647964860223,0.0365686737067177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04354043459410451,0.0,0.0,0.11864302361965495,0.0,0.1337179265942896,0.0,0.029091285246682964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053065046055793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029305891470578,0.0,0.0,0.05084117309040174,0.050409808693160994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031845233227937,0.0454981919493628,0.0,0.05330436124819202,0.08439465745307051,0.04172500208536952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003136518052716,0.05130376223186007,0.0,0.04529971504770725,0.08596995316075161,0.05726621014979785,0.05587768195480843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050100797800725,0.0,0.05142516465143133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860462780830156,0.05168522614715994,0.0,0.04085772438892082,0.0,0.03762902477789401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144109238993832,0.1504599353872367,0.0,0.05827780759543524,0.05371313103271436,0.0,0.06937254417060809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05543154949242704,0.0,0.2129236296090833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04902389571742756,0.0,0.11037851133350546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032792304337510535,0.0,0.050541914206276815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221201104020997,0.0,0.051804926859458915,0.08158031979801046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04234319193711397,0.11507477580404092,0.0,0.10435931471539656,0.13011412330288347,0.0788139522096803,0.05062618034563292,0.0,0.07246217309135504,0.0,0.08175750809603871,0.04279540888116565,0.0,0.05351274772705992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0447405147111317,0.0,0.05853786909116384,0.0,0.034006992027208124,0.1639958215240386,0.1005837799517293,0.040637505659133585,0.2387847900553069,0.0,0.09704036146806663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04420994405935602,0.05637628281093063,0.08447082068963005,0.0,0.040630603217191086,0.0,0.0,0.09204820881144588,0.0,0.046189152992642264,0.11429901128755035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26085800364383044,0.0,0.052164882745389024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03296335432485086 socialanxiety,Taesi,2020/01/27,"I cant talk to my bf's family I've (19F) been with my bf (21M) for 8 months and I really love him. In general, our relationship is amazing, but lately we've encountered a problem. I have social anxiety and I find it extremely difficult to interact with his family. At Christmas, I struggled to make conversation and just sat there quietly. When I go to his house, saying hello is extremely difficult and I've never said more than that. My boyfriend really gets annoyed with me and had said that I needed to interact with his family if I wanted to stay with him. I know his parents criticize me and I hate it. I love my bf so much and I've been trying really hard but I really struggle. I don't know what to do and how to get better, can someone help me?",1.2635294117647078,3.624086071895426,4.270326797385625,80.47647058823533,83.70588235294119,8.828758169934641,23.37908496732026,9.325443323948027,2.54496339869281,591,22,116,20,17,212,89,153,0.20199999999999999,0.6859999999999999,0.11199999999999999,-0.9324,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,1,5,11,2,2,1,0,10,2,0,2,1,27,24,14,0,4,4,1,1,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,5,13,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,6,5,27,4,17,18,2,8,0,0,0,2,24,2,0,1,4,79,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216119780245046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967035254453638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4146508765240301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400479687225356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15320210780487242,0.0,0.08332551835153391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131339558194435,0.144753409454799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827392891238564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691757206113209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611531544870257,0.0,0.1653897636741918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646541758886541,0.0,0.09786763183607623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11702786709154155,0.0,0.10777997493384182,0.10871425430737186,0.11307965983843728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16280023840602534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14029216025207936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.375705058569164,0.0,0.0,0.15741121847945136,0.0,0.0,0.27893167451181444,0.11659530124016275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14945702673041558,0.1242276587545448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627364846400899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30655073538083416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784476438987287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954295858109287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647819236802283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CatalystEXE,2020/01/27,"Calling out sick I'm terribly sick, and I called out of work last night. It gave me such a panic attack that I couldn't speak for like an hour, beyond my panicked self talk. Anyway, I have to call out again tonight, but last time was so painful that I don't think I could gather the strength to do that Sharon in a hundred years I could hear every bit of contempt and disappointment in my boss's voice. I broke down and apologized like five times to her (which I'm humiliated by in retrospect) Should I just go to work sick, and take frequent throw up breaks, or should I just do a no call no show",4.340081967213114,4.910931491803279,4.478811475409838,90.11362704918035,70.14754098360656,7.739344262295082,25.90573770491803,7.645422480735847,1.0087344262295082,470,13,106,5,8,146,81,122,0.34,0.609,0.051,-0.9901,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,7,10,2,1,5,0,10,4,0,1,0,18,17,7,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,2,4,3,0,1,5,7,0,0,1,1,0,2,4,7,0,1,2,3,13,3,17,10,1,22,0,2,0,0,12,9,0,1,12,65,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831134244828989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17572489240003852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6574261184219717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570243811031783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561439983618176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147637189128097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18141182260176825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158511608128751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26240516880297965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572722945111164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151048561191504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17127109328206025,0.18885000999270055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16791472205124736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210206904177214,0.1293722704164846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313564788313796,0.0,0.0,0.1877122828353837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343592743599685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365193677195617 socialanxiety,adeenom,2020/01/27,"How to cope with people not liking you? How does one cope with people not liking them, looking down on them, and even talking smack about them? It would make me feel unloveable, insecure, and that no one would wanna befriend me. Which then would make me feel depressed and anxious. I'm trying to get rid of my social anxiety by imagining the worst that could happen, and how i could survive that. Now that I know that the worst thing that could happen in a negative social situation is that people won't like me, I'm wondering how I can survive that. Any input would be greatly appreciated",6.44181467181467,7.229997891891895,6.433925353925357,77.17783783783786,65.57657657657657,8.865379665379669,30.27155727155727,8.841846274778883,2.4209989703989705,470,16,83,7,7,149,68,111,0.244,0.727,0.027999999999999997,-0.9758,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,3,2,7,9,0,1,3,0,11,0,0,6,0,27,23,9,0,8,2,0,2,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,0,3,12,4,11,14,2,5,0,1,1,0,7,3,0,1,5,67,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037495203792826,0.0,0.1167119071961672,0.1723551714574076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654325269519752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140412329062456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351077376481968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076782977847734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428302803771698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797089837604642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682035949104405,0.0,0.0,0.269825681985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384580576603122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236068491092336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811628505820058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20367681851042496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20676416160319175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31730835511351513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17148959884102533,0.0,0.3110418750038393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262607278187022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013574935043424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358170892941912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16545037596758058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4335115654237037,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Justinoneo,2020/01/27,"I have social anxiety but it's not the regular kind? I feel absolutely comfortable when I'm around strangers. I'm not scared to be myself. But when I'm around people that I know, it's just horrible. Being around people who used to be my classmates when we were like 14 when I was so awkward is so uncomfortable I don't want them to even hear my voice. Being in a classroom and having individuals who literally make fun of EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE makes me quiet because they could be making fun of anything that I say. If they're not in the class though I'm completely fine. It's like I don't have social anxiety but some things provoke my anxiety so much... Also I get like really red if I'm really uncomfortable and then it just gets worse. then I become self conscious about it but I'm aware that there is no reason for me to be like that but it's just so psysical that I can't manage it at all.",2.7169467213114764,4.61764865573771,4.603958333333335,82.42593750000003,76.10382513661202,8.290846994535519,24.005806010928964,9.017664075816787,1.8740166666666684,716,23,145,17,16,244,100,183,0.177,0.665,0.158,-0.2282,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,2,0,19,11,0,2,3,0,17,0,0,6,1,33,33,22,0,4,13,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,0,1,15,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,6,19,9,14,24,3,12,0,0,1,0,10,6,0,3,10,102,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712937330069075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361398916812609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052962073680827,0.39115926802852097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928474561242146,0.16176097144647428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15356755646945291,0.0,0.0,0.11694174806382693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673987913321627,0.0,0.0,0.13995521598381472,0.13163483273155765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405796828951461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304561925706536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650786245525819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252253725642664,0.08049427216468089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28622494042315644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293302994342322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076698828991972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20308314660292145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876606470061275,0.15059216960127314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11647620477580185,0.1466387258190384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15279671942438675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29860872720380083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730597247565334,0.0,0.14390279674911402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650020902607434,0.0,0.0,0.08638985907460699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926208823636525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BlackWidow1990,2020/01/27,"I feel like I don’t have an identity. I’m not sure if this counts as social anxiety or not and I can’t properly explain what I’m feel but I feel as though I don’t have an identity and I can’t truly be myself. For instance my father and his siblings have really loud, extreme opinions and don’t really see the gray area in between - it’s either black or white. I feel as though I can’t state my opinion on a certain subject around them as they will always have some sort of counter argument and will be looking for a fight - even if you agree with what they are saying. I feel like I’m always on the defense and whatever is say to them is always wrong and they don’t truly understand me or care enough to understand me. The same can be said for friends/work friends. I always have to listen to other people’s stories and basically stroke their egos but when it’s time for me to talk no one listens and I’m constantly being interrupted. There are a couple of people at work who will ignore the interruptions in favor of listening to what I have to say but that is actually a very rare thing. Also, in relation to work, it’s like no one really wants to talk to me they would rather talk to my manager. Let’s call my manager Dana. For instance someone will come over to me, say hello and before I even have a chance to respond it’s “where’s Dana?” Or “is Dana here today”. Like it’s never about me. I don’t mind that they want to talk to her, but your just totally disregarding me as a person. Then there are the other people who just assume I am up Dana’s butt all day mirroring her every task. So for instance I will get asked about something that doesn’t relate to me at all but they assume I know because I work with Dana. If that were the case, they wouldn’t need 2 people for the job. Does anyone else feel this way? Like no one truly understands and doesn’t really care enough to understand? It’s like I’m lost in other people’s expectations of who I should be that no one really gives me a chance to be me. Any advice?",3.1349775179856114,4.461087937649882,4.631276229016788,85.06871290467626,73.70023980815347,7.8983513189448455,23.82261690647482,8.472884824447931,1.3914508992805759,1598,45,333,28,32,535,180,417,0.094,0.765,0.141,0.9694,1,0,1,0,1,0,30.0,0,2,10,4,17,17,2,0,16,0,42,2,1,0,6,69,75,34,0,11,18,1,7,6,1,8,1,9,0,1,23,15,0,3,14,0,0,1,18,5,0,4,3,21,48,12,50,57,8,23,0,1,5,1,41,13,1,13,13,236,71,6,0.0,0.0,0.07830293999573314,0.0,0.0,0.07840987446724486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416812416773322,0.26706536866735264,0.0,0.0,0.054566143012380434,0.0,0.061383595760558726,0.0,0.0,0.05610587054116895,0.0822156508085839,0.0,0.07143086250954879,0.07501383161003351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04891373087120023,0.0,0.0682785696254149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193429886667902,0.0,0.16362062955495962,0.0,0.0,0.06911989759762276,0.0,0.08671123847628172,0.0,0.0,0.08878434534359078,0.0,0.051748343488665416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021881111654248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703045902929497,0.0,0.0,0.1658193208466022,0.0,0.10599589840296902,0.0,0.06760589794317286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434313838226741,0.11464734634812745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06199344248304401,0.0,0.041922235315832064,0.07697378963909324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962609816256568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044097960276750614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205112433310786,0.0,0.23520809084103794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06738162747301378,0.0,0.08759174597883493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101981043526613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05949715205046161,0.06188625178994363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174915656598569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781425401751334,0.07006271883993727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570198951626963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632688259626845,0.2552411699993581,0.0,0.0,0.06394111565328219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179486214611748,0.06798733017010462,0.06177288892479092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562551575875752,0.0,0.0,0.2579763954570821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05330807762499085,0.0,0.15767133844686534,0.0,0.04678875344867009,0.0,0.07605840466216557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341318516877916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620663572312961,0.09465559402766244,0.06369100061891134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23366352251022385,0.0,0.0,0.0570003938089393,0.08773015154752617,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,notRazor10000,2020/01/27,Im lonley! there.. i said it.,-6.222857142857142,-7.454738285714281,-0.7392857142857139,106.59678571428572,146.14285714285714,1.4,3.5,3.1291,-3.0926571428571425,20,0,6,0,2,8,6,7,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7504798553548174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6608933247556764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sammiix3,2020/01/27,I called and made an appointment for my car but I’m paranoid that I misheard the appointment time even though I wrote it down as she said it I was so anxious to call that I feel like maybe I got things messed up. I’m like 98% sure that I heard her right but I still am doubting myself. I’m nervous that I’m gonna walk in there for my appointment time and they will say that I don’t have an appointment. I worry about this every time I make an appointment for everything.,1.2657575757575756,3.3639598686868686,2.4548383838383856,95.09559090909092,81.62626262626263,6.384242424242425,21.011111111111113,7.554174236665415,0.5865426262626263,373,11,85,6,10,119,63,99,0.184,0.722,0.09300000000000001,-0.8471,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,2,4,0,5,0,0,2,1,10,17,7,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,3,0,0,9,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,6,4,17,3,9,9,0,10,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,6,53,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441970736303747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44144308130079707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277035577124428,0.0,0.1821224829829992,0.0,0.1942689206288229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929600672572187,0.1544233566861558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728813418822717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112078128531906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045339768045629,0.14428717927643314,0.0,0.21715981846378685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18459779671151627,0.20561580867498927,0.17189756017604668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726241008320543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20372640739765116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360580593537128,0.0,0.21237419017297265,0.0,0.3781304980630769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195189959979506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jonevans00,2020/01/27,"It hurts sometimes working in a social place I work in the kitchen at a casual restaurant, a place where lots of the employees tend to become close knit, even with the owners. Lots of people have worked there for years and some have become roommates, some are couples. I even met my boyfriend working there. And I’ve managed to become pals with a few of the other cooks. But so many of my social encounters there wear me down. And I can’t help but compare myself when I see my coworkers socialize so easily. One waitress there is always joking around kind of aggressively. I like her but I hate it when she includes me in her snarky jokes while we’re working. For example I dropped a container in the prep room while she and another woman were talking, and she goes “Do you have something to say?” I rarely have comebacks for these, and I hate the feeling it gives me even if I do appreciate her humor. So usually I’m just silent and it seems like more and more when she makes a joke at me, she’ll just go “I was kidding!!” Very aggressively too. Like that makes it even worse, that she thinks I didn’t get it. I already feel frozen with anxiety and her reaction adds another layer of shame and pain. I wish she would stop talking to me but that would hurt too. A lot of the waiters, I just have avoided eye contact and communication so long that they do the same to me now. It hurts to walk by so many people every day and they never look at you or say hi. I know they do it as a natural response because of my behavior but it hurts anyway. It also gets in the way of the job because we need to communicate about orders and stuff. I feel like some of them get upset at me for not expressing important info; I’d be frustrated too in their place so I guess all I can do it try to improve in that area which is doable. People need to be around others that recognize who they are, to be able to trust each other and feel at ease and at home. It’s essential to well being, it’s how we evolved. I know it’s not helpful to ruminate on this too much but writing this out helped me release some pent up emotion and wracking sobs, and at least on this sub I’m able to connect with others",4.5423405762872,5.236076463470322,5.225458982837349,84.49952054794521,69.75342465753424,8.415808534089122,28.573767910565266,8.53829466247534,1.9031504330026767,1713,59,354,26,29,554,219,438,0.14400000000000002,0.735,0.121,-0.9567,2,1,1,0,0,0,35.0,2,2,6,5,33,26,5,3,18,0,26,5,2,3,2,74,53,39,0,6,13,0,4,4,1,3,1,2,3,2,31,29,2,3,9,5,0,2,5,14,1,1,4,9,54,12,56,42,15,45,0,5,3,0,42,28,1,11,16,260,85,7,0.1599341951610221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824568068794401,0.0639496590438181,0.06653903121760875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16770494854569676,0.061174610769519674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14237534171174948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749440091462888,0.2649521297456942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848207247433079,0.0,0.05157216242650591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899522215009971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112700550570732,0.0,0.06737572866421837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617350691165841,0.05712851048969871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533852389674155,0.07671172668011123,0.04544714439749135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809277355523114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579019064428139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080077962243264,0.0,0.08021351899185178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424257275151535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935500522307921,0.0,0.0,0.08327342646158427,0.08789565101995267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627153833486834,0.0,0.0,0.07076836494094411,0.06715222173945957,0.0,0.0,0.2039555001374384,0.0,0.0,0.1067573171793608,0.16214817122873765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05878501785385098,0.11858917919306942,0.06167555546928149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05418777488530623,0.0,0.08509062992525515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16631734999720127,0.0,0.2506457905275608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718609128059827,0.0,0.0,0.06372342339664162,0.07279904228315426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445491564678115,0.0,0.0615625785563863,0.07908950426051599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685607426690725,0.0,0.0,0.09154319476921173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854904787079088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05123968719971232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054292410079020505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807246031848366,0.06598123033587769,0.0,0.06347415989740111,0.0,0.0,0.07190002438722103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195821572098148,0.0,0.0,0.29108499721073794,0.0,0.08149330421481522,0.11361266350615827,0.0,0.0,0.05149618901756784 socialanxiety,ALTleft20,2020/01/27,Presentations at college Im 18f doing software development at college. I have to do 2 different presentations at college and I genuinely cannot do it. I even had a group one and had a panic attack during it and that was only in front of the lectures. These ones are in front of the whole class and I do not know what to do at all. I can’t pass the course unless I pass the presentation classes. At the same time I don’t just want to avoid stuff like this my whole life. Not sure how I can get past this. (I’ve had 2 different councillors and while they did help a bit they can only do so much and I’ve finished with my councillor now so can’t even talk to her about it and even if I could I don’t know how she could help me anyway,1.930576923076924,3.4061170576923097,3.6887179487179513,89.98961538461538,77.14102564102564,7.107692307692307,22.256410256410255,7.882392219407189,0.8110794871794873,575,16,132,9,13,193,85,156,0.073,0.863,0.064,-0.3318,2,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,11,5,1,2,8,0,22,1,0,2,2,24,26,14,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,8,0,1,2,0,0,4,7,3,0,2,5,0,17,2,16,19,6,19,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,9,100,26,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950800613796248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18720868167985652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738211694924133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35831433757982256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397772046261105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958975546480476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22987509469621606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18522479321076876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18847876063511132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111941203446375,0.08377509446176161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260554666861911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323947665997373,0.2608322634538335,0.0,0.2011915382225806,0.0,0.0,0.16369438300438635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963003595111084,0.0,0.0,0.16161522430002975,0.0,0.0,0.13782687165039734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998972975532988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114169078087723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3828963225772113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Hvac77,2020/01/27,"To be alone When going into social situations, I , like others with S/A require booze or THC. I hate this fact. I've been on antidepressants for over 20 yrs and managed to get off them for about two years now. I use CBD during the day and small amounts of thc before bed. It has been going great until recently. When I'm put in social situations I come off as outgoing etc, it's all an act of course, and then after , maybe b/c I'm so exhausted I seem to be short with my wife and kids. I hate that I'm like this and apologized the next day . They understand, but it's not fair for them. Man life is hard with S/A . Everybody suffers. Does anyone else out there seem to be mean or short with any little thing after a social event towards their immediate family ? Is there anything wrong with loving to be alone or just with your immediate family??? Everyone else seems to love getting together with people except for me. Lol, this is coming from one of the ""cool"" kids in high school. Little did anyone know it was all just an act, parties were easy... pre drink then heavy drinking at the party. I wonder if there are many people with S/A that have become alcoholics b/c of it. Thanks everyone to allow me to open up.",3.0318181818181813,4.738838338842979,4.439743801652893,84.78325206611572,74.70247933884298,7.649917355371901,22.01735537190083,8.395991825355821,1.1993183471074378,946,24,192,17,20,314,148,242,0.08800000000000001,0.7659999999999999,0.146,0.9535,0,2,3,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,4,1,10,12,2,0,7,2,15,8,0,2,3,40,37,17,0,1,9,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,1,3,12,18,4,1,7,2,0,7,1,5,0,2,5,2,15,7,42,28,4,39,0,1,0,2,15,18,0,8,16,118,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133327774558712,0.0,0.21966694211115756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211609627865148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483020839800414,0.10865843656896527,0.08726824998808247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712139147381348,0.0902388116337604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827014670540204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678403182876972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280308747319886,0.0,0.0,0.20777281485817373,0.0,0.0,0.1771785495581781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827125689060695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20266631058736453,0.0,0.0,0.19994473295524445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081112907565717,0.0,0.12053874325421267,0.0,0.0,0.11691800213274875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499794059204486,0.209400366209936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204525436962176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05828106172519379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749046513794272,0.1036191332096507,0.2125753802625986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914244422939762,0.0,0.0,0.1075157583606056,0.10653920351338353,0.11551707228870765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278296917472586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186068972000745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470402934794754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066072641774013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470934454127456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732596935928763,0.0,0.2896256249954645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384041945561853,0.0,0.32430693254002285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763450635352576,0.0,0.0,0.07045340290152859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035932276800999,0.11039943202790467,0.0,0.09159119391023544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500424482925815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594655048473215,0.0,0.06829126437811628 socialanxiety,sweetcheeta,2020/01/27,"Socially anxious with an outgoing boyfriend I’ve had socially anxiety since I can remember. I’m not the best at making conversation with people I’ve barely met, especially when I’m in a big group. I just started dating pretty much the best guy I’ve ever met. We’ve known each other for ages and we’re really close, and get on amazing. Only thing, he gets on amazingly with everyone he meets. Here’s where the problem is!! He loves hanging out with his (might I add never ending list) of friends. I want to be the best I can for him but he always wants me to go out with his friends, but I always struggle to talk with them, and I find myself alone at these random parties and gatherings, and it’s so embarrassing !! He loves talking with everyone, and moving around, so he doesn’t always stay with me, and I feel clingy if I keep going up to him. I’m not sure what to do, because he knows I have SA but I’m not sure he fully understands what that means. His friends mean so much to him and I just hate that I struggle so much to hang out with them, especially cause all of them are BEST friends. What do I do ahhh",3.8264380530973447,4.817397075221238,5.008130530973453,84.31493915929205,71.61061946902655,8.304867256637168,26.95685840707965,8.660442795831766,1.801921238938052,873,29,182,15,16,289,124,226,0.136,0.701,0.162,0.8917,0,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,3,4,11,19,1,3,6,0,12,2,0,2,5,54,35,17,0,4,9,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,9,24,0,1,8,0,0,5,5,5,0,0,3,1,25,14,30,30,9,26,0,0,0,2,34,13,0,3,7,117,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850892672927234,0.0,0.0,0.2615282155462811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014787961554047,0.1183589735181518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326648428321772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06386611544726194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4397937561694021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762646366179372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927940995777491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476941837943162,0.0,0.20022224222421406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05297427595414222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575682622914787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32377659884672216,0.0,0.10947479461496716,0.0,0.11908509795881195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373762822672264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343754401906716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312336322192033,0.0,0.0,0.05757821723801414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18911594601756745,0.0,0.0699340175420675,0.0,0.0,0.2282479723619508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114318799997476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113527017287607,0.23105146767008214,0.0,0.08080419201353546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968142764320595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726335254548285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658758038546362,0.0,0.10024963526773348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711760482931707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868267785333472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666587118723024,0.0,0.0,0.21359728713282802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415592769209395,0.11166964876957693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190542889764121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974867929385989,0.0,0.0,0.1684184579818193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960376522564217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906806245618264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359075842769608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Top-Sherbert,2020/01/27,"Protected by women I'm being harassed at work 24/7 by ""Chad"". He only bully men and doesn't care at all about our opinion. In fact, he enjoys being trash talked. I get all the hate nowadays for being pretty boy #2 ""stealing"" his girls. However, this guy as a flaw, his self worth is based on what women think of him. I ended up befriending all the girls at work including his crush. I told them all about chad and how much i dread working with him because i know I'm gonna eat shit all day. They secretly didn't like him as well and decided they would protect me. As expected, i come back from lunch and instantly start getting harassed. ""Why don't you quit ?"", ""You should kill yourself"", ""No one likes you"" and so on.. They ganged up on him, said they heard all about his small dick and poor performance. Everyone laughed, including his crush.. I think it destroyed him because he doesn't talk to anyone anymore. I never thought it's see something like this happen. I'm glad i started talking to them, i probably wouldn't have survived much longer at that place.",4.068981707317072,5.724853078048781,4.31516768292683,86.94543445121954,71.87804878048779,7.4664634146341475,27.934451219512194,8.07648339933343,1.7612012195121949,831,31,163,12,16,259,131,205,0.207,0.687,0.106,-0.9731,1,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,1,3,6,6,7,16,6,1,3,0,12,4,2,1,8,28,32,11,1,4,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,2,0,8,6,8,2,2,6,0,2,1,7,8,1,1,5,3,31,8,24,20,8,19,0,0,1,1,38,12,2,1,9,97,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561421115439954,0.10266575529192963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290189293600428,0.0,0.1790103272830644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970122870007754,0.0,0.0,0.12647957199690438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469210116741117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024199785054773,0.0,0.0,0.1300462852564355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030072464444115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534234443102621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538309282148934,0.12983977319893214,0.0,0.0,0.14496253982677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244375004014822,0.0,0.08069298907543136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21519865981982186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215871376953703,0.0,0.11324303002372985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994946502153868,0.1116695319646502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15340431372994084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937715810246438,0.1583057318672643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616996138174027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13966732848524974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700313834246535,0.0,0.15317393001639884,0.0,0.15071713116815158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303559211998288,0.0,0.0,0.20785164078286064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35404505667089664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18816328095670246,0.0,0.11656526251186088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030072464444115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201626735967256,0.0,0.1324896953309373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206782346209514,0.0,0.0,0.10430260551858216,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ss543321,2020/01/27,"I’m exhausted Going on 10 years of trying. Medication, therapy, mediation, yoga, journaling, books, exercises, just saying ‘yes’, pushing myself to be social, date after date and on and on. Yet I wake up and immediately am bombarded with more anxious thoughts and so I start all over day after day. I’m exhausted. I feel like I’ve become the toxic person people are encouraged to cut out so I cut them off first. I’m just tired. Is anyone else just exhausted?",3.29586928104575,6.0384982470588255,5.723921568627452,70.84653594771244,78.29411764705883,8.954248366013074,25.91503267973856,9.444778638647367,3.0746993464052284,361,14,59,11,9,127,61,85,0.188,0.7559999999999999,0.055999999999999994,-0.8718,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,7,7,2,0,1,1,4,7,1,0,1,12,11,6,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,6,1,0,1,0,6,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,5,0,1,1,2,6,2,13,9,2,19,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,11,37,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27389466430744125,0.0,0.16952369084254604,0.2484143002445019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677622596581669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31271487630690353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20253229660126398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258784524828913,0.173203277221918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20622421321176107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377874949398973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844673676985855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442385653569048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16808134170634104,0.2116942589723213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928025747390864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24714288877832274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17160433482906162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772578204364754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924748273545723,0.0,0.27865570024801545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16460473541767354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15612710056374393 socialanxiety,ALASKAJAEGER,2020/01/27,"Was gone from school for a year and now I cant make friends Ima 16 year old boy and last school year I was hardly in school I was so sick. and the last 1 or 2 months of the school year I didnt go to school at all. Then I missed the first semester of this year doing homeschool. Now I only have 2 classes at the school. I am super socially anxious and have trouble speaking normally to anyone. Is there anything you can think of to help me?",0.8533567251461989,2.6255472947368474,2.4382456140350897,96.38216374269008,81.3157894736842,5.485380116959064,21.08187134502924,6.42735559955562,0.07809941520467856,343,10,81,3,9,112,60,95,0.147,0.782,0.071,-0.7265,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,2,4,4,0,0,5,0,11,1,0,1,1,9,16,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,5,2,9,2,11,11,1,18,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,1,13,49,10,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535276644597056,0.0,0.08996428427841435,0.0,0.10587883109537664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944083184047178,0.0,0.0,0.09940485067154796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312224800660391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525693373852824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624021481868814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20975532189045096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588366911497088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026977196235354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606259477309262,0.0,0.0,0.13501035981327733,0.0,0.0,0.09785414318862938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.78128401911289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115590507106514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244216803652445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4142743350168996 socialanxiety,Ugh-Kid,2020/01/27,.-. Just got back from going to the movies by myself. Wasn’t bad at all tbh lmao,-1.9731372549019603,-0.2696734117647068,-0.19176470588235264,106.53039215686277,106.64705882352942,2.266666666666667,5.666666666666668,3.1291,-2.812827450980392,60,0,15,0,3,19,17,17,0.156,0.67,0.174,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,4,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,10,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5125026888135281,0.5565054472547397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787912484658105,0.0,0.5330664791753639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Heckbegone,2020/01/27,"Why do people assume im stupid because im quiet? People often talk to me like im a 5 year old. Im not stupid. Im actually somewhat intelligent [i like to think]. Why do people think i am somehow less smart because im quiet? Its very annoying, im not a child.",-1.737017543859647,0.15857635087719402,2.6133333333333333,87.60666666666668,101.28070175438593,4.63859649122807,18.614035087719298,6.42735559955562,0.328319298245614,200,7,43,3,9,76,31,57,0.165,0.6579999999999999,0.177,-0.2591,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,3,3,2,5,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,4,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.11450373371783125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14305477712910322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8872067116691343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464961002064228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312517208526833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244039567537695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431082821575187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503692922619917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968151002709194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21175631736039105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556101451771646 socialanxiety,zuziite1,2020/01/27,"I get angry because being social is SO EASY FOR EVERYONE But not for me. Went to a stand up comedy event on saturday with a friend and my bf. The friend made friends while we came in and sat down. That alone made me sad because wtf. We were in there for like a minute. From that point on there was a lot other stuff that made me realize how worthless I am at socializing and I just can't seem to come out of my dark hole that I fell in since then. I just HATE HOW EASY IT IS FOR EVERYONE and HOW MUCH EVERYONE DOESN'T MIND HAVING SHIT TON OF PEOPLE AROUND THEM. Worst thing is I try to not drink anymore, so I couldn't even cloud my mind with booze.yikes",2.003063725490197,3.767697492647063,2.885882352941177,94.55813725490198,77.75,6.5921568627450995,20.892156862745093,7.492282038375204,0.4184627450980387,513,13,118,7,12,162,89,136,0.149,0.68,0.172,0.5649,0,1,1,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,1,0,11,9,2,0,5,0,11,2,1,6,0,29,21,12,0,1,5,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,8,12,1,0,2,1,0,4,5,5,0,0,8,0,16,4,22,11,4,20,0,2,0,0,9,11,1,2,5,85,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039179795298668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400741549411086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926599389470478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17703501859069856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16607938122280536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508391956855516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224865558724697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590857981023483,0.0,0.0,0.4162576836660581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365622509368543,0.0,0.07586523841377811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14336293510377285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094134236112659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345073296439528,0.0,0.4121982423934569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932375713558048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674466052387938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006690123483533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726858883296064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219199957204358,0.0,0.0,0.1490540267886253,0.12011763992034193,0.0,0.0,0.2960427406118697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662285324673204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646980863333893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858676741949203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460936242568405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,apotropaic-charm,2020/01/27,"I feel like I’m losing my mind. And maybe even catching feelings. I’ve always been a very anxious person, so it’s always been hard for me to open up to people and make friends. Now that I’m in college, it’s feeling even harder for me to make friends. But a little over a month ago, I started talking to this guy over message. He goes to the same college as me, but he comes here from out of state. And I felt like we were getting along great and I could be open with him, without really being judged. Which is a great feeling for me because I hardly feel that with anyone so quickly. So we decide to hang out when he’s back in town. First he asked if I wanted to get food, & I said sure, though I might not eat anything so he could choose where to go. (I have this weird thing where I don’t like eating in front of people I don’t know.) And he was like, okay, maybe we could play video games instead. He said we could meet at a library and play there, and I said yes without really thinking over it. I freaked out right before going. But when I got there, we had minimal small talk and started playing quietly (I felt like I couldnt talk too much since people around us were working). We hardly talked throughout, and very little even at the end. I feel like the whole thing was just not great, and it was my fault. If I’d just said yes to getting lunch, maybe we wouldn’t have been super awkward, and I felt especially bad since he was nice enough to compromise. I texted him to say I was sorry abt being awkward an hour later, and he said it’s fine & he understands. But I just get the feeling that he doesn’t want to really be my friend anymore. I don’t know if I’m just being irrational or if he just doesn’t vibe with me. And I’m not sure if I’m catching feelings or not; the last time I felt this way was over 3 years ago. I just feel a little less happy when I haven’t texted him. Do I like him or do I just like talking to him? But if the first time we met was awful because of me, it would be a bad time for me to start liking him. I feel like I’m losing my mind. Am I being irrational? I just don’t want to screw myself over like I always do.",2.354285714285716,3.4876961578947423,3.4907042606516288,93.24126315789476,75.35964912280701,6.088621553884712,22.239097744360905,6.1826913282559595,0.182982406015038,1672,42,382,10,35,541,184,456,0.08800000000000001,0.6970000000000001,0.215,0.9964,0,0,0,0,0,0,54.0,9,0,0,6,30,37,1,2,14,4,42,5,0,2,2,98,89,36,0,16,28,0,17,11,3,3,0,7,0,2,15,32,4,0,20,5,0,7,15,10,0,2,24,24,58,27,45,50,5,56,0,2,0,1,48,25,1,10,33,241,73,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740048554757144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15122147282030415,0.1312761443526778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06843780989186199,0.060078777317437625,0.042358729971556264,0.0,0.049851925706356784,0.05392877050997984,0.056633835401763276,0.0,0.0,0.04658204464141992,0.1011630266651954,0.07385763728072718,0.0,0.0515488569326242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052184041522909085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934718221400343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397629957997795,0.0,0.0,0.053655627091211286,0.06259501695686309,0.0,0.12003694787827986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30630913053268544,0.12983443458966698,0.23266402220600035,0.0,0.0,0.1030581120269153,0.07325320537473763,0.0,0.14041116187046446,0.0,0.1266015572644475,0.0,0.06885767130963709,0.0,0.04845111464151969,0.20036797656146704,0.0,0.05998342050612913,0.0,0.06448820979196572,0.16280251789046699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059658794864883936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658603007643041,0.04938053534977268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255579586134145,0.18215030206229854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554636181270113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087483112185231,0.0,0.18258133258392112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06426548106173982,0.12233644142660195,0.0,0.04835413307758272,0.0,0.044533044825749865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599499452631516,0.052895851357235485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642670791669553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05173472691536755,0.2881258037956692,0.04817540345307348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022429631015073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06781400670575469,0.12863585575878286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419128765266427,0.0,0.0,0.24345831302500726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049291254692656,0.03881702124502641,0.05951924090210789,0.0,0.10597351866683888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06306559698665523,0.07286991183220881,0.0,0.0,0.09996918247132176,0.10719441768859872,0.04808534063926635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763506393338219,0.0,0.1167933247361157,0.0,0.0441027380858059,0.0,0.0,0.04303407587007423,0.0,0.0,0.03901133618052316 socialanxiety,__OliviaGarden__,2020/01/27,"I’m not joking when I say that reading porn manga gives me second hand social anxiety. I found what was basically porn manga(Japanese comics) online, I was reading basically cause I bored. I found that I couldn’t read the whole thing tho cause i felt too much for the characters and I got anxiety in their place! Like I genuinely had to stop reading out of anxiety from their interactions. What the hell",3.1466666666666683,6.128076733333334,4.022666666666666,81.06466666666667,81.66666666666666,8.133333333333335,24.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.3867333333333343,325,12,58,9,9,104,52,75,0.20800000000000002,0.7170000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.8052,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,3,4,1,0,3,0,4,3,1,2,0,10,10,3,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,6,0,0,2,2,0,1,7,3,12,2,6,2,2,5,1,0,0,2,6,3,1,0,3,38,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36883606876680414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301939859395627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15431012389184026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524280250787274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541709942577645,0.0,0.0,0.12853723462944314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851647812512151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814288430478465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679113585562405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6430278014441164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780579317589805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16382713234426988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343636480101857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677088094466004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17943083758350986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jsjhrmjvjk,2020/01/27,"Two strangers laughed at me while I was on the verge of an anxiety attack TL;DR Faced a huge social fear (unsuccessfully), talked to a front desk lady while getting increasingly anxious, two women laughed at me in an elevator because I looked anxious. This happened about 3 weeks ago. I'm 16 years old and went on a small trip with my dad. We got to our hotel, and I was already a bit anxious because it was late and I don't really like being away from my mom (sad, I know). So, we got to our hotel room and I realized that there wasn't a shower cap and that I'd need to go to the front desk to get one. My dad had gone out for a walk so I was all alone. My overprotective parents made it so I get super anxious going places on my own without asking permission. But, after 10 minutes of nervous pacing, I decided to go. I was so proud of myself in that moment for overcoming a huge fear of mine and acting like the age that I am. Cue more anxiety from talking to strangers. I waited in line and was already shaking a bit. Then, I asked the employee if they had a shower cap. She said she'd check. She took a long time and the waiting made me even more anxious. She came back and said she couldn't find one, but that she'd look in another room. She comes back and tells me there aren't any, so I thank her and walk to the elevator. Now I'm feeling even worse because I feel bad for inconveniencing her for nothing. I step into the elevator and two women in their 30's follow. I hate elevators; small spaces you can't leave with complete strangers. I try my best to look like I'm not on the verge of a panic attack, but I suppose I didn't look as natural as I thought I did. The women stifle laughing and looking at each other. Of course, my first thought is ""Oh God they're laughing at me because I'm such an idiot."" And then I remember reading something that said that people aren't paying attention to you and are more worried about themselves (we've all heard this, right?). So I chose to believe that as best I could. Healthy thoughts! No, nope, no. As I walk out of the elevator and turn the corner I hear them burst out laughing. ""Oh my God did you see that little girl? She looked so scared!!"" ""That's the funniest thing I've seen all day!"" There's no doubt that they're talking about me. Right then, I burst out crying and quickly walk to my room, wanting to lay down and cry. Well of course that can't be the end to this terrible 20 minutes, because my room key won't work. Now, I'm standing in a hallway crying, waiting for my dad to come back to open the door. A few people walking by give me weird looks. Eventually, my dad comes back and I go to the bathroom to cry and have a panic attack for the next hour. I didn't really enjoy the rest of my trip because of this, unfortunately. Well, guess who's never getting confident and facing their anxiety again. I don't know why I thought I could do anything social without fucking it up majorly. I can't believe I'm two years from adulthood and can't even carry out basic social interactions.",3.3478654436359854,4.683348878444086,4.581002793199764,85.6008631332115,73.18152350081037,7.195958481326944,27.390220352425946,7.69321558396912,1.5031213421152447,2386,88,492,30,47,787,266,617,0.165,0.731,0.10400000000000001,-0.9886,4,1,1,0,0,0,79.0,4,3,4,6,27,34,6,8,34,0,34,3,2,2,4,74,96,42,0,6,7,6,2,3,0,1,0,5,7,4,22,38,0,3,13,3,2,25,21,18,2,7,30,16,77,16,74,58,16,96,0,1,9,1,48,40,1,3,33,319,99,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050961652570454215,0.0,0.0,0.05954257803305681,0.1268838775427183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03909535270844871,0.060283557191392285,0.1319396897574778,0.3247381864811997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0473095909178205,0.0,0.1074912772977575,0.1962104334415126,0.054013997927925564,0.17682586539040904,0.04800197123507193,0.21027319745819276,0.0,0.0,0.12954368684885734,0.1206649758434275,0.0,0.1255289625419926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06575354940055952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485683224011896,0.06027745072461186,0.0,0.0,0.0918025996978008,0.0,0.2526014332696238,0.037076465901361336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050919312186182016,0.0,0.0,0.11391533664307432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293850663251671,0.05813761235725661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052545062141959066,0.048901191395045465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0531488250793666,0.12014516588626588,0.05514990228580945,0.13069217347394407,0.0,0.09196043606036404,0.0,0.06333201016209862,0.0,0.05083845288362302,0.0,0.0,0.05675973601388101,0.0,0.0,0.06479570871555983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05661633206173083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319029403824873,0.0,0.06485152481659955,0.0608738913827436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426052093534317,0.05762035036108239,0.0,0.05087707682157353,0.3379414125111158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879736061348086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733190540400152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04262830422214819,0.04434003775899576,0.0,0.06114155073445491,0.0,0.0,0.05516346131699814,0.0,0.060326363885526625,0.0,0.07791378500635113,0.0,0.0,0.13490488175381266,0.06383613753711513,0.0,0.0,0.07971302431182281,0.0,0.06006509241012956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05750582427556064,0.0,0.07365947380370483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512526499211936,0.09819274709779577,0.16405922600542402,0.0,0.057557786117637275,0.0,0.045812299184672105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17581226061456415,0.0,0.04425881594355281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386254957844539,0.05024902698830987,0.052929313417874616,0.0,0.0,0.03819397857175872,0.0,0.0,0.1825633997988261,0.033523036774825245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06387380152600508,0.03903211725640088,0.06253290130749388,0.22463854719540952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03390924875796675,0.0,0.04611522410143972,0.0,0.10338130794103532,0.05329405310199727,0.05187602356119042,0.0,0.0,0.11083713090130906,0.0,0.0418535987854368,0.058384156369088634,0.0585874931890959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404369358685703 socialanxiety,8funnydude,2020/01/27,"I feel like I have some sort of anxiety or ADHD, but I don't know what to think. Whenever I go grocery shopping with my dad, I feel SO awkward walking through the store. I just don't know what to look at while walking. I always get the feeling that people are silently judging me. I remedy this by staring down blankly at my phone during almost all the time while we're in the store. But that probably makes people actually silently judge me. I don't really care, because to me, the phone option is better. Let's say the store gets kind of crowded near a certain aisle, and we have to wade through the sea of people. That always makes me instantly pull out my phone to stare at if it's not already in my hand. I HATE standing still or walking slowly. It just feels so awkward and annoying. Man, I don't even know how to describe it. All I know is that staring down at my phone or having something else distract me makes me feel better. At school, when I'm standing in a group and talking to my friends, it's also hard for me to stand still. I'm constantly fidgeting with myself, pulling out my phone, checking my watch, looking off in other directions, etc. Hell, one of my friends took notice and asked if I had ADHD or something like that. That's what made me research and find this subreddit. I don't know what to do, and I just want this to BE OVER. But, I don't know how to make myself be normal.",3.97563829787234,5.015545819148937,4.7217659574468085,86.32350000000002,71.30496453900709,7.3421276595744684,29.348226950354608,7.554174236665415,1.697768226950354,1099,43,223,12,20,354,139,282,0.11199999999999999,0.7829999999999999,0.105,-0.5976,0,0,2,0,0,0,34.0,1,0,0,2,12,15,3,3,9,0,17,1,1,7,3,53,46,23,0,4,13,1,7,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,18,11,0,0,13,1,5,7,7,6,0,1,3,14,36,9,37,40,4,33,1,0,6,0,15,16,1,10,9,152,54,2,0.0,0.0,0.11035603897643896,0.0,0.27181581633733165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323972045508088,0.0,0.12479368329147865,0.09043517410821633,0.18819393138697854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651080644782072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572054287335804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893643573024665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000315080578781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529914824079746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220625194284244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446919808692443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612125816640718,0.0746925179063399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28589947455663184,0.08078896541323148,0.0,0.0,0.10335894473696307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17474058458891142,0.0,0.11816598035132543,0.0,0.06426962203961409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130322536242402,0.11164943343474767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776211059203633,0.3728960539679145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563853254371426,0.0,0.11049663116881604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899282327869936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700511070664946,0.30194427025252024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080068707225706,0.0,0.12874964566520972,0.0,0.0,0.07663028903612616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351996668802885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219262941555414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244606031354722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899308650044811,0.0,0.11444950062585875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17411891145448516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18062193195236115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908945856746066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246121562558157,0.0,0.0,0.06594160448537173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256431804044673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670130409167209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SaturatedDelinquent,2020/01/27,"Going on a date next week! So I’m 17 and I’ve been talking to this girl on insta and I know people who know her anyways so we’re at the point where we’re gonna go on a date and I’m nervous, I feel like I won’t know what to say or that there will be an awkward silence, what should I do?",-1.4157763975155255,0.030154130434786094,1.5934161490683252,101.19521739130435,87.40579710144928,4.522567287784679,17.10351966873706,5.288315135182226,-0.8974654244306421,221,5,61,1,7,78,49,69,0.067,0.8909999999999999,0.042,-0.126,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,9,15,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,4,0,1,0,1,5,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,2,5,1,6,9,0,12,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,5,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16454985252363974,0.2324910244221416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699047311915827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5365521463638888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589912362674359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461041053628829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256158425310108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30764152344540124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25879919151232056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615725455800232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610445464583774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,nasty904,2020/01/27,"Introvert shower thoughts Thank god I dont have to worry about the coronavirus, since I dont ever leave my apartment.",4.622727272727271,7.166974909090911,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,72.63636363636364,8.036363636363637,29.181818181818183,8.841846274778883,2.7032909090909087,96,4,16,2,2,30,19,22,0.0,0.632,0.368,0.7314,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7190285568637892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774772303456524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248089847667358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537506963084303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28241855687467604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243529003967332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31152433540796803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,caring_indifference,2020/01/27,"Roommate moving away, nothing left  My roommate is moving out of the country soon, and I don't know what I going to do when he's gone. I don't really have any other friends besides him, and without him my only social interaction will be work and counseling once a week with my therapist. My life feels pretty lonely and meaningless as it is, and idk if I'll be able to handle it when he's gone. At that point I'll just have my cat and that's it. I've been in counseling for this depression and social anxiety bullshit for my entire adult life - 12 years now. It's never helped with anything beyond having someone to help with problem solving for specific situations I needed to figure out. I've never had any long term or even short term improvement of my symptoms.  I've tried different counselors. I've tried sticking with a counselor I felt comfortable with for a longer period of time, at least until my insurance changes and I can't see them anymore (Remind me again how great American health care is again?) I've tried different approaches to therapy. I've found antidepressants that help, and I've tried plenty. Antidepressants can only get you so far, though. At this point, I just feel like I don't have any options that could have a chance at  offering me anything better than what I have now.  Honestly I just don't see this ever getting better. Sure I'll find a friend or two here and there through random chance, but they never stick around. I would bet anything of value that i'll be more or less in the same place ten and twenty years from now, not that I have much of value to stake on such a bet. I just want to stop feeling so lonely...",6.293249427917619,6.484058099378885,6.520715920235372,78.4973962079111,65.83229813664596,9.63609022556391,30.922523700555736,9.414487439383343,2.634811180124224,1316,45,248,23,19,423,173,322,0.051,0.8140000000000001,0.135,0.9593,2,4,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,2,3,23,14,0,0,8,0,25,4,0,1,5,55,41,24,0,6,11,0,4,1,2,2,4,0,0,1,16,19,0,1,8,0,2,6,10,4,0,2,6,6,28,10,39,29,7,46,0,3,2,0,17,18,0,8,23,164,44,1,0.1010883357114232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20623060425151646,0.0,0.07733230012829644,0.0,0.10025246577962672,0.0,0.0,0.2495612610182618,0.08999005075490915,0.0,0.0,0.09497581902540704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17880883616057486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030662954422025,0.0,0.10693805534770867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071081043283065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706723542205945,0.0,0.0,0.21123159052588605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676789235059476,0.09144018706742274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333989970099965,0.07221752723064527,0.09706065505092816,0.0,0.09239290747062713,0.0,0.0,0.11083814240348436,0.15620119482037348,0.0,0.10562896628405284,0.0,0.05745083076641245,0.0,0.0,0.1114502469950191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745217375755382,0.0,0.0,0.20327214173010835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05555550561862901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983277253093968,0.0,0.14280336210046554,0.04938665465953364,0.0,0.0,0.08945999604019829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21488180576933227,0.0743115581208783,0.07495572004436947,0.2338966691966083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699698448260136,0.0,0.0,0.10765577836629044,0.0,0.15376446904680813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561579526294304,0.0,0.19112230376993067,0.0,0.0,0.1028431793312142,0.0,0.09672788499788858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647597763715105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611086312221187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362752477487435,0.0,0.2060936558069962,0.08565181880424039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451437509078805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527456007670376,0.105069486836613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560332182182707,0.1173713491437566,0.0,0.0,0.09931877658295896,0.0,0.05894542148419241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745293773417057,0.0,0.09874861528038796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059624519511063824,0.0,0.08108696535329094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744554828013978,0.0,0.07359351235418367,0.0,0.0,0.07181025332335242,0.0,0.0,0.1301951477737635 socialanxiety,throwaway211680,2020/01/27,"Roommates' guests always in shared spaces=me hiding in my room To preface, my roommates (F27 and F21) and I (F20) started sharing an off-campus apartment a while back and we normally just keep to ourselves and everything's dandy. Lately, they've been bringing their own people home more often. My F27 roommate brings her boyfriend home for most of the week and cooks for him in the kitchen, and I always hear them out there for at least an hour. I always feel like I'm interrupting something when I walk out because they'd be having flirty moments, even though DEEP INSIDE I know I have every right to barge out there and do whatever the hell I need to do since I paid for these privileges as well?? To make matters worse, my other F21 roommate also brings her friends. It's not everyday, but around once a week? I have no issue with that--what I have an issue with is how they have their long chats *in the kitchen.* Is she aware that she's sharing this space with other people? They can talk in her room, but for some reason, they feel the need to talk the entire time in our TINY kitchen, FROM 5-8, blocking the sink and the counter. It's dinner time, and I can't go outside to make dinner because I'm too scared to walk into an area with 4-5 strangers in it :/. I peer outside occasionally and I pretend to use the bathroom in the hallway to check if they're gone yet. Some nights when I'm too tired from classes to have to deal with bumping into strangers, I just eat some almonds and go to sleep hungry. It's gotten so bad these days that if I do decide to cook, I just grab all my ingredients and go into my room to prepare everything so that I don't feel judged. Then I'd just have to go out, cook it, and spend the least time out there as possible. They probably think it's weird that I'm smuggling raw broccoli and carrots into my room, but it's the absolute worst when I'm preparing food out there and they have people over in the kitchen. I'm just chopping away in silence while they're talking and ignoring my existence. I've tried being friendly and nice, and I've gone out of my way to chalk up the courage to get friendlier with them, but they've made it obvious that they don't want to get to know me. I've clenched my cheeks and tried going out there when it was full of people, thinking they'd get the hint and leave, but alas, they do not. I've wondered a lot if I'm just oversensitive, but honestly now I'm just angry at myself for constantly being anxious and tiptoeing when, theoretically, I shouldn't be. I feel like I've been a mindful and considerate housemate during my time here, since I try to keep my guests in my room with minimal noise. I guess it's too much to ask that they do the same; maybe I'm the one with the problem ¯\\\_(ツ)\_/¯",6.3886450839328575,5.76260479496403,6.260661870503602,83.18661630695445,65.79856115107913,9.06800959232614,32.02254196642686,8.131152278815165,2.09778412470024,2190,75,455,23,30,689,249,556,0.109,0.812,0.079,-0.9602,0,0,1,0,0,0,68.0,2,0,14,0,33,19,1,1,26,0,29,14,2,6,2,101,75,46,0,9,18,0,5,2,4,1,1,1,11,0,21,44,11,4,12,5,3,12,7,7,1,1,8,6,58,12,72,60,14,79,1,0,0,0,36,40,1,11,28,288,79,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321432358159306,0.2285364880069361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034280147380794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150093756544878,0.0855890212130248,0.0,0.08601637882946514,0.07039805054129226,0.07644232792815253,0.11161883773401003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893548789689416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059043645332174474,0.09438637849608786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368083637094336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0604694161209324,0.0,0.07713674277118059,0.0,0.16456256815232698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851663302329614,0.13080993128865046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070537787637244,0.0,0.14146612564288705,0.0,0.1434968596083915,0.0,0.2601563468459937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008551558320806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031860710410355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18366879895524346,0.0,0.09016055195645586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19111358425525365,0.0,0.16275174238984388,0.0,0.0,0.10062947529994186,0.0,0.1032749572386138,0.09694064321972112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945563702226171,0.0,0.0,0.08102088498355194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778344727534116,0.0,0.08662897901635212,0.12222371286322067,0.0,0.09197656864057292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244170208593536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730145841672977,0.1357697080568911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591561091344664,0.08970179397967283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750018804953484,0.062038192915163735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538832880320159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321143738057967,0.0,0.0,0.09870884024313814,0.08760316557128699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413098971969598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818514511682846,0.0,0.0,0.0916598016293174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15146598075331652,0.0,0.09161839588757968,0.0,0.0,0.0704814163881022,0.0,0.0,0.06480117353398293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22075875917811294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173260059538034,0.08994964822733938,0.0,0.2135394780134693,0.10522587559336607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864739611899873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907177316656525,0.0,0.0,0.05399990555929319,0.07266993681098198,0.1468754300101282,0.0,0.08231649284327662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928454005352816,0.0,0.0,0.09329959273791394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,theibrokeme,2020/01/27,"I promise I’m not stealing, I’m just anxious I often get followed around by loss prevention when I’m shopping. It’s a combination of looking shifty- I don’t like to make eye contact, I’m sure I always look really nervous because there are other people around- and being bad at shopping, like I’ll forget I needed something in a department I already walked through so I end up walking back and forth through the store a hundred times, and I take forever to make up my mind about which product I want so I’m often staring aimlessly at shelves. Last night I was at Walmart, picking up some things I needed and I also saw some clearance signs and wanted to browse. I got to the home improvement section, saw some tools on clearance, figured I could probably use some, but I don’t know much about tools so I was reading and comparing packaging and prices. Out of the corner of my eye I saw an employee watching me while pretending to rearrange a nearby shelf. That set my anxiety into overdrive, so I walked to the other side of the display, which yeah, absolutely made me look even more suspicious. She went to the next shelf over so she could still watch me. There was nothing I needed there but I pretended to look, went back to the other side, quickly decided which drill I wanted and got out of there. Then I saw her watching me again while I was looking at cleaning supplies. So I was all worked up and nervous by the time I was done shopping. I got to the self checkout, and while I was waiting for a register to open I noticed the employee monitoring them looking at me, probably because I looked like I wanted to cry at that point. I avoided making eye contact because, ya know, but he kept looking so I finally acknowledged him with a fake smile. I was also a little annoyed because the reason I use self checkout is to avoid interacting with people, leave me alone man. And then he stood nearby and watched me the whole time I was checking out. Like I get it, part of the employees’ job is to keep people from stealing, but I also wish more of them would realize that some people are just really anxious and not trying to steal shit.",5.119346334114496,6.3923887936893244,5.703116839638432,79.47810679611652,68.83009708737865,8.401205222631402,33.86709072648142,8.74248658614541,2.936679511215268,1701,81,306,28,29,550,196,412,0.11199999999999999,0.7979999999999999,0.09,-0.8641,5,3,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,2,2,29,18,2,4,21,1,20,4,4,8,2,74,66,33,0,11,8,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,3,12,22,0,6,8,6,6,7,4,12,0,0,22,20,54,6,51,40,12,53,0,1,20,0,15,26,1,7,23,219,66,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244762345471114,0.08784700380547711,0.1909822406349939,0.06623842077048657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06089823573430447,0.17986383932186084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173211751163792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242392627564765,0.06646753600886884,0.19410788021334155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711754213675058,0.0,0.08744325717124607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146439418285953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050712979489197,0.0,0.0,0.0525788944736352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720428660563813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318151249174352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19100414330800244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985112985921583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899649468926218,0.07075731202201589,0.0,0.0,0.08749855550368657,0.06488936955911502,0.0,0.08429107104097905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556553381163318,0.07978594657526554,0.0,0.0,0.5347907281312162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532495331111365,0.15941251246644444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037918688050784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05851943853630216,0.1770801243978374,0.0,0.0,0.08466169452039532,0.0747046710492755,0.0,0.07638393293278932,0.09063175566577583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620534740511611,0.0,0.2207546139251371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525323241229825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716570798163298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962736419796912,0.0,0.10199505565023376,0.08184804307143723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16609246690228682,0.0,0.08171423204155498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06128445075790202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06357331206624926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075027544886257,0.0,0.05985367087575145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05288657071202742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925638447506095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05404712749268678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375077413961955,0.0,0.0,0.18781430469314506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14759078856442565,0.0,0.08887705707604915,0.09154276632476116,0.0,0.0,0.05795398632169529,0.0,0.0,0.056549691755844775,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Luism_23,2020/01/27,"Any of yall here listen to NF? My favorite artist along with weeknd,eminem and 6lack",1.66,4.237743529411766,1.6073529411764724,98.67808823529413,84.29411764705883,3.4000000000000004,14.382352941176471,3.1291,-1.3838000000000004,68,1,14,0,2,20,17,17,0.0,0.8240000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,zoemcstand,2020/01/27,"used to be good at talking to friends, now I suck so I’ve always been shy but I was able to talk to people I was comfortable like a normal person I guess. I’d be shy around new people but after I’d gotten used to them I’d be able to have conversations. Well, now that’s changed. I suck at talking to my friends now. I don’t know what’s happened tbh. I used to be able to have a good ol time with my friends (really just one friend but it’s easier to say friends than friend lol), but now I feel like I just bore them cus idk what to say and just have a hard time holding conversations. and I also can’t really make new friends because of this. The only time im really able to hold conversations and talk fine is when I’ve been drinking. it’s just frustrates me to no end that I used to chat normally with my friends and now every time I hang out with them I just feel like I’m a drag :(. Sorry this is kind of a rant, ive been drinking, but does anyone know ways to fix this? or make it better? i really don’t know what’s happened to me or why this happened and I just can’t seem to fix it.",0.7609396485867066,2.4142946890756316,2.7097631779984748,94.9032849503438,81.10084033613445,6.007944996180291,20.06187929717341,6.980632752743323,0.1291361344537818,848,22,205,10,22,284,101,238,0.111,0.647,0.242,0.991,0,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,3,1,16,22,3,0,6,1,19,2,0,6,0,40,39,15,0,2,13,0,3,3,8,0,0,2,0,1,13,10,2,2,6,3,0,1,5,4,1,1,6,5,24,18,28,29,0,20,0,0,0,0,22,4,2,4,17,118,37,0,0.3363187795904574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723850163246511,0.06996104163874077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058790477622692364,0.0,0.0,0.07484875438936106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05125420161007237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436165747300827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894516863198791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357870760796757,0.0,0.0,0.16473218305101062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07446965350367159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084076927874575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502644010479325,0.12013310166954623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5196781096735664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14104411789202767,0.0,0.0,0.09262326315834167,0.0,0.22305418956151132,0.0,0.07531889169312148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908204986375072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755606370382145,0.13862400432523447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323127569261785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224769846737677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16240938653171458,0.0,0.0,0.16476049838022816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05697457726223056,0.06394639674579364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165805476422382,0.07341514647958085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21545442214018146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372709618885845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654299642229204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412033473187027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703202955058619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961101849831772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904714426934175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667385482220695,0.0,0.0,0.07559774327837923,0.0,0.07586884688514133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwawayanxiety1221,2020/01/27,"Omg, please help me chill tf out So, tomorrow I have to summarize an article over an argument, state whether I agree or disagree, and ask questions until the class starts a discussion. I’ll be sitting at my seat as well. Regardless of how easy it sounds, I’m still like petrified. I’ve really been trying to think positively about it and challenge my negative thinking but I know once I’m up there and I’m about to speak, my voice will quiver, I will shake, sweat, stutter, and draw a blank. I understand that exposure will be the best thing for me to get better at it but I don’t wanna embarrass myself in front of like 20 people. I HATE social anxiety",3.412166193181818,5.405624804687502,4.620056818181818,82.66471590909094,74.390625,9.029545454545453,27.26136363636364,9.573946990214177,2.6333343750000004,517,20,101,14,11,170,93,128,0.165,0.648,0.18600000000000005,0.2618,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,7,10,1,2,6,0,8,1,1,1,0,17,19,12,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,3,0,3,0,0,5,5,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,4,1,0,1,3,13,6,18,13,1,14,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,2,6,65,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18341434634855702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241415270868744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516114110034013,0.2120466205668809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12526374990994404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367115588729647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607048496960325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176482184287122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342674656693888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25533462973349763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16621812901592392,0.0,0.0,0.26318247628541275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685840253624652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535952251924953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444032642486552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697020691097487,0.0,0.191471186927598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928467681862693,0.30725471291506345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627800615495366,0.0,0.0,0.2495967139600469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21557139162049466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,nanawhatsmyname8,2020/01/27,How to stop being dull? I can be really outgoing but my social anxiety can make me really dull to be around sometimes. It’s like my foot gets stuck in my mouth and I get insecure and small. I am afraid of being myself but when I am myself people love it. I can’t help shutting down no matter how hard I have tried. I also have noticed my voice gets high and soft spoken when I am like this. I really want to break this! I’m 22 and out of college and I’ve had enough.,0.6673000000000009,2.584327130000002,3.0599999999999987,90.935,82.7,6.4,17.0,7.554174236665415,0.2172000000000005,363,7,81,6,10,125,63,100,0.175,0.64,0.18600000000000005,0.507,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,2,0,0,13,3,2,3,0,15,21,12,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,3,16,3,9,15,1,11,0,2,0,1,3,7,0,0,5,56,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18288710642232228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749508553670829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035868107890118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23630280744437904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584506985879866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20486557294192126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328926812807395,0.24162855624870305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22345740297572286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20640593786160005,0.0,0.1526555193591042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603704850552193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15854814210437482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4395231326669587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331254941941777,0.0,0.0,0.2261849523336896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19119904863062004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526872118649773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489008696244678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,kdblyu,2020/01/27,"Does anyone else suddenly have flushed rosey cheeks whenever you're in public? I had to go to the clinic today and when I was on my phone, I noticed my cheeks were rosey red. It wasn't a blush. It always happens when I am in an environment where theres a lot of talking, communicating and going on one-on-one with one another, like the clinic. It was only me and the nurse. I'm no homo. I think it could be that I'm not used to socializing and my nervousness and my tense self creates some kind of blood flow only on my cheeks and a little on my ears. When I blush though, it gets even redder than how it was in the clinic. It's odd I hope I'm not alone with this, if you know what I'm talkin about, that is. Thought about this in my head while the nurse did a check up. Thank you yall",2.1613598901098925,3.294162196428573,3.7083333333333366,91.49307692307691,75.84523809523809,6.8358974358974365,20.66117216117216,7.321109707123232,0.2927622710622715,611,13,144,7,13,203,99,168,0.057999999999999996,0.868,0.07400000000000001,0.3899,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,0,0,10,5,0,1,10,0,12,10,6,2,0,20,26,13,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,12,8,0,0,3,0,1,3,4,1,0,1,8,2,18,4,19,16,2,20,0,0,1,1,8,11,1,4,7,93,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19786704807043926,0.0,0.0,0.15896638662851514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003294096877035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358448612161336,0.19575020151162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253546291958814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16718649418675474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15959523197049158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618472436649542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998141586204519,0.0,0.2171527957425888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16894220796025838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196069312138696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897527521007764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989460240784245,0.10499442047260524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933359012273964,0.1914792575558644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16242130519267362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21750824588508694,0.0,0.0,0.2589167475187686,0.2905996649130286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19930365943625467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19474833064322075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535563207835507,0.0,0.17589038547466934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241518665150128,0.18770268172807733,0.1516699570173223,0.0,0.0,0.1810901925952618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650032453139426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Anxietyrunzmylife,2020/01/27,"Quick question folks I was prescribed Paxil for severe Social anxiety,OCD,and depression,have any of you tried this medication for these disorders if so how did it work out?",7.8948387096774235,9.223850258064516,7.584032258064513,68.29604838709679,62.54838709677418,11.361290322580645,34.854838709677416,11.20814326018867,4.403051612903225,142,6,22,4,2,45,30,31,0.091,0.909,0.0,-0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,4,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,15,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507994256012716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42268143473279296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715313169173178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41314498157837215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41664364175276014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759493215184192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25039376574779737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684937673542257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Piwok1,2020/01/27,"Five months not going out with anyone, feeling pretty lonely lately. I moved to another city to collage with expectation or goal(?) that when 2-3 months pass i'd have friends to go out with for a beer or something. It's been 5 months and a couple of panic attacks later and i'm still alone, mostly sitting in my room. I've made huge improvements though. I don't panic when using public communication at night. I have some friends at the university, however, most of them are not the types of people i'd enjoy hanging out with. I would really like to just have a beer with someone, but I don't and don't event have any idea how to improve my situation. I have one friend that I could ask to hang out with , but I'm really scared. I'd overthing every part of the process. Like, i know that everything i need to send is something like ""Hey, would you like to hang out?"" or a messege similar to it, but it terrifies me. I think the possibile rejection terrifies me the most. Also, it would be nice to be in a romantic relationship with someone one day, but the thought of being close scares me. For two years I've had therapist appointments avery week or two. Now I don't, because it was founded by my previous school. Last meeting was in july previus year. My therapist had helped me with my suicidal thoughts and self harm. I don't event remember when i cut myself last. However, i've noticed that I beat myself in the head, sometimes scratch and pinch my arm and some other mild self harm. I'm worried that if I continue this lifestyle, my suicidal, self harming and self hateful self will come back. Living before therapy was torture and I don't want to experience it again. How do I resolve this?",4.041608391608392,5.743835575757577,5.093333333333334,81.1523076923077,72.03030303030303,8.470862470862473,29.662004662004666,9.057496981413335,2.5631235431235444,1340,56,255,28,26,440,174,330,0.20199999999999999,0.68,0.11800000000000001,-0.99,2,3,4,0,0,1,44.0,0,1,1,3,12,23,4,4,12,0,28,4,2,4,0,60,46,24,2,8,12,0,2,4,3,4,0,0,1,5,14,23,2,0,9,2,0,9,8,13,0,5,10,2,32,10,38,28,6,46,0,2,0,0,17,14,0,10,26,166,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192382222448002,0.0,0.0709776574934976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06035671230391775,0.09306777061692384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062059836005741886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297431343597192,0.10097207521118938,0.0,0.06824742038299733,0.0,0.05410446513022655,0.0,0.07552430419113845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645491404494957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708639609934312,0.09820615665979823,0.0,0.05723988736827229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478024846429583,0.0,0.07976762624562972,0.08681980735330044,0.0,0.0,0.044877394626053835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731570972641296,0.20571659454634386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100883472948383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762757769661446,0.09108864143107526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059490870534629335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001940378630791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04877764406052194,0.14469498626330232,0.10011995172459456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734456115913645,0.0,0.07837264005624575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398250097580487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21253112907372315,0.09433293892463504,0.0,0.06581100094242308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329092596154711,0.0,0.0,0.10104860572833448,0.0,0.0,0.12028590562175373,0.0,0.0,0.20827066575228245,0.0,0.09611344387652727,0.0,0.061531815701258034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029614508248243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371795778344285,0.0,0.0,0.09529007869022996,0.10054256095754062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17771926824447934,0.0898251983902136,0.0,0.0,0.4629561702508578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976478293608476,0.0,0.0,0.15040431670083176,0.1366564788781036,0.08778135534525698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088017327521114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941679935810803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149952954704483,0.20610370935109093,0.0,0.05687087347319804,0.08720172517097192,0.14092373946662995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17340224893933914,0.0,0.0,0.07665616451356531,0.0,0.0,0.05235023167559984,0.0,0.07119422440508617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013541213849956,0.0,0.18914785874945855,0.0,0.0,0.1143111291275187 socialanxiety,realnikga,2020/01/27,"I feel lost and hate life... My life's a mess. I've not made real friends since highschool like everyone else. I avoided going to any events because of my anxiety. Now that I am in college, I tried to become friends people but I feel as if they are not my real friends. A lot of the times I feel excluded and they often make fun of me. I do feel that they don't think it hurts my feelings but it does. My wingmate often mocks me for not having any real friend here, and he is the only one I mostly hangout with anyway. I haven't become close with a single girl and anxiety about speaking in class and presentations. I have issues with my body image. I have terrible posture and a receding hairline. These contribute to my anxiety in going out in public too. Living far away from home makes me realize how much I miss it. How I wasted the past 2 years and hardly do anything. No pursuing of hobbies, no development of relationships. I don't know what to do from here. Life seems so shitty, especially when those around me seem to be having a great time. I just want to be like them, be normal. Or just happy. Rant over.",2.1796437346437365,4.44221160810811,3.8130221130221145,85.69813267813268,79.31531531531532,6.55888615888616,23.15397215397216,7.686295010490155,1.2079657657657656,875,29,171,14,22,291,132,222,0.20800000000000002,0.675,0.11699999999999999,-0.9496,0,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,4,1,15,17,2,1,8,0,16,4,1,5,0,47,34,16,0,3,9,0,6,2,4,0,3,1,1,1,8,13,0,1,10,1,0,2,8,8,0,1,2,7,30,9,27,29,4,20,0,3,0,0,13,10,0,8,10,123,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15420877367476338,0.0,0.2602132523046973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330461925868767,0.10093498552416387,0.0,0.0,0.10652714203466664,0.0,0.0,0.06911727709794148,0.2504454217886624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259430486256014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922230300137784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947170197041302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834239799984152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28664947637286103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35039796523709416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887644185360553,0.0,0.0,0.12500525305563373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069840384413645,0.10156897472460637,0.11194232406697736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373248037116605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137893905750333,0.0,0.0,0.11834248437193964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623123790726168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402574812242693,0.11078649764790746,0.0,0.10011934258339987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237710326013224,0.0963942454568408,0.0,0.10728581785905067,0.15136818123904255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334961454391375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109135118303412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683131373560975,0.08623294646004888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823698555164704,0.07860555586173502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871643251881749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173100237964952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064394070119174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379166075520412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265130356963828,0.0,0.0,0.1322291789883924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769796730179952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687628202505651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301499024404269 socialanxiety,bitterorangezs,2020/01/27,"I want to ask someone out I'm embarrassed to say that I want to ask someone out and I have no idea how to do it. He works at a grocery store nearby and... I wouldn't say I've been stalking him. But I have been shopping there a lot more since I first noticed him (hope that's not creepy). We've talked twice, each time was very brief but I could tell he was polite. I don't really know if I'm his type or even if he's gay. I do get a certain vibe from him though. How do I ask him out? What do I even say? If he happens to say yes what would we even do? Go? Talk about? I barley know him... Is he even allowed to accept ny confession if he works there? Any help would be much appreciated!",-1.1428720808644144,0.8416049602649025,1.106824677588012,101.28232833739979,92.11258278145695,4.238550017427676,15.8943882886023,5.750287758089431,-0.9047430463576154,523,12,134,4,19,174,83,151,0.023,0.8290000000000001,0.147,0.9572,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,0,3,10,4,0,1,3,1,18,1,0,3,1,32,31,12,0,11,8,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,5,7,0,0,5,1,2,2,4,1,0,2,4,4,19,3,12,22,4,8,1,0,0,1,25,4,0,7,2,83,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966814065883468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39873311654044896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351227003167895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756113950685293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093089434891445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427867270630999,0.0,0.08079926568112622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257216726043728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529447219542904,0.0,0.0,0.1412082490422072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049417111375344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626733325336786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086901433306567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451231509949914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16186304658897924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107861986829796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45224151777035704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760562608707348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409226801879949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285439230487974,0.12426404348248092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396826487832534,0.0,0.08290126892249709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730626930589827,0.1677127146401674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20700490063546045,0.0,0.0,0.2019889237283123,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,iShagTeaAndScones,2020/01/27,"Don't let anyone tell you otherwise, SA is horrible but you're doing your fucking best I don't know who needed to read this, but its so easy to forget this when you have mental health issues",6.797692307692309,5.74900735897436,7.143205128205127,78.58096153846154,65.15384615384616,9.851282051282054,27.19230769230769,8.841846274778883,1.8600153846153848,153,3,30,2,2,50,32,39,0.106,0.655,0.24,0.8539,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,5,9,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,8,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,0,1,21,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287716328943605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433548787699193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302472333240575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477766900916073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414905720169177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17980939039917973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345633801498484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297201543474935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24259957997016696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32726820992895245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28596945301286125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,_kasdeya_,2020/01/27,"You've reached peak social anxiety when you post a comment and immediately delete it. Like no hesitation between post and delete; the regret and shame happens a millisecond after clicking ""send"", and you've got ""delete"" -> ""yes"" in rapid-fire muscle memory.",11.835454545454546,10.649978909090912,10.421818181818184,59.52772727272726,55.36363636363636,13.345454545454546,42.45454545454545,12.161744961471696,5.351354545454545,208,9,31,5,2,65,34,44,0.249,0.669,0.08199999999999999,-0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,1,3,1,0,6,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,3,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290104677414848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032994016500102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353457856657766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18526927939338564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7263819156107952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3865702522486993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Not_A_Real_Person18,2020/01/27,How? I have the infamuse depression and social anxiety cambo and I'm trying to find out how to function as a semi normal person. How does one do things like finding a job? Making meaningful connections with other people? Having people understand just a little?,4.0078985507246365,7.3106064565217395,5.869565217391307,66.63594202898551,82.26086956521739,8.284057971014493,25.057971014492754,8.841846274778883,3.3381710144927528,211,8,26,6,6,72,38,46,0.132,0.768,0.1,-0.3736,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,4,0,14,6,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,6,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,22,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19597842254571946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22064906158388556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241864730332077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4682911598508277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542209676383447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251575170908966,0.2567615262182303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17100338157319872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510038313248186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17359545912429597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552084923731805,0.22368811972298488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611451456553573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17019584520011471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17393066747215372,0.0,0.0,0.26669435215022363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lookingforbutterfly,2020/01/28,"Can someone please just give me any kind of advice or reassurance, ya gal is struggling How can I know who talk to? So I moved cross country in September and it seems like nothing has gone right since then. I moved to make finding a job easier but I'm broke and feeling like a disappointment when I've had countless interviews and nothing. I got on really well with my housemates at first but theres one asshole that makes living here uncomfortable so everyone spends their time elsewhere (bar me who has nowhere else to go) so I spend all my time alone. My boyfriend who lives in the same city is always super busy at work so I see him once a week, if that. And hes made all these promises about advancing our relationship and meeting his parents (met them for less than 30 seconds, he seemed super uncomfortable) and introducing me to his friends here to make me feel less lonely but he hasnt. And when I brought up how lonely I felt (I'm too scared to fully bc hes having an insanely stressful time at work and I dont want to overburden him) he just said he wished there was something he could do (implication being but he's too busy to) Also what if I ask him why we're not progressing and he realises it's because he doesnt actually want to be with me. To top it off all of my best friend has moved to australia and my friends from home are radio silent when I allude to the fact that I'm out here struggling. They get uncomfortable and dont wanna talk about it. My friend is moving here in a couple of months and was talking about how shes gonna have to start finding friends to live with and get a group together and I was like ooh I'll hopefully have a job by then can I get in on it and she literally did not say a thing. Like, total silence. I have one friend in this city that I've seen like 5ish times since I moved and I don't know when or how to know if I can talk to her about it? Idk what the point of this is other than I've spoken no words to another human today or yesterday or the day before and I'm just sitting and crying in my bedroom because I'm so aware of how completely alone I am.",3.0599553752535518,4.473364967816097,4.156487491548344,88.05034989858017,74.0344827586207,7.416497633536173,25.437795807978365,8.027739517013583,1.302406355645707,1671,55,361,25,34,544,218,435,0.11199999999999999,0.7340000000000001,0.154,0.9740000000000001,3,6,1,0,0,0,25.0,1,1,3,9,31,27,0,4,12,0,34,1,0,9,5,70,70,46,0,9,16,1,3,5,6,1,0,2,2,1,20,22,1,0,10,2,2,10,8,8,1,4,13,7,45,19,49,53,8,45,0,4,2,0,48,17,0,10,22,230,65,5,0.0,0.0,0.07550655314170074,0.0,0.0,0.07560966872530869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16027372408023216,0.0,0.06187652568011135,0.06438195504756332,0.0,0.0,0.052617454431806224,0.08113412730050111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233490674978779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943338071236248,0.0,0.06584017721609986,0.0,0.08119998194292381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112590876005323,0.0,0.0,0.06177740794849643,0.08561364222342416,0.08499248301704837,0.04990028532561888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18136516200447134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06463663965981163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393484889274116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824595398319266,0.055276506540249765,0.07429185323098217,0.0,0.14143816189556838,0.06581488672268171,0.0,0.0,0.3586770427423033,0.0,0.12127527352866616,0.07422486995020869,0.04397382940653762,0.0,0.0618836219488763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776131404295769,0.07685054315572026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535649162778732,0.0,0.0,0.08057385118176301,0.127569347252805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890068688290904,0.0,0.20496985303449947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321381913435833,0.15494465435997692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061759753375715674,0.4111853450774488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14848623742026487,0.0,0.0,0.08240153831291408,0.10486220863011364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591545606482777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493419371103403,0.07314410835880249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049568218954828464,0.0,0.0,0.08307147924226732,0.0,0.06607757748705002,0.07360106551822372,0.06153147304416856,0.07746558039329171,0.0,0.06165762418725618,0.1408780555416129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801031532171556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555933862420864,0.0595668300650048,0.0,0.0,0.054766216255597897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863246608682987,0.16177768838130852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24876343613593585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051404317593855546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804712568339556,0.0,0.07334217557871676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912752144555288,0.0,0.0620653232333076,0.0,0.06956915442423434,0.0,0.06981863870598527,0.0,0.08897709513443572,0.0,0.0,0.1126594172623442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SentimentalDeparture,2020/01/28,"Need some advice! I need some quick and real advice people, send me a message if you are interested in listening to my problem. Thanks!",2.8954666666666675,5.814484680000002,4.652000000000001,76.55266666666667,82.2,6.533333333333335,24.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.9179333333333333,107,4,17,2,3,36,22,25,0.09300000000000001,0.6920000000000001,0.214,0.5399,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,5,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,2,5,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,1,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6321505002903306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4796736978613702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242420959329361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095015447505655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681611679093378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29779274540346623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Catladyy96,2020/01/28,"Gut feelings I’m not sure if this is part of my social anxiety but here I go. I was attending a wedding with my mom. It was one my mom’s friends/coworker. A lot of the people attending were coworkers of my mom. I literally had no social anxiety and felt fairly confident. However I just felt that the energy was off. I tried to be outgoing and confident. I even tried striking up a few conversations. It was radio silence. No one seemed interested in talking with me. Also no one really acknowledged my presence only my mom’s. I don’t really have a strong relationship with my mother but we were getting along. Sometimes I feel my mom bad mouths me to her friends/coworkers, that just who she is. Maybe that explains the awkwardness. There are other situations were it felt off. Also there has been situations were I felt truly comfortable with someone. I could tell they were a genuine person and we clicked. I can’t explain these feelings but they seem to be always right. I don’t if it has to do with my social anxiety. Does this happen to anyone else?",1.6155804028678735,4.373274559405946,3.7750665756230815,80.40361386138616,90.53465346534657,7.5386821440764775,25.28234892454763,8.326086129247049,2.5523077500853533,839,37,149,24,29,285,110,202,0.10400000000000001,0.752,0.145,0.9279,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,0,2,1,8,6,0,1,8,0,24,2,2,0,1,34,39,10,0,3,8,6,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,12,11,0,0,12,1,0,3,7,2,0,3,15,8,29,4,18,21,3,8,0,0,1,0,24,5,0,5,0,117,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15840013416098445,0.08240694031370306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272897158020417,0.0,0.0,0.06924916020382033,0.10147538429026498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269198161684266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907319940480285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666818023549268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273292885544366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541318117565863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022865463431787,0.0,0.3803652318713885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0517428846836644,0.0,0.0562851614647675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757832862100744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084197943266866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949624676991883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5799562539451135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013306467944523,0.07532230476381226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724770964800368,0.0,0.06865997136592704,0.08647552198128591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689161917650432,0.0,0.0,0.10632896168858474,0.0,0.08457728535933154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803196176001744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22264407645553866,0.0,0.3028680666374993,0.08391395540908599,0.0,0.09795038998571896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334145261023924,0.0,0.0,0.0796024041936173,0.08656293708508414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447960738222844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,STUDIOCRAFTapps,2020/01/28,"So, I’ve meet this friend I like and... Oh god of fuck am I starting for way too long oh god what should I say how do I erase this conversation and retry again they must think I’m an idiot oh god help",-1.5613333333333337,0.3763820888888921,0.4461111111111116,105.2225,94.77777777777777,3.888888888888889,11.944444444444445,5.46131890053228,-1.6665555555555556,154,2,42,1,6,50,34,45,0.128,0.584,0.287,0.7543,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,4,4,2,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,1,6,8,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,2,2,6,0,4,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,0,4,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422222136429298,0.4095003078268692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969001715802655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21640308579509115,0.0,0.0,0.39199697431983055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522517653132539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313522420334614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28382459258657866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515932387026041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Am_not_laughing,2020/01/28,"Does anyone smile whenever they feel nervous? I get anxious evreytime i am in public which leads to me smiling alot. What usually happen is me paying attention to the smile and fighting it making it look even more wierd. I never had this problem 3 years ago but had the resting bitch face. People would always asked me why am I so serious but after my anxiety got uncontrollable it all changed. People think I am insane or a narcissist. My face usually aches when I get home. I remember my close friend's book got lost and they told me and I wad their smirking my ass and trying not to laugh. I was really concerned about the book though. They thought I was an insensitive person. I try my best not to look at anyone but once someone sees me they never stop staring cause I just have the wierd smile on me.",3.123269230769232,5.514422224358977,4.048051282051283,84.56361538461539,76.75641025641025,6.98051282051282,25.143589743589743,8.021203637495839,1.6461235897435902,641,23,119,11,15,206,103,156,0.223,0.682,0.095,-0.9665,0,0,0,0,2,0,11.0,0,0,5,3,6,10,2,2,7,0,10,3,3,3,3,27,25,11,0,2,7,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,6,5,0,1,5,2,1,1,4,7,0,0,9,5,28,3,9,15,5,14,0,1,4,1,11,4,2,2,9,81,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424090336649058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600878550539515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584987436355206,0.1710821581013875,0.0,0.21177834151672625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14157435483984634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892513826473328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555688354229971,0.16020162669623592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252466469284907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002355972217174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657174766476979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170008441838365,0.0,0.15824050820753682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24223806309367565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391637626777014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519049484838657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25434003923817244,0.0,0.16531277845818765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108623191094424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23359708423281386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16127683228811124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20997647944992354,0.13223007017765692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490598761276438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701524387616177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715500570245002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206767072426496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831316837878673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660918813921734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703553892445936,0.1487873472014747,0.12022508334463225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447057721160616,0.0,0.2056333111867663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33357575420386665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664949848884944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075774134704829,0.0,0.0,0.09752129115073084 socialanxiety,YungTurkmani,2020/01/28,"Any tips on combating a shaky voice? I genuinely would love it if I could just speak comfortably, it's the only thing I envy people of these days.",4.66,5.678097931034486,5.527068965517246,81.26232758620691,69.6896551724138,9.937931034482759,24.84482758620689,10.125756701596842,2.2994,116,3,23,3,2,38,26,29,0.129,0.645,0.226,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,2,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,1,15,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32659749504634494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834534928439808,0.0,0.0,0.3097319770679292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4334590096383494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36526409792631104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329561221375505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190675326659598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411673394330065,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mamawolfx,2020/01/28,"Weird or funny things you have done because of your SA? Hey y’all. Been feeling really down on myself recently mostly due to my SA. Was wondering if anyone had any funny stories pertaining to their anxiety? Laughter is the best medicine :) One of mine that comes to mind is one time I went to a friends house. She had some of her friends over who I didn’t know. I felt so weird and didn’t speak the entire time, crippled and muted by anxiety. After roughing it for what felt like hours everyone decided they wanted to order some food. I volunteered to pick up the food, so happy for an escape! Well, I left and never picked up the food or returned to the house. My friend called me like an hour later and I told her I had to get home for some made up emergency. Ahh life is funny sometimes.",2.860659340659339,4.912565871794875,3.808278388278392,87.60576923076925,76.1794871794872,7.021245421245422,23.96336996336997,7.957251820313856,1.3130216117216125,620,20,123,10,14,199,104,156,0.055,0.6990000000000001,0.245,0.9875,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,2,1,3,10,0,0,8,0,12,4,0,3,1,24,23,9,0,2,3,0,4,2,3,0,1,1,1,0,5,5,3,0,6,0,0,2,3,2,1,2,13,5,20,8,22,10,5,20,0,0,0,0,16,7,0,8,12,85,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917404480338982,0.0,0.20063076539249936,0.0,0.0,0.09169032548692738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993666012310438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761461678457276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339001152493741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295833835603253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341932451742319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530194778308726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630412171710301,0.0,0.2518139701012157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4756948743468427,0.0,0.3039360514950663,0.0,0.0685108949236904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959212067654336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153577528097254,0.0,0.2582765971969517,0.302616724652484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206654655002552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247496312345972,0.0,0.09262218953563467,0.12812863846127467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407997418757745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324056238330302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113684209965472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17771645153764182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400631740235208,0.0,0.1294767224418016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969259284774076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711806699320783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292788406832458,0.0,0.0,0.12530194778308726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734486731817497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179031361465971,0.12156038889104875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220672235721366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,usertake,2020/01/28,"Tension in the body Hi guys, Do you know how to get rid of tension in the body? I always recognize that I tense my shoulders and my overall body. Also my belly is tight. It feels like that I am in the „flight mode“. I am aware of this, but I don’t know what to do then. Breathing doesn’t make it better. I also hit the gym regularly to relieve the tension. Any other ideas? Thanks",-0.07088607594936748,2.1870908354430405,1.979607594936713,94.94055063291141,90.01265822784809,4.1726582278481015,19.292405063291138,5.6839178017228535,-0.2357655696202529,292,9,64,2,10,97,51,79,0.095,0.75,0.155,0.797,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,3,7,0,3,5,0,7,5,5,2,0,9,14,6,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,10,4,8,13,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,43,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438715398687768,0.17889758497772307,0.0,0.0,0.1462076682600179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19015041264759072,0.0,0.7164510436459312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871067981338818,0.15359635349300035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232885330350176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21288423265129552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427093208084806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23631723230369225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050383522921778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351445965322546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19794351403200824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Sha_la,2020/01/28,"I refuse to drink or take drugs for this For the past 15 years I have numbed myself just so I could be a social light. From weed to alcohol to pain killlers. Now that I’m grown up and getting my health in order, I will not hang out with anyone. I’m OK with that. My health comes first.",0.7174316939890701,2.591382737704919,1.7225409836065602,100.82075136612025,82.27868852459017,4.722404371584699,15.084699453551913,5.46131890053228,-1.1148054644808745,221,3,54,1,6,69,48,61,0.12300000000000001,0.8290000000000001,0.049,-0.5372,0,0,3,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,1,4,7,0,0,0,10,9,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,3,5,2,1,0,1,0,3,1,2,0,1,0,1,7,1,11,6,0,11,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,4,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769193212376068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18118197292864507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22320800469843824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20688537206480048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538378929456464,0.30049568114306074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22040642006826225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537894040032694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5508625877447645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757207989803893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24735832803255006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641391062310633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19482517928568388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16686408824145713 socialanxiety,fucckrreddit,2020/01/28,"Heartbeat sped up like a million times when I had to meet a few new people today. Had to meet a few people today, as soon as I went and sat with them, there it goes, heartbeat rate fucking skyrockets, on top of that I had to make conversation, ask questions, answer questions, but all the time my attention remained on my heartbeat, most of the time I was actually worried that I might get a heart attack, this always happens whenever I meet someone new, have to make conversation, or feel slightly uncomfortable in a social situation.",23.49602040816327,9.094727785714287,20.25673469387755,37.10612244897962,51.755102040816325,22.865306122448978,69.40816326530611,14.554592549557764,9.208616326530613,425,20,70,8,2,139,66,98,0.10400000000000001,0.861,0.034,-0.8238,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,3,3,2,0,7,0,6,2,1,2,1,14,15,6,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,6,1,9,1,13,8,4,16,0,0,0,1,10,5,1,5,11,50,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.1704769251801363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536006845653152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16331605632631258,0.19874055523581094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833094008282966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16150252799201326,0.0912708229564638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544820350712788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20701417961810634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534705530906696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23322027161286374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18532357645320102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374426536719906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422227569663826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3913963145030503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963642750951448,0.0,0.1780793491912701,0.14801833748819293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055978289464772,0.0,0.3311804885389764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16194383017988118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774110497119796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,blakieee,2020/01/28,how do you guys handle dates? I have terrible social anxiety and probably agoraphobia but I'm seeing a psychiatrist soon to properly diagnose but for me to go on a date I need to talk consistently for atleast a week or two and have video calls. I've noticed over the years alot of the people on dating apps want to meet right away and I have to decline because I simply just can't do that. does anyone else have this problem? how do you handle it? what do you say to the potential date?,3.4239432989690712,5.2177949381443325,4.9531829896907205,81.14668170103094,73.84536082474227,8.561340206185568,26.55798969072165,9.188382445141503,2.2575577319587627,387,14,76,9,8,130,67,97,0.092,0.892,0.016,-0.7962,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,4,2,0,0,7,0,9,1,0,2,0,13,14,8,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,2,8,0,13,14,1,13,0,0,1,0,9,5,0,2,7,52,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17707029596626428,0.0,0.0,0.16184589675916486,0.2371635196889039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21746923803593907,0.0,0.0,0.14109907858709625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363519173217485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23493237404378456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20255681526552874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933595298875952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154704554810082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22918700558339405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17162856284633482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635247410072505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604688721779473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495587069253979,0.2214810007765408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19767007360302444,0.0,0.1840704709237717,0.0,0.0,0.1844478501602324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359496909439601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18604301413883068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261079329717107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652421173500334,0.0,0.18566747568988595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490560432796199 socialanxiety,ttmrd1,2020/01/28,"In the name of improvement As I was scrolling through the subreddit I couldn't help noticing that there's so much *negative* and *sorrowful* post about our common difficulty, about social anxiety. Of course, it's very important to share our sufferings and problems in the form of memes, but I guess it starts to stand in the way of improving ourselves. I think we should also post much more **positive** and **helpful** content here. At least I'll try to do it in the next couple of weeks and I encourage you to do the same thing if you have any **good technique**, **idea** or **concept** about beating the devil out of our social anxiety. Let's share our **goals** and **past experiences**. Let's start a **discussion**. Let's focus more on **improvement**.",0.16787581699346532,-0.5148776764705865,1.4666078431372576,89.93067973856212,145.61764705882354,5.620653594771242,21.40457516339869,6.42735559955562,1.6000214379084974,580,25,106,15,45,183,88,136,0.129,0.757,0.114,-0.2628,0,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,5,2,0,2,7,8,0,0,8,0,9,0,0,0,0,18,13,11,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,12,4,22,7,7,17,1,2,0,0,16,7,0,3,6,76,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271840981884398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081525411668614,0.0,0.2433300761594068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17597455188589928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15557147549051165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339506758297656,0.0,0.0,0.1752003080088913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21320209729618708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17953661475291047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4878870181575942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338251554276617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691406682560728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18106790568475453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182151776059705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30463239755634536,0.0,0.0,0.1521796428156563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242421658239101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251384268622613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056589991811399,0.10190630419917976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797760797513883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122451945963187,0.0,0.12623841792945706,0.12757216209926092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Destined2BDifferent,2020/01/28,"Phone call advice? I never used to have problems with phone calls (if I did, it was very minor and I don't remember). However now, whenever I need to call someone (unless it's an immediate family member) I get nervous and feel like I'm gonna sound awkward over the phone... and usually do. I've done different things to try to deal with it but the end result is usually the same... I've done deep breathing, written down what I want to say, taken relaxing supplements (L theanine), exercised, and just sent it without doing anything... and usually the phone call ends a little awkward. Maybe I'm just making a bigger deal out of it than it really is. I mean I just left a voice mail and said ""thanks for your time"" at the end, even though they haven't given me any time yet and the voice mail was really short... I know it's little. I just wish phone calls would be like regular, casual, real life conversations. &#x200B; If I try to think of what started this, there are two things that come to mind. The first one, and more likely one I think, is that my grandma is always really awkward and anxious on phone calls when I call her... and I think it rubbed off on me or something. Like when she says ""bye"" it's just the most akward/anxious sounding ""bye"" you could imagine, and I can almost see her cringing nervously on the other end of the phone. The other thing that may have something to do with this is that David Goggins was calling the first few hundred people that emailed him and wishing them a merry christmas. I don't know if you know who David Goggins is, but he's the most badass person alive basically, and the person I most look up to. I'd be more excited to talk to him than anyone else in the world, even the president. So anyways I just waited for hours and hours nervous about a phone call, thinking about what I'd say. 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I’m 24 year old black man with a deep voice. It’s difficult for me to say “good morning/hi/hello” or “have a nice day” because it doesn’t sound right coming from me (and the same with the goodbyes) I cringed every time. The way my voice and accent sounds makes it seem so inauthentic and it feels less masculine for me to say these terms. I like to use “what’s up/Sup”etc. to greet people that i know and for the goodbyes i just say “ite” or “peace”. I feel more comfortable using slang terms than the formal. It sucks because I’m a food delivery driver and every time someone says “hi/hey/hello” i rarely respond. But when someone say “have a nice day/night or thank you” i just keep saying “you too”. I want to seem less rude and practice speaking more often but i lose all motivation when i hear myself talk.,1.244822485207102,3.7300584970414232,2.298399408284024,93.63458136094677,85.33136094674556,4.800118343195266,20.28431952662722,6.2581,0.10890508875739613,662,20,137,6,20,209,103,169,0.07,0.794,0.136,0.7467,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,2,7,11,2,0,10,0,4,1,0,4,1,32,20,14,0,2,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,12,0,1,8,10,1,1,6,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,15,18,6,13,20,8,13,0,1,1,0,13,2,1,6,10,77,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16513331198052494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667478038125476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747029964304064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282382807022129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697118694030144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637819034305415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136057220248702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15265754425672573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039067417760405,0.0,0.0,0.07443760782898108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066172099247333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15152948616515452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041129130800177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710694421291818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14212784684752802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390123804446768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296035791488724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567018814142252,0.0,0.6462728206129573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466099970551997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229526000240418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886640580229244,0.0,0.12470052671292076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157959364023248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339638013125299,0.0,0.0,0.07988959061633913,0.10751077139514484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722281656248572 socialanxiety,Eonia,2020/01/28,"Anyone else shake uncontrollably during a conflict? If I ever am involved in a conflict face to face, I will literally start shaking uncontrollably from head to toe. Including my lip will quiver as well. Like the other day I ordered a medium coffee from mcdonalds like I always do. They gave me a small. And they've messed up my orders so many times before like not putting the egg on my ""sausage egg biscuit"" and I'd usually just be pissed off and cook myself an egg. Well this day I was done playing these ""ripping off the customer"" games, so I asked my boyfriend to go in and exchange the small for the medium that I ordered. He comes back out with the small, they told him that's a medium. At that point I'm just like ok, no. Now you're trying to blatantly lie to rip me off. I grab the coffee, storm in there, say I ordered a medium, this isnt it, I've ordered mediums several times before, I KNOW the sizes and they need to make my medium. He still tried to play like the small was a medium. I'm like sir, I want my medium that i orded. Hes like ok ok I'll make it for you. This was the manager by the way, treating a customer like this. Anyways the whole time I'm shaking so bad and trying to suppress it and feeling so embarrassed because of it. So I'm just trying to subtly move around so it hopefully just looks like I'm ansty lol but it really sucks to deal with.",2.7568136645962724,4.3642397000000015,3.9499689440993775,88.42633540372671,75.21428571428571,6.583850931677017,24.67391304347826,7.255503002510835,0.9950139751552798,1076,35,224,12,23,351,145,280,0.09300000000000001,0.7859999999999999,0.121,0.1861,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,3,0,19,28,2,6,21,4,11,10,6,2,2,31,31,16,0,4,7,0,2,9,0,2,0,1,0,1,16,12,4,3,2,4,1,7,3,10,2,0,6,4,27,18,30,22,1,40,0,0,1,0,16,16,2,2,20,134,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295714549425268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651814805061969,0.12678077677300598,0.0,0.11015007660294372,0.11567519987625732,0.0,0.0,0.09514431234112082,0.10331326888395137,0.07542749748651344,0.0,0.210578156565686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658644943770627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595972328792742,0.12756499657773315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662351225956334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336442732747787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119250797790517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256395959576458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032125614706211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126987453920027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289643188297825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800133068347478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5440545230776632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390594719182213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651876866296001,0.1254475196838017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151035679785752,0.0,0.09174767916514033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696924395634092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438750444819414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926758867532085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983987643432694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397849409663672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758002597205537,0.0,0.09881465566088367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164520178867351,0.0,0.0,0.11823376579543048,0.0,0.33603083552320034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362762418555812,0.0,0.07298190562692969,0.09821481010611326,0.0,0.0,0.22250463033241208,0.0,0.0,0.13814532396818455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FilipoItaliano,2020/01/28,"A girl complimented my t-shirt This is first time in my life I got a compliment. Well, not exactly me but my t-shirt but still I felt so good after that. She was following me and then said I See you have a breaking bad t-shirt? I replied: yeah and she said it's nice. I said thanks and she walked away. Best day ever",-1.7653431372549022,-0.010268220588233843,0.5023529411764721,101.55392156862746,106.20588235294115,4.6196078431372545,14.490196078431374,6.42735559955562,-0.5782686274509801,243,6,61,4,12,80,48,68,0.061,0.599,0.341,0.9683,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,2,4,8,0,0,3,1,3,1,0,0,2,9,11,7,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,1,1,6,5,14,7,3,5,1,12,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,0,7,39,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21659963681270045,0.0,0.19249101963687185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24193719171255054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14867903426162413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20853635706569545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22135426520733534,0.0,0.0,0.1960969508313156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19336576226362245,0.1843836580879563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16283700779836904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6578881425508347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837102926207308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18410930201613807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212249981539138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442955287210706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072828767751073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,QueefOnAYogaBall,2020/01/28,"I hate locker rooms for one specific reason. I work at a place that I shower at, and we have a locker room. I went into work this morning, and have to shit so so bad. I couldn't hold it. The only bathroom at work that's available immediately is the locker room. I. Hate. Pooping. In. Stalled. Bathrooms. I have no problem with single room public bathrooms, but stalled ones give me anxiety. And it's worse because it's a girls bathroom. High school taught me that girls are mean. On top of that, I'm a lesbian! And who was standing in the locker room as I walked in?! The girl I have a crush on! Fuck, that was the worst ten minutes of my life. I think I navigated it okay, but she definitely knew I was shitting as she was getting ready. I hate my life...",0.22338972431077764,2.6251196973684223,1.9828571428571424,93.73833333333336,92.15789473684212,4.211027568922306,21.05388471177945,5.916634753146586,0.11751215538847147,582,21,123,5,21,190,87,152,0.268,0.664,0.068,-0.9853,1,0,0,0,0,1,29.0,1,0,0,4,2,10,6,0,10,1,11,7,3,1,0,16,23,10,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,3,11,7,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,9,0,3,7,0,20,1,16,15,2,20,0,0,0,2,9,17,3,0,0,82,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301100534217307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14200895242114855,0.10367864667838893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723539633349828,0.08885931508114746,0.16315537983603332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5037537278350128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796979174281279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402638100880141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18526601090303135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23050001287935515,0.12935282701311904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17769647018182913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627427383327147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17486965144525524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17212913914404962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491675240848862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897982602594804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15766503867578835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714588525626428,0.0,0.17332514308674554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,not-a-single-care,2020/01/28,"Does anyone’s social anxiety never really get better? For the past few of years I’ve been trying to talk more , not worry as much and trying to improve it. I thought I was getting better as it seemed I was talking more and I never really worried as much as I used to but I only realised I was talking more in the group I was in and just seemed not to care what they thought of me. As soon as I’m took out of that group I’m the same person I was 3 years ago; I suddenly care what people think of me, anyone else feel the same way?",1.925438596491226,3.1133459298245647,3.944736842105264,89.3414912280702,76.54385964912281,6.470175438596491,21.43859649122808,6.937597516519254,0.4492701754385968,412,10,91,4,9,141,61,114,0.11199999999999999,0.838,0.049,-0.7821,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,2,2,4,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,1,2,19,20,10,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,9,1,13,4,18,11,8,13,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,2,8,64,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967597794232874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191034458085733,0.0,0.0,0.2045767188277221,0.1498899127352835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587606787284733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983018639940566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280181007766834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220531681855908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739678891617238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285946486729074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150778410017815,0.0,0.2256535048759825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125903850507866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396489791606909,0.10141806496645288,0.1277335240873438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187432389226534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663512135045224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14912275982368112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35274359889991713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373579951884628,0.0,0.232273545021522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16253196786206764,0.19864065316115465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634634268653505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161170462181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971262583383658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884100670217383 socialanxiety,tiko0815,2020/01/28,"Trying to make a change I have struggled with serious social anxiety, daydreaming and a sense of helplessness for most of my childhood. I felt so uncomfortable that I had no real friends or relationships for at least 10 years. Instead of confronting myself with the fear of rejection, I just passed the time reading, playing video games or programming. I told myself that nobody could love me and that made me feel somewhat ok with the loneliness. It all changed however once I had my first girlfriend at 23. All of a sudden I could no longer pretend that nobody could ever love me and that loneliness was normal. We broke up after 4 months. At first, I became obsessed with getting back together with her, and later just with the thought of getting a new girlfriend and/or friends. I started reading tons of self-help books, went to public speaking courses and started doing therapy for the anxiety and the underlying traumas. I am now 27 and studying computer science. Within the last 5 years, I have managed to reduce my anxiety from a roaring storm to just a slight ringing in the background. I am now actually able to hold normal conversations and I rarely avoid social interactions. But I still often feel lonely. My friends and colleagues are only slightly social like me and almost exclusively male. The study course is very intense and takes most of my energy and at the end of the day, I have no energy left to meet people and be social. I used to love computers, but I now start to regret it. I am scared that I missed the opportunity to learn humour, social skills and dating in my childhood. I don't know what else I could study or do. No other subject interests me and finding a job without a degree is pretty hard in my country. I feel stuck and don't know what to do. Any thoughts and suggestions are welcome. Thanks for reading :)",6.795695897023329,7.897189412979351,6.779427460445159,73.90273732904271,64.89970501474926,9.349477071600964,34.878117457763466,9.457814108942452,3.4140548672566373,1477,66,244,27,22,470,184,339,0.151,0.7190000000000001,0.13,0.0883,2,3,0,0,0,0,35.0,1,0,0,4,12,28,1,5,20,1,23,3,0,3,3,64,48,23,0,7,9,0,5,1,5,0,0,2,0,1,11,24,0,2,10,8,0,2,7,14,0,2,10,7,38,14,42,33,7,38,0,6,0,3,26,11,0,8,26,181,49,10,0.0906173871733148,0.0,0.088429498165905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074022359961746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061622930680466675,0.0,0.20796615947067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967917725878398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19172236038523768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28940244021595285,0.0,0.0,0.05844071813738945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756991992141522,0.0,0.0802601083700683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196861464158654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019697537032366,0.13745662110799345,0.0,0.08700690239033793,0.0,0.08282265020402317,0.15415820647541575,0.0,0.0,0.21003230563186528,0.0,0.0946876894066562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117537983851804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06073892448973105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899237742772936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960189228209217,0.0738652650878052,0.0,0.0,0.09845605630670297,0.0,0.0,0.044271078111854135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453571895887693,0.08574436278014967,0.060487809593730936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232993390143752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751883720466794,0.0,0.0,0.17757159907359588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650455990799656,0.0,0.0689186063211606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282268647286396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219046029400772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719257285756752,0.10314242527401674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972891612136916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072381289149464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453369773956737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4618650725326974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924183591392131,0.0,0.07236716245186016,0.0,0.0,0.0947329682176844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06813299768135278,0.0,0.0,0.08342831527926134,0.10362887961628638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388016671048195,0.052839727186483824,0.0,0.0,0.08658879676691664,0.0,0.061523257609164536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826432772321938,0.0,0.07476883463849834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840032257664162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735192754607324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670925266374595 socialanxiety,firefart420,2020/01/28,"My partner’s mom hates me thanks to social anxiety I talked about it in depth in r/relationships but thought you guys might understand. I get the feeling many of his friends dislike me too. I always force a smile on my face, make eye contact and answer questions, but am too afraid to ever initiate conversations or truly open up, especially with people who are very critical like her. They used to be a tightly knit family, and she thinks I’m keeping him from her and driving them apart. I prefer being alone but I don’t see how I need to be close to her or anyone in order for him to be. Of course I can’t stand up for myself. I’m tired of fear controlling absolutely everything I do and ruining my life. People don’t want to understand. Either you’re bubbly and outgoing, or you’re just a bad person.",4.726140651801028,5.782621842767298,5.9290337335620364,78.29948542024017,69.56603773584905,9.303830760434533,28.919954259576894,9.573946990214177,2.6126805031446545,639,23,122,14,11,214,109,159,0.162,0.706,0.132,-0.7288,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,2,1,6,8,1,2,4,0,11,4,2,4,1,34,27,12,0,3,8,1,2,1,2,1,2,0,0,3,2,8,0,3,8,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,1,4,24,3,21,21,1,14,0,1,2,0,21,10,0,5,2,79,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17649381090342026,0.0,0.0,0.14179512786598605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036351142305827,0.0,0.0,0.11915493389675175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422855898085349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911297859353754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414598882374075,0.0,0.0,0.15315390507186352,0.0,0.1606477859171024,0.19175910906177626,0.08616463294603519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165867439270806,0.0,0.08903241549735283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16873311617483058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682450180339911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15146861880024734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036592533488676,0.08325392763662227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375028432989187,0.17276942759673172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18077853497724272,0.0,0.19958263435525514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635717352279116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362822689944641,0.1487958131916635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19089868025836773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18295702596281607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579504845862536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737119716369611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13696944745316514,0.0,0.15689102726515988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091921217568554,0.0,0.13528684525588947,0.0,0.19586171925577384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548065319781827,0.0,0.14717989610135795,0.0,0.1406064503950119,0.10051248595321148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Sebastiano93,2020/01/28,"Social life and good friends A few years ago I was always struggling with socializing and having friends. I don't have that problem anymore thank god, but I still think about it frequently, since there are a lot of people trying to figure that out. If you've ever had problems with socializing or making good friends I would love to read your story, perhaps I can help or we can share some ideas.",6.040399999999997,7.157278906666669,5.521333333333335,82.19400000000003,66.6,7.6,29.666666666666664,7.554174236665415,1.7804666666666669,318,11,58,3,5,97,60,75,0.061,0.5920000000000001,0.348,0.9741,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,1,0,0,4,11,0,1,2,0,9,2,0,1,1,20,13,6,0,4,4,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,7,8,7,10,3,6,0,0,0,1,11,1,0,5,5,40,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14936569599056154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020607337954608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16710740817472866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15241852202855866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3905496480895483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826607706191224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112942461462953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902167703796061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190170213454022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432532620085406,0.1520784525057628,0.0,0.11247551979906066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681716305596106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32246480990805143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685462898707072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393855129909926,0.0,0.0,0.5152957046293508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345648696460589,0.0,0.0,0.17615350785484987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551327976665131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796843915525274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144009086425818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196980565008184,0.0,0.0,0.10850892061460288 socialanxiety,witchlwitch,2020/01/28,"buying a car I’m getting a new car and yesterday I went to the dealership to talk about everything. I didn’t sign anything yet and took some stuff home to look at first and some of the numbers were a little high so I have to go back and negotiate them down. I’m pretty sure they felt like they could screw me over because I’m obviously shy and nervous. Yesterday was already THE WORSE because I had 3 people working on me for 3 hours straight and they are clearly very good at their job (manipulating, negotiating, lying, etc.) and were at times very aggressive which I’m NOT. The idea of having to go back and try to get a lower price is THE nightmare scenario. Why does buying a car have to be like this :(",5.076312056737589,5.621544858156028,5.918581560283692,80.53333333333335,68.50354609929079,8.819858156028369,30.56028368794326,8.841846274778883,2.290636879432624,559,21,113,9,9,184,91,141,0.135,0.743,0.122,-0.2283,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,5,2,5,7,2,1,10,0,12,1,0,1,3,19,24,9,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,8,0,0,2,0,3,7,2,3,0,1,8,2,11,4,17,14,3,25,0,0,1,1,6,9,1,2,11,70,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18588361762872715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861615957281767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590481327151551,0.0,0.2053654275118825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448989477645748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740764921711874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18786107685515552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138780714412742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16173393892007726,0.0,0.0,0.14327951728627625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17601147212752646,0.0,0.19146273326111848,0.1412839565295285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797174643925387,0.16896440683213007,0.0,0.16588472585038488,0.0,0.0,0.19015428181728355,0.0,0.0,0.16715600506244074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16458776594864075,0.1688264794799755,0.0,0.0,0.14145165872625584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268555576560587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677878717270215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713694645433169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928296102464876,0.0,0.0,0.15875773630414505,0.0,0.0,0.13538998098643232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982218303898766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18714896690252544,0.11436332652879022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779700874833381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561505146366842,0.15199571631156467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263021124017927,0.0,0.17166018871264466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dreamer-24,2020/01/28,"Starbucks Hey, sorry if my question is wired. I have social anxiety and I need help with ordering from Starbucks. I usually drink Mocha cooler ” from Caribou but I moved and where I live only has Starbucks. So can anyone please write down what I should say when I want something similar to my usual coffee, And if you can please make it short when I get nervous I mumble so one or two words order will make my life much easier. Thank you for your help in advance and sorry for the long paragraph.",2.8045263157894738,5.408760663157898,3.517105263157898,86.76723684210528,79.21052631578947,5.905263157894738,23.184210526315788,7.1686216300943375,1.0627684210526316,393,13,71,5,10,124,69,95,0.065,0.735,0.201,0.9422,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,1,5,2,0,1,1,0,7,2,0,2,0,17,13,12,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,1,15,1,8,11,1,13,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,4,5,49,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617668600318528,0.0,0.0,0.12446829516835367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17438142036633333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930025523011776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386318659572823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573328718201834,0.0,0.0,0.1571855409792155,0.157532696821398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23764528253148745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18919579621646784,0.13085737395429545,0.13199169733333546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062376062463298,0.13538415245049665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3908016809824797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19941124135267907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415602011882362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18145814237722788,0.0,0.13704031499611075,0.0,0.3985338469245177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16388711782448892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17388929533942946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.392104359094472,0.0,0.10499454248843636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lucario696,2020/01/28,"Want to ask for your opinion on not wanting to talk to people let alone meet up with people at the moment Hi guys :) I have pretty bad social anxiety and I was curious to know your thoughts and opinions on not wanting to meet up or just talk to people on my phone because the past year I've been going through a particularly rough patch when it comes to social anxiety and depression and where im at currently i don't feel like reaching out to people like family or friends. It makes me feel guilty but I was wondering if its okay to give myself a break and say to myself its okay if I don't want to see/talk to people at the moment because i am struggling with this internal battle of not wanting to catch up with anyone but at the same time putting pressure on myself to be social. Its really exhausting. I hope my post makes sense and I look forward to reading what you guys think of this :)",4.736769087523276,5.570853547486035,5.521354748603353,82.04542132216018,69.39106145251397,8.424767225325885,28.883147113594042,8.59863814320734,2.080351582867784,711,25,139,11,12,232,100,179,0.154,0.7340000000000001,0.11199999999999999,-0.6262,1,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,0,3,12,1,2,6,2,9,1,0,2,0,38,28,13,0,8,10,0,3,2,1,0,1,1,0,2,8,11,0,0,6,1,0,5,5,6,0,0,4,5,17,6,34,22,1,27,0,1,1,0,18,14,0,8,10,93,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123730494813673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18278195355926027,0.0,0.0,0.08353323470704145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116843556960316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974891664330973,0.14565043272122086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029091710592429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289568107405156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262168310888288,0.0,0.12081095212664868,0.08534636036001225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229894717405264,0.0,0.0,0.11460243953428632,0.06789514254500327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365797627565441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865645209063423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904351751633206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565525550836326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221618301397688,0.0,0.11672986841785485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032114729448098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594886403471134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404358247286513,0.4141125673010197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441517140345801,0.12153962314077345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009608201061972,0.0,0.0,0.11949808569479507,0.0,0.07653282275069884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500396462439432,0.0,0.0,0.09519874069820324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653408824198618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489154755779665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28806614953216625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654883299065719,0.0,0.0948424662576518,0.06966144337088158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523199923636021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295555169261324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693203038880471 socialanxiety,iliketoeatfoodnomnom,2020/01/28,"how do you guys cope with excessive fidgeting? i get extremely, extremely nervous when i talk to people. i always use whatever’s in my hands and just ...twist it and fold it. at my counselors office she gave me her card and i didn’t even notice that by the end of 40 minutes i folded the whole card like 20 times and i was so embarrassed she saw me do that. i put my hands in my pockets but it’s just a weird feeling of needing to move them or rub something :(",1.5970409356725168,3.553944821052632,3.3077192982456154,90.14847953216378,79.73684210526315,6.7485380116959055,24.239766081871338,7.793537801064563,1.2364152046783623,358,13,77,6,9,119,68,95,0.107,0.855,0.038,-0.7473,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,0,6,4,0,2,3,0,4,2,2,2,0,13,10,9,0,1,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,4,5,18,1,9,6,1,8,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,1,4,52,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24327348425738424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25895114845240297,0.0,0.0,0.19310621702958514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782997689703314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275014209488774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894901517367561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14283617046006875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107407704493177,0.0,0.21678706685082147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328627513867471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026910646071374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939104562381468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250790657937572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349942146829805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17048205287440732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25251196339452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32641827951107505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,daxer747,2020/01/28,"(30 yr) male - My past and present anxiety. Slowly been destroying me. Is there an END and will it be positive? I hear a conversation or participate in one and feel/think a certain way no matter what topic. ""This topic is meaningless""...""what's the point of talking""...its hard to feel anything most days. I cant help but to feel like conversations are boring and pointless. My childhood was the only part of my life I enjoyed. Then I had to grow up and as time goes on I feel like stress consumes more of me... Age 20 to ?not sure?: Losing all my friends because I don't like to drink and realizing I don't really like them as adults... X GF of five years cheating on me getting pregnant because of my antisocial behavior and not wanting kids because of fear and money. Stress of paying for a mortgage. Employee I worked with harassing me everyday telling me how he plans on killing people he knows and asking what I would think if he murdered everyone in the building. Some years later to age ?unknown?: Verbally abusive boss always telling me I have no friends and nobody likes me. Putting a hand around my throat. Not leaving house or wanting to be around people. Work and hobbies consume my life. Present: Age 30 with no friends. Wondering what I did for 10 years... Now working for a new company for a year and only saying one sentence to the people I work with. Just don't feel compelled to talk at all or even know how to... Live with a roommate who only watches violent films. Recently opening up with me about how he wants to murder people who he feels deserves it. He just doesn't like people in general. Grumbles to himself as he walks around the house each night he's home...I had a mental breakdown started taking adderall which helps most days. Developed a phobia of bridges and highways. I've gotten a little better with bridges on good days. Parents have a hard time being around me because they know im in pain and extremely lonely. Hard to open up with them because they can't relate or know what to do... Some days I feel manic and like im loosing a grip on reality. Feel like I can't relate or open up with anyone. Feeling trapped in my mind and helpless at this point. I have few good days. Most are Lonely. I've been following Jordan Petersons suggestions: High fat protein breakfast. Wake up the same time everymorning. Make ur bed. Accomplish goals. Cant lift weights because I recently fractured rib at work. All this with the aderall has reduced my anxiety but I feel if I cant make a genuine human connection at some point I will completely lose my mind. If anyone can relate or has any suggestions I would love to hear them. I want my life to get better. I know some people have it worse. I just don't want to keep living alone and in fear.",2.59122807017544,5.195881071563093,3.5320467836257308,86.33201605709189,80.09227871939737,6.287521062543362,27.206561601744475,7.5412164511997375,1.7417902071563094,2183,95,406,34,57,697,253,531,0.18600000000000005,0.67,0.14400000000000002,-0.9851,3,6,1,0,0,0,78.0,0,0,5,12,14,37,7,4,21,0,35,13,5,7,5,100,69,35,3,10,17,1,15,8,4,4,5,3,1,4,13,34,4,1,17,2,2,4,16,18,0,3,7,19,49,19,66,55,15,66,0,5,1,1,40,32,0,17,37,246,62,9,0.0,0.07259439816492062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345677612041678,0.0,0.0,0.050981174002081575,0.0,0.0,0.041665395186473685,0.0,0.09374207646489313,0.0,0.0,0.0856821882334086,0.0,0.050419619344562586,0.21817155845490152,0.05727875869427866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22409609486208049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083758763424512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642399577260088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19756895601100388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060020833675065076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05426663574778843,0.0,0.0,0.040467960087475836,0.0,0.0,0.05854568090443691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789055594071162,0.3097972554599355,0.13131293680381928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201010759216975,0.0,0.06402162238728065,0.0,0.0,0.10277998365652967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16465644735017734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138110472114401,0.0,0.08213537604008235,0.06473464376164863,0.06145835450577864,0.0,0.0,0.14139366954231442,0.0,0.0,0.13236325633638474,0.0,0.0,0.05445919142023459,0.06778567950288514,0.0,0.1683607123772114,0.0,0.0,0.06487560708084808,0.0,0.0,0.12982948587385332,0.2394656592269272,0.061408185430150884,0.10820427074649587,0.0,0.0,0.13708990915200087,0.0,0.0,0.05529816121570847,0.0,0.08179580110382016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061745295891199835,0.0,0.12372955951651687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059174513417762864,0.0,0.05749732238828261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830356658238314,0.1397947616105045,0.06519512128120912,0.0,0.06803258478052307,0.06634895223722334,0.0584887184994202,0.2548595494888582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17375858714040476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06159282075581704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03925084278106322,0.0,0.120992578499298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048724005531544864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043366903013423413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036812558637213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05774582600706464,0.0,0.04606707669183449,0.049246143634627926,0.10710457495124556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851810767721135,0.0,0.0,0.10718030238708699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806918408580829,0.04863291711871196,0.0,0.07460980608094349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644421365263918,0.22302481146237174,0.0,0.062438906099982275,0.08704826116426212,0.0,0.0,0.15782232621709372 socialanxiety,Aggie_Bruh,2020/01/28,I’m about to start training people in my job. I’ve been at my current job for about a year now and I’ve been chosen to train new hires. I think I may die. Help.,-2.0724324324324317,-0.25255337837838,0.3716756756756752,105.57805405405406,96.29729729729729,2.9600000000000004,12.805405405405404,3.1291,-1.8531254054054056,123,2,33,0,5,41,27,37,0.11,0.815,0.076,-0.29600000000000004,3,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,7,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,5,17,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3623185185097089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23399943097894976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6928707476841724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371702458988061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420272174839793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24710011977075996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22369402082051928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248138153805492 socialanxiety,carod893582,2020/01/28,"Therapist doesn’t believe I have social anxiety. I’ve seeing a new therapist for depression/social anxiety/generalized anxiety. I’ve only seen her twice, but every time I mention my social anxiety she says, “but you diagnosed yourself with that right?” and it makes me think she doesn’t actually think I have social anxiety. I’m not exactly shy when I meet people, I speak clearly, and I can be talkative, but that’s only because I’ve trained myself to be this way. I definitely am nervous around people but just don’t show it. Why doesn’t she believe me?",3.8262857142857136,6.356726914285718,5.811666666666671,72.09750000000003,75.09523809523809,9.533333333333337,31.452380952380953,9.888512548439397,3.904695238095238,446,22,73,14,10,154,65,105,0.10099999999999999,0.804,0.095,0.4802,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,10,1,0,1,2,15,16,7,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,4,16,0,4,13,0,6,0,0,2,0,12,2,0,0,3,46,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.14698259776186534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4608930579282355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340830080274921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918160573544943,0.0,0.0,0.3393924872614974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15287530255781767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690315975686958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053947575651344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454689477181682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291053551430687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20884075670851104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862796126623455,0.0,0.1197784215520128,0.0,0.0,0.12002398994243912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4606118744378615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34976096618283953,0.0,0.19302138439210464,0.0,0.0,0.0878272581885139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955449853517998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591038740629885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,S_E_V_E_R_U_S,2020/01/28,"Welp. Having a setback So at work today one of my co-workers told me that a few other people were discussing me in a group. The one person asked if I'd made any friends yet, he said I have work friends (which is true) and then the person who asked said ""so no"". Then he said I need to get a girlfriend, to which my coworker said I'm trying and they're trying to help me, at which point the first person said ""he needs to get laid"". Afterwards he said I apparently dress like a kindergartner to which my coworker defended me and said they think I have a good fashion sense Now I have no idea what to feel because the third person who was there didn't really say much. I'm more self conscious about how I dress which I haven't really felt in years (since high school probably), and I feel like shit in general. I was doing so well recently and feel like this is going to knock me back a few months",3.6505926860025255,4.6207310327868925,4.4081967213114766,88.53052963430014,72.00546448087431,8.035140815468685,23.91298865069357,8.384062270229773,1.1835795712484236,701,18,153,11,13,225,101,183,0.033,0.843,0.124,0.9353,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,3,10,9,1,0,11,0,12,1,1,2,1,19,35,12,0,3,1,0,4,3,3,0,0,8,0,5,11,5,0,0,7,0,0,1,4,1,1,4,14,12,18,8,14,21,4,19,0,0,0,0,29,7,1,1,14,93,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670896420817659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844605770562583,0.0,0.0,0.07586057675646296,0.0,0.060139942386766974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14965071297440524,0.14096010836563935,0.09472548409420614,0.0,0.0,0.0839169671273113,0.0,0.0,0.1524431685288919,0.0,0.10308765132872244,0.0,0.0560686279430863,0.08274819290475469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612721367598225,0.10423575873509418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137091273483024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14459540072019025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335094170184907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874648809559799,0.0,0.07252370502858685,0.1463047382712835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370407445338456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839583095997473,0.34457137490405376,0.0,0.0,0.09326205729967138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636813795594864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640345696008576,0.0,0.09741115798540527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6569128888965352,0.0784554203139429,0.0,0.09984540542198944,0.0,0.0,0.10291999870794503,0.0,0.10126923650408816,0.08160948045138146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632149499293816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351460199298037,0.0942702873627628,0.0,0.1339622535677776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870382880840484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21546880392323275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353139896446906 socialanxiety,lonelysoulseeker,2020/01/28,Does your anxiety get worse when people can hear your conversation? Does anyone's anxiety get a lot worse when you're talking to someone and you're aware other people are listening ? For example you're explaining something or answering a question but in the back of your mind you're scared someone is going to barge into the conversation and correct you or just silently judge you and think you're stupid.,9.078648648648649,9.138670513513516,8.368243243243242,68.01695945945946,60.08108108108107,11.724324324324325,38.770270270270274,11.20814326018867,4.597118918918918,334,15,53,8,4,105,48,74,0.20600000000000002,0.794,0.0,-0.9275,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,5,0,0,4,2,1,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,15,10,8,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,6,10,1,6,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,4,3,30,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31383866113314896,0.0,0.0,0.1434274994335227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772772663169912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.359010862660102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143376913687305,0.0,0.11657672006913833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23118970312698056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17438912507629192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071168079779008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844143661874735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297858717150752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20536495007095065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476018700148036,0.1579145088706241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487093487896526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143520347211954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4180778457659949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,beachhousevibes,2020/01/28,"Random story It was my first time in Milan, Italy, and my first time in Europe in general. I was a small, scared, 17 year old Asian girl on a train platform alone, clutching my luggage anxiously as my sisters were dealing with the tickets elsewhere. Suddenly, this blonde girl comes up to me out of nowhere. Without missing a beat, she speaks to me in rapid-fire Italian and my eyes are rolling back in fear, I'm sweating, knees weak, Mom's spaghetti, etc. etc. - her entire sentence sounds slurred into one gigantic word. I genuinely did not know what to do but freeze. You know that flight-or-flight response? My response was to turn into a giant rock and gaze helplessly at her frantic scowl. I waited for a break in her speech and thank God it came, and I simply stammered that I didn't speak Italian. She immediately switched to fluent English and asked me where the ticket machines were, I don't remember, but I just kind of went, ""UhhhhIdunno..."", still lowkey shaking in my boots. Day 1 in Milan and I felt I was already verbally accosted by a stranger. It wasn't a big deal in actuality, but I remember this so clearly because it evoked such a visceral sense of fear on my side. The only other time this level of fear was acutely reproduced was when I decided to go to a music festival alone (yeah, big regrets) and a random girl ""cuddled"" me as prompted by the MC during some guy's comedy-rap bit, and I utterly froze and became an igneous rock for those 30 seconds.",5.843813492063492,6.635539817857148,6.238095238095237,78.04468253968255,66.89285714285714,8.936507936507939,34.48412698412698,8.998388855275968,3.029781746031745,1159,53,211,19,18,374,174,280,0.11800000000000001,0.82,0.063,-0.907,0,2,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,1,0,3,7,14,0,6,15,1,14,5,3,0,1,36,27,17,0,1,6,2,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,4,12,16,0,1,6,4,0,5,5,11,0,4,14,9,30,3,35,13,4,42,0,3,2,1,17,24,0,3,12,134,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.1272135053197032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700293074248258,0.1438565758658236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14727079425621994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186991276565502,0.0,0.0,0.10023954190323024,0.0,0.07946683946642405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232041984373156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909822510120185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229443570332948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407204340015699,0.2687928790528998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907738895939418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44007701301793617,0.0,0.0,0.1251669778710982,0.0,0.0,0.2217699548938236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07408714539833502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907785906797264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13575089339205007,0.14328596358093745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15267719659150786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679191259087714,0.0,0.08833596939836627,0.09914539462176726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29534714119897554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051407610889046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410644181503503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001886983097493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22804359591360235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179530505005136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084592844640228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566332649225875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394819286853343 socialanxiety,Zkimber,2020/01/28,Issues Idk if this even is really that relevant but I have some issues I would like to talk about. I have friends who talk to girls yet I just can’t. I feel like my whole life is screwed over because the experiences I’ve had with other people makes me awkward to be around. I feel like the world is stacked against me like I will give myself some credit for something then just moments later it is just ripped from me. I fell like literally no one relates with me. I can’t motivate myself to do anything. Back to me being screwed over for life is that I can’t handle criticism or discipline. I feel like I can’t fix any of my problems no matter how hard I try. My social skills with people I don’t know or do know is horrible. I am sorry for just ranting off no one cares anyway thanks for reading for the few that did.,1.4038095238095245,3.708555571428573,2.8000000000000007,91.61166666666668,82.57142857142857,5.638095238095239,21.833333333333336,6.937597516519254,0.5810690476190472,648,21,136,8,18,210,95,168,0.179,0.622,0.19899999999999998,0.7311,0,1,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,11,14,2,1,3,0,22,4,0,3,0,26,31,6,0,3,8,0,4,6,1,2,2,0,0,1,7,4,0,1,6,1,1,1,8,4,0,2,2,4,25,10,21,25,4,11,0,0,0,2,7,5,2,5,11,101,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053330968134272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165614133495335,0.1316050690965743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367648744299308,0.0,0.090119238448437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507282951772205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764405078695113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461163052046022,0.0,0.0,0.2242504357550988,0.3168414479637684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421745440109833,0.0,0.0,0.14181742384426418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243170212274874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086040138005637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624932110672455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20884137945026834,0.4333501788959941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868144255203726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20035452128805886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20498124722238556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145874884972412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478756537506939,0.0,0.09470730122447904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069982506574886,0.0,0.11381110390701725,0.0,0.1654899036975975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376493868100497,0.0,0.13610720171121793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003707003469041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16505322072300502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050182022477274,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,verpy,2020/01/28,"Life is made even more terrible because I'm probably the reason why it's terrible in the first place I am such an awkward person. I have a lot of reasons why I should be confident and sometimes I manage to be confident and happy when I'm at home but once I start interacting with people it all crumbles. My back arches and I shrug my shoulders in and I can't stop myself from acting like an unattractive brute. Unsurprisingly, everyone starts thinking lower of me and start to disregard me. I hate how awkward and unnatural I sound but I can't fucking help it. I'm so scared and uncomfortable when I'm around these people that are so different from me. What do you even say to a person obsessed with instagram and vanity? I've been introspective for way too long and now every time I talk to someone I just want to talk about deeper topics and I lost the ability to small talk. I keep asking questions and the conversations just turn into question and answer mode and it goes nowhere. But it's all my fault because I'm the one that's not interested in talking to people because I don't know how to start because I'm a fucking pussy. I don't even want to talk to guys that look at me because if I did they would just find out I have the most immature and insecure and tryhard personality and my soul is extremely unattractive. In other words, life is fucking terrible because I'm an awkward scared piece of shit that won't go out and practice socializing like I'm supposed to",5.5125789473684215,6.368108134482758,6.435045372050816,76.1118602540835,67.65517241379311,9.415607985480944,32.849364791288565,9.549672527348893,3.0786206896551733,1189,51,220,24,19,395,151,290,0.23,0.703,0.068,-0.9949,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,2,18,21,5,7,12,0,19,8,3,5,2,54,46,27,0,5,8,0,0,2,0,3,2,2,1,4,12,23,0,3,8,0,0,2,6,17,0,2,4,3,29,4,30,37,6,27,1,1,1,3,19,12,4,5,14,148,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486667571940575,0.08912358465317145,0.0,0.0,0.07330527359600553,0.0,0.3486850577102453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996028046682524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888998512964058,0.0,0.08032225309746904,0.09109486775043067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871327313553607,0.08109029086824697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26440175967336943,0.0,0.0,0.05418000082856501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439476273044957,0.0,0.1014838635552978,0.0,0.0941217048433068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389977110537083,0.0,0.09562687783922763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473644449228178,0.0,0.0,0.05239258162665954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467318355034882,0.09314987980775813,0.0,0.0,0.08436679844175621,0.08005579839433724,0.0,0.10406734624950983,0.08104879718285646,0.0,0.090206489516517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015266460601899,0.06460017955156815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19827591546434994,0.2497235717550241,0.0996028046682524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278521187349368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21358979241364293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960366203952679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581271191315085,0.19089013927314824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785806285948544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718009551319776,0.08077543095329602,0.0,0.0942868790366086,0.0,0.26990905110161034,0.0,0.0,0.07970274496224639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831256953811571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06108560464558181,0.0,0.0,0.05558950048674968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369504323311476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245987128182153,0.07567098178391803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720465992610221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06772190293257363,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ThreshExpressYT,2020/01/28,"The Worst ""There will be someone coming in tomorrow to fix the...I won't be here so please show them inside"". Is probably the worst thing to hear if you're home alone.",0.8288235294117641,3.2001227647058816,1.9544117647058847,96.1898529411765,86.05882352941177,5.752941176470588,17.323529411764707,7.1686216300943375,0.039729411764706235,130,3,29,2,4,41,29,34,0.254,0.672,0.07400000000000001,-0.8025,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,7,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,18,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752471448080564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121006884575832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4083532405639116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634296203313537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3977110268016895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906348442083914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069867475210561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407047508079952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Ronaldo2355,2020/01/28,"Been taking SSRI Sertralin 3 days now without side effects I'm taking SSRI Sertralin against my social anxiety and it's been three days since I've started the treatment but I have not felt a single side effect (yet?). If you got side effects from SSRI's when did it come?",4.568207547169814,6.151241245283022,5.1624056603773605,81.65040094339625,70.50943396226415,6.054716981132076,30.23113207547169,5.985473137389443,1.625116981132075,218,9,37,1,4,70,40,53,0.037000000000000005,0.963,0.0,-0.1803,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,3,0,10,11,4,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,1,3,0,3,6,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,6,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423089758489407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27284767844155994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4085485041159662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041247691016508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533298257867008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26201464828724114,0.0,0.0,0.3228815293526007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241936652397141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4763054796522849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30533077337188114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,edm_spamurai,2020/01/28,Cognitive Behavioral Therapy success stories please (CBT) I’m losing hope. Can you tell me your success story with CBT? How long did it take?,2.3592000000000013,4.85866652,3.3520000000000003,79.93600000000002,103.8,6.8000000000000025,29.0,7.554174236665415,3.1722,113,6,17,3,5,36,23,25,0.075,0.55,0.375,0.885,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,8,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791252045795407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378022710907751,0.0,0.42703703157934986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4190041116722713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869992081212512,0.0,0.333632285838307,0.0,0.4365198567581379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mothftman,2020/01/28,"How do you resist the urge to give up and just never go out again? I'm taking a quick break at work, but it feels like I'm dying. Everything just feels so scary. Talking to people is so hard, I feel like they all hate me. I just want to quit and go home and never come back out. I can't obviously, but man I need help.",-0.0795714285714304,1.6519507571428562,2.1328571428571443,97.58214285714287,84.28571428571428,5.142857142857143,14.285714285714285,6.1826913282559595,-0.943857142857143,243,3,61,2,7,82,51,70,0.16399999999999998,0.6920000000000001,0.145,-0.5459,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,2,9,3,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,4,21,16,8,1,2,5,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,6,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,4,7,2,7,16,1,13,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,7,37,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16945642662152205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18983540270102994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287166904453097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980607739868966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33428792854313844,0.31487496247896296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114058449366712,0.2504908278593484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974146414787917,0.2175768125247333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771415946313807,0.0,0.22105625165406015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153302893246018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16340686562956142,0.3399368904911497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278176894825102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343982276397375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16569619183669418,0.17713080683383298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129984153873837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043719114897498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Asleep-Bar,2020/01/28,"Wearing glasses in school for the first time So I got glasses some time before holiday season last year to help read text far away (also everything was a lot more sharper in front of me and looked a lot better than I'm used to). I only wore them at home because I didn't want to go outside with them. But since the school break started I started to go outside with them (going far away from home on a trip helped because I knew no one from school would see but I eventually just wore them outside). But I never wore them at school (talking about before holiday break) because I didn't want to draw attention to myself. I don't have friends and I am very quiet but I know in class people will comment a lot and in lunch breaks (although I don't eat during them) in the hand ball courts area etc. people will randomly come up to me and probably laugh/comment too. And after some weeks someone else in my class got glasses so I didn't want to seem like I'm copying them or something. But fast forward to now, in a few days school will start again so I thought it might be an opportunity, but I am still anxious about it about what will happen and if I don't decide to do it now, I won't do it again for a while. Although, I could try sitting more in the front in class this time, there will still be moments where it could be difficult to see. And I will usually be with mostly the same people in class this year because I'm in the top class and this year subjects will have classes relative to performance in that class, not in all classes (last year I would have the same people in class for every subject) but still a lot of people in my class will remain in top classes for most subjects. Sorry if this post seems like it has no purpose, I just wanted to vent and maybe get some experiences from people here.",6.626639676113364,5.721912780219783,6.5343262001156734,82.33698958935804,65.42857142857143,9.091729323308273,32.34470792365529,7.85451343220497,2.097430769230769,1428,48,293,13,19,452,165,364,0.054000000000000006,0.866,0.08,0.8995,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,7,6,20,6,0,0,15,0,33,4,2,1,2,57,63,26,0,10,13,0,1,2,1,12,0,1,2,0,12,13,2,0,7,4,0,8,11,1,0,2,11,5,33,5,52,34,16,70,0,0,3,0,12,29,0,16,32,206,45,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629786751567837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936573129829306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578106055870214,0.0,0.0,0.2021487204780751,0.0,0.14108947773985356,0.0,0.0,0.0733213738512485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141399056088893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323833347982527,0.0,0.0,0.05346587367583559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483093709876498,0.06925520341880194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924592731454415,0.0,0.0,0.06984974117988589,0.0,0.07450828477056165,0.08109549242553049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051764126281952,0.0,0.0,0.06405100803380502,0.0,0.043313636466370604,0.0,0.14134784156548458,0.0,0.13261094168626386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331125644450666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113688426413786,0.0,0.1663178610989708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045561573850865116,0.13515477078609067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100488649906168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961802716126475,0.0,0.0,0.281926230296046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328766918789743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794747060591844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394025967607671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0561775304830608,0.06305181758408858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448489265006979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793985986528376,0.0,0.08938395238703152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292589548641513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41951364082348575,0.13212664915386824,0.15094439384734734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857859933599328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024383316208613,0.06382313429158759,0.0,0.09280363677188123,0.17603848841252942,0.0,0.19862043225583112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663466132919242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581608733585306,0.145025023760481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05628600784344193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160197192540461,0.09130644937408963,0.06840403737465031,0.1955944361427789,0.0,0.0665001554597979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778447963379345,0.0,0.0,0.21354844220262206 socialanxiety,IpaintBarns,2020/01/29,"I just wish people weren't nervous around me I want to make people feel better, I want to help others when they are down. I want to make others smile and feel loved, but my social anxiety just makes everyone I'm around uncomfortable. It hurts to see people nervous around me. I'm not imaging it. I clearly see people tense up, start stuttering, get awkward when I'm around. I wish they wouldn't..",3.2770129870129883,5.487017480519483,3.8714285714285737,86.89857142857143,75.49350649350649,6.477922077922077,22.688311688311693,7.447530270364453,0.9373168831168835,314,9,60,4,7,99,44,77,0.23,0.54,0.23,-0.7148,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,1,8,7,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,3,1,21,21,4,0,6,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,4,11,2,10,19,0,9,0,1,2,1,5,6,0,0,3,35,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684254023673832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5438693073291483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508248557921534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459456912995897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445571359778767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979820025224822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237564967335712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350693262285004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378501068148155,0.0,0.3058571841615408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4235513483925736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434214641854197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556950086265068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810725132990427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27026276116873865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512774788533995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jazzylaurie,2020/01/29,"This is where it all started i guess When i was kid, i had very strong fear of blood. So every time in school biology etc. i nearly fainted, vomited, other kids started to make fun of me. When i needed to leave the class, i hear them saying stuff like ""i knew it"" and some ugly laughter. If you have experienced something similar, please share i dont want to feel like im alone. (sorry for my bad english)",1.8328703703703724,3.997901222222225,3.509367283950617,87.93590277777781,79.98765432098766,6.025308641975308,22.47067901234568,7.1686216300943375,0.7909864197530871,313,10,64,4,8,104,66,81,0.158,0.632,0.21,0.7089,0,1,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,1,4,7,0,1,1,0,5,3,1,1,1,10,14,5,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,0,2,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,4,12,5,8,11,3,8,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,3,7,40,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21483194955373947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731929890091057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24310305109679545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23133608042964304,0.0,0.0,0.17476630297711251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334131890152938,0.1048813892318781,0.14818598285789186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22850436883547875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23378545044441554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240568946810856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21963538017142867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026768359822969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384592197301197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380458832551236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276926991424029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495437900194762,0.0,0.20992732919761015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596875383664916,0.0,0.23219768931832416,0.29363597995594165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374544369273053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095242737556827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17114910547611845,0.12234589531095465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ambermanagement,2020/01/29,"Weddings freak me out I usually can’t stand being at weddings, so whenever there’s an important one I can’t miss I arrive late, stay a while and leave as soon as I can. And not just that. The idea of getting married is inconceivable to me. Being the center of attention feels unbearable. I can’t think of anything worse than having to cite your vows in a microphone in total silence in front of a huge crowd that knows you personally, apart from a band, some strangers and the idea that it will be recorded in high definition for eternity. Being the first-whatever really gives me anxiety too. Having siblings, I know that it might happen that they will consider me for standing beside them. It saddens me to think that they will the invite someone else, but I just can’t do it. Honestly if my partner decided to have a wedding I would just call it out, the whole thing.",6.465089820359283,6.827123802395214,6.891862275449103,75.395877245509,65.46706586826348,10.51233532934132,34.065269461077854,10.355215969177356,3.5366411976047907,693,29,127,16,10,226,107,167,0.063,0.884,0.053,0.1326,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,3,0,7,3,0,0,12,0,19,0,0,0,1,24,28,9,0,2,6,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,12,5,0,0,9,1,0,1,5,2,0,1,0,1,19,1,21,19,3,20,0,1,0,0,14,11,0,3,5,101,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868896126311715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994612260231686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19846875438561654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16236731006983102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827696132537313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16532706799045885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154787359238106,0.18645295512773474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718766376982801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053576643837668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43882964535495533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21363622727312734,0.0,0.21925258151737334,0.20580484222104914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20619092176186893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317069918305109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16971232718617918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451542065006176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16468513088542192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20716760268410192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912770245509908,0.2490829371641325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21406597403586985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21700197283903228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198074897431754,0.13807156850341307,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,greasyfruit,2020/01/29,"I feel bad that I'm a young adult and I have social anxiety I am in my early 20s and I feel like an inadequate human being. I've never not had social anxiety and the more I think about it, I just feel more and more bad about myself. I'm not very confident either so im like bruhhhhh why can't I be not a dumbass Social anxiety isn't something that can be cured can it? Or would I just be stuck with it my entire life? :(",-0.08902173913043754,1.8822229239130444,3.26104347826087,88.06873913043479,86.06521739130434,6.723478260869566,17.895652173913042,7.908726449838941,0.6331313043478257,327,8,74,7,10,119,54,92,0.266,0.682,0.052000000000000005,-0.9540000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,0,12,1,0,0,1,18,19,6,0,1,7,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,3,11,2,4,12,4,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,5,52,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4463480372900959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32477847547183103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950167142589085,0.1389421646748953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100802610134805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737252585319726,0.1900338869962108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000102594962197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5947676366458788,0.0,0.14972625496922376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246199663839704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16047285133458525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17549504126857932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138158594252799,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,garbage-can-jack,2020/01/29,"Advice on what I should do when I freeze up in social situations? Hey there! For a bit of context, I have social anxiety and I work in retail. Not a great mix but you gotta do what you gotta do. Anyway, to get to the point, I’ve had a few incidents at work where I’m helping a customer and just freeze up, unable to really talk or do what I’m supposed to do to get the sales I need. In most cases, this isn’t a big deal, but it became especially nervewracking today when my superiors were watching me help this customer, and were practically hovering over me. When I say I got so nauseous and anxious...I’m still reeling from it a little. Anyone got any advice on how to function when you freeze up? Or at least any relaxation techniques to be able to deal with it in the moment?",3.235188679245283,4.487132471698113,4.8655503144654135,83.7787028301887,73.33962264150944,7.564150943396226,25.828616352201266,8.07648339933343,1.4963748427672954,609,20,125,9,12,206,94,159,0.023,0.858,0.11900000000000001,0.9258,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,0,2,11,3,0,0,9,0,12,0,0,1,0,15,21,14,0,2,6,0,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,5,5,13,3,24,12,4,23,0,0,1,0,12,16,0,3,7,89,21,2,0.17064920817056656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335128624091249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23209462673335815,0.0,0.1305461771630605,0.19278503186680265,0.0,0.11932189414458165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863047375648394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518636808845372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783143359655902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729675217516914,0.18814135445267693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287651342116109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710353377424663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653422557020974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16131866041982726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932225247677534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357070996949192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918168599052579,0.0,0.34791075473673005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362806780815831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716136945038368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175549585752122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484693119408651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,wabiman,2020/01/29,"Looking for a socially anxious partner in the Greater Toronto Area I am a 25 years old male with social anxiety. Certain situations scare the shit out of me and I have been trying to figure out my problems for the last 5 years, from going therapists, reading self-help books, or watching videos proclaiming magic solutions. That has all helped me with mentally understanding where the issues stem from, but they won't solve the problem. My fear is what has been holding me back in a lot of situations, and I want to put myself in those situations and face them. Doing things by yourself is quite daunting, and I also feel like making of fool of yourself with a buddy is less scary and definitely more fun. I am looking for a socially anxious fellow who wants to get their hands dirty and face their fears, whatever they may be. I can be your motivation and give you a nudge when you are shitting yourself, and you can do the same for me :) I live in the Greater Toronto Area, so hit me up if you are on the same boat and tired of your fears having control over you.",8.325665024630537,7.216936369458133,7.963453201970445,74.12508128078821,62.15270935960592,10.878620689655174,37.54137931034483,9.888512548439397,3.5608348768472915,845,35,157,14,10,269,127,203,0.177,0.6829999999999999,0.14,-0.871,0,0,0,0,1,0,19.0,0,7,5,3,5,12,2,4,14,0,21,6,5,3,2,34,32,15,0,5,3,0,2,1,2,2,1,0,0,2,5,14,0,2,4,3,0,2,1,9,0,0,2,5,27,3,27,25,8,20,0,0,3,0,21,12,2,4,7,119,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291828738219518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888616685323276,0.26252660754538304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934407874508653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031862871614489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3922431663039146,0.058749905224892325,0.08300721903398045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607052545060879,0.11146145846317893,0.06603429771115317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15576140436756644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212737212867974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471156692941024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05676528978327953,0.0,0.10259920866386336,0.0,0.19514316514696656,0.0,0.0,0.09878184423138496,0.0,0.0,0.07755871748297406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709368684707586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219234164299037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223591154283189,0.0,0.11680453322821653,0.0,0.12358394500273055,0.11622292657317244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163279447592842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212130577193832,0.0,0.23853777620812025,0.0,0.3918122870845668,0.0,0.3553277552923267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349072678101242,0.07719245872925208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354501783426515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888639029236677,0.0,0.0,0.12095943204415473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706549478062194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496470117829272 socialanxiety,chernobyl1986____,2020/01/29,"My school is having a formal/prom in March, I’m reluctant to go because of my social anxiety... Anyone have any advice? I don’t know if I’m missing out but the thought of it just makes me so anxious. I’d also have to go out and rent a suit too which just adds to the pain. I don’t know if I’ll regret not going... it’s hard to make this choice since I know I’m going to have a panic attack if I go",0.8562637362637346,1.6304442967032955,3.6140659340659376,92.30593406593408,78.56043956043956,6.079120879120879,19.593406593406588,6.1826913282559595,-0.11601538461538485,305,6,75,2,7,109,58,91,0.254,0.73,0.016,-0.9714,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,1,5,0,7,1,0,2,0,18,22,7,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,1,5,3,5,0,0,1,1,7,0,10,21,0,9,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,3,1,44,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19413117686123385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588707231875963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350976472255028,0.0,0.1519766453643479,0.2244326341550352,0.0,0.13890978337851018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260078336908148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110311619828593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5645237836446707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17796301973506287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275399552877135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652181800411366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113914306165517,0.2330882171608617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20105755434419487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433608017822204,0.0,0.0,0.2025119024551108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15771622503472288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Thebiggestintrovert,2020/01/29,"I need advice on how to fix my life. Hey guys, I'm a 17M and I have recently moved to college. I have been through years of pretty bad bullying physical and mental pain has affected me for years. Now I've moved to college but everytime I try to speak to someone they get away from me and I'm confused as to why... I am not creepy, I give them space and I listen to them. But I cannot talk to them as I feel scared to talk as I feel like I am just genuine shit that everyone should avoid... I want to talk to people but people won't talk to me... What do I do in this situation?",0.3423809523809531,2.0075037936507947,2.7399206349206366,94.12035714285715,82.49206349206351,6.4222222222222225,20.81746031746032,7.492282038375204,0.4909174603174602,442,13,108,7,12,152,76,126,0.162,0.7829999999999999,0.055,-0.9194,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,4,0,3,7,1,3,1,0,11,3,1,2,0,18,20,11,0,3,5,0,2,1,0,2,2,2,0,1,3,4,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,6,0,0,1,4,21,1,22,17,0,10,0,0,0,0,13,4,1,1,5,69,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613118340589392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15509575641635867,0.0,0.13783282711481562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773863682815534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16693630004617685,0.11793140746024652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624618662630698,0.15835739140656474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345269019557784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659912855211067,0.08064853390992936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663593053145419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35090254075084376,0.0,0.1224028833581778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756541114541009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288879230597728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16794317600326195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16299412786705214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16527138738143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16944969370161025,0.0,0.1855540398126317,0.0,0.0,0.13986964010625572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5307322040475949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207679458371833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736699350870114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895677829350182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21260901072418956 socialanxiety,cheesybe4n,2020/01/29,"Social Anxiety in Seminars/Class Discussions I'm a junior in university and this semester, I'm taking my third seminar course. My first day was today and during my commute to campus, I couldn't help but panic over how I was going to behave/perform in class since the chances of us discussing among ourselves are very likely. Now I know I said this was going to be my THIRD seminar course and you're probably wondering how the hell did I get through the first two? And my answer is: by doing the bare minimum. To avoid making a complete fool out of myself, I would keep my responses short and simple because if I overthink my response too much, there's a high chance that I'll end up not making any sense and contribute nothing to the conversation. I learned that the hard way in my first two seminars and sadly by now, I've completely shut myself out. As I've said, today was the first day and I just did ok. I was able to introduce myself, but then it went downhill from there. After introductions, the professor told us to split into a group of six as we were going to play a game, a memorization game based off of a lecture from another concurrent course. And everyone played except for me. I was so in my head at that moment that I couldn't recall much from the lecture and I felt...useless. I was just sitting there watching everyone else get the answers. Now I'm just dreading next week's class because that game was just something to break the ice and I know we're gonna get into analytical discussions from now on. I'm not ONLY scared of just talking in this class, but I feel like I'm not as educated or well-informed as my peers. Even if I do try to participate in the discussion, I feel like I don't say anything insightful or I feel like I'm slow. I'm scared of what others will think of me. In my previous seminar courses, my classmates would bring up ideas that I would've never thought about and it low-key made me feel dumb. I don't just want to get by because I know I will encounter environments like these outside of school, or as they say, ""in the real world"" and I just can't keep doing the bare minimum. I want to get over it and I would love to hear similar experiences you've had, as well as what you've done to get through something similar to this situation.",5.506768407803651,5.880882618942733,6.328285084959093,78.57133259911896,67.52422907488986,9.745626179987417,31.63278791692889,9.696096459569628,2.8486497168030214,1815,70,356,37,28,600,211,454,0.07400000000000001,0.825,0.10099999999999999,0.9165,1,1,2,0,0,0,44.0,3,0,1,4,21,19,2,5,21,1,29,2,1,5,1,71,71,33,0,9,19,0,5,5,0,6,0,5,0,0,17,19,0,3,16,5,0,5,9,9,1,9,19,11,49,10,64,43,2,53,5,1,1,1,23,25,2,6,25,238,66,10,0.08597113241545502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05846331811825746,0.09014822829872816,0.06576768098448578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074691676270371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15722161309577914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802781933367243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088853638727147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797831700064597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181784955834902,0.0,0.07614490573607992,0.0,0.0,0.05678312214734764,0.0,0.0,0.1642982024698165,0.0,0.08409626406924693,0.0,0.0,0.17387835077102173,0.18425338252633672,0.08254576919274785,0.0,0.0,0.2925080052568508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694982101566372,0.0,0.14657812727168126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701324819291641,0.0,0.0882311845305592,0.0,0.09689571442380357,0.0,0.05762463786438456,0.09083322153963327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705094405484548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15283018525156655,0.0,0.0,0.14174245810855685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100057636427843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759230354205758,0.08134796418652256,0.11477279692820015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639734858127413,0.0,0.06630623727099705,0.0,0.091431274645069,0.0,0.0,0.08249162020689238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538492020955029,0.0,0.10086860037426694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269142141772532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978539701649544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355646823665296,0.13673539025071846,0.17214420266636207,0.08700737578414743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111620913523352,0.09663515488421716,0.0,0.08763674289756013,0.0,0.13236955580585708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06463959233698131,0.06910033970692601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05508683028964337,0.0,0.06825147606919303,0.0,0.0,0.16298116237838006,0.08214910123490825,0.0,0.05836875561675009,0.0,0.16796260855155662,0.0,0.20682537389890496,0.0,0.0,0.07093518786810178,0.10141600266774008,0.06823988328456178,0.0689608567249113,0.0,0.1545967455188642,0.07969610105704568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932320258215814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442857033425933,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bewcooker28,2020/01/29,"McDonalds job interview tomorrow 1. im feeling so nervous and anxious i have no idea what i say there and im feeling like im going there in wrong day (because in phone they said they will also send email b4 interview but they didnt but they still ended the call by saying ”see you then”) 2. i feel like im failing it. and im feeling like massive loser when im not getting a part time job from fucking mcdonalds, i tried to apply there last year but got rejected and that crushed me. how can someone got rejected from the easiest job ever? im 17 years old boy please help im not been diagnosided with social anxiety or with any mental disorder but i still need help i feel always so anxious and shy in social situations",1.3169943593875892,3.790230328767123,3.519685737308624,85.1247904915391,84.75342465753424,6.722965350523771,25.711522965350518,7.928766900206844,1.8861584206285256,572,25,111,12,17,195,92,146,0.23199999999999998,0.617,0.151,-0.9427,3,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,4,2,11,10,1,1,3,0,5,1,0,1,1,23,18,16,0,1,7,0,5,3,0,1,0,3,0,1,3,7,0,0,6,0,0,2,4,7,0,0,5,9,12,3,9,12,1,18,0,4,1,1,19,3,1,1,16,58,15,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804959634240436,0.07080497821372868,0.0,0.0,0.05786679997452024,0.0,0.06509663431382964,0.19226387157914127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0518724785017159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689043098565596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05487855428946019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975250321167472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536797723994401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769723441465069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21513027458545825,0.18237339197397714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866798012245146,0.04445807366219034,0.0,0.04836084941508709,0.0,0.13611480113145902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140733540356876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606070520322167,0.7353284944605826,0.0,0.25332782788473424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936292176794871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471780845861698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575468132997742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06309608131871297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929177997668994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921484491013979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340759737518996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094382714341447,0.13534023951687615,0.0,0.0,0.06780885628688547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564915844975733,0.0,0.17348511972630815,0.07209982268423264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591226733566608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04961896310422805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057773202321565464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303686958748776,0.0,0.10959542015435972 socialanxiety,almonddd,2020/01/29,"Eye contact. I just really don't enjoy making eye contact because it reminds me a person is looking directly at me, which I cannot handle and I immediately assume they are thinking to themselves that I'm ugly or annoying or somethings wrong w my hair or face etc. But because of it people think I dont want to talk to them and so they stop talking to me and it makes me upset :(",3.33731601731602,4.802204051948053,5.505909090909089,78.44553030303031,73.41558441558442,7.2112554112554115,29.71645021645022,7.793537801064563,2.129954112554113,300,13,55,4,6,105,56,77,0.261,0.7390000000000001,0.0,-0.9596,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,3,0,2,4,1,1,1,0,5,4,4,2,0,15,12,8,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,4,12,1,6,12,1,2,0,0,3,0,8,1,0,4,1,39,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116284599800594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29956676112636704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850667650336636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21464354105044064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412361944081145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17720408953869635,0.22318413240238896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16374689210416798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19677695711702628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136969432978242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4108906916096208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275622940826826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076225259227685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794635732506532,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,yayitsdenim,2020/01/29,"This may belong here for those who are anxious over criticism. Critics Vs C\*\*Ts [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DLPwn3ci0vU](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DLPwn3ci0vU)",29.739999999999995,39.04020033333335,9.96,32.56000000000003,45.66666666666667,7.333333333333335,38.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,4.684333333333335,155,5,10,2,3,30,15,15,0.38299999999999995,0.617,0.0,-0.755,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,maybebraindead,2020/01/29,I ordered and paid for an Iced Capp but received an Iced Coffee ($2 cheaper) I smiled and said thanks. 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I feel prepared but I’m afraid something will go wrong.,1.609310344827584,4.239372689655173,2.134068965517244,90.09282758620691,97.9655172413793,5.078620689655172,19.593103448275865,6.742157984588678,0.6247599999999998,124,4,23,2,5,38,27,29,0.273,0.68,0.047,-0.7904,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,6,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,12,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996032325129777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22435200924010776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887604748232861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528942706844639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39522504277515264,0.3995196269570681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039066233144813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166537952107292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4316096362619102,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,xXMartianXx,2020/01/29,What Career Do You Have? While browsing through this subreddit I started wondering what people here do for a living that are out of college/high school. I thought this would be a good post for younger people to look at for encouragement/hope when they feel it might be too difficult get the career they want because of their social anxiety.,5.7370967741935495,7.987945612903223,5.0427741935483885,80.99416129032262,68.67741935483872,8.185806451612903,31.754838709677426,8.841846274778883,2.790215483870968,276,12,47,5,5,83,50,62,0.07,0.861,0.07,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,3,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,7,15,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,6,1,9,10,0,6,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,2,3,36,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204611386684782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16304529210902344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352392616447667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974037517055454,0.0,0.0,0.2243384803544179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28259338231272874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361781039803144,0.0,0.2246047671777066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28374003063248604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708556342203028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25615928074702976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706907031616012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726487420627988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18931439320365667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123387802756048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775886139857098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900563590083885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19000075629847032,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,HappinessNowChannel,2020/01/29,"6 Easy Methods To Reduce Your Anxiety Stop Panic Attacks In today’s video, I share 6 easy to practice proven methods to reduce your anxiety. Everyone from time to time experiences some level of stress or anxiety so in this video you will hear methods for dealing with experiences where you would like to have a more peaceful and calm mind - thereby enjoying a happier life… These methods are especially helpful to Stop Panic Attacks - Please enjoy 😊 (Happiness NOW Channel) on YouTube 😊",11.027235294117654,10.061692164705883,10.32808823529412,58.86389705882355,56.764705882352935,13.205882352941178,48.30882352941178,12.161744961471696,6.309647058823531,394,23,56,10,4,127,61,85,0.21899999999999997,0.4970000000000001,0.284,0.85,0,0,4,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,0,0,3,11,2,3,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,5,6,13,3,2,11,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,2,7,33,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3910671686967799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877097625224709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756751728788263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282473878772874,0.0,0.3333682785145393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18139423199813295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19205346319725686,0.0,0.11421569398763926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035873411317248,0.08324895365872484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205567428177956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3998559512138564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18704830147428925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849244737847786,0.1951929077401168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19872350922980603,0.0,0.16151951021165528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210474467717978,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,M3r0uk,2020/01/29,"Where can I practice speaking in front of audience? I will be having a presentation in about 10 weeks time which I would like to prepare for. The last time I had a presentation I just was so nervous and weird stuff happened! Like things I never had previously when did public speaking, I couldn’t smile and couldn’t speak, I even kept on repeating myself in a weird way. It was just shocking to me so I would like to be well prepared and I don’t mind putting myself in a challenging situation and making mistakes as long as I don’t repeat the horrible experience when I do the final presentation 10 weeks from now. Couldn’t find any practical ways to actually speak in front of people. Any ideas? I’m at uni in the UK btw.",4.163066581306019,5.7992942183098615,5.3163764404609495,79.93931498079388,71.60563380281691,8.543918053777206,28.402048655569786,9.095868883498916,2.3488929577464788,577,22,112,12,11,191,83,142,0.111,0.772,0.11699999999999999,-0.3444,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,11,10,0,1,8,0,18,0,0,1,1,18,22,10,0,6,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,4,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,0,3,6,5,1,0,6,4,15,5,19,8,0,30,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,19,79,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.18531509786368394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582771510989005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542722078357255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857587304395828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20802627021463685,0.1735652451526173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16792802555046762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21437409087217388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479392185164834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27832678041790243,0.0,0.0,0.1680556069631802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675978702708512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19174496002993774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646265909677114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165281419935754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19090204475154066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21345566162539006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21739017388810195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616118401861226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22146454334237148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014677102385344,0.3046528008591999,0.0,0.17074299016439434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26979915588221104,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ash1V1,2020/01/29,"Very proud! I work in a fast food restaurant and I've always been comfortable in the kitchen where I never have to interract with customers. However, last night my manager suggested I try drive thru order taking and cash handling. I admit I was so scared and was wondering why she chose me to learn it of all people, due to my many panic attacks out on front when dealing with mean people. But it was different, I thrived! I had banter with the customers and had a good time, the guy training me was impressed with how well I took to it, I did make mistakes as it was my first time doing it. I just wanted to share this as a personal achievement of mine and I believe that anyone can do anything no matter what it is or what your illness is! We all have our limitations and sometimes they can't be overcame and that's Okay! But sometimes they can, like me last night!",5.303508021390375,6.011653094117648,5.569037433155081,82.66157754010696,68.05882352941177,8.299465240641712,31.33689839572193,8.296473431620573,2.254294117647059,686,27,132,9,11,218,111,170,0.094,0.764,0.142,0.7696,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,1,2,5,6,12,1,2,6,1,19,3,0,2,3,30,26,15,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,11,13,2,1,4,0,1,3,3,4,1,1,10,0,24,8,18,15,2,20,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,2,12,99,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665523442064334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483571875210312,0.0,0.13514998498562392,0.0,0.0,0.1868390504560073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18503465146229592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16931728660029535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715888085248973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969673283160966,0.19859151810623465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775107218754395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16261675483793794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26774406470933393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023607841007517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962698087347368,0.16650675509292512,0.0,0.17889817416453396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666682000695567,0.0,0.0,0.30824359082861635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926923525420656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277173365885836,0.14340215378722262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16442615078022738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248618005749707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348297754263875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915314771865236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18246920232748445,0.11150360759455734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550964499954538,0.09686903588901542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766543046520128,0.0,0.14819497842598867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781039721099004,0.11956377423072208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,coolguywithcoolarms-,2020/01/29,"Do I have social anxiety? Today I started a new class and felt as if a tidal wave of absolute fear consumed me the entire time I was there. It was as if a static-like presence consumed my mind; I was unable to think clearly and almost froze in fear of judgment by my classmates, even when they were clearly not paying any attention to me and not looking at me at all. I honestly haven't had fear this bad since my last congress tournament and am starting to think I might have a serious issue. The caveats to this are that I slowly get acquainted with my environments, and usually end up either being decently comfortable in new classes and settings. But, this usually takes a very long time to set. Also, nicotine seems to be a chemical that stops this sensation of fear, which is unusual considering the fact that it usually increases anxiety as opposed to reducing it. I honestly don’t know what’s wrong with me and am just looking for an answer, so if you guys could tell me whether this fits with your experience, that’d be great. I'm not taking similarity with your experience as an official diagnosis, but hopefully it can allow me to better guide my therapy and lead to a better understanding of what’s wrong with me. Thanks, guys",10.237179487179484,7.861330153846158,10.328307692307693,62.69169230769231,59.427350427350426,14.317264957264955,43.48547008547008,12.857556352371635,5.6370526495726505,992,47,172,29,10,333,138,234,0.092,0.785,0.12300000000000001,0.8895,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,1,3,6,16,0,4,12,0,21,0,0,2,4,45,37,21,0,5,11,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,16,13,0,2,8,0,1,2,5,8,0,0,6,4,24,8,29,25,3,25,0,0,2,0,8,6,0,7,15,126,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086947287669804,0.0,0.0,0.08680546614901302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381608145131348,0.0,0.16607721397526115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063270115340198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192003039444324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666641566416602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614094349806963,0.0,0.0,0.07169465751174213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21236073757326185,0.0,0.4885848538400922,0.0,0.0,0.10422270610552904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056711634098684134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196740979324291,0.0,0.21495835401932395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078122462292898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329547933470775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05965491507961,0.0884807711015376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606119874842342,0.1823052694320556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515183623014688,0.10960211948465297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20967187195696965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988176464906703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979168570994389,0.0,0.0,0.11065059528042624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15366108161476444,0.0,0.0,0.09075064321539847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16322855309973391,0.0,0.0948753755127718,0.09993603433002417,0.12413362581096613,0.0,0.0,0.1391058216480237,0.0,0.0,0.1265899418541947,0.0,0.1028904203899027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130018662582958,0.0,0.0,0.358649494953428,0.08956312734156684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373594927132365,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MD3nt,2020/01/29,"Too many fucking memes on here. Wow what a terrible sub. No discussion ever, just low effort memes. Shit sub",1.087500000000002,3.2711067500000013,2.2900000000000027,87.55000000000004,106.5,6.0,20.0,7.1686216300943375,1.3889999999999998,85,3,15,2,4,27,18,20,0.382,0.486,0.132,-0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,0,1,0,1,1,2,2,0,1,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4668347764869097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4771187538116299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.523236301712118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5297610393321501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwaway21828182846,2020/01/29,"I have to do a couple of presentations for university, thinking about getting some propranolol to help me through them For one of my modules this semester I'll have to do two presentations, including a 10 minute solo presentation. I've had a lot of problems with public speaking before, I get all the usual physical symptoms like a fast heart rate, uncontrollable shaking, sweating, shaky voice etc. I know that if I had to go up and do the presentation now there's no way I could hide any of this so I'd do a terrible presentation and embarrass myself. I've seen a lot of people say that taking propranolol has helped them get rid of these physical symptoms when making speeches or presentations with minimal or no side effects, which sounds like a miracle drug to me. Has anyone else tried this before? What was your experience with it?",8.900649350649353,8.510630331168834,9.004512987012989,64.79105519480521,60.623376623376636,12.635064935064936,39.379870129870135,11.93303328291395,4.942366233766236,677,31,113,19,8,223,101,154,0.133,0.7929999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.7449,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,2,1,5,8,0,4,9,0,12,5,2,2,1,19,21,7,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,5,0,0,9,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,6,0,2,4,6,12,2,19,16,5,15,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,7,12,79,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190657798273935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224255345913561,0.17939825021753303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29797382366221065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397934455882085,0.1937314373200387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20304638376369405,0.0,0.14626347833857986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952692971404612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17126956841076646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744286125659197,0.0,0.09950649165424552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074800111501412,0.234715464856636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962237339728674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17107821328784115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977069522749266,0.0,0.0,0.11687253656716097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864409614445424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213839081190344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16753547952003375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392369300462314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36396674775800336,0.13164431505169732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218926016803307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887319482970947,0.0,0.17103544250244132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192834591784249,0.0,0.0,0.1389766297932601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Throwawaybaconn,2020/01/29,"You don't need to belong everywhere. Sometimes they're just not your people - and that's ok. It has taken me (25f) a long time to realise this - sometimes people just aren't particularly going to like you, and you're not going to like them either. It's a fact of life. Sometimes you simply don't ""click"" with one other and you're not on the same wavelength. This is normal and this is ok - it doesn't mean there's anything wrong with you or that you must try to change yourself. I spent ***years*** berating myself for not ""fitting in"" or belonging with people I simply had nothing in common with - personality, interests, values, nothing - and even wasted a lot of time chasing after people who quite blatantly didn't give a shit about me. This continuous disconnect has been the root of all my social anxiety - perpetually feeling that I didn't matter. What I wish I'd done years ago is made the conscious choice not to spend any unnecessary time around people who didn't respect or show an interest in getting to know me. ***If you don't feel welcome somewhere, you don't want be there. You don't need to be there. You don't need those people. Find people who respect and love you.***",2.178725008194036,4.912313575221244,3.3903736479842688,85.66385283513605,83.60176991150442,5.649033103900361,22.087184529662405,7.093109894594671,0.9279772533595542,932,31,172,13,27,301,123,226,0.075,0.7979999999999999,0.127,0.9176,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,11,1,1,8,12,1,0,8,2,22,3,1,2,4,44,39,10,0,8,12,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,16,11,0,0,6,1,2,2,16,2,0,1,9,3,21,10,23,27,4,18,0,0,1,1,20,6,1,5,12,116,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531716653484907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807943142393598,0.0,0.0908886949164645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776982915731372,0.10576535619670918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568435532543362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158303734355448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784723406390451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014697902707992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085894350175971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062072891114096765,0.11397258821984628,0.13504398605920326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529441633993119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839184350488848,0.11608832482283038,0.0,0.0,0.1051423825986853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100731330282954,0.10722992051617823,0.11242011560006863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941802343879186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642864971061619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640776750727776,0.22800121852913524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050817288087381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5765712651671693,0.10373959033779363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636818384207085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195591246290315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111099356791855,0.0,0.0,0.3525159408489472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20783575896918804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066363208330099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007673060792541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366246896971036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989918365293435,0.0,0.15301842885808234 socialanxiety,mattiathecreator,2020/01/29,Does anyone else get this feeling Okay so how come whenever i feel like there’s people watching me (especially when i eat) i do this weird awkward movement thing where I can’t control what I’m doing and i just look abnormal???? I can’t explain it too well but I sometimes put my arms in weird positions or have an embarrassing facial expression that i cant stop because its all out of fear that people are looking at me....,1.7869879518072267,4.437233783132534,3.427722891566269,85.27074096385546,84.66265060240964,6.211566265060243,26.37228915662651,7.554174236665415,1.7734828915662657,336,15,63,6,10,111,67,83,0.16699999999999998,0.731,0.102,-0.8082,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,3,1,1,7,3,2,2,1,13,15,6,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,3,1,2,3,0,0,3,3,5,1,0,0,5,11,3,4,15,1,9,0,0,3,0,2,4,0,1,3,43,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16295113608427392,0.23878310012739665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420626386989919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007484373902852,0.0,0.0,0.2613808319905629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20394006786743715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23846417111239315,0.19467997458588976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622414670902389,0.23567005359605414,0.16648806226762244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217568822302561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385447205753815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3913997819489552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231294157116521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23427553202666745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304883883225785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948368364605745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482536368608565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20953628292797374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,wickedcrooked,2020/01/29,"Subtle way of being connected I deleted my social media accounts, Facebook, Instagram, and Twitter. Wanted peace and wanted to be away from all the unwanted noises, the beauty standards, toxic people and so much more.",10.465833333333332,11.138067250000002,10.113333333333333,54.61500000000001,57.05555555555557,10.533333333333337,40.22222222222222,10.125756701596842,4.994322222222221,175,8,18,3,2,57,32,36,0.046,0.777,0.177,0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,4,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,17,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4216718486478441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32992705312022635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111484023801439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4575053615251314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5294396326341549,0.3562445549697101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,beautifullylovely,2020/01/29,"Group job interview... Hi everyone, I’m F18 and applied for a callcenter job. I really want this job because it pays really well for my age. But I just found out that I have a group job interview. I actually do well in one on one interviews but I never had I group interview. So what can I expect and how can I prepare for this? I would like to know if there are people with experiences. Thanks in advance.",0.626632996632992,3.1198482962962966,3.306509539842871,84.47202020202022,90.7283950617284,7.8837261503928175,22.178451178451176,8.575989854853784,2.0828666666666664,316,12,64,10,11,110,54,81,0.0,0.8440000000000001,0.156,0.8686,4,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,1,15,12,7,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,2,2,2,0,10,4,9,9,0,7,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,3,47,15,9,0.0,0.0,0.17763299820626602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096253433880196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17393548419695504,0.0,0.17805824032343467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19958422574238216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7225385178566082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003778784253664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892965019521626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14039115841365102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466936675356031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261952446299156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332235013341656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675868582964174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736478710151258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32732993280358097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930741619371516,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AdrianVeidt19,2020/01/29,Changing hairstyles do you guys have an idea why is t so hard to just go and cut your hair? I mean i just cant without massive anxiety attack. You guys feel the same? How are you dealing with this.,0.3612195121951203,2.6762851219512207,1.7104390243902436,97.40468292682928,88.02439024390246,4.255609756097561,22.83414634146341,5.6839178017228535,0.15433268292682945,154,6,34,1,5,49,36,41,0.138,0.8,0.062,-0.2859,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,0,4,2,2,0,2,0,5,1,1,1,0,10,8,3,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,3,6,0,3,8,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20767927574991574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088444484492272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871868268223174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798810198690272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726700339804426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428671984416706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5376101177344788,0.0,0.0,0.2431902017592241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064646566587997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957182012730724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449659012032729,0.0,0.0,0.2616942837378228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,frillmoose,2020/01/29,"I accidentally had a conversation with a stranger I work at a hospital and was walking past a clinician with his back to me, who I thought was another guy who is pretty friendly and easy to talk to. I’m having a relatively confident day for me, so I start talking to him about cake, and a few seconds in realised it was a locum I’d never seen before. And it was actually a lovely little conversation and maybe an ice breaker for someone who was possibly working their first day in a new place? Not quite a stranger on the street, but something I absolutely would not have done if I’d not mistaken him for someone else. Just made me think a bit about how easy it can be to have a little connection with someone you don’t know, when you’re not worried about striking up a conversation with a stranger. Like it’s just an illusion in your brain, which I knew anyway but a practical reminder really reinforces the idea.",12.746086142322099,7.348900500000003,12.155280898876406,60.75479400749067,58.04494382022472,15.911610486891384,49.329588014981276,13.023866798666859,6.057120599250936,731,35,138,18,6,244,108,178,0.01,0.852,0.13699999999999998,0.9587,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,1,4,10,3,0,0,19,0,15,2,1,2,1,27,24,11,0,2,9,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,8,9,0,0,5,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,11,1,15,3,21,11,2,20,0,0,1,1,17,10,0,1,10,101,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.1500762647181402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16126158935601792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825455157522728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086344765902927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678981877717081,0.0,0.0,0.17167982555194672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983628736431452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737994518736315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847130534315945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308131804619828,0.0,0.0,0.1188173047574087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522756793632314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17360950716551315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845186293181876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513372998687637,0.3082747505751209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388009329426091,0.14551924361868052,0.0,0.0,0.15450211754996426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861186191153432,0.14853075560272394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680937875437006,0.0,0.0,0.160677184926583,0.0,0.0,0.1733744351019504,0.0,0.1564591025679389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16357395144106476,0.0,0.0,0.09852142416713174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3909157648733578,0.11839458941370995,0.0,0.0,0.10885292502971873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24722017984100206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854203429995137,0.0,0.12209160085032494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239210217466186,0.15618059530557807,0.0,0.10924757347265324,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,erilghost,2020/01/29,How to stop blushing all day because of anxiety and worrying My fake friends are bullying me because I was a bully in the past and now I am blushing almost after I wake up and then remember them or the issue. Please help. 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Please help. 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I'm 20. I started a job in a kitchen recently, my second job so far, and yet I have the same exact feeling that I had at my old job - the feeling that I'm not included. I basically live in my own self-obsessed, illogical little world, but I can still realize that the reason I'm not ""included"" is because I don't make an *effort* to be included, but it still doesn't feel good. I was shy as a child, but I wasn't like this. I didn't feel like there was some type of difference between me and other people that would make them not want to get to know me, and I don't when that feeling started, but it was probably somewhere early in my adolescence. I guess I pretty much decided that I couldn't lose the social ""game"" if I didn't play. I don't even know. Does anyone else feel this way? I don't even know how to do the ""fake outgoing/happy personality"" thing. I mean, I know how, but it's nearly impossible for me to even try since it feels like people see right through me (and can tell that I'm socially anxious/not confident) from the moment they meet me. I just always feel like the ""odd man out"".",6.1257062146892665,4.818943152542378,7.180000000000002,78.61401129943505,66.62711864406779,10.578531073446328,31.53107344632768,9.725611199111238,2.6174615819209044,888,28,191,16,12,302,122,236,0.07400000000000001,0.8079999999999999,0.11800000000000001,0.8381,3,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,2,2,12,9,0,0,12,0,20,1,0,5,1,43,46,15,0,4,10,0,9,5,0,1,0,0,1,3,16,5,1,0,17,2,0,0,12,2,0,1,7,10,30,7,17,36,4,21,0,1,1,0,10,10,0,3,15,125,46,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640840963439581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138850834904054,0.0,0.13788505957589106,0.2020521168367572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060104875213598516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030146950056788,0.0,0.0,0.172568839245587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473318651872212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19537060861620364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4486903581203888,0.2817558310556785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05151377082578632,0.0,0.0,0.08269994302131935,0.0,0.0,0.10861762546535084,0.0,0.0,0.10496018949433417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935320987725744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21674915017933344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24085181361540575,0.09882183778287562,0.08706449161640938,0.0,0.0,0.1103067666711781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316308458128334,0.0,0.0,0.10740293033713924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248141697139683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346278890301168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671189967365896,0.08609261444579999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003103629134586,0.10630611545035128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013759237364098,0.09735435823119787,0.0,0.0,0.08420278308223586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857042815806975,0.0,0.1028599867878474,0.0,0.0,0.08156189454308822,0.0,0.0,0.2010179920788058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13957738776088427,0.0,0.15748215824962414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617964248166049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065504620000545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694207056469849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058156089976888835,0.07826308842621632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004171417701968,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Paper182186902,2020/01/29,"I am sick to death of social anxiety ruining my life I've suffered with social anxiety and depression for as long as I remember. Always been the ""shy and quiet"" kid in school etc. I am absolutely terrified of talking to people I don't know. I panic in shops, on the bus, feel paranoid everyone is laughing at me and I am being stupid. I only have two friends because of this. Everyone my age goes on nights out, has fun together, but I sit in my house all day, lonely as hell. I only see them in person every few weeks at most. They have other, better friends they go out with anyway. I just want to be normal. I see people exchanging small talk and laughing in shop queues, or just randomly striking up a conversation with each other and I feel so upset that I can't do that too. I want to get to know new people, and it'd be nice to just talk to someone I guess. I know people won't bite and most are honestly nice, but I'm just so afraid and stutter bad. I've always avoided speaking unless spoken to and never start conversations. Sometimes I don't even realise how quiet I'm being because it's so normal to me to just not speak. I'm on Citalopram but that isn't helpful so far. I am a NEET for now since I missed starting college cos I was in a psych ward for a few months last year for other reasons, so can only start in September. I won't know a single person there, and I'll be two years older than them all too. I just want to be able to speak to someone without panicking, shaking, sweating etc. I had a panic attack on the train and literally vomitted because there were too many people and I got scared. I know exposure if the best way to get over it. I don't feel able to get a job at the moment, but I've contacted the hospital nearby about volunteering there again (I volunteered there last year but quit cos of anxiety). Even last year, there, though, I was always too scared to just go chat to patients, and instead pretty much hid in the stock room bit tidying it or going round cleaning unused drip stands, wheelchairs etc. I know if I get to volunteer there aagain, I should make more of an effort to go speak to the patients and staff, but how? I am always told my voice is so quiet and if you don't know me very well, you struggle to understand what I'm saying. I know I should try and speak louder but I feel like I'm shouting. Just making this post I guess to see if anyone has felt the same as me, but are now more confident in social situations. I just want this to end.",3.6241817113556247,4.776545895256916,4.971576754620233,83.77671883345799,72.26086956521739,7.762760388847346,26.126268561051173,8.186683628785799,1.5892014314709972,1957,63,394,29,37,653,232,506,0.128,0.745,0.127,0.262,1,3,0,0,0,0,54.0,0,2,4,4,37,31,3,9,17,0,37,4,1,7,3,89,81,44,1,12,26,0,6,1,2,4,3,11,2,3,14,22,0,2,16,3,3,5,11,19,1,2,8,20,51,12,63,62,17,56,1,5,4,0,29,23,1,11,25,267,65,6,0.14018548775405654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23329111167331346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16086227164094985,0.0,0.0,0.049010476256288835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974061507717077,0.0,0.0,0.05852451336145095,0.12818365827032654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355801032029477,0.06199133593281824,0.07652312245221188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04520402117265988,0.0,0.06037077759338074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06208136644644269,0.0,0.23451581280888675,0.09259119254073128,0.0,0.05905615979165104,0.1339532410660992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176398942213236,0.050074270230941464,0.06730002613202106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830696009364632,0.0,0.14648226281772134,0.0,0.15934128653292676,0.0,0.056059570372470405,0.0,0.15443011941272972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046981688729142636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087761560215549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955623281014403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081691116096066,0.1714048242410476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04950857788904802,0.03424377413706657,0.0,0.0,0.06202987264115185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357490163398507,0.07106304080013479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05594735943886067,0.0,0.05152623172409226,0.0,0.05405984515855889,0.06769600881196677,0.0,0.06577729191590242,0.13735201380166448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15992607065545825,0.0,0.16447746522870765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24296741552409434,0.12240456070051182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712947321020847,0.0713095193192255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455226099960315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206701463559277,0.0,0.0,0.07940141504885871,0.0,0.0,0.05574056324775231,0.14035012879787834,0.0709375988765533,0.16756452579554862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05798144205350723,0.07878718088862505,0.0,0.2143521761857607,0.11877870885490975,0.0,0.0693235159612011,0.0,0.14883601464460042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327615466657597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16901367738721942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886576497888143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669766205330496,0.0,0.047588372083955936,0.0,0.1369408517876565,0.07296901832936584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05783385440452704,0.1653700655161784,0.05563635754090905,0.05622417120901742,0.0,0.0630217945455832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756690383205706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18054971590371185 socialanxiety,LanaaKat,2020/01/29,"Anxiety getting worse with age I am now 24 and my anxiety is worse than ever. One online class that I'm taking has ""videoconferencing"", so we all had to introduce ourselves over chat. When we spoke, our webcam would fill the whole screen. I literally could manage 2 sentences about myself & my voice was shaking the whole time. Meanwhile the ENTIRE class spoke for like 2 minutes about themselves and were so confident. I am the youngest person in my class...some of the people are over 40 and one is over 70. This shouldn't be an ""intimidating"" audience...but I still struggle so much. Whenever I have to talk in class or give a presentation, people look at me with pity and concern. I can't even tell you the number of times people tell me to ""just be confident"" or ""be more assertive""...it doesn't help. I have progressively gotten worse over the years. I used to give tours to school groups at museums when I was 18 and actually found it quite easy. However, now I'm older I couldn't even bring myself to meet the museum manager at a museum where I hoped to volunteer...I skipped my interview :( I felt too anxious to even meet ONE person. I can't even bring myself to speak on a mic in a video game. I think isolating myself for MONTHS at a time just caused me to socially regress or something. I actually used to be an outgoing confident child...but in my teens I endured alot of verbal abuse from my mother that shattered my confidence (called me failure, worthless piece of sh1t, ugly, retard, whore, pathetic, pig, and disgusting). She picked apart every aspect of my appearance, told me how much she hated me, and would say things like ""see, this is why no one likes you"". She would also tell me I was fucked up in the head and needed medication. Keep in mind, I never got in trouble with the law, never smoked, drunk, or did drugs, and got good grades in school. She would shout at me for coming down late in the morning mostly. I think it made me more anxious and less confident in myself/ my abilities.",4.6037354821283865,6.215210255874678,5.242673989376068,80.99814621409924,70.4621409921671,8.72923381651211,27.04501665616279,9.223106411051027,2.233871954623211,1580,53,300,33,29,509,209,383,0.16,0.727,0.113,-0.9641,1,0,3,0,1,0,71.0,3,2,0,2,21,14,3,2,19,0,29,6,1,6,4,51,59,21,0,9,6,1,1,3,0,5,2,6,0,2,7,16,1,1,4,7,0,6,8,9,0,4,15,10,51,5,48,33,11,47,0,2,3,2,32,24,1,8,20,204,58,9,0.0,0.10799012044997118,0.1778857786428862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288740839266464,0.0,0.09875392299640394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944902615868787,0.20593237991349064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306768399917273,0.0,0.0,0.09362946105707362,0.0,0.07851203801887698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277065273284429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569750119081366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407976369902823,0.08244449613657989,0.07679231327155868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751203444564107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993412192422492,0.0,0.08426067901652083,0.04761870673063778,0.17486626307760547,0.0,0.07644682713464608,0.14579153487458366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998531745878215,0.09353950584418774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061091553728578725,0.0,0.0,0.09052604138033434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101251322062808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281381588668134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358430214958944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653756851221102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624216496608986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181746778050973,0.0,0.0,0.09202893317646632,0.0,0.07274985654168578,0.0,0.13400189047913028,0.06758173588442068,0.1405909418923953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24704472467938154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18956223994447716,0.15916594313520022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694231053936392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248095389127668,0.0,0.1844841362824468,0.07262955353846702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929093003573206,0.0,0.07016670412378985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727873012282272,0.0,0.0,0.09528295514545808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852855435797532,0.07325767713809474,0.23899025769423066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06055167849887661,0.11680212412950625,0.0,0.0,0.15943948923374227,0.0,0.0,0.08709150144522909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574374068129082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224281465141714,0.2035168820190243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786489795748374,0.2589828539313298,0.0,0.0,0.05869341315827008 socialanxiety,Cautious-Speech,2020/01/29,Anyone have time to PM for a bit? I have social anxiety and I was affected by a sexual misconduct type situation a couple months ago. Need someone to talk to about it if anyone's willing?,2.1622972972972967,4.678890027027029,5.239121621621624,73.97597972972977,81.16216216216216,9.105405405405406,25.466216216216218,9.516144504307137,3.0918702702702703,149,6,26,5,4,54,30,37,0.11199999999999999,0.888,0.0,-0.3939,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,5,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,6,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,18,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680487086770739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313259851862929,0.0,0.0,0.4228734278877109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33012936800308723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345865601591673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413632091989833,0.0,0.0,0.22421686353367876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398967710674604,0.0,0.3082464758652225,0.2562123632042189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24304801264291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763248690964866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Acar4,2020/01/29,"Quitting job and freaking out! Tomorrow i will be handing in my resignation. Ive worked here for 8yrs. It was my first job as a vet tech, and i somehow climbed up the ranks and became a manager. Something i never even thought was possible when i started as a shy, awkward 21 yr old. My social skills have improved immensely over the years(to the point where im actually comfortable speaking to a small group of people and conducting meetings) Anyway long story short, i also realized managing isnt for me. I dont like conflicts and i definitely hate disciplining people(im usually a stuttering mess when i do this). Im moving on to an animal hospital where i will be dealing with clients. Im a bit freaked out by that, but i know i will learn so much more and get my skills back. Also, side note. I actually made it through an interview without any awkward silence! Sorry for the rambling, i just wanted to vent to ease my anxiety. People are definitely going to be upset with me and i really dont know how ill handle it :(",3.8475630252100856,5.992335040816332,5.583001200480193,75.57040216086438,73.59183673469387,8.897478991596639,32.95798319327731,9.478462496947786,3.536136014405762,812,42,142,21,17,277,127,196,0.146,0.765,0.08900000000000001,-0.7183,2,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,7,14,11,1,3,12,0,15,2,1,2,1,26,24,16,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,5,11,0,2,5,0,0,3,5,9,0,1,4,2,22,2,22,14,3,25,0,1,0,0,6,12,0,1,11,101,27,7,0.0,0.0,0.2514429942813973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20605388864114854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876102122485281,0.0,0.09855616608159808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906389458494096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065123204867344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328201871741653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019804076286815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850923543785253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958447642806356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730942909267873,0.0,0.07321822329281158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719497778752373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5566428893635773,0.0,0.2556918622216609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14160545152318033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06294083236583474,0.0,0.0,0.11401231067444673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190400130815095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369280811651874,0.09470638079810273,0.0,0.0993632196681494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518756522308514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17863184483872602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178793001758005,0.14523877968229734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702874406564888,0.0,0.0,0.08253311054874918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132805138590334,0.0,0.09918120671783193,0.0,0.14421693301345362,0.09118798851092604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022782574981832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189030248294274,0.0,0.07598848136831363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418949939775192,0.0,0.09379126722047557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,kfabastillas,2020/01/29,"Social Anxiety Disorder and Studying in an Open University (Distance/Online University) Good day! I am Kyle Strauss F. Abastillas, a graduating student under the BA Multimedia Studies Curriculum at the University of the Philippines Open University. I am currently working on a research project / case study with a working title, ""Social Anxiety Disorder and Online Learning: A Case Study on the Effects of Online Learning in Undergraduate Students Diagnosed with Social Anxiety Disorder."" &#x200B; I am need of respondents that fit the following criteria: \- Current Undergraduate Student that is \- Studying in an Open University / Online University and has been \- Diagnosed with Social Anxiety Disorder &#x200B; If you meet all the criteria, I am respectfully asking for your participation. Your participation in this study will aid in the understanding of the effects of online learning or the open university structure in general, in undergraduate students diagnosed with Social Anxiety Disorder. Your participation is fully voluntary and you may, in any part of the survey, refuse to answer or drop the survey altogether if you feel in any way unable to continue. The data collected, most importantly, personal information, will be kept strictly confidential. No personal information consented will be identifiable in relation to your answers. Responses will be summarized and studied solely by the researcher and the adviser for research purposes.",13.37430618401207,14.546045280542991,13.216934389140274,33.10588423831072,50.945701357466056,17.140422322775265,55.973227752639524,15.247664890283005,10.027841327300154,1201,83,120,54,12,405,110,221,0.111,0.8440000000000001,0.045,-0.8859999999999999,2,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,7,0,4,0,2,0,0,20,0,16,3,0,2,1,36,22,10,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,3,14,0,2,11,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,11,2,30,12,3,26,0,0,0,0,21,19,0,6,4,94,14,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048255520766116,0.22970517860339126,0.12855417894686474,0.0,0.3615391027369513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883637820076294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06095781598065626,0.0,0.0,0.2878085426541584,0.0,0.0,0.5416426360216663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04779233658699726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927919771313469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008565301920351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235634440364072,0.0,0.0,0.16506307387732386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4817580446761819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983990334537065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502586621351172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376239029727587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22970517860339126,0.0 socialanxiety,szxphy,2020/01/29,Someone's coming up to pick up something im selling How do I not be rly nervous any advicr.?,0.7614999999999981,2.70192415,4.240000000000002,82.47500000000002,82.5,6.0,30.0,7.1686216300943375,2.0695,73,4,14,1,2,27,18,20,0.0,0.898,0.102,0.2057,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,4,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544044601573966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4489303923984891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5629387192492117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4415744217254228,0.4012119263548859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,personofinterest540,2020/01/29,"Finding a job when I'm terrible at networking and have minimal connections? So, context: I'll be graduating soon and I'm honestly terrified about the job market. I've heard that jobs are 80% connections and I feel like I have none. I have past job experience and bosses I could put down as references, but that's not the same as having a connection with someone who works at a law firm that's hiring. And even when I do get interviews, I get pretty nervous and I'm usually terrible at them. I don't even feel close enough with any of my professors to ask for a recommendation letter. I regret not making more of an effort to network and establish professional connections throughout my college experience, but I can't go back and change the past. I think some of this is definitely related to my social anxiety (it's not like I haven't tried in the past- I've done tons of applications and interview and, attended job fairs, but SA makes it hard for me to nail the interview or establish solid connections). I'd really appreciate any advice from people who also struggle with this or feel like their SA sometimes gets in the way of making connections. How you manage it, methods of networking that work for you, how you got a job, etc. would really be helpful. Thank you!",5.1793407100046105,6.850636369294605,6.523782849239282,72.13739396035044,69.12448132780082,10.99870908252651,31.231212540341172,10.980518767755715,3.9653234670355,1019,43,180,34,18,345,135,241,0.087,0.7829999999999999,0.129,0.9079999999999999,6,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,4,2,3,11,10,0,2,12,0,15,0,0,6,0,40,33,23,0,3,8,0,4,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,11,14,0,0,6,0,0,3,7,5,0,0,3,5,21,5,26,26,7,19,0,1,0,0,16,7,0,3,11,120,32,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299054292521387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428415415061175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14334410639893458,0.0,0.08062670546326073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852987645893097,0.0,0.0,0.0810420673642141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149368474789108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414914246275973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785543515876377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890096430785594,0.11754302095163205,0.1392244943451339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20619260439702067,0.0,0.0,0.15987227728190415,0.15058807995236895,0.0,0.0,0.09632890428928016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16519324148209524,0.0,0.05989827281922869,0.0,0.08429382022355145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944130062953567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706438882285477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6275282395105588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15447167299216252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110554687637732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018336817710067,0.0730674584492589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722436439995456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595084736768068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350371683425946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743668853137582,0.08930064094388906,0.0,0.10423811586268628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018149028075246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970333378339718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06753270868278634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155612600174988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607744173929715,0.0,0.0,0.08365745740266455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15345728588813715,0.0,0.0,0.07486941594053967,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SterlingA1999,2020/01/29,"Strange trouble speaking in some situations Hi, so i have had this problem since my junior year of high school, never before then but I am in between sophomore and junior in college now. (20 M) I have social anxiety, but this seems to happen even in situations where I shouldn't be experiencing it (I.e if I am alone or even talking to someone close to me) In some situations where I must speak either to a large group or most often just if I have to speak in a quiet environment, it's almost as if I don't know how to use my own voice. It's hard to put into words, but I will try. I know what I want to say. I know how to physically speak, but when I actually begin to, my voice will suddenly sound as if I am getting laryngitis/super hoarse throat and it will become way higher pitched than it should be. This is my biggest insecurity, and as a result I do not speak to people I don't know unless I absolutely must and it prevents me from adding to class discussions etc. I am really fed up with hating my voice and having this happen, would really love to get some input outside of my thoughts. Thanks.",4.456983408748116,5.3113286651583715,5.960524886877828,78.57025942684768,70.04072398190043,8.608265460030166,27.403016591251887,8.841846274778883,2.000042292609352,869,28,172,15,15,296,124,221,0.091,0.848,0.061,-0.5608,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,11,6,1,1,3,0,23,3,1,4,3,48,40,24,0,11,14,0,1,0,0,8,0,11,0,0,11,8,1,1,6,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,3,13,26,2,31,27,7,22,0,0,0,1,12,13,0,13,7,130,37,5,0.0,0.0,0.14162903501642035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453299020365023,0.1503141908581897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102647530066813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16028818011827134,0.1234976353234748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16186184512275498,0.19171817568189736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516521789306029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566815600574587,0.0,0.13001081032995632,0.1432889551324818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533411590128771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.319045571495985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098834934998513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193564535725667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061706383991882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388728398972622,0.0,0.14589891861218213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18595204590733255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541571940159925,0.0,0.14688251301962982,0.0,0.13212378416946294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005565528291505,0.4894072807338165,0.0,0.14794498642946238,0.12297086119447595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665254187004966,0.0,0.13361912066807596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521952285071355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985358934176582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534845771546166,0.0,0.0,0.08560330200739838,0.11519995235655503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309843757023583,0.0,0.0,0.09346100099563287 socialanxiety,Blade019,2020/01/29,"How has social anxiety affected your home life? Like for example, your relationship with your parents, significant other, etc....",8.853157894736842,12.95972721052632,9.230789473684217,45.80302631578948,66.36842105263158,14.326315789473682,41.078947368421055,12.161744961471696,8.008136842105264,103,6,11,5,2,34,17,19,0.146,0.664,0.19,0.25,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,9,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28919274800479106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4216045917103317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791960045611951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670145375324595,0.18468689476531128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4197587868435281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4058639148900079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3853550881733728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Lets_Hangout,2020/01/29,"I think I've turned a new leaf. Alright you guys. I've been struggling with social anxiety for well over 10 years (since puberty). My entire life consisted of maneuvering myself into a place that makes me comfortable; which means a very limited amount of social interaction and a lot of time to myself. I would drive home to my apartment and just hope that nobody was arriving at the same time as me or leaving their place around the same time. I would glance away at every single stare I received when out in public. I would do my best to never speak to other people because I didn't want to make them uncomfortable (because them doing the same to me would make me uncomfortable). I've almost always felt good and healthy, but I just could not understand how so many people felt *comfortable* around strangers or people they barely knew. So, after many years of trying and trying to be better in public, I realized that there must be something wrong with me. Am I autistic? Is that why I don't look people in the eyes? Am I just not understanding some social cue that 90% of others seems to be perfected in? How is it so easy for everyone? I went to a primary care doctor and told him that I don't feel depressed, but I have a general fear of social interaction. He told me that depression and anxiety are usually interlinked, and prescribed me a medication (Wellbutrin). I went on that for months, felt too energetic and spazzy, so the doctor changed it to Lexapro. Months later, my heart started skipping beats (I'm constantly aware of my heartbeat and that was an interesting time). He changed me to Zoloft, and here I am. I started dating. It felt more comfortable to do so. I could actually talk to a person without the fear. But then something strange happened. I was walking through Target, and I realized: hold up, these people are just shopping for themselves. They're shopping to make themselves pretty. They're concerned about how others feel about them. Girls are buying dresses, guys are buying workout gear. They're not concerned with *me.* All of us just want to feel pretty and accepted; age, race, income, sex...none of it matters as long as you make the person feel comfortable and acknowledged. I can look at a person and instead of thinking, ""Wow, they must think I'm a tall idiot that doesn't know what he's doing with his life,"" I can instead think, ""How do I make this person feel better and enjoy whatever interaction we have (if any)."" This is a long rant, sorry. But it's something I feel is pretty important. We're all insecure about something. We all belittle ourselves for something that we may not be able to control (maybe not all of us). But I feel social anxiety can seem deeply rooted in how you think others are viewing you. It definitely was for me. So maybe, when you see others around you, instead of thinking ""They're judging me, they're judging me."" -think about how you can make them more comfortable and relaxed about meeting someone new. It's a good thing social anxiety isn't super common. I feel like there are a lot of people out there willing to take any compliment they can, or interact with anyone...as long as it makes them feel better about themselves. I could be wrong though (insert condescending thoughts about me writing a post this long).",5.3453364219529576,7.116435965573777,5.482722736992159,79.3732501781896,68.85245901639344,8.255167498218107,29.818246614397715,8.779410014580577,2.472709194583036,2609,101,456,45,46,822,256,610,0.091,0.748,0.161,0.9945,1,0,5,0,0,0,99.0,5,7,9,9,39,33,1,4,22,1,51,8,2,16,8,129,105,45,0,13,20,0,13,1,0,8,6,1,1,7,31,30,0,3,32,4,4,5,12,9,1,0,16,21,70,24,73,73,15,55,0,2,7,0,52,22,0,12,28,322,101,2,0.0534539803754168,0.0,0.05216337401703666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05352643993451234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044477993781434084,0.0,0.0,0.07270107934075055,0.0,0.16356859470886234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275612630821355,0.0,0.0,0.050221774160137365,0.0,0.0,0.06517010058989167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05609665455548502,0.14182710525125014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054499895513779234,0.0,0.11309444698466242,0.0,0.0,0.05776476291139537,0.05995318427523842,0.12803596121940075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207966994092352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942482790665492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045037283917557916,0.05107756896871477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030117802699178,0.24325144731191906,0.03818753426080807,0.2052968154556778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966932526395667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105855689188971,0.047269178311499904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06334322411574983,0.0,0.0,0.053618700687700575,0.05309186367600567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029376909671972918,0.0,0.0,0.05660004707209969,0.0,0.0,0.07551225432232764,0.026114914746587142,0.0,0.0,0.18922036213431287,0.08977576157275782,0.0,0.0,0.09088932516550367,0.0,0.0,0.28544757582040675,0.10838789233339677,0.1074034159807922,0.05822705520014865,0.0,0.053849261584278746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533291430987537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04122700499888311,0.10325237467882482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222349557051034,0.1866958153907008,0.11169606478507753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051194137154710086,0.16314574528389367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04259590164903779,0.09732499228535826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044217684944736456,0.0,0.0,0.32693760824554324,0.04529138410736788,0.2057574280909707,0.0,0.059837354688448134,0.07567000487169423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05588170639182035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0401907408123752,0.04296428462497073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035512449359285214,0.2397580657320749,0.052518264318164726,0.04243648955053215,0.12467778328971492,0.0,0.0,0.10215513793742953,0.0,0.07258348772696561,0.05814258095158426,0.0,0.11129495745335397,0.12859711355323308,0.0,0.05887200746205716,0.04410513196341671,0.06305708514059362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04806154792246919,0.09910475068104883,0.048233903054028734,0.0,0.0,0.05152772957216379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15188869595630014,0.11688707238819605,0.0,0.06884522160836022 socialanxiety,JustALivingHuman,2020/01/29,"I only have anxiety for social connections that matter to me If I’m conning/scamming someone? Yes very easy I can approach anyone. I can even participate in chatter. Am I trolling someone/messing with someone I’ll never see again? Yes very easy I can approach them and do the most embarrassing thing possible. Talk to that group of guys? No. Speak to that girl you like that approached you? No. Approach a girl you like? NOOOOOOOOOO!!!",2.7895166858458005,5.831706962025319,3.193187571921752,84.9606444188723,86.9746835443038,5.404372842347526,29.96662830840046,6.980632752743323,2.1049139240506336,346,18,58,5,11,107,54,79,0.10400000000000001,0.669,0.22699999999999998,0.894,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,1,0,2,3,0,1,2,2,6,0,0,0,1,6,8,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,2,10,2,7,8,1,7,0,0,1,0,11,1,0,2,4,38,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026806570871163,0.0,0.0,0.18525429419427186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749923417703792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623352077997371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588755177622382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20434036198159555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20150107763091804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986834053200381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111252554516785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700760064756149,0.4489706600514765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21295113416035585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17601634552706438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4372114166864544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,WildMagicKobolds,2020/01/29,"Help I originally posted this on r/introvert, but I wasn't sure if I should put it here or not. I just figured I should, to see how it goes. At the moment I'm nearing the end of high school, and I have a few people I talk to, but everyone else I try to avoid. There's specifically one person I like, who I have a crush on, and this is a friendship I absolutely don't want to lose, but I'm worried we'll eventually drift apart and that probably scares me more than anything right now. Does anyone have advice for how to deal with this? Anyone have experience in this situation, and how'd it turn out?",6.717768817204303,5.006667282258069,7.695806451612906,76.69704301075271,65.69354838709678,11.16989247311828,31.956989247311824,10.125756701596842,2.7330473118279577,469,14,103,9,6,160,85,124,0.127,0.773,0.099,-0.3218,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,1,6,5,0,2,5,0,10,0,0,3,1,22,15,11,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,9,6,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,1,1,13,2,15,11,2,16,0,1,1,0,6,9,0,2,5,70,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19227577592995693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751643173981995,0.0,0.1619202360078625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20285533150038448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17218974630487885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643713066545322,0.0,0.1742747482400859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880167004931932,0.0,0.19247322072204465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318869484328913,0.20789226360752847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612908764944884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22012889756755247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333325675803099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641157595181178,0.17180697865214556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884457883718027,0.0,0.21214517209567715,0.0,0.0,0.19780244680184006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16803561895043234,0.0,0.0,0.19699536883434227,0.19913595483811905,0.1567956550064088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22117129341469274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854480041119396,0.0,0.0,0.158151673960545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335900293245265,0.2140230329946012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605666959320728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19982367623563246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cyberxvegan,2020/01/29,"Social Anxiety is robbing me of my life I hate social anxiety. It makes me feel stupid and is putting me behind in life. My friends have multiple internships and ""real"" jobs under their belt in their field and at prestigious institutions, meanwhile I'm doing random minimum wage work. I feel so stupid in my college courses when I can barely participate in discussions. Anxiety makes my mind go blank the whole time, while other people are coming up with complex and educated reasonings and ideas. When I'm comfortable with people (my friends), I can be myself and hold normal intelligent conversations (for the most part). Any person in an authority-figure type situation (my boss, my professors, store workers, etc.) makes me incredibly nervous for no reason and I can never grow close to professors/bosses and have mentor relationships like others can. I feel like social anxiety is robbing me of my life. All I have is school. I've been ""good"" at it my whole life. I'm a good writer. I'm a good test taker. I'm not a good speaker. I'm graduating soon, and then what? I don't foresee myself being able to function in a workplace. 2 hours of constant interaction with people and I'm exhausted beyond belief. I'm anxious entire semesters and feel like I can't do anything enjoyable because of the impending fear of school the next day. Just tired of it :(",5.024036098310294,7.34704237903226,6.097165898617513,72.38301075268821,70.7741935483871,9.078648233486943,30.76113671274961,9.606745405546679,3.356770122887865,1082,47,175,27,21,359,140,248,0.145,0.757,0.098,-0.8578,2,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,2,2,6,17,3,2,9,0,19,6,0,6,2,39,37,16,0,1,2,0,4,3,2,0,6,1,0,1,6,16,0,1,9,0,2,4,5,6,0,0,1,5,27,11,25,34,6,27,1,0,0,0,12,12,0,2,14,113,33,13,0.1020764330505806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941547482443403,0.0,0.312352767552842,0.11531731444564597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400020692486422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062224846148436236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792980860799766,0.0,0.11030836081047846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583085474501292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384220553788435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486436611954975,0.20645164641605732,0.145846848334341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772799792667666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05801238925496771,0.34246747623705426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077934468824024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052472482320307,0.0,0.0,0.11523186812797136,0.0,0.0,0.10129510915069466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883984136895583,0.14960816732616444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20441043509326606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306809866098847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872763798109636,0.0,0.10855944458117714,0.0,0.10001323151070833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053882971799424,0.0,0.2123008381671816,0.08912920406820045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261500891582323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618532818675342,0.0,0.2099031479638284,0.0,0.1095918880576708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20661359969571885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473818758374288,0.0,0.3121622061202109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595215889887234,0.11732184374173313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279293842827852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431285898527278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,redalert86,2020/01/29,How do i help my child with social anxiety?? My daughter is 11 years old and I think she has social anxiety. I have it too but I'm still trying to figure out how to deal with it!! She's going to high school next year and I'm scared she is only going to get worse!,-0.11166666666666814,1.7179213965517268,2.421379310344829,94.91988505747128,85.0344827586207,5.2459770114942526,14.839080459770114,6.42735559955562,-0.6268367816091955,203,3,48,2,6,70,39,58,0.196,0.773,0.03,-0.8775,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,10,11,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,0,7,11,0,9,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,5,29,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444104840523316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320740891985487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176084357619102,0.0,0.25586551028020715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15088360364184564,0.2378365279891613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23940246247589425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362105620960856,0.0,0.0,0.17120302618246835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253700726543414,0.2278189831340579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4589338196254543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797697003659913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14423864123656885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15283199190373828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22940193651083204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28992137691259007 socialanxiety,Artisticweirdo4real,2020/01/29,"Is it normal for socially awkward people to have trembly jaws when speaking with people? Hi, I consider myself to be socially awkward. Probably on a scale of 1-10 I’d mark myself as a 4.5? Anyways, I’ve noticed that often when engaging in lengthy conversation with people (that I don’t see on a daily basis) I tend to get a trembling jaw/chin when talking. I don’t think it’s noticeable to other people, at least I hope it isn’t. I do my best to control it, but I can still tell there’s some slight trembling. I think it could just be because I’m a little excited to be discussing things I like, but I’m not sure, I haven’t conducted a proper examination to rule out anything. Anyways, I’m wondering if you could shed some light on this? Am I alone? Do you experience this? And the best answer you can provide would have to be if you have any tips for reducing/getting rid of it if you have indeed experienced this. Thank you for reading! I look forward to what you have to input. ^^",2.8291354723707687,4.6734422878787925,4.745282234105762,81.78596256684494,75.61616161616162,7.487106357694593,28.31372549019608,8.313332769828598,2.124963992869876,775,33,150,14,17,265,112,198,0.075,0.804,0.122,0.9166,0,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,7,0,3,9,13,0,5,7,0,22,1,1,1,1,26,34,10,0,8,7,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,14,4,0,1,5,1,0,1,5,5,0,0,0,5,22,8,24,27,5,12,0,0,2,0,15,8,0,8,6,110,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592855727671487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238189452711126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238931282597776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177633159533556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159943055648269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688591323455462,0.2404102643520517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14727071803632275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731652037317104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953410971101727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355308810858116,0.15089467736170775,0.0,0.0,0.1264274565904717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751097137551542,0.0,0.3428134932763216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.417500796495765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623226945819549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15059475942271555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997205954752665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069417219832954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023263274820545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418953796352214,0.0,0.0,0.12100961627514482,0.1315908471160905,0.13860991162180206,0.0,0.0,0.10002139934293257,0.1929378704485768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632694096306035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694925433205993,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,aliciathefailure,2020/01/29,Highschool Is NOT Fun Anyone else stop going to high school cause their anxiety and depression got so bad they didn’t want to get up and now just sits at home everyday slowly suffering. Just me? Ok,4.6109649122807,6.465892552631582,4.876315789473686,82.66254385964915,70.84210526315789,9.27719298245614,25.824561403508767,9.725611199111238,2.4047087719298244,159,5,30,4,3,50,35,38,0.34600000000000003,0.584,0.07,-0.9286,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,0,4,5,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,8,6,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,3,2,4,4,0,8,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,16,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23337271441634655,0.0,0.0,0.21330746660654007,0.31257356886600024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254715249332225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133842103904512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627507139120796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548413786846216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15938306853543474,0.0,0.17337459637419922,0.0,0.243987119665427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32231629810523593,0.3060035270276326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087405114037616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550467151425328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799343345663125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,felaniasoul,2020/01/29,Thoughts How does everyone else handle obsessing about every life decision they’ve ever made?,7.125999999999998,11.2214406,6.2150000000000025,63.86250000000001,76.33333333333334,11.0,34.16666666666667,10.125756701596842,5.7456666666666685,79,4,9,3,2,24,15,15,0.156,0.8440000000000001,0.0,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,5,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3593837859683859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430656224179741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714783523825932,0.34601075082693755,0.3924168256156685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900713535759773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38858988590866383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260294656915293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Good_Reporter,2020/01/30,"REPOST “Anxiety of Friends Cancelling” This shit needs reposting Thanks cbell2728 “I know there tends to be a stereotype that introverts and those with social anxiety get excited when plans get cancelled on them, but for me it just makes my anxiety worse. I’ve been cancelled on last minute so many times that every time I make plans with friends, I am anxious up until it’s time to leave because I’m afraid that they’re going to cancel on me. It sucks because I have to pretty much hype myself up for hours before hanging out with people, and when they cancel I feel like I just wasted all that energy plus the rest of my day when I could have been getting other things done. It also makes my SA worse when friends cancel on me, all I can think about for the rest of the day is if I did something wrong, if they secretly hate me, if they never wanted to hang out with me in the first place and just said yes to be nice, etc. Please tell me I’m not alone with these feelings!” I literally cannot sum up or describe this feeling in any other way. Please tell me others feel this?!?",8.104225352112678,6.3847356901408485,7.397751173708923,79.96197887323945,62.990610328638496,10.210140845070423,33.037089201877926,8.548686976883017,2.4010548356807506,854,25,171,9,10,265,124,213,0.201,0.637,0.162,-0.7904,0,1,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,4,3,11,12,3,1,5,1,13,1,1,3,3,36,35,16,0,6,9,0,4,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,17,11,0,0,7,0,0,3,3,5,0,1,5,5,25,7,31,27,6,30,0,0,0,0,12,12,2,4,15,118,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762015906828605,0.0,0.09854007068476996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379474480787487,0.0,0.2827919910508649,0.13920505420933932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022918497366924,0.0,0.10485229488018316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838222296833636,0.0,0.0,0.15893515639832298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260982246471778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374243795859598,0.0,0.0,0.10381930356283517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492176718570792,0.08802935849764662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048120190731354,0.0,0.0,0.2856015327003991,0.0,0.19313421195642133,0.0,0.07002953398518018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165557451583428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213482106799206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771923254864701,0.1004418480239634,0.0,0.13047362002126048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06019972844180574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24675362789102054,0.1249271105834814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058187175876596,0.09136707118427988,0.0950359030264908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542617046948442,0.0,0.12874008652390392,0.2705200836616907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536041387115662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721172316840882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648494710116712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256086507447325,0.0,0.09486181682886448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154017857175904,0.11344566562123284,0.0,0.0,0.08186279099424339,0.07895526690870211,0.0,0.0,0.21555408383291824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267914597139642,0.0978073737447226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25114616958820624,0.0,0.1347232048124276,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Nicojwn,2020/01/30,"How can I battle my social anxiety in the presence of girls? I have had extreme social anxiety for my whole life. It got to the point of self-harm and getting physically sick whenever I had extensive interaction with others. However, never was it so bad as when I interacted with other girls. Today I am far better at dealing with social anxiety and have many friends although it is still easier to make them when they approach me. The thing is I still have social anxiety in the presence of girls. I can never make eye contact and generally try to avoid conversation with them or any interaction for that matter. This is becoming a problem because, due to educational reasons, I need to interact with girls more often. Does anyone have advice on how to deal with this?",7.013758865248227,8.040206971631207,8.010780141843972,65.53333333333335,64.39007092198581,11.08936170212766,35.52482269503546,10.980518767755715,4.380282269503547,617,28,98,17,9,209,87,141,0.149,0.785,0.066,-0.8898,1,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,1,8,6,1,1,5,0,13,3,1,5,2,23,18,11,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,9,9,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,4,1,14,2,22,14,2,15,0,0,1,0,20,6,0,2,8,80,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386829857019547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931601634900819,0.0,0.4191980961795511,0.0,0.0,0.09578892301738756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438371003976425,0.08350986368666356,0.15129837222090933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115946954610107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28246821995654736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119883788051724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584070850899274,0.0,0.07157336180067721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956608221303182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676244179540762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18288822581737826,0.13888973673689053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157881987293244,0.2113154060836381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295029789377896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108411741057407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085196154640392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291392245535744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5585898001588362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188061038604778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101228257528396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985366056593933,0.0,0.0,0.09300947997802672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529481629109572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,darkskincurry,2020/01/30,"What made you finally want to seek treatment? Ive had some social anxiety and shyness my whole life. I’ve always kind of dealt with it and thought i could beat it on my own. I have made some improvements, i get comfortable around people a little faster and i’m better and making conversation But at the same time i still feel like SA is holding me back a ton. I nearly have a panic attack any time i go somewhere in public that isnt my job. If i need to work with people i havent met i get very anxious. I delay responsibilities like buying groceries or fixing my car because i hate that it involves social interaction, and even being around people. If i have to go to a wedding i start dreading it a month in advance TLDR: i’m struggling and want to hear from people who have gotten treatment",4.591818181818184,5.658726075949367,5.69536248561565,79.81287111622557,69.8860759493671,7.517606444188722,27.65477560414269,7.686295010490155,1.6655873417721525,632,21,118,7,11,210,99,158,0.158,0.741,0.10099999999999999,-0.8771,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,4,5,10,2,3,6,0,11,1,0,3,0,28,30,10,0,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,8,10,0,2,2,0,1,4,2,5,0,0,6,2,20,5,16,22,6,21,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,5,11,79,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018903339447393,0.0,0.0,0.09822691751383704,0.0,0.11049931449446754,0.16318067927387445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571716838434314,0.0,0.16432597675348629,0.0,0.11106857011589907,0.0,0.08805176144645756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774903752065814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532683251790887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540394276054297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303525940864028,0.1031908690189329,0.0,0.15823141302390875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093212468506706,0.0,0.16418178190211005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14260861000846775,0.0,0.0,0.16279895932179342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14333844659660913,0.0,0.0,0.15041626622322954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202511494826708,0.1411361481812861,0.14477090011809265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733529339509984,0.09641753512770604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529387474214793,0.0,0.0,0.1071034440796544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16947398826487656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4005573103405618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944850683420826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223825277704356,0.0,0.11535321703098655,0.0,0.0,0.15100429908487048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467245318654976,0.16845299197837804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918148117174032,0.1703937041082214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612666403676606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105156999764473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,oneluckytrooper,2020/01/30,"Presentations make me want to die I have pretty crippling social anxiety and I just started college. I was homeschooled my whole life (stereotypical shy homeschooler, i know) so i never had to do presentations before. The times I have had to i sit in class dreading it the whole time to the point where I can't pay attention to the lecture, and then when I get up to talk I stutter and forget everything I'm supposed to say. I've only done a group presentation successfully in class but if it had gone on any longer I probably would have passed out from anxiety. It makes me feel like shit and I'm starting the next semester in a couple days and I'm just really dreading it",4.535267175572522,6.178178748091604,5.642664122137407,77.94002671755727,70.6793893129771,9.209465648854962,29.893893129770994,9.642632912329526,2.8925719083969472,540,22,101,13,10,179,84,131,0.168,0.757,0.075,-0.9053,0,0,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,1,2,7,0,11,2,1,2,1,19,23,10,1,3,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,0,1,2,2,4,0,0,6,2,14,2,14,16,2,23,0,0,0,0,4,8,1,1,13,66,18,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345876180552985,0.0,0.27776721275866284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544838465473692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20087924010585287,0.0,0.11708334252520546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884180029423089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857864800055226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16316349901338972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179604657212437,0.12969781849175335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948512571804531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977394907098024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823261366015634,0.08869510792705476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423691958272218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002089202159984,0.0,0.19307819537626336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807531884344995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17162139728843726,0.0,0.0,0.1846994284838168,0.1957392855307888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630419987344197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437413508760294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18635625649259688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18506516761359654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570010016905296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592128286838413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21172401963196869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708162416730348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4053833764563445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896638196477575,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Garrett50Kal,2020/01/30,"I will never ever ask out a girl again. Wow I hate myself so much I asked a girl if she wants to study (first time I ever asked a girl to do something ever) and she said sure. Then she comes, we have kind of an awkward conversation and I ask if she wants to study in an empty classroom before the quiz because we’re sitting in an uncomfortable. Then she says that she’s just gonna go home and come back later. I had the whole day planned. I was gonna study with her, then ask her to boba and hang out. Now all of that is shot down because I’m an awkward pos. The whole day I spent planning the day is completely wasted. Yeah. Remind me to never ask a girl out again.",1.2630769230769232,3.0307444184397165,2.7832624113475184,94.42615384615387,79.99290780141844,5.189525368248773,19.356792144026187,5.8734145424116955,-0.28258690671031106,517,12,118,3,13,169,80,141,0.107,0.831,0.062,-0.6387,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,3,9,6,1,2,12,1,7,0,0,0,7,23,24,10,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,4,2,11,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,3,0,1,4,2,19,3,14,17,4,29,0,0,0,0,22,6,0,2,18,79,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6893642467783678,0.0,0.0,0.09450179940967753,0.0,0.1498362658166746,0.0,0.1045780573855146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117333346934818,0.1288573375784639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377792006182535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335077371814918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453788691842564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984637419859804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213373886334384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327778868325312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279804701163207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034495805457002,0.0,0.18957467991989446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690516002313656,0.0977342739814922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946137090786566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583091986573565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166343656575952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14497811243544642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744248473460038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,floormaster99,2020/01/30,"2nd year at University and still no friends I'm now at my 2nd year at university and although my studies are going well, I haven't made single friend. In high school I at least had a group to hang with during breaks and eat with, but I always felt a bit left out, partly because my interests and hobbies were a bit different from theirs. Before I started uni I thought that I would finally find real friends since at university you study a specific subject so I thought it would be easier to find like-minded people. But it turned out completely opposite. I think the reason is that in high school, you're pretty much forced to do some social interaction during group projects and you want to have someone to eat with. But in university it's mostly just lectures so if you want to find friends you must take the initiative yourself. And for me it's really hard to start a conversation, I need some other person to be the one initiating a conversation. So I haven't made a single friend, and now it's harder than at the beginning since everyone has found their friend groups. Also if I can't make a single friend I don't see how I will get a girlfriend. Can anyone relate?",6.1396098174952805,6.670906651982381,6.588196979232223,76.70789647577092,66.18061674008811,9.83373190685966,30.75173064820642,9.784248007369934,2.805808307111392,938,33,176,19,14,305,127,227,0.08800000000000001,0.8,0.111,0.6279,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,4,2,0,10,9,0,0,13,0,18,2,0,5,1,41,38,18,0,8,6,0,2,0,8,4,0,0,0,1,8,12,2,0,9,0,0,2,5,0,1,1,8,3,23,9,25,24,11,26,0,0,1,0,22,14,0,5,9,121,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095359954318705,0.08423147468997541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078237418845422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06170887231734781,0.0,0.08613927950253047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22103389728992245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613773572696593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057638109774784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071671372881696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967296092300288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719668112709287,0.11089252392552494,0.2775671757350767,0.0,0.0,0.11099347699907948,0.5474703628191256,0.0,0.05288850022858645,0.0,0.057531345482467675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906822021330949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21391011934528012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998669814656464,0.0,0.0,0.04945586780099362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19157255938612688,0.06757181533463097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022134490311244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441570237644267,0.07506076706345652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859607218852723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096222321370606,0.0,0.07018014038996953,0.08839013696347467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298730935112174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522190934988273,0.0648505342410973,0.10408130641103053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049003417740253,0.08066720880619549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16747701474910304,0.0,0.0,0.1031912433275809,0.08577185591734457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433022391131536,0.0,0.08084241387367315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611236658165188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648641006114115,0.0,0.16073063515733976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010917803305896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941616110528362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101793298694903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382178422891045,0.0,0.0,0.13037761032852432 socialanxiety,CMagentaYK,2020/01/30,"Feeling small today because someone unintentionally 'ranked' my social anxiety as being less important than other forms of anxiety. And of course now my social anxiety is making me feel like I'm just being over-dramatic and a burden to others. :/ The story: Had an outing the other day that reminded me just how bad my social anxiety can be. It prompted me to finally make the effort to go see someone for counseling, so I tried to make an appointment online and got a call back. Reception: Hi! I see you marked 'anxiety' as the reason for wanting an appointment... Me: Yeah, I believe I've had social anxiety for my whole life, but I've just experienced a death in my family recently and my anxiety seems to be a worse, so I'd just really like to talk to someone. Reception: Oh. So, you don't have a severe medical condition like Cancer or HIV/AIDS? Me: Uh, no. Just social anxiety. I just need to talk to someone who can help me with that and coping with my recent loss. Reception: So... that branch of our office has since been closed. We only see patients that need counseling for serious medical conditions. Me: Oh. Okay... Reception: Okay! Have a good day and I hope you find some help for your anxiety! Bye! Me to me: I get it, but anxiety IS a serious condition... Why did she have to make me feel so insignificant like that? :(",2.175046480743696,4.908468450199205,4.597302788844619,77.00418791500668,83.62151394422308,8.924355909694555,25.498140770252324,9.2995712137729,3.0729903320053125,1035,43,182,35,30,360,129,251,0.18899999999999997,0.688,0.12300000000000001,-0.9444,0,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,2,4,0,3,14,13,0,0,14,3,17,4,0,6,0,35,36,17,1,4,9,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,11,10,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,5,1,0,5,7,30,8,25,27,4,12,0,1,3,0,20,3,0,4,13,125,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6212580428628212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06244585571363909,0.067807368861957,0.049505162305408766,0.0,0.0,0.09149641495847992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292499246184132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474809824620372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655802454202043,0.0,0.12318739494749192,0.05801679188808519,0.0,0.0889621247194018,0.07422491866190402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04242913035974843,0.0,0.04615379424066125,0.06811550789131665,0.06495144936980808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886736221929837,0.0,0.0,0.08066034284393807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05736137235384231,0.1587013776464522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168345367394837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636220543240726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043310197390435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061764238838996274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052025520847112636,0.08349791161859464,0.16037112757482128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19414274388963468,0.07393098208914896,0.0,0.09174474059184204,0.0,0.06717815839302656,0.0,0.0,0.41391934883832776,0.27523754617247065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054783493919356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697805095681047,0.0,0.0,0.05513659343919161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0479000524187507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327983776914447,0.09066861440022006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276042960643773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,luksonluke,2020/01/30,"I get extremely tired because of my social anxienty So our 10th year class split up because we we're like 16 and so the school decided we we're low and we needed to split to other 10th year classes so we did, now since that I have lost my confidence overall, really fuckin anxious of my surroundings and scared to interact with any of them, (we're like 30 now since the other class had 21) everytime I go to school its like my brain is dying, and I really need to sleep really bad, but as soon as I gain confidence somehow my energy suddenly just recharges, it might be lack of sleep I have been having lately but just wanted to ask what is specifically wrong?",3.5002447552447578,5.4412090384615395,4.722167832167834,82.25646853146854,74.0,9.034965034965037,24.89510489510489,9.573946990214177,2.315230769230769,525,17,102,14,11,173,79,130,0.128,0.7390000000000001,0.133,0.4054,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,5,0,1,2,9,9,1,1,2,0,10,5,3,0,0,20,17,11,1,4,4,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,4,0,17,3,14,11,1,11,0,2,0,1,9,3,1,2,10,65,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217595968817873,0.0,0.0,0.1863536977787904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15421189928769086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13773164371669394,0.2011116930570392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18414581647081366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17119862530191746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618287310063563,0.0,0.0937484826681548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18607792306658674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417679889023067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006931814311375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17499259626091765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24462605423512274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31702574314943616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651500612725662,0.3338892212307996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729071583995075,0.0,0.3301509151354836,0.16815220303771905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895930330722586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729551617290004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18035384947769253,0.0,0.2124529339562187 socialanxiety,screwsegways,2020/01/30,"Fear of change Hello, i just wanted an outlet to talk about my fear of change. I have a few friends but, i would rather not talk about this with them because i don't want to show them my weak side to them, they may use it against me. Basically, i am nearing 30 and having a hard time deciding what i want to do career wise/job wise. I have done all sorts of jobs(and wasted a lot of time) in my 20's including sales,customer,service, care-giving,bus driver and postal service most recently. I know that sales is out of the question or customer service. Looking back i admire my younger self for being able to hold down a sales job with social anxiety because i couldn't bring myself to do it now(my anxiety was always gutwrenching and id trip over words when selling products but i persisted and got better). Lately, ive been more involved with driving jobs and i have become complacent. The job i have at the moment is pretty dead end, the peak of my job would be potentially get my class B CDL and driving Buses for greyhound or public transit. However, i feel like i should be doing more. I recently started applying to jobs and i was offered a job with waste connections to become a garbage man and the second offer i got was to become a union carpenter apprentice. Now, i would go for the apprenticeship but i am scared of doing something different. That is why i am leaning towards garbage man but, deep down i know that i should go with the apprenticeship. Pay-wise, I'd be making about the same, except with one job i'd learn a skill where my earnings could grow and in the other not so much. I guess i just need some advice or motivation to make a move, has someone gone through this before? I' am so indecisive and feel like such a coward for wanting to stay complacent.",4.38169363777433,5.874471590778098,5.05361671469741,82.60162214586569,70.84438040345822,7.759210818000442,28.90811350033252,8.263242389622931,2.029791044114387,1410,54,267,21,26,454,189,347,0.13,0.8,0.071,-0.9459,14,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,4,5,13,11,0,4,20,0,36,1,0,4,1,64,58,20,1,13,13,0,3,2,1,6,1,0,0,3,9,17,0,1,8,1,3,9,4,5,0,2,8,4,40,6,43,38,9,33,0,0,1,0,17,12,0,11,13,187,49,15,0.08341448525666076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151166958983586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694075339286341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762370581171836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414059029347836,0.0,0.10169739197439943,0.27637423626813384,0.07097958318627799,0.0,0.0,0.0737733336032729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504662700318588,0.0,0.1764829300710194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659967897900324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715038322503242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536197930826532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388047520646868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18772897304213487,0.08435374014123431,0.11918264986872135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06444582439071891,0.0,0.04358062574068959,0.0,0.0948127485178548,0.0,0.1334283678359953,0.0,0.09189045974243323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472299451531635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6622080444081037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916848392396235,0.0,0.09409517264875146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150420813601238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004715914065274,0.0,0.0,0.07091601243499203,0.0,0.0,0.11135963326582868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865639686876914,0.06131924445733089,0.06185078387670907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05652381399375956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486251955478859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344331378922156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16472348198493952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351245151652502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701950014595983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503056308533805,0.0706768226677327,0.0642165460136097,0.0,0.0,0.059041201996663926,0.08890874263318023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409080712952062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727931430936006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720433331244121,0.0,0.0,0.1968000983966776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526859865092157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17776577114349418,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,talesofo,2020/01/30,"Need advice on what to tell therapist Hello! I’ve been seeing a therapist for about 5 months now going over various things in my life. I think they are a fantastic therapist and we click well. We talked about my social anxiety plenty of times but I don’t think I did a good enough job explaining to them how bad it is or how it affects me, and I have a natural tendency to kind of water my personal issues down to anyone I’m talking to. The other sessions we’ve had covered many other things so I guess the focus has shifted away from social anxiety for a little, even though I don’t really want that. I did have a great couple of months where my anxiety was manageable but it has skyrocketed recently and I want to introduce it again correctly this time. Does anyone have any advice on how to efficiently share with a therapist the impact and feelings associated with social anxiety? What has worked for you when seeing a therapist? I have already shared that, for instance, when I am in my office at work and I speak to anyone, I am literally hyper-aware of anyone and everyone listening instead of just the person I’m speaking to and that is a huge anchor in my time at work. (Just one example) Thank you!",5.773589743589742,6.525551401709403,7.08459829059829,72.05484615384617,67.03418803418803,10.855384615384617,30.98461538461539,10.793553405168565,3.571781538461538,964,36,171,27,15,329,130,234,0.052000000000000005,0.7929999999999999,0.156,0.9769,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,2,2,3,17,8,0,0,13,0,19,2,0,4,1,29,34,17,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,14,11,1,0,4,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,5,7,25,7,33,29,2,24,0,0,3,0,21,13,0,2,10,132,39,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861227916381057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509289879659256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476226964647773,0.0,0.2914144750611185,0.0,0.0,0.2663588310365382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947531755447376,0.0,0.07951626956460188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537442076899303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333976580959422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984020032974196,0.0,0.06290104609589367,0.0,0.0,0.09100000507377112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04815308556187275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05412357986845015,0.07987761769730732,0.0,0.10499563303303804,0.10491079975561744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939937528708698,0.0945048807816776,0.0,0.0,0.09917137826291796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06726647004943212,0.0,0.0954493158058276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655215539247547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202946796302333,0.0,0.0,0.07061467773918415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645329074198193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16630901284878735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061009229665579874,0.0,0.0940319173612203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177806400921318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912366877461792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309068923221553,0.08323856442883049,0.08767851497169273,0.0,0.552869079951039,0.12653824906413946,0.12204398491277332,0.09356675378082112,0.0,0.1665948351844017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234275991572558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562664968406856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079940859286984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ShadowCat9802,2020/01/30,Society anxiety and extroversion Is anyone else here like a hard core extrovert but people tend to assume that you are an introvert because of your crippling social anxiety. But you can't explain it with out being like I love people and expressing myself but it also makes me feel like I'm going to die. But of course the thought of trying to say that makes you feel like you can't breathe so no one believes you that you are an extravert so they assume you want a lot of alone when you are really just too terrified to ask people to do stuff and are just hoping to be invited to do something.,7.522307692307693,6.653599820512824,7.849188034188035,73.51942307692309,63.61538461538462,11.218803418803418,34.029914529914535,10.504223727775694,3.4642888888888894,477,17,88,10,6,157,73,117,0.156,0.685,0.159,0.0785,0,1,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,9,1,0,8,6,0,0,5,0,11,2,1,2,0,22,24,11,1,2,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,4,13,6,13,21,1,3,0,0,0,1,16,1,0,4,5,66,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18193872039873105,0.0,0.14048136673136913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687705629289798,0.0,0.0,0.12283091453123747,0.1799922803120779,0.0,0.0,0.16422555162728786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708537695063043,0.0,0.0,0.19791730052341705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18231529997299567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674779135590624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17764569739396102,0.25099402726826714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983598121489354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736372151149836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17447762649727716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432893875392449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493463652509081,0.15854692449072774,0.0,0.234519058430862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903695484605485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653575169609119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253720322329397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969797649801788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17907106020201471,0.0,0.13523754941652735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010974461540612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946050225017087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926681213131593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361333910133358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Draknex,2020/01/30,"2nd day of college and i just got a huge panic attack. If somebody could help me telling me what could i have? Basically i got off class and it was time for lunch, so just like the little bitch i am, i decided not to go to the cafeteria cause theres always a lot of people there and that terrifies me. Anyways, i sit on a bench somewhere, then a friend texts me if i wanna come over to where they are (Cafeteria) i said, sure why not? When i get there, i see that my friend just made other friends and everything's okay at this point, but when i sit down it starts... My heartbeat is pounding, i can feel my fucking face turning red all over it, i cant make eye contact with anybody sitting on the table, as they ask me ""did you have dinner yet?"" My dumbass says, ""no i always bring lunch with me"" even though i dont. So, at the end i say ""maybe i should go for something to eat"" and they say ""Ok!"" and i get up, not before i make awkward eye contact with the one by my side who i can tell that shes already figured out that im nervous. I buy my lunch and then i sit down and this is where hell come down raining on me. When im nervous, and this always happens, my hands start shaking a lot, my eyes tear up just a little bit, and i find myself trying to get a hold of my cup to drink something, but im paralysed... I can't drink my juice because they will notice that im shaking so much, and fear kicks in. I sit there, everyones talking and eating normally but im there, holding my cup looking at nothing for at least a minute, i can already see that everyones looking at me and they already noticed that something's wrong but they dont say anything about it. I give up on trying to drink and i just pick up my fork. I try, i try not to tremble but my hands don't listen to me, and im shaking like crazy, everyone notices. I finish eating after a lot of awkward eye contact and me finally being able to control my shakiness, not a whole lot but enough to not seem awkward anymore. But everyone already noticed and they give me glances of sorrow as they understand whats happening to me. I manage to chat a little bit with them, we exchanged numbers and everything else but i feel terribleee. Everyone gets up and i say that i have to go to the bathroom, i didn't. I just sat on a bench where i can write everything i just experienced on this subreddit Sorry for my terrible English as it's not my native language. I don't know how im gonna act when I see them at class again in an hour, im scared to think of how they're gonna see me after this. I just needed to share this with someone and im gonna tell my parents to attend a therapist, hope it helps and hopefully someone understands whats happening to me. Its not the first time i experience social anxiety, but never this extreme.",3.0201223352713207,4.1521534322916684,4.466130490956072,86.90122093023258,73.7048611111111,7.372028423772613,28.32590439276486,7.8205782467293705,1.6639557978036184,2171,86,460,29,43,724,243,576,0.11699999999999999,0.813,0.07,-0.9849,1,0,6,0,0,0,68.0,1,1,10,2,31,31,4,13,21,2,26,20,7,8,3,94,73,47,0,10,27,1,4,2,3,5,0,7,0,0,27,30,12,3,10,4,2,11,17,20,0,2,8,24,88,11,68,57,11,72,1,1,12,1,41,35,3,10,23,314,115,6,0.052497211251284426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317279121665869,0.0,0.13104565567493834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04016022291604658,0.0,0.052063127139806084,0.0,0.0,0.04320073180751803,0.0,0.04907780591734932,0.05972315654182193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03200181271728469,0.0,0.0446712601725323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462671605579015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053929096977449416,0.0,0.09044339814444184,0.0,0.0,0.058880086346794036,0.08382950289438547,0.0,0.0,0.033856358271150494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305268121535487,0.1542818433876037,0.0,0.1611532591596615,0.04385468370543223,0.0,0.04649694717081004,0.05424365261171187,0.0,0.034673912918482284,0.0,0.0,0.2508166753458312,0.14154332529879587,0.0513523460288096,0.0,0.05907395775119693,0.0530883347467126,0.0,0.0,0.057508128882368524,0.04798150001650275,0.04465410107212973,0.0,0.0,0.12167764556333795,0.04853282587302029,0.10971050454522616,0.10072021725990604,0.08950612485843894,0.0,0.08397363109833494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926933160442462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037554821603191,0.0,0.0,0.10428315210762006,0.0516991783245987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5103539704626041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028851094383024002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05129497136162251,0.1578479915580945,0.0,0.0,0.08816887138113821,0.0,0.0,0.17852500675120864,0.0,0.04967413061543062,0.07008459231551696,0.0,0.0527405048066943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038591490676238425,0.038926016953078985,0.040489085667406666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051436120812916736,0.05037249005322447,0.2390736918350428,0.0,0.0,0.03557346898237626,0.0,0.0,0.06159416624733605,0.05829194046845908,0.0,0.0,0.03639495626629979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049626833230712736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049936869640384136,0.20873944735396885,0.05255886667508483,0.0,0.1673339221216815,0.04779148946580426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05351429574098118,0.08896143346664735,0.12124475400878053,0.0,0.05876632998582386,0.07431559265064511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04947800032536008,0.0,0.0,0.04219526984476342,0.13765462962561903,0.0,0.0,0.06095330848494492,0.0,0.03363809322533925,0.051578243511486835,0.0,0.06122309210402733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256864172868675,0.057101890887698466,0.0,0.1093028966523595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04737056773541677,0.05861126157856328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05739745935299264,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Corey_Huncho,2020/01/30,I have to do a presentation tomorrow What should do should I do the presentation or skip it I don’t wanna do this help me,-1.2580769230769209,0.4457016538461538,2.3226153846153856,87.67238461538462,109.3846153846154,6.695384615384616,16.73846153846154,7.554174236665415,0.956747692307692,97,3,22,3,5,35,18,26,0.0,0.865,0.135,0.48100000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,4,8,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ComfortablyAnxious,2020/01/30,"I'm so glad you did not have my day Im a highschool senior, 17M and went having lunch with my friends and we went to a restaurant where the owner knows us well and stuff. I ended up getting drunk just before Mathematics class and I threw up in the middle of class. The teacher knows, the school staff that helped me knows, I have to say Im sorry tomorrow. Im so ashamed, I cant even think about it after the effects of the alcohol. Guess your day could have been worse, Im so ashamed at myself.",0.8691958041958046,3.0061393461538484,2.279965034965034,95.55594405594408,83.42307692307692,4.935664335664336,20.031468531468533,6.1124844417494595,-0.09968076923076953,388,11,87,3,11,125,69,104,0.139,0.7809999999999999,0.08,-0.7422,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,2,2,0,1,8,5,0,2,8,0,8,3,0,1,0,15,18,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,6,3,0,5,1,0,3,2,2,1,0,5,1,12,3,11,12,0,15,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,6,54,15,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16757921434829492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343138231300747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251977939127841,0.0,0.0,0.20225535016277774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388846410505094,0.0,0.0,0.10356968021597827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114885783687387,0.0,0.08192529278997268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17274081523742987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510456435785538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6775147598975508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25853141750881425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469938343409145,0.0,0.15869726329968148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755328283371845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795067342721148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047572555812216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18861976081267928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098850935204912,0.2907237005925734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159799938613956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Jae_desu,2020/01/30,"do I have social anxiety? ever since I moved to a new school I realised the new weird things I do in class. for example, I purposely sit alone because I feel like if I sit with someone they'll get DISGUSTED by me and hate me, also if a teacher asks a question in class that I know the answer to, I still don't say anything because im afraid the other students in class will be like ""ew why Is she talking"" and no one wants to hear me talk. I only think that badly about myself in school and im fine at home. I don't even walk around school at break because I feel like everyone would stare at me and laugh abt the fact that I have no friends. what do you think? I just feel so disgusting at school like I deserve nothing and shouldn't speak",3.9749032258064494,4.3302968451612935,4.6911290322580665,89.03669354838712,70.87096774193549,7.748387096774191,27.758064516129032,7.554174236665415,1.33401935483871,581,19,129,6,10,187,92,155,0.16,0.723,0.11599999999999999,-0.7881,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,0,8,13,3,1,7,0,13,0,0,0,2,23,24,9,0,5,3,0,3,4,1,4,0,3,1,0,6,7,0,0,8,0,0,2,5,6,0,1,0,7,23,7,16,19,0,18,0,0,1,0,12,9,0,3,8,80,29,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089183171170032,0.0,0.1010662456707059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966805505031032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400018301738352,0.11250522268641687,0.11814847998958465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552223548739673,0.2311206945045164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347296766911302,0.11431817764528605,0.0,0.12076175124069845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917049653584364,0.18057216136202464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764107287266884,0.0,0.06602846800414265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477433896471207,0.0,0.0,0.14243973440533275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267697019461436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730247285225768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945528398581745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24697203895753525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432221232534025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441176790072549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126526485518932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563853272704315,0.09611788017813784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415748110512341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005026527072967,0.0,0.5116142678423505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454305436906157,0.0,0.0,0.12882875632537066,0.1070815814329565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009274363002324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20315932636861486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396142694458802,0.161958731040861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454234983634457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140385245340534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977690837529664,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,albert2749,2020/01/30,"How do you get the guts to dump a friend? I was on this other forum whining about my narcissistic friend and how I’m kind of sick of him putting himself above me and undermining me. On the other hand I know he considers us close friends and I know he’s gonna feel very hurt I tell him this. Especially since I’ve never bluntly said anything suggesting that I don’t wanna be friends. He does care about me when he’s drunk. He keeps telling me we’re best friends and drunkcalls me up to tell me not to kill myself, whatever that means. I suffer from anxiety and I’m a pushover, but he has no respect for me and I need to move on. I really just wish I could have the guts to tell my friend “I don’t wanna be friends with you, because you’re sucking my will to live out of me”. But he’s going to take it bad, confront me and I’m not going to able to deal with it. I literally think he might cry, get really pissed or just feel really down. I feel so trapped. A more comfortable alternative is just to avoid his phone calls. What do you think I should do? Should I get drunk and do it? TL;DR: I have a narcissistic friend whom I wanna get rid of . But I am too anxious to cut him loose.",1.4528769284712482,3.2912739475806454,3.0797335203366067,92.18742636746146,79.68548387096773,6.571107994389903,22.476157082748948,7.586124646067393,0.7415215287517536,921,29,212,14,23,304,129,248,0.19699999999999998,0.6409999999999999,0.162,-0.8338,0,2,0,0,0,1,23.0,1,3,0,1,10,24,6,1,7,0,19,7,4,2,1,43,44,16,1,8,9,0,4,0,8,5,1,1,0,0,11,12,2,2,8,2,0,4,6,11,0,0,2,5,39,13,30,34,2,13,0,3,0,0,35,7,2,2,2,132,50,0,0.10390830803193668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948957123488558,0.1173868117520955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550768394865621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675909695374108,0.06334154013422205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904535864635376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610200014591008,0.0,0.10594144516426912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296232886752453,0.0,0.11413839721482645,0.0,0.10712490298243198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093086058447897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15761748790881766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6422344082381732,0.0,0.2171512091577176,0.0,0.11810697204489574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123599283093172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923584784771482,0.11495914754070205,0.10820451297401992,0.11421057731467167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175293968065223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318660921109094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023029432812646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043808717990126,0.0,0.07704669378829067,0.08014049289822857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445654923935098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996989685486487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884059570148593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595402616284548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812611609152686,0.0,0.36328176465592144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316049630655516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498890066989787,0.0,0.0,0.08573523628469706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194894262053566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SittingDuckInaTruck,2020/01/30,"I wish I could get a dog. I've never owned a dog, or really any pet for that matter. I think it would do/would've done wonders for my anxiety, PTSD. self-esteem and help get me out of the house. Problem is, I live with my parents and they (especially my mom) are adamantly against me getting one. They had them in the past prior to me being born and had bad experiences (they got 2 huskies at one point) and from then on decided never again. My mom wouldn't let my siblings and I have one when I was younger because 1) it was too much responsibility, 2) it would piss and shit on the carpet, 3) barking and biting, 4) shedding, and 5) it could break things. I'm 24 now and have been dealing with anxiety (and depression) for so long and it has gotten so bad and severe that it has pushed me into the realm of agoraphobia. It's sort of ironic, because getting a dog would probably help reduce my anxiety and get on my feet again to the point where I could get my own apartment and away from my parents (which is what I would need to get a dog in the first place). I know some people say having a dog is a hindrance, preventing you from traveling certain places or doing certain things, and also make you feel guilty when you have to leave them alone; which I get. But if I'm having trouble leaving my house and interacting with people anyway, how much more of a hindrance could a dog really be? Plus it would be A LOT healthier and more affordable than self-medicating to numb the fear and sadness by drinking and smoking weed. I don't know, I guess it sounds selfish, but it would be really nice to have a dog that could help me legit feel okay and comfortable when I'm out in public or when I'm panicking by myself. What sucks is I couldn't just tell my family I needed a dog for emotional support or anything like that. They just think I'm doing this all to myself and if I got a job, a gf, moved out, and stopped being ""weird"" then I'd be fine and happy. Oh well, I guess.",5.840077661032431,5.31490047236181,6.467464595705803,80.91594335312931,66.8894472361809,9.54792142530836,30.653723161260853,8.97023862654752,2.2600512562814075,1540,50,321,23,22,506,192,398,0.115,0.779,0.106,0.7623,4,1,1,0,0,0,52.0,0,3,6,1,18,23,3,1,20,1,42,5,3,2,5,81,73,42,0,19,10,4,2,1,1,7,1,2,2,0,21,31,1,2,8,2,0,3,5,13,1,4,9,4,43,10,38,44,9,39,0,2,0,0,22,18,3,12,18,229,64,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983431909360436,0.0,0.061642921494439624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05241880627792947,0.0,0.17690391718278922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343240588985408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242163320011548,0.0,0.12872149024434884,0.0939776660515104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30772088982390666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946876833868044,0.06639112410073231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788822547872961,0.0,0.07551159514921521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670754169990255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540156660329572,0.0726666081770149,0.08673934696962486,0.07795054983498872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556641393192722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221797855508729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329998194492348,0.0,0.16983033234850364,0.0,0.0,0.08205585322278576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550005110694722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17788592522627256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649257916770688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472515407491242,0.0,0.0,0.16323867154093633,0.0,0.07882217349185984,0.0,0.037658661177501655,0.0,0.06806534153006838,0.0682156688490769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06553286377292858,0.0,0.0,0.0514532291511919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562138340949207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805564017808948,0.0,0.08192659709858366,0.1133291496716576,0.1143115314825916,0.11890169488828242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566994790820327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17118219405991775,0.0,0.0735840567632676,0.10687872828236017,0.0,0.16106980625511005,0.0,0.1457359307034167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310807219483363,0.07375763093620784,0.09010542584576203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814324799592654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06129917154540671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16082791044916894,0.0870813890088042,0.07912417365041181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06444449898689142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747241267116827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737358353043954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242049885912652,0.09878282582514697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930650804115908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864117740757801,0.0,0.08359278360757635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38330083548529215,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tiffytiff101,2020/01/30,"Trauma Ok so why TF do I have social anxiety? On God I have experienced ZERO traumatic events. I was never bullied, sexually assaulted, abused, emotionally abused etc. So wtf could it be?",2.9936363636363663,6.08651563636364,5.935515151515155,64.26327272727275,89.6060606060606,9.912727272727274,27.81212121212121,9.3871,4.3179139393939385,148,7,22,6,5,53,28,33,0.38799999999999996,0.40299999999999997,0.209,-0.8715,0,0,0,0,2,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,1,2,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,3,1,1,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,16,4,0,0.0,0.6899737483405934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22274298537737444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23247422924457725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275251956068353,0.0,0.0,0.32472966924057345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245669760252972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968094579213873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26273414115417865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,babyfabray,2020/01/30,"thought I was finally gonna get help, my dad ruined everything and I’m incredibly mad and frustrated with him now. (posted again since I’m desperate for more answers) A few weeks ago I had a doctors appointment, it was in the middle of school and I was having an anxiety attack over it and crying, quite ridiculous but eventually after hiding in the bathroom for a bit, I went to the school office and got the courage to ask if I could talk to someone, I told them I think I have social anxiety and they tried to explain it to my dad a bit (yea I’m female and my dad takes me to the doctor, I hate it but there’s nothing I can really do about it.) and me and my dad were talking in the car about it and he said that we can talk to the doctor about it and in the waiting room he was talking about it SO LOUDLY and I actually wanted to hurt him, eventually though I got called into the actual doctors room and my dad told my doctor about it, me and my doctor talked about it and in the car my dad said if I wanted to talk to the doctor alone then I could ask him to step out for a bit and I wanted to but I didn’t have the courage, my doctor kept asking me “so why are you scared??” and I sat there awkwardly in silence, anyways at the end of my appointment my doctor said that they’re going to find me a therapist and after that I feel happy, a few weeks later nothing happens so my dad gives them a call and he talked to a therapist once and he never said anything about me actually seeing them, my doctor also said something about some anxiety program in my area but that obviously never happened either, (also forgot to mention this but I was to scared to tell my doctor I think I have SOCIAL anxiety and the paper test I got said “generalized anxiety disorder”) anyway, for some reason I guess my dad just disregarded whatever my doctor said because in the car I told him that I get anxiety in my spanish class (and other things to, but he’s an idiot so obviously he forgot or something) and everyday after that he kept asking me about only spanish class, he would constantly ask me “did you have to talk!?” And even if I did have to talk that day, I’d just say no. Anyway today, I had to do this stupid after school program where I tour another school and we had to introduce our selfs in front of others and I refused to so I sat their silently while the whole class started at me and the teacher asked me my name, and what school I’m from while I just moved my head and then after that, she started talking to me about why I won’t talk and I started crying like an idiot, then for the rest of the class I thankfully didn’t have to talk, but she saw me cry and I felt so embarrassed, anyway fast forward to when my dad came to pick me up, he asked me how the class I had today went (not that it matters but it’s a technical school) and I said “good” and I didn’t tell him about me crying and not talking, anyway once we’re almost home he asked me “did you have spanish today” and I said yes even though yesterday was my last day of spanish, I have new classes now but I didn’t wanna tell my dad because I know I’d make him tell me them and I have theater as one of my classes and everyone makes fun of me for not being able to pronounce “th” words properly, but anyway, he said “how was it today” and I said “good” (complete lie since I don’t have it anyways) and he said “are you feeling better in spanish now” and now that I think about that question, i guess my dad doesn’t understand that social anxiety just doesn’t go away like that but I said “yes” and then he said “I guess you were just having a bad day” and then he said “that’s why we (my mom and him) didn’t send you to a therapist” and I turned my head to the window since we were in the car and I was trying extremely hard to hold back my tears, I’m so angry and frustrated because I thought after years of suffering I was finally going to get help but no, I’m so frustrated and upset and I can’t do anything about it, also one thing I don’t understand is that my dad said “you were just having a bad day” when I made it clear that it wasn’t just one day of me having anxiety, and obviously he forgot about everything else I said in the car about it, I have nobody who I can get to tell him about it again because I have such a hard time talking to people, some people have told me to try and write a letter but I can’t even do that, I tried to talk to my school friends about it but they just ignore it / disregard it / laugh it off or say “same” when they really don’t have it, and I talked to my internet friends about it and I thought they would understand me because I’ve known them for so long but one of them (who apparently had social anxiety herself which I find hard to believe after she told me this) but she told me to not care what people think and other unhelpful stuff, I just said thanks and my other friends agreed with her and before my internet friends would tell me “don’t be scared” and they don’t realize that it’s not that fucking simple, and also my new schedule at school is giving me anxiety as well and I was hoping that getting a therapist could be the biggest life change for me, no more social anxiety, being able to convince my parents (through my therapist) to let me do online school, and other personal things that I’d rather not talk about but here I am, crying and being in a bad mood ever since I got home because I’m not gonna be able to get help and I’m still suffering. I have no idea what to do but if anyone could help me I’d highly appreciate it.",4.179185651620205,4.592087428446772,5.41081175416254,83.85286543087592,70.43979057591623,8.498259516060562,27.179331163624354,8.524219190627866,1.7287297202962124,4347,134,917,66,74,1453,326,1146,0.146,0.764,0.09,-0.9961,2,1,2,0,0,0,72.0,5,7,12,2,74,46,11,6,44,3,85,16,2,7,7,184,192,114,0,17,42,14,6,2,4,6,13,21,5,2,66,70,0,11,23,0,0,16,29,25,1,4,72,29,172,20,118,103,14,105,0,4,2,1,153,31,1,15,61,660,238,32,0.08148900702799103,0.0,0.07952151592873558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024078362654993413,0.0,0.027199823158618585,0.028132678494111243,0.0,0.08688897263882278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028482776342086787,0.2285758468810392,0.0,0.0,0.01899300280925281,0.0,0.04470567298043615,0.0,0.20314992363685014,0.030901836543118986,0.025520534852291638,0.020886672129436453,0.06803991707027501,0.09934988466129087,0.0,0.023113714343950903,0.030603401913815595,0.0,0.02402346819411436,0.08896489020678484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055472924795173205,0.03106723837361592,0.02769449120755337,0.0,0.028734854792959705,0.0,0.028479891158536736,0.029353555699048538,0.0,0.08674978838799986,0.0,0.14918641298544216,0.08758944685950544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031131153976853114,0.33362980671212866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022691202976963563,0.0,0.02405835766936136,0.0,0.0,0.053822720600858964,0.0245704907301717,0.0,0.02595541278330756,0.04882471005016839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027468860282702845,0.0,0.02608074197655336,0.0595114826986457,0.04965298408383145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394427291680526,0.02511175796700409,0.08514928567478564,0.05211445393335032,0.0463120806089112,0.04556607525021816,0.0868989374436624,0.0,0.08976932839321858,0.0,0.0480403065288493,0.028915521087741664,0.07299814422489559,0.026817841239635768,0.05575415385987703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282715159508762,0.028699203327339218,0.054493412171057125,0.026978990288082504,0.0,0.0,0.02907855580639852,0.030663723352858625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.014928075713646937,0.02214147230689935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02777601024508764,0.019186031860038148,0.026540941776760158,0.0,0.0,0.024038402303422177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02570228959054869,0.03626302997579589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031812980050595914,0.0,0.02886997274428665,0.0,0.0,0.0418995639052796,0.05246839385185144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05212726667602033,0.0,0.0,0.05785542198088401,0.07362541348565965,0.02065868729335955,0.0,0.0,0.030161299576926114,0.0,0.0,0.056494217050346025,0.023717685919771737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0260146476969105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030428779168905844,0.02889119655147035,0.0,0.0,0.03480262969827362,0.02792809039991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4650882388707731,0.0432022194119384,0.08158471190723378,0.2474136768083394,0.021645396061334247,0.0,0.028336935474086423,0.0,0.0,0.08987806493029007,0.0,0.0,0.1384463008540005,0.023015123737664626,0.041822812535216455,0.0,0.0,0.05767833859602944,0.0,0.02169240875873175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031095138990977038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.020423197284331774,0.371154070235456,0.14244996783168007,0.050016086185332084,0.0,0.15769169654027593,0.05413767534420777,0.06961982042886318,0.0533750237751426,0.06469316916981074,0.015838965105085655,0.0,0.10298940053738632,0.15573247669984536,0.0,0.07376758225746605,0.029545546496341363,0.0,0.08483293018032438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0480643276524793,0.0,0.04357704406448221,0.0,0.02442280125149415,0.05036075061224922,0.07353115403852728,0.030326522068846763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057887452558853664,0.0,0.0,0.017492082934661226 socialanxiety,mkh4990,2020/01/30,"Does anyone else on here avoid going to the gym? Gyms have always been one of my major social anxiety triggers. It’s pretty obvious it’s because of the fact that since I’m a skinny dude with hardly any muscles whatsoever, I’ve always had this fear that if I was in a gym, certain people would judge me based on how my body looks. As someone who was born with a pretty fast metabolism, I’ve always had a hard time gaining muscles. If I wanted to work out, I feel like I’d be better off doing it in the comfort of my own home.",3.228646788990826,4.3063540091743135,5.096227064220184,82.79278096330276,73.12844036697247,6.917889908256881,24.634174311926607,7.1686216300943375,1.081081651376147,413,12,82,4,8,142,77,109,0.08,0.7509999999999999,0.17,0.8793,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,2,6,0,2,7,0,9,2,2,2,3,14,14,4,0,4,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,3,1,1,1,3,0,1,0,2,0,1,5,4,7,4,14,7,2,10,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,2,4,50,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4601584796209015,0.0,0.0,0.1253579403057616,0.0,0.1410200668088128,0.0,0.0,0.12889524495999044,0.1888787456339621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123723286304621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303429472249556,0.0,0.20476086794946755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16131771546125034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15399293074014156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074344429349809,0.09320815435213488,0.13169297302598154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476502030148208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302659678053925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849086682352377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005951365725427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479969021359344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491397229051455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779857260520053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750813565885856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15248846262050614,0.0,0.0,0.1879120436257436,0.15619120587427934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749049571762116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087288715186805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420216405906085,0.0,0.0,0.13095028473763842,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Didi_Midi,2020/01/30,Death by robocall. I swear that if i get another call i'll have a heart attack. 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Being called a basic bitch at times can hurt but when I think about it it could be a compliment because of the way I think about myself at times...",8.723125,5.628318395833336,9.011666666666667,73.20000000000003,62.95833333333334,12.933333333333335,32.333333333333336,11.20814326018867,3.1742583333333325,185,4,39,4,2,62,36,48,0.10099999999999999,0.809,0.091,0.1406,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,11,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,5,1,6,8,0,7,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,4,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18896899039355072,0.276908786513646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16474529759466386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27596117101647594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157770955594805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823595677559017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257638647472313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664934520925462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893141957605924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731326495123626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5195066036930206,0.0,0.0,0.3151764125816464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145163058343294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438636319680825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Joliea1016,2020/01/30,"Job interview Does anyone have tips for being confident in a job interview? I’m scared of literally talking to a cashier , I also wish I didn’t have to get a job, but I’ve been blowing through my savings. I haven’t had an interview in a while, I don’t know how I feel about the job, but it’s good pay and I need a job. It my first entry level job after obtaining my degrees",1.4757857142857134,3.0717651500000014,4.059642857142858,86.31250000000004,78.75,7.571428571428572,26.42857142857143,8.418075326091056,1.8166071428571429,292,12,64,6,7,103,52,80,0.051,0.836,0.11199999999999999,0.6428,6,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,7,0,8,0,0,1,0,9,14,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,3,1,9,2,9,10,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,42,11,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217782987162082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647774967888296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326129548831694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699736735996689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952933034286865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956003952675486,0.0,0.0,0.1277252787004864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9066866978034258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368913146533895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291372545386225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245889270074062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223969336612641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751145390127258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SVCD_GUY1,2020/01/30,"My brain just can't accept that someone might like me I'm a very well-rounded person but only for bad things. I'll spare you a giant list, but I balance many issues at once, physical disability, mental disability, my soul too probably disabled. Yet she seems to belong to a whole different category to say the least, very smart, very outspoken, very beautiful, the type of person I normally swipe left on only because I don't think I could match up. But she messaged me first. We spent like five hours in the freezing cold talking about deep stuff. I was on a very high dose of my anti-anxiety meds, higher than I've ever taken before. I was as close to my honest self as I've ever gotten, flaws and all. Even if it wasn't a date it'd have been a great time, the first time in years I actually felt connected to someone. And we connected on so many things, we even talked about stuff that I hear tends to get left to the third date, and she complimented me several times which I don't think I've ever heard from anyone. She's agreed to a second date, and as excited as I am, the paranoia is also setting in and starting to eat away at me. Im noticing my flaws in the mirror like never before. I'm recording myself on video almost as self-harm because I hate pictures. Any experiences with this sort of thing? Feeling like you're in constant competition against better people? Why with anxiety does even a great success like this make me feel shit about myself?",6.015287968846077,6.170916202090595,6.617811026849765,77.68547448247595,66.42160278745645,9.401024800163967,30.4712031153925,9.168548406835145,2.4845935232629643,1158,39,220,19,17,380,167,287,0.07200000000000001,0.732,0.196,0.9915,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,3,1,0,4,14,17,2,0,15,0,13,4,2,1,5,34,31,16,0,3,5,0,4,5,0,1,1,3,0,3,12,11,1,0,7,1,1,0,5,3,0,5,9,8,31,14,39,19,3,37,1,0,0,0,17,19,1,5,22,138,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.08699143654454143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926458440931309,0.0,0.0,0.07128822113223075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060620803862543676,0.0,0.1363894427405,0.0,0.0,0.06233137960368172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837534834034892,0.0,0.07443130402115315,0.10868239980441753,0.0,0.1517095234800889,0.0,0.0,0.078840398774375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995139016721204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633272007435606,0.0,0.07117402715168926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313624085026208,0.0,0.0,0.07801029248468454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121630648709768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17663580965936898,0.2419068643540087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719968851926063,0.0,0.0,0.0901475124685144,0.06368430965291122,0.08559197536127658,0.0,0.0,0.15165124889962334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04657392779225483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965625884103209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801099327193583,0.0,0.0,0.10047148003684872,0.0,0.0,0.09418526153474517,0.0,0.0,0.0877886327545301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629054236812427,0.0930429101115605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937098808038384,0.0,0.0,0.2177556563252483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05950414238605443,0.1807555327045716,0.0,0.0,0.0990186053186004,0.0,0.08983592871021892,0.09456742678929177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875315212759259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873419436574351,0.0,0.10149074518167976,0.0,0.0949351797037812,0.0,0.13559567096666034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06180104893967243,0.15567376040885744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611203500523767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089068445183411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115311796956012,0.18599273633338667,0.1007070587451215,0.09150477380609524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510624126922367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06309640194067223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040965224658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330073198156526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776694305071525,0.1142394253997992,0.0,0.0,0.15594130476518395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36776462995195575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015093300836734,0.0,0.08043836496177764,0.09952580843150433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05740564945993101 socialanxiety,dkfjxj,2020/01/30,"Cant bring myself to lectures because I'm afraid of sitting alone Survived the first semester at uni but barely made any friends. I'm taking my studies very seriously but am also dreading going to lectures and sitting there alone, I've done it a few times before and it was a bit traumatizing, all other people around me were sitting together with friends and were chatting loudly during breaks, in this kind of situations I always feel as if I'm being judged and made fun of for having no friends. Can anyone relate or did anyone successfully make friends at uni despite social anxiety and all that?",13.194459459459459,9.03611509009009,11.922590090090091,59.00929054054056,55.75675675675675,13.622522522522528,47.56981981981982,10.686352973137794,5.316781981981982,489,22,76,7,4,157,82,111,0.136,0.659,0.205,0.8848,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,3,10,0,2,3,0,10,0,0,3,2,17,20,11,0,1,4,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,3,0,1,7,2,4,7,12,12,4,12,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,2,50,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36011204122760954,0.0,0.13902766716509946,0.14465700715106666,0.0,0.0,0.11822386375793645,0.0,0.1329946641184078,0.0,0.0,0.2431197232824249,0.0,0.0,0.15476323029693986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597725870228912,0.0,0.14793342294965486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18979901621443274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177908762237851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879037108808419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787659884289173,0.0,0.0,0.5372638704801236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880287963019922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18103787245942604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32900187483438675,0.11604612895653818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052560052665093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954145223531369,0.0,0.17721803493180288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071345595468925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137324919344597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434443383661312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,prodromal96,2020/01/30,"My private office is only separated by a glass panel from the rest of the office and it makes me so anxious while at work I work in a research lab and our entire space is quite small. I’m the lab manager so I do have sort of a private space, but it’s only separated by a glass panel. Everyone can see me and I can see everyone. It just makes me so anxious when other people are in the space. It’s like there’s constantly awkward tension between us! I wish so badly I had a real office where I could close the door and truly be alone. Whenever someone starts packing their things up I can hear it (our staff are all undergrads who come in and out during the day), so I have to sort of turn my head and say goodbye, or they feel the need to say bye. Ahhhh I just hate it. Maybe someone else can relate",1.1857866761162301,3.3071665722891552,3.3591991495393323,88.37081148121902,82.07228915662652,6.074557051736357,21.81289865343728,7.285733465282438,0.8085624379872427,625,20,130,9,17,213,96,166,0.136,0.802,0.062,-0.9146,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,3,0,2,3,10,5,1,2,12,0,14,1,1,2,1,23,27,15,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,9,9,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,6,19,1,15,24,2,18,0,0,2,0,10,12,0,3,7,90,28,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160772700599991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507341264232166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961156208757127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371792760237625,0.0,0.16774977266868235,0.0,0.12393947627965707,0.0,0.0,0.10011127748543204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967574286368133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966601142677093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848955532226304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325866540793676,0.15931198814922906,0.0,0.17495683629464973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758381198365104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072360533451336,0.0,0.1559505977913707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510196263231764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361206344215935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761776374957677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510748146918586,0.0,0.17668708199054964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24689215028795,0.0,0.0,0.2473983258341753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630537720552865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987343732835343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031287069604331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884696215163805,0.0,0.0,0.18672401198541053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17850821097966751,0.0,0.0,0.2260203144992285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,StarfishSendingCode,2020/01/30,"Social anxiety and desperate loneliness... Hello everyone, I was curious to see if any of you could relate to what I am feeling. I only have two close friends that are long distance, and I feel like I've exhausted their generous listening time, so I thought I'd reach out on here. I hope you don't mind me rambling and maybe gain something from this post or whatever comments may come. I feel incredibly lonely, but my fear of judgement by others of my true self prevents me from being vulnerable and presenting my more unique (for better or for worse) personality. This in turn leads to me making friends and/or hanging around romantic interests that I don't feel like I actually connect with, resulting ultimately in the kind of loneliness in which you feel desperately lonely, even when you're surrounded my numerous people. What got me thinking about this is a guy that I really connect pretty well with through text, but when we're in person, my mind goes blank whenever he asks me questions about myself, and I end up giving the most dull and run-of-the-mill answers imaginable. I actually feel like I scammed him into thinking I was a really cool person since I am extremely detailed when texting as opposed to super boring in real-time conversation. I'm pained by this dilemma because I feel like we could work really well together based off of our text conversations, but I doubt he sees any value in someone that can't express their thoughts and emotions in person. I feel starved of true human connection because my social anxiety prevents anyone from knowing the real me. I'm even quite close with my family, but I still feel like they don't know who I really am. I feel like no one is ever going to know who I really am, and while I know it's no big deal to people that have the chance to meet me since I am not a particularly interesting person, I feel like I will always be lonely because of this problem. Do any of you feel this way? Have you been given any advice on how to deal with this feeling, or have you found anything that works for you in regards to this feeling of loneliness?",11.794139378673384,8.037331352644838,11.228221662468515,61.701811922754004,57.891687657430715,14.616893366918552,44.60268681780016,12.45797560212912,5.446952107472712,1685,72,292,40,15,555,205,397,0.149,0.653,0.198,0.9538,0,6,1,0,0,0,37.0,2,7,3,7,15,30,0,2,7,1,26,2,0,4,3,74,63,23,0,5,9,0,14,7,2,2,2,1,0,8,21,19,0,3,26,0,0,4,7,10,2,2,8,18,54,20,49,49,2,35,0,4,2,0,41,19,0,9,17,193,75,3,0.0,0.0,0.13346369674691344,0.0,0.0,0.06682298077460544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05690005282267254,0.0,0.0,0.18601087428006904,0.0,0.1046254663013771,0.0,0.0,0.04781491532780376,0.0,0.05627330206023731,0.060875281138003126,0.06392878271474285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12505674775640108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060479120080062475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05890581536689121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091963663706815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14099953934721787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692156109373867,0.060566954390493574,0.0,0.0,0.09033252417879442,0.06185625020038446,0.0,0.0653427937117685,0.0,0.0,0.06446531444414486,0.07694977675929766,0.4840703016956299,0.34196931388128715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497832285929737,0.10566492149981936,0.0,0.0,0.0655991110832649,0.03886357930880943,0.0,0.0546920539326279,0.0,0.0,0.0677098245036745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791965173752604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121026978726372,0.15032581912899792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23385902365327899,0.0,0.0,0.060516716724427815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04564611834252927,0.0,0.0686998167304198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809447526509222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04633802441808107,0.052008278713797665,0.07276422948851427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481618860383284,0.29854656354624715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549191770268344,0.06956999582059027,0.0,0.06543320226774825,0.0,0.0,0.07660450083126742,0.07273363410205468,0.0,0.1556694276686521,0.21903919155389825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898463926991753,0.0,0.07133828094222157,0.0,0.0,0.11313408700111,0.0,0.0,0.1394155146348257,0.05794061127813064,0.052644499140698416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05461067417678498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763400533277635,0.0,0.10857677209541697,0.03987462030020638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438096114786115,0.06680015920375727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05427916494944546,0.0,0.0,0.12296888339731812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956713474238467,0.0,0.06968801964297296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Tenshi3842,2020/01/30,"Social anxiety and flirting/compliments, looking for help please. I think my social anxiety is going to get worse. Firstly I’m male 24 and I could really use some advice or help. If I know a person or have talked to them before I sometimes compliment them if I see they’re wearing something nice. One of the people I work with was going out and had done her makeup differently then usual. So I told her she looked beautiful. Only to then get a reply from another co worker after when she was gone that she was married and that I shouldn’t flirt with her. I’m so confused right now and can’t even sleep because it keeps replaying in my mind. I didn’t mean to flirt but was that actually flirting that I did, I don’t even know. It’s not the first time I’ve said something like that to a female co worker and now I’m questioning everything that I’ve said in the past. Now I can’t sleep because I keep thinking about tomorrow and I don’t know what’s going to happen or what she’s thinking and if other people know. I’m going to take some sleeping pills and hopefully they’ll knock me right out for a couple hours. I will respond to everyone tomorrow morning if I end up sleeping!",2.839187675070029,4.8114945714285735,4.298907563025214,84.42746498599442,75.97478991596638,7.222408963585434,25.19887955182073,8.11559375814309,1.6185467787114844,940,33,182,16,21,312,127,238,0.039,0.8640000000000001,0.098,0.9135,1,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,5,9,8,0,1,7,0,18,6,5,1,0,41,49,22,0,7,9,0,0,1,0,3,1,2,0,2,11,13,0,2,9,0,0,5,7,1,0,3,12,5,29,7,21,33,2,28,0,0,3,0,22,7,0,12,17,118,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.1024962204519776,0.0,0.0,0.10263619449594807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013535980598553,0.16069860374469067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280532389403625,0.0,0.08937461766893526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385961960358425,0.11621606843264212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973623443232984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748434862061396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930273034634262,0.0,0.0,0.1387454796755798,0.0,0.0,0.100362713643842,0.09439611757321133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17868057427784673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974991930074013,0.0,0.23876874922428035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287957713810796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408016628757894,0.0,0.0,0.10432061702459937,0.10343550369327276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18671478918165466,0.0,0.0,0.2308916757534099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05131339966767847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17640109411634836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144107949020845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605252308282402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117249831721896,0.07988167764430787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026506508198672,0.14563212628500025,0.0917100159467122,0.0,0.11529375240027055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766003784091753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06728628027651426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939375238954952,0.19981924013135766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369701937502386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4204319836364051,0.21413408545897292,0.0,0.1617177501007219,0.103879475044059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789711000881212,0.08442085795762104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20190106857396975,0.0,0.0,0.061245087201188625,0.0,0.0,0.100362713643842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071404852705374,0.11567806663178486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646465099553923,0.0,0.10703672681467352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bladeofwhoa,2020/01/30,"Finally got a job interview I’m 21 and have been looking for a job for the past few months, and I’ve been frustrated because it’s been months of applying to minimum wage jobs and not getting any calls or emails back. All I’ve been wanting is to get a job, have a routine, make some money and start to feel like an independent, functioning member of society. But today I got a call from a department store that wants to interview me for a stock position. It’s scheduled for Friday. I thought I would be happy to finally get an interview but all I feel is anxiety. As much as I’m logically glad to have the opportunity, physically I can’t help but feel dread. I hate this. I want to just be able to DO it. I want to function without it being a fucking battle everyday. When I do nothing, I feel like shit for slacking off and all I can think about is doing something with my life. When I do something, it’s like I’m fighting tooth and nail with my anxiety. I’m sick of being a slave to this fear all the time, being torn between this sense of responsibility and my mental instability. I wish it would just go away, and I could be normal. But it’s a curse and I can’t break it. I can’t get medication or therapy, so this is just my life I guess.",3.3078204334365324,4.499495043137259,5.3312693498452015,80.74439628482973,73.07843137254902,8.976264189886482,28.71517027863777,9.414487439383343,2.469117647058823,976,39,205,23,19,339,128,255,0.14800000000000002,0.73,0.122,-0.8773,5,0,2,0,2,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,8,14,6,2,15,0,28,7,2,2,4,46,56,20,0,9,11,0,4,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,13,11,0,0,7,0,3,2,5,8,0,0,7,5,22,6,29,40,7,18,0,0,1,1,8,2,2,4,16,137,35,9,0.11122065383303613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756338585251956,0.0,0.1701669915159121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104495465436179,0.0855218175563568,0.0,0.06779907826383236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271374455562111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880064197870924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515415674451705,0.22494601753886506,0.15891211464251687,0.0,0.2436735797029617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282170228290256,0.2324328046582435,0.0,0.06320926065428782,0.0,0.1779066341407322,0.0,0.1225220893244752,0.0,0.0,0.11839645414492135,0.0,0.10980736957703917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454885983352043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4414773492034728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15711687397554822,0.16301038047178942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933973375823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424065007608249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204310773055276,0.11208425968673964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17755052956519482,0.0,0.08175997777972903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897262637560906,0.10671921699041988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617269896293367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416640287586954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124618614037673,0.0,0.0,0.07872255123258662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271905106341718,0.0,0.0,0.07126570408303963,0.0,0.08829677567584113,0.06485365766284881,0.0,0.10542417514401027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262403293034006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789826300135151,0.10721274137675928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15801592281307467,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rainbowraine,2020/01/30,"Quick rant about being boring I can’t get past the thought that I’m boring and weird and I can’t fathom why someone would ever want to spend time with me. Like if I happen to be hanging with someone or people the whole time I feel like they just pity me and are keeping me around because they have to. I’ve been seeing a therapist and we’ve talked about how this is my biggest issue. It has translated into me being 20F and never having an intimate relationship with anybody ( SO or even friendships) because why would any want that from me. Part of me is always prepared to be to be rejected so I find a way to reject myself. Anyway sorry for the rant, I’m just feeling lonely and longing to be seen and wanted by someone but while also doing everything possible not to be. Social anxiety is definitely hardest thing I’ve had to deal with , I’m hoping with time an effort I will find a way get passed this. All the best for everyone else struggling, baby steps are gonna get us there I hope.",3.9386363636363626,5.3880507424242445,5.112545454545455,81.9188181818182,71.87878787878788,7.300202020202018,26.331313131313127,7.793537801064563,1.5847167676767668,789,26,147,10,15,261,121,198,0.114,0.762,0.124,0.7935,0,3,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,2,2,14,13,0,1,9,0,23,0,0,1,3,38,42,16,0,8,7,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,14,0,1,5,0,1,3,4,8,0,0,4,4,18,5,23,27,4,17,0,4,2,0,7,3,0,5,11,108,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157633064027252,0.10568923644787756,0.0,0.0,0.08637666530350356,0.0,0.097168500711739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307304058357183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548581126303432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329766212891456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309500862815718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610732599150292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838942587331134,0.11489514559119253,0.0,0.12137124013382625,0.11415568030908953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128448338133099,0.09074175777093328,0.0,0.0,0.2321844890278719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19908514815654585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232168851434016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523152712815961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257389862056845,0.0,0.1128995255883748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410925785147772,0.0,0.0,0.1124070236431964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796419102840877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754822713149986,0.12125315118804784,0.08805835916943144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319382569373768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636990683530406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121698256486733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947895968271747,0.322866078054088,0.0,0.0,0.14218636656949954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278689926930295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020923393904938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747780686585046,0.08438518328008444,0.0,0.0,0.10083818528695038,0.2221958309763784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278713792297294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22475570325476354,0.20164211504033686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292281621213393,0.141811175309412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18046003130862887,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pineapplee_,2020/01/30,I'm just curious For those of you who chose not to go to college what do you do for a living ? Do you work and if not when do you plan on working?,-1.8032352941176484,-0.0856763235294089,1.26029411764706,101.16632352941177,91.64705882352942,4.576470588235295,17.323529411764707,5.985473137389443,-0.6255647058823528,111,3,30,1,4,39,25,34,0.0,0.9209999999999999,0.079,0.3939,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,6,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,6,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,24,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165804758840865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4918793328614524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8110681378236836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tooscaredtopostonacc,2020/01/30,"I stood up for myself! So basically I’m in high school and I’ve been picked on by this one kid for years. However today I ended that. He was talking to me and I said: “I don’t want to talk to you” and he hasn’t said anything since! I’m really proud of myself yet also paranoid that someone could find this that knows me which is why I’m being so vague and on a throwaway. I’m rambling a lot, I’m just happy thanks for reading and thanks to this community for helping me so much!",-0.036003236245953474,2.102272834951457,2.421577669902913,92.9889360841424,87.64077669902912,4.986731391585762,19.26294498381877,6.42735559955562,0.02993915857605156,374,11,84,4,12,128,65,103,0.038,0.7929999999999999,0.16899999999999998,0.9246,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,6,4,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,12,19,9,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,7,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,2,10,4,14,12,2,9,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,1,4,54,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16254917869786675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726795599971006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16228879714458275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18003049920868286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18577850646881355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163770182423892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624276267938293,0.2147582961779753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170791289612636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728067542186429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14942153742110714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377361261150131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033177945114784,0.0,0.13021534729143988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3866989175547911,0.0,0.0,0.20571279386107927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16814107928402974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17222390126480142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267498602216512,0.0,0.3742741332621009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19266935680693986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988965914085532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18341305131016486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089457169959587 socialanxiety,poophead6667,2020/01/30,"Anyone like me? So I have huge social anxiety and instead of being quite I do the opposite. I'm super friendly and constantly force myself to make new friends. Granted I look like a huge red faced sweaty mess but it works. I'm not saying I'm fake but I legit run into the classroom or public situation being super friendly and talkative. I know I'm not hiding hiding anything by doing this but I do notice other shy people who cling on to me and then I kind of calm down. Anyway I always feel embarrassed deep down. Have a good day",1.442489114658926,4.0345010283018885,3.6201886792452846,83.6305442670537,85.88679245283019,5.525689404934689,20.41799709724237,7.010146845296331,0.8605872278664735,423,13,75,6,13,144,72,106,0.073,0.603,0.324,0.9805,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,4,3,13,0,1,4,0,7,1,1,1,0,14,15,10,0,0,6,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,4,11,10,9,13,0,12,0,0,2,0,7,7,0,1,6,49,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18090183757613512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16631741248258947,0.0,0.0,0.15201753983083094,0.0,0.1789092143885939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349420661635848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021092252183093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992860381453247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5039093336053666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18235248867309525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263981845316552,0.11948238870851087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21243026783162616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825689386769057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451223026473357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20997512168923155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475217698728011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507241373206965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23124140330163465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17289249036058585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24437700515833274,0.0,0.2216212598489284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827645796060644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SoldiersOfEternity,2020/01/31,"I'm such retard when it comes to socialising So yesterday I met up with some people from college after we all finished. 2 of them were friends I was comfortable with, 1 was just a friend and the other was some guy I didn't know (let's call him A). We head to A's house to smoke some weed and all is good, I chit chat with him a bit and it's fine. We then go bowling with some other guy who I didn't know (turned out to click with him pretty well though) and this day ends up going pretty well I'm happy at this point. We then end up all going home after a few hours and it turned out me and A had to take the same subway home. Problem is during this subway with A I was just silent the whole time (was like 40 minutes of this). We spoke a tiny bit but for most of the journey home we were just silent to the point where I ended up putting on some headphones and listening to music. Idk why but my mind was blank and I couldn't help but be an awkward idiot. We then just said bye to each other after we left the station. What sucks is A seemed to be connecting with the other guys and I wanted to make a good first impression but now I feel I've fucked it up for good. I'm an idiot",1.901,3.0460886196078434,3.2185784313725527,94.69610294117649,76.52941176470588,6.041176470588236,19.416666666666668,6.2581,-0.2187686274509799,918,17,218,6,20,299,130,255,0.11,0.772,0.11900000000000001,-0.5554,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,8,0,1,1,12,18,4,1,19,0,18,2,1,1,3,55,40,19,0,3,8,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,3,3,14,28,0,0,4,1,0,6,3,6,2,1,14,5,24,12,35,22,15,36,0,0,1,1,26,13,2,7,19,152,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24482088461339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449120958458694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965849563830578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231074802576302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29792593201324885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05669329769953495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537267490742447,0.0,0.0,0.17325355350255442,0.10365689406331256,0.0,0.0,0.1911680751239027,0.2821330454820576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33306136613131343,0.0,0.11935815525602983,0.0,0.0,0.11507164149631995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751543992633247,0.0,0.33740874653135194,0.0,0.11041962124303836,0.12937612033216958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232409108794241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182312788263695,0.11465445610218375,0.0,0.054778155987905836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484368600467703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321334563613307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773271096979202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119869718014233,0.0,0.0,0.2281409728411284,0.0,0.10728759032824503,0.0,0.11271565715065608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665566475996788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207354036309484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430334507515473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016132746175103,0.0,0.06538044569112428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24391757735464584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613368030285273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016260052666869,0.0,0.10117453152874677,0.12518251766880162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,General_09LT,2020/01/31,"Why am I like this?😂 When your grandmother sends you money as a birthday gift, so you know you have to call her to say thank you, but you’re shy and nervous and then have to rehearse many times what to say and then worry if there’s going to be an awkward silence after you say it, and also worry how to end the call if you’re gonna just say bye after you say thanks, or try to have a small conversation afterwards, and then a bunch more worry’s after that. (I could write a whole book of scenarios that coupe happen) UGGGHH SIMPLY SAYING “THANK YOU FOR THE BIRTHDAY MONEY” SHOULDN’T BE THIS HARD!! WHY AM I LIKE 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socialanxiety,Jb2277,2020/01/31,Hey guys.just come across this Reddit and I thought I’d express some of my feelings and thoughts to see if anyone can relate.social anxiety is really killing me at the Hey guys.just come across this Reddit and I thought I’d express some of my feelings and thoughts to see if anyone can relate.social anxiety is really killing me at the moment.i feel as if I have so much potential to do great things it life but I simple can’t get over the anxiety I feel I’m funny positive and quite a spontaneous guy.and the only times when I do open up people seem to say I’m funny which I guess is a confidence boost.but I feel sometimes I’m maybe too goofy and crazy and I like to make jokes a lot and it makes me unconsciously feel stupid and maybe people are laughing at me.but I can’t change that it’s simply my personality.anyway I was wondering if people see to get a trembling sensation in their lip.this is a killer for me I remember when I was in school blushing alway used to be my biggest concern but now just the thought of trembling in uncomfortable situations paralyses me.it makes me feel so weak and pathetic and there literally nothing I can do about it I just gonna face it.it has only seemed to be the last couple of years this has been happening it has come to the point after a long day at work what I have to try and battle through everyday my mouth muscles are very tense from all the stress.anyway if anyone has any comments or thoughts let me know and if you want any support feel free to dm 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socialanxiety,PaulJozsef,2020/01/31,"Treating Social Anxiety Disorder with Mindfulness Hi. My name is Paul. I'm a counsellor and mindfulness trainer who has personally experienced and works with clients who experience social anxiety. I wrote an article on how to use mindfulness to help reduce the 'symptoms' of social anxiety. While mindfulness is not a panacea, it certainly helps with the anxiety if practiced on a regular basis. Feel free to ask any questions you may have. [https://pauljozsef.ca/blog/treating-social-anxiety-disorder-with-mindfulness/](https://pauljozsef.ca/blog/treating-social-anxiety-disorder-with-mindfulness/)",16.26914285714285,21.81269340000001,12.188571428571432,26.76000000000002,48.33333333333333,13.352380952380953,42.714285714285715,12.031772070788634,7.360028571428572,515,24,48,17,7,150,55,75,0.142,0.752,0.106,0.0165,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,6,0,5,1,0,2,1,19,10,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,4,9,8,0,3,0,0,0,0,14,2,0,3,1,32,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078327881214391,0.0,0.3635051229251855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105537131964116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614701113798364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620229856991465,0.0,0.0,0.06006528427499845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924881915293354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5997350714539375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037254208914736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307528977257144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6054722570964456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347135887871374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259896661347742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648268159107518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hunt2destroy,2020/01/31,Is it possible for people with social anxiety to ever have a romantic relationship? I know this is a dumb question because obviously it is possible but it just feels like it's never going to happen for me,5.117692307692308,6.950309487179487,7.936410256410259,61.3169230769231,69.51282051282051,11.353846153846154,33.51282051282051,11.20814326018867,4.839882051282052,166,8,25,6,3,61,30,39,0.08800000000000001,0.7829999999999999,0.129,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,3,9,8,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,5,8,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,3,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20598549864762386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16414025798556678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435638471669238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614749011769262,0.19236157896536785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302839826963271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238108428637865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479799321692083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154832676261854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20767226612317166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18667309766791054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6071072697990505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016362432627599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890877501890538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744797735815844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,xxdeadsheadsxx,2020/01/31,"Social Media I have no clue what to do, I am on social media pretty frequently and i sometimes engage with others through liking their post, but after a while that's it. I have about a three posts of my on over the past 5 years, but that's about it. The thing is I interact with people off of it perfectly fine... Well at least for the part. See I would be hanging out with them, and the suddenly I end up over thinking everything about their actions. Down the smallest detail. I would immediately guess at what I thought their body language was telling me, and then after my actions would change accordingly. If I thought they did not like me I would immediately begin acting shy and very out of it. Now that you can see some of the toxic traits that I have I am wondering if there is any way that I would be able to save my instagram account. I.E. if there is anyway that I could begin to post again without it being weird. Or is this another one of the times when I am just overthinking everything. Or do I just care to much about what others think Please help me to figure this out as I am very confused.",4.189229452054793,5.4764263333333325,4.83488299086758,84.77780393835619,71.05479452054793,7.849429223744293,26.016267123287676,8.278499904357787,1.53327602739726,873,27,176,13,16,280,123,219,0.046,0.816,0.139,0.9675,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,5,1,13,10,0,1,9,0,25,1,1,0,1,38,36,15,0,9,11,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,19,10,0,0,6,0,1,4,3,2,1,2,4,2,30,8,35,23,4,35,0,0,2,0,11,12,0,9,17,148,49,0,0.12913746318739686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781790327973296,0.13541188985482366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344260964404226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316642502803097,0.0,0.1366103130357107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031057563441203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437746235424855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321208501622745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225947478725093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655811947361622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261800830562792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493089418969043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750688715959598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398432882780304,0.12327632082090713,0.08952765705113938,0.0,0.0,0.14175415532738173,0.0,0.0,0.37103397852486136,0.13137922581763065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20581167735326775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632787621106767,0.0,0.0,0.12772025312871907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287183478987943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857931923800769,0.16549214413652075,0.0,0.20504144195235588,0.07530109328054067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21310386299765224,0.0,0.1025033074240181,0.0,0.0,0.11611008819132827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448390623153024,0.14004407019136247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4586777435675081,0.0,0.0,0.0831602923546409 socialanxiety,StellarTeller18,2020/01/31,"Being left on “read” Does anyone get more upset than they should Over this?",1.9192857142857136,4.75181378571429,1.4685714285714295,97.00142857142859,89.7142857142857,2.8000000000000003,7.0,3.1291,-2.2738857142857145,59,0,11,0,2,17,14,14,0.182,0.818,0.0,-0.4391,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,8,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630813620036668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4544113001466544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712939332354114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5641816995148882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5194043767496977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,footsiesuagage,2020/01/31,"Is this social anxiety? I moved into a new home with 4 people living in it that I don’t know..... right now I want to go and get some cereal but there’s I think everyone there(living room, kitchen) I’m like terrified, idk what to do. I can’t go. What should I do?",-0.6085714285714268,1.5002538571428587,2.069285714285716,94.47571428571429,90.78571428571428,6.057142857142857,16.92857142857143,7.447530270364453,0.25831428571428594,200,5,47,4,7,69,44,56,0.16899999999999998,0.747,0.084,-0.6608,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,0,9,13,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,5,3,1,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,5,12,1,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,3,28,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365369972631323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954536550947266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615441314133126,0.0,0.3514507386231792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101526055265955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16992812134986818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510594018108473,0.0,0.2730290842555457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286304494941521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986270892684246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143602063352548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640549359433489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151902530940682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981227440348661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823740504938576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Obeythisbot,2020/01/31,"Inspirational post y’all Heyo everyone, this is me, currently typing out a small blurb while at a party. I gotta tell y’all, I’m feeling socially anxious rn, feeling pretty shaky and nervous, but you know what. I’m out here, I’m trying to live my best life and fight though this anxiety, even if it’s hard as shit. I’m not gonna leave early, and I’m gonna try to have as much fun as possible. Petition to get all of you who are wondering wether or not you should turn down your social plans tonight, don’t! Go through with it, try your best, and fight the anxiety! We can do it guys!",2.274590163934427,3.751157114754101,3.772918032786887,89.74216393442623,76.21311475409837,7.830819672131147,24.49508196721311,8.548686976883017,1.4262334426229506,456,15,103,9,10,151,86,122,0.159,0.647,0.19399999999999998,0.7813,1,0,0,0,2,0,18.0,1,7,0,3,3,9,3,2,3,0,7,2,1,0,1,21,22,12,0,2,5,0,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,7,8,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,0,3,11,4,13,18,4,11,0,0,0,0,15,5,1,4,4,58,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676151004582837,0.19760128864381024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3671196630614906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155280276750376,0.0,0.0,0.16713634759847829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17688198676217734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138453911403846,0.0,0.09940677971208832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17319083132559587,0.0,0.0,0.15668720443881715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612731156628322,0.0,0.0,0.185207035740619,0.0,0.0,0.1235458405830901,0.0,0.0,0.15445090336079445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858078098503162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19718751327510195,0.1675177827616391,0.17794885010863354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17954512271981832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3566024436820229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15288119628891367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185060012793338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562622285941557,0.1902545249588681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18968509747255224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,evliina,2020/01/31,"I called 911 My neighbours were fighting very loudly, and woman was screaming and saying let me go and stuff like that. I wanted to call 911 because I was worried, but I was too afraid and anxious. I just stood listening them for a long time trying to convince myself to call, and I managed to call eventually. But now I think that maybe I shouldn't have called and that the police who came were just annoyed with me. Because after I called and before the police came, the woman left. When the police showed they asked me what I heard, then went to talk to my neighbour, and then just left. So did I call them for nothing and just wasted their time? Or should I have called earlier, because they were fighting for a long time and it took me awhile to call. I don't know (˘･_･˘)",4.412051435406699,5.69346495394737,4.238564593301437,89.28586124401916,70.51315789473685,6.316746411483255,25.002392344497608,6.1124844417494595,0.6432947368421056,611,17,122,3,11,186,80,152,0.09699999999999999,0.851,0.052000000000000005,-0.6816,1,0,0,0,4,0,17.0,0,0,5,0,8,7,3,1,6,0,13,0,0,0,0,25,25,17,0,3,7,0,0,1,2,2,0,5,0,2,7,13,0,0,2,1,0,5,2,5,0,0,13,5,25,2,12,9,0,17,0,0,0,0,26,2,0,1,11,86,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387742380654742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596091738053649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681557555965709,0.0,0.07824275012298464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8450218592902603,0.2103328035387087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05225735245082451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05053336216321087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19980807338145867,0.09402519199985793,0.0,0.04492216708586273,0.0,0.0,0.16274586393118354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237621958754624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822858672633567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312239841475979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526084877168286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390599553459118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05891790186080805,0.0,0.0,0.16085050249592062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215992801998744,0.06242807213781031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586845014164018,0.05423454263819506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523865025595496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337977495742816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Maemae342,2020/01/31,"Leaving the house is a problem I want to go skateboarding. I got dress and everything. Now I'm just in my bed with a sickening feeling every time I even think about going outside. My therepist told me it's all in my head so why am I so scared to the point my body is in pain? I guess I'll just use that fear to do what i love.",1.1204166666666635,2.394732430555557,2.8566666666666687,95.955,78.8611111111111,6.466666666666668,23.11111111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.5175111111111104,253,8,63,3,6,84,53,72,0.214,0.6940000000000001,0.092,-0.8845,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,3,4,0,4,4,2,1,1,11,15,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,1,11,1,8,13,1,8,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,2,38,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503197165748031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488455146674284,0.0,0.18987215214024425,0.0,0.2025354445513471,0.0,0.0,0.2535881561908158,0.1139467663598931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256150019790817,0.0,0.18023778234532664,0.0,0.24825504428003164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23128027439367155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600305707064218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23861946844954016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033925912875919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397946760827762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213034264431192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21563525997798405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22562067278019174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439902731277074,0.0,0.0,0.13140689767519606,0.0,0.0,0.21533731838568426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19463523095883475,0.0,0.0,0.13292080940373385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20334874091778776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AlChirper,2020/01/31,"Would you rather - social anxiety version Answer the following question and leave another question. Would you rather, make an on the spot presentation in class, or go sky diving?",9.20758620689655,11.355195448275865,7.968448275862072,63.75887931034484,60.03448275862069,11.317241379310346,38.63793103448275,11.20814326018867,5.206641379310343,144,7,19,4,2,44,24,29,0.096,0.861,0.043,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,10,5,2,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,3,1,13,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071910417647863,0.22411136433130927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649425975520232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101992480432385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19555112574036845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.656357951925832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986328500917865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4162166085471115,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,eunibee,2020/01/31,"social anxiety is.... , to me, feeling like an impostor. bc there ARE good days. days when i feel like i can do it. i can go to office hours!! i can tell that cute person that her sweater is pretty! and if you know me as a friend, you might never even see that part of me that shivers, avoids, and breaks. but...it's hard to be vulnerable. bc then i hand you the power to say, care, or...to not care. the latter would hurt me more. so why disclose what's beneath my sleeves? the days that break me are the days that...I feel like all the bubbly energy and the vibrancy I exude will be discovered eventually as something that isn't all of me. you will discover me the way I really see myself: red, blushy, nervous, constantly emotionally available or amicable(""i can do that for you!!"", ""so sorry, so sorry""), seemingly unavailable (""but it's okay if you can't come!!"", ""it's alright if you are too busy bc i know you are, no pressure!!""). i try my best not to let you see that part of me, but at times, it is just too hard. i can't hold it in. it leaks through. my face gets red, i shake. i avoid. my palms turn into streams and they get little pieces of cotton adherent to skin because of my constant wiping down on the sides of my pants. i fear that people won't like me then because in those instances, I am everything that I don't want to be. so, yes, you don't need to prove anything to anyone. if someone doesn't like you for that human aspect, why stay? but i can't help still feeling like the recipient of your perception. a product before your eyes that must be alright, whether she is or not inside. i find solace in the moments i know i'm not perpetually anxious. there are moments i don't feel a blush arise on my face, a time when I can laugh with the cashier and tell her I agree with what she said. but it's always a ticking clock. ""you did well today, but what about tomorrow? what about after this?"" there are these days when i pat myself on the back for providing that answer during discussion. other times, i go off on my ass for turning into a cherry after talking in front of the class. it's a lose-lose. if i don't participate at all, well, i feel just as shitty. bc you have no idea how much i want to say something. say something, anything. please!! for me to just say to you ""i'm here. i exist. please don't forget me. prove my worth since i can't see it myself."" i'm not comfortable in this skin. how do you love yourself? how do you expect others to love you when you can't love these aspects? how do i practice forgiveness and understanding with myself? i ask myself these questions. i don't know mantras; i know these questions. i am flailing, but I am not drowning. and it doesn't help me find a steady raft. all i seem to find are pieces of log and driftwood. i hold onto people's perceptions of me like precious trinkets. am i just a sum of the good and the bad events? i never think i'm healing. to anyone who got this far, thank you. i'm always free to talk if you are. sending hugs to you guys.",1.291588337346898,3.4500525807504085,2.853701545871207,91.93344027551208,81.92006525285481,5.65389057199824,21.312540459359386,6.868970318607317,0.4338564385406145,2324,71,501,27,63,761,255,613,0.086,0.736,0.17800000000000002,0.9962,2,2,3,0,0,0,125.0,0,23,1,2,29,37,0,6,25,4,53,13,8,4,9,89,96,41,1,12,25,0,11,7,1,6,1,5,0,3,38,15,0,4,27,0,2,6,25,8,2,0,3,23,93,30,61,82,11,59,0,1,7,5,54,20,1,13,36,344,131,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839849073379145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05442656328021128,0.0803748295384408,0.0,0.09949399918870047,0.0,0.11709433826543005,0.0,0.06651198911416528,0.0,0.0,0.05470695078527595,0.05940401246515256,0.0867399908899821,0.0,0.060540081504768,0.0,0.07466343094544749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507635856260828,0.0,0.0,0.06128605589012984,0.0,0.15376729399965286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294167078870977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800297740212012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04699132072985236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639415171853899,0.0,0.0,0.08005912981308111,0.21584160151998205,0.2033071205298796,0.0,0.0,0.1950787090290924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05496729180582663,0.0,0.07434179001716643,0.0,0.08086792377884333,0.1193479277476035,0.056902026619683924,0.0,0.0,0.07044581359237842,0.0,0.0,0.1274658422934252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537544740143787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006456628741478,0.0,0.07616335965582402,0.0803152744469023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955001491679448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275169620476679,0.0,0.24330869719327766,0.07130707183531912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959427502477072,0.0,0.0,0.1926363689082496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547475720957354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05230056152225015,0.052753923437432175,0.10974449956822788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540885623060566,0.0,0.09864747984338557,0.06212202060303005,0.0,0.15619408170579474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238114990142802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15939980425156192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04557800635502696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767622284317693,0.22631290198237786,0.0,0.0,0.2267768861821395,0.1295374545656135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058852779949175676,0.0,0.0,0.07252447800479424,0.06028185025507109,0.1643152053774046,0.0,0.15928444343575768,0.0,0.07583226448897691,0.05681735850612245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143690625987034,0.12436963519508155,0.065501759889188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0455875410199242,0.0,0.0,0.12445756975412485,0.0,0.06743817339219997,0.0,0.0,0.04830352421748956,0.15477302923920033,0.0,0.07406558765617607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392761314062303,0.056472453798356664,0.0,0.0,0.12793775646250985,0.0,0.1283965583488349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0505401402801588,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sad_anona,2020/01/31,"Skipping class I'm a junior in high school and I get nervous breakdowns. This is my first time skipping alone. We were supposed to go to an assembly, but instead I decided to sit in the bathroom and wait until it's over. I've never really done this before but since I'm quiet the teachers trust me. I wish i didn't have to breach their trust like this.",1.3866666666666667,3.7778076666666682,2.8338888888888896,90.77500000000002,83.44444444444446,5.266666666666668,22.88888888888889,6.6274283507984215,0.6941055555555558,280,10,56,3,8,91,54,72,0.040999999999999995,0.7490000000000001,0.21,0.9398,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,1,1,1,4,0,1,4,0,5,0,0,0,1,9,11,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,1,8,3,8,8,0,10,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,5,36,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292559567243761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27051559030770883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253294142599866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704116800048291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16609337740519595,0.0,0.1806739732937897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358863838986545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15531338722159596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24518961112882826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20365947629600686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217390325839877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26297609969268176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18537422984059654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36557756117751306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,thechildstar,2020/01/31,"Bad haircuts Is anyone else constantly getting bad haircuts because for some reason you can’t properly explain yourself? Maybe I just get terrible barbers but I have been leaving barbers with haircuts I didn’t ask for for years, and obviously I’m not going to say anything, I mean I said what I wanted roughly but it seems I don’t have the skills to articulate (even though I can type clearly) I’m a bad speaker. And I have trouble explaining what’s in my head even if I have a photo. Fuck Not a born communicator.... anyone else have this struggle?",4.8247857142857145,6.528304085714289,5.8239880952380965,76.68455357142858,70.04761904761905,7.916666666666668,35.029761904761905,8.472884824447931,3.083690476190476,439,23,76,7,8,145,70,105,0.228,0.772,0.0,-0.9732,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,4,7,1,1,4,0,11,2,1,1,2,18,24,6,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,3,4,12,0,7,21,1,5,0,0,0,1,6,1,1,3,3,50,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24365964819772726,0.3570506322982252,0.14338133706731446,0.0,0.1628870886750838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4364392093036801,0.10621261501833072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18828715835018425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911035495586109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23016239714450545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107832377315912,0.1820621801282393,0.0,0.0990223029484546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788163468869885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18449070832401834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750434258956922,0.18979402338328535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17914357066174993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657382835526049,0.13855941697309804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15861786070144754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821492406437199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711859315534451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276887479984638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220223618428177 socialanxiety,5mokeDDD,2020/01/31,"Social anxiety and citalopram I have been prescribed 10mg of citalopram ( we will up the dose if it will work for me ) for my pretty bad social anxiety and mild depression. We also made an appointment at the psychiatrist for therapy etc ( so nervous and scared ). Are there more people here on citalopram for their SAD? How is/did it work for you? &#x200B; thx",5.579999999999997,7.437089727272728,5.64890909090909,78.07336363636367,68.39393939393939,8.916363636363636,31.381818181818186,9.3871,3.0215854545454546,286,12,49,6,5,90,51,66,0.254,0.6759999999999999,0.07,-0.9325,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,1,1,2,5,5,0,2,3,0,5,1,0,2,0,8,6,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,7,0,9,2,2,3,0,2,0,0,6,3,0,1,0,37,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17539722630713478,0.0,0.2376427501332428,0.2665085962650791,0.0,0.0,0.33557198614742456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831304536484067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188907643187087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446096784673973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20753428965786708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15205502949475597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22313632138599346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195864713784828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4471563453873756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25082168928527515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193480740555657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665085962650791,0.0 socialanxiety,jgambino328,2020/01/31,"My nightmare has come to life! I was awarded employee of the month today for ""keeping my head down and working hard"" and now I have to go to an intimate lunch with my bosses. Little do they know ""keeping my head down and quietly working"" sums up the entirety of my personality. I see many awkward silences in the near future with me feeling like everyone is judging me for being a quiet weirdo and I'm kinda panicking tbh.",6.1496296296296284,6.6907229753086455,7.3354074074074065,71.32533333333333,66.16049382716051,9.93679012345679,37.18765432098765,9.888512548439397,3.9268498765432094,335,17,57,7,5,114,59,81,0.10300000000000001,0.818,0.079,-0.2498,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,3,1,3,0,1,5,0,6,4,2,1,0,13,14,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,7,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,5,11,2,14,12,0,12,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,1,5,41,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19738841384692374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189581848032982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586276504883967,0.16370147116793546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022857299233193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20526920899484255,0.0,0.4703384387033742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40734979984923975,0.0,0.0,0.12593228195424622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618521248236093,0.11194883477535808,0.22966382158570445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323174011522757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18290161805380695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20008086560148264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18259916228287587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21720298174325825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33364106201861865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tiredcactus,2020/01/31,"Pls share your awkward stories with me! I’m suuuuuper anxious about working today and tomorrow because I’m having to do front desk/customer service stuff like greeting clients and answering their questions. I thought about calling in and saying I can’t come in because I’m making myself sick thinking about it, but I wouldn’t leave my teammates hanging like that. Anyways, to help me get through the rest of this week, I’d love to hear your awkward, embarrassing, or other stories! Humor helps me cope with the anxiety. Also, relating to each other just reminds me that we’re all people, and that we all have our moments like this 😣",8.891025641025642,8.36227447008547,8.353461538461541,69.90403846153849,60.70940170940171,9.851282051282054,43.431623931623925,8.841846274778883,4.189844444444445,511,28,82,6,6,162,82,117,0.10400000000000001,0.675,0.221,0.953,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,2,1,1,6,9,0,3,2,0,5,2,0,1,2,20,15,7,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,9,9,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,1,2,14,6,13,13,4,9,0,0,0,1,13,2,0,2,7,56,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17691316622712022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16923614989927946,0.24992073502539544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697128243233468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22589496612388485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19056533273943968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558067936746172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493361086381144,0.0,0.2965642609113483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342448210831549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32423737340484954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996637636709689,0.0,0.14766908285759975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15336922524402075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24782208852089416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17592661512928964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532491443319549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417517377657488,0.0,0.1756275553887594,0.0,0.0,0.20969497490365246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774529633883984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610540830639259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,culturallycurious,2020/01/31,"Social Anxiety as an Expat? Any expats here get social anxiety? What do you feel like is the biggest reason i.e. not looking like everyone else, speaking a different language, afraid of making a fool of yourself, etc.",6.470175438596487,8.786886368421058,7.0500000000000025,67.07833333333336,66.89473684210526,9.27719298245614,36.35087719298246,9.725611199111238,4.372340350877193,174,9,23,4,3,57,33,38,0.156,0.727,0.11699999999999999,-0.168,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,2,0,4,6,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,2,3,6,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,2,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749570596317758,0.0,0.3936321253806128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687995177574176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21492176961953935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286931661755249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24583902635119564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300868902231374,0.18379861122952354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441651945942434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513849168693907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216047731524792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173427477769124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645234198000345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5245226356139647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,charchar1D,2020/01/31,"Following up with my boss So I just got a new job at a pizza place. I’m not on the schedule yet, but I’ve worked 2 days already. Last time I worked was Monday. That evening I texted my boss and asked him about the status of my schedule. He said he would get me set up first thing Wednesday. I haven’t contacted him since then. He told me I’m going to be working on Super Bowl Sunday for sure. I’ve just felt really nervous about contacting him again. Do you think I’ve lost my job? I just started and have only done training and answering phones so far. What should I text my boss? I feel like it’s been too long since I last contacted him. 4 days. Just some advice guys? Thanks",0.4213141426783515,2.733502879432624,1.7879682937004588,97.01647058823532,87.58156028368793,5.019774718397998,18.22319566124322,6.522977012572876,-0.13680508969545224,530,14,119,6,17,169,95,141,0.044000000000000004,0.841,0.11599999999999999,0.8979,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,6,12,6,0,1,4,0,9,1,0,3,1,21,24,7,0,2,6,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,4,4,1,0,4,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,8,3,20,4,11,13,1,27,0,1,0,0,16,7,0,1,18,66,24,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16308409598210993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841685292116877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156020692513505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152619647400704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707875853455458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023002769938736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438517774734933,0.11922706778304315,0.16024167182939675,0.0,0.0,0.14195752321476254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719373541259523,0.0,0.09484808406833063,0.0,0.1334780949549775,0.0,0.0,0.1652484727602197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312274206190565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720771167025455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153458375643902,0.0,0.0,0.1476934121226653,0.0,0.0,0.18218140005338596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16118450841203805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692823665310946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743657262115648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691474138129127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875169717998994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761081605379244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181264118594834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572929296787732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365094436166746,0.0,0.0,0.11087506142670213,0.10693710734929138,0.0,0.0,0.09731556911870552,0.0,0.0,0.15947164161044092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644962250433211,0.0,0.0,0.11855468151321168,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,calankara,2020/01/31,"I'm gonna audition for a play I'm super scared but also excited. It's at this crappy little local theater so it's not a huge thing, but I finally feel like I'm at a point where I can land a decent speaking part (I'm basically guaranteed a part since my best friend's mom is the director). Anyway, does anyone have any pointers? Any tips that help them with performances, or voice projection? Thanks!",2.2922499999999992,4.612875725000002,4.240000000000002,82.47500000000002,79.25,8.0,23.75,8.841846274778883,2.0220000000000007,318,11,61,8,8,108,61,80,0.11800000000000001,0.611,0.271,0.9286,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,3,4,8,0,1,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,10,5,0,0,4,1,1,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,7,4,9,3,9,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,2,33,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183307279629557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31175513902606755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16027606593682184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405524168062781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20059210724236126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590060050259705,0.16375492854433912,0.0,0.2510994817617627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17709492748663658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536414419072102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198539211938097,0.22973881923397985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26845988174929863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4964461932108245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21668714228554756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294893685568271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18961328555723825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110351271952824,0.0,0.0,0.15228368942460116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,WeissLicht,2020/01/31,"Should i take a break from talking to my friends? I've had social anxiety for a long time now and I think i can control it better than the times i first acknowledged that i had social anxiety. I met new friends (i have 7 now) but i sometimes feel like i hate their guts, usually they are very precious for me. Right now, i don't hate them but i feel like it's hard work talking to them. I feel tired from constantly thinking ""Did I tell a good joke? Do they sincerely find me funny? Did i tell the right thing? Did i offend them?"". And i feel tired from having to explain myself. Why did i not attend an event, why didn't i go to school that day etc. (They do not know that i have social anxiety. They think im just shy). I love reading books and i used to read every minute of every day. I'm in 12th grade now (senior) and i can't read anything nowadays (my schedule got so busy, i feel like I'm wasting my precious time writing this.) I see my friends everyday and i talk to them everyday but today, i read a book for the first time in a row and i noticed that i miss old times; times where i didn't have to talk to or explain myself to anyone, times where i could read books to my hearts content and didn't have to answer any texts. I want to take a break but my friends would just think that I'm being dumb. What should i do? Tl,dr; Bored from friends, need a break. Should i take one?",1.101170839469809,2.9925863127147783,2.3718053510063832,96.56872422680412,81.06185567010309,5.394256259204713,21.045778105056453,6.367922702773337,0.056019047619047864,1071,31,248,9,28,343,133,291,0.127,0.6729999999999999,0.2,0.9790000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,9,5,9,21,4,0,11,0,27,5,2,2,0,41,56,13,0,7,9,0,6,3,5,4,2,0,0,0,10,7,0,1,15,9,0,2,7,6,0,3,11,7,52,15,23,39,1,37,0,1,1,1,28,6,1,1,29,150,62,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0539329483825531,0.0,0.18201387081391746,0.0,0.0,0.05545480865613897,0.0,0.06526468104786055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014250697169573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570502679413293,0.08895196666148276,0.06332191076275541,0.0,0.0,0.1022956941495237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845067775679191,0.0,0.0,0.13364277564195864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005054711829724,0.1699754391121432,0.0,0.0,0.0724871353737116,0.1349206618506544,0.0,0.0,0.3063703011532433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0450732232711809,0.06652076055559443,0.06343078022939631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104542939488415,0.15660275201878096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398173638130088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566750224961762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043586240186378036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623934845102,0.0,0.0,0.0701861108284651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157961327737779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05880673716884124,0.0,0.07659728087156074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029400424319456,0.08322162211474582,0.0,0.053741939308924236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966531105984548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135459178492641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026510396785684,0.06319913227638049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425371027461312,0.0,0.0,0.07843878710535718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17889185437240782,0.254982794311614,0.13863940295125524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052689481795871976,0.20327242929046055,0.0,0.0,0.3237206626169288,0.1823084249923358,0.07517581024140194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849765015524645,0.08734783495432022,0.06543836287325439,0.046778597358947856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431283621806623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057738012999975774,0.0,0.0,0.056338951726626924,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lHOq7RWOQihbjUNAdQCA,2020/01/31,"My parents gave me money to go on a college trip because they said I needed to make friends, but I was too awkward to give it in, so now I’m going to walk around town on my phone for the next 7 hours and pretend I was on a trip when they pick me up I could have stayed in bed like everyone else if I just admitted to it smh",6.866803652968037,3.1197564109589067,7.639726027397263,83.6298173515982,67.08219178082193,10.829223744292236,35.29223744292237,7.793537801064563,2.322985388127853,250,8,63,2,3,85,54,73,0.09,0.813,0.09699999999999999,0.1154,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,2,0,10,13,5,0,3,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,1,5,0,1,0,0,4,1,11,2,13,8,0,18,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,1,5,41,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24852724940771803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018407120680815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22290059341082105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332170580589094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667661567424583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21569191803566565,0.0,0.0,0.2678125888922993,0.3173261227610961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749336958832596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363920715347878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18635321308973765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20700664988774745,0.0,0.0,0.2969085404036614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099936817675681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655618246942017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29756617143145336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bugxbones,2020/01/31,What’s this thread used for I wanted to use ask some questions. I posted in ask Reddit and people didn’t like that. But from what I see here this isn’t what I’m looking for. I had a lot of trouble posting this itself.,0.40638297872340345,2.4442624042553227,2.1355744680851068,96.49400000000004,84.53191489361703,3.76,17.910638297872342,3.1291,-0.8433200000000003,171,4,38,0,5,56,36,47,0.066,0.8740000000000001,0.061,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,8,11,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,4,1,6,9,2,3,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,3,1,27,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4904460813885735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815068455593667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22027307792729806,0.0,0.0,0.22300530849537986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18185168784007552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.502438073054325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938455548032716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090259152124906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4531006517934866,0.0,0.0,0.15471635089149782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,RIDDLEDWANXIETY,2020/01/31,"PARTICIPATINGINCOLLEGE AHHH SO this is smth I totally forgot I have to deal with! After a whole gap semester, I forgot about how anxious I get in school or any institution. Outside of it, I'm p outgoing and don't get nervouse talking to people, but when it's forced and in school, my in-head bully can't be turned off. I just started college and participation in all the classes are required and I also feel as if I'm about to raise my hand and say the answers cuz I do know them, but then I get constant thoughts about everyones gonna laugh. im gonna stutter, say something completely diff, throw up(lol), etc. Even when it comes to intros, if someone next to me is sharing their name/background, I already feel close to the person sharing to the point where I think everyone's looking at me (Not in an egotistic typa way) and is judging me, so by the time I go, I'm shaking and nervous... SO Does anyone have any really useful tips for how they oersame this in-head bully, paranoia and social anxiety? I don't wanna keep going down this road and self-improve but honestly don't know how...",5.772825305535584,6.0860975046729004,6.710373831775701,76.27233285406184,66.94392523364486,9.014521926671463,33.75125808770669,8.841846274778883,2.8504533429187635,862,37,160,13,13,288,134,214,0.11900000000000001,0.76,0.121,0.5395,0,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,3,1,15,8,0,3,7,0,12,1,1,5,2,39,36,27,0,3,8,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,6,12,0,4,7,0,0,5,5,4,0,0,3,6,20,4,24,30,4,25,0,0,1,0,11,11,0,3,8,103,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573923683414888,0.11405870761119676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19398241204780114,0.0,0.10910921414308797,0.1611278383070798,0.0,0.09972806851263308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286047461190125,0.14954162673567364,0.1541290465359157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704210625353134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481379111242448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590667331667309,0.09420374477776663,0.0,0.0,0.2725722952103539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14423292660720166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22355005895749816,0.0,0.16211634689234194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927527643650385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540615636532403,0.0,0.0,0.1267733722744045,0.0,0.0,0.15676806584865907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977070307091313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168536240433356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887955764810626,0.12453633741452393,0.0,0.0,0.13482855375410813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137046610866513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268453251274539,0.0,0.2886921434465687,0.0,0.0,0.148790997968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539019780655255,0.120847338358649,0.10980118193504232,0.0,0.0,0.10095207800066597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114638126958158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138958030091528,0.0,0.11322985403380878,0.08316691220619729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551371478655741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318387734407175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321062149281125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923787833898656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LwitnesStruthD,2020/01/31,"Dear Social Anxiety... You’ve been there since day one, you were my best friend but also my worst enemy. I don’t blame you for messing with you the way you did. I understand it was my fault for allowing you into my life to begin with. I remember the fear of walking into school, the fear of interacting with those around me, the fear of approaching women, etc. I remember being a young kid skipping school to escape the fear and anxiety. The feeling of all the eyes on me, so strong it might as well have been true, the heat in my body, the sweat on my skin, the shakiness in my voice and hands. You’re the reason I didn’t have friends, acquaintances or connections with other people. You’re the reason I did nothing aside from gaming. You’re the reason I was obese, and most of all you’re one of the biggest contributors to my hidden... but clinical depression. You’re the reason I wanted to do nothing in my life and sit around feeling sorry for myself. However I can point the finger as much as I want I know you’re not real, you’re in my mind. A delusion created out of low self-esteem. You are now irrelevant to my life, I’ve realized no one stares at me, no one judges me in their minds, no one even acknowledges my existence for the most part. The same way I only think about myself in public all others do as well. Social Anxiety is in the mind, it was all in my head. You do not control me, I control my own life and what I choose to do with it. Social anxiety you DO NOT define me, and just as I created you, I’ll destroy you, farewell... my oldest friend... but greatest enemy. I cured my social anxiety, the only way to cure it... is to accept the fact that it’s all in your head and to embrace it. Peace ✌️",3.9061983669548535,4.757197481268012,5.317337896253607,82.69178013928921,71.30547550432277,8.78045148895293,25.985710854947165,9.075114841892004,1.9053151777137365,1334,40,274,26,24,449,158,347,0.17800000000000002,0.6859999999999999,0.136,-0.9645,1,0,0,0,0,0,54.0,0,11,1,4,11,21,1,5,23,0,23,14,8,7,7,61,31,18,0,2,8,0,5,0,3,1,6,1,0,2,12,17,1,2,15,1,0,2,8,11,2,5,9,8,52,10,49,20,15,31,0,2,2,0,24,20,0,5,5,204,64,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371297650088333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047409944545956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418483997634827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360993906069525,0.0,0.0,0.08849666850449593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787159010984974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051381289938204025,0.0,0.06862063035216043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888543737219176,0.05262203213612303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586086993411676,0.08056823767373779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18466115982164796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635311357387966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043785171271413036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250963103684124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451848208695244,0.2413353987818692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058567450040040075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289320225202552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26993610908363513,0.1211869739587932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627607344867858,0.0,0.0552339322862281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531497293714988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068319190525488,0.0,0.32766077688785405,0.0,0.0,0.18050372609756155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16126288063950714,0.0,0.0,0.08311436764120893,0.0,0.0,0.06590478474928854,0.0,0.0,0.3248587486326496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891853109369634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051050045227465035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294045949953834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398419723471013,0.18971771163871592,0.0,0.0,0.14326783387717795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,xlime4,2020/01/31,"Style change anxiety I’ve decided that I’d like to do a style change. However, there’s certain things holding me back. Basically, I’d really like to do a gothic/edgy look but with pastel pink, wavy, short hair, but I’m not sure if I’d suit it. I’m not skinny in the slightest (I’m about 100 pounds overweight even though people have told me I don’t look like it) and this is very different from my usual style. How can I overcome this anxiety about not looking good enough for a style change? Thanks for any advice.",2.2476923076923083,4.421373000000003,3.3294615384615405,89.71553846153847,78.61538461538461,6.8523076923076935,21.93846153846154,7.908726449838941,0.9902261538461548,408,12,85,7,10,131,70,104,0.11800000000000001,0.764,0.11800000000000001,-0.0134,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,4,0,6,3,2,1,2,13,14,6,0,1,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,5,5,7,9,13,1,4,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,1,5,43,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16996408378490324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827954789864513,0.0,0.266114610787307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374277226206258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5519901567002676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817216493157549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17971798279884393,0.0,0.1148802741964863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458856917775144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549227882981331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4381765685202301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058236879902327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142512672703817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639286070030311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16013297816594413,0.0,0.0,0.11555251979967154,0.0,0.1708870519200724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16619923170783224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19156123924544466,0.14351190149989745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,inactivityislife,2020/01/31,"Just got prescribed Paxil today I don't know how to feel about it... especially after looking up videos of all the withdrawal issues people face after quitting, I am a bit terrified. On the other hand, a lot of people swear by this drug. I am so confused right now and don't know if I should take it or not. What do you guys think?",3.4070149253731365,4.6330043283582105,4.782268656716422,84.64295522388062,72.88059701492537,7.151044776119402,23.84776119402985,7.554174236665415,1.0490620895522382,258,7,52,3,5,86,53,67,0.12300000000000001,0.812,0.065,-0.5982,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,5,1,0,1,4,0,6,3,2,1,1,14,13,5,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,3,5,0,9,11,3,7,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,4,4,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939350962989302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122273440137121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613340173271565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215331976634893,0.0,0.0,0.2665851673067233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28101158897805256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959292387535973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260897510783548,0.0,0.0,0.2288941306913285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37330756190288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863647654982475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299253812791763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024313562310547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725150385829803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25520347938127164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,clapppedd,2020/01/31,"Funny but sad Isn’t it funny when you realise you haven’t seen any of your family members apart from sister/brother/mum/dad because they live in my house xD for like 2years plus I only seen my papa at Xmas because he came for dinner but other than that the rest of my family I avoid like the plague lol Like I want to see them (well some of them) but I can’t. I know I’m gonna regret this when they’re gone or I’m gone but what can ya do :P",-0.018787878787879464,1.7603641414141435,2.0972626262626264,97.65922727272728,84.35353535353536,4.768080808080809,14.950505050505052,5.6839178017228535,-0.9483058585858584,346,5,84,2,10,116,70,99,0.094,0.639,0.267,0.961,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,3,0,3,7,0,1,2,1,5,1,0,0,0,12,16,8,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,1,1,0,0,3,3,3,1,0,5,3,15,4,11,10,2,8,0,2,3,0,8,3,0,2,5,48,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834395109579436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288746601754729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085225764744413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5085933089085463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31125572525244544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824775622448852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.395359235372767,0.0,0.2381945307426473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20515732211782234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21495613100017247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591057652171645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425379905422597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Iluvnuggetsandcats,2020/01/31,"I genuinely need Valium or some type of benzo, I can't do this anymore. How do I get them prescribed? How do I get benzos/valium prescribed to me in Canada? No I don't want to abuse them but I need SOMETHING to help me. I've done everything, I've tried 6 different medications, therapy, cbd oil, I'VE TRIED. Nothing works. The only thing that has ever worked is alcohol. I want to be my old self again. I hate myself. I can't even have a conversation with my boyfriend or the people closest to me. I want to shrivel up and die. What the fuck is wrong with my brain? Why can't I even look people in the eye? Why can't I just be normal? I'm so messed up. I want them to be able to socialize and be normal. I can't do anything anymore.",-0.06658920027341253,2.1591787662337687,2.512611073137389,91.48478127136022,89.25974025974025,5.839507860560492,19.793574846206425,7.273561745256523,0.5984467532467534,566,18,125,10,19,195,85,154,0.204,0.759,0.038,-0.9761,1,0,2,0,1,0,23.0,0,0,3,2,8,4,2,0,5,0,19,5,2,2,1,20,31,8,1,8,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,1,3,24,0,15,26,1,8,0,0,2,1,7,5,1,3,3,82,28,3,0.14128795508798608,0.16740312320187473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099385557814804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802393724824406,0.0,0.0,0.11626794852344467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772408461038426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663459088999084,0.14761584145861434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445866321852622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18663872363434933,0.1278030442651669,0.0,0.0,0.12698050373314632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061843779506613,0.1476342501763554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949260471369662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470233807320423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864629799313285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233275050439054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20952645688912652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768643954258733,0.13556960346414354,0.0,0.14825794167260434,0.0,0.0,0.10745585652350627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19590255649080301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14739415091480906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402527740046314,0.0,0.10877037053168154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16157509001049467,0.0,0.09386543929751172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918504942395872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.333341186222338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25498080706259285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20571862807095495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15447619913394384,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,stickytuna,2020/01/31,"I just went to a fundraiser by myself for a cause I believe in but almost didn’t go since I was tired after work today. But I knew the food would be good and that 1 acquaintance was also going. I ate a little food, chatted with the guy I knew then lost him, and spent the next 2 hours staring at my phone while waiting for the raffle. Didn’t feel like drinking and only had polite chit chat with two people who started talking to me first. Didn’t even win anything in the raffle. That was my lame night, and how was yours?",5.534330218068533,5.070366373831778,5.701448598130843,85.94911993769472,67.50467289719626,7.5071651090342675,27.17912772585669,5.46131890053228,0.9020604361370714,410,10,85,1,6,130,76,107,0.096,0.792,0.11199999999999999,0.4215,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,4,4,5,0,0,8,0,10,5,0,2,0,17,21,10,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,6,4,1,3,3,1,3,3,2,0,2,14,2,12,3,11,5,0,16,0,2,1,0,8,4,0,1,10,58,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18365442849745728,0.0,0.0,0.14666956214803428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509273566584689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066355452307008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884082910921478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17966787311717608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113780954242424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273548962574407,0.13102514923421593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560048905839089,0.4435500734351502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20846749988428304,0.15383209405718726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18160058958703526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806177812151924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960281589644595,0.18382080675437085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20020911000788866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19505416249276814,0.17211393096205815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13948838513560108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715049757599906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171518352316474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298155782087642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741464495406253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107980016058316,0.17384726535433498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17916082909433345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001902583077924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335216159933156,0.0,0.0,0.13028622716739113,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ruydan,2020/01/31,"Social Anxiety in College! Hello there! So today I started college and I was kinda excited because I get to meet new people but I have social anxiety... I'm going to say something but im not trying to be selfish in any way ok? Alright so im attractive male teen I say this because A LOT of people constantly say it to me and most of the time I find girls staring at me and all of this doesn't help one bit with my social anxiety since people are constantly looking at me. I honestly don't know how or when I got social anxiety but I really hate it since I want to be that very social person that's always talking to everyone but my anxiety won't let me and I end up overthinking things, feeling ""stuck"" and not knowing what to say. Let me give you guys an example on something that happened today! So I went to my essay class and i sat next to this girl and I instantly caught her looking at me and once she realized I caught her she smiled and I obviously smiled back but I was terrified. Soon after that I got very anxious.. didn't know where to look, what to say and even how to sit on my desk (Not necessarily because of the girl) . I'm really good at hiding those feelings so I honestly doubt that anyone noticed it. Anywayssssss back to the girl, we spoke a little bit but nothing really of importance just things that had to do with our class work. I start overthinking shit since I never know what to do or what to do next when talking to a girl I find attractive and this has cost me multiple beautiful women that were into me :( Please help me on fixing my social anxiety or even tell me any tips you guys know!!! I really want this to end and finally be a sociable person and have decent conversations with people!!!",2.7530091897974533,4.795915566860465,4.654021005251316,81.46014628657169,76.47093023255816,8.159639909977496,25.92235558889723,8.933256019334266,2.231746924231058,1361,51,260,32,31,464,158,344,0.128,0.727,0.14400000000000002,0.7961,0,0,2,0,0,0,30.0,2,2,0,1,16,12,2,1,8,2,20,1,1,2,3,52,49,30,0,2,13,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,11,22,18,0,0,10,0,1,4,8,4,0,1,13,12,46,8,38,30,5,39,0,0,4,0,40,13,1,7,20,180,68,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059218224403529536,0.0,0.0,0.09679458232615812,0.0,0.3266640732865945,0.08040059738100015,0.0,0.049762948279538234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944897922117544,0.0,0.1301516990659678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539600818670113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381659116700375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606903925774335,0.0,0.0,0.0940127719112696,0.0,0.0,0.06800493196792255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197026648572262,0.0,0.0,0.07796204911128123,0.13009416697841492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037182811845929815,0.06827169199486137,0.040446924852702584,0.05969309510325285,0.11384053835471213,0.0,0.0,0.14093679646583746,0.0629344215113697,0.0,0.0,0.07026455268709368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540602438090748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15374924508780236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19556282571846464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455500402037372,0.0,0.0,0.07132993259173966,0.0,0.0,0.17929185006426082,0.0,0.0,0.060505252102702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054889841603610594,0.06873536522324247,0.15137786095062453,0.0,0.0,0.06828847711981527,0.08102626214019186,0.0,0.07579255372728641,0.04822588718780157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19735821164622355,0.12428387333896937,0.0,0.07812207844569358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18237047391193892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28298182121973386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305385112917663,0.17661494373122866,0.0,0.0,0.4352863743400067,0.0,0.10957858944141732,0.0,0.0,0.1007474246956397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440572885374405,0.062204753796455736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456290702369556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0414991567811386,0.0,0.1349195875911162,0.0,0.0,0.048319010130358615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744358861109952,0.083954519991116,0.0564905586367342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597428150790316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05181180540171298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,gowoldfish,2020/01/31,"okay i genuinely feel like such a huge burden for my ""friends."" they barely speak to me anymore and i dont blame them. i cant bring myself to make eye contact and i cant think of anything worthwhile of saying. and on the rare chance they do. they dont care. they look away/walk away or start a completely different conversation with someone else in the middle of my sentence. so i give up. im just there. there can be any number of people and im always the odd one out. im just tagging along bc i dont want to be alone. but then i feel selfish for taking up their space and time. im so boring and i get shaky and nervous when i speak up. if my additions dont work well i beat myself up. i know im not supposed to and people always tell me it doesnt matter and to brush it off or forget abt it. i try and i cant and it just rly hurts me i guess. i just feel stupid n lame for having this problem when it isnt even a real problem. im just pathetic and 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socialanxiety,foshnooe,2020/01/31,Can’t handle it having a sleep over with my jugdey friends and my social anxiety is going crazy and i don’t know what to do. I can’t bring anything up because they mock me.,5.259729729729732,4.371223756756764,5.976351351351353,85.16560810810813,68.18918918918922,8.481081081081081,29.31081081081081,7.1686216300943375,1.4919837837837844,137,4,30,1,2,45,30,37,0.18600000000000005,0.73,0.084,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,6,1,1,0,0,4,9,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,4,9,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457137373191857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.371887538555802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754831888908807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491484072340054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256833708339176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483606648736617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4522413666467918,0.4606704305226005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Automatic-Maximum,2020/01/31,"Young adult struggling I am a young woman who has struggled with selective mutism and social anxiety for as long as I can remember. I've been to several therapists and just recently was told CBT and exposure therapy were the most effective treatments. I feel so discouraged and stuck. I've seen so many therapists and it hasn't helped. I've been in different social situations, I've tried to change. I feel paralyzed, I become a different person in social situations and can barely talk, unless it's to answer a question. I've tried setting goals to smile at people, greet them etc and even that is often too difficult for me. I also don't see the purpose. I don't care that much if I can greet a stranger at the store as if I can converse normally in social settings such as school and work. I'm so sick of being this way and I feel so bad about myself because I can't even communicate effectively and everyone knows how terrible I am socially and it makes things soooo awkward. I can't talk to people and I'm so lonely and just want to make friends. I'm usually very shy and quiet but in one on one settings with people my age I can usually talk a bit more and enjoy time spent with another. But it's not like I have the opportunity to hang out one on one with people who are nice enough to bear with me and want to be my friend. I feel so stuck. I just got out of therapy again since it wasn't helping and again I want to pursue it because maybe it would help this time. It never helps. I'm so stuck in my ways, I don't know how to act and I can't talk even when I want to",4.887136222910215,5.140211482972141,6.0886857585139325,80.17463854489165,68.8452012383901,9.92749226006192,29.462693498452012,9.888512548439397,2.607261424148606,1251,43,259,28,20,421,158,323,0.125,0.7659999999999999,0.109,-0.0971,2,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,5,23,15,0,3,9,0,26,1,0,6,1,59,51,38,0,8,9,0,4,1,2,1,1,1,0,3,15,25,0,1,11,0,2,2,10,8,0,4,12,7,28,7,38,36,6,31,0,2,2,0,24,11,0,5,14,171,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721492927089733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813398244355576,0.06429818700410136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017842156620402,0.10247246599540333,0.09282686270893148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176106965377827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569479929044344,0.0,0.08891398638336848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17562917805722306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684634362474554,0.09373821116402822,0.16654312962782514,0.0,0.0,0.0803135855537766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16999326335494785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987398044752418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722263777097681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253483587065717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238360383559699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04106269115928882,0.0,0.0,0.07438179835897701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122083468567789,0.08521372923252915,0.08443974147854065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06178658145038207,0.0,0.06482470994521744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235136845998466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278184128404827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330793540572309,0.0733894087201818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941554803802072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829894507550169,0.0,0.09521251281214917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506330822619278,0.06697714202932496,0.0,0.0,0.09495282282437316,0.0,0.06952720919380885,0.18895193404740587,0.0,0.42839306471722105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17573507501656727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702255270682841,0.0,0.0,0.19223749953029864,0.1951775634152519,0.0558392303593786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802071650108232,0.0,0.0,0.0803135855537766,0.0,0.11412916215573425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18513888203734047,0.06935023261334369,0.19829998586317887,0.1334303022666661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611895600129253,0.0,0.0,0.05970686361761681,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,trixntreets,2020/01/31,"I finally approached strangers at a networking event... And immediately forgot how to form words and what I do for a living. It eventually got a little better, but now I'm home and having... after shocks? I'm proud that I made an effort despite the social anxiety, but I feel like I'm about to burst into tears at any second even several hours later. I dont understand how people can maneuver these situations without feeling like they're actively dying.",5.98,7.565173190476194,7.429523809523811,66.73214285714286,67.09523809523809,10.361904761904762,31.857142857142854,10.504223727775694,3.8665142857142873,364,15,57,10,6,125,65,84,0.084,0.7170000000000001,0.19899999999999998,0.8713,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,5,5,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,3,0,15,13,7,1,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,2,5,4,9,10,1,11,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,8,38,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473352553482249,0.0,0.1657432110149724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19161689626415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248573869502735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539222273649972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14310094039011187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21909816304436155,0.3095618476344429,0.0,0.2373388703631463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17328164845996938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21732620832863825,0.0,0.213365046311306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21169686433686,0.21714880274937715,0.19131348435378526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050075750274023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15020377075436409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447625117150428,0.0,0.0,0.2435333073583296,0.0,0.22085612497362656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255492095035304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20885112746252255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ParadoxialBrainDmg,2020/01/31,"Avoiding a Hair Cut for Two Weeks So yeah, been putting it off for so long because Ive never, ever (22 years old) had a style that suits me.. like literally, suits my face shape, the way my hair grows, the part, etc. And the only advice Ive gotten is ""you like fine, dont worry about it i think you look fine, why is it such a big deal"". But anyway.. anyone else struggle really bad with this stuff specifically..? because I Also feel like what stops me is the fact I dont even want a style that came from me, cause it always feels wrong. Too much comparison of other people compared to me I suppose. Just looking for anyone that relates I suppose.. first post here. Fucking sick of my Social anxiety/issues. Thought after a decade or so Id look for people to relate to with this.. illness? Someone tell me im stupid and rationalise it for me.. or maybe even some tips? :) No one in person will, they just say I look fine and ill find my style one day... Thanks reddit :) <3",0.4870306895177378,2.9406445284974123,1.9785751295336809,94.09850438421681,90.76165803108809,4.2127540852929455,17.26763650856915,5.8734145424116955,-0.3816335591869269,746,19,155,6,26,240,126,193,0.149,0.725,0.126,-0.7226,0,1,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,2,1,1,14,14,3,2,9,1,10,7,3,1,3,24,23,10,0,1,5,0,4,3,0,1,3,1,0,1,13,6,0,2,5,0,0,3,4,7,0,4,5,9,21,7,17,17,4,19,0,0,4,1,8,4,1,3,13,97,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870584747429445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714505490438614,0.10107853485958693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987898414898536,0.12446746753765768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142816023320401,0.14810241479524214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893724305282382,0.0,0.12479026673656413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834256859802825,0.1252373780522622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847401082561161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147838521266056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547888495824487,0.16046872966210174,0.10988283546323123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284476887147752,0.08678314116303434,0.0,0.0,0.11102771084751473,0.10332821233781599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123034618715372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121592707123064,0.12679035144509815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178042471983295,0.0,0.0,0.10750325803881244,0.4080400968744136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122039901120549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929951890837662,0.0,0.09369049517866114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746960062334192,0.0,0.16463181962464146,0.09238867720110487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315476744677049,0.0,0.16843361209019594,0.10606896736867336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634131706630213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211786412790228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782123024769641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660332834661432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383042947166105,0.10292700632658612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156015063192518,0.0,0.12699405992310234,0.13906201870262594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617618880636888,0.1118396337536078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778375100153221,0.0,0.09643911120250304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186653067220439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165023910304985,0.09642273063594843,0.09744146373583673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961403239585113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233657163428673,0.0,0.0,0.13281595027738227,0.0,0.07822715842864009 socialanxiety,Struuner,2020/01/31,"Afraid of talking about my social anxiety How do you guys do it? For example, I'm afraid that they see me as a weaker person, that they won't believe me because I am attention seeking or that I become less attractive for it. I tried to talk about it, but it just makes it worse it seems. This whole thing is just eating me up. Always pretending nothing is wrong is making me more tired every day. Drinking socially only helps just for the short run so it's not a sollution. The stupid thing is, I'm very social and I love hanging out but I always push through and its getting harder and harder. I'm not as strong as I think they think i am. I don't want to loose my friends.",1.9668227424749176,3.9940249130434817,3.342753623188408,90.0038628762542,78.85507246376812,6.275139353400222,22.93422519509476,7.321109707123232,0.8726459308807133,530,17,110,7,13,173,85,138,0.11,0.7140000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.8992,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,3,1,8,8,1,2,4,0,10,4,0,3,0,20,22,11,0,1,8,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,14,4,2,0,4,2,0,3,4,4,0,0,0,1,18,4,14,21,3,7,0,0,1,1,14,3,0,2,1,76,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644369540560574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215589364725802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686465952243188,0.17549382389684118,0.0,0.17902716948587774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247808915002997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556626220130925,0.0,0.162595535002299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13388106303355934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276662588989246,0.0,0.08301928677205603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733711010095425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650808404000972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341448194372394,0.0,0.2121354884607615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246992854461894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085147663777845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874634555104567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662363485518438,0.1446576291184486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4859391012309531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554374330653193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21113371223050206,0.20363486756463808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18263348408250796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078834428976416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311100812230736,0.0937240088220455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17740744710756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16193383603717462,0.0,0.1737334508765913,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Memerdreamerbeaner,2020/01/31,I'm literally unsociable I have watched so many videos on how to be social but I just can't meet anyone new or barely outside my comfort zone. I want to become normal but am just useless in social situations. I want to go talk to some girl but I can never get to confidence to do in real life and I always never know what to say. Please help I really need it....,1.699542857142859,3.624354306666668,4.3219047619047615,83.16000000000003,79.26666666666667,6.9523809523809526,21.38095238095238,7.957251820313856,1.1046952380952382,283,8,57,5,7,100,55,75,0.092,0.752,0.156,0.4591,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,2,17,13,7,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,8,1,10,12,1,7,0,1,1,0,7,3,0,2,3,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18115310905021068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222869120347834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24044484955974485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374508501335145,0.0,0.12373025808167593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592718806418212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964834896816948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377581674546928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22072492496042206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614300517862959,0.3358245054431253,0.2102667757655692,0.0,0.0,0.2133106928593305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389814544162244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24780294048344514,0.13947133116903704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731326369035485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447164432267297,0.0,0.44385818067062377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17498796767178884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568233422801218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,0livesarenasty,2020/01/31,"Joining clubs There’s this club at my school that I’m interested in joining (academic team). The thing is I don’t know what to expect there and I’m really nervous that I will embarrass myself, especially since I’d be a new member halfway through the year. If anyone has any tips that’d be great as there’s a meeting tomorrow, thanks!",5.945454545454545,6.2817861212121215,6.757121212121213,76.00568181818183,66.57575757575758,10.236363636363636,33.16666666666667,10.125756701596842,3.2777393939393944,268,11,51,6,4,89,51,66,0.071,0.774,0.155,0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,2,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,11,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,5,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,30,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530071499854206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601464134976775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4101870737331213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20446926672569735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3593287649042293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238345126024067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765350459638566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307764081311245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425341840092306,0.0,0.0,0.24717387094851814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23958837292643276 socialanxiety,Vacticspore259,2020/01/31,"Trying to understand I feel like I’m constantly bouncing between introvert and extrovert but am mostly introverted is there a name or explanation for it? My main source is coming from me being scared to ask people out and other people beat me to it if that makes sense I posted this in the introvert subreddit too",13.85896551724138,9.131390758620693,13.216551724137931,51.95862068965519,55.206896551724135,17.117241379310347,46.24137931034482,14.554592549557764,6.6238,256,10,40,8,2,86,48,58,0.067,0.903,0.03,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,12,10,5,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,8,9,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,2,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013988099782844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777175146850903,0.0,0.3483979357881364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16301422422321055,0.2303213488422311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750748263175626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152033116281057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4470206563980363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087683703733717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227768555170458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188872248568491,0.0,0.0,0.3356279112566718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,This_1s_My_Name,2020/01/31,"Is it possible I have social anxiety or am I just shy? Whenever I have to talk to just about anyone who isn't family, my heart starts beating really fast and sometimes my hands get real clammy and sweaty. Even if it's something as simple as asking someone for a pen. If it's something normal like going to a cash register at a convenience store where I know I'm not going to have to say anything I'm fine, though. Whenever people try to talk to me I never know what to say and I usually just answer with one or two word responses. Even if it's around people I've known for years. VC on Discord even with people I talk to regularly via text and consider a friend is a no, and even if I do join I'm very quiet. Every social interaction I have I berate myself afterwards and feel like I could have done better and that I screwed it up. I'm planning on going to the doctor to see about depression soon and I want to bring up my suspicions about social anxiety too but trying to talk about depression to a stranger, let alone depression **and** social anxiety, has me really nervous and I'd rather not risk asking about it if I don't have to. My parents already didn't receive it too well when I told them that I think I have depression and I'm scared of the judgement they would have about social anxiety, too. They're very ignorant about mental disorders and think religion is the only cure. I used to be somewhat extroverted but no one really liked me and even then I didn't have any friends which I believe is the reason I've grown very introverted and quiet over the years.",4.206086956521737,5.513927573248413,5.592946552201606,79.27995430628637,71.03821656050955,9.15513708114096,27.34644142896705,9.54385415503706,2.481942841318194,1254,43,239,29,23,422,155,314,0.17,0.765,0.065,-0.9862,1,1,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,3,25,17,1,3,11,0,25,4,2,2,1,50,47,28,0,10,15,1,2,3,2,1,1,4,0,0,12,17,0,1,8,0,2,6,9,9,1,3,4,7,30,8,37,39,1,24,0,4,1,1,22,8,1,8,13,165,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727808807815894,0.09299380884821233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0573063469848469,0.0,0.2578646350015273,0.0,0.0,0.05892339659025616,0.0,0.06934685697980393,0.07501797939924651,0.1575617562682455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494319598058863,0.0,0.07452978120898268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06728257027920699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903257868375006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658048021752542,0.08625370095793118,0.0,0.08623725309233518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278297007884218,0.0,0.07100093266395223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944205826291882,0.0,0.04260933788551653,0.060202354867074336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021326154250706,0.0,0.044027487206570466,0.0,0.1436773910921219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986010698142153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262494555901073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617156980406425,0.0,0.12350988839656213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492412792887295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649940571731716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256650210236753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420678134748788,0.06409097269378007,0.0,0.0,0.09357162922036434,0.0,0.0,0.17526618564452828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950015265402955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959174701096297,0.16195615611893951,0.08664337931023354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402943881779242,0.08436876084824574,0.0,0.06715211224282137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4295121931799008,0.07140151966426111,0.12975000289748514,0.08334497715656584,0.0,0.059646591148912034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709314607156562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799335762941703,0.08279464088703531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052339571863633,0.0,0.11442731169247936,0.0,0.08231934002330969,0.0,0.0,0.07278204187169983,0.09281126822072057,0.20859420677332075,0.04970450554087449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576866167185113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059862841050481924,0.0,0.0,0.10853396382867622 socialanxiety,MightNotExist,2020/01/31,"Worried that one (1) specific person doesn’t like me for some reason?? So basically I followed the insta account of a good friend of a friend, cause her arts pretty good, and she followed me back at one point, and long story short I’m worried she doesn’t like me now, even though I don’t even talk to her? This sort of fear started after she had like a poll on her insta story and it was basically whether people found her approachable or intimidating, and I being me was other thinking this “””interaction”””, and my dumbass answered intimidating (but tbf I find most people older than me intimidating), and now it seems like she’s ignoring me, at least on social media. Like before she’d look at my stories and like my posts but then after that she doesn’t. I don’t even know why I’m concerned with her opinion of me but I guess it’s mostly cause she’s a friend of a friend, but I don’t know what else. Anyway, I’m worried about that for no reason, and I just had to ramble",3.596,5.05066531794872,5.152820512820514,81.27384615384621,72.74358974358974,7.661538461538463,24.794871794871803,8.238735603445708,1.4702410256410263,767,23,152,12,15,259,98,195,0.09699999999999999,0.75,0.152,0.8672,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,11,14,0,1,6,0,12,0,0,4,0,34,25,17,0,0,7,0,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,1,10,9,0,1,9,1,1,3,7,2,0,2,5,1,30,12,19,18,4,20,0,0,1,0,20,7,0,8,15,108,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580749744373666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602297552238564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25599113643542226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408490915825963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468856759193491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020640457590547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138795140797265,0.0,0.0,0.13661431536204316,0.38505371574050506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20901231230148,0.0,0.0,0.13725777930316468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695064172137464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36523116689052776,0.0,0.0,0.11026453390776586,0.10463020358251153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16886047165886434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727599150978444,0.1087934027521497,0.0,0.0,0.11778455554089436,0.0,0.1193296029772413,0.12676006859483396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562131902120319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342854215979647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270110770443959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881904856735574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001464486256558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983680605551405,0.1224160417276185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242952457790263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796032825674774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Odise98,2020/01/31,"Not knowing how to explain your feelings I struggle to put into words how I feel, I just never quite know how to put what im feeling into a cordoned sentence. Even if I manage to do it it never makes sence and I always just feel worse for trying or wasting peoples time.",2.396181818181816,4.3874089818181865,3.9327272727272735,86.45909090909093,77.36363636363637,4.4,27.363636363636363,3.1291,0.7678363636363637,214,9,39,0,5,71,39,55,0.15,0.7979999999999999,0.052000000000000005,-0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,6,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,2,22,9,6,0,1,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,7,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,7,9,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,3,30,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908637566496216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15150429619230074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4639286492257831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477713473772468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25212411181593397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153113910991957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3538262579093265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15902422801368304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4611834616292686,0.0,0.2439754262225507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397993142934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375417856276758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15573495970138704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23375931238556816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,IndissolubleTragopan,2020/02/01,"I feel invisible. No one bullies me. No one pays attention to me. I wish things were different. I am 33 years old. All my life, I have been left alone. No matter what I achieve, people rarely take interest in me. I wish I knew what I was doing wrong. I talk to people, pay attention to them but its never like they invite me for things or ask me what i am doing next weekend. Its always me. And im tired of being invisible.",0.06523510971786806,2.355651678160921,2.685350052246605,89.89692789968653,89.6896551724138,5.922257053291537,18.25391849529781,7.348242739294969,0.4925724137931034,324,9,70,6,11,112,57,87,0.223,0.722,0.054000000000000006,-0.8938,1,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,2,12,15,3,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,4,1,2,0,4,1,0,2,4,1,19,2,6,10,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,6,51,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077439328480855,0.0,0.0,0.16690147586929502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875184232055148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095669844398808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142100524089362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21666451651845475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21793447537535512,0.0,0.14167800322273974,0.09799492834196977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547023009580208,0.0,0.21332274532947912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104785600826062,0.0,0.2718410363641525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27811857861712697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15081377075657865,0.16122135698866202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665174260747512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305411370761759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4613220734141728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193064843200537,0.0,0.12916914766263904 socialanxiety,Balkoth26,2020/02/01,"school is done, college over, where to go now? Social anxiety has followed me my whole life. As a kid I was homeschooled, went to college and was thrown into a whole new world, with absolutely no social skills or exposure, I made some friends but ultimately did not overcome my social anxiety, I roomed with other introvert's and even though I pushed myself to do everything that made me uncomfortable (try everything once), I still can't function in new groups of people. Now college is over, I'm even married. But I'm still lonely. I have no social outlets at all. I'm self employed so that makes matters worse. I have to be to pay the bills. Although I have enough time to take up a part time job if it was interesting in some way, or allowed me to interact with more people. I have a question for you guys; what do we do now? I feel like I need to be thrown in with a lot of people, I'm ready for exposure to my worst fear (people), but I have no outlets. I tried meetup, those are lame. And it's harder being married because the options are even more limited. I feel like a job is my best bet but idk what to do.",3.9352073991031387,5.042037887892381,4.979257286995517,84.18798906950677,71.46636771300449,7.906838565022423,28.287275784753362,8.278499904357787,1.8490719730941705,871,32,177,13,16,286,122,223,0.177,0.7290000000000001,0.095,-0.9567,7,2,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,1,0,3,12,9,0,1,8,0,24,1,0,4,1,33,38,14,0,2,8,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,1,3,8,9,0,1,3,0,3,4,5,4,0,0,8,2,24,5,27,27,12,25,0,2,0,0,13,11,0,9,11,129,32,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17265269995610874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878945095348646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842418631459793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547992676934367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659936622452415,0.0,0.22359978040710607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20283616888522812,0.0,0.0,0.1269823417583918,0.1141159543530732,0.1612334178582434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718400324756292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641325877420342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173459414211302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239631071526524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797059766376768,0.11026103264253516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593704350730528,0.0,0.21355391344951147,0.07532511780308315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367336430795813,0.0,0.21797339882890102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017656768245633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220046936239552,0.0,0.3129309056524396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641256822894767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420547387684556,0.0,0.0,0.1177222644764438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4601263128068129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18023681377697565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484562610375944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086993988887553,0.0,0.13160201044599176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15322911039979376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957135113634751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460872891899343,0.0,0.2519755077188415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149990071374741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Laura_has_Secrets77,2020/02/01,"Did I fail bc I bailed, or did I succeed bc I knew my limits? I'm at a point in my life where I'm finally getting help for my social phobia or maybe apd (doc won't let me know my diagnosis) and I'm trying to make new friends and go out of my comfort zone. With this new group, I've finally made plans with them and convince myself that they would want to hang. Turns out they do want to hang and we have hung out a couple of times and it was really cool but also utterly terrifying. We were supposed to hang out today but I've done so many things outside my comfort zone this week, that I don't think I can handle it. Plus I'm adjusting to meds and the anxiety is through the roof. So I told them I had to reschedule cuz of anxiety. I'm not sure if I'm taking responsibility for my limitations with my mental health, or if I'm enabling my social anxiety and missed out on a cool thing.",2.6962537993920956,3.7325711329787272,4.648206686930092,85.65500000000003,74.37234042553192,7.924620060790273,25.130699088145896,8.418075326091056,1.4271188449848031,695,22,155,12,14,239,108,188,0.111,0.7829999999999999,0.106,-0.6055,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,4,6,4,10,0,0,5,2,14,2,0,3,1,39,34,19,0,5,8,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,8,18,0,2,4,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,9,2,25,8,24,22,0,21,0,2,0,0,12,10,0,5,7,96,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284080554703615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525306582544146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699650822496252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157195010984547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365416002506064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186776847854363,0.0,0.0802541951057806,0.0,0.08729935250749371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327884330684547,0.0,0.0,0.10296065997723013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441931307228684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570752821567956,0.10849835312174627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534824670238986,0.10253498639740477,0.15573509123847598,0.1543205650280816,0.0,0.1706246143934366,0.0,0.1548014198497098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29671243983109497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145209852897462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840565350132692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131694088290127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14477436260147458,0.0,0.1154946101932572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20410156234271407,0.09842623941556856,0.0,0.0,0.08957045633985433,0.0,0.1456030672316429,0.1467796760751544,0.0,0.10429021028285868,0.1670821335188091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18120475813656672,0.0,0.12321561721050665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911919871127107,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Scorpede,2020/02/01,Things have hit a new level with me tonight. I had to turn a mirror around because it felt like I was being watched and judged by somebody sitting in my proverbial vision despite me being fully aware it was just me in the mirror.,8.974,6.795599844444448,8.131666666666668,76.8375,61.66666666666667,9.0,38.05555555555557,3.1291,2.5065555555555563,183,7,33,0,2,57,36,45,0.0,0.897,0.10300000000000001,0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,9,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,6,1,6,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,3,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4029004116764003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27589422292081056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4345566820948452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211122599301439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4371135446914016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006802055332201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4922871698846437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LookingForClearSkies,2020/02/01,"How to tell my mom? Hey all, my mom was just talking about how she’s worried about me and how I’ll survive if I can never do things on my own and I can’t be a hermit forever and she’s starting to blame my electronics. I feel like telling her that I think I have social anxiety and should get tested because that would explain my behavior. I’m not sure how or when to tell her though because the anxiety itself keeps me from doing it. I’m a highschool student and I think it would be great if I can get help before I have to go college but I feel like I’ll never be able to say anything. I know she’d be supportive and she only says those things above because she loves me and doesn’t want bad things for my future. Any advice? Thanks in advance.",2.278461538461542,3.8080979044586014,3.625732484076433,90.57819696227342,76.32484076433121,6.3594316511513975,24.81577658010779,7.010146845296331,0.8908220480156785,589,20,127,6,13,193,92,157,0.078,0.7759999999999999,0.146,0.9132,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,9,8,0,0,3,0,17,1,0,4,4,32,34,17,0,6,6,2,2,2,0,3,0,2,0,0,9,7,0,1,6,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,1,4,26,7,11,25,2,9,0,0,0,1,20,2,0,3,7,88,35,4,0.13835168191669614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519566234680205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408388798468016,0.0,0.21167731596213296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385164589016142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551787544682696,0.2530137034875997,0.0,0.11772709122824032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399095347599929,0.19767693841052175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456608709276922,0.0,0.07862844914901937,0.0,0.0,0.1525332177375009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273421606047064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297333176335695,0.0,0.0,0.07603446617235415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518328674221916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486779454011995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240716354737562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21341069240960311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522268846320372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200456209801176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103211667593274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792603255283637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699984909745993,0.13039482288158544,0.0,0.0,0.11120184125607316,0.36277640427725205,0.12737564057421036,0.0,0.0,0.2757441296232169,0.17730034275229975,0.13592982503329706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160340656294307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050284873686067,0.0,0.19656213065989064,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,KopiteJB,2020/02/01,"First time in gym Ive has enough of being skinny and feeling inferior to everyone so me and my bro decided to join a gym and get a PT for a few sessions just to start us off. We just did our first session and now I just feel pathetic and completely demoralised, my bros younger and could lift more and looked so much more comfortable than me. I also suffer with mild rosacea so I could feel my face burning at times and that made the whole experience 10x worse. All I can think is the PT must think I’m pathetic for struggling at such a light weight, I’m 5”8 and about 110lbs for the record. I wanna change so bad but these thoughts are messing me up I can’t concentrate on anything else other than how I look, wtf do I do? I’m gonna stick it out and hope it improves but I’m just so lost and hate myself........",1.972678571428574,3.7819113869047634,3.176809523809524,92.23485714285715,77.98809523809524,6.860952380952381,23.7,7.793537801064563,0.9872828571428568,635,21,143,10,15,205,110,168,0.17,0.757,0.07200000000000001,-0.9538,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,3,0,0,3,14,9,1,1,7,0,13,3,2,2,2,35,32,20,0,5,6,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,14,2,0,7,2,0,0,1,7,0,2,4,7,19,2,19,23,7,13,0,3,2,0,5,7,0,1,6,97,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768257626139713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167947997340655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375297250185395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821307683237189,0.0,0.18051472665701665,0.0,0.0,0.2749240552086858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438241557913283,0.0,0.0,0.17789542381196494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16451376930365794,0.0,0.16841320450756894,0.0,0.0,0.2611597308031978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29289178927650905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995060142061467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16998011874259022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17100153333541535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891552833590645,0.0,0.1879415582427783,0.0,0.0,0.1629093929492307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265631877434197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186129817859473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17998722999658862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22063642702615788,0.0,0.13668205031937733,0.2007849286051459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20709673834683706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20965407244005213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19221926836876035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754537590991921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,em_bee_bee,2020/02/01,"What do you do when you have an opportunity to go to a social gathering and you don't really want to, but still have some amount of FOMO? Or hard time saying no? This seems to happen to me often, particularly when I don't really know what to expect the atmosphere to be like- my initial gut reaction is ""I don't want to go"" then I think ""well, it could be fun"" then ""what if it's not? What if I'm just uncomfortable the entire time?"" A lot of time it doesn't end up being a terrible experience or anything, but I almost feel like if I didn't have a ton of fun, it's not worth it. Because the alternative seems to be masking the fact that I'm struggling to interact with people and that can be draining. I'm just curious if anyone can relate and if they have some advice to offer in terms of overcoming the fear of missing out or even potentially what others will think of your absence.",5.757403314917128,5.206838801104972,7.245795580110498,75.35189779005529,67.06629834254144,10.554917127071825,29.702209944751377,10.125756701596842,2.676237127071824,697,21,143,15,10,242,101,181,0.146,0.7509999999999999,0.10300000000000001,-0.7459,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,4,1,1,8,10,0,2,10,0,21,1,1,0,1,35,36,17,0,9,14,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,14,5,0,0,6,0,1,2,8,4,1,0,1,3,12,6,21,28,6,15,0,1,0,0,10,3,0,15,12,108,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18164586700740185,0.0,0.0,0.1861382024144335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997597009179065,0.0,0.15296852405581082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331451699208515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14841502439381007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646400207642328,0.0,0.0,0.12277609800713865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818323961230504,0.0,0.20917368176997747,0.09398966025585022,0.13279715577279155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21128685002457653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437857423872554,0.0,0.16651754518614933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215820752365233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18162923942198092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15803382053491996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128870102662539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23816695033471816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782418648012582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384476743859547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18948759645686095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14844897883499733,0.0,0.0,0.194328641851592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382167735332879,0.0,0.0,0.32517525671832165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21928102246150094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671340396725204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FullAsMuffins,2020/02/01,"I feel the need to be expose to the social situations that I fear Hey! I suffered a lot from social anxiety in high school in specific situations This led me to choose to study from home for university (I just go there a few days in the year to pass my exam) So as you can guess my life is absolutely empty of social interactions, i'm at home all day (I just do weighlifting 2 hours per day, wich is a very solitary activity) And it drive my crazy, I need a social life so in september I'll start traditional studying, atbthe university But I can't wait to prove to myself than I don't have this anxiety problem anymore Sometime I can't sleep I just want to go outside and do this scary social thing but how ? Talking to a stranger is not what scared me in the past My problem was(is? I don't know it was 2 yeears ago last time I had to) things like answer the question of the professor in class I don't know what to do, they are no acting classes in my small city (and no university of course, I will move in september) Do you guys have idea or can relate?",3.0433578431372545,4.491660912037041,4.661590413943356,84.27186274509803,74.1388888888889,8.045315904139434,25.66884531590414,8.671277953709913,1.6844698257080613,831,28,177,16,17,280,123,216,0.129,0.841,0.031,-0.9247,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,1,0,7,6,0,2,11,0,21,3,1,2,2,29,33,10,0,5,7,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,2,1,10,3,0,1,8,0,0,7,8,5,0,0,2,1,25,1,28,29,3,28,0,1,0,0,13,11,0,4,11,114,35,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030690770764325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17789718827313228,0.0,0.11531165987598878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22495956835932765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13083954994563401,0.058791166954463125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216135095354084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280879152766566,0.11512863763946145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284890140419487,0.2332627753678141,0.0,0.11450557034013037,0.0,0.0,0.13125816364638745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780129682228322,0.09477808555691966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16425424144553008,0.056805157660973625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988512215304219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235798915653553,0.0,0.17243004305780674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109958191574976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22251528456005254,0.0,0.0,0.1302524690087802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640964518381786,0.11767457267251755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613916453325481,0.11635705912516855,0.5926288534701798,0.0,0.0,0.11499705721766525,0.0,0.08229869020546926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345590386165664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449334637748874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06779977270956362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593747477836796,0.06858087988820588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487605656799345 socialanxiety,throwaway_12q,2020/02/01,"How do you stop comparing yourself with your peers? (specific techniques please!) A decade of severe depression, anxiety, and bipolar disorder has definitely withered away a lot of my life. I think it's natural to get jealous and maybe even angry and bitter at the hand you've been dealt. This obviously is ignoring the fact that all of us have a choice, however difficult it may seem, in responding differently to our natural inclination to depression. BUT at the end of the day, if you don't remind yourself that everyone moves through life in different, winding paths at our own pace, you are sunk. That's just how life works for everyone. If you can't find a way to think positively, you crash and burn. **What are specific ways you snap yourself out of comparison?**",4.755362479247374,7.4472084100719425,5.643309352517985,73.64705589374655,72.81294964028775,10.60785832872164,32.99446596568899,10.560738912317856,4.397789817376866,615,31,105,22,13,201,95,139,0.16899999999999998,0.7509999999999999,0.081,-0.8443,3,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,3,7,0,1,4,6,2,0,8,0,10,5,1,2,3,23,14,9,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,7,6,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,1,2,12,0,19,12,3,13,0,2,0,0,11,7,0,5,3,70,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117191306916615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16109904730888794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058213728707747,0.0,0.29536883855795376,0.0,0.0,0.3582933881955595,0.1965162280620068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186901539418818,0.0,0.0,0.11325244634769398,0.0,0.0,0.32768845136678704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15671788381877005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958451746560568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36333699182004864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577525325989332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17226181553298686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822424620744384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18821945822620026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15609726855250153,0.0,0.19370909199035646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335422901054173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21973847354336684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20625388914020465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722053113037119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248301393979272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jbo99,2020/02/01,About to get a haircut This is the worst!,-2.4333333333333336,-1.4696182222222198,-0.7238888888888884,108.2675,120.11111111111113,1.8,15.611111111111107,3.1291,-1.5881555555555549,32,1,8,0,2,10,9,9,0.386,0.614,0.0,-0.6588,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hakszi,2020/02/01,"What is the difference between social anxiety and a sociopath? I wondered about this, cause I recently heard about sociopath stuff, so I don't know where I belong.",7.258620689655174,8.92215365517242,6.747758620689655,72.51060344827587,64.17241379310346,9.937931034482759,38.63793103448275,10.125756701596842,4.426641379310344,132,7,20,3,2,41,24,29,0.07200000000000001,0.9279999999999999,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27869365415669306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37424336845527617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38062299801844973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20021345341715865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597089492725089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.371364836815108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4170440505053629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950751124519194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,flatulencewizard,2020/02/01,Waiting for my roommate to get out of the kitchen so I can grab food It’s been 2 hours. I’m fucking hungry lmao,-1.7257999999999996,0.16230672000000368,0.5355000000000025,102.35525000000004,101.8,2.5,22.25,3.1291,-0.5015999999999998,88,4,21,0,4,29,24,25,0.0,0.8270000000000001,0.17300000000000001,0.6344,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,4,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6409095857027831,0.0,0.0,0.490000528862141,0.2769167273998446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5219688791060911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,littlefinger2020,2020/02/01,"Thriving off others opinions and feelings I ended a long-term relationship about a month ago. I gave way too much of myself and I’m coping. My social life was terrible in the relationship. As in I didn’t have one...After the relationship ended I put myself out there to meet new people in my town and I noticed an issue with how powerful my reactions to social situations. For context, this morning I was self deprecating pretty hard about texting my new friends about plans we had for tonight. I had very negative thoughts about the situation like “Oh, what if they bail last minute?!” “What will I do?” “Will I go out anyway alone?”. Turns out one of the ladies I hit up was super nervous about tonight and is absolutely excited to go! Awesome! The issue is I noticed my whole mood shifted drastically. Like a gray fog has been lifted from my life. It’s actually kind of frightening how much power I think I give people over my happiness. I would very much like the power to be with me so I can not be so desperate for other people to be in my life and possibly choose the wrong people again. Any ideas on how to reverse this to were I bring this level of energy and happiness to myself regardless of how people feel?",3.584271408134068,5.834233051502148,4.99379521765788,79.02140200286125,74.70815450643777,8.043245452687513,26.54588187206213,8.841846274778883,2.272055139995912,963,36,175,21,21,321,135,233,0.081,0.764,0.155,0.9598,3,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,1,5,15,13,0,1,11,0,20,3,0,4,0,27,32,14,0,3,2,0,3,3,1,3,3,0,0,1,8,12,0,0,6,0,0,4,3,3,0,1,10,4,30,9,36,15,4,28,0,0,1,0,12,13,0,2,13,129,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.10220641069179252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284140248939443,0.0,0.0,0.10847404221793533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122350224518184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18552853444557427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591449053129368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091812699453277,0.0,0.0,0.10047151175658928,0.11904681331647853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22298505674686045,0.09382213381186748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182332504255975,0.0,0.21863259788686404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109065555004848,0.0,0.08537313652123765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219326286776496,0.15350493054182596,0.0,0.0,0.09268732327989827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835986077380096,0.0,0.23097718698381675,0.0,0.0,0.2023077458118441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384833541205778,0.0,0.0,0.1419425137998879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36305087259235946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180731593418023,0.0,0.10655331356734624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052877666887742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33733910651209936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092616167204404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354534225011818,0.0,0.21352861778728066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711006332001375,0.0,0.08314802025465387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392178169835344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17283495617428454,0.0,0.08313389723275247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693306898978074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440085467477743,0.11451145895171062,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Melodic-Courage,2020/02/01,"Job Complaining Hey, I just wanted to complain a little bit about how frustrated am I about having to be around people for 8 hours a day. My job isn't even social, it's data entry, literally I barely say anything to anyone but I still feel social anxiety at work. I just feel like everyone there hates me and since we are all in little half cubicles, just feel like people are watching me all day and I have no privacy just uggh I am still stressed out at work. I used to work serving and retail jobs and thought once I got away from the public, I wouldn't have to worry about it. I mean, it's a lot better now, but having to be around just coworkers still makes me irritable. Thinking about trying to find a new job because I feel like it's getting awkward that I barely socialize with anyone but I can only every apply to low level jobs because I can't ask for letters of recommendation from people who barely know me at all. It's just never ending problems with this issue.",3.876666666666665,5.430923711340211,5.329257731958762,79.89014089347081,72.1958762886598,7.441374570446737,25.304467353951893,8.021203637495839,1.5956492096219934,776,24,142,11,15,261,111,194,0.132,0.769,0.1,-0.503,5,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,4,19,12,2,2,5,0,14,0,0,3,4,39,29,8,0,3,9,0,4,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,10,0,0,9,0,1,0,5,8,0,1,2,6,21,4,27,24,5,22,0,1,1,0,12,12,0,1,13,102,29,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742682835973086,0.0,0.0,0.14153943100073704,0.0,0.08328877191911611,0.18020010273389786,0.09461946620611188,0.0,0.09509191406184864,0.0,0.0,0.12339567266054265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951370283593975,0.11049718384338283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054660808162544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964370430342675,0.0,0.0,0.06684950702867926,0.0,0.08527539306380771,0.09671231015005397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20470311586319706,0.21691741004113874,0.0,0.0,0.09250584524857752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05287904167290234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094840428781892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999257997233844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967333634690573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563893049998473,0.5021859797393479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05562341467711896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483410694072646,0.20288183118979464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604674010737749,0.0,0.0,0.06755973082145217,0.0,0.0,0.11024943307482524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806085870006775,0.09775108609597703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778737293047357,0.0,0.07697621261077722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105027682153195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968461216969661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048776719176554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372353161741182,0.0,0.0,0.3095183659555776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24248386815779266,0.0,0.115937892319074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485250034472062,0.0,0.08035094508128192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871623805277953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741458732621431,0.0,0.0,0.05969740238626808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22105041127641825,0.10278559990006897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,polyglot21,2020/02/01,"How do I stop lying to people out of a sense of shame? Hi all. Over the last several years, my life has taken some undesirable turns and my path has been anything but straight. And this would perhaps be ok, but I’ve had a hard time accepting it. As a result, when I meet new people it can be hard to be completely honest with them. I can be prone to lying and then be unable to sustain the lies on top of feeling terrible. I don’t want to do this anymore. It’s exhausting and I feel like a terrible person. But I am very afraid of losing people’s interest/affection/respect if I tell the truth. Are there alternative ways to talk about those things that I may not be the most proud of so that people will still be able to respect me? Or how can I overcome this fear and learn to be real with the people I meet/know, despite the risk?",2.635739348370929,4.195926596491233,4.078834586466169,87.57434210526317,75.43274853801171,7.2248955722639945,23.910192147034248,7.957251820313856,1.1768192147034249,652,20,138,10,14,216,106,171,0.2,0.621,0.179,-0.6498,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,3,7,15,0,4,10,1,23,2,0,3,2,30,28,16,0,3,6,0,4,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,10,8,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,3,4,14,7,20,14,3,14,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,5,9,98,24,1,0.1659838578633037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16461138580730328,0.0,0.0,0.13659057228024346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17403091699462553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867779863555624,0.16785285158518273,0.11857890122268712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973778681865164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122038742877887,0.13529899772899198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723930753470235,0.0810913287835025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18569347992249136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16030824423526385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5753615386282882,0.14493070239038322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18892596873947765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18751451395876464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325549232997243,0.13876993743888594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341153759373453,0.14507720780720795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027229975076304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678652232691876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805427738906364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369540659730698,0.09790157986124452,0.13175026045925306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179101703165566,0.0,0.0,0.10688816246942212 socialanxiety,BubbaWhoaTep,2020/02/01,"Anyone else have major issues at restaurants/fast food where the employees are super exuberant and bubbly? It feels like it's so forced, and I feel bad for them and me.",6.440312500000001,7.15561240625,6.506250000000001,76.91375000000002,65.5625,8.9,25.375,8.841846274778883,1.7730124999999997,135,3,24,2,2,43,29,32,0.166,0.585,0.249,0.5279,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,4,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,2,2,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25955936932654844,0.3803495475039314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099456879138604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100991661567106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753908806681165,0.2651932197651837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4488698268570037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3874478508644609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18135494892762355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,theclowneryisreal,2020/02/01,"i can’t control this and i hate it I just started the new semester and i’m in a health class now. so on the first day we had a daily check in when we went around and had to see how we were on a scale of 1 to 5 and then answer a question, and apparently we have to do this every class. i HATE things like this, plus we’re all sitting in an awkward circle. When we went around my heart was pounding and I couldn’t breathe and I thought the words wouldn’t even be able to come out, my voice was shaky too. This sounds stupid and exaggerated but it was really that bad. I managed to do it and was relieved when it was over with but now I know i’ll have to do this every class. I have no idea how to calm myself down in this situation it’s honestly terrifying, any suggestions?",2.157608391608392,3.3918951757575786,3.6630303030303035,91.40685314685317,76.03030303030303,7.016317016317017,22.995337995338,7.61054688173877,0.6876386946386943,604,17,143,8,13,200,95,165,0.146,0.782,0.073,-0.8788,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,5,0,0,2,13,10,3,2,8,0,18,3,2,3,1,36,28,19,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,13,20,0,1,5,0,1,3,4,6,0,1,11,3,17,4,21,14,1,25,0,0,1,0,7,11,0,2,11,103,30,4,0.18411666146431305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520564342507826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278057274045251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15372972176461427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586002010481543,0.0,0.0,0.20650249158972156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874001505311192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160731845158873,0.0,0.3102524563403574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660953818550455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635541708117024,0.0,0.19570740145332588,0.0,0.2181791303223728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078453000361516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118570207411176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995010069966733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778210189457698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20625279791749213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794984791059974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671714152253928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20695484167160247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031872062769664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231892874078774,0.0,0.0,0.14616806317200776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413559795266329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,skyesdow,2020/02/01,Does anyone else feel like they are catfishing online friends by not revealing they are ugly? Even if we're just friends. It always makes me feel bad when they ask for a photo. It always seems like they don't expect me to be ugly. I just don't feel worthy of a friendship.,2.567454545454545,4.6012217454545485,3.503636363636364,89.53545454545456,77.0,5.854545454545455,20.090909090909093,6.742157984588678,0.29038181818181785,216,5,43,2,5,69,39,55,0.188,0.601,0.212,0.1516,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,4,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,11,11,2,0,2,4,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,7,4,4,10,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,2,3,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4267467781134506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17930441229552888,0.2627466396570846,0.0,0.0,0.2397309026869721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21411143646681616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244068675505855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142174597099987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16937204686036564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3889817659863593,0.18319629354212533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3962400962103417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25056111531418485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17117149255349953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334476184548017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,thenotoriousone231,2020/02/01,"Anyone else? Does anyone else feel embarrassed about coming off as anxious? But then you don’t know whether it’s all in your head & you just think you’re coming across as anxious, so it messes you up. This is me almost every day on the tube",3.246632653061223,4.9433209591836755,3.636479591836736,90.80941326530613,74.10204081632655,5.716326530612244,20.413265306122447,5.985473137389443,0.024220408163265542,193,4,39,1,4,60,40,49,0.138,0.862,0.0,-0.7059,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,10,7,6,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,8,7,1,9,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,2,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20830235094617294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253899827637855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4700076123648999,0.0,0.29090535726082706,0.42628290124030577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3583822568034839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415592882727032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18204002662519544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34754865120515466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752661326203527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518134881487146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134889123414592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143225545299116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133291052879396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lisageorges77,2020/02/01,"Silly accomplishment but something big for me :) I am bullied a lot and so I have a lot of anxieties when it comes to even just standing up to get a piece of paper from the front of the class. But recently i’ve been standing straight up to get things like sheets and books :D I know it seems like a really petty thing but I can’t help but feel proud of myself because I used to skip school to avoid mock interviews because of the fear of being judged etc. But now i’m brave enough to stand up in class and everything (even in a classroom with the bullies) and even though my mind tells me everyone is whispering about me because of how i’m walking or how my hair looks, I still carry on walking :) And I just thought i’d share it with people who would understand aha believe me I want to be a nurse (which obviously requires a lot of social bravery) but honestly. I want it and so I will just fight through the fear",3.558872586872589,4.907468983783787,4.2976254826254845,87.78682432432434,72.67567567567569,7.664092664092664,27.808880308880312,8.192908349453996,1.6911853281853275,722,27,152,11,14,231,110,185,0.134,0.657,0.209,0.9367,0,1,1,0,1,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,15,12,2,3,12,0,9,1,1,3,1,37,23,19,0,3,10,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,8,9,0,2,5,1,0,4,1,5,0,0,2,4,17,7,27,17,6,19,0,0,1,0,7,8,0,5,6,106,25,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521363864365752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754251609154812,0.0,0.0,0.16968206707859276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12973425238825784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15561688001041304,0.16796617278596548,0.2984227215349029,0.0,0.0,0.14391106274239204,0.13535550310969646,0.0,0.0,0.33894859776177244,0.07615122341934684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737146744069094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094843096938393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276945000202221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471575570446687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264716148135062,0.0,0.0,0.3841210429724451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206973535532448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441165499710743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648244603009257,0.0,0.14870585060064334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15242192217925982,0.0,0.13710659447946552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352446485817894,0.0,0.11594432053667092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027462726075915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316368087935058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20011266906654854,0.0,0.14797022223282036,0.11956481942228125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15678678457457226,0.0,0.13007574880369166,0.0,0.0,0.17766335241167344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069866092639199,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,StrangerHollander,2020/02/01,School starts in 11 hours.. My social anxiety is hitting me. 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I'm(21 M) gonna start college on monday and I cant have a conversation with strange people at all. I dont know how I'm gonna make friends and how I'm gonna survive this without having an anxiety attack. How can I make this situation less painfull?,1.2226060606060578,3.5287392909090904,3.003181818181819,89.85810606060606,83.36363636363636,5.848484848484849,25.53030303030303,7.1686216300943375,1.1600303030303023,211,9,45,3,6,70,40,55,0.09300000000000001,0.72,0.188,0.6136,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,2,0,5,0,0,5,1,11,14,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,4,11,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,24,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331836290653302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34677253686493703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572424240771657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355003110739474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20431193527961508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16751906245151324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4069344837019441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21132123692617208,0.0,0.0,0.3345967540074903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34262628351617874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21575054036234065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938320280985595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,babybluegecko,2020/02/01,"Fear of saying no I do personal training sessions at the gym and I want to stop because it is becoming too expensive. I have been avoiding it for days because I am so scared to tell my PT. I feel like I am going to hurt her feelings. I have a bad habit of saying no/speaking up. On Thursday I went to a new chemist and my medication was far more expensive than at my regular chemist. It took so much courage to say I don’t want to purchase the medication. For hours after I was thinking about how angry the chemist probably was at me and how much I inconvenienced her by making her get the medication only to say no. I felt so bad and guilty for doing so I have a difficult time doing things that I think will let someone down like saying no. When I do say no I get an overwhelming feeling of guilt like the person is going to be mad at me. I try too hard to people please even at my own detriment. Any tips?",3.695569724393256,4.529780342245989,5.2274866310160455,83.20466886055121,71.78074866310159,8.32069107363225,29.892636774989718,8.617729084823388,2.1777012751953926,712,29,149,12,13,241,103,187,0.228,0.6859999999999999,0.085,-0.9821,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,11,14,1,5,9,0,19,3,0,3,0,17,34,11,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,1,3,6,0,2,5,4,0,2,6,1,3,4,5,10,0,0,7,11,26,4,27,24,4,21,0,2,0,0,12,9,0,0,11,108,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802687971166825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971109210346708,0.14390778320650446,0.13036192605198066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612371069865864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796192652079154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282376189611625,0.17904824568104535,0.08432522509329557,0.11333345101574036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333829057629582,0.0,0.13416560832115526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573742636347944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624207372278555,0.0,0.12636040351366026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070021241551936,0.0,0.1729998629336682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879021109021589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.356727753605894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735406654277544,0.0,0.0,0.1140002870667795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977199830113401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183157501812413,0.2061296567261537,0.0,0.12956851746022355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726319921128135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5632036797759742,0.11817502430061474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001185553266694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098683712617146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316901302091856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784181368030704,0.15126591328177244,0.0,0.0,0.06882797189938197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311427793987944,0.08013896496735105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392418494970705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942092191549553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Cant-all-be-winners,2020/02/01,"Yesterday I saw a guy on the train that looked like someone I knew 15 years ago and instead of just sitting there staring until he got off at his stop I actually said something. It wasn’t him, but I consider it an absolute win.",4.667101449275363,5.27770339130435,6.037826086956525,79.08471014492756,69.43478260869566,9.611594202898553,34.89855072463768,9.725611199111238,3.349820289855073,180,9,36,4,3,61,42,46,0.035,0.812,0.153,0.7469,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,4,6,2,5,1,0,9,0,0,3,0,5,3,0,0,6,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.35325838292997963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208898883188015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895233236045694,0.0,0.0,0.3584354951294114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768542148121141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039876250062157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443435345021971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067202114879277,0.27868418288858626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30264701162811986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331152088617045 socialanxiety,9jk8,2020/02/01,"Maybe the problem is in your surroundings I've always lived in the same town. And I've been STUCK. I never dated, I haven't had friends in a long time, my self-confidence has been pretty much non-existent. For YEARS. Since some time I live abroad. It's the first time I've moved away from home. I have friends, a boyfriend (whaaaat) and I'm no longer a virgin lol. I have stuff to do every weekend. This change in surroundings has been absolutely life-changing to me. If you're in the same situation, see if there's a way that you can get away. The move has been very hard on my mental health at times, but it has been nothing but good in the long run.",2.1725689223057643,4.076464045112786,2.750545112781957,95.0831610275689,77.7218045112782,6.237844611528822,21.60964912280702,7.1686216300943375,0.3642987468671679,510,14,116,6,12,158,86,133,0.11,0.857,0.033,-0.745,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,1,1,4,0,0,10,1,16,2,0,0,1,11,20,6,0,3,4,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,0,1,7,2,10,3,14,13,4,28,0,0,1,1,4,13,0,3,11,69,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283943183732644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27740523702617803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31234451984998324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438408070101575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557343568519366,0.0,0.0,0.22811611375168245,0.0,0.07713023359403523,0.0,0.0,0.12382448073971684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322468854877201,0.0,0.0,0.1569230780848459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480842584919404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427496419119454,0.0,0.0,0.2607188124057145,0.26129462910189205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483135082632222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877564540967433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138132362202037,0.1085245465942877,0.0,0.1138608430790183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165432710836906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019210590471102,0.0,0.14126133441240504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764146519015342,0.0,0.1540095916343734,0.0,0.0,0.12212051025648125,0.1659415563157174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16900026688467626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34433540634287324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180966115782682,0.0,0.11718129337724635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506845057629223 socialanxiety,Abdsid_XO,2020/02/01,"How do I deal with a bully that's in my own friend group? There's a guy at my school that's friends with all my friends (he's pretty much friends with everyone). He's a bit of a fuck boy and honestly absurdly arrogant (thinks he's the shit level arrogance). Every damn time im talking to my friends he comes up and starts a conversation with them, ignoring me. Then he just starts making jokes and comments about me, shit that's just offensive and humourless. Eg. I went to Tyler the creator's concert recently and put it on my Snapchat. He asks if I went there and I say yes. ""Isnt he gay though? Why would you go to his concert? Are you a faggot?"". He says this shit around my own friends. Somehow he makes me feel like my own friends don't like me. I got so red, sweating and l I was so angry he would say something so homophobic, but I was too fucking anxious to say anything back. He just treats me like shit all the time and I can't just get away from him because all my own friends like him so much. I've done nothing to him but he just feels the need to shit on me all the time. I just wish he'd treat me with the respect he treats my friends or at least just not talk to me",1.6504162102957274,3.3334233534136573,2.7566210295728366,95.45788882803943,78.51807228915663,6.2943410003650975,24.972800292077398,7.1686216300943375,0.7934642570281123,921,34,217,11,22,294,126,249,0.065,0.677,0.258,0.9943,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,1,0,20,29,9,0,12,1,11,9,6,3,4,43,29,19,0,5,12,0,2,4,9,2,0,6,0,2,5,15,0,1,3,3,0,5,4,10,0,0,6,9,34,19,23,20,12,22,0,0,1,3,43,9,8,3,12,127,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731550789259752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088721099058766,0.07668430214956486,0.08053078356447703,0.0,0.08093288471280691,0.06623758621320923,0.0,0.05251113014193549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404433520256852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420337548373482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880822458741414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881527818482878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257802751960163,0.0823120064929249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711157956991493,0.06153958834551632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5989751959978541,0.15927307356545894,0.04500543948093412,0.0,0.0489562660347178,0.0,0.0688953202440604,0.0,0.0,0.0852937439247793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304772825828984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16833777140019196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500039640057193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266480000476167,0.06387291745590068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265520469500003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763699288642184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659611748722787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505445451463857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27401308501101657,0.0,0.08717991521292265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4421156594432257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631602521006852,0.0,0.0,0.12194295966069894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847473740109176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055196069881638325,0.08463370126721784,0.0,0.15068960869034773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15970828381700597,0.07772941080641695,0.0,0.0990586082491652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238506628432698,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,May01031,2020/02/01,"Social anxiety only (mostly) with people I like or respect? I have noticed that suffer less from social anxiety when I have to face people that I dislike or people who have treated me badly. I can even argue with these people and not care how I appear to them. However, when I am with people (especially new people) that treat me nicely or like me and I like them back, all I want to do is desappear and never face the person again. Because I feel like they will lose their good opinion of me if I keep interacting with them. This is seriously bad because it has caused me to lose opportunites for many potential good friendships. Instead, I become closer to people who treat me not so well because I feel more comfortable with them even though they may be toxic. Why do you think this is? Has anyone else also experienced this?",4.906346153846156,6.686470019230767,5.818461538461541,76.50153846153849,69.96153846153847,8.02051282051282,26.461538461538463,8.59863814320734,2.061292307692308,657,21,112,11,12,216,91,156,0.166,0.642,0.192,0.6924,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,7,2,12,21,1,0,1,0,15,2,2,2,2,27,22,13,0,2,6,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,10,8,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,7,1,0,0,3,27,14,13,19,4,8,0,3,0,0,15,1,0,8,10,92,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975465177973972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866271172482397,0.0,0.0,0.08529051410286745,0.12498184338162226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379427896202948,0.20369464708385834,0.22307169708557095,0.1347161607329688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436566332517135,0.12530597658461548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189775608177648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611318847811283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335243873023626,0.08714178227914869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046203026857732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842049041056558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238371003431995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729264756413049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236675043078941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407768171408576,0.11780802463726345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887383671381612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277048382695037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5919538904437871,0.1065073093361614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24868434536797696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815918230205131,0.11984369358953872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194634179508658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967372013220048,0.0,0.1100670247442888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rubyflinstone,2020/02/01,"An acquaintance told me he doesn’t remember who I am and it’s knocked my confidence back down to zero I suffer from extreme social anxiety and low self esteem. I always imagine that people hate me and I get very nervous meeting new people and I’ve been working on trying to face my fears of talking to people for a number of years. I’m at university and so I have joined a society that I am interested in. They hold numerous events and gatherings at bars and pubs. I have been to two. The first time I met someone who I chatted to for about half an hour and I also have a friend from a class that I know he was there too. The second time I said hi to the person I met and it was extremely awkward. He said “I don’t remember you” and I laughed and said wait what were you drunk? And he said no I just don’t remember you. I completely freaked out inside and started thinking he hates me, he knows I’m a bad person, he is making fun of me in front of everyone, I am embarrassing nobody wants to know me and everything shame related all at once. My friend tried to help me because I think he knows I suffer with anxiety and he changed the subject.. but ever since I have isolated myself away and not wanted to talk to anyone because I feel so embarrassed.",2.9198631421072365,4.601085988188976,4.5972215973003365,83.64573490813648,74.94488188976378,7.987701537307839,27.05586801649794,8.704169506293173,2.06228443944507,987,38,198,20,21,333,141,254,0.149,0.789,0.062,-0.9451,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,1,2,9,18,2,6,11,0,16,3,1,1,2,39,40,20,0,2,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,0,3,8,18,2,2,11,4,0,1,5,13,0,5,12,5,36,5,29,28,1,21,0,3,0,0,35,10,0,0,10,133,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946902381108368,0.0930916952081883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711731630600779,0.0,0.0,0.07822789792433396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511333123306248,0.08602749505857965,0.09341369452053508,0.13639992780730045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183523906245682,0.0,0.1173022528781377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120031361519508,0.0,0.10690449541803727,0.10054898828659818,0.0,0.0,0.1258941742416156,0.05656902228346495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951636117670398,0.0,0.0,0.1728737703831944,0.0,0.058451786121746736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22091328771069169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498965590534543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101775742122765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459415174866375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746796237504801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805274446905264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914672183602736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23268694735182305,0.19537560561297126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802088614080405,0.0,0.4256874742718578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671345063326916,0.0,0.0,0.09254687317765936,0.0,0.0,0.11404582203222922,0.09479410752199917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918802570697643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798470546490853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337417470833888,0.0,0.0,0.13047425495710466,0.0,0.0,0.10690449541803727,0.0,0.15191602278262872,0.0,0.10928882754879923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231130167496797,0.13197742190150674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144872368639869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204594723852907 socialanxiety,australia-,2020/02/01,Why Why do I always feel like I’m being laughed at and talked about? Is there anything I can change ?,1.5385714285714265,3.50079928571429,1.9907142857142863,99.49178571428571,79.95238095238095,4.2,20.02380952380953,3.1291,-0.6870190476190476,79,2,18,0,2,24,18,21,0.0,0.732,0.268,0.7059,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30595574359071986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025856589237595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38897770202055615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859200999426547,0.2626848571020441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17963958085347584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955432233493248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6635838724064967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,IHOP247,2020/02/01,"Having a Good Day I find that I will be having a good, maybe even a great day, with decent social interactions, but then somebody says or does something to me that kills my good mood and brings my confidence down. Can anyone relate?",9.266363636363636,7.44278745454546,8.276363636363637,74.90954545454545,60.81818181818181,10.618181818181819,31.09090909090909,8.841846274778883,2.3352181818181816,184,4,34,2,2,57,35,44,0.09,0.629,0.281,0.8402,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,6,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,4,3,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735383094575754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32012051358024696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21719035202107925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16392535077760614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22683866800762584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6245031194083158,0.0,0.2736273407729728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745824416696445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24933747082282898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973684781932062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529956662687747,0.0,0.19106668537390906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ThatSmithyBoy,2020/02/01,"Talking in groups suck 🤯 I just HATE it if when I finally have something good to say, pple are just too busy talking amongst themselves. Like Jesus Christ it boils my bones 🤬",2.0755882352941164,4.756553911764708,1.9544117647058847,96.1898529411765,83.41176470588233,4.576470588235295,26.14705882352941,5.985473137389443,0.7111999999999998,139,6,28,1,4,41,30,34,0.18899999999999997,0.6709999999999999,0.139,-0.4466,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,4,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,2,2,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,4,1,1,1,3,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4162429492799775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187041674849048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751456634825948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18563610551881315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021705796598337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29252255274826605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6108174238036679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TheOneGoldPepe,2020/02/01,Help I have to make a decision wether or not to go to a friend’s birthday party tomorrow. I’m worried. People I don’t know will be there. I really worried I’ll just be in the corner not talking. Should I go? I feel bad if I don’t go.,-1.0171069182389942,0.8189978867924559,2.5493396226415115,92.51822327044027,89.0,5.79748427672956,20.154088050314463,7.1686216300943375,0.5124993710691821,180,6,43,3,6,66,36,53,0.16399999999999998,0.725,0.11199999999999999,-0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,1,0,10,14,2,0,2,5,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,4,10,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482101494602465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030992562565035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296720229555654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5068404964932611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19925551382775594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16337321076734254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19843172532552844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20609134551447086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19044039787914446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389364029736637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6037893780451193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,iggystarlust,2020/02/01,"Is anyone else anxious about onlookers when conversing one-on-one? I have had crippling social anxiety since elementary school. Grew up in a small town, went to school with the same group of kids from preschool to high school and barely talked to ANY of them. Never made any connections. I have zero friends. Went to college. 4 years. Graduated. Still no friends. My social life is not non-existent though, because for some reason I can hold my own when talking to someone one-on-one. This is why I've been able to have more than one long term romantic relationship. It's like, in groups I completely shut down. But I can flirt one-on-one, and I do alright in job interviews. I have this quirk though that has caused me a lot of grief in life and was wondering if anyone else has it: I am self-conscious of people around me watching me interact with one person. For example, I can't ask a teacher a question until class is over and everyone else has exited the room because I don't want anyone else observing my interaction. Another example: I will see my crush and want to flirt with him/just say hi, but I don't because there are other people in the vicinity that will see me and might judge the way I converse? It's like I'm not as concerned about the judgement I may receive from the person I am speaking with directly as I am with the judgement of onlookers. I know this is super weird, but can anyone relate?",4.689744525547448,6.095427281021898,5.299715328467155,81.4674562043796,69.98540145985402,8.837664233576643,29.75839416058394,9.255337874911486,2.568742189781021,1121,44,214,23,20,361,152,274,0.048,0.879,0.073,0.8812,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,1,1,9,10,0,0,11,1,30,2,0,3,1,33,41,17,1,3,6,0,0,2,2,4,2,2,1,3,9,12,0,1,4,0,0,4,7,2,0,3,6,5,26,8,36,31,6,28,0,1,3,0,24,15,0,7,10,140,35,8,0.09618513436460667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308183793934634,0.10085849991764953,0.07358136451863405,0.10866182382199698,0.0,0.269019529454002,0.2956591103695264,0.0,0.08562516201719005,0.08992011659219015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17590069545157194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098808628407113,0.0,0.0,0.1008482833825284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214013502190459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190901780876007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862479242510626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016248753865326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544890424716547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052860834388211736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358768098681707,0.09398239630349124,0.0,0.0,0.08512081714301388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177316162383383,0.0,0.09101269979504516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203722755010364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418390524742963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32588768168150195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336532266111106,0.16797029858718301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774936349046987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889433773832243,0.0,0.10326683802592028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649027943534431,0.0,0.2920334731686837,0.15329419791452992,0.0,0.10034207234062746,0.0,0.0,0.07956533709615556,0.0,0.0,0.19609726321024865,0.08149735221457252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768135725509781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546199351482735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18900281230924945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346496863829007,0.07634728260914128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783291663872318,0.08679212312344088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043086752352839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06194007297730274 socialanxiety,sour-soul,2020/02/01,I wish there was a school for socializing I'd be the first one to sign up :(,-1.1105882352941163,0.7790076470588225,1.6073529411764724,98.67808823529413,90.1764705882353,5.752941176470588,14.382352941176471,7.1686216300943375,-0.6302705882352937,58,1,16,1,2,20,16,17,0.156,0.6990000000000001,0.145,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,11,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3979607877424824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170334952234662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.473498477774116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4769235249896683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5380149785859122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Heavybeansalad,2020/02/01,I’m going to a bar for the first time! Wish me luck I’ve never been to a bar and this Sunday for the Super Bowl I plan on going to at least two. I’ll be by myself as I don't really have any friends but this is a huge step for me. One step closer to where I want to be. I’ll update you all Sunday night!,-1.8187500000000008,-0.22375759722222105,1.5227777777777796,100.17500000000004,90.25,4.155555555555557,10.388888888888893,5.148860815047168,-1.7371444444444446,231,1,62,1,8,83,49,72,0.0,0.8029999999999999,0.19699999999999998,0.8877,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,3,1,3,0,0,5,0,6,2,0,0,2,7,11,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,3,1,0,7,3,12,8,2,16,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,7,41,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348515132022305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29375662325298474,0.0,0.0,0.26681845136928595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.392543519596016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26635710491732745,0.0,0.0,0.3240898858040448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23401976245760397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22124162702261194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20137779475769635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373591685297138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036978267403728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3971382815514843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,wordincolor,2020/02/01,"Social anxiety since childhood. Developed keen ability to disappear. Grows up, has child. Child has autism. o.O Never will we blend in again",4.010434782608698,6.655142217391307,3.6474782608695686,77.10513043478262,105.08695652173913,8.796521739130435,26.33913043478261,8.238735603445708,3.8041199999999997,113,5,16,4,5,34,21,23,0.191,0.638,0.17,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4489536702785768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4526300477615819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4854646329265212,0.0,0.0,0.5982396944237829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,chypohondriac,2020/02/01,"I just feel like shit dude Over the weekend I took a trip with my boyfriend to meet his friends from college. My social anxiety got so in the way, I barely talked to his friends and I barely participated in the things that they did. (Especially the games they played, side note, anyone else TERRIFIED of playing games in a social setting because you’re afraid of sucking?) I broke down in tears several times but I toughened it out for my boyfriend. But I don’t think his friends liked me at all because I probably seemed boring or bitchy. And it just kills me and I have been feeling like shit ever since. Then today at work I spilled cold brew all over the place and they had to send me home because I couldn’t stop crying, I just feel like such a social disaster and I’m so tired of it",3.4401923076923064,5.290684685897438,3.6887179487179513,89.98961538461538,73.93589743589743,6.594871794871796,26.743589743589745,7.321109707123232,1.2078743589743592,625,23,129,7,13,193,96,156,0.243,0.615,0.14300000000000002,-0.9733,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,3,1,7,16,4,1,8,0,6,3,2,0,3,23,15,11,1,1,6,0,3,4,3,0,1,0,1,0,5,7,0,1,5,5,0,3,2,7,0,0,5,4,24,9,19,9,2,23,0,1,0,0,17,12,3,2,10,80,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517252088861076,0.0,0.0,0.0961298498133318,0.14086544043078736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514212625401451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101632552271954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484766027606078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435935525585208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20854343886843504,0.2946491716367433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186522332418095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995604393487178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790456360243622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210225892821516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686649154457436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363829105083942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822767519430058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515745828023705,0.0,0.1553142974512165,0.2822443597145493,0.11372563056554362,0.0,0.0,0.4204334272563609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494019788467913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105019488668169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133620860882266,0.08809221676360389,0.0,0.0,0.0801662250062283,0.15801408334927344,0.13031582874827025,0.0,0.15274635109973822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912594822789837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100087740859844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Afraid-Value,2020/02/01,"Scared of disappointing sick dad I'm 20 years old and i have serve social anxiety. My dad was recently diagnosed with cancer. Its skin cancer and its very treatable (although we aren't well financially and he isn't currently on insurance)He's been in bands his whole life some successful one's. He's always wanted a band with me. I think i can sing but i haven't done it since middle school(other than by myself) due to my anxiety. I want to do it but even thinking about it gives me extreme anxiety. I can't bring myself to say no but I'm so scared i won't be able to do it when the time comes. I love my dad alot and I'm so afraid of letting him down. I have no idea what to do. He's talking about how he's old and this is his last band and I feel guilty as hell.",0.31247981917985257,2.5382860858895744,2.1619244430093647,94.84270584436554,86.91411042944785,5.885566677429773,19.00839522118179,7.273561745256523,0.3106883435582821,604,17,139,10,19,199,100,163,0.23,0.7140000000000001,0.055999999999999994,-0.9790000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,1,8,8,1,3,3,0,17,7,1,1,0,22,29,15,0,2,3,3,2,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,8,10,0,0,4,4,0,2,7,5,1,1,3,3,21,3,17,23,3,15,1,1,0,1,19,4,1,2,9,87,29,1,0.16646531820374602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851248000412225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3820365383707597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339513178592173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168958793909382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17035181604644978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994877270176732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416986660698361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596887017051832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18791908202385751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13569145216610812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17022206623369926,0.11757937721163066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502414489188266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493546979485028,0.0,0.11280120777115504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16436441920057526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237990246425654,0.3333216472630133,0.1684717891813796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377018314232722,0.0,0.0,0.1696904284368791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379851717798852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21332850866002406,0.0,0.0,0.0970672657232322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735132117654064,0.19637111528848944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496723127461963,0.0,0.0,0.18585258295524826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071982071433697 socialanxiety,ontheroadwithvanny,2020/02/01,"Hello guys! :) First of all, I don't have SA and I'm an extrovert. I joined this group so I can understand more the guy that I love. He has Social anxiety and depression for years. I want to help him. I want to be with him. :) But sometimes, he would just ditch me off cos I've been talking too much. I got hurt. But I realized that people with SA needs alone time. So I'm slowly getting used to it. I just wish I could take away his anxiety and put it inside of me so he could do the things that he's afraid to do. Because he deserves all the best in life. 💖 You all deserve the best of life! So keep fighting guys! More power!",-1.4796035543403931,0.4371555338345914,0.7857723855092296,100.19660799726593,102.68421052631578,4.222693096377308,15.81989063568011,6.1124844417494595,-0.5263804511278192,478,13,114,6,22,158,83,133,0.10400000000000001,0.7070000000000001,0.18899999999999997,0.9259,1,1,0,0,2,0,21.0,0,1,0,4,7,7,1,1,5,0,11,3,0,2,3,24,24,9,0,7,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,7,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,2,0,16,3,13,18,8,7,0,2,0,1,19,3,0,0,3,73,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16360566195194692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416878923014555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14841473408765124,0.0,0.0,0.09629491700824254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315522085106826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522468053722804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360563217618065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343662309009117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253098053730626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263402468624447,0.0,0.0,0.4692350347645469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058816204372714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910641382079158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040789032156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231528322729548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425709407810685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612355914718495,0.11713016400266675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951408672200116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15879997105621754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16102696158674254,0.0,0.0,0.15623291548113255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877115474723528,0.1269674953646391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049459286653978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211154107468827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16444870568557793,0.0,0.1364323440262619,0.0,0.0,0.1863454782310699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18165368817091287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221487491359436,0.0,0.0,0.10172525193584532 socialanxiety,danman_6262,2020/02/01,"Any tips on how to get a job?? I’m highly motivated and at this point am willing to do anything for a good paying job. I have SA but over the past few months it’s been built into anger and drive for something better. I’ve seen the several times I’ve failed in trying to “getting back to normal” only to fail embarrassingly in front of others. I’ve been getting better and increasingly worried for my severely low-income family. Every passing day is more guilt of me sitting on my ass as my mom sews stacks of clothes for hours from night to morning and my dad working three jobs. I’m old enough to get a job and way past my time to help out those who’ve believed in me from the start. It was embarrassing and heart aching to tell my mom that I have anxiety when talking to people. I need a job and I will get a job this year not matter what my brain and body feels like shitting on me. Tips would be greatly appreciated thank you. (This turned into a vent, so sorry)",4.419788069073782,5.096195091836734,5.341020408163267,83.62375981161695,70.0204081632653,7.8675039246467815,26.81161695447409,7.882392219407189,1.4203513343799052,762,23,158,9,13,250,126,196,0.205,0.6779999999999999,0.11699999999999999,-0.9691,7,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,6,4,13,2,3,9,0,12,5,5,2,0,20,25,13,0,3,2,3,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,11,0,0,2,0,1,4,1,7,0,1,4,2,15,6,31,17,4,32,0,2,1,1,7,13,2,0,14,94,24,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032522007088894,0.0,0.07911160001952752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510109673573711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951915660245831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651241970342235,0.0,0.18292295848984527,0.0,0.11486989228867138,0.0,0.11544447762641424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06669362068194286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685454007530668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871309458296323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748972887246538,0.0,0.05228934003882958,0.07387914389190177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701483247387094,0.0,0.0,0.08673894651879281,0.0,0.1140145495183751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254635601930687,0.06931637597306647,0.1092628078618695,0.0,0.0,0.10184218164087083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6157359748221298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05052296728851519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24223498381716335,0.08254424875874669,0.0,0.0,0.07668033840307381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704724585824916,0.10132398479993647,0.0,0.0,0.10851583429785423,0.0,0.0,0.07865117908212202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974411610271405,0.0716944034122195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977598702325736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23365727993318744,0.10615321713717277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961332372465564,0.0,0.1157637596328294,0.07319712160565284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312043779371442,0.090388591903847,0.09520992538605967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206033339161878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021147133162806,0.11248498201092663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208539925652819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528678836317178,0.105022166596851,0.0,0.07346249922468398,0.0,0.0,0.06659537113258858 socialanxiety,readytodieeee,2020/02/01,How often do you leave the house? Just curious because these days I'm isolating a lot and it makes me feel less suicidal.,3.6062499999999993,5.4979871250000025,4.823333333333334,81.855,73.58333333333334,9.8,28.66666666666667,10.125756701596842,3.123066666666668,97,4,19,3,2,32,24,24,0.20199999999999999,0.711,0.086,-0.4779,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,7,4,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518069507738471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663994823005976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088633511533973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4766335907114428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43738724163001397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511819625972471,0.0,0.0,0.2757310600356503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4518374803617897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,guizmole,2020/02/01,"Did medications helped you? Any addiction? Hi, do you guys used medication for social anxiety? If yes, does it worked? What happened when you stoped taking the meds? Did you got addicted? Im 19 years old, dealing with social anxiety for about 4 years. I was thinking about maybe try medication but im kinda scared to get addicted cause I can get easily addict to things, especially drugs, I Used to take drugs everyday during 2 years and I dont wanna fall on that again...",2.2006439393939417,5.087117170454548,3.897272727272728,80.18257575757578,87.52272727272728,7.933333333333334,22.10606060606061,8.59863814320734,2.1962469696969698,373,13,67,11,12,124,64,88,0.08199999999999999,0.86,0.057999999999999996,-0.2779,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,4,0,1,4,1,0,1,1,1,6,9,0,3,0,10,15,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,0,8,0,10,11,0,9,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,2,7,34,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5267805826359997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215145784998118,0.0,0.1848307980521797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409988427370765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454452201659134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571716055517437,0.0,0.14158241426497942,0.0,0.2801906049166364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623112272180098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661869459546116,0.0,0.0,0.11961581956478665,0.10682735235496818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097296152539205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609799913126676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136473462154453,0.0,0.1341869830634343,0.365094607954233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676439516846902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094675485967582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462907143140829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816604639021731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025739131093321,0.07740688627140116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201858055859892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20867325033436648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794738807277193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333831370490391 socialanxiety,spidercelery,2020/02/01,"How to not be weird at a party/not feel weird? So, I have been working at this company for about 3 months. I am on a friendly basis with a lot of the people, but they enjoy each other’s company way more. For example, I’m not invited for their coffee runs, I’m not invited to lunch with them, they don’t really talk to them about things that aren’t work related. A month ago I was in the right place at the right time and was invited to go to a concert with them. While we were at a bar before the concert, they were all talking about a party they were going to go to. I was sitting their awkwardly and they invited me, but I felt like it was a pity invite. Fast forward to today, I’m talking to one of them about something work related and he asked me for my email to send me the info for the party, which he did. However, nobody else talked to me about it and I feel like they might think I’m not going, assuming I was pity invited. I decided I’m going to go to the party to try to make friends and to become more social with my coworkers. However, I’m very very weird and anxious around these people because they’re a little older than me and have different interests. What’s a good way to get over the voice in my head telling me that I’m not wanted and it’ll be weird? Also, does it seem like a pity invite to anyone else? Should I really go?",4.936436170212764,4.434397847517734,6.305735815602838,81.24562500000002,68.75177304964538,9.886879432624113,28.617907801418447,9.516144504307137,2.2609780141843965,1051,31,225,20,16,359,132,282,0.05,0.7829999999999999,0.16699999999999998,0.9847,4,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,12,3,9,16,0,1,19,0,20,3,1,2,1,37,43,14,0,2,7,0,3,3,2,3,0,3,0,0,12,15,2,0,8,3,0,10,7,8,0,1,11,6,31,8,44,27,5,34,0,3,0,0,26,14,0,4,12,150,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032424374545976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050730104359984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278573646290532,0.0,0.07913572324646934,0.11596282039938033,0.0,0.10075118543369603,0.1058048607158317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689914162607152,0.12499468346190545,0.0963049666180092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824547807229192,0.0,0.0,0.09904162166305522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189089084748584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445099793113872,0.08085339897622862,0.10866730236640748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17487994964214212,0.0,0.05913011205115736,0.0,0.4502461637389024,0.09492717809403926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615186218860653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16587713729946338,0.11343270445031603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621871394075113,0.0,0.0,0.07554627177870403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006250723329255,0.0,0.0,0.18067299447457666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669140583011956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569248342111955,0.0,0.11824547807229192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450076799183227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19330442787851976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030317430010462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153693100444566,0.0,0.08712889034490857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638683160621009,0.09892135316016214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518951648093772,0.07251900735837552,0.0,0.0,0.06599419647618393,0.0,0.107278201084084,0.0,0.0,0.0768394949539531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18676512639870485,0.0667545019839486,0.17966866389036742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24718177890933815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,YNW_Kevin,2020/02/01,I think I’m just boring I barely talk because I never have something interesting to say. I don’t know what to do about it and it’s soo fucking annoying because SA is not really a problem for me anymore. Finally I’m not afraid to talk but what the fuck am I supposed to say...? Please i need help (sorry for the bad englis),0.472723880597016,2.7816469253731384,3.1747574626865687,87.21795708955227,87.2089552238806,5.738059701492538,23.30037313432836,7.1686216300943375,1.1272402985074628,252,10,51,4,8,88,47,67,0.20800000000000002,0.6759999999999999,0.11599999999999999,-0.7606,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,8,3,1,3,0,5,2,0,0,1,10,12,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,0,2,7,1,7,12,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,0,2,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22410777443827606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18868077692051027,0.2755061180555857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475459981750369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.417822908116751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15146715489463822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419066828094183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16755856796068794,0.17428685859757995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24805412516471945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21622880658765414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14476620842067148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594108579636724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17396760097447894,0.0,0.2529619742137788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632623907257544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447964927046084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Viral-ssb,2020/02/01,What can I do to get out of this shithole. I suffer from some pretty serious social anxiety. I’m a high school student and I have a couple of pretty good friends but whenever I see my other friends getting invited to things without me I get depressed. How do I overcome my social anxiety and start building closer relationships?,4.114808743169398,6.832586737704919,5.5913934426229535,73.08304644808746,75.0655737704918,8.001092896174864,34.756830601092894,8.841846274778883,3.773227322404372,265,15,40,6,6,89,44,61,0.105,0.649,0.24600000000000002,0.878,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,10,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,9,3,7,10,1,4,0,2,1,0,5,3,0,1,1,31,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.312626729044247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260893902612993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759907889185105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157326791552933,0.0,0.3202649943838797,0.0,0.0,0.17138392551927065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158878989908862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41575805588981735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193760200152974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20679481841953765,0.1628260905087744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4165813339627833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462718929575946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357490526014927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969686855828844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,29walsh,2020/02/01,"Social anxiety Hi, I’m 31 years old and I don’t have a social life. I’ve always had trouble with depression and substance abuse, mainly alcohol especially from the age of 16-25. I have over come this and I’ve always thought there was something wrong with me but over the last 2 year from google symptoms I’ve realized I have really bad social anxiety, i have a good routine from cycling and staying fit but I literally have no life outside my family home. I have come to a stage in my life where I need to get help but I just have the fear of leaving the house. I’m at a stage now where I don’t even answer my phone to family members. Is there any advice I could get to help me?",1.8977577741407536,3.8230647659574473,3.787517730496457,87.22615384615385,78.64539007092198,7.175340971085652,23.61211129296236,8.139509932561175,1.3459237315875616,536,18,113,10,13,181,81,141,0.171,0.73,0.099,-0.8095,0,0,2,0,1,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,8,0,13,5,0,0,0,17,21,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,8,1,0,3,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,3,0,15,1,15,17,1,18,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,0,6,68,16,0,0.0,0.16876682726915512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918966315250075,0.0,0.1522238860043902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370411823579432,0.0,0.0,0.09686334938078736,0.0,0.21793076637485545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893054771454888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24539703268540405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372588648715486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226824322449348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940795626475536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26855747224944243,0.16028338428831504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488369124898452,0.0,0.0,0.11947100731575505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19094760988792114,0.0,0.1428778495492137,0.0,0.0,0.16435538834820695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610673008079606,0.0,0.15082224869915395,0.0,0.0,0.301826462795909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561665362563943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946568471943947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125001888921858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43559562059288814,0.0,0.10965643880721053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182093558745935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14804857576282907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130805911301864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15573459752596747,0.0,0.18345198762710646 socialanxiety,520woaini520,2020/02/01,"Why does this always happen to me?? My dad and I were at a Asian restaurant today (I'm Asian) and we were looking at the menu. About 2 minutes later, a waitress happened to walk over by our table and asked if we were ready and my dad said yes. At Asian restaurants, I usually order the same things I usually do if we're ordering our own dishes, but for some reason, when I was looking at the menu I couldn't find the dish I usually ordered on the menu. So when the waitress came and asked us what we wanted I panicked and said some random dish that is usually served at most chinese restaurants I go to and she said she didn't have it but she could make it but it was going to cost more. I immediately turned red and said, ""Sorry"" Like, ""omg dad, can't you give me more time to decide??""",3.762778091473741,4.491921968944107,4.776566911349518,86.88592320722758,71.5465838509317,7.34522868435912,25.81648785996613,7.348242739294969,1.1030074534161491,611,18,130,6,11,200,92,161,0.026000000000000002,0.922,0.051,0.4234,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,6,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,8,1,12,3,0,2,0,29,30,16,0,5,5,3,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,7,12,3,0,3,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,11,7,23,1,15,17,7,23,0,0,3,0,20,7,0,6,10,88,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902501986721222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449852490394987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14986006381248124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461445484148288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466267326586435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975636961672174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569310632124112,0.1489314085334416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317336132489522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401320871324193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22005948013666105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874615876836655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471765205386455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4985469996643743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466740792259524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704856419458319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640293909701425,0.0,0.12419834321071603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425198284465672,0.0,0.0,0.15760943410468872,0.0,0.5772312316705843,0.0,0.07728316157878704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823155209248105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Tobywaterpark,2020/02/01,"Any reply matters I have been by myself for 4 years in my mental hole and have been trying to improve myself in every possible way but I don't think anything has been working and maybe I am giving up too early but I don't want to live my life this way anymore. I wasn't like this but I do not know what happened to me and everything just changed. I feel like I am wasting my life at this point. I get invites here and there to parties, woman approach me, am in good shape, eat healthily and whatnot but I don't have any confidence whatsoever. I have tried therapy but it feels like I already know everything that the therapist is saying because I have read 100s of self-improvement books by now and so I feel like I'm just fooling myself with these therapies. Seems like I go just to get some attention and fake everything while I am there. Even with the therapist, I feel the need to convince her that she is actually helping me and I leave feeling even more burdened than when I entered. a year ago I started taking Adderall for my ADHD which helped me a lot because of the euphoria and I finally felt myself. I was able to be collected and confident but that too brought me some extreme mood swings. I would be anxious to lose the euphoric feeling after taking Adderall which made the experience dreadful. Now I am just left with anxiety. I can't even speak when I'm in a group of people and even if i do it will not be because I actually have something genuine to say but because I want to be heard. I want to ""Act"" smart/funny/whatever I really don't know what I am trying to say or ask here. I am really sad and I feel like a kid right now who doesn't know what to do but wants some authority figure to do something for him. Alcohol makes me happy and one of the only drugs that actually opened me up to be myself but I don't drink it anymore. It's been 2 years since I drank (except one time a few months ago at my friends' wedding) because of the lifestyle choice. I workout, eat as clean as it gets, take a bunch of supplements because of my obsession with bettering myself, cook my own meals, study/work hard and whatfuckingnot but nothing is helping me. I am alone all the time every day with my own thoughts, wanting to be with people yet anxious that I won't have anything to say or wouldn't be able to convey what I want to speak. I am weirdo once people get to know me a little. Every girlfriend I have ever had was because they approached me and guess what ends up happening in the end? ... Seriously what is it that I should do? I am very scared of my future now and i do not want to be like this forever. I have lost enough opportunities so far and every day I feel worse and to make it worse its like I keep getting opportunities that I do not take. I am scared. It's Friday, a guy invited me to hang out with his friends in the bar, a random girl on the bus said hi to me and sat next to me and what did I do? Said Hi and looked away. I felt pathetic for doing it but I'm a pussy. I am scared of almost anything. My voice shakes when I try to talk to people. That or I mumble because I don't breathe properly when I talk so I sound like I am verbally challenged. Has anyone ever escaped this? I am thinking of drinking and experiment with what would happen if i drink in moderation. I used to be a dancer back then, I still dance alone in my room because its something that i enjoy doing and now I can't even talk let alone dancing. Last time I danced was in my friends' wedding because I drank just enough to lower my inhibition and I scored 3 girls on the same night. The 3rd one was the groom's sister (and literally 4 of the groomsmen were on the hunt) and I am not bragging and there is no part of me who thinks of that as an achievement while writing this but I sure did feel good when that happened because that's the only time I felt alive. I got old people young people, everyone, to dance that night. I know its pathetic that I had to have alcohol in me to do that but its not like i haven't tried changing my lifestyle to a healthy one. I think i have been alone for so long that now i don't know how to be anymore. I realize this whole page of writing has been nothing but a disaster but I'm in no mindset to formulate and collect my thought in a systematic fashion so I apologize. I'm just trying to write because I fear I might do something extremely drastic in the coming days. I can feel the momentum of my frustration building up now like never before because now I feel like I don't have any control over my capacity to get what I want from life. Yell at me, curse me, make fun of my patheticness but please say honestly whatever you think of me from whatever I wrote. I seriously don't know what to do anymore",4.374486514522822,5.046765315352701,5.450557572614108,82.81274507261412,70.12033195020747,8.514626556016598,30.41519709543569,8.660442795831766,2.2305143153526967,3740,148,769,60,64,1239,359,964,0.161,0.7340000000000001,0.105,-0.9932,1,4,10,0,0,0,71.0,0,1,1,9,42,44,1,7,35,0,96,17,1,7,5,146,177,66,0,15,34,1,15,12,4,7,6,13,2,5,51,39,12,2,33,12,0,13,25,16,0,4,32,29,135,27,104,127,16,98,0,3,1,0,46,34,0,14,61,543,186,5,0.08366920874751614,0.0,0.12247361746366965,0.0,0.05027706476154108,0.0,0.07416770524349489,0.0894169387198854,0.041891313284237126,0.1733121338986512,0.04616552620978003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534689663159943,0.0,0.032003357839577334,0.0945223903912739,0.1659547449809472,0.02925172808113265,0.0,0.10327894458089668,0.0,0.03910970783298814,0.0,0.03930498792011035,0.032168228467401715,0.0,0.3315258249092868,0.0,0.035598167057862166,0.0,0.0,0.03699930791552478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851092871370513,0.03603680737896755,0.0,0.0,0.046921066073782665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093957679181324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229459570581778,0.048514859465700416,0.08561448858957177,0.0,0.0,0.0741060846134289,0.08645265882549195,0.0,0.13815680818658296,0.07568358946472961,0.14098983398633105,0.039974757261710514,0.112794734700815,0.08184454101748173,0.0,0.04707556063281281,0.23268116256648,0.14943324861780985,0.12050334222253513,0.04582776423214509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696393469182726,0.0,0.13114112475401146,0.040131564525763615,0.02377556974444283,0.07017776263869492,0.03345895478153422,0.0,0.04608553319269537,0.0414228355571507,0.14797680994724652,0.044533714267172855,0.03747558836516512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412256042835031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03718451855135775,0.0,0.0,0.18392963595516434,0.034100786154879124,0.0,0.04429680559179334,0.04545342005848852,0.04277871735333156,0.08864705479625981,0.2452592945943457,0.04192926392741559,0.0369407221075105,0.03702230841254958,0.03513053135961039,0.046802221416865165,0.045667412532962026,0.03556628461895951,0.0,0.039584914176866486,0.08377476981153095,0.0,0.04202848304644677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04215944160478878,0.04437990417284759,0.0,0.0,0.03339198208572695,0.0,0.0,0.031019829058794364,0.03226542591459492,0.0,0.044491576354730666,0.07851788450190259,0.0,0.08028286236428038,0.0,0.04389837995233674,0.04455248832426679,0.11339284244691787,0.0636342035314296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045302799784344525,0.0,0.17401708322900222,0.0,0.0,0.0459218329064716,0.03954722327233225,0.0471622306666003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04184592541183345,0.0,0.05360063759619384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03572652355479455,0.07958857757490073,0.16634278258040866,0.1256512112516153,0.0,0.0,0.038084652624012116,0.04364261615002557,0.0,0.0,0.034606017044845824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12882528920306793,0.0,0.0,0.029610748297272987,0.0,0.033409169092844686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03942861953006064,0.0,0.12581766443325287,0.1008752109869333,0.0,0.0,0.0956830320466314,0.09714640015956706,0.0,0.13402962637708007,0.0,0.06642400580421841,0.09757637694125973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17041770164537284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03613166621784046,0.0,0.03451792988255166,0.1974010684549359,0.06641272342267909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04670684178344902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060912180463658476,0.0,0.08526607177419876,0.05943620530736107,0.0,0.0,0.080820340845955 socialanxiety,canteatout,2020/02/02,"PTSD rendered me unable to eat in front of people without throwing up I'm an 18 y/o guy, and this is abesolutely wrecking my social life. No dates, no lunch meetings, no going over to my friends house, no nothing involving food. Any advice from someone who has gone through something similar? Here is my story told as breifly as possible: When I was 14 or 15 (I forget), I went through several traumatic experiences that left me with ptsd (admittedly, self diagnosed. Could be something else.). One of them was my beast friend dying, the others I would rather not mention. Well, for some reason it started making me have extreme anxiety when trying to eat in front of other people. It got worse and worse. Pretty soon, I was gagging and throwing up at the thought of even trying. Like, if a friend invited me over for lunch, I would start shaking uncontrolably, feel the blood rush into my head and I would throw up right then and there. Then, I would go and throw up again at his house while trying to eat lunch (this was before I started turning every invitation down). This would obviously lead to some excruciatingly awkward moments, which in turn would double my anxiety. It got over the top. 24/7 all I would think about was the possibility that I would have to eat in front of people and embarrass myself. Now I just turn everything involving food down. I can't go out to dinner with my family, I can't eat at my friends houses, I can't anything. I will literally just throw up. Something weird, if this makes a difference, is that in some situations I can eat my own crappy food in front of people, but not their, better-tasting, food. I am weird. Everyone that I told about this would just tell me to man up and i'll get over it. What an unhelpful response. I've tried for years but this seems to be something I can't overcome. I am also unwilling to take medicine or pay a therapist at this point. Thanks so much for responding. \-stressed out guy",4.030828252032522,6.2203806422764245,4.7044774728997325,81.8722446646342,73.20054200542006,7.756131436314362,28.06241531165311,8.567472430010655,2.1922390921409214,1543,61,285,29,32,494,195,369,0.086,0.865,0.048,-0.6764,0,0,4,0,0,0,58.0,0,0,2,2,17,14,0,5,10,0,31,18,2,4,2,51,57,23,1,13,13,0,1,1,4,10,2,0,0,4,20,13,14,0,6,0,1,17,11,7,1,1,12,1,39,7,55,32,7,60,0,0,0,0,22,29,0,8,15,201,59,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06404617899890386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05241333689658356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04457031702187728,0.0,0.10027779762150764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05393488789082866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055770800830005435,0.0,0.0,0.05796593485419465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05232937789916965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652301824692089,0.06802149965666969,0.06847668649090585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4023905430465606,0.05475132828024491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04328939644650293,0.0,0.05522135407650548,0.0626275005071724,0.05890427516906953,0.06411194695347477,0.06178648453346702,0.0,0.033139639805551145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170110974490624,0.0,0.2025481173642695,0.0,0.03424261300397274,0.0,0.11174585725286967,0.0,0.1048386957714989,0.0,0.0,0.12979234059533942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06726426060505626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22687750763612285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121079107820713,0.0,0.0462937434313478,0.0320201581547158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749862493658088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048180381120318375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288862457023807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04441246666841047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18175228093454532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619576931844831,0.14777588795122085,0.0,0.06667904295241799,0.0,0.0,0.15322849490480614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06738735038764553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055971893897915855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05966631856975393,0.06837384770533819,0.07404298934716473,0.0,0.0,0.07367114333017515,0.0,0.0668110798262955,0.055532912752603435,0.2018275136001799,0.0,0.0,0.13917136320786255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507731330941901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04927888486925376,0.0,0.05728596643216486,0.06034160367800355,0.0,0.07609847616374149,0.0,0.04199620494980104,0.0,0.05203245425553468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252550010143448,0.0,0.1779929039777581,0.2138702717193128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05892948074199759,0.06075742198441553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631794538203397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335843246857713,0.41902779525279504,0.0,0.0,0.042206434627251474 socialanxiety,tiredchambo,2020/02/02,"Social Anxiety Isolation depression &#x200B; What do I do with my life, stuck in my room for 5 years no degree no social life, just hoping for better things. I am eating healthy working out doing my best keeping a positive attitude, at least I did I just had a big fuss today and it feels like I'm just where I was before broken damaged defeated in the edge of suicide but I can't and I don't know why I just wish I could kill myself right here. things are just hard living with toxic parents toxic household, I’m trying so fucking hard home is just way harder for me honestly being homeless would be better for my mental state I think. My family is stupid for not recognizing something is fucking wrong with me but I'm not surprised because they are the last person ill tell anything My social anxiety is bad and I just want to be free and do whatever I want I don’t know what to do, why is this anxiety in my head, I don’t wanna be stuck I just want to move out and be me and never look back. It’s so stressing that I wasted 5 years and never told anyone about my mental illness, things just fell apart for me when I was 19 since then I’ve never progressed no friends no life work education. ashamed to seek help and I just don’t know what to do anymore. I'm tired of telling people what I'm doing like I just make something up and say whatever, I used to be easy to talk with people on my teénage years now I'm just panicking all over the place going out talking with people I don't what's wrong with me, I hate myself for it. I need help something is wrong with something deep I don't know how I became to this point. It feels like I'm lost and life fucked me over and this is me now and the only solution is to kill myself.",3.780614525139665,4.66699927374302,4.89312402234637,85.48679217877097,71.62569832402234,7.515709497206704,26.05184357541899,7.699297019823105,1.3299185251396648,1372,42,282,16,25,452,169,358,0.276,0.6,0.124,-0.9968,1,1,4,0,0,3,22.0,0,0,1,8,22,28,7,2,6,0,37,12,1,3,4,62,70,19,3,9,16,1,4,3,1,1,7,1,2,1,16,22,1,1,7,0,1,3,16,17,0,0,8,6,45,12,38,54,3,37,0,4,1,3,15,19,3,1,16,190,61,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885264588078212,0.0992795372716504,0.0,0.0,0.1875104516679919,0.0,0.08102860472696258,0.05712947135169433,0.0,0.06723558905993013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282548099606236,0.0682195882360119,0.049806117605113234,0.0,0.0695242503097348,0.0,0.08574350963875174,0.14452143789452615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06523414965304201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037170157182461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360378675068197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702344152376231,0.0,0.08262418967367602,0.11673898338208835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312445671312067,0.2266026291536804,0.0,0.0,0.04643437566553376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14638181689351254,0.08066597515942403,0.08385207351530707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952919642201472,0.0,0.08195596717244287,0.08115069893054384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262244067818104,0.1807871677910881,0.0,0.17960995054520645,0.0665998220789555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308403507352219,0.1197496247521002,0.0,0.07214629916900983,0.0,0.06861094425984242,0.0,0.08918977807983366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054538183164975884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16467721870542895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683862669758666,0.0,0.06058262372170349,0.18904593126862107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621397203876908,0.0,0.0,0.0907228371108558,0.0,0.0,0.16993019939647516,0.07134094971133151,0.08536349166809172,0.0,0.07723687136395263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069774934262285,0.0,0.06497445351352113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758655262609746,0.0,0.0,0.2498614060500261,0.0,0.2515995174195339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935918768499764,0.0,0.0,0.08937112584119603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134147061192425,0.14282613160261862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16284190571053353,0.05235274770194842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939069504986848,0.07744602139297331,0.0780718576160577,0.0,0.055471783735120864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056618960616191,0.0,0.0,0.14457374946119894,0.06485298526023067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745065152992606,0.0,0.09395578954254273,0.0,0.0,0.11896325096131095,0.0,0.0,0.058040314386595834,0.2679921261984454,0.0992795372716504,0.15784446423769616 socialanxiety,Mystical-Prince,2020/02/02,"all day long alone on repeat Not having the courage to just stay true to yourself no matter what others say and how they act, is something that keeps me on the side. I wish I could learn from others how to overcome this anxiety.",8.764666666666667,6.534273133333336,7.607222222222222,80.5975,62.111111111111114,9.888888888888893,33.611111111111114,7.1686216300943375,2.142111111111111,181,5,36,1,2,55,38,45,0.17,0.7020000000000001,0.129,-0.2739,0,1,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,2,12,5,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,6,4,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,27,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669085032540155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710093946656639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828493118928058,0.0,0.0,0.22846962726848266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148842666463996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135106460486049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28172329316250305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727281291822534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3775960644341528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40738371791153133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Jckbeaniew6598,2020/02/02,"I think I may be extremely broken I will panic when made to talk to someone (unless I hate them) and panic especially when taking to my 2 friends, but I always feel really sad and lonely when not with them and want to be with them yet when I’m with them I will be panicking if I want to ask something or just when talking because I may say something that will make them hate me forever. Afterwards when I get home I also panic a lot because I think I’ve done/said something to upset/annoy them and then that makes me extremely sad and I will just sit on the floor and try not to cry (I’m also rubbish at reading expressions and body language so can very easily mistake emotions) it took me 14 months to ask for one of my friends phone numbers and 15 for the others :( I don’t understand why I have the urge to be with them constantly even though I panic when around them or after being around them. Why are humans so complicated.",6.45775401069519,5.759075871657758,7.036689839572194,77.91974064171123,65.68449197860963,10.046844919786096,32.068983957219245,9.3871,2.6917469518716577,736,25,145,12,10,243,103,187,0.228,0.6940000000000001,0.078,-0.9878,0,2,3,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,9,0,18,12,2,4,4,0,15,1,1,3,0,36,33,26,0,4,9,0,1,0,2,6,0,1,1,1,4,14,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,10,0,1,2,2,29,2,22,20,1,20,0,3,0,0,19,5,0,6,13,107,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18472112071251529,0.09610031235053076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056284042484198,0.2159427164759332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14080821750594186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828786758414748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248080519530228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268648048875095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181905250058101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991527566127692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762827392801204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058397268399157286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17846085296744738,0.0,0.06034088101182405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280529525636221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584996187639435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818892215165284,0.0,0.10928327482427684,0.15418636759361518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218625911116457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826176601561466,0.0,0.0,0.542029592802887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552531721112308,0.0,0.07398845407380651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986130167075248,0.09184551439241606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785774468368078,0.2667389163974105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683716187038754,0.1856595058071285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14800786409203776,0.11347233038172873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831815343455688,0.07841288746440635,0.0,0.0,0.12023339257233805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529469739066687,0.13624278126623893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084308555891852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,strawb3rr1,2020/02/02,"I find therapy excruciating and unhelpful So, I’ve had social anxiety literally my entire life, as well as general anxiety (I’m 26). Anyway, I finally went to therapy for the first time for a couple months when I was 21 and it wasn’t really helpful. Since then I’ve been to 4 other therapists. Most of the therapists I only saw for a couple sessions then quit because I felt like they had no idea how to help me, or the methods they were using didn’t seem helpful to me. Of course, most of this feeling was probably my intense anxiety lol. The one other therapist I did see for longer (like 5 months) was helpful in some ways, but I feel like it made no meaningful difference for my anxiety even though it was CBT. So I guess what I’m wondering is am I doomed to suffer for the rest of my life, or is my anxiety what’s preventing the therapy from working, and how do I stop that? Every time I go to therapy, I feel extremely physically tense and anxious, and I find it hard to be completely honest with my therapist in some ways because I don’t want to look stupid. I also really hate being vulnerable in front of other people and especially crying, but the fact that I‘m afraid of that happening makes me constantly two steps away from crying. So I spend so much of my energy in sessions just kind of dissociating, and willing myself to not cry. Eventually it’s too hard and I start crying then feel even more anxious because I’m crying, then spend the rest of the session crying. Because I’m spending so much energy focusing on my anxiety, I find it hard to pay attention to what the therapist is saying or to remember what happened in the session afterwards. TLDR: It’s hard for me to be vulnerable in front of others, which is the point of therapy, so I spend my therapy sessions dissociating and preoccupied with how anxious and uncomfortable I am.",6.530084033613446,6.75226979551821,8.029355742296925,67.77495798319329,65.33053221288515,12.178151260504205,35.48739495798319,11.765960540728905,4.567063865546217,1475,66,262,48,21,514,163,357,0.23,0.6779999999999999,0.092,-0.9953,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,2,3,18,11,2,1,14,1,23,2,0,6,1,49,49,33,0,1,7,0,9,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,20,12,0,2,14,0,5,5,6,5,1,3,15,13,36,6,45,30,9,31,1,2,3,0,8,9,0,10,18,190,56,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05040023557890408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892789272373395,0.21359739679005066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059213082148029735,0.0,0.0,0.1536752766845727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06607941974954147,0.06810650775951321,0.0,0.0,0.1394696191940692,0.4153731437968028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584662101583108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083253458304981,0.0,0.05310040190597682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746722510687356,0.04502432741634835,0.06051288211933959,0.06903966421905791,0.17280826454858073,0.05360814556025143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03581796710522818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942799393098402,0.0,0.11146375392888166,0.0,0.2258283449339923,0.062223109568284765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16897451934161606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114637606014884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562975274427378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903136922470423,0.09237096566408287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05292425082355055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059634791893123214,0.04206898063306955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061024225966156,0.0,0.09265971993108156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04270666428173967,0.04793255920583942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04369287627201874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05957801043243543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795048507728521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703373595649663,0.0,0.0,0.08074952124705517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139385740407962,0.0,0.0,0.05011918013909892,0.0,0.0,0.050221933925939405,0.05737464336558114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05213406843572999,0.0,0.0,0.06424498728577893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04460868109042112,0.0,0.0,0.05269085001100662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.432440323981189,0.3658783577752124,0.0,0.0,0.061920717683680515,0.0,0.07349955221044252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061565248171617314,0.0,0.0,0.05443246348913193,0.0,0.0,0.037173162685767036,0.10005096695855784,0.0,0.0,0.056666106143926226,0.05842383947473929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834679285760707,0.04588219124938095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Digiornopizzas,2020/02/02,"Getting a job I know I need to do it, and I know it would be good for me, but I don’t honestly want to...Fear is holding me back, plus a lack of motivation/belief in myself. How the hell am I going to overcome this? My social anxiety is crippling.",-0.30616352201257513,1.7065225660377372,2.9946226415094337,89.3257704402516,87.49056603773585,5.79748427672956,22.040880503144656,7.1686216300943375,0.8189144654088052,188,7,42,3,6,68,41,53,0.204,0.6629999999999999,0.133,-0.7184,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,3,0,7,0,0,1,0,11,13,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,9,2,6,11,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,33,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643187738730911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656804560569628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888015291465981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18051783541523614,0.0,0.1963646900580444,0.289802405528795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428712895335309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797730858296953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561957162018124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522100229500061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20379427307593992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454446341109072,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Toonling,2020/02/02,"Self-consciousness is not self-awareness! Most people with social anxiety know what it feels like to be self-conscious, and this is probably one of the biggest issues I have personally faced, despite being a rather sociable character. **Self-Consciousness** Being publically self-conscious essentially means that you are **aware of aspects of yourself as seen by others**. You become a social object, defined by how you believe you are being perceived of others. For example, if you believe that you come across socially awkward to others, you would become aware of yourself as socially awkward. You become preoccupied with the aspects of yourself which define you as ""socially awkward"" as they would be observed by others (e.g. body language). It is also common for oneself to become aware of their own self-consciousness as perceived by others, which becomes self-fulfilling. You are essentially a threat to your own social status, which causes social anxiety. On the other hand, if you see yourself as being percieved positively by others, you become less self-conscious of yourself around others because you are no longer a threat to your own social status. However, the issue is that you constantly require confirmation from others in order to maintain this positive image, and therefore it is easily subject to change. **Self-Awareness** Moving on to self-awareness, this means that you are **aware of yourself as yourself**. You become directly aware of your internal experiences as a way to gain knowledge of yourself. Unlike self-consciousness, you have control over yourself and you make use of your knowledge in order to act in a productive way in order to improve your life based on your values. You are aware of how others percieve you, and you use this knowledge to improve your life depending on your values. For example, if you wanted to be liked by others, but you are aware that they do not like you, it would be a case of using that knowledge to change your actions in order to be liked. You are not defined by the awareness that they do not like you, but rather",6.726799267963783,9.24724041620112,6.46303024465421,70.71337988826818,66.62569832402235,8.401618185320746,34.1325370834136,9.035553425615538,3.5713736081679825,1671,78,232,31,29,523,135,358,0.039,0.871,0.09,0.9599,1,0,0,0,0,0,66.0,0,35,4,3,6,10,2,3,12,0,29,5,3,10,0,45,41,20,0,9,11,0,2,5,0,3,2,0,0,1,30,8,0,2,10,0,0,4,5,5,0,1,1,4,41,5,62,28,5,25,0,0,2,0,49,13,0,5,7,199,71,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045029330538666375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615063192213371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05012588353364871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03432471470603145,0.4353128196950127,0.0,0.12687922607745342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06254527659062492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05784362543641301,0.11913238102894845,0.04850418733741325,0.0,0.06084873244165999,0.06315399016845713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055079836960993736,0.0,0.0,0.028470917577349993,0.04022630644925992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754143635935553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030945296518131476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954373441078327,0.13754574415801546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03758589642672528,0.0,0.0,0.12267141157228463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059846284556662965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03815562526757792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03903674150009928,0.049165802585010035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060709336328747476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04487002961527352,0.0,0.6461545186597869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4591897215900533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589559130028815,0.0,0.0,0.03321180170129317,0.08938902785160459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999834529747093,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ridge9,2020/02/02,"How can I explain things properly, whether it be in interviews, class, talking with managers, etc and avoid trailing off into nonsense. I feel like I trail off into nonsense (in interviews, talking with managers, answering questions in class, etc) when I'm trying to explain something. For example, someone asks: ***Q: Name 3 of your strengths and tell me why they're strengths?*** From here, I instantly have trouble answering if I didn't prepare for this. So let's say I start thinking and I say ***""I'm a hard worker...""***, and I'll began to explain why, something like *""...because when I have a task to do, I do my best to do it right and to completion.*. Even if I manage to get that sentence out right, it never really expands into more detail, it's like my brain goes blank and into 'auto-pilot' but unfortunately my auto-pilot sucks. Eventually I'll say things that literally make no sense, it's like a string of words together. It's not that the information is not in my head, if I had to explain things in detail I can...if it was a written question and I had time to answer I think my answer would be great and super detailed. The problem is I have trouble accessing that information in my head quickly in the heated moment during an interview. How do I get better at this?",2.0648403575989778,4.768333761316871,3.7997417340712367,82.74481481481484,83.81481481481481,6.150078047396054,27.309351497090958,7.503015589744147,1.9530988789555832,996,46,177,17,29,332,128,243,0.106,0.773,0.121,0.7546,0,1,2,0,0,0,59.0,0,1,0,6,8,15,1,1,8,0,18,3,3,3,1,46,35,18,0,5,7,0,2,4,0,1,0,3,0,0,16,15,0,1,15,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,6,5,24,10,30,25,4,25,0,0,0,0,20,17,1,5,12,125,40,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123881033551641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077821656533814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906339469351012,0.1171962860178806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792745679150104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389365366817315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29557229635500065,0.08752306850992937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700215764569631,0.09466675314889064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13846432659828933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609518527218746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870491693411868,0.0,0.27199152552202743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550271820937132,0.0,0.2589550999480715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884529327443145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022015896245709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267962939587288,0.0,0.0,0.29688801615477856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489071834541638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22632941581025584,0.0,0.3161370969772723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227717007809386,0.2040287547303544,0.0,0.0,0.09379282808678056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21301659850738505,0.11582151695960904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26410568335580153,0.1698169540210996,0.0,0.0,0.07726893842653518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996709591677089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391433268583411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413287584895846,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,viIIaneIIe,2020/02/02,"bad social anxiety when alone but eases when with people so i’m new to this sub. i (f24) live alone in a town where i don’t know anyone. i have grandparents in the next town along and other family two towns away. i find that it takes me days to be able to leave to even go a necessary food shop, and even then i go an hour before the store shuts so it’s not as busy. i try and be as fast as possible, and when i start walking home i sweat and just want to run even though i KNOW i’m going home and it will be fine when i get there. however i’ve realised that if i’m with my grandparents or family out at the store or just out in general i feel more at ease. it makes me feel like i’m dependent on them and i don’t want that to be the case but how do i go out myself and feel okay? i used to go out myself all the time and i go on holiday myself and go to the cinema myself but since november i’ve just not been able to do anything alone without my social anxiety flaring up. is there any advice? :( i feel like i’m wasting my 20s away being too scared to do things that i know i can do and enjoy doing. and does anyone else’s flare up and calm down throughout the year?",1.3526209077380962,2.604242785156252,3.3611607142857127,92.67729166666668,78.1796875,7.0636904761904775,19.22172619047619,7.793537801064563,0.3487944940476191,907,18,218,14,21,308,129,256,0.094,0.784,0.122,0.8484,3,3,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,18,8,0,1,10,1,17,2,1,4,1,48,43,31,0,3,12,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,11,20,1,0,8,3,3,9,5,2,0,1,1,4,28,6,33,36,2,43,0,0,0,0,3,21,0,4,15,142,39,0,0.2128154221810407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398038376108806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306188934095196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236089241744574,0.0,0.16280321546707016,0.0,0.0,0.14880549139401428,0.1090272746937679,0.08756447970292824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999470945943972,0.0,0.08884599410752295,0.0,0.0,0.09054512483978826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862417076308197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311810504422552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888899886768673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108438688607932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006234399447433,0.0,0.21521174368540635,0.15203538012866746,0.0,0.0,0.0972547201985116,0.0,0.12866862662424153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055593637228482415,0.0,0.4233176806558496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134712203564856,0.0,0.10479016122302298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754366856398895,0.0,0.0,0.11267040198427646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039708655554632,0.0,0.0939599583725684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102797342234032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276923043964134,0.1131658079139311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737697088898565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995870620218012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065326817768967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802155820102442,0.0,0.0,0.21693852243550052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531592558735363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000535613703323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069255507261353,0.0,0.10454503588497792,0.0,0.0620471920450276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07224385104486304,0.0,0.10394487209029282,0.0,0.0,0.09190209774133228,0.0,0.0,0.12552404985983814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257323632323637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852307722844786 socialanxiety,sammyskitlles_,2020/02/02,"Just a thought, do you think social anxiety is somewhat related to being too self-involved? Cause if you/we could've only cared less about what others might perceive of ourselves, if only we could alter such way of thinking, I feel like we'd be ""cured"" Cause all I think about is always ""me,me,me"" And u overanalyze social situations ""I shouldn't have said that, now they think im..."" ""I shouldn't have done that now I made they think im....."" Or in the middle of a conversation... ""I'd rather not say anything bc they might figure me out and find out how obnoxious/annoying/stupid/and so onn.. I really am."" ""Should I ask him what he's doing here? Oh shit. What did he say? I wasn't paying attention anymore .fsjshdjdkkk"" And so many more of being stuck in your own mind.",2.4357424812030075,4.490573796052633,3.860075187969926,86.72552631578951,77.48684210526315,6.974436090225563,22.04135338345865,7.957251820313856,1.0393274436090234,595,17,122,10,14,196,99,152,0.06,0.9009999999999999,0.039,-0.4222,0,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,2,2,3,0,12,3,1,0,3,0,20,1,1,4,1,36,32,9,0,7,6,0,1,1,0,5,0,3,0,0,6,6,0,0,11,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,7,4,17,2,11,15,5,8,0,0,0,0,17,5,1,6,3,78,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553695201076546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622228697079084,0.0,0.13770502328142106,0.0,0.0,0.11426431922450313,0.0,0.12980896034734074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14157005020302013,0.28528088736904644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22172589857583225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209499097063066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020832952116789,0.09919672490134032,0.0,0.0,0.12690927225918114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999704791949499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783663999479038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138621686157326,0.0,0.14077530988255718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29460251892410005,0.1402021085233274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21120816954757696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895288952334911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13208115175188448,0.22084321120735734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14485412812249174,0.0,0.14253077286812765,0.0,0.1560767690136367,0.0,0.28308661986868544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4448574898602609,0.0,0.11023389860609617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021517494004232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Alexav93,2020/02/02,Any girls in bowling green ohio willing to meet up i have severe social anxiety and would really like to practice if they are willing. Hey my name is Alex! I’m 26 Year old guy that has been suffering from this problem throughout my life and i really want to try meeting girls for a chat it’s gonna be really awkward but i’m really a sweet guy and very caring and goofy so i hope to hear from someone.,1.2834002677376155,3.589400204819277,3.2187148594377533,88.41179384203484,83.09638554216869,6.5804551539491305,22.475234270415,7.793537801064563,1.2238230254350737,319,11,65,6,9,107,63,83,0.094,0.7090000000000001,0.19699999999999998,0.9228,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,1,7,0,1,2,0,9,1,0,0,0,11,16,7,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,0,4,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,6,4,9,10,0,4,0,1,1,0,12,2,0,2,3,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170898138544025,0.0,0.15941399462723232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21246244894583288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4126679280376136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23486509889563856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20697337617556605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718852511089672,0.10180641061355312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21866505823997726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993963520259337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5339872020059704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354157946412959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124223182616908,0.1765639785706532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147977175113993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17193949198778646,0.12291090291144845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803076228790915,0.0,0.0,0.13419314150274494 socialanxiety,ricecakeswt,2020/02/02,social anxiety is making me suicidal i seriously can't do it anymore. i hate school so much because i have to interact with everyone and do presentations. i have to do an experiment on thursday in physics in front of my whole class and i have to explain it but i feel like throwing up by just thinking about it. whenever i'm in school i just want to throw myself off the roof or under the bus so i don't have to go anymore. i told some of my friends but they told me i'm overreacting but i can't help it. talking to my teacher about this isn't an option because mental health is never a topic of discussion in my country and no one even attempts to understand. i've had panic attacks in class and teachers just laughed in my face. i don't know what to do anymore.,2.8184615384615337,4.482220949044589,4.6779617834394935,83.03424791768744,75.17834394904459,7.6333170014698695,30.548260656540908,8.384062270229773,2.3547073983341504,607,29,122,11,13,207,89,157,0.136,0.7829999999999999,0.08,-0.7868,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,8,7,2,1,5,0,16,2,1,1,1,22,29,10,1,1,7,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,5,0,0,4,7,4,0,1,3,1,20,3,25,26,3,17,0,0,0,0,10,10,0,3,4,92,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499669131742602,0.0,0.4861316615984717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18588534676130009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19920809275300155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079208250138243,0.0,0.0,0.15613087910893586,0.0,0.15983161643318494,0.0,0.0,0.08261739737803551,0.116729386607935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262385348682468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286111685964582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16131868768586907,0.0,0.17368119365745882,0.0,0.0,0.10952019234359284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979759266534924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982652032121879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906739947738192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16466368106761226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011409044270215,0.0,0.12602026023295446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072064840813986,0.0,0.0,0.19170877117557567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307288300402705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16656057711104347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17872755779889773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133067340953378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104696887867983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122617582178717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17009990783064674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637457631429268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824246291305643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Ninjakilla_X,2020/02/02,"Have any of you worked in a bar or pub before? So I've got this interview as a bar worker at a pub and I'm just really worried that if I get the job I might not be able to handle the amount of people I'll have to interact with at the job since this could lead me to fucking up my job cause of how anxious and nervous I'll be. So if any of you can talk about this experience despite being SA, I'll really appreciate it :)",4.430967741935486,3.282796827956993,6.5091612903225835,81.5237419354839,69.96774193548387,10.020645161290323,28.277419354838713,9.3871,2.031049032258064,327,9,77,6,5,117,61,93,0.07200000000000001,0.86,0.068,0.1689,3,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,3,5,2,1,1,6,0,8,3,0,3,0,13,12,9,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,0,4,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,14,6,1,5,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,4,0,49,11,7,0.2029894543499668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276079579525934,0.0,0.0,0.22932030476443144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272907477205995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20852608563604533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620705618962182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985626369767157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18766047961805407,0.10605361181709504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16234921008322478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6043071349671211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21533973290783828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072732889037692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26008048459726124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679149742734347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315523430263304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777874035950894,0.20614564423498655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,zach_40hrs_practice,2020/02/02,"Help me please I dont know whether this is the right subreddit to go to but i need some help, im a 12 yr old boy living in ireland, every few minutes my parents will try to find things to scream at me for. Even if its something as little as leaving a sock on the floor, even if ive finished the task at hand they'll keep shouting on about how they wish they never had me and how they want to put me up for adoption its scary at night couse all i can hear is everything ive done wrong that day and how im gonna be punished the next day.. please just if any of you have any advice to calm down my parents or if youve been through he same(ish) situation please comment",5.962172619047622,4.116217618055561,6.1175793650793695,87.84250000000002,67.2638888888889,9.061904761904762,32.37698412698413,6.868970318607317,1.6603067460317464,523,17,125,3,7,167,98,144,0.10099999999999999,0.741,0.158,0.7351,2,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,4,0,7,4,1,0,6,0,13,1,1,3,2,22,21,14,0,7,8,2,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,1,5,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,3,4,16,1,21,14,3,20,0,0,0,0,13,11,0,6,7,77,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759142565190668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19150224280834915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18161305330757588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409073557925675,0.1650205034917136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859985986919489,0.0,0.11863291382215255,0.0,0.12654499181978046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869173126189346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002180119847556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586956336718847,0.0,0.18875506466682007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30418360776838466,0.0,0.0,0.12515250667644967,0.0,0.0,0.07738185099829382,0.0,0.0,0.14909044068744254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112196925090728,0.12433195723127816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440391632397064,0.10859624084194,0.0,0.14974598364345054,0.1321344264653153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774945337754122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126909635972655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4636794604306211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154627914654694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024531046548935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15826888970813138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839731489876864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354350391479113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095596247102586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304947697394142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16191692909526575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15394638374436484,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,xblessed97,2020/02/02,"I didn't know how to talk to people, so I wrote books to express my feelings. Hi guys, this is my first time posting on here and I'm finally ready to talk to the community. So for the past year my social anxiety has been so severe that I don't have any friends at all. Eventually I got so alone and depressed that I started writing, it helped me a lot. Writing was a way for me to create friends and kind of live in a world where I would be accepted. I know it sounds weird, but I would love to share my books with you guys. I felt like since they helped me in a big way, then I can put them online to help others. I would love to hear your thoughts on them. https://www.amazon.com/Black-wall-street-fallen-empire-ebook/dp/B07XZP39SG/ref=mp_s_a_1_1?keywords=black+wall+street+Kristy+Archer&qid=1580653868&sr=8-1 https://www.amazon.com/breaking-free-Kristy-Archer-ebook/dp/B07TZSDP6P/ref=mp_s_a_1_1?keywords=breaking+free+Kristy+Archer&qid=1580655865&sr=8-1",12.901760563380279,16.1110612887324,7.0663098591549325,69.69242253521128,52.30985915492958,7.651830985915493,26.171830985915488,7.908726449838941,1.1964230985915492,821,17,122,7,10,206,91,142,0.085,0.737,0.179,0.9577,0,1,0,0,0,0,67.0,0,2,3,1,7,10,0,0,6,0,12,2,0,1,1,20,24,10,0,3,1,0,2,1,2,3,0,2,0,2,6,4,0,0,6,2,0,1,2,2,0,1,7,4,23,8,18,13,2,19,0,1,0,2,24,8,0,1,8,80,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137201988613914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5497412238594674,0.0,0.0862581974636457,0.0,0.0970352315893308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092504598855314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06413608395063021,0.0,0.12179002985109375,0.13895128560504127,0.0,0.1078933512895461,0.0,0.0,0.19599855543904945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144864930229452,0.0,0.0,0.2511907945112029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14296228707448858,0.0,0.2550623648296603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320883961547498,0.13942017358393527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061969519390470476,0.0,0.11200548213558124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783814254968092,0.2289631329871369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210868493419794,0.08793758484275914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148138739383825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751314781295975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143297495343625,0.0,0.1049265797408992,0.0,0.0,0.12930137592665608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978076091146857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20390463419090926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069988309683738,0.07396369454109146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013655576424648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703187885331111,0.0,0.0,0.08168330888306008 socialanxiety,iwantanswers123,2020/02/02,"My co worker and only friend at the office left work for another and i feel completely alone and social anxiety and depression is kicking high Hi everyone, My co worker and good friend's last day was Friday and ive been feeling miserable... He was my only friend at the office. My department is a small team so i dont have to talk to other dept people and i dont talk anywyas besides a ""hello"".My insecurities, social anxiety always make me freeze or prevent me from taking freely. I've been there for about 2 years. He was my Support system, and was very easy to talk to. Having him made it easier during meetings, office lunches, etc. Now that he left, the office feels a completely different place. I feel very uncomfortable, isolated and bored being there. I've been having dreams of being around loud people and panicking. I try to comfort myself saying it's just a job, try talking to others, maybe others don't like it here either. Nothing helps. It hits me time and again that he's gone and i end up crying. It's very difficult for me to make friends and can't talk easily to people. The void is killing me. I wanted to vent and get some help...",2.6159937888198748,5.100609714285717,4.169868012422363,82.51317546583853,79.08928571428571,6.9313664596273314,22.23913043478261,8.04050195162591,1.4344540372670802,912,28,165,17,23,303,127,224,0.161,0.7040000000000001,0.135,-0.7426,2,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,4,9,14,1,2,8,0,20,1,0,3,0,28,33,16,1,1,3,0,5,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,10,15,1,1,4,2,0,2,4,6,0,0,9,7,20,8,19,21,3,19,0,2,0,0,22,9,0,2,8,101,30,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775293878002627,0.0,0.0,0.0865687111295386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909387302444327,0.15917896943371898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261669130938638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21816564456242465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428186213123613,0.06709649283628807,0.0,0.08960856448685411,0.0,0.0,0.10869852194999156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438656655724105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214759773539888,0.0,0.11603089095419265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941364115882084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21042080447609945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215208286133044,0.0,0.05435603870423431,0.0,0.0,0.08726290527065468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394701824959856,0.10992282515202446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032425690325019,0.0,0.11510364408958397,0.0,0.0,0.08480560109071635,0.0,0.0,0.2260771697275028,0.0,0.0,0.05082815834678004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984441363212754,0.13889356641878595,0.0,0.10452107325317274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982814427156393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15825256508462454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21638245048460905,0.0,0.10869852194999156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273592051375919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21210914251716007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806212709657435,0.0,0.0,0.07822431579458901,0.4181126921847469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06066592762095205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127118711080275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575290005457679,0.06136484724368749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574156875013338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699764979677375 socialanxiety,pilotjones0,2020/02/02,"Off to a great start... I guess Long time lurker formerly, I've just signed up to Reddit. It's been my favorite place on the internet to avoid real life shit and calm my anxious ass down. Well, it turns out, as some anonymous person here, I'm as anxious as I've been in real life to post something or make a comment. Hope it gets better. On that note, I just wanna thank everyone who has contributed to this subreddit ever, in anyway. It's good to not feel alone in this.",3.5511879699248112,4.733873442105266,4.608120300751882,86.19684210526316,72.47368421052632,7.533834586466164,25.150375939849624,7.957251820313856,1.3327744360902265,367,11,75,5,7,120,68,95,0.121,0.6559999999999999,0.223,0.879,0,2,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,6,9,1,1,3,0,3,4,2,1,1,17,12,5,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,8,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,1,4,7,19,10,1,16,0,0,0,1,3,10,2,4,5,47,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895881718672888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41359659688425937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618959040031494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16558232876370066,0.0,0.17491541947128045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255732626677736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563787423859683,0.0,0.0,0.15353655194375562,0.0,0.2018170787983825,0.20165401673818684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18181338291743376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585921355830789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16199654605480215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218960169254635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598352149580528,0.191251898040996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17531460787358807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4167098113316876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879017395426528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14092349174216998,0.0,0.0,0.12956617660908298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16853102604181014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673994085460206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991095923636936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16458703859705795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,KaiTherminate,2020/02/02,"Why do people still ignore me? I gained my confidence one day ( i drank 3 lattes and monster energy drink red ultra) and i was feeling very hyperactive and confident, then i saw 3 girls and i said hi to them, but they ignored me stared at me but didn’t say nothing, then again i saw bunch of people they were sitting at cafe, i went there (where they were sitting) and i said - yooo what’s up, one of them said to me - who are you and started to laugh, why are people so mean ?",2.35569587628866,3.884220484536087,3.6150386597938144,90.74049613402063,76.11340206185567,6.499484536082474,22.434278350515466,7.1686216300943375,0.5904443298969069,365,10,80,4,8,119,62,97,0.049,0.8029999999999999,0.14800000000000002,0.8197,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,5,1,5,3,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,0,12,17,11,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,2,6,2,2,2,1,0,1,1,2,0,2,11,9,19,1,8,6,1,13,0,0,4,0,13,4,0,0,6,54,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999461248290478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974597925712682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191878062446907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195665217140034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19340982487911787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27317523509178604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4192253813843934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5752116602903443,0.16029487490269756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267078861062832,0.0,0.16097237575522386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16631461752027255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18685545162445247,0.36376733413220935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,valioilav,2020/02/02,"Becoming less serious. For quite a while I've been hiding my social anxiety behind a mask of seriousness in public. I've summed up the behaviour in the following bullet points, so you can get a better idea of what I mean: - not smiling - being very fact-oriented, rarely talking about my own opinions - being overly formal and distant toward others It has been a good coping mechanism and helped me feel comfortable in public. But now that I want to be a bit more social again, it's becoming more and more of a hindrance. For example, it prevents me from connecting to people or becoming intimate with them. It's like they don't even see me as part of the ""social game"" anymore – which is kind of true, because I excluded myself from it. Has anyone dealt with a similar issue before? If you were able to solve it, how? I would be grateful for any advice.",6.308385093167704,6.939984341614911,7.179683229813668,72.26368633540373,65.83229813664596,10.415155279503104,31.62795031055901,10.355215969177356,3.438472795031055,673,25,114,16,10,225,112,161,0.085,0.7809999999999999,0.133,0.836,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,2,2,6,8,0,0,10,0,13,0,0,1,1,18,19,10,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,2,14,6,24,11,7,11,0,0,1,0,12,7,0,3,4,90,24,0,0.1554958762773298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194877065656426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574252804938604,0.0,0.11895391974122772,0.0,0.15421012627873845,0.1087263321523147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478884291811654,0.5151989359732894,0.13231553789955927,0.0,0.0,0.13752346632894544,0.16976122381597625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270355976464013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862338717413603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124017749928826,0.0,0.0,0.13042256356954346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422560815629628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755359172939939,0.0,0.16229729573657556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16192502679271406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596743074900841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16938059444417886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683868810458233,0.0,0.10780126185397933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469938637909987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16538900478668178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391008127406344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4755253914218798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498169527261027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830038277435338,0.09171549658760417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045980911277302,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,apple-pen,2020/02/02,"Anxious about hotel cleaners. Needing some encouragement. Sometimes I want to stay in my room till like 3pm and do not want hotel cleaners to come in till I leave. I put the do not disturb sign on my door (some days I put the do not clean one) but then I feel anxious that maybe I am making their work hard by staying over in my room till mid afternoon. I need to study before going to wherever I am to go. Does anyone have experience of what happens if you are in your room and the cleaners knock to clean? Is it okay I stay in for this long and do not want my room to be cleaned? &#x200B; I need some encouragement :-/",1.54591575091575,3.779299928571433,2.7995238095238117,92.25445054945057,81.46031746031746,5.464224664224664,23.184371184371184,6.67199483983844,0.5642840048840045,485,17,104,5,13,156,75,126,0.107,0.774,0.11800000000000001,0.1086,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,1,1,1,5,0,1,3,1,10,0,0,1,0,22,22,9,0,7,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,8,0,4,4,0,0,1,2,0,5,4,1,0,1,0,2,17,4,21,21,3,27,0,0,0,0,5,12,0,4,8,69,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16266278922948718,0.18242101472822872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33920207211023506,0.0,0.104972448716673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277472139603009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12932131407789355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681964259071156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313773492466949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685323651423354,0.0,0.0,0.07590883748847603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706415271457404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327570122554853,0.0,0.1344845086375191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15896305819607875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334458056826783,0.0,0.0,0.13285787288976916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021109070207004,0.0,0.15082297938077455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33395231277031995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173009527490427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018386598854036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14847966761316425,0.0,0.0,0.4800469511758673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26564678688634064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929441026881268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18242101472822872,0.0 socialanxiety,-Dopey,2020/02/02,Vally ain’t working Is anyone prescribed xanax for SAD I’ve been on vallies and not helping at all?,2.6454999999999984,5.05386455,3.6500000000000017,86.70500000000001,78.5,4.0,30.0,3.1291,1.102,81,4,14,0,2,26,20,20,0.263,0.737,0.0,-0.6928,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,0,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5770653235024359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5531777178291468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6008244543195341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jeongmihyo,2020/02/02,"I don’t really know if I have social anxiety Teenage girl here, I have no idea if I have social anxiety. I’m kind of confident, I would volunteer to present, in the classroom and infront of the entire school. I have no problem with that. My friends tell me that I’m extroverted, but I really don’t know. Due to being bullied when I was younger for being big, I suppressed all my emotions and became numb. If I’m hanging out with friends, I’d be the life of the party, but when I’m alone, I just keep to myself and don’t really come out. I would ignore messages for days and not contact anyone for that period of time. I felt scared that people would not want to be my friend anym. I always overthink about what I say and any critics someone gives me. I would over think for days about that specific situation and won’t move on until someone convince me out of it. Not to mention I don’t ever open up abt my feelings to anyone, except 1 close friend of mine. He has really helped me because me and him always have this unspoken bond? We get each other well and so I’m able to open up to him. Please lmk if I hv social anxiety.",3.860282608695656,4.740029930434783,5.202336956521741,83.3678532608696,71.43478260869566,8.184782608695654,27.85326086956522,8.472884824447931,1.8953260869565216,884,31,180,14,16,296,123,230,0.135,0.747,0.11900000000000001,0.0311,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,0,0,9,11,0,1,4,0,20,2,0,0,2,47,35,18,0,10,11,0,2,0,4,5,2,1,0,1,9,19,0,3,6,0,0,3,10,4,1,0,2,3,31,7,32,24,2,25,0,0,0,0,19,12,0,4,10,124,40,2,0.11801287515989015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222574784468053,0.0,0.0,0.19639233189469754,0.0,0.0,0.08025280194265015,0.0,0.27083857944561623,0.0,0.0,0.16503469249563052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719395533415635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165764237614733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15221708303311227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327486004561342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674940194673067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059670855570989674,0.0,0.11331086704366405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.364705818419748,0.0,0.06165685646924514,0.11320870330306824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910154261502991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332221714789814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489526580618644,0.0,0.12289224916851653,0.12971357976912407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833559837807798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254290098848782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818152684291285,0.0,0.0,0.12954269832426618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129223835410924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024082788791964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938485750171184,0.11815147554757667,0.1194353300685192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326514162253566,0.0,0.3608977935411001,0.1999838523134401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103148454517773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075617885251411,0.0,0.0,0.06881425654013441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960705137746645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610774754528668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353318422351369,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,oe_r,2020/02/02,"Figured it out.. I finally figured out I might have social anxiety, at first I thought it was depression but thinking it could be social anxiety. I had those symptoms. Now, I wanna began making plans to my doctors office .",3.17625,6.225134125,4.935000000000001,73.93,82.75,7.2,33.0,8.238735603445708,3.59635,175,10,25,4,5,59,30,40,0.152,0.848,0.0,-0.5789,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,0,11,10,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,6,0,5,3,0,7,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,4,24,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40124378332641775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20938670438926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258770713308707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684258064163066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872840030422855,0.0,0.22307122762586207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17505509762952204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27820769219340785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5346653212071825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27258001081401795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680403495000138,0.0,0.20819861720588528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ThatChick23,2020/02/02,Look at my Instagram and tell me what you think about me based from that My Instagram handle is @metabec_ . Do I look like a huge underachiever to you? I just want to know what people think.,3.703963963963965,5.478546243243244,3.890270270270271,89.1382882882883,73.05405405405405,8.176576576576577,23.144144144144143,8.841846274778883,1.3301063063063068,149,4,32,3,3,46,28,37,0.0,0.836,0.16399999999999998,0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,8,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,1,5,8,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,21,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21398313510257413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19022257251730415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6539319190502779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26993453837114456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403194903414759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4989748084887934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296557554807633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,yourlocalbrowngirl,2020/02/02,"Im at a party, this is a disaster Im a teen and everyone wants me to drink/ smoke weed and dance but I don’t want to. “So then why did you come?” well it’s my friends b day so I don’t wanna not come so yea. 😗",-4.699999999999998,-3.851112538461536,-0.4004615384615367,107.19546153846157,116.69230769230772,3.6184615384615375,10.96923076923077,5.6839178017228535,-1.5315215384615382,156,3,48,2,10,58,39,52,0.054000000000000006,0.735,0.212,0.7615,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,1,4,1,0,0,0,9,8,7,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,0,5,2,4,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4682869871342622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752973941206294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26627401259337063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597297041695679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100026433160132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5872110270147102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32064560628155797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443932214448251,0.0,0.2452696481862679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mangomelon789,2020/02/02,"Anxiety caused by certain music So I'm at a quinceanera for a wonderful girl that I know through my job. My social anxiety isnt actually that bad tonight, at least as far as how it usually presents. That said, since I arrived they've played music. Great! I love music! But for some reason I feel like it has caused a low level of constant anxiety in me. I just feel super on edge and can't shake it. I just want the music to stop stop stop. It is really really upbeat latinx music and it is so loud I can feel it in my chest, if that makes sense? I've never really felt this before. But when the music gets faster, faster, faster I feel an answering uptick in my anxiety level. When the music slows and it seems like they are going to stop I get this overwhelming relief (usually short lived because one song plays into the next). I guess I'm just wondering if anyone else has experienced anything similar? I've never experienced this before even when around similar situations and similar types of music. I'm not sure why it is affecting me now. 😓",3.03449293966624,5.263186292682931,4.734967907573815,80.33246469833121,76.3170731707317,8.413350449293967,23.9602053915276,9.134995656068208,2.147,830,27,155,21,19,280,115,205,0.091,0.738,0.171,0.9659,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,1,12,14,0,2,8,0,9,2,1,6,4,41,29,16,0,3,8,0,5,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,15,6,0,4,11,3,0,2,5,4,0,1,2,10,17,10,18,27,2,35,0,2,0,1,5,13,0,7,22,92,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.11367819638317282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564605085813805,0.0,0.0,0.08145306127682336,0.11935856940873288,0.09586198552350833,0.10370149085873892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726493470699232,0.07101169769759551,0.0,0.1982501460880781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393362379499536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258851480758196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731309814933686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694106093028015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23560495223235475,0.08322103584924301,0.11184941610845747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172324817725687,0.0,0.06620439428105414,0.0,0.0,0.12843149518201244,0.1283277264409174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559912341277585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402028568417706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113823020961902,0.0,0.10286349213583446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513747622151674,0.0,0.07775849960025316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796897405072925,0.0,0.1238892651084708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893716670827491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22388092798262432,0.1197719224039868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110809407023118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060488301848755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636237623577264,0.13094051645592567,0.0,0.1187476792402376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.389566029683844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979118066922178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565962709221063,0.0,0.06870927967218624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511480913623404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526585614921781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,VitaminB87,2020/02/02,"Living in a new town It's killing me. I had a decent amount of friends were I used to live. It took me a long time to get there, though. Now I live somewhere else and I'm struggling. I've gone to Meetups and things like that, but everyone ends up being twice my age, plus I feel like I have to act really enthusiastic about something I'm only slightly interested in. It always feels too much like work. When I got to places like bars and coffee shops, either every interaction I have is either unbelievably awkward (like me saying hi and maybe throwing in a casual observation, with the person I'm talking to usually just nodding or saying a few words and then looking away), or I hit it off with a crazy person that is just looking to see how they can take advantage of me. With the latter scenario, I've had people try to rope me into fixing their laptop, buy hard drugs, and all kinds of ridiculous things. Sometimes I have OK conversations with the staff at places, but it's their job. I worked in sales, so I know how it is. Then there are random gun shots in my neighborhood as a background, which doesn't exactly help me to relax. Honestly, it's just starting to feel like a really cold world to me. I don't feel a sense of real community anywhere. And when I talk to people, I feel like I have hardly anything in common with them. I want to move badly just try anew somewhere else, but I fear that's a fantasy and I'll end up in the same place wherever I go. The loneliness is killing me. Right now I mostly work online - probably compounding my issues - but before that it's not like I ever made a real friend at work. I just don't know what to do anymore.",4.685906352683464,5.4214996114457845,5.6852135815991245,81.18098028477549,69.45180722891564,8.566484118291347,27.44030668127054,8.710501217029153,1.9130192771084336,1309,41,260,21,22,433,179,332,0.11199999999999999,0.735,0.153,0.922,1,0,2,1,0,0,37.0,0,0,4,5,18,24,3,3,16,1,18,2,0,4,3,50,42,24,2,1,14,0,7,8,2,0,1,2,0,2,16,15,1,0,7,5,3,6,4,7,0,1,7,13,36,17,40,33,8,42,0,0,3,0,16,20,0,4,24,168,52,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469954327045256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903214223801505,0.0,0.0,0.07387673215911271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434606134506091,0.0,0.07495792508971058,0.0,0.0,0.07639145414666088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041098733056038,0.0,0.14999008518948312,0.0,0.15902705202584375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120613969887931,0.07563885537003648,0.08578334472722282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102122745995787,0.22696332462206556,0.192404678722122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871905181430014,0.0,0.04690345059107485,0.0,0.051020895064376834,0.0,0.07180083754970358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16084056718781936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0601739288731416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370121319235457,0.08908730015924365,0.0,0.19864427990363864,0.0934862863106998,0.09867539196921764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508741358619737,0.0,0.23781748153776164,0.07944757298609811,0.15077587400179335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494676569516621,0.0,0.0,0.09019051262604992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541604461715188,0.06599455844896619,0.0,0.0,0.08670473389603918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827752301584965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244766152577138,0.1567751932418704,0.28138561281179986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679205295254252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20436598159690225,0.11502363710204268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766668992119615,0.0,0.14278450940987736,0.0,0.0,0.07153862231314083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911276609474326,0.08878923749920165,0.0,0.06354282559331552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385175880808168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749922213530121,0.14431462238149362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928432566403173,0.0,0.08820295216555785,0.0,0.05234821018164794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974272945030976,0.12190193219650232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753631018799917,0.09887388559926524,0.0,0.052951303099630385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614275073938115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,OutsideWalk,2020/02/02,"Am I overreacting? So I have been on Zoloft 50mg now since August but I have really started to feel the effects about a couple months later. Anyways I was feeling pretty good about being""social"" I use to get extremely anxious where I would not know what to say, start trembling over my words and just be generally super awkward. I work in the restaurant industry and even my coworkers and some people in my life were starting to notice I was talking more. I myself felt a lot better too, I did not get nervous walking in and saying hi to everyone like I use to. So today I decided I was going to go back and visit where I use to work (restaurant too). It is something I would have NEVER done before but because I feel so good I was like LETS DO IT! Anyways I got there and said hi but then I started to freak out kinda again. It was only me in there, talking to 4 people. My voice started trembling and I could feel myself shaking talking. I heard one of the guys say ""she still freaks out"", I felt embarrassed that I decided to go back and visit. I should have just left the past in the past? I thought for sure I could act better but I didnt. It made me kinda down again... Any opinions or thoughts on this? or experiences like this? Idk. It kinda made me think I need to go up on MG.",2.4710212335692643,4.397270658914728,3.9692787327266608,86.58423154701723,76.90697674418605,6.347421638018202,25.170879676440848,7.255503002510835,1.1754315470171894,1002,36,200,12,23,332,136,258,0.08800000000000001,0.753,0.159,0.9724,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,6,22,17,0,6,7,0,24,2,0,6,2,54,54,18,0,6,10,0,6,3,0,3,2,6,0,1,9,10,0,0,13,0,0,9,4,8,0,1,19,12,38,9,29,28,3,44,0,0,0,0,14,16,0,8,22,149,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906255232546969,0.0,0.0,0.11473101758761906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561828290959823,0.0,0.06190848227919929,0.0,0.08641791461041237,0.0,0.0,0.17963863290438714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217072889774395,0.11237139290902606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039285370199746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06707774157758699,0.0,0.0,0.09704250092425748,0.0,0.09934267887277404,0.0,0.0,0.20540200393860197,0.0,0.1950221673217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061191577877661,0.0,0.2308697695192573,0.17036315070388158,0.08122477465102153,0.0,0.0,0.1005578478318984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055813321611692064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034247260486786,0.10384937902488693,0.07173303426358853,0.1488475287450445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634051697704033,0.0,0.19219223999014445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810621921029343,0.0,0.0,0.07530356645821824,0.07832737053634975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562383625848804,0.0,0.0,0.0688179602062226,0.07723902129767313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19389616557037834,0.14081430480014578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033204428555722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06506030655065018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660439664846326,0.24228769460618566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840093766942269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818389092840683,0.0,0.0,0.3594144487474384,0.0,0.08110391518690925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571669996988444,0.0,0.0,0.2448841075217892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06507391680416236,0.0,0.16125055125282645,0.0,0.0,0.09626459305692103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631391027130688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787007436327787,0.0,0.0,0.14428700518961296,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hellloooo3,2020/02/02,"Going to a concert alone... (17F) I’m not sure whether or not this should belong here or r/socialskills , but I do have social anxiety. I’m planning to go to an MCR concert this September and the venue capacity is 20,000. I am going to another concert in May however it’s a smaller artist, thus smaller crowd (~2,000), and with friends. I’m not too worried about that. I used to have friends who did listen to MCR years back, but we’re no longer friends due to reasons lol. None of my friends now listen to them, and obviously as the tickets are super expensive, they wouldn’t go if I ask them. So it’ll just be me. I’m super scared and nervous to go by myself. I’m not a frequent concert goer and I feel like I’d panic once I’m there and have no one to support me and that’ll be no fun. I think I’ll be getting a seating ticket. I feel like 20k people is too much for me. However, I know if I don’t go, I’ll regret it. Any tips?",1.9165545685279173,3.2561319847715744,3.9469003807106624,88.69517290609139,76.86802030456853,6.752411167512691,27.033312182741128,7.413659706084162,1.3377109137055836,719,29,159,9,16,246,113,197,0.12,0.664,0.21600000000000005,0.9782,2,1,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,3,3,9,15,0,3,7,1,18,0,0,3,2,33,40,16,0,5,12,0,2,2,4,5,0,6,0,0,8,8,0,0,5,7,1,6,10,4,0,1,1,8,17,11,17,31,2,12,0,1,0,0,13,1,0,5,7,97,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591964850715671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452759923097144,0.16117760986352367,0.11758719863267335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369745220097604,0.0,0.0,0.11819296866967563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554400874713588,0.2196199183301714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4750217151573759,0.0,0.08030676844734175,0.0,0.5241392461676203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447461492130118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15018920584592607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299402618267446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369539472782416,0.10415740400715136,0.0,0.0,0.18034475247510373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065626792126915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15803876717097168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153889830456145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566872807488348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744274993020536,0.14486920215477533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849071699579416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327554887766355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15609926182013004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898375372829506 socialanxiety,wiggles272727,2020/02/02,"Do people question your anxiety? How do you know it’s “real” I avoid telling people I am anxious at all costs. I fear they won’t believe me or they’ll think I’m attention seeking. Very few understand. I come off as out going. Naturally, I am confident in many things. I am also opinionated*ish. I have many opinions/ideas that I love to share but if someone has one better than me; then that’s amazing. I don’t mind changing my opinion if new information comes along. If that makes sense. I don’t change it for fun but like being open. I’m also known for being blunt. That makes people think I’m not anxious as well. I am blunt. But after conversations I spend days going over what I said. Worrying I offending someone. It’s so draining. Buy it’s hard because it’s who I am. Maybe I hate who I am. When I get anxious it is very physical. My chest will hurt from my heart beating so fast. I’ll feel nauseous. Sometimes over nothing at all, sometimes over something stupid but specific Usually it’s from over thinking I offended someone and what thus think of me tbh. I’ll go for runs when it’s bad. When it’s really really bad I’ll cry on my runs. Literally during (is that normal)?. But no one would suspect that of me, how do I get someone to understand I am struggling without seeming fake? Or even.. How do you go about knowing if your anxiety is severe. If it is worthy of telling someone about. I honestly just think no one would believe me because I suffer in my head. You can’t see it.",0.6415116650687125,3.1539597986577235,2.6596931927133265,88.63131991051456,91.95302013422821,5.5226589964845,24.20933205496964,7.07126945348624,1.3058540108660917,1172,51,230,20,42,391,151,298,0.24100000000000002,0.657,0.102,-0.9924,0,1,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,5,2,2,15,20,4,3,0,0,27,4,3,6,2,52,55,26,0,8,15,0,2,1,0,5,0,1,0,0,22,6,0,1,16,0,3,8,8,12,1,3,1,4,40,8,29,47,3,29,0,2,1,1,17,12,0,10,10,153,62,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021259854055498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412817627102794,0.29711216328090645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463945429387287,0.1068805017867896,0.0,0.0,0.19753864621480527,0.0,0.07753326571036286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18547756001001267,0.15103262840731574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629675203358068,0.05653718107567441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057902426409069965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864838443306877,0.04432645665169637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160351228121433,0.0,0.19928995111150893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853132704542694,0.08655181649086037,0.0899703904270859,0.0,0.0,0.10388438128841114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384803957504634,0.09896400433009556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635764923685464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04282907601752875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912179668627232,0.0,0.1170351889185202,0.17775869939355002,0.08807206747984435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851745552587137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084668164668002,0.0,0.0,0.08589385937317821,0.08411768828068297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17821382098206534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18232925846803896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820574620956417,0.0,0.0,0.0997828596252392,0.11232189765492316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833902399838589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985828318663126,0.0798076412165916,0.0,0.09903738776030216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713946899112615,0.06748940683431523,0.1734074125720179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164731626616836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324752608690326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058241254391850364,0.2808634869246963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18252635474371065,0.0,0.0,0.09655148053762964,0.14466691298474751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882207196408872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450669160791635,0.0,0.0,0.08902886346749826,0.0,0.12455052157820727,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,annstronomy,2020/02/02,"Online interactions compared to in person ones Have any of you found that it’s harder to talk to people when you’re online? Or just over text message? I’m not sure if it’s stemmed from old friends who I’ve had a messy fallen out with over a misunderstanding or just social anxiety itself or if it’s something else. I get super nervous in interactions with others, even though I work in the customer service job as a barista. I’ve been diagnosed with SAD but I just find it easier to have a conversation with someone face-to-face or even over the phone if it’s a close friend. But online, I overthink everything when writing something. I feel like I don’t want to be talked to or that I’m just boring. Social media has made my FOMO way worse then it already is, and it always involve with people I want to be friends with but just feel like I can’t. I always worry whether my jokes will come across as jokes (in a deadpan way) or if I seem apathetic if I don’t add a thousand !!! To my sentences. Maybe it’s because seeing facial expressions and body language and learning more about that in my major field has made a difference. I don’t know. I’m just so scared to talk to people online that I’m sometimes at the point of tears but they’re also people that I really respect. I’ve pretended to have a fake name online and terrified to tell them that no that’s not my name because of some repercussion that I’ve built up in my own head. And it’s always online, but when I look to see if someone else feels the same way I do it’s the complete opposite. It’s even scaring me enough to post this, but I just want to know if anyone else feels the same way. If someone can sympathize with me. I feel alone over this because all my friends have moved away, I’m in limbo until I go back to school with working a minimum wage job and living with my parents at 23, and the only communication I have is over the internet Thanks for reading. This was such a huge jump for me to post even with thinking of all the what if’s. It’s a jumbled mess but I’ve been overthinking it lately",4.432301963439403,5.114531312796213,5.331459038591742,83.6825236966825,69.99526066350711,8.019092755585646,28.34157075152336,8.07648339933343,1.7331419092755591,1642,56,335,21,28,538,192,422,0.131,0.755,0.114,-0.8103,4,1,2,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,1,3,20,19,0,3,21,0,22,4,3,2,3,79,49,40,0,12,32,1,5,2,4,1,1,0,0,1,28,21,0,0,12,4,1,5,7,7,0,2,7,8,32,12,56,39,9,40,0,1,3,0,25,21,0,17,10,222,60,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740554534978298,0.09312961311953304,0.06748893497617355,0.21066484567865176,0.0,0.0,0.05739003477859059,0.0,0.06456030243394932,0.0,0.0,0.05900944585565127,0.08647045216625532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928986451999627,0.064892895583961,0.0,0.1543353017572759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374143595732193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269697119915862,0.08848430193859531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565697051007434,0.0,0.08817257048691746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114982017719294,0.0,0.0,0.08720037797237762,0.0,0.2229627369614217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584685563042434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21335781390751693,0.12058054373935348,0.0,0.0,0.07713353979074235,0.0,0.0,0.0925324086172856,0.26080683909355484,0.0,0.044091783108547465,0.0,0.04796240384946294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866114157003985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16749377143245364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276021115780232,0.0,0.09519881537902004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824601713832598,0.0,0.07452043636621264,0.0,0.07086874260540844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597091182675836,0.0,0.0,0.08478396516765471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969624817188826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855610402788618,0.0,0.05718678207857442,0.06418456847131321,0.0,0.0,0.0937082773164038,0.0,0.0,0.23402951607460626,0.07368858506261508,0.0,0.0,0.0797785253560883,0.0,0.1616500518787713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441569205827221,0.0,0.05406422337320105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16898393891998492,0.08541007392269018,0.1345003567611939,0.07682808484731787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205577393332136,0.21451737437703192,0.1299394843781944,0.08346669067740319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953926629117282,0.0,0.0,0.20349533827200647,0.0737630742956883,0.077697601566907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05407553330739996,0.08291555071978855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14933127576938626,0.2679484778517864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287800587543055,0.08570503991940125,0.08600352826554843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,malamuth90,2020/02/02,"I love you discord I just wanted to let you know grateful i am for all the wonderful people I've met on discord. You've helped me build character, get rid of bad habits, lessened my fear of voice chat and were there to support me through the hardest of times. Not only that, but I've also met some of my best friends in real life on the SA discord. I couldn't possibly thank you enough for all you've done.. The best i can do is try my best to share the same experience i had with others.",2.63058823529412,3.9568890686274543,3.727598039215689,91.04669117647059,74.98039215686275,6.668627450980392,25.495098039215684,7.1686216300943375,0.943662745098039,383,13,85,4,8,124,68,102,0.11599999999999999,0.616,0.26899999999999996,0.9715,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,3,3,10,0,1,5,0,9,2,0,0,2,14,18,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,1,14,8,14,11,8,4,0,0,0,1,10,3,0,2,1,58,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207525276062125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878021912377194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5987007661985037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946052935889461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964917586216576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18601831356707105,0.0,0.21398901601194853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692136566851102,0.0,0.09935360608766593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746390192339005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450996569238784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19445707092252884,0.13431949099994162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17163175570787365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446294044653744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183678859007195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21438298763965932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164499304147305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21579751484927914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17507880960564765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088701125907087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910986718620335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216451761419802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062263336631893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Mottone753,2020/02/02,"I think my brain takes me down I've had social anxiety for some time. Its usually really tamed but whenever I meet new people it gets really bad. My brain always comes up with reasons why they shouldn't like me. I start over-analyzing every conversation and situation and tell myself how I should appraoched it differently...Also if I'm in a different room with new people in a close-by setting sometimes I hear tidbits of conversations and my brain pieces it together as something negtive about me. I feel like I'm crazy sometimes. For instance, I'm staying at an Airbnb right now and the hosts are home and I was out there hanging out with them and talking earlier. I walked into my room and was getting ready for bed and I thought I heard one of the guys tell his girlfriend that he doesn't like talking to me. In reality, I don't think this actually happened because I could hardly hear. This really effects me though and I get quite and want to isolate. Does anyone else experince this or am I just loosing it.",4.731230769230769,6.4678601743589725,5.576410256410259,78.23692307692309,70.33333333333333,8.687179487179487,30.948717948717945,9.21078282632365,2.831625641025641,814,35,148,17,15,266,125,195,0.107,0.865,0.027999999999999997,-0.9289,2,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,2,6,4,0,0,5,0,10,3,3,3,0,33,28,16,0,5,4,0,2,3,1,2,0,3,4,1,9,17,0,0,6,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,5,5,27,3,21,20,2,23,0,0,0,0,17,12,0,3,9,93,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.11774599801248828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964911384059236,0.10039814076592812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230397664271582,0.0,0.0,0.08436773538246953,0.12362963456072605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074541269190634,0.07355274346349662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4040867975263602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393723818794758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633657279877912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606320881286462,0.0,0.0,0.10558970065004246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079529958989564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166060080608834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06100892941636622,0.08619897424017071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18911839465207847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947160247709783,0.10669855392597943,0.0,0.10808696545124524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719834309822733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103104033386013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768440073782616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330668621962015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176181334734665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729982799845988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283359377143828,0.0,0.0,0.23189216701170506,0.12405777876520982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304231862973616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356260239950096,0.0,0.12299688461523042,0.0,0.0928893660565036,0.2386701169689833,0.0,0.08540322027786693,0.12860667931792294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907207207545429,0.19396262866000755,0.210922961330608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15462711837371768,0.11854707565515818,0.0957899466518787,0.07035736424295329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328890894088751,0.0,0.07116793690543016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887618295701756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,123swan,2020/02/02,"Being talked over/ignored? Is it just me? I’ve started working in a new place recently and I’m working with two guys who have been here a significant amount of time. I’m not socially anxious as such, but because I’m so new it’s difficult joining conversations as often they are talking about things or people I’m don’t really yet know about. I try and join in the conversations (where it’s relevant of course) but quite often guy A will talk over me and guy B will then turn away from me and listen to guy A - for example. Also sometimes I say things and neither will respond to me and carry on as if I’m not there. It’s not so much of a problem when I’m alone with either person as it’s more of a one on one situation. I’m starting to feel weird about it like is this normal or am I just over thinking things? I can’t seem to remember this being much of a problem in other places I’ve worked.",3.5133756137479537,4.26525992021277,5.176595744680854,83.70653846153849,72.13829787234044,8.12504091653028,27.759410801964002,8.384062270229773,1.7908415711947632,707,25,150,11,13,241,106,188,0.094,0.856,0.05,-0.8692,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,4,16,5,0,0,8,0,13,0,0,0,0,29,28,20,0,4,11,0,1,1,0,3,0,2,0,5,13,8,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,4,0,3,1,3,9,1,28,22,6,20,0,0,0,0,16,11,0,6,10,107,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264004796911616,0.0,0.09759831279234883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378746567623359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466408532624793,0.0,0.0,0.07439671437066431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061708968042803236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4833698522370062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06707203267068665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05962439326102389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17943234243274905,0.0,0.0,0.2357411560682727,0.0,0.0,0.11957692591540912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653999562109861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460974351038157,0.10656386230877328,0.2550194077629377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335587009964794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980851090030046,0.0,0.0,0.07818432733478382,0.0,0.12050344262967695,0.0,0.13825173526157605,0.0,0.0,0.09705405865521984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110401221789708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371822462800889,0.0,0.12440819556570548,0.0,0.0,0.12070435231125487,0.0,0.1727663357248032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29428233951932753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24324125889060386,0.07820068306029639,0.0,0.0,0.071164670207761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828596696271979,0.13274851346475208,0.1192189734666066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665478286988291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,frozenember9,2020/02/02,"Advice on talking to professors? I'm an undergrad in my final year, and have finally started talking to professors regarding research and other opportunities for the first time in all these years. Every time I go to meet one, I am overcome with stomach churning anxiety (even thinking about it right now making me anxious), and I feel extremely inadequate. While it has been very difficult for me to this, I have found that this initiative has opened up a few doors for me (literally in the course of two months). In normal social situations and classroom scenarios, I tend to remain mute and only say things when I feel like I need to (and when I've rehearsed them in my head multiple times). However, I don't know why but I tend to feel slightly uninhibited when talking to professors; I've never ever been rude, demanding or casual but in a state of nervous excitement, I end of saying things that sound incoherent and stupid -- I feel like I'm not able to articulate myself well enough. I also think that I come across as way too childish and excitable (eager beaver), and frankly that's extremely embarrassing at this age. I keep replaying these conversations in my head, and honestly, I regret taking the initiative because I feel like I'm just proving how incompetent I am. As a result, I've started to question whether I actually should even strive for these opportunities because I think I've been getting lucky and really don't deserve them. I would like to go to grad school, and if I make it, I know I'll be in such situations more often, if not always. Really appreciate advice on how to deal with this!",10.45207537429014,8.400984093959735,10.416442953020132,61.21035880227159,58.73154362416109,14.001445534331445,42.386164171399066,12.635684438814375,5.427537119256582,1292,58,218,36,13,431,167,298,0.10400000000000001,0.7659999999999999,0.129,0.8302,2,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,2,3,16,19,2,2,7,0,14,3,3,5,4,54,41,27,0,7,9,0,5,4,0,2,0,3,1,0,17,16,0,1,13,1,0,3,5,6,1,3,4,8,31,13,38,34,4,40,0,1,0,0,12,15,0,6,24,151,48,8,0.10631248394302492,0.0,0.10374564856821426,0.0,0.0,0.2077746577893462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501805499959449,0.08846050315611885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132875922634923,0.1201028462101592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296142069097348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915787913662588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960350277975392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416130555650183,0.10984921503144696,0.0,0.14043678597490453,0.09616572823103717,0.0895728529418329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26877393107161124,0.2278489793134071,0.0,0.2329202592928448,0.0,0.0904293445321794,0.0,0.11656615129349272,0.0,0.0,0.05554388497427161,0.0,0.12083966919394988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21821455935580733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449542049213387,0.0,0.0,0.11685312172687612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20775563841429734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419288171238724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848576104030626,0.0,0.0,0.07882935976316026,0.0819947415736034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416366198653856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204009050850373,0.08085543466267238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909431277113106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362129990012705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079028040579984,0.0,0.16908790860430134,0.0,0.10759390950297684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389993725408505,0.0,0.10837218913311612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15049704664444982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993375717328137,0.25634984264425625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14125858077438094,0.2043622410022032,0.0,0.0,0.18597499298857967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385184900423547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771893319701493,0.0,0.08438590131516845,0.0,0.0,0.09558769068082867,0.0,0.09593048090950264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552133833894706,0.0,0.0,0.13692350813521093 socialanxiety,kattish_,2020/02/02,"my mom LOVES to tell to everyone that i am SUPERR SHY and hate talking to people /vent today, these two missionaries scheduled to visit with us to just talk about jesus and whatever, and usually i hate talking to people so i hide in my room but this time my mom made me sit next to her so i had to talk with them. it was kinda awkward but not that bad and i talked with them like normally and i was pretty proud of myself. that is, until my mom mentioned that i was “super shy” and that i “hated talking to people” and that’s shes super proud of me for actually opening my mouth... when i was RIGHT THERE next to her. that made me want to die inside and cry, idk if it’s just me but i hate when people introduce me to others and say that i’m “shy” and mention my social anxiety because i feel like they’ll always have that view about me that i’m just some lonely introvert who never talks to people and i know that i’m not like that, it’s just that i have a hard time conversing with strangers. but she made a big deal out of it as if i’m unable to speak to others normally?? and the missionaries said like “awww it’s okay we’ll help you!” or something and honestly just for ONCE i want people to view me just as a normal person and not someone who’s incredibly shy and can’t talk, because i know that’s not what i am. i seriously want to get better with my social skills when it comes to strangers or those who i don’t really know but it’s hard when my mom and my friends constantly portray me as the “quiet one” and now literally everyone else only sees me as that. and whenever i actually do laugh and make jokes everyone acts surprised as if they thought i wasn’t capable of doing that because of how other people describe me. am i overreacting? i constantly ask my mom to not introduce me as shy and quiet because she KNOWS that i hate it and it makes me embarrassed, and that is definitely NOT how you make someone with social anxiety want to talk more but she keeps doing it and disregards my feelings. i just want to talk at my own pace, because i open up slowly, without others automatically saying that i “never do”. i’m sorry for the incoherent rant i hope it made sense but i’m honestly super upset right now. :( we’re going to have the missionaries over again next saturday and i’m afraid they’ll think of me as the “shy and quiet one” who “needs help talking to other people” when i know that i’m capable of doing it myself.",3.504960767218833,4.752793903225808,5.196979075850045,81.67931996512644,72.66935483870971,8.265387968613776,25.703792502179603,8.764118213836602,1.807936203138623,1920,61,388,36,37,654,190,496,0.134,0.675,0.191,0.9885,1,2,1,0,0,1,30.0,2,2,5,7,22,31,5,4,8,1,25,2,1,9,2,95,69,54,1,13,26,5,4,4,1,3,0,7,1,1,45,35,0,2,9,1,0,4,12,12,0,3,12,14,70,19,55,54,3,38,1,1,3,1,54,11,0,8,26,270,115,0,0.0,0.0,0.11091291284811967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04728589686633595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694735353827136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05312701265252967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047449456314261035,0.17321074947790716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050260224600934884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048952754384023384,0.0,0.1228229238467473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06242348160115501,0.0,0.058587728350198966,0.0,0.0,0.05897905138657895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04747295223455703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16290631297174035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057468433624358335,0.040598319598443434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043905588242609137,0.0,0.029690566102860364,0.0,0.03229696831354743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181441731752272,0.280532084944032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07618194356117568,0.0,0.0,0.05644356178837135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050511816554403316,0.0,0.0,0.1561573941291861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110542144907382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05128997515901155,0.21509015053800332,0.11380047313945668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327844900761959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04213764157797755,0.0876593452512618,0.0,0.1813133877161084,0.0,0.16703970706189605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06052053932523991,0.07701697748688391,0.04322066468234224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151820283578649,0.04962048825382369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05781505436587293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03640581724513329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706252355715697,0.05405695416947239,0.0903846702465244,0.0,0.0,0.045284987947135036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17378861669428974,0.09630127331545987,0.0437493856939807,0.0,0.06361489676122467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5024428970122135,0.049670647883182914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036413433139190585,0.0,0.04511551213655272,0.06627435615836759,0.0,0.05386681016141586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05551322506866044,0.0,0.06835773527317816,0.0,0.06258860700517949,0.0,0.16759472331992267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054780683640520654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,shy_BOI_asks,2020/02/03,"Told the girl I have a crush on my feelings for her! Ok so she doesn't like me back, sorry if you were hoping for me to say she did, she stopped responding to my messages after telling my feelings for her so I'm assuming the worst. But to be honest, I'm so happy I actually told her because I see this as a really big step in me overcoming my social anxiety. She also said she was glad I told her because she knows how shy I am which made me really happy as well, don't know why but it did. And then I insulted her alot because how dare she reject me?!! No I'm kidding, I still consider her one of my friends and I wish her nothing but the best for the future as I may not see her anymore since it's the end of secondary school and we're going to different schools. I guess that's it from me, thank you for reading kind stranger :)",3.884602272727271,3.965125073863636,5.332954545454548,85.32568181818183,70.98863636363637,8.672727272727272,29.63636363636364,8.575989854853784,1.992813636363636,647,24,144,10,11,219,104,176,0.135,0.68,0.18600000000000005,0.9003,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,1,9,15,1,0,8,1,10,0,0,3,0,22,29,17,0,3,5,0,2,1,1,1,0,2,0,2,6,3,0,1,5,1,0,2,4,3,1,1,9,6,38,12,18,18,3,12,0,1,2,0,30,3,0,6,8,102,44,3,0.0,0.0,0.13603604488986748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147956667088127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664199312107403,0.0,0.1382491242120665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719137710904324,0.0,0.2549341246531004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462935855105729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564520767159092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346861546824775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097147420479306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770148253641997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922525373262435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15356679565788192,0.0,0.0,0.29679161007677834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845743850765824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451655198157669,0.15322316388341306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810467654184935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190535088562605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375978387811552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446226537242433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943952107410032,0.0,0.17860872144952322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326030316069284,0.11085790412744093,0.0,0.2821641216768622,0.22217036754410724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153146069904069,0.0,0.0,0.1421025767266988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15604889871253536,0.0,0.0,0.11132645513134053,0.11654614426457295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184331493301008,0.12834244542610612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39961317280726655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533895695708214,0.0,0.12578843920119806,0.0,0.16030518682481434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Global-Song,2020/02/03,"My Hobbie helps me! I just wanted to say that I still suffer really bad with depression and anxiety but the online community I am part of really helps me get through the days. I have been a member of the Eurovision music community for a while now and I have recently made a YouTube channel which has become a hobbie for me and this really helps me get through the days. The community is really great and people are accepting and friendly so I just wanted to say thanks to them. If I could offer any advice I would say try and find a hobby to help you take your mind off what your really going through, It’s really rough but my channel as a hobby is really helping me, it might not be for you but I’ll leave a link to one of my videos just incase it helps you, thanks.[Hobbies](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YMsbd0CZSEg)",3.8875406871609393,6.138941189873421,5.092441229656419,78.65341772151898,73.81012658227849,8.818083182640146,23.311030741410487,9.424239791934726,2.149376491862568,660,19,121,17,14,218,89,158,0.057999999999999996,0.726,0.217,0.9848,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,5,1,0,6,7,0,0,12,0,12,0,0,1,0,25,20,13,0,5,8,0,1,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,7,7,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,3,0,1,2,4,22,4,17,14,1,8,0,2,0,0,17,1,0,2,6,90,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152642791407588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457134372933288,0.0,0.09513762362186358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383820397480437,0.0,0.13734955117532954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929401676188546,0.0,0.0,0.16040814699366035,0.0,0.10711397255270746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366585038447413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608281699530412,0.0,0.1299494366678178,0.0,0.07067855870251526,0.0,0.0,0.1371110342455223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.500148798901507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168283275673154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767561032002735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192986313296515,0.125571533169417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427182563314599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346733907268192,0.0,0.08621788923422317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5576924330497319,0.0,0.12279380645697455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29669618645661605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931673328176717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935057632376774,0.0,0.0,0.11449706546459452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443455235182827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670545390392264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834415685985729,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rickbooth1390,2020/02/03,Making friends There this girl who I have talked to before and made laugh now in the new semester she's in 2 of my classes and I want to be friends with her I ment to complement cool cuphead shirt today but I physically couldn't any one have advice,3.4155882352941163,4.9368642352941166,4.190343137254903,87.72904411764708,73.31372549019608,7.452941176470588,26.47549019607843,8.07648339933343,1.4822901960784307,200,7,42,3,4,64,42,51,0.0,0.809,0.191,0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,4,1,1,2,0,8,7,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,7,4,7,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,3,27,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229722421701192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247593134796551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812411430820609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5107050930672554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127381950259265,0.220619149528448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192102931400194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22396330529644412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26565281297110466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31328647898656703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19494438452282914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TheWiltingOrchid,2020/02/03,"Hit with the reality that I’m socially awkward I mean I always knew it. I know I am. It just hits differently when somebody actually tells you that you are. I work at a hospital as a secretary. (26,F) Being the floor secretary puts you in an isolated situation. You’re an anomaly. There’s one of you and multiple of “them”. For example, multiple nurses, multiple techs, Multiple doctors. They have situations and events to relate to. They’re put in more situations when they can relate to each other and bond. I on the other hand am secluded in a nursing station ( one of three stations, and everyone is always too busy to be at mine, or they’re scattered around the floor) because of this it’s difficult to strike up conversations. Also I can get away with less interactions and still be able to fulfill my duties. The nurses have to talk to the doctors and the techs have to talk to the nurses. They depend on eachother. Nobody really needs me unless it’s to do some menial task. I feel like because of this I come off as weird. I have the type of personality where I’d like to get straight to the point if I’m given a task. I’d rather be told what to do so I can just do it. I’m awkward at conversing. Well, I come off that way, but I really just crave more than a surface level conversation. “Sure looks cloudy out there” type conversations are excruciatingly painful for me. I’m awful at small talk. I want to talk about space, aliens, new technology, emotions, personalities.. not about the weather.. when I try to talk about things I find interesting I’m cut off or the conversation somehow shifts back to them. There’s no back and forth dialogue. It just turns into me listening to other people talk about themselves. That’s another reason why I prefer to stay quiet. I’m just a dumping ground for people to unload their issues on. I’m always spoken at and not to. It’s like they just want a face to react to their voice. Whenever I try to get a word in it feels like they aren’t absorbing anything that I’m saying. I can almost see a counter on their face as they wait for me to shut the fuck up and finish the whole 5 words that I managed to get in. It’s just exhausting..I think I come off as uninterested in people but it’s honestly the conversation.. combined with being cut off. It completely withdraws me. plus I’m shy until I feel as if I can open up.. with that being said I’m good at faking my reactions to them talking. I’d never want to hurt somebodies feelings or make them feel as though I am not listening. Why couldn’t people at least pretend to do the same? Anyway, I’ve made good “work friends” with one of the techs. We were talking about first impressions of eachother. I was interested and ask her how she perceived me.. she pointed out that she thought it was weird when I get overwhelmed. That happened yesterday. I had like 3 phone calls on hold and i visibly looked confused. It’s tricky when you have 3 people on hold and you’re trying to remember who Is on what line, also I am in the process of being diagnosed with adhd (my doctor seems sure I have it but I’m waiting for the report) which makes it 100x worse. She also said that I seem odd when I interact with the doctors. “They’ll ask you something and you’ll just give a short concise answer” I ask her what she meant “ it just looks like they want you to elaborate but you don’t. You just look at them like “okay?”. I don’t think I look at anybody like anything.. I’m just exhausted in so many ways at work. My sleep schedule is all over the place and I’m just so tired, probably due to chronic depression, on top of sleep issues. I’m just always so tired..especially during the early Morning and afternoon which is a majority of my shift. I think it shows. It just hurts my feelings that people actually see me as awkward. It’s just hard for me. I’m so anxious about how people perceive me, and it’s difficult for me to relate to a doctor anyway.. I have nothing in common with them. They do their job and I’m doing mine.. why does it matter? I guess the short answer is that it doesn’t. I just wish I didn’t feel like a complete outcast. I don’t know where I’m going with this.. I kind of just wanted to vent so I don’t have to do it to my boyfriend.. poor dude. He’s lovely but I overload him sometimes.",1.9493742780636367,4.3057721740654245,3.655403759319544,85.9858369211383,80.76401869158879,6.69765830095558,23.403024257061855,7.858595863577375,1.3175767772760687,3375,118,676,61,89,1124,334,856,0.11,0.789,0.10099999999999999,-0.8936,3,0,1,0,0,0,105.0,1,10,19,5,56,41,4,5,38,2,52,17,5,8,4,128,132,55,0,12,32,0,9,9,1,2,10,7,0,2,48,37,0,5,26,2,1,6,13,19,1,5,13,23,101,22,123,107,10,89,0,4,7,2,74,59,1,13,30,455,149,15,0.05418016915125014,0.0,0.10574405901651944,0.0,0.06511403451725653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054253613095758095,0.0,0.0,0.12998358508649632,0.18032896406678944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05681263141105916,0.0,0.06120816936889885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917132552376683,0.048231837407523966,0.15195343311360104,0.0,0.05090405241970551,0.08332241147011564,0.0,0.06605545646490663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05532401040949017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400142548512945,0.11361375306846133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04666530029899218,0.054991731204917904,0.0,0.056606745101882475,0.0,0.2772784946832303,0.047413431137975866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06094539784375647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051771473464159834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19176585018364128,0.11611897100208834,0.0,0.0,0.04951969304771833,0.046085624202101126,0.0,0.0,0.04185946428653526,0.05008869333271629,0.1415345108875645,0.0519745552003856,0.030791838711143518,0.09088751064670847,0.0,0.0,0.05968556464638285,0.0,0.04791134464769407,0.0,0.048534789489748695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600198331465025,0.0,0.0,0.11310004028807975,0.05376545774536904,0.0,0.0,0.056420308701967924,0.059552008063387486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23822724511122656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274884823138109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0488997179940377,0.05126658607259783,0.07233136724873572,0.05493018760555803,0.0,0.05901808766656574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04017390891122144,0.04178708655092376,0.05232754498428093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05198733354786714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014165443205744,0.0,0.05765151996288431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629319515898209,0.09461606775265206,0.056606745101882475,0.0,0.10243554485249394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05841538607416734,0.0,0.0,0.1089320693202792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941840744162298,0.055706237581914717,0.0,0.0,0.06137556985560792,0.0,0.10307549599346552,0.04308624514183047,0.0,0.0,0.08634916016679843,0.0986471822609096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18270234055831455,0.1084385948428954,0.055229859380110345,0.0,0.04171054121620426,0.05358557267392434,0.0,0.0,0.057748851414341364,0.043268353071566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212833645817826,0.0,0.0,0.34838374124354915,0.047355855925815184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035994896914096734,0.10414939407832703,0.05323174110335918,0.04301300232247042,0.0,0.0622721342145045,0.0,0.051771473464159834,0.0,0.11035433512197143,0.058932465809334526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597843376259286,0.08601139278594566,0.0,0.0,0.04871447884370933,0.0,0.1466675264183393,0.06049022397198349,0.062304520651055566,0.0,0.0,0.11833142527443095,0.0,0.05521422110646968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Aeithia,2020/02/03,"Anyone else feel like they're a people pleaser when you dont even want to be? I've had generalized anxiety all my life, and over the last 15 years of my life, I've developed social anxiety. I've noticed that due to me having social anxiety and me just being afraid of people, I've gotten to the point where I almost cant say no to people at all, and it's honestly one of the hardest things I've had to go through with having SAD. I feel like people pleasing is a side effect of SAD, but I don't know that for sure. I'm not good at being assertive, instead I'd rather be comfortable and my automatic reaction is just ""be nice"" even if i dont want to deep down, my anxiety overpowers everything because its immediately there trying to jump in and help me cope with situations that I deem stressful. I just want to be able to feel the anxiety when I worry about being nice and not let it overwhelm me. But i just dont know how to get that point. Any advice? TLDR: any advice on how to stop being a people pleaser when you have social anxiety? Afraid of telling people no or being any way but nice.",4.224836309523808,4.923579549107147,5.8268571428571425,79.88480952380955,70.47321428571428,8.83047619047619,27.43333333333333,9.029198982220553,2.0997551190476185,865,28,173,16,15,296,113,224,0.136,0.696,0.168,0.8933,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,1,16,15,0,4,7,0,22,2,0,3,3,37,34,16,0,5,12,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,8,8,0,1,6,0,0,2,9,6,0,1,3,4,18,9,27,21,2,21,0,3,0,0,8,11,0,3,9,115,26,0,0.0974077455531358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903714431992853,0.0,0.0,0.09753978665177243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19872182169016672,0.0,0.44709995238854905,0.0,0.0,0.0681097605336461,0.09980574643399603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05937885758318456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424834569997227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813716723207364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867379452703684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754380081546717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147756848780828,0.1391762257722961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05089152669507789,0.0,0.055359066560224233,0.08170099549078487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652903585771135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107065499046765,0.07940031346441939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960601940475597,0.13760394274690374,0.0951770084439688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108993639264356,0.0,0.0,0.06600600931907398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4051815959254593,0.0,0.0,0.10692445362034084,0.18416360902701848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746254892448258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949038722627684,0.0,0.29788478923431666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143723691254208,0.1115802434246985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918056474105132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513866303361896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471337787875447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613346521823253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723608362247094,0.07731773446272913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892229389369807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272739449783311 socialanxiety,confusedteen12,2020/02/03,Alone again at Lunch Had a group of three kids sit with me on Friday. They said they'd start to hang out with me and sit with me at lunch everyday since I seemed like a good dude. They walked right past me today without saying a word,4.423197278911566,4.467170367346942,4.024897959183672,95.29748299319729,69.81632653061224,7.34965986394558,20.41496598639456,6.42735559955562,-0.15610748299319788,184,2,44,1,3,55,37,49,0.040999999999999995,0.847,0.11199999999999999,0.5267,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,8,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,2,8,2,10,2,0,14,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,6,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445743700227097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27905095629336946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16253923874420378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175974980533088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841219266088705,0.3164715979426113,0.26457447947175705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028753934361394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27521088694680723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23548506872347194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31535841687287863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207086073283556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,WorkingFalcon,2020/02/03,"Long Hair I was so anxious the last time I was about to cut my hair that the barber and my classmates will judge me that I procrastinated it. I haven't gotten a haircut in 13 months and I actually started to like it, I'm now known in school as the kid with the long hair. But it started gaining the attention of the people in my school, and now the anxiety that I originally had came back because I feel judged by others because of my haircut. It literally boomeranged back at me and I need advice on what to do.",5.578493589743587,5.389734221153848,6.487307692307692,79.42435897435898,67.36538461538461,9.241025641025642,32.717948717948715,8.841846274778883,2.493710256410256,405,16,84,6,6,135,63,104,0.064,0.883,0.053,-0.03,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,6,2,1,0,8,0,6,3,3,1,0,12,13,7,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,4,14,1,14,7,0,18,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,13,61,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.2113041843865425,0.0,0.0,0.2115927521119283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16564653431409956,0.24461974368258424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329997800455568,0.0,0.26399202910146197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476551429764822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948518241150007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17650263676258526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578669161717637,0.0,0.0,0.3832483523502396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17283392993027932,0.0,0.0,0.1605558768039867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15011615808578915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4382842770998221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30652520016663176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626166254387128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sal327,2020/02/03,"A couple of words of hope I have things to do today, but it has been a while since I sit at a desktop (few days really, somehow it feels longer) and I just wanted to tell everyone to hang in there. I don't see a doctor for my SA, I only read books about self wellness and articles that can help me improve. I know everyone is different and may need prescriptions or has received a huge amount of relief because of therapy or meds and this post is not about any of that. I have not been too vocal about my anxieties (only to selected few) because I'm still embarrassed really, among other reasons. Like maybe my love ones not being able to accept it, or used it against me or enabling me to rely on a crutch somehow and not overcoming it (you know how we tend to make things the worst case scenarios in our head). However, this post was inspired because I remembered today how bad my anxiety was a couple months/years back and *today I have done things small and large that a couple years back I would have not have dreamed of*. I drove on highways, I drove just...a lot. I drove across 8 busy lanes! I managed my emotions well and most importantly I did not panic in an elevator! Or a parking garage! I can now stop a store and just buy milk. That's it just milk. Or just toilet paper! Nothing else I swear. A couple months back I remember being in an elevator first and a young woman walked in later. I didn't asked which floor she was going to and just stood there. She was supposed to get off before me and she had to press on the button before the elevator passed it, yes she managed to do it and left without saying anything but I felt t.e.r.r.i.b.l.e that afternoon. I was too scared to ask which floor she was getting off at. Let me type that again. I WAS TOO SCARED TO ASK WHICH FLOOR SHE WAS GETTING OFF!! Scared of what? I'm not so sure, scared my voice would crack, scared she would laugh at me. I had to pause, I just relived the moment. Some days are harder. However, these past couple months I have been unstoppable. After finally committing to writing everything down such as what I eat, how I feel, who I am with, I have noticed patterns and have started to gain my life back, my real life. Before, I managed to get things done but I felt awful always (awful in an understatement, speaking a little generically). Today I got in an elevator, looked everyone is the eye when I walked in, said hi and clearly said which floor I was getting off at. I felt fine the whole time. I did not avoid the elevator to avoid the interactions and my heart never raced. To someone that has not experience episodes like theses just reading it may seem like a lie or an exaggeration or a fiction movie. Yet, that is severe anxiety. It's not the feeling ""I don't want to go to work today"". NO. We all have those mornings. Every morning is that morning. It is an irrational fear of activities that most of the time are non threatening and that fear or nervousness hinders our well being. I have worked hard to get to the mental space I am today. Yes, it can be a challenge, but possible. I know I have discussed several types of anxieties and not just social anxiety. Don't come @ me. Mainly my problem is embarrassment and letting others down which falls under SA. If you read this post thank-you for reading. I feel good just writing it. The whole ideas was/is, I did it without anyone knowing, without a doctor, without alcohol, without meds, without a lot of money, and I'm beginning to win and I'm beginning to overcome SA. You can too.",3.1207711840496586,5.267382457725947,4.27501551772783,84.11996802407602,75.73469387755101,7.282949308755763,26.07909338850748,8.207736516917482,1.7733690209724449,2770,103,531,49,62,904,296,686,0.136,0.7440000000000001,0.12,-0.8877,3,2,1,0,0,0,102.0,4,3,0,7,37,33,0,13,36,4,65,12,3,6,5,117,113,42,0,9,40,0,9,3,0,5,5,5,0,2,45,25,4,3,18,6,3,12,23,16,3,2,30,17,74,17,75,72,13,85,0,0,3,1,34,33,0,21,39,392,119,16,0.05294974603829964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05658717546890496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04405843041958206,0.0,0.0,0.03600764303020342,0.0,0.2025320539473552,0.0,0.0,0.037023693572896435,0.0,0.0435731293787688,0.0,0.14850259456650805,0.0,0.0,0.16286034524274012,0.044210826229610624,0.0968330211695194,0.0,0.1351690018365608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04561151772106607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29293943435556513,0.0,0.0682964115430129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05532121483105927,0.0,0.10839261748609948,0.0,0.10837194791268744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0541808091157705,0.04423271845198788,0.05956133745211056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04461244474108808,0.15178725435333454,0.047587817519889726,0.05179501188512802,0.0,0.11916637039749765,0.10709193023528064,0.0,0.15252017947735078,0.05800385862181805,0.0,0.045039026930787374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659843413090247,0.0,0.06018512180188396,0.04441173479324055,0.042348748958183066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0474325720602744,0.0,0.05434171543739732,0.0,0.0,0.06274570399847232,0.035491098636728335,0.0,0.0,0.052591045205632285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059773818212001235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639918266864185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057530053999478525,0.10828940555842663,0.07479994307375405,0.0776057139579956,0.053069555927774965,0.0,0.0,0.0444644509378634,0.0,0.0,0.09003196116185075,0.047789213095674216,0.0,0.03534436664208135,0.0,0.05319513682506058,0.0,0.11763046236553674,0.0,0.053360890093426636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845279642354539,0.0,0.0,0.0392615657636033,0.040838108393037496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05080670938629626,0.0602836368131579,0.0,0.0,0.03588011826575011,0.08054133573812945,0.0,0.062125118315831625,0.0,0.0,0.05054652398220587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05969288281264708,0.15213366012898955,0.0,0.0,0.05066575593925115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21185629996626326,0.060268403166249734,0.06784192633574188,0.054441157695121534,0.0,0.0,0.11996348065057205,0.0,0.1007346677045182,0.04210776329684464,0.2650596647110948,0.0,0.042194092165795116,0.04820346013988495,0.055238133028464906,0.11963628295455934,0.0,0.043800577090459265,0.0,0.0,0.05397559796729366,0.04486414798983078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037478102776755694,0.0,0.042285735584161405,0.044268358620698285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0499045090065927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04628041189200245,0.04874901212932962,0.06055264921092041,0.0,0.1407098338844681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061750845451021184,0.0,0.3011410079580638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04573157984434885,0.0,0.0,0.062462264188007835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428245420918742,0.0,0.0,0.11823300101463365,0.0,0.30624999398896274,0.0,0.07709609148862763,0.0,0.0,0.11284194114953072,0.0,0.0,0.06819580084609758 socialanxiety,pigzizpigz,2020/02/03,"This Girl Might Like Me? Wtf.jpg I’m not sure if this is the best sub to post this since it’s kind of relationship related as well. So I play college football and recently became friends with some Volleyball players at my school. They are all intimidatingly gorgeous so I’m usually pretty quiet around them. We went out drinking the other night, and like most booze makes me a little more social.... but then I blacked out. Apparently this cute red head and me hit it off in the midst of my stupor, because she added me on all socials and put her number in my phone. Fast Forward to today I was working the desk in the weight room she came up to me from behind and hugged me then licked my ear... with like a weight room full of people! We went on to talk about the night out, and she thought it was funny that I was blacked out, but told me she and her friends had no idea. It embarrassed the crap out of me and one of my coaches saw it and came up to me afterwards to give me shit about it. I typically don’t pursue relationships, but I end up having random hook ups her and there (which I never initiate). And this chick is such a wild child(guess that’s why she’s a Comms major)... I don’t really know what to do because I don’t think we really have much in common... I mostly just game and play bass in my free time if I’m not working on football/school stuff. She’s really cool though, and part of me wants to ask her out. Dates have always been a train wreck, especially one on ones. Any advice would be great, I’m freaking out just thinking about it.",3.381666666666668,4.745577522292997,4.206130573248409,88.20955679405522,73.14012738853503,7.271549893842888,24.22983014861996,7.793537801064563,1.0261639065817407,1218,35,261,16,24,391,173,314,0.073,0.7659999999999999,0.16,0.9812,1,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,3,0,2,3,12,21,2,1,12,1,18,9,4,1,4,54,37,24,0,4,9,0,2,3,2,2,0,2,2,2,18,28,4,0,5,5,1,6,7,4,1,3,12,10,42,18,45,21,11,48,0,0,4,1,29,28,2,7,18,180,60,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687246593862196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100236006694012,0.0,0.0,0.07437351864309791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736008981505492,0.10224366788162424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333385896095786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147742405265566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501741252297514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713832359751424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968669714381252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899381908728214,0.0,0.0,0.1049150858519376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057784128711785,0.12048041805945403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224240872392248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346237656906435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388921960828766,0.060105411335768626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16029402449431313,0.10961477272657247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300352620076712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602142880340333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039755408795235,0.0,0.0843508088927327,0.0,0.0,0.205267616420516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223303515741876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843413494772563,0.0,0.07582151955457207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047436475116804,0.1112658687550145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994435027585883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21019049076119725,0.0,0.10798702079292123,0.2348391147710034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22137110561805345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226396825801707,0.09046976593506062,0.0,0.0,0.2229723916294998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519939980522632,0.0,0.0,0.10307739187103084,0.0,0.0,0.08790529803734375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015630762690195,0.1074528231434602,0.08682542474895667,0.06377295580727485,0.0,0.1036674183810721,0.10450514799467374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045263658366767,0.0,0.06450767086004773,0.0,0.0,0.2663598306788845,0.0983343428417112,0.20276917727313792,0.09868698293196893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924140307739093,0.0,0.0,0.07769139648831726,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,asiansensation03,2020/02/03,"M16 - Social Anxiety I've had it for at least 4 years now, only just realised that I have it. Noticed that I've been socially awkward since the middle of Year 7 (UK secondary education) even though I settled in quite quick. Prior to Year 7 (will be finishing 11 in June) I didn't really give a shit about the opinions of others. Now I basically change myself to fit in. For example, I have a brick phone (for updating my mum when I need to). People would make fun of me if they see me on it, especially the younger ones, that would upset me a lot. Why do other people need to do that just to make me feel like shit.",3.4124444444444464,4.412345640000005,5.119466666666668,83.09617777777778,72.6,8.435555555555556,25.88888888888889,8.841846274778883,1.7808222222222219,475,15,100,9,9,162,84,125,0.048,0.833,0.11900000000000001,0.8645,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,9,6,2,2,6,0,11,2,2,2,0,12,18,3,0,5,3,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,3,2,13,2,17,11,2,18,0,0,1,0,6,7,2,3,12,68,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568278880830995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18762733754514732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714708888720715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968044483569014,0.1267087035978206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17014347748730355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665097278887901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15078832380153326,0.0,0.0,0.2367833703946705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630259572231097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019298131554691,0.0,0.0,0.12018627210323934,0.13489312968376324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459233941550119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18864818794121987,0.0,0.0,0.1136237645345026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133595114228353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641226960038851,0.1467171327999188,0.0,0.0,0.3616000290848869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17425899094490316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16004320372450295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519882486303671,0.0,0.0,0.342649333653864 socialanxiety,Throwaway1478292,2020/02/03,Developing social anxiety towards my close family i live with Anyone has similar experience or advice?,7.88625,12.104985125000002,11.130000000000004,29.51500000000001,72.75,15.7,39.25,12.161744961471696,9.131975,86,5,7,5,2,32,16,16,0.10800000000000001,0.892,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4095349421289106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320606652009963,0.0,0.0,0.2930410818954745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4099554867404728,0.3950856204582528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700687064490787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42721474001907656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TheTimes33,2020/02/03,Would it be possible to 'just quit' anxiety What I am trying to say that I am absolutely done. I can't stand being socially anxious. Could it be possible with my motivation to just focus hard enough to go about my day anxiety free?,5.224,6.138104733333333,7.304444444444448,69.41000000000001,68.33333333333334,12.222222222222225,32.77777777777778,11.855464076750405,4.4781111111111125,183,8,34,7,3,65,33,45,0.14300000000000002,0.737,0.12,0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,1,0,6,10,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,5,2,6,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,27,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736928428566713,0.2759268336465107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950094084223044,0.0,0.0,0.15751753666268828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499469868602503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523699232667974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880981322138727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21879515306025613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.550698090544386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597841563792963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942330789873861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489765725494699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16582602498615512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350432914927735,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,spectral_figure,2020/02/03,"Dealing with an energy vampire Need to vent, hope this belongs here because it definitely doesn't belong on fb. 25f, live with my roommates and we've all had a rough month like everyone else. We all work hard, despite being sick and depressed we make it work, and naturally we all just need our rest. I've been a socially anxious person all my life, and while I have no issues having a few people over now and then I just have no energy, barely able to keep up with household chores. Now, there's this girl who's an old friend of my roommates (my bf & his best friend) and I try my best to be friendly. Problem is, she's WAY too comfortable inviting herself over. So here we are just trying to get through the work week and she just decides she's coming over, thinks that bringing alcohol/food is her ticket to using our house as a party house. It's so hard to pretend I'm not super annoyed by this. She's extremely immature and refuses to act her age despite the fact that she has 3 young children. It's not my place to tell her not to come over because I've known her the least amount of time. By the end of the night I always end up having a mental breakdown and it's embarrassing but god damn she flirts with my bf, intrudes on my personal living space and acts like we're best friends. If you're still reading, thanks for listening. Peace",4.331363725298374,5.432068479553906,4.88994325963608,85.22087067110157,70.52416356877323,7.744942281353942,28.28428878888671,8.032893268588372,1.7300438661710036,1067,38,214,14,19,341,158,269,0.07,0.742,0.18899999999999997,0.987,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,6,0,0,7,13,19,2,1,12,0,13,2,0,2,5,45,27,17,0,5,9,0,3,2,6,0,2,1,1,4,11,20,0,2,3,3,0,5,6,5,0,0,2,4,30,14,29,23,11,30,0,1,0,0,34,10,1,2,16,137,41,4,0.11254178974965873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202729470985968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364378460652198,0.12193898217429212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714018867025212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372088609125305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35431699519682797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19388957347648464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602564353849333,0.0969320786022811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401422428879562,0.0,0.199357243090518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753850297824463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608597888741522,0.0,0.34779803035442536,0.0,0.0587984401531221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20163067631077009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177939074468754,0.0,0.25971623044235154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746438922372125,0.0,0.1000323137123828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949159435631542,0.10996446753261098,0.0,0.19875292442023654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751225185592166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134156539562114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982978286687371,0.0,0.0,0.16689662217506393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056128458901368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809367677552415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802230667957094,0.19653429974041967,0.11758221698947185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107687293689725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257224515627484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472218192800115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987601867023377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836648472137983,0.10361335953517553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211223463328115,0.0,0.0,0.06562402264012507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281697560583965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971999722159142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933043431415587,0.09027423532106592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457952899119951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,_Twisted_Bliss,2020/02/03,"I feel frustrated I am a good student and today I've been chosen the Vice President of my class. I didn't wanted to but there was no way I could have said no. My friends and family told me I should have said no but they don't understand that I just can't do it. Now I feel anxious and frustrated because I have a lot of responsibility and the worst part is that my class thinks I'll put some order and they are expecting a lot of me as a Vice President which makes me feel even more anxious because I know I won't be able to do anything and I will be constantly humiliated this whole year. I'm just posting this because I need to let off steam.",3.0671323529411763,4.116336154411766,4.724294117647059,85.41482352941178,73.48529411764707,8.381176470588235,26.835294117647056,8.841846274778883,1.797302352941176,511,18,114,10,10,173,79,136,0.21100000000000002,0.7440000000000001,0.045,-0.9714,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,5,5,2,0,6,0,20,0,0,1,0,25,33,9,0,5,4,0,3,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,6,6,0,0,6,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,6,5,20,2,8,20,7,9,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,3,4,83,26,3,0.16962019343915966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832450762354224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958296662330194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31019668668838746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18329917043005006,0.0,0.13542792234041162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112032538040421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990282256380867,0.0,0.2572951989582094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104814069001253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422693706811975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932188223628784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734481399112465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884100455729104,0.0,0.0,0.11322279624302688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577122418546988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836821401274255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244925796258042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17051514381814525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226952931882002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086857709925864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607801102116819,0.16207936374481566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17658060334757386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004638479809046,0.13463661438187866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893748884884976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092298433583284 socialanxiety,mrbrightside628,2020/02/03,"Socially Anxious Photographer/Writer Hi everyone, I’m a socially anxious (and amateur) photographer and writer who transferred from a college in South Carolina to a college in Michigan, and my social anxiety has gotten in the way of my success in so many things. While I have a support system that wants to ensure that I do well, I still struggle with making new friends. I also have a crush on someone at my job, and I’ve been struggling to approach them even for small talk. I keep coming up with reasons in my head for them to not like me, and that prevents me from making a move. In general social situations, I try to remind myself to breathe and be calm, but sometimes the stress of the transition from one part of the country to another overwhelms me and I crawl back into my shell. Does anyone have any tips for me?",7.012628205128207,7.180073467948719,7.432820512820518,72.64551282051283,64.32051282051282,10.01025641025641,37.20512820512821,9.725611199111238,3.7412743589743584,655,31,112,12,9,215,97,156,0.109,0.81,0.081,-0.5032,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,1,6,10,0,4,10,0,7,2,2,3,0,20,15,11,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,11,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,4,1,1,2,0,19,6,28,12,1,21,0,1,0,0,10,12,0,0,5,87,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924718791518442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289967186664193,0.14324778507047534,0.10450648679450666,0.3086614533614616,0.0,0.09552108093629222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504486936598237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767765599298717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954857263985914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022979852737227,0.0,0.0,0.13053697248975082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554475993019403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020155466910386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13556461906506792,0.12142548967601953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667408801295034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823768393076681,0.13850137746779595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519510320885606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13193905529457256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257065814134348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793561572973074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045811556381466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535556733431857,0.0,0.5570278883026395,0.11574944306506575,0.0,0.1351110555280218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909714243481784,0.0,0.1564866089610849,0.28562944232594073,0.0,0.0,0.15502372166678813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980216469516817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075779679130896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274940969125267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057627990599202,0.10843487796109176,0.0,0.0,0.12282904385705863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,nicklfire,2020/02/03,"Documenting coming off paxil (paroxetine) after 1 year i have been on paxil for about 1 year to help with panic attacks and anxiety which starterd out of nowhere in my mid 30's . going on paxil was bad for the first 3 weeks and made my symptoms worse and i had all side effects. 1 year later now i want to come off it and try being normal again as i think i still get many side effects. currently on 20mg a day. my plan was to use a liquid but it's not available in canada day 1: took 10mg instead of 20mg. my plan is to alternate between 10 and 20 for week. i'll check back tomorrow. currrently i have just my normal mild anxiety.",1.6968181818181804,3.5143401969697017,3.8969696969696974,86.71545454545458,78.84848484848484,6.824242424242425,23.87878787878788,7.793537801064563,1.2557151515151521,494,17,103,8,12,170,85,132,0.098,0.877,0.025,-0.7783,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,5,7,3,1,1,3,0,8,1,0,4,1,21,17,7,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,9,0,0,3,0,1,4,1,3,0,1,6,0,11,0,22,10,1,31,0,0,0,0,1,11,0,0,16,62,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27601691785368754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20523543442011533,0.0,0.1387194324872557,0.15062968742263924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108039022620574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326911302083252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15345143094974645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425357082818482,0.0,0.10252767090834684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120920904444801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707024940846914,0.0,0.1829011982879166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535149583907932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21166505924154527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407075543891512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875086856914712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559550894354376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20043532610861176,0.12248237875447444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558110120250156,0.0,0.0,0.10640687058737194,0.0,0.28941818900760463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18384694542505897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485225127314265 socialanxiety,BlueWaterHermit,2020/02/03,canceled a job interview today. It was obvious I wasn't going to be able to blend and ... didn't want to waste my time. I'm looking for a way to work alone.,0.7216666666666676,2.168032147058824,3.4064705882352966,90.82578431372549,80.47058823529412,6.886274509803924,23.098039215686285,7.793537801064563,0.9911098039215692,119,4,28,2,3,42,27,34,0.102,0.8240000000000001,0.07400000000000001,0.0284,1,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,8,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,5,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,15,3,3,0.3825825983799167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3962401910468792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21743050727874616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796541954287029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32127302674954217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22308698976308636,0.0,0.3626435690551079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22565712889780135,0.3036762588398401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785246881573345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Own-Stand,2020/02/03,"How can I live a happy life while being lonely and friendless? I never had any friends. I wasn't hated or anything, people were fine when they had to sit next to me in school or work. But the moment the schedule isn't there to bring us together, I'm forgotten on the spot. I can send text and invitations, but the most I get are polite replies. I do have trouble communicating with people, jokes and sarcasm are fine, but if I diverge from that, I'm just boring to people. I was in therapy for that, about how to get along better with people and having a deeper connection with them, but it never worked out. I went to clubs centered on activities I liked, volunteered, went to general activites or events I enjoyed just to meet more different people, and regular meetings with the psychiatrist too. It stayed the same. I know I'm disposable and that I don't interest people. When I turned 30, I gave up on changing that. I spent 30 years without friends or any romantic relationships, I don't believe it's going to change anymore. It didn't turn out too bad all in all, I became a form of hermit, the only contact I have is when grocery shopping, I work from home and turned to solitary hobbies so I don't bore people. The best, or worst depending on the point of view, is that by doing this I became less unhappy. I don't have to deal with being the irrelevant background character, The feeling of not belonging isn't rubbed all over my face and all the pain of dealing, and failing to deal, with others is gone. As weird as it sounds, it's an improvement from my previous situation. But I'm still wondering what I could do to be not just less unhappy, but actually happy and content with what I have that doesn't involve others. Advice is welcome.",6.301814159292038,6.493378554572272,6.962682890855457,75.33340486725666,65.8141592920354,9.965840707964604,33.46917404129793,9.766711354998122,3.1733467846607675,1386,56,256,27,20,458,177,339,0.13699999999999998,0.727,0.135,0.0804,1,2,0,0,0,0,41.0,1,0,2,6,14,23,1,0,16,0,33,3,1,3,6,54,53,31,0,2,18,0,2,1,2,0,2,1,1,0,17,20,0,0,3,3,2,6,14,10,0,0,11,4,31,13,45,38,12,33,0,2,1,0,16,13,0,9,13,194,48,5,0.0,0.0,0.0993703559928331,0.0,0.0,0.0995060611975496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384943415047137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098694577435263,0.0,0.0,0.08379654085592876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502291112074849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147263444585076,0.10686318970404284,0.09005942198477422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21544303200188056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130212232885264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31494349612526856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638956863743758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05148777145022751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15734557218661244,0.0,0.10640283615344594,0.0,0.05787173299111255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167975992898944,0.0,0.1005349960882314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214272898585508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05596252211599341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192479143872413,0.04974847628229154,0.0,0.08991681920911355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707351146109988,0.0,0.10829623242809944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744549711019566,0.1083531711477951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4941675565393073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626126189010734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932617265237562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305632320512764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114459994511637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085361007812996,0.08132072265683353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116450266847485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322819359200606,0.0,0.0,0.12248767640358145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18879289427367926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815946394525857,0.11042914120262763,0.22239804229233506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06557449847275887 socialanxiety,morrowindmasterrace,2020/02/03,"Is medication a sustainable solution? I've started paroxetine and like wow it's amazing, but can it last forever? Does it wear off?",2.3724999999999987,5.237324583333336,4.941666666666666,70.32000000000002,94.83333333333334,10.733333333333334,35.16666666666667,9.516144504307137,5.626116666666666,106,7,17,5,4,37,22,24,0.0,0.66,0.34,0.7744,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4903680549488788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4567618960938001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27375981872466976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5644959684080919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966202267475734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Mercer-sama,2020/02/03,Phone anxiety at work I started a new job recently and part of my job is to answer phones. I have really bad anxiety when it comes to talking to people on the phone so I'm terrified now everything the phone rings. I can't even focus at work because I'm scared of having to answer a call and screwing it up or sounding awkward. How can I get over this?,2.5900456621004544,4.159126109589046,4.672808219178084,83.2310388127854,75.57534246575342,8.154337899543378,27.235159817351605,8.841846274778883,2.195568036529681,278,11,56,6,6,96,52,73,0.239,0.7609999999999999,0.0,-0.9420000000000001,2,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,5,4,1,2,4,0,5,1,0,1,0,7,10,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,2,5,0,11,10,1,11,0,0,0,1,6,5,1,1,5,37,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35201544231149984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921040799079952,0.1402523621693296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23493360154838636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19819033916050344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196321019165693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206777721185522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020535799950242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4566304045395227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222091007566132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491501858019716,0.0,0.159505920258104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14739275364621995,0.0,0.2271725656343333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303464890956642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628491721288815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849265952645224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349965377938576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Jaguar_St,2020/02/03,"Social Awkwardness (M17) I just feel I need to know how people perceive me and how I should read others. Regarding on how I act, I stutter, I’m a bit of a nervous wreck, and oftentimes I say things without thinking (specifically stuff that have sexual connotations behind them) and needlessly apologize. I have no experience in social interactions and can’t make any meaningful interactions besides small talk. What I’m aiming for is to look like a minimalistic, cool and collected person that doesn’t use a lot of emotion to express his thoughts, to control my emotions, and for the people around me to notice these controlled emotions. How do I overcome my social awkwardness?",8.799327731092434,9.585139184873947,8.789579831932773,62.324537815126064,60.51260504201681,11.842016806722688,40.52941176470589,11.491704259439757,5.232442016806722,549,28,81,15,7,179,81,119,0.11,0.815,0.07400000000000001,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,6,6,0,3,5,1,7,0,0,8,0,26,17,10,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,7,7,0,2,6,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,4,14,2,14,15,2,5,0,0,1,0,12,4,0,1,1,60,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035560660592788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13556206666525392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16625103288225496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415914023598654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5138857150907702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489596991343853,0.0,0.0,0.07699767374775145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368946448097911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439663512984904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278773957725755,0.0,0.0,0.12946356568940867,0.0,0.0,0.10164851844761437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129141747599538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733725329058752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111444619256785,0.132965592580642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523218624444412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109968747243173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4656928461550481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17432491501483208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239742070292055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116849942599396,0.09757529370692887,0.0,0.12089382867677885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152159110731493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467931154763117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,assumethatexist,2020/02/03,"My existential OCD Any one who has social anxiety? I want to find friend who believes in solipsism, existentialism etc. My favorite musix types are ethereal wave and neoclassical darkwave. Any people with paranoid, schizoid personality? We have got melancholie, we are interested in cosmology, ontology. we will build our isolated land. Please write to me whoever you are.",6.4461440677966095,10.383884355932203,6.88625,58.82734110169493,78.32203389830508,10.407627118644069,37.88347457627118,9.827888789773867,5.7057271186440675,303,18,40,11,8,98,50,59,0.087,0.726,0.187,0.782,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,4,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,8,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,9,2,5,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,0,0,25,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4043403359507484,0.0,0.2274291562632336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349486206927479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33156148358117643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717214017414568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296886675190706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377732328450729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20145416157004184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20610628116246207,0.2595857221110121,0.0,0.32633962237126185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030538738252254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175351750077328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,KaDeCh,2020/02/03,"A poem...by me An ordinary fellow Whom cannot play the cello Too shy to say “hello”. So please don’t bellow. Some might say I’m mellow, But that’s because I have crippling social anxiety.",0.4663157894736827,2.897139315789474,3.2108421052631577,85.57889473684213,90.05263157894737,5.145263157894737,18.12631578947369,6.742157984588678,0.4559831578947371,146,4,27,2,5,51,36,38,0.162,0.764,0.073,-0.2831,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921645704462857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328123498117368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.405152350078481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4192289025570128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6074296061439387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893151006801829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,plantnooob,2020/02/03,"Need advice Hello everyone, First time posting here. Moved to a new area a few months ago away from my family and still have not been able to bring myself to go out and find a job. Since I’ve moved all I’ve heard was stop being lazy and just do it but I don’t think anyone understands how I feel that my body just physically stops me from doing so in fear or who knows what. Was looking for work from home for the longest but apparently that doesn’t really exist. If anyone has an advice on what to do or try please let me know I don’t really have people to talk about this with and my bank account has now reached empty.",4.596220930232559,4.789804155038759,5.3344089147286775,85.53789244186048,69.46511627906978,8.620542635658914,23.10174418604651,8.472884824447931,1.0636581395348843,492,9,107,7,8,160,92,129,0.095,0.8690000000000001,0.036000000000000004,-0.7662,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,8,1,0,1,5,0,15,1,1,1,1,25,25,11,0,2,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,7,6,0,2,6,0,2,4,4,1,0,1,4,3,9,0,16,19,2,19,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,3,9,72,16,2,0.1615745667745137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157775933165846,0.14322610459410218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22595338776907914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15180462419415086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794729193077701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543914226789904,0.0,0.0,0.1523181217868167,0.18181630802478185,0.0816969557337256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767622686182355,0.13743524395799567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182654978530863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207246445976176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603378261590566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775943127186077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165220941538762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356819424961043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896727768813332,0.34345638822285696,0.0,0.1198054939594002,0.0,0.15604972342567866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201546046621452,0.0,0.0,0.17736035438664344,0.0,0.0,0.1547437716344771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20701760965798147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365615130138048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903365774050313,0.2701671453073442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986751643754307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353045829404732,0.0,0.0,0.09421542923446567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969852480678112,0.0,0.0,0.16820482224541344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762820895564867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sudhindrags,2020/02/03,"Practicing empathy and kindness? Hello everyone, Wondering if any of you conciously trying to practice empathy and kindness. Read somewhere that empathy and kindness helps generate more oxytocin - which helps in confidence - which in turn helps reduce anxiety. What's your thoughts on this?",9.65386363636364,13.447724840909094,8.277272727272727,55.31090909090912,61.95454545454545,13.490909090909092,49.63636363636363,12.161744961471696,8.51510909090909,239,17,25,10,4,73,34,44,0.03,0.612,0.358,0.9569,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,5,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,0,17,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15125051336015385,0.0,0.17014763840959346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125280284078659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4472422883123677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6948361424690809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224761983282404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17657346735217064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100587061051246,0.2419247498594464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24120067455968766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Cusack01,2020/02/03,"The Effectiveness of CBD oil in Treating Anxiety Research on cannabidiol oil (CBD oil) is still in its infancy, but there is mounting evidence to suggest that people can get relief from anxiety with CBD oil. We have put together a short survey to complete, with regards to the effect CBD is having on your anxiety (if any). Please only take the survey if you are taking CBD products for anxiety. 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What is the best way to do it by text? I know telling someone you like them by text isn’t the best way to do it but I don’t think I will ever be able to do it in person. I was thinking of sending her something like: “Hey I had a good time hanging out with you the other night! I know this is pretty random but I really like you and was kinda wondering if you feel the same? If not that’s totally fine but I thought I’d let you know”",0.34816783216783165,1.5062318307692308,2.543706293706297,97.87493006993007,80.69230769230771,5.650349650349653,19.51048951048951,6.1124844417494595,-0.322307692307692,438,10,114,3,11,149,74,130,0.016,0.7240000000000001,0.26,0.9891,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,5,1,3,3,9,0,0,7,0,17,0,0,0,2,23,25,7,0,2,7,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,9,3,0,0,8,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,6,1,18,9,16,16,4,13,0,0,0,0,15,4,0,5,9,81,27,1,0.3369944403151009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536548742059478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15241538228041138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519725728664977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14132747397169018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778049968467833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722998236470335,0.0,0.3292769225825529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812322680313332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942505468016331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17142224874433115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794363385083486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427671478453459,0.1297173921066503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945479944666141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21593243011481,0.0,0.13376797148296274,0.09825208409261822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439855203896054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267490500922082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827280476506712,0.12266798306690332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850668538309736 socialanxiety,Bl4ck_Future,2020/02/03,I can't get myself to go to school No matter how much I sleep I am always tired...Because of my Anxiety I had 200+ absence hours in the Last 6 Months...My parents were called and now I am called a criminal who skipped class...I dont Know what to do...I am depressed and I am Anxious and I cant bring myself to go to school...Today is the First day of the new semester and I am laying in bed again and cant bring myself to go to school...What should I do ? Should I Drop out the school ? Should I do a Blood Test ? Should I Waste my Life in Bed ? Is There any Solution for me ???,-0.3605128205128203,1.3993602380952408,1.8630158730158761,98.9687362637363,85.50793650793649,5.146764346764347,17.62881562881563,6.297961479604792,-0.465557264957265,434,10,110,4,13,146,68,126,0.162,0.8079999999999999,0.03,-0.9332,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,6,0,19,3,2,1,0,13,26,6,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,5,5,1,0,1,2,0,18,0,14,20,1,17,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,7,71,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601861245946745,0.0,0.0,0.11116396104585842,0.0,0.12505270248683809,0.18467250254170275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996486790708299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338385564641685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542344615518302,0.0,0.1407948951411352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915834775917415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13904594174847135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540537183555579,0.0,0.2787081841171712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16098321912592772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983783107584288,0.13324837621631594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546240267807174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201679137127236,0.0,0.0,0.1578785770551225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815120574410468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6617540600625501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16358622458588604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494871116613054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ColorfulCreation,2020/02/03,"Just curious When I have to present in front of my class I may feel a bit excited and ready but when I am up there I feel nervous and anxious. I’m just curious if anyone else feels this way, because many people get anxious or nervous before a presentation. But I do when I’m physically up in the front and I feel totally fine before and after.",3.8717142857142814,4.93323988571429,5.715714285714286,79.01928571428572,71.57142857142857,9.028571428571428,31.142857142857146,9.3871,2.825228571428571,272,12,54,6,5,94,45,70,0.14300000000000002,0.708,0.14800000000000002,-0.1557,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,16,11,11,0,1,6,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,4,7,2,7,10,2,13,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,6,37,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5281187298293989,0.0,0.16343625479184767,0.2394939767233373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248557066090553,0.0,0.3977905910553125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25518324843788176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19525955261112524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4727433248015299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211936231333576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369754005604872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16204569905446373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855317189573233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PowerHautege,2020/02/03,"Growing but not getting there? Over the past few months I’ve managed to push myself much more and achieve some goals like going out drinking and asking someone to hang out. It feels like I’m learning how to accelerate and build on my successes, but unfortunately I haven’t achieved my “material” goals of having an actual friend or partner. Therapist basically says to keep grinding and trying new things. I assume people have been here and gotten out? Thanks.",6.8280894308943045,8.780424573170734,6.576585365853664,72.25357723577237,65.46341463414635,8.881300813008131,33.178861788617894,9.2995712137729,3.2398227642276414,373,16,59,7,6,117,65,82,0.033,0.742,0.225,0.9593,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,5,4,5,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,0,18,12,9,0,0,4,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,8,1,1,3,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,2,2,5,5,10,10,4,12,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,3,5,39,7,7,0.0,0.0,0.2568028623578284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24601587979882325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25779326471865205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330598743733768,0.187999114117125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20331412176769628,0.0,0.13748845223603046,0.0,0.1495579494834208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339056605938597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571300259436409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21004907237168188,0.0,0.19345036629085835,0.0,0.0,0.2541582658562803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512127334452491,0.1824396388292541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209272675620379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22297171718840955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24227922367274246,0.0,0.3055450734457508,0.17482953924382574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786660445134486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,watermelonejuice,2020/02/03,"First Day Of School Ah... my first day of school. Cried for the first time at school and was just too overwhelmed and broke down. I was picked up early and a lot of people saw me. This completely deteriorated the idea of getting a job this year, as I can't even handle being around people. I want to be fine with being alone at school, but the sense of loneliness lingers around me and evolves into a panic attack. My 'changing thoughts' or 'mindful breathing' strategies did not work for this situation as it was all too overwhelming. However the positive of today is that I was able to buy bubble tea in a clear voice. I still don't understand how I was able to buy bubble tea, even though I was not feeling at all comfortable at school where I didn't really need to speak. I am just worried about going to school as I don't want this to happen again as it is quite embarrassing for me and also I need to improve my attendance. Are there any other strategies you implement when you are about to cry or are extremely overwhelmed by people? thank you",7.101312136139723,6.694644039408868,6.953085535154504,78.0819614867891,64.27093596059113,10.140438871473354,31.75503806538289,9.573946990214177,2.676708374384236,832,27,161,14,11,264,113,203,0.136,0.745,0.11900000000000001,-0.6803,2,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,0,5,18,10,1,5,8,1,20,3,1,2,3,31,32,16,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,8,9,2,0,4,0,2,2,6,7,1,3,10,4,20,3,35,19,3,25,0,4,1,0,4,11,0,3,12,121,28,8,0.2113010053290907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109422058235976,0.0,0.08448866881036164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184596472199943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881026931575001,0.0,0.12019269898269952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176422306236156,0.0,0.1107725419588461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23210423242317904,0.13627166794123646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956232119262132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0534200685896111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26959879078463395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055198027078535716,0.0,0.060043615381050464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342639059011422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926655768488895,0.0,0.0,0.10484182175456618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982027926766813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066768901183744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667701806620402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395810120438372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197342677261532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123723143611708,0.0,0.0,0.06768241734264185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6415436946459707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875559157748593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843726279022238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972687882608225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380108245101467,0.08387469783998268,0.06160565772253272,0.0,0.10014432313696194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998589923888667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463080756337043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691482423120277,0.10729321385328623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803545982817337 socialanxiety,Diamonds_child,2020/02/03,"hi again, just need to vent been a while since last time I had to write here, but here I am, wanting to cry, breathing heavy, biting/pressing my nails against myself, feeling like shit, all that jazz during the school break I had improved a lot, entered a comunity for something I love but didn't do in a long time, talked to more people than I expected I could, t'was a big success but then school's back and less than a week later the safeness I felt *vanishes* and I know it's just my brain being stupid but fluoxetine ain't helping and I'm back to thinking anything close to a not positive reaction means I should just leave everything behind and hide from them forever, ""not thatthey would mind, right? it's a win-win"" I won't, but it's really tempting I just want to die rn I'm not suicidal, you know what I mean I thought I'd abandon therapy but at the first chance I find myself checking up on the school's therapist because ""I'm just gonna say hi"" I stopped walking with a friend because I'd just be filling empty space that wasn't there in the first place, but now I'm back to craving people and it *sucks* I just want it to go away again I want to trust people with this, but I'm too scared oop there comes the tears guess I don't have any mmore trivial shit to whine about, so yeah bye again",1.1720224719101109,3.5353318764044985,2.2442958801498167,94.82397191011238,84.1685393258427,5.3577528089887645,22.38314606741573,6.742157984588678,0.5003833707865168,1029,36,223,12,30,325,157,267,0.18100000000000002,0.654,0.166,-0.5117,0,0,1,0,0,1,28.0,0,1,1,3,21,13,4,1,15,1,16,5,4,0,1,53,40,16,2,9,18,0,2,1,1,4,0,1,0,0,9,9,0,3,9,1,1,5,8,7,0,2,7,3,24,6,26,26,4,35,0,2,0,1,11,11,3,2,20,134,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803494458953384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972314905080913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101050389456853,0.272561685464971,0.0,0.14405237222953182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190004666332966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017800629788226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433714631606073,0.0,0.12978770998014566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262622686081935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061900876401244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059742713838901486,0.08440994950250492,0.1134473209718578,0.0,0.10799152162988787,0.2010051507408284,0.0,0.0,0.09128625330045692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06715020452558497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016104399699846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919680017061677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986978656518322,0.09631208797082946,0.0,0.12510907571475766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057724560584786935,0.0,0.0,0.10456344931515536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045114847085934,0.10663949286518963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25741084802997244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930285916565456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761042902593705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24574138191797684,0.0,0.12344681806037885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569311305625924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090371711295464,0.0,0.0939615915975276,0.11829375874936475,0.3587374780331114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425688015873011,0.09773902990991117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096148495111878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878286348500108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924238331845608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496850649838966,0.0,0.0,0.13512053003611352,0.1371870518721006,0.0,0.0757089476336297,0.0,0.0938018651730618,0.13779425138702836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787635009969891,0.0,0.0947768071443769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393391589589194,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Brianna_Sultana,2020/02/03,"What would you like do that your Social Anxiety is keeping you from doing? I'm thinking about creating an online course addressing social anxiety. If you were to take a course to help you with your social anxiety, what outcome would you hope for or what skills would you want to learn? TIA!",5.6427777777777814,7.378013833333338,5.408333333333335,80.33250000000002,68.07407407407408,9.103703703703703,28.314814814814817,9.516144504307137,2.6125703703703698,233,8,41,5,4,72,37,54,0.079,0.6679999999999999,0.253,0.9039,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,8,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,11,13,2,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,2,7,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,0,0,3,1,30,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4790700103609803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399179427012213,0.0,0.0,0.2073317291469824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18554290226838985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198267787278577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6383703165364841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15695090003204915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375591152863447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312371041399613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4448611866783862,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,professionalpaprika,2020/02/03,Social anxiety is being voluntarily trapped in your shared college dorm single bathroom because you can hear people outside It’s been 35 minutes. This is my life.,8.110714285714284,10.225105785714286,7.9914285714285755,62.70357142857145,62.57142857142857,8.457142857142857,42.57142857142857,8.841846274778883,4.568300000000002,134,8,17,2,2,43,27,28,0.162,0.762,0.076,-0.4019,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,12,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37126305277171423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958422493940024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5469829283772915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34279086534039244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364548697143945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4947154014871399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,logical_laurie,2020/02/03,"An analytical stance on SA. Have you have had SA for years or just recently? I want to hear people's experiences on how their SA may have gotten worst, or how they make it more bearable. Assuming we are all human here, we are inherently going to grow or fall down at some point of the journeys through our lives. I am making this post because I wanna see if there are some common tips that people with SA can give to me to become better, and what to avoid. I know everyone is different, and there is a lot of situational aspects with SA. I would like to hear your story.",5.314702907711755,5.677623327433629,6.3694310998735775,78.14911504424781,67.93805309734513,9.289001264222504,27.647281921618198,9.23628265651192,2.0816963337547407,448,13,90,8,7,150,83,113,0.055,0.8859999999999999,0.059000000000000004,-0.1531,2,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,3,2,2,1,6,4,0,1,3,0,13,0,0,4,1,26,23,8,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,1,4,6,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,2,3,13,2,17,19,6,13,0,0,1,0,11,5,0,9,4,68,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261281338846527,0.22851170515150054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829917703331684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21617300090198488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19770779541770064,0.0,0.2023940216272309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984833352984922,0.11758959405804875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4663967784473522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113710267827902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108394597306264,0.0,0.1827020157045302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17590430073601085,0.0,0.0,0.2762230665154913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868854934709731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955932909579806,0.0,0.1981590001154632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20429496751472934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487749865344398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23257130199603404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220386711850855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469802686027539,0.0,0.0,0.13324084587472135 socialanxiety,TheEdgeOfDawn,2020/02/03,"[Question/Discussion] Listening to music in public Does anyone else feel like even though you’re listening to music with your headphones on that other people can hear it and are secretly judging you? Whenever I’m out in public I have my volume down so low that I can barely hear it. And even if other people glance over in my direction by accident I automatically assume they can hear what I’m listening to.",6.621315789473684,7.783596394736843,7.727473684210532,66.7333157894737,65.31578947368422,10.81684210526316,30.989473684210523,10.793553405168565,3.768413684210527,330,12,52,9,5,112,51,76,0.079,0.888,0.034,-0.5173,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,14,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,8,1,12,14,0,8,0,1,1,0,12,8,0,2,1,39,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140706643161508,0.22186680972287395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18949218855217986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18088811501005306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28604008593362945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948715154187767,0.15469342349836798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.732155720720963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105788594228867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30023771595775106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425699735491545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21274560562311556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,donnniedarkko,2020/02/03,Terrified for school presentation tomorrow I have pretty bad social anxiety and I feel like it’s just gotten so much worse over the past year. I used to be nervous before presentations but I would still be able to do it with no trouble. Now I can’t speak in front of the class without feeling like I’m going to pass out. I feel like I can’t breathe and my voice shakes really bad. This is also the first presentation I’ve had to do in a while so I don’t know how I’m going to act when I’m up in front of the class. I just don’t know what to do or how to deal with it. :( Does anyone have any tips for how to cope with this feeling?,2.4035036496350344,3.241339021897815,4.136941605839418,89.80395255474455,74.83941605839415,7.523795620437956,22.45912408759124,7.908726449838941,0.7477567883211678,494,12,117,7,10,167,79,137,0.196,0.731,0.073,-0.9387,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,11,8,0,2,5,0,14,1,1,4,0,22,27,12,0,1,5,0,4,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,6,6,0,0,6,0,0,7,6,5,0,1,2,6,10,3,22,22,1,24,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,14,76,16,3,0.1773195228783735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180235838205618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058335610282553,0.0,0.13564894965707858,0.0,0.0,0.12398593328082222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961087899240463,0.0,0.0,0.15088585376952407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828086420134816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551735094060427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586323144913392,0.3800313077232779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15082789557662424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015495423635759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19490034493562053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598880863699269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035025196140054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927154870963815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18039770228648824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359542688176615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17945682379043387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18075492320043554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14160760002363446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15314713525932114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17092969239282202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807037426437108,0.12596270150714425,0.0,0.0,0.11418795908475073 socialanxiety,the_buttler,2020/02/03,"I’m 22 and I just went on my first date ever. It was great. I know this is such a cliche, but if I can do it ANYONE can do it! A year ago— hell, even a month ago— I was afraid of dying alone because just the thought of dating would send me into a panic. I’ve missed so many opportunities to date due to my struggles with self esteem and anxiety; I genuinely thought I was unlikable despite people showing interest in me. I re-started therapy about a year ago and she’s been suggesting dating apps for several months. I cannot stress this enough: I thought I would NEVER do it. And then I did in January. It was insanely terrifying. I was in an almost constant state of panic for an entire week- I felt physically ill. But I kept at it, kept swiping, kept talking to people. And then yesterday I went on my first ever date in my entire life. I fully accepted that it might go horribly and we might have nothing to talk about and he might be an asshole or boring or dumb. But it was lovely. We couldn’t stop talking, we laughed, we shared common interests. We agreed to meet again this week. Even if this leads to nothing (it’s so early, I’m not expecting anything), I’m so happy to have had the experience finally. Seriously, I’m in the best mood because I’m finally doing something to change my life. This is such a huge victory for me that I just had to share it with someone :)",3.8078880866425986,4.924300429602892,5.402835740072202,80.99530054151627,71.7797833935018,8.716895306859206,29.012454873646213,9.120678840339163,2.394221805054152,1077,42,216,22,20,366,144,277,0.171,0.6679999999999999,0.162,-0.4488,0,1,1,0,0,0,35.0,5,0,0,5,15,22,2,5,12,0,28,4,0,1,3,48,46,19,1,6,11,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,17,15,0,4,6,1,0,5,4,10,0,2,19,1,31,11,28,20,2,44,1,1,0,1,17,10,2,8,28,151,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750687662158557,0.0,0.10357600451954707,0.107128286013497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912809784075285,0.0,0.0,0.07232471083870276,0.0,0.08511884359814009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610699761643798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854948232834163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942135294585788,0.0,0.0,0.1117773450224093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073500217949197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687682337003013,0.0,0.1366367303125269,0.1871271915317117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118005244677684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931458131486713,0.2266177086892843,0.0,0.1759648638411582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058784944329540435,0.0,0.0,0.11403832595134546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010932407183692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056845606258837285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461195178408955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335484077374802,0.0,0.0,0.10486765830048814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32918708878818365,0.0,0.0,0.16512292483937452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977605948230546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19849886439854805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24271923108730545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434187089235006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079060896689724,0.11685300324600775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764081098501357,0.07962992617463313,0.0,0.0,0.07321238602991123,0.0,0.0,0.08647695374428638,0.1184853503781857,0.10813354822178724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494133148369053,0.0,0.0,0.11828784278571393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463493951133633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659399065446183,0.0,0.0,0.1917720311122429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695563798083172,0.0,0.0,0.1332185176742729 socialanxiety,paulcopper,2020/02/03,"Weed Helps Me I never really smoked weed because it caused me to look in the mirror and see all these negative behaviors, ways of thinking, and just a general dissatisfaction with who I am. Recently, I have started smoking again, very small amounts so I'm not totally ripped, and I finding myself going out, communicating with people, and observing my behavior and the behavior of the people I am talking to. If I act socially anxious, I will check myself and alter my behavior almost compulsively. I can read people better, I am not afraid to look at them anymore because I am curious about how my behavior is effecting theirs. Normally social interaction seems like an insurmountable barrier but I feel weed is helping me break down these boundaries, in small doses. I like seeing like anxiety and exposing it, and making it seem ridiculous. Does weed help anyone else?",7.830588235294115,9.243526732026147,8.424058823529418,61.91726470588236,62.72549019607843,12.133071895424838,38.175816993464046,11.792908689023552,5.378976993464054,702,35,102,23,10,234,101,153,0.095,0.779,0.126,0.705,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,2,5,6,1,1,5,0,9,1,0,4,3,32,21,12,0,2,5,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,11,0,1,6,1,1,2,4,2,0,0,0,5,22,4,13,20,3,15,0,0,4,0,10,7,0,4,7,75,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15416011304781255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177724180902028,0.17392128875739082,0.15267844477383766,0.1076464153136994,0.1577414271779788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18769471847122104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13615752392977282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581505204722728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472392873289615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860666026099352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784246577232351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407088126067333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874941421556869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095711833504551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256386683567996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585608452559587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276377107167978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873682910775217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083970868340352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32019159963800736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15399308559051428,0.0,0.09862522446119287,0.0,0.15200845850867778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453587057769265,0.2803031890677713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313868178719264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896761039610492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374032315445127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986458563084555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702604802014947,0.0,0.1221994746403158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,glewjr,2020/02/03,"Worried I’ll be forgotten I posted something similar last night on r/socialskills , so sorry if this isn’t exactly the right place to put this. I feel like my lack of social skills is going to cause the people around me to forget about or just not want me. I’ve never been totally comfortable around other people, especially when it comes to interacting, but it’s generally never been too much of a problem since I’m rarely forced into social situations (I’m only 18 and still in school, so it’s easy to keep to myself). I’ve still managed to make a small group of friends throughout the years, but because of college everyone’s mostly gone off to do their own things, and I feel like I’m not very close to the few friends I do have left. I don’t really feel connected enough to anyone to really have a full conversation or for anyone to really reach out to me. I recently also experienced going through my first breakup. Despite not being the best at conversations and having certain insecurities, I was finally able to find someone who loved/accepted me for who I am....but now I feel that part of the reason why he left me is because I’m not interested enough or good enough to talk to. I’ve never felt like the kind of person to be able to carry or start conversations, and I don’t think I have any interests intriguing enough to impress anyone. I feel like he just lost his feelings for me because I couldn’t do enough to make him want me....which also ties into the fact that I now have so few friends to talk to now. I just know that there are people around me that I care about, but I don’t feel confident that most of them care about me in the same way. Even in the few times that I’ve tried to meet new people (often online) I feel like I can’t connect to anyone. I’ve felt lonely lately knowing that I either have trouble talking to people, or just can’t seem to get them to want to talk to me. I’m worried that my relationships are all going to end up temporary because I can’t make myself memorable. TL;DR - I feel like my insecurities and lack of social skills are preventing me from having better/closer relationships with the people I care about. I have problems knowing what to say or starting conversations, and I feel like it stops me from being closer to the people I like. I’m not super close to many of my friends, and the kind of relationship I have with the ones that I am closest to seems like conversations are brief/not super engaging.",8.626954076850987,6.618964659793812,8.846490159325214,70.90298734770386,62.19587628865981,11.869728209934394,35.241330834114336,10.537671172512404,3.4770824742268047,1960,64,374,37,22,651,208,485,0.11800000000000001,0.7170000000000001,0.165,0.9866,0,4,1,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,3,7,26,35,0,2,17,0,34,0,0,5,8,88,77,23,0,9,20,0,12,9,4,0,0,1,0,1,20,18,0,3,21,0,0,6,16,7,0,2,7,14,51,28,69,65,21,53,0,2,0,0,33,23,0,12,31,258,71,3,0.12010631165120607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604897403425428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04083820527187056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16796225143473242,0.0,0.0,0.16038012207953886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643138559218935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302208205368466,0.05311213615980179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836845840916977,0.061691133435999225,0.0,0.051730476273940514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053189271340488016,0.31025481594141946,0.0,0.03966454304800925,0.0,0.0,0.057383363912818765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303646799808638,0.2574119191259923,0.11532089437000845,0.06578529683188157,0.054887496469952314,0.051081183667089074,0.0,0.0,0.18558767689026787,0.0,0.03137529531627645,0.0,0.10238877714362787,0.050369737903836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053378004173632296,0.0,0.12507224112753546,0.09901093174814292,0.04895133718580354,0.06774257550263163,0.0,0.1304958590353604,0.0,0.0,0.264050446808886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555511357278088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025784350196203,0.0608844742916435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04414597933648811,0.0,0.13895008779698598,0.05799971211126735,0.0,0.05635581862998599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04069357257531714,0.04567313110421314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503171562181416,0.0,0.2914330779638973,0.052436099308714734,0.06274276617508683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05751432305540684,0.0,0.0,0.11492551953850805,0.0,0.0603700083976683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541476811246157,0.061744646027698864,0.05929524651108236,0.193423845271558,0.0,0.051285066950196224,0.0,0.04775667986970053,0.0,0.06077699978048558,0.0,0.10934027524966444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04967659107112797,0.06750226327657316,0.0,0.1836498890758842,0.05088284405117692,0.046231853286289634,0.0,0.0672245913224799,0.08501186557051714,0.0,0.09591705563230077,0.050207127272519074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19307380751802886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039896648297172994,0.03847963741289279,0.0,0.0,0.03501747809659552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0407721508129059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049550142831383065,0.10626272168867072,0.04766739985004608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054188632461741784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197378958090688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03867226343163405 socialanxiety,slekrons,2020/02/03,"How can I get better at saying ""no""? I am 18f and I have social anxiety. A guy asked me to a movie and I was too afraid to say no because I am afraid of hurting his feelings. So I went to the movie and it was awkward because I'm pretty sure he wants to date me but I am not interested in dating anyone. Now he asked me to hang out more and I like him as a friend so I said maybe next weekend. I don't want to lead him on and I don't want to hurt his feelings. Does anyone have any advice on how to say ""no""? I am also struggling with other things as well that I have committed to because I was too scared to say no, like volunteering for things when I am already so busy. Thanks in advance for any advice!",0.036348039215688736,1.934377450980396,2.4073488562091505,94.8349448529412,84.94771241830065,4.870751633986928,19.366421568627448,5.985473137389443,-0.2130127450980397,542,15,127,4,16,185,83,153,0.133,0.6779999999999999,0.18899999999999997,0.9219,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,11,15,0,5,4,0,14,0,0,3,2,19,26,15,0,3,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,5,0,1,5,7,0,0,2,1,0,4,7,7,1,0,5,7,22,8,22,21,1,16,0,2,0,0,16,6,0,0,8,90,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697274903317356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15229969201841964,0.11036815967795052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18770580761432384,0.0,0.1055788148146428,0.0,0.0,0.19300242165632567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580452102215017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523925327063662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206041310616199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077524562582485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956604460981162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662774154141436,0.0,0.07210558234957698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665359448555828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954894360448057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13485139994447706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865162058131586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677734518715385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040783692642708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128103206016975,0.4390107794524175,0.13817410483892162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14068587048891984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14428012519566086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007469218162068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270629222309943,0.0,0.0,0.1833781024379105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442091891781419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408937734882974,0.1279385219152816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PersonalHolloway,2020/02/03,"Small social gathering help. I went to a small dinner party with my relatively new girlfriend, I was quite most of the night. These are her best friends and they enjoy socializing. She felt “heart broken” I did not show up and join conversations. They are very loud and animated, I’m shy and quite. Any help on how to better interject myself? And/or overcoming the associated anxiety of being afraid to raise my voice and say something?",4.255348101265824,7.104131544303801,5.139731012658231,75.80174841772157,75.32911392405063,8.506962025316456,25.064873417721518,9.188382445141503,2.467112658227848,348,12,60,9,8,113,61,79,0.073,0.6679999999999999,0.259,0.9536,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,4,1,5,0,1,3,0,5,2,1,1,0,10,8,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,4,10,4,8,3,2,7,0,0,0,0,13,4,0,1,2,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487087938201285,0.0,0.16728835834748185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294894632084144,0.19340325200272407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099655333756162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689503700915659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591349273036525,0.29315101047808084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112009372733681,0.0,0.20521484128450976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4651827389913004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17390182092965134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4458301290480814,0.0,0.1683492967554294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18043256125032334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20271704449596115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,OverlySweetenedTrans,2020/02/03,"The first worry of the year So, let me get started by clearing something that mau create doubt: i live on the South Hemisphere, so the Winter Break for americans is my Summer Vacation. Anyways, my classes start tommorow, February 3rd, and it's a brand new school, with new weird teachers and people i don't know. I have this escapism where i just drift off social interaction and find comfort in my own toughts and try to focus on the actual subject of the class. There's of course a negative side, i don't get to know people that could actually make some great friends. So, what should i do and how should i behave in order not to be extremely nervous, but also be somewhat extroverted?",6.51323076923077,7.1190441307692325,6.6321153846153855,76.45663461538463,65.38461538461539,9.26923076923077,33.94230769230769,9.188382445141503,3.036384615384616,547,23,97,9,8,175,93,130,0.073,0.8640000000000001,0.063,-0.0507,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,9,6,0,2,8,0,11,0,0,2,1,21,18,11,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,0,0,11,3,14,12,3,19,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,3,8,70,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.3884127486112359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159149308331044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588943729051054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18189277266200105,0.1692789565133508,0.0,0.0,0.1537556788546113,0.0,0.2079504377209419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219410720960736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21874287172582726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203502593456908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757306721227318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284162450914255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3844128126809944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759388307540474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20141011551150376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028670138706276,0.0,0.15320866354597962,0.0,0.0,0.2817225221094895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511564628954478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20210569078431428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281567874852161 socialanxiety,ronaldo_lebron,2020/02/04,"I don't think Im ready for relationships because of this issue Or maybe I am. I genuinely feel that I just need to be loved and I'll be alright. Maybe all these demonic feelings would leave me and I'd just relax if I were to lay down with the person I loved. But I catch feelings and obcess over girls quite easily. I am such a jealous person that all it takes is for someone to talk to my crush that I feel like my insides are being burned and I need to throw myself off a building just to make the pain stop. I hate this. It is so childish but it's not good at all. There was this girl in an abusive relationship that I remember convincing myself that I could be lucky with. And the funny thing is, I know that she found me attractive, I'm not even going to mention why, and her boyfriend also could not stand seeing her with me that he'd spend the time looking over, stress and constantly coming over. Co-workers told me this. Had no idea why he was being a c*nt to me even. But the truth is a normal guy would definitely have done something and get her to like him, she was that broken and it'd be the right thing for her to do, but me, she'd never leave such a relationship for me. It sucks. Maybe it's better for her. Maybe somebody that likes me for who I am is enough but maybe I'm not a good person and any girl would make a mistake to be with me. God there are things I should mention but I'm not going to, because I think this story is enough for you to tell me I should see a therapist and not seek relationships. But keep in mind not taking opportunities has given me traumas. But taking one and succeeding would be all I need.",2.984452008168823,4.269929946902656,4.044852507374632,89.28591729067396,74.01474926253688,6.9852961198093935,23.067960063535285,7.468242284971852,0.7418744270478785,1288,34,282,15,26,418,157,339,0.141,0.72,0.14,0.4146,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,4,11,23,3,1,15,1,40,3,0,2,6,72,73,24,0,14,20,0,4,3,0,6,1,0,0,7,25,17,0,2,10,1,1,5,10,7,0,1,9,7,45,16,33,45,6,19,1,0,3,2,31,9,1,3,7,204,70,1,0.0,0.09989954662051537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742671479975636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05733712509658461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279534345194068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745698096884536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262994956998928,0.0,0.09111461527831106,0.0,0.13463741284848346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628356942466621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17423997039070846,0.0,0.11137859029319687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17052889009104094,0.0602346883676805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244710007314412,0.0,0.0,0.044051133503919225,0.0,0.09583637159514206,0.14143892681119966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348515521709926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324365580090322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951814282719704,0.09107472223393667,0.08800300617117171,0.0,0.0749430902346161,0.0,0.0,0.04633734629765919,0.0,0.0,0.17855492704502415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357622312815453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080340647780575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15219524850519114,0.0,0.11256190081181892,0.0,0.4235290007888086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513416469942592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18755562304818715,0.06502896420283258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261084694654633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057134059781639136,0.0,0.08971715755623587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208619477001075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967943392297836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620912374957482,0.09551251509733567,0.07200459177219443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437635664282174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143986801598994,0.0649098445359158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070491156944829,0.09658260458467616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19018327275852864,0.067769243168482,0.07369506979247052,0.0,0.0,0.0978962713080592,0.16804551760690056,0.1080513587375478,0.0,0.0,0.04916478353602837,0.0,0.0,0.08056664325056474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15216243601242954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061382360384339224,0.0,0.0,0.239579968819582,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TheRandomeer,2020/02/04,"How to Help the Socially Anxious On The Internet? Hello r/socialanxiety! I am currently in the middle of a quandary and could use your help. As someone diagnosed with GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder) and other social anxiety ailments, talking to people has never been easy for me. However, places like Reddit, Discord, even the Youtube comment section in some places are the best places for me to safely communicate with others. I can't see them, I can't gauge their emotions enough to feel people are angry at me/sad at me/et cetera, I can even block someone if I don't like what they say and be done with it. It's perfect! But lately I've been in servers where new people especially are too socially anxious to join a Discord server and even speak, or introduce themselves. And then turn around and say ""Well everyone is talking so fast/seem to know each other so well, there's no WAY I can join the conversation. I'm so scared and intimidated, so the mods need to help me"". I'm a bit ticked off at certain moderators catering to slowing down chats manually or telling others to be quiet to let new members speak when I have social anxiety and don't have that problem at all. My question is this: How can I see their point of view? Are there any tips and tricks to making it easier for them to speak? Or is it simply a ""Just ignore it, it's not about you"" issue? Thanks for reading :D",5.408801498127343,6.450675067415731,6.149307116104867,77.39489700374533,67.98876404494382,9.079400749063671,31.687265917603,9.2995712137729,2.8268187265917604,1101,45,203,21,18,361,156,267,0.133,0.7020000000000001,0.166,0.9153,2,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,2,5,2,19,13,1,1,11,0,25,1,0,4,4,40,36,23,0,4,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,6,0,0,13,14,0,3,3,2,0,0,7,4,2,0,3,10,19,9,34,29,8,27,0,0,3,0,27,18,0,6,10,144,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07013757626547555,0.0,0.23670153641582214,0.2330338287569948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091814947701828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823727578190173,0.0,0.11260030379406676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234753482965719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468319674308918,0.0,0.0,0.11820541970340775,0.0,0.0,0.10554628298481716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116016698024834,0.0,0.10656942767174482,0.0,0.20436561018374752,0.0,0.0,0.09855305922508564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052149820095094605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073942719847876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764958212544457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056682108745724574,0.0,0.116344487327612,0.0,0.0,0.10546589282067556,0.0,0.1007763208642475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06884561171733837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647573768538199,0.0795466101336276,0.1992232128957762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21450931893551997,0.0,0.3232726941658633,0.0,0.0974990244926148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868941763992828,0.0,0.0,0.11553849289997994,0.0,0.10316620407326696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640394211375489,0.1032594243004567,0.0,0.16437573293806565,0.09389322869550486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42054600638316975,0.1747774825796234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16579730682960578,0.09014741442393724,0.09495588348338868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218484629780537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907837056658306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186637659766062,0.0,0.0,0.18546742433077007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,worksomuch,2020/02/04,"Idk I am feeling miserable and I don’t know what to do Hello guys! I’m currently taking a gap year and have recently started taking film courses at a school. Everybody is nice and all that, however I feel completely miserable and find it very difficult to be apart of a school environment where you are expected to be social and make friends. I started therapy about 4-5 months ago, but my social anxiety has not improved and I am at a really low point. Would it be stupid, based on your opinion, to drop out off the school so I can try to focus and commit to improve my mental health? Or is this just another defense mechanism that will bite me in the ass? And I that I am only one, who can make a decision but hey :-)",5.090947940947942,5.5275207832167865,6.532540792540793,76.52735819735821,68.44055944055944,10.831080031080036,32.67210567210567,10.746095033038511,3.6080557886557902,564,24,110,16,9,193,98,143,0.182,0.7120000000000001,0.106,-0.9164,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,0,4,8,2,2,7,0,17,2,1,2,2,27,27,12,0,2,5,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,8,9,0,1,5,1,0,0,2,6,0,1,0,2,13,2,14,22,1,18,0,3,0,1,9,10,1,2,7,76,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733646179026078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742872448736096,0.12715133882086765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742695903203507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680830520519281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15191429535850762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12841458881915702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16457551189628264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17667504690560978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134549090819248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22189492728318544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16750209371342256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266842964933964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262921067612988,0.1264113318105453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712358718516356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647933985820453,0.0,0.16411379952028465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5046447199888835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388633755218929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352907034542417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499407180989425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19007733013758404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284669477290127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714189054448425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180718772877791,0.0,0.0,0.10703475339509093 socialanxiety,rolexmotherfucker,2020/02/04,Always feel like people are looking / judging me Im super insecure about my body and especially my stomach. Whenever im at a party or a club or anywhere basically public i tend to suck in my stomach throughout rhe whole day and when people stare at me i feel super self cauntious and i just want to go back home. Ive felt like this for the longest time basically my whole life. I dont understand why i feel this way. I dont even know these people in public? Why do i care. Ive tried to ignore this feeling but it HAUNTS me. I constantly feel like everyone who looks at me is JUDGING me. Anyone please advice and help.,1.1245066666666688,3.603660704000003,3.3304000000000014,86.02786666666668,85.96000000000002,5.8933333333333335,22.73333333333333,7.3011,1.139213333333334,488,18,95,8,15,166,76,125,0.07200000000000001,0.736,0.192,0.9074,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,5,9,1,1,3,0,7,4,3,0,0,18,22,8,0,1,4,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,6,4,0,1,8,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,9,19,6,10,21,2,12,0,0,3,0,5,5,1,2,8,56,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457967937889714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145951703553409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629794869597298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589919357934358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529773387905914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041606376042895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882781986291738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881885760450879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228167212547701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096363257480268,0.0,0.0,0.13159862259232094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481801857250173,0.19677627617702406,0.1322340641990274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827019959701574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923116973446798,0.0,0.13814571245576016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297525316071308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756880354117594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972766407867414,0.20185104024068246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23130244456990304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864358663961786,0.0,0.0,0.15117665175155062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367337202494848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030640886041382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350373559933796,0.0,0.0,0.1433727504856706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123160241114381,0.10931677293010987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24854413913276124,0.30752186956876315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,GuavaGhost,2020/02/04,"I need to go into work in less than 5 min and my stomach is doing somersaults. 😞 I get this way everyday I work and I’m sick of it. Any tips or advice that helps work against this?? I’m nervous to interact with my coworkers and make conversation, etc.",-0.4269230769230781,1.8098220769230802,2.3757692307692326,89.60673076923081,97.46153846153842,6.4461538461538455,21.884615384615387,7.645422480735847,1.4266076923076922,196,8,42,5,8,68,40,52,0.114,0.8340000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.4871,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,1,0,8,8,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,8,8,2,6,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,25,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074529394227022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21395928989943955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508957839599475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438126655089993,0.0,0.17881156387327168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21088995621556691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21001806706264836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23329426822173344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24973876680847976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6871634853366769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CTCuberHD,2020/02/04,Do you ever just forget words. Walking my dog today. I walked past a house as a man who looked to be in his 60s walked out with his dog. He was looking at me smiling and i though i should say something to be polite like good afternoon. Thats not what happened. Instead my brain went entirely blank. I wasnt even thinking that i didnt know what to say. It was just 0 thoughts. Safe to say that small incident played on my mind for a good 2 hours,0.7938709677419382,2.956566935483873,1.993989247311827,97.33098387096771,83.94623655913979,5.0103225806451634,21.12795698924732,6.2581,0.0604976344086019,347,11,79,3,10,110,68,93,0.021,0.7979999999999999,0.18100000000000002,0.9287,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,8,1,1,0,1,15,15,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,1,7,3,0,1,3,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,6,5,12,5,11,6,0,14,0,0,2,0,9,5,0,0,6,49,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291220879324828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355628538082519,0.18565649259272768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443007225648799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814981009368581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20212567787492414,0.2368259891546787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279767297244385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002726851183785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447094029906497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20723965517708395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19593025144409884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4896588726894683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15800817270850642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151316163871285,0.20165286511713834,0.16294216525389835,0.0,0.0,0.1945489315616236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902648267322969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,zaqstavano,2020/02/04,"Group meeting made me the most socially anxious I've ever been....advice for next time? I just got back from a group meeting and boy was I awkward! I walked around people weirdly trying not to get in their way and didn't share anything tho whole time. When I first arrived I kind of hovered around people and managed to muster the words ""I'm new."" When I heard someone talking about a band I liked I mentioned one of their songs and that seemed like a good moment. Also I tried to talk to someone afterwards by hovering near them for a bit, saying ""I don't wanna interrupt.."" before having a decent conversation...before I overshared a little. Even during the meeting it was hard for me to make eye contact and if someone was talking near me and I knew the whole room was looking at them I would just stare at the floor the whole time with my arms crossed. To be honest I've never experienced social anxiety this bad, it dictated everything I did and I just didn't even recognize any of my actions as something I would really do. Thought I'd be out of my shell a bit since the people were nice and shared stories about themselves. I'm going again tomorrow so is there anything I can do to make myself better? Any way to redeem myself to the people who obviously didn't know how to read me and were standoffish about me??",4.539694859717387,5.988789494163424,5.158414908867503,82.17115912348967,70.40077821011673,7.589514642637724,28.701413065738286,8.032893268588372,1.9404910505836583,1048,39,194,14,19,337,147,257,0.055,0.8540000000000001,0.091,0.8714,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,4,2,20,12,0,1,15,0,20,2,2,4,3,34,34,17,0,4,5,0,1,2,0,2,0,3,1,1,5,13,0,0,4,3,0,4,6,3,0,2,15,8,31,9,33,15,6,32,0,0,3,0,23,11,0,3,17,137,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466718353102952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856562629992694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14567768521662594,0.0,0.08193927266072665,0.12100442643609373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762857019055417,0.19070218507210893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236139647019576,0.0894328298750603,0.0,0.0,0.1822863670367152,0.0,0.0,0.09473057154643888,0.2338739443935259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414910076959054,0.09688761885829164,0.0,0.0,0.09626405003784508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110817364778397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05596083819348807,0.0,0.06087339027734199,0.0898392421257213,0.08566608643161247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595000838871268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153914851924933,0.0588651535663259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465760245680196,0.10735290361198704,0.0,0.0,0.08994588012360079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135058615563583,0.14299423912715492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261025436090251,0.10344803043315916,0.11391327823505537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258087636934295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29702785776002155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713952920966163,0.0,0.06861775693661598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517860335357913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750941608035964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860294849538278,0.0,0.0,0.21837142085259506,0.2722632479537401,0.08245892939203654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582741929518674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503380723504451,0.1873710579569604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544205633391313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17003872780945029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3587552902916883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15217651400866586,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sA0ddd,2020/02/04,"job interview tomorrow I just had an interview yesterday – one that I was extremely nervous and ill-prepared for – and I just got the rejection email today. It was an interview that I cried a lot over because of how much I dreaded it. I hate sitting in a chair and answering questions knowing that people are judging me for it..but I have to do it again tomorrow for another job interview. I'm extremely grateful for these interviews and have been looking for a job for quite some time, but I can't help but feel like it's the end of the world whenever I'm being questioned. I wish I didn't feel like this all the time.",5.1894262295082,5.971232491803278,6.219795081967213,77.6316598360656,68.34426229508196,10.69016393442623,35.74180327868852,10.686352973137794,4.033570491803279,492,25,94,14,8,164,73,122,0.126,0.77,0.10300000000000001,0.0678,3,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,1,2,9,0,11,0,0,1,1,19,20,7,0,1,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,6,3,11,2,11,13,4,12,0,1,1,0,9,3,0,4,10,66,20,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872789376482287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887363782808722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19618503898568007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15818765740267746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18061227284753206,0.25518547536529435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14284370045031078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17633171559742258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971262403343415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5317024168025096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815455232336716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17451105610061352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14998003168233856,0.0,0.0,0.15184035901339632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129243697065446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102479982904378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381958866867608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40014845240102215,0.18996436767825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082875996849176,0.0,0.16929306056770893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20538257335393292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,-Musashi-,2020/02/04,Is it awkward to... ...post something in a chat and then everyone immediately chimes in and reacts but then that’s it?,0.8022727272727295,3.1408924090909096,3.1822727272727285,82.0434090909091,102.1818181818182,5.836363636363638,23.681818181818183,7.1686216300943375,1.6350545454545466,91,4,17,2,4,31,18,22,0.064,0.9359999999999999,0.0,-0.0772,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6138704123994714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6152713749326224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4945748193843102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rothschildkidding,2020/02/04,I promise you guys who is been struggling with social anxiety If i cure my social anxiety any time in my life i will come back to this subreddit and tell you guys what i did. how i did. Its hard to live with this.,1.5696666666666663,3.2593325777777795,3.219722222222224,92.01625,78.7777777777778,7.166666666666668,22.36111111111111,8.07648339933343,0.9757777777777776,166,5,38,3,4,55,32,45,0.16899999999999998,0.78,0.051,-0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,6,6,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,9,1,5,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,1,2,28,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744983069727587,0.0,0.37674177247101615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18934131022767656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21211165956715947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4876273473178302,0.0,0.0,0.2205802849791364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739247108365264,0.0,0.0,0.21743207686057228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5020159044470782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25742072495312124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21522228293075316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435829694200444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,midasduhast,2020/02/04,Campus Open House I'm invited to an open house this coming Saturday but I'm afraid to go. Is it worth stressing over this? Did you guys go to yours?,0.2214516129032269,2.573178161290325,1.8970161290322598,95.26552419354843,89.96774193548387,5.680645161290323,17.427419354838708,7.1686216300943375,0.1817677419354835,117,3,26,2,4,38,23,31,0.11,0.8190000000000001,0.071,-0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,4,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,13,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772666637030588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658577648878237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31870668495330673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7428006718785136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687065281401498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Spicy_Twig,2020/02/04,"A simple “Hello” Why can’t I simply greet someone when I see them while walking. It’s almost as if we become strangers as I wait for them to make the jest move. Today I was walking to my class and I saw my chemistry teacher from the year before. I assumed that she wouldn’t have remembered me, so I avoided guiding my eyes towards her. But she gently smiled and said hello, and she quickly rushed to her next class. I was left with an awful sense of guilt for not saying hi. In simple words, i felt rude. Then I saw this friend I had, so I was about to wave to them. But I decided not to. Omfg I hate it when people do this, so why can’t I live up to my standards. I want to be confident enough to greet others and to accept failure even if I’m...not noticed?? Anyways, have you guys every experienced something like this. If so, how have you guys gotten over it?",2.2864962121212145,3.9608517784090935,3.6019090909090927,90.13703030303031,76.67045454545455,5.6024242424242425,23.09696969696969,6.079149491110277,0.4178928787878782,667,20,139,4,15,218,109,176,0.08,0.7659999999999999,0.154,0.9095,0,1,1,0,0,0,24.0,1,2,3,0,11,7,2,2,4,1,12,1,1,2,0,27,22,20,0,5,7,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,0,2,8,6,0,2,5,0,0,4,5,4,0,0,9,8,32,3,22,11,1,17,0,0,4,0,19,5,0,5,9,102,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18943633439966728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089343270978904,0.1609781539440511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19547339893457916,0.0,0.12495153416482735,0.0,0.15939221788517008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18164236324809707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615991492362046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3746356708916783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18677597686288944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205544505692266,0.0,0.0,0.09242373916154144,0.0,0.16704931016704885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627904660959774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20106828559152012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20119496085300573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21538256039538825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115351682480406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21430393870018835,0.0,0.17995339861481394,0.15044344287831407,0.0,0.0,0.15075188035510764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16029150819079752,0.14563992300158465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17932041695682524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115832015129012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414108541320222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182564764606685 socialanxiety,FizzleDizzle11,2020/02/04,"I want to get out of this mindset/habit. University student who struggles with social anxiety. I have one friend (my boyfriend) who I've known for years, and we usually stick together. Towards the end of last year I somewhat made a friend. We were in a group project and we talked often and got along, and had similar interests. But now that we're not in the project, I get really anxious about approaching them. I say hi, and they've attempted to start conversation with me. I respond but I don't really stay, and won't lead the conversation anywhere. Usually they're with other friends and I think that's a part of it is I'm anxious of being around the other people who I don't know. I'm really sick of this. I want to get past this, and I don't know why I act like this. I don't want them to think I'm ignoring them. I'd like to work with this person on projects in the future. But if I am short with them when they try to talk to me, they aren't going to want me around. I end up rethinking these scenarios so much and regretting how awkwardly I acted, that it keeps me awake. I just keep trying to distract myself until I'm so tired that I fall asleep. How can I work on getting past this block?",3.11783055198973,4.477330243902443,4.377359863072314,86.7397625160462,73.79674796747966,8.268378262729996,25.955498502353443,8.841846274778883,1.7730520325203258,944,32,203,19,19,311,129,246,0.146,0.764,0.09,-0.9562,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,3,0,6,4,11,11,0,3,8,0,13,3,1,4,0,48,35,19,0,6,6,0,0,2,3,1,2,1,0,1,18,21,0,4,6,0,0,6,7,5,0,1,4,1,34,6,33,29,3,32,0,1,0,0,25,11,0,3,16,132,52,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933610008884342,0.2757430960067405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21728465840382052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161841349933825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828656304843953,0.0,0.25504545962629144,0.0,0.06935869039619721,0.0,0.09760730491916876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21695122661261074,0.0,0.0,0.13414104069873325,0.09947967155386528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924609773396334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547810783356945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971414832139017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269811340965674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215846762442734,0.2330038124057452,0.08460783575369228,0.10656145953679076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345476933697115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705187030761422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244053904447177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638122011903904,0.13007942603095524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758371004849833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961838027492939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563978396265975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14026813136466507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657156026613642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688217527699392,0.0,0.28793168235315586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110122984767218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17769454576892568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15718075483091054 socialanxiety,mechanisedorca,2020/02/04,Help im fucking lost in life... I havent had friends to hang out with in a year now the only friends i have are at school but they live really far away. I tried to socialize today and it went very bad... I couldnt approach anyone My body wouldnt allow me to and I decided to leave. I broke down halfway home because My mind kept telling me that i wouldnt get any friends like ever and that i was gonna be single forever. I just dont know what to do to make friends and meet New People. Help me im fucking lost!,0.9656756756756764,2.5634126396396404,2.665126126126129,95.72525675675676,80.26126126126127,5.881441441441443,22.811711711711716,6.742157984588678,0.3985776576576576,397,13,95,4,10,131,74,111,0.20199999999999999,0.721,0.077,-0.9009999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,3,11,2,0,2,0,11,4,1,2,1,18,21,5,0,3,2,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,1,0,4,6,0,1,2,0,0,3,5,6,0,0,6,0,15,5,13,10,1,15,0,3,0,2,10,7,2,0,6,54,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016484409996502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451671964690744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043711851064733,0.0,0.12480576853577452,0.09111885524703246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16603354326045824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17518413013780856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520911448405773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4619374896388158,0.2763753150186169,0.07809476037380833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20038050492569914,0.0,0.1499360775040556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32291830167492264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214780568931135,0.0,0.0,0.1582729334297763,0.0,0.0,0.10557894047566499,0.07302616123173374,0.0,0.13198957290168728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263402517259038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977603266823193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092760760025575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436433421328002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136828257120724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362746576414653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575780953861443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512771493065045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15237141128057596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306481436093359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168526181290714,0.0,0.0,0.10148402797684143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233329118307108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385652523145007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625729783137772 socialanxiety,Synix_13,2020/02/04,"My voice is akward I have an awkward voice whenever I'm talking to someone, for my anxiety. Can someone help? I don't wanna ruin some relationships for my strange voice",3.9208333333333294,6.4147552500000025,5.532500000000002,74.39583333333336,74.625,8.016666666666666,35.666666666666664,8.841846274778883,3.716904166666668,136,8,22,3,3,46,24,32,0.151,0.679,0.17,0.3964,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,5,0,4,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202859269966198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806296387520897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4495012447990908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7094854837926821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33651583920124706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Big-n-Veiny,2020/02/04,"does anyone here have the guts to fart at all in school? (even in the bathroom) my farts are loud af, i basically have to hold it in because i dont have the guts at all... to humiliating for me",2.2904065040650394,3.1156900731707324,4.418048780487805,87.72918699186995,75.09756097560975,7.417886178861789,23.422764227642283,7.793537801064563,0.7481154471544706,147,4,36,2,3,51,29,41,0.055999999999999994,0.9440000000000001,0.0,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,5,2,2,0,2,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,9,5,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,26,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310772488695685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28863688046513025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41435683252250977,0.0,0.5549301589982523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127375985456203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4792000990696077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Ho_Dang,2020/02/04,"Almost physical painful When people walk by making eye contact/ passing 1ft apart, and don't respond at all to 'morning' or 'hi'. Like, seriously wtf.",5.904444444444442,7.704672222222222,7.1564814814814826,67.7991666666667,67.51851851851852,9.844444444444443,39.425925925925924,10.125756701596842,4.714792592592593,118,7,18,3,2,40,27,27,0.257,0.664,0.079,-0.6829999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,5,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,1,5,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,2,2,8,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5512418564265977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689443591418291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36746010896723613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5857661651780418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38164435730080826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dotabob2625,2020/02/04,"Just a little funny thing that happened today For the past 4 months of an internship, often when my friend/colleague asked if I wanted to go for after work drinks, I'd say ""sorry I can't, my batteries are out""... After 4 months, on the last day, he came up to me saying it was kinda weird my excuse was always my batteries are out. ""Why is your phone so important to go out with us man?""... I meant my social batteries... 😂🙈",4.805116279069765,4.4942613720930265,6.3482325581395385,80.18397674418605,69.0,9.205581395348837,25.339534883720933,8.841846274778883,1.6720027906976749,322,7,66,5,5,111,65,86,0.034,0.8909999999999999,0.075,0.511,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,1,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,4,0,6,1,0,0,0,11,13,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,5,1,0,1,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,4,2,11,0,14,9,0,18,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,3,9,43,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800790122508137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20232374970802472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475271483560757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395731783204262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120094849568349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16720577353897706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459932681001982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19137974122824825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764114156083558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21690997888602695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3454892097183575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206597648276233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442121905103845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206132237356601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24226478786224398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378001927543166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051411226139975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603269529283305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276502899763596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19528564309023888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755654333863725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lifeafterlawyered,2020/02/04,"How to socialize I need some tips because I'm incompetent when it comes to socializing. It makes me so nervous and I just never know how to reply so I will just say ""for real"" or some words that doesnt have any invitation for more of a conversation to happen. So any tips any of you have is appreciated.",3.2011475409836048,4.9078491147541,5.610622950819675,76.56675409836069,74.24590163934425,8.814426229508197,25.31475409836065,9.3871,2.142380983606558,240,8,49,6,5,85,43,61,0.096,0.85,0.054000000000000006,-0.3697,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,8,1,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,3,1,15,11,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,8,10,3,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,36,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.544573343123998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16272064491928245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299402256486258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23604908109793074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467000862140877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17818068871964726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19792836858028365,0.20587615427278536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30382962277813713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122768344006133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5442117165238206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,saf-e,2020/02/04,"How do I know if I have social anxiety? I am a 24F. I used to rarely get nervous around people and handle social situations quite well. I just moved abroad for university college 3 weeks ago and have to speak in a new language, which I am not bad at but it is still difficult as I have never really spoken it before now. Everything is new to me here. Today was the second day of university. I feel fine doing group activities and ""getting to know each other"" games. I am trying to speak to my classmates, but it's difficult as I am not so used to this language, and I often just sit quietly while everyone else in my group talks to each other. I am friendly and smile a lot, and make eye contact when I speak or listen to someone. I feel absolutely terrible sitting in silence while the others are having fun. I can even feel the anxiety in my body and even felt like crying. I still feel awful after coming home and am second guessing going to uni. I also didn't get much sleep last night from worrying.",5.001596736596738,5.746304590909091,6.381313131313133,76.43940559440561,68.74747474747474,9.12261072261072,28.362082362082358,9.265573868473778,2.4128977466977464,791,26,147,15,13,269,122,198,0.124,0.767,0.10800000000000001,-0.6441,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,15,10,0,1,6,1,18,3,3,4,1,35,35,20,0,1,8,0,5,1,1,0,0,5,1,0,8,12,0,0,7,1,0,3,4,5,1,2,3,11,21,5,22,32,4,27,0,0,1,0,12,6,0,5,17,112,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097462920660228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913700193962664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20880216451613345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148945105323655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394882972683512,0.0,0.0,0.1161280383725307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159017224837654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755896710429005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499086233742237,0.08801346676321971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140052546646332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802775867245045,0.0,0.0,0.13040531378132433,0.1226526753307721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27601836844489963,0.0,0.13103499333632215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543830819848496,0.0,0.21390373193789455,0.0,0.07756046178230526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033983514715452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689303600195293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500034242446306,0.11124329510253964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667356572876694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602403175100215,0.0,0.0,0.09109644762992318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504866040882994,0.10032298378855717,0.0,0.10525599850761372,0.2636119649098057,0.0,0.12807018812999613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461284193765003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14515529316626405,0.0,0.0,0.08742777246712435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15340079812861376,0.13657105004248268,0.2782330368691425,0.11563269895889895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21797421558823546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969141897378004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935996438732894,0.0,0.0,0.09265586326333754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357368296063517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947000058011104,0.0,0.12270515931336926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385944393880521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,wewereevergreen,2020/02/04,im scared that is all,-5.085000000000001,-4.072439499999998,-1.4499999999999975,116.145,110.66666666666669,2.4000000000000004,6.0,3.1291,-3.1418,17,0,6,0,1,6,6,6,0.42,0.58,0.0,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7334168246837962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6797792003810781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Shahmario1,2020/02/04,"Link with Social Anxiety and Depression Have you ever seen a person with Social anxiety that isn't suffering from some level of Depression, from mild to clinical? I myself am depressed and cannot recall any such individual. I guess inherently human beings are social animals, and if someone isn't able to fulfill that basic attribute then they will not be happy with life.",8.585909090909091,9.578066227272727,9.260151515151517,58.060227272727296,60.96969696969697,12.054545454545455,36.196969696969695,11.698219412168324,5.045769696969698,305,13,41,9,4,103,51,66,0.263,0.7020000000000001,0.034,-0.9428,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,9,2,0,1,1,13,11,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,1,5,1,8,7,1,3,0,4,1,0,7,1,0,3,2,34,7,0,0.2000954434639306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360717631206005,0.0,0.30614493312918745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5170257367582738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809977842934568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22042768993528525,0.0,0.0,0.2130053203270065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413333292438603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17471562319165793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6119163179942958,0.1695402199127314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cancerofuniverse,2020/02/04,"How do you deal with anxiety attack? OK so I'm having an anxiety attack for some stupid reason I cried I ate I took medication nothing helps What's your advice",0.7571875000000006,3.2793328437500047,3.499749999999999,81.37025000000001,95.5625,6.3100000000000005,18.9,7.554174236665415,1.2800800000000003,129,4,23,3,5,45,27,32,0.44799999999999995,0.478,0.07400000000000001,-0.9161,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,1,2,2,0,2,0,4,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,5,1,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24886100791345825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3896443812496181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5794487850742012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797435215003157,0.0,0.26255404256537473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707002286632092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25655367704419463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24436315704498746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26184362908478664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829482309615323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LousyAcademic,2020/02/04,"Glossophobia - speech anxiety My worst nightmare. It's so strange - whenever I hear someone telling me I have to make a presentation, my heart starts audibly pounding, and no matter what I do, it doesn't go away. I try to imagine that no one is there, or that nobody gives a shit about what I've got to say, or take deep breaths, but nope. None of those 'tips' in the thousands of articles online help in the slightest. Now, I know that speech anxiety is quite common (apparently 75% of people get nervous before speaking) but NO ONE from my class has speech anxiety nearly as bad as I do. I find that a bit odd and, if I'm being honest, unsettling. Even the other introverted and really quiet ones manage to do better than me. Sure, they present really softly and in a monotone manner, but at least their voice isn't shaking, which I believe to be the most mortifying by far. I'm actually quite good at academics and sports in my school, and am also well-behaved, if I do say so myself. Because of this, people expect a bit much from me. I remember before the student council elections my house's ex-captain came up to me and said ""Why didn't you run for captain. You could've won"". I simply gritted my teeth and replied ""Yeah, I don't think I'm fit to be a captain"". People also think I'm going to get into an elite college, but little do they know how much glossophobia is dragging me down. It's funny how I can talk normally with people, ask questions and discuss freely during classes, but as soon as I'm singled out to speak with everyone listening, I choke. I think part of why I get so terribly nervous is because I'm afraid my speaking will reiterate my glaring weakness and tarnish my excellent 'all-rounder' reputation. I try every possible thing I know: ignoring my fear, embracing my fear, acting as though the listeners are vegetables, but the thump thump continues. It's ridiculous, and I don't know what to do. The only thing that has partially helped me is propranolol, which partly suppressed the symptoms. But I really don't want to use a beta blocker all the time. My situation is especially sad because people have expectations from me and I feel so pathetic every time I stutter and shake. I feel like I lose the respect that people have for me. I'm sorry for this rant; it's the first time I'm sharing something so personal lol. Anyone else suffering, or used to suffer, from similar sort of glossophobia? If so, how do/did you cope? tl;dr: a rant on bad speech anxiety and how it's dragging me down :(",6.035341614906836,6.599123414078676,6.910946169772259,74.19039440993791,66.41200828157349,9.918260869565216,34.319461697722566,9.888512548439397,3.445636356107661,1991,88,357,42,30,664,247,483,0.21,0.6970000000000001,0.092,-0.9959,1,0,1,0,0,0,72.0,0,3,3,8,18,29,2,7,21,2,30,7,4,7,2,65,67,45,0,7,13,0,3,1,0,1,2,16,0,1,23,19,1,3,13,1,0,7,11,20,0,5,5,19,52,9,49,58,12,36,0,4,0,0,27,18,1,10,12,238,75,8,0.0,0.0,0.08197215001809834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343499771769493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570399180725021,0.0,0.0,0.05873494452631432,0.08606820717439304,0.0,0.0,0.07852891677509308,0.0,0.07892102233044365,0.0,0.14027343981474918,0.15361736169053428,0.0,0.14295609213806454,0.09463954340325682,0.0,0.07429141594311663,0.18341308616172836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607393526900126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706738344392323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017145005833464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05548138860216966,0.0,0.14154770711311715,0.0802658613435509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18904732292358603,0.08494612469175436,0.060009812368077675,0.0,0.0,0.0767747284360176,0.07145058996046624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166002819015468,0.08058071679174653,0.09547858274548096,0.07045544427549932,0.06718269250798317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946744134970573,0.09954072886754656,0.11260722572165073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692503784236603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18465741467663507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04103829074817772,0.08419034198510805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939748199150296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05607083501685206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349973283829258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823024333515138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17076227835997312,0.06388599340230827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819282214602871,0.0,0.34941127928366505,0.07334579901771426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469768740694344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940995309924594,0.1786892619131047,0.0,0.0,0.161438178988379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515593531101743,0.0,0.07990349622806031,0.13360077845814242,0.0,0.08501276161970911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622507391247419,0.0,0.09441982719529876,0.0,0.0,0.07117315937738079,0.06466751463316976,0.0,0.094031429286105,0.05945582612415841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791692639294353,0.08730844758140324,0.06315775191486905,0.06751623818559216,0.07341994174027204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161209876641408,0.16147195095563627,0.08252984249011014,0.0,0.1469437054494964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406134393930115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509853264477576,0.0,0.0,0.04954553784385725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552633415001013,0.0,0.15159436334819618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jeanpierreflores,2020/02/04,"Public speaking can be really challenging... What feelings or bad thoughts do you experience when it comes to presentations in front of a crowd? Let's have a conversation!",4.770517241379308,8.30092596551724,5.547844827586207,68.20038793103453,82.44827586206897,9.796551724137933,31.38793103448276,9.516144504307137,4.436165517241379,139,7,21,5,4,45,28,29,0.132,0.868,0.0,-0.5848,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,8,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,3,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,15,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835895200089496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3957424387103005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4493927266748817,0.0,0.0,0.2322923230524808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4697795160452171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294310853007541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647215161075912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FyreTire,2020/02/04,"I've essentially been an agoraphobe ever since I got out of high school (I'm almost 25 now) and I'm at a loss with what to do with myself. I have immensely low self-esteem and have very little support/future in myself or humanity. In high school, I was always forced to be around my peers, and I felt semi-comfortable because I had known so many of them for so long. After high school, I stayed in a college dorm and while it started out okay, I quickly fell into smoking more weed and drinking more booze than I did in high school and essentially just stayed in my room and got drunk and stoned most of the time. I flunked out and had to transfer after a year, where I moved back home and went to college in my hometown. Since then, I have mostly lived with my parents, worked a few service jobs for a a little while, and subsequently failed out of school about a year ago after my anxiety and depression just became too much. I'm not sure whether I have BPD, bipolar, MDD, or if it's just a result of my isolation and drug use, but I am not ""normal"". I have always liked spending time alone on the internet, watching movies/TV, playing video games, or shooting hoops. People have always seemed to cause me more anguish than it was worth (not their fault), so I avoided them unless they explicitly brought me along. I've always been very unsure and embarrassed of myself. I have always been lightly teased and people have told me before because I'm an easy target. Well FUCK YOU too. What kind of people pick on their friends because it's easy? This world is just too cruel for me. Trying to be sober but sometimes I just wonder what's the point.",6.546760124610594,6.334259579439255,6.3631308411215,81.20519470404987,65.35514018691589,8.753271028037384,30.294392523364486,7.984000788550335,1.9394747663551404,1299,40,252,13,18,408,172,321,0.154,0.774,0.073,-0.9745,2,3,2,1,0,0,41.0,0,1,5,3,19,19,3,3,13,1,21,6,0,4,3,57,36,29,0,2,16,1,1,1,1,0,2,0,3,1,8,25,3,1,4,5,2,4,3,12,1,0,14,3,36,7,42,20,7,49,0,5,1,1,12,26,1,9,18,172,44,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953806759351324,0.0,0.08984918966128945,0.09293069116504712,0.0,0.0,0.37330258690014384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686413373774148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987655125000191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899495465860281,0.0,0.16409126224284085,0.0,0.07635154433746635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300872005411078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217492013993113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728221546765518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789884861376562,0.10405548233706803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116371451432157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615252822391907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932328984546361,0.08295168285279167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435266521074082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3792083717381009,0.09000405805757444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890407575558762,0.0,0.0,0.09343744550919077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043836353228894974,0.17986117367154442,0.0792310788717051,0.07940606654386237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909696619760773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536619563630312,0.06596008037461877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791395728767648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963183621874093,0.0,0.0,0.1866173758896008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482154618222892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4540454024015235,0.0,0.08168460018384703,0.09360541335079106,0.0,0.0,0.14844712877760954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874285061513583,0.0,0.0635096283977203,0.19127527946537687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182177113422776,0.08456716289131619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464172296020643,0.0,0.0,0.08573852823618497,0.0,0.06091912298890895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749580226234418,0.0,0.14806926713846774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067585178435853,0.08317834654397595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730571069259138,0.06532273192329456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556321289312392 socialanxiety,Facelessgamerhd,2020/02/04,"Hey guys Don't actually know what to say, just wanted to talk about my problem with someone! Currently I've been having social problems ever since I went out with my friends and one of them found it funny that I wasn't eating my whole plate, ever since that moment 2 years ago, I haven't been able to eat in public with my friends ever again because I start to feel sick, and normally want to vomit. Anyone else with a similar issue? My psychiatrist, has given me some pills called Dumyrox 100mg. I take it everyday honestly, its just made my life worse, I still haven't been able to go out and eat with my friends, only mr Girlfriend, and I always feel super tired, I always want to sleep, everyday at all times, I was never life this.. Please help me, I just want to know how I can fix this with my self, I want to be normal again",6.236520292747841,5.560736910179641,6.555648702594812,81.1112907518297,66.125748502994,9.338389886892882,28.73519627411843,8.515128840125781,1.8704829008649373,652,17,133,8,9,211,102,167,0.096,0.747,0.157,0.8239,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,1,11,7,0,0,1,0,12,10,1,2,5,37,28,5,0,9,3,0,2,0,4,0,6,1,0,3,8,12,3,0,5,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,9,3,23,5,21,18,3,21,0,0,0,0,15,4,0,1,15,84,31,0,0.2274674851396569,0.0,0.1109877264585475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008181004868052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892711696765056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952527724605565,0.11653365969466538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933103383213463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613486735853573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491340369266825,0.09500994792200217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30863604460216704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501439511981243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470317832734255,0.263611222142108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06463750689755958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261428633766475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762333302401553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187084782889136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250101810440985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606670117668681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761761718642138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771847373267648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22286983951680814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706892741770867,0.08649963626307791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484549573977813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176556631237657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044563702969537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864909790791345,0.0,0.0,0.18816345429165698,0.0,0.11381587971852265,0.11593722772200606,0.09636623099947086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050132837528498,0.0,0.09082791373212952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551362007360594,0.0914148741200296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631905991499669,0.1307202061746026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33541554053672795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543231881183883,0.0,0.12697966191310964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590440022411624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324080130774525 socialanxiety,Ahhig,2020/02/04,"Disaster at a group interview Well, this happened yesterday. I'm in my last years of studies (Business) and need to do an internship. It's not my first internship, I did one last summer, but the process was easier: HR selects the CVs that fit, and then you have an interview with one HR person. I applied to an IBM internship. I thought it was a nice opportunity, and the position was for someone ""analytical"". I work as research assitant for my Statistics professor, I have honors in purely analytical subjects... So I should try, right? After doing the online tests, I got invited to an interview. It was a group interview. I took a betablocker pill. We were 8 candidates. We went to a room with one HR woman. The start was alright, she talked about the company, about the internship, asked if we had questions. I even asked a thing. Afterwards we had to do a group case. There was a business problem and we had to discuss and reach a solution. The chaos began. People started talking a lot, very loud. Some started trying to be the leaders, controlling time, writing down things. Everyone felt fake and like they were acting. And everyone wanted to be the one talking the most. I was motivated at the start, opened my mouth to give an opinion but I never found the moment. There was never silence. The only way for me to talk would be to talk very loudly to be heard and interrupt someone. I managed to say a sentence. But then I couldn't do it anymore. And I started to feel like crying. I forced myself to think of other things so I wouldn't cry there. I stopped really listening to people. When it ended, the HR woman suddenly asked me a new question about the case. And I couldn't react. Because I hadn't given any input, so how was I going to now make up a thing from a solution I didn't participate in? So I couldn't answer. Nothing came to my mind. I guess the worst thing is that I didn't even say ""I don't know"", I just stayed there in silence, till she decided to ask another person. When I was in the street I started crying. I felt so frustrated. And like it doesn't matter what I know or how well I can do a job, if I can't even pass the first step to be given the opportunity. How is this practice representative of how I work in groups though? I work in groups for university, and I don't have much of a problem in giving input because people let me speak. It's not a violent atmosphere. I obviously got rejected.",2.3660299204427524,4.821441512711863,4.241734693877554,81.80828087167073,79.84745762711864,7.497129021099965,26.369941196817713,8.480668928828255,2.1890117952265644,1902,79,358,43,49,643,216,472,0.10400000000000001,0.762,0.134,0.8742,1,1,0,0,0,0,72.0,5,1,1,10,26,17,2,0,42,1,46,2,1,8,4,73,83,34,0,12,9,0,3,3,0,3,1,7,1,4,18,21,0,2,13,0,0,7,15,7,2,6,32,10,54,10,49,39,5,56,0,1,0,0,42,17,0,10,33,267,72,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052317397890183394,0.08067145144686537,0.0,0.0,0.07629732978818288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876896374895993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379585871412288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799139458684277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628742860363574,0.0,0.0,0.2535234134581984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06814021952443601,0.0,0.0,0.15244149445061722,0.0,0.0,0.14702645535561848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038899874120109035,0.05496128647564258,0.1477363923228841,0.0,0.0,0.1308791408839612,0.0,0.0843535791195151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476031897196773,0.04372306404139175,0.0,0.12306144823410492,0.0,0.08475089097021027,0.0,0.06803201361217197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634459813420512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456124646452695,0.12542209275637492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866968567117064,0.0,0.11275742242519332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540608518845717,0.0,0.0,0.051353688749892296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768087362464537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05655495266805278,0.05704519332529141,0.11867167001677036,0.07430282491212609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381973955429877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20852844181792374,0.058511370834298686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600079442070204,0.13435067741494527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722988175911994,0.0,0.0,0.1723661873287687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04928555099769145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570076318476797,0.0,0.12236116675666987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037095926657705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32672343704852114,0.08200084289842315,0.0,0.06431982593144805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091810457526114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555558954601804,0.04929586126026366,0.07558674384893607,0.06107658177870678,0.04486052515026343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547591613037042,0.10446555242654806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695634006279366,0.045377353995437256,0.061066207678403726,0.0,0.0,0.13834485807797522,0.07131809762941999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16802544771419295,0.0,0.0,0.05465132989375512,0.0,0.0,0.049542632439344585 socialanxiety,stormyvitani,2020/02/04,"Seeing a doctor for my anxiety for the first time So I’m seeing a doctor soon for the first time on my social anxiety I’m extremely nervous and I’m afraid he will ask so many questions and I won’t be able to answer Thinking about it alone stresses me out You’re probably thinking I’m being so extra But my social anxiety is VERY bad I never ever done anything alone always depending on my sister because I can’t talk to anyone It has ruined my life school is a nightmare for me I haven’t graduated yet because of this (I’m 19 still in high school) So yeah it’s as bad as it sounds, any advices if you already been through this maybe you can share your experience? Thanks :)",1.89487577639752,4.163092876811593,3.8166045548654246,85.25608695652177,80.3768115942029,6.2616977225672885,24.349896480331264,7.447530270364453,1.3102157349896482,539,20,104,8,14,182,87,138,0.183,0.7440000000000001,0.073,-0.9331,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,2,9,8,0,3,5,1,12,3,0,1,2,12,23,10,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,2,3,14,2,15,17,1,14,0,1,2,0,11,5,0,3,9,68,20,5,0.13521908425967982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13213452417168853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800923827018065,0.1492176219160916,0.0,0.11251311027904637,0.0,0.0,0.09195361415655816,0.0,0.31032668804323754,0.0,0.0,0.09454832771467654,0.0,0.11127378493305562,0.0,0.1264115905481723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258045745038197,0.16485659741307265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768049249259591,0.0,0.13837607026095847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231340315155186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227021091395494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300345679891649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286638656323936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550923811601726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709092796482325,0.13584574481906336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428929377319077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14578904302742113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514763207120493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736978645463382,0.21550420656221767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756776557238597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798613535939214,0.0,0.15489300416186647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868397792005373,0.0,0.12449156552939825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17328585857256665,0.0,0.0,0.15769467086978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156990580234297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,itsallrisky,2020/02/04,Just got prescribed Adaptol This was my first visit to a mental health specialist of any sort. The main reason is social and generalized anxiety and having trouble focusing and got prescribed Adaptol. I searched for Adaptol on the internet but couldn't find much info. Does anybody have any experience with it? Was it effective?,5.861488095238098,9.273414553571431,5.960714285714289,68.9509523809524,73.10714285714286,8.733333333333334,36.11904761904762,9.2995712137729,4.476247619047619,269,15,36,7,6,85,46,56,0.055,0.866,0.078,0.5122,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,2,0,13,8,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,4,0,2,0,5,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,27,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3763861465672501,0.0,0.21170577390376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24217753238205314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707053738354355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529358618175954,0.23539538227201054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44266941934922666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29416227844308585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788893983260245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034361566366789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284535390754942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28210215412505424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Adz11,2020/02/04,"Social anxiety - intense at work My social anxiety skyrockets at my works office. It’s an open office, so not only do the noises drive me crazy, I am completely anxious the entire time. Whenever my boss comes over to my desk to ask me a question - it’s literally hell. Like I can see her from the corner of my eye and I begin to freak out. She will start off with “Hello! How was your weekend!” And I will pretty much me gripping onto my chair, with a forced smile “yeah it was good........ahh, how was yours”. My voice changes as well, it goes really deep and monotone when I’m anxious in this situation. The other day I ended up having some kind of meltdown - I basically froze to the questions she was asking, couldn’t make eye contact, voice monotone and I was shaking. This is the first time I’ve ever shaked from a desk encounter. For whatever reason I was extremely nervous more so than usual. I felt so frazzled. I tried to keep up appearances and asked her about her house she just bought but the way I was asking the questions was so forced, like it wasn’t an genuine conversation because I was so nervous what I was saying sounded unnatural in its delivery. When I go to their desks I actually keep it together and I’m not a nervous wreck but when they come to mine, I fall to pieces. I think it’s because the people behind me. All I can think about is them listening to my conversation, which is already awkward and by them listening I get even more nervous and it spirals out of control. I also feel like with small talk like “how was your weekend” - I have to answer it in a set way “yeah it was good!” (That’s the only answer I’ve ever given to this question) really quickly. I also freak out in a similar way in lifts. If someone at work asks me “what am I doing for the weekend” I tend to just freak out and blurt out the first thing that comes to my head “movies!” without answering the question genuinely (not much, probably sleep in and wash the car”). How can I stop the constant “fight or flight” feeling I have every second at work. The second I walk back into my apartment door after the day, I feel like I can breath again. I’m a nervous phone speaker (won’t ever pick up the home phone when it rings)",2.976773455377576,4.917057421052636,4.286304347826088,84.81467391304348,75.47597254004576,6.888329519450799,25.916475972540045,7.7627490962704995,1.5103629290617846,1731,63,336,25,38,570,212,437,0.115,0.8029999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.9142,0,0,0,0,1,0,53.0,0,3,4,7,27,21,2,8,27,2,31,6,5,9,4,66,62,30,0,2,10,0,6,5,0,3,1,8,2,0,22,23,0,4,15,3,1,11,7,13,1,4,16,17,58,8,53,42,7,68,1,0,3,0,36,27,1,9,31,244,80,8,0.0,0.0,0.07801068598714472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821665701964175,0.1278572524890106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223089813460315,0.18062069207081224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736692685320471,0.0,0.0,0.06146953821652916,0.0,0.097462335377467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456676314427836,0.2065857537627159,0.08381640440963342,0.08638760175158479,0.0896604010104395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311040107738384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080381819655811,0.0,0.0,0.052800142285142126,0.216933081954485,0.0673535690436553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212614063012292,0.11421944228033523,0.07675570122938671,0.0,0.0,0.1359952016818279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041765766844524266,0.0,0.04543219700478051,0.13410109502427953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204232034144608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018713707094156,0.0,0.0,0.0922409463426728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211010634124266,0.0,0.08324603814876066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19527517652632065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053361102552158236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753136737071293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159715633136176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05542088295139745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132852948586637,0.08618969958657992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4477599381112732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024242427427554,0.08219245313534149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06357213012977662,0.0,0.0,0.06370246500537158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985680488637494,0.07999852899400044,0.16297915012106226,0.06773357763186634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056582507361999775,0.0,0.0,0.0668340855586964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06425338428925703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05310911320070622,0.10244566932346844,0.0,0.0,0.09322824285302783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05427455351211344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804349362170122,0.0,0.0,0.19035985046384005,0.0,0.0,0.07187637674302506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706007533124168,0.0,0.2327914083709817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,WaltHitman,2020/02/04,"The double edge sword of feeling lonely but also having little to no energy to socialize... I want to distance myself from my close friend and roommate, whom I am head over heels for... but I can’t seem to muster up the energy/enthusiasm to make friends/reconnect with acquaintances. In essence, I (24F) am in love with my close friend (24F) but I have no plans of confessing to her and the best thing I can do is back away from being so emotional invested in her. It’s painful know the person you love doesn’t have that same energy for you... I know it’s asking a lot for her to be as thoughtful of me as I am thoughtful of her, hence why I want to be in a different social space that doesn’t include her. But the reason why I’m so attached to her in the first place is that she doesn’t socially exhaust me to begin with. I have distanced myself from other people, who are amazing individuals and are fun to be around... it’s just that I feel emotionally tired after being with them. I overthink my interactions with friends, to the point I cry thinking about how I fucked up an interaction with them. I distance myself from people I care about, just to ease the intense stress I get from hanging out with them. It just feels lonely being with the person you love deeply and knowing they don’t feel the same way you do, while simultaneously feeling stressed out about putting yourself out there, feeling like your gonna fuck up. Just venting but if you can relate, feel free to vent too.",6.767201557093426,6.487460000000002,6.765793685121107,78.7264759948097,64.91695501730104,9.577941176470588,31.90333044982699,9.017664075816787,2.4873337370242217,1176,40,229,17,16,375,146,289,0.121,0.638,0.24100000000000002,0.9917,1,4,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,6,4,3,15,20,2,2,13,0,26,10,2,3,0,51,54,17,0,3,10,0,7,1,3,1,3,0,0,2,12,18,0,0,16,0,2,2,7,8,0,1,2,7,42,13,54,45,5,28,1,2,0,5,34,20,2,3,6,177,54,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664839469502778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645551663556272,0.10129372134897092,0.0,0.10179949466782133,0.08331536468085306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370787236816507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047124311182664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901867685080407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320391544958933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437609741428767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834992641112943,0.0774061003493179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921634532461876,0.0,0.0,0.2511355447480298,0.20033782881569207,0.05660901638091891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111995638300226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17864091479365382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05293491058318547,0.10859634121451303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211629345316484,0.29337349451956296,0.0,0.07232525000016979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529328845303333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15023412272158335,0.18921613166003504,0.11320391544958933,0.0,0.10242688161669897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892285665680858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140305272609813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863883941661987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313511306985993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248231807454367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198370546736457,0.06942705726528227,0.0,0.17203745841178925,0.0,0.12453373540196387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781665940494238,0.0860041185826617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955401631611088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,xanaxmuncher,2020/02/04,"SSRI's and inhibitions? I've always had social anxiety - it stops me from doing lots of things. I won't attend a job interview due to nerves/anxiety or ring up my doctor/the bank or approach the pretty girl at teh coffee shop etc. These inhibitions are somewhat (although not totally) eliminated with alcohol. I'm wondering if anyone here had a similar kind of anxiety, and whether SSRI's can help with this? I find it hard to imagine them 'working' like that tbh, but maybe i'm wrong. Can they make you 'brave' for want of a better word?",4.441966019417475,6.1626759514563165,5.92833737864078,75.49114684466021,71.03883495145631,9.421844660194175,29.379854368932037,9.827888789773867,3.0720689320388352,425,17,76,11,8,144,81,103,0.125,0.767,0.10800000000000001,0.3378,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,2,2,1,5,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,1,1,20,12,8,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,6,4,1,1,3,1,2,2,2,1,0,0,2,2,7,4,11,9,4,6,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,6,3,49,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21952105080062506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709177541057438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4714147571592089,0.0,0.0,0.14362759848490195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18166864284978276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102460592210861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22908668767291115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18774121536209906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840072061304688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768213737906868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038379432580157,0.0,0.0,0.21390312974285136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035305547015903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17463241941410332,0.0,0.0,0.13711291367450895,0.0,0.20636217016587374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20897603515164495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20938984646589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173213755782202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364654196659516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115626691309632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22275861615834108,0.14954108308078246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245838244723751,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,NadianTree,2020/02/04,"Just broke up with LTR Hey everyone, me and my girlfriend of 10 months broke up today. There was no harsh words or anything and it was mutual. Mainly its because I have to move out of state soon. Im pretty sad, she was my first REAL relationship but I knew this day had to come eventually. Anyways she was my best friend and basically the only person I hung out with and now I feel lonely as hell. I dont really know what to do now. Without her I realised how few people I have that I can talk to. Im wondering how to get a BEST friend thats always there. I always end up with coworker acquaintances. Im also considering some casual stuff off tinder. All I know is I want to party and I have no real friends right now. Thanks 😔🤙",0.8218387222438643,3.102581172185431,3.268819633813792,87.4472263342423,84.96026490066225,6.466848461238801,18.81612777561356,7.724431198458867,0.7094671601090763,571,15,120,11,17,197,99,151,0.125,0.653,0.221,0.9672,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,11,12,1,0,2,0,12,0,0,2,1,28,21,11,0,1,4,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,7,11,0,0,5,1,0,2,4,5,0,1,6,1,19,7,19,15,6,19,1,4,0,0,11,7,1,3,9,86,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134593945799219,0.23610691005284434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167531031062489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648721406885503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977833900621211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221491334783255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149925759697064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662793866715994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125661363593259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557004213675047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173753268854742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068093868918996,0.0,0.0,0.3288426400154119,0.0,0.07412514391005222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.459756175733228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594433965783527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324527598139345,0.15079334141612605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790424063885012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836000233605408,0.12388197045348324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443404349445853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229753377477961,0.09089036676193883,0.0,0.0,0.15232335102996428,0.0,0.12116261950044058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16241580661610536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140357694108398,0.0,0.13062175062038708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344832914723625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368303212283877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676485804537894,0.15386010898626135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,whyislifelikethis__,2020/02/04,"I cant even talk to my best friend I cant even talk about shit to my best friend now,i used to tell him everything but now i hardly even talk to him or anyone and because of that we're drifting apart and that scares me. i constantly feel like he's judging me and the only place i can actually talk is online to strangers iv never met before",3.3550684931506862,4.000609986301373,4.4903013698630145,88.87353424657536,72.42465753424658,7.4838356164383555,24.189041095890413,7.554174236665415,0.8725583561643839,271,7,61,3,5,89,48,73,0.073,0.7559999999999999,0.171,0.7391,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,5,7,1,1,1,0,4,2,1,1,1,8,7,5,0,0,2,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,2,11,5,7,6,2,6,0,0,0,0,11,2,1,1,4,37,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.16934687149049218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134095666031534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578641487046388,0.0,0.14766702446344715,0.0,0.3642323039514891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18753161707369445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438582341801916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15596367477142006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774541389126526,0.12397471557134546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681481828907407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545487538462185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847813086272192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13384226862325874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198254666193904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181309007379147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17374059789459587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17813301844455767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5579291849250039,0.15167880110481596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988006631416073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Krispeykremestar,2020/02/04,"I feel heartless not helping the homeless. When I was a kid I used to give some of my pocket money to homeless people on the street but now as an adult I feel like I've became cold and heartless. I always feel too anxious to approach any homeless people and ignore them when they ask for money. I became more aware of this when I went on a trip to Cambodia, there was this homeless man and his child begging in a crowd. I felt too anxious to approach them or do anything. The next day I felt regret and went to look for them but couldn't find them, I wanted to at least give them money or buy the kid a toy. I still feel regrets that I could've done something and I hate how heartless I feel now compared to when I was a kid.",4.707167034584252,4.592240364238414,5.1758498896247245,87.83734363502577,69.19867549668874,6.976011773362767,28.698307579102288,5.033348758259628,0.9841517292126568,569,18,121,1,9,182,79,151,0.212,0.7659999999999999,0.021,-0.982,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,6,0,11,8,4,0,10,0,6,0,0,2,0,26,22,15,0,4,5,0,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,5,0,1,8,1,4,5,2,7,0,0,8,9,23,1,17,13,3,19,0,2,1,0,18,5,0,3,10,83,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829530952605446,0.0,0.0,0.11302463775360468,0.0,0.0,0.3755271493828302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367719947594268,0.0,0.15537860431715478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270062624912468,0.0,0.0,0.10718803738480256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700847254180138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4201894932078715,0.11873640022045485,0.3191644251949983,0.0,0.15190773846253466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31887665904869866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409235772344788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140325301294826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119903599683778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956977011656815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17676018106269736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304502983839573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795220641000868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273098554480847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14354716973482445,0.0,0.0,0.0980316148046369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081461416242906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,kim448,2020/02/04,"CBT I started doing cognitive behavioral therapy and I feel like if anything it’s made my anxiety WORSE. Now I’m analyzing every situation and I feel like I can’t even trust my own judgement of situations if it wasn’t as negative as I thought. I literally feel like I’m going insane,like I can’t even tell what’s real and what’s not anymore",1.5831428571428567,4.085202957142863,4.848214285714288,75.88803571428575,83.71428571428572,8.642857142857144,28.75,9.188382445141503,3.2407142857142865,277,14,52,9,8,101,43,70,0.138,0.701,0.161,0.1449,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,12,13,7,0,2,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,3,9,4,3,10,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,31,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133637981934026,0.0,0.19619027513575166,0.0,0.0,0.16279397579448482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26132446855306074,0.0,0.16667697163041584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30008037086845696,0.4239808894520944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242909794973356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28994343302199216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18718778313873854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22516934418300769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4447295171288912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002228995825172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17290867928748066,0.0,0.22623131848633465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705177909609647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20160163643462367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,exuberantfish,2020/02/04,"I have to sit with popular girls in class... fuckkkkkk In one of my classes I got a new seating chart and I’m at a round table that has four people. It’s me (male) and three girls. Two of them are rather popular and attractive. I’m very socially withdrawn and anxious so a lot of popular people freak me the fuck out. I can barely talk to guys in my class idk how I’m supposed to talk to girls. When I went over to my new seat today I got a heat flash cause I was like holy shit what am I gonna do. I gotta try to talk. This class is gonna be living hell for me until seats change again. Any love, support, advice would be nice",-0.13460784313725327,1.8612451470588285,1.9151176470588247,97.48086274509808,86.5,5.097254901960786,17.89019607843137,6.42735559955562,-0.2923621568627448,484,12,116,5,15,161,90,136,0.125,0.713,0.163,0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,5,12,3,0,5,0,11,3,1,2,0,11,23,8,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,5,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,4,4,1,15,8,18,13,1,14,1,0,1,2,11,6,3,1,7,67,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741550774276913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211960983972929,0.0,0.0,0.20133851455765836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18308161752886512,0.18853373085009645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647620442781527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285078539655208,0.0,0.0,0.17646638315682722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706956776885771,0.0,0.1573720276227808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15151675457791372,0.16085102176263746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442530723010808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207668699724329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471114050328981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18294085303078336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18167342630034644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20224258974793025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4297408275801393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16893226067463638,0.0,0.0,0.12100006767912187,0.0,0.17409559949970885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705063423364176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16521225302424206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266027788547425,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,psychocandid,2020/02/04,"Constant embarrassment. Is this social anxiety? And it’s not like I’m saying anything extreme or bad but in subtle ways it’s just stupid or annoying. But then sometimes I feel like I can’t manage to stop talking. There is this pressure. i can’t even explain it right in this post, which I also hate, but at least it’s just on reddit. I just sometimes hate everything I say and do, right as it is happening. It is always somehow wrong. Even when I am quiet, and listening, I am doing something wrong. I should have said something different or should be thinking about it differently or not thinking about it at all. Plus there is always always always the shame in the background about being the kind of self absorbed person that feels so much shame over idiotically small things because if I was truly a “good person” or a “selfless” person I wouldn’t be so worried about myself. And so everything comes out jumbled and I’m always trying too hard or not enough. It feels bad and immature, whatever I do or say. It’s like I’m always being stupid or silly or wrong or annoying others and the harder I try to fix it, to just “chill,” the more nervous I get. But my nervousness is what was annoying to them in the first place. And then this sorry state of self-pity. It is pathetic. And unbecoming. I bitterly envious sometimes of those who are charming and like able while I drain others of energy with my negativity even when I try to be positive it seeps out. I want to be fun to be around. But the harder I try the worse I get.",3.619595959595962,5.564645343434347,4.8957252525252555,81.12225454545455,73.68013468013467,7.7149629629629635,26.35811447811448,8.488131031819089,1.945208053872054,1205,43,225,22,25,399,145,297,0.304,0.62,0.076,-0.9978,2,0,2,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,1,22,30,10,6,10,0,28,0,0,0,1,52,46,37,0,5,23,0,4,4,0,3,0,6,0,4,25,16,0,1,6,0,0,1,7,21,0,1,3,11,24,9,29,33,5,27,0,0,0,0,14,15,0,12,12,172,49,1,0.09003825144016821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200355714677825,0.44951422807294816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887901590619706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409380917904307,0.08015313299958111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503563581045306,0.054886482373090885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755998108407385,0.0,0.0972993631319895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18814161818006075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930335824794304,0.0,0.1784082477157729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618411493889109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657813582471134,0.06432334481934948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658649067894502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940825403714098,0.0,0.0,0.07551981347210765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962052839264898,0.0,0.08065658797546951,0.17778826524078947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376098341550644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17595256658365813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618847474251402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358537846608968,0.09407080909003036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623175600816617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378434953851186,0.08564699567171392,0.2148060942480471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878590657301705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178265855887913,0.0,0.1386316896592208,0.2671503988393629,0.10079045094705004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527600984999866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236933591925995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05981741345005742,0.1153857518752222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445202498473037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05310689351006626,0.07146817305757114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143821489822247,0.091756670400551,0.0,0.29532808052495224,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,andrewditm,2020/02/04,"Ativan or Sertraline for social anxiety? I have social anxiety and I am finally deciding to use medical treatment. I hate social situations and I am currently enrolled in a human communications class in uni. I also have a speech next week for that class. I was wondering which is better for treatment in general, ativan, sertraline, or other treatments. Any advice would be appreciated!",5.893318681318682,9.326617584615382,8.00065934065934,54.24076923076922,73.15384615384616,11.714285714285715,35.43956043956044,10.914260884657429,6.028032967032968,313,17,38,13,7,110,44,65,0.113,0.7929999999999999,0.095,0.1007,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,2,0,8,1,0,1,0,9,11,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,1,7,8,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,4,31,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029379369543328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16607789293514488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14122635147328869,0.0,0.31774213059581824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836719600889984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274981819182277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20503640132386244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20921105469243506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22086507821120172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334357814031119,0.0,0.6350965623978146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793648132733749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16658462952840875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252150454514405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14752660176752252,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SirPanic12,2020/02/04,"So I argued with someone and lost... I have horrible social anxiety and I’m just flat out socially inept. This guy in my class was giving me really bad attitude and aggressively challenged something that I said that during a group activity that actually, was factually wrong. I knew it, but the way he challenged me forced me to double down and I ended up in an argument where I knew was wrong. It didn’t go very far, thankfully, but now I’m horribly annoyed and I have to deal with this next class. I’m a horrible debater and make plenty of silly mistakes when I talk to people. Mistakes I wouldn’t have made if I was otherwise alone. Is this just me? Or does it not matter and I’m actually just not very quick?",2.5445714285714303,4.9278677428571465,4.661428571428573,79.45357142857145,78.71428571428572,8.285714285714286,25.714285714285715,9.04235418022936,2.432500000000001,564,22,106,15,14,194,86,140,0.312,0.643,0.044000000000000004,-0.9899,0,1,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,8,13,3,0,4,0,10,0,0,2,1,28,23,13,0,4,9,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,9,10,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,9,0,0,10,1,15,4,11,12,1,14,0,1,0,0,10,7,0,2,5,71,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.34743562887353724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843707592280678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618165675995594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863581949946233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18352654998338574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557828914237286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15766922691733876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17076904782563093,0.10117052386940616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17626370339464645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19432535579089336,0.0,0.0,0.1684429247183501,0.11882697856066485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18932190210229896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341379310597593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404152757703348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16933386189737076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629295320189661,0.15083227280080588,0.13704531727729127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14308241682088144,0.0,0.163893100074641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937634796256715,0.0,0.14130071524020765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38926482678359736,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,vabluebell,2020/02/04,The line What is the difference between our anxieties about ourselves and others and how folks without these issues feel? Everyone has insecurities but what’s the line?,9.12,11.485073857142858,7.9914285714285755,62.70357142857145,60.42857142857143,11.314285714285715,39.0,11.20814326018867,5.253657142857142,140,7,19,4,2,43,23,28,0.125,0.875,0.0,-0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,3,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34686189588790434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4737230745734471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4332582899881983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22926068510962794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47324836221565497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4370767139501892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PaperSpartan42,2020/02/04,"I hated school Just caught myself thinking of a memory. I was in 6th grade, age 10. Teacher called on me to pass out tests or something. I told them I would probably take a while since I knew like one kids name. He yelled at me in front of the class to break out of my shell. Some kid offered to help or he was told to I dont remember. I was fucking shaking so I gave him like 70 percent of the tests, which he noticed out loud. Cue me calling out names and being completely and utterly slow. Shit like that sticks with you man. My 3rd grade teacher sent me to get a mental evaluation because she thought I was mentally ill for not talking in class. I know you are not supposed to, but I once started talking with this girl during lecture and she told me to shut up. Things never got better.",1.7623750000000022,3.9513924875000015,2.9125000000000014,91.9925,80.375,5.75,24.375,6.9077264865688965,0.8511250000000001,618,23,130,7,16,198,107,160,0.075,0.879,0.046,-0.6646,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,1,1,2,8,3,1,5,0,8,3,1,0,1,25,24,8,0,1,6,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,0,4,4,9,0,0,5,0,0,5,4,4,0,1,13,2,25,4,24,9,2,22,0,0,0,1,26,11,2,3,8,80,29,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095621684277975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387317860761206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203474982678041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16446693440563714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838412207564994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501648996406122,0.08195397648470364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254569563214642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15486885506365053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514136358232197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620731152137241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299047057077933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161602183023589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098172689766135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17858854810647148,0.0,0.16705302416663795,0.10629382309546057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16912388175313298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17769418840460768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875282640724087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16101669831656232,0.12975795559672268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076011329535773,0.0,0.0,0.11102780645817016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179407824776308,0.2521596390032416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042122135713828,0.1005109041329143,0.0,0.12453099102001294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4496653952721224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143033997694504,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,NRoseI,2020/02/04,"Inability to talk Does anyone else never talk in public places? Specifically school? Whenever I’m asked a question I have to resort to a thumbs up, thumbs down, or I have to suffer through speaking. I think I for the most part subconsciously don’t talk because I know how much judgment can come from saying the wrong thing or how I look when I talk. Does anyone else relate?",5.505070422535212,6.877210774647892,5.570535211267606,80.4163661971831,68.01408450704224,7.933521126760564,26.876056338028175,8.238735603445708,1.7003667605633799,299,9,55,4,5,94,49,71,0.147,0.853,0.0,-0.8702,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,2,1,10,10,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,3,7,0,10,10,3,7,0,1,1,0,9,4,0,4,2,35,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24089884083932786,0.3530050382892813,0.0,0.0,0.1610414820006561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500916351839464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838824395374445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014948353876545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878051748477297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467055240015368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446564842105579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663220645157156,0.0,0.13285888068654844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18654268774404267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17997686400988416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19297258320770166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369894571509266,0.0,0.17433808694211708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5538298758230472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444305188893028,0.1103783733487946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18834118079453024,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,NOTheLaWbro,2020/02/04,"I'm not sure if someone called me weird or someone else weird at school Im not sure if someone called me weird or someone else weird and now I can't stop thinking about it and my anxiety is telling me ""they were definitely talking about you"" Now Im wishing I could sink into the floor Can't wait to think about it for the next 3 weeks Thank you for reading this far to listen to my rant",0.816775067750676,3.0371056097561,1.9218699186991903,97.51161246612469,84.3658536585366,4.620054200542006,22.52574525745257,5.82211442006289,0.06874363143631435,308,11,70,2,9,97,50,82,0.17300000000000001,0.723,0.105,-0.4284,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,1,0,5,7,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,2,17,12,6,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,2,2,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,1,10,3,10,10,0,9,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,4,5,40,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247372292210152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329963744275473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018677635181422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724243710108432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522564566244685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17341167717411096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309991021024403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16502115955200514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5526265499749207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632193741400253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073562953514332,0.0,0.0,0.13105806353893049,0.14251794306387355,0.15011985959157964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20895912624680585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079351535295894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18750610570061654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,OutrageousGazelle2,2020/02/04,"3rd date. I'm going out with a girl from work. It will be our 3rd time going out with each other and we're going for coffee. The first two times we went drinking together and we had a good time. However, I have literally never been out for coffee and have never ordered it. I practically shit myself when I order food and I think it's going to be the same with coffee. I won't know what to get or ask for. Even though we've been out twice I have never been more worried than this time.",1.2170588235294133,3.2038095294117674,3.1958431372549043,90.31729411764708,81.15686274509805,5.648627450980393,17.062745098039215,6.742157984588678,-0.14946196078431395,380,7,82,4,10,128,63,102,0.038,0.909,0.053,0.10400000000000001,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,3,0,0,2,3,2,1,0,4,0,11,3,1,0,3,21,21,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,14,2,0,2,1,0,5,4,1,0,3,5,0,10,1,14,12,3,21,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,1,10,62,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17827098099292665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18680525107706136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595005736912945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220224711944115,0.23058513855525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962853322866486,0.0,0.4334979090211967,0.15994313538359456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479916129590076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44121954230742894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957422710488695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218752990122725,0.1873536091684644,0.0,0.4447754126248328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18627806452806453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17677309948163364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882581547330514,0.19365665925674128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LearningForTheFuture,2020/02/05,"It feels like I'm being too closed off. This may sound stupid or random and I usually don't post or comment but I wanted to ask something since i've been feeling bad about it for the last few hours. In class, there is this girl that talked to me on the first day of the semester about how we were the only students from a previous class (prerequisite) and I said some few things too but wanted to avoid talking too long because I was blushing and felt embarassed even though I was happy she was trying to start a conversation. After a while, her friend arrives and I close my self off to pay attention to something else like my phone and don't really talk to her or acknowledge her again for the rest of class/few weeks. Today she sat next to me and I think she may have been trying to say hi but decided against it because I didn't even look up from my phone since for some reason I was blushing again. After class ended, she abruptly left. I just feel bad because I feel like she just wanted to make a new friend in a class where she only knows one other person and I must've seemed cold and mean. I feel like I ruin anything involving potential friendships because this is how a lot of my interactions with people go where I unfortunately realize my regret after it's too late. I don't know, this is probabiy nothing and I'm overthinking again on the smallest stuff but I guess the point of this is do you think she was mad at me? And how can i stop being so closed off?",6.453141891891893,5.861050868243248,6.534459459459459,81.16425675675676,65.6554054054054,9.562162162162162,30.324324324324326,8.841846274778883,2.1574567567567566,1171,35,239,16,16,374,153,296,0.115,0.787,0.098,-0.7399,0,1,2,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,0,1,21,14,2,1,13,0,23,0,0,5,0,58,48,23,0,4,9,0,6,4,2,2,0,3,0,3,13,15,0,2,17,0,1,1,4,7,0,2,12,11,38,7,35,32,6,40,0,2,1,0,30,16,0,11,26,167,51,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058996131170556,0.0,0.102913917271706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18383150784898394,0.26842535805921325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099523683080344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919612685709371,0.0,0.0975019743666258,0.0,0.0,0.14541922316529482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27830953259283864,0.2359326393063555,0.10569814742171424,0.0,0.0,0.09363761027375124,0.0,0.0,0.17010164323441646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256341847952684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212702168645462,0.0,0.0,0.1171867354638699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841081547274456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209988541677284,0.08973335981516159,0.12417983352140805,0.0,0.11960686414716153,0.0,0.0,0.2151264238688552,0.0,0.0,0.09742110070080792,0.09244304798934072,0.0,0.0,0.09358969615851233,0.0,0.0,0.07348209440869306,0.0,0.0,0.11991402498508448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063200585573688,0.11707585308004854,0.0,0.0,0.10562881076708422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459593955942684,0.16744807161051325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631856087057184,0.09612132450463534,0.0,0.0,0.10406520246979628,0.0,0.1054302852987845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052279202444665,0.11318494768862238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047153346592807,0.08754341729337127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002165704281556,0.11484188547673405,0.0,0.0,0.182125665088836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694964740233292,0.0,0.0,0.07791820162994124,0.0,0.0,0.09203536564752192,0.0,0.0,0.12602013348093144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26544466050750243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313508686147675,0.1410750899989488,0.10815722069361318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434700104257943,0.0,0.0,0.1494799647840289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124225326973395,0.0,0.19479163570210328,0.0,0.08830294843357975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,strawbrrycatsforever,2020/02/05,"Got an anonymous call and the anxiety is over 99999 They hide their ID so I don't even know what is the number. It was almost 8pm. Now I'm wondering if it could be a call from one of those jobs I applied to. But then again, if it was important, they would leave a message or send me an email.. right? Then I wonder if it was my ex, and I don't want anything to do with him What if someone is out to get me? What if I have a stalker? 🤯 Now this is not only about anxiety, but also about paranoia... leave me alone!! DAE feels like this when you get anonymous calls? How do you even cope with it?",-0.2263839285714297,1.7263110937500024,1.7116517857142846,99.0753125,86.5,4.9071428571428575,18.517857142857142,6.1826913282559595,-0.3613924107142861,452,12,111,4,14,149,81,128,0.095,0.858,0.047,-0.4224,1,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,3,0,11,1,0,0,7,0,15,0,0,1,0,23,24,16,0,8,9,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,1,15,1,11,17,0,10,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,9,7,82,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17160817476758938,0.17749371308570808,0.0,0.13704921825249727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26220413707346985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14102773568030472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5249817609624621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13682968414835228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263842866300075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665278719959095,0.12243095302788255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17907363358211054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370649356522067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700641034347651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418369417595276,0.0,0.0,0.3629245950855768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372559167686132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612872215292006,0.13033906870767595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463540533196065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452062152624464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108192605729983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.371699632893029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174049830691155,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Mrpoopybutwhole2,2020/02/05,"I'm quitting my job! So I just wanted to share this because I have so many different feelings right now. My job fucking sucked, honestly people weren't really mean but the environment was just so fucking hard to endure being socially anxious and shy. All the toxic banter, the passive aggressive comments about everything. I'm just so glad I'm leaving At the same time I feel weird because I feel like everyone is talking behind my back and laughing at me. This last weeks are going to be pretty though but its whatever, the important part is that I didn't like the environment and the work itself either. Well I guess that's just it. To everyone here who hates their job I want to say I feel for you and hope you can change your situation like I'll hopefully be doing. Thanks for reading!",5.209397953040337,6.731417549668876,5.939795304033719,76.92698374473211,68.86754966887418,9.19951836243227,30.945815773630343,9.573946990214177,3.022054304635762,634,26,112,14,11,207,98,151,0.09699999999999999,0.636,0.266,0.9853,4,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,1,2,14,17,5,0,7,0,12,2,0,0,1,23,31,11,0,4,7,0,5,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,6,1,0,3,6,16,11,11,25,4,9,0,0,0,2,10,3,3,3,8,77,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15180433365782586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332528551663532,0.0,0.16382624503411242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421498387757632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403921945278113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568001661459259,0.12076665624225265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717740589729279,0.09599678822699363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24845313276197314,0.0,0.0,0.07636782158068456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14802807310782082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037267988377184,0.1326664719900464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26692733597689405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4000362813166049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953271702124318,0.0,0.14228262802488814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19694499702749896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623411079172285,0.0,0.14637264215476636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551391063278066,0.0,0.09315798882961747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670663183078202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292325335977052,0.13441032959794674,0.0,0.08608340352209277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475463283770035,0.0,0.10685957121430864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15104196793853067,0.0,0.13697733632061912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800470395127104,0.0,0.12371349426797157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320217394338111,0.0,0.0783545402364276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15851449342372345,0.0,0.10778669028820316,0.0,0.1208183331833992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097825847702901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,T-Donor66,2020/02/05,"I'm paralyzed around this girl I like, feel the need to share Hey all, first post here and looking for some help. For context, I'm a pretty socially aware and functional college guy. Im good at making small talk with people and am good at assessing a social interaction (picking up on body language, making eye contact). Despite all this, i am having a lot of trouble starting a conversation with a girl in one of my classes. This girl is one of the most beautiful ive ever seen, and ive caught her looking at me on a couple locations. This seems like a scenario where I should try to befriend her, right? For some reason, whenever I'm around her, I feel paralyzed, and cannot bring myself to start a conversation with her. Her resting face is definitely not very approachable, and couple that with my personal insecurities and overanalyzation, you have a scenario where I let every chance I get slip. For example, i was in line at one of the campus shops today, and she just walks in and gets in line right behind me. My heart started beating like crazy, and i was scrambling to thing of something to say that wouldn't be too abrupt or put her on the spot. I drew a blank, and blew that opportunity. Everytime i blow a chance like that, i feel awful for the rest of the day. What the hell is wrong with me? I'm honestly not the type of person who has paralyzing social anxiety. I have a lot of female friends that i have no issue talking to, and even with my few previous romantic partners, i had no problem striking up a conversation with initially. Just something about this girl man. Anyone have any insight/advice? Its been 4 weeks into the semester, and i feel like introducing myself this late would be weird. Thanks for reading, i would appreciate any help or advice!",6.645623145400593,6.974640824925817,7.088324925816027,74.25450519287836,65.08308605341246,10.18213649851632,33.467210682492585,10.008157457239328,3.268966884272997,1406,56,257,29,20,460,179,337,0.091,0.745,0.16399999999999998,0.9748,0,0,2,0,0,0,43.0,0,1,0,3,11,18,1,1,22,1,25,4,4,4,3,52,48,15,0,6,6,0,4,5,2,4,0,1,0,9,15,23,0,0,6,2,1,5,6,6,0,4,6,9,35,12,45,35,10,37,1,0,4,0,34,21,1,8,15,181,50,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005162788445124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13954109762426292,0.0,0.07848762855209497,0.0,0.0,0.07173930872027354,0.0,0.0,0.18266896666250956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396388690845548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270467421214898,0.0,0.0661675926866169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776539072710479,0.0928062843776176,0.08644372392899216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20750768773170133,0.07329644201486335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727029492848344,0.0,0.0,0.07926740403502447,0.0,0.10720704099438684,0.0,0.0,0.1721096328145709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158871913007653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215798045960642,0.13753932340158714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082406630032976,0.10708625567356506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573566074465665,0.0,0.0,0.1049139935376134,0.0,0.2506224048629921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723139246833006,0.0,0.0,0.17445127790302206,0.0,0.0,0.13697069013746418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607554285773305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085703477519249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711289330881105,0.17917023541954882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826107336058644,0.10437963496589776,0.0,0.09817297941156276,0.0,0.10313990513680997,0.0,0.0,0.10262633897999844,0.0,0.0,0.10548842219887347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17523724380937766,0.0,0.08159050432731363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340188875407422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137589780160435,0.0,0.15797079009288328,0.0,0.0,0.217859396987885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16492969539309635,0.0,0.09445898270707682,0.0,0.0,0.06816193387851223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725145194613544,0.0,0.0,0.06965769723545782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465456882960484,0.0,0.0,0.08229838769191014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457661670407964,0.1121754348562548,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AloneAndAbused_,2020/02/05,How do you overcome social anxiety? I was born with social anxiety. I don't know how to get rid of it. I don't want to take drugs for it. I thought about getting drunk. It's hard to go out in public without looking funny. I think everyone is staring at me. I'm afraid I'll embarrass myself. I'm afraid to eat in front of people. I'm afraid to walk in front of people. I can't control it. I tried but it won't work. My brain is just wired to think like this.,-0.910446153846152,1.1675221400000029,1.6880000000000024,96.66130769230772,92.6,4.676923076923077,18.69230769230769,6.297961479604792,-0.10224615384615364,354,11,83,4,13,121,61,100,0.11199999999999999,0.851,0.036000000000000004,-0.1935,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,2,4,5,0,4,0,0,8,4,1,3,0,13,21,3,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,2,2,1,4,1,0,4,5,4,0,0,2,3,11,1,18,18,0,10,0,0,2,0,4,5,0,0,2,47,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204351325323038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23379925623556844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348996955456361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428786613674148,0.21430477807518047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001245729481249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21884278467294527,0.0,0.11902700773276398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876130496167389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510026066902596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231959481937238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17587305258053004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903923780273483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4269861869039213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15746941375522064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683955934041577,0.0,0.1662683741647837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219294083222267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353047032097605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018883256157291,0.0,0.1524715212505478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BOIifyoudontget03,2020/02/05,"Man this is tough. So I attended my friends birthday today, it was packed with many people I didn't know which made me freak out a bit. I don't usually go to places without my friends because it makes me feel safe if you know what I mean. Even though I didn't talk much and barely did anything, at least I actually did something different, which is all that matters honestly. Social anxiety is a bitch to overcome, but it's just like every other obstacle in life. It takes a while to break free from it. It's really difficult to socialize with people you barely know, but I have to keep trying.",5.887912087912087,6.099186264957267,6.46019536019536,78.51615384615386,66.69230769230771,10.104517704517702,32.0989010989011,9.957137785484203,3.0255260073260084,471,18,91,10,7,154,81,117,0.11599999999999999,0.742,0.142,0.4895,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,0,4,10,1,0,3,0,10,1,0,2,1,20,20,7,0,1,5,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,12,4,0,2,5,0,1,2,4,4,0,0,6,1,13,7,12,14,4,10,0,0,0,0,8,4,1,1,4,62,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.17477400252955352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700962851859178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473825538531653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917659698957524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955288422818337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871194940621798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829266829963395,0.0,0.15089795324130473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055742839778247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767416414744497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101785631208847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15919070426615875,0.0,0.0,0.2952830514937346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265023512822658,0.08749833119476544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16946704197413182,0.11954943549615125,0.18157745856952345,0.0,0.19509043815907195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165778020164992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483282748913089,0.0,0.1871194940621798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473488941732825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651361096890873,0.0,0.1378785400112377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465955315912936,0.1439523445564051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17596306668722886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697641469087047,0.0,0.0,0.12159591769747607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972513583521834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726442682876729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,m_dot_,2020/02/05,"My voice wasn’t trembling today! We had to work in groups today in my AP Biology class. Since I have no friends, the teacher placed me in a group. This group was a friend group of really cute girls. Of course my anxiety shot through the roof. Despite my nervousness, my voice did something completely different. It was loud! And stable! I couldn’t believe it! It felt so good to be able to communicate effectively, and I even made a little joke and got some laughs. These little victories amidst the failures gives me hope. Really wanted to share.",3.0173432343234303,5.949770000000001,3.581608910891092,84.37525165016504,81.67326732673268,7.3270627062706275,24.258250825082502,8.344100000000001,1.9450389438943887,434,16,79,10,12,136,71,101,0.079,0.653,0.268,0.9704,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,2,2,10,0,2,6,0,8,0,0,2,0,11,14,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,5,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,8,4,11,8,10,4,1,8,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,2,2,47,16,3,0.19827625331563964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168079108049354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22338943956329216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078888792378658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20715648376553136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095959532709872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903762970516988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30637548293230205,0.0,0.0,0.19020464930832667,0.0,0.1663047141280368,0.15857963265696487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969330578806504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.397449789726014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18761378500650008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20715648376553136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540416900552613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16401616567296368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264274670367506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758854086189025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694847136614855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434747387256538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,GoldenSword96,2020/02/05,"Is it even possible to flip the switch entirely? As far as a can remember I’ve been plagued by social anxiety. I’ve missed out on countless opportunities because of it. So many things wasted due to being a scared bitch... When I first discovered drinking, my life changed. It completely removed my social anxiety. I would drink sometimes even before work at 6am... The thing of it is though, why is that substance what it took for me to bring something out of myself that clearly is there? What’s stopping me from doing this on my own? Without drugs or alcohol? Is it possible to completely flip the switch on my own? Another example is being around close friends, I’ll often have zero anxiety... it’s as if I’m presented in my purest form, I really am a great person when the plague of social anxiety isn’t condensing my thoughts and actions. I’m just so fed up with this whole thing.... sometimes I feel so jealous of other people who can be themselves in front of everyone with nothing holding them back... I hope I can get there some day. But at times it feels like it’s not even fully possible...",3.871333333333333,5.966527561904763,4.861904761904763,80.98476190476191,73.38095238095238,8.476190476190476,30.23809523809524,9.150863307647796,2.851380952380953,868,39,159,20,18,283,129,210,0.09300000000000001,0.8220000000000001,0.084,0.4604,0,0,5,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,1,3,15,9,2,1,7,0,18,6,0,0,1,24,29,13,0,3,6,0,2,1,1,1,3,0,0,1,20,7,4,2,4,2,0,5,3,4,0,2,4,2,16,5,30,21,5,27,0,1,0,0,7,13,1,5,10,117,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012006456696232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178598733733604,0.3439388970443212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005870364083712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642768888820758,0.0,0.06851722531776559,0.0,0.09564304452093626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890295758478728,0.0,0.2356958693434941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248788525190276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22021593837441425,0.1303468478099673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227149122838014,0.0,0.0,0.10740180757848844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366435475765466,0.08029767840142069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560630616617743,0.0,0.0,0.08683898347520268,0.0,0.058723699701477575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392000161378253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11163730462595628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939055021894269,0.05491234420846319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395467512715415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784961718526463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792313019760316,0.09814223956401813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801380548628064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720055074693951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732585539052618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253074137510123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437290654187787,0.0,0.08653003714098717,0.22233044494250725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397037494323664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22401817449825687,0.0,0.1104311859891098,0.08923204015062729,0.06554060598692676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487912974062247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014223754020338,0.12548917310449342,0.0,0.10834836912178863,0.0,0.08182761739506904,0.0,0.0,0.0798448361277626,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Ryantd03,2020/02/05,"I just want to distance myself Idk but I just keep wanting to distance myself from my friends to see if they really care, but at the same time I don’t because i have so few and it’s causing me to feel lonely it’s like no one really cares for me outside of school, besides my parents",2.154,3.685033066666669,3.84,88.905,76.66666666666666,6.133333333333334,27.0,6.742157984588678,1.1604,224,9,47,2,5,75,45,60,0.10400000000000001,0.643,0.253,0.9096,1,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,12,9,5,0,3,5,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,11,4,8,9,2,2,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,1,2,35,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16182081719004074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5413045276274753,0.2726986318027637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422361082894907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20509229912242452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23595139035032986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968943754542706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798813045957081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947598476852664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3401185616271561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686578080529124,0.21153576721233525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479077517730444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131481754581037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,KittyMilly,2020/02/05,"Ruined everything between myself and a really nice coworker I started my new job last month and things were going quite well until last week. On Thursday I randomly felt really horrible and started worrying no one liked me. But then on Friday one of my coworkers started talking to me and we had a really nice deep and meaningful conversation, I really opened up to him because he was so nice and understanding and I just felt so comfortable speaking to him. I told him stuff I’ve never told anyone else and I really trusted him. He’s kind, attentive, funny, witty and literally the most charming person in the room. At the end of the day he came up to me and told me he found it nice getting to know me and that he thought we had a lot in common which I had really felt too. He just made me feel so much better about myself and my worries from the previous day vanished completely, I literally only thought about our conversation over the entire weekend. I was so happy. But then Monday came and I messed everything up. I was so awkward around him, I don’t even know why. I just felt so nervous and I couldn’t stop shaking. My whole body language was off whenever I was around him and I couldn’t even make eye contact with him when he was speaking to me. He would smile at me and tried to talk to me several times but it was like I was a totally different person. I was just overthinking everything and I ended up pushing him away and coming across as stand-offish. On Tuesday I spent the entire day avoiding him because I was so embarrassed from the day before. He asked me a work related question and I just kept trying to divert his attention elsewhere so I wouldn’t have to speak to him. Apparently he asked my friend about me at lunch :( I spent the entire day rehearsing lines of what I wanted to say to him and at the end of the day when he was on his own I went up to him and told him I was sorry for being so awkward the past two days but then my mind blanked and I forgot what I had wanted to say, I wasn’t even processing what was happening properly. I was literally shaking so hard it must have been visible. He reassured me he had enjoyed speaking with me on Friday though and that he had thought I was an interesting person and it made me feel so much better especially since one of my biggest insecurities is coming across as a boring person. He said it was all fine and I was so relieved. Today (Wednesday) I just messed everything up again. He was talking to someone else during break and I didn’t want to interrupt them so I didn’t speak to him then. I got to see him for a bit at lunch but then I got up for a few seconds and someone else took my seat within that time and then there was nowhere else at that table to sit so I just gave up and sat at another table. After a while I went to the bathroom to cry because I was just so disappointed in myself and I could literally feel the anxiety building up all along my throat. I felt so horrible that I didn’t want to go back to the office. I avoided him at the next break and spent the whole afternoon trying to hold back my tears. I’ve literally been crying for the past two hours now and I’m just so exhausted. He was someone who was willing to go out of his way to be friends with me; he would approach me, ask me questions, involve me, complement me and was just overall so nice and sweet and supportive. He was the only person who actively took an interest in me. I fucked everything up though and now I think he’s losing/has already lost interest in wanting to be friends. I just feel so sad because no matter what I do and no matter how hard I try I will never be normal. I have other friends at work but with some of them I feel like a third wheel so being around them gives me a lot of anxiety itself and with some of the others it’s just not the same as it was with him. I felt like we really connected on Friday and I had been so excited to see him again on Monday, but I should have known I would ruin it all. I just really hate myself right now, so fucking much. I haven’t experienced social anxiety in a long time but this is just a reminder that no matter how much times passes, it will never leave me. I am stuck like this defective human being who can’t even manage a simple conversation. I feel so horrible but even worse I think I made him feel really bad about himself. He was still being really nice to me but that just makes me feel even more embarrassed because how fucked up does one have to be to have behaved the way I did? I am so sad, literally just so sad :(",3.5953217011995617,5.004773368593241,5.037865866957472,82.27612268266084,72.67502726281353,8.424296619411122,26.84045801526717,8.962978041234663,2.07749011995638,3597,126,718,73,70,1206,319,917,0.16399999999999998,0.716,0.12,-0.9949,3,2,0,0,0,0,61.0,4,0,3,6,73,60,4,10,38,0,76,9,3,8,8,161,153,92,0,15,27,0,16,5,4,9,1,8,1,6,31,58,2,6,29,1,3,16,18,27,1,8,77,29,133,33,107,56,20,128,0,7,3,3,93,48,3,8,64,541,164,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05155601821237769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04898936307207292,0.1072206363772552,0.0,0.0,0.03266728984830477,0.04786954500706452,0.0,0.12477050978123295,0.13102899337630536,0.0,0.04389441298336605,0.07184866756155149,0.03900874644049564,0.1423985590562213,0.0,0.03975476724390943,0.0,0.0,0.08263902306973205,0.05100548315775565,0.051894719816638686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106869091836586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048925031650149,0.048984400658902034,0.0,0.0,0.037301638266610926,0.0,0.10263813138699916,0.21091103011607476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04881182792009504,0.0,0.0,0.040884460635260765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561122508325151,0.0,0.12413856057710945,0.0,0.0,0.18514633330502345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20994191531831768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18898185393212014,0.03337634776333366,0.2691476959689139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051225409234598895,0.14438116615991575,0.12957399380401674,0.024408957546541103,0.044817504346850966,0.07965513278354926,0.0,0.07473154207082172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041313809973607486,0.04973366865548239,0.08370280921285002,0.04612573386522165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04600919680926207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04636179428420836,0.0,0.0,0.04865106436701859,0.051351519410882264,0.07616509098448862,0.0,0.04946909747032932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412369157419633,0.0,0.0,0.04134519767213901,0.0,0.0,0.05099974256900761,0.07943832413950609,0.0,0.13262107402160989,0.062371122823189386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04717327447938753,0.0,0.037290978310010485,0.0,0.13737653457761315,0.0,0.1080986413015634,0.04512188638750777,0.04968661053312007,0.0,0.04577509125440896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663309465555486,0.07106441592994386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919790493079262,0.0,0.20396788445026315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467283755220068,0.04969183131755426,0.0,0.0,0.2992964312317316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039898111215847534,0.04444084679445883,0.07430628204468585,0.0,0.0,0.07445862395939673,0.0,0.0,0.05277962237824139,0.0,0.03864676938619965,0.0,0.0,0.04762454345786684,0.11875558471459,0.0,0.0,0.05229854186656063,0.09920469258116653,0.0,0.03731017214845938,0.03905950926597188,0.0,0.0,0.053482533988606897,0.0,0.053016619990193185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265384891720387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031038292539346524,0.05987180847539909,0.09180314402277158,0.11126995187122604,0.10896982834814277,0.0,0.04428452720781634,0.17856955027914492,0.10381394196153336,0.1268776198905911,0.0,0.0912761278635218,0.04863654169052866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13778155904363812,0.07416736815160327,0.037475483563169966,0.0,0.04200635020184501,0.08661870130546552,0.042156990585443456,0.10432108039613372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802455735194743,0.09489163437854864,0.04761105862102378,0.09956436116561902,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Old-Goose,2020/02/05,"Anyone else feel anxious about changing their appearances? Im talking about having a haircut or buying new clothes or something. Everytime I decide to improve on how I look, my anxiety kicks in and I end up having the same hairstyle and the same type of clothes that I always wear.",7.797628205128205,8.160048634615388,7.281538461538464,73.73012820512822,62.653846153846146,9.241025641025642,40.4102564102564,8.841846274778883,3.8687102564102567,227,12,36,3,3,71,41,52,0.075,0.867,0.057999999999999996,0.0516,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,1,1,0,10,5,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,7,5,2,6,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,3,2,26,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250960523089272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23072792070405795,0.3407291619878953,0.0,0.21089007069170004,0.3090311984066604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190593725206428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519532823719841,0.0,0.2671335754842349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15250115911154147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32578645645373155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532732500902678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29129315147329804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321911911627969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424196423207326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,moneyteamtk,2020/02/05,"WTF i literally just tried to go to my classes for the first time after staying in my dorm for a whole month, i listened to some music to get my mind right and tried to get to my first class early, walking passed a lot of people trying not to let them kill my mood, i ended up going to the wrong building and was still late, i went back to my dorm and contemplated how fucking dumb i am",16.38074074074074,5.3910533086419745,14.7729012345679,61.28305555555559,59.12345679012346,17.187654320987654,50.37654320987654,8.841846274778883,4.990920987654321,302,8,66,2,2,100,55,81,0.185,0.815,0.0,-0.9511,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,2,4,5,3,0,4,0,3,1,0,1,0,9,10,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,4,0,2,2,1,12,0,15,7,3,19,0,0,0,1,2,3,2,2,10,47,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15629780031984689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18003195337804898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34579324155729496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18791469067375208,0.21239455105310626,0.0,0.2310397202117156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248819762603421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292911312232096,0.0,0.0,0.2078516518124644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728081500392919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20523913066853336,0.0,0.16224372920031088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091796275700455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735867130621823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21665283776133865,0.16232723679567962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852512405644272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41400961712466905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18842816352868444,0.0,0.2269374777053069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22223774580933225,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Imaginary-Pumpkin,2020/02/05,"I went to the gym I am honestly so proud of myself for going to a gym yesterday for the first time in my life. I can say that was one of the scariest things I have ever done in my life (I think you are the only kind of people who would understand this)! I felt like crying before and after the whole thing but somehow I managed to do it. Today I went again with a friend for some light workout. The gym was FULL! I honestly felt like I wanted to run away, I was totally frozen and just followed my friend. I feel so stupid and helpless and I feel like everyone was staring at me. I barely did anything there. I am proud of myself for going there, no matter how I feel there, BUT I do wish I could function like a normal human being for once. Or even remotely like a normal human being. Please... I want to enjoy working out. I hope once I get familiar with everything my anxiety gets better? But it sure is really tough right now. Just a rant. Thanks for reading. :)",1.3249754540991674,3.6369063969072144,3.1582179675994126,88.87379725085913,82.96907216494843,5.963279332351497,20.06283750613648,7.2636822038024595,0.6423930289641637,747,21,150,11,21,249,113,194,0.09300000000000001,0.618,0.289,0.9929,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,5,13,20,1,0,11,0,18,2,0,1,3,35,37,11,0,8,6,0,5,5,2,1,2,1,0,2,7,7,0,0,7,5,0,6,1,3,0,2,10,8,29,17,23,23,4,21,0,1,1,0,7,7,0,4,13,116,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986912825837292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616314654309614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120789603447756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977687973183857,0.0,0.0,0.11409768847373206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030029287474106,0.0,0.14170997073184274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202066447195934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520901254146775,0.11669573162066088,0.0,0.12327331665968574,0.11594467776491205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19569198572453508,0.09216382256306203,0.24773711681926236,0.0,0.0,0.10973471229590943,0.0,0.0,0.19934356319879987,0.0,0.1348034151741493,0.0,0.14663720500829536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813472244526436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343426816984411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18224528353071395,0.3151356084574573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528022189901788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27478005508415604,0.08741961634930158,0.09811691001599283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894383709226046,0.0,0.0,0.14161278359768628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904358569180224,0.0,0.08264626009231113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017270280058376,0.0,0.1025928756832208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158914859600713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877385426071566,0.0,0.0,0.17141526128268175,0.08266354922928768,0.0,0.0,0.07522599533522513,0.0,0.12228513847024408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430257948628027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218531698198706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391846667696164,0.0,0.14403357748115514,0.14835360845706894,0.0,0.0,0.09391985123973197,0.0,0.0,0.0916440606497744,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,JackRoussell,2020/02/05,Little victories Just spent 20 minutes working up the courage to tell someone I liked their outfit and my legs are still shaking.,11.77695652173913,10.01123626086957,9.284347826086957,69.46391304347827,55.95652173913043,10.93913043478261,49.08695652173913,8.841846274778883,4.9206,106,6,16,1,1,31,23,23,0.064,0.7120000000000001,0.225,0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,2,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,10,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476140083281721,0.5079818789084896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4294397002778592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4047591323790917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4429961807397374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689819589238068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,likehwat,2020/02/05,"Picked on in class to speak I’m sure other people can relate, but being picked on in class to say an answer or read something. I get really pent up beforehand where I can’t even breathe properly and my heart is racing. I literally can not control my breathing and stay calm before being the chosen one and then reading whole texts aloud is awful when you can’t breathe ffs and at the same time have to read out a paragraph, whilst everybody is all ears. Most of the time I get worried that I’m breathing so much and I will not be able to read mid way. Like all of the stress just builds up. Does anybody have any coping strategies for this?",4.41072048611111,5.500435367187502,4.6144791666666665,87.31038194444444,70.328125,7.251388888888887,25.940972222222207,7.3871296695380915,1.147408680555555,509,15,103,5,9,159,89,128,0.11699999999999999,0.825,0.057999999999999996,-0.8705,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,5,4,0,1,6,1,13,6,6,3,3,20,17,10,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,6,0,1,1,4,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,3,8,3,15,13,6,17,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,2,6,67,11,6,0.1712215936716741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164365551353674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569696514833114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920395765704068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498371704640403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309024779083153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17891243156556694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20289841290076502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365022193121739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586757235774934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602418312159972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870349424273972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6850717146663904,0.0,0.10968893728555323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616228361927174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181474793866998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18249943709605584,0.0,0.0,0.19613375705352395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613743257112251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19968137639507036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590773134740336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19116279465880068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738838396675267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PKDragoon1,2020/02/05,"I hit a breaking point with my anxiety Had my first day at my new job in a IT position a couple days ago. This is pretty much my first job outta college and the only other thing I really did as work was help out with my family business as I was too scared to talk to recruiters and look for internships in school. When I got there, they gave me a quick run through the office (it's a small company and office, 12-15 people), gave me a task to do, gave me access to their database and let me loose. I almost immediately panicked cause I didnt know what to do, and was too afraid to actually ask questions. I tried to look things up to see if I can get some idea but everything just seemed too much and overwhelming. I spent the whole day panicking and just pretended to look like I was doing something, kind of brushing off people who wanted to check up on me by saying I was researching how to do the task. Legit ran into the bathroom cause it felt like I was gonna explode any second. The next day I went to the office and told the boss about my issue, how the stress was too much to handle and that I was planning to see a therapist in order to fix this issue, and that I needed a break from work before I can continue. I have my first appointment on monday but all I can think about is if I made the right decision or if it was just anxiety from it being my first day there. My parents understood my decision but dont want me just staying in my house waiting for monday to come, but I'm too afraid right now to even think about talking to people at the moment. Sorry for the really long post but I just needed to get my thoughts and experience out somewhere. Never would've done this before until today and this definitely made me realize that this problem is more serious for me than what all my family is telling me.",8.462038043478259,5.8729715625000045,8.70717391304348,73.60195652173915,62.9945652173913,12.02608695652174,34.684782608695656,10.411451182825502,3.2852195652173912,1437,43,289,26,16,478,185,368,0.071,0.888,0.040999999999999995,-0.7673,3,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,7,21,10,0,5,20,0,28,0,0,7,3,62,62,27,0,8,14,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,19,18,0,1,12,1,2,4,3,7,0,5,26,8,44,3,51,32,8,50,0,1,5,0,15,18,0,8,25,215,63,9,0.0,0.0,0.08671624629475083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787705768173202,0.0,0.08898220324334079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06042903493884165,0.0,0.13595798596374772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307373768804972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15122960288881646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18257098386194506,0.0,0.07654652640462829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832383251960357,0.0,0.2865423762858076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093641898905927,0.10414530529656273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058692345604431415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986320807392182,0.08692383948148792,0.1675418925464855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853212121917584,0.0,0.0,0.30234302531038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285319000978226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107085649187579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595621556717209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253452485766144,0.0,0.10031409570826846,0.0,0.1854971530463988,0.1763631439670416,0.0,0.0,0.0925358347490974,0.0488360920377092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908671565437865,0.0,0.08682672169142483,0.0,0.0,0.07863984949220301,0.22386446041525687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681662665840332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19597082511151914,0.13177971839435942,0.06853565718947653,0.0858232286723112,0.09450547570450454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758336261079212,0.0,0.0,0.09867045360502384,0.0,0.0,0.18481663922342234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400307326370153,0.0,0.08510498966008581,0.09040434274412697,0.0,0.08502869052794358,0.0,0.0,0.09954549324326666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385422071147727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517748922580059,0.0,0.07066642760613714,0.08896611047976116,0.08993283173838923,0.14162261426335482,0.0808963967600662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841011398336196,0.0,0.09947345018547184,0.0,0.0947147985250439,0.0,0.0,0.10179083058490107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14284741191012362,0.07766908333488882,0.0,0.0,0.10317533690940874,0.11807159192439776,0.1138780383798756,0.0,0.07054630090735106,0.0,0.0,0.08423054551757027,0.08491120703544959,0.0,0.06033129295478362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482592103599177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237572943643265,0.0,0.09921096672787463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293848198369037,0.0,0.0,0.06312483527059286,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BillNye_RussianSpy0,2020/02/05,"Help xD Hello, I'm pretty new to Reddit, and I just joined this subreddit. I've struggled with social anxiety since I was a child. I often struggle with ""adulting"" because I don't like doing things by myself. I'm planning on moving out of my parents' house in the next few months. I was wondering if I can get some advice from people who have moved out of their parents' house and gotten their own apartment/house. I'm nervous and overwhelmed because I don't know everything that I need to do first and I certainly don't know who/how to ask. I'm way too socially anxious to just go with the flow; I need to be confident about this and know what I'm doing before I do it. I have a well paying job and have a good amount saved up. I know I need to buy things for my apartment such as furniture and other things. But what about the more ""adult"" things? Such as renter's insurance? And what even is HOA? There are so many things I have no idea about and I really want to feel confident about them before I move out, not like a fish out of water. Any advice is appreciated, thanks. 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The thought of going to a lunch meeting where we'll have to talk for an hour freaks me right out. Will the drive to the restaurant be awkward? Almost certainly. What about when we are waiting for our food to get to the table? I don't have the social skills to keep the conversation going if there's a lull in the conversation. And then there's the issue of eating in front of him. I'm just really freaking out about this meeting.",4.380810564663026,5.776909303278687,5.172076502732238,82.12529143897997,70.72131147540983,8.373041894353369,25.850637522768675,8.841846274778883,1.867308561020036,493,15,95,9,9,160,79,122,0.055999999999999994,0.9129999999999999,0.031,-0.4268,3,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,3,0,1,3,8,4,0,1,12,0,8,4,0,1,1,16,18,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,6,4,2,1,0,0,6,2,3,0,2,1,0,9,1,24,14,1,19,0,0,0,0,11,10,0,3,3,70,13,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210317098756004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885975517277935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38028300041039903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22586444920788235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280756737540699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26691061018486884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153236186967652,0.0,0.2508947283759758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21737704526130608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303873775904164,0.0,0.1961971843790397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991481036132578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140688903595527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885043454151752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22500898204564412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16596336639976286,0.17741641898579166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17523694566550715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213917718163215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,unknownerror68,2020/02/05,"How to make someone with social anxiety feel more comfortable? Sorry if this isn't appropriate for the sub, I got recommended this sub and I wanted to ask this question. I have a friend who I really like and he recently let me know he has quite severe social anxiety. I had suspected this and I always tried to make him feel better/ more comfortable at least with me but I'm scared what I'm doing may have a negative effect. We know each other online over gaming and play things like stardew together. I honestly don't think I could have even gotten him to talk to me if it was irl and I'm lucky to know him online, he's a great guy and I want the best for him. I come from a background of borderline personality disorder so I can understand feelings of anxiety but I can't fully get my head around social anxiety. I apologise if I sounded rude or insensitive.",2.6316470588235283,5.036570870588236,4.691176470588236,79.24029411764707,78.52941176470588,8.705882352941178,25.294117647058826,9.325443323948027,2.5757647058823543,688,26,129,20,17,236,104,170,0.159,0.628,0.213,0.9259,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,4,4,13,1,1,6,0,14,1,1,4,0,37,34,14,0,6,6,0,3,2,1,1,0,1,0,2,9,12,0,0,11,2,0,1,4,2,0,0,4,4,23,11,16,27,5,5,0,0,0,0,19,3,0,7,3,89,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444013542090554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4208555858223757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224353066758992,0.12857665658007367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14433449439145266,0.12163852841524432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847422196029628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981050398913024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15762702233562306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908405685681041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20862548123987296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625919771431523,0.0,0.0718563595217259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999930137153484,0.15163282002255662,0.0,0.13618127051085416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115058603849048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267569129328585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063885298155912,0.0,0.13438530500232812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836113572982928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009025463703875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15407067329624596,0.14628539910558871,0.0,0.0,0.08810844103092141,0.0,0.13579921745053242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769652543353247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15537539912552595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4205988285540044,0.1165329568621634,0.0,0.0,0.15395916927874467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054542106609938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137214087882392,0.08812687282570647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337723510657588,0.0,0.0,0.143178782581941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16224340958807595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PurrfectPawer,2020/02/05,"I'm too tired to feel and care about goals, but I'm still anxious about them. Does that even make sense???? Maybe crying would be terapheutic, but with the sleep I keep getting I dumb down to I dunno something witty.... so I cant even do that. I try to think logically... but no I end up yeah this exactly in this.... i just want to nothing OK THATS IT IM GOING TO SLEEP IN TIME OMG",-0.9677004219409256,1.140331797468356,0.8686392405063295,100.56051160337557,98.11392405063292,3.6459915611814337,15.444092827004221,5.46131890053228,-0.9498362869198314,288,7,68,2,12,93,58,79,0.231,0.695,0.07400000000000001,-0.9393,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,1,8,3,1,0,1,2,4,3,2,1,1,15,14,5,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,8,2,12,12,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,3,42,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487677250206348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22451254877397328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418836408352071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19270191416000806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19503529272966072,0.0,0.0,0.2908851943030109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113417066911807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504744758237527,0.0,0.12514694924474742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237857995898244,0.0,0.0,0.195727341378426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698781113394171,0.0,0.22122441191453607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21129157806773494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4407258511673201,0.0,0.0,0.16952371807098904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17585511656344954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109776573009716,0.0,0.0,0.1284026631518304,0.25309198625687657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950399147430804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988196371489155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642653044390833,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Deniz1412,2020/02/05,"FREE Consultation call for people with Social Anxiety! Hey guys and girls, If you suffer from **social anxiety** and are sick of **being stuck in your head** and not being able to express yourself than book a **free** consultation call with me. In this consultation call we will go over your life and discuss the perfect steps for you to manage your social anxiety better so you can **enjoy your life** more. Just shoot me a DM for more Infos. Cheers - Deniz",1.4659146341463405,3.809815195121956,2.5258231707317087,86.0819054878049,104.3658536585366,4.976829268292684,17.320121951219512,6.6274283507984215,0.5468999999999999,354,10,61,6,16,112,55,82,0.153,0.706,0.141,0.3453,0,0,0,1,0,1,22.0,1,7,0,2,2,7,0,0,3,0,5,4,1,0,1,12,7,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,7,0,0,1,1,2,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,10,8,13,3,2,5,0,1,0,0,22,3,0,1,0,42,11,5,0.1807215734204424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4147545270298184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15983354550749398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5536107970365002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027082349051312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17894277069153602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18547247250456794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255297983757477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252895840415325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5526686558932429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,panfried540,2020/02/05,"""My Problem So Severe"" My problem so severe, people think I'm weird, my demise is near, alone on this frontier, I'm tired of this beer, I'm tired of this fear, no stranger to this tear, you've ruined my career, I wish you'd disappear, my problem so severe",3.0042307692307686,4.311914807692311,4.003076923076924,89.51692307692308,74.0,5.9692307692307685,24.538461538461537,5.985473137389443,0.5889846153846157,198,6,41,1,4,64,31,52,0.531,0.431,0.038,-0.9854,0,1,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,5,7,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,6,0,0,0,0,7,0,5,6,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,21,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904836506735936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069589576939385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275056302459651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5279542544588441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6233251966992687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784727107752806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4227735252593302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114967004704344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TeddyChubz,2020/02/05,"Help me So there’s this girl I really like, we’ve been talking on Snapchat for a while now and she wants to hang out with me tomorrow. I met her at a party about a month ago and we kinda hit it off but I was quite drunk which boosts my social confidence drastically so tbh I probably wouldn’t even have talked to her if I was sober. It’s easy to act like all confident on Snapchat too because I’m not face to face with her, but in reality I’m scared shitless. How the fuck do I talk to this girl without embarrassing myself? I’m genuinely really into her and I don’t want my anxiety and awkwardness to ruin this for me, please help.",2.4465909090909084,4.05029653787879,4.197575757575759,86.34136363636364,76.04545454545455,8.436363636363637,24.12121212121212,9.095868883498916,1.7376121212121216,501,16,110,12,11,169,86,132,0.14,0.626,0.23399999999999999,0.9103,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,1,8,7,1,3,4,0,7,4,2,1,1,20,15,11,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,9,1,0,0,1,0,2,4,5,0,0,4,0,19,2,19,9,1,14,0,1,0,1,15,7,1,2,7,72,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901193230965647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16407294008361512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074209053835106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165884608338394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982788653389393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875164097056572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20956349720467976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17119205751745525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354293626550533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23124053950029164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281207742618764,0.0,0.0,0.2747966086823602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21472708956001024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21863045573929307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5171611220030568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530060582970693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20674643813590915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,RetroPlasm,2020/02/05,"I went up to someone and asked them a question It’s the little things, I’ve spent most of my life staying quiet and never talking to anyone. All throughout high school and college I kept isolating myself from others because it was the safe and easy way out. But yesterday I felt like asking someone a question, my anxiety for just a moment left me. The question itself doesn’t really matter, it was the fact that instead of just sitting there like I always do I pushed myself out of my comfort zone. But if anyone really wants to know the question, it had to do with orange juice, hope nobody at my college finds out who I am...",4.57384335154827,6.017886803278687,5.365519125683061,80.73840619307833,70.31147540983606,7.0615664845173045,28.30965391621129,7.3871296695380915,1.7662429872495444,498,18,87,5,9,162,81,122,0.013999999999999999,0.841,0.145,0.9312,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,8,0,7,1,0,0,3,29,16,7,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,9,8,0,2,7,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,7,2,14,5,15,9,2,16,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,7,5,67,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380118900019207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382025574015657,0.0,0.0,0.2080681150850144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781881182460511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906980649794786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428571057873063,0.0,0.1359869593874327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15719971193422785,0.0,0.14777725545861356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176844406277145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16165553381164366,0.0,0.10509137299591163,0.14537784739812948,0.1491218380001713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475230341682074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.666693812410536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19063119281469768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505785457961894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521304010028016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585852057763262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195878920989981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884626263929623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775735427336681,0.11809875079766713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792535281799131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mustydusterman,2020/02/05,"how to tell family i’m not going to college this is somewhat of a strange post, but one i really need to make to ask advice for. i’m a musician, a senior in high school, and have decided instead of college me and a few friends who also have the same plan are moving out to la for at least a year to see if we can test the waters and find an audience. social anxiety, although partly factored into my hatred for college, was not my only factor on why i wasn’t going to go. either way, i have a family who are very proud of the scholarly accomplishments of their nephews, sons, grandsons, etc. other than my parents, who are supportive, no one really knows nor have i told about my decision and i’m terrified to even try to. i still tell my grandma i’m really looking into a random school just to get her off my back about it, but i have to tell them soon enough.",7.647728571428572,5.492460765714288,8.652107142857144,71.99301785714287,64.2,11.95,35.01785714285714,10.686352973137794,3.568614285714286,674,23,132,14,8,233,109,175,0.098,0.8370000000000001,0.065,-0.7070000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,2,3,10,3,0,0,11,0,12,1,0,2,0,25,28,11,0,2,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,8,1,0,4,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,3,2,17,3,28,25,8,19,0,0,2,0,18,8,0,3,5,104,23,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295539364528428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699010503721455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191340574049018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676379281965473,0.0,0.0,0.11248994628848166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115931792189133,0.16315487182738886,0.09662485422873568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758232062084834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337087468515679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302526670020376,0.0,0.07643182306800587,0.0,0.2494242944936205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15456611856633326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803985634864198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284890321930715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765141782653486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548583628972582,0.0,0.10847407740335248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982632455075688,0.11126208184909428,0.0,0.0,0.1624405720726352,0.15842058320441846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401078306780599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811562742878906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961117558894485,0.11657622742594842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14912683887977218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682942505227915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16601106012117933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835984289617416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978880751303369,0.0,0.09932304335690027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207066805812028,0.0,0.11612022244649875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200627840670726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420761036510793 socialanxiety,orafur,2020/02/05,"I feel bad for getting an invite to a party I wasn't initially invited to. Long story short, yesterday I jumped in on a conversation between two acquaintances (we'll call them Jack and John) of mine who I heard they were talking about something happening on Saturday. I jokingly jumped in and asked what was happening and if I could come, to which Jack responded ""of course you can come!"". Jack also had invited John that evening. I found out that a housewarming party is happening this weekend and some mutual friends are hosting it. I expressed some light-hearted disappointment about not being invited and then proceeded to change the topic. I felt a bit upset (no reason to) that I wasn't invited, even though I'm only FB friends with one of the girls and we aren't that close in real life at all. I then befriended Jack on FB who invited me to the event. I feel bad for some reason? Like, if I wasn't invited in the first place, I feel bad that I've been invited now. I don't want it to be a pity invite. I feel guilty in a way. I don't have anyone to share this with, so I'm writing on here.",5.022870249017039,5.602725100917431,6.017719528178247,79.65293577981653,68.63302752293578,10.26526867627785,30.70904325032765,10.290406445055957,3.04964377457405,864,33,173,22,14,287,120,218,0.109,0.7979999999999999,0.09300000000000001,-0.6613,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,2,1,2,1,9,11,0,1,11,0,18,1,0,2,1,32,35,13,0,4,3,0,5,1,2,1,1,1,0,1,13,13,0,0,8,2,0,4,8,6,0,3,10,6,24,5,29,21,5,29,0,2,0,0,19,14,0,5,11,120,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150295000769619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005768880334311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447180607000708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603033806559101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703698692087428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468776212493639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15216457882902318,0.24781236382232905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484523854981392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19001108979952105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909210842335523,0.0,0.13810980243348928,0.0,0.0,0.12235097937577565,0.0,0.15771410095479044,0.22226221474805985,0.0,0.07515092318864756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3815940464524577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704521358250712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159906769733223,0.07027338847342683,0.0,0.0,0.1272946527336915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747030318126894,0.10939747125239484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15028310503331418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16372241265639265,0.0,0.2957847634046438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073573715127366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561385105911637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413229346598888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405116392404216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848410780407772,0.11417419560908525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,HydeTheWhiskey,2020/02/05,"I gave a presentation in class! It was absolutely horrifying, I even almost puked and fainted this morning before going to school. I wanted to call in sick SO bad but I knew that would only make it worse, because it's not just any presentation but an exam in language proficiency. So this presentation had to be at least 4 minutes long, which doesn't sound like very long but it is when you can barely form a sentence because of anxiety. I have a cool teacher though, she knows how bad my anxiety gets and really motivated me to do it. And I actually fucking did it!!! I mean yeah I stuttered a little which was annoying, I got all warm and sweaty, at one point I literally had tears in my eyes because I felt like I couldn't breathe and would pass out. But I did it and got 76/100!! I am so happy and relieved, it even gave me a little boost in confidence. I just had to post/vent here to get the remaining nerves out of my system lol, I'm still shaking a bit. I also hope this will maybe motivate or inspire others who also struggle with speaking in public. It sucks for sure, but that doesn't mean you can't do it!",2.961604909133822,4.802205000000002,4.5972338919046525,83.00730705687987,75.23318385650225,7.5646919990559365,26.086617890016516,8.371475516178862,1.7560995515695068,877,32,176,16,19,295,135,223,0.18,0.623,0.19699999999999998,0.8892,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,0,2,14,17,3,2,8,3,21,5,2,4,2,37,39,21,0,5,9,0,2,2,0,3,2,2,0,0,19,10,0,0,8,0,0,3,5,8,0,1,13,6,24,9,20,21,4,24,0,0,1,1,9,13,2,3,9,124,43,5,0.0,0.0,0.13457249050356473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808896501641582,0.0,0.0,0.2205604101369474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377811053773792,0.0,0.21098935386110854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302848728892059,0.2521913960133759,0.0,0.1173444721617582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055330249529358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081339291670567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18216598293790293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13240757652724952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748820634547256,0.1440962399173118,0.0,0.07837290266860893,0.0,0.220585704962926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679927720968988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369678333694893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578735026926155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474393414769173,0.2764281282065037,0.0,0.24407791737248785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205067710394696,0.0,0.13854112631216126,0.3004314801574518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344598573170243,0.10488070934512224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303619939985112,0.0,0.13207202689458594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834357280299794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956421849645564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012874079135868,0.0,0.0,0.14416514545781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299710330394638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354880461511493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378361856667615,0.08133819131881256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053395178165695,0.19592329368401554,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SnoogyLoogy,2020/02/05,"Weed contributing to social anxiety when sober Hi guys, i’m wondering in using weed can contribute to social anxiety when sober. I know there are a lot of posts about being anxious with others while being high. I suffer from this too, but i can’t find anything related to being sober. I only smoke during the weekend (usually friday saturday and sunday, sticking to 1 joint a day, sometimes spreading 1 joint over a day, not before bed as i have sleeping problems as well). I do this because i really want to relax after having a hard time during the week on my internship. I also tend to have a lot of gratitude. I’m diagnosed with social anxiety. I decided to quit smoking weed with friends/others, because i would become a almost total mute, which makes me very sad the days after. I’m not sure if weed also contributes to my sober social anxiety. I know that weed affects memory and such and i notice that i can forget my train of thought sometimes quite easily during a conversation. Or I just don’t know how to respond at all or forget pieces of words/sentences that I would normally remember. But on what scale does weed contribute to this while being sober? Do you think it has any effect? Any shared experience would be very appreciated!",7.025162477007967,7.555889888412014,7.714448191293687,69.3965772532189,64.27896995708154,10.7773145309626,32.95187001839362,10.608840637214634,3.74253549969344,996,38,162,24,14,332,135,233,0.12,0.7859999999999999,0.094,0.3256,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,3,11,7,0,0,10,0,19,2,1,5,3,42,32,17,0,7,8,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,10,6,0,0,10,2,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,1,20,4,28,23,5,22,0,2,0,0,10,6,0,7,15,114,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096896257130763,0.0,0.0,0.17520001567227556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898345923211356,0.0,0.33519468049771484,0.12375030538163427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014302239905224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355052101605605,0.120979579818249,0.0932114396642166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21193491412954807,0.0,0.0,0.11118194842682592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586018734121728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715225146980707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011861488825607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846294785291097,0.0,0.0,0.09812734285174697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157362256688728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806028327571185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18625591522461893,0.0,0.0,0.07311955967637868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732705666231848,0.0,0.124713310726602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331097094703249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491012946264243,0.0,0.0,0.10481607443880774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330209661770943,0.0,0.0,0.07017485744617445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408875466977468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962024649100394,0.4466535781052935,0.0,0.0,0.21667797128457694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324122543713664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07018953763522767,0.0,0.08696342706650728,0.06387431800301302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460837183435887,0.12064408676144325,0.1807658205183077,0.06461020082870861,0.0,0.08786729283570184,0.0,0.09849063769712027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879269057240888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334446429168109,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DanDeCoby,2020/02/05,"Feel like no wants to talk to me Every time i try talk to people , it always seems like that they want to avoid me and want to quickly end the conversation. It’s always been like that , i dont say anything bad or try to force it , i just wanna have a nice conversation, like not even all the time ,i’m actually more of a quiet person. Don’t know what it is , maybe im boring or they just don’t like me",3.9986206896551733,3.3823863333333364,5.573011494252879,86.09813793103451,70.72413793103449,8.339310344827586,23.147126436781612,7.554174236665415,0.6655443678160906,309,5,74,3,5,106,54,87,0.073,0.7,0.22699999999999998,0.9011,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,4,9,0,1,4,0,6,0,0,0,1,15,13,3,0,4,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,0,1,7,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,3,8,6,8,12,2,4,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,3,9,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.180483225145381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30778422281686063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15219699877894666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544244161853311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21675846668667176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638096281172023,0.0,0.0,0.12215685386137765,0.0,0.15582723331075704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351560587702384,0.1321273685534483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19977630359855825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164295355339843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4517828962061908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18580580026814705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282201222678798,0.16149004698131364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147078607629148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16837032521299186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973094743697462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156901164479445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25113601648897205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272625565993175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Epicpig905,2020/02/05,"Not giving up hope So I’ve had social anxiety for a while now (5-6 years I think), but only just recently have things happened that have caused me to deal with it. However after consulting my GP twice, and now 4 different counsellors, nothing seems to be happening and it’s really demoralising. I understand that frankly there are people with more important mental health issues, but honestly it feels like I’m just being condemned to a lifetime of this shit and being ignored. Any ways people keep going that I could try to use?",8.796020408163265,8.188994724489799,8.91114285714286,66.08385714285714,60.938775510204074,12.737959183673473,36.94693877551021,11.979248473330829,4.685691428571428,425,17,70,12,5,140,77,98,0.162,0.7440000000000001,0.09300000000000001,-0.7474,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,2,0,8,2,1,2,0,20,20,7,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,5,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,1,5,3,10,15,1,9,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,2,7,48,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039545389360155,0.0,0.14668696354447047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969783758136588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153095455430185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976841300609835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003362150583024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969537275715186,0.1369850601440636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839424904124684,0.1089750066175606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33912486675562936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20381953037216125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904493777772435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20013546047802971,0.0,0.17043474451972493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367855863084038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19323723794035969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18398771410029116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458332613156742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26586832618920425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283890353702175,0.0,0.18932836374842554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17456049702864762,0.0,0.0,0.19682692662624926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19546329622908545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738908404299154,0.1228646007509904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301845435193319,0.0,0.0,0.19961679557987894,0.0,0.16560900990029784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15220091573553748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347965121607007 socialanxiety,magicgarbagetruck,2020/02/05,"NEED ADVICE: I want to go to a party but I'm scared to. My friend is throwing a party this weekend and I really, really wanna go but I'm scared. I'm not gonna know anyone there besides the host, and I don't want to be following her around like a lost puppy dog the whole time, especially since she obviously knows everyone who is going and will be busy. I want to go so bad because I feel like this is an opportunity to make friends. I have four friends and I don't see them all that often, I'm doing school online so I just always feel sooo isolated from other people. The only time I really socialize is at work and at home, and I only live with my dad so even then there isn't really anyone around to talk to. Plus, let me explain the situation with the friends I DO have: Friend 1- she just moved about thirty-forty minutes away from me, she's really busy, so we barely get to hang out. Friend 2- she goes to college about an hour and a half away so the only time we see each other is during breaks and when she occasionally comes home for the weekend Friend 3- the one throwing the party... sometimes I like her, sometimes i don't. She can be really rude and I don't think she even realizes it. She's also one of those born-rich people who don't realize how privileged they are. Friend 4- honestly.. I think I'm done being friends with her. If i had other friends, i would've dropped her a long time ago. She's toxic, all she talks about is how depressed she is yet she never takes anyones advice and seems to love being depressed, she self-diagnoses herself with mental disorders, she smokes way too much weed, has an unhealthy obsession with her boyfriend, i could go on for days. Should I go? Should I drink? If i drink i will have to pay 40 bucks for an uber there and back (it's like twenty minutes away from my house) How do i talk to people? I feel like this is such a good opportunity to make friends but knowing me I will chicken out and not go... ugh.",1.9666578947368407,4.025830750000004,3.4717631578947383,88.92028947368424,79.0,6.510526315789473,21.52631578947368,7.573540080772713,0.7674500000000006,1540,44,325,23,38,507,186,400,0.10099999999999999,0.6920000000000001,0.20600000000000002,0.9932,0,0,3,0,0,0,51.0,2,0,2,4,28,31,1,3,19,0,37,3,0,5,4,65,74,29,0,10,9,1,3,5,11,6,0,0,2,0,12,26,2,0,12,4,2,13,9,9,0,4,3,5,55,22,41,58,5,41,0,3,2,1,44,10,0,4,20,217,67,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224302556164974,0.059980992356048236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05411172344180665,0.05630274983742922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419389481722848,0.0,0.0,0.12047249713028227,0.0,0.0,0.19072065171094,0.05203025385445822,0.056497498108908674,0.04124799207922439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582874570768473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05402504386142661,0.0,0.0,0.04363836543064084,0.0,0.1165596327764429,0.06867861080843103,0.0,0.0,0.07755002013533292,0.0,0.0,0.0692448484275899,0.0,0.13257199543122164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938426695090203,0.0,0.0,0.06465686384330578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264046120497768,0.09667986370788194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5750564262541352,0.0,0.03535220068990805,0.0,0.26918928762705313,0.0567542413585099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357471430146984,0.0,0.06663645328077512,0.07807639349882392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156084092184856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919210753919826,0.0,0.16528865029616446,0.0,0.059749487006053176,0.059881448147977176,0.0,0.0,0.07386440535182515,0.0,0.06107035780052345,0.0,0.0903339049648497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06819046474014757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719172494951714,0.04974160419603907,0.050172784058858486,0.052187465118255116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170319067726183,0.15438698000987425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407312967916864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260087817740749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548905716431284,0.06848065243406974,0.10784058320753637,0.06159972862646927,0.07058941400704123,0.0,0.0,0.055973236249539454,0.07605836166069374,0.0,0.06897600665155554,0.0,0.0,0.1338449475942386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050875703541392016,0.16315983457375974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671407555420084,0.0,0.0,0.15782416080502673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197318152745776,0.05370937448963943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554562220283678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04926096902669614,0.0,0.0,0.04806731669139814,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CommanderKote,2020/02/05,"Advice So I need to call my doctor's office to refill a prescription. While I have done this before, normally it just goes through the pharmacy. I don't know why I'm so nervous this time. I have no idea what you say, and really need an outline before I call. I'd really like any advice anyone can give me. I know this isn't normal, and it shouldn't be this scary, but I need help with this. Thank you.",1.370357142857145,3.2908046071428596,3.254999999999999,90.4275,80.30952380952381,6.5809523809523816,17.642857142857142,7.645422480735847,0.3116714285714286,313,6,68,5,8,105,57,84,0.07400000000000001,0.815,0.111,0.5928,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,8,1,0,0,0,14,16,6,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,8,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,11,2,4,13,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,42,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505218978922697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196568441995533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540726763440993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30523112009913744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662774125881077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835746339558157,0.0,0.18353962779523814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205102683544274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021603670125758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024668663401692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19713461900569312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762245291318403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989622760706904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35145426183734063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297952957089234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262811274776507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512346070980255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104581742862581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16183751469925992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,u-dont-no-me-but-hi,2020/02/05,"Why I have anxiety about my social anxiety Hey so if Im on the wrong subreddit please let me know, I'm kinda new to reddit and still trying to figure out how everything works. I don't know if anyone out there can relate but I'm really and truly terrified I'll never make a true friend again and I need to get the ""why"" off my chest because I don't really talk about anything to anyone so here goes I guess. My dad and I were best friends until I turned 12. This is when he became convinced that every ""why"" I asked was rebellion. My curiosity got me grounded from 6th grade through senior year of high school. I was a good kid, didn't really do anything wrong, my dad just resented me for asking too many questions. So most of my childhood, I wasn't allowed to hang out with friends outside of school. Hell, I wasn't allowed to listen to music, have anything in my room (bed/desk/pen was kinda the state of it most times) or even pick my own clothes. I became really awkward in school, since no one wants to hang out with you unless you can hang out outside of school. The friends I did make were really toxic by the end, but I was able to keep a few decent people around. Or.. so I thought. I was pressured into getting married young because we were very religious. My husband didn't like to go out, so my social life mainly consisted of coworkers (who were teenagers), old people in my church, or online contacts. When the people in the church found out about my sexual history before marriage (the ONE thing I really did do wrong, at least in the context), they all shunned me. 100 people who I had grown up with, just... gone. Family included. I was dead to them. My grandparents were baptized shortly after not realizing it was kind of a church/cult rule, and I lost touch with them as well. So now it was really just online friends, a lot of them who I had met in high school. I got divorced after 4 years. I wanted to go explore, learn to be social, and enjoy my life. I was suicidal and sick of it. I moved in with a friend of 10 years. One whole decade. I trusted him. I got a new boyfriend. He got jealous. I tried to communicate with him about it, but he shut down anytime I asked him to. 6 weeks after I moved in, he put a camera in my room to spy on me. I found it and called the police. He said it was because he wanted to know what my bf had that he didn't. (How about the balls to tell me you were interested instead of peeping?) I lost most of my friends while they judged me for treating the situation so harshly and going to the police. The friends I had left after the trial didn't support me, and if I acted anything but their idea of ""normal"", they told me I needed professional help and basically shut me out (this was for things like offering herbal tea to someone who only believed in science or confiding in one friend of 8 years that I was having a panic attack). It broke my heart, and I haven't felt that I could even begin to trust anyone since. I wanted to explore and meet new people. Now I feel like I can't get past the notion that everyone out there could become a stranger no matter how long youve known or trusted them. I think I'm probably going to be lonely until I die. It literally makes me sick to think about trying to trust anyone on any level ever again. I do have a wonderful boyfriend. He's a loner, but encourages me to go out. I can't at this point because of my anxiety about people. It just scares me too much. Before any of you ask, I don't trust him either. I check for bugs almost every week and he knows it. He accepts it. I feel bad that I can't get past it, and I work really hard to let my issues have a mininal impact on our relationship. So, yeah. That's my story. And I hope it turns around someday. I do my best to make sure that I'm not toxic to anyone, but at this point I just see everyone else as toxic. And that makes me really sad, because I love how beautiful every personality can be and I really wish I could get close to someone without wondering when the other shoe is going to drop. Thank for listening. Screw all of you that chose to drop me for your shallow reasons. It really hurts and I wouldn't wish this pain on any of you.",3.258401739603155,4.601527122497057,4.6118916372202605,85.2616374014678,73.41696113074204,7.533213735616562,24.60453021654435,8.089152775773815,1.3383827525595726,3273,98,671,49,65,1087,344,849,0.156,0.706,0.138,-0.9019,3,2,0,0,1,0,108.0,2,7,8,6,44,54,5,4,30,1,60,11,3,13,6,130,128,54,3,17,24,3,5,3,10,1,5,3,2,2,38,40,1,1,24,1,1,17,20,20,1,4,44,9,115,34,117,75,15,104,4,6,1,2,76,48,2,20,39,453,153,11,0.046890695899465054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04695425859632496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956618434863402,0.0,0.1076137620528363,0.0,0.0,0.16393532417945245,0.0,0.1543481895161517,0.08348532151071976,0.17534588354935435,0.05334493594629183,0.0,0.0,0.03915177245037712,0.14292066498304856,0.051787089606083116,0.07980105709500321,0.05282975698072676,0.0984177848408947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047880643207449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231521543521368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048665139257505534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039171159541323934,0.0,0.041531238671017996,0.0,0.0,0.061941724809822366,0.04241531898406947,0.11852230102329085,0.08961213877713149,0.04214233394491351,0.0,0.0442043749289502,0.0,0.04741868950907747,0.033498722519781886,0.045022421506556165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282645555348843,0.3260487180107369,0.0,0.12249226632684256,0.0,0.15989437845706225,0.039329691006472836,0.15001109222957235,0.0,0.05165538803706049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04200485325461275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05556570041076435,0.031429845047962944,0.0990851893912706,0.0,0.04657304127556329,0.0,0.0,0.0501974597768174,0.05293388811537466,0.05064999805523751,0.04894170393378354,0.0,0.04167860501277885,0.0,0.04882944404459977,0.10307960067482963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0509468782950933,0.09589782699809683,0.06624057047283491,0.06872527642782439,0.0,0.0,0.0414967903068787,0.0,0.0,0.10237346740354404,0.039864792826571606,0.04232068378426453,0.0,0.1564995181255693,0.047539805856315884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996747778835879,0.03447005679872686,0.06953771371920597,0.03616499539737558,0.13586197888237192,0.0,0.0,0.0459429261440552,0.0,0.0,0.04920389748242488,0.0,0.12709739632890274,0.035662487207224966,0.04989500647690708,0.05501612847319133,0.0,0.0,0.08952495005774894,0.19504862668479053,0.040943147000957816,0.0,0.05147190308590868,0.08865372807466543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050556101008230686,0.0,0.0,0.04713810067607368,0.05252831084729135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304331854789639,0.04821144501902396,0.0,0.050343059042963184,0.0,0.0,0.04460378966170685,0.0,0.04694576674340263,0.2372794381251808,0.037365813673009916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757693640623761,0.05270710683414171,0.0,0.14339747815478435,0.07946066893911423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037446970316493966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0512908106461048,0.05321100602682646,0.0441939259566541,0.0,0.0,0.037688965175998006,0.0409845350072157,0.043170652820550035,0.0,0.0,0.062304189579760964,0.060091329138122436,0.0,0.03722597480261663,0.027342341863965648,0.0,0.0,0.04480606938856575,0.0,0.09550711358885856,0.10200722427266047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03868973490800072,0.11062938935017323,0.0,0.07522577569475138,0.0,0.04216036695981027,0.0,0.12693467900423525,0.052351787408462934,0.10784397231595493,0.04520095754869901,0.10170191895960054,0.06827397016060673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380284482390866,0.0,0.1207842831496055 socialanxiety,samthetaurus,2020/02/05,"My anxiety is driving me insane. I’m so exhausted. I just really need to vent. I know I’m being really negative, but I just would really appreciate some support. These past few weeks have been absolute hell. More than usual. I didn’t think my anxiety could get any worse, but apparently it can. I started my spring semester of college 3 weeks ago and I haven’t been able to get through one day without having to rush to the shower to cry. I feel so trapped. I can’t stop overthinking about every single interaction that I have. I just want the self destructive thoughts to stop taking over my day. I worry so damn much about how I look, act, speak, walk, etc. I always feel so uncomfortable that I just want to scream and run away. I mastered the fake happy face and attitude years ago, but it’s so mentally exhausting. I don’t want to burden my friends or roommate with any of this and I especially don’t want to cry in front of them (like I did once last semester which was awful and super embarrassing). Talking to new people is so hard, because I’m so afraid that I’m going to say something stupid. Group work is killing me. I can’t sleep. I hardly want to eat. If I have to fake laugh and fake smile for no fucking reason for one more second I am going to explode. I feel like such an idiot for smiling and giggling all the time! I’m seriously losing it! On the bright side, I have an appointment with a new therapist on Friday. I’m going to try my hardest to be as open as I can. I’m going to ask about my options for medication for the first time now that I’m an adult, because I don’t think life should be this hard all the time. I hope these thoughts will go away soon. I know they will subside eventually :). I would really like to catch my breath for 2 seconds if possible.",2.253700295760762,4.383061586592182,3.909208018402893,85.78954650016433,78.38547486033521,7.340256325994085,24.21656260269471,8.313332769828598,1.561802563259941,1400,49,286,28,34,467,187,358,0.263,0.601,0.136,-0.9958,2,1,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,2,5,18,29,7,2,11,1,31,9,3,2,2,49,68,23,1,13,11,0,6,3,1,5,4,3,1,2,12,10,1,2,10,0,0,12,10,18,0,5,7,11,41,11,43,52,9,42,1,1,2,1,11,8,3,6,25,182,53,2,0.09409722106816293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668230179509775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829642589992711,0.0,0.0,0.12797867411510447,0.0,0.14396823312344914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796819950759241,0.0,0.17681487336928556,0.0,0.0,0.1147215851686449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07512897426236331,0.0,0.2067227577565462,0.1213698462401821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628494854972323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494327496805704,0.0,0.0,0.07928096712979389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273514683162794,0.06722307353260938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003904817099172,0.0,0.0,0.07269927957901355,0.08699136461509684,0.0983238285770776,0.0,0.2673880960217373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001682415577754,0.2528778824978026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345977227805126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041046334487541,0.0,0.10342674368827244,0.07670179415934943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646365002587519,0.13791344753903245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901796670654958,0.1052707212382861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479305069643656,0.09482786693411592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917228445012133,0.06977189712048397,0.0,0.1817593649290595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021046943651736,0.12752542450201854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982644483205837,0.06523516514360261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608047838708708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411243572532657,0.09674761512810978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482988697930881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816392341546663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416517695587004,0.0,0.0,0.07244063795255487,0.0,0.0,0.06660249738778462,0.0,0.0,0.15733898041526204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678041136563217,0.0,0.0,0.07074939969960692,0.07563178195520526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925412620281738,0.0,0.12058739956243975,0.0,0.1494053655330648,0.164606538943958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638858364014704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036347950513224,0.0,0.2775048948046717,0.0,0.15095822976800422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907063632425447,0.0,0.06850389763011666,0.09556029558252553,0.09589310721895422,0.1336879321313172,0.0,0.0,0.06059552526931935 socialanxiety,bluedotbirb,2020/02/05,"No degree required jobs for the socially anxious So I’m quite possibly in the worst career for someone with social anxiety. I’m an elementary after school teacher. I was able to make it through my 3 hour shifts, albeit draining, for a while. But after the passing of my father figure a few months ago, the grief has made me a socially anxious wreck. I’ve always been somewhat socially anxious, but this grief has made it unbearable. At this point I’ve been beginning to have panic attacks in front of my students while teaching. They don’t need to see that. So I need to find a new line of work. I have no experience other than that job, and I’m in college so I have no degree yet. Any suggestions for jobs that require very minimal interaction with people?",4.231252873563221,6.2432142344827595,5.316982758620693,78.46420977011499,72.17241379310343,8.14367816091954,30.70402298850575,8.841846274778883,2.7713333333333336,604,27,106,12,12,199,91,145,0.21600000000000005,0.784,0.0,-0.9804,3,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,4,4,5,1,1,9,0,9,0,0,3,0,15,19,8,2,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,2,2,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,5,1,9,0,21,14,3,17,0,2,1,0,8,5,0,1,10,71,17,11,0.1279381416914593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134094432637303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645478279813864,0.0,0.0,0.08700232353600894,0.0,0.09787232821187332,0.4336010519014225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14554810592385273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251480519788934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693314371113178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599329838997309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38087659334897866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24211632616662204,0.08539970303500065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211900409705332,0.0,0.0,0.18972902193182006,0.0,0.12356345447863325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150107843462374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869619853451556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094289716035166,0.1442310316980958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607796190600874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948022968315792,0.1019501347210492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5216672952973895,0.10840157228021127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556236566156968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931404908872958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Franppuccino,2020/02/05,"Do you ever? Do you ever get so afraid of just everything? So stressed about a simple task that many people have done, because you're so afraid of asking for help? You've looked up how to do it, you investigated thoroughly, but you are still confused. That feeling of uncertainty is horrible. It means you're gonna be behind everyone else. You're gonna look like an idiot. So you just procrastinate and avoid the task completely. You put it off for as long as you can. You know you have to do it, but that overwhelming feeling is bigger than your willingness to try. You know you're going to regret this later. You are well aware of the consequences, yet you still avoid everything. Because you're afraid. You can't look stupid in front of people. You don't know how to ask for help. Everything overwhelms you, and you can't make the anxious feeling go away. Do you ever feel this way?",2.962745098039214,5.430491280701752,3.6522394220846266,86.79371517027866,77.71345029239765,7.064465084279326,22.92432060543517,8.124751697461798,1.326718335053319,703,22,137,13,17,222,89,171,0.152,0.72,0.128,-0.8216,0,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,18,0,0,16,15,2,9,5,0,17,0,0,3,3,24,36,12,0,1,4,0,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,2,8,0,0,4,3,12,1,0,1,7,18,2,22,32,0,18,0,3,3,0,23,5,0,1,9,90,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313006312957908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534371805306247,0.0,0.12735131341048864,0.0,0.0,0.16525696361806236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211894718584753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871212658494625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132325211327149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678313503699893,0.0,0.12952141979770415,0.3654639873985765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741475016208205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081796044774198,0.0,0.15406950589537133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817092286909173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22348003987699847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622164884052582,0.0,0.0,0.11995524871829386,0.341477217996981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047899118083796,0.13742386322752476,0.0,0.1476509358693606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879431023709584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626264944566285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164967750441649,0.0,0.15526917305791832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09202783701417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759127533936104,0.0,0.0,0.12187345737629852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,shinee10,2020/02/05,"hydroxyzine for social anxiety So, I’ve recently been prescribed hydroxyzine to help with my social anxiety, and I was wondering if anyone else has tried this medication before? If so,has it helped?",6.678431372549023,9.604314294117652,7.571176470588237,60.966960784313756,67.82352941176471,12.768627450980391,34.86274509803922,11.855464076750405,5.939639215686276,162,8,22,7,3,54,27,34,0.109,0.813,0.078,0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,4,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966071313517455,0.0,0.0,0.18125354251097134,0.2656028293503841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22057821227651184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21654611251921072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.347501112650877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611381628651162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25594973614345234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5284868902373316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599422983449242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811144148440615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Civil-Awareness,2020/02/05,"‘Why are you so quiet?’ Said to me by a coworker. She’s really nice and I don’t really work with her. We happen to work in the same office and see each other at the coffee area a lot. How I responded: ‘Oh. There hasn’t really been anything on’ How she replied: ‘I know, but you’re always so quiet. It’s cute.’ Lady, I’m not your fucking niece. Want to know why I’m so quiet? I really wish I wasn’t. But since I don’t want to repeat my childhood trauma of making a fool anymore out of myself when I open my mouth and say the wrong things. Also I’ve got a lot of big changes going on in life with little to no people to turn to can’t be a cynical bitch in a corporate setting. I got so frustrated hearing her say it that I tried to actively avoid her the rest of the day when going for lunch and to the bathroom. I hate seeing the coworkers I sit near be able to talk about their plans and interests like it’s nothing and that I’m not able to say anything outside of ‘good morning’ and ‘goodbye’. To be fair there are a few that are pretty annoying so I don’t mind not talking to those people. But I just hate how they’re able to be all giggly and not overthink every interaction. Someone please invent a fucking talkativeness pill. It’ll benefit so many people",1.6998218829516532,3.5495731488549644,3.7552862595419865,87.58282760814255,78.9618320610687,6.6567430025445296,22.36704834605598,7.645422480735847,0.984617811704834,983,30,205,15,24,335,143,262,0.161,0.716,0.124,-0.9468,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,2,1,3,16,17,8,1,15,0,15,6,1,4,1,37,38,23,0,3,8,0,0,1,0,1,2,7,0,0,10,14,1,1,2,0,0,2,11,12,0,0,5,9,25,5,32,28,7,21,0,0,2,2,18,12,3,2,6,134,35,2,0.3417159569689183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109004244315637,0.09477835016423594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296346916547255,0.0,0.0,0.18746874433261668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049672418472725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345950759638803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597014394489596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21060726392012866,0.0,0.0,0.12947003546183658,0.095538377367254,0.18220097808986235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072609740444537,0.0,0.0,0.2249158412224816,0.0,0.0,0.12837957288775045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251987688705327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045469538286411,0.05564838527843781,0.1141630536286107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19367645782447568,0.0,0.0,0.0760326849148818,0.11548211530874222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150119014231047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929522561400044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23690281851069336,0.0,0.0,0.12503383512529873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588265911382392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918826562285983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835004241473548,0.2717462444559069,0.0,0.0,0.18153558372675727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422365693331797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965116071431902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18310556149414886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567363260815463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733423465245673,0.123896278324989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436861665028374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20556366709825766,0.0,0.13098549543917976,0.0,0.0,0.1658488576605184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453758515863125,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ZealousidealRegret7,2020/02/05,"Social Anxiety A recent argument with my parents has made me question if I have social anxiety. My parents wanted me to hand in a paper to the office and in my mind I just started freaking out. The thought of handing the paper to someone, as simple and stupid as it sounds, freaked me out. We got into this argument about why my mom couldn’t just mail it instead of me having to hand it to them. She ended up being angry with me for the entire night and her responses just seemed cold? I can’t help but feel I’m wrong for feeling like I couldn’t do it. Needless to say, I began researching social anxiety and feel like I check most of the boxes for people that have it. I’m not a believer in self diagnosis, but the idea of bringing up even the thought of me having this scares me. I feel like people wouldn’t understand and would just say that I’m a shy person or it’s not severe enough to be a disorder. From the research I’ve done, I think my past of people making fat jokes and whatnot has driven me to a point of severe self consciousness. I wear hoodies everyday, I avoid social situations with people I don’t know if I can, and small things heavily stress me out. I guess I’m here just writing about how I feel, as it helps a little bit, and maybe someone else is the same way? I don’t want to be quick to assume I have anything, nor do I have severe panic attacks of the sort. It’s sort of like a mind game with me. I freak myself out over the smallest things, I get flustered and my face turns bright red when the teacher calls on me or someone I don’t know tries to talk to me. Whenever I walk through the hallways I get weirded out, thinking people are judging me; not to mention my palms sweat and I sometimes tremble. Is it normal to feel this way? Can you have social anxiety and not have panic attacks in front of people like ones I’ve seen in the past? Opinions/help is welcome.",4.238859140859141,5.002697981818179,5.23383116883117,83.9127247752248,70.48051948051949,7.689310689310691,28.57392607392607,7.748469712250963,1.7096773226773228,1493,53,298,17,26,491,180,385,0.158,0.726,0.11599999999999999,-0.9473,2,1,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,1,1,1,13,22,3,6,22,0,30,8,8,3,0,74,62,23,0,9,15,3,9,5,0,2,1,3,0,3,16,22,1,1,18,2,1,4,12,14,0,1,8,16,49,8,53,47,4,34,0,0,3,0,28,18,0,11,15,207,65,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332522177885818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627279044569685,0.0,0.0,0.17343726833683065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588114855795212,0.0,0.0,0.08321958207791713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778357665709001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736215885396859,0.0,0.0,0.07800616218530032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367744930159258,0.0,0.06751404287933177,0.07876233841558015,0.0,0.05034687621475183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312544151757973,0.16336865412456195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965038737886761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609652856334762,0.0,0.08397207004847418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327902375372932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605042628995961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378416828681427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18620205770072412,0.07639896608925358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212734573828332,0.0508817724461357,0.0,0.07657975242796419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393404568993185,0.08927554111436872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07153339497975927,0.07468577352729569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051653040820505314,0.0,0.0,0.17887071879634933,0.16928098758181073,0.0,0.1455336154273374,0.31707509255535865,0.06655802886434098,0.0,0.0,0.07205866945189847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539111147189793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526446056880748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123672504771332,0.07631601200300782,0.0,0.0,0.06939373153270248,0.159041702094465,0.2583427022715886,0.0,0.0,0.08568176593608301,0.0,0.3885165238957883,0.19375936698413834,0.0,0.07538994543859234,0.0,0.053953500327526965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873171841145134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612679634028262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128298267649263,0.09768571085115177,0.0,0.1210306333002602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05175278150820885,0.0829125296273905,0.0,0.07935446196406715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992071480779176,0.12101007576588232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878254887484264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05414910981518487,0.08334169806217702,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TylerJoseph-JoshDun-,2020/02/05,What do i talk about In La on Fridays my teacher will randomly choose 2-4 people to just go up to the front of the room and just... talk..about whatever you want for 3-5 minutes. Any suggestions for a topic it’s scares me just thinking about it.,0.3670588235294119,2.623666784313727,2.301470588235297,93.70161764705885,87.0392156862745,5.752941176470588,22.225490196078432,7.1686216300943375,0.7716901960784313,190,7,42,3,6,63,42,51,0.051,0.9209999999999999,0.027999999999999997,-0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,5,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,10,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,0,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28708464008776285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399243962821859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926739792517757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4226578139621034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6786356571338678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705043667772804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490020885071477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,OfInternet,2020/02/05,"Vietnam flashback I was sitting alone in high school Honors English class as I always did while everyone else got up to find partners for a group project. I thought someone will pick me eventually but they didn’t. So then everyone is sitting in their groups and I’m still sitting at the front of the room by myself. Teacher stands up and announces to the whole class “Be nice to OfInternet. She has social issues.” (or something to that effect Everyone in the room turns to look at me. I look back at them with a nervous smile but in my head I imagine putting my head in my arms folded up on the desk and never looking up again.",6.548957845433258,6.551119680327872,6.198946135831381,81.66139344262297,65.31147540983606,8.610772833723653,35.46135831381733,7.957251820313856,2.6246309133489456,499,22,95,5,7,155,84,122,0.034,0.8909999999999999,0.075,0.7140000000000001,0,1,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,2,4,3,0,1,7,0,7,3,3,2,1,13,14,10,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,1,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,5,3,15,2,23,7,1,28,0,0,3,0,8,16,0,1,6,67,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17712889718139604,0.0,0.0,0.14230535618238174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150661074987546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428682931797654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4902612074236926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631249463813846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678321599250648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3510391585553816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18069584936323496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17850423087303727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4308503140879738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190396265462428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17192597988379518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17308503873027073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17433704788718227,0.1449077622310023,0.13166234176631653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365796876200926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577365450190695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18602459302316549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909417693920081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Beardog20,2020/02/05,Fuck social anxiety I hate it so much. I should have a lot of friends because I'm a good person if you get to know me. Dont fucking count me out just because I'm quiet. I should have jobs because I'm intelligent and good at what I do. Just because I cant do an interview doesn't mean I'm incompetent. I should be able to feel love because I could give love to someone else. Why do people always fall for the loud doucebags. I dont fucking get it,1.124270833333334,2.9235937187500016,3.3200000000000003,90.25833333333335,80.5625,5.933333333333334,25.25,6.937597516519254,0.9493000000000004,351,14,78,4,9,120,59,96,0.08900000000000001,0.682,0.22899999999999998,0.9319,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,3,9,4,0,4,0,14,5,0,0,0,13,30,3,0,5,3,0,1,0,1,3,0,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,0,3,11,5,7,25,2,3,0,0,0,5,8,2,3,2,0,46,14,2,0.1515294650956972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608465373197947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591962604382358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4618547773834544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098394781411978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551828091191771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658342425117955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661785050338131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170712888478454,0.4202596463031042,0.1583357827289391,0.14536087043426102,0.0,0.2541914521109878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14960397553994542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036961272744748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327663117873024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12882493247941104,0.2735225167083481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650600098740984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139159204905233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050514517583783,0.13230968415762873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544652071095572,0.12839042404388398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673177334827613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bringbackaolandaim,2020/02/05,"Scared of public transport Is anyone else deathly afraid of public transport when their anxiety is bad? Because of my PTSD I have trouble getting places and seeing people. I’m so terrified of walking to the train, going on the train, bus, etc. I feel insane sometimes but I keep thinking about how possible it is for people around me to be sexual assaulters and it’s so hard for me to go places because of it.",3.887197802197804,6.194071858974361,4.6403296703296695,81.64038461538463,74.0,6.508424908424907,29.091575091575088,7.447530270364453,2.0025728937728933,327,14,55,4,7,105,54,78,0.18100000000000002,0.8190000000000001,0.0,-0.8912,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,6,5,1,2,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,8,13,7,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,0,3,7,0,13,12,1,10,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,1,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16160970474929304,0.0,0.0,0.14771459802109582,0.2164559910236396,0.0,0.18806198068267824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17638932787268505,0.25755850586257995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17647667196281147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356054709439814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681701296807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037216031217292,0.0,0.2401224787665203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189243228831152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877733922312978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929156119902908,0.0,0.4414335914226999,0.0,0.0,0.2381585773453324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469461077935865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21150338092182286,0.0,0.1683431003679814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20893686566255049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536384810015945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,toprijde,2020/02/06,"Do you guys have any plans for valentine's day? I would be so grateful for any inspiration :), last time was the most painful I've ever had, I really don't want to go through that ever again.",3.064615384615383,4.387297512820513,4.003076923076924,89.51692307692308,73.87179487179488,7.2512820512820495,25.82051282051281,7.793537801064563,1.1868051282051288,149,5,33,2,3,48,33,39,0.109,0.722,0.16899999999999998,0.5533,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,2,6,9,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,4,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42498762354954944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015206161528028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5653033109186241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775868241790217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093995178308454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254708946214355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324955822010371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001795773349154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822067681463622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18430593469085785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22197337551192967,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,veganghoster,2020/02/06,"Awkward work interaction There’s this woman I know from Target across from where I work. She no longer works there, but while she did she was super nice and friendly to me and I noticed she no longer worked there. I didn’t think much of it until today she came in to open a leasing agreement with us. I wanted to say hello but I felt awkward. She didn’t acknowledge my presence, and the longer I went without saying hi or saying I knew her, the less I wanted to make that mistake because then then she’d think I was being rude by not saying hello. She left and now I know I’m gonna have to interact with her either through phone or in person from now on and pretend it was a mishap or that we’re complete strangers. TL;DR: Nice lady I know comes into store. I am too ashamed to say hi because I wanna appear professional but I may come off as rude if I don’t so I pretend I don’t see her for the whole hour she was in my office at work. Now I have to see her or talk to her at least once a month",2.231901310287149,3.607061981042656,3.5671759130192378,91.5944047950934,76.10900473933648,5.722999721215501,22.36437134095345,5.900188976854957,0.1923323668804016,782,21,172,4,17,256,116,211,0.12300000000000001,0.777,0.10099999999999999,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,6,9,11,2,3,6,0,15,0,0,1,0,38,34,19,0,5,11,0,1,0,1,2,0,5,0,2,5,12,0,0,8,2,1,5,8,6,0,0,11,8,37,5,30,19,5,27,0,0,2,0,31,12,0,7,10,125,42,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909404844753036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14924867030677447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248154892547599,0.13681891627364964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252932756302026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081819119254376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285088387606985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151458160239438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417804962755274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710476515638092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415787823327367,0.0,0.09592701109696444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485665899903493,0.0,0.13897026663331427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394102828547095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5188644162695543,0.0,0.0,0.2079712745347328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488493830403553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16722866546819612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369164343676164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696642500674582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393572923031024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096786611893587,0.0,0.14569022966805878,0.0,0.12579012508408796,0.0,0.475000515046456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,somdgirl721,2020/02/06,"Finally got my license! Take that anxiety!! Just wanted to tell somebody about it 😁 I’ve avoided getting my license because my social anxiety made driving terrible. (Performing a skill in front of a parent, drivers ed instructor, test exam examiner, and even other drivers?!? No thanks!) but I finally sucked it up, took drivers Ed, and took the test today. Even though I made a few mistakes (that I’ve been thinking nonstop about 🤦🏼‍♀️) the examiner still passed me and I now have my license!! Now I can drive by myself!!! It’s such a relief to have it all done and over with 😌 did anyone else have extreme anxiety around getting their license??",1.8641127856101107,4.67936704958678,3.6668740884783695,81.45025765678173,89.24793388429752,6.152843947496352,29.43169664560039,7.510576382923642,2.511268935342732,507,27,85,10,17,169,81,121,0.163,0.802,0.035,-0.9067,1,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,2,11,6,1,1,6,0,7,0,0,2,1,17,19,6,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,3,0,0,6,1,4,0,0,8,0,11,2,11,11,2,16,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,6,58,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923239611390657,0.0,0.0,0.11953072641605413,0.1751562959299897,0.0,0.15217984859581796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420823572221008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749390242713284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280501099958962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258189136185389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745300744967036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17862641438240348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672262914061087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235100185229671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898173808685933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17425982691512354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651919091919446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853152456468248,0.0,0.14941597443251708,0.1573858324105599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953649341802836,0.16795541569679634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16203859367343548,0.0,0.3798587502176927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082948365597072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,financethrowawayupsi,2020/02/06,"Quirk app (recommendation) Just wanted to put this out there since it’s really been helping me. Therapy has literally never done anything for me and sometimes I feel like it made things worse (conversations were so awkward with one therapist he frantically looked through his notes trying to find things to talk about and it was just bad lol he basically said at the end to call if I need to come back). But I always read about how CBT/DBT is one of the few things that can actually treat social anxiety, I just never met a therapist who did it and haven’t had time lately to really look for one, plus it’s just never helped me in the past so it felt like a waste. But my anxiety has been insane lately- playing every social interaction in my head over and over and cringing at myself and beating myself up etc. and I’ve been pretty desperate so I thought I’d try finding another way to get CBT/DBT without a therapist and found the app quirk. It costs I think 5-6$ a month but you get the first week free and it’s still way cheaper than a therapist so I figured I would give it a shot. And it’s actually been helping a lotttt. I can feel my brain catching my distorted thoughts more often and it’s so weird but I genuinely have been having less obsessive and critical thoughts and have felt better after being social. Basically how it works (you could easily just write these things down but I like the app) is when you have an automatic thought you record it, then you get a prompt to challenge it, you point out distortions in your thinking from a list they give and then you replace it with a different thought.. Ex: that person thought I was so weird Challenge: it might not be true that person thought I was weird or was annoyed with me Distortions: catastrophizing, mindreading New thought: I have no idea what that person thought of me but I had a good time talking to them or got the information I needed and that’s what matters There are some other features on it but that’s the general gist... just wanted to recommend for anyone like me who is desperate for a solution but doesn’t like or have time for therapy. It actually has helped which is pretty rare for me.",4.381733246958897,6.139625802850361,5.109445044266899,81.15304397898224,71.25653206650831,8.713481609443605,28.672065068739656,9.259372276320047,2.4822471892319866,1737,67,333,38,33,561,207,421,0.106,0.768,0.127,0.9056,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,8,2,6,22,21,1,3,21,1,37,2,2,3,4,82,69,39,0,7,20,1,4,5,0,2,0,1,0,3,36,22,0,0,21,2,2,3,8,8,0,4,30,7,40,14,41,34,5,38,0,0,2,0,37,13,0,7,25,238,76,4,0.0,0.0,0.20118864486359886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05718231398794432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720611410294644,0.10514447647044256,0.0,0.0,0.048052108318816567,0.0,0.05655245413524002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05284307287599308,0.05738010462588832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060779135740181636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671662030875925,0.07017297416816665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05919802641524576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05486902558430379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179999483726868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032659463822118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060867405765758574,0.0,0.07664333628480736,0.0,0.0,0.05790135505646352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949594347744963,0.049095100495256665,0.13196803592130366,0.0,0.12562155618628093,0.058455005208789615,0.0,0.07535026396884863,0.0,0.0,0.10771342319081192,0.13184905043879375,0.0,0.057640858730356986,0.05496336199137858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052872753732227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18425196964079724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757891528831685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550431027468324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16787079720208492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541855534192537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502653718583977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290331554353073,0.0,0.0,0.05485334526948071,0.0,0.0,0.10191317120343232,0.15900822030417622,0.0663722574572367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397036732169744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560304527019671,0.0,0.18001652887662226,0.0,0.0,0.06496462195736882,0.0,0.0,0.13983021624077696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908471773754167,0.0,0.0,0.06874072311261142,0.0,0.08805030720189193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537047896729904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05684765272361152,0.0,0.0,0.21016065901074696,0.0,0.0,0.06796793976433571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05488157853916677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047248334829328,0.0,0.0,0.15717948038574478,0.3191667398454679,0.1826237073301865,0.08806872683540395,0.0,0.4910192248675129,0.12021727283430128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331562493441284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106818080403319,0.10909684962211004,0.0551247441657889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624567704110937,0.0,0.050030526153135316,0.0,0.07003371741747606,0.048818226526091565,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Michael1088,2020/02/06,"My Stiry Hi so today i want to share something with you.Im getting bullied since elementary School.Now i am 15 years old and i am still getting bullied.Reasons are : looking like a 12 year old,voice sounds like a 10 year old, and so on....Now i think i might be bisexual , wich means if i tell anyone i would be bullied to death.. So my strategy at the moment is not talking to anyone except class mates and isolating myself from everybody because i think its the best way to protect me",3.262812499999999,5.069247989583335,4.4545833333333364,84.49875,74.3125,6.883333333333333,28.66666666666667,7.645422480735847,1.7802541666666665,381,16,74,5,8,125,67,96,0.085,0.754,0.161,0.6573,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,13,15,7,1,3,3,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,12,4,8,11,1,10,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,2,10,43,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24443818107192905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655198188953134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18343411061686904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18264389890452049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888060651035514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17078972706429169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678180998086554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19040044667751505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18542738777806472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5502464735309821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17971596399808476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17689950153024506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14459029287302785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456392764866285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958964238845836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049171739245772,0.1527764873035564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240001547292869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16568300172092054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309723835149807,0.13874227591312435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241676891263728,0.0,0.0,0.3376822226571446 socialanxiety,Just_One_Sad_Duck,2020/02/06,"Why is it so hard for me to stand up to authority to get a class dropped? Okay so, I have to explain this a little bit for y’all to see where I’m coming from. I’m now in my second semester in my last year of high school, and I needed a few changes to my schedule. Simple enough, but my school is a bit of a mess but if I try and explain, I’ll end up going on and on and on about how many things they have to change around here and how incompetent they are with scheduling and organization... Anyway. I went in, everything was good. It was Monday, first day back. I ended up getting kicked out of the office with a bunch of other kids who needed a course change by the principal (who I will not insult because I don’t want anyone I know to recognize who I’m talking about, let’s say I don’t really like them too much). That was fine, only I couldn’t wait until later because everything was just too busy and according to the principal “we aren’t doing any course changes today” so I went home. Was a little peeved but it could wait. I go in next time, it’s pretty swell. My schedule is pretty good and I’m happy with the classes I have. My only problem.. that one damn class I just can’t seem to drop ever. I swear to god, every time they give me 30 level I’m like “k no take it off” and it’s always so difficult to get it taken off but I hate the class and the anxiety it gives me. I don’t know why I get so anxious, I just hate the atmosphere, the people, having to be there. I just don’t like it. Tried to do the same because I would have all the requirements needed to graduate this year without that class. Simple enough, only I wasn’t allowed to because, um, the class size was too small. They’re paying the teachers for her time, and if I drop the class they won’t have enough to pay her. Okay, um. At the time, I do wish I had brought up the fact the I didn’t choose to take the class, he put me in it without telling me, and called me down to the office to tell me that? I mean, it is my schedule and it is something we should discuss right? Maybe I’m overreacting a little but I would like to have a say in what goes on in my own education. I don’t know the right route here. If I go in and act like a dick (or try to) it won’t go very well for me. I don’t think my mother would like to have to step in either. But I can’t get myself to fucking say anything. And I can’t get anyone to just fucking listen.",1.2868428970556598,2.811835870406192,3.1784809800128966,92.73741414141416,79.07736943907156,6.065574897915322,20.386374382119065,6.841164205622888,0.17236388566516234,1863,46,433,19,45,626,214,517,0.091,0.784,0.125,0.9565,2,0,1,0,0,0,58.0,2,1,5,2,27,22,6,0,30,2,47,3,1,3,3,73,93,33,0,15,19,1,1,6,0,7,0,4,1,1,25,23,0,3,9,0,2,11,19,9,3,3,13,6,61,13,67,69,12,70,0,0,1,3,30,32,4,5,29,294,86,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06101974089153285,0.0,0.0,0.049869616935815125,0.0,0.05610028925862403,0.08284651674596095,0.0,0.10255363920824312,0.0,0.0603476120053514,0.0652827844170303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056389299241812726,0.0,0.17881483914997318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16012341218670273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748821865136922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103104823111828,0.06317072502364944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05855121086619507,0.0,0.0,0.04729434635424392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990426827950416,0.2273207951302565,0.0,0.0,0.06633477778152974,0.06178703582298078,0.0,0.13181569415902786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06237784067999684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13559215424210086,0.2298838474787527,0.1406972599301603,0.16670954924640466,0.1230181158892369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780653787853376,0.06569283629428849,0.14480423356193595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748136966952153,0.07355995504162895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090730250917955,0.059776976429310374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498895677337195,0.0,0.2149636522373521,0.2204997219217048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434913924471959,0.07367383347165607,0.07988219609565972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05390890868271088,0.16312863715813306,0.0,0.0,0.07799151312759597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049692998567659734,0.167321374967126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05084054384764315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921403085608073,0.0,0.07017070898904877,0.0,0.07372089868203363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046979621461384534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252536259273654,0.0,0.17495435820746816,0.0,0.14843579326678413,0.05843768256360635,0.0667604955464733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056456075830740485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102760435941055,0.058943070325714976,0.1281942509122273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04871983365472283,0.046989449336350006,0.0,0.0,0.17104651951376285,0.0,0.0695120324775534,0.0,0.0,0.14936686339319394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06050820856758025,0.043254277784674486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06593604953241443,0.13596265689037967,0.13234501002932833,0.0,0.08433045076642204,0.14138266769284266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15628305287020894,0.0,0.0,0.09444934959984272 socialanxiety,barca104life,2020/02/06,"I have a girlfriend but I have social anxiety need advice? So My girlfriend who is my coworker who is 19 and I’m 23. Before we were in a relationship I was into her we would hang out with the coworkers but sometimes it would only be me and her talking or doing some stupid shit. 6 months pass by, I let her know that I like her and that she liked me too. So we make it official but now it’s all awkward, she ignores me when we’re out with the coworkers because she feel shy about us, flirts or is to friendly with others guys in front of me, when we’re alone then that’s when we do all the hugging, holding hands, talking but when we go back to the group it’s like if I don’t exist. This is her first relationship and also mine and it’s just awkward. My social anxiety is I don’t know what to do because I’ve never had a girlfriend, I’m afraid I’m going to fuck up and I get anxious when I text her because I don’t want to come on to clingy or desperate. I’m just lost and need help!!!!!!",2.2530105633802826,3.2324767042253555,4.061029929577465,89.65802376760564,75.38497652582159,7.015140845070423,25.04958920187793,7.413659706084162,0.9887842723004696,770,25,176,9,16,261,110,213,0.174,0.73,0.096,-0.9491,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,6,0,0,2,14,14,3,3,7,0,20,4,2,1,3,44,37,24,0,6,10,0,2,3,4,2,0,0,0,1,13,19,0,2,3,0,0,6,4,8,0,1,4,2,33,6,19,29,3,24,0,1,0,2,30,7,2,5,14,126,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14672342674169878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555086168882641,0.0,0.12007374236276412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297264617986029,0.16962512507422245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545496796286933,0.0,0.27458749004151645,0.0,0.12776535833694666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933968202939874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591961908202652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771628117630227,0.0,0.0,0.11600439840553968,0.13880991637177634,0.07844642098974748,0.0,0.17066576394937746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14867067227616987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064140905419497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16503543432726805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15353706675288578,0.0,0.22006499385473688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639048807516176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022532402831966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984714128199887,0.0,0.0,0.22266649677809014,0.11580381925765346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419473934520542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224067055024013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15412533039049994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061150791398509,0.0,0.0,0.1485007566915863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413674362898435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18061022011395175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856150587137722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21332244598268268,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ChairOfTruth,2020/02/06,"I finally initiated something with my crush Even though I’ve been texting her, I was still really anxious of initiating something in real life but today I felt like time was running out and feared she might lose interest. Was I really about to let my stupid anxiety rob me of happiness again? I sat in class just having a mental wrestling match with my social anxiety for over an hour. Then the bell rung. I’d finish none of my work and had no idea if I won or lost that mental battle with my anxiety. I got my stuff and left the class and oh fuck, oh shit, there she was, walking down the hallway. She was getting closer, shit, shit, shit. The match was in overtime now. She’s practically right in front of me now, “IT’S NOW OR NEVER, YOU IDIOT!” I reached out and bopped her on the shoulder. PIN! I WON! All she did was smile and bop me back but I felt like the worlds biggest winner right then and there. I did it. Screw you social anxiety! You won’t hold me forever!!",1.2151858526695172,3.70520592746114,2.7230232034241943,90.48570173462493,85.58031088082902,6.050822257265153,20.826537508447853,7.423996415210882,0.8011348952466769,756,24,156,13,23,246,114,193,0.262,0.5820000000000001,0.156,-0.9712,0,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,3,0,5,12,18,9,1,8,0,15,8,5,0,2,26,24,15,0,1,6,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,12,0,1,3,0,0,3,4,12,0,0,18,2,31,6,19,3,2,32,0,2,0,2,12,15,6,4,16,106,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689311472633776,0.136205449534128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270793937778944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963281540959012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567045588925994,0.0,0.0,0.2315248528924281,0.13207434138186164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146147748418504,0.0629908454338747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642777670128937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283449253891206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873338708639912,0.0,0.0,0.13610452579890356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309954918893274,0.12328707311536286,0.08515944845392392,0.11780507713344895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488269987442916,0.13161221224652386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430046752782162,0.12790164897696601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929880597161287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372306919478773,0.15447554614064118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20592569362366173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4950377463538687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24580404551020604,0.0,0.18563544949121166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628429573174864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13801941461304568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845564572874588,0.0,0.07030310083240733,0.0,0.11428262772553632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777360462228062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Crystal__Heart,2020/02/06,"Ugh Tl;dr I recently added my manager's number to my phone, saw her dp on whatsapp, (which was a pic of her chest/body showing off her tattoos) and me being the retard that I am, I took a screen of it, just cuz I liked the tat. Anyways, I was showing my coworker a pic of my son, and she tapped back onto all my pics, and it showed the pic of my manager. I'm still cringing over it. She knows I know she saw it by the look she gave me, and now she probably thinks I'm a fucking creepy weirdo or soemthing. Dreading work tomorrow. 😂🔫",2.680199115044246,3.3864598849557552,4.329369469026549,89.18131084070801,74.04424778761063,7.7738938053097355,27.39933628318584,8.07648339933343,1.5156380530973457,409,15,94,6,8,138,72,113,0.11699999999999999,0.846,0.038,-0.8617,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,1,8,0,4,1,0,1,1,11,15,6,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,3,0,0,6,4,22,1,10,8,1,10,0,0,4,1,11,4,1,1,6,62,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24585612540003704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551529952008981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295589430307092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35143548305745864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620614593997287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268496486589892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447279124678971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.315699285412858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25534041684406483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048729830632486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552368387528072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327705533060167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,eercree,2020/02/06,"Does anyone else get auditory hallucinations when they’re anxious? This has been happening to me increasingly. I keep overhearing people talking about me/making fun of me from a range where I can only make out a few words here or there. So I can’t tell exactly what they’re saying but in my head it’s about me. Background: I’m visibly anxious as fuck and cannot ever figure out where to look and am always looking at people weirdly so it’s very plausible people would take notice of me (when I just want to be invisible!!). Anyways I’m sure a lot of these instances are hallucinations from the anxiety and a consequence of my overthinking and self absorption. I haven’t really seen the issue addressed here before. Has anyone else experienced this? How was your experience different/similar? How did you work past it?",4.867469635627528,7.199636921052632,6.204210526315794,71.40678137651825,71.23684210526315,9.676923076923078,29.455465587044536,10.035473477838034,3.4361380566801625,660,27,110,19,13,222,105,152,0.10400000000000001,0.851,0.045,-0.8623,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,1,16,4,1,0,6,0,13,2,1,3,3,21,25,13,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,7,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,6,13,2,16,19,3,11,0,0,3,1,7,6,1,2,4,77,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901637255269194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861498776552082,0.35033111950407786,0.0,0.21683308269440726,0.31773988779785833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319385350502662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356877732283289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590534809557627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025415838252805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167141648270668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14334383947989182,0.08100870220258083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711270227844044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15912893258466038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618348667286408,0.0,0.13781807631390505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604106461768365,0.0,0.0,0.13182036822791807,0.0,0.0,0.10349896559880584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17652867049164692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792466139310692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801546735158774,0.3224823204750367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993308109193803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330423088453295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617539136561731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613545386746465,0.0,0.11658042885878775,0.12462558852978001,0.13552300446674112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793482019085667,0.09145417426607833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288030425877753,0.0,0.0,0.11014507916171093,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Joemag007,2020/02/06,"I don’t have a personality Hello, i apologise btw if you’re reading as you might want to get a beer as I’m gonna get a few things off my chest. This will have no structure at all and I just want a few answers on how I can possibly solve my issues. Right then let’s get started. Just for your information I am 15 years old and my gcse examinations (or SATS if you’re from America) begin in 3 months as well as being an introvert. Firstly, I’m just gonna be straight up with it but I am boring, irrelevant, don’t have a personality and I lack charisma but I don’t want to be this person and sometimes I look around at my friends (who all have unique personalities) and I say to myself why can’t I be unique? In friend groups you typically have the loud one, the bubbly one, the nice one etc but I don’t have anything special about me. You could literally ask my friends about what I add to our group and they’ll take a long time to think of something whereas if you ask them about someone else in our friend group they would instantly give you answer. I have tried to sort my boringness out by trying to alter myself. For example over the past 2 weeks I’ve made a list of the things I can do to change and it consists of: . Be more energetic . Listen more . Laugh more (this shouldn’t have been on there as I do laugh a lot) So I tried to adapt these points when in school but it went awfully. The reason why is that my friends saw right through the façade and I could tell and that made me feel even more insecure. By this point, you’re probably gonna say “get new friends” but tbf I have been harsh on them so far on this post and they aren’t all bad. For example in group situations I look remotely interesting and people find me funny but as soon as it turns into a 1 on 1 conversations with any of my friends that when things go terribly. I can tell by the look in their eyes that they don’t want to talk to me for much longer and to be honest I don’t blame them. This was an issue a few years back but at that time I turned a blind eye to it but now it’s really making me depressed which is the last thing I want before my GCSE’s. So my questions to ask you all are: Is there a way to change my personality or will be this boring person for the rest of my life? How can I make my friends seem interested when I’m talking to them 1 on 1? Should I defy the saying “always be yourself”? (Because myself is this boring and irrelevant joke of a person) How can I think of funny things to say when in conversations? Thank you for reading this you deserve a medal By this point I’m now gonna go back to crying and wishing to be someone else.",2.529600000000002,3.9404533599999993,3.9599090909090897,88.93586363636366,75.4,7.1818181818181825,23.22727272727273,7.84624498591911,0.8852545454545462,2068,59,467,30,44,684,233,550,0.08,0.747,0.17300000000000001,0.9943,1,0,2,0,0,0,39.0,2,9,9,2,26,26,0,1,27,1,53,6,3,8,4,73,98,45,0,15,16,0,1,0,8,11,2,6,0,7,30,20,1,0,11,4,0,3,10,8,1,4,8,14,68,18,72,67,16,58,0,1,7,0,58,29,0,10,24,320,98,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054954456758707367,0.0,0.0,0.044912640850837085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05434913662341552,0.058793759214921915,0.1852285552150279,0.0,0.0,0.10156855016301801,0.05514454135483726,0.04026021826014494,0.0,0.05619915035408246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397330088000243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054625909158116,0.0,0.07254696955575486,0.0,0.0,0.056884178106036125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034369542177186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365726596154368,0.04362188212161385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03339416993112815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0603636325285468,0.05617756316671098,0.0,0.0,0.4082075900752243,0.0,0.1380224582101799,0.06335606620031957,0.07506941672868025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786695455350867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05383522149315842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06753515046398165,0.04664930409519777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05844745527347488,0.16638266886228714,0.0,0.0,0.056148817257588114,0.0,0.12498612863764505,0.08817066108795729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006295867019327,0.0,0.0,0.052716226057547326,0.0,0.04855043216881675,0.0,0.0,0.06378635452179314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693027720003674,0.0,0.13426073436715782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06304711130264197,0.04578705887051968,0.4036736130138666,0.0,0.0,0.18730068403429825,0.07445544283103216,0.06325253810665782,0.0,0.07120732544921739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398514622778728,0.0,0.1321250866710539,0.0,0.04230990722706168,0.06790492121391611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280357584821925,0.0,0.2100854919492418,0.0,0.06684073271487634,0.0,0.060124587749726524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423697704089913,0.0,0.0,0.111918870338495,0.050844414162978524,0.06531986808972245,0.0,0.04674675785836015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04965737301298925,0.10616840917754283,0.11545190647390025,0.06080505940811404,0.0,0.0,0.2193857227801992,0.08463751644767263,0.0,0.0,0.07702235721596447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345199883774667,0.14367527305501854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19477428971489189,0.05242318548295756,0.05297705109017321,0.0,0.05938209061408605,0.061224071421107286,0.11919008544817696,0.0,0.0759481119122337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04691623915797615,0.0,0.0,0.08506120515488486 socialanxiety,endreskn96,2020/02/06,"a few questions Hey everyone, I’m currently trying to find out how one could make the lives of people with social anxiety a lot easier. Which is why I have two very simple questions: 1. As struggling with social anxiety what are the 2 biggest issues you’re dealing with? 2. if you did not have social anxiety, what would you wish for more than anything else? Thanks so much in advance - looking forward to reading your answers!",4.4837432188065085,6.883226126582277,5.092441229656419,78.65341772151898,72.54430379746836,7.552260397830018,31.53887884267631,8.418075326091056,2.8318448462929484,340,16,55,6,7,109,63,79,0.095,0.7959999999999999,0.109,0.4857,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,1,2,2,0,1,4,0,7,0,0,2,0,16,12,4,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,1,0,2,1,1,0,2,1,1,4,1,11,9,4,6,0,0,1,0,10,4,0,4,2,39,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754535990127836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462632973116795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061883243254974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16866124592957013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666423835339175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15632387241785994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14952462543918313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707526856531156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445908181384642,0.0,0.1373802138754093,0.0,0.0,0.13908425516512107,0.0,0.0,0.10920221764045783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026256341547505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085751015146997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341750886742237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665319933336162,0.0,0.1636411964295396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5002993876948271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102702647884152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15061806839583194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107157314028863,0.0,0.15981042394549708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498459619808953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147620778738545,0.0,0.18812838974061816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621456153742846,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hamfisted_postman,2020/02/06,"Today feels like an achievement I tried to commit suicide in November. I've been struggling with depression and anxiety for my whole life but in the last five years it had all gotten to be too much. This wasn't the first time I made a plan but this time I was ready. Thankfully I had second thoughts. I called my wife so she could tell me positive things about her and my son and get some good thoughts into my head to push out the negative ones. She didn't answer so I called the suicide hotline. They talked me down the rest of the way and offered to send an ambulance but I said no and just went home. My city has a mental health ER. I called in sick the next day and ultimately took some time off work. I was off for about a month. My Dr changed my meds, referred me to a psychiatrist and suggested I take a CBT class. It's now been just over two months. I finished the first phase of classes. I'm waiting to be placed in a group with a focus on CBT for anxiety, which should happen soon. My new meds are working well and my anxiety definitely seems more under control. I've been seeing the psychiatrist every two weeks and she told me today that she thinks our next appointment will be the last. I just found out I'm going to be a father to a second child. It feels so freeing to have a better handle on my mental health. Your stories here have been a great help. Thank you",3.0299171097904285,4.741967931654678,3.767797935564592,89.57753049734129,74.71942446043165,6.9930559899906175,23.59774788864561,7.7425588080867325,0.977557835470754,1087,32,230,15,23,345,158,278,0.102,0.742,0.155,0.9586,0,0,0,0,0,3,21.0,1,2,1,8,14,10,0,1,23,0,21,6,1,2,2,38,44,15,2,2,6,3,2,1,0,2,5,1,1,1,8,14,0,2,9,0,1,5,4,2,2,8,19,4,35,9,32,18,7,41,0,1,1,0,25,15,0,3,21,159,43,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23369328242937495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005815116584794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31193179559556905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077199959540836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420820278539315,0.08130097508325053,0.0,0.0,0.06567031522733179,0.0,0.08770387881939774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579406276313797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297408982352006,0.07274558823614999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17322884346357342,0.0,0.11164860079454683,0.0,0.0,0.05320066735717018,0.0,0.057870916369242666,0.0854080780460315,0.0,0.1122651811494935,0.0,0.0,0.09004572429905719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450439494966217,0.2164757472872672,0.0,0.0,0.06825282859174525,0.0,0.1021412876606687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16600601078388036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192377651564097,0.049747774286833205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635164508932667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22621480014411915,0.0,0.2052363451651852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625554822414321,0.0,0.07485493086717306,0.0,0.0,0.09834563658250096,0.2165894085429608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900095110917473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638806738554853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686127327948914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114333595737312,0.09269993403506188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645221488638668,0.0,0.22276552124377375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656160940046534,0.08184508946932817,0.08900172554115655,0.1874981669593511,0.0,0.0,0.0676496681012215,0.06524695208098459,0.0,0.16167932571645274,0.1781293070032906,0.0,0.193041132261418,0.0973005424996783,0.11313410215904007,0.0691341901635751,0.0,0.19894134793994397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808259319200086,0.08167988048206612,0.0,0.09155515386988884,0.09439511511861264,0.0,0.1136867702341057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826326937147408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06557357315798441 socialanxiety,dreamingtheaters7,2020/02/06,"Job Interview Success Well, I did it! I've been freaking out and panicking hardcore all week but I went on my job interview this morning and it went super well! I don't want to jinx myself but the interviewer really seemed to like me and liked my answers. He said my personality is a good fit and he likes what I bring to the table. I'm really proud of myself. I limited my use of 'ummm"" and didn't stutter. I was able to answer all the questions, make eye contact, and smile a lot. There were so many times this past week where I convinced myself that I wasn't going to go or that I was going to fuck up but I pushed myself and I did it!! Even if I don't get it, I'm so fucking proud of myself for going through it and not running or hiding.",1.5925824175824204,3.3295290641025663,3.808278388278392,87.60576923076925,78.87179487179488,6.508424908424907,22.68131868131868,7.447530270364453,0.8777010989010989,578,18,124,8,14,199,88,156,0.069,0.643,0.289,0.9914,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,5,8,15,2,0,5,0,11,3,1,2,2,27,28,16,0,2,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,10,9,0,1,4,0,0,9,5,4,2,0,11,2,22,11,14,17,3,18,0,0,1,2,9,5,2,6,7,87,32,6,0.1660565220592571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967876670378064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070331576892705,0.08675767904576474,0.0,0.3774949930413135,0.13928033220497865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295709504042375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433804865177051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117531681735654,0.0,0.0,0.11084401792458017,0.16835524976634392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15851973999268454,0.0,0.14499414996350105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860213085267575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212760120302843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795777903927818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15117162103594428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682889340392918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341951879683948,0.0,0.0,0.09794443908668224,0.0,0.26640105124186736,0.0,0.2986095118357149,0.30787211919607105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Frstflowers,2020/02/06,"Help! I would be grateful for any answers I think I have social anxiety, but I havent seen a specialist just yet, so I want to ask some questions just to be sure 1. Is social anxiety a constant anxious feeling or just like some sort of episodes, because for me some days are better than other 2. Does social anxiety always occur when youre around people? Or is it better around people you know like in a class or something. Does it like gets not so bad when you are occupied with something? 3. Is it possible that I had it since childhood, but it wasnt that bad until now?",3.4954385964912262,5.073296263157901,4.565789473684212,84.88885964912285,73.21052631578948,7.171929824561403,27.578947368421048,7.793537801064563,1.6998842105263163,450,17,87,6,9,147,71,114,0.06,0.648,0.292,0.9858,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,2,11,8,0,0,3,0,12,0,0,0,1,24,19,10,0,2,9,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,2,10,6,11,13,3,11,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,8,11,62,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318922813831855,0.0,0.0,0.1006788873259399,0.0,0.33977289469604743,0.1672540443923677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263591280643086,0.1384065041731108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472306664906709,0.09024973595725072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618758947154749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15998915309930434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547982239128207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25911861759992216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485838748617424,0.10576675047915933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734986885286302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992346074338653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136425499232047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21698884664215196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20527807110346347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690381588747594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16584957062754752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246825936378378,0.0,0.0,0.4527541395759629,0.0,0.227951817024918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953511022969933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486428342393717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732356145933505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517027425820344,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,itz_joya,2020/02/06,"I don’t know if I have anxiety or not but I’m tired of this shit I’m not sure if I have anxiety or not, and idk why but I feel nervous to go to actually get a diagnosis because I’m scared that I won’t have anything and I’m just like this because of me. I feel constantly worried and I have a constant thought of what others think of me. I try my best to avoid as much social interactions as I can, even though I want to be more social. I feel so stressed and tired everyday from constantly worrying and overthinking everything. I’m tired of this shit. I feel like I’m living in a endless cycle, everyday the same shit over and over. I have trouble sleeping just from consist thoughts clouding my mind. Im not depressed, I don’t Think it’s that bad but I do feel really fucking sad all the time but idk why I have this habit of just brushing it off like things will get better when they don’t. I don’t really feel alive, I feel like I’m just watching, in the background watching as time passing by. Idk if it’s anxiety or not but Its really starting to make my life more and more miserable and I don’t know what to do. sorry if this is too long or doesn’t make sense, I’ve been debating on posting on here and I just decided to not go to detailed about everything just kind of the main stuff and write in the so I don’t overthink anything.",2.1746648873072374,3.8314646441281153,3.8417304270462616,88.37310572360617,76.93594306049822,7.5303084223013075,27.010824436536183,8.344100000000001,1.7564411625148284,1059,43,231,20,24,354,124,281,0.203,0.657,0.14,-0.9673,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,2,14,21,4,5,8,0,21,9,4,2,2,58,50,30,0,5,25,0,7,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,16,10,0,1,14,0,0,3,14,13,0,0,3,10,27,8,30,44,8,22,0,3,2,1,5,8,4,8,14,152,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0926519934748102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21789651247491795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626222687891214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792745696406392,0.1157543937367874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996382417697133,0.08397056541369627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078033507529199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177543285201185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06270985027971925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17065972639524465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360470264741872,0.1356565307296231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777452522603857,0.0992090124111198,0.0,0.10791812857861224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255619469635248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988699341092036,0.10435786773872288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706200496593147,0.18554006187604127,0.0,0.08383760391518909,0.08402276543712314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675218690644405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586673180071764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979502452081553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909304459496348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18247135280597251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505586138533118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923770445354821,0.0,0.0,0.09501292153190344,0.19356762426156765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628243093196582,0.06720210233449689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087584365574488,0.0,0.10868856992636547,0.0,0.0,0.08948392988809073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630768098941683,0.12167301653064172,0.0932823456037513,0.1507504231473069,0.11072563251027123,0.3273737036330393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446098395649584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056000639827081575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17134502340921906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19284120009678388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,microbiobabe,2020/02/06,"i’ve never been to a shoe repair store hi! so my first post on reddit. a little background, i’m really into thrifting/buying secondhand ever since watching “the true cost” a few years ago. i do most of my shopping on depop since i don’t have to deal with the anxiety of trying clothes on in store (also stores are so busy and the lighting and everything stresses me out and i get so sweaty! anyone else?) tl:dr i found these beautiful vintage sheepskin docs in my size on depop which definitely need to be cleaned -> taken to a shoe repair store. does anyone know the general cost (i live in the UK) and if shoe repair stores even deal with dirty sheepskin/suede fabrics? i just really don’t want to go in and have the guy laugh at me :(",2.9286037934668063,4.963297308219179,4.065342465753428,85.91933087460484,75.91780821917807,6.6840885142254995,23.559536354056906,7.61054688173877,1.1536065331928342,581,18,112,8,13,189,92,146,0.071,0.8240000000000001,0.105,0.7204,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,1,10,0,8,3,3,0,3,20,16,10,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,9,0,0,2,1,8,1,3,1,0,1,3,2,11,2,20,12,2,19,0,0,1,0,4,12,0,2,5,68,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16947549474082188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289195362327115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462573200943315,0.0,0.0,0.2673644046178041,0.19589339151749605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3942102336740153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16730879002553367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971197485007574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627702767593765,0.1729393369551675,0.0,0.0,0.17182629919425746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262332925003667,0.0,0.2096263740412893,0.0,0.0,0.09988717203167197,0.0,0.1086558208038336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18930491449259307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507122321185318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916193233938704,0.1688213794588895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176253287750162,0.14745498736807458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18310403211855336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449582212423969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.316303266519033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190037456938122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980323535750976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276688293420455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311798156194065 socialanxiety,-psyduckae,2020/02/06,when you didn't talk in school.. does anyone ever barely need to use their voice in school at all so when you get home you feel like you have to talk and use all of the voice you didn't use yet?,2.2764341085271345,2.7828160232558155,2.623255813953488,101.78434108527136,74.81395348837209,5.7333333333333325,14.333333333333336,3.1291,-1.520327131782946,151,0,40,0,3,46,28,43,0.0,0.941,0.059000000000000004,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,5,1,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,3,9,9,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,6,1,6,7,2,7,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,5,24,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344661704310293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20456018272394452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21144437397645355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181933244660552,0.166994297858906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212710497433245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344748737191687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420066616417428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17332603758837345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4731441701118134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37576610707335867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6056666390843791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,creambanded,2020/02/06,"Can't go to the gym even though I wanna try I am diagnosed with social anxiety--I wanna try going to the gym but this anxiety is just eating up my mind and making me intimidated as fuck. It's making me think of different scenarios and it's preventing me to try new things. To the point I might freeze, cry, and shake in nervousness once I'm in the gym. Do you have any tips how to overcome this type of thing?",2.484016806722685,4.0368555529411765,4.555126050420171,84.03235294117653,75.82352941176471,8.621848739495798,22.731092436974787,9.23628265651192,1.6952857142857145,322,9,69,8,7,111,58,85,0.231,0.755,0.013999999999999999,-0.9626,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,1,2,4,0,6,3,0,3,0,15,13,7,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,4,1,1,1,3,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,1,8,0,14,12,0,8,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,1,1,46,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111531253752718,0.0,0.15874615324127134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279422471840689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106203666051122,0.0,0.21680592962700534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123366365717068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705975450232238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918415500176922,0.0,0.0,0.2358677646870133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770318146597157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22013749632056875,0.20952801939308294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004164347375396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22099356493329175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19616596475050813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21153240633288767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757235758121499,0.13296534516396416,0.20387953935182296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4226611894294105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AmbroseUFO,2020/02/06,"Gay with social anxiety Some of my worst cases of my social anxiety stemmed from the fact that I'm gay. No boyfriend Selective mutism due to having a ""gay voice"" Couldn't walk due to having a ""gay walk"" Couldn't due anything for fear of being called out on being gay God life was shit Anyone else gay with social anxiety",4.009047619047621,5.74372704761905,4.495428571428572,85.27457142857145,72.17460317460319,7.5796825396825405,23.711111111111112,8.238735603445708,1.3580692063492066,256,7,49,4,5,81,41,63,0.259,0.711,0.03,-0.9337,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,3,0,7,8,1,0,1,7,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,11,3,2,7,0,0,0,6,4,2,1,1,3,27,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4961708576818124,0.0,0.0,0.15117012703733654,0.22151960672406287,0.17791189554423134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207615397269783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806050402407389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432819853062369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527064942154059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219233453317164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6611575356926486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pizzaguy889,2020/02/06,"People say to just “not be weird” when talking to others, but I feel like maybe I’m just a weird person. I am sometimes able to socialize like a normal person, but my self-doubt and anxiety seem to always trip me up, making me act weird. I scare people off, and I keep myself lonely. This is especially the case when I talk to girls, but the fact that I even consider it a special case is why I’ll probably never have a partner.",7.472931034482759,5.3444978735632205,8.218936781609198,74.87599137931038,64.51724137931035,10.998850574712643,32.0948275862069,9.516144504307137,2.69711724137931,333,9,67,5,4,113,59,87,0.107,0.727,0.166,0.5045,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,6,0,5,0,0,1,2,15,10,7,0,1,6,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,0,2,10,3,7,9,0,7,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,1,5,44,14,0,0.2070060919908241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722456514486468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835909377239046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367255714389886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466849994768793,0.14788519348001766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18399652591683865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20226544053025144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817817383252284,0.0,0.2079654429146452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596558596640974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20282201859606924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870239193774067,0.3614994698584032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22318757901237696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646195529672531,0.20724921058754092,0.0,0.0,0.18845057154335465,0.21595250029756294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110166418927764,0.0,0.0,0.20473431811099144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327673109816489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18679080028380227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Constant-Homework,2020/02/06,"My work is undoing everything I've overcome I've worked at this establishment for 2 years. Funnily enough, it was also the place my social anxiety developed. The first year is an anxious fog. The second is me slowly overcoming those basic obstacles; such as, asking my manager for help, voicing my thoughts (albeit quietly). However, as someone a few weeks away from their uni, my confidence as grown considerably after my high school graduation. I have my bad and my good days, still. Yet, as life likes it, most of those bad days are on my shift days. Now, I've grown to know my coworkers. But its evident that my interests are no way similar to their interests and yet again, another barrier is place in the form of small social avoidance. In the mornings, as I work in a cafe/restuarant I tend to be frazzled as I attempt to get my mind back to the matter at hand. It's hard to listen to what my coworkers say, as my mind is usually going a thousand times a minute. AND EXPECTANTLY... I MAKE ROOKIE MISTAKES! Like not cleaning cutlery properly, unable to hold my tray and the drinks spill, not cleaning dishes properly, unable to do basic complaint management for a customer . AND SOMETHING PARTICULAR WAYS ARE ""WRONG"" BC SOMEONE ELSE TAUGHT ME SOMETHING DIFFERENT! I have been an employee at this place for 2 years. And today, was my first time being chewed out by my boss. It was about needing to listen to what they say. AND I DO. I really do. I try and I try. But it never goes anywhere! There are employees, same age as me, who started much, much later than I have, and is such the ""model employee"". And i try to do that, i really do. Maybe my foggy haze of my first year, brought down their expectations of me and alas, continue to repeat the same shit to over and over. Its embarrassing and infantising. Maybe I'm such a ""strange"" person to them and they dont know how to treat me. I just wanted to ask, to anyone who has or had the same issue, how did you overcome this situation?",3.734296278434208,5.892956655172416,5.047417410176035,79.22294831605178,73.96021220159152,8.813728799935697,28.13511775580741,9.41862664789215,2.774894606542884,1557,63,286,40,33,517,202,377,0.092,0.835,0.073,-0.7656,5,1,3,0,0,0,65.0,0,1,6,7,15,13,1,2,18,0,28,6,2,4,1,46,45,28,0,6,6,0,2,2,0,0,1,6,2,1,18,15,3,3,4,1,0,4,5,7,0,5,9,8,45,6,51,34,9,51,0,0,0,0,19,17,1,2,30,209,63,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981615061876272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465703518030832,0.07635258764833353,0.1127542480582258,0.0,0.06978783736929887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866133803951104,0.0,0.09377258318424468,0.07674593071954176,0.16667045630115526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19310305381685408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427776299791733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697383562210968,0.09777351082291666,0.0,0.0,0.08337649391062146,0.0,0.0,0.10312799431067488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970069027011242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25468903694294737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05214538357856857,0.0,0.05672299394023875,0.08371393088959794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940806023127999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689897146110088,0.10545227390063146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417326747005518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970336082223296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049710278346467,0.09752196358556932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662238888407797,0.0,0.20054042151551346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20155457173412475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467402300279564,0.07400611613694341,0.07697782128062644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714820001704911,0.3128332889937519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787868699855154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874211637794908,0.0,0.10101068163217904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245112996852483,0.0,0.11218799298926146,0.0,0.20348268307890824,0.1691334149285703,0.15367362753784494,0.0,0.0,0.07064437631929865,0.0,0.07970652717774654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923613438537516,0.11639729977960267,0.0,0.0946059926338137,0.0,0.0,0.20328855126593373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992403811454933,0.0,0.05886914451536514,0.15844535162569073,0.08005968552601121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21798349821676155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912400947580307,0.0,0.25709144601394385 socialanxiety,bubbuulife,2020/02/06,"Do you have any tips on how to overcome social phobia? Pls share! Hello reddit, I would like to see if any of you guys have ever experienced this and what have you done to overcome it... Since I was a child I’ve been somewhat shy and an introvert. im 25 now and I feel things just got worse recently... I can barely function in public, I get super self conscious, can’t look at people, rapid heart rate, sweaty hands.. I feel everyone is looking at me and I just feel I die a little inside.. I feel I get lost in my thoughts and I try to keep my calm and pray or say a mantra sometimes but it doesn’t seem to help. I’m scared because this has lead me to feel depressive and even contemplating to how easy would be just to disappear and not to be alive.. I really just want to be happy again, remember who I really am and overcome this.. Please If you got any advice, share it with me I’d appreciate it so much!!❤️",0.9388095238095246,3.094375407407409,2.8298915343915354,91.6051547619048,83.28571428571428,6.108042328042327,19.50291005291005,7.365786028017652,0.43604529100529055,708,19,156,11,20,236,118,189,0.096,0.7290000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.9417,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,4,0,3,11,9,0,1,4,0,18,2,2,3,1,37,36,16,1,5,9,0,6,1,0,2,0,1,0,3,10,10,0,1,9,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,7,11,22,6,17,24,1,12,1,2,3,0,15,6,0,5,5,97,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861812853204578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893968397595594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864729076402024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217867890749926,0.0,0.1472221002054178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516593610515913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369325718554936,0.12831510269960572,0.0,0.13554761658915776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586283305168143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822576474824622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269072727326076,0.0,0.0,0.1404578042932721,0.0,0.15100626596073924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680977233121985,0.09508177450408337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15322670812952305,0.0,0.0,0.1260863907353766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930271982006599,0.14217501693606874,0.0,0.0,0.238243337620812,0.0,0.15485044434693734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427904314125516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834373195006878,0.0,0.0,0.155713140648385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817506639566869,0.0,0.14006375352714975,0.0,0.16069297731091764,0.0,0.0,0.11280802816621313,0.14202064313730392,0.0,0.11303930593348535,0.12913859258766547,0.14798470349981854,0.0,0.0,0.11734312979970557,0.0,0.0,0.14460233218416832,0.0,0.0,0.14029727518850366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942415225917005,0.0,0.0,0.11261626446060027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630958328444243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366918955268096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456138819363215,0.2015380835403704,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,JJ0262,2020/02/06,"New school, how do I make friends? I'm in year 11 and going to tafe next week for the first time to study something i'm really interested in and it will really help me in the jobs I want in the future. I debated doing it for ages because it's far away and I don't know anyone and I always stay away from situations I'm alone in. I decided to just do it after a lot of convincing by my parents. I was excited about the course but now I can barely remember what it's about. I'm so anxious about the first day. When I started high school, it took me a year to make friends. I do not want a repeat of that. I've had social anxiety for five years and its made me give up on a lot of opportunities. I really need this to go well because I don't want it to scare me so much I drop out. I'm seeing my second therapist the day after I start tafe so I can't get her advice until afterwards. How can I make friends on the first day? Kinda getting desperate here. Sometimes my anxiety will literally prevent me from being able to talk and I really don't need that happening so i'm trying to be calm about everything. The tafe is only once a week for half the day but i'm still super super stressed. please help. how do you make friends??",1.0268696168696179,3.0457887837837845,3.4664285714285725,87.9526098901099,82.01158301158301,7.073418473418474,21.544550044550046,8.139509932561175,1.1357429759429762,961,30,210,20,26,333,131,259,0.081,0.718,0.201,0.9846,2,1,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,6,17,14,0,2,14,0,18,0,0,8,0,31,46,17,0,5,4,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,1,3,0,0,3,5,2,1,6,4,1,27,12,36,38,3,45,0,0,1,0,12,13,0,3,27,138,39,3,0.09933377683901908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970678170811594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287983530556508,0.0,0.0,0.08265365979301596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519801347866922,0.11221889359263457,0.0,0.06945648639119367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18665470641647428,0.0,0.0,0.12110589675656587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562482735313722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927479354400482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534797795037586,0.0,0.0,0.3069801183109551,0.0,0.10379559709588428,0.09529001013580732,0.1129073490508002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784053080390873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316267349808802,0.10495158903321694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985734460595158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05459124594803432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16890004971811767,0.0,0.09399202143532424,0.26522426951785416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302175546752994,0.1473094737448331,0.0,0.09593718065906698,0.10564259858542513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578723042978698,0.0,0.0755478134374899,0.0,0.0,0.11029840381979583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090386575959006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25454304411920314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125258051960864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994504395333361,0.20106217067666451,0.07915615935325625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165532708915712,0.0,0.10125827608989106,0.0,0.07647199441992772,0.0982436452518868,0.0,0.1406179170296025,0.10587658933083073,0.07932808249831112,0.0,0.11378650575529735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984072712661229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533417106028215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05792232409590487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036348103180033,0.06744111403333324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17576890568720102,0.0,0.15935912811841607,0.0,0.08931299488529716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919030864955773 socialanxiety,nojox,2020/02/06,"Social anxiety explained simply by Dr. Harry Barry https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZE9vllbn9Rc&t=1375 (starts at 22:55) Explains the basic fear behind social anxiety as the fear of being exposed as weak, leading to more unpleasant or embarrassing things being done by others.",17.56947368421053,19.468405947368414,12.62526315789474,38.386842105263185,42.15789473684211,12.86315789473684,42.6842105263158,12.161744961471696,6.2846947368421056,238,9,19,5,2,67,31,38,0.40299999999999997,0.597,0.0,-0.9535,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,3,2,0,3,2,0,1,0,4,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,17,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28234957135008515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39870185979878575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666744370871095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5864732591328875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5312781575529114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18444721449754573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17312467140478605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,JessieTheNerd,2020/02/06,"How do you reprogram yourself to not care what people think I saw some people on this sub saying how things got better for them when they realized it doesn't matter what others think of you. But I don't even know how to begin to teach myself to do that. Have any of you successfully taught yourself to stop caring about the little things? If so, how did you do it? It just seems like it's impossible to just stop caring about stuff",6.009999999999998,5.998409302325584,6.073813953488372,82.15141860465117,66.44186046511628,8.74046511627907,24.17674418604652,8.238735603445708,1.1821190697674415,344,6,69,4,5,109,57,86,0.085,0.754,0.161,0.8503,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,4,2,2,11,6,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,4,0,18,18,8,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,12,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,2,9,6,12,14,1,6,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,3,5,54,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384678300674996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18008436451449564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6228090976747162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134488358876531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285263018726853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190361885279368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947790624700613,0.20407962403428928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823274056865241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16192591688990207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18536699338294269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404690250742776,0.0,0.0,0.23309491782922198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705506904575441,0.2609415305533766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Ghtyt4512,2020/02/06,"I'm flaky but I don't mean to be. Any advice? So to give a bit of context: I have no friends. I'm 20 yrs old and literally only have my bf. While he is wonderful and all, I want to be able to have friends and people that can be in my wedding party someday. I work roughly 30 hrs a week and am also in college so I'm consistently drowning in work. I suck at putting myself out there and when I do see people I think I can connect with, i can usually handle a conversation or two, but then I often forget within my day to day that they're there until they reach out and reinitiate the convo and then I apologize profusely and feel terrible. Anybody have any advice on how to not be this way? I just wanna find a second best friend.",1.5505602240896366,3.3587600457516373,3.942731092436976,86.26014705882353,79.26143790849673,6.7243697478991615,24.00046685340803,7.7094869923839395,1.221211391223156,569,20,120,9,14,198,96,153,0.08,0.727,0.193,0.9607,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,3,9,6,1,0,5,0,15,0,0,1,1,27,26,20,1,2,5,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,11,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,2,0,2,0,3,17,4,18,22,3,20,0,0,1,0,10,8,1,3,10,87,20,3,0.17519980126471138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34240643621915096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14010721777344493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23828374543436784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838613824585464,0.0,0.1912728066303673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22597875579561602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858628368445907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601294443439289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4060767955656545,0.0,0.0,0.16806761375198145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19084394515898348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838427196485352,0.0,0.0,0.1332473436672201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24292296496940405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176124190780847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396115584132386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226095839251042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17114474830882384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929578290515956,0.0,0.10333738205625484,0.13906544736443488,0.14053471268544934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18999671094841944,0.2550950838805443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SparePartsAccount1,2020/02/06,"Severe Anxiety + Jury Duty I got summoned for jury duty 6 months ago. I postponed, desperately hoping I wouldn't get summoned again. No such luck. And my severe anxiety, a large part of it being social, is really making this a bitch. Problem is, I suffer from anxiety (obviously). Except I essentially consider it debilitating. It actively affects my ability to do simple, every day things that are just about required for living normally: driving, shopping, phone calls, etc. I drive, but only short distances, and only places I know the routes by heart. If highway is involved, I essentially won't drive myself. The courthouse? No non-highway routes in a downtown area that's a convoluted mess of one-way-only streets that alternate direction every other road or so. The drive alone is enough to deter me from going. The parking is of course in a parking garage, which I avoid at all costs, and parking needs to be validated - I literally didnt even know what that was prior to this. I'm not a bad driver, I just hate it, and every aspect makes me anxious. Literally every yellow light makes my heart rate pick up worrying if I should stop or go. Then there's the actual courthouse part. I've been there before, and it was absolutely awful. Everyone there is short and condescending with you. My social anxiety is a disaster. Between the excessive number of people that will be present and how rude all the workers are, just thinking about it gets me worked up. I literally cried a little when I got my notice just thinking about the drive + speaking with a judge + whatever else will be involved and all the many ways Ill probably find myself embarrassed by my crippling anxiety. Other threads talks about asking for medical exemptions and showing your medications, doctors note, etc. Except I don't take anything for my anxiety (even though I clearly should) because going to the doctors is always a nightmare. I always end up with condescending nurses or nurse practitioners that have literally scoffed at me, rolled their eyes, straight up talked down to me, etc when I start freaking out. I also get what I call ""medical anxiety"", where completely normal medical things freak me out. Such as BP machines - being able to notably feel my heart rate in my arm freaks me out because I focus on it too much, and can typically feel my pulse increase, which freaks me out more. I MAYBE go to a doctor once a year, not at all if I can help it, because of how terrible my experiences always are. I'm aware that this is something I desperately need to do... And I'm working on it... But at this point, I don't have a doctor I can go to and get a note, nor medications to show for my anxiety. I'm at a loss. I don't know what to do. I've been freaking out about this for literally 6 months now, ever since the first summons I was able to postpone (online with no phone calls...). Its ridiculous and excessive, but I can't help it, and Im genuinely considering just.... Not. Which is contempt of court, which I'm frankly considering just to avoid all of this. Idk if I'm looking for suggestions or just to vent. Again, I know this is pretty bad and I really need to seek medical/professional assistance, but until then, I'm at a loss.",5.658670931058992,6.993680973466005,6.603647239990528,73.28936567164183,67.62354892205639,9.656621653636579,32.433428097607205,9.899998389431053,3.3663766406064908,2549,109,442,59,42,848,273,603,0.187,0.745,0.068,-0.9967,0,3,1,0,0,0,102.0,0,2,1,7,32,23,5,3,27,1,43,15,5,7,8,89,81,39,0,14,24,0,2,0,0,6,10,1,0,0,36,24,0,6,9,3,2,11,14,21,0,1,8,7,56,2,69,62,14,63,0,3,3,0,19,31,1,10,20,308,92,10,0.12714164252886428,0.0,0.06203595135287256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056351697407049636,0.0,0.0,0.06584019887337324,0.0,0.05083756279766126,0.158688047532963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890520341304088,0.0718169333139407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052313369315616816,0.0,0.05943013645217145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615796080164536,0.11625654779930213,0.0,0.05409408668380489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19473874846469352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666527966102689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982956210318013,0.040997920632731284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26026971716195485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05310526393681583,0.0,0.0563048788208724,0.06568565191783811,0.21269480969260116,0.08397585578892597,0.05750344733188141,0.21424463480929204,0.060744643985860575,0.0,0.06218446148083447,0.0,0.0,0.06428663464151227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05810257895315945,0.054073308092356887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285252128711128,0.0,0.18064381357363854,0.0,0.1016867861404162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276302489084946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22599518783976816,0.08522036295629573,0.0,0.0,0.06314016940626448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866739577328544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397474433853175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371466356093794,0.05613419984792965,0.0,0.05338347914166497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730205048857665,0.06445083492719371,0.06386543445924962,0.0,0.0,0.32020457217159515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148324606451524,0.0,0.0467318681818004,0.14141087539387506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457181495154818,0.0,0.07237580135412236,0.0,0.06770084991945721,0.04307723371456484,0.09669694836503634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137682008996143,0.0,0.04407200315188478,0.0,0.06641797786173963,0.0,0.06009497400020908,0.0,0.0,0.06467437934871224,0.06854009733426618,0.06082869052311901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145019185181182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436338666278814,0.0,0.05258644027267904,0.0,0.0,0.12960489323358648,0.0,0.04893992399868447,0.0,0.0,0.044995754488186455,0.0,0.0,0.05314805309001187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04779734610453133,0.10219163622487888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446725781788761,0.08146723077797882,0.062458009125615485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091911788307983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925606300106674,0.06455925479512817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040937524643048284 socialanxiety,frozenflame21,2020/02/06,"Anyone use Kick, the online propranolol prescription service? I got a couple questions I’m a college student living across the country from my family, I want to use propranolol just for presentations and big moments like that because I completely freak out, shake, and can’t really control my voice. I read you need to submit a pic of your drivers license, which is fine but my address on my license is across the country from where I’m at now (college). Do you think I can still get it sent to me? And will they send anything in the mail to my license address? I really don’t need my mom questioning my mental health lol, it’s not a great relationship. Last, anyone have a time frame for how long it takes to get approved and get the pills?",5.995438184663537,6.712905288732397,6.268967136150238,78.21914710485133,66.53521126760563,9.128012519561816,33.383411580594675,9.150863307647796,2.9451571205007823,589,25,107,10,9,189,92,142,0.069,0.84,0.091,0.4661,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,1,2,5,5,0,1,10,1,8,2,0,4,0,18,22,6,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,1,2,1,2,0,5,5,0,1,3,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,2,1,18,3,16,19,0,18,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,2,8,68,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395895715903437,0.0,0.14098630354309513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443844566779327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17963154615786295,0.0,0.1921561366904465,0.0,0.18956842715051875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16151045091497074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685315360732084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370246677347423,0.1888869885736338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821110142327658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396531637905383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837009941735009,0.0,0.15128357134026932,0.15161769224789118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17265582608595648,0.0,0.0,0.200654376190088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540714016754412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3838475799910721,0.0,0.1713718812511682,0.0,0.21951102791298915,0.0,0.0,0.1839394896893542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13682078009105558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881546791206472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977847419828417,0.0,0.0,0.09990128738656164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959404793442376,0.0,0.0,0.1010522294858445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rad-bubbles,2020/02/06,"I guess I just need to vent. I’m 19, F. Been called “shy” my whole life. I used to hide under tables during birthday parties when I was 5 so they wouldn’t have to call on me to participate in games. Hid behind my parents when strangers tried to talk to me. We had a computer shop a couple of years ago and whenever I saw a customer about to approach the desk and I was the only one around, I’d crouch under the desk just so I won’t have to talk to them. In fourth grade I became the most self-conscious I’ve ever been, because I let a toxic classmate boss me around and destroy my self-esteem, ‘cause she was the smartest & most popular and I had a bad obsession with her validation. I finally realized it was better to distance myself from her a year later and things were much better for me, but the effect of her bullying stayed with me until I grew up. In middle school, I felt really isolated and grew even more self-conscious and shy after my group of friends in elementary moved away. Eighth grade was the toughest for me, because I was at the epitome of social awkwardness at that point. But I found a friend who turned out to be a true one, and he helped me alot in finding my footing. Then came high school, and I felt I was improving bit by bit. I went from not wanting to be the center of attention to singing in front of big crowds. I gained more friends at school, and I grew more confident about presenting in class, which was one thing I dreaded the most in life. (I used to skip class to avoid presenting in front.) And I thought my past was all behind me... until now. I just graduated high school and recently moved to the US from the Philippines. Transitioning from a small family of three to living with my aunt and seven other people has me a bit overwhelmed. I now am far away from the people I’ve considered my comfort zone, including my parents, who’ve been my safety net my entire life. Now I feel myself going back to square one. I started becoming more quiet and timid in social situations, especially in large groups. I wither from group conversations, retreat to my the solace of my room when I’m feeling awkward, and my aunt has noticed my behavior and she’s trying to get it out of me, but it’s been 4 months and nothing’s changed. I know they’re getting disappointed and tired of trying to get me to change and open up and I’m feeling so bad about myself because of that. So... I don’t know. I guess I just want to vent to someone who’d understand.",4.707729424058024,5.523432539553754,5.459081689101975,82.53236707849284,69.44624746450305,8.572106460138915,28.732497387669802,8.754623652393294,2.074367680865449,1954,68,391,32,33,636,235,493,0.10099999999999999,0.7909999999999999,0.10800000000000001,0.5348,2,1,0,0,0,0,55.0,2,0,2,4,22,19,1,7,25,0,28,5,1,5,3,70,57,33,0,4,8,4,5,0,3,2,4,1,1,0,11,30,0,1,14,3,1,11,4,11,0,6,23,8,70,8,80,28,14,70,0,2,2,0,32,35,0,6,23,271,81,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960188367283528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085074726447175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397961654462752,0.0,0.0,0.1475413692790588,0.060375854649909313,0.1311192808495097,0.14359238653776854,0.08671747818116125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388864070720396,0.2571654903559262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603522678808428,0.08980420896136929,0.0,0.0806600947601547,0.16612425432014424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687919055319168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051860707085075466,0.07102444888341418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402022294689517,0.0,0.11910388875376199,0.0,0.15078008377590785,0.08601314290633648,0.07176445657311503,0.0,0.0,0.08609144657222033,0.1819895190426669,0.0,0.12306797520412775,0.0,0.04462385438986555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299388782477712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052629273491048935,0.16591814319884932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630339231684073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029045253926963,0.1663797464304018,0.0,0.0,0.06933324509572826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267269143910888,0.16690540909093346,0.05772010787020299,0.05822044855272924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534058696916454,0.08939379536680407,0.0,0.0,0.2128245818961681,0.05971683251176969,0.0,0.0,0.17437093166626874,0.0,0.07495476152796274,0.10886963757093744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742253309509245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05030094069261093,0.0,0.07752751385857509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178595229810573,0.0,0.0,0.2457356567104013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825804696977864,0.0,0.16007937856980722,0.06652844248828685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055575775243043884,0.08369023886069353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262203394776696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432836140386648,0.0,0.0,0.06233489238868476,0.0,0.09024542755637917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15992665550015153,0.08540554520895682,0.0,0.08174049349672317,0.0944480483628474,0.1356294910699244,0.0,0.0,0.09262445264004517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278740577203498,0.0,0.08766306461456201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011266371437756 socialanxiety,valentineskies,2020/02/06,"Practicing social skills at a party this friday I'm invited to a person I went to school with's party and there will be other people I know and heard of too, I want to go so I can have some time being around people, especially my own age, since I'm isolated at home almost every day. Luckily I have my CBD hemp flower to smoke (I packed 6!) & avoid further awkwardness since I won't be twerking OR drinking alcohol, I'm hoping there will be an area where the stoners gather but if it's mostly guys then I'll stay away, I need to bring my own water too just in case and stay hydrated to not pass out feel sick or panic. It starts at 9pm... I'm getting there exactly at 9pm to avoid arriving when it's already crowded and my Lyft ride is planned to take me back home before midnight cause that's when shit gets demonic af",5.9735087719298265,4.992281555555554,7.001286549707602,78.70789473684212,66.77777777777777,10.173099415204678,30.695906432748536,9.444778638647367,2.501039766081872,650,20,134,11,9,220,116,171,0.128,0.82,0.052000000000000005,-0.9405,1,2,3,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,12,6,1,4,4,0,11,5,1,1,1,25,28,12,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,2,2,6,7,3,2,2,1,0,5,2,5,0,0,2,2,13,1,18,19,4,26,1,0,0,0,6,11,1,7,8,77,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17748770240725145,0.1663039028641697,0.0,0.18327205772642688,0.0,0.0,0.1799462830344697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784532025588615,0.0,0.0,0.15603647583908473,0.1277043263374648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413208050166529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17060865015311388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710707034750694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269397238686514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139928530630006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397441861302289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17353861029700626,0.0,0.09438639496670813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644440978518326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331811045823325,0.1649536967236121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127255125718238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314530708680385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19485765847625164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302762222616653,0.14501358013847207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16808058655077282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17047747564563814,0.2747641573369999,0.0,0.0,0.16929639604536795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755141155763225,0.3540357527590688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487056983946157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684186911599456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795756428924646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15395668804803225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MrsEmpath,2020/02/06,"Has Anyone Obtained that Carefree/Anxiety-Free Feeling? Has anyone had a moment of ""clarity"" where they experienced how wonderful life would be if they didn't have social anxiety? ..and then later was able to build themselves up to have that feeling permanently -- or to somehow get closer to your less-anxious self? A few weeks ago, I was flying somewhere, stopped at the airport lounge, had a few drinks, and just felt so.. unleashed.. confident, carefree.. like I could do, say, or wear whatever I wanted and just not care how anyone felt about it. This was obviously because of liquid courage, but that moment just stuck with me. I guess that would be my goal: to be so mentally unblocked that at every moment, I'm not pre-planning conversations, worried about how my words sound and how I want to formulate them, and not worrying about how I'm walking or how I twitch when I think too hard. Sometimes I just feel my ""ideal"" me is so unattainable so it would be nice to know if someone was able to get there, and how they were able to do it over time. I already go to therapy but I just feel like my problems will never go away.",7.058943661971827,7.017883685446013,6.899636150234745,77.21029929577467,64.25821596244131,9.729107981220658,35.120892018779344,9.2995712137729,3.1152413145539914,887,37,163,14,12,281,123,213,0.051,0.828,0.121,0.8994,0,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,4,3,24,7,0,0,4,0,24,4,1,7,2,52,44,26,0,10,15,0,7,2,0,4,2,2,0,1,9,7,1,1,9,1,0,3,5,1,0,0,11,10,21,6,21,24,2,21,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,8,13,120,30,1,0.3985810199355126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177726750567454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466146889479221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163779642881347,0.0,0.0,0.2786971166092269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482666290475435,0.0,0.0,0.08099043008580455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545997128557527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607817052857793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015255271923834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119405666513662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687127195987311,0.09491545342739456,0.25513352332588485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882808806091912,0.0,0.1510151859550405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14636064329349632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190167681904396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730165682541222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384318727386723,0.1298177021570086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389197361287142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247008477157568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12712940217858296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565587497448198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860231036105952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13543438511094288,0.11257213491568724,0.0,0.13140227346883726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107719331424376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15193737765886245,0.0,0.0,0.08513154119282568,0.0,0.0,0.07747193267601746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567289416240676,0.0,0.10657255071858923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440813712640268,0.0,0.2698522488850916,0.0,0.2831405207140528,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,stasiegy,2020/02/06,"READ THIS!!! IT WILL HELP! As someone who has had debilitating social anxiety since childhood, ive found a new outlook that has helped me immensely. In this universe, our time is limited. The amount of time we are on this earth compared to the amount of time life has been around and will continue to be around is minuscule. Once today is over, its over for good. Days turn into years, and years turn into decades which turn into a lifetime. If you don’t wake up now your life will pass you by before you realize. You’ll be 70 something in a nursing home alone wishing you did something different. So stop being so anxious to put yourself out there. You are so much more powerful than that wall that you have up. If you mess up, whatever. When’s the last time someone around you said something weird? Or overshared with you? Thats right you cant even remember because you are worried about yourself, just like everyone else on this planet. Don’t be afraid to go to that party or make new friends. You could leave with a lifetime best friend. You could meet your soulmate. But, you aren’t going to stay happy sitting in your room crying every night because you’re too afraid what will come out of your mouth when you open it, or how what you have to say “isn’t important” to the other person. SPEAK YOUR MIND. SCREAM IT FROM THE ROOFTOPS. Because social anxiety is temporary, you WILL grow out of it someday, but the memories you make and the friendships you make today will last forever. Just remember, we are temporary, we will die someday. It isn’t scary, it is inevitable. It could be tomorrow, it could be in 100 years. You aren’t promised tomorrow, so do not be afraid to speak your mind today.",3.936123396727112,6.100359789473687,3.960321760283062,87.21541408668732,73.39628482972138,7.214904909332154,27.634785493144626,8.07648339933343,1.7980438743918623,1344,52,257,21,28,412,168,323,0.085,0.82,0.096,0.6969,4,1,3,0,0,0,43.0,4,27,0,3,17,13,0,3,11,0,45,4,2,4,0,46,57,18,1,7,10,0,0,1,2,8,2,5,2,1,23,19,0,2,4,1,0,6,8,6,0,0,5,5,33,7,41,33,5,56,0,0,0,0,44,24,0,5,25,178,56,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466175815298608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398399085739775,0.10325480920445282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24409335651318825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714787318069915,0.0,0.0777737831718468,0.0,0.09591756973039514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873211108711918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918985296734714,0.0,0.10039746587723956,0.058944768000699865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485769052244687,0.09549246000077066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635210308379492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06036815112504286,0.0,0.07700756586753671,0.08733562316750898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021424213749296,0.14122921965717214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038882706003271,0.07666111131614775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729589255599398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252559266100604,0.0,0.09168060917035267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900470263472929,0.0,0.0967783017508116,0.0,0.0,0.12911557697789647,0.04465291515256991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830285467227275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845737895209526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671887521538431,0.0,0.0,0.17654737036571996,0.0,0.08577173249450183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733690953991077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980604651476303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918811994369732,0.0,0.0,0.09142369393107334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070744092037978,0.0780542125081351,0.08694134118204468,0.07268412153683111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560616426436613,0.0,0.0,0.1863394593068728,0.1548840845404674,0.21109015444343698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741913042075001,0.0,0.07641362319674606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21318187452148196,0.0,0.2599065814520233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982474680667082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510429340937777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282008056669053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17657380096596306 socialanxiety,ABlueJayOnReddit,2020/02/06,"I'm terrible at starting conversations/keeping them going I've recently come to realize that I'm really bad at conversation. I'm too nervous to jump into a conversation, most of the time i don't know what to talk about, and that's probably why i have no friends. &#x200B; Also, since i have no friends, i'm mostly in my thoughts alone all the time, so now i'm depressed, too. &#x200B; Screw the personality RNG &#x200B; Thanks for your time. Just wanted to rant.",7.421348314606746,7.443773831460677,7.792449438202247,70.89833707865168,63.494382022471896,11.164943820224721,38.0247191011236,10.793553405168565,4.182620674157303,377,18,68,9,5,124,61,89,0.237,0.6679999999999999,0.095,-0.8923,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,1,0,7,8,1,1,4,0,3,1,0,0,1,11,15,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,5,0,0,1,0,6,3,11,14,3,13,0,1,0,1,8,4,1,2,6,39,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387980267719996,0.0,0.10717090049779014,0.0,0.43561214846043933,0.4885248219738013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118960432800767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154411440871944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542601133169575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070776773370804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616321123455748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191177486606536,0.0,0.0,0.07365055741105188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701580444789265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448969516409266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585276246639834,0.0,0.13232259954312134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085771716529924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485575746951952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771532971744564,0.0,0.1233820318750576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639209994735532,0.23443382077784966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790448948030717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092673755364672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4885248219738013,0.0 socialanxiety,ddietcherry,2020/02/06,"I applied to jobs today i already posted this in another sub but i just wanted to post it on here because i’m happy. i never thought i would have made so much progress in such a short time. don’t get me wrong! i’m still super anxious about going to interviews and everything but it’s now or never. i’m ready to transition into adult hood and make some money 🥳",1.2182999999999993,3.4650512800000013,3.327583333333333,87.90337500000004,82.86666666666667,5.883333333333333,22.708333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.968633333333334,286,10,57,4,8,97,58,75,0.115,0.703,0.183,0.8174,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,7,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,2,15,12,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,6,2,9,9,2,14,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,6,37,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469356988733824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346422983584847,0.0,0.2527963444452973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640808161041632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20110999793812184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691056058085507,0.0,0.12717361661336538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382072676052845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22205714229976006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117365326388633,0.14936817599467153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16449665699057972,0.0,0.34517035336986795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42861950346952177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17870296725812884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17764834110955574,0.13048205453151582,0.0,0.2121077432763037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198531133320385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895974876644842,0.24465730703513386,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cerealkilleryumyum,2020/02/07,"Instagram Recently picked up Instagram again, after not having it for a few years. After a day I’ve only got 10 followers, and I know it’s stupid to value your self worth on the amount of followers that you have but I can’t help it. I know I could just delete it, but I’m trying to branch out. I’m also posting music stuff to get myself out there. My brain is telling me to delete it, but in order to grow I don’t think I should. Ugh. Uuuuuuuugh. Ugh.",0.7222105263157914,2.809247589473689,3.2686842105263167,88.54828947368422,83.63157894736842,6.326315789473685,17.921052631578945,7.554174236665415,0.34287368421052644,351,8,78,6,10,122,67,95,0.105,0.821,0.073,-0.5994,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,0,4,3,1,0,3,0,7,1,1,1,0,14,16,5,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,3,0,1,3,3,3,0,0,1,0,11,0,14,13,2,16,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,6,52,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268373790329303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166508053381435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264740165750661,0.0,0.0,0.1829328620481525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819710106200884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22686339372896985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190126775453233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31177678511307944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21573105712117768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716613775403564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28007333639792065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29591217285932075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247150755803192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479254184193665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817535311468328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19258191815014192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18266337493567394 socialanxiety,yeetreltiHflodA,2020/02/07,"Does anybody else not talk because of the possibility of saying the wrong thing? For me when I am unsure of something I want to say I feel like I am unable to say it, for example if in my other language I'm not sure about the grammar I just won't say it, even though it is probably right. Also, sometimes when I want to say something or approach someone I keep making up excuses in my mind, almost as if I am procrastinating, and my voice feels dry, like it doesn't want to work. Does this resonate with anyone else?",7.357115384615383,5.73076432692308,7.952769230769231,75.0922307692308,64.38461538461539,10.243076923076924,35.223076923076924,8.841846274778883,2.856894615384616,406,15,81,5,5,136,66,104,0.07,0.8390000000000001,0.091,-0.1336,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,1,1,18,14,9,0,5,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,6,0,0,7,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,8,12,3,15,13,0,7,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,4,4,55,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485759850640855,0.0,0.0,0.11865531832445853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374714884186764,0.15202757357290006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904479347376282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25968767182968444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478963054230897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800019269080923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500455701969198,0.10599902640470207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318823889672751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14497691937240353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904136818542406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981630712243693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672703558268827,0.0,0.0,0.15997318950075354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671131587717946,0.0,0.5899682020588458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571753355726625,0.22845242538282576,0.14674652600923158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984154534969195,0.0,0.0,0.11925808849866912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985736610178,0.0,0.14577754217306374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262546002073815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801866192859096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16222461219708165,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dhheeh,2020/02/07,"Extreme anxiety around girls I genuinely will feel faint and dizzy sometimes try to avoid making eye contact so i don't go red and sweat. Girl who's interested in me sat beside me in computer suite and initially i was going to turn around and try and talk to her but then as my head turned round I already felt my body heating up without having even looked in her eyes yet. Decided not to say anything to her the entire time so that i wouldn't end up embarrassing myself. My eyes also get watery when I look certain people, especially girls, in the eye. How can I stop this from happening.",6.074807453416147,6.480055660869567,6.516273291925469,77.60521739130434,66.30434782608695,9.701863354037268,31.211180124223603,9.606745405546679,2.7728136645962738,471,17,89,9,7,153,84,115,0.064,0.871,0.065,0.2677,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,2,2,0,6,8,7,2,1,19,18,13,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,3,3,7,0,2,3,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,3,11,16,2,16,13,0,16,0,0,8,0,10,8,0,0,6,58,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090328064097689,0.15148137103897272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490794870059828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587885161092582,0.33725296251947595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21040606503851947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677724062798963,0.0,0.0,0.12511199464564782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577787583697654,0.0,0.18187562505747756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896561205468404,0.0,0.2153067223836484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16750598556095894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944024750509797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181349445643303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644121185768342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132194177862047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063663960328338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18734402527410784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583659701030649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15225089788109153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104539771660179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572113390047916,0.4120752961336562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18259685135258674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AsterGrace,2020/02/07,"Um... My first post just feel i just wanted to let it out there. I just wanted to know what is wrong with me. I have lived a very passive life. Its just i' am scared of being judged by others that i try to keep my mouth shut from saying anything i want, about anything. I don't like people saying stuff about me whether its good or bad. I always feel i need to be liked or just feel if i don't get enough likes on a post, its a feeling of embarrassment. I don't post any pictures anywhere because because i think i wont get any likes. I hate seeing other people post and see how happy they are with thier lives. I don't ask anybody to come out with me or make with any plans with friends, feel they might say no. I don't like to pick up anybody's phone call because i' am afraid they might say something and i wont know how to answer back or forced to say yes to them. I don't know how to stand up for myself and just always agree with what other people say. I feel if i don't agree they might not like me or might get angry about what i have said. I have many friends not sure to call them friends because i feel every person i meet i just become what they need or acting more like them so they would like me. I feel like i have to put in so much effort to make them happy same even in my past relationships. In my relationships, I feel like if i don't make them happy, they might leave me or not see me as special anymore. I need to always do something to make it exciting or they might find me boring. Always comparing my self to others, to all the exes that my partners have been with. All this is just so draining. I get so sensitive to simple criticism, i take everything so seriously even if i someone jokingly says something about me i take it a wrong way, feel like they are trying to attack me. I feel like people are always talking behind my back trying to judge me. This is so difficult to deal with. My mind is always creating something and because i think they might judge me or say something, i end up doin extra for that person or going back and reading my old messages with that person to see that i haven't said anything so they cant say anything about me. I' am never able to take sides on anything or ever give my opinons on anything to the point where i really don't have any opinons anymore or don't know how to ever argue my points across. I don't sound confident when i speak and people always view my words as doubtful. I' am very scared of rejection, even if i' am ever rejected from something i never bring it up so there is no confrontation. Iam jealous of everyone because i feel they are so free and are able to say what they want, but it always has to be me who has to be careful with my words. I honestly feel like ill be happier if just was alone didn't have anyone in my life. I' am not that close with my parents and even my only sister. I have never celebrated my birthday with friends because i feel it might be boring to them or they might not want to come, usually its just my family. I don't ever ask for anything because i really don't even know what i like or want. Usually if i ask for anything its to spend on others to make them happy or i wouldnt need anything. I know that all this is probably in my head, but i' am not able to able to do anything about it. These thoughts just end up ruining my whole day and i' am not able to move forward in life. I' am 24 yr old female who wants so much out of life but i really don't know why i' am like this.",4.152490281681722,4.398781280605228,5.084287123975841,86.76002437055203,70.44429160935351,7.8623168470785245,26.39581962801268,7.586124646067393,1.2191788409784103,2729,77,593,28,46,894,231,727,0.121,0.7979999999999999,0.08,-0.9514,1,2,6,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,21,3,47,51,5,5,6,1,72,7,2,10,11,146,136,52,0,20,44,2,14,15,5,13,5,14,0,5,38,27,0,1,26,2,2,8,32,20,1,1,6,33,118,32,87,110,10,59,0,3,5,0,61,26,0,32,36,420,156,1,0.1834397191280129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037997645298383384,0.0,0.0,0.24421846618243065,0.0,0.0,0.09979623953844187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07276916386082043,0.025653063360044158,0.0,0.3019105175306557,0.0,0.10289482490570301,0.041737832545160634,0.0,0.08463229257079972,0.030632900637940788,0.1789170402472332,0.040518951530021975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492498520793542,0.0,0.03740580385348248,0.0,0.0,0.06320683006640103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023660688649648112,0.03782365912198887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498925734166316,0.03790845327741662,0.0,0.12116020442285773,0.13274538245872428,0.030911175011112464,0.03505690255265555,0.0329727582581774,0.0,0.03458612829539392,0.0,0.2597073744663278,0.13104937199804145,0.0,0.0,0.03353211599845759,0.031206746276012762,0.0,0.0,0.11338005756512393,0.0,0.07667174563935136,0.035194418759182285,0.020850603950087192,0.03077210663321045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621999364758926,0.0,0.036221748999311916,0.03765241483711818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032609930181389205,0.0,0.0,0.1411391411775138,0.0,0.0,0.038847235190415205,0.0,0.03751590824592208,0.10365511886169132,0.2688581426034877,0.0,0.06479225310459384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244743695071204,0.03719581663867921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502809958614924,0.03704436470671231,0.0,0.0,0.038993478148233306,0.053939720161476586,0.1088145819017443,0.08488801205489648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699565093707668,0.0,0.0,0.027902834501436075,0.0,0.0,0.040737619892901866,0.0,0.035022793708911884,0.12717400402869974,0.09610349228566252,0.0,0.0,0.06936393101324559,0.0,0.1405476348022139,0.0,0.03955580863649792,0.0,0.0,0.03688151682281003,0.0,0.0,0.03669787210424115,0.0,0.07050970878952002,0.0,0.0,0.07877824317801599,0.0,0.0,0.06979727206549577,0.29175725476359915,0.07346206406595245,0.0,0.11694216489962225,0.0,0.03827352675334119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031085575746555356,0.16946502940627384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04199891816665795,0.0,0.0,0.03457795287164981,0.0,0.08275430365772518,0.029488379532407013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0470163060184053,0.0,0.029126129314435638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472611679310698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081317378047799,0.06054279185685445,0.15147649874131658,0.029121182125543457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03310516285798612,0.040960779079277615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02606206266517585,0.08022501440677497,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Fight_Or_Run,2020/02/07,"I suddenly ran after seeing a classmate. Even though it was easier to just greet eachother i surprised myself by suddenly breaking into a sprint. I'm 100% sure that my classmate saw me too and I want to know how can I try to fix this. This only happened a few minutes ago so I created this account to ask for help. Any suggestions?",1.6174230769230782,4.258007107692308,3.554134615384616,84.05274038461542,85.61538461538461,6.3269230769230775,26.586538461538463,7.645422480735847,2.0019615384615386,262,12,47,5,8,88,51,65,0.0,0.755,0.245,0.9172,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,7,10,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,8,2,8,7,1,7,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,4,34,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140405953933429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24091698801761502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311963311581227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23399319775699146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31328140292109624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374609351082641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19469852881455696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694396853561012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28230877506184765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338970003752098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480702671866166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405273126831345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20895869996701605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,OliveWorm,2020/02/07,"Just a question Who else absolutely dreads the moment the teacher goes, “Go get yourself a partner.”",9.234705882352939,10.128654823529416,8.392941176470586,65.16823529411766,59.58823529411765,9.15294117647059,46.41176470588235,8.841846274778883,4.804458823529412,80,5,11,1,1,25,15,17,0.161,0.8390000000000001,0.0,-0.4005,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.523262128576575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272589566552618,0.0,0.3559875590382001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7016916544298111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rafadmell,2020/02/07,"I’m going to a new school Monday. How can I make friends? It’s the 6th time I change schools, but I never get used to it. It’s a private school and I think everyone is just going to look down on me... also, everyone already knows each other so I don’t think anyone will want to talk to me. How can I initiate a conversation without freaking out and breaking down?",1.0299000000000014,3.229857240000001,3.170250000000003,89.03137500000004,83.26666666666667,5.883333333333333,24.041666666666664,7.1686216300943375,1.0543666666666671,283,11,59,4,8,96,51,75,0.0,0.8959999999999999,0.10400000000000001,0.7057,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,4,1,16,16,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,1,8,1,10,15,1,11,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,4,41,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158823217527064,0.15644506067660158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678888755081398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069503627487624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.373865267773368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114307916278671,0.0,0.10220848330458214,0.0,0.222361819254488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751300837744784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16427974068477724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058439414315234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15088174295102175,0.18894045608934107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5939633305198387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723980311048524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507033217336282,0.0,0.0,0.11407329522561485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896131447644538,0.0,0.0,0.1153875101002546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885801223825889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,invaderxanny,2020/02/07,"Don’t want to go to my best friends party Tonight my best friend is having a small party in a hotel room for her birthday. She had one last year and I didn’t end up going because I was too anxious. Honestly ever since I’ve graduated high school I lost touch with a lot of people and my anxiety worsened. I used to be able to go to parties and not give a fuck but that’s because I always had another girl friend to go with. I just can’t bring myself to go tonight. I know her friends, most of them we went to high school with, but I was never that close to any of them. Although they’re nice to me, I still feel awkward around them. I feel really weird sitting in a hotel room with everyone. I would bring my boyfriend with me but he doesn’t smoke or drink and I know he’s going to feel uncomfortable. What do I do",2.1836710963455133,3.6010740116279085,3.5398006644518283,91.5661627906977,76.32558139534882,6.542192691029903,23.913621262458467,7.1686216300943375,0.7371365448504985,638,20,144,7,14,209,98,172,0.083,0.731,0.18600000000000005,0.9508,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,3,3,5,12,1,1,5,0,14,2,0,1,2,30,33,9,0,2,6,0,4,0,4,1,0,0,2,1,3,12,1,0,5,3,0,9,6,4,0,1,7,4,27,8,24,24,4,28,0,1,0,1,15,10,1,3,8,93,30,3,0.13016876730443994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831084199983072,0.0,0.0,0.08851922544424733,0.1364933021426058,0.09957875070031272,0.14705365598747128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587780028222197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15869934473193864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732081810225173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751583619107434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529089169466933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774510232943505,0.0,0.12438183541936605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19745171964889766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022722668872877,0.12033892786138263,0.0,0.1248697427050144,0.4438674611971975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750608988367734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307470060632604,0.10610491874705824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209458615384524,0.11066483108306578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039417799514527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820572551966467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024263347259873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338944549700547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634754837818244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767694944115856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039529457151772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242402127703616,0.0,0.0,0.07677691151262735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206677513962906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246815756868836,0.0,0.0,0.08382441839338298 socialanxiety,Souris_Modeste,2020/02/07,"Being in a good mood, then something small happens, and you turn a complete 180? Ahh man, this just happened to me today in my second hour class. Started the day off in a “let’s just get this over with” kinda mood. I walked in sort of late and my teacher jokingly goes “were you vaping in the bathroom” and as much as I’d like to genuinely chuckle at that, being at school puts me on an uncomfortable edge already so I just said no quietly. Then from my reaction she goes “you don’t like being the center of attention huh?” and almost instantly my heart kind of dropped and my throat felt like it was closing up. Honestly I don’t even know why but from hearing that, my mood was instantly killed and I started to feel anxious and uncomfortable. It affected me enough that I started crying on and off for the duration of the class/half of the next until I finally called my older sibling to pick me up because I could not handle it. Anyway, just needed to get that out. It’s almost like I have a false sense of calmness when I’m at school, and anything said to me about my social flaws really hurt and it’s just a downward spiral from there :/",4.3682964601769925,5.493840110619472,5.269192477876106,82.44325774336285,70.46017699115046,8.304867256637168,28.72676991150443,8.660442795831766,2.132761946902655,899,33,175,15,16,294,129,226,0.128,0.797,0.075,-0.9467,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,0,0,11,15,1,0,12,1,11,2,2,2,0,32,27,18,1,2,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,4,0,1,11,13,0,0,4,1,0,2,4,2,0,1,6,6,25,10,37,16,2,37,0,1,0,0,10,20,0,4,18,124,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708015599251397,0.0,0.14921585804135554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527572708936866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127246958560864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242732433640658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807217128342725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417729613029888,0.0,0.0,0.10796015971156428,0.0,0.14853005889228607,0.08720409211564467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971580880485554,0.0,0.08930987414348447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837002368124435,0.0,0.12982999135819415,0.14812414638020116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129111093097266,0.0,0.0,0.11341401178848755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391447523652757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239993387079245,0.16023337178989866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316198608292446,0.0,0.14475311524677714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959811396588873,0.1408082036949668,0.0743119939854325,0.0,0.1525312137082385,0.0,0.0,0.1382690405559315,0.0,0.2642417339669935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940041042980076,0.10026205243001447,0.0,0.0,0.14380533022013298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359309206086382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662378388297715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572455870894834,0.0,0.0,0.2736946292129882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783719849387668,0.0,0.10409702674302708,0.0,0.0,0.28712289735505103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817036602884152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707779593623538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201274925335595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Northface93,2020/02/07,"Anybody in NYC want to be friends? M27 here. Grew up in Brooklyn, have SA my whole life, I’m tired of it, I want to meet up with someone so we can discuss our feelings, and help each other beat this SA. I know it won’t be a miracle cure but it could be a start. Two people tackling it together is better than one. Feel free to DM me,",-0.3141666666666687,1.6545281388888888,1.8505555555555588,97.82500000000003,87.05555555555556,4.711111111111111,21.5,5.985473137389443,0.01813333333333312,254,9,61,2,8,85,58,72,0.025,0.755,0.22,0.9178,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,2,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,0,0,11,15,3,0,3,1,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,6,4,10,10,2,6,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623860857195747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368718915625312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30001691140174674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292113800060357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19885587591618745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630455403932432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095512504509987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010355446796012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20567799727967656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513728734370243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20998901813752532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409857737672705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28980964464620873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499747467372174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.331228503513181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,atunee,2020/02/07,"Talking out loud Whenever I get called on in class, I get so nervous that my eyes twitch and my vision literally gets blurry?? DOES THIS HAPPEN FO ANYONE ELSE it’s so annoying/scary",1.5828571428571436,4.33182442857143,3.3228571428571456,83.70714285714288,90.42857142857142,6.2285714285714295,21.285714285714285,7.554174236665415,1.3776857142857142,145,5,26,3,5,48,31,35,0.13,0.812,0.057999999999999996,-0.3614,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,13,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483051389421077,0.3638579777897143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36261281160028574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107641229423375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966535815607644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5565998547633195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31402762131052003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854285304723672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Stillinroute96,2020/02/07,social isolation help? I am at grad school and I don't have the same interest as my classmates I have social anxiety so i do not enjoy going out to bars and drinking. I also am in a commuter school so no one lives close by. I have class from 9-5 and not a lot of money. I find i am socially isolated and my anxiety around people is getting worse and I am getting depressed. I am also in a new state so i am not close to any old friends. I know this is temporary since i am graduating in a year and i do call my family once a week and text people on occasion. I was wondering if there are any online forums of things that don't cost money to help with socializing when feeling isolated and anxious?,1.9149920424403173,3.7277743241379326,4.466206896551725,82.90832891246689,78.17241379310343,8.047745358090186,25.636604774535808,8.841846274778883,2.0773713527851463,547,21,112,13,13,193,85,145,0.174,0.737,0.09,-0.8812,0,1,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,6,0,18,2,0,0,0,23,24,16,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,13,2,0,4,2,3,1,6,1,0,1,1,1,18,3,16,23,2,16,0,1,0,0,8,9,0,3,5,84,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265842508991616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926786671618782,0.0,0.21675179449763365,0.1600449071642249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611486374839176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446592211666199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201873918382215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13878104578989695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355230884585031,0.0,0.07163177260803533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948230209038147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945261302140538,0.0,0.14803172771930104,0.0,0.08051338601942913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18991461273095545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778572182456981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509574537424625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044136201919978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13682417176483036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14865709838798585,0.15087216538380635,0.09599813794055262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19642998740007853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867518597803781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718952011982207,0.0,0.0,0.5776521538430044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941181543967175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363780219607204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536332785266101,0.0,0.0,0.1443721480685235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122977031599347 socialanxiety,chickenbreastfillet,2020/02/07,"Am I allowed to say I have anxiety when I’m not actually diagnosed? Lately I’ve seen many discussions about it online. It’s all about people saying they have anxiety, depression, breakdowns,... when they apparently are just nervous about something or sad. It’s also about gate keeping and yeah in general faking mental illnesses to seem cool and stuff like that, the discussion is huge. This really made me question a lot if it’s okay and fair to others to say I have social anxiety without being diagnosed with it. I do know that for me it’s more than being nervous but it also isn’t always severe, sometimes I’m fine but sometimes it is really questionable (latest example was not being able to get off the train because I was afraid to ask the person next to me to let me pass) Similar thing with depression, there it’s more difficult for me because the line between just having a sad time or down phase and actual depression seems even more blurred to me. Won’t go into detail about how this is for me since that’s not what matters regarding my question. I just don’t know if it’s okay to diagnose myself with social anxiety or even depression when I never went to a doctor with it. Especially since my best friend actually is diagnosed with depression and social anxiety by a specialist and ever since then I don’t dare to say that I feel kinda depressed and I would downplay everything regarding myself. I feel like I disrespect diagnosed people and I’m also afraid of being called someone who fakes it.",5.84057894736842,7.2721530842105295,6.860131578947371,71.2596710526316,67.28070175438597,10.612280701754386,32.14473684210526,10.686352973137794,3.898652631578949,1219,51,201,35,20,408,143,285,0.212,0.6990000000000001,0.08900000000000001,-0.9897,2,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,1,19,23,0,4,8,4,23,7,0,3,3,50,39,23,0,3,14,0,2,2,1,2,7,4,1,1,23,14,0,1,9,0,0,3,9,15,0,0,5,8,25,8,34,27,6,18,0,8,1,0,19,5,0,13,12,153,48,1,0.07884370120249096,0.0,0.2308202370990011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18915383809856207,0.06560427543768851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015760780760269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370821750701394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612477690452316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274160014220508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050823418200229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4074477858893901,0.400123485368281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806998690744274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415104210317916,0.07131864162473366,0.0,0.0,0.0708596347695974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973148863226934,0.05632595589277594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060914447968787415,0.0,0.04119257972454062,0.0,0.04480869234718283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007990427801833,0.0,0.0,0.08666087247993977,0.0,0.08893912914630804,0.0,0.0,0.08062302630373605,0.0,0.07703809971671867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703009528492143,0.0,0.07460381643873888,0.0,0.07993513801109016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945590657567944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060809122927362465,0.0,0.08385117069113754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932059013202,0.06884327874669076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649689687264368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101858779733634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507987030026742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355268882484398,0.0,0.08907094039150981,0.0,0.1956609731490833,0.0,0.0,0.2411136730635624,0.06680401217138952,0.060697733140405136,0.1559568730349662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025717468660732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052380251696649116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04597439621542194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308890091595026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600251441516269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056008303197950346,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BoartterCollie,2020/02/07,"It sucks that saying a few sentences a day is an accomplishment for me, but it is. Right now I'm going to school in a town I fucking hate. I don't know what it is about this town, but just being here makes my social anxiety 50x worse. The people here are super conservative and judgmental. I'm gay and I'm out back home, but when I started going to school here I had to go back into the closet, which sucks. I'm not exactly a social butterfly back home, but at least there I feel somewhat okay with interacting with people. Not the case here. Basically while I'm here I don't say anything to anyone unless it directly relates to the material we're going over in class. I have a lot of lab classes, so I do have to talk to at least the person I'm partnered up with. And I don't really have a problem with that. As long as my mind's preoccupied with the task at hand, I don't really have the mental space to worry about how I'm doing socially. The problem comes with any sort of social interaction that doesn't relate to the class itself. Idk why but yesterday I was feeling less anxious than usual. There were three points throughout the day that I actually said a few sentences to people about things other than class. And as I was driving home I realized I probably talked to people more yesterday than I have all semester so far. I feel like I should consider it an accomplishment. I didn't have to say anything to anyone yesterday, but I still went outside my comfort zone and talked anyway. At the same time though I feel sad that *that's* an accomplishment to me. The fact that saying 5 sentences throughout the day is a big deal for me just shows me how much more work there is to do on my anxiety. I know that I've made a lot of progress over the past year and half that I've been in therapy, and I'm proud of how much work I've put into improving myself. But that progress dwarfs in comparison to have far I still have yet to go.",4.001479591836734,5.095235780612246,5.252142857142856,82.34285714285714,71.29591836734693,8.55918367346939,26.5,8.942964678507748,1.907560204081632,1534,49,313,29,28,511,177,392,0.078,0.805,0.11699999999999999,0.9343,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,9,28,12,4,0,26,1,30,3,1,5,3,54,59,26,0,3,12,0,5,1,1,1,0,5,4,2,21,17,0,1,7,1,0,9,8,7,0,2,9,10,32,5,54,48,14,53,0,1,0,2,17,23,3,4,22,221,53,11,0.0,0.0,0.08749088743284238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06096885092948874,0.0,0.13717250635040756,0.10128525623152204,0.0,0.1253784954717288,0.0,0.14755776307808352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068187600428508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723032085912401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17346124533445098,0.0924309390927714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18133016717559766,0.06404994547053211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828851146965379,0.0,0.0,0.2547665863768323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851629782277412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697954912558421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854469522603827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04380117485624503,0.0,0.0,0.0793423437203656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244389126947494,0.0,0.08483425268256584,0.0598457782752041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903517109087654,0.0,0.09052655130201193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318142957255061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558637073495579,0.2486234889680872,0.07828377130664395,0.0,0.0,0.08475347747348477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966638507145368,0.17157651326963907,0.0,0.09012859448906023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487128691160642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656535298207888,0.08528296247489289,0.2851907792205209,0.0,0.18147241363274866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655701855894956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345866235675039,0.0,0.14319808198009396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161852138932706,0.0,0.0,0.102528939204088,0.0,0.05956316607018136,0.0,0.08808612629482362,0.0,0.052278874347804524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874292594888608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311159649166544,0.08090019217638014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054062175837472,0.09104956675686096,0.09136666869887312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05773523710390072 socialanxiety,cepseudoestdejapris,2020/02/07,"Former socially anxious of Reddit, why do you feel better today? I never thought myself as someone with social anxiety, I was always under the impression that I was extremely shy/introvert/awkward. However the more I read about it, the more I can relate. I checked various psychology websites and the description of this disorder is very much my life. So my question, for those who feel better, what did you do in order to get there?",5.963076923076925,8.00566735897436,7.028717948717951,67.8246153846154,67.71794871794873,10.328205128205127,34.7948717948718,10.504223727775694,4.46808717948718,346,17,51,10,6,116,62,78,0.087,0.8109999999999999,0.102,0.3038,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,2,3,3,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,0,1,7,11,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,11,3,9,7,4,6,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,3,45,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856900302847234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17071957794663706,0.2521113983569209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3947402184057495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557648716819476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225676488917775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659379400997975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15762708251730695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405095694691835,0.0,0.1721175609765602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499943563081572,0.0,0.2232240367059248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4549744657598218,0.1890858325998672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771670068694719,0.0,0.0,0.2115330420503416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841333790872819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20137047913774464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Meley1,2020/02/07,"People avoid me Does anyone else get this? I just tried to talk to someone, all happy, and they avoided eye contact with me and looked all miserable. This person does not have anxiety, I know that for a fact. Everyone at my company gets on well together and enjoy each other’s company. I get left out and alienated. I just don’t get it.",2.91,5.028847272727276,4.612121212121213,81.58818181818184,76.27272727272728,8.642424242424243,26.15151515151515,9.2995712137729,2.5043515151515154,264,10,50,7,6,89,51,66,0.111,0.7390000000000001,0.15,0.4055,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,3,1,0,2,1,1,0,3,16,8,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,8,3,7,8,3,4,0,1,2,0,4,4,0,0,0,34,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785214970748417,0.0,0.0,0.16317232445565635,0.23910722210837815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4084337884746489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949442313904398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22298764858788356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4876886156033826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484184747466465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824980011370976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25354878812054593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19596553220414029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16178401430229986,0.20376293212324306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19772709326825127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187567752248563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15843766237638568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20982070554864451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,J2kMotion,2020/02/07,"I Always Look to Others for ""Normal Behavior"" First time here, finally trying to face the facts and try to work on it... One major thing I have noticed When I'm with my friends, I will ALWAYS look at what they're doing and try to replicate it as ""normal behavior."" I used to be so outgoing and just be myself, but I don't even know who ""I"" am anymore, I've just been trying to be everyone else. In social situations, if I were to just ""be myself,"" I wouldn't say a word and just blank stare at the wall. If my friend moves into another room, I follow. I study their demeanor and what they do, and try to replicate it and hope they don't notice how weird I am. I have also tried to talk to one of my best friends about this and now he just looks at me in a group setting and tries to ""include me."" ""Isn't that right Josh?; Josh, look at what he did;Maybe Josh wants to play the xbox too."" I know he's just trying to be a good friend, but at this point I feel locked in a cage that I can't break out of. Right now I also cannot walk due to a knee injury waiting surgery (meniscus), and its made my social anxiety and depression even WORSE. I am really thinking about bringing it all to the table with my doctor at my next appointment... Does anyone have experience/advice with this specifically? Is it just burning money? Thank you to all that read!",4.489006011163589,4.659712164233575,5.381283812795194,85.18872692142553,69.69343065693431,8.344869042507515,26.33662516101331,8.124751697461798,1.4019873765564617,1039,28,223,13,17,341,147,274,0.057,0.804,0.139,0.9724,0,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,1,3,3,20,11,0,0,9,0,23,3,2,3,3,44,40,21,0,7,11,0,1,0,4,2,1,1,1,0,18,16,0,1,4,3,1,4,6,2,0,3,3,7,31,9,37,30,4,31,0,1,5,0,17,17,0,3,8,157,49,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960465313793751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15720279603320694,0.16356806133370774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306421963064856,0.07519054833914136,0.0,0.0974759300035732,0.06872570951188886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031478744076971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465587035296655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060259827825953,0.0860130601043722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210755507867241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983745288737408,0.0,0.0,0.09391901728871156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049697694760830816,0.0,0.0,0.10767041193129333,0.0,0.08360427560931967,0.0,0.0,0.3037502691705249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243985647487401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976228070981774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803374330759057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33015084599752625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930030972948603,0.0,0.0,0.098744159971133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446528020695048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045310944980877,0.0,0.1926040169869781,0.0,0.2238045593038426,0.0,0.0,0.13320586614779764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291454409386388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831524845756998,0.0,0.06296622611270714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16787594038111903,0.0,0.07816307961917711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11048056090492472,0.0,0.20038580209870294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790006938850458,0.0,0.09049098356422444,0.0,0.0,0.06529861175229547,0.0629793982962632,0.0,0.0,0.05731290232057225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5338523329392822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488983590236084,0.0,0.0,0.05797319243132518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155530792352165,0.0,0.10016453154015756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hedonic_eudaimonic,2020/02/07,"Nope, not that either Me after my social anxiety tries to choke me: that's it I'm done and never speaking to people again. Me 5 hours later: lonely, I am so lonely........",0.4132352941176478,2.6813123823529423,3.3426470588235304,86.23691176470591,86.94117647058823,4.576470588235295,14.382352941176471,5.985473137389443,-0.4299764705882354,127,2,24,1,4,45,28,34,0.222,0.778,0.0,-0.7717,0,4,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,5,0,3,2,1,5,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361906876522696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4497268331220875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4327860019188143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389436752229334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30467075344227434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4479807774472991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29836892215846017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,NasEsco,2020/02/07,I'm not a native speaker but I'm way more comfortable participating in english classes than in regular ones I'm more willing to speak in class in another language than my native one. In regular classes my anxiety goes through the roof so I'm always silent. Someone else shares the same thing ?,3.6204242424242414,6.522117981818187,4.9340909090909095,76.0144696969697,78.27272727272728,8.03030303030303,34.62121212121212,8.841846274778883,3.7513030303030295,239,14,39,6,6,79,38,55,0.036000000000000004,0.828,0.136,0.7677,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,2,2,9,4,3,6,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,24,3,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214368184751861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4050746164817007,0.2955223708157698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227083705958882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5235407140936245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273150871720936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256643966326436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306631035039874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lexipoppy,2020/02/07,"Therapy and medication So I need some advice. After years of struggling with depression and social anxiety I finally went to the doctor for help last month. Everything is getting worse and now I also lost my boyfriend. He was the only person I could talk to a little bit and was the one that made me strong enough to ask for help. However he broke up a few weeks ago because he could not deal with my depression and anxiety. Which I understand, I also cannot deal with it anymore. I went to a psychologist a few weeks ago to get diagnosed properly and start therapy. Due to financial reasons I’m only able to see him every two weeks. However I don’t think that’s enough. And I feel very demotivated after the last session. Every-time he asked a question I just shut down, I cannot answer him, my mind just gets blank. I knew this would happen, because it happens every time I try to start therapy. I was thinking that medication might help but I don’t know how to ask my doctor. I just can’t lose another thing in my life and wait for therapy to start working because I’ve had enough. Sorry about my English",3.719943676395293,5.616604714285714,5.153141321044547,79.58939452124937,73.28571428571429,8.693189964157707,28.184587813620077,9.2995712137729,2.6187994879672303,881,35,165,21,18,295,120,217,0.099,0.862,0.038,-0.8481,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,4,9,7,0,1,9,0,14,6,0,3,0,35,39,13,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,8,11,0,1,9,0,0,2,6,6,0,2,9,2,25,1,23,26,7,25,0,5,1,0,18,5,0,3,18,105,33,4,0.08694966859392342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496620983233454,0.15415126993142794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906723712102104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911743088019934,0.1330325169652856,0.0,0.0862307071722535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24385860837851706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15901113281162882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492651833783708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884447042664244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17928258074639833,0.1497792443026975,0.08825208334668702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17799334035761338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695267523070681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14651769179767332,0.0,0.07814475558522221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043964364986311455,0.0,0.0,0.09524911187841884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362828393752937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377860956383238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17484159011446362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04778526392893995,0.14175116984344682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061415122335080674,0.0,0.08714641042865516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727443829272876,0.09491583450407404,0.0,0.0,0.08227387877860431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751852870785965,0.0,0.09223985783596243,0.0877943787155852,0.0,0.06940239592344366,0.0,0.0,0.06447207752714393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058919345714352624,0.13225828213560895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592109681115193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740352819167014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939874076140801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692876284578146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863423730154192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097333035316681,0.18463026887480166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089867241142424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988685002088725,0.0,0.0,0.3977380951036344,0.0,0.057765496246719124,0.11142767352249357,0.0,0.0,0.050701050987829205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05903311744912839,0.0,0.08493719193527409,0.09051767145103344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174258269593715,0.0,0.0,0.2092373382686587,0.0,0.0,0.16120642779604066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06330039430193117,0.0,0.08860914061521302,0.061766549861257736,0.0,0.0,0.05599273581762208 socialanxiety,SensitiveStar9,2020/02/07,"How do you deal with social anxiety? For people who still goes to high school, how do you deal with social anxiety? How does it feel?",1.7433333333333323,4.30468307692308,2.7669230769230784,90.66141025641028,83.61538461538461,6.5435897435897425,16.358974358974358,7.793537801064563,0.4190666666666667,104,2,21,2,3,33,18,26,0.141,0.8590000000000001,0.0,-0.4479,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,6,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,14,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3946578121034338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5318644845612756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257313376676216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304258574656762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27253538472486594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788281135999232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261056342947025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5258893835709516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20599697138764173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throoaway39,2020/02/07,"Autism misdiagnosis gave me social anxiety I was wondering whether anybody else here was misdiagnosed with autism as a kid. I got diagnosed with PDD-NOS when I was 2 because I had a speech delay, but don’t fit the criteria anymore. My whole childhood my parents tried to get me to act ‘normal’. They interpreted every single thing I did as autistic. One time in first grade I didn’t say hi to a teacher everyone was scared of because she was strict. My dad got pissed and told me to act normal. My dad used to be the one that drove me to school, and he would routinely give lectures on being normal. I began to scrutinise every single thing I did. Eventually, I was acting paranoid. I assumed everyone was out to get me because they could sense I wasn’t normal. I stopped being insanely paranoid when I reached middle school, but I still get anxious every now and then. I go to a school with a lot of Chinese students, and whenever they laugh in the same room as me I get scared that I’m dressed wrong or that my breath smells or something. Even when I’m with my closest friends, I get scared that they only see me as a burden to have to talk to sometimes. My mom told me the reason my dad put such a big emphasis on being normal. When I was around 7-11 years old, my parents would force me to wear dresses (I thought they looked shitty) and go to formal events with them like a show pony. Then they would show me off and talk about how good I was at math (I suck at math now). Around age 9 I started to rebel against having my closet picked for me and refused to wear what they wanted me to wear. I wanted to wear jeans and shirts like every other kid. They would physically punish me for not doing what they wanted, but that’s a whole other story. Anyway, I started mouthing off and defending myself, dodging when my mom reached over to dig her fingernails into my forearm. My dad apparently took that to mean I had autism, despite a therapist re-evaluating the diagnosis when I was around 5. He thought I was incapable of realising that what I said was ‘hurtful’ (they called me stupid a lot, but whatever). I refused to hug my parents as well, and he also interpreted that as ‘lacking physical affection’, which is apparently a symptom of autism. I wonder if I wouldn’t have any social anxiety if I didn’t have that PDD-NOS diagnosis as a toddler. Or maybe it’s just because my parents are like this. Has anyone here gotten a misdiagnosis of a separate developmental/ mental disorder that made them socially anxious?",5.273185879412684,6.347985284536088,6.029240862230555,78.01283348953454,68.31958762886596,8.84786004373633,31.604186191815057,9.095868883498916,2.7168487972508597,1993,82,370,36,33,653,226,485,0.14400000000000002,0.784,0.07200000000000001,-0.9872,6,0,1,0,0,0,51.0,0,0,12,1,22,19,5,3,20,0,38,12,9,6,0,68,73,37,0,17,12,10,0,3,1,5,2,3,2,2,20,20,0,4,9,2,0,8,6,11,1,3,32,6,76,8,56,31,8,50,0,1,2,1,45,19,2,10,26,262,96,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057062961863016126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04852418203138105,0.0,0.10917351346421,0.16122279280472118,0.07076547512782119,0.049893419708097735,0.0,0.0,0.1905645506748832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17399058460771788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286193623614279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056971554802310566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242432323526049,0.0,0.0,0.0817795767717076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059608358150704574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04712963006674735,0.0,0.24048032109912384,0.13636646260733482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060694945777834027,0.0,0.0,0.05512907678148806,0.0,0.186401499659439,0.06845069073775553,0.08110594196475956,0.05984960197558505,0.11413901218274353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638753091992301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458206852401676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05992064266534989,0.0,0.0,0.12132777667217375,0.0,0.06751829265120644,0.0,0.0,0.07168618341162439,0.07772705030802964,0.0,0.0,0.07190955381550626,0.0,0.0,0.1671413816730926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3495661640035345,0.0,0.0,0.07487558647450249,0.0,0.09670465731813288,0.05426906772444598,0.0,0.0,0.31692732188722217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173197884732316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073365330904367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06787541395676168,0.05674475192493188,0.2143178892686106,0.21664670479783832,0.05686108938550941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218213816896096,0.0,0.054932944520391415,0.07057240699735907,0.0,0.10101157022716836,0.0,0.05698458877454338,0.05965638712146179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741656786155605,0.0,0.11470568453151238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284922693880747,0.09481083762255828,0.0,0.0,0.11329658169565016,0.04160796171445635,0.0,0.0,0.13636646260733482,0.07927857808057003,0.0484456957568387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06162823551345576,0.0,0.0,0.1262619553441228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415715753459575,0.0,0.0,0.1593317190613721,0.0,0.0,0.1547639763781398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20275557936486924,0.0780160298734498,0.0,0.04595059792244828 socialanxiety,5amwideawake,2020/02/07,"Trying to overcome my anxiety had worsened it. The fact that I don't want to be annoying and cringy and the fact that I know I am doesn't help. I always sucked at socializing but despite that I try to improve. Because I make horrible attempts to fit in I cringy. Because I seek to make friends and lack them I come off as annoying and desperate. Because of these two factors people treat me with disdain and disrespect. Because of that I became oversensitive and petty. It just seems like a endless cycle and I don't know how to get out.",3.602190476190476,5.630536076190481,4.805714285714289,81.38761904761907,73.95238095238095,7.7142857142857135,31.666666666666664,8.515128840125781,2.683666666666667,428,21,79,8,9,141,67,105,0.259,0.581,0.16,-0.8537,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,2,6,3,0,3,0,6,0,0,3,2,22,15,10,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,1,0,14,3,14,13,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,1,1,56,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196080153120808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802720422478721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5746016048007282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20299210148085706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18206304703927328,0.0,0.1231176975272086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795161082321207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590147826811837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151269660994712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145971727607009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16337043515329486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145274299417738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402160815404397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31998253917393354,0.0,0.23019636705764074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899281260838342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BladesNFoxes,2020/02/07,I just did my first full 'conversation' while playing a game with a long time internet friend So I've known my friend for about 8 years now and FINALLY we actually were able to have a somewhat normal conversation. I was super nervous but she asked if I wanted to try voice so I decided its 'now or never' knowing how I operate with putting things off. Anyway it was a big relief and I'm quite proud of myself and thankful for my friend to make me comfortable. She didn't demand I repeat stuff like everyone else does. (I have speech related problems so it makes my anxiety even worse). Big win woo. I've always been so afraid to use voice chat because of my speech impediment.,2.9158661186142116,5.365954374045803,4.193435114503822,82.94585437463303,77.77862595419846,7.694891368173812,25.344098649442163,8.617729084823388,2.016426423957722,537,20,102,12,13,176,91,131,0.047,0.6579999999999999,0.295,0.9903,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,5,11,14,0,2,4,0,8,0,0,4,1,22,16,12,0,4,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,0,5,6,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,3,0,1,6,4,17,11,12,10,2,15,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,3,11,67,22,0,0.18814400052361335,0.0,0.18360140441268802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565508803372841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439296454277889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17588924291641586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469083642971753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16464608273825973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717017032663552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426733791751733,0.0,0.0,0.1797796552343243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061025561675268,0.0,0.16003519073197833,0.0,0.0,0.4360787642795138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033990222970878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191765513528792,0.0,0.0,0.16650151991697631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511751626232381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451082519135301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843411737594209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18002839909881174,0.0,0.18913668624786867,0.0,0.20011430365965266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21537986754178928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17321771773847694,0.0,0.0,0.12499451385889525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970827971929198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773742625898346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624960084975157,0.0,0.0,0.11097220615179376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19173481012520688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115856779384512 socialanxiety,lan6934,2020/02/07,"Vyvanse? So I was prescribed vyvanse like awhile ago...I’m talking ages ago for my ADD but I noticed that it kind of helped my anxiety, and I was able to socialize with no problems at all. Anyone else have the same effect?",1.9290697674418595,4.5517000465116295,2.8570232558139534,89.8966976744186,83.41860465116278,5.300465116279073,27.20465116279069,6.742157984588678,1.3664083720930242,174,8,33,2,5,55,37,43,0.192,0.769,0.038,-0.7912,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,8,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,5,2,5,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,22,7,0,0.2813362581395127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4987752359644158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152214674255257,0.0,0.0,0.19671685308496895,0.2882622432447573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350203433954084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18857376351711308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929684196624843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744668488365902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203031945759989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692008037479238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867868856628179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22612742746448866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,isntitstrangehow,2020/02/07,"Can’t stop cringing about stupid things i’ve said to people I say something impulsively to my friends and ten minutes later almost throw up from embarrassment. I’m sure everybody has cringe moments, but how are they able to let go of it? I seem to punish myself non-stop for these things. I’ve heard “people forget about it, don’t worry”. That’s just not applicable to everything, though. My friends remember embarrassing things about me for the sake of friendly teasing and jokes. I don’t hate them for that or anything, but it only proves the “people forget about it” statement wrong. I’ve been extra cautious and think before I speak, but now I have so much less to speak about. It seems as if everything that I genuinely want to say is too intense and thus, repulsive. I wish I had a friend that I could just say repulsive shit too and he/she would in return do the same. Being “polite” and “socially acceptable” makes things so fucking hard, dude.",4.056263966480447,6.387860111731848,4.330666899441344,83.94002269553074,73.58100558659218,7.380027932960894,25.712639664804467,8.278499904357787,1.7454941340782124,756,26,139,13,16,236,115,179,0.204,0.6579999999999999,0.138,-0.9268,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,0,14,16,6,2,4,0,14,2,1,3,2,34,26,16,0,5,8,0,1,0,4,1,0,7,0,0,14,6,0,1,7,1,0,2,4,9,0,1,4,8,15,7,21,18,4,9,0,0,0,1,15,2,2,5,5,94,29,0,0.13231721042117875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324965730553649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888579001964446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259220044538196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564452577190786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23783635372715034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40891179417748297,0.12232512890325647,0.0,0.0,0.07519891993366662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853023078859312,0.13063585157422916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353033124209374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832276541611432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726837427292603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006332009671628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751962802465873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988960570856474,0.0,0.12586396744684256,0.3156718696526178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24091323776112594,0.0,0.0,0.1358217150479336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488073292516756,0.0,0.10186425301624226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221246225369176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124707404912097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3516227006065949,0.08478352570310185,0.13000098742763647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804411892712164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215826193090018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343745500129457,0.0,0.09399434991697522,0.14466809809188033,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,samd1993,2020/02/07,"The ""Hello"" Challenge So I came across a very useful exercise that literally reduced my social anxiety by a huge amount. It took me a while to get the courage to do it but when I did it is the most amazing feeling ever. The exercise is very simple. Basically, you say, ""Hello"" to someone in public. It can be wherever and whoever, but it has to be ""Hello"". No ""heys"", no nods, no ""hi's"". It has to be ""Hello"". And you must make eye contact (smiling helps). Once you've done that you are done for the day. However, the goal is to increase the number of people everyday. So the next day try to say ""Hello"" to two people. If you don't no worries. You can try tomorrow. And the next day. And so everyday you have a goal of trying to set a new record. It took me three weeks to say it to 1 person but when I did it seriously felt better than any drug I have taken. ""Hello"" is weird enough that it takes some courage to say instead of ""hey"" but acceptable enough that people look at you and say it back. No one ever has ever ignored me. In fact, most people smile and say ""Hello"" right back. It is a bit stressful to do so if you like you can start with ""Heys"" at first. But the end goal is to start saying ""Hello"" to people. I think the deeper lesson of this game (that I am still trying to understand) is that it teaches you that you can be weird or awkward and most people will simply smile and respond to you regardless. They are not out to get you. They are not judging you. The fear you have is an irrational biological response that we have coined as social anxiety. And this exercise helps to start chipping away at these irrational assumptions we have about other people. Let me know if any of you use this successfully. I have been thinking of other exercises as well and so I will share more soon!",1.864921972534333,4.115519755617981,3.613295880149813,86.77024968789014,80.37640449438202,6.539825218476904,22.24843945068665,7.695328111545312,1.06887166042447,1387,44,279,23,36,463,163,356,0.107,0.748,0.145,0.956,1,0,1,0,0,0,63.0,2,16,2,8,17,17,0,3,19,0,41,6,1,3,5,48,61,29,0,5,11,0,2,1,0,3,5,7,0,1,27,15,0,1,8,5,1,4,8,7,1,4,10,11,33,10,40,43,10,40,0,0,2,0,49,10,0,8,26,214,60,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147940273992064,0.0,0.12913630659217795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07929950657203058,0.12980157378224896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464769782327169,0.09214634328088173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653468032086222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329908343403324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17274738515319218,0.0,0.0,0.09788081921971624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747561092726264,0.17442196396640872,0.0,0.0,0.2290423538235885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497697181262188,0.04267675186123274,0.0,0.08104022826102378,0.0,0.0,0.07179324799445493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819428978862809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314726003907273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046385745636354336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630790536810909,0.0,0.04123509948039122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087736060605636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0563397358349084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151705611109418,0.17952734440286075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988656472434277,0.05719373628302179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4096014567009684,0.07369754597049162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720798005379792,0.0,0.4698452229564027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17207669679319898,0.07151448692804915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922288137895073,0.0,0.06740443806849745,0.0,0.09668348507449373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346063970227946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816421833624852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18754993661645994,0.2292167036422223,0.0,0.08244958081710509,0.08786662117774502,0.0,0.14579438663224048,0.0,0.13928282146469168,0.0,0.0,0.06770308914334475,0.0,0.07588853836957686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571546208949206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ihatereddit12345678,2020/02/07,"Was just honest with a stranger about my anxieties! Hi hi! I just wanted to get on here and talk about something that made me happy! Exposition, I have REALLY bad anxiety talking to new people online or irl, but its much worse online. There have been many cases where I've ghosted people in the past after talking and giving them false hope that I'm interested in talking, and that's made me feel really bad. I just dont know how to tell people that I don't like making friends online because of my anxiety. The small talk makes it worse because I feel like everything's just so awkward and nerve wracking. Earlier this week, I shared something on my Instagram story and a person messaged me talking about it. I politely engaged in the conversation a bit, then we stopped talking. Tonight, we messaged back and forth a bit over something else I posted on my story. After ending the topic, the person asked me if I wanted to talk. Of course, this proposition immediately made me antsy. I didnt want to leave another person on read, especially if I said yes then just ghosted them. I know that would make me feel awful in that position. I mulled over what I should say for a second, then politely told them that I have really bad social anxiety talking to new people online, and that I'd rather not chat. I reassured them that this was nothing against them, but just a personal problem. They saw it, typed for a bit, then, to my surprise, their message back was completely understanding! They told me it was fine and wished me a good week! It was so freeing. This was the first time I've been completely honest and told a person I'd rather not talk, instead of engaging in dry conversations that drained me and led to me leaving without explanation. I just thought this would be something nice to share here, as it's my first time being honest about my anxieties and it was successful :)",6.5528578745198445,7.226621890140851,6.757829705505762,75.35292893725995,65.30985915492957,9.834827144686301,33.31946222791293,9.800150414767053,3.236661971830986,1501,61,266,30,22,483,164,355,0.156,0.675,0.16899999999999998,0.8159,0,0,4,0,0,0,40.0,2,0,8,3,23,25,0,1,15,2,20,0,0,8,0,56,47,24,2,13,17,0,3,2,1,3,0,2,0,5,24,14,0,1,7,2,1,1,6,5,0,3,19,6,44,21,35,23,4,35,0,0,1,0,46,13,0,4,22,183,68,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093685670447386,0.25876008047114546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324355835906655,0.0,0.0,0.1040372504480797,0.16945461318202268,0.0824775465141993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22156862773952388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418593422079385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928522149898942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056512841118320015,0.0,0.059917763986185577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060799400642495935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261752132095056,0.04832912800117579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508600249501215,0.0,0.0,0.05226617296311279,0.0,0.03534429956227856,0.06489598321634553,0.0,0.05674155692880715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201461512392872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719165102136547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435727157031245,0.0,0.0,0.14326302929840948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610068347999679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19203601626793484,0.13547057334762294,0.06858641731857587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04973048707304308,0.0,0.0,0.13067346004058794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06491193839711612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457951893665212,0.18759979160272308,0.2953465749345732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478993879421474,0.0,0.0,0.06473185270406549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766824332142378,0.0,0.13001484438495714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06435058108932888,0.05379794460576421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896059068815606,0.0,0.20832090412513216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05655837590031512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5437445625417611,0.059129026107270624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05370649284138486,0.07889444375170801,0.0,0.0,0.19392723959226885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042596947885188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970505551605246,0.0,0.10852939661781018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777940881049302,0.06521212448793437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788212914624284,0.09611314753486748,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Whatevermynameis66,2020/02/07,"Had a presentation in class today that I was dreading and it actually turned out ok Honestly I was miserable all week dreading this presentation. It is worth a lot, especially my part, my group was counting on me. Not to mention that it was a debate, so I had to essentially directly say no to my opponents. I struggle with telling people no in general, but now I gotta say why they were totally wrong. Plus it is an advanced class so extra pressure because everyone in here is as smart or smarter than me unlike in other classes where I excel. I was actually scared I would have a panic attack or something. Sorry I'm rambling, but it was all ok. I spoke loudly and clearly though I did talk pretty fast. And I predicted what the other team was going to say to a T. And honestly I just couldn't believe that it was over with and I did pretty ok. It was actually quite sad, I agonized over every possible terrible situation in my head when it was all going to be ok because I worked hard on this presentation and I knew my shit well. I could have enjoyed my time working on the project because it wasn't too bad and, other than the actual presentation, it provided certainty every day. My team was cool too. But I didn't I was miserable when I didn't have to be. I still can't hold a conversation, but damn I should give myself some credit.",4.446572966507175,5.700573238636366,6.232735247208932,75.12502392344499,70.40151515151516,9.648803827751195,31.31897926634769,9.93914555978268,3.222215151515152,1061,46,199,27,19,367,137,264,0.19399999999999998,0.605,0.20199999999999999,0.3634,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,7,13,27,3,8,10,5,33,2,2,0,5,33,41,20,0,4,8,0,1,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,19,11,0,1,1,2,2,3,8,15,1,0,22,7,33,12,24,12,8,28,0,3,0,0,13,12,2,4,13,156,52,10,0.0,0.0,0.4861033675037356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416737969927712,0.0,0.0,0.10397950927575296,0.22774172938101864,0.0,0.0,0.14030558164322246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942913823340414,0.0,0.0,0.08031321695568203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20984815292427705,0.11899622458991704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119463005971188,0.14154947926465006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115567381821708,0.0,0.1278063629717636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058731530160021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611216000871274,0.0,0.13485665722487072,0.0,0.08633521642517064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14039178163915386,0.0,0.2533888246010378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324557363896448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970999371217154,0.12467884550411842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783091203188554,0.0,0.13997984665713264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587127037762362,0.0,0.13940403666694454,0.0,0.0,0.09945188566642338,0.0,0.0,0.1301884999331475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009457704828552,0.10884697093462392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235263545343725,0.0,0.0726159535451029,0.0,0.11804233223955315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545569534426974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998925304281182,0.0,0.11196975240196347,0.0,0.11237129089250612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813224145242729,0.0,0.0,0.08846437752233294,0.1361568355581201,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,trilliumdude,2020/02/07,Going out by yourself? I was thinking about going to an art museum this weekend and I know it’s a little thing but I’m nervous about going by myself. Do any of you like doing things on your own?,-0.4369918699186961,1.8112331463414648,2.328658536585369,90.53819105691059,95.58536585365854,3.7089430894308943,16.589430894308947,5.46131890053228,-0.3878325203252033,153,4,30,1,6,53,35,41,0.066,0.845,0.09,0.2406,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,9,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,8,8,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553804408005553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6402850190378072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063872561292593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834701355173442,0.3763902728805833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4989848873508088,0.2406312103808079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TDGxTIGER6,2020/02/07,Talking to people on xbox I have a HUGE anxiety problem everytime i try and talk my face becomes warm my whole body becomes warm then my heart rate increases then i get a shaky voice... how do i overcome it,0.22369337979094084,2.5237021707317098,1.9479442508710816,91.52902439024393,100.46341463414636,5.269686411149826,25.369337979094077,6.868970318607317,1.4987045296167243,163,8,32,3,7,53,32,41,0.15,0.688,0.162,0.1363,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,2,3,3,1,0,4,3,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,7,2,2,3,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,19,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20399545975244726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5890137628446012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962010183507545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931972477569313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159953815998537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848696370967481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551592198640169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4286651241630328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18104578052593887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977182491587368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lowlandsparrow,2020/02/07,"So what do you do for a living? Possible career change advice I'm having one of those bad days. Lately feel like my anxiety is making me hard to be good at my job. I've worked in retail most of my life, mainly in management. It's not bad most of the time but my new job is starting to stress me out with my boss pushing me to meet sales quota for the month. You might ask how someone with anxiety works in retail. I guess I kinda fell into it and never pursued anything else. Now I'm questioning my career choices since I've been feeling progressively more depressed at my job. I'm curious what everyone here does for a living and how did you end up in this profession. Do you like it? Why or why not. What would you rather do?",1.9727708533077648,3.991497020134233,3.686888782358584,87.58552013422819,78.79865771812081,6.673250239693192,22.05225311601151,7.7094869923839395,0.9853581975071904,572,17,117,9,14,191,94,149,0.126,0.8,0.07400000000000001,-0.8009,3,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,5,0,3,7,7,0,1,4,0,12,1,0,4,1,25,21,7,0,2,5,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,3,0,3,2,3,4,0,1,2,3,17,3,20,16,4,20,0,1,0,0,8,9,0,7,11,79,25,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14076455856516762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22039659721652288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854135256600147,0.0,0.13466784591370887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405524328428019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15238641209744122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929007064117113,0.0,0.12407055256494498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605963237347215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033577454100985,0.0,0.12758605646718565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764650133277764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14567260189922973,0.10290976238014314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082279118466292,0.0,0.0,0.1586879531125056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904102431644385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4288439166983698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16249532745022266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174718398976357,0.14075167319232468,0.0,0.2543986006727105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615488001608788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528149001351814,0.0,0.0,0.11497979779028247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111006869179895,0.13912494677993026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761240035062853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16239538376196722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16136961594081245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916012747995038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205358807731495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195974120070808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16500945148406165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399705100622046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599664837250963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20974107421045524,0.0,0.0,0.10232939826868194,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cityH2O,2020/02/07,"Every job I’ve ever got fired from was because of social anxiety I’ve never got anything anything other than service jobs because they were the only job available at entry level pay. Despite having a masters degree, I’ve been limited to minimum wage based on lack of social skills and usually fired based on “shyness” Life...sucks",9.607999999999999,8.983166466666667,9.51666666666667,62.45500000000004,59.33333333333334,10.666666666666668,41.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,4.607166666666668,268,13,36,4,3,88,47,60,0.259,0.741,0.0,-0.93,4,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,2,5,6,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,8,1,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,20,2,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537033149110583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306802205396112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449580376130905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817437195716807,0.16928383703584102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32138829238856714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5981465449870351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419157977899995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496195570945434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15280877827779324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4096254479321125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22128508760481436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,zippityzoppity132,2020/02/07,"Here are some tips for those really struggling with social anxiety 1. stop looking down- the moment you start looking down in any social situation your in, you immediately become uncomfortable and then you start to think about whether other people are looking at you, judging you... If you keep your head up and look around, you wont have to worry about whether people are looking at you your judging you. 2. lay on your floor and breathe- For a long time when I was in class I would shake really bad and I had trouble breathing because of my anxiety, later I found that I could fix it by simply laying on my back everyday for at least 15 min and just focusing on my breathing and relaxing, the shaking didn't completely go away at first but eventually it diminished. 3. stop thinking negatively- I know, it sounds impossible and it will take some time, but anytime your anxiety is getting the best of you, just try as hard as you can to clear your mind and think of literally anything else once you do this you'll notice that you have a better outlook on situations throughout your life. 4. except how you are- It's not your fault that you have social anxiety so don't keep putting yourself down and understand that your doing the best you can to keep going. The guilt you pile on yourself is unnecessary and can only cause you more pain. 5. Stay away from drinking caffeine- When I first got social anxiety I was drinking nothing but soda at the time, and it was around the time that I began shaking in class and couldn't control it. So, I stopped drinking all soda with caffeine and I mostly drank water. After this I began to notice that not only had my shakiness decreased, but I also felt less anxious 6. Maintain a routine- when you have no order in your life and more things begin to pile on, it will seem like your whole life is falling apart. If you have a routine your more likely to stay grounded and hopefully become better than before. Thanks for reading, I hope I've helped someone with some of these suggestions.",6.209005235602096,7.229134015706808,6.246686910994768,77.49229214659691,66.17277486910993,8.729801047120418,32.29570680628272,8.841846274778883,2.713454743455497,1622,65,285,25,25,514,195,382,0.113,0.7809999999999999,0.106,0.8767,0,0,3,0,0,0,38.0,0,33,0,7,15,20,0,6,11,0,31,15,4,3,2,63,61,33,0,7,13,0,2,2,0,5,4,1,0,0,20,20,7,7,8,5,0,7,8,10,0,2,12,8,51,10,51,42,13,62,0,0,5,0,39,27,0,10,27,217,71,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061870032284618987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05261193269415738,0.0,0.2959261393962865,0.0874022226517958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366610967084574,0.13774533156156255,0.0,0.0,0.1453769119168096,0.05949013043752305,0.06459786918000396,0.047161953811392335,0.17089063560669918,0.06583326787034632,0.0,0.1623829214423383,0.13684891949975855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947679724301478,0.0,0.0,0.08111739531162562,0.0,0.0867732067939528,0.061770924954535573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22736940672903266,0.0,0.0,0.06462985661470695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428405695639198,0.0,0.0,0.1316159600618847,0.0,0.08482847018620426,0.0,0.0,0.040420848919535256,0.0,0.08793842948216138,0.0,0.06187712780869312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693052662917334,0.0,0.07940043930893327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05185719296181058,0.0,0.0,0.1536849567383907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206300933958964,0.0,0.0,0.04251865332507796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393892682265293,0.07559481369025389,0.0,0.0,0.06846699558829261,0.3248422422516329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811819890855166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423532754980025,0.1761647459075565,0.0,0.08239289099841858,0.0,0.11768155253587728,0.08232350413294375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727250119002096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777478949966497,0.0,0.0,0.0773875242633126,0.0,0.09912603441508486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043163581625847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392657236367767,0.0,0.3154619728928266,0.06555245874998772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952093804870426,0.16492497721281024,0.0,0.1940457948563352,0.0,0.08088035562006181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058170045609316774,0.0,0.0,0.071228759485968,0.0,0.0,0.051398923164215495,0.1487201565434978,0.0,0.0,0.1804523179676772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05252683461685302,0.0,0.0,0.08054134634357298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637703232050463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856952533981974,0.0,0.054959004193057284,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bloo_fir3,2020/02/07,"How do I talk to a new student in class? Recently in high school, we got a new student transferred. He’s only in one class but I put this on my goals, however I’ve got a hard time talking. He doesn’t sit close to me so I can’t talk to him during class and I’m not the most talkative in class at the beginning of class, so the teacher would suspect something(in my mind at least). Just need advice talking to a new kid.",0.2723595505617986,2.4122142696629254,2.2001011235955046,95.14082584269664,86.07865168539325,5.3577528089887645,22.38314606741573,6.742157984588678,0.5126305617977525,326,12,74,4,10,108,59,89,0.055,0.945,0.0,-0.5267,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,7,0,4,0,0,1,0,12,9,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,1,8,0,12,6,2,17,0,0,0,0,9,9,0,1,6,42,9,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765788237349028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28904602695423004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16187250910033438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19092041726970527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18245639242619224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339874243649752,0.0,0.5235661526947748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244760337080715,0.13743117372653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18165430990577944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784203343937213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828789534124735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5809621399178643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536814532766392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283647316054988,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SpecificConcept99,2020/02/07,"I’m going down a spiral of anxiety because of one comment from my coworker, advice please? [23F]. I was at work today when someone mentioned that they never used to leave their room in college. Everyone laughed, then right when we got back to what we were doing, one of my coworkers out of nowhere turned around and said to me, out loud in front of everyone, “Hmm, I think [my name] was exactly like that, hiding in her room all the time for four years, all alone”. She singled me out like that, said it and laughed! I don’t know why but that comment hit me so hard, I wasn’t expecting it at all especially because she’s usually so loud and rude that I’d be used to such a comment. So I replied in a joking way, “That would have actually helped me academically”, but I’m not sure she and everyone else there even heard me and it’s driving me crazy, I feel embarrassed for no logical reason. The truth is, I actually was telling the truth, I had no problem making friends in university and we did have a great fun social life, in fact so much that yes it did affect me academically. Unlike my team, I am an introvert, I keep my personal life to a bare minimum at work but I have a healthy circle of wonderful friends that I’ve known for a long time. Those are the ones who get to see the “real” me, someone who’s outgoing, shows her true vulnerable self and is fun-living. Her comment triggered me and I’m still furious. What do I do to not let it push me into anxiety and self-doubt? Thoughts are running through my mind like “Is this how everyone sees me, as a loner?” or “Is she right, am I really a loner because she sees me spend lunches reading or prefer solitude to loud gatherings and never met my friends?” I’m trying to convince myself that she doesn’t know me at all, and the protective shell that I have on me socially IS the “gentle, kind, loves-solitude” kind of one. But I’m more than that. Any advice is really appreciated.",5.477836303780227,5.61942425326371,6.432285162901581,78.60562833465777,67.56396866840731,10.002906118742196,32.840163469179245,9.867487886160001,3.021488909070268,1511,62,305,32,23,504,193,383,0.10300000000000001,0.7,0.19699999999999998,0.9927,0,1,0,0,1,0,49.0,3,0,2,3,14,22,2,1,17,1,30,3,0,7,12,62,57,26,0,4,8,0,2,3,3,1,2,6,2,2,22,19,1,2,10,4,1,5,9,4,0,5,14,11,50,18,40,39,7,40,0,0,3,0,37,21,0,3,16,207,72,7,0.0,0.0,0.18194388979056206,0.0,0.0,0.18219236160657049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965506422192638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06339465868766603,0.0,0.1426302790497533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298800132402648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168253134312856,0.0,0.17048314774693935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787563564600128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06157273934520305,0.0,0.0,0.3563132851099116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04713621743982422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160709687430728,0.0,0.0487050330581035,0.0,0.05298063041096093,0.0,0.07455873975982652,0.10277839791840733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350926257286416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06248523633269789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286065299610648,0.0,0.19415427256895212,0.10246555780688313,0.0,0.0,0.09870941940281096,0.0,0.095326565794772,0.1316919537621482,0.13663176299690108,0.0,0.0,0.08249918971655185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06222690160327935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412839071872367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852943888788167,0.0,0.14379824532557836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25268055998248656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139849918620752,0.0,0.10233057222867788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920157040623909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324796554947673,0.10610788507235068,0.1194417463303718,0.09584850104597736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15922341804384949,0.1773523435506939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228593581570557,0.0,0.1945032940337746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900576834606512,0.15797464703494052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444779910937875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786132746302742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148078210387437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05973336643899356,0.0,0.07400844101225743,0.10871785658835408,0.0,0.08836425551999133,0.0,0.0,0.06329211990436287,0.10139956952687586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610290289230222,0.10267167566583507,0.0,0.0,0.07399587038423643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411902131335143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109608291071426,0.1357345273050773,0.0,0.0,0.06622275849257649,0.0,0.0,0.0600323869427393 socialanxiety,Aknagtehlriicnae,2020/02/07,"I hate graduation. It always makes me realize I spent another 4 years avoiding everyone and everything. Not that I regret it but it always makes me feel weird so see the slideshows of pictures and then going to graduation parties where I just eat food in the corner and leave. Really wish I could just skip graduation all together and go home. But I feel like I might regret that so I’m forcing myself to do it.",3.827920433996384,6.064512696202534,5.391175406871611,76.51164556962027,73.9367088607595,9.071247739602173,27.74141048824593,9.606745405546679,2.908553707052442,329,13,59,9,7,111,53,79,0.08800000000000001,0.727,0.184,0.8766,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,1,2,0,3,2,0,2,1,21,14,9,0,4,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,4,2,1,3,0,1,2,1,5,0,0,1,3,10,1,4,11,1,7,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,3,39,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667265877955459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310743875104513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17594540273799103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254908205059113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21057045280454276,0.19805197068424987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22284871352434613,0.15743048353989975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664690822455433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504796941728365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175671417833189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210464262603384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333372120358836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766035921774322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941938433350156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23377494091877465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117297142481486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756042521003589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25341158455428303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190935258078588 socialanxiety,ejr5218,2020/02/07,"Social anxiety is ruining my life - if I even have it I can’t even go to a therapist because I feel dumb. Like... one day I’ll be like “okay, yeah. I’m gonna go to a therapist because I need help” but then it comes to the day I’m meant to go and I cancel because I feel like I’m fine and they’ll just tell me I’m being silly. I know it’s irrational though which is the most frustrating part. I can’t make any new relationships despite not liking the ones I have now because they’re pretty toxics. I want to move cities because I can’t make friends here. It makes me extremely sad and sometimes I get seriously down and think some extreme stuff, but that’s for another reddit topic. I’ve liked this guy for 3 years ish but I’ve missed every single opportunity to tell him or do something about it because I overthink it. I cry every time I have to do speeches or talk in front of a crowd. I love parties because I want the opportunity to socialise, but when I get there I sit in the corner because I get scared and think I’m annoying. And I think I’m annoying a lot of the time, I overthink what I say to people for hours after the conversation even though I know they aren’t thinking about it. The worst part is that I know I’m being stupid and people don’t hate me even if I convince myself they do. I’ll have moments where I feel very confident and plan out how to tell someone how I feel but never go through with it because I slip back into the other feelings. I want good friends. I want a boyfriend. I want to be confident. But I can’t. Most of all, I want help. Also, I love reddit. I’ve never expressed how I feel this much anywhere until here.",1.8550378681626896,3.662503008695655,3.69698924731183,88.37903225806456,78.33333333333333,6.538569424964937,24.46236559139785,7.4822170145007005,1.089716222533895,1298,46,278,18,31,437,159,345,0.147,0.632,0.221,0.9714,1,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,3,3,20,28,6,1,14,2,21,3,0,6,3,58,65,27,0,9,12,0,6,5,2,2,1,2,0,1,16,12,0,0,14,0,0,7,9,12,0,2,1,8,45,16,28,58,10,31,0,3,0,2,21,7,1,8,21,175,61,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529441835707216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055523900942919806,0.08561575804017145,0.062461015244493275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627827935669283,0.0,0.4479504868655389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033310649287439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968723893793644,0.10531328546248672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21571272728391067,0.0,0.13758506551222408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24770414941553345,0.058329831930376226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616313228362705,0.0,0.12797419310655184,0.0,0.18561130137633947,0.06848303737333464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084502808032526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061116582022668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945477566571887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040750102933991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13461593451651396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05767087596207623,0.1994470993650767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941478631431493,0.14738223947835616,0.0,0.16350337988068614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677962328584221,0.06002117300183396,0.060541460225366085,0.12594498802430645,0.07885680206916615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065451469493208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17683512349749986,0.0,0.11320982569863686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306605883107117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766012408691007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493030594256888,0.08174457047931481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323054503614773,0.06918065997228329,0.06285714137500759,0.08075263036666303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346820211986198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562611463907489,0.21409363034400372,0.0,0.0,0.18960081663088696,0.0,0.20926870432326106,0.1604388233098138,0.0,0.09522000157266834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736871035251603,0.2889510346347577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05257907172271277 socialanxiety,Spud_Potatah,2020/02/08,"Embarrassing situation Okay so this happened a year ago or something but I just remembered it and I'm embarrassed again. I was hanging out with a friend and we had gone to get some food, we were sitting down waiting for it when some popular girls came in and I got anxious. There are 3 embarrassing things that happen when I get anxious- I sweat, my head shakes and when it's pretty bad my eyes roll back a bit. Because I was really anxious at that moment my eyes rolled back when she said hi and I feel like she probably noticed and sometimes when I think about that situation it's just on my mind until I talk about it.",1.663170731707318,4.301609788617888,2.9575934959349577,88.46321951219512,85.26016260162599,6.206829268292682,23.64715447154472,7.554174236665415,1.2834383739837405,496,19,99,9,15,160,81,123,0.156,0.716,0.128,-0.4019,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,2,0,0,0,14,9,0,4,3,1,5,5,4,0,0,22,17,15,0,0,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,10,11,1,1,3,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,8,4,17,4,11,9,3,22,0,0,2,0,9,5,0,3,13,68,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544642843660518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5178555872973342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349848436452437,0.12758015554379035,0.09314439437994664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668161135292807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17476049095980664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07725938577772525,0.10915909962975072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18476424922951756,0.0,0.11805154815968145,0.0,0.15966155719460345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220671812623372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702379739671773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568150857894655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464950633303423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428267362476433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739618192481762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545075121448493,0.16474235587910194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788647094438777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730906299001015,0.0,0.14534612526407487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435032677861921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763155714190525,0.15112137532096173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281344466671795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015123671308927,0.09790694824853216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839706268089694 socialanxiety,Slinky_966,2020/02/08,Keep being made fun of how do I tell them to stop Just been made fun of for 30 minutes by someone that I thought was nice who then turned on me in a matter of seconds. He constantly makes fun of me and laughs at me when he knows that I am shy and take everything to heart. He seems to think that its all fun and games were as I think the complete opposite. I am now dying inside does anyone have any advice to help me cheer up and deal with this kid as I'm too scared to actually say anything to him. Thanks for even deciding to read this.,5.5052631578947375,4.40773496491228,5.897192982456144,86.62368421052633,67.7719298245614,9.35438596491228,28.649122807017545,8.344100000000001,1.5909228070175434,422,11,98,5,6,136,81,114,0.054000000000000006,0.721,0.22399999999999998,0.9686,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,6,9,0,1,2,0,8,1,1,4,1,20,21,9,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,7,5,0,2,6,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,1,11,8,21,14,1,9,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,1,5,62,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.1862963477526949,0.0,0.0,0.18655076350633815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982236879881706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348564906853888,0.0,0.1570990599741328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20016091161986066,0.20630115597351129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968153127438872,0.0,0.0,0.19812989461892846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16706279553821388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260913622803618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715736626031262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22622408020981385,0.1279600137234117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696856876408144,0.0,0.0,0.10491673675790107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36127902922970334,0.12743098450848447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909572828989584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15181581231048366,0.1911298305026556,0.0,0.0,0.17379330756001074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175371326845808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960564744973585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353726858955254,0.0,0.16685992737055735,0.17576024695432782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24464922717366566,0.0,0.15155773880975382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20765049585668832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ThatOneGamer713,2020/02/08,"Aahhhhgggggg people Guys, I'm in Barnes and Noble, and i want to avoid lots of people, cuz they're scawy. Unfortunately, every aisle i go down, there is at least one person checking out a book, and i hate it because people are annoying, and they get in the way. It's really crowded, and do you ever get the feeling that when you wanna avoid humans, you go to a secluded spot with barely anyone, but then suddenly everyone is there? I hate it.",8.269534883720933,6.479188162790699,8.985697674418606,68.93343023255818,62.720930232558146,11.855813953488376,33.127906976744185,10.686352973137794,3.3694511627906985,346,10,64,7,4,118,61,86,0.163,0.7859999999999999,0.051,-0.8674,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,1,0,4,5,3,2,4,0,4,0,0,1,1,16,13,9,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,7,0,2,1,1,1,2,0,5,0,1,0,1,8,0,10,13,2,12,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,4,45,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626587739644401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180775410476767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104251727866509,0.19599896349763413,0.2222858419742345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176236106701424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430768592501701,0.0,0.2644154912291501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303381060827861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4593436035598378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19777184563402625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763462484678958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4838244996738227,0.2031216312517096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490273321789263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720990980897246,0.18464912803801348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Queasy-Intention,2020/02/08,"How to tell my parents? So im 14 and almost certainly suffer from some form of anxiety. I am constantly anxious and on edge, i cant remember i time when i wasn't. And then pretty much anything social makes it 10x worse. Whenever im on a train to meet friends i feel like i want to die, I only use shops with self checkouts etc, pretty much people make me want to die whilst it seems so easy for everyone else. But anyway i always pretend im okay and just make up excuses for why i cant do things, so nobody even seems to notice that i have a problem. But recently in school we had a physics lesson and i wasn't doing the work the teacher had set because i didn't understand it and he got annoyed at me and asked me why i wasn't doing it. And because i was too anxious to ask for help (I really struggle to ask for help when it comes to anything) i just said that i didn't care. Anyway he got annoyed at me, which i expected but it was easier than asking for help. But what i didn't expect was that he called my parents and talked to them. Now my parents think that something is wrong at school and that im being bullied or something which isn't the case, and they keep asking me why i dont care about school and stuff and i just keep pretending that im fine and just dont care about school, even though thats not the case. They keep trying to talk to me about it and have a meeting at the school with the teacher next week and every time i just end up running away in tears. But its got to a point where ive broke, i cant pretend or force myself to be around people anymore, not even my parents. And now they think that i hate them because i cant sit and watch a film or show or even have a conversation with them. So i thought that after close to 2 years of suffering in silence that maybe i should try and ask for help but i really dont know how. Whenever i think about telling them, my anxiety just gets unbearable. Ive considered sending them an email or something so i dont have to talk to them but i just cant face the fact that at one point ill have to talk to them about it Sorry this post was kind of long and rambly but TLDR: I feel anxious 24/7 and it is made worse by any social situation, my parents think i hate them because i cant even bear to be with them and i cant ask for help but i need too and dont know how",2.7755823293172703,3.6434240080321314,4.0692570281124505,90.52669678714862,73.97991967871485,7.220080321285143,24.676706827309236,7.492282038375204,0.922150200803213,1828,54,417,21,36,602,199,498,0.161,0.772,0.067,-0.9925,5,0,3,0,0,2,31.0,1,0,12,2,36,19,4,1,15,1,42,2,1,8,2,90,83,49,2,7,23,5,2,1,1,1,1,1,0,1,27,31,0,3,14,6,1,3,21,10,0,1,18,4,64,9,56,61,5,40,0,3,1,0,51,18,0,9,17,278,91,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05387083178875275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044764167469989166,0.0,0.0,0.03658442090318352,0.0,0.08231050170966388,0.18232896251626307,0.053353066844397286,0.0,0.0,0.08854218555347322,0.04789154217724069,0.35205645962397203,0.0,0.05054490362563917,0.0,0.0,0.1311788167055178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05493367701407291,0.0,0.16455165189312626,0.0,0.0,0.046342132445070176,0.0,0.05813642435260372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116674657119386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31525372595442563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044941247284143455,0.0,0.047648976670245334,0.0,0.05999888604779342,0.17766504773415398,0.0,0.04532705610747558,0.05140620466181802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054403675461005836,0.03843323481083604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041564128740460886,0.0,0.028107185469361938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908129993206094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622858876199164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18029801197392306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29055485134929954,0.0,0.0,0.1434541522081882,0.0,0.05602224047619896,0.05913184442486516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026282939444734657,0.0,0.0,0.04760945390733897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05090487945615674,0.10773156005010293,0.0,0.05404722752827901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909530198388894,0.039890465643887166,0.0,0.0,0.057214683377425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612492725751941,0.0,0.0,0.03645485342067915,0.040915731755571366,0.0,0.0,0.2986810404177066,0.0,0.0,0.07459338849395286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017128204198698,0.0,0.05152352285348847,0.10946362223967712,0.0,0.05147733049632665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892863234251881,0.0,0.053118941968139516,0.0,0.06094254024694275,0.0,0.05117412822262698,0.0,0.0,0.2722317651326273,0.0,0.09795118626721278,0.0561229488673918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06047110041166962,0.0,0.10968038051699897,0.0,0.124248769148888,0.0,0.060222351291233774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05624125215099924,0.06158573135796396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17296287612534128,0.09404348220234797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03574093827613502,0.13788610365645254,0.05285616951888701,0.04270952809637309,0.0627399832644595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730504936021202,0.0,0.0,0.05600551745306962,0.0,0.046464117748274365,0.0,0.0,0.0634627976539073,0.0,0.04315343517049567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563272736525942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03916551631336203,0.0,0.10964932463847983,0.0,0.05881956489734968,0.0,0.03464408764398398 socialanxiety,This-Inevitable,2020/02/08,"So drained Husband and I have a lot of trouble communicating. Being socially anxious, I'm not proactive in starting discussion around whatever issues. It's like I don't even think about bringing a subject up, or if I do, I get all tensed, don't know what word to use, my ideas get confused and I'm afraid that it will turn into an argument. So at the end of the day, I don't talk much about important matters. My husband isn't afraid to talk, and in fact is quite proactive, tell me all the time what he wants/doesn't want, etc. He's really rational and me, of course I'm more emotional. I'm more defensive also, so when he comes to me with negative feedback, I have trouble listening to him. He tells me that he doesn't feel important or that what he says doesn't matter to me. It matters a lot to me, but can't seem to make him feel that. &#x200B; We are at a point where he is always frustrated or pissed at me (he accumulated a lot of frustration over the years, which he tried to talk about). His position about me is that he can't trust me, he can't talk to me about nothing, that I don't care about him, that I'm not trustworthy. He always interpret anything I say or do as actively against him. He tells me that I annoy him, that he gets nausea before coming home and seeing me, that he often just doesn't what to see me, that he doesn't have affection towards me, etc. &#x200B; I made a lot of progress over the years. I'm starting to be more grounded, more solid, more able to say what I have to say and take responsibility where I need to. But it seems like he can't see it. He's so pissed at me that no matter what I do, he accuses me of the same things he did 10 years ago. And if I try to say that I changed (and still am changing), he shuts down and tell me I'm being defensive again. I told him that in order to progress faster in managing anxiety, especially social anxiety, I need a partner that will not always be pissed at me. At the moment, he's my main anxiety trigger. He's always disappointed in me and I feel it, and I'm tensed around him all the time, which he feels to and criticize me for. I know it's not fair to him, but I feel that if we are to progress, he needs to have a change of heart and stop seeing me as his enemy. If not, I'm way too stressed to talk calmly and rationally. I can keep working on my own, but it would be so much faster and easier if he just let go of all his anger and start seeing me as the good person that I am (a struggling good person, but still lovable I think). &#x200B; I'm not a monster. I'm not just an immature egoistical crazy wife. I have a lot of friends, family, good relations with everyone, with colleagues too. I take good care of our home and our children. I'm not a bad person at all, even if I have my difficulties. It hurts me so bad to be treated as such. I understand why he feels the way he is, but it also seems so unfair to me and so non-productive to just be mad at me and wait for me to get over my anxiety before he allows himself to trust me and be nice to me. I'm so drained. I feel so alone too, just like him. I don't see a solution. I can't work harder or faster on my anxiety and on our communication when he is so pissed at me all the time. &#x200B; I don't know why I wrote this. Have any of you been in a situation like this? How did you solve it?",3.985007770007768,4.113572679487182,5.390677285677287,84.83087995337998,70.78062678062679,9.05988085988086,28.347707847707852,9.033387906413283,1.956531623931624,2599,87,588,47,44,878,240,702,0.191,0.696,0.113,-0.9959,0,1,0,0,0,0,103.0,5,2,0,6,41,38,11,5,27,0,52,5,5,7,7,117,115,58,0,11,30,3,7,4,2,3,0,6,2,5,39,31,0,5,18,0,0,4,26,22,0,0,6,19,88,16,81,97,23,61,0,2,6,0,79,32,4,21,26,391,127,4,0.05459702574268985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048396969124863805,0.0,0.0,0.0565460530679757,0.0,0.08732244352213392,0.18171639637784195,0.2366234183272321,0.2653654488785254,0.03712784971681676,0.0,0.2088328762726336,0.06167909866371436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044928700218154816,0.09720585630526984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117247195171446,0.0,0.0,0.0929160952921464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133061289138883,0.0,0.17326924178549746,0.09406100665257004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03521056490478832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06141430540176286,0.048356759552234216,0.0,0.12178023155014835,0.07212164117246687,0.0,0.0,0.052169797801277236,0.0,0.0,0.05146921685935015,0.0,0.19324127670803865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042181526655024094,0.0,0.1140987701656753,0.0,0.031028747918522618,0.18317357941850734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469773837951727,0.0,0.0,0.10953053677859603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05844724526009443,0.06163339649068302,0.0,0.05698511012276039,0.0,0.048528345061904885,0.0,0.0,0.09001529253782199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055829157883566856,0.0,0.10669339590234037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320821943915912,0.0,0.0516610258585888,0.03644393863609835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027019187034679,0.12144900837540988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05238731869003798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430160509191887,0.0,0.0,0.05161183664511528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05807065735808707,0.0,0.0,0.034976252727510836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170887311737089,0.0,0.0,0.2610405648970309,0.14910924514578855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061369344460489625,0.0,0.11130958435818944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593216749007558,0.0,0.08720251056793073,0.04564555821387098,0.06254070852415647,0.05707666559145105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821003373496268,0.2194151059669792,0.19088082784172603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036271837910625306,0.06996713912927763,0.0,0.0,0.095507894304639,0.0,0.0,0.052169797801277236,0.0,0.07413559327278545,0.05938588607743736,0.0,0.05683742926566821,0.0,0.04715430061193868,0.0,0.0,0.032202740343198734,0.08667315550436094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853064741731797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949456997623294,0.0,0.0,0.03878416062241208,0.0,0.2653654488785254,0.10547608363346847 socialanxiety,reallarrydavid,2020/02/08,"How do you deal with boredom when you can't leave your house for days on end? I'm an introvert and I have serious social anxiety/depression, but I like talking to people when it doesn't activate my anxiety. I'm full of this productive energy I'm never going to be able to use. I constantly feel like I'm missing out on the world. The only thing worse than the FOMO, however, is the boredom. I've been doing online high school since my sophomore year, so I don't have any friends. I can't get a job because a) no one wants to hire me and b) I think it would be too much for me at this stage. I don't feel mentally ready to ""see what's out there,"" as in just ambling around the city, shopping or getting coffee or whatever people do. I feel as if there's nothing truly engaging for me to do. I'm so fucking bored. I feel like there's no way I'm alone in this. So my question is, how do you deal with the boredom? What do you do to keep yourself feeling open and productive when your anxiety is tethering you to your home/bedroom?",2.9750233644859816,4.105194014018694,4.679521028037385,85.33507593457945,73.81308411214954,8.340654205607477,28.328271028037385,8.841846274778883,2.1345242990654207,805,32,171,16,16,273,119,214,0.177,0.7390000000000001,0.084,-0.9669,2,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,8,0,0,14,9,1,0,9,0,21,1,0,3,1,28,42,17,0,3,5,0,5,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,1,7,1,1,1,8,4,0,1,1,6,23,5,25,38,2,23,0,1,1,1,14,12,1,4,11,112,31,3,0.14278734122717698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14788462310235212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710028842104608,0.0,0.21846385042530175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711100636648598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870418379079011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15430238973428506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208602258951504,0.29441495806821194,0.12298252777062685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264672027990446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609878500201276,0.20401461020591008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031714563280257,0.13200459611996174,0.14920098492204845,0.0,0.08114933655497453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508626655755414,0.14322734541904306,0.0,0.0,0.16475742078075772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416944037197831,0.12691594956474672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119117749508024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092760473692133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14389605601592176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496512512402563,0.0,0.11012640011476699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137008304903365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675639778097124,0.10859620724728804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979815276079902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599545005926214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14450841237423195,0.11378302421867127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811516418679158,0.0,0.0,0.14555371274721932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476705619004925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486156482388168,0.09149236275823301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332241766315033,0.0,0.0,0.08421967334823463,0.11333794526247057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551249937432822,0.10143203043882802,0.0,0.0,0.09195036628342852 socialanxiety,IsItFunnn,2020/02/08,"Ultimate Goal I think the ultimate goal, at least for me, that hits the nail on the head in terms of resolving social anxiety (which doesn't mean that I'll become a social butterfly, since I'm pretty much a natural loner anyway, but I'll have a lot more freedom and personal power). Anyway, I think the ultimate goal, as I see it, in terms of where do I want to wind up in terms of overcoming social anxiety is to be able to associate social situations/socializing with fun or pleasure rather than pain. Would you agree?",10.5223,7.299489430000001,10.68,63.02000000000001,59.7,15.2,40.0,13.427899808715575,5.3135,413,15,75,13,4,140,69,100,0.085,0.6809999999999999,0.23399999999999999,0.9558,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,5,4,4,0,0,7,0,6,2,1,0,0,12,13,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,3,16,10,7,10,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,2,3,50,10,3,0.1783628805274778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728942308056958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19698778828277036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18305177311347015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516377427074944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19428946576459674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111723988376195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18979068039934627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15573958749957714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18145917210947304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213212306041073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14754361792347975,0.0,0.0,0.7272739797222815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285754637290967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520304815799228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670387284567453,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,peter935,2020/02/08,I need some advice It was the 19th birthday yesterday and tomorrow I'm going to my grandparents house to celebrate it since my house is not big enough and I have social anxiety and I'm going to be there for 4 to 5 hours and I need some advice,2.8614705882352967,4.245117058823531,4.884460784313728,82.75257352941178,74.49019607843138,9.02156862745098,24.514705882352942,9.516144504307137,2.115035294117647,194,6,40,5,4,67,33,51,0.036000000000000004,0.8859999999999999,0.078,0.4588,1,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,10,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,5,8,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.474250419340684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18563475727948647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25073335144523073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758193150115673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389718911645056,0.5599956927809958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3598596414192081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20073142345661332,0.0,0.0,0.24736200597358696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Mondominiman,2020/02/08,"That damned stutter Happens every time, i'll rehearse my introductory inside my head then when I go and actually say it everything comes tumbling out like a jenga stack. Sucks because I wind up looking dumb and gotta recover from it somehow which in turn leads to more stuttering",12.468823529411766,9.44059441176471,11.47656862745098,58.199558823529436,55.86274509803922,14.121568627450984,49.029411764705884,12.161744961471696,6.029188235294117,229,12,36,5,2,74,46,51,0.23399999999999999,0.721,0.045,-0.8588,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,6,7,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,2,4,1,5,6,1,9,0,0,1,0,1,3,3,1,4,20,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.32819412742528065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050140036027171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897048882329665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28335920318536245,0.0,0.3022575008391594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911350998176645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29740152017363725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34515537705748817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430612128813854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824192097283463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674505359425577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19610750391032106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658132546300917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,selenawhat,2020/02/08,"seeking help so i feel like i get a lot of shit for asking these kinda od questions bc a lot of people don't understand the extent of my anxiety, specifically when it's social, but how the fuck do i make a therapy appointment? i finally found a therapist that I actually want to try out but i cannot for the life of me figure out how to pick up the goddamn phone and ask for an appointment. but i think part of it is literally not knowing how to say it so like if someone could basically just give me a script or something to follow for when i call for the first time, that would be greatly appreciated. like do i say ""hello I've never seen a therapist before and i would like to maybe make an appointment?"" i know that would probably actually get me started but i need confirmation and validation and first hand experiences to help ease the anxiety of having to make a phone call and be vulnerable. thx in advance for anyone's advice..",4.1444401544401535,5.63847748648649,6.1473552123552135,74.5252027027027,71.43243243243242,9.826254826254825,29.43050193050193,10.125756701596842,3.124212355212355,745,30,142,21,14,260,103,185,0.086,0.732,0.182,0.963,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,8,7,2,0,15,0,12,4,2,7,1,40,32,18,1,7,8,0,2,4,0,3,1,2,0,0,7,7,0,0,8,0,0,2,4,2,0,2,2,5,16,5,23,24,4,14,0,0,1,1,14,4,2,6,12,99,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.2358293917354673,0.0,0.0,0.1180757261647668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18487244606061026,0.0,0.0,0.08448861130395455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259233980397793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281921435010474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467661605688601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647459679523904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819697616149907,0.0,0.0,0.06109633854888099,0.08632247382677348,0.0,0.13236565540332526,0.0,0.20555943897771084,0.0,0.13248615694186902,0.0,0.11170732607903293,0.1262595664385339,0.1159131572272404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332178128792601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619824143998427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13281232032165827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534728313199368,0.2361298353860239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054542547614666,0.0,0.0,0.2419690879134768,0.0,0.12139208179281658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959546843846193,0.093193161822568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084938542243393,0.0,0.08376976147873097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027743680343554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535960171622244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19218106583889974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403241057258435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317310555680548,0.10238064318279652,0.09302245114723573,0.0,0.0,0.08552557976638557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818203287938266,0.2805907541563021,0.0,0.07742432840055923,0.0,0.0,0.07045816712924116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820370618429442,0.0,0.0,0.1257904737473317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126990112095205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575069633664473,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,da-memer-,2020/02/08,"I stood there for 5 minutes! So, about a month ago I was at my dads library and he told me to go to the bank pay some stuff, I went. When I got there, I didn’t know what to do first, so instead of asking for help, I just stood there, without moving for like 5 minutes. I didn’t ask for help, turned around and walked away from there. Told my dad I couldn’t do it. (Sorry for bad English, I’m 14, and Brazilian)",-0.5743820224719123,1.3551624044943864,1.0068426966292137,103.69588202247192,87.87640449438204,3.5600000000000005,16.765168539325842,3.1291,-1.2693919101123594,310,7,79,0,10,99,59,89,0.08900000000000001,0.845,0.066,-0.2268,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,11,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,9,18,6,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,2,4,4,1,0,1,9,0,11,1,15,8,1,11,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,1,5,51,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19058916830275696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19140024305634468,0.40200174261731225,0.0,0.20200449597975856,0.0,0.1795203905904985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18288334319831465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219242994348915,0.0,0.1719593276657691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882269540343533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816125437559713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050406975691014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17161512744139934,0.2285165388152245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24068075803256225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24612955471537915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.410893432099666,0.0,0.0,0.2338639555551489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993120070458911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072573742221172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SuperBarracuda6,2020/02/08,"Anxieties of an apartment dweller ""I really like this movie, I want to turn the volume up ... but I don't want anyone else to hear what I'm watching so I better turn the volume way down."" ""I need to take out the trash but I don't want anyone to see what's in my garbage, so I'll wait until night ... but then I have to be super quiet because I don't want anyone to hear the sound of what I'm throwing out."" ""I need to leave the apartment but there's a group of people clustered in the hallway ... when will they leave???""",1.1315596330275248,2.8464271559633083,2.734394495412843,94.87241743119266,80.19266055045874,5.093944954128442,20.074311926605503,5.6839178017228535,-0.2075658715596327,396,10,90,2,10,130,60,109,0.024,0.797,0.179,0.9428,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,2,4,3,0,0,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,13,21,9,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,11,3,17,19,0,14,0,0,2,0,4,8,0,0,5,55,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316000171071081,0.0,0.0,0.36085537666259815,0.1762617669887898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486592940126324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15214370876460906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370630207721538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877733708988769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643030461298141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840435961076416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25511135770563376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16143548116825954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926171020688635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020476132488494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708307259553285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934273080648664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742314794107764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4058634115184157,0.13654685208915618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mobardk,2020/02/08,"I don't fit anywhere I don't have a close friend in real life. I'm trying to socialize and meet new people. (Even though it is very difficult) But whenever I do that, I feel weird, like... ""I'm not like them, I'm very different, I'm not normal"" and it makes me feel more depressive. And I can't get close with them. At the end, I'm all alone again. :(",-0.10050000000000026,1.818693,2.2262500000000003,95.79937500000004,85.66666666666666,6.416666666666668,17.375,7.645422480735847,0.18610000000000013,265,6,65,5,8,90,49,75,0.22899999999999998,0.7709999999999999,0.0,-0.9237,1,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,1,1,15,15,5,0,1,3,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,2,8,3,4,15,2,8,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,5,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528651337883222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21028550964911644,0.0,0.0,0.25508414532980217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21624388989707385,0.0,0.0,0.1612583677784363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468985323190009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886292110997764,0.0,0.12755797804465302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17244993270623252,0.2385581164855433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297161196931473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23580099978364924,0.0,0.0,0.2392145618709269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926244397824286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27789545401348503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488795540408504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23987553354867094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16576140768714692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4028976280657418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CheezItPartyMix,2020/02/08,"An Unfortunate Set Back Hey guys, first time here so hopefully this is allowed. I have been a sufferer of social anxiety for as long as I can remember. However, I had been doing well lately in my new work setting with a group of friends who adopted me in. They invited me to a video game night, and I like to play my Nintendo Switch, so I offered to bring it and attend. They had invited me to a few things I wasn’t interested in before so I thought this was a good effort to connect with them. However, when I arrived, I realized it was just a typical house party that happened to have games on. On top of that, there were way more people there than I thought, including a few I had never met. I said hello to everyone and it was going well until they needed a fourth person for Mario kart. It was on GameCube which I had never played before and I did not know controls. I got nervous, which made me mess up even more, and I was in absolute dead last every time by a lot. Oh, and I was somehow player 1. Of course, the “fear of judgement” symptom hit me quick and at one point I even bolted to the restroom. I composed myself, came back, and tried again but continued losing. Finally some reprieve! More people come and the games end... for now. Now they want to set up my Switch. First, I left the 2nd pro controller at home so I only had the 2 joycons. Then of course they want me to play because it’s mine. What game do they pick... MF Mario kart. Enter: anxiety round 2. I glue myself to a seat and continue to lose all night, everyone asks me if I’m “feeling OK and what’s wrong” code for: stop being awkward. Finally someone leaves the party, I didn’t want to be first. And they were playing my console! I grab my switch stuff and bolt- saying I have to work in the morning (not a lie). And fucking lose it bawling in the car. I’m still really upset about it this morning. Any tips on how to deal with the work people on Monday? They all knew something was up and I know it’s gonna be brought up on Monday somehow, either as a joke or not. Thanks for reading💖",1.716013335672926,3.836613911270984,3.3458899222085736,89.18940515879981,80.15107913669065,6.2745276949172375,23.839796455518517,7.407850130929222,1.0779204421828394,1599,57,330,23,41,529,217,417,0.105,0.8,0.095,-0.8521,3,0,1,0,1,0,57.0,0,0,9,13,24,25,1,4,22,1,29,2,0,6,4,56,57,29,1,6,8,0,3,1,1,1,1,2,1,2,20,20,0,3,8,11,0,8,7,11,2,4,28,5,50,14,54,24,10,64,0,4,1,1,27,21,1,7,32,236,70,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572949166674154,0.0,0.14788336955033987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036044601106127,0.0,0.0,0.14864521535741934,0.0,0.058920687594839365,0.0,0.1644945171291467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054887801149728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326070860676682,0.0,0.0,0.21681616624940855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964823919469527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856086535649691,0.0,0.0,0.12768094162722826,0.0,0.08143696915631611,0.18471817333829932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087650327935656,0.048872250053070034,0.0,0.0,0.2117641601103212,0.0,0.2466469973757079,0.0,0.0,0.07467629625493848,0.0893570466342507,0.0,0.0,0.05493191346376786,0.08107058686260668,0.07730474720072503,0.0,0.0,0.09570477774906473,0.0854727079733443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695399221007878,0.09600135906394276,0.0,0.1115282116288278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623937674588192,0.07878765700427051,0.10903233926028708,0.10234489930818537,0.1050171820958688,0.0,0.0,0.04722130914090345,0.0,0.0,0.0855376448937652,0.0,0.3244005007346992,0.0,0.08217359625516753,0.0,0.09145837947974128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166930525048057,0.1490943521659591,0.09335110513578004,0.0,0.18141048492958875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654967039240002,0.07351135218413246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20102759807442952,0.08439641579750375,0.0,0.0,0.091371297086827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061920400177268235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949256794065894,0.0,0.09194212595201212,0.0768648443443936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985287655129972,0.08189643623603714,0.07441062101258211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718972059264692,0.0808088634576501,0.0,0.0,0.11064815886510927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046274147119244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898799023943088,0.0,0.0,0.06421404648715688,0.0,0.0,0.15346836176689266,0.11272194845084843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562317636759546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17103089210758635,0.07672114727766854,0.0,0.0,0.17381096084442393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21110046964707416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567831894874356,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hateAnxious,2020/02/08,"Exposure Therapy idea for the 2 biggest fears that I identified. I am an introvert guy with niche interests and lifestyles. Most of the 'mainstream'/pop thing does not appeal to me, I am not a hipster too. Hipster is considered mainstream to me :p As mentioned, due to niche interest and lifestyle, most of the things I did will ultimately catch people's attention. For example, during Apple's prime, everyone in my family and my closest group of friends are using Iphone while I am the android phone users. I feel self-conscious and anxious every time I want to use my phone in front of them. Most of the time, I just leave my phone in my pocket so that people wouldn't notice I have a different phone. \-I am also the only one who still brings a camera with a huge prime lens to a party/social event while everyone is snapping pic with their phone. I value image quality much more than most people but i just could not stand the attention that i get from using it. So at the end, the cam stays inside my bag and i feel regret went home empty-handed. \-I am afraid about people judging my music taste, therefore, I only listen to my favorite songs/podcasts either through the headphone or in low volume through the speakers. \-I no longer visit my condo pool anymore as I am the one with swim briefs. People start switching over to jammers, the knee-length swimwear over here. I have tried the jammers that but I don't like how it fits so I slowly shy myself away from the pool. Swimming is the exercise that I enjoy but now it just gives me anxiety and I am now growing some fat... :( \-I am afraid to be seen doing detailings of my car as I am the only one in the whole condo who does that. People here do not value car looks and beat up their car instead of baby it like what i did. One of the security guards noticed my weekly washing routine and teased me about it. &#x200B; Those are just a few examples that I could remember... I have accepted I am different and a niche guy a few years ago and I am proud of myself &#x200B; But I still find myself being anxious about being 1)in the center of attention due to my niche lifestyle 2)labeled as a weirdo(fear of negative judgment). I decided to try exposure therapy myself but I do not have any idea where to start. Anyone here could give some advice? I am willing to learn to overcome this as life sucks when I am just too afraid to do/wear what I like.",4.395043010752687,6.085503595698928,4.9524462365591395,82.56200268817204,71.10752688172043,7.661290322580645,27.97043010752688,8.256446698504663,1.98262365591398,1912,70,350,29,36,611,227,465,0.095,0.8290000000000001,0.076,-0.8739,3,0,0,0,0,0,67.0,0,0,3,2,25,18,2,4,30,0,37,5,1,5,0,61,54,29,0,6,17,0,2,3,1,3,4,2,3,2,20,14,2,2,12,5,0,12,9,8,0,4,4,7,59,10,54,41,12,49,0,2,2,0,20,17,1,7,21,263,79,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835969109407395,0.0758334990420827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841302830455605,0.0,0.18538332143028585,0.20790135082026312,0.058175848753477866,0.0,0.06544429541411165,0.19329069377728186,0.08484102988777273,0.0598174336427753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037554226609124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20491031996909875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787597496548598,0.0,0.0,0.1497279708495488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577049442335085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207822060453721,0.1634903335116624,0.0,0.0,0.08064742230717656,0.1925314782456223,0.0865116876833592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818969202577636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06609448523386964,0.0,0.044695510558409896,0.16413165002371155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16941274104305926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085812025071744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931474717632813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058340832803942,0.0,0.0,0.0604253681833238,0.1253838879106582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183911400415159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288792075597635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947948514491842,0.0,0.0,0.23187925205038165,0.1951902501244343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558509534851758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969096658230926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924564348166139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110320227730388,0.09118321679778102,0.13663813294917754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956641127086293,0.0,0.11366911751657024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976792544695752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616350244849817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22165906305370905,0.0,0.0,0.05045866555543877,0.0,0.06862177002378926,0.0,0.0,0.07930422819926608,0.0,0.09551173870124684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20790135082026312,0.055090367791041414 socialanxiety,Stweffy,2020/02/08,"I got a job that I never thought I’d ever do I’m graduating from college in May, and until now I’ve always worked at office jobs in my field of studies. I liked it because it gave me experience and because I didn’t have to interact with people that much. I quit my last office job at the end of December, before I went of vacation for a whole month. I had saved up enough money to not work during my last semester of college, I have a full time job lined up already and thought I should give myself a break. But I didn’t anticipate how bored I’d be. So I heard about a sales associate job at a clothing store through my cousin, and something in me told me I should do it. I never did retail before (unlike all of my friends) because of my social anxiety. But I wanted to try something new before I’m basically confined to an office for the rest of my life, so I applied and got the job. English is my third language and i do have some insecurities when it comes to speaking it due to my accent. I know it’s a ridiculous insecurity because a lot of people don’t even notice, but I’ve realized that sometimes when I’m in social settings and really nervous, my accent becomes thicker and it’s as if I’m forgetting how to speak English. So i thought this would be a perfect opportunity to practice speaking to complete strangers as well as practice my small talking skills. I’ve been working at the shop for 3 days now and I already feel a slight improvement in my anxiety level! Ya, that’s basically it, I didn’t know who else to tell this to because it’s not that big of a deal but it kinda is to me.",5.873975535168192,5.316750969418962,7.156162079510704,76.11326452599391,66.82874617737002,9.590825688073394,35.29204892966361,8.998388855275968,3.007940672782875,1265,56,250,19,18,434,158,327,0.046,0.889,0.065,0.8721,7,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,7,13,11,1,3,16,0,21,1,0,2,5,43,40,25,0,5,7,1,1,1,1,4,1,4,0,0,18,11,0,1,7,1,5,2,8,5,1,1,15,5,38,6,43,19,8,35,0,0,0,0,17,15,0,5,17,175,56,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20835187398207167,0.0,0.07855076723904951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14443590546970042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877356287436043,0.10426057554640587,0.2409897197899104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131973104368319,0.09897963445439807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06088205452722108,0.0973252347462083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886150138313233,0.0,0.08361294059836218,0.0975434212272015,0.0,0.062352218749232226,0.08539281899989269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234414126845986,0.0,0.0,0.04773293785650397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293543891718045,0.0,0.0,0.09055985451979882,0.0,0.0,0.15100523058128204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5620818124759888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376271938816413,0.15390191086191465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667955328782166,0.04612048375668997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025796150645953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535148643083263,0.0,0.06939698655184542,0.0,0.1456186576015112,0.09117489977325582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747831637527236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089415548918065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040909418144092,0.0,0.0,0.060476908890052965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924637165754766,0.0,0.14535191421719013,0.0933668724436663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587746735503803,0.08251228715220556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22483605012672375,0.05504708453801176,0.0,0.0,0.09020600728787297,0.0,0.06409336578732096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05568127063005306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487953576679008,0.08751242514765355,0.0,0.10539745576759127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061792855495839,0.0,0.0,0.0670611047619143,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,oceannbreaze,2020/02/08,"Is there any real reason to be scared of studying and working? I’m so scared of studying and working. But it needs to change. I’ve been out of high school and a recluse for 4 years. So this year I’m planning to start studying and get a job. So my question is: is there a real reason to be scared? For studying I’m scared of being a part of a class, doing presentations, people judging how I look, needing to prepare placement (talking to the professionals and asking if I can work for them as part of studying!! 😵), trying to look professional enough! Etc. For work it’s the same but worse! Plus worrying about messing up, worrying if coworkers like me, etc (and again if I look professional enough! Because I’m female and hate wearing makeup and also can’t figure out how to do my hair though I’m trying!) Oh yeah and the main reason I’m scared is because I’m worried they’ll judge me for being out of school for 4 years (or a little bit over now) without ever having a job or studying! I’m worried they’ll think I’m lazy, or a joke or something, or weird, or stupid, or less than them because I did nothing for those years! And there are probably more reasons why but I don’t want to freak myself out even more by bringing them back up in my memory. But yeah... is there a real reason to be scared? Will it all be okay? For real? (Especially will they even hire me/take me in since I’ve done nothing?)",2.6900382803297984,4.440687607773854,3.9776545936395733,87.5470237043581,75.74911660777386,6.130094228504123,25.219228504122487,6.816661863887847,0.9567080094228496,1095,38,222,10,24,359,135,283,0.17800000000000002,0.779,0.043,-0.991,2,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,6,5,18,14,2,6,12,3,25,2,2,7,2,50,46,33,0,6,15,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,15,0,0,8,1,0,1,3,11,0,0,3,4,18,3,40,33,13,22,0,0,3,0,9,11,0,11,11,151,23,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06025038253844029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05123464387940358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043391261313102,0.0,0.0,0.057932782378934365,0.0,0.13778200787053976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225314835182594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970106865730403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710027220007751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155695333825824,0.168050852462837,0.09952439017215137,0.06815048771740677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039362701456613566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438390140758863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960218317729638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495291606716592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03680793652900846,0.07551174056343897,0.0,0.0,0.18980306268730865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172918695948507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14458395179644362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317449645835924,0.0,0.05223214692067343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123062665390887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439945965180602,0.0,0.0,0.34301941627371,0.0,0.3873168433368916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4525784989662069,0.1524987652656039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06232307310588683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058001386771015385,0.0,0.0,0.05332693526849587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06055645506929511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048275640575618124,0.07402241050353514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023035470432605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04443823022364213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06798377323406947,0.0,0.0,0.07262629106702254,0.0,0.21939735342302066,0.30605084773907004,0.07677918579518599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19406921844286013 socialanxiety,Istuart93,2020/02/08,Using apps to help with social anxiety? Has anyone ever tried an app like this [https://apps.apple.com/ee/app/daily-icebreaker/id1476393612](https://apps.apple.com/ee/app/daily-icebreaker/id1476393612) to help with their social anxiety? Did it work?,24.184666666666665,32.39141120000001,12.204,22.40866666666668,37.0,8.133333333333335,20.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.1731333333333342,220,3,17,3,3,52,20,25,0.107,0.628,0.265,0.7219,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,11,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4496642882144544,0.0,0.0,0.20550120947588346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658487240367499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3939889833582031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358434236360187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5991866069560887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19953831848321307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538346140628293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139621755401332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,EmpteeGlass,2020/02/08,"I think some of my anxiety is because of social norms or stereotypes and being afraid to do something considered unusual for being a guy. A group conversation came up during one of my classes where a freshman was talking about how she would hangout with senior guys sometimes, and another person in my class who is a senior guy mentioned how guys that are seniors usually only hang out with freshman girls if they have some bigger intention with it. I’m also a senior guy and then something was brought up about how that’s not always the case, but for the most part it is. I wanted to mention this because I feel like I get scared to be myself and talk to people partly because of that fear. I get scared that people will think that I’m a creep or am interested in a relationship with them since I’m a guy in the case of making girl friends, and in the case of making guy friends, it feels more uncomfortable to try getting closer beyond common interests since there’s so much negative stigma for guys to show affection to each other. It’s probably a little irrational (but since when is anxiety actually rational) to be worried about this but it genuinely makes me anxious and uncomfortable because I just want to be able to have friends I consider close, guy or girl, that I can do things like give a hug to, talk about more than just small talk subjects, or just being able to get closer emotionally. I get a little jealous when I see the difference in affection that girls receive compared to guys, because it makes me feel even more lonely and like I don’t deserve to feel the same amount of platonic love nor give it just because I’m a guy. I see the difference everywhere and I just wish it was treated equal, not something standardized for guys or girls, but just people showing that they care about another person. I know this is based on my observations on the difference of being a guy in these situations, but it probably also stems to more things like looks and race, since those have their own stereotypes and negative connotations.",12.485770089285715,8.339541513020832,11.301413690476195,62.89031250000001,57.046875,14.617261904761904,45.39732142857143,12.161744961471696,5.369807142857144,1647,69,286,35,14,527,174,384,0.115,0.745,0.14,0.914,0,2,3,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,4,0,23,19,1,4,21,0,26,2,0,10,0,63,58,31,0,5,19,0,4,4,3,2,0,0,0,20,26,18,0,0,7,3,0,4,6,6,0,1,5,7,26,13,49,44,15,33,0,1,3,2,43,20,0,9,13,207,52,6,0.1130614718045698,0.0,0.05516584358393941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041521815412977,0.04703810085353472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185548111984193,0.08649171646763898,0.06386364073534287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067636714402738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465610191233337,0.057636852828427974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771877611922502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06358946906103533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03733801790939111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06361279437017607,0.11433455452303012,0.040385569023967456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102651898265535,0.0,0.14767488144431828,0.10845886602788253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7276661118076969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031067814045431238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047224833636103,0.11331729706256115,0.0,0.0,0.0474715805282676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05102119625909973,0.0,0.15093882073253406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04155659539801837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03830668967433263,0.042994172026208914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243455620435265,0.0,0.11757388317355985,0.09872091619548687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189938918684863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060692854321732416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319425700960177,0.0,0.09009535491014148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18705123564350432,0.06354291569915414,0.0,0.05762596616893932,0.0,0.13056036701835616,0.05591034329453391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18174905668815736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511301803434185,0.0724452259102265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03838065890268922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062260618994155664,0.0,0.06668658539206113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500755641073906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0574097063759919,0.0,0.04015781283893353,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Dyslexia-Man,2020/02/08,"Will we ever get relieved? I know most of us here if not all, are with social anxiety and want to feel less bereft thanks to this subreddit but maybe there is somebody who got cured. Did anybody get rid of SA? Cause it's fuckin ruinin my life",1.82938775510204,4.099505000000004,2.440163265306122,95.02269387755103,80.63265306122447,5.552653061224492,20.00408163265305,6.742157984588678,0.1407028571428568,191,5,41,2,5,59,46,49,0.027000000000000003,0.8690000000000001,0.10400000000000001,0.4158,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,2,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,13,11,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,4,2,5,8,3,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,1,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24267048459336124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32586970756008743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869413488302498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16039467642112804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314660548402285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537077769002473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17433441715732526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240600694987023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186875701834105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233632469442164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292051212790916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3815735400651425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18710307361078776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,aragorn77,2020/02/08,"DAE take a long time to answer questions, even simple ones ? E.g. what time did you leave this place ? People have made this remark numerous times. I also often add low-confidence words such as 'maybe', 'probably', etc... Is it related to social anxiety ? Is it common amongst people who have been diagnosed as socially anxious ? Thanks in advance for any answers",4.4974423963133665,7.697371370967745,4.802995391705071,76.40306451612905,77.2258064516129,8.058986175115209,28.211981566820285,8.841846274778883,3.085752995391706,283,12,42,7,7,89,54,62,0.092,0.863,0.045,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,1,0,7,9,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,1,6,6,1,8,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,5,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16322825069311722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880312361476274,0.0,0.156145081178604,0.23058840254863835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20716933021638992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22763877604839286,0.1348140163154562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21612508099165004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18063265053231092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931356599697515,0.0,0.0,0.20505788580051326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831153810250058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830110486474637,0.0,0.2132535421514088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22006720178023434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286520944430381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4161328521586754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346678249444032,0.0,0.0,0.18791885797715546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3570579540820524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,uwannadie,2020/02/08,How do i socialise? I'm currently at a camp with people i practice theatre with every week. We know each other bjt only see each other every saturday. My best friend (who also goes to the same school as me) is currently pretending i don't exist so she can hang out with her more interesting friend. I'm terrible at talking and holding conversations so don't really know how to talk to anyone else or how to join their conversations. Any tips?,3.4982647058823524,5.902360870588236,5.212573529411767,76.61533088235294,75.58823529411767,8.485294117647058,25.919117647058826,9.188382445141503,2.54879411764706,354,13,62,9,8,120,61,85,0.034,0.772,0.19399999999999998,0.9253,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,1,1,6,5,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,3,0,16,10,9,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,9,4,11,10,5,8,0,0,1,0,11,3,0,1,4,43,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19264875147327606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16382120344626347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844385043614224,0.2468319385250317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25281114233575835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20124219634220972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4059396156551872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722396267240198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647862034310808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832163596034652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16701068884693834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432759660374806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24380506390055634,0.19196721515832202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.387254818018928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19323656102632855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,EggoDeath666,2020/02/08,"Difficulty feeling accepted Whenever I am around people I feel like an alien. When I go to class I dont talk because I feel like everyone thinks Im crazy or weird. When I hang out with groups I feel like I have nothing to offer, and everyone seems to way more experienced than me. Like, I’m 19 and most of my friends have tattoos, significant others, have had a many friends. I feel like my inexperience with life causes me to feel unaccepted by everyone because everyone is feels more mature than me. I’m scared I’m not going to be able to get over this feeling so I’ll never be where I wanna be in life",3.2011475409836048,4.9078491147541,5.030295081967214,80.72740983606558,74.24590163934425,8.48655737704918,27.77377049180328,9.120678840339163,2.329512131147541,480,19,97,11,10,164,74,122,0.07400000000000001,0.6970000000000001,0.22899999999999998,0.9503,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,1,2,0,10,2,0,1,1,24,26,6,0,1,2,0,8,5,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,12,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,1,9,15,8,17,22,3,12,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,3,8,58,17,1,0.12454476314320825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087124422060242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518426632588037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794177918201724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14596553484284486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4760314337276224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5037885951730361,0.3558992146989133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19244595011559965,0.0,0.06506949834679435,0.0,0.14156331805895636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345297161833224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17593929886854878,0.3042314013639448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262688417536689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605659927714452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195040592267453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634365711536396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469103491594985,0.0,0.0,0.1133808747914032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010436294273137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798032553250442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885783590153187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hulkshrek,2020/02/08,"SOLUTION TO SOCIAL ANXIETY #001:- WHEN I PLAN AHEAD OF TIME AND HAVE CONTROL OVER MYSELF I FEEL CONFIDENT AND ATLEAST BEFORE TALKING TO SOMEBODY I REMEMBER WHAT NOT TO SAY... There is an incident from last weekend when I planned to meditation, exercise and drinking water in the morning and going to the office quite early and also planned what I have to do today and how I will focus while working and how I will interact with others at least try to shake hands with maximum amount of people which come in my way. And that day was like boosted my confidence so much that On weekdays I was like High on some drug I can talk to like everyone with like consciously making things comfortable for them to talk to me more. But, when I don't plan I feel like shit and This social thing comes again. Any Thoughts and same experiences. Please Share.",6.5620253164556965,7.4089857088607625,6.330227848101269,77.81951898734178,65.32911392405063,9.864303797468356,32.88860759493671,9.888512548439397,3.193468860759493,674,27,121,14,10,211,105,158,0.045,0.763,0.192,0.973,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,8,9,9,1,1,3,0,10,6,2,4,0,28,17,19,0,0,2,0,3,5,0,2,2,1,0,0,9,15,2,1,5,3,0,4,2,2,0,0,3,4,16,7,24,12,6,24,0,0,0,0,9,7,1,1,17,89,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219535016068254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391029874718637,0.0,0.11689277309208013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002287088896292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632500232649515,0.0,0.0,0.17137993948305047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854436349586257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14968735398568625,0.17720129517488062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600843615932962,0.0,0.14946924335156395,0.0,0.0,0.15452211707979133,0.10916146306055696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684064632227931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16144323466657828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455366334511092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732556129402793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199622601590796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232672618209508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593336031590833,0.0,0.0,0.16773022446008104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625232648954407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17309437752836485,0.0,0.0,0.12151393136398288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684860274279605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115238898105586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3684483111934304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030291300007848,0.0,0.0,0.12130736839022352,0.08909981685450373,0.0,0.14483800969562502,0.0,0.0,0.10374222724358068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212867638512901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112413535662966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,a_departure_,2020/02/08,"Being also an introvert and shy contribues for feeling the social anxiety harder to get through? I mean, I have social anxiety and I'm introvert, very shy. Sometimes I don't know If It contributes, because sometimes I don't know If I isolate myself because I like being alone and talking to people always makes me feel anxious because I never know what to say. I wonder If it's Just a combo for being social awkward. Anyone else feels like that?",5.643571428571431,7.145183833333338,6.727142857142859,71.76785714285714,67.80952380952381,7.980952380952381,34.23809523809524,8.344100000000001,3.1792523809523807,358,17,53,5,6,120,53,84,0.16399999999999998,0.737,0.099,-0.5053,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,0,6,0,0,1,1,17,17,7,0,3,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,8,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,10,2,6,14,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,4,3,38,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16920179143875308,0.0,0.13064673018816006,0.13593671942038035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24995482343681846,0.18456131634302372,0.0,0.11423192785569745,0.16739161519442125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29876605008375995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364744631196872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24781396319516885,0.11671138216522887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535395162675118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26935122661830285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15962841561778324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090505768262736,0.0,0.0,0.1779575514199912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600082275777266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326001459890828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991818251788867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4996046599857643,0.0,0.0,0.3231537205463121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131041685157807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479715335569964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17716752517385784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,heavnorvegas,2020/02/08,"today i ordered a pizza! the first time i ever tried to order a pizza on the phone i panicked and hung up trying to give them my phone number & was too anxious to ever try again after that. Today, I successfully ordered a medium pepperoni pizza for my sister and i to share on a night in! i didn’t know who to share this with except here because it sounds pathetic, but it means a lot to me; it feels like a big step in the right direction. I encourage you all to face an anxiety challenge in the upcoming days, I had truly made it into such a monster in my head but once i faced it i realized it wasn’t bad at all :)",5.382890365448503,4.563360511627909,7.056057585825028,77.29744186046514,67.91472868217053,9.85204872646733,30.05647840531561,9.23628265651192,2.4302106312292358,482,15,98,8,7,169,82,129,0.095,0.726,0.18,0.8856,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,3,6,7,0,0,12,0,4,6,3,1,4,17,9,4,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,4,3,0,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,5,2,16,6,20,4,3,25,0,0,0,0,10,11,0,1,11,75,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148680492658035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517060756352148,0.2240330683080172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16557998640620195,0.12088751177256385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789309609543625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3587642398411669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002711432064084,0.14167220721567075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16868179364523084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19023635562940672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20352255930895755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898560786825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688390950119914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16859547962166918,0.0,0.1876450594413159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21601696966174336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18609984903259147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111929378579077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16935506304542586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156357505879801,0.0,0.3759480671474837,0.0,0.0,0.40391700247497897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Criddle1212,2020/02/08,"Kinda embarrassing question, but... Is a shy bladder a form of social anxiety? I can’t urinate if someone is in the same bathroom as me, even if I’m in a stall.",1.6254545454545486,3.4252515454545467,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636367,79.0,6.824242424242425,32.21212121212121,7.793537801064563,2.5099575757575754,123,7,24,2,3,45,27,33,0.253,0.747,0.0,-0.701,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,3,2,2,0,0,6,4,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,4,0,19,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809108482909333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288744091623984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5577893494971694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5075712808915768,0.42188977832364427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,uoisity,2020/02/08,"My sister is having a sleepover We share a room so it’s really awkward when she has friends over. I don’t like having my personal space invaded especially by people I barely know. Like what am I supposed to say or do???Its so awkward and then they say sorry when they come in the room, how do I respond to that???Is it that obvious that I prefer to be isolated....",2.5528571428571425,4.842058888888894,4.3186507936507965,82.42000000000003,78.16666666666667,7.447619047619049,28.341269841269842,8.418075326091056,2.346576984126985,288,13,54,6,7,97,53,72,0.077,0.7709999999999999,0.151,0.7483,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,2,0,5,6,0,2,3,0,8,0,0,1,1,8,10,8,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,1,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,11,4,6,9,0,9,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,1,5,41,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039503781508683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726122425019825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19391799131168427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447709011928864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446228458214108,0.30809637493457914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260457467161667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.561203451085865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39498843670609207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MeganVASAS,2020/02/08,"I have social anxiety and this guy keeps trying to talk to me I have social anxiety and this guy keeps trying to talk to me. Why? This fairly attractive and very outgoing guy tried to talk to me the other day. I was doing just fine talking until I stuttered a little and felt my face get hot due to embarrassment. He had pointed out my face was getting red so I felt it get even redder and I started to sweat. I think he noticed I was upset and tried to make more conversation to make it less weird, but I clammed up and couldn’t say anything and felt my eyes start to water. Finally he asked if I wanted him to leave and I said ‘yes’. He went away but I think he felt bad and was quiet for a bit and looked to see if I was still upset (which I was) I felt really bad afterwards because it wasn’t his fault, it was just me being anxious. From then on he seemed to be very careful around me but still tries to talk to me but I don’t understand why he would want to after what had happened. Is there a reason he’s still trying to talk and ask me questions about myself.",3.2018243243243236,4.155949396396398,4.491520270270272,87.57349662162164,73.05405405405406,7.351801801801803,23.78490990990991,7.645422480735847,0.9504855855855864,834,22,180,10,16,276,115,222,0.133,0.826,0.04,-0.961,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,10,11,0,3,4,1,19,5,4,3,0,41,47,21,0,6,8,0,6,0,0,1,0,3,0,3,10,14,1,2,11,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,17,13,29,3,28,26,3,20,0,0,4,0,27,7,0,4,12,119,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133717476450401,0.09873413576270301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192057736068645,0.07780217627450929,0.1634094604183172,0.0,0.08211269303265183,0.0,0.14594628356327716,0.053276617106174526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541527718122156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910742930676091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05636406450336216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05772512946221505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4195758381200658,0.09573953169545474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369845341610349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596113694953743,0.07728519339483364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553655715951694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254118096357296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875951109552523,0.0,0.0,0.0733917675657064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667682774168027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950246922399854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261875086834132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790504069433142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05598898427645574,0.08985903811455723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313489947632671,0.0695018854705395,0.0,0.0,0.06964437746471877,0.07956327060898649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17818119673945454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372059700631848,0.0,0.20938692451243066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4214801058435632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200139371981564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560224074099463,0.0,0.0,0.09098372996849444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442239436037769,0.10309845007015166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101822473258674,0.15772504024303532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06208457424473506,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,purplespiriit11,2020/02/08,Why I can't overcome this even with professional help?! Im so sick of this shit.Ive been suffering for such a long time and even though I have months nearly a year that I've been on medications and therapy Im still anxious as fuck.My social anxiety used to be extreme to the point where I couldnt even get out of the house or interact with anyone.Now its still severe but the only difference is that I'm able to go out but still.I also dont even have a reason to have this and its a mystery to me.I havent experienced any traumas or abuses which could have affacted me and my self esteem is good.I am highly intelligent and people say I'm very pretty and theres no reason to feel this way.I know but still dont have a fucking clue why though.Even the medications dont seem to work.I dont know what to do.At least I want to know the cause...,1.6090124309392273,3.2839694143646447,3.6207700276243138,89.25226001381218,78.6132596685083,6.955939226519338,20.704765193370164,7.865858978985527,0.6825825966850827,668,17,151,11,16,227,102,181,0.11,0.815,0.075,-0.2558,0,0,0,0,1,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,13,3,1,0,10,0,19,4,0,4,0,27,31,15,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,10,10,0,0,7,0,0,1,8,3,0,0,2,3,6,0,19,26,1,15,0,1,0,1,5,7,1,3,7,90,16,1,0.10141709569397274,0.12016267455114485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110321478548252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896710281229934,0.0,0.0775838006150912,0.11457245090559623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041832939024491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809732985274532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595927947171192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4754403233528804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33492517609229744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05127953082564248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875169415115394,0.05298624666384067,0.0,0.057637672640772124,0.0850638481665899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797774146304272,0.10715272978561773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11702171191092915,0.0,0.0,0.21909573322097609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16720855052166578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975093827928132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043341085841443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095015820739736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713227130462519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07030984455097071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587193633309198,0.0,0.0,0.10317764642481428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085473307336793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065094508000745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232631496006133,0.1058001490555236,0.11457245090559623,0.10410319132703696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033819573039865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239672945080392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597928751358907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19928356319321655,0.0,0.059137124073834785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759180839047175,0.0,0.08367972520501474,0.059818430666648985,0.08050016998463777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18302630888733304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383285353699222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06530928453682422 socialanxiety,MiaStegner,2020/02/08,"""From Your Room"" Song Hey everyone, I'm sorry if this is too self-promo-y, but I wrote a song about social anxiety that I'm really proud of and think a lot of people could relate to. So I thought I'd try sharing it here! [https://youtu.be/GK4lBjhgU4A](https://youtu.be/GK4lBjhgU4A)",6.610918367346938,9.143214530612248,5.803826530612245,75.27063775510206,66.95918367346938,8.16530612244898,22.45408163265306,8.841846274778883,1.4736081632653066,228,5,39,4,4,69,41,49,0.067,0.753,0.18,0.8117,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,7,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,2,5,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,0,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26037985115068896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717553825747672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252352893019606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893678826293441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359676467699212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21804783905549227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3550770501624459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469613300852243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3810130308880116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21809345344811765,0.0,0.27021340746229805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310868753746305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Gpatterson41300,2020/02/08,"How do you go about actually knowing if you have social anxiety? I recently learned about social anxiety, and if I’m being honest with myself I almost fit it to the T. I’ve kinda just come to the realization now, I am 19, but since I was in about 6th grade I have always shyed away from social situations because I thought that I would not be able to be “normal” in them and might come off as awkward (I get nervous and shaky talking to new people). I didn’t go to prom and home coming, and lied about why I didn’t want to go. I have never been in a relationship, because I am afraid that I won’t know what to do in it. This causes me a lot of distress, but as the title says, I don’t know if it is social anxiety or if it’s just me being afraid. All help is appreciated.",4.028527607361967,3.9915760552147255,6.041846625766873,80.7776165644172,70.65644171779141,8.728588957055214,27.342944785276075,8.548686976883017,1.7430593865030666,599,18,130,9,10,211,94,163,0.122,0.7959999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.6648,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,1,0,8,7,0,6,5,0,21,0,0,2,2,36,34,15,0,7,10,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,8,9,0,0,5,0,0,6,6,6,0,0,5,1,20,1,22,22,2,17,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,10,4,96,28,3,0.13427499017518604,0.0,0.1310330210107864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445700667830368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172754837094732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081599998716217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261557733319738,0.0,0.0,0.1637055754307868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13793740265825086,0.0,0.3469980435472629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015314037069217,0.0,0.22893471385476336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000169551911022,0.0,0.13468876325921494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213820690177593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141557949278547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244454527512704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356115021367504,0.12968362223161878,0.0,0.0,0.1315609810918308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09308937138949763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258035374248156,0.14416108843587908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678086159078468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107365943237607,0.15093071485845871,0.0,0.5475057713414399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792515085658594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659934353714927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919886815035951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211622934944082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538510048277674,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,-macaron,2020/02/08,im such a fucking useless loser idiot my friend is trying to help me get comfortable typing to people and today i had to have a conversation with someone and i spent 2 hours trying to say hi and i couldn't do it then my friend asked me how the conversation is going and now he's asking me whats holding me back from pressing enter and every time i try to type a response i just start crying im fucking stupid i hate this i hate this i hate this i hate this i hate this wwhy am i like this,-0.11269956458635733,2.0930407924528325,2.3956603773584924,92.40978955007259,89.18867924528303,4.393613933236575,17.587808417997095,5.8734145424116955,-0.3317712626995646,388,10,84,3,13,133,65,106,0.301,0.578,0.121,-0.9754,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,5,15,9,0,4,0,7,2,0,1,0,10,20,7,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,11,0,0,2,2,17,4,7,17,0,9,0,2,0,2,10,0,2,0,8,54,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622818267393468,0.0,0.0,0.10786505694990443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540887014753064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819019259721095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21675673660880665,0.2593693419839397,0.07328942025514723,0.0,0.07972317117492465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6924769907480846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402532875536886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814548835714688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030484376448533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853270302021003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725104286140536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155462747613723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118857021228076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928942946458186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179717967994501,0.0,0.1329670601108515,0.0,0.0,0.2857184863611285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,treedy99,2020/02/08,"best friend of five years is ghosting me this is the first ever close friendship i’ve had and fuck it hurts so bad. i’m horrible at making friends and connecting with most people. we always had each other’s backs through thick and thin. i went through a rough patch and was the most depressed i’ve been last semester and was distant, i explained this to her later but she’s ghosting me. she didn’t even care to respond to my explanation. she hasn’t talked to me in 5 weeks and is slowly blocking me off everything. how do i hold myself together? i feel so empty",2.5429626623376613,4.8652050982142905,3.3416233766233776,89.23974025974026,78.375,6.215584415584416,25.36038961038961,7.348242739294969,1.2341857142857142,449,17,89,6,11,142,80,112,0.163,0.727,0.11,-0.6455,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,2,6,8,1,0,3,0,11,1,0,2,1,20,18,10,2,0,1,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,2,7,4,15,4,11,11,4,14,0,2,0,1,10,6,1,2,7,63,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051719844181183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18960264754246445,0.205881663597853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587675602214503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514018902941097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123765822170532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286191597238656,0.22304319544004975,0.0,0.0,0.22160768919138654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467684182283928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20973844151160698,0.0,0.0,0.3810098682169266,0.2279566493639413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639659938853657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20099332932792796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16459219661021607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17094558445699207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19818941427366404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197789357622367,0.0,0.0,0.228579536010696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587876333238355 socialanxiety,weed1023420,2020/02/08,"I cried at work and now I feel like I can never go back. I cry really easily. Insanely easily if I’m feeling anxious. I’ve been like this my whole life and for the most part by now I’m able to laugh about it bc I know it comes off pretty dramatic, but it’s something I can’t help at all. I can generally poke fun of myself in the situation and let whoever know that I’m fine and we can continue the conversation rationally, my eyes are just going to water bc they have a brain of their own. But it still gets to me sometimes, especially since this situation is a professional environment and I want to seem like a capable employee. I was feeling very nauseous at work and got scared I was going to puke in front of everyone, so I went to my supervisor as discreetly as possible and asked if it would be alright for me to go home. Of course I cried while asking her lol and I tried to explain as clearly as possible that I just cry super easily and I understand it seems dramatic and got a small laugh out of her by poking fun at how I’m a total crybaby. She was super understanding and promised me there was no need to worry when I apologized for crying, but I’m certain some of my other coworker saw or overhead the conversation. I guess I’m just really nervous about how my coworkers think of me now. I’ve mentioned before offhandedly in casual out of work convos that I cry dumb easily and it’s laughable, but now that they’ve actually seen me cry I’m really worried about what they think about me. I don’t want to be labeled over dramatic or a baby bc I’m definitely not trying to be over dramatic. I would give so much to just able to control my tears.",3.2174766457852506,4.80722925519288,5.559676887570064,77.43335861083636,73.95548961424332,9.740367073304759,27.318276733707,10.082433333333334,2.8907167600835253,1317,50,262,40,27,465,167,337,0.10099999999999999,0.644,0.255,0.9948,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,3,6,20,17,1,2,10,2,19,4,2,3,5,58,57,30,0,7,13,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,15,16,1,1,12,1,0,7,5,3,0,0,10,6,40,14,46,41,8,30,0,0,3,0,16,13,1,9,13,178,55,4,0.16815000959881007,0.0,0.08204507671897243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949808244246544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157197560392104,0.0,0.0,0.06464848905041055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154163666759031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385551062963464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242317212499935,0.0,0.0,0.09429726692529736,0.0,0.0,0.6464671143984417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033727004100863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753254579346093,0.06006320022767525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04392571993983471,0.08065240560103595,0.19112705094699126,0.0,0.13448492347187765,0.0,0.09261809648639777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056353703492001014,0.0,0.0843340848706842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241084777285127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859723886632432,0.059384662283104,0.12322440165738065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061804802321600585,0.06234055074824123,0.06484382676093961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104503714834816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18956387081945628,0.0,0.08553450539082154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158180281410692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417374680737792,0.0,0.0,0.15307745346606008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954771277719485,0.18900765599828825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647250462276794,0.08315232953891774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714240743691598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774373655111202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416281886107547,0.0,0.0,0.17505009012095207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693706840063122,0.09917923227790244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793837176047763,0.0,0.09386674036701953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18362281446732376,0.1707644969432943,0.0,0.11944894235953088,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Bio-Where,2020/02/08,"[Utah] For those who are shy, anxious, and/or introverted, there is a new meetup to help you establish supportive friendships and have a fun social outlet with similar people in a safe and judgement free environment. Utah Shyness and Introvert Meetup http://meetu.ps/c/4xMld/zWz2M/a on Meetup http://meetu.ps/c/4xMld/zWz2M/a",18.498666666666665,18.685965200000005,12.327222222222225,46.75750000000002,41.44444444444445,16.11111111111111,49.16666666666667,14.554592549557764,7.823666666666668,274,12,27,8,2,73,37,45,0.11199999999999999,0.586,0.302,0.8934,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,5,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,18,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4832165634349616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28670042719874617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4131072162589575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29653621958005044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4360199483798615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.485386362429902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,leviackerman09,2020/02/08,"I’m scared about delivering my speech to 12 classrooms on monday Hi, I’m currently running for college senator for the first time and it overwhelms me when I think about it. The reason why I ran for office is because I do have the innate capability of handling new tasks and constructive criticism and feedback so I can manage my responsibilities properly, and because I also have a genuine eagerness yo serve others. The thing is, most of my college population don’t know me, and there are a few people whom I have doubts if they’ll even vote for me. I’m scared campaigning at a classroom that I will mess my speech and be lost. I’ve done this a few times during out college mock simulations. I honestly, have this negative mindset when it comes to this, because there’s this part of me who believes that I have an equal chance of winning and then there’s this part of me that I’ll be extremely disappointed if I don’t and be humiliated to boot. People will know me, and I feel overwhelmed and scared. I feel like I am not ready and I feel panicking because of that.",8.397101449275361,7.08460496618358,8.558362318840583,70.57232608695655,62.1400966183575,11.758260869565218,38.09130434782608,10.793553405168565,3.980967536231885,856,36,161,18,10,282,112,207,0.17800000000000002,0.752,0.07,-0.9679,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,3,10,14,1,6,9,0,20,0,0,1,0,25,32,18,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,16,13,0,0,7,0,0,3,4,10,0,1,3,5,25,4,18,23,6,15,0,4,0,0,4,3,0,4,10,118,41,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316410530052486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40138652153637344,0.0,0.0,0.18546261653817647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179962748453584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16845637474474098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087254135988958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497000194144345,0.11759964618939305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001983622005107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18093413206347567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804216557552576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17969466654629504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898437756566886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35651993617924144,0.0,0.2282440220848529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16924970416912213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4944193518890527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936164276667563,0.10547744084151983,0.0,0.0,0.1919744687155148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14853773733458214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwthrowthrowthr00,2020/02/08,"Adult guys with SA, have you ever rejected a girl you were actually interested in because of anxiety? What the title says",5.050909090909091,7.701506818181822,7.472727272727273,61.07909090909092,71.72727272727272,11.672727272727276,33.72727272727273,11.20814326018867,5.200563636363637,98,5,15,4,2,35,21,22,0.195,0.7,0.105,-0.3182,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,1,3,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.4684172164973203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672037482414381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29260757852048946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43419346605946585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4752820174564326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817205279684697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Spider_Knees,2020/02/08,"Social anxiety is tiring. Social anxiety ruins things for me. It's hard talking to people I'm close with because I don't want to bore them or displease them with my jokes, even though deep down, I know I shouldn't feel this way. I have trouble texting too, someone will text me something and I'll reread and rewrite my response SO MANY TIMES because I'm scared It'll sound stupid. I also hate working in group projects in school because we have to talk to each other, sometimes I'll be confuse about something but to scared to ask for help, and when I do ask, I have to work up SO MUCH courage. I was even scared to write THIS! Thank you for listening.",3.8375384615384647,5.352196138461544,3.8215384615384624,90.81846153846158,72.23076923076924,6.123076923076923,28.384615384615394,6.2581,1.099369230769231,518,20,105,3,10,158,84,130,0.18,0.7070000000000001,0.11199999999999999,-0.514,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,1,1,2,2,9,12,2,4,0,0,11,1,0,0,0,16,21,10,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,6,8,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,9,0,0,1,4,16,3,18,16,2,9,0,1,0,0,14,6,0,2,2,65,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019808812777664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299643615431588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810279795337679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748718468945653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985488044518755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599823979400278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346428989584307,0.1483941239870614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074563111602572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260317072297091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523847074912097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104907651149259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420189771689052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4514417005466306,0.15211571490917453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064320852808148,0.12735212707788215,0.23142278952960296,0.14865454085648694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416173911752663,0.0,0.13837976793904164,0.0,0.0,0.099855326852659,0.0,0.14767295818342374,0.0,0.08764349563517447,0.17275238572406507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865321824730173,0.11930435250572198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188462654566232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,starrykeke,2020/02/08,"Little victories today! I suffer from social anxiety, and doing pretty much anything in public is very hard for me. But today I had to go to an office at my uni today to ask for information. I was a bit anxious about it earlier, but when I got there I felt good and even talked with a slightly louder voice than usual. I didn’t feel awkward, I’m so happy about it! Then I decided to go to a store on campus, I got to talk to 3 employees there. Then one of them engaged in a conversation with me, and I didn’t feel awkward either and I even enjoyed it. I felt more confident than usual, it just felt so good. These are my little victories of the day, I greatly needed this today. I thought I’d share it.",2.428750000000001,4.028024375000001,4.741388888888891,82.44250000000002,76.08333333333334,7.300000000000002,24.5,8.07648339933343,1.5095249999999996,546,18,108,9,12,191,86,144,0.068,0.722,0.21,0.9805,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,10,10,0,2,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,19,20,11,0,1,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,0,8,0,1,2,2,3,0,1,10,7,18,7,22,10,4,18,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,0,10,80,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162494877009713,0.15007539410850754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931891901963348,0.0,0.12419078256925105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450307456112208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567309703534944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17548381797410853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433937630781295,0.0,0.3826519092582925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509960966827588,0.2228457266486508,0.2124942377995994,0.1464604779955223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141414424499756,0.11900172372004607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662882638722365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765529118533298,0.09850180580297442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001822451199945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514964398510498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541726535018947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135492198476388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546293643303957,0.0,0.0,0.5036805929374599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29261679495251786,0.10960983761604076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,NatayG,2020/02/09,"Would anyone like to be my online friend? I’ve never had online friends before but I’d really like to build a friendship with someone online. I would never ask this of someone in person but thought what do I have to loose! I’m a 32F and welcome anyone to be my buddy",2.2249090909090903,4.173596218181821,3.9327272727272735,86.45909090909093,77.72727272727272,5.127272727272729,21.909090909090907,5.6839178017228535,0.3527454545454538,212,6,40,1,5,71,37,55,0.078,0.672,0.25,0.8889,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,2,9,10,3,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,4,5,7,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34995456847269946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23394551066907016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21294026042838227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3866776899285729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445143593044764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3860090990594461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218504483587534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16031350308442402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4240639448563878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19866676101126307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35553406489868683,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,eitheredq,2020/02/09,"Need advice on how to not be so nervouse Im planing on asking out this girl in class this week, im proud that i was able to talk to her for a couple of weeks now since this is the first time i forced myself to talk to a girl, but i still get very nervouse and end up murmering when i talk to her and i end up having to repeat myself , i really like her and want to ask her out i think i have a good chance with her but my anxiety always pulls me down, any tips on how to calm myself down and be more relaxed?",1.186892822025566,2.2400461946902688,2.9863126843657817,96.01500491642088,78.20353982300884,5.730186823992135,17.865290068829893,5.82211442006289,-0.5515518190757129,392,6,97,2,9,131,69,113,0.035,0.7829999999999999,0.183,0.953,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,6,7,0,2,4,0,6,0,0,2,0,15,12,10,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,7,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,18,5,22,9,1,21,0,0,0,0,12,10,0,0,11,69,22,1,0.18075091418861505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766277014126475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039924025876736,0.0,0.0,0.12291681986121165,0.0,0.13827395461728234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379554103729756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999974486123693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201833205148788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15374663527218865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443489244468513,0.0,0.0,0.1516052911523716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3904840086726116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830576659122301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402451258434053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579366402090305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951902404523146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434791355650226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4358422143056039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581788741003204,0.0,0.0,0.10539731162372903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913843397269955,0.10661157228314973,0.0,0.28997496127007005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,xtrafrantic,2020/02/09,I’m never going to have a partner. I’ll just leave it at that. Who else thinks they won’t ever meet anyone?,-0.9450000000000004,1.0802645000000022,1.788333333333334,96.49000000000002,91.5,3.2,12.166666666666668,3.1291,-1.5857333333333334,84,1,19,0,3,29,23,24,0.059000000000000004,0.941,0.0,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33129366875688626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958011251955991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42858141489823104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692728342604194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5016883514714913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654256355590928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035934596508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,UnusualFault0,2020/02/09,1st job interview in 5 years on Tuesday. Keep panicking It's an interview for a part time school cleaner. I keep rehearsing questions they may ask. Why the fuck am I like this ugh,1.3137142857142872,3.995832942857145,2.648571428571429,88.54142857142858,91.0,7.371428571428572,27.0,8.238735603445708,2.484828571428572,143,7,28,4,5,46,32,35,0.248,0.644,0.10800000000000001,-0.7543,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,5,1,5,0,0,0,1,5,2,1,2,4,14,5,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28018316611513044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770718975603214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974103816555046,0.5327821001719923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14642043601223573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245506699170781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33573752964052483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30331686325202994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17476005155928012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27043661387658785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929998137668142 socialanxiety,Sevofthesands,2020/02/09,"How do you just talk to people?? Like seriously. I can talk to someone if something happens or I'm trying to be polite but how do you just strike up a conversation with someone random and not look like a weirdo creep?? Especially with the opposite gender, double points if its about dating or asking romantic questions out of the blue. Like I just feel like a creep for even thinking about asking questions let alone actually doing it. Give some input or maybe just tell me if I'm not alone in how creepy I feel sometimes.",4.59659090909091,6.5749498080808095,5.207967171717172,79.76528409090913,71.12121212121212,7.374242424242425,26.516414141414145,8.07648339933343,1.7567262626262623,417,14,74,6,8,134,65,99,0.135,0.757,0.10800000000000001,0.2681,0,2,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,10,5,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,3,0,27,16,11,0,3,13,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,6,4,12,14,2,5,0,0,2,0,11,4,0,10,5,51,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.16724633552658744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3550048561124722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204423346369941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319770106787196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331408373141105,0.12243696440782838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16440741879467424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155455345678406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17525203870118386,0.0,0.33491881046877564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439196315910139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721785456205202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188162809745906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620135415983287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3839792351374139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29042668982303355,0.131939992395243,0.16950343594068834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27550438588197224,0.1497974154383526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981612690690899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635867666563615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bobsthebuilder129,2020/02/09,Does anyone know how to make dopamine? I have no friends and seem to have forgotten how,2.214117647058824,4.9294907058823565,1.6073529411764724,98.67808823529413,83.11764705882355,5.752941176470588,26.14705882352941,7.1686216300943375,1.0879647058823534,70,3,15,1,2,20,14,17,0.203,0.644,0.153,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,6,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3776557553641726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4726517545705566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4172857514327339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29682898309394184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605259819850884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4916936262572593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,VanillaIce1992,2020/02/09,"extremely anxious of telling people things about myself, and getting mad at me I am 28 and suffer from social anxiety. Ihave always been extremely nervous of sharing things about myself although the past few years i have gotten better at it. i am particularly nervous right now with one person who i used to hang out in university and havent seen in 5 years. Sometimes he messages me on facebook and asks how im doing and i want to tell him that i have two nieces now but i have never told him i had an older brother in the states. I am scared of telling him and him being mad at why i didnt tell him before. My oldest brother is a phd so never wanted to talk about him for fear of standing out. I am extremely nervous people thinking i am rich. I also never told this guy that i have a sister. This was for fear of making jokes about.my sister if he found her good looking. Now i want to be open with this guy and really nervous he will be mad at me for never talking about my sister and older.brother before. am i overreacting or do you think he will not care at all?",4.269968992248064,5.271497144186046,5.367441860465117,82.10992248062018,70.58139534883722,7.407751937984497,27.356589147286826,7.554174236665415,1.5415333333333336,846,28,163,9,15,280,118,215,0.179,0.7440000000000001,0.077,-0.9738,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,10,17,3,7,5,0,23,0,0,3,5,31,39,15,0,4,4,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,9,13,0,0,3,1,1,1,7,11,0,2,9,2,31,6,30,25,2,28,0,1,2,0,33,13,0,2,12,125,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961527117625114,0.10004601096058474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919802357738147,0.13583249291644878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240445973061572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20462401573678424,0.0,0.0,0.10633899988235994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258864846098905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705979283733695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131832603635098,0.0,0.0,0.06281836443008135,0.0,0.0,0.1008482795140226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381051513447687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298755477234395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096798509437374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025848535214658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709337623687534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147504736543823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477889802664465,0.1667130516356941,0.10498546587250727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702628124895873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268091480966128,0.0,0.0,0.12037724389341355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256549346887065,0.0,0.0,0.11891651058515597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19328233695188546,0.42036636814458495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15975895474491,0.1540847894353692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297813633409477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117453132788744,0.0,0.0,0.10384532755209264,0.0,0.0,0.21275498155736336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849431782666054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154856125693532 socialanxiety,cmosk83,2020/02/09,"Anxiety and depression has made me shut off from everyone I know I’ve had anxiety pretty much my whole life and I’ve always been the quiet one but I always managed to find wherever I was a small group of people I could talk to and once I was comfortable it was easy for me to come out of my shell and seem happy. However last year, I guess I went through a major life shift pretty drastically to the point I feel a little traumatized. Ever since then I’ve been trying to get back into the swing of things and feel like my old self but again, it’s been a year and I still feel trapped and unable to get back to feeling like myself. I’m only happy in small doses but I pretty much spend everyday feeling physically and mentally drained to the point it’s exhausting to keep up conversations. Even texting someone back feels like I’m giving 80% of my energy. Most conversations I have with people, even with family members, have no substance and end quickly cause I literally can’t muster up enough mental strength or interesting enough topics to keep talking. Even when I don’t want to, I shut down. I don’t know what to do about it, I want to be happy and I want to be a fun person to be around and give off positive energy but this giant rain cloud has been following me around and it winds up affecting other people. I just want to feel normal again.",3.8788255152807385,5.509892444029852,5.10579957356077,81.18689054726369,72.32089552238807,8.537597725657427,25.075337597725657,9.107695989026183,1.9785665955934608,1077,33,208,23,21,357,142,268,0.073,0.6679999999999999,0.259,0.9955,1,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,16,12,0,0,9,0,20,4,0,3,1,50,47,19,0,6,6,0,7,3,0,0,4,1,0,2,9,19,0,2,11,0,1,3,4,2,0,1,10,8,26,10,37,33,7,38,0,1,0,0,9,19,0,4,19,140,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15267775720449175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036877602865205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633443368200141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21163786373356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942470034451722,0.0,0.07902987194534923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732506187837515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901951220975673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125850766664518,0.1895934477342521,0.0,0.18178938124917726,0.08298826698023277,0.0,0.0876659220728646,0.0,0.0,0.08648866862644218,0.0,0.32472187777452016,0.19662713811105745,0.0,0.0,0.08385292635719079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586556125878727,0.17601961084314474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106704926578884,0.0,0.0,0.29299158208778114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309367855812865,0.0,0.0,0.10084089458612157,0.07478411543828181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960388555340596,0.13446537065121902,0.09195221774502656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681098371081689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849140095167522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488571322596596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989025455939559,0.0,0.0,0.09627055220952407,0.09770503280400047,0.062168533160135785,0.06977592248319267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908125164816589,0.08010786894241123,0.0,0.0,0.1734566527017408,0.0,0.0,0.28001180325041464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352086210931756,0.0957096540052979,0.0,0.0,0.07589210294996708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773492415350948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732673770859354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748171081345154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06095105309445161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622885789919477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21645343048582316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504818774340071,0.0,0.10242959889038362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816106276131305 socialanxiety,VonSpuntz,2020/02/09,"Went to a nightclub for the first time yesterday What can I say? It was as terrible as I expected. I left after 30 minutes and felt like a huge shit walking home. I was with my friends, who are great people, but it was actually a frightening experience, and I'm not going to a nightclub anytime soon. Somehow I'm proud I tried, but guys, I had never felt as pathetic as when I left the club, and I gotta say this feeling isn't completely gone. That's it, just needed to get it all off my chest.",3.6336554621848727,4.362251637254904,5.363445378151262,82.56264705882357,71.84313725490195,8.965826330532213,30.257703081232492,9.23628265651192,2.48467619047619,385,16,82,8,7,132,70,102,0.085,0.737,0.17800000000000002,0.8144,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,4,6,1,0,6,0,7,2,2,0,2,16,18,10,0,2,4,0,3,1,1,1,0,2,1,1,8,4,0,0,3,1,0,4,3,2,0,1,8,5,10,4,11,9,1,15,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,1,8,55,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.1996131087674552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21446873384338933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000909698734662,0.0,0.0,0.10342756670238147,0.0,0.3928037279546206,0.0,0.0,0.17399170794139754,0.0,0.0,0.15803625991452122,0.0,0.10686990448034306,0.0,0.11625153615177987,0.0,0.0,0.2255191481972597,0.0,0.2025385013710083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20518219409749028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4444923896207766,0.0,0.0,0.0999337066666888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167261260241027,0.15776300494501594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181050450432794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253356989647561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099695451878775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927583474837546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887728605929542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896216238869699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ElectrophoreticFee,2020/02/09,My Social Anxiety Episode So I drive to Trader Joe’s to pick up a couple things. As I looked for parking I saw my elementary school teacher going in. In order to avoid any interaction with Professor I just waited in my car until he left. Side note: I have good relationship with him but I’m not in a mood to be asked what’s going on/what’s new/where your working type questions. Anyone else have stories similar or different.,1.8342857142857163,4.4762976666666665,3.840761904761905,82.48757142857143,84.23809523809524,6.6933333333333325,23.87619047619048,7.908726449838941,1.6967419047619052,340,13,63,7,10,115,64,84,0.04,0.9329999999999999,0.027000000000000003,0.0,1,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,10,10,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,1,2,10,1,14,8,0,13,0,0,2,0,8,7,0,2,1,36,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16625627578756969,0.0,0.1870282094756936,0.0,0.0,0.17094763476095168,0.25050089964733513,0.0,0.0,0.2285578490165669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705148978866577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25543185767924503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042335020822959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778897302500269,0.20506006521437375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656306194712085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20530346881264652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361224267368209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738760100142589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624823817899331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24742903293072754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492188087379699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16242310645476232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779859492320201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,GatsAndCoffee,2020/02/09,"I’ve always convinced myself that my presence is just an inconvenience and that people pretend to care about me because they pity me. Yesterday I left work for my lunch break and was absolutely not feeling well. Apparently it was pretty obvious because once I got back to my house I noticed I had a text from a close coworker who I have always wanted to be close friends with but poisoned myself in to believing she pretends to be my friend so that I don’t feel bad. Anyways, she mentioned that she could tell I didn’t feel well and that she knows I’m too worried about asking people to cover for me, so she talked to our manager and will be covering my shift for the rest of the day. I was floored. I replied back and mentioned how much I appreciate her, to which she replied, “of course dude, you cover me all the time and I don’t get a lot of opportunity to show you how much I appreciate you.” I cried. Later that day another coworker messaged me and asked how I was feeling. I told him that I feel like garbage and won’t be returning to work today. “OP that sucks man, I hope you get feeling better. I’m heading back into town later, do you want me to bring you anything? I could come by and walk your dogs if you want.” Anyways, I just wanted to post this for anyone else that feels like they’re a burden to the people they’re around. People don’t have to be in your lives, and most likely aren’t pretending to be your friend Love you guys",5.156969348659004,5.496916520689656,5.748505747126438,82.54429118773945,68.27586206896552,8.651340996168582,29.90421455938697,8.515128840125781,2.0480536398467435,1141,40,233,16,18,370,147,290,0.121,0.713,0.16699999999999998,0.955,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,11,1,4,18,19,2,0,9,0,24,4,1,3,2,43,50,17,0,8,5,0,7,3,3,2,1,0,0,2,13,16,1,0,8,4,0,3,7,5,2,0,8,7,53,14,31,32,6,25,0,1,0,1,36,9,1,4,14,164,66,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758597168681116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080919059437183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389024310597599,0.10827627067838963,0.0869613161730123,0.09407293292467893,0.19758325467596036,0.0,0.0,0.24377208230080605,0.0882340032225592,0.12883669499936667,0.0,0.0,0.119059257242888,0.0,0.09346072987716388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774245171098022,0.0,0.0,0.09102944108497388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16874538001591152,0.0,0.11607875209951085,0.13630294455206118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827769474756601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3740263056774103,0.15098812675764728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24493215194053156,0.0,0.11042139188482232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451775211441429,0.0,0.0,0.10463461785804404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845278190732738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049588720204378,0.0,0.12193447473198385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05807607963120087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481592638918432,0.0,0.0,0.1548820368091795,0.0,0.09331274136910964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984089451338474,0.09537558878425023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553662024632741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031140465946025,0.0,0.1125401611872484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930462671862303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120720045934936,0.10750921273881224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493736213370072,0.09236439036023587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06161979724405101,0.0,0.10016730792219557,0.10097675337257536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24931882480684264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900285847293918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538649549213412,0.10731783942765924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,this-acc-is-not-real,2020/02/09,"New challenge! I'm really unsocial and have been stuck with the same people i've known for yearss without meeting anyone new. So i just got this idea to try and make at least one friend per month. I'm super shy tho and turn super red super easily when out of my comfort zone. This is an extremely scary thing for me to do. So any advice is super appreciated!(like where to meet new people, how to approach them, how to stay in contact with them...) Wish me luck! I'll try to update this post to keep track of how good i'm doing. P.S: I'm a 17 y/o male if that helps with any advice.",2.925528007346192,4.011485115702481,4.281432506887054,88.31285583103765,73.87603305785125,6.700091827364558,20.882460973370065,6.937597516519254,0.30183673094582186,453,9,99,4,9,150,83,121,0.053,0.685,0.262,0.9828,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,5,9,9,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,4,0,20,16,11,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,1,6,9,18,13,2,13,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,2,6,54,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529857129911466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456459601200885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262887541303022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395410950746663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151489549381687,0.1444526525797808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106103408411074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20389000402517773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16053706323815406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056052754338603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441635107454663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5233112549907267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238798986675467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504285168774303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17297725271651282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570526233250572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925093429409576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999119955551925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245248635828177,0.1964549942205086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20769594613629647,0.17410441108083524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CryptRun4,2020/02/09,"Sharing my experiences and need a lil' help from you guys!!! I am a 16 year old boy and my SA kicks in when i am talking to or in front of people whom i know, but not in front of people who i am really close with (P.S.- I am not popular in school and in fact many people have asked me whether I have joined the school last year, makes me so fuckin' embarrased and ashamed of myself). I even did not participate in the school dance in which everyone participated and only i was left out 4 years ago, i used to talk to a girl in my class and she was a good friend to me, the next year she was gone and one day she returned to my school to attend a program, when she came towards me, i started getting nervous and started acting weird. She asked me a question and i somehow managed to give an answer, but still you know it was awkward af, and i still feel i could have replied in a more better way. I became absent-minded and just kept quiet, so the conversation ended pretty quick, i still regret my behavior. Another instance, i was sitting next to a girl and she was asking if she could borrow her book, i don't know why but i feel that i can't listen properly when SA kicks in, and just ""Hmm""ed, that too for 5-6 times, she really felt that i was not sane and must have thought that i was a loser. I just need help in creating and maintaining a conversation, i simply don't know what to ask to people and also i feel that people get bored too fast while talking to me. It would be really helpful if somebody provides some tips on how to maintain a conversation, what topics can be raised etc.",6.774647832817338,5.342782569659448,7.261453173374615,78.95769059597525,65.40866873065016,10.180263157894737,31.952205882352942,9.017664075816787,2.412455263157894,1242,38,260,17,16,410,166,323,0.077,0.8240000000000001,0.099,0.8465,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,2,0,2,18,13,1,3,16,0,27,1,0,3,2,59,53,31,0,9,14,0,4,0,1,2,0,2,0,4,12,20,0,1,11,2,1,7,7,8,0,1,14,6,47,5,32,33,3,49,0,2,0,1,35,16,1,6,24,184,59,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311883322098093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074985476888427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832292877927258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506381406321373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292933680031732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724452663219293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497307208196363,0.0,0.0,0.06047199080559905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830497757402808,0.0,0.10457504817826448,0.06193225291413925,0.0,0.0,0.08959843562577359,0.0,0.09172216846329437,0.0,0.0,0.1422343152640561,0.0,0.09003107369424944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244419108146324,0.0,0.09797882821599617,0.08994989956242573,0.0,0.07864735371597441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284412262483767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18855023348532712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061276762596606,0.07643266156897408,0.0,0.0,0.10187817538000644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259023472305192,0.09506507249586794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946779916305133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390541605469131,0.0,0.0,0.1994446452199895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839274681481558,0.0,0.06353898053644443,0.07131406766751436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250313343034976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539480083316122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504055683096182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18020872193374368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795890467929175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273760277140825,0.0,0.224647464399468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260992115268276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744405646930076,0.054676321551687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098462608482118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442792066706096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461017908689522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660942279407829,0.0,0.0,0.2415316265422486 socialanxiety,Main-Section,2020/02/09,"How to cope with not knowing if you were a creep or not? Yeah.. Any tips on how to stop thinking in circles about something you said that just might have been weird? It gets so tiring. I've been questioning this one apology letter I sent all day. I don't think it helps to think about it this much if I'll never even come to a conclusion.",2.23404761904762,3.9225793571428578,2.951428571428572,94.68190476190478,76.85714285714286,6.3809523809523805,21.666666666666664,7.1686216300943375,0.3990952380952386,265,7,60,3,6,83,53,70,0.11699999999999999,0.865,0.018000000000000002,-0.6852,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,7,1,0,0,2,1,6,1,0,2,2,20,14,6,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,6,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,5,1,4,0,9,8,2,7,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,5,3,41,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18003012837083726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22804734493797416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17073335967925862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748561850151214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831407148915226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774475224116371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549244295522654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28084394959822245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946120372845721,0.0,0.20418137033445174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939253318873288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965658469552109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518253575084888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20380735212390505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213318510896588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5088980294546415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042760514560772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,nostalgicthunder,2020/02/09,"Hey guys, embarrasing question What do I do when I go to the doctors or physiotherapist? Do I tell the receptionist I have an appointment made?",3.7360256410256376,6.792312346153849,5.943846153846152,67.8844871794872,79.38461538461539,9.620512820512822,31.743589743589745,9.725611199111238,4.028682051282051,115,6,20,4,3,40,20,26,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,1,0,3,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,15,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4460632435653933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247677113699828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4315138801018927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4123677116790563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4881995431132004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38091137793100055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ThatCanadianGuyThere,2020/02/09,"Has anyone else experienced this? TLDR: Does anyone else attribute their social anxiety on an emotionally abusive childhood? I’ve been talking to someone earlier about living at home with my family before college. I’ve always known this but this moment is what made me think to post this. I grew up in a toxic family. It could’ve been much worse, which I know, but it was very emotionally painful. I wasn’t beat or anything like that. It’s hard to describe but it was hundreds of small things. As I went into high school I started to stop talking to everyone. Even in younger grades now that I can look back I can see how I was never like other kids. Now I’m in college and it’s the same as high school. No friends, never talks in any form unless required, very by myself. I’m wondering if this is because of my childhood. Does anyone else with social anxiety feel like this?",2.1923964497041406,4.9129871005917165,3.3457366863905342,86.1257056213018,83.31952662721893,5.746863905325442,23.834615384615393,7.1686216300943375,1.22085775147929,696,26,127,10,20,224,106,169,0.126,0.795,0.079,-0.7397,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,2,6,5,0,0,3,0,11,1,0,3,2,23,22,10,0,1,6,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,1,1,17,4,0,2,5,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,8,5,13,4,22,14,3,24,0,0,2,0,8,11,0,3,13,83,30,6,0.0,0.1310308748552445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201960481116278,0.0,0.0,0.07520488247688625,0.0,0.16920184753150375,0.0,0.0,0.23198095929309115,0.33993707538119816,0.091006014232361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503675951416613,0.0,0.06741453910055609,0.0,0.09410380724919803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882969872766201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19355582587129525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771508585017335,0.24879736668656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304354534109768,0.0,0.0,0.10567332992384124,0.0,0.0,0.20850851501543227,0.0,0.0559175452056913,0.07900540273152122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854414349062042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906677325081284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336884723876736,0.11093062497413624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607772830733332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620858269687456,0.0,0.09765285350790537,0.0,0.09286761158947204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046427791526747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129625593792819,0.0,0.17058740221905472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767538534259217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591449544181747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238456413723688,0.08812578318124928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254648269171673,0.09370241129558864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827605690320723,0.0,0.0,0.09245805688313784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666637693875309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347097470214385,0.07086150309800934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824963973582772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251788825495098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199299624221027,0.0,0.0,0.1127004934003104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tiredkoya,2020/02/09,"class presentation so i have a class presentation tomorrow and i'm so fucking scared? like i've been scared but never this scared? i've been thinking about it for hours and crying and have not been able to get any work done lol honestly it's probably because the teacher's condescending as shit and has insulted previous groups for their shitty presentations.. like i know skipping this presentation won't do me any good plus it's gonna be 5 minutes max but i just can't bring myself to do it. it's not even graded or anything, it's literally just for 'knowledge sharing'. i've also talked to my bf about this and ngl doing that made me feel even worse so :-) not looking for advice on going through with the presentation cause i've made up my mind that i'm skipping school but some words to make me feel better would be appreciated cause i'm really depressed over this whole situation rn haha",3.059543994861912,5.69376960115607,4.25544315992293,81.67162973667313,78.42196531791906,7.312652536929995,25.21804752729609,8.344100000000001,1.8822089916506108,723,27,135,15,18,236,105,173,0.179,0.657,0.16399999999999998,-0.6196,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,2,10,14,3,3,3,2,15,2,1,5,1,31,31,15,0,1,9,0,2,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,0,5,0,0,2,6,7,0,0,6,3,10,7,17,20,2,13,0,1,1,1,6,3,2,2,10,80,22,5,0.14857918158510156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451898566541349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881871783342594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20207787695020693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226800667781093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905724900321733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140621195290172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052634950142028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632072542303533,0.0,0.0,0.12797103138404048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15204808835158135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19627029630664924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15025219702864653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735905920239086,0.07762648999864467,0.0,0.0844409729033965,0.12462116822205938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632056486435094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165523251788631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14517656619625918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476909190839244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811784282202817,0.0991777574443084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500226182373941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459342445443065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601934875959548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518362831079756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4462610418434471,0.15037006402805084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525143947568954,0.0,0.16700922532533005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942231807873555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952035401953275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16588335017129455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816741376346604,0.0,0.15141487950981816,0.10554638765307962,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rixdoh,2020/02/09,afraid of girls How do I go up and talk to them with the right mind set,-1.9417647058823528,-0.25861311764705874,-0.4749999999999997,113.60750000000002,91.94117647058823,3.4000000000000004,8.5,3.1291,-2.7238,55,0,17,0,2,17,17,17,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447323833076725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6124710902395785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5180144890206351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4875445996874997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,OfficialJaminHero,2020/02/09,There’s a party going on in my house and i’m stuck in my room. I hate that i’m like this but don’t know any different.,-3.587931034482761,-2.2487387586206857,0.09958620689655362,104.67903448275864,109.0,3.6993103448275866,9.248275862068963,5.6839178017228535,-1.722481379310345,92,1,26,1,5,33,24,29,0.146,0.718,0.136,-0.0644,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,3,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128824645969202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4807045555944497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614843357789879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4542515890911971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5308913980871568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528578663138482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22478067623600392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,everythingzbeentaken,2020/02/09,There’s a party going on in my house and i’m stuck in my room. I hate that i’m like this but don’t know any different.,-3.587931034482761,-2.2487387586206857,0.09958620689655362,104.67903448275864,109.0,3.6993103448275866,9.248275862068963,5.6839178017228535,-1.722481379310345,92,1,26,1,5,33,24,29,0.146,0.718,0.136,-0.0644,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,3,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128824645969202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4807045555944497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614843357789879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4542515890911971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5308913980871568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528578663138482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22478067623600392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sphericalcat7,2020/02/09,"Does anyone else struggle with writing? So I know this may sound wierd but I feel that I get social anxiety when writing. I failed/dropped out of college and a big part of the reason why was failing or barely passing basic English classes. I was thinking about the reseaon why I am so bad at writing. I think part of it is just that I haven't practiced it enough or I lack organizational skills that would make it easier. But a big part is I was just afraid someone else reading something that was uniquely mine and making a judgement about it. I know most teachers/professors are probably very understanding but it still makes me uncomfortable. Have you struggled with this issue also? If so how did you get over it?",4.25611111111111,6.613025370370373,4.618240740740742,81.98958333333336,73.07407407407408,6.5740740740740735,30.50925925925927,7.492282038375204,2.0608148148148144,575,26,101,7,12,181,87,135,0.177,0.797,0.027000000000000003,-0.9669,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,3,11,5,0,3,5,0,13,0,0,5,0,32,24,14,0,3,8,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,12,5,0,0,7,1,0,1,1,5,0,0,5,2,15,0,10,17,6,8,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,5,2,78,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050139393089375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527232484313905,0.0,0.0,0.10536127860375877,0.1543928648977358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581427540472045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186398588800155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517531516970645,0.0,0.0,0.15569614634876064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619001245457707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745162751062414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727423388828007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656232203069353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017468519328824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4895260440377858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16246210113987145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15072409375335527,0.0,0.0,0.15492754584664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360266538613754,0.12767348526072586,0.11600337892249983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203358913684732,0.0,0.0,0.31505383895740324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931035700414788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568666468254649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243295171175307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719365120764336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704110487370214,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,icytwats,2020/02/09,"I’m screwed for college I’ve heard that to get into a good college, you should also do extracurriculars and community service and not just get good scores on tests because “majority” of the people going to good colleges already have that. I don’t have any top schools but the one I want to go to is UW (University of Washington) and it’s pretty competitive in some areas but I’m sure I probably won’t get in because I don’t do any extracurriculars or do community service. The thing is, I can’t do clubs or community service if I don’t have a friend coming along with me, and I don’t have that much friends. One time I went to our school’s DECA club alone and I felt automatically out of place and felt like people were judging me (don’t think they were), and I immediately left. There were people there formed in their own cliques and I felt out of place. I have no social skills whatsoever, I get flustered easily and I feel extremely uncomfortable in places where there are a bunch of people I don’t know. I’m currently a sophomore in high school and I’m not sure how to get over this extreme discomfort. I can’t hold a conversation and I hate small talk. I can’t even look at someone in the eyes whenever I talk to them because it feels really awkward for me. I’m really outgoing once someone gets to know me but I’m not sure how to become more “confident” and appear more outgoing. Any tips? Thank you!",3.807279220779222,5.4358840785714255,5.345779220779222,79.40467532467534,72.5,8.662337662337661,28.084415584415584,9.218907990703514,2.3565,1122,43,224,25,22,379,138,280,0.086,0.7290000000000001,0.185,0.9791,1,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,2,3,2,9,14,2,2,9,0,26,2,1,2,3,46,56,21,0,3,10,0,5,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,7,18,0,1,8,2,0,5,14,4,0,2,8,8,29,10,30,46,8,28,0,0,2,1,13,21,1,5,3,141,36,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039684516981704,0.11077720120090193,0.08027774494342975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20479546354717745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18358105657782192,0.11086720300504588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647267754553027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630326043816336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151521385010603,0.0,0.2891556553716691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15511420439251386,0.0,0.3146817106897854,0.0,0.11410207093830367,0.2525942008002801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910927721140753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060621275552917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033779944599363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090684558908288,0.0,0.0,0.049042977257189466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429800893060582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379443049935389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690661123781547,0.13604677292537076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27837691922837826,0.0,0.3146424725944014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212750265772756,0.1082318692990372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861823752443882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047845457504633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232973405744136,0.1701115506045876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28383465828426113,0.0,0.0,0.16137111334121607,0.0,0.09242090193757617,0.0,0.0,0.06669124763281582,0.06432257187143305,0.0,0.0,0.05853522546108804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0592095977042954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305778098251873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TheForsakenNinja,2020/02/09,"How do I stop acting awkward and paranoid around this girl coworker? How do I stop acting paranoid and awkward around this girl at my job? How do I not make things awkward at work with a girl?How do I not act paranoid around her? So I used to be happy for a couple of months at work and I used to be helpful towards helping people.This girl who was decent looking but didn’t catch my attention at the time smiled at me one time.After a while of working there that coworker caught my attention.Ive been working for 2.5 years at the same job as her but different departments at Walmart. I’m asshole because no one I like talks to me at work and I see everybody else socializing while I have trouble making eye contact or thinking of what to say.I know where she works because I always see her when I’m going for extra wrap to wrap pallets.But the looks that she would give me we’re weird look or uncomfortable look when I looked at her.And just to clarify I don’t stare at girls if y’all are gonna ask.Im scared of them so I look away immediately.Been afraid of them since I was in elementary. Anyways I get this weird vibe that she doesn’t like me.One day I decide to go to where she was working and said sup to her.She responds with,”Geez u scared me” and I said sorry just saying sup” I and walked away after that.She works in pickup and stays in the back now to avoid me because she used to go with a pickup cart to pick out the groceries for the customers. Well one time I saw her she made a shortcut just to avoid me and it was obvious because she glanced my way then decided to all of sudden make a shortcut to avoid walking in front of me at Walmart and went through apparel instead of using the walkways.After that I got mad and told a friend “why can’t she just say she hates me now?”.So I put on my music on my phone full volume when she passed me and she just avoided eye contact by looking at her phone.And I looked at her as she passed me through the corner of my eye for a short moment. I had a dream about me bumping into her and I didn’t even say nothing and she asked me if I was flirting with her and I said her name and she called me a freak. Edit:She is 17 and I barely turned 20 Info:I’ve been diagnosed with Mild depression,Autism,and Anxiety",2.428917910447762,4.142056963752669,3.5251807036247342,90.67229131130064,76.37739872068232,6.225181236673772,24.944616204690828,6.961326702584282,0.8722643496801709,1792,62,383,18,40,578,213,469,0.133,0.804,0.063,-0.9785,3,4,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,2,8,26,22,2,10,18,0,23,4,3,12,2,67,62,36,0,3,13,0,0,2,1,2,1,6,0,4,11,26,0,6,5,1,0,16,8,16,1,3,19,22,73,6,67,39,4,68,0,0,16,0,51,32,0,4,20,250,84,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060602733640788914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05571690140662931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19450993092810626,0.13617769399671573,0.0,0.13685764773253345,0.05600393630344815,0.0,0.17759282339938684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437044368634592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058812056656144,0.0,0.04697113807671333,0.0,0.0,0.07392377050251712,0.0,0.07609478629092183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608424682637448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04810538505973284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05627044945621591,0.0,0.03805213791888277,0.0698678693399656,0.1241776955384993,0.0,0.05825105272004266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753188210852566,0.0,0.07190732268276716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976365965295328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867193453855995,0.0,0.14455065415274648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040027008430025636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116486549354893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4892897456417058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891616721714226,0.1458494015955977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058134455233368465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988504689749886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14806019389829314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321709206416525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20784204670317694,0.23167829983828736,0.14583670009509767,0.0,0.11607664205859088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06024805426446065,0.0,0.0,0.07424387922045353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153036950751856,0.0,0.07763008629115414,0.0,0.12178298321824554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058540254985174185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04838688363572533,0.04666832471675264,0.0,0.0,0.12740819418632132,0.0,0.0,0.0695948725214791,0.0,0.0,0.0792211843886646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25161665777796305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05781129564022056,0.0,0.0,0.06548544436204334,0.06751674589431926,0.06572028391395422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4241852333581623,0.0,0.0,0.0517383395782158,0.0,0.0,0.04690194265589935 socialanxiety,lyricalukeh,2020/02/09,How to make friends without drinking? I'm very shy but I'm trying to improve and interact with people more. I've made some acquaintances but I really want to have true friendships where I can be close and comfortable with them. But I don't drink. I've never tried it before and I don't plan to. How do I find people who don't drink as well? I'm 21 and in college.,0.036623376623378334,2.3488620779220817,1.9714415584415583,94.64287662337664,90.55844155844156,5.157922077922079,19.388311688311685,6.742157984588678,0.2581542857142858,288,9,63,4,10,95,48,77,0.049,0.7040000000000001,0.248,0.9504,0,0,3,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,4,4,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,4,2,20,13,10,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,3,0,1,3,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,0,6,4,9,11,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,38,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19185239821038666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6626036861263934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060690880970043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17419214665654895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21333853244297488,0.15049829645948568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738909571083501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.312615297418682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444373645940911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061491406287255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18603057900316533,0.13298391294562392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20271830487258088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21733827652934135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Cephas4,2020/02/09,"I took a big risk and it really payed off. Hello everyone. Within the last year I’ve really gotten into making my own cold brew coffee. Not just the coffee but various creams and syrups as well. It has been a lot of fun but I’ve only really shared it with my family. About six months ago I started a new job in a medical office. I love my job and the people are really great but my anxiety still gets in the way constantly. One aspect of my anxiety revolves around how I receive compliments. They just feel so confusing. First, why would someone be talking to me? Second, there’s no way I’m actually deserving of whatever kind thing you’re trying to say to me. I always feel like people that offer compliments are just being nice because maybe they can tell I’m terrified. All that said the people I work with have been really kind so I’ve been slowly lowering my guard. Guard having been lowered I offered to bring in some of my coffee for everyone to try in spite of the overwhelming fear of ridicule I imagined was sure to come. They said they’d like to try it so I got everything ready and brought it in. Since everyones taste in coffee is so subjective and most of the people I know have traditionally enjoyed sweeter coffee I worried they wouldn’t enjoy mine, which has a stronger coffee taste but also a complex and mellow flavor. Intellectually I’m ok with the idea that they may not like my coffee and can even tell myself that it would be ok if that happens. Let’s be honest, seldom does that intellect win. After carefully and nervously preparing everyones drinks I started handing them out. Yes, my heart was racing, is that even a question here? Well all that fear was for nought. Not only did everyone enjoy the coffee but when my boss took his first sip he did a sort of double take, a double sip if you will, while saying, “wow, this is really good!” Which was followed by him downing the whole drink in one go. My heart felt a little lighter that day. Now I feel a bit more welcomed by everyone and conversations are even coming a bit easier. This feels like a really big win and I really need it. Anyway, thank you for reading. I hope this can help to encourage someone.",3.6595984372998567,5.807186111374412,4.936307160240812,79.98600166517228,74.14218009478672,8.353631356474958,24.675547585500198,9.068930737419137,2.138618854873831,1737,56,316,40,37,575,221,422,0.09,0.636,0.27399999999999997,0.9986,5,0,2,0,0,0,39.0,0,2,7,5,22,39,2,6,23,3,35,9,3,3,3,60,67,26,0,7,13,0,6,4,0,5,1,4,0,0,22,18,4,2,10,3,1,9,5,8,2,6,18,15,41,31,40,38,13,43,0,1,1,1,30,16,0,10,20,219,63,6,0.0,0.0,0.07105928046126045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645482334547966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058232050190662174,0.06058991186875438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141022666857377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06482292609871804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044388812483575096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15899548721064444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424219451675403,0.0,0.0,0.12545148851654153,0.0,0.0786897428674466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04696120035297645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372299932874248,0.0,0.0,0.1426666644637439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14428562208718362,0.0,0.0,0.4174808896497219,0.06544358575867386,0.0,0.06864576616361068,0.1638796437218204,0.14727466577943513,0.10404153329025427,0.06991612535696065,0.0,0.0,0.12387689013896325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038044087195614834,0.0,0.041383807719187794,0.061075782124661165,0.058238728495145886,0.08028144293771143,0.0,0.0,0.06439218823753949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725779442982913,0.048807969735773386,0.0,0.0,0.07232411059016489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220198366200572,0.0,0.0,0.14452007144758378,0.0,0.0,0.1516562377896885,0.040018539881719606,0.059355901560950386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744607272276849,0.0,0.14229961816454315,0.07298216677162145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619067513324661,0.0657205484210141,0.0,0.048606181371110335,0.0,0.07315486778312984,0.0,0.0,0.07335587188626452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05812215567710138,0.0,0.0,0.053993181027818235,0.0,0.07032750074983136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868591245120918,0.11076183122483807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20192967233760792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157215545267413,0.0,0.07283710757255599,0.0,0.3731895393043481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853204892274765,0.11581464173141505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06023530753224422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233958970795486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308106406089657,0.0,0.05815207141857358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862953976724062,0.0,0.05474962417882796,0.05852786957350758,0.12729123807096712,0.06704048057263813,0.0,0.0,0.04837664638149327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16180562617532765,0.14831470859886425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559812891020832,0.0,0.0,0.13094317910147568,0.0,0.06570637941744446,0.08129802904044256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05301193601582781,0.0739496065235173,0.0,0.10345478650718416,0.0,0.0,0.046892019571896655 socialanxiety,crowmazone,2020/02/09,Come and Vent If you would like to talk about something but don’t have anybody to talk to I’m all ears. If i don’t respond right away I apologize,-1.15625,0.8906433750000033,0.5497499999999995,102.52025,99.625,3.8100000000000014,18.9,5.6839178017228535,-0.44023249999999997,116,4,28,1,5,37,24,32,0.0,0.882,0.11800000000000001,0.3291,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,7,6,4,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,5,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,1,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750886582003469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34390031496957524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19504305642568784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34093926729015905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30734588296824705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6417700744355379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28360072953809234,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,snowicles,2020/02/09,"How do I make friends with no common interests? Since I was little, I’ve always been a hermit and thus never really tried anything. I hardly have any hobbies, this is what I usually do: watch random YouTube videos, K-Pop, read online stories, and a little bit of writing, I can’t seem to connect with most people because we don’t share the same hobbies/interests, and when we do, after asking them a little more on the hobby/interest, it just falls back into awkward silence again. After asking general questions, I just can’t seem to ... deepen the conversation? And I just end up making acquaintances but not friends most of the time, while everyone around me seem to be able to click with each other instantly. It doesn’t help that I’m really socially awkward so I feel like I say things at inappropriate times and gain funny looks in return. I just want to be able to make a friend. :( If anyone has managed to overcome this or has advice, no matter how small, I’d really appreciate your it. thanks!",6.182142857142857,6.9600141587301625,6.847738095238099,74.02017857142856,66.14285714285714,9.474603174603176,30.564814814814817,9.516144504307137,2.862579894179894,792,28,136,15,12,261,125,189,0.057,0.742,0.201,0.9833,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,2,1,1,1,11,9,0,2,8,0,15,0,0,6,1,41,28,13,0,2,8,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,9,13,0,0,5,2,0,1,8,2,0,0,2,6,15,7,20,24,6,24,0,0,3,0,16,10,0,9,14,95,24,2,0.2619111515942463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796827304607078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896552969565736,0.0,0.0,0.0890542822000848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156718346614756,0.0,0.10776528074283567,0.11657822665379752,0.24485157133403695,0.0,0.0,0.10069675438270613,0.0,0.07982930352021662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14296957157369075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598777048205333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513366465206208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621507389781656,0.09355468951562608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035278590345184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117310473617736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777676203174678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397827951283667,0.3937556706386752,0.0,0.0,0.10996970166502848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622415911938733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010010132099076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090788107412997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670021548423612,0.0,0.1309910142357549,0.0,0.2516804854944038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041411300458116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35765111357472834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832780555696077,0.0,0.0,0.1334927179006345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205662997575032,0.0,0.0,0.08700106561101177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527224987282928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889102398164871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442290654761388,0.0,0.07724099154711704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ghostleash,2020/02/09,"Uncomfortable around everyone So it's kind of always been this way for me but especially lately it's gotten worse, I'm horribly uncomfortable around literally anyone that isn't my mom or brother, whom I live with, and I can be myself I can be fun and silly and weird and interesting but I feel so uncomfortable and nervous around others it's practically impossible for me to be myself and it hurts so much, like this isn't who I am, this isn't the real me that I'm showing other people but I can't seem to be myself no matter what and I'm just so stressed out and I just feel so terrible because of this. Idk what to do. Does anyone know how to fix this or if it can be fixed?",2.088115384615385,4.089232064285714,4.455714285714286,82.29851648351648,78.35714285714286,7.4505494505494525,22.1978021978022,8.384062270229773,1.3356153846153842,539,16,111,11,13,188,76,140,0.254,0.659,0.087,-0.9815,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,11,10,0,2,1,0,15,0,0,1,0,28,23,20,0,1,8,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,18,13,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,2,14,5,13,16,1,6,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,4,2,85,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16583822309204435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27871821560418325,0.0,0.0,0.5322727108330078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149484229961775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17441367139904773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19044503938864227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015497970375109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133607641746276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20754610974138346,0.10953314405041943,0.0,0.22482539503064528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737064758487404,0.0,0.17599049396976105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233424306883004,0.0,0.0,0.1465125464997279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817340633605088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268534034122909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18144033049651567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283038884613997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581995063201282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031094309246249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,knowingknutter69,2020/02/09,I just joined after realizing that I might have a slight problem I don't really know a lot about social anxiety just that my friend said I definitely had it after she has been diagnosed with it years ago. I don't know what to do my parents say I stay in my room a lot so they force be to be down stairs but I got a panic attack last time I did that I had to fake a coughing fit. In my house if you have an illness god will heal you so don't even think of trying to get out of doing your work. I'm just tired of dealing with all of this worry about messing up and not being the perfect daughter with the 4.0 GPA who wants to be a doctor. I just want to be me weird nerd who loves x-files but x-files are bad according to mom and dad so no to that I'm sorry about ranting really you probably have better things to be doing but thank you anyways.,3.2076229508196725,3.497196825136612,4.8012158469945385,87.80215163934429,72.55191256830602,7.848633879781421,23.993169398907103,7.793537801064563,0.9386251366120222,661,16,152,8,12,224,111,183,0.225,0.6629999999999999,0.113,-0.9759,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,5,1,3,12,13,1,1,9,0,23,7,0,0,2,27,35,9,0,4,9,4,0,0,1,2,6,2,1,0,11,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,6,2,22,5,26,21,3,15,0,0,0,1,19,8,0,4,6,111,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454907550601107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555849425980206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18672081635377016,0.0,0.0,0.13704114146826782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14515906155269295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692101404907131,0.0,0.16658782308376638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16799333210696282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084058797492528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680591932924914,0.0,0.08575080486964712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312692250274111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18938321952202206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18040238352524207,0.13378731644800035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27907378754173184,0.14813313550143908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741152903788748,0.0,0.1922262968870756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925704143966128,0.18224620635203972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17695918618075854,0.1570496102291187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21029091327475266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15612458559310904,0.13052223717570735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673091907048801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837293563240275,0.0,0.17494003610933184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15110824287602556,0.0,0.0,0.10904023909885027,0.1051674524808692,0.0,0.0,0.09570513682880187,0.18864252952717925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143304670855428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19361547188828665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948811276984575,0.16668130967579745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569391242266077 socialanxiety,taywhits,2020/02/09,"is this weird?? okay so because of my social anxiety, i haven’t been able to make friends and i’ve basically been alone since grade 5 (8 years). because of this, i feel like i legit don’t know how to be a friend... maybe i’m just a bad person but maybe it’s because i have no experience?? i can’t figure it out and i’m in need of help so pls help",-1.7202597402597384,0.2082925584415598,1.2387012987013009,98.64948051948052,97.44155844155844,4.358441558441558,16.090909090909093,6.1124844417494595,-0.6169376623376626,265,7,67,3,11,92,53,77,0.12,0.65,0.23,0.8581,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,1,8,0,0,2,0,11,14,6,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,1,6,4,7,11,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,35,10,1,0.2177992106584752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255742974370053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16661580001107856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818532434207199,0.3983051318346606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21304942041586952,0.0,0.0,0.1101258250429827,0.15559579961275466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365422597608722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919724397881077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969675023646235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640569286465794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538266435311992,0.0,0.43761716262009975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149535497948178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901738698398004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18016575773163174,0.0,0.0,0.22201886716496266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402555508364398 socialanxiety,mayoistheshit,2020/02/09,"Worrying what people think How do you all handle worrying about what others think? I mean, I understand that’s the whole problem lol but I’ve said no soooo many times to gatherings that for sure my partners friends think I’m eefing loopy. Or is that just part of it? It does my poor head in!",2.2433333333333323,4.657846896551725,2.8282758620689665,92.00264367816094,80.0344827586207,6.625287356321839,21.73563218390805,7.793537801064563,0.9348873563218384,232,7,48,4,6,72,47,58,0.192,0.6729999999999999,0.135,-0.4314,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,1,2,12,9,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,8,0,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,5,2,5,8,3,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,29,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19825799605409747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175034231992113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325086670511859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22968911247663146,0.0,0.24678255740801236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453347461367064,0.0,0.15706327622379004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21678055769415366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155037168526994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21352345570198114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4354979098671303,0.0,0.0,0.13210483557186334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358495903025205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25293825605342923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4601509958031312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SomeGuyOnPlanetEarth,2020/02/09,"Suggestion regarding memes Mods, maybe meme Monday could be a thing? I feel like there's way too many...I've seen a few posts complaining about them too so I don't think I'm alone on this",1.7881578947368406,4.1399507105263185,2.088684210526313,97.0082894736842,81.36842105263158,6.957894736842108,17.394736842105264,8.07648339933343,0.3391894736842107,149,3,34,3,4,45,34,38,0.054000000000000006,0.8170000000000001,0.128,0.3485,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,1,2,4,1,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.418541256220578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226529373694623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204332681868108,0.28869983048824177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19743017208346614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4059878254477368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3870304539071818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684760435231873,0.25894056893877704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207676700422213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,_emmies_,2020/02/09,"What helps you with your social anxiety? So lately I have been feeling super anxious, more than usual, and I don’t know how to calm it. I get so nervous talking to new people and it has been very overwhelming and draining. What helps you with calming your anxiety? I thought about going to a therapist but I have a tight schedule between school, homework, and work.",4.323431372549024,6.664388794117649,4.621176470588235,82.11696078431375,72.82352941176471,6.886274509803924,31.92156862745098,7.793537801064563,2.472139215686276,290,14,49,4,6,91,48,68,0.09,0.7440000000000001,0.166,0.6236,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,0,2,4,5,0,2,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,12,11,8,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,2,9,3,8,8,1,5,0,1,0,0,8,0,0,0,4,38,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782051572113045,0.2792586304312011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498861143611978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914855672613704,0.0,0.14048593178971389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313775838908645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585124651399633,0.0,0.27884537075696075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387413101356776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17137305469107048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501733202722247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519829468586329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986850110191462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870110515358549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962442635216368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722490448385082,0.20396077129279835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17996002875557598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,snowy__owl,2020/02/09,"I don’t know what to do at this point I have a white collar job. Every day, when I come home from work, I berate myself for all the stupid stuff I said to my coworkers over the course of the day. Even if we weren’t having a full-fledged conversation, I always feel like I said something strange or awkward and never want to speak to them again...but of course, since I have to go to the office, I do. And I feel like they think I’m so weird. Today, I went to a brunch one of my coworkers held. A few other people from work were there, and I mostly hung around them. I know one could argue that was a big step in itself, but I regret it so much. I keep replaying in my head moments when I said the wrong thing. Now I feel like when I go into work on Monday, those who were there will remember these things I said and stupid or bizarre they were. I wish I could sew my mouth shut so no one would ever have to hear anything I say again. I don’t know how not to say the wrong things. I should know better by now than even to try to converse with others normally because I can’t. um end rant I guess",3.4582902298850584,3.7020619267241415,4.225620689655173,92.31478160919542,71.97413793103449,7.221149425287358,21.932183908045978,6.742157984588678,0.2310697701149427,845,15,200,6,15,271,131,232,0.158,0.779,0.063,-0.9619,2,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,4,4,16,12,3,1,11,0,19,3,2,1,3,39,42,15,0,9,5,0,3,3,0,3,0,8,1,0,14,9,1,2,9,0,0,5,7,8,1,3,11,12,36,4,27,26,4,29,0,1,1,0,17,10,0,5,17,140,50,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266990721717112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164915359530416,0.09914413739577596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06789095754494084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849893222176972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593657956019497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17784196390044738,0.0,0.0,0.1436506489378651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864198300985072,0.0,0.0,0.14711948792789473,0.10074178638701856,0.09383518830598922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689381432355851,0.238691201374204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658983990396172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122688127591887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429916317144405,0.0,0.12552363580366613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117145715306198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051890652256413,0.09899199684631116,0.0,0.0,0.2448271841582303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16323128725923405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187077645390296,0.0,0.08589647156439628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912030281647353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264043815653293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721088966284625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528194942333416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616205928657398,0.0,0.423758732248493,0.17713397779630716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212755371392817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857391269225508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749358099132152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22197058190289667,0.07136228123167519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556704282999847,0.0,0.0,0.07561385419281504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568972353023766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324238201394832,0.0,0.0,0.12807158689837944,0.0,0.0,0.2432390660658525,0.0,0.0,0.0791150306305116,0.2435342341727276,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Basketball2443,2020/02/09,"I might be the most socially anxious person in history. I literally can’t talk to a single person without getting extremely anxious. It’s so weird I didn’t use to be like this. I used to actually be very good socially and likeable. Now I can’t even look people in the eye, not even the people I was once very close with like my friends and family. Maybe it’s the depression idk. I try so hard to not get anxious but it’s like the second any social interaction starts I get extremely uncomfortable which makes the person I’m talking to uncomfortable as well. Which I become aware of and makes me feel even more like shit because I’m making other people uncomfortable.",4.040380549682877,6.152838689922483,5.540225510923187,76.22949260042284,72.95348837209302,8.721916842847076,28.006342494714588,9.339509955726095,2.713706976744186,537,21,96,13,11,181,76,129,0.203,0.662,0.135,-0.8537,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,7,10,1,0,7,0,8,2,2,5,0,17,21,7,0,0,4,0,2,4,1,1,0,0,0,3,7,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,1,1,2,4,11,7,11,15,3,5,0,1,2,0,10,3,1,2,6,61,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.11726597038777944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171789860015245,0.0,0.0,0.4072646034279156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325288317667944,0.1327153643395299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349993699681173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381081454417796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328305507648555,0.0,0.06076020782949191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284097367032818,0.0,0.18834739559218724,0.0,0.0,0.1007906470703087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764631583118728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348307314900673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091028424170777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406378584892256,0.0,0.12072422494983223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274785370838601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797427441265405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499266685123416,0.3147764073693441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335002756267666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3674863504290561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850550478926949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19317188059646767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158572257665125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075719647304092,0.0,0.1983012485765178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804485257465116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583700870625027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,swans287,2020/02/10,"Anxiety around ordering food or being a “regular” I go to the same coffee shop pretty much everyday. It’s right near my apartment. Sometimes I just want to grab a coffee to go, other times I will stay and study for an hour or two. I get serious anxiety over ordering my coffee from the baristas because I get worried that they see me as a weird loser that doesn’t have anything better to do than get coffee. My desire for coffee somehow overrides my anxiety from the social interaction, though. I’m really anxious for like an hour leading up to me ordering at the coffee shop. I don’t really make small talk with the baristas ever (because social anxiety) but I always say thank you and smile and try to be pleasant. I know that this is irrational and the baristas are probably not thinking anything about me at all, but how can I get over this and just enjoy my freakin coffee? Or is it actually weird to go to the same coffee shop everyday? Have you personally had these kind of anxieties and can relate? Thank you!",5.697002379064237,6.7664365670103095,6.713505154639176,73.50972640761302,67.35051546391753,9.886756542426648,32.44885011895322,10.035473477838034,3.445396193497225,810,34,139,19,13,271,108,194,0.095,0.767,0.138,0.9297,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,1,3,8,11,0,0,12,0,14,1,0,3,2,28,29,14,0,2,8,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,9,8,1,0,2,3,3,4,3,4,0,1,1,3,21,7,25,25,4,24,0,1,1,0,10,10,0,4,7,104,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.1251692199329131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672767800611943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4906161121437512,0.1449041938560317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111041577182146,0.11418403114803348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637965924370675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344095011852685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602403910989048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15509988833612412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26805499219378776,0.0,0.2186897571903385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526325605678487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356941457101107,0.07049169914659961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06266434196486696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561862386794644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429034872135998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199701906533573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130492745515843,0.13829255988445124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643411079405542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953855638978748,0.0,0.10200235822985904,0.0,0.0,0.10221148233256162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26150229071622555,0.0,0.0,0.12685846171661935,0.0,0.0,0.13671460601726265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030954399101338,0.0,0.2361804004412764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821877435921843,0.12602080100854382,0.0,0.07479299974078321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708426851210974,0.0,0.1252973508561544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565467444373501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026046003858366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pansypunk,2020/02/10,"Fear of being watched/looked at I work as a stocker at a grocery store, so I'm around lots of people on a daily basis. I pretty much retreat into myself the whole day and don't talk to anyone unless I'm spoken to. I avoid eye contact at all costs. I constantly feel like people are looking/staring at me, and judging me. Probably goes without saying, but I have a low self-esteem and very much dislike how I look. I walk to and from work everyday. I live in a large city and pass lots of people on my commute. The second I spot someone approaching me on the sidewalk, I get anxious. I perceive their faces out of the corner of my eye as if they're staring at me, when they're probably not. I feel like people in the cars passing me are looking at me while I'm walking or waiting to cross the street. I've been this way so long, I don't even know what the societal standard is? When you pass people on the street, are you supposed to make eye contact with them? Glance briefly and look away? Smile and nod? It's pretty ridiculous how something like walking down the street seems so scary to me. I'm uncomfortable 95% of the time I'm out in public. My body tenses up (especially my face and jaw), I sweat a lot, and I get flushed easily. People often ask me if I'm okay or tell me I look depressed. I've been told I have ""resting sad face"" haha. This makes me even more self conscious, because I feel it makes me seem unapproachable...but I don't really have control over it. Anyone have advice for overcoming this or similar experiences?",3.157110389610392,4.801593581168831,4.386228571428571,85.55877142857145,74.22727272727273,6.746181818181819,26.93038961038961,7.404127859558343,1.4325988051948055,1205,45,238,14,25,396,163,308,0.11900000000000001,0.7879999999999999,0.09300000000000001,-0.8793,0,1,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,2,2,3,11,11,1,2,16,2,14,9,9,6,1,45,38,26,0,2,9,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,7,14,0,3,8,0,2,9,5,6,0,1,3,13,39,5,40,34,9,44,0,3,9,0,14,26,0,11,11,153,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770407499023552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295446343177486,0.0,0.13982351636175075,0.0,0.0,0.08900774799946426,0.0934723729470236,0.0,0.09393909321020127,0.0,0.0,0.06094985946047352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106067015453376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804814322361857,0.11214155334142402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06448198096464429,0.0,0.08611683718862595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207815057205974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780440567765188,0.0,0.1125107960138986,0.1516660901550292,0.14285844737206274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447595410364843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05494907939938015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14654269696250408,0.0,0.0882884875670973,0.08848347919333363,0.4198106187721064,0.0,0.0,0.2550107278561101,0.0,0.0,0.2002220666238146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700079360294954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4159015907813743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20344115182926625,0.2156012394489376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06405287926190688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951199572647717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18204497301955494,0.20861208734053094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471687080816227,0.07697325130130812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036406530015154,0.08739119878286795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05830199202216799,0.0,0.0,0.09553984486894232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249800354222088,0.0,0.07936334987084832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162955634963144,0.0,0.09638186368636044,0.0,0.14558037798771445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,QuietInterloper,2020/02/10,"How does one with social anxiety get/keep job references? When I job hunt, I always run into the problem of having to reach out to my references after a while of not talking to them. How should I go about interacting with them while having a job and what’s the best way to re-approach them later when job hunting?",7.819301075268817,6.381793725806452,8.076451612903227,73.96801075268819,63.354838709677416,10.847311827956991,33.56989247311828,9.725611199111238,3.0235311827956988,249,8,47,4,3,82,43,62,0.073,0.833,0.094,0.3094,4,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,1,5,2,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,2,0,12,4,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,7,1,12,3,1,11,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,6,37,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16993021631422714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15623033054097288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21431984297585585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787172604505585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669828965309988,0.0,0.11606485602522365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8106407897087557,0.18152312808568344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383870510187096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19541419847435545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20818002255013104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16414702101862427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16210301719684164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,createweirdstories,2020/02/10,"Am I strange for being aroused by a man's looks? Or does it make me dirty that I like looking at men? Is it common? I ask because Ive been reading a lot on reddit about dating & attraction lately. A lot of men keep telling me that most women are able to be aroused by ugly men so long as those men say & do the right things. I am not this way though. I just like beauty. My question is: is this how most women are? Ive been trying to talk about this on various subreddits and getting banned. The first subreddit I tried talking about my love of beauty on was r/cuckoldpsychology and got banned. Then I tried posting about it on r/purplepilldebate and alao got banned. When asked why I was banned they cited a comment of mine where I'm talking about good looks being a key component to attraction. I got banned for it then muted when trying to talk about it with mods. Do mods hate female sexuality??? Here's my conversation with the mods, as well as the comment that I made: [https://m.imgur.com/8SLxF6f](https://m.imgur.com/8SLxF6f) So that brings me to my question: **are most women like me and they get aroused by beauty?** I always just considered this a part of my sexuality? Is it wrong or dirty?",3.3961175069471987,5.851849685589521,3.7219472012703454,86.91780766177055,76.16157205240175,6.434378721714968,23.0728463676062,7.520522993642371,0.9503781659388646,954,29,186,13,22,296,114,229,0.136,0.742,0.122,-0.5204,0,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,2,1,17,10,1,0,10,0,20,4,3,3,0,27,37,17,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,8,16,6,0,6,2,1,0,1,1,2,1,1,8,4,25,8,30,26,7,19,0,0,3,4,24,7,0,9,12,127,41,1,0.11998529086484346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998373738207976,0.2600080250454657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22434010026989454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314191964800232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499993660243112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205942711512156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537472453325432,0.0,0.0,0.1006379693138633,0.28788959390859825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846063409753955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066484395117762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534863428695176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17585625727626172,0.0,0.0,0.10618320669847553,0.30227227577632537,0.0,0.0,0.204014407157369,0.10829140954404076,0.11353298333927865,0.0800911133533358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993237752538708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491274165071345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688219713848634,0.0,0.12001776058857333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246678281008507,0.0,0.09541711915266678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.385758527340488,0.10487243278164347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971289576138761,0.0,0.1178849390761125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32584854582353845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952387390329314,0.0,0.0,0.10788118614164308,0.0,0.10826806248737042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118507995419187,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,causticityy,2020/02/10,"I literally don't have a single friend I physically can't talk. I've put myself out there as much as I physically can but its not working. I have a therapist for DBT and did fuck all for a year. It's over in a couple weeks and my therapist won't help me with anything because she says it's ""too late"". Makes me wanna cry bros I haven't spoken to anyone outside of family (excluding my therapist) for over a year. Tried to convince myself I was schizoid and that I didn't need anyone to talk to, but nah I'm rlly lonely lol Idk what to do? I know exposure is a good way of getting over anxieties but when I literally can't get words out of my mouth how can I even try?",0.6838967136150238,2.77125743661972,3.3921408450704256,87.60379812206574,83.7887323943662,6.885258215962442,21.43849765258216,8.021203637495839,1.1112773708920187,524,17,115,11,15,184,86,142,0.162,0.764,0.073,-0.8823,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,1,0,6,1,14,2,1,2,1,17,21,10,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,3,1,18,3,21,17,3,13,0,1,0,1,7,6,1,0,5,79,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782292032068768,0.0,0.0,0.23366556262625104,0.0,0.13750032491531228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185613674580993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848812237205265,0.1835398408378741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036096132859627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15751699931077956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909284248882102,0.15447144174157815,0.17459461206356494,0.0,0.0,0.1401466465958889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119964910422377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182795489445332,0.0,0.18848410143781213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111533460334389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282992173816805,0.12389465999221498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16797097987787088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132876183494737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686002329495065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5820109547230861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22688544545694145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262777451181804,0.13402902401977726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216430605343691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21520016826625504 socialanxiety,Biggestofboi,2020/02/10,16 years old and shy as hell So I’m a 16 year old boy in 11th grade and about 5’2(sort of the opposite of my reddit name as I’m very small). I am a very shy guy and I have a reputation of being shy that was made over the past 2 and a half years. I don’t talk to any girls at all because I am too shy and don’t know how to start conversations with them without coming off as weird or awkward. I’m scared of trying to talk to a girl and then having them and their friends make fun of me. I’m also not very good at starting and holding conversations no matter how hard I try. I feel kind of lonely outside of school too because I don’t have very many friends I talk to. I’m not really apart of one friend group and I feel uncomfortable trying to join some of the established friend groups. What do I do? How do I become more outgoing and less shy?,3.948826173826173,3.7657972692307697,5.126463536463536,87.77762737262739,70.8131868131868,8.376423576423576,25.886113886113893,8.00094639256281,1.1505758241758244,661,17,156,8,11,220,100,182,0.17300000000000001,0.713,0.114,-0.7954,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,0,8,12,1,2,8,0,13,0,0,5,1,29,26,20,0,0,4,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,12,0,1,3,0,0,1,7,5,0,2,2,3,16,7,26,23,4,17,1,1,0,0,19,7,1,2,9,93,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583203667091436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999555656608191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16134614581347412,0.14615883769904053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399896182285214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338298907425828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4089813977464444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100028922832632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103714209794115,0.0,0.0,0.11855040659963645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781146693771176,0.07273045627642598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522305521002478,0.08833779941557593,0.13417171772443046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777365756985584,0.0,0.08967682806326634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633324970600626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478022171541351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249515959089572,0.13393487508200932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18734148833933792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31910899334781834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26954997510611417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4367765578680552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757078006224726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255667347379536 socialanxiety,BusyKoala123,2020/02/10,"Cant handla presentations Hello. I have performance anxiety, and have just started University. The problem is so big i almost quit because of the fear of oral presentations. However i talked to the counselor, and got told i didnt have to do presentations infront of alot of people atleast. However, i have a group presentation tomorow and the thing is i got told i dont have to speak, but just take care of the powerpoint. I feel really bad tho, because people might wonder ""why doesnt he talk during the presentation"" etc. What im wondering is what you would think? Honestly. Im 24 years old, male, and i have SA.",3.1772126436781605,5.823679422413792,4.862758620689653,77.4164367816092,78.05172413793103,8.694252873563219,27.77011494252873,9.2995712137729,2.9439390804597694,487,21,88,14,12,164,70,116,0.09300000000000001,0.833,0.07400000000000001,-0.0489,3,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,2,4,5,0,1,8,0,16,0,0,0,0,16,27,7,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,2,10,2,8,20,2,9,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,5,8,55,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379455039258434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513275897604798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365764715979184,0.19942494472303174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166773390740051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19170612588563365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18242693193955886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840648975603209,0.08270733220514323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26164825236497763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533734279638793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17352491198199796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716421578494988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22680159420106225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15651709699081873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173979827804594,0.0,0.0,0.10478893650641376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577768334049343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298640315630892,0.26294727210313285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867051280189977,0.10481085776788238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126016770258821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14759902721122595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547754897647268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161974376322997,0.0,0.0,0.10533553262476966 socialanxiety,Love34787,2020/02/10,"I have to give my kid's ""daycare"" 2 weeks notice that shes moving somewhere else and I have been dreading it all day. I don't have to give 2 weeks notice, but I feel its the right thing to do. This person obviously cares about our child and I don't think they are watching any other kids at the moment. I feel bad that we are going to move our kid to a facility, we think shes ready among other reasons. Man, I hate having conversations like this.",4.045806451612904,4.418810731182795,5.1732795698924745,85.57991935483875,70.72043010752688,7.490322580645162,24.10215053763441,7.1686216300943375,0.7842344086021504,350,8,76,3,6,116,61,93,0.127,0.762,0.111,-0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,4,0,1,0,1,5,1,1,3,0,12,0,0,1,2,12,21,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,9,4,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,1,3,15,2,8,20,1,10,0,0,1,0,16,3,0,0,5,49,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321952512431649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16231168688794526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19819863599004173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536867902409013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623920600419171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19658388375619865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729627530452256,0.1104791459278081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19192479522583253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497156706403526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41322219470323296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44263994217463737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16973819677383645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998704139962335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16601224920071486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291473856476699,0.24912090537176795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118638515266421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,earofvangogh6,2020/02/10,"Kicked out of the group Odd experience I’m a 23 yr old girl who’s looking to connect with new people. I reached out on a post on social media about connecting with other ravers. Mind you, I’m very new to the scene. I’ve only been to two raves and had only micro dosed was stuff once. I was also very new to the edm genre. I gravitated towards indietronica but was starting to take some interest in dupstep. I connected with a guy on there (25M) who was a new raver and offered for me to join him and his friends on the weekend for a show. I’ll call him Jack. The first time I met them things were okay and slightly awkward at first. They seemed to really know their music and I felt like I couldn’t really converse with them on their level. The show was good and I was able to really enjoy myself and lose myself in the music and feel free. As far as talking with them...I felt I couldn’t fully mesh because of my lack of knowledge. I’m very “new” to the scene. I also have social anxiety and am an extremely shy person so I never initiate conversations. Talking with new people makes me extremely nervous. This is the first time I put myself out there to meet new people. After the event, the girl in the group F(33) (I’ll called her Alexa) invited me back to her house with the group and Jack said it would mean a lot to join them. I didn’t really know them well, so I tried to politely turn them down. Apparently I was well liked by everyone and was invited to join them the following weekend. I was invited to join them first at her house and then to ride to the event with the whole group. At this point, I was still nervous because I didn’t really know these people that well and they lived an hour away from me. But I guess it was the family custom for everyone to meet and party at her house before and after events. Saturday morning, Jack kept being pushy for me to get there. I couldn’t understand why I needed to be there so early. Jack was actually pushy from the beginning. He’d become inpatient whenever I wouldn’t respond right away to his texts. Which was odd considering that I had to explain I was working, with family, etc. I figured maybe that was just his personality quirk. I kept him updated about my eta. Told him I was 20 min away and 10 min later he calls to ask where I’m at and why it’s taking so long. I get there and everything seems normal. A few people are there. We eat etc. run some errands, everyone is pretty welcoming. I decided to roll but only took a fourth because it was only my second time trying it. Everyone else took acid. Everyone is very experienced accept for Jack, So I felt in a way, that I wasn’t the only newbie. I tried to stick with Jack most of the time since I met everyone through him. After an hour, Jack tells me he feels like taking more and I laughingly tell him I feel the same. He then announces out loud to the Alexa if I should take more and seems pushy and keeps asking if I want more. I keep telling him I’m okay and that I want to go slow. Alexa then points out that only I know my body which made me feel better. For some reason, on the ride there, I got super super introverted and didn’t want to speak. Which I’m sure, made everyone uncomfortable. Also, considering that I took E and was silent must’ve been odd and funny for the rest of the group. I just became very afraid to talk to anyone. Jack asks why I’m so quiet and Alexa interferes and says some people get quiet. I try to talk a bit when spoken to. I smile and laugh and say I’m okay. Everyone keeps asking if I’m okay and I assure them that I am. I also became increasingly self conscious that I was making everyone around me uncomfortable. Which in turn made me more introverted! We stop for food before going into the club. Which to me was torture. I just wanted to be able to finally escape into the music. I’m sitting there and quite aware of everything that’s going on. Jack asks again if I’m okay and I just make some joke about don’t worry I’m not going to die and he rolls his eyes and says out loud to the group,” yeah I know you’re not going to die. Not on a fourth” probably meant as just a funny tease, but in that moment I felt weird because he did seem really annoyed with me. Someone asked me a question, and he answered “ she doesn’t talk...remember?”. Again, in a very annoyed tone. They started ordering drinks and the other guy said to Jack, “ Are you sure she doesn’t want you to hold the drink to her mouth?She’s got that take care of me vibe.” I felt bad because I didn’t want or expect Jack to take care of me. I was just in my own world and detached from everyone. And of course at this point I just wanted to leave and go home. We get into the event and Jack rudely and very annoyed tone turns in around and asks me to take me ticket out. I show him my ticket and Alexa steps in again to tell him that I’ve already got it taken care of. We get in and I’m able to enjoy the music but Jack keeps asking me if I’m okay. In general, he keeps becoming more condescending towards me. Whenever I ask questions his responses are annoyed and condescending or sarcastic. The only people I feel safe around are Alexa and her friend. We then end up sitting down and they’re tripping out. After a few hours, I finally just decide that I don’t want to go back home with them Because I’m mentally just not okay to be around a bunch of people. I make up some excuse and text my boyfriend to pick me up. I tell Jack and he seems okay with it and he tells Alexa. She says I can get my car later and seems pretty okay. She even says not to worry and that I can leave my car there as long as I want. I’m waiting for my boyfriend and then she says out loud to her friend, “ this is the last time I’m having her over. I mean, look at her!” I was still quiet at this point but was doing my best to mentally detach. I tried to thank her for having me and made sure to respond with positivity whenever anyone would talk to me. I didnt mean to offend her. Im thinking that they were offended that I went home with my boyfriend instead of joining the afterparty. And also just being socially out and not joining in with the group. I was polite whenever anyone talked to me. Just very much in my own world. Everyone was tripping out. I guess my vibe was different and not very cohesive with the party vibe. I felt like i was out of my own control at this point. My question is, is it customary to go home into a rave families house after all events? And is it rude to turn it down? I didn’t know or completely trust these people. I felt like I was being pushed to go to their house and didn’t understand why it was necessary for me to go. Would my social anxiety and introversion legitimately cause people on acid to have very bad vibes when they are around me? To add, there’s a group chat and someone commented while we were sitting down,”catching such bad vibes from...” I’m assuming they meant me but not sure. I really wanted to put myself out there into the Rave scene because it seems to be a place of positivity and expression. I feel like this experience has really confused me. I’d like to be able to break past my social anxiety. Am I paranoid in not not wanting to join in at the house right away? would my social anxiety rub off onto the group and cause them to have a legitimately bad trip? TL:DR Kicked out of Rave Fam",2.5317783624825867,4.373839775989271,3.9278021462106,87.33014928029718,76.458081824279,7.2168002889129665,22.066145591497694,8.089152775773815,1.0373770479285969,5770,158,1209,98,130,1901,442,1491,0.08,0.765,0.156,0.9990000000000001,2,0,2,0,0,0,144.0,6,3,19,12,58,68,10,5,63,10,91,7,2,13,7,263,233,102,2,29,36,0,14,7,3,6,1,15,4,7,49,111,4,13,47,12,1,28,27,21,3,6,73,35,190,48,206,142,30,190,0,1,3,0,148,87,0,30,75,776,239,1,0.11098261758318594,0.0,0.0270757563315337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030618019565164505,0.11094094898044808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490139867835453,0.0,0.0,0.05820122001641486,0.0,0.0,0.12349757416293808,0.2334459732483581,0.0,0.10427182254377056,0.04266939118666141,0.09266584993492684,0.11839445375676848,0.06128579082960117,0.047219016653630895,0.0,0.029117352517543625,0.024538776586393456,0.030291068538723917,0.03081916722368415,0.0,0.0,0.08499424586472022,0.0,0.08486563142233805,0.05700485991347187,0.0,0.0,0.02909079075082728,0.0,0.031119110665765743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05759121757787606,0.02898830348209677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05436035685386518,0.0,0.028390731157113262,0.023177934003077542,0.0,0.024574414448145343,0.0,0.06188747776764916,0.01832574305292482,0.0,0.0,0.2916337796798926,0.049872010241637385,0.054281147945505134,0.07846840099305426,0.0,0.08417421915690443,0.03964300208840178,0.18648125523723,0.060788016387444965,0.0,0.09440175782076148,0.033550155428688916,0.0,0.06430867128036244,0.0,0.08697575557289708,0.0,0.15768494791987606,0.023271738523537453,0.06657220330225172,0.0,0.06112993277941056,0.05494512003481721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113246144054615,0.0,0.08197164193017241,0.1920885598192926,0.0,0.0,0.029970067925658924,0.0,0.0,0.12330806231398515,0.0,0.0,0.09148971626628688,0.0226164114957362,0.0,0.058757283697829614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948858767545414,0.0,0.02449992115544113,0.04910806207090772,0.04659872354169365,0.031040290205360282,0.0,0.02358836317331561,0.0,0.10501443620464093,0.07408175903092573,0.0,0.027874239109998075,0.09066945466298358,0.0,0.0,0.055922187566807065,0.0,0.028015201542775453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0203962484368218,0.020573051170572797,0.02139915913537553,0.18757848136703292,0.0,0.0,0.027184850347659287,0.0,0.0,0.029114396966950024,0.02954821641132255,0.0,0.1477127430455188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02648636660702214,0.19235343254355727,0.0484528704372599,0.02898830348209677,0.0,0.13114305796038786,0.0,0.026572667303908226,0.05645461052666916,0.029914508182621136,0.0,0.0,0.05578409213788278,0.09324444844380356,0.02951091873003594,0.0,0.0,0.14219661339225748,0.028527153751092937,0.0,0.0,0.031430417738359334,0.047389274508660345,0.0527849420426553,0.13238674802736858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17681021195621652,0.02894476863719505,0.0,0.0,0.02295149203188416,0.0,0.0,0.16969920338319455,0.04701760586301335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039277033974888416,0.0,0.044315430882011904,0.02319660944304909,0.0,0.0,0.03176213619353172,0.0,0.0,0.10459980364682392,0.0,0.14602895381441466,0.1561063421164252,0.1455055492868813,0.025544470821418603,0.0,0.0,0.018432979915637738,0.01777829501640453,0.0,0.0,0.08089357101415544,0.0,0.0,0.026512161789081147,0.0924793287862549,0.09418739031079222,0.12071721846960386,0.02710347274342853,0.05776840945816199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22893070636527224,0.18001616410534152,0.022023209005475088,0.0,0.0,0.07484002626287732,0.02572049959671985,0.10014455012692768,0.03097703227846515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.020199166849288824,0.05635411769009161,0.0,0.0788388672842374,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,insecurebicommunist,2020/02/10,"I don't think anybody will ever want to be with me Basically the title, even with self hatred aside: I can barely approach someone without overthinking everything and my long fucking list of issues would make me a burden to anybody who did get to know me. I don't think I'll ever have a long term fulfilling relationship because I can't talk to people and when I do its not a positive for them mentally. And this isn't even getting to whether my personality and looks are shit as I believe they are. I'm fucked and I don't really see how to change it",6.575135135135138,6.013344306306305,7.570945945945947,73.73317567567568,65.3963963963964,10.643243243243244,34.71621621621622,10.125756701596842,3.386308108108109,442,18,85,9,6,150,75,111,0.168,0.82,0.012,-0.9567,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,6,4,3,0,4,0,14,3,1,2,2,19,26,9,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,1,2,14,0,12,22,1,7,0,0,2,2,7,0,3,0,6,61,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100415142130074,0.0,0.0,0.20516005659974595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19263363113392126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24054564120946334,0.3294328704424134,0.0,0.0,0.1636563200648081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33668999938885186,0.1902754941826761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19006111939538411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007530754136516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32229880789241155,0.1529149432236831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155062537269715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18351013690474272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624257482057874,0.1589993752792135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166554865178973,0.0,0.0,0.19550316777771012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14510709278573738,0.0,0.1899660469806275,0.0,0.1869191292356945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428951663500615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14636202531680154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333597803909785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074050548299751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17553423560961892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935591362070262,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ioabmfuscated,2020/02/10,I feel like this bad dream is going to go on forever. Everything is so difficult. I hate having anxiety. I wish I could just get rid of it. Yes I know I need to take small steps etc but I am just too impatient and I'm feeling so exhausted every day and I just want it to be over.,-1.7791803278688505,0.07288722950820059,1.684081967213114,93.85333606557379,102.9344262295082,6.374426229508197,17.575409836065575,7.554174236665415,0.8026249180327873,215,7,51,6,10,77,45,61,0.23800000000000002,0.608,0.154,-0.8193,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,13,18,5,0,4,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,1,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,2,8,1,6,16,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21640862811962056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236199753715822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258631352127663,0.0,0.0,0.18243942674079425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31549501822035336,0.0,0.0,0.2383454316320414,0.0,0.2542415905030786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28607345421633,0.20209532069067096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779736051625114,0.0,0.32154366157130604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792934398839522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155467905848829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382048402097953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20975794742441567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21269665115845407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685473532112718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253073629431445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,The_Fig_of_Figs,2020/02/10,"Am I the only one who at certain points gets really anxious because I think I’m my own problem? I don’t know I just wanted to know if someone else sometimes feels like an idiot for thinking I suffer because of my social anxiety, and even if I know it for a fact I still believe like if I’m just being ridiculous and in reality everyone hates me because they think I’m pretending.",6.790324675324676,5.8761516363636375,8.00840909090909,71.93261363636366,65.1038961038961,10.297402597402598,38.730519480519476,9.516144504307137,3.791002597402597,304,15,55,5,4,105,54,77,0.23199999999999998,0.6629999999999999,0.10400000000000001,-0.8858,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,4,8,3,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,2,18,16,5,0,5,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,5,0,1,0,1,11,3,6,15,1,4,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,3,3,36,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533605875703059,0.2264763810350696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36661774601430414,0.0,0.0,0.2258633770590456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16746869345906212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13240991390053605,0.0,0.0,0.19155965734491945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136470391243542,0.14321728941971282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473838426434524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19792466879582526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305226265210042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19588105782842208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584506531390358,0.1524680455730167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895109078310092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19182470006838984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284275437143298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043560329683523,0.16985933738543058,0.0,0.19827200682542534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009725691902682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3853632301220245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182436230481142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,That-Crew,2020/02/10,"I hate being seen I usually go out with my mom on week days for breakfast, but I always ask to be put in the other dining room where there are usually no people because I can’t stand to feel like people can see me. I also avoid going inside places, I usually ask if I can just stay in the car because I don’t feel comfortable going into crowded places. I’m usually fine talking to people if it’s a one on one conversation, but I dislike talking to groups and I don’t like attention being drawn to me.",9.50423076923077,5.4498871153846205,10.321153846153848,67.37384615384617,62.46153846153846,13.092307692307696,39.46153846153846,10.686352973137794,4.099507692307693,396,14,77,7,4,139,66,104,0.109,0.7659999999999999,0.126,0.4215,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,1,3,0,9,2,0,0,0,13,20,6,0,2,5,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,2,1,3,0,0,5,4,2,0,2,1,4,13,4,13,16,0,23,0,0,2,0,8,10,0,2,8,52,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126260028936788,0.1171863186529596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633241387544216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17170388151725302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908271693943052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242120000868566,0.10061282396072986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401199768515153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13904578099282994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761010607298854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649446954852845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908673973336681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929125600062841,0.0,0.2942859946540439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14157845638335229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222756423060333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15011177685636684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263962881734068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6204410981385414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296964716812508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DequandriusThe3rd,2020/02/10,"How does social anxiety manifest itself into your behavior when in public or stuck in an anxiety provoking situation? It seems that for many people with social anxiety problems, their impulse is commonly to escape awkward positions or try make themselves hidden from other surrounding people. Often I do just that, but in many cases I can do the exact opposite. I almost put too much effort in trying to engage with the person I’m talking to and fear that I sometimes scare or weird out said person. A lot of people have said I’m just weird, or quirky. But some also say it is some sort of act, when it feels more like an uncontrollable tick/reflex. In fact, it can be really tiring to the point where every social interaction is proceeded by a wave of depression like exhaustion. What behaviors does your anxiety provoke and is feeling drained from just chitchat an average feature of the disorder?",8.706851851851853,8.9421969691358,8.98432098765432,62.709444444444465,60.790123456790134,12.385185185185184,37.13580246913581,11.855464076750405,4.965032098765433,727,31,107,21,9,241,105,162,0.249,0.68,0.071,-0.9833,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,1,1,10,12,0,4,9,0,10,2,0,4,2,31,19,12,0,1,9,0,2,2,0,0,2,3,0,2,10,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,3,5,7,3,21,15,5,16,0,1,0,0,14,10,0,11,6,80,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091968484601849,0.0,0.0,0.104554695522575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4000704865892458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260828652288493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14984218256768544,0.0,0.2288272101287032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015615878846437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14712161254482672,0.13221462912898638,0.09340243731113508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774832073968675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111525614359304,0.0,0.0,0.08727160519219411,0.2651046608512274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611074921896197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719210727482356,0.2283185407335617,0.0,0.0,0.12359388143835205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12510287406960893,0.0,0.13143228046272407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375696572253143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487320324084857,0.10397164932058282,0.13089600753236078,0.0,0.0,0.11902302239070416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695999941550228,0.0,0.39982640997780705,0.0,0.0,0.1293076329198821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508583439544328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15026922117910196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17753109210822327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Picle_rick_,2020/02/10,"Too anxious to have contact I don't know if this fits this sub because I've only found out about it now. I've been talking with a girl from my school via twitter for the past few weeks but I can't talk to her in person. Whenever I see her I get anxious and follow a different route to avoid her. I really like her and would love to start talking with her but I'm scared I'll look stupid or that she won't like me that much in person. I always feel bad afterwards and I think she will get sick of me. Do you have any advice on how I can overcome this problem? Thank you and I'm sorry if it doesn't fit the sub",1.4622523744911788,2.744783298507464,3.0743419267299856,94.7182157394844,77.95522388059702,6.066757123473543,21.137042062415198,6.574015621080383,0.11896417910447755,478,12,114,4,11,158,86,134,0.218,0.6729999999999999,0.109,-0.9363,1,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,4,9,1,2,4,0,11,2,0,1,0,20,25,10,0,4,5,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,3,7,7,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,2,3,20,4,14,20,2,12,0,0,2,1,17,6,0,3,7,70,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16822273759190312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432423777568367,0.0,0.0,0.11706772928463878,0.0,0.0,0.3889604208139051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437378456611806,0.10494088619443258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985984242588188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704408316060246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18875330889510214,0.0,0.0,0.17988227219384886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460899727715948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682073387392613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456242806055414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15537186526531446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654986974976162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092763778658906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433640993565884,0.0,0.3006290329238986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16472405581566674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028353424520394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17235192565449214,0.17422473171060926,0.13718105778079012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19270754446281485,0.12184847495546608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4151023302812205,0.0,0.15849235536085826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030660494589498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808814084035947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229023902291758,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CarsonTTT,2020/02/10,"Realized I’ve regressed? Hey guys, half here to vent and half here to ask for advice. So I’m in my third year of college now and just had the realization that after like five years of getting over my social anxiety I’m starting to get it back. I think it’s because I’ve just had such little meaningful social interaction outside of work that I kind of forget how to talk to people I don’t know and even some of my friends. I have a decent social life but I honestly go most days without talking to anyone until the evening when people are free, since my classes are all lectures and I don’t work every day. It’s just weird because I know I’m an extrovert at heart and social interaction is really important for my mental health, but people are getting busy and getting their own things and I feel like I have far fewer friends than I have had in a long time. And I’m nervous to make new ones, and don’t necessarily know how anymore since I’ve been with the same people for two, three years? Sorry if this is rambly I’m just trying to process it you know.",4.722716955941255,5.37084446261682,5.645260347129509,81.81439252336452,69.32710280373831,8.170360480640856,28.837116154873165,8.192908349453996,1.8811919893190927,841,29,167,11,14,277,121,214,0.043,0.841,0.115,0.9521,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,2,15,9,0,1,6,0,15,3,1,3,1,34,34,17,0,1,8,0,1,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,8,10,0,0,8,0,1,1,4,2,0,7,4,1,17,8,25,30,5,21,0,0,0,0,15,6,0,3,16,110,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113105464714643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854522688024576,0.0,0.11478874044912846,0.08093216069908972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820670664156136,0.0,0.0,0.08900138236304772,0.0,0.14111514139523856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492929424582494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289803010362038,0.0,0.09752083594404427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05852455867424808,0.08268882889503001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17884984943406104,0.0,0.2418896313501732,0.0,0.06578101047338722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146065481883653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303238217864433,0.0,0.1371593406579884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053144836371035,0.2544434778889145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175468772731406,0.11309511121303525,0.11600770787818522,0.0,0.10243139843175053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726122611868548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664455151090468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178802334437776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843235553115717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32097428011122936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414972892331186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914922581572455,0.0,0.0,0.4719531032113309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956795664187015,0.08192547917061048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18606419339295655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689637222079224,0.07416524063332386,0.0,0.0,0.06749231188275152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785838063838973,0.0,0.11306683662073908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157482923203196,0.0,0.1685286545855884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22360951787046568 socialanxiety,throaway8297338,2020/02/10,"My professor just dropped an stupid interview assignment due in two days. Please kill me. We have to ask 10 different students on campus a ton of stupid questions (worse than non-stupid ones). I have no friends. I do not have time to psych myself up for this. Who would have thought my Calculus 3 class would be the easiest, least-stressful class this semester ever.",4.610199004975122,7.087449149253732,4.087388059701496,85.64710199004975,72.43283582089552,8.645771144278607,30.56965174129353,9.2995712137729,2.8947532338308464,291,13,54,7,6,87,56,67,0.18100000000000002,0.711,0.10800000000000001,-0.7579,1,0,0,0,0,1,11.0,1,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,1,8,10,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,7,1,8,6,1,8,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,4,36,10,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24779636955965945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709424964969044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276932458347596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23976296095959354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20478556626281105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932508607353488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17961227690824375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29095751689944405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969291200587869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30362662106425553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21042892419681733,0.15455927249624282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25892620246750003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27011992933424955,0.3765836338757777,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Artezyxd,2020/02/10,Reddit SA Chat Room Request Admins of r/socialanxiety can you please add social anxiety chat room features so that we can communicate ? I know you guys have discord but it would be more helpful if you guys had a simple discussion room feature in Reddit,7.226884057971016,8.47327458695652,7.3204347826086975,69.88905797101451,64.0,9.611594202898553,34.89855072463768,9.725611199111238,3.63416811594203,205,9,32,4,3,66,38,46,0.067,0.813,0.121,0.5558,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,7,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,2,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,2,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,1,0,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703513718082936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6998465894235647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23687774395249664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19422035980543625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3879289974648421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36024857967479634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25104646394405755,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FGxyP,2020/02/10,"Social media So I can talk to people in real life and maintain a friendly conversation, but I don't know how to talk to the same people online. I don't know how to start a conversation, or what to talk about online, but I can irl. I think that this is the reason I never seem to get invited to anything. Any tips?",2.7506153846153865,3.995307446153853,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,74.53846153846153,7.046153846153848,22.23076923076923,7.554174236665415,0.8735230769230773,244,6,50,3,5,85,41,65,0.0,0.963,0.037000000000000005,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,3,1,14,11,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,9,11,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,2,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16406477272362122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19853605975787356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18639653620062224,0.0,0.12604816154217868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265179887416226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17040876085448592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860742444693263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345180004989559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27460619567885325,0.0,0.24805500755961246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196336407164632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459337370595889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17076475705514133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5817458824117666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15458938326513874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,nespress,2020/02/10,most advice i see dosent change or help anything. its mostly just stuff that are easy to say.,2.4333333333333336,5.084441222222225,1.6866666666666674,99.00000000000004,81.22222222222223,3.6,14.555555555555555,3.1291,-1.3746444444444441,74,1,15,0,2,21,18,18,0.0,0.728,0.272,0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4065155342654794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423368904937201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4400784143397286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788395628390095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33082408718872475,0.0,0.0,0.3315023390604103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4762265046898869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,foreveryoung3,2020/02/10,"Does anyone else feel that it's pointless trying to become better? I don't know if I actually have social anxiety officially but I defintely have trouble talking to people and making friends. I noticed that I had this problem as early as elementary school, but it wasn't that obvious since it's easier to make friends when you're little compared to when you're in high school. In the last two years, I've definetely changed a lot. I'm more talkative, I'm still introverted but not as much. I start conversations most of the time, which is helping. However, I still feel alone when I'm at school. I've made some progress, but I still feel like an outcast sometimes. It also seems like I'm usually the backup friend or just someone to talk to until someone better comes along. While I'm proud of the progress I've made, sometimes I wonder if this is really working.",5.8350328587075575,6.856041572289162,6.360514786418403,76.33941401971525,67.01204819277109,9.409857612267249,33.163198247535604,9.573946990214177,3.161754216867472,695,30,125,14,11,226,101,166,0.064,0.698,0.23800000000000002,0.9865,1,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,6,8,10,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,4,1,27,24,17,0,3,9,0,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,4,3,9,8,16,20,5,20,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,8,16,72,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.11892291981203446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262156623743629,0.0,0.09745560875880058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322659451618352,0.0,0.0,0.0852110271174416,0.12486536583346973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459061123174418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155598480453451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891729209800298,0.1049761355048232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664511503864366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180279188162136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848562195726876,0.08706056999369276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824584053811293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168371862757565,0.12875734382472184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669739628442056,0.09933645648934147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907442610181555,0.1221410111438118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360549075005132,0.0,0.2306237215121795,0.16269202198626442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958499210947415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874441244253566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844860308013094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660860078060165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807000959145695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700024641613568,0.0,0.1109415607345336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080820690853433,0.0,0.0,0.12422629128062365,0.2065120879112391,0.0,0.2410557272513067,0.0,0.08625686212891144,0.0,0.29196527524585303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959013684033577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106061630360813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827385158004977,0.0,0.11904465663773516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421737290799288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215768196602892,0.08871936466240943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078477235445878 socialanxiety,Between_Nowhere,2020/02/10,"Anyone else ashamed of having social anxiety? I have never known some one well who suffers from social anxiety (unless they hide it like me) so I don’t know how many are also ashamed of having social anxiety? Although I haven’t been officially diagnosed, I believe I suffer from light-moderate SA at times. I have never told any of my close friends, and I struggle to tell my family. I usually just down play it and say that I get nervous, but never how I actually feel about a certain situation. Although I don’t think differently of people with SA, I feel that people would look at me differently if they knew I suffer from it and I don’t know if it would be for the good or worse. It’s terrible when I get criticized by my family for being scared of interacting with other people since for them it’s not that big of a deal, and since they think I feel like them I guess I can understand why they say the things they say to me. But sometimes their words can cut deep and I just have to act like it’s no big deal. But i guess I picked my own poison. I just had to rant...",3.6703283410138248,4.8867432995391695,5.1426929723502335,82.34832517281106,72.2258064516129,8.558640552995392,25.544066820276488,9.017664075816787,1.8555993087557607,844,26,173,17,16,284,112,217,0.21,0.701,0.08800000000000001,-0.9768,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,8,0,10,19,2,5,4,0,18,2,0,3,4,42,33,19,0,4,11,0,3,3,1,2,2,3,0,0,13,8,0,0,10,1,0,1,9,11,1,1,4,7,37,8,24,25,2,14,0,3,1,0,21,7,0,6,9,126,50,0,0.0,0.0,0.1074313875450916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803846465893815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486457669563072,0.0,0.25265430131064703,0.0,0.0,0.07697707802531438,0.11279961448152775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403307052701447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269947037959695,0.0,0.11173843791882652,0.0,0.23004001273514646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919655790918448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20756500375972936,0.0,0.166993546714317,0.07864789940973596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505480822320546,0.0,0.11503435015893647,0.0,0.0,0.0923377773664789,0.0,0.0,0.24255180238055615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100452577381653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16135238065302268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924473810928018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161338665192333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25472322878761033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074599436111422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289664145021317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626425622060729,0.1102187087393474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821342019054697,0.12374511398223835,0.0,0.3366668812778572,0.0,0.0,0.10888124549595184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508935856219607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622300028602077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313851493859988,0.14108170264288514,0.0,0.0,0.06419402266083142,0.0,0.0,0.10519515292371552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460696256036572,0.0,0.0,0.12124793628472205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989836044575918,0.0,0.0993385728867412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219051814084154,0.1564087222738938,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,IsaRoxIsa,2020/02/10,"Does anyone ever fear/hesitate posting things online? Hello, a little overview I am in my mid twenties and enjoy doing digital art as a hobby, however i have been having fears of posting online ever since my early twenties. I guess I'm afraid of being judge? It later escalated with me not posting replies to people or interacting much online. I feel trapped with this phobia and i don't know what to do... Sorry if my writing is a bit odd ^^; I'm just curious if anyone goes through this and if anyone has advice I'd greatly appreciate it!",6.710705128205127,6.803159942307693,8.189230769230772,67.2224358974359,64.96153846153845,9.625641025641023,34.641025641025635,9.2995712137729,3.432267948717948,430,18,68,7,6,150,74,104,0.125,0.794,0.081,-0.5513,1,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,3,0,10,0,0,0,2,17,15,8,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,9,2,9,13,2,10,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,5,4,49,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17467378937707134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749613838937856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19515022151937825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642654584790938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233817316710736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022900188665098,0.09038207358983777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970740383647925,0.19691480853697926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982370891125118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17915585231141856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314028389431562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392370682764085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5135832601041238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786499685531154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20009754635267868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875448068793992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,stirinsomehoney,2020/02/10,"Please. The social anxiety makes me so inadequate compared to everyone around me. My boyfriend, friends, family: they all have more of a life than I do. They were fortunate enough to actually have the energy to live the social life that I want, but just can’t have. I’m the biggest loner I know. The loneliness and fear of putting in any amount of effort is taking a toll on me. It is so depressing and horrible. I’m only four weeks into this semester (college: second year) and I’m getting really scared that I’m gonna sink even further than how bad it got last time. Last time I was really thinking about killing myself and the ideation is coming back. I’ve been on birth control for about a week and I’ve never been on it before. Random, but I guess that could be one reason the depression is hitting so hard. I want to be ok. I really want to be ok and I need a sign from God or someone that things can get better because i can’t do this anymore. I can’t do it. I’d rather be dead right now.",2.3296278051450443,4.197189059113303,3.979761904761904,86.61662698412701,77.12807881773398,7.466776135741654,24.0856595511768,8.344100000000001,1.4920730158730162,781,26,162,15,18,261,122,203,0.23,0.6679999999999999,0.10099999999999999,-0.9904,0,0,0,0,0,2,23.0,0,0,2,3,12,10,1,2,11,2,23,2,0,4,2,30,42,13,2,6,5,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,11,9,0,1,3,0,0,2,4,6,0,3,5,1,17,4,20,30,4,22,0,2,0,0,5,9,0,3,11,107,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.13339198109505068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295546141094972,0.0,0.10456924664239764,0.0,0.13556204591388318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168514058343287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510795253168194,0.11413237317659435,0.08332636634097111,0.0,0.1163150919897356,0.0,0.0,0.12089324421551458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774832559462454,0.0,0.0,0.15331205417845034,0.10913769057504424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354657807983553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123970129837654,0.0,0.09028398471814862,0.0,0.0,0.13061536456653852,0.0,0.0,0.12886134904424842,0.15381685682225776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056081432978881,0.0,0.14283218538196546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932533118822536,0.0,0.15058199552778584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244946491145048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15122979362238295,0.0,0.0751225213751508,0.22284496120712732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19309964876349475,0.0,0.0,0.12070181824581795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124318153055992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135561936699952,0.10542553995108668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262625010125257,0.10396066496093763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004711366659576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741353099700326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26270579111177056,0.14054246563851552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673448992457595,0.0,0.0,0.13685285323443316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786812016422813,0.11581895470652505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277560912546574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081230006374932,0.08758691589968727,0.0,0.0,0.15941277596540013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24187400645046225,0.0,0.21929265948237925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802536906707419 socialanxiety,swankifiedd,2020/02/10,"I can't even go into shops when I need something I had to go buy a new pair of glasses today and I was going with my mom but when I was just about to enter I chickened out and we decided to go tomorrow because I'm going on vacation and I really need them asap. I just want to scream and cry, this is nothing new but everytime it happens I feel so useless. I'm 23 and I can't do anything on my own and sometimes having someone come with me doesn't even help either. I don't know I just wanted to vent somewhere.",0.21040540540540675,2.24219501801802,3.006689189189192,89.98138513513517,85.30630630630631,5.501801801801802,22.763513513513516,6.816661863887847,0.7624108108108114,401,15,86,5,12,141,69,111,0.149,0.8370000000000001,0.013999999999999999,-0.9438,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,1,0,9,2,0,0,1,0,10,0,0,0,0,25,25,11,0,4,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,12,0,0,3,1,2,7,4,2,0,0,3,2,17,0,13,22,2,17,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,6,61,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560240139778655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557793272959653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16332295109221176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082658547172252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504570106805041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958670690983668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5387680675657507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16766197571029162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708436939773393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419878008895866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220563303571728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811708579498136,0.0,0.36623224168082097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18192557772358067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146212371942565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16064681497219038,0.14596275265655553,0.18751848962164275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17971790376636426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22366108011299865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AllanLionChild,2020/02/10,"I get really anxious when I go out with my nephew in public (vent?) This requires some context. I'm sorry if this is an unnecessary post. I have a younger sister. She is currently 18, I am 19. My sister is very extroverted, rebellious, outgoing, all over the place, extremely hyperactive, but genereally nice and caring if you get to know her. I on the other hand, her brother, am introverted, cautious, withdrawn, socially anxious and awkward, and I have been diagnosed with Aspergers Syndrome. I too like to think that I am a nice person, when I open up to you. Basically, what I want you to understand, is that we are polar opposite people. Nearly a year ago, my sister got herself pregnant, and gave birth to my nephew 9 months after, as expected. In the meantime, the father left the picture to go to prison. For this reason, my sister and I spend quite a lot of time together, and naturally she brings her son, my nephew, with her everywhere. Now, I love this kid to bits. Nothing makes my heart melt more than when he looks at me and smiles. He's about the only human being I have made exceptions with, and forced myself to hold eye contact with, for as long as I can muster. He's absolutely a sweet kid. For this reason, it pains me that being in public with him is so nerve wracking for me. Usually when I go places, I am fairly good at flying under the radar, and basically remain invisible. But with an 11 month old tagging along, that all goes out the window. People often mistake me for being the father, since my sister and I are also very different in physical appearance, and complete strangers sometimes give us the ""aren't you a bit too young?"" talk. One time we went to get something to eat, and my nephew ended up knocking over a cup of soda, and the stares people gave us were enough to make me feel like I couldn't breathe. Another time while I was walking around with my nephew on my arm, he started yelling, not crying (I think he was excited about something), and people were just shaking their heads and tutting at us. What my nephew does is normal baby stuff, there's nothing out of the ordinary about his behavior, but I can feel people judging my sister and I when we go places. My sister doesn't give a damn, she's really good at not caring. She also doesn't take offence that I am so embarassed, which I think is baffling. She has to live with people judging her every day, because of her age, and being a young mother. I do try not to think about what other people might think, but me being an already anxious person, it just hits different, somehow, I guess? And I feel ashamed for the embarassment I feel. It's so stupid, but it's there. We're going to the city tomorrow, and honestly, I can already feel the dread of what might happen, how people will stare. I feel like an absolute asshole for being so anxious and embarassed, just because I have to go out in public with my nephew. It's not his fault, it's mine. Thank you for reading this.",5.314894736842106,6.251575542105265,5.9312280701754405,79.25526315789476,68.14035087719299,8.666666666666668,29.73684210526316,8.841846274778883,2.3617894736842104,2329,84,431,38,38,757,260,570,0.08,0.7909999999999999,0.129,0.9865,3,0,2,0,1,0,93.0,6,5,1,2,27,23,2,4,28,0,41,11,6,6,2,91,86,43,0,7,15,19,7,3,0,3,2,1,1,5,25,40,2,2,15,1,1,11,8,9,0,1,10,13,81,14,72,65,8,66,0,0,4,1,67,27,1,10,30,308,106,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060934766514983585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171484955069614,0.10994433750202423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208095296893566,0.0,0.3106311443786014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611940816228472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380777535788753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009477985019484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140172102203433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207365147636764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550878249265508,0.044332271010576206,0.0,0.0,0.06977068817640497,0.0,0.1436394699584027,0.0,0.0,0.06015572972187722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033922453685253,0.0,0.0,0.060884140185191525,0.0710278491539676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05791727401257905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085451504833224,0.09821719665406936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774303709630954,0.13188530000921853,0.2344026343620062,0.11531341213520632,0.054978473198130984,0.0,0.07572598331297896,0.0,0.06078745684637739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054811816673767,0.0,0.0,0.0814584395157508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037778266785114256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468731921740006,0.0,0.0,0.10075017018978633,0.0,0.060699579935122074,0.060833639427243465,0.057725143818789564,0.0,0.0,0.0584411568875345,0.062041454257236214,0.06504441508508405,0.09177032908600724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14584671804805507,0.0,0.0,0.10973685245815253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735160436773925,0.13191772503305424,0.0,0.07213213686468449,0.0,0.046580694092455334,0.052280643196719344,0.07314529173917816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.381250942985332,0.12004401416366987,0.21545920493760407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583489525821458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07311453612636963,0.06875962216175305,0.0,0.08807451508053205,0.14135443444489776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05686328198285935,0.0,0.0,0.0700728129921424,0.0,0.10584039094970764,0.06798662635032865,0.07694994382926479,0.04865524766890455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869202160111191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05168469201339655,0.055251427904353854,0.0,0.06328749544488785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202323494454934,0.0,0.0,0.12025032445267375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04667064020963814,0.0,0.0,0.07156182596228093,0.2480609491190604,0.0,0.07570852172373739,0.11343708106208884,0.04054523453509712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372361410214758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044266963030530966 socialanxiety,canigetameow,2020/02/10,"Things I can do to get rid of my social anxiety during my break from university? Just dropped out of uni (not fully, I’m coming back in September) and I have no ide a what to do. I wanted to do this volunteering project in Vietnam at first but the more I think about this, I think it’s a bad idea because I need to sort out my anxiety first. I don’t want to just go home and do nothing because that’s what I did for the past 2 years and I think that’s why my social anxiety got so bad at university. I need to break out of my old routine which consisted of me waking up at 1, eating lunch then just staying in my room all day till dinner. I already think I should go to the library every day because this is what students normally do and I need to start doing this to get used to it but also it will get me out of the house. I’m also planning on joining the gym as I’ve always wanted to but have been too scared and I think this could help a lot and I am also going to learn dancing as this is something I’m really embarrassed to do but when we I’ve started in the past it’s helped my social anxiety SO MUCH. Does any one have any other ideas on things I could do?",2.2701237156636616,3.3003352071713152,4.229834346823235,88.2661564269239,75.41434262948208,7.196561123925352,24.36590480184525,7.669130373188453,1.0350350597609568,911,28,205,12,19,312,125,251,0.11,0.87,0.021,-0.9661,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,3,12,4,0,2,9,0,22,4,1,1,1,42,47,20,0,10,8,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,19,12,3,0,8,2,0,5,3,4,0,3,3,0,26,0,38,40,4,38,0,0,0,0,6,15,0,2,14,145,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254484727465727,0.2446761548297349,0.08486109515853632,0.0,0.0,0.13870889146621065,0.0,0.3120781514729841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842146851112991,0.17030925051024962,0.1865104168645756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785250197956032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285614472850607,0.0,0.0,0.13154595440064148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892492387435277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435784376232232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592818405863521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17349965097815595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985150683433874,0.0,0.17388415677948554,0.0,0.0815680717846923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671905558187036,0.0,0.10230096446560832,0.0,0.0,0.11767894601010045,0.0,0.23026111583962355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670543583492844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497195108953947,0.2268655126800051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992530130990822,0.09785897860778782,0.0,0.10701787400603648,0.0,0.06910881984338836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947156692028114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533528443579104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210646732317853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118877575792355,0.0,0.07851433574367743,0.0,0.0,0.14437340666979845,0.1087042406200154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13551084876714678,0.3267447610657209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808375405031743,0.0,0.0,0.18046317451382504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920271237288611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567608389473101 socialanxiety,Hexamael,2020/02/10,"Self-Imposed Walls I feel like there are a few things about myself they create a huge barrier between me and making new friends. For one, I don't drink alcohol. I also don't watch sports. This is a problem because, at least where I live, these two things are central aspects of socializing. EVERYONE watched the game last night. Everyone goes to the bars and had a drink together. It's ingrained in the culture around here and American culture in general. Its something I've noticed at work, at the barber shop, at restaurants, etc. People that barely know each other or just met can chat and bond over their favorite sports teams. Because I don't consume alcohol or liquor and have 0 interest in sports it makes it kind of hard for me to ""get involved"" so to speak. I'm not sure what to start a conversation about with someone new. I'm usually pretty quiet and introverted, so I don't care for small talk in the first place. But a lot of people, when we first meet, will try to engage me in Basketball or Football and once I finally tell them I don't watch sports, its like they just kinda lost interest in talking to me. They give up on trying to make that connection. And it hurts because I'm like ""I was THIS close to...something"" but it dropped off. I had a bunch of coworkers that all got together every Thursday night to go to this Pizza Restaurant/Bar. This went on for weeks before I even found out about it. Again I was hurt, I took it personally like maybe they just didn't like me or want me around. I finally asked ""why didn't anyone invite me?"" And most responded ""Well we know you don't drink...etc etc"". And I just don't even know how to respond to that. Like I understand the reason I was excluded but it just makes me feel even more inadequate in social situations. Cause that's what's expected, at clubs, bars, parties, bonfires: drinking. The few times I have been invited to these events I would kind of just be sitting there quietly in the corner with my plate of food while everyone else got tipsy or plastered and played beer pong. Anyway I just had to get that off my chest and wondering maybe if anyone else can relate?",4.489427905169066,5.990188563855426,4.9283171395258485,83.57287990672368,70.59036144578313,8.342790516906335,28.567819665759806,8.841846274778883,2.185322580645161,1694,63,329,31,31,538,218,415,0.061,0.836,0.10300000000000001,0.9299,0,0,9,0,0,0,57.0,2,1,6,5,27,20,0,0,15,0,26,12,1,7,2,64,55,27,0,5,17,0,3,6,1,2,2,3,0,1,27,21,11,1,9,17,1,3,10,4,1,4,16,9,40,16,51,36,11,52,0,3,3,0,30,29,0,10,24,219,67,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16953990373059125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343291960976348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092607807486383,0.08127366719919993,0.0,0.1412248906444646,0.07415436265054967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450599093432743,0.0,0.06749626974909248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087297529477777,0.08148444576795448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108172571046776,0.0,0.0,0.13252491869316288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653914157597144,0.15717217986889082,0.0,0.06683130518456995,0.2273836454757855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021409176178845,0.056666888729391865,0.0,0.1737844047747124,0.0,0.13494068623660468,0.09591518423815536,0.08697130632140336,0.06128315428202648,0.0,0.0828838248629359,0.07609186451317031,0.04507991285902034,0.0,0.12688038874509092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105597367386034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169829393702477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16520108614645865,0.1307781272463748,0.06465714533067493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325132004620443,0.0,0.07004183502038237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658816590353408,0.06743581872382101,0.0,0.0,0.2117893486735344,0.0,0.1593770726586669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321729826833375,0.0,0.1488746401985893,0.0,0.0,0.09030740531879826,0.0,0.08447420242284226,0.05374991547298745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099822917987469,0.06925997712194303,0.08287348996479824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069790289449011,0.0,0.0758994181384655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155512762502838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274902995511503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08916004950501391,0.0,0.16171539942304788,0.06720836716201363,0.12213025542047827,0.0,0.0,0.05614376300039882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475903844458026,0.0,0.0,0.1275103189199532,0.06932998962895613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539460351678624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04625267256359908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881284725849551,0.1077074103429716,0.0,0.07748502349580201,0.08257588624443117,0.0,0.0,0.0873607987712409,0.0,0.04678554005160055,0.0,0.06362646602955327,0.0,0.07131904274531879,0.07353129742603969,0.07157480236036283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602016572193208,0.05774658224534158,0.0,0.0,0.0563473133289044,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,adoumi1996,2020/02/10,"Social anxiety is a big fat LIE. First of all i have been struggling with social anxiety throughout my college year i was really good at hiding it, it felt like i was draining my energy all the time. One day i was watching youtube and i came up with this video about this guy who also suffered from social anxiety he was telling an interesting story about him going to his friend's birthday party and they were drinking alcohol and he couldnt drink cause he had an illness at that time. So he pretended to be drunk. And guess wat all his anxiety went away at that moment. He was chilling talking and dancing and for the first time he didn't feel anxious at all. He convinced his mind that he was drunk. We are told that social anxiety is a mental disorder and people are being prescribed medications for it, how ironic that our friend could get rid of it by Convincing himself he was drunk, wat does that say. People its all in our heads we need to stop carrying this social anxiety label over our heads which is making us feel insecure and insufficient. I would like to add nofap to this topic it really changed my life. I see life, women, friends, family and myself in a new positive light, it's hard to explain until u do it. Social Anxiety is a sub- category of anxiety and everyone has anxiety programmed in us since birth, it's how we protect ourselves from danger its completely normal. Social anxiety is just a word, it doesnt carry any weight, it doesnt define u or ur actions u are just like everyone else with a little struggle in controlling ur anxiety. I hope u benefitted from this interesting story, hope u the best and have a great day.",5.411596662830839,6.6821178639240575,6.4048561565017295,74.7261622554661,68.14556962025316,9.796087456846953,31.45224395857307,10.018931242160765,3.312074683544304,1319,54,231,32,22,439,169,316,0.153,0.685,0.162,0.9211,0,0,3,0,0,0,26.0,8,0,1,4,8,21,1,3,12,0,30,14,3,5,5,47,45,17,0,7,3,0,5,3,3,1,6,1,0,2,25,19,8,3,4,8,0,5,4,5,0,3,15,9,26,16,32,25,6,31,0,1,2,0,43,13,0,4,16,152,51,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428374719696039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05558614651267561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047268354178303794,0.0,0.5849142936378258,0.07852513687897351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06530578720400194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294517659960921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794995273408692,0.0,0.07140466446801433,0.0735310730479622,0.0,0.07287863371035601,0.0,0.07796000758548922,0.055497105108185084,0.0,0.0,0.08965482598276278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966308421019748,0.0,0.0608276020733786,0.0,0.0,0.1361842848979421,0.0,0.0,0.058065666789241785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283723666680974,0.0,0.0,0.06552669196691294,0.0,0.07029145567447112,0.0,0.06673932954388424,0.0,0.0,0.1182482660708933,0.0,0.0,0.16110693376418256,0.0,0.03631546885044346,0.0,0.03950344168888708,0.0583006671144488,0.0,0.07663367569531714,0.07657175801662687,0.06882462067613464,0.0,0.0,0.062266214254910114,0.0,0.14267212379310149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807580514513718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819221432409303,0.10187543712732554,0.06966605849694787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046397650611131616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002278348236524,0.07004850192749155,0.0,0.07018405340183717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05153987986806263,0.0,0.06713201317403207,0.0,0.0,0.06810384660656102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04710094844925822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963772726107346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905820909983972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05527617199220465,0.0,0.0,0.055389498586504105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05749838136834672,0.0,0.0,0.4959881366560388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05811245274843844,0.0,0.14533133833879489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05586852467903409,0.06075373772712597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159338634606873,0.0,0.0,0.06641861833340487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16722100867997974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464296866080147,0.0,0.06443533573948654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049377043238193113,0.0,0.0,0.0447613755940998 socialanxiety,atticus__,2020/02/10,"I just need to... brain vomit. I've had social anxiety my whole life, sometimes it is bearable, other times, not so much. I've been sober for 2 years now, alcohol was a huge crutch for social gatherings. Now I rarely go to social functions, I made it to two in the past two years. On top of that, simple things like going to the store have become a monumental task. I've always been a loner though, and I'm okay with not being social. But, I think I hit a new.. level.. this weekend. It was my birthday Saturday. My sisters boyfriend planned his own birthday party for that day, and included my sister's in it (as a surprise for her) even though hers was Jan 3rd. Note, my sister is my half sister, so I don't know her family all that well, and she has her own friend group I don't know aside from one or two people. And I don't know any of her bf's friends and family. So basically I had to go celebrate two other birthdays on my birthday with no one I know and no one stopped to think that would be.. weird for me. I said I would go because I felt like I was put on the spot. I really didn't want to, and stressed about it for the two weeks leading up. Then it dawned on me they would probably have a cake for me, and celebrate my birthday too. This made me freak out. I would feel soooo uncomfortable being the center of attention. I can barely handle it around people I know, let alone a room full of strangers. My birthday comes and I'm a wreck. I end up putting my phone on do not disturb. I didn't go on facebook. I didn't want to talk to anyone or receive the few texts I would get telling me happy birthday. I just shut down. That never happened before. I knew I couldn't go to the party, but it was too late to back out. I just shut down even more. I didn't end up going and didn't tell anyone, just no call no showed. I wanted to tell my sister so bad, explain it to her, she's the one I go to to talk about shit, but since it was a surprise I couldn't. She sent me a middle finger emoji and a picture of the cake they got me. I was devastated. I felt like I was going to die. It's one of the worst situations I've been in. I still haven't talked to anyone, I can't bring myself to do it. I'm so embarrassed and ashamed. I feel like everyone will hate me forever. Ugh.",1.279904156386415,3.0367284342380003,3.0669553046118807,92.46383777756692,79.89770354906055,6.024691592332512,20.907240463085977,6.980632752743323,0.3358054279749481,1756,48,398,20,44,585,208,479,0.15,0.772,0.078,-0.9909,1,1,1,0,0,0,68.0,0,0,2,3,23,22,2,4,21,1,43,6,3,3,2,61,83,26,1,11,12,5,5,4,3,6,3,1,1,0,22,18,1,1,14,2,1,16,20,11,1,11,26,6,68,11,54,44,9,61,0,0,0,0,38,26,1,2,23,274,90,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720545559630206,0.0,0.07482163027259263,0.0,0.0,0.060111697839928084,0.0,0.0,0.0491275003931498,0.0,0.05526545323490405,0.0,0.0,0.1515412868622897,0.0,0.0,0.06431130243573722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05555016242128101,0.0603196210636396,0.04403846781070998,0.07978636535515503,0.06147320061370677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064672409502137,0.07376785452605564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06223067288503869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04659055276286341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497649723885512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797114522028494,0.0,0.0,0.09543121893886926,0.0,0.0,0.0690309775960959,0.0,0.0,0.136207940442484,0.0,0.0730561403355925,0.051610185747536716,0.1387286058675878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162903228353327,0.0,0.037743819120456684,0.0,0.3695146240554151,0.0,0.057779071497332274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388396423106271,0.07690367728118133,0.0,0.07132469104785483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985134408658528,0.0,0.08149289084774901,0.0,0.0,0.07387303592300007,0.05102714206649192,0.14117649928874232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367155430511661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05310668289096348,0.05356703258442076,0.055718009214087386,0.06977243149104599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24476755153459176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896381345275034,0.1001679576194729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788982884840477,0.0,0.0,0.14524769595268064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04628051133387903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871933304696473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415607390042614,0.059759892265838485,0.08120380030369667,0.0,0.2945692622129657,0.0,0.0,0.0714498587583839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05769309837339225,0.060398116136571964,0.08275374701316769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17419779147252967,0.18942986228054487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0479948271932213,0.09258038591780476,0.14195613459025966,0.0,0.04212528825654765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35285301036797395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278318150071393,0.0,0.057948721094005624,0.0,0.06495484622421611,0.0,0.0,0.08065637341157683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25659563922476675,0.0,0.0,0.09304383600080636 socialanxiety,G4L_Mobile,2020/02/10,"Insecurity about Myself There is a girl at my workplace. When she need my help at work or asking some work questions, she always be friendly but in normal conversations, always she don't believe what i say even though sometimes it is true and she always don't laugh at my jokes even tho they are funny to others. This is making me feeling insecure. Coupled with me being bad in physical characteristics, makes me more insecure about myself and get my anxiety pretty HIGH. The bad physical characteristics included I am Short, Skinny, Face Ugly and I have a FUCKING CARTOONISH voice for an 18 yrs old Man. WTF is wrong with my Birth? What should I practice focusing my mind on? Sounding Sure of Myself? (speak in a kind of a way that u are 100% sure) Believe in Myself? (speak in ways that are awkward, weird and annoying but don't care) Help me. Look at my post history for more info about my problems.",3.7781730769230784,6.274326088757397,4.867836538461543,78.97560096153849,75.09467455621302,7.538609467455621,26.538831360946745,8.472884824447931,2.147499704142012,715,27,125,14,16,234,107,169,0.258,0.633,0.109,-0.9878,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,2,9,19,2,4,6,0,15,3,2,2,3,23,24,10,0,4,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,5,0,2,7,6,1,0,3,1,0,0,3,11,0,0,0,7,25,8,20,21,3,18,0,0,1,1,16,12,1,3,3,89,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612489810283369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070828354874812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352910730801093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24166568159252505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260935183789314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14754885915981306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16012686055944333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19116872887626005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731733788997664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118081716057713,0.1337887456303311,0.07560877880869575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19400181525601026,0.15290169723679514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507007235978738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215260238151716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19319974728936254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461231463487603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730599108659207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179215736695458,0.0,0.0,0.15185638705335802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385991011843074,0.1472294479740781,0.0,0.1384748430041667,0.0,0.0,0.16211641580089456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508494847641182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312903920862785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727885500484289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218394204516474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297395996000789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210711731567236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822557106598814,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sagsnag,2020/02/10,"Friends (the show) anxiety Does anyone else get sad or feel inadequate/anxious from the show “Friends”? I know it’s an old show but I saw someone on a plane watching it yesterday. I’ve never had a group like that and my brother and I aren’t close, like Ross and Monica. Can barely stand to see it because it makes me feel abnormal. Sorry if someone has already asked this on the sub.",1.4463011695906438,3.9827437763157927,2.919122807017544,89.17441520467838,84.92105263157895,6.0093567251462,25.549707602339183,7.3871296695380915,1.4469111111111108,301,13,60,5,9,98,58,76,0.13699999999999998,0.8079999999999999,0.055,-0.6224,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,6,0,4,0,0,1,1,12,12,6,0,1,3,1,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,5,5,4,4,10,0,7,0,1,3,0,5,3,0,2,5,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608855310204841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808538467963558,0.0,0.0,0.16530414012905625,0.2422311129116392,0.0,0.0,0.22101246825826465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441140141696011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206884949481132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974911410413468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390731141863086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653012636451353,0.0,0.12351504386847695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992535958683055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230997046790585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15780624709071345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823348170035142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480736840897997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18838904093293715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4006207209704668,0.0,0.0,0.2646428746737276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,inandout98,2020/02/10,Reddit youtube said this sub was TOXIC Thoughts?,6.120000000000001,9.900041000000003,2.2800000000000007,92.965,76.5,3.2,33.0,3.1291,1.2525999999999995,40,2,6,0,1,10,8,8,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7677457463102797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6407546090528509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Escochapo18,2020/02/10,"Keep fighting! What I’ve learnt is the biggest fights we’re ever going to have is with our head and heart. You’re not alone in the fight and this Sub shows it. So everyone on here please don’t be ashamed or scared of what you’re experiencing, because someone sitting right next to you is probably fighting or fearing the same thing. The only problem is we don’t show it as the fight is inside. So stay strong and fight day to day.",3.3535960591133005,5.0000917816092,3.76978653530378,90.17172413793104,73.71264367816093,6.3507389162561605,26.221674876847292,6.868970318607317,0.9530571428571424,343,12,72,3,7,107,60,87,0.272,0.655,0.073,-0.9616,0,1,0,0,8,0,7.0,2,1,0,1,4,11,6,3,5,0,9,2,2,0,1,12,11,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,0,2,0,1,3,10,0,0,0,1,3,1,8,10,1,11,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,2,4,42,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395326591747213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098398099919152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983083623024653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20920279535621936,0.0,0.22099456492436714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602503117782277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314397397613431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23735636720279524,0.0,0.0,0.2740637140138945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20556914067994855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459651348209897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17589616656918214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538720977654518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24935513645920235,0.2213003339060596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197508829823827,0.0,0.0,0.23154807904544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959597907206745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465099298753637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536498007640267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Proofwritten,2020/02/10,"A guy sat behind me today Hi there! Long time lurker, first time poster I suffer from GAD and social anxiety (as a part of stpd, apparently). So university and lectures can be pretty hard for me. I woke up already a bit anxiety-related sensitive today, so this would normally have been something I could handle, but I was sitting at a lecture today, sitting on the second last row, right at the edge so I had easy access to the door. This is a class where I've observed people only really sit in the left side, so I was on the right. I was all alone, a radius of ~4 seats or more empty all around me. Which was so nice. The lecture started and a guy came in through the left door, late. He sat straight down at the edge seat right behind me. And there's VERY little space between rows and seats here. My mind was exploding. Heart racing and my hands were shaking. I could feel his presence behind me and my mind was just jumbling up into this big screaming mess of incoherent sound. I couldn't focus on the lecture. I couldn't do anything, I froze up. So scared and paranoid. He's watching and judging my every single move. He can see my screen. Every thing I do. I know it's irrational fear but it was horrible. I started hearing nothing but my heartbeat drumming into my ears and I started crying. I lived with it until the pause after an hour, because I couldn't leave either. In the pause he went out, so I saw my chance and ran and went home. I feel so horrible and I can't get over it. Anywhere but behind me and I would have been able to handle it. But I just can't.",1.5638767507002809,3.927734120634923,3.0822829131652685,89.46560924369749,82.39682539682539,5.356676003734829,22.28057889822596,6.661559191721324,0.6278366013071901,1228,41,244,13,34,402,168,315,0.147,0.797,0.055999999999999994,-0.9825,2,1,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,0,1,15,7,0,3,19,0,28,3,3,0,2,44,45,30,0,8,9,0,5,0,0,2,0,4,3,2,10,20,0,0,3,1,0,6,5,6,0,2,19,13,37,1,35,18,7,53,0,1,4,0,10,29,0,1,15,171,47,5,0.11232813815444792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633807473402097,0.12395689366953418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859307182325182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243648672346212,0.09999585790570042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847419042686717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263323413194112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847346549124078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17936975618507428,0.0,0.12338718523964133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18928260213599093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264003845050744,0.11359296346760532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554625693131744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058686816012768865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22244503395525334,0.0,0.0,0.10062394829152624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660197546047802,0.13310938455191934,0.0,0.0,0.1126742812454789,0.0,0.11062058930177704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06173260709508727,0.09156242483276172,0.12671103250752955,0.1189392794027922,0.2440897015450083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125823040914766,0.09918780393726846,0.09940686750631918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268387967665556,0.0,0.0,0.11938703409975734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005772586940656,0.10778187806583182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543061076622026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164042732411318,0.0,0.0778741875646964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427809919768885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719602816281025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877828487001368,0.0,0.0,0.11246006209474016,0.0,0.0895109829360221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450439103246357,0.0,0.0864756886075997,0.0,0.0,0.2385193030064173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462582374253213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099888135363408,0.0,0.3194218223578978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926824779317138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20825861887326608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15958937298638154,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TuvaLinaTrinaLuva,2020/02/10,"Help, oral exam incoming! Guys, I have an oral exam tomorrow and I’m already having huge problems with just thinking about it :‘( Do you have any ideas how to stay calm and concentrated on the topic while being watched by two examinators simultaneously? I‘m sweating!",6.231739130434782,8.980478478260874,7.108043478260871,64.58423913043481,68.56521739130434,8.947826086956523,33.23913043478261,9.516144504307137,3.69584347826087,214,10,32,5,4,71,41,46,0.052000000000000005,0.795,0.153,0.6351,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,5,1,1,1,0,9,8,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,1,5,7,0,5,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,21,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951063929366823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434796932182657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35451620475037443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399868772527377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4041839369640136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425962288732093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3816233390363918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294177780357705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497533643194076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,prepare2mire,2020/02/10,"anxious over something so dumb. just rambling here. hey guys, im already feeling stupid about writing about this. anyways, i have to go to the bank in about half an hour. have to go check on an account that i havent used in a long time. check the amount in it, get a statement then transfer some of that money to another account. ive never really had to go to the bank much before. so now im having some anxiety about it. i guess cause i dont know what i have to do exactly. when i walk in where do i go? do i talk to just anyone free? what if they tell me to activate my account i need to deposit money (ive never deposited money before, always got paid directly into my account and managed stuff through mobile banking). i dont know what the procedure of transferring funds is so will i look stupid there. but i mean it isnt that big a deal right? why should i be scared over something so stupid? i dont really know. sorry for rambling guys. i know, its sad to feel like this over something so dumb. im going to still do it obviously but damn why do these feelings make regular day to day stuff so much harder than it has to be? sometimes its hard for me to believe that there are people in the world with no anxiety and go to the bank with no feelings whatsoever. what a life right. anyways have a good day beautiful people. stay strong and be happy.",1.8003744107744095,3.9370347236363656,3.3574949494949493,89.13194612794615,79.94545454545455,6.255892255892255,24.003367003367003,7.3871296695380915,1.0834175084175088,1059,38,218,15,27,349,137,275,0.14400000000000002,0.763,0.092,-0.9201,0,0,3,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,1,21,13,6,1,13,0,26,1,0,3,4,34,49,14,0,3,5,0,5,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,20,6,0,0,10,0,18,7,9,8,0,1,3,6,22,6,38,41,5,35,0,1,1,0,8,15,3,4,13,150,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643825474383778,0.0,0.08025660066233233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113935263433096,0.1475725214918269,0.1089644058398228,0.0,0.06744216173447372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641487527511703,0.10866947171150604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908377300813684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18661256571143253,0.09943878047204044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33912649989345783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950780860144133,0.06890602356098421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050392697718973936,0.0,0.3288986856954029,0.08090017801538217,0.07714225407756825,0.0,0.10625382454604264,0.19100721621624567,0.0,0.10267598385685578,0.08640291898680069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498674995362401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125572884724493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21203212715237896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06812758765649665,0.04712205083815093,0.0,0.0,0.08535784637466295,0.0809962054618246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06438310879989563,0.0,0.0,0.10506556433065893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180806712965974,0.07151865772020162,0.14878095864478794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337366945654231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358048932381036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16474062476651066,0.0,0.0,0.09656625285931747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227626338645505,0.0953944571158452,0.1079712071439181,0.0,0.10280603630490708,0.07702746925325467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208311570368176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752524654851647,0.08430415020081714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05624250451874155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330440068500942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17406761261829656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,curlyasi,2020/02/10,"I didn't go to school on the first day because I have panic attacks I'm 15, and in my country you can't be homeschooled. Today is my first day of school but I didn't go bc I had major anxiety and it felt like I was dying, but I know tomorrow I will have to go, Im so scared, is there any way I can go to a type of psycological help and idk I want to go to school but this feeling makes it so hard. I wish I could be cheacked in a mentao hospital or something.",-0.6706118881118891,1.0838803653846192,2.279965034965034,95.55594405594408,86.69230769230771,5.320279720279721,20.031468531468533,6.574015621080383,0.0234923076923077,354,11,89,4,11,125,64,104,0.145,0.7190000000000001,0.136,-0.0016,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,3,4,1,2,3,0,14,0,0,1,0,14,26,9,1,3,4,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,5,3,3,0,2,5,3,14,1,10,17,1,15,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,7,56,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174914782599286,0.0,0.12571100206187028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869476140823538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017324736707883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312030915917916,0.0,0.0,0.2119568276963636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705472414914122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308952583202223,0.0,0.1577813175993851,0.0,0.0,0.27955580842687544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4669589222712116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720623347894585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014606051098268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775031897917336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031075333056393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802826999253032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969068009780604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928043172545288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16452169129572095,0.4989282379826821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650825796004808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15576438862598546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692532205505586,0.13043646940069167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889698896435984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,So-Very-Awkward,2020/02/10,"Going back to school While I haven't been diagnosed, I'm pretty sure I have some form of agoraphobia and social anxiety. I'm homeschooled, in my senior year, so I don't have to leave my house and I don't currently have a job. I just stay in my house and then dread when I have to talk to people. This is going to sound pathetic but last year, I registered for a a community college course for spring. Every day, before class, I felt like I was going to vomit, I never got use to it. It negatively impacted my grade to the point I barely passed the class with a D. Then, in the fall, I was supposed to go to another class but had to drop out because I couldn't make it to class without having a panic attack. It's stupid, I know. But now I've registered for another class and I'll be going on Tuesday. I'm trying to calm myself down already. Just wanted to vent.",1.9669943820224705,3.803820123595506,4.062233146067418,85.75323735955057,78.10112359550561,7.1466292134831475,21.79915730337079,8.07648339933343,1.1021224719101117,674,19,140,12,16,231,102,178,0.077,0.816,0.107,0.607,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,2,2,8,0,15,2,0,2,2,21,29,12,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,7,7,4,0,0,6,2,19,3,26,21,2,31,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,16,93,24,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676745168679262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186540803418814,0.11623711467119995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17285878641634705,0.0,0.11683592952582855,0.0,0.09262394738897199,0.0,0.12929356497936484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799162238067456,0.0,0.0,0.15422045325381606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801978141396678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458905330954761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.431767760216128,0.0,0.12152388456282845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506470690677909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15078145534265666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350471493148036,0.1238550345414349,0.0,0.1608872699218344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423240006263115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014241232013683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718895344512407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17827411416852135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533917388413856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436366505501143,0.0,0.0,0.15458216565705127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377593013577362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15488826701974084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16195260350724386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14320587835239793,0.0,0.0,0.1221272210012626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316033100573943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13123124924819168,0.0,0.0,0.08962079364152753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646906080441294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19569453250848434 socialanxiety,Koolpipi,2020/02/10,Im scared ill never find a relationship cuz of my social anxiety Its already hard to talk to people and be comfortable with them unless its friends and family. Im also not super attractive or anything. Ive never been in a relationship and fear ill never find one because of how awkward i am.,7.488421052631576,6.883461701754385,9.00245614035088,64.3605263157895,63.561403508771924,11.810526315789476,36.54385964912281,11.20814326018867,4.376712280701755,235,10,39,6,3,83,42,57,0.321,0.585,0.094,-0.9109,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,1,2,7,0,3,2,0,4,2,0,2,3,14,4,8,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,1,4,4,7,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,3,30,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061825705515187,0.14941586925000566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14293207783790568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375338862721896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389592124084988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761361104080317,0.2102469287866798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34153672450846856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435210965792927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16737192828581748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4036384934279977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4323075464220381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660760992742667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295313209001985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4011924439660891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18705942042153528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19045983634802974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501749033228938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PacerTestDeath,2020/02/10,"Survey for Social Anxiety Hi buddies, I am conducting research on therapist searching and scheduling. I have found that the current methods (leaving a therapist a voicemail) do not cater to those with with social anxiety as much as they should. Because of this our group is asking that you please complete our short 2-min survey! Your responses will help guide feature implementation. SURVEY: [https://forms.gle/HBZfGyeT9JVpWmkD9](https://forms.gle/HBZfGyeT9JVpWmkD9) Thanks",12.544090909090905,17.05581522727273,9.081818181818182,49.54272727272729,55.81818181818182,9.854545454545457,39.78787878787879,10.125756701596842,5.305260606060607,399,19,41,9,6,114,55,66,0.05,0.831,0.11900000000000001,0.6996,1,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,9,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,7,1,8,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,0,2,31,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455881118721167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111629997330774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769154190915298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368260500991803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476607077061265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15139951339902671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391694253329677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660444020070758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24794335031039266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4605030321159458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079557128002199,0.0,0.5245174768005103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,genericusername4724,2020/02/10,"Making phone calls at work Something that gives me anxiety is having to make phone calls at work. I always have to script what I'm going to say word for word, and do not trust my ability to ad-lib whatsoever. I'm nervous that people around me in the office will hear me screw up. And I'm also scared of sounding unprofessional. Are there any ways to alleviate anxiety when it comes to this? Thanks in advance for any feedback!",4.780642570281128,6.146493108433738,5.585722891566267,79.65440763052213,69.72289156626506,8.424899598393575,27.086345381526108,8.841846274778883,1.9948008032128504,340,11,65,6,6,111,60,83,0.2,0.763,0.037000000000000005,-0.8929,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,4,5,1,2,1,0,6,1,0,2,0,9,16,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,3,5,2,15,15,0,11,0,0,0,1,7,6,1,0,1,38,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17116205763451356,0.17809254445609113,0.0,0.0,0.29109946523493946,0.0,0.3274692128421489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19053468625299694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43710310584126216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18437041833061749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20531989035731246,0.12163984710782348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412306687354965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28573728694064393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838348513234384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702075774255647,0.21428430233001047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477300702694006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19705276668173047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16988937825637304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116370458518829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,disisamfthrowawayacc,2020/02/10,"How do i make new friends at mt new school and not be lonely forever Hi guys. Im 16 years old and i have a pretty rare genetic condition called riboflavin transporter deficiency which means the gene that is used to transport riboflavin is mutated. Well, you would honestly never know I even had this condition because, well, I look fine. I'm 6 foot, blue eyes, and I am called attractive quite a bit. The problem is, this condition affects my hearing, and it affects it pretty badly. It's really difficult to describe the type of hearing loss I have but just imagine it as dyslexia for the ears. I can HEAR you speaking to me, but I can't UNDERSTAND what you're saying. On average I can hear about 60% of a sentence when someone speaks to me. Sometimes I hear 100% of it and there is no problem, and sometimes i hear 0% of it and i am just totally lost. Having this is hard enough, but on top of it I also have horrible social skills and social anxiety. It's so bad that when I can't hear someone I literally CANNOT muster out the words ""could you please repeat yourself?"" And I just stand there looking like a total idiot staring at my mom hoping she bails me out. I do homeschooling right now after i had to leave my old school because of an incident (long story) but next year i will be going back to a different school with all new kids. Excuse my language but I am SO FUCKING TERRIFIED. I dont know what to do or what to say or how to hear people or how to look or UGH. I can already foresee a group of kids coming up to me going ""hey where are you from?"" And me responding ""haha yeah"" BECAUSE IM A DUMBASS AND I CANT HEAR AND FOR SOME REASON I CANT JUST SAY ""sorry i have a hearing problem can you repeat that?"" Guys, how do I talk to people? How do I ask people to repeat themselves? How do I swallow my pride and admit that i do have a disabilty that runs deeper than what they see on the outside?",2.373949139865367,4.392032356020945,3.988037397157818,85.90987958115184,77.53403141361257,6.774091249065073,26.097531787584142,7.760100539840176,1.5760465818997749,1488,58,293,23,35,496,194,382,0.154,0.736,0.11,-0.9829,1,2,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,5,1,6,24,22,2,0,16,2,39,5,3,11,4,60,68,34,0,6,14,1,1,1,1,2,0,16,0,4,21,17,1,0,7,0,0,6,9,12,2,0,3,24,46,10,36,60,6,36,0,3,7,1,40,11,1,6,19,211,67,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033363561097042,0.0509692030427976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04875743208011951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05958402655430298,0.0,0.0,0.04900861411165658,0.106432849274146,0.11655758584300058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958258591269183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016200704850833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05490243233138077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05088755735031091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658996248110423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469745323845035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06585574023137156,0.0,0.04209665264082413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04924183772274179,0.058922381135851486,0.0,0.0,0.07244463114100061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621619902309647,0.0,0.0,0.05709442938882524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7183446556352983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06330366637427752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376904101999846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005465471434627,0.0,0.0,0.06748662127375836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03113791334580305,0.0,0.0,0.05640385289951695,0.1605651355670996,0.0,0.0695747544995766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042543896691386585,0.0,0.0,0.06942657162763523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746461692594947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04915669538342935,0.18466823614182776,0.06778335645675737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375923174576518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255837338771312,0.0,0.0,0.06996236645402755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968369808802396,0.0,0.1829586062439828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06779047874359663,0.0,0.0,0.0408305506588998,0.06553064063066613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05442971185753207,0.0,0.15205492431770665,0.0,0.1935109837428688,0.05078888854528706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994049586630996,0.10800565173822796,0.0,0.1260719466368485,0.07134659956622971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05122812709130483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06635083389388174,0.0,0.05504695071025617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461161784344577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04527582321049297,0.0,0.0,0.08208705889012638 socialanxiety,helpwithanxiety1,2020/02/10,"Help with gaze when conversing So I developed social anxiety 2 years ago by working in a very bad place. Long story short, I started working recently and I noticed that I am making my coworkers feel anxious. I noticed that its not because of talking but rather because of the way I look at them (I noticed that when I make eye contact or look at them I tend to open my eyes widely as if I am watching something really scary). Has anyone gone through this? if so can you guys please give me any tips when looking at people while talking",6.484262820512817,6.5204747980769255,6.7142307692307694,77.79743589743592,65.44230769230771,9.241025641025642,37.52564102564102,8.841846274778883,3.337364102564103,425,21,77,6,6,137,77,104,0.055,0.8959999999999999,0.049,0.1082,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,2,2,6,1,0,0,2,0,4,2,2,2,0,12,14,12,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,7,16,0,11,13,0,19,0,0,6,0,11,8,0,3,9,51,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728740080654914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053203553306664,0.0,0.11847900108148032,0.1749647404114353,0.0,0.10829224671774174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931421043191316,0.1888208046786284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830948651627817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857027505312045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335066412013887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380949167821278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370595592011569,0.3901681458375894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20676061749217636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5289788652198901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737086972474016,0.0,0.16181147981399485,0.17000631364565774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992169326662654,0.0,0.1529204427665732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15787562524801133,0.0,0.11923039181795647,0.0,0.0,0.1096213683927105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489654219311396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778814874318545,0.0,0.12293261803436385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22550178425666184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997344643072821 socialanxiety,Failossify,2020/02/10,"Forcing my self into a social place. Hello, I got a job that I will be starting in April working in a National Park. This job has shared dorms and all around is a social situation. I’m hoping that I can actually take advantage of it. At this point i can’t make a phone call with out stumbling over words, and there’s nothing I can do to make my self say something if an order is wrong. I’m really tired of social anxiety controlling my life. I need advice on how to be more social. I am 21 and have a few hobbies and interest, but I never talk about them to anyone do to fear of some one thinking it’s dumb. Just an advice on ways to talk myself into talking and not being the shy dude every where I go.",3.5424489795918386,4.185898380952384,5.394700680272108,82.56756122448981,71.99319727891157,8.05687074829932,25.5843537414966,8.238735603445708,1.511683537414965,550,16,114,8,10,190,99,147,0.10099999999999999,0.833,0.066,-0.7927,2,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,3,6,7,1,1,9,0,14,2,0,4,2,25,25,8,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,2,6,10,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,1,1,14,4,20,20,4,20,0,0,0,0,15,14,1,3,3,81,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.1276527687857236,0.0,0.0,0.2556541957793728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007013730628647,0.0,0.0,0.09146616615038787,0.0,0.0,0.11644961704621967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335727637993987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671577739115074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021399782896196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719886081673128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434296553467548,0.0,0.10462159051861472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299249430457244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25961967452586604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923957520304248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17463485675191806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699477688220236,0.10088958845207126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551678327640972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864099018994565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666976303745146,0.0,0.123658776144126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380094349541005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402624109740034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729290227875845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14703716283016025,0.0,0.5333817926104658,0.0,0.1007047795085627,0.0,0.0,0.09258877342506787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835367134367994,0.3154230335724155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381847418571882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15034812214719045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383176642129023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523204241846056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430214082848371,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Blackgulaman007,2020/02/10,"It’s not that i have SA. I think I’m just scared for people to see my true color I think i am a piece of shit. And only cares about myself. my husband says that sometimes even though i am a stay at home mom and takes care of our son and the household. I can be a bitch, i am sassy and speak my mind whenever something is out of line. I have some anger issues (i have toned it down a lot since college, people actually think that i am a very calm person), but i just learned to hold my tongue and learned not to react with everything and basically control myself of such impulses (screaming, yelling, reacting in a negative way), watching everything that comes out of my mouth. My family is in another country, so the family i have now is my husband’s family. Every time there is a gathering, i really find it awkward to talk to any family members unless they talk to me first, I’m glad i have a son to take care of so i uses him as an excuse to not to socialize with anyone. I have severe anxiety from them judging me when they see and know the real me. That’s the anxiety i have and I don’t know how to deal with it.",3.5277110389610375,4.294753965367967,5.263135822510822,83.04327516233765,72.11688311688313,8.891883116883117,26.991612554112557,9.188382445141503,2.070335281385282,870,29,184,18,16,298,126,231,0.106,0.816,0.078,-0.743,0,0,1,0,1,0,23.0,1,0,3,2,12,12,3,2,13,0,18,2,2,5,1,40,34,16,0,0,7,5,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,9,14,0,2,8,0,0,1,5,6,0,1,0,8,35,6,30,33,3,13,0,0,4,0,19,6,2,2,4,133,44,3,0.0,0.0,0.11489215645460707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006368394908925,0.12345517653445907,0.18013356045769854,0.0,0.0,0.08232289179166419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3601153476048428,0.0,0.0,0.10141808327178048,0.0,0.0,0.13204956077904198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137938278022956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776270816602901,0.0,0.09919662536508173,0.0,0.21162484745494087,0.0,0.4439594690416617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760745093648744,0.1001451390344087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809757831792195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288451611045532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294079060561854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000938950340729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887855982110558,0.13788954493281666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954260133003009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16324493687835792,0.10280146384071734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400794878941147,0.0754239113080258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362741820045707,0.1178730482596698,0.0,0.1876387441881323,0.0,0.0,0.13300678329991128,0.12085305411746312,0.09739142209382316,0.0,0.0,0.1200157759004558,0.0,0.09063798140129713,0.11644270243873367,0.0,0.0,0.12548960449369273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770437962825739,0.1892615040384548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263190687096728,0.11567381816207467,0.0,0.0686520938017598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168504370250643,0.0,0.09714351913541794,0.0,0.09345238388567767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Ecoli7,2020/02/10,"How to tell what’s real and what’s just in your head? Hi all, So I’ve never actually posted on reddit(because of social anxiety ironically) but here we go. I’ve always been a rather quiet person. If I’m at a social gathering with 3 or more people it’s not uncommon for me to sit there and not say a word the entire time. Every time I end up feeling like crap afterwards. And every time people(whether they be friends or family) tell me “it’s just in my head” or “I’m being too hard on myself”. And while it’s nice, I can’t tell if they are full of shit and just trying to make me feel better. It makes me think if I might actually be overthinking it, or if these thoughts are valid. I don’t know if anyone here has dealt with similar stuff in the past. Honestly I’m not looking for validation or for people to tell me it’s probably in my head. I was just wondering if people have had similar thoughts in the past and how they’ve coped?",3.3674374079528704,4.371095051546398,5.142120765832106,82.87721649484537,72.71134020618555,8.841826215022092,24.68188512518409,9.23628265651192,1.812275110456553,736,21,156,16,14,252,108,194,0.057999999999999996,0.833,0.109,0.8959,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,1,2,1,12,7,2,0,6,0,13,5,5,4,2,45,27,22,0,7,20,0,3,1,1,1,0,2,0,1,10,9,0,0,7,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,5,6,17,5,20,18,3,22,0,0,1,0,15,10,2,13,10,104,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.23696079283290444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102433813640373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287968956944093,0.0,0.0,0.08489394885262387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401150230302025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737886476488194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753481195010907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20458934463594364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144562333671484,0.0,0.12277890143540633,0.08673660940547456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380245034237318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900112007839254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087611191062024,0.0,0.37381058174191306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672474641477166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059315669468523215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019553280454528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16208662963534254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879872616360613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364025980634247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318025895052593,0.25251495094839005,0.10601209485394217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627893667896695,0.0,0.13090244810455462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819320121994655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655153115889042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462746110639145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475280670797072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898745583185035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4244770352047457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779577476471294,0.0,0.19277480413086628,0.21238857915419865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243063798337599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166591077281975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,okaycomputeer,2020/02/10,"I've got a different kind of social anxiety I'm not sure if this is classified as social anxiety and I don't mean to offend anyone or put down their mental struggles and just want to say that I empathise and support anyone with social anxiety whole heartedly. I've always been awkward and just on the sidelines socially, the more quiet side in a group, and that drives me to do crazy shit to make up so that I am still seen as a valuable addition to the group of people I hang with, no matter how shit I feel about it or how much it goes against my morals, I now feel like I have to be the ""ballsy one"" or ""the crazy one"" or ""legend"". While all this gives me validation and lets me interact with people (which I am greatful for), what I've done here is effectively give myself a label and this label has been controling my Identity socially, my interpersonal relationships and the dynamics of my relationships. Does anyone else feel the same? Again, I am in no way trying to offend anyone I'm just confused and want to know if anyone else her shares my experience.",9.274057971014493,6.8866777584541055,9.455362318840582,68.23782608695655,61.27053140096618,12.871497584541064,36.526570048309175,11.429527900616536,4.0051410628019335,844,28,158,19,9,282,116,207,0.138,0.7559999999999999,0.106,-0.7837,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,2,11,15,4,3,11,0,14,3,3,5,2,40,29,21,0,4,10,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,10,13,0,1,6,0,0,3,4,7,0,2,5,6,20,8,24,22,5,14,1,0,1,0,16,6,2,7,5,115,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859394441398625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370328489369567,0.0,0.0,0.361088174880278,0.21165057424985306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158402817435398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790839361381524,0.0,0.0,0.0903833488502076,0.10569401673273272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725588133920154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103025659868024,0.0,0.0,0.1566684435073707,0.0737851505527142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19815627096636107,0.0,0.0,0.0826045755789627,0.11386949358430963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239044542531873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755299334500074,0.056761447023946726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561351404600948,0.0,0.050458689034180514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06894197532161618,0.0,0.0,0.11250509144795612,0.0,0.0,0.10408462557030153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592463649778701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399740022540886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14320637925360427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103827596801615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217738415890735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821345140360554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21203632569380151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5264183088515382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248166302204163,0.0,0.0,0.10797345780700812,0.0,0.0,0.11720393481967135,0.0973426815993238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012214421856096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218375737154904,0.08198096544248785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531139772139215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,thegamerrr,2020/02/10,Exposure therapy Went to a local mall with my super nice therapist today i have social anxiety especially in malls it is a mix of social and general anxiety but I feel some progress we will be having some appointments at the mall from now on so that is pretty cool i Have not gone to the mall In 2 years since today I even ordered a nice ice cream when I was there which is another thing i have trouble with ordering food it was really good!😋,2.8666573033707863,4.92693773033708,4.924030898876406,79.57458567415732,76.19101123595507,9.393820224719102,25.73174157303371,9.827888789773867,2.7727404494382024,354,13,68,11,8,122,65,89,0.066,0.727,0.207,0.9375,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,1,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,5,1,11,1,0,0,0,10,14,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,1,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,3,8,4,10,8,2,14,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,2,5,49,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313154543297093,0.3375125899696099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570240531236714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154059948193927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667470743448824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18502650991489886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22442671276556408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14132024918914532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18248032753135374,0.0,0.0,0.4497422385751101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25227218440705845,0.2561304136306266,0.14655501296872794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4182008047657992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044958638923914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205739856986402 socialanxiety,dfgbrthx,2020/02/10,"Tips for dealing with anxiety and dating? I currently working on overcoming my anxiety and already gotten a lot better... However I kinda have a habit of being very flirty when partying (drunk) and I am also very successful with it, but how do you deal with the anxiety when it comes to keeping in touch? Just the thought of texting them is terrifying, knowing I will probably not be able to be as outgoing and open as I were when we met And don't get me started on dates",6.975824175824172,6.674449000000003,8.105802197802202,69.36419780219785,64.49450549450549,12.115164835164835,39.079120879120886,11.602472056035307,4.843424615384615,373,19,66,11,5,128,67,91,0.10800000000000001,0.799,0.09300000000000001,-0.3475,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,1,1,3,6,2,0,0,4,0,10,1,0,1,0,20,18,13,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,11,1,1,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,1,10,2,13,10,1,12,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,7,53,12,2,0.21549176521231028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378005214539813,0.17232868678525415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4945518316815552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19058495457773605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856270747855079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4443250954444685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258555322881816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915389821692286,0.0,0.0,0.1184286385641618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18320339272505792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23233656996418725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252618054730185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710763909148202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3556065488469977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568805715690987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Vortex-Of-Swirliness,2020/02/11,"Business vs personal I can stand in front of a room full of people and confidently train them, lead a meeting or discuss business but the second anyone approaches me and asks anything personal, like what I’m up to on the weekend, my brain freezes, my palms go all sweaty and my throat tightens. I hate that I struggle to interact with people personally.",7.274076923076925,8.068866215384617,7.267500000000003,71.90125,63.769230769230774,10.192307692307693,39.32692307692308,10.125756701596842,4.25676923076923,284,15,47,6,4,91,51,65,0.134,0.789,0.077,-0.5927,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,1,4,0,1,3,3,1,1,9,5,5,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,2,0,1,0,1,8,1,8,5,2,11,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,2,31,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18237284334938128,0.0,0.21463432552428746,0.0,0.2438334104666488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911636693448601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482311829413692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575077784425957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742448009958854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616423409449641,0.6832192669527416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726678395527269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PsychoShampoo,2020/02/11,"I feel like I can't laugh in front of people Some asshole at my school said I laugh like a woman (for no reason, he's just the kind of person to think its funny to say that) but he might be right, my laugh is realpy high pitch for a guy I feel like, and now it's totally ruined laughing in public",6.069487179487183,3.639255846153844,6.838461538461541,84.6248717948718,67.46153846153845,9.282051282051283,26.282051282051288,6.42735559955562,0.927358974358974,230,3,54,1,3,77,49,65,0.191,0.627,0.183,-0.1486,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,1,10,8,2,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,1,0,2,0,3,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,4,6,8,9,5,2,7,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,2,4,32,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566923547859361,0.3626783470798947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513357246494206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681897249014731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643292150091364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720316445311194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692779290728437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17597664479212471,0.2216381963489457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609837909416893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21677298441967244,0.2414544121563784,0.2018591109841628,0.0,0.2568937199454943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16264667938291025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Nobody_ingeneral,2020/02/11,"What are things you do to try and be invisible in public? Things I do for example are: 1. If I’m listening to a video and hear something funny I’ll instinctively bite the inside of my cheek to stop myself from smiling/laughing. I feel like laughing would make me more noticeable to people. 2. When I’m in an elevator with others I try and hold my breath or slow it down so they can’t hear me breathe. This one admittedly sounds stupid when I say it but that’s what I do lol.",1.9893424036281149,3.9214281836734735,3.8280952380952407,87.01134920634924,78.38775510204081,7.212698412698412,23.133786848072557,8.167268648758528,1.2131732426303858,374,12,81,7,9,126,72,98,0.040999999999999995,0.857,0.102,0.6908,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,0,3,3,1,0,3,1,8,3,3,1,0,13,16,9,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,9,4,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,6,12,2,11,14,1,7,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,2,5,54,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314082827916055,0.18566559504746905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.58583023755801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696921338058725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734787118539658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958866901229922,0.0,0.0,0.1761083105815059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18017512615711465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20667510072428746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20007615606202547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21727982586805544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34531897225172026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35289674236124857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846185257937222,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cCrUzCc,2020/02/11,Talking in front of a crowd Any tips on talking in front of people any tips will be highly appreciated,1.4498333333333342,4.162485650000002,3.5300000000000047,81.62833333333334,92.5,4.666666666666667,21.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,0.7001666666666666,83,3,15,1,3,28,14,20,0.0,0.8340000000000001,0.166,0.5563,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,8,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5538233452791976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4302318123118664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28230295117119725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6545879113294396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sadiesings,2020/02/11,"workplace anxiety I know this is common for a lot of people but workplace anxiety is really getting me down. I'm scared of my job and I don't have a good pay check cos the hours aren't good. But I'm super scared of getting a NEW one... I feel like it'll be even worse than the one I have now. But I'm fed up because clearly this anxiety is hindering my success... making me sad in other areas of life i.e money, because I can't have/do the things I want to do.",0.3847000000000023,2.2315360700000006,3.0599999999999987,90.935,83.3,6.0,22.0,7.1686216300943375,0.7048999999999999,357,12,80,5,10,125,62,100,0.248,0.618,0.135,-0.9122,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,2,8,0,2,6,0,11,2,0,2,1,11,21,4,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,2,0,3,0,3,3,0,2,1,1,10,5,10,18,1,8,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,5,50,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.454281958045318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24133076772006404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074075050686654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008689737819147,0.14141188792221224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068360980263676,0.0,0.0,0.33205360910931764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949358698176664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196429786257006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878534941957473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981434847368207,0.09670588763392876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16828568945888445,0.0,0.0,0.1321297688530322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19117643386011166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26826519659450004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723008153441768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680858220010455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3963547864382021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150580695628847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167530403469199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20172278085412712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FinalHourh,2020/02/11,"Social Anxiety and Dating? I'm 18 and for the majority of my life I've stayed away from dating. I went to a single-sex religious school & always stayed a way from the whole dating scene cause I think I'm ugly (I mean I look fine but everyone I'm attracted to is so much hotter), anyways yesterday I decided to try out dating apps and I met this guy, we spoke for a while and he asked me out this friday. I got extremely nervous and said I was busy (I'm not) and said I'd love to go next week instead. &#x200B; The truth is, I don't plan on going next week either. I'm extremely socially anxious, I can't even be around a group of strangers, let alone an attractive guy in the middle of a crowded restaurant. Is it fine if I just stay home, or am I just feeding my anxiety? I genuinely feel like I will not be able to push myself to go. Like I'm absolutely nervous.",2.2723388581952118,3.8047740607734815,4.371248618784532,85.21495764272561,76.34806629834254,7.920589318600367,25.32633517495396,8.648137234880735,1.75746379373849,679,24,144,14,15,234,111,181,0.095,0.757,0.14800000000000002,0.912,0,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,0,1,8,10,0,2,10,0,11,3,0,1,1,24,32,11,0,1,8,0,1,2,0,1,1,3,1,2,3,10,1,0,4,0,0,5,4,2,0,0,7,5,19,8,19,21,4,26,0,0,1,1,14,7,0,2,12,83,22,1,0.12529271161908148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976546293259872,0.0,0.0,0.10425357305693568,0.2715092013850656,0.15224435858787105,0.0,0.0,0.19169716289472966,0.14154510097708672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153707693841504,0.1171317720910223,0.0,0.11771662694998444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128710128298629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275465436069714,0.0,0.0,0.11972255525323025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06335175961936819,0.08950913821533933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21362020615438898,0.0,0.10020802718880988,0.0,0.0,0.2481189659899008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567880549721422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812028647143825,0.08849794756224796,0.12242338023552762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521432198426116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308156399028164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648049377022053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210455940419332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665004404434314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383641209840164,0.0,0.0,0.1268029132171405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554402820248456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4006360795806028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080282510507548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506552675976407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945152258754417,0.20100451144193235,0.0,0.0,0.1161475989248518,0.0,0.13988483806201812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224435858787105,0.0 socialanxiety,UptightWorm,2020/02/11,"A way to make friends with social anxiety I’ve had social anxiety since as long as I can remember and making friends is extremely difficult but one thing that I’ve learned is that most people love to talk, so let them ! Even if it makes you very uncomfortable, let them talk to you, say a few things back to let them know you’re listening. Remember people also love to talk about themselves so ask them questions about themselves for time to times. Over time you will start to get comfortable with this particular person and you start to open up and it will get easier. Trust me it takes a lot of time but it’ll be worth it! Be patient with yourself when your anxiety flares up. Being calm and collected (or trying at least) is literally the way I met my wonderful husband at work.",4.382200000000001,6.253194753333336,4.8610000000000015,82.47550000000003,71.46666666666667,9.0,27.833333333333336,9.516144504307137,2.522733333333333,623,23,120,15,12,198,93,150,0.059000000000000004,0.7140000000000001,0.22699999999999998,0.9878,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,5,4,1,8,8,0,0,4,0,14,2,0,3,0,23,29,14,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,1,10,8,0,0,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,13,7,22,18,4,17,0,0,0,2,25,6,0,6,9,81,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863285491938292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28305826484448005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153037971127094,0.0,0.0,0.0948388288790031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146317353692259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905803012847895,0.0,0.12887737665493185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778299622485448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.378362469557238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914969644043533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485702637487736,0.22263359426323692,0.0,0.2469859683626961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357659788310089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17101321360300994,0.10769343926173193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816608805429165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794344073430943,0.0,0.0,0.09808283168833658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202595184953596,0.0,0.0,0.2514538449065567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17459765890372844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273435712533122,0.2974017323527123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16387974417556253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876760628812054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373798213495452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017662520242963,0.0,0.19579893616009147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375412290634495,0.08979107857142234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dev_null0101,2020/02/11,What’s wrong with me So I’m a security guard and anytime there is any kind of conflict I start to shake and freeze when trying to speak. Also my voice cracks when I can work up a sentence. The only thing is I don’t feel scared or threatened but are showing the signs of someone who is. Is this my social anxiety or something else?,2.38401960784314,4.24327367647059,3.4064705882352966,90.82578431372549,76.94117647058823,5.7098039215686285,24.568627450980397,6.42735559955562,0.6608156862745105,262,9,55,2,6,84,54,68,0.16899999999999998,0.769,0.062,-0.7276,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,2,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,10,10,9,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,3,1,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,4,6,2,6,10,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,37,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24351806897870454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070785448434921,0.0,0.2329507820348164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543806314627805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15397037414390718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171023006591848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315950337323255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30486955016209705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104115499797927,0.2580119580052601,0.23442814982217186,0.0,0.0,0.21553510125601705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20230418595799254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20674360208213025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216883013586068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.332935976750984,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,intheaterssoon,2020/02/11,"Generally speaking are they any particulars that people with social anxiety have in common about their childhoods? From what I've grown to understand over the years, our parents and their choices towards us as children and adolescents greatly effects and sets up how we will be as adults. Do you think that those who suffer from social anxiety have certain aspects in common about their childhoods and their parents choices and behavior?",14.093105022831047,12.140897671232874,11.357534246575346,56.97502283105026,51.73972602739726,13.568949771689498,51.730593607305934,11.855464076750405,6.49709497716895,362,20,47,7,3,108,54,73,0.094,0.879,0.027000000000000003,-0.6322,2,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,3,1,5,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,2,1,13,8,8,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,5,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,2,13,6,0,12,0,1,0,0,17,5,0,0,5,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16520637781445027,0.0,0.3716942760835225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26784033843179034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5395084748214986,0.0,0.0,0.16842283160097374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.495290015126281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15566505614721987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25290734273288634,0.29222486818864685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564443030954442 socialanxiety,TranqCat,2020/02/11,"I found my people I literally just found this sub and I'm so happy. Logically I know I'm not alone but with an overwhelming amount of people in my life and on the internet who either don't take me seriously at all or joke about it in a way that I don't know if they're serious or exaggerating, it's comforting to know I'm valid. That said, here's a small story of an experience I had today: In my psychology class, I had something I really really wanted to say, but there were like 300 people or something in the lecture hall. I've gotten pretty cheeky in class last year cause I attended it in a different language so we must have been max 20 people and I got used to seeing the same faces, so I got more comfortable and started to really enjoy making suggestions or asking/answering questions. I decided to just swallow my fear today and go for it and answered the first question I was CONFIDENT I had a good answer to. Turns out getting used to answering questions in a smaller class didn't help much, since I got the exact same reactions I always get when my social anxiety spikes: heart starts beating like crazy at the mere thought of doing it; when I speak it feels like my voice is very far away or like cotton has been stuck into my ears; for at least 5 minutes after, whatever anyone says goes right over my head; I don't remember anything before my brain starts slowing down. I'm pretty sure I didn't stumble or stutter though, and for that I'm quite proud cause it means I've come a long way, even if it doesn't feel like it. So that's one of the things I've been thinking of all day. Does anyone else get a similar kind of experience?",8.27257804632427,6.164619903323268,8.701800604229607,71.97811883182278,62.95770392749245,12.089506545820749,35.35971802618328,10.793553405168565,3.5781116213494446,1312,44,257,27,15,440,184,331,0.064,0.745,0.19,0.9931,1,1,2,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,0,4,13,19,0,2,16,0,19,7,5,5,5,58,55,24,0,4,14,0,2,5,0,1,1,6,0,0,16,12,1,0,19,1,0,3,7,5,0,2,19,9,29,14,35,35,9,39,0,1,1,0,12,20,0,11,19,155,45,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581817361339652,0.0,0.0,0.07698032078207863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077411670385399,0.0,0.0,0.12937800010743036,0.0947930793742908,0.07613238703950305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692137293985269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872389023756579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327791285134597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900778395176892,0.0,0.07969392536427168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05966485436246121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665902355560188,0.0,0.0,0.08096095171995871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728484249370804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061105625947394784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18099585445316246,0.0,0.10410567662390167,0.09355724959075937,0.13218620658653452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869365085923956,0.0,0.20287697670154367,0.0,0.0,0.14500661640787468,0.0,0.052578699904823466,0.07759762566014468,0.22197932939107015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984844873653609,0.0,0.0,0.09494761039785043,0.0,0.0,0.10963133219909137,0.062011200397856986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634067350140728,0.15253232472089984,0.07541249362383959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653464451350447,0.2259920404984704,0.0,0.0,0.08187332058623957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061754825490504414,0.0,0.0,0.10077651904736427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800954941424069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06269090813023481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565544407069073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882430799059973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109156541059778,0.09840163949006893,0.0,0.0,0.17780342611155706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048020450872807,0.0790077453798645,0.08800344179219023,0.14714410364315858,0.0,0.0,0.07372288842563607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652979106956811,0.0,0.0,0.09430791806146673,0.0,0.14244592861425326,0.0,0.0,0.1964488757259092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719477918787104,0.0,0.06956015452067152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614631981125061,0.05928020719909988,0.0908960249870326,0.07344698581771245,0.0,0.0,0.17538778369604138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063031517890142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598074036121149,0.0,0.07633498991352787,0.054568048477626606,0.14686902111017805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059576959223563965 socialanxiety,pajama_llama_,2020/02/11,"I sure do love leading meetings 😱 I’ve been over preparing for a meeting I’m leading on Thursday. I feel like everyone at work knows about my anxiety. This one person who will be attending told me not to stress out about it, that it would only be her and one other person from her team attending. So the two of them, plus someone from a different department, and myself. How can I just relax at this meeting and go with the flow? How can I act confident as fuck and just fake it till I make it? I don’t typically take meds for my social anxiety but I do sometimes, like if I have to lead a meeting, and it’s with a different group of people than in the past. So that will help, also because this one guy at the meeting is my work crush who is definitely married and unavailable but he has anxiety too and we make each other nervous. I am tired of caring soooooo much about my job and what other people think. It is exhausting!",2.196827956989249,4.381133306451616,3.91956989247312,85.36602150537635,78.83870967741936,7.359139784946238,25.9247311827957,8.344100000000001,1.886227956989248,729,29,145,15,18,244,112,186,0.105,0.7559999999999999,0.139,0.8277,3,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,1,6,11,11,1,2,8,0,17,4,0,7,1,32,29,19,0,2,6,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,0,3,17,14,0,0,3,2,0,9,2,5,0,4,2,1,19,6,25,22,2,19,0,0,0,2,21,7,1,1,5,112,36,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934233077101998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34249067512191056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909716268721907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521539514094878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311835416448511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425994283790081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545716585666079,0.1066127591180078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796437612387918,0.0,0.0,0.08481308923894923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477650666798467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002836667087928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14809166183637731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201507259147264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458163334794107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346894605708251,0.0,0.1992296323318332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657652689425118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109704119615205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033743471412423,0.1134991388381358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246068532795814,0.2069200523568622,0.2606106466399496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15212521201485465,0.12644543612012207,0.0,0.147596186111127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17094697817181362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406512257210253,0.0,0.11220535318515154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562308524900257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17152246495508014,0.0,0.1425994283790081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577987834589498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172881766003001,0.0,0.0,0.1060115117942856,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Pretty_Butterscotch,2020/02/11,"Do you still social anxiety after treatment? I've been doing some research about social anxiety and if it is completely curable or is it something that you have to cope with for the rest of your life So my question is after your treatment of social anxiety do you still experience it or is it gone forever ?? If so what helped you overcome it",4.996923076923078,6.799544076923077,6.0,75.20000000000002,69.76923076923077,8.892307692307693,33.0,9.3871,3.3646,275,13,46,6,5,91,42,65,0.083,0.917,0.0,-0.5632,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,9,1,0,0,0,8,10,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,7,0,8,8,2,5,0,0,0,0,11,0,0,6,4,43,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4890485217474072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22342479526637574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084466261234829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14283228247247426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505144530377983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23871382506954245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6516668814112431,0.0,0.1640500182414469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403539682630719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,77arlos,2020/02/11,"Social anxiety exposure ideas Hello everyone. I'd like to work on my social anxiety (SA) and I'm doing a 30 day challenge where I do a little exposure everyday. Posting on a forum is one of my challenges. I was wondering if you had any ideas for SA exposure challenges. I'd like to make a list but if one already exists I would like to add to it. What have you done for exposure?",1.076089466089467,3.4967294805194804,4.144069264069266,80.59007215007216,85.36363636363636,8.097546897546897,26.73737373737373,8.841846274778883,2.797177200577201,298,14,56,9,9,107,49,77,0.038,0.821,0.142,0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,4,1,6,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,1,0,10,11,4,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,7,6,9,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,3,5,37,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22425793106211653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381963269460876,0.0,0.3109249435837148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310598587489585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20796425265829907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19418507908878516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4588204852793477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29784855981902697,0.2036794714868356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565069071792207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754137809330465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19462824431519996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4143136709915643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220383035670733,0.14794632151694706,0.0,0.0,0.14436140478334095,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,seriouspuppy,2020/02/11,"Hey could you uuuh respect my fricking boundaries please I'm so fricking tired of this. I think the worst part of going to school with social anxiety for me apart from peers was always the teachers. I mean I get they have to call on you and get you to participate so they can make an oral grade, but man that should be it. I got though that for the first 10 years in school, and still they were constantly getting on my nerves. One teacher in particular. One time, in class, she gave everyone else an assignment and then instead of letting me work like everyone else because, umm, this is class, she proceeded to tell the confident, cool guy to sit next to me and 'get me to talk' like wtf man? This is class, you're not my therapist and that's just so fucking rude. Another time she told me I had to change my personality. Thanks man it's not like I already had zero self esteem before. I feel like constantly being told shit like this fucked me up even more than the social anxiety itself because it made me feel like there was something wrong with me. Anyway I thought this phase was over, my teachers are now all informed about my SA and are supposed to give me other ways to get oral grades and stop calling on me in class n stuff. But do they do it? Oh boy of course they don't! One teacher still constantly calls on me in class an it's like mate I'm not stupid but I literally freeze up if I'm caught by surprise, like I literally can get a word out. But really a few days ago something happened that really fucking killed everything. So I send my English teacher my homework, so instead of me participating in class she grades that. Which is super nice obviously. So I wrote this essay and I didn't really have a whole lot of time so it turned out super cringey and stupid. So I thought I'd just send it to her because who cares, but then I wouldn't bring it to class because we usually do this thing where we exchange essays in groups and have to review it. And I was uncomfortable with that because I don't really know the people in that class, and I just didn't want them to read that fricking essay. So fast forward to class, I'm sitting with my group and all is well, everyone else reading their essays and I said I forgot mine. Then my teacher comes by. She asks me if I didn't bring my essay (already shitty cause nobody knows I send my essays to her and I intended to keep it that way). So I'm like, no, forgot it. And I figured she'd have the basic amount of human empathy to get that I just didn't want to read it out in front of everyone. But oh boy was I wrong. She literally goes out of the classroom, prints out the essay I sent her and then puts it on my desk and tells me to read it out. Keep in mind, this is not some literary masterwork that my peers absolutely have to hear. It's really shit. I wish I'd just said no in that moment but I just kinda froze up and asked them to just read it like that cause I wasn't comfortable reading it out loud. So one of the guys takes it and starts to read it out loud and this is the most uncomfortable moment of my life oh my God I had a huge panic attack and I keep replaying this moment in my head. Like I literally think about it constantly. This really fucked me up. Like if a kid has a physical disability, you don't force it to participate in PE, do you? So why cant you respect my mental illness?",3.3809581646423763,4.712802561403514,4.479766081871347,86.37331983805672,73.09356725146198,7.834637876743139,25.28834907782276,8.384062270229773,1.4561505623031938,2648,83,562,44,52,866,267,684,0.127,0.741,0.133,-0.41700000000000004,0,0,2,0,0,0,59.0,2,6,8,4,32,38,11,1,20,1,45,10,3,5,3,96,103,49,1,9,21,0,4,12,1,2,3,5,1,11,51,37,0,6,11,7,1,12,16,15,2,6,28,10,93,23,78,68,11,77,0,0,0,4,65,35,6,7,40,374,144,27,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0501327216871607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482001266820734,0.0,0.04705840928850606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05930299828503322,0.08652905877882013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574284813695678,0.06433963941966969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17237745040854172,0.0,0.04812426097924564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17324737191084405,0.0,0.05766173721483772,0.1161954208273548,0.059827842062910364,0.04871724772641674,0.0,0.2444640708297984,0.0,0.04515467953521519,0.0,0.0,0.03647338836994637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417336942578704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037354138388213866,0.0,0.0,0.2161634499796161,0.05082811558812116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057191958911319965,0.08080601053162034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0481057755140326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20913727254192332,0.2068340949390727,0.054252846266047816,0.0321415909266351,0.0,0.04523231405094795,0.0,0.0,0.11199696577705824,0.05001152593897898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05804189259896993,0.0,0.06374175615809592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080642822798818,0.06256988608806892,0.0,0.06216245479813998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05783146516849753,0.03994656984372735,0.3315598323211196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04808115991710634,0.0,0.05351384349627149,0.03775099692945128,0.0,0.0,0.061605130140037614,0.0,0.0,0.05699428195924551,0.0,0.057104572097310735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060147035896338574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532929134869247,0.0,0.0,0.06635527450619066,0.0,0.06124370831702136,0.0,0.03920821501168669,0.04938176919736788,0.0,0.06208056352576336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05685353907782675,0.0,0.0,0.39599313147631504,0.0,0.2173840356561416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759378346519498,0.0,0.0,0.11447364755332262,0.0,0.0,0.05899934808460897,0.0,0.11610608258404602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530169171019032,0.0,0.08707782381404937,0.0,0.0,0.04003002111126943,0.0,0.09033002007718316,0.04728263169305493,0.0,0.0,0.06474210772529199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0425224289578116,0.0454568814547946,0.09886337502783668,0.052068377001753874,0.0,0.06566487969555021,0.03757272382829821,0.0724765037282652,0.055565140585044935,0.08979693211207443,0.09893327558897423,0.06500181696933781,0.0,0.10808172498980803,0.0,0.0,0.0615157550710357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06228749966555131,0.0,0.06671537694950756,0.08978167974605282,0.0,0.0,0.05084986531291745,0.0,0.05103221972314018,0.06314179715628375,0.0650356230568846,0.0,0.0,0.04117281747517099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366834079811805,0.0,0.036419657684250636 socialanxiety,redddit-bot,2020/02/11,"I don’t know how to start conversations or talk to people in general, do you guys have any tips? There are a lot of people I talk to over a call (when playing an online game or something) or text but in real life I never get to talk to any of them even if we share a class together, I’ve sat or walked by and I avoid eye contact and just don’t say anything. I don’t know how to talk to them, oftentimes the people I play the online game with are talking to each other about that game, and even if I’m sitting near them I have no idea how to join in. I really really want to but it makes me so nervous even thinking about it so I just ignore it. I text this one person a lot and we have a lot of conversations over text, but in real life we don’t even look at each other even though we share multiple classes together. They are also not that good at initiating conversations and I don’t know how to start a conversation because I’m scared of messing something up and then rejoining stuff or something. People have told me to just pretend like it’s texting or in a call like when I play the online game but I still can’t do it and it feels really bad not being able to talk to any of them. The only way I talk to them is online through the game that we play, but in real life it’s completely different and I don’t know how to join in/I don’t want to impose on them because they’re very good friends with each other. I’m bad at explaining things like this, so sorry if the post was confusing.",3.9691904761904766,4.197417498412701,5.311865079365081,85.03160714285715,70.84126984126979,8.585714285714287,26.22619047619048,8.548686976883017,1.5342095238095241,1172,33,259,18,20,394,128,315,0.126,0.7509999999999999,0.12300000000000001,-0.4826,1,1,3,0,0,0,19.0,5,1,7,0,24,20,0,4,14,0,20,4,1,6,1,64,39,35,0,5,19,0,1,3,1,0,3,1,0,2,17,18,0,2,8,10,0,1,12,8,0,1,3,4,30,12,42,35,6,25,0,0,2,0,40,14,0,13,10,179,47,2,0.08805860243220406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042043255033681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796486079361314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246472672251571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705050964121907,0.10735941342454744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17983535725052288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232776926514444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920024972235209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29080938203005885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04452507525467984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803385780031293,0.0,0.04600698528604325,0.0,0.0,0.14771875561607667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719186096163448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940744361603143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935788198613348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865951853003842,0.12906295540967128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394704791731033,0.0,0.0,0.22459282434731134,0.0,0.0,0.05877980090975037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791622283635841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596707879826049,0.06697253522228946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24419498925769198,0.0768893750651665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433579948406585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006899041480843,0.16923778676236154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002773506758954,0.08816202298203557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20337544291913914,0.0,0.0985743959588856,0.12465666407330678,0.0,0.07032371365229212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008060319488254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4954471832410101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0585022226139262,0.05642439678803116,0.08651712979169544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414376829247425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265756924946534,0.10387849046846363,0.06989681982012574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,charl0ti,2020/02/11,"Ease physical responses? Whenever I have an “in the spotlight feeling”, my heart will start racing, my face will get red, and I’ll stutter, despite not being stressed in my mind. I don’t care. I’m wondering if anyone else has gone through the same thing and found something that stops it. Beta blockers would probably help but I can’t get a prescription.",4.194545454545455,6.632443000000006,4.433333333333334,82.87000000000003,73.54545454545455,8.036363636363637,32.21212121212121,8.841846274778883,2.997230303030304,282,14,50,6,6,88,54,66,0.067,0.821,0.11199999999999999,0.415,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,0,8,2,2,0,0,13,17,4,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,2,6,1,3,11,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,2,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001053362192346,0.26378136603846664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624808826032849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150610726186314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017120692117465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822735921510818,0.0,0.0,0.2690072848718888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050718761219651,0.1725590017605038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25994462201059143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27756771659454643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19819264172293768,0.0,0.0,0.18221988756194468,0.0,0.0,0.21523435640446725,0.29490074554911744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17103407196208156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27918657546696624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18288052938556487,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tropicalsadness,2020/02/11,"DAE have a crippling fear of committing a social faux pas? Everytime I go out, I have this weird fear that I’m going to doing something unforgivable, or that something horrible is going to fly out of my mouth. Nothing like that ever does happen, but I’m always terrified of how bad the consequences would be if I accidentally did something like that. The other day I was visiting someone’s house for dinner, and I kept imagining how horrible it would be if I insulted the host in a completely cruel way. I don’t know why my brain does this.",5.563186813186816,6.631740923076923,6.883131868131869,72.17615384615384,67.65384615384616,10.558241758241758,32.164835164835175,10.608840637214634,3.6969989010988997,432,18,76,12,7,147,70,104,0.34,0.65,0.01,-0.9907,0,0,3,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,8,2,2,6,0,11,3,2,2,2,16,19,7,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,3,1,1,2,0,0,4,1,6,0,0,3,0,9,2,9,12,0,10,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,4,51,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981134737310936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15032953700031518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009890725441704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18877310714209952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611373052295175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151161008048158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628604496176373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4051999660631915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069701111599586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15921265079679667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20774704151867326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894768278540128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759211795363473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17275743861660808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18353257208081525,0.1525510190693462,0.4158208801297257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291084861916906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16246204901004854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25579672392346164,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ap585305,2020/02/11,"Biggest Goals? Currently doing research for a coaching business to help people manage stress & anxiety. This is something I've learned to manage very well in myself & would like to help others ! What are your 3 biggest goals in life, &/ or social life ? Also, feel free to DM me for free coaching via Reddit. No payments accepted.",4.686499999999999,7.601799983333336,4.830000000000002,78.245,74.16666666666666,6.0,30.0,7.1686216300943375,2.233,269,12,39,3,6,84,47,60,0.091,0.6409999999999999,0.268,0.9177,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,2,2,6,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,3,7,8,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,23,6,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17248390452250045,0.0,0.7010866184281154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649990927385713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109057251581006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891393713351413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046906033766456,0.10537321660803024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495294181198384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21986457257131933,0.0,0.1660455126837012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470674241981294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779634231627821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19392749120168648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321704679704246,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hummusnpretzelz,2020/02/11,"i’m a 15 year old girl in my freshman year and i feel all alone i feel alone even though i know i’m not, i have really good friends whom i talk to and hang out on the regular! but they don’t go to my school and it makes me feel isolated because i don’t have any close friends here. you’re thinking, “okay so... move schools?” id love to but my mind stops me... i go to a highly praised and prestigious arts school. i feel like i’m taking that opportunity for granted just because i feel alone! there’s a lot of people who sit in the halls alone during lunch like i do, but i feel as if i’m still an outcast.",-0.016623376623375208,1.907895606060606,1.853809523809524,98.565,85.36363636363636,5.286580086580087,20.034632034632033,6.5431188927421005,-0.08839134199134158,468,14,117,5,14,154,81,132,0.10400000000000001,0.6609999999999999,0.23399999999999999,0.9728,0,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,7,9,0,0,6,1,5,2,0,1,1,25,22,11,0,1,6,0,6,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,6,1,1,8,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,6,17,9,11,22,2,17,1,0,0,1,9,7,0,2,7,61,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5489991034742903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011750202952884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16156477250213905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752758635775333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020336973554003,0.09467163974612718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20476778714286767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062726631618906,0.1111506964509624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001365796393705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282900724422653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948423346762614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266296208168823,0.11960362150131762,0.0,0.08845749859074248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380646914471406,0.0,0.0,0.1408467839034436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905645666967456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187202739634287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489510031412108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4023490771402142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582988892467524,0.11079186423000237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963783755538666,0.10651379709896017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491285989593796,0.13019929921801573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17067585390131054 socialanxiety,you-otter-know,2020/02/11,"Eye Contact From Others? Do you ever feel like people give you less eye contact or attention than they give other people in social situations even if you are saying something interesting? I think people write me off for being shy early and then don't listen to what I have to say. It's a double edged sword because while I don't really want attention, I feel like the most uninteresting person in the world, like people are just waiting for me to shut up so the next person can talk.",9.845322580645163,7.457616086021504,9.845241935483873,65.88786290322582,60.18279569892474,11.880645161290325,34.002688172043015,10.125756701596842,3.2996043010752683,388,10,67,6,4,129,66,93,0.037000000000000005,0.8490000000000001,0.114,0.7976,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,1,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,8,2,2,0,1,14,16,6,0,2,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,0,2,4,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,10,4,11,15,3,11,0,0,2,0,16,6,0,3,8,49,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198859254477153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133946098820478,0.16617722412384722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18577972258486747,0.26248651918063554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35246488914199026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26925591832067364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19537885842396216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5094486320507726,0.3208189247884331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176900465477366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921889097253346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20649899411546013,0.0,0.1872703497767873,0.0,0.14142979414774073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766003800183594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177146666495206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835757733917352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,444j,2020/02/11,"eye contact with family hi, as ive grown older id say im over the eye contact anxiety with strangers/friends, Im relatively confident now compared to the mess I used to be. YET, I still dont feel comfortable making eye contact with neither my parents or siblings, the people who I see every day and can be myself around. something just doesnt add up, i feel as if it shouldve been the other way around, i guess im just fucking weird. anyone relate?",4.5792673992673985,5.250880351648355,5.755769230769232,80.8100641025641,69.65934065934066,8.264468864468865,31.650183150183143,8.344100000000001,2.382515018315018,356,15,69,5,6,119,63,91,0.106,0.856,0.038,-0.5712,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,0,4,0,7,4,3,2,0,16,14,5,0,1,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,7,8,1,11,11,1,11,0,0,4,1,7,4,1,3,5,41,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494983156192856,0.0,0.0,0.13248713086637506,0.0,0.0,0.3373504390153416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221973652626993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22206631487947456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964303488640466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17862260118103895,0.0,0.191611117187414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463899097881643,0.17516897130338974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20873091839950134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6140049090378089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264777572631643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21039243158545892,0.0,0.0,0.13135989786540836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506801782327674,0.0,0.0,0.1509891010617571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458690996152987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513170416962654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16364779466519147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039848508929798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BountyApe,2020/02/11,"I really like a girl and in scared that I'll ruin it with her because of my social anxiety I posted this with a different title in another subreddit so this one might not completely be relevant to this title. I just started my first year in uni and during the orientation week, i met a girl that is beautiful, kind and smart and my socially anxious ass actually nanaged act normal on that day and she was easy to talk to. Since then she has been on my mind but ive managed to forget about her untill yesterday when the unthinkable happened. I was busy eating at my hostel and a girl tapped me on the back and it was her. Appearently she moved into my hostel on sunday and this has gotten me really excited but today and yesterday, she was literally the only thing on my mind. That image of her face just constantly displayed in my mind and i coulndnt and still cant stop daydreaming about her. Now i know what youre thinking. ""Just go for her"", but i have bad social anxiety and im so scared that il ruin it with her. On the day that i met her, i went into that social event without any expectations and kind of just hung with my friends when thay forced us to socialise with the girls and she just approached me and started talking. Anyone else with social anxiety knows how hard it could be when you overthink a conversation before talking to someone. Sorry for the messy post but back to the main topic: i only slept 3 hours last night because i woke up at 4am and started thinking about her and the fact that I'll see her at breakfast and couldnt sleep until breakfast. When i went to eat breakfast, i talked to her but not much because we were in a group and my anxiety was quite bad. Im scared that im trying too hard and making too big of a deal of this whole story. I overthink every moment of interaction with her. For example, if walk pass her and greet her i think about the way i walked, moved my hand and weither i should have hugged her or just waved. I also realised that i looked at her lips while talking to her this morning and im still scared that she might have noticed. Im also less talkative around my friends because im just busy thinking about her all the time. I talked quite comfortably with her when we met but now after realising how much i like her, i get anxious about it. In scared that my social anxiety and shyness might make her think im rude or boring.",5.8524796992481205,5.924993170526317,6.403334586466169,79.36909210526319,66.76842105263158,9.480451127819553,30.648496240601506,9.23628265651192,2.4858075187969915,1896,65,371,32,28,619,208,475,0.146,0.7609999999999999,0.09300000000000001,-0.9707,2,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,3,2,0,3,33,21,1,5,18,0,23,12,6,4,2,83,49,48,0,6,19,0,3,2,2,4,0,0,0,4,25,37,5,1,7,0,0,11,5,11,0,2,15,5,72,10,57,26,6,71,0,2,2,2,57,21,1,7,38,265,97,1,0.0,0.0,0.05755962942560339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433856374312624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04011097119914327,0.061849602542741425,0.2256120284232833,0.13326969210224854,0.0,0.04124280796004007,0.0604358200826785,0.0,0.052508040896355856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070972254466353,0.09849793145853797,0.1438237809677849,0.0,0.05019082508987911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061843337442257874,0.0637404771008837,0.0,0.047093723133097655,0.0,0.0,0.07607927556126826,0.060809654099397176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06162546248664307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207101987856311,0.04927335272678845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049696351539370534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05017154581717271,0.0,0.0,0.0911413945973399,0.0,0.030816573804300664,0.0,0.033521823202748234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05215913345586285,0.0,0.10567570502823916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058087110293251185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4459879856269787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284499351234802,0.06483185055613641,0.04807962698037002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057632959662610964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049531492784971716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874421945603674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877173061375109,0.17867031295532476,0.0,0.0,0.12538077877018405,0.0867196829016155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05535225171926295,0.05779154948958426,0.0,0.06715338790611558,0.0,0.0,0.03996891407671863,0.089719596348553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298025171555134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547295265260264,0.0,0.0,0.07557299851769744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29526510714303844,0.0,0.047002410410938895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048791965769811214,0.0,0.05902634524002075,0.3607590178074071,0.04997673817152473,0.0,0.0,0.06602747668413049,0.12524700101720207,0.0,0.09420899450309307,0.04931305434734376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844534137007827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03918618117854802,0.18897201991943974,0.0,0.0,0.034393897725144514,0.0,0.055909696204196085,0.0,0.0,0.04004609301746345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095018622557682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0468185536018211,0.04731320470668501,0.0,0.0,0.10935705044031292,0.0,0.06585324807997375,0.0,0.05685822811898208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037983599778328464 socialanxiety,ballz95,2020/02/11,"what moment(s) would you say was the origin of your SA? Whenever i reflect on how I developed my SA, there are some painful memories that come back which I feel contributed to it a lot. I mentioned on a post yesterday that I remember at a young age, my older brothers used to tease me relentlessly for the movies and shows I watched, as a kid i identified a lot with these shows so I took it really personally. Today I still get hurt and angry on the inside if a friend or whoever makes a strong negative remark about something I enjoy, which makes me not want to open up to others as much if there is a risk of judgment, and I hate standing up for myself because it might get tense and awkward. Another memory goes back to the fourth grade. I was new at this school at the time, and I remember at first I was shy for a week and then most of the kids accepted me and invited me to play sports with them at a recess. Then there was this one kid in my class who was the popular sort of class clown, and i remember he got in trouble for yelling a swear word while we were playing, and he thought I tattled on him. After this it all went downhill, he spread rumours about me and turned almost everyone against me. At one point it got so bad that whatever friends I had ditched me, and i used to tearfully beg them to hang out with me over the phone. Anyways sorry to ramble post, but these two memories are some of my least favourite which i think are also the reason why today I'm intimidated by social environments and sharing my interests/opinions with others. Does anyone else have memories they think are a part of their SA?",8.897446428571428,6.497654637500003,8.701160714285718,73.39062500000003,62.0,12.642857142857144,38.48214285714286,11.20814326018867,4.0504017857142856,1284,50,256,28,14,417,182,320,0.099,0.841,0.06,-0.8029,0,0,1,0,1,0,25.0,1,2,4,2,13,17,2,2,21,0,15,1,0,7,1,53,34,25,0,4,5,1,1,0,2,2,1,2,0,4,20,20,0,0,10,5,0,4,2,8,0,4,12,4,41,9,46,20,9,43,0,1,1,0,26,18,0,11,18,188,61,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914370247188175,0.0,0.0,0.09515019494609413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476343725784322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319527162205853,0.12191154570154088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18298026684256627,0.09934534731296228,0.0725305763305422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249281580799242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041223138946248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993945409295716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369279719781565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06016108446144493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120638211642714,0.0,0.0,0.18385103863164667,0.0,0.12432680289829212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903222143675916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174705026190913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737313699084762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023091901616779,0.0,0.0,0.15884337295024467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622154055241785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746576592176919,0.0,0.0,0.11491395862773662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16125112850090698,0.0,0.1266056793192026,0.0,0.0,0.12884636158399362,0.0,0.0,0.10389085613049034,0.0,0.0,0.11247684146777008,0.0,0.2279045291608391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622318229477745,0.12233373995890667,0.0,0.0,0.4043516486733573,0.0,0.0,0.09461959266654217,0.0,0.12041655698039065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212875891221008,0.0,0.09159847665506267,0.0,0.13319107327943527,0.0,0.0,0.09501951097170436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247825551935648,0.0,0.09445874769825163,0.06937960349734439,0.0,0.2255628359020369,0.0,0.1321938419096402,0.0,0.1294187017540898,0.1162285314373808,0.0,0.0,0.20552521046369573,0.0,0.0,0.07017891158020885,0.0,0.09544051706412704,0.0,0.0,0.1102978915012768,0.10736312374889398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452169442802496,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Dawiddz,2020/02/11,"I am unsure of everything. Do I have social anxiety? I am currently in high school. I have literally one friend, who is talking to me most of the time. But well; i am writing this post in a car, because i have girls in class, who offered this, because it's better than taking a bus. I seem to think they only talk to me if they have no choice, so i think i need to survive last 3 months of this school. I am much better at talking to one person, so if I happen to be in 1to1 situation I can talk after A while. I am looking for Professional help. I am using espicram, but i feel hopeless, I don't see my purpose anymore and I sometimes dream of dying :(...",2.18569696969697,3.609160970370368,4.580067340067341,84.0848484848485,76.33333333333333,6.983164983164983,26.346801346801357,7.686295010490155,1.462407407407408,501,19,105,7,11,176,82,135,0.069,0.835,0.096,0.3506,1,0,0,0,0,1,22.0,0,0,2,3,3,5,0,0,4,0,15,0,0,1,0,13,25,8,1,3,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,1,1,2,0,3,22,4,18,24,2,14,0,1,2,0,15,6,0,4,6,79,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184077547461357,0.0,0.15350208594643674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18870725890049572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27378408224529444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16063920907420914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910802058185875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782623957754205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958413713713227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687315178128587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374706672705224,0.16353560985985555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616793349990155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997784051853453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354546185789643,0.0,0.1137825298637474,0.11476884175317785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20976848657139505,0.11771863444743315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351496132876795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823830570763005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132951583129245,0.12334116056024318,0.1409076581932615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17398137729813534,0.0,0.15778068808921958,0.0,0.0,0.15308328905851676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637675043054918,0.4976314174022616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983560251186829,0.0,0.0,0.09025458959488482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336818934293362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916754592781352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bandiitoo,2020/02/11,"Social Anxiety caused by smoking cannabis Hi guys, Let me quickly introduce myself and my problem first. I'm a 19 year old boy from the Netherlands and since 1,5 year ago I experienced symptoms of social anxiety first. It all started in 2016 (15 years old) when a friend of mine came with the idea to smoke weed for the first time with a bunch of friends. We did it and it was the most fun night of my whole entire life. As you can expect because of the very positive experience we continued smoking weed. It went from every friday, to every friday+saturday, to almost every day in the week. For me it even went to everyday + a joint before sleeping every night. Since 1.5 year back I experienced symptoms of social anxiety for the first time. I was biking back to home with a friend after a night of smoking weed with other friends. At that moment while I was talking with him I felt very nervous and I was stuttering a little and talking nonsense / . This was not me. I had the first awkward moment with my BEST friend in years. I didn't know anything to say, I felt kinda dead inside. After that awkward situation the social anxiety continued with many more people and situations. I was constantly overthinking what to say, and by overthinking that the words always came out of my mouth stuttery and like I was nervous. Also everything I said didn't interest people. I could see in peoples eyes and people's body language they absolutely didn't give a f*ck about what I was saying / telling them. I never experienced that before either. People always we're interested in me before, they always liked me and talked to me. Now I'm at the point I don't say anything about my life anymore to anyone. Not even to family. I constantly have the idea that no one is interested in my life or what I say. It made me feel sad, dead inside and a little depressed you can tell. Also I quit school a few months ago because I am too busy with my online business. I have days I don't have any human interaction and it makes me feel depressed and lonely, like I don't have friends, but I have them. My mind is f*cking me you can tell. I know I have to do something about it, but I don't know what to do. I have a weed addiction (which I think it caused the social anxiety) and a small group of friends I smoke weed with. When I quit smoking, I probably will lose them, but I can stop the addiction. But the point is I don't want to lose them. I'm scared I still have the social anxiety after quitting the weed so I will be unable to make new friends. (How the hell am I even going to make new friends, I'm not in school anymore and running an own online business - no human interaction at all 🤦🏻‍♂️😂) Somebody please help me. My mind is blowing up by overthinking.",4.633181329948247,5.796301530612247,5.441656576506201,81.31223781857241,69.87198515769944,8.271086807928913,28.84098232594473,8.611707548084741,2.1242252319109456,2171,79,417,35,38,708,221,539,0.111,0.7979999999999999,0.091,-0.5979,0,2,3,0,0,1,61.0,2,3,6,11,18,31,1,5,31,0,43,11,4,7,3,69,69,28,2,4,9,0,4,3,9,2,7,6,1,4,21,29,0,1,10,1,0,6,14,14,0,6,21,15,70,17,60,43,10,69,1,6,2,0,49,17,1,4,49,283,91,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147232881672497,0.0,0.0,0.09328578298571076,0.0,0.05268956275767368,0.0,0.0,0.08415756878464127,0.13134776276263715,0.0,0.0,0.03578220489875355,0.0,0.24151683952756836,0.0,0.10436630252288573,0.03679189411044772,0.0,0.0866006498788707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092035124972394,0.0,0.06415117667373572,0.0,0.13432273019422036,0.0,0.055219592491355135,0.0,0.0,0.05844699836598796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203624888624003,0.0,0.10810684565336484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372324048921775,0.0,0.04201137993461655,0.0,0.0,0.06786881856254279,0.0,0.09064001928755157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426154605307084,0.0,0.17733253325366746,0.0,0.04728987775603285,0.05147073154586747,0.049603790084440914,0.0,0.053210722338414916,0.0,0.1010435165792522,0.0,0.0,0.22378522369904869,0.0,0.0,0.3658744681154517,0.0,0.0,0.050476206685062384,0.02990415615880545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05210032635836555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03526889450764786,0.0,0.05278038102900145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879916766829775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675281941121102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05380571139862736,0.11149744877365754,0.07711983691433992,0.1054745917415732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773269392680312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04978864724596604,0.10536924353611156,0.0533466326385575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625883735982944,0.0,0.041999374041373286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040582427485504856,0.1016380406052563,0.0,0.14813595034580124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042797487703407,0.0,0.035655478546586974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18239429826198808,0.0,0.0,0.05775902226926333,0.09948248164773328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05673135805971283,0.050348545692030594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678979129716108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05005199197830637,0.2092206664085279,0.052680033653586936,0.1065049281573006,0.04192992165932509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870526972742881,0.11829020397013705,0.052656236352813635,0.3218259919503878,0.0,0.040508088838042015,0.0,0.0,0.03724345833048657,0.0,0.042020991312810986,0.04399120146155205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109380988924691,0.0,0.12687763508215322,0.13797197276111073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03371564105649556,0.0,0.0,0.06136423321977207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683111080673803,0.03103559893854493,0.0,0.0422071751099219,0.0,0.0,0.09755526403365126,0.0,0.05874638149116668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694220944330349 socialanxiety,kafka_in_the_sea,2020/02/11,"Can't even start a conversation with a girl in office Hi. Shy introvert here afraid of initiating conversations. Once I am comfortable, I can carry on conversations easily. So there's this girl in my office, like her a lot. Had only conversed with her twice or thrice in my 1 year of joining the firm. I want to be friends with her. Maybe ask her out later. But I just can't even start a conversation. I have even caught her staring at me sometimes in the office but I have always quickly looked away. Now from the last week, I have been having lunch at the same time she has. Cafeteria is pretty empty at that time but for the past 5 days, I have been walking into the cafe and just take a seat far away from here and eat my lunch alone. Every day I think I will ask to join her over lunch but my anxiety always gets the worst of me and I end up eating alone. Need some words of wisdom, guys. Any help is appreciated. Thanks!",2.4692845786963424,4.52302418918919,3.6433068362480117,88.32454689984104,77.37837837837839,6.731319554848965,20.07154213036566,7.724431198458867,0.5825294117647061,725,17,153,11,17,235,115,185,0.084,0.75,0.16699999999999998,0.9455,0,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,1,12,0,17,6,0,0,0,22,29,9,0,2,7,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,8,6,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,4,2,24,5,26,23,4,31,0,0,2,0,20,15,0,3,15,105,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128894474731117,0.0,0.0,0.25137538242995605,0.0,0.0,0.10272080678906524,0.0,0.11555466690595705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824271930516856,0.0,0.2838373904149677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948325939748876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091286158434705,0.0,0.0,0.13378758513613734,0.0,0.0,0.2993060421500126,0.0,0.12726815561888416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670270383679054,0.0,0.07891864068651994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956561711744426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124723472561134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312786067983325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379656908321754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268459662838513,0.0,0.0,0.12841934252110987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175243120860465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200343515004263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16086586832384026,0.0,0.11488215126924528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419660069057536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536745876102503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14939467870116466,0.0,0.2138313219181068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357260054826505,0.0,0.0,0.13906874859579987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678827396280427,0.0,0.0,0.17615972973613264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909461480000201,0.0,0.1211651180201463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727278840025183 socialanxiety,iliveforsea,2020/02/11,"I can only write, not talk in person I feel so comfortable when writing, i have time to think about what i want to say and i can be as weird as socially accepted. When it comes to talking(even with the same people I text) i get self conscious and when i try to talk more like me it all comes as weird and they start ignoring me",1.1589075630252097,3.289356235294118,2.427983193277313,94.9573529411765,82.23529411764707,6.238655462184874,20.00840336134453,7.447530270364453,0.4334932773109248,256,7,58,4,7,82,46,68,0.08800000000000001,0.762,0.15,0.6524,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,17,11,10,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,6,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,2,11,3,10,10,3,8,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,6,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4706827060035269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18044889394953426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814032626183095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273799474531554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334738434214042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077842162707324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18940549395262574,0.23855149703433695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21726306164069029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850117166394192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27849742541751193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193375442346817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4391826092019252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17505831347486348,0.0,0.0,0.15930765126386207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18548781739971998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611430018121285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,daboring1,2020/02/11,"I dont wanna have feelings anymore So for the past month i had upset a lot of people by my feelings, I'm being too worried or sad they call me a downer, I'm being too happy and having too much fun they call me clingy and wierd, friend had been blocking me for a long time on discord which gave me the paranoia that everyone will block me on discord eventually and people dont wanna be around me in general and it's all because of my feelings, I cant even talk to my closest friends about it since they are clearly sick of me talking about it, now what I want to do is to get rid of them. Now I know you'll say ""that's what makes me human"" ""it's natural to have feelings"" well I still dont like them, I want to get rid of all of them before more people will get hurt and no I'm not going to a psychiatrist because I've learned that I dont really deserve help either not can afford it. I just see more pros than cons, the pros is that people wont be afraid to hirt hurt me knowing I dont have feelings, people will be less upset by me, people will have to interact with me less, I'll be less sad. The only cons I see is that I wont be happy, and that's something I might be able to live with. But I dunno what do you guys think?",5.738781331028522,3.855610299625469,6.783295880149819,83.01093344857391,67.72659176029964,9.264073753961396,30.650821089023342,7.321109707123232,1.7080195332757129,958,27,218,7,13,325,125,267,0.158,0.745,0.098,-0.9379,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,6,0,13,14,0,3,8,0,37,1,0,1,3,38,58,9,0,4,6,0,5,1,2,8,1,1,0,2,15,9,0,2,9,0,0,1,11,7,1,0,4,8,36,7,30,38,10,13,0,4,2,0,20,5,0,4,8,156,51,1,0.09792263127076914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971129376246566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717190263441034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193854542753148,0.0,0.08332494686883869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19997990986795205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5738229727981924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467697442401239,0.0,0.0,0.09356927056139244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475631230818145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15130956402441362,0.0,0.15348159969425104,0.0,0.055651687979101284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695880033221872,0.0,0.2084809237033268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06563547562031803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209656404118781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763143449673797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04784005137573789,0.0,0.08646747743785943,0.08665844722912862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325031935997583,0.0,0.0,0.06536411675493177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388043719318274,0.0,0.0,0.07816091004393151,0.0,0.07198440110637615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447457364418114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347823172463286,0.40732333748415417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273174504433247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787200671314408,0.0,0.0,0.15606331807398735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100261249173075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538562561915416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820113982465568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15741300354419416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274486817575595,0.0,0.0,0.057099473766926284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551461002278444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804420554767067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944518533310223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Dodge1992,2020/02/11,"So many posts mention friends, I have none. In high school.",1.0163636363636357,3.4081583636363675,-0.5722727272727255,108.96159090909092,101.72727272727272,2.2,23.681818181818183,3.1291,-0.5699454545454543,46,2,10,0,2,12,11,11,0.0,0.7440000000000001,0.256,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3570349521266864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4882581422180271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4685200165920139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4425859286083403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4676929755386621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lowkeylegend21,2020/02/11,"I need to go to my classroom but I can’t. So I’m in university and I need to go in my class. BUT I went to another class by mistake and now I’m stuck in this class. I can’t get up and go because of my fucking social anxiety so I’m writing this here. Have a nice day.",-3.0285714285714285,-1.4576801269841244,1.101920634920635,98.38335714285715,104.23809523809523,4.424761904761905,18.998412698412697,6.2581,-0.05608444444444416,204,8,54,3,10,76,35,63,0.135,0.8029999999999999,0.062,-0.5216,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,9,15,7,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,2,0,8,1,10,13,0,10,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,2,33,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32200245185074033,0.23491703530063174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18719445316591465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980426086717957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838925369683697,0.1604377702470565,0.0,0.5235656569174872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4553951066355101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130316215612797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28466826722622496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Digs565,2020/02/11,Uni is gonna be hard So today I got added to a group of all the first year students moving into the accommodation I'm moving into and we were asked to all introduce ourselves and say something interesting about ourselves/ we enjoy doing/ a talent we have. At first it seemed simple but it took me like 2 hours to type something that should've taken a minute and I still posted it really stressed out. I have no idea how I'm gonna get through this year.,3.91,5.442655384615384,4.781098901098903,83.93890109890113,72.07692307692308,6.958241758241758,23.98901098901099,7.447530270364453,1.0231054945054945,364,10,71,4,7,118,66,91,0.085,0.812,0.10300000000000001,0.1432,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,3,0,0,2,4,5,0,1,5,0,6,0,0,1,2,15,16,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,9,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,4,2,7,4,10,9,2,15,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,8,45,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933190177895754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517878111372092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803828015253787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16538738418230242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852415764591672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036446859721256,0.0,0.0,0.2334386653648976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102625102956964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4395661824231119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980458983543058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247379214951654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16444624686101905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18825217691657387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318391260828965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651412938643042,0.0,0.2368751417271173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960109991497252,0.0,0.22974925750093755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663295939459843 socialanxiety,-mr_introvert,2020/02/11,"is it just me or what? Uh, hi. It may sound weird but does any of you notice a change in their voice when talking to someone compared to when you're on your own? When I'm in my room (which I prefer calling my habitat), I often talk to myself and even have it recorded (I'm helplessly awkward that's why I practice) sometimes. I don't know if there's a thing like that or if it's just me but my voice really sound weird when I converse with others. Like it's caught up in my throat and only a fraction of sound is let out - I don't know. Maybe there's a thing like that or maybe not...",1.1934632034632031,2.7089783174603177,2.6439393939393945,96.50863636363638,79.3174603174603,5.2167388167388165,20.978354978354982,5.565023196281405,-0.19432380952380912,452,12,107,2,11,147,73,126,0.071,0.8420000000000001,0.086,0.5733,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,1,0,10,7,0,1,4,0,7,1,1,0,0,19,12,13,0,3,10,0,0,3,0,1,0,5,1,0,13,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,1,5,16,3,12,9,1,12,0,1,0,0,8,7,0,7,7,73,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469670054515573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206796721087036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286231835518186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891254874625336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427432737448331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375445582410071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22099432672810065,0.0,0.3167516234475484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4342372510862368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460506946463423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16436675567146258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845011667753135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18311527573938194,0.0,0.21374528924985975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34741339798299314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287157130865801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19501202340796348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,harshybreeze,2020/02/11,"A funny/sad dream with social anxiety I had a dream where there was a news crew and they asked me some questions, but i couldn't keep it together, i kept stuttering and cringing so badly, the news crew got tired of my shit and made a disappointed face to me and left the scene without saying a thing. Goddamn it even in my sleep...",3.724545454545456,5.120784787878787,4.397393939393943,87.04609090909094,72.33333333333334,7.704242424242422,25.32121212121212,8.238735603445708,1.40143393939394,260,8,54,4,5,83,50,66,0.298,0.618,0.083,-0.9604,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,4,4,1,0,7,0,3,4,3,1,0,15,8,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,5,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,1,8,0,5,2,1,3,0,1,0,0,5,3,1,2,0,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20614476161982764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519192341836753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22499723022825047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17798321308996445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21552076791636607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23951842025895795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927812915673337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549802035660157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018694610617885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142943464501788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27660835625267105,0.0,0.0,0.2696658496852108,0.2746919946594633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790247185466442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30971755045322874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25976066000618697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Leon_monk,2020/02/11,"Why you should learn to overcome your social anxiety. You are at work and you feel are inferior in comparison with your Co-workers for no reason. And when it’s time for the lunch break, you feel like everyone is staring at you and judging you in a negative way. Other people are engaging in conversations but you don’t know what to say. When there is a meeting the one with the biggest mouth gets their idea approved of the group even though your idea was probably better… but you were too anxious to speak up in front of everybody. We all had a kind of similar situation, Why can’t we just be free like anyone else? I had this for a long time and it was holding me back in my career. I know how frustrated I was when a younger and less performing co-worker was getting a raise and was earning a lot more money, only because he was brave enough to negotiate it… #1 Job Opportunities your job will not make you instantly happy, but getting a raise, a promotion or simply getting a job transfers money into your bank account and making more money will make your life easier. 100 dollars a month can make it already much better. When I finally learned to get my anxiety for job interviews in control I finally could take advantage of the opportunity to negotiate about my salary which worked in my favor and that was an eye-opening experience. #2 You get comfortable in your own skin It’s no secret, we as people with social anxiety overvalue the opinion of others. We are so caught up with the fear of what other people think of us that we starting to doubt almost everything about ourselves. If you start to value your own opinion about yourself above others, you will feel a lot better. #3 Social Interactions are not HELL anymore We are a social species. Our social networks (families, tribes, communities, etc.) enabled us to survive and thrive. Studies show that if we feel lonely we are more likely to get depressed. That means that we have social needs, some more than others but we still need them. When I got help with my social anxiety I needed to do some exercises which I needed to expose myself to social interactions. Of course, I was frightened, felt like an absolute loser. But with one of those exercises, I met some of my best friends who feel like family now. Learning to deal with social interactions without panicking and awkwardness has made me a nicer person to hang out with. #4 Romantic relationships improve This was one of my biggest points to start overcoming my social anxiety. If you feel like you are the biggest loser in the world (like I did for 22 years of my life), you subconsciously push opportunities away because deep down inside you don’t feel you deserve it. When I started to discover my own self-worth, my strengths and started to accept the flaws I had. I started to attract some romantic relationships without being needy. Being able to go on a date and actually spending time getting to know someone instead of being caught up in my own head because my anxiety was predicting some kind of disaster of me choking in a cup of coffee… that never happened… Not worrying all the time if I was good enough gave me so much confidence! How would you like that? Of course, this was not easy to do and I had a lot of struggles with getting there where I am now. Which could have been faster If I would have asked for help earlier in the process. Nonetheless, It was all worth it. If you are interested in getting some information on how to overcome your social anxiety. consider reaching out to me - I’d be happy to answer your questions!",6.858387676508343,7.565537381954888,7.2201210342930535,72.1866312121768,64.65413533834587,10.277278562259307,34.86612873647533,10.210567758152694,3.683970108197324,2849,124,489,63,41,929,297,665,0.1,0.7070000000000001,0.193,0.9977,7,2,0,0,0,0,64.0,13,29,2,19,27,41,2,4,31,0,55,8,3,10,4,114,101,38,0,15,19,0,9,8,1,6,4,2,0,1,29,35,1,2,24,3,9,6,13,11,0,3,27,12,81,31,90,61,27,68,1,5,1,0,79,32,1,21,36,372,110,14,0.049715368797305565,0.0,0.04851502841800381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0497827604803575,0.0,0.05486214571878631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26622484737093266,0.05616421582383588,0.04930428692882501,0.034762141802976744,0.0509392704233133,0.0,0.0,0.046477158744006805,0.0,0.04670922551493438,0.038228049858552916,0.0,0.09091808213240198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052173212358261965,0.13190761087387395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055760013489791635,0.07938735321654257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051254362235503725,0.042819774296475765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041530811293360025,0.0,0.0,0.10273853144678052,0.055445777873234466,0.03283653221381027,0.0,0.0,0.047505165391150066,0.04468096780953267,0.04863117031510232,0.09373445029516818,0.05594361159223192,0.17596308970527813,0.10655000820718644,0.04773455045634578,0.10892151289883917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03840997060849382,0.0,0.2597422827041569,0.0,0.028254389778632275,0.04169889261748354,0.03976192201257611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584586907651633,0.0,0.0,0.05102231127028077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664632749967235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224519999333957,0.0,0.0,0.19733932929630174,0.0,0.0,0.10354181239064818,0.08196679956534733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023087047932823,0.19430734379269693,0.0,0.0,0.04399653693419519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679868613917064,0.0,0.04704188402333921,0.13274157887346766,0.0,0.0,0.054154611180045116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039682333061724286,0.0,0.07309303277933762,0.14745326408820558,0.038343557271750726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010652616227348,0.03781077823066832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033991309260241,0.04340954242263943,0.0,0.0,0.0469970929407588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053601576141391716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055692590949634184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051115679206610816,0.0,0.1067514012618438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0395356566964094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05186397217464247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055882157520469496,0.0,0.5574641345331369,0.04212367064948736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111327635099907,0.0,0.03970275774148812,0.0,0.0,0.051973297830777934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03737977018158722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031855600906704744,0.04884509742463821,0.0,0.11595772538445667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960293474250212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03946174569136178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972077521723093,0.0,0.0,0.09584768284705968,0.0,0.14477352236649238,0.0504883702550934,0.0,0.07063274317998249,0.0,0.0,0.0320150675230719 socialanxiety,avakisskiss,2020/02/11,"Just got scolded by my homeroom teacher for not smiling enough I'm a student teacher, today my teacher sat me down and gave me some advice on my work as an intern. She gave some very good tips but one thing she mentioned was that she'd received feedback that I didn't smile enough at the other teachers, and that I should greet everyone when I see them. I didn't know how to explain that my social anxiety is such that sometimes I don't even notice when my own friends are in the room because I avoid people THAT much. I'm really shy and it's just not in my personality to talk to everyone. If someone shows they want to greet me I smile and nod at them as I pass. But if I don't know them or they seem uninterested in talking then I keep to myself. There was one incident where a teacher was walking past me. This teacher never speaks to me so I kept walking. She then stared at me very pointedly and loudly said 'Good morning!' A bit startled I shyly said 'good morning'. I feel like she is the one who complained about me. Now I'm not really sure what to do. It's so hard for me to greet people. Now I have to be smiley and extra friendly. What should I do?",2.5684033613445365,4.244063697478996,3.87536974789916,88.47330672268909,75.89075630252101,6.272605042016807,25.765546218487398,6.961326702584282,1.0342598319327734,912,33,190,9,20,299,127,238,0.11,0.747,0.14300000000000002,0.91,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,5,1,14,10,0,2,7,0,17,0,0,1,2,32,35,20,0,5,10,0,2,1,2,2,0,4,1,1,14,6,0,3,5,1,0,4,8,3,0,3,12,8,40,7,23,19,8,24,0,0,2,0,26,11,0,6,10,140,54,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335310472136116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453550499010797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329947918848685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918445140728967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823882541751335,0.0,0.09025485253141592,0.0,0.0,0.26114643708055874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909343971313056,0.09762150699860067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21114813284379785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438421005673194,0.10929005487678728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240995379895075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145920575162862,0.0,0.0,0.15019656276069182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675941199267865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045215572122022,0.0,0.1053915219962319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15557489034653665,0.0,0.0,0.27778908638752525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044617646913206,0.18946932343198605,0.11931594433603986,0.0,0.0,0.1291767250315631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17508068206457586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599674755986951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889092976109994,0.12439939628774048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929563939841166,0.11578158307936183,0.0,0.13514857165890967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878931874269092,0.0,0.0,0.21966530667108328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907829974040213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952652319547162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254981648846464,0.08059865342865896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099481522794191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MrAwesome_2399,2020/02/11,"I'm having a nervous breakdown right. I have a job interview in an hour and I have no idea how it's going to go down. This is first job interview. And I've failed so much in my life, be it academics, relationships or just life in general. No sense of confidence or self esteem. And I don't know what to do. What if there are a lot of people there, or other people waiting to get the same job or just, I don't know. I'm not able to calm down. I called my friends and talked to them but nothing's helping. Please, help me.",-0.1029313929313922,2.0286145765765795,1.9850450450450443,96.03873180873181,87.91891891891892,5.217186417186418,19.349272349272347,6.67199483983844,0.057225363825363924,402,12,94,5,13,134,70,111,0.078,0.797,0.125,0.7975,3,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,6,4,0,1,5,0,9,2,0,1,0,21,17,12,0,1,9,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,6,4,0,1,3,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,0,0,9,2,12,16,3,10,0,1,0,0,10,6,0,6,2,64,15,7,0.18268554640884355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18654236835200164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539223245040767,0.0,0.0,0.14114239998438094,0.0,0.0954456579307543,0.0,0.20764881202842966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24490054182360305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17990846401172358,0.0,0.0,0.20622974533444985,0.0,0.0,0.5438616479055989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007983973330355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25807240816405563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553127186598368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429489667887676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17529170883571835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533023112488577,0.0,0.0,0.2005338705169343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961359086859132,0.0,0.15601245845628528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905808671416539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468357221979216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,VOIDPCB,2020/02/11,I'm back boys! A short cautionary tale about anxiety meds. I recently started to take some anxiety medicine and it's been beyond amazing. I can actually feel calm and relief for the first time in 5 years. It is truly momentus. If any of you are having trouble functioning you should really consider anxiety meds. If i would have been aware of these concepts in elementary school i could have asked for help sooner. I was bogged down and limited for so long my friends.,3.275862068965516,6.210129057471264,4.350126436781611,79.37001724137933,80.26436781609196,8.997241379310344,28.240229885057467,9.3871,3.3022836781609186,376,17,66,12,10,122,68,87,0.102,0.7040000000000001,0.19399999999999998,0.8947,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,2,4,5,0,0,2,0,12,0,0,0,0,11,17,6,0,5,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,8,4,11,11,1,12,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,3,7,45,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.21162580406788106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474734395733704,0.0,0.4976959796189216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20273648002937086,0.0,0.0,0.16675331444845884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17314647651568835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965182648237218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18446251011068607,0.0,0.0,0.16754686494689758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535787265514105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19191584151367966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4817690752238499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892720242231518,0.0,0.2141248347013775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21947568814322785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349587643202153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16305306166976136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645384158561876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15405237878245656,0.0,0.0,0.13965186928228882 socialanxiety,camillllajonnes,2020/02/11,"Social anxiety with guys How to make more guy friends naturally? What are some ways I can become more comfortable making friendships with guys? I have always been shy growing up, but I have been teaching myself to push myself out of my comfort zone the past few years. It’s been easier for me to make more friendships with girls and I’m unsure why. I have never really been comfortable around guys since a young girl, I grew up around my brother and my dad, but I haven’t had a great relationship with either. I want to have more guy friends but my social anxiety makes it hard for me to make friends in general. Any advice?",4.783166666666666,6.381531650000002,5.0483333333333364,82.61666666666669,70.0,8.333333333333334,26.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,1.9734166666666668,498,16,94,9,9,157,72,120,0.064,0.649,0.287,0.9874,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,3,0,12,0,0,6,1,23,19,6,0,1,4,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,3,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,5,1,15,7,18,14,7,14,0,0,0,0,15,6,0,1,4,65,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410639392545728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567712317127807,0.0,0.0,0.08636676548329739,0.0,0.19431472803092764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22612016206577498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14026543687849022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29436787059810404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002185631287467,0.0,0.6287673832465479,0.0,0.0,0.11377022994709965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42387926118515984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795296313631063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212392540968372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136172279950886,0.0,0.0,0.13635427717937254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505864453365232,0.0,0.0,0.258928239626889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490998116922512,0.1008095021962978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460094488793585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178611876484282 socialanxiety,occhio_nel_cielo,2020/02/11,"Math Class Damn today was one of the worst days as far as my social anxiety goes. We had to work together as a group trying to bounce ideas and solve the math questions together. But, I felt like I couldn’t explain anything even if I tried. And to finish it off on my way to my car I became far too self conscious of my pace and the pace of the girl behind me and I guess it was super obvious that as she was passing me she couldn’t help but laugh at me.",3.8909621993127175,3.8880972886597998,4.947989690721652,88.38253436426119,70.95876288659794,8.116151202749142,25.445017182130584,7.793537801064563,1.0987883161512029,355,9,81,4,6,117,63,97,0.057999999999999996,0.8170000000000001,0.125,0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,2,2,5,1,0,5,0,6,0,0,0,1,17,9,11,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,5,1,15,3,15,2,1,11,0,0,0,0,10,5,1,3,4,55,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047746906535305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22027807241966105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17263164365703246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17680030826702964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570150581284758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948800201042229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942045722251687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021784674322353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077506958335347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813870934324027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998631884746866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792489233857933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728663478489407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537296177149566,0.0,0.0,0.3634746944497262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124721562422963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948744405821764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LondonSmiles,2020/02/11,What’s a number one tip for avoiding anxiety when ur on a stage performing in front of billions of ppl? I will be famous DJ,2.823076923076921,4.085766692307693,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,74.38461538461539,8.276923076923078,28.384615384615394,8.841846274778883,2.2670615384615385,98,4,20,2,2,34,24,26,0.168,0.779,0.053,-0.4215,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7485605562454343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6630664322928179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,xwilliammx,2020/02/11,"How to Deal with Social Anxiety when you're the ""Social Kid"" of your highschool I've recently been suffering internally with really bad social anxiety. Especially since the turn of the year... (there's a little bit of background) Basically I gave this person my number and we've been at that ""texting/talking"" phase for a while. Now, normally, I have little to no issues with anxiety and talking with people. I've always been the ""social butterfly"", and I'd say I'm a pretty popular person at my school (everyone is friends with me and I am friendly with everyone). Despite this, ever since the New Year, I've been trying to cope with fear and anxiety that has just been building up in my system. I always get in my head about what to say and whether I should even say anything. It's like I always say too much or not enough and I hate it. I try and talk to my friends about it and they just nod their heads and respond with the generic ""But I think you're a pretty social person"" or ""You get along with people just fine!"" I love my friends but they just don't get it. I try everything to just breathe but it comes to the point sometimes where I am shaking with so much tension built up, which has been NOTHING like me before. I don't know if it's because I care a lot about the person I'm talking to, or the changes in moods, or even just the season, but I need advice if you guys have any... thank you!",4.056750000000001,5.164234032142861,4.957142857142858,84.45785714285716,71.17857142857143,7.885714285714287,27.57142857142857,8.238735603445708,1.7507642857142849,1099,38,221,16,20,358,136,280,0.07,0.8079999999999999,0.122,0.9327,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,4,3,0,19,18,1,3,15,0,16,4,3,1,1,48,31,25,0,5,18,0,0,2,4,1,0,4,0,6,12,22,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,7,4,30,11,33,23,5,23,0,1,0,1,33,11,0,7,11,150,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099540833391339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20690380580919912,0.0,0.0,0.056365439487353425,0.0,0.25363077991954985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820825748615346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920649175622914,0.05052664134417171,0.0,0.07053002781653778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049023287801017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845079767867252,0.0,0.08768258003422208,0.0713990982380213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545200417534825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564357291015225,0.0,0.10949107024083897,0.07497528821535024,0.0,0.15840257938253,0.07449274717877605,0.0,0.0,0.09326998762364913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561506046046119,0.0,0.12991381216002346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207034197398258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183293522038444,0.1701302509890103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651162943190259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04555207266401341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809879941378573,0.16614743935106266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046685969613968,0.07480800663995156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218617473679592,0.06145904655216824,0.0,0.0800519817540409,0.0,0.0,0.08121085050429115,0.07953151782422163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492567113305535,0.28949203451641664,0.0,0.0,0.07835422405121809,0.0,0.0,0.16865007079776226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053099004430465,0.0,0.08184009573530973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26365764424683474,0.0,0.08388523150182353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371285965833734,0.0,0.0,0.42246007305549815,0.0,0.0,0.08197654385011599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664830626566833,0.0,0.07631045139330972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0531101124462408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688228107073838,0.090156354155477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675195492962547 socialanxiety,Suspicious_Plant4231,2020/02/11,"Anyone else physically flinch/cringe when thinking about something embarrassing or awkward they did? I reeallly messed up a social interaction earlier today (heck, it wasn't even an interaction, more of an encounter) and I've been thinking about it ever since. Every time I think about it it makes me flinch several times in a row, and I can't stop it! It makes me want to bang my head against the wall. Does anyone else experience the same thing?",5.047752613240419,7.415727085365857,5.383449477351917,77.33036585365856,70.82926829268294,8.588153310104529,28.787456445993037,9.23628265651192,2.6735066202090594,359,14,63,8,7,114,60,82,0.092,0.867,0.040999999999999995,-0.6204,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,2,6,0,4,1,1,2,1,12,10,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,7,0,8,7,2,9,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,1,6,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716417682325317,0.3980546874438854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16998543851919656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32453417513226585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829723961974193,0.17570606436790814,0.16366010796282113,0.0,0.0,0.19000925159451168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19935179672362507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593205951429545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21944198640363802,0.0,0.1606817832347199,0.0,0.0,0.19800870008249769,0.0,0.1495395812818661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16239783300931165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904799736155986,0.3733937831327521,0.0,0.0,0.22653208296387845,0.0,0.1841219049993697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145709561529209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Day_Dreamer_A,2020/02/11,"I don’t want to go So I am currently sitting in my parked car at my college and so anxious about going in because I’m late. I totally forgot about class and then the car was empty, so I’m 30 minutes late. I would be better if it was only a few minutes but no. I feel like I’m going to cry because I don’t want to go into class, but I know that it’s bad to miss it because it’s a language(french) but I can’t. Just the thought of going in is making me feel horrible",0.013428571428569569,1.5968475333333387,3.0021428571428608,92.24035714285715,83.19047619047619,5.342857142857143,22.880952380952376,6.2581,0.4232666666666667,361,13,84,3,10,129,60,105,0.205,0.721,0.07400000000000001,-0.9409,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,1,1,18,26,10,0,4,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,4,0,0,7,4,2,0,0,4,2,11,2,12,20,2,17,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,1,5,55,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22114959960488872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344885142567178,0.3579948044408013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731310877201784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21502978458014055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979611611758489,0.13984878276009946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5562658442720722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758288374474036,0.0,0.44164466465627067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563694304667844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066926417554314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888195880254432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540912821764416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23092500660254384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390600994256099,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DJMurasakiSpark,2020/02/11,"I have an interview for a scholarship on Friday and I am panicking—help. I have never been interviewed before and now I am being put into a situation where I could literally have all of my education paid for but I was just cursed to have crippling social anxiety and have no clue how to even prep for this. My parents are especially not helping, they just keep hammering home how important this could be for me, piling on the anxiety. I just want some pointers or a guide or something.",7.633913043478259,7.388824130434783,8.516434782608695,66.77639130434785,63.1304347826087,12.577391304347826,36.87826086956522,11.979248473330829,4.705066956521738,388,17,68,12,5,132,64,92,0.109,0.8490000000000001,0.040999999999999995,-0.7184,1,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,0,5,0,14,0,0,2,2,20,17,8,0,3,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,3,0,11,0,10,10,2,7,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,3,2,61,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3858172028996831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21457725329114105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4026728685594479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665552519935184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380471420938281,0.0,0.25294607634509564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241394014117253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19448828524707648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800038419875095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534995033058655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28344853126265224,0.0,0.25705454799258715,0.0,0.19413202277170347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873581481367862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BlueTechJermayan,2020/02/11,"Need advice on overcoming my anxiety with sharing a pic on a different subreddit. Let me explain a bit. So for the last three years I have been loosing weight, and I've gotten to a point where I thought I would be happier than what I am. This confused me, but I went through my pictures and put a few together and I realized that I looked so much better now. My problem is that I want to post this picture because I'm proud but I have to put myself out there. I have some pretty bad anxiety, and a few other problems but that's for another time, and I have been working on improving because one day I would like to be what I consider Higher functioning. This improvement means talking to other people and I've recently fallen in love with reddit, just need help on how to bite this bullet. If this is inappropriate please remove it first time in this subreddit. Thanks in advance.",4.427624831309044,6.019436116959064,5.480350877192984,79.1996356275304,70.87134502923976,9.004228520017994,31.28250112460639,9.466822959209583,3.0192938371569937,700,31,129,16,13,231,104,171,0.10400000000000001,0.6609999999999999,0.23399999999999999,0.9803,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,5,7,10,0,1,7,0,14,2,0,1,0,28,26,13,0,8,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,14,9,1,0,4,0,0,6,0,4,0,3,5,2,19,6,20,16,5,25,0,0,1,1,5,10,0,3,9,98,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15180710694487304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16289896976976642,0.23768603507143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971151712705664,0.18940094022313367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13739525150627452,0.1696029533346614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018848222344168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16230863155057856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321414009043333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412843733720446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663172243676946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15885682627621805,0.0,0.0758966053770028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045563454113793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021025756800698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692226788283187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420079048747145,0.23038145605022964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052697941173413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770075740887428,0.0,0.0,0.17052864329838874,0.1468568196000488,0.0,0.14878322456537846,0.15804772060848069,0.0,0.2972996720367932,0.0,0.3123411365823135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533902775630162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486517329767576,0.0,0.143026241782958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333126614640598,0.18117272465642645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916299890997182,0.0,0.0,0.18917555118878865,0.0,0.14401184584393092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309730946464967,0.0,0.0,0.22071365214258268,0.0,0.0,0.10004088979813484 socialanxiety,rckgrimes,2020/02/11,"Drivers test is tomorrow!!!! Hi Reddit, my drivers test is tomorrow afternoon and I’m so so so nervous! Any tips on how to beat back the stress?",0.041785714285712316,2.2251624642857166,2.6082857142857168,86.33671428571432,102.92857142857142,6.525714285714287,27.028571428571425,7.554174236665415,2.46132,111,6,21,3,5,38,22,28,0.228,0.772,0.0,-0.8119,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,12,1,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4421146394485521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4999143012294937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7447283645810089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,serenebeanee,2020/02/12,"Am I obligated to go on vacation with in-laws? Okay. So I am having major anxiety about this. I got married October last year (2019) and have been on one ""family"" vacation prior with S.O.'s parents, brother, and his girlfriend. I was extremely nervous about that one too, but survived it and had a decent time. Now I am getting emails about this next family vacation, this time with extended family, to Mexico for a week. I know that any average person would be thrilled, but I am dreading this and thinking of any possible way to get out of it. I keep going back and forth in my mind between ""I should go for him"" and ""it's my decision."" Am I pretty much obligated to go? Is it wrong for me to want to get out of it? My biggest fears are 1) having to socialize for that long with that many people, 2) my skin. I'm super self-conscious about anyone seeing me ""make-up-less"" because of acne, and 3) traveling in general isn't my thing and kind of scares me. I realize that these reasons are rooted in my own anxieties, but I keep fighting between ""oh I should conquer this"" and being mad that I feel like I can't control my decision now that I'm married. I just need some honest thoughts... what would you do in the situation? How can I make light of this? Thank you always for the support. We are all in this together.",3.5658076923076933,5.012973965384617,5.273846153846153,80.40615384615388,72.80769230769229,8.892307692307693,29.153846153846153,9.3871,2.6771,1021,42,199,24,20,348,147,260,0.102,0.765,0.132,0.8856,1,0,0,0,2,0,50.0,1,2,0,4,11,15,2,4,4,1,25,1,1,5,1,44,47,14,0,6,4,2,2,1,1,4,0,0,0,1,22,16,0,3,8,1,0,5,2,7,0,2,5,4,32,8,37,36,5,27,0,0,1,0,12,10,0,1,12,145,54,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644709842567418,0.0,0.0,0.17399208665450067,0.0,0.1957305267171393,0.0,0.0,0.08945086595923027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836943256147032,0.0,0.07798427404339205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434831467183392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36179996315980295,0.1439555862286788,0.06468469898829914,0.09139243640505262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20051272081392107,0.0,0.29081978287446697,0.0,0.10231643310090127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274181802504449,0.0,0.13321826994760325,0.0703063814132719,0.10427913328689592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062499601804621274,0.0,0.0,0.1132130566141932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707870770208177,0.1296998320119876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917172718974876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404246600734877,0.09485766323002856,0.0,0.0,0.13605384344417065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17337587581701974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204991136511835,0.0,0.0,0.08868979605444087,0.1117025867567956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422062047053638,0.0,0.13014968923960807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153222246892798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807915284080496,0.0,0.10194277551381203,0.0,0.13345774979578282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379745098007918,0.0,0.13040740976681464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14517220713368484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777974936616817,0.0,0.0,0.08499028105585385,0.08197167777827694,0.0,0.10156126200798128,0.14919274837970498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545578361044128,0.10154401142374274,0.1026168522865821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18175404951556567,0.13987017670285348,0.0,0.08238202150814485 socialanxiety,AceLonelyIsland,2020/02/12,"Going away with triggers? Ok so, on Friday I am going away for the weekend with a school class which I’m really excited for and it should be really interesting, but one of the two teachers going is really triggering for my social anxiety. I haven’t spoken to them since Christmas and I’ve been finding it increasingly harder to attend their lessons so I’m very anxious to spend the weekend with them. I know my mental health generally is very poor at the moment so I don’t know how I will cope not being able to just go home and lie down since we’re in dorm style rooms and no one on the trip know about my struggles. Does anyone have any tips to deal with social anxiety *subtly* or any advice from a similar experience? Cheers x",3.671666666666667,5.579651722222224,5.069166666666668,80.0925,73.44444444444444,8.133333333333335,24.5,8.841846274778883,1.8899416666666664,584,18,109,12,12,195,95,144,0.125,0.8109999999999999,0.065,-0.8702,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,1,6,5,0,1,7,1,11,1,0,3,0,22,20,10,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,3,8,0,0,5,2,2,7,4,1,0,3,1,0,11,4,22,15,1,18,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,3,70,14,3,0.15021246389788628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678588122728894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20429925291086806,0.0,0.22982424746457805,0.16969732792665673,0.0,0.10503204737115114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822591090480083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15486245447156488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314519394209714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14693661320410795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729147067443526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414768195230309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966882487196818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15067534886526196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476585252889106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513788332605065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20357570613265796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886898523488538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202303292537006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485146047782057,0.0,0.0,0.3062453804845213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570346818886103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14673575050356027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478820284752119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Kvahuest,2020/02/12,"I hate wearing short sleeved / shorts No matter how hot it is ill wear a jumper, only time ill wear a short sleeved tshirts is when im with people i know, only time ive worn a short sleeved was at work in the summer, rest of the time i was wearing a jumper. Feel like people will judge me for it, also i cant wear shorts, my legs are too thin and i think it would make people judge me aswell.",1.5596428571428549,2.943051869047622,2.2947619047619057,99.98357142857144,77.92857142857143,4.800000000000002,19.142857142857142,3.1291,-0.8228857142857144,303,6,74,0,7,94,53,84,0.166,0.79,0.044000000000000004,-0.8779,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,0,6,0,9,8,6,2,0,9,15,4,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,3,9,1,5,10,1,13,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,6,38,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20196716382348015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769877779132865,0.1804244683956568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493445679258745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27280141706779265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879695071364329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338501821487285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685816069272969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3841570550775959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5252669674212905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618262623079391,0.0,0.0,0.441798414185954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838621571944142,0.0,0.0,0.1794069567051769,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,haleycobain,2020/02/12,"can anyone relate? I was in 1st or 2nd grade when i first realized that something was wrong with me. I remember a kid coming up to me asking “why don’t you talk” and all throughout my school years I heard that more time than I can count. “Why are you so shy” “I’ve never heard you talk” “you’re so quiet” Now I’m 20 and it’s gotten a little better but I still can’t fucking talk to people. I want to be friends with people at work but my brain holds me back while some are in a group talking I want to join and be normal but it’s impossible for me to join in on a conversation. Then I just think that they think I’m rude or weird. If it’s just me & one other person it’s a little easier but it’s always the other person talking more and I freeze up and can’t think of anything to say so I just stand there panicking in my own head trying to find something to keep the conversation going. Also, I have a boyfriend of almost 4 years and my anxiety makes me need reassurance so much. If I notice a small change in behavior I start to panic & run so many scenarios though my mind as to what could be wrong or if I did something wrong. I want to be the fun girlfriend that is cool with his friends and can hangout like normal but when his friends want us to come hangout I always end up staying home because I know I’ll just sit there awkwardly and it kills me because they must think I’m so lame or boring. Can anyone relate or is it just me?",2.6814839629365643,3.790946465573775,4.128624376336422,89.08144689950106,74.50819672131148,6.8781183178902365,22.769066286528872,7.255503002510835,0.6564141126158227,1132,29,250,12,23,376,152,305,0.13699999999999998,0.725,0.138,-0.6549,0,0,3,0,0,0,16.0,1,3,2,3,20,19,3,2,10,1,21,3,2,1,3,56,45,34,1,12,18,0,1,1,4,1,0,4,1,3,14,13,0,2,8,2,0,4,4,11,0,2,6,6,39,8,30,33,6,34,0,1,0,1,28,13,1,10,15,166,53,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381418022072686,0.0,0.0,0.0749216060229187,0.15591048198135102,0.203020046263542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167043820419572,0.0,0.0,0.1310165127243062,0.0,0.07709656855887664,0.0,0.08758486882779372,0.0,0.0,0.07203966040276641,0.0,0.11422167379753086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285869954178064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458587991770203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910861664219912,0.16140642424319485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480159185670111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297903589468783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562838754820093,0.07969026960194557,0.0,0.0,0.21714745447029798,0.08661229059606294,0.0,0.0,0.0532445848551353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096150078031064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397588286595213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327347250081718,0.1036509865612029,0.0,0.05148802538831858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04577082506295334,0.18779833880687186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06253692183327625,0.09498409830310586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459734714412793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887085894670171,0.06946785874179998,0.07225733080059109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183587094418877,0.0,0.10666347826760962,0.0,0.0,0.0634848595273,0.0,0.0,0.1099217226706376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990179210315114,0.16360806820841606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612931458446964,0.0,0.0,0.07450380787793355,0.0,0.0948164304427577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163749107651776,0.0,0.0,0.06631227000171945,0.0998580711032605,0.07481870499104708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765110425607395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401238545765502,0.09204718116228222,0.0,0.05462974954701052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06360744715132816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269414518795233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210365104352522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16907622025286656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820538469255058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30729668051664183,0.0,0.12066294779186733 socialanxiety,taccit,2020/02/12,"feeling overwhelmed about applying and getting letters of recommendation so I'm almost through college, but as part of my specialization, I'm expected to do research. The most convenient of my options is trying to get into a REU, all of which require at minimum 1 letter of recommendation, probably some interviews, etc. How do you guys try to keep your anxiety down while asking stuff from people. I was a giant teacher's pet in high school, but I'm not close with any professors here, and in general I feel super shitty when I have to ask for stuff from people.",9.485673076923078,8.388004682692312,9.768153846153847,62.076846153846176,59.865384615384606,12.935384615384615,41.95384615384616,11.979248473330829,5.283817692307691,453,22,73,12,5,152,80,104,0.067,0.8590000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.0644,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,2,5,3,0,1,3,0,5,0,0,1,1,20,15,9,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,7,2,21,14,5,10,0,1,0,0,8,8,0,4,2,54,10,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20372727340538255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835398623409714,0.0,0.1556398289123869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38039934849662016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269021853943089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20574236737915147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125900071945064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014489564344419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21495766383072495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808370276185753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203181317107886,0.0,0.28209528509849835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21935511112979408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059037642570201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4658065492448508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27626040638905563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Qahnaarin_112314,2020/02/12,"Apparently I’ve upset my neighbors Early this morning I was outside having my coffee on the porch in my pjs (sweatpants and sweatshirt) as I always do. Phil across the street was pulling weeds in his lawn and this lady (don’t know her name) was walking by with the stroller and her dog as she always does. She stopped to speak to Phil, and Phil talks very loudly. She’s whispering and he responds “some people have no style or class”. My first instinct was oh great they’re talking about me. But I was able to calm down and realize that they likely weren’t. Then just now I walk down my driveway to get my mail and bring up my bins and see my neighbor out back, Ms M (who is in her pjs as well). She’s always been very kind and friendly to me. We aren’t friends but friendly neighbors who make small talk when we see each other and always at least wave. I see her look over to me and I wave and smile. She looks away. Ok figured maybe she didn’t see me wave before looking away. She looks again and I wave again... she looks away. So the rest of the 20ft to my mailbox, getting my mail, finagling the bins, and starting back up I know she has seen me. But she keeps on going even though I wave and smile a THIRD time. So I start crying while pulling my bins up. I’m so confused on what I did. My lawn is like it always is (not beautiful, but not a mess or violating city code) and has been for 5 years. There is no rubbish anywhere on my lawn nor any weeds. My vehicles are parked in my driveway as they always are. While I do have dogs and they do bark, I do my best to stop the barking when it starts, as I always have and it’s never been an issue. I don’t listen to loud music or tv. I never have guests over that could cause issues. There is literally nothing new or different either large or small. So I’m just hating myself for existing right now. If anyone has any tips for calming down, I would be incredibly grateful ❤️",2.2768235294117645,3.99587658481013,3.160629188384217,93.0947338049144,76.82278481012658,5.659717051377513,22.503723008190626,6.2272716619740125,0.2539262844378256,1501,43,328,10,34,476,202,395,0.057999999999999996,0.813,0.13,0.9846,4,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,2,0,3,2,20,17,2,2,10,1,36,0,0,2,2,54,61,44,0,3,15,0,0,2,7,1,0,5,10,0,11,23,0,3,4,1,0,6,12,5,1,2,12,15,59,12,43,46,6,55,0,0,10,0,39,26,0,8,25,224,70,1,0.08899873993518671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5183785681653811,0.0,0.0,0.12104439010552134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622299882864569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508517374854273,0.13686907489158945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573137261791206,0.0,0.0933986867760676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142622174464657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105825194486744,0.0,0.09776093675992896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298474081607032,0.0,0.0,0.07788339706920669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05878282836008385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570228272384245,0.0,0.0,0.20628061710901624,0.0,0.09299633665721443,0.0,0.05058003488193327,0.0,0.0,0.098121424971696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786783021995713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857831237875656,0.0,0.0791061692994834,0.0,0.0926784921474084,0.0978227599005064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696057766466972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736826332006759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05940734999327865,0.0,0.08941119650858805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728262967259455,0.08595553761565447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539669127710127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06170052028464006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600443762379609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836818920905623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18898129860037707,0.0,0.0,0.14881386337118027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21460144784265545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744081011503707,0.0,0.05189588096511506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468665622971808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002055552071685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06322215135136232,0.0,0.0,0.057312270579952786 socialanxiety,wolfwolf0202,2020/02/12,"Lol tomorrow i have class and i am completely new, RIP me Poll: - spending half of time staring at my phone and do the same trick everytime so people make assumption that am socially retarded -try to talk to people and make cringey incoherent dialogues -stay in bed",4.368749999999999,7.331523375000002,5.362333333333332,73.71600000000002,75.66666666666666,10.506666666666668,32.516666666666666,10.355215969177356,4.543036666666668,214,11,35,8,5,70,41,48,0.09699999999999999,0.848,0.055,-0.2732,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,0,6,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,0,5,6,1,6,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,3,21,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427237070089378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4363850968214003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31569928307681405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4532299037305947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332093454025376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484067711468913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627308843249904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906042690185292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219276322689471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,3-MeO-KiLL-ME,2020/02/12,"How do talk to cute grill So a certain cute grill I see her every single day. However, me, such a quiet and visibly awkward individual - she certainly sees me as inferior. She cute, visibly enchanting female - why would she give me attention?! Wanna give more attention to said grill. If I get chemically enhanced to shoo away the inhibition. Will it be weird? Like... out of nowhere I'm able to engage in the sociability conventions. Btw. I'm not ugly, also love the gym. I get hit on everyday single by all genders, but the awkwardness sometimes put em off. At least those facts are favourable.",2.79353174603175,5.78871912037037,4.7907936507936535,74.455,84.64814814814815,8.641269841269843,28.08465608465609,9.04235418022936,3.3524211640211643,467,22,79,15,14,159,83,108,0.09300000000000001,0.772,0.135,0.5669,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,4,13,0,2,6,0,5,1,0,1,4,14,16,7,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,4,10,9,14,11,5,9,1,1,2,1,9,6,0,1,3,50,12,0,0.24344961869553694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19468657211489626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22872893063585034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700486397416807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051168036469468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543847555119112,0.4670781152447568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893718657941052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197227857804332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447341080248905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23157633678118114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3879956531439119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24077789788051746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19567558179981634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21967541470683666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17293962421051653,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,akwardhuman123,2020/02/12,"Pills I was thinking of starting taking meds for my anxiety. Does anyone take some? If so, do they help?",0.9788333333333306,3.57450055,2.3500000000000014,90.08833333333334,93.5,4.666666666666667,21.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,0.7001666666666666,81,3,15,1,3,26,20,20,0.077,0.772,0.151,0.3866,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956353996087104,0.0,0.0,0.2702168429906603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381875243259395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590312230465177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.429262036179125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735333413905561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5811289504215752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476234047190688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Cel809,2020/02/12,what jobs do you do being a social anxiety sufferer? Is there anyone in this group working being a social anxiety sufferer? 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I was advised to write my name on it so it won't get taken, and now I remembered to do it. I pull it out of my bag and it has my teammate's initial. First thought is a big old ""fuck"". I'm kind of nervous now. Because where is my ball then? And what if she (the said teammate) finds out? What if she thinks I purposefully stole it? How do I even give it back to her?! What do I say?! I'm so stupid, I'm probably overthinking this whole situation but still. I don't know what to dooo",0.017210348706409917,2.0495120314960644,2.2565185601799773,95.04167322834644,86.16535433070865,5.518335208098988,22.457255343082114,6.868970318607317,0.4597743532058489,456,17,110,6,14,154,80,127,0.066,0.934,0.0,-0.7666,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,3,0,0,1,11,4,2,1,2,0,11,1,0,1,1,19,23,11,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,12,7,0,0,5,2,0,2,2,3,0,1,5,2,20,1,11,17,3,15,0,0,0,1,12,6,1,2,7,78,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18171826156600168,0.0,0.1440606735206734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608950945256225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159954896922502,0.20101673404384124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21847736079501998,0.1234693274776718,0.2267031318474911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23705184016768685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460946636911957,0.12987727055792891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24798186504383474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25479681201765825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677085710795569,0.0,0.2247978618418151,0.18793401262487852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656376287765359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18872833280416887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15142662101063453,0.0,0.18761454136687075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625642158694512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638468605981086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,xadoje3711,2020/02/12,"Nobody understands social anxiety. They think I'm, scared of people. Or prefer to be alone. social anxiety isn't being scared of people. it's not about preferring to be alone all the time. social anxiety is desperately wanting human connection, but the mere thought of being in a social position gives you anxiety. Your body freezes up, heart racing, rapid shallow breathing, and since you've frozen up, it's almost impossible for you to come up with anything to say, and even if you do, your body is still frozen anyway, so your mouth doesn't form the words properly, your lungs don't push out enough air, and you can't make eye contact, and you display strange body language, so either way the person is off put by you and probably won't want to get super close with you. all of that is just from thinking about being in a social situation, so actually being in one is much harder. Amplify those feelings, and throw in sweating, tremors, dizziness, tunnel vision, brain fog, and facial flushing for no reason. your personality also conceals itself and when you get home after the social event, THEN you'll start to come up with things you could have said, and things you could have done. ^ take this, and you've now developed a fear of going outside (agoraphobia). Now you know you need a job, friends, etc, and you even desperately want to. But your body is so desperate to keep you behind in life by pumping fear through you that there's no point in even trying anymore. and it's not a superficial fear. Meaning, you can understand that it's all in your head, they're not judging you, etc etc etc, but it doesn't matter. it's not logical. It's a visceral response that happens automatically, it doesn't matter what you think. it happens regardless. No matter what. ^ ^ take this, and you've now developed depression. You're unable to go out and live life. You desperately want a job, friends, to be able to socialize the way you visualize yourself socializing, and now you're also unemployed and without any money. No future in sight. And since it's a deep visceral automatic response, you know it's going to happen forever. So, now you're also hopeless. It's unlikely that your future will improve. So with depression comes reclusiveness, and it worsens brain fog and anxiety. Causing a severe loop of depression and anxiety. It's all of these factors that have contributed to me staying in every day, sitting on this chair all day, alone, and resorting to escapism so can think slightly less about how pathetic, depressing, and hopeless my life is.",6.574006863417982,7.743729314893618,6.817796842827729,73.18629032258067,65.42553191489361,9.979409746053534,33.67192862045299,10.088038600937136,3.554308167467399,2038,87,345,46,31,657,220,470,0.20600000000000002,0.755,0.039,-0.9972,4,3,0,0,0,3,77.0,0,30,1,1,28,14,0,5,15,0,32,17,14,4,5,81,67,40,0,11,12,0,2,0,2,3,3,2,1,3,30,32,0,1,15,0,1,9,16,11,0,1,3,6,33,3,54,52,14,50,0,6,2,0,48,21,0,3,16,238,63,3,0.06033795093908239,0.0,0.05888113626248216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06041974206653573,0.187475760596964,0.0,0.14475671269944884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04103187571507708,0.0,0.2769502038969825,0.0,0.0598390340404981,0.0,0.0,0.04965299249625767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680874451038729,0.0,0.13471421641294978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061983696467967066,0.0,0.15592740614016073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634988816220867,0.0,0.0,0.07782597344313957,0.0,0.20787595491906424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06174667269979705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06234523267104064,0.2691710596563691,0.119557942603487,0.0,0.05083732602066204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20369090926607675,0.03050868094737466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323390244155258,0.0,0.06304817801716915,0.05788166059443053,0.10287434402191672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16006995223886245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619241451627659,0.0,0.0,0.07150076237871954,0.0,0.0,0.060523884447708814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975221201695088,0.05363114315603777,0.0,0.0,0.06632031972476046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278554374604304,0.0,0.0,0.05327951612171579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040276050783705115,0.0,0.0,0.06572571724910424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044355336513841166,0.044739826081929335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040886557114766214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836614758492459,0.10536954283349056,0.0,0.0,0.0570388665867181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06505451633403286,0.0,0.0,0.06065630614765321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620374628369148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0573952085948019,0.047983160374778164,0.1208176298613367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06816471004624851,0.0,0.09982435306397916,0.06782238491657143,0.0,0.4920555395604741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042707512232411655,0.06431222748123311,0.04818596556165984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073325991108899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801717070316671,0.15464849048835072,0.0,0.04790159323110887,0.03518354441752696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04096550800051616,0.0,0.0,0.1256278697194282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423555470650959,0.0957869139100092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058163631540474985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,claireliz27,2020/02/12,"Living with a roommate(s) who isn’t close with you Anyone have trouble living with other people who aren’t close friends of theirs? My current roommate and I aren’t close at all and I honestly just kind of tolerate living with her. We are in the same graduate program and go to the same school, but we have different groups of friends. We’re super different and don’t talk a lot or do much together when we’re home...we basically do our own thing. I can’t get past this fear that my roommate really judges me because I don’t do anything with her and I tend to keep to myself. I also fear she really doesn’t like me and talks about me with her group of friends all the time about how withdrawn I am at home (among other things). The reason I am withdrawn is not only because of anxiety, but also because I’m just not a huge fan of her. Any similar experiences? 😕",4.308103448275862,5.238798718390807,5.323620689655171,82.72094827586207,70.4367816091954,8.558620689655173,28.867816091954023,8.841846274778883,2.1727333333333334,683,25,137,12,12,225,94,174,0.106,0.773,0.121,0.5707,5,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,3,1,1,1,8,10,0,2,7,0,16,0,0,2,2,32,21,13,0,0,7,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,8,17,0,1,1,0,0,1,9,3,0,0,0,0,24,7,21,21,7,13,0,0,0,0,19,8,0,2,5,100,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278494757156346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968772832185038,0.0,0.10898105790831804,0.0,0.0,0.09961093107504973,0.0,0.11723195522691356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605258002828492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976795227993541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935263775783358,0.0,0.32061288225491186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301913578768382,0.0,0.07442916137435551,0.0,0.08096296507731073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28579680518822553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662446827773136,0.0,0.1483495521634888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959847130396361,0.0,0.3773828042064153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111389508163364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472405715843258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834679996347554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599362544856325,0.098763416844569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825262904934827,0.14647199896837348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14417652738918602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22900695327424986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892874023637146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306922697943166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CoffeeMrWest,2020/02/12,"The art of not giving a single flying fuck what others think... In the past personally I have: >Not worn a fucking green fleece to school because some cunt said it looked shit on me >Been scared to repost/post a concert video/photo or a particular shitty photo of myself on instagram and Twitter > Thought my hair looked very shit after my mate said it was shit (he wasn’t really wrong) >Thought my music taste was shit when my good friend tried to say his taste in music was better and my music taste is shit These are just scratching the surface of my experiences with caring way way too much what others think/say. In recent months I feel I’ve made progress in not giving as much of a shit about what anyone will say/think/react to me doing something-I’ve realized countless times that I’ve cared way too much about it! I need to realize life’s too short to care about something stupid that’s said about my IG pic, haircut, Music taste, Fleece etc Any advice/tips for me to reach 100% not giving a flying shit would be greatly appreciated Cheers!",8.419356435643563,7.389101925742576,7.417702970297032,77.85972277227727,61.92079207920793,9.664158415841584,31.09108910891089,8.238735603445708,2.1236281188118804,847,22,158,8,10,259,122,202,0.21600000000000005,0.66,0.124,-0.9706,0,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,2,9,21,11,1,9,0,11,15,8,1,0,17,30,5,0,2,5,0,3,0,2,2,1,5,0,1,11,3,4,0,5,2,0,0,4,13,0,0,10,15,15,8,25,17,6,17,0,0,3,2,12,8,10,2,6,88,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06069597191304315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062408668718824035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05440858142469258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789381585977173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27300206467614024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954211690293154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730781362108239,0.0,0.0,0.045129646393557966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895763629270939,0.1650282895916343,0.0,0.2568625185537599,0.0,0.07486225647590856,0.0,0.09840316017880736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06304293841301384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990223397791752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445455900161246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124191576213873,0.0,0.19683649935470346,0.06618091861360856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520331079022578,0.0,0.07793339569365243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548092928004343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05717857805837157,0.0,0.08812783502248106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25470378149444084,0.2129357605752664,0.08935910607139984,0.09033009768860527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6413276596275992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871230627966422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17157161849463762,0.0,0.14171585903283826,0.05204488916364205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06059779816717555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364412949979637,0.0,0.21253768204591372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06340368057303984,0.09758554518041557,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Revolutionary-Growth,2020/02/12,"I am going shopping, but it's very boring, so I decided to add something. I want my heart rate to increase a bit, and make shopping a bit more intersting, so I will go in dirty/bad clothes. I wil try to look bad as much as it's possible. If my heart rate will not increase, I will try to grab people's attention in some way. Last time I was talking/laughing extremely loudly to make sure everyone around me was hearing me, but it was not stressful :(",4.268717948717949,4.86319786813187,5.496428571428575,82.66940476190476,70.31868131868131,8.704029304029303,32.74908424908425,8.841846274778883,2.6298776556776557,350,16,72,6,6,117,57,91,0.086,0.736,0.17800000000000002,0.7797,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,7,2,2,2,1,15,14,8,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,2,2,4,2,3,0,0,3,4,11,1,10,8,7,10,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,2,2,44,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638445177286705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073499944313448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4018723080070621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17586873230988914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20920098568831652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20743898844670552,0.4362029262779314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500262276157368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545565861760811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24571110329866336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529875024897872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127597872274691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20748998338974925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416915439490335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21082993589130594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17346600225944647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732168805743077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499172578278062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186144923062975,0.10855811906030102,0.14609121202571212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,11cornycow11,2020/02/12,"Difficulty in booking an appointment w the therapist Just venting. So last year, in November I registered w the local mental health institute to overcome my social anxiety and depression. I had two sessions of therapy and I started feeling positive about going back for therapy, this time. However, soon after, I went back to my hometown (university was closed for the holidays) and actually did a lot of stuff on my own and it felt so good. But I have been back at the uni for a month now and I feel like shit again. I had a panic attack. I can't even call my therapist and make an appointment. Just thinking of doing that makes me nervous. It's like I am never going to be okay.",3.0621538461538482,5.5740052153846165,5.193076923076927,75.64192307692309,77.61538461538461,9.230769230769232,30.0,9.661875296680813,3.5569230769230766,538,26,94,17,13,186,89,130,0.146,0.7390000000000001,0.115,-0.632,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,12,9,2,2,9,1,10,2,1,2,1,18,20,9,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,4,2,0,3,2,5,0,1,7,3,14,4,15,12,2,22,0,1,0,0,2,6,1,1,15,75,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.15201572361713042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916885532358334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17721864284165478,0.0,0.3593483205853249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590655693382541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417036302065494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288913287964156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15753090056363026,0.1112870047845206,0.14957019434553176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17706313476940408,0.13065822162700064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655834952209452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697891490266552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15220938971875342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243589773922765,0.0,0.0,0.2079644990895468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698641443526998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433958655490368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014470144177032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18277055636991224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599026864837795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15879486974541482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025964830155988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17832721117608286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562887825722413,0.3617378327565916,0.0,0.09981550832801693,0.0,0.0,0.09083472744485288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521713362751361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440669025506786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031517686105304 socialanxiety,Mindofthelion,2020/02/12,"How I realized I had a problem One evening in September, I was driving to the store and realized I wasn't in the right lane to turn into the parking lot, but I thought, ""I can't make such a hasty lane change, the car behind me will think I'm a bad driver."" So I turned the other way at the intersection, and quickly reached a roundabout. But then I thought, ""but if I'm seen going 360 around a roundabout, someone will know I missed my turn and think I'm weird."" So I went through the roundabout, a half-mile up this road away from my destination, and turned into an empty parking lot, and, after having made sure nobody from the highway would have seen me come and leave, finally turned around and headed back towards the store. And then, driving back, I had my epiphany. ""This isn't normal. Other people don't worry about being seen as weird so badly that they go to so much time and effort and waste to avoid being noticed to have made a simple mistake. Other people don't concern themselves with the opinions of people they'll never meet again, people who I wouldn't know even if they told me their name"". So I decided to try to identify whenever such impulses crept into my mind, to fight them, to figure out how to deal with such thoughts. I am still not completely able to suppress my instincts, but I hope to be able to improve, to live a life not ruled by fear.",8.635842627013629,6.420579520446098,8.06699814126394,77.15271530359358,62.345724907063186,10.602354399008675,36.54306071871128,8.59863814320734,2.9315796778190832,1077,38,211,11,12,340,147,269,0.12300000000000001,0.807,0.069,-0.9279,0,1,0,0,1,0,36.0,0,0,5,1,20,12,1,2,19,0,20,2,1,5,2,58,48,26,0,8,8,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,7,19,0,2,11,0,2,7,9,10,0,1,14,3,28,2,37,26,3,34,0,1,3,0,11,15,0,6,11,152,35,0,0.2069683819785437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842457398060209,0.0,0.0,0.09722680392567884,0.15914591034570788,0.17280995387699333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094725525525996,0.08914246742077353,0.10850120538312624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066876569343614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670066433152905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644848518058128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336187296145335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762490106664075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620463514481612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027831514517279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374441004461225,0.0,0.0,0.10957481632003294,0.0,0.0,0.07309394448683552,0.0,0.0,0.09137843656179476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759571170987784,0.0,0.19583848731421855,0.06907650105325132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448953287238892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607278742073849,0.0,0.07981338768893913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139253539531408,0.0,0.1178174373298857,0.0,0.0,0.0701235660062437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869716326286429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990203949314668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883749336768249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876818192063173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264260860001152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753262532229356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261698215486714,0.0,0.2464646650475334,0.060342463963663724,0.0,0.0,0.0988835792078275,0.0,0.07025897280101484,0.5628054178141294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214093401468002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593088181079966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509321919177486,0.0,0.07351220017229003,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,-Glitterwave-,2020/02/12,"I went to the movies It was a big thing for me to go all by myself with no safety person to do the social interaction. I think one of the stuff, who was a younger guy,made fun of the way I talked. He will get cursed during the next full moon though",4.316666666666666,3.4615951111111087,4.978148148148152,91.43166666666669,70.1111111111111,7.9407407407407415,21.703703703703702,6.42735559955562,0.06663703703703705,192,2,48,1,3,62,43,54,0.040999999999999995,0.8440000000000001,0.114,0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,8,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,0,5,1,8,4,2,6,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333796546615106,0.0,0.17767667604530346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095560616748625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324889995778991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118483757682218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27297928805863325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186902193520583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35789026520353096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512827575557363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076996342532657,0.20032275787493714,0.30716057290616305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481537155932037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898141474411277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sherbies_,2020/02/12,"Where do I even go when I'm trying to make friends? My social anxiety has kept me isolated from people since I moved almost two years ago, and I have almost no friends here. (I met one through Bumble BFF last year but that's the only success I've had with Bumble so far.) I feel like I'm missing out on so much, especially life in general, because I have no idea how or where to meet new people or talk to them. This is *especially* true now that I've been out of college for two years and am unemployed (for mental health reasons). I feel like I'm back at 0 because I have no idea where to even start. Is there a different app I should try using instead? How do I look for local events that have people open to socializing? Do young adults even have meetups or is that just something older adults do? What have you guys tried out that's worked?",4.604306220095694,5.093237713450293,5.17097288676236,85.67741626794259,69.52631578947367,8.089526847421585,27.24136097820309,8.00094639256281,1.4692292397660818,663,20,140,8,11,213,107,171,0.068,0.7959999999999999,0.136,0.9427,3,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,2,17,7,0,0,2,0,18,2,0,5,1,27,31,11,0,1,5,0,2,2,2,1,2,0,0,3,7,7,0,1,5,0,0,2,3,1,0,3,4,3,14,6,18,26,1,27,0,1,1,0,12,12,0,5,15,89,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607386610243167,0.0,0.2622428008549469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017172462067303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068777594288884,0.0,0.15964437137610213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680850486951593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594616317483322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241833990649834,0.18709269576961995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20233386368965925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441843562410967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965504736215272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918724183397058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956394477199715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673675484860072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248954860712748,0.12794515001580525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995989642002156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740606963584563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196065224673376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391726422064764,0.09625883264648914,0.0,0.0,0.12646643398957313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873097507834846,0.09958873604074303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27234003737806783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346321372439121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831814670858282,0.0,0.0,0.2669616305388042,0.0,0.10080701108704902,0.0,0.0,0.09268276594958902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524774625929087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667069368983088,0.0,0.25582632561372165,0.0,0.0,0.1130934865210815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532871828693897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529707341195937 socialanxiety,aliceelza,2020/02/12,"One of my biggest fears is the death of a close loved one. Not only would it be very devastating, but you also HAVE to be there in the hospital and the funeral with lots of people. People will mostly be in groups or at least have other people to talk to but i will be alone. Unlike birthdays and stuff, sure it can be rude not to go but its not as bad.",3.3460810810810813,3.8919382027027036,4.692810810810808,87.77786486486491,72.37837837837837,7.541621621621622,21.556756756756762,7.554174236665415,0.5648302702702699,273,5,61,3,5,91,51,74,0.19,0.7070000000000001,0.10300000000000001,-0.7732,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,2,5,1,1,4,0,12,1,0,0,1,15,14,8,2,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,2,0,0,3,2,12,6,3,6,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,3,0,52,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564760434001185,0.0,0.1980342888624267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20676557959822528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786591627567554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407371525689978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105311325252621,0.22350101065634853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356089031560281,0.1883382124439462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5150385260007574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834837862684106,0.0,0.0,0.23339384511212904,0.0,0.0,0.19904030498107103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20432549951330245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759133931253007,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,banditocap,2020/02/12,"Eating with someone you've never met before Tomorrow I'm meeting with someone I haven't met in real life yet, and they suggested that we go eat somewhere together but I told them that I'd rather just hang out during the afternoon. I get really anxious when I need to eat with someone I'm not comfortable with yet, does this happen to you too ?",9.020392156862748,6.759152411764706,9.21470588235294,69.36950980392159,61.647058823529406,12.596078431372552,38.84313725490196,11.20814326018867,4.315896078431372,276,11,50,6,3,92,50,68,0.102,0.898,0.0,-0.7574,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,1,2,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,14,10,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,7,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,0,8,1,8,7,0,10,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,6,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292158043288393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17265036275581852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17755649068314372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6228427079455003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060052835687858,0.0,0.11531101403148575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942110527287927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331211812986633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044551959428762,0.15648663819041986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23094115206862045,0.1299809834293444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.515741789015114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938767333467474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,charmer1013,2020/02/12,"How to stop blushing... I am finding with social anxiety that I blush far to easy... over the smallest things. It makes anxiety way worse when this happens. It’s terrible and affects me everyday. I try my best to hold it all together but I get tense meeting with suppliers or dealing with others I don’t know well. Regardless I want to and need to be better than this. Any suggestions I’ll happily take on board.",2.3354711673699042,5.01775365822785,3.815611814345997,83.34074542897329,82.03797468354429,8.068073136427566,29.030942334739805,8.841846274778883,2.9403659634317862,325,16,60,9,9,107,62,79,0.134,0.6859999999999999,0.18,0.7876,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,1,18,10,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,8,3,11,9,2,7,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,40,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17577140513765654,0.0,0.39546430381884573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712528585311518,0.228599536647642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664756805293758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362408513005101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504216719703666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22856799285117746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420507298782391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17253361968646624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19165543760763268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263482024910611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160961102444553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19434052562008688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17171885700636672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17548710064899134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245485430963013,0.20516488898380392,0.0,0.0,0.2323994605864957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634074202664711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,windyna,2020/02/12,"Teacher: you've been quiet this class, why don't you answer this question Me: but I'm always quiet I didn't actually say that because my social anxiety could never, but that's what was on my mind when my teacher called me out in class for not answering any questions.",6.509937106918237,6.376670056603775,7.107547169811323,75.57125786163523,65.41509433962264,9.330817610062894,32.76100628930818,8.841846274778883,2.725659119496856,215,8,39,3,3,71,41,53,0.043,0.9570000000000001,0.0,-0.2617,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,11,6,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,3,7,0,4,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,2,26,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.2620860471472771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22347215445477148,0.0,0.0,0.18263713637019366,0.0,0.20545568242326329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371807209227607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27424048850428445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214431674848686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711796244018129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20713811135662666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6017208066588787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21357802567190695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27377378292565424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24234308512686795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lilybee64,2020/02/12,Social anxiety in school Does anyone get anxiety or self conscious when they are walking around to or from college class. It just makes me feel like I wish all these people would leave. There are so many walking around and passing me and not carrying if they bump into me and not looking where they are going and I always get self conscious about how slow I’m walking when people are behind me.,6.040399999999997,7.157278906666669,5.521333333333335,82.19400000000003,66.6,7.6,29.666666666666664,7.554174236665415,1.8676666666666664,318,11,56,3,5,97,51,75,0.06,0.872,0.068,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,3,0,10,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,21,13,11,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,7,0,0,3,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,2,9,1,8,12,1,13,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,3,4,41,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17221999870578214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31667101834104594,0.0,0.0,0.14472191583959712,0.0,0.0,0.36850372956503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18112544685155688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465291154767548,0.1478631687681604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21627206396285348,0.0,0.11762881133210965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191569179447357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111765845284576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17380709231004854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815759479825976,0.20984042995630567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28698117257516315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094700153655072,0.0,0.0,0.43184067648691743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109852149417381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380113371452632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702928795282064,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,daddyclappingcheeks,2020/02/12,"Found root cause of SA, how to get over it? I think I found the root cause of my social anxiety, it being that I’m afraid that if I get over it and become super confident like I used to be then I’ll grow extremely BORED and DEPRESSED because everything will be easy for me to attain and I’ll have everything I want. I’m afraid that if I overcome it and become socially confident that is all I will need to feel fulfilled in life and it’ll make me stop pursuing my goals... and I have big goals... and when I do have brief periods of social confidence, I stop pursuing them... How can I overcome this fundamental limiting belief? I’ve already analyzed it, just need a way to remove it.... because I do consciously want to get rid of my social anxiety.. Thanks.",3.4402000000000013,5.077224553333334,5.0183333333333335,81.34750000000003,73.46666666666667,9.266666666666666,27.833333333333336,9.725611199111238,2.717133333333333,593,23,117,16,12,200,78,150,0.086,0.738,0.17600000000000002,0.9207,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,5,4,7,0,2,2,0,13,1,0,8,1,32,29,13,0,6,3,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,12,7,0,3,6,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,2,1,18,3,14,21,1,13,1,1,0,0,5,4,0,2,6,73,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15234578761593182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112215393915315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831261518629467,0.3049391242869133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836385372009632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890552502577813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481476851917755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069804143096857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027377049812508,0.0,0.0,0.21638221828885595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751147296506478,0.06744610728814772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215197527325286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20473026856444496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5629138040141356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23083829625879254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710137957285927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845929276967565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923414720369302,0.0,0.0,0.16285540163312792,0.10958067077554164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sheismeiamherrr,2020/02/12,"I’ve hidden my social anxiety for so long that I think people just think I’m an asshole now I grew up pretty popular and never had trouble making friends. I’ve kept 2 good friends this whole time, but I slowly started to decline offers to hang out with new coworkers or friends of friends because of social anxiety...to the point I don’t get offers anymore. It started in my early 20’s because of some traumatic events I went through and I thought it would change...but I’m 30 now and instead got slowly worse. I’m aware it’s because I isolated myself for so long (I told myself I’d continue normal life when they went away..they didn’t for 7 years) which makes it even harder knowing it was my of my own doing. I come off as confident and people (even family) are always shocked when I tell them I have this issue. Once in a while I’ll feel confident for a week and start to interact with someone, or a boy I like...but after a few days, it comes back, I stop responding, and feel like an asshole forever. I hate that people think I don’t want to be their friends, maintain a relationship (cousins and dad) or get to know them because of my own unfounded insecurities..which leads to guilt and shame..and feeling 10x worse. I’ve finally opened up to one of my longtime friends about it since I’m in a hard place right now, but she’s distracted by a new boy and didn’t take it seriously it seems...which really sucks after it took a lot of courage to do. I don’t really know what else to say except this feels like a big hole to dig out of now and I don’t know how to explain to something so personal to so many people so they don’t take my actions personal...let alone try to get back to interacting normally. I do fine with those few close friends, but add anyone else and I’m uncomfortable and not myself. I hate it.",4.882877341816903,5.189220506775072,5.8246800989749055,81.8776988335101,68.86449864498645,9.235819488629671,30.948627312360077,9.20300075937882,2.480992600447743,1433,55,296,26,23,474,185,369,0.136,0.716,0.14800000000000002,0.4097,0,1,1,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,5,1,19,21,3,2,12,0,16,1,0,4,1,57,56,28,0,4,9,2,5,2,7,1,1,1,0,3,19,22,0,2,13,0,0,9,9,8,0,1,11,6,35,13,45,43,7,51,0,0,0,0,30,14,1,5,30,174,54,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690411543658494,0.0,0.0,0.06981876643342501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06418993157571662,0.0,0.08321489090606303,0.05867091926451964,0.08597438671468235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883499280991611,0.1290412333971394,0.0,0.20459987713869196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455984346758513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05411417474875994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018991638622633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084181989489997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910166175521742,0.0,0.16970705476331469,0.1198887948195494,0.0,0.09191788765026404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4537936149352502,0.0,0.131516509406903,0.0,0.0,0.07037864283640749,0.0671094586007992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516572057775799,0.1656849539824055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757889047218975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18445612497742195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580233841623475,0.05926720158849296,0.12298066828827092,0.0,0.0,0.14851313138384234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133618251989099,0.0,0.0,0.1120194276473376,0.08507025942113712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471556803823665,0.16207910515978582,0.0,0.0,0.1644254357055467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936003501251255,0.05685871178213062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23268693077911434,0.07326584688663587,0.08766674028828678,0.0,0.07932085028656857,0.0,0.0,0.08536532126094436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750813327030267,0.0,0.0,0.09008654990688243,0.0,0.07165757774281029,0.0,0.06672757205961832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941014993963128,0.0,0.0,0.17106872086428146,0.07109557557784471,0.06459702244853605,0.0,0.0,0.1781730451506419,0.0,0.0,0.07015143666025653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261778109576898,0.0,0.0733399087883593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161295935058868,0.0,0.06661414106811259,0.048927842124116584,0.0,0.0,0.08017836585296788,0.09322566144360962,0.05696850448600636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04949152968811973,0.0,0.06730650386804822,0.0,0.0,0.1555684250113645,0.0,0.09368107538046422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710202829450425,0.059606338355558924,0.0,0.0,0.05403445658038969 socialanxiety,slinke62,2020/02/12,"My negative core beliefs of myself have over run my life I have been struggling with social anxiety for as long as I remember all the way back to elementary school, I had been able to handle it up until middle school and have slowly lost my grip on being “normal” or in other words presentable to other people. I have been around the country to different treatment centers since I was 17 and ended up residing in psychedelics and other substances to fill in the void. I know this forum is not about drugs and I thought it is appropriate to add that in. Since I over saturated my reality as a result of this my self worth has declined rapidly, I am currently in a mental health outpatient program and am wondering is anyone who can relate has any input on how to push through and make it to the other side.",11.099696969696973,7.6349126493506505,10.664155844155848,64.32099567099571,58.87012987012987,13.383549783549785,41.9004329004329,11.20814326018867,4.651596536796536,644,25,112,12,6,212,99,154,0.07,0.9179999999999999,0.013000000000000001,-0.8225,2,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,6,0,18,3,0,3,1,22,23,12,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,11,9,0,0,5,0,1,3,2,2,0,0,7,1,15,0,30,15,1,25,1,1,0,0,3,15,0,2,6,92,26,3,0.18992522321727404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915566460116146,0.0,0.1452922759130184,0.0,0.0,0.13280013205491326,0.0,0.0,0.16907371514900285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604077326969847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984314347388909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202529616643798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16821737497764386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20188163097613046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437793570652593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414980191450165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16807784594905667,0.0,0.0,0.2073258167231236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677656129105844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19139995411377286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18608639380982114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13167023596307306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151482541955992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3844289310392465,0.0,0.0,0.19813342896769012,0.0,0.0,0.31421621455686355,0.0,0.0,0.19360484722266835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985510804937114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15077941238121487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507538018984058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20596580291152825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Katsperception,2020/02/12,"How can I overcome the anxiety of posting on social media My social media anxiety is that bad that the idea of liking someone’s post, following someone new or posting a photo scares me and sends me into an anxiety attack. About 10 years back I created a semi anonymous account on Instagram where I followed close friends (not really friends now but still there) and family (total 40 followers) but never posted anything. As much as I’m content with my small account where I view memes etc and do not interact with other users, I have this massive sense of anxiety around my account not having photos or many followers. So when people ask for my socials at Uni I lie and give some wack explanation about being too woke for social media (Its become such a habit that I have memorised the entire explanation). Ive missed out on so many opportunities to make new friends and connect with people from doing this and want to hopefully change this. SO I finally decided I want to create a new Instagram account were I’ll follow people I know, kind of know, and want to get to know, and also… post photos… The idea of a new account is that ill be able to spin some lie about being new and that’s my reason for limited followers (very bad I know). This decision to do this took me and my anxiety YEARS to make. The issue is, now that ive passed the first phase of making the decision, I feel sick at the idea of actually actioning this plan. Specifically, all I imagine is the people seeing my account/posts/amount of follows judging me, especially when most insta users have 400+ followers and then see me with my 30 max.. Although people probably want to give advice about not giving into the expectation to have Instagram or social media is completely valid, social media is a necessary currency to connect with people my age. So please any advice on how to overcome this fear of creating an account and actually using it.",9.901368384401117,7.988653111420612,10.121070682451254,62.4631659122563,59.66852367688023,13.320403899721448,40.26479805013928,12.048122262838008,5.013680919220056,1533,64,250,39,16,516,175,359,0.106,0.804,0.09,-0.8059,5,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,4,22,13,1,2,18,0,21,2,0,7,3,63,54,29,0,6,9,0,1,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,16,22,0,1,13,0,7,12,5,6,0,1,3,4,29,7,46,48,7,49,0,1,3,0,15,14,0,7,19,177,45,0,0.06984057064600033,0.0,0.1363086446541234,0.0,0.0,0.136494794661765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055851479112903266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04749398297449587,0.0,0.26713922691071024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057472838839378475,0.062172914935775064,0.06529150576998441,0.07945373162196684,0.0,0.053703087825626016,0.116627918493651,0.0,0.07713342318354588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388206321427815,0.0,0.07322650954986934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789069779138287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583947435343676,0.07859005881117856,0.03531349099296755,0.0,0.0,0.0765069313625699,0.0,0.05940635371341583,0.0,0.0,0.16187595490222112,0.0,0.03648881559928452,0.20099231791618824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936744522578465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23652450970757355,0.0,0.07289541060451687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272820697124045,0.15353020455331035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03412057503414821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985736968137244,0.14161475344805224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05134085538386287,0.0,0.05386535361680357,0.3372622916702455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29051194762796995,0.0,0.0,0.07666397383956287,0.0,0.0,0.3344398048100156,0.0,0.07529994759774818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04474165792584681,0.07180773855470371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06992259500270434,0.0,0.11130778503139707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4271619992588662,0.11835137773427593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05577476993463879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759544375556518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060319829118013576,0.0,0.05762578507921176,0.16477511229520472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995007536594021 socialanxiety,thenpipe,2020/02/12,"I cried at a song in class and I feel sick to my stomach Hey, I hope everyone is well. I study songwriting and so one of our lectures is people performing songs they’ve written. Today a girl performed a song that just hit me in a delicate place and I couldn’t stop myself from crying. I left the lecture to compose myself but when I returned I cried a second time. I tried to hide my face and not draw attention but people were patting my back and offering me tissues. My lecturer also approached me and offered support which made my cry again. I can’t stop thinking about it. I feel physically sick about it. I almost feel like it didn’t happen I am that embarrassed. I know people were supportive which was amazing, but I still wish it didn’t happen. How can I help myself? It’s happened and I tried my best. But I know I’m gonna feel like fire when I go to my next lecture. xx",1.3061173184357528,3.6900954078212287,2.996589385474863,89.5194650837989,83.7486033519553,5.81463687150838,23.475139664804463,7.1686216300943375,1.0288143016759772,694,26,140,10,20,229,105,179,0.162,0.6559999999999999,0.182,0.7109,0,0,0,0,1,0,15.0,1,0,0,3,12,9,0,1,6,0,11,4,2,2,0,29,31,16,0,3,6,0,5,2,0,1,2,3,0,1,9,7,0,2,8,3,0,2,5,1,1,2,7,8,33,8,11,21,1,18,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,13,95,42,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252315178729189,0.0,0.0,0.10001202826322833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616495073625182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124484285095547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5494988944665451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195020909112723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25294039945638536,0.17868862136753488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107561100287532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33177571434587444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382641574017118,0.0,0.0,0.12421477466057546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13746159816112632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588021812106227,0.0,0.0,0.12219794243137448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833667886233447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300484522069944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474524109092317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26010671139290903,0.0,0.13066316151962273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987466680697883,0.2091148471821847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28383772852527034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013467344533076,0.0,0.0,0.07292465212287844,0.0,0.118544143457346,0.0,0.0,0.1698177639252536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244574840054106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381511656569027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Yoshimitsu-MKII,2020/02/12,"I asked out a girl today and she was visibly creeped out. I'm above average on the attractive scale (I think) Been crushing on this girl at the pharmacy for months.. today I was signing for the prescription and said ""so are you doing anything fun for V-Day?"" ""I really hope to go out to dinner"" Oh fuck yeah baby. Here we go. ""With my boyfriend"" She turned her whole body away from me and I could just tell by her body language she was done with that interaction. Oh well. I tried?",0.6176356275303654,3.112775800000005,2.0410526315789497,93.44506072874492,91.0,5.870445344129554,19.939271255060728,7.321109707123232,0.6916882591093119,371,12,79,7,13,119,68,95,0.059000000000000004,0.802,0.139,0.7937,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,1,0,0,4,5,1,0,4,1,8,4,2,0,0,14,17,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,9,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,6,1,15,4,16,10,1,12,0,0,0,1,13,7,1,1,3,53,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17150495487941686,0.0,0.19483667376141486,0.0,0.19580951975630725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4629965170754134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663996709074675,0.0,0.0,0.1344082138132797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21327738335470856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19267312758980665,0.0,0.0,0.23689018315204555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069997028822123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16635211768051475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335137810966298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19824711795745487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18216088829291666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354171143548674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950995771823477,0.0,0.0,0.14149776776838666,0.226691928827924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873870203676153,0.0,0.0,0.2326840623266448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mfchvrd,2020/02/12,"What are some weird things you do or obsess over? I find myself stuttering/slurring my words if I feel like I sound stupid to the person I'm talking to or stressing that they are looking at my mouth a lot. I absolutely never make eye contact. I sometimes feel like I twitch/jerk (made another post about this). Sometimes I intentionally blink really hard if I feel like someone is looking at me a lot to which I have to play it off like I'm just really tired so I don't look completely weird. I grind my teeth all. the. time. to which has resulted in my having headaches, earaches, lockjaw, weird jaw popping noises, and toothaches. I also play with my hair which is fine because I have pretty nice hair but also my close family has called me out on it. I also find myself absolutely obsessed with finishing gradschool and passing my board exams -like literally have had panic attacks even though I'm perfectly fine. Besides the usual stuff that stresses most people with social anxiety out, I'm also pretty preoccupied with my body and I'm currently fighting with myself because I think I may have body dysmorphia too but get anxious that I'm self-diagnosing. Use this post to go off on yourself if you must.",5.293382352941176,6.982493627192984,5.839711042311662,77.08258513931888,68.86842105263158,8.522600619195046,30.955624355005163,9.007467420416297,2.7610435500516,969,40,168,18,17,313,133,228,0.149,0.72,0.131,-0.4909,1,0,0,0,3,0,24.0,0,2,1,1,10,22,3,5,5,0,16,9,8,5,4,40,34,16,0,4,8,0,6,5,0,2,1,1,0,1,13,11,0,0,6,2,0,2,2,11,0,0,2,11,32,11,22,30,5,20,0,0,4,0,9,11,0,10,10,113,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456361175004125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133017911425136,0.08265937329504679,0.1220678403693973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292458389160126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173481576763182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400425046316188,0.0,0.0,0.11033302483789044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329031415515572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967035831281696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136723114112925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186167248940624,0.0,0.1639027933914007,0.2315768003240413,0.0,0.0,0.19751487582185084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056452634541828514,0.0,0.06140835923091609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679323849877018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639433921222667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27220903383921913,0.0,0.0,0.18372364623569645,0.0,0.10224127774966034,0.07212545222358252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333625173230885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677557072526627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490955123336565,0.09434671199854078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20696761752442824,0.2198551636789532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13844157022914505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272164995937325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014525884286966,0.0915519860678348,0.0,0.21373209487251849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475460695798695,0.0,0.12369352275175675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684798808698636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07178485120411822,0.06923526571701155,0.1061603988909958,0.0,0.06300590555837986,0.12418971220891085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332211015617443,0.11900385278962845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CoachLewis,2020/02/12,"No Social Anxiety After Meet Hello! I just had a question I thought would be answered in this subreddit. So I'm homeschooled and have some bad social anxiety. However, during and after a sport's practice/game at my school, I start out super anxious and easily get red faced, but it always seems to fade and I feel like I can talk to everyone by the end of the practice/game. Things that would make my face super red no longer affect me after that. However, it seems to go back to normal the next day (repeats everyday). My question is how can I keep my social anxiety from coming back the next day?",3.0075548589341707,5.318416620689661,4.391692789968655,82.35894984326018,76.75862068965517,7.321630094043888,25.200626959247646,8.296473431620573,1.894148275862069,472,17,85,9,11,156,76,116,0.111,0.782,0.107,0.63,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,6,0,8,2,2,3,0,23,19,7,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,7,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,3,11,3,13,14,1,19,0,0,2,0,8,3,0,5,15,57,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312629155026275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395993068992151,0.1671685953717702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275658728575775,0.12355217896290825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274665705403318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19086208472247948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106111707551688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139557821391138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748201428152161,0.10571271492340904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731035130002394,0.0,0.08409708180018657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152616454312313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229266280982134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987738498713766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147442333740562,0.0,0.14498318410039973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315296782872113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975767260916567,0.0,0.2694200964670337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4525228303843748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473681802315343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189359632760858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830740601660094,0.0,0.0,0.1174748935494822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21023308687667214,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jrbjared2023,2020/02/12,"How did deleting social media affect your dating life? I’m wanting to take the plunge... delete all forms of social media (including reddit). Though I have this constant fear that dating will be harder without these apps as crutches. I’m still young. a college student that hasn’t gone a day without social media since 7th grade. Over the past couple months, I’ve noticed my perception of reality has been changed because of social media. I worry about things that have no meaning to my life. Events that hold personal meaning to me now must be shared with my followers or else they have no true meaning in my mind. There’s a constant haze in my brain when I’m not scrolling through my feed. I try to go hiking, or on a walk, and I can’t help but pull my phone out and see what’s going on with other people. I’ve known about my addiction to social media for years. I’ve tried cutting off in the past only to find myself re-installing the apps a few weeks later. I know life without the apps would probably be better, but the dopamine, and instant gratification has a pretty strong hold on me. I’ve had my fair share of relationships over the years, though the sad truth is that all but one of these relationships have been initiated through social media. I’m a rather quiet person, but my hope is that deleting social media will help me open up a bit. I’m hoping to get some personal stories from some of you. I’m in the generation of social media - I don’t know life outside of it.",4.6494990937551535,6.016260352941183,5.211052891744939,82.21337946943484,70.03806228373702,7.304069863239411,27.25671445048608,7.62386473244151,1.557409161311583,1178,39,220,13,21,378,156,289,0.045,0.815,0.14,0.9836,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,1,2,10,11,1,1,17,0,22,7,1,2,5,42,43,14,0,6,11,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,3,13,7,1,2,8,0,0,6,9,3,0,1,5,2,23,8,39,31,7,36,0,1,1,0,21,13,0,6,17,141,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851130718107993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04949391353147853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180776071835683,0.0886406783106753,0.0,0.0,0.09063716762610148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589041184965539,0.0,0.0,0.17547950086462882,0.0,0.0,0.08983744713638084,0.0,0.052362148468484006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782553046111227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136361689038837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420805295959874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04241948943194924,0.0,0.09228661395772704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088426249133497,0.0,0.0,0.1612840297142551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924204283657065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22939335383355205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26532579902592185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198081439706477,0.0,0.06480671111465379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243767482696323,0.0,0.0,0.055017827064449326,0.061750204505457734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15501397707580294,0.05628833698702505,0.21268127085880525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260149298549238,0.08753875067985606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17433972977092355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469954331602926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716289388561718,0.0,0.0,0.6621204741121489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484006742762574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0610463090444363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05394038315024776,0.0,0.15954153266350818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024813013496504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04788916836472859,0.0,0.06512735646059346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347986854861771,0.0,0.0,0.08245445701698223,0.0,0.05767649517205273,0.0,0.0,0.10457002258695827 socialanxiety,TartofDarkness584,2020/02/12,"Just pulled up to Wienerschnitzel to grab a few hotdogs for dinner, but my social anxiety is preventing me from getting out the car to order. Guess I'll starve tonight.",6.98322580645161,8.085814580645161,6.061451612903228,79.21217741935486,64.48387096774194,8.780645161290323,34.854838709677416,8.841846274778883,3.0491806451612904,136,6,23,2,2,41,29,31,0.213,0.787,0.0,-0.7227,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,7,3,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,15,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43373032118522864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962183033275773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6245811209516589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5779542789953711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,woshiWo4,2020/02/12,"Anxiety and speaking problems Hello everyone, does anybody else with social anxiety have speaking problems? Its more like “blockade” than typical stuttering,usually at the beginning and one some syllables (for example in my case its “s”). I’ve had this problem for almost 15 years :/ (and i’m in my mid 20s now). It made me look antisocial and shy,cause I feel embarrassed to speak out...what makes it worse is that I can speak 4 languages fluently,but when i speak to people (i’m living abroad btw) they missunderstand it as i can’t speak their language or even english :/ Everytime I see their reaction i feel extremely depressed and hopeless,and its not that i’m usually no trying to talk..whenever my friends organize meetings or parties i’m the first one who goes and when i dare to finally start the conversation some of them are always like:”oh,do u wanna speak in other language ,is it gonna be easier for you” and then i start feeling sad again and go back to my introvert state... Few years ago I went to that speaking therapy,but the doctor said that everything is in my head and i need to solve it by myself.... Any suggestion how to overcome this is welcome,cause i’ve never actually posted it on any forum,but now,I’m supposed to graduate this year and find a job,and this is really affecting my life quality and opportunities. (And I’m not sure how it actually started,just remember I was in elementary school (one if the most talkative kids back then,hahah good old times..) and suddenly I just couldnt speak out and became introvert..) I just know it most be some serious kind of social anxiety",5.00735256134309,6.734055033003299,6.254756780025831,73.68328024106764,69.62706270627062,10.550093270196584,32.97589324149806,10.662846686107436,4.022232716315109,1277,60,225,40,23,429,181,303,0.121,0.8109999999999999,0.068,-0.914,1,0,0,0,0,1,49.0,0,1,4,2,11,13,0,1,6,0,14,3,1,5,2,48,35,23,0,7,7,0,3,1,1,1,2,10,0,1,21,16,0,0,6,0,0,2,6,7,0,4,5,15,26,6,27,26,7,34,0,2,2,0,24,9,0,9,22,138,47,3,0.0,0.0,0.224760516629827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208303690009968,0.0,0.11531683407889955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582295096276126,0.0,0.0,0.15662648803005294,0.0,0.2642929249493972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17710298264548904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23660358011201485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918776621057243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787188480367995,0.10077792905698264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620201107506147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606257468427165,0.0,0.0,0.11004101063185144,0.10349903664762647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746861726867452,0.0,0.0,0.1261529484241244,0.10525481900611433,0.09795565633861412,0.0,0.0,0.08897289272222543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544849555678348,0.09659135481531794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818813071642432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142792528684798,0.0,0.0,0.1199221767181037,0.06328932435144931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134142783702078,0.11252342933702468,0.0,0.10168903259543877,0.0,0.0967060074820842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896786522753484,0.07687068012410922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539022055617462,0.08881905280535599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208418118321662,0.0,0.2341076688643641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983794865161126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029214398164544,0.0,0.0,0.3305797914693948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377491116433106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045465549077734,0.0,0.10954422379297804,0.0,0.0,0.11654880479257568,0.09176819024229707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347837191634009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16302271190115875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853762319308634,0.0,0.0,0.0925618308910143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06715114654802065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818657490876331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683327201846034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675514852752684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735862020640728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22247919926253573 socialanxiety,mlj_10251,2020/02/12,"Job Interviews How do you even handle job interviews? How do you not just get so anxious you can’t even speak? Any tips would be appreciated, thanks.",2.087500000000002,4.9618084642857125,3.1542857142857166,84.91571428571432,89.35714285714286,7.085714285714286,21.285714285714285,8.07648339933343,1.5354,119,4,23,3,4,38,21,28,0.079,0.723,0.198,0.6051,2,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,5,7,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,15,3,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260771502957249,0.0,0.0,0.3755734567193496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4391596937416197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736912116379517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6598099249080565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30607495560556564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361626804946665,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,neycatx,2020/02/12,even can't talk to my parents I really don't know how I should act when I speak. When I speak with someone I feel so uncomfortable when I look at their eyes more than 1 second. I can't start conversation and hold it. Even when someone tries to talk me I just overthink kinda feel that they think I am so weird and don't know how to reply,0.536249999999999,2.7161679027777796,2.1783333333333346,95.47500000000002,85.25,5.266666666666668,17.333333333333336,6.6274283507984215,-0.29895000000000005,267,6,62,3,8,87,45,72,0.091,0.909,0.0,-0.6816,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,11,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,1,2,0,14,13,10,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,1,5,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,6,13,0,6,12,1,7,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,1,5,42,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642428885290329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788414512201127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30307528256191985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315493240243181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061728975341058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17664394648098458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4672615053535377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19516780665522585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44325331861597583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17668089941005088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18720707264494213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,padawangenin,2020/02/12,"Wrestling with the decision to quit my first real job in 5 years. I’m just so wiped out from the hundreds of customers and the four or so people who were really mean to me. Just don’t know if I’m right for it or if I need to stay because I need to develop thicker skin I just worked my first six days and I just want to leave people alone. After I saw her face, this girl literally hid behind her boyfriend from me when I was taking their order. This happened another night too. It seriously hurts. I’ve received horrible death glares from a few women in particular. I know I can come across as insane I’m sure, my biggest fear is they are saying stay the f away from me you creep, which is very hard to swallow. Definitely been rejected in many ways over the years never anything like this. And some people really like me but I suspect they’re insane too.",2.1949863201094395,4.452424011627908,3.5175102599179238,87.86442544459646,79.23255813953489,6.605198358413133,22.326949384404926,7.724431198458867,1.01411244870041,678,21,138,11,17,221,114,172,0.17,0.8029999999999999,0.027000000000000003,-0.9528,1,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,2,4,9,7,0,1,6,0,8,3,2,0,2,27,21,12,1,5,9,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,7,6,1,0,5,0,0,2,2,4,0,4,4,4,21,3,23,17,2,24,0,2,1,0,10,9,0,5,11,89,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15998019023505244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197106786626464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271123556452914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14512589056973416,0.0,0.0,0.09416103915873007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305878060038212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961779056409308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17381719273881147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627773993177384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659377259517394,0.0,0.13837119469859102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16535904644280433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328366930106258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16978094659649295,0.0,0.0,0.16355718958545198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092856925629472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660427837240745,0.0,0.1682587559378155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290691617373641,0.11913370079097635,0.0,0.0,0.1449558760474763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212618234266792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429360330513865,0.0,0.17581612352990494,0.1979097483012626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319131189758571,0.0,0.12283756204630678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292804047027589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558237582634012,0.0,0.1161392075567678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745062598698506,0.09110804816035166,0.12260792003635715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245308679779364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989420777037052 socialanxiety,NarrowInterest,2020/02/12,Love being seen as rude because this stupid disorder makes me lock up Got yelled at by a teacher because he held the door for me and i panicked and didn't thank him,5.355882352941176,5.2864245882352945,5.2694117647058825,87.56235294117648,67.82352941176471,7.976470588235292,31.70588235294117,7.1686216300943375,1.7509294117647052,132,5,28,1,2,41,31,34,0.327,0.5760000000000001,0.09699999999999999,-0.8406,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,4,8,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,2,4,2,5,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,0,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5176371658427601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4866027485265356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33957351721977513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831978883741664,0.0,0.2834088654285429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3908940385958489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sandyB0i324,2020/02/13,"Anybody from Toronto or living close to GTA ? I have been suffering from crippling scoialanxiety for so many years. Have finally decided to take action. Anyone from GTA or close by, even anywhere from Ontario, that would like to join me in this journey of self development ?I really don't know if finding people with same problems will actually help, but what's the harm in trying, ehh?",6.630869565217387,8.471912086956525,6.551420289855077,72.67147826086958,65.81159420289856,9.577971014492757,34.08985507246377,9.888512548439397,3.704823768115943,310,14,49,7,5,98,58,69,0.124,0.807,0.07,-0.7176,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,13,8,5,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,13,5,1,8,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,3,3,33,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.2871290489441286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20573461545053204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943381787585588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223179644329902,0.2689237107226101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19721823581884668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16170280956665647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14374742385328812,0.0,0.2598132061180901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983061681610409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20398417488728265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815413268843365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18849324958119326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069492792349594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22122666340655614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19976495187298288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20901474280139895,0.0,0.0,0.18947646099637025 socialanxiety,Quicksilver7424,2020/02/13,"basketball game today 5 more hours G.O.M.D Crooked smile Shut up Param WNBA Akash doesn’t respect woman Sshh shh shh you don’t want smoke Param your sick we get it Param you get pussy Time to eat boys Vitsu I do need u I wanna text you about stuff but you’re the one who wanted to send snaps twice a week so I just settled for what u wanted No instagram / switching to the snap stories page Reduce mirrors reduce music listening Walk without phone Insane in the membrane I can tell you that for free just started at a new high school for the second term of grade 12. Have super bad social anxiety but went to the school basketball game. I have a friend but he was sitting in front of me and so I was sitting next to a random dude. I don’t really care about sports so I wasn’t real getting hyped and it was period 4 when I came. I spent a few minutes debating and working up the courage to turned to the guy who seemed cool and ask him his name. I said yo what’s your name and he literally told me ‘bro focus on the game’. Then my friend literally turned around and smiled sympathetically. Yea understandable I guess since everyone was hyped up and focused on the game and I wasnt. But now I feel fucking terrible and so mad I put myself out there and of course this shit happened. Now o remember why I don’t try to talk to people anymore.",1.0840326797385629,3.6225815296296315,2.4537254901960783,91.61470588235296,87.4074074074074,5.398692810457517,20.163398692810453,6.923569853693429,0.4606535947712418,1063,33,219,15,34,342,168,270,0.09300000000000001,0.747,0.16,0.9608,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,1,6,0,2,13,13,3,0,14,2,14,4,1,0,0,35,38,20,0,5,7,1,1,0,2,0,1,2,0,3,9,14,1,0,4,5,2,6,8,5,0,3,11,4,29,9,29,27,4,33,0,0,0,1,34,12,2,3,13,126,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412687363990394,0.0,0.13498856000669104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117035996936908,0.12724826019921476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364954402533806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15567820893907774,0.13877734276930326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927865131837475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006280525440436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882335209492955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21032275062916,0.12583524343556918,0.2133419154750196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994496875727728,0.13477430666765666,0.12036520252226532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381196417422598,0.0,0.0,0.1340449185241297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092684139356416,0.0,0.13145979508277192,0.14475883350590196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223440112382664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943643420553974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683221250956798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15492758500839826,0.08719814411310021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419068176675027,0.0,0.12947562880531208,0.0,0.0,0.2755093653417007,0.0,0.12391311659478413,0.0,0.0,0.13971911356341304,0.11259494650754474,0.0,0.0,0.13875112999741632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634222326884012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15581801918184346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940331532800783,0.11896967682789295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936919559294882,0.0,0.12902020146233786,0.13006280525440436,0.0,0.09241250337012,0.2961059947048857,0.0,0.14169952358068374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24085077510956346,0.0,0.1091824784880014,0.0,0.0,0.12617908553469567,0.12282175652131112,0.0,0.0,0.1312090843761742,0.0,0.0990926475600436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TheRivenRunsDeep,2020/02/13,"Changed my life As someone that had a troubled childhood and no parents I always suffered from terrible and reoccurring social anxiety. I am happy to say that I don't feel it any longer, which is surprising because I thought this demon of a thing would be something that will follow me and torture me my whole life. I was feeling hopeless and down and didn't think anything would work.. I've tried multiple SSRIs, therapies and been to amazing therapists that have helped me immensely but I never could shake the feeling that no matter how hard I try I could never defeat this horrible feeling. That all changed overnight, one day is all it took to get rid of this feeling forever, it was one night two months ago. The thing that helped me were magic mushrooms, during the trip I realised my love for many people I hated during the years and all my feelings of insecurity and hatered towards myself and others started to melt away. Now this of course was the tipping point, but leading up to it were years of therapy and self discovery, working on myself and my confidence, and then, that night, I had a breakthrough. Now my anxiety is majorly reduced and I live a life I never thought possible and I am so happy. I know this isn't solution that will help everyone but it helped me more then I ever thought possible. Thank you.",8.296888957816378,7.85099831048387,7.884677419354841,72.51143920595534,61.86290322580646,10.856575682382138,40.04466501240695,10.214889679676881,4.194903473945408,1063,52,182,20,13,337,138,248,0.13699999999999998,0.713,0.15,0.5294,1,0,1,0,0,1,21.0,0,1,0,4,5,16,3,2,9,0,24,4,0,2,7,42,42,22,0,4,3,1,7,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,23,14,0,0,11,0,0,5,8,10,0,3,13,8,30,6,18,22,6,28,1,3,0,1,10,6,0,0,17,141,53,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059476361252816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503917844471726,0.0,0.0,0.06949998789921022,0.0,0.15636652792560032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410247685512129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602093196022092,0.0,0.0,0.06230060466033549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162296012157325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16319790271988985,0.0,0.0,0.06591100355856952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092446393944569,0.0,0.09765715880526027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100545007574613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05339565317081528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21758911394531827,0.0915517625369789,0.10090204315446948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740119283801244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056166837830532584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165621532403652,0.0,0.0,0.09024509996686284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224013160417552,0.0,0.0,0.10361547963111996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157563224259352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23647046573656616,0.0,0.0,0.19181688748364087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850769311394034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348179461245905,0.0,0.0,0.0708531045415521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661270581654,0.2304318907887433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127410719826217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661763042454787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418075413691838,0.08659433053660777,0.07867910018485537,0.0,0.0,0.07233818906960994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940926833296181,0.23375083917012016,0.11866290226143893,0.13579522192090512,0.06548608874357495,0.0,0.24340784513721336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135487500583303,0.13877514789189666,0.0,0.09983524402635208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141034437176535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14880666921302105,0.0,0.0,0.14520090522332404,0.0,0.0,0.13162781383955405 socialanxiety,Global-Plankton,2020/02/13,"3rd date anxiety. Hi everyone, so I went out for the 3rd time today with this girl that I am seeing. I really like her and we had a great time the last two times we were together. Today we went out for coffee and I just felt off to be honest. I kind of froze up and I couldn't really respond how I wanted to. As this was going on my mind kind of closed off more and more. I managed to bring it back eventually and thankfully there weren't any awkward silences. I really felt that I slipped off today and the more I did the more I got inside my head and my anxiety hit pretty hard. I'd like to think we had a good time, we were chatting for around four hours but I keep thinking that I fucked it up. I suggested going out again and she said she would be down for it but we didn't set anything up, which we did at the end of our last date. I can't shake the feeling that I might of ruined it with how I was at the start. I found that I wasn't making eye contact as much this time either. Sorry if this isn't the correct place to post, I just wanted to say it to someone.",0.7737509881422929,2.562136517391305,2.7498814229249007,93.96798418972332,81.65217391304348,5.920948616600791,18.715415019762844,6.980632752743323,0.04178260869565209,829,19,193,10,22,278,117,230,0.078,0.8420000000000001,0.08,-0.4045,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,8,0,0,0,9,12,1,2,10,0,19,3,2,3,1,45,41,16,0,5,6,0,5,2,0,2,0,2,0,1,15,22,0,1,6,1,0,6,6,4,0,2,18,9,35,8,33,17,6,41,0,1,2,1,19,16,1,2,19,139,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255414046253146,0.0,0.1857367850010093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989940858138456,0.10806909067469037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334681949098947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752173236091922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600006055933156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06138198384459094,0.0,0.2331203648325843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331055729064911,0.0,0.11222959423697307,0.0,0.0,0.13798545477746654,0.10182206564396623,0.0970922914052944,0.1338406495738565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874789035979053,0.0,0.1245883715696364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955161689812285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790325443598496,0.0,0.2528326426998545,0.0,0.19790955743342167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861690966386315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103345742130656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878306021882185,0.1225763897111636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924078212395745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683405397821576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626479353131446,0.1235044183127336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23331012993290215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154763712269318,0.09653978747942228,0.0,0.0,0.09673771228020224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285930605837172,0.0,0.0,0.13589403152334176,0.08592543972695567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176607120212254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15557262474114245,0.0,0.0,0.3539379101242214,0.0,0.3452105577855405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858725458218722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14320622227506613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250725183839616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623696411628604,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,waistbandbaby,2020/02/13,"boyfriend wants me to meet his family i’m sure this is a totally common problem but i’m freaking. my boyfriend’s family have asked if i want to join them at a restaurant (mum, dad, two kids and my boyfriend) in about a week. i’ve made enough progress with my anxiety to not decline with an excuse but i feel totally lost. i just wanna know how to stay calm and make conversation and not hate myself for every mistake i inevitably make?",2.894534883720933,5.1030356046511605,3.6955232558139532,87.71444767441862,76.67441860465118,7.090697674418602,27.02906976744186,8.07648339933343,1.7601906976744193,346,14,69,6,8,110,62,86,0.149,0.662,0.18899999999999997,0.4153,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,3,7,1,0,4,0,2,0,0,4,3,25,14,7,0,6,6,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,2,1,11,2,11,12,3,5,0,1,0,0,9,2,0,1,2,43,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17970160607839372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21960437233099792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427195564691017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19791751021151904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.442894868772844,0.0,0.11877497590034275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319199569370364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909759013506775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564264480856807,0.0,0.0,0.2222726968124989,0.31360169057765896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22477226537745887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25037736906282565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213950889316867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22946795497435366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771059932270173,0.0,0.1884265421025237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Different_Energy,2020/02/13,"Trouble adjusting after leaving the Army. It's been just over a year now since I left the army, and it has felt like a struggle to adjust socially. I've since moved back to my hometown, everything just seems so bleak to me here and I hate it. Plan on moving, but theres family issues at the moment keeping me. All my friends that I used to have when I was younger have either moved away, or are addicted to drugs. Not people I want to associate with anymore. I feel like theres no place around here to meet new people. This has led me to revert back to my old ways of being shy and getting bad social anxiety since I spend so much time alone ( even work alone).I am 26 and married and thank god for that would of lost my sanity by now without her. It is extremely easy for me to make friends but need to be around people in the right setting for that to happen!!! I like to workout alot so going to the local commercial type gym is the most public place that I go to, where there is potential friends waiting to be met lol but my shyness and anxiety keep me from it. Even there I feel so out of place im used to military gyms where working out hard is accepted. I squat/deadlift really heavy and people just stare at me like i'm an alien. Women are constantly staring and following me in there trying to get attention, it makes me REALLY uncomfortable. In turn this also makes every dude in there look like they hate my very existence. I seriously feel like such an outsider and that theres so much that is going on around me that im missing out on. Idk sorry for the rant I guess my real question is how do I meet friends. Id love to have a workout partner or friends to play basketball and shoot the shit with. Is there like a friend store or something?",4.435577651515153,5.317090644886363,5.0811363636363645,84.7562878787879,70.10795454545455,8.48030303030303,28.303030303030305,8.72156446121922,1.98124393939394,1385,48,283,23,24,446,187,352,0.135,0.677,0.188,0.9847,0,2,2,1,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,4,33,26,3,1,15,1,22,4,1,7,1,58,55,24,0,3,12,0,5,7,7,1,2,0,0,2,15,18,0,3,10,5,2,8,3,9,0,0,5,8,32,17,50,46,6,47,0,2,3,1,18,25,1,8,19,187,47,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756938221327515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319558743041297,0.0,0.06423827650667066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122901407781008,0.0,0.07966379609420833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145268646939379,0.0,0.0,0.07547080485134608,0.12353455485147867,0.06707052879877752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680603626365932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315498324458144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611177930625533,0.0,0.06767980865707003,0.0,0.07219363123553288,0.0,0.07572609402197207,0.0,0.12184875861047648,0.1147726855193064,0.07712748182916786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723673039981443,0.0,0.08393613430109613,0.0,0.1369567690538073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849035367026717,0.0,0.07103378945665131,0.0,0.07195811437330704,0.15861454898537822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17353605932030347,0.08384156725758796,0.0,0.14279844322989424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505575875385905,0.08727661237380213,0.0,0.0,0.2747094397313261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745529300134193,0.0,0.08768750638841097,0.0,0.07249916064806744,0.0,0.16085870110845565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561278701632016,0.11810065253851555,0.059562197810028236,0.0,0.07758128769979658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842907285306131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22275729746854653,0.0,0.25177700456714114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998574942934562,0.0,0.0,0.09143085562854657,0.10292035372590218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859967729035618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312759876329847,0.0,0.0,0.08245554269804463,0.19934446725050026,0.0,0.0,0.16376857012782822,0.0,0.06184042265274702,0.0,0.08992062494871239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397627181408511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395523451543859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04683990564507545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05453744246673693,0.08737380257732026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13875521018468004,0.0,0.06627901668189062,0.04737953852412687,0.06376063133853474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743333022393309,0.0,0.11695948855617502,0.0,0.0,0.05706270996665649,0.0,0.0,0.051728601506438855 socialanxiety,Cianne423546,2020/02/13,"How do I get a handicapped person to shut the fuck up? I know people with severe/moderate autism, Down syndrome, cerebral palsy, fragile X, or whatever retard does something fucking stupid. I know a fatass autistic retard that would rock back and forth and I like to fucking kick and beat up that retard to death. All he does is make loud and stupid retard sounds, likes baby shows on his Chromebook with very very very slow WiFi and his video is fucking throttled to shit that the video is 144P and he has his volume up high which I want to throw it across the room, and he literally smells like shit because he didn’t take a shower. Of course he looks like a nigger and is so ugly as hell. I would love to euthanize him or burn him.",5.65087801087801,6.226524048951049,5.459813519813519,84.2182672882673,67.25174825174825,7.754156954156954,27.077700077700076,7.3871296695380915,1.3253984459984456,581,16,113,5,9,180,90,143,0.27899999999999997,0.632,0.08900000000000001,-0.9897,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,3,14,9,0,7,0,9,7,2,2,1,20,21,13,1,3,2,0,1,4,0,2,0,2,2,1,5,10,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,9,0,0,1,5,11,5,16,18,1,12,1,0,1,5,12,9,8,2,6,62,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980815170003245,0.0,0.0949802341186542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27270048718813306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5761747566717801,0.08140421215384053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16462165368441128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17125802986772296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30448327612423776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084102640902784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062446653070554,0.0,0.10400428008634137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801892684798638,0.1360471450425552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31987312958557473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995002932227353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714961116244282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856783146075933,0.09190068229574676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213656841300643,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ashaed31,2020/02/13,I'm SCARED Holy shit y'all so I'm alone in a hotel room and a housekeeping person knocked on the door and I was too chicken to answer. They came in and I THINK they're in my bathroom??!!! I'm scared and confused and idk what to do I think THEYRE STILL IN MY ROOM WHAT SHOULD I SAY,-1.4245878136200716,0.5785830645161312,0.4192473118279558,104.32664874551972,97.38709677419355,3.4007168458781365,14.953405017921147,5.033348758259628,-1.2659197132616482,218,5,55,1,9,70,39,62,0.278,0.722,0.0,-0.9464,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,3,4,1,3,3,0,3,1,1,0,0,11,9,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,2,6,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,1,8,0,7,6,0,9,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,1,1,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106028435517297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430022698394813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618584892544073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384901281245336,0.6004984207017415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078399566567805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23949812831930936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843237713268589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ice-_-box,2020/02/13,DAE avoid going to the same store too often in case you might bump into the same cashier/s? Seriously it’s incredibly idiotic typing this out but I’ve literally caused myself so much inconvenience because of this shit. Anyone else or am I just mental?,4.8884042553191485,7.202185021276598,6.5669680851063825,68.90875,71.12765957446808,8.955319148936171,26.643617021276608,9.516144504307137,2.7142808510638305,204,7,34,5,4,70,43,47,0.287,0.713,0.0,-0.9359999999999999,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,4,4,2,1,2,0,2,1,1,1,0,11,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,2,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,3,0,24,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516310098366373,0.3687315968506365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21937475303883194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696878809819809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006270454885525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20452366464100866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626665349731695,0.3817675342972224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645474745850121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694036420195129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,swissknight31,2020/02/13,"Does anyone have tips for shaking and how to suppress it? I’ll end up doing it for seemingly no reason, usually during/around the middle of the day. Anyone else experience something similar?",5.570196078431376,8.220819941176472,6.877058823529412,65.94343137254904,70.17647058823529,9.239215686274509,31.92156862745098,9.725611199111238,3.9469921568627457,154,7,21,4,3,52,30,34,0.124,0.8759999999999999,0.0,-0.504,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,5,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41954695332020303,0.3073949791641572,0.0,0.26707188080189725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934811779999573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625401583252789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25061927204890205,0.0,0.26571919046816017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29346666062374105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30845952472626426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27311719725318645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23096181465686766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304178566500575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,maddermortem,2020/02/13,"I had to walk out of class I finally got the courage to go in again, as I haven’t attended in two weeks (I’m a uni student). All of my classes this semester have no lecture - only group activities. It’s incredibly stressful. I just happened to come the day the professor decided to segregate the class on opposite sides of the classroom - people who had their notes, and people who didn’t. I usually always write detailed notes, but last night I didn’t get the chance to write them out. Then he told us to get in group with our “best buds” I don’t know anyone in the class. I didn’t know where to go, everyone paired up immediately. I ended up walking out in tears. I’m still crying. I don’t know what to do. As of now I scheduled an appointment with my advisor to see if I can become a fully online student, but I don’t know if I can as I’m a pre-health science major. I just don’t know how to deal with this anxiety. I’m tired of trying to “just do it” or put myself through intense discomfort every day. I just want to hide away. If I could just stay in my room and study on my own, I’d be fine. I don’t care anymore, I just want to be alone.",1.930145228215764,3.3845994730290485,3.994147302904565,87.88889730290458,77.09128630705396,7.475601659751039,24.91307053941909,8.238735603445708,1.4061915352697092,887,31,198,16,20,304,128,241,0.107,0.802,0.092,-0.5513,0,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,2,0,2,1,11,6,0,2,11,0,19,1,0,1,1,34,40,13,0,6,12,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,7,9,0,0,6,0,0,7,10,2,0,1,7,1,28,4,39,30,4,38,0,0,1,0,14,17,0,4,13,129,35,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517289141856724,0.0,0.0,0.12189900981682368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120714314932888,0.0,0.14528776891434514,0.1024355961689383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764075267082554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16179677638744858,0.0,0.0,0.1537417959531347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14936562406335754,0.0,0.0,0.12619602635615634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696763250523093,0.0,0.16092241240573374,0.18895963523556072,0.15103416761860605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975474365254047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343183330991632,0.13998619433540682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16048263327174886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307949510063176,0.0,0.1665176603770665,0.0,0.11716873515061385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954869455986806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572172184321578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4025604457441321,0.11941634182828295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137479506963966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114191879091396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20312809799021825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14727208639119696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167408372506206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15614857750438402,0.11699439240110356,0.0,0.1678142554948193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683791960811566,0.0,0.13998619433540682,0.0,0.09946329106532156,0.0,0.14310836033704982,0.0,0.1762204123287608,0.0,0.16134809161624092,0.0,0.17281796203186733,0.0,0.1175127633280474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LeoDesperado24,2020/02/13,"I know I can be the life of the party but making the first attempt to talk to a stranger seems impossible As the (lengthy) title says I am well aware that I have the capability to entertain people and have conversations with them (they may be ridiculous conversations about nonsensical things but I could carry them for hours on end) but making the first move to meet new people or just say ""Hi."" to strangers I meet on the street or in class, seems absolutely daunting and truly frightens me to my core to the point where I worry about them till I fall asleep at night and start worrying again right when I wake up. I'm simply dying to find the ""golden ticket"" to curing this stupid, stupid problem I'm having once and for all. I just want to be easygoing and sociable and don't want to worry about every movement the muscles in my face make when I try to look somebody in the eye for longer than a millisecond. Any miracle makers out there?",9.399074585635358,7.2554943977900574,8.749772099447515,72.62863604972378,60.8232044198895,11.701933701657461,35.33218232044199,10.125756701596842,3.2554138121546945,750,23,143,12,8,238,114,181,0.156,0.716,0.129,-0.8609,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,4,3,11,6,3,0,13,0,11,5,4,4,1,29,23,15,1,4,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,8,0,0,4,2,0,3,1,4,1,2,0,4,18,2,31,18,1,26,0,0,2,0,12,12,0,5,11,98,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518080503149398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349129335405624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052288992753194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13699158279329668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031602341632567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413654450884843,0.2631241987397913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523186509811519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500250716095334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109247892485049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988372332520925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097299870716972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643895778669812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14938110944997865,0.0,0.14514718098529428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16471834734647914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21445720495573609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621300637909973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14799816229986454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13208721078718033,0.0,0.24599935285532035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816112533977199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094761192174028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431777039446655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275577876203837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501067852560153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18245657528524453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906677445190316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4712242358149865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ExaltedLordOfChaos,2020/02/13,"Does anybody else feel like they just HAVE to carry all the conversation by themselves? Example: you have to go somewhere because of school. Your roads cross with some girl from your class. Because you go to the same place, and social norms stuff, you walk together with her. Might be your crush, someone neutral, or even someone you secretly hate, it doesn't matter. Normally, with other people this person is talkative and nice. But with you, she will be completely silent the whole way, even if she knows you. If you say stuff, she will listen, react somehow etc, but never start a new topic herself. I know, it might be a bit specific example, but the point is: do you also feel like the responsibility of bringing up topics for conversation is always on you, or the other person will just stay silent, even if they are talkative with anyone else? Sorry for the rant *insecure laugh*",6.478414772727272,7.926167693750003,6.233977272727272,76.27511363636367,65.8125,9.068181818181818,29.54545454545455,9.339509955726095,2.6426250000000007,701,24,119,13,11,219,100,160,0.057999999999999996,0.9,0.042,-0.1771,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,12,2,0,7,6,1,1,9,0,16,0,0,1,2,32,26,11,0,4,10,0,2,2,0,5,0,2,0,3,7,7,0,0,5,0,0,5,2,2,0,0,0,4,20,4,16,18,6,15,0,0,0,0,28,5,0,9,5,91,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203545847423488,0.11657186262382208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795902577337227,0.14354585320306212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17080356750075906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294955481264624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468889580041973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225997611585697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340660041566793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562451017688372,0.2775980884899356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167442712573936,0.20017053915105276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924061941999998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383167068189906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15398720973890298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368885597327779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972413913208668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080513834939988,0.1353064809508961,0.0,0.0,0.13726523886100128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712556635831662,0.2446544582374092,0.1463714661202033,0.0,0.1324368752866411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114106960164096,0.0,0.14178556519857866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428111698796576,0.23740733595815594,0.0,0.0,0.15682703506798748,0.09916132296786648,0.1493246791183869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207549172119082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112024162708913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564132110543174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,skeletonpee,2020/02/13,"What's the difference between someone who is too shy to go to a restaurant alone or ask a girl out or pick up the phone VS someone who is shy of those things but does them anyway? I don't understand what the difference is between those who do and those who do not. You might say one experiences anxiety more, but you can't really prove that or measure it. You might say one is more of an entitled, pathetic loser, but you can't really say that either. One is mentally ill and the other is not?",6.939,5.6512509000000035,7.668000000000003,75.70900000000005,65.0,12.0,34.0,11.20814326018867,3.6038,390,14,80,10,5,131,57,100,0.187,0.785,0.027999999999999997,-0.9452,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,1,1,2,1,0,0,7,0,13,1,0,1,1,18,16,8,0,0,10,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,14,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,1,0,3,0,3,6,0,8,14,3,3,0,1,0,0,15,2,0,5,0,66,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18808011119209325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892149304463444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697690296103598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794612068355064,0.0,0.0,0.15891708459342402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17763707628267336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320597180587772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18300743950131346,0.3852922296325649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691652385102242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23267185400774046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4332405586146063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077337291282685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064522521441147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890492693328897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sciencevigilante,2020/02/13,"The anxious brain is something else Me: I haven’t had an issue in a while. My anxiety is finally controlled and I can socialize and have friends Also me: they only invited me out of pity and because I was in the vicinity and don’t really want me to come to their event. Me again: but now I have to go because I want to and want to be invited again and not look like a jerk. Still me: goddamn I’m sure I’m not actually wanted at this friend gathering",0.5302804642166343,2.817571776595745,3.183152804642166,87.46136363636364,86.55319148936171,7.247969052224373,24.502901353965182,8.296473431620573,1.8670978723404261,353,15,75,9,11,123,60,94,0.113,0.71,0.17800000000000002,0.7572,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,1,5,6,1,0,5,0,10,1,1,1,1,17,19,9,0,4,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,2,1,14,4,10,16,0,13,0,1,1,0,6,4,0,0,8,55,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.1969895488015663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614300794827557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15442494028128587,0.22804817176661665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461080969640229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253463026770133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738874356659932,0.0,0.0,0.2264069558794099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863095920615775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22113147596100236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119183076409685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147236160762692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21069293266212968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862025549270284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695144064085908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352620386658125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931885618569194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20577430412354894,0.0,0.15540429922716728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612083634433423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19025385544929954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.476257028409649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,juliansteur,2020/02/13,"Who here experienced feeling like you're often around the ""wrong"" people and can't feel connected to them? I'd like to connect and see what you think about that :)",6.071612903225804,6.947778903225808,5.680806451612908,81.94120967741938,66.41935483870968,8.780645161290323,28.403225806451612,8.841846274778883,2.0014387096774198,130,4,25,2,2,40,27,31,0.0,0.725,0.275,0.8176,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,5,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,2,4,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,2,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633724882433509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41278267566927657,0.29160848720990384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3988385702442965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282985094562602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252717590086928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615494004891145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4462878137237855,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Aldebaran92,2020/02/13,"Public restrooms Sooo... Anyone having problem using public restrooms? For me, it started in my teenage years, but it never was an overwhelming fear. Now I'm kinda struggling with it, I'm afraid of being heard or take too much time to start peeing, so I always think twice before I go in public places where I feel I could not pee easily (theater, pubs, mall, etc.) Good news: I'm on therapy and it got better lately.",3.5894394213381564,5.766798721518987,4.49497287522604,82.93696202531646,74.44303797468353,6.033273056057867,22.678119349005428,6.868970318607317,0.906401808318264,325,9,56,3,7,105,64,79,0.14,0.77,0.09,-0.5047,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,4,1,0,4,2,2,1,1,13,16,4,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,5,0,1,3,2,6,2,7,11,2,13,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,2,7,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906266926557708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16018964335518232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19494430104371246,0.0,0.0,0.20261729231646114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18291496350752556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555032262800194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577973256007223,0.11583810565004088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020085607814416,0.1921553273259111,0.18322944950894005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584309013967905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16841233372547984,0.0,0.17669339245963225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393571472363913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21921447027561952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243114523739663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23950146946331294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17225210368293206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26199188533717005,0.0,0.0,0.1467958268231068,0.0,0.0,0.1335880480185463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19786587340108489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753067511144574 socialanxiety,ktflutes,2020/02/13,"Social anxiety and illness anxiety I am wondering if anyone else experiences this. i have such a strong desire for connection with anyone. I don’t have a lot of friends so don’t really get invited places (obviously) and i’m too anxious to ask to go with anyone anywhere or make plans (obviously part 2), but when a time actually comes up i work myself up so much i feel physically ill. And then illness anxiety comes in telling me “what if you’re really sick? shouldn’t you stay home just in case?” so i cancel. and then from the anxiety triggered by social interaction i go down a different hole of questioning what illness/disease i have. it is a never ending loop of this to the point i can go days without speaking to someone. i feel so trapped in this. i was wondering if anyone has experienced this and can offer any tips. thank you!",2.788896602119109,5.397935167701867,4.814088417975885,77.41614176105223,79.31055900621118,8.508732188527588,28.10412860796493,9.168548406835145,2.9715258312020465,666,30,120,19,17,228,98,161,0.205,0.74,0.055999999999999994,-0.9742,1,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,3,8,3,0,0,7,0,12,4,0,2,3,29,26,17,0,5,7,0,2,0,1,1,4,1,1,0,7,9,0,0,5,0,0,5,5,0,0,0,1,4,15,3,19,24,3,21,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,8,7,84,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.12924975825086293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006891431428367,0.0,0.4052882261153023,0.14962809575282454,0.0,0.3704417843976461,0.13570822490223075,0.0,0.0,0.12382063306430255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281837707576231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541774914399239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383795588675777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064298001394132,0.0,0.1173092669208322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295591739641434,0.0,0.0,0.1339389790109548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232869231358156,0.0,0.06919840787845695,0.0,0.2258190812720625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285574854393542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260221876549525,0.0,0.0,0.08840980588226707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736423047261304,0.0,0.10215175935077424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434278510296482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383795588675777,0.0,0.1252057990928071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837163145787546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16969865661366396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270027310829566,0.11222242726884152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117152592757173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576504603853198,0.12193996126598905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723126452760744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767476636466918,0.2872675590559309,0.09642343505281284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,clueless8teen,2020/02/13,Atleast used to be comfortable with texts. But now I'm guilty of ghosting everyone. Can't sleep over that cringy joke I said in the groupchat 2 months ago.,1.9450000000000005,4.753604500000002,1.1016666666666666,100.5225,87.33333333333334,5.666666666666668,24.16666666666667,7.1686216300943375,0.8876666666666675,125,5,27,2,4,35,29,30,0.08900000000000001,0.735,0.17600000000000002,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,3,5,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,5,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39689774770673214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4278382638429496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573847252730254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4259067619653933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4480670246257429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38670677205588977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Kaon4,2020/02/13,"What do you do with your hands? I do tai chi every week and I’m ok when we’re doing it, but when they inevitably stop to talk for a minute here and there, I suddenly lose all ability to function like an actual human with actual hands that I’ve had with me all my life. I only realised I was wringing them when the instructor asked me if I had circulation problems. She thought they were cold. I’m mostly over the whole eye contact thing, but what do you with your hands when you’re just standing around? What do normal people do?",2.9582762201453785,4.7353833738317785,3.8242367601246094,88.82011422637592,75.07476635514018,6.9985462097611615,23.10384215991693,7.793537801064563,0.9936633437175492,419,12,87,6,9,134,71,107,0.096,0.831,0.07200000000000001,-0.5632,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,3,1,8,4,0,0,4,1,11,5,4,0,2,18,15,9,0,3,4,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,5,16,2,9,10,4,10,0,1,1,0,12,2,0,2,8,62,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.4970862159694738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267302935895013,0.23810307571104455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145893882632087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989682160969409,0.1244298743741794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28493572278914897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24954454135185625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19370509805337974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17657168786169264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24370629397235236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21293430680526965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047121574141937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692063579519341,0.0,0.0,0.20219736939190905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204298934233354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28435504383921784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Basically_Zer0,2020/02/13,I swear to god I’m being looked at like I don’t belong It’s not just normal glances. I really do feel like people are looking at me thinking “why are you here?” I just want to stay in bed and die.,-1.599469696969695,0.34314647727272884,1.215454545454545,99.4098484848485,95.5909090909091,3.8424242424242414,14.151515151515152,5.46131890053228,-1.074548484848485,151,3,37,1,6,52,34,44,0.115,0.6970000000000001,0.18899999999999997,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,11,1,1,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,5,10,0,4,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,0,2,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253063121272057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15848715574900926,0.22392509402307206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306266683787208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5264295336241305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071094442609688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173032222530814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20080082452269304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340905505211954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008428309360056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18487791883200655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828352624892566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,GoldenCoconut1,2020/02/13,"I ACCIDENTALLY IGNORED SOMEONE TODAY This has been on my mind for hours now, I was walking up the steps to the entrance of my uni and a guy from my class was walking behind me. I didn't recognise it was him though and I happened to have headphones on. Anyway, as I entered the building I held the door open for the person behind me but I was looking straight ahead and I heard a faint ""hey"" coming from behind me but I just thought it was directed at someone else, so I didn't say anything. I continue walking and notice that the guy from my class said ""hey to me"" but by this point he was already walking in another direction. I feel like he thought I was being rude and deliberately ignoring him. 😭",3.0661270983213456,4.9950981007194235,4.377859712230215,84.30669364508395,75.18705035971225,6.647721822541968,30.288369304556355,7.492282038375204,1.9450426858513183,552,26,107,7,12,182,81,139,0.08800000000000001,0.87,0.042,-0.7213,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,0,8,0,13,1,0,0,0,18,22,11,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,1,3,5,7,0,3,3,0,0,7,2,3,0,0,15,5,23,1,20,6,0,20,0,0,1,0,12,8,0,0,6,82,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22256819037864306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114878973360254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597238738370312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17373671793350826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684847975487558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019797268642995,0.14408624988323845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3994064968917883,0.17835240661128796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19862246988177626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853477593388353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16936747901927374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20364781259603976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22962360667460105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17610655171409753,0.0,0.0,0.19066075144960606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19185187671383316,0.16039072936474613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34177989306575624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19815785183457724,0.32023615852153875,0.0,0.0,0.19117704245148887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,drew-peacock69420,2020/02/13,Isolation Anybody else find being alone and isolated almost addictive?,11.830000000000005,16.519574,10.73,35.94500000000002,59.0,16.0,50.0,13.023866798666859,10.482000000000001,60,4,4,3,1,19,10,10,0.5,0.5,0.0,-0.7184,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4977368345081089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45719638266274,0.4728765612597739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814118885565808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4173035350111313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PannoneReddit,2020/02/13,Getting out How do I build the confidence to get out there and meet new people. Obv being on this subreddit u have social anxiety and have a hard time talking to strangers.,6.5163636363636375,6.994495333333332,6.578333333333338,77.28750000000002,65.36363636363636,10.236363636363636,34.68181818181819,10.125756701596842,3.5238,138,6,25,3,2,44,29,33,0.09300000000000001,0.8079999999999999,0.099,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,6,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,17,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144618733797883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4295266346112428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36823147690915103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39700695882613535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849791484723845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4190267002871895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303966621621579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396939912084405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,beepboopschloop,2020/02/13,"never got any effects from sertraline i was put on 25mg sertraline, then upped to 50 after 2 weeks for severe SAD about 9 months ago. I stuck to this for about 6 months, then stopped because i realised it wasnt doing anything. Anyways everyone talks about side effects and withdrawals, but i never got any of either, even after stopping cold turkey or whatever after 6 months of usage. just asking if this is a common thing because i cant find anytihng anywhere else. sorry if im just being dumb",6.1695087719298245,6.902113547368423,6.608157894736844,75.88627192982459,66.15789473684211,8.438596491228072,32.675438596491226,8.344100000000001,2.70338596491228,397,16,66,5,6,129,68,95,0.168,0.8320000000000001,0.0,-0.8994,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,7,2,1,0,1,0,6,0,0,2,2,15,10,7,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,5,1,5,0,15,4,1,19,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,3,15,45,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661588603892951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549383281310448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15425142859174626,0.0,0.17523595916451956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228529708763296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658641252056005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380578704944348,0.0,0.0,0.17911192180311092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17132151734134388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998341004654068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20247298222754948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4488509119667648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28913858841086576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18843419914880286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117597223363419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20982955552224705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31342516160804623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066135181155224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453026213078362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035723326865974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PippaThePig,2020/02/13,"Thought I was intimidated, but I might be jealous of my friends I have very few friends (which is how I like it). I am very close to them and I care so much about them. And they are amazing people, truly. They talk well with everybody, they are such good conversationalists. They are super funny and make everyone around them smile. They lighten up a room. But I as of recently, have been depressed and going through major social anxiety issues. I used to think that I got intimidated by my friends because in comparison, I am super super shy. And they bring me to events and I can tell they want me to be social and I always let them down. I find myself now holding a lot of resentment towards them because they are who I want to be socially. And it makes me upset that I would ever think of them like that. Has anybody gone through this? (holding resentment for your friends) How did you deal with it? I feel as though I want to talk about it but I truly have no idea what to do.",2.1854687500000023,4.605967442708334,3.395666666666667,87.81600000000002,80.30208333333334,6.131666666666668,24.18333333333333,7.365786028017652,1.0903283333333331,767,28,155,11,20,248,106,192,0.133,0.581,0.28600000000000003,0.9911,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,14,3,11,18,3,1,2,0,22,0,0,5,1,35,37,17,0,4,3,0,1,2,4,2,0,0,1,0,11,12,0,2,6,0,0,3,1,5,1,0,6,1,40,13,26,25,4,14,0,1,0,0,28,7,0,2,6,124,51,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129378373495866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383271464258884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082805302835632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16547891653219418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838529600392885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399311797722755,0.11690364046199947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277512546355193,0.0,0.1296953771059906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862892574238083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405432633558053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.419457175377115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713821659322184,0.11384348540620474,0.10855529977463788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15322211197043342,0.0,0.14166635981512024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879263463508806,0.0,0.13262117929786196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539238789407892,0.0,0.0,0.18120102296124435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14398757620820887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997768176584726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940977622641198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401653079333636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4150774718498049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21818850070713947,0.1186335868289978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17393999740932115,0.13335356856682945,0.10775408122265584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172267299814013,0.0,0.2239821447183,0.24017037032996924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203714287812407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964183598491903,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PiNKI_529,2020/02/13,"Do you guys also get misunderstood a lot because of social anxiety? Basically all of the teachers at my school hate me, think I'm dumb or a mentally ill liar. They even listen to my conversations behind my back. All because of one misunderstanding because I was too anxious to explain myself properly and because of my lack of social skills. I basically hate going to school now even more than I did. Great. Fuck me.",4.439220779220778,6.937889805194807,6.016883116883117,71.51675324675327,73.02597402597402,8.555844155844158,30.48051948051948,9.23628265651192,3.1654987012987017,333,15,55,8,7,113,54,77,0.332,0.622,0.046,-0.9754,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,1,6,6,5,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,2,8,12,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,1,2,1,12,1,11,10,5,4,0,0,0,1,8,1,2,2,2,43,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480163327723869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159327321320228,0.20909891259731272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232271454143372,0.0,0.4513163605559272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445002775756879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17111263769657914,0.09670183776683884,0.0,0.10519086026845798,0.0,0.0,0.2040622772924658,0.0,0.18326810898123708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654759302691417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573568211334088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865270939251461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254217120082366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37464173729569933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37735170511900973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185981396164894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,idontevenknow12397,2020/02/13,"my boss said I look better without my glasses on... so now I'm not wearing them.. I know it sounds weird, it's a really long story. But to shorten it down.. I worked with him for a few years. Discovered I needed glasses and got a pair. wore them to work and everyone had the same comment.. you looked better before.. now I'm back to being blind and squinting.. not really because I want people to think I look good.. more so they will stop randomly commenting.. even customers were stepping up and trying to start random conversations about my glasses.. I had no idea it was such a big deal to everyone.. and now I will never put them on at work again.. maybe getting contacts is the only solution.. who cares if I'm blind I'd rather struggle to see then watch in crisp detail as they stare pointedly at my face scrutinising like that.. no thank youuu",2.7073170731707314,5.047152597560976,3.9489634146341466,85.00685975609757,77.90243902439025,6.782926829268294,24.27439024390244,7.865858978985527,1.4433121951219516,662,23,126,11,16,216,111,164,0.107,0.81,0.083,-0.2244,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,5,5,11,8,0,1,6,0,8,4,2,1,1,23,26,11,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,6,6,0,1,3,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,7,10,19,6,19,16,3,22,0,0,8,0,14,9,0,3,12,84,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210662581227936,0.0,0.09597762236715353,0.0,0.13397495252475042,0.0,0.0,0.2784963907480884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605266937851606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16231991616842442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399160039719237,0.0,0.0,0.3008928070718323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225903847990702,0.0,0.0,0.13205823775322484,0.12592395195790795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17773737354794586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652820594995135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769201644008853,0.0,0.0,0.1393347585527588,0.3966449674295993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817567268793914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167442165975224,0.12143206413050375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974478044355767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091532345200342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883736434475306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582767203864349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017278829433552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14976720409196953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254640801795502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144109164107407,0.0,0.0,0.131631908883842,0.0,0.16459674804117708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449551264768353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088504164606116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689550134329796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928657321442904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151772328891603,0.0,0.34386769714293386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139006417822037 socialanxiety,LopsidedRat,2020/02/13,"Had an angry phone call in public which intensified my anxiety of what people think of me This will probably be buried but I just need some validation. So today I had a really annoying train ride home and I was extra irritable today. There was a a large group of people in a crowded train carriage being really loud and rowdy, some dude was taking a lot of space up infront of me so I could barely hold on to a pole, I nearly sat on a random dudes lap from the train moving too much and some dude was sitting on the floor and nearly head butt me in the vagina. So I was really mad because of all of this, which prompted a really angry and irrational phone call to my brother, whom I used the following words to: retard, stupid, “I fucking hate him, he’s so annoying” “he elbowed me in the tit and nearly head butt my vagina” “someone smelt like shit”. I repeated a lot of these words, and I feel really embarrassed but those were best of the moment statements. So now I feel like I’ve embarrassed and disappointed these random people who probably think I’m a terrible person now and will hold this against me even though I was told they probably don’t even care. TLDR: I used offensive language in a phone call and feel like I disappointed and made people around me hate me",5.980537634408607,6.308392000000005,6.89267741935484,75.09318279569895,66.5,10.323010752688171,29.03333333333333,10.203070172399654,2.8394943010752685,1008,31,187,23,15,337,126,248,0.265,0.667,0.068,-0.9961,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,14,19,9,2,18,0,15,10,9,3,1,38,33,19,0,2,3,1,3,3,0,2,0,1,1,1,11,12,0,2,6,0,0,3,1,14,0,0,12,4,26,5,27,16,9,25,0,2,0,6,18,15,5,7,9,132,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567068455706896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969326191912248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826698169201252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752473158270488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430574921022506,0.0,0.11417945762179305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941348400946297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793433105231366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987383222150024,0.1600088186851773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353130819822598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211303716960019,0.22986445210975776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112333319269558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641353679761165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19041676599883026,0.0,0.10596596496731116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902575876171187,0.08232422990336709,0.08303784882921739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105541345501503,0.09778379729268967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622267384171952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3587126184211315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149543022493794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488725847212108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420120706864173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351506364063804,0.11002786112809916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21230348313720165,0.10700954683505896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19344373765942274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,thetasteofink00,2020/02/13,"Dinner tonight..I am PANICKING something shocking I have a dinner in about 3 hours with my partners dad, his gf, partners brother and brother's gf. I am SO nervous. The last two dinners I had with them were probably the most awkward dinners I've ever had. The whole time in my mind, I kept saying ""Ok, ask them something. Ask them what? How do I reply to what they're saying? Say something funny. Say something...anything"" and while they're talking I cannot concentrate on what they're saying because I am so worked up about talking. If I sit back and barely say I word, I panic that they think I'm rude, shy and awkward. If I try to talk, I mess up what I say and it's awkward for everyone. I HATE THESE DINNERS OMG! Doesn't help the fact I don't have a social life, we don't go anywhere and all I do is work. I have nothing interesting to say and nothing to ask them !",1.7191705221414395,3.7366980617977528,3.2766754791804367,90.21971249173828,79.61797752808988,5.311830799735625,26.7627230667548,6.2272716619740125,0.978772240581626,677,29,139,5,17,223,96,178,0.21,0.773,0.017,-0.9829,0,0,4,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,5,2,7,11,2,5,6,1,16,6,0,1,3,21,24,13,0,2,2,3,0,0,4,0,1,8,0,2,7,10,5,1,1,0,0,1,4,9,0,1,4,8,26,2,14,20,3,13,0,0,0,0,30,5,0,3,6,88,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168867724179017,0.0,0.312486311102811,0.0,0.0,0.08567464537975106,0.0,0.06792023548260137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078523122633602,0.0,0.10646601680317233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06332221585098707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000359577714358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468207893842747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972567076386802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082168649574923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869882122278157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250183753124884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21381984929948025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072666579334088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012896406438077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7088414669026332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357805260980895,0.0,0.2573283056199692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686640931337288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139305617574385,0.0,0.0,0.06496955140345177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07564646262535722,0.0,0.10884056937652667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439578731108007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16222930851848866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,icecream-bear,2020/02/13,"I think about my social anxiety 24/7 It just struck me all of a sudden how much the thought of my social anxiety really consumes me. I never stop thinking about my social anxiety: whether it be think about ways to get rid of it, an awkward situation, my lack of relationships, etc.... I only ever stop thinking about it when I’m sleeping or watching a TV show. This is crazy to me. What do normal people even think about in their free time? I can’t even imagine what my mind and thoughts would feel like if I didn’t have SA anymore. Anyone else relate?",4.24722222222222,5.635835759259264,5.080555555555558,82.68250000000003,71.03703703703705,7.622222222222224,28.314814814814817,8.07648339933343,1.8656259259259251,434,16,83,6,8,141,74,108,0.125,0.789,0.087,-0.2924,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,11,3,0,1,4,0,7,1,1,1,3,24,17,6,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,9,2,1,0,3,1,0,0,3,2,14,3,12,12,4,9,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,2,8,59,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313168535767492,0.0,0.14317144526634404,0.10094347555762087,0.14791916528165275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205985654865622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610053130570007,0.19070365144405169,0.13058655102454594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299536188116322,0.10313449815689447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542483692182199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052952433128255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457676563160046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612500244679453,0.0,0.1113433101501751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141447203812871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979620846651214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008462371188508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248401728707004,0.0,0.0,0.15499415319532978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227248694128474,0.14446941740156768,0.4414862966109974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24139147368461036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4625168221401014,0.0,0.2292196203841425,0.08418048493965986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459034326003248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025528666381789,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FarAway555,2020/02/13,"Can’t get to posting on dating platforms I’ve been working on a Dating profile for a year now but I do not have the courage to put it up. I’m too anxious to put my pictures up on the apps. I really hate how appearance based all of this is . I’m not hideous not really good looking either but I have no deformities due to experiences in the past , i feel extremely self conscious . I’ve made a post before in make friends here subreddit and I felt like my heart was going to explode and my hands were so shaky even though I was just looking for friends . But this is 10x worse because now I have to put my picture which makes me super anxious . If it wasn’t for this mental insanity and paranoia of mine I wouldn’t be alone .",2.4021725571725594,4.245685391891897,3.839189189189188,87.81475051975053,76.83783783783784,6.716008316008318,27.600831600831604,7.61054688173877,1.5484401247401252,570,24,119,8,13,188,92,148,0.222,0.6779999999999999,0.1,-0.9623,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,9,8,1,1,6,0,14,2,2,4,1,23,27,10,0,2,9,0,3,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,5,7,2,0,0,7,5,14,6,18,18,2,22,0,0,2,0,3,8,0,3,8,80,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978019530094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485689237629767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404332626693493,0.0,0.1312748728415483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189579366492826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509084961787641,0.0,0.0,0.07800501224195913,0.0,0.14812617460080804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383817154816968,0.0,0.08060122144490335,0.0,0.08767684273923212,0.12939678680259967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15231254683820947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18281412606077868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536994498140814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591007581706559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459767455601076,0.2059567137536988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15547079507614675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14727093678703704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955015812353294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4652606166514909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19766233674978512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16094027752200707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515723382821466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231250659438334,0.0,0.15721726222114762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934668780668857 socialanxiety,babyjae_,2020/02/13,"What's a place you enjoy meeting new people that requires less talking than a coffee date? Hi! I can't be the only one uncomfortable with coffee, brunch, or dinner dates/meetings. I feel so much pressure to talk, and yet nothing to talk about. And I generally prefer hanging out with people when there's something to occupy yourselves with, and where you don't have to stare at someone's face straight away from yours all the time and kind of awkwardly look down at your coffee or poke at your salad half the time. What's something you can do when meeting someone for the first time, that's in public (\*\*very important\*\*), casual, and hopefully not too expensive? Thanks for any ideas!",6.134453193350829,7.705275393700791,5.708608923884518,79.26812773403327,66.71653543307087,8.164129483814524,30.646544181977248,8.515128840125781,2.4018580927384066,553,21,95,8,9,170,87,127,0.087,0.8370000000000001,0.076,-0.3445,0,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,6,0,2,8,7,0,2,6,0,6,4,1,0,1,19,10,10,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,9,3,1,3,1,1,1,3,2,0,3,0,3,9,5,20,9,3,20,0,0,2,0,13,10,0,3,9,66,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745917939430965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760971413415984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477050147445054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594283027217608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18616079535603708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115862405149843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951800417402709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15739442939946835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377829966407139,0.0,0.0,0.18102156207879133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17984463689196675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700776962511046,0.1425493547563306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598814427277933,0.0,0.19582499858567645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176185390536179,0.28858633931239297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4519486514824931,0.0,0.17256083873847766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278767266781389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15464980652587915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,burgerandlobster,2020/02/13,"We just cant believe we’re worthy I went on a date recently with a girl who I believed to be “out of my league”. Obviously, I was majorly nervous, overthinking what to talk about and getting bombarded by intrusive thoughts of what she may think about me - you know the deal. On top of this, I‘m a guy that struggles with positive self-image and often don’t believe girls are attracted to me til I get some kind of verbal confirmation. Even still, I’ll have some degree of doubt and opt to believe something bizarre instead (in some cases I’d just assume she had alcohol eyes or is just super desperate to have sex). The strange thing is at some points during this date I had moments where it felt like I could tell she was into me (given the body language, the attentiveness and her choice of conversation) but the anxiety beat me to a conclusion like HELL NAH NOT YOU BRO 😂😂😂 So I didn’t kiss her. Our next date she was all over me, told me I was interesting and found me really hot. I’m certain this has happened before, sometimes girls have been shocked that I couldn’t tell they were into me because they tried hard to make it obvious. I just couldn’t believe it myself. Whilst this isn’t going to change the way I think about myself for good, I let this be a lesson and I hope you can all learn from it too. We are worthy and there’s no such thing as “out of your league”. Whilst we’re worrying that we aren’t good enough, we may possess great qualities that others see as opposed to the flaws we identify. We can only allow ourselves to be accepted by others as much as we accept ourselves. PRACTICE SELF LOVE.",4.6827272727272735,5.6844745,5.312102272727274,82.88448863636367,69.625,8.568181818181818,28.92045454545455,8.841846274778883,2.1561875000000006,1280,46,254,22,22,413,182,320,0.10800000000000001,0.731,0.162,0.9746,1,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,8,4,2,5,16,20,1,3,12,0,32,6,2,2,5,60,51,15,0,4,7,1,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,5,20,20,1,1,13,0,0,2,9,5,0,0,15,5,44,15,40,27,9,25,1,0,2,3,34,12,1,11,12,180,64,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923517260553232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535129810052416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06801247748798582,0.0,0.09493846813256704,0.6285099949985552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392992199734867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180270317206418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890801441281167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502451688191499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528238211729665,0.0,0.07369141062796496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712539119281476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233153957005599,0.0,0.0,0.11658219624145835,0.0,0.06340821331748553,0.18716045888146665,0.0,0.12300711654596524,0.0,0.11047255739631016,0.09866162232946216,0.0,0.09994545353900858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081490285806386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161837395672663,0.06131635181307527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140886239339218,0.0,0.10901563970140128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069693397714216,0.0,0.07447432430193604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820173192697874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865673019219038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485456279659252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054703965591566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147506241037804,0.0,0.11016262947100516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890742152498668,0.0,0.2327851945773685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589259380823226,0.11034629840465396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910052391464507,0.0,0.0,0.1166379448109498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967632133121109,0.19503546004802305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824526221254594,0.14298002919012595,0.0,0.08857469189398136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661060756946518,0.0,0.07574919756676643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855964713032137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342717847044043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330548549338107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Bigdiqqqq,2020/02/13,"Overthinking talking to people So I want to talk to this teacher but I’m way too nervous to start a conversation. So I finally went right up and talked to him, he was very friendly and he told me to come talk to him next time. Instead of feeling great that I finally talked to him, I felt stressed because I was overthinking the conversation way too much. I was thinking of how he said that I should talk to him more next time when in reality, he’s just saying that and how he really just want to be left alone. I was also overthinking the way I talked and finding mini faults. Does anybody feel this way where they overthink how they converse with others way too much? How do you deal with it?",5.089870235198704,5.8607473138686155,5.419659367396594,83.31875101378753,68.56204379562044,8.716626115166262,30.55068937550689,8.841846274778883,2.2800095701540948,550,21,111,9,9,175,76,137,0.086,0.805,0.109,0.5082,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,2,0,15,5,0,2,3,0,7,0,0,4,0,22,19,13,0,3,3,0,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,7,7,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,8,5,17,2,16,9,3,20,0,0,0,0,27,5,0,0,8,73,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586263010923348,0.0,0.08946166376879565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06819435353039488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636530783490647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533211049830976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789738677621383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312873742623555,0.0,0.10741186130699512,0.2450942205381736,0.1022463134807592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642977458389015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233360568870884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154608398084595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16447329291561702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379480738344309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755593523009333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166619794847744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553558404949494,0.10641311392395847,0.08896278341699895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791815114164088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281456544772972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6294129092521763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168119011765164,0.0,0.0,0.1304635216776625,0.0,0.0,0.10689570107141833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230370781672466,0.1319665649661689,0.4439823476507653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370375898320093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TubandRub,2020/02/13,"Grade is suffering because of participation! Just some minor details; I have a deep accent (thanks dad) and if that doesn't make me hard to understand already I usually stammer from my anxiety. I've thankfully been improving on talking with my new meds, but it's usually one on one. I'm really passionate about my grades (I mean I can't be pretty, skinny or likable but at least I can kind of be knowledgeable right?) and my dream is to be rid of all my anxieties and issues and enroll in a nursing program. I started off with an A in Sociology but have noticed my score dropping in points. Why? Apparently I'm not participating enough. I'm really frustrated right now. I'm always focused, taking notes and nice to my instructor. But because I don't raise my hand or talk during discussion my grade is suffering. Seriously, what's with teachers not understanding social anxiety is a real thing? Even if someone is just shy - what's wrong with that? Why should it determine someone's grade? Anyone else have this happen to them?",4.381746323529414,6.752601010416669,5.900122549019611,72.87772058823529,72.75,9.517647058823533,31.08578431372549,9.916854025145753,3.6317618872549033,822,38,139,24,17,278,118,192,0.17,0.735,0.095,-0.9353,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,0,5,11,1,0,5,0,17,3,2,1,1,30,30,13,0,3,12,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,9,1,0,4,1,0,0,5,6,0,2,1,2,18,5,20,25,4,17,0,2,0,1,6,11,0,5,5,93,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758431761868945,0.0,0.11128156574581298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069299182336729,0.0,0.0,0.09351342186384204,0.13703141513920533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16305211222189805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172177764061204,0.0,0.0,0.138188142826569,0.0,0.08833335146204177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826496041773878,0.0,0.11980387943807527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958877470743428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926859336676914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892718243198416,0.0,0.0,0.14568098334833446,0.14855388522445953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916596438337025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15226274357786754,0.0,0.0,0.1812500219246572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642658796607958,0.0,0.0,0.1360606480976782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222426685357632,0.17135326233723502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284247590187929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13633007341989506,0.22663324982822194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466115607073952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055508771513334,0.21498869250758484,0.0,0.2462578147542138,0.0,0.0,0.08885025227508657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784540414723611,0.0,0.0,0.2945892389468144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413573004331224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14622260723720132,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,principess-a,2020/02/13,"Could need a bit of help Hey guys First I am really sorry uf this post may sound a bit unlogical. English isn‘t my first language but I tried my best to explain my situation. Second this is my first post on this subreddit and I hope I didn‘t break any rules. If I broke a rule please tell me and I gladly remove/eddit my post. I am not sure if I have social anxiety but I could really need some help and don‘t know where else to post. I always had problems with starting at a new place. If it is a new school, new job or what else I always felt kinda anxious (even all people around me told me how good I am at meeting new people). I was afraid of attending a new school weeks before it startet and when I met new people I always thought they where judging me. When they laughed, I thought it was because of me or that they are talking about me behind my back etc. But I had to start college this summer and it was worde then ever. I met some kind people bit I still feel very insecure around them, don‘t really feel a part of the group, think they would be better off without me. This lead to me not going to most of my classes anymore. I mostly stay at home in my bed doing nothing because I even got afraid of leaving the house. I don‘t know why it turned that bad but I can‘t do anything without feeling anxious. I stay in my room upstairs when my boyfriend invited some of our friends. I don‘t like to meet them anymore and try my best to avoid them. I know my life shouldn‘t be like that but I don‘t know how to change it. I think I won‘t pass my classes because I missed them too often. I am loosing my friends because I avoid them. I am even loosing contact with my family... Probably the best thing to do would be to go to a therapist. But they are too expensive for me. I don‘t have a lot of money as a student with a minimum wage job. This is why I am posting here. Maybe you guys have any tricks and tips how to handle this situation? I would be do glad about anything that may help me! Thanks to y‘all!",1.3847833238797485,3.626007904878049,2.6627509926262043,92.95465399886557,82.14634146341461,5.374929098128192,22.21781055019852,6.613842558306772,0.4554764605785589,1571,52,334,16,43,505,188,410,0.085,0.743,0.171,0.9932,3,2,0,0,0,0,36.0,1,2,10,8,22,26,1,5,14,0,45,1,0,4,3,70,72,26,0,13,15,0,4,2,2,7,1,1,3,2,19,12,0,2,13,0,3,5,15,10,0,4,13,5,74,16,40,46,15,46,0,2,0,0,32,13,0,16,22,247,93,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16547032077145424,0.0,0.0,0.09015597674406514,0.0,0.05070999823645593,0.1497727292890339,0.13147940393473515,0.0,0.0,0.10909844989418704,0.11802042115672813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05097123923773229,0.055347557989970486,0.1616337508732784,0.0,0.05640604957061264,0.0,0.20869492156312536,0.058626186931737614,0.2171073818934394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012372047767504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585085528095316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074992975072467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392843786580168,0.1313474330027713,0.05996112513448337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06249025399530545,0.0,0.10055133534778668,0.0,0.06364669922265573,0.0,0.0,0.16915314872767656,0.0,0.0,0.10242760529212701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534578751736093,0.05559907553271981,0.053016422416369384,0.0,0.0,0.1312707203151316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329397847410812,0.0,0.06649208479546924,0.06583875879529176,0.0,0.07648724034635636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156085913083754,0.0,0.0,0.06902856031107918,0.14572020163746582,0.0,0.0,0.07018922653992789,0.0,0.0,0.04682104520530645,0.06476975769593156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05635553117099245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659502143023815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830315210995376,0.0,0.3841271178389163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06360494778887955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07178324564210686,0.0,0.18382250237386236,0.0,0.06925665967054323,0.07276411673346939,0.0,0.0,0.3174270231339921,0.0,0.07146947780835143,0.06342848808998817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273970180692046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341736186080082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902056634517086,0.0,0.06757208116905238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420378358391529,0.09383771549608648,0.14130798517277066,0.05293753593832223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624754826308461,0.0,0.0,0.053279636019146176,0.057938473433838025,0.06102891544638767,0.0,0.07696526416796064,0.04403867985995509,0.08494911254355225,0.0,0.10525024386737096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06334084943228149,0.0,0.09001015240563956,0.07210210939980853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05469439088999735,0.0,0.0,0.05317208803104469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962888808383995,0.0,0.0,0.1277981793697677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126688899768827,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Ayyriss,2020/02/14,"First date tommorow Okay so i have my first ever date tommorow (im 22) and I'm so nervous. He wants to go eat and stuff and I hate eating in public. :( Do you guys have some tips for me? Thank you in advance <3",-2.0700000000000003,-0.3669394130434771,0.248152173913045,103.52483695652175,106.17391304347824,2.3000000000000003,14.445652173913045,3.1291,-1.5581652173913043,161,4,39,0,8,53,34,46,0.18100000000000002,0.7340000000000001,0.085,-0.7133,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,3,3,4,1,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,6,8,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,6,2,4,8,1,9,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,5,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5498764234544721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430466044629925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4570972535986427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15270342055467234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660465657244275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652769667443893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902326409004777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30758717968059723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473747889159152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15848105165419538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Bootleg_Buddha,2020/02/14,"Here's my rant.... I'm not made for this modern society. I don't fit in. My brain doesn't fit it. I cannot think like the other masses think. It's not me. I'm not wired that way. I play along but eventually the real world catches up. I'm not mad that I don't belong here with everyone else, I just know there is something else out there for people like me. Somewhere without the hurt and anguish. I just don't want to leave as a failure to my children. I just want to end this but it's so hard knowing my kids are out there.",-0.5843609022556393,1.5061923684210576,1.5593984962406005,98.38578947368424,90.22807017543859,4.309774436090225,17.791979949874687,5.773587663045528,-0.5351809523809523,406,11,97,3,14,135,67,114,0.19399999999999998,0.7190000000000001,0.08800000000000001,-0.877,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,9,6,1,1,4,0,7,1,1,1,0,23,17,5,0,2,10,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,5,0,0,4,1,0,1,10,3,0,0,1,1,13,3,13,16,0,12,0,1,0,0,2,8,0,0,4,61,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572919300547954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3850729694316797,0.0,0.20413689033577406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22023353903801424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064648297714012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24673363158670825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533315862006445,0.0,0.0,0.2440450657321165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252017945427144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180857705929777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978582784835127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26233672474058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17743478198654933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953645848025251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718861782642854,0.18294431434283065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221745175308198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Simpleusername7,2020/02/14,"I impulsively went to a sort of group meetup party event for people with mental health issues yesterday, what do I make of this? I've had this thought a long time that I should go try to socialize but haven't done it for long. I've had some flyers lying around for places where you can meet people, one is for people with mental health issues.. So I'd just done another social thing and felt socially warmed up a bit so after that I called this meeting place, they have staff there and I asked about it.. One of the organizers told me about the place and the people there and I decided to go even though this particular party didn't fit me very well, it seemed ok. The organizer said there would be pretty many people like 20-30, there was supposed to be dancing and karaoke which I definitely won't do. Different ages. And some food snacks etc. Well I went there, was a bit late and they were talking (well 1 organizer was talking they were listening) that was pretty embarassing, had to go through the whole crowd at the tables and find a chair which was a bit hard so I just sat down at a random chair, which might have been occupied by someone standing and talking now that I think of it, maybe not though anyways not a huge deal but still.. Felt a bit awkward like the person next to me was annoyed or something, but who knows I can be a bit paranoid, I pretty quickly stood up again and went to put my jacket on the hangers, Hmm what else, well after some more awkwardness they took pretty good care of me introduced me to some nice people, 1 of the other visitors showed me around. (people at this place knew each other a bit before) .. Might have talked a few words with some people, eventually we got snacks and sat down, I was directed to a table with only girls, some around my age, talked a bit to them went pretty ok although my voice gets kinda hard to hear when Im anxious. And there was some awkwardness. And after that.. Ah who cares people never are interested and reply to posts like this anyways.",5.869030264279622,6.293488506393862,5.853264066496166,82.11481511082694,66.74936061381075,8.767306052855927,27.28910912190963,8.59863814320734,1.7547722932651315,1590,43,312,22,24,500,194,391,0.073,0.7559999999999999,0.172,0.9932,2,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,1,1,5,0,31,19,1,3,23,3,35,5,0,1,1,57,63,25,0,2,8,0,5,3,0,5,2,4,0,2,25,23,3,0,9,2,0,10,6,4,5,2,32,9,29,15,44,23,19,48,0,0,0,0,30,18,0,14,21,218,54,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624356851701326,0.0,0.06726627332056324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15901681056267675,0.055664362394796565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0506664299350239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.455036249112305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06079972728747207,0.0,0.12141544863565945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06138588224606462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062209421178106114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186565627996825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04974026366621658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640582075588042,0.039327374528324466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434060889952168,0.0,0.05442092520726116,0.0,0.0719992375870927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03110858956187869,0.0,0.1015184211589373,0.049941569855980486,0.047621715617611436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667708082223176,0.0,0.0,0.12658215595772884,0.06710892087698442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431630534968126,0.12429416368806448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032723096381442024,0.0,0.0671667296174487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726862850325688,0.0,0.0,0.10538678534590476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03974519716215967,0.060366925708168026,0.0598186189779631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001002134164615,0.12633073504272127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04592298077505856,0.0,0.06332430915366079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069531357656079,0.045284886570924617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715145364333663,0.051990366152011934,0.24883768471242446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057025422448590525,0.30288152649813804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05985683303245201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05663871798191805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05420541402139585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18208877286272016,0.050450314343590937,0.045838859334085165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04755085626399206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239290729086448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039557506766399284,0.0381525411856954,0.11700074951783965,0.04727023206858847,0.03471981196090772,0.0,0.0,0.056895576524430086,0.06615410152449704,0.04042556707141889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04912894175291846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141440583736706,0.22078662082613448,0.0,0.06647726898019349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04229740715181017,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,NBAX16,2020/02/14,"How do I go outside and get a job I’m 18, and I need to get a job but too scared to go there or even walk out the door since thoughts of what’s going to happen when I go there usually prevent me from going the first place but, I really want to do it.",3.8283908045976993,2.133153793103446,5.581034482758621,89.48408045977013,71.41379310344827,9.11264367816092,26.229885057471265,7.793537801064563,1.0439126436781605,192,4,51,2,3,67,40,58,0.071,0.872,0.055999999999999994,-0.4235,2,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,11,14,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,6,0,1,0,1,1,0,5,0,7,13,0,11,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,32,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421007982944387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857180496318139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22814501287742395,0.0,0.6204321118591074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19307542508671746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4333332193242333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16189473698694162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22811656516193055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987280699582053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185942606702159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18061131210691092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17333585122133782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404682770565471,0.0,0.12878131113279265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,nickneim,2020/02/14,"Am i empty or i don't open up with others Maybe wrong subreddit and sorry for My English. I'm 25 yo and i feel like people tend to avoid me becouse we never get a real connection also after years. I was wondering if the problem is the way i act o the person i am. I hope someone Will understand this.",0.43595982142856826,2.5531651406250013,3.647589285714286,85.19562500000002,85.09375,6.1571428571428575,21.642857142857146,7.447530270364453,1.0829044642857142,235,8,47,4,7,85,53,64,0.17800000000000002,0.736,0.086,-0.5719,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,4,0,6,0,0,0,1,15,13,5,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,1,10,2,5,11,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,4,4,33,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21049869819025294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309305323044807,0.18804599222944995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752273537155246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614390370449102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859707102245252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644420793052933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203013187725502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824851306706477,0.2298354720316502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251868096405349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29960449020190405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22302731581850269,0.0,0.0,0.2946557025108292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27402359316413616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20893353032528014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28545324752464185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28779215431817146,0.0,0.16950646668076494 socialanxiety,PreparedCampaigner,2020/02/14,"My neighbors definitely heard me have sex, and are now acting weird with me. In hindsight I would have been a LOT quieter. Help, is there a way to fix this?! I really like them as people and we babysit each other’s dogs, which is extremely convenient for all involved. The weirdness was the husband not stopping to chat as he normally does, and reading but not responding to a text I sent asking him if he could let me in because the apartment bdlg lock system was broken.",7.142666666666668,6.989505711111118,7.032222222222224,76.705,64.1111111111111,9.866666666666667,35.77777777777778,9.3871,3.2597111111111112,374,16,68,6,5,119,71,90,0.08,0.8440000000000001,0.076,-0.345,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,6,0,11,1,0,0,1,16,14,7,0,4,4,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,3,6,0,1,0,2,0,2,2,2,0,0,5,1,10,1,9,6,3,9,0,0,0,1,14,3,0,2,3,51,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987775280597333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948217186645019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25517004259971104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279679125281313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21421732225809972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268068245095319,0.0,0.15613763144923545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717076447131755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131345573057168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22156644666226047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196807863487515,0.0,0.2047402919986582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671951449446995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536790791263085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22703062082204445,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sorikushin,2020/02/14,Just me? Do strangers go out of their way to just stare at you or is it just me 😭 like I’ll be walking home and everyone who crosses paths w me just stares,-0.7718571428571437,1.1452774571428606,0.9710714285714308,103.68517857142858,88.71428571428572,4.642857142857143,20.17857142857143,5.985473137389443,-0.36657142857142894,121,4,32,1,4,39,30,35,0.0,0.925,0.075,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,4,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,4,3,0,6,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,1,1,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5417558225830226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222171747023509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5687084151301383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769886548220116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4500274932537855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,1999Meh1999,2020/02/14,"I Think I'm Slowly Ruining My Life I don't know if I'm in the right place but here goes. I'm not a very social person and I prefer to keep my friend group small to avoid all the unnecessary drama and conflict. But being a college student, this is rarely the case as your friends have friends and expect you to be friends with their friends. And this is partly where the current predicament herein lies. My friend is having a birthday party this weekend and everyone is planning to get high and I am not a fan of Mary Jane. That already causes internal conflict. On top of that is that I don't feel very comfortable around people I don't know. I already have severely abhorrent social skills so the only thing I would be thinking about is at what time I can leave. Now this isn't the first time I've bailed on them. Each time I use a different excuse because the one time I told them that I didn't want to go, they reacted badly. Each time the excuses become slightly more outlandish and I know they're getting sceptical. I'm afraid it'll reach a point where I where I don't get invited because they know that I won't go. This time I bailed because I'm: 1. Broke, 2. Really stressed out, and 3. I'm just not up to socialising. I just don't know what to do and needed to vent so yeah.",2.0747328244274783,4.177236519083969,3.3147572519083965,89.96344885496185,78.84732824427479,6.329404580152673,24.220458015267177,7.404127859558343,1.0598895877862593,1016,36,211,14,25,329,140,262,0.16699999999999998,0.6990000000000001,0.134,-0.8097,3,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,5,4,11,14,1,3,14,1,25,1,0,3,1,43,49,15,0,6,8,0,1,0,6,3,1,0,0,1,14,14,0,4,9,2,0,2,11,7,0,2,2,1,28,7,20,41,5,28,0,2,0,0,20,16,0,1,10,131,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397970701319216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672198552765257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071863412159424,0.1986970198824892,0.11999594756919404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116139987551946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351665362136296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382021453664496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05493696038348887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241806484471833,0.0,0.0,0.5036586681998519,0.0,0.170296214901341,0.0,0.12349717275023163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479522484771905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657356186479132,0.0,0.0,0.29855738303010826,0.0,0.0,0.11504519789124674,0.0,0.0,0.07674306551953954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056297344571492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362439471918418,0.0826336057433618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765791001378717,0.0,0.07532458044125531,0.09486943093762193,0.11351665362136296,0.0,0.10270984705627816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960429625757887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278693841275763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274414557031202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22151101624106895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445878745753433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218256831019071,0.13923771417682299,0.0,0.0,0.38012990253177004,0.0,0.0,0.10382021453664496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938391523866912,0.0,0.17929609239678654,0.06408488343838112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718220208137244,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fildarae,2020/02/14,"I worked up the courage to go out with friends on Tuesday night I had a great night! Saw a show, had a drink, and a very good time...then my bank saw the activity from that night on my card, classed it as suspicious and froze my account. Which speaks volumes about what my social life is usually like. But it just gave me the opportunity for another success story - I just survived the perils of calling the bank to unfreeze my card. Very happy with my little success! I’m really hoping to work up to a point where I can go to my city gym rather than relying on home workouts. Just trying to keep the momentum I have going now, rather than sinking back into old habits.",3.9959541984732856,5.504913366412215,4.741900763358782,84.39804198473283,71.82442748091603,7.682748091603054,28.367175572519088,8.238735603445708,1.8811215267175567,525,20,104,8,10,169,87,131,0.017,0.7290000000000001,0.254,0.988,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,6,9,10,0,0,11,0,5,2,0,0,0,14,14,4,0,3,6,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,5,6,1,1,0,4,3,3,0,0,0,0,5,4,13,10,22,9,0,21,0,0,2,0,5,10,0,1,9,67,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18253198133334536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385231837854886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777492255601649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705264497668688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344892986647746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967911460486097,0.1460051839243784,0.0,0.19191742510821064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853052276941385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17461062035761052,0.17289496264379914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472515127568087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122953758695311,0.08504386354020106,0.17446808394431776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4900705467232567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826615952954058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16455638910299422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151639289197167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744672990892618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150406857034593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818495839299302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917181433492979,0.28725889864216825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25345618832617645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,loveisfourwalls,2020/02/14,"My favorite celeb tried to pull me on stage last weekend and I didn’t because of stage fright. Is that justifiable or did I screw up? I can’t help but feel like I’m the only person in the world who would turn that kind of thing down, but at the same time, I just kind of panicked in the moment. I’m still flattered I was their first choice, and I’d go back if I could, but I just don’t know whether to look back on it with regret or just feel lucky that they wanted it to be me. Is stage fright justifiable for something like this? It was a concert btw. They wanted to sing to me on stage. I was just in shock, never in a million years thought my favorite celeb of all time would even do that, I could barely process what was happening.",4.711594516594516,4.424058370129874,4.798917748917752,91.133455988456,69.1948051948052,7.623665223665223,26.85137085137085,6.42735559955562,0.7809128427128429,575,15,134,3,9,179,87,154,0.11,0.757,0.133,0.5954,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,3,1,8,11,1,2,6,0,16,1,0,0,2,29,28,9,0,8,11,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,11,3,0,0,4,3,0,2,4,5,0,2,7,4,17,6,21,16,2,28,0,1,1,1,7,11,1,4,13,93,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929197408434586,0.0,0.11610890064035467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.304150002635238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580380822271015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926149696182258,0.13607198948764654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16201390309893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824863630593166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16843221901586064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766819816604216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966909241270773,0.10467747188816937,0.1552586809865475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18610829285803687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599470445190675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690240413276862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14486121318504666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16631128142321094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466333091892449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210979308960693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653997513677084,0.0,0.0,0.1512121081339082,0.2221294768768631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931680154453884,0.20717694444462406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246885847033719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27060921108841296,0.0,0.0,0.1226566005412634 socialanxiety,xAcedia91,2020/02/14,"Failed trying to go to target last night :( The only mug I own broke recently and I really want a new one. I tried to go last night, but by the time I was out of my second job it was like 7:00 PM and very crowded. I sat in my car and tried to work through it, but that was the first time I wasn't able to. I felt so defeated. I needed a few groceries anyway, so I drove to a smaller, less crowded grocery store and got what I need. No mug though. I'm going to try again tonight. Hopefully I succeed, cause that felt like shit",1.033482142857146,2.609441098214288,2.790500000000001,95.00450000000002,79.98214285714286,5.908571428571428,21.021428571428565,6.742157984588678,0.18888999999999967,401,11,95,4,10,133,71,112,0.159,0.7120000000000001,0.129,-0.5485,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,5,5,8,1,0,6,0,4,1,1,1,0,14,17,9,0,4,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,1,5,2,4,0,3,9,2,13,4,12,8,3,18,0,3,0,0,2,2,1,1,13,58,18,4,0.1644273470180745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891217898485056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157520775773765,0.0,0.0,0.13986181737582498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28034355162021224,0.0,0.13150757013436468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16331345638211173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631687703595778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680604672907901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16066179241384634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24384158872510656,0.0,0.1588049563617085,0.0,0.3086078531250052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142022575263516,0.12505440678727314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533636890262878,0.0,0.16235216851740036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16878230882958525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615490336020182,0.0,0.19175781667187394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4465415013229823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13566978151475292,0.09698350943692292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970506694940965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Choche_,2020/02/14,"Searching for someone to expose myself Hey there, Im somewhat fucked up by my social anxiety and I really want to change something. But first, I want to just shortly introduce myself. I'm Jonas, 19 years old and I suffer from social anxiety for my entire youth. I'm from Germany and my mother language is German too, but my English is okay I guess. My hobbies are playing guitar, doing sports at home with dumbbells and just sitting in front of my PC for hours and hours everyday. I broke up with my girlfriend a few weeks ago and so I'm even more lonely now because I don't have many friends. I want to overcome my social anxiety so badly and therefore I search for someone to take just the first step. My idea was to talk to someone on discord in voicechat for just 5 minutes or so. No matter what we talk about, I just want to expose myself. My main intention is not to build any serious friendship (I would not exclude it but my main intention is just exposure). Please be aware that I'm shy and my German accent if probably really horrible but I think it works for just talking a little bit with easy words 😅 I would be glad if someone is interested in exposing too. Just write me a DM if you are interested. :) We would get to know each other by chat first of course.",3.4754209523809543,5.374384904000003,4.581657142857143,83.41806666666669,73.96,7.3219047619047615,27.904761904761905,8.11559375814309,1.9569561904761907,1006,40,189,16,21,329,141,250,0.17300000000000001,0.687,0.14,-0.861,0,2,1,0,0,0,23.0,2,1,0,4,17,12,1,0,4,1,16,1,0,3,0,50,30,19,0,10,18,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,5,14,0,0,3,4,0,2,4,6,0,3,1,0,31,6,33,24,7,24,0,3,0,1,15,9,1,6,12,133,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272099088700952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880265193003709,0.0,0.26594458746163746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675530131169703,0.07063962185430904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651139402813974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258610768598226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765379173489099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957034504744439,0.0,0.0,0.08952891665492436,0.10712957098644224,0.06054273099297264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765533515074048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162374986877351,0.0,0.22823772136230486,0.0,0.0,0.13081487691761964,0.12517072705923354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368484233391637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161426128433395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748454672792512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159699621915875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272018910121039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493868042361984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14847191477693567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543764518908777,0.39274037850406174,0.08921040036765432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712764618537623,0.27942085020684315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425148713699414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733970706963985,0.0,0.09295227442099747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436231798966341,0.0,0.0,0.2469543536647853,0.0,0.0,0.07462318420366205 socialanxiety,johnmque,2020/02/14,Need advice about a girl There is a girl in one of my classes that I sit next to. She is one of the very few girls that I feel comfortable enough around to talk to and this has led to me catching feelings for her. However I have no idea if she has them back and my social anxiety prevents me from just straight up asking her. What can I do?,3.1054166666666667,3.7856420416666654,3.9565555555555565,92.344,73.02777777777777,7.426666666666668,25.511111111111113,7.554174236665415,0.9642077777777788,265,8,62,3,5,85,54,72,0.055,0.8540000000000001,0.091,0.3818,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,1,0,11,11,3,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,13,1,12,11,2,9,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,1,2,50,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705449617228952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117975915443085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24646462062061136,0.25882727576744363,0.0,0.0,0.21288870211041336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28607099626272875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27997806341754805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125419035645569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20528861745388546,0.0,0.0,0.29444437559262404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752157984328812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822245029571517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22253005284271551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284389797741395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,johnscottfrvr,2020/02/14,"(25M) How do I accept loneliness? Long post, thanks if you read this, I appreciate it. I’ve been diagnosed with Depression, OCD, Borderline Personality Disorder and of course social anxiety. I’m sitting here, alone, very jaded on this bullshit holiday. Not jealous or envious of anyone in particular but I just feel inadequate and hopeless. My mental issues stem from years of traumatic bullying when I was in elementary school so I don’t handle rejection well. I’ve gone on about 8 or 9 first dates in my life that never went anywhere (I’m a virgin, not even a kiss) and left depression and rage whenever it doesn’t work out. I’ve gone on dating sites a lot over the years, sent out a shit load of messages and got literally 2 replies that of course also went nowhere. I like knowing anyone I ask out a little before I do it. Like if they’re in my class or something. But now that I’m graduating from my trade school in a little over a year my options are going to dry out soon. I’m not always this negative, just when I’m very down. I was over 300 pounds like 10 months ago but then I started going to the gym to get my rage out and I’m like 240 with muscles really starting to develop. So I don’t think it’s my looks, it must just be something about my personality don’t like. So rather than deal with all of that is there a way I can just not care? I want to get to a place where I not only don’t need anyone but I can push them away and not feel sad. Thanks again for reading.",1.9618634391413567,4.059709728476825,3.8660812970997966,85.89281456953645,79.19867549668874,7.344325188399178,23.327700388216485,8.326086129247049,1.4368815711349618,1166,39,244,24,29,394,166,302,0.249,0.69,0.061,-0.9965,0,1,2,0,0,1,31.0,0,1,1,2,23,21,5,0,11,0,16,5,1,1,3,48,45,24,0,6,20,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,0,2,12,15,0,0,5,4,1,8,13,10,1,1,9,3,25,11,39,34,2,53,0,5,1,2,9,24,1,7,23,151,37,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039243096841012,0.0,0.0,0.11729651322827092,0.0,0.090568816000349,0.09423601885132557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663864904864083,0.0,0.0,0.2375685279017891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587677294120734,0.0,0.10640543005960028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096370422065116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546953323186017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675942805678892,0.19509021821030814,0.11494996037517995,0.0,0.0,0.1297983700706508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480289585960412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452878666316868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963334043104866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834060184518097,0.0,0.12872919481423198,0.0,0.09057920282561104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820727284526147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622411844213462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305030391647948,0.0,0.07999432547242379,0.2766497979262947,0.2270196021607944,0.0,0.10022582010312536,0.0951044509958756,0.0,0.0,0.0962841107646347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413293203774022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039789610407972,0.0,0.0,0.08397606578801442,0.08734811285216151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613442150172389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977772476100924,0.11832584579274688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846558632332848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22656837848358224,0.0,0.07255311853147331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22923726007563436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625313257046427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544772292425452,0.0,0.1743762182050092,0.0,0.0,0.1603228787838316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20853728933390286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256829623949017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18689206476213188,0.06679987291264725,0.08989538950607084,0.0,0.0,0.10182853476489837,0.2099743347087207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244992685505151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187947021573128 socialanxiety,Esjayde,2020/02/14,"Has your SA ever caused big problems in your life? Something bigger than the normal discomfort we all experience, like a cop pulls you over and thinks you're up to something because you're so nervous or a rumor being started because of awkward behavior?",11.265,9.372122021739132,10.3104347826087,62.10739130434784,57.04347826086956,11.808695652173913,46.91304347826088,10.125756701596842,5.2014695652173915,207,11,30,3,2,66,39,46,0.205,0.7440000000000001,0.05,-0.7718,0,0,2,0,0,0,3.0,1,3,0,0,2,5,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,1,2,9,4,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,6,3,1,8,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,3,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3815130221582962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32146073961338234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830590757001411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061012340370957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22102857058475636,0.15287961746559087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066005990472551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994274902537509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4818107537779697,0.0,0.0,0.2214903152214165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20051005734294197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,papayoongles,2020/02/14,"My teachers are forcing me to socialise This is my first time posting here and I'm new so I'm still trying to figure everything out. Please bear with me as english isn't my first language. I'm an international student from Asia and I came to my current school last July. I started boarding while my family are still here in the city because my mom is diagnosed with cancer and she needs to have treatment asap. Every weekend I would go to my parents' rented house and go back to the boarding house every Sunday evening. There's a lot of activities that every boarder has to join but I try to avoid them. My boarding house captain had a meeting with my parents and said that they are concerned about my absence and I'm not supposed to stay with my family most of the time, which I completely understand. But they're making all the social activities compulsory for me. They asked me to organise games for the new boarders / junior students every weekend. I have stated that I am not comfortable and in fact I do have close day-student friends and I don't need to get to know everyone in the boarding house. They kept on saying that it's 'beneficial for me in the long term' and i have to 'get over it'. Worst thing of all the only 2 girls I know in the boarding house haven't been back yet so I'm all alone. And I'm not allowed to go home unless it's an exeat weekend which there are 2 every 3 months. I just find it unreasonable but I'm too passive to say no to anyone. Life's been really hard recently as well so I'm just a little stressed out. Thanks for listening to my rant, just typing this out already helped.",3.156815754339121,5.156095361370717,4.320323765020029,84.5071612149533,75.13707165109035,6.828704939919894,27.352136181575432,7.7094869923839395,1.6713612817089452,1285,51,247,18,28,420,162,321,0.08900000000000001,0.85,0.062,-0.8639,5,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,4,2,19,7,0,2,14,0,20,3,0,2,4,47,46,20,0,3,10,3,1,0,1,1,3,4,2,1,13,19,0,2,5,4,1,4,7,3,1,2,6,5,34,4,43,39,7,42,0,0,0,0,20,12,0,2,23,168,47,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954478956576558,0.10169864577926478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443901709332768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861552905378775,0.0,0.0,0.1417276284206936,0.0,0.05617866204205645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540420199509662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662591068996204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059434286616596665,0.0,0.0,0.09353843112445928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608694905107985,0.0,0.388235453006048,0.08806091931883041,0.08282566893442532,0.0,0.17375672301891326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423074334917696,0.15677909717708385,0.0,0.0,0.07120104298012499,0.0,0.09629750370329512,0.0,0.15712654728463132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255546723760876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06177156547631287,0.0,0.09244198912701164,0.0,0.0,0.5316897990341545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129525444113044,0.07512107099571676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509392155619677,0.0,0.09236652779744974,0.0,0.08155693085939406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834943686576709,0.0,0.0,0.06151618129935117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793433696915716,0.07355963717542299,0.0,0.0,0.1366679800528457,0.0,0.178013543315635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009031257416412,0.0,0.0,0.2046611079368316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116181059148144,0.0,0.0,0.08826189015259041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590387752937955,0.0,0.09099490798301113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876633629397542,0.14657548272458293,0.0,0.09326881711293897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394347630899856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06522990745647306,0.09822816707494242,0.1471949973195794,0.0,0.10556667879884707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484670552114651,0.0,0.0,0.06122568088073114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747614301936573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251384665648168,0.0,0.0,0.09593972918812424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286111064782645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654663997822735,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lovehel,2020/02/14,"Terrible experience with psychiatry? I asked my doctor to see a psychiatrist, cause I feel stuck in life on the medication I am on for 9 years now,I feel numb and still have panic attacks and want to withdraw, the doctor asked me I was sure I wanted to see a psychiatrist, I said yes thinking I will get the support I need to come off the medication and also get CBT. I deeply regret going. I did this 2 hour interrogation basically, with the nurse, who now knows every single detail of my history and life. She went off discussed every thing with the Dr. He very clinically said, I suggest you admit yourself as an inpatient here. I was shocked. He then told me at the very least I need to to a day programme, going there 4 days a week, but that he would recommend becoming an inpatient instead. I only wanted CBT and to come off this medication. I never felt so deflated and crushed, I started bursting out crying, felt trapped, and horrified. He then tells me if I make the decision to become an inpatient while I am in the day programme, he will admit me straight away. It was really scary how badly he wanted me to admit myself, no Dr has ever said that before to me. He said the level of care I got is at a low level and he wants to highten it so I am functioning at a high level. I then asked when he thinks I can come off this medication, he goes let's get you at a high level of functioning first, so that will be years down the line. I felt like saying that whether I am high functioning or not I will still have withdrawals. I regret going there, giving them all my personal and private information, I feel violated, and would not be comfortable being around that Dr he gave me psycho vibes. Can I call and ask them to delete my data? I feel very uncomfortable. I think maybe this is the push I need to get me to just quit medication cold turkey and go through it myself? Or to find a general doctor to help me. I'm not judging anyone who has been in hospital, I am just saying it scared the crap out of me, how I was treated like a subject of function. I actually am working on something I am interested on so I can hopefully earn money online and travel at some point, he completely disregarded that as nonsense, because he said we need to get you thinking about a proper career as well, but first lets get you high functioning. I seriously encourage inpatient, it can be a bit scary with all the nurses taking notes and being monitored all the time, but you will get around the clock care, and he we are very caring here, I got this terrifying psycho vibe, when he said how caring they are, I wish I never went there, and they didn't know my information. Can anyone help me find the positive in this?",5.573604917095484,6.042784009433966,6.770617495711836,75.12631503716409,67.39622641509435,9.971412235563179,30.21154945683248,9.946784424281523,2.8567106918238996,2135,75,406,47,33,723,233,530,0.153,0.718,0.129,-0.9532,0,1,1,0,0,0,55.0,2,5,4,5,27,27,3,2,31,1,41,16,1,5,7,92,111,40,0,16,12,0,7,2,0,7,15,8,0,1,20,29,0,1,21,1,1,11,7,13,1,2,23,18,70,14,55,74,7,69,0,3,2,0,57,34,1,5,26,281,90,6,0.0,0.0,0.05894640328064925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04830572294169404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447292710878697,0.0,0.0,0.10754621546526642,0.2258814583438477,0.0687192175995164,0.05675232879196573,0.0,0.050435512250553934,0.036822225398586914,0.13342478405331967,0.05140006366025225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594643266920938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06168008792231409,0.0,0.2463470111162092,0.0620524025307272,0.0,0.15610024446318374,0.06333331790824666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06635187240430054,0.11686835990658785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18548071773294444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054639629481489364,0.10178735369389294,0.0,0.0,0.0590875172267272,0.0,0.0,0.12216999364059458,0.0,0.1739943366028868,0.0,0.11041784565008074,0.1027606397909547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209132240298486,0.05794581974001356,0.13731783397013128,0.0,0.0966225257036951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097617225164874,0.25528408910354444,0.0,0.05999562846806952,0.059486592650481486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06639383273396986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235360681178414,0.08533143953573845,0.059021500249939164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040320694924512464,0.0,0.060684773477798534,0.0,0.0,0.3042575705202046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791576724453885,0.09317586174252468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04594059726682675,0.0,0.07087205630612421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05274317005086568,0.0,0.0,0.05710209153409599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06424797502765185,0.0,0.0,0.03869688262595519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447529711849576,0.09607269498071704,0.06047577531003258,0.0,0.09626966215364048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04650259137868767,0.0,0.0,0.04275485153585713,0.0,0.09647875495483313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06854668839659274,0.05693084002293825,0.0,0.04541691676808645,0.0,0.052796486290872205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04013028683176004,0.1548199111924829,0.0,0.0,0.03522254375039385,0.0,0.0,0.057719406303006586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19936125256105572,0.17814167701200131,0.0,0.04845311328393652,0.0,0.05431119898810298,0.11199177029394873,0.0,0.0,0.06946257661493625,0.0,0.0,0.04397543767390875,0.0,0.0,0.08581972019953911,0.0,0.0,0.07779746370598382 socialanxiety,PurpuraSolani,2020/02/14,"So I definitely have an anxiety disorder, but it's a bit weird. A vast majority of my anxieties are to do with my relationships with other people, interacting with people, or being in public. Yet occasionally it's like I just somehow flip the social anxiety switch off, and I find myself talking to complete strangers. Striking up conversations, sharing personal beliefs and information (nothing to hectic, I still am anxious about meeting these people again). But it feels like my anxiety surrounding a particular relationship gets worse the better I feel I know the person. Can anybody shed some light on this? Or even relate?",7.663014018691587,9.957569074766356,8.484193925233644,58.05750584112153,63.85981308411215,11.331308411214955,38.60864485981308,11.20814326018867,5.4188700934579455,509,27,69,16,8,171,81,107,0.157,0.713,0.131,0.1708,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,0,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,18,10,7,0,0,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,10,4,12,9,3,9,1,0,0,0,12,6,0,4,5,55,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5126451648329637,0.1892631339086242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14816817347837305,0.18290122501785955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17565379901545974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19200584136117327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065310718430277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16941812159402697,0.11968467926585245,0.0,0.0,0.15312093782642222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752839813051465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207104045783963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636950515921697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16075118358010942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34843615771062153,0.2925644351990167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597326955534394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707774694030252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379103125979916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465563369729874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707291139513156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwawaythehairnow,2020/02/14,"I'm supposed to move to another country today Today I'm supposed to move to another country and live with my ldr boyfriend. I'm 25 and I can't afford to live by myself in my country, and the town I live in has no jobs. I'm terrified, mom is urging me to leave, but I'm scared and brokenearted to leave my home and live with someone I never lived with and only met once shortly. My mom thinks it's an opportunity , I think it's a disaster waiting to happen. I'm crying all day today. I feel like I'm being sold, but I have no other options.",3.082108695652174,3.768576286956524,5.612771739130436,80.42524456521744,73.08695652173913,7.836956521739133,28.28804347826087,8.07648339933343,1.8403260869565217,423,16,88,6,8,152,63,115,0.195,0.746,0.059000000000000004,-0.9325,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,3,0,5,0,0,0,2,18,19,8,0,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,9,0,1,3,0,1,2,4,1,0,0,2,1,12,2,14,16,1,11,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,6,49,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764768253527882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481237837421818,0.08502138945752992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665873435061848,0.0941815334269732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657950122689807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223926469408778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082392684407068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791842588674336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06440695278596413,0.0,0.582054844916618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088024714923536,0.0,0.2802352662709953,0.0,0.0,0.10167774967815214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403978601542185,0.0,0.10026494977570664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319878481093628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170168718224252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168946547754209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748868548256111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bluecanoe_,2020/02/14,"Why do people keep looking at me? I try not to make eye contact with anyone on the street because I have social anxiety and I mind my own business. Yet other people don’t seem to be like this. When passing by someone on the sidewalk they will never fail to make direct eye contact with me, even though I try my best to mind my own business. So are all people like this and I’m just the odd one out due to my social anxiety? Or is it that my discomfort and avoidance makes me stick out and causes people to look at me? Or am I just the type of person that draws looks (young petite female)?",2.014710743801654,3.9111896446281023,3.4256198347107443,90.09479338842978,78.17355371900827,5.391735537190083,21.743801652892564,6.1124844417494595,0.29709256198347145,461,13,94,3,11,151,76,121,0.087,0.813,0.10099999999999999,0.5873,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,2,7,6,0,2,4,0,8,2,2,4,2,24,17,9,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,8,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,0,5,15,3,16,15,4,13,0,1,5,0,6,7,0,3,7,69,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23950994774597195,0.0,0.0,0.10945851212411384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542716567729356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428223064730033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608127926239096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339518145373383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914261965631974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295801440315748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39437010511861503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134810234689985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161276286164979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207356195800393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607759467524676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4341088490360653,0.13668731784425986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425108766027706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31915176873840506,0.13263838403950878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538027121274919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21256485554147786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14125571746357699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,kissankala,2020/02/14,"My boyfriend has bad social anxiety and i need help Im having my own art show coming in few months and my boyfriend says that he wont come. I understand that there will be alot of people that will make him anxious but the thing is that he has been in multiple situations like this before. He met me in a busy mall (he had social anxiety back then) while being with his friend, hes been to a store alone multiple times and hes also been in the movies with me many many times. I suggested him that maybe he could ask a friend or his mom to come with him but he said he wont ask them. I would be with him for the whole time and never leave his side if he wanted to but he just wont come to the show even though i said its really important to me. I just dont get it why he can go to movies and stuff like that but not to the art show even if we asked a friend or his mom for emotional support. Do i have to accept him not being there or is there anything i can do?",2.9136637047163383,3.289083459330147,4.064678742310324,92.51025119617223,73.25837320574162,7.885304169514698,21.627136021872865,7.957251820313856,0.5368466165413528,749,14,184,10,14,245,104,209,0.044000000000000004,0.8,0.156,0.9784,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,1,0,10,8,0,0,10,0,28,0,0,1,1,36,45,18,0,6,13,2,0,2,3,6,0,3,0,0,11,14,0,0,2,6,1,5,7,1,0,0,7,3,27,7,19,27,4,18,0,0,0,0,39,5,0,6,10,125,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181068362249103,0.0,0.0911944952500012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17447435481771895,0.12882814642461804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384185722184246,0.0,0.3198246138174705,0.0,0.0,0.08768659425696401,0.09521524163743772,0.0,0.0,0.09703618072277732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929274389676864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104841414079867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133649265397012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827507697545296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063931786695134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643116392777775,0.0,0.059579068875158174,0.0,0.06480924927282765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643588281123125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317837742538112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207475886570304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114243943867216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611987147378875,0.2312290769335217,0.11456442321230315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671150154044918,0.09102239458272077,0.0,0.0,0.08455620014497442,0.08795154242230921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07905815819867533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730543394016073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169485744722118,0.09068595181412437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818116777685526,0.0,0.23249054773552116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054386161512807,0.0,0.12940662655916707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576040744235232,0.0,0.1120397262001023,0.0,0.19948581057043632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871542902659245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06726134846468147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102899693314246,0.12731704789524936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100785568968487,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,gamerweeb1,2020/02/14,"I'm going on my first date on Sunday! I'm an 18 year old male, turning 19 soon. I have serious social anxiety that caused me to barely talk to others in high school. Asking girls out was out of the question for me. A few months ago, when I was feeling lonelier than ever, I finally decided to do something by trying out online dating. It took quite a while to get anywhere, but one week ago, I matched with a girl who I really clicked with. I am going on a coffee date with her on Sunday. This is my first date ever. This is a small step, but I am actually feeling happy with myself right now for making some progress.",3.6385244444444425,4.694578488000005,5.213866666666668,82.41937777777778,72.12,7.795555555555558,25.88888888888889,8.167268648758528,1.6020222222222218,481,15,95,7,9,163,85,125,0.035,0.865,0.1,0.8702,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,0,7,0,8,0,0,2,2,18,19,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,7,0,0,4,0,0,4,0,1,0,3,3,3,13,1,21,16,2,36,0,0,1,0,9,11,0,2,21,68,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.17191462646846722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123247342655105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347680934718783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646933670933701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809731384585241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187082152565978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17815174169644862,0.0,0.0,0.192983512686508,0.0,0.2996969453965319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204054695056377,0.0,0.2002407510941701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875341892901677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18613124117441213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175935565380306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14061567493943836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848587577071156,0.0,0.11937604537100985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19734855945409424,0.18737643034210455,0.0,0.0,0.1128577784544674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044657157517194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17829149480254397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17958116481521386,0.0,0.13562278920768786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159722376038034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19572921090576487,0.11960655743131643,0.19162027523257325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14131140167761105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344646296340605 socialanxiety,Danielnrg,2020/02/14,"I don't want a girlfriend, but not having one makes me really depressed I don't want a girlfriend. Nothing about the way that I like to live my life can accommodate a girlfriend, or even a close friend. I prefer to be alone. I live with parents now, but all I want is my own house and a well paying job. I am an alcoholic, but I believe that issue stems from factors far beyond being single. Contrary to what I tell myself or other people, I have had a girlfriend. We dated for about a month, and it was similar to a long distance relationship since neither of us had a car and lived in different cities. I saw her 5 times while we were dating, but we kept in constant communication via text. More accurately, she did, and I was always annoyed when I got a text from her and had to respond. Having a girlfriend was too much trouble, and I was almost glad when I found out she cheated on me. Normal, self-assured people would just see that and be done with it. They know they prefer to be alone, and don't care what anyone thinks. But I guess I'm not like them. I know that I want to be alone; I would love to have close friends that I can call upon and hang out with at my choosing without the risk of them calling upon me or requesting to hang out when I don't want to. I've driven away most of my friends by denying too many of their requests to get together. The problem for me is that while I know what makes me happy, I spend a great deal of time stressing over the fact that my desire to be alone is abnormal, and the feeling that I am not like the majority of people and that I couldn't get a girlfriend even if I wanted to (whether true or not) makes me feel invalid, like I am not as good compared to others. I'm a decently attractive person and I'm sure that with some practice in talking to girls, I could get into many relationships with equally desirable women. But the fact that I don't want this is juxtaposed with the fact that most of my friends and acquaintances have achieved this many times over, and I can't escape feeling like I'm somehow lesser than them because I don't have a girlfriend. I guess what I want advice on is how can I affirm my own desire to remain single and alone in the midst of everyone around me being in loving relationships, and not feel like I'm some piece of faulty equipment that isn't functioning like I should be?",8.362555388471181,5.9648999663157936,8.186375939849622,76.65729824561404,63.02105263157896,10.816040100250628,35.88220551378446,8.841846274778883,2.8872626566416044,1864,63,377,21,21,602,210,475,0.115,0.701,0.183,0.9926,3,5,1,0,0,0,41.0,4,0,6,2,16,29,2,2,25,0,48,4,0,4,6,101,86,35,0,21,20,1,4,7,11,3,2,0,0,3,23,32,1,1,12,0,2,4,17,7,1,1,15,6,64,22,60,58,15,41,0,1,2,2,42,22,0,13,21,283,87,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278805095201835,0.0,0.07960418697516414,0.07458819286489354,0.3857314874968075,0.0,0.0,0.06197933549236645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05208319731928589,0.0,0.0,0.06630941951148804,0.0,0.0,0.06998319674643949,0.0,0.0,0.04540671897636488,0.0,0.0,0.08392159136322341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521195630307272,0.0,0.07594468682527274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049422457576827,0.0,0.059471985438465776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679305483867804,0.06415573489374747,0.0,0.0,0.07782329286827161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622628919908574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839621484004864,0.0,0.0,0.07117573240382752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506519095066874,0.1596410581741316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816713939024616,0.23019457081425834,0.0,0.1167494969577844,0.0,0.0,0.062476347530638424,0.05957423572208435,0.08212242487538024,0.16411214490865125,0.0,0.0,0.07929303257245544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594825298356297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774530705581797,0.0739170739597142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280868709380766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05261252752796195,0.25473485815725555,0.0,0.19732074426228674,0.06591884721880728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445525149967802,0.0,0.14916239664097042,0.22655505468345424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05945498970280439,0.0,0.05475667855116568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07298166212081474,0.07147249814230425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05047446916107837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827092447175253,0.0,0.0,0.15492018211034486,0.06503936887296846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07127421143758016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04771842156844637,0.0,0.0,0.2399142000891369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05935667179322213,0.0,0.07770641728130068,0.0,0.0,0.06161659951104966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853248607789727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020332492204957,0.0,0.0,0.059870007268001464,0.0651051149135906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047728403996276494,0.0,0.0,0.13030229393209572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895989563224494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514759459974505,0.059124489482137624,0.0,0.0,0.06697295785433062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180302362572298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582717029048112,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Anon22976,2020/02/14,"Stuck at work feeling alot of anxiety on the verge of getting a panic attack I am currently stuck at work with alot of anxiety, know my boss wouldnt give a shit if I told him. And need a boat to get to shore (5minute boat ride). But idk what to say to my boss. Dont want another breakdown on work",3.640238095238093,3.786761238095238,4.787420634920637,88.79160714285715,71.53968253968254,8.839682539682537,28.448412698412696,8.841846274778883,1.831098412698413,230,8,54,4,4,76,44,63,0.24600000000000002,0.688,0.066,-0.8401,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,0,3,2,1,6,0,3,1,1,2,0,13,13,3,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,2,5,0,12,9,2,7,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,3,1,30,6,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24497659266111166,0.3574455693441425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26578260954561433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738072183282822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812801735899292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441192485545964,0.22411476324592147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839440507464192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17323026718725645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741090589634124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857882879783727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398131065984204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232390729190233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779830865075185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5102462013899984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,comstar4451,2020/02/14,"The most comfortable I've ever been while socializing was in a psych ward I think a lot of the trouble people have with socializing and anxiety in the real world is a subconscious feeling that certain people are better or more worthy than they are and they don't feel as if they're able to approach or open up to others. When I was in a psych ward a few days ago, I found that talking to the other people in there was incredibly easy and that being confident just came naturally. I couldn't believe how smoothly the words came out of my mouth and I felt like an entirely different person. There are probably a lot of reasons why this is, but I think the main one was because I didn't put the others on a pedestal and was able to express my feelings without the suspicion that I'd be judged. Or maybe I'm just more in my element when surrounded by ""crazy"" people. Either way, it really helped to spend a week in a place that felt safe comfortable and was the reason I felt a lot more comfortable approaching people. Maybe don't go to a psych ward to do this, but taking a break from everything and going to a place where you won't feel judged for a while will definitely help you a lot.",9.249915254237287,6.5147309406779685,9.164,71.39540677966103,61.62711864406779,12.829830508474581,37.15932203389831,11.20814326018867,3.8921911864406784,946,32,186,20,10,311,127,236,0.013999999999999999,0.818,0.168,0.9866,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,2,1,9,8,0,0,25,0,22,1,1,3,2,46,38,19,0,2,10,0,8,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,11,12,0,1,12,0,1,7,6,1,0,1,14,8,15,7,27,19,11,32,0,0,0,0,11,15,0,9,9,136,26,3,0.21767755048540385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964790072967356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326136515583879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634710718296243,0.0,0.0,0.12262402883676292,0.0,0.0962590520129156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489651277941793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019200602431971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371335497616378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845090334450148,0.0,0.0,0.09781727322339986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22012862000799727,0.0,0.3135068772965358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933609930832235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371116832197447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590467364453052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05317312792469401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701233383996421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21868635731396108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375197087409761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772755133672793,0.09503382043466307,0.22742670995232755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734660809000555,0.0,0.0,0.10941303059035146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388235406650205,0.06972490639659418,0.2238087760438332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22189484993954334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183321382980706,0.08748048480055218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13947898491679128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639115375967123,0.08730390044597698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821006586798588,0.0,0.0,0.10491669541321284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LousyMinibus,2020/02/14,"I wish I could be a normal nineteen year old, who enjoyed parties I hate parties, I can’t stand them. I can’t stand going to places where I don’t know anyone. I used to go in Highschool and would get so messed up I wouldn’t know what was going on. But I try to not do that anymore. My boyfriend made me go to a kickback tonight with him and I hate it, I don’t fit in with anyone. I feel so out of place. Some girl was drunk and grabbed my face and tried to kiss me. I was just trying to mind my own business with my anxiety but then that happened and my anxiety skyrocketed. I don’t know anyone here. And that just set me over the edge. The same girl later came up and said she could tell I had Anxiety and offered me a Xanax. Nothing wrong with that it’s a nice gesture but people noticing I’m off just makes me feel worse. My boyfriend is extremely extroverted, I can tell he’s annoyed that I’m having a panic attack. I just wish I could be normal, I’m sitting outside now with some music by myself and I feel way better. Plus the memes on this subreddit help a lot. I don’t know if these posts are allowed here but I just needed to vent to someone. Thanks guys. :) thanks for listening to my vent.",0.6161269208878792,2.8250792509960188,2.197704894706888,95.2725049800797,85.17529880478088,4.8606146841206606,20.91647694934548,6.1826913282559595,0.08096004553215685,936,30,208,8,28,304,132,251,0.11599999999999999,0.726,0.158,0.8995,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,1,11,13,4,1,9,0,22,4,1,4,0,54,51,18,0,11,11,0,4,0,0,2,1,2,0,3,11,17,1,0,7,1,0,5,8,7,0,0,7,6,37,6,27,37,5,30,0,0,0,1,14,13,0,4,6,138,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591505765044122,0.0,0.11198634231611188,0.23686896337487395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846285308086308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998686036283658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915044946435905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704724031110641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171287303161017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05899606301347885,0.0,0.2567002557201913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180859801121458,0.0998548230452892,0.0,0.0,0.22297033344967146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568792604448557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482316149082405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960005843691504,0.0,0.10684767705975308,0.07537500700884578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401705576453235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372878271035243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22127533819858192,0.10834982883888956,0.12856021988806846,0.11849059224018015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324873430581137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828454138133334,0.0,0.23595482685290545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108146189317113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741282141439842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567678785770577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19739419331275532,0.20792321266539168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299958952710244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752666347653068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963067588349173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597049584093504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150751730871189,0.08021516027498947,0.12346034293942508,0.0,0.07271680687904042 socialanxiety,vixarhu,2020/02/14,"I absolutely hate social media. I'm a fairly extroverted person, but I absolutely despise social media. I created a Facebook account recently, I kid you not I'm shitting anxious about it still. I'm critiquing my profile photo, cover photo, and bio. I can't help wonder what the reactions will be... and I catastrophize it. I know I am cool and nice and what not. But I have an enormous amount of self doubt in myself. It's crippling. I'll use social media on the low-low. Remove the photo of myself and get rid of likes. Ugh. I got it because my boyfriend is active on there and he suggested it so I can see his writing. I love to see what he writes. Ugh. Honestly, I've had a shit day in the morning. I didn't sleep enough, my parents are also bickering and criticizing me. I feel like an absolute idiot. Perhaps it's just not my place.",1.0786460126219168,3.621422951807229,3.6290017211704,83.12371485943775,87.55421686746989,6.0534710269650045,24.16982214572576,7.447530270364453,1.5714954675846244,654,27,121,12,21,227,103,166,0.172,0.643,0.185,0.3367,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,0,6,14,5,1,9,1,10,4,3,1,0,20,23,11,0,0,6,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,9,7,0,0,3,0,1,1,5,8,0,0,3,4,23,6,9,18,2,10,0,0,2,1,16,6,2,2,5,78,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376276271100813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944230520581784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049100437361628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109897135625437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17782442570293133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701850062933301,0.12294766628299443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991470211263669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764341084423126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699122796338294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153544317399341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458119139371136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815790207054362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532620098283578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19109573817075715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027033855027502,0.17980698104948611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16992714723464356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274281479668299,0.0,0.17953694561822775,0.0,0.3533146062045252,0.0,0.0,0.17222343673758572,0.5263002277052863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374386025336549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863840816849333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18663418560515488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,HollyBallsJingle,2020/02/14,How do I not ruminate on social interactions??? So I just got home from hanging out with people and had a real good time!!! (It was so cool I ACTUALLY HAVE FRIENDS) but now I'm home. PLUS I gotta go to sleep and we all know how well that is for recalling cringey memories. Any advice to keep negative thoughts from flowing in tonight??,1.2495454545454552,3.775908424242424,3.0032575757575763,88.22488636363637,85.96969696969695,6.936363636363637,26.431818181818183,8.07648339933343,1.9462181818181823,260,12,54,6,8,86,55,66,0.07400000000000001,0.8029999999999999,0.12300000000000001,-0.509,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,1,1,5,1,1,2,1,16,12,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,6,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,4,1,5,4,10,7,1,9,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,36,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.24911707078606796,0.0,0.0,0.2494572777094671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735995827497487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972291819459404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450818653110108,0.21411728123476406,0.2041712406154373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5121345735922819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22690515390840715,0.0,0.0,0.14029555840921318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17697944642487545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905652456584988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554649912124063,0.2602264546427167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20266430556849,0.1488561886118117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229527944875256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rayvin4000,2020/02/14,Interviews suuuuuuck I'm job hunting with and interviews are hard enough but with social anxiety I think I'd rather die. Any tips? I'm getting great jobs call me back but they're just short of hanging up on me when I try to talk. My answers suck and even when I try to memorize responses I forget everything.,2.0759953161592506,4.708902360655738,4.0577517564402825,81.49163934426231,82.77049180327869,8.075878220140515,26.747072599531606,8.841846274778883,2.5682580796252923,248,11,48,7,7,84,46,61,0.21899999999999997,0.6970000000000001,0.084,-0.7992,2,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,12,6,6,1,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,1,7,6,1,7,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,3,26,7,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16874865123603194,0.0,0.18983198043266306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908099314949222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533861046507355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25753768626956364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564024612788759,0.0,0.163898929854674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22301876340564344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12964670537078504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27358323846147303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22229121059418533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4924957464951182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529548892994471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19945137396937984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590027492699311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33695141164340464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwaway3094544,2020/02/14,"I've experienced psychotic episodes, severe dissociation, and suicidal ideation. My social anxiety is still the most insidiously harmful mental health problem I've experienced. I can't make friends, I ruminate over 1 second interactions with people for hours, sometimes I can't even go into my kitchen to get food because my housemates are down there. I can't make connections or assert myself or talk about my interests. In groups I feel like an outsider. I've been in therapy for years and nothing helps. I'm in my early 20s and I haven't made IRL friends since high school. I'm desperate for social interaction and I love to go out and explore but the fact that there's *people* out there stops me from doing so much in life. I'm completely fearless, almost to a dangerous point, when it comes to physical things that all logic says I *should* be afraid of, but merely seeing another human across the street sets my heart racing and my mind ablaze with anxious, paranoid thoughts. Part of me feels like being afraid of physical things is shallow. I can't even comprehend it. People don't believe I have anxiety because I'd go bungee jumping or skydiving without a second thought. But class icebreakers make my throat close up. I'll have two seconds' worth of conversation with a housemate and be berating myself over it for hours and hours after, refusing to leave the room, on the verge of a panic attack. I'm so close to just trying medication - and I'm the type of person who avoids psych meds at all costs. Fuck social anxiety.",5.572701574044332,7.579322063604241,5.896782846129135,75.69713700610345,68.64664310954063,9.103051718599422,31.59155155798265,9.573946990214177,3.2043512367491163,1236,53,209,28,22,395,168,283,0.171,0.775,0.054000000000000006,-0.9814,0,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,0,11,16,3,4,11,0,17,9,2,4,3,47,38,18,1,2,8,0,2,2,2,1,3,1,2,2,8,18,2,3,6,0,2,6,7,9,0,4,4,6,22,7,37,30,5,37,0,0,1,2,17,21,1,5,11,129,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575218413856956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074027176355483,0.24237184699891054,0.11930813873096018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014551305244105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875656379059194,0.0,0.0,0.1189852072045915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097282445763598,0.11072905424716588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950753102641114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679819327327436,0.15089421825504418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770285319103938,0.0,0.16318654270484576,0.09763384258358099,0.055176357124552,0.0,0.1800601293557304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225745591626222,0.0,0.12514720405121385,0.07078750384569021,0.11158173408716993,0.0,0.0,0.31201085126079625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182470957425024,0.0,0.0,0.07459477814686875,0.10319047096810402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531626902898237,0.09992981372385472,0.2114845343511564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730781980433973,0.10638998285247213,0.10642905849042744,0.0,0.10663501030088196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776347854874068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133470853864908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390943703120255,0.0,0.11436428340835668,0.0,0.21964800320326547,0.09221372779159807,0.0,0.0,0.09983466522732493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010535748725178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398453614575319,0.0,0.10688197229835257,0.08415672030960157,0.0,0.0,0.11930813873096018,0.0,0.08736087746874413,0.0,0.0,0.3229653064103151,0.0,0.0,0.10445002692413524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433950441827164,0.08829387442129465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551913317800562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488453453285344,0.0,0.0,0.1207731249110717,0.0,0.14032388809902166,0.0,0.0,0.16768353967246696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071701596154282,0.0,0.10316467260720076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180333219666288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800875008215945 socialanxiety,sisu94,2020/02/14,"I somehow told my boss I'm starting a podcast (I'm not) I was scrolling on Facebook and someone posted a request to borrow a specific microphone for a podcast. I was curious what it looked like so I googled pictures of it. As I was looking at them my boss comes up to me to ask about some work I did earlier. Boss: Hey sisu94, did you - OH are you shopping for microphones? Me: Uhhh, yea! Looking for something. Boss: Nice, do you sing? Me: no no, uhm I'm thinking of starting a...uhm..podcast? Boss: Cool man! I have one of those at home, let me know if you want to try it out. And link me to your podcast when it's out! Me: Ohhh yeaaa, sure. God damit man. I'm not even starting a podcast, I was just looking at some fucking microphones for fun. I could've just said that's what I was doing, but he was being so pushy that I feel like I needed to give an answer of equal excitment. Why am I like this :( TLDR: Boss saw me looking at a brand of mics, ask if I sing. Said no, I'm starting a podcast. I'm not starting a podcast, I was looking at them because I was bored.",-0.9220192961000144,1.2044826412556056,1.4382796575621697,96.7868229378992,97.02690582959644,3.958635684196223,22.90107351542329,5.760197766056111,0.3019518684603888,811,36,181,7,33,272,111,223,0.08,0.8190000000000001,0.102,-0.4868,0,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,0,5,2,1,8,10,1,0,9,2,17,1,0,6,1,30,48,9,0,4,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,1,2,10,5,0,0,5,3,2,1,6,2,0,1,14,11,32,8,26,32,3,17,0,0,7,1,18,9,1,5,9,116,42,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23772765123268205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750668179095276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952454071902472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151529013260503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397836581202389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428855615736133,0.09083272971939037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754391304603168,0.0,0.12196949432278185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275372459035468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987581020552637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13001482959911545,0.0,0.1863505229183769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6406208971700853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427673475952757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615704257053436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177018792657665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418888641744382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772992105603904,0.09788277360827204,0.0,0.0,0.44997099403126734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983307510574435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146966581873018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214929192645028,0.0,0.0863234095944304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499367637028116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472898589093565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256339663110967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,vihangkale,2020/02/14,"I am suffer from social anxiety I want to change because social anxiety is killing my confidence for everything such as presentation,group debate,etc.I really find it hard to get our of that friend zone.",8.951351351351352,8.979755621621619,9.165540540540539,62.30074324324325,60.351351351351354,13.886486486486488,37.41891891891892,13.023866798666859,5.511983783783785,166,7,26,6,2,55,32,37,0.29,0.536,0.174,-0.6326,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,6,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40138664411365865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15992316874083218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775263834959401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925841906082577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23577890515007965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23977871476739535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20268721249554625,0.0,0.13706451323577346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350097250026117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902460393526349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680650211372694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5348556860473921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15473796688919514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Snaz5,2020/02/14,"Tips for talking with people you want to know better? In an attempt to overcome my social anxiety a bit and make some friends, I’ve decided to go to a con with some people I chat with occasionally online and I’m really nervous. I have terrible trouble talking with people in person if they’re people I want to like me. I’m fortunate enough that, if I don’t really care about what someone thinks of me, i don’t have a whole lot of trouble chatting, though im in general rather quiet, but if there’s someone I like, it’s horrendous. Just a lot of “haha’s” and “yups!”. I start sweating, getting unbearably hot my heart races and I get the nervous yawns which is super weird and makes it seem like im not interested in them at all. Does anyone have any quick tips so I can survive this weekend without totally embarrassing myself?",5.704478527607362,6.083792975460124,6.838165644171783,75.06841411042947,67.09815950920246,9.710184049079755,33.47791411042945,9.642632912329526,3.194163680981596,657,28,121,13,10,222,104,163,0.131,0.7040000000000001,0.165,0.6903,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,4,7,16,0,3,6,2,7,3,2,2,2,32,21,11,0,6,8,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,0,1,6,9,0,0,4,3,0,1,4,7,0,0,0,2,16,9,20,21,9,9,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,8,6,79,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199629808422328,0.0,0.11473963863003628,0.0,0.0,0.10487439243586484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326513061869642,0.16374694937679224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292173482950278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312546277668489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497665716776185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587957824567273,0.0,0.15672402605624525,0.0,0.08524106421504869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777353081167909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32402337931183706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242892850742971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198282050080068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550271546534897,0.0,0.0,0.20023496414913444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41592838154119466,0.1309628564688545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19217101589637572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654252473550207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289285041313014,0.2541669838165819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061615651777787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24110772612024245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610560850091128,0.14736145847724785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769324282567339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16745512063599124,0.0,0.14458210834566698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Trusted_Knight,2020/02/14,"Stopping a destructive cycle? Hey, so like I'm in a really cliquey environment, and am not a part of any real clique. I keep going to all the social events and am super awkward because I try and talk to people who all probably find me annoying. How do I stop myself from posting or chatting with people so that I don't overthink interactions, because I feel like the fact that I'm overly social hurts me, and makes me regret everything.",8.582857142857144,7.149660619047619,9.176190476190474,66.67714285714288,61.85714285714285,11.733333333333334,37.66666666666667,10.686352973137794,4.113580952380952,348,14,59,7,4,118,59,84,0.19699999999999998,0.6890000000000001,0.114,-0.6826,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,8,2,1,5,0,4,0,0,2,3,19,10,8,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,3,2,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,1,9,3,7,10,3,7,0,2,0,0,7,2,0,1,5,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14192816390345148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544521429943072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187572720577826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552871382348317,0.14910058202117146,0.0,0.0,0.1907547489753016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861320420892213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22342554896796554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18550869399769285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20392775095435156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931378562138189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22600973603639274,0.0,0.2893828139661032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998839619679973,0.0,0.2250218371938504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375546712569835,0.13370328116767408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4255017474297362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489774019801897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16775107290131833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416985997486098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cmbeers10,2020/02/14,"My heart When my teacher says you’ll have a project due in 1 week my heart rate ______/\. /\. /\____ \/ \/ My heat rate when she says it’ll be a 5 minute presentation ______________________",-2.8429390681003603,-3.3369994516128987,-0.924086021505376,107.82275985663084,140.29032258064515,2.6681003584229392,13.121863799283155,5.033348758259628,-1.4787663082437272,111,3,29,1,9,35,22,31,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,4,2,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,14,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7993843527276151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5364556449741215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705549807149205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ggsc09,2020/02/14,"Why do you think you have social anxiety? Do you think you have bad luck, or do you have any theories to explain it? Have you suffered abuse in any form? Can you define the point when it stopped being shyness and became a disorder?",3.244333333333333,5.34994626666667,4.0063888888888926,86.37625000000004,75.22222222222223,7.166666666666668,26.805555555555557,8.07648339933343,1.7702222222222224,182,7,35,3,4,58,31,45,0.344,0.605,0.05,-0.9474,0,0,0,0,1,0,5.0,0,7,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,0,0,7,12,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,2,11,1,4,0,1,0,0,9,2,0,2,2,26,9,0,0.0,0.358256583302176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4112411563087808,0.0,0.23131065808733714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524646126487793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465398725556071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858354515955641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082260522010391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527931496626607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38749035317966185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728400492137677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pamphletsales,2020/02/14,"Body Language I grew up in an abusive home so got good at observing body language to determine what possible outcomes the day could have. In the real world, looking at anothers body language can be taken as checking them out. How do you fix this?",4.491086956521741,6.807490065217394,5.0558695652173915,79.29728260869571,72.26086956521739,8.078260869565218,35.413043478260875,8.841846274778883,3.4860608695652173,197,11,33,4,4,63,39,46,0.083,0.8540000000000001,0.063,-0.2551,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,5,3,3,1,0,4,8,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,1,8,4,0,9,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,0,1,23,5,0,0.0,0.2630883887938481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328347579501429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7399296767517426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17728578965545316,0.0,0.0,0.14320140293616965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862417830024861,0.17759059740888805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227304017055641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18646284954747205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503236808771968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252737140682543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,togayther,2020/02/15,"was there a specific age and event that made you realize you have social anxiety? for me it was when i was 13 and i realized i felt extremely dizzy whenever i went into crowded places. i couldn't think straight (i genuinely till this day don't understand how people are able to act normally in crowded places) overall, i felt paranoid that people were judging me as i walked around. although i was always more on the shy side in general growing up, being shy is different than having social anxiety.",4.691209677419357,7.006959559139784,5.692137096774196,74.95820564516131,71.68817204301075,9.811290322580646,33.13037634408602,10.125756701596842,4.034076344086022,401,20,66,12,8,132,69,93,0.154,0.8270000000000001,0.019,-0.8437,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,12,0,0,2,0,15,18,7,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,6,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,9,2,13,0,11,7,1,19,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,0,5,49,17,0,0.20131219955659915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16750787681515886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080065632901546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17921053827017944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982971457126322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103284014191153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3865825630859343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904864707458051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19724321293836145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791290632054586,0.0,0.4206568028382306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4104248712097326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289927288455213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095730993944537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18661842584958996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,xvoinx,2020/02/15,"How do I ask a group of friends from my school to hang out? I know a group of friends, they are cool and popular at school. I have played basketball with them a few times during breaks at school, but never really talked to them a lot. Its holidays, and I have nothing to do. But I want to ask these guys to hang out. I am afraid of getting rejected, because if I do get rejected, I might ruin my chances at ever joinig them. I asked a friend of mine to hangout and play basketball with the group (he knows them well), and he said he will ask them. However, I am not sure he will. They always hang out with each other, I just don't know how to blend in with them and join them. And we're teens so asking out for a cup of coffee is just weird :P What should I do? Please help. I think they will just come up with an excuse if I ask them.",1.9829870129870133,3.2269387272727315,3.057175324675324,95.53522727272728,76.5,6.846753246753247,20.525974025974023,7.447530270364453,0.2583633116883113,640,14,155,8,14,205,95,176,0.09699999999999999,0.6990000000000001,0.204,0.9384,1,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,11,0,8,14,0,1,8,1,16,0,0,2,3,38,31,13,0,4,8,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,0,1,4,17,0,0,4,4,0,4,3,5,1,0,1,2,28,9,28,25,3,17,0,3,0,0,32,9,0,4,3,107,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463099647497562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7053349064249499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665377847978674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831930471517744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374472914536125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914538426729941,0.0,0.13139450547082882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450860864829034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428509551947316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20732063685954116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690500911232992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339695475173302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969833000091952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065696803261435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380316785381688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055630089055156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961352868365832,0.0,0.0,0.3817859122754532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851440135809818,0.0,0.0,0.10107011425100787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057315281971163,0.0,0.0,0.07332367984040694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416842681224639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306102689723445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,NuclearDsssarmament,2020/02/15,"How Do You Politely... This person from my past keeps wanting to hangout, but I’m like super busy these days outside of working. I don’t like to blow people off. It’s just, I really don’t wish to reconnect with old people I barely knew to begin with. I think we’re polar opposites, too. I’ve been polite each time I decline any attempt to invite me out. So has this person. I just think after a few declines already that maybe they would stop asking. The most recent time the person seemed to take offense...",2.9184555555555534,4.996946290000004,4.201333333333333,84.73122222222226,76.1,6.044444444444442,23.11111111111111,6.937597516519254,0.9260777777777779,399,12,73,4,9,131,75,100,0.027999999999999997,0.7979999999999999,0.175,0.9425,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,3,5,4,1,0,3,0,6,0,0,1,0,18,17,3,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,4,0,2,4,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,10,3,13,14,3,11,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,11,46,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176514578197536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412516508421668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18438617781749012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719893197650453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753097026177544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19271610728799307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19814700180053516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069627962028392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18828116208161536,0.27347297835926465,0.5166485962837908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635247413695047,0.0,0.19474373748951884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17955346434281738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648955723935625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482946276781133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25275781274061104,0.0,0.0,0.2300162310890743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633310029100198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268081514488153,0.0,0.0,0.14358793200635706,0.0,0.0,0.14010862427558313,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pessimisticwriter,2020/02/15,"Research about social anxiety I've been doing research about therapies for social anxiety disorder (SA) or my academic paper. Right now, I'm focusing on CBT, and I just thought this information could be helpful for those who are suffering from social anxiety. For those who, for any reason, prefer not to undergo any type of therapy, I think these points can still be helpful to keep in mind in social situations. \-Those with social anxiety often misinterpret social situations as being negative when that was not the case (e.g. we are taught that smiling is a good sign, therefore the lack of a smile could make someone with SA believe that the interaction went badly) \-Those with SA often have a negative thoughts that greatly exaggerate the ""dangers"" for social interactions, so it's often not as bad as we thought it was \-Therefore it would be beneficial to identify these negative thoughts and correct them. \-Part of CBT includes homework such as thought diaries, helpful in identifying our thoughts and find factors that trigger our anxiety \-Individuals with SA believe that their physical symptoms are apparent to others (e.g. sweating, shaking hands) but in reality, it's actually not that obvious as you are focusing more on yourself than others are during a conversation \-This was the most surprising to me: safety behaviors might calm your anxiety temporarily but is not beneficial in the long run (because then the person lives with the idea that social situations need to be feared) Ex. Using your phone to avoid talking to others, wearing a scarf to hide your blush, wearing dark colors to avoid attention, always have someone you know near you in social situations I know I personally do this a lot and now that I'm aware of this, I've tried to stop doing these safety behaviors. I don't know if this is helpful for anyone out there but I just wanted to share the information I've gotten to maybe help someone in need :)",10.402235294117649,9.974670752941176,9.944705882352944,59.38617647058828,57.647058823529406,13.176470588235292,44.11764705882353,12.319762396917735,5.8602647058823525,1576,82,233,44,17,511,177,340,0.094,0.779,0.127,0.9582,1,2,0,0,0,0,49.0,4,6,2,0,14,13,1,4,15,0,28,5,4,6,2,67,49,17,0,9,12,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,30,12,0,4,17,0,0,3,9,8,0,0,13,2,20,5,48,27,5,23,0,1,1,0,39,13,0,8,7,176,50,7,0.0,0.0,0.06619460365057367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05644196191322149,0.0,0.0,0.09225666902524647,0.0,0.3113494429893923,0.0,0.0,0.04742996703757808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327438342400248,0.04134998032342546,0.0,0.0,0.15284769434171744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083172483330342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774176741787142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633026954499722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061997553047962776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05689456977536957,0.0,0.07478542227366221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273330232642921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657448390240686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06029252303684132,0.0,0.0,0.11183668208922858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0598972213553994,0.06002950877951289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05766865131685756,0.0,0.0,0.045278630601707566,0.0,0.06814672828912721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195942018231458,0.06849135217527334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005936788205611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345584146419633,0.0,0.0,0.11845721002414343,0.0,0.0,0.06412351061899484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974296904989205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0579284693838009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049856828968632,0.0,0.6223189873380921,0.17242242912396394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05417101459549528,0.05671089476940984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050380015312364,0.0,0.05452108582837294,0.0,0.0,0.1551444428664171,0.0,0.0,0.043464240768900674,0.0,0.3231079268609129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046053723442942604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0585853845274289,0.0,0.0,0.04000928656262558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288128226788374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048186166142867116,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,modernwarfare57,2020/02/15,"Were my friends in the wrong?(18/19M) My friends and I are all 18 and 19. Recently we went to a party where my friends invited a sophomore girl Sarah. She’s 16. She has a bad reputation. People say she’s a slut in her grade, and my friends didn’t seem to respect her for that, but she seemed kind enough. My friend bens mom was out of town, so we had his house to our selves. We went to another friend's house where a bunch of seniors was. The girl Sarah got drunk off four shots of vodka, and my friends were drinking too. Three of them 18,18 and 19 took Sarah to bens house where they had sex. The next day they called her a bitch, gross and a slut. They said because of rumors she’s fair game. They ignored her afterward and said, “what did she expect “ and say she’s a slut because not very attractive. She bled because I saw blood on the bens sheet the next day. Ben still hooks up with her sometimes but says it’s only for sex and has no respect for her. They say they did nothing wrong because they were drunk too, and she said yes. Were my friends in the wrong? tl;dr: my friends invited a sophomore girl to a party and had sex with her said it’s her fault?",1.2992436974789925,3.5236611596638667,1.707673949579835,99.77556134453785,82.36134453781513,4.984470588235294,21.28470588235294,6.152001189255117,-0.07355011764705878,908,28,210,7,25,274,113,238,0.151,0.657,0.192,0.8597,0,0,2,0,0,0,31.0,4,0,8,0,7,23,1,0,16,1,15,10,1,0,1,25,26,14,0,1,3,1,0,0,9,0,0,8,0,3,4,17,3,1,2,5,0,3,3,10,0,2,21,9,40,13,23,5,3,22,0,0,1,6,54,11,1,2,8,125,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092315529232933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350806065940693,0.2146686140326812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989665103324535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355446596836485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624373298010009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096679795217573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6121615304091873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041203869615023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047521285800598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167803933640258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310905280353486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18725884394159015,0.0,0.0,0.08447484460200773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695687343955142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06103447083207551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692691348772692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349772304942576,0.28004543525887104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16029299491276092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707184261280627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07030726818369967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781346799545586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264057799984218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16322423381417198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887672291525164,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,imo24,2020/02/15,"I feel like everytime things start going well, there has to be something that ruins it all for me. When I have a good day and I feel like talking to people and I actually make plans with them and get enthusiastic and all, something happens. Usually, it’s my parents who keep me from going out or going to parties where everyone in my class goes, because they always say that a good kid doesn’t only think about having fun and feeling good. I am a good kid, I have good grades, I listen to my parents. I’m really good at math and I go to the olympiad every year and I always do good, but it’s never enough for them. They never appreciate what I do right, but go crazy about every mistake I make. On top of that, I’m becoming less and less social every year. I am sure I have social anxiety even if I found out from tests on the internet and I just can’t really do anything about it, because I don’t have many opportunities to make friends and interact with other teenagers.",3.596,5.05066531794872,5.031794871794872,82.14153846153849,72.74358974358974,7.866666666666667,26.333333333333336,8.447377352677275,1.7690102564102568,767,26,152,13,15,257,106,195,0.066,0.738,0.196,0.9563,2,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,4,3,9,16,0,0,5,0,15,0,0,3,5,34,35,15,0,2,5,2,3,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,11,14,0,1,5,0,0,5,5,2,1,0,1,5,25,14,22,33,5,22,0,1,0,0,16,9,0,2,10,105,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.09862363399713467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16818625950822588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731348633968657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316684883565388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321503869812475,0.11161696334525192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06517775307622227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442586197734004,0.0,0.06675164872392741,0.0,0.2554516855366521,0.09657073688885012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533025944035541,0.14439991557911605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108111771460482,0.07808159670637291,0.0,0.05280163417051354,0.0,0.2871842692053469,0.5933723055280054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937033366775875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983009787532302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874927925454388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20238249854596266,0.10246277224819192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15589317709701594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686353022900473,0.0,0.0,0.22443865177457956,0.0,0.0,0.07006487389301211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948804257867685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630788383718478,0.0,0.08036994438647142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20604351631201476,0.0,0.15560761290945685,0.0,0.0,0.07153343706821941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525138120538856,0.0,0.0,0.0812312079432961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714225975505426,0.06475756537773679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130743411494433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086844171723353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016347324728256 socialanxiety,ariel12160,2020/02/15,"A magic Pill for Specific Social Anxiety ? Hey guys Im 22 years old male So my problem is that I have social anxiety on specific events. I mean it included talking infront of crowd but not all the time, for exemple in my job I sometimes need to explain to group of people about something and Im fine, but if I will need to talk in my class or even read something out loud I will get the anixety attack - the anxoety attack included really fast heartbeat, sweating, my body shacking and I like dont have enough air to speak and I cant complete a sentence and I blow my words and just look like an idiot. It happens to me espically when on a job interviews, presentations and especially when ""all the eyes on me"", lets say that I need to read something and I have this anxiety, if I noticed that the crowd not really look at me or if something suddenly happens and Im not the main issue, it really helps me. Another situation that I have it - its when Im talk with importent people. For exemple I worked as a barman on an event in my city and the city mayor suddenly came and started to talk with me and we talked for like 2 minutes and we laughed and everything was fine, the he told me he is the mayor and then the anxiey attack kicked in lol. I know it sounds stupid and my friends and family always tell me ""just relax"" but it really not help. Im not fear of the anxiety and even if I do I still try to fight it, but I really not control all the physical symptoms like the heartbeat and the shacking and it make me look like a fool and it not really who I am ! I wonder if there is like a ""magic pill"" to that situation ? I mean as you can see it just happens on specific events so I think it really could help me to imrpove my life and not giving up on thing just because my anxiety and I also think that if I will had it as a ""Plan B"" thats alone will make me more calm. I heard about psychological treatment that called CBT that could help, what do you think? * Just want to mention that I wasn't like that all the time, I remember one time when I was 12 I speaked infront a crowd of 300 people and everything was completely fine ! ** Im not a native speaker so if there is grammer mistakes and/or you didn't understand something please note me. Thanks !",2.5212499999999984,4.388243186403511,4.304684210526315,84.50478947368424,76.5657894736842,8.068771929824562,26.09298245614035,8.841846274778883,2.038207192982457,1767,67,362,40,40,597,191,456,0.128,0.748,0.124,0.5933,2,1,5,0,1,0,40.0,2,3,0,3,20,25,6,1,26,1,27,7,3,3,4,82,56,48,0,15,27,0,0,7,1,4,4,7,0,2,28,29,0,1,10,3,0,1,13,10,0,1,9,12,53,15,39,40,7,34,0,0,5,0,39,14,0,10,26,245,81,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685611683636583,0.0,0.05162198924418883,0.05371220433686092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768810951823269,0.2469094555295253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22031071035246375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03935013095171554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170241166840316,0.0,0.0,0.06591452609351336,0.07382997388337767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353625060038754,0.0,0.07240024584430019,0.10307859575497123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565413813525329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06669918521263497,0.0,0.0852716079557401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602985191399445,0.0,0.06085361911446581,0.07263863437617628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04987250075605547,0.0,0.03372561078627342,0.06192389433805218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06391635418491583,0.17124862533902732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17307063587706648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4183616252584876,0.0673752273340911,0.12811524837971255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03547593856953949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06600850987517531,0.04559479069614522,0.2207569772145904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626215676607053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617755218046247,0.0,0.0,0.1406314998024727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14359285313594486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349256403011381,0.06773617410392857,0.0,0.04374191784789839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425610990036185,0.0,0.0,0.07085840690024596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06176728063106515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913838243295256,0.0,0.2894744050882533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312451810358557,0.0,0.0,0.05133412073079807,0.0,0.0,0.05143936537535485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451176816351598,0.0,0.13160470400847446,0.0,0.24847534886032466,0.06384330423821477,0.0,0.04569004150470761,0.0,0.05155108905607931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06709395619826429,0.0,0.2594211472648253,0.056421050787875626,0.059430553375929875,0.0,0.0,0.0428852961727909,0.12408641208016788,0.0,0.0,0.11292188568405084,0.0,0.0,0.06168193725102088,0.0,0.04382638236147431,0.0,0.0,0.0672006197690966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038074278469054604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000358957145399,0.046994422862712736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04156919294534657 socialanxiety,Quinlin65,2020/02/15,"If I plan to talk to somebody I sometimes get extremly nervous. If it just happens out of the blue I'm cool af. Anyone has the same problem or explanation? Moved to this new place. Last week I randomly ran into a neighbor and I initiated a cool 10 minute chat or so. All normal and chill. 20 minutes ago. Laundry room was full but neighbor had a slot for this evening. I walked up to his door to ask him if we could share the slot. I ring the door bell and for some reason I get extremly nervous, my voice gets shaky as we're talking. He's normal and all. I get this every now and then. When I plan in my head to talk to somebody I get extremly nervous but if it happens just like that it feels like my brain doesn't get the chance of building up anxiety. I also worked handing out flyers a few weeks ago. Which means approaching 100+ people in an hour. Never felt an ounce of nervousness because ""I was just doing my job"". So it feels like I have a right to talk to them. But if it's on my own it feels like I'm a changed person. &#x200B; Anybody else got this or has an explanation?",1.7340476190476188,3.684824428571432,3.21464285714286,91.01369047619049,79.26785714285714,6.052380952380951,24.505952380952376,7.07126945348624,0.8957880952380952,848,31,183,10,21,278,127,224,0.081,0.831,0.08800000000000001,0.5346,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,1,3,9,13,0,5,14,2,9,3,3,1,3,40,27,22,0,9,14,0,5,4,2,0,0,2,5,1,12,9,0,0,6,1,0,4,2,6,0,0,6,10,22,7,23,20,7,27,0,0,1,0,15,12,0,11,15,114,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21022976551757075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482916574133296,0.0,0.1284824407664807,0.1440888683294026,0.0,0.0,0.09071412405575753,0.0,0.0,0.08291457737961531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085720773208006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228586392345301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323755891976613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544295207823414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467726238709796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905919163837676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832161799901119,0.0,0.0999095888230521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17987431721410932,0.2541428244083881,0.1138563354331324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717220024029854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484004116201082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097215355060233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169829465295633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677837759821012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767332391166466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665932434836713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23173070554225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916944889645227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603281393121168,0.0,0.0,0.0914569609789131,0.11452624805315376,0.0,0.0,0.2323683637973784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082209119821041,0.10354033662872343,0.1238918839583876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346598180569092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192099563109192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126750780578024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727961993951147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38124359531227797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19023701667117054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632836471074469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440888683294026,0.0 socialanxiety,lovemesomee,2020/02/15,"Running away from love So I keep running away from this guy that I have a crush on. I’m a cashier he always wants to come to my line but before he does and I notice him I’ll leave to the bathroom or something. I’m a 23F. I just like run away without wanting to, I blush a lot and ugh it’s so hard for me. Also, it’s not fear of rejection. I’ve just have dealt with sexual harassment a couple of times throughout my life, I know he wouldn’t do that. Cuz he seems like a great guy. But now I feel like he thinks I don’t like him and I don’t want to be around him. Also, it might look childish and I don’t want it to be. Help anyone? 😔 thank you in advance.",-1.4130075187969915,0.5344788843537458,0.9933548156104556,101.72088077336198,93.48979591836736,3.911063372717508,15.900107411385608,5.399115186594226,-0.975073469387755,504,12,128,3,19,169,86,147,0.102,0.654,0.245,0.9728,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,8,11,1,1,7,0,10,2,0,1,0,27,25,12,0,5,7,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,0,2,7,7,0,1,4,0,0,5,6,4,0,0,0,3,17,7,19,21,1,13,0,1,1,1,13,6,0,4,6,77,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23825483992750734,0.12395098323214045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415993437674363,0.0,0.0,0.1326106141782322,0.0,0.0,0.4198731388876159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675841695215526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832033312116267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648271650626078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036045403742946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16762726949540052,0.07532128313739837,0.10642077163143107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642346635027196,0.0,0.2949979448300953,0.0,0.0,0.1334435631980041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984823631066356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13240711801359867,0.0,0.0,0.08186738044112865,0.0,0.0,0.1577326423499937,0.0,0.0,0.10521852913737886,0.2911074969585673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509325366651858,0.0,0.0,0.12664488954841824,0.1344469127630646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580285408598323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16959787229458595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561232714442004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468069195979792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714714590332575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545088788775287,0.0,0.0,0.08686280850427341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514541479248061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14359714099460014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dark_hypernova,2020/02/15,"Social anxiety panic at the gym. Felt like an asshole. This is my first post on reddit, haven't yet posted anything except comments for obvious reasons since... Well, I'm on this sub. Guess I wanted to share my feelings for a change. Apologies for any bad grammar, English is not my native language. Anyway, I've been going to the gym for a few years. Just to stay healthy, I'm nowhere near buff or athletic. I always avoid busy hours so there will be less people cos I'm extremely uncomfortable in busy places. I used to go at nightly hours but stopped after an ordeal where I got banned for no reason (that's a whole other story that took all my courage to set right). This week, I wanted to do some bench lifting when a guy approached me as I was setting the weights. I was already very nervous and even more so when I couldn't understand him well cos he didn't had a good grasp on the local language. At first I thought he asked how long I was planning to use it, then I thought it might have been occupied by him and started apologizing. It finally became clear he was asking if I'd liked doing sets together to which I (tried to) politely decline. But this guy kept pushing a bit more as to inquire on why I wouldn't. I was at this point drenched in cold sweat and kinda panicked. I just took my stuff and left to the bathrooms, feeling like an asshole just leaving like that. In the bathroom I tried to calm down, drink some water and breathe. Wouldn't you know it, the guy actually followed me to the bathroom to further ask why I left. I tried explaining I have social anxiety but I'm not sure he understood. I feel bad cos this guy seemed friendly (just too friendly for my liking). I didn't do bench lifts that day.",3.076666666666668,5.107957647058826,3.753529411764706,88.33754901960785,75.47058823529412,6.298039215686276,27.803921568627448,7.1686216300943375,1.4323156862745092,1360,56,268,15,30,430,192,340,0.11699999999999999,0.774,0.10800000000000001,-0.0437,1,1,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,0,3,18,19,0,3,17,0,24,5,2,8,4,56,55,18,0,6,12,0,5,5,2,4,0,0,0,4,17,5,3,4,15,3,0,7,9,5,2,2,18,6,32,14,38,31,9,51,0,0,0,0,23,21,0,8,22,169,49,0,0.0,0.0,0.08895351614200449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059111421585888,0.0,0.07584773823312466,0.0,0.0,0.061988097554487774,0.0,0.13946568740940452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501227982125377,0.0,0.2556510936125897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222018319759642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951696348662308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642923703646523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058787027767946226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929657996762436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06020660182164654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827116537080664,0.06512070028642511,0.08752249030888219,0.09985515696681416,0.0,0.1550717214566364,0.0,0.0,0.14085128060107013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361025847913813,0.07645596093635462,0.07290447696141622,0.0,0.10041681561301244,0.3610286310819841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795373860004294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0500960579707628,0.0,0.0,0.09651931639279826,0.1980789798789825,0.0,0.0,0.22266710448013866,0.0,0.0,0.08066874916878093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670038177955503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554220146899665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695001312681336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319496289307933,0.0,0.09523691564327044,0.0,0.08617034353795572,0.0,0.17460137851819876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18744374861491075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784533409422248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298351511396247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540383699507347,0.0,0.0,0.18584080216257964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645195323985505,0.09715843016136408,0.0,0.07620913511209604,0.0,0.0,0.10434994539027258,0.0,0.0,0.08591191514853246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14473277579822136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025517185992464,0.1856635015131948,0.0,0.0,0.09489491411269946,0.0,0.15745621730000406,0.0,0.07521190187528258,0.10753041854787973,0.0,0.07311853742988113,0.1110014657767696,0.1639174520242798,0.0,0.1645052819055422,0.10177059902125953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058700425797217674 socialanxiety,justsomeone1234567,2020/02/15,"My GF broke with me :( Im so depressed i cant even think clearly. She Is not coming back, Is going to be so hard to fine another girl like her, i dont have friends AND now she Is gone. She was my everything. I been crying for days AND valentines day was not helping either. Im at the point that Im putting her stuff AND the things she gave me and our photographs inside a box so i don’t see them because they remind me of her. Im broken into pieces. I wish things were different. I would do anything to get her back. My anxiety is so high right now.",-0.778516949152543,1.3647908728813576,1.4862500000000018,97.54259533898306,93.66101694915254,4.644915254237289,18.39194915254237,6.322622252153567,-0.13656101694915268,425,13,99,5,16,142,76,118,0.20600000000000002,0.736,0.057999999999999996,-0.9477,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,2,0,9,5,0,0,3,0,15,0,0,0,1,14,23,8,0,2,3,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,1,0,0,4,5,2,0,0,6,2,23,3,8,15,2,15,0,2,1,0,16,5,0,0,7,70,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15770127743763532,0.1150510387291839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376149103320574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312874866321307,0.0,0.09167881866684756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955115966945333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652008050168831,0.19398344450557695,0.0,0.12953417728384595,0.0,0.0,0.15712977541145454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762607097803353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933385346032744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351644771731123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161940721083494,0.0,0.07857468529132405,0.0,0.08547240602651808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472353088736105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008059634070788,0.15889957396731216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6498055390006838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347493749070262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14217099152983345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511875621588359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843569933398127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984458848107785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17216520896988616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998302519564012,0.09636643637498467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17294573852283068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068356200779092,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,baljeet101,2020/02/15,"A friend of mine has a birthday gathering on Monday but I’m really not mentally prepared to go, how do let her down easy in a way that doesn’t make her feel bad I don’t know if this is related to social anxiety but I don’t know where else would be appropriate to post. I had a super mentally exhausting week and went into a really dark place. I had a domino of failures in school and life, I just feel so mentally collapsed. I don’t think I’m ready to go to social gathering with so many people I’m not close with to fake being happy and alright. I know I’m going to be exhausted and overwhelmed as soon as I go home. I’m really good friends with her and I feel so bad with disappointing her on her birthday. I already made the decision not to go but I just don’t know how to tell her in a way that she would understand. I thought of lying and saying my parents won’t let me go. But I really don’t want to resort with that. The hard part is she knows me as a social talkative person so I don’t know if she would understand it if I told the truth. I guess this is the caveat of pretending to be okay all the time in front of people when you’re really not. What should I text to let her know that I can’t come to her birthday gathering in such a way that it doesn’t seem like I’m flaking?",2.7196570397111905,3.5657788989169674,4.721247292418774,85.88194314079425,74.09025270758123,8.716895306859206,24.68032490974729,9.120678840339163,1.690683898916967,1013,30,228,22,20,350,123,277,0.145,0.7040000000000001,0.151,-0.0729,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,12,16,0,1,14,2,28,3,0,4,2,55,62,23,0,8,13,1,4,1,2,5,3,1,1,1,10,14,0,0,16,1,0,9,14,7,0,0,6,5,33,9,35,44,2,30,0,2,0,0,24,12,0,5,6,151,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412642540932064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218362978877058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15757001674625812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128108230554919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882402096507521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14313075562864422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580154994448175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217550357783247,0.07914303341400053,0.0,0.0,0.10394600101885916,0.0,0.0,0.1004458707081391,0.08452625534568478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946487911590812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629969146857181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894624162642667,0.06664786257068772,0.046098564125667485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928384341687949,0.06298471345858507,0.09566422585832893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852720836503532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477341869442286,0.10218054444224244,0.0,0.13083194556947428,0.08238978665349403,0.09858405158593353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036890364702553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30224083048411865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503728762467099,0.0,0.09549535742300046,0.0,0.08590000085072094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885583668384203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247307162925617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06046081151625906,0.0,0.07490973084907661,0.05502092237136359,0.0,0.0,0.0901631351791112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19646006057505366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055654807054486236,0.2246910214001778,0.07568831494791023,0.0,0.0,0.08747083321467991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20108769811570684,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TitusVI,2020/02/15,"I get approached by a woman and I flee the bar... Yesterday I was sitting alone in a bar. I was feeling good. I smiled at people. Suddenly someone taps my back. A voice says in my ears:"" Can you please write your number on the cardboard?"" I write a fake number on the cardboard because I feel like not giving my number to a random person. Not realising its a girl and I am actually in a bar to meet someone. Anyway I write a fake number on it and 5 seconds later I feel weird and have the feeling I have to flee the scene. I stand up, put my jacket on and slowly leave the earea while in the backround I hear a woman scream: ""noooo"". Here you go reddit the attempts to meet a girl of a 34 year old virgin. At least I get approached...if that wouldnt happen it would look even more shitty.",1.6649896480331243,3.5742301987577685,3.40096894409938,89.79656728778471,79.31055900621118,5.2871221532091095,21.292339544513453,6.079149491110277,0.2107313457556934,606,17,126,4,15,202,90,161,0.128,0.746,0.126,-0.5153,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,3,0,1,4,6,0,0,19,0,8,5,1,0,0,17,19,6,0,2,2,0,4,1,0,2,0,5,0,5,4,5,3,0,4,3,0,5,3,4,0,1,2,10,21,2,17,15,2,25,0,0,1,1,16,11,0,1,8,84,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.19851873431261696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21069255266007647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642542776174662,0.0,0.12400928935219775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436386676178935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4114421094199824,0.14533072506965064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125679851844176,0.19514898540503192,0.11561418967545993,0.17062777565206186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989283912753787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292808561819539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21540343044370586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938582232969004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708303085758448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134659939091947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103303154919225,0.17762758674658966,0.0,0.22330550043430736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045037492284819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177602659461182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.344731851330196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451112608144684,0.0,0.0,0.13100251387783704 socialanxiety,macromacmac,2020/02/15,"My noisy neighbors are destroying my mental health. They'd blast music early in the morning from 7-11 am to 5pm-10pm, they have the worst loudest music you can ever imagine. I don't live in a private area so They also love to remind me and my family that we don't have the right to complain. We decided to just ignore them because we don't want get in trouble, they're a very agressive people, but its still making me want to jump off a cliff. I just want to know if any of you here are on the same situation as me. For now, I can't do anything but feel the need to know if I am not alone. I'm asian so forgive my english and also I have terrible social anxiety so forgive me if i don't interact or reply with your comments because sometimes I just prefer posting then just reading the comments and yes because I feel socially awkward having conversations with people even on the internet.",5.421527068437178,5.791073971910112,6.498437180796731,77.29360061287029,67.70786516853933,8.719918283963231,33.59754851889684,8.575989854853784,2.7882966292134825,709,31,130,10,11,238,107,178,0.13,0.7829999999999999,0.087,-0.2051,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,3,3,4,0,14,10,1,1,10,1,16,2,0,1,1,36,28,16,0,8,11,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,8,0,1,9,1,0,1,6,7,0,0,0,2,26,3,19,27,2,15,0,0,0,1,21,8,0,4,5,99,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17894303622856786,0.0,0.27633658455284416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749308389355645,0.0,0.1321725811690067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14217929624858172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159665371708333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411641263161393,0.15628509079941072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628771140940115,0.0,0.17472069933739334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026792877500824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18365199449899455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899055003816349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525636970867659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593639435792242,0.0,0.11532881037393525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17411679878971525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811064684756082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23956118576861235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654709147682508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17282198951785996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14754910588141193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194206602110947,0.0,0.3522451861043281,0.0,0.0,0.1708791243621284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379785251237688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255766260706518,0.3057219285472473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,nirluc341k,2020/02/15,"I can't even go to a party with some of my friends anymore This is just a post for me to vent about stuff that happened recently and I'm not sure if it's right for this subreddit or not so sorry if this is a bit misplaced or something. I was invited to a party by some people i go to school with but I was invited because my only close friend that I have asked if i could come and the girl hosting it (who I don't know very well) said ""yeah sure"" I don't know why but I just felt like this wasn't sincere and that they didn't want me coming because they don't know me that well. I still decided that I'd go anyway. Tonight i went with my friend and we were meant to go through the front yard and down the side of the house to get to the backyard and as we were there I just realised that I'm not wanted there and that no one wanted me to be there with them and i felt incredibly unwelcome without even getting to the backyard and meeting anyone. I thought about how ugly i felt and how bad my outfit and my hair were and panicked and just told my friend that i didn't want to go and left. I really, really wish i didn't though. One of my friends who moved to a different school recently and who I haven't seen in a while was going to be there and some really nice and chill people I like were there to but I just couldn't bring myself to go because of some of the people who I felt uncomfortable and unwelcome around, like people in the year above me and people in my year who I'm not close with at all. I know being uncomfortable around people in the year above is a bit immature but i don't know if I'm intimidated by them or just too socially awkward in general but i just can't talk to them. My best friend is good friends with them but i feel like they hate me and i feel like all the other people in my year who I don't know very well also don't want me to be there. I know for a fact that some people there don't like me that much but for some others, I might just be exaggerating it and convincing myself that even if it isn't true. I just feel like I'm so unwanted and worthless around other people all the time and i can't deal with it. I texted my friend after I left and he tried saying that people wanted me there and that i should come back but I couldn't. Now that I'm home though, i really wish i didn't leave because I need to be more social and it would have been fun but I can't socialise at all with people i don't know anymore and i can't get past the mental block of people not wanting me there and disliking me even if it's true or not. I just wish I could be normal and be with everyone else and be liked and fit in but it's so hard and i hate so many people my age right now. I don't know what's wrong with me, if it's just social anxiety/awkwardness or whatever but I just wish I could be like everyone else and hang out with them and be their friend and not have to think like this all the time. I've missed a week of school and a school trip already because of this feeling of inadequacy and self consciousness and I don't know how to cope. I have a psychologist appointment in a couple days that I'm dreading too. I'm sorry if this doesn't belong here but i just needed to vent and say how I felt and maybe get some help or some other people who experience or have experienced the same thing.",4.012496169560777,4.03207360252809,5.056583248212462,87.6309601634321,70.6994382022472,8.439019407558735,25.03013278855976,8.224198915089428,1.1462460674157309,2623,63,606,35,44,865,222,712,0.121,0.7,0.179,0.9935,1,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,2,0,9,1,53,42,2,2,26,1,59,1,1,4,10,182,126,80,0,30,48,0,11,10,9,3,0,3,4,2,45,62,0,1,24,1,0,16,34,10,3,2,24,16,89,32,67,83,19,59,0,2,1,0,42,23,0,24,29,429,134,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051384945168920435,0.03723751347284565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235869458758172,0.03255889333341433,0.0,0.0,0.12435649660523357,0.043531404438857134,0.0,0.0,0.03580512975131142,0.0388793077210907,0.14192605253367868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04886643825521599,0.0,0.10167247379652504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033325664804664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153359220711874,0.051522594727371036,0.0,0.03003016938471764,0.04800582548555868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0486498606416174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779711978707117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302132082058548,0.0,0.0,0.08898851063453248,0.0,0.04554889327426121,0.0,0.0,0.09417738742178043,0.09979679536302724,0.22354550899587536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32377968215036623,0.0,0.0973118552323265,0.0,0.18524524977546047,0.03905598810766847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04117672259847535,0.0,0.041712533386202205,0.09194535915388423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03121111869953616,0.0,0.04670786426111812,0.0,0.0,0.053729036332585606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25590562467403993,0.0,0.0,0.049304949241766136,0.10118465830247794,0.0,0.0,0.2274900132845001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04720896718612829,0.04678017287317431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04692593744887148,0.049397442848612166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04949056094815514,0.034230173030857694,0.0690537873690589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04562320046751446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310645052767258,0.03541430508635388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044450964339124974,0.4519462399772528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04459579919913585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193213226416604,0.0,0.09195340452235057,0.0,0.0,0.07953144281718821,0.044293383294007185,0.07405971913587057,0.0,0.18850253183196647,0.0,0.0,0.048576797927242565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239954747066735,0.0,0.03584753042773508,0.0,0.1042500099661506,0.0,0.0,0.03718636963378383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053305068385589474,0.0,0.0,0.08777274381892268,0.0,0.0,0.03742668040442658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030935301359023996,0.0298365709993278,0.09149852307275512,0.03696691207027485,0.054304122475770135,0.0,0.0,0.04449425531726624,0.0,0.031614153726848095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684097117401875,0.19225412169367934,0.0,0.03735113251259475,0.0,0.12560089452467024,0.04316564167978997,0.04201710537063222,0.0,0.21418693066072975,0.04488639537459559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033077995655126306,0.05091083372931952,0.0,0.11994372204724105 socialanxiety,addienof,2020/02/15,"Social anxiety makes every event leave a bad taste in my mouth So y’all ever go to any event and meet some people and you’re struggling with your social anxiety? It feels like you want to run away the entire time and you try so hard to put up a facade like you’re enjoying it? Well I noticed that after those events, my brain does a sort of aversion thing where whenever I go to events that remind me of that event or meet the same people from it, I feel uncomfortable. I have an automatic reaction to the uncomfy feeling I had. It’s like when you eat something and have food poisoning so that food now repulses you? It’s like that but with people and places. And that’s why it’s so hard for me to make friends. I feel so uncomfortable talking to a new person that I automatically associate that person with discomfort. So whenever I see them or think about them, I just think about the anxiety and bad feelings I felt while talking to them. So then I can’t get past it even if we vibe together. Anyone relate? Idk man I was thinking about this. I hate social anxiety...",4.057216981132076,5.513332882075473,5.106745283018871,82.04945754716985,71.59433962264151,8.69622641509434,26.45754716981132,9.188382445141503,2.089598113207547,849,28,169,18,16,279,118,212,0.184,0.737,0.079,-0.9726,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,1,6,3,0,17,13,2,2,9,0,5,7,2,2,1,32,22,21,0,2,5,0,8,4,1,0,1,0,0,3,18,11,4,0,9,0,0,4,1,6,1,0,3,10,27,7,22,19,2,23,0,0,1,0,21,5,0,5,18,110,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552926046105976,0.0,0.33986331716234586,0.0,0.0,0.07766051759489358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435095312900966,0.0,0.1854723457846971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398732646193072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719534094399844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364910611514893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335860092278701,0.1004663162970772,0.09357860373776432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807936597388993,0.15869234667241125,0.10664158487731422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686049297845913,0.0,0.085809965771581,0.0,0.058027840259131165,0.0,0.12624369044766715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19898814740378254,0.10965551115662313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760374773475067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21704659305741614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827595750722888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726904704932792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264503345187493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060258671207912,0.23099928859646884,0.19395856286455784,0.1160412093758116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165285197889407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885058923305566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396559719829688,0.0,0.08550468036514992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611117731261715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17854263916786678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737878738965076,0.21350144091229767,0.0,0.0,0.06476396810877957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540709435697801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551010040960348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986242856681103,0.0,0.10022054857662124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Ambar186,2020/02/15,"This is not the life I wished for me. I know that social media dont really show real life, but it is really destroying my soul. Everybody is successing, getting married, having children, buying houses while here I am looking after my selfish elderly dad who ruined my life, went on bankrupcy when I was younger and because of his bad decisions we ended up losing his job and uor home and now we rent a small house I gave up my life in order to take care of him. I hate him. Because of that I got now depression anxiety and panic attacks. Everybody in my feed is doing well with their family or partners while I have social anxiety and suffer fron low self esteem. I am jobless right now and afraid tht if I get a job nobody will love me because I am not an engineer or earning well, I would end up homeless because bad circumstances of my life. Never feeled loved except from my mom, I am tired of love posts on facebook and wedding or pregnancy or happy hours at offices photos because I will be alone for the rest of my life. This is not the life I wished for me.",5.50935164835165,5.915005766666668,6.4433333333333325,77.63884615384616,67.52380952380952,9.31868131868132,31.39194139194139,9.265573868473778,2.770875457875458,841,32,155,15,13,280,127,210,0.256,0.644,0.1,-0.9916,4,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,1,3,7,21,3,2,6,0,18,12,0,0,1,28,34,16,0,4,10,2,1,0,1,3,8,0,2,3,6,10,1,0,3,1,2,1,5,13,2,0,4,2,33,8,22,26,1,25,1,5,1,3,20,11,0,5,11,112,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446955698414187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432856501372194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475271273340568,0.0,0.0,0.16844230918283062,0.30744312879069324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028423663235595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687806699209802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821736991323295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17867946473780044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509003709159372,0.0,0.05100224753206376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539946932559834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067391715858432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737661110492193,0.0,0.0995869623350028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011795344914674,0.0,0.09933535503404599,0.2327778831596705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20019324894235666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055434801800221936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4987258409770543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470430696796268,0.11284627861434858,0.0,0.0,0.27311383074111223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813620707771474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779616292009926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183476908238207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660433579275596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481066817617736,0.12923814940773726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614132211967285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522805696889777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056458821628115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584071217891597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593373691726745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18138615756686013,0.09350629921270737,0.0,0.0,0.23198806326549495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716542332911272,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ireallyhatetolive,2020/02/15,"New to this sub, could someone help? Hello everyone. I've been searching for help for a little while now, and I'm assuming there would be someone here that could do that, maybe helping some others that see this post too. I know this has probably been asked millions of times already, but how do you deal with extreme anxiety? It's been getting worse and worse weekly, and the only thing that's been helping is my friends. However things are turning to shit again- i got rejected by the only girl I've spoken to in 5 years, my 2 year friend group left me, and I feel like a misfit in the new group I've been accepted in. My anxiety never leaves me alone when I'm interacting with people, but when I'm too lonely I feel like I need that interaction too. It's just been getting worse and worse and I can't think of a single way out of this situation. I've gotten to the point where I can't even force a simple question out, and I used to be very extroverted. I'm beggining for help, I don't know what to do",4.697249530956847,5.096596263414637,5.58341463414634,83.11898686679176,69.29268292682926,8.844277673545967,28.452157598499063,8.841846274778883,1.9857617260787999,794,26,166,13,13,261,113,205,0.152,0.706,0.142,-0.743,1,4,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,0,13,8,1,0,8,0,20,1,1,2,1,30,38,13,0,4,3,0,2,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,15,11,0,0,8,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,8,3,15,5,20,25,2,23,0,2,1,0,17,9,1,3,14,105,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707306580831285,0.12474001828847213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17294720844558165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567507988916272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18050296360745385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653700377292042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466039789759997,0.0,0.0,0.1080124578076755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143106117047962,0.16150844750074572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17466544092979347,0.0,0.11811516545810673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904066513267114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3788342582234198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424523251713054,0.0,0.0,0.119690704152975,0.12281589564483986,0.0,0.0,0.11044911432431327,0.1132935672683826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356165897530425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381609312794018,0.0871817165125104,0.2183452147139158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719406744377431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836617467131339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685725387018218,0.0,0.10825896163559356,0.0,0.1218738622153193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662820096755506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007648802676284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603167276897502,0.0,0.1270592183330458,0.0,0.0,0.1915531147515924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019457720928114,0.07243005514332125,0.0,0.0,0.06591324763020383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229526619739666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762836200167864,0.0,0.09326801963144367,0.0,0.0897241406573334,0.09067210128180236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4607806831516849,0.0802988067692268,0.0,0.0,0.14558526853123624 socialanxiety,x_jolo,2020/02/15,Uncomfortable So yesterday my cousin came round from Ireland and I have been talking to her alot online. I was looking forward to seeing her but when she got here I felt rly uncomfortable. I am a very myself person and I have to have my own space alot and if I don't then I get rly stressed. I want too be nice but I am rly worried that I am coming across mean as well. Now I am just rly stressed and idk what to do !!!,0.8537752525252529,2.8885829886363648,2.436969696969701,95.00601010101013,82.75,5.2747474747474765,21.141414141414145,6.42735559955562,0.10643535353535327,325,10,75,3,9,106,57,88,0.182,0.732,0.085,-0.8349,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,2,3,0,12,0,0,0,0,15,21,11,0,2,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,2,1,0,5,4,17,2,7,15,3,9,0,0,3,0,6,3,0,3,5,57,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864982814453968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21577830871593104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24051342012584825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087272042417827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20034284941612132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21035178175891686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728612844570453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187216055111953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19961120129827128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5738798165783725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20133750278543486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066836957032758,0.1477477882612868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252240930619019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543887077712777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ayteaa,2020/02/15,does anyone ever just want to distance themselves because you hate the feeling of the train of thoughts that’ll happen after socialising i always overthink the littlest things i do or say to people and it always ends up eating me up alive. this just makes me want to stop seeing and communicating with people and instead just isolating myself from others because i don’t want to have thoughts like this anymore. does that make sense?,9.756538461538463,9.442759910256411,8.353461538461541,69.90403846153849,58.87179487179488,9.338461538461539,37.44871794871795,8.07648339933343,3.1937333333333333,355,14,54,3,4,108,54,78,0.07200000000000001,0.799,0.129,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,5,2,1,0,3,0,4,1,0,2,1,18,15,4,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,4,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,7,1,11,12,0,6,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,5,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329831395766694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19655806753827174,0.13858388067042096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416379810816948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468868853377212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028049084390524,0.0,0.0,0.17554362529514342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17928044288525832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021430770588917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17526486396666854,0.0,0.0,0.19567840575379694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968289939461084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645959393248412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748095500538712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576141297879624,0.0,0.0,0.1579372685274696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657014829297678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13167321346400682,0.0,0.0,0.3146923993171044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507049998776496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,alessi_,2020/02/15,"Has anyone been prescribed Gabapentin for anxiety? This is my second day of taking it. I think it's still too early to decide how it affects me. My NP doesn't want me taking klonopin regularly for anxiety, so he prescribed this. I've tried lexapro, zoloft, prozac, effexor, and none of them worked that well. I'm just wondering if anyone else has been prescribed Gabapentin and your experience with it.",5.493470319634703,7.78369179452055,4.99609589041096,80.91323059360731,69.41095890410959,8.154337899543378,31.34474885844749,8.841846274778883,2.7285817351598167,323,14,56,6,6,98,54,73,0.063,0.865,0.07200000000000001,0.3841,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,1,6,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,0,11,12,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,7,1,6,10,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,37,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4081811772895621,0.0,0.0,0.3730860013428065,0.2733538229788597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205492368337455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228655012942202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26096793713569233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21305567435987985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4011797968952315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17094572063504196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18113020732928056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15735731724631058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23987268764239444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893180775974223,0.19422341288031186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lonely_widget,2020/02/15,"Classmate takes pictures of me Sorry if this is worded funny or the grammar is bad, my mind is doing it’s thing again and it’s hard to focus on composing my thoughts. Anyway, I’m a 16 year old guy and there’s a guy in my photography class who has periodically taken pictures of me. We don’t talk to each other except for the occasional few word exchange regarding an assignment. The first time, he got out of his chair, came over to me and took a side profile of me while I was on my phone (using his film camera, it was for an assignment). I was worried that he was taking it as a joke because I know my posture is bad when sitting and one of his friends has briefly teased me about it before. Then later that day as I was leaving the photo lab he took a photo of me with his Snapchat cam. Fast forward 2 weeks to today, he showed me his phone and said “do you know who that is” and then when he showed me the screen it was just his Snapchat camera view and he took a pic. It looked like a weird photo to me (then again I think that about pretty much all photos) and he said “just kidding” and deleted it. It’s possible it’s just face value and he simply is taking photos for whatever reason, but he could also be sending it to a group chat or something. Maybe this is just my social anxiety being stupid but I can’t help but worry that he’s taking the picture to make fun of me because I’m ugly or have bad posture or something :(",4.2311578947368425,4.637008376271186,5.345263157894738,84.39375557537912,70.32203389830508,7.566458519179304,27.390722569134702,7.273561745256523,1.3330000000000002,1121,35,233,10,19,372,152,295,0.115,0.818,0.067,-0.9393,2,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,1,1,0,1,13,10,2,0,16,0,23,1,1,3,1,40,44,27,0,2,13,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,22,15,0,0,5,5,1,6,2,6,0,2,15,6,30,4,28,26,4,31,0,0,3,0,35,7,0,5,20,158,52,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687178019604788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266810076318237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034285106989064,0.14768579405991805,0.0,0.10307713798153552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13854640448044406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671660485281396,0.0,0.0,0.07812218638088743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030375440467998,0.0,0.0,0.09358875939891638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968828898726248,0.0,0.0,0.2398857968934593,0.0,0.0,0.1085133508861997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119437492890086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133145482135553,0.0,0.0,0.12826469224398165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0591805427066504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172306406768933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808586904039055,0.0,0.12169659575706783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223120259444514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904831415062077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271110211983097,0.0,0.08208435035448004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656174347506173,0.0,0.1232380530420017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454716645166634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304546405186419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348208724744204,0.0,0.18651159888530108,0.0,0.13560094524357882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36431439675590377,0.09736388978413388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047684805096267,0.07761854855744707,0.0,0.09616782235499344,0.07063491255999356,0.0,0.1148220109915618,0.0,0.4037570118693942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462192444306123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716735521215863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24603736276759575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800710086704048 socialanxiety,Fgbcftgvxsdf,2020/02/15,"unrealistic expectations? : When I was 16, this senior 18, John took me out with his friends. We went to a party that was wasted. He and two of his friends had sex with me. They called me a gross and ugly after. They ignored me for a while. John kept hooking up with me. Before all that happened, he was helpful to me and would hang out with me after he would only have sex with me if he was drunk and ignore me the rest of the time. He would never want to talk to me only about sex. He left for the military over the years he kept in contact with me and saw me when he came home sometimes. He would only want to talk to me about sex or photos. He cheated on his girlfriend with me (I didn't know they were dating). He would have sex with me and ignore me. I went on vacation once, and my phone broke. He sent me at least 30 messages and was mad I didn't respond. He would also imply that I'm weird or annoying. When I was 17, I tried talking to him about the trouble I was having at school. At first, he was sympathetic but then told me to speak to someone else. Because of what happened I was bullied in school, I tried to talk to him because I was lonely. After three years knowing him, he told me he wanted me for sex and nothing more. That he felt no connection to me. It's been four years since all that, and I feel broken. He still tries to contact me trying to cheat on his girlfriend with me or see me again. I try to ignore him then he'll bombard me with texts it works to face time me. I moved away and didn't talk to anyone he knows. He still keeps photos of me and sends them to me, asking if I miss this. I feel so used and dirty. Something must be so wrong with me. I blew up at him and blocked him finally. He was messaging me begging for pics, and he now lives with his girlfriend. I feel sick. He recently emailed me saying hey I called him a rapist, a waste of space, ugly, a coward, an awful person. I want this person to stop contacting me. I feel terrible. I haven't seen him for five years, but he still keeps original photos he took of me as a teenager he's says he took them because he thought I wouldn't mind.I thought he would have stopped when I blew up at him last time. He acts like I'm a rude cause he says he's just like that and he's never done anything wrong to me. He even said,”I was drunk too. I didn’t take advantage of you. You just made the mistake of fucking me apparently. Yeah sorry I didn’t hit you up after but what did you expect? You think I haven’t been dealing with shit too? You think you’re the only one who’s got problems? Grow up. Stop taking out all your anger on me. I’m sorry I just use you for sex but I thought that was a part of our relationship that was mutually understood. Apparently not, once again.” One time when I blew up at him, and he left me alone for a couple of months coming back trying to apologize to me then to come on to me sexually then I went off hard on him calling him scum and saying I wish he were dead also, he lives with his girlfriend Am I a mean person for sending these messages? Does that make me a bad person?",1.2373091688687268,3.147559967542509,2.741971630852074,93.9907427581393,80.7001545595054,5.472493393827591,20.48185172259062,6.453848037991606,0.06155942563693495,2397,65,542,21,62,782,254,647,0.21600000000000005,0.741,0.043,-0.9990000000000001,2,3,1,0,0,0,72.0,2,8,5,3,25,30,9,0,20,2,43,14,2,6,6,108,99,42,1,20,13,0,6,2,6,10,1,5,1,4,18,39,2,12,15,2,0,16,12,25,0,7,47,14,106,5,90,40,7,87,0,3,3,9,115,29,2,5,44,349,124,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439975463878518,0.0,0.09945068899016472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04347772008362689,0.0,0.051168863489207,0.0,0.058129930819774224,0.0,0.05842018146555681,0.047812602011501205,0.051917724623888835,0.11371310053036715,0.0,0.05291062252934732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19047827671222575,0.07111738503620653,0.0,0.06387601519414754,0.0,0.10712517356818416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06880101631832335,0.0,0.0,0.06410487670668279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0544141599601405,0.06363175525678119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05194343313172997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04106932087788639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576035821000267,0.0,0.05970257629180509,0.06811517937734438,0.0,0.05289029852951305,0.0,0.0,0.09608026801118608,0.057484432275516674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049731047213602636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997118364955964,0.0,0.055701090082291765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04167796086983844,0.0,0.062371636138038734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105369285900844,0.0,0.0,0.10251754877047743,0.050685020418665315,0.0,0.0,0.13511756082685114,0.0,0.0,0.060756039943491866,0.0,0.10981220466857283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05883624425000308,0.041505650330966516,0.0,0.0,0.06773227724196301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06278410093910329,0.0,0.0496315036887388,0.06608752741228137,0.0,0.0,0.0959141389802937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05966341215303971,0.0,0.0,0.13243939715417472,0.08426958998319467,0.18916284748787465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673349089860696,0.0,0.0,0.21717280196448965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05949788748696652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061395274428082375,0.06675807792430004,0.0,0.0,0.059147444008401474,0.19779221026267865,0.0,0.12585901231529606,0.049549430414208055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382690335353991,0.05143596023154228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052684934425889465,0.04786922201765517,0.06149763586080626,0.13921089717665466,0.0,0.0,0.14897114775747114,0.15595585844638565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350328262030072,0.2498897486501856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968490015185653,0.0,0.14809198570314985,0.14503069328621646,0.0,0.0,0.11883135942020448,0.20725289105742864,0.25329693715468393,0.0,0.060740850495950724,0.0,0.0,0.10740715663821238,0.0,0.0,0.1467015619502547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17292452175498182,0.0,0.0,0.07150396146359021,0.0,0.0,0.045267799641390695,0.0,0.0,0.3091963461121532,0.13596819495309942,0.0,0.1601675929079076 socialanxiety,0220261,2020/02/15,"Living with Social Anxiety For my senior degree project I am exploring how design can be used to create a better experience/safe space for those who deal with social anxiety. I’ve created this [survey](https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLSfFaV3f4kjiOWvIgmP6utaScxXNqhkvjd7EpGwKlnQmKJ5Odg/viewform?fbclid=IwAR1xdknrTWjXldzza4CUaY7abmSC2LMGtcIDbH6cxoy3sHac3UecCjeqzog) so that I can collect interviews/research for my project in a confidential way. I know this topic can be personal & sensitive so I want to say thank you in advance to those who take the time to fill this out! 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It will keep your brain busy and the thoughts may pass. This works ridiculously well for me. I sometimes will cringe for like 15 minutes after a social interaction and I hate it. Also, I have a daughter with depression who causes me massive amounts of worry and this helps with that too. I am not religious, but I memorized 2 Bible passages (the Lord's prayer and Psalm 23) in Spanish because I figured if I was going to memorize something it should be something comforting. Obviously, you can't do this if you are in public. If you are in public, visualizing yourself doing a task with many steps (e.g. making a recipe) may help with thoughts. It also helps me fall asleep.",6.840384615384617,7.857312525641028,6.605538461538463,75.48946153846154,64.76923076923077,9.316923076923075,36.112820512820505,9.3871,3.4717174358974363,678,32,115,12,10,213,105,156,0.08,0.82,0.10099999999999999,0.6428,0,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,5,0,1,5,6,2,0,9,0,14,2,2,2,1,32,23,14,0,7,7,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,10,9,0,1,8,0,0,4,2,3,1,0,4,0,15,3,16,13,1,12,2,1,0,0,14,5,0,7,4,81,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27644632812474645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536400642536528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19295089902437504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17755824554829314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887015437269108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823114290439784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17064751748755747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475607669445052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15363155520188584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444277422472052,0.0,0.0,0.15296136779956154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153746117491464,0.17523653455921107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281615243671137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19526435197963532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17619253790758566,0.0,0.2661272795863236,0.17094698684042234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4116561291635393,0.1007866386635238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18800447498220524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540737848428302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583238105456232,0.3510626385772404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,billydrivesavic,2020/02/15,"Making plans with friends Doesn’t matter how long I’ve known a friend or how much I get along with them Shit I can be related to someone and the idea of hanging out with them closes up my throat and I can’t breathe What the hell? How do I get over this besides alcohol? I hate this feeling I get. Does anyone relate?",0.07757575757575808,2.436729787878789,1.3942424242424245,98.12803030303031,92.03030303030305,4.1454545454545455,19.454545454545453,5.82211442006289,-0.21538181818181767,250,8,55,2,9,79,48,66,0.177,0.695,0.128,-0.7517,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,1,3,5,3,0,3,0,5,4,3,4,0,17,11,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,8,1,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,9,2,9,10,1,6,1,0,0,0,4,4,2,1,1,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931884466191718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918264892494338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400787633420939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871569136890444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42391230412450415,0.0,0.42999752848806666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27085618771887043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096990221698467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427842699409564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831255910312152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016731297243236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816083908360981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324493093891768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lemongrabdub,2020/02/15,Should I even go to prom? I don't have a date and I know I won't have a date when prom arrives what do I do? I don't want to regret not ever going to prom for the rest of my life but what will I even do? Akwardly stand alone at prom? I don't even know what to do and thinking about it makes me breathe hard and sweat.,-0.6776640926640916,0.7085586081081097,1.4490733590733598,103.5022972972973,84.54054054054055,4.769111969111969,15.976833976833975,5.288315135182226,-1.1497544401544402,243,4,68,1,7,81,42,74,0.09699999999999999,0.877,0.026000000000000002,-0.5431,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,12,3,2,1,1,13,19,5,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,1,10,0,8,16,1,8,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,48,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148235500245189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6023123598091485,0.2749602786359771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34550883899118795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27229940577104994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33411036863687754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21470457078322905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029038193788641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947731267756118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17929069290081498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ASadVase,2020/02/15,"Saying hi to teachers, or anyone really. Does anyone else walk past someone they know, and think about whether you should say hi or just pretend you didn’t see them? I’m so scared of just saying hi to people and when I do, my voice just shrinks and I’m not sure if they even heard me.",2.2722033898305085,3.915643000000003,2.812000000000001,95.91901694915256,76.62711864406779,5.397966101694917,20.274576271186444,5.6839178017228535,-0.24610779661016924,223,5,50,1,5,69,44,59,0.12,0.88,0.0,-0.7272,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,3,0,7,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,15,9,9,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,6,8,1,4,6,0,3,0,0,1,0,12,0,0,3,2,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457908708328675,0.2533551410483012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163857686427048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20656056644784607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16331808801799216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589194801693466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23604514918220795,0.17142439865049697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15840612134244833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5899119753100204,0.24755826185374016,0.0,0.19704046876475828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095092534734989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330470296527786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15843925902014547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pilfton,2020/02/15,"Uncontrolled binge eating in certain social situations I've kind of had this issue for a very long time but it's getting worse by the year. When I have people over, or go to a dinner or friends gathering I sort of lose control over my satiety and keep on eating whatever is in front of me, I'll take portions I normally wouldn't eat and notice myself reaching for the bowl of chips almost every minute. The strange thing is that I'm a healthy looking guy that eats normal portions when I'm alone or with my girlfriend.. but as soon as I'm with someone except her I'll grab for whatever food I can. It's 3am, I'm lying awake feeling sick from having friends over and eating non stop for a few hours. And it's like that every weekend. Does anyone know what might be happening inside my head? I don't have this behaviour when gor example I'm at a game night where there's constantly something I have my hands on.. or if I'm on my laptop during a social interaction for example to plan a trip. Why is that? Any help is welcome.",3.5476923076923086,4.990359153846157,4.740576923076926,84.2294230769231,72.84615384615384,7.507692307692308,27.42307692307693,8.07648339933343,1.7545134615384614,816,30,161,12,16,269,129,208,0.121,0.748,0.132,0.3227,0,1,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,6,8,0,1,10,0,14,10,2,1,1,26,28,16,0,4,8,0,3,1,3,2,1,0,0,1,11,6,7,3,2,2,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,4,14,6,27,24,3,25,0,1,1,0,12,10,0,8,13,94,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988907781144614,0.12400083858472398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141831745884047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837157498558962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938211777052522,0.1342837667405484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047737138718393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6125519397457377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017499554468543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06053745843529886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447741002011166,0.0,0.18500122976643765,0.0,0.06255230212540774,0.0,0.06804348939271694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854833773260195,0.1058739980391742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287421964911073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025033833356808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790676328035705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496365455552907,0.0,0.10641866507590143,0.0,0.1246770195411172,0.06579870833614171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05849245811833185,0.0,0.0,0.10595443460832392,0.10054034303370916,0.13394364428547087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701119557989865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123554745200699,0.23461365218111505,0.0,0.1363097350057073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300347572541165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457791947649236,0.0,0.24409275367708136,0.10144411397581572,0.09217152620970837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009695087619427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001963998445799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954115404871592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981364948083127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878713406524896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803479856813096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201181954183064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710012229889719 socialanxiety,letsdolaundry,2020/02/15,"How do you deal with job interviews? - Triggering So, I have to find a job and I've been at an unhealthy routine sitting on my couch for too long. When I used to work, I was a little bit more spontaneous, but being unemployed for a year kind of kills it. How do you deal with job interviews? I feel like my anxiety will be too obvious. Also, what job skills do you put on your resume if you can't think of many things you're good at?Communication isn't one of them clearly.",2.723125,4.395515062500003,4.208749999999998,86.26125,75.45833333333334,8.133333333333335,24.5,8.841846274778883,1.6401500000000002,370,12,80,8,8,123,69,96,0.095,0.7929999999999999,0.11199999999999999,0.4119,6,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,5,1,2,7,4,1,0,4,0,11,0,0,4,2,14,14,8,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,1,12,3,12,9,2,9,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,1,4,54,15,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369380267566497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099570211381634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18694626250106794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530752943324348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658248360245309,0.12233162170021215,0.0,0.0,0.15650735545654698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362532418807586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6797045045113538,0.0,0.18944817556005455,0.17831680217561172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836576629874607,0.17162428376483932,0.0,0.15153920125152187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736072634495863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603450398450076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721403046389813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376213742940135,0.10972164295588774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14789363692627375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246624477206078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027090081467572 socialanxiety,EurosAndCents,2020/02/15,"family Does anybody else feel completely fine with family but when they're around other people they forget how to walk, how to make eye contact, where their hands are/how clenched they are, forget how to walk, etc.?",5.842307692307693,7.8549019487179494,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,67.97435897435898,8.276923076923078,23.256410256410252,8.841846274778883,1.6019333333333332,172,4,30,3,3,51,28,39,0.11699999999999999,0.845,0.038,-0.486,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,4,0,10,3,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,5,3,1,5,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,1,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913496699797137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431481282992675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864059977217505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27340146024644685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36500506883827866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6170632065209439,0.0,0.16548321656240242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184627531296704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22689558669828885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TheTingOfTheTing,2020/02/15,"I am a teenager with social anxiety and I have trouble asking people to be friends. I’ve been bullied a lot in elementary school (for my physical appearance) and although I don’t think I’m “ugly” anymore, I have lots of social anxiety and my once awesome social skills have now been lost. I guess the bullying really ruined my self-esteem. I have a few friends, but most of the classmates that I really want to be friends with are just my acquaintances. They are nice to me, we joke around together, and we have interesting convos. I don’t know how I even managed to make at least just a few friends, but I want more friends (not for popularity, but just so my life can be more enjoyable and exciting). I’m a social being with lots of anxiety, basically. I’m tired of not hanging out with anyone outside of school (besides my family and best friend), and I’m tired of not getting invited to any cool events or parties. My best friend has really good social skills and he has a bunch of friends. He even has a girlfriend! I wish my skills were like his. How do I ask people to be their friend? I really don’t have the courage to do it. They probably like me as a person but I can’t get myself to ask. I have too much anxiety. I WANT to socialize, I WANT to make more friends. And if my anxiety was better, maybe I could even get myself a boyfriend. I’m sorry if what I wrote seems to be out of order, I just had to get it out. TL;DR: I have social anxiety and I am having trouble asking people to be friends.",3.790159542444311,4.9596743675496695,5.275556893437692,81.68923540036123,71.88079470198676,8.802167369054787,28.627934978928355,9.218907990703514,2.388445033112583,1177,45,237,25,22,397,134,302,0.102,0.596,0.302,0.9978,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,2,0,3,7,13,29,0,0,12,1,36,3,0,4,0,54,63,22,0,8,14,0,0,2,12,0,3,0,0,1,4,20,0,0,3,1,0,2,7,4,0,0,7,1,41,25,34,48,14,11,0,2,0,0,33,6,0,10,4,174,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045392966350425966,0.0,0.3063859759552725,0.0,0.06619905162279081,0.046673848524694056,0.0,0.0,0.059422538579319686,0.2496126825983059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14010210443636653,0.059035831605503235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053295238823402966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226521017980347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629268984549092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5672881942078158,0.0,0.1394985617066202,0.0,0.0,0.0559875685654458,0.0,0.0,0.07353374779943378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03668460177789715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0471482026206578,0.06522232996183931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728665974593475,0.1702479295876726,0.0,0.0,0.08911361647944291,0.0,0.06706034754568156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04906966261585709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108763235038629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883020792501904,0.05828439510557016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196886370488077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17104958948428067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351111434769994,0.0,0.060767599875073935,0.06963584680391938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.476309640748443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472227517119523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04277134302626096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344090114222872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157485867879736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676035127527253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,EggsForGalaxy,2020/02/16,"I feel stuck When I try interacting with people or putting myself in a space to interact with people I feel left out of the conversation cuz IDK what to say and I just listen to people interact, which demotivates me because I am watching how easily they interact with each other. When I do talk I end up saying something I regret and thinking about it for a week, and not entirely because what I think I said was stupid, because If I say something stupid I can forget that, its usually the reaction I get from people that sticks with me. It's like I try to filter myself because I end up with bad relationships and reactions from everyone when I don't filter myself (as I know from going years without a filter) and then after filtering myself I feel like I can't talk to anyone and I am just the boring no personality person.",6.028187500000001,6.641125443750003,7.317499999999999,71.09750000000003,66.4375,10.15,31.0,10.125756701596842,3.2094500000000004,661,24,115,15,10,226,89,160,0.154,0.797,0.048,-0.9353,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,7,7,2,0,6,0,7,0,0,2,0,29,18,15,0,2,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,5,0,2,9,13,0,0,6,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,3,9,27,2,23,15,1,18,0,1,1,0,16,6,0,2,12,91,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074819035408504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030568284394234,0.35133363558625524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552346274490794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768022329452784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21856243525826,0.10293497420199914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527892006539744,0.0,0.08188732028911985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918582589194394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15654971916857335,0.0,0.0,0.14078615588889676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39956400017101307,0.2516204477829558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484609597149714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469430157454486,0.0,0.0,0.13705865754814714,0.3437486006356369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22184868400000848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316215286001096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846488149195472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19564969515023695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15869022932821647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557699365836928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889363680759506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927865761348782 socialanxiety,Combosingelnation,2020/02/16,"Memes VS getting out of SA? Memes or getting better? This subreddit advertises itself as a community to share strategies and learn from others. I subbed to this. I was really looking forward to discuss things but... wait.. what about those memes? I mean i love them but.. they are for fun, right? Why do I see only memes? I can't blame this subreddit for these memes but still, if it advertises about SA strategies and has such a huge and popular name as R/SOCIALANXIETY and only provides us with good memes with intention of getting most likes for describing better how NOT to do good in social situations then... I want to say that something is off. But it actually isn't only off, it's unhealthy, really. Can you guess what people with social anxiety will google? You guessed it right, they will google this: ""social anxiety"", a lot of them are actually reddit users and they will google ""social anxiety reddit"". So and you know what they will find and I'm not going to discuss if they'll find help because if you're following me you already know the answer. I know I'll be downvoted to hell from the majority because of this post but I don't care. I just hope that there are people out here to agree with me on this and I want to say that whoever struggles today with social anxiety, I'm really glad to hear you out as I really want to help out as I'm struggling with this myself. Shoot me!",3.2620895522388054,5.57290532835821,4.485576119402985,81.99673731343286,75.94029850746269,7.870089552238808,24.899104477611946,8.726425361277474,1.9635407164179104,1100,38,207,24,25,361,129,268,0.11199999999999999,0.713,0.175,0.9413,0,0,1,1,0,1,38.0,1,5,7,2,9,15,1,2,5,0,18,1,0,2,0,51,42,24,0,7,13,0,0,1,0,5,0,3,0,0,22,18,0,1,8,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,1,5,29,12,40,35,3,18,1,0,2,1,28,12,1,9,5,142,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.19088251164633066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079276309897275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992749680483769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923914738317795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299695159701678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971629650274448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17877965859863856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329350797078467,0.0,0.05558348682712832,0.16406440674663414,0.0,0.0,0.21548124016974196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023066878794556,0.0,0.1311100786701839,0.0,0.0,0.09714007651374952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16124929823640646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04778142338559505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821295745189589,0.0,0.0,0.0831482960811024,0.08827068940148218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653573270340877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231499151289996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560805422430627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366788159126957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506194691254528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670458182690796,0.0,0.15555314911445353,0.0,0.0,0.07793603122712951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993425059774503,0.0,0.4984873086204385,0.0,0.0752932405236408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781053043160608,0.0,0.0,0.2044890820841012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06497571961314799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927054547027115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764451824709632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17305957027629024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825165870646709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,a-girl-in-red,2020/02/16,"my crush makes me anxious so here's the thing, I've met this guy and I really really like him, like a lot of you catch my meaning. the issue is that I'm obviously (since I'm posting here) struggling with really bad social anxiety. I feel so anxious when I'm with big groups or meeting new people. now because of my feelings for this guy I feel anxious whenever I have to see him and it's gotten to a point where I want to hide away from him and all other interactions I have to have. Anyone who's got any kind of advice of how to feel less anxious when i have to see him would be so appreciated. I figure I'll tackle the bigger issues later on and just want to focus on my anxiety with him, but really any kind of aid is again appreciated",4.100714285714286,4.537379980519481,6.123792207792209,78.58711688311689,70.62337662337663,9.017142857142858,26.43896103896104,9.120678840339163,1.965724155844156,583,17,120,11,10,205,87,154,0.106,0.7959999999999999,0.099,0.6051,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,12,6,0,1,5,0,8,0,0,2,2,24,24,12,0,3,3,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,7,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,6,19,4,20,19,3,15,0,0,2,0,14,7,0,2,8,80,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014952687246562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16722629160518718,0.0,0.1881194183378716,0.5556134824803279,0.0,0.08597251106562219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551961988445332,0.0,0.10266171147300107,0.0749518050076318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24867757019066164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833779229114932,0.0,0.0,0.2434881917696736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566647062845162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560759823707786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201385285681592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045313558735969,0.0,0.0,0.08207295542409672,0.0,0.0,0.13393328683022088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187500369564042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524103585731016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623156351532599,0.0,0.117756239466322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150707128195585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19595732924298367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170907424932953,0.0,0.0,0.12533643312437612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853853908653026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816853788970028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450432731276306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734321275503655,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AnxietyZenMaster,2020/02/16,"Remove Resistance to Achieve Ideal Lifestlye! I've struggled with talking to girls for a big portion of my life & now I'm partying in Vegas on a regular basis with hot chicks & life is much easier these days. I've noticed my anxiety has damn near disappeared every since I started doing these two things. 1. I've learned how to remove the feeling of resistance towards approaching women (& getting things done in general) so I don't over think & my mind is just focused on taking action. 2. & I've also figured out the right questions to ask myself to realize why women would even want me in their lives at all. Learn these 2 things & enjoy the results! 💃🍾💰",3.478820512820516,5.80159967692308,4.701153846153846,80.65301282051283,75.30769230769229,7.410256410256411,29.294871794871803,8.344100000000001,2.4799487179487185,538,24,93,10,12,177,92,130,0.066,0.799,0.136,0.8513,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,2,6,4,1,1,5,0,7,2,0,2,1,19,15,3,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,6,3,0,0,7,0,0,5,1,2,0,1,1,2,8,2,20,13,3,20,0,0,0,0,8,12,1,1,3,55,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872936938012422,0.0,0.8026005662368594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444508123508256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541662446429375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962023801330136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634046345669275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154288707933822,0.0,0.10401874383703494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06242410678683185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450174302926771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744041637432993,0.0,0.0,0.1090157325932808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465745095901255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075588249396764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405578244282468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830128667033287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543251230990902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212578653172602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738425331447856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290651743783564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282509977368564,0.09923091553938047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460601562712619,0.0791069425561144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060058961825175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281876498543041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114017003161554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770106666146156,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rach11720,2020/02/16,"Are people actually staring at me or is it social anxiety? Firstly I just want to apologize if my formatting is off as I am a first time redditor! I could definitely use some tips! :-) It seems as though people have always made an effort to look at me or stare at me. The stares always seem to be in disdain, not out of admiration or kindness. I was severly bullied in school and people always gave me strange looks. While I have a few close friends, I have had a hard time making friends even in college. Now I am 20 and in college and it still happens. It doesn’t matter if I am working out at the gym, at work, at school, just walking, or even driving (people always make it a point to look over at my car while driving by). My closest friends and family say it is because I am attractive or it is all just in my head because I have anxiety. However, I do not think that either is the case. While I don’t deal with bullying anymore, I was always called ugly, disgusting, ect in school. In school it always seemed as though people would make it a point to stare at me or say something negative to me. I know it was not because of something I did or said because I was always extremely quiet, kept to myself, and minded my own business. I am extremely self-aware and don’t do anything out of the ordinary. I dress totally average and don’t believe I have any attention-catching qualities or looks. I just mind my own business and when I look up I always feel as though I have someone staring at me. While I do have social anxiety and this is a common feeling for people with social anxiety, I do not believe this is in my head. Additionally, I do not believe I am especially attractive. I feel I am quite average looking. If people stare at me I either stare or smile back and they just continue to give me an angry/dissapointed look. I always thought that this issue would solve itself once high school ended but I am 20 now and it just seems to continue. Does anyone have any ideas as to how I can solve this problem or what may be causing this?",4.5077015558698745,5.522455569306931,5.838628005657707,78.90138613861386,70.03960396039605,8.84073550212164,31.26025459688826,9.140100540675403,2.7285214992927864,1606,68,306,31,28,541,169,404,0.075,0.8590000000000001,0.066,-0.7396,1,0,2,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,1,6,17,9,1,0,12,0,46,2,2,7,2,76,74,39,0,8,27,0,4,0,3,3,0,4,0,0,20,18,0,1,11,1,0,4,10,2,0,2,11,22,51,7,46,57,8,50,0,0,14,0,15,29,0,19,17,237,71,9,0.0,0.0,0.059788676350529424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4588185451051243,0.0,0.0,0.08332860718746171,0.0,0.18747924102771935,0.0,0.0607613382905331,0.04283997172179544,0.0,0.05041829839967951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047111267890275824,0.0,0.14939348250854695,0.0,0.0,0.2070839802024192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256142205151381,0.0,0.0,0.06293905658702571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0489174686954076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06316456106854773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05361599158083576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05426521401482525,0.0,0.0,0.08093379973273092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05775796587509439,0.0,0.09293674172214007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422896550249122,0.0,0.0,0.14200638706576738,0.0,0.0,0.05877379567684509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054179041457301104,0.0,0.054884044503915534,0.0,0.12575717482472842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06473294777707861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916405238888608,0.0,0.0639478167086385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380113659249526,0.03367126029812949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3601475017442312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057973210992633986,0.12269048720033578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372631792265612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06524836189689164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973283511532505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583602322318888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058625148985401575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651660011691703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05827984595012426,0.09744545802018197,0.0,0.3100321565936287,0.0,0.22310414440088105,0.06391582871776354,0.06921533866661543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18736486293836,0.051912131009365314,0.09433411474365544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04892866005100405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0392580252896607,0.18058633477877287,0.048639904664923114,0.07145166291175505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052915833031827564,0.0,0.0,0.03613742138159437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920758737187702,0.0,0.0,0.08704598058466513,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DoveJim,2020/02/16,"Should I start playing piano again? Hello, months ago I decided to quit piano classes due to depression and social anxiety, I am now on medication and therapy so I thought that maybe I'll be able to play again, the bad thing is that if I were to assist to the same academy I used to I would start to remember all the situations that my social anxiety has ruined, what are your opinions?",7.224600000000002,6.689397826666671,8.2425,69.36375000000001,64.06666666666666,12.3,36.08333333333333,11.698219412168324,4.388533333333333,307,13,56,9,4,105,52,75,0.18,0.767,0.054000000000000006,-0.8708,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,4,5,0,0,3,0,8,1,0,1,1,12,12,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,9,2,8,7,2,9,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,2,8,42,14,1,0.21469246487646768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903119163109086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32847829598276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17925924046160166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849143054061511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21568743759700865,0.0,0.0,0.2162800715701864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17136547717880488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283518634139843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243204710910251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413233257828083,0.0,0.4377038621638557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039208633112324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455195442200853,0.0,0.14263213390657115,0.0,0.0,0.1704418357308751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185425357703822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525113672205004,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,vartadise,2020/02/16,"I go to social events late so I’m not the only one there. Because when I do show up early, there will be less people meaning people will expect you to interact with them and my anxiety goes 📈having to scramble up conversation and then wondering If it’s boring them out.",6.41,6.074862222222222,7.6003703703703716,72.63166666666667,65.66666666666667,10.162962962962963,30.962962962962962,9.725611199111238,2.887562962962963,216,7,39,4,3,74,44,54,0.078,0.922,0.0,-0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,8,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,6,0,7,5,1,9,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,5,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562241013478752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20417306253828074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19035108823081076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3778208899319674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36484203876290616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226960396631512,0.2547329048495192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4644030478825775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34142371082354345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632223559564416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,golden_galaxys,2020/02/16,"Girls and SA Anybody got tips for doing well with girls?before i had Social anxiety i was like good with girls without really doing anything ,but now its really difficult.Since i have SA they just say im quiet or ask why and want me to change.",1.1329464285714297,3.7712790208333367,3.0634523809523806,85.3125,92.125,6.909523809523809,19.357142857142858,7.957251820313856,1.4558892857142856,195,6,36,5,7,65,39,48,0.028999999999999998,0.825,0.145,0.5187,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,8,4,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,2,5,3,5,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072460174897456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22293650208234586,0.0,0.2532650240704037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23052513394557045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865877007685331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272271224806307,0.21667211180156667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29263014829806344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235333073436678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471047860791914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21543913861013533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22410021003662506,0.0,0.0,0.2761594400078738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15979020658776602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24358134075928745,0.0,0.2444548559881299,0.0,0.0,0.2611483399518609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,JupiterMonarch,2020/02/16,"How do you deal with negative assumptions and judgments from others? As someone who is shy/socially anxious I tend to be quiet around people I don't know. I am trying to work on this and be better, especially in situations where it's important - such as with my boyfriend's friends and family. However, I found out that they are negatively judging me - his brother has dismissed me a rude, ungrateful and told my bf I didn't want to be there with them. In reality I was very grateful for his family's generosity and hoping to start getting to know them and build a good relationship. My boyfriend wants me to be able to make a good impression, but I wish people would give me some time since it can take me some time to open up. Now I feel even more anxious in these situations since I feel I'm not able to be good enough. I don't know how to get over my fear when the this fear is being actualized (i.e. I'm scared of being judged negatively, can't talk as much, and now I'm judged negatively). How do you all move past that to actually make improvements?",7.945865384615388,6.465745701923076,8.349884615384617,72.2451153846154,63.134615384615394,12.35846153846154,35.70384615384616,11.407655852321104,3.832519615384616,838,31,169,21,10,279,121,208,0.111,0.76,0.129,0.18899999999999997,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,3,2,11,11,1,3,4,0,21,0,0,5,1,34,43,15,0,5,2,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,9,13,0,0,6,0,0,1,9,4,0,0,4,3,26,7,28,31,6,18,0,0,0,0,16,10,0,3,7,117,35,1,0.2454931176359309,0.0,0.2395658700047104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773373460908133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092704611296804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855935638119203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654631235801145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683000748238552,0.0,0.08107294444889898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314290629791947,0.2762480084897801,0.1241286965195844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345852661442712,0.09483368685675594,0.0,0.12826002161000302,0.11774968400582266,0.0,0.3088619695964141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191502899677972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20237489587955296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638685623072836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046016647297232,0.09023284413127693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717547945438216,0.17019401730256087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178386755321936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289071868710096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20307444376432135,0.2759445499812073,0.0,0.0,0.10400276095882316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086880646104427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229013623338338,0.09865903442087044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431490110968674,0.0,0.0,0.1172895971387827,0.0,0.08333685614166568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012787660843946,0.14479820128902754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115248491326415,0.0,0.0,0.08936095672393868,0.0,0.0,0.08719563361346175,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TA100200,2020/02/16,Any other guys have trouble when women show even slight interest towards them? I think for the majority of my life I've been average or slightly below average. Over the last year or two however I've maybe grown into my looks a bit more and have been catching more glances and looks from women who I would've normally considered way out of my league. Whenever this happens I try to avoid eye contact as much as possible and shut myself in with the feeling that if I initiating anything further it would all go down hill anyway.,8.634599999999999,7.767997260000001,8.494000000000002,69.78700000000003,61.4,12.0,40.0,11.20814326018867,4.578200000000002,426,20,74,10,5,138,77,100,0.05,0.903,0.046,-0.1027,1,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,4,0,5,2,1,0,1,15,11,9,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,5,6,0,1,2,1,0,3,0,2,0,1,2,5,9,1,15,8,6,16,0,0,4,0,6,9,0,3,3,52,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613537229559521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952553973112968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25904057697082306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567165267801636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997231829022605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484766916215116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349374961361099,0.20981966074757086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934090992985441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16759288134632613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3984989904503618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23837254114842016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17442289816749873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324770851157237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674895679152026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15203490734305233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16109273859582085,0.0,0.23178116705903684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883362008254736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371037512745225,0.0,0.0,0.15279598205373496 socialanxiety,getitoffmychestpleas,2020/02/16,"Any other older people here who still haven't figured out the whole human-interaction thing? I'm 50 and I still don't get it. I've tried so many different things but I've come to believe there's just something in my brain that ""won't let me"" have normal, healthy relationships with other people. I can see that I'm very sensitive and probably overreactive, but I've never been able to change those things about myself and that affects all the interactions I have with longer term relationships. I'm great with strangers, amazing with animals, pretty good with cute little kids, but absolute shit at friendships or closeness with family members. I have been happily married for a few decades so that counts for something, I guess.",7.882725563909776,8.6356877518797,7.12984022556391,73.55611372180454,62.45864661654136,10.259022556390978,34.670112781954884,10.125756701596842,3.5323691729323308,593,24,100,12,8,183,91,133,0.033,0.7290000000000001,0.237,0.9861,1,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,1,0,3,0,10,2,2,1,2,23,17,9,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,12,12,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,1,8,4,14,13,4,11,0,0,1,0,5,5,1,2,5,65,20,0,0.1631700448442707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109612258333592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838367644220749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18215173361997575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17261227186939376,0.14055654557017766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17047796788853775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15382219651707166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524961383588796,0.0,0.0,0.13685929206503195,0.0,0.17989555048166975,0.1797502003494796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685242596203495,0.0,0.0,0.16353925124281202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654288149208611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258467976980896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987199966652718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262431281407205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16600259629663006,0.1759249060058968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.350367126956279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002540004396154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674917062160934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25123254457649885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26061561717594817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32520878223407385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078174968621507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463237554602905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18217352793039004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tootsdafroots,2020/02/16,"Retrospective social anxiety / overthinking TIP! Rewrite the story! My sensitivity to social anxiety has fluctuated throughout my life... I think this is true for a lot of people. I have always been a social, extroverted person but I really suffered from overthinking past interactions and upsetting myself over them *after* they happened. The first time I really got over this was when I decided to just shut those thoughts down. The second a thought like that crept into my head, I began to try to consciously shut it down by any means possible... thinking about the first thing that popped into my head... even a word... cucumber... whatever it was... until I moved on to thinking about something else. This worked! It took a lot of effort at first but eventually I kind of got rid of the 'habit' of dwelling on interactions that I had with people and wondering if it was bad or if I was awkward. This actually sustained me for a long time. However, more recently my social anxiety has crept back up, we all go through different phases of life you know? It really hit home with me the other day when I went to a public speaking seminar / social event with a friend. Everything went pretty well and because everyone attending was wanting to learn to be better, more confident, outgoing, etc. It was actually a really comfortable environment to approach strangers and chat. However... my confidence derailed after 3 interactions. **1st interaction.** A particularly confident girl, a lot taller than me began talking to my friend and really didn't seem interested in speaking to me even though we were all in the same conversation, standing together. You know that situation where you're one of three people and if one person just excludes you, it feels weird? What do you do? Do you stay? Do you find an excuse to leave and mingle? I felt in it enough that I couldn't leave but excluded enough to feel weird. Shortly I kind of got engaged in speaking to another person and the girl who initially ignored me asked my friend what my name was. * My initial worry: ""she thought I was weird, she thought that I was annoying trying to step back into her conversation, she thought I was insecure"" **2nd interaction.** There was a pretty attractive guy there who I was sure from the beginning kept looking at me. He was my 'typical type.' Something that I've come to learn is that if I have this *feeling* that a guy is looking at me like that, and if he's ""my type""... he most likely *is* looking at me like that. I'm in a committed long-term relationship but you still notice these things you know? As I said, I can be very social initially and be able to offer a lot of witty banter upfront... but then the social anxiety starts to creep in after... sometimes while I'm still talking to the person. Anyway, during the social portion of this event, I wound up on the same side of the room as this guy and wound up opening a conversation with him with a joke about the situation. He definitely lit up right away and seemed really interested in talking to me. I was actually on my way out the door at that point so I kind of rushed through the conversation and then excused myself quickly because I had to leave. When I was walking away - he and another guy he was standing with burst out laughing. * My initial worry: ""oh my god, they thought I was weird, or crazy, or I talked too much, or he thought I was attractive at first but then I turned out to be terrible and awkward"" **3rd interaction.** The last person I spoke to was the seminar lecturer. I thanked her for doing the event and said that it was extremely helpful. However, I was on the way out the door, rushed, already feeling a bit awkward, and I'm pretty sure I word-vomited all of that at her and then ran out the door. * My initial worry: ""she thought that I was crazy, I thanked her way too much, maybe she thought that I was doing coke (I certainly wasn't lol)... etc."" &#x200B; We're told all the time that it doesn't matter what other people think... obviously that's a broad statement because sometimes, it does... but on the grand scheme... it doesn't... and especially not the things that I was worried about above. But how do you *not* worry about it? How do you *not care?* I tried implementing my old methods of shutting those thoughts down... but they kept creeping back. I also realized a few things by trying to do this: 1. If you let your worry continue and continue to wonder if you were just awkward in that situation - you will act awkward in future following situations because - you feel awkward. It's affecting your self-esteem. 2. If you shut the thought down, like this method that I used to use, you're being blissfully unaware and maybe no-longer acting awkward, but not really striving to *improve* your confidence either. 3. **If you tell yourself that it went well, if you rewrite the story, you will feel** ***more confident.*** **If it doesn't matter what other people think, and if you're quite likely telling yourself an incorrect version of the story in the first place by convincing yourself that you were awkward, then how is it any different if you convince yourself that the interaction went really well?** **Revisiting interaction 1.** I decided to tell myself that the girl who was ignoring me actually thought that the things I did say were really insightful and interesting since I had moved on to another conversation, she didn't want to interrupt me on her way out so she asked my friend my name so that she would remember it if we ran into each other again. * **The result:** I feel more confident thinking (knowing?) that this girl valued what I had to say and would be open to chatting in the future. - Literally just thinking something like this rather than that you were awkward will make you conduct yourself totally differently. **Revisiting interaction 2.** Like I said, once you're in tune with this, you can kind of begin to tell whether someone is into you or not... even if that isn't a component... you can still rewrite the story this way. - I chose to tell myself, that guy was excited to finally get to talk to me, enjoyed our whirlwind conversation and thought that I was funny, interesting, and quirky, and was disappointed that we didn't get to speak for longer or that he didn't get any of my contact details - which is what he was laughing with his friend about when I left... and he's probably still dwelling on it now! * **The result:** Though again, I'm in a relationship and I wouldn't have taken it anywhere - it's always flattering to know that someone is into you, it's a huge confidence boost. Feeling attractive makes you act and conduct your body language in a more attractive, sexy, and seductive way. You're more likely to want to look people in the eye and test out that charm more often. **Revisiting interaction 3.** The lecturer is a *teacher.* She teaches people confidence and public speaking skills on a daily basis. She herself has gone through a lot of personal work to develop her own confidence because that's a lot of what she talked about, she also loves being a teacher. No matter how flustered or rushed my thanks was, I bet that every person who comes to her to tell her how much her lecture meant to them just confirms her own confidence in what she's doing and the difference that she's making in people's lives! * **The result:** Knowing that I probably flattered her and was one of the many students who made that night worthwhile to her is a great feeling! You want to make other people feel good and tell them what they're doing is good. &#x200B; This is kind of a new method that I'm trying out to deal with that retrospective worry... and I'm finding it to be a lot more effective than just shutting the thought down and not letting myself think about it at all. This way, I'm allowed to ""dwell"" if you will, but actually rewire my brain to think that all of it was a great experience. With enough of this, you will *really believe* that and in turn, develop a sense of self-confidence without even realizing it. Rather than leaving that night thinking: I'm awkward, I'm flustered, I'm annoying, I'm an imposter... I now leave that night feeling **smart, funny, sexy, and helping others to feel empowered.** Obviously don't use this for an objectively bad situation... '*that parked car with no one in it ran into me, I didn't crash into it!"" ...* but you get my point. Does anyone else do this? Has it helped? Is there a name for it? I just wanted to share this because this realization has kind of turned around a bad spell of creeping social anxiety for me!",3.0206008301454546,5.836262993706738,4.154575381308296,81.17626892399291,80.17054751415984,7.422265434412148,27.051572962997014,8.425498453008771,2.3661413128177577,6743,288,1198,153,178,2190,475,1589,0.084,0.745,0.17,0.9995,8,0,6,0,0,0,328.0,5,35,6,12,61,89,2,15,83,1,109,11,5,19,14,256,231,101,0,27,53,0,13,9,5,8,4,11,5,16,127,77,1,4,62,3,1,26,22,29,3,11,88,30,174,60,191,123,41,179,2,2,6,1,184,86,0,37,66,875,301,12,0.028688663630083964,0.0,0.13997998656740426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03165865370461083,0.04588462788009892,0.04774253268231306,0.06216831011439782,0.06971973288253326,0.05852782513395504,0.09024769568041544,0.10973374576344386,0.0,0.0,0.0200597806548089,0.029394926158438205,0.0,0.02553899298067121,0.05364005561841841,0.0,0.05390788770704296,0.06617943445803476,0.07186150741451919,0.10493005842210268,0.0,0.0,0.03232229973572307,0.0,0.025372791621288155,0.03132059038531548,0.031866637896763216,0.0,0.032026036521884474,0.0,0.0,0.029250004570073013,0.0,0.0,0.04942548689887158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01850181468747796,0.029576752487623863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989418969057156,0.0,0.0,0.05021128574435811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047931394428045435,0.0,0.0,0.08892917547919002,0.06399088690657709,0.07579436703375918,0.0,0.024171436440262185,0.02741324752421576,0.02578352101500984,0.02806301795317083,0.0,0.0,0.17407020395116393,0.0,0.027545616068116046,0.031427028715957185,0.0524418376378664,0.12201281314069405,0.0,0.0,0.11082395177647886,0.0,0.05995457066317564,0.0,0.016304428671489513,0.04812537985697542,0.0688348351928298,0.06325870586409447,0.0,0.14203143709526914,0.025369290502316632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588856911282476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05768821950051006,0.0,0.02877706875162894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17924897064138184,0.09459923554634107,0.023385089883446376,0.0,0.1518857623412039,0.031170316975983114,0.0586722045563792,0.04052730309301536,0.12614248736356792,0.0,0.025332615586047037,0.07616569359908476,0.09636500809881493,0.0,0.0,0.17073053131384236,0.025892639006361285,0.02714590718965244,0.07659962297682013,0.029085802057096388,0.057643237269791536,0.03125036506309697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060983018491269775,0.06326840618416875,0.0,0.0,0.02770769010431346,0.0,0.08076710218038499,0.0,0.0,0.032662233690032835,0.030103926527107187,0.030552490469346688,0.07776072377678142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02738657562486853,0.17900196409327376,0.17534884155913585,0.02997354742264289,0.0,0.05424012025200127,0.032342157692000245,0.0,0.08756005401763288,0.06186246326492354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030513925128001718,0.0,0.0,0.18378692536648228,0.0,0.028326594308539312,0.06160177661212762,0.03249866337214321,0.024499961987896758,0.08186846625023042,0.04562875359457206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05223416379595265,0.05985706586245791,0.0,0.0,0.023731559015275308,0.1612362996405052,0.0,0.26320031750041833,0.04861562319107564,0.06625780459119293,0.056747643794765185,0.0,0.020305983777114768,0.030578298281512664,0.09164321533457047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054077451909932114,0.0,0.0,0.13835316671158512,0.17552609561710047,0.07923800108119262,0.0,0.0,0.09529736674366228,0.18382537256691955,0.056372932712512536,0.31885832114447393,0.050185771412470485,0.0,0.0,0.02741324752421576,0.0318741608858546,0.09738859715743887,0.09361508361716206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433338266502001,0.0,0.023671152014730773,0.08460658553333926,0.15940208089529956,0.0,0.0,0.07738366192031933,0.10637871441803833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027654847982051898,0.062223263860737975,0.04177137760607177,0.20394311348055594,0.0,0.04075920704968094,0.0,0.06971973288253326,0.0 socialanxiety,Krobinson0521,2020/02/16,I get nervous in masculine conversations. When guys talk about football or when my uncle talks about raising kids I feel a pressure build up inside and I start looking for an escape. The tough part is that people can sense that I am nervous and it comes off as rejection or rudeness. I have alwayshad this problem and it causes many difficulties in my life.,5.722727272727276,7.615267030303032,5.64890909090909,78.07336363636367,68.0909090909091,7.704242424242422,32.89696969696969,8.238735603445708,2.681282424242424,288,13,48,4,5,90,52,66,0.267,0.7090000000000001,0.024,-0.9385,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,3,3,0,4,1,0,1,0,9,9,8,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,2,7,0,8,9,1,8,0,1,1,0,5,4,0,2,3,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30706232435237624,0.0,0.2574840078276532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113758969614374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616784083004298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29596733147525994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111285711395568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510086400402624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30304724766258034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236897856022274,0.0,0.2072261634661928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28601595716756606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21156963396284476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4805041568052441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,trinisyy,2020/02/16,"I CARRIED A CONVO To b fair she left it after a couple sentences but I DIDN'T JUST SAY HI AND RETREAT TO MY PHONE CUS I WAS SCARED WOOOOOOOOOO",-1.5461428571428577,-0.5570638999999993,0.6347619047619055,98.14500000000002,121.33333333333334,1.7142857142857144,17.61904761904762,3.1291,-0.936095238095238,113,4,23,0,7,37,26,30,0.16,0.645,0.195,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,5,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5505258015650698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.540585789718259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39566899198983213,0.4981309010125489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,allancohal,2020/02/16,"Just want to see if alone with my social anxiety... My social anxiety is kinda weird. I can feel normal is some situations and around some people. Other times i am a complete mess. I have always had a hard time with social interaction. If I'm in a comfortable place with certain people i am comfortable around, i can come across as a normal person. I can carry on conversations with them, work with them and feel good. As soon as I'm out of my comfort zone and around certain people, i am a wreck. I clam up, my face gets super hot and red, my eyes get twitchy and watery, my heartrate goes through the roof, i have shortness of breath, i can start to shack, and i have no idea what to say in a conversation. I must look like a complete fool sometimes. Most people probably have no clue i have any anxiety issues at all. Others must think a i am so awkward. I am a creature of habit, i don't like much change at all. I deal with a great amout of anxiety when i am put in new situations with new people. Why is it my brain completely shuts down around certain people? I literally do not know what to say. Why is it i can joke around, talk about whatever, and feel normal with some people(some of which i have just met) then completely shut down around others? One example would be interviews for jobs. I can walk into some and lay down a pretty good interview. Answer all the questions, ask questions and come across as a normal guy. Other interviews i am a complete mess. All the symptoms i have talked about arise and it is a complete trainwreck. I have actually stood up and left sometimes out of fear. Like i said most people probably think i am a normal guy with a wife, kids, pets, job, house. I just feel so helpless with my anxiety half the time. Am i alone on this? Does anyone else feel the same? How do you deal with it?",3.4815771779848252,5.181135434540393,4.4234463548170195,85.39757660167132,73.48467966573816,7.625818845451926,24.914129286331764,8.326086129247049,1.5000017481509933,1427,45,287,24,29,462,165,359,0.105,0.7709999999999999,0.12300000000000001,0.8852,2,2,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,1,2,2,16,21,0,2,21,0,36,5,4,1,9,76,58,22,0,11,6,1,7,3,0,3,1,3,1,4,12,33,0,0,12,1,0,4,4,7,0,2,4,14,40,14,52,50,12,41,0,1,4,0,28,28,0,11,12,200,52,6,0.0,0.0,0.06381920929452706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13546562405376975,0.0,0.0,0.05441654125384871,0.0,0.0,0.04447301852895897,0.0,0.25014721958761765,0.0,0.0,0.04572794195101252,0.06700818419493168,0.0,0.3493095787846962,0.061138488794494926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300601956695181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918262399788101,0.11266951691569532,0.4114126100273944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484534493444722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057230405439485176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054631804299198776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735911566645905,0.16533647431673862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833572046876629,0.0,0.0,0.10970581455199684,0.0,0.07210174626101973,0.0,0.1295089995743171,0.0,0.0,0.05858394159104857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546074214932998,0.0,0.07382660738608023,0.0,0.06825872970543724,0.12979524457754066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03594114035203587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105533553931047,0.0,0.0,0.09585077123520712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05491801695492465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04807520173671795,0.0,0.0,0.1263239779626354,0.0,0.0,0.3203817527263496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04431551276809381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173721418450153,0.05710318562282862,0.068327199593778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653348037126514,0.14102064114279902,0.0,0.0,0.06574325399926996,0.14652190192885514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062208664137968335,0.10401454689732358,0.0,0.0,0.052113898183449296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702063352002928,0.0,0.1999956870126912,0.0,0.0,0.1293609838491267,0.0,0.0462891824889175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797377021522072,0.0,0.10512919167288193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380905165927821,0.0,0.0,0.11440264883285665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03857355270746125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180234067333001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04761066841292614,0.0,0.0,0.046457004839938164,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SquashingPeas,2020/02/16,"Socially anxious and lonely artist hoping to connect with others. Hi there! :) I'm (25f) an intelligent and hardworking person who doesn't lack confidence in my practical and academic abilities but I am shy, socially anxious and go through periods of loneliness. I have suffered from depression throughout my life but I have really worked on myself and showed myself love over the last year. There has been a huge improvement. I have good friends and a loving partner (28m) who are supportive but I often feel like a bad person and that other people think poorly of me. I am a good artist but find it very anxiety provoking whenever I mingle with other artists or anything arts related. Often I shake, get sweaty and embarrassed around people. I can't be my fun self because my stomach is in knots and I lack confidence when I speak, so my sentences don't make sense or I shut myself down out of embarrassment. Afterwards, I analyse and ruminate over everything - which I know is unhealthy. I have always put myself out there to try to overcome it but these social interactions continue to trigger my anxiety. I have not pressured myself to continue for a little bit to have some time off. I have completed an undergraduate and a postgraduate degree in which I had to give presentations. Additionally, I have undertaken an improv course to build up confidence in a safe and fun environment. My friend asked me to read a poem at her wedding which was anxiety provoking but I was proud of myself for giving it a go. Someone even said to me that I did a good job and seemed like I had previous experience. :) Which I was so pleased about but, ironically, I felt very isolated and lonely at the same time. I stopped drinking for a while as I know it doesn't help at all and I have taken up journalling to help with building my self-esteem. I also love gardening and DIY. I spend a lot of time working by myself because it's easier and I can get a lot done but I crave a deep connection with someone. It seems silly that I have all these luscious people around me but can feel very isolated at the same time. I love them dearly and my loneliness is not a reflection of them. I don't feel any shame around my mental illnesses because it is a very human experience and a symptom of an increasingly technologically connected world. I have came along way as there have been points in my life where I couldn't get out of bed, talk to a cashier or walk into a room if someone else was else or a group of people already occupying it. What are your experiences? Can anyone offer any advice or things you have learnt along the way? In all honesty, it'd just be nice to talk to someone else who understands. tl;dr: I have social anxiety and feel lonely but keep persevering to over come/get in control of it. It flares up often but I have came along way. Please share what your experiences, what you have learnt or any advice. Thank you. x",4.3487620187666485,6.539396852994558,5.472145808394796,76.71069930880027,72.30308529945553,9.045078580530562,28.78329536239719,9.583734159087527,2.9479481098196696,2330,94,414,60,47,770,256,551,0.157,0.649,0.19399999999999998,0.9805,2,6,1,0,0,0,54.0,0,5,2,4,18,33,0,5,28,0,47,10,1,5,3,94,80,45,0,5,21,0,5,2,3,0,4,2,3,5,30,37,1,4,13,8,2,8,8,11,0,0,15,7,68,22,68,61,12,60,0,5,0,4,41,35,0,16,16,305,98,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344159230004554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534683759801132,0.05460215771309748,0.05681304217949231,0.0,0.0,0.13929482208811206,0.0,0.20893094945109406,0.1542701618048139,0.0,0.047741797530369605,0.0,0.056187249834215726,0.1823465749193683,0.06383102385116017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05700955552553477,0.12486551299445413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454225499464302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618444530933542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588157375439742,0.0715885324207623,0.0,0.07657995555648853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058808027605002575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987243972609568,0.0,0.06688677187172141,0.0,0.0,0.17111335618593515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04509719456978184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613641625051137,0.2671572424976094,0.0,0.0,0.13809430548474727,0.048778054274464716,0.06555790652965242,0.0,0.06240515880285394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550334040586253,0.0,0.1426904422773628,0.1309975959609551,0.07760829950012439,0.17180587719834187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153105385927622,0.0,0.0,0.06781579010139227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06775570933920567,0.060688918993754525,0.0,0.0,0.07504797165530427,0.05565595385397933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964540107398843,0.06671468863017875,0.06843282637757223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609559301770428,0.2464954428446969,0.0,0.04557631703446999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06880849977500987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893423944345379,0.11923601238230808,0.0,0.14989821064679745,0.06454509357940469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863858261505054,0.0,0.0,0.06829680943777405,0.0,0.04374084807089998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494832964692145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431605883570368,0.14245838318687676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784046453562486,0.2314080377189633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057083743147073325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748144241747372,0.0,0.07096733061959025,0.0,0.10975907441351654,0.0,0.06286151494587125,0.0,0.0,0.045361090099084574,0.0437499984125237,0.0,0.0,0.15925457869551846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04635650575912511,0.0,0.0,0.0710801519424819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225347099501202,0.0,0.16258848637720602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941487828560164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0439690074412137 socialanxiety,Iwanttobeanactor1,2020/02/16,"I bought Humidifiers and Essential oils and they really helped! I read an article about Essential oils and how they could be used to relieve a person from stress, anxiety and depression. I tried it for myself, first because I didn't really believe and wanted to try it out for myself. It really helped! It helped my muscle twitches a lot and overall I feel happier. I used an humidifier to use them, I think the essential oils can also be used with messaging but NOT DIRECTLY with skin. Putting them in humidifiers worked good for me though!",5.405378787878785,7.584621191919197,6.399886363636366,71.21982954545456,69.40404040404039,11.010606060606062,30.556818181818183,10.9516,4.07288787878788,434,18,73,15,8,144,63,99,0.057999999999999996,0.853,0.08900000000000001,0.6219,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,4,2,4,4,0,1,5,0,5,2,1,5,0,21,13,10,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,9,0,0,2,1,1,1,2,2,0,1,2,5,15,2,12,8,1,4,0,1,0,0,9,2,0,1,1,54,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361383163775977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023069457666386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377478000051313,0.0,0.0,0.19179859010611747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359202414136771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662471599930801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607684676496581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480334460485295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14278656036791346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34231843824223296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14472924911992874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864421716261306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17113501493579605,0.0,0.0,0.17028287965605268,0.0,0.3271741811700729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19500569201049928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908087472841507,0.1672568026225108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311592402760268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5881197855985586,0.0,0.0,0.10041008190424223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393442603312313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Schweinmithut,2020/02/16,"Ok I finally need to post this Heads up, this is gonna be long and probaby messy, since i'm not the best writer, and english isn't my first language. I have been dealing with social anxiety my whole life, but now that im 21 I really feel like something is wrong with me. It started late summer, when I started to go to Uni, that I realized, that something was off. Everytime I was there, I just lectured myself in my head, ""why am I not talking to anyone? "" So about around christmas I realized, that I didn't wanna go there anymore. Since then I've been at home, where I mostly spent my time drawing, since I hope to do that in the future as a job or something. And I just feel like so much is missing from my life. I never had a girlfriend. I dont like parties or conventions: because there are too many people I dont know I have some friends, but everytime I meet them, it feels like a onetime thing. Like we are trying, to see each other more often, but we always give up on that. I cant really describe it. And now I spend just everyday at home drawing, and lecturing myself why I dont go outside. BUT I feel like I cant go outside. And I just feel like I am wasting my youth. I am pretty bad at describing these feelings but yeah. Sorry for rambling, but I just needed that out of my system.",2.6986340852130333,4.078584627819556,4.255263157894738,87.11517543859651,74.90225563909775,7.021553884711777,26.576441102756892,7.62386473244151,1.4233553884711774,1005,37,209,13,21,336,144,266,0.09300000000000001,0.752,0.155,0.9622,1,0,3,0,0,0,37.0,2,0,1,2,18,14,0,0,5,2,24,4,2,0,1,45,46,19,0,4,15,0,6,7,2,1,2,0,2,0,15,13,0,0,9,0,2,4,10,3,0,1,7,7,40,11,25,37,7,34,1,1,1,0,10,12,0,6,23,151,55,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794871956048882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307888563010641,0.0,0.09473840127205448,0.06679560631229993,0.0,0.0,0.08504043738586711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976213766355315,0.05823316310796895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002510539333933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984854794354919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358753574082539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898118631979245,0.3412271718429282,0.0,0.10464657983053198,0.0,0.08125632051363678,0.0,0.0,0.07380492519054926,0.0,0.0,0.09163944698667427,0.2171637302378396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19607918499782764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19164534131583266,0.09488115344816377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318695335341428,0.0,0.09479709438156901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052499853676807484,0.0,0.10776007978467336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494892236777034,0.3266921036967724,0.0,0.0,0.08453953662629073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685069926313217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022428982328398,0.1416660433830916,0.07367731167582049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622729291263285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148970193746699,0.09718662095545624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239574622850773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612368451197887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23706598298941506,0.0,0.0,0.09737906849287566,0.0,0.2206270500534933,0.0,0.10693610732472196,0.13523084040651773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767820264733853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346475568348299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055703318120826316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485744292997532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17239885889112058,0.1066539319388251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044451963397853,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Takime,2020/02/16,"I am too quiet everywhere I was quiet since i was born and i just felt comfortable being like that. When i studied at school, it would not be a big trouble. But now i graduated, i started to search for jobs. I feel like everyone judges me for that, like i am lacking social skills. Plus i had depression before and i had to meet a psychologist. So nowaday i still have some troubles, like my hand is often shaking. So i want to ask how can i improve, so everyone will think that i am more open?",2.3390909090909098,4.316138060606061,4.075757575757578,85.43363636363638,77.48484848484848,7.228282828282829,26.15151515151515,8.167268648758528,1.7211696969696977,384,15,78,7,9,129,67,99,0.083,0.6890000000000001,0.22899999999999998,0.9161,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,10,9,0,1,2,0,14,1,1,1,0,16,20,9,0,3,3,0,3,4,0,2,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,5,5,17,5,7,11,3,9,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,2,9,61,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22262981142579266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20264056313177012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20511060775953024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4551081132577453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041131151496601,0.17012807205102948,0.2286528319238449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363183274074024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4653749118516517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410115390027201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19699280500360491,0.0,0.0,0.2427548939221651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855751870480856,0.0,0.19017981537460515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15259122145949802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14046180948552042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691686273386243,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sgtmohs,2020/02/16,"I just moved in on campus my new university. I think my social anxiety is far worse than I thought it was. So, after finishing a degree and struggling to find a job, I decided to do further study in a field that holds a high level of interest to me. The university that offers the course I’m doing is outside my home state, so I’ve moved in on campus and I’m living on my own for the first time. Now, I’ve had anxiety issues in the past. It led to some pretty serious depression a few years back, but over the past year or so I’ve been more successful in dealing with it. I’ve actually really been looking forward to this move, I saw it as a chance to really gain independence, to make more friends and maybe get into a relationship, and I convinced myself that I felt confident that I’d be up to the task. The day I moved in there were a few events on. I started to realise how uncomfortable I was. I did talk to a few people at one of these events, but ended up leaving to go to bed very early on compared to most people. In the couple of days since then I’ve barely left my room. I’ve found myself actively listening out for voices or footsteps in the hallway or kitchen, and only stepping out if I can’t hear anyone. I think there are another 5 or 6 people on my floor, but I haven’t seen or introduced myself to any of them. It really worries me that I’m retreating back into my shell so quickly. It’s also forced me to realise that despite making progress with more general anxiety issues, I’ve basically never made any progress on my social anxiety. I had a great family and a lot of siblings to come home to, so I didn’t feel starved of social interaction, but I never talked to anyone outside my family. Now that I don’t have that, I’m worried about whether I’ll be able to cope. I might just be overreacting as it’s still early on, but I don’t see things changing any time soon.",6.896780747204801,5.4244286917098465,8.046111262612492,73.56058767384785,65.19170984455957,11.338751022634304,34.56449413689664,10.426177893888326,3.399364766839378,1489,55,298,31,19,514,191,386,0.10300000000000001,0.7979999999999999,0.099,0.6638,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,1,5,19,8,0,1,20,0,23,1,0,6,2,49,46,28,0,1,14,0,2,0,1,1,0,3,5,0,18,13,1,1,8,0,0,9,7,3,0,2,15,9,36,5,58,27,10,69,0,1,4,0,13,32,0,10,29,206,54,4,0.0900960982655636,0.0,0.0879207953887688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204981723214747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838053090423126,0.09447361465496508,0.2756930742771633,0.0,0.0,0.12599457349181695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855667653193451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530972564866057,0.07760981100204402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968961907566937,0.0,0.11620905983409055,0.09288512120539696,0.0775996374170239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979840112454595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698691661947354,0.0,0.04555529436792634,0.0,0.08650638328987957,0.0,0.08234620158628342,0.07663569515907527,0.0,0.0987857214116585,0.06960802202693958,0.0,0.04707149276443433,0.0,0.0512036889097191,0.0,0.0,0.09933126640495177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154485073026233,0.0,0.0,0.0951914744366136,0.1807474650943895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18807383777610293,0.08940647547254855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539875921360996,0.09788967438316057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955650540553122,0.0,0.07565803126089403,0.0,0.0,0.0765964808784189,0.0,0.08525110661139701,0.12027969039986465,0.0,0.09051364044643613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557772249141472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830315763302806,0.0,0.0,0.13897533046135827,0.08701537312920504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061051447890095964,0.068522142616638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17201384076099074,0.1873838711418719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166012206807954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17315360277409966,0.0,0.0,0.0967294920136945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179492553648897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452842351266427,0.0,0.0,0.2755248783376417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06377048207443879,0.0,0.07195086045675372,0.0,0.0,0.09418800386734648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483166201262795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059855844310454015,0.1154598836951441,0.0,0.07152623819102258,0.10507151886455952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433871669581273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18299392231472644,0.09181562125762148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160378667328188 socialanxiety,Siberiayuki,2020/02/16,"My dad said I must reach out and hangout with young ppl instead of him! :/ I avoid social situations and I am not that used to having friends so ever since I dropped out of school I only hanged out with daddy but he said I can't stalk him 4ever",1.3094117647058852,3.3191007254901983,2.7330980392156867,93.63494117647059,80.96078431372548,4.864313725490196,20.003921568627447,5.6839178017228535,-0.21152078431372606,191,5,42,1,5,62,39,51,0.075,0.86,0.065,-0.126,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,13,7,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,7,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,2,9,1,8,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,2,29,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808971358318012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239918954924032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361762389883277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5907807397569395,0.0,0.0,0.31427850200148433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25687817238038857,0.3490549099312866,0.0,0.31655183287521443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682029651395392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sabaeha,2020/02/16,"what if I have a gun in bag? so the other day my and I went to this mall and so while passing the security checking, the metal detector thing started to weirdly beep, me being the person i am blurted out "" what if there's a gun in my bag"" even tho my bag had like some half eaten chocolates and trash, the smile from the lady who was checking our bags helped to calm down",5.87279220779221,4.730726116883119,6.475941558441559,82.91962662337663,67.05194805194805,8.73896103896104,30.938311688311693,7.1686216300943375,1.7291844155844158,289,9,62,2,4,95,55,77,0.087,0.7929999999999999,0.12,0.4019,0,0,0,2,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,8,0,5,1,0,0,0,7,8,9,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,4,1,1,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,1,4,0,8,3,8,3,1,9,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,3,4,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31833755528892604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32602468884482505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.330856316438198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411528678172789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43100113218669933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493796334322954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279324895106809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4575813299213368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwawayy12356,2020/02/16,I have trouble talking to people I’m not sure what happened or at what point in my life this started but I have trouble talking to people so much it affects my work and relationship. I always think people are judging me or are talking about me and it starting to affect the way I feel about things and hoW I act. I scheduled to see a doctor/ mental health doctor because I want control of my thoughts and emotions again,3.784094076655052,5.838206085365857,4.376132404181185,84.55231707317077,73.51219512195122,5.173519163763067,32.44599303135888,5.288315135182226,1.6557017421602782,337,17,59,1,7,107,55,82,0.08900000000000001,0.892,0.019,-0.6631,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,4,1,17,13,9,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,12,1,9,12,1,9,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,2,4,45,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501650322796354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001249636885753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024118240628935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694362406619002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030038309567017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125077202887524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15958853094541176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918305769863572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274709035162642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18187074997996489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266580444661472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753443621581283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17060195492122485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19375664116935287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438107792707573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554743988678114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700903126713209,0.0,0.0,0.4351635026042862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989587773610323,0.11563753095802495,0.0,0.14327257777193306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064455522896075,0.1432482423548354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313839026580252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,nhoksa,2020/02/16,"Trying to organize a spring break trip is stressful I finally got the courage to invite people to come over to my home for spring break, but so far all I've gotten are very half hearted responses and it's driving me up the wall. Why is it so hard to commit to a yes or no, I am interested in coming. Instead it's a lot of like ""I don't know yet....."" and then I have to follow up and I'm so sick of it. Spring break for us starts on the 16th of March, I don't want to be an asshole but I would much rather get a solid no response so I can move on and ask someone else then have to wait on your half assed maybe. What's so crazy about wanting a confirmation soon, it's already the middle of Feb. Are you being half assed because you don't like me or something???",1.793484990619138,2.9711325792682963,3.5043902439024417,92.40721388367731,76.8658536585366,6.265666041275798,22.9812382739212,6.67199483983844,0.4170971857410879,589,17,138,5,13,197,99,164,0.124,0.745,0.131,-0.2175,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,1,3,0,0,10,5,0,1,10,1,14,4,3,0,2,19,27,15,0,4,5,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,6,6,0,1,1,0,0,6,5,1,0,3,2,1,14,4,23,22,3,29,0,0,0,2,5,10,2,3,12,94,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22062942859598614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869090033229202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187641251908456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34444664117186546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16701714897826378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190152320678577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445597900778388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990351851128626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17909939138857187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23691984031761285,0.0,0.0,0.2005476383986161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987714701402786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19535290531986396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16997464768637013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20085810691635184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124955888731893,0.1469726880453638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860735773663874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940134703079035,0.15391706907244287,0.0,0.0,0.14151257471734202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290209062637728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574039340454355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24049302852554405,0.0,0.0,0.16496446096373812,0.23584960745136696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18040711960877795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202563136926574,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jorthedan,2020/02/16,Rapping to eliminate Social anxiety I just got an interesting idea. Maybe practicing rapping to songs can help us become comfortable with our own voice and have more confident annunciation of words. Essentially you rap fast and speak confidently which could potentially have an impact on general delivery of speech. Do you guys think this could work?,9.658157894736846,12.037927052631574,9.013114035087725,55.82388157894738,59.17543859649122,14.121052631578946,38.81140350877193,13.023866798666859,6.472161403508773,290,14,40,12,4,92,49,57,0.025,0.746,0.228,0.9273,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,2,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,10,8,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,2,6,5,2,2,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,1,26,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196086208071712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170474976544013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4584058597501191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22959699885414514,0.0,0.0,0.28424554174057426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19241772032216556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240683517022019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884015246998109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926328547954399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18394358206732309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453112108406293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089911941277444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,aureldashsugar,2020/02/16,"I would really need some friends Hii, I've been through a very dark time and I would really appreciate if someone wants to talk to me. I'm feeling so bad,alone, isolated and I don't have friends. Thanks",1.1653658536585354,3.68016212195122,2.573853658536585,91.21443902439024,86.3170731707317,7.182439024390242,25.27317073170732,8.238735603445708,1.8067717073170737,161,7,35,4,5,52,32,41,0.115,0.625,0.26,0.738,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,10,4,0,5,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,3,3,7,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29647935810632503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23901540863264803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474181806458214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4423280235525052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21225839878694966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36677137996355785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24254743869869175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23008520045676845,0.0,0.263550040752818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692069361284714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361947421574664,0.1688437524496881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4067022337421997,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Maxitaxi311,2020/02/16,"'Emotional blunting', side effect of SSRI's I used to struggle with severe social anxiety and was heavily depressed because of it. People thought I was a quiet, awkward guy but I'm actually very extraverted. It was incredibly emotionally draining, never feeling comfortable to be myself. I went into therapy and I was prescribed escitalopram, 10 mg, an SSRI. I believe the therapy was helpful, but once I changed my dosage to 20 mg my anxiety was almost completely gone. I still feel like I got superpowers every day, bitten by a radioactive social butterfly, when doing things like joke with a cashier. After 18 months, 10 on the current dosage of 20 mg, I feel like I've become detached from my emotions. I'm currently starting my first real relationship and I can tell something about my ability to feel and emote is off. It turns out it can be explained by the side effect 'emotional blunting', which up to 60% of people taking the drug can experience to some degree. The positive effects of the escitalopram are so essential to me, but I can't truly experience love in the current situation. What are some of the things you guys did to try to cope with emotional blunting? How successful was it?",7.239424603174605,8.441394569444443,8.291031746031749,63.100000000000016,63.9537037037037,11.356613756613758,39.03968253968254,11.20814326018867,5.080212698412699,961,51,145,28,14,327,129,216,0.106,0.746,0.14800000000000002,0.9318,4,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,5,5,10,0,2,12,0,18,2,0,5,1,28,34,10,0,0,3,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,0,2,9,9,0,0,9,1,0,2,2,3,0,1,12,5,19,7,29,20,2,21,0,1,0,1,10,8,0,3,14,102,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.09481073329639098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728820492475956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864891986801365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0592257033058212,0.10730172590666434,0.0,0.10946211008150107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277869915837544,0.0,0.10186674637951176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265790777844663,0.0,0.08368075487158219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267069995084128,0.0,0.0,0.6557279432261041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818585452794297,0.0,0.0,0.19007540834194345,0.0,0.0,0.19650099139607108,0.13881725230679193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264127300694063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770493198118515,0.0,0.0,0.1924004285520972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512195692552121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239728145008432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876875384607123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754939488188603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493308569881761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346850633661524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347121740070668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058537226855084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430972591470998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975919546815233,0.0,0.0,0.10920798163923126,0.0,0.19807764204953726,0.0,0.07479582372149858,0.0,0.0,0.06876787387337767,0.0,0.0775893099129372,0.0,0.0,0.101569073333556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304960002974425,0.0,0.08491906718850979,0.0,0.22221386010062708,0.0,0.12909292883566634,0.0,0.0,0.07713141200368911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659628889645408,0.10567837759045401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391202546989543,0.0,0.0801642911790924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006505294459506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Sadiholic,2020/02/16,"Does anyone else hate Valentine's, not because of the fact that you're single, but because you're afraid you won't live up to the expectations of your partner I know it's late but I really don't like Valentine's because of that. I don't want to be a disappointment or not be good enough on that day, just like all these couples out here. They be giving public displays of affection and stuff like that. Like if that was me id freak out haha",2.5281593406593394,4.40676921978022,3.628667582417586,89.3069574175824,76.58241758241758,6.308241758241758,23.46291208791209,7.1686216300943375,0.7861307692307697,353,11,74,4,8,114,60,91,0.231,0.627,0.142,-0.8121,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,1,0,2,10,1,1,3,1,7,0,0,1,2,16,11,5,0,3,7,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,7,6,10,6,3,6,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,2,6,47,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15676283734391228,0.22971497582187594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41000283013981936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480682636867803,0.0,0.1445876710384172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961951567522386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18728672854628906,0.0,0.0,0.23165407622790554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21506893215538886,0.0,0.1880447055841673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22134682579606652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321208649619025,0.0,0.2529025005098439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4381227529411584,0.0,0.1979688993089431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362549811957587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566504235683122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322364250578892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Arcana77,2020/02/16,"So yesterday I attempted to go and watch the new Sonic the Hedgehog movie.... And by attempted I mean sat in my room crying and frustrated at my incompetence and fear of being slightly social. I’ve been looking forward to this movie for a while as I grew up with sonic and still enjoy his games to this day. If I had a friend to go and see it with that would be fine, they could deal with buying the tickets and speaking to the people who work there. However I have no friends whatsoever and can’t stand the thought of talking to strangers and people in general. Whenever I speak to anyone who isn’t my mum, my body gets extremely hot, I get flustered and can’t think, I start stuttering like crazy and I get a horrible sharp tingling feeling in my back. And merely waking around in broad daylight tenses me right up as well even if I’m going to the store, I always use the self check out because I can’t talk to the people at the till. Why do I have to be like this? Why can’t I simply watch a movie by myself Why can’t I do ANYTHING that involves simply talking to people.",6.861240050272308,5.70395829953917,7.220687054880602,78.43025136154169,65.08294930875576,10.102890657729366,33.55215751989945,9.095868883498916,2.724782488479262,849,30,170,12,11,278,124,217,0.125,0.785,0.09,-0.8255,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,3,7,10,1,1,13,0,17,3,2,1,0,27,33,19,0,4,2,1,3,2,2,1,1,2,1,1,8,17,0,0,4,2,3,5,7,3,1,0,4,9,23,7,32,24,0,27,0,0,4,0,17,14,0,2,11,115,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679907512282316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814995962777506,0.0,0.11551254012411062,0.12495904980825373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793585652838696,0.0,0.08556824203858318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591941292191724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120740136974578,0.0,0.15418984094921814,0.09052702997433833,0.14471529437611552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927130534524668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795526208742694,0.07097528376226102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168990096119376,0.0,0.22001257608519453,0.0,0.2393264976419872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371553719037553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787543713945715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15290406819881647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557020946115506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3892595028026437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987520309289235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185670696116408,0.0,0.14643651141890526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14308952592599045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935460024326258,0.0,0.11209965402950807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384722385750902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994342065090613,0.0,0.11143809127988263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123460093465932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620947729568768,0.0,0.379986244026101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219102332631036,0.0,0.0,0.09971481232092316,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,anxioushippie,2020/02/16,"Has a dog helped your social anxiety? Very much considering getting a dog to be my companion. I would love to go outdoors by myself and go on runs and walks. Have you seen any change in having a dog? I feel like I need to find a dog that gets along with other dogs and humans so my anxiety does not increase. Also any advice in getting a dog into an apartment that does not allow animals?",2.5587362637362645,4.535652346153847,4.337765567765569,83.8096153846154,76.8205128205128,7.021245421245422,23.96336996336997,7.957251820313856,1.4178293040293046,305,10,59,5,7,103,55,78,0.09699999999999999,0.818,0.086,0.4959,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,0,5,1,0,1,0,13,14,5,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,1,2,8,2,10,11,2,10,0,0,1,1,7,5,0,0,1,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21777374733981855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17821904389875834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031014530357553,0.0,0.3409707199455789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23575366089587196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900481599925123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268343652585748,0.15920942614968495,0.0,0.0,0.20368769664073214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493015010017993,0.0,0.2533100799458504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937666924775253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887690633168692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20113757399483376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638258879583114,0.16524599543248408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22717513277163875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18388075810797624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831155761897853,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,spotifyslut,2020/02/16,"I feel like I'm going to explode I'm a year away from graduating from college, my boyfriend of almost 5 years and I broke up a couple days after Christmas. Ever since this semester started, there has been this huge and mounting pressure that follows every single social interaction, and things keep happening that are making it worse and worse. - I recently found out several months ago that one of my closest friends here - the second closest person to me besides my (now) ex-boyfriend - is transphobic, and it has really really warped my view of her. I'm the only one who knows about it, and I feel weird and guilty spending the same amount of time with her than I did beforehand. Also, she's going to be one of my roommates next year. I don't know if the solution is that I stop being friends with her, or rather accept that there are aspects of her that I fundamentally disagree with, but continue to appreciate the parts of her personality that allowed us to become so close in the first place. - I run a club at my school and several members have reached out to me about a freshman who had been very racist to other members in the group, and something needs to be done about it. Which means I need to coordinate a meeting to figure out when/how I need to kick this member out of a club that is advertised as open to everyone. And boy howdy does that confrontation sound like hell - On top of that, my co-president of this club leaves a majority of the actual management to me, so I feel very on my own here. - It is extremely hard to take the same amount of love and excited energy I had for my ex-boyfriend and transfer it onto my friends at school. After spending so much time with him as the person I feel happiest/safest with, I have all but forgotten how to experience that same thing with people I'm just friends with. - Along with that, ever since I found out about my friend, I don't have a lot (if any) people who I fully trust to talk to them about my anxiety, and the way that it keeps mounting like this. It's been manifesting itself into a lot of depressive spells, as well. - I spend a lot more time alone now. It might just be that I no longer have someone that I'm constantly texting, but I feel much more aware of how little I actually don't talk to others when I'm not in class/running that club. I have no idea how to be at peace with that, or rather how to begin reaching out to my friends/acquaintances to get closer to them. It is very loud inside of my head, and it's not easy spending hours on end by myself. - As I mentioned, I am a year away from graduating from college. I am so scared that I'm going to graduate, move to some city where I don't know anyone, and have a job where I barely talk to anyone, and spend the rest of my life feeling isolated, constantly struggling to put myself out there to make any friends. And I'm not super close with my parents, either, so I just worry that I'm going to be alone and unhappy for the rest of my life. If you read this far, I appreciate you. If you have any advice, or wisdom, or even just words of support/comfort, I would be so grateful. My life feels like it's spiraling out right now, and I don't know how to regain control again. tl;dr: Following the end of a 4.5 year relationship, I keep being confronted with anxiety-inducing situations and lifestyle changes, and I'm struggling very hard to find the courage to address them head on and find a sense of stability/relief.",8.76557522123894,6.478807091445428,8.626654867256638,73.46679646017701,62.15634218289085,11.989852507374632,37.0542772861357,10.504223727775694,3.61065215339233,2720,98,538,50,30,885,286,678,0.11900000000000001,0.755,0.126,0.8326,3,2,1,0,0,0,83.0,1,3,3,4,39,28,3,4,29,0,40,6,2,9,3,116,84,50,0,10,21,1,9,4,6,2,3,2,1,4,46,46,0,5,19,5,5,9,10,10,1,5,9,12,70,18,106,65,21,79,1,2,1,1,38,37,1,14,36,386,116,11,0.0,0.0,0.12673229543171954,0.0,0.0,0.06345268374526172,0.05756001002746281,0.0,0.06502195004653356,0.13450393445956454,0.0,0.05192763943325479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247189487121333,0.0,0.049674277830514944,0.0,0.0,0.0908066256677552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220151272785556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171442280393385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869148678086895,0.0,0.0,0.14034101775010285,0.07282892263794435,0.0,0.07184815719824117,0.0,0.04187701225180698,0.0,0.05592749776115458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05682411870978725,0.06644995378173853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502437508187832,0.0,0.0,0.04288824759226025,0.11747291234647718,0.054709635624969784,0.06204715168887503,0.0,0.06351784224944093,0.0,0.0,0.2298278182738519,0.09277762347521884,0.0,0.0,0.11869686916465175,0.055232766699673135,0.0,0.142393402778259,0.3010067540766119,0.0,0.03392529776974916,0.0,0.14761379265068214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0574208588254962,0.0,0.11633609183415675,0.0,0.13328188885724315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394683996336395,0.0,0.0,0.07330250187522026,0.0,0.0,0.06443690490397462,0.17314877846003635,0.0,0.0,0.14274395648576993,0.0,0.0,0.06875565492224331,0.0,0.0,0.13759426279203354,0.12689375076687825,0.06508085545272699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656135127211418,0.05860540596781925,0.0,0.08668780344165668,0.0,0.0,0.0707320845401431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688846370754068,0.0,0.0,0.05182964249416036,0.06901449008241015,0.09546781818181732,0.1444430563797972,0.0,0.0,0.06905796998055402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200273205553098,0.0493851789176119,0.0,0.0,0.07210144356427592,0.0703171171683978,0.0,0.09003402062687492,0.17009340613372134,0.06784213515540481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527653335555011,0.0,0.0,0.06495150088319207,0.0,0.08319667508618031,0.0,0.06411442104181866,0.06971473872952275,0.0,0.05545322043628214,0.0,0.0,0.06501019058417541,0.1314332052859002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671371376206022,0.0,0.1074280338900782,0.07298845664097241,0.0,0.0661919631297586,0.05501830718745089,0.049989310805660665,0.0,0.0,0.04596056904595143,0.0,0.0,0.05428767205898754,0.0,0.13576608218179653,0.0,0.0,0.0736862529456041,0.0,0.0,0.04882223336042323,0.15657429704391654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627843402604703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359048827403917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810752129057046,0.0,0.0,0.2143091668961884,0.0,0.05154153028748057,0.0,0.0,0.0583834002783907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594355670479284,0.1323464418971142,0.04612720000240407,0.0,0.0,0.20907660615193666 socialanxiety,queessi,2020/02/16,"What some fears you face when you have social anxiety? I face many fears but I'm just going to name a few - ordering my food - asking for something when at a restaurant - waiting at table by myself (even worst if I don't have my phone) - talking to family (depends on who it is really tho) - raising my hand in class - reading outloud in front of a class (rare, but when it does happen my heart stops momentarily) - presenting a project - group projects (depends on whose in the group) - talking (I can be very awkward) - social settings (going out can be f*cking scary) I normally have to prep everything I say and do around certain people so they won't think I'm weird or crazy. Honestly it's exhausting...",7.52218102508179,7.0801718396946605,7.562006543075249,74.17893129770994,63.42748091603053,10.539149400218102,37.034896401308615,9.957137785484203,3.6610514721919305,545,24,98,10,7,176,92,131,0.11599999999999999,0.7909999999999999,0.09300000000000001,-0.267,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,1,0,8,8,0,3,5,0,11,6,4,2,1,17,19,10,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,3,1,2,1,1,0,3,2,6,0,0,0,2,13,2,15,16,3,19,0,0,0,0,15,9,0,5,5,65,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257111443979026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659071539749288,0.1742290499363848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309201231178366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230943965901398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16749566415130535,0.0,0.17569129291215915,0.41943193435771536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22535709062780604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21183461384881605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480472776620522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22084713928039987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18894803894668552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826012042335329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920420002948996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864185705336045,0.0,0.11939220057906275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14820742254849464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3799576908824227,0.0,0.14347529673117762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15581210726806216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995912975100488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941717676198302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377323080217514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Slee252117,2020/02/16,"Is this a panic attack? So I’ll be in Wal-Mart for example and I get super uncomfortable, heart will race and I’ll start profusely sweating from my underarms and get VERY hot like I’ve been standing by a heater. I’ve always told my doctors I don’t have panic attacks because I had always assumed that they were the “on the floor fetal position and unresponsive” type thing, but now I’m wondering if this is a panic attack, just a mild/ moderate one? I also have SA (duh)",5.093014184397163,5.642395393617022,6.58808510638298,75.73333333333333,68.46808510638299,9.670921985815603,30.56028368794326,9.725611199111238,2.8878709219858165,373,14,70,8,6,128,68,94,0.203,0.747,0.05,-0.9242,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,4,8,3,3,6,1,10,3,2,0,0,9,16,8,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,4,1,7,2,5,10,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,3,43,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337075750256131,0.2782430005628019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5706330047464069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019218876205258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17113346322695924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17470731757970392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19812953828242566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168412759620973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329717912934685,0.0,0.0,0.588509820909323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834306933651885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107841908987598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976413101214326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379552359985483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813182781549063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BlatantSurreptitious,2020/02/16,"Is it wrong to say i have social anxiety if i’m not diagnosed So i haven’t been officially diagnosed with social anxiety but whenever someone asks why i’m so quiet i always tell them i have social anxiety. But the thing is i lowkey feel bad saying that because i haven’t been diagnosed even though it is painfully obvious i am suffering from it and that it runs in my family. leaving my house and going outside is physically exhausting because i am always on high alert thinking everyone is staring and judging me. i can barely make out a hi to a relative or family friend and never mind a stranger. whenever a teacher would call on me in class no matter if i knew the answer or not i felt this huge heat on my face like a spotlight shining up at me and it continued to linger there for a while and i still criticize myself to this day about how i said an answer or something. i even had to force my parents to take me out of regular school and switch me to an online school because i couldn’t bear to do a quick 2 minute presentation i had at school the next day. i just idk should i feel bad for saying i have something that i haven’t been properly diagnosed with even though i’m 100% certain i have it?",5.894744268077602,5.772013868312758,6.961178718400941,76.06935185185186,66.6954732510288,10.728865373309821,33.40652557319224,10.451354775682146,3.4237809523809526,962,39,187,23,14,325,128,243,0.149,0.779,0.07200000000000001,-0.9553,1,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,13,9,0,0,12,0,24,7,1,2,3,38,37,20,0,5,10,1,3,1,1,2,6,5,0,0,12,11,0,0,7,0,0,2,8,6,0,0,8,10,32,3,25,26,0,23,0,1,2,0,14,12,0,5,10,136,44,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732139465274287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23887398639785865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730532926941993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738130845229929,0.19034756335182232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062823183213438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425229705605704,0.0,0.0,0.4225759222950533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062412805866325,0.0,0.0,0.09945758056865248,0.0,0.0,0.19624395716821966,0.0,0.10525690373350452,0.0,0.09993782484135634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041573405711208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05915384621205716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997140947111696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009999766982313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021087838598684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050850623666977096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947747769591775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509607578417672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027669002399332,0.0,0.11069546991759853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107536700801702,0.0,0.11557396169236052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900857326883772,0.24831746582763745,0.0,0.31601842103081884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183043375940632,0.08819079636862509,0.1602592793285899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312233405269596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825888982517913,0.0,0.09097478864301237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914938131657469,0.06669339992092015,0.2045257677768092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939204311402322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393892524913467,0.1138004965213152,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ghlhzmbqn,2020/02/16,"Any stories on overcoming social anxiety disorder? This has gone on for about ten years now. Have talked to therapists, feel like I have made tiny steps forward but to be fair it feels a bit hopeless as I sometimes think this has just become my personality - and the social phobia is part of who I am. Did anyone here overcome SAD?",4.7495161290322585,6.75507362903226,5.233096774193552,79.62964516129036,70.7741935483871,8.185806451612903,28.529032258064518,8.841846274778883,2.3718283870967745,263,10,47,5,5,84,54,62,0.225,0.7090000000000001,0.065,-0.9102,0,0,0,0,0,1,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,1,0,7,13,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,3,2,4,1,8,9,2,7,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611024650660099,0.0,0.18123048553015325,0.0,0.0,0.16564839568752268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26164124033399955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25863720239980764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27151187013223155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395709979560331,0.16924386707861425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573905583835445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241637659368091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565433427938232,0.0,0.0,0.20685494871388865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4829864525511432,0.0,0.0,0.2343035628207721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19041401381232906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750631567580755,0.0,0.1517981605899142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255805016509208 socialanxiety,soo313,2020/02/16,"Nice day. I want to spend time with friends. I feel energized for once and desire to create music and jam. I want to learn drums and I don’t own a drum set. I’m working to save money to purchase a mini set. I hit up a few acquaintances but I doubt they will tell me yes let’s hang out. And I’m already believing they are working and might be doing better things than hanging out with quiet timid me. I don’t know what to do. I have no friends.",-0.3669298245614029,1.8149984736842129,1.6575000000000024,97.27958333333336,90.57894736842104,4.4298245614035086,18.44298245614036,5.985473137389443,-0.29428070175438625,345,10,79,3,12,114,63,95,0.086,0.657,0.257,0.9169,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,3,0,8,0,2,3,1,10,0,0,0,0,19,17,6,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,9,0,0,3,2,3,2,3,2,0,0,0,2,12,6,13,12,2,9,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,2,49,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849985750852615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29097287124430604,0.0,0.22841178040837595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16655764555315922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058504359704054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990652115066303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193405899072087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26409042613905764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739752037961722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750406359763073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22573239986723626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17157781872048308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505946681072927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30465927635222423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760356712624523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,itsmorerawsuga,2020/02/16,"I couldn’t speak at my best friends wedding It’s been a week and I still can’t get past this. This has made me really think about going to therapy. I feel like I desperately need someone to talk to but even thinking about talking to another human about myself is terrifying. Anyways it was last Saturday and I was the maid of honor in her wedding. When the ceremony was going on I was doing my maid of honor duties and I was proud of myself for actually going up there you know. Then came my trip. I was fixing her veil because it was so long and I tripped on one of the like little picture frames standing up. Didn’t fall but knocked them down. Went right back to my spot and was freaking out in my head. The ceremony continued and the pastor made light of the situation. That will forever be on tape... then came the reception. The reception was a few hours after and when I got to the building her family was setting everything up. I went up and asked if they needed help. They just said yes but never told me to do anything. I felt weird. I know I’ve been to her house many times when we were in school and she’s been to mine but recently these past two years I haven’t been over there so I don’t feel that close to her family anymore. I just felt awkward and in the way. The reception started and everything was fine. Went up and even danced with her at the dollar dance. Then the speeches came. Prior to this she knows I have anxiety and she’s even expressed to me that she has it as well. She hides it way better than me but anyway she never told me I had to give a speech. After the best man made his speech the dj then said ‘maid of honor’. I just sunk to the floor (I had been standing in the back with our school friends). Everyone was looking. Her aunt that was also in the wedding was behind me and said my name. I was still on the floor and just looked at her. She must have seen the horror on my face as she said ‘no?’. I just shook my head no. She said it’s okay and went up there to give a speech. I felt so horrible. I felt like the biggest dick. I couldn’t even stand up and give a speech to my best friend. I just sat there on the floor and started crying. My friends comforted me. After her aunt was done with the speech she walked up to me crying and hugged me. I hugged her and cried in her neck that I was sorry and she said ‘no, it’s okay’. Still feeling like shit I just tried to hold back my tears. This is her day and I’m being selfish. I feel like her family and now his family think I’m disrespectful. I feel like they all hate me now. I haven’t really talked to my friend as she is still on her honeymoon and I don’t want to disturb her. But before she left she said it was okay and that she didn’t expect me to make a speech because she knows what it feels like to have anxiety. Made me feel even more like shit. Okay, I’m sorry this is so long. I still feel horrible about it clearly and I just needed somewhere to put this. Hah I really need to talk to someone but my anxiety is really making this hard. Even posting this is hard.",1.2838433056872027,3.389556612954188,2.7144211591627183,93.21781657286728,81.60663507109005,6.104749210110585,19.685253751974727,7.292943589461545,0.3401658965244869,2388,62,532,34,64,775,228,633,0.13,0.72,0.15,0.9323,0,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,2,1,4,8,43,39,3,3,29,6,53,9,7,6,5,92,118,49,0,10,16,2,14,8,5,2,0,15,3,2,26,35,0,2,19,3,1,18,13,9,1,2,56,33,104,30,75,56,6,99,2,0,3,3,73,36,3,1,46,376,130,3,0.0,0.0,0.05147300661938983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042181382719723465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05530933803533234,0.1210528582098205,0.0,0.05231038649685545,0.0,0.0,0.04340590168027855,0.0,0.04931088732069897,0.0,0.0,0.12167648216931345,0.0,0.06430759287070288,0.0,0.04488341391118854,0.0,0.1660626939306334,0.04665002130308401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18098394289866607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738187664079233,0.03401714963805548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05397801561494475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20903152220420454,0.0,0.0,0.0504015718916173,0.09481036399712156,0.0,0.1988989448357239,0.0,0.21336185216978265,0.18841066560828404,0.20257977057692764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20375919955638766,0.0,0.02755788602610613,0.15179783992127754,0.08993120932993155,0.0,0.04218622026393536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450106469948352,0.05207628036980255,0.10826631876307947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035354888664515464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05194470920787035,0.06086241623945704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595245855905087,0.042995463704593465,0.0,0.0,0.05730926153720841,0.0,0.0,0.206154330304916,0.052865882245755134,0.0,0.09335804226814212,0.08858760493878501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19964017638900008,0.07041743961430612,0.05347670472500987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15644354102132738,0.08136275466046551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03574241528951947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070506670198054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05051659733087259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05302483352100777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351631166415488,0.0,0.052080837129032026,0.0,0.0,0.04504525027120792,0.351218216497419,0.0,0.0,0.10676461311842536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828711456938127,0.0,0.05928931215238613,0.0,0.0,0.08938393107771257,0.0,0.0,0.11809084868472393,0.07466853390997817,0.0,0.21061724363303333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16958265822116386,0.0,0.0,0.060320256442501,0.0,0.0,0.10139354400915676,0.0,0.0,0.030756927084827586,0.0,0.0,0.1008031437832346,0.0,0.03581143297027036,0.0,0.05152569755941233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031111271289517614,0.08373548417547104,0.04231008648517223,0.0,0.047425467024878536,0.19558625506672694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033967037354630435 socialanxiety,Eibi,2020/02/17,"Finally went to the doctor about my social anxiety today The doctor was great and understanding. I need to call some number to see about getting therapy, but I'll be on a wait list for 3-4 months (this is with the NHS in the UK). He also prescribed me 20mg fluoxetine, have you guys had any experience with that? I'm thinking I should go somewhere private while I'm on the wait list even though it'll cost me, because I'm in a ~good phase right now and when the next bad phase hits (it always does) I really hope I have someone to talk to.",4.489922779922779,4.7933028828828865,5.689781209781213,82.51297297297299,69.72072072072072,8.865379665379669,27.56885456885457,8.841846274778883,1.8642422136422143,424,13,90,7,7,142,79,111,0.057,0.868,0.075,0.2238,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,8,0,8,2,0,0,0,13,22,7,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,4,4,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,3,1,8,3,14,15,1,14,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,2,7,51,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14968371768703015,0.15574452957005766,0.0,0.0,0.1272853656214927,0.0,0.1431883031896151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15628324176464367,0.11410009529974305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19112652301299116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831629283765101,0.16379803579754126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362727084759673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18309298999765256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050409782707117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977911715078568,0.0,0.10637582175402377,0.1569934443168261,0.0,0.20636101254979997,0.0,0.1853326006121736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18590693125346555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940123717519296,0.0,0.0,0.13878783315255205,0.0,0.0,0.19906265325030087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990904807165455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598463608824369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149154179402557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908012617249849,0.15859270420428034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044411243259045,0.0,0.0,0.21405083603214264,0.0,0.0,0.1199341323761896,0.18389841075706864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774199404897402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194855695124985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351302813730615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,xenon129,2020/02/17,"I made small talk with my boss I had a meeting with my boss today. For the first time since starting the job, I asked my boss how he's doing, and we just talked about our lives a bit before getting to the business of the meeting. I was pretty nervous, but it was a huge moment for me that made me realize I'm slowly but surely making progress.",5.28992957746479,4.8094889436619725,5.791654929577469,85.15396126760565,68.01408450704226,7.663380281690142,29.017605633802816,5.985473137389443,1.247588732394366,269,8,56,1,4,87,51,71,0.022000000000000002,0.8009999999999999,0.177,0.9011,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,7,0,4,0,0,7,1,16,11,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,11,1,7,6,1,7,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,5,37,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23008491276671286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094262937769764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268694550127677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20934584906178416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858527085741694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24423180974050035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173246310082838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4657611641670124,0.16428410977013458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503880996919038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20358941178923085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17420192623347974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319610906792289,0.0,0.0,0.3956368790304167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435120167126693,0.0,0.2332888618840929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,oversized_socks,2020/02/17,"Venting about how I hate how social anxiety makes me feel. I hate social anxiety because it makes me feel like I sound bratty, stupid and scared of everything. It makes me feel so small. Like, oh I have to go run an errand, but it’s the most popular place in town and I know people who hang out and work there, so now I’m going to panic. Or oh, this person doesn’t seem to like me, so I guess now I’m going to think about that forever. Or oh, I forgot my card in the car and asked the cashier to go grab it and she gave me a dirty look, huffed and said fine, so I guess I’m going to hold in tears and then cry by myself at home over this one mildly unpleasant interaction. (I do have professional help but we are working on other things at the moment and haven’t gotten to this.) Anyway, I am currently going on a trip without a necessary item because I had a panic attack in the front of the store. I also hate that no one I know has this issue so I can’t talk about it. Even family members don’t get it and just tell me to deal with it or else it’s my loss. This sucks. Anyway, I am just upset right now and felt I needed to vent, sorry about this! I didn’t know where to put this. Maybe should’ve kept it in the notes. On a brighter note, I hope whoever is reading this is having a great day! It will eventually be better if you’re going through something (like me) or if you’re doing well that’s awesome! tldr- It’s just me being sad and sounding complain-y about social anxiety. Not worth reading unless you’re also doing really bad and want to see that you’re not alone. If you’re reading this I hope you have a good day.",1.8819563687543948,3.4170971574344016,3.64374987433397,90.00492711370264,77.42565597667638,6.480305619784862,20.28239670252337,7.237678284180719,0.38551702020709744,1267,29,279,15,29,425,175,343,0.187,0.674,0.139,-0.95,1,1,1,0,0,0,38.0,1,1,0,4,26,25,6,4,15,0,22,0,0,5,0,55,63,32,0,7,16,0,5,4,0,1,0,3,1,1,27,15,0,3,9,3,2,13,9,13,1,2,8,10,33,12,35,52,2,38,0,2,2,0,16,17,1,13,12,182,60,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560924645023723,0.0,0.14764660962823067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118593908981761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630093255876845,0.10502026340771103,0.0,0.0,0.0770781590169514,0.1125472595789542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816440457897138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140236400979506,0.11906951573037512,0.0951714643959228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711632641488386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06097238791330563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296568236517282,0.0,0.08702522585246952,0.0,0.14002987840417347,0.06594899029199912,0.0886357154994428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0482301453618925,0.0,0.367248381112051,0.07742842757187299,0.0,0.10177627978927056,0.2033880953026701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734222686489355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061875987799926424,0.0,0.09259825855663786,0.1833768463939022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963516132800876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15219973493451325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18039942011826732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752033409623645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848605157191453,0.0,0.09274161025256683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844950586231473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251084269211074,0.0,0.0,0.216620685785214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399875885867445,0.08060484105014884,0.0964482629574433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280085657098963,0.0,0.0,0.27701631540544075,0.0,0.05913857794655233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883547258977325,0.08781155429581525,0.0,0.09242220844042126,0.0,0.07356213902541453,0.08403900769764132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28230685182524395,0.0,0.07106766587757687,0.0,0.10333773048807136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419832792249323,0.08068632168635204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613291804085979,0.0591509494074457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05444906533343133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300118399135155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898719970016411,0.0,0.134411077695849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,evaevo99,2020/02/17,"Feel like what ever I do it's not good enough, especially compared to everyone else in my University course Two weeks ago my University film lecturer set the whole class a task to create a 'self portrait' film where we need to use the film to express who we are as a person. Obviously with my anxiety I find it really hard to express myself. I originally had an idea where I would film outside alot but on two separate occasions I couldn't bring myself to do it out of fear of being judged by people. Now with one day until we are all presenting the videos I don't want to be the only without anything to show. It's making me extremely panicked. I have this other idea where it will all be filmed in my flat so I can actually get it done. It's basically about my process in creating a self portrait film, where I plan a lot for it and when I go to film it I stop at the door and get rid of all my work. However I'm worried this video will seem lazy and a last ditch effort in the eyes of my lecturer and compared to everyone else's it won't be good, does this sound good? I'm just extremely exhausted from worrying about this too much",5.106964285714284,5.198179314655175,6.436650246305419,78.43051724137933,68.35344827586206,10.421674876847293,30.79556650246305,10.290406445055957,2.9397945812807884,899,33,187,22,14,306,133,232,0.158,0.816,0.026000000000000002,-0.9828,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,3,0,0,3,12,6,0,1,14,0,18,2,1,3,5,34,30,9,0,4,4,0,2,1,0,4,1,1,1,3,17,10,0,1,5,10,0,2,5,2,0,3,2,4,24,4,31,19,8,25,0,0,1,0,9,11,0,3,12,130,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.13194889861953893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985863432490787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343797888500836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126921267006884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720153967510118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183262696101334,0.1383703843594257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22590710497867786,0.0,0.0,0.13971171936035462,0.0,0.0,0.12230837726835435,0.0,0.2584046410565496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215281068772785,0.0683680225088662,0.09659657147683448,0.0,0.0,0.12358271506493455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412869753777982,0.0,0.07684496400447711,0.34023207657173404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112476251555765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30527922990878514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021707209386866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605849992045976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149537062915495,0.0,0.0,0.09025607994322488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939750100626953,0.10025911778645147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09162418598018493,0.10283598105928107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374003539930836,0.11806323728999067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662124842790102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309331769848655,0.2821143975230125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304456393534652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641679392789477,0.0,0.0,0.11678107485019172,0.0,0.0,0.07975244212291935,0.0,0.10846013627097684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096107534713712,0.0,0.13034101596250044,0.0,0.09843705882712048,0.27463180237086515,0.0,0.09605181088193324,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,newmanstartover,2020/02/17,Any tips on how to talk to parents about anxiety? Any tips on how to talk to parents about anxiety?,1.939,4.171886900000004,3.6500000000000017,86.70500000000001,80.0,8.0,30.0,8.841846274778883,2.7100000000000004,78,4,16,2,2,26,9,20,0.17300000000000001,0.8270000000000001,0.0,-0.4137,2,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,10,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975076912147916,0.0,0.4471720023111325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6490632233883078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4698316377373049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,abovethesugar,2020/02/17,"do people who have an unenthusiastic personality give you social anxiety? when people act unenthusiastic around me, I tend to get socially anxious because I get the sense that they don't want to talk to me but sometimes that's not the case but I always panic and overthink it because I can never tell. how do you handle things like this?",5.280000000000001,7.330353507936508,6.743047619047619,69.16028571428575,69.47619047619048,8.214603174603175,28.473015873015875,8.841846274778883,2.438545396825397,273,10,46,5,5,93,47,63,0.13699999999999998,0.812,0.051,-0.5455,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,1,0,3,2,0,1,3,0,5,0,0,1,1,8,10,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,9,1,4,10,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,0,3,34,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19052275632249502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751626864335872,0.2586727916497666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20383331436377372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27915798664874225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392564745755881,0.21965047193961693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118639829641689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17659705304844875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686488979673833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174802254242844,0.19992921396647767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4668155266063696,0.0,0.0,0.22645881781196656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840387399305421,0.2001313154697789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15211859080114934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505341231985735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,waytogreeg,2020/02/17,Why everything is so unfair I have a small presentation tomorrow at school. I did it but I am too lazy to study the speech. I cannot talk impromptu in front of the class. Even thinking about it makes me anxious. so I am really jealous of my friends who does presentation slides 5 min before and talk in front of the class without practicing it 2000000 times. They don’t know how blessed they are.,2.1771284271284266,4.871240103896106,2.9180952380952405,89.37968253968252,83.02597402597402,7.058585858585857,25.43867243867244,8.167268648758528,1.7863979797979799,316,13,64,7,9,99,59,77,0.155,0.733,0.11199999999999999,-0.3779,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,6,3,1,0,4,0,8,0,0,2,0,7,11,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,1,9,2,9,10,0,12,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,5,41,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32793692398302177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470092716882193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540284233818175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19172904331544696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608874517183961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242717614207661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159531828370958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19376601463177695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859625866851464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937816782457671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.466636617493572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18600148902180527,0.0,0.0,0.16926622768989255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26193506497444885,0.0,0.0,0.2798222482296759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,friedMacaroni,2020/02/17,"Social Media: Now what do i do? Every so often I get this great sense of confidence, so I sign up for some social media accounts and promise myself that I will be active and meet friends. 5 minutes later, I have this new profile and am terrified to say anything. After an hour or so of typing and deleting, I end up posting nothing. A week later, I change the username and try again... still nothing. Sigh.",4.091153846153849,5.668803500000003,5.213333333333335,80.84000000000002,71.69230769230771,6.225641025641028,29.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,1.6925743589743591,315,13,54,2,6,104,58,78,0.061,0.7440000000000001,0.195,0.9042,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,9,7,9,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,3,7,5,1,13,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,3,10,42,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19179264872599008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465518823040737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20642642572110698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963673269518316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006545226527534,0.0,0.12176685081137854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569550015710536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22952209217220998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225095643580822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4472643349319483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22321185902502275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185342654286472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4751608639686336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18612602185430466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15823584623659695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869506965801343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TommyMP,2020/02/17,"""Step out your comfort zone"" they said So the post is flaired as a success, but it's not completely a success, cuz as my anxiety says, after good things something bad always comes. Anyway, i have a combination of shyness, social anxiety and introvertion but I managed to go to the disco for the second time yesterday. I gave my first kiss to a random girl while dancing and it went great. Then another girl came to me, asked my name and asked me if i wanted do dance, and then we kissed for like 15 minutes. I was really happy that I was able to step out my comfort zone and do something. Today, pushed by my friends, I decided to text the second girl on Instagram and I asked her if she was interested on getting to know better and she said she was already interested in another guy. Hell yeah, fuck comfort zone. Yeah I know it's kinda stupid to cry over a random disco girl, but yeah, I stepped out my comfort zone and get rejected. I don't know if i'll try again with another girl next time.",3.102614045618246,5.062358607142862,4.499327731092439,83.33978991596642,75.1734693877551,7.672989195678271,27.345738295318128,8.4952907291091,2.049044177671068,781,31,152,15,17,259,110,196,0.141,0.59,0.27,0.9854,0,1,2,0,0,0,23.0,1,1,1,4,4,21,3,0,9,3,9,3,0,1,0,32,26,21,0,4,7,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,6,5,15,0,0,4,2,0,10,2,5,0,3,9,3,26,16,23,17,0,29,1,1,0,3,23,7,2,6,12,97,31,3,0.13618888899204815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15028782555398246,0.0,0.11332006550581415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4284177739084277,0.20836825462707068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3819546811767629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371203369466668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044800504079348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557638078729029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731466887829818,0.14279145900611895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495970996202023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584219940450995,0.0,0.0,0.10521919780411053,0.12590443335462792,0.14230614701848412,0.0,0.07739928408835939,0.11422877864845657,0.0,0.15014873090274675,0.0,0.13484841168875364,0.0,0.1449756047541359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22453755522866709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653501199501696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483842847230294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304313095683501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724608960411323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259093640746422,0.10830287074822707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882742165618955,0.0,0.20968972066639704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047784635794233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588256727465941,0.0,0.12909114261564594,0.0,0.0,0.09246331595214097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032773525995325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262484645137217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Bloo_Bandit,2020/02/17,"FML Say it with me now, ""FUCK SOCIAL ANXIETY!"" Just had my photography class, and this was probably one of my most embarrassing moments. I basically had to admit to the class that I have no friends. I know that doesn't seem like a big deal but to me it does. And in top of that our next project is to take portrait photos of seven people. SEVEN. PEOPLE. How tf am I suppose to do that. Might just take the L and fail this project. Really hope I can get rid of social anxiety soon.",1.4345360824742244,3.6378755979381476,3.3991855670103104,87.96888144329898,81.68041237113404,6.766597938144328,22.07113402061856,7.908726449838941,1.0845719587628868,371,12,79,7,10,125,66,97,0.14300000000000002,0.7609999999999999,0.096,-0.5954,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,2,5,6,1,1,3,0,10,1,0,1,0,14,18,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,3,1,10,3,11,14,1,7,0,1,0,1,7,3,1,4,5,56,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298809811558002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22228367541222552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18868111276076865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665791762289724,0.19932728275343434,0.11264693723853902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21414864035488115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849320834680592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533579156485204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22872734801025335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293028896317304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14610241177636515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989526205406656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324632447449223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812481028898824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17146113417496273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19628256880986175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4395729680534938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242226549946987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,enbyjay,2020/02/17,"My medication makes extremely tired.. I dont know what to do I've (21, F) been taking Paroxetine (Paxil) for a little over four months. It has greatly improved my social anxiety and besides a few annoying side effects (sexual libido and inabilty to orgasm, mostly) I really enjoy it. Recently though, I had my prescription increased to 30mg and it has made me Extremely Tired. When I first started taking it (at the beginning of February) I couldn't stop sleeping. I sleep for a whole day and half of the next night. It got a little better as the month went on but I still kept finding myself sleeping all day. Because of that, I started taking it at night. Taking it at night really helped with the sexual side effects (because I was awake enough to actually do something when the medicine was wearing off lol) but now i find myself only being able to sleep for three hours, stay up for four then finally fall back asleep. I dont know what to do, what time or schedule i should be sleeping or taking my medication. I should be starting my first ever job soon and I'm really excited but i dont know how I'm going to wake up at 6am and stay awake all day when these problems keep happening. Does anyone have any tips on when I should be sleeping and taking it? or what i can do to keep myself from being tired all day if i take it during the day or staying alseep at night if i take it in the evening? tldr: Paroxetine (Paxil) makes me exhausted during the day and unable to sleep during the night. I have my first ever job interview coming up (for a 6am to 5:30pm job) and I can't be sleepless or exhausted. Does anyone have any tips or suggestions on what I can do?",3.6653425298106166,5.291036063829786,5.054422492401219,81.36277472527475,72.86018237082068,8.101052139350012,26.331657703998125,8.730908602173464,2.020175964461071,1311,45,248,25,26,438,152,329,0.063,0.8959999999999999,0.040999999999999995,-0.8384,3,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,6,13,8,1,0,14,1,30,18,11,6,5,48,58,28,0,7,11,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,0,17,11,0,4,7,0,0,5,5,4,0,7,8,0,32,4,35,40,8,64,0,0,0,1,4,18,0,9,38,176,49,4,0.06507232066857832,0.0,0.06350119817742626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850281895918002,0.0,0.04978014720068834,0.0,0.0,0.0910001592365736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05003659791949439,0.0,0.07933496540024255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05755117958530882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05605404235893604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517975811947546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389045266340712,0.0,0.2287928255706537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672371021784118,0.0,0.042979654089923394,0.11772327901078965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128354658252169,0.11894984441318765,0.1660514481554469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036982099428171336,0.0,0.05204427930828477,0.07174246326258008,0.0,0.0,0.05754323826258459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043616604878497986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06408312803773916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19372271231930024,0.11567853700552574,0.0,0.0,0.10728613695373902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043912084387865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06157300319949966,0.08687255868225417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110703423649467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038802110630144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692051512604156,0.30532982413783616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0494904321395258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062265422670963036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506098467687465,0.0,0.06425106627696206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.455835205842365,0.06633303617104162,0.0,0.050095851596620014,0.0,0.0,0.13817557048384846,0.20807530705481725,0.05196683934326999,0.05440337382457082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3914102943403425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06393322466666025,0.0,0.03794419347958887,0.22437318025036948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060322693191455626,0.0,0.0726509221599248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwaway54555544,2020/02/17,"Help with relationship So I got into my first relationship on the 14th, with a girl who I like and likes me. We went on a date on the 14th and hung out yesterday with other friends, and I enjoy the relationship, but for some reason I'm really anxious. I've had anxiety for my whole life, but it's never felt like this. I even had an anxiety attack last night because i feel so nervous and anxious. It's like whenever something reminds me of her, I'm happy because we're together, but I also get a kind of depressed feeling. This girl and I are in most of our classes together, and while I enjoy seeing her, I'm nervous about going back to school tomorrow. Is this a normal feeling for relationships, and do I just like her so much that it feels weird to not be around her? In addition, I'm not used to being very social, so it's kind of a weird change. If anyone has any tips on how I can feel better, please let me know.",5.203858800773695,5.049155265957449,6.515880077369442,78.7877272727273,68.14893617021275,9.602321083172148,30.38878143133462,9.339509955726095,2.4885042553191488,722,25,147,13,11,246,108,188,0.145,0.669,0.18600000000000005,0.7723,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,0,2,11,18,1,2,9,0,10,1,0,3,1,36,27,18,0,2,7,0,6,5,1,0,1,0,0,2,10,15,0,0,8,0,0,2,3,6,0,1,5,7,21,12,23,19,4,20,0,1,1,0,16,9,0,3,14,102,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459902599637836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804434296358304,0.0,0.1809879421104918,0.26727528101949816,0.0,0.0827133530037391,0.0,0.0,0.1053060239352052,0.0,0.1345755876585056,0.0,0.09096016581821377,0.0,0.14422086848508178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462071874942508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513851610885754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188575626319854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813154022019903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990629707150255,0.0,0.11358001888227802,0.0,0.0,0.10062013197403652,0.0,0.0,0.09139302968758786,0.0,0.061803312468698926,0.0,0.06722874927876643,0.0,0.09460987502363052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592530665305196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792894356758414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246368320095318,0.06501084681395879,0.09642474301382607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096280738284107,0.0835539825860085,0.2889604014015323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695910995152657,0.0,0.0912350051965389,0.0,0.0,0.11101015091996597,0.11590221592565872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298504062815229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578165034254965,0.12162510705483168,0.0,0.5080104894721175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971902958933413,0.09426436163399464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058501617258807,0.0,0.0910678814607792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216734047986516,0.0,0.09760427525563332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965897769716884,0.0,0.13207012869150875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BagADonut,2020/02/17,"Am I better off keeping my mouth shut? or talking about nonsense? (Long) I recently realized I’ve been battling social anxiety my whole life, but it never had a hold on my life like it does now so I’m here for any help of advice I can get I’m a 20 y/o male, I feel like that’s worth mentioning Let’s go 2 years back to high school, I was never much of a talker but whenever I did talk it was an attempt at being funny or I was saying whatever the other person wanted to hear PS: I was liked by all and loved by none, perfect example I won best personality but only 5 ppl showed up to my graduation party you know? Most of my jokes were silly and came at my own expense which I feel like made people underestimate my intelligence, and that always got under my skin but I never really cared until everyone including my friends started dismissing me as some retard, essentially by the end of high school I was looked at as no further than entertainment. Dance monkey That’s the source of my problems, I’m afraid to look foolish because I’m afraid that ppl will dismiss everything I say like in high school, and I’m afraid of confrontation because I would just tell ppl what they wanted to hear rather than what I actually think When I talk nowadays I don’t wanna give misinformation or say something insignificant but that’s 90% of all conversation, the human brain is inaccurate by design - your perception is your reality right? So that means everyone has a different reality meaning the things people say are bound to be inconsistent, so why do I let my fear of inaccuracy paralyze me?, and when it comes to calling ppl on their bullshit I can hardly maintain eye contact without tearing up so idk how I’m ever gonna pull that off, and everyone says just be you, just say whatever comes to mind but if that’s the case what’s the point of self improvement? Sorry if this is incoherent and thanks for any help you can give me I just wanna hear anyone’s thoughts about making sure what you say makes sense vs. talking to talk",5.459267770204481,6.336739387341776,6.586139240506331,74.90240262901658,67.78481012658227,9.722492697176245,30.635345666991235,9.851270322608157,2.931558909444985,1618,61,302,36,26,544,222,395,0.124,0.708,0.168,0.9743,3,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,6,2,5,18,24,2,4,12,0,27,7,4,4,8,61,65,28,0,9,18,0,4,5,1,3,2,10,0,5,20,10,0,3,9,4,2,6,7,7,0,0,14,17,42,17,45,43,9,38,0,0,3,1,41,18,0,7,19,193,62,4,0.0,0.0,0.07375108590493394,0.0,0.0,0.0738518041333311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288512585827577,0.0,0.0,0.1027882810281778,0.0,0.057815285662803924,0.0,0.0,0.05284436163288803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058113130735588235,0.0,0.09214062122339936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931214702004831,0.06684065988278054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436759527701153,0.07717134905287408,0.08643858983428862,0.0770545723237516,0.0,0.0,0.13020373196051882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789606330537291,0.0,0.0,0.06613689819412466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693773310841268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683626444266185,0.0,0.21664776758477428,0.06792266237266731,0.0,0.0,0.08504379444699743,0.07642679785817022,0.1079827435566814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05838968118385723,0.0,0.03948523999575576,0.1449984016541505,0.04295147288797849,0.0,0.06044487701477974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677010786672592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555382822560749,0.0,0.10131374101911612,0.2395499691813124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717524995523945,0.0,0.0,0.041534487169705515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15456276659898602,0.10676285536250632,0.1846126096297508,0.0,0.0,0.06688221115726058,0.12692928762182595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06821011669207673,0.07151165613762163,0.10089487634949723,0.0,0.0,0.1646484197381467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631002105078533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05555691417013176,0.0,0.17486616488511986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0574788069667004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047894976888,0.13197975953850566,0.0,0.0,0.07144356608208871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231584077331088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04841579733392909,0.0,0.07462199209589608,0.0,0.0,0.06454132642622161,0.0,0.4207064070419002,0.0,0.22946025511761814,0.0,0.0,0.07884204940099969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704001797441141,0.0,0.058181948697411015,0.0,0.08460092869971224,0.053492945336476964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712293039013987,0.0,0.0,0.3037248554115151,0.0660565866483499,0.06958004935774982,0.0,0.0,0.050209208141633294,0.048425925648882484,0.0,0.05999874903266322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915313839936394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06819541095072007,0.08437768979285187,0.0,0.0728523812305871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05368688507286217,0.0,0.0,0.04866834199915919 socialanxiety,dararidarara01,2020/02/17,"No friends as an exchange student abroad Hi, as you can tell by the title i am an exchange student, i am currently in the Balkans and i've no social life here. I've met a few people but they are not helping me at all and to top it off i am currently living in girls dormitories as the only male (since guest rooms are in the girls dormitories i have no choice) i am going crazy alone in this room and don't know what to do. please help",2.5991459627329188,3.741785467391306,4.157453416149071,88.66456521739131,74.76086956521739,6.9962732919254655,25.099378881987576,7.447530270364453,1.0132465838509326,341,11,76,4,7,114,61,92,0.14300000000000002,0.747,0.11,-0.2919,2,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,7,0,10,1,0,0,1,7,13,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,3,3,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,5,0,0,0,1,0,8,1,12,12,2,12,0,0,0,0,13,9,0,0,2,51,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255420734605011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428438574218161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17863603887854296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42136588486321536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17274276680100736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22201443046041427,0.0,0.0,0.2775514673898025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390555132480583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21791081334999687,0.0,0.0,0.3450303995500173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600098282691845,0.0,0.0,0.3204109829242301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27473067132003176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hgilbert_01,2020/02/17,"Preference for being Quiet Hi. I already posted this on the introvert community and someone encouraged me to take a look at this community. I'll copy and paste what I posted there onto here. It would be nice to know if someone could relate, please. ""I have a bit of an issue... When it comes to conversation, talking has been a rather strenous excercise for me. I literally fatigue from attempting to engage in conversation. Thus, it makes interactions with other people difficult. It's likely because my communication abilities were stagnated at a young age by being home-schooled. I do have a crippling struggle with social anxiety... Amyway, this has resulted in me not really having any friends. There are aquaintances in which short, friendly interactions are had. It just feels as if I'm surrounded by extroverts who base the value of friendship on how good I'm at maintaining a conversation. For me, one of the things that determines a true friend is someone I can comfortably feel quiet around. Being silent is just an emotional state of comfort for me. I feel myself. An ideal time spent with a friend would be watching a movie quietly together- just enjoying the movie and each other's presence. This could go for any laidback activity. I just wish constant conversation wasn't the only determinant for the maintenance of a friendship. Sorry, I know this was a little venty and maybe attention-seeking. It just would be nice to know if anyone can relate and/or has any advice, please.""",6.109402004839268,8.641859285171106,6.660105426892503,68.6053188731421,68.31558935361217,9.952920843415141,32.867092983062555,10.230975488527342,4.0872220532319385,1204,55,181,34,22,392,154,263,0.033,0.752,0.214,0.9933,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,2,12,19,0,1,20,0,29,1,0,4,1,39,44,10,0,12,10,0,3,1,4,3,1,3,0,0,18,10,0,0,7,1,1,2,2,3,0,1,6,8,16,16,33,27,2,24,0,1,2,0,15,13,0,3,7,137,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197038160415468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13517980161484586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499089147749875,0.0,0.09371078202605852,0.0,0.0,0.08565358447189611,0.0,0.0,0.10904936251497224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467376120539296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373629953601468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552134617040808,0.0,0.13237702789124536,0.0,0.19560967800180545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377939788386799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858163004713229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3785671988480236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961854581119974,0.10274567204286313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287567504285317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278562870166418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20196540910089308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059846429268464785,0.12277537038804087,0.0,0.0,0.10286762980317128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817684947565415,0.0,0.12306589931575387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830079455656164,0.0931653954317438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693838577035005,0.08492482276925806,0.0,0.0,0.26893245985667313,0.0,0.0,0.2346388137139017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847547890776288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397471075026915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487148076703924,0.3113769631363652,0.0,0.0,0.1371266975107489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280617080864202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210339572674077,0.09845940704112496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138235599670668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142968119369432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086687598881842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610576040770727,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ExpiredCondensedMilk,2020/02/17,"Friends, what are they for? Hey, I'm OP! Expired Milk. I'm 22 female and I have autism. it a low form of it. but I find it so hard to keep friends. As I find they just cause petty augments with other people then drag me into it. I just feel like I'm better off being at home. I'm a hermit at heart. I get nervous if invited to birthdays because I don't dance I never have I have two left feet. I find them boring and don't really like to go. I get so nervous about it I can cause me to feel sick. I don't know what to do I want friends but I can't handle a birthday party and I don't want to come off Rude. (EDIT: sorry for my bad grammar I have a problem with grammar and I hope you guys are ok with it. I speak English it is negative langue. this my first time on Reddit Sorry if my formating is off ) (EDIT 2: for any YouTubers reading this I give you permission to use this on a video <3 )",-1.4930612244897965,0.4919217346938822,1.3481632653061233,97.86469387755103,96.95918367346935,3.8204081632653057,17.20408163265306,5.543175910156928,-0.5735795918367343,684,20,161,5,28,236,106,196,0.209,0.649,0.142,-0.9228,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,3,2,5,15,1,2,5,1,16,4,2,3,1,30,33,12,0,6,6,0,3,2,3,0,1,1,1,1,13,9,1,1,6,3,0,3,7,7,0,2,0,4,29,8,24,32,1,17,0,1,0,0,12,10,0,3,6,105,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136012682633748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445177125233195,0.09086040703901874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182393352832644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062338840556485,0.0,0.12839466379599013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507298272983352,0.10648241679380416,0.0,0.0,0.4086910945036021,0.12678312429419925,0.0,0.0,0.3454704425997403,0.0,0.15574650704163556,0.14298377435898504,0.08470939869322328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475844124843593,0.0,0.0,0.13352086154864448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17662673754453334,0.0,0.0,0.14951080097437935,0.1480417645637391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13248381599430464,0.0,0.0,0.08191480283699168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619448838909533,0.0,0.0,0.14563806176062402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495770058023184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333353831350924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426221495099549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909182902867812,0.0,0.09548620346749467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337018880694394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691312454551559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560165119632187,0.0,0.0,0.12873263404393928,0.0,0.0,0.17582886540632606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Kreynor81,2020/02/17,"This is exhausting... Last week I literally forced myself to go signup at the gym, after I procrastinated about it for like a year. Tomorrow I have my first session. I have anxiety since yesterday... I just want to crawl into bed or in a corner and stay there..",2.8867346938775498,5.419471551020411,4.848326530612244,77.75738775510206,78.38775510204081,8.817959183673471,24.08571428571429,9.3871,2.449886530612245,202,7,38,6,5,69,42,49,0.10099999999999999,0.8170000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,1,8,5,0,13,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,8,28,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187151006127229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543789173114364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367761889614575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396029736881129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035407272591855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34463446803116154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4440641912637969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457347667588714,0.0,0.3341894690585845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682912544509974 socialanxiety,indibob,2020/02/17,"Physical symptoms of anxiety still there even when not feeling anxious I struggle with social anxiety and for the past year I’ve really tried hard to control my mind and feel confident/positive with social interactions. I struggle meeting up with new people and going to party’s, the physical symptoms I get are nausea (sometimes actually vomiting), difficulty breathing and heart palpitations. I’ve been researching about anxiety and I’ve learnt that physical symptoms of anxiety occur when the mind feels anxious and unconfident about something. So because of this discovery I’ve tried so hard to think positively about everything but for some reason when I feel confident about going to an event my physical symptoms of anxiety are still there (even when my mind isn’t worried) and feel so intense to the point I cant even go to the event. What do I do? Therapists always tell me that I need to just push myself and go to social events but its so unbearable with the physical symptoms i have to endure. Do I need medication?",9.313934426229508,9.539754409836068,9.279240437158473,61.1293524590164,59.546448087431706,13.221639344262295,42.343715846994535,12.516099999999998,5.924541420765027,839,44,125,27,10,275,94,183,0.073,0.8440000000000001,0.083,0.6869,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,21,2,0,2,7,0,9,9,2,2,0,30,22,18,0,2,4,0,7,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,5,12,0,1,7,0,0,5,3,2,0,0,1,7,14,0,24,21,1,19,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,12,87,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.09223779555822724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786481352972321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615373545807991,0.21356118406084115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057618458621525134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601211402540936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872885234086314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494839864156427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389605274795099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049382750770486025,0.0,0.21487136773947133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16934254395200304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200654608881867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521886332256788,0.0,0.0,0.2863144874829077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017062826571475,0.0,0.0912879161479896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022994734715803,0.06552820304861598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935186460474258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06055187339250765,0.09718220770390493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289053429134005,0.0,0.07276604301187706,0.0934826058908108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509674412680839,0.0,0.0,0.1976254606509988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4912118772498738,0.0,0.0,0.08261456573532575,0.0,0.0,0.10974489832221128,0.0,0.06056454050693121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12834562617970935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598955469083492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06086772180226315 socialanxiety,incurableneurotic,2020/02/17,"Rejected. Again. It's happened again. I opened up to a new friendship and thought it was going well. Slowly but surely I could see the signs of them backing away. I tried to ask why, what, how, but of course got the usual ""Oh nothing, I'm just having a bad day/time at work/really tired"" excuses. I didn't try anymore. And just like that, they're gone. And once again, I will never know what I did or said that scared them off. It hurts, and I'm furious and sad and ashamed.",0.2863058419243991,2.603509443298972,1.6738402061855702,97.45928264604817,88.58762886597937,4.882817869415808,18.392611683848802,6.42735559955562,-0.15274501718213074,364,10,82,4,12,116,70,97,0.284,0.611,0.10400000000000001,-0.976,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,0,8,10,1,2,4,0,6,1,0,1,2,19,17,10,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,7,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,7,1,0,7,2,8,3,8,8,0,14,0,3,1,0,5,5,0,1,8,51,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20250970618858127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908977159595881,0.0,0.1918508942027806,0.15701578153221407,0.1704969352061881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303561593111845,0.0,0.0,0.1316909210561793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605052073602384,0.0,0.16331592333713454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805717595395108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21859835484921533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122219691305884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976090709552944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15749021030436244,0.19721585648816212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959336428884305,0.0,0.0,0.21746437732897106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23242221206746724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19423921217209736,0.0,0.20443798197896507,0.0,0.16271949681992762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19245435030786584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211053080555446,0.0,0.23469574749108696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772742950173948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22489542561945894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18359867009664968,0.0,0.18425707945520206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14865869331325846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SadGuitarPlayer,2020/02/17,Xanax seems to help but.... Idk if it’s worth the risk. I’m posting things on Reddit that I normally wouldn’t.. uninhibited as if alcohol. But I have had addiction problems and feel like taking this med is playing w fire. What you guys think?,0.8673556231003019,3.4370870425531947,2.59452887537994,88.42000000000002,93.46808510638296,6.089969604863223,21.60790273556231,7.447530270364453,1.1823094224924011,189,7,38,4,7,62,43,47,0.17,0.653,0.17600000000000002,0.0772,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,11,9,6,0,5,4,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,5,1,1,0,3,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,3,2,3,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,1,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281319187104849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.321674998898772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15219347959605753,0.2150328149128812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980350428674917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20175241157175794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705227079643654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343405863461832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949138352442198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882725903230518,0.0,0.0,0.2880141454474941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274016998709099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263128085540913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999694952291129,0.1928671705136868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lgbt-jb95,2020/02/17,"Any help on how to get a job that will help me get more social interaction? Basically as the title suggests...I want a role where I’ll be challenged to interact with people. My current job is very isolating and apart from a few small hobbies and occasionally seeing friends, I don’t get much interaction. So, to get more money and to help with my anxieties, I’d like to get a job that will help me out. Any ideas? I’ve thought about cafes but how do I make the approach? It’s a little daunting really...",3.424500000000002,5.057625050000002,4.979000000000003,81.62950000000002,73.5,8.200000000000001,27.5,8.841846274778883,2.0925,395,15,80,8,8,133,65,100,0.027000000000000003,0.836,0.13699999999999998,0.8048,5,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,7,0,6,0,0,3,0,13,15,8,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,6,3,12,11,4,8,0,0,1,0,10,6,0,0,2,46,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345128177688748,0.0,0.13190633616277467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321682711377233,0.0,0.4504304770475989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4622972706117285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946493210614028,0.0,0.0,0.5133221705941594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842392203602856,0.17281735280376515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509649502104463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675383184012468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953930997663426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046127966858332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740215429680008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757678162862869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368879366160448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422704981631726,0.10170203008474199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mslangg,2020/02/17,"It sucks how only thing I can think about when I’m around anyone is how much they hate me No matter where I am, whether it be strangers or someone I’m familiar with. They hate me. They absolutely fucking despise me. They want me to leave and get hit by a bus on my way out. It’s all I can think about, and I can’t deny it. Just last night I was with a couple other people for a bit and I was having a good time. Maybe it’s cause I drank too much, but I still couldn’t get rid of that voice reminding me of how much better off they’d be if I was dead right now. My coworkers, my brother, my therapist, my only friend, everyone.. Hell, I can’t shake the thought that even my dog hates me. People can say that they like having me around, that I’m chill or funny or whatever. But all I hear are lies, affirmations out of pity. I wish I could accept them, I want nothing more than to believe them but I simply can’t. It’s just not true. Telling myself otherwise would just be lying to myself, and what good would that do? God I’m such a mess. It probably sounds insane to someone who doesn’t deal with things like this themselves, but it’s 100% real for me. I’m so starved and desperate for affection and friendship, yet every time I get it all I see is why I shouldn’t have it.",1.1051521239954063,3.027193608208957,2.6956716417910482,94.09508036739382,81.20149253731344,5.914121699196326,20.009184845005734,7.010146845296331,0.2156103329506318,989,26,226,12,26,324,145,268,0.204,0.644,0.152,-0.9498,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,8,1,19,18,7,1,6,0,27,2,0,5,4,49,50,20,1,9,13,1,0,2,1,3,0,4,0,0,21,13,1,0,4,0,0,1,8,10,0,0,5,5,42,8,23,35,8,18,1,1,1,1,15,8,3,4,10,157,63,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606292633970937,0.0,0.0,0.2191410274627252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867308666800787,0.0,0.10885745631581632,0.13437543060080356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644077886223629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827225219469546,0.13618968032619666,0.0,0.0,0.12689380380138746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129556772381186,0.0,0.10370325526887317,0.11761166998818695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509409661593794,0.11378881990803562,0.1929183282523886,0.0,0.0,0.2064733953463493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645587669906091,0.0,0.0,0.1387241809924924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032957501975742,0.0,0.13032777776947393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026487544176198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365403611587295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714418604449491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550563596609564,0.0,0.11810204940429883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18722127308245656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066136371214338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270495602068713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009610175971102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051127357858004,0.0,0.09788103188060043,0.0,0.0,0.09808170648576503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20857669730549044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829473495492216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075805057588482,0.0,0.0,0.14290956517015824,0.16354257098941755,0.1577340228274509,0.0,0.09771464275309102,0.1435420929303638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519581173714413,0.09769804553243007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106381926100063,0.0,0.14154008436049142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748701391279032,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,trollfucker69,2020/02/17,"I hate getting left out on purpose... There was a group of us that were gonna go to Chili’s tonight with one of our professors. He’d gotten a divorce last year so this was his first Valentine’s Day alone and we wanted him to feel better. I was part of the group that went into his office and asked him. I asked a member of the group today if our plans were still on and she said she wasn’t sure. I saw a post about 30 minutes ago showing them all at chili’s... It’s fair though that I was left out. There was a girl in the group that absolutely hates my guts for reasons she has yet to unveil, so I understand the concept of wanting everything to be civil and not awkward, but I still feel left out. I’ve always been left out of stuff, tacked onto groups, people played hide and seek with me and they’d make me it and then go back inside while I was counting. They laughed at me and thought I was weird because I used to dig up worms and make them a family based on the size of each worm. I had a hyperfixation on those Warrior Cat books when I was a kid so that only made me feel even more outcast. I feel really tired. People wonder why I have trust issues and why I don’t like group chats. This is why. This happens a lot and people wonder why I don’t care to go out anymore. Clearly it seems people don’t want me to go. But I also know that none of this is true, because I had a friend invite me to go see a movie last night and I went and it was super fun. So I feel like an asshole anyway because I ignore that...",3.1630575945793367,3.7432452888198817,4.1902315076228165,91.08964991530212,72.81987577639751,6.72411067193676,23.33201581027668,6.351523495107088,0.3787527950310561,1181,28,270,7,22,384,171,322,0.054000000000000006,0.7809999999999999,0.165,0.9890000000000001,0,1,0,0,1,0,29.0,4,0,4,4,16,17,2,1,17,0,25,2,1,5,4,52,62,25,0,4,4,0,5,2,1,1,1,1,0,2,17,23,0,1,12,4,0,7,6,5,0,2,22,8,44,12,35,36,6,43,0,0,2,0,30,19,0,5,18,178,61,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208842043059737,0.0,0.0,0.09591047253308596,0.0,0.07405589220244581,0.07705447373425447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183891313425398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731456638153836,0.0,0.0,0.07120724725863586,0.0,0.16935277574025795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190127317110478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944165959468038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597223278186273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06116448725782477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322707368910448,0.0,0.08729940715674549,0.0,0.2341184265667073,0.06615676889868262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876945421351796,0.0,0.0,0.07154611036754281,0.0,0.04838209905154061,0.0,0.2631467373503501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818899718485869,0.0,0.0,0.18285580778589167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966551782606946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05089308492276196,0.15097027266546748,0.0,0.0,0.4024608223776221,0.0,0.0,0.09048389287977067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872914809404888,0.0,0.08762474359943162,0.12362862431275655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690317562276985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275129649787492,0.07042999693875998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028179416287444,0.0,0.2568015722981889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868964090691593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05932489969723528,0.0952129868388748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808821300312089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379390358592837,0.08430378063577376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479083603693344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601015025038804,0.0,0.0,0.08727877143712921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098358254103292,0.07351773520887464,0.0,0.10643540387511607,0.08777836487829982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640468967626993,0.11139197236819533,0.07998067076797527,0.0,0.0,0.1638618369772115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17169084661998205,0.3342451131443456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20085155024015075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596343480128442 socialanxiety,just_a_potato_______,2020/02/17,"Need advice for coming out of the closet. Hello everyone So... uhh. I'm not really that comfortable talking about my personal feeling or anything personal especially with strangers, but I really need help and I didn't really know where to go. I'm bi, and I'm having trouble telling my family about it. I know they're not going to disown me or anything, but I still feel anxious thinking about telling them. The reason why I want to tell them so bad is that I've known I was bi since I was in middle school (I'm 20yo as now) and me keeping my bisexuality a secret all this time has really been eating me up inside. I guess the thing that worries me the most is that it feels like there's never going to be a good time to come out. So, I was wondering if there's anyone here who is gay, bi lesbian, etc. that have been through this before, who can give me some advice on whether or not I should wait.",4.398113553113554,5.0247322362637385,5.690934065934068,81.27489926739928,70.04395604395604,8.704029304029303,27.25457875457875,8.841846274778883,1.9352073260073257,705,22,143,12,12,237,111,182,0.098,0.826,0.075,-0.733,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,0,12,5,0,0,6,0,15,6,0,1,2,39,38,14,0,5,10,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,12,8,1,2,10,0,0,5,5,2,0,0,6,3,20,3,18,30,4,17,0,0,0,5,14,7,0,8,6,98,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590139705491888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14972141165883335,0.0,0.09266820281709323,0.0,0.21812213752779835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065718777329192,0.0,0.0,0.11277344557850155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22832607809099936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356114888442678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14780621454309847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663829306828506,0.0,0.0,0.12493768508472017,0.0,0.20103376554484206,0.09467960697654702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713505166347513,0.2259599138614032,0.11116005050052068,0.0,0.0,0.14599696554642705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883220471221359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779893814190552,0.0,0.0,0.1456702725518714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474756520141405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196538939689242,0.10221546653040688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314405311512707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396089791422179,0.13626312655585754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412764580524844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963035747183746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583879519388777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652276092346616,0.3475117295271397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804718118609696,0.08492000586195493,0.0,0.0,0.15455885996667024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816975033558682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195878988392082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372335706487574,0.0,0.13459085925202832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,yungsenpa,2020/02/17,I feel like tomorrow on presidents something bad my might happen I don’t know why I just feel some type of way Psychology: i feel perfect normal but I’m getting weird thoughts in my head like pictures,3.1303846153846173,5.7393650512820535,3.945833333333337,84.13875,77.97435897435899,6.976923076923077,30.262820512820515,8.07648339933343,2.388789743589744,163,8,30,3,4,52,31,39,0.10800000000000001,0.706,0.185,0.4678,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,11,10,1,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,6,3,3,8,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,14,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448777956697261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4448758038444135,0.20952035667843655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15322747496412412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259347855037774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009914227820704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611798381782122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865650458059253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31112531640905666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873535928681793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257824211871265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328327450021671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327931974345045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646409297561017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tizaac,2020/02/17,"Anyone else use their phones or always have earbuds/headphones on as coping mechanism ? I noticed that i am using my phone as a crutch. I also have music that i am listening to all the time when I am in public. This one time my phone turned off and did not have my mp3/dap(digital audio player) on me. I felt totally out of my comfort zone when i went to the corner store to get some chips and soda.",4.812222222222225,5.021135654320993,5.878617283950617,81.76977777777778,69.0,8.455308641975309,26.076543209876537,8.238735603445708,1.5672202469135796,312,8,62,4,5,104,58,81,0.0,0.966,0.034,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,2,2,11,14,8,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,3,3,13,1,11,11,3,11,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,2,4,48,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22261157965415784,0.2316252982343475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19464206926780897,0.2852219250005237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325415704914439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26727788319407186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14543630731508056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31692493859910065,0.0,0.0,0.18863003095757733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32463839173578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027855239875249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4808428588716693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25805084134123524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,video21659331,2020/02/17,"Just my story When I was a kid, my family was extremely judgemental. Especially my older brothers. What's the point in expressing myself if I'm just going to be shit on for it? So I never expressed myself. When I was younger, I would sometimes bring friends over, and they would tell my friends every single embarrassing and negative thing about me. As I grew older, my problems spiraled out of control and by the time I was 14, I started completely ignoring the few friends I had. Never talked to them again. Socially isolated myself entirely. That was 5 years ago and I haven't had friends since. My social anxiety only continues to get worse. When I'm at work I never talk to anyone, and people think I'm really weird. I'm pretty sure my coworkers think I'm mentally retarded or something. I still haven't really moved on from my former friends but I know that they have. I'm just a distant memory they rarely think about and they're in my dreams every night. They would think I'm really weird and pathetic if I ever tried to contact them again, even for closure. I would buy a gun and kill myself but California changed the age requirement to 21, so I'm considering other suicide methods.",4.670004894762607,6.563983726872247,5.754765051395007,76.26555922662752,70.76211453744493,9.44973078805678,30.232256485560452,9.861636050157227,3.244414782183064,954,40,167,25,18,316,128,227,0.183,0.741,0.075,-0.9784,0,0,2,1,0,2,24.0,0,0,6,3,15,13,2,1,7,0,15,1,1,1,5,35,32,19,2,7,8,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,1,6,9,0,3,5,1,1,4,6,7,0,0,7,0,34,6,21,20,2,32,0,0,0,0,21,8,1,3,20,115,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219000382379956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818995408483875,0.0,0.0,0.0806074340482813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219524335289434,0.0,0.12087035269355033,0.0,0.12929789065887676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614227626711767,0.10427862465756872,0.19425910006085445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867704244237138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4453306114117891,0.0,0.060229772495872164,0.0,0.06551707525859374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754178674947173,0.0,0.06335564158234776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161765349125586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225258821541929,0.0,0.0,0.26673636349655033,0.0,0.0,0.10818378283572183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767669811075322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992160623098096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089781835410027,0.0,0.0,0.11728262638136555,0.0,0.1103087289856262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22155664690975027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833469861530295,0.09536196387711317,0.0,0.0,0.2350297354745957,0.0,0.08874925247480435,0.11401625055868468,0.0,0.08159676699689426,0.0,0.09206387351851383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609913870402384,0.0,0.10865135350530288,0.0,0.0,0.18531764218471056,0.10076102326113844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658783849087716,0.2954706604338962,0.0,0.0,0.06722151035955372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826850210887988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392623088528384,0.0,0.11748159353238137,0.3275703907888715,0.0,0.0,0.07423744079245155 socialanxiety,thesmilingpessimist,2020/02/17,"Any extroverted-introverts who feel this way too ? I’m an outgoing girl. I love the idea of making friends and spending time with them and making memories, until I’m ACTUALLY hanging out with people.... I hate sharing my space with others for any period of time that is longer then like 3 days (give or take depending on the person). I love my alone time, but I always spend it thinking of ways I could enhance my social life and surround myself with great people but when I’m actually with people I wish I was alone. I know it sounds ridiculous, and maybe I’m just a bitch, but I feel like I can’t win. When I have friends over I count the hours until they leave, even though I really wanted them to come over in the first place. When I’m out and about and I’m group settings, I usually leave early or remove myself from the situation because I’d rather be alone in my apartment, even though I really wanted to go out in the first place! I’m starting to think there is actually something wrong with me because being around others for long periods of time honestly exhausts me. Does anyone else feel this way?",4.508888888888889,5.962494148148147,5.244444444444444,81.50750000000002,70.48148148148148,8.177777777777777,26.462962962962962,8.660442795831766,1.879051851851852,880,28,167,15,16,285,121,216,0.115,0.718,0.16699999999999998,0.9355,0,3,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,3,3,13,15,3,0,8,0,8,4,0,3,0,38,34,19,0,5,7,0,3,2,2,0,2,1,0,2,8,17,0,0,7,0,2,4,1,5,0,2,1,4,26,10,29,30,0,43,0,0,0,2,14,15,1,3,22,104,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.3032052875024011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217988278290829,0.0,0.0,0.0861777262057805,0.0,0.0,0.1408609781520123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072417870937901,0.10611870615148496,0.0,0.0921983908689866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626943366728846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921554509688373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269143961153792,0.0,0.0,0.06679345358811473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906339524153594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651863136728025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681272951393994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710283403382486,0.07398973272430885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17619152087138687,0.0,0.0,0.160034344835236,0.0,0.0,0.09935284685752703,0.05886066411025711,0.0,0.0,0.11418521657330345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225297101409024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199462801970187,0.0,0.0,0.1169168236610278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569188280146749,0.0,0.0,0.21932928826703146,0.0,0.0,0.0731538658212497,0.1011971890628797,0.0,0.0,0.0916553287042373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186950178775242,0.0,0.1382662578939371,0.0,0.10404900703751828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21540516579593305,0.09043247848344163,0.21641517683132272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326979399256083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641592436925947,0.0,0.10557557904630503,0.0,0.07973249598425358,0.0,0.0,0.07330668952682114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787101807595705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272569959503938,0.20351208399614484,0.0,0.24156772729190884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406664979497297,0.0,0.12217538959342553,0.246624815811832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909926838065615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132364711722888,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,marcato53,2020/02/17,"Sending emails at work I'm an intern at a small company and one of my side tasks was to do research on a project, that me and everyone else knows very little about, they just want me to gather more information basically for someday when they might actually look at doing this project - I sent an email to another company (which would be involved in the project) about one aspect of it, asking if there was any resources they could forward me to help us do a general cost estimate for that stage- specifically some map related resources but also if there's ""anything else"" they can forward me Idk why I suddenly feel so anxious about it, like I'm gonna make the company look bad, for sending such a general email, or I feel like I'm wasting the other companies time...",7.438287671232878,7.225021835616437,7.691883561643834,72.42083904109589,63.52054794520548,11.409589041095893,38.79794520547946,10.9516,4.343386301369862,612,30,111,15,8,200,96,146,0.09,0.847,0.064,-0.7026,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,4,1,10,3,0,0,9,0,10,0,0,1,0,19,23,9,0,5,5,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,4,0,1,5,0,1,0,2,3,4,13,2,17,15,2,18,0,0,2,0,16,11,0,5,7,73,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.1908069263805698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15636351003830912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329656081010785,0.20502794539867134,0.0,0.2208907578408057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16090271834385686,0.0,0.18279209754218773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16325754477571194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15611303708023666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266767725951396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18683519088947328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977294600275301,0.13968509851333089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105816196993336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074569647131736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910500119819505,0.1959702213686084,0.0,0.0,0.3283882120734397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130516323980711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20742409549870292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649893934986127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140138318587464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23519586722373076,0.0,0.0,0.16133091131720942,0.11532736166821747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643342599103667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234656623321676,0.0,0.0,0.13889733828331893,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,processednut,2020/02/17,"Social anxiety about hanging out w new friend??? I recently made a new guy friend and he asked me to hang out w him but the mere thought of that makes me sick? Like he's a nice guy and we're buddies but for some reason the prospect of hanging out w him one on one disgusts me. I dont think he sees me as anything other than a friend and I definitely feel the same way, so maybe the thought of being mistaken for a couple is what scares me? Ik this is totally abnormal and I have no idea why I feel like this, but I always get like this whenever I'm asked to hang out w people that I'm not that close with or don't know that well. I'm thinking of just making an excuse not to go, but would it be better for me to just suck it up? I want to make new friends and I wanna keep him as a friend, but I'd just rather not hang out w him like that ig. Idk, I'm confused with myself, pls help haha.",3.288692307692308,3.0936076769230816,4.665448717948717,90.5566346153846,72.23076923076924,7.935897435897437,25.48076923076923,7.492282038375204,0.9166153846153836,687,18,168,7,12,230,107,195,0.131,0.618,0.25,0.9798,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,7,17,2,2,10,1,8,1,0,5,1,47,31,14,0,4,13,0,2,4,5,1,1,0,0,2,12,13,0,1,9,0,0,6,6,4,1,2,3,3,19,13,26,25,3,19,0,0,1,0,19,8,1,3,8,101,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317289449228263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485502789917133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203645107829827,0.0,0.23183519968262944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966256735213516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719694081504405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453199791015919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539012754104725,0.08858129848598006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4789870684044535,0.0,0.06478171816441468,0.0,0.07046861591001108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455469980451405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311052709301453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997407036649007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021151475063076,0.0,0.0,0.06814382899079703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423087117701124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732606801619792,0.2483007616748371,0.0,0.1245685828316572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592623717865187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804301110815534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596178858981368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274864257629125,0.12242906112114647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413956902669435,0.0,0.09880711994870298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263962111496908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890062552862844,0.0,0.1968746828166286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313484084029187,0.09842062143441274,0.0,0.0,0.11148544687756416,0.0,0.11188524858379624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808174037410735,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,austinprodetailing,2020/02/17,Admins can we please remove imagine option? I really want to see people talk about social anxiety instead of seeing memes all over this subreddit,7.428000000000001,10.0554984,7.693000000000001,62.17150000000001,65.0,9.8,28.5,10.125756701596842,3.781,120,4,14,3,2,39,25,25,0.064,0.79,0.146,0.2944,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,4,4,1,2,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28402946056676537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573999605848243,0.0,0.0,0.4075557788043193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23785254439230244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5917268404373316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3784749049748926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29842214166815795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21899154797134188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hscherner,2020/02/17,"Disappointed in how I acted during an interview I’m horrible at interviews. I’ve only been on a few because I’m still a student, but the ones I’ve done have been so uncomfortable. I sweat so much and my mouth gets dry and I can’t think. I forget everything. It’s a miracle my current internship hired me. I just did a phone interview for a company I would have loved to work for. It could have opened up a lot of opportunities for me coming out of college. But of course, I jumbled up my words and couldn’t think. I haven’t heard back yet, but from the interviewer’s stress on “good communication” as a key trait, I don’t think I’ll be getting an internship offer. I want to work in the music industry. It’s a very competitive industry and I’m worried that I’ll never get to where I want to be because my anxiety is holding me back. How do you cope with interview anxiety? Do you feel your anxiety holds you back from progressing in your career? Help a friend out with any advice that’s worked for you :)",2.9861547377571678,4.7484461724137965,4.994152419588527,80.52554332077659,74.96059113300494,9.111445957693425,27.21211243117937,9.627879704456738,2.5896927847000875,795,31,162,22,17,274,110,203,0.114,0.7170000000000001,0.16899999999999998,0.9387,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,6,0,5,11,6,0,1,14,0,18,3,2,2,1,31,33,12,0,5,4,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,10,0,2,4,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,5,2,24,4,26,23,3,21,0,1,0,1,17,12,0,1,7,110,29,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15663158614278455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900134183091342,0.0,0.3678596617753897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697547520872307,0.0,0.19542016366109316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807392587097084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797693149426445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16403028281251614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405652600259425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104643287201996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383811723390785,0.0,0.2512316053348437,0.0,0.0,0.13444197615048775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743767291882188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362711322993108,0.14466618512360102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783012872584478,0.0,0.12362399307678948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861530238838668,0.1219062528050814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800621010141014,0.0,0.1836093714067525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30811824980428776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225439317369833,0.18908403986839348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35007473615241785,0.16278025251122108,0.0,0.11386400187118205,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PrimisUltimus,2020/02/17,I managed to talk to a girl without awkwardness. Just something small I guess but I managed to maintain a conversation with a girl who was my ski instructor. For the first time I actually was able to ask her questions instead of being the one who answers. It's been on my mind all day (in a success way) and she was really nice. One small step of overcoming anxiety!,2.8794567404426563,5.298433042253522,4.486841046277668,80.95971830985918,77.73239436619718,8.000804828973843,31.269617706237426,8.841846274778883,2.9817307847082493,290,15,54,7,7,97,52,71,0.028999999999999998,0.8190000000000001,0.152,0.8655,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,6,0,5,0,0,0,1,10,7,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,3,4,0,8,2,11,2,1,9,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,2,3,41,11,3,0.27293477849763736,0.0,0.2663449724985668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20879435849535213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551571744084605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17602035280011236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321581831612941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006684294541565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27558632132325983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698953390351716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30574941597580485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17484900800001413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101185268743039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193746363707419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915046422531934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21664292310320046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630993867714388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,saladmonitor,2020/02/17,"Has anyone else experienced this problem? At social events, I generally just listen to conversations and don’t contribute. When I finally work up the courage to say something, I get interrupted. I’m not sure if I just choose the wrong time to speak or if people don’t hear me or if no one cares about what I have to say. There’s been times where I get interrupted multiple time’s in a row while trying to say the same thing. So I give up and leave. Anyone else?",3.879037267080746,5.339571065217392,5.055279503105592,82.2276086956522,72.04347826086956,8.735403726708075,25.099378881987576,9.23628265651192,1.8545509316770188,366,11,76,8,7,121,63,92,0.177,0.7559999999999999,0.067,-0.7991,0,1,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,1,15,12,10,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,7,8,3,10,11,1,12,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,5,7,48,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497843936511463,0.3660256277600685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821105320530372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984208676078696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19566468465323586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18663858216373394,0.1713443814932312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20131278883770407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891281550057464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103456895103985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238295833860308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17091102892321097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4261269382429216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18207613434992764,0.0,0.13750703317967833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683431111232419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866428341483455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124566189903434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126828357754225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13003430105807784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19528814451905152,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SSK8SLIMEE,2020/02/17,Eye hate I hate it when I'm in a constant flow of being normal then someone instantly trys to control me and I get this thought in my mind all the blood slows down and my conscienness feels hollow and I have no emotions to express at all then I'm spacing out in thought like why but then the silence makes me normal again? Imma fuckin wierdo......,0.7234782608695659,3.260157942028989,1.97926086956522,93.16193478260872,92.76811594202898,3.919420289855073,22.84202898550725,5.6839178017228535,0.3481002898550729,274,11,54,2,10,87,50,69,0.094,0.88,0.026000000000000002,-0.5499,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,3,0,3,0,2,3,2,2,2,15,11,8,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,2,7,1,9,8,2,15,0,0,1,1,1,7,1,0,8,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25674706222185706,0.26647393943473674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26725331292191296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201310882482834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412936256304773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4691358024221802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160729708463463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15859111769976336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398950663899955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.465569485123735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013066310228799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.377234960344944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21438524602985493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,snail-overlord,2020/02/17,"I've been able to mostly get over the fear of actually saying things, now how do I get over the overwhelming dread that I feel every time I'm in a social situation? I'm almost 23. I entered the workforce at age 17, and since then, I've had to frequently interact with the public at my jobs which has strengthened my social skills. I've learned to imitate the small talk that I hear other people making, and I've learned to say customary things that make me less socially awkward. I still can't really make eye contact for long, especially with strangers, but my social skills are otherwise pretty good. I've even had people be very surprised when I tell them I have social anxiety. This is a huge step for me because when I was 13/14, I couldn't go out into public without having a panic attack. But my problem is that I don't ever feel good or comfortable during these interactions. I've been told ""just keep doing it, and the better you get, the less anxious you'll feel,"" but that doesn't seem to really be true. I show less overt signs of anxiety, but I still get sweaty, flushed, and get an upset stomach. I feel on edge, and when I interact with people, I'm often just waiting for the interaction to end - even if it's a positive interaction and I'm enjoying the conversation. How can I overcome this feeling? Even though people usually don't notice my anxiety, it makes me avoid social situations. I have trouble enjoying myself when I'm with friends, and I have trouble maintaining the friendships I do have. The only people I can talk to with minimal or no anxiety are my boyfriend (we've lived together for 4 years), my mom, and my Grandma",7.355394006659268,6.876493962264153,7.88391046984832,71.85607658157606,63.77987421383648,11.25593784683685,35.05808361080281,10.718039707386858,3.75161724010359,1312,52,238,30,17,436,166,318,0.10300000000000001,0.713,0.184,0.9879,1,1,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,2,1,3,17,20,1,7,16,0,28,2,2,6,2,50,53,23,0,3,10,1,5,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,15,15,0,3,8,1,0,3,7,11,0,0,6,9,34,9,27,43,4,29,0,1,1,0,27,10,0,7,16,157,49,3,0.08700883943317314,0.0,0.08490807611079625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712678429150668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662460960508445,0.09829522247798488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898511585913068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053039780931612365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695224778030417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706400614601716,0.0,0.0,0.17240555353710746,0.07870447661737143,0.07330869988292192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790913425958776,0.2199714177026045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722281351131132,0.0,0.2272926372320978,0.0,0.049449128569363884,0.14595777282023867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806528565102073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634284745325364,0.0773374543028885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683039929532663,0.07700008488985667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23231630382541585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190370115182196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906014038537243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06617414315739402,0.0,0.10208612597309183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016048691419165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851926994595354,0.0,0.08325570853710948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148018105911356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838584279271718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920957959648971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197461110365838,0.19560316210070394,0.0,0.5321673271235852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897074313046376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986881860024925,0.07604956073443084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156096134461772,0.0,0.08548574297508542,0.0,0.050735553980035,0.0,0.0,0.08314067476029519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582794411939544,0.07179140483518978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387341629590307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05603083989810674 socialanxiety,annamariebx,2020/02/17,Betrayed I confided in a boss/friend that I had SA and that I didn't want others to know. I trusted this person and they even knew that only a select few people knew that I had it. I recently found out that they shared this info with another coworker. How do I proceed? Confront? Ignore it? Just act cordial moving forward and never trust this person again? My anxiety is making me want to quit but I need the job. It's my fault for sharing this info.,1.6483333333333334,4.104466055555559,3.5222222222222217,85.84000000000002,82.8888888888889,5.822222222222222,22.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,1.0361333333333338,355,12,66,5,10,119,63,90,0.175,0.742,0.084,-0.6228,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,1,4,7,1,0,3,0,5,0,0,2,1,20,13,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,13,5,0,1,6,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,6,0,13,4,6,7,1,9,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,5,50,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660563702069541,0.1941015459746764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758522771494733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782001150591094,0.1960299470429964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25178630482276354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944250345703846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16936568985043265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696731548942765,0.0,0.18813640763458372,0.1956909985179533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929718960152841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17590333827920254,0.4430917372474605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26987140555051337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505262036410226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993111906899049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rosieblaz,2020/02/18,"Help me Cancel these plans? Hello everyone. Fellow friend with social anxiety here. I need help with a plan to cancel plans that were made at my house. I live with two guys, and one girl, named Angela. We have a mutual friend named Kim who put us (Angela, myself, and her) in a group chat early last week (yikes) and asked if we could have dinner at our house this Friday (21st). Everyone, including myself said yes with no firm plans set in stone. Just casually saying yes that sounds good, etc. no time has been set. It was hard to come up with an excuse since she asked a week in advance. It is Tuesday now, and I have been anxious every hour thinking about it. The truth is, I don’t truly care to hang with either of them, I avoid Angela in my house anyways because I don’t want to interact, and I genuinely don’t feel like their friendships are something I am invested in. In other words - I don’t care too much if they are disappointed. I don’t want to have plans with them this Friday. I don’t want to be rude, and I know if I am to cancel early I’ll have to say something about rescheduling. What is a good way to go about canceling? Avoiding the situation all around? What would you all do? One of my friends who is just like me, told me I am entitled to saying no and being honest. Is that a good plan? Help please :(",2.846198970840483,4.530089649056606,3.802066895368785,89.25792024013725,75.15094339622641,6.780445969125212,21.10205831903945,7.520522993642371,0.5975283018867925,1027,24,216,13,22,330,142,265,0.105,0.6709999999999999,0.22399999999999998,0.9863,0,2,2,0,0,0,41.0,4,1,4,7,10,17,1,2,9,2,31,1,0,1,3,42,47,10,0,9,6,0,2,2,4,1,0,5,0,2,14,18,1,2,3,2,1,5,9,4,0,3,7,7,33,13,32,36,5,27,0,1,0,0,37,10,0,3,11,146,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508720047396663,0.12565315209760308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901427316324754,0.20796164999589134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780203037961591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22680361318234965,0.0,0.0,0.09581091675649077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880450854715657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404582985949401,0.0,0.0,0.09371227801564223,0.21256145696180712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05623895304148944,0.07945951700665421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577976283371481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06321201291966992,0.2798720085116516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013072849789383,0.0,0.0,0.09963619805429667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22365631754736348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953470949701384,0.3850178690228487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06112662414233817,0.090663624811639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867831885984966,0.0,0.09821415125783403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524425421842812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176353778271206,0.08247229640790307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15073855009148684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209219489502633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181234478777496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058009176646268,0.26535293752170097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200688017364587,0.12502211836244947,0.0,0.11338038684333687,0.0,0.1712536425628226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126880714306989,0.0,0.0,0.0648564815287672,0.0,0.0,0.10628072848090356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865114849745086,0.0,0.1337905775953279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19681103897278773,0.08828562209336945,0.17843676873427147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790114015808858,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,angelikk95,2020/02/18,"I was scared to go to the dentist today How sad is it that I was terrified to go to the dentist today? I did go through with it but was almost late. I just went through the motions and had an awkward time. Why does it have to be so hard, when it comes to doing these simple social things and talking to people? I barely leave the house by myself anymore. I feel much better when going out with my fiancé but it’s still hard to socialize. I just want to be normal. After dealing with social anxiety since high school, I am now 24 years old. I graduated college a while back but went back to attempt my BSN but that didn’t work out and I withdrew two weeks ago. Now I have no school and need to eventually find some kind of job. However, if I struggle to do things like pick up the phone or go to the dentist, getting a job is truly terrifying to me. I guess I need therapy? But I’m even scared to do that... I don’t know what to do. I’m just sick of living with this crippling social anxiety on top of regular anxiety and depression. I don’t wanna be like this anymore.",1.6418679653679646,3.6382096500000043,3.5675324675324696,88.14439393939396,79.77272727272727,6.372294372294372,23.658008658008658,7.447530270364453,1.0554826839826834,833,29,174,12,21,281,121,220,0.185,0.735,0.08,-0.9746,3,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,4,13,10,0,4,9,0,20,4,0,2,0,35,37,17,0,6,10,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,14,12,0,0,3,0,0,9,4,6,0,1,8,3,20,4,32,26,2,32,0,2,0,0,7,6,0,5,19,125,34,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298911931387266,0.0,0.10504400308500596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407487774485272,0.0,0.20806880206247336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16132602324694376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277712036504486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036361500068853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814915309709644,0.09035176956635406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180027508836387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928665180247179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053041503752636526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587834786398364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05480686262154423,0.0,0.2980905617159035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556116319440415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18794282208975666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083451481554936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210425967540184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081977065491655,0.0,0.0,0.10923908553124342,0.05765128773716526,0.0,0.11833380345192368,0.11107586319073752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249944470663068,0.0,0.09263021430468736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711489566548485,0.1555667160511027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278149458392387,0.0,0.0,0.11007679630027617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272570211841207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21005001096994969,0.2123324509899155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677585580938066,0.0,0.0,0.4277367119398256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377471571359862,0.0,0.0,0.10966614155171824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431609597447848,0.0,0.0,0.11996435448672167,0.0,0.1393841938532376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611690851686559,0.0,0.19886928758108816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247381910726944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06187380156558087,0.0,0.08414589911946678,0.0,0.0,0.19449004546193505,0.09465756114937172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763697622598358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06755332205788699 socialanxiety,stonerdudealt,2020/02/18,"Shutting down Is this a valid response to social anxiety, just not participating anymore unless the conditions are right? I think I've managed to convince myself this is okay and I'm not sure if anyone else feels the same.",6.196260162601625,7.991664073170733,6.432682926829269,73.28528455284554,66.8048780487805,8.393495934959349,33.178861788617894,8.841846274778883,3.043725203252032,181,8,29,3,3,58,34,41,0.09,0.8140000000000001,0.096,0.0613,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,1,10,6,3,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,4,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,20,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865278483940218,0.0,0.3714505228523653,0.26189235363699626,0.38376822404454297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31288641475884604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18938249373759405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198615587797587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3818040564425765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530066306081081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23999494465163634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,passarinhokct,2020/02/18,"New town, new nightmares. How to get better? I strictly use Reddit to look at things and to distract myself, but right now I feel like talking a little bit. So moved to this town a month ago so I can live really close to my campus (just started college). I go there every morning, I go to my classes, only talky to people when they ask me something, then I come back home. I don't go out for anything unless when sometimes I get out to do stuff with my mom. She's the only person I know in this town so far, and I knew I'd have problems with that because of my debilitating social anxiety, which I have since I was a 10 year old kid. I just had the worst experience last year during senior year of high school, with a newly diagnosed depression and abnormal (even for me!) isolation. The whole year was a torture for me. I don't know how I did this, but I happened to survive. However, wounds are not healed. Depression is still obviously kicking me though not as bad as before even (but I quit therapy and stopped taking medication) and I still have these anxiety attacks when I remember my previous school experiences (I even have dreams about it sometimes). I'm kinda scared it might happen again. My friends are putting pressure on me because I'm ""not in high school anymore"", as if I didn't know, and saying that I have to be more social. ""You DON'T have a single friend yet????"", and it's been only A WEEK. They talk to me like I had their amazing/normal social skills. If they knew me so well, they'd know it's not that easy for me. ""Social anxiety? just talk to people"" is the equivalent of "" what do you mean you have depression? just be happy!!!!!"" Anyways... I don't actually know what I'm gonna do. I'm considering therapy again (this time I'll finally mention my social anxiety to the therapist and maybe begin treatment), and I feel like I particularly need this now as I foresee another depressive episode. I'm trying to stay cool tho. Well, this was more of a vent than anything else, but if anyone have tips on overcoming social anxiety in any way, please share them. Time will pass, I can't have a year like 2019, it would kill me.",4.589173730557158,5.6146608019093085,5.59041231174389,80.71606205250599,69.85918854415274,8.738737552464817,29.245411900255128,9.035553425615538,2.339558406715497,1672,62,327,31,29,552,209,419,0.159,0.74,0.10099999999999999,-0.9812,1,1,1,0,0,1,76.0,0,3,6,4,31,25,3,3,14,1,36,4,0,3,1,53,67,33,1,6,16,1,2,4,2,4,4,1,1,2,20,16,0,1,11,1,0,7,10,13,2,0,10,5,55,12,40,50,6,57,0,4,1,0,28,17,0,5,35,220,75,7,0.0,0.0,0.06744876838292048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061268546762062566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0470023110472214,0.07247578829313013,0.2643737216757349,0.0,0.06854604723086757,0.048328605123378984,0.0,0.11375572561879742,0.0,0.06461558855971761,0.07863120281075514,0.0,0.0531471373864726,0.05771027568663035,0.08426684628842464,0.0,0.05881395294266945,0.0,0.0,0.06112886517774815,0.07545847439763202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059538657986114976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381234131286332,0.07015286864365372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05773885253751801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369544898565304,0.0,0.05823452544613145,0.0,0.0,0.13522047290222558,0.0,0.0,0.06989583032890834,0.09875519756949976,0.0,0.07571490870965637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680011104376384,0.0,0.07222214491731539,0.0,0.11784330675188358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222408603608362,0.07357692802032394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605299424131507,0.06933054833639966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646833969250823,0.0,0.18992601740291346,0.05634003652382265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350693945147787,0.06927395310942405,0.061032071908868335,0.0,0.058041342827474814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943787920674889,0.07528928551538237,0.0,0.06962867031958235,0.0,0.07332280876651376,0.0,0.08094965109541133,0.05516897709537149,0.07346102807933151,0.0,0.051249795069171884,0.0,0.13350834059207986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252725255712107,0.0,0.0,0.15770105716223254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095834826997464,0.060350787538374875,0.0,0.07587032543592281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613617053750917,0.0,0.06948223835353193,0.0,0.07351503307300719,0.0,0.0,0.04427847889128008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829672199199285,0.059026018720050526,0.0,0.054965058010626566,0.06919873537055951,0.20985198266048408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05717476000100016,0.0,0.0,0.4227398903877951,0.0,0.05321007458543876,0.13671806864856773,0.0,0.04892176482351812,0.07367012274074149,0.11039474564442683,0.057785375168674324,0.0,0.0,0.07912307014556977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0519678034497256,0.16666223017673662,0.0,0.0,0.15808390738364236,0.08025081457491254,0.0459186357608371,0.0,0.06790765192282174,0.0,0.08060601030962279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04692628634913187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05969538019253081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054862302093069366,0.05544193764901826,0.0,0.12428997452843114,0.0,0.0,0.07716728758217836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04909913165411031,0.0,0.0,0.22254721315652126 socialanxiety,egolesstime,2020/02/18,"Please let this post inspire you to take action--you are NOT helpless to your situation, as I found out today Not sure if any of you can relate to me in this regard--I have on days and off days. I have days where my social anxiety is seemingly gone, and I'm flowy, somewhat extroverted, and happy. Other days, I can't fathom being that same person. Anyways, I'm 22, have had no girlfriend, and my mindset up until today was simply ""Whatever, I don't care and my mindset is like this so I'm helpless and can't control that--I'm not going to go up to some girl if I don't feel ""it"". I've learned this is completely horse shit. Ever heard of synchronicities, similar to coincidences where things just seem to add up to teach you a lesson? Well, today I had many teaching moments. Firstly, a video which clearly defined anxiety as a reaffirmed brain pathway. For example: You have irrational anxiety about dogs, the anxiety is fairly mild, but there nonetheless. On this day, you see a dog, and immediately get fight or flight. You then avoid the dog, and the mild anxiety goes away. Your mind says ""Wheeew. That was a close one."" --> Boom. You just reaffirmed your anxiety, and created a new pathway in your brain that is hardwired for the avoidance of dogs. This is how anxiety becomes more and more severe. The way to rewire your brain? Approach this fear. This dread. This demon. Long story short, you've done the exact same thing for social situations. Now here's where I learned how to counteract this and take control of your life and your emotions: I had a job interview today. Keep in mind, when I'm happy and confident, I'm charismatic, flowy, and can be charming. What hurt the most is realizing that I was rarely in this mode, and hated that I wasn't. Pre-interview, I logically believed in myself, as I always do, but simply felt a down feeling in my heart that I would simply fail and not do well. During the job interview, my heart was pounding. Like pounding ridiculously so. But I'm at an age and maturity (also credits to meditation) where I have a great poker face, and an ability to just accept my state. What happened halfway in the interview? It became fun, a thrill, a ""what the hell was I fearing?"" I was speaking coherently, and all of a sudden, my ""demon"" vanished. It was all horseshit from the start. **GUYS, YOU ARE IN CONTROL AND YOU DO NOT EVEN REALIZE IT.** I want you all to do something with me for this week, or month: get rejected 10 times. No matter how you feel in your heart, understand you will be ok, you are taking control, and you will rewire your brain. If you're waiting for when you ""feel right"" to begin, well fuck that. You won't ever ""feel right"" from nothing. You must approach and conquer this demon. I believe in you, I believe in myself. And most importantly, understand you respect yourself no matter what, and you would rather fail than never try at all. Trust me, you will become a new person.",3.571921005385996,5.801590251346504,4.558549730700181,82.22161633752245,74.67324955116695,7.328531418312389,27.11845601436265,8.238735603445708,1.9780209263913824,2298,89,421,40,50,746,254,557,0.151,0.723,0.126,-0.9539,3,3,1,0,1,0,117.0,0,30,0,9,27,36,6,5,26,1,48,11,9,7,11,99,84,45,0,8,17,0,6,2,1,7,1,4,0,4,32,28,0,8,19,2,1,5,15,17,3,2,16,11,61,19,55,57,12,67,4,6,1,1,44,30,3,11,31,304,93,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052842412948689375,0.0549820439605066,0.0,0.0,0.04493518704926334,0.0,0.3538454879689547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062082291935566615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595553295093627,0.0,0.22334124376680592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29505882474129874,0.0,0.0,0.06737074665972065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928134255143452,0.0,0.29644759874663834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130736538979052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06762055692266347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432865953125291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043643780357642915,0.11954235186208716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14871184818461314,0.16705466921816073,0.0,0.06344507459016592,0.0,0.0,0.056205764369362726,0.0,0.07245092471851447,0.0,0.061087884644504126,0.0690458728231071,0.0,0.07510710166399566,0.0,0.0,0.07285103557132634,0.0,0.06542743570065393,0.058432402609507175,0.1406821473004524,0.0,0.06523817226233578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349076230852483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07073767854341789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311440910942187,0.058733007141003164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756905318878834,0.0466727221006112,0.06456457535731239,0.0,0.0,0.05847679596462865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699254344008915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343953358691749,0.0,0.052742689664907305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05096329237212125,0.1276367506932729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06340345541961148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0447760444711358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153932164689822,0.0,0.07253360928415914,0.0,0.0,0.06328429095503414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286020337570556,0.0,0.05254773877820045,0.0,0.0,0.05265547156900786,0.12030954072670405,0.0,0.07464913418426752,0.06782793801614379,0.0,0.14854848818102825,0.0,0.13471604285355396,0.0,0.05086993811857027,0.0,0.0,0.046770224785677085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06227756826326829,0.0,0.149046903217591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779834186822122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03853051126484845,0.0,0.25053620809427823,0.0,0.0,0.04486250585651125,0.0,0.0,0.1375786928104948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03897441332739154,0.05244950198360512,0.053003645632005734,0.0,0.17823570147983372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387958233020884,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jormahoo,2020/02/18,Do you get SA for getting left hanging in chats? Do you get SA for getting left hanging? Like sending a message to someone or to a group chat and not getting answers.,2.7672727272727258,4.850669969696972,3.7181818181818183,87.99727272727274,76.57575757575758,4.4,38.27272727272727,3.1291,2.1232909090909087,131,9,24,0,3,42,22,33,0.0,0.9129999999999999,0.087,0.4329,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,1,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7387906523562344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6145543482837422,0.0,0.0,0.13816815631989154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396265544044661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,-CharaLovah,2020/02/18,"Someone said that my idea was something no one gave a shit about In high school right now. For one particular class, we were put in random assigned groups. We had to come up with ideas on how to eat healthier. I suggested “x” and the girl leading the group scoffs and says “what? Really? no one gives a shit about x” I thought i was getting better at contributing to group projects but now im all of a sudden back at step 1. I am sad now and i feel like crying. Had to get it off my chest. Sorry if its not the right place to vent.",0.011207792207791556,2.2958972636363657,1.5270129870129878,98.10909090909094,90.0,4.961038961038962,17.857142857142858,6.5431188927421005,-0.2088311688311686,409,11,95,5,14,131,79,110,0.158,0.7959999999999999,0.046,-0.8936,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,2,0,0,2,7,5,2,0,6,0,6,4,3,2,1,18,14,6,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,7,1,0,4,0,0,4,3,3,0,3,8,3,9,2,17,6,1,20,0,1,0,0,11,11,2,2,6,59,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129581710121802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101404697716536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14708556535326414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18756029559843412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17471935463374733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633607195312384,0.1219834688705165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17841912087884249,0.16379846845778087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18040620964727444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.385510778167982,0.1844387485944946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341957530669583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471128177974925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17839687355322567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17165039750514474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938649477496347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29163826084275146,0.16242186502762526,0.1357868468256939,0.0,0.17280759848119184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505437929032875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467548770316466,0.131451298494397,0.0,0.19114007317365653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555602115358467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,itsakei,2020/02/18,"I'm tired of not having friends I never had a friend and now I'm 2 years in college still without friends, but I'm tired of this. I want friends, tomorrow classes are back and I will try to make friends. I need I'm so desperately lonely. The is that i never was interested in life before I know no movie, no politics, no nothing so it will be hard to make conversation but I will try anyways! Hope ur guys that are in the same situation will also try and succeed! 😊",1.8111458333333343,3.781071989583338,3.811666666666667,86.73333333333336,79.10416666666666,6.766666666666668,27.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.6226333333333345,365,16,78,6,9,124,59,96,0.34600000000000003,0.57,0.084,-0.9797,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,7,9,0,0,3,0,11,3,0,2,2,16,21,8,0,3,4,0,1,0,5,4,3,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,2,1,7,8,8,14,1,10,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,1,7,52,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788133889497785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296223632775775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607308947832172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6177369628818714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15833773688550334,0.0,0.0,0.1432494847438954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15882841264176964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788329526335327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129503718517725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134846199629929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857250875469814,0.2466675422021856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15343960120634606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17974746514566428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770570035186662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675899796377857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257086681877234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432007133725556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414918460810886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297790008611513 socialanxiety,mitcha23,2020/02/18,"Rough interaction Hey guys so I just ran into a couple of girls I know on the way to class and I was a little zoned out and they said they liked my shirt but I was super caught off guard so that terrified me and I kinda just awkwardly waved and said hi to them, so now that’ll haunt me for the rest of the day! Any advice on how you guys move on/deal with something like that",1.4512698412698413,2.9839519753086456,2.7623633156966503,95.8677777777778,78.62962962962962,6.110052910052911,16.509700176366838,6.868970318607317,-0.4493929453262791,294,4,71,3,7,95,57,81,0.142,0.74,0.11800000000000001,-0.4918,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,3,1,7,4,0,1,5,0,3,1,1,1,0,14,8,9,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,0,3,3,7,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,6,3,12,3,11,1,1,12,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,1,4,46,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422239634762505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16856585375088312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742728026270797,0.0,0.15986110101976034,0.2555518092212066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49087729602730296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13622751971009645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422017906643389,0.2484393381605653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634555756879566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4715783604519837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19082894970061035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19675438473155246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fullofsandlotsofsand,2020/02/18,"Things can get better So this might be a bit of a ramble but who knows it might give someone somewhere some hope. Just some background. I have a history of pretty serious drug abuse from the age of 17 until 20. During those years I abused weed, MDMA, mephedrone and Ketamine pretty heavily. Alot of this was due to the death of a parent when I was 16 which was pretty painful obviously. By 20 I had dropped out of Uni and was severely depressed. I went back to Uni when I was and I wasn't using as many drugs but this is when my social anxiety really began. I had always been on the quieter side and shy but my anxiety started to get so severe I was unable to leave the house. People on the street would be saying the most horrible things about me when I was walking to campus and even people I knew to be friends had ulterior motives and were really just in the joke. It felt like the entire world was against me and I was unable to socialise with anyone. My conscious mind new this was not the case but my unconscious wouldn't stop telling me that everyone was saying these horrible things. This was 2012. I was diagnosed with Social Anxiety Disorder, Generalised Anxiety Disorder and Depression. For me they generally all come together as a happy family and feed into each other. I was prescribed anti-depressants and remained on them for around 8 or 10 months. I explained to my close friends what was going on...and they were understanding as I've found most people are. Eventually the voices stopped being a constant feature in my life and after a couple of weeks I stopped taking anti-depressants. At some point I was even able to go out to the pub again with my friends like a normal person without feeling like the world was judging me. I did this more and more and now it's a totally normal part of my life. In 2015 I actually found myself in a long term relationship. They understood my issues and that even though I was in a better place I wasn't 'cured'. I was pushed to go into CBT and also to re-take up an old hobby and join a mates band. I'm still in that band the CBT enabled me to cope with going to even more high pressure social situations without worrying about panic attacks and hearing voices. 2016 I even managed to join the gym and start training weights. Yes it took 3 failed attempts due to panic attacks but 4th time was the charm and I still train regular now. 2017/2018 Bigger and bigger gigs with the band and higher and higher social pressure. Some slip ups but what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. 2019 and present - I finally decided to start seeing a counsellor and see if I can crush this for good. I was having full on paranoid delusions at a rave on Saturday, I didn't run away and as of now I feel pretty allright about it....would have taken weeks to get over that in years gone buy but the older you get the easier it is to manage this horrible condition. I don't think I'll ever be fully cured but I feel like an actual person who has value now compared to 2012 when I was having suicidal ideation every day. I recently turned 30 so this has been quite a journey but it can be done with enough belief. No deserves to be trapped in serious social anxiety, it's the most debilitating and awful thing that's ever been a part of my life but right now I also feel it's made me a stronger person...only taken a couple years to get here....who knows what the next years will bring. &#x200B; Allright rant over. If my story gives anyone out there some hope then it'll have been worth it. Any questions I'll probably be about the next few hours with a couple Sols, HMU if you like",3.849790465956822,5.729322185552409,4.717864608772104,82.91824362606235,72.89518413597733,7.645169483247045,26.19507668262186,8.379942346217184,1.8208224870567544,2877,99,540,49,58,931,325,706,0.159,0.696,0.145,-0.8643,1,1,2,0,2,0,63.0,0,4,4,7,36,29,3,4,43,2,65,9,0,4,5,110,112,57,3,9,19,1,6,5,4,6,7,5,0,2,37,42,2,3,19,6,2,13,10,13,0,0,48,13,61,16,83,50,22,103,1,3,2,0,34,38,0,18,56,380,98,5,0.0561319793933005,0.1330144336237306,0.10955342950497718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977744728179365,0.04670630349434177,0.06081897622094781,0.06820649891417266,0.0381716708350355,0.0,0.21470405297945488,0.0,0.0,0.07849757025064788,0.0,0.0,0.049969362330750264,0.0,0.1277164600710628,0.052737842391776084,0.04316202733313836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928834851290604,0.06128158344228141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0483527299822014,0.0,0.060658728473146975,0.0,0.0,0.1863269026541272,0.0,0.03620048302588495,0.0,0.1933855664018184,0.0569727775153162,0.0,0.0,0.12866422286270907,0.0,0.0,0.057442503526331866,0.0,0.0,0.13019055074443545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057999339737183964,0.0,0.1853732149798456,0.10154917795541683,0.047293613591275485,0.05363651179342931,0.0,0.0,0.05291623455376932,0.0,0.11352806143409006,0.08020139458854737,0.05389550288741463,0.06148983971588395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309163627235464,0.13010228411360614,0.0,0.1466332123549364,0.10769381887087327,0.12760438980474165,0.04708084115137637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05975353583408397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06326482032425007,0.0,0.0,0.05930651808854399,0.0,0.1115034419095954,0.055278692776198485,0.06476876779605316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05858720294051965,0.0,0.0,0.06210171855404245,0.0,0.061697335792954076,0.0,0.0,0.059435661359505725,0.0,0.0,0.11894303119600505,0.13711624897884875,0.0,0.0,0.04967503539269078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05311343611642321,0.0374685321169914,0.056909016842265986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909431934628567,0.05667729775861679,0.0,0.04480401042141152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05421261547855262,0.11939399377639448,0.0,0.1099948437154866,0.0,0.0,0.05890106995799677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05972838367327995,0.13171756701489173,0.062327920344359036,0.12157092732296867,0.0,0.11674454050795105,0.14703683788456146,0.058645971383191324,0.0,0.05306286398580787,0.0,0.0,0.22842561141537854,0.06051976763330566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288066332747003,0.059703269506690984,0.0,0.0,0.07191916668165313,0.0,0.05542355783843314,0.06026473906154075,0.0,0.04793640370195388,0.0,0.08927680597247148,0.0,0.0,0.08945984028917886,0.0,0.0,0.12682631876343642,0.0,0.0,0.06309469667581287,0.0,0.28609742062310506,0.047560443984785455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919151177287148,0.0,0.08965414250424697,0.14078654458936868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061399274867355476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042204262792733815,0.0,0.049061824106886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14916637164462848,0.03596710588523818,0.05514938475629178,0.0,0.032731008585654336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062364694469328914,0.0,0.06105547487626521,0.0,0.058435370149001825,0.0,0.048480007733923774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005137608100637,0.06835362885774758,0.0,0.05203490725982668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821845012157172,0.0,0.0,0.05700474978501668,0.0,0.07974909531166835,0.0,0.06820649891417266,0.14458861748020202 socialanxiety,B1nary_Shad0w,2020/02/18,"I went to an event my university residence was hosting...sort of I felt like everyone was going to laugh at me. I felt like I was going to embarrass myself in front of people. I felt like everyone was going to judge me and make me feel small but it didn't happen. None of those things happened. I left my room feeling nervous and nauseous but as soon as I was downstairs and saw people laughing and having fun ( something I don't do because I'm lonely and I don't have any friends) I realised that I'm actually outside and nothing bad has happened like I imagined. I left my room, my safe place. As soon as I got to the door, I hesitated to go in and people saw what happened. I nervously approached the people running this whole thing, pretending like I don't know what's going on and honestly, it wasn't as terrible as I thought it would be. After the 2 minute conversation we had, I told them I'm leaving and they begged me to stay because it's their job to help new students form groups and make friends and be happy. I left because at that point it was way too much for me. I didn't feel safe anymore so I ran to my room and started crying. But you know what, it doesn't matter that I cried, I still left my room and spoke to someone and I didn't die. This is the only place I can share this story/achievement because if I told my family they would laugh at me and mock me, so thank you for reading this.",3.5086686439281607,4.5920749896193795,4.63942659416708,86.31164936562863,72.46020761245673,7.304069863239411,28.294776734223102,7.62386473244151,1.567582171692206,1108,42,231,13,21,364,138,289,0.068,0.6890000000000001,0.243,0.9953,1,2,1,0,0,0,27.0,1,2,4,0,6,24,1,3,5,0,25,0,0,2,0,37,58,27,1,3,4,0,6,5,2,2,0,1,5,0,19,16,0,2,10,2,0,10,9,7,0,0,23,9,48,17,28,31,4,37,0,1,2,0,16,18,0,1,12,154,67,3,0.0,0.0,0.09006820731598764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276488062313779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153346666956501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706383970270445,0.22505270187534487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20276705165746212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578934122595698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17638679083789086,0.0,0.0,0.08700905860649108,0.0,0.14000386413685825,0.0,0.26585774718677524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261631121638155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622715392684585,0.0,0.07381805497988395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264704580210681,0.09825149021232722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06186449269255818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915901742317715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144763986218124,0.0,0.0,0.09772881585687998,0.4011222804548604,0.0,0.0,0.22545738267110035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321744864721385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678486506593552,0.0,0.0,0.08914067066868707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856111595003567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701957542540545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559474775609136,0.0,0.1928606902643346,0.0,0.08725015831725592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232161742361523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820264410193492,0.07105446317199234,0.0,0.0,0.06532803729451632,0.098375938465432,0.07370821644102668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497434625828615,0.0,0.0,0.12263557377043754,0.0,0.0,0.07327322303483938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17638679083789086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326077728651564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555991055548537,0.0,0.1030459031735864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112977078398946,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jellyisdead,2020/02/18,"Afraid to Speak/Lack of Confidence Wasn’t really sure where to put this, but I felt it might fit here? I’m not sure. I hope this isn’t in the wrong place (if it is could someone tell me where it better fits?) Anyway, does anyone else ever find that sometimes you know you could speak but you don’t have the confidence? This never happens in a situation where I have to speak (for example a teacher asks me a question) but instead only happens when speaking is optional. Like sometimes I’ll want to say something to someone but for whatever reason I get afraid to say it so I’m just repeating the words over and over in my head until either: 1. I finally gain the confidence to say it 2. I miss the opportunity (because the person walks away or smth) I feel like this is probably normal but it’s happened with pretty mundane things. For example yesterday I was having our with my boyfriend and we were cuddling and I wanted to say smth like “Why are you so cute?” to him but I guess the words died on my tongue and I was too afraid to say it. In my mind I was continuously repeating *Why are you so cute* over and over trying to will myself to actually say it outloud, being like *Just say it already damnit*. I eventually gathered the courage to actually say it out loud but then I was internally cringing a little because it wasn’t exactly in the tone of voice I planned. Or another example is one time I needed to use the bathroom but I didn’t want to ruin the moment so I sat there badly needing to pee repeating *Sorry to ruin the moment but I need to use the bathroom* over and over until I finally said it. Or other times I’ll be in a social situation where there’s something I want to say to someone but I don’t have the confidence to say it. Either I’ll eventually say it or I’ll wait too long and the opportunity will pass me by. Also it only happens with stuff I want to say and never in a situation where I have to speak (for example someone asks me a question or I have to do a presentation in front of the class), so it’s never been noticeable to anyone else. I’ve never told anyone else about this. Also I’m not exactly sure why I’m too afraid to speak. Usually I don’t think it’s accompanied by any sort of anxious thoughts but then again I’m not sure because I’m not always paying attention and I also tend to second guess myself. I’m fairly sure there weren’t any anxious thoughts last night though (in general usually anxious thoughts don’t often accompany my anxiety). Also I have the capacity to say it, but I feel like I just get caught up in my thoughts or something I guess. Like I decided not to say it right away so I start thinking about what I want to say too much I guess? And I get afraid to say it maybe? I don’t know this is probably completely normal but it would feel nice to know that other people get this and that there’s nothing wrong with me. Also advice would be 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socialanxiety,trc871,2020/02/18,need help battling social anxiety and making new/closer friends ok so i have terrible social anxiety and because of that and my shyness i have trouble making friends. i spend most of my time alone in my room watching youtube or listening to music. i really would love to go out and make friends and go do things with them but i just haven’t been able to do so. does anyone have any suggestions on how i can cone out of my shell and make new friends?,2.460287141073657,4.85875934831461,3.2486891385767787,89.38429463171038,79.1123595505618,6.652184769038702,26.742821473158553,7.793537801064563,1.6602199750312114,358,15,71,6,9,113,57,89,0.121,0.706,0.174,0.7935,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,4,9,1,0,0,1,9,1,0,5,0,20,18,11,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,2,9,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,3,0,0,1,2,11,6,11,16,1,9,0,0,1,1,11,5,0,2,2,46,13,0,0.1669647922838466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729251708593309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354178421970525,0.0,0.25545521818881894,0.0,0.0,0.11674566488965073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178018766505943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611201488347408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5159863373777002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18977987832011625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191298080109073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506922437768874,0.0,0.44580118140931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238022778752711,0.0,0.3225112736224269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696192131488183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34039915872257503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092398899241827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735851307600298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860699798452685,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,IveGotIssues9918,2020/02/18,"Brain short-circuiting in certain situations Today I went to one of the coffee shops on campus and ordered a croissant and iced coffee. When I went to pay, the cashier pointed to another cashier and said that he would take care of me. I went over there with my money, but he said something like ""don't worry about it"" and I was just like ""oh.. okay"". I walked away confused about whether I had even ordered, and didn't realize I had until I got my coffee. I guess they decided to give me the food for free, but why? I just kind of took it and left because I didn't know how to react. It felt like I was back in middle school and had a suspicion that I was being pranked but didn't understand what was going on or how to react. For some reason, this happens a lot when people do nice things for me- like, if a bus driver lets me go without paying the full fare, it takes a few seconds to process ""oh, he's letting me go"", and I still feel like I'm doing something wrong and any minute they're going to call me back and ask why I walked away without paying, and I'll look like a dumbass saying ""oh, I thought you were letting me walk away with free food."" Idk which one of my disorders this is (ADHD? clinical anxiety? trauma from bullying?) or how I can turn my brain on in these situations so I know what to do besides stand there like a moron. Any advice?",3.1697645021645044,4.475668996363638,4.277870129870132,87.71642424242425,73.58181818181819,7.129004329004331,25.82251082251081,7.62386473244151,1.2520874458874456,1054,35,221,13,21,344,147,275,0.09699999999999999,0.754,0.14800000000000002,0.9415,0,0,2,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,1,0,16,18,1,1,11,1,22,5,2,6,1,44,49,25,0,2,11,0,2,7,0,1,1,3,0,0,13,13,2,0,9,1,7,11,6,4,0,3,20,6,31,16,34,24,4,35,0,0,1,0,11,14,0,7,14,150,44,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389038757281884,0.09260429647294076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888834012900355,0.09937047609486464,0.0724957760614773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859347306937332,0.0,0.2671074969669203,0.14573850025094692,0.0,0.05776851022872735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21158052663510615,0.09676674213682217,0.0,0.09662031339385907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861011422862528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259208847939604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04791656703848407,0.0677008917766666,0.09099027833490864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291829904004713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090823936163904,0.2154309417864417,0.0,0.07579307475334701,0.0,0.1043954984585938,0.0,0.08380131336531847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868426787994933,0.10416189580882693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296360082920482,0.2907141490268055,0.0,0.3240853686594406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957962246128655,0.0,0.0,0.08056671484284804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843186884034016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06569885343426936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958455723851336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743529233696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802884474136704,0.07536177407283944,0.0,0.09590831143996544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21304204263504356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591108476703524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568029745802711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425045657873327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295835898639786,0.0,0.0,0.07523366569888157,0.0,0.0,0.0898271436148821,0.0,0.10528857889849788,0.0,0.10307825987757267,0.0,0.09865480994895208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635472594769165,0.1710232573972913,0.0,0.0,0.18270219907037208,0.0,0.0,0.09623953338343748,0.0,0.06731908963280434,0.10361180933808224,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,RangersFan243,2020/02/18,"Mixed signals Am I overthinking this This girl in my math class who sits next to me has never talked to me but sometimes I think she’s looking at me or not (clock is a possibility most likely.) so I was like ok probably not at me but then today she was low key stretching like towards my direction and leaning towards me. At first I thought it was so she could get a better look at the board but it was like happening a good amount. Idk what I do, do I move my seat away?",1.1565306122449002,3.2595262857142906,2.8013877551020414,92.43289795918369,82.06122448979592,5.960816326530613,23.065306122448977,7.1686216300943375,0.7351926530612243,368,13,82,5,10,121,66,98,0.04,0.754,0.20600000000000002,0.9620000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,2,8,0,0,4,1,10,0,0,0,1,12,16,8,0,1,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,5,2,17,7,10,10,2,18,0,1,2,0,6,10,0,2,10,60,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20864925224213285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19640962479728447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17731092416440972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18889912633277872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160264004903254,0.0,0.0,0.18626818723811067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19638252279472085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4339836674720575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729785702491536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360333848882977,0.0,0.0,0.17127996589231018,0.0,0.2361820885521405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503591702574301,0.0,0.0,0.23943725586555234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196404635370966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17849759412190766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422983840051601,0.0,0.17630483909761185,0.0,0.0,0.2105036349685044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Rob_WRX,2020/02/18,"Going to first therapy session in an hour Any tips? I think I'm going to say the things I struggle with most (Suicidal depression, social anxiety, fatigue and dissociation) and then say my goal is to work towards getting a job and increasing: motivation, self-esteem and social skills. I also struggle to see any meaning in life, but maybe I shouldn't go down that rabbit hole? I'm very nervous but I know I want to get better and I have to believe I can, even if I'm not confident. I'm going to try to be very honest What else should I talk about?",4.0496559633027545,5.331282165137615,5.637511467889907,78.91204701834863,71.38532110091744,8.385779816513761,29.22133027522936,8.841846274778883,2.3861275229357797,432,17,82,8,8,147,73,109,0.14300000000000002,0.748,0.10800000000000001,-0.2074,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,6,3,7,0,3,3,0,6,2,0,1,0,18,21,10,1,4,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,3,6,0,0,4,0,0,5,2,5,0,1,0,3,10,2,14,18,2,12,0,2,1,0,5,4,0,2,3,50,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678974506440666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21563439640539103,0.0,0.12128779761854715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17862784695983594,0.0,0.14022167901815846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655604723456424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244543022106994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471860530982338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348597487866678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656682222572185,0.0,0.3604229913479252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613657052619714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573331434796991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713312433342169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119862286066398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928147825938554,0.17270384451513449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521654115177689,0.0,0.0,0.12634119912281944,0.0,0.16539879414160075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.323236804989834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314948866556693,0.0,0.17342436532276276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274338382057828,0.0,0.0,0.18131197802077345,0.0,0.10533138781303028,0.10159032861738902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764280741722998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616352768226534,0.09351495615109584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542389166808442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bmuel13,2020/02/18,"Just looking for some guidance This may not be the best place to post but I've never talked to anyone about it, so I may as well start with people who may be dealing with the same thing. I've always been seen as shy, but managed to make a lot of good solid friends over the years. I would describe myself as an antisocial extrovert. I've been told i'm good looking by my peers. I love going out and doing things but I never get as wild as my friends. I'm 22, just graduated college and have a decent job. The reason I'm here is I've always had some social issues. I went to a big state school with beautiful girls all around me, but didn't manage any sort of relationship. Talking to girls just doesn't seem to come naturally, I've never been serious with someone and have very little sexual experience. I never have the confidence to make a move even when girls come up to me to talk to me first. I also have problems with eye contact sometimes and maintaining conversations. I'll be thinking about what to say next before they finish or if i'm making too much or too little eye contact. This is mostly in professional conversations with my boss, more so than when I'm with friends or family. I guess I'm just looking for advice on how you guys have dealt with this, and what to do to improve my social shortcomings. Thank you",5.192546791443854,5.835630647727271,5.931622103386811,80.19537433155081,68.28030303030303,8.636007130124778,28.02941176470589,8.671277953709913,1.9639040106951875,1057,33,206,16,17,346,148,264,0.042,0.797,0.16,0.9881,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,1,2,18,11,0,0,10,0,22,3,2,6,5,55,47,24,0,3,13,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,0,4,9,17,0,0,3,0,0,5,7,2,1,1,8,7,19,9,40,32,9,28,0,0,6,1,25,10,0,14,11,143,28,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067961368764066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739853007394167,0.1818747310905417,0.0,0.0,0.0743204005562097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641754652199698,0.0,0.0,0.09729055455835882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929970557533184,0.0,0.11469226796169685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18828592941575475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267236158191768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218448282881765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069058040507521,0.1030281269310548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296133377434017,0.0,0.0,0.25330968378062657,0.0,0.057099093849778015,0.0,0.06211156831465368,0.18333318381662184,0.0,0.0,0.12039437010271392,0.1082134858659272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406952577016577,0.10845266283210203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21907297017936067,0.0,0.0,0.27532619683898873,0.0,0.0,0.09291376570798088,0.0986377657809308,0.0,0.21885415971617253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615711888383072,0.08034013359284121,0.0,0.3371622598216265,0.0,0.11623029916367812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757673672953113,0.0,0.11418394817044004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466883886646604,0.0,0.0,0.10457500016676413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236749495798233,0.0,0.11733569551685046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869111547268602,0.0,0.1106065004135149,0.0,0.09949277887437716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22281314318881376,0.09260038060309712,0.0,0.10808980876519693,0.0,0.07735545501045094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26352754637707376,0.0,0.10061880765514894,0.0,0.0,0.14521377041701244,0.07002810350614884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443050968748156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017503189304857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982641117666934,0.10131217905468316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763590874987991,0.0,0.0,0.07037865864869472 socialanxiety,memories_torn_apart,2020/02/18,"I just went on a walk And I didn’t die! I wasn’t run over by a car, no one noticed me, I wasn’t mugged, and and the library was open. I borrowed two books—didn’t even really need to, but I had no plan. I just did something without a plan or much worry. Wooh!",-1.4517980295566488,0.3967819482758657,1.2724630541871915,100.69741379310345,91.58620689655173,4.0039408866995085,16.9064039408867,5.288315135182226,-0.8568699507389161,195,5,50,1,7,67,40,58,0.22,0.78,0.0,-0.8829,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,10,8,5,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,2,7,0,8,0,5,1,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,36,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34335974134229363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185167342936964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432055053585332,0.2453137066948659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3766635922959585,0.0,0.0,0.22418578162211109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119446091241864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546968356155649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231826581223927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066920429936149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189180043279469,0.0,0.0,0.33598413243265624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,diane_britney,2020/02/18,Making calls... I have to make a call to the bank to set up a bank account but I just can’t do it. I hate making phone calls because I can’t see the person and every time I speak the person on the other end wants to talk at the same time. Ugh! I feel like crying because I can’t do this simple thing. It’s like this anxiety is eating me up. Any advice?,0.4452747252747287,1.8972576666666685,2.8249450549450583,94.65576923076924,81.30769230769229,4.96996336996337,16.27106227106227,5.288315135182226,-0.7817860805860808,270,4,64,1,7,93,49,78,0.191,0.728,0.08,-0.8751,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,7,0,7,1,0,3,0,9,14,2,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,6,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,8,2,8,14,1,8,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,0,5,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17898730600938267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455889010750325,0.0,0.14012118388151554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233121013135001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5610976751419533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20119881256902825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18742413778447028,0.0,0.0,0.16223035659114696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543249192198198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261403168202152,0.1308535423848193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18083811069329606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17897092178457785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667933841266012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198662765897381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595926994879024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722157238041278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168708683014208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21361067054923286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803581748371867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AccountTheTenth,2020/02/18,"Need some help with an email I just got So I've been accepted for a job opening and was told I would start as soon as they got all the HR stuff done. I was just sent this email: ""I will be sending you a formal job offer tomorrow, confirming your start date"" I pretty sure it means that tomorrow is when I'll get the information about my start date(why send me the offer, instead of giving it to me in the office). I'm over thinking it (thinking I start tomorrow) and feel too anxious to email back asking for clarification as I dont want to seem like and idiot I would appreciate some help",6.891288515406162,5.683288731092437,7.316428571428574,77.93273809523811,65.05042016806722,10.622408963585436,32.438375350140056,9.725611199111238,2.7113854341736694,465,15,97,8,6,153,79,119,0.053,0.7759999999999999,0.17,0.9238,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,1,0,9,4,1,0,7,0,10,0,0,0,2,23,29,8,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,8,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,8,1,14,3,13,17,3,17,0,0,0,0,17,3,0,3,12,64,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19179341144922094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871338536871338,0.0,0.0,0.1305437632819427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17373513354193926,0.1989708713473888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584154460193245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886985739348579,0.16286024158570805,0.0,0.0,0.2715634699677714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227588444425488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33694392972167336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294175345679364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849308758535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588337669266308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17271859541018225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15455354906665866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4806604156318486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19434768921068601,0.0,0.0,0.16000757951846778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175653761756562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622238928859287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013559799422013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15319232454660647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412015297604544,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Frds2,2020/02/18,I hate this condition. I am not even a bad looking guy but my brain just doesn't work properly. It's like someone is always pointing a gun to my head.,1.2714583333333316,3.107339062500003,3.3200000000000003,90.25833333333335,80.25,6.766666666666668,26.291666666666664,7.793537801064563,1.4875291666666668,118,5,26,2,3,40,29,32,0.16699999999999998,0.674,0.159,-0.0708,0,0,0,1,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,2,0,3,2,2,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,16,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748401855779516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757908434273274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687295719969977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21816330985137525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.327053839300221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261077631858474,0.3389881803143044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613703183325769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773729756372021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122449496977168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798663193830304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24046594363755994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,xx_dolly_,2020/02/18,"Being an extrovert with social anxiety. The thing is, I'm really not an introvert. I love talking to new people and going out to a bunch of places and hanging out but it's also the same thing that gives me really bad anxiety. I know that it's an odd mix and I've had people tell me that it can't really be possible. But I have been diagnosed by a professional. It's like, I can't talk to people, and I have secluded myself because of my anxiety which I tried to convince myself I was good with but it's actually really hard for me. I just wish that more people could understand because I'm caught between these two things, one that I can't control and because I'm extroverted a lot of people expect me to always be social or ""not so shy."" It goes way past that. I've ran away and hid from things that require confronting someone or going up and actually talking. It goes against my nature but it's everything that comes with anxiety that stops me. I got into so many arguments with my mom my last year of high school because if how bad it had gotten. I purposefully failed a project even though I did it because it required presenting. Once I hid in the bathroom freaking out until I calmed down after the teacher had announced that we had to chose our groups and I didn't know anyone there. I'm really jealous of people that have it all together because I feel like a train wreck. I constantly feel like I'm suffocating but I can't do anything about it..",3.9588940955951273,5.400938268041237,5.5047188378631695,79.15570993439552,71.81786941580756,8.864792252421116,28.691190253045924,9.339509955726095,2.5877340206185564,1160,45,221,26,22,393,147,291,0.174,0.75,0.076,-0.9786,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,0,0,4,9,13,2,0,12,0,21,2,0,2,1,45,41,22,0,4,11,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,30,18,0,4,5,0,0,6,7,6,0,2,12,3,31,7,31,25,5,26,0,1,0,1,12,10,0,4,12,158,61,6,0.0,0.0,0.18221471485798554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466115862847843,0.0776842478756484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856851709291515,0.0,0.0,0.06528053227040541,0.0,0.0768285604172025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771620347317635,0.0,0.1559059072645407,0.3414738267996707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042266632932489,0.0,0.10089061531278026,0.10471286207419132,0.07454156166336673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475995828272224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06166439090494386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390729712498245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441276022149887,0.13339494995454262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956085896257678,0.106118985083173,0.0783071975422039,0.07466972109448806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363356683882668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864155172096233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026180786836962,0.07610208411808754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683514056824148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937260952128022,0.08426239973942666,0.0,0.0,0.09465390835884954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934386161407564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016911944943988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942695158769374,0.063264169300168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912411678970872,0.3883506569534895,0.0,0.0975428975746697,0.0,0.0,0.10525106456739944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990488410298007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448682335650024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903405859807459,0.07910489683769467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078054395297068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22512131412721206,0.08160206695896019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24810093119349985,0.0,0.09172720072176743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06338633077706768,0.0,0.09120062053175644,0.09719261512335826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410601388292133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736111863288714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06012174567448938 socialanxiety,SadAndLonelyButImOK,2020/02/18,"How do you get a partner when you can't even make friends? I'm not trying to minimise anyone's issues but idk I guess I just want to went a bit? Like I often lurk here because it makes me feel less seperate from the rest of the world in a way. But like then I see posts and comments where people talk about how their gf/bf is their only friend and support and I'm just sitting here, almost 24, never even been on a date and don't even have friends, wondering how you even get that far?? Like even just making friends seems impossible to me, so how can you even go past friendship??? Sorry i sound whiny but I'm just lonely and admittedly I'm also jealous :(",2.16277777777778,3.9997582592592593,3.132314814814816,92.6429166666667,77.51851851851852,5.388888888888888,22.36111111111111,5.985473137389443,0.1884444444444444,515,15,111,3,12,164,88,135,0.17,0.679,0.151,0.2665,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,4,2,0,22,10,1,0,6,0,7,0,0,7,1,29,26,16,0,1,8,0,1,3,5,0,0,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,2,3,13,8,8,24,3,15,0,1,1,0,14,5,0,5,8,70,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406471809499722,0.0,0.0,0.11232323998968193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821064965453184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562115228855724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15334243091875022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5566222897423625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101917060528097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4340662538058717,0.0,0.14676574574551615,0.0,0.07982482758050947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547289835997562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660039142250628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20586027079421548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28126798338304315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832893125710452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682371399967587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408189402542234,0.09737504936178623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451877391407918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192587241537456,0.1278665816151868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15722987112033698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15938869480458334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289384314420164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536093699491832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284505073378252,0.11148805798032534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020484660564927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15231939153640373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,siberian_man,2020/02/18,Propranolol and Pramiracetam interactions? Are there any known drug interactions between the two?,11.891538461538467,17.187893923076928,7.821923076923079,50.56057692307695,71.30769230769229,11.830769230769231,44.96153846153846,10.125756701596842,7.653338461538462,83,5,8,3,2,23,12,13,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4092172592508229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6978502537422856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5878318280623059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Zaitlinspf,2020/02/18,"How did yall push past your anxiety to be able to talk to new people? Currently a college freshman and struggling with making friends. I've been diagnosed with anxiety since I was 5 but my family never really did much besides tell me I was just being being anxious and needed to get over my shyness. (Family is better about mental health though as I've gotren older). I had a hard time in highschool making friends till highschool where I found my clique and we all stuck together. Now I'm on my own and have 1 new friend and 1 from my highschool. I try to talk to people in class but feel myself hold back as I feel like the person isn't interested or feel like I talked to much or that they think I'm weird. And I just feel like I'm holding myself back from something so easy. I really want to meet new people so I've tried to join clubs and just didn't like the vibe of the groups. I'm now trying to talk to classmates to try and make a friend. But I suck at keeping a conversation going without feeling weird and anxious. How did yall get over your social anxiety? Or at least push through it? Any tips to stop feeling like the other person isn't intrested/bored when they aren't?",4.556749999999997,5.3051258416666665,5.255833333333335,84.09750000000003,69.75,8.166666666666668,27.083333333333336,8.278499904357787,1.659583333333334,942,29,190,13,16,305,126,240,0.136,0.688,0.17600000000000002,0.9618,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,1,4,2,1,17,15,1,1,8,0,16,2,0,5,2,43,39,24,0,2,10,0,7,5,4,0,2,0,0,2,3,12,0,4,8,1,0,3,6,4,0,0,10,7,25,11,31,26,5,26,0,0,0,0,22,8,1,3,20,118,28,5,0.09533534797608076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06483130581211714,0.0,0.21879384077213807,0.215403614170083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14661399578754114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431636793996643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676337140241244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17974736288631984,0.0,0.2892264986604221,0.2724303665720613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453028829383036,0.2946234134270571,0.0,0.09961756899224457,0.0,0.05418127525876296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540174601585301,0.0,0.0,0.10133701681671957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473843767578262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328801772334017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19091125519542976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960756076467405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016490037629764,0.07068995253445595,0.07352849759692934,0.2762264194423617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100837706264576,0.1982805793405096,0.16648629719383934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214853022916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886238501411669,0.0,0.0,0.09718238139814547,0.0,0.07339380853567784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970461974230335,0.0,0.09966520522784976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065077658575036,0.08332729620665212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06108704151044024,0.09366649534249916,0.0,0.05559080807141239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25890577319664754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056231258289986326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189987339911576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,_forest_moon,2020/02/18,How do you deal with confrontation? I am somewhat of a people pleaser and I really struggle to stand up for myself in confrontations. I have been frustrated by this for a long time and am tired of feeling taken advantage of and like people mistake my kindness for weakness. I don’t get into these situations very often but when they happen I spend the rest of the day crying and ruminating over it and can’t snap myself out of it. I hate feeling misunderstood and weak and this is often how I feel after confrontations because I don’t fully express my thoughts or stand up for myself in fear of hurting or insulting the other person or escalating the situation. Does anyone else have this issue or have any tips on how to handle confrontation better and stand up for yourself while remaining kind and respectful? I know confrontations are unavoidable no matter how hard I try to avoid them so I’d like to be better equipped to handle them confidently and be able to recover from them and let go faster.,8.39716577540107,8.180190989304815,8.424925133689841,67.96679946524064,61.56684491978609,11.544171122994651,35.81229946524064,11.00357731598739,4.093939465240641,813,32,134,19,10,265,113,187,0.252,0.597,0.151,-0.9733,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,4,3,8,23,8,3,6,0,15,3,0,4,0,34,25,23,0,1,5,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,7,14,0,1,5,0,1,1,4,15,0,0,3,4,20,8,30,19,2,20,0,1,0,0,9,9,0,7,9,106,27,0,0.158696753312996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791923419638964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096445979975056,0.16260357768382222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674006784959213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807087639009579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17432093168887738,0.10234627723204487,0.16360938431464495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887659826275134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257077387039615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17857796780080729,0.2407255403368881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291250363909619,0.0,0.09019102207589087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403350148506061,0.0,0.14216111974938564,0.15668018880626522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16988815666588375,0.0,0.0,0.1656381797478493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33051649532226274,0.08721558534217763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622781822965328,0.0,0.15506243517218138,0.0,0.0,0.14044163278640914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22004069392501088,0.13856788377378002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016652038349173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567635997142426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590430332201128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598749553115618,0.0925373530622919,0.18239857269779264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774467837104752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094144155173965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Gintama4ever,2020/02/18,I am embarrassed of my breathing noise and tend to try to hide it which makes me feel worse So I have allergies and social anxiety so my breathing gets really hectic when I am in social situations. How can I stop caring if my breathing is audible to others? By trying to hide my breathing I feel even worse...,3.802500000000002,5.742980916666671,5.413333333333334,77.62500000000001,73.16666666666666,8.8,27.0,9.3871,2.6139,245,9,44,6,5,83,40,60,0.201,0.7490000000000001,0.05,-0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,5,4,4,2,0,8,11,7,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,10,1,7,11,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,33,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893102641786753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25230734874962496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344848554322824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502517652034851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929039663232206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651849980245499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585325970222458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27816134651902674,0.0,0.5045193840302615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068920573782136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33602536626444474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5043765299242936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Witty-Presence,2020/02/18,I finally got a job! The interviewer said I needed to speak up a little and break out my shell and I may have said a few stupid things but at least I can now say I have a job.,-0.6514999999999986,0.9379688500000009,2.1750000000000007,97.28,85.5,6.0,15.0,7.1686216300943375,-0.5299999999999998,134,2,36,2,4,47,29,40,0.077,0.9229999999999999,0.0,-0.3595,2,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,8,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,6,0,4,4,2,7,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,26,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158857015037548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306288683254978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5723081768698708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890137708257952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21381624495420334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5485952474482463,0.2293164741763333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915744298791912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,__ashley_,2020/02/18,"Anxiety is hitting hard lately So last week I found out my aunt was in the icu and so far it’s been really up and down, mainly down, but my parents and I have gotten a flight to go see her in the hospital and ever since I’ve been having really bad anxiety. I haven’t had much social anxiety for the past year since I’ve barely left my house but now I’m absolutely freaking out about seeing my family there for the first time in years and the last time some of them saw/heard about me was a couple years ago after I was in the hospital for attempted suicide. We’re leaving in 2 days and right now I can feel myself getting really hot and I’m starting to breathe heavily and shake a bit and feeling a bit lightheaded. I haven’t had a panic attack since I was in school 2 years ago so I’m not used to them anymore but I know this is was usually what happens when I do get them. I’m trying to calm down but idk how to properly do it since my parents took me out of therapy a few months after my attempt so I barely got any help. I can’t afford therapy right now so I’m at a loss and I don’t know what to do.",3.1839382845188275,3.622099305439331,5.195457635983264,84.41904419456068,72.68200836820083,8.820188284518828,25.81616108786611,9.017664075816787,1.7692445606694551,870,26,193,17,16,303,123,239,0.16399999999999998,0.802,0.033,-0.9846,3,0,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,3,4,14,7,1,2,13,0,21,1,1,2,1,27,43,21,1,0,5,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,13,0,0,5,0,0,3,5,6,0,1,13,6,25,1,29,29,6,46,0,1,2,0,9,18,0,1,25,125,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916748643973937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735219135466646,0.0,0.248123057900606,0.0,0.10722103756579768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299643073538505,0.0,0.0,0.09027151655423643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360671765884956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962720108635234,0.0,0.06972523667823716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779621534827257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192120850278301,0.0,0.10933239409337782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196257143111712,0.0,0.11854252698872104,0.0,0.0,0.11297125984785905,0.0,0.06144425113026612,0.0,0.08646944919725141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560574540994404,0.0,0.09684981211867262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246721157108033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475020459556956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883436299743222,0.17625632451812334,0.12195843931867165,0.11447818396389435,0.11746727362678785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629636871235516,0.0,0.07947697149281346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684966839016892,0.24009784590803865,0.0,0.10320800956582783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20778372963949973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18465925392389435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941816110034557,0.17230732896298995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.357735410722391,0.0,0.0,0.11020963643891332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765243598403357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826027207806418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472778702328547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260854623801734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011975307430603,0.07340299426044622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933766549742873,0.1190734080482298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672333882892466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784900844438313 socialanxiety,empanadarr,2020/02/18,"Need some advice about starting therapy Hi, there. I'm a first-time poster and not sure if this is the correct subreddit to post this so I'm sorry in advance if I'm doing it wrong. So my mental health has been deteriorating for the past couple of years. I think I have a lot of underlying issues but my main one is social anxiety. I've always kind of dealt with (or at least I thought I was) my issues on my own and never really relied on anyone for support but this state that I'm in is starting to really affect my life negatively as it progressively gets worse. The worst is that, not only is it affecting my own life but it's also affecting my relationship. I have a very loving SO that tries to be supportive but I know dealing with my problem is draining and life-sucking. I wanted to ask for advice from social anxiety sufferers who have had/are having therapy. How did you bring yourself to go? I really want to do something because I recognise that my problem is getting out of hand and I can't deal with it alone but the thought of talking to a stranger terrifies me and I keep chickening out. Besides that, I also have no idea where to start or where to go. Do I go see a counsellor? A psychologist? A therapist? What is even the difference between all of those? And, even if I manage to go, how would I even talk to them? How do I stop myself from shutting down? TL;DR: SA sufferers that have had/are having therapy, what helped you start therapy in spite of your fear of social interaction?",2.759362934362933,4.999260689189189,4.638262548262549,80.63743243243248,77.24324324324324,7.877220077220078,26.11196911196911,8.738905477910976,2.1985901544401534,1188,46,224,27,28,404,157,296,0.183,0.759,0.057999999999999996,-0.9903,0,1,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,3,1,2,15,13,1,1,12,0,26,5,1,6,4,48,54,25,0,9,12,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,18,11,0,2,5,0,0,6,6,8,0,1,5,2,31,5,40,47,8,29,0,2,1,1,18,13,0,7,8,171,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784293147355055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455646096545756,0.0,0.1460208232815677,0.07596666083939349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968435738451734,0.0,0.0,0.06383718952057342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853506440407211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05565398197487936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101871739072313,0.0,0.0,0.1882469989523943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538623878045474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809030014904248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273483595803183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765743016271279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539813410502657,0.0,0.2075454205681019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704475242552216,0.0,0.0,0.061194650541964976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030635302243646,0.0,0.19058130669023507,0.0,0.08114922822372922,0.0,0.09507208068979592,0.0501746041992524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934579325287634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761769306298227,0.08239937075486549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920061972524065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769578539188205,0.07041410009552714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06186540803233233,0.06943570478228855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715359597240341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743756908884258,0.0,0.0,0.17471835746095513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175462149680251,0.0,0.0,0.09801912483648442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275212163619046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791982763799794,0.0,0.07028511596895452,0.0,0.10219984407303158,0.2584827734834898,0.0,0.0,0.07632862435699836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072061706845152,0.08604661750218219,0.0,0.0,0.14676261048782785,0.0,0.0,0.41762564137902347,0.10600319305969046,0.0,0.05849961846133781,0.0,0.14495970410632128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06198486853735171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753298275458669,0.1076990168202183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303974056553548,0.06485497697889861,0.09981925700446267,0.0,0.05879246292037407 socialanxiety,jess1ortiz,2020/02/18,"Why do I do this to myself? I’ve been in a weird funk at school. I’ve been noticing that I’ve distanced myself from people on my class, and for no apparent reason other than feeling as if I’m not good enough. I don’t have any issues with anyone here and I’ve never given them a reason to have issues with me. But for the last week or so I’ve chosen to not sit near anyone during lecture, and I show up super last minute just so I don’t have to feel forced to make small talk with anyone. I make myself look busy on my phone so no one will feel like they need to talk to me. We are in our second semester and I feel like everyone has been getting closer except for me. An example: During our classroom break I stayed in my seat and didn’t look up to avoid eye contact with anyone. I noticed a handful of my classmates got up at the same time laughing and enjoying themselves to have break together. I feel like a loner, like an idiot... I know I’m doing this to myself. Help...",3.4720378151260505,4.16049204411765,4.7850140056022425,86.70970588235296,72.18627450980392,7.0050420168067244,23.394957983193283,6.868970318607317,0.7101663865546217,763,18,160,6,14,254,112,204,0.079,0.813,0.10800000000000001,0.7902,1,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,3,0,2,1,5,11,1,1,8,0,16,2,2,4,1,32,32,13,0,2,7,0,6,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,11,0,1,8,1,0,0,8,3,0,2,6,9,26,8,33,25,2,22,0,0,3,0,10,13,0,2,9,110,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999766652953836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701487514826124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367455267849983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645925097316255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33458257102648115,0.28363724487895986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914366942283352,0.0,0.0,0.11100289165185548,0.10584665548602458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870661312644063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27626307351994506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273216145622341,0.21575414937528906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586240985826233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222269301246305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17667974102518236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813053578809454,0.10207095359645836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013463912951781,0.0,0.0,0.0896789305540706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174985878214212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272140953609086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339380152113974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141059854119734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21274431661379345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717017179042321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061574400304466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941882464023802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Coca_Coley,2020/02/18,"Some stories of the extent of my social anxiety, feel free to share your own! I am well aware this is a problem but anxiety just gets the best of me sometimes I’ve always tried to hide everything so that nobody would pay attention to me I hide my panic attacks, I feel it’s very inconvenient for other people to see so I have lots of memories of crying and panicking in a secluded place than collecting myself and gong back to work/school I have a really silly anxiety about sneezing I’ve learned to hold in all of my sneezes in public and I can do it with a straight face to More seriously tho I’d try to hide my asthma attacks I always have my inhaler on me so I would quietly leave take my inhaler make sure I could breath again then go back to what I was doing like nothing happened One time I passed out and right before I said “excuse me I need to go pass out” and left the room and collapsed. Thankfully the women in the room chased after me and caught me but man that was embarrassing kinda funny tho But I just wanted to rant/share some things I do because of my social anxiety I’d love to hear everyone else’s stories!",3.1621052631578928,4.943527491228075,4.616315789473685,83.3392105263158,74.52631578947368,7.782456140350878,26.035087719298247,8.532816995589336,1.8703035087719293,900,32,176,17,19,300,133,228,0.201,0.6609999999999999,0.138,-0.9187,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,12,15,2,2,9,0,14,4,2,1,2,33,30,16,0,6,5,0,2,1,0,2,1,3,2,2,8,10,0,1,4,0,2,5,0,6,1,1,4,8,30,10,31,23,8,24,0,0,1,1,11,13,0,4,7,122,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162115981276236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975609538424689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29561084771472634,0.0,0.19980452765345805,0.0,0.07919945573489481,0.0,0.1105543465275498,0.0,0.1363454857098052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373242076028016,0.0,0.14271359551271054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853344813871202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124146368533033,0.11676582641954547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138528291994495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678790630170267,0.0,0.1476757256711921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148899007802716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464319255025198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756900425515126,0.14116100820136446,0.0,0.0,0.06347349523083859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104553318172458,0.11725998904496715,0.0,0.08672417428080463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963357727215874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246639942390514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803874352044562,0.0,0.0,0.15243587875254444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007179540893256,0.0,0.13574119816656852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431813795505545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323158118331357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095297291238188,0.12358590219755496,0.0,0.0,0.1314883495597007,0.10353128801719742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26487893883790736,0.0,0.0,0.12849652150302368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245027277792148,0.0,0.0976854345508271,0.0,0.0,0.11961503983742287,0.0,0.0,0.08631463310967026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575876429067667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17641748812054886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719954135409512,0.07663156536754763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681579137616155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458501466918452,0.0,0.0,0.18458621274382,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pinkcheeto123,2020/02/18,Good excuse for presentation in front of class? I really really don't want to do it. For one I'm not even done with my project. And she WILL make us talk even if we have anything. I'm thinking of taking so laxities so I get a stomaches and can go to the nurse's office. Idk:/ but I don't want to do it so badly I don't understand why she can't just get that some people aren't comfortable with it.,0.3485057471264348,2.292389597701149,3.0995402298850583,90.05781609195402,84.0574712643678,7.085057471264367,18.86206896551724,8.167268648758528,0.7846000000000002,313,8,72,7,9,110,58,87,0.15,0.813,0.037000000000000005,-0.8877,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,11,1,1,1,0,15,22,7,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,6,1,0,1,1,0,9,2,10,20,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,1,49,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078817079253288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21092407629275198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585142029557943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337013951552473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639632027974373,0.0,0.14356767680273394,0.2118825848033793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686233559041772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711793569107585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17513234966055366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32366496776084586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899360349466506,0.203043429930348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618663383340659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629824992145617,0.3038663304056896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979993024465453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22794693779972494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Negative-Register,2020/02/18,"Dr wont prescribe benzodiazepines Hey guys, so I've been diagnosed with severe social anxiety as well as borderline personality disorder. My prescription meds are 150 effexor and 100 seroquel. I really think benzodiazepines could be beneficial for me in panic attack, extreme mood swing, and big social situations, and have had 2 therapists agree with that. But my Dr. completely refuses to prescribe them, even though I requested only 3-5 a month. I understand they can be problematic but with so few a month I would obviously only be taking them for the intended use. Anyone else have this issue or have any advice on what to do next?",8.269642857142859,9.439304535714287,9.087500000000002,58.40750000000003,61.67857142857143,13.542857142857144,36.535714285714285,12.785403640627713,5.670914285714287,516,23,77,20,7,175,87,112,0.102,0.85,0.048,-0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,0,5,4,1,1,3,0,14,3,0,2,1,17,18,11,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,3,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,10,1,11,10,1,6,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,1,3,53,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16511694083003506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490637714083095,0.0,0.12926269322577452,0.0,0.0,0.11814876339629618,0.17313121392044448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922294126374436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771633456718579,0.0,0.0,0.13490994980977114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715024602466943,0.0,0.0,0.1936559154128604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115396067843092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160404607037508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16730829658580568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17636228882417193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876891839391845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697427912523622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17970304910819404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570207967233201,0.0,0.1982515842297652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475393485793422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824743467597063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19088963747742005,0.0,0.0,0.18993098424088267,0.0,0.3444902189920802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704549817508926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19618887156717635,0.0,0.1082700794359801,0.1660135871777163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759052337458158,0.0,0.14593707664878186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519256220576037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003246677522747,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,whoisleroy,2020/02/18,"Experiences I had an experience two summer's ago where I was sitting with two of my coworkers at a Summer camp. I was 18 at the time. One of them was my friend who I talked well with at the time, and the other was a girl who had just newly arrived at the job. We talked for a good while during our lunch break and I was speaking as clear as I ever could, I don't remember if I was slouching or looking not confident but I was speaking. Out of nowhere as I finished saying a statement she looks at my friend and says ""He's so quiet right?"" It really hit me hard at that moment, but honestly looking back I realize that we're gonna be hearing that sometimes as we start to immerse ourselves in social situations because it is new to us, or maybe others had a little experience and know what to do. I can probably say I wasn't as ""out there"" working at the Summer Camp, and I did try my best to befriend my coworkers but I was always looked at as the quiet one. Our supervisor also did evaluations, and she said ""I don't hear you"", as in I didn't speak much. But I always did my job no matter how nerve wrecking it was. I even sat down with her one time to tell her I grew up like this and she completely understood which helped a lot. Funny thing to lighten this post up at least lol, whenever I got on the bus when we took the kids to trips and stuff, most of them would be like ""Hi Leroy!"", it would always make my day and honestly I loved working with those kids.",3.2287025888019265,4.258764976821194,4.72853702588802,85.611089704997,73.0728476821192,7.875015051173992,25.9789283564118,8.296473431620573,1.509736423841059,1141,37,245,18,22,383,163,302,0.022000000000000002,0.825,0.153,0.991,2,0,0,0,1,0,30.0,6,1,2,3,11,10,0,0,15,1,27,2,0,2,2,42,44,28,0,4,9,0,1,2,2,3,0,11,0,3,18,18,1,0,5,0,0,3,6,0,1,5,22,16,44,10,40,15,5,42,0,0,4,1,38,20,0,5,18,184,62,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920028713310954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300019279054742,0.2590828083402419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980749505244314,0.0,0.0632689383564068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892037136496703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882101076914667,0.0,0.0,0.08286723783319362,0.0,0.0,0.06693545341801484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685517935623058,0.09388328141660668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30457728542347084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16037457053886425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705346410752404,0.08300971161322065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929747448191351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23395596300662336,0.0,0.06956771888539841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20598954962050506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05703983484187145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141232966216523,0.1040240536351204,0.0,0.0,0.3486271816942568,0.0,0.0,0.0882378737964324,0.09367381315589313,0.0,0.06928010281975955,0.0,0.1042702104714912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629701061771438,0.0,0.0,0.10024026462405748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21099076193460845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940137205659548,0.0,0.1119023214245961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649002484082953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757294108918352,0.08863541723255362,0.0987273050717816,0.2476120339281065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166634193043176,0.0,0.10580002790260504,0.0,0.0,0.1026501814002435,0.0,0.07346253619867524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881381274137848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16684366915867654,0.09071634319799314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895293851199405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815609669304532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531362989260682,0.07046605988210937,0.0,0.2027739516987887,0.0,0.12484563897501992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331896330667452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511195602802059,0.0,0.0,0.1474577521671759,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,nitram206,2020/02/18,Oh shit So I have been being treated for social anxiety and depression for the last 2 years. Divorced and now living with my parents. All of a sudden my dad has been diagnosed with pancreatic cancer and liver cancer and they can't do anything for him. I'm now looking after my 85 years old diabetic mum and my dad dad who is going to die. A month ago I couldn't even look after myself. Now I'm injecting my mum and dad and trying to keep them alive. In the not to distant future I'm gonna be a wreak. And that is the best outcome.,2.473423423423424,3.942368954954958,4.634414414414414,83.80315315315315,75.66666666666666,7.095495495495496,24.04504504504505,7.793537801064563,1.2480342342342343,418,13,85,6,9,145,73,111,0.182,0.762,0.057,-0.9423,1,0,0,0,1,0,8.0,0,0,2,1,5,4,1,0,6,0,11,6,2,0,1,14,19,9,1,1,1,7,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,10,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,2,11,2,12,13,2,15,0,1,2,0,13,1,1,0,13,58,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033820848523597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17551870098502834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18880712749800133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407800092605707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976137789033092,0.23287375720742015,0.2381194151043366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154099533367602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039435229396107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20393417545757744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870218031018857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20259710216222712,0.0,0.3853386422800471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831344494656169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407555689376097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547626712707433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23551381558076465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338821597733872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15577268364352462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29549985160008435 socialanxiety,WHATTHEFUCKMAN12345,2020/02/19,"Advice on wether I should start using medication. Hi. I have had severe social anxiety for as long as I can remember (21 male) and I'm finally thinking about turning to medication. My anxiety is really crippling and is stopping me from living my life the way I want it. There is not a single scenario where I'm not socially anxious. Zero. Nada. I spend my time alone stressing about social interections ive had in the past (be it 5 minutes ago, or 5 years ago) and social interactions I'm going to potentially have in the future (what the fuck?). I overthink ALL DAY EVERYDAY. I read that mindfulness meditation helps with that and I tried it for like a week or two but havent noticed any improvement so far. I have a close circle, talking to anyone Im not comfortable with results in me shitting myself (not literally hehe) and overthinking every single word that comes out of my mouth for days and weeks after. Most of the time I'm not even myself around my best friends, Im constantly in my head and think about them judging everything I do and say, its gotten to the point where I legit dont even know how my true self looks or sounds like? Like honestly if someone asked me to describe myself I wouldnt know what to say. Anyway sorry for rambling on, was planning on asking just this following question but I guess I needed to communicate my thoughts somewhere, anywhere. Question is: do you guys think I should start taking medication based off everything i wrote? Let me know.",5.11959523809524,6.801521007142861,5.919285714285714,76.37238095238098,69.28571428571428,8.904761904761905,30.47619047619048,9.362217197678863,2.899654761904762,1182,48,206,25,21,387,165,280,0.075,0.816,0.11,0.9298,0,1,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,1,2,13,11,2,1,9,0,21,8,3,3,2,52,49,18,0,6,12,0,0,3,1,3,4,3,0,3,10,14,0,1,10,1,1,3,8,3,0,2,6,4,34,8,32,38,5,38,0,0,1,1,21,15,2,8,22,140,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931441138726206,0.16898815974533266,0.0,0.0,0.09872119702543483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481983389041192,0.0,0.14583675008485938,0.10768274921349454,0.0,0.06664889632991625,0.0,0.0,0.08485365442573578,0.17821982042390225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003086234941776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210842902683542,0.0,0.10300541259053668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294506607433167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117125467355484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259139119652742,0.0,0.08030992906525085,0.0,0.17133220434667593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441673390606104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364281992835721,0.08812039729649503,0.0,0.0,0.05417168786360145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500405020686678,0.09438027951997854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782425817256354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388996681319188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059206267099999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715362872888494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746960214114588,0.0673262601635164,0.13970338140390298,0.0,0.08416796270179125,0.0843538538454327,0.08004351524489088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28807001678648697,0.0,0.0,0.09624449089346604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067744392321232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852071937230436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099227309924256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010677169920088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21355702082940975,0.0,0.09534427288764484,0.0,0.06106345800250936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797725474787616,0.0,0.0,0.15160215958088688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943796111059547,0.10768274921349454,0.0978430482667296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38866073977026594,0.0807630373889335,0.0,0.0,0.1067012326782005,0.13493381916052427,0.0,0.0,0.07969051598261853,0.10918699490663797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716676331909838,0.07661338230091347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18322869641274594,0.0,0.07567222463548359,0.1111619425178766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471498993291415,0.10367913305873107,0.09311230303495376,0.0,0.0,0.08232456110971549,0.0,0.0,0.05622130814962732,0.0756593714071977,0.15291746762670674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061381974920710125 socialanxiety,affrikan,2020/02/19,"Guide for exposure therapy I'm not able to find a therapist in my area so I want to try it on my own! Is there an online guide to practice exposure therapy (for SA) for yourself?",0.8893243243243241,3.0897411081081114,3.9634459459459457,83.12192567567571,83.86486486486487,9.105405405405406,28.16891891891892,9.516144504307137,3.1772756756756766,139,7,29,5,4,50,28,37,0.0,0.9420000000000001,0.057999999999999996,0.2578,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,8,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,19,4,0,0.32927040524218826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009471851550091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7530988091896088,0.3823083190004474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235529912823916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19421221611387374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PumpkinPiePusher,2020/02/19,"Dealing with jealousy This post might make me sound terrible, but I just want to be completely honest. I don't have friends at all, I'm not close to my family anymore and I've never been in a relationship. I thought I could maybe have a little """"""safe space"""""" here on these kinds of subs where I don't constantly get reminded of how different my experience is from seemingly 99% of humans. I simply don't have a friend I don't see very often, or a ""friendly neighbor"", or "" friendly acquaintances"" I don't have anyone on- or offline I'm always alone. I've never experienced someone being attracted to me in any way, I didn't have a ""relationship in highschool that doesn't really count"" I don't even have a ""friend that only messages me when they need something"" and I for sure don't have a ""SO that is my only friend"" I get so unbelievably jealous every time I see something like that and I know it's not healthy. I mean I'm glad people aren't alone but I get unreasonably jealous and I feel like it's just getting worse. Maybe there is someone dealing with the same thing? I would appreciate some tips maybe.",3.6383995922528034,5.491387926605505,4.830581039755352,82.0009378185525,73.40366972477064,7.963710499490316,28.166156982670746,8.680891452615391,2.1912621814475024,880,35,170,17,18,290,122,218,0.177,0.664,0.158,-0.3458,1,2,2,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,0,11,17,2,0,8,0,26,0,0,2,4,36,43,13,0,4,9,0,1,2,7,2,0,1,1,1,9,7,0,1,5,0,0,0,14,3,0,0,3,5,25,14,16,35,3,17,0,0,2,0,14,10,0,7,7,111,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22370167027874174,0.0,0.0,0.0898609610689588,0.0,0.0,0.07344068723528463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071025807824568,0.0755130097713242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323129475309328,0.1167048391761156,0.0,0.08622567063239757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22267737001067966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128323792944706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133005186997786,0.0,0.09099092096318083,0.0,0.0,0.10564038487642292,0.10180860692022467,0.0,0.05460580235170514,0.07715205290941883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5006226317666822,0.0,0.2256929005471749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124607616974582,0.05935153796126014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552235556729653,0.10823992715485296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208787795171771,0.0,0.32548818061186285,0.11763882980452113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145662276143006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007734272398054,0.16658567422799594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16427098664843098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487052656514466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342989812950176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918472404988027,0.0,0.0,0.2318936402790312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17211696546345295,0.09831510595743097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18300858280754131,0.16628052358827106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178454153495628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174745437079845,0.0,0.0,0.08573641504926469,0.06297308217978666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910765098313055,0.06369858205369583,0.08572185237821396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005670661899217,0.07671695052847287,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jo91198,2020/02/19,"Am I ""wrong""? Hi, M21 here. I'm disappointed about my social life. Even if I'm an introvert person, I have some friends and I feel comfortable with them almost always. Although I'm feeling awkward when they talk about social activities, such as going to discotheques and stuff like that. Some of them even invited me to go together abroad for summer vacations. I refused and (honestly) didn't even considered for one second to accept. I'm feeling like there's a social pressure on me; as if it's saying: ""hey, you MUST enjoy go to discotheques, drink a lot, smoke or you CAN'T have any sort of fun and it's not social acceptable to refuse"". Am I wrong? Should I simply say to them that I don't like this stuff? But how would they react? I'm afraid. Sorry for my bad English.",2.348700000000001,4.8762155200000015,3.7209166666666715,85.08337500000002,80.46666666666667,6.95,22.708333333333336,8.07648339933343,1.4628333333333337,608,20,115,12,16,199,94,150,0.12,0.7120000000000001,0.168,0.8274,0,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,5,0,10,17,0,3,3,0,10,2,0,2,1,27,21,13,0,5,5,0,3,3,1,3,1,2,0,1,7,5,1,2,5,1,0,3,4,7,0,2,1,5,18,10,17,17,3,6,0,1,0,0,20,1,0,8,5,78,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128851745220214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174042175850966,0.0,0.0,0.09595097049044153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781031264271125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13822159168281442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795802147165753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21402903188811792,0.10079990575621876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090113876830516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405664614509305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966116255563112,0.20679897219674293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995583883942593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561115027781067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320067896984482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22441239767485066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5753235226665122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579468229633053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230451949915134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340862731546175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023144027358086,0.3085353927379014,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Roisch,2020/02/19,"Anyone else good at forcing themselves out of their shell then hates it? I'm really good at overcoming my anxiety and just doing something with others. The problem I have is whenever I do so, I feel really uncomfortable unless I get drunk, which I don't want to do everytime I'm hanging out with people. What are your experiences with this?",4.068020833333332,6.5985005937500025,5.532500000000002,74.39583333333336,74.3125,9.266666666666666,27.854166666666664,9.725611199111238,3.2061229166666667,274,11,46,8,6,92,49,64,0.212,0.703,0.085,-0.7676,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,0,11,13,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,8,2,10,13,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,35,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201536873423675,0.0,0.0,0.20122500365363785,0.2948683350738509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24040629319132706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28150760904781685,0.0,0.0,0.14551204899667985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035506753980424,0.0,0.0,0.4827585058977725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28412675213207544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995129319735076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27537006549378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687231218003921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22154989628876431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697422397187244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mahmoud781,2020/02/19,"The way out In order to cure social anxiety we have to know where it came from and how our brain works. To write just in brief we have social anxiety because we compare ourselves to others and we feel that specific person is our only hope on earth. When we were babies we were fearless, confident and ask for what we want but then when we get older our parents who was encouraging us to stand up and walk starts to shout at us when we talk loudly or make a noise. Our brain starts too relate to this as a danger. And as we grow older this becomes worse and worse. So when we approach somebody we see him with high social status(social status is the most cause of social anxiety) and we remember the times when we asked for something and we got yelled at. So we will sure feel a social anxiety. How the brain works? The brain is always looking in its memory for the familiar things in order to save energy and because we have lot of memories that this social situation is dangerous we will feel this natuarally. The good new is that the mind is like a muscle, we can train it as we can train any other muscle in the gym through habitual practice. On neurological level there are thick wires in the brain and thin wires. Those wires which see people as danger is very thick and the benefits wire is very thin. Now we are see too much danger and few social benefits. Thats why we need to train our mind to expect benefits and think that people arw full of trasures that can be a great transision whether in relationship, business or social life. This can be done with the safety of your mind without the need to approach people until it becomes a natural bihaviour and it is the foundation to cure social anxiety. Another thing is that you underestimate what you can offer to others and u need to train ur brain as well that u have a lot to offer from a conversation. I am now following a specific program to get rid of this and these two muscles are the foundation of how we see the world beforw going to the next steps.",7.287483516483519,6.8641892794871815,7.537472527472527,74.10038461538463,63.89743589743589,10.710622710622712,31.904761904761905,10.181067101454742,3.0401684981684984,1609,52,299,32,21,525,182,390,0.08199999999999999,0.794,0.124,0.9568,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,30,3,0,2,18,16,4,0,26,0,31,8,6,5,1,75,57,37,0,6,6,1,7,1,0,2,2,3,0,1,30,43,0,0,6,1,0,9,1,4,1,1,6,15,35,12,51,47,6,51,0,0,5,0,56,22,0,6,17,219,65,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054157988640269474,0.0,0.0,0.04426171117811541,0.06824988681118062,0.2489586799282841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169599556757248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935343452711757,0.14376799271447913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4359548498241193,0.0,0.07444272556401735,0.0,0.06686276030537484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660707914563603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873054065781693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06801103281459148,0.0,0.03699070883617949,0.05459228133006648,0.05205639518169334,0.07175916486003635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876848503590975,0.0,0.06464654327678045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03577037103155136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045973204545669374,0.03179844988371844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05465708164942543,0.0,0.0,0.11067007797212737,0.0,0.0,0.04344639127790152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19715936941215198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04784677911427687,0.14478460165567045,0.0,0.06286188359141795,0.06922126217333507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04950195347902185,0.0,0.0,0.07227193225407677,0.0,0.0,0.13537036814332887,0.056831867792876724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987958389597504,0.07373141485577346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20746514503031108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07316104273257001,0.0,0.5971363061174061,0.0,0.05010751387736068,0.0,0.0,0.0921384917761508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061344169688714735,0.0,0.0,0.0523148424834697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648244515880688,0.04170542231397262,0.0,0.0,0.037953026862448606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06358100008448034,0.0,0.15658442350640764,0.0,0.0,0.10740795763361842,0.03839027584646,0.05166340368605141,0.0,0.0,0.05852145173655196,0.0,0.0587313174805638,0.0,0.0,0.06274199790892966,0.0,0.0947689059116936,0.0,0.132659383918292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwaway83947626677,2020/02/19,"How do you ask to be part of a group I'm so fucking done. How is everyone in a friend group. I go to this society thing at uni full of awkward socially anxious people who ALL started at the same time as me. Couple of weeks in, and they're talking about going to see a movie and going to a pub and shit. What the fuck? When did they organise this? When did they become buddy buddy friends? When did everyone get a friend group? WTF IS GOING ON. I'm so *lost*. I did *everything right*. I cracked jokes, I was friendly, I did the funny, engaged in conversations. And I still miss out? Am I missing something? I am fucking missing something! There's some secret rule that no one's told me about that I'm missing. I don't fucking GET IT. This dude who is shy as fuck and doesn't say anything somehow found a friend group as well. I feel so alone. Nothing I do works. How do I apply to get my friend group permit? Do I need to buy one? One week, there's a new guy that doesn't say shit the whole time, and then next week he's hanging out with a bunch of people that I've been talking to for weeks but still haven't managed to befriend any of them. I'm frustrated. I bust my fucking ass the whole time. I can't do this shit anymore. Its killing me. I don't have the energy. I can't keep up this funny, likeable, social persona for 3 WHOLE FUCKING HOURS during the society session, and have nothing come out of it. I've followed the rules to a tee. I JUST WANT A FUCKING FRIEND. I can't spend each and every fucking day festering in my room doing fuck all cause I don't even have anyone to text. 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I am happy to spend a whole day by myself but sometimes I long for a deeper connection with someone. I have some friends but they all live far away or are just regular friends whom I don't connect with on a deeper level. I like to go to coffee shops and read but sometimes I just go to be around other people. I don't feel as lonely and the possibility of someone coming up to me gives me some push to go out. Even if I saw someone I was interested in talking to I know I wouldn't, but the possibility of them coming up to me gives me some hope that my anxiety will leave me someday. I already have enough anxiety ordering my coffee lol",4.097054794520549,4.926887883561643,5.621808219178085,80.7612054794521,70.84931506849315,8.031780821917808,27.61369863013699,8.238735603445708,1.7833802739726026,565,19,113,8,10,192,85,146,0.046,0.77,0.184,0.9743,0,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,7,7,0,0,6,1,11,0,0,0,1,27,23,9,0,3,9,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,2,2,2,7,3,1,0,0,2,2,22,6,26,17,6,21,0,1,1,0,8,11,0,6,3,87,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413548800288743,0.15061201479798053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088177304691208,0.0,0.0,0.09543185282027017,0.13984261917352006,0.0,0.2429970158945934,0.0,0.0,0.12822995659917366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351354619708945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802002806247188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943689997236814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401375362075528,0.0,0.0,0.14102307716782111,0.0,0.09014551310207423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900973632148348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21089233699787735,0.0,0.0,0.2618532176046096,0.31026497528988123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452883348873331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555808190358898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500730341073691,0.0,0.0,0.14451543580328735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667853616378154,0.0,0.12051669376457365,0.12078286375743848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18923979042494246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30772739601347743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651959925081678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469239577171719,0.0,0.2699696912797944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969959633858284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523780215108974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ReeferChiefer24,2020/02/19,"I'm about to quit my job, I think. Just need advice. So, I went back to an old job. Been back for about two weeks. Yesterday, I hurt my back and I've been having trouble walking since. I took off today and told my supervisor I'd be going to the ER. No response, as always when I call in because she's mad. Til' about an hour ago, I get a text, 'I hope everything's ok just bring in a doctor's thingy'. I wasn't going to go to the ER because one, well... people are out there (lol). Two, I got my back pain to ease up and I just wanted to rest today. I feel like she's only just testing me because she's mad I called in. I'm legit thinking of quiting the job versus going to the doctor and getting a note. Ridiculous, I know. But also, I don't feel like the pay is enough to compensate for the amount of work being done. Also, my supervisor is a very messy person. I talk to her, specifically, when a problem arises that interferes with my working. I'll get back to work and everyone is asking me about my personal business. Alot of people say I'm mean but, in this instance I can't bring myself to be mean or tell people off like I normally would because the anxiety of the awkwardness that would follow stresses me out. This is really getting under my skin. I'm getting ran over too cause I'd rather do the work than complain about anything, ever. I thought, if I get a doctor's note, I can ask for a few more days off but then I start to think about when that day comes, will I even want to go back? I feel like I'm letting myself down and inviting myself back to misery by quitting but also stressing myself out for no reason by keeping the job. I'm just really confused..",1.833564236434832,3.6232444653179208,3.7004754801417117,88.41149263471941,78.33526011560694,6.0830132388588485,22.721983964199143,6.968188349444268,0.7123527130337504,1299,40,271,14,31,438,171,346,0.124,0.8170000000000001,0.059000000000000004,-0.9609,4,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,0,7,31,19,3,4,20,2,21,5,1,2,1,49,65,22,0,10,13,0,4,4,0,3,4,1,0,2,5,11,0,2,11,0,1,13,5,12,3,3,10,5,42,7,49,48,6,50,0,1,0,0,15,14,0,5,27,184,47,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122977665497078,0.06461486601534354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17487648783618845,0.06065245828954769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055762617221509776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05998437499980076,0.0,0.1362894280323931,0.0,0.0,0.3923492134167381,0.0,0.17773853862104594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14886292953046834,0.0,0.0,0.07488074949538219,0.0,0.06279049547962012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401935595502467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22382590511151865,0.0,0.07459440778909235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531751115043861,0.0,0.0481448556121617,0.06593550355601285,0.0,0.0696519752358889,0.06551114258334713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110570022068732,0.1562234016432511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285001585868834,0.0,0.2071326392574848,0.0,0.05829884781050016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723987701187061,0.07178449924463136,0.0,0.07803300474671103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28933851643370057,0.06479026622579162,0.0,0.0,0.04005985066032575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453759236635431,0.0,0.1424465127798667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588027577954456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05404891770272628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141924292217945,0.0,0.0,0.07648849130760088,0.0,0.04939389251529516,0.055438084833250995,0.07756283474423492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516035918909472,0.12729396262185091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974834599300699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325906650229481,0.0,0.0,0.09339369487689037,0.07494570312405989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05796709807194815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060297487898171936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051593736857866924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16699638737157782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05858828736659515,0.06371131983528779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011984847598336,0.0,0.05786855911412218,0.0,0.0,0.13818726821409752,0.0696519752358889,0.08098632833359627,0.0,0.0,0.14241090012579474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06014400491873706,0.08598785379449275,0.0,0.058470023562572075,0.0,0.06553917528347365,0.06757214350220328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21226663904135956,0.0,0.0,0.10356158195233972,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,coolbruh00,2020/02/19,Idk if I’m gay or What I’m a 16yo male and I’m scared of talking or texting girls but I have no problem talking or somewhat texting dudes (not really). I don’t talk or text any girls from my school or in my town actually..😬,-0.03920000000000101,1.7023494800000023,2.7059999999999995,93.473,84.2,5.6000000000000005,24.0,6.742157984588678,0.6400000000000001,174,7,42,2,5,61,36,50,0.2,0.8,0.0,-0.8176,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,11,5,8,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,5,1,2,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,7,0,22,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21914546806770333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083559451807998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20644576332016604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226349708047148,0.3261407786159343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7770526943791071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bushcamper101,2020/02/19,"I never natural way to escape anxiety I'm only 18 and the only thing I take is antidepressant antidepressant and antidepressant. I am so depressed and anxious 24 7 cant make friends and dosent speak at all for whole day not because of autism because of social anxiety. I need a way to escape anxiety I cant keep relying on pills and it dosent even help me",2.881,5.347857099999999,4.998571428571426,77.03642857142857,78.0,8.571428571428571,28.57142857142857,9.23628265651192,2.9880000000000013,287,13,52,8,7,99,48,70,0.225,0.691,0.084,-0.8469,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,2,11,9,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,7,9,2,6,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4987193766389518,0.2454958416689604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26493750832416635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014548614060462,0.0,0.1871667996569258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352968335931304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16789138644058807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565676760266924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19315306439104565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450545741269774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113090267169158,0.16760109131650178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305445892812381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22151782929596936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633883426932235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443695768853316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449774675965799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426162814516661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sofifiprado,2020/02/19,"Is this GAD? I get anxious out of nowhere. It mostly starts with the realization that I am doing well, when I realize I am, I get anxious. My mind starts over thinking how to do well once attention is brought to how I am doing well. So instead of just mindlessly, effortlessly doing well, I start over thinking. It happens over the smallest things. I'm doing my homework and I realize I'm in the flow state and get anxious about not being there anymore. I'm talking to my friends and realize were having a fun time and get anxious about how maybe we won't in the next few seconds anymore. I'm eating and suddenly because of my anxiety I forget how to chew, wondering how I did it so effortlessly in the first place. It gets really annoying. It ruins almost every good thing for me. It's like my mind does not want me to feel happy or even just relaxed, it's like being relaxed is the danger, the thing I'm supposed to be anxious over. It makes socializing really hard too. I already have social anxiety so imagine that. For example, I start talking and once I realize I'm making sense I get anxious that I won't anymore and my mind goes blank and then I do, I stop making sense. My words get all choppy, I stutter, it makes me feel like there's a cliff after every word, there's nothing but just falling after every word because you don't know what to say next. It makes calming myself down almost impossible. Because trying to calm yourself down means being aware of how you feel, and once you finally get to calm yourself down, you're aware that you're calm, and that awareness brings the fear that I won't be calm anymore. I'm starting to realize I have something more than social anxiety. Or maybe I don't. Anyways. I just feel that I have something more than social anxiety because sometimes I don't avoid social interactions because I am scared of judgement, I avoid social interactions because I know the constant worrying when things are going well will bring things down. Maybe that's part of the social anxiety too but the best way to describe it is for example, I don't ask my mom this certain question because my mind goes blank before I even get to ask it because of this ""other thing"" that I have. Anyways, does this sound like GAD to you?",4.9541765704584035,6.2386628512585816,5.70408060825275,79.27505794640882,69.22883295194508,8.201638739204252,32.174577397209724,8.558390810932622,2.6420492950468737,1794,79,324,28,31,585,167,437,0.096,0.7659999999999999,0.138,0.9699,0,2,2,0,0,0,44.0,1,4,0,2,32,30,2,4,13,0,35,2,0,11,2,69,79,26,0,1,10,1,5,4,1,4,0,2,1,0,33,13,2,3,18,2,0,6,9,8,5,2,3,7,48,22,42,67,7,39,0,1,0,0,22,13,0,7,22,227,81,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109148299181772,0.0,0.06014240509052076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084627935029364,0.3694187650241947,0.2161984995900202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190079414561896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657828783529942,0.0,0.04637571710859049,0.0,0.05719467278236402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058895432165215526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538711012569882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0557673839888018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07199383094834598,0.0,0.13775648853301994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061327957675097626,0.1102278997490002,0.038935005014459866,0.0,0.059702383729326076,0.0,0.04635790329310748,0.0,0.0,0.04210677474577888,0.0,0.25626728307425023,0.0,0.030973760384112887,0.045712242180277265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04819441030201521,0.05801655268632919,0.04882153852685625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05990384807648993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650431941127868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18189677291070827,0.0,0.16425854486528094,0.05936677321745066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201189526699724,0.06383005955915445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592331455653075,0.0,0.0,0.05229448060657208,0.0,0.0,0.17412303209192753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059018483272212825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05694118416760019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06105277731210964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982853926048313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0433408035614072,0.054564279652236314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888931455425193,0.0,0.08391394364213964,0.05390216231052615,0.0,0.19287786421361847,0.0,0.0,0.04556466752793266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761050796792237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172453530677784,0.06984314700170212,0.0,0.0,0.031779546726055576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037002107013711566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03214567232042968,0.04325977892141213,0.0,0.0,0.24501144752942794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059103219866576885,0.0,0.05534767144920927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,retrodreams,2020/02/19,"Confident yet insecure? Hello everyone. I (F/18) have been diagnosed with social anxiety two years ago and have been struggling since. However, I‘ve been feeling pretty well these past months. I don’t have a problem asking employees for help, helping people with directions etc. My problem is that I have an extreme fear of teenagers, even though I haven’t been bullied before. It just seems like I never fit in, and every time I have to walk past a group of teenagers, I feel myself physically glitch, like, literally. It‘s so weird. I am constantly terrified that I‘ll get picked on and laughed at. It’s weird because, I am actually confident in my looks and insults don’t affect me. But that doesn’t stop me from being scared of being insulted. It‘s hard to explain, I‘m sorry. To put it short, I constantly fear being picked on and laughed at; and when it happens, it seems to fly past me. But it’s the same every single time and I can’t seem to stop. Can anyone relate? (I apologize if there are any grammar mistakes, I‘m not a native English speaker.)",3.8174865735768013,6.41040577551021,4.507647690655208,81.11855531686362,75.42857142857143,7.5957035445757235,28.68313641245973,8.532816995589336,2.4912285714285707,836,36,145,17,19,267,122,196,0.233,0.632,0.135,-0.965,2,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,0,8,17,2,5,5,0,22,1,0,3,1,30,34,13,0,4,5,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,12,9,0,2,6,0,0,2,7,12,1,1,4,5,18,5,18,27,3,25,0,0,1,0,10,8,0,4,17,99,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.12272085861416546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147614470876573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551918896158395,0.0,0.09620389192246297,0.0,0.0,0.08793233825553243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756597930580097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666040446071377,0.0,0.10701009042361104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717976524990457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276408818218836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025248853834646,0.0830614256776376,0.0,0.2119116815644448,0.12016636649534394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28302356084071995,0.12717320889858852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570293163020884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120665136574114,0.0,0.112653724364964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16858476230852806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287720342975501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056043512383914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037817443266507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699168328147276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3601483495178727,0.08718418835685453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279402538516031,0.0,0.24066525834061706,0.0,0.1264206916391781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12590486710562204,0.0,0.0,0.3434538172504521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040276317359462,0.0,0.0,0.1281935992868955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077485751148652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102772526781114,0.0,0.13146870037565253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355578241441754,0.0,0.14666003593275495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284648324395565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307079993416318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098349528254332 socialanxiety,tubby_tustard,2020/02/19,any luck with bupropion / wellbutrin? just conducting a super unscientific poll. Thinking about starting the drug up.,8.000980392156857,12.181775764705884,6.749411764705886,56.76568627450985,85.47058823529412,9.325490196078432,40.96078431372549,8.841846274778883,6.141290196078431,96,6,10,3,3,29,17,17,0.0,0.67,0.33,0.7845,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,6,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.412416939749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7033067632053396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4292589893157681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3885982304762893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,zesty03,2020/02/19,"My professor messed up my name and I corrected her. I should mention, I’m really bad at standing up for myself, but when something really irks me, I somehow muster up the courage to do it. A few days ago, my professor wrote my name on the board while placing us in groups, and she only wrote (well attempted to write) the first three letters of my eight letter long name. Not only that, but she wrote those three letters in the wrong order. I felt very disrespected because this is something I’ve dealt with constantly having an unusual name and I get tired of people trying to make nicknames for me to make it easier on themselves. Anyway, I corrected her and felt like a badass for it. The anxiety came afterward though when I was like, “Oh my god my tone probably made me sound rude. She’s definitely going to hold this against me. Whole class is probably judging me.” Lol classic me but whatever. Baby steps.",4.0469961240310095,6.2664249011627895,4.7982790697674425,81.08470542635662,73.24418604651162,8.540155038759691,28.327131782945727,9.21078282632365,2.651005736434109,721,29,131,17,15,232,108,172,0.126,0.748,0.126,0.2297,0,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,2,6,8,1,0,8,1,6,1,0,3,2,28,18,11,0,1,4,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,7,6,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,4,1,4,8,3,27,4,20,9,2,23,0,0,0,0,19,9,0,1,11,89,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892901020599408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852570780419373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402797143223047,0.10241615538600096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19215646541716905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18155702939291127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835130122580364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32262817398844235,0.0,0.0,0.1429075719687378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777727827673676,0.0,0.09548285355462076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16416050565332307,0.0,0.0,0.14868184823355185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897329081694944,0.2242933723836735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555554042307057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11647563621365807,0.0,0.17553266641432294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622822142048831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21526053360836564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25868162898563724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16506706819005595,0.0,0.0,0.1931005526339485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406644596549577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20209301266449092,0.0,0.0,0.13862424662839914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15105942496835165,0.0,0.0,0.1875750016485006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18369044178184116,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,widepea,2020/02/19,"Question about benzodiazepines/social exposure therapy It's been a while since I've seen a doctor about some of my social issues and I wanted some perspective before seeking any specific medication. Have benzodiazepines ever facilitated for you any kind of exposure therapy? Does the ease benzodiazepines bring in social scenarios leave any lasting effects that go beyond the timeframe the drug is in effect? I have this theory that if I can take them and subject myself to high-energy social scenarios without the normal fear and spinal/shoulder tension, my mind and body can be trained to eventually do without them. I'm looking to hear personal experiences that can confirm why this is/isn't the case",8.913499999999997,10.74398801666667,8.943333333333337,57.66000000000002,60.5,12.0,39.16666666666667,11.698219412168324,5.598916666666668,582,29,76,18,8,190,82,120,0.031,0.92,0.049,0.4567,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,2,2,4,3,0,2,7,0,9,4,1,2,1,16,17,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,3,9,1,13,14,2,8,0,0,2,0,9,3,0,4,3,53,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027201327098237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262644839038309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648219941719229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15187806804717252,0.12985248511519246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17207918829491065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422249168364048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514874761839575,0.0,0.1669740848770142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433046674628128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672403852164459,0.0,0.0,0.15677662372451834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487511603302329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545198716919862,0.0,0.12095336699673585,0.0,0.1571180136197723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460580917491032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948201375585046,0.0,0.0,0.14982628673561538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538553923427114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295638306976343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622486721140292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274538953177898,0.0,0.0,0.4537786648808298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156685707882133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33938176199028064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752116362485028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389414724909926,0.0,0.0,0.2860751867008947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ronaldo23412,2020/02/19,Has anyone found charisma on command helpful? Charisma on command has some useful tips but sometimes I feel it is hard to contextualize. Just wondering if people found it helpful,5.399000000000001,9.065495233333337,5.428333333333337,69.5025,80.0,5.666666666666668,37.5,7.1686216300943375,3.5980000000000008,147,9,18,2,4,46,23,30,0.047,0.732,0.221,0.7140000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,8,2,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,3,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,0,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20588805832746546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888404863813662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6457040111571235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637716343384128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39473065386290135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041363122345883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912210855297149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25431244886094273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31932121291699483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,snap_pea1,2020/02/19,"Question about benzodiazepines/social exposure therapy It's been a while since I've seen a doctor about some of my social issues and I wanted some perspective before seeking any specific medication. Have benzodiazepines ever facilitated for you any kind of exposure therapy? Does the ease benzodiazepines bring in social scenarios leave any lasting effects that go beyond the timeframe the drug is in effect? I have this theory that if I can take them and subject myself to high-energy social scenarios without the normal fear and spinal/shoulder tension, my mind and body can be trained to eventually do without them. I'm looking to hear personal experiences that can confirm why this is/isn't the case",8.913499999999997,10.74398801666667,8.943333333333337,57.66000000000002,60.5,12.0,39.16666666666667,11.698219412168324,5.598916666666668,582,29,76,18,8,190,82,120,0.031,0.92,0.049,0.4567,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,2,2,4,3,0,2,7,0,9,4,1,2,1,16,17,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,3,9,1,13,14,2,8,0,0,2,0,9,3,0,4,3,53,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027201327098237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262644839038309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648219941719229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15187806804717252,0.12985248511519246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17207918829491065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422249168364048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514874761839575,0.0,0.1669740848770142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433046674628128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672403852164459,0.0,0.0,0.15677662372451834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487511603302329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545198716919862,0.0,0.12095336699673585,0.0,0.1571180136197723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460580917491032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948201375585046,0.0,0.0,0.14982628673561538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538553923427114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295638306976343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622486721140292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274538953177898,0.0,0.0,0.4537786648808298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156685707882133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33938176199028064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752116362485028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389414724909926,0.0,0.0,0.2860751867008947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MASrocks1,2020/02/19,"Vowing to start talking So I flagged the post as success because I hope that's what this will be. See, I go to a performing arts academy (think Hollywood Arts from Victorious because they're actually pretty similar) and it's a tightknit group of about 20-25 kids. We spend a good chunk of the day together and have grown to be close. That being said, there are lots of people there who I'm still not completely comfortable with. Lots that I know I can talk to including my girlfriend there, but lots who I can't. With the help of my girlfriend, I'm vowing that, starting tomorrow, I'm going to try to make small talk with some of the people in my group who I'm less comfortable with. I'm sure it'll be incredibly awkward, but I hope it's a start.",3.97698181818182,5.23527408,4.989515151515153,83.57809090909093,71.53333333333333,8.921212121212124,28.96969696969697,9.339509955726095,2.4111333333333334,592,23,122,13,11,194,88,150,0.077,0.8170000000000001,0.106,0.4742,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,2,6,8,0,1,8,0,10,0,0,1,1,21,27,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,12,8,0,0,2,2,1,3,2,1,0,0,1,2,11,7,19,20,5,13,0,0,1,0,14,3,0,6,6,74,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.16324993319599496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20395564451412526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17539933468673713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078875661372149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19014838882970225,0.14031407702164647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213029103413208,0.0,0.0,0.3323114488540583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193765993526502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4266693788821499,0.0,0.0,0.1116667071526582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23195425921442625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021661995643666,0.17019305544478958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15913014869656694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330767477497665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552240477066381,0.0,0.1335972122524708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15766790360876076,0.0,0.0,0.4033816864999621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071920369731858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135782505047456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jubster316,2020/02/19,I get comforted when I go to upvote a post about social anxiety and see it already has a lot of upvotes Just knowing others feel the same way and have the same struggles and that we can all relate to one another,18.581395348837205,6.620301558139534,16.821860465116274,51.04581395348838,56.67441860465116,19.990697674418605,59.27906976744186,13.023866798666859,7.342506976744188,169,7,32,3,1,57,36,43,0.098,0.8370000000000001,0.065,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,11,8,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,3,1,4,8,4,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3570468655518947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392717113686637,0.24751583144168804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359724075929954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690421814089866,0.0,0.18388163963276571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17781531315563176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750717144395041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21924671013018207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098726731825698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25782846716842805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298197679837296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33824603175372986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25681993337497205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,curlysueblues,2020/02/19,"Not sure if anxiety, poor social skills or poor self esteem 36 F. The way I act around people is ruining my life. I have a work placement soon for a course I am doing and I'm scared that I won't be able to keep it together. I've seen various counsellors over the years and a psychologist, but nothing can seem to break the thought patterns I have. As a result I don't smile enough, I look ill/nervous or even worse, rude. I don't know what to do.",2.7714133738601845,3.826398542553196,4.2088449848024325,88.80500000000002,74.21276595744679,7.924620060790273,25.130699088145896,8.418075326091056,1.3749379939209727,349,11,79,6,7,116,70,94,0.225,0.76,0.013999999999999999,-0.9484,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,1,1,7,0,11,1,0,1,1,14,18,7,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,3,0,2,1,4,3,0,0,2,2,9,1,7,14,2,7,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,4,2,48,12,1,0.2526233772769351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19325619215626486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22488836504268425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610274792124739,0.0,0.166855358143601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22454326506678499,0.0,0.0,0.13883520147933215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17843536233154186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21214001208925065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24239894378738155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751372415542179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529200711586986,0.0,0.0,0.22997883480241346,0.26354127761122564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25751771952177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380945434086452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005547432528163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20052067823211334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18391282738751089,0.0,0.2574448036641089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626811723835765 socialanxiety,EvanN15,2020/02/19,"How to approach a girl? So I’m a senior in High school and I’ve been going down to the counselors office a lot during the school day because of my anxiety and other issues. There is a room that they let me sit in to just hang out and do my class work and what not. When I went in there for the first time last week there was this girl also sitting in there that I thought was really cute and I’ve never seen her before. Since then I’ve seen her a few times around the school and in the counselors again. She seems to be in the counselors a lot too. I don’t know anything about this girl, not even what grade she’s in. I really want to try to approach her and talk to her but I have no idea how and I do not know if it would be inappropriate to do it in the counselors.",1.5226678141135963,2.9563567228915697,2.8246471600688494,95.93012048192772,78.1566265060241,5.7067125645438885,19.08605851979346,6.1826913282559595,-0.3252567986230637,600,12,144,4,14,194,91,166,0.027000000000000003,0.95,0.023,-0.1796,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,15,1,0,0,13,0,13,0,0,2,1,28,23,16,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,9,10,0,0,5,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,7,2,16,1,22,12,3,31,0,0,2,0,11,13,0,4,11,106,25,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372917603370936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313340856865096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412773187237832,0.15283084839285696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046540210277608,0.0,0.1460863183824494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107188540141242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133924644751651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14603020378449794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756922163338463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181388455884312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19380487211435135,0.0,0.17918843692856196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18870075047993068,0.13994142718685992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17555357030359728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919109610380125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13240955005473573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21996412895788311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5212454191271757,0.0,0.15629025729535814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201477328157192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379892038184703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629407441653069,0.2002149948517997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655887872028685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126081522845716,0.0,0.13771066473000748,0.0,0.0,0.15914829911025485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498447144932325,0.0,0.0,0.12195594787032865,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwaway9273719473,2020/02/19,Road trip conversations I (25f) am going on a 2 hour car ride with my aunt this weekend. what can I talk about for 2 hours? How can I keep the conversation moving? I know very little about her and see her maybe once a year. She works for a big company and frequently travels internationally. I’m a failing graduate student and basically my only accomplishment right now is staying waking up and being me every day.,4.068351648351651,6.4202199743589725,5.850586080586082,72.96346153846156,73.61538461538461,8.559706959706961,27.809523809523807,9.23628265651192,2.7028293040293043,330,13,58,8,7,113,62,78,0.053,0.9470000000000001,0.0,-0.5661,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,5,0,5,1,1,1,0,8,10,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,1,2,0,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,10,0,7,9,0,20,0,1,1,0,7,6,0,0,7,35,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609873873773471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21031971552006973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186756374118684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4916604190784926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22187805013602693,0.0,0.0,0.13718729789252246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25018969416007475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507817293813039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653117271771849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658423350148626,0.0,0.18985095883401104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131782713154749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19891869886172012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660668931095525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20063901136641027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059666569702839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18172987519179332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607502291889054 socialanxiety,jaaazz0,2020/02/19,scared of team games :( Any tips for playing sports/team games? Been tryna play rugby but I tend to freeze & last time I ran away mid game..kinda embarrassing and I dont wanna give up,0.11144144144144263,2.443918027027028,1.1663513513513522,97.68394144144148,98.45945945945944,3.547747747747748,11.572072072072071,5.46131890053228,-1.3596090090090094,145,2,31,1,6,45,33,37,0.19399999999999998,0.69,0.11699999999999999,-0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,1,3,2,6,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,13,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4149009182146392,0.0,0.2604032863313525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597722387419993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4487872391583621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673381821920285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121363681052263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833764276476474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22328763751208686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,monicalcium,2020/02/19,"nail salons so i’m going to the nail salon tomorrow with my friend and i’m pretty nervous for a variety of reasons. ofc, my social anxiety is acting up bc it’s going to be my first time ever going to a nail salon (i’ve always done my own nails at home myself) and i have no idea what the interaction is going to be like between me and the nail tech. like do i have to converse with them? i’m sure it’d be the polite thing to do but THAT’S the part that makes me the most nervous. unfortunately i am also cursed with ridiculous nervous sweats around new people i meet (even if it’s only for a second i swear) so i’m worried about that too.... help lol",1.6923913043478258,3.3136655579710173,4.029782608695651,86.65380434782612,78.20289855072464,6.049275362318841,20.92028985507246,6.816661863887847,0.4352637681159419,509,13,107,5,12,177,83,138,0.139,0.7440000000000001,0.11699999999999999,-0.4914,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,8,8,1,3,9,1,12,1,1,2,2,15,21,8,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,8,7,0,0,2,0,0,5,1,4,0,2,1,0,13,4,17,16,3,13,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,7,75,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16114834875874678,0.1676733726035541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415543505419388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17938759614879188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062158119239393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309617683531658,0.18227832090122453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714052332856359,0.0,0.0,0.15568697105589385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4580935933020605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350686383775651,0.0,0.2021320571046086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22748149667500264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19689628324208885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451021974628374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946206699070023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325826713069995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21821687727067896,0.0,0.13970241969867295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20500922675076064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20718696585990526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054151830485368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18992182094486915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387501654739173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175027391953081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204644297145746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mkth89,2020/02/19,Group Therapy Has anyone tried group therapy for social anxiety? I signed up to be put on a list for group cognitive behavior therapy for people with social anxiety. I am nervous and excited about it at the same time. Worst-case scenario is that I am no better off than I was before.,3.6822222222222223,6.0678983333333365,5.666444444444448,73.67300000000003,74.92592592592592,10.245925925925926,29.31851851851852,10.355215969177356,3.8981674074074073,226,10,38,8,5,78,42,54,0.14,0.764,0.096,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,11,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221586398580216,0.0,0.0,0.14722981537363028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179172715848853,0.0,0.0,0.18622493885646305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459771479973341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21167292328055173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4292827946925039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7223878416793972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227803697788677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295774640535994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,goshdarnitdeana,2020/02/19,"DAE seem to only feel comfortable with one to three people at a time? It’s hard to explain. It’s like I’m stuck to only who I’m around the most. It’s not that I love anyone less, but I become more comfortable with whoever I’m around the most. It can even happen to family members. For example, I live with my bf right now, and I can get anxiety about doing phone calls and FaceTiming with family because it can feel awkward to me. I can avoid it because of anxiety, but I also in general have phone anxiety. It’s isolating, though, because, when I really think about it, it can feel like I don’t have a wide variety of people to turn to. It makes me sad sometimes, too, because I don’t want my family to feel like I love them less and am choosing my bf over them. It also doesn’t help that my core family lives out of town now. I guess the point of this is just to see if anyone else has felt like this? Do you get stuck to one person and find it hard to branch out, even with people you WERE close to? If it helps for context, my bf has no hand in me being isolated, and I do have codependency issues. So, that doesn’t help, lol.",3.4478389830508465,4.043402978813564,5.0625,85.03832627118646,72.17796610169492,8.950847457627118,24.49576271186441,9.188382445141503,1.6568779661016948,877,23,193,18,16,298,114,236,0.133,0.7170000000000001,0.15,0.852,0,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,2,0,15,11,0,2,5,1,21,3,1,1,0,38,44,14,0,3,6,0,8,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,19,15,0,1,10,0,0,0,6,3,0,3,4,9,24,8,34,39,5,17,0,1,1,2,18,13,0,6,8,133,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17267626187518936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24777465432878254,0.0,0.0,0.1509807575016198,0.11062105549596947,0.0,0.1922202726142931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632534552242708,0.1192368706480208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024249680947534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018939891947886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426173489385766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4071123807552777,0.0,0.2183577486319441,0.15425786134527206,0.10366160157429123,0.0,0.09867640762866373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281263053393148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189336351684999,0.0,0.09547149999369978,0.0,0.1934276396764739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21709636882342315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268552964908846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21098146167332024,0.0,0.19066696473382536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19488200385477528,0.0,0.07206627343284476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463173150011261,0.16422175513084214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22454426428470897,0.09426930070815676,0.0,0.0,0.10206011949416446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916398959744632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219998172828432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603269126487817,0.09828564121769237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677836405593744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917845831857973,0.10607329449390818,0.0,0.06295420933762376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743295769544608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636794917814162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,gregghead69,2020/02/19,"Do I have a bad personality? I am M18 and have have been having trouble making friends for the past few years now as my interests change, I now have very little or nothing in common with anyone I meet in my age range, and this combined with a social anxiety means that making friends or meeting a woman is impossible. I try taking to people online but they seem to talk nonsense and their doesn't seem to be any real convisation and if there is one it's a topic I have no knowledge off. I have also overheard people saying I'm weird or off-putting. people say be yourself but is that just what people say to people with horrible personalitys and interests?",7.148987626546685,6.921169748031503,7.838470191226097,71.17905511811027,64.11811023622046,9.776827896512936,33.103487064116976,9.23628265651192,2.948958155230596,526,19,92,8,7,176,83,127,0.14800000000000002,0.789,0.063,-0.897,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,5,7,0,0,5,0,16,0,0,2,0,22,23,13,0,1,7,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,3,5,8,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,4,11,4,12,20,1,10,0,0,0,0,14,4,0,6,6,68,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221954283902946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039103652706862,0.0,0.11689284792697588,0.0,0.0,0.10684247007232933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275829994921976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16164389033596446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236108359402966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15314740086105147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20399258262803224,0.0,0.0,0.1664457977611476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466173091669261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354235604430374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14586646967558656,0.5296671406728732,0.2668410228248483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360786749159647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392173606122902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645420274720494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782097759770038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557620446242662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488782824638237,0.12281618235816268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374229365948097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260773681543291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839925609544874 socialanxiety,PierreFuckingSucks,2020/02/19,I’m mad at myself right now I recently started rock climbing and I really enjoy it and I’m at a rock gym right now. But there are a lot of really good people here right now and I’m embarrassed to climb because I’m just scared they’ll judge me. But I really want to get better and the only way to do that is practice so it’s quite the predicament,-0.41000000000000014,1.8136790000000045,2.2816666666666663,92.0625,92.33333333333334,5.666666666666668,16.833333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.2635333333333336,275,7,60,5,10,95,49,75,0.11199999999999999,0.742,0.146,0.3775,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,4,7,6,1,2,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,11,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,3,6,10,1,13,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,5,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075281185847094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20420984143718507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063427579534923,0.0,0.0,0.19366564657890625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19630057294936568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17560775248558438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16007507065938564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455876320202488,0.0,0.0,0.443756045225563,0.0,0.2279831647436437,0.0,0.0,0.5915549334233787,0.0,0.0,0.23116841342606195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634302519503424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618917204056308,0.1832754784295073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MisterRogue,2020/02/19,"Awkward encounter with my old friend's girlfriend So I was walking to class today when I noticed a group of my old friends with a girl I have never seen before heading towards my way. It's been a month or so since I've seen them so I walked over towards them planning to give each of my old buddies a hug. I guess I got swelled up in the moment because out of all the people I hug the girl who I don't even know first. Well that was awkward enough. So I chat a bit with my old buddies and not to be rude I then introduce myself to the girl, handshake and all. Then my friend mentions thats her girlfriend. When my friend tells me this I feel more embarassed because I realized I do in fact know her because I met her at his christmas party and now I feel embarassed for hugging a stranger then introducing myself to the stranger only to realize she was not in fact a stranger. TL;DR: hugged then introduced myself to a stranger only to realize that stranger was someone I had already met",4.882657342657339,5.597823505050505,5.0702020202020215,85.83940559440562,69.0,7.3044289044289075,33.91763791763792,7.010146845296331,2.1052714840714843,786,37,156,6,13,247,103,198,0.017,0.8320000000000001,0.151,0.9758,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,2,9,12,1,2,13,0,10,5,1,0,5,24,21,14,0,0,3,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,6,8,0,0,7,1,0,2,4,3,1,1,11,4,34,9,24,9,6,28,0,0,2,4,24,9,0,2,16,113,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15339063151296492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542004482602886,0.0,0.11827928270322036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175266716609406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362478912249246,0.0,0.09180859310151676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056577158328376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182338493288403,0.0,0.0,0.42956611126595423,0.0,0.0,0.13334205264416746,0.0,0.0,0.11117148714782783,0.0,0.15312484488786532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265472931219092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152782202053269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094896213950622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072058408818921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15825311774418566,0.5834310383628655,0.0,0.0,0.2114324576558755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963655223641968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498274241554718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777476724459315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149266135177635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175632700488854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033221564517244,0.0,0.0,0.12497824324743576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,wastedhum,2020/02/20,"I get very shy and nervous when I'm around my boyfriend's friends. I'm very confused at my behavior. I don't think I have severe anxiety because I'm not shy and like to talk a lot, I don't have problems with giving a presentation or participate in class, but whenever I am around my boyfriend's friends I get really nervous and just want to stop existing and end up crying. This is not something new, since I have always been like this when I am at parties or large social gatherings, especially when I know no one, I tend to avoid these situations, therefore I don't have many friends, I spend most of my time alone. I like my boyfriend because he understands this, but he's kind of popular and there is always people at his house, I try to avoid to go to his house when there are people over, but there are times when they show up without a notice and that's when I get nervous and appear rude because I don't talk or try to join the conversation and honestly I feel sadder because they don't seem to even acknowledge my existence and I feel dumb if try to socialize with them. What should I do in these situations? I usually just go hide in the bathroom or go to my house lol",6.326650438169423,5.8475740506329155,6.755443037974688,79.10038948393381,65.87763713080169,10.499058747160014,34.264524505030835,10.035473477838034,3.141117104836092,938,38,193,19,13,306,114,237,0.21100000000000002,0.6579999999999999,0.132,-0.9546,0,3,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,0,14,18,2,6,5,1,18,0,0,1,0,44,37,23,0,4,13,0,2,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,7,13,0,3,7,1,1,4,9,9,0,1,1,2,32,9,26,35,2,28,0,0,0,0,17,11,1,10,16,123,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583440562514848,0.0,0.0,0.18612272320286932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555869343860703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19912588018952976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727109647256322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285299801178814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905866451824123,0.0,0.0,0.07387047357558398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310117892660515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25922616009497845,0.0,0.17529821942850804,0.10728887398888114,0.1906868672927856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871513651949392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164660547339191,0.06146534457355213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639208056257181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950839239344014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339006083797315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801753585616784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733266416194008,0.0,0.0,0.07578691815465011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507408474347134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701752625706484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164873984778075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181660108627924,0.0,0.12634943281748687,0.0,0.09251671709927912,0.2514298046811598,0.0,0.22801732119151724,0.0,0.08610130444214308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350477740286853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17978845210866184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166372836481759,0.0,0.0,0.13043174037261362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277997822084317,0.0,0.0,0.11643128881755192,0.0,0.0,0.12317797429334085,0.18456244471349345,0.06596720875763419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781153254753348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Goyti,2020/02/20,How was your first ime in collegue for you I don't like presentations or speaking in public that's one of my fears,2.8212499999999987,4.518011958333336,3.84,88.905,75.25,6.466666666666668,24.5,7.1686216300943375,0.8338999999999999,93,3,20,1,2,30,23,24,0.205,0.795,0.0,-0.6007,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,4,1,4,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6863968679531655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5188485126773634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980053226893505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4133381039843637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Marshe_Smore,2020/02/20,"Do I have social anxiety or is it something else? Hi, I'm a teenager and I don't have any friends who I can ask this. So I've always spent my free time indoors and my entire schedule has been revolving around staying at home and playing video games nonstop or just watching YouTube and doing embroidery or knitting and going to school of course. I don't have many friends either and the concept of going out after school or even breaking any rules at all terrifies me. All my nightmares are just me breaking the law by driving a car and fatally crashing off a cliff or killing someone. This translates to a problem I have where I refuse to do anything illegal. No drugs, no alcohol, no skipping lines. The problem applies to any situation when I'm outside as when I for example go to the school office I have to email them because they don't have a sign or any clear system of queuing so I overworry about every single scenario that might possibly happen like people saying I've pushed in and since I can't predict what people will say or their personality I just can't do it. I make any situation I'm in very awkward as I can't talk properly and reply. Whenever someone talks to me or I walk past someone I just smile intently or try to adjust if I smile or look down depending on if I know them. I also start sweating tons when a random person tries to talk to me like strangers handing out fliers which I avoid and charity workers who wave to me and I can't stop myself from acknowledging them and walking over because I don't like being rude to people. Im also clumsy and have constant paranoia I'd someone might be talking to me. Even at age 15 I had trouble going to the petrol station which is 200m away and I start sweating if my parents say to go order something for them on the phone or reserve a table since I realise they will probably find a better one and I will have to leave my table that I spent explaining to a family that it's taken. I definitely improved from a year ago where I couldn't even enter a voice chat without spending 10 minutes trying to calm myself down. I'm basically an amalgamation if everything that could possibly go wrong. There's more detailed things I have problems but I don't want to talk to much. I'm very sorry for this long rant but I don't really have anyone to ask. I want to know if I should probably go to therapy (which I am too scared to even consider) or if this is just a passing thing. If you have any questions at all please ask :)",6.0092039766407135,6.047971239919356,6.710586763070079,77.41411290322584,66.43951612903226,9.341379310344829,34.84538375973304,9.035553425615538,3.029515100111233,1989,88,374,31,29,657,244,496,0.102,0.826,0.07200000000000001,-0.847,1,1,4,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,7,2,23,20,2,3,19,0,44,5,3,3,4,76,72,45,2,15,28,1,1,3,2,6,2,4,1,2,19,18,1,3,7,4,4,14,15,11,0,1,5,7,55,10,54,57,8,52,0,0,2,0,35,18,0,24,18,259,74,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06444279037786152,0.07769253503580742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116273849890499,0.060490934927067176,0.0,0.0,0.29662463741999473,0.0,0.0556141159787187,0.0,0.0,0.0508324472149682,0.0,0.05982463080773511,0.0647170342962945,0.20388971415628776,0.0,0.06830258773746295,0.0,0.0,0.0886326018512801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06429587207257548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856119885985599,0.0,0.05804379754256644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430712285071693,0.0,0.060730227292374435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19206656482117912,0.0,0.06125158036885281,0.0,0.06533668007468033,0.0,0.06853362954242916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664450671085409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123332857078184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892134350085794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428700006901891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292247375436839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852680212358434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043006478486815,0.0,0.07990633480718777,0.0,0.0,0.07697716270953912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655037295462133,0.0,0.0,0.06433584138815532,0.06104838921031134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04852678050996325,0.07370481877217966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424313599624231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05344172622613626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0492623518023535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072302647857367,0.0,0.06939889741596611,0.15119985686326792,0.12695496648804222,0.0,0.0798010681884617,0.0,0.16391316056615593,0.0,0.0,0.15676245182413195,0.20868779820556632,0.0,0.0,0.081438902866154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04657248921739024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734381782503322,0.0727838317304322,0.22072414058532744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027381971234985,0.1634322095869568,0.0,0.07410691559356901,0.2463886462378348,0.11193363850513408,0.0,0.08137996390875094,0.10291267549336226,0.07748687585703577,0.0,0.06077916020046309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921613054546027,0.0,0.0,0.08313701437378755,0.0,0.0965952409566629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04239105136401882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807242839393275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996767123351708,0.08575885982344768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007871244836475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794843437003352,0.0,0.046815418887993766 socialanxiety,xUnAnswereed,2020/02/20,"Social Anxiety makes life really really hard. Please help me. I'm not a bad looking guy, I just can't get a girl because of my ***Social Anxiety.*** I'm not a dumb guy, I just can't answer to the question that the teacher asked me about because of my ***Social Anxiety.*** I didn't make my presentation for my class because of my ***Social Anxiety.*** Got an F. Great. I wanna drop out of school because of my ***Social Anxiety.*** I can't order food at a restaurant because of my ***Social Anxiety.*** I can't make eye contant because of my ***Social Anxiety.*** I can't greet anyone on the street I know or when buying something because of my ***Social Anxiety.*** I'm really good at many things I'm just afraid to show it to people because of my ***Social Anxiety.*** I'm too afraid to go to a therapist because of my ***Social Anxiety.*** My parents don't understand my ***Social Anxiety.*** *I'm spending hours playing games on my computer and that's the only thing that makes me feel good.* Thank you, ***Social Anxiety,*** I'm really thankful!",-1.2180671612651324,-2.222782263959392,2.1239796954314727,85.23288090589615,148.28934010152284,5.273221397891449,20.79726669269817,6.297961479604792,1.5932674580242097,782,35,139,20,65,276,87,197,0.04,0.8170000000000001,0.14300000000000002,0.9661,1,0,1,0,0,0,88.0,0,1,0,0,6,10,1,2,10,0,7,3,1,4,0,18,28,3,0,1,6,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,6,2,1,0,5,3,2,1,9,4,0,0,2,4,26,6,23,26,0,12,0,0,2,0,21,6,1,2,3,81,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5219113131041012,0.0,0.0,0.03975314061812854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0531501493076405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04747012041056774,0.3119151280342374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02874673047765875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874722107924441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02970349625559565,0.0,0.032311033546649916,0.09537168056204848,0.04547076776718182,0.06268095032567883,0.0,0.11258738643664196,0.0,0.0,0.0509293785958722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03810756028487073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05598903609632192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0312450800414546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04015715840701208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04774244274576514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15180004387351906,0.05764031018403078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04323948715254128,0.0,0.0,0.06312884778403366,0.0,0.0,0.0394149111485658,0.0,0.0,0.06240783709973832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368869363564747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568668747862468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0575385623372752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6954572044682797,0.0,0.04376843842059893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468573754568734,0.0,0.06601104890926361,0.0755415961099254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05918627746535856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Anthonykaps,2020/02/20,"It sucks to suffer from social anxiety I've been suffering from this issue for too long, afraid to speak up, unable to connect with others, and letting fear drive my behavior, especially in pleasing people.",18.41916666666668,10.653302583333335,16.150000000000002,43.39500000000002,50.944444444444464,18.844444444444445,55.444444444444436,14.554592549557764,7.726977777777778,167,7,23,4,1,54,33,36,0.3,0.621,0.079,-0.8527,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,1,1,0,9,1,0,4,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794422926800907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110475737694518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38126300095925947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735290188939257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32326603961282624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532428677576579,0.0,0.0,0.4009736208238432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723624125364367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,se_ven,2020/02/20,"Social anxiety —> depression I can’t remember when I didn’t have social anxiety. I just lost my superficial friends due to the fear that they secretly hate me (self-fulfilling prophecy), my depressed sister is terrible to me and my parents hate each other so much they won’t even look the other in the eye. I have no one to talk to at home or at school. My family is falling apart, I have no skill in life and I have no friends. Can’t remember the last time I’ve been happy. Why should I even live anymore when it hurts so bad •_• (ps I’m a freshman girl)",2.937512291052116,4.425477539823014,4.552684365781712,84.78491642084565,74.48672566371681,8.56204523107178,27.59980334316617,9.150863307647796,2.254554375614552,434,17,91,10,9,146,72,113,0.317,0.609,0.07400000000000001,-0.9823,1,0,0,0,0,1,14.0,0,0,2,2,7,12,2,1,5,0,12,2,1,0,0,9,17,7,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,7,9,0,1,3,2,15,3,8,12,2,11,0,4,2,0,11,5,0,1,5,60,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427169935396687,0.0,0.1573273848611798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132457043406387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273271292621493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095592924228413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495508489720946,0.17851312045545042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451283896328373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688742989449009,0.0,0.3132465864832077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15912797748964122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16982646486760075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293120605397188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205150583546082,0.0,0.0,0.140081254193134,0.0,0.13321691110972955,0.0,0.1731733452517418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661801047185055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749797703101237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17614997515918324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594144086154084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16055126431389674,0.0,0.0,0.1654952057724436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234252210401397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750811990916364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250374980335496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314713599875892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwaway183848282,2020/02/20,"Is this a normal dream to have? I had a nightmare today when I slept. The dream went like this: I had math class with my crush. There were three chairs in the middle. My crush was sitting on the right chair, and her female friend was sitting on the left chair. I decided to sit on the middle chair between them. My crush got visibly worried/anxious and told me I was taking too much space and kindly asked me to sit somewhere else. I decided to sit alone in the corner. After a while, I decided to fall from my chair and pretend that I passed out to get my crush’s attention. I wanted her to help me and care about me. I ended up lying on the floor for 15 minutes, pretending to be passed out, and my crush hadn’t noticed or cared at all. After 30 minutes I stood up and got really sad. And then I woke up. I suffer from social anxiety. I’m too scared of communicating with my crush, so I try to find ways to get her attention without talking to her.",3.062400690846289,4.444172891191712,4.284994818652852,87.2582348877375,73.97409326424871,7.219205526770295,24.26563039723661,7.793537801064563,1.1311771329879106,740,22,155,10,15,243,106,193,0.131,0.754,0.115,-0.0754,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,0,6,8,0,1,10,0,10,1,1,0,1,23,25,13,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,12,0,0,6,4,0,4,2,3,0,1,14,0,30,5,34,10,2,36,0,2,0,0,11,19,0,1,8,106,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942223030474733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434582963127083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17531323066574686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3823942938945488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15665546037594855,0.0,0.16609401892042708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17139706274253105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488355611926793,0.0,0.19595112933719666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999663143738566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256959687481069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19528140413200185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20374956390084725,0.0,0.0,0.09161663788981683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378545511600942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837374826375108,0.0,0.2135017066236253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201351462769886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16014776412019008,0.0,0.0,0.1877480980396086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191161032931122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14099760934552036,0.15072778697067665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17775448013274722,0.1791909024367173,0.0,0.12731910435837088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106087879622142,0.148850883139556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17384020098118094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18077016093319928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cosmiicsloth,2020/02/20,"Physically hurts to have lost my friends I had a falling out with friends recently. I can't get over it, no matter how much I keep telling myself there's nothing I can do anymore. I'm still in a group chat with them and whenever they talk there my anxiety spikes and I physically feel horrible for just cutting them blatantly out of my life because I couldn’t deal with social interaction anymore. The worst part is that I don't even know if I should leave the group because I just don't want to cause drama in case they say something about me leaving so I just.. don't do anything and wait for them to completely forget me or kick me out for good, whichever comes first. So to put it short, losing friends sucks, especially when they mean a lot to you but you're too much of an anxious wreck to even consider attempting reconciliation.",7.0145739604635295,6.770327907975464,6.965357873210635,77.38228357191551,64.39877300613497,10.4346284935242,35.902522154055895,9.994966539143718,3.3558771642808454,671,29,132,13,9,214,106,163,0.174,0.768,0.057999999999999996,-0.9109999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,6,4,14,10,2,0,6,0,12,1,0,2,1,30,23,10,0,4,6,0,1,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,3,10,0,2,3,2,0,3,6,6,0,1,2,2,24,4,21,19,5,14,0,3,0,0,19,7,1,3,4,92,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603388076295973,0.17135389091152714,0.3008492606884048,0.0,0.0,0.12481874350909627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849239994906642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15581592814902287,0.0,0.1306578713224203,0.15903235507672675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637420137387706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20036485781361715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669336792255214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290179252792533,0.0,0.0,0.3515600360667494,0.0,0.0792459221992915,0.0,0.0,0.12722099635681788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623753119834318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481910284053153,0.0,0.0,0.0833587117411911,0.0,0.0,0.32121193557144795,0.0,0.0,0.10713523497312924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696897996312843,0.16557534766085,0.12895190715126342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16522269919352084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22300276753704495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553991686718962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642533791221169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247910626582625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14976453430758335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206210841778906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461745379510064,0.0,0.11676976461011256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113090014931685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191368858094387,0.13257397262492435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946409683945286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,EightyEleventyNine,2020/02/20,"Does anybody struggle to talk to people online, anonymously? I find it incredibly difficult to post on any website or app because I will instantly regret it and delete it within seconds, I don’t post to Facebook or social media at all because of this, nothing can stay online for more than a few seconds before I freak out and delete it. I know it’s stupid but I’m gonna try my best to keep this one up.",3.9855555555555564,5.309177370370372,5.262654320987657,81.37694444444449,71.5925925925926,7.375308641975309,29.549382716049386,7.793537801064563,1.9971382716049373,321,13,60,4,6,107,60,81,0.11900000000000001,0.8079999999999999,0.07200000000000001,0.0525,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,6,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,11,7,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,0,0,6,1,13,5,4,8,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,2,0,42,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16806596249711173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013126017108361,0.0,0.21030079988277345,0.0,0.2593617130922295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21627682339627705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258845574105913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21967237756639665,0.0,0.0,0.13582352955366364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371407233502193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674707396367294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17133809041741935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4733900521497635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25193153620527625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26342194266286023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583679047377766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986444744417468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16779412130944898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,akaWits,2020/02/20,"Taking a manager position with anxiety? Do you think it's the best idea to take on a manager position with quite bad anxiety? I work in fast food and there is a whole bunch of social interaction with it and serving customers and what not which normally I wouldn't have to deal with as a driver. My anxiety is weird at times I feel super confident and feel like I can deal with any situations ease free and other days I have crashes and dont want to talk to anyone and I really dont want to do a bad job as a manager. But at the same time I dont want to limit myself in life, why should I turn down promotions and chance to get extra cash. Unsure.",3.2312686567164164,4.413606902985073,5.2225671641791065,81.48623880597016,73.25373134328359,9.53910447761194,25.34029850746269,9.888512548439397,2.3246591044776115,511,16,107,14,10,177,82,134,0.14300000000000002,0.7,0.157,0.785,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,6,1,7,0,0,8,0,12,2,0,0,0,27,22,11,0,6,2,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,13,1,1,4,0,2,0,5,3,0,0,0,2,11,5,21,20,5,10,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,5,73,16,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637422686748996,0.0,0.32524545022880696,0.0,0.0,0.09909367966333656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236659988740596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14872603712795754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139745490645906,0.2922134879663082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4982831493168639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331543405264138,0.1012445516279502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17136797237762327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404267177549305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15998424313047754,0.0,0.0,0.14063489235717114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010078523354797,0.06923706611332314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885517440804146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15073630035831734,0.0,0.0,0.09078924152747288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15929883283990653,0.0,0.1444653436339902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131110904073325,0.11390889244543626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908082341307802,0.0,0.0,0.16527574392370345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415029152527387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507697774523629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787994780231254,0.15822493648710367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031735985258653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,neverending_scream,2020/02/20,"Please motivate me to keep plans with my friends for tonight I made plans with a group of friends a month ago. I’ve bailed on them before and it’s been awhile since I’ve seen them so I don’t want to do it again. But the temptation to go home and relax on my couch is SO STRONG. Doesn’t help that they get out of work later than me so I have to dick around at my office for an hour before we can meet up. Help!",1.5808791208791213,2.5350367582417594,2.4470329670329685,100.67296703296705,77.02197802197801,6.079120879120879,18.494505494505496,6.1826913282559595,-0.5819494505494505,319,5,84,2,7,100,64,91,0.035,0.6970000000000001,0.268,0.9709,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,3,5,5,4,0,0,4,0,7,1,1,2,0,12,13,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,7,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,12,4,17,10,0,13,0,0,1,1,10,6,1,0,6,50,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194208254903772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22035459677208985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4212603950000491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824828523955954,0.0,0.12932445352413247,0.0,0.14067726978211295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33182891108654866,0.0,0.2482932426445753,0.0,0.2437676505887996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200164540406022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342193146501749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19757645864748447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27171412277860457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047597617314748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14599988381352635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18020512938718733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,nothinggold23,2020/02/20,"I went to office hours! I just went to a professor's office hours for the first time in 3 years! Idk if people normally post things like this here but this is such a huge accomplishment for me and I just really feel like I need to share it cuz I'm so excited about it! I chickened out and walked straight past his door 3 times before I decided to go in, but I did it and it actually went well and I can't believe the adrenaline I'm feeling right now, this is wild! Okay thanks I'm leaving now lol bye!",0.8951629502572871,2.984113113207549,2.8625214408233286,91.70314751286452,82.9622641509434,6.873413379073758,20.957118353344764,8.00094639256281,0.8884641509433964,394,12,90,8,11,132,69,106,0.011000000000000001,0.6940000000000001,0.295,0.9842,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,9,7,0,0,4,2,4,0,0,1,0,16,15,9,0,3,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,0,3,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,4,2,10,7,10,11,0,21,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,12,53,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.184270071046207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16067975067723114,0.2127458579877236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190955445582354,0.1348996261058636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16061803045792505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073159922120894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37191747227771693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19994286971905054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18450482877689536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001446734928422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18501253459389247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18025884842033485,0.13091039912891445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18084618697338628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096882784860825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16125911449367075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17384856753266312,0.0,0.0,0.12544973728737466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202156629781644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697801382129076,0.5251397113341176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159982090902605 socialanxiety,dreamingbigg,2020/02/20,"Can’t get any peace and quiet. Where do you go when you want silence? If I go to the bathroom, the cats cry, the cats cry for food etc. The dogs bark, growl. My mother is LOUD when she talks. She makes a racket in the house. The tv is always blasting. I have tinnitus in my right ear and have had it for over ten years but I find the bloody thing gets worse when there’s too much noise and when I’m getting annoyed by it. I’m also slightly hard of hearing hut sometimes everything is amplified and my ears are sensitive. Where do you got for peace and quiet? To bathe in silence?",0.6705042016806715,3.002480714285713,1.805672268907564,97.25623949579834,86.39495798319328,4.7445378151260496,19.42436974789916,6.1826913282559595,-0.13438823529411792,451,13,100,4,14,142,79,119,0.135,0.8009999999999999,0.064,-0.8422,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,0,9,1,1,0,8,0,10,3,2,1,0,10,21,12,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,3,5,1,0,1,2,0,2,1,1,0,1,2,7,11,0,11,19,2,14,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,5,62,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207981814099404,0.16864255791635036,0.0,0.0,0.13782654005879935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4452598473925802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260371673842716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821520012352461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18524207125610007,0.0,0.2450764636708817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.317669327139412,0.0,0.2303707325140136,0.0,0.162098406158635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18155776782372648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284304328834833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338607394939696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13528771546534066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899008291254207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17308408357744814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20045161552186536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629031851977468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346488406661137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954347789510307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065440242268624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051661378214166 socialanxiety,bittersweetk,2020/02/20,"Math class makes me wanna die Not to be dramatic but it really does. I had another math teacher until this year, then this new teacher took her place and everything changed, making it worse for all of us. He’s a bully and always humiliates us in front of class. My anxiety goes beyond any limit and I can clearly hear and feel my heartbeat, my face turns red and I’m sweating like crazy, and this happens especially when he’s looking in the classroom thinking about who he’s going to pick next to come solve an exercise on the whiteboard (and we also receive a mark for this). Usually my anxiety is not so bad and I’m pretty good at managing it but somehow I become powerless in this situation. I’m a senior in highschool and the thought that I only have 3 more months left and then I’ll be free kinda gives me strength to continue but at the same time I don’t know how I’ll do that. I don’t even know how I managed to resist these 5 months since the beginning of the year. What is there to do? Tomorrow I have math again and I feel like crying and already considering not going.",3.9741993087557614,5.266088525345623,5.305826612903228,81.17873991935484,71.58064516129029,8.558640552995392,29.23070276497696,9.017664075816787,2.409101612903226,858,34,168,17,16,287,131,217,0.122,0.736,0.141,0.7636,1,0,0,0,0,1,15.0,3,0,0,2,11,6,0,0,10,0,12,3,2,5,2,38,33,23,1,1,6,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,13,14,0,1,6,1,1,6,5,1,0,0,3,5,19,6,22,28,3,33,0,0,2,0,11,10,0,2,19,108,32,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560189733521457,0.11306343916727644,0.11764146706656856,0.0,0.0,0.09614486742586542,0.1482517540473155,0.216314269278032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804838275775012,0.0,0.15614573218817113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956381267708535,0.12178840255403504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15530190694534374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14673259028848612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372467454901652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338172937499674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706536783588596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429743600020481,0.10100360138031976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562686295122514,0.16070173079082,0.11858483351068386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502397277453772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15934821897325424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540011847996316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15361237085535207,0.0,0.0,0.13814457991085324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872559214716873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18874767460917552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22570013561784905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654798477437444,0.15036176635658358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752767183829784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771449665029535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383670956607866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057317370084443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695296673559626,0.1589197201607269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059212110396668,0.0,0.1122418181092417,0.08244120344593958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570810276479912,0.0,0.1537834317751136,0.0,0.0,0.3401311932653602,0.0,0.15571271854175506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440807250796876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820912361814128 socialanxiety,n0tive,2020/02/20,"Posting this in class after presentation Lmao Had to present today in class (group presentation) One member didn't show up Thought I should be brave and say his part along with mine Its my turn and I shut down Shaking and stuttering I straight up tell everyone to hold on cause I'm panicking Say a single sentence after that. &#x200B; &#x200B; How's everyone else's day going?",3.8708571428571434,6.941130585714286,3.8367857142857176,83.13946428571431,78.85714285714286,6.928571428571428,28.75,8.07648339933343,2.364714285714286,311,14,53,6,8,95,55,70,0.095,0.76,0.145,0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,10,8,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,5,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,2,0,1,3,2,6,1,12,3,2,18,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,7,33,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3879137957249633,0.43503267451901495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838922370286729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544642519657733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953960557042206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421028134976993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101735318226378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130158220106488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938500234545772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17144177678014216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847113419763084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646233788408925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211367889390827,0.0,0.0,0.16968023191553874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19471111222754045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43503267451901495,0.0 socialanxiety,YaBoiAycha,2020/02/20,"Any group Project Anxiety Advice? (urgent :O) Heyya everyone. I am sure all of you have had experienced relatively similar things. I am a college freshman studying CS (not loving it very much but thats a whole another talking point nvm that). We have to do a group project this year. My group is made up of 6 people and i know two quite well. We are not close but we know each other from HS. The other three are complete strangers for me and two of them are dating which makes things so awkward during meetups. I also feel like i am being a burden to them. They are all A and B+ students i feel like i suck at everything (i am bare a B student but that makes so much difference) !anways... Do any one of you have found ways to cope with group project anxiety? I certainly need one right now, i am going crazy. I dont feel like going to classes, i cant sleep at night... sigh... thanks everyone in advance",1.0571762315896365,3.5566012513966503,2.61334941594718,90.81793169121384,86.76536312849163,5.712646013204672,22.661503301168104,7.1686216300943375,0.9460703910614524,700,26,143,11,22,228,111,179,0.091,0.764,0.145,0.8774,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,3,2,3,2,5,12,1,1,7,0,19,2,1,3,4,28,34,9,0,1,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,9,0,0,6,0,0,3,4,3,2,5,3,4,22,8,15,30,6,15,0,0,0,1,14,7,1,0,7,97,32,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479318591423145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031041625148866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18760760196760407,0.14464191801894072,0.2110471542431422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462726641063176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441177424982244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16166443004299513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636147995449157,0.12397140685228585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20923953774900947,0.2956326835594939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124388190344412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15678874573807156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516162243189292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20217127072759036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449606408947465,0.13052198350348196,0.18415178864172385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20280326387248654,0.10228062131454356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944716742211312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869431703848287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563009603884837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039770657318805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671596732275266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779984408254135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13803942851960566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000663851066654,0.0,0.0,0.1108707942417894,0.0,0.12699644428547738,0.0,0.0,0.18328216099969372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694943019385378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381478950730405,0.0,0.10949020063888401,0.0,0.0,0.12402445512980802,0.0,0.0,0.1540048717933497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882871513045819 socialanxiety,autism1025,2020/02/20,"me i like minions, paw patrol, legos, disney, sofia the first, vambrinia , scooby doo, hot wheels, dinos, i have autism and special needs , i love swimming, fishing, boating, sidewalk chalk, bubbles, im very sensitive i love santa he is real im just mikie",2.2989523809523824,5.206747911111116,3.1749206349206363,83.75,92.11111111111113,3.4603174603174613,26.42857142857143,5.288315135182226,1.1165238095238106,196,9,29,1,7,62,38,45,0.0,0.72,0.28,0.9274,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,4,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,11,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25177421855011073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6394533835866361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446087931460274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5342962582552292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21947743352394386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369084801446503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442278662085038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bornxntuesday,2020/02/20,"Social anxiety playing online videogames? I've never been someone who likes to play online, except from a few mmorpgs when I was a child. I started playing online games like GTA V or Red Dead Redemption (and some more), but I get really anxious when people talk to me. Sometimes, they want to add me to their 'group', so we can help each other, and I just exit the game. I want to make friends to play online but I don't think I will ever be able to. Once, I made a friend by doing some missions together, we added each other and talked a little (which was hard, because I didn't know what to say and that led me to more anxiety), but I didn't want to play always with him (I wanted to do some stuff on my own instead of missions), so I ghosted him and I feel really really bad for being this shitty, because he was just being nice to me. Do you get it too playing online? What do you do?",4.622410848819687,4.65354879005525,5.691361125062784,83.5656805625314,69.38674033149171,8.128779507785032,27.50426921145153,7.686295010490155,1.5103436464088396,685,20,141,7,11,228,107,181,0.1,0.7090000000000001,0.191,0.9171,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,2,2,2,0,9,12,0,0,5,0,17,0,0,3,2,33,29,13,2,4,7,0,2,2,2,1,0,1,0,1,10,11,0,0,3,8,0,1,4,1,0,0,7,4,26,11,19,18,9,9,0,0,1,0,21,3,0,4,7,105,36,0,0.1654222031743719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764452473748026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530950652958269,0.18688000402892294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812062996055788,0.20167967932343625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14963385337108168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364243630603227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25560956765000525,0.0,0.17285254721791746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818580181219915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087901583739276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091171670028103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616338653455292,0.165796505552796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652648838513314,0.11042060514335242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758380104342062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17616924758403388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468292708327285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179210976933021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155037552532664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16862710402700534,0.14016169593430594,0.0,0.16360678877423646,0.0,0.11708668683022755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18936884571929535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659202016597453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599586833832796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3902812054949654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,__mrb__,2020/02/20,"How to text people So I met a friend of a friend and when we are togheger we chat a lot, we're good together and spend a lot of time discussing about thing and having fun. But this happens only when we're together physically, I don't know how to start texting with him. I don't want to just say ""hi"" because he's a friend of my friend and I think I could be awkward idk. I just want to be friend with him because I think that we can get along together. Thank you.",1.244848484848486,2.9501120707070747,2.645454545454548,95.68818181818185,79.8080808080808,6.016161616161617,22.11111111111111,6.937597516519254,0.34652323232323257,361,11,86,4,9,117,58,99,0.054000000000000006,0.6890000000000001,0.257,0.9740000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,3,1,0,0,8,9,0,1,5,0,8,0,0,2,0,23,18,10,0,3,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,10,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,14,8,11,14,2,4,0,0,0,0,17,0,0,2,4,55,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22697041692278794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863858955786624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7191578538501959,0.0,0.09726417366347327,0.0,0.0,0.1561474046850106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16462618611674867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231209367175624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165437499699815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158781011282534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906422630845266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14804686163472613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317694187888193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713968562676248,0.0,0.0,0.12368057382247713,0.2385756116783707,0.0,0.0,0.10855502829569376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196113367134525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,emuuumooooo,2020/02/20,Anyone else not shout BINGO when they win? all the prizes I missed out on,0.532,2.9896492000000023,0.7083333333333357,103.34250000000002,90.33333333333334,3.0,7.5,3.1291,-2.455,58,0,13,0,2,17,15,15,0.11,0.55,0.34,0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,2,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4675430057438187,0.6851217551294172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5585800913283809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Bigbuffchoochootrain,2020/02/20,"Quick anxiety attacks in the middle of speaking Hey guys, kinda want some guidance since it's taking forever to get in to see a therapist and I need some help with this. Quick little backstory on me. I've had social anxiety since I was 15. I've always been a shy kid and an introvert at heart so it makes sense that I would suffer through this most of my life. High school was difficult but once I got to college I became much more social and didn't really have panic attacks from social situations anymore. I could even present in front of class no problem. I have always had trouble with dating however and never had what you call a real relationship. Bit unrelated but it may be important later in the story. After college however I took a job which led me to become very depressed and I started taking medication for the first time in my life. One time I tried to taper off my medication while I was working during the weekday. So anyway it was about the 4th day on half a dose consecutively, and I was feeling really anxious. My job at the time required a lot of face to face interaction with strangers and the public, so this lady comes into the office to ask some questions. It took a lot longer than it usually takes. Anyway in the middle of explaining something to her my voice cracked and began to quiver for a solid 5-10 seconds. It was super noticeable and embarrassing, her look was one of embarrassment for me and kind of shock. I tried to play it off like nothing happened. But anyway she left after a bit and I never saw her again. After that I told myself I would not get off my medication just yet, as I clearly needed it. &#x200B; Jump to the present day, about 2 years later. I met this girl back in September. It was great but things didn't work out, and I felt horrible after it ended. I felt like I didn't stand my ground on a lot of issues we faced and it was really stressful for me. I began to notice this quivering thing come back. It happens everyday now. In the middle of talking to someone I almost have like a mini panic attack from the fear of having this incident happen again. Also my hands used to shake very badly when raising a glass to my mouth in public, but then it kind of stopped. That's back too now though! My question is has anyone noticed this type of behaviour from your social anxiety? I really want this to stop and don't want it to impact my daily life. My current job isn't too stressful but there are times when we have to sit down as a team and go around the room and practice our speech (I work as a telemarketer right now). It can cause me a lot of anxiety. When I was younger I would have no problem with this. I might have been nervous but never had this voice quivering thing to worry about. It's really disheartening to go through something like this when I thought I had conquered my social anxiety and where I live it's almost impossible to get in to see someone (we barely have mental health services). Personally I think I need better medication as my current meds are obviously not working and this is torture to go through everyday. Any help or advice would be appreciated thanks.",4.84089789520824,6.218156397372745,5.8319282728765485,77.90273343036273,69.5911330049261,8.557710105985969,29.111845051500225,8.97023862654752,2.4383133004926107,2502,93,455,46,44,827,282,609,0.16,0.743,0.09699999999999999,-0.9918,7,0,2,0,0,0,53.0,4,2,0,10,33,33,4,9,29,0,45,15,6,4,5,88,87,41,0,13,11,0,4,4,0,6,9,4,1,4,38,30,0,3,8,2,0,11,12,22,0,5,31,12,63,11,84,47,12,93,0,3,4,0,36,32,0,16,52,338,101,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05592990118645227,0.0,0.0,0.11462623884130428,0.0,0.0,0.045771235681808964,0.09524909828881484,0.0620146769332317,0.06954743827885036,0.0389221256575683,0.0,0.21892513338937716,0.06465986171957795,0.056762269858795775,0.040020416008424264,0.0,0.0,0.05095175969821318,0.05350749785116656,0.19534104737942712,0.0,0.13203177760460058,0.04778927997287746,0.0,0.06321215028776456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050620178428301285,0.12497275801959355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058443879301311,0.0,0.0,0.058796659441047776,0.0,0.09860668873453377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045697916422136116,0.0,0.0,0.07382436861552967,0.0,0.049296881372972466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05069369451881756,0.0,0.0,0.03780353025768337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06440588792325526,0.028940005612369445,0.0,0.10991017630993548,0.0,0.0,0.04868451579083557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970961226481124,0.0,0.09758481851439364,0.0,0.04577648492595335,0.06310237804690802,0.0,0.05667217699575749,0.1518395804838301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06083869594936155,0.0,0.06782438310257068,0.07672754363317667,0.060472483882902835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05973902700332871,0.17039230705395866,0.0,0.0,0.11920400157234033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621865749162239,0.0,0.12128145048484015,0.11184956289732624,0.057365041157500525,0.05054002492754338,0.0,0.04806343323406699,0.0,0.0,0.19463841621621775,0.0,0.0,0.038205163236492014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06357577519735003,0.2306351151819281,0.05767995610470561,0.06071785647962963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04207470293007077,0.1273182691976284,0.1324307163196919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05491903830867894,0.1954891036746389,0.0,0.0609539755053877,0.0775685579073598,0.0,0.0,0.13430713360226484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04997586041549965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953335199135802,0.0,0.0,0.12823379359211426,0.0,0.0,0.06514656788977025,0.18333274268162505,0.0,0.0,0.061449543474553336,0.0,0.04887883311481552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057925415840334935,0.09121862021940944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469164998991228,0.06433513803876073,0.0,0.2917220942180513,0.0969909640636686,0.08812542035145149,0.0,0.0,0.04051160539612536,0.0,0.0,0.0957029381480947,0.13112622112279296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910199504781192,0.046003754005431975,0.0,0.052694789664197834,0.0,0.06645486614198326,0.11407423622075705,0.036674218973915214,0.05623362133396051,0.04543862054675362,0.13349800008235352,0.0,0.0,0.05469100529760864,0.12718156798644192,0.07771834078919898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049433124398834266,0.06303685427864326,0.09445061910994262,0.10127700222738524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667260104254558,0.05812546282816114,0.0,0.16263392410631214,0.0,0.06954743827885036,0.03685780721087255 socialanxiety,tsukkishimakei,2020/02/20,"How to know if you have social anxiety I know self-diagnosis is not the way to go about it, and that this sounds like a wiki-how question, but I need to know if that’s the reason why I can’t do certain things :/ and if it is, how to help myself Any advice to figure it out is welcome",2.880967741935482,2.964654032258068,4.919516129032257,87.39927419354844,73.19354838709677,7.490322580645162,23.56451612903225,7.1686216300943375,0.6969225806451607,218,5,51,2,4,76,43,62,0.068,0.7490000000000001,0.183,0.8176,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,3,1,18,11,8,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,7,11,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,4,1,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752184734529616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191527032585122,0.0,0.21545627556554695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600643198836978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18877949882408745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4643512080162788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137596640186983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088348626162793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31550483881466795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28957611513475384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938152795952202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870997721792537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18711122605853445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223555261147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541391793824008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Sabrina_I,2020/02/20,"A boy refused me because I'm “shy” Last night the guy I like (he knows I like him) gave his number to a friend of mine, he wrote to her that I'm shy and that I don't speak too much.. he started to comparing me to her saying she is funny and other adjectives, he started chatting with her, he said that they could see each other after school but fortunately my friend told him that they can only be friends but they kept on chatting anyway. The problem is that he liked me but when he found out I was shy he started ignoring me. I feel like a fucking rag, social anxiety is destroying me",5.117928571428571,4.9147026500000015,5.9440476190476215,82.98000000000002,68.33333333333334,8.857142857142858,30.47619047619048,8.418075326091056,2.072119047619048,458,16,96,6,7,151,73,120,0.157,0.6679999999999999,0.175,0.3725,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,0,3,11,2,0,5,0,8,1,0,0,0,17,23,6,0,2,3,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,0,2,7,5,0,3,3,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,7,5,22,7,9,14,2,9,0,0,1,1,33,2,1,0,11,61,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424214973450025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493985656881453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15054383206410502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533781156666464,0.13470194678001696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20673808882360276,0.4370255914011792,0.17431375197415752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18669662348596291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362352531508344,0.15369545681026597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3684689178761367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138607785824201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17694375243265414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340267605709078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804192820880772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17935660972296166,0.14994451940005304,0.0,0.19082520073686995,0.15025193398946915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19220553320491396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4003752991535081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18016999814354792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,depress3d_chip,2020/02/20,"So there's this girl.. So there's this girl i really like and would love to become friend or mabye even more ( however i font feel ready for a relationship yet) and i just don't know what to say or to do.. I feel nervous every time i'm arround her and i never know what to say: i don't know what to say or how ti start a convo, idk in what WAY to speak, idk what kind of jokes to say and i just don't know how to talk to her.. Please someone help.. i feel like we are getting further and further each day.",0.4989189189189212,1.9807247027027053,2.3462072072072075,98.01174324324323,81.25225225225225,5.521081081081082,18.307207207207206,6.2581,-0.4483592792792792,386,8,98,3,10,128,60,111,0.045,0.777,0.17800000000000002,0.9392,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,0,10,7,0,1,2,0,6,1,0,2,1,23,17,12,0,1,5,0,3,2,1,1,0,5,0,2,7,7,0,0,7,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,8,11,6,12,16,2,9,0,0,0,1,15,3,0,3,7,59,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19703142566802426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505478401812134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783309740370256,0.0,0.15031170974403518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706168294554669,0.1274507045353419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783324556057994,0.0,0.09320788656503354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957936283791115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18577863803248748,0.39218115620590177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17431679461686678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610151241300844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759492291656875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19583225325085066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428914060903735,0.0,0.0,0.19153740384281825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5674909708605653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511597678562103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262741313333241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339308497666814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040278694851939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14160751487073092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267319407059248,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,determinedkorra,2020/02/20,"I think this counts as social anxiety, but idk and I just needed to vent a little. Thank you I don’t know why, but whenever I’m chatting with a friend via Instagram or text, and we’re going back and forth, I always feel like I’m forcing them to be part of the conversation, and that whenever I respond I’m making them feel obligated to reply, as if they’re getting annoyed or something. Nobody has ever complained about me replying or extending a written convo too much, and even when I’ve mentioned it on the down low they always are like “Of course we don’t get annoyed”, but that doubt is always there. That they’re just being pleasant with me just because that’s what you’re supposed to do. And then I feel terrible for thinking that about them because they’re good people and I’m like “how could I possibly think something so rude and shallow about someone I consider to be a good friend.” Idk, it’s like this terrible round and round of “I really like them and I don’t want them to get bored of me but I also don’t want them to think I’m ignoring or avoiding them, or that I’m obsessively waiting for their responses, etc, etc,”",4.852173274596184,5.6080788281938325,5.750766519823793,80.78656093979444,69.08810572687224,8.872716593245226,30.551835535976505,9.029198982220553,2.4836193245227607,902,35,176,16,15,297,114,227,0.17800000000000002,0.654,0.168,-0.1503,0,1,2,0,0,0,18.0,1,1,9,0,15,23,3,3,6,0,12,0,0,2,1,45,37,27,0,5,13,0,5,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,11,13,0,3,8,1,0,1,4,12,0,0,1,5,25,11,22,32,4,9,0,1,2,0,19,4,0,7,9,113,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975639428061322,0.34260155196601666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104993596525383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553448852376172,0.0,0.16732902202975225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958057954777624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30613341932454025,0.09065036393173916,0.12414778936142865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20818865511228288,0.09804930027344144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120734182035809,0.0,0.21511771373065144,0.0,0.07800064572668296,0.2302325816083349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542737422796064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352598128116565,0.13755757259812298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916134532370982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008923533578067,0.10176692810832937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862515070670146,0.0,0.09514980436664884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472539608710864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792395700301266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399060554796768,0.11628895675258813,0.2113189263553747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263586185683048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517694008190692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16190369959715742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384409036742175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ThrowawayaccountABCT,2020/02/20,"Is anyone else scared to go out in public because of their body? I'm pretty skinny and I feel like people are also judging me and my body, especially my legs. Anyone know how to get rid of chicken legs? I spend like 20mins deciding whether or not to wear shorts some days :(",2.72277777777778,4.87015090740741,3.699777777777779,87.77300000000002,76.96296296296295,5.801481481481483,21.91111111111111,6.742157984588678,0.5452044444444448,215,6,42,2,5,69,43,54,0.095,0.7659999999999999,0.14,0.4137,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,2,6,6,1,0,11,7,6,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,2,7,7,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,3,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051024573497444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586656792291546,0.26278829609185284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634439263960828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5697704039077879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540474808894287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21425142222098748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968114533930755,0.18322533788865505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399727033309558,0.0,0.14576029231160098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409516038404161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250600839828908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17780703183499375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609266338118137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567755820814488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,x_uchiha,2020/02/20,"I want to go to a concert My favorite artist rn is having a concert in like a month, and I really want to go but I’ve never been to a concert before and I struggle with social anxiety. Just the thought of being around all those people makes me anxious, like I don’t even think I’d know what to do with like my hands and shit and just how to act in general. Its also in a small venue of like 200 people so that makes it even worse. Fuck I just want to go and believe I’ll have fun but I just keep overthinking everything. The worst part is I’d be going alone since I don’t have any friends. Anyways, yea I just wanted to get that off my chest since I have no one to talk to...",1.589977168949769,2.9106645958904167,3.2180136986301378,93.66117579908678,77.6986301369863,6.236529680365297,21.755707762557076,6.816661863887847,0.3107735159817349,525,14,123,5,12,174,84,146,0.195,0.648,0.157,-0.8859999999999999,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,12,10,2,1,7,1,12,4,3,3,2,29,28,10,0,4,7,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,6,8,0,1,3,4,0,5,4,4,0,1,2,4,13,6,19,24,3,13,0,0,0,1,3,6,2,0,6,81,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910938991800996,0.0,0.12285402747964068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447041299785903,0.0,0.11752286759473203,0.17355276321901664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136759010169964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307237413876174,0.173083007682404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20293600886771204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13806843579846342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869045862180852,0.14202403410450562,0.080262833241571,0.0,0.3492349957866012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654914812972596,0.0,0.0,0.08442839951927805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002140770089615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20509204543872805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262217949309966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184852351011506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410042030495442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16636113521006984,0.0,0.21300875920643267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984162453638005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769407367930138,0.25416072772919795,0.0,0.0,0.15660155836136416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606024284293191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347812713730524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843683349380072,0.0,0.12196125916492212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36244852411078204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15655721680319806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,turndowntheheat,2020/02/20,Nothing worse than seeing your parents visibly excited about you going out with your friends. I never went out with my friends when I was a kid. From school straight to home to wait the next day. Looking back i probably really hurt my parents by not trying to enjoy my childhood and even my teenage years.,5.9397368421052645,7.395939421052635,5.493815789473686,81.0554605263158,67.0701754385965,8.50701754385965,35.30263157894737,8.841846274778883,3.1291789473684206,245,12,43,4,4,75,45,57,0.09699999999999999,0.7040000000000001,0.2,0.6940000000000001,2,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,6,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,2,10,4,11,4,0,12,0,1,2,0,8,3,0,0,7,30,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16943613701220156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210801440210605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553960224941842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34048490920858865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523041785918884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210297838176179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358900515695903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850391460254129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16994809433047767,0.0,0.23434553863506155,0.0,0.0,0.21143250212038572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4893468960409248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375753937950575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116234260294075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22300673836727364,0.1755910309695924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14960370537941822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042673669576246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245562548504288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189866831724998 socialanxiety,allthetimeuphere,2020/02/20,"I just want to feel normal I am positive that most people hate me, think I’m a creep, or suspect that I am severely disabled. I can’t respond to the most basic questions because I lock up. Sometimes I have to get coworkers to ask my boss something because I’m afraid. I can’t make eye contact because it’s excruciating. My eyes dart all over the place when someone is talking to me. They have to ask me to repeat myself several times before I’m understood. I cope by talking to myself and repeating the same phrases over and over again. I exist in my own head. I talk to myself every moment of every day under my breath. I know people notice. Today I thought of something funny at work and started laughing out loud out of nowhere. I never smile around people I don’t know. It never feels natural. Everyone looked at me, and every time I walked passed them again they would go silent and awkward. In another instance I was walking unnecessarily close behind a female coworker in the hall. It didn’t register in my mind how inappropriate it was until she started looking behind at me all paranoid like before speeding up, apologizing for being in my way. I have no idea if she was sarcastic. I just want to feel normal. Right now I just feel like my body is transportation for my brain. I think I felt human at one point in the past, but not anymore. I just fumble about trying my best while everyone looks at me weird; that’s all my life is. I hate it.",3.3862190812720847,5.499642999999999,4.794411307420496,80.85120706713779,74.8303886925795,7.0721696113074195,27.221060070671378,7.9765259561132025,1.8958665441696108,1151,45,209,18,25,383,157,283,0.091,0.838,0.071,-0.5425,0,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,3,2,11,9,2,2,7,0,17,7,6,3,5,48,45,12,0,6,8,0,5,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,8,9,0,0,14,0,0,5,8,5,0,1,7,11,47,4,40,36,8,50,0,0,5,0,15,25,0,5,21,150,55,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950812578314242,0.0,0.0,0.10357043833363287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929683766865102,0.19526333320944506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909859406850266,0.0,0.1777312371022575,0.0,0.10959701092563147,0.0,0.0,0.1160026003359292,0.0,0.11658285153983534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735127256392907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26397037773569343,0.1995822720152416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112198172558766,0.07460765071943998,0.10027299089751722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054562440203795526,0.0,0.059352233172881214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20621385334286665,0.10717938484104897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117893243045362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147883600472462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376480315593083,0.1020423274608198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630947032379948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971048749204163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544854130255762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16109183526531207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046462389579515,0.0,0.11889876971327595,0.0,0.0,0.07076716244221984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969404356598327,0.2172041009088015,0.0,0.10911127347614018,0.0,0.09872385992129937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698994987831556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918604177619006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359613256322605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848656587787228,0.16079674820687512,0.1032878690318074,0.0,0.14783780630737745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518202132783573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383414525603035,0.0,0.08290890866432891,0.12179257823540147,0.0,0.09899119465149936,0.0,0.0,0.0709038120050857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319572537532693,0.08289482625648202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602917567922197,0.0,0.0,0.07418689760606625,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jmaruth,2020/02/20,"When you hear a piece of news and call your friend to ask her about it.. And the response is not ""Yes"", but ""How did you know?"".. How many of you have faced this? It happens to me often, like I'm not supposed to be told certain things, and they are surprised how I found out, because nobody tells me anything..",2.546451612903226,4.004820741935486,2.7589032258064528,97.36835483870968,75.45161290322581,4.960000000000001,23.690322580645162,3.1291,-0.13268774193548394,234,7,53,0,5,71,49,62,0.0,0.8370000000000001,0.163,0.8661,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,1,0,6,4,0,0,2,1,5,1,1,3,1,15,12,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,9,4,7,8,1,2,0,0,0,0,12,1,0,1,2,39,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539112681825463,0.0,0.28845363073045066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18808988901831586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150651750774747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33831035937833703,0.23838581741399226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728507220986561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.347759518811595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16957161734869308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507424838061469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128223902585148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696872646754337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049876430539853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948338023630754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwaway2847588383,2020/02/20,"Scared of standing up in front of class I have to leave in the middle of class tomorrow to go meet up for a thing in another class but I am terrified of standing up in front of everyone and leaving. It just draws so much attention to get up and leave, especially if we’re gonna be taking notes and the class will be quiet. I know it’s stupid but I am actually scared out of my mind.",1.8583068783068768,3.4920872469135844,3.9277954144620817,87.51222222222223,77.76543209876544,8.085361552028218,23.917107583774253,8.841846274778883,1.5880144620811287,301,10,68,7,7,103,51,81,0.215,0.785,0.0,-0.9538,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,2,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,11,11,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,19,7,1,16,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,1,1,45,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.21537578528438128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314279443787465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21089263749429207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530900822518235,0.0,0.12543147112834993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212934383378473,0.0,0.0,0.7010826934606479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22284866056163427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16224322490373794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4419274755769833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659423403248271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662628352279994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,abrl9828,2020/02/20,"I’m tired of hiding who I am because of my social anxiety I’m a junior I’m college and I have no friends. I look at people who have form new friendships and relationships and I think “why does everyone hate me? Am I that disgusting that people just don’t even try to talk to me?” Thinking back, I had so many opportunities to be like them. To build relationships with others but I wasted that opportunity from fear of speaking up and being myself or just pure habit of not speaking up. I’m tired of it. I want to be me and not hold back because of all the negative things I tell myself that others think. I believe that others have given up on me or have misunderstood me for wanting to be by myself. I want to get out of this hole but I don’t know how. I don’t know how to be myself and I don’t know how to not care.",1.1817886456908369,3.1875723430232554,3.5175102599179238,87.86442544459646,81.38372093023256,6.140082079343365,21.164158686730502,7.285733465282438,0.6192868673050613,641,19,139,9,17,221,87,172,0.19699999999999998,0.7240000000000001,0.079,-0.973,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,9,8,2,1,2,0,16,2,0,3,2,32,34,14,0,3,9,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,13,8,0,1,6,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,2,3,25,5,26,27,2,9,0,0,1,0,11,6,0,2,4,108,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203512374758288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419424938385221,0.0,0.19180460078850925,0.0,0.0,0.17724851841131764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16040071455187035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767392912142504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390998915997222,0.0,0.0,0.15032833518153954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770314854281008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154692838986356,0.0,0.08219448267081049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553233408528184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25938089926349583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685979846979127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211122856252006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15950026339639906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194299476660125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21813514500078574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378108527326395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603704174784638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644981956548634,0.13750674852538058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451803987910913,0.30241760518559885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616380078943835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681161116289327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783785570254565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14195903391293227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,toxicwaste789,2020/02/20,I want a tattoo but I'm too anxious to email I love love love this artists work and I'm sure hes booked out many months. The only way to contact him is via email and thats terrifying to me. I don't even know what to say - do I first ask if he has availability or do I lead with my tattoo idea? He doesn't have a website or anything. Ugh why does this have to be so scary.,-0.08749999999999858,1.4708507261904766,2.131190476190479,98.48464285714287,83.40476190476191,5.152380952380953,18.833333333333336,5.985473137389443,-0.497495238095238,287,7,75,2,8,97,57,84,0.16899999999999998,0.617,0.214,0.6783,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,3,5,0,0,3,0,10,3,0,1,1,13,18,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,9,4,7,17,0,5,0,0,0,3,12,1,0,3,2,42,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542260484697847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18518503296586936,0.0,0.2103778044129161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19693007268285667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863381795183828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19141507176192196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540376753724477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367361942447296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6093099436769521,0.0,0.0,0.2281506648646923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17962118014763825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711496296734666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17895725290836415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120932849508484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273176172670287,0.1786226964211762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20305952655571666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638285159616943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,WesternNinja0,2020/02/20,"I'm so tired of this... The constant social anxiety is just too much. I (18M) can't go out in public without intense feelings of fear or insecurity. Eye contact with anyone is incredibly painful and stressful. Everyone I know or even just briefly interacted with hates me. I deserve being hated because I lack any redeeming qualities, but it still hurts, especially when people hate me from a short glance. Sorry for the long post, this just seemed like a good place to vent.",5.248423645320199,7.365549080459773,5.939901477832514,74.61310344827587,69.6896551724138,8.649589490968804,33.118226600985224,9.23628265651192,3.2602985221674885,378,18,64,8,7,123,73,87,0.301,0.628,0.071,-0.9523,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,8,10,3,3,4,0,4,3,1,0,0,15,12,6,0,1,7,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,8,0,0,0,3,6,2,10,11,2,10,0,1,2,0,4,4,0,3,5,41,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478313920588767,0.0,0.14037345049309882,0.0,0.0,0.12830422433225186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185707017986343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19829329954741032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211969567160892,0.0,0.0,0.17533768292622606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064832981916966,0.09278076898262297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428464348011178,0.15390720465739388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5434910455824293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964355812986285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084425272024414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964656568301316,0.0,0.0,0.16238762204703389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489020509722602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19525200368239604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721258052590648,0.0,0.1917135994020069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175737835009577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16704728692725934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18705041452516816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20540803596062854,0.0,0.0,0.14653963397148131,0.0,0.21019331842075115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109009265807532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17688298194391755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Satoriblue,2020/02/20,"It is Possible to Overcome Social Anxiety. Hey everyone. &#x200B; I used to frequent this sub a few years back, visiting it almost daily as it was a source of solidarity and solace as I was someone who suffered extremely with social-anxiety. I'm almost 22 years old now, and I still think back to when I was in high-school and how every day felt like mental torture, and how hopeless life felt. My social-anxiety was quite severe, to the point where I had no friends (except online), could not make eye contact with anyone, said less than 5 words a day unless talking with my brother, and of course was bullied for this making things much worse and creating a self-sustaining cycle of depression on top of my anxiety. Each day I went to school it felt as if I were just 'surviving', and I remember failing out of AP English because my teacher wanted everyone to give a 10 minute presentation and I felt as if I'd literally rather die. &#x200B; I'm creating this post in-case there are people reading this now who feel similarly to how I used to feel, even if your feelings are not quite as severe. Today, I have excellent social skills, a near perfect GPA, and am graduating college in May with a wonderful career lined up and many friends, along with a beautiful girlfriend. When I think back to how I felt once-upon a time, it is almost impossible to comprehend my old state of mind. I think back to it often in order to feel gratitude to how things have changed from where I once came from, to keep things in perspective, and to be appreciative of life. &#x200B; Social-anxiety may feel impossible to beat. You may feel as if there is no hope, as if nobody understands you and you will be stuck this way forever. This is not true, I promise you. If you continue working on yourself, little by little you have the ability to change these negative feelings, negative thoughts. It is not something that can happen overnight, but the most important thing is to try. Additionally, I have learned that if you manage to overcome social anxiety, the pendulum of your social skills swings back in the opposite direction; what I mean by this is, the tools you develop when overcoming social anxiety do not disapear when your social-anxiety is gone. Your social skills will be excellent due to your hyper-awareness of social situations and the practice of many years of steadily improving communication. &#x200B; Here are some important factors that assisted me with overcoming social-anxiety, and I am by no means writing this out as a single-fix roadmap that 100% will 'cure' social-anxiety, but however a few things that will at least help and overtime change your mental-state into a healthier one. 1.) Meditate and study philosophy. This has hands down been the biggest influence in the improvement of my mental health. Years ago when researching how to overcome my social-anxiety, I stumbled across Buddhism and meditation, and tried it out; and fell in love with it. Buddhism grants a wonderful view on the world, and will give you a different perspective on how to handle feelings and situations that arise due to your social-anxiety 2.) Exercise. I began by doing cardio daily when I first began college, and it helped. Not as much as many people tend to say (at least for me), but it helped none the less. Running in the summer late at night is beautiful and clears your mind. However, roughly 14 months ago I began weightlifting and eating well. This has helped me immensely. Bodybuilding makes you feel better about yourself and improves your confidence tremendously overtime. It is a great way to meet people and to 'get out' if you want to try and socialize but are unsure of what to do. 3.) Read. Reading does not necessarily grant you better social skills, but combined with everything else listed it is a healthy habit and way to discipline yourself. Telling yourself, 'each day I am going to read for 30 minutes' and following through with it simply makes you proud of yourself, which is a foundation for self-improvement. Of course, there are many great self-help books that are lovely with overcoming issues within. I sincerely recommend a book called 'Zen mind, Beginners Mind' which was recommended to me by a buddhism professor. Also 'The Untethered Soul' is another good one for learning to accept yourself. 4.) Work a part-time job if you are young and have time. This is scary at first, but having the ability to interact and socialize often with people in a low-pressure setting is another great way to slowly improve confidence and social skills. There is so much more I'd like to say, but I've already rambled on enough. If anyone would like to message me I'd be happy to talk, and I hope this can at least help one person. Thanks for reading.",7.988400926998842,8.436726079953655,7.809070915411358,69.81737462340675,62.24449594438008,11.399944380069526,37.07460023174971,11.086034824415743,4.3913354994206255,3809,171,624,97,50,1219,363,863,0.057,0.76,0.183,0.9991,4,0,1,0,0,1,130.0,0,23,0,21,37,31,1,0,35,0,62,10,2,14,3,150,116,76,1,17,28,1,17,3,3,9,5,3,0,1,45,54,1,2,27,9,0,8,13,5,1,5,23,22,61,26,121,79,17,98,2,4,2,2,64,37,0,24,48,444,106,24,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05904174341898773,0.0,0.10004365763881952,0.0,0.03675040429431988,0.026632191015160952,0.0,0.1443340296347489,0.16186590842629026,0.0,0.06984165812043511,0.3057180808127164,0.0,0.0,0.046572103539086133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803876600876027,0.0,0.02030104262391745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058907138557320673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03400582339615811,0.038089465282041664,0.0,0.0,0.10568965682032964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026589529887498336,0.0,0.0,0.08591005496160711,0.0,0.02868360317609947,0.0,0.034562988721143884,0.034794277615054284,0.0,0.0,0.02914345424256038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03407701944976044,0.027820167908223992,0.0,0.0,0.0344106352185655,0.0,0.0219961472281198,0.0,0.02805899675464457,0.06364439492185141,0.029930357439511106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154980445050398,0.0,0.15987927605587718,0.0,0.0,0.05665459123872664,0.0,0.0,0.051459232237492575,0.0,0.01739930835122005,0.06389405005733284,0.018926715932265702,0.02793276023458917,0.0,0.1101491729875274,0.0,0.0,0.029449505064847382,0.03545138847999545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035399257798072625,0.0,0.0,0.1339327571819292,0.03518617572675198,0.0,0.06615427490299028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034759410676011494,0.03304783307229281,0.02960100755794129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03756694392178793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047045423583815776,0.04881011315848735,0.06675619353253799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060114050370503685,0.0,0.08891935644062535,0.1350550146315507,0.0,0.07255289887748058,0.0,0.0,0.10068399416211096,0.0,0.13450510486383516,0.0,0.02658193120690954,0.0,0.073444042441603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03125236769388686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989125191742199,0.035466333705255336,0.06770040026842908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036063624622707874,0.0,0.09235171332137644,0.02907867006224565,0.0,0.0,0.03148185590632459,0.037543838156281054,0.031894821430846376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084313158252506,0.16655877266151936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03772551508649031,0.0,0.03167853421399763,0.052967354761589286,0.0,0.06740830638774054,0.0,0.0,0.10422606994797834,0.07524523918475237,0.0,0.0,0.07486735543458271,0.0,0.6450110860925158,0.028217305510880482,0.0256380780760085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026595613049445382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05353496561046826,0.029108064680555736,0.03066069077961108,0.0,0.0,0.1106243110869744,0.06401715775176217,0.0,0.026438657463370742,0.03883819374083696,0.0,0.03156710574827385,0.0,0.0,0.06783112799274725,0.0,0.0,0.034669329257381365,0.0,0.0575257535373551,0.0,0.0,0.03928564054964,0.10573666700903976,0.0,0.0,0.029943164859771162,0.03087197579254233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223080692977228,0.04848958611055088,0.0,0.0339383395745467,0.023657312654036013,0.0,0.16186590842629026,0.08578349676760483 socialanxiety,Keeza_be,2020/02/21,"Asked a girl out for drinks and she said yes! But I have no idea what I’m doing I’ve never been on a date before or even to a bar or drank alcohol before... I went for a Hail Mary and asked a girl I had a crush on if she wanted to go out for drinks with me, I was fully expecting her to say no but she actually said yes! Now the thing is I’ve never been on a date before or even been to a bar, I’ve also never drunk alcohol (I lied to her and said I drink just not regularly so I’m a lightweight). I obviously know it’s not great to lie to her but I wanted to be perceived as ‘normal’ and it seemed to have worked. Now she’s asking me where I’m taking her/what we’re doing and I have no fucking. I wouldn’t even know where to go, how to go about going into a bar, ordering drinks (literally have no idea about different drinks you can get), getting a table (do you do this at a bar??). I’m completely out of my depth... The easy thing to do would be to say ‘we can go wherever you want’ but I understand women want a guy who takes some initiative and that probably isn’t what she wants to hear me say.",0.5225009430403595,2.0655621120331986,3.1752187853640135,91.80908242172764,81.40663900414938,6.705469634100339,18.423425122595244,7.686295010490155,0.28141327800829874,843,18,204,14,22,296,112,241,0.084,0.852,0.064,-0.6685,1,0,7,0,0,0,27.0,1,3,0,1,13,2,1,0,15,2,22,14,0,1,4,45,54,18,0,10,11,0,0,0,0,2,2,7,0,4,9,12,13,0,7,10,0,6,11,1,0,0,10,7,27,1,30,40,1,25,0,0,0,1,27,11,1,6,7,138,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.09377763645422434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20539874658173968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768494135785849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695155442495819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453165697339913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075676430947042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040179679866436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4706965264555278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19041516499790767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884091111139959,0.10041431759805622,0.0,0.2730731053136164,0.0,0.0,0.10594821564422742,0.0,0.09515197707621964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830925782090296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21696554453219474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562572714207892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22234975170235632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415548661871416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103609732585367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742331762327377,0.2292625952134267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748387078513795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445072429363146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768627905573846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004124786713617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834050000411376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908366699227087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996037718306387,0.0,0.0,0.068265153372959,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,paoluchsinger,2020/02/21,"Dreading graduation because I have made 0 friends in 4 years of college. How to manage? I graduate college on May 23. 2 days before the actual graduation there's a mandatory senior dinner I have to attend, which I'm dreading since I'll have to sit alone yet again. I'm an introvert and am painfully shy around new people. My school is very small and cliques form easily mainly with freshman year room and dormmates, however that was not the case so I was at a huge disadvantage. I did join clubs but that proved to be equally cliquey. My social anxiety makes me paranoid that I'm turning people off all the time. The only positive experience for me has been studying abroad in Spain. I've had to be that kid sitting alone at lunch all the time and no one ever let me sit with them or asked me to join them. That's why I'm dreading looking like the friendless loser again. College is so much worse than middle or high school socially wise since I expected people to be mature, friendly and kind. At least I won't be sad about graduating this time since that would there'd be people I would miss.",4.596954225352113,6.1585997370892045,5.279809272300471,80.91999559859157,70.40845070422534,8.329694835680753,29.274941314553992,8.841846274778883,2.356953286384976,876,34,164,16,16,283,136,213,0.16699999999999998,0.6709999999999999,0.163,0.2606,1,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,1,10,12,0,3,9,0,22,3,0,3,4,23,32,11,0,3,4,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,1,1,8,8,2,0,1,1,0,1,3,7,0,1,6,1,16,5,21,16,7,29,0,3,1,0,8,13,0,3,13,102,24,11,0.0,0.0,0.13170503817813026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279563244124305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324681070207377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014624833281537,0.12617277916545228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227257868194042,0.0,0.11484411210809475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704037875462997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208233388958666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202033167563468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20854513788289306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425964894820348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14054385618871934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138009459969694,0.0,0.06593641436220249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333546121411807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277058539033211,0.09008927379535216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992138002044902,0.0,0.0,0.1303487188598634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145485137663308,0.1026459254544509,0.14361082236407688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742671616133367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731808062196738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349299384982088,0.0,0.0,0.27515685726018285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236095141239908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468016781564479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113591326971312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178368755702615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375394734500834,0.19174858678828388,0.0,0.0,0.17382431085361802 socialanxiety,Chlorotarax,2020/02/21,"Getting an actual cold from anxiety? My previous psychiatrist suggested it might have been a psychosomatic reaction when I got a cold sore, dry mouth leading to ulcers and a cold last summer right before a potential date with a cute guy. Back then I didn't think much of it, but it's actually happening to me frequently. I've finally decided to deal with my fear and go to a social gathering, I already prepared everything but yesterday I've started to notice a cold coming up and now it's getting bad. I could down various meds and go there and hopefully not drink, but I don't want to infect others... I don't want to cancel on the day of the event, I feel so bad about canceling because of it being such a short advance (the host probably prepared something) and doing what I was thinking about for a while now (cancel). But I am getting actually sick... :(",6.327987804878045,6.810816310975612,7.714536585365857,68.96339024390247,65.76829268292683,11.681951219512195,35.912195121951214,11.407655852321104,4.502811707317072,681,32,119,21,10,235,104,164,0.14400000000000002,0.78,0.076,-0.9013,0,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,9,5,0,1,13,0,11,6,1,1,0,24,26,14,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,7,9,1,0,4,1,0,5,4,3,0,0,4,5,12,2,19,19,2,25,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,15,84,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.4558070765169007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718131134959431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910611671047565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971971170691985,0.2599973547959629,0.0949101216001645,0.0,0.13248483054579174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411730753590587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243096505762963,0.0,0.0,0.10041028328117388,0.16051453038438684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525216570904449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992847149503812,0.0,0.0,0.17519996642380212,0.07872398277675208,0.0,0.0,0.17055607297756356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24403236355370855,0.0,0.17696991665903644,0.0,0.1245233763655774,0.0,0.0,0.15416235730887884,0.1376804215698932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15464009390375658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691206454152645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17294185421704447,0.0,0.0,0.16516760749004952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144536125241152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17725959279182224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16786535715078313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296253179141762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871126929570506,0.0,0.11986148459792392,0.0,0.0,0.1102016001026626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19952591727344532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836656860822444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hanasaad,2020/02/21,I am bit scared to go out ALONE So the place where i live is much easier to get around now then a year ago there is a new metro opened and i can go almost everywhere so i want to experience new things but no one from my family are willing to go out either they are busy or they just want to stay home i don't have the courage to go out alone i had some panic attacks when i go out to certain place (indoor shopping malls) that triggers my anxiety so i avoid that place and i have noticed that i get anxious when i am in a close area like a shopping mall i feel claustrophobic even though it's an open indoor mall so i avoid going to those places i feel more comfortable out in nature and outdoor places but i still don't have the courage to go out alone cuz i have never experienced it its out of my comfort zone PLZ give me any advice.,1.7592613636363623,3.592292767045457,3.0477272727272755,92.80409090909092,78.7159090909091,6.218181818181819,21.227272727272727,7.1686216300943375,0.4018704545454548,661,18,149,8,16,214,101,176,0.203,0.687,0.111,-0.9561,0,5,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,14,11,1,4,8,0,15,0,0,2,2,31,29,15,0,2,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,14,0,2,2,5,2,7,4,5,0,1,1,3,22,6,21,27,5,38,0,0,0,0,3,20,0,3,11,102,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762103662441316,0.09762657119652164,0.0,0.11028264297601599,0.3421948135727532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489445577471929,0.0,0.08425171258557415,0.12441933918413198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804203262007456,0.0,0.12529258690081413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023709574457896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274204009106569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077315508745718,0.10382392234490363,0.0,0.11137346349090148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508026133078847,0.10564994638946026,0.4381392524795977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047273145783927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05380559257949096,0.0,0.09724976726837872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096068558932631,0.0,0.08494163031998543,0.21273495467029355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538755084455713,0.0,0.0,0.0746292093706845,0.0,0.0,0.1292177586381157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5753295590734903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026269794840754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738749918022975,0.087952636915251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731677051319961,0.0,0.10820545884625099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991900855308933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092226761698106 socialanxiety,nitrouspizza,2020/02/21,"Going to meet with a guy who took advantage of me. This is kind of a vent/looking for support. Last week a friend and I came up with the idea to open a burger stand. I knew my wife had a stand she lent to someone and we decided to go look for it. Turns out the guy who she lent it to sublent it to someone else without asking for permission. The past saturday I tried to act tough and gave the guy an ultimatum. I called on tuesday and he kept on giving me excuses why he hasn't been able to get the stand back. Today is the ultimatum day. I don't care what he says, I'm getting my wife's stand back. The thing is, I'm terrified. I haven't been able to do a very good job at standing up for myself. I hate confrontation, and I hate to earn enemies over petty feuds. I'm scared things blow up and get out of proportion, but I'm also tired of giving in and let people walk all over me. I'm shaking and nervous as hell, boiling with anger but scared shitless... I hope everything ends up ok. I can't let it happen again. Thanks for reading...",1.7208788025108641,3.359753733944956,3.445287300820862,90.79746740704977,78.1743119266055,6.791308546595848,23.400289715113484,7.669130373188453,0.9404183486238537,806,26,181,12,19,269,124,218,0.185,0.716,0.099,-0.9588,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,0,2,4,20,6,4,14,1,13,2,0,0,1,25,40,12,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,10,16,1,1,3,1,0,7,5,11,0,0,8,2,19,9,36,30,1,36,1,0,1,0,23,13,1,1,11,107,29,3,0.2387395655364224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545997215262383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159463315208164,0.0,0.0,0.18357598938359385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188989454815533,0.1365272310138564,0.12170544911117498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698363466975754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997181363068686,0.0,0.10572619670399708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072818637440424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222479805717096,0.0,0.18709735407089,0.2290207454474615,0.13568119684979565,0.10012171032499204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545845566931242,0.1055583046771676,0.0,0.0,0.2357058945623001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856112845581265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347539550054141,0.0,0.0,0.1184560903378068,0.0,0.0,0.1243052596360144,0.0,0.09730230502876576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24412738086143254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004811069545588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395196462471742,0.08275597731413703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940208592670876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492764240953877,0.2390199535559044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20228325913983766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545941488944113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989965813686532,0.0,0.0,0.15860795906358818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371980052876372,0.11314859652192015,0.0,0.13262422083939854,0.08104424686128392,0.1298400457557999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849257219875067,0.0,0.0,0.09575123946235888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771266216632,0.0,0.0,0.11506821086792385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AngelicAardvark,2020/02/21,When you manage to have a pretty good conversation with someone but then later when you have to walk past each other they appear uncomfortable? Is this a universal thing that happens to basically everyone or is this maybe something to do with my own mannerisms? This seems to happen a lot to me and I wonder if its me,6.166,7.314074933333334,6.97666666666667,71.76000000000003,66.33333333333334,10.0,30.0,10.125756701596842,3.1155,256,9,44,6,4,85,45,60,0.055999999999999994,0.872,0.073,-0.1803,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,11,10,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,8,10,3,7,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,6,5,40,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737998907933569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403349646478204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5067702367553008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436048524533273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287866515185818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27353349539010996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29151274648884884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608539599399998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427832074402922,0.22059139649240567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19036349913858425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31073886512035354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cocobear88,2020/02/21,"Tips on how to get through challenging social situations. Hi, everybody! I’m going to be going out tomorrow with a new friend and I’m already really anxious about it. This person and I seem to get along great, but we didn’t meet too terribly long ago and I’ve never really been alone with them. We have had conversations just between ourselves with other people around though and those have gone really well. I’m just tired of isolating myself and I really like this person and think that we could be good friends. So how do I get through the miserable anxiety part without the whole thing being miserable? Any tips would be so welcome. Thanks so much!!",4.383897168405365,6.834127926229512,4.9846348733233965,79.07936661698959,73.01639344262296,9.026527570789868,26.66467958271237,9.573946990214177,2.753908196721312,525,19,92,14,11,168,84,122,0.139,0.64,0.222,0.9108,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,3,0,1,1,12,12,0,2,3,0,12,1,0,2,1,26,24,13,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,2,7,15,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,3,1,0,4,0,8,9,16,14,3,11,0,2,0,0,13,3,0,1,6,67,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404208998831012,0.0,0.0,0.16406497762611882,0.17480936514542586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772422658346842,0.0,0.12118321019534327,0.17895820120454142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14101847763521316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647748857193708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447743335356301,0.0,0.24828804786643266,0.0,0.1800560978818159,0.13286678547159894,0.0,0.17464757527596697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739112043120518,0.0,0.0,0.14018785793553695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644957091365182,0.0,0.1221755513983988,0.15299335726571994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715425842570361,0.0,0.10982154268638468,0.27663498948990456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4059259884530767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421050713762365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780594679833107,0.0,0.1614790376734662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14584263746269666,0.0,0.0,0.10524055972768158,0.101502726476851,0.15563701272339472,0.0,0.0,0.18206898260639795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242960696871676,0.0,0.0,0.1768590987788391,0.0,0.15270157929146785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125299132216096,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,loseyoursmile,2020/02/21,"Any performers (dancers, singers, actors etc.) with social anxiety here? If yes how do you deal / any insight on this you could give? Do you feel like the term performance anxiety is used too loosely?",2.4798095238095246,5.334426742857146,2.5307142857142857,87.30845238095242,95.85714285714286,6.904761904761906,28.690476190476193,7.793537801064563,2.7537619047619053,156,8,27,4,6,47,30,35,0.085,0.772,0.14300000000000002,0.5171,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,0,7,7,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,6,2,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,2,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4129991972042233,0.0,0.4645990053734855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424482537553556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130607110038507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33866180137800245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535399067120352,0.2169351698205432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912988858265047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14835321460422596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30954370729585984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622652327834163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lsp9024,2020/02/21,"Anyone else have problems posting on social media? So my social anxiety extends to social media, unfortunately. Sometimes i like to post funny/random things to my Instagram story or Twitter, but my anxiety gets to the point where I feel like I have to delete it. I think to myself, ""what if they think this is weird? What if they think I'm trying too hard? What if no one else finds this funny? What if they think I'm dumb? Is this pretentious or off-putting?"" its often way easier to delete the post entirely than to let these thoughts swirl constantly. Rationally, I don't even know who ""they"" is, and even if someone had a negative judgement, Id have no way of knowing& it doesn't mean it's true. Idk, posting sometimes makes me feel so exposed... sometimes I'm legit scared to check who has seen my story lol. It feels so silly, because in person while I do get nervous, it's no where near as bad. Is there any advice on this or am I an anomaly?",3.273145161290324,5.236681838709679,4.296438172043016,84.96465725806455,74.6989247311828,6.800537634408602,25.603494623655912,7.645422480735847,1.4080010752688177,746,26,143,10,16,242,109,186,0.217,0.688,0.095,-0.9747,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,4,0,10,10,1,2,4,1,14,0,0,1,1,25,31,15,0,6,9,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,18,1,0,0,11,0,1,0,6,6,0,1,3,5,17,4,16,27,0,15,0,0,1,0,10,7,1,9,4,95,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521526588570227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774986796166446,0.0,0.08017934881600854,0.0,0.18039379235398856,0.0,0.0,0.08244182044762698,0.1208074637568016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844563429865416,0.07187370909694865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741326859918356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19698876479459465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15575009780679572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17884872155847076,0.08423125647336492,0.0,0.0,0.10776290720427556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320084737425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561959685256622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479742829361891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120565708981067,0.0,0.11520471925611547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870241046600175,0.0,0.0,0.12843295895346754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798953854207037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294997708727001,0.0,0.0,0.11145820415043274,0.0,0.4516810608572411,0.0,0.0,0.11281902886763386,0.0,0.1185269511507184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804333483365502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36056747396730376,0.09990040636629108,0.0,0.34983276794447776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833075080339164,0.3021946973332841,0.0,0.0936032897737689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004966134637266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871747817655228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MyCrazyLife304,2020/02/21,"I think my neighbors are having a party tonight, should I go over? I was sitting in my truck messing on my phone and noticed the neighbors, who I have never met, seem to be having a party tonight a truck with cups kegs and ice is there now and they are unloading it. I’m kinda thinking about going over if it looks good. They are girls who look 18-25, I’m a 21 year old guy, so they seem to be around my age. If they have a party and it turns out decent size should I go over?",2.8024789915966366,3.3246308725490223,3.859523809523811,93.345,73.6078431372549,6.220728291316527,23.394957983193283,5.288315135182226,0.13840168067226874,367,9,86,1,7,119,62,102,0.0,0.882,0.11800000000000001,0.885,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,4,0,5,2,0,0,6,0,13,0,0,0,1,17,26,7,0,4,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,5,7,0,0,4,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,2,2,13,1,11,20,0,18,0,0,2,0,12,7,0,5,7,58,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21128969143636497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4046703453404569,0.19907591242798775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350114473255491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.398624425831341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830571070467252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27022182445535525,0.2490563880787876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4321446957300242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30416552663008306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25816604105768504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528440775889315 socialanxiety,-Lurker001,2020/02/21,Constantly being overlooked. There is a big competition coming up in my school. The winner gets free scholarship. Anyway the teachers were supposed to inform all the students. My teacher told them once I left the room and suggested two students who are well off and don't even need the scholarship. Meanwhile I have straight A's from the subject and the students she chose always ask me for help during the exams. I think it would have been nice of her to at least mention me and ask me whether I wish to take part in the competition. Maybe she was only trying to protect me because she knows that I'm shy. Other student mentioned me and she just ignored it. And it happens all the time. I feel like I have missed out on so many opportunities just because I don't have the guts to stand up for myself.,4.5912770562770575,6.367618928571432,4.816298701298702,83.38968614718615,70.75324675324677,6.951515151515152,29.71645021645022,7.492282038375204,1.8344346320346323,641,26,118,7,12,201,101,154,0.047,0.7859999999999999,0.16699999999999998,0.9622,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,7,7,0,0,13,0,13,1,1,0,2,21,27,8,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,8,0,2,4,0,3,1,2,2,1,1,4,1,21,6,17,21,4,16,0,1,0,0,15,12,0,0,3,89,27,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16712530378799387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755398001226751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448755425548466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17301657555137534,0.0,0.2170501124049828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326611294401276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015570187326688,0.14348900932028946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493709982078522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776131321016512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346271436577687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038323754904374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21822674253346105,0.0,0.0,0.09812634719695344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20363282932874285,0.2017832527683696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489295247911999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21390127269310044,0.0,0.15275731652872376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175035984500533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20327337252070699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101602380583273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286981209757603,0.0,0.0,0.11711866159195412,0.0,0.0,0.19192309510623407,0.0,0.13636560920408194,0.0,0.196203629806928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180590447413946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309703711782297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267979676870468,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ghoulactic,2020/02/21,"How do i get through group projects? every time im in a group project, im too stupid to talk and my groupmates dont talk to me... so i sit by them and just do other classework on my phone. i know im being a dickwad by not helping, but i dont know how to go about it.",1.6654838709677406,1.4472731290322578,3.5872580645161314,96.9508870967742,75.7741935483871,6.2,26.79032258064516,3.1291,0.2801483870967747,202,7,55,0,4,69,40,62,0.069,0.9309999999999999,0.0,-0.3907,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,6,1,1,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,0,9,9,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,8,0,9,8,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,35,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5010782407127281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18011207847155136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168701498876384,0.0,0.12149151928023676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432868245575568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6927311325372049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23496693405293456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436435739780463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465213670879073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fuckyousuckmychode,2020/02/21,"Went from easy to talk to, to a brick wall Before I had social anxiety I was able to have a conversation with pretty much anyone, and I never ran out of shit to talk about. Now I struggle with it so god damn much. You’d think with all the overthinking I do I’d figure out what to talk about and when, but somehow my mind just Won’t anymore. I feel like I think too much about how I might impact someone with what I say so I find it better to just not say anything at all out of fear. I’m planning on going to some meet ups in my city next week and I’m scared shitless, how do you approach someone and start a conversation? It’s like I’ve completely forgotten how to have one. God I hate this so much",0.8593512304250552,2.8458345771812112,2.6182281879194638,93.98353914988816,82.42281879194631,5.584071588366891,20.000447427293068,6.742157984588678,0.12746407158836706,548,15,125,6,15,181,88,149,0.15,0.726,0.124,-0.6076,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,2,15,9,3,3,4,0,9,1,1,3,3,30,19,12,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,6,11,0,0,5,0,0,4,3,6,0,1,4,3,15,3,26,12,7,18,0,0,0,0,11,8,2,3,8,86,21,0,0.1498700839394448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465020400121648,0.0,0.1486308519750527,0.10479264734347836,0.0,0.12333030932342645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752840297920384,0.0,0.0,0.13254791018125126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571359316128378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686455107954042,0.07577881753195506,0.1070672179117981,0.0,0.0,0.1369785415951557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517462246022621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479656801908881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643790556493028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589884752867736,0.1513260616203856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4406870238734556,0.0,0.11558904793170598,0.0,0.15938853450863194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155584754562608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524717546341673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383654121867072,0.15004609907091646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15383948747286347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15277367699155445,0.25396887155017345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607881678942777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667675201738845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36137968947793375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920613965992763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021674131211665,0.0,0.0,0.1389310692959853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pissinglimplettuce,2020/02/21,"Started playing more games online but before playing I get this insane amount of anxiety beforehand. I thought it would be cool because it’s just a game and it’s fine, people don’t care. But the anxiety won’t stop. Any suggestions?",1.730357142857141,4.4814954772727305,2.952337662337662,85.09136363636365,94.22727272727272,6.150649350649352,26.740259740259727,7.447530270364453,2.209835064935064,187,9,32,4,7,60,36,44,0.203,0.544,0.253,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,7,8,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,5,1,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24002433418660085,0.0,0.5400255868942281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21516062959184484,0.0,0.3003422508685525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3598653899654505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18440659470861925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446974417794528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498263120977447,0.0,0.0,0.29508966456243924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28021014933883565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507320623570651,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,KdenDoe,2020/02/21,"Anyone who had or has social anxiety but only with old classmates/friends? So when I finished school in 2016, I got acne. My face has changed and anyone who had or has it knows what I'm talking about. The problem itself is not the acne though, but the thought about how old classmates or friends would react when seeing me with my ""new"" face. Now my skin looks way better (still a lot of acne red Marks though) but the anxiety is still there. Anyone here who has some tips to relax?",5.343546099290776,5.955153425531917,5.081702127659575,86.53333333333335,67.93617021276596,7.117730496453903,27.368794326241137,6.42735559955562,1.099679432624114,378,11,74,2,6,116,62,94,0.068,0.812,0.12,0.8053,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,13,4,0,0,5,0,9,3,3,2,0,18,15,13,0,2,7,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,4,6,3,7,10,2,11,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,5,9,54,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715197030173431,0.0,0.0,0.3722618995706344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15695292268124067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18773390278765065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27421725435697475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419345668522022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752984433104292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902547866097354,0.0,0.0,0.15087396587535265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171396313323654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37243826561414256,0.0,0.0,0.13496974388756133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16980955282948068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17960354143247725,0.1414162246253749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180902702123296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834467469200159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263923734856898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34871592694271153,0.14088698457509918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086305436049298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606568421997838,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tiredofstruggling100,2020/02/21,"Social Anxiety has ruined my life I've been looking for a job for the past year and have lost count to how many I've applied to. On Wednesday I applied for a few jobs and one of them emailed me Wednesday night asking me to come for an interview today and my preferred time. I'm yet to reply the email. It's a writing position at a startup - a very small company with less than 7 people. This should be good for a timid and introverted person like me but I found out through their social media pages that working there requires being extroverted and bubbly, so I've been terrified of going. I'm terrified about not fitting in, not being liked, being the subject of gossip, being laughed at, all of which I've experienced before. I got up this morning feeling uneasy. I wasn't really sleeping but had spent much of the night thinking about the interview and how much my (undiagosed) social anxiety has practically ruined my life. Because of it: I changed my Nursing major (my real passion) and ended up with a useless degree, I didn't go to my brother's wedding and five years later we're still not talking/he's not talking to me, have no social life/don't date and lastly, I'm jobless. I'm more depressed about being jobless, but it's not like I've gotten a ton of interviews. Of all the jobs I applied to last year, only one (a call centre) emailed me for an interview around this time and I didn't go for it for this same reason. The funny this is even though I'm struggling with SA, I can summon the courage to walk in and submit my resume, which I've done a few times. I prefer that and meeting a supervisor/manager and getting it over with than anticipating and dreading an interview. Idk if I'm like this because I was bullied growing up in this country. In my native country, even though I was shy and introverted, I was nonethess very functional and participated in school plays and social activities. But moving here at 11 and being bullied throughout middle and high school changed everything. After middle school I though going to a catholic high school would stop the bullying but the girls came to the same school. Their leader, a boy who did everything he could to make my life miserable, went to another high school, but that did not stop them. At 32, I'm still struggling with the effects. I sometimes wish we hadn't come here. I was doing just fine as a kid back home. Last year in October I applied for some teaching jobs in China. I got an email to do a 6am skype interview for the first one. I woke up early and got myself ready. My hair was nicely and neatly styled and I wore a white collared shirt to look professional. As soon as I got on camera the Chinese recruiter started laughing. I saw her give the camera to the girl beside her (also Chinese) and she too started laughing and said saying something in mandarin, which I don't speak. I had to turn off the camera and cried. Idk why they were laughing. I look young for my age and I'm not sure if this is why, or perhaps they weren't expecting a nonwhite person. I wanted to teach in China to challenge myself with my SA, thought I could do it because I would be teaching children under 6 and it wouldn't be as scary as teaching older kids, love children, and finding a job here was proving difficult. I haven't applied to another teaching job and with the current situation in China I don't think I will be. Fast forward to this week, I finally got an interview and I'm blowing it up. I still want to reply the email and ask if I can do the interview next week but I'm really scared. I don't know what to do with myself anymore.",5.69291140870461,6.199441174220961,6.328633788308013,78.26812709245429,67.14447592067988,8.684470770023179,32.90097862477466,8.575989854853784,2.644726345609065,2863,119,528,40,44,937,301,706,0.138,0.767,0.095,-0.9876,9,0,1,0,0,0,72.0,1,0,6,6,25,31,0,6,43,0,53,8,3,5,4,100,104,54,0,15,19,1,2,4,0,5,3,3,1,9,25,45,0,3,12,1,1,12,18,13,0,5,35,11,66,18,87,52,14,87,0,6,5,2,53,34,0,5,47,362,91,30,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04743053436462212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438432736073808,0.09074464263704538,0.0,0.05882001547582349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052798862720338034,0.11089450296852453,0.0,0.0,0.04560606438820716,0.0,0.10846527414097054,0.0,0.05046881274759082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605625866182231,0.06783533848046938,0.0,0.0,0.12548515433692134,0.1021813780846578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947091142707858,0.0,0.06514972911238316,0.0,0.0,0.05108399175158695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06069516832983352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052531442162922284,0.0,0.0,0.07834796742023283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660879131364064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02998913859901273,0.0,0.0,0.06497168373622911,0.05420866414622416,0.05044942669441503,0.0,0.06503083191804515,0.0,0.0,0.03098725494283977,0.056895974785064,0.1348299507049543,0.04974677988195651,0.2371798695217384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879941964989608,0.05949320334051219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531387367984916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03259546460870227,0.1450377645735663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675708602961064,0.11590433287729693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494174859646288,0.0,0.06474434731560179,0.0,0.053529984263624215,0.0,0.039590176686329186,0.060131473119783015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303760731735332,0.08719998983986871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06307732171272333,0.11131765306405816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205708595136776,0.045108259326241136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05661852242537351,0.04111838854929078,0.10357517028018473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675082610509679,0.07599156826239807,0.0609810065061969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056417806736311124,0.04716603937679269,0.05938009338007175,0.3601519669295652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666741524771415,0.05935326944234603,0.3022976026017126,0.0,0.0456600713976081,0.05865953792089777,0.0,0.08396046395883512,0.0,0.14209617278260814,0.0991723607416734,0.0,0.12400829109035025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05589938416559968,0.0,0.0,0.04767148194173525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600746527493421,0.17481660715930336,0.04708586126680349,0.1037531768510496,0.0,0.05621935848735932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451272311580393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787464263793977,0.0699656638488792,0.0,0.09515050866584072,0.0,0.0,0.05498136852121522,0.1070368869627656,0.0,0.06820407451859553,0.0,0.0,0.04317870390448773,0.0,0.0,0.08426486428946811,0.0,0.0,0.15277590525830576 socialanxiety,hnkre2,2020/02/21,"Are my premature ventricular contractions a symptom of anxiety? I've been having them since I was 10 but I'm not sure if anxiety is the cause because they happen even when I'm completely calm and relaxed. They also change in frequency from day to day, sometimes I don't have them for weeks. I do notice that they are more frequent when I'm anxious though. So can anxiety cause them even when you're not anxious at the moment?",4.9508835341365485,6.359017843373497,5.727891566265062,78.63513052208839,69.36144578313252,9.388755020080325,31.90562248995984,9.725611199111238,3.1649212851405624,343,15,63,8,6,112,59,83,0.154,0.753,0.094,-0.2887,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,6,0,8,3,0,0,3,0,10,1,0,2,1,8,14,9,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,10,3,6,12,1,10,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,8,44,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14966800488686727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4295198167044687,0.4228643756574886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408811783136028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3845200410899817,0.1979854638379981,0.0,0.1962287438619702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413993373377572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472285865595043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16550079058280445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21307751974408287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481677654453482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18510135139347694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17639163071943387,0.1945259900128994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838791063262117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012467165675808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,janeycat29,2020/02/21,My social anxiety impacts my life and I have no clue what to do I'm a young professional and I definitely think that SA has had an impact on my life. I think I've always had a form of it. It strikes the most when I'm at work. I don't really know what to do...I tried therapy but we ended up talking about something else completely different and I more or less found it to be a waste of time and money. The idea of changing jobs sounds easier to me than combatting sa. I just don't know what to do.,0.10758566978192974,2.2023252336448635,2.8856308411214973,90.25561137071651,86.38317757009347,6.931152647975078,20.1316199376947,8.07648339933343,0.9781096573208724,388,12,89,9,12,136,69,107,0.084,0.86,0.055999999999999994,-0.2144,2,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,0,9,2,0,0,0,15,16,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,6,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,11,0,13,12,4,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,4,59,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874501561202744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17233780127999254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383152874181585,0.0,0.2362007219450949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235368583449044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18819167865235814,0.0,0.19953030784716072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470067711433013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543125447057362,0.0,0.0,0.2235546241925877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476148691149428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182424083979849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443194816749852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296435476547859,0.0,0.17343076312339467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18107070881214996,0.0,0.0,0.25762614419052,0.0,0.0,0.2886993450123536,0.0,0.0,0.13136198350824793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529496381180419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16400577878261255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,OrdinaryDot3,2020/02/21,Anyone else sick of always being the one to make an effort to move for strangers on the Pavement/Sidewalk? And those people that you're walking behind that suddenly decide to veer into the direction you're walking in after you just moved from behind them. And those baby strollers that take up a lot of real estate on the pavement. I've had countless baby strollers ram into me because the parents dont watch where they're going as well as people who walk so slowly I bump shoulders with them,6.495992907801419,7.393840372340428,6.211489361702127,78.43333333333334,65.48936170212768,7.117730496453903,30.56028368794326,6.42735559955562,1.8267007092198584,401,14,65,2,6,125,68,94,0.037000000000000005,0.94,0.023,-0.29600000000000004,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,2,1,4,1,0,0,7,0,3,2,1,1,0,10,6,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,1,1,1,1,5,1,19,4,1,15,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,1,2,48,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019998141621711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16974683732714765,0.2487412915785675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798720770520848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845186123451047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202798892790742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379688666111079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063900058417262,0.0,0.0,0.1620474316807902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5160412617510062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645037545090785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26956165195561604,0.0,0.0,0.3366051792118531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27631956298702703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825289651110252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21827476743650984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Sadguy213,2020/02/21,"My thoughts are always validated A part of having SAD is the thoughts that creep in, making you almost ""paranoid"" almost. You start thinking people dont like you or something even though those people might not even know you. Nornally once people with SAD start trying to get out of their shell they often end up ""cured"" from it, they start getting friends or significant others or perhaps they already had those. People start liking you,contrary to whatever thoughts you might have had. Yet I've had a completely different experience. I have tried, for many years. My friends didnt want to be my friends anymore, people made fun of me etc. When I tried, people would ignore me, dismiss me, minimize our interactions as much as possible. Each interavtion with people confirm my every thought: that people just dont like me. I've moved around from school to school and same thing would happen. People who have never met before somehow have an agreement about me. I've analysed how to behave around people,looked at how others interacted, researched about my body language, what to say etc and I've always failed, each and every time. My SAD thoughts are right, every single one of them. These aren't paranoias, they're facts. I've tried everything and nothing wirjs with people.",6.491540247678021,8.478245197368423,5.632693498452014,78.56679566563469,66.32456140350878,7.820846233230134,30.07843137254902,8.313332769828598,2.32214004127967,1027,38,167,14,17,309,134,228,0.094,0.8059999999999999,0.1,0.1454,1,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,1,5,5,1,14,13,0,0,4,0,20,1,1,4,2,41,38,13,0,3,5,0,0,3,3,4,0,1,0,0,11,12,0,1,7,0,0,1,6,5,0,1,11,1,24,8,26,22,8,18,0,4,0,0,19,7,0,9,13,113,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16236280350232613,0.0,0.08946442201181164,0.0,0.1349159737383618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080401148642668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434165565585605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898587976750642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005216606789564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500193080255271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470246779381599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19003040072309105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180529035207127,0.0,0.18083231727211246,0.10709392922540467,0.0,0.20491871927027172,0.0,0.07286184139603198,0.07930348853469618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879069315440325,0.0,0.08471303077815548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169126434801439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04455477908125124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882232715274148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807964602793902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671181849261115,0.05411585928356946,0.08219378164552553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720081108886949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616617991343196,0.05959688456420172,0.0,0.06252734274699209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777902957960066,0.0,0.0,0.08633850720137834,0.05493615010306554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877925398230291,0.0,0.5620477388444993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139594094957544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923462251457996,0.0,0.06447131494513346,0.0,0.16409738302406673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062412805535266236,0.0,0.0,0.22953131474901786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05386030571304857,0.051947347038987284,0.07965234228360693,0.32180859695934216,0.047273446669861205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201689215599836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04781807428551958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518174254606348,0.0,0.0,0.052207391345978016 socialanxiety,lunatttic,2020/02/21,"I lied about what I am to get a job interview (help) They only request for the job is : a humorous person. So I sent my CV But I'm a anxiety, shy mess! So now I have a interview in two hours and they gonna catch me for sure. Is it even possible to fake it during the interview or am I screwed? English is not my first language",-0.9673865414710504,1.0695816197183101,2.2782159624413154,92.77989045383413,91.95774647887323,6.535837245696403,21.973395931142417,7.793537801064563,1.188670109546166,249,10,59,6,9,89,50,71,0.213,0.7190000000000001,0.068,-0.8588,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,1,5,5,1,0,6,0,6,1,0,0,1,5,10,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,2,1,0,10,2,6,8,0,6,0,0,0,1,9,1,1,1,3,41,13,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22241356943453888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19202953017924104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473013665811776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15189846537566248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19487537348038456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863181016710023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5770246755033046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22111914656727955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25386097357775783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277631090348167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27401687196436303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840085186240659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,JustAskBrain,2020/02/21,"Tried ""TalkWithStranger.com"" and immedietly got anxiety Joined a chatroom with eight other people, a dude realized I joined and said ""Oh we have a new guest, what should we call you?"" and I was hit with anxiety and I just said ""Ugh I don't know.."" then I left lol.",4.0368,5.82200568,5.097000000000001,80.78350000000002,72.2,9.8,24.5,10.125756701596842,2.3466,204,6,42,6,4,67,36,50,0.135,0.804,0.061,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,12,9,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,2,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,2,8,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,2,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4613222875799254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078845228607508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411522196705609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16570690964271154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276011821138034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29120884586479995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20903525008114632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5736270683865597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047115502724252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,kittykby,2020/02/21,"How do I trust people? (F21) How do trust people? Please read. I find it difficult to make friends because I have such a hard time trusting people, and I mean just generally trusting. Trusting women is the HARDEST and I find it the most hard being in groups of people. I have a beautiful soul and when I feel safe I radiate love and kindness, I know this. But when I feel unsafe (majority of the time) I appear socially awkward, insecure and unconfident and appearing this way plays with my self esteem and makes me feel so ashamed. I meditate, excersize regularly, consciously eat &amp; stay hydrated and have done for 2years, This has all helped dramatically but right now I feel so trapped and ashamed. I just want to make friends and trust people. I’m usually wondering about who my type of person is to make friends with and assessing weather people are mentally healthy because being surrounded by negativity and other anxious people brings out the worst in me. I know being sureounded by healthy people brings out the best in me. I feel insecure. A year ago i was at my most secure, trying to figure out what dramatically changed. I’m almost finished my first year in university and I have not got any friends. I made a friend but realised she was not mentally healthy and was not someone I wanted to be around, however is this judgement of people blocking of relationships completely ? Should we be okay with mentally unhealthy people as friends ? I just don’t what her insecurities to pass onto me and for me feel insecure with her inconsistency . I like reliability in relationships which I know Is a trait that I have. TLDR; How to I trust people and maintain relationships?",5.597105263157894,7.915895184210527,6.308978947368424,71.48865263157897,69.19736842105263,9.600842105263158,33.87052631578948,9.98439552973466,3.8667375263157897,1352,66,223,36,25,442,151,304,0.146,0.628,0.226,0.9771,1,1,0,0,0,0,35.0,1,0,0,2,14,30,0,7,10,1,24,2,0,8,1,69,50,27,0,3,9,0,8,1,6,1,0,0,0,3,12,25,1,3,15,2,0,5,5,9,0,1,6,8,38,21,33,38,6,31,1,0,0,1,21,13,0,6,12,158,50,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958546222873004,0.0,0.07860635268900545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701093088697518,0.0,0.05338265248466194,0.0,0.0,0.08868259041785785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988159139563421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570567215033407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238084613990188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083042529988179,0.0,0.08230569573549114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033269533437991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032503826865006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381515762167348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14349504980948766,0.06677201062221177,0.0,0.0,0.3638931630900895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06278357477879343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406410582677346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0526168564611163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817456097683605,0.12942454563091038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03835110650969994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084926255967218,0.07427854323491984,0.20959728357249796,0.0,0.0,0.0855094499597748,0.0,0.0,0.2373284346665171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5986417334280554,0.06854312153076964,0.0,0.08616936330162653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852118526821443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528386799968121,0.0,0.06703852161056409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189255977922891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002080520857642,0.06651274617315743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367049349595504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915478950005384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05329630779334905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645659580076813,0.0,0.09260259939137508,0.06230960014286355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512983859053758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110277794152736 socialanxiety,Just_One_Question11,2020/02/21,"I can never do anything creative... (TRIGGER WARNING) I’ve never offended anyone (yet) or done anything that i’ve truly wanted to do creatively. Because i’m genuinely scared of upsetting people in any minor way with it Every day, especially at work, i’ll get endless daydreams.. I’ll make the tv show/movie/books i’ve always wanted. But then when i do, someone will start making a big deal of the smallest little thing, just digging to find something to tear down the story and make me out to be some raging racist/homophobic/etc. Then everyone turns on me, accusing me of doing this and that when it was never the intention. When i was trying so hard not to be political or anything. Just trying to have fun with a fantasy world. It always ends with my suicide. I feel so alone.",4.901056511056512,6.473034756756758,6.0815970515970506,75.42458230958233,69.67567567567568,8.354791154791156,30.346437346437348,8.841846274778883,2.7058162162162165,616,25,104,11,11,206,99,148,0.131,0.8,0.069,-0.8526,0,1,1,0,0,1,26.0,0,0,0,1,8,5,2,2,6,0,12,0,0,5,3,25,22,12,1,2,6,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,2,8,1,17,16,1,21,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,3,12,70,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16277918953798454,0.0,0.0,0.2615536020930558,0.0,0.0,0.10687998469011234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989588512981398,0.0,0.3880089066365737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580847239769184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136069464452242,0.16203384522620126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16083796604001507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392046606530317,0.0,0.1752844479671382,0.0,0.0,0.13242125864546042,0.1501812583496104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946912725154222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364918201799307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211406600086814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079212492087784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15752414897897876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314733627170656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636541605480644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896086398792124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15735310907478786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331683788984996,0.12099600701203456,0.0,0.0,0.11124468901322243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17191685389322173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441578249585334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134142196335913,0.17095422016563389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18540413307597475,0.12475305739499826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144205560894424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,designerturtle,2020/02/21,"What are some things you do to work on your SA and push yourself out of the comfort zone? I’ve noticed that taking small steps in my day to day life to push myself out of my comfort zone has been really helpful with fighting SA. For example, forcing myself to go to the cashier and engage in their small talk, instead of automatically heading for the self checkout. Calling to make appointments and schedule things, instead of emailing. Messaging people back right away, instead of obsessing over sending the ‘perfect’ message. Does anyone have any other tips for things they’ve done that has helped them? I would appreciate any ideas!",7.9823135271807875,9.007804424778762,6.995979772439952,73.65707964601773,62.27433628318585,8.935018963337546,38.266750948166866,8.841846274778883,3.548245006321113,512,25,81,7,7,156,78,113,0.042,0.8440000000000001,0.113,0.8263,0,0,0,0,2,0,11.0,0,2,2,2,6,6,1,1,4,0,8,2,1,1,1,11,11,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,2,0,9,4,22,8,1,19,0,0,0,0,14,10,0,1,4,58,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27792755186090673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288500509367222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19199185031376206,0.1571311436941653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20866234848493234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635753532258803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17882647728808845,0.20911914554159008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613578502498274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097201963867691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739405672480681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306842320546429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14433716919756276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640400295943045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326517676080499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416693044287727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091068251957585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17451223688212125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21317972783015585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364440669587934,0.1642473337611116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072795700081832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14876791538053158,0.0,0.0,0.14516309044265527,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,marlaben,2020/02/21,"Did something good today Hello,so today i was feeling kind of low because i felt a little out of place at school and didn't push myself to interact with people and that caused me to have paranoid thoughts about myself (about how i can never improve my social skills etc). With that said, i was waiting at the bus stop to go home and an old man was smoking near the bus stop. I was uncomfortable with the smoke and i thought of saying things to the man in my head(something i do often).Then i felt a wave of courage and i actually told the man not to smoke so near the bus stop. He told me i was totally right and he put out the cigarette and we had a little conversation about how bad smoking is and how he is trying to quit. I just wanted share this somewhere because this is a huge step for me considering i try to avoid confrontation at all cost. So long story short if you feel that wave of courage, act on it immediately and don't let it get away. The end haha",3.4993846153846166,4.930052989743594,4.487179487179485,86.04615384615387,72.94871794871794,7.2512820512820495,25.82051282051281,7.793537801064563,1.2874205128205136,763,25,159,10,15,248,110,195,0.11800000000000001,0.7909999999999999,0.091,-0.5277,0,1,5,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,0,2,10,10,1,1,13,1,16,0,0,4,3,37,29,15,0,2,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,8,15,0,5,6,0,1,5,4,4,0,0,15,6,21,6,29,13,3,31,0,1,0,0,16,17,0,1,9,108,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.13416529759763776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917146183595282,0.0,0.11479403549641548,0.16761887253027646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412347249169047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217706935810775,0.0,0.15333185471523836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903285562863735,0.0,0.2640138685475225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718301149026243,0.0,0.07813575992224117,0.11531569742295555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109903258669854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790842847348242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431692253532197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405874864337413,0.0,0.0,0.2755917048603713,0.0,0.1216696900635276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603672593969744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14426713276693715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531462465954194,0.0,0.1436423166135743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821016172642486,0.0,0.1462319702287961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741123755766968,0.1307794945986234,0.10933340285179323,0.0,0.13914192149147087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401484033982581,0.0,0.2116849770011704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448302574903437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133876836942012,0.0,0.0,0.2182950914059616,0.0,0.0,0.26063896187951713,0.2627451682482553,0.0,0.1866862605241432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109207612571465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bethpsychstudent,2020/02/21,"Dissertation survey (with proven benefits to mental health) Hello, Due to posting for University, I have had to make a new Reddit account (hence my low karma), but I am looking to gain participants to complete my dissertation survey for my final year of University. I am a Psychology student and the dissertation is on the effect sleep disturbances on mental health (including anxiety, depression and suicidal behaviours). There is a mass of evidence showing how taking part in studies on mental health is beneficial for those who are suffering (Gibson, Boden, Benson, & Brand, 2014, Wong, Kwok, Michel, & Wong, 2017), it has also been seen to greatly reduce suicidal ideation. I would love for anyone to take part, and hopefully you will all feel a benefit from getting in touch with areas of your mental health you may not have thought of before. If not, there are many help links on the information sheet for many areas of the world, so please feel free to use them. Here is the link -- [https://chester.onlinesurveys.ac.uk/sleep-disturbances-study-part-1](https://chester.onlinesurveys.ac.uk/sleep-disturbances-study-part-1) Thank you, bethpsychstudent",12.779669669669664,12.635814486486487,10.541261261261266,56.09867867867872,52.78378378378378,13.843843843843846,40.55555555555557,12.838901577100673,5.595186186186188,940,37,129,26,9,284,119,185,0.129,0.693,0.17800000000000002,0.8964,0,0,0,0,0,0,63.0,0,4,1,2,6,11,0,1,9,0,16,6,1,4,1,23,29,8,2,3,4,0,3,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,7,1,2,0,2,4,0,0,4,5,12,8,27,22,3,16,1,3,2,1,10,11,0,3,4,83,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181225573769403,0.0,0.2216920969327656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826207325828803,0.0,0.0,0.07153314653708095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705293901060157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726351425648373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811405254587162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345567931216908,0.0,0.0,0.11206873539889327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05344947637536336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127902232379988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4349763232400688,0.0,0.0,0.06857203359638944,0.0,0.0,0.10161068710839684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590936715610349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233311032390372,0.0,0.06828853402457888,0.20743984956784936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4123923900662882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880557970910496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44313987967142016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122987740566602,0.0,0.0,0.09797869375910667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30713283690773946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238073516075894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15383934586521467,0.0,0.0,0.094187529434883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121773400180411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883575755600146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267363439293363,0.0,0.0,0.06588024781391161 socialanxiety,DirtyLickins,2020/02/21,"Talked to an unknown stranger of the opposite sex. I went to watch a movie by myself today(going to movies alone was anxiety provoking at first, but now I've been desensitized to it now). So I sit on my allotted seat, and a girl comes and sits on the seat next to me. She had come alone too. I have always been anxious talking to people in general, especially girls. I wanted to initiate some sort of conversation with her, but my mind kept telling me that I'll speak too softly, stammering, which will convey her that I'm a creep. While the movie was playing, I went to the washroom, then returned to my seat. This gave me a good topic to start a conversation with her. I asked her about the things that happened while I wasn't present. Talked to her a little bit more and then shifted my attention back to the movie. I would have asked her for her number, to hang out with her later, but she didn't seem to give any IOIs, so I skipped that part. Also, she didn't seem like she was my type. It felt so good to have finally done something that I'd never have thought was possible for me. This gave me a huge confidence boost, and I'm going to keep repeating this with all strangers, to keep going after things that I want, without hesitation. Even my friends without social anxiety wouldn't approach a stranger girl in my country. They would, for asking directions or time, but not for banter. I did it despite my anxiety. All of this process started after I went to see a psychiatrist yesterday. He prescribed me medication, but I refused because I didn't want to have to do anything that would affect my mind or hormones. After returning from the clinic, I promised myself to completely reinvent myself without medication. Today, in the morning, vowing to this promise, I approached a few trainers at my gym and the conversations went smoother than they did before. Also, while travelling in the elevator, I started a conversation with a random person and we talked a lot even in the short amount of time that we were together for. Things are only getting better, and now I'm trying to work on other things such as expressing my feelings more clearly and unapologetically. I'm also going to work on becoming more assertive. The only person stopping yourself from the person you want to become is yourself. Killing your ego would be an important part of this journey. Failure is 1000x sweeter than regret.",6.734687500000002,7.523103093750002,6.795982142857145,74.83651785714288,64.9375,9.614285714285714,34.973214285714285,9.606745405546679,3.378034821428572,1918,85,334,36,28,613,218,448,0.081,0.8109999999999999,0.10800000000000001,0.9229,0,2,1,0,0,0,54.0,2,2,2,4,16,11,1,0,28,0,31,4,0,2,4,64,68,27,1,10,11,0,3,1,1,6,3,1,0,6,23,18,0,5,6,3,0,14,10,3,0,1,24,6,55,8,65,37,13,60,0,1,2,1,45,15,0,9,30,251,78,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16373599836817376,0.0,0.18963959499777844,0.06577275063085558,0.0,0.0,0.053754110241244976,0.0,0.18141032468256613,0.08929967920141077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06504826761967418,0.0,0.2216925121353572,0.0,0.0,0.06078163006088885,0.0,0.048185815166824665,0.17460058194400935,0.06726247369044087,0.0,0.0,0.06990991899069879,0.08629795133544313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618256267382425,0.08287841154613199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089168222244716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441850739899744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03996812162202824,0.0,0.0758967249884787,0.08659122198471708,0.0,0.06723663686526689,0.0,0.0,0.06107087944097026,0.0,0.04129836441280737,0.07582829471761328,0.17969505360334329,0.13260036409927167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990027232085934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051974623789046,0.0874528820011937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03861796878280754,0.07922503445734186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06720223205765143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15926141233991062,0.0,0.0,0.1596282083149594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06096528391935815,0.0,0.08406650486082733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023635750368288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711986110770716,0.0,0.054800665548091786,0.20706021560670912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911268645485182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06298956807328103,0.143921339599783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057762184093255,0.0,0.06085360807763154,0.0,0.0,0.16784787051498273,0.0,0.0,0.06608614253090532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541372879863008,0.06908984186402244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210059067634848,0.0,0.0,0.06275383414485619,0.09218492171453636,0.0,0.14985306430970008,0.0,0.0,0.053667164729181614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18649393031715872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29310638806728884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285930784813481,0.0,0.11509311502484602,0.0,0.0,0.22460854174024453,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Eioket,2020/02/21,"Awful first date, but still success Yesterday I went on a date for the first time in a long time. I don't know if it was as bad as I remember it. A lot of time without talking, feeling as having 'lost' her after the first 5 minutes. But I don't feel as bad as I expected. A year ago I would have had strong suicidal thoughts. Now I'm more like: Whatever, I just need a little longer to get where I want to be. At the same time I have this unbelievable urge to numb myself before stressful situations. So basically every time when I'm not alone. Alcohol, opiates or weed come to mind. I'm not doing it and luckily I'm not addicted or anything, but I still have this desire to be relaxed, no matter the costs. On the other hand, I had alot of success in the last few weeks/months. I managed a lot of phonecalls, which were always my kryptonite, and next week I'm taking driving lessons for the first time since 2014. I'm 21 and still living at home. For this reason I can be part of my mothers circle of friends. This gives me a lot reasons to do things I'm not fully comfortable with, but at the same time gives me a lot of stability and support",3.856987179487176,4.615052679487178,5.090673076923078,84.61370192307696,71.35042735042734,8.072222222222223,28.727564102564106,8.278499904357787,1.8472230769230769,893,33,188,13,16,297,131,234,0.128,0.6809999999999999,0.192,0.9505,0,1,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,9,8,13,0,1,17,1,17,4,1,2,0,41,38,18,1,6,13,1,3,1,1,1,3,0,1,0,10,6,1,0,8,1,1,3,8,5,0,4,7,3,19,8,30,27,10,38,0,1,0,0,6,9,0,8,27,130,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532459012366647,0.0,0.0,0.09377472402559277,0.11305525395645202,0.0,0.10956451647840387,0.0,0.0,0.08802413265432614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705455196824607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17665720706486865,0.0,0.0,0.09001783945474733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112703853062844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913099528343534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697923397934343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35993304740291776,0.0,0.0,0.08173158552238577,0.0,0.05526989022980397,0.20296307541206152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611404024380408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058138346046967875,0.08623138063207145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05168269799231685,0.10602741828080216,0.09341278686094286,0.09361909587951607,0.0,0.0,0.11548015388050625,0.3597488706232975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068157743846634,0.0,0.08443901276104869,0.0,0.0,0.07844049912989955,0.0,0.0,0.11250679201765897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145581498960074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21753547010973728,0.0,0.0,0.11983723925134793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875089686906554,0.11891020128897685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25344742173055096,0.0,0.12117985461211075,0.0,0.0,0.1157149573281532,0.12004702624543008,0.0,0.0,0.07953944861202074,0.08502842794148865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702808802178166,0.0,0.0,0.0839838955852187,0.4318010414593805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06239653315397116,0.0,0.08485679320372029,0.0,0.0,0.09806658280823756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197590578219076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514879598240108,0.0,0.0,0.0681240362284545 socialanxiety,Porcelain-Ink,2020/02/21,"Basically feeling like a huge degenerate loser as I talk to no one. Not sure how to start, but I'll try to make this organized. So, I've just gotten back from a field trip for my college. We went to an arts centre. My dad drove me to the venue. I was the only one who arrived there alone. Once I got there I saw everyone else arriving in a group. During the visit inside, there wasn't much need for interaction. Just listening to an artist talk. After the talk, everyone was free to ask questions or just mingle around or go home. And of course they all started talking among themselves. It was embarrassing. I was the only one without a clique and wasn't mixing with ANYONE at all. It felt really fucking pathetic. As always. I went straight home. Earlier during the day it was also painful. During class, we had to go out to the mall and buy materials. I didn't know where to buy them so I had to follow a random clique. I just followed them without a word. Felt like a creep. A girl was nice enough to acknowledge me once or twice, and they all did wait for me when I was paying at the cashier. I feel so bad. I was just there hanging silently around them, being awkward and unfriendly. I wasn't able to open up at all when I was addressed and I just gave short, quick answers. I wish I had managed to make conversation. Whenever I try to speak to anyone, they look at me like I said something weird, or maybe it's normal and I'm paranoid. Idk. My reputation is the loner. I haven't made a single acquaintance in that class although we've been together for over 6 months now, meeting once a week. I simply can't open up like I used to a couple years ago. I'm just too awkward and withdrawn. But they're so cold and clique so much, it's like a physical barrier has been put up and now I'm too late to ever fit into any. It feels like such a shameful thing. This all sounds so high school but it still feels horrible. I'm already 20 and my social phobia is as strong, if not even stronger than when I was in secondary school. I need the connections and to salvage my reputation. If I don't, I'll be ostracized. I'll be the weird one. I already am. And that's not okay. I'm not okay. I don't know what's real anymore. The environment is so cold and it feels as if I'm always being judged. 99% of the class are girls and although I'm a girl myself, I'm the odd one out. I don't have a problem being forgotten and in the background. But I can't take being looked down upon because of my severe social ineptness. I feel so stupid. It's so hard to talk to people there. They're so cold. My self-esteem is nil. Literally. It physically pains me to simply be around them. I'm basically nothing. Nothing. Maybe I want to be around friendlier people. Maybe it's not completely my fault. It just feels like I failed as a person because I can't get along with so many people. I hate them but a voice keeps telling me that I have no right to hate them- I did this to myself. I did do it to myself. But at the same time, I have reasons for not being able to open up (trauma from bf). I was trying the best I could and it wasn't enough. It's even hard to write. At this point I'm losing touch with reality. Maybe I should die. I don't want to die. It just hurts. I even feel bad for wanting help, wanting to speak out on issues at all. Idk what's real.",0.9025803243574052,3.159747120639537,2.7248286413708698,91.65064871481027,84.33430232558139,5.59779681762546,20.38984088127295,6.950104931194217,0.3989052325581395,2601,78,561,34,76,862,284,688,0.183,0.7240000000000001,0.09300000000000001,-0.9967,1,1,1,0,0,1,91.0,2,0,9,5,47,35,4,4,36,2,54,3,0,6,8,113,112,53,2,14,30,1,13,7,1,1,2,6,3,4,27,34,0,3,16,3,4,11,23,21,0,6,35,25,71,15,82,66,13,69,0,4,3,1,40,39,1,9,26,372,98,9,0.1269346198571488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05625994085332836,0.0,0.0,0.06573299234681015,0.14007550944164107,0.05075478481977344,0.10561977224153424,0.0,0.0,0.04315994713822389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06294251727422953,0.08875563758103511,0.0,0.0,0.22599744675011224,0.059333367326147676,0.0,0.0,0.04880244373183183,0.10598510551810572,0.07737816610037195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660502614818385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654426694400764,0.0,0.0,0.05067348259595519,0.07022537126843968,0.0,0.0409311643843822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173809501976586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053018793497991185,0.0,0.0,0.13115739407514568,0.0,0.1257586789001028,0.05740981540246225,0.0,0.12129146893713533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25672783103343044,0.1360231766830251,0.12187714106943387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05867450533035981,0.033159049921064984,0.0,0.07213986967428017,0.0,0.050760605598982184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370848689175493,0.125321657753416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042540800011647735,0.06705669753665361,0.12732577333301054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06794306794066503,0.0,0.0,0.06624338224064201,0.0,0.056412661211258486,0.0,0.0,0.06975994744639451,0.0,0.0715938900408686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170484524141322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659311137908113,0.07100368550092509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060054303229771774,0.08472984441812363,0.06434589067938054,0.2550457736380454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050659001271531716,0.0,0.09331155087955599,0.09412041224134776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06218448834417108,0.12179719119856328,0.0,0.0,0.20277184117503974,0.215035458772466,0.09653949829439784,0.1350673850841363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200072427468104,0.05541720698136657,0.0,0.0,0.059997122330002976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06072964415421441,0.0,0.0638021762668453,0.0710979122962338,0.0,0.0,0.14447938692230525,0.0406587839135962,0.06525496507211627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054200735899512666,0.06037194560980672,0.0,0.0,0.1284646120113619,0.0,0.0,0.06621024596147403,0.07169999496775181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939385969075234,0.0,0.04886023591523486,0.0,0.0,0.08984497726379284,0.0,0.05068507569302595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05981718850292075,0.0,0.04771951846211099,0.2550630981080835,0.05547322631249628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0421648605768768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03700829880993811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12927041201358666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054815378139967376,0.0,0.0,0.14973865510868808,0.0,0.050909647735582785,0.0,0.0,0.11766966431111495,0.0,0.0,0.07298427421060509,0.12236044386981865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040870866736508346 socialanxiety,earthou11,2020/02/21,"What else am I supposed to think about? I tell myself to stop replaying conversations (sometimes outloud) in my head or reliving the past, mostly regretting how I came off or what I said. But I realized then that I have nothing to think about. How do I keep my mind occupied?",4.725192307692307,6.4603219038461575,5.591538461538463,78.12846153846156,70.34615384615384,9.815384615384616,32.230769230769226,10.125756701596842,3.510138461538462,217,10,40,6,4,71,38,52,0.109,0.8909999999999999,0.0,-0.644,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,2,0,14,8,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,10,0,7,6,1,6,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,3,3,31,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345306721900157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24433788717861515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300179152453572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599785762949163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953315490904383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806520706933318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27921482798849634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782249964952776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28928011698037703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445347605299749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556491767903027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748315998630081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rob_1995,2020/02/21,"Being told that I’m annoying Recently I’ve been trying to overcome my social anxiety by talking more. However, today somebody told me that I’m annoying. It hurt a lot because I’ve been trying so hard to break out of my shell and now I feel like shit for even trying. He said, “I’m not used to people initiating the conversation”. I guess that annoyed him. I don’t know. Now I’m going to start overthinking every conversation. Maybe I do take initiative when it comes to how the conversation flows. It’s not like I try to. Do you guys find that annoying?",2.4941784820683885,4.8945584678899134,4.621334445371144,79.57910758965807,79.0,8.367306088407005,25.505421184320262,9.095868883498916,2.4449192660550465,439,17,83,12,11,151,70,109,0.191,0.764,0.045,-0.9356,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,6,8,5,0,3,0,6,1,1,2,0,12,21,4,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,6,0,0,5,3,10,2,10,15,2,11,0,1,0,0,12,1,1,2,8,47,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798178402245506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995126246968837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553719143331362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913201710889346,0.0,0.15196865372674784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119998106641232,0.12885564283543802,0.0,0.0,0.1648539896352309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250785389249184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19869677798903604,0.17859365814346445,0.0,0.0,0.1615751873861788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19308873478468289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912608010896397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762383559138411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15334326564650405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18120489417315527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250451474221456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780926182178432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17157221402582976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851461767515093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18386347138764192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276660998129676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561503364007707,0.1449737622886307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709687129786985,0.3447005998860682,0.0,0.4898348192066994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578089616196786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bjohn4210,2020/02/21,"Self Loathing Anyone else really struggle with self loathing? I’ll find myself mumbling “I hate myself” in front of the mirror, right after an interaction, or sometimes just sitting down thinking about my day. I also get these feelings when I involuntarily react to something in a way I wouldn’t want myself to react (does that make sense?). I feel like my brain is doing doublethink from Orwell’s 1984 where I have contradictory ideas about myself and I hate the part of me that behaves a certain way. idk if this is the right subreddit to put this shit out there. i hate feeling sorry for myself. not asking for pity, just genuinely curious if this is something anyone else deals with.",5.0134981818181865,7.513898568000003,5.267418181818184,77.53770909090909,71.32,7.105454545454546,27.363636363636363,8.00094639256281,1.9841999999999995,551,20,90,8,11,174,85,125,0.223,0.6940000000000001,0.084,-0.9691,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,8,8,4,1,6,0,6,2,2,3,1,22,17,6,0,4,6,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,6,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,0,3,16,2,17,16,1,15,0,1,0,0,5,7,1,3,4,63,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148385383676612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008198385214124,0.2942746197512017,0.0,0.0,0.13424856797958076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16030742293445496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926114672395907,0.1480474477952109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125667155447151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399222368076763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21782859226131374,0.10258936078554118,0.0,0.0,0.13124970740492353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502616433341452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4253319973669079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16210927871780226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015672686599345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585550922585992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550706802734082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435976220129515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199517509578532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24527079806382054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996165937134185,0.0,0.14740548032561915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221103807127902,0.14202613751665594,0.16075078130628964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501240823560005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201441997367374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470023245533398,0.22796930759984724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,extraterrestial,2020/02/21,"Should i call in sick ? My team has to give a short presentation today but all the ones that like public speaking are not working today. If I call in sick, and avoiding it I know it will only get worse for next week's presentation, but I simply don't know if I will handle it today.",3.766724137931035,4.56295377586207,5.120172413793104,84.17956896551725,71.58620689655173,7.179310344827586,23.12068965517241,7.1686216300943375,0.7412965517241372,221,5,46,2,4,74,42,58,0.223,0.725,0.052000000000000005,-0.8909999999999999,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,2,0,6,2,0,0,1,11,10,5,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,6,1,4,7,1,10,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,8,30,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4651319883326913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899395575186845,0.21848586196234648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503392624170315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127086832386393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422228120133804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15433445727284412,0.17321993265333882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6476627763817848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18269342410026995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16581025945381078,0.0,0.23210447197703216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,p0Oferdogmam,2020/02/21,"Why am I this way I sit alone at lunch. I go to a small school (250-275 kids, elementary-high school) and if you sit alone, it’s cause people choose to not sit there. A cute dude I like asked me if I wanted to sit with him, and In my panicking state, I said no. Like WHAT THE FUCK ME. WHY. Why. Just, ugh.",-1.3550373134328346,0.4999137014925381,0.7090858208955241,104.89556902985079,91.08955223880596,4.544029850746268,11.360074626865673,5.985473137389443,-1.5846999999999998,226,2,63,2,8,74,48,67,0.264,0.6659999999999999,0.071,-0.912,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,2,5,1,0,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,10,6,4,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,11,3,6,5,0,10,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,2,2,32,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4295222314141111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938524279921723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21301454278762352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19169981128843502,0.0,0.0,0.11784674898465823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21908589072928672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026100098888961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437564395354737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197245643833784,0.0,0.0,0.4197162249798737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230555573200065,0.1645917139043392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5613270234416889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,recycled099090,2020/02/21,"Are my thoughts of being attacked and having “superhuman” ability attack back related to my social anxiety? Sometimes when I walk alone on the street, sometimes but not always correlating with having an uncomfortable confrontation with someone earlier, I get these thoughts that someone is going to abduct me or violently mug me. Or, when I walk home, I get thoughts of someone breaking in with the intention of harming me. In these thoughts I also have the ability to fight back, or I happen to have a knife or taser, or I think of violent ways to end their life. When I have these thoughts, I get really stressed out and want to sit down and cry on the spot. The people on these thought usually have no real face, they are just strangers, or will occasionally be the person I had a confrontation with. I’ve only been actually confronted a couple times on the street by people who seem like they are under the influence of something, and I don’t think I would ever act on these thoughts. I have no actual skill in physical self defense. I just have these intense thoughts that scare even me. I want to know if anyone else with social anxiety has similar thoughts to this, since I feel it has something to do with how my brain deals frustration of being unable reveal vulnerability.",10.903702127659578,8.636362710638299,10.095000000000002,64.54250000000002,58.06382978723404,13.655319148936169,43.07446808510638,12.161744961471696,5.202497872340426,1027,46,176,25,10,329,128,235,0.24,0.7070000000000001,0.053,-0.9944,0,1,2,0,1,0,21.0,0,0,3,1,11,14,10,2,12,0,23,3,2,3,1,46,44,17,0,4,11,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,2,11,11,0,1,15,0,0,4,4,13,0,0,11,1,26,1,33,28,0,29,0,0,0,0,10,13,0,8,10,131,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.1823679739530462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677568741473587,0.0,0.07472395543177995,0.07774958737108469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14296272902927898,0.0,0.0,0.06533543911647784,0.09574034937902452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126030391641613,0.0,0.14369922533721932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430997204428864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338961206271767,0.10263948150281484,0.0,0.0963325643820053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805715217705309,0.0,0.08276012900831263,0.0,0.0,0.06171625624828302,0.08452185351023332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04724608495622529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14645567175155372,0.0,0.05310412038526882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262870684206583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372796521192374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05135219489569067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599945406566493,0.04565007710904759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106535072085035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955909835481755,0.08158822698852386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063552067802996,0.05986007364346652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935497672692679,0.0,0.0,0.08506429076213412,0.0974783261503434,0.0,0.0,0.07729455550202731,0.0,0.0,0.1905006796701247,0.23751429368311874,0.14386939493018472,0.1848291509243212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703523465296644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974519207447674,0.0,0.6676284931870314,0.05448563087597689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029109880804246,0.0,0.1102266971526708,0.07416834375916155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06637711389909792,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Maguirr,2020/02/21,"I can't talk to people anymore and need help! I've been avoiding people for a long time, friends, people that I just know but don't talk to, and that's destroying me. Every time I'll talk to someone (closers friends, family and not closers friends) my mouth begin to quiver, and I'm so nervous because of that, and they notice that I'm nervous to keep that conversation so some of them start to be nervous to, and that makes me feel so bad... I've always been a extroverted person, but now I don't think that I'm. The bigger problem is listening. When I'm telling people about something, I'm pretty fine, but when they start to talk to me, something funny, or when they begin to smile, I start to quiver, because I don't know how should be my reaction, I don't feel comfortable to smile together, because I'd begin to quiver and them would notice... I just don't feel ok of laughing, and it's worse when I met someone I know in the street, because I don't now what to talk to them, my body and my anxiety want runaway, but I have to talk to that person...I just don't know what to do anymore, I'm isolating myself, because I talk to my friends in social media, but it's completely different when it's personally. I appreciate if someone who's overcame this situation or is in the same situation help me a bit, thank you.",8.999509703779367,5.816969059925097,9.079359891045288,73.2004290091931,62.52059925093633,12.106094654409262,40.00306435137896,10.018931242160765,3.7867707865168536,1037,42,212,16,11,344,108,267,0.11699999999999999,0.721,0.161,0.9076,1,1,2,0,0,0,41.0,0,1,6,0,15,16,1,4,6,1,18,2,2,2,0,40,45,26,0,6,12,0,3,0,4,2,0,1,0,2,15,9,0,2,8,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,3,4,30,9,27,38,3,23,0,0,0,0,28,7,0,4,16,130,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579615320631046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06968541749666847,0.0,0.1806783173740744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605832814207013,0.2776453313663165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994492807138798,0.10118309325001074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550862201738748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517214378636868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674925466706285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587378407765565,0.0,0.13817712536461216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28151097165033884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221145975519868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096708828657713,0.0,0.0,0.200247947977748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061388531013629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060804867614905375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675438417891315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074185452458993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526079327290505,0.23861504459713434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267369361173408,0.0,0.08716310052157876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20478329210210164,0.0,0.09285720471587376,0.2315468210367575,0.14025472119589635,0.0,0.0,0.1934269554926944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5125162032005139,0.0796187507546404,0.08386562019623589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05836831571129077,0.0,0.0,0.10623339274348123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053728642860403034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928309123009889,0.06470940958793871,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,plantsinsweatpants,2020/02/21,"Strategies for when mind goes “blank?” I moved recently and made a new friend in the area, but I’m having trouble opening up and finding a flow when we talk. I think I’m probably investing too much into this friendship working out... I go back over and analyze what I’ve said to my friend constantly, and constantly fear that I’m going to ruin our friendship by doing something wrong or not being (funny, fun, exciting, cool) enough. I think that if I was able to open up a little bit more, even if there’s a risk of her not liking the “real me,” we could definitely connect better as friends! Anyone ever have that feeling like your mind just goes blank when you are emotionally invested in a friendship/relationship, and that you’re just extending small talk or being pleasant rather than really connecting? Any tips for overcoming the “blank” feeling and diving deeper?",8.999624999999998,8.2236857125,8.582500000000003,69.15250000000005,60.625,11.75,37.5,10.9516,4.1820625,694,28,116,15,8,222,111,160,0.135,0.634,0.231,0.9556,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,3,2,0,2,11,15,0,2,8,1,8,0,0,1,1,33,19,15,0,4,10,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,6,12,0,0,5,0,2,4,2,5,0,0,3,4,13,10,16,13,4,25,0,1,0,0,12,12,0,4,11,78,19,1,0.1479374661255458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060254995724477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344131603239776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137547798157308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13083866677737832,0.16150939754129434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197356902680647,0.0,0.11811602892007025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16640973755266691,0.0,0.1528589486851011,0.0,0.09771130114445066,0.13381790769033097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664707784550327,0.14960325579315942,0.10568655535939332,0.0,0.0,0.13521216392557575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428883580615353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815254243878475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454954667778105,0.14827220562463506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13998200742627845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298749337111514,0.0,0.0,0.15723411429358644,0.1087510595052924,0.0,0.0,0.14287892664075258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15950160979440964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16838522408395906,0.09477252895534266,0.0,0.14607040049008194,0.1588294745676761,0.0,0.0,0.14072240762425978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388948899411146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378130630001884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18958470968035748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077002372661152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16174639559578485,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,unbiasedbody,2020/02/21,"Afraid to get help I’ve had social anxiety for many years now. I’ve taken benzos a few times and they’ve helped but I know that’s not something I can take everyday. I had my doctor write me a script for some type of SSRI but the side affects were worse than the actual anxiety. I’m not sure what to do, I want help because I physically can not talk to people I shut down and go mute. Does anyone have any suggestions on what helps? I can’t live like this anymore it’s embarrassing.",1.1076545454545474,3.405626020000004,2.9414545454545475,90.1657272727273,83.8,6.436363636363637,19.090909090909093,7.686295010490155,0.6151,382,10,82,7,11,127,74,100,0.133,0.733,0.134,0.0276,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,4,0,8,1,0,1,1,13,15,4,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,4,0,9,2,9,11,2,9,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,5,45,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.19961635943598965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391045446976638,0.0,0.3129683231684756,0.0,0.20286378432104926,0.14302974602263174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469494610895612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20937090621766705,0.1790076265306438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687164484017174,0.0,0.11625342929002608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5484361320223944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241818365284262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993533407161127,0.0,0.1806259816950021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20738685794621253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181281386641192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208518257463466,0.0,0.15747658005794496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19279084715152275,0.0,0.15380004677959574,0.16441371449261047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927777713685553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065195177270865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20845921574933007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13172683670285998 socialanxiety,Radiorxy,2020/02/21,"Feeling nervous about a situation this weekend I volunteered to attend this thing for my school this weekend. It’s basically Jeopardy but with questions pertaining to our major and with groups of 3. We’ll be competing against other schools. There’s lunch and breakfast too. But what’s making me feel anxious is the other five people attending from my school. I’m a guy, but they’re all girls that know each other pretty well. They all “know”’ me, but we’re not friends. I really don’t even think they like me, especially the one girl, who I have a crush on. I just feel like I’m going to go 7 hours feeling alienated and unwanted. I wouldn’t have even signed up if I knew only they were going. Any advice?",3.126165075800113,5.468989948905108,4.109781021897813,84.36765861875352,76.51824817518249,7.135092644581696,25.86692869174621,8.139509932561175,1.757468725435149,561,21,106,10,13,181,93,137,0.10099999999999999,0.777,0.122,0.5816,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,3,1,7,5,0,1,5,0,8,2,0,1,2,28,22,8,0,3,7,0,4,2,1,2,0,0,0,3,11,6,2,0,9,2,0,5,3,1,1,2,2,4,16,4,12,17,4,10,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,2,5,71,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16892653108399064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755750556092236,0.0,0.0,0.1952938572919312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228357965728214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34963299801666553,0.12349833900489413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355890772392784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29473795820133386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17116844596160652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17024209554573536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19000962590605835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891106780716678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539204536627187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714116358614216,0.1314753997641175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198462687969299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758709043695669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19365392625173705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074492748369992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5248609072391307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943130859371167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484712471651308,0.11076809470528484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543086123056393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,GloeSticc,2020/02/21,"Anyone else want to change? What i mean is, do you think that you are inferior? Do you feel like your intrinsic personality is less of that of a normal person? I think we all can relate to this at some extent, but first we need to define what makes a ""good"" personality as described by the public. Being a charismatic, outgoing, supportive, funny, and caring individual will be the most common answer for most people. Lets be real, being around someone who is quiet, doesnt contribute to the conversation, or is just overall shy as in being socially anxious will be seen as the black sheep and given remarks such as ""why are you so quiet?"" Or ""why dont you talk more?"". Knowing all of this information, you have to try. You have to just go for it before you fall into depression more than you already are. Everyone in this sub is in pain, and some worse than others. We gotta fight this bois! Just remember, you dont have to always be constantly talking. Just listen and respond accordingly without being excluded. Dont have friends? Talk to the dude next to you. I know that its hard. Im here with you. But if we cant keep trying then whats the point? You guys and gals got this.. Im rooting for you.",2.6767972263868067,5.0641643146551765,4.365464767616192,81.73035982008997,78.26724137931033,7.138230884557721,23.017991004497752,8.18289091462,1.4952029235382307,939,30,177,18,23,315,135,232,0.12,0.8029999999999999,0.077,-0.9166,0,0,0,0,1,0,40.0,4,15,0,1,8,9,1,0,9,0,31,1,0,2,2,44,49,16,0,4,10,0,2,1,1,3,1,3,0,4,15,12,0,1,9,0,0,2,6,4,0,1,3,7,22,5,30,34,10,14,0,2,2,0,35,7,0,7,6,135,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013689526864586,0.0,0.0981258557850992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322549777722853,0.0,0.08245826239309327,0.12083155722926775,0.0,0.1049812568090424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034836204646916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120235838733364,0.0,0.12475258494623045,0.0,0.0,0.1274386795132393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157153735128822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4146335347725385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851402581680603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268561687172307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05962813020084622,0.08424805529849974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003098162876762,0.0,0.0,0.09111117067806708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702141367836224,0.0989127266220242,0.09431809516080944,0.0,0.0,0.11676763280322512,0.0,0.0,0.10564066130313507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547657651426367,0.0,0.0,0.10482015897195424,0.0,0.0,0.1296207025905545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058975423869728,0.0,0.0576138476671451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871810663493548,0.0,0.0,0.12845857323146054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744239645687023,0.0,0.0,0.12541816562649627,0.0,0.1155447698064772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254841065149024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817566872743324,0.30891152735102184,0.0,0.0,0.1114804330350506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342283095691301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358986111957186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021312814854908,0.09992033019893597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382372344466548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843590844769371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112748306146004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16013125241383366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955721151835538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21282403330915148,0.0,0.0,0.1136787460733511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017908993417944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ltodd456,2020/02/21,"Back in school, was anyone else referred to by teachers as being ""mature for your age"" or ""well behaved""? The reality is that I didn't really enjoy my youth or act like a kid and as a result I'm a socially anxious mess with shitty social skills",9.27551020408163,6.0309680816326505,10.099693877551024,66.28994897959184,62.06122448979593,12.248979591836735,36.74489795918368,10.125756701596842,3.658542857142857,192,6,35,3,2,67,44,49,0.201,0.662,0.136,-0.5491,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,0,3,3,7,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,4,24,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34468231482825895,0.0,0.21333682540179155,0.3126165902545872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23460725879171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254876454043105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14905911189223234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19545836458905608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30878300522549385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6220331689399827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743264421502835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,UF1912,2020/02/21,"I'm going to a place with a lot of people, alone. Ok so, I'm going to the stadium alone for the first time. I'm kind of nervous, but at the same time exited. I am nervous for the alone part. My dad is going to go leave me and pick me up after the match. Everything happening outside the stadium, kinda scares me a little. But it will just be a little time compared to when I'll actualy be inside the stadium. It looks really non-important, but I am still preatty nervous, I'm going right now. Bye :)",1.897562028047464,3.5919835242718428,4.568478964401297,82.69267529665589,77.83495145631069,8.072923408845739,24.06580366774541,8.841846274778883,1.8899674217907227,385,13,78,9,9,137,61,103,0.165,0.7809999999999999,0.053,-0.8288,0,3,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,4,11,1,6,0,0,1,0,10,17,6,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,4,0,1,0,1,6,2,12,14,3,20,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,2,9,50,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5158573798419025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921311173938726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412212979771135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4717808975332661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14681589749776475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17289012279013627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17579714744659306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328025528929152,0.0,0.0,0.13941969672067636,0.0,0.0,0.14114903541588747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17978955518425396,0.0,0.1151012525242623,0.0,0.17346142438020812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636025628533374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417849627125252,0.0,0.0,0.1662205977469368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258826560105466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904326027906336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jaytr22,2020/02/21,"Anyone else here with selective mutism? I'm 24 years old and have had selective mutism since I started kindergarten. I never could talk at school or in a classroom all the way up until college, which I think played a big part in me dropping out. I remember having chapped lips almost every day after school because I would go the whole day without opening my mouth whatsoever, speaking, coughing, yawning, eating etc. and then I'd get home and explode with energy, I remember my mom didn't believe my teacher at first that I was shy and didn't talk lol So few people understand what it's like growing up being unable to talk at school, even my therapists and other shy people have a hard time relating to that. Sometimes I feel like I missed out on a huge part of my childhood. I don't really ""have"" it anymore, because I'm no longer in school, but I'm still pretty socially anxious and awkward from being so quiet growing up and I find it difficult to make friends. I don't really know why I'm posting this, just venting I guess and hoping there's others out there who can relate.",6.7493381180223295,6.807540038277513,6.954653110047849,76.22215510366827,64.88516746411483,9.454704944178626,34.64154704944178,9.075114841892004,3.0808944178628392,864,36,153,13,12,279,133,209,0.08199999999999999,0.799,0.11800000000000001,0.8494,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,1,6,1,15,5,2,1,2,33,30,14,0,3,4,1,2,2,1,1,2,2,1,0,11,14,1,0,7,1,0,3,7,3,0,1,4,4,19,5,23,22,6,35,0,1,0,0,8,16,0,4,15,102,30,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153241512109694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010709843760468,0.11421574429108487,0.08052816796459941,0.1180032619362786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041073054845274,0.0,0.0,0.12975493735004806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919523047561368,0.0,0.0,0.14854771011127102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178456516863218,0.09620811532537364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844280248351536,0.07606740103862816,0.0,0.09703403676751793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05823241898232071,0.08227606732029201,0.0,0.0,0.10526149767898813,0.09796187186196023,0.0,0.0,0.08897853826749108,0.0,0.06017054497866897,0.0,0.06545264842214425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687057487291512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031679381837516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552292947951362,0.1143878450002437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329334021217414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253056922080648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687555775471068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488341083805802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882468858910678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208494795374392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494315180410397,0.0,0.15968602912515698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029914228497403,0.1171672953999624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755918472180693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609258663084673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4662248003846696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526818878678804,0.0,0.0,0.11739930837915788,0.0,0.0,0.11390413159888167,0.0,0.08151652804328766,0.0,0.09197334163657817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777031124892649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371896538057262,0.0,0.07379502664040959,0.0,0.0,0.06715540745070549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989398620636972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141502566847504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392123847772444,0.1285809983533771,0.0,0.11101787610026853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181206783569038,0.0,0.0,0.0741644387019662 socialanxiety,Shower-karaoke-star,2020/02/21,"Introversion or anxiety? Help me clear this up, please, because i'm gonna go nuts soon. I don't always want to talk to others, yes. But. I have a strong desire to express myself, be liked, make people laugh, be seen by everyone. I detest the word introvert alone and when someone calls me that, i (internally) take it as a mortal offense. I can spend much time alone, am pretty much constantly thinking about something, and focus more on myself internally than the external world, but at the same time, i also love the occassions when my social interactions go well and it feels fucking great. I switch mind states quite often. Also i don't find it tiring to hang out with others for a long time. Lastly, my communication skills need a lot of work, which tears me apart because the lack of them keeps me from communicating clearly and effectively. What is your verdict, strangers? Is it introversion, extroversion, or something in between? What about Social anxiety? Big factor?",5.7054857142857145,7.905152891428571,6.074714285714286,73.77378571428574,68.65714285714286,8.657142857142857,29.07142857142857,9.23628265651192,2.7416857142857145,776,29,128,16,14,249,123,175,0.083,0.6990000000000001,0.21899999999999997,0.9823,0,2,2,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,1,5,9,8,2,0,9,1,9,3,0,2,2,27,23,13,1,4,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,11,6,0,1,4,0,1,3,2,2,1,0,1,2,18,6,20,19,6,21,0,0,1,2,10,8,1,4,10,88,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041869559129994,0.0,0.2348735838905621,0.12219190035069087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22468141799946345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17903816607053333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499514179974597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15869389676466938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032254350882956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425234139671312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421926820457955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576149912646812,0.0,0.0,0.16691775752731774,0.0,0.0,0.16190388420936624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843121388246652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305280276779974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970326717872767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174404214503392,0.0,0.0,0.12995862486433016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248475753890746,0.13253887414539334,0.0,0.0980242665378286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827777412756135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21590494818657452,0.1088882487576329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180808008754044,0.0,0.0,0.16119843714963006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940038848822054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15619424815016264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993924579418127,0.12442648202137326,0.22610634169566354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041377047037874,0.1180333719936024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409627158278944,0.0,0.0,0.256890216539641,0.16878376600101447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866165985562132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203679786685193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690936829673264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Experiment626__,2020/02/21,Job interviews? How do you guys get ready for an interview? I freak out so much and I never know how to answer the questions!,0.15820000000000078,2.514247120000004,1.9515,92.20325,97.8,5.7,18.25,7.1686216300943375,0.6583999999999999,98,3,20,2,4,32,23,25,0.131,0.7759999999999999,0.092,-0.2621,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,8,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,15,3,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23529624492620002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4459304895733662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44691609964560014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475079008514985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310688572571505,0.0,0.3473479538728658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5045099852142815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,24e27z,2020/02/22,"How do you meet/make friends? I am very lonely and have no friends and now I’m just desperately trying to look for some solutions. It’s kinda hard to find people around my area esp since I go to a very big uni. I was thinking maybe going to more social events, bars, etc. those are the only usual places where I can think of meeting and finding people",2.8623004694835714,4.6385628591549315,3.6503521126760567,89.96782863849769,75.33802816901408,5.860093896713615,21.6924882629108,6.42735559955562,0.30212488262910764,277,7,57,2,6,88,59,71,0.12,0.7709999999999999,0.109,0.0516,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,1,0,12,12,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,4,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,2,6,2,7,11,3,10,0,1,1,0,5,5,0,2,3,34,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18590670008880564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23290531912439275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817413235215369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32268954662635463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23737055986850916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18707441056633856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17536811918583015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098020080778721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15882780813877906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895586584376733,0.0,0.21818727525851006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727497958839498,0.0,0.0,0.21288015252189788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676250268158624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14178470339468854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300013509314076,0.3446201470582358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,michael_scarn88,2020/02/22,"The moment the social event is over and your alone in bed on reddit. Just so happy, content and relieved. Feels like someone has lifted a 1000 tonnes off my back. Mentally need to recharge after a 9 hour social event I feel drained. Questions running through my mind - will this go away? Will this get worse? Do people have this as bad as me?",2.632549450549451,5.2559515076923065,2.554505494505495,93.28692307692309,80.07692307692307,4.32967032967033,23.131868131868128,5.288315135182226,0.20541758241758235,268,9,51,1,7,80,55,65,0.154,0.715,0.13,-0.20199999999999999,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,11,5,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,3,10,9,0,13,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,7,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444705701972333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22177126534126704,0.18150339456923092,0.1970870201809898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23870204671006204,0.16863000033169728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332333508615426,0.0,0.13414933995532005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512734053869068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23245595738100194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531925712466913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378770025264777,0.0,0.23833732041362904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17502375919873622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16364330492070894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644234886978584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.481234605777902,0.19999945701880106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405491723655803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,stephyyp,2020/02/22,"The ultimate biggest secret of mine. Sometimes (or most of the time), I feel like I’m not a real human... Every human I’ve met, can sing their favorite song to the top of their lungs or dance with their friends and family at parties. But I.... just... can’t. I don’t sing or dance around anyone. I don’t just mean, my boyfriend or my mom, I mean EVERYONE. My body doesn’t physically allow me to move or use my “good singing voice”. But I’m so fun when I’m by myself..... I hate it. Believe or not, it’s destroying my life. You probably don’t know what that feels like, because who does right? I just want to know I’m not crazy. I’m hoping someone out there reads this and is “holy shit someone has this problem” Idk. But this sucks. Nobody will ever get to see how great I really am.",-0.3643873517786567,1.8860977701863355,1.6293083003952589,96.41574110671938,93.03726708074534,4.666403162055335,17.877188029361943,6.351523495107088,-0.16220745341614906,595,17,134,7,22,196,102,161,0.096,0.703,0.20199999999999999,0.9464,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,3,1,9,12,4,0,4,0,10,4,3,3,1,36,29,14,0,3,15,1,2,2,1,1,1,2,0,2,8,5,0,0,7,7,0,3,8,5,0,0,1,5,20,7,12,27,1,12,0,0,1,0,11,6,2,8,5,77,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274630224835785,0.0,0.0,0.14354229845614808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829349819735056,0.0,0.0,0.18166797723644235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17910692294066194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14110664758078809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14585539748906054,0.13585592612237524,0.1540765746226312,0.0,0.0,0.15200750178111486,0.0,0.1630607047740106,0.2303870207994251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457754128386155,0.0,0.08424389405699266,0.0,0.0,0.13524471469908186,0.0,0.17777325918774126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15919612419471854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601527375067726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17723214736505588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389216169570936,0.1575523930350216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512863042129827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18884827745395194,0.0,0.1713779914434313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17384945780608405,0.15428975559991515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128870544875268,0.18353219097465345,0.10329772091350514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770240895921704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849144451385527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16551574745026573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732448495133112,0.0,0.1594754974958547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402329715705618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926396925455362,0.0,0.0,0.0951065201448912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,roycecommunication,2020/02/22,"How to be yourself around others? Hi all. Does someone here know how to be yourself around new people? I am a 27yo male with social anxiety. This anxiety is triggered after being at an office for a while. I can’t seem to connect with people. It’s like i have a huge wall that I don’t know how to break. Rationally I know I am a fun person with good morals, interests and ambitions. But I just don’t know how to behave anymore and break the ice with people. I also don’t know how to adapt to different kinds of people. This makes my life very depressing and is giving me suicidal thoughts. I want to be myself all the time but my brain won’t let me because of the wall. Its very, very frustrating and I thought the Anxiety was my problem. But it is only a symptom of not knowing how to make friends and connect/be spontaneous.. Does someone recognise this?! Thanks for the read. Share your stories, maybe we can relate!",1.8829558011049696,4.384316563535915,3.194748618784529,88.27687430939226,82.25966850828729,6.050939226519338,24.51961325966852,7.365786028017652,1.2912539226519328,722,28,140,11,20,234,102,181,0.096,0.774,0.13,0.6212,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,1,0,0,11,11,1,0,11,0,18,3,1,9,2,39,32,16,1,2,5,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,2,8,12,0,0,9,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,18,8,22,23,2,12,1,1,0,0,9,6,0,1,5,98,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964590611191962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285965536594775,0.0,0.12357385001290115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22184824977941625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759575427393626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909945774152066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732138513913757,0.0,0.0,0.1301848322763996,0.0,0.0,0.21808388979922969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096268869151802,0.0,0.0,0.11953166957797152,0.0,0.1045120621956388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975606373637122,0.410875143986882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274162013884398,0.08801160705778427,0.06087530125145694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166348496043207,0.0,0.12518163215755326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034347947322314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947670827222939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455393568504404,0.10879955108584616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922935819922073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463788513155513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343495244305135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701825492894647,0.2111534101019255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629673295496295,0.0,0.0,0.1295114380111205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471877447155887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19784357793322335,0.07265769092848695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30843445836166883,0.07349476517961942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CousCousSauce,2020/02/22,"Anxity and many sectets I work in sales. It's odd that this is what I do because I have the worst social anxiety. I have and anxiety for as long as I can remember. Because of my anxiety I find it hard to remember, talk without jumping around or not being able to heat the word vomit cimming out, or basically be what you expect a great sales person to be. This affects me beyond constantly. All I do is work and sleep. Nothing else. Its like my mind refuses to let go of small things that ubset me and all I do is dwell. In my job, everything gets judged, sales are demanded and very little is ever chopped up to circumstance. If you have a lead on the phone, you must make a sale in the same call. No excuses. I'm in a position where I know I'm not getting the support/training I need from my supervisors but I'm afraid to bring it up (I've already brought up my displeasure with the way things at the company have transpired, but nothing has resulted from me speaking up.) I also feel scared that because I complain or ask for help or do not make same-call sales closes, I will get fired. I'm in constant fear. I also feel scared to say what I feel/think to anyone at work because I do not trust my coworkers. Sales is dog eat dog. There are losers and winners. There are hard rules that must be followed, but also a sales rep must do everything to get the sale and never take no for an answer. It's hard because sometimes people/customers/coworkers say something that I perceive as rude or mean but to another person I'm the one who does not make sense. My sister says I'm just sensitive. That I should just get my money. Focuse on the money only. I wish that's how I could be. I wish I could keep my anxiety from destroying me. I feel like a failure. A loser doomed to live to die and be misserable the whole time. I'm scared",3.2164725069897493,4.684479959459463,4.502618825722276,85.50554054054058,73.72972972972974,7.914259086672879,27.353215284249767,8.53829466247534,1.9125657036346688,1435,54,294,26,29,474,180,370,0.21100000000000002,0.736,0.053,-0.9958,2,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,3,0,6,12,17,2,6,19,0,34,3,1,7,7,66,64,25,1,11,18,1,7,2,0,5,1,4,0,2,20,12,1,2,10,0,10,6,9,13,0,1,1,11,39,4,41,49,5,33,1,3,0,0,20,20,0,6,8,195,59,5,0.08660005131867543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556531007685168,0.2077620892554239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908077046052041,0.2649952088960906,0.0,0.0,0.06055276943350391,0.0,0.0,0.0770924059506966,0.08095935783534515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639529374562433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842833486255802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18716778048725252,0.0,0.1382861885353046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987718088394897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578428849642031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861347222551773,0.07234323060087862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833470436424701,0.0,0.0,0.15566108424336272,0.0,0.0,0.09744913398091698,0.17515035194848932,0.061867093965570163,0.0,0.0,0.07915087801305827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262247626435086,0.0,0.04921680486336903,0.0,0.0,0.0954768623038776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23272990799381976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05804618894817167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593718832665549,0.07697410464404364,0.0,0.0,0.0475931234177453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855441980633293,0.0,0.08461682147349896,0.0867960020711029,0.07646943190087971,0.07663832027233798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17341862014690498,0.08779885962161181,0.0,0.09433284356102364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744136493226666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421284074753195,0.06679129830078115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661901697131379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058682436000478386,0.06586324137562058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15123164898354471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19620195294594991,0.0,0.0,0.20660351004046948,0.2601052766132832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666259284005126,0.08827784651776828,0.0,0.0666689504008252,0.08564966511174846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982727119793948,0.0,0.0,0.06511246108227982,0.06960584089830993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506645212824272,0.05548981612819471,0.0,0.0,0.05049718634308445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145411182897447,0.0,0.0687390898361728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966858646311751,0.1991715703472435,0.08347935914116515,0.0,0.18913760628488696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PermanentlySleeepy,2020/02/22,"I feel the crazy coming today. Today is my birthday. I not only have terrible social anxiety, I also suffer from bipolar depression. My mind is starting to feel out of my control. The first sign of the crazy: I got a haircut I wasn't pleased with so I cut more myself, little bits at a time. Thankfully didn't butcher it. I'm also already getting upset with my amazing boyfriend. We are closing on a house Thursday too. I can't handle my crazy with all that...I don't know what to do! Why won't the crazy go away?!?",0.7306730769230789,3.172134567307694,2.8473076923076914,88.89769230769232,87.94230769230771,4.7384615384615385,24.34615384615385,6.297961479604792,0.9058692307692312,401,17,77,4,13,135,71,104,0.244,0.6729999999999999,0.083,-0.9402,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,2,4,7,1,1,7,0,10,1,0,1,1,15,20,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,3,0,0,2,6,5,0,1,3,2,14,2,12,16,3,14,0,2,0,0,2,6,0,0,6,53,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22187932146618952,0.3215819028426401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381354671054906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18890641493659285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195100084626193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17319898689596652,0.0,0.0,0.2255105737474653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17317628287703085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20332818055862986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710250880687029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504773498631667,0.0,0.11426940653503224,0.0,0.16080939162612662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23200106734212944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049961457660587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20151912896036445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030175039838886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15291836854015872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22070809026353344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20495961003116456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231426087185414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18511288233409245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172421397758774,0.0,0.3811706640278241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18142914814761746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cyfrifffug,2020/02/22,Tiny vent- i'm tired. I'm tired of anxiety and how badly it affects my communication skills. I just want peace. I dont want people to worry about me anymore.,0.16843749999999955,2.5443514687500013,3.131,84.01400000000002,96.8125,5.0600000000000005,18.9,6.742157984588678,0.5732050000000002,125,4,24,2,5,44,26,32,0.35,0.4920000000000001,0.158,-0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,6,5,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22244432632461225,0.0,0.2883735796780001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24278743204412803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407895771969168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20158880953412167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6684129280814192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430167227164685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29529911026981204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,StarLightDot,2020/02/22,Tips for getting better I’ve had social anxiety for as long as I could remember but I feel like it’s gotten worse over the years. Leaving the house overwhelms me and trying to order food at fast food/restaurants terrifies me. Any advice?,3.1660000000000004,5.999084711111107,3.915555555555557,83.02000000000002,79.66666666666667,6.266666666666668,24.555555555555557,7.554174236665415,1.6120222222222218,192,7,32,3,5,61,38,45,0.243,0.6559999999999999,0.1,-0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,5,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,4,2,7,2,0,6,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23019188380604366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019262034779774,0.0,0.18020696549915266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20833854492543327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880798865021186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191089965823586,0.16828804285526558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5696934840599147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307325303451308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27181096354904066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494298553613397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508540619617025,0.0,0.0,0.20846805789074727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668497948524139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401293654785266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15993351403309172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400613731140944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15169646101369966 socialanxiety,Ottakk,2020/02/22,"People spitting on the ground looking at me I have experienced people spitting on the ground looking at me with an angry face. This has happened like more than 10 times, I dont know what makes people passing by on the street get angry at me for no reason when I am just walking. I cannot find any reason for this. Do any of experienced or experiences the same?",4.709014084507039,5.883433140845071,5.570535211267606,80.4163661971831,69.70422535211267,7.370140845070423,28.284507042253523,7.554174236665415,1.656563943661972,287,10,54,3,5,94,47,71,0.122,0.8440000000000001,0.035,-0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,6,3,3,3,0,9,12,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,12,12,2,13,0,0,2,0,0,9,0,1,3,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139128955184933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705036939063201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22577320793584105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109531115525269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205869569305516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20410157272899865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684530766443838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276047864291773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876389390395995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15406524197621607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4800368433596347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4746153874364809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458522319820615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pedalninvest,2020/02/22,"Tension in face/mouth Hello, I have been depressed for about 2 years now. With that also came social anxiety that I wasn’t having before. I won’t say I was super extrovert and having no problems talking in front of huge crowd but it was not a problem for me to hang out with friends and do whatever. Now, since like a year and ever more for like a month, I am having social anxiety and I always feel tension and shakiness around my mouth and even more when I smile. I am also having derealization on and off for years. I’m not happy, I fee very sad and as much as I find life beautiful in it’s pure essence, the world we live is fucking ugly to me. Note that the depression started when I listened to documentaries about how our food is made, then I seeked deeper and realized I was living in a kind of bubble pretending everything was okay but in fact it’s not. I’m fucking lost and having difficulties handling my anxiety.",3.9971896955503503,5.5193529071038245,5.305671350507417,80.3052049180328,71.84153005464479,8.288680718188914,27.82552693208431,8.841846274778883,2.2207067915690866,734,27,139,14,14,245,109,183,0.19,0.648,0.162,-0.5652,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,0,2,12,18,2,3,6,1,18,5,1,2,3,32,28,20,0,2,5,0,1,2,1,1,1,2,0,0,6,16,1,0,3,1,1,3,6,11,0,0,9,3,19,7,24,18,3,25,0,4,0,2,10,11,2,1,13,102,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23160100349690124,0.1204893554721738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323262732263786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890714550589524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232183848887611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16561833716496266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494406590771966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564233314859584,0.13098440772624548,0.0,0.0,0.13014139193552607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321775609932389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234914156750965,0.0,0.17509877408139826,0.0,0.11187597951102472,0.26773976803269744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414760923446708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507921185311831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228004997547767,0.14148881181509074,0.0,0.25573092610714604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15807175704338858,0.0,0.0,0.13701798699089066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155819650531415,0.0,0.10644833240007123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27711764670207434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515474363691132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978418778606965,0.0,0.0,0.29522091224629154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249372038192588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638876942661505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947928563058285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27974900643088896 socialanxiety,Book_Worm_XD,2020/02/22,I’m a literal mess So I was going too text my friend today she just had a competition yesterday and I wanted to ask her how it went but I just got so nervous that instead of texting her I went to my notes on my phone and literally typed 5 different openings and responses for what she could say so I could just copy and paste them when responding. I spent like ten minutes on each one and now that I’m done I’m still nervous to text her. I hate myself honestly.,1.8602083333333328,3.8423204375,3.811666666666667,86.73333333333336,79.0,7.6,25.25,8.515128840125781,1.7555500000000008,366,14,78,8,9,124,63,96,0.141,0.765,0.094,-0.6882,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,12,7,1,2,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,15,16,11,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,0,2,7,1,17,3,7,7,1,12,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,0,7,56,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362392129716735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4035187681561672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640164023492513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585985493166035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19523442206943786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14361451914613205,0.0,0.2021062693231716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24948769242467525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234558415700332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123520821655133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241229543743673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20095618309461305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201805542660536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395288611662884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490482658765444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4685085330602566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CorkHoops20,2020/02/22,"Another depressing Saturday night Hey guys, it’s Saturday night again and the consequences of social anxiety hit me hardest at this time of the week! I’m sitting in my room again just wishing I had a friend to hit up to do something, anything! I’m in my first year of college right night and it feels like everyday is the same, bus to college, lectures, bus home again without talking to anybody! I never knew I could feel so lonely in a lecture hall of 300 people! I’ve always tried to tell myself that I’m just introverted and I don’t need friends but I’m realizing that that was just a way of feeling better about my SA. Anyway I don’t really know where I’m going with this I guess I just needed to vent!",2.613566433566433,4.658786720279725,4.2132867132867124,84.44762237762241,76.90209790209789,7.197202797202798,27.08391608391609,8.139509932561175,1.8880461538461544,563,23,110,10,13,188,90,143,0.039,0.856,0.105,0.8337,0,2,1,0,1,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,11,6,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,0,1,23,24,5,0,4,6,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,7,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,3,3,12,4,19,18,1,26,0,2,0,0,7,9,0,1,15,68,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13999885642739066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764265317962627,0.1287120565689425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384567771910254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14880491719982722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433525681921987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491490505718158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552192785142471,0.12019901690184895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311477292459787,0.0,0.0,0.2599816246316429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562129365441542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18534816830915454,0.1665955922564029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16877012970252256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924667101591189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219926056438058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495129425223584,0.12976604974883504,0.0,0.0,0.4736783453634024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166445136413927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778631937616397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436859951960935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17151137519976556,0.0,0.12952834507657587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352343081001907,0.14705936362610927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981088938511658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423183032064235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335503333263716,0.13496132992606716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934811013093581,0.16218859262968707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834855033056698 socialanxiety,Invisible-Guy,2020/02/22,"Want to make some long-term friends Hi, I know this is not the right subreddit for this but I specifically wants to be friends with types of people who can understand each other. True there are many groups for this purpose , but those are filled with creeps hunting girls. Many of us are depressed, having no friends in real life and are always in fear of being judged by others. In such a situation it would be really good to have good friends with whom you can share how u feel, what makes you depressed, etc. It was very hard for me to even write this, don't judge me please",4.74642857142857,6.025212214285716,4.093214285714286,90.65178571428572,69.71428571428571,7.385714285714287,24.714285714285715,7.645422480735847,0.9164250000000004,456,12,96,5,8,135,82,112,0.14400000000000002,0.64,0.21600000000000005,0.8819,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,2,0,0,4,11,0,1,2,0,15,1,0,3,1,21,22,4,0,3,3,0,2,0,4,1,1,0,0,1,12,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,2,7,8,17,17,3,5,0,2,0,0,14,4,0,1,0,65,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498385477705066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794476040511651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809233004610175,0.107147812001118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825477653522438,0.08202562722393443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5013372645965902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27213257951482595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453213688665672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915439235965178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458402577037438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356365761859402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21657234761050756,0.32894054507532466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124661050219046,0.0,0.0,0.17807388515968986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18464709938967835,0.10392522662619648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853891384537634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823472365849237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16888151979296828,0.19513620809784893,0.0,0.0,0.13385227663657764,0.19136853305723828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523969458914166,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,billykim92,2020/02/22,"Anxiety and diet anyone? (mainly gut flora?) Has anyone experienced/noticed increased anxiety from eating certain foods? Certain foods/supplements trigger anxiety for me. Cruciferous vegetables, cabbage (or any foods high in iodine for that matter), fermented foods/probiotics/dairy and sugary drinks seems to worsen my anxiety and not jittery per se. I haven't experienced that much anxiety from wheat or gluten.",8.851614583333333,12.570224265625,8.482500000000002,53.245833333333366,64.15625,11.766666666666666,40.35416666666666,11.20814326018867,6.598779166666668,339,19,35,12,6,108,48,64,0.182,0.7240000000000001,0.09300000000000001,-0.6174,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,1,2,11,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,6,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,6,3,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993883800772832,0.0,0.7308664920712309,0.0,0.0,0.26721080952624543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871826091913554,0.0,0.1955193616232087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4621018694781421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20188322591414173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14046350028138016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739492249818917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Cutekitens7,2020/02/22,"Flashbacks? So I just recently discovered that I have social anxiety. I was always told I was shy, and then people would get mad at me for not socializing with others. I’m just wondering does anyone else you get flashbacks to stupid or embarrassing things that happened in their lives ? Like I will just be laying in bed and the next thing I know I’m flashing back to a memory of something that gives me lots of anxiety. And the only thing I can do is to block it out which isn’t always easy when it’s fresh in my mind.",3.7288461538461526,5.216507269230776,4.797307692307693,83.82269230769231,72.46153846153847,8.276923076923078,24.538461538461537,8.841846274778883,1.6738884615384615,412,12,83,8,8,135,74,104,0.166,0.762,0.07200000000000001,-0.8466,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,0,6,4,2,1,3,0,10,0,0,0,0,16,19,7,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,10,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,12,1,12,13,1,10,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,3,6,60,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30880832748533205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839119970731136,0.0,0.0,0.12975070583193105,0.19013230914967774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268730850470066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238836002669407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15501496166800507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19389912569987505,0.17800995581919446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640936860564214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198115485006852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065722686307266,0.0,0.16385646530340353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775992858712032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18736680295569674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19734948374981715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112983001132914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864675500624678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18322212334194385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783183825334911,0.0,0.14285627977892004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698415494673025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17731441218724112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012363082136142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181938463963486,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,GiantFloatingLizard,2020/02/22,"I’m genuinely at my limit. I can’t take it anymore. I can’t talk to people. I will never make another friend. I will never have a romantic relationship. I can’t even talk comfortably around my own family. All I wanted to make friends and have people to talk to. To have someone I care about and who cares about me. Why is that so much to ask? I don’t want to kill myself, because I still have goals I want to achieve. But I don’t think I’ll ever be happy without someone to share my success with. I hope someone else just comes and shoots me in the head.",0.9846264367816104,3.086507405172416,2.93,91.27333333333334,82.70689655172413,5.935632183908046,21.73563218390805,7.1686216300943375,0.6576459770114944,433,14,94,6,12,145,70,116,0.096,0.695,0.209,0.9105,0,0,0,1,0,2,13.0,0,0,0,4,8,10,1,0,2,0,13,1,1,2,4,21,26,5,1,4,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,8,1,0,0,0,0,18,9,16,23,3,8,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,1,4,66,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598910745544856,0.0,0.0,0.14753115459601795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242902293505499,0.13907165723224352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068345753931456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30334395165794503,0.0,0.0,0.1281446168034246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427090873991806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825538126991053,0.13456303812204326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023883660899725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229865095505814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835908241224356,0.0,0.0,0.1526719269407215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14775345508958465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16458224654267145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19859853588767606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935661167179214,0.0,0.22946764380898985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20626459509511455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971387544492724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781346909476152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880090059315505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184992212511427,0.3587058953626852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532018156758904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26322966135425463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423386061901738,0.0,0.0,0.14340050527647544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,keepbeingaswifty,2020/02/22,"Am I the only one? Is it weird that I get depressed seeing people enjoying their lives so much while I'm stuck with all these bad feelings that I'm not good enough? Like, I get jealous of those who have their friends around doing amazing things together. I have a best friend, but she's way too busy to spend time with me, so there's just me with myself all the time.",6.157,5.3566316000000045,5.567833333333336,88.53975000000001,66.33333333333334,8.566666666666668,28.083333333333336,7.1686216300943375,1.196133333333333,290,7,64,2,4,88,57,75,0.165,0.69,0.145,0.2964,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,1,6,11,1,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,2,10,12,4,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,1,2,10,7,6,11,5,5,0,1,1,0,6,1,0,0,4,45,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229985307044568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21571055235579004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27112124689336004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225155414858088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669434896836753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062897368127047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39919946094187797,0.0,0.26995328972311944,0.0,0.0,0.21669081219098385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621622991091905,0.0,0.22812682466409115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899161781554849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750639105792661,0.19648599111577889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17910660814373586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20587063629991195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716355391746848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012906592493265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20506534316812944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Anon_Useless_Shit,2020/02/22,"How can I support someone who's in a phase of social overwhelm through text? Hey 😄, I have a friend who I text every day and whose ""social battery"" is running very low atm, she is very easily overwhelmed by all kinds of stimuli such as loud noises, questions and being touched, all of which are happening constantly around her as she's travelling with her whole family (incliding little sisters and brothers). And now that she's she's on vacation and far from home, she can't simply go to her room or something if she feels overstimulated. From your experience: what would help you in those situations, what texts would you like to hear from your friend? I don't want to give her advice like ""have you tried relaxing videos or breathing exercises?"" because I don't want her to feel weak or like a victim of any sort who needs consolation and knowing her, that's the last thing she would want or need. Any advice? Thank you so much in advance",8.330855181023724,7.510895893258429,7.701985018726593,75.0695443196005,61.977528089887635,10.832459425717854,35.508114856429465,9.994966539143718,3.3133612983770284,751,28,140,13,9,235,112,178,0.068,0.7709999999999999,0.161,0.9605,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,6,0,1,5,14,1,2,4,0,13,3,1,1,2,29,27,15,0,9,5,2,3,3,2,3,2,2,2,0,11,8,0,0,4,4,1,4,3,5,0,0,0,5,24,9,21,23,4,17,0,3,0,0,34,9,0,7,7,92,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27710509365816216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928399487022116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622042810475712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643199639285395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532213003938863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914408399867525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194616035842082,0.0,0.0,0.13869482413192682,0.13366409871030713,0.0,0.14338346386397505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21908846050546954,0.0,0.0,0.1360149428378117,0.0805807796915255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253817137715583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15980417465490376,0.0,0.09503679031075367,0.0,0.14222385119803466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14764926863545189,0.07792238857446207,0.11557527184375505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078097959106244,0.14210775243157395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422970762284096,0.21026642375539556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15883381084933693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15937444974478074,0.0,0.2890678385823051,0.1201356055111742,0.10915450564960527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608981276960993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13053835529331936,0.0,0.0,0.09419693593043907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626401820179054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339781324418985,0.2508888143220556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830004362855465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30216410061164944,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pesver27,2020/02/22,"Any experience with Social Anxiety Institute’s Online Course? Hey, I came across the Social Anxiety Institute’s offering when researching online CBT courses for SAD. I’m currently in therapy, but wondering whether this would be a more cost effective option with actually better results (therapy is useful, but very expensive, and seems I just get handouts anyway!). Has anyone tried Social Anxiety Institute’s online course? Is it effective? The titles of the course units sound very interesting, but it’s still quite a bit of money to shell out on an online course, so thought I’d ask Reddit first! [Course link](therapy.anxietynetwork.com) Thanks",7.027049742710119,10.639013471698117,6.981389365351628,62.17295883361922,69.94339622641509,11.024356775300172,32.277873070325896,10.637119530657019,5.012615094339623,532,24,69,19,11,169,75,106,0.06,0.723,0.217,0.9739,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,5,5,4,0,0,6,0,5,0,0,4,0,19,14,7,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,5,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,2,1,2,3,10,10,2,9,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,3,4,38,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.15925062180975905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097529933046367,0.0,0.3745214085570941,0.0,0.0,0.11410675986554113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525613128815004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14432894808122826,0.1781620221798091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18664673218795647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596318576852025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880996017996536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526042626324233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735734396627759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14856272078960306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4990572253732439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032433586183104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024410813501102,0.3732456670822808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295552190726466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079580041989907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094440332638852,0.0,0.2692989026316285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17697339640913112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592601961011124,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Augustinus77,2020/02/22,"Pls Kill Me I absolutely hate family dinners, it's not my family being conservative, homophobic etc. (they aren't), but I just can't cope with dumb jokes, courtesy laughter and people saying dumb and senseless shit. I don't like when they talk over each other or talking in chaos, and I absolutely hate when they bitch at each other. I'm off, I have to attend this family birthday party, please pray for me.",4.7441991341991345,6.558523181818187,5.9656493506493495,75.14942640692642,70.42857142857143,8.769696969696971,25.82034632034632,9.2995712137729,2.2935904761904764,323,10,57,7,6,108,57,77,0.267,0.475,0.258,-0.5987,0,0,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,0,3,0,3,9,7,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,0,11,8,7,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,6,1,1,0,1,0,1,4,7,0,0,0,1,11,2,7,7,3,7,1,0,0,0,6,4,4,1,3,39,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459632614795136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6237237168977959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43548025430759457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24399767575367576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774595884906836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289644797876895,0.0,0.0,0.2420895123325639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753843022640229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263837771056256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545275248341933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Sebboi_,2020/02/22,"Anyone else? I’ve only just come to realise after all these years that on top of social anxiety i have IBS. I think these went hand in hand in destroying my childhood. Anyone else have this? I’m wondering if it may be part of the social anxiety because it’s brought on by stress. I’m 19 now, and although I still get episodes/moments of social anxiety and or IBS, it is way better than when I was younger, so to anyone struggling, hang in there. (Also see a doctor, i never did).",2.9193749999999987,4.640508854166671,4.331666666666667,85.38000000000002,75.04166666666666,6.883333333333333,26.583333333333336,7.645422480735847,1.5441083333333334,374,14,73,5,8,124,68,96,0.14800000000000002,0.742,0.11,-0.426,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,7,4,1,2,2,0,7,3,2,0,2,11,16,8,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,4,3,6,1,13,10,2,18,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,4,7,50,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743428075296187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657130924692429,0.0,0.0,0.3342692973107629,0.3265513045088183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971399147686125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14093449594503554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726822390891452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16310422049695686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662374331719797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325519834528454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290261072200452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119489396993267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17256342381005596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269834546280116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4873199690066472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272592562215699,0.0,0.18253795672899076,0.1665900204815099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021067630685562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648674025582216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772153099630006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728111841053862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261790144144177 socialanxiety,hexo24,2020/02/22,"Stop my college bc of my social anxiety / PHILIPPINES only [19m] Hello guys! May i ask if any of you who'll see my post know any support group that is FREE about anxiety or social anxiety in Angeles City Pampanga. Im really want to challenge myself and really change my mind set again back to normal. Panic attacks frustrates me when im in public or any close contacts situations. I know that im making progress but im still crippled about my demon and ALOT of times im inside my home and not doing anything, given the fact that i stop my study for it cus it affecting my daily lifestyle and mutual affections around me. So if you know some of free consultations about mental heath, free counseling, support group or anything that can help me please reply to this thread. And skl We're a little rough with money. Thank you guys :-)",4.211471153846155,6.123113012500002,5.287500000000001,79.0751923076923,72.0,8.173076923076923,26.68269230769231,8.841846274778883,2.2282836538461543,662,23,117,13,13,218,103,160,0.081,0.711,0.20800000000000002,0.9777,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,0,2,9,10,2,1,3,0,5,0,0,3,1,30,16,13,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,8,8,0,2,3,0,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,18,10,15,13,2,14,2,0,1,0,16,5,0,8,7,66,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22750455802513256,0.0,0.25592880589582456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18353669215493246,0.09927307732991,0.10425261077087256,0.12686579761629924,0.0,0.08574908858745885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796937271384025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22083717785909865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07474697063993169,0.0,0.1118598596926164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.602283261621236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18385919195893588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176854735915487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443794182659236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238211941420076,0.0,0.11259959104539208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926221705394053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481310932833103,0.0,0.1308402549688953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241132028721805,0.0,0.0,0.10680171145072208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288029029133378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886398813902685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253489020081146,0.0,0.22735348250723905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905699619358391,0.18646510416417628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530945665903759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266915137379846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502600383215308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657751549924275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,koalamana,2020/02/22,"Please HELP i need to get my car serviced So i have really bad social anxiety and its been at boiling point for the past couple months. As a result I have put off getting my car serviced as I have never done it before. I only got my license a couple of weeks ago and the oil light has started flashing. This might be a really dumb question but when you get your car serviced do you just drive in or do you have to book in advance and are they open on weekends or do I have to pucker up the courage to ask work for a day off? Im sorry unknown situations just scare the crap out of my and I’m really desperate for someone to tell me how this all works so I know what to anticipate.",5.095891608391606,4.500889664335666,6.316914335664335,81.61075611888114,68.44055944055944,9.108041958041957,30.46241258741259,8.472884824447931,2.0866370629370623,534,18,114,7,8,181,92,143,0.128,0.816,0.055999999999999994,-0.8651,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,4,1,3,6,5,2,1,8,0,14,2,1,2,2,19,23,13,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,2,2,0,6,1,4,0,0,3,2,17,1,21,18,1,25,0,0,0,0,10,10,2,4,9,80,22,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612557614553426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610634473715518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410827586526013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13763909428072402,0.0,0.0,0.1402713661957696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647967872340096,0.0,0.10631170042585596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869416417001745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25837488632202305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184199318632386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104924537265349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806141130594388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905947674124112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17487500914988185,0.0,0.0,0.1315780933196979,0.0,0.0,0.12223083829467335,0.12713900034718306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537241947913574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736366798071902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809508402366451,0.15583226598836916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657152429405752,0.1846646697357343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168127161868248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16503908789993574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18529323176884027,0.0,0.1680392123615876,0.13967304440152867,0.0,0.0,0.18453102423315065,0.11667848265856695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408221965070855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132229104650545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24001895259698694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,potatomildew,2020/02/22,"my dad messaged me and i’m scared to talk to him i’ve never met my dad but every once in awhile he will message me and i just never know how to respond. i don’t know how to respond to anyone who just messages me but it’s even weirder because it’s my dad and i don’t want to be awkward. all he said was “good morning” how do i answer that? do i answer that? i’m stressing out so much over this i know it’s stupid but i just can’t stop",-2.2239666666666658,-0.423798129999998,0.6980000000000041,101.93233333333336,100.3,2.666666666666667,16.666666666666668,3.1291,-1.2101333333333328,337,10,84,0,15,116,55,100,0.17,0.7759999999999999,0.054000000000000006,-0.8836,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,1,3,0,0,8,0,0,3,3,23,16,10,0,1,6,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,1,14,1,9,11,2,6,0,0,0,0,15,3,0,0,3,56,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842960293096995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16067135740583152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408715888694334,0.0,0.22207120981575532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210721186159963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43455768003984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19375612394346356,0.0,0.4065667411889789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806961240462613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507178171624321,0.0,0.26388206590050084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203584226892208,0.3019214228836285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118496018321404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15546189697251636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,emejotaele,2020/02/22,"Getting Married with Social Anxiety Im getting married soon and I suffer from mild to moderate social anxiety. Usually when I attend weddings I leave early. I used to have a drink or to to enjoy myself but now I’m taking a lot of medication for the anxiety and drinking makes me feel worse. Now that it’s my time to get married and host a wedding reception I’m very nervous about not being able to cope with the pressure of greeting so many people and remain happy throughout the party. My future spouse knows this but I still don’t want to let him down. Any advice?",2.50175675675676,5.1026630720720725,4.282364864864864,80.83543918918922,80.44144144144144,6.222522522522524,26.367117117117118,7.492282038375204,1.8435819819819816,455,19,77,7,12,153,79,111,0.153,0.716,0.131,0.1054,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,6,0,4,3,0,2,0,16,15,9,0,1,4,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,2,2,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,10,2,15,13,1,11,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,2,9,53,13,0,0.17562370900653398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17161745584876073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943014451803916,0.0,0.4030549700603042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440887483641744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888006241757271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275268418063913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18695470394705466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897037429068317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651819751321143,0.0,0.0,0.1859601497762,0.0,0.17958714132951095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14930899703408854,0.0,0.0,0.11723018950231165,0.17805487570151396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17692241027280767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175536673791945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3580525090339436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025332087501138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320471725326512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240759705016574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168249655406493,0.19342470353997854,0.14490795273311732,0.1035874138254527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17897556343087415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ishita_23,2020/02/22,"How have Your parents affected or helped you? My parents were one of the reasons i developed SAD as they would never let me have an opinion and if i did they would laugh or trash talk about how ""dumb"" i am. Yesterday we went out for some reason(we had to buy something) and they asked me what my opinion were on their decision and i said that i didnt like it and explained them why i didnt (my elder brother agreed to it) so they told me that im too small to understand stuffs and that i should keep quiet. After sometime we went to have lunch and they were ordering, i didnt feel like saying anything and then my dad started saying that i never speak up and then they started taunting me for being ""shy"". I really hate this.",2.6060010537407763,4.560567787671232,3.4995890410958914,89.9754952581665,76.60273972602741,6.410115911485772,24.929399367755533,7.321109707123232,1.0867572181243417,571,20,117,7,13,182,89,146,0.095,0.866,0.039,-0.7873,2,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,2,2,8,0,5,6,2,0,2,0,17,1,0,4,2,31,29,17,0,4,3,4,1,2,0,3,0,5,0,0,9,11,1,1,5,0,1,2,5,3,0,1,12,6,30,3,13,12,1,15,0,1,0,0,25,4,1,6,10,92,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466838084045424,0.0,0.15298881249371155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274535850121464,0.11691018174179785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16156854450926442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968982158958512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767679491169468,0.0,0.0,0.1454578837718707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16734119303161993,0.0,0.15990031764519874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524308908855663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108921369684076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634235305972025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483711524726252,0.3365148504323015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15566674677351322,0.2602789556245273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259842447462135,0.16185208117115016,0.0,0.2316618287405839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18733783615141092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153408359928426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637270084730778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17036336535835214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30340671734566743,0.1476668887194979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325017233045093,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,xvansxx,2020/02/22,"Social anxiety and looking for a job Hey guys, I'm a uni student who's been struggling with social anxiety for about 3 years and i'm currently trying to find a job. I want to go and hand my CV to a manager because i've been told it's what works best, the only thing is that i've done it last year, and after handing out over 30 CV's in one day, i've never been called back. Looking back, i know where i've been wrong: going in at rush hours, handing my CV and leaving, not making eye contact and mostly being nervous and stuttering at times. I'm currently in a very bad financial situation and i cannot afford to lose any more time. I've been putting it off for weeks now, because i don't feel ready, i don't know what to say and i also don't know how my anxiety is gonna do me that day. I'm not even trying to get a job at a fancy place, i'm aiming places like McDonalds, and even though they're known for hiring literally every body, i'm not one of them, and because of my anxiety i feel like i have to make more efforts to get them to hire me. My head is a mess right now and anxiety doesn't help, but please drop any tips that you have if you're dealing with social anxiety but still managed to get a job.",6.570632183908048,4.218089636015328,7.540775862068965,79.73806034482763,66.43295019157088,10.8455938697318,33.24425287356322,9.2995712137729,2.6091862068965512,949,30,214,14,12,324,134,261,0.11900000000000001,0.835,0.046,-0.8858,7,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,2,4,12,10,0,2,10,0,18,6,6,3,1,34,41,18,0,2,6,0,5,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,10,15,0,0,7,0,0,4,9,7,0,2,7,9,18,3,29,32,4,36,0,1,3,0,15,13,0,2,20,121,28,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621754325141071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962502547955293,0.0,0.4374608351565375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465714958348644,0.07957795893052916,0.17429609077484415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001956424870537,0.0,0.0,0.1058653830001752,0.0,0.0,0.09731983050215637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293117990254453,0.09825806663845528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753288001708127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589969047377586,0.0,0.08030085836801328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638088623128307,0.06808784885238875,0.0,0.0,0.08710952257893573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14938303829926902,0.0,0.10833113876011356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436961963083797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781320929929592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388275068746213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385889853443777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783127937343169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713587883167324,0.07768850623730324,0.0,0.10091710618871637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312506829662053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16006894927613688,0.1066249515172406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723727633867776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350718341303114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916594514409002,0.07248581008520177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19915254869697505,0.10461924795456264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581057522793217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139226572131958,0.0,0.07579251835036918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712986208505462,0.0,0.2914626315272469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611286231538153,0.0,0.0,0.09963631462649243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06331820923129579,0.0,0.09363934362619764,0.0,0.11114938720452174,0.0,0.0,0.09107060361471273,0.0,0.12941536124799993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863884424247275,0.05621495816936385,0.0,0.07645009809378965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938514980836585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420402196186873,0.0,0.1227500841260142 socialanxiety,titogucks,2020/02/22,How to not be a killjoy? So I'm going on a trip and my cousin has a house near the airport. She is letting me stay there the night before and invited me to a small concert at a tight venue with a band I dont like. I read the reviews of the place and they all say it's a smallish venue that gets really packed and with not doing well in that environment and probably not enjoying the music I dont really want to go. Part of me is saying screw it it's only 3 hours and if I can suck it up and pretend to enjoy myself it will be the path of least resistance. But if I go and act as i normally would or just stay at her house she will probably give me shit for it and our relationship at the moment is awkward as it is. I feel like no matter what choice I make it's going to suck. How do you guys manage relationships with the extroverts in your lives?,2.698297604035311,3.4319086994535546,4.666120218579238,86.68134930643129,74.02732240437159,8.253720050441363,23.91298865069357,8.617729084823388,1.307186128625473,664,18,152,12,13,229,107,183,0.14800000000000002,0.8140000000000001,0.038,-0.9409,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,2,1,0,6,10,4,1,15,0,16,2,1,3,1,30,28,18,0,5,8,1,2,2,0,3,0,3,0,1,11,12,0,1,1,4,0,6,6,5,1,0,0,5,21,5,22,22,3,21,0,0,0,1,15,10,4,3,5,111,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200735671528226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307579487164758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134906987871935,0.10080846681577756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372375204998889,0.13536483775132596,0.32078252407385804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972032938795248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389641737512809,0.3256422266751751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442937548578758,0.0,0.13787769059130048,0.0,0.12460204115116873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419151115586692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242145953908782,0.13825709153170607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731993305340642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528075522336471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742911866786187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30427924693628017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114742275473602,0.0,0.18079638053777933,0.0,0.0,0.3029970228829089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244314572948752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484660356674373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30080734204993265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322988375579768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687415023361645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023995305266938,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tealoverhobbit,2020/02/22,"I have a work retreat approaching and can't help to feel desperate and anxious just by thinking about it. Don't know what to do I have some level of social anxiety, but I have always been able to manage it to some extent so far. I can talk properly to people and keep it together somehow well, but after a couple of hours of social interaction at a social event, for example, I get completely exhausted and drained to the point that when I get home I can't even turn the TV on, I just need to be alone and in silence for hours, and then limit interactions for days. I also can have panic attacks in places that are too crowded, but can cope when my husband is with me and helps me feel grounded. I've been working at a remote job for almost 1 year and things are going pretty well. I have a good amount of interaction daily, but it's through a computer so it's really controlled and limited. The thing is, the company is planning a retreat to all employees to be together, for a whole full week, at a province I've never been before. I'd go there alone, to a place I've never been before, to be around people I'm not used to be around FOR FULL DAYS AND NIGHTS. There will be tons of interactions and activities, I'll have to share rooms... just the thought of it all brings tears to my eyes and get me anxious. I have no clue on what I could do here... people I work with and that met me in person know I'm kind of an introvert, but I don't want to openly share the extend of my anxiety with them and I definitely wouldn't want to have a panic attack all alone, at a work retreat. Any tips or ideas are welcome, I've been delaying to buy flight tickets and have been pretending this is not happening, but the company now wants us to go ahead and buy them soon.",6.7097796399751735,5.426187321229055,7.427560521415273,77.23492861576662,65.45251396648044,10.86058348851645,32.73805090006208,9.994966539143718,2.919053507138424,1383,46,285,26,18,463,170,358,0.142,0.752,0.106,-0.8892,2,3,0,0,0,0,35.0,1,0,2,9,21,12,2,2,20,0,39,2,1,2,5,62,63,29,0,6,12,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,14,22,0,5,7,3,2,5,10,5,2,0,8,3,25,7,51,47,11,44,0,0,1,0,20,21,0,5,18,205,39,7,0.09415772542790188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428536096078508,0.29255702117723353,0.0,0.07529789900644393,0.07834677037413312,0.0,0.0,0.06403048209695764,0.0,0.14406080446263436,0.21274285760506206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676406764557346,0.0,0.21423601144965146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16024257858995342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872258368546263,0.0,0.10560589546129356,0.07517728207033032,0.10418373227741336,0.0,0.12144788685344375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06219028962247125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952179501988919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758057595783114,0.0,0.1605360156789319,0.07897503280589911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832633656352301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622387718930647,0.0,0.09444787575585664,0.0,0.18545278583408947,0.0,0.0,0.1062926110903717,0.0,0.0,0.09343701371181692,0.08369171264647357,0.0,0.09805078165199456,0.10349324691584608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981676033658245,0.14524048497929304,0.0,0.0,0.08836064689483909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209476067487419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958313337453088,0.08221489401086905,0.19674956524373632,0.0,0.08900948499582254,0.0,0.0,0.09579225707350017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06031984995546789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879458305353447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568041306769903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12510841784128876,0.06033246853188162,0.0,0.07475071646976257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024165671940598,0.0,0.0,0.11326015035481468,0.08132204326822957,0.0,0.0,0.16660999799976686,0.0,0.07552764783181798,0.0,0.16931820609583614,0.0,0.0,0.10512373787402417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27419178209844025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060634488093277886 socialanxiety,kim_possimpible,2020/02/22,"Tomorrow is my bachelorette party and anxiety is taking over Tomorrow is my bachelorette party and I already want the day after because the idea of being around people (even my friends) for 24 hours makes me quite nervous; especially, when I’m the center of attention.",12.166382978723405,10.212663191489362,11.65159574468085,53.38250000000002,55.38297872340424,15.35744680851064,46.90425531914894,13.816669648895859,6.884412765957446,218,11,30,7,2,72,35,47,0.081,0.7879999999999999,0.132,0.3832,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,8,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,6,7,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,6,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35558681561317473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24650368007055065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286851401600867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964273111787743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078105224931651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21282867763755653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489526969374997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173298549731199,0.0,0.0,0.3637563998871108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150898160866066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233924516406248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427293393257812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24227549384149294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19005853256054392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pagenumberr,2020/02/22,"I ""cured"" my SA, but not sure if this situation is an exposure or is it actually just a really embarassing one (Like everyone would feel embarassed here, even extroverts) Hi guys, I ""cured"" my SA doing lots of exposures and working on my thinking patterns (with CBT). But there are still situation where i'd feel embarassed and shy. Sometimes i feel like i lost my calibration, meaning i don't know if something is really embarassing or is it just because i am socially anxious and that i should go for it as a good exposure LOL. Today i am at a stage where i can do pretty much everything i want (except approaching girls, but that's not SA, at least not an anxiety that is specific to people like us, but more an anxiety that can be experienced by any man). Basically i want to buy some good running shoes, and my plan is to go to a specialized and reputable running store, benefit from all the advices of the seller, and then say ""Thanks i'll come back soon"", and go buy the shoes online. Is this just a normal embarassing situation or is it just because i am socially anxious ?",12.718751733703186,7.455324106796121,12.441511789181693,58.27859223300972,57.932038834951456,16.819972260748962,48.84604715672677,14.138980108339055,6.529826074895978,850,40,156,26,7,289,115,206,0.059000000000000004,0.769,0.172,0.9769,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,0,3,12,10,0,0,11,1,20,2,2,0,2,41,34,18,0,7,17,0,3,3,0,2,0,1,0,3,10,9,0,0,6,0,4,7,4,1,0,1,1,5,18,9,15,30,6,18,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,7,8,113,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.12571065408277773,0.0,0.0,0.12588233093627094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760265616124407,0.0,0.1970953318849369,0.2910619879031377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905535065592896,0.0,0.15705609781146426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096783259485862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508501544804692,0.0,0.0,0.12309392797172618,0.11577595379297935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954072125918365,0.09202970475350744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196357253990716,0.21609778398176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755298307565968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079661926370516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888062117897457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062327263640262,0.1095189558862322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403237680165022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469821269005574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262171692085507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729240236087517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930821922029142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310572072003509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16505198468895366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244358140071504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4344003993728313,0.0,0.2626334495629251,0.0,0.09917265267104147,0.12740720288005786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287656850511848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141221072796085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860101323998973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254325632211085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210718779006816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15495572863686227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196385523276298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378317803790873,0.0,0.0,0.09151069920347994,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,miguel_de_prision,2020/02/22,People who volunteer for demonstrative things make me sick. Literally sick to my stomach. At a conference and having seen many people volunteer to role play in front of hundreds of people has been sickening to watch.,7.268288288288289,9.928163216216221,7.079459459459461,66.27342342342342,65.48648648648647,11.41981981981982,33.954954954954964,11.20814326018867,4.9198360360360365,177,8,25,6,3,56,30,37,0.225,0.721,0.054000000000000006,-0.8225,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,3,3,1,1,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,1,8,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672068315659424,0.4058466456725388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8325636743480805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26594498964421603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Phantomdust84,2020/02/22,"Odd interaction with woman im attracted to So i think this woman at my job is attractive. And where my social anxiety has improved a lot over the years ""im 35 now"". Im still not very good at social interaction when it comes to someone im interested in . So i just told myself to start slow. Smile when im in her work area and ask how her day is etc. So i have been doing that the last few times ive seen her. And one time i was cleaning off the desk next to her and i had asked how her day was..she said it was good and i smiled at her. When she turned to smile at me and saw me she looked a little..i dont know if it was startled or what and then looked away. I mean i dont think i look that bad lol. It was a confusing reaction. I have seen her since on the elevator and she seemed fine so idk. Maybe im over analyzing it.",-0.5372950819672155,1.3362448196721315,2.0998114754098403,96.30512704918034,87.14207650273224,5.845792349726776,16.800273224043714,7.1686216300943375,-0.19025661202185784,634,14,162,10,20,219,101,183,0.099,0.768,0.133,0.812,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,13,9,0,2,7,1,15,0,0,2,0,23,33,20,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,9,10,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,11,7,26,6,17,22,3,29,0,0,6,0,20,13,0,5,15,102,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817422916463258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997863574136088,0.0,0.10039195892587637,0.0,0.08921783444030132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920444421344799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378227564955615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504619602534337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916939734064524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17924653936171425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6925177877892326,0.0,0.10603516555225284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058723642453451276,0.08709949815934474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26918895396686204,0.0,0.0,0.0908426429711669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734825188833004,0.11639429772809265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363943210032855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240639282574922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164172072904083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727500463064284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838994808536214,0.0,0.0,0.21784645861411134,0.09053624347289543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075631139560873,0.0,0.0853329846617367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693424125657996,0.0,0.0,0.12461374680910058,0.0,0.0,0.1021026694435441,0.0,0.0,0.11622543600558302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816495774070393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779029383780056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06880986161412075 socialanxiety,rosieeevangelion,2020/02/22,"Hello hello! Hey yall, I'm a 22 y/o female from Minnesota. I've had social anxiety all my life, but lately it's been really bad. I have depression, Body Dysmorphic Disorder, and high anxiety. I graduated from college this past May, and the post grad life has been really hard and weird. I find myself holding myself up to expectations that dont exist, and I just dont feel good enough. I feel guilt for spending all this money on college to just come out anxious and depressed at the end.I kind of feel like I'm at the end of my rope. I dont wanna die, but I feel like I need to escape so badly. I've reached out to friends but I dont think thats enough. Looking for advice or someone to talk to",2.2351826484018247,3.7161236369863033,4.4303424657534265,84.96939497716895,76.32876712328769,7.606392694063928,24.495433789954337,8.344100000000001,1.5079652968036528,545,18,115,10,12,189,87,146,0.247,0.638,0.115,-0.9707,0,0,0,0,0,1,18.0,0,1,0,0,3,11,0,1,4,0,10,3,1,0,2,27,20,10,1,3,6,0,5,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,6,0,2,1,4,6,0,0,3,6,14,5,19,16,4,12,0,2,1,0,7,7,0,2,5,68,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192824150776828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867617719890716,0.1379009134807575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038416163470412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558886829953276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051498726580766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210272177895088,0.0,0.1266862267675984,0.0,0.13989930511311635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5722462457399217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21623018039157788,0.2522555888721201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24688287935980105,0.17440931320920558,0.0,0.0,0.11156698488089298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430862615965548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238396991286013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934801473793893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897043925130616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711394882561375,0.0,0.0,0.1376968414114556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724389996652974,0.11927149614746665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250549833750093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090511099973612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652672012671488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690639988052902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639843336735038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443188774407253,0.10342693433033937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811279412266788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821557552395654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,xX_DogLuver_Xx,2020/02/22,"On Saturday i will text my old friends Saturday i will try to make a conversation with someone who i haven't spoke to in about a year im trying to get over my social anxiety, if your trying to i believe in you, and maybe try saying somthing in the comments i will be here :)",5.835789473684213,4.820356087719301,6.93228070175439,79.20263157894739,67.0701754385965,10.40701754385965,34.78947368421053,9.725611199111238,3.0686421052631583,215,9,46,4,3,73,40,57,0.032,0.855,0.113,0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,4,8,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,9,1,11,3,0,9,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,1,4,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18761128511761813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763064428898769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18947520537045787,0.0,0.12813007034136736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26490602256844475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16370253296085102,0.0,0.2463809502556885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25734273005735786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19502818027024352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499957686270257,0.20779477361808169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6660193631919523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15792934484937354 socialanxiety,likoi,2020/02/22,How do you forget or move tf on from a negative social experience? A cashier was rude to me and I can't stop thinking about it for weeks. I hate how often it pops up in my mind. How do you deal with this? I've tried mindfulness meditation. I've also recently picked up on journaling but I don't know how to move forward from these memories without feeling so negative every time I recall it.,2.0493987341772133,4.350277278481016,4.24352848101266,82.22706487341775,80.01265822784809,8.000632911392406,26.330696202531644,8.841846274778883,2.3449607594936706,311,13,61,8,8,107,57,79,0.192,0.789,0.018000000000000002,-0.9131,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,8,2,2,0,2,0,5,0,0,5,0,18,9,9,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,1,1,8,0,13,8,0,12,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,5,45,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18348587561936225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365461627955177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19331603568012665,0.0,0.0,0.22443975943815944,0.0,0.0,0.11601352227257593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22652794400181456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609614133735508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4633450347206775,0.0,0.0,0.4877242363181729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265477655653409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338887429966704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918250309814972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470181235189915,0.0,0.0,0.13379034383530675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15577706827191545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18404572742070766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22117533612201132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,babesaurus,2020/02/22,"Any tips on how to go to work parties and enjoy it? Whenever there are work engagements and get together, I get stressed out. I worry that I have to act a certain way so that people will like me. I’m super awkward and don’t know how to keep up conversations bc it seems like everyone is so extraverted and I’m the only introvert there. When my department wants to go out for some drinks after work, I make excuses to go home. I also don’t drink so I feel extra uncomfortable. Help. I feel so sad that I’m extraverted and confident like everyone else.",2.238727272727271,4.546059236363637,4.293636363636363,82.09045454545455,79.36363636363637,8.727272727272727,25.45454545454545,9.339509955726095,2.5317272727272724,436,17,86,13,11,149,69,110,0.10800000000000001,0.672,0.22,0.9143,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,4,10,10,0,2,2,0,6,2,0,3,1,18,21,13,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,7,2,1,4,2,0,5,2,3,0,0,0,2,9,7,12,20,2,12,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,2,5,51,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474051690590466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534777414741105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611379596890905,0.0,0.0,0.15398044236872324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35226214725538746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18640119089275506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19260510617110205,0.0,0.31426957250418885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354960896575462,0.0,0.18489367268890786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16383712180918664,0.0,0.0,0.10130056588162176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27015663029084586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303881382957248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018797555237847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778820851878595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678031641690571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111444284249584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872005392864638,0.1463091345670253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4025738419809329,0.1871916619071229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,gameboyCasper,2020/02/22,Pi Network Cryptocurrency Pi Network is a new cryptocurrency that you can easy mine with your Phone without using battery.We still very early so dont waste time and start mine now.Remember btc was worth 0$ in the early days.Developed by a team of Stanford PhDs and graduates.Download the Pi Network app from Play Store or APP Store and add my Invite code lebougas to join Pi Network.Start mining before the next halving.,5.603080168776369,7.4810341392405055,5.3779113924050685,79.95690928270044,68.36708860759494,7.79831223628692,32.154008438818565,8.344100000000001,2.5716565400843887,343,15,59,5,6,106,62,79,0.0,0.825,0.175,0.8912,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,6,1,7,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,7,29,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591395737404527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3569164965864812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941248865345901,0.3238798254096993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34498240888616666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4311074038963159,0.0,0.2432045960026575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17757867059977714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26302322158903285,0.0,0.2512759047854319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935639526149484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CMGentry,2020/02/22,"How to survive my first job interview? I am going to be too nervous to even speak, probably. I have never been interviewed, but I can imagine that it is quite stressful and involves answering a lot of questions. Any tips?",3.798658536585368,6.409557097560973,4.812378048780489,78.81661585365855,75.58536585365854,8.002439024390245,34.640243902439025,8.841846274778883,3.57709268292683,175,10,29,4,4,57,37,41,0.163,0.8370000000000001,0.0,-0.7782,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,2,1,0,6,0,0,1,1,8,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,1,4,0,4,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,25,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253252407525321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21884954669611725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818409852021383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18831039632828414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288077321974925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28169676792230225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555528724226855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572448078365395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37118104324468254,0.35242506500294624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795533625707559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,RobotTyper,2020/02/22,"I have a community for you, don’t let this opportunity pass I was looking for communities that shared an interest with me in building things but couldn’t find anything. That’s why I created r/awesomecreations where you can post all your creations as well as any cool natural creations. Community chat will be coming soon when we get enough members. Hi 👋 Plz join it would really help, Thankyou. Hope ur having a good day",4.6721978021977995,7.174047025641028,5.548021978021982,75.13269230769235,72.33333333333333,9.072527472527472,30.37362637362637,9.606745405546679,3.199624175824177,340,15,60,9,7,111,68,78,0.0,0.573,0.4270000000000001,0.9893,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,3,0,1,4,7,0,0,3,1,10,0,0,0,1,9,14,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,2,8,7,6,8,2,8,0,0,1,0,9,2,0,1,3,39,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942168649957298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350233415416637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24601793491598556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18418749221125014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950997346765119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26103197779852017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492134988321759,0.0,0.0,0.23954658441069945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914307444866007,0.0,0.0,0.2836638854178539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29204395358739976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398309230533238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27352454501390233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18296179837634585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18973904226519514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25678747135496466,0.0,0.2577083455323762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20288107566229194,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,autopsytable,2020/02/22,"What do you think about using meds to overcome social anxiety? Lately i’ve thought that i should overcome this social anxiety because it literally hinders my actual personality. I’m 20 and i’ve felt like i am not the person i want to be throughout my life. So here is the thing, i started meditation but i seems to me that only with meditation i can not do this. For example, i really can not speak in class. I know it is really common thing but when i try to speak, my heart beats so fast that i can’t breathe, i start to tremble and to freeze and because of these physical symptoms i thought that maybe meds can help. Please share your own experinces and ideas. I really want to hear. The example i gave is very classic but you can be sure that i have severe social anxiety.",2.6023529411764703,4.933177470588237,4.352705882352943,82.02317647058824,78.21568627450979,8.00156862745098,25.88627450980392,8.841846274778883,2.218675294117648,615,24,119,15,15,207,88,153,0.08900000000000001,0.809,0.102,0.6194,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,1,5,4,0,1,3,0,15,4,2,1,1,23,29,10,0,3,6,0,2,1,0,1,2,3,0,2,13,5,0,0,7,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,5,22,3,12,22,1,7,0,0,0,0,14,1,0,1,7,80,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.13377293684376335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146036616007437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671286782075479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162088556239004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450216121775448,0.1624436547442091,0.09188364152512717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474967797970446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533706467933386,0.0,0.1546352519487972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682556217597968,0.06697168093334017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771799326200074,0.0,0.3045359442675815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425756746311007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393906451785336,0.0,0.1504756350069326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634560557118055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479493793918325,0.0,0.15486442740067205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4192156359114926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940556755274756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919881863854124,0.14248140913292387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18214330398779224,0.08783705641675649,0.0,0.21765669661860024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930701522147344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183954357627975,0.0,0.11310758063121105,0.16170985153892548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Ellexxin,2020/02/23,"Literally starving to death in my room bc my roommate has people over at our apartment Granted it's only been like half a day but still, I'm really starting to feel the hunger. Sometimes my social anxiety isn't bad at all and then other times aka rn I'm basically starving to death bc I can't bring myself to leave my room and interact with the guests out in the living area. I know them too which makes it all so much more frustrating. I can literally just go out, say a simple greeting, microwave some food, and then go back to my room! Idk why it's so hard. This bout of social anxiety might have something to do with me not really interacting with people at all this entire weekend. If anyone has been in a similar situation and somehow mustered the courage to go out and just meet people, some advice would be really great :')",3.573677248677246,5.633514462962964,4.874708994708996,80.72333333333334,74.12345679012346,7.8384479717813065,26.386243386243386,8.634040054169528,2.0512243386243387,661,24,123,13,14,219,103,162,0.16,0.7040000000000001,0.136,-0.1266,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,1,0,8,5,1,0,7,0,12,2,0,1,3,27,22,11,2,2,5,0,2,1,1,2,0,1,3,0,7,11,2,0,2,1,0,4,3,2,0,1,2,3,12,3,21,17,7,27,0,0,0,0,9,15,0,5,9,85,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635401633909168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560566089006391,0.0,0.0,0.11702050663689582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286878635828275,0.1397368221525084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079319742168565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462116231178632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20236978803388425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853399849771701,0.0,0.0,0.1845126309403613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991976969169113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197550280326776,0.0,0.0,0.1772078086590439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176259658698518,0.0,0.14778005608981012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171267078129586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17754024160210985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302728318559593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12728319359508591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480746024038696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216411907445356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308968713889882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881172461142248,0.0,0.34120052380651633,0.0,0.12884025661983994,0.16552120238965748,0.0,0.11845675435084635,0.0,0.13365220279358705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758771373941336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510144373623772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118886221667842,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Hystericvoid,2020/02/23,"Has anybody else been suffering for so long now, that it’s just an accepted part of your life? I’ve been struggling for at least 8 years now, since high school and have been through a lot with; fearing going outside; fear of interacting with anyone & not knowing what to say; endless awkward silences etc. It’s just reached a point now where I feel like I’m living with a fog hovering over me, blocking the anxiety out along with any rational thoughts I have. I feel pretty empty, as though my minds just accepted this as the norm and blocks everything out. All my days seem to merge into one, passing me by so quickly. My concentrations non-existent and I can say nearly nothing in response to the people around me due to the sheer lack of thoughts in my mind. Maybe, I’ve just let it progress too far and into depression.",8.03025316455696,7.150866044303798,7.347943037974683,77.5583702531646,62.60759493670886,10.684810126582278,38.10443037974683,9.827888789773867,3.5678962025316463,657,29,125,11,8,204,109,158,0.168,0.7490000000000001,0.083,-0.9231,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,1,14,9,0,4,8,0,8,1,0,0,1,34,16,9,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,14,0,2,8,0,0,2,1,6,0,1,5,4,12,3,28,10,6,24,0,2,0,0,4,14,0,2,9,87,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17146970895144895,0.0,0.10761912966926372,0.0,0.12106498255195347,0.0,0.0,0.1106558870324959,0.0,0.0,0.1408808984915484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206167012414116,0.0,0.1363051832123315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322021177202729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17649665453709498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222978993805416,0.0,0.0,0.3561627473718976,0.16003741645704295,0.11305772180083085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899402166079626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16720556687147736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697305404373001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16182691503612648,0.11178050124185546,0.07731561682164469,0.0,0.1397424576452314,0.14005108915338582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345431203943008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589888658624063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195857725562082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15185036801564644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723798547300983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713752254666145,0.0,0.10971439960802992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14960254856514588,0.0,0.0,0.16100268181167246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517021641502419,0.0,0.16016295958016022,0.0,0.14406981381564082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091053978547754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544295245284185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548517157965172,0.25127429265480977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191131821651477 socialanxiety,M00RlssE,2020/02/23,Fancy Pants and no idea how to deal with compliments I got myself some new pants and three people complimented me because of them. I really don't know how to deal with compliments and attention soooo I don't think I'm gonna wear them anytime soon again.,6.3085333333333375,6.648945320000003,6.4860000000000015,78.24633333333338,65.8,10.666666666666668,28.66666666666667,10.504223727775694,2.7870666666666666,206,6,40,5,3,66,36,50,0.045,0.789,0.166,0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,0,12,7,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,7,3,5,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20237188548348328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6845134662924703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655146789088893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747649349781111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18244748883868547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206282874395603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23015308497577325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21267484554717125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127193359395014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mariia_ava,2020/02/23,"Does anyone else ever get speech-blocks? Like the conversational equivalent of writer’s block, where no matter how hard you try, you just can’t think of anything relevant or interesting to say. Or even anything at all. I used to be quite talkative when I was younger, or at least more so than now, but currently when I’m forced to be social with someone I’m not that familiar with (which is basically everyone bar my family and my best friend), my mind goes blank. I don’t know if it’s a result of filtering what I say in fear of judgement all the time or what, I’m just curious is this is a mutual thing for people who experience social anxiety?",6.703948256467937,6.3655932755905535,7.652643419572552,72.51133858267718,65.06299212598425,11.981552305961756,32.316085489313835,11.491704259439757,3.707383352080989,514,18,100,15,7,174,92,127,0.11800000000000001,0.779,0.102,-0.264,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,2,10,5,0,1,4,0,8,1,0,3,3,23,15,11,0,1,9,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,8,3,1,1,2,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,3,9,4,14,12,5,10,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,5,7,67,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634715939606488,0.0,0.0,0.13376431728066454,0.19601372002821102,0.3148540483491851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007619142398305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674115602995962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981007874183126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635459398156976,0.17304556582128006,0.0,0.1827993238123232,0.0,0.18713217766122625,0.1803445371760419,0.21527036663226454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478011200902357,0.0,0.09994852823443608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17137095211789705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051357637443854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346154982467086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19316266773064206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262621766446392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034755231145546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30426549412355697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900210008866398,0.16209139464766062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709398393202448,0.12257998172269664,0.0,0.0,0.1115509945948037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988296765412047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16522537234166498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,genocidenite,2020/02/23,"Girl flirts and I'm having anxiety. I have social phobia and this was on my mind growing up when someone flirted with me. You ever had someone come up to you and say friend likes you but then they laugh at you for believing it? It did not happen a lot but it happened enough for me to have anxiety and think ""she's not actually into me, she's just making fun of me."" https://preview.redd.it/vbefz3vb1ri41.png?width=960&format=png&auto=webp&s=c5e1c87ba22c91196c84192c7b3c747d31e0895f",9.393896103896104,13.123187610389614,5.557142857142856,74.81285714285715,62.50649350649351,6.997402597402598,23.98701298701299,7.957251820313856,1.3570571428571432,414,10,60,5,7,110,55,77,0.07400000000000001,0.732,0.19399999999999998,0.9024,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,4,1,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,1,17,12,8,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,1,13,6,11,9,2,10,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,1,4,49,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.1816467621275791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6050510781653343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847947067699188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097171615559499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603439870569633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19233340875592148,0.0,0.0,0.1683751887610307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438120727114573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32920773820768745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093908889800772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158250419373585,0.0,0.0,0.12425056105460368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879493443612499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14802679214396303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18974730537989445,0.3154333257926492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927163497618287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Speedster-Assassin,2020/02/23,"Anxiety and no friends Hey, I'm 26,I have social anxiety and depression. I got medicine for it and it seems to help. But I don't have friends and don't know how to make any. I hang out with my girlfriend, and my sister and her husband, and that is it. My sister's husband and I dont have much in common so we dont hang out ever alone. I used to have guy friends years ago but things in my life made it so I dont see them anymore. So I'm down to literally no friends. Me and my girlfriend love to hangout together, we do most of the time that we are not working. But I would enjoy guy friends, especially to do things that my girlfriend isnt in too. Does anyone ever cry over it? I feel so bad and shitty that I dont have friends.",0.4862500000000018,2.418807700636947,2.3668113057324867,95.57085390127388,83.45859872611464,5.453662420382166,23.18829617834395,6.6274283507984215,0.4490257961783439,567,21,134,6,16,188,78,157,0.15,0.677,0.172,0.7111,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,3,0,1,1,8,10,0,0,1,0,17,2,0,4,2,31,28,18,0,1,4,4,1,0,9,1,1,0,0,2,11,16,0,0,3,1,0,2,10,2,0,0,2,2,21,8,16,25,2,15,0,1,1,1,24,7,0,2,6,92,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457623285421568,0.0,0.0,0.12218478387287035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022590520792415,0.0,0.1804985385787958,0.0,0.11699783617015495,0.08248969055083527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850279706687903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958815586088324,0.0,0.0,0.10161025034626688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323925008169847,0.0,0.5530554243686567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21342724974764168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059650856877681575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5468753808414674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943540435774582,0.0,0.0,0.23362427528180346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907503172498455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06483505312484178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332804701434543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647553011339628,0.11162921082386362,0.0787481092690036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672396668713478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400946447919643,0.1073984826119432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120258946202974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15675246760207506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687911934350624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189107314032987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588598429616716,0.0,0.0,0.08380486393353423,0.0,0.0,0.0759709521901827 socialanxiety,AmericanCake2019,2020/02/23,"Does this foreign girl like me I have Aspergers and I'm in college. I am 19 and met a girl my age last year. Her family is from another country called Montenegro. They all seem to keep to themselves and don't talk much to people or hangout with people outside of school. They are all aloof and serious you don't see them smile much. We had a college version of show and tell and there was an older student that was 39 that had a pic of her and her boyfriend. I said ""I want to see so I know what I'm competing with"" the whole class laughed and the girl laughed really hard she laughed the loudest. Shortly after that I started just talking to her casually. I noticed people will say hi to her and she just ignores them. I asked her a question about herself and she answered it in class with a smile but seemed like she wasn't comfortable or something. As soon as I sat down in class one day and the 39 year old woman sat down I asked her on how to not lead a girl on. There was a special Ed girl that's 2 years younger than me that messaged me everyday trying to talk to me saying hi. Then started asking if I was dating. I asked how to not lead her on. Well she said her piece and a bunch of people gave advice and she said in a louder tone than she usually talks in telling me to just ignore her don't even respond to the message when at first suggested to tell her I'm not interested. Then told me to pretty much ignore that girl that messages me and not even engage with her. Then one day we had peer reviews she came and sat down between me and the 39 year old woman. She had her back to her the whole time and was trying to make conversation with me but was awkward. She asked me for my birthday. At one point she just said something forced a smile and rested her hand on her head while holding long eye contact with me and I got a vibe she was flirting with me just didn't know what to do. She talks in a softer tone with me than most people. She saw me in the hall and said hi and asked what's up when I didn't even see her. That's actually a big deal for her. One day I sat at a table next to the older woman and she came in waiting for class she started pacing around me and walking in front of me and I could smell her perfume. She was in my personal space and had her back to me. It was an empty room and she started getting a little close because all I could smell is her. She smiled in class when I joked around. She asks questions showing she listens to me and shows interest in me. I stopped having class with her because the semester ended. She saw me in the hall waiting and stopped to talk to me and had a bunch of makeup on when she rarely wears it. She had the biggest smile on her face and asked me how my classes were. I told her my advisor said he was going to kick me out because he knows I smoke pot she said ""awww"" in a tone. I asked her how her classes were and it went right over her head. I was walking on a path and we crossed paths she couldn't look me in the eyes and said hey very softly. A day later we had an assembly in the biggest lecture hall and it was half full. She came in and saw where I was sitting. She sat next to the 39 year old woman I paid a lot of attention to, but an empty seat away from me and between us so I couldn't see the woman. Then she smiled at another guy when he said something that wasn't funny. I waited a while then one day got her number. I went up to her and asked if I could talk to her in another room. She had the biggest look of shock on her face I could tell she was nervous. Then I told her I miss seeing her and asked if I could have her number. She said yeah sure and gave it but made no eye contact during this interaction even though I was looking at her. I texted her and said I'd like to get to know her and asked her if she'd like to do it over text or phone she said whatever you'd like. I would text her here and there. Eventually she got back to me because I pretty much said if you want nothing to do with me I'll leave you alone. She said omg no and told me she saw my messages but forgot to respond and she works a llt. She's weird when it comes to texting and it's like she doesn't know what to say and says stuff that sounds forced and unnatural. I sent her a friend request on Facebook and she declined it, seems like she only has it for school and work. She's friends with one of my friends on Facebook but they were in the same major and he didn't even talk to her. She was still texting me after she declined my friend request. She talks in a softer tone with me a lot and smiles at me more than anyone else she doesn't really smile much.",2.6374004813411145,3.7623909365404313,3.5813672577388047,92.90140107610172,74.63971340839305,6.42744750892141,24.15459625439155,6.643151254067905,0.5362073473678395,3623,107,828,28,74,1161,312,977,0.07200000000000001,0.8290000000000001,0.099,0.9867,0,1,4,0,0,0,58.0,5,4,5,6,37,33,0,2,47,1,60,9,9,8,4,147,150,88,0,15,23,0,3,7,4,2,0,20,2,13,28,75,0,11,12,6,1,14,18,9,1,8,75,41,180,24,121,64,22,133,0,1,15,0,199,64,0,16,61,575,208,19,0.0,0.0,0.037317350750850624,0.0,0.0,0.0373683132202161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03960577280241321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029594361121043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026738746339290832,0.0391820572586491,0.0,0.06808455853253714,0.4289980629860497,0.0,0.0359283423854399,0.08821408076697497,0.0,0.093244562799443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039047971500169684,0.13121132261345847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03294092741158787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15266020662908658,0.0,0.0,0.1233102540496726,0.03942442322353985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033464643905918905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031945149833748625,0.0,0.03386985878544672,0.0,0.0,0.12628791840608616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036049874370524884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032527470931544816,0.0,0.0,0.1181785019831184,0.0,0.03995831471017181,0.0,0.02173303835949505,0.0,0.0917536053459653,0.0,0.0,0.0378642482093633,0.0,0.0,0.03425610440629492,0.0,0.07849186315577092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03399004005970885,0.0,0.0,0.10508028505278684,0.031171227506173627,0.0,0.04049131884019548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077712403650638,0.038327169910740234,0.0,0.03384176520417816,0.0963375255147748,0.0,0.0,0.06502165342298341,0.0,0.03618422050492568,0.02552592577790102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055636112220354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133871414944925,0.0,0.0,0.03669292778526968,0.043537224885011945,0.1203813644440823,0.0,0.15547709399269308,0.029083731771511412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255623263971458,0.03339025397578483,0.0,0.0,0.036149767581910526,0.0,0.0,0.07780896225871159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567654264920085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048995869520382436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03265729970779084,0.5092585118268634,0.12164197496853335,0.0,0.07740314345691074,0.1523642049943629,0.10443853400137676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831854447707993,0.0,0.0,0.1082676941945254,0.0,0.03053902645691007,0.06394177877931309,0.0,0.0,0.043776386610108436,0.0,0.0,0.03604135294839912,0.0,0.0,0.2766274188336033,0.13369602809851058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03757123704741084,0.0,0.022298426134883798,0.0,0.0,0.14616229050550011,0.0,0.051925772081817326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04599878441955877,0.0,0.04211666505987045,0.03155253490416138,0.045110643394141815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03438293007783255,0.07089891733292446,0.0,0.08538862328359753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05567928629288029,0.0,0.0,0.02716505521785915,0.0,0.0,0.12312859984096018 socialanxiety,spaceflower263,2020/02/23,"Dating with social anxiety?! I’m currently dating a very social man. He is always hanging out with people and wants me to join him. Whenever I do work up the courage to hang out with his other friends, I am silent, or when I do talk it’s a whisper and I usually stutter cause I’m so nervous. It always leaves me depressed and I feel like a failure. My boyfriend doesn’t usually say anything but I know he is sad I’m not closer with his friends. Does this happen to anyone else? How do you help this?",0.921176470588236,3.3154139607843165,2.76421568627451,90.3839705882353,85.86274509803924,5.3607843137254925,24.18627450980393,6.816661863887847,0.9965921568627452,392,16,79,5,12,130,68,102,0.113,0.7340000000000001,0.153,0.6383,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,3,8,0,1,4,0,7,0,0,2,0,17,14,8,0,1,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,5,9,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,0,3,13,4,10,14,0,12,0,2,0,0,14,4,0,1,7,48,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190623378550052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466696611922386,0.0,0.0,0.13405909056335066,0.1964456708569436,0.15777394240841486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19695514137510992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16513309314623187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677804812210522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16016224845700433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694229146633172,0.1369689021726676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962536518908495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695424327664672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850971762085475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053674489563812,0.0,0.0,0.2030098685461123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936675088457822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291848294376982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246799842153658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3908804810012556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154101881978691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4223176168278969,0.15819380910931818,0.11308480493829065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13957861727929347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ILikeLoFi4,2020/02/23,"why do people try to fix social anxiety by giving compliments I tell people i feel like i might have social anxiety and i’m not even insecure at all. i actually feel like i have too much confidence, they still just give me compliments and tell me that other people’s opinions don’t matter.",7.584404761904764,7.1835405357142905,8.547142857142859,67.03119047619049,63.28571428571429,12.466666666666667,32.95238095238096,11.855464076750405,4.181959523809525,234,8,40,7,3,80,39,56,0.055999999999999994,0.624,0.321,0.9341,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,10,10,2,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,8,4,3,9,2,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,3,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.18940297881853585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969552838827304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281940301421836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962745768185513,0.27731460546895154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723759299303461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18964427580854956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058978796599672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267783190816333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4036708633024141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3956988216118154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15499981817506153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392848831516713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177376892871187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751352379064628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,wanderlust2500,2020/02/23,"Does my social anxiety/ novice effect my chances of becoming an actress? I used to go to auditions and such and the people who know me well consider me to have “raw talent”, but deep down I’m always terrified of performing and get so caught up in it that i’m not self aware. I ended up stopping because it became dreadful, although i’m considering starting again. It’s really hard to trust people when you don’t see it in yourself. But I fear that it will never go away and I won’t have the self confidence to move onto bigger things. As if I was able to get the hang of auditions, but let’s say I booked something and I break down in front of an entire crew because it’s overwhelming. Is this just inevitable? are some people just overwhelmed easily? does everyone have to work up to that place? or are there really people out there who don’t get effected by people watching them? Part of me thinks of this as a sign that i’m not supposed be in this industry, but the other half takes the perspective of a chance to grow. Kind of venting, but I just want to understand if social anxiety is something you can actively work on change.",4.180034291743603,5.726737892376683,5.188662621999471,81.22641783170668,71.42152466367713,8.834502769717751,27.91585333685043,9.325443323948027,2.4655351622263253,902,33,171,20,17,296,128,223,0.084,0.802,0.113,0.5812,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,1,5,10,8,0,4,9,0,15,0,0,3,1,30,33,18,0,3,13,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,17,6,0,1,5,2,2,7,6,4,1,1,2,4,16,4,34,27,2,30,0,2,2,0,10,16,0,4,6,121,33,3,0.1298937021482783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108081965754894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19873665321747105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203940900751148,0.0,0.0,0.15836399039967133,0.1434573887928906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374103135826155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22734170817634064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504726560997393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241189988749953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616652751561562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20359229462288256,0.0,0.1476431686648145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635924340161165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526430220600807,0.07138618168691188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282511101418762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805644874481668,0.0,0.0,0.10018203078948447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066222137771625,0.0,0.4502596896362466,0.0,0.1357112722797355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16642646342904496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329668549976267,0.0,0.0,0.10350846321786808,0.0,0.2710149202089282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26482054288107804,0.0,0.19999703589172385,0.0,0.0,0.09193943093976728,0.0,0.0,0.10859695125092628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976638985448165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629560394256874,0.08323063945880234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522392488380286,0.0,0.11218645329810188,0.0,0.0,0.07661467095683076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167900378378088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18912832438094535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,caliboyeightyeight,2020/02/23,"Moving to a new place is incredibly difficult with SA I'm sure this goes without saying, but moving to a different city and state has been incredibly difficult. I was NOT mentally prepared for the fact that I'm having to call utility companies, deal with apartment management, buy furniture (& build furniture by myself), explore a new city, meet new people, and get everything in order in a new state (driver's license, health insurance), etc. - all things that deal with calling, emailing, or meeting with people daily. It would be fairly overwhelming even without SA, but this is the first time I'm really thinking about how hard moving could be for us. Some days I just feel completely stuck and don't end up getting anything done at all. If anyone has any experience they would be willing to share with moving, I would be really grateful.",12.23916114790287,9.346584052980134,11.260761589403973,59.15308498896249,56.152317880794705,14.834878587196467,45.03421633554085,13.023866798666859,5.942469315673289,676,30,105,18,6,218,102,151,0.08,0.862,0.057999999999999996,-0.3038,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,1,1,4,5,0,1,6,0,18,1,0,1,4,29,26,8,0,5,8,0,2,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,6,8,0,0,3,0,1,5,4,3,0,1,4,3,6,2,19,13,4,22,0,1,0,0,11,6,0,3,8,71,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524816609984066,0.0,0.07860921156723251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808273776384347,0.0,0.09512561938888672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360727835486664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212001567572624,0.0,0.0,0.0922939618409792,0.0,0.0,0.0745498262655537,0.2383487021890829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207731668846888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182947933342337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023837031053702,0.0,0.12892004330506834,0.07635003633047127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389018832213001,0.11307502254424424,0.0,0.0,0.05844878678914825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832585803560566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078822813501194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355126796654003,0.0,0.0,0.12287309186125997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649353153305572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4914408138300219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4465731645003171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16027935697425938,0.0,0.1207731668846888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14810745418636773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192654100819962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894781708893052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679681430506426,0.07406921872014807,0.0,0.0,0.06740492942627599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390476977495883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22286074607131406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463481438660149,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,suitcasefullofbees,2020/02/23,"Anxiety worse after moving out on my own I got a new job in a new town and everything seemed great. I always wanted to live on my own bc although I love my family, they’re very loud and annoying to live with. This is my 3rd weekend here, and I feel more and more nervous to leave my apartment. I used to relatively like going out to get coffee or groceries, now it is borderline scary to me to do so. I guess getting my debit card declined (even though I had enough money) at the grocery store in front of a line of people affected me. I feel anxious leaving my place and that neighbors will see me and look at me. I used to be a lot better but I am really struggling to go out and do things myself when I thought I was basically “cured.” At work I really do NOT fit in at all and although I’m nice, no one invites me to sit with them or to walk into down for coffee with them. I do ask to go sometimes but I’m starting to feel like I did in summer camp again when I had no friends and felt isolated. For example a girl I see in meetings a lot sat near my desk (near Valentine’s Day) so I asked her randomly if she wanted a piece of candy I had on my desk (it’s a very social place so I don’t think it was weird to do, I’m a girl btw). She literally scoffed and said “what did you do to it?” In front of like 10 people in close vicinity. I know she was joking but it actually made me cry once I left work, I felt like a gross freak. I just feel like since moving here I get greatly embarrassed more and more and it’s making me feel like an awkward kid again. Has anyone else experienced taking 10 steps back after moving? My nails are way too long but the thought of going and getting nail clippers is making me feel ill. I’ve just been sitting in my apartment all day drinking. I need to get out of this rut but it’s so scary.",1.386824574389344,3.116485943005181,3.3541480384900098,90.65809844559587,79.46632124352331,6.2767135455218375,22.427535159141367,7.225922671290522,0.6727595262768321,1418,44,316,18,35,479,192,386,0.14300000000000002,0.768,0.08800000000000001,-0.958,2,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,2,3,17,21,1,4,13,0,24,3,0,6,2,61,69,30,0,4,11,0,8,6,2,1,1,2,1,3,12,22,1,0,13,3,3,11,4,8,0,1,17,14,53,13,52,50,12,61,0,0,3,1,18,31,0,8,22,210,65,5,0.0,0.0,0.08582045361983201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317627884224016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727675912647221,0.09935145121784647,0.0,0.061492343210115326,0.09010880622652047,0.0,0.0,0.16443114541767068,0.0,0.0,0.06762334655554045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777913614429065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660212449521258,0.11343293910839483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615143427593389,0.0,0.0,0.07346575237855853,0.0,0.0,0.09086944458767013,0.0,0.058086044299742234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903820837842106,0.0,0.08290557901798214,0.0,0.266802137775462,0.1884811848145632,0.1688796608838887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679451544940677,0.0,0.22973500431516986,0.0,0.19992193154349894,0.0,0.07033668319257,0.19391667929779208,0.0968800002600275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727064226018881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048331607406647735,0.0,0.0,0.1862395524125793,0.09555118584986824,0.0,0.0,0.2577893633640382,0.0,0.15531195667921532,0.07782748728625152,0.07385063492752234,0.0,0.0,0.1495333318039663,0.07937270460697145,0.0832145410949882,0.11740632629317578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28041099508396106,0.0,0.06520920642745942,0.0,0.16987332202413755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365726685622833,0.05959298854051168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193830254702072,0.0,0.18376508667316555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267808842623896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365468382357498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015963003743762,0.08006072406041219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274801240304576,0.0,0.0,0.08964761953425937,0.0,0.0,0.08697865765936298,0.0,0.062247067658839784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193794462049122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612278582111318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058425946760456586,0.05635083002715921,0.08640432778828863,0.1396350927020354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519103974752075,0.0,0.14512567499283094,0.1037430525284403,0.06980568756312118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804825398208522,0.0,0.08962223590987131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,iscifeere,2020/02/23,"I feel like a criminal To me going to the shop is unbearable, to be able to go I have to do it with my little brother (15yo, I'm M18yo), and I have to be talking all the time or else I'll transform into a insecure mess, and I'm not a very talkative person I just don't want to be left alone with my thought that everyone is watching me. Brother tells me there's nothing to be afraid of, and I 100% agree, It's a beautiful day outside but the fact that there are PEOPLE EXISTING near me triggers an instintive state of fight or flight in me. It's feel like I'm some low-life delincuent or wanted criminal and everyone knows it but doesn't say anything they just give me this weird look, and I KNOW my anxiety is making this up, but it's just a natural reaction like blinking and I hate it. Brother often tells me I look pretty much normal when I ask him if I look weird, and that I act perfectly natural with people and I say yeah? Did my acting look natural? It seems I can act pretty well when I'm nervous. When I'm outside in a no good mood I can be very hostile because of the anxiety, if I look like an irreverent asshole, I tell you, I feel worse than I look like.",6.368741496598637,4.709466632653065,7.399438775510205,78.37657312925172,66.34693877551021,11.10544217687075,35.11054421768708,10.125756701596842,3.236748299319728,915,36,197,18,12,312,123,245,0.16,0.6459999999999999,0.19399999999999998,0.9199,1,1,0,0,1,0,23.0,0,1,1,1,10,18,3,3,12,1,17,0,0,2,3,41,43,19,0,5,12,3,3,5,0,0,0,2,0,1,12,12,0,0,7,1,1,5,4,9,1,0,2,12,32,8,20,36,3,18,0,0,7,0,16,7,0,8,10,124,44,0,0.1107117783711459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146640134671254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16938841484492684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110636034458364,0.0,0.10350056778550787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06748887250547536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713999380924833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248548460397936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21157969736532176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679376049835632,0.15818503317921187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620482598015678,0.12584011000451198,0.09285978701297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930496041123484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168859605928935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202886711385416,0.0,0.0,0.2704409132210467,0.11096228695565677,0.0,0.0,0.5578200621472337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390097175378806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138589576327862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847403646744752,0.1062309372602891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15350721441926293,0.09666925452132184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252673604124785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17608489961228305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007878449854919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898593376709793,0.2903009223466292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789278540104098,0.06455692828875256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182697623663198,0.1306013506531401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954318470573066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282476053203447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ilikemusicandsarcasm,2020/02/23,"I feel like I completely embarrassed myself in class, am I being irrational? I'm really interested in philosophy, and I love the teacher, so I've taken all the classes (in high school). Keep in mind, I'm super shy and have autism, so I've literally never participated in class, and all the times when he's looking at me (you know, just looking at students in general), I can't for the life of me keep eye contact and instantly look away. So I think he had gathered that I'm pretty shy but still very interested in the subject. So first day of the course I'm taking, and he's presenting to the students the other philosophy courses, and out of the blue when mentioning one of the most recent courses he says in passing and looks at me""ilikemusicandsarcasm was there"". I was shocked he even remembered my name, but I was happy of being acknowledged. So this is important to know to understand what actually happened: a couple months ago I tried to take this same course but I had too many courses so I decided to take it later. I went to the first few lessons. So then he asks a question he asked when I was trying to take the class earlier a few months back and he says something at me and smiles. I couldn't hear what he said so I kinda just looked at him confused in silence. Then he looked away and I was starting to answer to the question (because I assumed he said something like ""ilikemusicandsarcasm knows the answer"" and waiting for me to answer) and then he's not even looking at me so I raise my hand up and he's like ""well"" in kind of a frustrated tone and I answer with my voice shaking. So that got me thinking that he probably said jokingly something like ""ilikemusicandsarcasm isn't allowed to answer to the question"" (cause I knew the answer). And then that's exactly what I did. I cringe just thinking about it. My whole face got red and couldn't even look at him for the rest of the class. I feel like I made him feel uncomfortable, and that now he doesn't like me anymore. Am I being totally insane worrying about this? I can't really help it, since the autism and social anxiety makes me worry about (past) social situations A LOT. Guess I justneeded to vent and am curious to hear how this situation sounds like to other people. sorry if it's too long, that's the shortest I got it.",4.7631669463087265,6.060885961968688,5.88152614653244,77.77483955536914,69.69351230425056,8.89846196868009,29.628705257270695,9.271962702966755,2.5475772371364647,1823,70,348,37,32,607,194,447,0.09,0.792,0.11800000000000001,0.9445,1,0,3,0,0,0,53.0,0,1,0,4,30,20,1,3,25,0,22,5,3,5,5,78,70,41,0,3,8,0,4,7,0,0,1,9,0,0,20,21,0,3,25,1,0,3,8,5,1,3,18,24,45,15,50,47,10,49,0,0,11,1,39,22,0,10,31,231,65,8,0.0,0.0,0.07132051092964121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478552779761984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055909898307524165,0.0,0.07248077656449439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664939777508206,0.0,0.13733170679198062,0.0561979274600201,0.0,0.04455199609872965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507852568769112,0.0,0.0,0.07662833253082232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808672684934136,0.0,0.04713384066518195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448160496456078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086206131908187,0.10442401420331787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243322904444898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535848288377598,0.0,0.08051147280130702,0.0,0.06462890892179304,0.07780044357891837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647444294454506,0.0,0.048987399202438775,0.07721841645022716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299227825556266,0.0,0.07610688072421756,0.12049697207017733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051622164604981986,0.24993980324233206,0.0,0.0,0.0646780100023023,0.4909845887174056,0.0,0.0,0.062134334971668974,0.06596215246674632,0.06915488484785524,0.04878486901674022,0.07409681606561792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379511262260051,0.0,0.1166716525220916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056367731497945224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049524352427232785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697679937709649,0.0506680032132631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435381707890915,0.07879809456361066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456161010955574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364036774652493,0.0,0.07216271513245487,0.0,0.08279116654706832,0.0,0.20856198750886898,0.1162404033336781,0.0,0.0739660188602932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06045674655467121,0.1643014198351598,0.0,0.14900210285842533,0.0,0.16879343227557495,0.0,0.08181278127569866,0.05173000703266488,0.0,0.058365851979752574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198035862053864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048993518431946,0.0,0.0,0.04261650714394634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923996534525953,0.0,0.0,0.07608416229818113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0603028581936201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571227836566745,0.06775061609146124,0.0,0.08159689953373787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484429250076206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,littlesocialpariah,2020/02/23,"how to get on a bus? (UK) i feel silly for even having to ask this but how do you get on a bus in the UK? i’m worried about getting it wrong and making a fool out of myself. public transport makes me anxious anyway so i’m hoping understanding how the whole system works might keep my anxiety minimal maybe? are there different types of tickets you can buy? do you have to tell the driver exactly where you’re going because maybe ticket costs vary depending on distance? do you actually get physical tickets or do you just pay to get on the bus and that’s it? i really am clueless,i’ve been avoiding buses and trains for as long as possible but i think it’s time for me to try to conquer this unreasonable fear. i’d appreciate any knowledge and advice.",2.7946500479386387,5.017511288590608,4.558029721955903,81.3398825503356,77.05369127516778,7.478619367209972,26.0790987535954,8.418075326091056,2.006968935762224,598,23,112,12,14,202,99,149,0.159,0.7859999999999999,0.055,-0.9485,1,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,5,0,2,10,6,0,2,7,0,11,0,0,6,1,24,27,13,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,4,3,3,2,0,4,0,0,1,1,12,2,20,25,1,12,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,4,2,73,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.1675506170029432,0.0,0.0,0.1677794326346634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675922934302818,0.0,0.1313470393844893,0.1939677110707001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605126674771201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466434322685836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17938587106566556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340364856138545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19320583632128766,0.08681470231639643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4485206043153036,0.0,0.09757884504700606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17053295888884767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152611374317057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194563725292146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292169474844706,0.0,0.3449836011360793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18214241925771174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935615443816232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999291219177253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500699510283274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001592209594978,0.0,0.0,0.10011737119385873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657037511517855,0.0,0.0,0.17874168554104114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19169255357539725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499679887435418,0.17436571436851306,0.0,0.0,0.1877227218077726,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,justanaccount416,2020/02/23,"When you see people communicating normally and you’re like “wow so this is how mentally healthy people act” I was at church today and I’m the type of person that overthinks and over analyzes everything, so I was watching my sister converse with a new member. It was just fascinating how she can easily adapt to any social situation",2.729216757741348,5.76303860655738,4.6566120218579234,73.7489981785064,89.1639344262295,7.957012750455372,24.810564663023683,8.515128840125781,2.8297198542805098,269,11,43,8,9,91,51,61,0.0,0.774,0.226,0.9313,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,0,8,7,8,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,5,2,5,4,0,6,1,0,2,0,6,2,0,0,4,29,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20561633463416665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717432130581757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771866107542608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047094924992377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29202282849511296,0.0,0.0,0.2962502832424852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4192390845999247,0.2640105869147378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409431399625266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33986723613438913,0.0,0.3082196911475991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866035516054052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Lookin4SomeMemes,2020/02/23,"Somebody complimented my hair and I said this: ""Oh, thanks, I also like my hair.""",0.2240000000000002,2.1931340666666688,2.0933333333333337,88.96000000000002,108.33333333333334,4.666666666666667,18.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.3643333333333332,61,2,12,1,3,20,12,15,0.0,0.5489999999999999,0.451,0.802,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4930538769526623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012146154703061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5864791260132337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5676353271245351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BurntCalorie,2020/02/23,"What is with Nosy People in Restaurants? This is in America, and I am an American. Every time I go out to eat at restaurants (which is often), I will notice a couple sitting there, not talking. This happens their entire stay, and they won't even be on their phones. I make sure not to say anything personal as it started becoming noticeable that people often go to restaurants as a way of ""people watching"" and not necessarily socializing. I find it to be quite unusual. We also find it rude to eavesdrop on other's conversations. Sometimes I notice they watch other people's conversations, and even once in a while, chime in. Because of these observations (I am a very private person) I will whisper or talk softly so that the others cannot hear. Some of them were very nosy. They even often stare at us. Incredibly rude. Any thoughts?",4.316883116883115,6.785166402597407,5.327272727272729,76.46090909090913,73.28571428571428,7.5168831168831165,28.532467532467532,8.418075326091056,2.4102389610389614,662,27,110,12,14,217,96,154,0.044000000000000004,0.94,0.016,-0.6199,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,2,0,6,1,9,3,2,0,6,0,12,1,0,1,1,20,19,10,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,2,13,7,1,0,3,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,2,7,16,1,20,12,1,17,0,0,3,0,18,9,0,5,3,86,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723867930904048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119171220184068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035180144141203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174532085422892,0.14810147491470446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837765730967248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13721644450884504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657127733825534,0.0,0.1129839356060413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451275587771771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15242275928992186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858303463133392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113897718658265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951192134618348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4580167650074645,0.0,0.14281073548624462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718686067876896,0.2341796190755289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263047048404193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664066594995328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669673384694994,0.0,0.0,0.13262703993922784,0.0,0.09491574773228367,0.14293136829162625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263864346546111,0.0,0.0,0.21556690569143624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064593862165512,0.07819402844371695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16130422100295586,0.0,0.0,0.22129093747182754,0.0,0.10644130366643707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mhatem243910,2020/02/23,"Question about social anxiety How many of you agree that if we improve these things social anxiety will go away ? - Eating habits - No fap -Generally have healthy life I had social anxiety my whole life litterally but now i have it in a moderate scale when i used to be in school i had severe anxiety i used to litterally shake in school bus it ws the worst time that made me no attend school now i am definitely still have it with some time are bad but no where near when i was younger that happened after i started nofap 8 years ago the next thing should be my bad eating where i know it has a great impact on that when i have a bad month of ordering junk food i am litterally very bad social anxiety like during holidays Whats your experience and opinion on this matter ?",3.2083538315988664,5.4816208145695375,4.480004730368972,82.15372516556293,75.95364238410595,8.022894985808891,24.69299905392621,8.841846274778883,1.949166130558184,617,21,119,14,14,203,95,151,0.254,0.621,0.125,-0.9727,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,2,0,0,10,8,0,1,5,0,15,5,0,4,0,17,22,8,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,13,3,3,0,2,1,0,3,3,6,0,0,4,0,17,2,14,14,3,27,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,4,15,83,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875312130931077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42611962560541256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466793403928566,0.0,0.3720714890012332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22798866298380266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897470618875764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471042779342254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06331358683574406,0.0,0.0,0.12282354836041133,0.0,0.0,0.09851438584832686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06122484709559897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737619362799374,0.05442647576371235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541336876725373,0.0,0.1129463958126538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892178736942515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847965425319786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479822501294616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382410616192739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585506123063184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4542503006191786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885248192754457,0.0,0.08896755582331678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480240301849571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299213958065449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19243495833684987,0.0,0.09192015057893094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437883570680584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174066662048942 socialanxiety,howtonotuseausedname,2020/02/23,"My life as a socially awkward person 1. Not having close friends 2. Stuttering when i talk sometimes 3. Not so loud voice 4. Always conscious 5. Being the only person in the room that has no squad/group 6. Overthinking 7. Tense at all times 8. Not able to answer the question 9. Always alone 10. Occasional fake laughs here and there 11. Not able to talk properly to my crush 12. Going home happy because the school finally ends 13. Not a big fan of school 14. What is life? 15. Thinking about my future 16. Constantly checking my phone to avoid talking 17. Yes, even if my phone is dead 18. Earphones is a must 19. Seriously how did i end up like this 20. Overall i feel stupid",0.30295454545454703,2.6537536893939446,2.03636363636364,91.14954545454547,99.22727272727272,4.8242424242424224,20.393939393939394,6.574015621080383,0.6162303030303029,525,19,103,8,22,171,105,132,0.207,0.713,0.08,-0.9351,0,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,7,10,1,2,7,1,8,2,0,1,2,17,11,6,1,2,6,0,1,1,1,1,2,2,2,2,3,2,0,1,5,0,1,1,6,6,0,0,1,3,8,4,10,8,1,14,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,2,8,51,11,2,0.3276178751730389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16965665714887895,0.0,0.0,0.2726043170647506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998564079331531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17701926733980994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29017219526610805,0.0,0.0,0.10819425835701142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282672075160684,0.0,0.0,0.17944468420841952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655837883370616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309639420886708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743776600756673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431372056366395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314061940463513,0.08002877259573234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245840785479793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860632917905621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835034995334204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315667803587071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698258292351584,0.0,0.0,0.16201122785675612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3949902571793137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496215289044147,0.0,0.0,0.09551830882328033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lasoris7,2020/02/23,"University and career with social anxiety? So I'm in third grade in high school, next year I will get into the big exam that will determine my life. I want to study computer engineering/programming(surprise surprise), so I watched some lessons from it on YouTube to see how my first day will go. And I'm worried right now. Not just about engineering, but university in general. Because they keep telling that it's not like highschool. You have to constantly do projects,ask questions to everyone, be active. I fear that I will drown in my anxiety while getting worried about ""What will I do, I didn't understand that?"" or ""Did I send this email right?"",""Will I graduate with good grades while doing all those things?"" and similar thoughts. And when I finish university, I would have to do hundreds of job and master license interviews to advance in a career and have a good life. I'm terrified I won't be able to do anything and end up jobless/homeless in 10 years. Can someone with similar experiences give me advice? 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The only thing that explains being brave enough to take such a big step and go from spending every weekend alone in this new town to joining a meetup group this afternoon is, well its bigger than what I think so I’m gonna stop judging myself. I’m not manic I’m on meds. I’m gonna go have lunch with a group of 7 people all around my age 30-40, I think. I’m so nervous. The awkward are you married might come up and I’ll say oh it’s complicated, I’m still not divorced but I have a boyfriend, I think. Actually I won’t say that. I’ll just say I am currently separated lol. I hope they’re nice! I hope I don’t say anything mean as my way of joking about anything! It’s in 3 hours 😬😬😬 I need to bring it back to them people love to share. Don’t talk about me for long!",-0.1950044104675115,1.6873977206703934,2.323316671567188,95.18548074095855,85.75977653631284,4.885739488385768,19.476918553366662,6.05967700443912,-0.1952748603351964,628,18,150,5,19,216,113,179,0.05,0.767,0.183,0.9783,1,1,0,0,1,0,17.0,0,1,1,0,11,11,0,3,6,1,10,2,0,0,1,20,33,7,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,0,1,10,5,1,1,5,2,1,5,5,3,1,0,0,4,16,8,19,28,2,25,0,0,0,1,14,8,0,3,11,76,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.1469617084292041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15597388125331693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478582809048824,0.13406395199908086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580039629627185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297266518722261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15560776315368818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688512413659692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17117637680086478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911547827678046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991551500088125,0.14830847681959888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332742954844577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359203753846334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640451307122242,0.16728018276198592,0.0,0.0,0.1597604448754222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166634499910766,0.0,0.1454482735071593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453639721572716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20881107602449445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4790455940302958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120267580939407,0.1259064866655343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323078777252645,0.12104479031325865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000504727060336,0.28949092796270026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427490856685673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953750731493296,0.0,0.0,0.1354054894940515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,justadam2,2020/02/23,"Where do I go to so I can get help I'm in year 12 and I'm sick of being like this I'm sick of becoming disabled around people I dont know and I'm sick of all the thoughts I get in public or in a conversation, I just want to be normal again not this shy person that's quite around most people, I'm in Australia btw",-0.3436594911937369,1.1763519726027418,2.378512720156557,96.58424657534249,84.06849315068494,5.267318982387477,17.277886497064582,6.1826913282559595,-0.5349045009784734,246,5,63,2,7,86,46,73,0.138,0.74,0.121,-0.4958,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,0,1,13,16,4,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,11,13,2,10,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,2,3,36,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4702109374182184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29167829157501524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30952386009415683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759632583729395,0.0,0.15009442023598674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17702102160574873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514274720671602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902618116449008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587624504405639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661881152118264,0.2306024003237538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28090342774294313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20966632446876024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15577333814804378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17007208565960596 socialanxiety,Lucernar,2020/02/23,"Do your conversations sometimes getting hijacked too? In my case it often happens when I'm talking to co-workers. Especially with one co-worker I get along the best. At work I mainly talk with him. And it's straight up annoying when someone hijacks the conversation with him. Because for them it's easy to start and maintain a conversation with literally everybody there. But why do you have to interfere the conversation with almost the only person I feel happy to talk. I don't know maybe I'm just a whiny person.",5.029062499999998,7.274192114583336,6.052500000000002,73.0425,70.5625,8.55,32.83333333333333,9.188382445141503,3.2972333333333332,417,20,69,9,8,138,66,96,0.028999999999999998,0.835,0.136,0.875,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,1,2,6,3,1,0,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,15,12,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,10,2,14,12,2,7,0,0,0,0,14,4,0,2,3,49,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20135119103739696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257565971000538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110196049238378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167139142979204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101105582760512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17781315858151908,0.21405192881332855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050755026276086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20201049944360105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362560760919971,0.1529293505891434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511481880413431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17037326123142318,0.0,0.19887189561499,0.0,0.14232448137184406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4848581313398567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814421777385765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4391628880846334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,standardcanoe,2020/02/23,"Maybe this is a problem I’ve always just excepted my social awkwardness and anxiety as who I am. I always been told from a young age how shy and quiet I am. I never really thought it was a problem or viewed it as holding me back. I always thought, this is who I am I can’t change it people need to accept it. Now I realise though how selfish that is. I can’t expect people to put up with my uselessness just because my dna naturally makes me a certain way. It also makes my hair grow long but I get it cut. It makes me grow a poor excuse for a beard but I shave it. It makes me scrawny and skinny but I still workout and try to gain muscle. My point is I change and control these other “natural” things about me, so why should my social awkwardness be any different. Why should I not try to improve it, to be better than I am. Instead of casting the blame on others for not accepting me I shouldn’t accept myself either. I don’t know if this is a rant or a cry for help or what. But from now on I am going to try and change. It might not get me anywhere, but at least I know I’ve tried.",1.288886128364389,3.023116269565218,3.3544720496894413,90.52007246376812,79.78260869565217,6.12008281573499,21.821946169772254,7.07126945348624,0.5771076604554866,842,25,185,10,21,286,118,230,0.157,0.743,0.1,-0.855,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,13,12,1,2,9,0,21,2,2,7,2,48,34,22,0,8,16,0,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,22,7,1,2,7,1,1,4,8,7,0,0,5,3,33,5,22,23,2,18,0,1,1,0,7,5,0,5,8,140,55,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817488599966856,0.3064501938864649,0.0,0.0,0.08348420557968916,0.0,0.0939146592518426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439847625974464,0.0,0.07483622147884565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857540052073494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3896063228058537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769104961239548,0.0,0.0,0.13485125803870887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282629820563462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282789773384919,0.0,0.06977000795542945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228659044282123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493653676617487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864289605828242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.327785561343892,0.0,0.12333364154987743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023394604137742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102846928469524,0.09468370461543957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021917051508895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605232227802607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234938475763872,0.0,0.12341243104015702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864621020021269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502863024502018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804004776528592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155941149245281,0.0,0.1206156941488086,0.19492291722998686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730693153285204,0.0,0.33339669045008624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744490439866517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221552093310738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,purplebridge03,2020/02/23,"How do i stop being scared of being called on by the teacher in class? So there's this one lesson of mine which i'm afraid of, my heart beats really fast while im sitting in that class and i can sometimes hear it too, i get butterfly feelings in my stomach. I'm really scared of getting called on by the teacher, i just don't want to get the wrong answer and be embarassed in front of the class and everyone will think i'm really dumb. In that class i'm considered as one of the smart ones and when i get picked on i usually get the answer right but still i hate the feeling i get when im that class, the fast heartbeat, the panick settling in, the anxiety. I wish i could just chill out and go with the flow in the class so i don't have to be worried all the time.",4.086319018404907,4.063721466257672,5.028349693251536,88.04387423312885,70.53374233128835,8.48319018404908,26.729447852760728,8.238735603445708,1.4043477300613505,601,17,137,8,10,197,84,163,0.131,0.8240000000000001,0.045,-0.8935,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,10,7,2,3,13,0,11,2,2,2,1,23,29,13,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,1,6,0,0,3,2,6,0,3,0,3,14,1,23,23,1,25,0,0,0,0,3,12,1,0,9,88,20,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214182313172838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993718936821586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704109942884144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007411912986062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824177290970816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4595269312419906,0.0,0.08331112474204652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144728404821298,0.0,0.0,0.16521887204293986,0.1737112102240731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166871791403817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980018568479878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817301195951455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518803513294746,0.0,0.0,0.2935266142821338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14498238871963487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706787613250255,0.12255675943682147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392968532197403,0.0,0.0,0.08547847431847888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16144943373685666,0.0,0.08646325416716016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16857257991790575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488704213858386,0.0,0.0,0.16027440257065936,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,InternetExplaura,2020/02/23,"I hate everyone and everything My sister told me today that she only invites me over so I'm not alone the whole time. Yes I don't have friends and I'd be alone but I never asked you to feel pity for me or only invite me because of this. I never asked you for this. And now you are complaining that you always have to take care of me. Fuck you. Fuck everyone. I didn't know you dislike me so much. Thanks. Now I know how much I actually matter.",-0.5279132569558094,1.6876423297872345,1.9172340425531933,94.19576923076927,93.7872340425532,5.019967266775779,16.805237315875615,6.67199483983844,-0.07356857610474599,345,9,77,5,13,117,57,94,0.174,0.6459999999999999,0.18,-0.3356,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,6,0,0,5,8,3,0,1,1,6,2,0,1,2,13,19,8,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,1,21,3,7,16,3,7,0,1,0,2,13,1,2,1,6,55,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.16879855387117546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582996670172409,0.0,0.0,0.1439289764298057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234163697250579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544389566920967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17635944227556138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305698659123689,0.15545868976580474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746130851614163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363998134940966,0.3198250219821225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17077690608617405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901249665412221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543129136173403,0.0,0.2668178182637629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26311041729543905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005560042807915,0.0,0.0,0.15925205121742406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086305724920228,0.0,0.1639599830788194,0.16528493295618446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931203024506408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,crowincidence,2020/02/23,"Food Delivery Hi, I'm about to order food online, (to get myself outa my comfort zone, y'know) but I have no idea on how to tip the delivery person if the food is already payed for online. I didn't find any option for tipping/paying a higher amount and I'm just having a minor nervous breakdown. Should I just whip out some cash and give it to them? Which would be kinda super awkward? Help? :'D",1.3219268635724362,3.7524692658227856,3.2181434599156127,87.6242897327708,84.18987341772151,4.5237693389592115,18.904360056258792,5.82211442006289,0.036568495077356385,308,8,57,2,9,103,62,79,0.085,0.787,0.127,0.6622,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,4,4,0,2,4,0,7,3,0,1,0,15,11,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,3,3,0,2,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,6,2,9,7,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,4,0,37,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457680786788186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514517038177889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035546078317264,0.0,0.8079122055757603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116357756218769,0.21364551252060668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492790670688713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25141458451775883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239661537535705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944634081981506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582081174161443,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,YouKnowTaem,2020/02/23,"I had to be a witness in court and it was awful I'm not sure if this is something for this subreddit but I need somewhere to put this. I hate public speaking in general, but I'd known I would have to do this for weeks so I tried to prepare myself, but once I got up in the stand it was horrible. My legs were like jelly, I couldn't concentrate on what they were saying to me. I had a screen up so all I could see were the jury, the lawyers, and the judge but it was still awful having all these people listening to my words and how this could affect the case. I now keep on going over and over in my head what I said, I'm so paranoid that I didn't help the case at all and I honestly just want it all to go away. My uni counseling service doesn't open until Monday and they have a huge waiting list, I've got 2 pieces of important coursework due this week and my head is just not with it. I can't stop crying and there's only so much my family can do to help. I'm sorry if this is the wrong sub, I just needed to tell someone.",1.9834423634924825,2.984565228699555,3.707048272223688,91.84883935637035,76.08520179372198,6.861408599314166,21.63782643102084,7.285733465282438,0.4621719335267742,798,19,187,9,17,268,123,223,0.14400000000000002,0.7709999999999999,0.085,-0.9390000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,0,11,5,1,0,10,2,25,3,3,2,5,41,41,20,0,9,11,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,16,10,0,3,1,0,0,3,6,2,0,0,12,6,25,3,26,24,6,26,0,0,2,0,10,14,0,2,9,135,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627859555294607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656122838384501,0.0,0.1827128093661653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15680722689752882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18906570614828014,0.0,0.26606895148044696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16422283423718362,0.34141842684312096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229836685491683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784750340924016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126360065592705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227644947579025,0.2466727800275196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17714291931236126,0.0,0.12650638612630086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153167693988538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16721410177413815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822408024578352,0.13227744272494535,0.0,0.0,0.13254863646985182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14093635713424413,0.12805394641818935,0.0,0.1862000677733244,0.0,0.0,0.13283652535482074,0.13906474278142336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15677016101044608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538541242797326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293154923336204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810956373238132,0.0,0.2668501770892393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816066079590938,0.18186282560306166,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CasualCha0s,2020/02/23,"I am invited to a party tomorrow and i’m freaking out and want to cancel. On friday i met with two old friends which i haven’t seen for, like, two years. It went great and we laughed a lot but then one of them invited me to a carnivals party, which is tomorrow. I didn’t want to disappoint her so I said yes even though I don’t want to go. She told me i’m expected to dance but I know that i’m just going to stand at the edge of the tent and maybe drink some beers and wait for someone i can simply talk with. I really want to cancel but at the same time I told myself to get out more so i can meet new people. What should i do?",0.829724220623504,2.2032264028776964,3.0195863309352515,94.04482314148683,79.93525179856115,6.9354916067146295,19.49700239808153,7.793537801064563,0.3787836930455635,486,11,120,8,12,166,84,139,0.07,0.759,0.171,0.8679,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,1,0,5,6,0,0,6,1,9,2,0,0,0,25,27,12,0,6,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,10,2,1,1,3,0,4,3,2,0,3,7,2,19,4,20,19,4,17,0,1,1,0,11,5,0,2,8,80,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841019089099347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412737787230133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519587222975106,0.0,0.09818676425604143,0.0,0.2136122836459908,0.0,0.0,0.2071958007910492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328256585665453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918141299501148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15977314865472345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18880305158253305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815059907032335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972031225912013,0.0,0.12734765288778047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302884534472268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039411384116587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17876646060063794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923425622508994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15105270111158614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18464233146664247,0.0,0.10958471727684008,0.0,0.0,0.3591543453491379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3671647030255864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4433888806878473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17421493705800215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102210909994444 socialanxiety,Idfktbh999,2020/02/23,"Confidence is the key? Its only the case if u are even at least an average lookin guy.. There is really, at least feels like, no hope for an ugly guy. With that being said, what I am about to say might be hard to believe, and I am not gay, but my friends are all some good looking people. Yes they tell me the same thing: that confidence is the key, but they only say that cuz they are all really fine looking people and it comes easy for them.",5.3195604395604414,4.60680908791209,5.7717362637362655,86.09826373626377,68.01098901098901,9.477802197802195,25.892307692307693,8.841846274778883,1.461996043956043,341,7,77,5,5,110,62,91,0.045,0.695,0.259,0.9761,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,4,0,3,5,0,0,6,1,11,1,0,1,2,16,17,6,0,2,4,0,2,1,1,1,0,3,0,2,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,7,8,5,8,13,6,3,0,0,2,1,11,2,0,4,1,56,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256608621382929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172534103024813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229119176165016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127381770836268,0.14308887710960347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474535356661467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16799569953333585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966417836319485,0.0,0.0,0.17942258191508328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19893547211432452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785271291362786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33639021643482203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124785050536513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046626775933929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27771495821087644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25662478454222953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190523867701452,0.3185609922138951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17506432042531253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306532093764606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pinkfleurs,2020/02/23,"don't know what i would call this but i do it all the time? i just genuinely cannot display any type of affection effectively even when it's platonic so like when my friends want to hold hands or lay on me or say they love me or something i freeze upand avoid eye contact and stuff cause i don't know how to respond. and it's like i WANT the love and attention but i can't bring myself to be comfortable. so the main thing im addressing, whenever something like this happens or there's uncomfortable silence or something i talk under my breath. usually it's not even real words, it's just gibberish or something, but i do it kind of as a crutch to diffuse my anxiety in social situations but it's really awkward when someone hears me because they think im even weirder :( does anyone else do that? it's kind of like an immediate coping mechanism for my uncomfortableness with the situation im in resulting in a quiet murmur while i play with my hands. i can't find anything about it online but i don't know how to describe it other than this",5.470997423629002,5.906376129186604,6.488612440191388,77.17721015826281,67.61244019138756,10.067132867132868,32.82333456017666,10.035473477838034,3.17822900257637,837,35,164,19,13,280,115,209,0.07,0.693,0.237,0.9921,0,1,4,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,1,14,13,0,2,7,0,11,6,4,6,1,39,22,23,0,3,14,0,3,4,1,1,0,3,1,0,18,5,0,2,7,1,0,1,7,2,0,0,0,7,23,11,19,20,2,12,0,0,1,2,12,5,0,6,10,109,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491726655368713,0.0,0.09552676578295964,0.0,0.0,0.0873134310205896,0.12794615762036454,0.1027590458762194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612083415136409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275083103303204,0.0,0.0,0.1282779786013813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092763602388675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431456288407973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474304063301743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413077869545694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647582528819948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042392907642808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073986004339573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40464968122562345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26007001942393343,0.2058792159697881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244024677121374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254037757168577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213171498452834,0.07999622382025229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993032550577782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28072280089067564,0.0,0.12729131523934228,0.10580367091400274,0.3845303761658665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294860589614838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036741250255712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295943211743809,0.08001295858441088,0.0,0.0,0.07281388841087776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752890591278955,0.0,0.14730552436189054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870551165107315,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bigbunny4000,2020/02/23,"Does anyone know what impact this trauma has on someone? (Deep) Im a 21 year old male, currently a social recluse, a virgin and struggle a bit with drug use. I pretty much have no friends, but I am bit super shy, I can talk to people with no problem in for example a work environment or if I click with the person. When i was about 8 years old I was sexually molested by my 16 year old sister. The fucked up thing is I was actively taking part. We have never talked about it and I've only told two female friends. I have also been bullied a lot throughout my teens and never felt like I had real friends. I've had many opportunities in my teens to lose my virginity, but either I didn't know how to handle the incentive of girls to fuck me or I didnt get a boner. I can wank off as much a I want to tho. Whenever I'm with a girl it just doesn't work :( Maybe cause I started wanking off to porn at age 10. How do you guys think this has changed the course of my life? I have a great relationship with my sister and I even live with her.",2.7533256880733963,3.7129745504587177,4.554942660550459,86.6735149082569,74.13761467889908,7.4683486238532115,24.175458715596328,7.865858978985527,1.0628706422018346,804,23,179,11,16,274,135,218,0.171,0.6729999999999999,0.156,-0.5486,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,1,1,0,5,9,14,3,1,14,0,20,8,0,4,2,32,33,15,0,3,7,2,1,1,3,0,2,0,0,5,6,11,0,0,4,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,10,2,26,7,26,23,7,20,0,1,1,6,18,8,2,4,13,118,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647392792270316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435268727009224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634102547132106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392815270368045,0.1276186943394337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055708673167301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399014361514686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968006541612634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583111390097875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796131714629506,0.22305522595521324,0.06302822095354163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300349402338826,0.0,0.11945029312119512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030942133945947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259865381624264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520997767953742,0.058937488295902875,0.0,0.1065253023966152,0.0,0.0,0.13496273231354247,0.0,0.10256186149074913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230769653674607,0.1211967879989955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773651856839873,0.0,0.1860864680719929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797669292063001,0.0,0.0,0.09175040967289473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306388768577821,0.0,0.0836349939198832,0.1053361895037534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273191452089567,0.0,0.11543398979444724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731211756441686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951974618424325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297494647817653,0.10221593471148832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538798747292912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611672097659865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070453950237732,0.1939280328347215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801463297422881,0.07729976928101795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527449553210635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784550699874108,0.0,0.0,0.1041922423375282,0.0,0.0,0.07115524315340092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17565136990674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330601774203669 socialanxiety,youngJerik0,2020/02/23,"can't stop feeling like shit, can't stop feeling like an asshole Idk why but every where i go, everyone is overly friendly with me, at work, at school i'm always trying to avoid them, and they are always trying to interact with me, including girls. I always end up alone. there is no escape.",3.1926315789473665,5.2263798421052625,4.382315789473683,83.94821052631579,75.14035087719299,6.665263157894738,23.68070175438596,7.554174236665415,1.2328343859649122,229,7,42,3,5,75,42,57,0.261,0.597,0.141,-0.5916,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,1,2,5,1,1,1,0,5,1,1,0,0,9,9,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,2,6,3,8,9,0,9,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,5,25,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173235453963443,0.0,0.0,0.5237932098020142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185849619196884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17679322213336338,0.20050427581841224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121955826525149,0.29980925313590906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211633572161552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925284155123045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20502745823831967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123620418265484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21539040026259912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35085930863145176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28492545626014065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18934150542025854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276081043379527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,13dreadwind,2020/02/23,"Online Help Has anyone ever tried online help like joyable/moodgym/thiswayup? if yes, how was it??",4.430588235294118,7.696479411764709,2.995588235294118,88.72514705882355,78.41176470588233,3.4000000000000004,26.14705882352941,3.1291,0.5267882352941173,78,3,12,0,2,22,15,17,0.0,0.4970000000000001,0.503,0.879,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,3,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585116947001789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4637922902321433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6873422228375073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504932503534809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481090009128921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,theotherpowerranger,2020/02/23,"Infatuated with every somewhat attractive man I meet Semi-rant slash cry-for-help. I’m 23 years old and still, to this day any, eligible male I come in contact with I become head-over-heels for. Blushing. Awkward. Nervous. Staring. I’m typing this from my bed at midnight completely exhausted but can’t sleep because of my anxiety and fixation over this. I’m an intern currently and I feel like working in an office has made it worse. In college if I started developing a crush (with no basis) I could just avoid the guy until it went away. Now I am stuck everyday with the potential of interacting with them. I feel so pathetic and creepy. Keep in mind that I am extremely shy and when I do some speak it comes off extremely awkward and weird at times. Also I think I have OCD where I just stare. Either directly at or out of the corner if my eye. Its like I just zone out and just come back realizing I was staring at someone the whole time. I feel like this is going to ruin my career because I genuinely can not help myself from overanalyzing every encounter and fantasizing about a potential relationship. And then what’s worse I panic over the thought that they know I have some kind of thing for them. Which makes me more awkward around them and does not improve the whole I’m not into you thing. Then I worry that my other coworkers know I am crushing over them and look down on me. I just want to be normal and have friends. I’ve fixated over this issue for so long. I have wanted to quit. I literally day dream about killing myself. I just want to enjoy my life and not feel like a creep.",3.4595085470085465,5.4973844807692345,4.6878205128205135,82.03495726495728,74.38461538461539,7.827350427350428,26.619658119658126,8.626192665926032,2.014556837606837,1266,47,243,25,27,417,177,312,0.212,0.7,0.08800000000000001,-0.992,1,1,0,0,0,1,33.0,0,1,5,2,17,18,1,6,11,0,15,4,2,2,0,62,41,24,1,7,15,0,4,4,1,0,2,1,1,3,17,25,0,2,9,1,0,5,6,10,0,0,5,10,41,8,42,34,7,44,0,1,5,0,16,22,0,6,21,171,58,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222238619711601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842242514399772,0.0,0.08822046378666759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266038900450238,0.0,0.0,0.10834813899288312,0.08867494619830621,0.0,0.14059756420350333,0.12736329376629069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29801721522156144,0.12091216832276674,0.0,0.0,0.0920746585471954,0.0,0.0,0.14874537101312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009184295330926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19432630484944852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332396173600668,0.24715663708091126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909693509842155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06553974117844345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141861982898405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835290378520626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15459484664310974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036545523131888,0.0,0.10250285262966798,0.1275859103905919,0.1200893673230576,0.12675511948945406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145483073630146,0.2253606098206211,0.0,0.0,0.1020557041226804,0.09684083105130284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109119783778436,0.07697785008937244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644161870849012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299036967470298,0.0,0.0,0.12101028455486733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530467508241634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265837678352293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381189726540405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540456395651084,0.0,0.09771134657246308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162499575670151,0.0,0.09209572341977988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532286687797504,0.07389321995154705,0.0,0.09155221505178528,0.13448953187242044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20405843698932807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690398219910216,0.0,0.2575041822049505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395526553335117,0.11711435797996644,0.23504447361097425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426312356104597 socialanxiety,throwaway9874859,2020/02/23,"I need a life I'm a 22yo Male diagnosed with severe selective mutism for the last 13+ years. I received no treatment until I was 15, where I went through years of talk therapy with multiple therapists, DBT, and CBT, and too many medications to remember. Because it was a pediatric hospital, I was discharged once I turned 18 with little progress made. Since then I've dropped out of college, wasn't able to make any friends, never had a proper job, never really bonded with my family, and I can't talk to 99% of people until I've known them for weeks. I live away from my hometown which is surprisingly better for me, I have a fiance which feels like pure luck, but other than that I leave the house once or twice a month and never on my own. Trying to take out the garbage down the elevator of our apartment or doing laundry on the main floor feels impossible most days. I can't even talk to people one on one online, only in group chats. Playing and chatting with text in online games makes me anxious and awkward, with voice is impossible. Phone calls go to voicemail. I'm constantly googling how to act in social situations. I can't live like this anymore, I feel shut in. Every day is the exact same, I'm lonely. I feel like there's no way out. I've been waiting on an ""URGENT (within 48hrs) mental health assessment"" since the summer and it's predicted to take until after March.",5.731718612818263,6.3902884888059726,6.232862159789287,78.45471905179984,67.09701492537314,9.141703248463566,29.943810359964882,9.168548406835145,2.4704110623353825,1097,38,205,19,17,356,166,268,0.059000000000000004,0.851,0.09,0.7878,1,2,0,0,0,0,35.0,1,0,1,2,5,10,0,1,14,0,14,5,0,4,5,39,31,15,0,1,3,0,4,3,1,0,5,1,0,1,7,16,0,1,6,4,0,4,9,2,0,3,8,5,21,8,42,23,4,43,0,1,0,0,15,19,0,4,21,126,28,2,0.11390187753266792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745718258402355,0.0,0.0,0.12867670073145662,0.11296005616490387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701456336247006,0.0,0.0,0.06943352734490926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073695453974717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630655195421062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308746522949746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146914576282692,0.0,0.0,0.11560800807997156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523111587613583,0.0,0.0959672443689686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737655313029512,0.0,0.2303688465960329,0.16274304813601842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800030803591563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06473306187161297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210723695253083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142747391388712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303003810314888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928452324702078,0.0,0.12060564217429935,0.0,0.0,0.08045226458002915,0.16694011186918867,0.11415960438462205,0.20115488928095732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077767105535934,0.1520607754312599,0.11547862621153113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474415852889215,0.11478630254542407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909153919592773,0.0,0.0,0.08445679894502355,0.2635444493436298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426035644343009,0.15436572003979146,0.0866275104787689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579304405945738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296845937169008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902862340048366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867670073145662,0.0,0.18844162024909614,0.12803048264831024,0.0,0.11610862014288573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712800732820138,0.2746500439029623,0.0,0.0,0.1302567236056632,0.13224885880187132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733189812907622,0.1238925350080432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041000868943326,0.0913652157013655,0.0,0.0,0.1055881816068631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14669814942258516 socialanxiety,grilled_cheesez,2020/02/23,"Does it ever get better? I'm in my third year of college, and I feel like with every passing day my anxiety gets worse. Its especially tough right now because I just started a semester abroad at a new university where I know absolutely nobody. This school is a much larger party school than mine also, and everybody around me is uber-social and I just feel like such a loser and a freak. I'm so scared that I won't make a single friend and I will just spend the entire semester in my room, which is a waste of this opportunity to explore a new country and do all of the exciting things that I desperately want to do. I just hate myself, and I'm starting to feel like I'm in a long tunnel with no light at the end. Does it ever get better, or is this how to rest of my life will be? Because I'm not sure how much I can take.",4.832499999999996,4.528446552325583,6.279627906976748,80.67583720930234,68.94186046511628,9.205581395348837,27.66511627906977,8.841846274778883,1.8405493023255817,645,18,139,10,10,221,100,172,0.17800000000000002,0.6940000000000001,0.128,-0.8416,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,4,14,14,1,1,12,0,11,1,0,3,4,29,29,12,0,1,6,0,3,3,1,3,1,0,1,0,10,10,0,0,5,0,1,2,3,5,0,1,0,4,16,9,17,25,5,22,0,1,0,0,1,9,0,1,14,95,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615420229432614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111377638042848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930087892711767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770827950566946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569188424892188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367248358806204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542137579081447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864598389083282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627689718562101,0.12237710308398858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22032417627960632,0.3112940708400287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122176930133493,0.0,0.2276571365298265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434016244797427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982410994847992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259245371261423,0.2128814619342586,0.0,0.0,0.12853927761767694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695369139931116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135469354416157,0.0,0.0,0.28056146820192857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404038879346475,0.0,0.0,0.14541787207587115,0.2939960160252032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20561355350603397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689384830845025,0.0,0.10920788297138947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649584295450604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567061262566363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801939345626192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935344901907128 socialanxiety,MaddyF941,2020/02/23,"On a scale from 1-10? On a scale from 1-10 with 10 being the worst, what would you rate your social anxiety? And why? Mine would be a 10+. There’s times I feel better than other times but it’s always something that I have to deal with. Sometimes my face turns red even when talking to people. I can tell that I make other people uncomfortable from my own uncomfortableness. Even though I can’t control it. Another thing that happens to me is if I go a certain amount of time without talking to my mom or my close friend, I start to feel anxious when talking to them. It’s like I need to talk to them often enough or it’ll kick in with them. It really makes no sense. I have too much social anxiety to even talk to a therapist. It’s like there’s nothing I can do to ever get past this :(",1.6704471544715458,3.506630841463416,3.280097560975612,91.01937398373985,79.0,6.080650406504066,21.29918699186992,7.0316486544052195,0.4316508943089437,614,17,135,7,15,203,97,164,0.12300000000000001,0.7829999999999999,0.094,-0.5817,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,3,2,11,6,0,0,6,0,12,1,1,3,2,21,22,8,0,4,5,1,2,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,14,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,3,21,5,23,17,5,13,0,0,1,0,16,4,0,4,10,96,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689811933313437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471298931123296,0.1965598453278224,0.14513560208632634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362211236657023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409109094599076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244790501363127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274483049637173,0.0,0.2545615461752341,0.11620932648389658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991754164736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925633481409683,0.0,0.06712076726182258,0.0,0.07301299968232106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113606433976146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552883057961042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17151070916861347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046362019076995,0.0,0.0,0.09444092795685922,0.09525957920502744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327133833815082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264005551417545,0.17813115702498628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230177820865549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619199030758289,0.0,0.09890321137159086,0.12706105138184953,0.0,0.0909323973835541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5163004032367112,0.11228927009208738,0.0,0.0,0.14916467113573528,0.08535038851067442,0.0,0.12622205295140115,0.0,0.22473732665058765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13973949876069433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592504711227898,0.0,0.0,0.1238414082217411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182524149194744,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sport54123,2020/02/23,"extreme social anxiety of being judged as rich i am 28 and i have always had a lot of social anxiety. I used to lie a lot to fit in. For examplen i used to lie what high school i went to people for fear they will say i am rich. I used to tell people i went to a public school instead of a private school. Also, I never told peope i had a brorher in the usa which is a phd for similar reasons. I feel really guilty about all this now and i am scared if i tell people now they will be mad and tell me why didnt you tell me before...also never told people my parents are business owners Now i am considering applying to a business graduate program and i am scared of asking my old boss for a reference. My boss will say i am rich. He used to say that about a lot of people. I also feel guilty of telling people what masters program i am planning to go. I am really tired of being so worried about what people think of me. Please i need help. I am trying a new therapist this week.",1.6231930960086274,3.2494679320388364,3.938381877022653,87.21015102481121,78.41747572815535,6.713700107874867,22.60949298813377,7.594959193182576,0.9641907227615952,758,23,161,11,18,263,96,206,0.13699999999999998,0.773,0.09,-0.8198,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,2,2,10,7,1,3,11,0,21,1,0,7,3,23,35,9,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,7,4,0,0,5,0,3,3,3,4,0,0,7,5,30,3,27,22,4,15,0,0,0,0,21,4,0,4,8,114,37,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178975345734773,0.07557345924909535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896135454542344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490887118143044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220308294386264,0.09184743474140898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05161779262879679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060877908517964326,0.09596132411791668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316478373100589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06734539365189436,0.14009927684939236,0.08771909956761204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530528595006543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085012505423196,0.0,0.0,0.4407650702501419,0.0,0.0,0.09969829003380863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636930790515786,0.09338295925124944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21668243534410692,0.18186281788848907,0.27575845643531016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18516876859116746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3969241288038573,0.0,0.0,0.10545452310859346,0.0,0.058196825857889524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438967742688347,0.0,0.1735738619852634,0.0,0.061664036364211486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313773654925988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285412772397354,0.0,0.0,0.16839088727316492,0.08195520069522627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223693190373612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,_babby,2020/02/23,"Just wondering if this is the right place for me. I'm pretty good at being in social situations. To be honest, I'm really uncomfortable being outside of them because that means I'm alone and have to deal with myself for the day. My issue isnt being around people, it's making plans. I work myself up trying to figure out what in gonna do for a given amount of time off, I don't ask people directly because I'm worried they'll think I'm clingy or something, and when I dont take initiative and fucking ASK someone to hang out, I sit around at home and wonder why no one asks me to do something. Tonight was rough. Im a senior (18M), It's my school's Sadie's dance today and I'm at home, alone, typing this out. The girl Ive been vibing with lately, who I thought would ask me (Sadie's dance means only girls can ask someone to it) ended up only going woth a group of friends, my best friend went with his date and is going to her house after to a party I wasnt invited to, a group of guys I hang out with pretty frequently all made plans to go somewhere they could only have a certain number of people and I never brought it up bc I didnt want to be weird, and I'm not gonna just drop in to a party I wasnt invited to. So here I am, pacing around at home, too nervous and fidgety to relax and enjoy a quiet evening at home, to scared to pick up the phone and call someone to hang out, and too hopeful to just say fuck it and do something by myself (bc what if someone thinks about me and I'm not by my phone to accept the invitation and I get left out?), and I dont know what to do. Any advice anyone?",4.309723032069972,3.902018594752189,5.719491253644314,84.60267711370263,70.04956268221574,8.026180758017492,26.187900874635574,7.1686216300943375,1.1166490962099118,1250,31,274,10,20,425,166,343,0.07400000000000001,0.7909999999999999,0.135,0.9718,0,2,3,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,3,4,13,15,2,2,13,0,28,2,0,3,3,57,65,21,0,6,8,0,1,0,2,4,0,2,4,3,12,29,0,0,10,3,0,10,11,5,0,1,10,3,30,10,58,45,3,49,0,0,0,2,24,25,2,6,12,174,42,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261897722337673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751317177092473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057495295807298376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05911767710168912,0.0,0.0,0.2257959795046436,0.3952031607840772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307891561403412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872753408104067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633259545272362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750441241528186,0.0,0.0,0.054526234623976315,0.0871649064049342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19817841344073767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488411572294204,0.0,0.0,0.055842920138741814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306425969255935,0.1563258652524276,0.04417265335832988,0.0,0.14415112001200814,0.0709145507555379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371545811966884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33923271398963645,0.08397488550907098,0.0,0.09755662725903924,0.0,0.0,0.09132596178456877,0.08824577205815325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046465172919313916,0.0,0.09537342278738314,0.0,0.09186126039228233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000102311615141,0.05643620754359039,0.0,0.0,0.18419433620947265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520835369031762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0572916703145426,0.19290687476104948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17584406822011547,0.0,0.08833429081883691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17203069463540252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05416338441728311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220322428884186,0.0,0.06723567839486291,0.08464693907548786,0.08556672746503068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503509199073427,0.0,0.08618567366106858,0.2865477707223492,0.19526671625643824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06356930468367146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834943019083952,0.0,0.0671213836673689,0.04930040995156426,0.0,0.08014127869895858,0.0,0.0,0.05740229905016176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04986838979256069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837651116028993,0.07629109634077971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18337662232864294,0.06155169031762285,0.0858622344689805,0.0,0.060060219070897,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwaway181871,2020/02/23,Social anxiety is the worst because even when things are obviously not ok asking for help is unbearable I just had an anxiety attack in public yesterday and i feel like shit about it. I’m terrified of even just seeing any of my friends because I’m so ashamed and frustrated with myself. It just compounds into me isolating myself until it feels like there’s no escape. This is hell. SA is hell,4.790399999999998,6.762781840000002,5.805,75.70750000000002,70.6,9.266666666666666,29.83333333333333,9.725611199111238,3.1727333333333334,318,13,54,8,6,105,56,75,0.374,0.506,0.11900000000000001,-0.9811,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,9,11,5,1,2,1,6,1,1,0,1,11,12,5,0,0,4,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,1,3,6,4,8,11,1,5,2,0,1,0,5,2,3,0,5,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16773278383689186,0.0,0.37737838265390655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23058765211548815,0.28060387351253185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007152711898086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32582451558631337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494307607104761,0.35241850533801955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905638205902504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16532658832389371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410048043208564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965508415672388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531861913224295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514321000883323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386557244854405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PossumSnack,2020/02/23,"A group of friends asked me to hang out with them tomorrow. First time anyone has asked me this in months, and I'm not going. And I feel so stupid and absolutely terrible about it. I'm ridiculous, seriously. I've been alone for months, I'm very shy and reclusive and not many people talk to me. I have a few friends, but I'm not outgoing AT ALL and never hang out with them, nor do they ask. Well, last week they asked. First time in months. And I said ""Yes"" out of impulse, as I really wanted to, I want to be more social. And I THOUGHT I could do it! I was so confident the first few days, even though still anxious. I had already even picked my clothes. And then things went downhill like they always do. I have been anxious about hanging out with them for THE ENTIRE WEEK. Friday I was SO ANXIOUS I had a panic attack at night and texted ALL of them at once giving them a bullshit excuse about how I'm not going anymore and how I'm sorry for not going. A friend keeps insisting and asking me if I can't make an effort to go and although I'm flattered they'd want me to go this bad at all, I... cannot. I tried to make an effort to rethink my decision today, but even thinking of going there to hang out with them tomorrow makes me so sick with anxiety. I'm not going tomorrow, and I feel so stupid. I'm terrible.",3.1248154981549803,4.2115280036900415,4.3247583025830245,88.19023708487086,73.39114391143913,7.3388191881918825,24.989114391143914,7.734863291789972,1.1357629520295198,1023,31,221,13,20,336,127,271,0.226,0.684,0.09,-0.9924,0,1,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,10,5,17,15,4,1,9,1,17,1,0,6,4,54,52,29,0,5,9,0,2,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,5,24,0,1,6,0,0,12,10,9,1,3,9,3,34,6,36,40,6,43,0,0,0,0,25,11,0,1,21,150,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873024464675864,0.10519595124489788,0.0,0.07931987865335359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292505788122022,0.3230778544351947,0.09453898122240402,0.06665500458218437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4455903848800539,0.10844846794715657,0.0,0.0,0.0795942419714207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611102363035363,0.0,0.0,0.0614781668849867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18888817762550614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640060744470397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432558389025608,0.0,0.0,0.2209487074836816,0.0,0.0,0.09144655009562852,0.3792365682140452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473120793248873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770440266315867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04657206165640095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908949669630191,0.09664683292174993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282678185123652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352222426717496,0.0,0.0,0.08945813281085119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152037189615264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184594637640166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06608788745651874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061069054359334185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067801034234026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097174089958163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671101165553408,0.0,0.0,0.07612843633695872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662040378051745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633311652432864,0.06108182966513346,0.09365850387209756,0.07567915985966908,0.11117213031129708,0.0,0.09035905266901244,0.0,0.0,0.06472092094611627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865493512408962,0.16867938219620854,0.0,0.15293148223939956,0.0,0.08571061383379865,0.08836928253352301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TheLegendOfChickens,2020/02/23,"My teacher put us in groups for a lab and I cried The people in my group (who were complete strangers) barely said anything to me, but I still cried nonetheless. What the fuck is wrong with me",3.6193859649122793,5.228029184210532,3.3236842105263165,93.79412280701756,72.94736842105263,6.119298245614036,25.824561403508767,6.42735559955562,0.7049719298245609,151,5,32,1,3,45,32,38,0.313,0.687,0.0,-0.9337,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,7,0,5,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,5,2,1,0,1,22,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270709088045229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28931248930545644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6062030542336908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550973656404717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19129851392590005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773907849101155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26247727521415976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22036196494167426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319157057584879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016914925521372,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,againamind,2020/02/23,"Realising I have a problem I've suffered from social anxiety in the past. I went through CBT and it helped me overcome it. I finally felt like I was myself again...the person I was as a child before high school destroyed my self worth. Once I started working though after college I quickly fell back into a shell and had a hard time talking to people who weren't already my friends. I thought I could overcome it on my own this time because I knew about the practical skills to help my brain rewire itself but it hasn't worked. I thought moving to another country would push me out of my comfort zone enough to find myself again. I've come to realize that after living overseas for a year, I still feel just as anxious and stressed as I did before I moved. I need therapy again and I may even need to start medication this time since I've let my anxiety run my life for so many years now. I can't believe I've been trying to fight this alone for so long when I know full well how much therapy was able to help me in the past. I guess maybe I thought that I didn't need it again and that going to therapy again would mean maybe that it didn't work. But I think back to who I was in college and I was definitely a different person. I was more myself then than I have been since. The reason I was that person was because I was getting help to push those anxious thoughts away and just be me. I miss that..I want to be me again and stop thinking of how others see me.",5.085455221107395,5.1508238127090324,5.529804905239692,85.00281586770718,68.3979933110368,8.383574879227053,30.65793385358603,7.984000788550335,1.907996506874768,1156,42,243,13,18,371,152,299,0.111,0.8079999999999999,0.081,-0.6654,1,1,0,0,1,0,20.0,0,0,0,4,23,10,2,1,10,0,27,3,1,3,0,42,51,20,0,8,4,0,3,1,1,3,2,0,0,5,19,11,0,1,14,0,1,9,5,6,1,0,23,4,45,4,33,21,5,44,0,2,1,0,15,9,0,2,27,170,64,6,0.08909837379870998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922790445918524,0.0983222710582938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934274135582702,0.1363200241660795,0.2013116030974616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837108551230021,0.1370222994736255,0.0,0.10862708337297364,0.0,0.15163230739477912,0.10038335633268987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946325176073212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675035971841143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711378014776095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09308883699746526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206243763067372,0.0,0.058848635587271624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045050814899219166,0.0,0.08554841133761003,0.09760291340238184,0.08143429949888194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068837182578811,0.0,0.046550222910062056,0.0,0.050636659102636816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981519037787608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798146422195057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388830473766446,0.09413732375850832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048966136115994936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110912380869496,0.06293281636598368,0.043528964905351485,0.0,0.07867549642213988,0.07884925704954494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033176648914816,0.17902258423239722,0.0970542491501132,0.0,0.08975723797786818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18939494174315769,0.06549755653233476,0.19819594563104512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488686023927594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010895896401393,0.061769593860533725,0.2333917899496447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525511072714813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160796757827508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017231101945074,0.0709998683122288,0.0,0.09294903550534726,0.0,0.0,0.1474061910469656,0.0,0.0,0.09082457166499483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612857512308026,0.0,0.07115407640871117,0.07449023005680466,0.10206188615444034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161389787298812,0.0,0.0,0.3056752663172924,0.0,0.0,0.11418128059112098,0.08753869988007992,0.2829366256449808,0.15586193481650934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06049194723846451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05255252932574419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011013832957024,0.08259508514981374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945940318459138,0.0,0.0,0.12658585677874806,0.0,0.0,0.11475286304287448 socialanxiety,Upper-Trouble,2020/02/24,"How to ask a potential friend out and make this friendship work? Hey guys hope to be in the correct subreddit Technically I have 2 questions I have tried very hard and think I'm in a better position than before to talk to people now I want to move a step further My first question is how to ask someone out for example a coffee or a walk I'm doing a second language and there is a girl same age with which I think we can be friends. I am panicking with the idea to ask someone to go out for a coffee with me. Even as friends The second question is how to make this friendship ""lasting ""meaning with my 2 friends from college my are not talking to me this period. And I feel like it is my fault. Even if I know then 4 years I cant pick up the phone and ask them to meet with me. Any tips/suggestions on how to overcome the problems? Thanks",2.6227339901477817,4.087701109195404,3.837602627257798,89.68551724137932,75.26436781609196,6.810509031198686,27.37110016420361,7.447530270364453,1.3621376026272585,659,26,142,8,14,215,101,174,0.055999999999999994,0.764,0.18,0.9687,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,1,3,8,10,0,0,13,0,13,0,0,7,1,38,30,13,0,4,3,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,5,14,0,0,9,0,0,4,2,2,0,3,0,2,17,8,29,28,1,19,0,0,0,0,20,8,0,6,8,98,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673021723528385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4769232752780845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852544910097632,0.0,0.0,0.11279700163862247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684752996460238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06448704769193607,0.09111317664477292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848376236390724,0.0,0.0,0.3941421868500084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248278766581526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628267698639314,0.0,0.0,0.11424900195120084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667401672164805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14397488428111496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009155244063585,0.10396049679016432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06230862731587715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17026521810049824,0.0,0.0,0.13892627708620814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555271606212554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884187945125228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203664692285472,0.0,0.0,0.4286152639630833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21612507644391435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050204356068537,0.0,0.1174198602345553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344240838878976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658993395061881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523221143523953,0.0752252200663272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928491870072038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213029407333003 socialanxiety,generic_throwaway_hi,2020/02/24,"Anyone else’s voices get louder when they’re nervous I’ve had people tell me I’m almost yelling when I talk to people while I’m nervous. Anyone else do the same, cause for others I’ve heard the opposite",2.3235714285714257,4.480774452380956,3.676428571428573,87.40607142857145,78.28571428571429,5.152380952380953,20.02380952380953,5.985473137389443,0.16298095238095245,165,4,31,1,4,54,30,42,0.113,0.887,0.0,-0.4939,0,0,0,0,1,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,2,0,2,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26197810704169994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658664171446362,0.5361283107171336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26875936428598474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4371056655579972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668746145239166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627535359413528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102830296620061,0.22867043842568574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PrinceOfTheWindmill,2020/02/24,"Can someone give me advice? Basically, what happens to me is, i am introverted, too much social interation wears me out. Yesterday i went to meet some friends, my friend's girlfiriend, and some new people, in the morning i was feeling good, loose, confortable, talking naturally , we had breakfast, we played board games and it was fun, we had lunch together and talked a lot, at this time we'd been already 5 hours together, but the time was passing and i started to feel uncorfortable, i started to feel awkward, i started feeling that it was enough and i needed to be alone... But we would stay the whole day together, and i stayed till the end of the day, but i felt so tired and started to be a little unfriendly. I dont know if this is more like a social anxiety, but is there a way i can change this? how can i stop being so awkward sometimes ? I want to feel more confortable around people and make people feel confortable around me.",6.1624259448416785,6.715994353932588,6.4321450459652745,77.76888151174673,66.13483146067415,9.618794688457614,34.15934627170583,9.573946990214177,3.149026966292136,737,32,138,14,11,237,103,178,0.10800000000000001,0.8,0.092,-0.6978,0,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,5,0,0,0,7,8,0,2,9,0,20,4,1,2,0,37,38,17,0,4,5,0,7,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,7,15,2,1,8,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,9,7,23,6,14,24,8,25,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,4,15,98,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035171210878645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755787337982696,0.13591146134577786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421799097845784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21927918285401116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028823295426006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588575872610574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434402459443146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090842786959427,0.12725845628627738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736440597964321,0.0,0.1182540789137266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19030809558223968,0.0,0.0,0.11814745825714047,0.0,0.10330178227429768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891105407218396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128898604879132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768618182177118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06017034764837605,0.1234398912217016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470725916211067,0.0,0.0,0.08221106616260662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053766280082702,0.09132247900564014,0.0,0.11894986715890365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561534333358597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510946935669365,0.10435409625729697,0.0,0.12180958906273573,0.0,0.3486965623948036,0.2625469322659286,0.0,0.10296828901563003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19798463578642264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363258768729908,0.14155569680828428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264367453274206,0.09775963834261572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417167852067454,0.0,0.13750509617910064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749019217785726,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jharl12,2020/02/24,"Does anyone else avoid eye contact because of their design bitch face? I have severe resting face. But it's more-so resting sad face because people always ask me I'm I'm ok. Or they always ask me how I'm feeling. Really annoying. But this is the reason why I avoid eye contact. I can make eye contact but I choose not to. I feel like it makes people uncomfortable. For instance, I could be talking to someone and they get this weird look on their face and I just stop talking.",0.8655303643724714,3.4222416421052664,2.4136842105263163,90.77348178137652,90.47368421052632,4.186234817813766,22.044534412955464,5.8734145424116955,0.3909514170040485,376,14,72,3,13,122,61,95,0.235,0.736,0.03,-0.9499,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,4,0,2,8,2,2,1,1,5,7,7,4,0,19,16,7,0,1,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,6,13,2,5,14,2,2,0,1,4,0,11,1,1,1,2,39,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301667803264524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138724797800824,0.20328264091571344,0.0,0.0,0.3709515072841127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418836873696533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584050054413563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736198062698067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657364333828876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20063241851786714,0.14173588064082154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365499298830054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692745318899212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660471634292426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648649900997622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750889863996684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270991168778723,0.20398663300377115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22413375815457615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16810234900365778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586997422446262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31893029153615104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17902372746603498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Bartheda,2020/02/24,"Game night stress already I have agreed to go to a game night next week and my alarms are already going off. I'm trying really hard to no cancel this one. DANGER DANGER DANGER ALARM ARGH, why am I like this?",1.0492857142857126,3.4963225000000016,2.295523809523811,93.56614285714286,85.90476190476191,4.312380952380953,13.16190476190476,5.6839178017228535,-0.9614723809523807,163,2,33,1,5,52,32,42,0.457,0.46399999999999997,0.079,-0.9682,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,7,0,1,0,1,3,1,4,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5524845835156457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28453343493619565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22424400337004932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222972261917238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662258188133739,0.4698302421642636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16962819033044213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16036601534627734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867489636779537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16995573798472755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20079738162822827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258813635483582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,icysnow33,2020/02/24,"wondering if I'm weird or not When I'm alone in like a store or restaurant and nervous, I always quietly talk to myself. I'm either planning what to do next or quoting my favorite comedians and youtube videos to distract myself from the awkwardness. Am I the only one who does this? 🧐",4.74642857142857,6.025212214285716,5.884285714285718,77.8107142857143,69.71428571428571,8.457142857142857,33.64285714285714,8.841846274778883,3.001514285714286,228,11,41,4,4,76,43,56,0.132,0.705,0.162,0.4098,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,6,7,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,5,1,5,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,5,3,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3983377604683016,0.0,0.0,0.3200245571804285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33657293786073306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18789997742815748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.409034831807256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606202456652792,0.2925116153577176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30913323629762035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4170908274987827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,glasswrldinvisible,2020/02/24,I feel frozen with fear when anyone is around and I’m on the verge of being completely rejected or being hurt I feel like I can’t move.. if I don’t express myself in any way then no one can really hurt me.. I close myself off completely I just suppress myself because if I didn’t I feel like it will cause trouble.. this is draining as fuck idk what to do and suicide comes into my head often seeming like it is the only solution.,2.072837078651688,3.935951606741576,3.995941011235957,86.22851825842697,77.87640449438202,6.6971910112359545,23.484550561797754,7.645422480735847,1.176785393258427,339,11,68,5,8,115,63,89,0.252,0.65,0.098,-0.9468,0,1,0,0,0,1,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,9,1,1,2,0,11,2,1,1,0,18,18,8,1,2,4,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,4,0,0,2,4,6,0,1,1,3,13,3,9,14,0,12,0,3,0,1,1,7,1,5,5,50,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289950301130612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263496484139484,0.0,0.0,0.16886343347248453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563265861105601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948628633973536,0.0,0.16340028412845833,0.3977706316832663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134528706168771,0.2877373857956699,0.271027730349272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753644312334114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19467564742748086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4061320124842264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780174031541076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016093957531051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285381809708661,0.1442670382531212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151963575158872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17268574860849692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20748898691553108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056630520693742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Skaroosh,2020/02/24,"Hobbies to put yourself out there Anybody had any luck picking up a hobby to meet new people and and get out of ye olde comfort zone? I have thought about joining an improv class to see if it helps with overthinking in conversations, maybe joining clubs at uni but between studying and working full time it's hard to find time. It is depressingly difficult to make new friends in adulthood, especially with crippling anxiety.",7.612894736842108,9.021459763157898,6.795894736842108,73.41226315789477,63.21052631578947,9.237894736842106,41.51578947368421,9.3871,4.2407821052631585,346,20,55,6,5,106,62,76,0.136,0.752,0.11199999999999999,-0.467,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,0,14,7,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,3,16,5,1,13,0,1,1,0,5,7,0,2,5,33,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173412146646191,0.0,0.1931904530617128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21751013005060885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308146482689208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19510980241157336,0.0,0.13194039113670214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262239459781673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692705251256112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16857070453000633,0.0,0.25370780534780274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4878044732096512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649955655959114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17507766590205556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538698820400346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20123964634646102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004865214427804,0.2945132283289712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18385026658356424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,KataCosmic,2020/02/24,"classmates liked my poetry. I'm taking a creative writing college course and one of the poems I had written for a group workshop got a lot of good feedback from those who could relate to it. I hope y'all enjoy it. **Am I** Am I prepared, to do these things that make my blood rush? Fingers tapping on frayed edges, worn like an old bone. Whispers in my ear keep the heart racing. Whispers indiscernible, clearly aimed at me. Thoughts in my mind keep the heart regretting. Thoughts so detrimental, Make a victim of me. Anxiety creates the storm I think is there. Keeps me asking Am I still prepared?",1.4462896825396818,4.118472160714287,2.0080952380952404,91.74801587301589,95.25,4.274603174603175,24.972222222222207,6.139981653823899,0.9793734126984128,470,21,85,5,18,144,82,112,0.073,0.7120000000000001,0.214,0.9451,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,3,7,1,0,9,0,7,6,6,2,1,16,22,2,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,7,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,6,4,14,5,11,15,1,7,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,2,4,54,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14517010777074565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17740515009259555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515123309323498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15916631961616212,0.1517728263352748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44974612334584896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18847998505615046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5060169553985013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854197008873848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16133186389442794,0.0,0.0,0.2533399239536375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916090849146748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199126997254049,0.0,0.12859003140362074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154699397641022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268005873629955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607178315291248,0.12159408649033468,0.0,0.3013052608260424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,5nax,2020/02/24,"Ok, I have conquered going to the movies alone. Now, it is time for my next challenge... I am going to plan a vacation. Since my freshman year in high school, there have been many things in life that I enjoy and want to see, but I always thought it would be so much more fun and normal to do them with a group of friends or a girlfriend. I’m 28 now and I still struggle to make friends or any kind of meaningful relationships. Despite this, my life is currently in the best spot it has ever been; so why shouldn’t I go out and enjoy life? I started going out more. I began attending festivals and gatherings to be around people. Hated it. Being alone in a large group of people is no fun; especially when I’m just walking around. But what if I was actually doing something? Something like watching a movie? So I began going to movies, learning via trial and error what I needed to do to make the experience tolerable; going no later than 1pm, going to the automated ticket machines, avoiding movies on opening weekends, sitting in the handicap row, arriving a bit late so it’s already dark when I get in and people aren’t looking at me as they go up the stairs. At this point I genuinely enjoy going to the movies now. Now it’s time for my biggest challenge yet: planning a vacation. I want to go to a theme park and water park. By myself. Grown ass man. Two days. And between those games I want to go and see a basketball game. Alone. By myself. Grown ass etc. I’ve always liked roller coasters and water slides, and being a single rider at a theme park could help with lines (trying to go late March.) I only leave my city about once every 6 to 10 years, so this would be something different. I’m a bit nervous, but I’m just sick and tired of being afraid. I want to live, at least a little.",2.6915228873239445,4.720318366197184,4.09318221830986,85.47568882042256,76.60563380281691,6.465669014084507,24.333186619718308,7.413659706084162,1.172691901408451,1400,47,272,18,32,462,186,355,0.126,0.7170000000000001,0.157,0.8972,3,4,3,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,2,6,20,20,1,4,20,1,24,9,2,2,1,45,56,27,0,11,8,0,0,2,3,3,5,0,0,1,14,20,2,1,3,5,0,17,4,5,0,1,6,4,27,15,47,40,9,64,0,0,4,2,13,22,2,3,26,178,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.08306259195500701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644687856311377,0.09392949302951643,0.0,0.14164948177002434,0.0,0.0,0.05788295141718677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154558911704136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893257695689206,0.0,0.18585295532319884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795955337590429,0.0,0.0,0.054893871670473465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889298749079458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949287297831068,0.0,0.07699382821688817,0.07171532914232356,0.0,0.0,0.08326143852527912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315234400428867,0.0,0.04447048253961463,0.0,0.5804921713493622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403610185191718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570525967614472,0.08993151806420024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886369810894998,0.0,0.0,0.19203293487507014,0.09012734899104756,0.0,0.0,0.1803634356453732,0.08316841264244552,0.08531029162120977,0.07516048412262309,0.0,0.0714774263694341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363344473831695,0.08629598299001688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06257129960013616,0.06311369232779508,0.0,0.0,0.09052363428272912,0.0,0.0833972689123269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064756724499966,0.0,0.06473584260562387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770296772087116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804637342552011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138455003302864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614365156735697,0.1356555653962904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041023689457175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19658328027995414,0.0,0.0,0.060246742626714686,0.0,0.0679751011862937,0.0,0.0,0.08898349585778903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056548414400682,0.0,0.0,0.06757394209944198,0.09926562491784056,0.09783026909566178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057789327639802684,0.0,0.08314761994031933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20081848736221036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680548053631743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093033677878835,0.0,0.0,0.10962600978685916 socialanxiety,yltk,2020/02/24,"DAE hate themselves after every single social encounter? I've just realized I always make a fool of myself during social encounters whether it is at work or with friends or family, and it makes me wanna die. I always come across as pushy or needy or bitter, I hate it!",6.8335294117647045,7.1310837254902015,7.2360784313725475,73.46235294117648,64.68627450980392,9.15294117647059,28.764705882352942,8.841846274778883,2.3874000000000004,214,6,35,3,3,70,40,51,0.34600000000000003,0.604,0.049,-0.9565,0,0,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,13,6,7,1,1,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,5,1,7,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,4,1,25,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4018278884206628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20799628673757325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505972102709023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20344034384424375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276268640750982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18655128677441726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4767832389684826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223526594138708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4922758334986091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17578565187942152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,HairyWolverine,2020/02/24,"Social anxiety from not understanding that i am an intellectual that doesent fit in with the modern way of human interaction and social norms? this might just be toughts i have, but maybe some of you will recognise yourself in what am writing. so i have tried to free my mind from SA and using my way of thinking into a strenght for myself. the way my tougths normaly speeds up thinking negativily of myself and giving me anxiety, and then instead using it to learn and study deeper things in life. thinking back to when i went to school and i got to learn new things everyday my social anxiety was just a smal part of me. then when i got a 9-5 boring normal job and no stimuli of learning new intresting things it has grown silently with out me realising it myself until it became a huge clusterfuck of anxiety. Now during the periods I studied and received intellectual stimuli, my psyche has improved remarkably. During these periods I have no signs of instability, depression or aggression. Being at work does not have the same effect, nor does physical exercise, so I struggle a lot with symptoms still. I can in many ways compare myself to a hunting dog. If a hunting dog is not allowed to use its instincts it becomes aggressive, but if it gets to use it it will be satisfied. cause i need to be able to do something with my brains potential and not to let it turn on me instead. exemple of situations i cant handle is the shit chat people have at work about things that really doesent have any other purpose than the social interaction it gives. talking about what they did , somethings they are going to do, gossip or the fucking weather. i only have short anwsers for those kind of conversations and am not really intrested talking about so simple things. i dont want to make up a long story of something i did yesterday i hold so much back knowing they would not be really interested. it is just for the social norm of being in a workplace. the few and only times i enjoy talking has been is when we touch bigger subjects i know much about. but that rarely happens. it is like people is going with the flow so much they dont really know who they are other than that fake person they use as a shell to fit in with others. is there something being in my own head with Social anxiety lonelieness an depression has tought me is it that i know who i finally am. and i am starting to like who that person actually is. something different... so what you guys think about this does any of it make any sense?",6.313039215686272,7.064413021008402,6.934554621848744,73.60554341736696,65.84873949579831,9.708011204481792,33.303641456582625,9.725611199111238,3.274860448179272,2002,83,348,40,30,659,222,476,0.095,0.813,0.092,0.6095,3,0,5,0,0,0,36.0,1,2,6,3,24,16,4,1,22,0,49,7,3,10,0,72,79,33,0,6,16,0,1,2,0,4,3,0,0,4,40,22,0,1,13,2,1,6,12,10,0,0,7,1,46,7,63,60,9,51,0,2,0,1,34,19,2,7,24,278,86,8,0.06809226587229124,0.0,0.06644822906391719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891522732934533,0.0,0.260451985077876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471749874211406,0.0,0.0,0.07520255791831426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601348817785572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994951392872736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729553763845972,0.0,0.0,0.0711419251365232,0.0,0.0,0.17876400219157296,0.0,0.15960725695518235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459174893943382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295020257477882,0.03557539851364,0.1306406121183944,0.07739680776421183,0.0,0.10891921072987716,0.0,0.0,0.06742204866435858,0.060213765832705726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988230940415056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757106706926247,0.0,0.0,0.07090761658580946,0.14968691422726751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06962895524657693,0.04809558111313909,0.0665328832639983,0.0,0.0,0.06025951255833116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057889609442151414,0.0,0.0,0.09090423242972856,0.06903487009076995,0.06840783329130493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223513355895234,0.06875377760798093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501669506379836,0.05048955235033594,0.0,0.13152786937844851,0.0,0.0,0.06671596319788754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357447310178444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373728839682238,0.0,0.0944132070800109,0.11891108023710645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174486596479626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891300833533594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698957324057534,0.0,0.07653855979455787,0.0,0.4164689399733582,0.0,0.26210376477805897,0.0,0.0,0.048196056253376814,0.0,0.054378571483977366,0.0,0.0,0.0711848207056831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707739363042594,0.0,0.1641899520568766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22618737899084584,0.1745230981030962,0.0,0.0,0.03970514781362988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0462301788335645,0.07406483208268701,0.0,0.07088645017578851,0.0,0.2940492756347613,0.0,0.0,0.0401625826212528,0.2161938848613413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312221265083381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099143961060001,0.0,0.0,0.04837079201312591,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,1u1y,2020/02/24,"I don’t know how to get new friends without feeling exhausted after every conversasion I get so tired after talking to new people more than a few minutes. Yeah I can talk to somebody on the bus for a few minutes but when I’m talking to people I would want to be friends.with it feels good a few minutes but then I get this feeling that I regret talking to them because I feel like I can’t be a good friend or something, it’s confusing. Then for the rest of the day I don’t want to talk to like anybody else than my family and closest friends. Is this normal? (Sorry for bad grammar)",2.8058823529411754,4.540526773109246,4.123268907563027,86.69599579831936,75.38655462184875,6.104537815126051,29.54705882352941,6.742157984588678,1.5533354621848736,462,21,91,4,10,152,70,119,0.122,0.643,0.235,0.9306,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,3,11,0,1,7,1,8,2,0,1,0,17,19,9,0,5,4,0,4,2,3,1,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,4,11,7,18,16,5,10,0,1,0,0,9,2,0,2,10,63,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192331083836671,0.08705033806470983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209501534117008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192921499792688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031624180576556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346203427601145,0.0,0.28881848211665484,0.10201726672727103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33098375628845417,0.0,0.2238233329377979,0.0,0.0,0.2395498858405193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847985180610066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953098961913174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27583674232259536,0.0,0.0,0.13991493997723678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19800086168997136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993540603754956,0.0,0.15985434754216998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.573891319402417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16412907049589529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684557958075415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13765534312093838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144193588412743,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mikerichh,2020/02/24,"Hey guys- considering trying anxiety medicine. Can anyone weigh in on this to help me decide? I've noticed that I can be pretty self-conscious and get social anxiety (what do I wear, what to say, to not seem too quiet and never talk, etc). It hasn't been debilitating but part of me is curious the difference it would make. Most of the time I worry about posture and in video calls how I appear etc. It's gotten better but it also will be worse from time to time and I know without these worries I could be much happier and confident, but can't seem to shake them myself. It's very knee-jerk reaction and ingrained since middle or high school probably. I'm in my 20's Alcohol has been great for helping me lower my walls and not care what people think of me. I am definitely not an alcoholic but if I go out and have a few drinks I tend to be more confident and outgoing and the nagging self-conscious thoughts go away. I would never drink daily or whatever for anxiety specifically, but a good side effect for me thus far. I have a big work trip coming up in a few days and am wondering if I am seen tomorrow if I can get anxiety meds within a day or 2- anyone know what that process is like and how quickly you can get medication? I'd like to try it for big events (not daily use), Anyone have a similar experience or have tried the meds and felt better? Any feedback is appreciated!",4.519570938215104,5.4900602210144935,5.936857360793287,78.37122425629292,69.97826086956522,9.433714721586577,28.65675057208238,9.682069395223575,2.5919521739130427,1095,39,215,25,19,371,158,276,0.08,0.713,0.207,0.9917,1,0,4,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,1,4,6,9,1,1,11,0,28,7,1,6,2,54,50,28,0,6,17,0,1,2,0,3,3,2,0,1,14,15,5,0,10,3,0,6,9,2,0,0,6,4,23,7,26,36,8,32,0,0,1,0,10,16,0,12,12,146,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21620688998153412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089325267677976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687885589854499,0.0,0.30953179862877034,0.0,0.0,0.21218882838808412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503802434559257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17892594871637593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032900996730382,0.0,0.10313379969722347,0.0,0.0,0.08713568323646317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076367274933316,0.0,0.0,0.13047262576948968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568496933723262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19818588731175427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22562811218918485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894855453947993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712422585438964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15854722347724284,0.0,0.11497691747395646,0.08484363266733169,0.0,0.11152324239922007,0.0,0.1001589025328191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356035178410963,0.10687533001597166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111183784455758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883800184180648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06752144392019221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22471979052142246,0.10190256156862272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436022918593282,0.0,0.15603324137002178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516511934149565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954051423649318,0.0,0.07012782459943694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291053745420634,0.10906170766327412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044215381886373,0.0,0.10237379940000267,0.0,0.18417459639632106,0.2110525017639968,0.0,0.0,0.08367608449840773,0.0,0.0,0.10311431940806856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130419118924585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481574766310141,0.0,0.08030540924709392,0.1769520850536898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060318872354382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736504844213433,0.0,0.0834630929592254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750937117309948,0.10969778852764152,0.07364171312830223,0.20545470016147832,0.10308512270249533,0.14371457226985862,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,R4aulme,2020/02/24,I am afraid of being labeled a catfish I like taking photos of myself but when it comes to posting i always take a step back. I am afraid of being labeled as a catfish when I look great in a picture as I think the people are going to say I don’t look like that irl. Any help?,2.869,3.1981792333333345,4.813333333333336,87.27000000000002,73.33333333333334,6.0,25.0,3.1291,0.423,214,6,46,0,4,74,39,60,0.0,0.7559999999999999,0.244,0.9349,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,13,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,3,8,3,8,11,0,8,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,5,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311920663714918,0.0,0.0,0.18894639046469108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136482132254362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23934173169242945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15790760748495894,0.0,0.0,0.3063287618615262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18623587707229766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714853162239081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4666452342718737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19262504585983975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661018932882583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22095614197260185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4178147271243439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17803398918130647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,wrijak,2020/02/24,"How to get less anxious studying/working around people I usually (obviously) prefer doing stuff at home, but most of the time I have to do stuff on my computer in the school library or during a lecture. I also work in an office, with about 8 other people. I'm almost constantly stressed with people moving around and can't focus. Not only that, I also keep having anxious thoughts that people are looking over my shoulder, judging everything that I'm doing. Is this normal? Doesn anyone else have this? Any tips how to get more comfortable or more used to it? Wearing headphones and isolating myself from everything seems to help a bit, but I'm not sure if it could actually be making the anxiety worse over time.",5.544318181818183,7.392545401515154,6.185272727272729,74.22790909090911,68.46969696969697,8.31030303030303,30.624242424242425,8.841846274778883,2.8283278787878787,571,23,90,10,10,186,91,132,0.113,0.825,0.062,-0.5913,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,1,6,0,11,2,2,4,2,27,22,11,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,10,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,1,7,2,18,19,5,13,0,0,1,0,1,8,0,6,4,69,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.13335430736830511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683894989282713,0.0,0.0,0.21856384329829134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929292081187806,0.0,0.10453971328370806,0.30875958828840805,0.0,0.09555145063162487,0.14001787377345698,0.0,0.2433015464093833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14919045713684678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767411221957416,0.0,0.10910686695657322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415663877905832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245631084184818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427918454703877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159610055037992,0.0,0.13707481210593234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146409534390908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475469837406554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121741183540913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524126611870825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338916204088096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393130348319456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3789539018252656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830084901713724,0.0,0.12440440424349004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653636185951533,0.0,0.3128716051926644,0.0,0.0,0.1287945034238753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848778051253476,0.15936775321881394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802492869059412,0.15050475408128747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19897105525850772,0.0,0.13926180403919344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,thenaturalsnacc,2020/02/24,"Does anyone have a customer service job with social anxiety? I worked in a hardware store as a cashier for years and I never experienced any social anxiety when I was at work. It’s so strange and I can’t wrap my brain around it. I’m currently a nursing student and I have no problems with communicating to my peers and patients. I’m usually the type of person that tries to avoid socializing and social events as much as possible; I get extremely anxious, depending on the situation. I don’t understand it. Can anyone else relate?",2.8483666666666667,5.755686170000002,4.77,75.70666666666666,82.3,8.133333333333335,30.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,3.3393333333333337,427,22,72,12,12,145,70,100,0.168,0.8320000000000001,0.0,-0.9103,2,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,6,0,6,1,1,1,1,13,10,10,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,9,0,13,9,1,10,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,6,48,13,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873783040488567,0.0,0.2446469058272737,0.18064206306521888,0.0,0.223612309715198,0.1638369692397486,0.0,0.1423453552778272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17850185206200342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13993001434407598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357635858989306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835414171188969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867658368009188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754527365224628,0.0,0.12332513129986344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961895817327136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802638001664188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15300319357299785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17973487344140945,0.0,0.6519937350908261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085619505269976,0.0,0.0,0.16646207069030886,0.0,0.0,0.17610782181100548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328189521912893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297068625830608 socialanxiety,Chalken,2020/02/24,"My experience with self-checkout Sorry if this is a long read, just want to get this out of my chest and share my experience. So I live in a small country, in a small town and recently a supermarket with self-checkout opened. I was elated by this since now the cashier wouldn't try to talk to me. Thus, I got two chocolate cupcakes and a strawberry donut and went to try to use the self checkout. I noticed that an assistant was sitting near the stations. Now I don't know how to use it, but I'm obviously not going to just walk up to her and ask, since, duh, that's too scary. I put my confectionery on the scanner and enter the amount of cupcakes. For some reason, it wouldn't let me enter the amount of donuts and the machine starts telling me to put the items on the checkered area. Like the idiot I am, I don't. The machine starts beeping and a message pops up to wait for a person to come over. By this point I'm panicking and sweating profusely. The assistant comes over and does something I can't even remember but I successfully pay and leave. Now, normal people wouldn't stress out so much by something like this, but I went through that situation a million times while walking home and kept replaying it in my head. I don't think I'm going to a shop again anytime soon. Sigh, why can't I just be like everybody else? I can't even use the self checkout correctly.",3.744721932568652,5.21490933941606,4.485432742440043,86.14349148418492,72.39416058394161,7.7007994438651375,28.741049704553355,8.269060116576782,1.8811969412582543,1085,43,223,17,21,348,141,274,0.064,0.846,0.09,0.7094,0,0,2,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,1,14,8,1,1,23,1,15,3,3,6,2,46,37,20,0,6,8,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,3,11,19,0,2,4,2,2,12,10,2,1,2,6,0,23,5,35,26,5,42,0,0,0,0,9,18,0,2,14,144,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502217574422182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935408944488367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830896733777104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384515491738836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839823045053385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21977898191284972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05869270067176576,0.0,0.1276901415261276,0.0,0.08984808181871247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152926359078434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268557934900365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061738797162404366,0.0,0.0,0.1189512057117688,0.0,0.11487464931160846,0.0,0.1646500713440849,0.0,0.09919774972138963,0.09941683525643696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258238607603813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100687616050405,0.0,0.12789915324456236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788199618458096,0.09809043230024396,0.0,0.0,0.10619704576774193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258642538161671,0.0,0.0,0.11236980218692147,0.0,0.0,0.11550361489371767,0.11092160630367387,0.0,0.12725864269796086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.468777984516629,0.0,0.0,0.18585662769005926,0.12627419417796965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172968719438668,0.0,0.1257547626723135,0.15902881324882148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868440491965016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029415562452976,0.098189588513756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198255244664979,0.0,0.0,0.06550600845300694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254215900014526,0.0,0.1097392717603103,0.0,0.0,0.2910755213768887,0.0,0.0,0.06626068964738248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20827950143324286,0.10136883662221384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sevenlines93,2020/02/24,"(M) wondering do you tell the person your dating that you have social anxiety? Not that I date often but sometimes I randomly end up meeting women, obviously it never goes anywhere because i'm so awkward and damn weird but I'm wondering for those that maybe date more than me, do you tell the person your dating you have social anxiety? And for those that have how was it taken?",4.3258333333333345,6.396297694444449,5.478888888888887,77.155,72.05555555555556,8.133333333333335,27.277777777777786,8.841846274778883,2.4091777777777783,302,11,51,6,6,100,45,72,0.16699999999999998,0.833,0.0,-0.8912,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,6,0,0,3,3,1,1,2,0,6,0,0,1,2,12,11,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,8,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,9,0,4,9,1,7,0,0,0,0,14,1,1,4,6,39,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.333511852119224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288003720529165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19306769040156915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21899260216450747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681214516634963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38066761706113583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4444111758229124,0.0,0.0,0.21559015020540565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3810524207430983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4727851908890906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Nixenbachbitchmob,2020/02/24,Ways to practice phone/skype social anxiety? I tried those like random video call apps but people dont stay ever. Is there a subreddit or some service where people are down to video chat? Does anyone here want to do it? like just talk for half an hour or so about whatever. thanks,1.8776984126984104,4.6454147592592605,2.27783068783069,92.47166666666668,86.59259259259258,5.307936507936508,16.973544973544975,6.868970318607317,0.08686560846560809,223,5,43,3,7,68,47,54,0.023,0.7809999999999999,0.195,0.8716,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,8,6,4,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,6,6,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,4,4,26,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20424110730411024,0.0,0.0,0.18668057782552264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726192840183677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336384429475831,0.0,0.31290184719220965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415012230046391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629242733488329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26086861549377394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701845073745165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27215533742394804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845681361299188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21459065738021005,0.0,0.2458018872376572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18126379249924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747336969431827,0.2119185155339427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,angelshum10,2020/02/24,"fear of people Probably because of my depression and anxiety but I'm too scared to talk to people now. Being in large rooms with many people there scares me. Going to school scares me. Meeting strangers scares me. I don't know how I started but I've started to be extremely scared of everyone and anything. I just want to function like a ""normal"" human being and talk to people without freaking out or overthinking constantly.",4.217307692307692,7.096253743589744,4.702243589743592,78.71567307692307,75.66666666666667,7.489743589743591,30.262820512820515,8.472884824447931,2.888405128205129,344,16,54,7,8,109,53,78,0.252,0.6629999999999999,0.085,-0.9337,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,6,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,14,10,7,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,8,0,0,0,0,7,1,13,7,0,8,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,5,36,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088692537385843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711168642358227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675284188775344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15379007545411486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257420159177228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598641784023974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16014198201045685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808799047981816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821164542805002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952706991138928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442833078518291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943677802327206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3946483799996321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15343776345249047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7124019959032537,0.1440286160250533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014601146495033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287720139851156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394004746945287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718490338197198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,thewickedalf,2020/02/24,"I'm more anxious in my native language? How to deal with this? I'm a Spaniard, I've suffered from social anxiety since I was like 7 or so until I was 18 and finally realized what I had and put a stop to it, with some audio tapes from Dr Richards, I passed from being locked in my room, not being able to go grocery shopping, read in class, ask any stranger anything, to go to university, live with roommates, debate in class, do presentations, videos, etc. But those audio tapes were in english, and my native language is spanish, and around that time, when I removed anxiety I also chose to improve my english and speak english all the time, especially to think in english. Because in Spain i couldn't speak english 24/7, although I would speak english and still do with some of my spanish friends, but I would think in english 24/7. Well, years passed, I'm now 23, everything seems much better, and in english I don't really see problems on my anxiety, I need to improve some things, but when I speak I actually feel really comfortable, it's more staring, showing my mood to other people and little stuff like that that makes me a bit anxious sometimes. But I have some spanish roommate, I forgot to say I've been living in norway for 8 months, and obviously speaking english, only spanish in skype with my parents. And for some reason when I speak spanish with this rommate i feel way more anxious, part of the reason is that I'm forgetting spanish, not easy stuff, but I can't really explain a bunch of my ideas, in science and music becuase the words don't translate that easily, also I think ti's my spanish accent, in english I speak with an american accent, but in spanish i have my native hometown accent, which is rural and not considered the best. But so how the fuck is this possible and what should i do? Cause really, if it was up to me, I wouldn't speak spanish, I just care for english for my future, I don't like spain and i don't wanna live there. But probably I'll have to go back and see my family and so on, and I don't want to be anxious. Do you think it's my andalusian accent in Spanish, or the fact I'm kind of forgetting it because I use english all the time? Or what I think, that all the traumas I had with anxiety, like stammering occured in spanish, before I knew english and before the therapy tapes? &#x200B; I would want to fix it, but I don't want to lose the progress i'm doing in english, to practice speaking spanish. I think it's possible to be forgetting the language without getting anxious, i can just say ""fuck, i don't remember that word"" and i have good reasons for it. &#x200B; I really think it's more the traumas i had that were all in spanish, so it's like my brain enters in shock. But isn't that weird as fuck? Has this ever happened to anyone else? What advice could you give me?",7.097776328052193,6.3209185477477465,7.4157750854302575,75.98189189189192,64.42342342342343,9.961478720099409,37.15594905250077,9.130062681391069,3.3264476545511013,2234,100,416,32,29,731,215,555,0.114,0.7909999999999999,0.096,-0.7327,1,0,0,0,0,0,82.0,0,2,0,4,20,25,3,0,17,0,44,5,1,8,7,103,82,47,0,14,20,1,2,5,1,5,1,13,1,0,33,28,0,2,18,4,1,8,15,11,1,0,11,18,59,13,65,60,19,51,0,2,3,3,20,25,3,10,22,292,92,3,0.06967223048346262,0.0,0.0679900466117853,0.0,0.0,0.0680828972723465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143371509148302,0.0,0.15097966524016265,0.16931877208611162,0.047379505891340094,0.0,0.21319626247427198,0.3935489451717907,0.0,0.04871644351408433,0.0713874336135844,0.057334309229121375,0.0620230565009295,0.06513413044226321,0.0,0.0,0.05357364463165263,0.0,0.08494309005691089,0.0,0.11857187307835315,0.0,0.07311670745736233,0.06161942600886789,0.07606403073845225,0.0,0.0,0.07777725120959204,0.0,0.0,0.07103548238864056,0.07157257280568277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055627606760052656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718290103310757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058202208423585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770295401144102,0.0,0.06302252128276455,0.0,0.0,0.0626169082671806,0.0,0.06568077823008703,0.0,0.07045674629746511,0.0,0.0,0.076322522942912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05382859244208292,0.19323256319578866,0.03640086481234256,0.06683595208216811,0.11878900254280016,0.0584377613529426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06161092332045132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865146768278783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255290659683959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17019166266961175,0.06982987849612139,0.18456556791399711,0.0,0.0,0.07794540444463527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04650675486144745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055611709660048365,0.0,0.05121710599493032,0.05166107608986063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05298887083362016,0.0,0.0,0.07736276679930111,0.0754482361042936,0.0,0.048301952065294536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15708994285021982,0.0,0.0,0.07511844843042413,0.0666669151324173,0.0,0.070039835235065,0.0,0.0,0.06969108477851113,0.0,0.2231690745356448,0.21490397049180146,0.0,0.0,0.07892505534813578,0.0,0.0,0.11081230823803433,0.0,0.0,0.11103949440246062,0.06342698192616897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05763358902888423,0.0,0.0,0.07102206494701375,0.0,0.0,0.06890761746246504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05564033326338234,0.05824910440014106,0.0,0.0,0.15951606993692938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967626755293472,0.0,0.04628713408085696,0.3125020643670646,0.0,0.0,0.12187931365242825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060174437267058616,0.0,0.0,0.12328346005317972,0.05530257358238396,0.0,0.0,0.06264370250313933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716154392671522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484794606245084,0.0,0.16931877208611162,0.04486663213754486 socialanxiety,eipciv,2020/02/24,Job advice??? I wanted to know if I can be given any advice on how to cope w/ social anxiety w/ a job & when looking for one? It’s been pretty difficult for me lately bc I can’t find a job due to it :(,-2.478416149068323,-0.7463204565217367,1.8511180124223607,93.49543478260873,101.3913043478261,4.367701863354037,13.093167701863356,6.1826913282559595,-0.6482136645962733,153,3,36,2,7,58,35,46,0.171,0.762,0.068,-0.594,3,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,8,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,4,0,6,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,3,22,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4274965438822114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23700256478684914,0.0,0.14874936166693986,0.0,0.16733399471047308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19992259721133074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6511912306697246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021270113396942,0.0,0.24674602609512225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18368485513840035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482225505315027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225352148800327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229758758853412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290173577654665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Jmods0812,2020/02/24,"Does anyone else ever feel like they're incapable of connecting with other human-beings? Everyone online friend that I've had either unfriended me, left me on read, or sent dry responses like ""yeah"" or ""haha."" In real life, I basically don't exist. Every now and then someone will come up and talk to me, but I always feel like I'm the last person they want to talk to. Here's a quick run-down of my life: aNxIeTy, depression, stress, 0 friends, no social life, etc. Most people relate to each other by talking about what fun things they did, sports, or hanging out with friends. I personally dislike sports and have 0 friends so I typically come home after school unless I have to work. Whenever someone does decide to talk to me, they usually ask me what I do for fun. I can't really answer the question since I don't do anything fun. For instance, in my last period class, this girl asked me what I do besides work. I dodged the question and turned the topic back to her. Whenever I begin to talk about myself, I'm either ignored or people start talking about a different subject. I feel like at birth I was destined to be alone. Honestly, at this point I've been so used to never having friends that I have 0 energy anymore in trying. Especially when I'm just going to be ignored anyway.",5.1307583274273565,6.194475947791165,6.140023623907392,77.12968107725018,68.63855421686748,8.911032364753131,29.10489014883061,9.168548406835145,2.5224219702338773,1017,36,183,19,17,338,146,249,0.1,0.715,0.185,0.9749,1,1,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,3,2,13,18,0,1,6,2,17,3,0,1,2,34,34,14,0,1,9,0,3,4,5,1,3,0,1,3,10,10,0,2,7,3,0,5,5,4,0,0,5,3,27,14,32,26,5,30,0,1,0,0,24,10,0,7,19,119,37,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939974759680836,0.0,0.0,0.07985775732412978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341957241988774,0.0,0.09518006265646256,0.06710700105361025,0.09833633650486696,0.07897812878590592,0.0,0.1794447970714966,0.0,0.0,0.07379780557467544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16534558669776098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826619560761037,0.0,0.0,0.10027202755028802,0.0,0.0,0.16797435940766345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801736617098243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703597883139544,0.0,0.08681365257915312,0.08086193157227223,0.09170692651863148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558146922150614,0.2056907642097459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707449835373221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05454403170524514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626938680271302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646265315179306,0.0,0.0,0.10427564140125394,0.0,0.2033670620454403,0.1875514920588716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402078827071007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330720764622334,0.16760096231143912,0.0,0.0,0.0907261118537308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21502488429613087,0.0,0.0959996124985334,0.10923901438449928,0.06148317175767148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713044814451496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939038732510334,0.0,0.0,0.09783304041582827,0.1626363085841285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793063683868157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993748112452048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4628398617139867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376062231707537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515980213858559,0.10439176152248833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289041099466653,0.10570140614237328,0.0,0.056607739857485025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13973990689421692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Br0kenGlass_,2020/02/24,"i need you help :/ Hey guys, i met a girl on the internet, we have a lot in common and she wants to meet me, but I don't know what to do because I never go out with a girl before so I don't have any experience , does anyone have any tips? Im desperate af haha",1.5119491525423747,1.6266845593220405,4.5625,88.62307203389831,76.28813559322033,7.933898305084746,21.529661016949152,8.07648339933343,0.6832338983050845,195,4,50,3,4,72,44,59,0.084,0.8109999999999999,0.105,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,6,0,0,0,1,10,11,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,9,1,6,10,1,6,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,1,2,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4178630305610746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148270686026028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18728866188371687,0.0,0.2614358322850291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26886493708100995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005364807703744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17460971667686906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30421267117172585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205934307083714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318683957041281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884927452746695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26120168506232955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278121458934537,0.2369599104443229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18121618643168366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,loseruser123,2020/02/24,"Kinda a big win for me Lost my virginity today. This may sound insignificant to some of you, but for me, as a 25 year old socially anxious/depressed dude, this is a big thing. To do it with a woman who loves me makes it even better. Anyway, that’s pretty much it. Just thought I’d share what I consider to be a positive 🙂 Also, SSRIs have proven super helpful, make me last a long time in bed too hahaha.",2.260378657487095,3.877297240963859,4.53067125645439,83.69879518072291,76.59036144578313,7.634423407917385,22.70051635111876,8.418075326091056,1.3518516351118763,313,9,65,6,7,109,67,83,0.033,0.601,0.366,0.9897,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,4,5,6,0,0,6,0,5,2,0,2,0,9,10,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,9,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,7,5,9,6,2,9,0,1,0,2,7,3,0,3,6,44,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999132399201478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824123547594531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22109177792985776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21531206502137026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16511300386929256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16755994906337038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20377147207730867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22122921890016167,0.0,0.0,0.27288860249551605,0.0,0.2256215901922804,0.0,0.3337344011151845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18376803807311493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623176329152397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25432503062520073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548286413626331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16607919664395454,0.0,0.0,0.19846048977467126,0.14576850134029795,0.0,0.23695693611715446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609824062234386 socialanxiety,euphoria213,2020/02/24,"Starting a new office job tomorrow and I'm extremely nervous. Please wish me luck :/ I finally found a new job after being unemployed. Some of my past jobs I really struggled in because of social anxiety. I hate open office environments, hate when everyone around me can hear me talk as I answer a call or a coworker comes by my desk, anxious eating lunch with others, and more. I really want to find a good fit at this new company in a comfortable working space that doesn't make me look like a nervous, socially anxious wreck and stay there for a while without hating my life. I'm really nervous about the new job start tomorrow. Any luck you can send my way would be really appreciated.",6.585692307692309,7.209503376923077,7.6305769230769265,69.29817307692309,65.23076923076923,11.730769230769232,33.94230769230769,11.45678717892309,4.302615384615383,549,23,94,17,8,186,90,130,0.18600000000000005,0.611,0.203,0.5627,6,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,4,12,3,4,9,0,6,3,0,1,0,19,20,7,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,7,2,0,3,0,0,2,2,7,0,0,1,2,14,5,14,16,2,24,0,0,1,0,7,7,0,4,14,55,17,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622247459923116,0.0,0.08574565308028262,0.2532510536999405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997805012899653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832672061937335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445256471131347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655235550991574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469218752053592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071031885251828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278497753241988,0.10244477634716344,0.0,0.0,0.12289675712250793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401260516679937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33198581699779584,0.0,0.0,0.12632931843696146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44491312081596057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916981342239976,0.054759666403386746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412419689167603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481842358696421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4330142868652368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699898177399116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303701295804476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28722121592637795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22851557607307865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867040975342048,0.1194689991665924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717685582213112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009065953895262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611135782321709,0.08896882588481861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128893623742054,0.10804711825698624,0.0,0.08160010459810875,0.0,0.0,0.07962283623862297,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,kawaiipiemarzia,2020/02/24,"Might have made a mistake taking this job A few days ago I finally found a job. I randomly applied to a bunch of places around me on Indeed without putting much thought into them. I applied to this golf course near me for a beverage cart attendant and got a call back in less than 15 minutes, interview the same day. I didn't realize until I actually got a callback and looked up what the job was what I would be getting myself into. Nonetheless, I went to the interview and managed to get the job. I am going to be serving alcohol to a bunch of men. I'm only going to make $5 an hour without tips, and the manager told me that the job relies on being outgoing and peppy to make tips. I am extremely shy and bad at holding a conversation, especially with older men, who will most likely try to flirt with me. I will have to flirt back if I wanna make any real money. I've been freaking out about it and don't know if I'll be able to handle it. Any tips would be great. Also if anyone knows what it's like being a cart girl or what you expect them to be like that would be great to know too. Thanks! :)",4.001468428781205,4.546079308370047,5.594819383259914,81.90462261380327,70.89427312775331,8.696505139500735,27.908663729809106,8.841846274778883,2.026747077826726,861,29,178,15,15,294,131,227,0.051,0.852,0.09699999999999999,0.8843,5,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,2,0,6,11,0,0,17,0,22,1,0,4,0,41,43,13,0,9,6,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,0,3,12,13,1,1,6,1,1,5,4,3,0,0,10,1,19,8,34,19,7,25,0,0,1,0,12,11,0,7,12,126,31,9,0.11189517591315536,0.0,0.10919355061806328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991883220784287,0.1195819135551994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948253175113675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218511334004875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823970869090577,0.0,0.0,0.09961042971762436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17208096680041055,0.0934277980228644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425748523799695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14432626321408676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257569581987265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268728488645765,0.0,0.0,0.116921222223102,0.0,0.12718521419357404,0.0,0.17898558799320427,0.24672965293785235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019420870770584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5551934819246107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18448398711064107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16399899272254925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396376624687323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058779209611953,0.2240726964069356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187030989958341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225582912012191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510132347169144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690664315506545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248555744768683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273612071607406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413124676023137,0.0,0.0,0.10301804438983196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883227086260831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692063574743846,0.0,0.07596947945278099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372794910129174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157259131832353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384613676178103,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,anon2734,2020/02/24,So... Anyone here been diagnosed with SAD and came out of it? Just curious how many here have beaten social anxiety disorder (SAD). Not gonna get into whole story here just yet but went to counseling and did EMDR for 1-1.5yrs and got involved in this community and it was extremely helpful and healing.,8.089047619047621,7.813524571428572,8.547142857142859,67.03119047619049,62.214285714285715,12.466666666666667,36.52380952380953,11.855464076750405,4.6451738095238095,240,10,40,7,3,80,47,56,0.12300000000000001,0.7829999999999999,0.094,0.0703,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,8,3,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,14,9,8,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,9,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,7,2,1,6,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,30,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388203597327273,0.0,0.0,0.21828672660406945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35705600832645473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168607912232202,0.0,0.0,0.3577905908434844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631035652909742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24968253822807576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20925075262250495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31650617875402504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182328789962501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893982460508106,0.0,0.3485429501684498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,heretohelpj,2020/02/24,"Why does all my anxiety melt away when I can't be seen? This includes text, email, and darkness. I've always thought it was strange when the lights would go out and I suddenly can say anything I want without any regrets. I am bold and confident. But only while the lights are down. Only when I'm unable to be seen. Or maybe it's because I can't see anyone else. What are your thoughts?",1.1998717948717932,3.6262387307692334,2.1617948717948714,94.9998717948718,84.76923076923076,5.005128205128205,24.051282051282055,6.42735559955562,0.6306051282051284,303,12,64,3,9,95,59,78,0.07200000000000001,0.802,0.126,0.6212,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,10,0,0,0,1,13,18,9,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,5,6,7,1,5,10,1,9,0,1,3,0,3,3,0,1,5,38,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20358705243168676,0.0,0.0,0.16638563470643544,0.0,0.18717373040030572,0.0,0.0,0.17108064388262592,0.25069580672918684,0.20134455292591025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22987779123751995,0.0,0.0,0.14915003530701948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21411448218552653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20439240991840849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905297387128113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458063305201396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721687991533356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19457332756651308,0.0,0.0,0.19497223964308985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884851401165133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144314131633181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207788012719316,0.0,0.0,0.23585548020991798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17380826605731173,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Be_The_Zip,2020/02/24,"Why does it have to be so hard to do anything. Two weeks ago, I bought a gym membership. 5 days ago I picked up the membership card. Today I drive up to the gym, panic and retreat back too my apartment, all because I didn’t know what to do with my gym bag and I didn’t want to ask for help. Don’t get me wrong, I’ve been mustering up the courage to go to the gym for two years and the is the closest I’ve ever come, but I still can’t do it. I just wish my brain would just cool down for once, and let me live my life. Times to short to waste it.",1.3330894308943078,1.9205984065040624,2.883089430894312,98.73406504065042,77.130081300813,6.442276422764228,20.98373983739837,6.42735559955562,-0.14651869918699226,416,9,112,3,9,137,74,123,0.078,0.8140000000000001,0.10800000000000001,0.3953,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,7,1,13,2,1,1,2,16,21,6,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,1,4,1,3,4,2,0,2,4,2,13,2,17,14,1,20,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,10,69,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33767018634982193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673587467820915,0.0,0.17805839197391754,0.0,0.0,0.14645527545270642,0.0,0.1161052578896122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126211279477732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16406811324630932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283370454673932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667657584443998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17228584647642273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950972571424818,0.0,0.10824524015974386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17061858480439393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766419275886753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467418778215903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19476263170179156,0.13453055438861347,0.0,0.0,0.1681834496158166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20283824321398855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22346879596542388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521050208623387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106125394106588,0.0,0.180537868011468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721118540453521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234076771014577,0.0,0.1527789576129729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17186438880467805,0.0,0.21902452348422208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530036055566905,0.20824279172124305,0.0,0.12265275236579852 socialanxiety,shirotake,2020/02/24,"Class Presentations It makes me seriously upset knowing most of my teachers and majority of my extroverted classmates really do underestimate the huge amounts of anxiety I get when having to present for class. It is not that easy for me as it is for you. Fuck you. That is all. Also, whenever they tell you to group up with someone else and you're the only one without a partner. Goddamn.",3.4145833333333333,6.309410180555558,5.128333333333334,74.32500000000002,79.1388888888889,8.044444444444443,31.222222222222207,8.841846274778883,3.254938888888889,311,16,53,8,8,105,54,72,0.179,0.76,0.06,-0.8191,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,1,0,2,3,1,1,3,0,5,1,0,1,1,9,9,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,9,0,12,9,4,5,0,0,0,1,7,2,1,1,3,42,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890013963470588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764603939680904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30189282464628553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340968547233538,0.18881001589816984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19860907984040044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412289150279968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448854746209541,0.2748514244400457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315140408244782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30620239578312186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158685416777104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483645853449345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,laurasfelix28,2020/02/24,"Should I go to my friend's party? For the past few weeks, I've been working on my self-confidence and relationships, and I feel that if I went to my friend's party, I could potentially break down. For some context, I'm a female highschooler with autism and this friend of mine has actually been my crush for a little over a year. We've been to several parties together, but I always feel like a burden to be carried around since I have literally no knowledge on how to behave properly in parties. I end up relying on her for social cues, and since it is her party, I think that I'll just rely on someone else instead. But I'm so shy and awkward I barely know how to talk to someone that isn't my friend or family, so I feel as if I would instantly break down if I went there. What do you guys think I should do?",5.841669993346642,5.06781526946108,6.908942115768465,78.57835662009317,66.96407185628743,10.296473719228214,31.13040585495676,9.725611199111238,2.6250337990685297,638,21,134,12,9,216,98,167,0.083,0.774,0.14400000000000002,0.8776,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,8,7,0,1,5,0,14,0,0,2,0,28,25,16,0,7,7,0,3,1,4,3,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,7,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,5,3,22,5,24,15,2,20,0,0,0,0,11,11,0,5,5,92,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.15516975918277612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13230815134281868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415516420510987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695567623534074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283154101306308,0.0,0.1408346982180294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498994492398733,0.0,0.24119904825637845,0.11359599731984946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4913995587664732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036842810916887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15744382058391002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738713868173899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768372174283023,0.15936870130233835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179199715473085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707160622838791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16588097204154134,0.17963480859963726,0.0,0.2630676275753836,0.0,0.0,0.16208955962947286,0.269455467458818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780533898247426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037729784975929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275473566067828,0.0,0.0,0.2948057058583847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576038051600092,0.0,0.0,0.11295536771848515,0.0,0.0,0.10239652494837777 socialanxiety,abbysllvn,2020/02/24,"any advice on doing normal life stuff with sa/anxiety in general i just feel like i can’t do anything without a cold chill of fear churning in my stomach!!! driving? nope, hands get too shaky. don’t have my license. talking to a boy that i might like? nope, what if it gets awkward. achieving the things i want to? no, i’ll probably fail and everyone will watch. i’ve been dealing with it for a bit and i think i have improved in some areas, but i feel like i can’t put my life on hold anymore!! does anyone have any tips i would be so grateful!!",0.6242994505494472,2.9193967321428573,2.3092857142857137,93.85109890109892,86.14285714285714,4.874725274725276,23.79395604395605,6.297961479604792,0.5975458791208794,422,17,90,4,13,138,79,112,0.08,0.764,0.156,0.8822,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,3,7,0,3,4,0,13,4,2,0,0,19,19,5,0,4,4,0,3,3,0,3,2,0,0,1,6,4,0,1,3,0,0,2,7,4,0,0,1,5,12,3,12,14,2,8,0,1,1,0,3,6,0,4,3,58,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18504259811572246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575456456414281,0.0,0.14486160216930327,0.0,0.1877964678428853,0.1324064873846887,0.0,0.15582899620865698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20673453150346927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19522416383919008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657121801799354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18094374384987516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21308517595157156,0.19149448557558305,0.27056085702819044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19786791891628028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26750431313586626,0.2775384893980806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20088342150923985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18553479859684166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041645320760088,0.0,0.0,0.19036136243804816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21677447057124472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15220220282283822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580386400699628,0.12133568303964788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169076066039756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825384506177653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345175086134287,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,oxilaronomous,2020/02/24,Cricket Group in Toronto Hey guys. I am from Pakistan currently living in Toronto Canada. I am from a cricket mad country and I myself love cricket. Just wanna assemble a group for this amazing gentlemen's game. Imagine playing in those beautiful summer days. Venue is my headache so no need to worry about that. In the winter we'll play indoors. Plus will be one heck of a great opportunity for networking and lifelong friend ships. You are welcome to try and leave if you dont like it. Message me if you wanna be a part.👍,2.1039538461538463,4.930626780000004,3.458000000000002,83.97130769230773,86.2,5.476923076923078,28.69230769230769,7.010146845296331,1.9414538461538464,418,21,72,6,13,136,77,100,0.105,0.64,0.255,0.9619,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,3,0,1,3,10,1,0,5,0,9,1,0,0,0,11,11,7,0,5,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,10,9,15,7,0,8,0,0,0,1,14,4,1,2,5,51,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926163140273616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35003696642533466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23075035025162965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292828017007841,0.0,0.2957285255679858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31624655407665275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591422138029989,0.0,0.2637295379549392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26955975779077684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22145872409607728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023853368302376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234286113958013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202776137688346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033121071282592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Roses_and_raindrops,2020/02/24,"I have bad social anxiety but I feel like people wouldn’t think it’s that bad I’ve had social anxiety since I was 12, it’s been getting worse & school just started for me not long ago, everyday I dread going to school and just waking up in general. My social anxiety isn’t bad up to the point where I don’t leave my house, but I can only maintain surface relationships and it kills me that I can’t have deep relationships partly because I have trust issues & I feel like venting to someone is a two way street is something I just don’t know how to handle because I don’t know how to listen & give feedback properly Everyday even right now as I’m writing this I just feel empty, anxious & unsettled for what feels like no particular reason, it impacts everything in my life from my social life to my school grades, people said I look like a happy person but that’s a facade I put on because I don’t want to be a burden. I keep asking my mom to stay home during school days because I just can’t deal with it all.",7.364210526315793,5.684008985645933,7.917937799043063,75.52006459330144,64.4066985645933,10.65665071770335,33.818660287081336,9.3871,2.887039808612439,814,27,161,12,10,272,115,209,0.20600000000000002,0.688,0.106,-0.9645,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,10,12,1,1,5,0,18,3,1,3,1,29,36,8,1,2,9,1,4,4,0,1,2,2,1,1,10,3,0,1,8,0,0,2,10,6,0,1,4,7,25,6,18,30,2,22,0,0,1,0,14,11,0,1,11,96,35,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980540178508624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3901861482822441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066161402034239,0.1017073039822006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416509414878262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255117175955971,0.21952371585787034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05806134826453136,0.09281609159560006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059463398795892415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091238715905727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18208575581736108,0.19295050976987266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04703651055484124,0.08636415595515767,0.051165635768163915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583769508321614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030656933081882,0.0,0.0,0.1038815416076696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396703329460976,0.0,0.08002203744698909,0.09960390600904204,0.0,0.09895532327308973,0.0,0.0,0.09532786153873844,0.0,0.0,0.12718049006827112,0.17593476372112604,0.0,0.0,0.0796729570687112,0.07560180433985257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544104228749246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847121888734863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749278683786793,0.0,0.12482974181252435,0.07860997366643344,0.0,0.0,0.08510663859348143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050415330177604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925649516701175,0.0,0.19331521075126246,0.0,0.07688439482694652,0.08563832991752894,0.0,0.0,0.3644571900087744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447303608433245,0.0,0.0,0.3670934879958253,0.07628139933497084,0.06930883145958255,0.0,0.0,0.0637230896456296,0.0959590859517813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05768703857837651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879453893815709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0531015201600605,0.07146094191519528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174738647010736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,virus06,2020/02/24,"Is this normal? Hi guys, I’ve always dealt with really bad social anxiety, and just anxiety in general. I wanted to ask because recently I’ve felt WAY more anxious than usual and WAY more depressed than usual. This has gotten to the point to where when I have cried recently, it’s only been for maybe 10 seconds. I also feel a weird “mental FOV change” almost like I’m floating or out of body and a weird numbness in my body. I wanted to ask if this is normal because I haven’t really felt this way to this extent, I’ve usually just taken my bad social anxiety and depression as “it’s normal, it’s life, whatever” but now it’s horrible.",5.162066929133861,5.623344133858268,6.861092519685041,74.14707185039373,68.29133858267717,10.129527559055118,29.260826771653534,10.125756701596842,3.000717322834645,503,17,91,12,8,175,75,127,0.21100000000000002,0.7759999999999999,0.013000000000000001,-0.9567,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,3,0,6,4,2,0,0,21,16,10,0,6,5,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,9,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,0,1,5,3,7,1,14,11,3,15,0,2,0,0,6,5,0,3,8,55,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177236437050252,0.0,0.0,0.09401611177008068,0.0978228983479205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698090558852317,0.13281417239259352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198134624760391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963225252897152,0.14333218707337064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611748229117225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436741914956725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291388405395861,0.0,0.0,0.20251588317593866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05944403208149868,0.0,0.2257602895508234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640712004645525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303912733670522,0.05743596851902874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810912038139253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847714223255228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455640976879802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941293214130247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113624417659276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062937559207182,0.0,0.2321610857158048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23968395528116865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884413332444026,0.0,0.13868491596397656,0.27995115848876045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fricked_by_bear,2020/02/24,"Is this social anxiety? So a few people in my family have this and I never thought about it but hearing them and people on the interweb describe it I think I might have something similar. Is it like you have 2 energy bars your physical energy were you could run around for hours and your social energy that runs out extremely quickly even around close friends and you find it hard talking to new people you haven't already opened up to. Sorry for the essay just curious.",4.984333868378812,6.91102261797753,5.676436597110754,77.01089887640451,70.01123595505618,9.580096308186198,28.4446227929374,9.957137785484203,3.07700834670947,379,14,65,10,7,123,63,89,0.046,0.765,0.18899999999999997,0.9423,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,6,1,0,7,2,0,0,3,0,9,1,0,0,1,17,12,6,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,7,9,1,0,3,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,2,11,2,11,8,1,14,0,0,0,0,12,8,0,1,5,52,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21511306898014385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14912297308728173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470628416479006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556378898863724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875120224762415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837651900776444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816494571272434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15060451152206622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17462140014250369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197033071259168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19196943189409588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523426513172756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067927774566013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15034410652877178,0.18826720517877116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4054253455085024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3974186547843373,0.0,0.15006870709542472,0.0,0.21821118531224054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667951103321878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490499570273655,0.0,0.15475478041310933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,-hydrangea,2020/02/25,"I hid in the bathroom to escape gym class In phys ed we are doing jump rope. First, everyone got a small jump rope and did individual jump roping at the same time in the gym. If that wasn't bad enough, the main gym teacher told us to get a large jump rope and split into groups with 2 people spinning and one person jumping. I have no friends in gym class, so I looked around panicking then asked my teacher to go to the bathroom. When she said yes, I hid in a stall for several minutes until it was time for everyone to put the jump ropes back and do whatever we want for the rest of the class. I did the same thing yesterday, but yesterday my teacher had a substitute so I have gotten away with it twice. Tomorrow and Friday I have gym class and likely we'll be doing this horrid activity again. If I ask to go to the bathroom again, my teacher will become suspicious and confront me about it. Tomorrow I'll try to ask to join a group. It's not like they'll say ""no gtfo"" but I'm still afraid to. I'll have to join a group and take care of my damn self or else stand uncomfortably in the gym until a teacher confronts me.",4.8461118012422375,4.9461814869565215,5.695403726708076,83.49043478260869,68.91304347826087,9.006211180124225,28.60248447204969,8.841846274778883,1.955770186335404,882,28,188,14,14,290,124,230,0.141,0.7829999999999999,0.077,-0.9344,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,4,0,1,1,9,9,3,1,18,1,17,0,0,0,0,23,32,19,0,3,6,0,0,2,1,3,0,2,0,2,7,14,0,0,0,6,0,9,4,5,0,3,9,3,20,4,31,19,5,36,0,0,1,0,18,11,1,3,17,123,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14739089474077433,0.4643520477213313,0.0,0.15555687353725545,0.12731180729000716,0.13824261960606615,0.0,0.18285718578878926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16880792238040285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831107429077868,0.0,0.0,0.1710763191584106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164152230592991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140832316389737,0.0,0.0,0.12791766240279026,0.0,0.0865026062356139,0.0,0.18819256749447724,0.0,0.1324200991543074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177662213675773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903567748477652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219336899681467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478421629419475,0.1445678584156703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16644187766912025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574933736399189,0.1316665622505204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272385212490987,0.18704505848494868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222306293856848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448676078197235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099962254691762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930884212320156,0.0,0.0,0.15820761152964954,0.0,0.11241001149456048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19915828607001204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765647652715702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,VeryTemporaryProfile,2020/02/25,"My experience with social anxiety My social anxiety came out of nowhere I changed school during the holidays between year 7 and 8. First day at my new school I was quite excited despite not knowing anyone there, I was quite outgoing and confident with myself at this time. The second I stepped through the doors I felt I was floating as my stomach knotted and I started to profusely sweat, I'd never had a panic attack before and didn't know I was having one so I walked around aimlessy for a couple minutes before just sitting in some random chair in the reception. From that day I've struggled being around people and the way I handled it and sometimes still do isn't the best, I'd go completely silent not talk to anyone. This would carry on progressively getting worse until halfway through year 9 when I just refused to go. The school was very understanding with my situation and reffered me to CAMHS. I was in a queue for a therapist for about a year and a half and by the third session he suggested putting me on medication, that was the last time I saw him, he pulled a Houdini on me. I was then put back in the queue for another year where I got another therapist. I hated therapy it bored the hell out of me and I don't know if it's just be but a lot of therapist come across as really condescending with how they speak. After many sessions with this therapist he also suggested putting me on medication. Fast forward a month and I've been prescribed Fluoxetine (Prozac). The Fluoxetine only really helped me get to sleep but that was good enough for me, I had a couple more therapy sessions but ultimately decided to call them off as I felt they weren't helping. Eventually the Fluoxetine stopped helping me sleep and wasn't doing anything for me so my psychiatrist suggested either upping my dosage or changing medication completely, I chose the latter and was then put on Sertraline. The Sertraline helped wonders with my motivation, I started exersising and was quickly shedding the weight I gained from lounging around, around this time I turned eighteen and so I was let go from CAMHS and put under the care of my GP. Unfortunatley the Sertraline started giving me unbearable chest pains and making me feel really sick so I stopped taking them and talked to my doctor. I am now on Mirtazapine and I'm not sure it's helping at all, but hey, what can you do?. Just gotta keep my head above water.",5.604497290788681,7.224650083885213,6.304475215733497,74.31241420830825,68.02869757174393,9.729319686935582,33.15332129239414,10.018931242160765,3.5574406181015457,1940,88,337,48,33,635,227,453,0.09,0.8440000000000001,0.065,-0.7851,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,4,7,22,12,3,2,28,0,30,15,6,3,3,70,59,38,0,2,14,0,4,0,0,2,7,1,1,0,12,33,2,4,10,1,0,14,9,7,0,5,23,6,55,5,59,31,7,69,1,0,1,0,26,25,1,6,30,244,67,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055369867344078526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452048516405403,0.10593426560141696,0.0,0.0,0.09682610016674606,0.0,0.0569772459560305,0.2465471716822072,0.0,0.07876859574313311,0.0,0.05324000180660105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783343807029052,0.0,0.07266135548341557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707000760583144,0.07919020401561902,0.07059309174701067,0.0,0.14648994455497974,0.05964269036153533,0.14519014300946062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532217900294322,0.0,0.08930598958303418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086836445275681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154170327904331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677283723604304,0.0,0.0,0.035008979937385304,0.0,0.13295930929966304,0.0,0.0,0.058894087976755376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234833925134712,0.06641971503088988,0.11804921530849978,0.05807382606495649,0.0553762174009997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835851624419939,0.07105850165670828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320449649939452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061542208855487564,0.0,0.0,0.1141547259953686,0.056438479922264875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080088328405884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058863952029138175,0.0,0.0,0.046217122801081936,0.07019679905461539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20925099916384207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05526537429226633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053400868366890716,0.06687081039408731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04691768418990869,0.05265886982878321,0.07367446459655369,0.08123626181536958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048001139980296884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480182261340646,0.0,0.1472869729618003,0.0,0.0,0.13306754109951272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21021865871569395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782678369299327,0.13857666583285738,0.14115951573149135,0.0,0.0,0.06847847861414096,0.0,0.14702173864866466,0.0,0.05529381963518989,0.1157726880378845,0.0,0.07238293558379218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06525630645590128,0.0,0.05205860721019183,0.11130229362030276,0.0,0.0,0.15836012866502705,0.3215641498717506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112028075851312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531142056016325,0.0,0.07207954316626043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057128873328212086,0.0,0.054958163434268924,0.0,0.08431363280936997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508601518328865,0.0,0.0,0.07055977328531429,0.04918492296130175,0.0,0.0,0.17834885735197414 socialanxiety,RottonPotatoes,2020/02/25,"Almost got a haircut today... But due to my social anxiety and mild panic attack, I took a pee and walked out. Also, I hate my head being touched, it's embarrassing and makes me extremely self-conscious.",3.0276315789473682,5.6872799210526335,4.883421052631579,76.97144736842105,78.73684210526315,6.957894736842108,25.28947368421053,8.07648339933343,2.0515578947368422,159,6,26,3,4,54,33,38,0.348,0.652,0.0,-0.9246,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,2,2,0,1,2,2,1,0,7,5,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,1,5,0,2,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28584682382410903,0.0,0.0,0.22828215379662795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21837601815152008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32475181087283816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283083341857137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818325213169665,0.2929641803718246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19054667893190366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349256500536403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977968994482134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909903872428188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705825774995223,0.0,0.31715641746062845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Braininjuredaddict,2020/02/25,"Music above an inaudible level I know the reason is due to judgement and unwanted attention, but should I really let social anxiety make me have to listen to music through headphones only. I’m not looking for advice cause I’ve read/heard it all, and I am making progress. I guess I just want to reaffirm that it’s not just me and that other people are as pathetic as I am (by using the word pathetic I know I’m risking not only my anxiety but possibly feeling shame through no response or criticism of my use of words, but to be honest I’m not gonna edit that cause that is how I feel)🤞",4.399750000000001,5.109130808333333,6.190000000000001,77.40000000000002,70.08333333333334,9.333333333333334,30.833333333333336,9.516144504307137,2.9010833333333337,467,19,88,10,8,162,77,120,0.228,0.687,0.086,-0.963,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,2,3,0,9,0,0,8,1,32,24,10,0,3,10,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,3,12,1,13,20,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,1,60,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19389848102035126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035889563249245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.407673988791226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20065914689361594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21858735876686414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21809823244468146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20290286755716846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16662691152699685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649002755787012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018221015043601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756281696288095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22369422074083256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984785609983501,0.0,0.12711604910138008,0.20401380823006274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20226916103566214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427507479789997,0.0,0.0,0.11703612604117768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,daisykeeks,2020/02/25,"My S/A causes my voice to change and it sounds absolutely horrible I'm not sure if anyone's posted anything regarding this exact topic so I figured I'd go ahead and do so anyway. Ever since I was a kid, I've been extremely unhappy/insecure with my voice. I was constantly bullied for sounding ""weird"" all throughout pre-school and elementary school. The insecurity I carried from those comments on top of my social anxiety made for one hell of a confidence-breaker. On the plus side, I finally started taking vocal lessons and I can happily say I'm finally confident with my voice. However, I've noticed that whenever I'm in social situations, my voice tends to go back to its ""original"" pitch (which hearing it now is absolutely awful). Anytime this happens, I get extremely awkward and embarrassed and I generally try to speak as little as possible. It seems this may not be all to \*common considering I didn't have much luck upon searching Google. Anyways, I'm still not sure if I wanted to rant or was hoping to get some advice...thanks for reading, though!",5.951957940536619,7.496309101522847,7.328313995649023,67.58498730964469,67.12182741116753,10.907759245830311,36.40645395213922,10.914260884657429,4.654341841914431,851,44,137,26,14,291,130,197,0.155,0.787,0.057999999999999996,-0.9542,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,3,9,9,1,3,4,1,11,0,0,3,6,33,28,15,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,9,0,1,10,9,0,0,3,1,0,2,4,5,0,1,6,9,16,4,23,20,4,21,1,0,0,0,7,7,1,8,11,90,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157873371201736,0.0,0.0,0.10583201043014323,0.0,0.12455353417962825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163838348708411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548485737661258,0.1601151478098896,0.0,0.0,0.16356264694438313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691065374678196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316073777764124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815508795802458,0.0,0.17203881686562167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13384408649567486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17058981833547668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503311935578767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15169901364414204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321721569484258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126447057429656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17232042144621654,0.0,0.0,0.10256310713730256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17063175460857075,0.14495772438124774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15139749700806984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036479384876875,0.0,0.3063617935452883,0.0,0.1377893074403543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520369212641833,0.1701310900543763,0.0,0.30857785897567064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713093646807886,0.0,0.12087352658583345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853034912520595,0.0,0.11380127985656335,0.0,0.0,0.13934876459509266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870702988913678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276115384813292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927400749495851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,magicaltimes2,2020/02/25,Not everyone will like you and that’s ok I came across this article today. It’s about how it’s ok to not have everyone like you. It put into perspective that it’s ok to not have everyone like you and to just be yourself to find people that you do fit with. http://lifehac.kr/G7LwPkI,4.74642857142857,6.025212214285716,5.4628571428571435,80.83214285714288,69.71428571428571,9.885714285714286,26.5,10.125756701596842,2.474192857142857,228,7,46,6,4,74,32,56,0.107,0.74,0.153,0.4157,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,11,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,5,6,8,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,33,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29631134252072444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.74266818778778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23678870643576685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797110316851532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179609112097775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604406670984876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455716144740619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,shutupbuttercup1,2020/02/25,"Unwanted attention My sister wants me to be in her wedding but I’m dreading it because I hate having all eyes on me. I’ve had social anxiety my whole life but it gets really uncomfortable around extended family for some reason. Not only do I not want to be in the wedding, I also don’t want to be there at all in a room full of people...",1.4007142857142871,3.4999039285714275,4.492857142857143,80.66214285714288,81.14285714285714,8.0,22.857142857142854,8.841846274778883,1.970428571428572,265,9,52,7,7,96,51,70,0.26,0.74,0.0,-0.9562,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,1,2,0,7,2,1,1,2,14,13,3,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,8,0,11,9,5,8,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,1,0,41,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22207550414433974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21243870148183555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24721066743057074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16928251501334285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26178956568152656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508607916113134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27416991742374314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19614676378132687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21120233126491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19252127324750515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17790086131918614,0.28552045521953995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830787946992824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4913815629586059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100406172543203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mishkabunny,2020/02/25,"I just joined a SA Meetup group in my area. Found out the first meetup tonight was full. Never felt so relieved😅 But seriously social anxiety has been plaguing me for ages. This is the first time I’ve felt brave enough reaching out about it. I’m new here too, but I just wanted to say hi! 👋",0.7537142857142847,3.0907804666666716,2.109523809523811,95.20500000000004,86.0,4.761904761904762,18.57142857142857,6.1826913282559595,-0.22485714285714264,228,6,50,2,7,73,50,60,0.051,0.879,0.07,0.264,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,11,9,3,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,5,3,4,1,6,4,2,12,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,7,31,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095779889035868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28307302100668896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5260874654831348,0.0,0.0,0.4660590016423998,0.0,0.3003820517454372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21129417444865772,0.2645914403461617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21786330057351908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27926683829499704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597477751112569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158819623547002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Sylvier09,2020/02/25,"Does anyone ever get fleeting moments of confidence but then get shot down immediately afterwards with anxiety and depression? trying to talk to people when i'm confident, then they shoot me down, my anxiety overwhelms my confidence and then i stay quiet unless spoken to and the cycle goes on and on",7.0565094339622645,9.25757762264151,7.834103773584907,62.495683962264174,65.22641509433961,11.337735849056607,34.00471698113208,11.20814326018867,4.85530566037736,246,11,34,8,4,82,39,53,0.21100000000000002,0.629,0.159,-0.3716,0,0,0,1,0,1,3.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,3,10,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,10,3,0,12,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,7,26,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.510815953891947,0.0,0.0,0.23344815031054514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287559873694874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29216998888082585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30200256751326365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488643237139763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23146191619615336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558586854114959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683503159399636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22667434164882205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TheFallen-One,2020/02/25,Endless cycle Stay home where I feel depressed and alone or go out where my social anxiety is awaiting me. Just sucks kinda what to drop out of college cause of my anxiety but I feel like that’s the only motivation I have right now even if the motivation is small.,4.2723076923076935,5.89495161538462,5.364615384615386,79.75538461538463,71.30769230769229,8.276923076923078,28.384615384615394,8.841846274778883,2.2670615384615385,212,8,40,4,4,70,41,52,0.16399999999999998,0.6729999999999999,0.163,0.6036,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,5,3,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,3,0,13,7,4,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,1,5,7,0,10,0,1,0,0,1,6,1,3,2,27,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961469446362565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43748565915570337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937384907968764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24627915383540255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888602521002013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891590662817781,0.2042751376247587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625059291213946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868204945476627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969552910864078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217469770018696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24419065313487545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914791707635407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047733148649112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,marieafteranne,2020/02/25,"Has anyone tried group therapy? I was wondering whether anyone has done group therapy before. My therapist suggested it to me today. The thought of it scares me, especially the big chance of crying infront of everyone. I’m not sure about it and would like to know what It’s like. Advies would be nice.",2.839821428571426,5.805144767857144,3.9657142857142884,80.87928571428574,83.46428571428572,8.200000000000001,25.857142857142854,8.841846274778883,2.744921428571429,241,10,42,7,7,78,41,56,0.11699999999999999,0.7240000000000001,0.158,0.3822,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,0,1,9,11,2,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,4,4,6,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069431771872185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18676870078368554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410980088551757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22461312473317965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20973083995525366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062523853800253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21446216473287166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197464590355226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068654835894778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5020088689776013,0.25484327485348884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17424949499137066,0.0,0.0,0.20804960473490816,0.0,0.0,0.14901840627127824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23802611096591145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118369220169304,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,zer0onetwothree,2020/02/25,"Help: Being in an office full of extroverts; saying no to social outings Background: I just graduated college (physics) and am working my first proper job in an office. I love the work I do (entry level graphic design, which is what I've always wanted to do) and an important advantage is that they're a small company and doesn't mind that I don't have too much experience, and I can learn/ask questions on the job. This is one big factor about the job that makes me want to stay. Now the difficulties... The office is small with 5 people and they all seem to be extroverts and love talking. They have the radio on in the office and they talk a lot. Even while they're doing their work, they talk to themselves or curse when they do a mistake or just bring up a random topic all the time and chat to one another. Loudly. Like honestly 80% of the time they're here. They're all women in their 40's and from my experience of working there 4 months, they love gossiping and badmouthing people and just talk sh!t about people, even about the staff. There's one staff i feel really bad for, whenever he comes up the office to get something, talk a bit and then goes outside, the women start badmouthing him immediately. One person resigned recently because they were stressed about the job, and now they keep making fun about mental health/illnessses and slagging off about it. (I feel especially offended by this as I'm diagnosed with depression, borderline pd, and anxiety so my mental health affects me big time) Another thing is that they say they like the current team, because 2 people used to work here in place of another 2, whenever they do social gatherings or whatever, the 2 of them didn't participate often. And of course, I've heard them talking bad and critisizing them just for not participating. With the radio on full blast (I sometimes turn it down when they're away) and all the talking and chattering and bantering and laughing, all the noise and buzzing, I can't concentrate. I get headaches and just genuinely can't concentrate on doing my work. Sometimes I pretend/force myself to join in with some replies just to, I guess, not seem like an outsider, but ultimately I find it so so annoying and irritating. I want to put on my headphones so i can concentrate and do the work, but I'm nervous about it because I know that they'll badmouth me as soon as I leave to go to the bathroom or something. I know I shoudn't care, but for some reason when I imagine them all badmouthing me, I'm scared that it'll affect my job, like they'll end up disliking me. During lunch break I just eat and look at my phone or draw (there isn't a break area there so we just sit at our desk lol), and from time to time I don't mind replying to them. But just from my observations and experienced, they are the type of people I don't desire to be close with/be friends and hangout and socialise outside of work. They have organised some social event things in the following months and I really don't want to go. I agreed to go to one just because I was scared to say no when they booked it... Which is on this Friday. They're also organising another thing for the end of March. How do I say I don't want to go? How do I deal with the thought of feeling like they won't like me, even though that doesn't matter to me? Is it ok in the workplace to be an introvert and not a social person/not participate in social things? (Sorry for wall of text. I find it hard to word things concisely. Also am writing this during work and cannot concentrate)",5.789158119224126,6.3545511892285305,6.133797772587254,79.5426221184117,66.94759825327512,9.476578314884398,30.67834535052977,9.471427190081453,2.620838556582376,2805,101,541,53,43,902,271,687,0.085,0.838,0.077,-0.8543,6,0,2,0,0,0,83.0,2,0,24,12,45,28,2,4,37,2,46,7,0,8,6,109,84,61,0,7,22,0,4,6,1,4,2,6,0,3,27,41,2,1,13,6,0,8,18,12,0,6,5,12,73,16,82,71,14,70,0,2,1,3,61,34,0,15,30,368,100,22,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908822148827923,0.04634773694937228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336296365627579,0.04261115192154473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052072964044347116,0.0,0.052332971431738415,0.0,0.09301610270227323,0.13581937593440807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608111217700615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05679093426410994,0.0,0.0,0.047981523741663416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05742533825068405,0.04797523401997903,0.05653539475404806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05699608144655517,0.0,0.0,0.09866919732618187,0.0,0.0,0.11037005751978833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897263308202512,0.0,0.0,0.08449237577252527,0.03979284230674685,0.0,0.0,0.10181950388576516,0.047379285933800384,0.0,0.0,0.04303449420084102,0.0,0.05820300084412676,0.0,0.12662476474876244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06136098799704168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04989720132437249,0.0,0.0,0.1184152260488107,0.0,0.0,0.03733524067911892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27637349390217897,0.049509653863943716,0.0,0.0,0.06122368236988277,0.0,0.0,0.05897937092015986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327632110538218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04677485457471982,0.0,0.0,0.04735504207965318,0.15081712102422304,0.0,0.07436176877700466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226711772897348,0.0,0.1124843668193887,0.0,0.08892009574425347,0.0,0.04094668188275963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18872237018618795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930804783981441,0.09727201932485384,0.0581957434318871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055994941470823865,0.06239792544183425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136703976976316,0.057269957918231314,0.054998068511356524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771828472528778,0.11153293931649934,0.0,0.0,0.10141629056399476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839010369240624,0.0,0.08576278147257939,0.11017952837138968,0.06235276681935504,0.0394254909291226,0.05936990961671487,0.0,0.0,0.0638053662758727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133927668277868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850265177674327,0.0,0.05472600026919247,0.044220413007113685,0.16239865526923264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06058674905041375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04810782437594612,0.0,0.0,0.16426961663625725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649592598623709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BigStrawbs22,2020/02/25,"For those of you who have gotten treatment or even just told somebody else’s, how? Not a living soul knows how I feel I’m at a point in my life where I can’t just hide away anymore. I need to go back to school, I need to talk to colleagues, I need to be reliable enough to hold down a proper job. I really want medication but the idea of talking to a doctor makes me want to run again. I’ve spent the last two years only talking to 5 people and I want more. I can’t live my life like this but I can’t tell anyone. Any advice would be greatly appreciated",1.6184873949579843,3.0582113949579828,3.4291512605042023,91.67246638655465,77.90756302521008,6.104537815126051,20.303361344537816,6.742157984588678,0.10711697478991587,432,10,100,4,10,145,81,119,0.013000000000000001,0.865,0.12300000000000001,0.8971,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,0,6,0,7,4,0,3,0,21,21,6,0,7,6,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,3,1,13,2,16,15,2,12,1,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,5,61,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15397292166920126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715115310311377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626440142632422,0.11017470527422588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803964565424366,0.1211595116965382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16127678701099754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162724322278704,0.0,0.0,0.16280911985530405,0.0,0.10407170189307426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796707507564659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954911593788352,0.0,0.0,0.1737184816359087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17787427911955864,0.0,0.0,0.15636121162686578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659485593616269,0.12843836281441784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22258885830647315,0.0769794136114798,0.0,0.2782695886905331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517738243021152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15873245692715476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35050242311125746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983701612414095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923731186216576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489520091380017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009416338291523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946649871786667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3799398315591887,0.13772074712458918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056228772201627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15392033640736705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788117911895395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193127435401977,0.0,0.0,0.1014681617916547 socialanxiety,hgrtgf,2020/02/25,"I think I now realize why I've spent many years entirely socially isolated. I grew up friends with people not really like me or my parents, so never quite fit in as much as I tried. I was torn down all the time and couldn't possibly figure out what I was doing wrong. I've spent over 10 years in practical solitude thinking have I got depression or anxiety or am I just odd or something, but I don't think it's that. I think it's just because of the people I was associating with were not very similar to me. There wasn't much other option in my school.",4.85048872180451,5.025017307017546,6.287744360902256,78.98921052631579,68.91228070175438,10.373934837092731,30.32080200501253,10.290406445055957,2.9251644110275694,439,16,91,11,7,150,76,114,0.13699999999999998,0.843,0.02,-0.7963,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,2,0,10,0,0,0,2,23,17,9,0,1,9,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,6,0,2,1,6,2,0,0,8,0,15,2,13,8,3,14,0,1,0,0,3,8,0,5,6,62,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464081876043161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666587134700185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648387040953627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786275461443046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15306721729809228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350052421235096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940332727444356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813784285345364,0.0,0.1476070902971087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125092127542882,0.0,0.0,0.26536304820948664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21575663247231427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20356037441368405,0.0,0.0,0.12260545040667126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19369076126874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950918217445419,0.0,0.1473367045136922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4905243951341847,0.0,0.0,0.11159751245929014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993713013210087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15791179098424238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17269423485094024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20924829064149275,0.0,0.24648996071252294 socialanxiety,Eskober,2020/02/25,Lonely Started a new year and everybody’s made friends and settled down while I’m an outsider who nobody knows it’s just so damn depressing every single day without anybody or anything,8.403529411764708,9.091034058823533,7.698823529411764,70.14470588235297,61.352941176470594,9.15294117647059,43.470588235294116,8.841846274778883,4.422988235294119,154,9,22,2,2,48,32,34,0.23399999999999999,0.685,0.08199999999999999,-0.6975,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,1,6,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,1,5,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084698916602107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24174745961348754,0.0,0.3228580497815895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158275797993517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289608443915762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20600794445480092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35469245654284154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620327955726924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653210009930835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613423525522052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24139132991589865 socialanxiety,FitAgency5,2020/02/25,"I’ve never been this embarrassed in all my life. I wished the ground would literally swallow me up.... I do not get female attention at all, so little things like them looking at me or speaking to me makes me happy. It’s stupid, but it’s a “big deal” for me... Now the story... I travelled back to my home country to attend my cousins wedding. His new wife was drop dead gorgeous. One day before my departure back home, our entire family of relatives had a house gathering at my cousins house and my married cousin was also there with his new wife. The gathering started but I was in the shower. I got ready then went outside and greeted everyone. I saw my cousins new wife sitting. I’m a bit shy so I greeted her too but it was in a low voice. She didn’t respond. I’m sure she didn’t hear me. Her ignoring me would really suck but I’m sure that wasn’t the case. I HOPE that wasn’t the case.. Anyway, when she didn’t respond, one of my aunt and cousin were also nearby and heard my greet her without her responding. I don’t know why, but her not responding to my greeting in front and having my aunt and cousin witnessed made me so embarrassed. I was red in the face. I felt my face burning from embarrassment. I went back into the room and stayed there until it was time for us to go to the airport. I buried my face in my hands and my chest was feeling heavy due to extreme embarrassment. It was so hard to face my aunt and my cousin who witnessed the bride not responding to my greeting. I don’t know why but I found it really embarrassing that they happened to be there at the moment the bride didn’t respond. I’m back home now and believe me, every time I see a picture of my aunt, that embarrassing moment haunts me and I have to burry my face in for a few seconds. I still don’t know why that the bride not responding to my greeting and my aunt witnessing that made me embarrassed....",3.0112242824485667,4.632198099737536,4.131309795952927,87.33355092710188,74.56430446194226,7.330827194987724,26.20108373550081,8.049812674583475,1.5088133265599868,1480,53,308,23,31,482,164,381,0.12300000000000001,0.769,0.10800000000000001,-0.7799,1,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,2,0,2,0,19,17,2,7,19,0,26,9,7,3,5,46,54,28,1,4,12,15,4,1,0,2,1,4,5,0,15,14,1,1,7,1,0,6,15,11,0,3,26,12,65,6,35,25,4,48,0,1,4,0,44,18,1,2,22,210,80,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699445012116895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268147815961808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041535504534487,0.11971323208626485,0.0,0.0,0.11600316612781478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852581820628191,0.10954445271094564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895245946015844,0.10153140370385384,0.0,0.0,0.10016795263753046,0.0,0.053725825243694236,0.0,0.10202166170982556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650335002273013,0.0,0.0,0.05551396010739758,0.0,0.06038728275967184,0.0,0.08498199559267512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396112858922367,0.11311064360166485,0.09518379477409776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975734062147005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197479082608744,0.10553539553889506,0.0,0.2452084854372589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17518524877154787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505119500581868,0.051910926956048174,0.1064956316044358,0.0,0.0,0.08922761277702562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20108249191164,0.07092617572172356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195056602255764,0.30786582295993103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400255626608993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613961277948367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846716430280204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520798236899616,0.11325391289939625,0.0848555455225992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20028855013594865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059123809550755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391653130401685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781193109759093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19699928272879472,0.2876363919859262,0.0,0.12218824413364762,0.1024262277701352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096130080737344,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Ellaiva,2020/02/25,"I hate learning new things Learning is fun for some, but not for me. I hate the process. Training in jobs is always the worst for me because i always start at square one and because I’m a slow leaner, I mess up a lot. I like knowing everything and being in control. When I know barely anything the control is gone and my anxiety is ten times worse",1.939,4.1718869000000005,3.1442857142857146,90.33071428571432,80.0,5.142857142857143,27.142857142857146,6.1826913282559595,1.0507142857142862,273,12,54,2,7,88,47,70,0.278,0.655,0.067,-0.9590000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,1,6,2,0,5,0,5,0,0,2,0,13,12,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,4,0,2,1,1,9,2,7,10,3,10,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,2,6,38,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3538047074645149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16264036965598086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749537846259367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592010836633581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4769036779919025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19107346421737348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41980200789506383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109752268332288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336816040709635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386686748710523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807470861874347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20533286864158687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406499080779486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048117991241025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412436880432649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397025723807135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21666016269266924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,yeetme_away,2020/02/25,"I’m panicking lmao I have a long oral exam today at school, I’m fucking panicking because I hate those😭😭 I’m going to mess up so bad omggg",-1.892187500000002,-0.028083343749996104,2.024750000000001,91.94525,101.1875,5.0600000000000005,18.9,6.742157984588678,0.4710175000000003,111,4,25,2,5,41,24,32,0.423,0.474,0.10300000000000001,-0.9033,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,7,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,8,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429610250834238,0.25039079817046084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797338955505468,0.0,0.0,0.23344000585675814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4055328717951137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36350287229925693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4157032708226571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893451656975237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,EdensGardens,2020/02/25,"Not afraid of most things, just 'talking.' So, I'm comfortable doing most things in front of people. Dancing, acting up for laughs, but afraid of talking infront of groups. Could this be social anxiety or just a lack of confidence?",4.602804878048783,7.413434097560978,4.236768292682928,82.94344512195124,73.87804878048779,7.0268292682926825,27.32317073170732,8.07648339933343,2.0763609756097567,182,7,30,3,4,55,32,41,0.105,0.711,0.185,0.5912,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,4,3,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,2,3,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,0,24,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872591653291052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998090060622294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26032686076224965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827785508029852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6036310117989906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4989357073048286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fellinloveinoctober,2020/02/25,"How did you learn that you had social anxiety? How were you treated? Sorry if the question is personal/intrusive. I *suspect* that I have social anxiety, but I don't want to self-diagnose because I know that results may be inaccurate. I want to talk to a professional/psychologist but I'm a bit scared to bring it up to my parents. I do want to treat it (if I have it), as my daily life with it (assuming I have it) is stressful and exhausting. Thank you!",1.1345757575757571,3.6450551444444446,3.8586868686868723,81.97045454545454,86.44444444444444,7.717171717171718,27.070707070707073,8.575989854853784,2.5858888888888893,353,17,69,10,11,124,55,90,0.221,0.7040000000000001,0.075,-0.8501,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,4,0,0,2,6,0,2,3,0,12,2,0,3,0,18,19,8,0,5,4,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,0,14,3,9,14,1,2,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,5,0,53,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287425216425369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097980845132232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23457710731933515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180836165579568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808427382797773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15176561824119858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23858233482789035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406981556469029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151175106966038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241512243208131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4380559481104206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405239575935968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461273171220065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17270047827115415,0.0,0.1978189731283732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801991185430855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwawaynumber862,2020/02/25,How do I initiate a conversation? I just don’t get it. I can hardly bear to be near the girl I like. I shy away every time I want to say anything to her. She seems to always be with her friends but I don’t want to be judged by them. I feel like I would be fine continuing a conversation but I cannot seem to initiate anything at all. I really just want to talk to her. Help,-0.7875609756097575,1.2421751219512205,2.2860487804878065,93.27785365853659,90.46341463414636,6.206829268292682,17.956097560975607,7.554174236665415,0.34591804878048826,288,8,71,6,10,102,47,82,0.02,0.7559999999999999,0.22399999999999998,0.9072,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,1,1,14,17,3,0,4,4,0,2,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,16,4,13,12,1,5,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,2,4,49,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19713527041593826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899276738253689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225928417202913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19961415498001145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979317252818915,0.1692547089694651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830427375723427,0.0,0.12378020013101645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21223254733717706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15880155648941408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23149294034060364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177613417420405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18840719528774647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4313636259469029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19042621187888156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814915216531842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41922222004606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683001896264038,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,basel564,2020/02/25,"Friend at lunch asked me “How many words have you said today”. I had no idea what to say and just sat there for awhile and had no idea what to do. Sorry if this is super long haven’t talked about this stuff to anyone before. I have always been the type that can’t say much to people if I’m not comfortable with them. The people at my lunch table are nice people and I’ve been friends with them for awhile. However I don’t talk that much because my friends are kinda split into 2 groups that sit at one table. Sometimes I have no idea what to say so I just sit there a listen and laugh but I never say anything and when I do someone else is probably talking kinda loud and nobody hears me. I’m cool with them individually but when it’s all of them together it’s a bit overwhelming. And the only times I find that I talk is when I add to what someone else says which nobody reacts to and I don’t care that much. Today one of my good friends just points out of nowhere “Hey how many words has (my name) said”. I said something but someone else was talking so nobody heard. Every now and then I talk and have conversations but that kinda rare. But there are people I can talk to for hours I’m not sure what the problem is. I want to be able to talk more and be more interactive but I’m not sure how. I haven’t told anybody this and I’m scared people won’t believe me bc if I can tell them I’m comfortable and I talk a lot around them but then again I don’t want to tell someone that I’m not comfortable with because that would just be weird. Any ideas would be greatly appreciated on what to do thanks.",1.1096920444824647,3.28020635928144,2.4047681779298564,94.81846107784432,82.7125748502994,5.1345081266039365,18.524893071000854,6.3317336037704965,-0.23808698032506426,1260,30,282,11,35,404,142,334,0.087,0.795,0.11800000000000001,0.9099,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,6,1,19,21,0,2,7,1,35,2,0,4,4,64,55,33,0,8,18,0,0,0,4,3,0,12,0,0,21,21,2,0,5,0,0,0,15,4,0,2,11,13,33,17,30,37,8,23,0,1,0,0,40,8,0,7,13,185,54,1,0.07260079658545135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060409678687649786,0.0,0.0,0.04937103126550317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050764165025148335,0.0,0.059744269601054625,0.06463010122376878,0.06787194442025836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851354348451991,0.0,0.0617779305928835,0.0817962362605996,0.0,0.0,0.07926126642985347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402135070831732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819459488492064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06116930236992379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663558128047748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22436478139142835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06089410365441314,0.0,0.08004263453878734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182637421697983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149716031987001,0.0,0.0,0.327829849382568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06424942036429022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617226010278961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721162518407466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16010981713507946,0.0,0.05599421002383979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983923573793712,0.055216177320425296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516612552977641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863121942453546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827593800956922,0.06946915738052932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20717994890368732,0.2886753371367749,0.0726860626934032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460576773934523,0.055891640165484015,0.07180404422057321,0.08127064786265048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311054250194058,0.0,0.0,0.13685078317330526,0.0,0.0,0.5251839320347997,0.12691259245065387,0.06684105927124129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04233410832911711,0.0,0.13763413234936112,0.06937317237618543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564366169575502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314704575137856,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,See-bott,2020/02/25,"Ways to approach a girl while she is walking with her friends? So I have been noticing a girl for a few days now walking in/around a park near my house with her 2 friends (probably). I think she is pretty cute and I want to strike a conversation with her. Any tips/ideas?",2.1392727272727257,4.066689836363636,2.6454545454545446,95.68818181818185,77.9090909090909,5.854545454545455,25.54545454545455,6.742157984588678,0.7005636363636367,211,8,48,2,5,65,39,55,0.027999999999999997,0.7090000000000001,0.263,0.9111,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,6,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,9,3,7,5,1,8,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,0,3,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001276623597008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619809784087131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897930555770404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4547362903383971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395717769064832,0.0,0.3322182043142171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33505173620608225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993992837856516,0.31729498232729064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885694984053443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17358018833882893,0.23359413664845224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Instant_Insanity,2020/02/25,Birthdays Anyone else hide their birthdays on social media and don't tell anyone about it because you don't want the attention. Currently at work and have not told any of my co-workers just keeping it to myself. The only people to wish me a happy birthday is my Mom and the pharmacist who refilled my prescriptions today aha. Kind of makes for a depressing day but I just get super anxious on my birthdays and don't like telling people,5.518353413654619,7.067433626506027,5.870060240963856,77.61585341365465,68.1566265060241,7.9429718875502,31.90562248995984,8.344100000000001,2.6625116465863456,353,15,58,5,6,113,61,83,0.10800000000000001,0.782,0.11,0.4809,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,2,3,5,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,1,0,13,11,5,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,9,4,9,10,0,6,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,0,4,39,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373718350545826,0.0,0.0,0.2282106567596165,0.0,0.28249628682117084,0.2069802664853816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314172485341715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302779436776378,0.0,0.17398852046911528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16875110926048142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554043362784944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150404393876787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17955329662671954,0.0,0.21035943136699692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869052271475176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348413863243428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23658841172368775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15363559173830724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800927391326293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20592091892035289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531264239291357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19147922215053956,0.1930265531952393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914909073572733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23229833081881426,0.0,0.0,0.2941273205370624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CIoverload,2020/02/25,"Here's a tip that has helped me... If you take public transportation, sit next to a stranger. You don't have to talk to them, or interact with them. Just be comfortable being near people and get used to that, since I started doing that I've been able to be much more social with strangers and cashiers and whatnot.",5.343852459016394,6.164014491803278,4.672254098360657,88.7267418032787,68.01639344262296,8.067213114754097,28.364754098360656,8.07648339933343,1.5934885245901642,248,8,51,3,4,74,47,61,0.0,0.9420000000000001,0.057999999999999996,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,1,0,9,12,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,1,8,8,2,5,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,2,2,36,9,0,0.3523224853118141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840739570011038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361543352652578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25899756544891445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3746989601405644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24425604977719265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29144480065003703,0.0,0.0,0.35914840475859794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24937566849758205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649026618801834,0.28318346795509003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30429350607918537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,zohpiel,2020/02/25,"Jury Duty Tomorrow ok so I have jury duty tomorrow and I'm literally freaking out. I'm basically a neet because of social anxiety and I haven't maybe kinda really left my house for like 7 years? lol just thinking about it is giving me a panic attack. mostly because I don't really know what to expect. how long will I have to be there? will there be a lot of people? i have no reliable source of transportation, how the hell am I gonna get back home! I wanna die lol",0.625,3.0402148333333368,3.877916666666668,81.50875,88.16666666666666,6.95,19.458333333333336,8.07648339933343,1.3784333333333336,368,11,70,9,12,133,67,96,0.218,0.659,0.12300000000000001,-0.8941,0,0,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,0,0,8,6,2,1,4,3,11,0,0,2,0,15,18,5,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,9,2,9,13,2,8,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,3,6,47,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794923639644158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669270679477532,0.0,0.18041704877045497,0.0,0.28605822371951056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24351032957193056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225852123238784,0.22507980013933848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23535440544111674,0.0,0.0,0.27073311103000824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289472706512367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25492768157209866,0.0,0.0,0.11462904088495267,0.0,0.0,0.20764138843488192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994752093104926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357187584396529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275289371009296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16266385647997686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006217410175305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23917714472151516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15034231470510745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510949164310345 socialanxiety,CookieGuy_7,2020/02/25,"Why does everyone not wanna stay friends? Idk if this is the right subreddit, but I had lots of friends just about 4 months ago, and now they ignore and don't talk to me except when needed. I'm usually the ""quiet"" guy so does that mean anything? Just asking. Thanks.",1.7433333333333323,4.30468307692308,2.539999999999999,92.28833333333336,83.61538461538461,5.7743589743589725,20.2051282051282,7.1686216300943375,0.5457974358974362,208,6,42,3,6,65,46,52,0.175,0.757,0.068,-0.6209,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,13,8,6,0,3,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,3,3,5,7,1,7,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,5,26,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207991673003778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19308637902819345,0.0,0.219354058108347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4106650958460544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22420584844809766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625601543847342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323276644411973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994801110844601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25558863856225605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872851316114216,0.0,0.0,0.17398047090841412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20037884090858651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500919784950464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18859245030254432,0.0,0.2160223598225229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25841966736823324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117235290664601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cracked0_0,2020/02/25,"I need help My grandma says that I have to go to a ""school"" but Im suspicious, I can't find anything about it online and my grandma is being weird about it. I have a feeling they are gonna drive me to a pysch ward as a punishment. They did it before and no one listened to me. I'm almost 100 percent sure that's what they are gonna do, I'm not depressed or anything. I got kicked out of school last year and I went a little while later as a punishment. So I got kicked out of the same school and I think there gonna do the same thing as a punishment. Any suggestions im under 16 so",-0.18958705357142944,1.7722474296875037,2.0804017857142867,96.4315625,86.421875,5.2196428571428575,19.299107142857142,6.5431188927421005,-0.03225178571428612,453,13,108,5,14,153,73,128,0.168,0.754,0.078,-0.9229999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,0,5,6,3,0,9,0,10,0,0,0,1,17,23,12,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,7,6,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,5,0,1,4,3,15,1,14,15,3,11,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,2,4,70,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18199920419219187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359815635149947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29913418399331176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546582708274623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15654344537046647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918996914495441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16611879305842978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329432126762099,0.0,0.29072868172090083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182509015403492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926484887192231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14815281393556667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18216408292994346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347674197887399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316042079179156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453714471702073,0.0,0.5518306990795505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17129989046125055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207485035472742,0.11645987402349638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684866934704052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117042862933593 socialanxiety,Papiteeto,2020/02/25,"pls tell me how to get through this speech without stuttering. desperate so i had to sign up for this speech class this semester as a requirement, and so far its been the most frightening thing i’ve ever faced. i know for most people giving speeches comes with usual nervousness and jitters, but i just feel like im always at such a different level of anxiety than everyone else in the room. even in high school, theres always been the shy kids , or the quieter kids that i expected to not do so great or show their nervousness on stage (i know it sounds bad but it was just a coping mechanism for me) but they still seem to perform better than me. i absolutely dread giving speeches because of how choked up i get every time. today for example, i had to give a 60 second pitch for a film idea in front of about 25 students, and the idea itself was actually really good (i got the most votes). i had practiced every day multiple times a day this whole week, so i knew i memorized what i’d say. i got up there and started with a joke, it was good and the whole class laughed , but then maybe 25 seconds in is when the shakes started coming in and my voice started trembling. then suddenly my brain totally blanked and i was up there repeating the same thing about three times bc i couldnt move forward. it was so obvious i was nervous, so now im left wondering if i just got sympathy votes. point is. this is something that always seems to happen. i’ll be comfortable at first, but soon enough my voice starts shaking on its own, and the rest of my body follows, until my brain blanks. i have a 20 min group presentation wednesday morning where im supposed to speak for 5 mins straight. i’ve been practicing every day but i just know once im up there i’ll hit another blank and i really dont want to let my group down. any advice other than just “practice” and “breathe?” i almost wanna take a shot of tequila before but im worried itll just make me forget what to say. im also prescribed 10mg adderall for adhd and was wondering if it would be better to take it or skip out, since it may induce more trembling?? also are there any meds i can talk to my doc about that help with this? sorry if this is a lot thank you!",3.6482724737750623,5.102700121896163,4.567768556632586,85.52075653963618,72.6117381489842,7.920568317620503,26.79916345770814,8.4952907291091,1.7941722745983268,1746,61,353,30,34,566,233,443,0.095,0.774,0.131,0.9673,1,0,2,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,2,5,32,20,0,8,20,0,29,5,5,4,3,72,60,39,0,8,21,0,1,1,0,3,0,10,1,2,26,17,0,1,13,4,0,8,4,10,0,4,17,11,36,10,53,35,12,61,0,0,0,0,16,25,0,16,30,235,62,5,0.0,0.0,0.0739911286310249,0.0,0.0911230559609722,0.0740921746739595,0.0,0.0,0.07592456924013062,0.0,0.0,0.12126931452548388,0.1892694071930916,0.0,0.0,0.1031228331081297,0.07950575678102141,0.058003461045036474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06330802672955324,0.04622025881673824,0.0,0.06451875789302107,0.0,0.0,0.13411642154108375,0.0,0.0842209147706387,0.0,0.16928438457104775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306275149920976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466963439580026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921763165082796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886257200666893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333937546283025,0.0,0.0,0.07834417646986626,0.0,0.05007957653647803,0.06858514902203701,0.1916493821765246,0.07245096865263925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03833777470389015,0.0541671012053456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449397498248174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922751063811527,0.21820550687039147,0.0,0.12719143853109868,0.18192483332592585,0.08359379003741642,0.0,0.0,0.0670489575997663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05082174690619885,0.08010988297446778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17118714142276542,0.4914032591699807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12500901695571126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238059559068557,0.07753291632705009,0.0,0.03704269619468815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446097358763098,0.0,0.0,0.05061163291758103,0.0,0.07617317818294113,0.0,0.0842209147706387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805865623390913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074773072031427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052565281633051714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167609836488263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097146759111481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120593059739423,0.0,0.07673569839138983,0.0,0.13805061806100824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272056737441062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058371317483012525,0.0,0.08487628515454577,0.21466821000279596,0.0,0.060551378631506926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401709836688866,0.06094268191294365,0.06627158555908827,0.06980651632463497,0.0,0.0,0.10074525500162043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326368847106318,0.0,0.07187019035473632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835069885523327,0.0,0.04472165562192485,0.0,0.060819665629069423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16930463931335687,0.0,0.07308949888083227,0.16445099164033455,0.0,0.07700070719796016,0.0,0.05386162346606811,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,matthaeusmuniz,2020/02/25,"Book about social interaction, but with exercises Hey guys, I was thinking if there is a book about social interactions with exercises. And by exercises, I mean a social situations is given and you have to analise, like a math problem. Some think like: ""Problem 1. You are in a dinner with your jobmates and one of then says that you have a funny voice, in a mean way. Analize this situation."" Not the best sample, but something like this. Maybe any Social Psicology book? Do you have recommendations?",4.471298377028717,7.369257528089893,5.635205992509363,72.27418227215982,74.84269662921349,8.000499375780276,27.86641697877653,8.841846274778883,2.6419053682896383,396,16,66,9,9,131,58,89,0.11699999999999999,0.743,0.14,0.32,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,5,0,1,3,6,0,0,7,0,8,5,1,0,0,18,13,7,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,6,1,1,4,6,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,3,7,4,10,11,2,4,0,0,0,0,14,2,0,2,4,47,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786501552215938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16645878078393153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570557914822748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324767975972729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593521201741967,0.34556087859637685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748300049591404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035501405212853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261386238973693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3565843615132476,0.0,0.6467603233764978,0.0,0.12211113439352697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032707685950975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12590281062786504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TheFiveHundred,2020/02/25,"Presentation tomorrow I've literally done a million of these, but this is the first one of the semester - different class, different audience. I think I'm getting better at it, but I'm just as anxious. Wish me luck, everyone.",5.966504065040648,7.704842073170737,7.87170731707317,62.96821138211385,67.29268292682927,13.271544715447154,40.495934959349604,12.45797560212912,6.352505691056909,179,11,29,8,3,63,33,41,0.054000000000000006,0.6970000000000001,0.248,0.872,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,7,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,4,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,20,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320725866007176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599692164170867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6142169732846493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008063454461653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808756949053524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500282656987373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357339259874195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19918378247463286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18834718219853053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33802061951597395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,brooke1001,2020/02/26,"Hey guys! I am a junior at university and I really need to get a job this summer. I am majoring in medical technology, so I can't work in my field until I graduate and have my certifications. Where are some good places I could work with minimal contact with people? continued below... I worked as a cashier before, and it gave me so much anxiety. I have applied to some internships, but there is so much competition, that I am not counting on getting in. What jobs have you guys worked before you got a degree?",3.2389342403628087,5.481388653061226,5.3934013605442175,75.78890022675739,75.73469387755101,9.253514739229024,27.21541950113379,9.725611199111238,2.9633773242630377,400,16,74,12,9,139,67,98,0.017,0.9520000000000001,0.03,0.2762,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,4,5,1,0,0,4,0,10,1,0,0,0,11,15,9,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,14,1,12,12,5,11,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,2,3,58,18,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303757160920424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182088201631421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14928662806834894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19537645723449745,0.0,0.0,0.15682818032913376,0.1495432968166328,0.0,0.0,0.3702750090763903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37109340294488624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18836054986408005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27490052147607896,0.13864173386254805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962692398489262,0.0,0.19535209547528384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978282211660946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5444885139001644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,early-worm,2020/02/26,Trouble talking to authority figures Does anyone know how to relieve anxiety whilst talking one on one with someone who is of a higher authority? I talked to a counsellor at my school today to learn about scholarships and I was nervous the whole time. My mouth gets really dry so I keep having to swallow to bring back saliva lmao. And I also find myself getting twitchy/doing jerky movements in class whenever I’m nervous. What helps you guys whenever you’re in these types of situations?,4.577141073657927,7.501389011235958,5.370037453183521,74.17530586766543,74.61797752808988,8.000499375780276,32.36079900124844,8.841846274778883,3.408534581772785,398,20,61,9,9,129,69,89,0.094,0.775,0.131,0.5204,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,2,3,0,3,2,1,1,0,9,9,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,1,4,0,1,2,0,3,0,2,1,0,8,1,14,8,1,10,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,4,40,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742114325956406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16665165600548967,0.0,0.0,0.15232304529353166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16751018976595702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19063857387819436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991073717915699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227631172539562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157018703051633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14601763636886755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936316065774572,0.0,0.0,0.11972250917413345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29523628532470914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955777801711108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22047186463120927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24486812289459786,0.0,0.0,0.1845802778389859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5252892851163901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702780194026325,0.0,0.20649261310022315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432173701589613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Soul_Mining,2020/02/26,Being afraid of becoming the center of attention when you're about to sneeze in a crowded place and biting your tongue so that you can avoid sneezing and making too much noise... Still remembering some high school memories.,10.3,10.12120425641026,8.353461538461541,69.90403846153849,57.71794871794872,11.902564102564106,34.884615384615394,11.20814326018867,3.9338615384615374,182,6,29,4,2,54,36,39,0.057999999999999996,0.9420000000000001,0.0,-0.29600000000000004,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,2,2,6,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,20,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4071266912819368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3894814867832768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460656950847313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27098800646093163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851435030138293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4175898460707064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730767389631201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943911550050937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bluhdger,2020/02/26,Has anyone ever mistaken your social anxiety for selective mutism? It’s exhausting. People who don’t understand social anxiety or realise that it’s an actual thing jump to conclusions so easily.,5.816818181818181,9.477582121212123,8.009318181818184,52.33397727272728,76.27272727272728,14.20909090909091,32.49242424242424,11.698219412168324,7.142278787878789,162,8,18,9,4,57,29,33,0.23,0.685,0.085,-0.5079,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.2974594874664658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4663715802951841,0.0,0.0,0.2131366139757386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275726342513877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21132319539374764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6214494059278016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025082768158696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31732745077862856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,girlfrog99,2020/02/26,"All of my friends have had many romantic relationships and are able to jump from one partner to the next and casually see many people. My social anxiety has made me feel really unexperienced, immature, and left behind in this area. Anyone else? I've had Social Anxiety Disorder almost my whole life. No one ever showed *any* kind of romantic interest in me in any way until I was 18 years old because I had no friends and was unable to maintain social connections. I dated that first guy who showed interest in me for four months before he dumped me. I'm 20 now, dating someone new who I really care about and enjoy and don't see us breaking up, at least for a while. But he is only the second person I've dated and I can't help but wonder if I'm just attached to him because of I'm so afraid of rejection and being alone again. I've made so much progress with my anxiety and have improved so much to the point where I can function really well but this still worries me. All of my friends have dated tons of people, hooked up with even more. They started dating as early as middle school. My boyfriend has dated way more people than I have. Sometimes it just makes me feel pathetic and embarrassed and resentful of the fact that I was never able to be normal like everyone else.",6.719001721170392,6.5745630602409655,7.269320137693633,74.62346385542169,64.9839357429719,10.487779690189328,31.84193918531269,10.125756701596842,3.0980083763625936,1018,35,187,21,14,336,142,249,0.134,0.736,0.131,-0.2074,2,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,1,2,13,16,2,2,5,0,19,1,0,3,5,32,32,22,0,2,6,0,2,1,4,0,1,0,0,3,7,13,0,0,3,3,0,1,5,5,1,5,8,4,23,11,31,22,9,37,0,1,2,0,18,12,0,3,22,130,30,1,0.21188160966780328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608441292360006,0.10972272373287566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440867603040945,0.0,0.24313327717560115,0.0,0.0,0.07407627398626812,0.10854887405743337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916106263949326,0.0,0.09014782200467647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801371111268336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214173406205479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17699989682312928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997290244126551,0.0958295231978046,0.0,0.10123097901224476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071337081780837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901131944718315,0.0,0.0,0.2455488090514304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048980527751717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100988834384091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032104562423184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510499443064555,0.0,0.07482912349600009,0.051757325965093685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004875021506716,0.07071630987046082,0.21481469606950285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456093968418595,0.0,0.15575736251630626,0.0,0.08170807973135727,0.10231828946752193,0.1126692478130811,0.0,0.1037994953745448,0.0,0.0,0.11116705351161883,0.0,0.1435764622500617,0.08057275595168202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203380446414922,0.09250342445362818,0.0,0.0,0.10014830366233766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20360517703783013,0.0,0.0,0.1137407771521897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072177504015435,0.16884221050075898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239799272640566,0.08976330014485888,0.0,0.10477816488009403,0.0,0.07498544693576559,0.0,0.08460446358967033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274337440679311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16818175947716976,0.0,0.0,0.09525350652486032,0.0,0.0,0.11827912523279813,0.0,0.0,0.11488828371019374,0.0,0.10758802979787016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822240490730834 socialanxiety,wsernamee,2020/02/26,"Tips on ordering food without dyINg So when I order food I have trouble actually talking, most of the time I end up sitting there until the person I’m with helps me. I’m never ordering food alone but my friends and family won’t order food for me. How can I improve my social skills to the point where I can order food without help?",5.503805970149255,5.601159343283584,6.793246268656716,76.19195895522391,67.50746268656717,9.088059701492536,31.67537313432836,8.841846274778883,2.62515223880597,264,10,49,4,4,90,47,67,0.069,0.769,0.162,0.7531,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,3,0,4,5,0,1,1,8,6,6,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,9,1,9,5,1,15,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,5,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.13569714124432075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401853395064593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443166257371688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316102078680374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108821488850272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8407263169733642,0.0,0.10743316817097416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18641061153706745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724740923749718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141703306289865,0.0,0.0,0.13145145673021988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174855966207994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176674647831863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108380203496647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680871676540485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Chili_Maggot,2020/02/26,"Might be showing my privilege here, but how do I hold conversations with my friends, who already know and love me? So often I feel like I'm not enough when we hang out. I'm not able to start conversation threads or keep up existing ones. Nobody's really really interested in the things I have to say, when I'm able to say them- I just end up talking about work nine times out of ten. I hate that. I'm GREAT at listening and asking questions, but that still ultimately relies on them driving the conversation. I want to be better. Does anyone have any tips on how to do this? What to ask about, how to deliver stories and information in a compelling way? So much of the existing sources for stuff like this only talk about introducing yourself to new people. Honestly this applies to texting as well. How do I start chatting with someone when I'm just thinking about them throughout the day? I could send a meme but they'll more often see it, laugh, and say nothing back. Sorry for long post, and thanks for reading.",4.538,6.226635517948713,5.092307692307692,81.70769230769233,70.74358974358974,8.276923076923078,29.41025641025641,8.841846274778883,2.333010256410257,806,32,154,15,15,258,124,195,0.023,0.728,0.249,0.9944,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,4,2,21,13,1,0,6,0,10,1,0,5,0,35,29,19,0,2,8,0,1,2,1,2,0,4,0,0,10,10,0,2,5,3,0,3,2,1,1,3,0,6,16,12,30,24,3,26,0,0,1,1,23,9,0,5,14,105,26,2,0.2801954358383789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546013154742715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527125234050134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795958180328826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619449089053585,0.0,0.0,0.10772649736381958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390504657923647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118566279034122,0.0,0.0,0.09035143806284772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260045705294348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408499487066027,0.14475839309114122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708376156453689,0.1000858376743166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823914933695047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445822859429836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383174919250721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452528878788127,0.0,0.0,0.07699404189653815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688933673248532,0.0,0.0,0.12398207174040192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644366020216705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862153925347926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298794252063057,0.0,0.0,0.1353072489704904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344275387998092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493383941948057,0.10655062752249547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971261176573937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341748871804375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15694150693846448,0.0,0.1401356303513154,0.0,0.1795003710122499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33423398519998515,0.0,0.0,0.1116397426689088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870434175865073,0.0,0.0,0.1568279252414293,0.19832377164439824,0.0,0.11188221850186453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16037836893212495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22521047771241798,0.0,0.128983155937971,0.0,0.0,0.09307469861018457,0.08976896074470382,0.0,0.0,0.08169210595468268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263326383544656,0.1112030474722501,0.0,0.0,0.12596467346888746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199280720093726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Emeraldmoon988,2020/02/26,"Anyone have a hard time saying no to people? I struggle with this so much. I always agree to stuff I don’t wanna do because I don’t wanna disappoint the other person. Like last night my boyfriend asked if I wanted to stay over tonight, I agreed because I did want to at the time. But then last night I barely slept and I feel bad today so I just told him I’d rather stay home and see him tomorrow and now I feel like a shitty person for doing so. Does that make me a bad person? I feel guilty, like I’ve let him down.",1.3257272727272706,3.051079209090912,2.860000000000003,94.15000000000002,79.63636363636364,5.127272727272729,17.363636363636363,5.6839178017228535,-0.5340727272727275,403,7,90,2,10,132,69,110,0.198,0.6809999999999999,0.121,-0.8656,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,5,0,7,1,1,1,0,16,17,9,0,6,4,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,1,3,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,6,17,3,11,13,1,16,0,1,1,0,9,3,0,1,14,58,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809308086453447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764067011858287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14391611830961018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570722962840907,0.18768470101939214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347167383842424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23351493372996926,0.10997705827569704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790287649078767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544175889944884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25096852145629217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15741735975236645,0.0,0.22562662579902595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027582864680913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316597052563825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889305438857009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672483689908162,0.4032518130554748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242181751917625,0.0,0.0,0.12267280537067494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281659530328788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160934865247531,0.17622814212340546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17953104467142889,0.0,0.14592016070721994,0.1470993319623254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18159938475838927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Mo_ody,2020/02/26,"How to give my friend a birthday gift? Lol, I know this sounds dumb and all, but I manage to get awkward about everything in the world and always find reasons to not do things I really want to. We'll be holding his 20th birthday celebration with a group of friends soon. Nobody will bring gifts, but I bought (a simple) one and took great care in wrapping it and writing happy wishes on the tag. It's a cute glasses case since he started wearing glasses recently and is not so comfortable about how he looks with them. He's special to me and I know he'd like it and that there's nothing to fear being judged for, but still I'm certain that it would probably never leave my bag while I keep fussing through the whole party whether to give it to him or not. (No problem about making it awkward for other people that didn't bring gifts... I wouldn't give it in public anyway) So, what do you guys do when you want to get out of this ~~comfort~~ impairment zone for something you really want to do? Please help and thanks",5.83186567164179,6.010701203980098,5.736529850746268,83.76807835820898,66.81094527363183,8.491044776119404,30.680348258706466,8.07648339933343,1.9957990049751249,806,28,160,9,12,252,125,201,0.045,0.667,0.28800000000000003,0.9952,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,1,3,1,0,12,17,1,3,7,1,13,1,1,4,3,39,35,19,0,7,8,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,0,1,15,11,0,2,4,0,1,3,7,5,0,1,3,2,18,12,26,25,2,16,0,0,1,0,21,6,1,1,8,108,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370200799845353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151574878666729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361140030213056,0.0,0.0,0.16729056350480134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587801598418794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22971794077699564,0.0,0.1553436812636367,0.4278418750788955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390477210001486,0.0,0.14720269730558086,0.0,0.15825770430706834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964767527177196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214115729033835,0.0,0.0,0.1634058736133521,0.0,0.0,0.15741581128931872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263069033050024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484198400126753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923569867154826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146603717601331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264902110732847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073991820467992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306627445151208,0.0,0.0,0.16319060677829125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16028707518561527,0.14225326882410516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904784722082264,0.1528533917461982,0.14678972391517084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229780381638995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445033757828732,0.0,0.0,0.10522654859253776,0.0,0.11872484679180825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687166408131532,0.0,0.0,0.0987670738089962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16517337825719014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26306114734238045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598026186939366,0.17095854460877696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560804953563216,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Pranghead98,2020/02/26,"Does anyone else get that weird feeling before/during a social interaction where you just know you won’t be able to function correctly? It’s almost like my body goes into freeze mode and I’m unable to show any emotion on my face. When in a conversation, it’s like I’m watching myself from inside my body and the regular ‘they can see how awkward you look’ thoughts get cranked up to the max. I try to ‘fight back’ this emotion by squeezing out a laugh or a smile when possible, but I have a feeling this comes across as fairly fake looking. It’s not like I’m faking reactions- part of me will genuinely find something funny and laugh, but it’s like my ‘laugh tank’ is running on empty and it kind of fizzles out. The underlying emotion itself is quite a calm one, it’s just knowing that I ‘should be’ showing some sort of emotion on my face and being unable to which causes me to cringe out during social situations. Writing this out, it does sound kind of ridiculous. Makes me want to try just going with it next time. Does anyone else feel like this 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socialanxiety,sulkybean,2020/02/26,i waved to a stranger accidentally i was walking past a corridor and saw someone whom i know and i wasn’t that sure so i continued walking and we made eye contact and for that moment i really thought that person was someone i know so i smiled and waved but a second later i realised i got it wrong. the person saw it and of course didn’t wave back and basically didn’t react and here i am withering. i’m gonna end up thinking about this everytime i walk pass that 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socialanxiety,ssgsecure,2020/02/26,feeling down because i got made fun of for riding a penny board i bought a penny board awhile back because i thought it was really cute and took it out for a ride today... i just wanted to cruise to the nearby mall but i went past a group of skaters and i heard one of them call me a poser and the rest of them laughed. i dont think ill ever dare to bring my penny out again even though i think its really cute. i dont think i can handle being made fun of like that 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socialanxiety,cdrinko,2020/02/26,"3 Fun Breathing Exercises to Help you Calm Down ""When you’re fighting and flighting, you can’t be maxing and relaxing. So forcing yourself to emulate calm, relaxed breathing can encourage your body to follow suit. It’s the ultimate fake it ’til you make it."" [Here are 3 fun breathing exercises to help you calm down.](https://www.playyourwaysane.com/breathing-exercises-to-calm-down/) [https://www.playyourwaysane.com/breathing-exercises-to-calm-down/](https://www.playyourwaysane.com/breathing-exercises-to-calm-down/)",15.54,21.659743,9.839375000000004,38.768125000000026,56.5,8.825000000000003,36.125,9.188382445141503,4.58338125,448,18,44,9,8,121,42,64,0.073,0.551,0.375,0.9682,0,0,0,0,2,0,49.0,0,5,0,0,3,10,1,0,1,0,4,6,4,1,0,3,6,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,8,6,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,2,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5957388591396893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7189779309293373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.358002718631452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fmlaqwe,2020/02/26,"Why don’t you talk? Speak up? Say something!! Stop been so quiet. Currently rifting through all my memories of having being told these things. Lost count tbh. I remember every single report card from elementary to high school telling me that I was too quiet and needed to participate in class discussions more. I remember peers and employers telling me that I was really quiet, and needed to speak up more. I remember freezing on the spot in numerous class presentations, mind utterly blank and unable to say a word. I haven’t had a friend since I was 13 when life just did a 180, heading straight towards a plunging abyss. Every time I attempt a conversation, I fuck up, mind blank, stutter, or am totally unable to comprehend what the other person is saying. I know it’s only through practise and pushing yourself into these situations that you can overcome social anxiety. But all I’m just left with after each attempt is another shitty memory to add to my long list of shitty memories. I’m fucked up and abnormal and all these comments have just reinforced the shame and only encouraged me to withdraw further into isolation. People keep advising me to push through it, or tell you your fears of people judging you are just in your head. Or no don’t worry, your fears of screwing up a presentation are just irrational fears and nothing more. Tbh I’ve had it confirmed enough times that I will fuck up and that yes I am being judged. Can’t remember the last time I had a positive irl social interaction. Feels like I’ve had this crippling anxiety since forever. Wish I could snap my fingers and just vanish for good. Or fly away to another country and ditch all the people, the pain and the shitty memories associated with this one. Eh idk I honestly believe I’m a lost cause. Might as well just end it.",5.628447761194029,7.406187785074625,6.332119402985076,73.53131343283584,68.16417910447761,9.777910447761196,32.80298507462687,10.078955797065145,3.6570023880597,1448,65,242,37,25,474,185,335,0.18100000000000002,0.7440000000000001,0.075,-0.9875,2,1,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,7,0,4,13,18,4,4,15,1,27,9,3,1,5,53,42,21,0,4,12,0,3,1,1,2,2,8,0,1,17,19,0,2,6,0,0,2,5,12,1,1,12,11,29,6,37,25,11,32,0,2,0,4,27,18,4,5,13,167,46,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904006011893989,0.13890684525472094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529935986913223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022882399673469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326542763760684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072487718822384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041220611467227,0.09380942276063986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15298748611160362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306488977604157,0.045905703230956885,0.06485976017177354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014344317160981,0.2517992148877342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614960017664567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863516443451642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592368211500407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069753477394744,0.0,0.0,0.04989532193670625,0.07400524421881544,0.0,0.0,0.09864263646976236,0.0,0.06412703517234768,0.0443549744741784,0.0,0.0,0.08034550767161774,0.0,0.0,0.19821408233778748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631290116897463,0.1833422452897357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463795319531227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711460212192247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06152105232879757,0.13809842247110352,0.0966060168996066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18882521775477654,0.07927355121054581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058161830310515986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41138546511946655,0.0,0.0,0.21659743900899686,0.0,0.0918834289361588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15020338423944954,0.10205076646107088,0.0,0.1850961338772272,0.0,0.06989389442322641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590376338903132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297284966595413,0.2380610582761688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06031625223101673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881958496634066,0.0,0.0,0.08675288775761769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163031554867378,0.0,0.08192305276550947,0.0,0.10440299889426596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220075083921576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,archangel610,2020/02/26,"I don't respond to being teased very well... ... usually when the teasing comes from people I'm not particularly close to. I can take them from close friends easy because I know they mean well and legitimately like me. But when it comes from someone I haven't developed that kind of connection with yet, I automatically assume they just don't like me when they're probably just trying to be playful. It's honestly really hard for me to tell the difference. I get very uncomfortable with no idea how to respond. Sometimes I find myself laughing awkwardly, other times I stutter trying to come up with an equally playful counter. God, I'm about to turn 22 soon but I sound like a fucking 8 year old complaining about teasing.",6.4010116086235485,7.662091970149253,6.771890547263683,73.03024046434496,65.86567164179104,9.836152570480927,35.03814262023217,9.994966539143718,3.6403177446102815,580,27,101,13,9,188,89,134,0.11199999999999999,0.725,0.163,0.7833,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,0,12,18,4,1,4,0,6,1,0,1,0,20,17,7,0,0,5,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,9,0,0,5,2,0,3,5,7,2,0,0,2,16,11,18,15,1,15,0,0,0,1,11,3,1,1,12,64,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358756342462366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43913815091007097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17754036115450966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15531266056949108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128725903229194,0.15709726266794655,0.08878125083354929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222362704407688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19182993911739998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17695562543593754,0.09338891504908732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24905719308283475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851032519200992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17831262721188354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780785275752402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832129496568226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886131242641246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439808771612872,0.0,0.16806481114709726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776598088081753,0.0,0.1485260413528097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908737033749526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307422136974161,0.184834709091357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871535489959538,0.2804195858688282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30557440290197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942915071922464 socialanxiety,GottaReadMoreTheory,2020/02/26,"Discord made me realize that talking in a group is WAY harder than having conversations with just one person Maybe it's just for me, but when the conversation is only between me and someone else, it feels easier. The fact that it's more personal makes it simple to tailor it to whatever the other person is interested in, and vice versa. Which for one thing is cool, because that's my main source of ""wow, you're actually pretty great to talk to !"" and ""I can't really say this to anyone else, thanks !"", and I've recently been able to **start conversations, on my own, even with complete strangers** (boy was I proud of myself). So after having a bunch of great social interactions with individual people, I went ""huh, guess I'm actually capable of using Discord now. I'll keep it simple, and only go to servers about my interests and stuff, and it'll probably go well !""... The only conversations that went well were the ones where I introduced myself. When they stopped being about me and specifically the subjects I brought up, I didn't know how to stay as part of the group, and slowly distanced myself, just occasionally dropping in, talking with two people, then vanishing again. Just like in real life. I'm kinda sad right now.",4.433678414096917,6.795448964757714,5.5748259911894325,75.30946365638769,72.568281938326,8.416651982378855,26.76850220264317,9.120678840339163,2.4921473127753297,973,35,167,22,20,322,137,227,0.045,0.763,0.192,0.991,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,1,1,17,12,0,0,9,2,13,1,0,4,1,31,29,16,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,4,16,13,0,2,3,0,0,5,2,1,2,4,8,3,17,11,31,19,5,26,0,1,0,0,17,8,0,2,11,120,33,0,0.11961424443410287,0.0,0.2334524960109747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363706087803498,0.12255892878017415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291573318775134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254132595329224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19984470532017054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900408033991828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060480555991794624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595906324649076,0.0,0.0,0.2637502535279532,0.13176857567332195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631863639558034,0.0,0.0,0.06573686055824482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448707825727199,0.0584374778816399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131818902349846,0.07984343697959373,0.0,0.12016858578124115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431611230085764,0.2729160687492638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295305703991058,0.0,0.16585091250534406,0.31332763351011683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169068868658835,0.1289643863805973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614719705674258,0.07662794788226354,0.0,0.11810463600870667,0.0,0.0,0.10214991118559592,0.0,0.09512204813822864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193165882357193,0.10134876114612076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466357786159542,0.12749286938511395,0.0,0.1000028643182284,0.0,0.0,0.13692969241979586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884241963072453,0.0,0.11012472559435776,0.0,0.0,0.07946638900007491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684573618262427,0.0,0.0,0.10330830228917368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949442196469993,0.0,0.0,0.21509514167904484,0.22176720590849672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jonassmile76,2020/02/26,"I always get street fight because of eye contact. Can you help me? So i am an mma fighter. Always growing up i had an issue, when i walk the street i will notice someone staring at me. If he did not stare away. I get anxious and angry, so i starts to stare aggresively. I always get into fight. And if he did not stare away i always get get anxious and i cannot let him go away with it. Is this social anxiety issue? Where i grow up you should always not let anyone stare at you so much without saying anything, because where i am from it means i am a coward if i did. So wtf i was just to street fight right before writing this, so wtf? I have no problem fighting but i got myself in a lot of troubles and i always fight and fight, i am a tough short guy but i just cannot ignore someone staring at me!! Is this social anxiety related?",0.6354990925589803,2.7981927011494285,2.833303085299459,91.0604264972777,84.63218390804599,4.582698124621898,21.226860254083483,5.750287758089431,0.14809655172413727,646,21,134,4,19,219,85,174,0.23199999999999998,0.727,0.040999999999999995,-0.9805,0,0,0,0,8,0,19.0,0,3,0,0,10,10,6,0,6,0,19,1,1,0,0,24,28,16,0,5,11,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,5,7,0,1,1,0,0,4,7,10,0,0,6,8,28,0,17,18,2,23,0,0,7,0,19,17,0,4,2,101,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5729406523530348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17558326674512895,0.2592938867329405,0.0,0.08024336071500998,0.0,0.09443829074854802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234644101871195,0.0,0.0,0.13991413420221616,0.0,0.0976529165078514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997886868148178,0.0,0.065221159376179,0.0,0.09178462791104608,0.0,0.0,0.11363115116589992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692168866057822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23956074277602546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347012140949673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756545657939028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12500806261970185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436233055358211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065583541756953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981050612163246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800502413906187,0.0,0.09126232725749696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23396819493280324,0.19447276394676266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122822522037612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106252346588132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Cheyzi,2020/02/26,"Giving classes at my university Hello, Since I had a good result in an exam last semester, my profesor offered me a job to hold two classes each week for a smaller group of students. I’m panicking right now. I could use the money but I’m really anxious about it. I couldn’t even sleep last night. In a few topics I don’t feel like a “pro” and I’m afraid of questions asked by the students. What happens if I can’t answer any questions? There are a few topics I’m not even sure about, am I ready to share my knowledge with other people? I need some advise, it would be great to hear your thoughts",1.7212021857923503,3.8444657377049225,3.3668032786885256,89.03222677595629,80.14754098360656,5.706010928961749,23.281420765027317,6.816661863887847,0.7725715846994534,468,16,95,5,12,155,85,122,0.061,0.78,0.159,0.9123,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,1,9,0,9,1,1,2,1,21,21,3,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,6,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,2,2,12,5,13,15,4,9,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,4,6,60,16,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703299871830265,0.0,0.0,0.21103513726906628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17463634863490873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14914764443635992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467643135948724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445362075565228,0.13345268144015668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919923932221604,0.0,0.15668217562407474,0.0,0.20595186347424,0.0,0.0,0.16518999504025786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21054147390864747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18537396025102296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045400801815673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126290728045024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851266046885702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17530272420475532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295062432452169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4185260455800057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967130608946708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595294357521587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452604461575045,0.0,0.18693872063067374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17606038316238548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483013614533872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18248018179273864,0.0,0.0,0.16133851690542886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14984275107732828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270006919915245,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hannimation,2020/02/26,"I hate being a hermit. Have you ever been so ashamed of yourself you don't even know how to tell a therapist the truth? I hate being a hermit but I am so afraid of being hated. I left a good job unexpectedly and it was all I had going for me. Does anyone here really want to connect with people but not feel you will ever be able to?",1.668215962441316,3.1478964084507046,4.3151408450704265,85.20163145539908,77.87323943661973,6.423474178403758,18.875586854460085,7.1686216300943375,0.3014206572769953,259,5,55,3,6,92,52,71,0.179,0.722,0.099,-0.7885,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,7,7,3,2,5,0,11,0,0,1,4,13,18,6,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,3,1,9,2,7,10,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,45,10,1,0.21399493865173616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14963023673544856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18726841290057786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413416387451384,0.3871413469038884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820227081079133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161825515107813,0.17948880161998004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6338270952287985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123569566511271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760602183186665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325061269858513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483571459855192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709063735387553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18704100859034412,0.0,0.0,0.2484646174331213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621975923447235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,onomyhair,2020/02/26,"[Vent] Ran out of money, can't go to therapy. Very frustrated. I can't work or go to family events because I'm terrified of embarrassment or judgement. It's specifically about ""important"" people, like a boss. For family its everyone. I stay almost completely silent unless someone initiates a conversation. I hate that I'm not independent. For the work issue, I feel entirely uncomfortable with the idea of screwing up in a noticeable way. Maybe I screw up big in the kitchen at McDonalds, or a journeyman mechanic hates me as an apprentice because I'm stupid and can't learn anything. Really catastrophic thinking, and in those fantasies someone is always giving me a reason to feel shame or guilt. It's prevented me from doing anything at all. I barely leave my parents basement. I would love to feel like I can at least try anything, but right now all I can feel is dread for my awful, uneventful, future, where I'll inevitably be living on the street or dead because the people who house me, feed me, and support me in every way will be dead. And I actively degraded the quality of their last years because of my financial burden. I definitely have a problem with shame, as my mother verbally abused me and made me feel like I should be ashamed basically 24/7. But my god, why is it so hard to get over? I know I shouldn't feel this way, I can identify the cognitive distortions, but I feel hopeless against them. Medications didn't help, years of therapy felt like a waste of money. Now I'm really broke so I can't continue to try different therapists, and I can't ask my parents to pay for anything else. Tried to apply for disability today but because social anxiety isn't a severe handicap (apparently), I was denied. Sort of glad because I was already embarrassed about the idea.",6.359942497261777,7.5113261716867505,7.355695509309967,69.20447426067909,65.89759036144578,11.458050383351589,35.572836801752466,11.299434782280676,4.5635915662650595,1427,68,240,45,22,480,181,332,0.254,0.65,0.096,-0.9959,5,0,0,0,1,2,46.0,0,0,2,2,7,25,6,7,17,1,24,6,0,4,2,46,49,20,2,4,11,3,9,4,0,4,1,0,1,0,8,9,2,1,14,1,3,3,9,18,0,0,6,9,36,7,42,36,3,32,0,2,0,3,12,16,2,7,13,151,44,6,0.0,0.10695884606926648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090395456320229,0.0,0.099618595857362,0.0,0.07511443968625807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905866416884894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971482340604086,0.0,0.08439315001003025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301778142801581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464961379392783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431616186107307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541158027373494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605896891577851,0.08625980282462074,0.0,0.0,0.17020286391512504,0.0,0.3195134949517725,0.12898222222413805,0.08667631985664821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04716396186982112,0.0865981704497231,0.1026085509298675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086695416189928,0.17825196746635402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06050814708012596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416302165208316,0.0,0.20381465341112864,0.0,0.09422164873731342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049611727556047015,0.07358461417605522,0.0,0.09558616431596437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17641148099293108,0.0,0.07971278935682559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147498516273308,0.08541857726292364,0.0,0.0,0.09069144902793301,0.0,0.0,0.0909406375498491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277650743222257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004751591631918,0.0,0.0,0.12516798362840176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637915223975094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566250171455805,0.0928157679970993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709272272173588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198289265752288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920220434417022,0.15297618667594234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621909911059254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244082890129816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20647028383359145,0.10481401135251556,0.0,0.057843348832631813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556833075194059,0.0,0.0,0.1838685003828074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448475061623383,0.0,0.21496372285568335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145741958570515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314397643996617,0.0,0.0,0.06412741066682416,0.0,0.0,0.11626581611571755 socialanxiety,alans823475,2020/02/26,"Ok, but I am ACTUALLY inferior and my SA is justified I have had social anxiety since I was 13. I'm 19 now and it has slowly and insidiously eaten away at my life. I have no friends, no life, no direction. needless to say, I am miserable. Although I can talk to people comfortably on a very superficial level, and don't feel like people are staring at me all the time, the thought of trying to make friends makes me feel physically ill. Not the act of approaching a stranger, not the potential of awkward silences, simply the fact that I am an empty shell of a human being. Lifelong depression avoidance has ravaged some of the best and identity forming years of my life. I am nothing. I have been so bored and depressed with life that I don't even know what to say to people. The fact that adult friendships are largely predicated on uniting over common interests, especially at university, makes me feel like there is no conversation foundation from which to start any kind of meaningful friendship. I have no ""real"" interests because my depression has left me unable to care about anything - even TV shows. I want nothing more than to stop hiding away from the world and live, but I feel completely powerless. I know that I have full control over my life but I have absolutely no idea where to start without feeling so overwhelmed and reverting back to my depression. I have no idea what to do. Any help would be appreciated.",7.122954545454544,7.751748871212122,7.5169696969696975,70.55795454545455,64.07575757575758,10.993939393939394,37.33333333333333,10.820120047756994,4.271337878787879,1138,55,197,29,16,373,148,264,0.245,0.596,0.159,-0.9812,1,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,2,9,21,0,4,12,1,28,7,0,4,3,39,45,14,0,2,6,0,5,2,2,1,6,2,0,2,8,9,1,3,11,2,0,2,12,10,0,0,5,8,27,11,33,37,6,24,0,7,1,0,10,14,0,1,10,143,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.10526436609512163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670893467772653,0.0,0.08251931915617099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876681245661923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026925336314563,0.08294443117176369,0.0,0.06575580525820415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320162648818632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997940722995893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130983603965017,0.0,0.120984005675243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716288782782219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249261974939187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27270847372981105,0.1541229516858641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667829906227294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230216744774133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435414388036175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232873195223048,0.11856371765537678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719974183169815,0.0,0.3809545362737344,0.10539847156090096,0.0,0.09525010633975832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21600973878945254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20700600153950885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243478840811169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277828370815012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715631620142467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923016702066285,0.0,0.0,0.109958633917425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15270015111814192,0.0,0.0,0.09018312761719116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670083695699653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563575987972083,0.06289915132718611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323581889139963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900303795828912,0.06362379945901148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398165172297276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076626884275319,0.0,0.0,0.06946395577206471 socialanxiety,ramenlover2200,2020/02/26,"im not accepted anywhere From family, to extended family, to school to college, to online, rejection is the story of my life. I always stay quiet because people keep ignoring me whenever I talk, or are disinterested in what I have to say. This has happened so many times, I have contemplated whether it has to be my monotone voice, social status or if these people just flat out dislike me. I just accepted the fact that its either just these people themselves or my personality. I thought being in college would change all that, but literally the same thing happened, right after college, I tried being extra talkative with my cousins during Christmas, and again the same thing, they ignored me/mocked me. This will probably worsen when I get into the work force, as I will have to deal with workplace politics and whatnot. I just can't try anymore, it isn't worth it.",10.543942133815547,8.715054443037976,10.091338155515377,62.91487341772154,58.36708860759494,12.82603978300181,42.19168173598554,11.491704259439757,4.9834365280289346,694,31,111,15,7,226,103,158,0.11800000000000001,0.882,0.0,-0.9339,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,1,7,5,0,0,5,0,15,1,0,0,2,29,20,11,0,2,12,1,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,1,13,6,0,3,3,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,3,18,2,17,13,5,10,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,4,4,89,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769211144899894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17602979212807682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820080832290647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18776878460842206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829920944399284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33465762976183505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273510049397754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139208474910467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19172772292167656,0.0,0.0,0.15776790405672586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537171006343414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17995457206197293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691631835058685,0.1549839416613637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913722901930898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158186686451994,0.0,0.1411531098697873,0.0,0.1796369125947933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809363146756311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891886828780236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266574037353294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23584285992628565,0.0,0.0,0.1409131620234556,0.10350020031998956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410182575096896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922026985509466,0.0,0.0,0.1260891078027042,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,damndiedmeme,2020/02/26,"I did some progress. And I feel so proud of myself. Some time ago I read something on Reddit saying that people always complain about wanting to be included, but being too afraid of including people. I thought of that for weeks, it basicly marked me. Yesterday, after thinking about it for week or so, I asked a friend that I don't really considered super close to me but that I wanted him to be close since I don't have that many friends in college or in general, to go watch a soccer game, and he said yes. I didn't really have someone to talk about it and I wanted someone to know that I made a progress, I walked out of my comfort zone and I wasn't rejected. I felt so great for myself, so proud for trying to settle a relationship. I want to feel this way forever man. I want to have friends, quality friends. I decided that I don't want to be alone anymore, and if I don't do something, nobody is going to do it for me. That's it, I wanted to tell you that.",3.0920473773265646,4.361423923857871,4.566517766497462,85.71481895093065,73.72081218274111,7.689881556683588,26.83891708967851,8.238735603445708,1.687746125211507,751,27,156,12,15,251,100,197,0.042,0.71,0.247,0.9922,0,2,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,5,8,12,0,1,4,1,17,0,0,1,0,31,35,14,0,8,5,0,3,0,4,0,0,2,0,1,15,8,0,0,7,3,0,3,6,3,0,0,7,6,28,9,29,24,2,16,0,1,1,0,16,6,0,5,6,110,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117083971550076,0.0,0.0,0.13679857620006666,0.0,0.0,0.10990397626343844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130991248658415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348015633532072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357067928312888,0.0,0.12682078492386098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4081892528495822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15013208902209355,0.0,0.0,0.14562242338515252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258958664249328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498051409519488,0.0,0.13391184418963328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831400082207498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321191514371529,0.0,0.1692320264399479,0.0,0.0,0.14180814913225298,0.0,0.0,0.12564156760543707,0.10503802731533618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926075983712738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223827685589192,0.20336852065819114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616363995197603,0.11544672022133833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463371441832622,0.0,0.10485947192636533,0.07701889726965752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967596370760587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5453435125482609,0.1048416611280559,0.2118986851634676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mrstatertot,2020/02/26,"Terrible Storyteller So, I’ve been having a pretty crappy month. February hasn’t been kind to me, and I’ve been needing to make friends for over a year (since my husband and I moved to Nashville). So, today I decided to go to a church small group with a church acquaintance of mine. It’s about connecting as women and being there for each other through the worst of the worst (and we’re all married). I thought I could really use some of that, so I got out of my comfort zone and went. It was a great night, but part of it included going around the room (there were 5 of us and some wine) and telling the story of how you met your husband and got to the place you’re at now. The closer it got to my turn, the more my hands and face were tingling. I could only tell the first year of our relationship before I just couldn’t remember anymore and definitely couldn’t feel my face or hands. Once attention was shifted to the next lady, my hands and face immediately stopped tingling. Has anyone else experienced something similar?",5.384907692307691,6.148217860000003,5.75,81.23961538461539,67.9,9.153846153846157,30.384615384615394,9.265573868473778,2.478057692307692,812,30,160,15,13,260,119,200,0.061,0.866,0.073,0.34,0,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,2,2,0,1,10,7,0,0,14,0,15,9,6,3,1,35,28,18,0,5,3,2,4,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,6,15,1,1,5,1,0,4,3,3,0,1,13,5,19,4,26,10,8,21,2,0,0,0,13,8,0,3,9,110,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507160674767799,0.10626283505890856,0.15571397532674933,0.0,0.13528790994158266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129317561819842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426756460642017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695367780678762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768419559242904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926788842763162,0.0,0.0,0.11741371962985303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727391584646153,0.0,0.3646393180600064,0.16755042198491876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15825616548784874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144294748319074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130314745248505,0.16152291360620327,0.0,0.11268582046461338,0.0,0.0,0.16162467484247575,0.1426160701832464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184594992591614,0.0,0.11558207527449932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16457160848201616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15877911033584116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461085605297686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735759364607316,0.0,0.0,0.16316178975518836,0.17215542706949633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571337567075594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699599780936892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270559697448324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656616507294342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064933656480813,0.0,0.0,0.14405233590536556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16530264148313195,0.0,0.0,0.18280442843736952,0.131255605722192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088020176423052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957308533453304 socialanxiety,alone-bitter,2020/02/26,"19 year old virgin social outcast I’m probably never gonna get laid or know the feeling of being loved or wanted by someone because of my social anxiety....it’s hard for me to even go outside because my anxiety is so bad I have fallen into deep depression because of it. I had to quit my last job because I had to be social working as a cashier but now that I quit I’m at home no money , no friends, no happiness , no life....this is no way to live I’m tired.",1.8701288659793809,3.2780502783505203,4.466585051546391,84.63534149484539,77.14432989690721,6.911855670103092,28.619845360824733,7.645422480735847,1.8281762886597928,355,16,73,5,8,126,67,97,0.24600000000000002,0.638,0.11599999999999999,-0.8828,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,3,5,0,0,2,0,7,3,0,0,1,8,17,5,0,1,3,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,6,2,0,0,2,2,8,3,12,12,0,11,0,1,0,2,5,3,0,2,5,43,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486013101060248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627891110389467,0.39798091129224017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405780819074778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780292028513744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252713693181092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610061783322074,0.0,0.08527385417775424,0.0,0.09275966503338808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17374693698270305,0.14620987261490825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371939868776875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619671334866511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969948777411453,0.13304318403730908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528459952075285,0.0,0.0,0.14412310811542442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14730921085633428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588258166544986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17126819940198998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759749294567078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472015525053957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.499135823358881,0.13829276123238765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18759328940499986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626928599362294,0.1295536141690708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882351331628742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510603706993976 socialanxiety,loodence,2020/02/26,"Tips for on campus living in college? I’m considering on transferring colleges (already applied and most likely will be accepted) because the college I currently attend does not feel like a good fit for me and I feel very left out, due to the fact I am a commuter. I’m a pretty shy person who probably has some degree of social anxiety but I’ve been trying to put myself “out there” a little more. It’s working for me currently but I’m still really shy. This new school would be a 100% new environment, living on a campus, much more opportunity, etc. I really want to experience college for once but I’m afraid I won’t fully break out of my shell... or I’d go back into it. So is there any tips you can dish out that can help?",3.0416894977168925,4.722947438356165,5.23856164383562,79.17487442922379,74.61643835616438,8.154337899543378,25.180365296803647,8.841846274778883,1.973855707762557,570,19,110,12,12,199,97,146,0.062,0.8390000000000001,0.099,0.8009,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,2,5,6,0,1,8,0,11,1,0,0,1,20,19,7,0,2,5,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,7,1,0,3,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,2,10,5,18,13,6,23,0,0,0,0,5,12,0,3,9,70,15,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19598183745187026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077151499490002,0.0,0.1358606169791987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656052557411075,0.0,0.10826100316504586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155415642952104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19806672313262805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17372317452988326,0.0,0.0,0.17959596310419645,0.12687477017998908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093202065557484,0.1489592776187071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190389981259181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929588052577452,0.0,0.0,0.17352907805538634,0.17799806180392894,0.3136414198998179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055365116825107,0.0,0.0,0.3430470587193345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18913417092152765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507016314202587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806791957934865,0.1914787554309801,0.0,0.0,0.1785332466474299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22754536354593674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17973684914576418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810369741167942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418285652545827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057617102647092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653547525218447,0.10475084789178962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929215835450328,0.0,0.0,0.1261592543575897,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwaway6125_,2020/02/26,"How tf do you guys get jobs with social anxiety??? So I know I have had some form of anxiety since I was super young. I have memories of going to school in 3rd grade feeling like I wanna puke every morning (granted that's when I had my first teacher summoned by the devil himself and humiliated me in front of the class a couple times), I've always struggled with anxiety. But I've never really been the loner type of person/kid, I've always had friends, sleepovers, gone out with friends, bday parties, etc. Not till recently that I'd consider myself a loner and it's really taken a hit on my confidence, that included with my lack of work experience. I went for my first job interview at 19 after my mom pressuring me to get a job since I was like 14 but really stressing it at 17 (which is totally understandable) and I completely bombed it, I was physically shaking, and my responses were just stupid. Fast forward, I'm 22 now and almost out of college, I did end up getting a job a few months ago (no interview required) but the hours suck (super random and don't work with my class schedule) and the work is physically exhausting. I've noticed anything I do for the first time is driven with insane levels of anxiety to the point of me feeling like passing out. An opportunity for an internship just got back to me and now the anxiety is creeping back in. I know its this big first hurdle I just need to face and get over but my god, it sucks. I want to and need to do this. But just the fact that I'm more than likely gonna need to go through an interview makes me want to quit, be a hermit and live in the middle of the woods forever. I don't know why I get like this and it physically pains me that it is this hard. I do like people and socilizing AFTER jumping that dreaded hurdle it's sometimes easier. But this feels more important and different than just meeting friends or people in everyday life which is why I think I'm stressing so much. How do I go into this interview with little to no social/work experience? How do I keep my hands from being cold and clammy? How do I stop from shaking? From being able to visibly see my heart racing? And from profusely sweating?",3.2865317410433685,5.254762200000002,4.913595223130108,80.53393777498431,74.67441860465118,8.183532369578883,27.203016970458822,8.918530864059932,2.3199258328095533,1726,67,326,38,37,582,208,430,0.154,0.7440000000000001,0.102,-0.97,5,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,1,0,13,16,25,3,7,21,0,29,7,4,5,3,69,65,31,0,7,13,1,5,6,3,1,3,0,0,1,22,27,0,3,8,0,0,12,6,13,0,4,14,7,41,12,56,46,9,56,1,0,1,0,13,20,2,4,32,225,63,18,0.08086412891470078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168117122053631,0.0,0.08097374430885201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457086629467305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30930418642446034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654428802648217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435904738122633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478450066262899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947462058380305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448580366336142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162161647335928,0.0,0.09018487920701282,0.0,0.0,0.0681315162519174,0.0,0.0,0.1582012693767379,0.0,0.0,0.12266199982346457,0.11553869970815835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751319469815403,0.0,0.0,0.1874262762220592,0.0,0.2112408490704584,0.0,0.13787084393041973,0.0,0.06467443097184658,0.0,0.0,0.0800682010657911,0.0,0.0,0.07243837617395746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582438210952103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963487814263978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209806816322279,0.07187575326167621,0.0,0.0,0.13332243141555286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05711672568885625,0.23703677269679585,0.08104710094143687,0.07140450733120016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0539774339708145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470709045780402,0.0645449762109233,0.0,0.05944443909822857,0.17987918089378088,0.06236740133443621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206434673322456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604513451024458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121220104921652,0.07060743829346257,0.0,0.0,0.07644273942072544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600895486315953,0.0,0.0,0.1554108948813544,0.0,0.07984357178206589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183881559147976,0.06443824123095247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13378328613018325,0.0,0.0,0.1648615919373145,0.0,0.0,0.07997669118706144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760603262869411,0.18525917292083444,0.08453674502637792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05181446865812332,0.0,0.0,0.0943050477245215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418241002687893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953915167024541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496185764696782,0.14593459746971169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354801957481173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FalafelsOnWaffles,2020/02/26,"Never saying hi to this guy again for at least another year or two I have a crush on this boy, we don’t really know each other . He was walking down the hallway and I decided to say hi. He looked at me with a straight face and slowed down just barely. I got nervous as heck and started to regret everything. He just continued without saying anything and I died a little bit on the inside. All that happened in a span of a few seconds, and it was probably the wildest thing I have ever done for that entire month. Never again, nope. I probably look like a weirdo to him now.",2.1457944664031596,4.27496267826087,3.6733596837944655,87.34711462450593,78.73913043478261,6.616600790513835,24.367588932806324,7.686295010490155,1.324652173913044,448,16,89,7,11,148,80,115,0.132,0.851,0.017,-0.8964,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,9,0,6,1,1,0,4,19,12,7,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,7,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,2,0,2,4,5,9,1,17,8,5,22,0,1,2,0,12,10,1,1,12,69,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18988231453154064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14901666460218116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19769677718703088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18793655454689392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18531175571542466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638008034394778,0.0,0.0,0.16274658129022318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482938016608096,0.0,0.0,0.1793015842136999,0.1601319422823208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995190052389986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846847290956276,0.18149369414190547,0.0,0.0,0.304129828019938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445394842597339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27932621724240925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3904782593772708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600701770647975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43201568465344176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817215451436287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203041325074486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768927103083992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17455846944099218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166121291590282 socialanxiety,throwaway835246,2020/02/26,"Is anyone else like me, 28 years old and never had a job? Somehow I’ve made it to 28 and still never had a real job, mostly due to my social anxiety. It feels so depressing and hopeless sometimes. Just wondered if there was anyone else out there in the same position. It would be nice to not feel so alone.",2.9262903225806447,4.479002274193551,4.281483870967743,86.45222580645166,74.64516129032259,6.895483870967742,23.690322580645162,7.554174236665415,1.0673122580645162,239,7,48,3,5,79,47,62,0.158,0.765,0.077,-0.6855,2,1,0,0,0,1,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,1,2,18,10,6,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,2,2,2,5,4,2,8,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,4,7,35,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19943756369067994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14731044096840354,0.0,0.0,0.2692895529475099,0.39460783048159903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658545371422399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217239510189969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19473163827214904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821788374430079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407672943621816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18220810429708406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29703346400948183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20206285043565464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21917925764949556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962940922961772,0.0,0.0,0.19045008381800813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378134557395265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088267463679391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679148383749035,0.0,0.0,0.1240044884135148 socialanxiety,lyfesaverblu3raz,2020/02/26,"Does anyone struggle with incessant blushing while talking to people? I’ve struggled with this for about ten years of my life. Sometimes I have good days when it doesn’t happen much. Often I have bad days. I blush when people try to converse with me. Doesn’t matter who. Could be a coworker or a family member. Or a stranger. More often than not my face will turn red instantly, regardless of the topic. It has had a pretty negative impact on me. I often avoid interactions because of it. Can anyone relate?",2.5086491228070145,5.404802242105262,3.769078947368424,82.1406359649123,84.47368421052632,6.114035087719299,22.653508771929822,7.492282038375204,1.4796140350877187,403,14,67,7,12,131,68,95,0.14800000000000002,0.778,0.07400000000000001,-0.8053,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,3,5,0,10,2,1,0,0,13,12,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,1,1,8,1,12,8,2,7,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,5,6,53,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30873758133141915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18433524915496186,0.1345804531451772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17626833495541105,0.0,0.0,0.28475912150538363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931989085899799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081240249491922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851729292729888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19522779248091424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593766639496312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622926909996842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061107662736878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22460431118233407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21834897640384526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4615972846850828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744802728703418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498895748316149,0.2401363453690309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421698146399725 socialanxiety,shysourberry,2020/02/26,"Interview in 2 days and I’m freaking out I have an interview in 2 days for a higher level job. In this job I will be mostly doing things I’m already doing at my current job, but I’ll also be doing different things too with more responsibilities and significantly less room for error. The new job is in a different office on the same floor of my building, and I’m freaking out lol. What if I do badly at the interview? I’ve seen people from that office before and they’ll definitely see me again after the interview, so what if I do bad and make a fool of myself? How am I supposed to look at them? What are they going to think of me? What if they think I’m stupid if I clam up? And, even if I’m thinking positive and think I’ll do well on the interview, what do I do if I get the job? What if I screw it up? What if people think I’m not learning fast enough? What if I’m not good enough at it? I’ve been studying up on some of the work they do in that office, since the subject matter is different from my own office, but it’s just so much to remember! What if I forget it all when I go in for the interview? I want to leave my current job because it’s too stressful, and I want to learn new skills. But at the same time, interviews are terrible and I want to curl into a ball and hide! I think I’m going to throw up",1.2725441696113078,2.8609819505300362,3.7103123674911664,88.62364522968201,79.31802120141344,6.78948409893993,21.567349823321557,7.699297019823105,0.7716262614840987,1024,29,231,16,25,357,123,283,0.16,0.7709999999999999,0.07,-0.9824,11,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,5,2,11,11,2,1,15,1,20,1,0,2,1,51,45,28,0,13,16,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,19,14,0,0,9,1,0,4,2,9,1,0,2,3,27,2,39,39,11,39,0,0,3,1,12,24,1,12,11,166,46,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321514654249255,0.08204446907255178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17132358540595574,0.06254041444620077,0.0,0.08730002733611644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323294212501389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215670124998368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21201427215277094,0.0,0.06776243907027503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053601185688883786,0.0,0.174919783250176,0.08605106811802074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.610852914851293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863234426594187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615320960321557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848236205285421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541847214439384,0.0,0.0,0.1981720527210512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225166985096147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621912196400387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175421915041907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486690421724717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752120117859564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363179298989083,0.3944289612737577,0.0,0.0,0.059823447935431026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18153798457112288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224442186800556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468973066698102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lainag26,2020/02/26,"Still trying to figure out why I’m going to school for education even though I have social anxiety... What if the kids judge me? What if the other teachers judge me? What if I’m not good enough and everyone hates me?? Anyone relate?",1.3693333333333335,4.034956044444449,3.068333333333332,86.4225,88.55555555555556,5.666666666666668,16.38888888888889,7.1686216300943375,0.3512222222222223,182,4,34,3,6,60,33,45,0.135,0.865,0.0,-0.7404,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,5,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,4,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,1,24,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23682942197441614,0.0,0.0,0.21646696849542008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198810156175641,0.0,0.20447602522630068,0.0,0.0,0.2958189169809791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17594261414424056,0.2596627367117456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30564818280905576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31331356383587955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155799148375881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247232626168968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30416279368808824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21018589141590305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793496490004809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SirKatticus,2020/02/26,"Believing everything anyone tells you I had a friend tell me like a year ago that I didn't have anxiety and. That stuck with me. It was three words. When I said ""I think I might have anxiety,"" he said ""no you don't,"" and that stuck with me for a year, and finally, an actual doctor casually mentioned I have anxiety, and that gave me the courage to question it again. Anyway, I have anxiety!!! And being told I didn't was more hurtful than ""you might, you should talk to someone"" ever could have been. Anyway, has anyone ever had an experience like this? People telling them who they are, feeling like they know you better than you know yourself? Causing you to seriously doubt yourself for years? It's happened to me more times than I'd like to admit.",3.308253205128203,5.496681395833335,4.217500000000005,84.5544230769231,75.31944444444444,7.486324786324786,25.66025641025641,8.384062270229773,1.7806032051282052,587,21,113,11,13,189,80,144,0.068,0.716,0.21600000000000005,0.9631,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,7,3,1,6,11,0,1,6,0,20,1,0,1,2,22,32,6,0,2,0,0,1,4,1,3,1,2,0,0,9,7,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,13,3,23,8,12,14,2,10,0,1,0,0,24,0,0,4,14,85,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.13052488088886582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185650970370744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4092866257953435,0.0,0.0,0.1870482020202883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069526817778245,0.0,0.11829478932661333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740248765695198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679190717351217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690317102701244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24197680377300906,0.0,0.0,0.12020972040025163,0.13083734916476533,0.0,0.0,0.06763018174412891,0.09555408281687323,0.0,0.14652127352027028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333822327017356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182784661668552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14318672080340286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14701570625262492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26138233585947884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837843035577132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272837502260876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498354022894011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544618953014858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332956556788874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750662200873123,0.3507214028813683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857043404811833,0.0,0.0,0.0779931950340429,0.0,0.0,0.12780794439326149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584001088751642 socialanxiety,MrCld,2020/02/26,"Is it social anxiety I never thought I have social anxiety because I always been quite social. I don't have a lot of friends but I don't mind going out with them. Yesterday, I talk with a psychosocial worker and went she was asking questions, I realized how much I feel judge by everyone. I realized that I just spend my whole life trying to ""look and act perfect"" while I dying on the inside and that most time even if I look confident, I'm actually just shaking in my head. I also realized that I lie a lot to people because I'm trying to hide 90% of my life to everyone. I feel fucking horrible since then and I'm wondering if this could be social anxiety. I just can't get that out of my head. Any help would be much appreciated",3.6917321867321893,4.963343283783782,5.762678132678134,77.71106879606883,72.24324324324324,9.435872235872237,28.995085995086,9.800150414767053,2.8767621621621613,578,23,112,15,11,202,86,148,0.09699999999999999,0.77,0.133,0.8541,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,3,6,4,1,1,4,0,12,5,2,1,2,31,26,11,1,4,6,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,8,0,1,4,4,2,0,0,4,4,22,2,14,18,6,13,0,0,2,1,11,4,1,7,5,80,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.1231255312210636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008995878831861,0.10498509184236512,0.0,0.0,0.08580118888830958,0.0,0.2895633741219549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795365367400105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15382638500799192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073796054289932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094646685244013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333532111840634,0.0,0.0,0.24112523130499705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759256315143316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974800631797884,0.11664384802547052,0.06591958735543678,0.0,0.07170637355599488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589774502512088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457033567649072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17823782687254988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21190516416386715,0.0,0.0,0.2145336005234572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739760729055133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855016637725976,0.0,0.09731151381202956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747167862689569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134135482040494,0.13419929995549232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043706633395335,0.0,0.0,0.5144652731273267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014121587736018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016636035391202,0.07357182404457352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17132481655311235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169625748341154,0.0,0.1408663716808538,0.0,0.0,0.13682799600556933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962886665453318,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jimbo224,2020/02/27,"Really struggling with life. Any advice? Hey everyone, I'm 22 and have been dealing with depression and social anxiety for the past ten years. I didn't start getting treatment until I was 18, but for the past four years I've pushed myself hard to get help and improve myself, but it really seems like this is a never-ending uphill battle. Every time I feel like I'm getting somewhere, life gets harder or at least I struggle more cognitively and I end up having to drop out of college or isolate myself for a while. Recently I started college again after a semester break and I'm not handling it well. I have a studio apartment where it's tough to push myself to leave because I don't know what to do when I'm not in class. I'd like to make friends and I know a huge part of my problem is that I'm isolated and stick on my head, but I don't know where to start. There are clubs that I could go to, but they seem so overwhelming and I feel so sure that I'm going to humiliate myself if I join that I haven't been able to push myself to go. I'm even struggling academically, which never used to be a problem for me, because I'm having trouble remembering things and thinking clearly. I feel paralyzed a lot of the time because of my anxiety and the cognitive struggles that everything feels 10x harder than what it should be. I think I might have to withdraw and get more intensive treatment, but I've gone through it so many times that I don't think it even helps.",4.986638023630505,5.606501938775512,5.8168456856426785,80.91900644468316,68.72789115646259,8.638453276047263,30.439670605084142,8.6894789155246,2.302063945578231,1166,44,228,18,19,383,151,294,0.165,0.7090000000000001,0.126,-0.7482,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,0,14,17,1,5,11,0,22,3,1,2,3,48,56,25,0,5,10,0,5,3,1,2,2,0,1,0,17,14,0,0,13,1,0,7,8,11,1,2,5,5,29,6,32,46,5,36,0,2,0,0,7,9,0,7,21,152,46,4,0.0999242591493052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764482956078556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795192277037902,0.0,0.15288356948898768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827387027419241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978139001975139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301752352343832,0.08606461798484533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177006469029682,0.0,0.0,0.1319980615199667,0.0,0.08419049803124794,0.09548191177721192,0.08980548096997085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020988312557568,0.07138591070207469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720123474591115,0.0,0.2610315059190403,0.0,0.1703677776900177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951250907304929,0.0,0.10255111803664964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339542491895918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16474727874996326,0.0,0.0,0.10580536251508778,0.0,0.0,0.14115891869714994,0.14645383695318342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495203180341687,0.0,0.0,0.06670021890674982,0.10130751504475666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600384805767876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413549758224065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820823511072863,0.19077802404722186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19122804187983067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802807823586754,0.0,0.09866315095749308,0.0,0.11319470654599352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18193458527363107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186019844403699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21218071479965264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4178501261821592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941774316931878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638523769196718,0.19208229149439146,0.0,0.0,0.17479991723869706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863024769253568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984390939631902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869589349325405 socialanxiety,Jedi_Maiden,2020/02/27,"I am wondering if this is a normal social anxiety thing. When I was a kid, I am pretty sure I had selective mutism in social situations. I remember that I just COULDN'T talk sometimes because I felt so shy. Now I'm an adult, but sometimes it feels kind of the same. Like I get into a certain mode that I just can't pull myself out of. The more I realize I'm being quiet, the more I tell myself to act normal and talk, and the harder it is. I can force myself to talk, but it always (always!) comes out not how I want it. Like I'll totally say a phrase wrong, or suddenly a random story will pop into my head and I'll blurt it out, or I'll respond in a way that makes me sound rude or uncaring when I feel totally the opposite. And so I just tell myself, ""Hey you're doing it again. ACT NORMAL. You know how to converse!"" but it doesn't help anything.. it only gets worse. The thing is, I do know how to carry on normal conversation, and some social situations don't bug me whatsoever. In fact, some friends who have never seen the shy, odd side of me have told me that they're glad when I'm there because I always know how to keep the conversation flowing and keep people engaged and participating. I've always wondered if this is normal for people with social anxiety; is it?",4.282048603225071,4.845790536679537,5.978791732909382,79.33333863275041,70.27413127413128,8.719600272541449,26.81830570065864,8.841846274778883,1.9322639563933683,995,30,199,17,17,343,132,259,0.11199999999999999,0.7929999999999999,0.095,-0.5396,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,0,0,15,10,1,0,15,0,20,1,1,5,6,60,40,24,0,9,12,0,3,2,1,1,0,3,0,2,18,14,0,2,10,0,0,5,6,2,0,0,5,7,27,8,19,32,7,23,0,0,1,0,22,10,0,10,9,138,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32355778351014497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873617112750742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999845335008278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185209330799467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374084957077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983081650003295,0.0,0.09334023542201886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510693334020968,0.0,0.10158011580660256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976912949246013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651601810361807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17281570709774505,0.0,0.10123293350593192,0.16027804378750285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498724215714496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489078719653484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497706856872867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4762431027436043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393527136634319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479124492706876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890111049928094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101239806202039,0.0,0.0,0.07730810216766983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185441651376251,0.0,0.3963878121761264,0.0,0.0,0.19229333692700826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09162260302717552,0.0,0.0,0.23440966287170814,0.1699378228991267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916870147257922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289169540681028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057339059634073986,0.07716357644059227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108478562659684,0.0,0.0,0.0990688938513041,0.0,0.106287735932857,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,F1S20,2020/02/27,What's your dream job? How does SA keep you from doing that?,-1.1515384615384612,0.9052296153846164,-0.34730769230769104,109.12980769230772,99.0,2.6,6.5,3.1291,-2.8066615384615385,47,0,12,0,2,14,13,13,0.0,0.823,0.177,0.3313,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5490249994159984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6225784487385297,0.557644712323706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BlackCruyff,2020/02/27,"Exercise can actually help I am so frustrated with life last few months so yesterday I decided to go outside and turn my anger into motivation for jogging, after the first 10 mins the anger disappeared and i just wanted to go home, i felt like shit but i kept going till i almost collapsed. I really didnt think exercise would help me in any way, i just went for it cause i was so frustrated at that moment and needed to take it out on something, but it did help me, i actually felt some real emotions (pain, anger) for the first time in months and i kinda feel good now. When you push yourself that hard it just makes you rethink life. I really dont want to spend another minute living a passive life. I'm going to torture myself every day from now on until i decide to change.",3.3024925074925093,5.18279161688312,4.891038961038962,81.09556943056944,74.38961038961041,8.115084915084916,24.83316683316684,8.841846274778883,1.939183416583417,615,20,117,13,13,207,98,154,0.162,0.728,0.109,-0.8278,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,3,10,10,7,0,4,0,7,7,1,3,0,31,24,12,0,4,5,0,4,1,0,1,6,0,1,0,6,7,0,1,8,3,1,8,2,8,0,2,7,4,19,2,21,16,2,32,0,0,0,0,5,7,1,3,17,76,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.2701583492576033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860888915679848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941311981541325,0.14514675208935066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421967558847888,0.14643133081076742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927025635611578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16222867665543575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15570527771914813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662587502717545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998994419899958,0.0,0.2658122189011132,0.0,0.0,0.23548209279541424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146719501474537,0.11610117898260253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399825325475168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783425426384703,0.0,0.13884780212257458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283179537080498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933130720672554,0.06762563189103524,0.0,0.1222285016759952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239726069344102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209730457597237,0.0,0.0,0.10263760456732032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14728997175086164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755368925749294,0.1773523972594132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208742620308099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656344258404722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407555490721587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886947491962169,0.0,0.0,0.08071454530444516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056257371624782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328888182170814,0.10987234700707088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831788756050394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833048605387923,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,GearsSquared,2020/02/27,"I made a big oooooof Literally never used office hours for professors before and I was hella nervous bout asking my professor if I could take a final early and he says no cause I asked him too late. I fucked up, I know that, I should’ve asked earlier. So im sol, had to cancel my plane tickets and now my moms driving several hours to pick me up so I can take the final on the actual date. I feel like shit for disappointing my mom and my professor and now I look like a dumbass fuck me im wasting so much money Everythings my fault literally no one else to blame, feels bad man",0.8684033613445372,3.249533277310928,3.3922268907563056,85.88144957983195,85.97478991596641,7.097478991596638,21.10504201680672,8.192908349453996,1.3867042016806712,456,15,94,11,14,158,79,119,0.292,0.67,0.038,-0.9854,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,9,3,1,5,0,4,3,1,4,1,15,17,9,0,2,1,2,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,5,0,0,3,1,1,1,3,7,0,1,3,4,19,2,8,13,1,15,0,1,1,2,9,4,3,1,12,54,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.1395273249069719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4009994742013656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938187426174528,0.0,0.0,0.12166498689356613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687928774791256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141574619962351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944098952291632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850071649973752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445894189287182,0.10214455258326817,0.0,0.31325401252275664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643644079411702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816119280708385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088846977158892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857777028045437,0.0,0.16128705513829175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13970508094721332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006673350579228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529061922438848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.334911623748953,0.0,0.0,0.1051063522540776,0.0,0.11027457157088433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968865803378598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370300290792625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152608882095498,0.14676635784540512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150055151627532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348834392767925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,unc1edr3w883,2020/02/27,I’m feel guilty when I don’t talk much. When I have conversations with people I usually don’t say much one return. It makes me feel guilty because I feel like they think I don’t care about what they say. I really do but I don’t feel like saying much about it.,1.4119642857142836,3.0819291249999985,2.8958571428571425,94.24914285714287,79.17857142857143,6.622857142857143,16.557142857142857,7.554174236665415,-0.13218142857142867,205,3,49,3,5,67,30,56,0.076,0.782,0.142,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,8,14,3,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,10,3,3,14,3,4,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,6,29,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678232867111008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120488875427897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4206425907132624,0.2971610892706828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032164857596292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882788291126136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4586664291220264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14093224269321458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14418674804732154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323694693964627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4961807655370011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16716598578603528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332648193663405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22905995639172855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,igorbj,2020/02/27,"Relationships I just have to ask. Does anyone here have experience with relationships with anxiety? I mean, I almost can't stand the thought of being intimate (not even sex, just making out) with anyone. I have kissed people before, but regardless wether the person pressures me anymore, I get really anxious and start avoiding socializing for awhile",7.5139655172413775,10.540939706896557,7.244344827586207,63.7851379310345,65.72413793103448,10.157241379310344,32.289655172413795,10.355215969177356,4.274519999999999,285,12,38,8,5,90,46,58,0.175,0.795,0.03,-0.8196,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,2,0,5,2,0,1,0,15,11,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,6,1,7,9,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,1,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22447217993097496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17148814243701754,0.2532463816478114,0.22231472622379872,0.3134873869705437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20956710796263706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190750719768724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961711974235454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14806105359135244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192796202519291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711868899245695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14963408662805816,0.0,0.0,0.2441850051624895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15541007970078882,0.19573512041906027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360795859120454,0.0,0.0,0.4813457413914831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285113603485313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866748255365218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17796459711649934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LeNumberWaifu,2020/02/27,"Thought of this Subreddit as soon as I read this. Source linked below Source: [https://www.heysigmund.com/vulnerability-the-key-to-close-relationships/](https://www.heysigmund.com/vulnerability-the-key-to-close-relationships/) ##### ""Look for a new ‘what if’. Question your beliefs. Sometimes we believe things for so long they just settle in and stay. Challenge whether or not they’re still working for you. What could happen if you open up, take a chance, let yourself be vulnerable? Too often behaviour is driven by the need to avoid shame – the need to avoid receiving any proof that you’re not worthy of love, connection and receiving what you’ve asked for.  The more you think you’re not worthy, the more  you’ll act as though it’s true and the more you disconnect. What if you believed you were worth the connection. The risk of not being received is always there, but this is no reflection of any unworthiness in you."" &#x200B; I just wanted to share this in case its helpful to anyone out there. For me, vulnerability is a stepping stone on this journey of overcoming my anxiety issues and this article has some illuminating things to say about it. Never give up :)",8.694126984126985,11.592467724867726,6.805481481481483,68.71266666666669,62.22751322751323,8.426243386243385,29.0021164021164,9.029198982220553,2.4538364021164023,956,31,147,16,15,280,118,189,0.122,0.815,0.063,-0.8299,0,2,0,0,0,0,60.0,1,9,1,3,11,8,0,4,10,0,11,1,0,0,3,36,23,15,0,7,12,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,16,7,0,2,6,1,1,7,6,4,0,0,3,2,15,4,28,15,4,22,1,0,1,1,21,9,0,7,5,109,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743395774633105,0.17896069658215308,0.20069858645377872,0.2246413611937696,0.0,0.12635394170604453,0.0,0.0,0.11549010461001405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15441085177501734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721781251700779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13187412012262034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15844529158718015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605852698055316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107093944100894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17239367218128368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688966384657841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616949328977885,0.13870048054848744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907159948217702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449416522024635,0.12738862483022706,0.1595213867845504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18502724001388185,0.0,0.16521383932980827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17732984591214396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134913129267922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16335650501388002,0.0,0.0,0.17604832914668544,0.13190429032994347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418663939171096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21946207775000773,0.10583371709320713,0.16227784361591713,0.1311258493458607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974210394628519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024510268693127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20069858645377872,0.0 socialanxiety,Momo747788443,2020/02/27,"Fuck (Rant) So I had to pick my subjects for school next year even though we haven't even sat our exams and don't get our results until August. I have to go to every class that I want to take and ask one of the teachers for that subject if I can take it based on my previous grades which aren't that great. It's so embarrassing to go up to teachers that I don't know and show them my awful grades and convince them to let me take the class and on top of that I hate talking to people so it's just a really shitty situation. I've had a few people reject me but instead of standing up for myself I just walked away and ended up with subjects that I don't even like. My Chemistry teacher also told me not to sit the exam this year and instead do it over 2 years because I did so badly in the mock exam but when I asked her to sign my subject choice form for next year she said she'd think about it. Now I'm freaking out because I really need Chemistry to get into the Uni I want to go to and I have until tommorow morning to convince her to let me do it because that's the deadline to hand the choice form in. Fuck.",4.369145248057387,4.0173029288702935,5.435221159593547,86.50080543933058,69.92050209205021,7.665391512253437,27.950089659294683,6.5431188927421005,1.1408072922893011,876,26,194,5,14,291,118,239,0.146,0.8029999999999999,0.051,-0.975,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,3,0,2,1,16,12,4,1,9,1,16,3,1,2,0,26,38,20,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,15,12,0,0,2,1,0,4,6,8,0,1,6,2,32,4,38,29,3,30,0,1,0,2,14,12,2,1,13,140,47,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578309526022787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24732514462465965,0.0,0.1242800363444835,0.0,0.11044704999733587,0.2419072983381605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715951812304305,0.0,0.0,0.26210617101675204,0.0,0.1114503694011994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445787449891865,0.13822014807053726,0.0,0.2255308164416193,0.0,0.0,0.14583754990770162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059766588877894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269682249933912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705275248143369,0.0,0.06462460970594394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808285631997732,0.0,0.0,0.2813594415868105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963535753497111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834105590891689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16948203118856875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582717661329632,0.0,0.0,0.13387293767692082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868661364191446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29837098424362263,0.10632047441574276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475874294243665,0.12996298731699066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639780720566982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15604261227534322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407321539995403 socialanxiety,JohnDuLion,2020/02/27,"Is there anyone here who can relate? I have a huge issue with anyone seeing ""the real me"". For example I don't socialise at work because I can't figure out which ""role to play"" with those people. I have the misfortune to be surrounded by people I find uninteresting because their worldviews and life philosophies are way diferent then any of mine. I would probably open a bit to someone likeminded though, as I do miss having a friend...But I never meet anyone I can relate to. Other example, I can't go out to do the work in my garden or backyard when the neighbors are out. I live in sort of a cottage in the vinyards when everyone around me comes here only occasionally to tend to throw vineyards. I only come outside when I know there's no one there. If they come when I'm outside I run to shelter like a wounded animal. So these people haven't seen as much as a sight of me for years. This is a huge problem for me because I'm constantly on the lookout and can never fully relax. When neighbors are here I am even anxious about making any noise as so they dont know I'm even there somewhere - present, but out of sight. I know this is consisered far from ""normal"", especially the second example but, it is what it is. Can anyone here beat my level of insanity?",4.752445074415308,5.7221987590361465,5.903075832742736,78.82847625797307,69.44176706827311,8.268462083628632,29.50649657453343,8.4952907291091,2.224269359792109,997,37,186,15,17,333,134,249,0.06,0.9109999999999999,0.03,-0.7732,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,3,3,20,5,0,0,14,0,25,2,0,1,2,30,40,19,0,4,4,0,0,1,2,1,2,0,4,0,10,13,0,0,5,3,0,6,8,2,0,2,1,4,26,3,35,37,2,34,0,1,4,0,8,16,0,3,12,141,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18171371961520572,0.0,0.0,0.15093707993032865,0.0,0.3736825022055098,0.0,0.0,0.1189379256564593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24433546571670625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14586346664429686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452699695771908,0.0,0.1443809366587565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658557864652842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764913909930272,0.0,0.0,0.12766653714596074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211372999282477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322388942525523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593153444493007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945025637181865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202795711852083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437007492781672,0.06527328533589481,0.0,0.11797680321762387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918323707815204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982159972247212,0.0,0.2060908172168656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090579841535854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053508091093326,0.20322721050467385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27787733987526564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405017970554973,0.1278431770876384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207320992131895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064669162988829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320417725982372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312675030897241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106050455369833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19453394298040488,0.0,0.0,0.09491007616393056,0.0,0.0,0.08603807130258159 socialanxiety,cire213,2020/02/27,"Social anxiety when eating in public. Help? I'm 20M, long story short, I started to develop social anxiety 3 years back when I was still in college, but about to go to military (in my country, males have to go thru compulsory military service for a certain period of time). Basically I just had countless amount of uncertainties (like the possible tough life in there etc.) that I had regarding entering into military and it just caused me so much anxiety that I think I started to develop social anxiety. It was pretty bad, like I just started to distance myself from all my friends because of this anxiety and I very seldom went out. During my college years, I pretty much just went straight home everyday after the lecture ended. When I started to develop social anxiety, I remember every day was just filled with nauseousness and even feeling like vomiting, and this led to me not being able to eat much in public because of this feelings. I had no appetite at all, everyday during break hours in school where everyone was having a proper meal, I had to always lie that I had eaten before I came to class as I was worried that if I force myself to down a full meal I would throw up. So fast forward to 2020, now I've completed my military duties, i'd say it went pretty smooth sailing with all things considered and I met some really nice people during my time there, and also I do feel like my social anxiety is much improved compared to 3 years ago. But now i'm still having trouble eating in public. Its like a vicious cycle and i'll try my best to explain it. Since I developed social anxiety, whenever I ate in public i'm always worried of throwing up because of all the nauseous feelings I get back then. Though now that my social anxiety has improved, I still have this worry that I might throw up eating in public because I think I am already used to this feeling from the past. And with anxiety coming from the worry that I might throw up when eating, I just lose my appetite and even if i'm dead hungry I can't really eat in public situations, and this is causing distress to my social life because many social encounters involves a meal in public. I want to better myself but I do not know how. Has anyone experienced this before and how do I help myself?",6.574498134659795,6.9876051893764455,7.528556581986145,70.74889811689468,65.23556581986143,10.264309824125068,34.43675608456209,10.125756701596842,3.6932182270385496,1809,77,300,39,26,610,192,433,0.141,0.716,0.14300000000000002,0.6932,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,3,30,16,1,1,10,0,27,14,0,6,5,58,57,28,1,4,13,0,6,5,1,3,3,1,1,1,20,18,11,1,10,0,0,15,4,6,0,0,17,8,49,10,54,36,13,72,0,1,0,0,24,24,0,5,39,221,69,7,0.055570665365587295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049260041904509146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06132361108305796,0.04443984101573175,0.0924784905147103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4251140690107443,0.0,0.0,0.03885630130594565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546082298734814,0.046399184392022376,0.16937680909296995,0.0,0.09457308650642443,0.0,0.05831798486358275,0.04914773761364132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355803698406058,0.0,0.1141727619494768,0.0,0.04786920764946717,0.0582647853596656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035838481914360835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411759834048788,0.0,0.0,0.0492191152665706,0.0,0.06197598132461581,0.07340780074908644,0.0,0.04682068231365162,0.053100152185365145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049099060255632,0.07939938888143905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04293375821245715,0.0,0.029033379058889256,0.0,0.06316417950749831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449569123040188,0.0,0.05574190831678661,0.0,0.054725911527001486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03054018438647587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850240873506648,0.1357451005744789,0.0,0.0,0.04917829014168695,0.0,0.062169360118394724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05633993251988515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179033883869188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16340333234565546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05304848804330538,0.03852570236519462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06264757555379866,0.0,0.16960603407487418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711999824028127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295073100541468,0.0,0.0,0.0441920235419028,0.0,0.05624048012620527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04596862864182464,0.0624637561905274,0.0,0.5098256564517875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733281186563056,0.0,0.1331364154335385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03691868081286576,0.07121487704229322,0.05459789657401054,0.0,0.06480740372425386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037728834028956715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04799521263674706,0.0,0.045851618757492524,0.03277701821891643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545436905977158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22573883257217045,0.0,0.039475806275432936,0.0,0.0,0.10735705961881947 socialanxiety,Marabit7,2020/02/27,"I'm going on my first date I'm 22 and was never on a date before, but I wrote with this guy who asked me and I just said yes. But now I'm already super nervous and I don't know how to endure Saturday. Any tips or ideas for questions I could ask? I don't want that awkward silence to arise.",-0.4832967032967019,1.3662039230769238,2.009890109890112,97.19153846153843,86.69230769230771,4.32967032967033,18.516483516483518,5.288315135182226,-0.5441208791208796,225,6,54,1,7,77,48,65,0.063,0.7709999999999999,0.166,0.8217,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,2,1,1,4,0,0,1,1,16,14,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,3,1,7,1,6,10,0,9,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,6,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032364418429148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18686591042920245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5137811531011596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23382515918271865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21939661857290185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23373534238848526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616889406462706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27208426496248955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102032796383272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510168217921533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21193418015920312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078265149005475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613872196049932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207764355988052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dinodig24,2020/02/27,"This is probably a stupid question but, how do I know if I have social anxiety? I know this is probably a dumb question, but I was hoping you guys could help me know if I have anxiety, or of I'm just an introvert",3.34,3.786164333333332,5.731111111111113,80.69000000000003,72.33333333333334,10.444444444444443,30.555555555555557,10.504223727775694,3.1845555555555562,165,7,36,5,3,59,29,45,0.21899999999999997,0.633,0.14800000000000002,-0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,3,0,7,0,0,1,0,14,12,6,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,1,1,10,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,6,0,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526663592422669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18403686182627832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22823293541038603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450043953260634,0.0,0.0,0.2289402106966833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800331401603327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4970396650003677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5164293429653981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23496746875432475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,benjihoot,2020/02/27,"My psych has been away for her health for a month, I’m not sure if I should say or get her sth? As I said, she’s been away, nothing too major but still. I’m just not sure what people would usually do? Shall I get her flowers or just ask how she is? I don’t want to come across as rude nor overdo it.. She’s a good lady, helped me a lot, but it’s still not friendship or such.. does anybody know what is expected or appropriate to do?",0.9181315789473672,2.194274326315792,2.7044078947368426,96.8239802631579,79.42105263157895,6.0131578947368425,19.24342105263158,6.6274283507984215,-0.21413157894736834,331,7,84,3,8,110,61,95,0.129,0.815,0.057,-0.7713,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,0,3,0,11,1,0,1,2,22,20,11,0,5,12,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,3,2,12,3,9,14,2,8,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,6,4,58,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19905441844417615,0.0,0.4000966484231168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834144546933864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863304981314308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22248713314776716,0.0,0.0,0.17858985024142984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22632736957327554,0.0,0.0,0.1427179104789625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701700405194185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18101966220968627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16995324033503226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20430552111509706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476141143328603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20253869054230464,0.1693250483502753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400814321026463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4013551297354837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23450478667284666,0.0,0.12558760042824033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512545086313098,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,night0072,2020/02/27,"wondering ! Hey dear friends I’m trying to figure it out how one can bring you the lifestyle and changes to calm your nervous system and help you heal Anxiety That’s why I have this two simple questions 1)I could see there are so much professionals here and I know for a fact that some of you professionals that study hard and work hard, I was wondering how you are dealing with your Social Anxiety , PS I understand this is a sensitive topic , feel free to DM me instead of commenting below if you feel uncomfortable 2)Regarding on Social Anxiety, what would you wish for more than anything else ? looking forward to reading your answers!",5.92522030651341,8.008142077586207,5.81425287356322,76.33381226053645,67.8793103448276,9.293486590038317,33.57854406130268,9.725611199111238,3.54088429118774,515,24,86,12,9,161,84,116,0.10099999999999999,0.7609999999999999,0.138,0.8264,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,9,0,1,6,5,0,1,3,0,8,1,0,2,1,23,19,8,0,4,1,0,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,9,1,1,2,0,1,0,2,1,6,14,5,13,16,3,6,0,0,2,0,17,4,0,5,1,61,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.392617631903788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078083392976076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18097554743773744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659013206039144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17637167187883462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291190647613575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17300216280789618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217276418170565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065006872484394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466852471689955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940188037815026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366061314640005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257604214715632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592541189873724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19164408547155729,0.0,0.17112212852134862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632528961539706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487805352532525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614926087493355,0.0,0.1671162305222306,0.1780959754364597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15436933011300605,0.0,0.19672876506723666,0.0,0.371048886501937,0.12454524390647301,0.0,0.0,0.12152736333740308,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,otakulover99,2020/02/27,"I need to talk... Hey guys so i'm making this post just to get something out of my chest... Today my aunt came to my house because she needed to use my computer, technically my mother should have helped her but she had a problem so in the house it was only me. Since i didn't really know what to do i did my best to help my aunt but failing many times... under her breath she made comment such as: ""i knew i shouldn't have come"" or ""if you can't do it quickly then i could have asked someone else"" Now you can imagine as i suffer from social anxiety i felt like shit. Really it made me feel so bad and the worst is that i had enough of feeling this way... Sorry if i annoyed you with my problem but i needed to tell it to someone and this community is really a great place to dwell.",1.7162891986062725,3.256808085365858,3.512717770034847,90.7425609756098,77.90243902439025,6.393031358885017,21.470383275261323,7.1686216300943375,0.4831407665505232,602,16,135,7,14,202,100,164,0.20600000000000002,0.68,0.114,-0.9628,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,0,2,7,12,2,1,4,0,17,3,3,4,0,31,34,14,0,10,7,3,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,6,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,9,0,0,10,3,29,3,18,21,3,13,0,2,0,0,20,4,1,3,6,96,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064711919096305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011313466195498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620825622989416,0.08484193801416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605927704633356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15918315686132412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988997696708922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112272843972144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626579998567567,0.0,0.0,0.14380862275526035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074568980346608,0.0,0.1336332116548603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271503577280851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344481693284662,0.0,0.13780862296244298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18657686526089146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211866664866244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648887839291416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799559792358767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633881741521074,0.0929027472523326,0.14110518105079975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.309597341873778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585154111286224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454119376699415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332945559958829,0.0,0.0,0.2663501069937653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674839840520753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286475751782046,0.11512991544447215,0.0,0.0,0.14187498071556076,0.2358510278935388,0.10714642943334536,0.0,0.15579896582808272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186642770165943,0.12164816680057387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115611811139027,0.0,0.13192496950999824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020556052830768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047343619726034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dexterORdexy,2020/02/27,"Work Im 25 & I've been a sahm for 3 years. That means I've been home with little to no social interaction.. i think i have social anxiety. So this year i want to start working but i am extremely scared about it. I get anxious just thinking about going to an interview. Then i think about ""what if i fail at the job tasks?! My brain is so weak, sometimes i don't use full common sense because im thinking about other dumb stuff so i get distracted. What if i don't ""click"" with the other workers"" I usually try and look for jobs where I'll be working by myself mostly. I hate it. It prevents me from doing so many things and makes me weak. Worst part is my husband doesn't understand this >.<",2.0536363636363646,3.9597834545454593,3.38811188811189,90.36370629370631,78.0909090909091,6.358041958041959,23.58741258741259,7.321109707123232,0.8914027972027965,546,18,116,7,13,178,94,143,0.282,0.7,0.018000000000000002,-0.9927,2,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,5,10,8,2,2,4,0,11,3,1,2,0,19,26,10,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,12,4,0,1,6,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,2,2,17,0,14,23,4,11,0,1,2,0,5,4,1,3,6,75,29,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731530762065468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107136699953453,0.16402546203822205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850760346630583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16208212119775034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517134969534488,0.0,0.08251587367630152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14334689162562247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563926266462218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31366422371277297,0.0,0.2881610131232492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552037586327926,0.0,0.0,0.12192458557290793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691668657271296,0.14720174602094893,0.0,0.1581564878991396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15722862351433234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453623696699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960096110220133,0.0,0.0,0.1435984511062545,0.0,0.10276753794847064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16620993014290034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645901287733782,0.37213229673616666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857573475858933,0.0,0.0,0.1511498351685635,0.0,0.1253991402684463,0.1599083090114289,0.0,0.08563791427123255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171041856733293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18699758077733614 socialanxiety,someone_predictable,2020/02/27,"I'm happy. Hello. I wanted to share with you a little bit of my life. Everyone around keeps telling me to smile more often and they don't know that inside I'm very happy. Anyway, I've read many stories in this subreddit and haven't seen a single one without the ""I'm depressed"" part. This makes me think that there are very little anxious or social awkward people who enjoy they everyday life. Now I wanna say that I also have moments of sadness or suicidal thoughts, surprisingly often. Usually I cry of fear after making social interactions, but after like, half an hour of wiping tears away it's getting back to normal. I also want to say about my friend, who is also socially awkward. I literally cannot get out of my house without her. And when we are together, making social interactions is not that hard as on my own. I know not everyone has a friend like this and I know it's hard to make one when you're deep in anxiety. I had that luck of meeting mine in my childhood. But once you get one, everything is better. So, having anxiety or anything that limits your life, doesn't mean you have to be alone and depressed for the rest of your life. Please, at least try to make a good friend who understands you. Cheers and love, Julita.",3.480335901995652,5.5552165435684655,4.602726733847066,82.50367911479945,74.4356846473029,7.246077850227227,24.754198774945664,8.11559375814309,1.5947319106895868,981,32,181,16,21,321,139,241,0.083,0.677,0.24100000000000002,0.9928,0,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,6,2,2,14,21,0,3,7,0,15,5,0,5,0,40,38,18,1,4,9,0,2,2,3,0,4,2,0,0,14,10,0,2,7,1,0,0,8,6,0,4,3,5,27,15,31,34,7,22,0,3,1,1,29,11,0,6,13,129,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562653798650468,0.0,0.22150996867559145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126513800501364,0.1043071682518442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759801228377666,0.08219370766083578,0.0,0.0,0.08674753084742423,0.07099644444503585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165881163121147,0.10080097722896768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142070326797337,0.0,0.0,0.15904822444446784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17645147204862913,0.08298068723299509,0.0,0.0,0.10389746605329203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21400291313823916,0.0,0.14471660426517918,0.0,0.0,0.07744243099218223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965750382620195,0.16541995964177394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909269300625833,0.10653698421333084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206757820755152,0.0,0.0,0.15222726121815455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608630109441256,0.09021602324656804,0.1850788059442336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333186835781338,0.0,0.30815658151889685,0.0936086208712794,0.0,0.10057496676687998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046427257474153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832895415447797,0.18769658035580256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998491870179098,0.0,0.06401033343854999,0.0,0.0,0.10135114720608268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235547185207844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684981654206158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764772117373001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099456574271927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070091431739483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059161647230354136,0.0,0.07330009239823147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268633920151583,0.0,0.0,0.09611929204315847,0.0,0.0,0.10168898587852324,0.152364641015133,0.10891782558179816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17800658719487916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,shyfrick21,2020/02/27,"Tension in the face and mouth I can’t cope being questioned by teacher in the class because the shaking face that I make trying to answer the question is worse ,like I worry too much that everyone is going to judge me and yes I always messed up because of my luck of confidence and low self esteem now I think everyone thinks I’m stupid including teacher 😳 also group conversation sucks too. Anyone ?",4.920833333333332,6.852724855263162,5.4973684210526335,78.20991228070176,70.1842105263158,7.698245614035088,29.771929824561404,8.344100000000001,2.4110245614035097,323,13,54,5,6,104,56,76,0.247,0.623,0.13,-0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,2,2,4,1,4,3,3,1,0,10,10,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,7,2,8,9,1,7,0,1,0,0,5,4,1,3,2,33,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844951398485614,0.1919654936935466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16131468024155446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28127191606872154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4408980671173322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111527702732093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271107520560125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539977417969314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16959511985067938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5168860165051514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24067619696243497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956535936878092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566339201805741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23429267821812325,0.2351086586330613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,incompletelucidity,2020/02/27,lol this is sucking way too much mental energy and I long ran out of supplies,0.8212499999999991,3.2852086250000028,3.017500000000002,87.67750000000002,87.75,5.7,20.5,7.1686216300943375,0.8407249999999995,62,2,12,1,2,21,16,16,0.0,0.726,0.27399999999999997,0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5135801816844727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5848434256942173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4266146345884896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4606446764678019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Watsoup,2020/02/27,"I started a new class this year in high school and the teacher for it said ""You can leave anytime you want to go to the bathroom just tell me your going"" and now I can't go to the bathroom. I have to stand up, walk from the back of the classroom and say ""I'm going to the toilet"" and leave but I just can't.",1.7164705882352926,2.4302024117647067,3.0757647058823534,97.23394117647058,76.3529411764706,5.44,22.423529411764704,3.1291,-0.2938741176470589,236,6,59,0,5,77,44,68,0.036000000000000004,0.9440000000000001,0.019,-0.0129,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,12,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,1,2,8,0,10,11,0,14,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,5,40,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18714589768690554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5532788785494198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571466692400671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5154132410828465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350600566414835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23151221726388385,0.19354730336670475,0.0,0.24631579176623264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722671821014259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127267805048357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435531342586598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673016471625445 socialanxiety,Srivastava123321,2020/02/27,Can anyone relate? Does any one else not like seeing themselves in public? Like seeing themselves in a mirror idk but whenever i see my self in public i get super self conscious and nervous.,2.6594285714285704,5.6757903714285725,3.66,81.29000000000003,88.14285714285714,3.9428571428571435,21.285714285714285,5.6839178017228535,0.6456857142857149,153,5,22,1,5,49,27,35,0.136,0.677,0.187,0.6193,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,3,3,3,5,0,3,0,0,3,0,4,3,0,0,2,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18065253336677345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857501206876712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324739374620673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219182366184908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387922546126225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595683888276959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001273387347785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6350709739430801,0.0,0.554266140756431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MuchEntertainment6,2020/02/27,"The closer I get to people the more anxious I become. I'm scared they'll see my flaws and drop me. I'm scared I'll say something that wasn't funny and they'll drop me. I'm scared that I'm not good enough, and it'll all come crashing down eventually. I've just got a new group of friends. College buddies. I don't know if the title 'friend' is appropriate; we get along in college, they talked me into getting social media and we talk occasionally outside of college. I'm not sure what the criteria of 'friend' actually is, but we'll stick with the term for now. These friends all have their own friends. They have interesting lives. They have partners. I feel so far-below them it's actually painful. I have one close friend; my life isn't anything to ponder; I can't even imagine having a partner right now. Nothing makes me more anxious than the thought of texting them, or posting on my social media. I feel that whatever I say/post HAS to be gold. It HAS to be super-interesting or absolutely-hilarious. Nothing less. If it is less - or worse: boring or offensive or unfunny - then I will be dropped immediately. I don't wanna lose these people. But if this continues, the day will come where I won't text them, or I won't meet up, out of the fear that I'll do something and lose them. And by doing this, I'll lose them.",2.642386363636362,4.694764829545459,4.031060606060606,85.75409090909093,76.8409090909091,6.672727272727273,26.15151515151515,7.645422480735847,1.4028742424242426,1041,40,212,15,24,343,136,264,0.139,0.76,0.10099999999999999,-0.6122,0,0,2,0,0,1,39.0,3,0,11,3,6,19,1,4,10,0,28,2,0,1,3,40,45,19,0,4,14,0,2,0,8,8,2,1,0,2,13,15,0,0,6,0,0,2,9,10,0,1,3,4,33,9,21,31,9,23,0,3,1,0,29,10,0,9,7,136,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.20243871912724165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343564928830173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535575941476584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455466695306295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17869755001065524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689319949782735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717429933206997,0.0,0.0685085193053018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167179886663799,0.10489162888630454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4808199956951662,0.0,0.16257404167870915,0.0,0.0,0.08699851041801256,0.08295731059776197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057003827666214264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326311004360017,0.0,0.0,0.09158991897946676,0.0,0.0,0.3481208343860357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923636880757851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017698658641506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19905135687342573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028585704374414,0.0,0.11036931970997693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381789386431626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19867724716271312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885794649135017,0.0,0.16497048363070474,0.31153652667410936,0.0,0.08265435214260547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114664803767473,0.0,0.15970312878935936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977583507360908,0.0,0.0,0.16673834681124444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823450241740549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570330193827604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jakeisnot0,2020/02/27,"Hello I want to make friends, I think about going up to this kid who's in my class but I feel that's weird. Sometimes I think about asking him If I could sit with him, but it'd be awkward if it's just me and him but I don't want to sit at a large table. I really want to be friends, talk to him but I can never bring myself to speak. I am terrified of embarrassing myself in front of him or anyone for that matter. As of now I only have one friend but he's moving away soon. next school year I'll be all alone.",0.5897368421052641,1.976988500000001,2.726175438596492,95.82189473684211,80.66666666666667,5.612631578947369,16.66315789473684,6.2581,-0.5881305263157892,395,6,98,3,10,134,73,114,0.133,0.73,0.136,-0.3919,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,1,0,9,0,0,1,2,22,19,10,0,6,9,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,6,2,0,0,3,0,0,4,2,3,0,1,0,2,19,3,19,14,1,16,0,0,0,0,15,5,0,3,5,68,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183824121103021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743486893971303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971211626415407,0.0,0.19810541539992624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16835073171396736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661473218259646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4887186481262714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983387783164448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074749331458344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22410572412348512,0.0,0.0,0.16262454060177778,0.0,0.22424691322807336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288095064412626,0.16036489248973065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350792499704841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213396734579182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20854119916592945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16947743474475474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702150155934083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731036065906572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357838452852745 socialanxiety,transparentfears,2020/02/27,fell over in school just full on movie-style fell over in front of people and now i want to die!! i hate snow,1.0549999999999995,2.313067833333335,1.3816666666666642,106.53,79.0,4.800000000000002,12.0,3.1291,-2.0023500000000003,84,0,23,0,2,25,20,24,0.298,0.655,0.047,-0.8353,0,0,0,0,0,1,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,7,2,1,10,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,13,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.52521948793107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.499638141131813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508443668713859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5121686155226978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29849247382798555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bleatking,2020/02/27,"social anxiety in college/career path i started college this school year and i haven't made many friends. i'm an incredibly shy and anxious person and i ""looked intimidating/mean"" to many of my old friends when they first met me. i don't mean to put out that energy but i can sense it happening every time i'm in a social situation and i'm anxious, or at least i think i can. i worry i'm not approachable. i'm really wanting to go to more events and clubs but i'm too anxious. i have a friend who could go with me but i don't know her well and that also makes me anxious. it just feels like a neverending spiral of anxiety. i don't really know what to do. i'm also starting to question my major and have often found myself trying to plan my entire career around my social anxiety. i really want to go into language studies or psychology and either of those involves a lot of social situations; i can't avoid them. i'm feeling extremely emotionally deprived. i want so badly to be good friends with people and i do talk to people but unless it's over text or email i'm painfully aware of myself and it makes me say and do incredibly embarrassing things. it's affecting my attendance and participation. i see a therapist and a psychiatrist and i've been taking meds for over two years. what do i target first? what do i do?",2.210765897973445,4.5709182415094345,4.579664570230612,79.70994409503844,79.79245283018868,7.548567435359888,24.531795946890288,8.515128840125781,1.971697414395527,1054,39,199,24,27,367,135,265,0.182,0.74,0.078,-0.9788,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,3,9,12,0,2,7,0,18,1,0,4,0,49,50,26,0,4,11,0,2,1,4,0,1,1,0,1,14,19,0,1,8,1,0,6,6,5,1,3,4,5,32,7,27,44,5,24,0,1,2,0,19,8,0,6,11,135,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14836456228351938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21288958734241675,0.4191816951601658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257845142910178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745296253645195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406345127288817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043455287250333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781565581526446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938071957464814,0.06626967664445227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15780777529157014,0.0,0.10170948990667944,0.2866728637540682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815750513109686,0.07780493432207895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820297309734124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195988520646276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04531915949414711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789728775499907,0.0,0.0,0.07886351273708754,0.0,0.08777429008482009,0.1238396175265444,0.18809359431409167,0.0,0.2020915041918641,0.10303842488066164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733882758906788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870603105670347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861992386637544,0.08099679356302261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325211394531044,0.10391543058018493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17827844309875138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376860582035356,0.0,0.09388078383972613,0.07391984539723705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20853827632982305,0.0,0.3782394787676157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131580374587898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974599039432026,0.07455912785338274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770462037890466,0.06162740227791073,0.05943857931846671,0.0,0.0,0.054090664291960924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06297977015930535,0.0,0.0906156587557845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641414949916333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834047890628716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420500366187927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194722482824464 socialanxiety,it-b-like-tht,2020/02/27,i lowkey feel like anyone and everyone i talk to thinks im weird. like i always just feel like i embarrass myself and just thinking about past social interactions makes me want to hide i am very very hard on myself but i literally judge myself for every single thing i do and say and it’s just so frustrating😩. i know that a lot of my thoughts are irrational but i always just automatically find myself over-analyzing every social situation and wishing i could go back in time and do it all over again. 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Is this normal? I'm usually ok in a social and work situation, not perfect but ok. But when I'm confronted verbally about something (like in a work situation and someone unfairly accuses me of making a mistake, to lay blame on me) I freeze up, my heart races, my words don't come out the way I want, I can barely defend myself. Suddenly I'm an abused child again (I was viciously emotionally abused by my parents as a child and into my teen years, which I'm sure has affected my personality). Does this sound familiar to anyone?",4.666513409961689,6.436802586206897,6.628045977011496,70.49932950191572,70.55172413793103,10.327969348659003,31.854406130268195,10.504223727775694,3.9022636015325673,484,22,83,15,9,169,80,116,0.28800000000000003,0.628,0.084,-0.9829,1,0,1,0,2,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,5,9,2,0,7,2,5,1,1,2,2,18,13,9,0,3,4,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,2,12,5,13,12,0,15,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,8,51,15,2,0.0,0.4233334517170134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864808379467925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666397753876472,0.0,0.0,0.1249136896662204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388802196616794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15633463478846835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20095311149734973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21169679847640685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727758843210187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924783348493632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17503550401481766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983656430275792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559871121137271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4016119905358089,0.0,0.3642149360792548,0.15136648233399594,0.13753069692190664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16837208148130592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967537281781304,0.0,0.10537025255554326,0.14180116642168378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601133576186187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150423996279091 socialanxiety,212029,2020/02/27,"Anyone else? Hi. I’ve developed extremely bad social anxiety (in a way) over the past 4 years or so. However, it’s not with people I don’t know. If i’m ordering food (alone) then i’m able to talk to them perfectly. But if say my family member was with me, I couldn’t do it. Anytime i have to do social things with people that i’m familiar with or in places where the person might know me, i literally cannot breathe. I start to choke on my saliva, stutter my words and my heart beats so fast i can hardly breathe. Idk why this is. Can anyone relate?",0.9205263157894734,3.0568202631578965,3.2272807017543883,88.84513157894737,83.21052631578947,6.957894736842108,20.026315789473685,8.07648339933343,0.967347368421053,426,12,92,9,12,146,76,114,0.11699999999999999,0.845,0.039,-0.7607,1,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,2,3,3,0,0,3,0,11,4,3,0,1,17,17,9,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,5,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,2,13,1,12,14,0,13,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,5,5,55,18,0,0.1929024186265343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19978872937153286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475698222521603,0.0,0.0,0.2697637126166184,0.19765132403605504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610654620137472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16114521806475124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18185123240548684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332583703079192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17280267719293735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285902948613765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21202824888613794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046389820463139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18414718594266455,0.2674684967919853,0.16843495135154524,0.20154197027782625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15340374582797114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3932794460307011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365373247671608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550476570782602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281557954084354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311696103723704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740644287585922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422283304126044 socialanxiety,kittensonwhiskers,2020/02/27,"i dont even recognize myself anymore i used to be extremely outgoing and social. in high school i remember thinking how people who needed alcohol to have fun were so weird and boring...and then i started drinking a lot and became the kind of person who needed alcohol to be social or talk to people i didn't know. for the past year, i haven't worked and have barely left my house. i live with my boyfriend and a couple months ago we moved to rural north dakota and i know nobody. tonight i went to a cookout with my boyfriend and his coworkers and their wives (all people i have never met before). i decided not to drink all of 2020, so i didn't have any liquid confidence. i thought smoking might help so i brought my wax pen, but im not sure if it just made me paranoid or not. either way, the whole time i was there, i felt like i was going to throw up. people tried talking to me and i just had like one word answers and couldn't think of anything else to talk about. and i can never look people in the eye. i ended up having my boyfriend drive me home way early and it was so awkward leaving, and i could tell everyone was going to talk about me when i left because i was being totally fucking strange. after being isolated for so long, i have lost all ability to socialize. i cant even go to the grocery store by myself and i dont speak to anyone in person besides my boyfriend. how do i regain social skills?!",2.8578088578088554,4.5984248216783215,4.158199300699302,86.47524766899768,75.25874125874124,6.724708624708625,25.20337995337995,7.492282038375204,1.2725715617715618,1113,38,220,14,24,366,155,286,0.07,0.866,0.064,-0.3425,0,0,4,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,1,3,15,9,1,1,8,0,28,6,1,4,7,54,48,27,0,5,10,1,1,2,0,1,2,1,1,2,4,17,4,0,9,2,1,8,12,4,0,1,16,4,42,5,30,25,7,34,0,1,2,1,20,9,1,5,17,157,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337499902982358,0.201034591930404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396132836609207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327831201164648,0.06576616580972097,0.0,0.07740010180049542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05733568526464574,0.0,0.08003475728873448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509608965444901,0.1040712125282793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22046594245968096,0.1842782114181764,0.0,0.0,0.07857174731096286,0.0,0.08330572871931441,0.0,0.0,0.12424624664552547,0.0,0.0,0.08987457106757041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090308542493078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869532877353659,0.0,0.0,0.16036263475067838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06304377690239282,0.09937536384258233,0.09434587085495716,0.0,0.0,0.10852803490771464,0.0,0.0,0.1015966567009207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979448855671384,0.10338147289963948,0.0,0.0,0.0995917592735278,0.20438431205803176,0.0,0.0,0.09190205441270227,0.0,0.08305320111396614,0.08323663022455134,0.07898337985269137,0.0,0.10267327169231012,0.07996307654025099,0.0,0.08899809344934168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977858840871626,0.0,0.0,0.07507462890650927,0.09996667896547186,0.0,0.13948271470400445,0.14508362341773498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06373480275520538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978712701296608,0.3260330557115652,0.16425220177008504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065471512727783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095189727711741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835131271931784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665733448932349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864669883673977,0.0,0.0,0.30239470905589705,0.08220911931001328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205346174049173,0.0,0.07466998475012737,0.05484482974161299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385787301315098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123421443250266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931460351254336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719088572591763,0.0,0.10501020290695154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847391287608154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06056900207890704 socialanxiety,1919sufferingoverdue,2020/02/27,"Does anyone have advice or tips to get through anxiety? Hey! I'm (M27) has any advice on getting through situations? I always bail on doing things I enjoy or trying things because my instant reaction is to get out.. For example, today I tried to go try out a gym (this is my second week going to a gym) every other time it's been with my partner so it makes me feel more comfortable, today I tried to go by myself, I was all excited and ready, got my stuff ready, drove to the gym, paid for parking and started walking towards the gym, all while I was feeling a little nervous but I was okay, I walked into the gym and as I'm still fresh in my trial period I have to wait at counter for someone to sign me in, and here is where it got me. There was no one at the counter so I though it's okay I'll wait, but as I was waiting and then saw people walking around I started to panic inside, I get this over whelming feeling that people are looking at me and judging me ( even though I know they are not) I tried to push through but as I waiting it just got worse and worse, I started to sweat and didn't know what to do, then I started thinking about how I will be terrible and people will judge me. Then I looked at the door and that when my instinct was to bail. So I just left, walked straight back to my car and drove home. The worst part is as soon as I get home I feel even worse and hate myself for the fact I can't push through and feel like I'm just a failure. Keep in mind from the moment I walked in untill I walked out the door it was only about 5 Minutes. I feel like I'm never going to be able to do anything. I have always lived my life avoiding situations like this and just wait untill I have someone I know to do it with but unfortunately I don't always have someone with the same interest and I really struggle meeting people. I feel like it's getting worse as I get older because I put the pressure on myself that I'm almost 30 and I shouldn't be like this and that just makes me feel worse. I have no clue how to overcome the feeling and get through it. There so many things I don't do that I want to because of it and all it's doing is making me hate myself. If anyone has a way they get through, I would take any advice and try whatever I need to. My partner understand what I go through but I know she can't be there all the time and I don't expect her to nor want her too. I want her to be able to enjoy things by herself and me to as well.",2.7555318719062534,3.6758902936660327,4.1164142842711415,89.9698714516618,74.08637236084455,6.55906657238105,25.41877967471462,6.5966054737557815,0.7821792706333976,1917,61,426,14,38,634,194,521,0.139,0.765,0.096,-0.9840000000000001,0,1,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,2,0,31,22,2,5,18,2,44,2,1,5,6,88,107,53,0,8,14,0,9,5,2,4,1,0,4,2,28,30,0,7,15,5,1,17,12,9,1,2,16,12,74,13,71,82,8,63,0,0,3,0,11,22,0,4,28,310,102,0,0.13228797601477327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939054186772068,0.0,0.0,0.06623364951012553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651112901196474,0.0,0.0,0.08996036003803717,0.0,0.0505999697815942,0.0,0.0,0.09249882867817663,0.0,0.054430866297052814,0.058882172666378185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050860643952960936,0.0,0.12096228348900663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057883049641733464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737496052014179,0.0,0.05572916266303378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300999489669034,0.1417598347460122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110175336728771,0.0,0.18795576336699807,0.0,0.15870416873341284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306069886503216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269562604508914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058791815673635575,0.0,0.0,0.14540402397653301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186563650472251,0.0,0.046719454839735344,0.16157305739261474,0.06629365263253688,0.058406353224558574,0.0,0.11108858227428482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245487683424467,0.06705962213005927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678657235601541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04904492900004837,0.051014321198813634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04482087809366953,0.0503054834418693,0.0,0.07760571840831061,0.0,0.07162749332742263,0.0,0.18342365191816515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649297703949772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04237353243114269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869722768952498,0.0,0.0,0.16813075917991396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18726822061146475,0.0,0.052822674264371434,0.0,0.0,0.06914805766480857,0.07571904145797438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04973204726068076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757725062220997,0.042382396737955415,0.12997226477177426,0.0,0.07713818264593689,0.0,0.1253935332349716,0.0,0.0,0.2694445563096726,0.0,0.0,0.06885822420871357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704031357517952,0.05250201893104408,0.05305671743567318,0.0,0.059471388792259834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370318730925609,0.046986791316720435,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Drean_7,2020/02/27,"I need advice I need your advice ( may contain anxiety trigger !!!) Hi.I am 27 Since 18 I deal with general anxiety.I have my ups and downs but I somehow manage it .. My job is not bad .recently I got another part_time job offer( which is very prestigious and well_paid) I felt lucky until my manager told me that I have to attend 5 day training in the city before I start a new job . 1) I have strange social anxiety.I feel great around ppl.I feel like social butterfly at times but attending formal/official meetings where I am surrounded by unknown ppl makes me extremely anxious and i always try to avoid it 2) The training is in the city, 7 hrs away from my town .Last time I was there ( 3 months ago) I got terrible panic attack,could not calm down and left the city at 3.a.m ( I visited the therapist that day and after that visit I felt terrible fear that earthquake may happen and I may be injured.I guess my therapy worked well bc I realized my fears better but even though my fear was irrational could not calm myself down.... ( I felt better after I left the city) Right now I do not have a good support system and i also deal with break up .I think it will make my panic in the city worse. I would like to be a ,,strong girl'' and ,,just do it'' but I am not ready for it . 1) Will I be fired for not attending my training ? 2)Should I lie that I can't go bc I have minor physical illness( flu,cold and etc.... 3)I live int the country where being open about my anxiety will ruin my reputation :( I would love to be open with my coordinator about it but I am afraid of her reactions. I feel like I am not ready to go and also I do not want to loose that job.what makes me anxious is that if I deny that offer ppl in my community will gossip about me (bc it is a dream job for many ) and it will make me feel even more weird....Plus it will have negative impact on my current job. I feel scared,stressed and lost.Plz give me ur kind advice .",1.6426308215593934,3.7849926377551055,3.4412244897959177,88.29315279958138,80.53061224489795,6.877655677655678,22.80638409209837,7.969615865706242,1.2227172161172155,1502,50,314,28,39,502,194,392,0.21100000000000002,0.679,0.11,-0.9918,7,1,0,0,0,0,64.0,0,1,0,4,16,27,0,7,12,0,39,2,0,5,0,63,66,22,0,7,15,0,9,3,0,11,1,0,0,1,18,18,0,2,10,1,0,7,10,12,1,0,8,9,58,15,35,41,2,47,0,1,0,1,17,23,0,7,18,203,76,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295580694382473,0.06941321731847269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524196987095934,0.06515655804582557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211028184911537,0.119807186987723,0.17692614876382395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970861347678363,0.0,0.08908395999520369,0.07357071812432424,0.0,0.06538193117753964,0.0,0.0,0.06663232462200003,0.0,0.0,0.1385099346159784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504134936390676,0.0,0.0,0.101001308050368,0.16145933464320048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733147788527099,0.1034402617063355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643468158978243,0.19796839963893895,0.11188311707215083,0.2255570575854847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511789668054923,0.08900578946717581,0.06567904821878219,0.1252563331641321,0.0863322347803436,0.08626248096095232,0.0,0.06924541101305985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4662375369248877,0.0,0.0,0.08154326484217175,0.0,0.06382954069640705,0.0,0.0,0.1701585947160966,0.0,0.0,0.11476852802147199,0.0,0.06914530692655707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547984652122873,0.0,0.0706738893641723,0.0,0.20907846736947472,0.07938961942606257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625028077005094,0.0,0.0,0.11612526657369215,0.0,0.07562806651295488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18374957251541887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731736389379476,0.0,0.0,0.06687258114298998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06477522727107264,0.0,0.0,0.1596454593830025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055425128761186215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969883590929821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886030225944735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954931361754302,0.09091887316514727,0.0,0.05017508659480574,0.07693488502039579,0.0,0.09132128647551656,0.0,0.0,0.07482438627299116,0.0,0.05316438343071799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461034652360395,0.04618669007816906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704061665274513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05700743208900605,0.0,0.07980012797381321,0.11125214733395217,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,GoldenTrigger42,2020/02/27,Has anyone else ever been social earlier in life and then slowly developed social anxiety? I feel like when I was younger I could easily talk to people and I was fine in social situations. Now I find it hard to start conversations and talk to people without saying something stupid. Has anyone else ever experienced this?,4.886842105263156,8.00827373684211,6.1255263157894735,68.06618421052629,74.78947368421052,8.712280701754386,25.28947368421053,9.2995712137729,3.0149789473684216,261,9,37,7,6,87,39,57,0.053,0.7809999999999999,0.16699999999999998,0.7741,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,9,8,5,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,4,5,2,6,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,7,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050503811817146,0.0,0.0,0.23856858442082896,0.3495903591095477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620657053534238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28502118529581066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086266690365833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625817595974644,0.12187341031366615,0.0,0.0,0.15592113374746072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281999822057948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049659833863555,0.08334431069784075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23653878439727574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13566433428740265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917564126169374,0.0,0.5217016763186347,0.0,0.13133269766805258,0.0,0.0,0.12074832442939143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742362915170525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644479082045624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,forking11,2020/02/27,Nofap? I’m on day 5 of nofap right now because I read a bunch of people say that it helped them get rid of their social anxiety. I was wondering if anyone on here has attempted nofap and if it has changed them in any way.,1.7818085106382997,3.323985425531916,4.056329787234045,86.90875,77.72340425531914,7.253191489361702,22.388297872340427,8.07648339933343,1.13023829787234,173,5,37,3,4,60,36,47,0.04,0.96,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,6,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,6,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,3,2,24,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21663823979397426,0.0,0.243704858061438,0.0,0.0,0.2227512586584996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19419706016767124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33700437665300376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20545102561298625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16643945798019932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135304754761592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208560363216224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31865579118478754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27205668216422424,0.0,0.2533393178397715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247415701620183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25286570578512924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3454751221194586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,nffc79,2020/02/27,"Social media increases my social anxiety Seeing all the good things happen in peoples lives that don’t regularly happen in mine makes me feel like an outsider. People not following me back makes me wonder if they don’t like me. If I post a lot I come across as obsessed, if I don’t post enough I feel uninteresting. These transpire into social situations when I meet them because I feel judged. Can anyone else relate?",4.551428571428573,7.023281615384616,5.548021978021982,75.13269230769235,72.58974358974359,7.534065934065935,25.24542124542125,8.418075326091056,1.9998805860805864,338,11,55,6,7,111,55,78,0.046,0.848,0.106,0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,2,1,14,15,5,0,3,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,4,14,3,5,15,4,11,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,5,4,38,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942642280488909,0.0,0.0,0.11829841560313975,0.17335050921810066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300931845769465,0.0,0.10313389325374532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573830320394274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133275223843553,0.0,0.0,0.1748138184412264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566357739086437,0.12086613482038412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419047467504246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992203078432344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16531095121390266,0.0,0.14939387117347902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383543794894713,0.0,0.0,0.2258652322746947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23458380734263454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.324065829497916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348189164649009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19017155883618567,0.0,0.5173898472493781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123993097524125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18347442713978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,monsieurninja,2020/02/27,"Meditation, people! meditation! I've been practicing meditation for a few months. I recently realised my social anxiety was almost completely gone. I truly feel like a new person in social situations. And I can clearly see the difference in how people act towards me. I feel way more capable of listening to what people say, I feel more able to focus (and be really interested) an entire conversation, I'm not thinking of what I'm gonna say next. It just comes naturally. I'm feeling true empathy for the person I'm talking with, and I feel 100% present. I don't feel forced to smile, and the smiles I give are genuine. That's it, just wanted to share. Really hope this helps someone somewhere. Also, [stumbled upon this reddit post](https://www.reddit.com/r/Meditation/comments/f9h1om/random_thoughts_on_3000_hours_of_meditation/firn15f?utm_source=share&utm_medium=web2x), and the first comment is exactly it!",6.529144736842108,10.058484940789477,6.668947368421055,64.17013157894738,71.30263157894737,9.852631578947367,31.86842105263158,9.978442167317967,4.369715789473685,749,34,101,23,16,239,103,152,0.012,0.762,0.226,0.9823,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,7,0,7,0,0,1,3,24,26,7,0,2,3,0,6,1,0,1,0,3,0,2,8,7,0,0,7,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,3,10,10,5,13,21,3,14,0,0,1,0,13,4,0,2,7,59,18,0,0.1485541283292423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14875550092235812,0.0,0.0,0.1187986827537668,0.0,0.1609583359794748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364350156134047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796622767417426,0.1557561771926437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15520744596958733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4506805850123684,0.10612709896092906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263600656679419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250665629225373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957270083245992,0.0,0.0,0.1475477686483228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725760433428056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857448794334635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14347450283974808,0.15798900078799072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089661836230651,0.2594234697144988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422737907855255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19033515710713766,0.0,0.14667928002154967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23627241074705985,0.0,0.0,0.11837840691057433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698106441605398,0.0,0.3028644519383014,0.1258694308569995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940218122067638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518748708057903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762107379333453,0.11791535244224514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,zobot04,2020/02/27,"Desperately looking for coping mechanisms Sooo, as my title says I’m desperately looking for coping mechanisms as my anxiety has gotten even worse. A little back story, I’ve always had social anxiety.. as long as I can remember. My parents would tell me I wouldn’t go anywhere unless my sister was there with me. They chalked it up to shyness, as most people do. As I got older, I realized this was a lot more than just shyness. I started having trouble doing things as my own.. things that most people would consider normal. One example is talking on the phone is a nightmare for me. Literally will send me into a full panic attack. I decided to go to a therapist, now in my 20s, I was nervous. I mean first I had to make myself leave the house then talk to someone. I finally get there and the advice is awful. One of those everyone has a little bit of anxiety you will eventually outgrow it. I mean I’m 24 now. I should “outgrown” it by now. I just need help. I have no one to talk to because no one around me understands the troll this is taking on me. I feel depressed some days because I’m too afraid to leave my house. Any help is appreciated even to just know I’m not the only one that feels this way would be great.",3.284834710743805,5.054698103305789,5.1223884297520685,79.88903719008266,74.16528925619834,7.980495867768595,27.389256198347105,8.697196308434329,2.204607603305785,959,37,181,19,20,328,136,242,0.16399999999999998,0.784,0.052000000000000005,-0.9674,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,1,1,14,7,1,3,11,1,25,0,0,1,0,30,46,10,0,7,5,2,2,0,0,7,0,1,0,0,11,4,0,0,9,0,0,3,4,6,0,6,7,5,31,1,31,31,8,24,0,1,2,0,14,9,0,4,11,140,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405896018031444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860664792706159,0.0,0.0,0.07241557446046698,0.0,0.2443893651292925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947970051990294,0.0,0.1211456116772142,0.0,0.08188279254831013,0.0,0.12982834133022658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625744882895488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867602902149475,0.0,0.09171806327178704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406688002771747,0.0,0.0,0.10175396383256544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768718798899243,0.0,0.0,0.1166525323387415,0.0,0.0905787420075683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055635648507794684,0.0,0.12103930728264554,0.0,0.08516827888225165,0.11740353022574093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427534867447979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457459903873459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05852308683887016,0.0,0.0,0.2255110906403364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21345814696330564,0.0,0.09423863681136099,0.1788464051942384,0.0,0.0,0.09053239310705642,0.0,0.0,0.07108164819843325,0.0,0.0,0.23199356541583666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895959301206927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433574979949972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607955363454831,0.08098901517099706,0.0,0.12494086679019185,0.11824245724450455,0.0,0.0,0.1476509111087866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063028338596606,0.0,0.0,0.08468362857931679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855122981446373,0.09022704003807844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537284070469895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006581498683535,0.25677335582469035,0.09307531211124236,0.0,0.0,0.1236409169864905,0.14149195275616286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085789030397984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452531447447115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852049365371803,0.2269383193096855,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,alone-and-suffering,2020/02/27,"Anybody else get those anxiety shits? You know, when you're chatting with someone on the dm's and then it hits you?",1.2433333333333323,3.8593895652173984,1.7652173913043503,96.06202898550728,88.13043478260867,4.8057971014492775,25.057971014492754,6.42735559955562,0.8025188405797108,92,4,19,1,3,28,21,23,0.214,0.7859999999999999,0.0,-0.6322,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4015390267603222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4384778204735749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742330969661526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884655392413365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5387915234455661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44473716552912507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,thelourver,2020/02/27,"I think I’m losing my voice completely... I’m 18. I’ve been mentally ill for so so long now, more than half my life I’ve had some kind of anxiety or mood problems. I’ve been to several therapists and tried all sorts of meds but nothing seems to take away this feeling of misplacement. anxiety is almost like a secondary symptom at this point, i think it stems from a feeling that nothing is real (which is so hard to be talked out of). anyways, this anxiety has gotten so bad, whenever I’m in public or with my friends I mumble like crazy. every other thing they ask me to repeat. I’m not doing it on purpose but it’s like my voice is coming from underwater. I’m so spacey all the time I can hardly pay attention to what I’m saying and it’s so draining to try to communicate. I feel like I’m going mute , maybe that’s irrational but it feels like my voice is shutting off . I wish I never had to talk again but people rely on me so much I’d feel guilty if I left my life behind . I’m just so conflicted and tired Whats wrong with me",1.6325000000000005,3.5090742870370377,3.6451481481481487,88.16466666666668,79.27777777777777,6.912592592592592,22.837037037037035,7.908726449838941,1.1271025925925922,810,26,173,14,20,275,124,216,0.172,0.718,0.11,-0.9245,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,1,12,12,0,0,3,0,13,5,0,0,3,35,35,18,0,3,9,0,7,5,1,0,5,4,0,0,15,7,0,1,9,0,1,2,2,4,0,1,5,11,18,7,26,29,5,18,0,1,0,0,7,10,0,7,11,105,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249904015118423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864636292699686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669097246696765,0.0,0.11727362635349207,0.0,0.10422048829572908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752241145891543,0.13087265347867294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516724457568186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155667461315673,0.1783445805790678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643654956233212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093876452063674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22363055580866906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998207189693015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561859912696134,0.0,0.17632981005946796,0.3049066670244633,0.0,0.0,0.11046283419147522,0.0,0.1396429948817407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539967260672388,0.0,0.13864821438213365,0.0,0.12579041143788722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175794418242808,0.0,0.09626980449747104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23953861587832326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653530369225314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11799637986874102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943703102124754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420738525484402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926282827301908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136325326116116,0.0,0.14101242716720885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12973702008438456,0.0938500082826951,0.2006531049893965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14492703390541972,0.08292565897370781,0.15996076992560698,0.0,0.0,0.07278424556188405,0.14346360757084414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694908027737856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353821999713384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13647238754547206,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LargeService0,2020/02/27,"Does anyone relate to this? I have been dealing with this thing in which I become very uncomfortable around other people. For the past couple of years I have been pretty isolated, I have pretty much no one to talk to. I think that being alone and the excessive thoughts in my head have contributed to whatever thing is going on inside my head. I know that many people with social anxiety here become anxious when talking to other people. They go out of their way just to avoid people. I am a bit different, I get in a really anxious and in a bad mood when I have to be around other people. My self-consciousness and bad mood becomes really apparent in my every action and thing that I do. Everybody else around me turns into a bad mood and dread being around me. Do I have some kind of social anxiety? Like, I can go up and do a presentation and talk to someone to convey a message that I have. I am just in a really bad mood and become very aware of every little thing that happens in a place around other people. Which gives off a severely bad vibe. I don't know what I have, if anyone has any ideas please share them with me. Has anyone gone through anything similar?",5.2785526315789495,6.107323083333334,6.123087719298245,78.23594736842107,68.16666666666666,9.062456140350877,26.16491228070176,9.21078282632365,2.093194385964912,925,25,170,17,15,305,113,228,0.182,0.7609999999999999,0.057,-0.9791,2,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,3,0,10,14,0,2,11,0,23,2,2,0,0,28,35,11,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,18,18,0,1,5,0,0,5,2,7,0,1,4,0,26,3,35,28,3,30,0,0,0,0,12,19,0,2,6,131,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454386905262616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05551107273377216,0.0,0.12489316857714235,0.18443690966159784,0.0,0.1712323918347568,0.0,0.06717438162097983,0.36333920498137295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407874251021496,0.0,0.3606148649900292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911861496465844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903218365804266,0.0,0.0,0.08415675389329047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528578162229736,0.0,0.0,0.07143480033553049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681912350980917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375532779402774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04264820867495549,0.0783067557895802,0.13917631338850409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218497494423108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16755147875649612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921501240044628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500488975930573,0.08972322195388786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0398802038451027,0.08181451856164615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275981910225844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06000730574561675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055314474570738084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792489408045926,0.3395510093029259,0.0,0.08528578162229736,0.08960502281211663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16609373459619564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568824473208503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515769881546659,0.09221845483079892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664226310007582,0.06916467651362808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968328572613968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169248849908291,0.052305088751478136,0.0,0.06480495418683925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878979705390737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470629105125295,0.0,0.06479394680765578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052566923885161855 socialanxiety,twilightz0neprincess,2020/02/28,"Does anyone else miss being able to express themselves? I used to be able to say or share whatever was on my mind. But somewhere along the way, I felt like ""No one cares, so what's the point?"" The thing is, when you stop putting yourself out there, people end up forgetting about you, so it becomes a self-fulfilling prophecy.",5.691774193548388,6.473597370967744,5.109838709677419,86.03475806451617,67.2258064516129,8.135483870967743,31.62903225806452,8.07648339933343,2.107729032258065,255,10,50,3,4,77,54,62,0.092,0.784,0.124,0.4696,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,8,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,2,5,3,8,4,0,9,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,4,32,8,0,0.4551652623456222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15913106727577134,0.2331853001076259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25134713587112684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23203566006795145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991590941916146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901160855794884,0.0,0.20157066111539854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21851501564834533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111853779483041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22979358096911115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15421588076748538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777714112959176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21513914766555475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287834030731904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18098284280657828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23741831824082346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19026927013611866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119578762546584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19655832269975934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806444995254504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,93ab,2020/02/28,"Jobs with less Social Interaction? Hi Guys, I’m currently working part time at food/customer service and wanna get some ideas on what other jobs I can get that require less social interaction. I’m trying to overcome my SA that’s why I have the job I’m currently in. It’s really helped me so far, but sometimes it gets overwhelming. 😣 I’m also curious about what jobs you guys have and how you feel/think SA affects it. Any comments/suggestions/ideas are appreciated pls feel free to speak your mind. Thanks! 😁",2.681586270871982,5.417552928571432,4.019239332096478,82.1147217068646,80.93877551020408,7.237105751391463,25.23562152133581,8.296473431620573,2.0066408163265304,409,16,75,9,11,134,70,98,0.0,0.8190000000000001,0.18100000000000002,0.9548,6,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,2,4,3,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,12,13,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,8,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,3,8,13,4,7,0,1,0,0,12,4,0,1,3,38,15,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280058778262527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442496990305608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15528747025039846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18568341287433596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406837602649325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040938940071433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029269509214476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34669745878913816,0.0,0.0,0.6095320244450587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15505019778169746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16628877056038646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983734357429722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130668779684497,0.0,0.0,0.15187317267748082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137593288566333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839401491743832,0.0,0.0,0.08954113120237081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425606593571896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13856256111731827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179233567981907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,JimothyBoi3000,2020/02/28,"I panicked for the first time in a few weeks So i haven't been having many panic attacks lately, but today I had one, I and I forgot how awful it is. So, for some background, I've been pretty stressed out and anxious and angry and sad and just have been going a little crazy for the past few weeks due to many things. Mostly my self esteem and body image and love life and failed/unsatisfactory attempts at being calm and normal in social situations. I'm only good socially when I'm with my best friends, who are great, but even with friends and acquaintances I'm pretty socially inept and nervous.u One good friend of mine and one acquaintance invited me to go to a restaurant with them to eat spicy wings a week ago. I at first wanted to go, but I declined, as I was busy that day. Then they tried to reschedule to tomorrow, but I couldn't go again because of family stuff. Finally, today, they rescheduled to the day after tomorrow, but as the day got closer I got more and more anxious about it. I had to tell them I just didn't want to go. So I texted them saying I just couldn't go and wouldn't be able to handle myself because I was in an extra bad place mentally. The panic sets in as soon as I hit send. I start thinking ""I should not have done that. *I should NOT have done that. I SHOULD NOT HAVE DONE THAT.*"" I then get so nervous I start shaking a little and saying ""I should not have done that"" in real life. One of my best friends looks at me nervously and confusedly, and I notice and try to nervously laugh it off and drink water, but I couldn't. The tears were welling up, the heavy breathing started, I started tapping my hand on the table very fast, I started feeling a little nauseasous, the dry throat and voicecracky muttering started, and I was shaky. I was officially panicking. My friend recognized this when I got up to leave the cafeteria to go to the bathroom and calm down he went with me to make sure I was alright. At the moment I didn't want him to come with me, but after reflection, I realized he kept me from completely falling apart and breaking down because of the pressure of me not wanting him to see that. I'm glad he was there I suppose. My friend texted me that it was okay and she knew I had been not doing well in the head and that she thought i probably would not want to go after rescheduling twice. So that's good I guess. I'm still alive now, so I guess this was a triumph. Not a huge success, but it could have been worse. I just wanted to write this down somewhere, maybe so someone else would relate to me I suppose. Thanks for reading my stupid panic attack story.",4.869925195511732,5.565064953757229,5.346279610109941,83.92051428085686,69.01926782273604,8.03266462654426,28.55950357021421,8.027739517013583,1.7441374362461752,2057,69,411,25,34,659,233,519,0.154,0.657,0.18899999999999997,0.9876,0,0,1,0,0,0,58.0,0,0,5,7,23,41,3,11,23,3,47,12,5,2,1,89,92,49,0,18,20,0,2,0,6,7,2,2,0,1,20,32,4,2,6,2,0,13,15,16,2,7,31,6,66,25,62,47,9,77,0,1,2,1,29,25,0,6,37,299,86,3,0.06438330420118958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05707191450806987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546961553680635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649060640886166,0.0,0.0,0.0537573697155802,0.11774239397046217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513261124987558,0.0,0.0,0.07151533679055712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05546051568196809,0.06750466951132432,0.0,0.0,0.05140482948750607,0.0,0.0,0.1245657147357105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635458944143441,0.0,0.06307112713726196,0.0,0.06588019350733144,0.05378398917494333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042524565211482186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060694849233545,0.0,0.03255413310596143,0.0,0.0,0.07052876272135616,0.0,0.1095288113266113,0.0,0.0,0.29845428669688584,0.0,0.033637619122237034,0.0,0.2927241239309087,0.1620049827563394,0.15447962968938542,0.07098282017484216,0.14185093643101576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06607584469413222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726271714782807,0.06817262293381138,0.0,0.0,0.0909516635956243,0.0,0.19358695473148496,0.0,0.0,0.05406576017948469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058108445733596775,0.0,0.042976355498844536,0.1305491302016525,0.06468168277435157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06488322752003996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630819682473349,0.0,0.07330081856272135,0.0,0.0,0.17451117271894134,0.048966404067805516,0.0,0.2266198059667705,0.0,0.0,0.06146114898275705,0.0,0.0,0.06726684960247313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100193317656578,0.06941609135888548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06440072723767315,0.0732822954800559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240037531479318,0.0,0.0,0.05130515771385282,0.0,0.0671658277587395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236953147683732,0.0,0.19689201195728565,0.05455176471794878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734250045559005,0.0,0.051416589902374465,0.0,0.0737508574339844,0.0,0.0737034797397887,0.0,0.0,0.060680502264513624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0562738456808438,0.05927549633873368,0.0,0.0,0.042773406469833374,0.04125422164824046,0.0,0.05111315185087767,0.03754242243653083,0.0,0.12205568848112952,0.0,0.0,0.08742407464304942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05312296873106572,0.22784964559052226,0.0,0.15493320926745568,0.0,0.11577664520172813,0.05968396802322565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561208740057163,0.09147210411456863,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MercuryBolt,2020/02/28,"I've been invited out for coffee and I don't know what to do - all my insecurities are flaring. ""We didn't get a chance to chat much today in Badiou, let's grab coffee next week n catch up? Xx"" I'm a graduate student, and another grad student I know from my department just texted me the above and I don't know what to do. They're in my Alain Badiou reading group, which I just quit today after four months because I just didn't feel like I could handle it anymore. The textual material we read is really difficult and, although the entire point of the group is that we're all clueless and trying to work through the material together, I don't usually say a word because I feel I'm going to say something dense and my anxiety/ASD/depression keeps me hunkered down pretty tight. I haven't learnt much during my time in the group and I'm not keen on persisting any further (hence my polite email to the convener today saying I won't be attending anymore). The people in the group are pleasant and evidently very intelligent. The person who texted me today, from the reading group, was in the department library a month or so ago and needed help reaching a book on a high shelf. I was there at the time, I'm pretty tall, and so I managed to get it for them, and they invited me out for lunch and we exchanged numbers. We agreed a date and time to meet but, at the last minute, she changed plans and asked if we could get something to eat with some folks from the reading group instead. I agreed and was basically pretty quiet for most of lunch. There were five of us, the other three all quite gregarious, and I didn't feel I could get a word in edgeways and so I just receded into my shell for the most part, chipping in when I wanted to. The person who invited me out in the first place and I didn't really say much to each other at all. I'm loose, open, and perfectly myself with my friends and family back home but I'm completely locked up whilst at college. A combination of ASD and attendant anxiety and depression make socialising difficult, but the folks back home accept me for who I am and I organise most of the social occasions and get-togethers. Anyway, so, back to the person who texted me. I don't know what to do. They seem nice, pleasant, personable, but all my anxieties are flaring up. Why are they doing this? We've barely said a word to each other, I don't know what they want from me. I have a horrible feeling that this invite has been extended out of pity. They've seen this aloof, distant thing and probably fear for my well-being, always sitting on the margins. And I don't feel I'll be able to hold a conversation to save my life and I don't feel like I can be myself (because I am never myself at college, its all performance). What can I or should I do? Happy to provide more details if anything seems unclear.",5.1568900751285085,5.7500928167259815,6.119685646500598,78.9925691973112,68.34163701067615,9.447291419533412,30.37979438513247,9.516144504307137,2.6631848952155,2241,83,436,45,36,744,246,562,0.077,0.821,0.102,0.9438,0,0,2,0,0,0,63.0,6,0,5,8,16,17,0,2,35,0,44,4,0,1,8,97,76,41,0,9,13,0,8,2,1,2,1,6,2,4,22,42,3,3,14,6,1,6,15,6,0,4,12,15,63,11,63,55,17,61,0,2,1,0,39,31,0,11,25,302,85,13,0.07562834121537329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703996133443511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06292883835128844,0.0,0.0,0.05142986543277917,0.07930290992086496,0.11571094805177536,0.0,0.1500059850882948,0.0,0.0,0.06223568086795976,0.0,0.07070228996075194,0.0,0.0,0.17446057840715246,0.0,0.1383070045440212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800047570456843,0.0,0.07929487687491371,0.0,0.0,0.18114922957902624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027715893901412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738667369940957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129566934785196,0.08510290979772299,0.2294397701753408,0.10805780415103956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643294284030405,0.0,0.0,0.0584302688187856,0.0,0.1975634342018054,0.0,0.04298132916850388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050777552705543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05069208293965135,0.07990549477810575,0.15172278519409588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722194458460076,0.0,0.0,0.20781679239989093,0.0616471920707685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733510286960409,0.05341853399618336,0.07389637476552002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05048250502495562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073164084329695,0.0,0.16678659810530688,0.05607745672796734,0.0583292390846417,0.0,0.08043159886737415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189812360819915,0.0,0.052431169302521084,0.26414300171262345,0.07901551989817013,0.0,0.0714932276887173,0.0,0.0,0.2308236356864656,0.08154014318249793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16088010031815572,0.3025952292742962,0.0,0.09689890391384526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193987121169575,0.2405707697352501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769840288125135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709356976748552,0.0,0.11644478386809172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05024410939419672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322984818490807,0.0,0.286747297929379,0.0,0.0,0.051346679310539683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097158261004602,0.0,0.08329393315716659,0.062401301943313635,0.08921511022316407,0.0,0.06066449349175361,0.0,0.06799896135127005,0.0,0.06824281471089379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055058333133988384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,GlitteringSmell8,2020/02/28,Terrible First Impression at New Job/Office Tour I start a new job soon and I got invited in for an office tour and lunch. I got so nervous when being introduced to about 9 or 10 of my new coworkers. I was just looking at them as they looked back at me. So awkward. I also felt like my energy was low and I was just so nervous I couldn’t say what I wanted to. My manager ended up doing majority of the talking about me like I was a fking 10 year old. Is there a way to come back from this? :/,0.3435844155844165,2.3230383714285736,3.304155844155844,88.37493506493506,84.33333333333333,6.865800865800866,20.97402597402597,8.00094639256281,1.0615714285714284,379,12,84,8,11,135,68,105,0.146,0.769,0.085,-0.745,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,1,13,8,0,3,5,0,8,1,0,0,0,10,16,10,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,7,4,16,3,15,7,1,20,0,1,2,0,4,6,0,1,14,62,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481998190233574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284998285566068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15963621264826744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16413794037681986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17793564009493645,0.0,0.0,0.1576325463354077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964336304448059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678017236839288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810753493139064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112431640013979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5369477555417421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944614860936785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737338706651773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13116999134103705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895267554923533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930615540341664,0.14709787589342654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933958690173666 socialanxiety,plague_child,2020/02/28,"So I think I have social anxiety... Pretty much every sign points towards it. I don't know how to describe it and it's really hard to try to talk about it with close friends. I'm 16 and I've been thinking about this for maybe the past 2 or so years? I honestly just don't know what to do, because I also feel like I don't actually have social anxiety so I will just make myself look stupid by going up to someone (I honestly don't know who).",1.731702127659574,3.2614338191489374,3.930797872340429,87.80875,77.82978723404256,7.253191489361702,23.45212765957447,8.07648339933343,1.1986425531914895,345,11,76,6,8,119,60,94,0.073,0.762,0.165,0.8612,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,9,5,1,0,1,0,9,0,0,2,0,16,19,8,0,0,3,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,3,9,4,12,17,1,7,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,1,3,49,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.1973594453158033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16173320431377816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094298224678029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328511283985764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17039797635782852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022598531769036,0.1444820378610828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562520056378142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493903799050495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811694996637054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334414638933893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880543937155244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16983271155942214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349983975640092,0.0,0.2031797118421502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486714619796718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19306329093769045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19118447410413889,0.0,0.0,0.20575326655024606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956168426677148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41232139236968623,0.17135936111218034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625548105689085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25917757569799776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13730933961635386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023749906238716 socialanxiety,sigvi,2020/02/28,"Oh my god I’ve shown my crazy annoying socially inept side to my boyfriend So I was with my boyfriend and we were planning on having a chill night together at his place. Then my bf says that his friend is coming over for coffee, just for like 20 minutes. For some reason this felt so overwhelming for me and I just really didn’t feel like being social even for that short amount of time. So I went out for a walk, which my bf was completely fine with. Then he texts me while I’m walking and says that he canceled the coffee with his friend because he’s super hungry and wants to make dinner with me instead. So I walk back to his place. Then when I’m like a minute away from my bf’s place, he texts me again that his friend is at his place anyway because the friend didn’t see his text about canceling. Soo I just went into an anxious panicky annoyed mood. I went into my boyfriend’s apartment, said ”Yeah I’m probably gonna go home and eat there instead”. My boyfriend was really confused and said ”Okay..? Is something wrong?” I went ”Nope. See you later”, then I gave him a quick kiss and almost stormed out and went home. I regretted it the minute I walked out the door because I knew how ridiculous I was being. I could have handled one night of socialization. My boyfriend texted me later and asked if I seriously just became angry because he wanted to have coffee with his friend. Obviously I was never angry, I'm just fricking stupid and become instantly anxious when plans change spontaneously. I’m so embarrassed. His friend must be wondering if I’m fucking insane. And idk how to explain this to my boyfriend in any logical way. Whyyy can’t I be normal",3.7588888888888894,5.688537851851858,4.131358024691359,86.81611111111113,73.25925925925927,7.022222222222222,25.88888888888889,7.793537801064563,1.4139925925925922,1320,45,257,18,27,413,166,324,0.132,0.753,0.11599999999999999,-0.5348,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,1,1,0,3,23,25,5,3,9,2,21,4,0,4,3,51,50,27,0,8,7,0,2,3,9,2,0,4,3,0,8,23,2,0,7,0,0,11,5,11,0,1,18,8,44,13,32,25,2,46,0,2,2,2,36,18,1,6,19,158,52,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899784796559635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06110561991822771,0.0,0.0,0.2030249308047961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400386081773525,0.0,0.08442330351286204,0.06909423610292051,0.0,0.21910317881327213,0.0992396372099722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505644696024937,0.07740356855401832,0.09421301352837913,0.0,0.0,0.07174324281549127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194581066895273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059349485992013035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04543423447472901,0.06419362615562361,0.0862764988457713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4165382625191497,0.08307104756464574,0.0,0.0,0.05106761881739008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802671418054367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169829684831744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0599800279199032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930300679639448,0.0,0.0,0.1686488037590868,0.08804046254734937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06088920809198545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37552439897782797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688069287095424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151289730826024,0.09238762690565364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17094854867834658,0.14291526815378738,0.0,0.0,0.14320827145031714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747926909419162,0.0,0.0691760579638686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052396149459077834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059995893511492,0.07132404566596873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4164901870867031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744573037295386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824416753471736,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,doitagain2times,2020/02/28,"Therapy Guys, so i went to a therapist, which i really believe he was good. But he worsened my anxiety. I went to there to help figure out my life but end up with more anxiety then when i came. I had my anxiety controlled by nofap. But when i told him he told me that nofap was only good like a compesation thing wich for me wasnt since my anxiety was like on level 2 of 10 with nofap. But now, even on nofap, i can't feel the effects anymore. He totally broke for me.... Seriously, now my anxiety is back to square zero again and i dont know what to do...",3.1170689655172414,3.751939844827589,5.628793103448277,80.53301724137933,72.9655172413793,9.593103448275864,27.431034482758626,9.827888789773867,2.4680206896551726,426,15,92,11,8,153,71,116,0.146,0.737,0.11699999999999999,-0.138,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,9,6,0,0,3,0,9,1,0,2,1,15,16,9,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,4,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,10,2,17,4,15,6,2,16,0,1,1,0,9,5,0,0,10,66,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5991915872250372,0.0,0.15535664656051806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120455684495478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17649311017926825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17916810492773586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17569848886464204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18359492556567536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874713611345166,0.0,0.0,0.1034671394148395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920793573908838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627844565196217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551100650704634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500050392037866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086091818129008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064790916097457,0.15306446565839466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914087142645255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035525421591683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958411667037567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791451638603505,0.18188499468272776,0.10407259870741407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29937531396107075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29043586499139523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,answerseeker_,2020/02/28,"Need someone to talk to With so much chaos in my life, I feel like I really need to talk to someone to help keep me anchored down. Does anyone know someone/somewhere I can talk to to feel sane?",6.350250000000003,4.9162695250000015,6.370000000000001,85.01500000000003,66.25,9.0,32.5,7.1686216300943375,1.87625,151,5,33,1,2,48,26,40,0.094,0.782,0.12300000000000001,0.0571,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,7,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,10,7,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700742991651923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21285500026411605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24597201445004466,0.17376583674073226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630340774984992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161968316838116,0.0,0.0,0.13367459797597486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718027925930374,0.11883144853923802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17880437854292056,0.3607086509737744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558214073489217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4121813784997254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5865048644018189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DeathParadeOP,2020/02/28,"Abousltely destroyed my self-esteem Basically in school especially lately I've had pretty bad anxiety when it comes to interacting with others. Like I literally feel suffocated and like I wanna go hide and cry. So basically I've been trying really hard to battle this issue. Cuz I thought 'u must face your fears to overcome them'. So yeah I socialised and other kids were nice and I was low-key started to overcome this problem. But I always had an inkling that people weren't really genuine or were 'just being nice', I didn't know if this was my anxiety getting at me or reality. But unfortunately my ""suspicions"" were pretty much confirmed when in P.E class I kicked the ball and it went flying over the fence, I just laughed it off (even though I wuz legit dying inside fml) then I heard other gurls clapping and congratulating me (obvs sarcastically) but what really caused my self-esteem to plummet was when I heard the gurls say to eachother ""She's such a meme"". Idk it just really fucked with my head cuz I put in sooo much effort to fit in not to end up with the reputation of being a ""meme"". It's not like we're close friends, if it was one of my close friends (legit one person) I woulda genuinely laughed and said ""I know!"" but it's diffrent when it's people your more acquainted with.",4.38589068825911,6.322681546558709,5.469414979757088,77.84630870445349,71.59109311740892,8.178866396761135,26.9248987854251,8.841846274778883,2.158179109311741,1030,36,188,20,20,340,141,247,0.10800000000000001,0.764,0.128,0.8363,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,1,1,13,15,3,1,7,1,15,3,2,3,1,38,28,25,1,5,13,0,2,3,2,1,0,4,0,2,16,14,0,1,4,1,0,4,4,6,0,2,17,6,27,9,23,8,3,23,0,0,0,1,13,11,1,4,11,126,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581985299784812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129647605885588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622046782109323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14298970962597288,0.0,0.11990257544705173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289714146897754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446051601506646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232838179587626,0.0,0.0,0.09193576413644117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566309940037149,0.07038023993924017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150805679087492,0.1286818260986815,0.07272267693635137,0.0,0.07910667599104533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468972387380232,0.0,0.14285233118093352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528148717545408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299383225145374,0.0,0.15701593828691734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20400822945370287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204645964983846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18864176428934185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19299801109387385,0.12153809139931475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832189528580201,0.0,0.1331890480215746,0.0,0.13992756317008842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3566827896712441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13240456246642493,0.11069198127723484,0.0,0.14087090099528315,0.0,0.0,0.29041762887626144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852162941131083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367565651212214,0.11050381466483668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450301333192483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903344642377634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,purpulish-gum,2020/02/28,"Socially inept extrovert (22M) Get my energy from talking to people but can’t. In the stage of my life where I have to pick a career path. Should I pick a career where I’m surrounded with opportunities to talk to people or the complete opposite. On YouTube there used to be this channel called Simple Pickup where a group of guys would get rid of their anxiety by facing the number one fear for all men. Rejection. But I’m on my own and I don’t have a group of guys to help me. 😞",3.625064935064933,4.557506282828282,5.301471861471863,82.24363636363638,72.03030303030303,8.889466089466088,25.25396825396825,9.23628265651192,1.8850392496392487,378,11,79,8,7,129,67,99,0.111,0.79,0.099,-0.4854,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,4,3,0,1,7,0,7,2,1,3,1,11,12,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,8,1,17,9,2,8,0,1,0,0,11,7,0,1,0,51,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18440016503992768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24613576389987699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527330149609035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712446985579325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25187403948236065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47734851770549397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16156860898083344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702585045052021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333957022862766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342230423449698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457168872608402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3874886222391821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20818706734259831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123275193440066,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jalone1111,2020/02/28,"Do people actually dislike me or is it in my head? I feel the way people look at me, especially people where im extra anxious (girls, guys my age, etc) is with a sense that they dislike me or is very uncomfortable in my presence. I just cant figure out if its in my head or if its because i maybe give an arrogant vibe due to the fact that im not comfortable and don't really smile that much.",9.767911646586349,4.80729920481928,10.554216867469881,68.67140562248997,62.975903614457856,13.958232931726911,39.714859437751,11.20814326018867,4.072673895582328,306,10,67,6,3,108,57,83,0.212,0.7879999999999999,0.0,-0.9462,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,6,2,2,0,1,13,9,6,0,2,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,11,1,7,9,3,9,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,5,2,46,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.20267878973805253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346344145505544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660796357183907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316330325236247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501601910930264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19923842612362944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20564911085602844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42630667795553145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4486890058517306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744101397413038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20865592741000585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15267854008411094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.431965339389062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305370473449665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17136879920119513,0.0,0.16485734665071233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,callmekoolkat,2020/02/28,"Stepping out of my comfort zone tomorrow Hey guys ,so tomorrow is my first time ever doing something with my university. I’m going on a ski trip with the ski club and I’m incredibly nervous. I have never met any of them and we’re going to be in a van for 3 hours driving to the mountain. Me being overweight adds even more stress to this whole situation. I used to be skinny and very confident but ever since I gained weight it just diminished. I feel like they’ll be disgusted by me like “why is she here? Can she even do this?” Because of my weight. Even though I’m overweight I can still do many things physically. I just don’t want people to be put off by me cause of my weight and be outcasted. My boyfriend says I’m pretty (obviously biased lol) and that I shouldn’t worry ...Am I overreacting??",2.1156250000000014,4.392381312500003,3.87125,85.11875,79.625,7.0,23.75,8.07648339933343,1.4360625000000002,630,22,127,12,16,211,102,160,0.124,0.758,0.11699999999999999,-0.2861,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,2,11,6,1,2,4,1,18,6,1,2,4,21,28,8,0,2,3,0,4,2,0,2,2,1,0,1,5,9,6,0,1,3,0,6,3,3,0,1,1,5,21,3,18,19,2,19,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,11,86,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251224375720336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918931781746979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485735639820988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986983349331723,0.2727162279298124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762215541815657,0.10769275658982526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282242134938772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17134450792951136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926194097291826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484541468709316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472934669183187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15283247704113076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626437527884208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450808616328897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15336256866380715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154106247536187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987902933652175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469839893816492,0.16944448026312667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605140289296333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038570894574085,0.0,0.1726786874509632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014874326890022,0.0,0.14810688265727634,0.0,0.08790102862021063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019588248177025,0.0,0.12438098800668285,0.08891371821666996,0.0,0.0,0.5507029461799282,0.0,0.0,0.13602454522196822,0.16830218809366662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530895734308923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,paeperheart,2020/02/28,"Can you guys help me decide where to volounteer? I need to volounteer a place and I'm trying to find the least anxiety provoking option. 1. A cat shelter in a town 20 minutes away 2. A cinema in the same town 20 minutes away 3. A cinema in my own smaller town Pros and cons: If I volounteer in my own town I don't need to pay for transport though maybe my mom can drive me. But I feel anxious going new places (I know the other town but I've never visited its cinema). In my own town though, there's a big possibility of meeting someone I know which I hate... the risk is also there at the other town since I went to high school there but it's not as big. As for cinema vs cat shelter - I like cats but I feel like there wouldn't be much to there? Like I guess it's mostly playing with the cats which means you'd probably have to smalltalk with the other volounteers a lot, right? Please help.",2.0710337837837827,3.761249059459464,3.5258614864864875,90.37798141891894,77.32432432432431,6.570945945945946,22.37331081081081,7.413659706084162,0.7150608108108107,696,20,152,9,16,229,100,185,0.031,0.8370000000000001,0.131,0.9493,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,0,9,6,1,1,14,0,8,0,0,1,1,28,20,12,0,4,7,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,0,7,5,1,5,4,2,0,0,1,2,19,4,22,16,8,29,0,0,0,0,8,22,0,5,5,96,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218666048560036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657829344736048,0.17215785636644654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863517283820176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410640223964206,0.10886778315877793,0.0,0.0,0.13928212999867054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660701668992264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16787528481064742,0.1508905254007886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150454040929998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20428824134263726,0.16100889976513538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16749963536271945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22335086023812267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955692917990894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530967111106362,0.1659978980630272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17847787821054958,0.0,0.0,0.11202453069123748,0.2259912070995889,0.1175329260551552,0.1471796668042496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31843121573813066,0.1672789755077151,0.0,0.17179735932220686,0.0,0.0,0.16430270254834686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014062985835362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542272927129941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260589726340939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291199518221397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994457286828948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346312685180296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126749364677188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Miss_Pug,2020/02/28,"Starting a new job, Need some tips. I have been out of work for over 6 months and this week I have FINALLY locked down a full time position. Now comes the scary part, interacting and getting to know new people AND try to feel comfortable. I'm not really good with small talk but I understand that it's something that I have to do. Do you have any tips or pointers that will help the first little bit to make myself more comfortable in an unfamiliar setting? It can be something you tell yourself, something you do or little tricks. I'm open to hear anything.",3.93333333333333,5.9063101111111145,4.2770370370370365,85.77166666666669,72.8888888888889,7.7629629629629635,26.814814814814817,8.515128840125781,1.852048148148148,444,16,87,8,9,139,77,108,0.049,0.857,0.095,0.7862,1,0,3,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,2,1,4,1,0,5,0,11,0,0,1,0,17,22,6,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,2,8,3,12,19,5,20,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,3,9,55,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216901858852384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478376812547757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961326487134707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475365470718574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083707592732836,0.0,0.0,0.1967991761146652,0.0,0.15281127158756172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386036950440724,0.0,0.0,0.1506829549757771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20248002880447505,0.0,0.12041645395786138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17827615677998304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873163524759283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3601155209846246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991861232555782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339592326647366,0.0,0.0,0.13320913433753026,0.0,0.34701661641977904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945448097376955,0.0,0.12454756479014965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150891985993132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4149129551051831,0.0,0.0,0.12715808782472832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439687923721242,0.15702312134054291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475609552442636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197141420382122,0.0,0.0,0.18702329936808065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410540588997492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078825829111027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Brandon4795,2020/02/28,"Help!!! So as my previous posts tell you, I am constantly fear schizophrenia like ridiculously. So yesterday I was a bit better until I went to the gym and I left my water down and straight away “what if someone tried to poison my water when I’m not looking” after this i started saying to myself “I know for a fact no one would try this” I said it to myself so many times until I felt better and then I just hit a bout of anxiety. Why someone tell me, why does this happen and there is times when it goes away for weeks/months but always comes back and I always end up looking things up, thinking I’m schizophrenic, do I believe my thoughts? Would people/family poison me? All these type of thoughts and one that comes and goes is does my family want to hurt me or do they dislike me and I have the most amazing family honestly. This only comes when I’m thinking about it and my heads gets full of rubbish thoughts. Is this normal? Thanks",2.7539753320683147,4.856325725806453,3.6491018342821033,88.387770398482,76.68817204301075,6.5270082226438975,23.306767868437696,7.510576382923642,1.0317302972802025,739,23,146,10,17,236,107,186,0.111,0.758,0.131,0.6061,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,2,10,11,3,1,5,0,10,6,1,0,2,31,33,22,0,5,5,0,1,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,12,12,2,0,7,1,0,4,2,5,0,2,7,5,26,6,20,23,4,27,0,1,2,0,7,8,0,3,15,102,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916430564770228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809633362651371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21639137657699373,0.08855017656095937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974477820308894,0.0,0.2036975863854684,0.12572382181832553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975978915967897,0.0,0.1244459875529647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20155286552811646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199670901073024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256850200648376,0.12958591145191606,0.0,0.0,0.1105707167016719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0601658339332049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183473936896124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818637592680525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718866237058562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328011062927398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328838466783898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512061009381753,0.0,0.0,0.05626087932682233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19340914329343464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675316940972914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191882954971893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128313871429688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15606946197859206,0.08758362251334835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102905064271114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954259734313428,0.09157907332113778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19514772462677776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815101457166888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20130811528085835,0.10602295174532464,0.0,0.0,0.07650653457575389,0.14757849773563844,0.0,0.27427019090328003,0.13430029905257593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637082807863173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06792377253040291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067535634882739,0.2078262039541216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16361132473967918,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,your_typical_weaboo,2020/02/28,"First therapy session I went today for the first time ever to a therapist after I finally had the guts to tell my mom that I probaly have social anxiety (she made the appointment for me, cause phone calls scare me). And before the appointment I was really scared and thought ""what if I cant say anything or if I don't even have it and I'm just seeking for attention"" but I was actually able to answer most of the therapist's questions and the whole conversation didnt even went that bad. She also diagnosed at the end that I have SA. She gave me as ""quest"" to get a more structured daily routine and that I should go out every day at least once (even if I'll go only for a walk by myself or order some food) and in the next weeks I'll see the therapist once a week and I'll start with a cognitive behavioral therapy. I'm glad that I finally told someone about my problems and that I made the first steps to make my anxiety less worse",6.4142105263157925,5.54244305263158,7.222105263157897,77.12473684210528,65.84210526315789,11.389473684210527,33.21052631578947,10.793553405168565,3.3620631578947364,740,27,152,18,10,248,112,190,0.109,0.8690000000000001,0.022000000000000002,-0.9275,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,7,5,0,2,15,0,10,3,1,4,1,30,25,16,0,5,7,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,8,10,1,0,4,0,0,6,3,4,0,3,11,2,21,1,19,13,6,26,0,0,1,0,13,4,0,8,15,102,29,1,0.11035132454218433,0.0,0.1076869743832332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824791436754936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16883692245982665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080973755600492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213874661481844,0.0,0.0,0.09390084942629892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126810403753043,0.0,0.0,0.11336120797616366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116747519240434,0.0,0.0,0.112004271533184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773851953595572,0.0,0.0,0.21865802733595252,0.09981909078096493,0.0929757503403914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24176896421166544,0.0,0.28159434084774515,0.13343725966372896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0576540124903341,0.0,0.12543040156919075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20883418293043607,0.07366036602398635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924213759328804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173598855590949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23504111831959895,0.0,0.0839271549354608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559131431496,0.0,0.0,0.12361873857428332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069388420888092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775580245379391,0.22096185362188275,0.0,0.08793571842596917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248927850076916,0.09350031918100936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810723548610843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645192158138499,0.0,0.2523927136545676,0.3843791793632161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760662532392889,0.06434674476239216,0.0,0.1046001526242887,0.1054454196021786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770343525169089,0.0,0.0,0.20459356682643315,0.0,0.12320331297835653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245742728589048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Chriskc9,2020/02/28,"HighSchool Presentation Hack So I have really bad social anxiety I’ve literally avoided everything I could in high school that involved social interactions. It was 11th grade and I got tired of always worrying about reading aloud in class ( I know how to read ) or doing presentations so on the first day of school I simply went to each teacher and politely asked them to skip me if they ever chose to make us read aloud and they agreed because I explained why so THANK GOD, now for the presentations I asked if I could present them to just the teacher alone whether that be before school or maybe even lunch they also agreed so from 11th to 12th high school was seemingly more comfortable for me.",6.434548611111111,8.026933843750005,5.905104166666668,78.05725694444446,66.03125,9.438888888888886,30.628472222222207,9.725611199111238,2.890221180555556,564,21,100,12,9,173,84,128,0.113,0.778,0.109,0.0878,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,5,1,11,4,0,1,3,0,7,2,0,2,1,19,16,14,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,1,1,3,3,0,1,0,2,0,1,4,0,16,2,15,9,2,14,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,5,8,65,19,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359928981911537,0.0,0.10500496080100197,0.10925669455022788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044834799617162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455058348645127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963460775113996,0.08004261398284503,0.0,0.11173130927630236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20967351442954188,0.0,0.0,0.08468118477860204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867260442877921,0.11877334200774213,0.0,0.0,0.1180089166492803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168839110594904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501700322606228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27746293955472584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216206878917579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764744076241146,0.0,0.13191402327101684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3940230989879029,0.0,0.08411766548166474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.531552703709372,0.0,0.11953559558551008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676988428374633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088846282350255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091635627308345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15794434911530694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172151386643235,0.11848279036225468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333471088314288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,paulmanohar,2020/02/28,"Everyone!! Pls tell how do you think you're social anxiety started? I think this is one of the main incidents that created my social anxiety. My first day in new school in 6th grade, in the afternoon we have a Sports Activity period , we need to go to the ground from our classrooms (at this point I really needed to pee) everyone started going in line as instructed by coach, it's my first day so I don't know all the rules, I thought you shouldn't go to the bathroom and I was little SHY to ask him, so I thought I could hold it as it was really not that bad, so went to the ground and we were standing in lines boys in two lines, girls in one line. I was in the left most line in the back, First we did little stretching and the motherf*cker wanted us to do jump and jacks and I swear to god as soon as I jumped and jacked my muscles got loose and my pee pee started releasing all the pee down my pants, no one noticed yet, I started walking fastly towards the coach and asked him to go to the bathroom, he looked at me and looked at my pants, everyone looked at me, the guys started laughing (Assholes!) , girls didn't laugh, they're shocked and felt bad ( love those girls), standing there at the couch I'm STILL FUCKING PEEING!! he told me to go, and I ran for the bathroom and I got nothing left to pee!! And that is my sweet memory. Pls share ur way worse stories and make me feel good.",3.691702127659575,4.66108671631206,4.387014184397163,88.72350000000002,71.90780141843972,7.909503546099291,26.86595744680851,8.238735603445708,1.4995412765957448,1082,36,236,16,20,346,141,282,0.061,0.831,0.109,0.9324,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,6,2,0,3,9,10,1,0,16,0,14,8,6,2,2,37,48,22,0,5,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,9,18,0,1,7,3,0,10,5,4,0,7,14,6,35,6,36,32,4,55,0,0,3,2,26,24,1,1,18,146,44,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15398602293471647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18817864042669175,0.0,0.0,0.07738965378852786,0.16806844074975838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035669885526782,0.0,0.0,0.12981516492390455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288511314314297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05088904479540881,0.0,0.09663480996902343,0.0,0.0,0.2568252962463515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304451389117427,0.0,0.0,0.2859938515128383,0.08441609956491274,0.16098971252289734,0.0,0.0,0.09965419469572502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05531176072706601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187017818152844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20174509903389767,0.0,0.0,0.25354890109186673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083587906652246,0.0,0.06718119855950386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14925371683878205,0.0,0.09720339386455587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657141874971163,0.11458479411007168,0.0,0.0,0.2045986032761366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514188574123277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895129710414066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185793053998447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20518943803006975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561846064148977,0.0,0.08037508288893577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879680083736577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897827299677564,0.0,0.15980148915085213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617043810476568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983153644215308,0.0,0.12106332583093092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05936292217915426,0.07988717311621249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932987560263272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256566943373864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SerekSpomiderek,2020/02/28,I feel so powerful I decided to transfer myself to different school. Few minutes ago i talked with the headteacher of that school and it was flawless. I feel great right now. Have a great day and do what you want to do. It will all work out in the end :'p,0.8375641025641016,3.1739425000000066,2.313076923076924,93.91525641025645,85.53846153846153,6.5435897435897425,22.128205128205128,7.793537801064563,1.0415666666666663,198,7,44,4,6,64,40,52,0.0,0.725,0.275,0.9422,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,2,2,3,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,1,9,8,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,6,3,7,6,2,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,31,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22652879504061524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648079824999479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669943442053606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22634058850203265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584265346501565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.563487412727955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21823747425615805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5172585204126167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20540062928392555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15072943820366036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860427365040971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,szopszi1,2020/02/28,Have you ever started to pronounce something wrong in order not to worry another person? I have some experience in my life that I started to pronounce something wrong because I didn't want to point out the mistakes of other people.,10.265,9.249607404761905,9.738095238095235,62.648571428571465,58.28571428571429,10.304761904761904,44.80952380952381,8.841846274778883,4.621438095238097,189,10,26,2,2,61,31,42,0.21899999999999997,0.728,0.053,-0.7591,0,0,2,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,8,5,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587941048540448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044860889187014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22324713286266396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24142035614112206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174324015372863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711018869249183,0.21549856036144435,0.0,0.0,0.2333082844159295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800014858992809,0.0,0.0,0.3493763816455805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557060146152365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506400781431377,0.0,0.0,0.5396799231264361,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,promises_in_progress,2020/02/28,"How to stop yourself from spiraling and overthinking everything? A short story to explain my question: Three friends and I are currently on vacation together. Yesterday evening, I noticed that two of my friends disappeared, so I texted them asking “where are you?”. No answer, but I know they saw the message because they were replying in a mutual group chat we have. Later, when they returned to the room, I asked them in person where they were. My friend just responded with “oh we were at [place]. Sorry, I would have told you but I thought you were busy”. Very simple situation. Most people would probably just shrug it off. But, I unfortunately began to spiral and my mind went to social anxiety hell. I can’t shake the feeling that maybe they were all shit talking me and that’s why they didn’t tell me where they were. I began replaying all the conversations I had with them that day to see if I said anything to maybe piss them off. And the guy who planned the trip jokes about how he only invited us to save money, and I’m worried that’s true and that I’m only here to help pay for things and they all secretly think I’m annoying. I know I’m completely overreacting to such a small inconvenience, but I don’t know how to shake the idea that people secretly hate me. How do you all cope with these situations, if you’ve ever experienced something similar? I know my thoughts are irrational, but I feel like my mind is working against me. How do you keep yourself from entertaining irrational thoughts?",5.296469796399126,6.9566807031802105,5.635325593134785,78.66267373380448,68.82332155477032,9.63075887598856,31.49739188961804,9.957137785484203,3.201646609456504,1201,51,222,30,21,383,158,283,0.172,0.727,0.10099999999999999,-0.9653,1,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,3,5,12,2,17,15,5,2,10,0,20,2,2,5,6,57,46,22,0,4,9,0,2,1,3,2,0,1,1,2,11,13,0,2,16,3,2,5,4,7,0,2,17,6,46,8,26,27,5,28,1,0,2,0,44,13,3,4,11,152,57,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904796345311778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732979903012064,0.0,0.2211412995528748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209901013368564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400851605894098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627723903161718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811916221651788,0.10698601610965942,0.0,0.0,0.10629745399350968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196062366434752,0.08449529445954303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27413565218996994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711030577613818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677153811855966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927687423235895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335174635556881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512777020491182,0.0,0.0,0.2600021898342095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0577829245593206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376451749222154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23884696708101286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465625121450092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799061057301346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16399323024859205,0.10327269226172307,0.12357163229668565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275198670305791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249445825533498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250609151593344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424942778510316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214070286596324,0.0,0.2658908864021,0.0,0.12056591246914294,0.0,0.09105345401484916,0.0,0.13239856937475794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888274056453868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506452696937498,0.10337708704196544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857629259587914,0.07578549520795327,0.0,0.28169011823956874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301631052724186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553695682407482,0.0,0.1422696069104331,0.0,0.0,0.09758881228030984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964160495338596,0.10672429944412364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610521206048785,0.12011345048020808,0.0,0.16803755909261495,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,gever570,2020/02/28,Anyone else gets the floating feeling? It's like brain fog with a weird fuzzy feeling,3.17625,6.225134125000004,2.2800000000000007,92.965,82.75,3.2,26.75,3.1291,0.4419749999999998,70,3,12,0,2,20,15,16,0.099,0.581,0.32,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974084419169704,0.435812302212274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4748214243542229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553179763293018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4301305601836528,0.3038638231474578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222232106319339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20780021516633995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,klaseph,2020/02/28,Overcoming SA Does anyone have any tips for finding what causes your social anxiety and how to overcome it? Like how do I overcome insecurities and self doubt does it just take time and growth or is there something I can do to help myself out a little bit? I just feel trapped in a cage with no way out. I don’t want to feel inferior to others and I don’t want to be walked all over and not taken seriously. I want to be able to speak up for myself and just be me and feel comfortable while doing so. It’s like I know what I want for myself but I don’t know how to go about setting myself free so it’s like I’m constantly digging myself deeper into my cage. Any advice?,1.751686813186815,3.669242707142861,3.6971428571428615,87.73708791208792,79.07142857142857,6.3076923076923075,20.76923076923077,7.321109707123232,0.5741153846153852,529,14,112,7,13,179,80,140,0.076,0.752,0.172,0.8835,0,1,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,10,9,0,2,2,0,12,0,0,4,1,33,25,15,0,4,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,7,11,0,0,6,0,1,3,5,4,0,0,1,4,17,6,19,21,2,15,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,2,6,79,24,0,0.1842767797418552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18007313642443934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506290586889932,0.0,0.14097123211479262,0.0,0.0,0.128850609044048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201182516210594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893030141700612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991377333755885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225237035428043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795276302055705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16842563822870812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472874058735193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351684107316008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025473977839884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700849792065634,0.18469374454840534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19224087054307995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18784697042473872,0.0,0.14186526799417887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855320483767258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745327218208303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43476487655390905,0.1462703303810208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Homicidalranch,2020/02/28,"Am I the only one who's too nervous to drive with windows open? Don't know if I'm the only one, but I can't drive with the windows open. Even when I drive with friends i get nervous when they open the car windows, and play loud music. When I'm driving I make sure my music isn't too loud either. But I kinda wanna open the window and enjoy the weather, just worried someone might yell something at me in public lol.",4.973103448275861,4.598907229885062,5.7086436781609216,85.12572413793106,68.65517241379311,6.96,30.043678160919534,3.1291,1.1558891954022978,327,11,67,0,5,107,53,87,0.076,0.727,0.19699999999999998,0.9217,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,2,6,1,5,0,0,1,1,20,10,8,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,4,0,1,9,0,0,1,1,0,5,3,2,0,2,0,3,9,4,7,9,1,14,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,3,3,43,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203254560230174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23775353723862105,0.0,0.16077764576495418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16912185581036715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20541398116058016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264557868739695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4170553124980916,0.4680892032809058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26074093626553346,0.23690768344304294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900344481121129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125175163478821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Mjain101,2020/02/28,"Took the initiative! I’m the kind of person who usually doesn’t initiate hangouts and as a result doesn’t go out that often. For the first time I initiated a dinner hangout with a friend and we had a good time! Made me feel good inside knowing that there are people that want to hang out with me :) I used to not initiate with the fear of being told no because they’re not interested in hangout with me or something else Baby steps :)",3.5528571428571425,5.310333023255817,4.843289036544848,82.22081395348839,73.4186046511628,7.70498338870432,26.239202657807308,8.418075326091056,1.829403986710964,344,12,66,6,7,114,60,86,0.08199999999999999,0.738,0.18,0.8491,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,1,2,6,0,1,8,0,5,1,0,3,0,19,14,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,9,1,0,2,3,0,4,5,1,0,1,4,1,6,5,13,9,0,11,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,4,45,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793175802139555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20272290558443387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27307560670449715,0.12270321620355835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20641829676408802,0.0,0.0,0.18748925442762776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791717072368465,0.4070867102189784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527075248908812,0.1333672298699736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296239133402622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682395279026668,0.2118934905424104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18682222545582086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830102071550103,0.0,0.0,0.23188531257762215,0.2696196338517269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095923349833428,0.2672710179447433,0.0,0.14313535465065236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,abner34,2020/02/28,"What can I do? :( Hello everyone, this is my first time posting and I have extreme social anxiety and I can’t take it anymore I don’t think I’ll get anywhere in life because of it. Is this fixable? What kind of help is there? I can’t live like this anymore :(",-0.6977777777777767,1.4842350555555583,1.6832407407407397,95.01708333333336,96.59259259259258,4.181481481481482,23.41666666666667,5.985473137389443,0.5280444444444443,199,9,43,2,8,67,36,54,0.146,0.764,0.08900000000000001,-0.4824,0,0,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,0,3,12,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,6,2,3,12,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,29,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21116950734908568,0.0,0.5475141376654461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682711532730695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637676283741537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23479910816805236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421927664760378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18502349796797685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874527229509521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19497490422837047,0.13485898540158792,0.0,0.2437479881850264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643695934751689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28138756827569705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075473950840081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17687500364245407,0.0,0.0,0.1609608869081925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Iamprettyterrible,2020/02/28,"I cant look people in the eye When i do, my eyes start to water and my eyes look towards the ground.",5.838260869565217,2.5975110869565228,6.71913043478261,87.85521739130436,68.56521739130434,9.2,27.347826086956523,3.1291,0.6910347826086953,77,1,20,0,1,26,18,23,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,3,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,3,5,0,5,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8612999821752502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555333610648782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629853576589895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ZachyBe,2020/02/28,"I apparently have the worst case of social anxiety my local “award winning” therapist has ever seen. I’ve been living this way for 3 years. I’m looking for a place that gets me. I’m 15 in March, and I have a lot of unavoidable triggers. (Obviously including social situations, duh,) and it’s mostly manageable unless I feel overwhelmed, which is really only every waking second I’m at school, unfortunately. So maybe a bit out of hand I suppose. Often times when I’m in a social situation with a peer I act strange due to my anxiety. It’s like there’s a complete indestructible barrier between my genuine self and the anxious wreck on display 24/7 when I’m at school. I have horrendous control over my tone, (when I’m approached my tone never comes off as aggressive, rather uninterested due to my anxiety which really doesn’t help when I’m trying to talk to people,) and then people laugh at me when they see me act uncomfortable which makes me even more anxious which is where I do things that borderline what somebody mentally challenged would do. I feel so oppressed all the time it sucks man. I do even want like 1,000,000 friends, really I only want one, one friend that I totally get. Same humor, similar interests, good chemistry sort of thing. Almost anyone I can find that even looks like they’d be willing to give me a chance are always surrounded by people I 100% know won’t all the time. I’m totally rambling here and I’m so sorry. It means a lot if you’re still reading by the way. Also, does anyone else have like a “spider-sense?” I frequently can tell things about people on my surroundings that others can’t. Just kinda like if they are a good person sort of deal just by analyzing their posture, speech, and style. Of course it isn’t 100% accurate but it’s uncannily close. I was wondering if that’s a social anxiety thing. So, back in topic, everyone at my school either laughs at me and thinks I’m a complete joke, which makes me act like I am out of the pressure that’s applied from the negative attention, or they treat me, well, to be blunt, like an autistic person. It’s been going on for so long now I can’t tell them I’m normal they’ll just think I’m a complete weirdo then. Kids telling me to give me high fives and fist bumps and stuff. I mean they are trying to be nice and o really appreciate the sympathy but at the same time it’s really demeaning, and I have no idea what to do about it so I just shyly smile, comply to their demand, and proceed with my day. So I’m a bit of a mess. Seriously thank you so much if you read all of this. I’m basically journaling but I’m publishing it. I’m excited to see what happens next. If you’ve made it all down here please reply with some help or whatever it’d mean so much to me. Thank you so much and have a fantastic day.",3.6714473252379416,5.326253927797836,5.060887758450933,81.20432474565149,72.89891696750901,8.646471939612736,26.48982605841812,9.218907990703514,2.2175826714801445,2212,77,434,50,44,739,262,554,0.096,0.7390000000000001,0.165,0.9906,1,1,0,0,0,0,65.0,0,3,9,4,36,32,2,2,26,1,35,2,2,5,9,79,80,43,0,10,17,0,3,7,2,4,0,1,0,5,35,20,0,2,12,3,0,6,8,7,1,4,5,9,52,25,53,66,20,58,0,1,5,0,32,24,1,17,33,282,87,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890550583407566,0.0,0.0,0.05502911338951253,0.057257285628265826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105646624504163,0.15547646067728932,0.0,0.09623021872220526,0.07050625882271218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052912355344239784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15025026021732538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059275640852903586,0.21644493366015616,0.0,0.07717876425002508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875638795715811,0.07094238491322342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06021804391395971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057483786199394066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13634948163966912,0.06224459925642891,0.057977269430378814,0.06575303216261327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958705949768089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06289312920373923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063283123841444,0.0,0.07190309739167315,0.13202191751773562,0.039107574609044925,0.11543286313591232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060850425432738886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224677105160424,0.07270389630010117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768062887994863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0378174005830729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23532724926975296,0.0,0.060762457491439485,0.06089665585327424,0.1155698804250507,0.0,0.0,0.117003389971556,0.0,0.06511179337463757,0.09186539224857844,0.0,0.06913113141391998,0.22487006589847716,0.0,0.0,0.06934654040920807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175471432306853,0.0,0.05307223190908237,0.0,0.07318258449614386,0.0,0.06742137263139493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932578923195104,0.1046695994687656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908229368430379,0.12016836550628568,0.07189413169554905,0.07553516175963328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376616979292629,0.0,0.22041437454674265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20892494351071086,0.10966887217518914,0.0,0.07178616056592972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469565343073938,0.0,0.2805816004190823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702965483273333,0.0,0.0,0.05495353368892485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877353719026829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05530866182217317,0.1804347593042997,0.126706107548681,0.0,0.07989629971177446,0.1828631449804892,0.08818419360216108,0.0,0.0,0.16049985267766426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343797090086738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117446916609634,0.10923988632698707,0.0,0.0,0.061870456447657624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462392528071922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04888223202473264,0.0,0.0,0.04431281834722226 socialanxiety,lsdsc,2020/02/28,"How can I stop my face from going red? Every time I say a word to someone I don't know, or even make eye contact with them, my face goes super red. It's noticable and it makes me even more self conscious. Anybody have any tips or tricks to help out with this?",2.6579090909090897,3.5355765636363685,3.717954545454546,92.8969318181818,74.27272727272727,6.227272727272728,22.84090909090909,5.985473137389443,0.160545454545455,201,5,47,1,4,65,45,55,0.066,0.8079999999999999,0.125,0.644,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,3,2,1,0,1,0,3,3,3,3,0,13,7,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,7,1,6,7,1,4,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,2,2,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20938821255997872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40674107569324003,0.0,0.2594260350346093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749913909420621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20638445285354914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16921835721089465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110623818972103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505556569846597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24486105031171676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212155244451514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608897157677682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25742513823459706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795438143814515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,knight_of_no_king,2020/02/28,"A familiar place. I'm in a very familiar place right now. I just got a new group in my project management class (college sophomore). We're working together on a fake fundraiser, and have to present it in a couple of weeks. One of the members is probably the only new friend I've made at this school (transferred last semester), and was the reason why I joined that particular group. Our relationship is one of those ""extrovert adopts introvert"" stories, so I kinda just fell into it. The rest of my teammates, though, are his *new* friends - which happen to all be extroverts. With most other sets of extroverts, I would just keep my head down, do the work, and endure the presentation; But they seem different. They remind me of how my friends act around each other back home, which is strange. For the first time in a while, I found people I genuinely want to befriend. Then, my memory returns. I've been here before. I've experienced this desperate hope that *today's* the day I come into myself, instead of yesterday. But that wall between me and everyone I meet still stands just as tall. I keep hoping that this chance doesn't slip through my fingers, but I have no reason to think it won't.",5.434803811659192,6.9140980717488825,5.561320067264578,80.01489489910317,68.28251121076235,9.162443946188342,30.977858744394627,9.516144504307137,2.864094394618834,942,38,173,20,16,297,145,223,0.039,0.894,0.067,0.4566,1,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,1,0,2,3,13,6,0,0,14,0,13,2,2,4,1,33,26,13,0,4,7,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,15,10,0,2,5,0,0,3,3,1,0,3,5,2,23,5,26,18,4,38,0,0,0,0,11,15,0,5,18,120,38,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581154104459793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000345144885654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070069842126178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206475151487093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439469088519336,0.0,0.08390008457655655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135920892425821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431071355159586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065817612859513,0.0,0.1426417250638996,0.3015316848929782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040483252056431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504199208265548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351432141823102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049522670666014,0.2584260602297176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23126764742706246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604424766936067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230984067017295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37693776244763627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763105784975176,0.09894260514817957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019103249225112,0.0,0.271841784851642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14026369812129788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26751729011060416,0.0,0.13967263090473025,0.0,0.1110998525078816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166241389605252,0.0,0.1184329979056644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038935051414427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335919782030808,0.12781702504050574,0.0,0.07585905377695623,0.0,0.12331421942639326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734145215520792,0.07673301026828575,0.0,0.1043538295335638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738990376964463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894204527083839,0.0,0.0,0.09241528402768152,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,anythingbutlinear,2020/02/28,"presentations can be bearable hiiii ya’ll, i wanted to share this in case it was of help for anyone out there. i’ve always been pretty bad at presentations and it doesn’t help that people become uninterested after a few minutes. don’t know if you’ve heard of the Kahoot website. you can basically create a quiz and let others connect to it through their phone and play it— it’s super interactive and people can’t help but get glued to it. after every question, i would explain the answers and give a little background info and moved on to the next one. my time requirement flew by before i even knew it. (i also didn’t haven’t pairs of eyes staring at me) it helped me so much today! i hope it can be something you consider and try if it resonates with you",5.112885906040269,6.048573208053693,6.139120805369128,77.58666778523491,68.59731543624162,8.10765100671141,27.651677852349,8.238735603445708,1.873058523489932,604,19,111,8,10,201,101,149,0.015,0.851,0.134,0.9222,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,1,2,4,5,0,0,6,0,14,1,1,0,0,22,23,12,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,12,9,0,1,6,1,0,2,5,1,0,1,6,3,12,4,18,13,2,15,0,0,2,0,15,6,0,4,7,79,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127624272980264,0.1574015372088827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322694936253204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15794598090636014,0.0,0.20891934526043604,0.16096661085024933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494257439454674,0.0,0.15938078851244314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883159789487336,0.18146557712733552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5071768040261581,0.0,0.0,0.18788484473811828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396086576065756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19343538496501625,0.0,0.0,0.1895943546439164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20105386779615925,0.1390590155240959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20118053397427305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818399830592855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622882246707492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19245016028197992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21190957810773944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14562947975042728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030440605095752,0.0,0.17930755861336192,0.0,0.0,0.1284315182958562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157520033180793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343783306957163,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rogger_rogger,2020/02/28,"Need advice on dancing. This is for real I'm like most of you - I get a panic attack walking by a crowded coffee shop or bar. Well, I'm going to a dance with my wife. I actually don't know how much dancing there will be, but it's in the advertisement. I learned to dance a little for our wedding, but forgot most of it. Does anyone have any advice or tutorials I can watch to get a bit of confidence out on the dance floor? It's in about a week, and I've been panicking for the past month.",2.234326923076921,3.3507853173076967,4.456923076923079,86.26307692307695,75.63461538461539,7.123076923076923,23.57692307692308,7.645422480735847,0.9595615384615388,379,11,84,5,8,132,71,104,0.08199999999999999,0.838,0.079,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,1,0,0,4,4,1,1,9,0,7,1,0,1,0,15,15,6,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,1,2,7,1,7,1,2,1,0,2,1,7,2,17,11,4,17,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,4,4,55,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.22567829338306866,0.0,0.0,0.4519729822433926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726604942549416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16170372546921433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630938426665577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524781420272721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20237888203218007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24164963720125784,0.0,0.13143148986501432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709551413361656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298290233161044,0.2317852184472552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845910740414019,0.0,0.17000413514868892,0.17147779810863792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27133605827593243,0.0,0.0,0.2207656894455612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26322671726079633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18550437866333627,0.0,0.2079322573909606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,conservative_315,2020/02/28,"I (21F) met a girl (21ish F) at the gym and want to be friends So basically I was in my gym locker room and a girl started striking up a conversation by complimenting my pants. That led us to discussing our schools and now we are on a first name basis. Now I've gone to this gym for a year and haven't ever seen her. I'm so awkward but I think I engaged well with the conversation. I wish we exchanged numbers though. I don't have many friends because I have so much social anxiety and it's just easier to be quiet than to speak. Now, my question. I found her social media account (Facebook). When is an appropriate time to friend her or message her, if at all? What should I say? If I see her at the gym again, what should I say??",1.5863670766319764,3.4567714635761604,3.3859649952696347,89.99743377483446,79.39735099337749,6.168590350047302,24.69299905392621,7.1686216300943375,0.922212488174078,565,21,125,7,14,189,96,151,0.026000000000000002,0.787,0.187,0.9756,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,4,0,0,1,12,7,0,1,9,0,11,0,0,1,2,24,21,14,0,6,5,0,0,0,3,2,0,4,1,2,5,8,0,0,3,4,2,2,2,1,1,1,5,6,23,6,16,12,2,19,0,0,2,0,26,7,0,4,10,88,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777579681104808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775565547981807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747348324312329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431172159102747,0.0,0.2118027626691276,0.447731853102588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19584575123050765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420034021406937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21639647687771668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30723572648602365,0.0,0.19550004033095988,0.15393280888120373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.393828376422969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367279004201732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377660452658082,0.1897901824140213,0.0,0.11263995269425972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23236173125720705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393765432562518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736845279586043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221378841736926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439622041036455 socialanxiety,nupalito,2020/02/28,"Questions for my SA friends :)! Well I do have social anxiety too, diagnosed with it like 4 or 5 years ago, but I want to ask you all some questions any way, to see what all of you thinks. If you are extremely shy to answer, don’t worry, if someone else answer the same way as you think, you can upvoted it, I will gladly take your upvote as an answer too. Ok ok, so some of this questions are about love situations, I’ll try to not ask really personal questions tho. 1: is it easy for you to fall in love or to have crushes? Or you almost never feel something for anybody? 2:when you like someone, in average how much does it takes your feelings to vanish, or they don’t normally vanish? 3: when the person you like start to have a little bit of physical contact to you (like touching your shoulder, your hair or something like that) how does it makes you feel? 4:(this is something I’ve never think about my self actually 🤔) how’s your reaction when someone that you don’t like at all, start talking to you out of nowhere, do you feel and start acting uncomfortable, you just pretend that you don’t mind this person or any other answer? 5: what it’s something that you appreciate people doing to you? (Any other thing than not talking to you or something like that haha) So this are only 5 questions, maybe someday I will be coming for more and I actually love so much this community, all of you are the most sweetest and enjoyable people on earth seriously, love you all, and thank you!",5.579245210727969,6.0240755758620725,6.236781609195403,79.04360153256704,67.3793103448276,8.9272030651341,31.28352490421456,8.841846274778883,2.4731570881226053,1167,44,223,18,18,382,140,290,0.057,0.731,0.212,0.9952,0,0,5,0,0,0,43.0,0,27,1,0,15,20,0,0,5,3,20,7,2,4,7,55,43,25,0,4,13,0,6,7,1,2,1,0,0,4,20,7,0,0,16,1,0,3,8,1,1,0,0,7,35,19,32,40,13,20,0,0,1,4,48,6,0,18,16,155,55,0,0.0,0.0,0.16189475119227614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353029841585795,0.0,0.08306258786649777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16922682878177114,0.0,0.06345663370675758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550943758324712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905600741928953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145420481410092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841926508576893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14518046136389698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929420202768317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16776834228068085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06408707608483151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283676755336779,0.0831378368474073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29946297698976976,0.0,0.055369865754358184,0.0,0.08333456968165018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375599979245696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195580154816947,0.0,0.1279525307261954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127352989411883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06308732297648982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501437197656855,0.217286600638446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4646157308906313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053139986801385784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610052579257407,0.0,0.08653509175252748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323943819959367,0.0,0.08455722643794604,0.2108501654481172,0.3192953701180343,0.0,0.0,0.1761376182369865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247363711927003,0.13334436854567785,0.0,0.07636934860348678,0.0,0.0,0.05510839033698299,0.15945331017133546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05631770331030957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048926144551215314,0.1316839278186443,0.0,0.0,0.07458214206276749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423989851275224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053417173606438835 socialanxiety,LanaAyatiin,2020/02/28,"Anxiety About a Group Lab Tomorrow I don't anybody will read this boring piece of lengthy text. But what can I do to reduce my fears?o finish 12th grade. I've been in my new school for 3 months now and I still haven't made any friends. To be honest, I haven't even attempted to communicate to anybody in any of my classes due to social anxiety. I have a lab tomorrow that I've been worrying about the past week because we have to form groups to work with. This particular class has made me dread going to school even more because of the amount of goddamn group work the teacher has us do. I always either have to awkwardly politely ask to join a group or get shoved into a group by my teacher when he notices I have my head down, avoiding eye contact with everybody. The other day, a guy in the class gave me what seemed to be a compliment after I answered a question that he couldn't answer. I didn't know how to reply. Already so worked up with the combined emotions of finally being able to answer a question in class to questioning if his compliment was genuine because of his somewhat sarcastic tone (it could also all just be in my head), I just didn't know how to reply. I don't anybody will read this boring piece of lenthy text. But what can I do to reduce my fears?",6.42579865016873,6.0183579803149625,6.723509561304837,79.17275590551179,65.65354330708661,9.776827896512936,33.89088863892013,9.23628265651192,2.8708479190101235,1013,40,198,16,14,328,131,254,0.12300000000000001,0.83,0.047,-0.9322,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,0,4,13,10,0,4,14,0,28,3,3,4,1,31,37,10,0,3,7,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,10,6,0,1,9,2,0,1,7,6,0,0,8,1,25,4,39,21,8,23,0,0,1,0,20,8,0,7,14,139,35,12,0.12575622857732993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877512536180553,0.10056721055881676,0.10463925629776773,0.0,0.0,0.1710370955948243,0.0,0.19240634130344636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175650978767946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299794891408804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040611564154614,0.0,0.0,0.0811023638791595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414588308238773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612160588017538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415107194621751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775980149057426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971589502470323,0.0,0.0657024390347311,0.0,0.07147016275392143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451843765764872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581243423863269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13822466883320078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23798716827653954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037742186602057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145614919664588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317429974196105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200485497909273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4226272700146708,0.0,0.2515805199975265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545440342497546,0.0,0.11448374742316796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819263817929016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042908658779848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126925902250113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087406106596117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27465609646124955,0.12771155447287968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,missingthepoint-like,2020/02/28,"Do you ever get permanent memories of uncomfortable situations? When interacting with people I often give a stare that feels like it lasts a couple seconds. When this happens my mind seems to keep an unforgettable memory. The people that I’m interacting with, regardless of the person, will either seem extremely uncomfortable or instantly smile. I’ve tried to understand why this happens for years but have no idea. I’ve seen several Doctors but they all do the exact same thing like I’m nuts or something. Does anyone have any idea what I’m talking about?",5.716969696969699,8.533000898989902,6.340404040404043,69.19727272727275,70.31313131313132,10.056565656565658,30.191919191919194,10.25414643259724,3.877634343434343,455,19,70,14,9,148,72,99,0.09699999999999999,0.836,0.067,-0.4515,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,0,6,0,5,1,0,0,3,21,18,6,0,1,5,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,7,2,0,1,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,4,2,8,16,3,5,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,5,7,43,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133012816408395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475377748383325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974157491222729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182618036962286,0.1561344980964971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16138898961922574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021333061071736,0.12746161317407356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321586432526002,0.17115447870426634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155482980308673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40282364599290427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585858155228664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14543420738050444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17433171457312965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18015097716747688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473846834999936,0.15578742031382084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32484947664132136,0.0,0.20156117316225927,0.0,0.0,0.20054892716731815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373546326814797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340535814036962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853276653535122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113388065715665,0.0,0.0,0.18573907807532009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16099418859986594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148951244874444 socialanxiety,AureliaUni,2020/02/28,I wore a dress today!! I’m trying to be more confident with myself so I made myself wear a dress that I thought looked good I put together some nice gold jewelry and wore cute sandals and walked to school It was great I felt so free in it and people complimented me! I have never felt so confident in my life I was able to actually answer questions in class and walk around without feeling like everyone hates me :D,2.195311653116533,4.7580376097561015,3.6486991869918697,85.13112466124663,81.4390243902439,7.059078590785908,23.74525745257453,8.167268648758528,1.6460607046070463,332,12,64,7,9,109,57,82,0.065,0.616,0.319,0.9792,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,1,0,2,0,4,2,1,1,1,16,14,7,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,6,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,8,4,12,8,9,5,2,9,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,2,3,40,15,2,0.22017955388180765,0.0,0.21486348330615693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960064837310216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21039099932155775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132939809801096,0.15729631728711846,0.4228138009828653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18467616344788187,0.0,0.2427487354568012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21738172554444926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555193303897162,0.10756860832779776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18489537162306427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20833921760186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169816045592589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264477947037094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22134126565206386,0.2466514908057373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222833463353758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17479797148732548,0.0,0.0,0.2087044721604662,0.0,0.0,0.14948746412024644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21224523281635949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MeghryTheHumanTurtle,2020/02/29,"It's my 4th year at college and I still tend to avoid entering uni through the main gate The main gate, which is also the fastest way to reach class may seem to be one of the most scariest places for introverts or rather for people who have social anxiety. There's always a crowd of people in front of the gate, and passing through the crowd feels like finishing the last level of Super Mario. It never fails to fill my being with anxiety. This is a thing I struggle and deal with everyday. I force myself to act like I am not feeling anxious, but I am certain that it shows. I really need to fix this situation, cause entering through another gate takes much more time and i am not ready to wake up earlier for that.",5.410354609929076,6.038555567375887,5.667517730496456,82.33333333333334,67.79432624113475,9.387234042553194,30.56028368794326,9.444778638647367,2.5651049645390085,569,21,113,11,9,181,92,141,0.07,0.8390000000000001,0.091,0.4378,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,4,7,0,2,9,0,9,1,1,1,2,21,15,7,0,2,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,10,6,0,1,3,1,0,6,3,3,0,1,0,2,10,4,22,12,5,20,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,4,10,79,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16276037360202625,0.16935066960520093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213415681086769,0.3113950145373939,0.2299274444695948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20907817135859827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20982727798946427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20581861316827044,0.1453996448090443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590157279220336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988659075204661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961567600444425,0.15091260375130547,0.15697247804580966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379150822204034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821998264134111,0.0,0.21264227267726468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038453189151974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18528322898105107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287727422462453,0.0,0.2074700249430496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16253683047100562,0.0,0.0,0.21277048696576534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302688565386469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521421644755285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867816132153665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16155016513687645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106463879403796 socialanxiety,myusernameis-,2020/02/29,"Advice for meeting new people? Or rather getting myself to I'm trying to meet new people, and in the process, make more friends. I've joined groups I'm interested in on Meetup.com and even Reddit groups where people ask to hang out. But I can't get myself to go to the events or reach out to people. Part of it is fear of what people might think of me, part of it is fear that I'll meet someone creepy, since you never know based on what you see online. And also, I realized that most people you meet, you won't really get along with so sometimes I feel like it's just a waste of time, time I could've spent doing something I know I'll enjoy. I know I'm overthinking this and I'll never know unless I try and I'm cheating myself out of opportunities, but when it comes time for the event, I bail. Any advice?",2.958765545831416,4.323929215568859,4.117005988023951,88.42609396591429,74.20958083832335,6.5755872869645335,20.630584983878396,7.010146845296331,0.3343140488254259,637,13,135,6,13,208,92,167,0.054000000000000006,0.8740000000000001,0.07200000000000001,0.2116,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,4,0,1,7,8,1,2,4,0,6,0,0,1,2,30,25,13,0,1,7,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,9,11,0,0,7,0,1,3,4,3,0,0,1,2,16,5,24,22,4,21,0,0,1,0,12,8,0,4,11,81,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504421647667785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247691400337493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714248729414119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979757972776353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038492855920873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231276000236612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463807152098048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883958250069942,0.06479358536467553,0.09154628099865822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990039331288822,0.0,0.20085025200643306,0.0,0.07282733290148627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816989239823965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260480991831603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553728491596972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359408035253278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19766549778178724,0.2475250389713542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775354800517447,0.0,0.5330345471038124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209249073541831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021143799209912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600225150476436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857621096962458,0.09865170765376688,0.12673794431211954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210966402693187,0.0,0.0,0.22416583587286065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17400307435232792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,imarielmermaid,2020/02/29,Words of encouragement please I have to take pictures of random people at a cafe for my photojournalism class. I am sooo anxious. Like I have to ask random people if I can take pics of them and take a lot. Please give me words of encouragement.,2.7112765957446814,5.321636297872342,3.8930212765957455,83.89400000000002,79.63829787234042,6.313191489361702,20.038297872340426,7.554174236665415,0.6677438297872333,194,5,38,3,5,63,31,47,0.04,0.7040000000000001,0.256,0.8658,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,9,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,8,9,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,4,1,25,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836540829762298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347301684799258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408631877978357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266723262001243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134631129555923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34814083704536913,0.0,0.0,0.5512308923950098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5663530208973648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,taco_tuesday2,2020/02/29,"it's like im unloveable I hated high school so much. I felt inferior for all of it and did everything I could to be completely invisible. I figured that I could stop feeling this way in college because I go to a huge school of 40,000 undergrads and its less of a contained environment, but this whole feeling like an outcast thing follows me around. &#x200B; I dont know how, but I've managed to get an entire community on campus to hate me, because I''m not one of them. ive spoken to people from this group of friends maybe once or twice, but every time they pass by me in a group I can hear them laughing and pointing at me. it's very much a ""if youre not one of us you're free bait"" kind of thing. it feels like how the popular kids in high school treat the unpopular kids. and I was an unpopular kid. &#x200B; at the risk of sounding full of myself, im pretty, smart, and kind but I can't escape this. suicide is starting to feel valid again.",3.765965951147298,4.902130352331606,4.826843079200593,85.01037564766841,71.90155440414506,7.5868245743893405,28.811621021465587,7.957251820313856,1.7383133974833456,750,29,156,10,14,246,119,193,0.109,0.6990000000000001,0.192,0.9492,0,0,0,0,0,1,28.0,1,1,3,0,5,16,2,1,10,0,10,0,0,2,1,28,23,14,1,3,8,0,5,3,1,0,0,2,0,3,12,6,0,2,7,0,1,3,4,5,0,3,3,7,21,12,25,17,6,20,0,1,0,0,12,12,0,2,7,103,33,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24086883263464945,0.2701265426085008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894988965598596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355158849361745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654198693012023,0.0,0.0,0.17749352777063798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027069072606814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365134210267367,0.0,0.09989730453776753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22480953583928875,0.15881569775224705,0.10672447705785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587666559775754,0.0,0.058072945123395836,0.0,0.06317090964270981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21948149210583226,0.0,0.0,0.12527770414108327,0.0,0.0,0.23487885964599836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401290012639227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314978495737547,0.0610868768783972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629114770370063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166830210526542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634207429497236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837450141223085,0.15064053314681447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705961454766408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507567620079827,0.0,0.0,0.11308273705067648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374788352528233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867478782826075,0.0,0.0,0.0929290295918839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158353018132576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769045797425298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481430894479455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370358098010315,0.0,0.0,0.09171300848316068,0.0,0.08822821483470311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409854795123207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701265426085008,0.0 socialanxiety,edgydepressedteen420,2020/02/29,"I had a panic attack in public caused by an alcoholic Hi. Earlier today my dad dropped me off at the mall while he went to a hardware store about five minutes away from where I was. I was going to look at some new jeans and when I was done I sat down at a bench, near one of the entrances at the mall, to wait for my dad to pick me up again. While I was sitting there, I noticed a guy out of the corner of my eye who was drinking from a can of beer (in public which is illegal) and I tried my best to ignore him even though he was staring at me. My anxiety was already through the roof because I was alone in a big mall on a saturday, which is always a really busy day. Eventually he tried to speak to me, and even though I had my airpods in and couldn’t hear him properly, I politely answered him. That was a huge mistake and he went on some crazy rant about a bunch of random shit. It was when he used the n-word to refer to a black gentleman, who was standing near us, that I could feel tears welling up in my eyes. I tried to make eye contact with people walking past us, but no one really seemed to notice us and how uncomfortable I was and this guy was getting more and more aggressive. Every time I looked away, he would call me ‘babe’ and ‘baby’. I eventually mustered up the courage to get up and leave and I immediately began crying as I was walking away from him. I hid in the ladies restroom until my dad said he was coming to pick me up. It was one of the most uncomfortable situations I’ve ever been in, especially considering I was all alone and someone who was very obviously drunk at 1pm was trying to talk to me about his ‘crazy’ conspiracy theories. This is why I rarely go outside, and I cannot believe I thought it would be a good idea to challenge myself by going to the mall by myself. I’ll never do that again.",7.4987657980964295,5.1367118302387285,8.082696208456856,76.6123545014823,64.64986737400531,11.204805741925421,34.908566078951466,9.627879704456738,2.9505981900452483,1428,48,307,22,17,480,190,377,0.128,0.83,0.042,-0.9776,0,2,3,0,0,0,30.0,3,0,0,2,16,11,3,1,23,0,34,8,4,6,4,44,54,23,0,5,1,3,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,3,13,16,4,2,6,7,1,8,4,6,1,4,29,11,48,5,65,20,8,59,0,0,7,0,33,32,1,5,16,226,61,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612754177392854,0.0,0.20570141400029104,0.1095862569550089,0.0,0.08263025811241116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596855237161894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297451597891756,0.2799027884738535,0.0,0.0,0.060535804058706816,0.0,0.0,0.11188346406846382,0.10421515565518474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140217426761786,0.0,0.0,0.10201426014616324,0.0,0.08554302652859364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928748296830693,0.0,0.10908259626668836,0.06404393052824675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162416072123763,0.0,0.09728173341967818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118089384031645,0.08982764806655913,0.0836692952716575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05021192171864432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376620951138404,0.0,0.16931307249223673,0.08329286981486234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19665641762832728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192468771289928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210399417739536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051503474217947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16678347470995306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628729418279129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659064122809765,0.0959100180232499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261202871908092,0.0,0.0,0.20187624060831635,0.0,0.0,0.1165137866422874,0.0,0.0,0.09479848200580704,0.06884603571446893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723548775069402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446241631877077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040413640109424,0.0,0.0,0.10193582525837667,0.0,0.11162371418406727,0.0,0.0,0.08414135712709069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981812186992854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951345988108488,0.0788375955573968,0.05790592458338752,0.0,0.09413014709040758,0.0,0.0,0.2696880778863591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3583574184223947,0.08576819942154289,0.0,0.08193756346403205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928770775118358,0.1841146695865468,0.08960790539943518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108777267361228,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,northofthenaij,2020/02/29,How can I do something as simple as walking into my classroom when everyone is seated? Sometimes I intentionally skip class when I come late and everyone is already seated. The thought of everyone staring at me is crippling.,7.170769230769231,9.513321461538462,7.633846153846152,63.48615384615386,65.15384615384616,9.302564102564103,43.769230769230774,9.725611199111238,5.261676923076925,183,12,24,4,3,60,30,39,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,0,6,7,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,5,6,0,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,20,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986764017730806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331467838237148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7758722346037508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053125496609824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083647528553328,0.2676863996786515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148711893243326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,eli_jacqueline,2020/02/29,"I have a job interview... So I have a work at home job, but it’s draining and doesn’t pay the bills (thanks, student loans!). I’ve been thinking more and more about pushing myself to get a job “in the real world.” About 4 days ago, I applied to a retail job out of what I’m assuming was sheer desperation. I got a call and we scheduled an interview for Monday. I was so excited. But then, almost immediately, the panic set in. It’s all I’ve been able to think about since. I can hardly eat, I’m practically immobilized, and I’m already thinking about if I’ll be able to handle the job if I get it. I’ve cried/been on the verge of tears more times than I can count. But I don’t want to keep living this way. I don’t want to be miserable just for the sake of comfort. I need to push myself and put myself out there. But oh shit am I scared. Has anyone with social anxiety had a retail job or at least done an interview? I’ve read articles that say it’s possible, but I guess I’m looking for direct support. I’ve never posted anything like this before.",1.8612400865176648,3.513900315068497,3.992021148762317,86.97140591204037,77.81278538812784,6.984955539533766,22.941840903628936,7.85451343220497,1.0534785388127852,815,25,176,13,19,280,122,219,0.154,0.7809999999999999,0.065,-0.9637,8,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,0,0,1,10,9,1,3,14,0,17,2,1,0,2,31,35,16,0,5,9,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,8,9,1,1,4,1,5,3,4,4,0,0,7,3,17,5,26,26,5,22,0,1,1,0,7,9,1,6,8,106,25,13,0.2280649867253308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108292503906377,0.0,0.11418707014317067,0.0,0.1258376920232792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723454530177921,0.0,0.0,0.07973417074670917,0.0,0.09383902583934986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970332529616334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643992532036332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354152454611637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669483194606743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668370895318354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915454252879085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912022020086401,0.0,0.12561964757595345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021507157886093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143838884839506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6789579249604092,0.10135731957731678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05571051625327258,0.0,0.1006927808113594,0.0,0.0957585746073069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455364892793951,0.08794888876151451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379256128784195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855450256943535,0.10921160714884068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463415181548516,0.0,0.0,0.11406335217485004,0.12979394233662148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068321565113813,0.11416641898533587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170527157458142,0.09432885688886876,0.0,0.0,0.11624176653272884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940272212176873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498579913968532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21920225194956625,0.0,0.0,0.06649326390479016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451863813065393,0.09051368545561883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301701328846157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lightzn,2020/02/29,"Why is this happening to me?? I really don't understand it.. I was not really socially anxious at all until this past year. I'm in the middle of college ffs and I wanna go out and make friends and have the best college experience I can but I just can't get myself to go out around people anymore. I'm constantly flaking on plans that I made and was excited for, and I feel like a giant piece of shit for it. Social commitments are the scariest thing for me right now and I hate it, I hate it so much. I just want to be able to enjoy myself and feel comfortable around others but I can't anymore. I'm stuck in my head over thinking everything and as much as I try to stop I just can't. I can recognize exactly what is causing it but it won't stop. I don't know what happened to cause it, worsening depression maybe, who knows. I've always been quiet but never had a problem talking to people before. Now I cannot get myself to start or even continue a conversation out of fear?? Fuck me I hate myself",1.6911650485436884,3.761415834951457,3.950300970873788,85.08632524271844,79.97087378640776,7.420970873786407,23.89223300970874,8.395991825355821,1.66711145631068,786,28,160,17,20,271,114,206,0.205,0.665,0.13,-0.9758,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,9,14,5,1,6,0,18,3,2,4,4,41,42,17,0,3,9,0,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,15,13,0,2,6,0,0,2,9,8,0,0,6,3,25,6,28,34,5,26,0,1,0,1,6,13,2,1,12,119,40,2,0.12344877215137075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027192677048894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946197423507598,0.24485602059909495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21979115974856653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504581266911812,0.0,0.12955187018886669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536317890575738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340426671586658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063262465627178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153674973288151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094779638687248,0.12075658712621162,0.0,0.13891418947189862,0.12483881684062365,0.08819182749117027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953762151362294,0.11412640062692946,0.12899377657783856,0.0,0.14031756418338925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21833068303525255,0.0,0.0,0.3656403144637193,0.1266940551989343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568843342018408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06031083443482053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168102130760649,0.08240301400646574,0.0,0.12402088426879215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18149810345806305,0.0,0.095211303458538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784582153821242,0.17116766991951862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118123802828015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581688890532783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542457690463918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671839060685808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516809538757289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737767631608348,0.0,0.0,0.2064174023772993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922344689889333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201387883001611,0.07910098855165139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381361290055407,0.0,0.0,0.12851452546435807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281328426227635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139331563840857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079496961838502 socialanxiety,lasagnadelrei,2020/02/29,This is my hell I'm currently stuck in a room with about 50 people. I know maybe 5 or 6 (AKA have seen them once before). I suck at small talk and you can easily tell when I'm uncomfortable. I just want to go home!,0.8798936170212741,2.198056510638299,3.052074468085109,94.10875,79.63829787234042,7.253191489361702,16.00531914893617,8.07648339933343,-0.04550638297872345,164,2,42,3,4,56,42,47,0.252,0.672,0.075,-0.8655,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,3,2,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,11,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,6,0,5,9,0,7,1,0,1,0,4,4,2,1,2,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278320365061568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189549095532265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3864520868945155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21173150232358734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3870503547552197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4102945231708313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670941581959229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096613167103197,0.33673848607488444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22723920790248997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,VoidingTorment1998,2020/02/29,"Not speaking to another human being for 24 + hours is a consistent ordeal on the weekends for me I am a 22 year old male. I will be done college this year. On the weekend the landlord is not here. I absolutely dread the weekends. There is one other person in the house. A spanish exchange student. I never speak to her because of social anxiety. Hell I can't even speak to most people without freaking the fuck out. I was relentlessly bullied in school and I don't speak to my parents. You can go look atmy post history if you want. I am often suicidal and I feel I'm reaching tipping point. I have pains in my chest but it cant be linked to a physical cause. I have constant feelings of anger and death. For some reason looking at violence decreases violence in me which is why I go to (gore website name). But even this is failing to have an affect at this stage. I was thinking of ways to kill myself as I walked home today...miserable from the library. I have no friends (well one friend) who I barely hang out with because i'm too scared to go out at night time. And I feel too guilty to hang out with him during the day time because I should be working. Who said I ""SHOULD"" be working? My parents. This is a fucking pathetic post. What else am I to say? I feel like I'm going insane. I was looking at a Jordan Peterson lecture and he said you need to have 5 things not suffer as much. 1. An intimate partner: I've never had a gf. In fact I lost my virginity to a prostitute. 2. Friends. 1 friend for the time being who I rarely see. In college I have one friend who is extremely religious and has narcissistic tendencies but at least he fucking listens to me. 3. A Job: I don't have a job. I tried to get one at christmas but I've never had a job (wrong: I had one job lasting 3 months, it was a summer job). Employers ask me about the employment. I was in fact trapped by the oedipes mother or whatever the fuck it's called. She never wanted me to leave but I'm never coming back now. 4. I forget the 4rth and 5rth ones. I am so fucking fed up of living like this. I wan't human connection. I wan't human warmth. A few months ago I gave myself a concussion by slamming my head into the wall and ramming my first into my head. I dealt with post concussion syndrome for 3 months after which eventually subsided around 6 months after the incident. At that period I didn't feel human, dissociated, angry. Suicide is on my mind every day. It's all I think about. I wish it wasn't. I have a few months left to go before college is finally over. I'm getting a degree in psychology. Perhaps my interest in the subject stems from y fucked up childhood. I don't know. This is just a big rambling. I want love and affection. I've never had it and it's not a BOO HOO poor me kind of thing. It's more an anger kind of thing. I was never allowed to be 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socialanxiety,FuckOffLife69,2020/02/29,"This disease is destroying my life I am good looking, I am a good friend and I am quite smart, but none of this matters cuz I have social anxiety.I would literally pay $50000 to get rid of social anxiety.Everything that happens in my life is affected by this shit.I missed a fucking free trip to USA cuz of it, I lost my best friend, I lost a lot of time, money and opportunities cuz of it.I cant take it no more.I just want to be normal...",2.370562310030394,3.3259856914893646,4.710972644376903,85.20500000000001,75.06382978723406,8.350151975683891,26.19452887537993,8.841846274778883,1.7535550151975683,341,12,78,7,7,120,59,94,0.136,0.5710000000000001,0.293,0.9506,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,5,1,13,2,0,3,0,9,3,0,4,0,13,18,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,5,0,0,2,1,9,9,10,14,3,3,0,3,1,1,4,1,1,1,1,48,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20475259544452265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17534945065590252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30147812709069416,0.1803731331939764,0.10193527315352127,0.0,0.0,0.327292727615234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725323376323018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756194675579219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16384060988743454,0.0,0.4259643353976615,0.16587286152181435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19116328182998352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075201445696884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20027437141186646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3977737137633172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14669606519997536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376836963418692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507907152406438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859830395489944,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MakesTooMuchSense,2020/02/29,"Not interested in people and mild social anxiety, advice please :( Many people seem so curious about how people live their lives and are so upbeat in conversation. I'm just so ""ehh"" about the whole situation. I couldn't really care. I also have mild social anxiety and seem to turn red when anyone mentions anything in the least bit embarrassing to me or someone else. It's almost like a feedback loop because internally I'm not anxious but then I'm thinking oh this might be something that will make me blush and then I do and then I'm anxious about that in itself. This has seemingly gotten worse over time as I've been going out less and less. But also the reason why I drink a lot in social settings now, so now I tend to avoid social situations more because I don't want to drink that much anymore. But the drinking usually helps me to be more interested in people too which makes me worried that means I'm depressed if I have to rely on that to be interested in others. I don't feel depressed overall, but I wouldn't say I'm completely ""happy"" every day either. Do you guys think I can break this by using exposure therapy? Just saying fuck it and going out more without drinking and just grin and bear it until something clicks? Should I see a psych?",4.799629629629632,6.3254479135802475,5.79681069958848,77.54731481481484,69.8641975308642,8.198353909465022,28.314814814814817,8.680891452615391,2.24861975308642,1005,36,179,17,18,332,139,243,0.163,0.772,0.064,-0.9755,0,1,6,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,1,0,17,12,1,2,7,0,18,5,0,5,0,44,43,28,0,5,13,0,1,1,0,4,0,2,0,1,14,11,4,1,8,4,0,2,7,5,0,0,2,6,17,7,25,33,11,25,0,2,3,1,12,11,1,8,11,125,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925938761038688,0.0,0.0,0.09488384149063296,0.0,0.0,0.1515517115509937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144975236837995,0.2140932523730662,0.09397189108484977,0.06625517590592367,0.0,0.07797561704851927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552401956613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344835076543994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660944111942084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934922968426832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061109391363348975,0.0,0.1632253670872495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3712968564554993,0.0,0.0,0.07915597443197997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079835507716008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04791117519024138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759983653560514,0.0,0.0,0.10770335012772488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382273924976606,0.0,0.1008688807831086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06351254443701261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04629270010088787,0.0,0.1673415009558766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055764901182773,0.0,0.0,0.12649992494907958,0.09606709887906076,0.0,0.10321640450656984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005205008574043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696561185979306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627658424827635,0.0,0.0,0.10401297006118272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06070273289078069,0.09742432835639478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070658786349614,0.0,0.0,0.07550778241860882,0.258785260678064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21301806991675007,0.0,0.3863647726998715,0.08028593935618741,0.1458946660109637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836105309536677,0.0,0.0,0.12143086312834095,0.0,0.0,0.05525263328524305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306666091778212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183823856140689,0.10435968151626493,0.0,0.05588918746194905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550200643742319,0.10579101548426316,0.0,0.09134082018305506,0.0,0.0,0.09622870395656026,0.09656384348537783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Justme222222,2020/02/29,"College will start on Tuesday and I'm basically fucking dying please someone help I can't do this haha Was the quiet kid throughout highschool, never got out of my comfort zone ever and there will be people of my last classroom studying with me AGAIN",4.988617021276597,7.327288234042555,5.311648936170212,77.90875,70.91489361702128,5.5510638297872354,33.026595744680854,5.985473137389443,2.104068085106383,205,10,31,1,4,65,42,47,0.0,0.78,0.22,0.8828,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,1,6,1,0,0,2,6,10,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,4,2,5,5,0,8,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,6,23,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668704395293768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197551051097497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267990410289163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827210410789958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369392391147431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28814437947238103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726359763774188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450678812157933,0.0,0.0,0.3880297066164963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995138921183208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502045159627444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MarizaHex,2020/02/29,Is there a difference?? This has been on my mind for bit. A few years back I figured out I may have social anxiety disorder and went to the hospital and was diagnosed with it. Because I like to look up most of what goes on in my life I looked up symptoms and stories of people with Social Anxiety Disorder. I came across stories and such talking about SAD but also about Generalized Anxiety. I've wanted to know if theres a difference between the two or if they're one in the same. I use to believe that someone who experiences Generalized Anxiety only experience anxiety on a small scale while someone diagnosed with SAD dealt with Anxiety on a more extreme level. I would just like to know if they're the same or different.,4.60918901242642,6.476988820143888,6.061922825376066,74.10837148463052,70.87050359712232,10.23440156965337,33.49967298888163,10.436869588844218,4.02643309352518,582,29,103,18,11,197,85,139,0.163,0.8009999999999999,0.036000000000000004,-0.9277,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,9,0,7,4,0,1,0,30,15,12,0,5,7,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,5,10,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,4,2,9,2,25,9,6,17,0,2,2,0,4,12,0,7,5,79,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553625450200394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5483431753279532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186134275300084,0.0,0.07282485972222537,0.0,0.0,0.1345963385258879,0.0,0.0,0.13042502609037465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663633033267292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425092687389474,0.0,0.3744470321145804,0.273834873075236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23371972262904656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131309867965172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438178364858126,0.11672929677037007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20064131200700075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062576754175873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095269200407652,0.09085864624684796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282210786322912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24355939551922404,0.2024449042974832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241700556052333,0.0,0.0960215796065402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167001136055118,0.0,0.0,0.10317955115363414,0.0,0.0,0.07046365339765062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074541086826176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486463022373315,0.0,0.0,0.0769316536386013 socialanxiety,passingthrough222,2020/02/29,"I FUCKING DID IT gUYS GUYS OH MY GOD I CALLED IN MY MEDICATION FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER JUST NOW. OMFG IM STILL SHAKING A LITTLE BIT BUT I DID IT. I FUCKING DID IT.",-3.075833333333332,-2.7814746944444444,0.7199999999999989,97.02500000000002,129.27777777777777,2.7111111111111112,15.111111111111107,5.033348758259628,-0.8617555555555554,125,4,29,1,9,45,26,36,0.053,0.889,0.059000000000000004,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,2,1,2,0,3,3,0,0,1,3,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,3,0,6,0,2,2,1,8,0,0,0,2,3,2,2,0,5,22,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27928650303219776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26121831561306985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314016153293025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175982731357584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4729983964209266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5065991783548653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763268471659973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563963858213734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577092632679595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20429622193056454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14916926774932446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,morosebanana,2020/02/29,"Any advice on how to assess my social abilities? Hi, I was thinking about doing some volunteering at a charity which involves taking assistance calls for people in need among other things, and I'm not sure if it's something I'd be good at because of my social skills level/anxiety. I talk to people in my job but not often people who are likely to be distressed or upset, so I think I'd find that difficult. I'm also just plain awkward and struggle to build relationships a lot of the time. I know I could push myself to apply but i wonder if I'd just be ignoring my limitations if I did that, and would have to drop out soon after anyway. Does anyone have any advice on this? How can I accurately assess my social abilities to know whether this volunteer role is something I'm capable of? (PS if you happen to go through my post history you'll see me talking about doing similar volunteering but that was a different organisation)",7.116499999999999,6.9568398722222256,8.343333333333334,67.305,64.16666666666667,11.2,34.111111111111114,10.793553405168565,3.8520444444444433,747,29,127,18,10,258,113,180,0.129,0.809,0.062,-0.9212,2,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,2,12,9,0,4,4,0,16,0,0,2,1,34,29,16,0,7,13,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,2,6,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,3,1,18,3,24,20,2,15,0,0,1,0,13,8,0,9,4,96,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28932791172654765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838833750853485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013459186870564,0.0,0.11325096294528646,0.0,0.0,0.10351371220507216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024442204425838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15116641718243048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819869558319188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15467134038321295,0.0,0.0,0.1295516803356004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530679577620078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413511424732828,0.12416977049747772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091217102985273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690785348682195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16271892851457614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232535677277692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585916770590005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977052873377598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078989764668211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14178235963311978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15894063562505267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796951334973772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4527274813693863,0.0,0.2279383952003634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547646006536615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952689438920654,0.0,0.11130841116749662,0.23797950283519395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835186500546153,0.1897173956119068,0.0,0.0,0.08632390001623537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16054415396104085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051640818225042,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,RiskyCassC,2020/02/29,"Calling out sick... It has always been super hard for me to call out of work(retail part time) whether for a mental or physical sick day. Recently it has gotten extremely worse. A few months ago I was considered obese to the fact where my period was highly irregular, so I decided to lose weight for my health. 50 pounds down later and my period is back to normal but I feel very weak because I JUST got my normal period back and it hit me like a ton of bricks, the cramps were so painful. Pretty much I went to the doctor, they gave me some meds, but I still feel iffy and feel like I’d pass out if I’d go to work. Everything I said is a valid logical reason as to why I would call out, I even have 22 hours of sick days saved up... yet I can’t even bring myself to it. It’s that disgusting pit feeling in my stomach just thinking about it. With my social anxiety I also have anticipatory anxiety, which is basically sever anxiety when thinking about events in the future. So whenever I think about calling out, I think about how they’d react, I’d think about how my coworkers would react, how the company would react, it would just build up, even tho no one caress- and just not knowing what exactly will happen eats me alive. I’ve gotten so stressed about it I was even thinking of just not showing up and send an email. Does anyone else struggle or has struggled with this ? And how do/did you handle or overcome it?",4.670644315414872,5.55063869039146,5.547289754635703,81.63293687956549,69.5693950177936,8.90511331710058,27.600861584566392,9.134995656068208,2.1221060498220643,1116,36,222,21,19,366,159,281,0.151,0.774,0.075,-0.9682,0,1,0,0,1,0,33.0,0,1,2,3,31,11,1,3,10,0,20,12,1,8,2,58,41,25,0,7,14,0,6,2,0,5,9,1,0,0,13,13,3,0,14,1,0,5,4,7,0,1,11,8,29,4,35,23,5,36,0,1,0,0,12,13,0,5,20,153,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567331018509765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728999279573692,0.08041952561342766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218081517409709,0.0,0.0,0.06757907272760913,0.09902809441775123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863388891674062,0.0,0.058916197967163214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.394756833007985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466093242730235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892411957503107,0.08457799687483834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988958282205477,0.08073765226371214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25534242523681805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686168965808103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19547410437753074,0.06904590626753045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0549277277719666,0.0,0.07729885674786886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546619513972106,0.0,0.08657832127439129,0.0,0.0,0.10273313144344508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211474027360487,0.0,0.0,0.09517957785143157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05311564076873262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443542196061387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812526070841036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073550043775522,0.0,0.09739923612250027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714413246395066,0.0,0.07104797233255335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18939056379390332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549171321824579,0.0,0.10284111396749412,0.0,0.0,0.10466120814808247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832655302194557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993710405475904,0.09542900841457347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193512016287204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918560908474066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852125783631177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718383890456704,0.0,0.11071084858148987,0.20207657479258467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715718063617493,0.0,0.0,0.05635667964231485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974536367456712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769217419148333,0.0,0.0895943854276738,0.08721048932985356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407229228349725,0.0,0.0984933616510461,0.2746260754221898,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,blayzemebaby,2020/02/29,I spend every penny I own on weed and booze. I feel happy for about 5 mins and then the depression kicks in.,-0.3949275362318865,1.8142240000000032,1.7652173913043503,96.06202898550728,91.6086956521739,4.8057971014492775,12.014492753623188,6.42735559955562,-0.8892202898550718,84,1,19,1,3,28,20,23,0.152,0.6970000000000001,0.152,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,4,1,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5110348602833799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4999067027307654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000058282150453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6316115603573176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,devanshi1696,2020/02/29,"Shifting to a new place So I'm shifting to a new place. It is a shared apartment with 3 people already living there . I'm packing right now and suddenly this heavy depressing feeling is taking over me and I feel like crying. I'm scared of meeting new people . I want to avoid it all cost . I hate my current place and this anxiety is making me feel like I should stay here only, rather than putting myself through all that anxiety and awkwardness. I just want to feel normal. This is such a small thing and I feel like if I cannot do this then what will I do when I'll have to face real problems . ( Sorry for my English. I hope you get what I'm trying to say .)",1.03777777777778,3.342263148148149,2.5170370370370385,93.0466666666667,84.18518518518519,5.0814814814814815,21.592592592592588,6.42735559955562,0.36372592592592623,515,17,108,5,15,167,82,135,0.172,0.706,0.122,-0.7935,1,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,8,11,1,3,4,0,10,1,1,1,2,25,26,9,0,8,3,0,5,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,10,6,0,1,5,0,1,1,1,6,0,0,0,6,15,5,12,24,2,17,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,2,11,68,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932430683082032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20703237320150786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486380092488865,0.0,0.0,0.11654726645669505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34209857210280725,0.29000881955858565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069690004153786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359629923541114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439908258793445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19832533692293386,0.0,0.1194862958448286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032432104693357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3920664148242542,0.0,0.0,0.13258071528187024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291373361459773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876218213262568,0.0,0.4241285084869236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947890824824834,0.0,0.13602971402097616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154018960127384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555892033056693,0.0,0.10760852412797713,0.1354746825393821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514749156988212,0.0,0.14422859662816076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174061183227742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989777875315855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918705191916772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15962548320553988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fml2120,2020/02/29,"Saw a person exactly pathetic like me I saw a person that got nothing interesting to talk about, isn’t social, has really low self esteem, sad, miserable and has nothing interesting in his life that he has clung on something really toxic. I really really felt bad for him. Seen him suddenly motivated me to be better, I don’t know why.",6.406428571428571,7.240007063492065,8.72075396825397,60.59160714285717,65.66666666666667,13.284126984126985,31.62301587301588,12.602617957971056,4.963796825396825,267,10,43,11,4,97,46,63,0.278,0.61,0.111,-0.9109,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,1,8,0,1,2,0,6,1,0,1,1,5,12,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,4,8,4,6,6,0,4,0,3,3,0,9,3,0,0,2,25,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17982216660288336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19047431063970466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067857691826976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17224839343720966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835988491581916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15211984226938136,0.10521727228992422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4133002406405065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760997237396676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5518775929157187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246743978203262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21953918978479167,0.0,0.16579977799813742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17310356468684732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19433491399411085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sunshinemckenna,2020/02/29,"Looking for help. I've always thought of reddit as the place you go when you're looking for feedback from a group of people familiar with your field, I'm not sure how factual that is or if I'm inadvertently posting my problems to people who don't care or aren't interested. I'm just struggling in my current situation and I'm looking for help, and this just seems like a good way to get unfiltered input. Sorry if this isn't what I'm supposed to be posting or seems rude in anyway, I'm ignorant and desperate. I've been struggling with social anxiety and depression for my entire life, and I've been seeking medical help for the past 5 years (I’m 21 now). I can’t function properly because of this, my subconscious just tears me apart in most situations. Nothing in particular triggers this, I’m just constantly uncomfortable outside of my room. I lose jobs because customers get aggressive and I start crying, I can’t use the bathroom when my roommate is home so I have to wait until the next day for them to leave, I’m completely incapable of making friends or forming relationships. It’s just hell, I don’t know how else to put it. I can’t support myself or pursue things I’m passionate about, and I’ve been trying so hard and in every way I can for years to fix this. Talking to people is just a constant mental battle of “don’t give them a reason to hate you”, I’m saying and doing whatever I can to make that person like me more. All the while I’m sweating everywhere, my arms are shaking and my legs feel like jelly, and I’m too busy overthinking things to form coherent thoughts and struggle to speak without stuttering. Afterwards I’m full of regret and upset at myself for whatever minute thing I might have done to offend them, or how poorly I performed doing a very basic human task of having a conversation. I’m very self aware of this and it makes trying to continue pursuing these social interactions so discouraging. My doctors have diagnosed me with major depressive disorder, bipolar disorder and social anxiety, and I’ve been prescribed every medication under the sun including controlled substances, none have lessened the effects. I’ve seen and stopped seeing 5-6 therapists now and all therapy seems to do is ruin whatever day my appointment is on. I've tried most common coping skills and practice some myself to help maintain functionality in stressful environments, but the collapse is inevitable. I’ve only been able to successfully cope with weed and self harm; weed is illegal in my state and while I have my own thoughts on self harm I’d like to stop it in time. My main concern is not being able to support myself, people have suggested that I sign up for disability, which I guess is what I’m doing now. I hate the idea of someone sending me money because I “cry too much”, just makes me feel shitty knowing there’s people out there that would kill for my life. I’ve worked in IT, retail, fast food and sales and every one of them have ended with me crying in front of a customer and asked to leave or just stressing too much about the work to step foot in the door again after a bad day. In the past few months I’ve been trying to find ways to make money from home like selling game goods or freelance audio/video editing on Fiverr but this isn't nearly sufficient enough. I’m in school for NetSec and I’m hoping to land a job I can work from home in the future, but I don’t have a lot of confidence in things turning out ok. It’s so discouraging to push for so long and see no improvement, and all I can do is rinse and repeat. Now we get to chapter 2, the depression. I don’t want to get too much into it because you can likely fill in the blanks and there’s no sense complaining about it, but the gist of it is “If I can’t support myself or make friends or do anything outside of sitting in my room and crying, what do I do with my life?” This is constantly running through my mind, just hating myself because I can’t get basic things done in life and being disappointed at the results. I don’t know what to do or try at this point, as I stated currently I’m signing up for disability but I’m not confident my request will be granted. I’m researching electroconvulsive therapy because… I don’t know what else to do, and I’m going to start asking my doctors for controlled substances. I obviously don’t want to get addicted to anything or see long term health issues, but like I said weed has helped so sedation = good I guess. Any and all input is helpful and greatly appreciated. Thank you.",6.7653121452894425,6.720167312145293,7.287475368898977,74.19814608399547,64.8683314415437,10.180803632236096,34.53259931895573,9.840057353463068,3.3266939659477863,3626,149,661,69,50,1195,367,881,0.16399999999999998,0.743,0.09300000000000001,-0.9954,5,0,0,0,0,0,70.0,1,5,4,10,37,56,9,7,27,1,70,18,4,16,7,137,147,71,1,9,34,0,3,7,2,3,12,3,6,5,35,44,1,8,16,1,6,10,23,32,0,1,13,13,70,24,110,127,22,96,1,9,7,1,43,38,1,26,47,428,105,12,0.09974021790979744,0.0,0.0,0.05436577986539296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04149592566160945,0.0,0.0,0.03391338420823537,0.0,0.07630099370001342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820777009224303,0.0,0.09324363980594118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04163945790149777,0.15200177770644951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05084589974805172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052287860420683015,0.16167561329838862,0.1118671354687101,0.0,0.0,0.21911989186818107,0.09648628387419636,0.0,0.12885915530240336,0.05061711083167561,0.0,0.0,0.1143109308118662,0.10208833938558452,0.0,0.102068871985734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332015367841154,0.0,0.04417011430148556,0.051529153670835465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260531530239936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050431651033423563,0.03562721580189858,0.0,0.0,0.04558037611157721,0.0,0.06030313370211909,0.0,0.07705904494080149,0.0,0.15633044169656185,0.04783995272310481,0.056684664352361615,0.12548604396022692,0.0,0.054981971179726384,0.1098750948392373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04467382213591691,0.14770922385724708,0.0,0.05300959378762806,0.0,0.0,0.20056129689413005,0.0,0.15007135632571952,0.04953227070361807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05629728279955575,0.0,0.05205143708784295,0.09897677610737728,0.0,0.05517388668724178,0.0,0.10962923066236367,0.0,0.0,0.10561048941590624,0.0,0.0,0.14089893115672916,0.17054811339201909,0.0,0.0,0.08826695420855271,0.1256349942426771,0.05579189564069231,0.0,0.042397783261482185,0.0,0.0,0.1997321098508242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047777634100588,0.050257340251730835,0.05290430469317848,0.05035459367443591,0.0,0.03980584517920794,0.0,0.10998080463039156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053037426637585684,0.0,0.0,0.04785171454650164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03379327647640348,0.03792846509337648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521332383580046,0.17286827158506798,0.043544655559643666,0.05210364954624587,0.0,0.0471433724061234,0.0,0.09552355801483244,0.0,0.0,0.04771895916450936,0.0,0.05013323371619225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051274777860553435,0.0,0.05354183365028958,0.0,0.0,0.04743789375614882,0.039658712280542636,0.0,0.050471212700406574,0.11922006039684567,0.1361996226067098,0.15607619971975958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211218388192534,0.0,0.15250888736582796,0.04225478148286526,0.0,0.0,0.055825504049052975,0.0705966395966389,0.0,0.0,0.08338728824390973,0.11425208262865295,0.15640519752355364,0.0,0.0,0.1697760259634715,0.04700198750149517,0.0,0.0,0.04008370453179491,0.0,0.04591369606522512,0.11406163162603665,0.05790304023494933,0.16565742217555746,0.0,0.0,0.11877388789488952,0.02907966157639413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16929265210224795,0.054244357980645835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04307176219254564,0.0,0.08229612541622172,0.05882936470313713,0.11875371367769333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04807300541353425,0.0,0.10891809980789192,0.0,0.0,0.035426294558233415,0.0,0.0,0.06422943022241309 socialanxiety,If_This_Then_That_,2020/02/29,"How to get rid of social anxiety? I have the anxiety of being cringey or being embarrassed, especially around the opposite sex. I don’t want to be seen doing something cringey such as been seen doing or watching something I might think is embarrassing. I used to never care about this before I was 13, but then I don’t know what changed. What can I do to change this?",5.040704225352108,6.29750715492958,5.7367323943661965,79.22481690140846,69.0,9.060281690140846,31.10140845070423,9.3871,2.7934653521126758,292,12,55,6,5,95,48,71,0.128,0.8540000000000001,0.018000000000000002,-0.6456,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,2,0,14,1,0,2,1,11,22,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,3,7,1,9,14,0,3,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,3,2,43,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37571807938867335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21860780668382093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20896049445469297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503731979328555,0.0,0.519557296267451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282992755750634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495788846231596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605091072452271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893973738014678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25032590652783904,0.0,0.3781008736543433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15735021948635328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21209212334106306,0.0,0.0,0.14484251676210216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rattyme,2020/02/29,Clone of mine I always feel like a copy of me stands next to me always judging me on everything I do. Is this socially anxiety?,1.0187179487179492,3.4000906153846167,3.674615384615386,84.15371794871797,85.15384615384616,8.082051282051282,24.051282051282055,8.841846274778883,2.2867589743589747,100,4,20,3,3,35,21,26,0.067,0.833,0.099,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,4,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,14,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6143671984895498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28241825549161564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33179114477637245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18666623088054107,0.2637390588739803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18036050693400754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926223442290204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37632794216865584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,trackster45,2020/02/29,Conversation topic suggestions I’m having trouble talking to people at my college because of not knowing what to talk about. I’m afraid I might bring up an inappropriate or boring topic.,6.0500000000000025,8.948747939393943,7.293939393939392,62.3609090909091,69.60606060606061,8.036363636363637,35.24242424242424,8.841846274778883,3.885715151515152,154,8,20,3,3,52,28,33,0.152,0.848,0.0,-0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,14,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764084627723923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24919484149738835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4810206089340773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31435325252068835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7289043140833015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DBe6251234,2020/02/29,"I hate myself I could go on forever, but simply put I hate myself and think I’ll never have a girlfriend. Tired of these lonely nights and thinking I’m not good enough when in reality I am. But think I’m not meant to be with someone I’m interested in and that makes me happy",2.0731034482758623,3.7486980344827607,4.192620689655172,85.66444827586207,77.27586206896551,6.708965517241379,21.944827586206884,7.554174236665415,0.8136579310344821,218,6,46,3,5,75,41,58,0.204,0.623,0.174,-0.2617,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,1,15,15,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,0,7,3,6,12,1,8,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19697818829493036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25491780456854385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021121210057064,0.2069289877769898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626278202313217,0.0,0.4871509087941713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646811151807979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902782782937904,0.0,0.0,0.2315210082432951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480121050791988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20903693076240126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4742462092066447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835573250500714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lastnightgfg,2020/02/29,Weird happy feeling after a panic attack Hey guys does anyone get this weird happy feeling after a panic or anxiety attack? That feeling like you're so happy you just want to jump around... I feel like I'm going crazy... I can't trust my emotions anymore...,2.8867346938775498,5.419471551020411,4.366693877551022,81.21044897959185,78.38775510204081,4.736326530612245,22.044897959183675,5.6839178017228535,0.6111110204081633,202,6,32,1,5,67,36,49,0.307,0.369,0.324,0.0317,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,3,12,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,9,2,0,1,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,6,0,0,0,4,4,6,4,9,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972682877770436,0.0,0.1681759684007837,0.11857299284827727,0.0,0.0,0.15096051567858873,0.0,0.3858392777829561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839899119338845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19075260618818995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34297525320898803,0.2422933437711393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885975898839406,0.0,0.09637517665460184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16790904013091085,0.0,0.5415573160665295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16569464718602495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3979268678451951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002159279799328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Kitsune532,2020/02/29,"Do I Have Social Anxiety? I'm not sure if I do or not. I'm basically a NEET and I barely leave the house, when I do it's always with my Mum (I never feel less nervous when with family/my friend). I have memories of physical symptoms of social anxiety(When I used to go outside alone), e.g. shaking, not being able to talk/think, blushing but only in certain situations (public speaking is definitely worst but it happens when trying to buy anything at a shop and public transport too). I don't really get anxiety around authority figures, tbh I feel more secure around them but I feel immediately self-conscious around strangers and will avoid them at all costs. I've only started wondering whether I had social anxiety recently, I just put my nervousness down to being trans but now I'm not so sure. I've seen people on here have problems eating in public and don't seem to have the same thought processes as everyone else. I don't spend ages before a social occasion imagining situations and I don't over-analyze afterwards. However I do get scared of strangers because they might harass me/embarass me (I was harassed, but not bullied, age 11-16). I also don't really know why I became NEET, I've ditched college twice now. The first time I couldn't handle being told I have to leave the college because I'm stupid (I left the college when I knew I was going to fail an assignment but never asked for help) after that I tried to go to a sixth form at my old secondary (i'm in the UK) where my friends were, but couldn't deal with the atmosphere (No one talked to me at all in lessons and teachers ignored me) and I'm wondering whether it's because I have social anxiety or not. Also I pretty much rely on my Mum for everything. I'm also wondering whether social anxiety is making it harder for me to stop being NEET, I want a job, I don't want to be a useless piece of shit, but I have no idea where to even start when getting a job even though I've looked. Every job I've looked at involves too many people and I can't get a job further than walking distance because I can't get public transport (I don't know where anything is and the lack of info stresses me out). I'm not sure whether I'm just being dumb and I'm just shy/have low self-esteem or whatever. I do always remember being clingy/anxious as a child.",3.9548466067554986,5.421258993492407,5.339915711186864,80.2378004338395,71.86334056399133,8.218679888441278,30.091168267740933,8.759644201051973,2.4945947443445924,1840,78,346,34,35,617,213,461,0.175,0.7509999999999999,0.075,-0.9946,5,2,0,0,0,0,56.0,0,0,3,3,26,24,5,6,18,0,39,3,1,2,8,81,80,38,0,7,26,2,3,0,2,2,1,1,0,1,5,17,1,4,17,1,4,8,22,17,0,3,8,7,46,7,44,61,10,50,0,3,3,0,25,22,2,9,20,225,51,9,0.07138920039645863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393768175437647,0.0,0.17126975329452082,0.1188030671989216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27306271451228314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749445834439876,0.19065457122676907,0.0667392655370133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174072775804317,0.0,0.06074695147432664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359913091947869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304897433899425,0.059636516469126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943037871485535,0.0,0.060148480324982274,0.06821544029578888,0.06416001011412231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828957417775073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06072361738803779,0.0,0.0,0.11031023827547122,0.0,0.18648955363281586,0.0,0.12171638325022854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312923414413348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047850676205986264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237355235999386,0.0,0.08058971772426421,0.0,0.0,0.28337106343662394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846727509802531,0.0,0.0,0.15118171086609605,0.07756457511273357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198978970069322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047652845610862166,0.07237744422394017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573266007885134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05247927643807259,0.0,0.11011950470070564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491095685998785,0.0,0.048375169755668315,0.10858940764416214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898456563258508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726284816840182,0.0,0.06830982345730276,0.0,0.07176586422789806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091467499597843,0.0,0.07048822293419524,0.0,0.08087004755627901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714730435435574,0.0,0.0,0.06499004685008039,0.1489490108391823,0.0,0.07327998831658905,0.0,0.16048890467172713,0.0,0.4366337973011609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105928695762273,0.0,0.0,0.05968456812822918,0.0817760878552127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018504295515368,0.07420071364855232,0.0,0.11475987020764893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04574331704447915,0.07013952692675247,0.056675050863722334,0.041627616847917,0.0,0.0,0.06821544029578888,0.0,0.09693716191801632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061657347999240913,0.0,0.0,0.08421440004846957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644176494779986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322556277116634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,coolstarfish55,2020/02/29,"How do I stop overthinking? I’ve probably missed out on so many opportunities to make a friend because of how much I was over thinking. I’m going to describe one of the many things that I’m completely clueless about. When I’m walking in the hallway I don’t know if I should say “hey ___” to people or not. I really want to but they look uninterested and I start worrying about stupid things. This is my thought process: “Maybe I’ll wave because they’re at a distance so they won’t hear my voice. If I say their name loud they might get embarrassed. My wave might be awkward so I’ll avoid eye contact and wait to get closer to them so I can say hey. What if they don’t say hey back? That’s going to be so awkward. Maybe I’ll just smile at them with my mouth closed. That might be too weird. I’ll just look at random things so it looks like I didn’t notice them and I was distracted.” Then I end up not saying hi to them and hoping that I’ll be able to say it next time. I also don’t want to make it seem like they have to say hi every time I see them. Just because I say hi to someone one day I don’t want to be obligated to say hi to them the next day. Does anyone else think like this? I need to know. I want to be outgoing because I really want more friends but I’m so afraid that I’m doing something wrong. Most people just don’t say hi at all in the hallways. For other people, it just seems to come naturally. Do I just not understand basic rules of human communication?? Sorry this is so long but this is something I’ve been struggling with for a long time and if you guys help me it’ll really mean a lot.",1.1263734115347042,3.0448035337243446,2.869912023460412,92.89153470185728,81.11143695014663,6.0101661779081175,20.304007820136853,7.106945922332613,0.2824987292277612,1259,34,289,16,33,417,154,341,0.133,0.7709999999999999,0.096,-0.7240000000000001,0,1,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,12,1,22,18,1,7,8,0,29,2,2,4,1,59,65,26,0,12,17,0,0,3,2,6,0,13,0,2,19,10,0,3,9,0,0,4,10,11,0,2,5,18,37,7,37,48,5,31,0,1,5,0,39,12,0,14,18,173,56,0,0.07613703623826266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060886760372185114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053236786012061305,0.07801139108477585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05854468120844958,0.0,0.18564972244969571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06558531508534664,0.07982823392808541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820417942764993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662803349053674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06360272408596462,0.0,0.0674348154374759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414873679418293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764657066319475,0.0,0.07955691798841596,0.0,0.08654086454578662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538763612366547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581197331176782,0.0,0.05103305049066322,0.0,0.0,0.07562125627067348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368584792206807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159013022729697,0.0,0.0,0.13475776235611187,0.1918078045127073,0.0,0.0,0.0647289855235896,0.0,0.0,0.10164412580563173,0.15438200913045466,0.1529797728291064,0.08293555280047694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423080908381865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05596948207479216,0.05645464764178858,0.0,0.0,0.16194520359047246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668252039014047,0.0,0.0,0.10318485239406418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583515031421477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820886024549881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463260050433982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6054722713353733,0.0,0.0,0.06067136038658327,0.13862459656843054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645106637306587,0.11722802043051267,0.0,0.08522917863776817,0.05389018612461722,0.0,0.0,0.06365397148599332,0.0,0.07959496139910807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517461912913506,0.09757107708539664,0.0,0.060444302183704834,0.13318835432507212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926133984082978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22453798307957884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732085607964365,0.0,0.0,0.0832438969343555,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,InSanityXBL,2020/02/29,"How can I make it so people can understand my speech, and how can I stop stuttering? (Read text) Whenever I’m in a conversation with someone, they can understand me easily whenever I’m saying short sentences or a few words, and I don’t stutter when I say short sentences, but whenever I say longer sentences, I tend to stutter a lot, and it is very hard for the other person to understand what I say. How can I fix this?",5.596506024096385,5.794550578313255,6.806891566265062,75.82696385542171,67.31325301204821,10.977349397590363,33.46746987951808,10.793553405168565,3.664977831325301,330,14,64,9,5,112,51,83,0.129,0.802,0.069,-0.6651,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,4,0,16,14,10,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,5,4,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,11,0,5,14,2,5,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,2,44,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17506193227589226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16614288876801106,0.0,0.0,0.13044734558285634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548271540681595,0.17063710195574774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19547734618832174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6216375023639293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16558251209803632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16338360038696084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6103312694733651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16124564728702775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dxiiv,2020/02/29,"i hate this shit my social anxiety has been getting worse i fucking hate it so bad. i can’t go to the grocery store, eat out, or work without having anxiety. everywhere i go i feel like people are looking at me or judging me i hate it. wish i could just be normal without this fucking anxiety i hate it. just wanna die honestly.",-0.08954545454545483,2.1637661060606064,2.662121212121214,86.66318181818183,100.06060606060606,5.430303030303032,25.696969696969692,6.980632752743323,1.7706242424242429,257,13,48,5,11,89,45,66,0.401,0.503,0.096,-0.9778,0,0,0,0,0,1,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,10,7,0,1,0,7,4,1,0,0,12,19,3,1,4,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,1,0,1,2,3,8,0,0,1,2,11,2,6,16,0,4,0,0,1,2,1,2,3,2,1,35,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35773554565494176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015046044033945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244547912603139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617753139985001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15950068919374225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881589883198864,0.1113582830927693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882108329288181,0.08143909644461415,0.0,0.177176542087033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6155835343096331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615343922004902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308970959451072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527259844801151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806521638944278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16000510269130575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889657640645705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17925041159281607,0.3005189838985564,0.0,0.11348003035820885,0.0,0.15885158501646807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,EarlyWar1,2020/03/01,Anxiety affects my legs and walking! I suffer with a weird symptom of anxiety that has to do with my walking. When i am nervous or anxious my legs lock up and they feel either stiff or numb and i cant walk properly! As silly as this sounds I honestly think i forgot how to walk correctly! When im walking for some reason i do not bend my knees like a normal person does when they walk. My walking looks unnatural. Its gotten so bad to the point i have to force myself to try to walk correctly when a normal person does it without even thinking. I notice my anxiety gets the worse when im around females i find hot or attractive. My legs get so stiff and wobbly that i get embarrassed and cant walk with them looking at me or i will look really stupid. Its even worse when people are walking behind me. I get so nervous thinking that im not walking naturally which in return makes my walking even more awkward. This has been going on ever since i got anxiety and no matter how hard i try to walk like a regular person i cant. Its like im gonna live like this the rest of my life. Its gotten to the point where i fear walking and avoid social situations where i have to walk past people! I dont know how i can cure this? With walking therapy to learn how to walk correctly again or medicine to stop my anxiety which in return will stop my legs from getting stiff and numb when i walk? Does anyone else have this issue or am i the only one?,4.172372013651874,4.996619163822532,5.427254266211605,82.24511348122869,70.67235494880546,8.317337883959045,27.96058020477816,8.548686976883017,1.956186484641638,1137,39,227,18,20,380,134,293,0.193,0.747,0.06,-0.9877,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,3,0,22,19,1,6,9,0,18,12,5,7,4,52,38,30,0,2,10,0,3,4,0,3,7,1,0,3,15,13,0,7,8,0,0,19,8,12,0,1,5,7,38,7,30,30,4,44,0,1,3,0,7,11,0,7,18,153,53,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35630441697325943,0.10523503617371184,0.0,0.06513391483264393,0.0954450424888662,0.0,0.0829248645505878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777787444817058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445533427500276,0.0,0.10917323324894894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781638832969373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18457768552372744,0.08426114957639126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482168945547878,0.04710035648843639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513907118803116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24333989280603474,0.0,0.05294032306525401,0.0,0.0745020159180062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344572922699517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40247977989077227,0.09722629310501844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051193801312673586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579588165697109,0.18203708582862735,0.0,0.08225475913537174,0.0,0.2346721907768181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06217955974993146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825380011054636,0.0,0.1060539586159687,0.0,0.0,0.06312208053216474,0.07084615277708367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892394762453809,0.12915947902320835,0.2440097150893725,0.0,0.0,0.1761171487266131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05967543788323632,0.09577558008151953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705614385051861,0.1047065428025775,0.0,0.09495654435775673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557581765581758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682040282492667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652721854532418,0.0,0.0,0.17906376495670864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648793527864668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979502538782087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898593150343452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,1234getonnow,2020/03/01,"Looking for a friend Anybody here needs a friend. I'm 24 , m , living in Netherlands. Would love to have a friend and occasionally we can do voice call/video call All genders are welcome",0.8520000000000003,2.9771142000000026,1.5314285714285705,92.98857142857143,107.0,3.1428571428571432,22.142857142857146,5.288315135182226,0.12128571428571401,147,6,28,1,7,45,30,35,0.0,0.588,0.41200000000000003,0.9501,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,1,5,9,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,3,8,1,1,0,0,1,1,7,1,0,0,0,15,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5686738112845071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6454082301145424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24588364890859826,0.0,0.23383471534907335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513193529950324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206473190624138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19780868110430425,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AdventureGirl1234567,2020/03/01,"How many of you guys have insomnia? I ask because when I had the worst social anxiety of my life (a few years before I started college) I had horrible insomnia. Like I couldn’t sleep for anything. When I did sleep it was a really light sleep and I’d wake up exhausted and feeling like a zombie. Fast forward, a bunch of things changed (went to therapy, started college, made good friends, moved away from unhealthy environments— read: small town where everyone gossiped about everything) and my social anxiety went from 100 to nearly 0. Graduated to college and started new job, um social anxiety seemed to be coming back with a vengeance. I was like wtf no. Like we’re done social anxiety. So I was kind of confused until I realized the reason it seemed to be back is because—due to my new job—I’ve been getting a lot less sleep (and less quality) sleep than normal. Y’all. Not sleeping turns my brain to m u s h. So that makes me say dumb things (or just not want to talk) which makes me anxious around people. I started focusing on getting better quality sleep and immediately felt less anxious, more talkative and generally back to normal, with very minimal social anxiety. Whenever I don’t sleep enough though it’s back to feeling like everything I say is incredibly stupid and like “omg my coworkers hate me!!!” So anyway I don’t think sleep is the only thing that impacts SA, but it’s definitely a huge trigger for me.",4.641807928913195,6.752546830827073,5.494627477785372,77.20408065618592,71.29323308270676,9.046889952153112,32.01572112098428,9.573946990214177,3.3336300751879686,1131,53,198,28,22,369,153,266,0.132,0.7709999999999999,0.09699999999999999,-0.6405,2,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,2,0,1,16,17,3,1,10,0,17,15,11,6,0,37,39,18,0,4,5,0,3,6,1,0,4,2,0,1,10,12,0,0,8,1,0,5,6,7,1,0,12,6,24,10,28,24,9,29,0,0,0,0,14,10,1,5,22,125,34,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596019478425547,0.15334763797793505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05585125435633168,0.0604187187596056,0.06344931918638337,0.0,0.06376613026130812,0.2087514644092631,0.0,0.04137294224320788,0.0,0.05775239932115655,0.0,0.0,0.060025528895086326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757654029297494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179749579594367,0.058464023909626565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945460785416809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012788701662667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485272515273298,0.12199441896689213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863425602380031,0.0969727304443039,0.06516587523788248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05243621922977788,0.0,0.0709185821459924,0.0,0.0,0.05692616370932115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06720200330041473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700760652985056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347010707077963,0.0,0.0,0.07067619537261424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047938611548140914,0.1989472196084533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05770067510345045,0.0,0.06422026636709076,0.09060754825436906,0.06880956096096938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213510427220889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13109860182488878,0.0,0.0,0.1329964445706581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05161821852874318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047052535331425435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788839971505745,0.0,0.043479281128328495,0.06978169778562991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794594888170636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357265826492635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6112714324179889,0.34592475845621695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921550350705124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05455136175086309,0.0,0.0,0.07761529780499787,0.0,0.1352695026974787,0.0434883767516057,0.0666819629456265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382310666416397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05599988524905035,0.040031503986223294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258324013263999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04370607612297179 socialanxiety,thejangeles,2020/03/01,Social Anxiety is like being on Survivor ...and constantly worrying that you’re getting voted out even though you have 5 immunity idols.,12.80086956521739,11.28946473913044,12.362608695652176,47.39434782608697,53.78260869565217,16.156521739130437,49.08695652173913,14.554592549557764,7.728860869565217,111,6,14,4,1,37,22,23,0.157,0.6509999999999999,0.192,0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193965162123378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4511835310823686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27576358360272324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21813345643583254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20397589906762734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4256022100015952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4102046775078565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4240050021466661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,3aria,2020/03/01,"How do I stop the anxiety that comes with feeling forced to respond to people's draining energies in a ""socially acceptable way"" when they enter a room? Hey everyone, so I've noticed recently that one thing that gives me a lot of anxiety and supremely drains me is anticipating small talk, and meeting people's energy when they enter a room and then feeling like I have to meet that energy in a socially acceptable manner (whether it be coworkers, my boss, my parents, or my housemate). What I mean by this is, when I'm alone in my space, I can just be. But when someone enters, I feel and know to a certain extent according to society's standards that I have to act in a certain way. For example, when my boss enters my office and sees me being productive, he gets this huge smile on his face (and I know that I should be happy about this, and I am). But the thing that is hard for me, is channeling his energy. When he has this huge smile on his face and all this energy, I feel like I can't meet that with a calm, monotone response (which is often what I would naturally do). Sometimes I *do* have the energy to meet his energy, but often I have found that every time he sees me, it is almost embarrassing for me, because I feel like he is making a spectacle of me, simply doing my job. Sometimes he even lets out a little laughter and it's just draining, almost the feeling of like an excited mom bragging about you in front of her friends; it's just a little uncomfortable, but I'm not sure I can really say anything. I guess the only thing I can control is my response, but it always feels sort of wrong to be comfortable meeting all that excited energy with my own calmer, and less humorous energy. It seems like a lot of people at my job like to laugh all the time, and then I feel responsible for laughing at every single thing they find funny, and that is extremely draining. I don't really know what to do about it. I like my coworkers, but this is the one thing that I don't really know what to do about. Another thing that drains my energy is when I'm in the same room as my parents and I anticipate them interrupting me. It's a little difficult in my house sometimes in shared spaces like the kitchen, because you can't really just be alone. My family, in the past, has felt like, because I am there, they have the right to talk to me at any moment, even if I'm doing something, and have me respond. Needless to say, I've communicated better when I need space or like to just be and stuff. But residually, I always have this anxiety and thought in the back of my mind, anticipating when they will interrupt me or drain my energy, which in turn already drains me, lol. I don't know what to do about this. Like, even if my dad if just doing dishes in the same room or standing nearby looking at his phone, I almost feel like I'm being watched, and can't fully just let loose and do what I'm doing. Even if it's simply just watching Netflix. I realized that I feel vulnerable as a human in very specific instances. Does anyone else ever feel this? Like for me, watching a TV show is a very vulnerable experience because my facial reactions tell a lot about how I'm engaging with that media in that moment. And for someone to witness that, makes me a little uncomfortable unless I'm really comfortable with that person, like my best friend. But if my parents are in the room (even if I'm wearing earbuds), I feel like I can't fully just be in the moment and fully experience what I would because I'm sort of stiffened and on guard, hiding a part of myself. I get the same way when my housemate comes home and I have a show on, or am doing dishes and playing music. I feel extremely vulnerable since I don't know her that well yet. To me, music is a very personal thing. For someone to hear the music I listen to makes me feel vulnerable, I guess, because that is an expression of the real me, and that's a little frightening to me. I think part of the difficulty of me feeling comfortable around others and just letting loose and being myself is because I'm gay (a lesbian). For most of my life, I didn't tell anyone, and it's only been in the last year that I told my parents. I grew up in church and had to deal with a lot of internalized homophobia. So, even though I've learned to love myself, I guess I still don't know how to fully let others in and not hide every part of myself, because it's so deeply engrained in me to just hide it all and put this guard up to protect myself. I don't know how much of it is an introvert thing and how much of it is me hiding or not feeling comfortable because of what I've experienced with my sexuality. I'd like to learn how to feel more comfortable in public spaces and how to navigate my work environment easier and with less anxiety. If anyone's ever experienced what I'm talking about (with regard to anticipating other people's energies and feeling drained trying to meet them) I'd love to hear your thoughts and advice, because I don't think it's healthy when I respond in this way (by anticipating and then feeling drained) and I don't want to have to resign myself to a life of always feeling like I'm being encroached upon. I'm sure there's a way I can adapt and adjust my responses. Please let me know your thoughts. Thank you so much.",8.480605331283876,6.245826105513308,9.033468166005989,70.16361499878654,62.6596958174905,12.223153466548016,36.73659089070463,10.856710651616623,3.8087078068117473,4181,151,805,86,47,1417,315,1052,0.073,0.727,0.201,0.9992,6,2,1,0,0,0,115.0,0,5,7,4,58,51,0,1,49,1,83,13,4,13,10,185,159,89,0,12,37,6,22,17,2,4,2,5,7,3,71,51,3,5,45,6,0,10,16,4,1,2,9,35,124,47,118,130,25,98,1,1,6,4,66,53,0,29,46,587,195,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03885989432554315,0.0,0.0,0.11946284814963665,0.08237332719372596,0.043883920992774036,0.0,0.09926809673149904,0.0,0.0,0.02704295301606909,0.04169921210139208,0.12168671666850515,0.0,0.0,0.08341812361336788,0.04074603516502208,0.032724888145684534,0.03540109951155496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03057840151385307,0.0,0.24241620403523745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041733058360587966,0.03517071803696322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851157292843357,0.0,0.0,0.044602120359724134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04099807532879023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034800407451156014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03322026176128093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759454171557416,0.07194313448150698,0.10051634699221312,0.037999113914715686,0.0,0.0777995978076849,0.037488829111232816,0.0,0.4021482377121424,0.2272766686115942,0.03818259773486319,0.0,0.03634635700381724,0.0,0.0,0.04360251023291704,0.06144783779175909,0.0,0.041553277449623484,0.03814817140743288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314236442371364,0.0,0.0,0.04233275690468295,0.035623459624429234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964069563486042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03988958669193779,0.0,0.0,0.04588582857656106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892530835373884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19669434228442115,0.032415447808654546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033224796328774,0.05617727726448042,0.3302788657760898,0.1992851220968075,0.0,0.0,0.033394300665259516,0.0,0.0,0.13523407203310814,0.07178261811455926,0.0,0.07963443030826384,0.0,0.0,0.04331796810502279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040153377277822436,0.04657468031818846,0.0,0.0,0.08770005712278371,0.02948675861377069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045275042207248636,0.0,0.0,0.053894355243290185,0.06048925658340644,0.0,0.0,0.17662638124970415,0.12919149740351948,0.037962142427090166,0.11027784234659406,0.06944609639485043,0.0,0.04365227156631109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039976862102761586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04526360122519783,0.12737893069522604,0.0,0.03926515758467824,0.0,0.0,0.033960837571758176,0.0,0.06324869769971696,0.0,0.0,0.06337836947773362,0.036202422543498085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03289570903989577,0.0,0.0,0.08107498503133828,0.10108345985133843,0.030614612663404737,0.11799186756571707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031758012033534025,0.0332470287287026,0.0,0.0,0.04552375023185748,0.0,0.0,0.07495993510173715,0.0,0.0,0.09588972881981768,0.06951629704337672,0.03661215046726138,0.0,0.0,0.21135565154568572,0.0509622310630288,0.03907091799242507,0.09471177073202174,0.04637696532466084,0.0,0.0,0.037999113914715686,0.0,0.026999211925627164,0.043255123559777786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843592603602397,0.02345563238194611,0.1578261392685255,0.0,0.0,0.03575534762709809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02895088104073752,0.0,0.0,0.0564987329715733,0.04347901895602338,0.0,0.025608671978714116 socialanxiety,PM-ME-FUNFACTS,2020/03/01,"Does anyone else embarrassed of what other people think about the person you're with? I have been hanging out with this guy recently and I get so anxious when he has to be around my roomates. I am almost embarrassed of his behavior? Most of my relationships fail because I am afraid of what others will think of my SO. It ends with me beginning to resent them because of their qualities that I see as embarrassing. I know this makes me sound like a massive dick, and I also know I have no right to be judgemental but I can't seem to help it. I am so far from perfect but I just have such high expectations for how others should act. I hate it.",2.6329427083333314,4.806983492187502,3.9653125,85.63177083333336,77.359375,7.3916666666666675,23.947916666666664,8.344100000000001,1.5369822916666664,509,17,102,10,12,167,86,128,0.174,0.7709999999999999,0.055,-0.89,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,2,10,9,2,4,2,0,13,1,1,2,1,22,23,11,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,2,11,7,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,7,0,0,1,2,20,2,19,18,1,11,0,1,1,1,8,5,1,3,5,79,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21409235819121972,0.0,0.0,0.17097781247121446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241536011576337,0.0,0.1494957057938428,0.21906596629510733,0.0,0.1903295876764317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606640855606909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871000418783154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786045860373337,0.0,0.18936558879829804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117030017811983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21169812670290453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21108574269432726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330733452214867,0.2258941200730735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350005670370737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044531205307114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271485438347473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822375966615745,0.1866841295177196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111042130401239,0.2295439125496357,0.0,0.18258619933737447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17037294175516046,0.19463780082149465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739920668885254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MegaPat22,2020/03/01,I don’t know I want to ask a girl that I like to hang out and listen to music. The problem is I have really bad anxiety and I don’t think I can do it. Any thoughts?,-1.458846153846153,0.010279461538463151,2.1304487179487204,97.15413461538462,87.71794871794874,5.951282051282053,17.442307692307693,7.1686216300943375,-0.10556923076923086,125,3,34,2,4,46,28,39,0.22699999999999998,0.6709999999999999,0.102,-0.688,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,12,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,6,1,4,11,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805792305839451,0.0,0.3156345880093777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857212915254323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34450018282450656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267518113194252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20157342237024065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3947983711809399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643193762592075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643746703995182,0.0,0.3275549055046261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24335963911469796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Tuelos,2020/03/01,"Should I keep starting conversations even though they texted me first and never keep the convos going or even start them? I am going to be a freshman in college this fall, and I eventually got myself to post in a group that I was looking for a roommate. So a girl dms me and she said she wanted to get to know me and stuff to see if we could be roommates and possibly friends. Keep in mind I have never texted or spoken to a stranger in a get-to-know-you type of conversation, so I really didn’t know how to talk much. But from the start she seemed to be a pretty bad texter; not putting much effort into how she responds, not asking me back anything leaving me to just feel nervous bc I didn’t know what else to say or how keep it going. We were talking okay, but I just felt like she doesn’t even care about talking to me because she never makes an effort to have a real, interesting convo. I doubt that she is just bad communicator because she has A LOT of friends, and you don’t get that many friends from making them do all the work. Eventually, I told her that it is totally fine if she decides that she doesn’t like me as a roommate and that she can let me know at any time because it would not hurt my feelings or anything. She responds telling me that she thinks I’m awesome and whatnot and that she really wants to be my roommate. However, even till today she never starts a conversation first and if I try to start one she responds in a way where it is hard to keep it going from her statements. I’m not the type of person that needs to talk to a friend everyday because I have siblings to keep from being lonely.I could go days and weeks without talking and it would be fine but this doesn’t seem like something most people are okay with. Should I just not text her until she starts the conversation? should I tell her that I am having a hard time starting and keeping convos with her? This situation is giving me unnecessary anxiety. She is the one that contacted me first I have put too much effort already, especially for someone like me. I just feel like I am doing ALL of the work.",6.7096782552364544,5.83727794774347,6.924488231483482,79.50137713236884,65.24703087885986,9.459771107752106,32.67555603541352,8.438071523408619,2.3441249406175766,1660,57,336,19,22,537,179,421,0.04,0.815,0.146,0.9935,1,2,1,0,0,0,30.0,2,1,3,8,19,20,0,2,22,2,40,0,0,5,7,86,87,32,0,13,21,0,6,5,4,5,0,2,0,2,22,18,0,7,13,0,0,8,16,5,0,5,8,10,62,15,42,65,8,41,0,1,2,0,56,8,0,12,28,251,84,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494058831925239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04618126099643245,0.0,0.05195111291033873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176860749171186,0.0,0.06348686465047378,0.0,0.0,0.05221874772055573,0.11340435158529928,0.1655896969781892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923896926491363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844152880296072,0.0,0.0,0.0437964573790908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05673025345478785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179416171950736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301230442920403,0.04851505651636387,0.06520443645587562,0.0,0.0,0.1732931302366578,0.0,0.0,0.2098689912334256,0.0,0.10644082120125496,0.06514564660362601,0.19297464261292266,0.0,0.0543139862520238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166839069195505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269926775900393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4225319080651128,0.0,0.0,0.1866083344473213,0.0,0.0,0.07190709051225519,0.0,0.06944277492763694,0.0,0.16588745376930364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057027459756310926,0.0,0.0,0.05773481886815698,0.0,0.0,0.0906611643134998,0.06885027829148238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856993741968496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14976542040296836,0.05035454873113136,0.20950611410111045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203541063899001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04708037817195236,0.05929656241476864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655854059894954,0.0650391942146486,0.0690890819570896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653700477821407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07729666876902137,0.08701001906688642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459814624285573,0.054004912378087286,0.0,0.0,0.05411563265003578,0.1236457810795276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633390393804973,0.0,0.0,0.057540087418747124,0.052280585514210616,0.0,0.0,0.33647029636815623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774092532515167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729182097133772,0.1187130065033244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043514110538959365,0.06672142129249857,0.0,0.07919796105876531,0.0,0.06437092385068892,0.06489110106747263,0.0,0.04610656431989838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011038441130118,0.05390395143080813,0.0544734617441456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654630041122886,0.0,0.0988788607978219,0.0,0.0,0.09648290746123683,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,scorpbrandon,2020/03/01,"Don’t know what to do with myself Hey guys so I’ll get straight to the point I’m like the most socially awkward person out there and I’m no good in social situations so I avoid them at all costs on top of that I’m suffering from Idiopathic Erythema which doesn’t help at all and only makes thing worse. I’m a Volleyball team and today I was supposed to go to a “party” of sort at a teammate’s house( it’s more of a hangout w food and the coach is supposed to be there) I ended up not going after procrastinating and over thinking about it. It’s currently 20:37 where I am and it started at 20:00 already a girl called me but I didn’t pick up bc I have no idea what to tell her(I can’t tell her it’s bc of social anxiety of whatever it is) and texted me”you’re coming right?” I have no idea what to do(I mean I’m definitely not going) at this point I’m just sitting here on the verge of tears... Do you have any suggestions for an excuse? Thanks for anyone helping",0.639742985650031,2.8891426551724173,2.791090169201116,90.77208824159351,85.50246305418719,5.894966802313129,20.648747055043906,7.255503002510835,0.6039729706575283,761,24,166,12,23,257,123,203,0.085,0.8009999999999999,0.114,0.6878,1,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,2,8,6,0,2,10,0,14,1,0,2,2,26,31,10,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,13,10,1,1,5,3,1,4,9,3,0,0,2,0,12,3,31,28,4,29,0,1,0,0,18,19,0,2,6,104,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359390208644362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081282865693728,0.0,0.11340830742520805,0.0,0.0,0.10365752829977087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513764392491274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770139153344953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313025600008292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17926047863757094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745277368884004,0.0,0.2527560204435277,0.12434228495080164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678752438532325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987332546431736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105676925599508,0.0,0.3347049229810894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814725004934254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242584153114542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895581266697498,0.0,0.0,0.16148409878697173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274828336803573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294432862525615,0.0,0.0,0.2802820677232554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660185805645405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666354840119285,0.0,0.4533564753156603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492976589583826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591482719558924,0.13648562897790148,0.0,0.0,0.09848850952173008,0.0949904891133662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405205223207217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510760359769157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,HelloPeople2211,2020/03/01,Wore my leather trapper hat in public I'm canadian so it shouldn't be weird wearing a trapper hat but I still got laughed at and I realized I'm not gonna be able to do the whole being a member of society thing,0.3717391304347828,2.457425739130436,2.8762608695652183,90.82743478260872,85.08695652173913,6.288695652173913,26.591304347826085,7.554174236665415,1.5506313043478253,168,8,37,3,5,58,38,46,0.0,0.873,0.127,0.6439,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,5,1,1,0,0,5,10,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,3,1,4,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,23,5,0,0.5021835297529292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4016420440819172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40104441555759984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33362842288204325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5606699769613954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Nano2k19,2020/03/01,"I’m fed up. OCD thoughts One of my main issues with SA is this obsession with my clothes and people judging me on what I wear. This obsession started a few years ago but recently, it’s gotten worse. When I was a teenager I never really cared about fashion and it never occurred to me that you are judged on what you wear. I was always in school uniform so I didn’t have this problem with being judged at school. Where I live people are kind of like sheep they all look the same. So I went abroad to work thinking it would be non judgemental when really it’s the same shit but people have different tastes in fashion. I came back a bit more confident and said fuck it I’ll where what I want. Unfortunately The SA has taken over and I’m just sick of the shallow society staring in a good way and people being so nice to me to when I wear something I like and getting dirty looks and me feeling like shit. I have a bit low self esteem when it comes to my looks but I do value myself and who Iam it’s just issues with my appearance. It’s like now I’m addicted to approval and when I get ignored I feel worse too and every time I go out wearing what I want I start to get ocd thoughts about what people think of my outfit or if they will judge me blah blah I can’t win either way. All this worry prevents me from truly enjoying my life. I feel fucking miserable and just want to cry.",2.5211842105263145,4.1954867719298266,3.7808991228070177,89.10608552631581,76.01754385964912,6.714912280701755,23.804824561403517,7.492282038375204,0.9693771929824564,1090,34,230,14,24,356,149,285,0.20199999999999999,0.639,0.159,-0.9556,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,2,3,18,20,4,3,9,0,17,13,6,0,4,48,50,24,0,6,9,0,3,6,0,2,3,1,0,1,19,18,2,2,7,0,0,5,4,10,0,1,11,9,37,10,28,34,10,34,0,2,4,2,7,12,4,3,19,153,56,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512998227702205,0.0,0.0,0.09361648112966983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787559376170809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120721393244268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305965203305169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078917394125295,0.10767595997604333,0.0,0.0,0.09097326354889636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600711573432852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033948678157338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889805885831576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601980631213662,0.07544747328205324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19526862765009032,0.16552987031959412,0.0,0.060020332812521525,0.08858026778931598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22045783374227226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997607961786962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745951381875221,0.20638193805860447,0.0,0.0932551547264556,0.0,0.26605623420368885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16290516883906764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156375446914998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660817722678769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105406261973046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531234549022164,0.0,0.10427667550331196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045885262617656,0.0,0.0,0.21376497635405045,0.0,0.0,0.11017377813820492,0.0,0.2168133411366924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130338006352868,0.0,0.0,0.14950194563018065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534065207872528,0.0,0.16768434901720497,0.06158176945500266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868737209070758,0.16765586716368114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790109748990586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688499966693081,0.10725160973620608,0.21525027835347416,0.07502198395256103,0.0,0.0,0.06800907833455756 socialanxiety,Just-Touch-It,2020/03/01,Anyone have any luck with Medication Anyone ever have any luck with using medication to treat their social anxiety? I started Prozac a little over a week ago and haven’t really noticed anything. I know it takes 1-2 months to really kick so I’m not too worried yet but I’m curious if you guys found anything that works or helps medication wise.,3.9090909090909065,6.276088393939396,5.5060606060606085,75.17909090909096,74.15151515151516,8.642424242424243,26.15151515151515,9.2995712137729,2.6034424242424237,278,10,48,7,6,94,50,66,0.02,0.723,0.257,0.9376,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,1,4,4,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,1,1,13,10,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,4,5,9,0,8,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,4,6,25,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607555277978182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246647969290236,0.0,0.13873199026216151,0.0,0.0,0.253607791760184,0.0,0.2984706293571954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16404114607689185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19884053709880264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17956467093084388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155485155312395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996650280892516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18175999731141468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5480720976076207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475156503179365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064677850327977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323544663755514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18486313612213076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283602197314569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635237187030486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566278760814966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546775498876913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202470923974294,0.184169378321625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,illgetbackup,2020/03/01,"I always leave something to be desired and it makes me want to isolate myself. I never feel accepted and appreciated for all of me just as I am. People seem to like me but it’s always said or suggested that it’d be better if I did this or was like this so that the person can enjoy my company and friendship more. It’s not always with malicious intent but even having it insinuated just makes me feel super anxious and insecure and makes me want to cry. It makes me want to hide away forever. I’m generally pretty quiet. I have hobbies and interests. I play guitar and draw digitally. I read manga sometimes and also record and produce my own music. I listen to a lot of music. I’ve taken up pyrography. I like to play chess. I love to talk about feelings and encourage people to love themselves and overcome their obstacles in life. I’m very introspective and talk about my own feelings a lot but I’m trying to cut back on that because I feel annoying lately. But I don’t watch movies or TV at all, I don’t play video games or watch anime. Those activities are too passive for me personally so I can’t get into it really. I don’t party or drink or smoke weed. I’m not very “charismatic” and the big energy or entertainer in the room. I’m 22 and don’t have much cool experiences in life to share or talk about. I don’t engage people how they want me to and it just makes me want to stop talking to them full stop because at this point I’m tired of not just being enough. People always want more of me and it just makes me want to not be around at all. Why can’t I be just right just like people are to me? I always feel like I’m in second place to their other friends because while they try to include me, I just don’t cut it for them and they favour spending time with other people. I just feel like I suck and maybe I’m whining but I’m just sad and don’t know what to do.",2.5984793814433007,4.187305587628867,4.466585051546391,84.63534149484539,75.59793814432992,7.221134020618558,22.949742268041238,7.972316293177498,1.1159597938144334,1480,42,307,23,32,504,172,388,0.10800000000000001,0.647,0.24600000000000002,0.9959,0,0,3,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,7,3,21,30,4,1,5,1,25,6,0,9,4,87,63,39,0,9,28,0,7,6,1,0,3,3,1,2,20,23,1,2,10,11,1,0,14,7,0,1,4,13,45,23,44,53,12,25,0,2,2,2,22,18,1,12,13,207,65,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06543923794303354,0.34044462171131423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244434880120064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284584470663047,0.0,0.0,0.07688176310126615,0.06292204250119614,0.0,0.14964800582895316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237178222402547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988616051708248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016202221812674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845520274526699,0.0,0.05404779169207345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004521749793513,0.0,0.0,0.28962913489033565,0.1169184088598474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06322147773793946,0.0,0.042752677712153984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0449715018598566,0.0,0.09230754543218046,0.0866459117243137,0.0,0.0,0.11559757386388347,0.2398673550506105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913748931941536,0.1477091255344137,0.0,0.3277320435566308,0.0,0.08220900318428159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06015429680692716,0.0,0.06311216369203188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403827574143649,0.14290119864242484,0.08549469364391843,0.0,0.07735558288724673,0.0,0.0,0.08325029498096033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185191484615015,0.0,0.05242224638414068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988217693780703,0.07783885062014646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449474979574283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06299655520880366,0.08093173545388563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13682670454557144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630866796397809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04771559726417998,0.09405128359950488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111408550989682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13503626121806486,0.3378572316386244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383864011305037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BeyondRepairs29,2020/03/01,"DETOX!!? Post your SAD-related bad memories I want to purge myself of all these bad memories!!! GRADE SCHOOL: Chubby, quiet, sweaty palms and hairy legs. Comments re: hands/legs were frequent. - Swimming lesson - too shy to ask for bathroom. Peed in the pool. Combined session with 2 grades' worth of kids/teachers watching. Some laughed. Some cringed. - Just about every oral presentation. Read straight from paper. Kids not interested. Teachers not impressed. - Trade market day - Only sold one brownie because I was so quiet (my friend bought one out of pity). Mom looked sad on drive home (didn't even have the brains to just eat them and lie about the profits). - Ballet classes - Puberty hit faster than usual. Mom wasn't the ""let's have The Talk"" type. Didn't shave my armpits. Didn't know about tampons. DISASTER. - Dad: ""I like kids who are outgoing."" HIGH SCHOOL: Chunky, quiet, face full of BAD pimples. Good grades on test, so mostly left alone by by teachers but really dumb AF and slow to understand anything. - Had one potentially-could-be-friends. She decided to sit at another table. Dragged a chair and sat at her side. Everyone: ""...WTF?"" - Blushes at everyone. Girl from popular group: ""Popular Guy thinks you like him. He's freaking out."" - Didn't have friends. Spent lunch breaks in empty classrooms. Found a couple making out but didn't know where else to go, so just sat in at my desk and pretended to sleep. - Skit for advertise-your-commitee day: Did a dirt poor swordplay thing on stage in front of the entire school and staff (was forced to). Ended 5 sec before the next skit. 5 sec of standing frozen on stage doing nothing but converting O2 to CO2. Got deathglares from the backstage folk. - Again, every oral presentation. And talking about anime in my ""talk for 2 minutes on anything you enjoy"" speech. COLLEGE: Forever 5kg too heavy from goal weight. Face still full of pimples. - No friends. Lunch in toilet. - Dumb AF. Too anxious and depressed to study. But maybe just baseline dumb AF even without SAD. - Broke down crying before exam. Mom came out to fetch me. Knelt in front of me and rubbed my knees. Took rest of the year off for depression. WORK: Maybe still 2kg too heavy. Flabby. Mostly free of acne but skin ugly as hell. - Incompetent because I'm still dumb AF. - Calling out seniors who are not on duty because I can't manage on my own. - Weekend training thing - Quiet. Became the ""one not participating"" because I'm dumb AF. Quiet even on the odd occasion where I know the answer. - Full on crying on occasion at work. Is it helping? Maybe not. So many more bad memories.",2.290791527313268,5.215812880341879,2.536413972500931,88.95834448160538,90.06837606837607,5.191675956893349,23.662950575994053,6.832660038195916,1.1460607209215912,2020,79,358,29,69,614,267,468,0.212,0.7120000000000001,0.076,-0.9976,0,1,0,0,0,0,132.0,0,3,1,4,25,31,6,0,15,0,20,14,9,1,1,48,42,19,0,1,15,4,3,2,3,0,1,6,1,4,6,16,4,1,9,6,8,7,14,17,0,4,20,11,21,15,68,20,11,68,1,6,2,0,29,38,6,4,19,186,27,26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587703194854927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694573090240139,0.0,0.09367263741881432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646729399143187,0.0,0.07751622586416239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769290113746179,0.2021817965402349,0.0,0.14111256314116002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256282276157374,0.08466755371181123,0.09483498782110883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620249783970583,0.09174611160557007,0.18216091805011791,0.10694924378258548,0.0,0.1428326251223815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848448173416966,0.06926653512254832,0.0,0.07343987351342464,0.0,0.0,0.16429773999533376,0.0,0.13972234032667505,0.1584615423871892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909142386710431,0.256245952858104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047123656413634835,0.06954686701538346,0.06631631990450593,0.0,0.0,0.08210089143836034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05557753437485798,0.0876063898983424,0.08317253721466482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367070862370498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008959081459968,0.08478827637119306,0.0,0.08101814071434807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06962941823110869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055347758380605,0.08406484951234958,0.24990389075281194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291334254371348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818319728936788,0.0,0.0,0.07956112224906309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247468895454311,0.06306213427485352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941159004342485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293946402183439,0.0,0.05311876974525872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517493695955195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297690718132801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19865293101094547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999366927605278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017277472359864,0.053129881895828214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921238662403686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631954776849883,0.0,0.0,0.09132138915598854,0.0,0.04890660994427415,0.0,0.0,0.10097059907880754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992905367830108,0.0,0.1207291641978706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05339584587869978 socialanxiety,andreusky,2020/03/01,"Anyone else struggles posting on social media? My social media is nearly empty cause I'm always afraid to post anything. I really would love to have them as a reflection of who I am and let them match my personality posting whatever I find funny or pretty, but I can't because I always back out.",3.8536842105263136,6.0516220877192985,6.038456140350879,72.0745263157895,73.73684210526315,7.3670175438596495,25.43508771929825,8.238735603445708,2.086694035087719,237,8,37,4,5,83,45,57,0.057999999999999996,0.816,0.126,0.5631,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,6,1,0,1,0,8,8,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,9,1,7,6,0,7,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,1,1,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225823938311207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553809778827916,0.19861295817242813,0.15951458379085973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14905172383653492,0.0,0.11816364266455208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19912804942525766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16192923883142255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17716711464275745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982155023392552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17494902352282174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925443889997396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5569381364626141,0.1972059310785451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241794747967883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951928708067883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026446461122288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769904780957834,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ShortJawn,2020/03/01,I'm the problem I always tell myself that I have to socialize and get over my fear but I don't wanna be a burden so I never ask anyone to hang out .Well..now my friend just texted me saying that she is in a cafee near my home (almost down the street) with a group of friends and I just made up an axcuse to not go bc I'm afraid to talk to those new people .I will just zone out from the stress and then they will hate me more.My life will never get better bc I won't let it .,0.7133229491173408,1.9328375700934608,2.5008722741433007,98.30796469366564,79.84112149532709,5.129387331256491,14.692627206645898,5.033348758259628,-1.1848413291796471,368,3,93,1,9,122,75,107,0.142,0.754,0.10400000000000001,-0.5023,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,4,9,1,3,7,0,9,1,0,1,2,17,17,6,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,1,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,6,0,0,1,1,15,3,16,10,0,14,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,1,4,63,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077154424567893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726019172805851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145042854106091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19392302675652026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834587414847186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23342120690748344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205263815309533,0.0,0.2167516732942848,0.0,0.11788966737854635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20479838145792514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20807347081050268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21211557972628053,0.14651694878887886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19627930752783965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199721705754533,0.2003412959778948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438087939325962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984865673221569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16496004529026936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21145310004916226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376152381298688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166727796611055,0.1813066818091744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18650830699908053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jellyblue551,2020/03/01,"I’ve made a ton of progress but still get so shy around certain people. I use to be a very quiet timid kid that wouldn’t talk to anyone, always careful to not step on peoples toes etc to where I am now. I can have really good conversations with people I just met, not scared to say no when I should, can ask strangers for directions without hesitation but I still get so shy in front of certain people and I hate it. Like my girlfriends dad, or my supervisors, around them I get so quiet and timid like my old self. I don’t know why, but if I was to guess I’m scared of people with a lot of confidence, or people with authority. This doesn’t happen to strangers for some reason, so it all seems a bit weird and I don’t know how I should fix it. In the last year I’ve worked as a salesman and a security guard in a bad part of town so I got a lot of practice speaking with people and yelling at them if I have to and while I’ve noticed that it has helped some with opening up, but Its not enough. What’s the next step?",4.255277280858678,4.151972302325587,5.0748837209302335,88.13497316636852,70.16279069767442,8.103756708407872,26.771019677996424,7.61054688173877,1.1388819320214676,795,22,184,8,13,259,119,215,0.12,0.713,0.16699999999999998,0.831,0,0,0,0,1,0,17.0,0,0,2,2,14,14,1,4,10,0,14,1,1,4,3,46,30,23,0,5,13,1,0,2,1,3,0,5,0,2,9,14,0,2,4,0,0,3,9,7,0,0,4,5,19,7,31,22,10,23,0,0,0,0,13,11,0,10,11,123,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098733148600124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486285099299493,0.0,0.0,0.2160852895777081,0.11346205936979042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133664139191187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325016778907036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374206987051292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540488349110673,0.1353566420767569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19022824392094007,0.0,0.0,0.10179714848488933,0.09706853168234253,0.0,0.13369978434836433,0.0,0.10732471888619498,0.0,0.0,0.1198251002187124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134995524571963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334006083842836,0.09893056321934186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858788259209227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20636430802459035,0.0,0.11484069125914828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290755200568912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817749647582284,0.1273545845358747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142897872567152,0.0,0.588985719313021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775101198874522,0.12478581706794853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096516162961233,0.24301971694253194,0.0,0.0,0.11048824848184384,0.12661258237502002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19384819458612093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755045326014546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482239537673482,0.0,0.100140748337498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095151274249716,0.0,0.0,0.1169937639857585,0.0,0.08835685331151402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815657389984151 socialanxiety,bardell,2020/03/01,"This is BAD. I've always had severe social anxiety. I avoid talking to people I'm even remotely uncomfortable around, I never know what to say, etc. I recently got into my first major relationship with a girl I've known for about 4 years. However, I struggle to make physical contact because I'm so scared. Sometimes I even make up excuses so I don't have to go out with her, although I really hate doing that. I need someone's help, because I'm certainly not experienced enough for this situation. Thanks and much love in advance :/",4.000418041804181,6.304652980198027,5.844092409240925,73.15137513751378,73.65346534653466,9.241364136413642,31.024202420242023,9.725611199111238,3.5375931793179305,425,20,72,12,9,146,76,101,0.23399999999999999,0.655,0.111,-0.9112,1,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,6,8,1,3,1,0,5,1,0,2,2,15,17,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,6,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,5,0,1,2,2,10,3,14,15,4,11,0,0,0,1,10,5,0,0,4,46,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546902266763742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221899888845482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549740415132733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15522529209230812,0.22665540362075676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19209250871484465,0.20733639890176547,0.24558076747336205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15813312500824472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565571725338528,0.0,0.14868749325419905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18354551646828385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461011526794975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021700942389569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677890958904823,0.0,0.2481898712926645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366636629747088,0.13784831755926133,0.14338359728642455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888509746578342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190973312382623,0.0,0.18356157699949413,0.19959546032478545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784138670380256,0.1861261929961959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21002295761237866,0.0,0.0,0.20896821629313825,0.0,0.18950964446619306,0.15751912076978514,0.0,0.18386762052140607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943512531453608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14942569038262704,0.0,0.17115897377006126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971856226828992 socialanxiety,coochielicker69420,2020/03/01,Haircuts I need a haircut so bad but I can’t bring myself to go in and get one. I can barely sit in the car because I’m scared of people. Any advice is welcome,-0.706666666666667,1.1645405555555577,2.342222222222226,94.30000000000004,87.88888888888891,3.6,20.11111111111111,3.1291,-0.4724222222222218,124,4,28,0,4,44,32,36,0.175,0.718,0.106,-0.3809,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,8,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,0,0,4,1,4,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4138989257353093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880360175015734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35365575877736666,0.25819886588076546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22129315063365165,0.0,0.24071948811146396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140651287266588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28701590837487645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936438793250959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.424058470917666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fattytaco,2020/03/01,"People say they like me and yet I feel like they hate me and I don't belong. This has been a longtime thing with me. Every job, every class I take, every club, somehow I quit for the same reason; I feel like I don't belong and everyone I meet just hates me or thinks I'm weird. I have bipolar disorder and anxiety that has always gotten in my way of achieving things. Recently I was hired on as a cashier at a retail store. Because of my med change I've been a little more outgoing. I still freakout when talking but I can still talk and now I even have conversations with a few coworkers. Today one of my coworkers even said she loved working with me. She has even told me the others adore me and yet the moment got home today, I wanted to cry. I started looking at new jobs because somewhere in my head something keeps telling me they truly hate me. And I don't belong there. If I left no one would bat an eye. Anyone else experience this?",2.167198830409358,4.265716257894739,3.5561403508771967,88.36742690058483,78.52631578947368,6.116959064327485,23.18713450292397,7.1686216300943375,0.8804152046783629,739,24,149,9,18,242,116,190,0.11900000000000001,0.7709999999999999,0.109,0.0195,2,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,3,3,12,9,3,0,9,0,13,4,2,1,0,23,30,12,0,3,4,0,2,3,0,1,1,2,1,0,6,10,0,1,4,1,2,0,4,4,0,2,7,6,34,5,14,22,3,20,0,0,2,1,14,7,0,3,15,104,40,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848586152955463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054586661575732,0.0,0.0,0.08276078661468415,0.12127486602251075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430357479932793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521027927008596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13001403743154658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565199864510386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988754556858219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345290388994941,0.0,0.29917282663657274,0.11309903970576353,0.0,0.1157798024092376,0.0,0.0,0.11969378972017206,0.1691142918831445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466413093081433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35057104849456183,0.12147256747183825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872576711244935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349101245708857,0.10520472488542026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859960915589486,0.0,0.0,0.17347566688105096,0.11862885006940245,0.0,0.0,0.09939345810439404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682545380588697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147242557057526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431382365385725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16040899893765345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205663754565401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258915284145741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169485538203262,0.11686724134382526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258844720854434,0.09412544445816512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112010614158264,0.0,0.0,0.08377654867208932,0.0,0.18904654840205654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899276693702933,0.19026823049098454,0.1034527602032025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572676226072855,0.07584097102142799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22438484022380292,0.11309903970576353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981240415351311,0.09394947909469896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616824201985361,0.0,0.0,0.08408028221419526,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Suzziexo,2020/03/01,How to be a likable person at class? I made some new friends but is always worried that they’d hate me cause I’m shy and don’t say much. I tried to have a conversation and ask questions to get to know them but I’m still concerned that they would not be interested in being my friend. They’re really nice to me so far & always chat with me in class. Any tips on how do I be more fun & likable?,1.7455315614617923,3.054111127906978,3.3339867109634547,93.04174418604653,77.25581395348838,6.309634551495018,21.588039867109647,6.868970318607317,0.2469621262458479,311,8,74,3,7,103,60,86,0.136,0.701,0.162,0.5426,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,0,4,6,1,0,2,0,10,0,0,4,0,14,17,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,10,5,10,10,3,7,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,2,2,45,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559529738693607,0.46350693233856394,0.0,0.14545488226165512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19996150437749355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21972749514294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33050710127413424,0.0,0.1117505006836608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111755016170382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755024756979035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023911562638596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723629831346453,0.0,0.0,0.20657962905547309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18676351226588087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396096183570012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702562257812778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700966582985362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708155872791358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521961375542186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172191834140079,0.0,0.15194377158865915,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,youngmetrodonttrust,2020/03/01,"tired of this how do i even leave my room without benzos? literally 2 phases of my life: being on so much kpins and xanax that everything is a blur and the other half is massive panic attacks. doctor says i should try and take kpins only when i absolutely have to, and try to keep it to 2-3 times a week so basically i just sit on my bed 5 days a week and im failing out of university and have literally zero enjoyment in life. what do i do when my doc cuts of the benzos? any recommendations for RC benzos? or is it just over at that point lmao. and yes i do CBT once a week, that takes up one of the two klonopins i eat each week.",1.8840434192673,3.271337119402986,4.219118046132974,86.51075305291724,77.05970149253731,7.260786974219811,21.883310719131615,8.00094639256281,0.8421731343283576,490,13,112,8,11,171,84,134,0.12,0.8059999999999999,0.075,-0.6298,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,8,5,2,1,7,1,11,6,0,1,0,17,14,13,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,2,0,8,9,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,4,0,1,11,1,17,12,2,18,0,1,0,0,1,9,0,2,8,76,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637861311978588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19469234867755006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103688132234446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17516534593606314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17511525031816558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130339709893408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538063516047617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18485666740355344,0.0,0.0,0.15211388589371602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18120872593629792,0.0,0.0,0.2417573854823136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580493720996191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18225466912738006,0.11596644631361487,0.13015693562830788,0.0,0.20079167923972405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177920388971126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609452554149354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257346532866631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997910047394108,0.1966961041158657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323807490524129,0.0,0.16717538508225085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5491011542631643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16496937209729987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,donkeyofmiracles,2020/03/01,Would it be weird to do this? My geography class went on a day long field trip a couple days ago and me and this girl talked quite a bit during it (we'd only briefly talked before). Would it be weird to message her over Instagram and start talking? Am i overthinking?,2.532264150943398,4.705466000000001,3.2383396226415115,90.72505660377364,77.67924528301887,6.504150943396226,21.92075471698113,7.554174236665415,0.7461879245283014,210,6,44,3,5,66,41,53,0.079,0.9209999999999999,0.0,-0.4479,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,5,9,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,4,3,1,9,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,5,26,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132703951562004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20472617105630575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26266427886995064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662106012421264,0.0,0.3103240234545732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129164524860824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18298114641734026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558993314186056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17029233868022586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5801364903503006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223031302778594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418194738766773,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,timrstl,2020/03/01,"About to take my daughter to her first ""Darling Daughter"" dance and I'm totally freaking out. My 6yo has a dance at her school in just a few minutes and she's been excited about me taking her for weeks. I won't know anyone there, I'm extremely self conscious about my weight, and I've never been to a dance before. I'm having a hard time controlling my panic but i know i have to do this for my little girl. I'm really afraid that my anxiety will end up ruining get might.",2.621836734693876,4.1633407244898,4.2385204081632635,86.49308673469388,75.42857142857143,7.757142857142857,24.494897959183675,8.472884824447931,1.5408530612244906,373,12,78,7,8,125,65,98,0.109,0.846,0.045,-0.5922,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,5,5,0,2,4,0,9,1,0,1,2,13,18,4,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,4,1,1,3,3,0,3,2,4,0,1,2,2,14,1,13,13,2,13,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,1,5,52,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793201053658733,0.0,0.0,0.1639022688786664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994624157766849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26290649107527925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20761432234305646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19938579838094475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246756744801544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20998191777173392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576470402318132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23493659831155306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486679407921619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18078851612016816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750251761421923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501666173532122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372315939937416,0.0,0.0,0.2445367940981128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35248858816867445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668414328611855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18802651863229095,0.2854436085117589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Brake_77,2020/03/02,"Sa meetups question Hello, I have been always thinking about going to social anxiety meetups and what not but always stopped as most people who go to that are much older than me as I'm 23 and I don't think we can connect on many things. Just wanna know if anybody has went to one or any social anxiety themed event in New York or anywhere as if it's worth going to. Don't know many places where I can make friends and sa meetup sounds great in theory.",6.2004347826086965,5.59930426086957,6.4642608695652175,81.48943478260874,66.17391304347827,8.664347826086956,30.35652173913044,7.554174236665415,1.859632173913044,360,11,71,3,5,116,68,92,0.035,0.818,0.147,0.9144,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,0,20,18,11,0,3,7,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,5,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,2,1,5,2,13,16,2,13,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,6,4,45,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110973880986441,0.0,0.0,0.1271253150827847,0.0,0.2860165121146573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444290447088292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31872618957352444,0.0,0.0,0.2061015310998654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054741927945362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478361169063926,0.3790547565177251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742209030558844,0.0,0.0,0.1805473974130387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667508772832034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960035694539526,0.0,0.19531205806116608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094150966737922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38112269068088217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15628984749525238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419434085705724,0.2395666507781009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17329485023845162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,nutmeg_toast,2020/03/02,"I replied to my crushes' Instagram story with an emoji, now so deeply embarrassed I want to go to Mars I did this in the middle of the night. He saw it and didn't say anything because how can you reply to an emoji but I guess if he wanted to talk to me he'd say something? Like you know how you'd make up any excuse to talk to someone you're attracted too. I feel like this is a confirmation he doesn't care that way about me. So I'm sitting here wanting to dissolve into thin air. Maybe going to Mars would be more fun though. I'm going to have a panic attack if I run into him. What was I thinking? he probably knows I like him too now.",1.918294625082947,3.197047956204379,3.909608493696087,89.21553417385537,76.73722627737226,6.4416721964167225,23.40345056403451,6.980632752743323,0.7081299270072989,498,15,110,5,11,170,88,137,0.11,0.742,0.14800000000000002,0.675,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,0,11,9,1,2,6,0,11,0,0,3,0,19,27,9,0,6,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,0,0,4,2,3,0,0,4,5,17,6,18,19,1,16,0,0,1,0,15,7,0,3,6,70,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621778265270872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273712219415786,0.0,0.0,0.21115251239706134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314310139958912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18923669439107688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384747817954676,0.13259626798062832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31645084140102114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20446486192900976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20400733709090788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720317219525389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238927964011942,0.0,0.1864651960789189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17417774409284753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21776750770063247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20011361070215272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952011333446513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726253659895356,0.14288781720141308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983645793321278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892820654586712,0.18235599611771014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32842396037967664,0.14732463079216254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184848552083228,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FriendlessFellow2,2020/03/02,"I never leave the house. I don't remember the last time I left the house. I waste all my time online. The only time I go outside is when I'm going to work. That's it. I spend the rest of my time rotting away. I keep telling myself I can't go on like this but I don't have the know how to improve, and I am terrible and unable to function around people. This is it. This is my life, this is how it's gonna be until I'm dead. Fucking depressing.",-0.706666666666667,1.1645405555555577,1.9846464646464632,96.8636363636364,87.88888888888891,4.8121212121212125,18.090909090909093,6.1124844417494595,-0.3462606060606057,341,9,83,3,11,118,59,99,0.18100000000000002,0.768,0.051,-0.9256,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,0,6,0,10,2,0,2,2,11,19,7,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,2,0,1,3,4,3,0,0,0,0,14,1,8,17,2,15,0,1,0,1,1,4,1,0,9,55,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746811740163577,0.0,0.0,0.1843591311633767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690076488933891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18140614636711505,0.0,0.0,0.3345562697977881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4528328507904557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17441311893519928,0.0,0.0,0.10783970964706976,0.15994894389180034,0.0,0.2077731357866068,0.21319820902678494,0.0,0.13859898253158587,0.09586525115052387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15134022939586028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14923737540859805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603717988198527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222838103328841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17150863318303644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4576797253194597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14285358248133712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SpookDaddy-,2020/03/02,"I'm so scared of ending up homeless I'm in a constant state of panic at work. It's like living in hell on top of my severe depression and shit. I'm trying to get out of it ASAP but I'm so scared of being homeless. I've only been coping through binge drinking but it doesn't work because in the end, I can't drink while at work. I've tried to do that so I can function but my aunt caught me. I'm so fucked. I'm going to become homeless and die from alcoholism. If you're homeless you need to interact with others and by drinking is the only way I'll be able to do that. I'm trying to see a psychiatrist so I can get on disability so I won't have to be homeless but I don't think it's going to work. I think they're going to see me as lazy. Which I am lazy too but that's not why I can't function. Fuck my fucking life... I want to become a baby again and have someone take care of me...",-0.3844173247188323,1.434796296482414,2.455463029432881,94.33626465661644,86.03517587939697,4.795501316104331,19.02392916965781,5.916634753146586,-0.2445005503709021,689,19,163,5,21,242,99,199,0.18600000000000005,0.7490000000000001,0.065,-0.9787,0,0,4,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,5,8,11,5,3,5,0,17,9,1,0,0,17,41,18,1,3,7,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,6,4,0,2,3,0,4,6,9,0,0,2,2,16,2,30,35,0,21,1,1,2,3,3,10,5,1,6,97,25,4,0.12229036652028527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306912109348864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454707237262095,0.2701202039110284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468317889311804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215244175980306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532851349009227,0.0,0.1269180932891416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3593940082833199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166259340663008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391664198618717,0.12778333831621272,0.0,0.20850130042824155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863773024290751,0.059744895956800735,0.0,0.1079846341007874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906767572391838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18601466870728534,0.0,0.14348139618014127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448679812274666,0.0,0.19489917825907974,0.0,0.0,0.13815330559900305,0.12552930387328504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036162307053987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194713639935984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15671745799524225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490813945503692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213002660780714,0.097068400795781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103480347348238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561153731920139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Jimmycrackcorn456,2020/03/02,"I thought it to be finally conquered, but now I realize it’s still ruining my life... I thought I had finally gotten over my social anxiety these past few years. However, recent events have brought it out again and made me realize it’s still been there all along and is what’s been holding me back from achieving my full potential in life. It all started after I got fired from my job at a bank where I worked as a teller. It was a newly acquired job that I had been at for about 5 months. I got along with everyone well (co-workers and customers alike), I was constantly commended on my performance, and felt comfortable in my daily routine....The first 3 months. Once winter rolled around and my job became more demanding, I started becoming terrified of public interaction and it was clearly interfering in my job performance. I still kept trying to improve myself until one day the head manager of the bank came in to visit us . I was called into the other room and I knew what was coming. He informed me that I was being terminated. I accepted, signed my termination notice, said a tearful goodbye to all my co-workers, and drove home unemployed and emotionally broken. The month of January rolls by and instead of applying for other jobs, I kept slacking off, staying home with my parents working out in my basement and playing video games. I just recently got a retail job at Petsmart, but it feels like such a downgrade from my previous job. I now have come to the realization that I’m turning 26 years old in the next couple of months, I’m still single, living at home with my parents, and have a college degree that hasn’t gotten me anything... I now realize I never pushed myself to pursue my dreams, socialize, date, move out, etc. this whole time because I’ve been terrified of facing a world full of people on my own. Social anxiety can still ruin your life in subtle ways you don’t often notice... Can anyone else relate?",7.116824085005902,7.335169977961434,7.567406532861076,71.59578512396695,64.09641873278237,10.660842188114916,35.467532467532465,10.398101306919678,3.8345929161747336,1534,66,261,34,21,505,201,363,0.094,0.825,0.081,-0.7677,12,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,1,2,0,8,20,7,0,0,14,0,22,5,2,1,5,49,46,16,0,0,3,2,3,1,0,0,3,1,4,0,18,25,0,3,10,4,3,8,3,2,1,2,28,4,45,5,48,16,11,70,0,2,0,0,16,25,0,1,36,192,63,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507246986168045,0.0,0.0,0.052589303517637735,0.07706259207047061,0.06189227235261236,0.06695376567207698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05783264242730508,0.0,0.04584794806949986,0.08306467770814836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679887452139071,0.08602138612273304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957529181201044,0.0,0.08127640823741221,0.0,0.0,0.08321957826967144,0.0,0.048504894693034005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282916780039202,0.08460228980175305,0.0,0.0,0.08388018373187123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186736581337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03802895848535585,0.053730777514354164,0.07221438703215341,0.16478002229847755,0.0,0.06397446685697973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18045940296333635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718821897603602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22632839744903385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5224474199694679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15937133210369495,0.036744312017424,0.0,0.0664127207009562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116649862848944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240130918226944,0.07993742613756544,0.0,0.0,0.05800738581468395,0.0,0.07998778760719588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17125652076134465,0.07892132802694336,0.0800972962845946,0.05096494292259381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16702590463100825,0.0,0.0717974419874668,0.052141860826145504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14852364453503092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715429162170279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300045319729508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064695135460433,0.0801649547944496,0.3003181433969593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194183192325133,0.043856158590722144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05106335491102903,0.0818080072906439,0.0,0.0,0.09046961306962756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059699017778045815,0.0,0.0,0.06762375179242636,0.0,0.0,0.08397043320269289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190181132164021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686687964458628 socialanxiety,b4ttleborn,2020/03/02,"Becoming a counselor with social anxiety...? Is anyone on this thread either in school for counseling/therapy or already a counselor/therapist? I am experience extreme levels of social anxiety in my class where we record mock sessions/playback the tapes. Like completely blanking in session due to the anxiety and then the thought of watching it and receiving feedback when I know I looked stupid is literally keeping me awake at night. I get a pit in my stomach just thinking about it. I’m really scared I’m not going to be able to do well in this class, and therefore not do well as a counselor at all since this is a class where I am practicing my skills. Anyone ever been in a similar predicament?",5.612558139534882,7.6128639379845,6.1805348837209335,73.72754651162792,68.53488372093022,9.50108527131783,36.15581395348837,9.888512548439397,4.0914148837209305,564,30,91,14,10,183,84,129,0.107,0.84,0.054000000000000006,-0.7672,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,1,8,6,2,1,9,0,9,1,1,1,2,17,18,7,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,3,2,0,2,2,10,3,18,15,2,19,0,0,2,0,4,12,0,1,6,67,15,6,0.1788703852738387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19738791804357764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4105060654341373,0.0,0.0,0.2501406646541565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19754828740250305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18754219580812756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617985040030047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749695593337621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345239370268314,0.0,0.10165616202076876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589882170291473,0.0,0.0,0.09830248588180243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738703515264781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15020607397233754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16785773956729355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458894904440242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790804598501169,0.1810263793312364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14796343109407886,0.0,0.0,0.3646716642158112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045538742692854,0.20768230373666727,0.0,0.1146129204138729,0.0,0.14200310589150825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216519156617472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mothlamp0,2020/03/02,"when the cashier is extra friendly to you wait, do I know youuu? my brain quickly had to flip through similar looking people I went to college with No, just friendly. Lol",2.440312500000001,5.306407406250003,3.017500000000002,87.67750000000002,84.3125,4.45,33.0,5.985473137389443,1.9594750000000007,135,8,23,1,4,42,28,32,0.059000000000000004,0.695,0.24600000000000002,0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,0,0,4,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,4,2,5,5,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,18,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45646315229826206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.631824051577213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247185412873968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34336964658407504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28347699306664065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790506771538296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,GuitarPersonGuy,2020/03/02,"Failing my class because of my anxiety For one of my classes in uni I have to do a group project. The problem is we have 4 days to create a group and lock it in. I don't know a single person in this class and I have crushing approach anxiety. I have no idea what to do. We have a huge WhatsApp group with everyone from our year, and I tried asking if anyone from my class needs an extra member but after 6 hours nearly everyone saw my message and not a single person responded. Fuck.",2.788712121212121,4.318037303030305,4.492815656565657,84.89255681818184,74.95959595959596,6.970202020202023,26.516414141414145,7.645422480735847,1.5282414141414136,379,14,75,5,8,128,63,99,0.156,0.8109999999999999,0.034,-0.8625,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,7,0,9,1,0,0,0,14,14,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,1,1,13,0,14,13,3,10,0,1,1,1,11,5,1,1,4,58,16,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36684827992706825,0.0,0.0,0.16765344101154409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241534953753991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461621611815464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463244342953442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4582228844694959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22166440321728764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23612611266711586,0.0,0.0,0.27067224629842684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177185757349072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17778714019467226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624750183098375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4187175347906149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294284417610041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16278875337370685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440464701171874 socialanxiety,naolynnm,2020/03/02,"My social anxiety caused me to make a fool of myself in front of my sister and her boyfriend Some backstory-Go to the end for actual question: My social anxiety is only bad in certain situations-I am fine with eating out alone in public, ordering, etc. However I’m terrible at small talk and certain social situations make me feel really anxious because I overthink literally everything and feel hyper aware. My sister and I live about 30 minutes away from each other and we get together every few weeks at a coffee shop to meet up. If I’m around someone I know really well I’m totally fine, so we always have good conversation. However she asked if I would pick her and her boyfriend (who I rarely see) up from the airport today, And I said yes. I already felt very anxious about it though since I rarely see him and I worried that we wouldn’t have enough to talk about/I would make a fool of myself/etc. This morning before picking them up I already felt sick about it, and once I did pick them up, I felt extremely anxious and I pretty much made a fool of myself like I feared. I could feel it all playing out but there was nothing I could do to stop it. It’s not like I said anything really weird, but I was acting very awkward and now I feel terrible because I know I made my sister feel awkward. She doesn’t know that I suffer from social anxiety at times, so I don’t even know how to explain myself now. I want to apologize to her but I don’t even know what to do. Does anyone have any advice? I feel like the biggest idiot.",3.901451176051321,5.313924265573776,5.2119030648610165,81.3148895224519,71.91803278688525,8.189593727726301,27.68709907341411,8.716276077567194,2.1216928011404126,1211,44,232,22,23,404,150,305,0.166,0.747,0.087,-0.9725,2,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,3,0,2,0,14,22,1,3,7,1,18,2,0,10,4,63,48,20,0,8,6,3,9,3,0,3,1,2,0,0,11,19,1,1,16,2,1,2,5,12,1,0,10,13,48,10,35,33,8,26,0,1,2,0,31,16,0,4,10,154,59,0,0.0,0.0,0.08423670854968457,0.0,0.0,0.08435174647688294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940237914305474,0.190514433569155,0.0,0.07182587149783819,0.0,0.0,0.05870114565129698,0.0,0.1981056675303227,0.2925540085338804,0.0,0.060357553176934614,0.0,0.07103471371343087,0.07684386750992153,0.0806983527166903,0.0,0.08110129056057372,0.0,0.07207431343650189,0.10524079151305243,0.0,0.07345269500786092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867530257786756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13784036727372312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553996729946358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832779098432413,0.0,0.0,0.07645466159099235,0.08919252458990051,0.19254115614554454,0.11402822935791965,0.0,0.07272904850812878,0.0,0.07757962400147153,0.0,0.0,0.09713496742305927,0.26187852629843017,0.06166764045416565,0.24864469087165755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04509908718936314,0.0,0.04905813465727252,0.07240184286813786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371984390158676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651603757013402,0.0,0.07622290186802855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16335777194480866,0.17285953533276333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345576515173919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282719436110911,0.0,0.0,0.09192889991792126,0.0,0.0656509046724911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781934870056515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669911994651502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658980620763688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642218124662551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757310067593145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140550835946749,0.09702826463629308,0.0,0.351972989205237,0.07313938553165891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216810511473175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13876287683451324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480980780613741,0.0,0.050334388311261885,0.0,0.0818220831380014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244750140335233,0.05091428040339197,0.0,0.06924138802144157,0.0,0.0776128208936307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766302461339172,0.0,0.1226397261906771,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mortyseed,2020/03/02,"An extrovert with social anxiety I feel like few people realise extroverts can have social anxiety, I'd argue it's worse because I need social interaction, its what makes life worth living for me but yet it's so hard.",3.0034146341463384,5.974738121951223,4.876292682926831,74.7071219512195,82.41463414634146,8.158048780487805,25.27317073170732,8.841846274778883,2.8370156097560986,177,7,28,5,5,60,34,41,0.214,0.708,0.078,-0.5498,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,5,5,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,2,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.364027304098045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450382090019344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030313811566605,0.16997523481639962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21313603201330966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680550133492925,0.11623920874139933,0.0,0.21009407118527684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588182494203378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17641999946472234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16494875837820158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7276104337126736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24246813720751986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,happybanananana,2020/03/02,"Help regarding being un articulative I think my awareness regarding my inability to come up with interesting things to say at the correct time in social situations is the biggest cause of my social anxiety. Most of the times I find myself pretty 4/10 when it comes to saying interesting, funny, insightful, etc. things during a social situation. And many times this has resulted in me being silent and only reactive 80% of the time in a group conversation. I don’t fear embarrassment. I am not a shy person. I can express an articulated thought in decent confidence. I read a lot but don’t recollect interesting stuff at the right time or in the right way. It’s just my inability to form articulated thoughts, my inner desire to be far better than what I am in reality, Its the ‘be-good-or-be-home’ attitude that devoids me from social situations. What else(mind tricks, exercises, activities etc.) can I take help from apart from alcohol? Thanks :)",6.7648619329388575,8.505465520710061,8.265813609467457,60.88479536489154,65.39053254437869,11.78717948717949,34.20167652859961,11.538034831475384,4.744112031558187,759,34,120,26,12,263,107,169,0.07,0.733,0.19699999999999998,0.9717,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,1,2,8,1,2,12,0,11,2,0,2,1,21,18,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,10,5,1,0,6,2,0,2,3,3,0,0,2,2,16,5,22,13,5,24,0,0,0,0,12,15,0,3,6,83,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12572720601153511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999844597145865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404783870206216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085428237688482,0.0,0.20268227341251424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624115461410709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323838367656824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075258084570876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867542041831956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15771052832731206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001795313885793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927401943496628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878836587740735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947466477061089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272346769527532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968771526539113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767728487056525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20093714015958306,0.0,0.18711276492732815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.396715239260557,0.0,0.4796988765738123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467589192404936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845473599607734,0.0,0.0,0.10831212266834236,0.0,0.0,0.156316816717268,0.07538245298220078,0.0,0.18679468971802599,0.34300003503767584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933814809485683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,0auspiciousostrich0,2020/03/02,Paralyzed to the inside of my head This feels liberating just to make this post. Why is it terrifying to write this?,3.9804545454545455,6.365177045454548,5.327272727272729,76.46090909090911,74.0,9.854545454545457,24.63636363636364,10.125756701596842,2.696018181818182,93,3,18,3,2,31,18,22,0.15,0.85,0.0,-0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27081448970273003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5496781654198432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575158873320264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5129549219245509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48329397369126903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Sushifresse,2020/03/02,"It feels like I have two personalities When I hang out with some of the few friends I have (which rarely happens) and we have a couple of drinks, I feel like I’m invincible. I’ll be walking through the streets looking like a hooligan listening to loud music, not caring what others think of me. But as soon as I’m alone it’s like I’m a different person. I’m too scared to go outside cause I always fear getting judged by people around me. Last week I desperately needed a new Notebook for class and instead of going to the store that’s literally 100m away from my apartment I ordered it on amazon, waiting 4 days for it to arrive. I’m literally going through a 2h beauty routine just to go and buy a pack of cigarettes, meanwhile desperately trying to avoid any kind of eye contact with random people on the street. Wtf is wrong with me? I never talked to a doctor about it since I'm not getting a panic attack like every day and maybe it’s just me being a retard. Should I still consider getting help?",3.268802941176471,5.1742819450000015,4.692235294117649,82.37582352941179,74.55,6.7058823529411775,26.764705882352942,7.510576382923642,1.5362088235294116,799,30,151,10,17,266,125,200,0.147,0.698,0.155,0.1749,1,2,2,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,0,9,14,1,4,13,0,7,3,1,1,1,26,29,8,0,2,5,0,2,5,1,1,1,2,0,2,10,10,1,2,3,1,2,6,3,6,0,1,0,6,15,8,30,26,2,24,0,0,2,0,8,8,0,2,14,93,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432636461346205,0.0,0.0,0.11509801345567885,0.0,0.0,0.0940661785390254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231391462741883,0.0,0.15736538475531114,0.1299614921135316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410322088267489,0.14209853575672915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530546895840854,0.0,0.17841718871715642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14452085261257386,0.0,0.14158215382505307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550646600785685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654531757486955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15565480173550972,0.13988319953559386,0.1976397296059861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687004627641948,0.0,0.21680831304565729,0.0,0.31445459554574035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223209065604685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927167606640703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404486786154858,0.0,0.11275385861815855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378946028531593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615869933648265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389666975368747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256670928843993,0.10668526101731447,0.13359576500362327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16229533453087222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19179516380680145,0.2415612266321173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848809667044287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144243987657698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046703472863424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118090969162983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863348472101798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391402957731412,0.0,0.1351240507075933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095648467588212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15123737253800346,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rv2019,2020/03/02,Anxiety and nausea Hey guys just wondering if anyone experiences really bad nausea and lump in throat feeling from their anxiety. Almost to the point of throwing up. Any help is greatly appreciated.,5.959545454545456,9.65575942424243,7.294166666666667,57.46125000000001,75.96969696969697,10.572727272727274,32.49242424242424,10.125756701596842,5.185006060606058,163,8,20,6,4,55,30,33,0.171,0.643,0.18600000000000005,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,7,3,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,5,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,0,12,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29749177043681224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20203074249107614,0.0,0.4545446221281949,0.0,0.0,0.2077315723225802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24805694840453765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29061009907560764,0.0,0.0,0.1502171508566111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32754172785757096,0.0,0.2941648690456926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991325287075237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808451811314531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19032285365273727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221804031475093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Pyoaktol,2020/03/02,"Every time im outside with new people I have nothing to say or do, also, is money a big factor in making relationships as a teen? Hey, im really looking for help because I dont want to go back to video games. Im 18, got the urge that I need to go out and make friends like when i was 14. Every time I look up to hanging out with my friends but it always ends up with me sitting in a corner not saying anything unless im asked something. I can never order anything because I cant afford, I dont smoke like all of them so i cant relate in that way either. When im with friends we talk regularly because i know their life stories but when im trying to meet new people, i pull back and just watch how and what people say. I also have a stutter (which is not too bad but it makes me think about every word that im gonna say and how am i gonna say it to avoid embarrasing myself). Im just stuck and video games always seem to have an open door for me but i dont want to just jump over my problems. Does anyone have advice on what can i do to become more confident and not care for every action that i do, and make new friends?",3.009229591836736,3.2184345428571426,4.830854591836733,87.70097576530613,72.95918367346941,6.941326530612246,24.29209183673469,6.322622252153567,0.6021071428571427,873,22,198,5,16,300,126,245,0.07200000000000001,0.81,0.11800000000000001,0.9189,1,1,2,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,2,0,15,11,0,1,6,0,18,1,0,6,2,45,38,22,0,4,13,0,0,2,4,2,1,5,1,0,10,15,0,1,3,4,1,6,9,4,0,0,3,8,25,7,30,33,3,33,0,0,3,0,20,12,0,2,14,122,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243480404539478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185566366897319,0.12335708849280178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05183043291497137,0.0,0.12199831735939702,0.0,0.06929754996147673,0.0,0.0,0.11399621950188575,0.06189188711000947,0.135559068351703,0.0818660434267202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557612048306903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486792458330108,0.0,0.2606244054219308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565339381820877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498164932975312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22907741602033105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842547195322384,0.0,0.059285116639926735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04968491334738731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6405480550297311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04073756185877326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05235719423690914,0.07242817347398928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449388588949853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19791799762578194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05496328848013365,0.0571703315681388,0.2147732716363716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112563573086161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541683406420232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092831132920996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04748683981034814,0.0,0.0,0.07958329168899751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29473877268073184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06748127930917151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057065607297386516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059579452780137876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047496773792565214,0.0,0.0,0.08644661684794541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05032650394850385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744255046675739,0.05883755305861627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PErlita_1,2020/03/02,"Can't make friends Social anxiety is the worst. Like I don't care about my appearance and stuff like that. I understand people become friends because of personality and what's on the inside. But I'm just horrible at socializing. When Im in public my social anxiety is fine. Like I won't ever see those random people I just walked next to ever again. I probably won't interact with them in the future. I don't get anxious there. But I get super anxious when I meet with people I do know. Especially at religious meetings. Im so scared because I don't know what to say, talk about or respond when they talk. Especially when it comes to more cool/confident people. Like I just cant. I don't know how to explain that well.   I'm honestly just really scared of letting people down in a way that I'm not interesting or fun to be around. And today was like my last straw. A guy I know (I'm pretty sure either his parents made him or he felt bad for me) invited me over to his house with some other of HIS friends to hang out and play games and stuff. But I was super quiet. I barely said anything. When people were talking to me or when were in group convos I really tried to think of things to respond but when I talk, to me, I just seem like I'm not interested in what they are saying, and that's really the opposite of what I'm trying to do I tried honestly I tried really hard to think of things to say or how I can make a joke of what's going on.   But I just couldn't. I felt like crying. I had the chance to redeem myself. Prove these guys I do care what they are saying and prove to them Im a good listener. Prove these guys I could be a potential fun friend. But I just couldn't. I wanted to leave. And if I did try to say something funny or comment I would get ignored sometimes which really hurt me more. I really wanted to cry. I really messed up and now especially I can't fix it. They think I don't care what they say. They probably think I only care about myself. UGHHH ITS SO ANNOYING. Confident and really outgoing/funny people sometimes REALLY annoy me because I'm jelous. They always know what to respond. They always seem to know what to say. They always seem to know how to make everyone laugh. Everyone likes them. People want to be their friends. THEY annoy me so much because I can't be like them. I only have 1 friend and I'm still really struggling to even keep that friendship because I'm so boring or I seem uninterested in what they say to me or I reply poorly to what they talk to me about. I don't know what to do. I've tried studying ways to improve my social skills but honestly it feels like I'm going backwards.   I feel frustrated and don't know what to do. I really don't want to ever talk to or even see the guys that I hung out with today again just because I'm embarrassed of how I acted....",1.7987102146558134,3.8820656718480144,3.8495753145817946,85.87844883419692,79.67357512953367,7.106353318529488,21.220114729829767,8.135034353345038,1.1323296076980016,2220,63,455,43,56,756,205,579,0.155,0.6859999999999999,0.159,-0.5212,1,0,1,0,0,0,56.0,0,0,17,3,39,50,4,4,11,0,40,0,0,8,7,99,98,44,0,9,28,1,5,10,6,3,0,11,0,5,32,20,0,2,26,3,1,7,18,14,1,0,10,18,80,36,67,77,6,45,0,1,2,0,65,17,0,17,29,301,112,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065229734047928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395015319769106,0.10920643522915688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03977443977460887,0.04302715701300144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04035654244544951,0.17678230705996184,0.053380670886946265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971173319511934,0.0,0.0,0.04163512216106772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0385904517666977,0.0,0.10618439411170236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06384778236030719,0.13116154241196246,0.0,0.0923696644071598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048877847313455236,0.034529538067564335,0.09281568372564196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240545464340012,0.0,0.07575694333926758,0.0,0.05493820472768103,0.04053993587342293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914314773274124,0.0,0.0,0.04329741764394447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055770492387981783,0.05174212530746773,0.0,0.1566257669919441,0.0,0.0,0.04296113016076576,0.0,0.0,0.23906597438529956,0.03939834021410794,0.0,0.05117831035264762,0.0,0.049424387243007066,0.0,0.23613358660837425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04573442703060107,0.09678917275990803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03553076203786214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05140333873607299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351977132135237,0.0,0.0,0.05366875000724705,0.0,0.0,0.26806749525692936,0.04220304079179735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049172653950959384,0.1042236051407906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406012050174359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04597632796809015,0.3074945902067604,0.09678074373851504,0.0,0.07703125305066783,0.17600439992228875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19708009970885265,0.0,0.037209571570809064,0.09560634522759744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03859928050374945,0.0,0.0,0.05052877975725012,0.110660831221214,0.0,0.0,0.045553852024484386,0.0,0.0,0.23309233186487546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06422140081887244,0.12388089341496752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916292147282955,0.0,0.0,0.19689207625408606,0.0,0.0,0.0503169888355109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403365333416525,0.07672993402757054,0.0,0.0,0.04345771678372435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034334807225550316,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,verbrijzel,2020/03/02,"I accidentally got a boyfriend and now I don't know what I'm supposed to do I'm stuck in the duality of wanting a relationship with someone I care about, and who cares about me - and feeling like my depression and anxiety make me too needy and selfish a partner to make a healthy relationship work. The last year I have been actively avoiding romance and the anxiety that comes with it. I usually wind up with crippling paranoia about what might (or might not) happen. The fear of losing them becomes so great that it is a constant needle prick in the back of my head. Sometimes the fear of losing someone is worse than actually losing them. I met a guy recently completely by chance. We didn't meet on a dating site, and weren't hooked up by our friends. I'm crazy about him, and when we're together face to face I don't really experience much of that paranoia. The little bit that I do, we handle really well. He's very empathetic and kind. However...... we really only see each other on weekends currently because of various life circumstances (work, kids, distance, etc). We stay in contact daily; he calls every day because he knows that I'm mostly just home with my kid all day and don't get to socialize much. I work from home and have little contact with other adults because of it. He's very outgoing and social, and I worry he will grow to resent me because we are so opposite in that regard. He has legitimately worked around every single curveball I've thrown at him. If something makes me upset, he figures out a way to make me happy. If something makes me uncomfortable, he figures out how to make it comfortable. He has even gone so far as to cancel/reschedule plans just to be able to accommodate me. He brings me to hang out with his friends so I can have more ""grown up socializing"" time. My work from home is my own business, and he is extremely supportive of it. He even hands out my business cards. Every single day I get a little more scared that I will lose him. I just want to enjoy him and look forward to his calls. Spending every second we're apart obsessing over all the things that could go wrong sucks. The irrational half spends Monday through Friday thinking he will leave as soon as he realizes just how deep this rabbit hole goes. The rational half says he's a smart guy and has probably already inferred how deep this goes; and wouldn't spend this much time, energy, and effort on someone he thought was a lost cause. I wish the irrational half weren't winning because the rational half has the better argument.......",5.8288636363636375,6.831480016528928,6.228997933884301,77.3430423553719,67.01652892561984,9.438429752066117,32.067148760330575,9.595489714322824,2.9974123966942146,2024,82,369,41,32,653,241,484,0.15,0.721,0.129,-0.6742,2,1,2,0,0,0,62.0,6,0,2,14,24,33,3,6,24,0,31,6,5,11,2,74,66,32,0,7,8,0,2,1,3,6,1,1,3,6,22,36,0,1,9,1,3,8,8,17,1,5,11,5,43,16,57,47,15,53,0,6,2,0,51,26,2,6,20,237,65,5,0.07009079112012254,0.0,0.06839850141506765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734693091898744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723852671992397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062395664207565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05389549192503789,0.0,0.2136334785381198,0.07740977203838963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061989608878024224,0.0765209905474304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314106870777785,0.0,0.14292446570663891,0.07200254987736622,0.0,0.06037701028719932,0.07348886095634274,0.07574324499112561,0.0,0.055961793369836615,0.0,0.0,0.13560828541800968,0.0,0.06036909568671923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816975976282435,0.09258861298569257,0.0,0.2362180580389449,0.0,0.0,0.06856224308382637,0.0,0.15774325281999751,0.03544000998296777,0.05007287518101782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830394270336363,0.0,0.07323909093908833,0.0,0.039834211836480865,0.0,0.056058008574385136,0.07727534465216462,0.0,0.13880180573480685,0.06198105510913196,0.0746129504803354,0.0,0.0,0.07193337288297344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109203350418236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07298877309007477,0.07704013153414886,0.057133349656173366,0.0,0.07421602748490756,0.0,0.0,0.049507198599095616,0.03424282011867998,0.21074815864163796,0.0,0.0,0.0588586117240762,0.3136546669335731,0.07651237822753595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807168840195673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14871050604515054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15457438866923834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05330720505886466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556972758973576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347058667064928,0.0,0.0692062004150756,0.15050255783337968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055739010337082937,0.07017310934861533,0.0,0.05585328583741995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21434620441651392,0.17816309958859675,0.10791863066100367,0.06932158463468946,0.0,0.0,0.07470745745754466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953819914966168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0465652071693114,0.04491134880767171,0.0,0.055644258932035034,0.08174100791470923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719510406643257,0.11566448635114113,0.08268272918485481,0.055634807533370634,0.0,0.0,0.06302003878260826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060095070212114,0.0,0.0,0.25513465356371257,0.07118060067045005,0.0714285041752132,0.0,0.0766332770531292,0.0,0.04513617146450432 socialanxiety,confusedbroo1,2020/03/02,"Scared of showing my attraction or interest 24M. I'm perfectly fine with guys. I even go for hugs or openly state what I feel when with them. Like how I like their freedom, or how I admire them, no problem. With women I can't pinpoint why exactly I'm terrified to show if I find them attractive. I can keep eye contact forever in conversations, but can't check people out anymore. I feel like a predator, and like my stare is way too intense. I can't be sure why. Any way to help this, or lower my inhibitions without drinking?",2.6099999999999994,4.8736692307692335,4.2371538461538485,83.20784615384616,77.84615384615384,7.621538461538463,28.669230769230772,8.548686976883017,2.392533846153846,416,19,80,9,10,139,72,104,0.133,0.591,0.276,0.924,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,4,1,5,14,0,1,1,0,6,3,1,2,3,23,12,10,0,2,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,6,1,1,3,3,1,1,5,2,0,0,0,4,16,12,10,11,0,8,0,0,2,1,9,3,0,5,5,48,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150154050613487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063594547304165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20383919051946006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374348825419901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21042300785081566,0.29730479794988746,0.0,0.0,0.19018135721975488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825666350019677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20603192177343765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394716429270231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849510714153356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4066295246604035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442564775235849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991044654130306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20832438741518824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961129445965643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33032844934296857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755196840904656,0.0,0.0,0.20058170193238906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hybrid_tree,2020/03/02,"I just met my hero and kept my cool Last night I got to speak to none other than Joe Biden. Politics aside, he is my hero. I was so nervous I was shaking, sweat running down my face, but I did it.",0.15616279069767458,1.6845175813953546,2.049011627906978,99.51909883720931,82.48837209302326,5.230232558139536,20.05232558139535,5.985473137389443,-0.3108558139534883,148,4,38,1,4,49,33,43,0.075,0.778,0.147,0.4717,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,2,0,1,4,2,2,0,0,4,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,6,2,9,3,4,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,24,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5410961578001015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5514758152741647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.63489319824807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Z7ilvs,2020/03/02,"Animation feedback survey Hello dear people of reddit, I am a student working on a project for my degree on the subject of social anxiety. I'm not expecting much but if you could spend just a few minutes of your time to review this survey with my animation inside I would be super greatful. Link below [https://forms.gle/QX7xsf1n5JVuxpdo7](https://forms.gle/QX7xsf1n5JVuxpdo7) Thank you for your time",8.040476190476191,12.084263841269848,7.399365079365082,58.04285714285717,69.31746031746032,6.7746031746031745,28.04761904761905,7.957251820313856,2.5078952380952395,334,12,41,5,7,104,49,63,0.021,0.8190000000000001,0.161,0.8765,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,4,0,2,1,4,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,6,2,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,10,3,2,5,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,2,33,9,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27496072854629955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869732725052241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3962696190282134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642202563020738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491814776853241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663906391989424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309121600691668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4191696356858197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616671913238902,0.0,0.0,0.25532668158228594,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwaway483297,2020/03/02,"A problem I have when trying to make friends.. Wasn’t sure where to post this question but I thought I’d try here since I do have severe social anxiety. Just wondering what you should do if you don’t feel good enough to be friends with people you meet? I want to make new friends and sometimes I meet really cool people online who seem interested in talking to me but I want to pull away from the conversation or stop talking to them because I just feel like I’m not good enough to even be friends with them. I’m not sure if I should continue doing this, just leaving and losing out on possible good friendships until I feel more confident about myself, or force myself to keep talking to people regardless?",7.883305526590201,7.065213576642336,7.374244004171011,77.05175182481753,62.86861313868613,10.456308654848804,35.629822732012514,9.606745405546679,3.1973428571428566,568,22,107,9,7,178,81,137,0.081,0.616,0.303,0.9896,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,2,1,8,14,0,0,2,1,11,0,0,2,2,35,24,10,0,8,11,0,3,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,7,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,4,17,12,19,18,3,12,0,1,0,0,18,5,0,7,6,73,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846112590953547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209252286548775,0.0,0.0,0.07845908918077599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26597915657788035,0.0,0.08501029769630157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952356149547813,0.09194888849465434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3977573532641148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238620252531582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440141941740214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362829917606352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288013694944791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399112239632345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17182693140727925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430680940684855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26768937853502417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450987223001977,0.12326650829743492,0.0,0.0,0.1231559962388252,0.0,0.0,0.14418220856207092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245352180925905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717076051927497,0.0,0.145403195318401,0.0,0.1064684342986772,0.0,0.0,0.13120140846647374,0.0,0.0,0.1272953197275987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760549619207484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426111842043973,0.0,0.0,0.3103513981227468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217962802042084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747683150731568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183040755634478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13957813466747046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FrostyZookeeper,2020/03/02,"I have a question about a friend with social anxiety that never invites me to hang out and I'm hoping somebody here can answer So I have a friend from college, we knew each other throughout and pretty much hung out every single day smoking bud and playing smash. he invited me sometimes and I invited him sometimes. He decided to drop out his final year and I stayed so for that full year we didnt chill or talk. Im just wondering why he doesnt contact me anymore, hes very introverted and has social anxiety so maybe someone here who is similar can shed light",3.381,5.6168323727272735,4.683636363636363,81.07545454545456,75.27272727272728,7.309090909090909,29.181818181818183,8.238735603445708,2.351472727272727,451,20,80,8,10,149,76,110,0.05,0.82,0.129,0.8658,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,2,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,0,1,22,13,10,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,13,0,0,5,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,1,12,4,9,11,4,12,0,0,0,0,17,4,0,4,5,54,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28157732083647563,0.0,0.18251636557198836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868936428962512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506005619024313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20160476811678674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843747947236057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18279138191183705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987927540219832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18489103103432364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135289196158311,0.0,0.14194154610620402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18723293406730346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061648169476301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752073800161977,0.15593490445556052,0.0,0.3640368191285179,0.0,0.0,0.19616015214699992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792287208786012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15185072556871707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660657807767281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995814939346174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370290346674378 socialanxiety,comehugme,2020/03/02,"Why do I do this to myself? Why do I have to f it up when finally decide to do something social? I'm better off being on my own not talking to anyone in my corner rather than saying or doing something which would embarrass me and fucking things up. I feel like throwing up.",3.653035714285714,4.6602468035714315,5.4628571428571435,80.83214285714288,72.03571428571428,7.028571428571429,26.5,7.1686216300943375,1.4424071428571428,215,7,40,2,4,74,42,56,0.039,0.858,0.10300000000000001,0.5514,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,1,0,0,8,1,0,0,0,7,11,3,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,7,2,11,9,1,10,0,0,0,1,3,7,1,1,3,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922973483062147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432290079268733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390561841749514,0.19647124695188595,0.0,0.30126621976661905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542475519463327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13435876297386268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21870349615837956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803438382482508,0.0,0.4234409919274071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22104717515964387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18270818849634804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4963177257614789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953632387510342,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,HopelessDreamer101,2020/03/02,"The thought of a Job interview makes me wanna vomit My Social anxiety is preventing me from finding a new job... How do you guys handle job interviews? Any advice would be greatly appreciated",5.570196078431376,8.220819941176472,7.224117647058829,63.455196078431406,70.17647058823529,10.415686274509804,34.86274509803922,10.504223727775694,4.801403921568628,154,8,22,5,3,53,30,34,0.079,0.8190000000000001,0.102,0.4201,3,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,2,0,7,6,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,15,4,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23393410086769864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16279686315212644,0.0,0.1831365804350477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188027655009719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639339201012703,0.0,0.2370387661784201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7126880309078027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15979807438668092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23120925938301476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440331356447037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19005295229894187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17005939577634793,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Satyr--,2020/03/02,Ready to leave this hell of a sub After a long time I can proudly announce that all of these quirky memes annoy me and that I don't identify with them anymore. Wish me well!,5.494166666666665,4.931557861111116,5.524444444444447,87.515,67.6111111111111,8.311111111111114,29.11111111111111,7.1686216300943375,1.3882111111111115,137,4,30,1,2,43,31,36,0.214,0.536,0.25,0.1511,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,1,1,4,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,5,2,5,3,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,21,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42841487549862417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4574116987079495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822947671922257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25189500537448273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38840805644112014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4967635567078863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Jamies0n,2020/03/02,"I get nervous whenever I go up to pay for something. Whenever I go to a store by myself to buy clothes, or something as simple as buying groceries, I always find myself getting nervous and anxious by the time I go up to pay. My forehead starts to get a little bit sweaty, and from the embarrassment of my forehead being sweaty, it gets worse. I'm pretty sure I have some sort of social anxiety.. I'm just wondering if anyone else has this as well..",6.210000000000001,6.037504545454552,7.096727272727275,75.53009090909092,66.04545454545455,9.312727272727274,34.64545454545455,8.841846274778883,2.9997654545454537,352,15,64,5,5,118,57,88,0.168,0.7709999999999999,0.061,-0.7579,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,3,4,0,3,2,2,0,1,10,14,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,10,2,16,13,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,5,2,42,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16881797514365465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15520775898490244,0.22920420507224265,0.0,0.14186308776305265,0.20788138520364585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214997132362692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694857917781175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854347548285111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4239996770726032,0.0,0.3459155364685592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033457589882271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064086981041388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20681742561479372,0.0,0.31238416509319306,0.0,0.0,0.14360424015889614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912182998985549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183048578123751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824194958615187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22002195572022185,0.0,0.0,0.20675886548931596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,StabbedWithFork,2020/03/02,"Nearly had a panic attack in VR today So today I decided to take a big step in my social skills by asking my two friends if they want to hang out with me instead of the other way around (first time I did this in like half a year) and to make the experience good I decided to get two new VR games for my oculus, one of which was Pavlov VR which I bought just today and only first played today in the company of my two friends. Now, I don’t like interacting with strangers via voice. I don’t care if it’s a video game or what I just go into a panic. That’s why to this day I still haven’t ever really played VR chat or pokerstars like I seriously really want to, I just can’t interact via voice though I wish I could. Anyway, I start up a game in Pavlov VR, I decided to pick zombies. What I didn’t realize was that zombies mode is just you and 4 team-mates with mics working together. I also didn’t realize that when I pressed the ‘mute mic’ button in the lobby that it just muted the mic only while I was in the lobby and the mic was unmuted when the game started. So the game starts and my 3 teammates immediately come to life and begin chatting with each other business as usual playing the game and cracking jokes and so I start to panic cause I really really really don’t want to interact with these strangers and that was when one of my friends starts asking what’s up and at the same time I realized that oh god they can hear me and so they turn and start talking to/ addressing me like they’re expecting me to maybe do something or talk back to them. That was when I really started panicking I just kept yelling “they’re talking fuck no they’re talking” trying to leave the match and when I couldn’t immediately figure out how to do so resorted to quitting the app entirely. What made it worse was that my friend who was more extroverted just couldn’t understand my reason for panicking and just kinda dismissively made fun of/poked fun at me for it which really made me realize how pathetic I am for this and how hopeless I am when it comes to meeting new people and why I’ll never be loved by anyone other than my parents and will probably kill myself before I’m 25.",8.63664682067159,5.941241045248872,8.940097642295788,72.40072279114077,62.75565610859728,12.563181709930936,35.70659680876399,10.992663274268294,3.615165610859728,1730,55,350,36,19,579,198,442,0.10099999999999999,0.779,0.12,0.1456,1,0,1,0,1,2,20.0,0,1,4,5,31,25,3,3,20,0,28,3,0,10,2,74,60,40,1,10,13,1,1,4,4,1,1,4,1,0,28,29,0,1,10,13,1,5,11,8,0,8,17,5,47,17,50,38,3,56,0,1,0,2,32,17,1,6,37,239,75,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060960459915843486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05330122574922164,0.0,0.0,0.06786014531740206,0.14252801478328833,0.08672171442252997,0.0,0.05861554581452015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486543062847132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772074498638523,0.0783083818396016,0.0,0.13132940386017633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06086280959629745,0.0,0.0,0.049161524664583726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689536713246851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456678020892685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968102910837506,0.0,0.0,0.23557794868082416,0.07047266268538799,0.039826608284092783,0.0,0.04332280837391954,0.06393743232204169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591584323742725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433631027035063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807157111630766,0.0,0.0,0.05384293498369059,0.14896693729238636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879982491684489,0.21638972312534505,0.0508835797715213,0.0,0.07658247254803731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05879265477234731,0.14724526361014242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330975108283352,0.11595147604248185,0.0,0.26831560845188185,0.0846435002292766,0.0,0.0,0.052847725848789065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218796547748274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810791324057955,0.0,0.0,0.3418406211463771,0.07837630869117078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770606480791692,0.0,0.05868495873967192,0.0,0.0,0.3776879173268489,0.0,0.060876733811162966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057314868001953574,0.24508055858680064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489479731511893,0.0,0.08889971356071494,0.0,0.28902545547700004,0.0,0.0,0.051754619771919,0.08291547468831068,0.2233945417278409,0.07935728064208629,0.0,0.0,0.08395568900931685,0.0,0.13488586320017187,0.060507187027628265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375699840750113,0.0,0.08765981253395416,0.0,0.0,0.05549576204123312,0.0,0.07768406242155121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04908910248095541 socialanxiety,Tallenbball,2020/03/02,"I'm being made fun of my high voice How do I deal with it what do I say when some one says ""dude why do you sound like your 10"" or something like that. I'm 14 and my voice hasn't dropped yet. Is there a response or something I can say to that person? Or do I just have to deal with jerks and idiots until my voice drops. Pls help",-0.0411776061776088,1.5031330675675676,1.4490733590733598,103.5022972972973,83.18918918918921,4.228571428571429,15.976833976833975,3.1291,-1.3670517374517381,253,4,67,0,7,81,51,74,0.027999999999999997,0.8059999999999999,0.165,0.8481,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,5,5,2,0,1,0,9,0,0,2,0,11,12,8,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,0,1,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,7,9,3,6,10,1,6,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,4,5,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4891975230135907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15902655358868228,0.2506721900239991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23182092982149494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244957515652129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16076965124578488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20716130005416986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5660224169134784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652998967110302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21408509971042644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,6GingaNinja9,2020/03/02,"Best Poker Face I feel like I have the best poker face in the world. I’m really good at hiding symptoms while talking to people, but I come across super bored all the time. While talking to someone new I don’t have any emotion even though I’m completely freaking out on the inside. Is anyone else like this?",3.5872131147541,5.3898041147540985,4.2565245901639335,86.27495081967214,73.42622950819671,6.191475409836067,23.67540983606557,6.742157984588678,0.8217252459016398,245,7,46,2,5,78,44,61,0.12,0.632,0.248,0.8452,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,2,8,0,0,4,0,4,3,2,0,1,5,8,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,6,7,8,3,11,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,6,28,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14989136606782205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15412094598535406,0.2258436373092677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.462628850047527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18987004214362324,0.2311034127144574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18413042442407165,0.24793986732302226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558359022738998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144964212418364,0.1574662090031959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18487562743323052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21536958084288307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21288046382112866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15280964717981102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412050075952924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18675891737828854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290980376721051,0.0,0.3543262561139908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21655894117511998,0.0,0.12852713759593487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Gribbzley,2020/03/02,"i made a mistake while calling a car dealership, need advice hi all, so i called a car dealership to inquire about a mini cooper they had available. i got set up for a test drive tomorrow morning and i even filled out their credit application i was feeling SUPER good about everything until i realized..... the mini cooper im supposed to test drive tomorrow is a manual transmission, and i have never driven manual before i think i got mixed with a different mini cooper they had available, which is an automatic transmission, but sadly its out of my price range what should i do?? theres no way i can show up and try to drive this manual car for a test drive without ever driving one before. i feel EXTREMELY stupid and ive been sitting here for like 3 hours now watching ""how to drive stick shift"" videos on youtube and trying to figure out what im supposed to do. im going to sound like a total dumbass if i call them tomorrow and explain my situation and cancel the test drive. but i could look like an even bigger dumbass if i show up and explain i cant drive manual to their faces. either option is giving me mad anxiety right now. i should just call them tomorrow and explain i got the transmission types swapped between the 2 cars they had listed right ??? the fact my credit got ran on the online application is freaking me out as well",7.2419305019305025,6.845755644787644,7.889864864864865,71.4466891891892,63.98069498069498,11.106563706563707,33.94401544401544,10.608840637214634,3.62812277992278,1068,40,189,24,14,357,139,259,0.14,0.7609999999999999,0.099,-0.9426,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,7,2,13,13,2,0,17,0,18,1,1,2,5,43,35,18,0,7,7,0,2,3,0,2,0,2,0,0,5,14,0,0,9,3,3,16,4,5,1,1,12,6,31,8,28,20,3,42,0,1,2,0,16,12,0,3,14,129,36,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115949590773145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485036890934052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110090631651764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5064218462631117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899421240316444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954091791817762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637856163659038,0.11215411234497334,0.0,0.0,0.111432288355827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538396876019994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894044741362528,0.0704651547064019,0.10399512933734482,0.3966576532697203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221030606988646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4017844760964784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817226077286016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411857018701534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173203053173734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193542266657928,0.09562707658230968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401737867384143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21176989964658405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936754273792068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794464104071338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683592281240346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841578731349623,0.0,0.0,0.11147997105224644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951986670007535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sugarplumemgee,2020/03/02,"This dude thinks I like him there's a guy at work who always hits on me and tries to make eye contact whenever we are in the same room and it makes me sooooo uncomfortable and anxious that i start shaking, and because that happens he now thinks that I like him which is not true! he's not my type at all and I'm in love with someone else... he just makes me really really uncomfortable. I don't know what to do... ugh",1.6564655172413794,3.511071701149426,3.0282614942528774,92.72101293103451,79.11494252873564,6.648850574712642,21.219827586206893,7.645422480735847,0.5781275862068962,326,9,75,5,8,106,61,87,0.155,0.746,0.099,-0.4809,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,2,0,4,2,1,3,2,19,15,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,8,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,1,11,4,8,14,2,9,0,0,1,1,10,6,0,0,4,45,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056203537063109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791708032146705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063965340049704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064337546043632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446837458521688,0.21852391120829706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580852111344166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414568441908833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230318875751728,0.0,0.4948556565401526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31661774503598084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20938063136950014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17491001553638824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.316683979703551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16777558013291238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17990343108341825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,The_Answer_Is_42__,2020/03/02,"Divorce... This has been eating at me for the past two months. My husband said he wants a divorce. The reasons are complicated, I don't entirely understand. It mostly seems to come down to not wanting to try....as I've begged to work through whatever issues he says he sees. Still, one thing he told me was it was partly my anxiety... It's something I've dealt with all my life, though it's had periods where it has been worse. I've never had many friends, or gone out with people much. I hit a bad spot when we got our first house, but also winter came around shortly after...which is also a bad time for me anyway. I lived in the city before, it helped my social anxiety to have the frequent small interactions with people. The house we got was in the middle of nowhere, I felt isolated, and I became much more withdrawn and anxious because of it. I told him a few times about the problem...but he never seemed to understand. I just...I feel so hurt. I hit a rough spot...and he didn't understand, and he held it against me...and then left. Now, my anxiety is even worse because of the divorce, the worst it's ever been. I'm just venting...I feel so misunderstood and betrayed by the person I thought loved me.",2.7260410440326734,4.6514449832635965,3.8084040645546935,88.02894002789402,76.15481171548117,6.728113169954175,25.606893803546523,7.62386473244151,1.312246702530384,937,34,191,13,21,303,139,239,0.177,0.7909999999999999,0.032,-0.9890000000000001,0,0,1,0,3,0,53.0,3,0,0,2,15,6,0,0,15,0,16,3,0,1,4,35,41,13,0,2,4,1,4,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,11,13,1,1,10,0,0,3,5,4,0,3,19,7,22,2,24,20,8,29,0,1,1,1,25,11,0,4,15,122,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17732968571675825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544518922494381,0.1252545707628648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870019237421256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18514811479272708,0.13517391438700746,0.0,0.09434448528692542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680881013016804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550699725709268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113450431955633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323036006916486,0.10029068745464917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212111762851737,0.0,0.1064551608219989,0.0,0.0,0.09430824573404033,0.0,0.0,0.08565995823161421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17735002265546027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431562091133137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558643754145809,0.11869149802657232,0.0,0.0,0.115722273232569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046349220672604,0.0,0.07831265341425196,0.0,0.0,0.09790260851620723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006692327054836,0.0,0.0,0.11240749627702168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849751610714912,0.0,0.16300835527105312,0.0,0.17102369318779706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513019798524395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200643089506108,0.1058405194242081,0.15373031352697428,0.09680974840304862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609018193849057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399558178392916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054653091241698,0.0881704059550872,0.0,0.0,0.08835117194275906,0.20186864920901676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302073565141092,0.0,0.08535520650576899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854306618666616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365888261509794,0.0,0.10893184605271183,0.08802052403581083,0.1293015036943171,0.0,0.0,0.2118871958882454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830649880847752,0.3462671128554025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079115961362994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071663218231566,0.0,0.2259774679100549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,aDammAvailableUser,2020/03/02,"How do you get in touch with people? Hi I'm not the best in relationships because I tend to selfisolate, but I need some people, so I'm trying to catchup things So for what I've seen: Usually people get in touch when they share common places (such school, gims, group chats, gaming or whatever), they start to chitchat by sharing superficial information, and by time they start to share more ""intimate things"" Also in the chats I would say that's more difficult to get ""in touch"" than when having to do with a ""physical"" people, because in that situation, to not be rude, or similar, they're somewhat forced to talk with you, even if they're not interested to do so, but they do so, to have a friendly ambient, when sharing spaces with other people, or at least I think Any thoughts, Am I missing something? Also if using chats, to get in touch with people what do you suggest?",9.948106712564543,7.32104255421687,9.368209982788297,70.13487951807231,60.20481927710844,12.618244406196215,38.77452667814113,10.914260884657429,4.0175586919105,688,25,129,13,7,221,90,166,0.085,0.795,0.12,0.8092,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,3,4,1,12,10,1,0,4,0,10,0,0,2,0,25,25,18,0,4,10,0,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,6,12,7,28,21,6,18,0,1,1,0,23,10,0,7,8,90,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429499544225696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329772086854463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18519457814806375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15941046863340394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032901467817028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735814488190438,0.0,0.317447495664682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263248354547438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6318531358207242,0.0,0.15870395634988246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16308456134125954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207975755532709,0.0,0.15373167152564818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17074281064798325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116940620779242,0.0,0.0,0.2150322694583804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209207128013767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018322211740577,0.09733186897264796,0.0,0.12059223032125416,0.08857455056757972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313064018958656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311934792754032,0.16729721893902422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790593661232403,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,personal_growth100,2020/03/02,"Any tips? (Unhappy) My situation is pretty ugly rn... let’s just say I don’t talk to anyone except for family, & only really talk to some friends when they come back from college break (I’m 21 & M). My life’s been a roller coaster of ups & downs, but ever since I transferred colleges after freshman year, I’ve commuted to school & have barely gotten to know anyone. I go to a small school where everyone knows each other & lives on campus. I’ve always been pretty introverted, but never to this extent, & it sucks that I’m in this position. When I transferred, I became kind of depressed & slowly stopped communicating with my friends. Now, for about 3 years, it’s just been me myself & I. So, at this point, I’m in my final semester, and hopefully going to law school next fall 🎉 my future is looking bright, but my social life is making me unhappy. When I get to law school, I know I’m gonna be much happier, outgoing, & free because I’ll be around people. Being home for 3 years isn’t fun at all... trust me. Any tips for rekindling my previous relationships that I had let fizzle out? I want them back, but rn isn’t the time... I’m not happy. When I’m happier, & in law school away from home, I’ll definitely have the motivation to rekindle some of those relationships. PS: I haven’t posted on my IG in almost 4 years because of this ... Ik social media doesn’t make you happy, but I feel weird not uploading anything to IG 🤷🏻‍♂️ I was thinking maybe posting a graduation pic in May idk. Anyway, thanks for reading I appreciate it 🖤 I’ll update y’all in the future for sure",3.7162408568443053,5.068658642633231,5.388734326018809,80.10195206374087,72.29153605015674,8.200679205851621,25.83085161964472,8.72156446121922,1.8676487983281085,1253,40,244,23,24,427,179,319,0.08199999999999999,0.7290000000000001,0.18899999999999997,0.99,0,0,0,0,0,0,71.0,0,2,2,1,15,15,1,0,6,0,21,2,0,3,4,38,45,11,0,2,10,0,1,0,2,2,2,1,2,0,11,6,0,1,6,2,1,4,8,3,0,0,6,4,30,13,41,32,6,46,0,1,2,0,13,18,1,5,21,136,41,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666741038565215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055403093879235636,0.7214356943525568,0.0,0.09055859721619602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311394669491237,0.0,0.05479283203223353,0.05927373962770317,0.0,0.0,0.06255771522089879,0.10239773535688576,0.0,0.08117778915217479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057356087681950024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057348569083116724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06022890079820535,0.0,0.06362371834041823,0.0,0.0,0.06276932429630826,0.0,0.03366679321091262,0.0,0.0,0.0729393488142554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288502866317006,0.0,0.034787311442442057,0.0,0.07568226833248681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175948459860793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357805311458587,0.0661327829200142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933682951903038,0.10977822150226016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617298766988267,0.09406027924305682,0.0,0.0,0.05879475598244922,0.0,0.055913661157212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889046861292763,0.0,0.06689242288866752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04894678812197008,0.0,0.05135356687931962,0.0,0.07081267570887735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050640015345114864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046160855200439235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06294325636930298,0.0,0.12753783818517445,0.13547941762508742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666018646383825,0.0,0.04265531679104866,0.0,0.0,0.14297226481383465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05295014690180255,0.0,0.3369320349957269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055078845555715836,0.07484303277469681,0.0,0.1357476920031514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0556670767702188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275448696557638,0.0,0.0,0.10703514669427633,0.0,0.06130145967072029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04266424004557893,0.0,0.0,0.038825576116353525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03927287756011082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715112554153418 socialanxiety,Zipguy88,2020/03/02,"Constant eye blinking from anxiety When I am alone or with close family, it’s not there. But when I am in public, like a grocery store or something, I start blinking my eyes really badly unless I intensely focus on it. My eyes also feel kind of dry which makes it worse. Then since it’s a snowball effect my neck starts feeling really tense and tight muscles. These symptoms are not there all the time at the same degree, some days are worse than others. When I start blinking rapidly it makes it impossible to have eye contact with people which is already a bit uncomfortable for me. I think this is starting to ruin my life.",6.820336134453782,7.114613554621853,6.806386554621849,76.54302521008405,64.71428571428572,9.15294117647059,32.12605042016807,8.841846274778883,2.6493327731092444,499,18,88,7,7,159,83,119,0.18,0.7879999999999999,0.032,-0.9544,0,1,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,5,0,7,7,5,3,1,20,16,10,0,0,6,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,11,4,0,1,4,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,7,11,2,12,16,4,15,0,1,4,0,2,4,0,3,12,62,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893964064760182,0.201799714088566,0.14623971179664588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398937473939723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526873903686276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996448188800026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19761566492352114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793492385650327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17239195643907002,0.0,0.18492741203525048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904291917759409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916528689531795,0.08934021334050729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441320177453243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677785252775728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343002285455439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127054576742804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407809498933458,0.0,0.0,0.5177404900085208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900701805836644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171746214237334,0.0,0.0,0.1066319751185512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727168369596808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,wastheguy,2020/03/02,"Is it possible to have had social anxiety (or general anxiety) for my entire life? I'll try not to make this long, but I'm 20 right now, I have super crippling social anxiety. I had to move home from college, I never leave my house and outside my family I converse with maybe 1 or 2 people a week (outside of my therapist and psychiatrist). Anyway as I go through the trials and tribulations of therapy I think a lot about my past behaviors and how they have been affected by my mental illness. When I was a kid when my parents would make me go to social event (parent's friends parties, holiday parties, etc.) I would have a total fit, especially with ones I didn't know anyone. I would do everything in my power to try not to go even try to sit in the car the entire time. This would happen every time, and my mom being an alcoholic back then we went to a lot of parties. Is it possible that I've had social anxiety ever since I was a little kid? I've been diagnose with ADD so I feel like it could have just been that, I'm not sure lmk what you guys think.",3.0325061559507525,4.5040000372093045,5.039097127222983,81.46056087551302,74.2093023255814,8.593707250341998,26.60054719562244,9.168548406835145,2.2498207934336523,828,30,165,19,17,286,125,215,0.061,0.792,0.147,0.9714,3,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,1,1,1,2,11,4,0,0,10,0,23,4,0,4,4,37,36,14,0,5,7,3,1,1,1,4,4,0,1,3,8,10,1,0,4,1,0,6,5,0,0,1,10,1,25,4,22,20,4,25,0,0,0,0,15,5,0,4,14,116,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123705904886298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217498849356121,0.0,0.0,0.07352150508276589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085185826320836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395164092733721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067223950574964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726714259521955,0.06944886433468625,0.09511184077876926,0.08859121730598098,0.0,0.0944997008679757,0.0,0.0991236084195529,0.0,0.0531656834670887,0.07511732173440272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123661842606736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17927306724888956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411245470731544,0.0929814962939337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547141281840433,0.0,0.0,0.1213259792759688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05778625978626833,0.0,0.0,0.11133591179414593,0.0,0.0,0.07426871638373624,0.05136970718476483,0.10538531543866153,0.0,0.0930521379311138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17878511437924452,0.0,0.0,0.14037340853670172,0.0,0.10563469349058124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596384567899447,0.0,0.0,0.12314736105595465,0.0,0.1117550431164226,0.0,0.0,0.08109615503049769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125059773551963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23350748298394364,0.0,0.10037508852424218,0.0728959660868794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370757838341542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979530289075748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697901371844008,0.0,0.0,0.4287381206290872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910017771071628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202452126493046,0.12208423265275105,0.0,0.1347484132163743,0.0,0.0,0.1226245860303875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21416454239835134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434289982619084,0.0,0.0,0.09747269084556216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987747772360846,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Mystmeezy,2020/03/02,"Why am I this way. Sooooo I basically have lived in different parts of the spectrum of social anxiety. I’m now 24 and feel like it’s the worst it’s ever been. It’s gotten so bad I feel like I truly don’t have any friends or anyone. It seems to trigger around people I SHOULD be comfortable around like my bff of 4+ years or my bf of 9 months. It weird because I’m so self conscious of what I say, how I walk, how I’m perceived. I’m afraid of embarrassing myself but I know this is all so foolish I’m putting unnecessary pressure on myself. But even knowing this Its almost automatically that I get anxiety through interactions I have no idea why. It’s almost as if my body just goes into panic mode. I feel like no one really knows the real me. It makes me so depressed like what am I living for? I just want to be normal. Everyone seems to interact with anyone without a problem it’s basic human nature to everyone else it seems. Why was I born like this? What can I do? I can’t live my life like this forever.",0.3344603174603193,2.7105516523809503,2.895714285714289,88.15484126984127,89.61904761904762,5.777777777777778,20.63492063492064,7.242747475848597,0.7981587301587303,797,27,166,14,27,275,122,210,0.158,0.7,0.142,-0.7595,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,13,18,0,4,4,0,15,2,1,4,2,38,33,13,0,5,8,0,3,7,2,1,1,1,0,2,19,5,0,0,12,0,0,2,5,9,0,1,3,4,24,9,20,27,3,13,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,8,12,105,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221593559923535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524361325501187,0.0,0.16928898707616302,0.0,0.0,0.15473362020026396,0.0,0.0,0.19699820791515188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238545015887324,0.06744925782453186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290364312121815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529992039334784,0.0,0.0,0.11560234836959656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243119738849513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308116302302126,0.10008635861740443,0.0,0.21145550411843408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16783902881251664,0.2371382723727051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854854375447178,0.0,0.05780838239152024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490676094924055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18242575076155898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781531018764193,0.3783950373883587,0.0,0.2931094352094273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385759329288395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883172142762997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841036427696958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497713027391498,0.0,0.0,0.12982017101361715,0.0,0.11981969400913316,0.0,0.07670855430612318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058740374083379,0.0,0.11123058748139522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594027372284827,0.07088316865671739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799077056734149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021860533284447,0.11542873592243648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279047104672725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06526234507563503,0.08782627383626436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995245611278932,0.0,0.0,0.10665955969276822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125290678114386 socialanxiety,johnstolckholm,2020/03/02,yay I think I've found someone that I can actually relate to in my school. He's so cool too( in my own mind at least). He still gives me anxiety but at least next year ill have a friend. Although I am really afraid to talk to him.,0.2434000000000012,2.05514054,2.47,95.165,83.6,6.4,18.0,7.554174236665415,0.11800000000000033,177,4,44,3,5,60,40,50,0.096,0.742,0.162,0.5339,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,2,3,1,0,0,0,4,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,7,3,7,5,3,7,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,27,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.2987599174304825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342052291013589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356795606972844,0.2365320607179608,0.0,0.0,0.2936886282704066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30912596483851623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255958292087114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961286323629296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30984188698764104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594013602688001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444931603957925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24607315705505814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961696613796831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19715167117525176 socialanxiety,generalhooker,2020/03/02,I flinch at everything I really don't know why I do this. The slightest movement or sudden noise makes me flinch. I hate going outside because of this.,3.0554022988505736,5.67161431034483,4.048965517241381,83.2509195402299,78.3103448275862,6.625287356321839,26.90804597701149,7.793537801064563,1.9440252873563213,121,5,21,2,3,39,23,29,0.139,0.861,0.0,-0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,13,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889967833795001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4260755068425284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26943246835599405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4680591154298462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26054378692019786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164542884270491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30370990576099943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42778644520352505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,no_username_4_u,2020/03/02,"Too socially anxious to do my freaking Spanish project For my Spanish class at my university we have to do a project where we speak in an online video chat to native speakers of Spanish on a pre-determined topic. There are specific time slots to do this and so far I have sat shaking and crying in front of my computer for all of them. At this point there is really only one viable time for me to do the first and second conversations and I honestly just don't think I'm going to be able to do it. I have to do four conversations this semester and I'm losing my mind at the prospect. I'm still shaking and crying a little as I'm writing this. My teacher asked us in class if everyone had done their first conversation and I definitely haven't but I was too anxious to even raise my hand. I really don't think I'm going to be able to do this and the prospect is just making feel so completely trapped. The first one was technically due on Friday, but it's a very loose deadline, but that fact is just freaking me out even more. I have no idea what to do at this point, please somebody give me some advice or something. Should I talk to my teacher? I know I am perfectly capable of carrying on a conversation in Spanish but I really can't talk to a stranger without freaking out. &#x200B; Also this is my first ever post to Reddit so I probably really screwed something up, so yeah.",3.631531620553361,5.296282199275363,5.036060606060609,81.30136363636366,73.02173913043478,8.351515151515153,29.57444005270092,8.97023862654752,2.5083246376811594,1101,47,214,23,22,368,135,276,0.134,0.768,0.098,-0.8224,0,1,2,0,0,0,21.0,3,0,2,6,17,9,1,2,11,1,29,2,1,1,4,36,44,20,0,2,10,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,11,12,0,0,5,2,0,5,6,7,0,8,5,4,29,2,38,36,3,34,0,1,0,1,17,19,1,3,9,161,40,5,0.23245901861832904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357813130712635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294869660197376,0.0,0.12593462477630368,0.14123157576439452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626125242097069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865890137362977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186442915170513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553453165176426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894314204698014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15353698942418745,0.10513624543512752,0.0,0.11106227705110228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05876913221271449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.395459044970012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149793627699513,0.13211181730098268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120896850554956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638766986520494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649250291548005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13003109055988527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758410000079839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735867109364193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575202471024674,0.08839777933189949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275850981548834,0.21974890998928467,0.0,0.111315741114286,0.0,0.1253150694408493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978383995605272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848134761344252,0.0,0.1789583094524998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282103627407663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18684175377428824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895035284684593,0.0,0.0,0.13554872314225602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980978873690325,0.0,0.0,0.09590151771899552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204109931432256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123157576439452,0.0 socialanxiety,diearea,2020/03/02,Found out I need a letter of recommendation from a teacher at the college I want to get into Guess I'm not going to apply for admission to that college. Jk. But really though can I get some words of advice/encouragement on how to get this letter of rec ;u; He has no idea who I am so maybe I'll keep coming to his office hours and ask about what we learned in class and how to do the homework problems. Does this sound reasonable?,1.603093434343435,3.8240138295454535,3.5096969696969715,87.31510101010102,81.1590909090909,6.1838383838383875,21.141414141414145,7.3871296695380915,0.732003535353535,339,10,70,5,9,114,67,88,0.059000000000000004,0.903,0.039,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,3,0,21,16,7,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,6,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,1,6,0,17,15,1,8,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,1,46,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346947158091293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21625444768322435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21969260289388526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752596784742131,0.0,0.0,0.3934845171493668,0.0,0.14267558858277998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765561727476973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24723036691760325,0.0,0.0,0.28340109448679096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22314178492914166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522100887737825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18614789955707212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402177260160619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16082690340652567,0.2581177535154964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24665204518817396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807381027777788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,wtf_ftw_wtf_ftw,2020/03/03,"Can an SSRI help with social anxiety; specifically physical anxiety/panic during meetings at work For instance I start to feel panicky in public speaking situations and in meetings at work. It’s awful because of how obvious the physical manifestation is. I need something to take the edge off but not a benzo. I just started Zoloft.",6.377068965517242,9.12166532758621,7.854689655172418,59.409275862068995,68.13793103448276,10.157241379310344,39.18620689655173,10.355215969177356,5.338140689655171,271,16,35,8,5,93,48,58,0.09300000000000001,0.8740000000000001,0.034,-0.3071,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,1,2,1,0,1,1,9,7,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,10,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,25,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444180964981305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947654066861036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615497721734808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21415540410387016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23690662743119345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591335479378397,0.0,0.3256919745637764,0.0,0.2459681896948948,0.0,0.0,0.4522902109824552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240225683510827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4652024102316709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Adam358,2020/03/03,Delete social media. Ive been social media free for the last 3 days (Instagram and Snapchat) and I feel it’s helped my anxiety and escapism habits due to my social anxiety. Hope you guys try it too and see if you benefit as well.,2.8528260869565223,4.762324500000002,4.286304347826088,84.81467391304348,75.73913043478261,8.078260869565218,24.54347826086957,8.841846274778883,1.8630173913043475,181,6,36,4,4,60,35,46,0.067,0.71,0.223,0.836,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,5,6,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,6,5,3,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,2,3,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673207872985728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483161287748365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213915629670283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377167521805401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16092043258400726,0.0,0.0,0.2384534170429266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195697084048164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19131252129745646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7341933815107761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16299842829976185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21586057706361092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mufassil,2020/03/03,"Shopping Interaction I just ran to the grocery store quickly and the worst thing happened. An employee goes, ""hey! I didnt see you there! Long time no see!"" Super exuberantly. I have NO IDEA who this person is. I just said ""okay"" and kept walking. Then when I left he said something again. I hustled to my car and restarted breathing. It shouldnt be that big of an issue but holy smokes, my heart is pounding.",1.0223076923076917,3.6190070000000034,2.0732051282051285,91.77596153846157,94.3846153846154,4.138461538461539,23.16666666666667,5.985473137389443,0.5184666666666669,318,13,62,3,12,100,61,78,0.09300000000000001,0.875,0.032,-0.5488,1,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,6,3,0,0,4,1,6,2,2,0,0,9,13,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,5,3,0,1,1,1,2,3,4,1,0,0,5,4,9,2,3,6,1,11,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,0,6,41,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229788606677668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079290085414549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29334426750884546,0.0,0.2712207397234549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28233283492726596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299631859652472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268950552116069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.494362551940774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141410212637472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000488030616005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17263588133911129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515233347034605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,chickenuggetgirl,2020/03/03,"Saying something awkward and remembering it forever New poster here, hi! Why is it whenever you say/do something awkward it sticks to you for ages and you just keep replaying the moment in your head over and over?! I’m such an awkward POS sometimes it does my head in. On Saturday I took myself to Yo! Sushi for some lunch, on my own. I’m vegetarian but I loooove the veggie stuff there and was craving it but anywho... They sat me down next to a family and the waiter asked if I had any allergies. For some reason I just froze and blurted ‘yes I’m allergic to seafood’ I’m NOT allergic to seafood I don’t even know why TF I said that and the waiter just looked at me confused as hell like uhhhh bitch you’re in a sushi bar. And then he walked off and said he needed to speak to the manager. And then I sat there hating myself thinking WHYYYYYY did my dumbass mouth say that. Then the family next to me laughed to each other and I heard the guy say ‘who comes to a sushi bar when they’re allergic to fish’ I wanted to crawl into a hole and die and now it’s been 3 days and I still can’t stop thinking about it 😂 Oh and also I went to the dentist today and the receptionist gave me some forms to give to the dentist when I went into the room, so I walked in and had the forms in one hand and my handbag in the other, the dentist said ‘here let me take those off you’ and I dead out passed him my handbag and he laughed and was like ‘no, I need your forms’ 🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️ Has anyone else does anything like this before please say you have!?",0.3453409372675438,2.5187406330275266,2.2910075212827508,94.3783560624845,86.09480122324159,5.492321679477644,19.84701214976445,6.885778809224403,0.2373653855690554,1205,36,274,16,37,400,164,327,0.152,0.775,0.073,-0.9815,0,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,7,1,0,16,12,3,4,19,1,12,13,4,1,0,47,39,32,2,4,7,0,2,3,0,0,6,9,1,1,15,26,3,2,5,2,0,7,4,7,0,1,16,12,36,5,37,22,8,41,1,0,1,0,27,18,2,5,19,172,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942264881019488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760416344845652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818734960178349,0.11457310563949002,0.09201857435627572,0.0,0.10453688037438674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515083434441624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632328214102437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211483904687953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605181115147906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957093858605093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341150727259204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385624966559333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21082844309471546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726821529789476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107196715428623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039939021896124,0.2295197638506181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993910152482327,0.0,0.0,0.061453509296391436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434382679696045,0.0,0.16388924234106647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390088440217437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16582666244404695,0.0,0.10799673685985632,0.23784430274569085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757723252293564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274510394238396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496988600160585,0.0,0.0,0.12667059517718554,0.0,0.3191001189005553,0.4446199301208693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721694509215662,0.11059313012465873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929983133038209,0.09348677286772618,0.0,0.0,0.12800748399927267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407494497280407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329985873621465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599256402431284,0.0,0.12423646117228927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06595450663736496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073170658622709,0.20180084582279556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PiePie1779,2020/03/03,Any tips? I get super red in the face and nervous when talking to people. I’m so bad at conversations irl. Any tips?,-0.7675000000000018,1.3174239166666697,1.9916666666666671,91.47,101.5,4.066666666666666,18.5,5.985473137389443,-0.03305000000000025,90,3,19,1,4,31,21,24,0.233,0.636,0.131,-0.46799999999999997,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6846223064019687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4202957382667888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26299181000331195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489757143362641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4045924475892993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,anxiousIesbian,2020/03/03,Tried to give a speech and had a huge panic attack I thought I was going to do so good on my speech for once. But I couldn't even give it. I got through about 3 sentences and my brain got cloudy and I couldn't think and everyone was watching me. And then I just had to give up and sit down. I couldn't leave because my teacher made us still sit in front of the class and I started having a panic attack so all I could do was sob in front of the class. This has just been the worst day ever and I just wish I could be normal. I hate having my anxiety control me like this :/,0.6015053763440861,2.389570870967745,2.0480645161290347,98.7837634408602,82.2258064516129,4.778494623655916,18.397849462365595,5.46131890053228,-0.6108956989247312,444,10,107,2,12,143,70,124,0.205,0.691,0.10300000000000001,-0.9378,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,1,9,9,3,2,6,0,17,1,1,2,2,25,29,12,0,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,8,0,1,2,0,0,3,3,7,0,0,10,3,19,2,13,13,2,16,0,1,1,0,4,6,1,0,6,78,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821222848971147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515920437995246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419782367565144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250250233443035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331443192612495,0.24675341994604516,0.0,0.0,0.09965670679033073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206319136028054,0.139777922922545,0.0,0.14765654163321024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44470724282897495,0.08782088108352898,0.12960936401621825,0.2471776635119412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525627708013084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16362108408217452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549376515724585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621656086457582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140300587652908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645655107808832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626067349917057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937454004091456,0.0,0.12340493613987978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901424030002533,0.0,0.12267665459809587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491324268001843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858761628114484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17769766691725528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Correct_Tea,2020/03/03,"I’m 19 and have never had a relationship with a woman. The title says it all. I’m a 19 year old guy in college and I have never had any type of relationship with a women other than family members. I’ve always been an anxious and shy person throughout my life and have thrown away countless opportunities to get close with women who seemed interested. It started in high school mostly when I realized I was attracted to the ladies. Now it wasn’t long before I found out some ladies were also interested in me. However due to a rough home life and low self esteem I never actually talked to these girls or formed any sort of relationship with them. I always just told my self I would get a girlfriend later when I’m away from home. And so the seed of anxiety was planted in my young brain destined to grow big and strong one day. Eventually I graduated and was off to college where I could finally meet plenty of great women and have the time of my life. However when I got there that seed of anxiety had grown much larger and I realized I never had any experience relating with the opposite gender. More over I was scared and confused. Worries about my social position, confidence, and over all success as a social creature bolted around my thoughts and only helped that seed of anxiety grow. And so just like in high school I have avoided talking to woman all throughout my college experience. But now I’m 19. I am an adult. Being scared to talk to girls is a problem that will only continue to worsen with time. I know I have to do something ASAP and can’t let this problem continue into real adult life, but every time in the moment I find my self speechless, mostly ruminating for words that I will never speak and worrying how bad the interaction would go. Not only will the woman be completely weirded out and confused, but the bystander mob couldn't wait to eagerly judge my awkwardness. At least that’s how it seems to me. So I stand or sit quietly acting oblivious to my desires with my seed of anxiety only growing and growing and growing...",6.4833780903665765,7.060425593350384,7.241499360613812,72.16187393435635,65.44501278772378,10.199531116794548,32.915707587382784,10.125756701596842,3.3948234441602736,1641,65,286,36,24,546,195,391,0.099,0.836,0.065,-0.8518,2,1,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,3,17,20,0,6,19,0,31,5,1,2,8,74,47,34,0,7,8,0,1,1,1,5,4,3,2,15,13,31,0,2,8,0,0,8,9,11,0,1,15,4,34,9,50,22,10,57,0,1,0,0,33,22,0,10,26,203,47,8,0.0,0.0,0.08051248174831258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597881160221568,0.13730069152964294,0.0,0.0,0.1683176491303962,0.0,0.25246283899874444,0.0932065908003632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344648891062913,0.0,0.0,0.15503137025282632,0.0,0.06888780372580508,0.0,0.0,0.07020524505295282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210229777016728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650438904423728,0.0,0.0,0.06587312256960147,0.0,0.0,0.05320857123453624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06951359201231258,0.0,0.0,0.16141044703338786,0.07777789135311775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903796370447144,0.07540761003062342,0.0,0.0,0.09046191582982473,0.0,0.0,0.08621038254498023,0.0,0.04688920352188552,0.0,0.06598637833895106,0.09096149253544013,0.0,0.08169241737505842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055301021161704336,0.17434104899264466,0.16551746284957694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04534231054559593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436643184352786,0.2331014476139793,0.04030752681386427,0.0,0.0,0.07301387822312028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060650293934398275,0.0,0.3181627482940503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657458449959064,0.0,0.05590717829865438,0.2509935326395865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203973914830003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15789131072266846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390817322938022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657368404996586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656108826887952,0.1652027769254057,0.1669978990857086,0.0,0.15021797981224058,0.2582105328556069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16820587696972505,0.0,0.06351598793568647,0.0,0.0,0.05839710334052797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19894195382573376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549934997080109,0.14432709646410294,0.0,0.0,0.07883657675208493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167574630839823,0.0,0.11721764639843485,0.0,0.0,0.05313018715383819 socialanxiety,underwing18,2020/03/03,"I don't like being touched now but I used to be fine with it as a child I haven't been diagnosed with social anxiety but I do show symptoms of it. I'm an 18 year old female and over the past couple of years, I haven't liked being touched even though I was fine with it as a kid and I gave out hugs. Now, I don't feel like doing it unless I'm upset or really happy. It also depends on how comfortable around the person. But now, my family are getting annoyed at me and thinking that I'm putting it on and that it's fake and now I'm questioning myself and I don't know what to do so I really need some advice because it's making me upset too. I've also been referred to be tested for autism but my family don't think that it's that because these things have only become apparent during my teenage years but it's really starting to get to me now and I don't know what to think so any help or advice would be hugely appreciated.",3.5727406262079637,3.9243022462311608,5.441306532663318,83.31578275995366,71.76381909547739,8.334132199458834,24.855431001159644,8.384062270229773,1.4125366061074605,733,19,157,11,13,254,102,199,0.122,0.745,0.133,0.7414,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,14,12,1,2,5,0,21,3,0,4,0,35,38,23,0,2,8,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,3,18,12,0,0,8,1,0,1,7,4,0,0,4,3,18,8,21,28,1,19,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,5,14,111,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851392562019641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333488137990337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921549765303983,0.0,0.11161140709056644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298799618302283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778758725663237,0.16113264223275547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16143312539178545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480831818519677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636411177940103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750788964866815,0.0,0.07377030443235015,0.10422940760123976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245114314363076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15531090635063308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779221068544994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16036321545941448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138348662422433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738790519235466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818135979092007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309518395027644,0.0,0.0,0.11096184079858018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927594559075301,0.0,0.12739231935546946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466675723533456,0.16343891080245893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803975732664113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14872441967260838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103267203992457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164366310924132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692800624171538,0.2804562308759229,0.14334383416175575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600884342557214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364160129276563,0.0,0.0,0.2818601725660468 socialanxiety,catgirl87,2020/03/03,"What do you do when people you follow on Instagram don't follow you back? I'm not referring to celebrities, influencers, etc. I'm talking about the people that you know IRL - if you follow someone on Instagram and they don't do the same, what do you do? (especially those with private accounts - they accepted your follow request but then don't follow you back). Do you proceed to unfollow them?",4.9127853881278565,7.058778657534248,5.6426712328767135,76.27761415525117,70.64383561643834,8.702283105022829,31.34474885844749,9.2995712137729,3.1728283105022825,314,14,52,7,6,102,42,73,0.0,0.97,0.03,0.2709,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,9,3,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,1,0,10,17,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,1,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,12,1,6,17,2,12,0,0,0,0,14,2,0,1,5,43,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5732373987754373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4157103697250536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20485147748246474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5168303472361906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158265132452591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29959915058047404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Iluvlampp,2020/03/03,"I feel like I'm isolated For the past year I just hung out with my husband and maybe a few friends I'm comfortable with. So, I didn't really hangout with friends much and when I did my husband was with me most of the time. I am in a college town and a lot of my friends have either already graduated from this University I'm at (I have a semester left) and or they are back in my home town or they have there own lives. It's super difficult to make new friends for me but I want to. I am considering seeing a counselor again because I feel like everyone hates me and I need to keep my mental health in check. I also feel when I don't socialize as much that I am depleted of social skills with others and it hurts me in the long run and I feel like since I don't practice in depth conversation more that it literally effects me in a physical and mental way. I can't feel like I'm having fun while talking with people I need to get myself out there more again. Although, I really hate being friends with some girls because they all seem fake to me. Does anyone else experience this? Anyone have advice? I feel lost...",1.9307655502392365,4.038444771929825,3.6158532695374817,87.59748803827752,79.35087719298245,6.952472089314195,23.960127591706534,8.00094639256281,1.3258701754385966,880,31,185,16,22,293,120,228,0.091,0.759,0.15,0.8648,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,3,4,10,18,2,0,9,0,16,1,0,2,1,39,37,18,0,3,5,2,6,4,5,0,1,0,1,1,8,17,0,1,8,1,1,1,4,6,0,0,4,7,34,12,28,32,11,26,0,2,1,0,15,13,0,6,15,129,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740957082139196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129608691950172,0.08790054472219835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537129734318088,0.1126229040430412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451934931918408,0.0,0.13400870428235226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961890631360072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182150698768303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503035553779133,0.0,0.10751986792083927,0.0,0.0,0.3334638735045243,0.3140987624513549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4246078122230653,0.0,0.057427069406009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21704046270968613,0.0,0.116836577262485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102556623270967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766836768767225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769923500427494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942508713428385,0.0,0.0,0.21479947742643515,0.0,0.09705868009087082,0.09727304133312098,0.0,0.0,0.11998733459282923,0.09344745971142274,0.0,0.0,0.07337041724269723,0.0,0.11042634951308404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22154086450286264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16160321002859712,0.16300405045297686,0.0,0.10615847466507852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492816556307807,0.0762025728784019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14083122473823995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758957767530971,0.10006426254061784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092443639297526,0.0,0.0,0.2240929754881701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834708034659004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409345712304344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648318646052819,0.08724695821978473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078291164398436 socialanxiety,cubingtothegame,2020/03/03,"Is it possible to develop symptoms for social anxiety? I haven’t been diagnosed professionally and so I don’t say I have social anxiety, but I’m just wondering if it’s possible to develop it. Idk in middle school and high school, I was fairly good at having some conversations with strangers like I wasn’t afraid they would judge me. I think it’s just cause I’ve known them for a long them since we’ve been in the same school system but we just knew of each other. Ever since I got to college, idk it’s like my skills at having a conversation got even worse. When I said I was fairly good at having some conversations, my heart didn’t start going berserk when I talked to a stranger. I didn’t like talking, but Idk do y’all know that feeling when your heart is pumping fast and after the conversation or presentation ends, you feel how anxious and red you might’ve been during that. That only happened when I presented to a class in high school, but now it simply happens when I have a one on one conversation with someone at college. These people are I guess food acquaintances with me. We aren’t tight friends but we talk but every time one stops by me when I’m in the lib and talks to me, my heart shoots up and I feel like I’m presenting in a class when I talk to them. Is it odd that this is happening to me? I don’t have social anxiety but I feel like this was the closest sub that could help me out.",3.8486616541353382,5.105232452631579,4.732330827067671,85.30631578947369,71.84210526315789,8.235588972431076,25.85213032581453,8.704169506293173,1.6485288220551384,1119,35,235,20,21,363,134,285,0.075,0.8029999999999999,0.121,0.9566,1,0,0,1,0,0,20.0,3,4,4,1,15,9,0,1,10,0,27,6,3,2,1,46,47,24,0,3,12,0,5,5,1,1,2,2,0,0,16,14,1,2,9,0,0,1,7,1,0,3,13,8,38,8,28,32,4,37,0,0,1,0,28,16,0,6,24,156,54,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20710755880599468,0.1019492059998502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270469478352517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205190625506183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159501731066763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992874973667886,0.0,0.0,0.05960482734214063,0.08163020233838822,0.07603384536434712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18251883102428207,0.12893961723566694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912251775296072,0.0,0.06972172491993824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0512873288033938,0.15138354310009905,0.144351570434986,0.0,0.0994131337056998,0.0,0.2394054713078633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320816120890795,0.06048816022562537,0.1906939344670446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049595339971431784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22044151165730225,0.0,0.0,0.0798624522997558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573384621447198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183453521525572,0.06863407175387111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256331927341392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20347145050980706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584201327146798,0.07176506873209143,0.0,0.3653240198838977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14930032750695296,0.0,0.0,0.27597494105811343,0.07646282803955523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06387464949779953,0.0,0.0,0.07544741278882768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379730887623038,0.0,0.3626706019111504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0578242422056281,0.0,0.0,0.05262157522849676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786497451537066,0.0,0.0,0.0919655996861914,0.0641062283089377,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sanpedro12,2020/03/03,"Hydrocortisone for anxiety Hey guys, Dose anyone of you have experience with Hydrocortisone for social anxiety or other phobias? It is known that Glucocorticoids promote fear extinction and suppress retrieval of fear memories: [https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/abs/pii/S0306453010003185](https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/abs/pii/S0306453010003185) [https://www.pnas.org/content/103/14/5585.short](https://www.pnas.org/content/103/14/5585.short) I know taking Glucocorticoids is risky and definitely not a long term solution but I am just curious if anyone of you maybe took or had to take Hydrocortisone and noticed improvements in fear/phobia/anxiety?",23.44424547283701,30.97102191549296,14.126277665995975,11.84985915492959,34.07042253521128,13.634607645875251,41.12877263581489,12.031772070788634,7.492435010060363,600,22,43,17,7,155,54,71,0.158,0.7170000000000001,0.125,0.2799,0,0,0,0,0,0,54.0,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,2,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,13,9,7,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,8,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,2,30,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4300298253834268,0.0,0.0,0.2620374104064968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832911505659224,0.0,0.6325553468555276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855331850990876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297777401608377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16582319165534087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882458846577968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133305264276724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19100776491470564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817691221527193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081832977422692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Pentiq,2020/03/03,"I got jury duty I just got my first ever summons in the mail to appear for jury duty and I am beyond stressed about it. I have no idea where to go, what to do, or who to speak to. My only hope is they decide not to call my group for service, but they wait to give you that info until the night before. So I guess its a few weeks of stressing about it until I know for sure.",0.7972648083623675,2.109520085365858,3.0810104529616744,93.8376829268293,79.85365853658536,4.685714285714286,16.592334494773517,3.1291,-0.9156397212543554,285,4,66,0,7,98,59,82,0.08,0.8590000000000001,0.06,-0.1655,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,2,1,7,4,0,2,3,0,4,0,0,0,2,17,13,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,3,4,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,2,1,12,2,17,11,1,11,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,4,6,53,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945704005854705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334845243484043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068334908362426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19449566230797133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193487820091267,0.129951132646936,0.0,0.3657560359460384,0.0,0.25189163924992936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22710815188029398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258126099830821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256639944732497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21457925369902967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739040728125508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5238520052821378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21550666594789336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834149802534009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,biznessrat,2020/03/03,I am always silent Literally. People don’t even address me anymore. It is like I don’t even exist. I just want to start taking some brain dumbing meds; I can’t take this anymore. My grades and my knowledge don’t matter if the ability to communicate is the measure of success.,3.158888888888889,5.414581555555557,4.792370370370372,79.9396666666667,76.03703703703705,6.542222222222222,29.31851851851852,7.554174236665415,2.045945185185185,220,10,39,3,5,74,40,54,0.028999999999999998,0.763,0.20800000000000002,0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,2,0,7,1,1,0,0,7,11,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,3,11,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,27,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23366265503152905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5569910022919288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31348520086419873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709546193409932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719324539670896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119249356724861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19468349562158796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19876407118827016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222796222352828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16563343667099653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,thumbsdrivesmecrazy,2020/03/03,"U. S. Survey on Cyberbullying Statistics: For Young Generations, Standing Up to Bullies is Now a Life Skill Today, bullying has moved beyond the playground to online. And perhaps even more than its real-life counterpart, cyberbullying can be especially vicious and even deadly. A recent survey by ReportLinker questioned 506 respondents aged 13 to 24 years old and representative of the US population to show the reasons why cyberbullying is a worrisome threat: [Cyberbullying Statistics: For Young Generations, Standing Up to the bully is Now a Life Skill](https://www.reportlinker.com/insight/americas-youth-cyberbully-life-skill.html)",14.445999999999998,15.569136336842108,13.060000000000002,35.27000000000004,48.78947368421053,15.6,49.526315789473685,14.265292616868653,8.169063157894739,532,29,57,19,5,171,66,95,0.182,0.818,0.0,-0.9468,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,0,1,5,2,2,0,8,0,6,2,0,1,0,5,6,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,14,5,1,16,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,9,38,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32400112056433306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.51973090334294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26068647446803395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573728447082283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747619900499638,0.0,0.0,0.2791744693330057,0.0,0.25218158290149,0.24217758276548804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324902067926325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950333231523115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213208106066196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15794782598960738 socialanxiety,sxaxrxmxs,2020/03/03,"Any UK SA peeps about Hi, there, I've just made a post on a similar sub and thought would post here aswell since has many more users. Any fellow UK lurkers :) , if so hi. I'm on the lookout for people i could be friends with. 29m from UK",0.2935294117647018,2.050897568627452,1.5762352941176483,101.92905882352942,83.11764705882352,4.864313725490196,20.003921568627447,5.6839178017228535,-0.4679913725490201,180,5,46,1,5,57,42,51,0.0,0.878,0.122,0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,7,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,6,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,21,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4105220755202068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24099407701434766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332002526823964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856075926929449,0.0,0.30601761985826514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20925732804176997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5781571231071836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496845433770201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396266455195681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144179401374011,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Mamba28,2020/03/03,"I feel like social anxiety is ruining my life Hello, everyone I am a 20 year old boy in college and when i was in high school although it took me a bit to make good friends i see every now and then I did it. My shyness had super improved by then. Now in college im in my second year i basically never talk to people in class, feel constantly judged and that is ruining my life. I dont know what to do and how this shit happened out of nowhere. I was never like this. Can you just get this out of the blue?",0.16555555555555654,2.253401851851855,2.6700000000000017,91.95000000000002,86.03703703703705,5.822222222222222,21.962962962962962,7.1686216300943375,0.7216518518518518,392,14,88,6,12,135,70,108,0.106,0.738,0.156,0.775,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,5,8,1,0,3,0,10,3,1,2,2,14,18,9,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,5,4,14,5,13,13,1,20,0,2,2,0,6,8,1,0,13,62,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470518881382862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20986032699982934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077273444599912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252867115681073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16195817170123628,0.1836795864568514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19438985383475504,0.13732584855650318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485128503205315,0.0,0.1004298262717892,0.0,0.0,0.16122952711822158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16998426706113345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030966659176748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20763639443902035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056420407015318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715489387297427,0.1878232201672364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283119325674965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965121238909244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20170819857596112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326487377467444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19454234510768975,0.153178738879374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973165883147558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19594956550795467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450347758646776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21356946800998944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475736823398799 socialanxiety,_andioOOP,2020/03/03,"i honestly don’t know if i’m happy alone, or if i’m just trying to convince myself ok so im in college and im alone most of the time. sometimes i get sad, but most of the time i’m really good with my own company! however, i’m kind of just worried about how people see me? like im so self-conscious about being labelled as a loner and sht like that. i do have people i used to hang out with but i feel like i’ve pushed them away too much and now it’s too late to go back and they’ve formed their own little group now. idk what to do or how to feel anymore. am i happy, am i sad, or am i just too concerned with how people think of me? :—-(",-0.635625000000001,1.0841816874999992,2.084555555555557,97.21600000000002,86.29166666666666,4.951111111111112,17.238888888888887,6.079149491110277,-0.5120327777777778,489,11,122,4,15,170,81,144,0.107,0.7140000000000001,0.18,0.9191,1,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,0,17,12,0,0,3,1,8,0,0,4,0,28,20,17,0,2,10,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,3,14,10,18,19,6,13,0,2,1,0,3,4,0,7,9,77,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31806429144858706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15228096610293573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14426587281552666,0.11807095746248865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15527962587257596,0.10969660178156546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022386735877593,0.0,0.08726636242301238,0.12879098449146348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269150048604277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4975830941273725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15989935363692098,0.08438741134346392,0.0,0.17321180045899706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250512471387266,0.15389807190110452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287738187045658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193580220387163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983684663890609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235997299036795,0.0,0.1601867967402434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518655007735876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983890445239659,0.0,0.0,0.17907321602820306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425079941955917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326184446053227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559381197522893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BeeFromMinecraft,2020/03/03,"Paternal conflict Mmmhm...... I have a social conflict, I usually have appointments with people who have family conflicts, is that wrong?",8.042857142857144,11.620593523809529,7.609761904761907,59.20607142857146,66.14285714285714,11.81904761904762,39.07142857142857,11.20814326018867,6.403457142857144,108,6,12,4,2,34,17,21,0.424,0.5760000000000001,0.0,-0.8519,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4295336314444265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158810451937773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4644641292541565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.501819337886124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4981670899458943,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,peacenham,2020/03/03,Social anxiety is ruining my life I never dealt with social anxiety until 3 years ago... (drug abuse triggered it).. I find it really difficult to deal with it... It's ruined my confidence to build relationships. I struggle with depression because of it... There's an overwhelming sense of hopelessness because I feel like I'll never feel like I used to.. (holding conversions without thinking).. I feel I've tried everything to get over it. Makes me think I'll be forever alone too because of my baggage.. And loss of confidence. I also am to worried to talk online because I feel like no one cares or it won't make a difference. I've had a couple drinks which is what is making me brave enough to post.. I'll probably wake up in the morning and delete this. I wonder if some women feel this way. I would love to have a discussion with someone who feels similarly.,3.6813087934560333,6.041952631901842,5.0087361963190205,78.5071738241309,74.8282208588957,8.763844580777096,29.27157464212679,9.3871,3.058471083844581,681,30,120,18,15,226,104,163,0.192,0.67,0.138,-0.7645,0,2,2,0,1,1,30.0,0,0,0,1,3,14,0,2,5,0,9,5,1,5,2,29,25,6,0,2,3,0,6,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,12,6,1,1,10,1,0,0,5,8,0,1,1,6,15,6,21,21,2,10,0,6,0,1,10,3,0,4,8,75,27,0,0.0,0.14748908672353697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103444895043018,0.0,0.0,0.12892429984966536,0.0,0.0995470442359567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904545473875984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30352873137155056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691620847172125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13773535174997625,0.0,0.0,0.1283339725859879,0.10721490817606116,0.0,0.0,0.1300556717594958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194354064358602,0.14435790843306934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286216753379353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118750843418356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3776466126775346,0.2667867716208928,0.0,0.0,0.11377295997241267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503594530123136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792428794032378,0.18244471478084387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234854894267687,0.0,0.2492751846061614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19201413550527044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843512366478691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921794936312025,0.0,0.1342110779076305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974542252911147,0.0,0.0,0.13364551625972068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537844721484921,0.10547195904054864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301340898238354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005274419145453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15952420965407565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451411670716974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751122070335643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880685992113343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999480011483285,0.13499383750558894,0.0,0.12641603254093606,0.0,0.0884274053131617,0.0,0.0,0.08016138760962734 socialanxiety,spwicky988,2020/03/03,me every now and then when I order something and I receive the order but it’s horribly incorrect... I just move on and hope that I’ll forget about it because I doN’t waNt to confront anyone about that,2.41,4.759872000000001,3.9450000000000043,84.59000000000002,79.0,6.0,25.0,7.1686216300943375,1.3392499999999998,160,6,29,2,4,53,30,40,0.20800000000000002,0.67,0.122,-0.5719,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,3,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,4,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32505896260111605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833900706036752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39168633940007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.461736497548314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4941000369888061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3578918034260333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742016913938369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwawayeveryday61,2020/03/03,"No anxiety with strangers, only with people I know I’ll see again. I work in retail, and honestly talking to strangers is easy as hell for me. Cashiers, customers, just ransoms on the street, these pose no threat to me, but holy FUCK, I absolutely get floored when it’s someone I know I’ll see again. When I first started working, I was awkward as shit with my coworkers (still am), which is so unlike me with my usual friends. I’ve just started Uni and I cant make friends. every time i talk to someone i feel like i’m being annoying, and it seems like people try to avoid me. it’s not because i smell bad or anything because i don’t really! very hygienic lol. i just can’t help but be completely overwhelmed by new people that i’ll see later. i’ve just had two hours free at uni and i’ve literally sat on my own the whole time i’m really sad. genuinely very upset at the moment, i don’t cry at all and i really feel like i’m about to i feel like such a fucking loser, man. idk what tips can help, i know how to talk to people, i just can’t here idk why :(",1.371859513035986,3.2841937058823563,3.19754363283775,90.88184012066364,80.26696832579185,6.381469510881276,23.64598146951088,7.447530270364453,0.9590605903900028,823,29,181,12,21,275,123,221,0.21,0.608,0.18100000000000002,-0.7559999999999999,0,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,4,15,21,6,4,4,1,13,3,1,2,1,29,33,14,0,0,9,0,3,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,7,9,0,1,7,0,2,0,8,13,0,2,3,7,24,9,22,28,3,23,1,3,3,2,8,8,4,2,19,100,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976971070045676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656612724774886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797938161166166,0.14306660974100222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303551698330635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889956177411174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886944263865964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17800166828296604,0.2514969753741449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981482780147508,0.0,0.0,0.18132314759586227,0.21696979855935328,0.0613086752183522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15730969962357824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556261257195775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19347161505327093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293181862634125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832966452745417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133339296648132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892472607140942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254130039876912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255254161683567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28052977589239275,0.10682779804927216,0.0,0.0,0.1204544414469508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19885452733898876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16611683821395812,0.0,0.09371302409081576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829558870833828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685131374532178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967053463383242,0.0,0.11463042753266688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924053269836305,0.193646216441908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588691627071699,0.13101311730005635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17085922189060054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,llamaramasloth,2020/03/03,"Anyone else tired of saying sorry all the time, even when it’s not necessary? And especially if you feel like you’re having to “keep the peace” or have to walk on eggshells around people. Or if you’re the one feeling wronged but still apologizing. Like why? Why am I always doing this? It frustrates me. I’m just gonna stop. If I have something to actually apologize for I will. But I just am done feeling guilty all the time, most of the time for no reason other than anxiety. My narcissistic mom pounded it into my brain that I could do nothing right, and others have continued that pattern but no more. Not going to be a doormat anymore. I think 30 years is long enough to take her BS, and if I can conquer issues with her then I can with anyone. -Ramblings of a super tired & super anxious woman",3.1371428571428552,5.230048942675161,4.26637397634213,84.44867834394906,75.4968152866242,6.5239308462238395,25.22702456778889,7.447530270364453,1.3041050045495903,632,22,120,8,14,206,104,157,0.17800000000000002,0.693,0.128,-0.7808,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,3,6,6,1,0,7,0,15,3,1,1,2,31,24,14,0,5,13,1,3,2,0,2,2,1,0,1,8,7,0,2,5,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,1,4,14,4,16,19,5,16,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,7,12,88,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.14650692352740216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492163623197736,0.16266767984314867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485037177938905,0.16960613527386242,0.14889034656267186,0.20995120962919864,0.15382771153197008,0.0,0.1336490802484952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16759667573400475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986797973741578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536368967978769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541580604185126,0.0,0.0,0.1551262223357304,0.0,0.09916059973219576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277333592826886,0.10725414655541653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532332882392679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15669853330335307,0.0,0.13344399051713468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466935714876605,0.0,0.0,0.1328618673898713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17583248185163972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440554556223544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017331538883468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408244662429324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15436043528720422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821168744921435,0.0,0.11939078716641514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557874984341855,0.0,0.1680601938164377,0.0,0.0,0.11989540317574254,0.12551685885168784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288038593487434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619835828491646,0.0,0.0,0.2626290784415113,0.3451087045496252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27094109149675605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164145491912835,0.0,0.09667991965117977 socialanxiety,bella9797,2020/03/03,"Finding it very hard to get to class, it’s my last year of university My social anxiety is really bad and I get tremors- head and hand. Every time I tell myself it’s fine and not to worry as soon as I get in the class or social situation I start shaking or have to force myself not to. I feel like I’m not in control of my own body, it’s a horrible feeling. The classes are compulsory but I thought if I could get my psychologist to send my teachers an email they might understand and be okay with me not going. I’m at university and it’s my last year and I just want to pass. I can’t if I’m constantly anxious and classes are just making it worse for me. The only other option is to drink a bit before I go to class, as it stops my tremors if I drink enough. But I don’t want to be dependent on alcohol/be an alcoholic just to get by. I’m on medication and I told my doctor it isn’t helping that much but she just said to stay on it. I know avoiding situations doesn’t make the issue better but I just need to get through this year. I’ll find other ways to get through my anxiety but at this point I just can’t attend classes. I wish I didn’t have this",1.120633839706656,2.8603910441767084,3.6072743146499033,88.48266631744372,80.32530120481928,6.900715907106688,23.275886153308893,7.893859768569023,1.101065514230836,906,31,205,16,23,316,122,249,0.10099999999999999,0.807,0.092,-0.2605,0,1,4,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,2,7,7,0,2,8,1,16,8,3,4,0,49,43,21,0,8,20,0,4,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,15,9,3,3,7,2,0,6,10,3,0,0,4,5,33,4,31,35,4,26,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,8,11,135,48,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366413777520809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693933789340568,0.12507646208221573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244241953975857,0.0,0.0,0.09421032992877257,0.0,0.0,0.09791844058128228,0.12087213005139133,0.12297943151046264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964360750671392,0.12417631245551748,0.08839693681062946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332151732047407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169171455566367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439821463181728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932821818807769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196168437021717,0.07909483447127583,0.0,0.0,0.20238305029109646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4049082090451783,0.0,0.12584379786901412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917891385863688,0.0,0.11362555476535142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420994606759898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555771922642268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06084608112985696,0.18049504117780926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05408976775001347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14780627498456536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153373774593724,0.0,0.11745114313147935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138828085461358,0.08209378660460295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420376391439231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046614828847034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092687868060774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053153402491982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24889664900173236,0.0,0.2257200463202402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836466304541971,0.1180074832933583,0.0,0.09256271662279496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676980996405596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789536118298574,0.06455882019113722,0.0,0.0,0.10579294895512276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115258243398751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135148889569608,0.13060517805034272,0.08788043180634855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731681236528009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243647997528056,0.1128280669693009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21389053441086175 socialanxiety,Amanda30697,2020/03/03,Anyone ever have those moments where it’s like “yep today is not an eye contact day” I have a hard time making eye contact but at work I do try but today I was just not up to it. I did work like usual and was good with customers but I couldn’t look at faces,0.7963157894736845,2.2348767017543882,2.726175438596492,95.82189473684211,80.22807017543859,4.5600000000000005,18.417543859649122,3.1291,-0.7550603508771929,200,4,47,0,5,67,41,57,0.022000000000000002,0.7909999999999999,0.188,0.85,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,2,1,8,3,3,1,1,11,10,4,0,1,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,4,5,3,5,6,0,11,0,0,3,0,2,4,0,0,9,32,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934659960273624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17844023663182504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502792480859296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320719430696489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478572209364449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270350601635442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23234740941138765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18469073278448714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16133842504383766,0.0,0.5245338811175131,0.0,0.0,0.18785232276460265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047316598828529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4028628883365386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,meowmeansgetout,2020/03/03,DAE got talked to as if they were a child because they're awfully quiet? I had an experience where I was just really quiet in this class due to my social anxiety. Then this one guy asked me if I could lend him one of my stuff with the tone of voice you would use with a child. I was 19. 🙂,1.5419047619047603,2.6638050952380965,3.5589206349206366,91.98885714285716,77.4126984126984,7.5796825396825405,18.949206349206353,8.238735603445708,0.429021587301587,223,4,55,4,5,76,48,63,0.031,0.9690000000000001,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,6,0,0,1,0,8,9,4,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,3,10,0,8,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,2,2,38,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252085761151668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752161712998478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17945823384073478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350475372454095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879712284839086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354516548676815,0.0,0.0,0.2914937195415809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989743938297177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18859463641930324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000949066150928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370076619642288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366206148904979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25425960433206185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20912716774997456,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TheeScorpihoe,2020/03/03,Walking by strangers I get so awkward when I walk past people. I always TRY to look at people as I walk by and if they look back I smile. But sometimes I don’t know what to do and I just end up making a awkward ass face lol. But still this Is so nerve racking. Does anyone else experience this?,1.1332795698924727,3.053425016129033,2.7141935483870974,94.0079569892473,81.09677419354837,4.778494623655916,21.623655913978496,5.46131890053228,-0.06065376344085971,229,7,51,1,6,75,45,62,0.127,0.7859999999999999,0.087,-0.3469,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,2,1,1,3,2,2,1,0,8,8,9,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,2,8,0,7,8,0,10,0,0,2,1,1,2,1,1,5,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164401599377564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818815169330811,0.26652304189333026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20001574520565546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276322202993511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21729636224115,0.0,0.2303885610805221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25444666434173546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590163879329153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295480724971293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4368695289815987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736317044447122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24831337909268306,0.3606680487636523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572647157359549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20773167100509685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17660398274328468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,crook888,2020/03/03,jobs that helped your social anxiety? what are jobs that at first were tough because of SA but as time went on made you sort of ease it or even get rid of it?,1.2757843137254916,2.8597793235294127,2.018235294117648,100.7787254901961,79.29411764705881,5.7098039215686285,17.215686274509807,6.42735559955562,-0.6294784313725486,123,2,31,1,3,38,29,34,0.071,0.843,0.086,0.3758,2,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,2,0,6,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,2,19,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429891360775477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19362673462605304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097942574199121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701793131108554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16595065205318255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21290337080231514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6304054548130541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005529652780862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237878563842264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852149362996887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944498947616629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,renttruck,2020/03/04,"Trying to forcefully be extra cheerful to battle social anxiety Aight so I'm one of those people who get awkward 1 minute into a conversation even with friends. All my friends have over time abandoned me more or less. I just have a lot of acquaintances as of now. I'm going to try turning some of those acquaintances into friends. Hopefully be able to find a new friend circle. Now my first strategy was to try and be funny which I quickly realised I cannot. So now I am going to try to be extra cheerful and friendly. Do you guys think people can like someone who is happy, positive and cheerful, but not really funny, witty or clever? I do feel like I'm running the risk of coming across as needy but eh fuck it, my options are limited and i really want to improve my quality of life. Has anything similar worked for any of you guys?",3.997083529966969,5.755678042944787,5.298773006134969,79.40539405379897,72.25153374233129,8.205568664464371,29.716375648890985,8.841846274778883,2.605357149598868,663,28,119,13,13,221,101,163,0.10300000000000001,0.657,0.24,0.9705,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,3,8,18,2,2,4,0,15,2,0,0,1,25,28,12,0,2,6,0,1,2,5,0,1,0,0,2,6,8,0,2,3,0,0,4,2,5,0,2,1,1,13,13,23,23,7,15,0,1,0,1,13,4,1,6,9,87,19,1,0.14331412350066702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745851843115318,0.0,0.10963491221000428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179353124863438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345242749609303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465762694450104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246392694953842,0.1023836384643924,0.0,0.0,0.13098651252535035,0.12190292023761345,0.0,0.0,0.5536206815528053,0.13249159784334685,0.07487571445678624,0.0,0.16289743812140234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28380702816011993,0.0,0.152560549381758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234326151776916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122700373067828,0.1400320833328625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184054283871197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841367352377326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971133590827205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987119366087184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18362139456478285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609070093578647,0.12142959177020606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182990356854948,0.0,0.0,0.08356761791489077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3892035298832652,0.15588461268218334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453038318159713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433438877145856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,GreenLigh,2020/03/04,"Facebook event invite I moved back to my home town a few years ago and have been slowly trying to make friends (without success). A girl I was sort of friends with in High School that I’ve seen a few times sent me an event invite for a “supper club” at one of the local bars. She and I have seen each other a few times and said “we should get lunch/drinks!” I would actually love to go to this event and would like to spend time with her. But now what do I do? Should I send her a Facebook message asking if she wants to meet me at it? Should I just say what time I plan on being there? Is it weird to message her based off of a Facebook invite? Should I go alone or make my husband go with me? I don’t know what to do and am panicking",2.6863636363636374,3.323626484076435,3.5050260567458014,95.35455124493342,73.96815286624205,6.218645049218298,21.916039374638103,5.565023196281405,-0.1042050955414009,566,12,137,2,11,180,92,157,0.043,0.833,0.124,0.9072,0,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,9,0,17,3,0,2,0,26,31,8,0,8,5,1,0,1,2,6,0,2,1,1,8,10,2,0,1,2,1,6,2,1,0,1,6,4,21,5,21,18,4,25,0,0,2,1,19,8,0,3,12,93,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.17868799851935022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623151060512832,0.0,0.0,0.1896457312611886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17118222422293294,0.0,0.0,0.14079954066331785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17937713809497466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28293916318399337,0.0,0.09566691011156728,0.0,0.3121952428078443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19346474253299592,0.1836732858952748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006319336294111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894578223802597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16526304773585862,0.0,0.2444533974589636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946159194805028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407941695649415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17417861813479582,0.14561564932749588,0.0,0.1853161130832184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4270893893595201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431901110585125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080024495017992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17651056970527115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601508011088508,0.0,0.0,0.11791621121748384 socialanxiety,myextremeownership,2020/03/04,"A request for the socially anxious! Hi anxiety ridden people of the world, I am hoping you can share some inner most thoughts with me. I am quite a naturally social person but became ill during one phase of my life. As I was recovering from this illness I developed pretty severe social anxiety. I have since overcome a lot of these issues and have started informally helping some friends to do the same. It made me consider, would socially anxious people attend small workshops with 3 to 5 attendees where techniques about how to be more social, increase speaking abilities, assert yourself, loosen up and maybe even flirt be useful? And more importantly, would socially anxious people actually go to the workshop? Very interested to hear how you feel about this? Peace and love brothers and sisters!",8.387318840579713,9.921933528985507,8.175507246376814,63.75862318840581,61.53623188405797,10.481159420289854,39.2463768115942,10.504223727775694,4.784602898550724,649,33,89,15,9,208,98,138,0.122,0.622,0.256,0.9804,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,1,6,6,0,0,7,0,11,4,0,4,0,23,20,9,0,3,1,2,1,0,1,2,3,2,0,1,4,7,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,3,10,6,16,13,8,10,0,0,0,1,20,5,0,5,1,66,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.11209575992089214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17574923275758564,0.38930846740249664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587001701740666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058081314187530236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874765169261348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528280816509907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946592621609032,0.0,0.07699439710355853,0.0,0.0,0.11409102491020875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989359100727577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113550638841376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976576780654246,0.1036739292862337,0.10869200554255087,0.0,0.0,0.1154015414008158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783833637138902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389075000935431,0.10029934649854193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686326303385132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221775237042726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976948913416553,0.0,0.09502098146879807,0.0,0.0,0.7025680438353871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130500431720387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119330630315957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921009926317316,0.0,0.09477911229890357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16319955445226814,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,heiisniper,2020/03/04,"Socially anxious situations I didn't know that I suffer from social anxiety till 18 years old. (Well I knew I'm kinda shy with no friends but I didn't know it's considered a mental disorder when you avoid situations). So the therapist gave me the LSAS (social anxiety test) and I though to myself ""wow that's me"". Do you also feel awkward / anxious walking alone in the crosswalk (Green light while the cars waiting)? Or anxious of walking with your hands (thinking how to move them so it won't be weird but in the end you just put your hands in the pocket?) Getting in a public toilet and locking fast so people won't notice that you are in that specific cell? I'm forced to be near people in my job and ask questions (because I am new) but sometimes I feel less anxious than walking the crosswalk with no people around (only cars)? How is it logical?",3.252545454545455,5.456472800000004,4.361818181818183,83.38272727272731,75.54545454545455,6.824242424242425,27.96969696969697,7.793537801064563,1.9002606060606069,672,28,123,10,15,219,100,165,0.191,0.746,0.063,-0.9544,1,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,6,1,0,11,7,0,2,9,0,10,2,2,2,0,25,22,17,0,0,5,0,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,2,8,0,0,7,6,4,1,0,4,6,18,3,18,14,1,23,0,1,1,0,16,8,0,3,8,83,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878918991872307,0.0,0.0994427210456201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19025495506268225,0.5619208217604525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069794273582596,0.11625054695163915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580265992520953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251597489208814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013726956928467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575028234657426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607257010325684,0.0,0.06496778901037957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339827554929285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667911348067252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253156420053452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216446501852205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200980905876224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14157340022685566,0.13048450020497407,0.0,0.0,0.09457384592273774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586260832053217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250061849170835,0.13930055825290172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795494196352926,0.0,0.3802777671090824,0.0,0.0,0.12298541739567193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144380037319108,0.0,0.079678515833438,0.12217333083538592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180566363008428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007738017614269 socialanxiety,3atsy,2020/03/04,"I need help with emailing my professor... 😓 I get a lot of anxiety about talking to teachers okay So I was supposed to do an outline for my essay yesterday and turn it in. But I forgot about it so I don’t have it done. Usually that’d be NBD because my stuff is my responsibility and nobody is gonna hell at me or anything. But apparently today was peer review day. I told the professor that I was going to leave early because I had left it on my laptop at home and she offered several times to let me come back to do the peer review since I live ten minutes away, but I didn’t wanna come back since I wasn’t completely done with it. I feel like I should explain myself or apologize because I didn’t leave the best way that I could have. Afterwards I was so embarrassed, I had a bit of a panic attack and I was seriously considering never showing my face in class again. But I have to come back to get full credit, and I don’t feel like I can do that if I don’t explain myself. Can someone just... tell me what I should say? 😓 I don’t even know where to start",2.666438791732908,3.863758468468468,4.757896131425547,84.21002384737682,74.67567567567569,7.7460519342872285,26.121886592474823,8.313332769828598,1.6158226815050347,828,29,177,14,17,287,117,222,0.102,0.792,0.107,0.2627,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,12,10,2,2,7,1,32,1,1,0,1,31,49,15,0,6,8,0,2,2,0,3,0,1,1,0,11,10,0,1,5,1,1,4,8,5,0,1,14,3,36,5,22,28,4,27,1,0,0,0,11,9,1,4,15,134,47,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913886997021963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664462053004642,0.0,0.0,0.14743160821064527,0.12175760137812887,0.2989488011090689,0.0,0.236997455648276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360006534662546,0.0,0.14148281898141107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349006418758181,0.13587658938355804,0.0,0.0,0.10347007042874197,0.0,0.0,0.08357725272903377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652388163536826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559545477051173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310529955571258,0.18516361287099495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541477928563092,0.0,0.0736511190224949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868639641051939,0.0,0.12999310545918782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122134009356537,0.0,0.0,0.2744421552059799,0.14080399698895404,0.13251839755202155,0.0,0.1266259280128179,0.0,0.11443366236693832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017597852817736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609212930010687,0.09995069518377216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520503521926133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030581576807532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640405886857089,0.0,0.21440259120269145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980437039967636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172712875565618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14835384759661185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416255356059984,0.11327065635551348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075567162313369,0.0,0.12283972935306173,0.12383238915507973,0.0,0.0,0.1409607946550334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272921530089924,0.0,0.0,0.10286549281442676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,1968agoodyear,2020/03/04,"Dark humor, a bonding moment I struggle with SA - started when I was 10 and my mother was an insensitive snit. Now at 50-something, I have orchestrated my life accordingly. I avoid shopping on Sundays at 5p and accept that everything must be written down because I go blank when anxious. While visiting my 85 year old father last week, I saw his shopping list. ""I gotta write it down. Lou drives, talks the whole time, makes me godd@mn nervous, and I forget everything."" I was shocked and overjoyed at the same time. ""ME TOO!"" It was truly a bonding moment. The dark humor? In light of the coronavirus, I asked if he would stay close to home for the next few weeks, until this passes over. He looked me in the eyes, giggled and said, ""Yeah, like that's a problem...this is enough to give me agitta!"" (Italian for upset stomach.) Apparently, we share more than I knew.",2.9351698940445736,5.5805392360248485,3.714709535988309,85.298129338692,79.0,6.0242601388381445,26.24077457069784,7.285733465282438,1.4873643405188166,671,27,122,9,17,213,114,161,0.10300000000000001,0.77,0.126,0.7081,1,1,1,0,0,0,40.0,1,0,0,0,4,11,0,4,10,1,9,3,2,1,1,18,20,10,0,3,1,2,0,1,0,3,1,1,1,0,5,8,0,1,2,2,2,4,0,5,0,0,8,5,20,6,17,8,5,32,0,0,3,0,13,10,0,1,18,77,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22265699113486276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842536955362614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014498502539205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20364792733246329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542657796440589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18906786783221324,0.11201148849285616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976985744350367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065565860424366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921136506879728,0.09628881995786767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655069952657884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155992706798367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096087600193799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20681409252182045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885896902245246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18747889402897452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15173045855747666,0.0,0.0,0.13950218765798833,0.2100730283226706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20604254763663765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584144657187914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298509634135087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161893941453946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22004532077248254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400079556116759,0.0,0.0,0.12692029081337936 socialanxiety,Virtual_Straw,2020/03/04,"Screwed up presentation Just presented to 10 people and massively screwed up. It was a history presentation and I kept stumbling over my words, pausing awkwardly, and just messing up the timeline. When I was done, my teacher didn't even say anything just started the lesson and let me leave the class to cry in the bathroom. People were excited about my presentation at first because I'm outspoken when it comes to class discussion if I know the topic. when I'm seated and not the centre of attention I can talk and stuff, but presenting is literally my worst nightmare. and I feel so shitty because I had the choice to present to just my teacher, and wanted to present to the class to get over my fear. and it went horribly. like the worst thing is, I didn't need to work to gain my audience. I had the audience from the beginning and the entire presentation was watching myself lose them. idk if I can present anything ever again, it's so stressful, I prepared so much and really knew the material but as soon as I'm in front of people and see them just looking at me I want to crawl into a hole. during the presentation, i was so nervous and I needed to sit down halfway through and present sitting. i literally left a mark on the chair because i was sweating so much. nobody would make eye contact when i was done, i feel like it was so bad they all got second-hand embarrassment. and because of that, i have third-hand embarrassment, embarrassed from the presentation, and from their embarrassment at my presentation. sorry this is a really long rant, didn't know who to talk to.",6.349591621193451,7.17569547826087,6.806900193627883,74.28953001232179,65.78929765886289,10.17433550431262,35.13483541629995,10.186864033877496,3.6553638795986623,1264,58,228,29,19,412,147,299,0.228,0.721,0.051,-0.9962,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,4,5,20,18,2,8,20,0,23,4,2,1,2,45,45,32,0,7,10,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,10,18,0,1,7,0,0,3,4,15,0,1,19,7,33,3,37,24,5,43,0,1,4,2,10,14,2,2,26,169,43,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278897597865989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561247393837885,0.3376278645172667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927531904583223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152097277826708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28339549545254616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145481286128647,0.12524950094785614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558115971454582,0.14002410777209887,0.09891940880060883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777824056493455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234223669599735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074309287555717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15219346278258275,0.0,0.0,0.14661442019850005,0.1504426050340027,0.14158982251208194,0.0,0.13529398939286413,0.0,0.0,0.12253714934518052,0.11627570922425015,0.15490689374465358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242644880812773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035753833800626,0.2053400551733824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879825466125828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774084225362701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011290902994623,0.0,0.0,0.11033866129387887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15500020790942728,0.09800622494667438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15861116583887513,0.0,0.158509273717582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22258581062694985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198997954909377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633404644614304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283584229312537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080415396093732,0.0,0.0,0.09836154846290084,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,disembodied-tenure,2020/03/04,"Do you have any borderline psychotic fears? I was wondering whether these kind of thoughts are due to the social phobia or are symptoms of something else... For example, I close my curtains in fear someone might be glancing in, mostly when I'm about to do something silly. I also have the feeling my neighbour (from whom I'm separated by at least a wall) can somehow look into my room and could be secretly spying on me. I feel the lights on my bathroom could have some kind of camera, and I often cover the cameras of my devices. Can you relate to this?",5.603504043126684,6.541307113207548,6.123261455525607,78.13292452830191,67.49056603773586,8.321293800539085,34.01078167115903,8.418075326091056,2.8239611859838267,438,20,77,6,7,142,74,106,0.086,0.889,0.025,-0.8105,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,2,5,0,15,1,0,0,0,18,22,6,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,3,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,13,3,17,15,3,11,0,0,2,0,6,9,0,7,2,64,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16454638793868462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992401761602052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285656142586892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17188627621888147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4630749448596299,0.20807711740818144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4285352491447241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17278677782651666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21827909642984006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20974665057848335,0.17433998188637811,0.31680856739842544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21386367140401333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16335064527996399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22313820089801398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Death_Becums_her,2020/03/04,Horse Girl is too real I watched Horse Girl today on Netflix and cried. Its reminiscent of where my life is right now. I feel so disliked and unimportant to the vast majority of people. I'm incapable of connecting with my peers. I feel looked down on. It's like people either look at me with disgust or pity. Despite this I'm the happiest I've been in my life. Sorry for my self pitying rant. 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I’m usually good under pressure but not with him because for some reason he SCARES the daylights out of me. So off the top of my stupid cringey head I start reporting back about how many of each gender was there and even painstakingly, counting names.....ughh. The only saving grace is that I believe I was at least upbeat and positive when I was spouting nonsense but jeez I just want to die. It’s like I think spouting lots of words + meeting some self imposed criteria to keep things strictly “factual” = good conversation He probably thinks I’m even WEIRDER now after nearly 2 years of working here.",4.980540838852097,6.963808814569539,4.946639072847682,82.00993653421635,70.12582781456953,7.417439293598234,31.12637969094923,8.07648339933343,2.361847240618101,645,28,112,9,12,200,109,151,0.146,0.684,0.17,0.2492,0,0,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,0,0,3,14,11,1,2,5,0,5,1,1,5,1,29,15,8,1,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,6,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,5,1,12,8,22,10,6,19,0,0,0,0,10,8,1,5,12,72,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16864401713627403,0.0,0.0,0.1387118332887219,0.0,0.10996649404772488,0.0,0.0,0.20324223782659046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18722046763240696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382970409986911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026118184151413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19203274297232736,0.0,0.0,0.18513626410751916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17765172978571914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603424553964547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704516815165528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813138513040282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15336450833044055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18289117876510755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692875272296701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371977484034765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19449521807280887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20208253938682785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18547505297241404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17159598197090042,0.0,0.18060584100159946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18819026051809806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768378543219774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23969148525105624,0.23117835299643266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19867847984135464,0.0,0.21280208301091702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132896376761527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616780676542805 socialanxiety,just1question4u,2020/03/04,I got a job interview for a retail position. It seems like a very down to earth job but talking to people has always been so hard for me and scary. I come off as cringe and fake. And I get so embarrassed. I'm afraid to mess up because my common sense is off and I mess up a lot. And I hate messing up or embarrassing myself in front of strangers. I worked in retail before. I didn't like it. But this job is literally right down the street from my house and I have no car so it's convenient. What tips would you have for me?,0.4649999999999999,2.5600248018018017,2.368851351351349,94.55435810810812,84.76576576576576,5.8621621621621625,18.25900900900901,7.1686216300943375,0.0873657657657656,407,10,95,6,12,135,72,111,0.267,0.6920000000000001,0.040999999999999995,-0.9832,3,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,3,10,1,3,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,13,14,13,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,1,0,2,3,2,8,0,0,3,1,14,2,18,10,1,15,0,0,0,0,3,11,0,3,3,64,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17948558674790602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149304575512732,0.0,0.18355085412500294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18581256623680048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269805652440218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17252067271604285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19323119199037148,0.21296610281125705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488970314728888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6421680364086031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21076718609189066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18338646226508895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954414276025035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842126843986273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19637164202384272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733771957658714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17798094779068138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703733752004412,0.0,0.0,0.15323213457005347,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,raluuuuka,2020/03/04,"How do people freaking connect between one another I’m a highly introverted university student. I feel like throughout all my school years until graduation, I never really learned how to properly speak or connect to people. A big factor might be that I have a twin I spent most of my childhood with. The result is I have 0 social skills. I had and have friends, it just seems like most of them spend time with me because they don’t have a better choice of person to hang out with. And I feel like they either become bored, or annoyed in the end anyway. Sometimes I panic and blurt out idiot things, and the conversation gets even more awkward. I never really know what to say, but I try; the other person often won’t even find the conversation interesting enough to revive. From times to times, when I’m in a good mood, I’ll really put in a lot of effort to show my interest, start new topics, aso..., but to no avail. People don’t find me worth their time. So I isolate myself even further, and comes a time I don’t even try anymore. I don’t make eye contact and walk with my head low. I stay silent. I’m pretty sure people just think I’m a jerk at this point. Then again, there are a few people that accept me as I am. But it stops there. Doesn’t change the fact that I don’t know how to communicate like any decent human being. Add a lot of daydreaming, my strange tendency to take interest in weird hobbies and my paradoxical love for parties, and you got yourself the mess that is my life.",5.109293487957182,5.733251783050848,5.905263157894738,80.37884032114184,68.45762711864407,8.515611061552185,27.390722569134702,8.532816995589336,1.836491525423729,1176,35,229,17,19,386,169,295,0.102,0.726,0.172,0.9794,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,4,3,16,24,3,2,17,0,20,4,2,5,5,51,38,21,0,0,8,0,2,4,1,2,1,2,0,3,10,16,0,1,10,1,3,4,10,10,0,1,3,5,32,13,31,31,9,34,0,1,1,1,16,12,0,9,21,153,42,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421889683948082,0.11444273557705988,0.0,0.0,0.10823748651573356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653069000570665,0.12053648103613016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652540135704724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545557741352425,0.09401438815621443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666558597044868,0.11277072547636766,0.0,0.2883435850392849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036885857547156,0.15593917953118486,0.0,0.0,0.19950384259842704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432124131129075,0.0,0.05702111027858856,0.0,0.0,0.09154139748377972,0.08728917434479201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200905787545044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531233115115372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996090556992794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708876215437514,0.21328103308775756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18557373589053253,0.09850305041662076,0.0,0.07285175259777628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578022140986985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16835088880435745,0.10540802714635472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395604299677026,0.0,0.0,0.12805219557291306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783194368574964,0.19059355911210507,0.0,0.0,0.10317251359496102,0.0,0.0,0.11103454812339987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097157770679844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20975350682689373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679245508094935,0.0,0.110455438648477,0.0,0.0993568957686908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125441712537518,0.0,0.0,0.10794218419310003,0.0,0.0772498061423871,0.11632864678406518,0.0,0.09124587074379767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286309500120372,0.0,0.08205964679767827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250772173988099,0.06993246203048198,0.0,0.0,0.3182018623404308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819770041124591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702825383993719 socialanxiety,LightMeUp13,2020/03/04,"Did your anxiety ever go away after exposure treatment? I've suffered from social anxiety for over 10 years. I've been to therapy for 1 year, first to 1 on 1 conversations and then group treatment. They guided me through exposure treatment which went slightly okay. I didn't always practice as much as I should. But anyways I was tired of where I lived and had a ldr, so I decided to move to the country of my partner. I got a job there in call center and despite being terrified af, I really had nothing to lose. I'm fine at being around people as long as I don't have to talk or do something, so I already had that advantage. I've worked here almost 2 months now, and despite answering calls at work and being exposed to my fear daily, my anxiety seems to buildup between calls. It's low season rightnow, so calls aren't constant. I thought it will get better with exposure, but right now I feel more demotivated than I did at the start. Anyone has any experience with exposure treatment?",5.9601657940663175,6.5985427434554955,6.742107329842932,75.07434773123909,66.59162303664922,9.717452006980805,35.288394415357764,9.725611199111238,3.505743106457242,788,37,141,16,12,261,124,191,0.076,0.867,0.057,-0.3329,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,6,11,8,0,1,4,1,18,1,0,0,1,19,27,16,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,5,0,0,3,3,4,0,1,11,1,18,4,31,11,2,28,0,3,0,0,11,12,0,3,13,97,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521049165093355,0.0,0.149006154421451,0.0,0.112353659503465,0.0,0.0,0.09182329978645133,0.0,0.3098869007956059,0.0,0.0,0.09441433618118644,0.0,0.0,0.1202030625608066,0.0,0.0,0.12686273893952724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942081118485247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5515125147050086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591670962808526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221400636451766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320827608677849,0.0,0.15194342690375906,0.0682739384417322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485428436642607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054627225989585,0.0,0.07673921446709113,0.0,0.1079937908711945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399391415200018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192317167095461,0.11949504873596095,0.0,0.15106118362040824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777762645863842,0.14351281572458213,0.09926071598873573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295624849209864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361103585449178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650204534064973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153127089152416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292392388627575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764348611061475,0.0,0.1039507318142182,0.0,0.0,0.0955731277332103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852995369541317,0.0,0.0,0.15441566271622634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719671667099884,0.0,0.1551941963466097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517180370039765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966031910276894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17390650812706007 socialanxiety,lairyantelope,2020/03/04,"Anxiety about going out, anxiety about cancelling plans I agreed to go out to a club with my friends tonight even though I knew I didn’t want to go, I had anxiety about saying no. Now I have anxiety about going, and anxiety about cancelling. I just want them to cancel instead :( what is wrong with me",5.066034482758621,6.184981637931037,5.323620689655171,82.72094827586207,68.82758620689657,9.248275862068963,31.74137931034483,9.516144504307137,2.860262068965518,237,10,46,5,4,75,36,58,0.337,0.545,0.11800000000000001,-0.8885,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,10,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,11,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,0,4,2,1,0,0,3,1,9,1,13,8,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7647493273781977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320553007756555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15446942412985604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4545110812743694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15899647996969726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964352992522752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358538986461608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218597733011486,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,loic_samee,2020/03/04,I don't know what to do. I haven't used a phone in public (because I don't have one) for like 6 months now and nothing really changed.,2.398,2.6101941333333336,4.026666666666667,92.91,74.33333333333334,7.333333333333332,25.0,7.1686216300943375,0.7410000000000001,104,3,26,1,2,35,23,30,0.0,0.894,0.106,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,3,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,3,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672020855499661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4636953422641956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408948723513757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21414604614957364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498710676102877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4205897495705528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970239588085584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808056175315867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3785766475832489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Anonymousfriedchicke,2020/03/04,"Extrovert with Social Anxiety I don’t know how it all started. I used to be someone who had no trouble talking and making friends with any stranger. I was able to get strangers to open up to me easily and naturally. I didn’t even think much of it. I was a bright ray of sunshine that can break through even the most shyest/introverted person. However, now the thought of having to go out and socialise makes me anxious. What if I say something wrong that makes them dislike me? What if my personality is too much for them? I find myself trying to get moulded into someone that is “bright”, “fun” and “energetic”. That was the old me that came so naturally. Now it feels so forced, a image that I’m trying to uphold. It makes me start thinking am I actually fake?? Am I actually a boring person? Sometimes I have to tone down my personality, as I’m scared of judgement for being too loud or too annoying or too over the top. I feel myself always concerned about other people’s judgement and opinion. I know not everyone in life will like you and that you shouldn’t live a life worrying about others judgement. However, every little thing I do or say I would over-analyse when I’m alone. I’d reflect on my social interaction and think “was I being too insensitive? Did they get offended?”. I’m too scared to banter with people incase I offend them. I find myself getting less funny and social interactions become more tedious. “Just be yourself”. I don’t even know who I am anymore. I find myself wishing I was the past me. The me that was bright, innocent, care-free and fun. Where social interactions came naturally to me and I actually enjoyed social interactions without being scared of judgement and constantly wanting to be liked by others.",3.5996502293577985,6.171798363914378,5.030786506116208,77.19507884174314,76.06422018348623,7.390252293577982,28.261563455657488,8.376592526197632,2.401434327217125,1383,59,237,27,32,461,166,327,0.126,0.742,0.131,0.5720000000000001,2,1,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,2,4,1,19,20,3,3,10,0,29,2,0,6,1,53,58,21,0,6,8,0,2,2,1,3,2,3,0,4,20,19,0,0,13,0,0,3,7,10,0,0,12,9,43,10,34,37,6,23,0,0,4,0,25,11,0,7,10,177,63,0,0.08675477313663313,0.0,0.25398043216463123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985178109891966,0.0,0.0,0.07218692102965411,0.0,0.0,0.058996220680843925,0.0,0.06636716399126805,0.09800819987999082,0.08603742324859315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581383095305028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19844869746607324,0.08845227311533503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375108956290573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17190212835898233,0.0,0.07309463807029744,0.08289790352617926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773163997430443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23787687285494866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702652252084322,0.0,0.18130315317070836,0.0,0.049304736838080086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303446344770926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255492381970624,0.08476800000340544,0.08695107397957652,0.07660605410077148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316379389222255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754948077511996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910345406832536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828172474661122,0.12028967249658508,0.3030036864612572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798175535975102,0.2605699872069283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4421778296329908,0.14701407549757886,0.06678806281531315,0.08580268894593526,0.0,0.12281094990095145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973020043482603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05763601636498221,0.16676686686524642,0.0,0.06887359926829045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178015924538042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492826937652511,0.0,0.0,0.05117021293465187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976370762851856,0.08362850545241543,0.0,0.0,0.08810368329715286,0.0,0.06162810172022256,0.09485272543246123,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LazyHobbit_,2020/03/04,"I spilled the beans to some family about my political beliefs and now I feel weird around them. My beliefs are only marginally different from theirs. But I’ve never been so open, now I’m in constant fear that they’re still judging me for it while I’m around them. I don’t normally talk politics anyway so it felt weird to do so anyway. It doesn’t help that my voice was shaky and didn’t sound very confident in the first place. I’m afraid to be around them now. :(",3.7735410334346495,5.077430670212767,4.2088449848024325,88.80500000000002,72.08510638297872,7.924620060790273,25.130699088145896,8.418075326091056,1.3749379939209727,369,11,79,6,7,116,62,94,0.121,0.8140000000000001,0.065,-0.4951,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,4,1,13,5,0,3,2,0,8,0,0,0,1,15,13,7,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,4,4,11,0,11,8,1,15,2,0,0,0,6,7,0,2,8,53,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6112973847069337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24735504814493145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391473979118668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157825934562824,0.2575714170973277,0.11573659640039105,0.0,0.2197758681574307,0.0,0.0,0.1946986545373746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15342403296685647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765385555552646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22426928941465546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408557390632134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391473979118668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827964853017636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18397777739040416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888630107767192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,enzorefice,2020/03/04,"Need motivation? Increase self motivation with right music. Get Motivated it's a fresh Playlist I made - 90 minutes of good vibes just to recharge and motivate yourself. Feel free to try! [https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5ElBoYkB4xYjgYS5zgUKaO?si=Ux-0I2IrTL-kNEKGYldIlw](https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5ElBoYkB4xYjgYS5zgUKaO?si=Ux-0I2IrTL-kNEKGYldIlw)",26.56454545454545,35.30189560606061,10.512575757575757,29.48886363636365,47.48484848484848,8.260606060606062,35.803030303030305,8.344100000000001,4.528539393939393,317,10,24,5,6,67,31,33,0.0,0.5,0.5,0.9640000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,10,4,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,4,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,2,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271299324024469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346894058749752,0.0,0.0,0.37676916642747976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4250456143581231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330774506840906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3836158917859164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4686154556455773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049785429608946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,agaggsgsgsgsghjajxbs,2020/03/04,I made a friend but So i made a friend at school and it was ok we really only talked for maybe.. 20 minutes in total but i can tell he likes me. I don’t know in the time i talked to him it was ok but as i got distance from the event i really romantized everything but i kinda realized i was doing it. I interacted with him today and was utterly annoyed he wasnt as funny as I remembered and i kinda wanted to stop interacting with him but he would be my only friend so maybe i should just deal with it.. i dont know,-0.5665178571428555,1.5527525267857172,2.701428571428572,89.94357142857143,90.69642857142857,6.414285714285715,16.92857142857143,7.7094869923839395,0.5186714285714289,401,10,91,9,14,144,61,112,0.083,0.741,0.17600000000000002,0.8921,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,4,2,12,0,0,2,1,26,18,13,0,3,6,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,8,0,20,6,13,7,1,7,0,0,0,0,16,3,0,2,5,65,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18600040928005165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21144556640263806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621457752496452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41816559266437175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14429471844988934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983032285977772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881418768452805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414269264123181,0.0,0.0,0.3625031425912884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27442816257422714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23115751705865745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043755375375522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18259006962404545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508353965714516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900222130462556,0.15769105742168574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520170108444236,0.0,0.17101275333198968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641370815523954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816196092426513,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,reganscoullar,2020/03/04,how do i ask out a girl i don't know so there is this hot girl who is the same age as me and she takes the same train as me and gets off at the same stop as well and i really wanna start a conversation and get her number but i don't know how to start a conversation but she does keep looking at me in a good way also i am 15 so i would love some advice,-0.8073192771084337,0.6163192771084383,2.10444277108434,98.45377259036148,85.144578313253,5.595783132530121,13.989457831325302,6.6274283507984215,-0.9269265060240964,272,3,75,3,8,96,51,83,0.02,0.821,0.159,0.9036,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,7,0,7,1,0,2,0,19,18,14,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,12,3,10,17,4,10,0,0,1,1,10,5,0,1,4,55,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596004265104755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21244865542132046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483567638956577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23248134802878564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775933577806919,0.0,0.0,0.2228234751946012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23613131383824165,0.0,0.0,0.29200019446195435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22308796372670672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397690292524709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018895862098712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37607182620968704,0.0,0.0,0.22210412529361892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997436807313336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108689886049414,0.0,0.0,0.2388607497556607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18871764104465166,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mersile_,2020/03/04,I always stop talking to people. I’m so bad at responding. I’m always doing my thing and in my zone and forget about it playing some game. or watching something on youtube. it’s really unfortunate because I get sad about not having friends lmfao... maybe I’m just a loner.,2.182138364779877,4.812858943396229,4.107830188679248,81.3446383647799,82.20754716981132,5.79748427672956,25.81446540880504,7.1686216300943375,1.6168389937106915,216,9,37,3,6,73,42,53,0.33299999999999996,0.637,0.03,-0.9519,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,2,6,6,1,4,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,2,1,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5551082970443454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27851419382764564,0.2033391149252114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25771274243754805,0.0,0.17427479100406967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351125032460977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312530937015964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21369131763091329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567958799424977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788766296581714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681082131210176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216068398293521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,manfredmash,2020/03/04,"Social Anxiety is Real Guys Social anxiety is real guys, and life without a social circle is tough. Ten years ago I moved to another country this meant leaving all the people I knew and grew up with. It's been a tough ride as the only acquitances I made were people I worked with. Now I have decided to leave formal employment and try the whole entrepreneurship thing. It's been 6 months I'm unable to make friends outside of work, my phone never rings unless I reach out which is hard for me to do. I need help, acquaintances what should I do.",4.43490566037736,5.9848303679245305,5.051084905660378,82.44851415094342,70.79245283018868,8.318867924528304,25.514150943396224,8.841846274778883,1.8926641509433968,433,13,81,8,8,139,75,106,0.102,0.8390000000000001,0.059000000000000004,0.1842,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,5,0,11,1,0,2,2,19,17,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,6,6,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,6,2,10,1,13,10,2,10,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,5,53,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697586477083254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16203148762370098,0.2364202910824719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938456468253288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060053538435913,0.0,0.0,0.13842281104050935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357392455903658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272364020216749,0.0,0.0,0.10914460186537918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621398446815356,0.10314571553965622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333927839855245,0.16423415243058234,0.0,0.1145773054841663,0.11917814100736256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752217530668756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142544420731883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35176341576391257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4725521096809336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265862624200747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491139406518653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17252010219268624,0.0,0.14895525447232824,0.0,0.2249900699150572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950814434308966 socialanxiety,LowerQuartile,2020/03/04,"So it turns out I did have social anxiety after all. Best resources? I've seen some of the stuff on this subreddit and thought, ""wow social anxiety is really bad, I'm glad I don't have it"". It turns out, I do have social anxiety as diagnosed by my therapist. It's just not as severe. However I'd like some resources about coping/getting over it. What do y'all recommend?",1.7167567567567552,4.122687905405407,4.122905405405408,81.97868243243248,82.10810810810811,8.564864864864862,25.466216216216218,9.188382445141503,2.6536270270270266,291,12,56,9,8,101,51,74,0.109,0.6609999999999999,0.23,0.8982,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,3,5,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,0,1,9,13,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,5,4,10,10,4,5,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,2,2,40,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4363120287496117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15873796195862078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19951381008262864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19296257488896848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932716449586072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288051457544848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179244361949795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21477567093953506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5813944556698367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176360232104463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22073799855529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092995801352066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4135807365201957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,samburns_,2020/03/04,"Is it okay to have days where you don’t do anything or am I just lazy? Hi guys. This may end up being long post but I need some advice. I’ve been extremely shy and awkward my whole life, I am 20 now. I’ve been doing well recently I am currently at University and pursuing my dream and working hard. My anxiety is still prominent most days but has been not bad last 6 moths or so. But these mast few days have been awful, I don’t get on with my flat mates which isn’t too much of a problem but I am scared of bumping into them and will end up eating weird times just so I don’t have to have awkward interactions. I also struggle very much with meeting new people and have probably lost chances to make many more friends and falling in love due to me being too scared and anxiety just overriding me. I sometimes struggle with going to a shop and asking for help and sometimes feel like everyone is laughing at me or is looking at me. For some reason this has all been really bad last few days and I have ended up just wanting to stay in bed but always try and do some work or be productive in the day however I sometimes feel like it is too much. I am going to a gig in a few days with a friend and I’m so worried for some reason too, and a lot of stress on top of my anxiety is giving me bad insomnia too. I have a short day at uni tomorrow but I don’t know if I can go, is it okay to have days off? I know I should make the effort but I just feel like I need a day of rest where I don’t work or try and do anything but just catch up on sleep and maybe watch a film. I just am feeling really overly anxious about so much and really stressed and it’s making me lose a lot of sleep and energy. I wondered what you think I should do and is it acceptable to have days/weeks where you take time to just cool off.",3.2601578421578417,3.78091076103896,4.651493506493509,88.08778971028973,72.55844155844156,8.20879120879121,25.71678321678321,8.384062270229773,1.3865604395604398,1413,42,322,22,26,472,172,385,0.146,0.6829999999999999,0.171,0.9286,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,1,7,25,27,0,8,12,4,49,6,2,5,1,76,74,38,0,7,23,0,5,3,3,4,2,0,1,1,10,24,1,0,11,3,1,5,7,15,1,0,6,8,38,12,43,61,18,55,0,2,2,1,15,24,0,15,27,228,48,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578832104993924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06202272900753201,0.06453407826311787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17799389532160206,0.08761793343262822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764647831161208,0.0,0.07250582138888946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942718948093109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4501637181658637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936071581619795,0.0,0.0,0.20607885481104646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410954391321377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568616707707382,0.1662213455561365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984151113157553,0.0,0.04052060854369355,0.07440025023933784,0.13223319545145878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767941486332151,0.0,0.0,0.06947631335042376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051985177757233166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524718076160125,0.12643947741695372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05478117734140784,0.11367207525405836,0.0,0.0,0.06863597377479069,0.06512879213861611,0.08676703802405293,0.08466320614174458,0.13187327765581305,0.06999869919738083,0.0,0.1553107612766869,0.07863116264854482,0.0779169636864764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280548347914785,0.11501585206697695,0.0,0.0749055461125298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05376862614732186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427867520261,0.0,0.08362013537180471,0.07421208218054079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14905601976661295,0.1594841167955089,0.07657870461958488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529723582035704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15522708296027382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23011914199865724,0.0,0.0,0.08266600800519135,0.061937543930046926,0.0,0.17768377797396806,0.1621599405534173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05831361067641391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049695733818391284,0.0,0.0,0.09044883930723782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531294420786767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399308502804739,0.04574544085221045,0.0,0.062211972656079965,0.0,0.06973353407792153,0.0,0.0,0.08659021290702214,0.0,0.0,0.08410783329186698,0.16938841742179744,0.0787634368119365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,accointtheowaway,2020/03/04,"I’ve been offered an interview for my dream paid internship, but I’ll probably turn it down I feel so low right now, I need any advice... I applied for an internship (literally my dream come true kind of internship), and, unexpectedly I actually got shortlisted and they want to interview me. Only problem, I thought the interview phase would start later, as the internship is meant to be happening July-September. My plan was to practice for interviews as such so I felt more confident when the interview date finally arrived. But the interview is meant to be happening next week. I haven’t prepared anything at all, and it would be the first interview I’ve ever done (I don’t have a job). I know I still have time to prepare for it, but I am the type to excessively prepare for things to the point where if I feel I don’t have enough time, I will be too stressed to focus. Eg. For an exam I had, I prepared a month in advance and had 10hr minimum study time per day. I am being torn up inside. If I get this internship it would be a dream come true, but my social anxiety is eating me up. I can’t stop crying and thinking negatively, and I haven’t even messaged them telling them I’ll be attending the interview yet! I feel like if I accept the interview I’ll become so stressed and anxious I’ll take a toll on myself, but if I don’t accept the interview I will feel like I’ll regret it forever. I don’t know what to do. My social anxiety is bad, to the point where I tried therapy and had to stop it because even that was too much at the time. I have been making improvements slowly this past half year, and I’ve felt proud of myself for it, however now a big task like an interview comes along, I just feel like I’m really just the same socially anxious person I was half a year ago. I feel like a failure. I WANT to do this interview so badly, but I feel physically unable to, and I am scared that even if I manage to attend the interview and fk it up I’ll ruin a possible chance of applying again in the future. I know I’m rambling a lot, I just feel so lost and need any advice at all. I can’t sleep because of it.",3.7430420105026254,4.833489569767443,5.488979744936234,80.41503750937737,71.90697674418605,9.548387096774192,28.987246811702924,9.857291076455118,2.7618304576144044,1665,65,339,43,31,571,182,430,0.14800000000000002,0.7190000000000001,0.133,-0.8964,2,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,3,5,23,21,0,3,28,0,42,2,1,1,5,68,78,31,0,14,14,0,10,5,0,5,0,0,0,1,16,16,1,2,19,3,1,6,9,10,0,3,17,10,49,11,38,49,7,50,0,4,0,0,23,17,0,6,32,230,65,17,0.0,0.0,0.08267348252117504,0.0,0.0,0.16557277125503933,0.07509824495348112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522359366909575,0.0,0.12961954254780114,0.19141661735085305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971648422279184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147358306631372,0.10328778138971513,0.09356543349901723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189336433426584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930597976834484,0.05463671952985506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669690821574838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668864453279812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753733081051428,0.0,0.1678682190172863,0.0766331481056504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34269160701017465,0.2420929631742436,0.16268697150115893,0.09280547787415512,0.0,0.07206190271842389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04426215910693633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06775749023976955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498333902116747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407049384136736,0.0,0.0,0.08822175824710413,0.1396779717986863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069470187203392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248075079396784,0.072025028835151,0.0,0.0,0.056550562571433566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06762186431205837,0.0,0.0622781822968051,0.12563606833591606,0.0,0.0,0.09009957335162737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443258542965524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087383192264988,0.0,0.07397332669392988,0.0,0.0,0.16017359851084798,0.09550789631484717,0.0,0.0,0.09134136602068416,0.08106460162339693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05427313409045762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072349527559088,0.0,0.0,0.08481845667909968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478014139748856,0.2590809274719743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05996451478669738,0.0,0.06765666959735897,0.14165768533726594,0.1940905611751812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369811329650138,0.0,0.07404810376243545,0.0,0.09688351223674872,0.0,0.05628351150042741,0.054284487727614204,0.0,0.06725738975339489,0.19760122369029715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057518611640816834,0.09214989905497446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993887328884224,0.0,0.06795643824279009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18054575198020248,0.0,0.0,0.1091124631517562 socialanxiety,goughow,2020/03/04,Has anyone ever ordered from the supermarket seafood/meat section? What can I expect?,5.620000000000001,9.37169671428572,5.682857142857145,66.7871428571429,81.85714285714286,5.6571428571428575,35.57142857142857,7.1686216300943375,3.514685714285714,70,4,8,1,2,22,14,14,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6115828683441553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7911803809169787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Angelique903,2020/03/04,"Introvert Problems. Been an introvert, and socially anxious for all of my life. Because I am introverted and quiet, I am a bit socially awkward, and feel like people don't think I am interesting enough to get to know. All my life, people would say that I am too quiet. Why don't I talk? I was ignored in many groups I tried being in in middle school, and high school, until I socially isolated myself. I believe that as a result I am socially awkward. This combined with my introversion and social anxiety doesn't do any good for me when giving a first impression with new people I've met. In all the jobs I had people were chill and cool with me at first, until they noticed my introversion, and I guess I become the weird, awkward one that people dread talking too. It doesn't matter if it is anywhere else, because I can get away, but at work it is hard, because there is no escape. I have to be with the same people for certain hours. All of this makes me insecure. At times I feel I loose my self-worth. I think it would be nice to have friends who stick by my side, but I don't have that.",4.85002621231979,5.38695075229358,5.855334207077327,80.81715596330277,69.0,8.797378768020971,29.332896461336823,8.841846274778883,2.206065792922673,856,30,170,14,14,284,116,218,0.136,0.768,0.096,-0.3481,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,3,4,16,0,5,7,1,27,2,0,2,5,33,38,14,0,4,3,0,3,1,1,2,2,3,0,0,11,11,0,1,5,0,0,0,6,8,0,3,5,7,30,8,25,28,7,19,0,0,0,0,14,11,0,2,9,124,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171134442844118,0.0,0.08067090570874487,0.11913135616647424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907613414444302,0.0,0.0,0.1928486718030739,0.11646404724215872,0.0,0.11880890313775032,0.0,0.0,0.11512686348841125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809206715518943,0.0,0.0,0.10896066474244777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663994708244333,0.07533531680910623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939575607580585,0.0,0.0,0.08147237207507345,0.0,0.110189201214449,0.1011596868688152,0.0,0.08844858875520424,0.0,0.0,0.11616786342736647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446476430817853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141639997575443,0.0,0.0,0.10384951170619272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464537597119627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05795395905626473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14896849750733235,0.05151878522557723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039039038876753,0.1069123257794094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018467218202269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200584175776584,0.0,0.0,0.0714573713400278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4386450879075332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009038406606991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386009365729488,0.0,0.2134472039390904,0.0,0.0,0.11000999926225724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5374779311876831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695175169778187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351394613758007,0.0,0.0,0.061490225049876085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159535367844827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515451672521998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677070623853542,0.0,0.0,0.14982091998190927,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Sara_2420,2020/03/04,"Mental Health Resources/ Needs Hi, I'm doing a business project for one of my university courses. For this project I need to create a product/ service that people as the public would be interested in. For my service I am thinking about doing a cafe that is better suited for those suffering from mental illness or an item or product that can create a safer environment in places where socializing may occur. I would be very grateful if people would be wiling to comment things that they don't like about cafes, how people cope while being in social situations, or even your opinions on this idea. I am open to any comments surrounding this topic. Feel free to reach out to me through messages if you feel uncomfortable posting in the comments. Thanks A lot!!!!",7.255782643957826,8.564620401459855,6.9700243309002445,72.20342254663423,63.96350364963504,8.716626115166262,34.930251419302515,8.841846274778883,3.2060679643146788,613,27,96,9,9,193,94,137,0.071,0.764,0.165,0.9161,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,1,1,5,6,0,0,8,0,15,2,0,1,0,20,22,8,0,7,5,0,2,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,10,6,21,14,2,12,0,1,0,0,11,10,0,8,2,75,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122914687625005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15766459158926407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177451037070564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18027649475507215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18949178860097893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20124419088743756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709331042077695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155807107523947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3593067825715394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643686574294793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079980140680895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707681832792257,0.0,0.18625333717348785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17073258412691858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20038201323385826,0.0,0.36344593219955057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16412629803459836,0.0,0.0,0.11843411345061147,0.11422768421426165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470907328824875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3799119049792563,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Shreddedlikechedda,2020/03/04,"Are there any tips or tricks I can learn to stop laughing all the fucking time? I nervous laugh. I’ve realized recently how obnoxious it is and how nervous it makes me seem. I take beta blockers sometimes to relieve my social anxiety (it helps me pretty decently), but this is a really bad habit that I would like to kick in the butt. I’m not talking about laughing at things that are actually funny, this is excessive. I’ve been trying to bring awareness to it and it’s helping, but I would love more tips or tricks if you guys have them.",3.4321907756813417,5.3728833301886825,4.4769182389937106,83.94281970649897,74.18867924528303,7.729979035639412,28.758909853249477,8.515128840125781,2.227451991614256,427,18,82,8,9,139,74,106,0.132,0.626,0.242,0.9490000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,0,4,12,3,2,3,0,10,3,1,3,1,19,17,9,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,10,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,1,0,10,6,8,14,2,6,0,0,0,3,8,2,2,4,4,54,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.2283324934354785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15911565379093884,0.0,0.17899544355304647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19536503720227927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163124122140508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23167877761276234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31366614907867385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431169306639748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211177718005436,0.0,0.15618467449713694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380436178706186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14989473837948256,0.0,0.23102880874651135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130082512956951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385149883906268,0.0,0.0,0.23141399213536465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19561926944998267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17592520107521226,0.18806571511051307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554471171201167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364366745393575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15885828943435173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324279278890047,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LadyintheRiver,2020/03/05,"Do I accept who I am now,or try to find who i used to be again? So there have been points all throughout my life where anxiety has made its appearance, but I was considered a social butterfly with many different groups of people up until I moved away from my home state when I was 20. I am 26 right now and I hardly recognize the person I used to be, and it's been taking a massive toll on my psyche. I did competitive cheer and dance my entire childhood and adolescent, as well as plays, choir, and basically anything that required a stage. I know moving from my small, close minded town to a large progressive one made me feel....less authentic? I guess, and just being surrounded by like minded people made everything I do so much more intimidating. And I have moved back home for the time being, but the fear of not being good enough consumes my subconscious. I fumble over all of my words, forget very common ones like fucking ""chair"" because my brain is overthinking every last word. I have had the same best friends since I was 9 years old, like they know me as well as any family members, and all that runs through my head seeing them is ""you used to be so much more fun. They can tell you arent you. Yall wouldn't be friends if it weren't for time"" and I'm tired of feeling this way. I want to try therapy but also not wanting to be on daily meds. I just dont know if I've grown more introverted and these feelings are dreadful because I'd rather be at home and I need to accept that. Or this is a real problem, accepting it as my normal is just making it worse. Idk,anyone have any two cents to share?",6.047881619937693,5.711471623052963,6.399890965732088,80.94164330218072,66.41433021806853,9.625545171339564,29.359813084112147,9.150863307647796,2.17910093457944,1265,37,258,20,18,409,187,321,0.09,0.741,0.16899999999999998,0.9785,2,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,4,3,3,16,20,1,2,9,0,35,5,2,7,3,60,56,28,0,9,12,0,3,3,2,1,2,1,3,1,13,13,0,1,9,3,1,7,6,4,2,3,11,5,39,16,32,35,11,35,0,0,1,1,16,13,1,5,15,177,52,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781520868721977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329151507635528,0.0,0.0747607347203604,0.0,0.0,0.06833285101356593,0.0,0.08042082976329328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181754582790827,0.0751458770960993,0.0,0.11914670076054926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255824762417147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909542930023633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210370619822816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453508209107115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097790870446653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233904415402238,0.0,0.08783054662671222,0.0,0.09212812983677757,0.109969819977129,0.14824081974251815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932052498108624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100696694131197,0.09034685210555833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196860345403653,0.0,0.0,0.10765708831979752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754401754658303,0.0,0.10029589126471276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940838464962173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611242809635531,0.07966038564640586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902732915907424,0.14323313472903348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774143840661471,0.06523339804460382,0.09907963665102053,0.0,0.0,0.108552444175443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973524189971528,0.0,0.0,0.3116043681107617,0.14368088558376652,0.07246318411212313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575151490512253,0.0,0.0,0.10254783747134384,0.0,0.13244441811162164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550291671796366,0.08533127250172143,0.0,0.0,0.09238341435327152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935113495705094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123449383234196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345815346468584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787560708769081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084061906836952,0.0,0.0,0.09962016585420506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347839155644338,0.0,0.08541753092343511,0.0,0.11175911308955988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397056627692526,0.11232258072303393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270016486215375,0.0,0.09546488360920607,0.0,0.0,0.25321373400787994,0.0,0.0806348450053617,0.11528359763256385,0.07757098525017071,0.0,0.0,0.17573625992823566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959195851434867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06293285527809424 socialanxiety,ExoticCrazySquid17,2020/03/05,All blushers unite! Hey all! I tend to blush in awkward or social situations. I have never fully understand why. I would like to know from other people who are prone to blushing have to say about it and how you cope with it.,1.8100000000000025,4.356409090909096,3.1283636363636376,88.30754545454548,83.0909090909091,5.3381818181818215,20.163636363636364,6.742157984588678,0.4229509090909094,176,5,34,2,5,57,36,44,0.037000000000000005,0.893,0.071,0.3578,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,10,7,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,8,6,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084083743706962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852668299674161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924764104846282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629021128299087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015694885783978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4262570821451911,0.0,0.3865651414434001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3947794614461836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34218539108742085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693856889901003,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,alice-maria-lee,2020/03/05,"social anxiety in german school i dont know if any of know how the german school system works, but like in short version, the participation in classes is 50%-100% of the grade. Mostly 100%. Me, as a student with a big ass social anxiety am unable to habe good grade at all. My exams and class test and stuff are almost every time the best grade. But the participation grade drags my overall grade even 2-3 grades worse. I had to let it go, im scared i wont be able to go to a good university because of this stupid anxiety, this will effect my life forever, even tho im a good ass student:(",1.7746358543417353,3.9938510504201687,3.6472478991596655,86.57630602240896,80.51260504201682,6.319607843137256,21.68137254901961,7.492282038375204,0.8366801120448177,461,14,95,7,12,155,77,119,0.212,0.645,0.14300000000000002,-0.836,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,4,7,1,1,9,0,9,3,2,2,1,13,13,8,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,7,5,13,8,4,10,0,0,0,2,2,6,2,3,2,54,11,15,0.15657461246297433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15678685722575794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647610564706432,0.0,0.35933744991184496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544643048441816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431539589395686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835042796997404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068321096829101,0.0,0.13192086400771785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17796992105213694,0.3939820689053112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33825489959681704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17209862445956706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601081494979441,0.11059327924400446,0.07649444676024489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15675850173742706,0.3169237338642809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192161990002134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17924047112227706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912999156668396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398818266767954,0.0,0.15956290664314016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,666heaven,2020/03/05,"blushing anyone else here have erythrophobia? (fear of blushing) i’ve tried so many things i’ve seen therapists and taking meds but nothing is working and honestly this is horrible i literally cant leave my house. people who struggle with this will know how debilitating it is. hopefully i’m not alone :)",3.9710317460317452,7.258681870370374,4.900052910052911,73.67166666666667,82.14814814814815,8.27089947089947,29.936507936507937,8.841846274778883,3.4437174603174596,247,12,39,7,7,80,45,54,0.16899999999999998,0.664,0.168,-0.2589,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,2,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,8,11,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,2,2,2,9,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,22,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556050245921367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725646902463901,0.2528704782288021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061654206216445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277712807812411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24512296180755824,0.0,0.2847681098071703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563198970544904,0.0,0.0,0.26132010097491626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25021123156435976,0.0,0.0,0.2741334310916575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368063048712911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109646754147306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580035514521595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18555900552463908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28654783070577544,0.1639595253448037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16755749617805588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17966958267883013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Domination1799,2020/03/05,"Screw Group Projects. Seriously most of the time group members are just unreliable. For instance this just happened to me in my accounting class today, I was in a group for two projects and now I get kicked out of the group for this third one. I ask around and everyone is taken so I have no choice to try and go back to this group and it sucks because I feel tension like I’m not wanted there. I rather work by myself as I can at least rely on myself to get things done.",3.6293303571428592,4.764964343750004,4.13982142857143,89.80875000000003,72.22916666666666,7.152380952380952,25.17261904761905,7.447530270364453,0.9513619047619044,371,11,81,4,7,117,68,96,0.111,0.863,0.027000000000000003,-0.7076,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,8,5,2,1,3,0,6,1,0,0,0,13,16,6,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,4,0,3,3,1,11,1,17,13,2,11,0,0,0,1,6,6,2,1,5,60,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601122782653361,0.2731594993535149,0.0,0.0,0.22467713695966954,0.0,0.17811715452357293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29901323059918355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792013872109981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477407421732093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053158748158448,0.0,0.16605909601704053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25838387423995063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274995015150485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19799644250311904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19411897090180247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703791446603597,0.0,0.27696326521688136,0.0,0.0,0.19837876851964034,0.0,0.2854285232718094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17234204759744226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212718806172588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,navymikai,2020/03/05,"Severe shyness There’s these boys with same interests as me ...they always have their sketchbooks with them then one of them draw most of the time even during class or recess I’m also an artist but only few knows and also those boys they approached me recently like two days ago and told me they want to see my artstyle and shown them my sketchbook after that back to normal like ignoring each other I mean like pretending not to know each other like that ...They are friendly people sometimes introverted I really wanted to approach them since months ago but I don’t think I deserve being friends with them cause I’m ugly shy and quiet naive and dumb and useless on most group activities Do I deserve friends?",5.582781954887217,7.394996939849626,5.212037593984963,81.3836203007519,68.32330827067669,7.4252631578947375,27.58571428571429,7.908726449838941,1.7859780451127825,575,19,99,7,10,176,91,133,0.154,0.659,0.187,0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,10,0,5,11,1,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,27,15,13,0,3,4,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,2,6,11,0,1,4,2,0,2,2,3,0,2,1,2,20,8,12,13,6,12,0,1,1,0,17,1,1,3,13,69,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31068822065223983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802867110428152,0.14581787060959808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13475258040221413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18002487861154087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130185211619868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574766339490328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.406181534644232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19262012736040632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424634014035107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19089316939239528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987887941532207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717028825731291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875054088188415,0.13328171205307962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149281095236385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226642826493292,0.0,0.1730332863226327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964756831616004,0.0,0.0,0.1979769576667399,0.0,0.14496446700388166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17332177652423045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228991377600107,0.0,0.0,0.10218676319445373,0.0,0.0,0.16745409830156974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17118889154339667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20672807157699605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Im_Not_4_Sale,2020/03/05,"I don’t understand how somebody with SA can be improved with a therapist. Whenever I had a therapist when I was younger, I would always lie just to stop going. Being in a room with a random person and telling them your thoughts is petrifying, especially if it’s in an interrogation style. I can’t even talk to any family members in that way.",6.302272727272726,6.727229378787879,7.651060606060607,69.59659090909092,65.81818181818181,11.44848484848485,36.196969696969695,11.20814326018867,4.306678787878788,273,13,50,8,4,94,52,66,0.09699999999999999,0.851,0.052000000000000005,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,5,0,9,0,0,1,0,12,12,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,7,0,8,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,2,37,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230593396130372,0.0,0.0,0.18229975509452898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17706058421154725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527166453196685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523528345859057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23407218800272345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22412216562524864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215468013294091,0.2343088034534514,0.0,0.0,0.6225099794963322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21282109488014886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27907485928658005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127849463708414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19043233144229574,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwaway183784918,2020/03/05,I feel like I [14M] should be more forwards in my relationship with my girlfriend [14F] I've been with her for just a little over a year now and the most we've done is hugged once. I want to be more affectionate but I'm too scared and very awkward anyways.,2.8516666666666666,3.893657685185186,3.878703703703703,91.2991666666667,74.0,6.881481481481483,24.61111111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.6938666666666666,201,6,47,2,4,65,43,54,0.11900000000000001,0.7490000000000001,0.132,-0.3276,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,3,0,6,1,0,0,0,10,9,3,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,6,3,6,4,3,6,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,4,31,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666746763337536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18117187894701128,0.25597613785052564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17505175829034172,0.3591199128149059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3815875649616724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846899479163363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35872997999584905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956425848884929,0.2113400279808924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307393535337243 socialanxiety,zickkityy,2020/03/05,"Having trouble socializing with people my age at school For some reason I have trouble socializing and holding eye contact with people at my school that aren’t my friends. I can socialize just fine with adults and people at my work, but sometimes it’s hard for me to keep conversations going. I don’t think I’m autistic, because I don’t think I show that many symptoms of it Does this happen to anyone else.",8.246923076923077,7.558192282051285,7.899615384615385,73.15788461538463,62.07692307692307,9.851282051282054,36.16666666666667,8.841846274778883,3.1078358974358973,330,13,58,4,4,105,52,78,0.07400000000000001,0.878,0.048,-0.2144,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,2,1,1,0,13,12,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,5,5,0,2,3,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,2,10,2,11,12,1,5,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,1,1,37,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607528823473996,0.18474647613734332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991385854530193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15778842330808984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062388946312247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13930522874568887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247298211448866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944544297016838,0.0,0.1615202217045125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026570742178653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18280363783578726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750078262900303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18538627527076348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649618982796247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5514027706044962,0.0,0.0,0.1783288579068346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874086675815547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23106769939358165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13126610311128126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ragerdemon,2020/03/05,"Alcohol to feel better? I’m a 25 year old guy that suffers from social/general anxiety. I find myself drinking alcohol before going to work to numb down my anxiety. I know it’s not right or a safe thing to do, but it helps me tremendously. Anyone else here drink a little before work or before going anywhere to lower your anxiety?",4.39875,6.1420751250000025,6.364500000000002,72.23050000000002,71.1875,9.495,28.425,9.888512548439397,3.211097500000001,264,10,43,7,5,92,47,64,0.203,0.715,0.081,-0.614,1,0,4,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,3,1,4,0,0,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,8,6,3,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,4,1,3,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,6,2,7,6,0,7,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,2,2,26,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656233802351847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3925825254040008,0.0,0.0,0.1196095041035632,0.17527173409689242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4366797507118586,0.0,0.0,0.15128914297563792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351484036425564,0.0,0.0,0.14289912779171968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649334677883416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634623085076127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944352893630737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16937682470629595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465827145721012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401039694786413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17144759625399228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17949925701775796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608476305676715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17437467425690512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364501910296113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24906821500997745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015737672265094 socialanxiety,Neptune2006,2020/03/05,"Presentation Hello fellow redditor Tomorrow I have a presentation that as far as I know has to be in front of the whole class. I'm stressed out enough of the poster we had to do that sadly turned out pretty awful, but now I apparently need to speak to sooo... things got worse I guess. With my social anxiety I can barely talk at all anymore and school has been pretty rough this year. I'm worried that since we didn't get much time to plan out who in our little group will say what that I, 1. Wont say anything and get an F, 2. Will not leave space for the others to speak (if I somehow speak) so that they will get lower grades, 3. Will look nervous/ shaky and end up hyperventilating / crying, or 4. Will talk about incorrect information or not get into enough details to get a higher grade If you have any advice for me or just leave a supportive comment I would appreciate it❤",4.51326666666667,5.454563902857147,5.403785714285713,82.29463095238097,69.97142857142858,8.347619047619048,25.440476190476193,8.59863814320734,1.5344190476190485,693,19,142,11,12,227,120,175,0.13,0.7879999999999999,0.083,-0.8274,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,3,1,1,1,6,5,0,3,7,1,17,0,0,0,1,27,31,12,0,4,9,0,1,0,1,7,0,5,0,0,10,10,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,4,7,15,1,23,19,5,19,0,1,1,0,19,11,0,8,7,93,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255207457121274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920328199241964,0.0,0.11159766521452276,0.0,0.1446735852217518,0.0,0.0,0.1200466644658848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16024213544772875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292062236485269,0.3014657063447697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38108093244243707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667342073461698,0.0,0.1607030715417928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017173556929706,0.0,0.0,0.3089313380980549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620990653288546,0.0,0.0,0.12250231044911722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723845496623033,0.1081680402308927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968244492291373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23201898068713095,0.0,0.1476381689091934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067329696894633,0.0,0.0,0.14870610834948214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16710484423549726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655426942530132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23450535160704256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691607222276828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850636978572792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586753568505563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286961257956128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481480413123518,0.14866400237926047,0.10362884067917733,0.0,0.0,0.09394182307850003 socialanxiety,anon172491,2020/03/05,"Cant get this out of my head. I was walking down the hallway of H.S in a sea of people as everyone was leaving for the day. Theres these bench things making it so theres only like 6ft of space from the wall to them, so I was walking and the friend of this orange spray tanned bitch on the other side of the benches calls to her and she starts walking slow and turns in my way, I try to step by quickly but she walked into me so I hit her and the benches, then stumble like an idiot, so now everyone probably thinks im insane even though she caused it. I couldnt stop obsessing about it, so I thought posting it would give me some peace.",2.7295555555555566,3.741217103703704,3.7475925925925933,92.2391666666667,74.25925925925927,6.5851851851851855,24.61111111111111,6.742157984588678,0.6595333333333326,499,15,113,4,10,161,89,135,0.07400000000000001,0.8029999999999999,0.12300000000000001,0.7062,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,12,6,2,1,9,0,6,1,1,2,0,15,14,13,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,2,0,0,5,2,3,0,0,4,0,16,3,20,7,1,23,0,0,0,0,9,9,1,1,9,78,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21432389894257856,0.0,0.0,0.2156176052454762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536341793022913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13863213899353008,0.0,0.0,0.4011229108198425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621625678820802,0.0,0.1096602649874066,0.20134818922024653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21541044900039244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22672011772272285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22224604745780646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20508592774607629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401049971780185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15963284517976534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551315992616762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010191726723077,0.0,0.22629981465522844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14856312285769205,0.0,0.0,0.1754796831539209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394433735292274,0.13449075754605294,0.20621849747206344,0.16663134676506908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250335549607776,0.2283029692364845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660304376816534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14910174141201452,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SR__E,2020/03/05,"This situation is giving me bad anxiety A year ago one of my good friends ""A"" came over one night and was having a mental breakdown...contemplating everything in their life. Particularly their SO. We ended the night on a very good note, everything was great and dandy but out of nowhere they unfollowed me on social medias. We had planned a night of drinking...responsibly the same night of the incident. I texted them for about a month once a week on different social media platforms asking about the night out. Not even a read notification but of course they were active posting posts, stories,statuses, etc. After getting tired of reaching out I finally messaged them ""I don't know what's going on but I hope you get better"". And to my amazement ""A"" responded almost immediately, but having been hurt and played I brushed off ""A"" response. I then began to exclude them from my life, I unfriended them because why stick around when you're being ignored. A week ago they added me back since my page is public and reached out saying ""what's up?"". I should mention this...their SO had a thing for me before they had a thing, but I wasnt playing ball so ""A"" was basically a rebound with all due respect. ""A"" had mentioned something about me not viewing their SO posts ,its was honestly something very petty and useless. It wasnt an interigation or anything. What really hurt me was that I've known them since the beginning of my teenage years. So we have history. They came unannounced to my home, we ate dinner that same night. My sis also shared her thoughts on the situation with us openly at the dinner table and she was also unfollwed. what would you guys do in a situation like this? What do you advise I do?",4.046896551724139,6.448121652037621,4.753918495297807,80.57156739811916,73.85893416927901,7.534796238244513,28.24137931034483,8.433251757073789,2.2361749216300946,1353,55,242,25,29,434,176,319,0.091,0.778,0.131,0.9139,2,0,3,0,0,0,52.0,5,3,13,2,14,18,0,0,25,0,26,6,0,0,1,40,39,22,0,3,8,1,0,1,1,2,3,1,1,1,13,21,3,1,3,4,0,3,5,5,0,2,19,3,46,13,35,17,5,46,0,3,1,0,38,18,0,3,23,177,59,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15935528243173666,0.0,0.09000685726934331,0.0,0.0,0.1437620258222956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876178938726278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396770750336773,0.08001671884441935,0.08403035414251481,0.0,0.0,0.06911602719703988,0.07505023186669403,0.05479307001548829,0.0,0.07648552623994412,0.0,0.0,0.07949599011187382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20560901986310767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391070817485507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961144277494615,0.0,0.100245550207948,0.059368203765131786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615657088310925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846463886745427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944493854740029,0.0,0.0939224194905416,0.08622589546804715,0.05108372463678786,0.15078256970472287,0.0,0.0990985448294688,0.0,0.08900029517782727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016199742912108,0.08927609984703183,0.0,0.0,0.1924475322359464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04939845278510295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697688665996684,0.04391327738353075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058295254031304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717453603122394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5061059777836631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957246059675398,0.12181682293218098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582549895835785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990933777346408,0.0,0.057582641357316326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148017054473157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870762421229364,0.3031035640037937,0.0,0.1832529037820032,0.0,0.13839574972629753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943121809246425,0.0,0.0,0.07135866055466862,0.0,0.10330960052761033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812060412570418,0.0,0.0,0.1483290995004959,0.0,0.0,0.14420067227859634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110724406552781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638517347431073,0.0,0.0,0.11576600354070313 socialanxiety,Sil3ntGoon,2020/03/05,"What age did your social anxiety start to kick in? I'm curious at what age did your social anxiety start to kick in. Mines didn't start hitting me until I was about 15. As a kid, I was a little shy but I was very outgoing and had alot of friends. but as I got older and started beginning Highschool, I was hit with very bad social anxiety. It was so bad that I couldn't even eat lunch because I was so terrified to get in the lunch line and get food. The mere thought of eating lunch alone freaked me out so much I'd start having panic attacks. Walking past the tables in the lunchroom was horrible because it felt like everyone was watching me and judging me and making fun of me. I always had my head down to avoid eye contact and possible communication. It was really bad in highschool but It's gotten better now that I'm older but it still shocks me how sudden my anxiety kicked in.",4.0180077787381165,5.260435398876403,5.262359550561801,81.72157735522906,71.41573033707866,8.398271391529818,28.86084701815039,8.841846274778883,2.278117891097666,703,27,137,13,13,234,98,178,0.257,0.648,0.095,-0.9881,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,1,8,12,1,2,7,0,16,8,2,2,0,19,33,17,0,1,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,9,8,6,1,2,0,0,1,2,8,0,0,18,3,19,4,21,12,2,26,0,0,2,0,8,10,0,1,16,90,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912436415904172,0.0,0.0,0.10373851430158368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.381500188270141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183434385076796,0.0,0.0,0.3122920212155484,0.15199987313506352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026376518358516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25514466075167336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234580977125247,0.0,0.0,0.11913107288492228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970631325500708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15075594527043404,0.0,0.09632259924561064,0.0,0.13027373573943846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971295521912346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795119504687316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06090927729870554,0.12495581059431678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322066967574818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164952214899004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462777364858204,0.0,0.0,0.11901516352459175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055087569824715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986917121654136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812674411009857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4412234689112621,0.0,0.09956458602530777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897699972215214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20573773562916384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,misslena28,2020/03/05,Bad day Hey. Today wasnt a good day.. Ive been feeling more anxious than normal and social interactions are becoming dificult to me.. I felt really sad and anxious today because I had to work with a new partner and I didn’t know what to do.. Because I felt he wasnt feeling comfortable around me.. I just felt really bad.. I couldnt stpo being nervous.. Help me,0.6175000000000033,3.119267972222225,3.279111111111113,84.37700000000002,91.5,6.213333333333335,23.86666666666667,7.554174236665415,1.6959233333333341,282,12,53,6,10,98,47,72,0.22899999999999998,0.6920000000000001,0.079,-0.8976,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,1,2,0,10,0,0,0,0,14,16,3,0,2,1,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,8,5,10,2,6,6,1,6,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,5,33,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961601073628178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608643488837626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927968879202619,0.21376669973023346,0.1936451113462019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22615475055884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17731055133088,0.0,0.5050508857726159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14706372673365184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752419165088095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963602169094222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16934084169439972,0.0,0.0,0.1717922964276963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22464978146367276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787332250519443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323965246934513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764687738162614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FlyingKittI,2020/03/05,"Oh i hope it gets better. I'm 16 years old kiddo and diagnosed with deep depression along with SAD (Social Anxiety Disorder). It's so hard to talk with people or even go out but today i made my first move and went to school where i haven't gone for almost 2 years. Now i'm making my way up to get benzodiazepams for *SAD* I hope everything goes well and i can go out with friends again cause i barely remember my last time i went out with friends :( my relatives think i'm just lazy but they dont understand how hard it is for me to talk to people or even go out, i get like mini panic attack when i come contact with stranger and it feels awful. Oh mann im just so tired of this shyt.",0.6016666666666666,2.797832500000002,2.424166666666668,93.71250000000002,85.1111111111111,6.1000000000000005,18.027777777777786,7.413659706084162,0.2623694444444449,536,13,121,9,16,177,90,144,0.20800000000000002,0.66,0.132,-0.9138,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,12,12,1,1,0,1,4,2,0,4,0,33,24,12,0,2,6,0,3,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,5,16,0,0,4,0,0,8,2,5,1,1,4,3,15,7,21,20,0,26,0,3,0,0,7,7,0,5,11,66,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649540655488285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427725934002208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507302079311688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055567563404974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400285661572788,0.0,0.11741953852716874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174041464312107,0.13835242078207294,0.0,0.0,0.1562237921111923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15975504391998258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006377192140605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250720545788422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689227505271255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159457527869821,0.0,0.0,0.21062651019668066,0.0,0.21365003548478964,0.0,0.2324054180151107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442151018316925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707744257260152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723887211148035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111135710808047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659448881417547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289804145635281,0.09098840442074307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448766282037816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303507693919842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15993115528847196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890012563517566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15441337234429872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795363548364342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895152193369018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191226431049776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734234813126485,0.0,0.0,0.07948382490649508,0.15666901781539774,0.12920653946181912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190417374749642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819703386342112,0.0,0.0,0.12255962719285199,0.25272264047973825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17555915402352731 socialanxiety,brunoswear,2020/03/05,"This is really social anxiety? I’ve been noticing that when I’m with someone in a social situation or on the street in general, I’m totally calm, confident and carefree, but when I’m alone on the street or I have to do something, like go somewhere, I’m totally worried around me , misunderstanding and error words when I talk to someone anyway, is this really social anxiety?",5.8229999999999995,7.369178157142862,7.57,65.725,67.42857142857143,11.314285714285715,35.42857142857143,11.20814326018867,4.767085714285715,301,15,48,10,5,105,44,70,0.221,0.6629999999999999,0.11599999999999999,-0.847,0,1,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,2,11,10,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,8,9,2,11,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,2,4,33,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138176900785612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158640491735031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18378233784342005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173290591651542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085998146966918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23504222234938685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645115321067648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320560103178778,0.0,0.6313426911281189,0.3498451521770163,0.15893362536987934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659349453437696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096577921952494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sadbitch55,2020/03/05,"I am feeling ashamed for the most stupid reason. I am studying Med School. And, in a given semester, I decided to not go to one test, which led me to lose an entire semester. The problem is that I just saw some past classroom colleagues and I had to justify the fact that I don't go to the classes anymore, and just by seeing them I feel very ashamed. Really, I even felt my legs cold. I know that they are barely thinking about me, but I can't help but feel very ashamed.",4.575937499999998,4.828171385416667,5.277083333333334,85.72625000000002,69.52083333333334,8.483333333333333,31.625,8.344100000000001,2.1777,367,15,78,5,6,119,65,96,0.184,0.8029999999999999,0.013000000000000001,-0.9317,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,1,4,6,1,3,6,0,7,1,1,2,1,21,18,5,0,1,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,8,0,0,3,3,6,0,1,4,7,15,0,9,14,2,5,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,2,1,53,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23560674653249186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15691350598931722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.360369339559058,0.0,0.2281055630405144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700343221924815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592389360909367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056289268281268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657813518929364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26388799443346483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16098436168280075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267885473032923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22732350876453836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15219416398797467,0.24426271273436145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24043469018475436,0.1893134505239286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222600215881604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39204216342706505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,gingerbreadclan,2020/03/05,"Struggling to find passport references. I'm mostly posting this to vent/see if anyone else here has had this struggle. I've been looking into getting my passport (Canadian) over the last year or so, but keep giving up because it seems so impossible. I feel like I'm being punished for having social issues and it's really discouraging now that I'm finally trying to get myself together. I'm not a recluse, but I keep to myself and don't know many people that well. The few people I do know well don't fit the requirements. I currently have two people I can use as references, but no guarantor. A guarantor needs to give you their passport information, and my experience so far has been that acquaintances don't want to give this out. I asked my doctor's office and they basically said ""No, ask a friend."" My family has always been too poor to travel, so none have passports. I have a dentist, but I rarely go to the dentist due to cost. If you can't get a guarantor you can use a notary instead, but then you need four references instead of two. ... I can barely scrounge up two, I definitely can't find four acquaintances willing to take time out of their day to answer a government call for me. I'm losing hope that I'll ever be able to travel like everyone else seems to do so easily. I feel hopeless and can't believe I've failed so hard at life that I'm having this issue at 28. I know that's melodramatic, but again, I'm venting.",4.6270212765957455,5.828716702127662,5.977085106382983,77.32350000000002,69.92198581560285,9.186099290780142,29.348226950354608,9.516144504307137,2.7173426950354607,1138,43,212,25,20,384,146,282,0.115,0.777,0.10800000000000001,0.0436,1,0,0,0,0,1,35.0,0,4,3,3,15,13,1,2,11,0,26,4,0,2,1,44,60,22,0,6,10,0,3,2,1,1,4,1,0,0,12,8,0,4,14,2,2,3,10,7,2,5,5,5,26,6,26,52,3,25,0,4,1,0,17,10,0,7,13,142,38,4,0.1075076506091626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945497756515085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517184898330947,0.11015429271545546,0.0,0.0,0.20101028170701515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06553566596140901,0.0,0.0,0.12112430720644812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977733134788316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933354075688022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003863588768976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17961769400707325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724682490514168,0.0,0.1027281672962072,0.0,0.1051631113965317,0.1013486450584373,0.0,0.10871819678292348,0.07680348707623008,0.0,0.11776937630989115,0.19652008998293216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830601441763811,0.0,0.16850493068593064,0.3093934040027317,0.061099075355967626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630573829119847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067793546931874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22442011174290571,0.0,0.19111547907917656,0.0,0.0,0.1772501796205163,0.08763308410145204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593583300420151,0.10504561533289812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027935001800394,0.1202735616396367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899588372469722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943112140439905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235968053703451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029626114241115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887215387095462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226439473358437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19574185481921014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095905110383562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22478067766038787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083237376589011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626885756238272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299063777609488,0.0,0.3150580595176296,0.0,0.0,0.18570418464916064,0.0,0.0,0.06341079775646455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19332457809486567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923140221551978 socialanxiety,samshennan,2020/03/05,"Aussie student in Belgium researching social skills via a survey &#x200B; I'm an Australian artist living and studying in Belgium. I'm working on bringing my mission to help spread the message, that you're all amazing people and to overcome difficulties to share this with the world. I'm currently part of a group of students from the International Media and Entertainment Business program at Thomas More University. We're collaborating to create some fun activities/games to teach social skills to adults to help overcome shyness and other fears. We're undertaking a research project on social skills. Here's an anonymous, and short, survey to fill out. It should take less than 10 mins. 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Anyone else?",4.139714285714284,7.523743542857144,3.66,81.29000000000003,85.0,5.085714285714286,29.857142857142854,6.742157984588678,2.216828571428572,164,8,23,2,5,49,32,35,0.19899999999999998,0.726,0.075,-0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,10,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18949911286470816,0.19717208152703794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812759386680175,0.5354011641282597,0.0,0.1656899407915053,0.2427964521932454,0.0,0.21094718370350965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528214407154409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19795206242530056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476066272683859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559605509327451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193156357233816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26978378574256684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415537934857464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18812204117154846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414853977960983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525963121719844 socialanxiety,Bluedream925,2020/03/05,"If you didn’t have social anxiety, what would you do in life differently, or what do you think your life would be like? For me I would probably become an YouTuber on the side doing vlogs and singing videos. I would study to be either a Teacher, Veterinarian or a business owner. Even working at a vegan diner, cafe, vinyl record store or at an recreational marijuana dispensary as a budtender would interest me lol....well mainly just want to meet people there and hearing about their lives and stories. I know I could do those things, but it usually requires you to be outgoing and comfortable talking to people, without any weird,random anxiety :/ I think I would definitely have more friends if i wasn’t so quite or a bore because my mind goes blank at times. They are usually the ones doing all the talking which I feel really bad about it.",8.60923076923077,8.010488512820514,8.429102564102568,69.36173076923079,61.30769230769231,12.158974358974357,37.44871794871795,11.45678717892309,4.3695025641025635,672,28,117,17,8,217,105,156,0.092,0.784,0.124,0.6471,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,5,2,3,6,6,0,0,10,0,20,3,0,0,1,29,26,13,0,10,10,0,1,1,1,6,2,1,0,0,7,4,1,1,4,2,1,0,3,2,0,1,2,2,18,4,14,14,4,9,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,6,4,89,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648643130020776,0.0,0.21708274649234727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846776097370823,0.08649156918182965,0.15670045489647733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132833523076022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823926658469988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371347693606864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174114507290671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096197330246792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599143188233999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797609616198475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20043465668084445,0.06931767589851989,0.0,0.12528675042016868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326305547644266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614471469814696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967299106201022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529756564047468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091179625199586,0.0,0.0,0.09089494359817774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446335385182109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22808302349405066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426186066225756,0.18182791662753814,0.0,0.0,0.08273408373802749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31253180585499984,0.0,0.0836872460296327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677174491778155,0.0,0.1032937191791803,0.0,0.0,0.604744731187965,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pinksin3,2020/03/05,"Does anyone else have this problem? I posted this on another thread but was told to post here. So I would say I am a very shy person. But then again I’m not. ( idk I’m weird) I’ve noticed that when I first meet people or talk to a cashier/doctor .. I start have a shortness of breath when I am trying to talk I get so nervous, start shaking a little and my voice starts to crack up and my mouth becomes dry. It only happens with some people not all and now I feel like it’s getting worse and I can’t control it. Anyone know what this is? And how can I control it?",1.0590454545454513,2.752489783333335,2.627878787878789,95.65227272727276,80.33333333333334,4.696969696969697,20.909090909090907,4.851557810540192,-0.2905000000000002,434,12,99,1,11,142,80,120,0.138,0.821,0.040999999999999995,-0.9012,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,8,5,0,2,4,0,9,2,2,3,1,20,20,14,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,9,6,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,2,3,12,1,8,17,2,16,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,10,64,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16955980000879206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261331352832149,0.1656839356324842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17858837011535594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627275541693232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655099752907253,0.14150747293005805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508219116433787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176194623840705,0.11552072729438904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754457466420902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896639190534707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299351772384067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886779512367689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899996695656976,0.16206898761204325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841000516600748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298249453759465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22420913911063264,0.14119291016183286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30973374279314736,0.0,0.0,0.15472802868086058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859279579076902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433628604080671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25994165392624285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451424214500695,0.0,0.10978579075721924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342199281659226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478927407386013,0.11486924309404754,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DuckyCharms404,2020/03/05,"Hello I'm new here I don't really know what to write, but I will say I went through the feed and man do i relate to ALOT of this. It's scary how much I relate. I wasn't sure about joining, but now I feel I have to just because of how much I can relate to the posts here. Sorry. I just thought I'd get that out.",-0.7833928571428572,0.6771644305555569,1.6964285714285732,101.22,85.25,4.669841269841268,15.841269841269842,5.288315135182226,-1.0725896825396828,237,4,64,1,7,81,47,72,0.132,0.868,0.0,-0.8016,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,2,1,14,12,5,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,2,1,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,2,10,1,9,8,3,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,44,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19386165373419495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080014683720506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615199294369126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747751266012954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46756165150123,0.0,0.0,0.3071450853387883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045746439079967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20373134917895536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25290176416628857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35599664355225524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997294888034455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524718534565552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948071383355087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,scungy666,2020/03/05,how to make a phonecall!!? apprenticeships ive applied for keep calling and leaving me voicemails asking to call them back to talk about my application and stuff but im soooo nervous and i dont have courage to call them,2.0314285714285703,4.891810238095238,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857146,89.4761904761905,4.704761904761905,28.42857142857143,6.42735559955562,1.3489714285714292,178,9,34,2,6,54,33,42,0.16,0.84,0.0,-0.7701,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,7,6,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,6,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22219112303169636,0.0,0.0,0.1827550039400556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.728068683705274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785496714884287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25672641345535363,0.0,0.0,0.21125368595441815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516602021980713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15864782443644698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27207743835857845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19103165306986933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,diiey190,2020/03/05,"Why won't they talk to me? It's not like i don't wanna talk to them, I'm just shy and don't know how to initiate a conversation.",-2.3614516129032244,-0.6512562580645174,1.5163709677419348,97.99455645161294,95.45161290322581,5.680645161290323,14.201612903225806,7.1686216300943375,-0.447587096774194,100,2,28,2,4,37,24,31,0.157,0.843,0.0,-0.4784,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,5,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769039261256107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24615667558336274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8099544321493378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4546481327396089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DefliersHD,2020/03/05,"Is it normal for social anxiety to be a cause of depression and suicidal thoughts? In my case, not being able to form meaningful connections with pretty much anyone is a terrible feeling.",8.514545454545452,9.488977575757577,9.081363636363637,59.34204545454549,61.12121212121213,13.872727272727275,40.74242424242424,13.023866798666859,6.465315151515153,152,8,21,6,2,51,30,33,0.295,0.545,0.159,-0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,6,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,6,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,18,2,0,0.3239625879827153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478304930821802,0.0,0.0,0.2265221740228713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33279881746019185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790285023224823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16380521847069476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23814977778041765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174145524527537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295864186311429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33023906087766697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543624899973617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571901078860426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Klemzo69,2020/03/05,Fake call Do you ever find yourself in a conversation and dont know what to say but you dont want to look antisocial and you fake call someone and say you got to go?,0.20916666666666828,2.3078449166666672,2.6700000000000017,91.95000000000003,85.94444444444444,5.822222222222222,20.11111111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.3300777777777779,131,4,31,2,4,45,23,36,0.201,0.799,0.0,-0.7603,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,8,8,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,3,4,0,4,7,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,1,0,0,1,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4970130726518446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5704523400514844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22014081895730286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224344784141028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383119757330557,0.0,0.1946440901959306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337490101092456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043683181150893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3870729350325329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20620541297498726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14354509735881305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,thebigblueblob_97,2020/03/05,"Getting over my panic attacks at parties So just to give a bit of back context, I hate going out with my friends to bars/nightclubs. I continuously have to visit the bathroom as my anxiety will reach a point that sometimes I might vomit with having little or nothing to drink. The other night I was at my friends place and she was able to bring me out my shell. One of the greatest nights I have had in a while. If your out there and are not in the right mindset I would advise take a peace of gum, then just simple do you.",5.6656918238993725,5.322734500000003,5.88301886792453,84.3505031446541,67.20754716981132,7.821383647798742,30.874213836477992,6.42735559955562,1.5348100628930823,411,14,85,2,6,131,75,106,0.10099999999999999,0.7440000000000001,0.155,0.7269,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,5,5,2,1,8,0,11,2,0,0,0,14,17,8,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,3,0,1,3,0,15,2,19,11,2,21,0,0,0,0,8,12,0,3,6,69,17,1,0.2055313564762903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723092514030068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23382158946178624,0.0,0.15804092643676554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22438700911748624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20134248274214084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175860323420163,0.0,0.1073816507649578,0.19716440535218596,0.11680820635744445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20291966323217664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20599641421396725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180362893704054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857545099541487,0.0,0.19721287975033835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392733663416482,0.0,0.0,0.24114676262029786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21473652239841806,0.0,0.1942935654754704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17552265542649936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20327576697822808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453400137725604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600357865805513,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sovietstar_92,2020/03/05,"A fucking wedding My brother-in-laws wedding is coming up in two days and my gf will be one of the bridesmaids. I'll be left to fend for myself most the night. I get along fine with her family but their English isn't so good (they're all Polish) and they're not very talkative. I'll also have to ride along with the groomsmen who are typical obnoxious ""blokes"" that I barely know at all. I've sucked this kinda thing up before and went to her friend's wedding where we knew no one. That was an absolute nightmare I wish I'd never gone to. I've told my gf repeatedly this is something I may not have the mental resilience for and night bail altogether. I've even told the soon to be married couple I might not be able to handle it (they know I have anxiety). Not going would surely be the end of my relationship. My gf has already said she'd break up if I didn't go and that I'm acting like a child, avoiding adult responsibilities. At this point I'm actually considering whether my relationship is worth going through this and whether I am even relationship material. Any advice?",5.162903871829106,5.920363247663553,6.086381842456608,78.65177570093459,68.39252336448598,8.918024032042723,29.771695594125504,9.04235418022936,2.333528437917223,861,31,169,15,14,285,129,214,0.1,0.8490000000000001,0.05,-0.91,0,1,1,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,2,0,6,8,2,1,9,0,22,1,0,0,4,34,40,12,0,3,8,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,0,2,10,12,0,1,3,0,1,8,8,3,0,3,8,1,21,5,21,22,3,25,0,0,0,1,22,9,2,5,8,110,31,0,0.14077173066728152,0.0,0.1373729025649888,0.0,0.0,0.13756050597728234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15534510530217982,0.11257510215519956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572960412208592,0.0,0.10768998865129956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978637446997567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126238118897766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15576124246223735,0.0,0.09078612052568368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468197010788724,0.0,0.0,0.18595680091185554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270705930991952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875988991416548,0.13014119663645424,0.07354741913473678,0.0,0.2400114558720671,0.11807264881419174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472892335186678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529488972625263,0.0,0.0,0.0687739569492615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186479464821028,0.14933656026585354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085718369925261,0.0,0.0,0.2642094661853648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907811358023496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307478692504954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4534084691614002,0.0,0.0,0.13390615226654176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837295575217984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326756901889116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352248273058172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26902684258514753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751352592945032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161514206087893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049680466018904,0.0,0.0,0.1618805429706212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000019852777044,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,thisisfats,2020/03/05,"Does anyone else find they can eventually land a job, but... Your social anxiety slowly erodes your capability in the job? For instance, I find that I can sell myself during an interview, but there's constant paranoia as soon as I'm in the job that people are finding out my true colours.",7.543888888888887,7.490381907407412,7.818888888888887,71.065,63.25925925925928,10.162962962962963,34.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,3.3073777777777784,229,9,40,4,3,75,42,54,0.07200000000000001,0.8590000000000001,0.069,0.2144,3,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,6,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,2,26,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160718692670291,0.0,0.0,0.14690019463309442,0.2152625917604356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270332442252318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18385165260657715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17550369297850552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5760568588824208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6254473482969188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565033175089592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21416085435186336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,vroom12345,2020/03/05,Does any else here rehearse phone calls over and over again by yourself before you have to make one? I got a hired for a new job and needed to call HR to get an update. I spent at least a half hour talking to myself for what ended up being a 5 minute call.,4.778303030303028,3.859714345454545,5.290909090909093,89.78303030303032,69.18181818181819,7.333333333333332,23.787878787878785,3.1291,0.16287878787878718,199,3,46,0,3,64,44,55,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,7,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,4,0,11,4,1,9,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,5,30,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717615658403478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966743947495651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7080279534518511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20226320281963736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19307924919483116,0.0,0.20471235660695652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075575546651635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18485557612882608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22761624737625785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22936061414741304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542809036692433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713797818707055,0.0,0.2232265539570304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15661950108927655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18577333896472856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,taylaparker,2020/03/05,"How can I be myself? I have a big problem with people pleasing. It's almost subconscious, I filter myself intensely. I fear making people uncomfortable, even though I used to not care what people think. College has done a number on me. I think of things to say and shut it all down because it's not funny enough or clever, I feel like it may cross some sort of line. I fear that talking about myself will make the other people feel like I don't care about them. I never voice my own opinions. When someone says something biased I literally shift my thinking to match theirs so that I don't cause a disagreement. And even though I knew my original opinion, I will have convinced myself that the other person is right. My own ways of thinking are changing to accommodate others. I get serious anxiety in conversations because I fear that I will make the other person uncomfortable. I fear that my body language isn't the language they're looking for. I want to react in the way that they intend for me to. I am very aware that I am a people pleaser and a doormat and I have tried so hard to just be myself but it is so unbelievably hard to make this big of a change. I immediately feel awkward after saying what I want, even if the other person responds well I overthink and fail to make more conversation afterwards so it just goest silent and gets uncomfortable and then I pray I'd get swallowed by the Earth. I have tried meditating several times. I have only had a running streak of three days. I give up very easily if I don't see results and sitting in meditation makes me so uncomfortable. It's very hard for me to focus my attention away from my thoughts. Any time I think I have shifted my attention, I realize that I'm thinking about where my attention is and therefore focusing on my thoughts again. I am really hard on myself in meditation, it's almost impossible for me to not be, and I was afraid that I could be making the problem worse. I am very anti-pill and cannot afford therapy. I just want to be myself again, unfiltered and weird but confident. I want to make genuine friends who like me and I want to like them. I want to be able to stand my ground and voice my opinions. And dance without feeling like I look weird and sing without thinking about my pitch. Do you know anything that could help me? I already know the basic ""accept yourself"" things. I need actual actions that I can practice to achieve that acceptance. Someone being like ""just love yourself"" is like ""Just go buy a mansion"", you can't just do it, you have to work for it. I need to know what work I need to put in.",4.465113079729028,6.004534265346539,5.2950729546638895,80.76955054716,70.70297029702971,8.008858780614903,28.93303804064617,8.532816995589336,2.1728217821782168,2064,79,387,34,38,672,220,505,0.114,0.74,0.146,0.9593,2,0,1,0,0,0,50.0,0,3,4,4,26,28,0,6,17,0,43,3,1,16,2,95,90,31,0,15,16,0,8,7,1,4,0,5,0,3,34,17,1,0,23,2,1,6,12,12,1,1,6,16,81,16,51,71,6,38,1,1,3,1,22,17,0,11,18,281,115,5,0.06520865843277315,0.0,0.06363424416832149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059410409845454,0.0,0.07195937609657749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044344123834463636,0.0,0.049884445217124505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05366116975239057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061265681135363625,0.0,0.0,0.07950118587146614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243211927905391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296914640295932,0.06698725476211571,0.1379642285246512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104127615363481,0.0,0.0,0.04205419011142294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673109753936463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673779755342067,0.0,0.129209111692026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935114792921976,0.13188582801827994,0.13975523584103752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05038004774808943,0.0,0.10220649792899936,0.0625540870460545,0.03705958332146827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336565986797437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043707989207961054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751091996272176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22300359685581966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951769972647987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588533601515816,0.0,0.34821828685925776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450541819159714,0.05029293736963246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049594123152810914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22603736610740385,0.17081305598486995,0.0,0.07157952516657175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479175899696045,0.0,0.0655527124772492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041774336355162735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05568783800753183,0.0,0.1555696274089351,0.0,0.0,0.05196285817745234,0.0,0.0,0.07366722312235081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050216935998766,0.050200811068357686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05241224958818266,0.0,0.0,0.07457178390880981,0.0,0.08664347029415119,0.2924815271944721,0.12813435165551404,0.10353678183558546,0.07604738625258026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854479733419061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05631934414764193,0.0,0.2152158896408395,0.2307705374503949,0.103519195701448,0.0,0.0,0.05863041517611614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571763950558126,0.0,0.09494535994086496,0.0,0.06645319387453998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lostinspace15,2020/03/05,"Finally stood up for myself to an older woman who frequently grabbed my hair I am a 16 year old male, and I have long, curly hair. For a little under two years, this woman (40s) from the church I go to has always grabbed and touched my hair and has never asked permission. It's always made me feel so disgusting and violated but I never said anything because I'm a doormat so I just tried to avoid her at all costs. Tonight when she tried to do it, I finally said ""please don't touch me."" It's small, but I'm still proud of myself.",4.245072083879425,4.6317405321100935,5.205792922673659,85.47403669724774,70.28440366972478,8.43040629095675,27.49803407601573,8.418075326091056,1.6705612057667103,414,13,89,6,7,136,73,109,0.07400000000000001,0.858,0.068,0.0734,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,2,1,5,0,6,3,3,1,3,13,15,9,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,5,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,3,3,0,1,4,10,14,1,11,11,1,19,1,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,13,56,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32541077543826186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091319736522933,0.0,0.18280400214092032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919969385623673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988711687217587,0.0,0.0,0.4284101914839881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113019102635048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959829842116432,0.0,0.1730472182305852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18502518011224856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30162582718116226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051868957205854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146447852997993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720076500577464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15615892208796706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655183723136432,0.0,0.19101468739966107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25184338415626656 socialanxiety,flyingseals,2020/03/05,"I want to speak up in class but my anxiety gets the better of me every time I'm enrolled in a few classes that emphasize a lot on participation points but my anxiety is stressing me out. I have so much ideas to contribute and really want to speak up in class, but every time it's like my body is stopping me from speaking up. I feel something this suppressing almost dreadful feeling and this incredible lump in my throat. Then the opportunity to speak up is gone soon enough and the teacher moves on to the next topic already, with the whole lesson ending like that without me giving any input at all. Every single time. One of the most dejecting feelings ever and I hate that I've lost so many chances to contribute and bond with my classmates and teacher. How should I work on this? I literally have been thinking of taking anxiety medication like Propranolol to help with this issue.",6.2982743603701685,7.389336922155692,6.794382144801308,73.39072400653241,66.0059880239521,9.66554164398476,33.145890038105605,9.800150414767053,3.3229209580838326,714,30,123,15,11,233,99,167,0.156,0.703,0.142,-0.5795,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,5,5,9,1,2,8,0,7,4,2,1,2,31,20,13,0,3,4,0,3,3,0,1,2,4,0,0,8,10,0,2,6,0,0,2,1,4,0,1,3,7,15,5,28,16,8,25,0,1,0,0,6,14,0,3,12,90,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496605916546249,0.0,0.1597570923241958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844843951884846,0.0,0.3322455398750665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803713800926272,0.0,0.16080662999871867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822308737016164,0.14958591974990212,0.0,0.0,0.13095258715996072,0.36592444255767503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21959990705059207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563625391388239,0.13887639945710448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14293022190488625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703615631449722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16342750127018246,0.0,0.15110207593989605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21218165905783315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15803335603894794,0.1230781208835443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467738713059072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458403594633561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15386740393668435,0.10642247248074313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396434211651938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809977426325517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685427023563587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274325142726128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145087747611213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103404887159284,0.16583333555720484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884888510498383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927626527985488,0.0,0.0,0.2532493324482508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707779771357249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163032997963145,0.0,0.1395529368842621,0.0,0.10539415053758497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DeeCee15,2020/03/05,"In desperate need of dating advice....please help Hello there. I haven’t really done anything like this before but I figured it couldn’t hurt to get some stuff off my chest and perhaps get some advice from others. I just created this account specifically for this post and to stay confidential. First off, I’m a freshman in college (18M) that has been naturally shy around people I don’t know very well since about 14. This is mostly due to the fact that I constantly worry about people I don’t know judging me (Ik it sounds ridiculous it’s just the way I’ve been). I’ve never been a big social media guy (I don’t do Instagram and I have a Snapchat but only use it to communicate with a handful of people) and I feel like it definitely has some effect on how I interact with others my age. For the past few years I’ve only really had one amazing friend who I feel truly cares about me and checks in on me daily. I of course have other friend from college but it is much more casual of a relationship (I would never hang out with them outside of school). There have been times over the past year or two when I hang out in a group, have a fun time, then slowly push them away and make excuses to not hang out again. I honestly couldn’t pinpoint why I act that way. I’ve only been out partying legitimately 2 times in my life, so yeah I don’t really get out much :/. Before I keep going I do want to say I am still happy and have a great, loving family life, it’s just this point that I’m about to get into does leave me a bit empty inside. Regardless of all of this social awkwardness that I define myself by, I see myself as a pretty good looking guy and crave having intimacy with someone just like everybody else. There’s been a few girls that I have gotten close with, but I’ve never been in a legitimate relationships. I’ve come to the point where I realize its unlikely for a girl to just walk up to me, so I know I need to make the first move. I have trouble dealing with this reality though because it makes me extremely anxious just thinking about approaching a girl. I’m naturally very shy out in public and constantly worry about judgement of others, but when I am comfortable around somebody I am a completely different and enjoyable person to be around. I know if I got past that first awkward stage with a girl, that I would never be able to let her go as long as she did right by me. I just need to build up the courage and confidence be more open around strangers. I know I’m taking forever to get to the point but I felt the backstory was at least slightly significant. I am looking for advice on how to approach a girl without being super creepy about it, and how to not psych myself out of it right before I make a move. Thank you for reading this long rant/venting and I appreciate any advice.",3.765341375450817,5.241148912655973,5.063201923475521,81.99920780997391,72.3511586452763,8.213257057579904,25.345976868548693,8.775028230273154,1.791403482153961,2224,69,439,42,43,740,255,561,0.068,0.743,0.18899999999999997,0.9976,1,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,1,2,5,34,25,1,2,27,1,43,5,2,9,6,93,83,33,0,10,18,0,4,3,2,2,2,2,0,8,33,35,0,1,12,2,2,13,14,5,1,5,14,9,56,20,83,60,13,83,0,1,3,1,29,38,0,6,30,309,89,5,0.07037052474192591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20629578701988835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04785436993262556,0.0,0.0,0.0794986627848633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05790894590530984,0.25057874575176725,0.0,0.0,0.06611542445106093,0.0,0.0,0.04289721872708168,0.0,0.17964040056397942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682638721206682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174743992401658,0.0,0.0,0.0606179760330753,0.0737821563366487,0.15209107531821056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254892104955334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352222075260909,0.0,0.0,0.061581720420257224,0.0720134789353314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587855436733689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663390679103687,0.0,0.07116290341441289,0.05027271693632756,0.06756673932417949,0.0,0.0,0.17957139719004886,0.0,0.0,0.10873618570795568,0.0,0.1838284737067848,0.0,0.07998638180043112,0.059023457446594915,0.056281737105893966,0.07758375195774928,0.0,0.13935576626529225,0.0,0.07491073212237065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04716787938751419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533310217404257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06254855572092652,0.0,0.0,0.1933690002497568,0.0,0.0,0.0745122250000509,0.0,0.07195862929753931,0.0994095654577627,0.10313845150920628,0.0,0.0,0.1245513999306644,0.11818703502735617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06351214602830804,0.0,0.18789148680526188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958546228960984,0.10346086524333596,0.1565365573033702,0.2170963475448603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047684888768623784,0.16055986525057767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20152988537104569,0.14635818414199853,0.061444827886977076,0.0,0.07724570429466097,0.19956867493451044,0.0,0.06739551049305716,0.07159212232284995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038956800531786,0.0,0.1352434802698408,0.0,0.0,0.15110321627824227,0.0,0.12019208726317987,0.0,0.05596146574082643,0.0,0.07121872794184231,0.05607619731676312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582112252554588,0.0,0.0,0.14346777601049499,0.059624717252849666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500561627864434,0.056197991960214584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055741482896753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052909876886067686,0.0,0.0,0.06478772460419525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045090590817374716,0.06913868326827287,0.0,0.12310085664535908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874177743569491,0.0,0.0,0.06077753930295252,0.0,0.11612610541926635,0.041506358730215256,0.1117136941236596,0.0,0.0,0.06327155290326693,0.0,0.06349845314464515,0.0,0.0,0.0678346746731851,0.0,0.0,0.142929367483969,0.0,0.09997840349534813,0.0,0.0,0.09063262149103728 socialanxiety,Splashlight2,2020/03/05,"I'm just a truly boring person So I've realized that even once ppl get to know me, I don't know what to say.... Or maybe it's just my brain injury talking. I used to have a ton of friends at my college but after my suicide attempt 2 yrs ago, I'm now super withdrawn and quiet. & I have a speech impediment now as the cherry on top. 😩 my best friends and I have kinda grown apart. They're living their own lives and I'm living mine. Either way, I'm never lonely bc I've got my husband. I've always been introverted anyway.",0.3945238095238111,2.448587500000002,3.010714285714286,90.10095238095242,84.71428571428572,4.8047619047619055,19.154761904761905,5.985473137389443,-0.06241309523809504,408,11,87,3,12,142,80,112,0.084,0.71,0.207,0.9367,0,2,0,0,0,1,16.0,0,0,1,4,7,6,0,0,4,0,5,1,1,1,1,14,14,7,1,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,3,12,4,8,12,4,11,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,2,5,49,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17977395764698953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16874959494834715,0.21973859703329832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21283081653172156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263968996714375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13395046322135695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133725158202043,0.0,0.10595698370293052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622012896330142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229121049092324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.537240281856012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20374438460388605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15641533718184475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21598017958839896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17708107171238266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16127828279069267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22183521256919125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630065794634756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17515797774883762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609767767333898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SophieCatAndyCat,2020/03/05,"Should I go to a counselor for my awkwardness? TL;DR: My awkwardness is causing problems in my life to the point where forming bonds with other people is very difficult for me. Should i go to counseling for this? I am an awkward person. I say weird things, i talk about topics no whats to talk about, and i say jokes that land flat and offensive. Im taken a way that i am not expecting. Ive recently become more aware of it little by little over time. It stings when i hear people saying mean things about me when they dont think i hear them or don't care that i hear them. I have bipolar disorder and a physical handi cap erbs palsy. So, i always assumed these two things were tha cause of being ostracized. When i was little i thought it was my arm, and too an extent it was. However, i learnt people are not that shallow, more than half of people are not that shallow im sure. I knew as i got older and my friend group stayed between 2-0 I knew that the reason for my rejection was solely due to my arm. This is when i went for help with a counselor and worked on myself that i learnt that i have a mood disorder. I got onto good meds that stabilized me, I was regularly attending therapy for bpd, and i started regularly attending support groups. These groups help me the most. However, my problem with making friends and having shade thrown at me still persisted. Lately, ive been putting what i say is affecting how people treat me. Yes, i know its a duh! But i dont realize what i say is bad until after i hear comments about it. This awkward behaviour coupled with the other two issues makes everything so hard. I keep getting depressed about my lack of close friends and community. Should i seek counseling for my awkwardness, i have counseling for my bpd but my ability to communicate effectively and regulate my awareness of my states of mind is really putting a wrench in my life.",3.6654566970547013,5.6256396603260885,4.8478295932678845,81.44955469845723,73.59239130434783,8.444039270687236,27.63183730715288,9.11188708381993,2.435967110799439,1497,58,282,34,31,493,185,368,0.095,0.826,0.078,0.3456,2,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,3,3,15,23,1,5,13,2,30,5,2,8,1,48,53,22,0,7,6,0,1,0,3,3,3,9,0,1,28,15,0,1,10,1,0,7,7,13,0,3,14,10,59,9,41,35,6,36,0,2,0,0,24,13,0,3,13,204,87,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908086029446955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931980738272914,0.0,0.0916911509167508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20912631940059667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464634638314347,0.17057269368839775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186213828653997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150662917045708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903005491657473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946020652752592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461471828440587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924275106449435,0.0,0.043375509082827717,0.0,0.0943665026512994,0.0696348194311364,0.1328003736204618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437130312401763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742867996311194,0.0,0.11129564096007248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793557680472701,0.08665327971990072,0.0,0.07379366732702926,0.0,0.0,0.045626657598479926,0.0,0.09365230412617706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172816273367665,0.0,0.2496292226497527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083550779933997,0.0,0.0,0.09043517307470933,0.09221859993264586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382843846345878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877846132677723,0.07249150896926564,0.0,0.0,0.0784825177670527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588814660177947,0.0,0.16691985341887866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05318594637479527,0.08536032657519152,0.08197409706214667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33011168190969703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05876331856052967,0.0884902845722031,0.06630138578518259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942122529215231,0.07824714548197541,0.0,0.0,0.13345969507591998,0.0,0.0,0.09494276261690067,0.0,0.16546815701435005,0.05319707257834125,0.0,0.06591010422893016,0.048410729649726834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622006390744274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850175109979288,0.0,0.0658989091356171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696212052592079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06044092214197914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,teenblackcelHOPE,2020/03/05,Best way to injure/get sick to miss on school tomorrow Any ideas? Theres an event that happens tomorrow that I have to participate in and my anxiety is through the roof. There will be so much people,4.2723076923076935,5.894951615384617,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,71.30769230769229,9.302564102564103,28.384615384615394,9.725611199111238,2.5955230769230777,159,6,32,4,3,51,34,39,0.154,0.748,0.098,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,6,4,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,22,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542540880293713,0.0,0.28602040200135426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923684180437994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19533907144511206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33062457758454705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4220697707088977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748479185517384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592042390768063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783907874862606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967718879152822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pinkprincess125,2020/03/05,"CB Therapy I recently started CB Therapy, currently on 3rd/4th session. However I don’t think it’s helping me. Nothing in my life, my mood and anxiety has changed. It’s same as before I went into therapy. I just don’t know what to do. I’m feeling kinda hopeless about it. Also, I’ve been thinking about if I should get diagnosed anxiety and depression but I’m not if it’ll help or anything. I think I have Persistent Depressive Disorder starting around 11 years old (currently 16), Social Anxiety Disorder and maybe Generalised Anxiety Disorder. Can someone give me some advice on what to do?",3.9514545454545456,6.684186872727274,5.902727272727272,70.55409090909092,75.72727272727272,10.90909090909091,38.18181818181819,10.637119530657019,5.564909090909091,476,31,75,19,11,164,73,110,0.248,0.727,0.025,-0.9722,3,0,0,0,0,1,16.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,0,0,20,22,9,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,1,11,0,10,18,2,13,0,3,0,0,4,5,0,5,7,48,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276056045155595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442833036894664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995869600651873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074598685099686,0.1162478380883839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111774137769426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814102380500012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249443755446405,0.1325404589357816,0.0,0.0,0.4489832484186329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06602741704368699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822498080079194,0.12526849488648512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750559965351251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176579375048724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223565258977356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311896228269552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529929311746518,0.0,0.13702640426724408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893638176206082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311439281518495,0.11064377318164548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18485667905025985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4480040668347991,0.0,0.0,0.2510197112650738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210530851693897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409209868943228 socialanxiety,NeedTheAdvice24,2020/03/05,Social Media help I’m in HS and most people use Instagram and Snapchat to communicate. I have a decent amount of friends. I’m not social but it’s more by choice then not being able to. I’m thinking of getting the apps but my anxiety is freaking out over stupid things like followers or whatever they’re called in snap. Most my “less popular” friends have about 100+ followers which u have no idea how because there’s no way they are friends with that many people. I checked my contacts and found like 80 maybe. Is there a way I can get followers just so u don’t look like I have no friends :(. Ik this sounds stupid but what should I do,2.485755208333334,4.623238148437501,3.0434375,92.24114583333336,77.671875,6.766666666666668,25.510416666666664,7.793537801064563,1.2840135416666665,505,19,108,8,12,157,85,128,0.157,0.644,0.2,0.7511,3,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,6,11,2,0,3,0,12,0,0,2,0,20,24,10,0,1,7,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,1,3,6,3,0,0,1,2,9,8,11,21,5,10,0,0,1,0,10,4,0,3,4,63,15,0,0.1777367499104801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596812719463955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083466730525593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18148909381855385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948791723423748,0.5492758883430635,0.0,0.18572023202880486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191331969351016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006431564573776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26049959452873445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14925410578047835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801971675232312,0.17856045472797474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464405664881073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3623604672340583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180803989927504,0.11388653264722245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535074854547348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28215831822841325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Even_Appeal,2020/03/05,"I want to go to the gym but my anxiety makes it so hard I know being healthier will make me feel better but i'm having such a hard time just making myself go in the first place. The idea of working out, sweating, doing things incorrectly in front of people, really freaks me out. I joined a gym two weeks ago and I still haven't gone. How do I make myself go and not be super freaked out the entire time i'm there?",2.32497536945813,3.715986390804602,3.905418719211824,89.1993103448276,75.89655172413794,6.810509031198686,19.32512315270936,7.447530270364453,0.3185743842364537,324,6,71,4,7,108,61,87,0.145,0.773,0.08199999999999999,-0.6783,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,4,6,4,0,0,6,0,7,1,1,5,0,18,20,6,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,2,0,5,2,2,0,2,1,3,10,2,9,16,0,17,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,6,47,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17781510024776714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15345439807870367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17740971287969248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142670859407016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706257511591477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420077757840579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3593869045897362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22644700223532904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024160228676956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5355940852644904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390671092294716,0.0,0.20957876932136135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850610270630414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019518824090428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326620676614015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23393676790540585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959518764321957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831595254664233,0.0,0.16090497036392845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14603533222305667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,planetmanic,2020/03/05,Extra Credit Today I missed the opportunity to turn in extra credit because I was too scared to ask the teacher for a stapler... I have a 73 in that class.😑,0.5268750000000004,2.9177179375000044,3.7550000000000026,82.39000000000001,88.375,4.45,20.5,5.985473137389443,0.338225,122,4,23,1,4,44,24,32,0.15,0.616,0.235,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,3,5,4,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,18,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4492920834389985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929666646831639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4811601144397046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4555485083252306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5227500913232767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,whayi,2020/03/05,"college freshman struggle hi people, don't know where else to post this but i think i'm in the right place. so i've just started college (18F) and well (you can see where this is going), i knew it was going to be bad, but honestly i wasn't prepared by how affected i would get by it. i was totally down with doing my on thing and just getting by, but boy was i WRONG,,, college is an entirely social experience and i'm terrified by it. i've made a total of 0 friends from my class and everyone seems to know each other already, they talk, trade questions, make plans while i'm rotted on the spot not being able to move or talk, i told myself i'm okay with being alone but i'm so fucking lost, this won't do me any good long term, i *know* it won't... thing is, i'm really *really* trying to put myself out there, going to conferences, lectures, random activities (all alone), but when it comes to interacting with people around my age and classmates i feel like dying, it's just too much... deep down i know i'm blowing things out of proportion, and i guess i could salvage the situation before it gets worse, but you guys know how anxiety works...... thots? tips? handguides?? (sorry for typos idk)",1.6929113924050654,4.026960451476796,3.342643037974685,87.98242025316458,81.61603375527427,6.323645569620254,22.138227848101266,7.554174236665415,0.9963851139240512,925,30,187,15,25,306,142,237,0.12,0.797,0.083,-0.8408,0,2,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,2,1,3,14,11,1,1,5,1,18,1,0,5,3,47,49,19,1,2,11,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,14,14,0,0,10,0,1,6,5,5,1,0,8,2,21,6,26,34,6,26,0,1,1,1,13,13,1,5,7,117,35,7,0.12342184030042988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25565560894348793,0.13619906985000454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393108371953517,0.0,0.09441737000939633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098716048170619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305208131714554,0.0,0.0,0.10502289564759196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631698690221744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854229655334434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809238443625978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310311042637132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793485753382965,0.0,0.12073024260817443,0.0,0.0,0.06240579086726453,0.08817258737147686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535540765499982,0.11410150256470865,0.19344845252512147,0.0,0.21043042830048053,0.1035203839344496,0.0,0.0,0.1359630717922348,0.1222070262515156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33914707834571844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060297676892831165,0.0,0.0,0.10922444480706542,0.0,0.0,0.134729518324611,0.0,0.0,0.11678472950751972,0.08238503678683345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117788382054438,0.0907292537197715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17113032761070635,0.0,0.1289495541143115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182040060600008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240730388429642,0.13826070755157407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15813438258659393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054015772510888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835122723991098,0.1123586080093703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873131967007868,0.0,0.12581302330743818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816064552143728,0.08735861381337004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902730523653702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984036001945348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24598795951486485,0.07908373170902895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793485753382965,0.0,0.08379532794161834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097105679723103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985256968573642,0.0,0.1257773994889436,0.08767533420383224,0.13494240728343732,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,frogslily,2020/03/05,"i have no friends at college :( I'm studying a college (uk college, not university) one day a week, in a topic I really enjoy. most of the other students are a lot older than me. although I've been working on my confidence for so long, as soon as i stepped back into a college situation I went right back to the little shy nervous me. we're now half way through and everyone else has grouped off and I just feel alone. I tried not to cry all day today because it just hit me and made me hella sad. I want to go and join them at a table but I've been awkwardly avoiding eye contact for so long that now it'd just be weird. boo. I love the topic but can't wait for the course to end because I'm tired of the social difficulties :'( whyy do we get in our own way like this? how can I not be weird next time? I made so much effort at the start but quickly convinced myself that tfey all hate me and I think I may have been right.",2.8284395604395627,3.6645877743589774,4.365219780219778,88.57442307692308,73.8205128205128,7.007326007326008,26.749084249084248,7.1686216300943375,1.1282161172161178,716,25,160,7,14,240,121,195,0.175,0.7120000000000001,0.113,-0.8958,0,2,0,0,1,0,19.0,2,0,1,2,13,12,1,3,12,0,14,3,1,3,2,29,29,15,0,1,9,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,6,7,0,2,2,0,0,3,5,7,0,2,6,2,22,5,21,18,6,33,0,1,1,1,8,11,0,3,18,108,28,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648306216478198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24720555031887603,0.0,0.19597699081031086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765705378703639,0.20733410548934775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13428159556859345,0.0,0.14237211918123055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15359847804113194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127736530665175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419097962278315,0.0,0.08398248691019257,0.0,0.091354934400193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587021417515611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853175552866627,0.1611084485759899,0.0,0.28450805534640955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665942112630464,0.14507839468243802,0.3042011002668112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816587204649905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17095384392197868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892478912740733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297719011661814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745502421836236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18068381141554665,0.0,0.16385900913334867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377594721448354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029987323708399,0.0,0.0,0.09373154471472564,0.18475242058433106,0.15236720861442626,0.0,0.0,0.1091351200818478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481140648292846,0.2551833691823561,0.12893972640150894,0.0,0.0,0.14901197510573266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11702407787159093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rightsit,2020/03/06,"Has anyone tried meditation/mindfulness and if so, did it help? My anxiety has been triggering a lot more frequently lately, especially since I keep thinking about it so much. I really wanna stop it before it starts to get even worse. I'm curious to know what methods you guys have tried out to help ease your anxiety. Do you have any effective solutions? Is meditation an effective solution? I'd be happy to hear about your experiences with SA and learning to cope with it, feel free to talk to me 😊",5.326838905775078,7.016530468085108,6.719483282674773,70.80500000000002,68.78723404255321,11.754407294832829,31.51367781155016,11.491704259439757,4.3337677811550135,400,17,71,15,7,136,68,94,0.081,0.6609999999999999,0.258,0.9612,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,0,2,5,2,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,3,0,17,17,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,5,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,8,3,13,14,3,5,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,2,4,47,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449841455382296,0.0,0.3261967106375641,0.0,0.0,0.14907525529602286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18141854141069227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081739987582315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085517103968388,0.0,0.0,0.10780094649751183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138884170243556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111027344654678,0.0,0.2269566709100171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24029327814810306,0.0,0.2858085771258556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18950304681926725,0.0,0.0,0.117169818824337,0.0,0.2405002707739752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181256059293202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21527246272402345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567274333051488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658216553086458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763622583742804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15090492601595806,0.0,0.0,0.1782457725327434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17136307057606798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366107377586433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894992768664456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21727026489806456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AIOfreak,2020/03/06,DAE feel happy and healthy when you’re alone but instantly feel bad about yourself as soon as you interact with someone? Because everything I do and say is stupid and wrong and this is why no one likes me,4.665416666666669,6.234535375000004,4.3599999999999985,87.55166666666668,70.25,8.333333333333334,30.833333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.377583333333333,165,7,33,3,3,50,33,40,0.32,0.539,0.142,-0.8979,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,5,8,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,3,3,2,4,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421520945578992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758358059650967,0.20138366335589514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969051953823741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340786794550108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3516730945997492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16139662674420766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238596783637476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627145841168089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27991194635091393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980974406069902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.361195496453349,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,screamingbirds,2020/03/06,Does anyone else feel like this? I've been recently playing a video game with my friend around. But I get so anxious and absolutely terrified that I'm gonna be made fun of. My social anxiety seems to really spike up whenever I play video games with my friends. I guess I'm just terrified that I'm going to be made fun of or laughed at? Does anyone else feel like this? Any tips on how to help it?,2.4055574912892013,4.117274085365857,3.800522648083625,88.67914634146345,76.4390243902439,8.10034843205575,23.90940766550523,8.841846274778883,1.5655797909407672,313,10,69,7,7,103,56,82,0.128,0.586,0.28600000000000003,0.9307,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,14,15,5,0,0,3,0,2,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,6,9,11,9,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,3,3,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288153778222233,0.0,0.13823426442195774,0.20413847154163864,0.0,0.2526979284258692,0.3702950233749449,0.0,0.16086044836066798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162618801655971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019017078740265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18273371934313204,0.2581828482675152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792152468244565,0.0,0.09440778582625536,0.0,0.10269542375242877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990603552702111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111875177177002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17656083855764848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419635852509489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576042657459537,0.0,0.17841849380870234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164501611600754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841999065413021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,HauntingSearch,2020/03/06,"Slight depression / anxiety I have slight depression and also anxiety, social anxiety etc. I swear the depression comes from having anxiety and it getting the better half of me . I have been prescribed Paxil years ago but stopped taking it 3 months later failing asleep on construction jobs. Last summer I was prescribed Wellbutrin , it helped in the beginning with the depression, I did like the mild euphoria , but it ended up making me more anxious than I was before I started taking it. I am interested in what other are having good luck with for similar symptoms. Any help is greatly appreciated",8.059570041608875,9.818001087378645,8.134979195561723,62.94660194174759,62.39805825242718,11.322607489597779,38.01525658807212,11.20814326018867,5.1421217753120665,484,24,66,14,7,157,71,103,0.213,0.555,0.23199999999999998,0.8641,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,1,11,0,0,5,0,11,2,1,1,0,10,18,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,1,4,0,10,6,10,14,2,15,0,5,0,0,3,4,0,1,11,51,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738963559357506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394576469958113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539878499015054,0.0,0.4742689187338406,0.1750950326514218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188541249381194,0.0,0.0,0.13707641122344896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351050345962967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5339720082327588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727548839322662,0.0,0.17285526281624522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809760855803453,0.0,0.0,0.12999859175969802,0.0,0.17087746015331012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20777359246418986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380405387891755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633786006704567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572047923829997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345729369725802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237118564055234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15799319161483735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970300091823926,0.0,0.0,0.12957891212752054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16109436752575773,0.2330669799068032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980873428149456 socialanxiety,lucefromhogwarts,2020/03/06,"SA is so paradoxical How can we have this immense fear of looking weird, saying something stupid etc. and at the same time KNOW that we're exagerrating and no one cares if we say something embarrassing? I don't trust my feelings and I know how stupid it would seem to people without SA, but I can't stop dreading social situations. I imagine that it's different with other mental illnesses, but I'm not sure. If you look at depressed people, I think they really trust their feelings, there's nothing telling them hey well this is just your depression talking, cheer up. But us, we know SA isn't real and yet here we are...",3.6106875477463696,5.971851596638657,4.296317799847213,83.5284950343774,75.05042016806723,7.016348357524827,27.624904507257448,8.00094639256281,1.8864050420168068,496,20,92,8,11,158,85,119,0.23800000000000002,0.652,0.109,-0.9413,1,1,2,0,0,0,15.0,5,2,3,0,8,14,2,3,1,0,9,1,0,2,1,32,20,12,0,3,8,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,7,9,0,1,8,0,0,0,6,8,1,1,0,6,16,6,7,19,2,6,0,2,2,0,16,3,0,3,3,62,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17072942583037468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884539324610193,0.0,0.0,0.17495267494088304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867542850081182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18843110484563336,0.16933846912491984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760832588953484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28123658003943025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687531715921413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16067560589949545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347044143838847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321815595613593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19059809840674613,0.10727463706126568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663305875352719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524428615429526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882241132283624,0.0,0.17069717783221902,0.0,0.2578268983978099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399981504308041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15782240807577014,0.0,0.0,0.13459232492252154,0.14636124464363368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729707831743612,0.0,0.0,0.09764315212987484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20142526103408773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056029748254465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614186522976749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895375948100265,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AR_RAMTHA,2020/03/06,"Fear of going out Have you ever had that feeling that you would rather stay home instead of hanging out? I don't know why I'm so shy and nervous to invite people to hangout with. If I get invited (which is been a while since that I had that), there are times I get homesick and I just can't have fun. I even reject the invite of how shy I am. I have one friend that I want to hang out with. But I don't think our relationship is ""strong"" enough to do so. I only hangout after school in the library if she needs help with math or with someone to keep company. I don't know where to go, or if she will accept my invite. Does it take time for that to happen? Sorry for wasting your and my time.",1.3336420722135005,2.9420925578231305,2.9478911564625854,94.06789638932496,79.20408163265307,5.339403453689169,20.151229722658293,5.8734145424116955,-0.1563266352694921,534,13,122,3,13,176,89,147,0.14800000000000002,0.745,0.107,-0.7997,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,3,0,1,10,8,0,2,3,0,17,0,0,1,1,29,31,13,0,7,8,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,8,10,0,1,5,2,0,4,4,4,0,1,3,1,20,4,21,26,1,16,0,2,0,0,9,5,0,5,6,91,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17307565293709729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20435611746173946,0.0,0.1306295922206679,0.17890027569655076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22255368265017825,0.10000180158410762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528017259899678,0.0,0.2066602420205584,0.0,0.22480202179658015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17489321188046714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325654994199685,0.0,0.19838607555926024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757929471244635,0.0,0.0,0.21738571607045454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14664885769627425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401855619719866,0.15041803165015688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711340589488574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123380740240691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20016049820896456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16360286381415934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675754882991569,0.0,0.0,0.22139473385657324,0.0,0.21080356188141586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487034046204607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672727221289956,0.0,0.0,0.3459754127623079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665377467938218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17846263734603265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049483634492518,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Unsightlypelican,2020/03/06,"idea for positive direction? would it be a good idea to do a thing as a community where we allocate a day each week for only triumphs, like. .. Triumphant Tuesday? So on this community only positive steps against SA are allowed on Tuesdays. Crazy idea maybe. But could work?",3.4157823129251703,6.495606938775508,4.4521428571428565,77.68869047619049,81.65306122448979,8.164625850340135,32.656462585034014,8.841846274778883,3.6337319727891133,216,12,36,6,6,70,39,49,0.039,0.64,0.321,0.9527,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,1,0,9,5,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,7,2,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,5,24,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18361826007222776,0.0,0.0,0.14831641327905315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928941525100628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7788495581160723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235535302818428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23104323403031346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34981638910442825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278678193576892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18447401795202265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16742630409249976,0.0,0.0,0.16336936402780022,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,roncohen56,2020/03/06,"social anxiety Hey everyone, I’m currently trying to find out how to make your life a lot easier if you deal with social anxiety ;) Which is why I have two very simple questions: 1. what are the 2 biggest issues you’re dealing with when it comes to social anxiety? 2. Regarding dealing with social anxiety, what would you wish for more than anything else? I used to be extremely nervous when I was about to meet with new people. Thanks so much in advance - looking forward to reading your answers! P.s I understand that it is very sensitive topic, feel free to DM me instead of commenting down below if you feel a little too shy about that. I would love to read your answers.",4.146979241231212,6.3596712283464605,5.172569792412316,78.54156048675735,72.93700787401575,8.397709377236936,30.44309234073013,9.095868883498916,2.9916992125984248,534,24,91,12,11,175,87,127,0.081,0.7829999999999999,0.136,0.8894,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,6,0,1,8,4,0,1,3,0,8,2,0,3,0,22,19,6,0,5,2,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,7,2,1,3,0,1,0,1,1,3,12,4,21,15,3,13,0,0,1,1,18,7,0,4,5,63,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38277948580702587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293987873484664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775549449993438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868924059192832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044981331035376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953055915725988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650032794376198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433162325169885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056332137911444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835602559610377,0.0,0.12537482915742051,0.0,0.0,0.10504559238257148,0.0,0.0,0.1063485604132114,0.11290021788748222,0.0,0.08349973637350484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195685360398488,0.0,0.0,0.12081442332576794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672289167011199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401314253368851,0.0,0.25025126882861337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5100612775451789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516770699241785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492910928182941,0.0,0.12219649524995772,0.13022495749485535,0.0,0.10803913674889802,0.0,0.20642764296480132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128758771960441,0.0,0.14384937675380832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777232268869709,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,introverted-plant,2020/03/06,"I never leave my house rant/vent/possible TW I (16F) have social anxiety. Ive had it as long as I can remember, but it escalated about a year ago. I isolated myself from everyone at school, wouldn’t talk to anyone, had a breakdown everyday about having to interact with people, cried each morning on the way to school, hid in the bathroom at school, was always late, my grades were suffering. I couldn’t focus because I felt so unbearably anxious around so many people at school. I had to transfer to online high school. It seemed like my only choice. I just could not stand to go to school any longer, but I still have to study. So i have been doing online school since then. I couldn’t and still can’t function. Its holding me back from having friends, seeing family(besides family I live with obviously), getting a job, and doing anything fun or different. I don’t like admitting these things to myself. I’ve been in denial. I keep telling myself It’s not a problem. Because it isn’t, is it? It’s not that bad, right? But idk. I was going to therapy every 2 weeks for a while, but I think I’m not going anymore. I felt like I couldn’t get myself to open up to her or communicate. I felt too nervous. So I told her I just want to quit. I always quit things. So other than those appointments I never leave my house, or houses I guess. My parents are divorced so I have to switch houses. Switching between homes is the only time I do leave my house (houses?) My cousin invited me to go to something with her and her friends. But I said no. It’s uncomfortable. It’s scary. This is how my internal dialogue sounds : “I’m the worst most useless piece of shit. All I do is take from people. I take advantage of my parents. I’m faking all of this, There’s nothing wrong with me I’m just a lazy piece of shit who wants to sleep all day. I’ll never do anything. I’m nothing. I don’t want to waste people’s time. They all hate me. I’m ugly, boring, stupid, selfish, lazy, annoying, worthless, useless.” Lately there’s been a lot of: “ I want to die. What’s the point. Everything is so repetitive. I’m tired of doing the saaame shit, over, and over, and over, every day. It’s so tiring. I want to kill myself. Maybe I should just kill myself. Why not.”",1.2337978613314955,3.6888869865470864,2.888632286995517,89.62897464642981,84.96412556053812,5.762607795791652,20.908761641945496,7.1686216300943375,0.7130525698516732,1740,55,351,26,52,572,209,446,0.258,0.653,0.08900000000000001,-0.9984,4,0,1,0,1,3,82.0,0,0,1,3,22,27,8,1,13,0,39,6,4,1,8,62,71,26,3,12,17,3,3,3,2,2,2,2,1,0,21,12,0,2,7,0,0,4,17,20,0,0,14,6,58,7,51,51,10,41,0,4,1,0,19,15,3,7,23,234,79,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056108705886458984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053358508133667,0.0,0.0,0.04304392687448863,0.0,0.048421802629721816,0.07150725487241913,0.062773318562495,0.04425852470928104,0.0,0.10417558256168706,0.05634748312236515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04867125561024867,0.05285010101027245,0.07717016224880179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050537264847672535,0.0,0.06952845331216953,0.08164227083071092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06569198185594198,0.06613158000368398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066604002665104,0.06048270984564754,0.056886993012135234,0.0,0.05967049596674059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823242761765926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780574757986923,0.0,0.06613982706970364,0.0,0.14389189426253038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972845173085312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06249238738467228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687643930537028,0.06349175149626189,0.0,0.0,0.4382153639769728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062812208402428,0.05626101570968322,0.1400568418276727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280287034226172,0.20106619951364166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277071186937873,0.0,0.05589214618839816,0.056015588109077016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05381259125134704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06417291949424464,0.06359004330429759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14645495262390815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146978249716205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627998597346947,0.0,0.0,0.14056699048547416,0.0,0.0,0.17552784930782547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0598358412715765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06056639396976087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346476646474259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717028227090706,0.05405503637737083,0.060209656971467386,0.0,0.0,0.44841748106957,0.05043927524488287,0.05762293887489735,0.0,0.0,0.1949194603872537,0.05235968474139475,0.0,0.06334241261737489,0.06452301501551129,0.0,0.04872889243979228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109765356159844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951824828047481,0.05087549022330276,0.05532410614961912,0.0,0.07238529338077297,0.0,0.08410303050333075,0.04055796986990187,0.0,0.0,0.07381763015707693,0.14550049180162808,0.0,0.06048270984564754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18667016957124685,0.05024197463583623,0.0507727951407908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057115427026818426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920500551125144,0.0,0.04076099985639675 socialanxiety,throwawayboy45,2020/03/06,"Co-worker who recently had a heart attack came by to visit after recovering and I felt too awkward to say anything so I didn't acknowledge him and now I feel shitty He had collapsed about a week or two ago on the job and today I get back to our store to clock out for the day and see that he's there visiting with his wife talking with our other co-workers I use the bathroom but I stay inside the bathroom for a minute to anxiously think over how the interaction should go or what to do. For some reason I felt so anxious and awkward thinking about interrupting his conversation with our co-workers saying ""Hey it's nice to see you're doing okay. How is everything?"" I had nothing to say beyond that. They're having the conversation right next to where I clock out so I didn't have a choice anyway. I told myself ""don't overthink it just go out there and ask how he's doing and say your glad he's better"" and I left the bathroom. I walk up near them and I was about to say my prepared line of dialogue but they were engaged in conversation and I couldn't muster up the courage to cut through and at least say hi. I clocked out and my brain just panicked and I just walked away and never even acknowledged him. Now we're not close by any means but we know each other and I just acted like he wasn't there cause I felt stupid and awkward. Now I feel like shit and I'm relentlessly cringing at how it all went down. I just had to write this story out I feel like a douche",2.1634200567644264,4.177150559602652,3.3468921475875137,90.2775662251656,78.17218543046356,6.168590350047302,22.70624408703879,7.1686216300943375,0.6861859981078524,1167,36,248,14,28,377,160,302,0.127,0.763,0.11,-0.2788,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,4,1,2,1,27,16,4,3,13,1,18,3,3,7,2,65,39,29,0,2,11,1,6,3,0,1,0,6,0,0,10,29,0,0,13,0,1,9,7,7,0,1,15,14,36,9,42,22,4,45,0,0,2,0,36,20,1,3,18,171,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723370505912583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459306758509063,0.0,0.0,0.24783730866729986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026565226493906,0.0,0.10254548887272974,0.12478838795111465,0.10305751243697038,0.08434495927318042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701202919623712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245049092249148,0.0,0.125456316789683,0.0,0.11268200586087013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074107624558874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244931359287353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858243944238636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638791623678587,0.15672533887280315,0.3159592547143707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0573085792690612,0.0,0.12467888704681705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299833631183856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885055446249343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06028284114825511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917867555389312,0.0,0.0,0.1607672088229229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948473676623825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459981056949213,0.0,0.11665672542217133,0.0,0.0,0.10525066313974303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127797493425616,0.10830579603169677,0.0,0.0,0.09367479397428134,0.0,0.5233800886368296,0.0,0.0,0.17481770556182485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259536894880902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691511166506592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816479248552586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405700458715688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397344225139482,0.10481364482383583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715134390859833,0.0,0.0,0.09473707632685367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798682681680778,0.0,0.0,0.10168387364520677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23956722013713996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Crazy-Trainer,2020/03/06,I need some tips I'm going to a class tomorrow. I'm not familiar with the building or the people and I'm afraid to talk to people. I'm also afraid people will think I'm not interested or trying. 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I’ve recently had social anxiety. A few years ago I didn’t use to feel that way but now I feel it sometimes. The thing is that I want to make some new male friends because I already have a lot of female friends. So my idea is to approach to some guys who I follow on insta and they live in the village next to mine but I don’t fucking know how. I’m a guy too so it’s supposed I have to know how to make friends with my gender, but I feel like I don’t have any idea since I’ve always interacted with girls. Please I need to know. I’m not happy at all. Need to meet fellas",-0.4231328320801993,1.552286736842106,1.7086015037594002,98.60525814536345,87.64661654135338,4.74967418546366,19.392982456140352,6.079149491110277,-0.2727188972431072,468,14,115,4,15,156,79,133,0.040999999999999995,0.777,0.183,0.9562,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,6,7,1,0,5,0,9,1,0,5,1,29,26,8,0,4,4,0,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,6,3,0,0,8,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,2,3,15,6,15,24,6,12,0,0,0,1,15,3,1,4,7,67,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709098690750378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582150146844345,0.0,0.11929732672593303,0.0,0.0,0.09749815221051833,0.0,0.10967949780386717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739848767728696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21748018828612453,0.10242527515867857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4430766594512255,0.1325454786414668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28392244490682866,0.0,0.15262259168705214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609950126698727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236999889911775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363811737029235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004451532262979,0.0,0.1266004607883194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218900921369194,0.0,0.0,0.19140438799415332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189264661087797,0.0,0.13846996267207828,0.15247817980695108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737984734796265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156295388621792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859913542499965,0.0,0.0,0.14615011212632573,0.0,0.0,0.14179897509331252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952502555504472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238277253735207,0.0,0.0,0.08456475943326401,0.11380234207453352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232712851315797 socialanxiety,SmallishQueen,2020/03/06,The Worst Feeling The worst feeling about social anxiety is we are hyper aware of people in the group when talking. Sometimes I find myself trailing off mid sentence because no one care then I don’t talk again.,5.7215384615384615,7.7041365384615395,5.213333333333335,80.84000000000002,68.23076923076923,6.225641025641028,33.51282051282051,6.42735559955562,2.191420512820513,171,8,27,1,3,52,34,39,0.254,0.588,0.158,-0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,4,1,4,6,2,6,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495732423655849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19887330252436702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33262413622050924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329914200482005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981780892430808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22106914134124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261742236870099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325613089575509,0.0,0.0,0.3226603940276889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5244398333974716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,enjoythesilencio,2020/03/06,"Has anybody tried challenging themselves everyday to overcome social anxiety and has it helped them? So I found this, [https://hannahgetshench.com/2018/12/30-day-social-anxiety-action-plan/](https://hannahgetshench.com/2018/12/30-day-social-anxiety-action-plan/) which is a 30 day plan where you basically do something that scares you/gives you anxiety. Although *this* plan is kind of inconvenient since you can't do these specific challenges everyday, I think doing something like this might be a good idea. Has anybody tried doing this kind of thing?",16.712083333333332,20.771878263888887,10.184333333333337,47.69400000000002,44.13888888888889,10.76,38.01111111111111,10.793553405168565,4.6521244444444445,473,17,52,9,5,123,51,72,0.11800000000000001,0.772,0.11,-0.1414,0,0,2,0,0,0,39.0,0,3,1,4,2,7,0,1,2,0,12,0,0,0,0,5,14,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,6,6,3,11,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,4,36,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725175979050127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446116365870151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952957837406865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14939584930830702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938787909104424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20107209006258875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709622973185752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701882960969799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889536863766605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783259037785482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473399867194351,0.0,0.0,0.5447026785457744,0.0,0.27424589740723193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833283048425502,0.1141299985191509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24185911431381785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwaway216942,2020/03/06,"Where do I get help in the UK? I tried going to my GP, but I don’t think he really understood what I was saying, and prescribed 10mg Propranolol, which did absolutely nothing for me.",6.023513513513514,5.324713108108114,7.570945945945947,73.73317567567568,66.56756756756758,11.724324324324325,32.013513513513516,11.20814326018867,3.4998216216216216,143,5,29,4,2,50,33,37,0.0,0.9420000000000001,0.057999999999999996,0.2144,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,6,0,3,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,19,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265229590455559,0.0,0.2885129117808604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402714791768915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4871101436430242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252177801081533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4037088580577268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252858138551277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446654685825185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,kind_sir_,2020/03/06,"I’ve never been close to anyone (Vent warning) All of my fucking life, I’ve just felt like a god damn alien. I’ve been so afraid to show my true nerdy and weird self. I’ve always felt so restricted in every social situation that I’ve been in. Fuck having a partner, I just want someone I can talk to. I’ve been shut down my whole life by my dads emotional abuse and I’ve developed severe depression and anxiety because of it. I never feel like I belong anywhere EVER. I hold all of my emotions inside of me and I let them out in very unhealthy ways in the form of fits of rage and manic depressive episodes where I’ll sit in my room for weeks. I just needed to rant, cba to see a therapist right now.",2.5096666666666683,4.094027317241384,4.0149137931034495,87.79938218390807,75.82758620689657,7.040229885057474,23.80747126436781,7.793537801064563,1.1175402298850572,551,17,116,8,12,183,90,145,0.23399999999999999,0.685,0.081,-0.9755,0,0,0,0,1,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,8,11,4,1,4,0,7,4,0,0,6,23,15,7,0,2,3,1,3,2,1,0,2,0,1,2,2,7,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,8,0,0,6,4,15,3,20,8,4,20,0,2,1,2,6,13,3,0,7,67,17,0,0.0,0.18689970078684767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125484069865326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206729891376976,0.0,0.0,0.1102975969799056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615868932033518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27172768783301915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35487936291079797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426876050813157,0.13290530942442355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975961756513016,0.11269165490483407,0.30291609982444434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916617859238356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16130293953465324,0.22283713965557686,0.15413055686666308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696446084904208,0.24332230451768866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471168901920313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257007749232994,0.0,0.16456038678853502,0.17820472848711,0.0,0.0,0.17730977922748534,0.0,0.16079915796689173,0.13365516069017294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267878754130332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18315182034937186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015452311762718,0.09304092834898517,0.12520907794054947,0.12653194684566396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761144639710325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jazzdelrey,2020/03/06,"I don’t know what to do To sum it all up, yesterday I totally stuttered and humiliated myself in front of my history class. I held my tears all day and when I got home, I had a full on panic attack. Right now, I just feel so hopeless and numb. I love my friends but they don’t understand and I feel like they’re embarrassed of me because I always embarrass myself constantly. And when I’m at school I find myself jealous (I hate that about myself) of others because they’re confident and don’t stutter and I feel so bad about myself. I just don’t think i could bare this constant humiliation anymore and I don’t know what to do. I feel like a ghost everyday and I’ve lost interests in so many things.",3.350069930069932,4.743652118881123,4.9932867132867145,82.41762237762241,73.26573426573427,8.556643356643358,27.685314685314694,9.095868883498916,2.2202083916083923,555,21,114,12,11,188,80,143,0.299,0.59,0.111,-0.9821,0,0,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,0,1,1,10,17,3,3,2,0,9,2,0,0,3,26,23,15,1,1,3,0,4,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,7,9,0,1,9,0,0,1,5,12,0,0,4,4,26,5,13,18,4,16,0,2,0,1,3,7,0,0,10,79,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14866648269603944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17719111595498513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20326118190293385,0.0,0.0,0.1491807122961137,0.21782928607923135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861542931998176,0.0,0.14265223761838694,0.0,0.0,0.11522638446452893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613605941380206,0.25528158618335,0.0,0.0,0.16329974782897613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13803881933719292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289749984812022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763981276273822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17921904655015086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19638304078519345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17457678241335747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19503774454707445,0.0,0.16125527292020106,0.0,0.0,0.1811417888948179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20962895725366146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258190004974878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808220337283614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869939467390984,0.11448354343353577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860001818843504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Erebsus1791,2020/03/06,Anticipation I always freak out when I am invited to go to a social event. No matter what even if I know people there are nice. I also panic when I am in a group of more than 3 people,1.9571666666666687,2.853621050000001,5.245000000000001,81.20666666666669,76.0,7.333333333333335,18.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,0.4360833333333334,142,2,31,2,3,53,31,40,0.212,0.655,0.134,-0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,5,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,6,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082298872499853,0.3207103586881344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545742472407867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219049927754489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21182338583760607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4522214883478399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5344201340435375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39289945691763695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CaptainObvious802,2020/03/06,"I have a problem with..... Formal introductions. I can talk to someone for a while, but never introduce myself to them. I'll have a five minute convo and never ask the other peson their name. I think this hinders any progress in getting to know people.",3.011914893617021,5.6969459361702155,4.144085106382981,82.09400000000002,79.0,5.4621276595744686,24.293617021276606,6.742157984588678,1.1558289361702119,197,7,33,2,5,64,38,47,0.042,0.873,0.085,0.431,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,2,9,7,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,6,0,6,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489527225125848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422433137922414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19126612290191855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011926565096974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5647000142821227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537996596440936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502972374130281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31018558409688785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294248055879871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23457471824392906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,potatosackpickles,2020/03/06,"anticipation so much worse than the thing ever is So I'm a 27 year old British woman, i've had social anxiety literally longer than I can remember (my mum tells me stories about when I was 3 and wanted to do ballet classes but couldn't deal with the social situation), so it's very much just who I am at this point. The thing i'm struggling with the most at the moment is anxiety with work. I'm a English (TEFL) teacher. I taught in academies in Spain for 3 years, it made me so painfully anxious that I quit and moved to the other side of the world to escape it. In Australia I did mind-numbing work in an orange factory, but honestly loved it because it was so amazing to do a job that didn't make me anxious. A year later I'm back in Europe and having to teach online as it's the only way for me to get an income right now. When I'm actually teaching, I guess I feel ok. Sure I'm not relaxed but i'm alright. What kills me is the hours and days of anticipation I have. Even if i'm literally going to be teaching for one hour in the evening, my entire day will be ruined dreading it. And i can logically think like this is ridiculous there is nothing to gain by being anxious for so long before it and in fact if i'm calmer i'll perform better, but my brain doesn't listen to logic. So I guess my question is does anyone else find the anticipation is the worst part and it last so much longer than the thing you're actually anxious about and is there a way to overcome this? Thanks :)",4.210504885993487,4.699391182410422,5.694219869706843,81.57787703583064,70.40065146579805,8.09439739413681,28.70504885993485,8.07648339933343,1.7808033876221496,1171,41,243,15,20,398,162,307,0.163,0.6940000000000001,0.14300000000000002,-0.8295,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,6,20,17,2,2,20,2,26,3,1,2,3,36,48,25,1,4,8,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,20,11,0,0,7,2,0,2,4,7,0,1,7,2,20,10,35,36,6,34,0,1,0,1,10,13,0,6,18,161,40,8,0.0,0.0,0.19862405546431824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557062701554869,0.4598807702548398,0.0,0.07115936861917481,0.10427453929015333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825420846893896,0.0,0.062037540314944885,0.0,0.08659806643940654,0.0,0.0,0.09000655904200631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136080487363456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13126538860276973,0.10491954369004396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905888485547682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850150812521145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344351515059894,0.0920560389835002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05145754923632212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930151759821274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0531701899891228,0.0,0.05783776352915548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22422042454205965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004442615733145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099019614532044,0.0,0.1125925061976012,0.0,0.0,0.08295545498947278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049719274997222826,0.0,0.0,0.09006251132084851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185064758597876,0.09629644757592627,0.06793170998844705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275784869942148,0.0,0.0,0.10816452001657142,0.22443614489511635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765026156637743,0.0,0.10678962255319747,0.0,0.0689614221429598,0.0774000382698973,0.10828957016792122,0.0,0.0,0.1102060917698104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620475860076884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140047592925524,0.10824403733850596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528462879649785,0.08691031353997249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143928089578578,0.0,0.20748170166397328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063912310022792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591623658960732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895073861785427,0.09369537691050543,0.0,0.0,0.20283273975650226,0.0652095736894845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397022185050387,0.06002609212113527,0.16155925741993754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14817833295144378,0.0,0.10371147672473316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966080229596464 socialanxiety,Luisvzoa,2020/03/06,"I am going to ask out a girl in my university with whom I only have talk to one time This is the situation: Like four mounths ago I had a small talk with a girl in my class that was really beautiful. She was reading a book that I wanted to read. It was ""Quiet: The Power of Introverts in a World That Can't Stop Talking"". The conversation went similar to this: Me: Hey, where did you find this book. She: One familiar give it to me as a present. Me: Wow. I wanted to read, I only have it on digital. She: Have you seen the TED talk the the author gave? It is really really good. I like TED Talk. Do you know that kind of videos? Me: Yes, I also like them too. Well, thanks. And that was all. I feel stupid afterwards because I wasted the oportunity to talk with her. Like five weeks ago I found her again in a class in which I am not an student but I can come in because the teacher is also my thesis tutor. I can only go to that class when the teacher of the class that I have on that hour doesn´t go \[which is quite often\]. The last Tuesday I had the opportunity to ask her out, but she leave the classroom talking with a female friend and I chicken out. I was thinking to ask her to speak alone for a moment and say something along the lines of: ""We spoke some time ago and I feel the need to know you more, but I was afraid to ask. I would like to have the opportunity to know you more deeply. Would you like to go out here in the university next week?"". One part of me is afraid to do it and the other is saying that you must take risks to get far in life. What suggestion could you give me?",1.5179355488418942,3.278347283987916,3.2223655589123865,91.61139325276942,79.18126888217523,6.467713997985902,20.398892245720038,7.42949916751922,0.40225067472306186,1225,31,281,17,30,407,149,331,0.032,0.84,0.128,0.9828,1,1,1,0,0,0,47.0,1,8,1,4,9,18,1,3,28,1,31,1,0,0,2,39,59,12,0,7,4,0,2,6,1,3,1,5,0,2,22,16,0,1,8,6,0,6,2,4,1,5,14,8,48,14,44,41,5,41,0,0,1,0,43,18,0,2,23,201,70,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329856688347986,0.0,0.0,0.0907386022460789,0.0,0.1401250138605696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276179358652958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681373821031284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546914246387097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06995027637626039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885975357045017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800748918034369,0.0,0.0,0.09606096943614996,0.06768806241315309,0.0,0.045773145786073416,0.1680889613024125,0.1991654633923305,0.07348397307618441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627921405635479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123340305185422,0.14444618823943434,0.07141468059000691,0.0,0.09276742794514516,0.0,0.0,0.06188225959334119,0.2568139353977849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649624666753747,0.0,0.0,0.09317532152742998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17810249859989605,0.1998964026440629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487420500330886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318511185651586,0.2629042084578239,0.0,0.16837760261453133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934361081858124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847846551568913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744724915261249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324674183872179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587258925111192,0.4929289760411638,0.0,0.08066046308435276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056137608756844606,0.0,0.0,0.10217338921075204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335050772589224,0.0,0.14055256307196576,0.0,0.07877283526196198,0.08121630010408326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447272031292884,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,menotyoutoo,2020/03/06,"Talking to cashiers really helped my social anxiety Hopefully this can help someone, but first a little backstory. About six years back my social anxiety was so bad I stopped going to work. The thought of going to work, interacting with people, handling my work duties would make me vomit. I would stress for hours about going shopping to get food or other necessities, often in the end just not going. I stopped hanging out with friends because socializing would make me so anxious. Would avoid phone calls like the plague. Basically my life really fell apart. I had to move back in with my parents in my late 20's, I told them it was only for a few weeks till I found a new place but it ended up being for a few years. Pretty much any form of social interaction would make me so stressed I would often just avoid it at all costs. I knew something needed to change but I didn't know what or how. After far too long I decided I really needed to socialize more but I still wasn't up to being in a proper work environment or having to socialize with large groups of people I didn't know. I though a good start would be just asking cashiers how their day was going. I still hated going to the shops because of those 30 seconds where I had to talk to another person or even worse have to ask for help, but every now & then I'd work up the courage or more often than not there was something I really needed & the only way to get it was a physical store. So at the checkout I'd just say 'Hi, how's your day going?'. Most the time the response would just be something like 'Good, and you?' to which I could reply 'Good' & that was that. It wasn't much, but it was something, and it didn't cause my world to fall apart (much to my surprise). Sometimes their response would be different, something like 'yeah ok, would be better if our distributor didn't forget half our order today' & I could just try and emphasize with them with something like 'damn, that's a pain'. Some were more friendly & would mention something they were excited about, I'd just let them lead the conversation. After a while I got used to having these short little interactions with people. It helped there was an expiry on the interaction, once they'd finished processing my purchase I was out of there. It took a long time but I eventually started feeling less anxiety about visiting a shop. I eventually got to know a few cashiers at local shops who would look excited to see a familiar face, even knowing their names, talking about non-work related things. The little cafe I like to get lunch from a few times a week would keep my order put aside if they were about to sell out of it which really felt nice. Turns out one of the bartenders at a local pub is into some of the same bands as me so we'd have a chat about new albums or bands we'd recently seen. This is the first thing I can point back to that really started to change my life for the better. It was really difficult at first but I'm super glad I did it. There's been much more I've done since but it really kick started to whole process. I still vividly remember being on the train going to a work meeting a year or so ago and having this weird feeling, or lack of feeling, I didn't feel sickly anxious about it, or all that anxious at all. Just a few years prior on the inside I would have been a wreck. I still get anxious about things, still don't like meeting new people, but I at least know I can get though it now. It's kind of surreal looking back and seeing how far I've come. I'm not at the end of the road and there's definitely still plenty of struggles but it gives me the fortitude to keep moving forward. Hopefully this can help someone else, or at least give you hope that things can get better. Anyways, peace out.",4.495503948805201,5.703031187079411,5.060131034307627,83.75308997181241,70.23822341857336,8.030158206150487,26.53569161228065,8.393068210462019,1.6764917290941876,2984,93,588,45,53,956,295,743,0.092,0.7709999999999999,0.136,0.9879,2,2,7,0,0,0,73.0,4,3,9,14,54,37,2,5,43,2,67,8,1,10,3,121,128,45,0,25,34,1,5,6,2,14,5,1,0,1,38,20,2,7,15,8,8,19,11,11,0,7,35,12,64,26,91,66,26,114,0,0,6,0,58,41,1,21,59,412,102,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03681464016475206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22499358321891516,0.0,0.028242438568604217,0.04354877351718852,0.09531308261943353,0.18767239883410974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765157711664951,0.0,0.0,0.12773880511761387,0.034676569716314484,0.050633706654973895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101921276477171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04240769595679165,0.0,0.0,0.04266367815859624,0.0878683783068473,0.03577519600984373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631809416680362,0.0,0.0,0.053567994046200614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04339095480635022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042500533552234016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0346937407859427,0.0,0.11035216055715863,0.0,0.0,0.05486154021351036,0.0,0.03499157745311364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399709079336745,0.0,0.03987618032231266,0.0,0.0,0.10597849602781573,0.05021933342361185,0.04553649211158138,0.06417334612000787,0.0,0.1301890978767538,0.0796804540420427,0.18882375653501,0.10450245442928284,0.06643211497656143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04100316908499979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391864460746975,0.0,0.0,0.12374867432168883,0.040899574232197214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382915060799188,0.0,0.04324804509853375,0.11412149231752584,0.0,0.04684866816196581,0.0,0.0,0.0424681626835331,0.05866901078261597,0.12173941000208695,0.12487462774745435,0.0,0.07350708547887985,0.06975099831143981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316660183488554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828155579978356,0.12211997086173895,0.09238391623597887,0.0,0.1203324163288458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0442290568574941,0.028142415072952825,0.06317224720622314,0.04419180952242598,0.0,0.04611515353995848,0.0,0.0,0.11516919716945255,0.036263183057255184,0.04339095480635022,0.0,0.03926012782804052,0.0,0.0,0.04225185953854964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041750028979154793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21284608218380666,0.0,0.04100675692898249,0.0,0.04704641775508322,0.0,0.0,0.03302704143047998,0.0,0.0,0.0661895062084968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03435479258414879,0.0,0.0,0.25401315634843835,0.07037799960817963,0.22380762997807085,0.041075125552296116,0.0,0.11758314916113832,0.0,0.1989997993307433,0.0694433899952462,0.09514701939393158,0.04341711771520091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014290132977018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036514764788101,0.0,0.08160780374571938,0.03297089837086718,0.07265101152609321,0.0,0.03936644048324761,0.0396845581087264,0.046142361962923886,0.028196757349582168,0.04517369716201145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03586936621527445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032965298132660976,0.06662717144285392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04636777065825415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21164494689980945,0.0,0.042323538800661066,0.413033072218051,0.0,0.0,0.10697816096527757 socialanxiety,6osie,2020/03/06,"a mute, hearing kid i kid you not, from preschool to about 2nd grade i literally didn’t say a word to anybody at school. the most you’d get out of me were: facial expressions, nods, shakes, coughs, sneezes, gestures, and/or crying. no words. head full, many thoughts, but i never spoke. the only person who was able to crack me open was my bestest friend who still remains one of the realest ones today <3 (shoutout to her!)",3.0576250000000016,5.568351512500001,2.3225000000000016,96.2225,77.625,5.0,25.0,5.985473137389443,0.4467500000000002,331,12,68,2,8,95,66,80,0.047,0.895,0.059000000000000004,0.4482,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,5,0,5,3,2,0,1,9,9,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,2,6,3,9,1,10,2,2,8,0,0,0,0,13,4,0,1,3,39,11,2,0.267037565699135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933282268024252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20631256084382926,0.0,0.1395161065087257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740575827468819,0.0,0.30097074424204706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707341784156567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20595583301091025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619031310085076,0.2030941018877595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331669022494151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123589903470265,0.0,0.2702562729427509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21325654491381515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21199799877957215,0.0,0.0,0.2531203883997816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,moonside2,2020/03/06,"Would you help me? All right, I have anxiety like any other human being but I will not self diagnose myself with social anxiety nor do I feel like I may have it. So, I am currently doing an essay on social anxiety and would like you to share your experience with me so I can better understand what you are feeling. I don’t mind if you write me a whole essay on your anxiety or just a few sentences, I’ll appreciate any input. Also, feel free to use metaphors",2.8016304347826093,4.698413076086961,5.0558695652173915,79.29728260869571,75.84782608695652,8.513043478260869,24.54347826086957,9.188382445141503,2.179973913043478,361,12,69,9,8,126,62,92,0.073,0.652,0.275,0.9671,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,6,0,1,4,6,0,0,3,0,13,1,0,1,1,19,18,8,0,3,5,0,3,3,0,4,1,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,4,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,17,7,6,13,3,4,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,3,4,55,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14110585586245494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399821534676179,0.0,0.5399306854018374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15605441921408358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17909158203009465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17260055706294955,0.0,0.0,0.2676530925876185,0.12605489204051407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182697555714686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586115722904975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816275357213615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506861127405675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18407433814235508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597341882118835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18368918179713964,0.0,0.15239490964900776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969985245259647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25068799991357105,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Free-_-Yourself,2020/03/06,"Dinner with “friends” Hello guys, I have a dinner tonight with a couple that we met a couple of times before. They are good people. However, last time we went for a meal out and then we had some drinks in a pub. Everything went fine but I noticed that, some times, we didn’t know what to talk about and there was an uncomfortable silence. I am trying to think about ways to avoid this from happening again by planning the entire night and having activities such as bowling, etc. Either way, I wanted to ask what to talk about when you don’t know what to talk about. I know the usual stuff like work, holidays, etc. Any ideas/ advice?",3.8188524590163913,5.6789771147540975,4.063081967213115,87.66183606557377,72.9344262295082,6.847213114754098,22.036065573770493,7.554174236665415,0.7654957377049181,496,12,98,6,10,154,85,122,0.051,0.8490000000000001,0.099,0.5927,1,1,1,0,0,0,17.0,4,1,1,2,8,5,0,1,8,0,8,4,0,0,0,21,18,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,10,4,1,5,3,0,2,2,1,0,0,6,0,11,4,19,12,5,16,0,0,0,0,14,2,0,2,11,67,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466909575718045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208356822239112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403375641750669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277370844939853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321995022776815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470558683485719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348365356574176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491397402133484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597872720494165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12590961187983374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863777219045332,0.13274648554697938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16946192907542726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474983692007653,0.12236402495939948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333876485272096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087306279851525,0.0,0.0,0.17090729171436936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407106461263048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17184613158819992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619710343019084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618783844346916,0.0,0.0,0.2626003584475954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191845139555654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16533082162298438,0.0,0.08854190764739836,0.2383091143296607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27831681920136586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928574398159607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,EyeEating,2020/03/06,"Dopamine rush... Holy crap. Today I have done so many giant leaps in conquering my anxiety. I had to share it just so everyone knows it is possible. I talked to a classmate of mine multiple times! Tried to get a casual conversation going, but it fell. BUT! I wasn't anxious, surprisingly. I was happy that I tried, and even if it was a little awkward, I am proud of myself for trying. Then, I was in a conference, and as the same classmate sat down I HAD THE GUTS to ask if I could sit next to him!!! Next to another person! Holy crap! I never thought I'd ever be able to be so brave! And last but not least, during Physics, I was brave enough to ask the guy I sit with for a calculator, and other questions related to equations. This doesnt seem a lot, but... I'm so happy going home now. I feel so good, guys. It was very difficult to bring myself to do it, but one step at a time I will conquer this horrible monster. If I can do it, so can you.",0.6937383406971023,2.8488851288659767,3.0973932253313703,89.30987972508592,84.30927835051546,6.581836033382426,21.6092292587138,7.793537801064563,1.024197152675503,721,24,157,14,21,248,115,194,0.095,0.726,0.179,0.9706,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,0,3,10,13,2,1,10,0,21,3,3,0,2,25,33,20,0,4,10,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,11,5,0,0,5,1,0,6,4,4,0,1,11,1,22,9,21,18,4,24,0,0,0,0,11,6,2,6,10,115,33,0,0.14721393451570086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543666461591202,0.112618256962253,0.16630984322224268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752503127035788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753834780391195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506509665959262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521113471199406,0.0,0.0972334153399372,0.13316343192625985,0.0,0.14066922314431926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443578857494966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691320475337758,0.0,0.16733014306345,0.12347606375395452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29152988022471554,0.0,0.3134239414479053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476675794097881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090492843283904,0.11999900501239825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475470368729963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251560227051321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14925182345823654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354046174969668,0.0,0.31312737892624404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975597195440973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854152931295013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16596159186633605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649132981492336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401803701438672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183249841989911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687142004941012,0.17168325815841284,0.0,0.13954159664733232,0.0,0.0,0.2998457944791181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214669134659019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,toadpotion,2020/03/06,"school sucks even when being doped up on anxiety meds, it’s excruciating to get through the school day. I have no problem with the academic material itself, but all the people, noises, and distractions cause me to have multiple anxiety attacks a day. i’m seeing a psychiatrist but nothing is helping, I don’t know what to do.",5.058499999999999,7.3109411833333375,6.593333333333334,69.165,70.5,10.133333333333336,33.66666666666667,10.355215969177356,4.178066666666666,261,13,43,8,5,89,47,60,0.312,0.688,0.0,-0.9426,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,1,5,0,6,0,0,1,1,8,11,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,7,10,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,3,31,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813403455301191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835498348629404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25604116439416835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214821637942987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646226162745231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021915303800413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670622940121309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697740577715284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768527270688307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391553304156817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17279367730549672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384918399316789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5044943389903398,0.19861435970545685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sywy1874,2020/03/06,"scared of making friends 2nd semester in college and i can’t really say i have many friends here right now. the few friends i have managed to make never text me, and i can’t figure out why. do i come off uninteresting? or too weird? or does no one really wanna be friends with me? these friends that i made are all living their best lives, always walking or eating lunch with a friend, getting invited to do things. so i’m basically a nobody to them its really hard to hang on to the hope that one day, someone will come up to me with the intent of being friends with me. it’s come to the point that when someone does as much as ask me for clarification on something in class, i start daydreaming scenarios of us being best friends and doing all sorts of wild things together i can’t hold a conversation for the life of me because i am the most uninteresting and unimaginative person on earth and don’t know how to get past anything but small talk (even this is a struggle for me) followed by long awkward silence while we check our phones. this has happened with everyone that has came up to me and tried talking to me. how am i supposed to create any actual friendships if i can’t even get myself to talk to them or have any productive conversation? i know that the general advice is to join clubs, but it feels like nothing is really interesting anymore. the only thing i do in my free time (which is basically whenever i’m not in class) is talk to my internet friends or watch youtube. and having friends on the internet is great and all, but it doesn’t feel like a replacement for actual friends (sad part so you can skip if you want) they say college is the time where you will meet your lifelong friends, have a girlfriend, and make lasting memories. everyone i know says it. everyone i know is living it. i wish someone would actually care about me man. because right now i feel like a huge nobody. if i died tomorrow no one would be sad for more than a few minutes or even shed any tears for me, other than my family. i want to tell the people i consider my friends how i truly feel, that i am sick of tired of this constant cycle of hatred for the world and myself, that i constantly think about ending it all but don’t know where to start with it. but letting them into my crazy mind will only make me seem more weak and pitiful, and who wants a friend like that? thanks for coming to my ted talk.",6.277208157524612,6.144891348101268,6.591687763713082,79.07180731364276,65.89873417721519,9.975808720112518,32.32348804500703,9.633347757342033,2.7829682137834046,1905,70,380,35,27,616,221,474,0.10099999999999999,0.71,0.188,0.9927,1,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,3,4,5,2,17,34,0,3,21,0,41,6,0,9,5,81,79,35,1,11,15,0,5,4,15,5,4,3,0,2,26,26,2,1,13,1,2,8,11,8,0,3,2,9,55,27,61,67,13,46,0,3,1,0,44,21,0,13,21,266,81,5,0.0,0.0,0.16947848991984066,0.0,0.0,0.05656997945090804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048169578513585436,0.0,0.0,0.11810268578666686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05741187399552879,0.0,0.0,0.04763899341635081,0.0,0.05411985341828567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057908889796673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215051298958472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621137165265645,0.05902327809194066,0.0,0.0,0.1994703454539929,0.0,0.12511824593763826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037334618218209666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0600812553995393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132082799314747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05923648922072632,0.0,0.0,0.05127384809173886,0.0,0.0,0.11470849498122886,0.0,0.0,0.1659507158177123,0.0,0.0,0.05457406226313514,0.0,0.11708481424583395,0.12407107021432645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.626165378743286,0.0,0.09073627549334147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382454024935227,0.0,0.0,0.05119242579009711,0.0,0.05185856559572738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057498382421228726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15907567277925247,0.04718852812788599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0591970137560521,0.040889810376693585,0.11312960224266305,0.0,0.15335525958118704,0.051231318654948434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05477744200943446,0.15456957751468062,0.058691935559545626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0584529568830531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04255621822435302,0.0,0.044648764149129064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05554754796059147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176844130001472,0.08805675005849821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268982867979005,0.055263084326025606,0.040134021101394926,0.050547798883490105,0.0,0.0,0.05472528549020639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14834468527457806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887643375845097,0.0,0.13811067649318706,0.05795854372701836,0.0,0.0,0.05270138622102781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715143584058055,0.04456697681053482,0.0,0.0,0.0819504642835746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060519776515583865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23265117258800866,0.05059889589897998,0.053297844359425715,0.0,0.0,0.11537973538292948,0.03709392953898198,0.0,0.0,0.0675128952599093,0.06653667587516597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03930388618734599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963520868727452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243604607405468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05223722076123717,0.0,0.06657128021077661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224757732044011,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,thatoneguy9299,2020/03/06,So I really really want to talk to her and maybe ask her out I’m 15 in high school and I’ve got no friends I still sit alone at lunch and I only talk to a few other kids when I need to ask a question. I’ve had a crush on this girl for the longest time and I so badly want to talk to her. I just don’t know what to do and I don’t want to ask her out or anything like that and have her think about me as some guy that doesn’t have any friends and is a real weirdo for asking her out or even talking to her. I don’t think she’s very popular at all but I’m still worried that if I ever ask her that she would tell someone and have a ton of other people know about I got rejected and I’m a lonely weirdo. I’m scared of rejection I’m scared of my face turning red and all that other stuff too. I’ve thought a lot about it and Its something I really really want to do but I just don’t know what to do. People at my school don’t know that much about me and I’m scared that me not talking to much is giving off a bad vibe. This would also be the first time I’ve ever asked anyone out so ya. 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Counseling Anyone else kind of hate talk therapy? I like talking things out, and counseling has often helped me but every time i’m in session i h a t e it. I always disconnect from myself/reality which makes it even more uncomfortable. Its probably related to my social anxiety too, but I just never feel like I can genuinely engage without overthinking everything i feel and say. And I just disconnect and go blank, suddenly i have no idea what to talk about. And if i’m asked to describe how i feel or how a certain feeling “feels” like I go blank. I just don’t know. I feel so out of tune with how I feel and i have a hard time remembering how I ‘ve previously felt. For example, if i’m asked about how I felt a week ago I just go blank. I can’t really remember or i do remember but i dont know how to describe it or i just dont remember the timeline of how i felt and when and why. If that makes sense. Ramble ramble ramble.",2.0809895833333343,4.1179384531249985,4.487708333333334,81.88645833333338,78.53125,8.85,25.77083333333333,9.444778638647367,2.5129458333333337,741,29,151,22,18,259,100,192,0.07400000000000001,0.833,0.09300000000000001,0.5145,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,19,7,1,0,5,0,9,0,0,9,2,55,32,26,0,3,15,0,11,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,11,0,0,17,0,0,3,7,1,0,0,3,12,24,6,16,29,1,13,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,7,10,99,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535344973405158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950604542591957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229000919088451,0.0,0.0,0.07521476292305991,0.11021717735571344,0.0,0.0,0.20112503401436235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25214019078884514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986011688051174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104832606907052,0.0,0.09063154242059436,0.0,0.09667610298624038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38073091555763344,0.15369466496388995,0.3098493973267299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834018663850201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636071709917704,0.10620214145205067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210124955751734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143233513344012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201658568287154,0.11823424520870845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576583753139785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360631806849095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829638629911618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597760185857955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891147145462022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4874189409974619,0.0,0.0,0.08554320565982154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965307382817084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25937972136728715,0.0,0.0,0.12301455406644575,0.0,0.07146407999329875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254487262798971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628538286218226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706431317559526,0.0,0.0,0.10369270085436587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FAKERHOCH10000,2020/03/06,Friend with social anxiety A friend of mine got probably social anxiety. She's too afraid going to a doctor. Any advice i can convince her?,2.10923076923077,4.975895692307695,4.191153846153849,76.59134615384617,92.07692307692308,7.2153846153846155,21.884615384615387,8.07648339933343,2.3018,112,4,17,3,4,38,22,26,0.11800000000000001,0.59,0.292,0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,3,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,11,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26620267622158417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18525285749632656,0.0,0.4167964195476612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27883027644940506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4209372967194099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482082211283907,0.0,0.21787670882310667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937115311911692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5553895182823677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PuroresuDrifter,2020/03/06,"DAE have that need to feel like you put everything you possibly could into something, end up fucking up and than realizing it’s just pointless? I’ve always had that need for approval and validation. I want to know I did a good job or that I put my all into something, but a lot of times I go too far with it. I’ll be at my work and I’ll pick up an amount of things that obviously isn’t meant to be lifted by a human (eg. cases of mixed nuts, boxes of crackers and cookies, boxes of salad dressing) in excess, like stacked up on top of each other. I don’t know why I do it, I strain myself doing it and I’ve had many close calls with glass jars and such (I work in a grocery store, primarily stocking). Today I dropped a few cases of peanuts, nothing major, they didn’t spill everywhere but there was just a couple of the cans that got away. It made me think, why do I exert so much energy and put myself through pain just to hopefully get someone to tell me I’m a good worker, even though complements make me uncomfortable but deep down it’s all I want? Especially when I feel like others do the absolute bare minimum and couldn’t care less about it. I wasn’t sure if this was the right place to post this, but I think it’s directly tied to feeling awkward in social situations.",6.74466843501326,5.36630563601533,7.430804597701151,77.54657824933689,65.43678160919539,10.482876510462717,32.72060123784261,9.466822959209583,2.6894477453580907,1005,33,209,16,13,336,153,261,0.054000000000000006,0.804,0.142,0.9632,1,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,1,5,11,12,1,2,11,0,19,3,0,3,4,47,40,17,0,8,9,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,18,14,1,0,9,0,1,4,5,4,0,0,10,3,24,8,35,26,9,29,0,0,0,1,7,19,1,4,7,138,42,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106354515295569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008887978024095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051610076635425,0.0,0.13031860203745588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205198449977228,0.1414277869417566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132084902839151,0.0,0.0,0.08442234539220682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148742526254949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193885317017182,0.18262589435121893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816534806280796,0.06677944114387373,0.0,0.07264171006871824,0.2144147434390271,0.10222744264669653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695175630329314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683928458736646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049046386388764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873357269781626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866598627424462,0.0,0.12094414096651193,0.08531926686559205,0.12958702464946312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093960671895583,0.1895503201892205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264447233101487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360069802083358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335422286469906,0.0,0.0,0.14409518354772352,0.12241396655207948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3854760934048509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10915556572255077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436723821119768,0.0,0.13029398698344447,0.10829947113790968,0.19680052693574984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046661253961832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171825068615096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491636014711096,0.1638007646429277,0.1255801818123932,0.0,0.07453149345642589,0.0,0.1211561768920243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15078031079896945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306710777169092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18610552766790134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Master_Grass,2020/03/06,"Lowered my Social Anxiety I lowered my Social anxiety to the point where I can control my negative thoughts, my heart racing. &#x200B; BUT, &#x200B; I have been struggling with this globus sensation in my throat which I cant seem to get rid off, any ideas?",7.448014184397162,8.582320893617021,6.58808510638298,75.73333333333333,63.46808510638298,9.670921985815603,39.0709219858156,9.725611199111238,4.061275177304965,210,11,34,4,3,64,35,47,0.23800000000000002,0.762,0.0,-0.8047,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,4,2,2,1,0,6,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,9,0,5,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,24,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884365252074731,0.4356188985907864,0.12189675083200174,0.0,0.2742528778660226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20104511326250624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365119083925508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124131657177537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20235243441938006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16945002846911422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631832765333513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654474140897596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18739194801177164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230518280700566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4356188985907864,0.0 socialanxiety,newryes,2020/03/06,"Scared of people talking to me in games? So I’ve had this issue for a long time and I want to know if anyone else does this? Basically I like to play mmorpgs, and I always play solo, cause I’m scared of other players. Sometimes though people try and talk to me. When they do I get so so scared I shut the game off immediately and don’t log back in for like 10 minutes because I’m so scared. I’ve looked online about this before and can’t find anything, so does anyone else do this? How do I get over this? I really like playing these games but every time I play I’m always scared someone will message me and it’s making me not want to play them anymore.",2.4683676177836773,3.8837458832116813,3.8234771068347686,89.83305242203055,75.56934306569343,5.857730590577308,21.94359654943597,6.1124844417494595,0.2124364963503651,514,13,111,3,11,169,77,137,0.085,0.769,0.146,0.6485,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,10,13,0,5,2,0,7,0,0,3,0,16,17,16,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,2,8,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,1,14,8,14,15,0,10,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,1,8,63,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094279681430816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248054528313876,0.17598895022546118,0.2578882733365447,0.10356056564574424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967678344145816,0.0,0.07671457607378844,0.0,0.10708570845947052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12927854585039544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202574300208476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102564313486656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603071383892272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502099789373428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149872042221278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13135056676563828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916169075832093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844460507981753,0.0,0.0,0.11136978257107426,0.10567897591712264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400320688529678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17449159307686607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062019375236415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6299691851080885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662893873546564,0.0,0.12446494843420652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20230055510022926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364309236386507,0.0,0.1467636723637907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544119834909172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845450632186802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Jadelynnwinters,2020/03/06,"Scared to call my boss back. How do I get over my fear of talking on the phone? I am currently transferring from my office and to another, but everything was approved and the date was set. I haven’t seen my boss at all at the office I am transferring from because they barely give me hours. I am always on call. I am used to communicating through email with my boss and supervisors, but today an unknown number called me. I didn’t answer. Then I got a text saying: “this is your boss, call me when you get a second.” Alright, sounds easy, right? But I am so terrified to talk over the phone. I don’t know what it is about so I have been stressed out. It’s too late to call him now. I would have to wait until tomorrow. How do you get over the fear of talking over the phone? Especially when it is your boss. Also, my last day at this office is on the 8th. Only a few days to go ~",1.1457203907203921,3.1447349395604403,2.9412454212454238,91.98431013431015,81.47252747252746,6.242246642246642,20.001221001221,7.3871296695380915,0.4125557997557992,677,18,153,10,18,225,99,182,0.106,0.831,0.062,-0.8767,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,4,1,1,11,5,0,4,11,1,20,0,0,8,1,21,30,15,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,6,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,6,3,27,1,26,23,2,29,0,0,1,0,20,12,0,0,15,110,33,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061429815004786,0.11044079460613086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13917746800516656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206006981607564,0.0,0.0809100982508057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.677653498653599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17119788171585126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928787136575512,0.0,0.0,0.2987130615342741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080355833352201,0.12732532913580766,0.0754326993944907,0.0,0.10615515443869647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307108954946764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294414543939018,0.10819149146733048,0.14972359696015627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094605087888832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334946504694847,0.0,0.10555107826817832,0.13288444327202895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15204011706850004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200465666448106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581115536289394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146348603094771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428656087510444,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,anonymous9374831,2020/03/06,"Dating anxiety Hey guys! So I've (29F) been seeing this guy (30M) for the past 2 weeks. So far he's been absolutely perfect (super attractive, hardworking, successful, attentive, and insanely sweet.) He just seems like a genuinely good guy and we're pretty crazy about each other. I got out of a very long and toxic relationship about 5 years ago and haven't had a serious relationship since then. I've had some pretty intense anxiety my whole life so I've been struggling with how nervous/awkward I get around him. I think I'm just overwhelmed with how much I like him and how exciting it's been to be with someone who treats me well. I get really socially awkward around people I'm not close to so I'm scared that if I don't get over this and feel comfortable around him, my anxiety is gonna ruin something that could end up really beautiful. I know I can be a fun person to be around when I'm relaxed and being myself but I'm really struggling with not letting my anxiety take away from my personality and humor. To make things worse, I think he might be interpreting some of my behavior as pushing him away (keeping phone calls brief, making up lame excuses to not hang out if I'm having an off day, ect.) I did open up to him about these feelings a bit so I hope he understands that it has nothing to do with how I feel about him. He essentially asked me to be his girlfriend the other day, and even though he was totally understanding that I didn't wanna move so fast, I'm sure he must feel a little worried. I know it's still very new and it's normal to be nervous around someone you like but I don't want my awkwardness to ruin this. I've been working out a lot to get rid of some of the tension and trying not to overthink but I'm still having a hard time. Has anyone else had similar experiences or have any advice?",4.007613843351551,5.311019469945356,5.365519125683061,80.73840619307833,71.51366120218579,8.919489981785064,27.7632058287796,9.348350401419415,2.3618440801457194,1450,52,287,32,27,486,190,366,0.11800000000000001,0.7490000000000001,0.133,0.31,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,0,4,28,30,0,8,12,0,33,1,0,6,4,73,66,31,0,8,12,0,5,3,1,3,1,0,0,5,16,27,0,1,13,1,0,4,8,12,1,0,12,7,32,18,44,42,9,39,0,4,1,0,30,19,0,10,19,185,48,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549995042021978,0.07755980855424295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05950019119250196,0.0,0.2677364007940106,0.0,0.0,0.061179145893890514,0.08964985744029623,0.0,0.3894493674767488,0.08179682631895867,0.0,0.16441049798169224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552282757422073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893430647404361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985833168871047,0.0,0.0,0.11285519413649077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309157121586027,0.0,0.07749536966867651,0.0,0.0,0.05779019619516387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558774889536609,0.0,0.0,0.17696216102865767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18285192090216965,0.0,0.0,0.07338738359442064,0.06997843923473618,0.0,0.0,0.25990399878537,0.0,0.0,0.07837911256704963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690314003957057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777034844361602,0.0,0.0,0.09617088263213693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947045394562679,0.06180091974283671,0.12823818582788454,0.08769384659682206,0.0,0.07743109061515241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438585883103507,0.0,0.0,0.1168083437739995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281929001311813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299426174016552,0.0643195310228424,0.0,0.0,0.08450405537550719,0.0,0.0,0.08572737436022612,0.08395464595699294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352470719993818,0.06065861871686148,0.15279603564785355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17802950794604044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815628217285758,0.0,0.0,0.1878756375021844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759862851618316,0.0,0.06972287936072323,0.0796529529038463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237748688627581,0.0,0.0,0.08919101969794913,0.1482699315167341,0.06735859451719575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974862780453273,0.0,0.0,0.18293935906466527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246382093850223,0.0,0.06578600439468879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05812836743971511,0.11212763968657148,0.08596424692356969,0.0,0.05101954476098965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05940395158277013,0.0,0.0,0.18217257040155435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438651025214516,0.0516073303990711,0.0,0.0701839083377236,0.0,0.07866929394517543,0.0,0.0,0.09768601293526877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636980346078216,0.08885630198760132,0.08916576535930006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056344470887264166 socialanxiety,Capable_Okra,2020/03/06,"Tips for being more social/less reserved at work? My job moved my desk about 6 months ago so that I sit in the middle of a floor of recruiters (EXTROVERTS). They all do similar jobs and they're all very friendly with each other. They spend most of their day chatting with each other. When I first moved to this seating area, a kind woman came over and introduced me to everyone sitting around me. I was so caught off guard and so sweaty that I don't think I made a good impression. Months later I haven't made small talk with any of them and now they don't even acknowledge me in the halls. Going to work is painful and I need to break into the social circle somehow. I know I can come across as reserved. Any tips for being more friendly and approachable at work, particularly with people I'm already scared of/feel like they don't like me?",5.0689485213581635,5.899680265060244,5.009912376779848,86.02254654983574,68.63855421686746,7.964074479737133,26.53669222343921,8.00094639256281,1.405910843373494,668,19,135,8,11,207,102,166,0.051,0.84,0.109,0.857,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,6,4,9,9,0,1,6,0,10,1,0,2,2,27,20,11,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,5,16,0,1,3,1,1,7,4,2,0,1,5,0,21,7,25,13,7,32,0,0,0,0,12,14,0,2,10,88,26,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13345049753612506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661319416985068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047537317625205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340184119164078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17218523025994242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968258512375966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970901172126912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994346244364602,0.0,0.0,0.14385374949777047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612089584332249,0.10755053731818276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280548803388212,0.0,0.0,0.2326238944601317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555911501331026,0.1262713644619244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29878858655586066,0.0,0.0,0.15677114077540166,0.08273648668673039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709895086871466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849017088763695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24032975583795496,0.32001446957029195,0.0,0.11162841314265236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019222085011334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043700725738374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15072343236627705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30692664606363323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100367269979273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646419700262228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421673022295965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32879920292255843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,awesomevaldez,2020/03/06,"Struggling to make friends I am not positive if this fits in this sub but I was transitioning from a private school to a public school and I'm too scared to speak to people. When I first arrived I refused to speak to people because i was never used to making the first move in a friendship. at first, everyone wanted to be my friend but whenever they spoke to me I only gave a one-word answer since I didn't know what to say to impress them. fast forward three months and I still don't have friends. I have been trying extra hard but whenever I go to say something my heart starts racing and I always end up saying the wrong things. Do any of you have tips to stop getting so nervous or talking to people I could really use the support, thanks.",2.573374880153402,4.741276677852352,3.528499520613618,88.72109060402686,77.52348993288591,5.867881112176415,24.065675934803448,6.868970318607317,0.8788481303930973,591,20,116,6,14,189,98,149,0.13699999999999998,0.703,0.16,0.7809999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,2,3,4,10,0,3,7,0,12,1,1,4,1,20,26,10,0,3,6,0,1,0,3,0,0,6,0,0,4,3,0,2,2,0,0,3,4,4,0,4,6,7,18,6,20,18,1,19,0,0,0,0,16,6,0,2,12,80,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541447834368683,0.0,0.0,0.09432481586701157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455387174328424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074543024568644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285231909414528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325394982191984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539496810590238,0.0,0.0,0.32149166448406824,0.0,0.07246814432169416,0.0,0.07882979909479924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425330427574124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16436724200852193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622917350547465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851746237682936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071378173009906,0.1474224946093143,0.0,0.0,0.10697859483052533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399075484792588,0.10549214033267564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884837641632439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885859599744626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309136632088085,0.1388688731815868,0.2807556931103657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473901153321547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678263208162334,0.0,0.0,0.0981767993116667,0.0,0.11077076662395001,0.11596440156134848,0.0,0.14500559588771686,0.0,0.0,0.1574018907432682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148660440414314,0.0,0.1277018212200309,0.0,0.0,0.092150082974726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941722485678965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23959484626680236,0.0,0.0,0.0818123747120638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516532035043762,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,InformalMulberry0,2020/03/07,"I don't know when, but some time ago people decided to think I was attractive. It's honestly really fucking with my whole world right now. TL;DR for those who don't want a wall of text: In my constant struggle to keep it together while being a mess, I may have become a hot mess. I feel even whinier less mature now. What do you think? &#x200B; I felt really gross writing this! I feel like that kid from Death Note. My writing might be too much of a wall of text so maybe it's better if answer any general question(s) someone might have. Anyway, I should note that I definitely want help and that I will make an appointment with a professional. In the meantime I'd like to learn what other people think \------------ I'm sorry if it seems like I'm bragging. I know it will seem like that. But writing it down 'in front of people' helps me be more objective. In high school a girl deemed me a 5. I always felt like this was fair. It *really* stung to hear it out loud, but it was fair nonetheless. This was not the only time I sort of had to admit to myself that I wasn't anything special to look at. But it was more of a turning point because it was the first time I got a solid number as a measure. That I am ugly is just the general vibe I get from folks. Everything from how people treat me to how I feel. invisible a lot of the time. Anyway, I begrudgingly accepted that I had to work on my personality and appearance a lot more than other people. After that day I wanted to wear more stylish clothes and groom well just to not look like a complete shit. Like I'm doing now, I wrote a post on the internet asking for a little advice. I started studying mathematics to seem smart and interesting. I'm surrounded by smart people and I feel dumb. I procrastinate a ton and can't really concentrate like during tests. I've failed some and lied about it. But I have kept at it because I think it would be cool to understand this stuff. Some days I would feel good but a lot of the time I felt ugly and stupid. If someone complimented my style I thought they were just being polite. How could it be true if I don't have a girlfriend and none of the girls talk about me? In any case I desperately kept at it. I obsessed about what to wear every single day, and pretended that I didn't. I liked wearing dark slimming colors because I felt fat (I think I kind of still am). I tried acting quiet, cool and never excited. Like a cool 'normal' person. For the longest time I did it even when I was with my gf. But our best moments have always been when I'm being more of the crazy 'me', and I've recently started opening myself up to her. I'm a man in my early 20s now. I'm so exhausted. I don't stick to a 'beauty' routine anymore. To be clear: I never really had a routine because I was always 'revamping' it. But I just don't groom as thoroughly as I used to. I'm putting very little effort into my life. I don't go to classes. I play video games and watch YouTube. I eat like an asshole, why care. I'm hiding how unproductive I am, because I feel embarrassed that I can't study for even 40 minutes. But because of this mental break I've had time to reflect and be more honest with myself. I want help. I find it so hard to trust that people are nice to me. I hate that I'm too polite and I hate that I'm so insecure. Even though I'm a little obsessed with being nice at the same time. It's so weird! I just don't want to come off as creepy. Then I started to really look at myself as an outside observer, the only thing everyone else knows. I'm way in my head so I rarely want to think of myself in this way (mirrors kinda trip me up). I realized that everyone treats me kind of differently these days. Perhaps even somewhat better. And even tough I'm super nervous during conversation I have opened up more. And people are more accepting of my of my nervous behavior. When I give a compliment it has more impact than before. I feel less like I'm interrogating someone because they are more than willing to keep talking about themselves when I ask them to. I try to remember details about their life and bring it up later (organically). I loudly laugh when people joke. I feel so fake because of it! **So that makes me feel bad.** One day I asked my friend (who I would say is a 5 like me) if people find me good-looking and she said I'm hot. She told me that all her co-workers think I am good-looking. But it all just feels like people being super-duper polite. She said I'm tall. I'm not. I'm around 6'1, which is not crazy tall in my country. I have no fucking clue when this happened. I see so many flaws in myself. I still don't quite fully believe it, which is why I'm way too anxious to post a picture or anything like that. It makes me scared that I might have gotten away saying/doing some really toxic shit because of looks. **Ouf, that makes me feel quite bad.** But the worst part is that I feel like I'm peering in to a world where I see how attractive people are treated so much better. Knowing that also kind of makes me want to not be as polite/nice, which can't be healthy. **This makes me feel** ***really*** **bad at the same time.**",1.1239128995962702,3.454244095969293,2.963371831358792,89.81596449136278,84.04798464491363,5.7428155404063785,20.882950559269307,7.0983637204850245,0.6087310609570453,3996,124,829,56,116,1329,388,1042,0.129,0.6940000000000001,0.177,0.9959,1,0,0,0,0,0,157.0,1,1,4,11,55,82,8,8,44,3,77,13,7,12,6,160,182,68,1,18,28,0,20,16,3,11,4,7,0,6,69,30,2,4,44,5,0,8,22,28,1,2,30,38,121,54,107,127,33,101,0,1,8,2,43,45,5,24,58,548,190,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0394968002143469,0.035828842567439394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032322913377971364,0.1008950809648832,0.04379377136790698,0.04911328675446952,0.0549723632047845,0.0,0.0,0.0456617584878566,0.040084605636112894,0.0,0.0,0.06652248502268081,0.035981316445758416,0.1133584133584544,0.0,0.0379748091081261,0.0,0.1012440717810587,0.221750421382024,0.04463940786721559,0.03439343630811383,0.045538165734487004,0.04241705483276,0.10724147719475154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041209677737576035,0.0,0.0,0.034817231946849575,0.0423783606583984,0.043678382164315036,0.0,0.03227113649137348,0.0,0.0,0.13033396610327688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04222906109227945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041358540392978455,0.03376473520132975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16017748470613194,0.0,0.03405459659916287,0.0772438235698037,0.036325826528440866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656805884355686,0.08662563289223184,0.15523361147252296,0.0,0.07388413303818385,0.034380225119879586,0.0,0.0,0.031227477776096368,0.07473309009280538,0.021117163674327172,0.038773412300085484,0.02297094517157201,0.10170415820721904,0.03232662031009264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03574222641664385,0.0,0.0362073209963694,0.07981042777210855,0.04148136710433798,0.0,0.04555494434576893,0.0,0.08127564319435714,0.04270469934187687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718522034218918,0.0,0.1262699343726143,0.08885249919070429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057098011592962385,0.3159454779003121,0.12153081921237552,0.0,0.0,0.2036497594086268,0.0,0.0,0.10308789855136104,0.0,0.0,0.16187924535869755,0.04097833648676509,0.040606134367397344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04073266096153398,0.1286339326163633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059424962335157434,0.0,0.062346966872986485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0396018589644192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0273888364684265,0.061480663389729365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04376964006122788,0.0,0.3362558223198507,0.07058430401265241,0.0,0.0,0.03820884661193003,0.0,0.07742010784829764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04063207486983307,0.045278325357227464,0.0859807743291806,0.0,0.0,0.20714663339182565,0.0,0.03990870565717135,0.0,0.045786640520331545,0.034517448901088085,0.07689510162774413,0.032142665596767886,0.04046628696917068,0.04090600069454186,0.06441712826603573,0.11038731900534524,0.0,0.0,0.08297866969970014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274019752284716,0.0,0.0,0.04524555653059066,0.08582594019033257,0.0,0.06455703898653288,0.0,0.0,0.04225452342840776,0.046269875384957616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06497422818628668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02685246604551977,0.1812912213988617,0.03971128251688512,0.03208802589812846,0.2121168352604879,0.0,0.0,0.03862191178490185,0.0,0.05488344720846863,0.04396406637586898,0.0,0.04207741397697143,0.0,0.03490888052605125,0.0,0.033349757052765966,0.16688045850844188,0.09624772685796823,0.0,0.0,0.03634137061699992,0.0,0.07294339125400551,0.045126165777611686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05885076037089047,0.0,0.0,0.08613710384211555,0.0,0.04911328675446952,0.0 socialanxiety,GFresha,2020/03/07,"Why am I so weird? I always be thinking about what others think of me and always thinking about how I should behave and what is the best scenario for every social situation and what if I say the wrong thing its crazy man! I don't have problem talking with anyone my problem is my brain is just constantly thinking about a million things ""dont say the wrong thing"" ""dont make the wrong move"" ""dont make yourself look stupid"" &#x200B; Like yesterday I was at this party, and their was a moment where the people I was sitting with went to the bathroom and I stayed by my self at the table and all the time I kept thinking ""everyone is looking at me like im a loser sitting alone"" ... Srsly wtf? I could give two shits what people think about me but for some reason my brain thinking like this... This is just one example of many guys help! &#x200B; I have another issue where if one of my friends messages me to go out my heart sinks and I get anxiety and start thinking of reasons not to go out. I would rather stay comfortable in my house but I know that if I go out its really not that bad yet I can't motivate my self to step out the house cos of this... Right now my life is literally focusing on college, work, and go to gym and I have no problems with either of these things. The only thing I am missing is becoming more social and having friends and going out. &#x200B; I made a mistake in highschool where I didn't put efforts into friendships because I didn't fuck with alot of people and just relied on video games but now that I am older (22) I feel like I don't have that many friends because I never put any effort into it because I again as I said, when opportunity comes up to go out, I make million reasons not to and this effects me...",5.445091575091578,5.546379760683763,5.855067155067157,82.8546153846154,67.63247863247864,8.281155881155879,30.959299959299962,7.793537801064563,1.96771973951974,1380,50,276,14,21,444,170,351,0.1,0.753,0.147,0.9734,0,1,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,1,8,18,24,3,0,15,0,30,6,4,11,2,74,61,24,0,11,14,0,1,4,3,2,1,3,0,4,23,27,0,1,15,3,0,12,13,14,0,5,9,6,43,10,42,48,6,48,0,2,2,1,18,20,2,5,16,202,66,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06957207054336388,0.0,0.0,0.11178840309585623,0.21834920731272134,0.244871517030832,0.045680666279512255,0.07043786198165629,0.05138797426709015,0.0,0.0,0.046969666665484335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056087536672209136,0.12284605579908105,0.07418847489241037,0.0,0.0,0.07049503471978955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14997694002091982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057864507203939236,0.0,0.07259129798892908,0.0,0.053633023235017785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23618250435300084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05659704520013715,0.06418769579726964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033965224564984714,0.04798916396905875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556955431288342,0.06210133873722647,0.03509567536630191,0.06443948211576926,0.22905940789161344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651288337776742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960158798572381,0.0450253584039844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15501969928500633,0.0,0.0,0.0725595150761327,0.07011226931464365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0369171082250102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047447027210480684,0.13127141619071814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128185892584266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635617225318208,0.13451762583432736,0.13620791282107772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139539808735003,0.0,0.0,0.05180877847028455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103776702031494,0.051088901826669496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971011166752229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19282951846518614,0.0,0.13505697366210054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04303342479404671,0.2071983735054622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0573662826972477,0.06389791653854969,0.10683902200021272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015439547987288,0.0,0.06895321026584447,0.0,0.07550646120026408,0.0,0.13695099542688022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04754614747480645,0.14319722654954273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05399196726343969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231373127689302,0.34433941717331035,0.0,0.0,0.03916973628570629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561929869563739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06227102931108312,0.06061414352439756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048903517841929235,0.0,0.0,0.04771852697736318,0.22033287791209505,0.244871517030832,0.0 socialanxiety,euphemiah1880,2020/03/07,"Embarrassed by how I acted Hi, I met some friends recently. And they bought some other friends. I was really nervous, and it went worse than I thought really. They all work together and I don't and most of the conversation was work related. I'm not sure how I was supposed to involve myself? I think my social skills are lacking, and would love some tips. When I'm in situations like this I can't think of what to say. I also have a quiet voice and find louder people very overwhelming. So I sat there for a few hours basically silent, stumped by how to involve myself really. I'm now thinking my friends will be wondering why I was so strange and quiet, and I feel really embarrassed. At one point I felt as if I might cry or fall asleep I was so emotionally drained by the situation. How can I socialise better? I like people and wish to have friends but I feel so upright and quiet.",3.2912068965517243,5.269349155172417,4.667333333333335,82.26100000000002,74.6896551724138,8.318160919540231,27.691954022988504,9.029198982220553,2.356301609195402,699,28,137,16,15,232,103,174,0.08800000000000001,0.8,0.11199999999999999,0.6077,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,4,12,13,0,4,4,0,15,2,1,4,2,37,32,24,0,4,4,0,3,2,4,3,0,5,0,0,4,10,0,0,9,0,1,3,3,4,0,1,11,8,24,9,14,17,7,10,0,1,0,1,14,3,0,8,6,95,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158685522855463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340821561361925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327369779889194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569591717641683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14110714593901474,0.0,0.13397640187498835,0.0,0.12753333773801873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4312205401792739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741481128729574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13634044172595292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259366499751522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14802560079175073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945531763842718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19347332817331728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190658235161465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35756123096145936,0.0,0.13777492481728987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096459439360998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136885263201855,0.0,0.14223933704030575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151098910883685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682270230835628,0.0,0.1107759643629406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513177876752473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935123105045232,0.12590949869772194,0.0,0.16045946543205694,0.0,0.15132079428474068,0.2031676786311107,0.0,0.14219906212923286,0.09912234110666228,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BreadsticksWithRanch,2020/03/07,"How to get over phone anxiety? For as long as I could remember, I have been terrified of speaking on the phone. But recently I have been having some health problems and it’s starting to look like I’m going to have to call my doctor and schedule and appointment. I’m terrified of speaking on the phone for some reason. If I can make appointments online I will. I just never know what to say or what to do when speaking over the phone. There have been a couple of times where I have worked up the courage to call and the person on the other end was rude. I am especially scared of having to ever leave a message. I really need some advice on what to do about this.",3.741278195488725,5.096107827067673,4.768428571428572,84.56407142857147,72.23308270676692,8.026766917293234,25.33007518796993,8.548686976883017,1.6368803007518795,523,16,105,9,10,171,77,133,0.146,0.812,0.042,-0.92,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,1,1,8,0,17,2,0,3,2,21,26,11,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,1,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,4,5,10,2,25,20,3,18,0,0,1,0,12,8,0,5,10,83,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19505330755815276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15269854038487515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4076414126407032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593696673437494,0.2208609608970486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20430586364030245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17679224490804388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18055564200923474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428623581077344,0.0,0.11344105874745193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21217253420290716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969859430321408,0.0,0.0,0.21135462070841093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751772633804376,0.0,0.0,0.17664560339614868,0.16761931321230494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323898839431514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480058012665333,0.15394895331770714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17428882700170018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909966059355465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787313077685408,0.20522887994481892,0.19708748548112606,0.0,0.22611542269246285,0.0,0.0,0.15873521916613045,0.19984107763410708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128261376079487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639224241455035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14531601801105873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,maygen0414,2020/03/07,How do I live? How do you handle living with S.A.D? I suffer every day. It's so bad that it drives me to suicidal thoughts. My S.O. doesnt understand me and he constantly yells at me calling me ridiculous and begs me to be normal. I've been at my breaking point for a while but I'm holding on by the smallest thread. I dont know what to do anymore.,0.5710810810810791,2.69245387837838,2.528310810810812,93.4111148648649,84.54054054054055,5.321621621621622,22.763513513513516,6.6274283507984215,0.5574108108108118,273,10,60,3,8,91,55,74,0.139,0.861,0.0,-0.8341,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,0,7,0,0,2,0,11,11,7,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,1,11,0,9,8,0,9,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,40,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597656038558953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187018102143304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674612843382193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28305483210591786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16892410874687422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069816950887124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206885338964333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439506684680019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4625805178987546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566371963614989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476098730492031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865104804611603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079443040961709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726798649248831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CouldBeSteve,2020/03/07,"Young children make me more anxious then adults, sometimes. Little kids have absolutely not filter and can somehow remember and repeat anything you have ever said to them ever. They make me more anxious them teenagers and adults. On the other hand, I can act like a child with my younger cousins and play Nerf and stuff and people aren't allowed to judge me because I'm ""entertaining the little ones"". I want Nerf fights to be socially acceptable for everybody of all ages, please.",8.419767441860465,9.006705162790698,7.0342790697674475,75.2653720930233,61.32558139534883,9.670697674418603,36.967441860465115,9.3871,3.4811888372093023,388,17,64,6,5,116,64,86,0.077,0.748,0.175,0.8093,1,0,0,0,1,0,10.0,0,1,3,0,3,5,1,0,3,0,6,1,1,3,3,18,11,7,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,7,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,2,10,4,7,9,3,10,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,1,7,43,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4663402126414304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698473232210463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581782763471938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733961980685057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083525458885452,0.4137284674005612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755434897923957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986009568689886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430898422767531,0.0,0.0,0.22656216409509256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338078118702611,0.0,0.19633101763756594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21039597028500634,0.0,0.0,0.2041321249510216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23627543310286656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173842601982425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,RastVr,2020/03/07,Is there any way to get over social anxiety I really just wanna play vrc which is a social vr game if you don't know what it is and make friends and fun and I wanna try being a streamer but I can't even bring myself to just talk to one person without feeling like I'm gonna fucking die. I'm so tired of it I just wanna be able to socialize like a normal fucking person,2.2992592592592587,3.2040455308641964,4.534259259259262,86.5991666666667,75.17283950617283,6.881481481481483,23.37654320987655,7.1686216300943375,0.8365209876543211,292,8,63,3,6,102,56,81,0.217,0.711,0.07200000000000001,-0.9229,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,6,7,2,0,3,0,7,3,0,1,0,16,17,6,1,5,6,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,1,6,5,10,14,0,3,0,0,0,2,9,1,2,1,2,42,10,0,0.18719726554722785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730055983987554,0.0,0.14320539576218155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942812070013236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364202839448488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465256210916664,0.13373376391072184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462814299889346,0.3461217110837241,0.09780284496621984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028787215133249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18291025649451356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495562836336414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18341357449343154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684971183811278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269068634814151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199233617694908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.572472113753599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504620711404714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21515571891632304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709465535533368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14858847607590087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804514838375285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PinkTennisPrincess,2020/03/07,"What's so scary about going to see a therapist? I understand some people dont like to open up to a stranger but personally I DO want to talk to a stranger. Especially one that is an expert in how the brain works to help me figure out the root of my problem and how to fix it (and is willing to listen). When I finally get to go to one I wont hold back, I will tell them everything and hopefully they'll be sympathetic/empathetic enough to help me with whatever it is that I have. I really want to see one because I want to know what's wrong with me, this anxiety feels like some kind of disease that I know I can overcome but I just need help with doing so. But that's just me, I understand it's not the same for everyone, so what are your reasons for being afraid of seeing a therapist?",4.547378048780487,4.587945810975612,6.059658536585367,80.82802439024394,69.54878048780488,10.218536585365854,29.81463414634146,10.125756701596842,2.6850068292682927,619,22,135,15,10,212,93,164,0.10099999999999999,0.782,0.11599999999999999,0.3466,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,2,1,10,7,0,1,8,0,15,1,1,4,0,34,32,12,0,6,6,0,1,2,0,4,0,1,0,1,11,8,0,1,7,0,0,2,3,3,0,3,0,5,20,4,25,26,4,9,0,0,3,0,10,4,0,3,5,101,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952936317194976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100936219276054,0.0,0.0872788523758833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15983193505147708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780138195813513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793923676921006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368109473942079,0.1286774919354572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239416360838184,0.1022850704595972,0.0,0.15684247437728865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480362921062468,0.0,0.16274061154537225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28790386678477226,0.0,0.0,0.14220622310524264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909592811055547,0.1573717357691158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989726996552707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616330134929862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910595948335692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926031513450563,0.12501589197491236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700023957921445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917223081863824,0.14720892857385207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34227856439006243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507956628196105,0.1251422662010868,0.0,0.0,0.3324770918496002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981028439062485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533470092307797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042339427169231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565406443027788,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throw3433away,2020/03/07,"It hurts me when I see people being able to make conversation so easily. I struggle to even form the first sentence. While my friend easily gets along with anyone and everyone, I just stand there while sometimes adding a “yeah” to the conversation. I hate it so much but I dont know how to deal with it.",3.5494915254237327,5.510178864406786,4.412000000000003,84.44783050847458,73.91525423728814,8.109830508474579,21.969491525423727,8.841846274778883,1.3964345762711865,239,6,48,5,5,77,44,59,0.105,0.7440000000000001,0.152,0.1967,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,1,1,3,1,2,0,0,2,0,9,7,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,7,1,7,6,2,5,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,4,36,10,0,0.272534162744734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190562223326028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809707548548927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194080090082965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800062441619921,0.0,0.0,0.2604180716975568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318174196065292,0.0,0.0,0.21055921808636047,0.0,0.14238785160137435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690710627884375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917534579038624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497776484604097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18191866989456615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20034396780005187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889408731958984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21717444259055385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695432556350389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28491188041154475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ragingash,2020/03/07,"Have you been in a situation where a....... Have you been in a situation where a guy tries to take advantage of your anxiety , insults you in front of others, makes fun of you to get other's positive attention. It happened to me today. As I was late half an hour for my cram school, My teacher scolded me in front of everyone. I could hear a constant laugh among many who were laughing at me. It was that guy. Unfortunately, there was no other seat left other than the one Beside him. As I approached my seat he suddenly screamed ""sit in the front row dude"" (he was in the last row. ) I was startled for sometime. Then he said after few seconds ""okay sit here anyway"". He suddenly started laughing at my face I don't know why. And started asking weird questions. Like ""do you know how to use a gun?"" And when I didn't respond he asked others and they replied politely "" no bro"" and altogether started laughing at me. Girls were in them too. My eyes became moist. My heart started pounding. I quickly came home, got to washroom, and then cried with almost no sound because my parents were home and I didn't wanna tell them about it . Because after all I'm 15. How can someone be so cruel. Instead of seeing my anxiety and helping me, he made fun of it and insulted me in front of whole class. Thanks guys for reading this whole post. Tell me if anyone tried to do the same thing with you. If yes, then tell me how did you tackle it.",2.407849462365593,4.644567491039432,3.581218637992833,87.79182795698925,78.39068100358423,6.140501792114698,26.10394265232975,7.242747475848597,1.3023749103942648,1106,44,219,14,27,358,154,279,0.10400000000000001,0.772,0.124,0.8374,1,0,0,1,0,0,48.0,0,8,3,1,14,16,3,1,11,2,21,3,3,6,1,28,42,20,0,4,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,4,14,11,0,0,4,1,0,6,6,6,0,3,17,6,36,10,37,23,5,42,0,0,2,0,37,15,0,4,19,156,50,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207375461019753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124010645733326,0.0,0.0,0.07825849174613161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20926399555967767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136453271885248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800899585252948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094796275576265,0.0,0.08936064068860139,0.0,0.1229411040108776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069463042505506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05847464578659538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951427858697289,0.0,0.0,0.3324612438854372,0.09897228915635292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614427181266696,0.13262815469238753,0.07501898329659981,0.0,0.22453386067682,0.0,0.11022066309950196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230188508636382,0.09123139954112663,0.12625293458618467,0.0,0.12160362248051305,0.0,0.0,0.05467945468736695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059033391391242,0.0747088298925542,0.1134713803398056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584126995924577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427617884853735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071903749245685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253782978579131,0.0,0.11195232635036867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646348865195918,0.0,0.0,0.11327107835355504,0.08918737421459454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25161012160057405,0.0,0.0,0.09483118015350207,0.0,0.11069375807108882,0.0,0.3168759800845504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415144420064309,0.0,0.2934743848498069,0.10304277599542466,0.0,0.0,0.07435602928139813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060890059465426,0.0,0.0,0.15197543498534075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666470625735976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099223152862434,0.24991391838867305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,gatorhime,2020/03/07,"I am too judgemental of myself and others to be able to have real relationships. I see the flaws in myself and others. Oh, how I magnify them. I am so black and white in my thinking. I always have been. I'll like you until I see that one flaw peek through. And after that? My image of you has begun to crumble already. Justify yourself to me. Explain yourself. Yes, I am that crude, forward, and selfish. I'm fairly sure that I ruined the relationship with my ex boyfriend. That honeymoon period was radical and so, so intoxicating. Then, well, we began to crumble. He made jokes that offended me, and the rose tinted lights began to flicker. Then, I checked within myself. ""Hey, OP, what the FUCK? Can you manage not being a sensitive little shit, ultimately RUINING every relationship you have?"" When I lose relationships for my own discomfort, such as being offended easily, in the end I only hate myself more. All people I've befriended have something about them that I may not agree with. I'm tired of my gut reactions. I want to punch my gut and tell it to allow me to enjoy life as others seemingly are. I want to live life without a care. I step on eggshells around myself. I want a thicker skin. I'm tired of cowering in my safe space when I am almost half way into my twenties. This needs to stop. Has anyone been in this headspace. I feel as though I've only been stepping deeper and deeper into this headspace since I was born until now.",2.5390217391304333,5.1630093514492765,4.201623188405797,81.32526086956524,80.48550724637681,6.868405797101449,24.05507246376812,8.021203637495839,1.7390733333333332,1135,41,202,22,30,379,155,276,0.159,0.752,0.08900000000000001,-0.9727,1,0,1,1,0,0,45.0,1,4,2,1,13,18,6,1,8,1,21,10,4,3,2,36,40,23,0,4,3,1,2,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,15,15,0,2,4,1,1,3,3,11,1,2,8,7,42,7,37,28,3,31,0,3,4,1,16,13,2,3,17,152,57,1,0.129391427136581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295668237243601,0.0,0.14278665736687762,0.0,0.10766403270874957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047349435442864,0.0,0.0,0.11518580272714155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192318345231288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460239903273195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901785796906184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06542419333763771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962028940208963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774724630747322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18278598309135266,0.0632141154854964,0.12968420233843134,0.1142550007224379,0.0,0.0,0.14475590992057075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243329691045715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594210370895473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767897970420181,0.19681602187676409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970372367646033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472757714698628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5556718774194589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062164301266206,0.11779309566300047,0.0,0.0,0.13281844055092956,0.107033925621494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961184210292047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817702685076107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194988879158652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309381047538054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290880191228278,0.1271264202055323,0.0,0.0,0.29743282249127256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22895524842430465,0.10270489218583166,0.0,0.0,0.11633843228148898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472871841581908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tazdevil1978,2020/03/07,"Just say what u want ! Get it off your chest when no one listens Australia is now a ""Narrow Democracy"" and its people sit complasant and let it fall apart.! If we revolted like the Americans the story would be alot different. This is what a penal colony heritage and mentality does as a nation grows. Not since the EUREKA STOCKADE has anyone attempted to revolt . Says this conspiracy theorist or pocket nazi as the libtards and feminazis call people like me . Lol",5.4949569707401045,7.91526720481928,6.2366953528399325,71.46746987951809,69.72289156626506,10.04406196213425,29.929432013769365,10.290406445055957,3.73088777969019,370,15,58,11,7,121,68,83,0.07,0.821,0.109,0.3578,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,8,1,6,1,1,0,0,12,9,9,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,7,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,3,3,2,4,6,1,9,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,3,4,40,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19299649974910169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818427508234218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28837751704164355,0.0,0.0,0.2415430797405048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14420673985758628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28224461440534016,0.0,0.2696945245784928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781587685531988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18703528923280907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827088763963503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4389973092530079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283229264742429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628011307266512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19607353710648712,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,VonCrabClaw,2020/03/07,"Ticks Does anyone else have ticks that go with your anxiety? How do you keep that from happening? 20 mg of lexapro ACT therapy working on treatment.",3.8288888888888906,6.826619296296298,3.653333333333337,84.90000000000002,78.25925925925927,8.044444444444443,31.222222222222207,8.841846274778883,3.1186888888888893,119,6,21,3,3,36,25,27,0.073,0.927,0.0,-0.264,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,11,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28274251511666604,0.0,0.0,0.25843248107360106,0.3786982434565834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234389093307266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087528571850968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100518458585674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268355123324297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32851691223510904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4226691035119583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690727515510369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dev_null_void,2020/03/07,"Friend forgets they invite me I have one lady friend (I'm also a woman) and the times we hang out, and with others sometimes, she'll invite me to something she's doing like next week. I'll say yes, that would be great and thanks, and convo moves on. She says she'll message me about it later and the date etc. I don't end up knowing the date, and the next time I end up talking to her I learn she already went and did the things she invited me to. With other people, most of the time. She doesn't even say or seem to remember that she invited me at all, and tells me about the event and how awesome it was. I ask who she goes with etc. I don't remind her that she invited me. That feels like it would be really awkward. One of these things was a whole trip we were planning. We had been on a trip before together a few years ago. So we started planning another. She volunteered to start looking. Next time I see her she has decided to go on a trip with her partner to the same place. She doesn't seem to remember that we were going on the trip. Not super sure what to make of it. I can't imagine bringing it up. How, even? In general I'm always the one visiting her or I have to host something big like brunch to get her over to mine with others. Her social media will have outings with her friends and stuff. Her and her friends are all super nice kind people, so I generally just assume I'm not exciting enough or something to be remembered. Not really sure how to be more memorable lol. Tldr friend will invite me/plan things with me, go do them with someone else, then forget how they invited me at all. Unsure of or how to say anything about it.",2.3457518873699246,4.066701822485207,3.688061620077537,89.3801479289941,76.63313609467455,6.7922464803101406,23.193633952254643,7.6298220110432995,0.9596028157518872,1288,39,273,18,29,422,156,338,0.053,0.8029999999999999,0.145,0.9856,0,0,3,0,0,0,38.0,5,0,3,4,14,18,0,1,15,2,29,1,0,6,5,64,49,24,0,2,8,0,1,3,6,6,0,4,0,2,21,25,1,0,12,0,0,12,8,1,0,3,8,7,51,17,42,31,11,45,0,0,2,0,49,14,0,8,22,200,72,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071633212814015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048340943501936,0.07281806568701278,0.07576652664612463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548096222741437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493196277514687,0.0,0.08512578774058463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748260421330583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760662467842598,0.0,0.16129854142678132,0.09408598392264854,0.20310473556893935,0.12028427498185335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04604103861896766,0.0650509743388885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517511712742511,0.0,0.04757340384448555,0.0,0.15524898156639624,0.0,0.0,0.10039040985412306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482161326157143,0.05004241918778753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13345721439673966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646475316314473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060781100721814085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677893559240576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29051972220223915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18510727078283284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625459773692452,0.0,0.09513494370263584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166665963923408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30944870822839143,0.0,0.0,0.2896479914927802,0.0,0.0,0.07256045614752248,0.1657893262353146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282090947597264,0.07715210532367026,0.21029984942261426,0.09005747337056767,0.0,0.1289009002653524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423821595883637,0.0,0.0,0.17163985531945966,0.0,0.0,0.07318798217082194,0.07958763004981077,0.08383283951094829,0.0,0.0,0.18148221481423213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21238373826436016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304024804904882,0.0,0.0,0.08441053760351418,0.0,0.10166163134405526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936823304091805,0.0,0.0,0.05863757415723975 socialanxiety,Promise1082,2020/03/07,"I feel like I’m not fun enough for my boyfriend I (F19) have recently started going to parties with my boyfriend (M18) more. They’re mainly little get-togethers with 10-15 of his good friends at the most. I’m very friendly with his friend group (all males) and ive known them for the two years we’ve been together. He insists on bringing me along to their shindigs every weekend because he wants me there (when im not he gets emotional and wont stop talking about me to his pals when hes drunk lol). So far ive been apart of maybe 5-8 gatherings. Although i’ve never been outgoing and wouldn’t attend if my boyfriend wasn’t involved, I do enjoy going. Mainly because I’m making him happy by spending time with him and his friends, and alcohol is the only thing that makes me talk around a group of people without choking. But I can’t shake the feeling that I’m too introverted for him sometimes. All the other girls at the parties laugh and dance, are social, not afraid to show their personality. Hell, I couldn’t even be his partner at cup pong because then that meant the spotlight was on me. He knows I’m not very good at conversation, bonding or relating to other people. And by now his friends know I’m very reserved. I just feel like I’m holding him back. Because while everyones having fun, he wants me to be apart of it and i just....dont. I feel like I’m too boring. I’ve been around him and his friends P L E N T Y, to the point where i SHOULDNT be anxious around them. I don’t know. I just need help getting stuck out of my head.",3.9518152773743833,4.925135150159747,4.548412721463841,87.79304022654665,71.30031948881789,7.224455416787686,29.24324716816729,7.348242739294969,1.5291674121405747,1214,47,255,12,22,387,172,313,0.068,0.7490000000000001,0.184,0.9883,0,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,4,0,16,20,1,2,9,1,23,3,1,2,3,51,51,18,0,7,10,0,4,3,8,3,1,0,0,4,7,18,2,2,9,4,1,6,13,4,0,1,8,4,40,16,34,36,7,35,1,0,0,0,42,16,1,3,16,150,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038637203945344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166891184283992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758519317909365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942419157463397,0.0,0.2518602683841098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105596013450305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618816278909315,0.0,0.10672693001497696,0.0,0.06822254953747804,0.0,0.0870268904919174,0.09869871392268294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20890757588476686,0.221372743193517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4788129462956425,0.0,0.1618954215388424,0.0,0.11740499841900215,0.17327071864536234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099548971765818,0.0,0.0,0.10600608296540463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923359552299363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157170750429793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17029764310567438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138789208629294,0.10352444164369093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789472166871308,0.0,0.10376941622554532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658876360800357,0.0796641745962126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855725062853831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321756604911418,0.0901894767402458,0.0,0.0,0.09764312139879068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198712960194606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529188617204796,0.0,0.0,0.1021571679119414,0.0,0.07310970661048767,0.0,0.0,0.08635567094112306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660423439373181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862176784789238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06022965224207825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090002934866668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556769961886254,0.121847091252556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956857271816108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651584021774003 socialanxiety,soool93,2020/03/07,"This happened today I’m currently on a family trip with aunties, uncles, cousins, etc. where we decided to play charades towards the end of the night. It was boys vs girls, and all was going well. I didn’t really want to do the acting part but when everyone’s turn ran out I thought this should be easy. I was assigned to act as Donald Trump. I honestly didn’t know what to do, signaled money bills, and after that just blanked. Everyone was looking at me waiting for the next move, I didn’t know what to do, my mouth started quivering, it was getting awkward and I just laughed and said I can’t do this. I could tell everyone was like “wtf just happened”. I was laughing it off but everyone knew what just happened wasn’t normal. I could tell they were trying to be supportive few minutes later by saying “give him one more turn I’ve got an easier one” but I never got up. And the thing is, if nobody is around, I’m certain I act out basically anything. Pretending to be trump is something I could do really well, but I get so nervous and feel too awkward to just be me. If I was told I’d get a million dollars if my team could guess trump in the first 15 seconds I would confidently pull it off. So easy, but I made myself look like a fraud and I’m sure they all think a bit lesser of me, especially the ones I don’t spend too much time with. I’m in bed now and can’t get over it, just ranting. Wish u all a great day",2.2821917808219183,3.977253904109592,3.8364328767123297,88.36062191780823,76.73972602739725,7.000767123287671,25.72109589041096,7.839951260653429,1.3826905205479452,1108,41,236,17,25,368,160,292,0.057999999999999996,0.745,0.19699999999999998,0.9912,1,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,1,0,2,2,16,15,0,3,13,0,34,1,1,1,6,54,69,20,0,12,15,1,1,2,0,2,0,2,1,2,13,14,0,1,7,3,4,8,8,3,2,6,21,5,28,12,28,38,9,35,0,0,2,0,14,13,0,4,16,162,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694631555492688,0.09405670556979197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534955784565358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33743254368665504,0.0,0.0,0.06813971631082029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935803184785512,0.0,0.11783495170457566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4038373405009997,0.0,0.0,0.09960356628811924,0.0,0.05342311243405823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987138412232487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22080468892009505,0.10135536397460516,0.06004703663134251,0.0,0.16900634601051495,0.11648668913234557,0.11639257143116595,0.0,0.2802951419145818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613212329402442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323688001999147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774497373651465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997475632239804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229616256466414,0.07766970108333493,0.0,0.08148882372303175,0.0,0.11236691039898747,0.09915148906165053,0.10352095911354277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21478678231465734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441571778900225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537254769485618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050354806310244,0.08402230748897087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133955298408763,0.0,0.0,0.0747842304853032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989776972458575,0.09958002212746976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846969154496718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701934987974577,0.06770043343866274,0.0,0.08387947697149667,0.06160916797708914,0.0,0.10015002930226537,0.10095933512524992,0.0,0.07173384334789512,0.2298479130411783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062318954477159384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899958052551349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149978664568135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505536219911818,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fxckingmess,2020/03/07,"I flirted with a guy at a concert. Gave me a small sense of victory but also might have been a bad idea I recently went to a concert by myself. None of my friends liked the artist but I really wanted to go. I’m usually a pretty shy person so the thought of going to a concert alone was terrifying. nevertheless, I thought it might be a good way to overcome my social anxiety. I spent the beginning of the concert not talking to anyone. I was awkwardly standing there and just waiting for the opening act to come on. I was kinda disappointed in myself. There were people in the crowd talking to each other and making friends. But I was too afraid to start a conversation. :,( At one point during the main act, a bunch of kids started moshing and shoving each other. So this other dude held me back and asked if I was okay. I said yeah and he helped me get to a safer spot near the side of the crowd. I thought that was pretty sweet of him. I later went to the bar to get some water and saw this same dude again. He asked again to make sure I was okay and I quickly said “yep”, downed my water and went back to the crowd to enjoy the rest of the concert. I didn’t really know what else to say to him so I guess it was my usual fight or flight response. But I was pretty disappointed that I couldn’t think of anything else to say, instead I was just being my normal anti-social self. I kept thinking about that for the rest of the concert. Once the concert was over, I was on my phone trying to figure out what bus to take. Then I saw this dude again talking to a couple other people. I was feeling pretty bad about how anti-social I was all night. So I decided to come up with an excuse to talk to him. I pretended like my phone was dead and asked him for help to figure out what bus to take home. I also thanked him for saving me in the mosh pit. We added each other on Instagram and I left to go home. To be honest, I don’t find him very attractive. (Which probably made it easier to approach him). But I left the concert feeling a small sense of victory. I haven’t been out with too many guys and I’m always too shy to approach guys first. So I was pretty proud of myself for this. HOWEVER, this guy keeps messaging me on Instagram multiple times a day. He seems like a decent guy and we apparently have mutual friends. But he seems extremely clingy. And after talking to him a bit more he seems really boring and I don’t think we have much in common. He invited me to do karaoke with him and his sister one day. I think It would be nice to go out and be more social. But at the same time I don’t want to spend more time with him if I don’t think we are compatible. Should I cancel? Tl;dr - I flirted with a guy at a concert to try and get over my social anxiety. I don’t find him attractive and we don’t have much in common but he keeps messaging me and invited me to do karaoke with him and his sister. Should I go?",2.307523977871618,3.98228480133556,3.962207600903469,87.5748273265901,76.61268781302171,6.968489966938361,23.26429670365642,7.793537801064563,1.0662428295525226,2272,69,479,34,51,760,227,599,0.1,0.745,0.155,0.9897,2,1,0,0,1,0,58.0,5,0,0,2,24,29,1,2,38,4,45,3,0,4,2,102,100,40,1,9,14,2,2,3,3,5,0,13,2,9,21,42,3,5,20,12,2,14,11,8,0,3,35,18,78,21,85,54,18,69,0,2,2,0,68,29,0,11,27,342,99,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06690710026795058,0.0,0.10332271073552088,0.05375316442584987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883909793117457,0.0,0.0,0.04517048540593612,0.0,0.05316107645552405,0.0,0.1811794997547384,0.0,0.0,0.09934828400506067,0.10787818762906712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052750452513228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129599436131192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147972105121361,0.0,0.08332453526840614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793160651929473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532836144862023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808819360713405,0.054949533996900383,0.0,0.0,0.14973159824100665,0.0,0.10125398823257746,0.0,0.1835710394921712,0.054184210831924214,0.0,0.0,0.07116522821255575,0.3837905747962192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660130842183605,0.0,0.12960003765140454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292660787304191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484058294895985,0.0,0.0,0.03550299196678346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403782396518394,0.0,0.0,0.09468228130331978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06112697968345623,0.0862432698371802,0.06549522250259797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137062795619891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497826080877317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06062361420427983,0.06329521368513448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879790206129621,0.08755054950394216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957232767670448,0.05640705666508415,0.0,0.0,0.06106877743131992,0.0,0.0,0.32861194664478266,0.06965074898298056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415506589417855,0.0,0.06378564336430115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290059144044473,0.10274653466066562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643083247304078,0.06739287847931033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19755759555360666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914497680349712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06088562966669864,0.0,0.09714374753054174,0.2596189777841416,0.0,0.05947587418867615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069683974032943,0.0,0.1538578119108725,0.11300799815222308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771960735373441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14229763656780586,0.053302548269228714,0.07620662663953133,0.05127722618322041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17965718007378767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045890660493183764,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dizzymonarchs,2020/03/07,"HOW IN THE SAM HECK This is going to sound fucked, but I'm wiling to weather the scrutiny. I sometimes go out dancing with friends, and such was the case tonight. We dance, we had a couple of shots, we made friends. Life was bliss. And then I saw him. Grey Nirvana shirt. Dangling earring. Lanky, skinny. He was gorgeous. But by golly, he couldn't dance. Why is it that if I have no interest in a man, I can wrap him around my finger, get free drinks, and enjoy his company? But the moment I think someone is a potential suitable mate I forget how to breathe. How can I get over just taking this beautiful guy home? How can I have faith in myself and just TALK TO THE DAMN MAN?",1.2819999999999998,3.6471443111111133,2.3422222222222224,94.30000000000004,83.66666666666667,5.0814814814814815,22.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.4113555555555557,522,18,110,5,15,165,91,135,0.076,0.6579999999999999,0.266,0.9883,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,3,0,0,0,8,9,2,0,8,0,13,7,4,5,0,24,23,13,0,2,6,0,1,0,3,0,1,1,1,3,4,10,2,0,1,4,1,5,2,2,0,0,6,4,16,8,13,16,0,14,1,0,2,1,15,6,3,1,3,71,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217533315483296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756263004194689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440248385080889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849107212705725,0.23029051382769306,0.26029072086301824,0.0,0.2831404808820212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24664985329930705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498693222829389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17594790222047516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357060578607424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110630676800461,0.0,0.24636795739227202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18729348231187276,0.2002185160013641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596143153360778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22477554496086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,betterthanb3ingdead,2020/03/07,"The only reason we are even ""friends"", is because our friends hang out with each other. If it wasn't for the other person, she'd probably never give me the time of day.",5.217352941176472,5.113487794117648,5.963529411764708,82.58588235294121,68.11764705882354,7.976470588235292,28.764705882352942,7.1686216300943375,1.561811764705883,131,4,26,1,2,43,30,34,0.0,0.909,0.091,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,1,7,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,4,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,3,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20289382412764592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146517780525348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198351340797664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5142967584845538,0.0,0.0,0.3192867577121986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567037529738105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25313688570632303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906196828789586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3588536572986166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422109898449505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940794321816024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,strawberrymilkman,2020/03/07,Just got back from drinking on my 21st Just wanted to say shout out to rohtos eye drops for giving me something to fidget with in my pocket when I'm anxious,5.115625000000001,5.501904312500002,5.400000000000002,84.845,68.375,6.4,25.375,3.1291,0.5636375,126,3,24,0,2,40,28,32,0.06,0.868,0.07200000000000001,0.1027,0,0,2,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,9,3,0,6,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4627474536800831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149680356383269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4012659740083823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929392648582335,0.0,0.0,0.32760589451579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257416523577462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.315341022912934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24160106775527102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,kukumber24,2020/03/07,"Small ways to improve further? I have no family in town I don't work I have 1 friend that I don't want to overburden, but I do end up seeing her once a week for about 3 hours. I leave the house twice a day to take dog for walk I leave the house once a week for groceries What is a good very small next step I can take to start being less anxious? Thanks so much :)",0.054999999999999716,1.8199465000000004,1.5850000000000009,101.51000000000002,84.0,5.0,16.25,5.985473137389443,-0.8516250000000003,280,5,72,2,8,90,54,80,0.11699999999999999,0.703,0.179,0.8697,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,14,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,9,3,10,13,2,16,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,0,7,41,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040204005459799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164685235510951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15995313917835288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17024843856238275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952687620679782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147411299798252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17784922170443984,0.4167636521333747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824470364041659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275774980581234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19206431812059174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846545342584199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14391044876593506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278257289742333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715692037323009,0.0,0.0,0.16626716804005526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900939029375992,0.106519325441484,0.1433475219781919,0.2897240572287314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147495958240046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,madlyunsane,2020/03/07,"Help! Jobs that don’t require much social interaction... I’m a 20 y/o female, living in South Africa. I’m still currently working on graduating high school. I’m teaching myself at the moment so I’m always home and have way to much free time. I want to gain some independence and get a job. Backstory- I’ve been trying to graduate for the past three years. Every time I go to write my finals something happens. From kidney stones to debilitating panic attacks I just can’t seem to gain control over. I’m on meds which have helped a little. I saw a shrink for over a year but she did something that completely shattered my trust in her. I’ve never like going to shrinks anyway. I’m tired of being a failure and I know my family is tired of it too. That’s why I want to get a job. I have had a job in the past. I worked as a waitress for a few months before I ended up quitting from the anxiety it was causing me every time I had to leave for a shift. I genuinely like working. I like doing something rather than nothing. I need ideas on what types of jobs to apply for. Jobs that require minimum social interaction. Day jobs, night shifts, anything really. All I’ve come up with so far is: ware house packer, night time garage attendant, stock taker...that’s about it. I was just wondering if any of you could give me advice with regards to my situation? Anything would be greatly appreciated :) Thank you in advance",1.5321201862039755,4.142312884892089,3.3038595006347857,85.93876005078295,85.61870503597123,5.860516292848074,22.20524756665256,7.285733465282438,1.059084299619129,1114,39,213,18,34,370,163,278,0.11599999999999999,0.7809999999999999,0.10300000000000001,-0.5688,8,0,3,0,0,0,38.0,0,2,0,10,9,9,1,1,15,0,18,3,1,3,2,29,39,8,0,7,5,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,9,6,0,3,4,0,1,5,3,2,0,1,7,1,25,8,39,28,5,40,0,0,1,0,12,16,0,4,21,126,34,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837363666196203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713018729276104,0.0,0.0,0.0582728972256174,0.0,0.06555346904915565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103297391377073,0.0,0.0,0.0974860150071001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291682810696776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802838064296672,0.0,0.07381530866195919,0.08984550458700544,0.0,0.0961098728464463,0.06841738322619563,0.0,0.0,0.055263680649496494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589689413860387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439692179798164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078195767339133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387042882321503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954014248261441,0.0822027265457899,0.09740047173680937,0.0,0.0,0.09447475769876187,0.0,0.0,0.07577637071314985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487389727494955,0.0905373686239304,0.08595517598578914,0.0,0.0,0.09887604253741787,0.0,0.09673483939309667,0.0,0.0,0.5952464706101616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047093596233902905,0.0,0.0,0.0907345188243672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255930522806394,0.08588500990732341,0.07566682519586923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518351198770554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839783110007466,0.0,0.12598565973570605,0.0635388765862898,0.06609027120380928,0.0,0.0,0.1608306146280501,0.0,0.08222293672362943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054006122286656,0.0,0.0,0.16360373238851492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114304959382337,0.0,0.0,0.05489592303548587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672398403191102,0.0,0.07800997350186159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632040448951253,0.0,0.17470260246698394,0.0,0.1979076223232652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684330357790583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788928664750416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19986871495832045,0.19697866390666727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05817864272366473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010856805721499,0.06801761913830827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732290361973579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292835975966414,0.1871524586618387,0.0,0.0,0.06087251007450555,0.0,0.0,0.110364538178462 socialanxiety,ukiyiou,2020/03/07,Does anyone else have suicidal thoughts because of social anxiety? i sometimes feel like this is my life now and social anxiety is now an obstacle to enjoying my life. it makes me suicidal knowing i'll keep being lonely and scared all the time. does anyone else experience anything similar?,5.557647058823527,8.622495745098043,6.435058823529418,67.09376470588236,71.94117647058823,10.354509803921568,35.69019607843137,10.355215969177356,5.055930196078432,237,13,33,8,5,78,39,51,0.31,0.601,0.08900000000000001,-0.9295,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,4,2,0,1,1,8,9,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,2,2,7,1,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26720012582087765,0.0,0.0,0.2442264172071004,0.3578811564931855,0.14371485186540814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645967282639264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30565943446063465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29178067632797433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083263393207676,0.0,0.0,0.08830385325298191,0.12476372958315987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15522914947419106,0.0,0.0,0.09597825272695117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467085309604466,0.08532088349245327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657437711413055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17484633760553692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35604948172467565,0.0,0.0,0.17272464200172827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38205832032984294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13864562897885171,0.10183470562113643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,oblbious,2020/03/07,"Wanting reassurance and not believing it when I get it Everyday I fear how awful I am at simple social interactions. I over calculate simple interactions and how to respond as if I’m an npc. If my hands shake or my eye contact starts getting weird it’s all down hill from there. Some days are better than others but if I feel ugly and have a coffee I’m screwed. I thought I looked like a psycho path mutant going to see my psychiatrist. I didn’t want to go I didn’t want her to judge how I’m obviously an ugly crazy person but BAM BOOM SHIZAMM I told her I was having a casual panic attack mid conversation of the appointment and she told me “I wouldn’t have thought that even for a second. You seem so calm and ore toegther than usual!” Then mentioned how I showed no sign of anxiety at all since it is her job to pick up on those things. I wanted nothing more than to believe her but my paranoid crazy self decided she was lying. I never believe anyone who reassured me of how social and normal I seem...but I love to hear it from them. This 2am table could go on for hours I should stop myself but just wanted to put these thoughts out there",2.7836637931034502,4.635744521551724,4.3960689655172445,84.20582758620691,75.76724137931033,7.053793103448276,23.66896551724138,7.908726449838941,1.260468275862069,907,28,180,14,20,304,144,232,0.198,0.701,0.10099999999999999,-0.9763,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,1,11,13,2,3,7,1,13,4,2,6,4,45,38,23,0,12,10,0,2,1,0,2,0,2,0,2,12,7,0,1,6,2,0,5,6,6,0,1,9,7,33,7,27,26,4,23,0,0,3,2,25,9,1,6,10,126,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641971245428366,0.0,0.0,0.08812960266581056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338788887358875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4260093590213254,0.0,0.11147151021167706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063211776935364,0.0,0.0,0.08128491557623288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324776284867409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418292431248193,0.06372925247022858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170065469480247,0.0,0.2148931005634332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205544095434056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412331272665288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507454790754122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06157643097969678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584126044020643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137553808223147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972092711175747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349174427922828,0.12093809879221372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787995103624085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005264713822274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670429950947815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043699638164448,0.2294828732244694,0.131486468420956,0.0,0.0,0.10426100377897536,0.0,0.0,0.2569623688755581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921125872762282,0.0,0.0,0.1053744907495068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373490429172385,0.0,0.0,0.3001833544377693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408718872516171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388144720861978,0.0,0.3717061963076155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwdatbish,2020/03/07,Wide eyes? Anyone else get extremely wide eyes when I’m public? I feel like people can sense I’m scared which adds to the anxiety. If I could control my eyes I wouldn’t be as anxious.. anyone?,0.05615384615384755,2.4128837179487204,1.7706410256410263,93.94519230769232,96.43589743589745,4.651282051282052,16.756410256410255,6.42735559955562,-0.06486666666666617,151,4,31,2,6,49,30,39,0.13699999999999998,0.797,0.066,-0.3899,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,4,3,3,1,0,6,8,3,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,4,1,2,5,0,3,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,1,2,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23928495534209135,0.3533658261264251,0.0,0.4374227531160378,0.32049227628977706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35082272480120097,0.2497388883817405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612975045963443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815698826683258,0.22345860332141004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16342086319803129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528143277142444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168505265288058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31315926934642274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,earthquakebird696,2020/03/07,"Social anxiety makes me want to die sometimes My social phobia started 5 years ago. My worst episode was when I barely left the house for half a year. I was rarely going out and if I was going out (when I really had to go to the pharmacy or hospital) it was dark (still early in the morning or late in the evening). I went to two groups for people with social phobia and individual therapy sessions with my therapist. It got better. It was so hard with the first group. I was getting strongest headaches because of extreme anxiety (I still get those) and had to take tranquillisers each time. I started to talk to people but just the ones who attended the groups. My social anxiety is still bad. Sometimes I am better. Sometimes it gets so bad that I want to die cause it’s so painful to live like this. I felt it yesterday. I really had to go to the mall to buy my partner a gift. It was a painful experience (I was constantly analysing my words and behaviour, my heart was pounding, stuttering). Then I went alone to the movies (I like horrors) and for 2,5 hours I was constantly analysing my behaviour and my words to the ladies who work in the store (I also have OCD). I’m anxious in public and sometimes I even have to take tranquillisers just to leave the house. I’m waisting my youth because of depression and social phobia. I wasted 5 years of my life. I know some people have it worse. But this is my experience. I just hope I will get better and start living.",3.6251877934272336,5.590933091549297,4.564436619718311,83.41430751173712,73.71830985915494,7.8319248826291075,27.678403755868544,8.59863814320734,2.1014558685446008,1154,45,222,22,24,374,133,284,0.19699999999999998,0.7140000000000001,0.08900000000000001,-0.9879,0,1,0,0,0,2,36.0,0,0,0,5,14,13,0,0,15,0,20,5,2,2,0,33,44,21,2,4,8,0,2,2,1,1,3,0,0,1,14,15,1,0,2,1,2,7,0,7,0,4,17,2,35,6,31,26,3,36,0,1,0,0,13,7,0,5,24,151,49,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317987529988522,0.0,0.0,0.08550190615323576,0.0,0.06601906734432322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18946265587069272,0.0932634590644448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13785966867047114,0.10064931566354512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21903911390147576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848065506958225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17842488515049693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110435370048017,0.0,0.17135775863903266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905337261528453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16150892860908544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926558266937851,0.0,0.0,0.07022109582019294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17252596440599685,0.0,0.18767124838175067,0.0,0.06602663869776199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395291183269148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782787047227093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199557309139767,0.08129987767736606,0.1905143784948588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045369975311231416,0.0,0.0931254435386507,0.08741364448983037,0.08969606383029445,0.0,0.058310917529354765,0.08066423940010027,0.0,0.14579485388904814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05510598975620978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055941289021428836,0.0,0.1756883183241725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716993725091023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577347546094773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4207712616258425,0.0,0.0,0.3265953492841266,0.0,0.17529819973396962,0.0,0.19778518049551674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414191545390715,0.06635444485024794,0.0,0.0,0.09440864228574126,0.09585251999061138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048138384983956825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064407275931933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973859547505909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530583081008929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06010089911694545,0.0,0.08413042414163414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594878106416795 socialanxiety,jinsouliskewl,2020/03/07,"excessive blushing even during the most normal situations my excessive blushing is constantly being called out (mostly during classes) which puts me as the centre of attention, making me blush even more. its gotten to the point where im scared to participate in discussions and answer questions as i blush when incorrectly answering a question. deep breathing is ineffective as its a way to stop blushing, not prevent it . is there any way to stop feeling embarrassed all the time?",11.547222222222226,11.266261716049385,10.517376543209878,55.725694444444464,55.2962962962963,13.5320987654321,44.94135802469136,12.602617957971056,6.241787654320987,393,20,52,11,4,125,59,81,0.14800000000000002,0.835,0.018000000000000002,-0.8349,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,2,6,0,4,1,1,1,1,17,7,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,6,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,4,0,10,5,4,13,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,4,5,39,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446827525602803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172497309629917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299158409970972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810493374538469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757684993736713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22981517610574845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142017633561482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084576913723621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20112510278570075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21388057895576104,0.4766753591872829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130078986338448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391489339427572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557504705984672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240609151407672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377548338269697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,eameslikiwe,2020/03/07,"Does anyone else’s face sweat profusely when they’re talking to almost anyone of the opposite sex? They don’t even need to be attractive. If I’m caught even slightly off guard, my face drips sweat. Pretty convinced this is why I’m single.",4.081521739130434,6.2961986739130475,4.286304347826088,84.81467391304348,73.13043478260869,7.208695652173913,24.54347826086957,8.07648339933343,1.513452173913044,193,6,35,3,4,60,38,46,0.0,0.812,0.188,0.8316,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,3,5,4,0,0,4,7,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,4,5,1,3,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,1,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31258892050131104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.436547120957402,0.3198507153702442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731783638174306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607744396749017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4123650861736129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314669586468255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31758480771414305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25090701655970377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28168104782739833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,idkanymorexx,2020/03/07,"hi. i’m new. my social anxiety comes solely from the fact that i’m unattractive. anyone else? Being an unattractive female and having to go out in the world and interact with people is extremely stressful and because of that I easily fall into depression. guys, I have a job interview coming up and if I get it, i’ll be working in a healthcare facility with lots of people around me all day every day. i’m having a panic attack just thinking about being seen by so many people, I almost just want to not take the job. I am hyper-aware of how I look all the time. I look the worst when i’m outside in natural sunlight where all my flaws are visible and now my OCD brain is trying to figure out ways I can avoid going outside while working at this place. I am anxious about male coworkers finding me ugly. I already know I am but being around males makes it all worse. Similarly, being around pretty female coworkers makes me suicidal. How do you guys have jobs and interest/socialize with your peers when you’re hyper-aware of how ugly and unattractive you are? It’s easy to say “I don’t care what other people think of me” but I really struggle with this because I feel like less of a woman because I am not beautiful.",5.115235355648533,6.0330842343096265,6.232277719665272,76.98557139121341,68.58158995815899,8.820188284518828,28.74503138075314,9.017664075816787,2.4227592050209203,968,33,173,17,16,324,137,239,0.191,0.7290000000000001,0.079,-0.9786,3,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,0,2,15,9,1,4,10,0,20,1,1,5,5,46,41,17,1,2,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,9,19,0,1,6,0,0,5,3,7,0,0,1,5,25,2,29,35,7,28,0,1,3,0,13,14,0,3,9,123,34,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116202557324039,0.0,0.12805882139304914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877430026321369,0.13109810395918242,0.0,0.08114153848822023,0.1189020744188206,0.0,0.30991463230103705,0.0,0.13201822715461506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122203258485568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954487986600527,0.0,0.0,0.11831586857527415,0.0,0.0,0.19992541875289105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496791749022455,0.0,0.09994960563209218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969409175679335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097773129925173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05867596625560024,0.08290275132129765,0.0,0.0,0.10606325812605123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060628854656052174,0.0,0.1319023821189146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298060884696707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34547102004149804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06377543573488266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05669384852729663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19489757012106604,0.0,0.0,0.0986575235585382,0.0,0.0,0.15492221382956142,0.11765167165528632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207722764804312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361541000490439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32180466551743786,0.0,0.1212425895215274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805974045549007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434156003436193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228384222326773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829352064144233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292944425927905,0.12131569367036744,0.0,0.12693467094307204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725158760529424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14871422374874635,0.0,0.0,0.06766691973855632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878710879791903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844649634555783,0.09211131969301728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896465131170407,0.0,0.11826002596181664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AmISteve,2020/03/07,"I think I just realized why I like New Years Eve so much even though the entire point of the holiday for my family is socializing. Every year me and my family go to my cousin's and goof around in the same room for hours on end and then sleep over at their house before going home on New Year's Day. First of all, there's food, and I love food, also, my close family, aunt, uncle, and my cousins are some of the few people I feel almsot entirely comfertable talking with. I always get giggly on New Year's Eve and act like an idiot and have fun and I don't do that on really any other day of the year, it's sort of like I'm just releasing all the pent up need to socialize that I guess I mostly supress the entire year. If you can squeeze out a moral of the story, then it might be something like, if you make good friends that you can be open with and you know won't judge you for being you, then you can act like a drunk 4-year-old with them?... That's all I've got honestly.",7.414007551240559,4.627744985436895,7.5997734627831734,81.34355447680693,65.16504854368932,11.291477885652645,29.685005393743246,9.444778638647367,2.0888183387270765,761,14,175,11,9,249,120,206,0.027000000000000003,0.812,0.161,0.9776,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,7,2,1,8,11,1,0,11,0,13,5,1,1,3,35,25,17,0,3,4,3,2,5,1,2,0,0,2,0,7,16,3,0,4,2,0,4,2,1,0,1,1,2,24,10,24,19,8,37,1,0,0,1,17,14,0,7,24,109,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958308333731424,0.09321037309466963,0.0,0.0,0.07617806193143954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972236203013184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532154589586514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448844274130004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921727899866267,0.0,0.0,0.07398875628050093,0.0,0.09438245029114678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31681004039119137,0.0,0.056641139264361075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528493103498506,0.2709122643504493,0.0,0.08654707919790063,0.0,0.058526303342885264,0.0,0.12732813231150406,0.0939578266959684,0.08959335711447232,0.0,0.12340366458257596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236610896865966,0.0,0.11031803402038197,0.12925709292929816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06156376396715967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736387975170935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110324721346987,0.0,0.07477482901975903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883648575473145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234826005528338,0.08306208728397743,0.0,0.3245714863180674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754710383203895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766119605126508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589597076951388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176346507347481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210181276729776,0.22838242654705354,0.0,0.08623917136912132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003816627427877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177847759038944,0.11005997787211287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108144988668112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5049645647692582 socialanxiety,worrywagon,2020/03/07,First date ever.. I'm so fucking nervous!! I have my first ever date coming up and I can't stop worrying about how it's going to go.. any advice to stop being anxious about it will help :),-0.13923076923077105,2.1161740512820515,2.580205128205129,90.45646153846157,90.53846153846158,4.1456410256410265,18.056410256410253,5.6839178017228535,-0.17596820512820566,144,4,29,1,5,50,30,39,0.10400000000000001,0.625,0.27,0.7525,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,6,2,1,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,7,9,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,2,0,0,3,0,5,7,0,12,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,8,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24410087854334986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698720159743186,0.0,0.0,0.2822019835083079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21517988446027086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4519153393722658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4249581287970936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309353270253864,0.0,0.0,0.2839332739321534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16743513229975426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4176866181696115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536832041736164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lothric-one,2020/03/07,"Im social but my mind thinks otherwise Im pretty social and can talk to people just fine and dont care what others think, but my mind always is saying stuff like you’re not and before i go to places i find myself ruminating and feeling tense when just standing there. Anyone know whats going on?",1.003,3.5776343,2.6750000000000007,89.2425,89.33333333333334,4.333333333333334,14.166666666666668,5.985473137389443,-0.5638333333333332,238,4,45,2,8,78,46,60,0.10099999999999999,0.723,0.177,0.607,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,16,10,7,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,3,3,10,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16018657733160702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460985098962036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16381473087236811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962802497383913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22562428033775764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734056343391848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17595376718046946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188196124082699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41589503207842776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580033434191008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405232689044246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38876732522654256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334645573652626,0.0,0.2011355369045392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19585534569194674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309438891434282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3924863512143988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203817936591786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15473498502191535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467096369113335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mo_v,2020/03/07,"Social anxiety is correlated to pedophilia People who are socially anxious or have low self esteem issues and mental disorders like ocd has a correlation with being a pedophile. Explains why when people see someone who's acting anxious and insecure one of the things they assume is that they're a pedophile. It makes sense because pedophilia is the result of being afraid of connecting with a normal person. http://www.moscowid.net/2015/10/19/excerpt-personality-traits-of-the-pedophile/ https://www.psychiatrictimes.com/addiction/psychopathology-and-personality-traits-pedophiles/page/0/1",21.390416666666667,24.776054986111113,14.374444444444444,24.065,33.861111111111114,13.311111111111117,43.0,12.602617957971056,6.471266666666666,517,18,41,11,4,140,55,72,0.145,0.821,0.034,-0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,2,6,0,8,0,0,2,0,10,11,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,1,1,1,6,9,0,3,0,1,1,0,8,1,0,2,2,31,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16264765537112252,0.4803822540834252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960634747902228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436718577078947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219117678681989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038715203565667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419202109708056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21426296462850192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208314691606554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440714444114551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947968847893503,0.18564466299258464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16942429673535742,0.0,0.22180076311508973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4334624710277513,0.18014552112984994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14125001526250833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918493279250688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,my-spotless-mind,2020/03/08,College presentations :/ I have to make a 15 minute group presentation next week and I’m thinking about dropping out and I’m nearly done first year. How am I going to get through 4 years of this?,1.5818421052631564,4.289735605263161,2.5897894736842098,90.03152631578949,87.68421052631578,5.145263157894737,23.389473684210525,6.742157984588678,0.7944042105263165,155,6,31,2,5,49,32,38,0.07,0.93,0.0,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,6,9,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,7,8,0,11,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,7,18,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.396654773207395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296968515709722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20250776000616708,0.0,0.2202850119296497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587295329575318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4122226105795659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24836181141192226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31091357412766274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4992101819577733 socialanxiety,sasha5522,2020/03/08,Whyy I hung out with someone yesterday for the first time in a while and now i’m getting super super bad anxiety and i want to cry. I don’t know what to do. i feel like i cant hang out with anyone because afterwards i get anxiety about it for weeks.,1.0655555555555551,2.8013144444444467,3.4812592592592613,89.3396666666667,80.48148148148148,7.282962962962964,23.76296296296297,8.238735603445708,1.380945185185186,196,7,44,4,5,68,40,54,0.174,0.625,0.201,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,9,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,6,3,10,9,0,11,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,8,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4772731018505301,0.0,0.0,0.2181187215690429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26046047722729604,0.1901583620731774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426561876777403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772842103995635,0.22285308449485325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653396791844854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259560642837272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714364401905042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15240023780665865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643094099879317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181897241547024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839928420994955,0.0,0.2502229172648829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TrippinGypsy,2020/03/08,"Hi, engaging in social interactions online is terrifying. I can walk into a bar or a party or whatever real world interaction but conversing with people on the World Wide Web, including and especially this particularly, sparks such deafening self doubt and second guessing that I end up staring at my phone for what seems like an eternity before I eventually give up. Today I have decided to confront that and have made comments on various subreddits and now this post. I am just waiting to , idk, get laughed at, called an idiot, or otherwise be trolled for being the me I am around my friends and family... it’s irrational and might sound small and simple but, regardless, this is me doing something scary, so, there. Thanks for reading.",9.268098901098902,9.336742007692312,9.352857142857145,61.08500000000001,59.69230769230769,13.274725274725276,40.10989010989012,12.540900571622839,5.5627582417582415,591,28,91,19,7,195,98,130,0.161,0.711,0.128,-0.6222,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,6,8,2,1,6,0,11,1,0,1,0,25,18,13,0,1,6,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,7,10,1,1,2,2,0,1,0,3,0,1,1,2,10,5,15,14,1,19,0,0,1,0,11,13,0,7,5,68,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20705756236162653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19791997032497133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23750400878717745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20600883809199252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192684882295763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17970119122149567,0.0,0.12152052415839587,0.22312491671617007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562280059836463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363345437874038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200856304333681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467449883764483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161251073651911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22276031552387032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326564820674343,0.2647423685340368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117444222599812,0.2426457878934374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370998217670457,0.0,0.1790618697778275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21414088073998488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22047147847832493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jazzy_baby,2020/03/08,"How many people do you guys talk to in a week? And how many people do normal people talk to in a week? For me, in recent times it’s usually 1-3 people (if it’s an actual conversation) Although there have been times when it’s a little more than that. If it’s like saying a few words/something quick (like “thank you”) it really depends. Last week I basically spoke to two people. My mom and my therapist. Yeah my life is pretty sad. Sometimes I think I might go insane from being so isolated.",1.6939393939393952,3.8984917777777786,3.8851414141414153,84.8410454545455,80.71717171717171,6.78828282828283,18.990909090909085,7.908726449838941,0.8172496969696971,382,9,76,7,10,131,66,99,0.08900000000000001,0.802,0.109,0.2427,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,0,5,1,7,1,0,3,0,10,11,9,0,3,2,1,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,1,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,2,9,3,9,7,2,15,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,4,12,50,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.14695765172750605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558582584114446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911136212284895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275390143194193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636872883486363,0.14714487390976805,0.15093437165592802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053565923056949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15975603487995513,0.0,0.17637343006184472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475497755533756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5220132801129622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15320785300700582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647413045389573,0.0,0.148693034022266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975809263780772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593432759109705,0.14894094287421533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24208289803400174,0.0,0.1386463742903995,0.0,0.17485080219989654,0.0,0.09649431230428128,0.0,0.0,0.17562470411579667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14710808663157682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658575989789785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3623913598184703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MattB3838,2020/03/08,"Does anybody else get this and know a way to cope? Every time I message anyone we will be having a normal conversation then suddenly I get consumed with the idea that they are only messaging me out of politeness and actually hate me, it’s literally destroying any of the little social life I have. Does anybody else get this and know a way to cope?",6.558283582089549,6.9175438955223845,7.673843283582091,69.878526119403,65.26865671641791,10.87910447761194,33.167910447761194,10.686352973137794,3.685152238805971,279,11,49,7,4,95,48,67,0.11699999999999999,0.883,0.0,-0.8253,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,5,0,5,1,0,0,0,10,11,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,0,6,9,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.2113290029653482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472666109229018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15142212645673628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.379022073589565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618122148604492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824591389248773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394272625723732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21380582039963156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444671988838398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380288142079737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15296105474687482,0.0,0.21704763175171546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121804927400016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16470183210004607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22075322671114306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627649251532255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437867252339019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,HighInquiry,2020/03/08,Am I capable of finding any enjoyment in a first date? I have been on 3 first dates now. Every one of them was a horrible experience. I am just lucky that I find people who put up with me. Why am I like this?,-0.28800000000000026,1.6871939777777811,2.8666666666666667,90.54000000000002,87.0,7.155555555555559,20.11111111111111,8.238735603445708,1.0295777777777777,159,5,38,4,5,57,36,45,0.07400000000000001,0.6759999999999999,0.25,0.8105,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,2,2,3,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,7,3,6,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,6,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20169199174680064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498906365233788,0.0,0.0,0.2901228247818937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5421574435664764,0.5045601590966994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448993389726662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20097767885167286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20561879517380924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981557870733305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676271677093567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,friendshipresearch,2020/03/08,"Friendship research and people with social anxiety Hi r/socialanxiety! This might be an ironic request because of the place I'm choosing to post this, but here goes anyways. I'm a user experience and interaction design grad student in Philadelphia. Right now, I'm working on my thesis project, which is within the realm of friendships. I've been interested in uncovering problems in the space of friendships, whether it is how people maintain their friendships, make new friends, or create deep, meaningful connections with others. As someone who has some social anxiety, I'd like to help others in similar situations through this research. I've been wondering if there's a way I can create a tool that can help make developing closeness with others not as awkward a process. But, to do so, means I need to talk to those with these shared anxieties. Hence, why I'm reaching out here, on reddit. Would anyone in this community be willing to chat with me over the phone for 30minutes for my academic research? It would truly be a great help (and hopefully, to you in the future)! PM me if interested. Thank you!",7.404172494172492,8.745622525252529,7.334848484848482,69.60304195804197,63.64646464646464,9.930691530691533,37.95804195804196,10.035473477838034,4.1640088578088585,892,45,140,19,13,285,126,198,0.043,0.662,0.29600000000000004,0.9961,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,1,1,7,10,0,1,11,0,15,0,0,3,0,31,26,13,0,7,7,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,14,10,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,9,8,31,17,1,21,0,0,0,0,17,16,0,7,4,98,23,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717161736896331,0.0,0.0,0.11325207905404615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873444012224557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584361854408271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513639270190866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17857074513074553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256920356102055,0.0,0.0,0.16087117827496725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912958436477815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21623034434330424,0.0,0.0,0.17643108244781427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17182288861204648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200975245997688,0.0,0.15643010081201775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22457700518232526,0.0,0.16922251646981887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512096571155995,0.0,0.0,0.1549818951928027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383201381720613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18205928038291727,0.0,0.3302127960812816,0.13723530919012109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018407365653994,0.0,0.14911875187728815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856298579007785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615129852013364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17564783282083707,0.11791493237751755,0.0,0.0,0.2301154244108895,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,masalasandwich,2020/03/08,"Went outside after so many days for one favorite artist's concert and felt completely lost, afraid and doomed So there was a concert of one of my favorite artist. I went outside after so many days thought I would enjoy with my friends but when I went there with so many people surrounding gave me some very freezing, sweaty, panicky moments. My friend who was with his girlfriend was enjoying like everyone else in the concert while I just wanted the concert to end so I could get home as quickly as possible. I might have lost the ability to think and behave in a public surrounding. That's not all, after the concert we went for dinner, me, my friend, his girlfriend and her friend. My friend wanted me to talk to that girl and open up and be friends with her. So he and his girlfriend went away for a little while leaving the two of us. The girl was trying to make conversation and I was just answering. I couldn't talk to her much from my side. She must have figured out how big of a loser I am. Few hours later, I came to know the girl said to her friend that I'm indeed a loser who is always on silent mode, couldn't make a decent conversation or even a small talk. I feel so miserable that I don't feel comfortable in public and always afraid of the social situations. Not just this even on one-on-one situations I couldn't talk and make friends. The situations are so worst that I can't even talk to people I know for a long time. I just don't know what to say, I just freeze up and that's why people are distancing me from themselves and situations like these make me go out very less. I make things awkward not just for the new friends and acquaintances but also for my people I've known for a long time. I just can do bonding and handle social situations. OMG I'm just miserable. I'm sorry. If someone has felt the same or been in these situations, and have success in getting out of these situations and removing anxiety factors. How? Please help. TL;DR - went to concert, got anxiety because so many people were there. Completely fucked up dinner with a girl and couldn't talk to her, felt like a complete loser. Totally not able to handle social situations and even talk to friends.",5.208137445361828,6.2703435938967145,5.484505423344668,81.90528169014088,68.46009389671362,8.504970050186175,29.243645782742433,8.74248658614541,2.1614389833252394,1745,62,336,28,29,554,171,426,0.131,0.71,0.159,0.9056,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,2,0,0,6,29,30,1,5,22,0,29,3,0,7,3,80,65,40,0,10,17,0,7,3,13,3,0,8,1,4,14,29,2,0,13,8,0,9,11,13,0,3,23,15,42,17,53,33,8,48,1,8,0,1,49,21,1,5,21,229,56,1,0.05452370216470097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04360258492224034,0.09073617600748876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342096583612138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05122681299425785,0.0,0.0,0.03323714276889478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06236058999642579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715011930885343,0.0,0.0,0.043532739544489454,0.0,0.0,0.0703265545257875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045547556829957314,0.0,0.04829181662572704,0.0,0.0,0.14404956421801166,0.0,0.0,0.05209973398029597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05513764413683751,0.0,0.15705391360923054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4212487704055689,0.050406284068034345,0.05697276799647742,0.0,0.030987076439409025,0.0,0.04360758545609472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036546088250683936,0.0,0.05469171886213605,0.0,0.0536948636688052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898944023751656,0.0,0.0,0.05773272799131856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991258033729011,0.05464707345953992,0.0,0.09650352130982626,0.0,0.0,0.1190381234316942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18197497289211928,0.2211139046462345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05784103168754171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04008119466863255,0.0,0.0,0.052659331309361436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108400150139131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18899934953330455,0.0,0.0,0.05985065181637567,0.0,0.0614672818539109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051864526560792996,0.0433594363825321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.490295405493541,0.0,0.16674014407557286,0.04619775590804994,0.0,0.0,0.06103482065213895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306768605351993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036223124983507736,0.03493658677653985,0.0,0.043285729162140414,0.06358641840047016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037018014740024335,0.0,0.053261734411125465,0.0,0.06558530037775544,0.0,0.0,0.08997552893980965,0.06431898439430499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032641089376491,0.04919916058427702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038732073656364996,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rigel434,2020/03/08,"I start a new job tomorrow, I’m terrified to go in there. I graduated from college last year and I had been looking for a new job. I found a job working in sales that’s full time and pays well but with sales, you have to extroverted while at work. I’m absolutely terrified about tomorrow and I’m trying to hard to not avoid going altogether because that’ll tarnish my reputation plus the people around me will get upset at me for not having a job. I seriously wish I could lock myself in my room for a week and not come out.",2.826220145379025,4.5705277383177565,4.92704049844237,80.91357217030117,75.35514018691589,8.493873312564899,25.907580477673932,9.150863307647796,2.1112334371754926,416,15,86,10,9,144,70,107,0.124,0.789,0.08800000000000001,-0.6995,4,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,4,4,0,2,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,17,18,7,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,9,0,1,1,0,3,3,3,3,1,0,3,2,12,1,18,12,1,22,0,0,1,0,1,9,0,0,10,56,14,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525323646395953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444962822801664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14759756572731714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368041318348316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18786970127518668,0.0,0.0,0.08952009620276677,0.0,0.1947573313671469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349044544177967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6801293789858451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13966811690387207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438856904513672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309699402408444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878826005805353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127806778445555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991198413865757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633123533570673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744171120063162,0.0,0.1540587099644143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19703698580555226,0.0,0.0,0.2494807452012585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033982972528962 socialanxiety,47_05,2020/03/08,"Tried to be social, probably with not a good result Hi, so as a way to fight my social anxiety I forced myself to spend more time with outgoing people. I befriended this guy who was like crazy outgoing and didn't care at all what strangers people think about him. I've always had a problem with having conversations in public transport and stuff, because I was afraid of what the people there will think of me, If they hear only a part of the conversation. And if I had to do something a bit weirder (even like just carrying a large bag or some unusual items), I would be panicking the whole time. It got to the point where I became afraid I was breathing too loud, so I started focusing on my breathing, I could barely breathe because of the anxiety, and therefore I became even more anxious. So anyway, I thought maybe I could get used to situations like this if I started hanging out with people that don't care as much as I do. And he was actually a really fun and interesting guy, so sometimes my social anxiety around him was a bit better. But then I found out he probably thinks I'm into him, since I was always acting a bit nervous and trying to spend a lot of time with him. And I started freaking out, because I don't like him in that way, so I didn't want him to think anything. And suddenly I didn't know what to say, and it all became really awkward. And now I'm afraid he thinks it even more, so I'm more anxious and it's even more awkward... And now I feel like I kinda lost one of my very few friends and it makes me really sad... I don't really know if there's any help or advice anyone could give me, I feel like I probably just had to vent somewhere. But if you have any advice about pointlessly worrying about what strangers, that I will probably never see again, think about me, I would be really grateful. Thanks",5.167768752986142,5.65523282417583,5.980525561395125,80.3731700907788,68.28571428571428,9.297467749641664,29.83707596751075,9.318704503766252,2.4633470138557088,1444,51,285,27,23,475,161,364,0.12300000000000001,0.763,0.114,0.4187,0,0,1,0,1,0,39.0,0,1,1,2,25,25,1,6,15,0,29,3,3,4,3,65,59,33,0,12,12,0,2,6,1,4,0,3,0,2,16,24,0,0,12,0,2,3,8,11,0,1,16,6,44,14,37,33,17,28,0,2,1,0,27,11,0,10,18,202,60,0,0.0,0.0,0.07460887441460973,0.0,0.0,0.14942152816511786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723306782912452,0.0,0.0,0.10398379707127646,0.0,0.17546318136201225,0.17274436650399153,0.0,0.05345898697234775,0.0,0.06291580150472252,0.06806099810035979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398184437487887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761807419909993,0.2504065815355902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155901566438892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18312885489447456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019907470355974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731570719732975,0.10923867566303146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382876258306178,0.059068803355261,0.0,0.03994448726994247,0.07334242883744388,0.0,0.06412667464029767,0.0611479028799023,0.0,0.0,0.1514045816551757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861701373615215,0.0,0.051246053447355666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403513789923643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22411177551973616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345946621988141,0.06499915289880362,0.0,0.0,0.051034185234509324,0.0,0.07680914171688616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05620308882672749,0.0,0.05896666955338361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05180776388931672,0.0581473348881667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279311829936772,0.0,0.21201657920295588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227451615317612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32972490324455084,0.07315693614867727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448945733237436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06079994058638751,0.0,0.0,0.06092459194974958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324421617875314,0.08593841966945913,0.0,0.2338081787715456,0.0,0.058858654761475164,0.07561577074394693,0.0,0.16234534278537824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752247587791409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038932512785423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29393496468425484,0.0,0.06069658604595792,0.1337442590377138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381560668653972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603241587202525,0.0,0.06308323251144796,0.04509503300792396,0.12137255297888246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535907483809163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764357970287616,0.0,0.10862261936796216,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ririlalaland,2020/03/08,"Anxiety blocking my mind Do you ever feel like you dont know what to talk about ,what topics to come up with to discuss , or what to say in a conversation? I always feel like i dont know what to say and like the other persons im having a conversation with will get bored of me .",5.726553672316384,4.320650694915258,7.080000000000003,79.3309604519774,67.47457627118644,9.900564971751416,29.836158192090398,8.841846274778883,2.0558090395480217,217,6,48,3,3,75,38,59,0.107,0.768,0.125,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,1,12,11,2,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,2,0,1,5,4,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,4,6,3,11,10,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,4,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809306086770417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16634386403842313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873085260951164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5096848818902278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19669030948202346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21989217429380692,0.31068369907311105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360537819852334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23487655006178915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23900278299958685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31869607994468657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21955618866046134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18986348441257744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34583997526796906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17477303960176455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lolidkgang,2020/03/08,"Do I Have Social Anxiety? I get that talking to a therapist is probably a way better idea than asking the internet if I have a mental condition but this to me is a sort of first step. I am 15 years old and I have always been introverted my entire life. I do have a fair amount of friends at school that I love to death but most times i feel like my own company is all I need. But only a few years back I started really caring about being judged for being alone and stuff like that. At the moment I'm part of the school musical. At the first few rehearsals, I was excited and confident and social because my friends were part of it too, but slowly I noticed my social life started to fade. Whenever I talked to my friends, they would seem bored when they talked to me, only replying with ""ok"" and ""yep"" and ""alright"" and go off to talk to someone I barely knew and seem enthusiastic and engaged in their conversations, this made me extremely self conscious. Most people would make me feel like they were avoiding me, I was talking to two of my friends during rehearsal and they asked me to leave because they were ""talking about something personal"" when all they were doing was just gossiping. And the fact that they didn't even want me to join them would always get me overthinking. Stuff like this would lead to me aimlessly (and awkwardly) walking around the rehearsal room during breaks or sitting by myself on my phone, preferring not to socialise, always looking around for other people being antisocial so I wasn't the only one by them self, so it wouldn't feel like the entire world was staring at me for being the only one by them self. And if I pushed myself to talk to people, I'd have no idea what to talk about. I'd always ask my friends if I was boring to talk too. And even if they said no, it'd be so hard for me to believe them and if they said yes, even in a joking matter, it would hit me so hard. One time the cast of the School musical spent a night at a camp, and all the worries I explained made me feel so sick that I went home early after dinner and came back the next morning. I extremely hate family gatherings with a burning fucking passion. Every year my family would spend two weeks up a few hours north from where I live to this really beautiful place. What I seriously didn't like was all the relatives from my dads side all showing up. I would feel like I'm forced to be social with all these people that I barely have anything in common with (not even any of the kids my age) and would choke down desperate feelings of needing time alone or at least surrounding myself with people I'm familiar with. For the first few days I would hate the dinner parties and either hide in the bathroom or hide away in my own hotel room, and ignore the fact i'm missing out and remind myself of the feeling I get when I'm there. And in the next few days I would try to open up but end up following my sister (who is literally the opposite of me when it comes to her social life) nearly everywhere she went. The only time I felt like I could actually feel comfortable and be myself was when it was just my parents and my grandparents and my sister and literally no one else, having conversations. I am self conscious of everything that I wear. Part of me wants to stand out and be expressive while the other part of me wants to blend in and not be noticed but the biggest part of me just desperately doesn't want to be judged. If I showed my friends a shirt or a jacket that I liked and wanted. If they had the smallest pause or the slightest look it would send my mind racing. And if people give one stare at what I'm wearing I would just not stop caring about why they stared at my clothes for that one second. If people looked at me and laughed (even if it wasn't about me) it would immediately get me thinking ""they're laughing at what i'm wearing, they think i'm trying too hard, they think I look stupid in these jeans."". (also thank you so much that you've read this far and showed that you care, it means a lot to me) Like I said, I know asking the internet if I have a mental condition is probably not the best idea but I get the answer I'm looking for, I bet that I can get the confidence to talk to someone like a therapist or a psychiatrist.",8.752820308516064,6.282036048349062,8.529746302906684,74.72960861805204,62.33726415094339,11.714737378888323,35.536843447220804,10.030559657594573,3.230604563997959,3371,107,673,54,37,1091,314,848,0.105,0.7340000000000001,0.161,0.9961,4,4,1,0,1,0,71.0,0,2,18,6,36,45,4,2,48,4,64,13,4,4,8,148,139,69,1,34,34,4,12,11,6,14,4,3,3,6,38,45,2,3,25,6,3,11,14,12,0,12,29,23,109,33,98,83,26,93,0,1,8,3,71,42,1,24,47,486,147,5,0.0,0.0,0.039709532005580715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842893008779481,0.0,0.03254138580895595,0.13543604882851573,0.0,0.0,0.027671962285059637,0.0,0.031129276379716513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03348605716291734,0.07244903246707537,0.1521661458607907,0.0,0.03823148302749136,0.06257928806265768,0.0,0.049610943385985984,0.0,0.0,0.04584596081639235,0.042703754146530236,0.035988776169488805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04654081912727901,0.1244646489603069,0.0,0.0,0.03505256362053361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03248925895940294,0.0,0.0,0.052485960351192906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0339929529889631,0.0,0.03604104295733099,0.0,0.0,0.13438344461658586,0.0,0.03428477357665924,0.0,0.036571354879687865,0.0,0.07672161133147383,0.0,0.16460082388726022,0.11628152070443185,0.0390707110956746,0.0,0.0,0.10383780911784042,0.0,0.0,0.18863127656897996,0.03761910767398273,0.12755937479054288,0.03903548402436701,0.023126207111452312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935614508572332,0.0803498710447306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040817403996154585,0.0,0.04007343320864986,0.0,0.0,0.1378089792055321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02236326458605355,0.0,0.0,0.04308696327796701,0.0,0.0,0.08622591050705478,0.21868066794822674,0.0,0.035931790467590034,0.0,0.17085519987330994,0.0,0.0,0.034594891862693135,0.03672612787532137,0.07700752777604845,0.027162232748436283,0.0,0.0,0.04432552831620628,0.0,0.0,0.0820159507204586,0.0,0.0410873302552956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029913309537081087,0.06034521982744069,0.0,0.0,0.08655282885365895,0.038186694965922134,0.0,0.0,0.0926562465030366,0.04269941951116665,0.0,0.1654437551384002,0.1547405368260543,0.0,0.0,0.04518366168798334,0.22032740788184224,0.0,0.19747501361404526,0.0355306936920133,0.042514489745542935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774573870171275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040703021977870346,0.0,0.0521366873508976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161222600648666,0.0,0.0,0.12354746011939324,0.0,0.07408895549655398,0.1698025647031252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20740189937059228,0.0689564162855409,0.031326697439072335,0.0,0.0,0.05760402843829866,0.0,0.0,0.03402034254632904,0.0,0.0,0.09316523226896817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270669636620785,0.0,0.03746373579479198,0.0,0.0944931202225884,0.0,0.07822139108295585,0.0,0.0,0.09491135340115878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05525440758546917,0.0,0.07950036225684964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000600937696385,0.032299423593570534,0.03264067603171518,0.0,0.0,0.0754438021549161,0.03671820991587844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04132471153639968,0.0,0.3757836744231001,0.0,0.0,0.07861296117450939 socialanxiety,wondervj,2020/03/08,"My Generalized Anxiety Disorder is taking over my life and my loving relationship. Please help. I have really bad anxiety being around gay people that I’m not close with. I’m a lot better at communicating with straight crowds. To keep this short: I am currently in a committed relationship and my partner has a lot of close gay friends. Whenever we would hangout with his friends, I always shy away from talking or being myself because I get super anxious around them. I have this irrational fear of getting hurt by gay people due to past experiences. Is that the main cause of this issue? My partner and I get along great when we are alone. He is aware that I have anxiety around gay people. He did address that sometimes he feels like he can’t be himself around his friends because he is constantly worried about what I’m thinking due to my quietness. Of course, I want him to be himself and to have fun with his friends so I’m scared that if he keeps feeling this way, he will eventually feel a certain level of resentment toward me. I’ve talked to him about this and I told him the reasons behind my quietness and that has nothing to do with the way he behaves, I always welcome for him to be himself. What should I do to solve this issue?",4.832497665732959,6.49382206302521,5.3826330532212925,80.02200746965455,69.96638655462185,8.146031746031746,31.709617180205413,8.680891452615391,2.628864799253033,993,44,181,17,18,319,126,238,0.132,0.677,0.192,0.9458,1,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,1,2,8,17,1,2,7,0,24,6,0,2,2,39,41,10,0,4,3,0,3,1,6,3,1,2,1,2,14,20,0,2,5,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,5,33,12,35,31,3,22,0,1,0,5,36,14,0,4,7,127,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131911944269364,0.0,0.0,0.1788675613553748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466707114225129,0.12142426533306938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827276968586138,0.0,0.0,0.1009830424805922,0.0,0.0897431274546946,0.131040273793376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505925025546888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104138021146777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615004854991405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318388555371995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051381923735969,0.0,0.12094732986163155,0.1630386530421334,0.07678528803446999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33216185033045953,0.0,0.16846500244325474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849947852263094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204303696839327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506189244337615,0.0,0.0,0.22436693406646305,0.0,0.19107019313296286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591783955821957,0.05251036207567621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18275500492982408,0.09700686025479023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031320467147074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260389888594104,0.2235438227812301,0.0,0.0,0.11798315299336842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885583420563578,0.11050957809384164,0.0,0.23079126595753105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760840862700108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630262040951016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081322005553486,0.17278020348693335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887023846237872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270382524771783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06339577219186662,0.170628696904212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10915336707126147,0.0,0.07635225404009731,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FrickSocialAnxiety,2020/03/08,"Does anyone else get really dry eyes when around people? One of my biggest problems I have with my social anxiety is my eyes. They get really dry, so I have to blink a lot and I can’t look up and keep eye contact. It also feels like I’m starring and that is why is such a big problem for me..",0.7161904761904765,2.4741586349206384,3.1145238095238104,91.43464285714286,81.69841269841271,6.104761904761905,20.02380952380953,7.1686216300943375,0.3901238095238093,226,6,51,3,6,78,48,63,0.115,0.8440000000000001,0.040999999999999995,-0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,6,3,3,0,0,10,12,6,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,5,8,1,6,12,1,5,0,0,4,0,3,4,0,1,2,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19154101430988354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18322923330642568,0.0,0.0,0.16747529231341318,0.2454126461116348,0.0,0.21322019360180605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20960223599087005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20008504656560228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211065846607681,0.17111041730045784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25027465205441896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21289299889051344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170155142653573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20113327979317328,0.0,0.0,0.20362810349328447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16230237220835544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605037145424967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4583693017823514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068804148838614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24415659743849244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21612611129163914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Pickle-Popp,2020/03/08,Am I forever alone!? (M34) Sometimes I feel like I'll be alone forever because my social anxiety is so bad. I have no problem in the looks department but I feel the need for a lot of space and alone time. I feel that maybe if I found someone like myself that they would understand and work with me on that but I don't actually go out to be able to meet someone! Its like a neverending cycle!,1.5857500000000009,3.730898074999999,3.5025000000000013,87.76250000000002,80.75,7.5,25.0,8.472884824447931,1.77875,306,12,65,7,8,103,57,80,0.152,0.746,0.10300000000000001,-0.2393,0,3,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,1,5,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,16,15,6,0,4,3,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,4,11,3,8,11,1,7,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,2,4,42,15,1,0.17961998520204392,0.0,0.17528319506282886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5580964023482751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374087970380442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14997518491191253,0.10949467580673858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724637844845243,0.12832055331811024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969440426358327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020821769345049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263259755441442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083554912046385,0.0,0.0,0.15270648814732196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180452417702378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331859430707472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718720676294844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18309995483536592,0.3043828611456167,0.0,0.1776487582359505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473785783696944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18699073923433407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076548849078687,0.0,0.0,0.12759688393839114,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Nyctorns,2020/03/08,"Make new friends but too scared to talk... The struggle is real... I keep trying to make new friends... I love being social (which is weird as heck when it sends me into a panic lol) but always end up being too scared to talk/interact so the friendship just runs out in the sand. So scared of saying something dumb or weird, so I hide. I annoy myself so badly lol.",1.2558333333333316,3.614478472222224,2.5061111111111143,93.12500000000004,83.72222222222223,4.155555555555557,17.333333333333336,5.148860815047168,-0.5639499999999993,278,6,56,1,8,89,50,72,0.368,0.479,0.153,-0.9719,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,8,13,2,5,4,2,4,1,0,2,0,10,8,9,0,0,4,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,10,0,0,0,2,6,3,9,6,0,10,0,0,0,1,7,4,2,1,4,36,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15248900445448996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15301645595770927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16231609848641032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831761639217488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628920487929329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540147842815425,0.0,0.2446581610374397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35399195160884633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150189499122068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20859274176046405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573762260235465,0.5504329229332428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18681294636429494,0.0,0.1410843552112066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915856595686597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29459876368326143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442314549650098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,6prometheus7,2020/03/08,Anyone else too scared to attempt to make friends cuz their scared that people will think that you weird for being their only friends and create a lifelong loop of never making any meaningful friends. Every time my life gets reset it happens and it’s insanely annoying. Usually takes 2 to 3 years to make any semi-meaningful non acquaintance friends. And I’m pretty naturally extroverted and not really afraid of just talking when in a discussion where I’m supposed to but I can never tell if people want to talk to me or not so just never initiate. How some (not all clearly judging by this subreddit) introverted people make friends so easily baffles me,8.205630252100839,8.843981495798321,8.194621848739498,66.59008403361346,61.77310924369748,11.505882352941176,38.008403361344534,11.20814326018867,4.715383193277312,534,25,82,14,7,173,84,119,0.067,0.738,0.196,0.9485,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,2,1,8,10,1,3,2,0,3,1,0,6,5,27,14,12,0,2,8,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,0,0,7,5,12,12,2,9,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,3,7,53,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19090879983842093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814789737359808,0.1438226192773079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725864958970734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182652843485891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5422361307269263,0.0,0.07333598444802578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412610902928585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914539080088132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747843540344468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.324779141519198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067554583498571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29193849297794466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280374153691036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992271949471359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810637865584477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553854444368392,0.2256434178982522,0.12268697902440932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994153082644125,0.0,0.0,0.08184914924988128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15459446256611606,0.0,0.08279211639401485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039177100975407 socialanxiety,monstaXXIV,2020/03/08,I'm pretty proud of myself right now I called the pharmacy and got my prescriptions refilled without my mom's help! I've been struggling with this for a while and it's such a huge weight off my back :),2.1903658536585344,4.4018030975609745,2.797743902439024,93.26051829268292,79.0,6.051219512195122,22.445121951219512,7.1686216300943375,0.6527024390243903,161,5,34,2,4,50,34,41,0.11,0.631,0.259,0.7804,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,5,1,5,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512833200273202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33369175873909496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613658769138617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21904217588539712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827355165790279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324655348826572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27907907521175845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34163455577801666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3979453203789341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150163826280844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cupidshufflechaslide,2020/03/08,"What should I do if they want to make a sandwich? One of my guy friends has a friend that I think is really cute. I only met him very briefly once but we didn't talk. My friend asked if we could hangout and I told him that I possibly could after work. He said that we could hangout at that friend's house and that we can play pool, smoke and listen to music. I really want to go because I can see his friend again but I don't want to either. I am a complete social retard and I just stand around or run out the door 5 minutes later. I have walked out of jobs after like two hours because I can't stand being around people I don't know. I'm not scared to go; I'm afraid of looking stupid or embarrassing myself. My friend keeps trying to get me to meet new people and I always tell him no. I think I'm so convinced that nobody likes me that I won't put myself in situations where I can be hurt. Honestly just writing this makes me want to cry right now. If I do go what am I supposed to do or say? What if they are like ""how about we make a sandwich?""",1.5935859649122823,3.0511068755555533,3.083532163742692,94.04726315789476,78.02222222222224,5.803508771929827,19.84210526315789,6.339386263674448,-0.10273333333333357,817,18,190,6,19,268,124,225,0.099,0.6940000000000001,0.207,0.9692,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,5,0,2,1,10,18,1,3,5,0,23,2,0,4,0,44,48,16,0,12,13,0,0,3,6,2,0,3,1,1,11,14,2,1,3,4,0,6,7,5,0,2,4,5,38,13,21,37,1,23,0,1,2,0,30,8,0,7,10,124,49,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325314793587064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19953625053008472,0.10477249028989633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663649177093776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175056949644388,0.0,0.0,0.2684418836734503,0.0,0.12310618070498862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5195207772634189,0.0,0.058553161440846435,0.0,0.1910798460185836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096921651076297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110368659677486,0.12931640984264792,0.11997573619830615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121448428244092,0.09961502718183143,0.0,0.0,0.06159201597538583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642586232753608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411252243232254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244274310127544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824014475528737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935336286014685,0.07594310429872707,0.08523604932147352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539367054973044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634470131219835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266363590401532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14359279558060548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957091486906787,0.1066064403595397,0.08912440689725612,0.11220394321696067,0.0,0.08930712876707099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597398301476062,0.0,0.114243616357563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007948536931663,0.09795614722533894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362283439311635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708990424906296,0.0,0.07608974847163102,0.0,0.10947837162438513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924714009342843,0.2644126314651853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158998353321968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rainappreciator,2020/03/08,"My mom invited me to go hang with her and an old friend. It was expected that it’d be her, her friend and the husband, and another couple. Now I got a text that there were a total of 16 people at the club. And my mom tells me 3 girls around my age all single. It’s a good thing I didn’t go when I thought there’d only be 4 other people. If I was surrounded by those 3 girls I’d be freaking out. I’d probably go to the washroom and cry worrying if I ruined their night for being around.",1.8085280373831765,2.6489692336448627,4.07297897196262,89.68367406542058,76.28971962616822,7.592990654205607,22.72079439252337,8.07648339933343,0.9385897196261688,376,10,89,6,8,131,68,107,0.11,0.8,0.09,-0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,7,0,9,0,0,0,2,15,14,8,0,3,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,8,9,0,0,1,1,0,4,1,2,0,0,6,0,14,3,10,3,3,14,0,1,0,0,12,5,0,2,5,60,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005535221532469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405251484309421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116263286925082,0.21009090000421804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29553508751853064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260935932933615,0.16042040235782742,0.15296865521804245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4480044447008808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17948521227343128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20069593301419067,0.0,0.0,0.14546238224760905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651921773041317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062113852877349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717028351999869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706511169028342,0.0,0.0,0.15183963319252294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19423452668182234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,yerrrboy3,2020/03/08,Social anxiety I wouldn’t wish this on my worst enemy.,2.91,5.0288472727272815,5.863636363636362,72.61545454545455,76.27272727272728,11.672727272727276,20.090909090909093,11.20814326018867,3.2832909090909084,44,1,8,2,1,16,11,11,0.547,0.294,0.159,-0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4456456281854171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5938316625444024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.669898448004603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,megusviant,2020/03/08,"I can't stop overthinking about something that happened in the bus and if my friend noticed it I accidentally dropped an earbud in the bus. The lady in the seat behind me picked it up for me, but after that I couldn't stop thinking how would I react if that lady hadn't helped me, and if my friend, who was sitting a couple seats away, noticed what happened. We haven't talked since then but I'm scared he might know about everything and that he'll make fun of me. I can't even bring myself to ask him. What should I do?",4.348558077436582,4.9037534953271065,4.7078771695594135,88.53495327102806,70.12149532710278,7.235781041388518,25.566088117489986,6.868970318607317,0.8367527369826444,412,11,89,3,7,130,69,107,0.052000000000000005,0.81,0.138,0.8433,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,6,0,10,0,0,4,0,21,19,10,0,6,5,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,2,0,15,3,12,12,0,12,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,4,4,63,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912914598334121,0.0,0.1922466040932855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264074060290719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514914320911678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18389866743214675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161767865512945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618884103811192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13715202934594148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245343713234801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365849972841335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170687823274982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4659209459761303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20485965388099145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692632312109686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575259635047083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421418583170892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16446527337148514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111180988661222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535570719111165,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,OwenReds,2020/03/08,"Social Anxiety *might* be the root to my grades and life falling apart. Okay, before I start this is just something I’ve been thinking, and can’t 100% confirm it’s the case. Also SA isn’t the direct reason why, but I feel like it could of possibly started my problem. Okay so pretty much I went from being like a straight A student in middle school with very few occasional B’s, to A’s and B’s earlier in high school, to now probably being a B average student starting to get C’s and D’s possibly. Now I’m not saying this is directly cause of SA, but I developed a reason that could possibly have started around this. So obviously having SA doesn’t make every sort of communication easy, so because of this I practically never ask friends to do anything, because well, I guess I’m afraid they’ll say no and I’ll look stupid or something, so I don’t. Because of this I practically do nothing outside of school and spend most of my time at home alone pretty much, apart from family obv. Now I know I don’t suffer from depression, but sometimes I honestly just sit around and think about how my life is socially, and how much I hate it. I do nothing or anything, while my friends are likely out having fun with others and stuff, and I feel like this gives me semi-depressed feelings. Now my main problem is addiction to video games, and that’s where this ties in. I’m starting to wonder if my video game craze started up because I needed a way to escape these feelings. When I think about it whenever I’m playing games I rarely ever really think about my social life or anything, if at all. And being I sit at home a ton maybe I just started playing them a lot to not think about it, but it got to the point that I got myself addicted to them. So my current problem is I too much I don’t focus on the important things in life like school, and my grades are slipping drastically, and my social life isn’t going anywhere either. Video games are by far the leading cause but I can’t help think that SA might be an underlying factor if this is actually true, although I really can’t confirm whether or not this is what happened, I just feel like it might. Sorry, I’m just in a tough situation rn and I really just had to rant what I’m going through. My life feels like it’s just going downhill by the day and idk what to do about it. I’m going to attempt to try to eliminate games and focus a ton on school but it’s hard to just change that immediately. Feel free to add opinions or dm me if you wanna talk about this or anything, I could surely use some support or whatever you got. Although I’ll say cause of this stuff the time I spend on things may be slim for a while. Also thanks for anyone who took the time to read and understands my pain. ❤️ (I decided to do this on my main reddit acc so hopefully that’s all good.)",3.5876084388873046,4.913828203152368,4.881306561316336,83.71751476397999,72.57267950963221,7.763466786136114,27.464708996863926,8.283103749626381,1.799883932716979,2228,81,449,35,43,740,237,571,0.10099999999999999,0.7559999999999999,0.14300000000000002,0.9807,1,1,2,0,0,0,52.0,0,2,3,2,35,33,2,1,21,2,43,9,0,11,7,108,95,51,0,13,30,0,8,7,2,5,9,3,2,0,38,24,0,0,19,11,3,8,14,10,1,0,7,12,51,24,62,74,15,57,0,2,1,0,24,25,0,23,28,301,89,11,0.0,0.0,0.055596642839260496,0.12421620137034535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590060108920908,0.0,0.09112128564299588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043583572339369284,0.0,0.0,0.039836282594665436,0.0,0.18753304470273124,0.10143466262850694,0.05326131054919165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891888224529073,0.0,0.04847914074805654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17557841032608287,0.0602690268276779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646298270835694,0.0,0.0,0.03674235182765138,0.0,0.09814013412534503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05153461103790747,0.04800153049143356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0537083139464984,0.0,0.20164797115952365,0.16280378661984254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803315125316748,0.0,0.02976561983502476,0.05465291968324858,0.12951444271078136,0.0477855731562673,0.13669760374181486,0.0,0.06276129460447796,0.0,0.05038032284935146,0.0,0.05103589519140191,0.05624824641633545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038187260601218534,0.060194250770746034,0.11429551127830392,0.056586243472317464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031310427776785874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24144687221582165,0.19483615289698936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04784229400261837,0.0,0.0,0.04843572184841373,0.0,0.0,0.03802938177713719,0.0,0.05723622628446539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181315483234036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16752447107557106,0.042244159832094924,0.04394046810520179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933271305482024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606224310722979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053857138208771284,0.19268276493804387,0.0,0.1159224059948168,0.06142566090404442,0.1635440856942944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05698761131368148,0.0,0.10949353866960747,0.1171538079232186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591972568752736,0.0,0.28829450877564083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403913290505027,0.0,0.2323039077241311,0.0,0.08771995643811217,0.056346956472022675,0.06377570660926334,0.2822764841846569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043906291231602,0.0,0.06465137040601256,0.053695618445535005,0.0,0.0,0.04579209133133689,0.0,0.05245234162202534,0.0,0.0,0.07569958809530497,0.21903288821525435,0.0,0.0,0.09966283313966287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329820362279688,0.03868037985681281,0.0,0.0,0.059310063008231814,0.0,0.049205683236143584,0.0,0.04700802651967395,0.0,0.04522187562405305,0.0,0.0,0.05122484433761553,0.05281379445939107,0.05140854347271558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061783913936381114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cordelina_chan,2020/03/08,It’s like a phobia now So my social anxiety wasn’t bad but these days it’s starting to feel like an intense fear. When someone starts talking to me it feels like I’m standing in a 10000 feet tall jumping board. That’s how much fear I get. Or maybe the height is better idk. Anyways it’s so hard to deal with the suffocation I feel. I hate to feel this way and hate to stop talking to people I really want to talk to. Does anyone have similar experience like me? :(:(,0.8414488636363657,3.1646703229166704,2.6865530303030307,91.34556818181822,85.35416666666666,5.5742424242424224,21.227272727272727,6.980632752743323,0.5563875,365,12,78,5,11,121,67,96,0.263,0.578,0.159,-0.9223,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,6,10,2,2,5,0,3,1,1,1,0,11,14,7,0,1,2,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,5,7,5,10,13,1,12,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,10,42,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181511746774187,0.0,0.0,0.11134152579236596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295542324144466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14083131721825373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269405796007827,0.16416534191592672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934851190491654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155763380019589,0.0,0.35836957966043426,0.32205805963062184,0.2275164853039707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831942468705896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426441944548035,0.31442520090860226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111786991313649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997398226015416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705679472468487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039420478518283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201067022179144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16232106668129087,0.13492016080802602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254161454070523,0.0,0.0,0.13312844066861118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3839636371143614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392152872923876,0.12639413879067432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ESyzygy,2020/03/08,"I have very light social anxiety, And I think I’m improving. I don’t go to a therapist, and idk how, but I’m improving. Like, conversation is easier, slightly, because I like, copy others when they have convos. And I’m not completely against social interaction either. So somehow, in some way, I’m improving. And I’m happy! I just wanted to say that.",2.0192910447761183,4.712344268656717,4.759832089552241,75.85377798507467,83.92537313432835,8.72313432835821,26.285447761194035,9.188382445141503,3.1048522388059703,274,12,48,9,8,97,45,67,0.037000000000000005,0.629,0.33399999999999996,0.9743,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,13,12,8,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,6,3,4,12,2,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,3,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21488892324499492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123498271115314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945199395111727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596428289659456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990249321631629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274468625007996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22338419373029386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5726875278572633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261483596824425,0.0,0.17999037625659398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317732039959505,0.16568301699905674,0.2229665820943688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BigBoy474,2020/03/08,"At a party I’m at a party now. Fairly anxious. If I can do it, you can do it too. Good luck my friends.",-4.174999999999997,-2.895215799999999,0.5355000000000025,102.35525000000004,107.0,2.5,14.25,3.1291,-1.5391999999999997,75,2,21,0,4,29,18,25,0.064,0.478,0.45899999999999996,0.9081,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7037844542082594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4813089581032072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5225218931914598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Username_Bond,2020/03/08,"Is it weird I have problems since young age? I feel bad for myself. Today I scrolled someone I know on facebook profile, she's relative of a neighbor whom I guess she might has a problem like me because when she comes to gathering she always look kinda sad and no emotional. But as I scrolled her profile, it turned out she's fine and she have lots of loving friends, smile on her face, friends tagged her and mentioned about her a lot, she's totally normal person. &#x200B; It made me feel bad about myself. I never had time like that or had friends like that. I started overthinking when I was 12, having negative thoughts and anxiety at 13, anxious and depressed and suicidal at 14. Overall I always had just maybe 2 friends all the way on my early life, yeah I always isolated myself from people, I always got pissed off easily and I can feel strong anger inside when I was young but I repressed it, also high boundaries keep people away. You might call me edgy back then, yeah I was very edgy. Now I'm 20 and I think I'm good now. Damn sometimes when I look at other peoples' life, I feel like an ugly monster. I still failed social life even now at 20.",2.3475811209439503,4.862775402654869,3.0674557522123926,89.84257005899704,80.3716814159292,5.5365781710914455,24.903392330383486,6.816661863887847,1.032210029498525,915,35,175,10,24,287,134,226,0.18600000000000005,0.6659999999999999,0.14800000000000002,-0.8839,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,2,14,24,3,1,5,2,14,6,2,1,3,36,33,18,1,3,4,0,4,4,5,2,3,0,1,1,8,10,0,2,7,0,0,1,3,12,0,0,9,6,39,12,18,22,4,31,0,3,2,1,24,11,2,7,22,115,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546248189600515,0.3556917009935065,0.11579167845799045,0.12985659216497866,0.0,0.0,0.08175390054547338,0.12073067679498645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040621641857599,0.08217506937961848,0.17846101000626288,0.06514587878740058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912440755244213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205751412725516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204544664590683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021237042510162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058545551865822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161431448266868,0.07634668216332867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302645059113215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963599782290023,0.08547228310468953,0.0,0.11772739960934325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129121484719504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498938976083264,0.0,0.0,0.05873198228377768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264525659398203,0.2088416688297512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179484789144935,0.0,0.0,0.1817110885729993,0.09645274657575267,0.10112129961295904,0.0,0.0,0.10736349730174753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22674059954282205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242336427638959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470817142063074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22226691628469908,0.09331321303380027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045169192425926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840250107320133,0.0,0.0,0.10893869839604728,0.0905491012739004,0.0,0.1056954083429436,0.0,0.07564188056475113,0.0,0.0853451035049077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689649406735447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847684421056656,0.0,0.0848414343202828,0.06231572211915061,0.0,0.10129858268083733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624194214136413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817747877580276,0.0,0.08482702366526804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985659216497866,0.0 socialanxiety,KNOWER_OF_STUFF,2020/03/08,"How do you know your socially awkward tendencies from lack of social experience or possible aspergers? I've always had a severe social anxiety problem snd trouble holding conversations and other issues.Like there has always been something about me that would drive people away that I didn't know I was doing. Like people told me I talk about myself too much, I'm too whiney, and I am too clingy and always to learn the hard way. I have problems with finding things to say but also knowing what not to say. Like I always think back and constantly cringe at things I said and did and ask myself why would I think it was okay to say that. Why are basic social skills so hard for me but seemingly common sense for everyone else. Is it because I've isolated myself from everybody for most of my life and never really learn to talk to people. Or could it be some biological problem like I am in the autism spectrum?",7.121791907514449,7.333868144508674,7.322317919075147,73.37839017341044,64.08670520231213,10.15699421965318,31.1728323699422,9.888512548439397,2.9822420809248555,731,24,127,14,10,237,108,173,0.131,0.809,0.06,-0.7476,0,1,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,1,10,9,0,1,3,1,18,1,0,1,1,34,28,14,0,7,5,0,2,3,0,2,1,4,0,0,10,8,0,1,9,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,8,6,18,4,19,16,4,9,0,0,0,0,15,3,0,5,7,93,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782146703226505,0.3655097102195398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401051926212517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266506657548688,0.0,0.10317768720745077,0.08444331344341162,0.0,0.06694407322709718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867431485555073,0.0,0.08768078905295615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173890189482804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049358674101574,0.0,0.10742314016102864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037172203422808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19675083183413594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810594098642292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756774712852241,0.16095467853730086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072891372111457,0.0,0.08469846192034915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284020569939983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238033680003855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152431713133408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035226459375651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446212805102398,0.26199519956881145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997424204357086,0.0,0.1240631551613008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44778275086221375,0.0,0.08454331178539012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17653520188244146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591648555781495,0.14073396379079242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049358674101574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871684685138161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981874453990603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560232053108721,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,EnvironmentalShower1,2020/03/08,"Can anyone relate to this? I was a narcissist in high school and college and then lost my hair at a young age. (Insert your own wake up moment) This experience humbled me so much that it’s completely changed who I am. I deleted all my social media accounts as I feel I can’t justify sharing anything about my life without feeling like it’s narcissistic. I recently even deleted linkedin, because I don’t feel right letting anyone know that I received a huge promotion in my field. I am finally actually doing well instead of faking it like in high school and college and I honestly don’t want anyone to know about it. Is this harmful behavior or is this normal and how it was before social media ? I do realize wealthier/successful people tend to get more private (huge fences around their yards)..",6.250872483221477,7.4692083489932894,6.931067114093961,71.90881543624162,66.18120805369128,9.718389261744967,36.3765100671141,9.888512548439397,3.937488053691277,640,32,104,14,10,211,97,149,0.076,0.841,0.084,0.2892,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,2,8,8,0,0,3,0,13,3,2,1,1,19,22,10,0,2,2,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,12,6,0,1,6,1,1,1,4,3,1,0,3,4,18,5,14,18,4,18,0,1,0,0,7,11,0,1,8,76,30,5,0.0,0.0,0.1558584919497162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350286607073415,0.0,0.1314315759254178,0.14217992977035673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736058862713164,0.0,0.13590543209336398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16895695770330815,0.0,0.16745780692257628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054900421289565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15623160728169105,0.0,0.0,0.2422696285599365,0.11410020178571613,0.0,0.17495962895277573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344433013425502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33749466406796835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755500262740419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16331908485216154,0.11281120426141887,0.1560570536894002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17434744386670215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740866935977233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564864791655071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072605156619128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576989818067469,0.0,0.0,0.1363954670198598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232795728696433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325618012913014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942038583772202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436026814047449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15395925543633912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,kikdoutthrowaway,2020/03/08,"feeling like I made an ass out of myself I have this friend and we were looking at r/roastme and she said that she thought about posting on there. She randomly said that it would expose her nudes. I'm not really sure what she meant by that. I said ""oh, dang"" and she thought that I meant that I was sad that I wouldn't be able to see her nudes. I also opened reddit back up and she said ""ooh, opening up reddit again"" or something like that. So I said ""oh, no no no"" and ""I'm not into you, no offense"". I feel like an asshole because she walked off and I'm worried she got offended by me being too blunt. Sometimes I feel like things come out of my mouth without me thinking about how that person might take it.",1.0604081632653075,3.1395293265306137,2.119074829931975,97.32473469387756,82.26530612244899,4.736326530612245,21.364625850340136,5.6839178017228535,-0.09997741496598644,549,17,124,3,15,173,87,147,0.157,0.745,0.098,-0.8011,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,1,1,0,0,9,9,2,0,2,0,8,4,4,2,1,32,30,10,0,2,4,0,3,4,1,3,0,5,0,1,13,13,0,0,8,0,0,2,8,3,0,0,13,10,26,6,16,12,0,15,0,1,2,3,19,10,2,3,6,85,39,0,0.13837120641950534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106554037815385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063989165917573,0.0,0.08434980311822582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919454210646167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20989391866578735,0.29655725254190696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690525083509153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066809422394612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704047282278457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619696371353253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309301811899399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678998339066435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082040021927505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325213664155992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864413802957373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.658113519961926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110263936535858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652491490723806,0.13685266129147747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304132244944201,0.0,0.10403792671835517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919276810865101,0.08866268188918515,0.0,0.2197025633666885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338490520038718,0.0,0.0,0.14052267681720534,0.0,0.09829493497655564,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SargeantPoppadom,2020/03/08,"Struggle to say words sometimes So sometimes I just cant say words. For example the other day I was trying to say ""dungeons and dragons"" and what came out sounded like the dentist had just jabbed me in the tongue with a load of anaesthetic. Like 6 years ago my gf at the time noticed it but until she pointed it out, I had not noticed myself doing it. But now it's at the stage where it happens at least once every conversation and its starting to frustrate me. I can feel 100% comfortable with the person I am talking to and it still happens just as frequently. This makes me think its not anxiety related but was wondering if any of you had experienced anything like it. My brain knows what it wants to say but just turns off when trying to get my mouth to say it.",5.053576158940399,5.8759957152317925,5.53741059602649,82.25684437086092,68.66887417218543,8.424105960264901,31.65629139072848,8.548686976883017,2.3950180132450334,607,25,118,9,10,195,93,151,0.037000000000000005,0.879,0.084,0.7451,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,9,6,1,1,7,0,9,3,2,1,0,28,21,13,0,2,11,0,1,3,1,0,1,6,0,1,15,9,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,6,8,14,4,21,15,1,21,0,0,0,0,11,9,0,2,13,87,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658941781422198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711337229031462,0.0,0.10924664377067657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175176484521629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15941937363713607,0.0,0.1633326848325423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209843080683977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203207038930118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220729833318706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461054457422185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525667763311403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784827623353906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20930424646614024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532450188974316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251724785173892,0.0,0.15208434831920375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469319843315135,0.0,0.0,0.13499837843918408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5678276261971454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824787208046453,0.0,0.10107923322392448,0.0,0.1140455202499621,0.0,0.0,0.14929244534626954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478252058448045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150469098230797,0.0,0.0,0.08327166594181856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19391258918510368,0.15533255244825545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423102160696637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15486764563511785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196275622161727 socialanxiety,thatsjustjazzbaby,2020/03/08,"Bowling Party I am not known to put myself out there, but I was invited a couple weeks ago to a co-worker’s birthday party at my new job. I’ve very nervous and borderline terrified and I hope it will be worth it! Hopefully my WII Sports training will come in hand.",5.7994444444444415,5.312659314814816,6.9448148148148166,77.33166666666669,66.96296296296296,10.162962962962963,32.814814814814824,9.725611199111238,3.006637037037037,209,8,41,4,3,71,44,54,0.129,0.573,0.298,0.8794,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,5,1,1,0,0,9,8,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,6,2,5,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,3,25,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26161946166612376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542327584680987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265613782718001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5862715016463114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928760499583974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850433218963261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966922957060255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435173692931325,0.0,0.0,0.2367395776138149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21486187026407716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Nicole3Cahill,2020/03/08,"The Healing Powers of Dude (Netflix) Hey all! I'm a freelance writer and I'm currently working on a story about the Netflix show ""The Healing Powers of Dude!"" The main character in the show has Social Anxiety Disorder. I want to know what you think they got right and what you think they got wrong. Comment or message me and you could be featured in my next article! [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eW5gYTuHjd4](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eW5gYTuHjd4)",7.590219092331765,11.752691183098593,4.93737089201878,73.71510172143975,73.78873239436619,6.535837245696403,29.015649452269173,7.793537801064563,2.470501095461658,378,15,51,6,9,105,48,71,0.11900000000000001,0.833,0.048,-0.738,3,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,3,2,3,1,1,0,0,7,0,3,2,0,0,1,10,11,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,8,0,7,7,2,6,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,2,33,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22072556457626524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303686709258484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33068173187740696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4615294883309285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15856919195016705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30685618549817884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464040530218128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941212045815029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697582622463667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018316679879186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21005413697223987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154635532630577,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,shebhdjdnejdjdjdjdj,2020/03/09,I don’t like to blame people but Do you think parents might be the reason we are like this?,0.5259999999999998,2.4079316000000013,1.8800000000000023,99.395,83.0,4.0,15.0,3.1291,-1.334,72,1,17,0,2,23,18,20,0.078,0.691,0.23,0.5106,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,5,6,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4259793683591902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4624882472729784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4840857363215863,0.0,0.0,0.3022421120480053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44824296018196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279347727946257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,VeganMango,2020/03/09,"Made my first “great” party Guys, I’m not making this post to brag; just want to say everyone with social anxiety that it is possible to live without it. I used to have severe social anxiety and finally at the end of high school it’s getting better. An old friend invited me to his party, ~50 random people I’ve never met before in his house. Honestly I almost refused but I told myself “what do you have to loose ?” So I went... And I have to say that it’s probably one of the best party I ever made. I felt much freer with people I didn’t know, telling myself that I won't see them again. It was very strange at first, but people didn’t have any prejudices about me. I also met a girl I got along with, and she just accepted to meet again at my house. You should never refuse an opportunity, try to meet new people, at new places. What do you have to loose ? 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I'm turning 20 this is so fucking pathetic that I can't handle somthing that all of my other friends can. I have not had a conversation with a girl in about a year, never had sex or done anything like that. Like when she said bye to me after class I couldn't even respond and say it back (I wanted to but I just choked). Part of me wants myself to get better at talking to girls but who the fuck wants to talk to a guy who is gonna stumble on his words while saying bye especially when there are guys that are 15 feet away that will not be shy and have confidence to keep a conversation. Thank God she didn't try and introduce herself to me or anything, this has happened outside of classes and I have made an absolute fool out of myself because I would stutter, walk away awkwardly, or just say sorry.",7.356029411764705,5.951192348039213,7.520901960784315,77.47605882352943,64.24509803921569,10.512941176470589,34.615686274509805,9.3871,2.90509568627451,805,29,163,12,10,262,119,204,0.105,0.7829999999999999,0.11199999999999999,0.1098,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,9,11,2,2,9,0,21,4,1,1,2,29,38,14,0,5,10,0,0,2,1,3,0,5,0,5,14,8,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,6,0,0,10,5,23,5,26,23,2,20,0,0,0,3,27,7,2,4,16,118,37,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956403007900967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22938766374173886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618949890215784,0.10717084888103108,0.0,0.1699235348008876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326594985905745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262911742429002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205593915160236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768085661808226,0.2577000684016039,0.07281773731775443,0.0,0.07921008129882598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27600652328230435,0.12324894074307068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238829928859723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618326762110922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188008968279394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074946694151746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092965142596032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651552735824266,0.33251002116776085,0.13953878940325182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560190137771962,0.09865041322487267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22404885208352227,0.0,0.12831786655554392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26422259642273643,0.0,0.0,0.1892530883197052,0.15160008636341393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24662113540589214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900807225850372,0.0,0.0,0.08975299488533796 socialanxiety,CynicEmu,2020/03/09,"Work Anxiety I am working as a temp and found out through an email sent on Friday from the CEO that all temporary employees are being ""eliminated"". I had the day off from work today but still haven't heard from my manager about this. I'm so anxious to email him to see if I'm being let go but really don't want to just awkwardly go into the office tomorrow without getting an answer. Should I just email him today or go in tomorrow and act like I didn't see the email?",8.82125,5.750815291666669,9.380416666666664,70.55625000000003,62.75,13.35,37.54166666666666,11.698219412168324,4.153529166666667,372,13,75,9,4,127,66,96,0.10099999999999999,0.8640000000000001,0.035,-0.6399,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,1,7,0,10,0,0,0,1,16,22,8,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,5,4,1,0,0,5,3,7,1,15,13,1,16,0,0,2,0,8,5,0,2,7,52,9,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16625252510548275,0.24551464506205456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015622037809053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382849213331202,0.0,0.0,0.11354299781508735,0.0,0.3705312916521769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22222886162182265,0.0,0.10617369495072844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922353698478016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34635872348977925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17355549849499274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119961261280322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818352629457544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20949290833176146,0.0,0.4746441230882642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sillylion17,2020/03/09,"DAE feel left out of their social groups, so you just isolate and feel really lonely? Just hung out with some people and I don’t feel like I belong. The depression is creeping in and I want to sleep to escape.",2.3235714285714257,4.480774452380956,3.395476190476192,89.42035714285717,78.28571428571429,6.104761904761905,17.642857142857142,7.1686216300943375,0.1591714285714283,165,3,33,2,4,53,33,42,0.18600000000000005,0.695,0.11900000000000001,-0.6195,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,13,6,4,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,5,1,7,6,1,4,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,1,1,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998325741732527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5280550901604772,0.2486947815102589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782300282867764,0.0,0.0,0.17007233231413402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413404250893697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230125989211625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34836830389129536,0.3548613381477133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20532836585639616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Dimentive,2020/03/09,"How did you get over your fear of speaking to strangers on the phone? To anyone whose social anxiety has made it difficult to speak to strangers on the phone, if you got over it, how did you do it? Seeing as how I’m _technically_ an “adult” now and how I need to “find a place to live” and how I must “get a job” and yada, yada, yada, I find it increasingly difficult to avoid phone conversations altogether as I have in the past. Do you have any tips to get better at talking on the phone without breaking down in an anxiety attack? What do I do if I don’t know what to say, for instance? How do I get the courage to talk to people on the phone? Any help is appreciated!",2.537126741871269,3.9695831240875954,4.340265428002656,86.12794293297947,75.42335766423358,7.609555408095554,24.863304578633052,8.296473431620573,1.3669620437956207,516,17,114,9,11,175,71,137,0.125,0.792,0.083,-0.6189,1,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,5,0,1,7,7,1,2,10,0,13,0,0,7,1,19,23,13,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,7,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,4,4,12,2,26,18,1,15,0,0,1,0,20,11,0,2,2,80,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25416247885721155,0.0,0.2859173472483266,0.0,0.0,0.1306671715091707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125970082814376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16527553174668014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21028605004248127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416002752373292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3905373793668979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946081034358608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252582069771996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18544435590887914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027014763893318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650138295387773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768254085904977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13856526057429744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783930959068436,0.12955542316874755,0.0,0.1952443413619196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14861030323036786,0.0,0.0,0.14891498242460155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19049527576215428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004056936053904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18014059208890404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rz9426,2020/03/09,"How to overcome social anxiety? Hi. I am a 25 year old male. For a long time I have been dealing with social anxiety. Now it interferes with my family life, work, friends, etc. I get very self conscious when driving. Out in public. I also am depressed most of the time. I do boxing ( started 3 weeks ago) in an effort to help raise my self esteem but everyday it’s the same feeling. Anyone have any advice? Cbt therapy? Medication? I need help!!",0.3541568627450964,2.635664729411765,2.7235294117647086,85.62921568627453,101.70588235294115,5.560784313725492,22.137254901960784,7.0316486544052195,1.417054901960784,342,14,62,7,15,116,66,85,0.057999999999999996,0.813,0.129,0.7842,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,5,0,6,2,0,1,0,11,10,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,8,1,9,9,3,15,0,1,0,0,11,3,0,1,11,38,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17715142940130546,0.1606998703735672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449750429464477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232812869200211,0.0,0.2773679158309966,0.0,0.0,0.12675999332615584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18689880076239945,0.15614211387814925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20218277898437412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17090112515490846,0.0,0.0916640875874619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006178461574512,0.0,0.094714906258394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430255326887781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280482762498746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604331735300321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182627447295178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442191564085584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190230072368832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782434813129175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3695982641298722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831577834082844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20731733301391528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21141966135399712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958065210400864,0.0,0.0,0.14541739055859887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197899911484434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674279935229735 socialanxiety,Mangotree00,2020/03/09,"Don't know how to be myself and be social Hi. I don't necessarily think I have social anxiety but I do have a constant, major interpersonal dilemma. I have a really hard time making friends. I always feel like I have to choose between being myself and feeling how I really feel, and being social. When I do try to be more social (which, for me, is not particularly social), I feel empty and cold inside. Sometimes I worry that, left to my own devices, I would never be motivated to interact with someone in a friendly way ever again. It just doesn't feel intrinsically rewarding most of the time. I wouldn't say I have social anxiety because when I'm around others and interacting I'm not exactly afraid. It's just that when I strike out in having a fulfilling interaction or finding someone who likes me (or even worse, when I perceive someone is judging me), I feel horrible. Pretty much 99% of my interactions are of this nature. I feel like I'll be stuck forever in this problem, and I don't know how to be myself AND be social at the same time. It seems like if I were to be myself, no one would want to be friends with me. I don't know how to solve this ongoing problem.",5.721168831168832,6.001793216450218,7.293484848484847,72.1602272727273,67.05194805194806,9.890043290043293,31.65151515151515,9.784248007369934,3.0198606060606057,927,35,171,19,14,322,115,231,0.179,0.679,0.142,-0.8123,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,2,14,11,0,1,6,0,31,0,0,6,3,51,48,19,0,7,8,0,8,4,3,3,0,1,0,0,11,11,0,0,16,0,0,0,10,3,0,1,2,10,30,8,22,32,6,19,0,0,0,0,17,7,0,5,15,134,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823720726690266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385934434766506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370312067491012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05731740838527378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160875849820344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062103320353182126,0.08505194683672639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33279677826961873,0.13434446021357646,0.0,0.0,0.08593810780907715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179328828565244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422887370569172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550227770273174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021595802657738,0.0,0.0,0.1837455176441957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276311962000551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911996676024935,0.0,0.07251868757708277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637144860310505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565829753332418,0.0,0.17994046592234905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204709927604754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477329022453545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559778607705186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6709340309480676,0.23900390538469946,0.0,0.09299416935047077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06024809731035365,0.0,0.0,0.1644820406145501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638375170579265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055459001411284924,0.07463350327035252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954880196132106,0.09582057953125066,0.1335868187471277,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Echointhemirror89,2020/03/09,"SA Relapse Hi, guys. I’m new to this subreddit so please be gentle! So I’m working on my social anxiety with my therapist and the past couple of weeks I’ve been working on approaching others and having small talk. It sounds mundane and small, but it’s actually a big step for me because I tend to keep to myself and stay silent. Which is fine in moderation. (I’m an introvert and if I was social all the time I’d go mad.) But I tend to stay silent all the time in public, look at groups of friends, and wonder, “Why can’t I have that?” So this is good for me. I’ve felt better these past couple weeks. However, Iately, I’ve gone through “a relapse.” I’ve begun to feel anxious and afraid of others again. There’s this critic voice saying, “This is stupid. Other people can’t make you happy. You aren’t getting anywhere. Let’s go back to our room.” Not helping is the fact that my roommate has had the same friends over for the past three days with little notice, even though she has agreed with me when I brought up my concerns. Plus, it’s Spring Break for me since I’m a college student. So I’m encouraged to stay home and not socialize for a whole week. I’m afraid of losing my progress... I’ve done research online and basically since the depressed brain is not used to feeling good, it falsely perceives a threat. So it goes back to the thoughts and behaviors that makes you feel safe, but more depressed in the long run. This is probably why I’ve gotten to this “small talk” stage before on my own, but I always relapsed and went back to being anxious. TD;LR: I’m having a social anxiety relapse. Any tips for continuing to talk to others and not letting my critic voice get to me?",3.153127931769724,4.947252814925374,4.010996801705758,87.61542910447764,74.58208955223881,6.576759061833688,25.397121535181235,7.310402129719878,1.1473688699360345,1323,45,265,15,28,424,173,335,0.111,0.77,0.11900000000000001,0.7074,2,0,0,1,0,0,43.0,1,3,0,5,13,17,3,2,16,0,22,1,1,3,3,41,50,25,0,1,9,0,4,0,2,0,0,4,2,1,20,16,0,2,7,0,0,8,7,8,0,1,10,9,24,9,38,36,6,47,0,3,1,0,21,15,0,2,19,161,44,5,0.0,0.0,0.08854911256649366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550291660193786,0.0,0.0,0.061706285104824385,0.0,0.1388316436403038,0.20502065571698647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20932028696079333,0.0,0.05531423802474215,0.0,0.07721302352082178,0.0,0.0,0.08025212162446399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129580601400588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20080408195146868,0.0,0.05851976813331796,0.0,0.1563083909415339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285848437311188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05993288846997686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376425521794322,0.0,0.08712459251289151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021093759990733,0.0,0.0948157689666041,0.0,0.10313922191076147,0.15221674836383028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984682753397602,0.0,0.09659437581692376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608210831607167,0.0,0.09101957939518364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065384661096771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18557551594296834,0.0,0.0,0.09094527919305484,0.0,0.08030201008964477,0.07619871382028014,0.10151480600709724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211392571869426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876372197972369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330804705068178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598646807252203,0.062907663750149,0.0,0.0,0.0996052285097506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783302523479936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216005904474433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501220668863341,0.0,0.0,0.3699918524608176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901501753592819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21880003051678745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053560885352826,0.0,0.0,0.08915155099797015,0.07203739330415294,0.10582240197361607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783701921784323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21835837015953247,0.0,0.0,0.08411685295763595,0.16375740225920174,0.1013079259768306,0.0,0.0,0.09840361702717404,0.13211954467206918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,v2na,2020/03/09,"Thoughts on this awkward situation? I’m feeling a little down because I went to play basketball with some friends and ended up un-included. I knew everyone there but my ‘main’ group of friends left early so I was kind of in dangerous waters already. Then they started picking teams and it was an odd number of people and I got left out. Nobody was mean about it and some people said ‘when I get tired you can play for me’ but I still felt really embarrassed. I hung around for a while and then left. I don’t know if I should’ve stayed I might have had fun but I was afraid and just wanted to go home. Can anyone relate because now I feel like a loser. I feel like they’re wondering where I am / why I was there in the first place and now its giving me anxiety because I just up and left. I felt like something like this could happen so my expectations were low in the first place. Next time should I try going earlier? Should I just not go and avoid further embarrassment? This kind of temporarily broke my self esteem. I was really upset in my car on the way home.",2.2354492362982943,4.510433066037733,3.4311051212938004,88.44399371069186,79.18867924528301,6.679604672057503,21.887690925426774,7.793537801064563,0.9826407906558852,838,25,171,14,21,271,126,212,0.159,0.684,0.156,-0.5664,0,1,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,4,14,21,1,6,7,0,17,2,0,1,0,40,39,19,0,6,8,0,5,4,2,3,1,1,2,1,6,12,1,1,10,3,0,5,2,10,0,2,15,6,28,11,21,20,3,42,0,3,0,0,9,21,0,5,18,113,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036846798638337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344311155612606,0.0,0.0,0.07626872222966878,0.0,0.0,0.09710107977682816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994757972944173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708859231600348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660927325786714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422712973864694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16545684449483813,0.1558483368790767,0.20946080883896465,0.0,0.0,0.18556058042752765,0.0,0.0,0.1685442396381975,0.0,0.05698789252728687,0.10463597702563418,0.18597181537393948,0.0,0.08723832387782372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645585880427436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188249513761174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271724732364618,0.059945511063313174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4740471071266821,0.0,0.0,0.21315678583476888,0.10932316117888327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881612533992054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571277343171478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160039389518235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15123961847312076,0.0,0.22792314651429896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397542096938212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375659001886067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379042493798106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260639098935835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397230559451012,0.0,0.0,0.07720480412758934,0.11626087931971282,0.08710851647461176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659444040387232,0.0636032986535802,0.1253672220932784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405568378592599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433605912132481,0.08657973199380295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011148721004786,0.09842444291921576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828865203668955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sleepygloomy,2020/03/09,"Therapy advice? I bit the bullet a while ago and arranged to meet a therapist, my first session is on Wednesday and I'm really nervous! I have no idea how I'm going to tell the therapist anything, I couldn't tell my partner of 10 years I was even going to therapy, let alone tell a stranger my most intimate thoughts. I always get choked up when I talk about myself, it's like my throat closes and I can't breathe. I'm such a closed off person, I feel like I'm not going to be able to get any words out of my mouth when I get there Those who have done this before, what were your experiences like?",2.058782991202346,3.861049951612905,3.5563636363636384,89.64318181818182,77.70967741935483,6.767155425219943,23.369501466275658,7.686295010490155,1.0076225806451613,470,15,101,7,11,155,81,124,0.092,0.843,0.065,-0.4782,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,7,4,0,1,6,0,10,3,3,1,0,14,22,7,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,6,0,0,3,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,4,1,16,3,12,15,2,16,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,10,63,21,1,0.1548836431605742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513505035405905,0.13729500451757448,0.0,0.0,0.16041274385156198,0.0,0.0,0.12887559857955969,0.0,0.0,0.10532618853562413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745604137948535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317945726103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16909282381946614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15849974140559667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022991855651311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515059228520425,0.0,0.0,0.07831382371475752,0.11064890562112943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174394775003864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427609328943205,0.0,0.2640718311093349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17484478062644795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583790188195646,0.0,0.22700497371975265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13523842306720024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992224278310102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448960548434042,0.4061253926857638,0.0,0.35424588839492743,0.3596636947303607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296031199867047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099739988135699 socialanxiety,izzyb345,2020/03/09,"I have social anxiety and frequently feel nervous about interacting with others but sometimes I find after interacting with someone I feel hyper and find myself just being to talk nonstop Does anyone else find this? I frequently feel nervous about talking to others but sometimes after I’ve had a chat with someone, I find myself feeling hyper and talkative.",9.050081967213117,10.790782491803279,8.734549180327871,59.6021516393443,60.14754098360656,10.034426229508195,39.84016393442623,10.125756701596842,4.89119344262295,296,15,35,6,4,95,35,61,0.09699999999999999,0.873,0.031,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,17,7,5,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,8,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,7,0,9,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640753998115732,0.0,0.0,0.12467930045798407,0.1827008427218063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15604128702677872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895608357092854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606378958420452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6518926347136222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18176575989409285,0.3021649137194916,0.0,0.35270856908767073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866394925345644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Western-Test,2020/03/09,"recently broke up with my gf after 4 years, i'm broken and have no support she was what my life revolved around, after we broke up i'm literally dead inside, i have no one to support me, no friends or anything. i used to not care about having friends that's why i never made any, but the last 5 years i've been very very depressed because we as humans crave interaction with others since we are social creatures. and without it it makes us go crazy in the long run. i literally have nowhere to start. i used to go to a really bad school and most people there were addicts or bad people dealing with drugs and shit, so i don't wanna try to contact them. i literally have no idea how to make friends, i used really bad social anxiety, but i got that like 70% fixed. how can i meet new people? i find it extremely easily with a friend, and i can stop girls and hook up, but when i'm alone i just can't because no one is there to push me. any tips? (other than stupid stuff like dating apps and stuff) i already go to the gym but people don't really interact, and if they do it's small talk... i'm literally terrified of going back to the really deep depression i had, but that's where i'm heading if i don't find some friends and people to hangout with... please help :(",3.7497340197340208,4.595341169884172,5.056415701415705,84.438771986272,71.66409266409265,8.226598026598026,26.358000858000857,8.515128840125781,1.6398569712569708,989,31,209,16,18,330,142,259,0.252,0.627,0.122,-0.9911,0,1,1,0,0,0,32.0,4,0,2,0,12,19,2,0,6,0,18,5,2,8,1,46,38,23,1,3,12,0,0,2,6,0,3,0,0,2,12,18,0,1,3,2,0,6,12,9,0,2,6,0,27,10,29,32,2,28,0,4,0,0,24,8,1,6,16,130,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273068543411627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097599634778794,0.1039912993069538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816684369206638,0.0,0.07208995623270924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754784807184442,0.08388964002800824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246133964827133,0.23604830438837535,0.1148902625854008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607944824050504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715273900040254,0.16232992373086233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928334811146716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17225921496503124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640308538416699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142249936242622,0.0,0.07536879717071758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671288596398177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06316411890133612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638049273635382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768145703250581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06656137284567455,0.09207748293996426,0.0,0.0,0.08339551763515231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08916797870993477,0.1258059548916033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268028416494401,0.09101330465996207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771292765710554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32665540848885305,0.0,0.0,0.10344236192176527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414788871670445,0.0,0.09304626073397887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953714319603528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673146258565292,0.0779526406777906,0.0,0.0,0.19212260080608948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670042435760767,0.0,0.0,0.07878515951577578,0.0,0.0,0.21575437330295144,0.0,0.21387482543481498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574298486079704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397976901088867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335379269114698,0.2441678385107896,0.0,0.1555084355179487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503294819611908,0.0,0.0,0.09083973060329537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136924013834427 socialanxiety,IndividualTour1,2020/03/09,"My First Big Anxiety/Panic Attack... I'm not a very social person, hell, I'm probably the definition of an introvert. I find it extremely hard to interact with others, and the thought of going out to public events or even to a buddies place makes me feel un-easy. Most of the time, I end up cancelling last minute cuz i cant bare the level of awkwardness i bring whenever I'm around people. I just feel like I don't fit in with many people, & I become really conscious about what others think of me that I just say ""fuck it"" and not go. It's really difficult when everyone around you seems to be having fun and enjoying themselves while you'r stuck at home too scared to get involved. It really breaks me down sometimes. The off-chance I do build up the courage to go out, I end up embarrassing myself in some way which may not seem as big of a deal at the time. Later I overthink about it and end up getting anxious. While I was taking a shower, I just felt this wave of emotions. Like all my past mistakes and failures came back to haunt me all at once. First, I tried to hold back the tears. Minutes later, I felt my heart rate increase and i started to breath rapidly. I then felt this numbing/vibration sensation run down my face, torso, & arms as I began to cry for the first time in years. I've never really experienced this before and I felt like I was going to pass out on the bathroom floor. This went on and off for about 45 minutes. Looking back at it now (couple hours after), Im not really sure what to make of it, is this just a one time thing? or should i consider seeing a medical professional? Knowing me, I'll probably cancel last minute but I'll hopefully build up the courage to go and sort this problem out. Thank you for reading my post, Im new around here so any thoughts/tips y'all may have would be appreciated. Hope you all have a great day! Thank you.",3.830108571428575,5.164465168000003,4.831614285714289,84.27645000000003,71.98666666666666,8.130476190476191,26.192857142857147,8.634040054169528,1.7587657142857152,1478,48,299,26,28,483,204,375,0.096,0.792,0.113,0.9472,1,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,5,0,3,19,22,3,3,19,0,15,6,4,3,5,63,52,20,0,6,11,0,7,3,0,4,1,1,2,1,20,19,0,1,13,1,0,11,7,9,0,4,11,11,37,13,56,35,6,76,1,0,2,1,12,30,2,11,35,190,57,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810287190100248,0.0,0.05680931432185745,0.0,0.0,0.09437517469504092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22310198760056996,0.0,0.09503755488733533,0.0,0.19270876468574524,0.0,0.0,0.09226214791688392,0.07108544802987002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554624263223302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243420009253753,0.09176355517100007,0.05387567727145449,0.08612493415791109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939700145857632,0.22197200004381668,0.0,0.0,0.05517665329429382,0.0,0.0,0.07982499563011615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447955231292624,0.05968020438406189,0.32084176532880515,0.0,0.07635303800799324,0.2131744281775542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723036372859379,0.08729125100858329,0.0,0.2373854003075515,0.0,0.0,0.092101928359774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483444259336904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989939946306812,0.0,0.0,0.08379632458055691,0.1659459473698799,0.08226898546820006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804726872318111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045910792810595284,0.1361907009453732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243865541862507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015163328960666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152572426874728,0.0846953291489883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415664953206549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443034702560609,0.08068238684758706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896619840645953,0.05660811830295748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974732937598268,0.11583070467343777,0.07294294221819665,0.08728036654241665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000717060683414,0.0,0.1801381195507231,0.07993544181975785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356150335745248,0.0,0.2675857813141683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06643348353887818,0.08363700892051233,0.0,0.06656968472947385,0.15210134782722995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515738472696345,0.0,0.0,0.08262210476768586,0.0,0.05912926094734074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873442135202914,0.0,0.06281085365836488,0.0,0.0,0.15382278426900314,0.0,0.0,0.05549953085386618,0.0535283517536422,0.0,0.06632055247193837,0.1948488095110782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056717427117297374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892833855115292,0.0,0.06630928766235898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744139403819335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0593436352579839,0.0,0.0,0.053796310445078085 socialanxiety,sheisfeeling,2020/03/09,"Do any of you ever have to interview others? I’ve been apart of a few interview committees with like 4-5 other people interviewing alongside me and I always have the toughest time. I know the person being interviewed is more than likely anxious x 1000, but each time I have to speak I have a mini breakdown. I also over analyze everything I’ve asked or said during each interview which causes me even more distress. What kinds of things do you guys do to prep when you know one is coming? Or even what kind of things do you do to keep yourself from going down the long rabbit hole of overanalyzing everything that you’ve said? I’ve also noticed that I tend to dissociate during interviews and find that I can’t even remember some of the things that I’ve said.",6.313605442176873,6.8271105646258565,6.914693877551024,74.5791156462585,65.80272108843538,10.070748299319726,29.938775510204078,9.994966539143718,2.8848448979591828,611,20,110,13,9,201,86,147,0.061,0.9259999999999999,0.013000000000000001,-0.7657,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,0,0,7,5,0,1,6,0,14,0,0,1,1,17,24,8,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,2,12,6,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,4,4,13,4,16,19,6,10,0,0,0,0,17,3,0,3,7,80,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24220594259732536,0.12600652620001504,0.0,0.0,0.1029813811267668,0.0,0.0,0.17107909064193466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14157181644777878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556604611346253,0.0,0.13044833526769292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30006529897578377,0.1369821436862304,0.0,0.0,0.2722010529206865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840936827259656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606432474963469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994502381061142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460289341797502,0.0,0.31539368701898984,0.16645005871654572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479675412248728,0.0,0.0,0.1340157148050489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17241040112389527,0.0,0.0,0.10261666199310254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498635731260528,0.13222769932622966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17154698117573902,0.0,0.4321497188328432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30182119292116144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17660659835350964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,RedErin,2020/03/09,"When you're approaching someone in the hallway, look straight ahead at the horizon. You'll be able to see in your peripheral when they look at you, and you can make eye contact at the same time, smile, nod your head, or even say hi, then look straight ahead again. Once you practice it a few times the awkwardness goes away.",8.351075268817205,7.045647870967745,6.553870967741936,84.88413978494627,62.225806451612904,10.20215053763441,36.79569892473119,8.841846274778883,2.760627956989248,256,10,54,3,3,74,46,62,0.027000000000000003,0.873,0.1,0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,6,1,2,4,1,0,1,5,0,3,2,2,1,0,4,8,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,6,7,0,9,6,2,17,0,0,5,0,10,8,0,1,8,33,8,0,0.26131908019693506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245517877943116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725987879111335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681887668385174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6583266374199219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17443251520736716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27829629187757104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20781142115247545,0.0,0.0,0.20823747382159044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22141480863839544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30475451427041705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,WatchYourSixOclock,2020/03/09,"Taking propranolol I've been prescribed 40mg propranolol daily. My question is, can the drug be taken on an on and off basis? For example, as needed? The medication is making my throat and mouth very dry, not sure how long I'll be able to handle this for, makes my sleep I impossible.",4.7131818181818215,6.1013297272727325,6.077954545454547,75.97693181818181,69.9090909090909,9.136363636363637,26.47727272727273,9.516144504307137,2.3961818181818186,225,7,41,5,4,76,44,55,0.049,0.951,0.0,-0.3789,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,6,5,3,3,1,9,11,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,7,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,25,5,0,0.30336891628939694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518116296391737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684719444530522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.405002214642828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056122671328668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22494420745500726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398426154822145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30358800569262445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859216133791045,0.0,0.2280956703221605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503111273018692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,svvvg,2020/03/09,"I have no idea how to talk to people and make friends I’m a 20 yr old guy at university and I’m so shy and reserved that I haven’t really talked to anyone in my classes. I only talk to people when they say something to me and that hardly happens. I also have no idea how to flirt plus I’m not attractive enough for others to initiate. I overthink so much and think that no one likes me, how do I stop being this way?",2.059238095238093,3.1960900666666667,4.108730158730161,88.50500000000002,76.1111111111111,6.920634920634923,22.857142857142854,7.447530270364453,0.7793809523809521,326,9,73,4,7,112,57,90,0.152,0.7829999999999999,0.065,-0.7116,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,4,0,15,11,13,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,5,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,2,10,4,11,10,2,6,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,4,51,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16016262145238302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400393641125054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20694119906656275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15473465041595602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19830717471019405,0.1771055910862196,0.0,0.17941017193390102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4521800331187373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784594481168143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368743504131972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472277210289217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21015856557409773,0.0,0.1357138756651623,0.1523208026143065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27769574971789496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283035173883852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15926947927763715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418415222828688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744177020969092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4829287473937837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283303577691141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897172863251152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,znl492,2020/03/09,"Customer Service and social anxiety I've always considered myself an intense introvert. I never had the need to communicate with people and even as a kid I was always on my own, which is how I preferred it. Now fast forward to 2020, I'm 29 years old and working in customer service since 2014 non stop. You have to be a certain kind of person to be able to deal with complaining, angry customers for 8 hours a day nonstop. After four years of working in a call-center, every single call still gives me anxiety. Especially when I have personal issues or too many things on my mind, it fuels my anxiety. Lately I've been put in a position that I have to hold this job to survive financially. I am taking care of my SO (he migrated to my country (Belgium) from Turkey, that procedure on it's own is enough to destroy you mentally). Also he is struggling to find a job so this is giving us crazy amounts of stress. Lately I'm having so much anxiety on a daily basis just to get through my workday. I have tried being optimistic, calming myself down, taking plenty of breaks, taking some time off, ... But the minute my phone rings and I have to answer the phone, my heart drops. I try to hide in the toilet every now and then but yea that's not helping me in the end. At times I even think: ""What if I fall down these stairs and break my legs, that would give me so much peace"". Or hoping a far relative would pass away so I had an excuse to not come in at work. I reflected back at this and this kind of freaked me out and I realized my anxiety is a lot more serious then I realize. Also I feel like when you mention social anxiety to someone it's easily brushed off with something like ""just man up"", ""it will get better"", ""everyone has anxiety"".. So I never really feel understood when it comes to this topic. Since I have to hold this job to survive for me and my SO, I was wondering if people have advice, suggestions, anything really. I feel lost, depressed, exhausted and things need to change. Changing jobs/settings right now is not an option so any little tips to make my day more tolerable are welcome. Thank you for reading, I am not a native speaker, please keep that in mind. :-)",4.139283823529413,5.601531407058825,5.387805147058824,80.09006066176472,71.4,8.418382352941178,28.575367647058826,8.930421266530582,2.3850132352941182,1708,65,318,33,32,569,223,425,0.10400000000000001,0.813,0.083,-0.5013,4,0,1,0,0,0,64.0,1,4,0,7,24,20,1,2,18,1,29,3,2,2,3,59,55,33,0,8,12,0,3,2,0,3,1,2,0,4,22,16,0,4,12,1,0,6,6,9,0,1,7,6,45,11,57,42,11,60,0,2,0,0,26,26,0,9,29,230,67,9,0.07832608716864985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653934586913798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527468722066684,0.130347158192674,0.0,0.0,0.0532644251906578,0.0,0.419434696072622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445569592465414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358993723206893,0.060227926251867375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927305899871182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15995938476146426,0.0,0.07985866602850332,0.0,0.16571722911180586,0.13494197726011842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102769293651924,0.08075075658393181,0.06746214410601829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937366481705956,0.0809317859280945,0.0,0.1034672837279435,0.0,0.13198621323205315,0.07484393288036938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881206932418918,0.05595617232357568,0.0,0.0,0.07158862467543392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184429551118008,0.22541255988769504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281679042025613,0.05250032518608853,0.0,0.0,0.07779547777409962,0.07713541827235662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175208524775841,0.23317966680410224,0.0696198251418121,0.0,0.1631291332862332,0.0,0.0,0.17671047594090986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653233957423866,0.07850331634440309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550217668766143,0.06659003834340273,0.0,0.0,0.052283271397108366,0.07941035862351037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893427337368765,0.0,0.15817403956557372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515737276810994,0.1161556023386141,0.1208198141491424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219005261744662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860289333725896,0.13678263627528944,0.0,0.08597852282864445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873935141493303,0.0,0.0,0.07834728332021876,0.0,0.10035539418864944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689005047555759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958429741071711,0.0,0.0,0.15968716406338426,0.06636543948023697,0.060299248568820574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255131439081524,0.06548411608300914,0.08972226821546384,0.08188343272546221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766744092470121,0.0,0.0,0.07211213762320165,0.0,0.0,0.10407274386499596,0.05018819398888792,0.0,0.0,0.0913451426194948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635654345623848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421663882713953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494130036721755,0.17106697295391884,0.0,0.0,0.11128121007876356,0.0,0.0,0.10087886422993794 socialanxiety,elephantears88,2020/03/09,"Struggling with My Current Job - Regressing Hi, I'm a 25f and I've struggled with nearly crippling social anxiety my entire life. A few years ago, I got a job where basically my entire day was interacting with people. It was (surprisingly) wonderful. It pushed me outside of my comfort zone and I began to feel really comfortable being myself and although I still struggled to make friendships outside of work, I started to feel very confident in my job and with day to day interactions. Well, about a year ago, I took another job which I thought was a step forward. It was, in terms of pay and the actual work involved. However, now I don't really have much face-to-face interaction. Most of my interactions are over email and I'm finding it more and more difficult to interact face-to-face. I work in an office with a few other gals around my age but I feel like such an outsider. I stumble over my words. I overthink every little thing I say. I have a really hard time speaking up and joining conversations. I mumble. The girls I work with are friendly but I am often excluded from get-togethers outside of work and I just feel like so depressed. It is really hard to go from a job to where I felt liked (for once in my life) to this new job where I feel like I just don't fit in. I'm not sure if I'm asking for advice or just venting but has anyone else experienced anything similar?",3.8254747474747473,5.656220207407408,5.323030303030301,78.75818181818181,72.85185185185185,8.612794612794614,28.93939393939394,9.218907990703514,2.659666666666667,1096,45,204,25,22,369,143,270,0.106,0.782,0.11199999999999999,0.5741,8,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,5,15,15,0,3,12,0,14,2,0,1,1,39,33,16,0,1,9,0,8,4,1,0,2,2,0,1,9,16,0,0,9,0,1,5,3,5,1,0,9,11,31,10,34,23,7,36,0,1,0,0,15,16,0,5,21,134,40,12,0.0,0.0,0.08892773413597489,0.0,0.0,0.08904917836594994,0.16155885920472696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555560149054884,0.06971263255763545,0.0,0.0,0.0637187816859032,0.09337135409373262,0.07499053849910571,0.0811231960217416,0.08519233216915423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17630996736474674,0.0,0.07848837006939395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612570919935215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677922845096152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303851488219434,0.19530547772529747,0.08749712306685807,0.0,0.08328929565971425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040522835549212,0.0,0.04761059286861053,0.0,0.05179011420461207,0.0,0.07288334655818851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16326548824518328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5425825764451399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287327325527466,0.1780820538801551,0.09133414638039257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608286144508816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698952879290596,0.0,0.0,0.0880119422618995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704829298371437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317664666472755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23351559372794806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246860369321682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289346932586458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450083226115885,0.0,0.07277489883093316,0.0,0.0,0.2858001589843507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588701471052347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060541360957754836,0.0,0.0,0.07234541345391644,0.053137440656299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012465058245908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519010269530918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193497135397831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882437485118364,0.3317111657652456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736682450259048 socialanxiety,chiefwillis0,2020/03/09,"Fatigue I’ve always been curious if it’s unique to anxiety or some other underlying problems but I haven’t felt rested, well maybe ever, and I get so pale and tired during the day it’s the norm. Can anyone else relate to extreme chronic fatigue whether around people or not?",3.5986792452830194,6.03675301886793,4.796830188679248,79.55147169811325,75.41509433962264,6.504150943396226,27.581132075471697,7.554174236665415,1.9122256603773589,222,9,37,3,5,73,44,53,0.205,0.718,0.077,-0.7307,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,0,1,13,5,8,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,1,2,1,4,3,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,4,2,27,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478515167485148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278695644987536,0.0,0.0,0.2082774742605474,0.3052027876928513,0.0,0.2651672540545395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19210136434970498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488319773044518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694402671350775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28600169863984065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562466463346147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992502279399427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065053984309238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850211488962205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34235749084690703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678207027142881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hood4444,2020/03/09,"want to get away for context im about to turn 18 and only have my dad. i cant be myself around him and it feels like he is really patronizing and critical of me. among other things. so basically he sucks and i wanna get away. bBBUUUUTTT hOooOoOow? I dont know. i dont know many things. like how to talk to people, how taxes work, and im scared to death of driving even though ive had my license for 3 months. well I have this group of online friends, one who im kind of in a relationship with but we never really said it who I've known for 4 years. anyway. they all live in the same town, know each other irl. maybe I can move there. I've thought of living there for a long time. i dont know how to bring this up to them, but it would be really cool. the one downside, they're in canada. im in america. I'd need to get a passport and learn the metric system and stuff. these are probably easy things to do but i am a dumb baby who doesn't know very much. but anyway i need someone to look up to, who isnt my dad. I need to start fresh I think. or I can just stay here and quietly suffer from boredom and loneliness forever I guess. kind of a pointless rant maybe someone can relate or something. literally just putting my thoughts into text form.",0.10153625954198377,2.3543964198473333,2.2405295801526712,93.58193940839695,88.61832061068701,5.412404580152671,18.111164122137406,6.9077264865688965,0.08169809160305341,970,26,219,14,32,325,149,262,0.115,0.813,0.07200000000000001,-0.9197,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,1,0,2,1,16,11,2,1,8,1,20,0,0,3,2,46,43,20,1,6,8,2,1,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,16,14,0,0,11,0,1,4,7,4,1,2,4,5,24,7,37,36,5,24,0,1,1,0,17,12,2,3,8,141,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782281151247621,0.0,0.0,0.18537701407077725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468646106734732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515991463280407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049882333272078465,0.07047830542009212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621969304192715,0.0,0.15462764025137554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867829997157236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4262521987644255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054655349221961,0.2710877845659515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639454199684117,0.0,0.17422625280606932,0.08730552215758816,0.08284435832166122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000194844676462,0.19822203504833724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874453422474892,0.10485339305418223,0.07252190555845747,0.2194516622009847,0.07608790423656604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337007569658395,0.07503067210836717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683941339113375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636549873216804,0.0,0.0,0.0991743328244686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896004809249989,0.0,0.0,0.10591727755935906,0.0,0.0,0.09384236992365737,0.0,0.0987696794935414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717811525704065,0.07594852686957024,0.0,0.0,0.06982767829501482,0.10515184088824568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293501589261387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07929419986307283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19662363391144197,0.06321338142961891,0.09692687271897238,0.1566402193486721,0.05752583310158089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073070219782102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139972955261904,0.05818857634388502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870162787437591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182115255857863,0.0,0.0,0.07008083993036211,0.0,0.0,0.06352982261292071 socialanxiety,kittyembryo,2020/03/09,"i feel completely disconnected from almost everybody and feel like an outcast of outcasts hey, i'm feeling quite tired and so i don't know if i can fit all that i want to into this post, but for a long time i have been unable to make very many friends. i feel that each time i try to, i stop talking to them after we first talk because i feel that i just won't connect. perhaps i am a bit judgemental, and not giving it a fair chance, and i feel like an egomaniac but i feel like a lot of the people i try to befriend are boring to me and i just don't connect well with them. or maybe i just feel afraid of talking to people that look interesting because it's a more intimidating prospect with more intimidating people. i guess i can write a bit more and a bit about myself, i dislike feeling like a ""special snowflake"", but i just don't feel like i share too many common interests with a lot of people. i really like art, surrealism in particular and i love digital collage and stuff like that. i am big into music and even thinking of producing some myself. i like philosophy, politics, biology—marine biology in particular. i don't know if i should go more in depth, i feel a bit silly doing so. the problem with trying to connect with people with simillar interests to mine is that i always feel pretentious for my interests, and anyone i see that appears to even be remotely into the same things as me, i deem intimidating. i don't know how to start a conversation! i don't know if i wrote enough to describe my problem exactly, which has been a reoccuring theme in my life recently—feeling as if i have far too many problems. woe is me! i know. but i do have hope. if anyone could suggest some good online spaces, subreddits, discords or anything, or if anyone has any questions, suggestions, or just ANYTHING, feel free. i would also be highly appreciative if some of you would like to talk. thank you for reading! : )",5.466131907308379,6.150103077540108,6.673061497326206,74.97567067736188,67.68983957219251,9.548841354723713,32.42825311942959,9.621722640351123,3.036094830659537,1517,63,284,31,24,513,173,374,0.12,0.665,0.215,0.9884,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,1,2,2,3,15,29,0,1,17,0,29,3,0,3,2,88,62,31,0,16,21,0,13,9,1,4,2,0,0,0,13,21,0,1,20,2,1,2,8,6,1,1,3,15,52,24,40,52,17,24,0,1,2,1,20,13,0,21,17,205,65,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105844331155116,0.0,0.0,0.056748486016335926,0.059046277009948016,0.0,0.0,0.04825676367925599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14885536632723828,0.0,0.11679177142659054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651585840643662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098895935517181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440256944342613,0.0,0.0,0.05665758270292755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332297408059123,0.0,0.09373979427209957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5023290437934391,0.2534772293654756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06036045394916743,0.0,0.0,0.054825258638658836,0.0,0.0,0.06807345674528814,0.040329482234710216,0.059519768864224186,0.0,0.0,0.07817291918341415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497551365793463,0.0,0.07048152632496615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19499498501566695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05012273606889786,0.3120171399852196,0.0,0.0,0.06279935856262152,0.059590418046427326,0.0,0.0,0.12065913533199235,0.06404620154785312,0.0,0.04736785318076018,0.21583375185574127,0.0712911185133501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459814472746227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06796222011668306,0.0,0.0,0.20370386994842613,0.0,0.0,0.07949396093512022,0.07547708822897374,0.07098145380452985,0.0,0.0454602347060495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056547726064646524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050227446082147804,0.0,0.0,0.059327618823473,0.0,0.0,0.08123479915181055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281470755148324,0.0,0.06533250610013487,0.0,0.0,0.04714416599980235,0.045469744733774166,0.0,0.0,0.08275731775680611,0.08156066787958581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453612983540876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05855128835777825,0.04185537386137158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380358534385107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081909337218203,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Noodleslocks365,2020/03/09,What they say “oh we have to get the kids together for a play date! They will have so much fun.” What I think “hey hey hey I don’t want any trouble here just take the polite smile and move on. Where’s the husband to handle this. Oh god has it been too long since I made noise? You need to say something stupid! But don’t agree!!!!! Pretend you need to pee and get away. Run run run. But do it causally so she doesn’t get offended because her kid like our kid.”,-0.970868924889544,1.1448241443298992,0.3719366715758472,104.73652061855671,96.21649484536086,3.5961708394698086,15.1759941089838,5.288315135182226,-1.1807696612665683,350,8,87,2,14,109,68,97,0.091,0.759,0.149,0.7224,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,2,2,2,0,6,6,2,0,4,0,9,1,1,1,0,11,18,6,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,3,5,3,0,0,1,2,0,4,3,3,0,0,2,2,11,3,7,15,1,9,0,0,0,0,17,3,0,0,3,47,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17505840389215446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418600577826065,0.0,0.0,0.15692440737070096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4034831415690736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576526606681976,0.0,0.0,0.22781377442742595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24358256131756545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736029364795404,0.1892376178006233,0.3817560083628957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40943073269367625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21294532131912636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981789941892668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19355220037053825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649480887567246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183643460182564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CuriouslyPotato,2020/03/09,"How to even being making friends? I’m 19 and friendless. I can’t approach people or speak unless spoken to due to the fact that I was bullied for being *annoying* throughout my school life. I was unbelievably outgoing until the bullying started in around 4th grade and by high school I had pretty much stopped talking unless I was 100% sure the person did not find me annoying or weird. I am uncomfortable and awkward around people because I sense they find me annoying or that I am saying all the wrong things. I’ve had friends come and go for reasons we won’t get into right now, but now I’m entering what is supposed to be the best time of my life alone. I’ve tried sports, I’ve tried clubs, and I’ve tried classes, but since I feel awkward and uncomfortable talking to people it doesn’t help. Therapy is also completely out of the question as I do not find it to be helpful and frankly only makes matters worse. I don’t now what to do. I feel like I’m doomed to a lonely life at this point and that there is no hope unless a miracle were to happen.",6.092714285714287,5.9439004142857135,6.518809523809527,79.49535714285717,66.28571428571429,9.285714285714286,32.73809523809524,8.841846274778883,2.5949523809523805,837,32,163,12,12,272,120,210,0.165,0.667,0.168,0.4319,0,3,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,1,1,9,15,3,2,8,0,22,3,0,4,3,40,35,20,0,1,10,0,2,1,2,1,3,2,0,1,9,14,0,1,7,2,0,4,7,9,0,0,7,4,18,6,25,23,3,21,1,2,0,0,12,9,0,5,9,108,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196549136670885,0.0,0.10189525653441528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268561269099706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767216542201065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371618557639126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975838531499156,0.13359420545730802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415766706171955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288516358386966,0.09102666564317832,0.0,0.0,0.34937024093623514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19688397649740533,0.0,0.06657007630200966,0.0,0.07241396602233567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267435231618513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708097372792862,0.13462296061564727,0.0,0.12655374107693718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699949941471705,0.062249465930492714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010355306919298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366608929836602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690630134027356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650045253951543,0.11125553072165192,0.0,0.0,0.12045016431161452,0.0,0.0,0.12962880422041576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273609942808227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100580427595787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881334456339416,0.0,0.10132704061616812,0.0,0.2579054298618988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540058427157413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018634439226596,0.0,0.0,0.1065262417371554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008892933574244,0.0,0.0,0.20482577086257786,0.0,0.0,0.14571234056669274,0.0,0.08465013299681826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429782461951874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595231531609667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984871636478965,0.0,0.13931038835374596,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jonspiev,2020/03/09,"Resource that provides affordable access to quality mental health care Grouport is a powerful new resource that offers quality mental health care from the comfort of home. 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[https://grouporttherapy.com/](https://grouporttherapy.com/)",14.120914454277283,15.253557920353987,10.969159292035403,49.96341445427728,49.4424778761062,13.197050147492629,49.80678466076697,12.45797560212912,7.005349262536873,627,35,70,16,6,184,82,113,0.0,0.728,0.272,0.9859,4,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,2,7,0,11,0,0,8,0,5,5,0,1,1,15,11,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,2,1,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,4,11,14,10,3,8,0,0,0,1,11,4,0,2,2,47,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15851338080011265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407907645430677,0.16048600468322652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536006401914935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120888351791449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219776943701414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4880541733102398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352137544202146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411213851199935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810356272723608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813337238718273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4627144427402614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134844483266578,0.0,0.147816399642674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20742093943989406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967855421067673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17367903949919558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35005144887977396,0.177702552907906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276727545481407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dusterbusterv1,2020/03/09,"Running into acquaintances is the worst Went to a sports event today. When I left the arena, a girl I knew from downtown appeared from the corner of my eye. Instead of saying hey like a normal person would, I froze and proceeded to look around and walk on as if I didn’t recognize or see her. Now she probably thinks I’m a pretty big jerk for not saying anything.",6.41,6.074862222222228,6.835555555555558,78.11500000000002,65.66666666666667,9.422222222222222,30.5,8.841846274778883,2.37835,288,9,54,4,4,94,58,72,0.09300000000000001,0.826,0.081,-0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,7,0,3,1,1,0,0,12,10,6,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,4,2,2,0,0,3,6,7,1,11,6,1,15,0,0,3,0,7,6,0,3,6,37,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22521081728775025,0.2436283515588925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29734817454134976,0.0,0.0,0.13370355014555996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298176761397953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681429300318596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23896204101450244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278425381910038,0.2950674280699412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4352739370086284,0.0,0.0,0.21808316540155467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535958652352804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594114518435994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25369902852312604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19441053200251085,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Revin3,2020/03/09,Im not scared talking with people but got extreme anxiety when they look at me while doing something. This life is truly joke,4.587500000000002,6.7229560833333375,4.823333333333334,81.855,71.5,6.466666666666668,28.66666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.7830666666666668,102,4,17,1,2,32,24,24,0.07,0.6459999999999999,0.284,0.7433,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,1,2,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30436179555256576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31820497104294954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4297570512939728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810202698467077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33410217943143017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758260147465976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3983272470095016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062920501261857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197847810910874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Alexjm_,2020/03/09,"vent The isolation is catching up to me and I've been feeling more and more down recently. Every day has become a slog to get through. For the past couple of months I realised that I really truly have no friends. I feel like I have no one to talk to. I don't want to burden my parents more than I already have in the last two years. Just needed to get it off my 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socialanxiety,fineanddandelion,2020/03/09,"Maybe it’s time I stop running Maybe it’s time I stop running I fear everything, I allow this fear to ruin me I allow this fear to win I allow this fear to stop me I allow this fear within It’s f**ked up my life, In every way It f**ks with my life, everyday 26 years of fear Of other people near I ran away from everything That’s something I can’t change I try to numb my mind with drink My life needs rearranged I am facing it once again Countless times I’ve tried Crumbling under the pressure The problem has multiplied I live in a world of self isolation This is where I’m grounded Yet this is a state of self stagnation With thoughts I am surrounded The feeling of guilt takes over I numb out to get away Watching my life pass over It is in my mind I stay Today I had a glimmer of joy It sparked a light in my soul Reminding me of things I enjoy Helping me to feel whole My only wish is to be free Free of the chains that are strapped to me Sometimes I’m stable, sometimes I’m good I’ve learnt a lot from solitude To stay positive when it’s tough To realise you are blessed To know you are enough To know you’re trying your best, at this test We call life Fighting battles in your mind is the hardest part I will be my own best friend From my past, I must depart Maybe it’s time I stop running to stand up and face it Fight for my life back I think it’s time to embrace it",0.4328167034731969,2.6798436860068264,1.9067185304155776,96.74133055611324,86.54266211604096,4.812246536839992,20.563039550291105,6.2272716619740125,0.041297209395704026,1092,35,245,10,34,351,144,293,0.171,0.652,0.17800000000000002,0.6597,0,2,2,0,3,0,10.0,1,4,0,3,5,26,3,8,10,0,17,11,2,4,1,29,31,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,1,2,8,0,0,2,23,6,1,4,7,1,2,6,1,16,0,0,3,4,42,12,45,24,7,48,2,1,1,0,12,20,0,1,17,150,65,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515397763633082,0.062012055033092775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692667100720502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234892672051804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531313106014772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900270772774078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332922408637425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06794801704053217,0.0,0.1449594549022842,0.0,0.0,0.5444972998063534,0.08155442212101527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062307159795138935,0.0,0.04213438244710148,0.0,0.0,0.06764232110668016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05405553963588521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864223529302144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34177735625808137,0.0,0.0,0.07121219294418167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856263164596034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24306025489791394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24428943158347985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05979823690510053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588571672901985,0.0,0.06133517323431228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873321238757936,0.07698605384249169,0.055910015648051606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716765283568981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682634352852896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062085490127395934,0.15952257852388232,0.0,0.0,0.17191652948203198,0.0,0.26969579482787465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06063600874754883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05357784271877531,0.051674916294398514,0.0,0.06402418317228477,0.23512763777709306,0.0,0.07644329760111422,0.0,0.0,0.16426070686104585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401330841016308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003875504155621,0.09273930735452733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05193359683464817 socialanxiety,Eraka,2020/03/09,"Do you feel like you are being socially judged unfairly than other people? Do you ever feel like with some people (or most) you have done nothing wrong, and actually have provided good conversation, but still get treated less-than, picked last, alienated, etc? By the way, I know the difference between trying too hard socially vs coming off as ""normal"". In this post I am talking about when you haven't done anything to set yourself apart from others negatively, yet still get forgotten and disliked just as if you had been very quiet, shy, or standoffish? And it drives you crazy because it's hard enough for us to relax in social situations and be authentic, normal, sociable, so when you do well you want your efforts to feel appreciated and that you're being treated like everyone else: getting invites, getting talked to more, etc. I'm very frustrated by this, and I feel like even at my best I am still unappealing for some reason. Even though I know I have been just as funny as other people, I have more interesting things to say honestly than a lot of people (not bragging but you know what I mean. I know a lot of random stuff), I have a great sense of humor too. Sure, A lot of times I am so insecure, shy, and beaten down, negative ... but in those times I don't put myself in social situations where I have to talk to people. So... it's not like they could have a preconceived idea about me and call me cold and strangely antisocial based on when I am in a bad mood, because I remove myself or avoid being there. &#x200B; It just feels like I am being judged unfairly. When other people are unfriendly, boring, obnoxious, its ok cause they still manage to make friends and be rewarded socially. This isn't the case for me though.",6.585797546012273,7.184010493865031,6.910558282208591,74.54939570552149,65.22699386503068,10.200981595092024,31.0239263803681,10.125756701596842,3.07318208588957,1375,48,246,30,20,446,172,326,0.146,0.657,0.19699999999999998,0.9631,0,1,0,0,0,0,56.0,1,11,2,4,27,28,2,2,9,1,32,0,0,4,2,54,50,30,0,5,13,0,7,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,17,12,0,1,12,1,0,4,7,7,1,0,5,10,36,20,37,38,12,31,0,0,0,0,26,11,0,11,19,189,53,2,0.0,0.0,0.07611497410428877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451099743794847,0.09477632826383756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06418585777973873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512522385140458,0.09509393539523374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185427973722427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964486437967927,0.0,0.0,0.08012561833922265,0.0,0.06718852722542515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06227520143060228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149149895758707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15963844082831305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515747242046588,0.0,0.0,0.08059297207050996,0.1739771812829553,0.103034126975851,0.07055382095580318,0.0,0.07453060528818545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971911216109689,0.22288766676931066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06026120180787256,0.0,0.16300332302375034,0.0,0.0,0.06542117432996179,0.0,0.08599327083800383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974210105145346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880504533277081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17146304364560155,0.0635789284794612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286358308444148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19893379488074764,0.0,0.0,0.05206439204499655,0.0,0.0,0.08496288597591144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528433152451734,0.07484135909949817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32444471041141004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470069751526262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840971599306924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019512151188385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062027284818131224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17534644877107275,0.0,0.3975466192236752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491577950918624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892892573069857,0.0,0.0,0.07351236331502979,0.0,0.0,0.18807595213669714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05181852620344392,0.0,0.15326563528171064,0.0,0.09096273415306087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05295564553524256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382220909247342,0.0,0.0,0.12871333729928125,0.046005348513313775,0.06191132622924304,0.0,0.0,0.07012973268055858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527876748394321,0.09477632826383756,0.0 socialanxiety,sk1n1m1n,2020/03/10,"Tbh Tbh going to a support group/art cafe for memtal health in my local area is like going through the most stressful thing, lots of coursework deadlines, exams and then pushing yourself to go to funeral and then going f2f with bully that’s still around all in the same day.... Not something I would ever recommend people do, socialise online meet people through work, join dance group for average person joins, join ordinary sports clubs... but don’t join a a stupid social club for combined mh and learning disabilities. Unless you wanna be bullied and victimised everytime you go or even make use of assets you have at home, your favourite game, a tv show, YouTube. Also think about what you achieve if go to these places. Are bored talking to the same faces all the time about meaningless topics, are you spending more time texting an online friend because the thought of speaking to that “Laura” about her grocery shop for the billionth time makes you wanna puke? Think to yourself, do I have things I could do thats more productive, work on assignment, coursework, report for work, laundry, house work, grocery shopping 🛒? Why am I really here ? I don’t have anything wrong against anyone with a health condition, mh illness or learning disabled, I was in the cycle for such a long time now that to this day I get flash backs of K-bitch bullying me and taking the piss and I still hear that awful “Laura” talking to Alex up and down the high street thinking “I wonder if he has a good smoke sesh and booze up to celebrate and recover from talking to that woman or possibly a lie down??” I was so glad when it was my anniversary of leaving a few years ago and I glad I never looked back and went back there again. Good riddance I actually felt somewhat relieved, like one part of my life was gone. As they says one door closes a new door opens ✅ So I wanna say to anyone out there if something doesn’t feel right at the place you speak up and don’t be afraid to walk out and don’t be afraid to to say “screw this, my washing is more interesting than this place.” or “that damn report for Tom X was certainly more entertaining, why I am wasting my time here?” Be brave, have faith and go with your instincts, ask questions. “So do people move on from here ?”",8.426010928961754,7.323788868852461,7.456159250585482,77.8214910226386,61.95081967213114,10.006869633099141,35.79000780640125,8.704169506293173,2.900962841530053,1785,66,331,20,21,547,238,427,0.127,0.732,0.141,0.7616,0,0,3,0,0,0,46.0,0,9,1,5,25,23,4,3,21,1,31,9,2,3,5,60,56,31,1,8,10,0,2,2,1,1,5,6,3,2,15,22,1,0,10,10,3,13,7,9,0,2,9,9,32,14,60,41,13,61,1,0,1,1,30,25,3,12,25,220,47,11,0.0,0.0,0.08607755704701699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819040963296113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705393101325328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335312754395135,0.0,0.07258705530237934,0.0785231581715624,0.08246187652826112,0.0,0.0,0.20347780367008952,0.0,0.05377032407311404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042631580498822,0.0,0.0,0.11377276482790948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058260060171613975,0.07978851230885428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04460023857165588,0.0,0.08469279775779791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06814870657686631,0.0,0.04608465023323058,0.0,0.3509115111571154,0.1479681214304671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18752037508729427,0.09941598734309837,0.0,0.0,0.09319580805628114,0.0884790689675305,0.0,0.0,0.10177932959326436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339874715775297,0.0,0.0,0.0623033929616605,0.0861872187616993,0.0,0.0,0.07806064515091549,0.07407187882147521,0.0,0.0,0.07499065406834439,0.0,0.0,0.11775805560233198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375035285051084,0.0,0.0,0.06803087303190923,0.0851911167474881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954303792010568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551986167102304,0.0,0.1834554133249548,0.07701917294730495,0.2764734232487921,0.0,0.0,0.09944042687903208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881231302720044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05650782637099161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532851400323,0.0,0.2104378491972746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991618849712382,0.0,0.13581250897277886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088485592429775,0.0,0.10104111283545544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000965479225219,0.0,0.0,0.06632087839849497,0.21269295154770854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720196184414025,0.16955894247995415,0.0,0.07002670780015208,0.2571717993191683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07618274754542596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176900930135611,0.15918665615370053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565700561853514,0.25686372937946816,0.0,0.0,0.06265990331983406,0.09644078657821953,0.0,0.056802580374428036 socialanxiety,pigpigoinkpigpig,2020/03/10,"What do I do I have social anxiety and autism as well as a handful of other mental issues. I have entered a long distance relationship with a girl and we text voice and video chat everyday for hours on end. When I get nervous (which is all the time) or I feel normal I make jokes that I believe are innocent at the time. Most of these jokes are fine but some upset her. I have tried to edit what jokes I say but I keep saying them. Although I am very empathetic I do not really understand emotions. I don't want to lose this girl so please help me.",1.7018912337662329,3.8152317053571454,3.4469805194805225,88.48438311688312,80.16071428571428,6.572727272727272,21.788961038961038,7.686295010490155,0.9145428571428572,429,13,90,7,11,143,80,112,0.067,0.713,0.22,0.9464,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,1,1,3,8,0,2,5,0,11,1,1,1,1,18,17,11,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,7,5,0,1,2,5,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,5,17,5,10,17,3,10,0,1,0,0,11,2,0,3,7,64,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585982034874348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23357712957866625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332055823536213,0.18362279274087687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048265411097104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831544038579373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389613242416329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20416711384292893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163868125630892,0.0,0.18427434612806293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183470485585323,0.0,0.231936544694586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838681195353872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20892844219877715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20312826381329016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22757362637772344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13281363898047874,0.0,0.0,0.22258264844478734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329736230961722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113352603434801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24177834968552364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075575787440947,0.0,0.0,0.21582603116117705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105960239921608,0.12228191405878132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18640436866004015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FlipFlapWhack,2020/03/10,"Tried to not make eye contact and ended up tripping over a bin So I was walking down a corridor and I noticed these 3 girls walking towards me. Of course I started getting nervous and started fidgeting and doing my damn best to not make eye contact with these girls and just walk past like a normal person. But of course I ended up tripping over a bin and slammed myself up against a wall And yes they laughed.",4.547666666666668,6.087539100000001,4.655000000000001,85.4366666666667,70.5,6.333333333333334,34.583333333333336,6.42735559955562,2.141708333333334,328,17,60,2,6,102,50,80,0.059000000000000004,0.7879999999999999,0.153,0.8225,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,1,2,5,1,1,5,1,2,2,2,2,0,15,7,9,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,2,0,0,1,2,8,3,13,6,1,18,0,0,2,0,6,8,1,0,6,43,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918723918017643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4926679455342943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453075206186859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358765988664518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37129784008024797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725009867213609,0.0,0.3166442953635788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654993845018056,0.0,0.2428458283709559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3937130562341711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888269125499216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Sajor1975,2020/03/10,"Feels so good after a good cry Im a guy and normally dont cry but on the rare occasions i do i ball out , i think i have a lot of chit built up in me and do my best to not show my true emotions infront of people (Although i believe my family have a hint im sometimes sad), today i was alone in my studio and heard this song , the lyrics resonated so much with me i just started crying , feels good to let out your emotions , crying is the cleansing of the soul",1.5993181818181803,2.8332264444444446,3.658472222222226,90.87437500000004,77.48484848484848,6.566161616161617,23.48611111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.7415747474747474,354,11,81,4,8,121,63,99,0.16699999999999998,0.7,0.133,-0.385,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,3,6,0,0,8,0,8,0,0,0,1,15,13,7,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,6,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,4,14,5,13,10,3,9,1,1,0,0,3,6,0,1,3,56,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704175339838954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15995554345474128,0.1489924538700816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6238049961204365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16639191220870655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194022097055512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13384000266018448,0.0,0.14357215864353162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572419669359344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057610933619688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067115363738193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14517754680572753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070081268046015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436687547451036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391039092221146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842656507912327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041544502069575,0.0,0.10048959068533594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097090123576294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457429977415972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Negativecreepy,2020/03/10,You would think past experiences would help with SA. I recently started dating after being in a relationship for 5 years and I still feel like I never even talked to a girl before.,4.323431372549024,6.664388794117649,5.488823529411764,75.89637254901962,72.82352941176471,8.062745098039215,23.098039215686285,8.841846274778883,1.8487568627450983,145,4,25,3,3,48,30,34,0.0,0.833,0.16699999999999998,0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,6,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,5,3,0,9,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,9,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473638815225976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920042921100809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28435991261309,0.0,0.0,0.14698641246965058,0.20767579604056527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19484976138755225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202110226569578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22420539181809546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775055863362505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870307069483439,0.3121024945261893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20575861733825934,0.0,0.2321530131542443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336532636505296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18626851526242094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41300919858893975,0.0,0.0,0.18720096070432693 socialanxiety,fyfpyypf,2020/03/10,"Reading in class - Please help me Hello, today I was in a class of around 30 people at school. The teacher was picking random people from around the class to read sections of the text book and she has been doing this for the whole year and a half I have had her. Every time she does this my heart starts pounding so fast and hard it feels like it's going to pop out my chest. I start sweating and shaking also. Sometimes it's really bad like that and sometimes not too bad and I've always struggled through the reading if I were picked. However today I was picked to read and my heart was pounding and I was breathing so fast that I could barely read two words without trying to get my breath back and everyone was looking at me whilst my voice cracked and shook and I stammered and messed up easy words. I felt so embarrassed and a couple people made comments and I had to play it off by saying I had something stuck in my throat. I am extremely confused as to why this only happens in this single lesson as with other teachers in other classes I will happily read aloud for everyone with confidence and I'm not generally to shy. Please suggest ways for me to become more comfortable in this lesson and for me to stop making a fool of myself as I know that reading is so trivial and no one really cares but I can't help the fight or flight instinct kicking in every time. Thank you very much for any help",4.512482014388489,5.780373593525177,4.85689928057554,84.99844244604319,70.2589928057554,7.142733812949643,27.56906474820144,7.365786028017652,1.4704109352517984,1121,38,214,11,20,354,156,278,0.09,0.785,0.126,0.922,1,0,1,0,1,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,9,17,1,5,10,0,19,7,7,5,0,45,34,28,0,2,6,0,3,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,14,22,0,1,5,9,0,3,5,11,0,3,14,6,30,6,40,18,5,31,0,0,1,0,12,15,0,4,14,151,44,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305219073046917,0.07601013159739879,0.0,0.0,0.062120816814696785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16264090807608264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024215431648997,0.15254609334647795,0.0,0.1008883852602678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313693981800086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293517111188008,0.10107652380434162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994059432287215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539318474742866,0.17457679220270095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04618907001839779,0.06526012658771964,0.08770987983402828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04772636211297805,0.0,0.051916046313958436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078009277158027,0.0,0.08183124114884796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164992793740361,0.18368900473006725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050203315847929024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925753784207384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076710603056139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643713945995411,0.0609765244496152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06715241958383336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061900809564422274,0.06947543830073158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18999079831616786,0.0,0.0,0.2005487169914388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6396197935770959,0.0,0.11704170347177999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264481732519333,0.0,0.09245060709146774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032533554993782,0.1806940533039788,0.0,0.12931534314558366,0.0,0.0,0.07637230224308203,0.0,0.09549836886983154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410237931550636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653329781118606,0.0,0.17317735732813155,0.0,0.0,0.06202033842888576,0.0,0.08923522281479483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537293388577501,0.0,0.07250900950236558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242874749722333,0.101988494377723,0.0,0.08805769264103405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588261060066952 socialanxiety,missamopato,2020/03/10,"Why can't I get rid of this anxiety even when I keep exposing me to the situations I'm afraid of I'm sure I'm not the only one who fights against this horrible feeling, and face the situations that terrified me. But even, after spending 1 entire year of college living with this feeling everyday, it seems it won't just simply dissappear. I've already did several speechs and presentations on college, feeling how my heart was beating so fast that it looked like it was going to come out of my chest, that quivering in my lips, the shaky hands and legs, the sweating on my palms and forehead, and after passing throught all that several times -sometimes even managing to overcome the sympthoms and do pretty good presentations- this doesn´t seem is gonna stop.",9.218449848024315,8.418183631205675,8.752239108409324,68.19000000000004,60.20567375886525,12.028774062816614,42.837892603850044,11.20814326018867,4.922602026342451,616,32,105,14,7,197,95,141,0.139,0.76,0.10099999999999999,-0.7829999999999999,0,0,0,0,1,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,1,2,6,0,7,9,9,1,2,23,21,10,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,13,9,0,2,5,0,1,3,3,3,0,1,3,6,8,3,15,16,1,17,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,3,11,66,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901768287968651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318364070437639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484520227529357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414784903119548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26141445941078145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003833696613966,0.0,0.09794240048928436,0.14454708357530613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20421873998128545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317996780327636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419456159227402,0.0,0.15217565921265966,0.0,0.14471865906088538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677919085567025,0.13106913344418716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753274534636998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137760600389501,0.0,0.3893807767559592,0.0,0.0,0.3874252953227321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704445021458819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408043646747176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624244418224904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049038457751362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550624464699495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109785980020545 socialanxiety,peacelovewine,2020/03/10,"Speech problems and feeling stupid I have horrible social anxiety and lately whenever I hang with my best friends I dwell on the things I said, sounding stupid or just acting anxious. This is getting worse the older I get. Anyone else feel more anxious around their best friends and dwell on the interactions for days? Anyone else compare how well and confident other people talk or explain things compared to yourself? Anyone else have speech issues when they talk? Like simple pronunciation or with their vocabulary? Thanks all!",6.482309612983768,9.879755707865172,5.2374531835206,75.12586766541824,70.57303370786515,7.1016229712858925,31.237203495630464,8.167268648758528,2.8279727840199764,434,19,61,7,9,128,62,89,0.185,0.552,0.263,0.8501,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,2,5,12,2,2,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,17,10,9,0,1,4,0,2,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,4,7,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,6,9,7,7,9,4,9,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,3,5,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937421213927888,0.3230383521126001,0.0,0.2999108464140359,0.43947924138152905,0.0,0.12727658281678902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30008339469205125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220597504035898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3583076335701104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445832309956608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22092169236333192,0.0,0.14939533606575572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922701910234915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128015260346165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984955102356569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991197104605592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680617537550405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600038488423202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574331290674938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298331065005744,0.0,0.13163064044172265,0.0,0.0,0.1899702654642865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855020115739732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570204584878269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Kudelgamer,2020/03/10,Coronavirus I would rather get the virus then walking with a mask,5.7650000000000015,8.192918833333334,3.84,88.905,69.0,8.133333333333335,28.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.1805666666666674,54,2,10,1,1,15,12,12,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5924838403583739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8055823352793884,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,linux_is_hot,2020/03/10,"Have to give a speech in front of my entire class I’m freaking tf out It not scared of the actual talking part, I’m scared because I’ll probably have a panic attack during it and my voice will shake and It will get hard to talk. Idk what to do my teacher decided it would be like half our grade for the quarter so I can’t not do it. I already feel like throwing up.",1.3238698010849888,2.9385159620253205,3.150669077757687,92.57493670886076,79.25316455696202,6.033273056057867,22.678119349005428,6.868970318607317,0.5338701627486437,287,9,65,3,7,96,56,79,0.162,0.722,0.11599999999999999,-0.4382,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,1,8,1,4,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,8,14,3,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,3,0,2,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,6,0,2,0,4,6,2,9,10,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,42,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.22773157537781186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575252098277623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26548754142232633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225776183514607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11799687329185685,0.1667167337405684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219241153953352,0.2238659541808545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209050119201576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22802170251315326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738047469328291,0.0,0.25271266198146114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251608043434289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4672802008963085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.375141539710591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16577652741995086,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dancedancereddit42,2020/03/10,"[Serious] Dance lessons can reduce your social anxiety Hey everyone. I used to have severe social anxiety so I thought to share how I got rid of most of it. First of all, if it is very severe then maybe start with psychiatric consultation and drugs, for me it was Venlafaxine for anxiety and Xanax in case I had panic attack (even having pill in your pocket can reduce anxiety, you don't really need to take it). They worked good for severe symptoms, and I don't take them for years now, but I would not say I felt cured from social anxiety and depression. What actually helped was signing up for dancing lessons (not solo dance). Learning to dance is actually quite good experience even for anxious people, as it provides some structure to interacting with other people (you are asked to change your partner every few minutes). In no time you'll befriend some members of your group and on top of it, when you feel more ready, you can attend practices with other groups where you actually need to ask other people to dance with you, contrary to being asked by teacher to do so. There are many dances that can suit you but I especially recommend dances that teach to improvise: West Coast Swing, Discofox, maybe Bachata. I guarantee after few month you will be more confident about yourself and your anxiety can will greatly reduced. You'll not only learn to interact and contact other people but also have courage to approach them and ask them something. I can answer any questions if you have any",6.904967320261441,8.18173335294118,6.7452450980392165,73.61707516339871,64.73529411764707,9.72091503267974,33.49346405228758,9.861636050157227,3.445916013071895,1200,50,197,25,18,379,153,272,0.1,0.802,0.098,0.7352,0,0,2,0,0,0,30.0,0,16,4,6,11,9,1,1,0,0,27,4,0,2,1,39,41,20,0,5,8,0,2,0,1,5,4,1,0,1,13,12,0,0,9,7,0,9,6,4,0,1,6,3,31,5,38,28,8,26,0,1,0,0,39,8,0,6,9,144,44,5,0.0,0.0,0.27500407091591217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07512061645929664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127759455463632,0.0,0.4311648763770616,0.10612098625246474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512700641701587,0.10686580542241614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937187379983058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090697275473148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089359825346767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408773567035206,0.0,0.07914516429528415,0.08975991081595043,0.0,0.09188747106587443,0.0,0.0,0.04749688378635395,0.0,0.09019332858904833,0.0,0.0,0.07990194679588758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15757818551523214,0.07512923161792626,0.10356481463346796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06296334686265148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523639971328232,0.18874275409758035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497885013684788,0.0,0.0,0.1393047653355165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144259058823801,0.0,0.11021370212966584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604936872007528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522986196527692,0.09991254030426583,0.0,0.0,0.06017783196048065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470170853843289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183629587573943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28726788638349826,0.0,0.07231655213065079,0.0,0.0,0.06648841189844036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763551199984097,0.1412564217046194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457472221770901,0.054774859761188815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113057738192937,0.0,0.07750706996229274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838655517315717,0.0,0.0,0.0667294669571055,0.0,0.0,0.06049172930935449 socialanxiety,rubieeibur,2020/03/10,In game talking anxiety Does anyone else have anxiety when talking in a multiplayer game?,9.306,11.233975599999999,9.92666666666667,50.61000000000002,59.66666666666666,14.0,48.33333333333334,13.023866798666859,7.8643333333333345,74,5,9,3,1,25,11,15,0.221,0.779,0.0,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5434050264593887,0.0,0.0,0.24834169201228826,0.36391154142619214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108098706173308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966972520189445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5709410969751629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Gerbilll,2020/03/10,"Does anyone else feel like they've wasted their life? I feel like social anxiety has robbed me of having so many fun and fulfilling experiences. I'm 22 and female with very little friends, no boyfriend ever and no much fun high school or college experiences. It makes me sad thinking about how different my life would be if only I didn't have social anxiety. Anyone else feel like I do?",5.935890410958905,7.2224461506849345,6.106739726027397,77.28449315068495,66.94520547945207,9.127671232876713,28.298630136986297,9.3871,2.469544657534247,311,10,55,6,5,99,55,73,0.161,0.631,0.20800000000000002,0.7211,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,1,14,13,7,0,2,2,0,3,3,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,3,7,6,3,10,1,3,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,2,4,29,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391927955013829,0.0,0.0,0.2186271405658484,0.32036883970727675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633375528474764,0.0,0.0,0.13681044194010325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611968666921907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141460896378524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30585266490832685,0.0,0.0,0.2371441119075359,0.3350588084248894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078458932346615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16517727141380048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22084908460719702,0.22913320764177314,0.15668946212436372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435530694492892,0.15849988203342674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492474228432036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189003596785364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822009482103275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187291570649754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017361669935024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899334165050996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105640986740893,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,albionarcadia,2020/03/10,"Anyone else accused of ""Uptalk""? I guess I just need to vent more than anything. My boyfriend keeps having a go at me for ""uptalk"" or ""upspeak"", ie inflecting upwards at the end of sentences and sounding uncertain or nervous. I guess it's tied to my increasing social anxiety - I've never been accused of this before in my life, but my anxiety has been particularly bad over the past year, so I'm guessing they're related. I say it's a) kinda tied to my regional accent and b) just the equivalent of going ""y'know?"" and trying to invite a response from the other person if they're not saying a lot, but apparently it makes me sound ""basic"" and is ""annoying"". He says it's a nervous thing where I'm not confident enough in what I'm saying so I'm constantly seeking validation from the listener, and I need to be more sure of myself. I know he's trying to help me get rid of a bad habit and means well, but interrupting me mid-flow to tell me ""Stop, you're asking questions again"" and making me a) feel even more self-conscious of my own voice than I usually am and b) lose my train of thought is kind of the opposite of helpful. Arghhhhhh. Has anyone else been told they do this or noticed it themselves? Is it really that bad? How do I stop doing it? And is it the ultimate irony I'm ending this post with a stream of\^questions?",4.561938083121291,5.528790851145043,5.985139949109419,78.07714164546229,69.87786259541986,9.181000848176422,29.82273112807464,9.444778638647367,2.6674675148430875,1041,40,200,22,18,353,146,262,0.158,0.782,0.06,-0.9765,1,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,1,1,9,11,1,3,15,0,15,1,0,3,2,42,38,19,0,3,11,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,0,1,15,10,0,3,5,0,0,3,3,8,1,0,5,9,23,3,28,32,7,20,0,1,0,0,16,6,0,11,10,130,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17104153485713305,0.0,0.0,0.15633548496067765,0.2290887480497491,0.09199549876448553,0.0,0.10451066555422228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800255846506716,0.0,0.0,0.09512697327259256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080771038730626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18677616474718606,0.0,0.1980295086232871,0.11551128112958273,0.0,0.07383772865849926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056525522013840875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0584068380502817,0.0,0.12706822707720042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694553101974784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14986398118911665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936609086191693,0.0,0.11641442827045068,0.12287619707431187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896217426579938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506693556956025,0.0,0.0950417756300165,0.0,0.0,0.14924439369449727,0.0,0.0,0.1217745363573125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657850779226907,0.08622107715876344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727622080469134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671835488639053,0.0,0.09761268314576793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706607598131754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252329080321819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161697976920024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3556067458618301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662370068945957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395812343310828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18692665818859414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536287528834767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977113564192413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426980534692154,0.0,0.0,0.0887505614337645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682228833389487,0.0,0.1517992028751156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312337260528247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051466100690766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07199054557161509 socialanxiety,vanyeetsr,2020/03/10,"When to let go of your crush Hey guys, there’s this girl at work I’ve been crushing over for about 6 months now and I can’t stop fucking thinking about her. So around September, a new girl started as a server in the restaurant I work at. Immediately at first sight, I was head over heels for her. We introduced ourselves to each other and made some small talk but that was that. Ever since then, when we saw each other, we would always small talk like “how’s your day been so far?” And “how was your week?”. Mind you, as a cook, I rarely talk to the servers since yenno SA. I just never took the effort to talk to them. But with her, I tried to engage every way possible even a smile when we walk past. She’s been really chatty and friendly with me, more than anyone so that makes me attracted to her even more. I been fantasizing and dreaming about her everyday and every night. Ever since the new year I’ve rarely seen her now though. I have no idea what to do and it’s killing me.",2.8950314070351766,4.423766527638192,3.4917807788944732,92.18078674623115,74.678391959799,6.5830402010050255,20.980213567839197,7.1686216300943375,0.3133942211055274,765,17,169,8,16,240,117,199,0.067,0.841,0.091,0.7786,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,4,4,1,4,21,6,2,0,8,0,12,4,2,4,3,32,21,21,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,8,16,1,1,2,2,0,3,3,2,0,1,11,3,27,4,26,8,5,35,0,0,3,1,25,10,1,1,22,116,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277601891029992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476925815882767,0.0,0.0,0.12065492941078095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740889457851812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17903924424730186,0.2451984241230499,0.22838825005075555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528604411178585,0.0,0.0,0.10471404325718583,0.12529996954655487,0.0,0.0,0.077027692201119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420100808055502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909806294557034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15300257382799035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994945140244856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859377118907024,0.0,0.06621557918674234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282465412100617,0.09047069818057653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685176358657467,0.0,0.1081827836611926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453298586749253,0.26180119131571755,0.0,0.12719046283021676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938354113344858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527954041208276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682722346765999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363479812962349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593240583520674,0.0,0.0,0.11331337048078093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4357517561734756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684538723887178,0.13316249826793575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505844272959892,0.09201940205190466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758141388464243,0.10871804159197064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973422609210181,0.0,0.0,0.09628021067903147,0.0,0.0,0.08728012837248396 socialanxiety,WolfSong19,2020/03/10,"Muscle tension and neck pain Does anyone else get this severe muscle tension and neck pain in the anxious triggering situations? I get it like all the time when I'm in the classroom or in the bus. I can't even turn my head, because of this...",3.311875000000001,5.130496437500003,4.331666666666667,85.38000000000002,74.20833333333334,6.466666666666668,26.583333333333336,7.1686216300943375,1.3084833333333332,191,7,37,2,4,62,34,48,0.29100000000000004,0.664,0.045,-0.9136,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,4,0,1,5,3,1,1,5,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,21,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818817702352473,0.0,0.1744672105692108,0.2556583673571329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521024823484291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21835291007560606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20843838794790065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480279646114712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607233569618147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560751398625738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190078957434072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5310046901075254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818817702352473,0.0,0.0,0.2804661518971965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549463757469286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27140148052041396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,prncsx,2020/03/10,"My ""friends"" made a separate groupchat without me? I'm very good friends with my boyfriend's brother, cousins, and his friends (guys and girls). Recently, they had all hung out at a lake and I didn't go (even though I was 10 minutes away) because my boyfriend had told me not to come, yet all of these other girls are there? I, then, find out that they made a big group chat with everyone, even my bf, besides me. My bf doesn't see it as being that serious, but for me, that really hurt my feelings. I've always been excluded ever since elementary school. I don't know what I am doing wrong. I am so nice to everyone, I can make them laugh and stuff, but idk why they would exclude me. This same situation happened when I had gone to college last semester as a new freshman. It sucks man. It makes me feel so unwanted because it keeps happening. I already have depression and anxiety, so this stuff that continues that happen just makes me want to isolate myself even more. I don't know how to make friends, the only friend I have is my bf, which is good, but it gets lonely sometimes.",4.936994609164422,5.709252726415095,5.177035040431271,84.91688679245284,68.90566037735849,8.88733153638814,32.123989218328845,9.04235418022936,2.544574393530997,846,36,174,15,14,267,132,212,0.155,0.718,0.127,-0.6873,0,2,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,4,0,13,15,1,0,5,0,20,0,0,7,3,36,43,17,0,3,6,2,2,0,8,1,0,0,0,4,18,10,0,1,5,1,0,3,6,6,0,0,10,3,31,9,16,31,4,16,0,3,1,0,22,5,1,0,8,117,49,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612978520315546,0.0,0.09510441360615654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874370332473428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738596720957336,0.0,0.0,0.13934900552648186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845690382607948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844399747224407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226476637069966,0.10338834695842657,0.0,0.21843171565104752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558418139256996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044655559051694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4415286058388619,0.0,0.05971556142477717,0.0,0.06495772389385063,0.1917341110211683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317218236802465,0.30321786816989194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223574998878702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159258916390136,0.0,0.0,0.1256294868713357,0.09316746035621838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163015190047068,0.3051770325691991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038893295780512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692815919092428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322170309550037,0.0,0.11285468071412764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567485268329822,0.091080057888048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454781207884208,0.12847482416882847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304283797729008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616858616317237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229640338852416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921585782552376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430714732807476,0.06741544071748243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031354311624642,0.0,0.0,0.11017840709044774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119344047593627,0.12496602850666312,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,loneybunnyneedslove,2020/03/10,"I Have the Weirdest Kind of Social Anxiety Hello fellows. So a little about me. I'm a 24 year old asian female with depression and social anxiety. I would say my depression was much worse before, now I'm mainly dealing with my anxiety. My depression now is mainly triggered by my social anxiety (like I feel bad how i behave in public/around people I care about, then I get depressed). English is my second language, when I'm calm, I can speak English just fine, but when I'm anxious and nervous, my English sounds terrible and I sometimes can't even speak a sentence fluently (that is why I failed so many interviews :P). Most people think I'm weird because how I behave (like I focus too much on eye contact and that intimidates them... I honestly don't know how to make natural eye contact and am super self conscious about it because I do not want to give a sign that I'm not confident if I avoid eye contact). You know People we interact with in daily life usually do not have knowledge of us having social anxiety, what we act is what they see, and if we are different than most ""normal"" people, we are viewed as weird. It is different than going to therapists that they have knowledge of these sorts of things. that is why I don't feel understood in school/workplace. I often feel I'm isolated and that hurts me a lot. Even when my company is known for its friendly coworkers, I'm still left out in many situations. I'm a nice and sweet person, and always offers to help people, but I can still feel that invisible rejection many times. Social Anxiety is killing my relationship too. Well, technically I have never been in love or a meaningful relationship, it is always one sided or I waste my time with a loser who wants me for sex and stays with me because he can't find a girlfriend. I ruined so many first dates. I tried to dress pretty and act sweet and friendly, but the weird thing is when we hang out in public I panic and act weird, not literally freak out but like for example, if we go to a fancy restaurant on first date, I would be so scared to order food and interact with the waiter, sometimes I can't pronounce the things on menu or say it with very stupid accent, and that leaves my date awkward and end up not wanting to see me again. I want to be confident too and function like a normal person, but I often feel I'm inferior to people. I think this has a lot to do with my experience being in a new country(trying to fit in native people group but got rejected many times) and living with relative who doesn't like me and dealing with long term poverty. Living in an expensive/materialistic area often makes me feel inferior to others too for not having enough money. In April I'm going to meet up with a boy I have been talking with for 4 months, who I have never seen yet. (we matched on bumble). I'm really excited and has good feelings about him but I'm really scared I will ruin my chance to be with him. &#x200B; Sorry for the long writing and if things that don't make sense to you, I'm sorry and please bear with me. Really appreciate for your help and advice.",7.742457300275482,6.562462532231407,8.209876033057853,72.1208746556474,63.34710743801653,11.306336088154273,34.38154269972452,10.4301,3.4430650137741043,2452,86,456,49,30,817,262,605,0.195,0.669,0.135,-0.9876,3,2,0,0,0,0,71.0,8,3,3,5,32,48,2,6,20,0,45,7,3,7,2,114,89,50,1,12,21,0,7,5,4,3,1,5,0,4,26,47,1,1,18,0,1,7,15,28,1,4,6,21,66,20,68,76,10,64,0,13,7,2,58,24,0,15,36,312,92,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587767934050242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100097379994882,0.06517129079188866,0.0730874778043561,0.0,0.0,0.2760823902083709,0.06795111833327626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05354525915253595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05022180580252967,0.10999860439592328,0.0,0.05118227019404367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06132579605244318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402171675592899,0.207224582951564,0.0,0.0,0.12568556369320547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053274058177519006,0.06214987608501794,0.0,0.07945554134018952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058837150315286586,0.0,0.0,0.21289158150727355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05497499037804603,0.10232522017595548,0.07273226940744755,0.0,0.09294175729905776,0.0,0.03142530938835785,0.05770029045396261,0.10255199089600113,0.050450030238198086,0.04810655731951659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063305825569027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439062445734395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665458284575257,0.06263580682998574,0.06611250734376055,0.0,0.0,0.06368898344813677,0.06535193856738519,0.0,0.04248493565332126,0.14692853266766642,0.06028498354654421,0.1062251332770295,0.10645973930614644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227286063391862,0.054286716269038984,0.0,0.12044954160050203,0.3049076386812292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048010265434407465,0.0,0.08843270126490291,0.0,0.09278105495726444,0.058092167074734365,0.0,0.0,0.1178662712004232,0.0,0.0,0.06311613573106875,0.0,0.040758440531188635,0.0,0.0,0.0705717556897229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29189763948662606,0.10503937109017003,0.0,0.06602541237037236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06119303904337655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559874606305764,0.0,0.0,0.1291547828627937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566561367073743,0.12043905208257373,0.06087388190437544,0.09586174625007744,0.0,0.06274840409998593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760986586731023,0.0,0.30657106305935594,0.0,0.0,0.11897756875481323,0.1346635025754754,0.0,0.06411070738640019,0.09606995307871116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04834539463995692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983749041437655,0.15984098363488566,0.07708195245095753,0.0,0.0,0.10521989406882394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816742880542495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235170163495584,0.0,0.0662454980652801,0.04962912868283819,0.14190948098298234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05408107039605009,0.0,0.10855002467873777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061296851560337685,0.08545608301700851,0.0,0.0730874778043561,0.03873390930146008 socialanxiety,throwaway3248203,2020/03/10,"loneliness cycle. I'm a college student in my final year with no friends and I'm reaching my breaking point. Every year I tell myself things are going to be different, but I somehow come to find an excuse to keep isolating myself. stuff like ""oh I'll take this year improve myself then I'll be confident next year and won't have SA"" or ""in grad school things will be easier and ill have myself figured out"" or ""once I get really good/passionate about something then I can just converse naturally"" Of course, any drive to ""improve"" just disappears when your life is spent alone. stuff like going to gym or taking my classes seriously feels so trivial and meaningless. I don't feel like im passionate or good at anything to be worth joining a club or class or just even talking to people about stuff. a life spent in isolation isn't worth living, I've realised. I can't shake the feeling that I need to level up as a human being before I am even worthy of trying to interact with other people, but having no friends makes me feel hopeless/useless, which makes me do nothing, which fuels my justification for not reaching out to people (ie. not being interesting or good enough for them), which fuels the loneliness, which fuels the hopelessness... you get the picture. any tips on how I can break out of this?",6.634912280701755,7.159664987854253,6.931595141700406,74.69542240215928,65.11336032388664,9.501646423751684,32.660998650472344,9.3871,3.005757031039136,1040,40,180,18,15,337,142,247,0.125,0.6779999999999999,0.19699999999999998,0.9694,1,2,1,0,0,2,33.0,0,2,1,0,11,12,0,1,9,0,20,4,0,4,0,37,39,19,0,1,14,0,4,3,2,2,3,0,0,1,13,10,0,1,7,2,4,6,8,3,0,0,2,4,22,9,29,29,1,28,0,1,0,1,11,11,0,8,12,122,35,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257763888738905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16096770360903065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973941361459889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070937720317427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195031731907744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365331583558455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228991191768222,0.0,0.15634160136653685,0.0,0.09971720137769256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23937059793905446,0.08455114768850412,0.0,0.12964952905950006,0.10817216629378476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18287790788236602,0.0,0.12366873626042835,0.0,0.1345250623562452,0.2978057307290865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784115762808249,0.0,0.0,0.1051972619494756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16719193556446987,0.1734633609908801,0.0,0.10450754699914412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580026087550146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775698086877053,0.0,0.0,0.12586937238058707,0.0,0.0,0.11356254741505208,0.0,0.0,0.12604169604282028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461524500154731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188149713994416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581973000508062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977918742734228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111364233003663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4064563620403577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797290806623656,0.09512736669109984,0.10344542154684902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572564664715229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035367181127256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30486087214226365 socialanxiety,Lady-Luck1980,2020/03/10,"Stuttering during work phone conferences I’ve had social anxiety my entire life but I’ve notice that it’s gotten worse as I’ve gotten older. I would’ve thought it would have gotten better as I aged. Lately I’ve been stuttering during work phone conferences and absolutely embarrassing myself almost every time. Does anyone have any suggestions on books, podcasts, etc. that have helped. I’m worried my SA is going to have an impact on my career and what work colleagues think of me. ☹️",3.794000000000002,6.783064844444446,4.833333333333336,76.44000000000003,78.33333333333334,7.155555555555559,22.333333333333336,8.238735603445708,1.862800000000001,396,12,61,8,10,129,61,90,0.179,0.78,0.040999999999999995,-0.8977,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,4,0,4,0,1,1,0,8,1,0,0,0,7,15,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,6,0,7,1,6,8,1,7,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,4,31,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21769006876687927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14783631211488418,0.0,0.16630686943610598,0.0,0.0,0.15200790326924174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192268545743784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902441606364952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424533127852545,0.0,0.0,0.18316498248494945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355080342126705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571553964135905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24523145590757334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15355278490668542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475060791914317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22160721102980932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929818043591574,0.0,0.17258764714751548,0.12676499339039868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4747992739176253,0.22077555938456905,0.22154446319293766,0.3088628788696952,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AGuyInInternet,2020/03/10,Is anyone here an extrovert but have social anxiety? Like I love talking with my homies and even scream like a retard but quiet when I am alone.,4.914642857142855,6.235206892857143,5.4628571428571435,80.83214285714288,69.35714285714286,8.457142857142857,24.714285714285715,8.841846274778883,1.7850857142857142,115,3,21,2,2,37,25,28,0.295,0.419,0.28600000000000003,0.1531,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,3,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4215066313215097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113371753145798,0.0,0.0,0.2845685893180729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26880523366892434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3976579394231591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673136751869699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4148629779713946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32711362565311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,biglakekoi,2020/03/10,"Social anxiety is impacting my friendships I (18) have had social anxiety since as long as I can remember. I was always the one sitting in the back of the class and no one ever knew who I was because I never talked. In high school I became a lot more social and became pretty active in my school, and I gained a lot of friends. I would still have considered myself as an introvert because being so social did exhaust me. Recently I started taking Prozac, but the symptoms overwhelmed me and I stopped after a week. I didn’t think anything more of it at the time and I thought the worst impact it had on me was already over. Then I had a panic attack while picking up groceries. And it kept happening anytime I would go out in public . I started to get it under control but now ANY time I’m around my friends I get so paranoid that they hate me and that I’m annoying that I get extremely depressed hanging around them. Even worse, I have a crush on one of my friends and every time I’m around him I constantly fuck up and embarrass myself and I hate myself so much. Recently I just drink to the point of getting drunk around my friends when we hang out so in the moment I have 0 anxiety and have a great time . But the next day I feel so guilty and embarrassed about the shit I did when I was drunk. I honestly hate this and I can’t enjoy being around my friends sober. I feel like I don’t know what to do and that Prozac has just fucked me.",3.003118556701033,4.692447426116839,4.061086769759452,87.54255798969075,74.73883161512028,7.049312714776633,26.55798969072165,7.793537801064563,1.5036402061855667,1135,42,230,16,24,368,143,291,0.262,0.608,0.129,-0.9939,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,2,2,20,24,8,4,17,0,25,10,1,2,2,44,49,29,0,2,5,0,2,1,5,2,4,0,0,0,11,22,3,3,7,3,0,3,5,15,0,3,13,2,47,9,32,32,6,50,0,2,0,2,16,21,3,2,26,176,58,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961091314757813,0.0,0.07246823243596955,0.0,0.0,0.05922612811518658,0.0,0.199877387661108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166999908330242,0.3876555296760617,0.0,0.0990806959862521,0.0,0.06696902977056335,0.0,0.10618199239452096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411643622781904,0.09768204282514308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05616768662782338,0.0,0.07501294861338341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531784155436846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057524009504155336,0.07878047373890654,0.07337948683703215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807352892963738,0.06221915319669712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364386196371955,0.16103188257677245,0.18200968898440406,0.0,0.04949687669749084,0.0,0.0,0.09602018038427464,0.0,0.0,0.07701592427410556,0.0,0.0,0.25795849102666984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201838330728312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047863955573635895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04254916984792533,0.0,0.0,0.0770744362490308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808646213695675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402326964535249,0.0,0.06717137907746723,0.0,0.0926242396114117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770491181063586,0.0,0.0,0.10218470043868852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233089911531126,0.0,0.0,0.08860474424176758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17198737520945312,0.0,0.09865922726731643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17628523836894014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939956436208765,0.07204410986030572,0.0,0.0,0.3551207922854904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328954242899927,0.0,0.06955246670968508,0.07281352675373069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905228238694315,0.06548298831276794,0.07000193803586485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05580558499253381,0.0,0.06914199870674564,0.20313817712731336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986063512613294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875506005641302,0.12373653111521445,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cooltimi123,2020/03/10,"Job opportunity I got a job opportunity that would have me near a lot people. And Becuase of that my parents don’t want me taking it Becuase of Covid-19. And I made an excuse to the recruiter asking for my time (was supposed to start March 15, but he gave me till the Apr 1) and I just been worrying about it all day and I can’t explain the feeling in my stomach.",2.718,4.175647400000003,4.546333333333333,84.73150000000003,75.0,6.6000000000000005,28.5,7.1686216300943375,1.4481999999999997,285,12,60,3,6,97,54,75,0.043,0.848,0.109,0.1901,3,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,6,0,6,1,1,1,1,13,15,6,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,1,10,2,9,9,2,7,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,5,43,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618546698992676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806406246850872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416264247225445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240206855266543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5559098956074775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381300765071319,0.0,0.2650363607684933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110166916357641,0.0,0.0,0.1941853161724418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19825544987356414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21059952127715148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16332792668147045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16520959399251225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844540390198502,0.0,0.19897422894702055,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Space1Horse,2020/03/10,"I hate having anxiety ""Just go out more and try to meet and talk to people."" Sure it sounds easy, but for me it's very hard. Whenever I want to go out myself to a restaurant or cafe I over think it then end up not going and say to my self ""maybe tomorrow"". Tomorrow is everyday for me and it's awful. Some times I feel that there's no point of going because in the end I would feel nothing is accomplished. I also hate having this fantasy in my head where if I go then someone is going to approach me, have a great conversation, being great friends in the end. In reality, not going to happen, of course, I would have to be the one to choose that path. Feeling miserable and lonely everyday and probably will never feel happy anytime soon. ""Just join a club, class, etc."" Well yea, but whenever I try to find one of those, it's just not interesting to me or none is available near by. Overall, I have no one to blame, but myself.",2.247523719165088,4.224083682795701,4.0297469955724265,85.6587381404175,77.76344086021507,7.3872232764073384,23.84440227703985,8.313332769828598,1.5000098671726758,719,24,147,14,17,242,104,186,0.19,0.68,0.13,-0.9175,0,2,0,0,0,1,29.0,0,0,0,1,8,11,2,1,6,2,14,1,1,0,2,33,30,15,0,4,12,0,5,0,1,3,0,2,0,1,9,8,0,0,7,2,0,8,7,4,1,3,0,7,18,7,27,25,4,31,0,2,0,0,6,11,0,4,12,109,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004352583763316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607694443684707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655924591714437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337096474154253,0.0,0.14006741597615047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540107906456187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147881056516784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703146997327483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4996347174940592,0.0,0.0,0.2769295409615075,0.0,0.0,0.11105990673314332,0.13369419586098333,0.11250507022252117,0.2479906696739833,0.1288928313549539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617326752584793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686369625233927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050816894384155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553115960031218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706914297484146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872430361881145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540858385175433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987518409511692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101903956275693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641303856884488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836824456984067,0.0,0.0,0.10094547046832436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047378672495048,0.0,0.0,0.07323325409108121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705363974004579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036259147563466,0.07407695928653839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292159543254293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784328076909001,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jim_zavala28,2020/03/10,"how do you push through? growing up, I never really gave much thought to life after high school. I just kind of existed and tried not to pay attention to the fact that I was existing. Once i was in high school, I had to show up high or tipsy in order to not panic from overwhelming social phobia. When I stopped showing up high, I became extremely depressed, lost a shit ton of weight, developed an eating disorder, and almost killed myself. After, I ditched school a bunch but I made my last year count and bc I had kept up good grades through all of this, I got accepted into a few colleges (even had a couple of scholarships offered). However, I’ve never truly got rid of my social anxiety. I’ve told few people about it, and some people have told me that they would have never guessed that I have it. But the truth is that it’s been eating away at me my whole life. It’s prevented me from doing anything that I have been interested in. Including romantic relationships. And now it’s interfering with my future. I’m terrified of going in for job interviews. I’m terrified of going to get gas on my own. I can’t look at people in the eye. I love being on reddit bc I have somewhere to talk to people without panicking. it fucking sucks. I love to laugh and make other people laugh. But recently, I can’t. It’s making me into an angry, bitter, empty person. anyone else having trouble with their life choices bc of social anxiety? Any advice?",3.2959642857142835,5.433869525000002,4.918714285714291,79.74628571428573,75.17857142857143,7.908571428571429,25.485714285714288,8.726425361277474,2.12664,1137,40,204,24,25,383,158,280,0.161,0.691,0.14800000000000002,-0.2504,2,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,2,1,7,19,5,2,9,0,20,11,2,4,6,38,42,12,1,1,8,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,14,10,3,3,3,2,2,4,8,10,0,0,16,4,31,9,44,24,9,37,0,3,2,3,16,20,3,4,12,147,45,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253848333665432,0.0,0.0,0.09482707878919673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439837010587285,0.0,0.1448885077811293,0.0,0.0,0.0662155398339701,0.09703001929355932,0.07792896941494651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897255526508388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047823213333392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156386009469375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853292588508118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19380084362346706,0.0791086206689684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06254760478040534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754743137062643,0.04947616739049908,0.0,0.10763891836557303,0.07942878493490825,0.15147841843700727,0.0,0.10432130540892516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4002175454212754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397385734952952,0.0,0.10477009175043248,0.0986141337563862,0.0,0.07719208785700785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006654981799827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952306585713159,0.0,0.10337482849914437,0.0,0.17093856598290474,0.08960620904968765,0.12642424844443154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961444796780998,0.0,0.2191124492524489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085103543816842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110853211964487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282608089107899,0.08268726080665599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606664184767634,0.0,0.09350355151306933,0.10167097445618913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875204504996349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720686488059113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28960022723519585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917236182451486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761152359140302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518019773159977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18097735111406016,0.0,0.06429420785223731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531751670719355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572772774493656,0.0,0.09128617703598664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727124649172526,0.0,0.0,0.06098286437228905 socialanxiety,randomgoy028,2020/03/10,I’ve finally spoken to someone first about something other than school I asked a classmate I feel comfortable around about what games they like. It was scary. Now my next step is to try to befriend them.,3.647368421052629,6.460944526315793,3.020263157894739,90.32934210526315,77.42105263157895,5.905263157894738,25.28947368421053,7.1686216300943375,1.1981368421052632,164,6,30,2,4,48,33,38,0.08,0.775,0.145,0.3818,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,5,2,7,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,20,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145180897072984,0.3302943040406209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786426089154313,0.0,0.0,0.3870304927214671,0.0,0.30052271002124753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17260792887932902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3757459480523338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35756549417550204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993558310533097,0.2719929500743347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398722264453693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Hlove316,2020/03/10,Social anxiety got worst Rant-ugh feel like my social anxiety has gotten worst throughout the years esp after my best friend had passed in my 20s I’m in my 30s and I feel it just gotten worst .Anyone feels like theirs got worst throughout the years ?,3.19125,5.861560624999999,2.904,91.341,78.16666666666666,5.506666666666668,20.016666666666666,6.742157984588678,0.2986616666666664,202,5,38,2,5,60,31,48,0.295,0.521,0.185,-0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,1,1,8,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,10,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,5,3,6,4,3,5,5,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,5,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586450507394348,0.0,0.0,0.1639044808120128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24599817043331734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555732599276582,0.3349241995251881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811040967001277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749571715400433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290411540434491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4779016628326688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019038959263026 socialanxiety,misscrimson16x,2020/03/10,Any of you who used to have social anxiety but not anymore: what social situations still trigger your SA? For me a school or classroom setting triggers it. Not always but sometimes. Also large groups. I'm fine with small groups but ten or more people make me want to sit there like a vegetable.,4.194545454545452,6.632443000000002,4.147272727272728,84.92090909090909,73.54545454545455,5.854545454545455,27.363636363636363,6.742157984588678,1.3525636363636369,235,9,41,2,5,72,46,55,0.024,0.853,0.12300000000000001,0.6757,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,4,0,13,5,6,0,1,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,5,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,2,27,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21619869755853866,0.22495275348062374,0.0,0.0,0.18384718585870333,0.0,0.20681691458211496,0.0,0.2681144310642944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207929314493266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804606410270829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18742656327088209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736085070387204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038845869908826,0.0,0.5511753036989395,0.0,0.0,0.26738293944550723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159017595956596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334954901714553,0.0,0.0,0.1594593609431152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dramaking404,2020/03/11,"seriously, how u guys find a job? I need some idea My mom nagging me to find a job; and she give me two month to do that.....",-1.6240476190476194,-0.07134864285714038,1.5357142857142847,100.67595238095241,89.0,5.161904761904762,16.476190476190478,6.42735559955562,-0.7333952380952379,90,2,26,1,3,32,23,28,0.16699999999999998,0.833,0.0,-0.5267,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,3,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,15,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4890978021777972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566720344286189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26493069980938394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020474997665814,0.0,0.0,0.5310325165182916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133680464642864,0.21356725253124054,0.0,0.0,0.19839552048954764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613714192136071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SOLODOLOGUY,2020/03/11,Do I see a psychiatrist or psychologist for my anxiety/depression? I'm a 25 year old guy here and suffer from bad social anxiety. and some depression/sadness. I also cannot sleep at night because of racing thoughts and I always feel exhausted every day. I was bullied growing up and had a bad chaotic household and grew up an anxious and somewhat lonely kid. I finally have some insurance know and do not know whether I should see a psychiatrist or a psychologist. Can anyone help?,4.665983146067415,7.1731729438202265,6.117289325842697,71.01952949438204,72.37078651685394,9.393820224719102,34.72050561797754,9.827888789773867,4.159032584269664,388,21,62,11,8,131,60,89,0.28300000000000003,0.67,0.047,-0.9689,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,6,0,8,2,1,0,0,19,15,11,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,3,3,7,0,6,11,3,10,0,2,2,0,4,3,0,5,5,43,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17700923149660522,0.18417647500336606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693280464872689,0.25005644399082816,0.0,0.1547693213063293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696270636249001,0.13492964027607762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274898371981815,0.0,0.1906438171709046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864924087273921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119185024534715,0.0,0.0,0.2424722377947433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21916599689366656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148362648842891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432904548916376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20771695369693988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322639692542724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527660466819239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215044960285536,0.22563298953556554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17572292256123853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14253869339252975 socialanxiety,ALPHA-qQqQq,2020/03/11,is it just me? i know i dont have anxiety but every post i see here i can relate to soo much,-4.220217391304349,-3.0512192173913015,0.5046739130434794,101.68570652173914,110.7391304347826,4.039130434782609,10.097826086956523,5.985473137389443,-1.3518608695652174,70,1,20,1,4,27,20,23,0.0,0.9309999999999999,0.069,0.0667,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,6,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399709512081729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5208429391559076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744329595919705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442350487271401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266910599866177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4256200778822355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3541356878921339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,A_Alien_From_Earth,2020/03/11,If someone spells okay with 2 ys (okayy) does that mean they’re mad at me? I texted my friend and asked them for them to txt our friend (I don’t have their phone number) and ask them if they wanted the study guide we were making if they didn’t mind. She replied okayy and i texted back that they didn’t have to if they didn’t want to and explained that I could just do it tomorrow during class. (I just like to get things done bc of my anxiety) They then replied “I did 😂” but hearted the msg. Do u guys think they were annoyed with me or am I just over thinking things? I just didn’t want our friend to feel excluded and don’t rlly know how to ask for her contact info without being anxious even tho now I plan to to stop stuff like this from happening in the future.,3.470231507622813,4.12671383229814,3.6771880293619432,94.76791078486734,72.16770186335404,6.848334274421233,23.33201581027668,6.574015621080383,0.3169826086956529,601,14,141,4,11,185,96,161,0.07,0.807,0.12300000000000001,0.6828,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,3,0,10,1,9,8,2,0,3,1,17,1,1,2,0,34,32,14,0,8,11,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,1,7,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,8,1,28,6,18,22,0,9,0,0,0,0,25,3,0,5,8,95,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268380266460548,0.18730899318744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4650072835268602,0.0,0.0,0.12749145386422248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323793538705076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450943908564088,0.1696729449626684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951061451703667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383444025291625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38429449165296503,0.0,0.0866246679453776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16416998324018411,0.14661810377188006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196476091575914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112040751794906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16200490116738048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106740792522039,0.0,0.0,0.18060691398964765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16741268978331122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048344168933002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861784198783525,0.0,0.0,0.1898035480952751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22030287689966388,0.2124783706383901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933828315706065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598271489247124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ayebrowoah,2020/03/11,I lied to my friends in order to stay in my room & they found out No background story. This anxiety shit is eating me alive in the inside. I had no logical reason to do it & now I feel like shit in retrospect.,3.4446666666666665,3.9168276888888895,5.206666666666667,84.45000000000002,72.1111111111111,8.666666666666668,26.11111111111111,8.841846274778883,1.7481111111111107,166,5,36,3,3,57,34,45,0.278,0.578,0.14400000000000002,-0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,1,0,3,3,2,1,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,7,2,8,3,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,2,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5497121137109571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19406018667080766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595721942788089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826537557480694,0.1812250093690816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781408359686865,0.19598817683397302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393247590432087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26081948558217644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5207861584966476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703831091931437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,J_por,2020/03/11,"Do i still have social anxiety if I don't get anxiety around close friends and my family (not my extended family though) So I'm pretty sure I have social anxiety because I show, I think all of the symptoms, but I whenever I'm around people I know really well (like close friends and family members, not extended family though) I don't have very much anxiety and am quite outgoing. Do I still have social anxiety and is this normal for people with social anxiety.",4.659123376623377,6.567763159090912,6.610584415584416,70.05909090909093,70.81818181818181,11.846753246753249,29.61688311688312,11.491704259439757,4.432170129870131,370,15,62,15,7,129,47,88,0.114,0.7020000000000001,0.184,0.8537,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,0,1,0,10,1,0,0,2,18,15,9,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,11,5,5,15,2,6,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,3,44,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5302310748900055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20567309848545498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041941139530945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4356047551224945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784996422178585,0.0,0.060353996367403025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348631255709236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0564368294186305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491987882987857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318425565771993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16017288899679058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752452173159952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286885259687234,0.0,0.0,0.07400453578934738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4710289683407857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18450751041061114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887544686013703,0.12006864499286915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402001712576499,0.2269939881824933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531541011179576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386560354558336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Aurevy,2020/03/11,"How to say no to coworker? I have really bad social anxiety, and it's really difficult for me to work. I started a new job yesterday, and a coworker said that she had to wait four hours after work for her ride. I felt really bad for her, so I gave her a ride even though it was 45 minutes out of my way. I was really uncomfortable the whole time, but I was just doing it to be nice. Based on what she said, it seemed like she expected me to continue giving her rides until she gets a car and I just can't. Firstly, it would take me 45 minutes extra to get home every day, and working is already next to impossible for me because of my anxiety. Secondly, I had to drive downtown during morning rush hour to get to her house and it was so stressful I started crying on the way home from her house. I feel really bad for her situation, but I'm considering just abandoning my job so I don't have to drive her anymore - but I have bills to pay and that's really immature. So, my question is - what is the most polite way to say that I can't drive her anymore? I don't want to start drama or have any problems at work, my anxiety already makes working any job incredibly brutal and I just want to be left alone and be able to do my job in peace. A friend suggested I should lie and say that I have to go to a second job after work, but I really hate lying and would prefer to avoid that. Any suggestions on what I can say?",3.609744027303755,4.294247883959045,5.548073378839593,81.37890187713309,71.86689419795222,9.40948805460751,26.936689419795226,9.642632912329526,2.2735926279863485,1102,36,234,26,20,383,133,293,0.20600000000000002,0.7340000000000001,0.06,-0.9922,5,2,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,7,11,13,2,2,9,0,27,0,0,2,0,38,48,22,0,8,9,0,2,1,1,3,0,6,2,0,14,11,0,3,5,1,2,9,5,10,0,4,10,8,42,3,37,32,3,34,0,1,0,0,26,7,0,4,16,163,56,12,0.08034288101492335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321099458631588,0.17732073410453006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390774249479487,0.0,0.18438625220484173,0.0,0.15935709838133266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012488491692372,0.048976274551036425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825288218384189,0.05181451165391397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053065715178599634,0.0,0.06769234241511736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04062377467461373,0.0,0.07714176522055488,0.0,0.0,0.068339613548114,0.0,0.0,0.06207271057299636,0.0,0.12592751790051496,0.07707221239215706,0.0456607107832005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932196156420436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16118092083215144,0.0,0.15824310791750532,0.1854097952990617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3986395614869913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729277530281138,0.0,0.0,0.03925147338821648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0536294969501568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759565513239315,0.08544556542948355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687728658819305,0.0,0.0,0.09000241406882134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36028794812643794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284895635963744,0.2555675348407457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314114140840444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030876449552994,0.0,0.08189944937713002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17060131411470575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203249875233502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060407847728310676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893647267407451,0.0,0.04684858002013596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477662566974183,0.1913173178890755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969995744346981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35094344554775303,0.0,0.0,0.11414655504626435,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,vincenxxzo,2020/03/11,"West friends Needy friends I have a friend. We grew up together, even went to uni Abroad in the same country. We attended different universities tho. While in college we lived apart and we saw each other often. Now we’re back to our country and I’ve realized that my friend can’t stand being alone so now we’re basically together 24/7. I’m the exact opposite. I need space. I need to be alone and I wish our friendship would go back to how it was when we were in college and he can’t seem to grasp it. He comes to my house everyday since morning and go back home at night. Is it normal to be what th a friend 24/7? Or am I overreacting. How do I go about deal my with this. I don’t wanna hurt his feelings",0.497747336377472,2.862664589041098,2.282922374429224,93.14194824961949,88.04109589041096,5.984170471841705,21.124809741248093,7.3871296695380915,0.7395339421613389,554,19,123,10,18,182,91,146,0.065,0.792,0.142,0.9118,1,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,7,0,0,0,13,6,0,0,4,0,13,0,0,2,1,29,25,12,0,6,1,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,7,13,0,0,4,0,0,7,3,1,0,0,4,2,18,5,15,17,2,25,0,1,1,0,16,8,0,3,9,78,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139466587565836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496272633062691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055791322144128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15625456932987355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583508448323858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001057856457204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076634694661327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5854851327411428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584098590234958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202982431027492,0.0,0.0,0.17488309695211546,0.1622510888679971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383270999929267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247637593315596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223140029204553,0.14849934291092412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797706106608396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537429641776834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050021392824982,0.0,0.0,0.17428971519585534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766584915703672,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,RandyMacDick,2020/03/11,"Talking to the (wo)man in the mirror Has anyone tried talking to yourself in the mirror, looking at your facial expressions? Does that also make you shy? Can it perhaps help us looking at ourselves that we are just normal people? Can be it be a tool to practice how to behave in social situations and conversations?",6.600789473684207,8.22118166666667,7.149956140350881,69.18177631578949,65.66666666666667,7.805263157894737,33.54824561403509,8.07648339933343,2.963740350877193,253,11,36,3,4,83,42,57,0.034,0.905,0.061,0.3939,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,6,1,1,2,0,6,9,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,9,7,0,5,0,0,2,0,10,5,0,0,0,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21492179062629832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18791844576654826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351876857326909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18013956606543638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.451369904283299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939480924305184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26332101754675674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186319589544263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30208979201703884,0.0,0.2739599834728315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4320271908371788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824657420550917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232769392247901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,JurassicVibes,2020/03/11,"Yet to find anyone with this level of Social Anxiety / GAD ? Can anyone relate at all? So my anxiety originated from my skin and no confidence in that. My anxiety has gotten progressively worse to a point where my entire life is utterly subsumed by it. I live at my grandmas and even around her in the house I get symptoms of anxiety and self consciousness. I cannot even go to a restaurant with my grandpa without flushing and sweating heavily and racing heart! I have lost almost all my friends and never do social stuff. I sweat under arms when talking to a girl on the phone who I havnt even met. I get really tense and sweaty just going to the movies with my own dad I literally cannot work cannot go uni and even concentrating on study at home is difficult as I’m so depressed about my situation I have missed so many opportunities in life now and I have aged prematurely to such an extent that it’s actually even more embarrassing for me when with anyone as I always look worse than them and always look stressed and panic stricken. Fear has engulfed me and I’m thinking about suicide every day now as I used to have a good life without anxiety and bdd used to do social stuff fine and have a normal physiological response. Now I have a such a heightened fight or flight than no pleasure is gained doing anything! Can anyone at all relate?",4.736279069767441,6.518938170542637,5.7231705426356605,77.00661627906976,70.3953488372093,8.415813953488373,28.79147286821705,8.982922981607832,2.4591668217054257,1080,41,194,21,20,356,142,258,0.204,0.725,0.071,-0.9866,0,0,0,0,1,1,13.0,0,0,1,5,21,14,1,4,11,0,19,9,5,3,4,35,35,23,1,1,4,2,1,0,1,0,4,0,1,2,8,19,0,0,3,0,0,3,8,9,0,0,3,3,26,5,37,32,6,27,0,3,2,0,15,14,0,2,10,142,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.09754395025499654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009284277880268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16634503785898785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.382335478825382,0.0,0.0,0.2795700005838494,0.0,0.08225637848556189,0.08898322974440813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644642186271922,0.0,0.08609311526973376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33010442014106633,0.0,0.0842183747669318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247980356149707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091359202970159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722679723177125,0.0,0.10444717494511987,0.0,0.17042418901455872,0.08383947901922338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844993577523967,0.0,0.0,0.10026536762960207,0.0,0.0,0.115337356256631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21180848779607608,0.0,0.0,0.08826416744098081,0.0,0.16787799075453666,0.0,0.1091152504998324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134105948131104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770932670777802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793697570373272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727840801210207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449200063215073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640352351256814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427731131561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235624446827526,0.0,0.3056817776470443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145008016287878,0.0,0.2288544921824377,0.10933711231891807,0.0,0.0,0.1038939550303495,0.0,0.08034192805148876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640486309399648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726621059378106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927106282848378,0.0,0.07277013806054583,0.0,0.20373014945970566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,maurocarlos,2020/03/11,"Alright here’s a question, can awkward or shy guys be attractive to women? Or can you use your awkwardness/shyness to your advantage? Instead of being shut down by it.",4.0960215053763465,6.752040967741934,5.188387096774196,76.26924731182797,74.80645161290323,8.004301075268819,36.13978494623656,8.841846274778883,3.857249462365592,134,8,21,3,3,44,27,31,0.106,0.679,0.214,0.5661,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,1,2,4,0,1,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,4,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,5,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,3,0,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5734609439066104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6487934310302244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5002095857395868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,thebus01,2020/03/11,"Currently volunteering at warehouse and people’s niceness is giving me anxiety. As someone who keeps to themselves and may even be seen as rude because they’re so reserved and distance, people’s niceness is overwhelming and it’s giving me major anxiety. It’s slightly older people than me so I’m afraid to come across as a jerk. My plan is to smile.",3.6229220779220768,6.4514168333333375,4.714415584415587,78.05590909090911,77.63636363636364,6.8017316017316025,30.640692640692638,7.957251820313856,2.6890329004329008,285,14,45,5,7,93,45,66,0.12300000000000001,0.701,0.175,0.5719,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,2,2,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,11,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,4,2,9,8,1,5,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,1,2,29,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4178794140560196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649432916476758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352728114883879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18039633947867525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5240123474930628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427658513535807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5680509928050835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314177374484413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,_E_J_M_,2020/03/11,"Currently reading a great book that I think can help a lot of you (even if it’s just a little bit) Just to give you some back story I’ve been dealing with high levels of SA for over 5 years. I mainly put off seeking help because obviously the last thing you want to do is talk to people about it and ‘revealing your big secret’ (That’s how I saw it anyway). I went to the doctors a few months ago and started medication (sertraline) then tried another (venlafaxine) and finally have come off them because I didn’t feel better personally. I’ve been on a waiting list for free therapy through the NHS in England for all that time. The lack of progress lead me to pick up and finally read a book I ordered about 2 years ago. ‘Anxiety panicking about panic’ by Joshua fletcher. I’m about half way in and I have to say it’s really helping. Really breaks down in simple terms how you get into a high state of anxiety and makes you realise how easily it’s done and according to the book how easily you can get out of this state. The author is a past sufferer of anxiety himself and it’s very relatable. Other self help books I’ve read have usually been from psychologists etc but this one I really resonate with. I’m in no way affiliated with this book but wanted to recommend because SA is awful and if it can even reduce your symptoms the slightest bit I think it’s worth recommending.",6.649828431372549,6.303119522058825,7.490088235294117,73.65981372549021,65.17647058823529,11.370980392156866,33.94215686274509,10.93419730881044,3.674577156862745,1098,43,210,28,15,369,152,272,0.057999999999999996,0.843,0.099,0.7843,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,8,1,3,14,5,0,1,15,1,15,3,0,7,2,41,31,18,0,5,6,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,16,15,0,1,5,8,2,4,2,2,0,2,7,3,20,4,39,24,10,43,0,1,1,0,21,17,0,4,16,139,36,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19289446496698207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408935860806248,0.2497018304939503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366273701988818,0.0,0.1989757684197934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622734964069483,0.23756923928165885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937240899615648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217104311355937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136440903549076,0.0,0.11134317276607096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213440274938248,0.1437266179893534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05501403047422245,0.0,0.0,0.23837658272346124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369008030087326,0.10437368450420073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995561422367935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917132415374273,0.2299125380793981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868890952879804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904911922494176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250036009492588,0.0,0.0,0.07262680051681336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960750513487516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684546053389308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372768108125452,0.0,0.0,0.12765679523127627,0.0,0.0,0.10386470781183048,0.07543025196382508,0.09500252158550572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093769960299746,0.0,0.0,0.326497120284242,0.0,0.20910582868371316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652445681479733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350518482917354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701127372516915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308790397042355,0.0,0.08745167359959803,0.0,0.0,0.12442563250716435,0.0,0.07228383195947558,0.13943304830507178,0.0,0.0,0.06344386334223175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738700473291466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198310556236436,0.08977381185791229,0.12834957397736524,0.17272540264742034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086140598383728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013103910700606 socialanxiety,Arivle1994,2020/03/11,"Propranolol and Ativan mix for presentation Bare with me English is not my first language.. Hey guys, the thing is that I'm probably the most nervous speaker in the world. I've been suffering from performance anxiety since highschool. When I got to varsity it got way worse that I had to drop out coz I just couldn't go through with presentations without having a panic attack, throwing up and my heart beats like crazy, my voice shakes and my whe body shivers. Now this year I decided to give it another go. So last week I had two presentations and the same thing happened again. So I decided to go to my doctor and he prescribede 40 mg of propranolol which I only have to take before any presentation. I walso went to my psychiatrist and she prescribed (without knowing I already have propranolol) 10 mg of avitan..by the way I'm a girl and I weigh 56 kg.. So yeah next week I have three presentations and I plan on taking the two meds together an hour before the presentation.. So will it help or is it too dangerous? If you have any experience with it please share.",3.9537657361795295,6.224723886699508,4.967939244663384,79.53189792008757,73.67980295566501,8.649042145593869,29.01176792556103,9.2995712137729,2.7834523262178443,851,36,157,21,18,278,128,203,0.087,0.8270000000000001,0.086,-0.0465,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,4,9,8,2,3,10,1,13,4,2,1,0,25,26,15,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,2,11,12,1,0,3,0,0,6,4,6,0,4,6,2,21,2,21,18,2,30,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,3,17,102,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15389192156734266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18966819328580528,0.14623059500959526,0.1066825971431574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586500518881115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373316534037093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549029275085492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273797306632355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641362636855636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862024484840195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13377782270496924,0.2377662564293848,0.0,0.22306960486347988,0.0,0.0,0.1380822506320207,0.12331948479644406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16525469750760502,0.09347366266809136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733496015112162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664075186130351,0.11367433535761674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06813060745057821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549029275085492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831184091083002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606171599084373,0.0,0.16362024777276993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307957448071322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035594112047945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535851311698744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20970542021728908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852952437627384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724542972321994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213855762759917,0.22372457676791624,0.0,0.0,0.12927606562491964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688590447540657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211643088615544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980436684864601 socialanxiety,ege14,2020/03/11,"SA hindering my career path I recently started a rigorous veterinary technology program at a community college. I’m doing it because I love animals and want a stable, fulfilling career. I am doing excellent in the school aspect, but part of the program requires us to do 16 clinical hours a week. I don’t have prior experience working in a clinic and I’m pretty insecure about that. I’ve just started at a new clinic and I feel awful when I’m there. Everyone is nice, but I feel so awkward. I just stand around waiting for someone to tell me what to do. The advice I’ve heard from others is to just “jump in” but with my lack of experience combined with SA, I just become almost paralyzed and don’t know how to do that. And it’s getting in the way of me learning the skills I need. My anxiety tells me I’m a loser and that everyone thinks I’m weird. I don’t know how to get over this, and I just want to feel confident in what I’m doing. I hate being this way.",4.323665620094189,4.976198132653064,6.4246938775510225,75.85437205651492,70.22448979591836,9.704238618524334,31.403453689167968,9.851270322608157,3.1046370486656203,758,32,146,18,13,268,103,196,0.145,0.747,0.10800000000000001,-0.8471,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,5,12,8,1,2,12,1,14,4,0,2,0,34,37,14,0,4,8,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,10,10,0,2,7,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,1,4,19,3,24,35,2,21,0,1,0,1,5,9,0,1,8,101,29,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815458848307565,0.0,0.0,0.16206595442457594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381217790596155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440777547719214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866016276225788,0.17874681349005045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30930265396800594,0.0,0.31663398959207595,0.0,0.0,0.24550345599917814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16911629867321862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978997402897308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15938626331079553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17789327703683466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607284226045322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000717591234746,0.0,0.1563124193333307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17526405618603352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16465613973263696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598039559115838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379736260214034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713206784443546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291116610005713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829220599433225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370474266388886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19468148796883147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19092259262983166,0.2569325371683173,0.12982355061882675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782622564186092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fantasyghost,2020/03/11,"Give yourself the same respect you give others I feel as though some people with social anxiety struggle with overthinking in terms of wasting people’s time or being a nuisance and I feel like this is a bad mentality to go by. What I notice with myself is that I want to make myself appear as small as possible in any social aspect cause I wanna avoid as many conflicts as possible to not become a nuisance to others and I feel like it can come down to the extreme with some people avoiding it altogether building onto their anxiety even more. I’ve recently picked up a method where I’d give myself the same thoughts I’d give someone else as that’s only fair right I’m human too and I’m not supposed to be an invincible ghost that can barely function cause of all the overthinking I do about what others might think about me. What’s needed for us with social anxiety is to try and build a humane way of looking at certain things as we face difficulties with giving things a «fuck all» attitude cause I feel like we are pretty caring people in general that don’t wanna be in the way of others and whilst that’s good to others you are essentially making yourself into the tiniest human on the planet. Cause existing is the most difficult thing. To have someone react to what you do is also scary so in order to avoid as much as possible, you let others step all over you instead. And by doing this you’re being far from kind to yourself and you show yourself 0 respect. In my latest discovery trying to deal with a workout where there is maybe one benchpress available or limited equipment, I realized that I am afraid to even approach it in case someone else is gonna use it which leads to me never doing something I should do in my workout regimen. Realize though I’m being nice, caring, kind and respectful to everyone else I’m doing minimal efforts to give myself the same amount of respect, care, kindness and respect which leads to building myself down as a person to the point that I’m non-existent and would rather avoid the situation altogether. The overall mindset is, of course, overthinking what someone might feel or think about me potentially using something that this person was gonna use and fearing a potential reaction being given to me cause in my head all I want to do is treat others like gods whilst I’m supposed to be a nobody not able to live, function and breathe like a normal human being. If you could do something that’s «Kind, Caring, Respectful and Nice» to yourself what would it be? And is it something you could potentially work on doing? All I’m asking for is for you to treat yourself the way you treat others cause you deserve it so very much. You’ve been bending your knee to every person so far and all I’m asking is for you to do that yourself as well. I promise you that at the end of the day what others might think of you is way buried beneath the fact that we mainly pay more attention to ourselves than others and often forget small scenarios as they don’t matter. But I know for a fact that I do remember a lot of my embarrassing and anxious situations where I’d do something and feel like everyone would remember me and what I did when it really was just a small accident or something completely normal blown out of proportion cause you could tell someone was giving you a weird look and reaction. All these stupid things that shouldn’t have any meaning as long as you treat yourself the same way you’d treat others given that you do treat them with kindness, care, and respect. We are only out here to live as well. And the important thing is to not build yourself into «nothing» cause at that point you’ll want to avoid every situation in fear of being in the way or being a normal functioning human being going about their day doing a task that anyone else would do for that matter without any big thought. The clue is to tell yourself this in hopes of you giving yourself more space to potentially explore new things that you used to find impossible. And allowing yourself this mindset is only you giving yourself the kindness, respect, and self-care that you deserve. All this is an observation that I’ve picked up from myself and how at least my social anxiety works. So in case, it’s similar to others I wanted to create this post to hopefully give some awareness to how you’re treating yourself. I for one know that I’m not treating myself as a human being but more like an observing cloud that’s just floating and pays minimal attention to himself. I was a bit scared to post this as I don’t like reading comments or opinions on what I’ve written myself. But knowing that I’m writing this for a good reason and only to help people is a mindset that helps me post this. I’m sorry if the way I write is a bit chaotic or almost like I’m ranting but a part of me wanted to just share this in hopes of helping someone. English is my second language so excuse my grammar/spelling errors. Anyways I hope this can help someone and I wish whoever reads this the best of luck with your social anxiety as it’s a difficult thing to deal with and definitely makes living way harder depending on the severity.",7.9811857699689375,7.263929868819375,8.027185849112602,72.12103678201858,62.622603430877895,10.436524801646188,35.879404839635136,9.627879704456738,3.4300506163312967,4144,163,717,66,51,1347,338,991,0.063,0.789,0.14800000000000002,0.9972,0,5,7,0,0,0,48.0,5,26,4,7,32,65,1,11,51,0,81,4,4,25,11,185,154,71,1,28,23,0,6,9,0,12,0,0,0,9,79,48,0,7,24,5,2,9,11,16,2,3,11,8,81,49,139,113,30,82,0,0,2,0,75,48,0,27,22,534,160,8,0.03790257511191658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03795395395895298,0.0,0.0,0.030310675623176474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732515243235667,0.0,0.14497683108352985,0.042819121337388265,0.0,0.026502361797018998,0.038835667321259086,0.0,0.0,0.0708675825162002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03164706702683025,0.0,0.04186041635702218,0.0,0.0,0.03977641417690085,0.0,0.08275959068265026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19322100700405664,0.3114910830781471,0.0,0.03264971233555584,0.03974012887817587,0.0,0.0,0.09078636619877599,0.0,0.0,0.048888050690762866,0.0781517812877956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665095181518396,0.0,0.033570431468839715,0.0,0.0,0.0500685867874429,0.0,0.06386910851289965,0.07243506959721764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530186908807072,0.1149880849292512,0.10831042893298323,0.0,0.0,0.03464226698924748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03504031993700834,0.0,0.3635960376741673,0.04308181380257683,0.06358176345675916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038898976958010936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162118858209612,0.0,0.0,0.15058323714556493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23681819624195655,0.06249079213060904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03875795102996557,0.0,0.16665555299996482,0.0,0.1004060046935668,0.03354258624956482,0.06365723417307696,0.0,0.0,0.03222341395123891,0.0,0.0,0.07590078961657055,0.03842726211908279,0.03807823115227325,0.04128701581752206,0.0,0.0,0.03819688093200488,0.12062592749839662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055725507666892216,0.02810427918370076,0.02923280254594779,0.03660654322898397,0.0,0.0,0.1114094283929888,0.0,0.0431523329814934,0.0,0.0,0.05136753164437709,0.11530646531223945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04104479526722455,0.0,0.13138436601664208,0.09928519985175246,0.0,0.0,0.07166036935143393,0.1281883754163807,0.10890056915322996,0.03856054511053908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07582566417406265,0.0,0.02428136016759772,0.038970159880020866,0.037424220322285456,0.0,0.08587245787272282,0.032368592049424785,0.0,0.0,0.03794708984471765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03954065208620715,0.042819121337388265,0.0,0.0,0.12781224744431605,0.0,0.1931845107138173,0.2248031022567519,0.17507552444059465,0.0,0.042428829708261284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03962400103832351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662570425428764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17626550705047705,0.07285931907843271,0.07447817521114604,0.06018082176027537,0.022101296352193447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051466721021235805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04559213103865212,0.13094262161584524,0.0,0.03127359394611518,0.1117796041143378,0.2406823992334947,0.0,0.0,0.06815793388378377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04358609082958359,0.036536729851340564,0.0,0.055187052197932296,0.0,0.0,0.10769960752599687,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Seasame467,2020/03/11,"I need help I need serious help. My friends met up with some other friends and dragged me with them. My anxiety was really bad because I hate meeting new people. And it turned out the friends we were meeting were girls(My anxiety becomes 20x worse when girls are involved) We sat down with them and I felt like I was about to puke everywhere I got really nauseaous and started to shake. It's that bad if girls are involved. I said I had to go to the toilet and I ran off. I've just left college I can't go back to that situation I felt like I was going to pass out. I think I need serious help but I don't know where to ask. If I told my parents they wouldn't belive me. This is a serious problem in my life. I'm only 16 and I feel like my whole life is going to be ruined just because I can't talk to people. Can anyone please give me advice, or some magic way to overcome this condition. I've searched the internet for what seems days and nothing works. It is really depressing me and I'm getting suicidal thoughts about my life. Please I need something.",0.7340277777777757,3.176322495370375,2.55314814814815,91.00666666666667,87.93518518518519,5.977777777777778,23.74074074074073,7.3871296695380915,1.2288962962962962,833,34,173,15,27,275,117,216,0.172,0.7190000000000001,0.109,-0.9164,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,2,0,3,1,7,16,1,1,4,0,17,3,0,0,0,36,46,13,1,8,6,1,3,3,3,1,3,1,0,2,9,15,0,0,7,0,0,7,4,10,0,0,15,4,34,6,22,29,3,21,0,2,0,0,24,8,0,6,8,106,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050571316124687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17301999453540454,0.0,0.0,0.07907191892361055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057195540146834,0.0,0.0,0.08695566792620335,0.1888431180044536,0.13787158186453366,0.12489390468827374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293070727357168,0.0,0.09740026206349284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05717936007832646,0.08078820975243847,0.2171593755604528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621084252253707,0.0,0.05908243754203285,0.10848178978203987,0.2570760835709829,0.0,0.09044469962308574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164838912010676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273962160248375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621487610131853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228675836072674,0.0,0.2396266200145569,0.16574339645539246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33540547095996004,0.0,0.1092185534423368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850846087138176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600651846020617,0.0,0.0,0.12556791881353135,0.0,0.0,0.15679831129113084,0.0,0.0,0.2482675511226421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082074250086359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21733614806472454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075700815998485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294867216621388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711269212867132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705864141532489,0.0,0.0,0.08004240577292925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369703848865155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089373549074377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246053785852044,0.0,0.08977715072020492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080579156356835,0.0,0.0,0.12300440749549793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976190171413137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625577526344156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232749500685638,0.0,0.1152436515128979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Moon_of_Thoth,2020/03/11,"Can't ask friend to hang out I have been talking a lot with my friend at school for 9 monts now, for every day the last 7 month I have been trying to ask her if we should hang out after school, but everytime I freeze up and can't talk, I have even tried writting down the exact words I should say and taking anxiety meds right before, how can I be able to ask her? I'm fairly certain she would say yes so it's not rejection I'm afraid of.",3.4922456140350877,3.559882452631584,4.3723684210526335,91.91574561403513,71.84210526315789,7.596491228070175,22.149122807017545,7.1686216300943375,0.38001754385964936,343,6,82,3,6,111,68,95,0.062,0.81,0.128,0.7901,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,3,1,12,0,0,1,2,17,18,6,0,4,3,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,2,3,11,3,13,12,1,13,0,1,0,0,13,6,0,2,5,50,12,2,0.18185816288994014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391209968431231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5100384997639172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474790213273498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728347031356676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201156014436228,0.0,0.15322334571302482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810063310601796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823867504096902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15460930677957982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020034219825856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14515745059067192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15530587745188856,0.0,0.28924182076452976,0.0,0.3681003395771304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673470596561366,0.29234140533231545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469395102378765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918682115141766,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,milkywayT_T,2020/03/11,"Is social anxiety an acceptable reason to work from home? I am occasionally allowed to work from home at my job however going into the office gives me terrible social anxiety. My desk is located where everyone can walk past and look at me, I am anxious whenever I do small talk I ether come off as rude or awkward. No one really likes me in the office but that's okay, I don't really like them either. I also get anxious during calls because I feel like other people are listening to me. Most of my job can be done remotely and I do not need to be in the office to socialize either. My boss still likes for me to come in but I feel like its more due to the lack of trust. I am a good employee and always meet deadlines, I just can not speak to my boss comfortably which is why we tend to experience a barrier. So my question is, would my social anxiety be an acceptable reason for me to be allowed to work from home more? I am getting panicky and I feel like it affects my performance.",2.852923351158648,4.703138505050506,5.102857991681521,79.22232620320858,75.56565656565657,8.901247771836005,26.79857397504456,9.478462496947786,2.6290549019607843,776,30,149,21,17,271,108,198,0.166,0.7190000000000001,0.115,-0.6405,6,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,1,4,5,15,1,1,8,1,21,0,0,7,0,34,34,10,0,3,8,0,3,6,0,1,0,2,3,0,5,8,0,1,8,0,0,4,4,3,0,1,1,6,29,12,26,28,6,16,0,0,1,0,13,9,0,3,9,111,34,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686586452749094,0.09038313195038107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24928915326910306,0.2454263995643638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621564171465052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091634355561864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18713838806241187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115915812968688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379403977818503,0.0,0.1062542480293262,0.0,0.0,0.16476932965661795,0.23280112171302805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135021869773104,0.10420118820177847,0.06173301855587344,0.09110791391648647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268735179297137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21558335842144544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31840659859964143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121605781108252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054266221461058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360583281621437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369305268501557,0.07530558989391399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216827465556704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13917349577315147,0.22336530342227973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4429103394487108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674655866141588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730714396640335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801546458316013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372367607123685,0.0,0.0,0.07716274319751344,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fbdh2309,2020/03/11,"Not a fan of being called So I've decided to get back into therapy (not for social anxiety this time) but the introduction thing is on the phone. I'm not looking forward to that because calling and being called makes me really nervous so we'll see how that goes. Wish me luck!",2.91,5.028847272727276,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,76.27272727272728,8.036363636363637,27.363636363636363,8.841846274778883,2.4080181818181816,220,9,41,5,5,75,45,55,0.099,0.77,0.131,0.6022,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,2,0,11,10,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,6,7,0,5,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,1,3,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18105793955106794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819906896804764,0.0,0.14427664618802655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7250237696678367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365443004133453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987498204153829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15798433073256046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516219180880573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886016371204259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24126330532685095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706617961653032,0.0,0.1572382747641335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800878212843914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721678953702359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,butcherBete,2020/03/11,I m too afraid to get a haircut I hate getting haircuts because I always feel I look bad and I feel depressed every time I get a haircut. In result my hair just looks messy and I hate it but I’m scared to go to the barber help.,1.4934000000000012,2.6468861399999994,3.4450000000000003,92.6275,77.6,5.0,24.5,3.1291,0.15539999999999976,177,6,40,0,4,60,35,50,0.293,0.637,0.071,-0.8462,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,2,2,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,7,11,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,5,8,0,4,11,0,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,21,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111683242861618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21189874449236284,0.15470415552862093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218583483079267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21382366799198216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25664127429178263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3977744426908886,0.0,0.14423109489862462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5011176203643802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170105828891757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4262286924628914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540817033192202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798328529822372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Salamander_Purake,2020/03/11,"Looking for friends to play with on Xbox I'll probably regret making this post, but here goes...I'm currently 18m and have had basically no social interaction outside of my family for the last 5-6 years. I am currently trying to take some steps to improve my anxiety and since I play video games fairly often I though that finding some people to talk with and play together would be a good idea. I mainly play Rainbow Six Siege, Battlefield 4, Titanfall 2, and Apex Legends though I am willing to play any other game that I own. I am not very good at most of the games I own, but if for some reason you are interested my GT is Deathstroke1928",10.2868,7.005496880000006,10.0192,67.75760000000001,60.2,13.52,40.2,11.602472056035307,4.46788,510,19,96,11,5,168,88,125,0.071,0.682,0.24600000000000002,0.9773,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,4,10,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,2,0,21,13,9,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,10,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,1,12,9,14,9,7,8,0,1,1,0,8,2,0,6,4,64,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582584711499438,0.0,0.16404521845564388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20215396814269349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19599332574649755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656750095679925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35972245351568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24207548571705326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747963742532156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800747196665487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14313967181915113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486649753879526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20537324852953787,0.0,0.2312014692903921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204789669835616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17738612474535398,0.0,0.0,0.2185935161186945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612314116458697,0.17235791429617048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4213703814387683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455899785852655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17693460094419167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15233128555908612,0.0,0.0,0.13809166042506518 socialanxiety,tvgirl06,2020/03/11,"you are not a burden letter to myself. or anyone this applies too. hey! stop thinking negative thoughts, I know you have a traumatic past and people made you feel small or not important, but those are just feelings and they are not real assumptions. you are not small, your problems matter, your way of expressing love is the only way you know how and that is ok. you are important. do not depend on other people to make you happy, you are your best friend. YOU matter the most. you will make it out a better person I promise. just keep doing what you’re doing, you’re on the right path I promise bb.",2.1557625994694973,4.757602732758624,3.250344827586208,87.65221485411142,82.01724137931033,5.638196286472149,20.129973474801066,7.010146845296331,0.6188350132625993,471,13,87,6,13,151,71,116,0.067,0.645,0.28800000000000003,0.9874,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,13,1,2,4,10,0,0,6,1,13,1,0,5,0,32,24,7,0,1,10,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,2,6,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,2,18,8,6,21,2,10,0,0,0,1,20,6,0,4,2,67,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14910674861447598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22378880172587293,0.1885989945266895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21564744058816188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475353746240318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270046172891653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18954308082618188,0.0,0.0,0.23438914373752834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19246308230999284,0.20177877459836874,0.28468707917876196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621833958480425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20356769185956536,0.2956762236597236,0.1861984156835718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040478786732056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427209382179117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18211114747746684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782834283520553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663959784987578,0.0,0.16929371673265922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33852992304325763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pablospc,2020/03/11,"Yesterday I asked a girl out for coffee. Now I want to cancel it I've never asked a girl out before. I saw this cute girl in my uni group chat and asked her out for coffee. We planned to go on Friday. But I don't know if I should call it off. What if I'm too boring? Part of me wants to try something different this time, but at the same time, my anxiety is making me not want to do this. I hate this",-0.2916229712858893,1.4233407865168566,2.055430711610488,97.93935081148564,84.95505617977528,5.303870162297129,15.506866416978777,6.42735559955562,-0.6697800249687886,306,5,77,3,9,104,59,89,0.129,0.815,0.055999999999999994,-0.8132,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,1,18,16,5,0,6,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,7,5,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,1,12,1,14,14,2,13,0,0,1,0,11,7,0,2,5,51,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16827605820340624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6169253399544877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18717783495691165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22461344393584065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22982129952659866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250137306900745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171743315140049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088947931834935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683134304684906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696540318168617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23820552241740325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16934326057809376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565319577988035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493448449207385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3892311142542606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ThatAnimalFreak,2020/03/11,"I can't leave my car - any advice? I've been doing martial arts at the same place since I was 12. I love what I'm doing and the people there. It took me 3 years to confidently be able to walk into the building by myself. For a long time, I didn't know why it scared me so much. I finally got used to it and was able to walk in by myself. Then, something changed and I started helping teach classes. It took me a few months to be able to walk into the building alone, but I got there relatively quickly. Here's the issue: I'm used to what I'm doing now and I'm really enjoying it. But recently, as I've needed to go to my gym for reasons other than my regular classes, it's been getting harder to leave my car. A black belt visited my gym a while ago and I took myself there. I parked my car and sat there for another 25 minutes and almost had an anxiety attack before finally mustering up the courage to walk inside. I walk into the room and I sit down (mind you, at this point every inch of my body is trembling and I'm struggling to control my breathing) by my friend who asks me why I'm nervous. I say, ""anxiety,"" and she just asks me why (right back at ya, bud). Then, a week passes and I have to go to graduation. Once again, I sit in my car for almost half an hour before finally walking in but have to stop by the bathroom because I started hyperventilating. I've been struggling with anxiety for a few years now, but I still don't know how to handle this. Any advice?",3.479733893557424,4.170099643790852,5.24775910364146,83.39205882352944,72.16993464052287,8.05079365079365,27.643323996265174,8.269060116576782,1.7456892623716151,1145,40,242,17,21,393,149,306,0.091,0.835,0.07400000000000001,-0.635,0,1,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,2,0,1,14,10,1,5,16,0,17,3,2,5,0,33,42,21,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,12,15,0,2,3,3,0,17,3,6,0,1,13,2,37,4,40,27,4,59,0,0,1,1,12,16,0,2,24,159,49,4,0.286820634482659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18685186965278489,0.08474972890069134,0.0,0.19147295618638085,0.09901989224885233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13003191129790342,0.10025214786896153,0.21941700031663447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17875905020112248,0.10876662616507668,0.0,0.07351578784532803,0.0,0.0582810655359161,0.0,0.1627088230712086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619768860889277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113940007457424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723124347529364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055291834138986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141979853938984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386563690398533,0.0,0.0499506478106881,0.0,0.10867118424040703,0.0,0.15293110863959075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06408327512474411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415351644944588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978874135320298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508607980270647,0.0,0.0,0.2024677588579098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460907859938291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862889402819406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653569248518416,0.0,0.07631249800519642,0.0,0.0702820561166444,0.07089128872594283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181820497039028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628177128814203,0.0,0.09988883879140034,0.0,0.0903794027360509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06124821430389421,0.09829979405246317,0.0944002580841528,0.0,0.0,0.08164775156228972,0.0,0.07603042689264135,0.0957191637937941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908699758890336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360284573770574,0.0,0.0,0.13534208089635333,0.0,0.07635177639972303,0.07993163113511764,0.0,0.19989813506506465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055749139505760416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186682784100254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514729189148386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669007074267274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588110105247465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231353898819624 socialanxiety,imas3xyboy,2020/03/11,Has anyone else now looked back when they were younger and realised that anxiety was slowly getting to them Like in year 7 I would be scared to take my t shirt off to get judged and then in year 9 I was always hyper aware and what people think of me would always be on mind and now I’ve left school and all I do is be shy around new people and constantly feel like the whole world is watching and judging me on what I do. Its just mad looking back at my younger self in year 7 where I would have like one problem with the t shirt but I would not be shy around anyone and now I’m scared to be myself around anyone but family.,7.161136363636366,4.814672234848487,6.756666666666668,85.80499999999998,65.28787878787878,9.70909090909091,29.57575757575757,7.1686216300943375,1.4264303030303025,493,10,113,3,6,154,78,132,0.11699999999999999,0.843,0.040999999999999995,-0.8338,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,0,11,7,1,2,2,0,18,2,2,0,1,25,26,12,0,5,4,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,12,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,3,4,13,3,16,14,2,25,0,0,3,0,3,13,0,0,15,76,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254971455224817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365870868980244,0.0,0.0,0.2842385828732297,0.1388378782851535,0.0,0.3618766973453977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20838544758236166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14642959406298325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131945878987748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773928732252005,0.0,0.0685139153465377,0.09680270217076037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158847243749764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472233898835257,0.0,0.0,0.19859839316908906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275752147370243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368184581556977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086873855477016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181970593237096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18788014086839408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965717606410632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713224107907969,0.1371353236919005,0.0,0.0,0.14135820549310565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188068929277484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682425179300053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512832162962552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3850271163711361,0.0,0.0,0.2617766613727315 socialanxiety,puddle-ass,2020/03/11,"Should i be cautious of using the word anxiety? I have bad ... nervousness ... socially. Especially when infront of the crowd. My back and neck heats up like crazy and even when im not scared the moment before, during a presentation, everything will fly out the window and i sound like im about to cry. I beat myself up for not being in control of my body at times where im not even worried. I got over that and idk how to get over this. I dont know how to describe it but I refrain from using the term anxiety cause i think its a slap in a face for people who has it way worse than me and get panic attacks from it. How do I briefly describe/summarize it to others?",2.1415931372549046,3.9406342867647055,3.8402941176470575,87.71549019607845,77.45588235294117,6.886274509803924,23.833333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.158609803921569,517,17,109,8,12,173,87,136,0.188,0.7509999999999999,0.061,-0.9490000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,10,7,1,3,8,0,8,3,3,7,0,22,15,11,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,1,0,9,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,1,13,2,21,10,1,17,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,0,9,77,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24771029600068814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841877324236537,0.0,0.12449320842239278,0.13518201981275627,0.0,0.0,0.1377673015310921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798374385890969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16631870549199712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815876825185986,0.0,0.0,0.1778425504119495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897487979041733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138704571061392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550773734490824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16917499195717922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294884060971544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5246482045708686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897750822377902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15819499515598254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899579739004245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122429699718498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620928804200424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16503944793805134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374073429779396,0.0,0.0,0.09440678590647453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27966395834723845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851085392123449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644200848416548,0.16499271720077766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,notdoingsowellhaha,2020/03/11,"Hyper awareness in social settings that leads to neck twitching and other issues So I don’t know what I have because no matter where I look no one seems to have this same issue. Basically, when I’m in social settings (like school or literally anywhere) my neck twitches, and I don’t mean like when your eye twitches. It’s not a steady twitch (as weird as that sounds.) I’m hyper aware of my body and my surroundings to the point where I think to myself “people would think I’m weird if I started twitching...” and then my neck does it. I feel I’m not explaining this well so I guess imagine yandere chan twitching after she murdered the whole school? I watched someone play that game once and I guess that’s the only example I can think of. It’s that weird twitch that people associate with weird people. I’m already lonely at school and I feel like people think I’m weird so it’s just like a downward spiral. My legs do that same thing when I walk and it’s exhausting. I don’t how to describe it like it’s just so fucking weird and I hate it. I looked up dystonia but my twitching only happens in social settings, when I get home or to a place where I’m completely alone it stops. When I think about it and what people think of me it happens at home. I’m sure at least someone has this but every website or group I look at doesn’t really address my specific issue. I don’t know if it’s an ongoing panic attack but the overwhelming feeling and the unable to breathe stuff also doesn’t help. I don’t know what to do lol",1.9954367406786773,4.263398847402602,3.1880854629241746,89.90178257226644,80.00649350649351,5.6625052366987845,23.24717218265605,6.828538100315305,0.7601739421868454,1207,41,242,13,31,389,135,308,0.11599999999999999,0.804,0.08,-0.8141,0,3,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,1,18,22,4,2,9,1,14,17,7,2,1,49,48,32,1,3,12,0,3,5,0,1,9,1,3,0,28,11,0,1,16,2,0,2,11,14,1,1,0,9,32,8,24,47,4,29,0,2,5,1,9,15,1,8,14,152,60,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660314082087837,0.10292954634373792,0.07459072606050142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611198886816116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05685861550937206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360575066830137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779541385393882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162420473126222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858688529482008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414855420877055,0.06663455505308949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622978049011924,0.04873151601117735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20550239167547926,0.0,0.16496276732611928,0.0,0.0,0.0920881989365776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251921215568178,0.0,0.18712170513279472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920596745062629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378190889133053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278434256194075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349785620916278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160210630031616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933315588916604,0.06320448822922567,0.14187728894656398,0.0,0.10943626997685824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32332025112256424,0.0,0.09745087922282107,0.0,0.08817353737242427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597533458888914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28319306397517113,0.0,0.08491262504916422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852415385970781,0.15806054442380568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601941187212647,0.0,0.0,0.07798076167546802,0.0,0.0,0.10677575871131208,0.0,0.0,0.08790910132264955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061966720494178076,0.3585950757348711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386401277191821,0.0,0.0,0.10413645052096672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06625876656187575,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,slytherclaw87,2020/03/11,"Moving away from home? Hey guys! So basically, I’m 17 years old and I’ve always struggled with socially anxiety since I was around 8 or 9 years old. Being in any sort of social situation makes me nauseous and dizzy and recently I’ve gotten to the point where I can’t hangout with my own friends because I feel like I’m not worth their time. I want to push myself because I hate feeling so helpless and I’m sick and tired of being terrified of leaving my house. I’ve made the decision of moving out for college in order to push myself out of my comfort zone, as I heard that exposure therapy helps. A lot. I’m also going to start therapy soon which is good! I was wondering if anyone has any tips on how to make friends in college and in dorm life? I want to be able to enjoy my college experience and not feel like I have to rely on alcohol or 🌿 to help me. Advice on keeping a conversation going would help too, considering I kind of suck at small talk haha! Thanks :) Btw: nothing is set in stone and I haven’t accepted any offers yet so the option of staying home is still available",3.4640531829170023,4.938595077625571,5.167450980392157,80.95941176470592,73.10958904109589,8.075315605694335,28.407467096427606,8.671277953709913,2.2126737040021487,858,34,167,16,17,292,133,219,0.11699999999999999,0.6990000000000001,0.184,0.9199,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,13,15,2,1,5,1,13,4,0,4,0,35,35,17,0,4,5,0,3,2,2,1,4,1,3,1,2,13,1,1,6,1,1,6,4,4,0,0,5,4,20,11,34,26,2,35,0,1,0,0,14,16,1,7,12,99,22,4,0.11469701133784037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120805920260134,0.0,0.12257622353162433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172315852798213,0.09543710161909083,0.0,0.0,0.2339937025135225,0.0,0.0877428997339224,0.0,0.0,0.08019881716576402,0.0,0.0,0.1021046572691995,0.0,0.0,0.1077616177466339,0.0,0.0,0.1398364670647545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219568571934324,0.0,0.0,0.17398276557600328,0.16387913563459935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17722925288275435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036990947391644,0.09620241134733593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356807386289655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323955290051615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306369669715585,0.0,0.23010090838907,0.0,0.0,0.13234495156834794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194797368640894,0.0,0.11943928725672412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144757406571892,0.0,0.0,0.08101389110152274,0.11207033233968726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097511297435492,0.0,0.1085290853855787,0.15312229140979552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438095428040135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005487577415994,0.0,0.24071043857005356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084257490646212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324946154556832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487855302487276,0.1289242463601246,0.0,0.2338383178473957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118313496720098,0.12225175316317995,0.09159718141456888,0.0,0.0,0.1199062196413752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218911306778517,0.0,0.10559759801042083,0.2623320568169524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688074968002669,0.13182734192087214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530253796830444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438401614895316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147746603638081,0.0,0.0,0.14772222962467565 socialanxiety,lovetowrite1000,2020/03/11,"My sister talked to my friends so easily? I just had a few friends over. I am in college (F20) and I haven't seen my friends in so long. For some reason, I've been going through a phase where I've become extremely anxious in social situations and I have absolutely nothing to talk about. I either don't talk or talk about boring things to break the silence. This applies to people in my classes, but also my friends who I have known for 5+ years. I have 0 friends (I have a few acquaintances, but no close fiends) in college except for my boyfriend. When I came home for spring break and saw my hometown friends, it was good but I BARELY contributed to the conversation. If I did contribute, I probably came off as awkward and uncomfortable. That is, until my sister came. My sister is very social and gets along with people easily. My sister joined our conversation and talked about everything under the sun, including things about my life that I didn't even think to bring up. My friends had so much fun talking to her, I could tell. It was so much fun talking to my friends with the help of my sister, but how can I do that on my own without the help of my sister? How can I talk to people and come off equally as interesting as my sister? I'm so boring in social situations and I HATE it. I honestly part of the reason why I can't talk to people anymore is because I only hangout with my boyfriend, and I have been used to conversing with only him. We don't talk about normal things I would talk about with other people. We talk about how much we love each other, school, movies, and boring things. I wouldn't talk about those things with other people, except maybe school but that's kinda boring. Sometimes my boyfriend and I don't even talk: we just cuddle, watch movies, have sex, go on dates, etc. Those are all things I can't do with my friends. Something I also noticed: since my sister is in high school, she talked about the drama that's going on in her high school and all my friends were so interested. I was very shocked because I am someone who looks down upon ""talking bad"" about others. However, that gossip seemed to really interest my friends and we were all having such a fun time. I'm starting to consider maybe becoming more aware of the gossip that's going on around me and talking about it with others??? Help :( I want to be talkative like my sister...",4.475485517417383,5.893585483731022,4.902279571264515,84.06541884649742,70.51843817787419,7.592726808727829,27.00784739058313,8.027739517013583,1.6250504784994253,1872,62,361,25,34,594,188,461,0.08199999999999999,0.72,0.198,0.9966,1,0,1,0,0,0,62.0,6,0,0,0,30,31,1,1,12,0,39,4,0,6,3,67,61,37,0,6,13,9,0,1,11,2,1,0,1,0,27,35,0,0,5,2,0,9,10,10,0,0,16,4,64,21,70,41,16,43,0,0,4,3,62,24,0,5,9,268,91,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938914222875479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05607551207741738,0.049226417507861366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04418732023761388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04144469652459477,0.06051632625136665,0.10964000239511186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17031399941738598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04275775123853433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03963098584026836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055358208801926316,0.06556934274704397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044610400292828783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4218423800763418,0.0,0.025933205506648425,0.0,0.11283906323850768,0.0416330348832943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049006113152967185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998116030235036,0.10488811482565848,0.049789807820160965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0350599751817396,0.02425005771858853,0.0,0.0,0.04392705038304768,0.041682452747699134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04479919519289319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973377520017222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946638840063694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04863357422465553,0.04762789641144589,0.056511882862005126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550212248955007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05375187161331788,0.0,0.2064716521004468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053516919736099934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03179863721643796,0.10206989787540964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009405692595612,0.0,0.04518752412717638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04106011535926436,0.11158779849362133,0.0,0.15179555336989609,0.04205714203612208,0.038212872265925686,0.04909211398795391,0.0,0.03513321800034345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6782357386865537,0.04338479484494767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19785910581316285,0.03180528931411169,0.0,0.0,0.028943646478841963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04287030145955284,0.0,0.08191119949480936,0.029277100252168807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0447895367227213,0.0,0.0,0.047848152228645205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03526059418040778,0.0,0.0,0.03196450407462912 socialanxiety,_dubujigae_,2020/03/11,"I have a new job tomorrow at my school, having second thoughts. Tomorrow, I'm starting a job at my school cafeteria. I'm excited because income! a possibility to invest in the stock market! experience! But I'm having scared thoughts. There are so many judgemental people at my school. Kids are so mean sometimes. What if I mess up in front of them. What if I get made fun of by people for working and serving food? There are so many people I know who will walk up in line and laugh or make snide remarks. I'm just imagining it. I don't want to face these people. Everyone I talk to doesn't help. I wonder if I can ask my boss to work in the back taking inventory and such. I'm excited, but I'm facing fear about starting my new job for fear of Any tips?",1.5139950980392172,3.779036588235297,3.4870874183006566,87.09376838235296,81.81045751633988,6.700816993464053,22.6343954248366,7.865858978985527,1.203000326797386,590,20,122,11,16,199,89,153,0.11,0.8370000000000001,0.053,-0.8565,4,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,2,9,8,0,3,5,0,10,4,2,3,0,20,29,12,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,3,2,0,6,0,1,2,2,4,0,1,3,0,14,4,20,25,0,18,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,5,7,72,19,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743317131790714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201971924034397,0.0,0.0,0.09886370828658453,0.0,0.07837612070344284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285577817111265,0.0,0.1257678027902803,0.0,0.2893578363226383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554694213827144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717341157074498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617890664942751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827627479797045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065964905697297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165766018781685,0.08582261441405327,0.26070306644982244,0.0,0.14005228364741015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483507162792345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3565417384976267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494528411759922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872271064625276,0.390364302149378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271607081872442,0.0,0.1820074353659632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966699245377593,0.10334106982262606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20414315136157915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583492539449911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943053436490155,0.1872034714799865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,isohell,2020/03/11,trying to figure out whether or not its all in my head I wrote a whole essay about the title and I felt like people will think im weird because its too much so I deleted it fuck,0.3526923076923083,2.2717606153846184,2.1304487179487204,97.15413461538462,83.87179487179488,3.9,17.442307692307693,3.1291,-0.9301846153846154,140,3,32,0,4,46,35,39,0.14,0.7959999999999999,0.064,-0.4522,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,1,10,5,4,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,4,1,4,2,3,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,1,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21902893976559276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34498906261841944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321716019247335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687504997843626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3881109626268467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17553823109798988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641304529047771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490967856804311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23022807988944965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24394445025288275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40115110338555177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ctheworld22,2020/03/11,"Anxiety tremors ? Does anyone else get jittery after a social gathering. It’s like I was so extremely nervous, but I’m slowly coming down afterwards. I start getting spasms/tremors while I’m in bed trying to relax and sleep. It’s constant and I’m wondering is that normal and does anyone else experience this ?",4.060526315789474,6.9767209298245625,5.297456140350878,74.00302631578948,76.54385964912281,8.010526315789475,30.552631578947373,8.841846274778883,3.3007684210526325,251,12,38,6,6,83,43,57,0.06,0.828,0.11199999999999999,0.5823,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,7,10,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,4,9,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,6,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16335571716324376,0.0,0.0,0.29862097864295395,0.4375891126439543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18394377687409136,0.0,0.2307583381504584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37373647164747786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567666107154828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20888079558441447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22312921653586998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432370919806096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20922155788462946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136918635410335,0.21767474193378955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114304717923965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14497804683047194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23157247165608824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,techpurriest,2020/03/11,"I barely talk to people in real life, and I'm worried I'm gonna embarrass myself or come off like a weirdo in real life. I'm not exactly a shy person, and engage pretty openly on the internet with people. A lot of people say I'm generally pretty funny and charismatic but I'm super worried -- for medical reasons I'm usually at home so I never get out and talk to people. My school is sending me to a field trip with people IRL and I'm so fucking afraid I'm going to embarrass myself (I used to be a weird, super embarrassing kid like those freshmen who pretend to hiss at people and I'm worried I'm gonna revert back to that even though I'm clearly not that way anymore). How do I get over this? What if I say a stupid joke that people don't pick up on? What if I do some cringe shit like accidentally say pog out loud? God help me",2.4111688311688297,3.761470636363637,4.934448051948053,82.07613636363638,75.5909090909091,7.301298701298702,23.935064935064936,7.957251820313856,1.3291587662337658,656,20,133,10,14,233,98,176,0.165,0.629,0.20600000000000002,0.8446,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,6,15,3,4,7,0,5,5,1,4,3,30,24,14,0,2,6,0,0,3,0,2,3,4,1,2,8,12,0,0,1,2,0,4,4,8,0,0,0,4,11,7,22,21,2,20,0,0,0,1,10,12,2,5,6,74,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783228212670208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136119061186856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234836622506044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847600622367304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984230000858786,0.12415158130169195,0.0,0.06752514710373375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963900660389417,0.0,0.11918085814720443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16784471006081927,0.17414062127693158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101203153669304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969333691220513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916372417008803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5765981978513393,0.1037444362012476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417545828428953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704743410110208,0.0,0.12216132731148095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834587179391201,0.0,0.12024684633972968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196160924363343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19099755292874274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673486543989213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261777541768263,0.13085763511957066,0.0,0.0,0.09430959945185287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619863662121522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ghostghoul04,2020/03/11,"Should I go to group therapy tomorrow? I’m extremely terrified? Should I go to DBT group tomorrow? I’m terrified? I’m 19. I started going to therapy last month because I thought I was bipolar. I see my therapist once a week. I was diagnosed with Borderline Personality disorder and social anxiety and seasonal depression. Not on any medication. There is a DBT group therapy of 6 girls (19-22 years old) that started at the end of February. The first meet was the 26th and then last Wednesday. With another therapist who I’ve never met. I didn’t show up at the last two (they didn’t put me on the list though so it didn’t matter but this week they did). I currently don’t have a job or any friends (haven’t had friends or a job in months, can’t keep either). And i sit in my house most of the time or take my dogs for walks sometimes (but that causes anxiety if it’s crowded on the walking trail). I am supposed to see my therapist Thursday and group is tomorrow and I got a group text message as confirmation that group is tomorrow and there’s other girls replying. I never said anything. Someone is bringing their cat and snacks for the group. I’m scared there might be people I went to school with there at group (I was bullied a lot and virtually had no friends all 4 years and sat alone at lunch a lot, I have RBF so I guess that doesn’t help and a strong fight or flight response and tend to come off rude when I feel uncomfortable and I shut down). There is someone in the group named Rachel and I knew 3 Rachel’s that went to that school that absolutely hated my guts for no reason and made my life hell. Idk if it’s her because I don’t know the last name. I’m also scared they are going to judge me (you know the looks on peoples faces to know they are judging you, that certain look and then the way they look at others after looking at you or if they start whispering) and won’t like me for whatever reason. I’m having massive anxiety thinking about it, my therapist thinks it would be good for me to try it out so we can use some of what they teach me there in our 1 on 1 sessions and so I can potential try to make friends. She also told me about meet me.com meet ups and I’m too scared to do that, I don’t trust people and I hate driving. Driving gives me massive anxiety. Hell going to the grocery store is a complete nightmare which is why my parents go most of the time for me. I always feel like people hate me.",2.4581550802139027,4.386203087221098,3.7870749585100505,87.86766019730776,76.95131845841786,7.402710676747187,26.011847685782772,8.296473431620573,1.6654791075050712,1914,73,402,36,44,627,225,493,0.162,0.7559999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.9915,4,1,0,0,1,0,46.0,2,3,8,2,17,21,7,3,23,0,39,8,2,6,4,71,90,41,0,6,12,1,2,2,4,5,4,2,0,3,21,26,2,1,11,1,1,15,15,11,0,2,20,10,57,10,51,63,7,70,2,1,6,0,47,21,2,15,34,252,78,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308060844766254,0.0,0.112856281871039,0.05871296090394273,0.0,0.0,0.09596870870532992,0.07399006197700299,0.2159179335616302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05806624106475281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602747657286428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248627082173767,0.0,0.060782629594907066,0.07398256709984917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060774661823281985,0.07161860838015195,0.0,0.0,0.08086978546257219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06249669462139713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135619963253605,0.050409270190794685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06001971931718277,0.0,0.0,0.218063080688918,0.0,0.0,0.06768918222920245,0.2406109343683627,0.059183779897725663,0.05643461235985343,0.0,0.07773163322371017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20899511812808427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047295999127786745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141869184460078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004313660526596,0.06271845321933961,0.0,0.0,0.11633654324821414,0.23006871079893504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04983979333220336,0.06894573420108657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23701612106179226,0.0,0.0,0.11997801477402645,0.0,0.0667671569974575,0.04710046175201047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108345771260194,0.0,0.07485477968201049,0.0,0.0,0.11264330145633797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884301772156188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404260151016252,0.07514587424095265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835038263830346,0.0,0.0,0.19567430602944816,0.061611727384944664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093396626865013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509829482706169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712030535679649,0.0,0.21193361973890715,0.1428243515866475,0.11245702854664627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192873516011887,0.11957334575154945,0.0,0.06978729456360072,0.0,0.149831736772965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05305359332557101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24208025287510815,0.3277101434254057,0.0,0.09042613624620424,0.06932648119894393,0.05601808310250258,0.08229015287707127,0.0,0.0,0.06742469826011775,0.0,0.095813482463411,0.0,0.06892849727100017,0.0,0.0,0.06094262627847511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056008568208316185,0.11320062877232155,0.0,0.0,0.1308227475529765,0.06367093080169145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050124984904082834,0.0,0.0,0.0908788023258858 socialanxiety,emilymarieq,2020/03/11,"Should I “put myself out there” and do tennis despite my anxiety about it? So I impulsively agreed to trying out tennis with a few of my close friends. At the time yeah it seemed fun but obviously once I got home I completely rethought my decision. I have never done tennis before and I’m worried about being really bad. Also, I’m so worried about the social aspects and everything. Generally I don’t do well in new surroundings. So I guess my question is, should I do tennis despite my anxiety about it. It sounds really fun especially with some of my friends but I don’t know... I think I’ll regret it.",1.9911355311355337,4.680793076923082,4.108601953601955,80.49096153846156,84.04273504273505,7.445421245421247,24.59645909645909,8.418075326091056,2.181630525030525,478,19,87,12,14,163,68,117,0.11699999999999999,0.708,0.175,0.5083,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,3,1,11,0,0,0,2,23,18,9,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,5,8,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,2,1,17,5,13,13,2,10,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,4,3,63,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253270031186286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918273126306535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925783544270128,0.0,0.0,0.16230355388249115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999846273269695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19519067295472006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714225554686414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947266203029135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525501934245572,0.0,0.2101188470627163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19132525233575576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048243352365344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14710850940608725,0.18421545455523924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031291998147881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19174385757545226,0.21366963898260008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443826379624889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736402455556239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19443284896673968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221688072413338,0.0,0.0,0.11122056317395612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294982340737365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714959084419354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3874063555413205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CookieLost,2020/03/11,"Need help making a GP appointment 23F here. I live in Scotland, UK. Moved to UK 4 years ago and right after moving here, I registered with a gp practise. However, I have not seen a gp since and do not know how it all works in this country. I have social anxiety and knowing what to do step by step, where to go and what to say would make me less anxious. First of all, I need to make an appointment as well as change my address (still the same gp practise though). Can I do that in person if I go to the gp practise? Should I call instead? What information will they ask me when making an appointment? Is my gp always the same or do they give a random one each time? If the same - do I need to specify who my gp is when making an appointment? Can I ask to get a female gp as that would make my visit more comfortable? Any information appreciated, the more step-by-step, the better. Thank you",3.0012380952380937,4.372060266666665,4.43650793650794,86.15500000000002,74.1111111111111,7.80952380952381,24.523809523809533,8.418075326091056,1.4073809523809522,688,21,147,12,14,229,96,180,0.019,0.8759999999999999,0.10400000000000001,0.9424,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,2,3,10,4,0,0,14,0,15,0,0,7,2,34,34,14,0,8,5,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,1,8,6,0,0,4,0,0,7,2,0,1,2,1,2,19,4,18,29,9,20,0,0,1,0,15,5,0,4,8,104,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261633375485854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509707482667875,0.0,0.0,0.09406541142549796,0.0,0.10581787297451714,0.15626732591325546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586294923355625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233678993234524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412447922332572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463289923893668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176587591388556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226884832167015,0.13269347605782278,0.15722601557783605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271600455510072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15203906845740067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214307820929292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5539961147091351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940341304954144,0.0,0.3076976185582113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373226911387322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077962834522467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181283773500522,0.0,0.11000120378339567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442346563012502,0.0,0.0,0.14100442024133414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104661338654548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735062605140682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590313060653972,0.0,0.08065813525131793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243703482828286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070189208291842,0.0,0.0,0.19652352902556292,0.0,0.0,0.08907645050105979 socialanxiety,sorryimanxious,2020/03/11,"i’m a barista with social anxiety... any tips that i can use?? I typically work lone shifts, having to take orders myself and dealing with money just messes me up. When I see people walk into the place I just feel dread... I tend to start stuttering, vision mildly gets blurry, I get scatter brain. It’s so embarrassing, and If there’s a lot of people I start to become extremely overwhelmed and panicky. I’ll pretty much have a break down 😔 I love my job but working alone is hard for me (we’re a small cafe, coworkers without anxiety do the job just fine doing it alone), and I just wish I could do it calmly ;^; What can I do to prevent panic mode or calm myself during a busy time? Thanks!!",2.2398662207357845,4.334885840579717,3.941304347826087,85.71255852842812,78.27536231884058,6.275139353400222,21.48494983277592,7.321109707123232,0.8031531772575251,538,15,105,7,13,180,98,138,0.121,0.688,0.191,0.8745,2,2,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,2,7,12,0,4,7,0,10,2,1,1,0,21,23,9,0,3,8,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,7,0,0,0,3,16,5,12,22,2,12,0,2,1,1,3,5,0,3,4,66,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34813964523009705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429335671784735,0.0,0.25714616498710163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18562009961387665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876216931729614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419021121427332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17327277999241655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498123699541271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17561926611799591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055769893026832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335670633447409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428870954487,0.15168972806766515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355078119555288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19719392082547266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23303713847197854,0.0,0.17559736791012073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709876023099551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13393002211352198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17132618948039374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23792160826404884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636771608007116,0.0,0.0,0.1547362660829139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800296288266044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14515850882093553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19327219425063336,0.162013472984328,0.0,0.2447139091739583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,delaney_brielle,2020/03/11,"How do I make friends at work (21/f) I work in retail (since November) and I’ve met a few people who seem pretty nice to be friends with. The only problem is I’m too afraid to talk to them, my biggest fear is that if I talk to them they’ll won’t like me and think I’m stupid. I don’t really have many friends anymore, since high school ended and I go to an online college. So, really my only chance of making friends is through work or my acting class (but in my acting class the closest person to my age is 34 and I just turned 21) I don’t drink, so the bar isn’t really an option either. Anyway, at work there’s this girl who’s the same age as me and seems nice enough and she’s complimented my outfits a few time and has helped me whenever I asked a question and she always says hello and goodbye to me. But, I feel like it’d be weird to just start trying to talk to her now after working together for like 3.5 months. Although, we never really worked that many shifts together and if so it was only for an hour or two and we were busy. But, we have two shifts this week where we work the same shift and close for four hours with just the two of us and we aren’t usually that busy on Wednesdays and Thursdays. I guess I’m just asking for good questions or topics to talk about to try to get to know her better within like an hour or two, so I could ask if she wants to hang out. Usually in the past whenever I asked new people to hangout they’ve always said yes, but my overthinking stops me from asking most of the time, so I feel like I’m missing out on potential friendships and relationships bc of this. Also, how likely do you think someone is to say yes compared to no if asked to hangout?",5.104183098591552,4.57760749577465,5.791654929577465,85.15396126760565,68.40845070422534,8.790140845070423,27.609154929577464,8.07648339933343,1.4994478873239432,1331,35,292,15,20,435,173,355,0.043,0.8420000000000001,0.115,0.9617,1,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,6,1,3,8,18,21,1,2,15,2,22,2,0,4,1,65,50,37,0,7,17,0,2,6,4,2,0,3,0,2,10,25,2,1,9,4,1,4,7,6,0,5,4,5,40,15,44,40,7,40,0,1,0,0,42,15,0,15,27,188,50,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058867991752291814,0.12250320641239855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300394634565152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4129072193836506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510438710749286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058773693280568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211235049668065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519893873026872,0.07606152227897701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283467165759892,0.07444151272399786,0.1051777518320764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274917341356921,0.0,0.03845955970847912,0.0,0.04183575270860432,0.061742779562239565,0.0,0.0,0.08109260853967233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04934099263969164,0.07777578274720133,0.0,0.0,0.21748083036127808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04045557503097492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21578046937306394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827400116246487,0.1492633009974626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05875689710086295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056774596533750464,0.07109553451312706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16795716136553124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027158255357747,0.10206745466450594,0.0642757071101439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489050655787405,0.0,0.07043734307779237,0.0,0.0,0.16492598006362866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18863253697817411,0.0,0.0,0.07903241336086071,0.0,0.0,0.07002246603641057,0.11707943223563233,0.0,0.07449990919279773,0.0,0.134028343067882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217862526012702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06237174054289394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05210339674703217,0.0,0.0,0.06154345288749995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23666816689788786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943359989267766,0.0,0.0,0.08584823034304462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995628425646108,0.08006940050693835,0.28763536360227243,0.0,0.0885469274033791,0.0,0.16214781892988794,0.0,0.04341863503725946,0.0,0.059047609671724885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37513608766212336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,billylast113,2020/03/12,"Missed my fucking chance again >:,( Damn I fucking hate myself so much. Today I went to go pick up something I bought from Offer Up( it’s an app sort of like Craigslist) and the girl that was selling the thing I was buying was super cute and smiling and looked interested in talking to me. A solid 8.5/10 in my book. But anyways, I had my chance to talk to her and everything but I blew it like I always fucking do. There I was shaking and getting all red trying to get the money out of my wallet and when she was asking basic questions like; ‘how was your day’ I would stutter and sound like a fucking dumbass. I hate that I do that shit EVERY SINGLE TIME I try to talk to a cute girl. I try all the stupid ‘baby step’ social exercises like eye contact and etc. but nothing works. I think I just have to face the harsh reality that I’m going to be alone forever. Sorry for all the bad language. I’m just so tired and upset at myself.",2.5294473684210534,4.205802299999998,4.008618421052635,87.47345394736843,76.0,6.0131578947368425,23.980263157894736,6.6274283507984215,0.7444473684210524,727,23,148,6,16,241,114,190,0.23399999999999999,0.632,0.133,-0.9827,0,1,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,2,9,23,9,2,10,0,12,9,3,2,3,24,30,16,0,1,5,0,0,5,0,1,2,1,0,2,7,10,0,0,2,2,4,5,0,14,0,0,9,4,25,9,19,19,6,16,0,1,3,4,13,6,6,2,10,100,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956973497428954,0.0,0.0,0.11213032522557233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598152095603574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125181781649254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690843914691382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502919631024416,0.0,0.0,0.11354031204213595,0.0,0.12111274515373535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4983302823336785,0.14081208368134973,0.0,0.15317334769117158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26609332596482177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291823253272751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316366237193848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906340759285058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129304943296266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096097746555998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832822865940042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736988123906008,0.0,0.10374410070198972,0.0,0.1508517239969199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249426603022489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952792510788753,0.08634815814150078,0.0,0.0,0.07857908597101973,0.1548857045366644,0.12773582278321616,0.0,0.0,0.2744776481429884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249229897808912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810619363777938,0.0,0.0,0.09572896295278267,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FewLooseMarbles,2020/03/12,"I have zero friends and it's driving me crazy I've had a rough year so far with getting sick, a lot of family alienation, and realizing at 26, I have no friends/supporting people and am terrified of meeting new people. It sucks because I am so lonely. I'm desperate for anyone to talk to me on social media just to feel like I'm engaging with someone. I dont do this on facebook so my coworkers dont see my desperation, but it needlessly breaks my heart when I'm downvoted or no one responds. I've tried local book clubs and events but everyone is two times my age and in a much different area of life. I'm terrified of judgement and abandonment, which I've been working on in therapy, but I feel like I'm getting no where. I wish there was somewhere I could talk without fear of judgement and make friends. I dont know how to get involved in communities and whenever I try to practice, I dont get responses or I get downvoted. I know it shouldnt matter, but when you're trying the only form of talking to people you know and that fails, its heart breaking.",4.796016096579479,5.497846807511742,6.076904761904764,78.59250000000003,69.18779342723005,9.653789403085176,33.52414486921529,9.784248007369934,3.2519271629778665,842,39,164,19,14,284,120,213,0.16399999999999998,0.736,0.1,-0.9007,1,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,2,9,10,1,1,4,0,15,4,2,2,0,33,34,21,0,3,8,0,3,2,2,1,2,0,0,0,8,11,0,1,6,2,0,1,9,5,0,3,3,4,19,5,23,29,3,21,0,3,1,0,10,11,1,3,9,102,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960890022767897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940393729086929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909026250076176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895250438178398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5337410506081142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087917422740508,0.0,0.0,0.10733079313319792,0.12811665687528626,0.1151353358695034,0.16267369294446876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17592561098509893,0.0,0.2974183464572102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698335042934012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18771244894988387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804179787393468,0.1112459786940798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679403541038067,0.0,0.0,0.07599798631867931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369530259166134,0.0,0.0,0.1099602620293333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714996748099873,0.08659059297199034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367947045430236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090726368691731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605913885515755,0.09646756269981872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291994172399056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27453299800378456,0.0,0.0,0.13020121290877154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638879620162902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318968262266085,0.0,0.11121816639823057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092571834700267,0.10975055369247116,0.0,0.0828865850887877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331781599281054 socialanxiety,Meganthefallen,2020/03/12,"I feel like an extrovert stuck in a socially awkward person’s body... For the majority of my life I’ve assumed that I’m an introvert because meeting people, starting conversations, and introducing myself has always been a struggle. My parents meant well, but I was rather sheltered as a kid, and had little opportunity to learn how to talk to other people before I started going to school. Now that I’ve been an adult for over 15 years I’m realizing that I may not be an introvert because I do crave social interaction, I’m just absolutely horrible at initiating it. Having recently gone through a breakup that was basically the equivalent of a divorce(we weren’t married, but were together 13 years), I’m on the lookout for friends to fill the void. He was my best and tbh only friend for most of our relationship. We plan to remain friends, but it has not even been a month since the breakup and that dynamic is a little difficult for me right now. I have been craving some kind of meaningful human interaction for weeks, but the thought of going out and pursuing it terrifies me. I’ve always been socially awkward and I’ve never gotten a grasp on how to handle it enough to just feel normal around new people. Does anyone else struggle with this? Where you desperately want to connect, and feel like you’d be fine doing so, but just struggle with starting? Honestly it’s kinda hell...to have the desire and want to connect with other people, but no clue how to do it. I know it should be as simple as approaching someone that looks interesting, saying hello, giving a compliment or comment about something and seeing where it goes, but I just feel like I fall flat on my face and look like an awkward person every time I try. Then I end up feeling depressed because I think I made myself look stupid.",7.586748676424791,7.655842520710063,7.930734973528493,69.88815166614764,63.14201183431953,10.666085331672376,36.4285269386484,10.307518312809881,3.8640745562130174,1444,63,245,30,19,475,184,338,0.11199999999999999,0.7120000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.9747,2,0,1,0,1,0,36.0,2,2,0,3,17,25,1,6,21,0,26,3,2,4,1,59,55,26,0,6,15,1,5,4,3,2,1,1,0,5,17,16,0,0,14,0,0,6,5,9,1,0,17,10,25,16,39,32,5,35,0,1,4,0,27,14,0,6,19,169,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16183013122843967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679954906745882,0.09963829923569692,0.0,0.08656806317766516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778377074929199,0.0,0.08274775526087741,0.0,0.10205191597445612,0.0,0.0,0.10801651908493833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375639166211178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509916111099444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123515254068514,0.0,0.08612960525420586,0.10047937921236268,0.0,0.06422895725426095,0.0,0.08193253502356931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458482542165702,0.2084140882484015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253921648260525,0.0,0.0,0.09328561423447136,0.11053237787233568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126499654050948,0.053442935968099216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068686540170785,0.1900346540461002,0.1949287143967284,0.0,0.0,0.2449822154947937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201492832498936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761948970052597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500081570574017,0.09391917172586717,0.0,0.0,0.09527878819978412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395868853978882,0.0,0.0,0.10797831099762893,0.0,0.0,0.2696678734580137,0.16981998138756602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601703589353013,0.1044040086790244,0.0,0.08304611927431214,0.0,0.07733258760207422,0.0,0.0984164450405526,0.0774911340148494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044150768566635,0.0,0.0,0.297385018678458,0.08239479808408623,0.07486342966100036,0.0,0.0,0.20649009393193188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049826366864689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816130211674832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062310234699053085,0.0,0.07720112901881318,0.05670394591703575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660225110511603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147144407336636,0.0,0.07800352906463835,0.0,0.08743432365177548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524430960263425 socialanxiety,ACellarDarling,2020/03/12,"Oh god, I’m seeing my crush over the weekend... butterflies everywhere! I’m so nervous! [M24] I hinted at that I have a crush on her in a post card I sent a bit ago, but I don’t know if she’s figured it out. We’ve been good friends for more than three years now and just thinking of her makes me smile. We started studies together which she quit after half a year because she wasn’t happy with them. Anyway. We were flat mates in that time and she’s frequently visited me since leaving. This is the first time I am visiting her. My flight goes tomorrow night... Could you guys calm my nerves please?",1.7899311294765852,3.958229528925621,2.775557851239672,93.12273071625349,80.15702479338843,6.347382920110194,23.306473829201106,7.492282038375204,0.9158920110192836,467,16,101,7,12,148,93,121,0.049,0.7559999999999999,0.196,0.9693,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,1,1,2,4,5,0,1,6,0,8,0,0,1,0,14,16,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,3,1,0,3,2,1,0,3,4,1,21,4,11,11,2,23,0,0,1,0,17,6,0,1,13,63,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067823369129872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422009850133855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546735723376555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18624941640142684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984217960851468,0.0,0.0,0.18022605163103567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19565822766273386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23097683041289102,0.0,0.2483233228626533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820067651243572,0.0,0.0,0.24700230236271725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571146155956989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21891079943034208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560635762574243,0.0,0.0,0.2234109404286936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481144264137304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18588828672042815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19296574033916253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16511174804587608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494718450130719,0.0,0.0,0.2720465893500985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004401784732585 socialanxiety,Cyphings,2020/03/12,"eyesight why can’t i focus on anything ? like i don’t know how to explain it.. i feel like my vision is blurry all the time, like not super blurry i just can’t focus like i really don’t know how to explain it.. it can’t be my eyes cause i got them checked the other day and i have 20/20 vision.. i feel like my anxiety has something to do with it.. does anyone else feel like this ?",-0.04481029810298054,1.9615231097561008,2.3535772357723594,94.41649051490515,86.1951219512195,4.620054200542006,17.647696476964764,5.82211442006289,-0.4044271002710027,293,7,66,2,9,100,46,82,0.092,0.6990000000000001,0.209,0.8662,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,3,7,0,0,2,0,10,1,1,3,1,15,18,3,0,0,2,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,7,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,1,4,12,7,5,16,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,8,41,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15230680419728748,0.0,0.0,0.1392115553504746,0.20399591901557199,0.16383787048049825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20452497066690806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839952957474646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17422900341992287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663179693554043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020045962766624,0.4266996104324643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159234118497871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188343422425041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5836053133329461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754508224004968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327272997933744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609364720078252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796518858940314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ThinkTank02,2020/03/12,"I have to do an assessment via the phone to see if i'm suitable for counselling for my social anxiety, is this some kind of cruel joke NHS? I just laughed when my mum told me I needed to do this, fuck that.",3.030606060606061,3.5631578181818213,4.343636363636366,90.0437878787879,73.0909090909091,7.684848484848485,26.03030303030303,7.793537801064563,1.18090303030303,160,5,37,2,3,53,35,44,0.198,0.698,0.10400000000000001,-0.6925,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,4,9,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,6,3,6,8,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,2,1,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32151584597945543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3885454670148979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4376607520606292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31163500505071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33491165900946723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4284262590654485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4015990435518617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Researchgeanology,2020/03/12,"Do you make people nervous without doing anything? I notice this sometimes. This evening I went to a store, up at the till the guy serving me was quite awkward, tapping his legs moving back and forth whilst I was paying. Could’ve been doing it with others but it’s irritating and not the first time this has happened.",3.5090000000000003,6.131837233333332,3.6500000000000017,86.70500000000001,76.66666666666666,4.666666666666667,26.66666666666667,5.46131890053228,0.8831666666666678,254,10,44,1,6,78,50,60,0.121,0.879,0.0,-0.7181,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,2,4,0,7,1,1,1,0,7,10,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,2,0,1,4,0,6,0,6,6,0,9,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,36,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335210942156777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182040087988186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265697411177477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874294658141417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24137726624729355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28097999812280605,0.25093962799716263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18942075747812973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30160591154383903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230775717194292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19673254724261452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018276376178041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280658866322523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16547038512101842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630605201635545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735471559325035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Daisychip,2020/03/12,"Can/ how can I help my sister with her social anxiety My little sister’s a sophomore and Im junior in high school. She’s so beautiful and outgoing, but it’s like really scared to talk to ppl she doesn’t know or doesn’t know well. She like doesn’t go to parties or hangouts where she doesn’t know everyone. I really want to like push her out of her comfort zone to like meet these people but I don’t know what to say or what to do. How do I help her get over this/ could she get over it?",0.9326415094339636,2.708535471698113,2.7930566037735858,93.9175094339623,81.0754716981132,6.504150943396226,18.147169811320754,7.554174236665415,0.1950558490566041,384,8,90,6,10,128,59,106,0.048,0.66,0.292,0.9795,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,1,0,10,0,0,2,0,17,18,10,0,2,5,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,1,0,2,5,1,1,0,0,1,15,6,13,17,0,9,0,0,0,0,17,7,0,3,4,57,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327742079077225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599738380024021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19145577537600975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093631701883238,0.0,0.11387111397894005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26859867137291,0.2116948889074572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21642680964408728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4404578473845169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3915496647656559,0.20081672250347535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13890672464525608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25671579603204514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593369846307475,0.2005986754725944,0.20277841563417084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042452115806052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16104447788788973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817950004568505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801507219128547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ScaredTie22,2020/03/12,"Does anyone else make accounts again and again on reddit? I do it because it feels like a fresh start, you know? No one to judge my post history or comments, because I'm afraid that if they look at them, they won't like me, or will think differently of me. I'm terrified of being a bad person or people not liking me. So I simply make a new account, because they won't be able to judge me if they have nothing to judge. And I've posted things people have disagreed with in the past, or maybe I get in a argument, and I don't want anyone to see that. &#x200B; Does anyone else do this?",5.040791027154661,4.743500115702481,5.779527744982293,84.41396694214878,68.50413223140495,8.23659976387249,28.029515938606853,7.447530270364453,1.426906965761511,458,13,97,4,7,150,74,121,0.151,0.79,0.059000000000000004,-0.8812,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,5,0,3,5,0,1,5,0,10,0,0,2,0,17,22,10,0,3,7,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,3,0,2,0,5,2,0,1,0,3,15,3,11,17,0,11,0,0,2,0,8,4,0,6,8,62,21,0,0.15142162658315214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16406526913955802,0.18399385022147804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176325661053655,0.3102987012287917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643073331136429,0.2769156543610929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582033713290308,0.0,0.0,0.26502017167050224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25298667802296776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656332411125379,0.1081756402864755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911155019253524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321736595245623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219308744402033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715602981868904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021502231049086,0.0,0.1521233763526975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624395052188682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529313457038698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260721299524138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454907628780211,0.20995338022382914,0.13221552372799975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29004012292608405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066343176269001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717700665838996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059780035403693,0.09702486417717968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931239855780852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18399385022147804,0.0 socialanxiety,DarthMaren,2020/03/12,Having trouble speaking in my language class So last semester I took a Japanese class and actually did okay in it. I had a good partner for all the speaking in front of the class and there weren't many assignments like that anyways so it wasn't a big deal. This semester though it's a different story. So firstly we are given a random partner every class session which means I have to reintroduce myself everytime and it's pretty tiring. Then she has us get up and say a phrase or whatever in front of class every session. Luckily ive been called twice in our 4 sessions so far but each time I get so nervous and I forget everything and stumble on my words and just make an embarrassment out of myself. Im thinking of dropping the class because the thought of going and potentially making an ass out of my self is nerve racking.,5.401038961038964,6.5370875341614925,6.242405420666291,76.37660643704123,68.06832298136646,9.084359119141727,33.891022021456806,9.339509955726095,3.2353055900621133,667,31,118,13,11,220,105,161,0.115,0.836,0.048,-0.9138,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,3,0,0,1,9,6,0,2,12,1,11,2,1,2,1,24,21,17,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,3,7,12,0,0,3,0,0,4,2,3,0,2,8,3,15,3,17,13,2,20,0,0,0,1,12,11,1,2,5,85,22,10,0.0,0.0,0.19071863689881347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913677925629687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995633598938243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014873003154988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20419040777360467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293287506891778,0.0,0.17564646572053802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662388886941177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042158717315715,0.0,0.11107153557780468,0.1639235556387968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21110584807153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593075044402696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548080501025774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609118638911203,0.19814277231577654,0.0,0.21288854119707454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988300203780468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15541960501543275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038837531348352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252283463625623,0.1920161793940065,0.15515540538472267,0.11396107579627625,0.22462645494466807,0.0,0.0,0.21713805900090086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350870382539322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Shege_,2020/03/12,"So: I finally talked with my mom about my anxiety, and i'm going to a psychologist. (I'm a bit nervous, tbh) What should i expect?",0.33999999999999986,2.4711741111111145,4.0903703703703735,81.7666666666667,85.66666666666667,8.044444444444443,23.814814814814817,8.841846274778883,2.157948148148148,99,4,21,3,3,37,21,27,0.16699999999999998,0.833,0.0,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317357861837261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4734259549295549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4750348220583428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464493682405083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5078775601678748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34854589937034675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pastelclouds92,2020/03/12,"I don't believe my social anxiety is ever going to get better Just need to vent a little... I work at a place for people with handicaps because I cannot work on the normal labour market due to my social anxiety. It sounds kinda bad when I try to explain it, but here in Germany there are many ""workshops"" like that and you'd never guess by looking at most of the people that work here that they have any problems. Well... and even here I feel singled out. (I started working here in February.) We had a meeting today and a guy I work with pointed out in front of everyone that I never/barely talk with anyone. It sounds ridiculous but this is one of those situations I cannot stand. I immediately froze up and felt humiliated even though I KNOW he didn't mean to offend me. I talk with people about work but I can't bring myself to have smalltalk with anyone. I just cannot open up. I already feel very uncomfortable during meetings or gatherings of any sort because of bad experiences and now I'm seriously contemplating if I should take the day off next Thursday (we have the same meeting every week). It's embarrassing but I even started crying when I got home because I thought I was doing better with my awkwardness. I was really making an effort to appear friendly and open but apparently that's still not enough. I'm still the weird one. This is so tiring. I don't have any social connections outside of my family except an internet friend that lives in the US (I value that friendship very much but I'm very sloppy when it comes to replying to messages). I've never been in a relationship and I'm already in my mid twenties. I've been in therapy for years and nothing seems to improve. It's really frustrating and I'm afraid I'll end up feeling lonely when I grow old.",3.98648620831618,5.805608610951013,5.3279405104981485,78.93694164265133,72.40057636887606,7.838987237546316,27.66663235899547,8.527137837955566,2.140889748867847,1416,53,258,25,28,473,184,347,0.135,0.784,0.08199999999999999,-0.9479,1,2,0,0,0,0,34.0,3,1,1,9,22,18,3,3,13,0,23,1,0,1,3,57,50,23,0,5,12,0,5,1,2,1,1,2,1,1,16,22,0,0,9,0,0,6,10,12,1,2,9,8,36,6,43,39,5,50,0,1,1,0,21,22,0,8,22,178,52,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19531096141518567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18053714322646286,0.0,0.13539554514680044,0.0,0.0,0.12375431634030162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777781595758027,0.16183561359707865,0.0,0.0,0.09970258835761,0.0,0.15653174552458046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622986320503533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720665411201296,0.05707139741717177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837953891608453,0.09143809947805166,0.0,0.17534862860888514,0.08004801328668204,0.07456012712957047,0.08455994022081957,0.0,0.08656424666357726,0.08342439657169794,0.0,0.13423588383074458,0.0,0.08496824923818197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674070142876496,0.0,0.04623453411315658,0.0,0.05029325739600463,0.0,0.07077684543910033,0.0,0.09748626880472933,0.08762310864222672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876683476551261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04863406336460481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04323376531870159,0.08869437350158196,0.07814194424432468,0.0,0.07431278724835885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059070523604832635,0.08971916519741208,0.0,0.09639605812043844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06505337294889865,0.06561728126825038,0.20475640179689847,0.0,0.09411451862622444,0.0,0.08670546515964306,0.08491251113590058,0.0,0.09285971044822253,0.0,0.119931834932797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184052076400478,0.0,0.092457538130995,0.0,0.08365556328245544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467693769911568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338322034724024,0.0,0.0,0.09500958511421048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056173870258397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947111772863414,0.0,0.27062588497618256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527321126772478,0.0,0.14134306421538556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653657778048351,0.14225647041827955,0.0,0.0,0.10120075798133443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869450402771774,0.07025445987400772,0.0,0.10171099244928182,0.08388209451267345,0.0,0.0,0.060081710104196086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064475507956517,0.0,0.0,0.2190507926018696,0.0,0.0,0.07098465880424085,0.0,0.07956685686692172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3865487141051625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056987322823231275 socialanxiety,seattle_cream,2020/03/12,"Social media gives me a lot of anxiety I’ve been on reddit for quite a bit, but until recently i’ve been extremely anxious to actually participate in commenting, posting etc. and that goes for any social media really. I have started commenting and posting, but I still can’t help but feel very nervous anytime I do it and that all people who see it will judge/hate on me in some way. Do you have any tips on sharing more things online without feeling anxious all the time?",5.7179487179487145,6.672382791208791,6.793131868131868,73.37270146520147,67.24175824175825,9.583150183150185,33.84798534798535,9.725611199111238,3.4492183150183164,378,17,65,8,6,127,64,91,0.126,0.797,0.077,-0.3866,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,3,0,8,0,0,0,2,13,13,7,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,6,1,11,10,7,13,0,0,1,0,9,5,0,2,5,47,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.17918173307173169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24972896477529624,0.0,0.14046495663063044,0.4148653254913939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20046000159345184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047792384091363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856825011499079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761402193759672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230732502243153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15610288931421654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729550740309348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517047887085274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19529713215909045,0.0,0.0,0.11762845750536627,0.0,0.18129764063735926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631736583478794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37434469654660096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299636274489094,0.0,0.14663515969841134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198563343967365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706737105472043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15150158768451888,0.0,0.14574502403857562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17699828778284868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BeggingPeasant,2020/03/12,"What is it about face to face interaction that causes fear? In online interactions I'm not afraid of interacting or confronting people, but as soon as it's face to face I have anxiety and fear. I become timid and keep to myself. Why? What's causing this? Everything is exactly the same, it's just that now I'm using my vocal chords to communicate. Could it really be as simple as that I'm not comfortable with my physical appearance?",3.5054518072289165,6.000279228915668,5.374322289156626,75.01039909638557,75.98795180722891,9.451204819277107,24.832831325301214,9.827888789773867,2.856687951807228,348,12,62,11,8,119,55,83,0.195,0.805,0.0,-0.9409,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,4,1,0,5,4,4,3,1,16,11,8,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,5,1,12,9,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,43,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19259257028168106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780446061279688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5172453062110374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010065962733288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262619647513543,0.0,0.0,0.5665907474566596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22377220660378735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17453583829125974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612812726579226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174362609178506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227170536750708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,e17j,2020/03/12,"I finally got a job! I’ve been searching for a job since October. I have been trying so so hard but interviews are really tough for me, I get so anxious to the point of near panic attacks during interviews, especially ones in person. I’ve had so many rejections but I FINALLY got a job!! I’m so proud of myself. Just wanted to share for those of you in the same situation, it does get better with practice and I’m just so excited!",2.306120689655174,4.3220856321839065,4.927112068965517,79.1072198275862,77.73563218390804,8.947701149425287,25.81752873563219,9.516144504307137,2.624794252873564,338,13,66,10,8,120,55,87,0.205,0.637,0.157,-0.6053,3,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,2,8,8,1,1,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,12,9,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,5,1,7,4,12,7,1,6,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,44,9,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20652905267334565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20797859439940014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16168511993256135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15998274605962504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4005300625099775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19102671264693566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29242790859882906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376644161018442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5442474020637237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853458406993221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388025860093922,0.0,0.0,0.2144941570587176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596271138486417,0.0,0.0,0.17281938225400795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711604900812153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15122655886048075,0.2054918578449584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411946818065568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078290960901997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,poproxx_001,2020/03/12,"Did college/university make your social anxiety better or worse, or has it had little effect on it? I moved ten hours away from home to attend university at the beginning of February and, ever since, I’ve been in a much better place than I can ever remember being in back in my hometown. I can participate in class discussions without much anxiety and when someone I’ve met since starting university or even someone I don’t know sits next to me at the start of a class I don’t have much of an issue saying hello. I also have four roommates and, in four weeks, I have become more open and talkative with them than I was with most people that I had known for my entire 13 years of schooling before university... Sure, my social anxiety is still lurking about and it gets the best of me sometimes - a couple of days ago, I purposely missed a bus after I saw that its doors had closed and the possibility of everyone on the bus staring at me as I ran up to the door to be let in was just too much for me - but I’m doing a lot better. So, now I’m really curious... How was your social anxiety after you moved away for college/university?",9.770337301587306,6.424828017857145,10.341666666666667,65.24777777777777,61.23214285714286,13.526984126984127,38.7281746031746,11.645159339076185,4.356556150793652,892,31,168,20,9,308,128,224,0.052000000000000005,0.889,0.059000000000000004,0.6553,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,1,5,13,6,0,0,12,0,21,0,0,3,3,27,33,15,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,6,10,0,0,4,0,0,4,3,1,0,3,11,3,23,5,38,19,8,40,0,1,2,0,11,18,0,5,17,133,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843165733864356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879990828111523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33978600709937024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086544320038084,0.08538411782592399,0.0,0.0,0.122636696698063,0.0944882026542302,0.0,0.1165312833858333,0.2946217510614424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286539189927248,0.0,0.07161263033778761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334191374953011,0.20088692564758126,0.0,0.10610498453638637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05801464043508945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138375459517788,0.0,0.10935358482668367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158985559309899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06102554623108049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354753484918255,0.0,0.0,0.11129283091111694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440357710754828,0.0,0.0,0.07412111429217688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23603924446683935,0.3265133401351766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809397591114099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698224742261704,0.0,0.11601481301953663,0.0,0.0,0.12518269273830693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113607702543981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578845944860848,0.0,0.0,0.08830471818944326,0.0,0.11238000323009656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837094784275956,0.0,0.0,0.3395787090856273,0.1881703341553816,0.0,0.10982295807895487,0.0,0.15719159816899608,0.0,0.0886779461038838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465537134193796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907085441493984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704011682306792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316085258315638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150713436100872 socialanxiety,Anabolic_Horse_,2020/03/12,"What should I do? Hi,I m currently in college 2nd year and I don't have much friends just 3-4 people with whom I sit ,talk , eat I occasionally talk to other people as well in my classroom but nothing more than that so here is the problem , why it feels like I m surrounded by wrong people I mean I dont hate my current friends they are good in their own ways but their sense of humor ,likings , they just don't quite match with mine only thing we are all together is because of i think compatibility thats it and I don't think after college we all are even gonna meet each other. I have a low key personality and I m a good listener and I love to talk about deep meaning topics I also had friend who was quite similar like me, bond between us was very good and his interests and likings was also very similar but he died few months back in a car accident and I was kinda broke because he was the only one who understood me but now there is no one in my entire classroom who I can call a real friend . It feels like I don't belong here so I have two choices either stays like this or change my section (not alone I m going with 2 other people of my same class) But I have social anxiety not on extreme side I just need a starting and then I can talk to people normally but I m not much of starter so yeah If I change my section there will be quite a lot of strangers to whom I going to have to talk to and I don't know how I m going to do that as i am an introvert So what are your advises for me ?",1.004847810698756,2.9079729310344824,3.2194640509657217,90.3088178784508,81.44514106583071,6.122398624734554,22.20254828597432,7.233258080335977,0.6856359793710189,1171,38,261,16,31,400,161,319,0.106,0.732,0.162,0.9669,2,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,3,1,4,3,19,22,1,0,9,1,32,2,0,1,2,49,49,27,1,5,15,0,2,6,4,3,0,1,0,1,18,15,1,0,8,0,0,4,10,5,1,3,7,3,46,17,30,38,13,29,0,2,0,1,32,12,0,4,16,191,64,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526270700667966,0.0,0.14711145873181233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703638327570164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072632376002083,0.0,0.1121393276460452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939210424395302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19460358554868434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545988322936194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779893203580894,0.0,0.0,0.09411767957117707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06075139111472873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301488976480796,0.13141991120791824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28425159294506075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568216892977298,0.23144335564676816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081041298992676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05054936035260032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696183330737689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819742275987257,0.08301481499633383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20038461692865966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341691627119612,0.0,0.1352305838273524,0.06820140795804286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901200825034177,0.08825651872174603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465496654714485,0.13990864575386028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31883396430272365,0.08031268565929862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880116679788363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934935888949804,0.0,0.10469246122455107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376120654259038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510334795003313,0.0980375841226088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696469659419889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06110689040170302,0.11787310896757833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985030884958416,0.0,0.11063964702026598,0.0,0.0,0.1517849381648735,0.0,0.07300880406480954,0.0,0.0,0.08270034296202755,0.0,0.08299691744011622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056481108270687,0.0,0.059231586209964826 socialanxiety,izujuin,2020/03/12,"Another potential relationship gone to waste Basically I've met someone online several days ago. I have severe online anxiety to the point I end up ghosting people. But that person is really interesting, I really want to keep talking to him because we share a lot of same interests. I feel like if don't I'll miss out on something. He's the type of person I wish I had in my life. And it complicates things even more because now I feel so much pressure on my shoulders not to mess things up. My biggest fear is not knowing what to say next, that's why I usually end up conversations. I remember I was talking with a guy and I would literally read his messages one day after receiving them to prepare myself mentally because I was scared not to know what to respond. I don't know how to overcome this. My social anxiety is ruining my life. Any advices?",3.873766233766237,5.920873333333336,5.740974025974031,74.89431818181819,73.24242424242425,9.32034632034632,32.391774891774894,9.784248007369934,3.6181774891774885,680,34,120,19,14,234,109,165,0.11699999999999999,0.775,0.10800000000000001,-0.3766,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,1,0,4,10,0,3,4,0,10,3,1,1,0,23,21,6,1,4,5,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,3,8,5,0,1,6,1,0,2,5,6,0,1,5,3,23,4,21,15,4,20,0,2,0,0,19,9,0,2,10,82,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205221354177693,0.1197888928721779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918963334424426,0.1417006751178269,0.2067555840488322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24713085480682695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17430160043562126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23937873773472795,0.0,0.0,0.08925529536658358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206427840873035,0.13665648320331827,0.09654036538653923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380474951266133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011406567396213,0.0,0.0,0.22279974200143174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19089948499032855,0.06602006284184991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488681884102395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618414692396946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993396651552526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14371744834693007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157087314317948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368549142519644,0.2359890810291707,0.0,0.0,0.1277461147384497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351714215732707,0.0,0.17314169324266773,0.0,0.0,0.14508425841653347,0.1530814445357311,0.0,0.0,0.1074646583559074,0.13529356148082872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30532783667580393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377529638470653,0.11449932170862473,0.10403341128669437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21723255070295686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17955518224882736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488319479495453,0.0,0.0797060370290874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193818519552438,0.0,0.1553984108792501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599592176834557,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Playstatiaholic,2020/03/12,"Applied for a job with the census, social anxiety is coming back. I've been working a lot on my social anxiety, I can pretty confidently carry out a 1 to 1 conversation. It took a lot of work and time, but the thing is I honestly can do that for only so long. My social anxiety has kinda kicked up just thinking of this job.",4.875,4.945456348484849,7.293484848484847,72.16022727272728,68.84848484848484,10.236363636363636,30.13636363636364,10.125756701596842,3.033345454545454,253,9,48,6,4,92,48,66,0.07400000000000001,0.7979999999999999,0.128,0.6597,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,10,10,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,9,8,2,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,3,37,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.420936508780628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103501110311942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15799600322921306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640226823152888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16231673072448768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118661850598837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949556797459284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18659925536833155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5609062695232704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218529467970576,0.11752509071734568,0.0,0.0,0.10695091135698068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20378109927592494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26705698315693355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,guccimethpipe,2020/03/12,"Does anyone else feel COMPLETELY unable to ever work a job? I’ve tried a few types of different jobs and I’ve pretty much completely given up. The whole stress and pressure of someone “counting” on me to get a specific task done to a certain level cause me to fold and crumble and just become a nervous mess. Sweating and ENTIRE shift, shaking, short of breathe. Is there anyone with some advice or even just other people who feel the same so I don’t feel completely alone and worthless for being unable to contribute to society? Please feel free to share any experiences and I’ll do what I can to help or just console you. It’s a terrible feeling.",5.172517921146952,6.661753653225813,5.770430107526881,78.23120071684589,68.91935483870968,8.414336917562725,30.71326164874552,8.841846274778883,2.656225089605735,519,21,90,9,9,168,86,124,0.151,0.7190000000000001,0.13,-0.4435,3,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,7,10,0,4,8,0,6,2,2,1,2,23,13,10,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,5,0,1,1,1,7,0,0,2,5,5,4,15,10,5,6,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,3,1,59,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15067682817566827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596987316003679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485737173728044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21563239764424152,0.15799022220614228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17029542526406494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15839996073599358,0.0,0.0,0.4850091855015031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110016375225,0.0,0.0,0.13493641979655047,0.15779424410870227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880950296524735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184384224248168,0.13947751918568174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083155570110765,0.0,0.0,0.3898262074986571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056012702918326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335314977418246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060279841705855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335050928844127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068988721613626,0.0,0.0,0.1692589734592062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156870977393225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064828040813514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17662898262217566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046877683741441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721523639940348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122552442259748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwaway250324,2020/03/12,"Does anyone else work a lot because they don't have a social life or have much to look forward to outside of work? Guy with a non existent social life and essentially no friends living nearby. I'm from the East Coast and moved to the West Coast for work after college and I haven't met anyone who I hang out with regularly here. Last year near the end of the year, my job offered overtime for 3 months, up to 15 hours a week. In my team, I was the only person to max out my overtime. I did 55 hours of work for 3 months straight because I don't have much of a life outside work, and making money is the only thing I have to look forward to. I've recently found a new job and not only is the money from the new job going to be significantly higher, the new job offers overtime every week for up to 24 hours. As soon as I heard that, I knew there was no way I could turn that down. I might take a normal week here and there, but I want to do the max overtime every week because I don't have anything else to look forward to in my life.",6.8840366972477085,4.581246944954128,7.364293577981652,81.0924036697248,65.78899082568806,9.637431192660552,31.891743119266057,7.1686216300943375,1.8526664220183484,806,22,178,5,10,267,102,218,0.016,0.958,0.025,0.1901,4,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,6,5,1,0,0,17,0,18,4,0,1,0,21,31,10,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,2,4,10,0,0,2,1,2,6,7,0,0,0,7,4,17,1,35,21,3,37,0,0,3,0,12,14,0,3,22,110,21,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031215273063362,0.09547751725156113,0.07668208844936115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17041140721368492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439944980856285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154551698888719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15568573003818822,0.0,0.08253293095736038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15702225120627847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217090831326904,0.07199334817575284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052958335781092415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922663245516251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27530095897747725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36988101833268505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595699716140017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26327307368396585,0.0,0.0,0.08228274596123293,0.0,0.2347520369742512,0.0,0.0,0.07922128737953825,0.0,0.0,0.0622007160760716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885297775746088,0.0,0.0,0.1487563762887728,0.09903932346469004,0.13700120241541935,0.0,0.0,0.26999164199391074,0.0,0.0,0.0913000544352286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21261077362199707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813642461130158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200747374543602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899777058221528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006240220390941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061906983050436674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135689985960512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05496204811888036,0.07396473239042209,0.2989847618468159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391935231023123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200142497661304 socialanxiety,tcmoogle,2020/03/12,"social anxiety gets the best of me, how have you dealt? Hello 👋🏻 I’m new to reddit please forgive me in advance if I’m not totally familiar with how things work...but i need advice.. I’m approaching my 30s and I’ve always had anxiety since I was a kid - as an adult it spread to different areas of my life like commuting alone, being alone etc (which i learned how to overcome) but the one prevailing thing has always been social anxiety. Yeah the sob story...i was bullied as a kid, I feel super anxious or nervous to make new female friends...had shitty relationships with men that basically made my social anxiety even worse since socializing was restricted... at one point I had built sort of a momentum for socializing but i had trouble creating meaningful friendships :/ I feel now more than ever i’m struggling with this.. especially at work? I always told myself not to shit where i eat but i took my new job as an opportunity to meet new peeps etc and yet again i feel like im struggling a lot with making female friends - and it could definitely be a me problem? They don’t seem to chat with me as much as they used to anymore, I’ve even been extra careful not to offend anyone or gossip ... and at the end of the day i spiral into this “omg they dont like me why dont they like me, i bet they all hate me and talk about me and i look like a fool”... and i really dont know how to deal with it or make those thoughts stop. I loathe small talk and I’m not great at it unless I’m put in a do or die situation..i’m great in small groups like 3 people lol and even in client or stakeholder meetings but the moment i get into a big social situation - my world collapses. I’m almost 30 fuxking y/o does this shit ever get easier? How have you overcome this, how have you succeeded? Are you succeeding? What steps are you taking?! Thanks for reading guys >_< could use some halp.",3.3008687943262416,4.888775718085107,4.801191489361706,82.9636666666667,73.7340425531915,8.098439716312058,25.56524822695035,8.745826893841286,1.820280780141844,1474,49,297,29,30,494,196,376,0.18100000000000002,0.629,0.19,0.6154,2,2,0,0,0,0,54.0,0,5,5,7,16,29,4,3,16,2,23,4,2,12,4,68,53,31,1,5,15,0,3,6,1,0,1,0,0,5,14,17,1,2,9,2,1,5,8,12,0,2,12,4,41,17,40,37,10,35,0,1,1,0,34,17,3,12,19,184,55,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232195972083208,0.0,0.0,0.07411057459940003,0.1533045973174376,0.0,0.0,0.18474737046981896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22647055464778154,0.0836105163005477,0.07339828083560443,0.051749687612058455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776691912874725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545838238214676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818232468496585,0.0,0.0,0.047730488523744063,0.07630131795318419,0.0,0.0,0.07681095477068904,0.07732495895338423,0.0,0.0,0.06476686850629698,0.0,0.2602183853410874,0.0,0.0,0.07573096241165607,0.0,0.0,0.0655511140788169,0.0,0.1650819849139309,0.14664921631921396,0.13389301655259273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226541845162877,0.05287293737572096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0571801355464148,0.0,0.11600190286691772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16319312377053333,0.0,0.07328178335798385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306979946871951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994377020417785,0.0,0.07344375313909929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04067409785534469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0522756283060348,0.21694601843707145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062149970027858485,0.0,0.0,0.0629208679038646,0.0,0.0700302880267874,0.14820724968775809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054406049465927406,0.054877662581837586,0.0,0.2859182424821194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030252157745592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0513093885786009,0.0,0.0,0.08124102962025871,0.06996360846071004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081781393103516,0.0,0.07440074300101103,0.0,0.0,0.07403027820761927,0.0,0.0474128612797973,0.0,0.0,0.07945931091876593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737615195382589,0.0,0.0,0.15194091610312424,0.12244408717332768,0.0831906218886807,0.0,0.4526647771619916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061875882945313924,0.0,0.1547431652603706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055646497297874534,0.11897327095560213,0.0,0.06813869459356311,0.0,0.0,0.09833824295688982,0.0,0.0,0.058755871461265825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071996549823266,0.08222811092124482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784218658742633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678273905156537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776068689072817,0.0,0.07542276760510767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LeKedi,2020/03/12,"I got diagnosed with social anxiety I never actually realized it before that I was being really weird, until one day my mother forcefully took me to a therapist and the therapist spotted all of my weight actions. Now I can’t believe how not turning in my project because I was to afraid to talk to my teacher seemed normal to me.",8.881904761904764,7.522984492063492,10.019047619047623,60.634285714285745,61.22222222222222,13.47936507936508,43.22222222222222,12.45797560212912,5.795565079365081,265,14,42,8,3,93,49,63,0.064,0.9359999999999999,0.0,-0.4005,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,4,2,0,1,2,9,8,3,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,4,1,11,0,9,3,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,35,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.21702071224689784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701278607541176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13556697504460746,0.0,0.18923764308357252,0.25055755047978273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342325284490282,0.0,0.0,0.225721327226844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17786572360890573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17152099834918433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178951351361996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506973253167988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246882866178673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024556457783382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266987579528244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787487835323748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5164242240441381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470836462893029,0.0,0.2418966289616277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708112979465339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jumbo_poptart,2020/03/12,any tips i have a speech i have to present in my english language arts class in a few days and the last time i even attempted to talk to any group of people i vomited and i dont want that to happen again so please give me some tips for like breathing exercises or anything about talking to people really,4.7801612903225825,5.335561693548389,5.490483870967744,83.30572580645162,69.16129032258064,8.780645161290323,30.01612903225807,8.841846274778883,2.2106322580645164,243,9,50,4,4,79,47,62,0.021,0.884,0.095,0.645,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,0,3,3,1,0,0,5,6,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,10,6,2,7,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,6,32,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613326441218968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186257239593486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17133670028175868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31136603930357704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17547409493159044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25485714586850805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349331996119351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165584405692806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129794100472358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683675405148541,0.0,0.0,0.2916284826144887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17019652330933244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4270747754261928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15491569557096635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670044730476926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,psych_student74,2020/03/12,"I need advice I am 19 years old, and I have absolutely horrible interpersonal/social skills. Part of this stems from social anxiety, and part of it causes social anxiety. It's a viscous cycle. Anyways, it is really effecting my outlook on life in general. I do have a loving boyfriend, but I have zero friends. I haven't had a real friend since 9th grade. As much as I love my boyfriend, I still get lonely not having other people in my life, ya know? When I am around people who I could potentially become friends with, I can't seem to open up and be myself. I'm always marked as 'reserved' but to the point where no one really knows the real me. I would love for people to know who I am and what I'm about. I would love to improve my social skills so I can make friends and be comfortable doing so. I think that building my social skills would really help with my self confidence as well. My two main problems are: A) I don't know how to let go and just be myself- I always over think the smallest things such as potential comments or responses I could make in social situations, to the point where the moment passes and my thoughts become irrelevant. I think I'm worried because sometimes when I do say things, no one has a response to it and I can't understand why... however this makes me feel unimportant and incompetent, or possibly cringey somehow. B) small talk! I work as a cashier and customers often make small talk, but I have absolutely NO idea how to respond to any of it. My mind goes blank and I should fake a smile or maybe a laugh.. super awkward nonetheless. C) Not sure if anyone can relate to this one... but I also struggle with enthusiasm. If I try to match someone's enthusiasm it just feels so superficial and fake on my part, to the point where I feel incredibly uncomfortable. I'm starting to feel like a lost cause... can someone please offer me some advice. I feel like these next years should be some of the best of my life (or so everyone say), but I'm so scared going to squander and remain lonely. I don't want to go through life not being known, I want to be able to have friends, people I am comfortable with. I really feel a deep sense of missing out.",3.978970974380808,5.555926508196722,5.125216095380028,81.36381023348237,71.97423887587824,8.173415655382867,27.45930026257895,8.754623652393294,2.0793331772053087,1717,62,332,32,33,567,201,427,0.146,0.6659999999999999,0.188,0.9858,1,4,0,0,0,0,57.0,0,1,0,8,23,28,0,3,17,0,39,8,0,9,1,83,78,40,0,13,16,0,6,2,5,5,4,2,0,1,17,20,0,0,19,0,0,4,11,10,1,5,3,8,50,18,46,61,8,32,0,4,0,4,26,19,0,11,11,233,67,2,0.06953920078374996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590580437883035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0556104737429436,0.11572437144261627,0.0,0.0,0.0472890411337527,0.0,0.10639459652481224,0.0,0.0,0.04862342605495065,0.0,0.0,0.06190463186425106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042390451358247636,0.15360116769623586,0.0,0.0,0.07297710099479413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287182931872114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104278673911457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644768638585405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21096665601277556,0.09935763786900058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686290701303968,0.0,0.03633136228484106,0.0,0.11856219101074812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04661066046190581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850129334424291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528677045741503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110854422638302,0.19647037612820573,0.06794668188446486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075910252216847,0.0,0.2510473747959997,0.0,0.1856718260155868,0.0,0.06986147389113576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021476939377695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05111931385904808,0.0515624362531369,0.0,0.0,0.07395572893855068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296969346988147,0.0,0.14136468641919184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259125337094632,0.0,0.19283890408606025,0.0,0.0,0.07633316023048313,0.197211065390132,0.07839500042676356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653962367584566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830166912084467,0.1781943707002915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060072712476894,0.06962087119619419,0.0,0.0,0.06330587668379667,0.07254455235361246,0.0,0.0,0.05752354548659092,0.07816497525923377,0.0,0.35443228960490897,0.1178406783216708,0.0,0.0687760476878886,0.0,0.04922020423104041,0.0,0.05553409557335033,0.0,0.0,0.07269747123839063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655398737760471,0.0,0.0,0.11178595098373814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239751011895833,0.1336737359770973,0.0,0.055206357818193684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047212552659142905,0.0,0.06792969472465263,0.07239276044751743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203204464164407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06252409282687298,0.0,0.06274831257656148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05062536637845408,0.07062043390903161,0.0,0.1481959591789064,0.0,0.0,0.08956193074495987 socialanxiety,Hopeful-Solid,2020/03/13,"social anxiety is acc ruining my life Sometimes I get so frustrated with myself because I’m just like, why am I like this? I wish I wasn’t like this. I can’t go out with my friends without worrying about not having anything to talk about, worrying about me being boring or there being awkward silences. I’m always worried about not having anything to say and at uni this seriously is so tiring. I just wish I had no worries about social interactions and could just do them w ease as I see my friends doing and it’s so annoying that I can’t be like them. I don’t like talking over the phone and I even don’t like going into the kitchen which I share with four other people. I mean, even though I dislike doing these things I still do them because I feel abnormal if I don’t so I force myself. So, basically has anyone overcome they’re SA or could give me some tips because I can’t keep living like this it’s so exhausting. I’m even scared that it will stop me from ever being in a relationship because I’m always so anxious.",3.5703365384615395,5.0186276682692315,5.0242307692307735,82.19576923076926,72.79807692307692,7.507692307692308,27.903846153846153,8.07648339933343,1.864032692307692,817,31,158,12,16,274,113,208,0.17300000000000001,0.6509999999999999,0.17600000000000002,0.1611,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,0,22,18,2,2,3,0,25,4,0,0,1,28,39,16,0,5,9,0,1,7,2,1,3,1,1,0,13,9,1,2,2,0,0,2,11,8,0,1,2,3,30,10,18,30,1,10,0,1,1,0,15,5,0,4,10,118,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18563200432095464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533311503711054,0.1260163082460439,0.0,0.07799622433039467,0.0,0.18358727862266533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719919530037256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17812233335816804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22102713468834045,0.1009006067205308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05640149191328015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723618010123537,0.0,0.05827867990615989,0.10700600322823617,0.12678940992662907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099148058620854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878891294833144,0.3814734533251767,0.0,0.09849800464549496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150733479150592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773326133257553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975968407806445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870661555377929,0.11167796119012877,0.0,0.0888884808724189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274161457789357,0.0,0.0,0.1103227904582489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908154212394498,0.0932582488810888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17931443374764866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410684017477243,0.0,0.10959431664955208,0.0,0.0,0.1282068152213256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100653776608506,0.0,0.25654698581705604,0.10752728377984502,0.0,0.0,0.4531253885115999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CattyKYT,2020/03/13,"How do I make friends? Dont just tell me to say hi to them. Everyone says, ""just say hi!"" Does not work. Every time I talk to someone, it becomes awkward and they walk away. Help out a socially awkward human pls! (Srry for the grammar my phone is rlly small...)",0.03736263736263723,2.378808230769234,2.057142857142857,93.54500000000002,91.69230769230772,4.509890109890111,22.813186813186807,6.1826913282559595,0.528403296703297,196,8,41,2,7,65,44,52,0.059000000000000004,0.7979999999999999,0.14300000000000002,0.6688,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,1,3,3,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,2,0,7,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,3,6,1,6,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,14,3,0,0,1,23,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22730108762765994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671925467849577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117144697432602,0.0,0.2835400194601005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20383635961594693,0.23117436956619694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18691442640738384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16216049998753687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149007459835205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5771770566583921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24661704736423076,0.20498640360535345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944540747059399,0.21145738002795395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14107125952179012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761278351910889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FrequentAccident77,2020/03/13,"Can I call this anxiety? I can't remember a time when I wasn't afraid of people. From middle school I remember thinking no one liked me, that I was a freak amongst my peers. Even when I wanted to be social, my worry about how I sounded or how I acted and if I was going to annoy anyone always got in the way. I always worried about acting like a freak or a creep with people. Even when I had nice interactions with people, afterwards id just go over everything I did wrong with them. I always figured people would hate me so eventually I just stopped trying to be around people, it hurt too much to worry about being normal with them. Now I'm a junior and I don't have any friends, even so I still worry about how people perceive me. I always feel as if everyone is looking at me. Looking at how I talk or dress, criticizing everything I am. I'm always beneath my peers. I'm not apart of them. Even when I'm surrounded by people I can never seem to talk or be comfortable. My worry about what they think of me clouds anything else. Has anyone else dealt with something similar? I know my plight is common but I feel so alone with this.",2.3893241838220014,4.414803262008731,4.069844042420463,85.30640465793306,77.51528384279476,6.632647119983367,22.25847369515492,7.62386473244151,1.020415928467457,893,26,175,13,21,299,122,229,0.158,0.807,0.036000000000000004,-0.9589,0,1,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,4,0,26,12,2,1,6,0,19,0,0,4,1,38,36,21,0,5,10,0,2,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,9,0,1,10,0,0,4,6,7,0,1,6,5,36,5,28,25,1,25,0,1,2,0,10,9,0,7,13,128,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527903329243828,0.0,0.0,0.38273587723826014,0.0,0.0,0.06255972675922558,0.0,0.07037589183109437,0.0,0.0,0.1286500286394676,0.0942597069532647,0.07570401277566656,0.08189501757086418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393713878851916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15369996741263986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430472111684296,0.0,0.0,0.08790512567857309,0.1653582745538216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303083081580077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107507711738137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456571044481663,0.0,0.07357677260899033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082597623391718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848250629081794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050558023588487315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988818024170457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545051920692745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06762687993812062,0.0,0.07095218368747612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901355274373879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06233816506432259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4464440492584459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084247103952428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310380988098048,0.0,0.0837487555814449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937772754986298,0.0,0.07082221390260446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346729308938761,0.07691190498270856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478841266686491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789331026272025,0.0,0.0,0.053643000394758535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06245853845096015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05426101032337212,0.07302131643859683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4671267320129282,0.0,0.06535057940683893,0.100582046052136,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,vangoghbleepyourself,2020/03/13,"Talked to someone on the phone for the first time. I didn’t have a choice. If you’re any familiar with the emergency sos that iPhones have, then you might know where this post is going. I paired my phone up to a Bluetooth speaker and halfway through the first song my phone froze, like it turned off, it was just a black screen. So silly me pressed the sleep/wake button a million times to try and bring my phone back to life. And when it finally started working again, my phone was already ringing 911. I was mortified. I wanted so badly to not talk on the phone, but I knew if I didn’t I would be in way more serious trouble if I ignored it and the operator had sent an officer to my house. After the embarrassment died down, I realized, aside from wasting their time(which I feel awful about), talking on the phone wasn’t so bad.",4.835825942350333,5.698234567073173,4.902594235033259,86.46812638580934,69.1829268292683,8.158758314855879,30.762749445676274,8.296473431620573,2.0441414634146344,655,26,135,9,11,204,108,164,0.20800000000000002,0.775,0.017,-0.9879,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,3,9,8,0,1,14,1,13,1,0,0,0,19,22,13,1,5,6,0,3,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,6,5,0,1,4,1,0,3,4,6,0,3,9,8,18,2,19,10,1,24,0,0,2,0,13,8,0,4,12,92,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015590826042276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420842708484595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404467608455227,0.3050106435178334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18956211319206528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235344977208523,0.0,0.0,0.2000844109186644,0.0,0.31072440302813753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380434102075753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21075385478771136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003797956249623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290112666834906,0.0892336816328469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937630415062329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749284414925652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827821486154057,0.0,0.15475895630392653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12928078053096398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4404220346507571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195144727272404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400752402372173,0.1986710126489589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773184432597847,0.14497925947487295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297155065327973,0.0,0.0,0.129749490569982,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TryingToGetBetter113,2020/03/13,"I can talk to friends fine most of the time, but I am uncomfortable/awkward around girls in school or other strangers who are the same age How do I stop being so awkward around these people? Every time I have a bad social experience I get upset about it and it affects my confidence badly. I can go for a while feeling like I’m doing ok socially, but then something happens and it messes me up, like not being able to say anything to a girl. I feel like I forget how to smile correctly too and it probably makes me look like I am uncomfortable. In general I just can’t talk to or act normal, calm or comfortable around girls. Is it a self-confidence thing do you think?",3.9537593984962456,5.361364263157896,5.123315789473687,82.01971052631583,71.78195488721805,8.327518796992482,27.58571428571429,8.841846274778883,2.099511879699248,529,19,104,10,10,175,88,133,0.149,0.617,0.23399999999999999,0.9056,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,9,14,0,2,6,1,13,0,0,4,1,27,22,13,0,1,7,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,0,3,9,6,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,0,4,14,9,14,20,2,14,0,0,1,0,11,6,0,4,10,74,23,1,0.16040451528056426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199924872544616,0.4283820789953933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678621403163836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351477223138914,0.0,0.0,0.15690639515769472,0.0,0.0,0.16221068508454195,0.22918603553354544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239281306051598,0.0,0.08380473878187472,0.0,0.09116158255744987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184518311855615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134621752842223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346993939261856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707125951125077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15716236787161886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120429408353226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17294319739010322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275601087169255,0.0,0.16233793305229435,0.0,0.0,0.16733689236252985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32702440622320983,0.0,0.1234872325185582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341053572132926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578541467349387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656563245421947,0.10278073654133314,0.0,0.0,0.18706632559807773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Troub1edSou1,2020/03/13,"I skipped an exam Ive been feeling really anxious over the the last 2 weeks and so just couldnt make it to an exam. Ive been putting off messaging my lecturer absence because i dont know what to say but now its been 8 days and she still has no idea why i didnt show up. Im willing to take the L and not resit it, because the exam is only 15%, but i dont want to mention my anxiety and no other excuse seems valid considering how long ive left it. How can i fix this?? Ps.Any response is appreciated",1.3373838383838397,2.571709809090912,4.194848484848485,86.75671717171717,78.18181818181819,7.070707070707071,25.858585858585855,7.793537801064563,1.3469191919191914,389,15,89,6,9,140,74,110,0.107,0.8240000000000001,0.069,-0.429,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,6,0,15,0,0,3,0,17,21,9,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,4,1,0,1,7,0,0,0,4,2,11,0,7,15,0,11,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,6,58,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441274243678086,0.0,0.16213459605156197,0.23943346290002354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25839502876671105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668467387606614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.496787500498197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071639433775294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23925605061955865,0.2289330886136944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11647745440098195,0.17276053394074234,0.0,0.0,0.2302749585617335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18756147556310127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147253475496085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16119099027590467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130596523890867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577509223138173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16854431334961156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929434967390226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925668120324466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15935356143949111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12500853291130176,0.0,0.17000661238307388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19124415421125907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ABDN25,2020/03/13,"Worst Social Anxiety Ever I’ve always had social anxiety but this is easily one of my worst experiences with it. I was until recently in a group chat of a football team. I was the goalkeeper and we had a pretty terrible game two weeks ago which we lost badly. In the prep for this weekend’s game, I made a pretty inoffensive comment about working together better to keep our goals. One guy in the chat for whatever reason seemed to take this really personally and kept saying ‘what do you mean?’ I felt awkward and deleted my messages. He didn’t let up though and posted this huge message basically slating me for how I play. I managed to calm him down but it messed me up. I kept obsessing about what he said and physically felt crushed by anxiety. I had to leave the group, I felt so uncomfortable. Has anyone else had an experience like this? What should I do?",4.045038961038962,6.134686096969702,5.52642857142857,76.4325,72.87878787878788,9.07792207792208,28.149350649350648,9.606745405546679,2.8713896103896106,686,27,124,18,14,231,106,165,0.21600000000000005,0.6409999999999999,0.14400000000000002,-0.9022,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,3,1,0,5,6,12,0,2,9,0,13,0,0,3,1,22,24,11,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,0,2,11,8,0,3,5,7,0,0,1,8,0,3,15,5,19,4,20,7,2,14,0,1,0,0,23,7,0,1,7,88,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239648479295484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636289343433193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209449213611276,0.0,0.0,0.09778342234936968,0.14328852986685264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676538660608847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368222973027332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682320624049815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264985161392797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735920181913862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4028216443956676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384693107005156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430135656534505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480764909989731,0.0,0.14300178693453647,0.0,0.06832158520090975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15265819082305015,0.0,0.0,0.132325460256029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15233305379160475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895262422382187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210794273735885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13393360220943018,0.2845468715161742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958878890380377,0.14378475517601472,0.13808083860214754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302536304191478,0.11121097884347388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731034769069985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851103271046629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514662404016556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373977707771881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660900862513686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217585095123747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180939484974716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ganbattedeku,2020/03/13,"Had 3 months of normalcy, then stress and back to zero -_- I just had an awesome semester of University. September-January I was happy, confident, believed I could do a PhD and didn't care too strongly about specific jobs as long as I didn't hate them and figured aiming for a 1st would mean I'll graduate pretty well. I briefly had a girlfriend but it ended due to poor communication and me spending more time with another friend and (guiltily) developing a crush. I had major breakdown though due to exam stress though. I felt zero stress for most of the period, then suddenly the day before the exam my mind crashed down thinking I was gonna fail. I didn't fail and done OK. But my mind is more depressed than ever now! Stress all time, can't focus etc. my unconfident traits led to me losing optimism and a potential chance with my friend. She was so enthusiastic and nice too -\_- My brief normalcy just raised my life expectations so I mentally crashed again... I'm 24 so started University 4 years late >\_< I was fine just getting a crappy job that I didn't hate and graduating with a few friends, but now suddenly I'm stressed about actual decently paid careers. My brain is so stupid!",4.7485333333333335,6.710516497777778,5.6476666666666695,76.83550000000002,70.6888888888889,9.444444444444443,31.16666666666667,9.861636050157227,3.2718000000000007,952,42,173,25,18,312,136,225,0.201,0.606,0.193,-0.6344,2,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,4,19,22,3,5,11,1,19,2,1,1,2,31,31,22,0,3,6,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,2,12,0,0,4,0,3,2,5,12,1,2,15,1,23,10,18,13,7,24,0,4,0,0,6,1,0,1,21,112,25,10,0.0,0.0,0.1087156495143859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681832874430917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856639149880129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479783319942636,0.12551579321218675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436532704521892,0.0,0.0,0.11358528183609368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894818728954494,0.0,0.0,0.07184729939859685,0.0,0.09595335149743504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400645527603236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867216248560827,0.0,0.12424652630074808,0.0,0.10077260829679036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696670343932127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582147247170072,0.0,0.058204749932811724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185931739122497,0.0,0.2199796365718285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211054394767627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256702009395853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868896452390282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859031819941587,0.0,0.12463420299216525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121353195506999,0.0,0.0,0.11227049152658644,0.0,0.22497549429133434,0.0,0.08892276792835181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333939440761814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885335145015912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6380728372415845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138411449344385,0.21891057947489068,0.0,0.12992282847662714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016687949194993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913923584289803,0.0,0.0,0.07174145771964681 socialanxiety,Synch22,2020/03/13,"I'm sad I miss the old days where I was hanging out with friends and hours pass by without even noticing... Now even if i go and hang out with someone, I dont even feel im hanging out...Every little move i try to make, takes courage. Even scrathcing my head, or smoking, or walking, or try to talk...I try to love myself more, and Im doing it. I wake up every morning tired, but I keep going...I'm redecorating my house every week to give some freshness to my life, I clean everyday...Only my cats understand me...Noone really wants to hang out with me anymore..Even If I was dead...nobody would know...Noone calls me, noone texts me, this fucking anxiety and depression makes me seem to others dull, and ""serious"", or that I pretend to be someone Im not...But what about the ones that know what Im going though? Even they dont seem to care anymore...Im boring...Im walking my neighbourhoud everyday for hours, with the hope I'll find someone I care about to hang for a bit, but rarely happens, everyone is ejoying their lives, hanging in new places that I dont know cause Im not hanging with them anymore...And Im sad...And I will allow myself to be...Im not a bad person...I care for everyone...Im just unable to show it with all these problems I have...Im bored, the same and same everyday...I cant even enjoy smoking weed, it makes me feel shit x10...Im sad... :/",1.9383516483516487,3.8460946739926776,3.321547252747255,90.69845274725277,78.45054945054945,5.9797216117216125,24.47311355311356,6.918507183188421,0.8531683223443225,1038,37,220,11,25,339,138,273,0.171,0.755,0.075,-0.9778,0,0,0,0,0,0,87.0,0,0,3,0,12,19,2,0,6,0,11,7,3,5,1,49,36,15,0,6,12,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,11,15,0,1,8,2,0,13,7,11,0,1,2,2,29,8,30,31,6,30,0,5,0,2,7,8,2,10,9,119,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045848910356622134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05004191112189348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06543178358225685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06119873359202607,0.0,0.18331838052194144,0.061568142639584364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038652104561785874,0.0,0.05162057594617235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21072460287305333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770982596150689,0.0,0.15148950054016505,0.05726896131984445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06060828660918161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0547780697739578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04630441980281972,0.05540749082636587,0.0,0.057493607815655164,0.06812309954191814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05299893473787296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615089905808669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059527419739219635,0.11804471292256905,0.06915513208486745,0.0,0.0,0.7768606759911404,0.0,0.0,0.05327158688351779,0.0,0.0,0.09881353817355223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04233275446809557,0.0,0.060069042528714124,0.05292231724264928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05409226106516985,0.0,0.1200180909293693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369975180902614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05788408073302725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823460796324328,0.06289005351640335,0.0,0.040612443657411984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05233155985132968,0.06261767878648905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05734819888838531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03839489031939247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912228853448876,0.0,0.0,0.061520805234478025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15234420374366936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04506248099649378,0.048172221270540806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058884291256393814,0.0,0.0,0.06888466189982904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207259571146716,0.0,0.0,0.06239281491053157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03535029018384449,0.0,0.04807498289079353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057773688359661686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04257498951727148,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ThatOsteologist,2020/03/13,"My anxiety made people think I could have the corona virus I’m a very anxious person who works for a smallish company run by young people. We do lunches every Friday for team building purposes, which have about 40 people at them. I have avoided these like the plague, not only because it gives me a serious case of anxiety, but because I prefer to walk during my lunch. Well not so today. Our office manager is lovely and she reached out to me to let me know she is aware I’m socially anxious and is there anything she could do to help me be less so? Very kind. However, she asks that I join today’s team lunch. When I meet new people my brain tends to melt. I’m not a stupid person or boring or uninteresting, but I freeze up and can’t speak. I make an anxious looking face and end up on the fringes of the group even if I’ve tried to assert myself in the middle. I get talked over. I become invisible. The usual thing. I have 20 minutes to lunch and I’m watching it the clock count down like it’s to my execution. My pulse is ramping up, I can feel that anxious pit in my stomach. I’m now super concerned with vomiting and trying to remember how to socialize with other human beings. I just know I’m going to end up silent, a rock in a river of conversation that I can’t participate in but also can’t just peace out of. When lunch rolls around, I walk to the lunch tables with my heart pounding and sweat beginning to bead up on my face and armpits in anticipation of humiliation/feeling unwanted. And it goes as I predicted. People are slightly rattled I’m here and I’m not acknowledged, and I’m too anxious and awkward to punch into a convo on a topic I know nothing about. By now my face is redder than the tomatoes falling out of my soggy wrap. Blazing with heat, sweat is dripping down my face. Being a small lady, people don’t expect you to sweat that much unless you’re really working out or you’re sick. And that brings on this comment. “Oh wow...you look terrible. Are you sick?” “You’re sick? You shouldn’t have come into work!” “Oh my gosh who is sick? Go home!” I ended up awkwardly explaining that no, I’m not ill, I’m not sick, I’m just anxious. It is met with total silence. “But what is there to be anxious about?” Oh, lots friends. Eventually I convince them that I am not sick, I understand that if I were I would stay home, etc. But all my coworkers have moved pretty darn far away from me now that we’re back at our desks. One surreptitiously took their Lysol wipes out when I sat back down. And that is the story of how I let me social anxiety make people think I had a dangerous disease. TL:DR- I made people think I had the corona virus because I was so anxious about having lunch in a group",2.6316758241758222,4.535996714285716,4.2337957875457874,84.96849587912091,76.36263736263736,6.8943223443223465,24.561813186813183,7.793537801064563,1.3259659340659344,2130,72,425,32,48,712,261,546,0.142,0.76,0.098,-0.9672,1,1,0,0,0,0,61.0,3,3,3,6,28,16,2,3,23,0,41,27,11,6,2,78,81,35,0,9,21,0,2,2,1,2,8,1,2,3,23,29,7,1,12,3,0,10,13,8,1,1,9,6,61,8,71,62,6,63,0,0,3,1,37,34,1,6,20,281,84,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05459992453801776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15669180328403642,0.617055409221688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056184951830411785,0.06077970570734013,0.06382841322444233,0.0,0.06414711716742674,0.1049993514696481,0.0,0.1248604061165648,0.07540496960997442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621808253151832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05881333203758252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902492585250054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18141558911730293,0.0,0.07614527473884802,0.0450953501384389,0.0,0.057525087010075276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06904432878106352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05274951271098873,0.0,0.03567115159430586,0.06549611914342186,0.07760512539624861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090684343725824,0.045763655164152456,0.0,0.13697186660160415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109846821402555,0.11256735339951622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963273057933492,0.0,0.06671196006437953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466851565299045,0.0,0.0,0.05804542241050097,0.0616213403552795,0.12920793324893906,0.0911489060149696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256609373458632,0.05019037766232722,0.0,0.0,0.06594094182354454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551222187226446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04626527277641242,0.051926624657451806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3786693010299685,0.11923113574551185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946076951087185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04373905911280805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734287711092301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20879494415801975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277264111346174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05487729268712737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045359234874671465,0.13124462724057512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943445702670156,0.0,0.07585663693853831,0.09270921964636164,0.0,0.0,0.07107724483348422,0.0,0.0,0.07519586123159518,0.11266894151213598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06138790987351477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911621847083267,0.0,0.0,0.04850098457717345,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jejcicodjntbyifid3,2020/03/13,"How should we handle texting friends about weekend plans and such? This is an issue of mine that I don't see covered often...I have trouble finding weekend plans as well as staying in touch with my friends... How do you handle this? During the week do you text a bunch of your friends asking what they're up to for the weekend? Not necessarily looking to tag along with them, but keeping in touch? I'm really bad at keeping in touch and it gives me anxiety, then I end up not keeping in touch at all and then I've had friendships just pretty much disappear... Which I then feel anxious about because I know that it's me who caused it This is just a topic that doesn't seem covered anywhere and people are just expected to know it... But those of us with social anxiety often miss picking up these skills Thank you",3.762365747460088,5.5953557735849095,4.171194968553461,86.9415239477504,73.02515723270442,6.401741654571843,28.58297048863087,7.010146845296331,1.4708651185292694,644,26,124,6,13,202,98,159,0.09300000000000001,0.802,0.105,0.4625,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,4,1,3,10,8,0,0,5,0,10,0,0,4,1,32,24,13,0,2,7,0,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,15,9,0,3,5,3,0,1,4,3,1,0,1,7,15,5,24,22,3,19,0,1,2,0,14,9,0,2,8,91,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595524788629149,0.19164802063178848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15859307117928492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416446102829698,0.10341264584414392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742698345150701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15025312388044101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577647160362123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15505040017928068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931967035415608,0.0,0.0,0.1627367838325325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17706295644907605,0.0,0.4523588124896778,0.0,0.0,0.1864624377378572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424571843971024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247069406085208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760892284852145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725876644382436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867748961266964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518330804378625,0.1544363882806541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17292942002850467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18081659983350826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618425199468333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040593407112579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607718137182992,0.0,0.1525292055417992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bigkev1983,2020/03/13,"Prednisolone Resolves Social Anxiety Hi guys, I know everyone's experience is subjective but the most bizarre thing is that out of everything I've tried, just 20mg Prednisolone literally zeroes out my social anxiety and enables me to function. If anyone can explain why and point me in the direction of ANY supplement that could do the job, I'll give you my life savings! Sadly, human beings can only take Pred in short bursts before the side effects outweigh the benefits. I wonder if a desiccated thyroid supplement would be enough? Assuming it's the cortisol that's doing the job.",7.601167582417581,9.175907221153846,7.904285714285718,64.855,63.32692307692307,11.32747252747253,38.8956043956044,11.20814326018867,5.16219120879121,477,25,69,14,7,156,77,104,0.10300000000000001,0.851,0.045,-0.7211,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,3,1,4,0,0,8,0,10,2,0,1,0,18,15,5,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,3,7,11,2,7,0,1,0,0,8,7,0,5,0,46,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702250790056686,0.0,0.3082839933604255,0.0,0.0,0.14088895907030186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17145615081892654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087618567086226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081966760562044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925356999104276,0.18108938973373806,0.19709933303012456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19329095143422906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995102705453999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39990246926912093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073557295499133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423208370260206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324490696659884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19047651152457867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4107945522958898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149805616177425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338633461023084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680087848357614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818165678481548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185111349458975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14313522048367486,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,h8teCh00sing,2020/03/13,"Phonecall-phobia defeated me Really sorry if this is the wrong place but i just feel like i need to vent somewhere... So i just finally managed to call my doctor to make sn appointment, since my therapist asked me weeks ago to talk with him about my medication addiction. The phone doesn't ring for long, a friendly women answers me. I introduce myself and after she asks what the appointment will be about. _Obviously_ i do not want to tell the receptionist that I have a pill problem so i tell her that In the end I wanted to get blood drawn (which is true) but before wanted to talk to the doctor. She asks why i want to talk to the doctor - i get even more anxious than i already am. What should I tell her? So i truly answer i want a consultation. Still not good enough. She needs to know what exactly it will be about. I can't think of any words and stutter that i have a medication addiction that i would want to have some advice on. Finally. Enough information. The lady still is friendly. I finally get an appointment for next week. But i think to myself that i would rather have confessed my therapist that i didn't call than having to expose myself like this and spending the next hours crying.",3.40074917898194,5.623357297413797,4.434950738916257,82.94321839080463,75.16379310344827,7.8673234811165855,24.409688013136286,8.704169506293173,1.8221619047619049,951,31,181,20,21,309,121,232,0.124,0.7929999999999999,0.083,-0.3585,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,12,10,0,0,14,0,20,9,1,1,3,39,39,10,0,14,9,0,1,2,2,5,8,1,0,1,13,4,0,0,8,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,1,2,37,6,26,31,4,17,1,1,0,0,24,3,0,2,16,132,50,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20291987207523052,0.0,0.09094683576663526,0.08250085685437145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270495647494364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329072812173411,0.0,0.0,0.10514250337935953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610233980101717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919563575755299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19006956134830047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223292238499987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857829799340697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243231280593878,0.1923321857411058,0.0,0.0614717956729979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047058941311900776,0.0664891600085358,0.0,0.3058606010089839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143811158235409,0.0,0.1458755549404153,0.0,0.0,0.07806262214540921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165511068517504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05114878678461128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909385106321008,0.0,0.0,0.08236393877185617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062124885483409026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18751627928452935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380203132036972,0.0,0.0,0.19796180345697906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723824367786832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905533143459304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059622965482196616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698838865631946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418414090827843,0.0,0.0,0.1486514955749703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22441819696228052,0.2440416022755197,0.0,0.0,0.21612267029617666,0.0,0.11927087654852535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293702543047677,0.0,0.14931013067680152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398111478192251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222838295808562,0.1017573327184443,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,reilayh,2020/03/13,"I hate it when people call me perfect Everyone thinks I’m perfect. The whole school thinks I’m little miss perfect, I’m smart, nice and follow rules. I help people, still people talk behind my back about me. “She has the Coronavirus””I heard she did_””Oh Corona’s here””she’s so ugly””ewww””she’s so fucking smart”teachers pet”ect. But they still come up to me and ask her help in class, ask me about homework, ask if I can do something for them, and I do it, I don’t why, I just do it, I want to be nice, thinking that they’ll be nice back to me. I just don’t want to be noticed, but everyone knows me, knows me as the girl that gets 100% on every test. I try to stop doing the things they talk about, I do my work quietly, I try not to draw attention to my achievements, I try to look presentable each day, but people still talk. Even my friend group thinks I’m the perfect one, I’ve realised that everyone in my friend group seems to be sad, or tried to draw attention to themselves about being sad, saying, “I wanna kill my self”” I have depression” “You don’t know how it feels like to be sad” “you don’t understand me” I’m not exactly friends with many people in my friend group, but I try to talk to everyone, to see if they’re ok, and if I can do anything for them, they do end up opening up time and I get to help them, but no one really asked me how I’m feeling. I try to play it cool and keep a smile on my face everyday, try to help other to try and feel better about myself. There’s even this one girl in my ‘friend’ group that’s in my class she killing me on the inside, she teases me, makes fun of me, brags about how sad she is (she literally does that, she says she slits her wrists and frowns herself in the bath and wants to jump out it window there, but then she laughs about it, jokes about it, she says I would never understand. But those cuts on her wrists, she did it once barely, where as I cut do things to myself were people can’t see them, I just do it. I always pese down over the window ledge, and try to sit in it, were as she stands away saying she’s scared of high ya and she would never jump off) I wish high school didn’t have This type of environment, I hate the people, but I understand they might be dealing with things if there own so I just want to help and be nice, but nothing ever goes my way. Whenever I do or say something someone always says oh she’s perfect, I just smile and nod, because I’m too nervous to say anything, I barely speak up because I don’t want to offend anyone, my close friend say I look down too much or should stop doing that with my hand and feet, bug u can’t help myself. I just wish I were different, or didn’t feel this way about things",2.6714132379248667,3.8964333864042935,3.538676207513415,92.84644007155636,74.70661896243291,6.7026833631484815,21.765652951699465,7.121374137718711,0.3838057245080506,2089,49,475,21,43,666,216,559,0.124,0.703,0.17300000000000001,0.9748,1,0,2,0,0,0,63.0,0,3,9,8,36,41,9,2,10,2,43,6,5,4,9,92,91,42,2,15,25,0,5,1,6,5,0,11,4,3,26,22,0,3,17,3,0,4,14,17,0,3,7,21,92,24,68,71,4,52,0,6,4,1,71,27,1,10,18,309,118,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510699344426192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03996070840910845,0.0,0.09405939545977708,0.0,0.21371067396014828,0.0,0.053694440100861295,0.08788986375492433,0.0,0.06967639278001707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05054465674131395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05835668521199795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04922978730254796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03685711396791492,0.058919287413193765,0.049223333950578936,0.0,0.0,0.05970973507408109,0.0,0.0,0.05001247478734789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05061806315107939,0.0,0.0,0.07549426018681075,0.0516955757548124,0.048151459880846695,0.2184376409119486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155873167725616,0.040828073186511625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26492434974596624,0.05283438579131309,0.05971718129156365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284786768069853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22983921487176276,0.12076452652118932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050797672501349006,0.12645633024913291,0.0,0.09422467105804737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02792067283661823,0.05727945661756356,0.0,0.0,0.09598345205621596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03814816386452548,0.0579412743762999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06062726977895073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04201193048154471,0.0,0.08815542610629203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054837103030108775,0.06506581596966095,0.0,0.060863036532004325,0.11617924674740635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773449903131283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03661184466748367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635846969297029,0.057217262516941675,0.1156779905228734,0.09108252855996604,0.05202734327863362,0.05962006255988313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048423130239959526,0.08799394352505432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692053275692187,0.09556015620692024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837404787744788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15187206082181898,0.14647801464531762,0.0,0.0,0.03332470765275854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492107576164178,0.0,0.0,0.17848594140020346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16854317363522894,0.09072624591571428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0515691144264867,0.06380609309788507,0.1314396867474518,0.0,0.0,0.041605984359625536,0.0,0.0,0.08119564295975068,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,chloemoreland,2020/03/13,"How do you guys feel about online classes (due to coronavirus)? My college (along with others) just moved online due to coronavirus, and holy shit it's nice. You don't have to worry about what to wear to class. You don't need to walk past hundreds of people on your way to class. No irrational feeling of being watched by the professor or classmates sitting around you. It's like watching a YouTube video. I'm way more inclined to open up the chat box to ask questions. I have a much better time focusing as well.",3.4333333333333336,5.682164050505056,3.598989898989899,88.8518181818182,75.16161616161617,6.420202020202023,27.161616161616163,7.3871296695380915,1.4612707070707067,407,16,78,5,9,125,72,99,0.079,0.785,0.136,0.6131,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,5,0,1,6,5,1,0,4,0,6,2,2,1,0,12,11,4,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,3,2,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,4,7,4,20,10,2,13,0,0,2,0,9,4,1,2,5,49,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275078676143158,0.2389196528166896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22602730348649536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25844363392408604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530504582713759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248566079909914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716261464994643,0.18787036995038064,0.18949890448705908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24396660535470674,0.177177242398871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28629233915604424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26233476239412085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902255343782125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40571269134804455,0.0,0.0,0.2297844701629824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595396151272449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,permanentvagabond,2020/03/13,"Social anxiety heightened during the day??? Hey all!!! A bit of context, I was diagnosed with anxiety in 2012 and have been on medication ever since. My mother is anti-pharmaceuticals so I eventually began taking natural supplements to help (which they did, surprisingly). I’m a University student and as of a few months ago, I haven’t been able to leave the house alone. I have classes to attend, obviously, but I haven’t been going. It brings me great fear walking down the street alone as well as sitting in lectures alone. It got to the point where I changed my class schedule around to match my roommates (which is superrrr dependent behaviour that I HATE displaying!!!!) so that I’d have someone to walk with me. What’s odd, is that I am totally fine walking at night. I actually prefer when it’s darker out but I have no idea why. Lately, it’s all meshed together though and I haven’t been able to attend classes in roughly 3 weeks. I’m falling behind. I tried to reach out and get back into therapy through my school but the wait lists are insane so I’ve been trying to figure this out on my own. Anyone relate to heightened anxiety during the day time?? Ps- I noticed this new form of social anxiety started a few months after a pretty rough car accident I was in... but not too sure what the relevance is. If anyone has experienced this plsssss let me know!!! THANKS FOR READING XX !!!",3.4938022813688216,5.934535916349809,4.799492015209129,79.38989961977187,75.7680608365019,7.858190114068441,27.630266159695807,8.726425361277474,2.4319668136882124,1098,45,196,24,25,363,157,263,0.161,0.75,0.08900000000000001,-0.9504,0,3,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,1,0,11,8,1,1,12,0,23,2,0,1,6,29,36,17,0,2,6,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,14,11,0,1,4,1,0,9,5,2,1,0,10,3,23,6,35,25,8,43,0,0,0,0,6,16,0,2,17,135,37,7,0.23716125334623275,0.0,0.11571758617191905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051145708001176,0.0,0.0,0.36844130156245597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3628554193419436,0.0,0.0,0.16582866261348647,0.0,0.0,0.1055618982918602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118118236636766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945933221399838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544257979017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294938854735246,0.0,0.0,0.12035683997063105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726296569483132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343617238385674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061953483201826275,0.0,0.0673921028299461,0.0,0.09483975969689268,0.13073555953349772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707381901673493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948209448665718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13682612224108046,0.0,0.13386309383046208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516881126824636,0.0,0.13376411189581794,0.1255597619559895,0.0,0.12125672485652055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194575060585197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18929984977062547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145259081635508,0.0,0.11127988526076964,0.0,0.0,0.1350048294144447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209702085186808,0.0,0.0,0.12063912783137234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861271627476708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200099249107108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980911197623866,0.0,0.0,0.2417560313656003,0.10047298017145333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393197789036776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176083729533932,0.0,0.08915787371710925,0.0,0.0,0.10917310923096717,0.13560728100479685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650486363961032,0.0,0.06914531701323334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610169233485622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511822604403566,0.0,0.10661822433989272,0.0,0.1070005715358755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,srh10_sreehari,2020/03/13,"Is social anxiety curable? I have crippling social anxiety that I feel tensed while walking through others . I get nervous even when someone looks at me. (Even if I know the person) I don't know how to start conversations or how to keep a conversation going. Have any of you with social anxiety visited a psychiatrist and got better? Should I visit one?",4.656770833333333,7.333481968750004,5.901250000000001,71.75208333333336,73.0625,8.641666666666666,30.979166666666664,9.2995712137729,3.411279166666666,282,13,44,7,6,94,49,64,0.158,0.795,0.047,-0.5913,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,5,2,0,1,3,0,5,0,0,2,0,11,14,7,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,1,2,8,1,6,12,0,8,0,0,1,0,9,1,0,2,3,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811154906253387,0.0,0.4661013054704438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796210031811335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26828463429030586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026909228999309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610874326081572,0.0,0.11542355598786487,0.0,0.1624336065142887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18052014757280935,0.0,0.0,0.22323137638437304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705486302475338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376224128325477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773347005362104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6210892593486174,0.1720817152916351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437516703351227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,shadow22405,2020/03/13,"Thinking about telling my Doctor about my symptoms I have a doctor's appointment in 4 days and I want to tell her I think I may have Social Anxiety and Depression but I'm starting to freak out. Like how would I start that conversation, do I just say or... And what if I'm wrong, that will be awkward. How do you guys think I should do this?",3.468,4.429252657142862,4.367142857142859,88.68785714285715,72.42857142857143,7.885714285714287,26.857142857142854,8.238735603445708,1.4829428571428571,266,9,59,4,5,86,49,70,0.19699999999999998,0.7390000000000001,0.064,-0.8481,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,1,1,0,10,3,0,2,0,17,18,8,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,4,3,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,11,1,6,13,0,5,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,3,4,41,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681117341821685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417235933663539,0.0,0.18927439004098304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4498564682227819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175916900708367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073610399082406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17475774753671425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240122291990354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110869972856571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22840926252587135,0.0,0.0,0.3841505653150557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.422429790679801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296170081344287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15610742468828134,0.2402672527404386,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,karathrace99,2020/03/13,"Hahahaha. I might never get to see my senior friends again. I have social anxiety disorder, generalized anxiety disorder, PTSD, and depression, and I use a wheelchair. (Important for later.) *** School closed—online classes only thru the rest of the semester—due to Coronavirus. As of today. (Plan as of yesterday was to come back Apr. 6. Then, shortly after that letter from the University President, the POTUS announced his travel ban and the WHO declared COVID-19 pandemic. Today, the plan to return was cancelled—commencement might still happen, but the semester is gonna be all online.) This has hit the performing arts—theatre, dance, music—department(s) disproportionally hard. My head is spinning still. I’m nauseous—still. The dorms were going to remain open (I was going to come back by Apr. 6 for sure), but now, everyone has to return from Spring Break, effectively rushing the campus (which is also horrible for disease control) and clean out our lives. We have until March 23 to get out of the dorms. I’m tearing down my life and packing it into boxes tomorrow. And... This year, I had finally overcome a huge trauma I dealt with years ago, where I had a falling out with some folks I was very close with for a long time. The last time I saw them, I had no idea it would be the last time. That trauma’s at the root of so many things I struggle with. Then, today, as I read that letter and started shaking, crying, screaming... I’m a junior, and that whole swath of seniors—I may never get to see them again. Friends, crushes, what have you... People I loved (love—fuck, it’s happening already), so, so much. “No, no, no,” I said. “I can’t do it again, I can’t do this again.” I’ll probably be working/writing thru this for a long time. A lot of other students—the seniors, and performing arts seniors, especially; those affected by COVID-19 personally; and those for whom it’ll be very hard to get home—are being hit harder than I am. But I finally found my theatre family this year. This semester started with a serious, serious injury for me, but this week has still been the craziest (sorry, I hate that word, but I can’t think of a better one right now) week of the semester. My heart is breaking. 😞🏳️‍🌈❤️ *** *3/12/20*",2.811390887290166,5.48455268105516,4.181793764988012,81.58616786570745,79.74340527577937,7.255827338129497,26.532853717026377,8.309216665352881,2.199782350119905,1736,72,310,37,45,571,221,417,0.155,0.784,0.061,-0.9842,0,0,0,0,0,0,103.0,2,1,2,7,16,14,1,2,25,0,35,4,2,5,4,50,62,25,0,1,5,0,2,0,2,6,1,2,3,1,25,24,0,2,4,4,0,9,9,9,0,1,12,7,32,5,49,37,6,71,0,1,3,1,16,12,0,5,48,211,57,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204054102299238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213191130633444,0.07401269789769839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14160194295301504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142331428944855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818535029201856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944832939919862,0.0,0.0,0.10380339080010373,0.0,0.0,0.10166251094375832,0.0,0.0,0.07971371395172018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121420589536185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843608420259616,0.0,0.0,0.08724848835629828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027693621710956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147697851737296,0.14300875986781905,0.08556155745183988,0.193415517618458,0.0,0.10519730109271827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16368441637869613,0.0,0.16581435461913605,0.09137457707956582,0.09498363764354394,0.0,0.0,0.10967293108635448,0.0,0.0,0.09283581863020302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447838541572027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15088221679615885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537124041345363,0.0,0.0,0.08172389364159242,0.16380877375747302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868322803672267,0.16706109711162362,0.0,0.0,0.0938318029467035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19636316571670195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803535519003626,0.0,0.1427614884230392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06271469578260956,0.0703889174964542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641629471501124,0.08081163210937667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978522255424208,0.0,0.10818672282862858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257566616423547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903772434871442,0.08803683411882211,0.0,0.0,0.09366616914153243,0.14750172418061336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434370258011447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103602842588876,0.13101561130567638,0.0,0.22173313561533006,0.0,0.0,0.09675400359948128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872278646728014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061486519918397035,0.05930270068346009,0.0,0.0,0.21586804469797197,0.0,0.2631815001538924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799340207396749,0.0,0.15272790944582346,0.0,0.0,0.14847705063913438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033294627846275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574530550407225,0.0,0.0,0.1787986959255787 socialanxiety,WarPigs02,2020/03/13,"For the past few months since I started working, I've been communicating and explaining my disabilities and it's been working. I'll try to be brief: I have social anxiety, autism, depression, ADHD, and due to many past painful experiences undiagnosed PTSD (I get into a huge emotional rage when I fail to keep myself in check, and its always after a similar occurance of helplessness that triggers those memories and feelings) In the past, this rage has caused significant emotional outbursts that have delayed my career. However, I was determined to make this job my home, and I ensured that as soon as a supervisor was upset at me, that I reached out and explained and apologized about my behavior, why I act the way I do (autism & social anxiety), and that I take medications for ADHD (amphetamines). Today was a double win for me. A co-worker was upset at what he perceived was unreasonable anxiety and started expressing his frustration to others. Rather than wait for an emotional outburst, I told him this: ""I understand that working with me is like walking on eggshells, because of my social anxiety. However, it is not something I can turn off and I do apologize because it is not my intention to do so."" While he did seem to feel bad, he said the typical: ""What is there to be anxious about/try not to think to much."" And I replied curtly: ""I wish I could, but thank you for your concern."" Later on, I was talking to a random coworker in the break room. It got to where I had to take my medicine in front of her. Knowing that she might perceive it the wrong way, I explained: ""I hate having to take these meds."" (Amphetamamines and sertraline, but it's really the amphetamines that I hate because they aggravate my anxiety and potentiate my emotional outbursts). I compared my experience to the one that my patients in Pain Management Therapy go through: when I was interning in an independent pharmacy, many of out patients were receiving addictive pain medications (ex: methadone, hydrocodone, Tylenol #3, etc). I learned that not only do they go through physical pain daily, but the psychological trauma of being accused of and kicked out of larger pharmacies due to the false perception and stigma against their appearances (ex: a lady that had walking seizures, the painful kind, looked like very unshaven, but in truth every step could be painful and debilitating for her.). Back to breakroom, At first the girl did not understand my story. She assumed I had meant that I was worried of becoming addicted. But in truth, as Ive learned from the PMT (pain management therapy) patient group, most of them take these pills because they HAVE to, not because they want to get high. So I rebuffed her response, and explained that most of them hate their medications as well. The pained look on her face and her response told me that she finally understood. It's unfortunate that taking meds in the break room is frowned upon and even Makes others uncomfortable. But you know what else is even more uncomfortable? Not being able to work in a social setting without taking my social anxiety meds. Not being able to focus on work without taking my amphetamines. I choose to take my meds in front of everyone in the break room because it is most convenient, and I truly want to do my part to help clear the stigma, and end the irony that us health Care workers go through when other workers realize that we too can be patients as well.",8.533138206739004,8.631144817152109,8.282318675042834,68.05675613934898,61.18446601941746,11.99550732914525,40.50656767561394,11.4998988760649,4.943766076527698,2739,138,454,73,34,879,284,618,0.155,0.759,0.086,-0.9934,3,0,2,0,0,0,96.0,2,3,8,10,16,32,6,2,28,0,46,17,1,6,3,90,95,39,0,6,17,2,2,2,0,1,16,1,4,1,38,28,0,3,22,0,1,12,10,22,2,2,22,5,75,10,82,63,9,70,0,3,2,0,48,31,0,8,23,331,113,14,0.10505087214895778,0.0,0.0,0.11452095673347774,0.1262507338446969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043705370538920686,0.056911288041802476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410908889712137,0.0593387919931917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04038881813959788,0.04385654513325933,0.1921141098451842,0.058010217430333785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053553182714739404,0.0539580916457555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387457334367752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04524008112467324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043878261923481,0.23633618341348805,0.046521945986588965,0.0,0.058579745695020835,0.06938511029601516,0.0,0.044254945296230426,0.05019030509727677,0.0,0.10275991064362547,0.0,0.0,0.05311687738404894,0.0,0.0,0.0575390477965596,0.0,0.04467810909232029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05488474488297807,0.0,0.0895542473108271,0.0,0.04200938951866276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15557398124678873,0.0,0.055832082347047784,0.0,0.0,0.03520669261204947,0.05549600705924044,0.052687295044985205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05212339049617596,0.046687020981003316,0.0,0.054697158839697016,0.057733212015417576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05132254980746637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821627486689818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012227289282026,0.1065050959726765,0.0,0.0,0.2333756738671908,0.1587415526666963,0.0,0.055721187149187834,0.0,0.0,0.04192530195275842,0.0,0.038612239168876135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035592594853036987,0.0399479610214398,0.4471261384147454,0.0,0.0,0.0568799287022813,0.1504244163301974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613994239478548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03364913933996979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04996371791066155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04781718428479029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04344958350368857,0.0,0.0,0.2677153369689607,0.0,0.04043664685076205,0.0,0.0,0.07435554800090394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159407284546717,0.04221795588850983,0.0,0.04835836452248498,0.12013482757662272,0.0,0.0,0.033656178552373864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0497879717605704,0.10038061019455354,0.0,0.07132264646878934,0.05713259139037202,0.0,0.10936166272505407,0.06318163231123253,0.0,0.0,0.04333898567011693,0.06196172616770071,0.08338449259623328,0.0,0.0,0.09445335016447688,0.0,0.04739603624825936,0.0,0.06040165927633615,0.1012652920024806,0.0,0.22943485822287016,0.053342129978974584,0.0,0.0,0.0574283187663488,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,minefield1,2020/03/13,My wife: why aren’t you upset about all the cancellations due to the Coronavirus scare? Me: you mean all that stuff I don’t care about and didn’t want to do? I have no idea why I am not upset.,0.529285714285713,2.2408312142857163,2.2716666666666683,97.47750000000002,82.09523809523809,6.104761904761905,15.261904761904766,7.1686216300943375,-0.5389238095238098,149,2,38,2,4,49,30,42,0.24100000000000002,0.66,0.099,-0.755,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,3,2,0,6,0,0,0,2,7,9,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,7,1,4,8,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322268691025249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678461802456844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549473272166985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262337528961869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730215006969536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921953957296501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5880597914975149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mylastbraincellalive,2020/03/13,"I had to present my history project today and I almost cried I really needed to tell someone about this, but someone who’d understand me. I spent so long trying to memorize everything that I had to say but in the moment I forgot one of the topics and completely froze for about 20 seconds. I’ve never been more embarrassed in my life, I was literally shaking and couldn’t breathe properly. Later on my teacher tried to help me but it only make me feel worse, he started a whole speech about how I didn’t even need to present if I didn’t want to (which made me regret even trying to present it because I didn’t even know that was an option) and he said that I was visibly nervous and looked like I was about to pass out. I can’t believe everyone saw me like that, I feel awful.",4.899999999999999,5.384644509554138,5.79032484076433,81.51223885350319,68.87261146496813,9.082547770700637,30.98662420382165,9.120678840339163,2.5266005095541413,616,24,123,11,10,203,95,157,0.11599999999999999,0.7909999999999999,0.092,-0.5738,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,3,4,1,13,2,1,3,1,27,28,11,0,6,4,0,3,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,9,6,0,1,5,0,1,2,6,4,0,2,15,8,22,2,19,11,2,15,0,1,2,0,7,4,0,3,11,85,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16846036297161845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255285811742693,0.0,0.0,0.18954021004118654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763883821589872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18479529911206785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333475734627239,0.0,0.0,0.1607531869988909,0.15119635758420724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701266271716382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127625749655851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245608100183272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188274597330585,0.16437962332504685,0.0,0.0,0.14888030534893942,0.14127277471753685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15918548471347432,0.11229637701224507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494842607156147,0.12975113298851326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139985709410733,0.1279482568567281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777392921174718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600274569537973,0.13378508972049266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850853901566767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907569887279745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470424589789806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946456430600045,0.0,0.0,0.3426560977114433,0.0,0.0,0.17513577357695848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922777849333003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878253724515828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17144310209117344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Pennnel,2020/03/13,"I went out the other night, and it went great. I usually work nights at the weekend, but I had last week off. My brother was going out to a gig at a small venue in the city center, and said I should come. His friend was in the headlining band, so I knew him as well, although I hadn't seen him in quite a few years. It was a thrash metal gig, and while it's not my first choice of genre I don't mind it. So I actually liked the music. I had to step outside for a few minutes just to be on my own for a bit about halfway through, but otherwise I was fine. Had a few drinks, and held my own talking to people after the gig was over.",1.9565693430656952,2.683396956204384,3.5340218978102165,94.12658029197081,75.78832116788321,6.647883211678832,22.45912408759124,6.742157984588678,0.2762969343065693,481,12,119,4,10,160,83,137,0.0,0.8759999999999999,0.124,0.9415,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,5,5,0,0,13,0,12,1,0,0,0,15,20,11,0,1,4,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,7,1,1,1,3,0,5,3,0,1,1,15,2,17,5,21,3,6,27,0,0,1,0,8,12,0,0,11,87,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.2063724686480995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308797034432144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18216996578548064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071683779237262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17988346814435074,0.0,0.0,0.16338773187720554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018808107300065,0.0,0.0,0.23315574627468105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17238316873536258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331769227634044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135329566148862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3969164133448747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466125349958082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22493337123506213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011644414177031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16997837369298485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23291364378090265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16963526263823075,0.0,0.1901445310759514,0.3920852981274302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539588359519877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361851932095353 socialanxiety,jimbobwayJB100,2020/03/13,"I worry about people I know seeing me in public and judging me(An example of the ridiculous stuff I worry about) For example, I went for lunch the other day with a friend. During the walk from the car into the restaurant I'm worrying someone will spot me and judge me. Also, my friend was wearing his work uniform and I was worried people would think I work with him. Not that there would be anything wrong with working where he works, but it's the fact that I don't work there and don't want people thinking that I do. This is just an example of the ridiculous crap I worry about. Anyone else struggle with anxiety like this? Any opinions or ideas on how to cope with this?",4.295454545454547,5.833494000000003,4.576181818181818,85.76427272727273,71.12121212121212,6.795151515151516,26.83636363636364,7.1686216300943375,1.3315854545454542,536,18,101,5,10,168,84,132,0.203,0.743,0.054000000000000006,-0.9497,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,5,9,8,3,1,9,0,10,3,2,1,1,24,17,8,0,3,4,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,9,10,1,0,4,0,0,3,3,5,0,0,3,1,15,3,17,10,0,8,0,0,1,0,6,4,1,2,2,73,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123713220745573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608822380026941,0.0,0.09684402154466512,0.0,0.0,0.08851742991182666,0.1297104569969019,0.1041760303636389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164262177252793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575299700107936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19561233600177824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14290915501786766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06957272154234828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06184740709809496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263292905729542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008789841193236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726263892133292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234347797374288,0.14491977987237506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16223257683834064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466838879148922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735385545394235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4608094990160708,0.6428114816324246,0.0,0.17985741296811475,0.1384106059822004,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Valentino5505,2020/03/14,I'm really hungry but my sister called some of her friends over and I don't want to leave my room I'd rather starve to death than meet her friends. They are drunk and singing loudly. Send help please.,1.0504878048780526,3.536751121951223,0.8470243902439023,103.59492682926829,86.56097560975607,4.255609756097561,15.517073170731704,5.6839178017228535,-1.0339600000000004,160,3,37,1,5,46,34,41,0.23600000000000002,0.486,0.278,0.3376,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,4,3,1,2,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,5,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,1,0,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3869406332677228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5855370028092235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539958390632724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4012432900337071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4159628910845093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427589968359447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235089333893797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwaway7769207,2020/03/14,"Freaked out and cancelled a date I (25m) had a date today after a while. I worked myself into a frenzy all week but cancelled it under the pretext of Coronavirus. My area has been quite badly hit but we're not at lockdown levels yet, and we probably could have swung a quick coffee. I stressed myself up all week about different things (ranging from the aforementioned pandemic, the fact that rain was in the forecast, the fact that I live in a country where I'm not completely familiar with using parking garages (I know)) and cancelled today. This hurts especially because I was just making so much progress. Fucking hell man!!",8.713507246376814,8.32233966956522,7.891956521739132,72.61909420289855,61.0,10.449275362318842,39.16666666666667,9.725611199111238,3.9096666666666673,502,23,83,8,6,156,84,115,0.23399999999999999,0.733,0.033,-0.9747,1,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,3,6,6,2,1,11,0,7,1,0,2,4,20,13,7,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,4,1,10,0,12,7,3,20,1,1,0,1,2,10,2,0,10,61,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18929265403986692,0.13819978150962792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377002096547751,0.0,0.0,0.18100879294577327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23686278844223915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20958893769394324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426968127498327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459340898192345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001883154382183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133010480941295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16665729615705094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444307866236437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24113306610735866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596945426321457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15061547236851056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42978749398447696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958038982853255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36370477866654144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16504694685176946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SrZiino,2020/03/14,"Antidepressants have helped me a lot...but I had social anxiety and overthinking problems. Went to doctor and gave me medicine. First one made be stop overthinking but made me tired and didnt like how I was feeling. So we changed medication about months and this new medicine makes me feel extremely confident and with high self esteem. I feel like a different person, people tend to take advantage of socially anxious people because they cant stand for themselves and I would avoid eye contact. I feel like no one can put me down and very empowered. Only issue is I'm very hostile and irritable. So I gotta keep seeking for medication, but they do help. Just have to find the right one.",4.814538296349324,7.193035937007874,4.9867430207587695,79.87384395132428,71.51968503937006,8.712670007158195,30.44309234073013,9.339509955726095,2.963825196850393,552,24,98,13,11,173,88,127,0.231,0.682,0.087,-0.9558,2,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,2,2,5,7,1,1,3,0,11,5,1,4,0,27,25,13,0,2,3,0,4,3,0,2,4,0,0,2,1,10,0,3,5,0,0,2,3,3,0,4,7,5,14,4,9,15,0,10,0,0,1,0,11,3,0,0,7,57,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560887179866216,0.15595868188228487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415479524726738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14603997758864012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14423423282810885,0.0,0.1413013621906291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792115546763978,0.1972477622484917,0.0,0.0,0.1261763933567621,0.11742637099573368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850657618321588,0.14585878512124356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144089697388703,0.0,0.12270634451141635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20233468570767515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736628423513044,0.0,0.2612549687705487,0.09215031923980603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781443356277042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019123595942436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333308123087106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806414147436677,0.10499423961147504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19141478763604144,0.12054107616463455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209645632097128,0.0,0.13877969330784173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178950616626924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440176208087277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814518440357961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541707396908515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379740197688253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586696689384353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278135719379721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797494443163035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980676874278102,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,nonviolentcommunic8r,2020/03/14,"I love social distancing! My Coronavirus/social distancing to do list: 1. Write down my needs and desires regarding work 2. Read and sign a work contract 3. Finish current book 4. Start new book 5. Work on website/offerings 6. Look at first quarter taxes/finances 7. Develop sadhana 8. Explore movement practices- practice, watch videos, read, research 9. Play hang drum 10. Create art",3.0859090909090914,5.9917292575757575,3.5398484848484837,79.47977272727275,97.33333333333334,5.836363636363638,32.77272727272727,7.1686216300943375,3.210509090909092,305,18,43,6,12,95,58,66,0.0,0.866,0.134,0.8398,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,5,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,8,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,2,4,5,0,11,0,0,2,1,3,3,0,0,5,13,3,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270231899734293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241269889743224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408857460435875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979013870948428,0.0,0.25777162383032165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5339401882307497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720687649422122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188911684517656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5829144794067695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,0161FillInTheGap,2020/03/14,Need someone to message on snap I’m a 15M and I’ve been seeing a therapist for my social anxiety he says I need to practice talking to people more but I don’t have anyone to talk to so here i am. If you want to pm me your snap thanks,-2.0933333333333337,-0.2579430185185174,1.4647222222222247,96.58375000000002,99.55555555555556,4.181481481481482,17.86111111111111,5.985473137389443,-0.2530666666666668,183,6,44,2,8,66,42,54,0.027999999999999997,0.863,0.109,0.6059,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,10,4,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,7,1,8,9,1,1,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,1,0,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217041079991304,0.0,0.0,0.2026421200603079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4297813727071292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20091799120625173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304688052981495,0.0,0.0,0.2309413098847621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29542513315371394,0.24555535080417085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4658771283352618,0.0,0.2668184131678517,0.0,0.3364921284301684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17093764043157206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Glam_lizzard,2020/03/14,"Do you prefer cold weather just so you can hide behind layers of clothes? Nice and warmer weather is approaching which attracts people out. Less clothes are needed and most of people are excited but all I can think is: ""What will i do with my arms now that I can't keep my hands in pockets? Are people noticing my belly? No more hats, my head is exposed. At least I can hide behind my sunglasses. So many people to pass by on the streets. Sunshine is creating strong contrast and every detail is visible. I miss rainy and gray days when noone likes to be out..."" Do you feel me? How do you cope?",2.6827272727272726,4.912909655172417,3.3744514106583097,89.65205329153606,77.44827586206897,5.942319749216303,24.33855799373041,6.980632752743323,0.9459586206896552,464,16,91,5,11,146,80,116,0.08800000000000001,0.7340000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.9291,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,4,0,1,6,7,0,0,1,0,18,3,3,1,1,17,23,9,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,5,15,6,13,21,5,12,0,1,2,0,4,6,0,1,5,67,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697270048747734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217374662877399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306989455547694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700949110668253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339232750499416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857469466472565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668195607251768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19514196465662098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29962807380624923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7298135103787721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863280944484246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ChiefRalphyWiggum,2020/03/14,"All my friends are at a wedding together. I never got an invitation. My friends from college who I thought I was close with all are gathering at one of our friend’s wedding together. I thought since the engagement I was going to get an invitation but it never came. I can understand it a bit because I have distanced myself quite a bit at times. I was not too bummed initially but seeing everyone meet up and how far they all came for the wedding while I’m still at home has me feeling really hurt. Is this normal or am I overreacting?",3.5124761904761894,5.518538914285713,5.030476190476193,79.77619047619052,74.14285714285714,8.857142857142858,31.666666666666664,9.444778638647367,3.1742380952380955,426,21,81,11,9,143,72,105,0.051,0.87,0.079,-0.0489,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,1,1,3,5,0,0,7,0,10,0,0,1,5,20,21,6,0,1,4,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,8,2,15,4,10,13,5,15,0,1,1,0,11,7,0,1,5,61,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854015933479363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887780400014561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072930348729171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17013837401251822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002952993838974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4126925919353933,0.0,0.09302594628965934,0.0,0.1011922786937177,0.0,0.14240617211054993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17860283360895465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906106539255146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746526797394065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17445526595380248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120654102489419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893825093663891,0.0,0.0,0.11406605006937386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188610759066025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472882357361842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219427698715306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827102180743601,0.10382480877951507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18536065321065048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,stenay,2020/03/14,Why does my world fall apart over failures/mistakes? I had made a mistake recently where I was testing over the wrong hard drives at work. I wasted a day. I felt like such an idiot. When things are going well I feel like I am invincible and plan to move onward and upward but when something like this happens it crushes me and I lose all confidence.,2.006323529411766,4.670085514705885,2.8220588235294137,89.96926470588238,83.55882352941177,5.1647058823529415,23.20588235294117,6.6274283507984215,0.7585529411764704,277,10,53,3,8,87,55,68,0.217,0.589,0.19399999999999998,-0.1901,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,5,8,1,0,4,0,4,0,0,1,1,9,9,6,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,4,1,0,4,3,9,4,4,5,1,14,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,7,34,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634994307574573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22185706579254594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281873325156937,0.18111474302435987,0.2434189631165501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408126184607675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241869041449547,0.0,0.22710412907514865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715712075931592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28362403893675603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23988675964346415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26945164508490804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503204211572894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19517208657431032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16842742702226604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279449320262756,0.0,0.2287623730044792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845655838605336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27718432844962,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,law05004,2020/03/14,"DEA sometimes have other people flip their shit on you for interpreting you as rude for being shy/social phobic? I’ve had really bad social anxiety all my life (due to a lot of trauma). And I’ve had this happen occasionally but I’ve noticed especially men (I’m female) tend to kind of attack (whole I think women judge but generally just avoid you and maybe speak behind your back). I really seem to bewilder some people just by being socially fearful, low self esteem and quiet. I have this memory back in college where this was this nice dinner a program I was in through where we all dressed up. I had only connected to a couple of people (who were basically graciously allowing me to sit with them and their friends since they honestly, probably felt sorry for me), and because I was new to most of the table, you know, I was very nervous and barely talking. And this guy started tearing into me. It was awful. I can’t remember what he said now because that was such a long time ago but he was reprimanding me for being so quiet. I was so anxious that I didn’t know how to respond and I felt like I was letting my friends down. I didn’t do anything, you know? But somehow they’re sitting in this unpleasant and uncomfortable situation and probably not wanting to be associated with me. I ended up leaving right after I was done eating even though this was some big to-do (I think there might have been a dance afterward). I’ve been in other situations like this too. I was on a contract early in my career at a new company and at some point they made me switch seats in an area with a bunch of people I didn’t know. I was very anxious. I never seem to understand what the expectation is but the guys were giving me dirty looks and clearly expecting me to be very bubbly and to sort of guide THEM socially. I feel like, especially as a woman that people kind of expect you to do that and when you don’t they assume that you aren’t interested in them to which they then respond like babies (this has created more fear for me and left me a little salty about other in general). Has anyone else experienced this? I take pretty good care of myself. Good hygiene and I wear pretty clothes a lot. And I try to smile and I’m literally never mean. I just feel so misunderstood and I guess I don’t really understand what people want from me. How can I just sit down and have other people seem to irrationally hate me within 10 seconds? I feel so misunderstood. Has anyone else experienced this sort of public reprimanding?",3.805194922031192,5.78703169262295,5.3978528588564565,77.56222111155537,73.2622950819672,8.285565773690525,26.041783286685323,8.979522561349006,2.20818206717313,1998,69,365,43,41,676,234,488,0.138,0.728,0.134,0.4316,1,1,0,0,0,0,47.0,1,9,9,0,23,25,4,4,15,1,46,5,2,4,5,83,78,36,0,5,10,0,5,4,2,1,1,4,0,6,26,25,2,1,20,1,0,1,10,11,0,1,28,12,64,14,58,43,11,49,0,1,1,0,40,27,1,15,22,272,90,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768711260588205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05841396545146054,0.17252651032377606,0.0,0.1067831345755666,0.15647640469402993,0.06283645537918219,0.0,0.0,0.08686870115684069,0.0,0.1174297894457633,0.06375607281967045,0.09309474134938887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785247575958099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448911500331839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814115220157565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781337040270046,0.12757528683090422,0.0,0.06763087623572027,0.0,0.0,0.050434001711626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17184885324830526,0.11582730099330275,0.05455045477300164,0.14663207331050182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179886177260554,0.0,0.0,0.07324993319363436,0.0,0.12809160284949844,0.0,0.0,0.08411738409527461,0.15121363809797575,0.06752347915494511,0.0,0.0,0.07538810947585134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15903104229558526,0.16785831433753354,0.0,0.0,0.08085251817698805,0.0829636228253459,0.07808163537280582,0.0539341946783548,0.14921942496261614,0.07653117484541963,0.0,0.06757477935235777,0.06412182294802705,0.0,0.0,0.12983435871841326,0.0,0.0722521624361229,0.0,0.0,0.0767122740357066,0.0831766806300619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100419343766227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177846077339426,0.14749483317394652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693454219862726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05807400250387644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37056109117569497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218336730511403,0.0,0.0,0.15536788416755568,0.16465453570178396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467514350407461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649917972960669,0.06520965465847882,0.07263432237478827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20854145309640731,0.0796584622394303,0.0,0.0783807982253123,0.06316445587376451,0.17166007723869067,0.0,0.23351331209796794,0.0,0.0,0.07552040807996133,0.08547697498286125,0.05404686710373143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05741201235998609,0.06137398789044625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978547564153514,0.0750217383211578,0.0,0.04452519591925976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0518423399305485,0.0,0.0,0.15898357043840874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18901102569197836,0.09007632301123804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525142442744554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mke5,2020/03/14,"The Three S's of a Coronavirus Weekend The Three S's of a Coronavirus Weekend: 1. Sunshine 2. Self-care 3. Social distancing Normal weekend: 1. Sunshine 2. Self-care 3. Social distancing 🤔",0.6740714285714304,2.2997590857142853,3.3105357142857166,79.12008928571429,115.28571428571428,6.321428571428572,30.089285714285715,7.1686216300943375,3.254214285714287,148,9,23,4,8,51,18,35,0.0,0.802,0.198,0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183933628666301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6780116208796135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6625148363883465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,llov3bugg,2020/03/14,"Need a job but social anxiety makes it hard I recently turned 16 and I’ve been thinking more and more about the fact that I’m going to have to get a job sometime soon. The only thing is, I get so stressed just thinking about it, because the most likely job option I have is something like customer service/retail, and there’s no way I’d be able to handle something like that for hours on end with my social anxiety. Maybe one day but not at this stage. Are there any jobs anyone can think of that may suit me better? Keeping in mind that I also have school still.",5.139699248120298,5.386060789473689,5.252656641604009,86.41026315789475,68.29824561403508,7.566917293233082,27.68922305764411,6.868970318607317,1.2259538847117797,446,13,91,3,7,140,82,114,0.107,0.805,0.08800000000000001,-0.0835,4,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,1,5,0,10,0,0,1,1,19,21,7,0,1,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,1,6,4,11,18,3,12,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,9,58,14,5,0.14053433995112566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123852608852566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955681702946254,0.0,0.21501677080641454,0.0,0.0,0.09826487807998596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566842924162199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429120328477095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906330231526071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447171239467072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684678456697164,0.0,0.07986890400935978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589116483869967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839801636482654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5578345903884082,0.1249133785114367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059739395092479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380776318441038,0.0,0.14118563358004296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189962151363714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420443236960396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522970580818753,0.10688269825272524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387607065126384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222825480087045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865141233468519,0.0,0.216380401562044,0.13899205566543107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223090542057644,0.0,0.16098161159804322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336477088711108,0.2701461915382308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15286100641522285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154961771811832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,billythekid3300,2020/03/14,"Social Anxiety is now almost a superpower After 40ish years of avoiding large groups of people and social situations and feeling crappy about it, my social anxiety has now morphed into it a superpower due to the coronavirus. They are like ""stay home and avoid contact with other people"" I am thinking ""I got this"". It's like some scene in a movie were the character has some unique set of skills to perfectly solve the problem. Suddenly it feels like this lifelong pain in my ass has its day in the sun lol.",6.746524822695032,7.706598404255325,7.090212765957446,72.13333333333334,64.95744680851064,10.09645390070922,32.687943262411345,10.125756701596842,3.43925390070922,406,16,68,9,6,132,65,94,0.187,0.655,0.158,-0.5106,2,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,3,8,0,2,7,1,7,2,1,0,1,15,11,3,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,8,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,5,4,12,9,2,13,0,0,0,1,6,4,1,3,10,46,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19777987545578585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021924896329409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737898912129525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19973614291326405,0.14110271072215266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15796849969042734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981207783870727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28948336144367154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101668402797586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738600945315127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18899244129520676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220119183418913,0.0,0.6040162536470506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21052165908810466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265578027233583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719134106514826 socialanxiety,gooshoe,2020/03/14,"Has anyone not stocked up for the virus in fear of being judged at the store? I'm scared to go to the store because I don't know what I'll see in regards to product and people. If I go to the store, I am fear of being judged from customers and workers getting supplies given this virus. I don't want to be judge for picking up esentials or things that like I feel I need I'm house sitting for my sister who is in New Zealand so I should be stocking up her house and my house when I get back home. I'm thinking about doing grocery order pick up to minimize the contact with others for my health and the fear of judgement.",4.484307692307695,4.586185238461543,5.089038461538461,87.51971153846155,69.69230769230771,7.115384615384617,30.09615384615385,5.985473137389443,1.3195384615384618,491,18,104,2,8,158,79,130,0.109,0.871,0.02,-0.8813,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,4,6,0,11,1,0,2,0,16,25,8,0,4,3,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,3,2,3,4,0,0,1,2,12,1,24,19,0,15,0,0,1,0,4,8,0,2,4,69,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118279337454675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300722042698396,0.0,0.10311726070869212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5710499673570957,0.08553146196793894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17675634189249972,0.0,0.192272991816436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17980724255795247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967945384858088,0.0,0.0,0.5855575084587764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296491569111956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264214564452525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254286522442405,0.0,0.16337403106907858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727298784441845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16935685504342796,0.0,0.13479717403250174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238118296087553,0.10838973590352632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977388141366986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,_Freshek,2020/03/14,"It's never about looks as long as you look good. It's time to stop that personality over looks. I'm not really trying to rant, but it's proven people do care more about looks at first sight and that's what makes them want to talk to you. It would be all okay, if not all these people who claim otherwise. Wake up. Stop lying to yourself.",1.4007142857142871,3.4999039285714275,2.47,95.165,81.14285714285714,5.7142857142857135,14.285714285714285,6.868970318607317,-0.6674285714285717,265,3,61,3,7,84,50,70,0.139,0.732,0.129,-0.1979,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,1,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,1,3,13,11,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,3,3,12,9,3,9,0,0,5,0,6,3,0,1,6,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20915040491540585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17448906178533438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205882241284384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18153940932155266,0.6890522158811818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136930253494396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821396917698302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844317372940476,0.17911734057868303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141573966756234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34300671612522016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648810046606684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961678372578802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927426562156495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099486398653687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572313378702414,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AL0NS020,2020/03/14,"Do people react weirdly to you when you say or do things that are seemingly NOT weird? This happens to me a lot and I'm not sure if it's related to my social anxiety. The other day I was at a museum and took a picture of one of the new exhibits. Sent it to a few people including a relative of mine who I talk to once in a while. Well she texted me back and seemed to like it, but later I found out she asked another relative of mine ""Why is he sending me pics from a museum?"" in other words I guess she thought it was ""weird"". To me, her reaction was what was weird! But...sadly this is what happens for me when I try to connect with people. Can anyone tell me why people react this way? Does this happen for you guys too? Makes me just want to shut down. It hurts because I try to connect, but I guess I just don't understand people that well.",1.7932203389830548,3.3176920508474623,3.812000000000001,88.74952542372884,77.64406779661016,7.20587570621469,22.53446327683616,8.021203637495839,1.0508978531073443,651,19,143,11,15,222,99,177,0.051,0.88,0.069,-0.3393,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,3,0,0,8,9,0,0,9,0,11,0,0,3,1,27,27,10,0,2,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,17,5,0,0,5,2,0,3,3,5,2,1,8,1,25,4,23,19,2,17,0,1,0,0,17,6,0,7,8,106,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968912899895006,0.10191026763787484,0.0,0.0,0.09314808316557376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453945653071348,0.0,0.0,0.10243527535398476,0.0,0.0812075497123928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591363000821653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657866805349705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14606503024071898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29350601555275896,0.1319052919106021,0.3534087668593057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261103216757454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508285911245976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325591528775855,0.0,0.0,0.08892305671580146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866133815594916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418712383812562,0.09027095672203213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4617777821503787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593911787240227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24255061992331395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579745841591662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555498673115126,0.0,0.0,0.10707438681108544,0.11643710391469728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850313167079242,0.0,0.0,0.10575903070890152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14800844735641233,0.1808905352157969,0.0,0.0,0.13868308792412296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785745507513855,0.10574106711695552,0.0,0.0,0.23955528727686765,0.0,0.24041436454006765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BloomingSummer,2020/03/14,Made my therapist quit Last Thursday I had my last session with her what to do now,5.355882352941176,5.2864245882352945,5.616470588235295,85.07411764705884,67.82352941176471,9.15294117647059,34.64705882352941,8.841846274778883,2.701517647058824,66,3,14,1,1,21,15,17,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,10,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6637581888374542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38525227570983095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.433050883666289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4727289741146246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,JohnMXZ,2020/03/14,"This was a mistake I usually go to My friends (let’s call him E) house and i usually get high with him but we are usually alone. And he invited me tonight to smoke and I thought it was gonna be just us like always. But when I got there I saw a lot of cars, and I thought to myself “uhhh why is there so many...” and I got off and I heard multiple people talking and I knew what I was expecting. A group (of 20 people) talking and drinking. My heart started to Pump sooo fast bc I was like uhhhh uhh. And I do this think when I’m nervous that I start to look everywhere in order to avoid eye contact or even seeing the people. And I know it’s soo fuxking weird bc I’ve seen people stare. That’s my biggest insecurity bc I can’t fuxking control it. Well anyway, I did go into his room and we did hit his dab and bong but I thought we were gonna stay there but he started to walk outside and I knew I was liek “FUCK” and there my heart goes again beating like crazy and but the weed managed to calm me down a bit. If it wasn’t for that I would probably have a panic attack there. Anyway now I’m at home bc I couldn’t hold it for long and I’m crying in my bathroom bc I hate that I can’t interact with people w/o being awkward asf and “sim” (that’s what I call when I start to look everywhere weirdly). Anyway that’s all. Also I have a crush on my friend who invited me, which is why I usually sneak out to go smoke with him. And I’m. Idk. That’s all. Enjoy the rest of ur night. ♡",-0.6021854780733307,1.4678762772585685,1.9196884735202533,95.95927390366644,89.96573208722742,5.036855978912054,19.445722501797267,6.551861593081955,0.0594089144500356,1139,36,269,14,39,389,161,321,0.159,0.76,0.08,-0.9765,0,2,3,0,0,0,30.0,4,0,0,2,19,19,3,5,9,0,22,5,3,1,2,51,54,30,0,5,8,0,0,3,2,3,0,1,2,0,18,26,1,3,7,1,0,5,4,11,1,0,19,8,46,8,26,27,5,35,0,0,7,1,23,11,1,3,20,169,64,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351156350969104,0.0,0.07992496529861125,0.08316119023287717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370042196901753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911266867935468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20410744676180853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209539232097727,0.0,0.0,0.10978349513188396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790680706929517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601189150790546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15443255677061746,0.0923963685215979,0.052216474243499074,0.0,0.1704009760115338,0.0,0.159868262881673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867374261041073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23686760408031154,0.0,0.10559603873186976,0.10025171076378077,0.0,0.0,0.11532164647731415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05492646061533352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219923599283463,0.0,0.1464823753401505,0.0,0.0,0.08844705658663221,0.16785512456206872,0.0,0.0,0.08496858578389074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132725609850553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937904208486412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172624338475443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34644199374529466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775624556999172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964221357608058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28296274786946146,0.10652671894503836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606619698035071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403990705474434,0.0,0.23803247495846394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022000223471535,0.0,0.44029559750396136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986141662116427,0.0,0.1803673433321348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099715873379853,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Cristian_17_,2020/03/14,"Suicide? This condition is hell. I'm about to graduate high school, and I'm scared shitless of what'll become of me. I can't imagine suffering through another 4 years or more of school, or heading into the workforce in this state. I seriously don't know what to do, my parents are pressuring me to attend college, but I don't think I can do it. I have no interests or passions, I'm untalented and extremely dumb. There's no place for a person like me. I don't feel like being an even greater burden on my parents by continuing to leech off them into adulthood. I'm not particularly fond of the idea of suicide either, but of my few shitty options, it's the least painful. Everything I need to kill myself I already have, except courage.",4.937083333333334,6.072250763888893,6.169055555555558,76.48150000000003,69.1388888888889,9.093333333333334,34.53888888888889,9.3871,3.304693888888888,586,29,108,12,10,197,93,144,0.265,0.5870000000000001,0.14800000000000002,-0.9694,2,0,0,0,0,3,18.0,0,0,1,0,3,15,3,2,5,0,12,3,1,0,0,19,20,7,3,1,8,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,7,9,0,0,0,1,16,6,21,19,5,11,1,1,0,1,4,7,2,4,4,76,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19932688612231245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18940363381141248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19948883081102928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930272925859232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16233630795369575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133066755353958,0.12904028861180528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853758779395664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190842821374076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039064085419765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998375147119218,0.0,0.09926812442784054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17649089951486105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13393296777858524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19220034531961325,0.0,0.4011308217804083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577169249531599,0.18871724393399356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18083959130363306,0.3656092516273027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951542334188039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573877855299168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631815771624672 socialanxiety,codywinters327,2020/03/14,"How can a 24 almost 25 year old male start dating and potentially get a girlfriend when he's never had one due to social anxiety/shyness? like the title says I'm a 24 year old male who's turning 25 June 2nd, I never had a girlfriend and would really want one but my socially anxiety/shyness stops me dead in my tracks. I can talk to girls if I have no interest in them at all but once I find the girl attractive and could see myself being with her I panic and become mute, I've been this way for as long as I can remember my social anxiety use to be really bad to the point where I couldn't even order my own food even at places like McDonald's and if I was at the grocery store and needed a item that I couldn't find I would go without instead of asking one of the workers. my social anxiety/shyness has gotten better then it once was but the aspect of female interaction and dating is still my biggest problem. I never kissed a girl, flirted with a girl, held a girl's hand, been on a date or had sex. I feel like there is a big part of life I'm missing out on, How can I stop being this socially akward/shy person around girls and start dating? life is short I feel if I don't do something now it will never happen",4.288985294117648,4.501707101960786,5.757389705882352,82.17137867647062,70.13725490196079,8.57107843137255,26.525735294117645,8.472884824447931,1.6735147058823523,961,27,199,14,16,327,139,255,0.134,0.762,0.10400000000000001,-0.8707,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,2,11,12,0,1,16,0,27,6,1,3,5,45,45,21,1,11,8,0,3,3,2,3,2,1,0,9,6,12,1,3,5,0,1,1,9,4,0,3,9,5,25,8,23,27,4,41,0,1,1,2,24,15,0,5,26,135,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290440696612288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861502304931378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148272975935268,0.09607149968932432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580456908745611,0.0,0.11349598319144903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088738310423657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204957323109628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357507635848911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039222483522346,0.07341541061603866,0.0,0.0,0.18785088606820607,0.0,0.12426397130754817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05369052520951397,0.0,0.05840377665491319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087484181410152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14517206373562586,0.15061751640439394,0.0,0.0,0.09094388294443499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761990222609434,0.31703513296157354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215669378762042,0.21888296309864788,0.20890888154478848,0.0,0.0,0.12057270721231003,0.0,0.1112845929198199,0.0,0.0,0.08973052471517716,0.10736766092813717,0.0,0.09714623961258112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983323255095826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316679137609625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641282963130417,0.0,0.0,0.08172293515072304,0.0,0.0,0.08189048260531329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5237804085325498,0.0,0.07911359747624103,0.0,0.0,0.1454753386545446,0.0,0.08206834456115598,0.1718324564182859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259869768035236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177892308217603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875605449790991,0.0,0.0,0.0606135207137256,0.08157015599445876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906189278460513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600276238587487,0.0,0.0,0.13235471499182866 socialanxiety,magentatroops,2020/03/14,"As a high introvert, an epiphany I’ve had from recent global events, based on 20 years of physical therapy private practice I believe in the body’s inherent potential to heal itself. This in no way diminishes the need for excellent medical care, which we are thankfully so blessed to have. I see this healing truth in every patient I treat in my physical therapy manual therapy practice and it brings me great peace to remember the incredible design in which we are created, and the Herculean feats our bodies accomplish behind the scenes, every day. I believe in this power of positive thinking, and how powerful our thoughts are to our health. I believe this is a necessary aspect of creating a personal environment of serenity and calm for ourselves, to thus allow us to be of support and of service to others. Wishing you and your loved ones much blessing and peace ☮️🎹☮️",7.470624999999997,8.441829812500004,8.202500000000004,64.7525,63.375,12.4,41.625,11.979248473330829,5.798575000000001,710,41,109,24,10,238,107,160,0.012,0.667,0.321,0.9951,3,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,6,2,0,4,2,11,0,0,9,0,7,7,2,3,1,18,17,10,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,9,9,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,15,11,25,14,1,15,2,0,1,1,10,9,0,0,4,77,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4784269093224686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144548748923897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431717832113033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128647084893772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385198603761093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15605669244737605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15045844477701345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955277615413867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775220570423212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425942823056369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405374849885704,0.10495572747055967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591629475466708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235938758576908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397611460969963,0.0,0.16034580048834066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279508476267235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16062650174371246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031798228098362,0.4856159369548147,0.0,0.0,0.09069796556487214,0.0,0.11237295726995512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17026429494302758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235387027628063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627727165929204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115199240060423 socialanxiety,Bilbothroaway,2020/03/14,"Video Chat anxiety With the coronavirus causing everything to go online for my university, this has been a blessing and a curse. I love that I get to do all my work from home, but I recently learned that my classes will convene on the regular times through synchronous meetings (basically video chats). This is horrible and I hate it, because I am barely even used to talking on a microphone, and I have NO practice on video chats. I really hope that I can get through this but for the time being, does anyone have any glitches/tricks that will help me calm down while doing these chats?",9.692752293577982,8.087580110091746,8.825761467889908,70.61442201834863,59.825688073394495,12.756697247706425,41.98348623853211,11.602472056035307,4.820510458715597,468,22,84,11,5,147,75,109,0.14400000000000002,0.726,0.129,-0.4234,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,6,0,12,1,0,2,1,11,19,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,9,4,0,0,1,7,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,12,4,13,15,1,9,1,0,0,1,8,4,0,1,4,61,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392961826271353,0.0,0.19566025357160285,0.0,0.0,0.17883750081636987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591255068738682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627420871530869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238225085762576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16893099941532327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22986594618946185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26725430762251073,0.0,0.14535768491311687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525159266680125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17143452662071118,0.0,0.2565541042009564,0.2540333009017019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308387578668775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16385021840897834,0.0,0.2525380222222892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20557498434725674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29827836739235913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22089966339108824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18620065955048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,kiara001,2020/03/15,"I think i scrubbed everything :/ So i'm 24, theres a man who has his own car wash bussiness in his house, (he looks like 30). I have noticed that whenever i walk over his house when i got for a walk with my dogs, he looks at me. So i always feel anxiety whenver i walk over his house cause i dont want to look at him also and smile. Its just hard for me. I think im autistic too. My social anxiety have been killing me these days! So yesterday, i decided to finally ask him why he look at me. I said, hello. Can i ask u a kestion? And he said: yes sure :) so i started to tell him that this is very embarrassing but this is the only way i will know. So he started to get confused (i was forcing myself to look at him in order to see his reaction cause of my social anxiety). And i told him ive been noticing he looks at me everytime i walk over his house with my dogs and i asked him why? I explained to him i got social anxiety and that i needed to know why cause it was making me overthink a lot. So he said, uhh i just look at you like, ""oh hey, thats the girl who walks with his dogs. And thats it."" and i said ohhh.... Sorry i thought u were thinking im weird or something... And he said, nono nothing like that. God it felt very unconfortable... So i went to walk with my dogs today and he noticed me then he just look at the floor like if i wasbt there and continued working.... Now i feek bad and anxious what he thinks about me. Maybe that im a psycopath... So guys! I wanted to share this This sociak experiment. For you to know. That people are not judging you in their minds. Think they see you cute lol or they see you a nice person. Cause with this, ive figured it out everything is in our minds and its not worth it to live this hell, just practice everyday thinking POSTIVE.... 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(Not really on an extrovert level but Im not an introvert either) Like sometimes it feels like my body is literaly aching because I havent had a single social interaction for a while. I **want** to meet new people, try new things, spent every weekends with my friends partying, but my stupid anxiety is holding me back so bad. It feels like I am trapped inside my own room and i put myself here. I always seek a good reason to go out, because I feel so trapped in this stupid room. But I am so scared of any interactions that I just lock myself up and barely talk to friends or other people. Even going to the gym or going shopping requires me to jump over a big mental hurdle. **But it is still not enough.** I am in so desperate need for social intercations i dont know what to do.. I just wanna go out with friends and have a good time..Why is that so fcking hard?",1.0007114624505924,3.3908072222222216,3.083552920509444,88.2880830039526,85.36363636363637,5.665700483091787,19.71980676328502,7.079830092131019,0.5371516908212564,762,22,154,11,23,257,113,198,0.215,0.647,0.139,-0.9623,0,2,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,1,13,14,2,1,9,0,15,1,1,1,0,34,28,16,0,4,13,0,5,4,3,0,0,0,2,1,10,9,0,2,6,3,2,6,6,4,0,0,2,5,22,10,23,24,4,25,0,0,0,0,11,13,0,2,10,108,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.1148600898138194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793742173973434,0.0,0.0,0.0800413380077077,0.0,0.09004164240240728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095593162599626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905055069189882,0.09827618216710314,0.14349998917795925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307402929748173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794576715637813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161754134867166,0.0,0.07774100443179348,0.0,0.099168939379797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380544980039345,0.2522588136380233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728086214333061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26757084173151097,0.19744556304963773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543779634970256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25427653074705153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468589401968586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23001284021954355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861584599629302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727447818121357,0.0,0.2273544848771973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263987497511645,0.10277277173748632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183229335255406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540286033687726,0.12101717129752165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784014964575452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23996455849356302,0.0,0.0,0.11641020303732393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399690093454292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946043403787281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819592194293287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863293285901839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991187376603233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884727740733846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620767044415827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,entranas,2020/03/15,What do you lot mean when you guys say that you feel that youre annoying to someone? i thought this was about lacking people in our lives.,4.07357142857143,5.1852335000000025,3.7771428571428594,92.91785714285713,71.14285714285714,7.028571428571429,28.285714285714285,7.1686216300943375,1.2068714285714286,110,4,24,1,2,33,24,28,0.09699999999999999,0.903,0.0,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,6,0,3,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,1,18,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20008147141244104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918123829461507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34941674470174383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364161468344951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4310411924895252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743335776680629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146822816550152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352814623379947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31414734951054085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,gLr007Bm,2020/03/15,Business ideas for people with social anxiety I was wondering if someone here knows a good business idea or niche for people with social anxiety. In most cases a successful business is connected to good social skills and social interaction and I can't find something which is comfortable for me.,9.604117647058825,10.58981960784314,9.087058823529414,60.191764705882385,58.80392156862745,12.290196078431373,40.52941176470589,11.855464076750405,5.623282352941177,244,12,32,7,3,78,36,51,0.06,0.7070000000000001,0.233,0.8952,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,12,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,7,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,4,0,23,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26868947884519884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16050862392616094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945945010587994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3964951658502646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651322815231372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24349819601919045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7160681484995869,0.14879773728748732,0.13519675025806402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19044661492315726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mrnicedude12,2020/03/15,"I low-key don’t mind the coronavirus panic Work from home, social distancing, everyone else worrying about it, (possible end of the world?), etc. It sounds selfish but I don’t mind it and it is what it is 🤷‍♂️",0.4184090909090941,2.619180386363638,3.1283636363636376,88.30754545454548,86.04545454545455,8.065454545454546,22.43636363636364,8.841846274778883,1.8884054545454547,163,6,36,5,5,57,34,44,0.152,0.848,0.0,-0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,20,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234905506299414,0.0,0.23695595197117866,0.0,0.2983714269260079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556404568174667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683586829701793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5402666879603957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31389381856387993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016046880086681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727174935762665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19476813251837768,0.2716940343162336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,RobRetro89,2020/03/15,"A moment of your time please ❤️ Hello, Reddit My name is Rob, and I have a life changing favor to ask. I have debated on making this post numerous times. However I always made an excuse to back out. I’m not sure if this is allowed here, and if it isn’t, I’m truly sorry, but this seems to be the place where I can speak directly with the kinds of people that this message is aimed at. This will be an extremely personal look into mental health, and the side effects of said illnesses, but this is the last shot I could come up with. Ok... with all that being said.... I have been medically diagnosed with multiple illnesses. Ranging from multiple personalities, to extreme anxiety, and depression. I had a physically, sexually, and mentally abused upbringing. Videogames have always been an escape for me. They used to help me out tremendously with my social disorders... I used to talk to strangers all around the world. I played Socom on PS2, Rainbow Six 3 on PC, and a ton of Xbox Live on the original Xbox.. mostly Pandora Tomorrow’s multiplayer. However... as years went on. I started to distance myself from any and all social happenings. Even if I had friends online I would always “go offline” to hide. On Xbox 360, Xbox One, or PS4 I always just put myself into a private party so I can’t hear anyone. After this went on for almost a decade... I finally decided it was time to end my life. I had done nothing for society, and I always ran from people even if they tried to help. However, this attempt would prove unsuccessful, as the belt around my neck broke before I had fully succumbed. I don’t have hardly any family left, or a single friend. I understand it’s my fault entirely. However... today, I’m wanting to make a positive change in my life for once. As someone who doesn’t get out and is scared to talk to people.. you can imagine how difficult it is to make friends. However, I started thinking, “the internet has millions of people... maybe this message would reach a person and we would start a meaningful friendship”. That was my thought process behind this whole post anyway. Why post it here, you may ask? Well.... Videogames are *literally* the only thing I know. I have followed this industry my whole life. It’s the only thing I know how to talk about. So I figured... if I was to make a friend, what better place to look then on the internet ^.^ In closing: if there is a kind soul out there that would be willing to be patient and understanding with me and start slow (IE: text messaging, over voice at first) it would mean the absolute world to me. Thank you all so much for reading. ❤️ you all -Rob",2.9832195002249406,5.414182527054108,4.319909206167438,82.22923275121674,77.43687374749499,7.841004457895384,26.41613839924748,8.724045039944539,2.265425634943357,2047,81,380,47,49,674,252,499,0.09699999999999999,0.777,0.126,0.9373,7,0,0,0,1,1,98.0,1,5,2,4,19,18,0,1,27,1,46,10,1,12,7,84,85,31,0,14,12,0,1,0,4,9,9,6,0,3,26,29,0,0,14,6,0,7,5,5,1,4,17,9,48,13,67,53,11,60,1,2,2,0,35,30,0,12,20,269,74,2,0.0,0.08308692777850855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022028590248887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917490350117266,0.0,0.0,0.0953751189687363,0.0,0.05364560719514107,0.0,0.0,0.049033189651084566,0.0,0.0,0.12485264000319632,0.1311152432467956,0.0,0.0,0.05392197147487125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059671403745373525,0.0,0.0,0.0620200651718404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483663851166458,0.0604066742905433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05598928812020204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060398755801517975,0.07117562991918182,0.0,0.0,0.08036958622785594,0.0,0.0,0.07176245482366321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06211013740916875,0.0,0.0,0.09263410296461264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610782362336444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681875917372984,0.0,0.05964848279789915,0.0,0.0,0.21671430765265284,0.0,0.03663753712421696,0.0,0.03985378289817307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06201150720037124,0.0,0.06281842995731718,0.0,0.0,0.07453983776634837,0.07903622808440086,0.0,0.09400692380697592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460492668300697,0.07707798234372984,0.057161420007242274,0.0,0.0,0.07619126500276084,0.0,0.1981260884954316,0.0,0.0,0.06192186075030132,0.0,0.1177750594372714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06635418593980873,0.18723653589520156,0.0,0.07045021662474106,0.07638693080311043,0.0,0.07064378928828932,0.14133947164132046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05155011101955892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06728704719805485,0.0,0.0,0.07468107878524065,0.047518669096694166,0.10666679115155668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944640129939255,0.1836919317290581,0.1465318749572565,0.07697644172621647,0.0,0.0,0.20148175099632032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049522248517133,0.0,0.0,0.0701442045116987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341029998180728,0.0,0.07020758630168858,0.0,0.0,0.06383937351425542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14296767697961238,0.059416877805247015,0.0,0.0,0.07849945109393054,0.1985399881940235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06609219714253067,0.0,0.0,0.16909200501579216,0.0,0.06456188797949369,0.0,0.0,0.09317617051153076,0.04493341433219629,0.0,0.055671597673638516,0.12267175248816728,0.0,0.06647051626482434,0.0,0.0,0.04761042641938367,0.0,0.0,0.14600567012193266,0.0,0.12113136271164575,0.0,0.0,0.041361676137694064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630510013399176,0.1300135771337009,0.06327711065392543,0.15658462466347245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988896983002231,0.0,0.0,0.045158347447297915 socialanxiety,andiwasjustthere,2020/03/15,"I feel like anxiety ruins my life. First off, I am not specifically diagnosed with social anxiety, but I am diagnosed with regular anxiety, and I'm almost positive that I do have social. Anyway, recently I developed a crush on this guy, and I found out he likes me back. I really want to get to know him, but whenever he snapchats or texts me I get really really nervous. It's like I can't make myself open them. I get really shaky, it gets hard to breathe, I get nauseated, and I get a headache. It's better in real life, though, and I don't know why that is. Seems like it's the other way around with anyone I've ever met. I really like him and want to at least be friends, but it'll never happen if I can't bring myself to even look at what he sends me. I won't see him for three weeks irl (school's closed ofc) and I'm not allowed to hang out with him (I'm 15 and my mom makes those decisions for me, unfortunately). This is mostly a rant, but I'd also love ideas on how to deal with this anxiety. I just, I don't know, I hate myself for not being able to socialize without almost throwing up.",2.4547792333818528,3.749685135371181,4.727125181950509,83.8311147501213,75.37554585152839,8.757011159631247,23.20257156720039,9.2995712137729,1.7442079573022808,852,24,185,21,18,298,124,229,0.09300000000000001,0.73,0.177,0.9766,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,2,9,12,1,2,4,0,14,6,1,4,2,49,40,16,0,3,11,1,2,5,1,2,4,0,0,1,13,17,0,0,8,0,0,4,10,4,0,2,2,4,33,8,27,34,2,23,0,1,2,1,18,12,0,7,11,119,46,1,0.10676427603768704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21381800076804444,0.0,0.0,0.08537935297446783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266975157686257,0.0,0.0,0.07465206419861406,0.0,0.0,0.09504284101451374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209513810751831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442432604846968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006928059122632,0.0,0.21672698561579426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705167974050239,0.09657440004624464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05398322587221699,0.07627242013383467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908136386571009,0.0,0.1170615180059083,0.08248581482647943,0.0,0.3346795661802092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571341873287747,0.09441129670569036,0.0,0.09563982068880267,0.10540761911087657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052387225420505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760245619498411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15082153112034088,0.2607981620006304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965510260163444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963589274796502,0.0,0.14253196658669254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250410297380324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082343191489106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152111980552058,0.34197964542636794,0.0,0.10541684244898424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080511472228037,0.0850773051846203,0.09719418711893006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264982028343123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048953591351901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594467234807447,0.08474451285072022,0.0856398623155771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963381530031702,0.0,0.0,0.10291695220825524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bittersteel11,2020/03/15,"Book Recommendations Hey everyone, I’m wondering what your book suggestions may be for coping with social anxiety or ways to beat it. I find that hearing and learning from other perspectives is a game changer for me. In light of that, I’m asking for recommendations. Thank you.",4.280884353741495,7.575579571428572,5.415408163265305,70.7825680272109,79.81632653061227,8.980952380952381,28.574829931972786,9.2995712137729,3.5659768707483,225,10,35,7,6,74,41,49,0.036000000000000004,0.9109999999999999,0.053,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,9,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,8,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,3,0,23,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26762634341490205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270528096406149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342867385502813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197470648462922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3942946650336403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3566174251453164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32208530963331905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776863980169082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793861329195937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Swizzy-19,2020/03/15,"Does anyone else believe porn had caused their social anxiety My SA literally started over night Before watching I felt normal in public After I started watching it I staring feeling awkward and shy and embarrassed in public I didn’t know why I felt like this I would walk down the road and when I see someone walking towards me I wouldn’t know where to look like I would just feel so uncomfortable and would look at the ground and walk faster and when they pass I would feel so much relief and I would start sweating around people in public now being afraid and uncomfortable around people has become normal I hope Nofap will make me back to Normal again",6.744085365853658,7.8497817317073215,6.1395833333333325,78.42937500000002,65.01626016260164,7.776016260162603,29.196138211382113,7.645422480735847,1.8822040650406509,535,17,90,5,8,164,77,123,0.11599999999999999,0.782,0.102,-0.1911,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,2,0,11,7,0,3,2,0,11,2,1,2,0,30,26,12,0,10,1,0,5,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,10,0,0,7,0,0,4,2,3,0,0,4,11,17,4,12,14,1,27,0,0,6,1,6,12,0,1,13,62,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019219993754687,0.0,0.0,0.09315880621531546,0.13651177332544664,0.0,0.2372091837853963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244706752957868,0.0,0.0,0.14714410909351056,0.11337049002252995,0.15010666912709833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686580873680762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659208839253007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112981134238298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020980772022978,0.0,0.25584693606865844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323292874420014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644147916386285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018070268218107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22376239476134804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893329338764636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794073844720533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502906437632308,0.3916167709773291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18473237649096094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616853361119033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358130911895809,0.1128869128189716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282906564172737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022102031748455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4732204125722678,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Reasonable_Aspect,2020/03/15,"I can’t go outside if i don’t have a reason to be outside I just want to go outside and ride my bike. Every time I go outside I feel like people are watching and judging me. Like I don’t belong here, and it’s stressing me out.",-0.07588235294117851,1.5897327843137283,2.7330980392156867,93.63494117647059,83.90196078431373,4.08,23.925490196078428,3.1291,0.045930196078431074,176,7,40,0,5,62,33,51,0.055999999999999994,0.804,0.141,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,9,11,4,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,2,9,2,3,10,0,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828125726654364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697225094775677,0.2397994254675345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5722991386738666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32797831405377204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327081208824404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451199313554257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3845035762149037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957291913458487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979841469352281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,thamiddleground,2020/03/15,"It's our time to shine! Social distancing. Stay home. I've been doing this my whole life, easy peasy. Accept I was made fun of for it. And told by my by family and peers I would never make nothing of my life because of it. #Socialdistancing and #StaytheFhome Finally something I'm good at!",0.4623214285714319,2.7501491607142867,1.9761428571428568,90.86885714285715,102.03571428571428,5.097142857142859,18.1,6.742157984588678,0.4370342857142857,227,7,45,4,10,73,43,56,0.0,0.7929999999999999,0.207,0.9059,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,1,8,8,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,6,3,8,3,1,5,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,3,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15848712443885568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450948668247977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848056783203069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180667726890269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260790565342765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36727640249484383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460082555257111,0.17354494262064826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20051985227448835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494668402033504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26502645094781485,0.0,0.20015254121078085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771141065437384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516019092815595,0.0,0.0,0.248431012255781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902688791220527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846890095226848,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,-metaphorical-whore-,2020/03/15,"messaged my crush for the first time ... and I'm absolutely shitting myself. all I did was reply to a group message privately but it's still hella scary. can anyone relate to this? honestly texting anyone I haven't talked to before feels so nerve racking.",2.9300709219858163,5.9431518297872366,4.035212765957446,80.0841666666667,83.8936170212766,5.686524822695036,24.854609929078013,7.1686216300943375,1.6511163120567374,204,8,32,3,6,66,42,47,0.159,0.748,0.09300000000000001,-0.3261,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,2,0,4,1,1,0,1,4,6,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,4,1,4,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,3,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5555520344489882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380421504807813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008684641300661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33791230191197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40778548118938135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172553055207644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31930551552273595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316476593003525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ThePurpleHyacinth,2020/03/15,"Does anyone else feel ""validated"" by the coronavirus social isolation? I've always struggled with getting out, talking to people I don't know, meeting people, and being social. It's always made me feel sad and lonely. Now with the coronavirus I'm told that I'm supposed to stay home, not attend large gatherings, and work at home. In a strange way, I feel ""validated"" now. I actually am feeling okay with it, as if my lifestyle is okay. I'm now cool with this social isolation, for some reason.",5.1077329192546586,6.873445239130441,6.2096273291925455,73.95152173913044,69.43478260869566,8.735403726708075,30.534161490683232,9.23628265651192,2.950420496894409,390,16,65,8,7,130,63,92,0.16,0.759,0.08,-0.8225,0,4,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,3,3,4,0,0,2,0,18,15,5,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,8,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,5,5,3,12,12,1,9,0,2,0,0,7,3,0,2,3,37,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.16837713507907404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28713929296585744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064611805577448,0.1767907532279791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099359289838066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441375848084753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489718180750288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901466264098797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461495111688436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482515234593596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163264413499396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23923926259145425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17740300074185247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5276577566475107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839079423598616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18037946744993194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868357429317696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487228619351066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695664830868673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12561340128129325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ThunderVirgin,2020/03/15,"Covid-19 basically cured my anxiety and depression. So, I've been having a lot of anxiety and been getting more and more depressed over the past few months because I've been ""neglecting"" my friends because they're treating everyone around them like shit which just intensifies my social anxiety. To have something to do during this Corona crisis, I've decided to build a puzzle. It has taken me 3 days and I've yet not completed it. (it's 2000 pieces). It literally cured my anxiety and depression because I've not had to socialize with any of my friends, only my family which I don't mind at all. Yeah, this virus is great.",6.0509615384615385,7.353957632478633,6.754775641025642,72.68293269230773,66.69230769230771,10.978205128205133,35.13782051282051,10.9516,4.28004358974359,501,24,87,15,8,165,76,117,0.195,0.691,0.114,-0.8676,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,4,10,1,0,3,1,10,1,1,0,1,16,12,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,5,0,9,5,10,7,6,7,0,4,0,0,5,3,1,2,5,56,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069089306566796,0.0,0.4980821190001703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490204964347486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976738461473323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066388688666806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049748074392886,0.0,0.420587190370902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15553611517294752,0.0,0.0,0.15344744236484867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515152852605444,0.0,0.08504192178959176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17945727430283515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952242970382482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383833729008518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16435384064173206,0.0,0.1299234698921694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379583376336566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15538478528745742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16708364929200425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318521647052351,0.0,0.1253102357038507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LazyLeafEpic,2020/03/15,Hiding from neighbours This is kinda a rant but like I'm home alone so I was just in the living room singing with my music on and I went into the kitchen to get food. Then I realised that the kitchen window was open and the neighbour was outside in their garden. So I'm just sitting down against the washing machine waiting for them to go away so I can close the window ;-;,1.7835,4.1706334,2.3835833333333305,94.671375,81.66666666666666,3.75,25.375,3.1291,0.19530000000000008,295,12,59,0,8,91,54,75,0.077,0.884,0.039,-0.2021,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,7,0,5,4,0,0,0,11,11,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,7,0,2,6,3,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,7,1,12,7,0,13,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,1,2,42,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3943567010959747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3577403387544923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4604213746541858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19893348943184835,0.0,0.21639697210302966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3819373661796831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860220711876822,0.0,0.3362216130796681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529720691245382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mylifeisanidiotplot,2020/03/15,"How do I get help? I think I'm a pretty anxious person. Even when going out to get some food, I would think that everyone who looks at me instantly hates me and wants me dead. For that reason it just seems so hard to see a doctor and talk about my anxiety issues. Plus therapy in my country is expensive and my parents would not be able to afford it. I don't want them to worry about me either. I just wish I could wake up one day and be normal again, without all the negative thoughts surrounding me all the time. I've tried to battle those negative thoughts each day but as the stress from school and life add up, it gets worse with each day.",4.950324427480915,5.103824748091609,5.388616412213738,85.59452767175576,68.69465648854961,8.992748091603053,27.06202290076336,8.841846274778883,1.7348083969465649,506,14,108,8,8,162,90,131,0.158,0.77,0.07200000000000001,-0.8688,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,9,3,2,1,5,0,8,4,1,2,2,34,24,11,1,7,6,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,7,11,1,0,6,0,1,1,5,3,0,1,2,3,15,0,18,17,6,13,0,0,2,0,6,6,0,2,6,76,22,2,0.1536508219831585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754245825632235,0.1735816938732959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267767867237665,0.0,0.0,0.2972762068913501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726812704256068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148491880446144,0.0,0.0,0.14681994496622738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18579518384189825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24082863834717425,0.0,0.08732330301761107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376409563997712,0.15169837628044053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298890715498857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16037153841361548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852811956135347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902799251748645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15054518238502315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411777349031608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17061105446344907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416197116721038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631812442448573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15797863550695124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550283487284286,0.12243981188159367,0.13987793761217407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17600649744976998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349871052036987,0.0,0.0,0.17571310573965784,0.0,0.0,0.1969064851570772,0.0,0.2439631793825284,0.08959502992555879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431882222171937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18125447152238705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17669086238134185,0.14811390934939586,0.0,0.0,0.15603986811228465,0.156583314357799,0.21829827095877508,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,wingsnsuch,2020/03/15,"Some of the methods developed to combat Coronavirus would be incredibly effective accessibility tools for people with SA even if it's not a pandemic. No contact delivery, in particular, seems like something that we should normalize not just during a pandemic. I see stories on here of people who are sometimes so anxious they can't even go out and get food, or won't order food because of the interaction it still involves. Having the option to remove the face-to-face interaction seems like a small option that would not cost the delivery companies any additional money, that would make the service more accessible to people who might not be up for handling the human interaction, either in the moment or in general.",16.22523809523809,10.605890968253972,15.050555555555556,43.26250000000002,52.01587301587302,18.314285714285713,53.72222222222222,15.247664890283005,7.858307936507938,586,28,84,18,4,196,85,126,0.04,0.879,0.081,0.6445,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,1,1,6,2,0,0,11,0,11,2,0,2,0,28,17,5,0,6,9,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,1,7,5,2,0,3,0,2,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,15,9,3,12,0,0,1,0,10,7,0,9,4,65,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669149132790625,0.0,0.0,0.21046780390106068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356773941449712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24610092819400015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4505533209871962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733490803550353,0.0,0.1058795049489426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18203512383298268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435777915731827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19763657964919704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825360337109542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3874742608271715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845827196264308,0.3392039988379549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434240902777243,0.1842570676062753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878071576529556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3970299804565996,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ThrowThinkAway,2020/03/15,"Ever feel sad that introversion and quietness is frowned upon? I'm in a large student club organization at my college. I've been around for a while and after years of struggling and growth, I pushed myself to be able to emulate extroversion while still being genuine, and maintain some level of being ok with discomfort. And yet I see all the time that those who are outgoing and extroverted are valued and praised, whereas those who are quiet and introverted seem like it's a negative. A defect that would be better if they are extroverted. And it saddens me. It doesn't matter how far I try to go or how much I try to change if there's a natural stigma. I can't change my introversion, and it's difficult to become more outgoing and talkative. And apparently that's what's necessary in order to be successful, to make friendships, to have a relationships, and so on.",6.9180981595092055,7.5988466073619625,7.779269938650305,68.32117484662578,64.52147239263803,11.182576687116564,34.704907975460124,11.00357731598739,4.085636073619632,699,30,120,19,10,235,103,163,0.122,0.7090000000000001,0.16899999999999998,0.8088,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,3,9,10,0,2,7,1,15,0,0,3,2,28,21,21,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,13,15,0,0,2,1,0,3,3,5,0,0,1,4,10,5,19,14,4,20,1,1,1,0,5,8,0,5,9,94,23,3,0.2334912431199536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20785670939497985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25787273355068124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20650403007498944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4940055507738532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21120619702794244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806018814832635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269845427287885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407202729016032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15585721787178575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17164292953992952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506822134524303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860622905534481,0.2125616584186038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864664083685294,0.0,0.0,0.2440957436930374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13615062155008287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31705045462143383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586547992137554,0.0,0.0,0.15036070525813838 socialanxiety,xxnicotinequeenxx,2020/03/16,"Anxiety about going to stay with friends family because of coronavirus So basically Im a college student living alone in a big city and my friend offered for me to come stay with him and his family until social distancing is over. At first I said yes but now it’s giving me a lot of anxiety thinking about having to stay at a unfamiliar house with unfamiliar people and I tried to tell him that I’m not going and he won’t take no for an answer. Every excuse I give him for me not wanting to go, he finds a way around it. I don’t want him to think I’m being rude, and it really has nothing to do with him, but I would just prefer to stay in my own apartment where I feel comfortable. His mom is supposed to come pick us up tomorrow night and I don’t know how to say no without hurting his feelings.",4.77367469879518,4.767347692771086,6.380385542168675,78.88479518072292,69.06024096385542,9.531566265060242,29.853012048192767,9.3871,2.4770862650602417,631,22,129,12,10,218,101,166,0.087,0.797,0.11599999999999999,0.5909,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,1,8,5,1,0,6,1,10,0,0,2,0,33,28,11,0,4,6,1,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,4,13,0,0,8,0,0,5,8,2,0,1,1,4,21,3,30,24,2,25,0,1,0,0,22,10,0,1,5,91,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315670540708855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19435857913061394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308559535665573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774376534505022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21885399381180234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703011205419788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395093156857419,0.0,0.1284626000626442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610513451653208,0.10805352917085256,0.0,0.0,0.19628953382626346,0.0,0.0,0.2437217337822629,0.21658598966619014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657810956747686,0.13599060341462016,0.0,0.13721658086097266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698135780068995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121717648639306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799823846839304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487785838575191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921111953805047,0.0,0.1218908273303412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806813650195748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138008373927542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083671758776172,0.1010211085756114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294933360446652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.541597715896687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955124092421733,0.0,0.1110317468469369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16279421599843205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624652897499673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528041022483052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985377228260674,0.10083225192594997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245451302308773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902400341111106,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DarkBlueDevil,2020/03/16,"How to describe my problems? So, I've finally decided to go see a therapist about my (presumed, undiagnosed) social anxiety. I've decided to write an e-mail as phone calls are out of the question, and now I'm uncertain: I suppose I have to tell them what my problem is, but outright writing *I have social anxiety* sounds exaggerated and whiny to me. But every paraphrase I can think of just sounds so stupid, and honestly, as if I *didn't* try to find out what my problem is already. So I just really don't know... Is there anyone here who knows what would be appropriate to write in this situation? I just need a few tips, that's all.",3.046363636363637,5.0939219354838725,4.9837829912023475,79.40931085043991,75.61290322580646,8.702639296187684,29.821114369501466,9.339509955726095,2.9125419354838704,496,23,96,13,11,170,82,124,0.147,0.8170000000000001,0.036000000000000004,-0.8959999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,0,11,6,1,1,4,0,11,0,0,1,1,30,18,12,0,6,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,6,5,0,0,8,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,3,13,1,15,15,2,6,0,0,1,0,11,3,0,3,2,67,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20364116778347247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28234059907945896,0.0,0.0,0.12903256076965294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884329089925819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548038111873594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20215126288677787,0.1686634743999082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487662948917148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028334177633817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683184689094605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5297309588493645,0.0,0.0,0.20672367274886191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821912723822957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705209653876705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20742731926782035,0.0,0.3762244634550286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16129347138587502,0.0,0.0,0.21426167964120146,0.0,0.11824385802074515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528850935342592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108978984025002,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tsiyiyrsiyrsiyrs,2020/03/16,Anybody else feel like they wouldn't be so anxious if everybody in the world used only sign language or anything other than voice to communicate? I'm curious to know whether other socially anxious people would relate. I usually feel very anxious when I'm supposed to speak when people around me are listening. But when I think about a world where everybody only uses sign language..I feel like I wouldn't be as anxious as I am now. Like I'd still feel anxious about my body language and such... But somehow it wouldn't be as bad.,6.852607260726074,7.241699425742572,6.8641089108910895,75.83233498349837,64.64356435643565,9.505610561056104,36.635313531353134,9.2995712137729,3.4530976897689767,426,20,74,7,6,136,61,101,0.125,0.754,0.121,-0.1107,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,12,4,0,0,2,0,9,1,1,2,0,22,20,13,0,5,5,0,4,3,0,4,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,7,3,11,13,0,11,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,3,9,47,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7528559010997945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968006284398099,0.11864959788060885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128524089001368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14804670548754567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134034687758823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695663544425622,0.19043395339746594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324852410247862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953451520540176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027345497383649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18480247548940948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586462715663458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064395007289659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540198335864409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23022640892653945,0.14679173901194725,0.10997194251332444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467999638899664,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Room_Temp_Coffee,2020/03/16,"Found it awkward on first date to admit I don't have many friends I've been feeling pretty confident lately and went on a date which went did go well overall but this stuck out as especially awkward for me. She inevitably asked ""what do you do for fun?"" I answered with my usual activities (running, hiking, reading, following politics and sports) which are hobbies that *could* involve others. I probably didn't mention any names or going out with someone and she follows with ""do you have any friends?"" which I wasn't expecting to be asked so directly. I have one close friend that lives in another state, don't hang out with my coworkers, and don't spend a great deal of time with my extended family. Even at the best of times I enjoy my own company but I'm working on it. I didn't want to get too into my struggles with anxiety and overcoming social isolation so I explained it away as not having many people near since moving back home from out of state, which is true but obviously not the whole story. Reconnecting with old friends is something I'm working on and a sensitive topic for me that's best left for reddit strangers and therapy, definitely not first date material. Other than that the conversation came naturally enough, anxiety zapped my appetite but that's fine. We had a second date but it didn't work out, which I'm handling well too. Overall I'm proud of myself. My main concern is, it a common thing to just admit that you don't have friends? Am I worrying about it for no reason? Have you ever gotten a negative response after admitting it to someone?",5.9505704697986594,7.094318520134231,6.4954966442953035,75.03163422818794,66.81879194630872,9.718389261744967,33.69194630872483,9.888512548439397,3.4466491275167783,1261,56,221,28,20,411,167,298,0.128,0.725,0.146,0.8348,0,1,1,0,0,0,33.0,1,4,0,8,11,18,0,3,9,0,27,0,0,1,3,48,50,17,0,3,10,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,23,23,0,0,8,2,1,10,13,3,2,4,13,1,26,15,41,35,6,43,0,0,0,0,24,16,0,1,15,164,49,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894155058873335,0.1148311226406995,0.16755019557118542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20475473945566536,0.0,0.10288855385033156,0.08420667915393516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298486566664009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525063627723454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874350824318844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290033501510165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315343819912307,0.0,0.07233053589934932,0.09905835725042958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323658688947958,0.0,0.055371710012384834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18629885056492945,0.0,0.12007241738342825,0.4230370216776673,0.0,0.05721462419168146,0.0,0.124474481098711,0.0,0.0,0.12073551833769652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098477834634148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235324149171914,0.0,0.11898328697810748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669962203153523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22205255954339087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639214313298035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491266296401485,0.0,0.07420702939824945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592066972550016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114113687393241,0.11807065076518805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953995861551956,0.0,0.0,0.1125948515452074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058807130283722,0.0,0.0,0.1116319839160184,0.18557548356727446,0.08430639727199019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448396743233452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523459891786168,0.0,0.07275379293868409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277127006608792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061014990674758,0.0,0.06459202615429033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19692586509523408,0.2030343341666384,0.0,0.1222643654231104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391744594546607,0.11121304933959478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LoveableLlama,2020/03/16,"I’m so humiliating to be with that I’m “like a man j*rking off in public” I’ve been seeing my ex. I forgot something at his place and he got angry. I have memory problems and have been trying my best not to make him mad, I quietly shed a few tears behind sunglasses hoping he wouldn’t notice. He eventually did upon seeing my facial expression and blew up, because I was making him uncomfortable. He started asking well, what if you do this in class when you forget, in public, etc. I told him I’m responsible for my emotions and they have nothing to do with him. He then told me that [b]”being with you in public is like being with a guy with his cock out jerking off, there’s nothing I can do about it but I’m associated with it”[/b]. I apologized and took my sunglasses to prove I was no longer in tears, thankfully deescalating the situation. He’s right. I did have an anxiety attack once when he convinced me to be in his music video and I couldn’t do it (I have self-esteem problems, I hate being recorded/photographed). So I went upstairs and broke down, he found me, tried to convince me to come back but I was embarrassed as fuck so I walked home in tears. I haven’t hung out with his friends since. I’ve been drunk in public a couple of times, I use alcohol to cope with the anxiety of going out and meeting tons of new people in a crowded/loud setting which really pissed him off. He’s criticized me for not speaking to his parents enough and pointed out how his mom said I don’t make much eye contact.",3.452130242825607,5.055777695364244,4.868493377483446,82.5702014348786,73.37086092715231,7.68233995584989,26.490618101545248,8.344100000000001,1.780456512141281,1192,42,234,20,24,398,163,302,0.19399999999999998,0.718,0.087,-0.9866,1,0,2,0,0,0,36.0,0,3,1,1,10,19,6,1,8,0,27,7,4,5,1,41,53,20,0,6,5,3,0,2,1,1,1,3,1,2,7,22,2,1,2,2,0,5,7,10,1,0,16,6,43,9,45,31,6,36,0,1,3,2,43,23,3,2,9,161,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666145269365254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956508659788768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954758378888353,0.1454783670004309,0.0,0.09832939699955902,0.0,0.07795253507580553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419885475978705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015457512539084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14149329178759631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384423384155526,0.0,0.13213095989935714,0.14261647990465962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021035523807515,0.09879732977953562,0.11822007848796574,0.0,0.0,0.07267535539487713,0.0,0.10227479114175513,0.0,0.0,0.12661817689071864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625190559710486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827089748961965,0.1270105563128638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249483299463104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560763520966767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14976781010151746,0.0,0.0,0.0940041914857612,0.0,0.0,0.12350424943274875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24540255468770944,0.1455886305028565,0.0,0.13618466171348026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199209820230074,0.0,0.0,0.08865370002614856,0.0,0.1336040811534165,0.0,0.1208849477463765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447217324810613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192117851573043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920612310352816,0.12164015884373515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20380257126055176,0.0,0.13340343357309695,0.0,0.0,0.105781043927378,0.14373892658279955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984458393354497,0.0,0.0,0.09051188590404052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773181396260975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456601407005238,0.0,0.0,0.2443836023317841,0.1420758750255154,0.1736399613241718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044453241775164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497663702562702,0.1185431123124842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PostBookBlues,2020/03/16,"VENT: I suck at phone calls Don’t know if this is the right subreddit for this, but I needed a place to vent :’))) So since school has been cancelled for 2 weeks and everyone is in self-quarantine, I needed to reschedule a couple of appointments until after those 2 weeks ended just to play it safe and until school starts again. One of the things I need to reschedule is an internship interview appointment, that of which I need to do over the phone. And this is where the anxiety usually begins. So I’m nonchalantly pretending that I don’t have phone anxiety, typing in the phone number, and then I do the thing where I just stare at the phone number for a few minutes or so. Trying to prep myself and channel my inner casual, not anxious tone of voice and demeanor (which has like 50% success rate). At some point, I just go fuck it. So the dude answers, and I say “Hi! This is PostBookBlues, who am I speaking to?” And the dude answers and it’s the same person I’ve been corresponding with about my internship at the company and says something along the lines of “Hey PostBookBlues! It’s great to hear from you.” And like the fool I am, I fucking say, “Hey! It’s nice to meet you!” And then the moment I say that, I fucking fumble and stutter like a moron for a hot second, before quickly apologizing and shooting out a, “It’s nice to hear from you again.” And at this point my ass just goes forward to get the rescheduling over with. The phone call ends and I let out a few screeches loud enough to relieve some self loathing but still quiet enough to make sure my neighbors don’t think I’m being murdered. It doesn't help that I'm also currently texting my driving instructor to reschedule 2 driving lessons that I had for this week and next week. I am socially exhausted, and I've only been awake for like an hour and a half at home, by myself. I kind of feel bad now because the man is really nice, but after I fucked up the greeting I sounded a bit rushed and like I just wanted to get off the phone (which I did, but not in a rude way and because I’m a damn mess). Thankfully, the internship is part of a internship program that my high school has, so it wasn’t like that one fuck up would ruin my chances of ever having an internship there, and I imagine my internship program has helped people with anxiety in the post. However, I am absolutely in the mood to throw myself off a cliff and copiously apologizing for my weird ass behavior over the phone when I walk in to get interviewed the week I get back from school. Kill. 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Hi, Im taking a standup comedy class and I have a sneaking suspicion that he doesn’t like me. I’m probably the most advanced in my standup. I think he knows that but i’m not certain. Ive never taken a class with him. Ive done it before, while others are new to it. He’s curt with me compared to others, and whenever I email him, he never responds to me directly always to the group. I have to do a 1on1 call with him because of the coronavirus, were going over material and I don’t want to do it. I just want to quit. Any advice is helpful. I feel silly talking about it. I mean, Im a grown ass adult AND its not like its a real class. Any perspective that would lower my anxiety would help.",0.3539579275418774,2.518490013245035,2.8780911569926,90.24855083755355,85.95364238410595,5.93704713673549,21.46513439813011,7.285733465282438,0.7967519283209974,556,19,120,9,17,192,86,151,0.107,0.76,0.132,0.1841,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,2,5,1,0,9,0,14,1,1,0,3,24,26,6,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,11,7,0,0,4,2,0,3,6,1,0,0,3,1,20,4,14,21,1,9,0,0,0,1,16,2,1,1,6,78,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17715016526646518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084412045620174,0.0,0.0,0.24656081439423386,0.0,0.13868296828067808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051000357426018,0.0,0.15426067157336068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185112840491634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586442278938556,0.18551808370537184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166343348172246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302876970759642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789819731356445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430237984829408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39163905840939467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962981070966738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17713394921071993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19747313630156135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27963722188817863,0.17508673749964435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19545651091753896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19281952334736555,0.0,0.2063426722271998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363041907446941,0.14571047779562554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616047613939505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21385385755719646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575601415539928,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Bolognesebilly,2020/03/16,"Does anyone else forget alot when in awkward social conversation/settings? I do this thing where I get super nervous and uncomfortable and start to sigh really heavily, touch my face constantly, shift on my feet and kind of look around alot? It sucks because im always hyper aware and sensitive to it. And in the moment I can tell how im giving off awkward/uncomfortable vibes and I just can't help it. I'm pretty sensitive to body language and it also makes me way to self conscious of how im coming across, like the other person can just FEEL the intense awkwardness and its so painful.",5.503392857142856,6.9701882678571465,6.095000000000002,76.3,68.10714285714286,8.814285714285715,29.17857142857143,9.188382445141503,2.5952642857142867,474,17,82,9,8,154,78,112,0.156,0.7240000000000001,0.12,-0.5202,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,9,9,1,3,5,0,4,4,3,3,0,20,13,13,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,8,10,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,0,3,7,3,12,13,2,13,0,0,1,0,6,7,1,2,5,52,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289747058334445,0.14868350196437255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494345267523252,0.18308792247378475,0.0,0.15907102952736582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089271115362242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984831156674946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539246886485538,0.0,0.19309924997995373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563718844218476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927166987597976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035049063180428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335758938773064,0.17141470135372708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977142135155065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5790441138928479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860770203640178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729838394024833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150053694954739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192762464983712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19013761712679228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15602427894336776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18179087886769876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447270240389534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864115217548856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821508585297084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647694243215782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561819984716966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871298332423835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418349531860121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Throwthat-Way,2020/03/16,"Admitted SA to an acquaintance. I told myself I would do it, took me 40 minutes to work up the courage to send it and I thought it would make me feel better. Thankfully it is a nice and welcoming person however, it did the opposite and made me feel worse. I feel depressed and feel the lowest I've ever felt before. I feel constantly depressed now, I try to maintain my composure as good as I use to but I feel it diminishing. I don't know what I'm supposed to do.",2.5542368421052655,4.2367488842105265,4.567565789473687,83.46608552631581,75.94736842105263,8.539473684210527,28.717105263157894,9.188382445141503,2.5464999999999995,364,16,75,9,8,125,58,95,0.08800000000000001,0.7709999999999999,0.141,0.4215,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,2,8,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,3,1,21,24,7,0,2,1,0,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,10,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,6,7,14,6,9,16,0,6,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,49,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160485034203327,0.0,0.0,0.16680171163506574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038100116775016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32488246571194623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17059984330281858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5721721203779199,0.0,0.18108594343040835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15818905253011475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036498377475826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17845824183262582,0.12589221964458824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16467857910749387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736378926970315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497276366236055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18021574751271974,0.2095419641657108,0.12804727948003367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16289017576012105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13730332448325389,0.0,0.19219990207393844,0.2679526006539463,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Throwaway14xiv,2020/03/16,Pro about the quarantine We wont have to make excuses for why we can't go out🤣,3.6873684210526316,2.1383187894736864,6.104210526315793,85.13947368421054,71.63157894736842,11.810526315789476,29.52631578947368,11.20814326018867,2.7781157894736848,63,2,17,2,1,23,18,19,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4517358391684871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5305735586112749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7172352685927477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,socratesstepdad,2020/03/16,Why do you feel socially anxious? What is it about social interactions that causes you to feel fear and anxiety? Have you always been that way? Is there some specific thing you fear in social interactions? I’m a socially anxious person as well and I’m just curious to hear about other people’s social anxiety.,4.060526315789474,6.9767209298245625,5.711491228070178,71.0346052631579,76.54385964912281,9.4140350877193,27.043859649122812,9.725611199111238,3.467259649122808,251,10,39,8,6,85,39,57,0.23,0.701,0.069,-0.8541,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,4,0,0,5,3,0,2,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,7,10,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,4,1,6,9,1,2,0,0,0,0,13,1,0,1,0,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206587936248507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22444969581291493,0.3314577469835773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070097391338486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301558329354609,0.14835152446766892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16534119268344027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170308168074632,0.12809249553244625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7477092087993819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746074386040128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164433717006212,0.0,0.0,0.13190062347477718,0.0,0.13237363673162142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Festivalg,2020/03/16,"Does anyone have similar experiences Hi, Did anyone else spend some of their lunch hours in the library during high school? Just wondering. Thanks.",5.120000000000001,8.667237666666669,3.958333333333332,77.37,89.0,7.4,22.66666666666667,8.07648339933343,2.3923666666666668,120,4,17,3,4,35,23,24,0.0,0.888,0.11199999999999999,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,8,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4303406641571739,0.3153033491131634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26929454547939763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25706696981255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010166958462507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251311639529737,0.0,0.0,0.303049754114565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114368166370756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833142811026759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337175161164811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,roguemilkshake,2020/03/16,"catch twenty-ughhh apparently according to the internet, a good way to make more friends is to look for people who share your interests, but I don't really have any interests. So I've been trying to look for some new hobbies to get into, but I get scared off because we wouldn't have anything in common xD xD",12.891639344262295,7.037698245901645,12.360737704918034,60.76602459016394,58.34426229508197,16.134426229508193,45.254098360655746,13.023866798666859,5.5755836065573785,247,9,46,6,2,83,47,61,0.055,0.657,0.28800000000000003,0.9359999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,1,0,0,1,6,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,7,11,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,2,4,5,10,9,2,7,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,1,2,28,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042326037888584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24714346509129115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18307650248591184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23203183287618945,0.0,0.31381683962009266,0.0,0.0,0.2518999710143625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5043979459285639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20047055072517367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29005761013810943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082088711731964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19239711482890431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006796386974893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039022642439052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383855294915519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ainefade,2020/03/16,"Whenever I go to a party, I always get totally drunk in order to get more confident And then I spend the next few days wondering how I must have compromised myself, and that all the people must have taken me for an idiot.",8.302954545454547,6.24009065909091,9.34909090909091,67.21863636363638,62.86363636363636,13.345454545454546,33.36363636363636,12.161744961471696,4.097945454545455,175,5,32,5,2,61,35,44,0.127,0.742,0.131,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,4,0,4,1,0,1,4,8,9,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,4,6,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36106303714356297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279847801463746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4534191664763557,0.0,0.2466114051464845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.461487580737652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008311884557299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4705766403311574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,nooriginalname839,2020/03/16,"I absolutely despise presentations or speaking in front of classes in general I have two presentations coming up soon and I have no clue if my groups are presenting tomorrow or another day. You guys ever have this whole scheme of what you are going to say in your head, feel confident about it. Then once when you get called, your mind goes completely blank once everyone looks at you. Atleast one of the presentations will be in front of like 9 people, but that's 9 too many.",6.202621722846445,7.441661191011237,6.3702808988764055,75.81062734082398,66.30337078651687,10.877153558052433,31.687265917603,10.864195022040775,3.5740097378277165,382,15,71,11,6,122,68,89,0.04,0.915,0.045,0.1036,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,6,0,0,5,2,1,0,1,0,7,1,1,0,1,10,12,7,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,1,0,2,0,4,10,1,12,10,1,20,0,0,1,0,11,6,0,3,11,48,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23263554066565306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22653995693814355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19110944795919044,0.232611975679325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307887743834774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20068160936221185,0.0,0.21199308008197396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121771467533084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591069325744327,0.0,0.12608597540268224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21967249076708287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276884382998709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838771940375837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863033088376909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249273370216969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22401148995010225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4725391658212338,0.15033548404180794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380713558425432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17642893287761782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21672124338663284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476944934462151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,zaay-zaay,2020/03/16,"Social anxiety in multiplayer games Hello friends! I hope any of you can help me out. I enjoy playing video games with my friends, but we mostly play competitive online games (as such as you have to play against other people). I always get really anxious knowing that I have to beat another person and what they might think of me. We sometimes play co-op games, which I find way nicer, but it is mostly competitive games. (For example games like For Honor, GTA online, Overwatch...) My heart will start racing, I‘ll get sweaty hands and the worst thing about it is that I start to rage. I am a quite easily frustrated person, and the anxiety seems to make it way worse, which results in me dragging the mood down and destroying the fun for everyone I‘m playing with. It doesn‘t help that am not the best at the games we usually play either. I just feel so judged and think about how the enemy player must be laughing at me while I try to defeat them again and again and fail every time. I have myself laughed at bad players who have been defeated multiple times by me, but i kinda feel bad about it. I just pressure myself so much to do well, that I start cramping up and tilting and playing worse and worse in a downward spiral. I am kind of jealous of my friends who just shrug it off and move on like nothing happened. I always get angry at myself for playing bad. Note here that I don‘t feel pressure from my friends, like i have to do well to impress them, not at all. They are really nice and supportive and also don’t laugh at me or anything. Some of them are as bad the the game as I am, but they have a way better mindset. It‘s just something about the unknown player on the other side of the screen that scares me so much. I really want to keep playing with my friends, but it‘s just no fun for neither me nor my friends, so can anyone tell me techniques to make this better?",5.9469523099851,6.213237450819676,5.954465971187286,82.00318926974667,66.56830601092896,8.731048186785893,30.570789865871834,8.438071523408619,2.1542229508196717,1481,51,287,19,22,467,177,366,0.2,0.5489999999999999,0.252,0.946,0,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,3,2,6,9,21,51,4,3,15,0,26,3,2,4,2,56,47,31,0,3,14,0,4,3,6,3,1,0,0,2,23,20,0,1,8,18,0,1,8,15,2,0,1,5,48,35,50,42,10,30,0,3,1,0,34,17,0,8,12,213,71,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511960984089887,0.15632252427908278,0.0,0.0,0.06387887174164697,0.0984988074331147,0.14371969958515046,0.10611956422822978,0.0,0.06568138245431085,0.0,0.07730032039680652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137264714543672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857875657361073,0.16615535923239008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914410374783087,0.08975870803059177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248874198027972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585468739095715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4354426693085904,0.0,0.1472311370214815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830662159647153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131316689336544,0.12592500630402434,0.0,0.0,0.09329843190879812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349354874273042,0.0,0.09781861857344336,0.05162409862737901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767536642660774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540439048595542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996499574718322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983780554906467,0.13810574353948607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013295510011657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512254914448329,0.16404045378952226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991120147338317,0.0,0.0,0.1805310767274609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404510210102647,0.0,0.0,0.08551469601041277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575467899521596,0.0,0.0723155830867948,0.09290389958903764,0.0,0.1994625628554879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659607546817804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210313829538972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06240609406143911,0.12037922854833973,0.0,0.0,0.10954825155301932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06377554975959424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034558894570384,0.0,0.055405167167034114,0.2236831688127287,0.0,0.0,0.16891729714519169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28718269849107403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bwv825,2020/03/17,"The coronavirus is to normal people what anxiety is to us The coronavirus making people stay at home (anxiety making us stay at home). The coronavirus encouraging social distancing (anxiety encouraging social distancing). The coronavirus making us sick and killing us (you get the idea). Anxiety is virus? Lol, I’m I just realized this is stupid. Sorry.",5.775615763546799,9.419311931034484,6.969014778325125,59.856034482758645,76.24137931034483,12.279802955665026,32.42364532019705,10.914260884657429,5.948474876847291,284,14,36,13,7,95,31,58,0.218,0.649,0.133,-0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,4,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,5,1,4,1,0,3,0,8,9,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,4,9,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,0,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4083375071196233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971903832631261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677106398423145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506421541923837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476361332628681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26722493336352826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074689222067312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18502668354923996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27205892462070097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937975281626453,0.0,0.2844673260117753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6420673218422069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AureliaMotuka,2020/03/17,Helppppp It’s my friends birthday today and her quest list is filled with people i don’t know She said that i can cancel but she wants me there and i don’t want to disappoint her I still want to go but I don’t know how to act around new people I’m freaking out and we’re even going skating but fuck idk how to skate and the rest of her friends do :((((( ahhhh i don’t want to humiliate myself and i really want to cancel but i can’t cause that’ll make her sad 😓 not to mention her friends are really close i’m just an extra separate friend tagging along,0.15596638655462058,2.360144050420168,2.1031512605042018,95.12346638655464,87.48739495798321,5.416806722689077,18.58403361344537,6.868970318607317,0.08183025210084027,438,12,100,6,14,145,72,119,0.201,0.644,0.155,-0.8422,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,7,8,1,0,2,0,10,1,0,4,0,27,24,11,0,5,6,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,3,10,0,0,2,0,0,4,6,4,0,0,1,1,18,4,12,22,2,10,0,2,0,1,13,3,1,0,3,62,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15919450166305305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18370523323649002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811396105102726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5526471239876772,0.16532325954497784,0.0,0.0,0.20326372298414333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19655797407390893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119368829622625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17271283647435973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479531200875921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22912311396181695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010602436423058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281197390034464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16950768060320826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5273858382586247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,anonymousname27,2020/03/17,"I can't take this much longer I've suffered with social anxiety all my life and had been doing so good going to social outings to help overcome this over the years however the WHO and the CDC had to RUIN IT! I hate how this society has zero respect for people with mental disabilities and how we're always overlooked. I cannot afford to be locked down in my house for months/years as this is taking a toll on my mental life, but I'm sure no one cares about that. This scandal will put a permanent end to all social interactions and I will be back where I started, forever. The government just loves people to suffer mentally. Why don't we matter?",6.736841517857144,6.330227304687501,7.305491071428572,75.25468750000002,65.015625,10.126785714285717,30.785714285714285,9.606745405546679,2.7116683035714275,517,16,96,9,7,171,89,128,0.16,0.7090000000000001,0.131,-0.2844,2,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,7,9,1,0,6,0,13,3,0,2,3,15,21,9,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,2,3,0,9,5,16,14,3,11,0,3,0,1,8,5,0,0,4,69,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352466896030196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275982235241488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339224002197018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636108081360001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14212961383582273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119932767010544,0.13459540273555715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15843182114438215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756028191145743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18516190817760506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22669072733769866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483127968256296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4851508633397729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796459769741405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873925530405253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225006756120212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16131760718997745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4907397141851429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358215031424054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512419525905324,0.0,0.2413083372695534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480005482263525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20667603556777453 socialanxiety,throwwwwwqwwwww,2020/03/17,"Wtf corona I started medication for SAD and GAD in November as a last resort after trying all of medication, exercise, CBT together. Literally only got to the point where I wouldn't cry talking to a cashier last month. Just starting to smile and talk to people and made like a couple friends. Now corona hits and we're forced into isolation. I dunno what more to do.",5.4704347826087,7.023253144927541,6.722434782608698,71.44539130434784,68.27536231884058,9.577971014492757,31.19130434782609,9.888512548439397,3.328881739130435,293,12,49,7,5,99,55,69,0.17300000000000001,0.688,0.138,-0.5689,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,2,3,0,1,1,10,7,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,2,11,3,2,11,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,8,30,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527986512328924,0.2509645018439095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17651601286632396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18272901088889631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3724684746012325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161931737246736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21618464356969933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4603206923992833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823632536636234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737623776044875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15839292103726751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159788026595448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234256887801479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672724316944096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15511671072285518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Nmp10289,2020/03/17,"I’m 30 years old Why the fuck am I still so scared to talk to people??? What’s wrong with me I never thought I would still be this way at this age Don’t most people grow out of their shy stage? It’s made me a target for bullies and abusers all my life. I look so weak to them. Every time I tell myself to not care what people think, it doesn’t work. Wish I could get the fuck over it.",-0.4958268733850098,1.2721090813953495,1.0343410852713184,104.66634366925068,86.09302325581396,3.8222222222222224,13.043927648578816,3.1291,-1.7906832041343672,295,3,78,0,9,94,64,86,0.28300000000000003,0.688,0.028999999999999998,-0.9752,0,0,0,0,1,0,9.0,0,0,2,1,4,6,2,1,3,0,6,4,0,1,2,13,16,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,2,1,12,1,10,11,2,13,0,0,1,2,4,3,2,1,7,47,19,1,0.0,0.22652096338460334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949241293087994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264431870697767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108018687565395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534917843730996,0.09988539024502817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350384279379296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605458321766855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18090227338474807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745235706708887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20061472650422196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3976273110414682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914078485169337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053584814551941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15366590509848702,0.16710264231227084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250254732997128,0.0,0.15177819514292568,0.1114805272688752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517524150128926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17251320332521544,0.0,0.2198513747719071,0.0,0.0,0.13918372885013702,0.0,0.0,0.13581114024175184,0.20902894031203426,0.0,0.12311578538428646 socialanxiety,Doom323,2020/03/17,"It’s almost gone.. Just wanted to let you guys know that you can do it! I would say that most of my social anxiety is gone. Not 100% but definitely a major improvement from just a year ago. I know it might sound impossible to some of you because I felt the same. But it’s definitely possible. One major thing that helped me was the gym, it was hard at first but I stuck with it and now it’s something I look forward to doing. I would say that changing my diet also made a huge difference. I realized I had damaged my gut (leaky gut) from years of eating fast food and junk food. I cut down on carbs and avoid sweets as much as possible. And I can honestly feel the difference in my mood and just self confidence. Also just going out and talking to people, I used to avoid eye contact at all times and would just stay in my room playing video games. When family came over I wouldn’t come out because I was just terrified of social encounters with more that a couple people. Hope it gives any of you hope that you can do it to! Stay positive!",2.436746411483256,4.438048846889956,3.8311004784689016,87.18770334928232,77.2775119617225,7.4622009569377985,22.483253588516746,8.371475516178862,1.290755023923445,815,24,169,16,19,268,117,209,0.124,0.725,0.152,0.8898,0,2,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,5,0,1,10,10,1,2,7,0,17,7,3,2,1,45,34,15,0,7,10,0,3,0,0,5,0,3,1,2,16,13,4,2,5,4,0,6,2,4,0,2,10,9,24,5,26,18,8,27,0,1,2,0,16,12,0,6,9,119,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800135396242927,0.0,0.1220023874032082,0.0,0.0,0.19486637907771598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285349499437464,0.0,0.0932051481617502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14854169021892094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934933435053273,0.0,0.0,0.12888763526077465,0.10495198622187707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481057861896184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545879491330871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466990391732115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485729806455833,0.0,0.06160456474646276,0.0,0.11698284830128942,0.0,0.0,0.10363468637009576,0.2946521264675404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687737381609813,0.06924290606532446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063801382145944,0.0,0.0,0.1091422276228908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166492765928801,0.0,0.0,0.24202372241020126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391711157678535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458682332877227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231258847233328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152853337865166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925004821585195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956438348912654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256006083584255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689331903476806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274706342937743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19377971241344646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271028035501679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24839542717363355,0.0,0.09379625278182092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597245543778778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792815109188033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809432424362448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104426913173717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522824886206376,0.0,0.0,0.07186275548357067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25964901946916863,0.0,0.0,0.15691836422895114 socialanxiety,pinksforever,2020/03/17,"Panic attacks around loved ones? My social anxiety has been getting much worse over the past few months. The most recent development.... random panic attacks around the people I love and trust the most. I get red in the face, feel like I’m going crazy/not in control of myself, don’t know what to say, and get so nervous I need to excuse myself from the room half the time. With the recent shut downs I’ve been finding even phone calls with loved ones hard to initiate,... I live with my partner and love them, but even with them I get these random panic attacks. Any suggestions? I’ve started to cut out all caffeine and all other substances. Nothing is helping, I feel so hopeless. Anyone else ever feel this? Will it ever go away? I’m afraid after this coronavirus shut down I’ll be even worse around people. I feel like I’m going crazy and losing control. I can’t live like this",3.5199607843137244,5.6613553882352985,3.892352941176473,87.34225490196081,74.52941176470588,5.7098039215686285,23.098039215686285,6.42735559955562,0.6335803921568637,696,20,129,5,15,217,98,170,0.22699999999999998,0.6609999999999999,0.11199999999999999,-0.9696,0,0,0,0,0,1,26.0,0,0,2,3,10,19,4,5,8,0,8,5,1,2,4,31,29,8,0,1,1,0,5,3,1,1,0,1,1,1,7,13,0,2,6,0,0,3,2,11,0,3,2,7,14,8,21,25,6,25,0,2,1,4,14,13,0,4,12,80,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06738544857800507,0.0,0.07580453569382184,0.0,0.0,0.06928690659734459,0.10153069658253208,0.0,0.2646366655287132,0.0,0.3381918094393825,0.0930994920805032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118324620823588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22227852751023727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277802499351666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196346509951019,0.17926741899316348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004140552031028,0.1415816188473068,0.0,0.0,0.09056760810933637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070843549641455,0.0,0.16894752429116072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876629727775003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641877670682554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05445796002018459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523293965365494,0.0,0.1749987799149838,0.0,0.0,0.11085776316750902,0.0,0.0,0.35773489077756937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909369106183695,0.0,0.0728434709777425,0.07347490694228613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508072771928314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342935921877131,0.0,0.0,0.34878669749328794,0.0,0.0,0.09459381136784703,0.13739479320775627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19568131156071533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880133992647792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101105141042592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07013729738838706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05778090525527822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019649004857231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,trowawayaccount200O,2020/03/17,HELP ME My old friend (7 years) is going to call me in 5 minutes she suddenly texted me to call me after 5 years im so scared how to talk an old friend? How do i make sure she won't regret calling me? She says she missed me,-0.5376470588235307,1.0132768039215705,1.8076078431372584,100.27023529411764,84.88235294117645,4.864313725490196,16.08235294117647,5.6839178017228535,-0.912501176470588,171,3,45,1,5,58,34,51,0.099,0.653,0.248,0.8353,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,3,1,5,6,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,12,3,5,5,0,8,0,2,0,0,12,1,0,0,6,24,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6334224315224418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195083346796529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751522954256438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859719738516402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22335292354471564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13802419051848552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43395201478621404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443610384777088,0.2070182557312656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19488337501163405,0.0,0.0,0.16619824048667792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663131667872541 socialanxiety,atramentoart,2020/03/17,"Twitter’s made me more anxious I need to vent cause my body isn’t in a good state right now and I might delete this later. So to keep it short, I followed a YouTuber and they tweeted something about the coronavirus. I decided to reply to them my own two cents about it that didn’t align with them. Trump called the coronavirus the “Chinese virus” and I argued the contrary that a lot of sicknesses are named after different regions or areas like Ebola or West Nile. Then their tweet gained a lot of traction and people were tweeting back at me on how I’m wrong. I was scared. Twitter is known for destroying reputations and so I tried to damage control (or Streisand effect) my tweet to the point of changing my username, privatizing my account, unfollowing the YouTuber (wasn’t even watching their content as much), and going dark. I feel so embarrassed and stressed right now. I wanna punch myself because I should’ve never tweeted that at all. Getting criticized is one obstacle I’m still trying to overcome and I’m taking baby steps with it. Does anyone have any good advice on how to cope or overcome?",5.221213768115941,7.107560043478262,5.1889583333333364,80.90343750000002,69.33816425120773,7.493840579710145,31.29498792270532,8.07648339933343,2.3738987922705306,887,38,153,12,16,276,133,207,0.13699999999999998,0.812,0.052000000000000005,-0.9506,2,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,5,3,12,10,2,3,10,0,10,2,1,6,2,32,21,19,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,10,0,2,4,0,2,3,4,7,0,2,5,2,23,3,24,15,6,23,0,1,1,0,8,11,0,7,9,106,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220492744650786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287988060810294,0.0,0.0,0.1875230950965078,0.0,0.11606508392326532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763718185729775,0.0,0.10118684950089336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843790849703767,0.0,0.0,0.1694958331887398,0.0,0.0,0.17051894740415405,0.17559694833736056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18617352986865965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734257396405295,0.0,0.0,0.14526023973290292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963578966870607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839302664777992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672368351565994,0.0,0.0943367684144476,0.27845151191121464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14754083089857714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810950397275109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28223999605690553,0.0,0.15706512700002384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17609070096786494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202281769377832,0.12308055965132927,0.12802284214493329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248010492231338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150775737250844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15691557692948518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28351158900238105,0.0,0.0,0.16618640260077666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778833066991616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325609893477936,0.0,0.1901426493911756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480491529399315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253946021994507,0.0,0.1621495307670911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18148559685020552,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,securely_Insecure7,2020/03/17,"Is this normal OK so I have a thing where there are some social things that I literally cannot do. I feel as though I can't talk to people at a register, can't approach people and I refuse to eat around other people. All of these things make me very uncomfortable yet there are situations where I thrive, some that may seem even more socially tasking than the ones I mentioned... I have been avoiding getting a part-time job because the social aspect makes me anxious, which people don't seem to understand (they think I'm lazy). Despite this, I'm okay walking into a big university calmy. Although I can never ask a question. I'm not okay answering phone calls or making phone calls yet talking on discord is fine (unless it's about this). There is more but I'm not going to write an essay. This is really confusing me. Is this normal…or am I weird? I don't want to question whether or not I have social anxiety for the rest of my life.",3.6275855855855887,5.383197308108113,4.655675675675678,83.65072072072073,73.21621621621622,7.311711711711713,25.84684684684685,8.021203637495839,1.5627549549549542,742,25,143,11,15,242,112,185,0.105,0.8640000000000001,0.031,-0.8069,1,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,0,12,7,0,2,9,3,20,2,0,3,2,33,36,10,0,2,8,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,14,3,1,2,8,0,0,3,9,3,0,1,1,1,17,4,16,34,6,13,0,0,0,0,17,7,0,10,3,103,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939266797104549,0.1387069183841775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930059833162928,0.1147831118100906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484580002292125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507450582390321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12563501443561811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109530467026335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06208146583921845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414769810188517,0.0,0.06977893805749967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184061435374725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672343659333763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458706368046745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946958235067996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405974715450452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319918528047797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295922217476885,0.0,0.3404819148984217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27508432385789144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865627639778246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235493529666926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13801032826018586,0.0,0.5006366749010572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973724899032736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447095516818747,0.07867273085240856,0.12063113216424795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781873978579208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013066991469539,0.07241906858730897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,luchins,2020/03/17,"did anyone tried Xanax for social anxiety? I have tried red wine what's the difference? Will get me too sleepy? I don't think prozac can work in these cases",0.6619354838709697,3.13613067741936,1.2925161290322578,96.83877419354843,97.06451612903228,5.060645161290323,12.651612903225805,6.742157984588678,-0.4957793548387097,125,2,26,2,5,38,29,31,0.079,0.9209999999999999,0.0,-0.3049,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,14,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057011145385065,0.0,0.0,0.27941711371051803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4175081598657688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087801130123751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4073528148974636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560544201020258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5426189088368607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909213706582259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,enbyboiii,2020/03/17,"Improve your social skills Me and my partner have decided to make an LGBTQ+, all inclusive server to support you all along your journey through life. We’re here to listen to you and give you advice on anything you wish. Come along and join us. Come talk about your problems, we’re here to help. [Click here to join!](https://discord.gg/v7RSHYz)",5.118579234972675,8.085669737704924,3.4635245901639347,88.33878415300549,72.93442622950819,6.033879781420765,28.19945355191257,7.1686216300943375,1.5958502732240438,278,11,47,3,6,78,42,61,0.04,0.763,0.198,0.8687,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,7,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,2,13,8,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,7,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,10,1,11,8,2,4,0,0,1,0,14,1,0,0,0,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26525083252641896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22337435486207896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.467647997308533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26039273654254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18194243503631533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19172812770203834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18119022455455291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597341689221027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767018239482674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30803015390240784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21817549808647252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.326512352607086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121459061794759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,teddyboii93,2020/03/17,"Today, I got criticised for how I talk. It's not a first day can change thing I replied in a way where my friend interpreted the other way which wasn't intended to. We chatted back and forth and I realise I need to talk in person/ phone. I explained my thoughts, in the end my friend just told me it's the way I replied/talk gave a unpleasant vibe. Now every example I gave to my friend give off a unpleasant vibe. Deep inside I felt I wasn't being being solved, just left there to figure out myself. I felt something wasnt right during our conversation on text so I called to clarify, in the end I left with words like I can't change it instantly. Of course I also want to talk appropriately like how my friend talk, but I just feel I didn't get the solution I need/want. And now my thoughts are running even more deep. One simple thing, talking/communicating also cannot be properly. Is it now being shared among other friends as a joke? I'm so scared now.",2.7204084120694887,4.655483290155441,3.878061566595552,87.47964035355076,76.20207253886011,7.235476988722953,24.306309052118262,8.124751697461798,1.3126936299908558,757,25,159,13,17,246,107,193,0.079,0.792,0.129,0.7882,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,2,0,0,1,17,10,0,1,10,0,13,0,0,3,0,25,28,11,0,2,5,0,3,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,9,6,0,0,8,2,0,1,7,1,0,2,12,3,28,9,18,12,1,28,0,0,0,0,22,14,0,0,12,103,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18404180890311644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848121467948508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174986550581977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434561944539221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421020067922476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20383455024206712,0.0,0.0,0.07600220955267832,0.0,0.09695087639976233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05818251248003356,0.0,0.2209692109424556,0.0,0.0,0.09787791631850916,0.0,0.0,0.44451140822221147,0.0,0.060118977458495926,0.11038498995448442,0.0,0.0,0.09203145780863192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500463351401199,0.0,0.0,0.1124341279736741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17064490555042405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797395841855295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047410360841172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826858210755512,0.0,0.0,0.1152044768723474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858599473137302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4624418577177833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528939042943764,0.0,0.0,0.18270439490910298,0.0,0.0,0.10907227348363877,0.10995367937709144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357417485207548,0.2740100427615796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,marie_Rosy,2020/03/17,"My psychologist appointment got cancelled because of the corona virus Fml. I wanted to talk to them so much, but now I have to keep it to myself for more 2 months, at least. I’m fucking crying and shaking rn",4.243333333333332,5.553677073170731,5.281463414634152,81.5389430894309,70.95121951219512,7.417886178861789,28.300813008130078,7.793537801064563,1.7795788617886172,164,6,31,2,3,54,36,41,0.201,0.799,0.0,-0.8193,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,6,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,7,5,3,4,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24816194717033005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4471758476303394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3763536983585349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32559186550501673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618456357077907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32494014864451803,0.0,0.29926240600890425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272083496819637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401157722595593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Oddball357,2020/03/17,"When I'm walking around public places, I take off my glasses to blur people out. My vision is good enough to see where I'm going, and bad enough to not see faces, unless we were in really intimate distance of each other. I use to look down or look at something that made it apparent that I was trying to avoid contact, but now I just walk tall and happy. Time to time, I say hello or smile back at someone. From my perspective, they're just a blob of color. This with some music to block the everyday noise, perfection. I'm cheating myself to overcome my social anxiety by doing this, but small steps I guess. Do you guys do something similar?",5.359761904761903,5.933373507936512,6.0048809523809545,80.06303571428572,67.8888888888889,8.839682539682537,28.448412698412696,8.841846274778883,2.168479365079365,506,16,95,8,8,165,92,126,0.107,0.77,0.12300000000000001,0.4854,1,1,2,0,0,0,16.0,1,1,0,1,7,6,1,1,2,0,6,1,1,2,1,23,18,8,0,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,7,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,3,6,13,3,21,15,4,21,0,0,5,0,8,11,0,5,6,65,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608819369060408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699999087457644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468407913502694,0.15944833470981887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3946371137327188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853017534414136,0.16017292048736942,0.0,0.0,0.2103701846892876,0.18908600948752796,0.0,0.20328647725768406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32072608727137125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18069630813378373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239153157857192,0.0,0.19951845127537265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233748043477265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518635435847235,0.0,0.0,0.3043497850724469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19466542349049096,0.16180456904382054,0.29402936241384137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358239706876974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227072035015311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296531358317285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16493300106992284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TalibanTellytubby,2020/03/17,"Been struggling to earn or be productive because of my anxiety, any help? I've been putting this off for quite a while as I thought that the people that were closest to me would reach out and give meaningful advice, but it hasn't worked out that way, so im resorting to unloading my problems to strangers on the interwebs. Background info: Im a 17-year-old from Australia, and currently, im neither employed or going to Uni. At the beginning of the year, I had begun to attend my first year of university for a B/Engineering & B/Arts, but after around a month, I wanted to postpone my studies until next year due to a number of reasons (wasn't enjoying the courses I chose, no Job, not going to the gym, no licence, crippling anxiety, social issues and my parents financial troubles \[Dad was fired and mum had to leave work for her health\] that happened at the end of last year). So I had decided to defer my studies and work on these problems by earning money, getting my licence and boosting my own self-esteem through therapy and exercise. It all seemed pretty simple, yet it's been around three weeks since I left Uni and I haven't made any progress in any of those areas; Im sorry if this post seems abit over the top, but this is my first time trying to solve all these adult problems totally alone, and im finding it difficult to deal with. The only income I have coming is my youth allowance ($257/fortnight). And since I deferred my studies, im just waiting for my allowance to be cut. My entire family is extremely busy these days and all of them are under a lot of stress and are thus unable to help me or walk me through how to do things. As right now, I've written my resume but I keep having anxiety attacks, when I try to send my resume or request an interview from unfamiliar places. I had also hoped to at least book my driving test by now to boost my self-esteem and make it easier to get an easy low paying job, but it hasn't worked out as I had liked. So, I was wondering whether anyone on here had any advice on ways to just dig myself out of this rut that Ive been in for the past three weeks (or three months - depending on the way you look at it) and to tell me how im supposed to go through with things that make me wanna walk into the woods and never go back. Thanks and have a great day.",9.329718085711036,6.174249144708426,9.052345117653747,73.56455155166537,61.87257019438445,11.993588723428445,39.487211549391844,9.811843763644266,3.6973049676025926,1826,70,361,26,19,594,240,463,0.14,0.769,0.091,-0.9683,6,1,0,1,0,0,58.0,0,1,1,11,16,15,2,2,21,0,30,2,0,10,5,74,54,40,0,8,15,3,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,23,26,0,2,9,3,2,11,9,10,0,5,17,2,41,5,73,34,8,74,0,1,1,0,16,28,0,12,32,247,64,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406560774716615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453898995643561,0.0,0.057554209246427714,0.0,0.07797922951823114,0.0,0.19576768081895968,0.0,0.1651700603932177,0.0,0.0,0.05032294546492573,0.0,0.0,0.12813673021766964,0.0,0.08187601774943362,0.0,0.055340320489046683,0.0,0.04387211155223578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06199559518097358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928291118972841,0.07419768581106058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374386573465568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784670601028121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06577907757177269,0.1224349208470408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520248206534454,0.06903997355133187,0.16360834427677434,0.0,0.0,0.07934693953439267,0.0,0.0,0.06364264118341129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650051358217914,0.0,0.0,0.09647965661069816,0.0,0.0,0.07148223325194923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5441780079684159,0.07511775483251913,0.14283780847779107,0.063970049701318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05866497860309078,0.0,0.07620560829375518,0.07819537951581802,0.0,0.0,0.03516080050725307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060436491439417324,0.0,0.0,0.06118613561242375,0.0,0.0680995485747413,0.0960807776522797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489118788504395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05550753323698647,0.0,0.076540680411692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552018035354623,0.0,0.0,0.05473626284803276,0.0,0.0,0.07991392667101126,0.0,0.06870330116550583,0.04989478550355465,0.0,0.07519310496440683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892715756895021,0.07321914263934517,0.0,0.2065960870206101,0.0,0.0723495098300344,0.0,0.07654872286797124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739969231958154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06146180121436761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310371744009862,0.15016035882550047,0.0,0.0,0.1190682959773114,0.0,0.0,0.07336413012377847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056427951223634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244114295557413,0.0752384432235017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629047623017408,0.06626010649162087,0.0823037187793886,0.0,0.0956270514043271,0.0,0.0,0.057135968384096965,0.0419661590749506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772551650477868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04244964252634662,0.17137879083794974,0.11545963710968744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804815934422868,0.20957943593079575,0.0,0.0,0.051125268736749566,0.0,0.0,0.2317309022773593 socialanxiety,hasthegreatalexander,2020/03/17,"After 10 years I have beaten social anxiety I’m not here to brag or boast but I’ve been suffering from social anxiety since I was 15. Always felt self conscious ,insecure. Could never expresss myself the way I wanted . This worked for me and it is not a technique or method to get rid of social anxiety. It’s what I was lacking Integrity, basically my values and beliefs contradicted my actions and words . For example I see a hot woman I think I’m worthy of but I tell myself no and make excuses . My final breakthrough was making a presentation where before I would be shitting myself . This time I did it calm ,added my value and influence and got it done . Be true to your beliefs and values then act according to them . They will save you trust me .",3.1743154761904755,5.617872562500002,4.8922619047619085,78.30750000000002,76.84722222222223,7.7253968253968255,25.563492063492063,8.634040054169528,2.2342158730158737,595,22,103,13,14,201,97,144,0.127,0.674,0.19899999999999998,0.9423,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,2,2,2,8,2,1,4,0,13,1,1,3,2,29,23,12,0,4,6,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,7,7,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,8,3,22,4,10,10,1,11,2,1,1,0,11,1,1,2,7,75,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057971954260838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4153196506277693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15399028209863555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444880752080542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851929059611452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17375748244298314,0.19824139626591175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454821443839133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447364937964131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415948441962776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13957353564145786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14420791898788365,0.0,0.18878889920206196,0.0,0.18576086205454065,0.14969844706847188,0.0,0.0,0.5534216943266742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581738472443802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159568690254962,0.0,0.0,0.10552378853470208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067395063084927,0.14364382860181996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174672501530013,0.0,0.0,0.12855434392557466,0.0,0.0,0.116537339932392 socialanxiety,amgneedshelp,2020/03/17,"Does your social anxiety make you rude to others sometimes? Does anyone seem to become super irritable and rude in a way to people they are intimidated by, and then feel super bad about it after because you didn’t mean it but your anxiety makes you like that? Like I will be talking to someone attractive and then just seem stuck up when in reality I’m the opposite just because I’m nervous. It’s actually the worst thing ever and I wish it wouldn’t happen ☹️",4.272307692307694,5.89495161538462,6.0778021978022005,74.64219780219783,71.30769230769229,8.716483516483517,28.384615384615394,9.23628265651192,2.5875010989011,371,14,67,8,7,128,63,91,0.226,0.602,0.172,-0.4606,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,5,1,2,5,10,2,1,3,0,5,0,0,2,1,16,16,8,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,1,8,5,10,11,1,9,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,2,7,45,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.19287507605845253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023990083055429,0.0,0.0,0.138199460308174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650270876589005,0.2409676970647465,0.21828571329316898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459246494595286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787831335844627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993632140413272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17477869355370793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19312079645626196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638619718074628,0.0,0.0,0.21529565355033334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702362540740706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.359861025923974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014763463349233,0.16746576154464454,0.0,0.1954780533534144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15886126656860364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130796272796752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15688308241403032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22728443131694925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,corgimama84,2020/03/17,"Dreading my friends girls night outings I don’t mind going out once I awhile, I’ll be social around friends of more than 7-10yrs my friends and I all have children and we all thought it would be a good idea to meet up for drinks. It’s at a place in a town I’m familiar with. Well lately, now they want to go to new places, I don’t like the idea of driving far out with someone without having a ride to go home if I wanna leave. I don’t like that its every month now, sometimes I would rather just enjoy my 1-2days I have with my husband whom I never see because of our work schedules. It has made me resent the whole thing. I will mark the date to go and be miserable the whole week leading to it. When I back out I’m guilted for it, my best friend feels it’s not the same without me. But I hate set obligations, it’s like going to a doctors appointment. They also want to start dressing fancier, I want casual. I’d rather go to a familiar place or a brewery. I’m just waiting for one of them to suggest to do a nightclub and I’m dreading it, the idea of getting heels on and putting make-up I don’t have and wearing something nice tires me the fuck out. But it’s like each time I say no I feel a wedge dividing me from them because they take it very personally. And with the COVID-19 virus I was a little relieved, oh good we can postpone this inevitable happening. And suggested it, they all refused postpone and I was surprised. Telling me I’m being ridiculous and it’s all hyped up or doesn’t affect them. But it affects my family who do have health issues. It’s now coming off as selfish, going out is more important than others. They all know I left my last job due to lung issues. 🤷🏼‍♀️ this has happened before, a new group of friends want to make a pact to hangout and I’m the one who comes off as a wet blanket.",1.2403210250757797,3.282311552356024,2.663510608983195,93.87136952328468,81.38219895287958,5.277597134196749,24.45053733810967,6.339386263674448,0.6017162303664927,1431,55,313,12,38,464,195,382,0.08,0.762,0.158,0.9771,1,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,3,0,8,3,12,27,4,4,22,0,25,8,3,5,6,68,59,21,0,10,13,1,3,4,5,3,3,1,1,3,23,26,1,2,7,3,0,13,10,9,1,2,4,5,42,18,48,48,12,52,0,1,1,1,31,20,1,3,22,205,65,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953792833578161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774084370172347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686307206080447,0.0,0.10601399233881907,0.0,0.07399234967615388,0.0,0.09125396849856933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980816559811386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900218629685556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518285254342353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326338656806945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197348972620297,0.0,0.08793417989848465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359063099153237,0.08038854979462821,0.045430428781865435,0.0,0.3459299427396902,0.14586755391681344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537881409425013,0.0,0.0,0.08585011725222888,0.0,0.09242916027828572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722301289197333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944850282738763,0.0,0.1815169774958812,0.08628947751710478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04778822571567084,0.07087997787364426,0.09808909273519748,0.09207285092957304,0.09447692476632713,0.0,0.0,0.16992739595697498,0.08715181186543358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822789782101535,0.11608635264578995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779982031419838,0.0,0.06940669756538173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706510121271725,0.16796347341933734,0.0,0.08160143128230965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260429868969446,0.11784599520907525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592580248982025,0.2725485839952375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874138502737248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915015211197892,0.0,0.0,0.06929192298633045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863973095557579,0.07367673832496367,0.06694225176222808,0.08600077563528312,0.0,0.061547237491838935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653793818025115,0.0,0.0760025532483418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05776907661996015,0.0,0.0,0.06903260294789686,0.05070419349846346,0.09994204737720187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174702938539741,0.20515338415911646,0.0,0.06975010234813653,0.0,0.07818303987756517,0.0,0.0,0.1941644334604288,0.0,0.16764314551165227,0.0,0.06330431773464848,0.0,0.0,0.12354075644899347,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lonelytoker93,2020/03/17,"Advice? I recently started to seek help in my lack of any kind of functional relationship. I posted about my depression/anxiety and struggles and everyone who replied gave good advice about how I should try meeting new people and what not. The thing is I suck at this. I have these overwhelming self defeating thoughts like people are going to think I'm a creep or something so I just spend all day in my apartment. I know I need this get over this but years of therapy has done little to address this. I just keep in my own lane and never break stride which is keeping me in a cycle of loneliness. If anybody knows what to do please help...",4.9326016260162575,6.414143073170735,5.185528455284555,82.22674796747971,69.48780487804879,8.71869918699187,29.92682926829269,9.150863307647796,2.539985365853658,510,20,96,10,9,161,88,123,0.09,0.8390000000000001,0.071,-0.3291,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,1,2,3,0,8,0,0,1,2,22,21,9,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,10,4,0,2,4,0,1,1,2,4,0,0,3,0,14,3,16,17,3,17,0,2,0,0,7,8,1,2,7,67,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442738089304962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979163352293068,0.0,0.13475830985525594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136055850091229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802680150104988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16832392252291772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203386518040677,0.0,0.1001131072141644,0.14775069431806145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23614634691034525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131498199583021,0.0,0.18343862044497572,0.19362067410125394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606057365787244,0.17655387189859004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061691079154866,0.1358618144010419,0.17013187066901142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24424778736687966,0.0,0.0,0.1933656030392752,0.0,0.0,0.16870806794534635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739320910999981,0.18912485039531074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18376837891572986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561294354362394,0.0,0.0,0.12468361645337288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18415574991258024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20144891897069486,0.0,0.11702974309941545,0.11287319294208956,0.0,0.1398476185039963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195978744806767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343822721062362 socialanxiety,ObscureGawd,2020/03/18,"Hats are a life saver.. I've recently gotten into hats (baseball caps) they hide the face well & it's just easier walking around, I'm not saying it'll cure your social anxiety but if you're not a hat wearer I suggest you try it out.",0.4359863945578226,2.775701204081635,2.766428571428573,89.77440476190479,87.9795918367347,5.715646258503401,18.37074829931973,7.1686216300943375,0.4627115646258502,185,5,38,3,6,63,41,49,0.063,0.857,0.08,0.1901,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,1,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,2,2,1,0,0,8,4,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,1,4,1,3,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,1,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4105111065732436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28983848085229336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33727924242977275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26761074908629306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37409353909257215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012967554562437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862155400349857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25723138179660543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406542939872409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PastelMorninggg,2020/03/18,"(16/F) Is anyone else anxious about their friends disliking you or viewing you as a second choice? It's so irritating. I know I've got anxiety and social anxiety, but I really want to shake these insecurities so that I can just enjoy the time I have with my friends. They are kind to me, so I don't understand why I keep feeling this way. Since I've known them, my friends haven't treated me badly at all; it's very rare they even treat me neutrally. They've invited me to hang out a few times, but I feel super nervous initiating anything, even a simple text, because I'm so scared of them thinking ""Ugh, why can't she take the hint that I don't want to talk/hang out with her?"" It's just ridiculous and I know it. I've known these friends for a long time, and we began getting close around November. I feel like if I could rid myself of this anxiety and be more initiative with texts and hanging out, we'd be a lot closer by now, which is what I want. But anytime there's a slight form of rejection (e.g. I ask someone to hang out and they are busy) I feel crushed, like that was confirmation of what I've been thinking all along. I just wish I could have normal relationships, and not over-analyze everything they do to the point that I make myself unhappy and stressed about what should be normal and healthy friendships. Does anyone have any tips on how to solve this? I want to be able to do things I enjoy without worrying about my friends all the time. I haven't about told them this at all (they know I have social anxiety, but I've never explained anything like this) and I think they'd feel terrible if they knew.",5.274138461538462,5.572191021538462,5.633653846153845,83.61509615384615,68.01538461538462,9.207692307692307,30.711538461538463,9.120678840339163,2.3310153846153843,1282,47,268,22,20,410,162,325,0.135,0.648,0.218,0.9861,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,2,2,11,1,17,24,1,5,10,0,27,0,0,2,5,68,55,23,0,12,12,0,5,3,5,1,0,0,0,0,20,21,0,1,16,0,0,4,8,10,0,1,6,6,48,14,33,40,8,24,0,1,1,0,28,11,0,4,11,176,68,0,0.10024380427641157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06816922441448067,0.0,0.3067449435683869,0.11324696556787645,0.0,0.14018559746922069,0.10271162374590632,0.16498421918762896,0.08923823872668693,0.09371442507956286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369938938430174,0.0611076926575481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16007304160424435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877240286533639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374083546892648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242017460547045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900926675258253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534313971573048,0.07161419380472761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3872405725922378,0.0,0.05237325032398238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017412772564296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910129916546053,0.0,0.1043884962216714,0.16527411968505515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692217777795244,0.0,0.0,0.0887126122960674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522369764344083,0.0,0.0,0.06691351776040189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731420169247696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19643528883190847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476279670219567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421874790877873,0.0,0.0,0.10762433059638613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036153575373602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292271078833817,0.0,0.0,0.2043718689197104,0.08493625005996312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482893911016867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537086532049134,0.08057217270956171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659752927558121,0.19269654633874053,0.0,0.0,0.2338118736515809,0.0,0.0,0.09578725083996764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435733553937962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271163690850916,0.23650557195855595,0.07956886586959787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18090888286624685,0.0,0.11527542773527767,0.09663145011396312,0.0,0.0,0.10180244919275112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mathrsar,2020/03/18,"Has anyone else used text to speech software to speak for them on the phone? I hate talking to strangers on the phone and generally look for written mediums of communication when possible (text, email, social media, even snail mail if feasible). In this case, I had no other means of contacting the person except by voice call. I had a specific purpose for the call so wrote in my TTS program a bunch of phrases I thought I might need and answers to anticipated questions. I then connected the call and placed my phone next to my computer speaker. The problem is A) I made a few mistakes through having my cursor in the wrong place and causing the program to start saying the wrong thing and, B) I had to type up some answers on the spot as well so the person may have heard the keyboard clicking. I would imagine the person would have realized they were talking to a computer but they didn't act like anything was up. What do people generally think of those who use such a method of making calls? Will they find me weird? Would I have to pick up in the same manner if the person calls back (wouldn't be weird if I picked up and started talking in my own voice after talking through the computer last time?)? How to I make the TTS more lifelike? Any advice?",4.116499999999999,6.134970983333336,4.479166666666668,84.3225,72.5,6.966666666666668,29.08333333333333,7.734863291789972,1.8609833333333328,996,41,186,13,20,313,140,240,0.084,0.91,0.006999999999999999,-0.9303,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,4,0,8,9,1,0,23,0,21,0,0,9,0,43,37,16,0,10,5,0,0,1,0,7,0,7,0,4,6,6,0,0,9,0,0,1,3,7,1,0,11,9,22,2,36,18,6,24,0,0,2,0,30,14,0,7,10,134,28,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187555792077284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089612501921744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289664602638765,0.1068202870219214,0.08579195326182606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016469855661773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5322736751336856,0.0,0.0,0.10709731927588932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709063058311102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885861864009853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952860387918648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292899441289016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498072081960605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05093311619384641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754689302927737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986474190082871,0.13918037534865565,0.0,0.0,0.11356289679338336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059675367554583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730283463685297,0.0,0.0,0.11087504586707543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722764234845952,0.3641214130113964,0.2178459589586532,0.0,0.0,0.1175304387208322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997567589816782,0.0,0.0,0.11678805960109845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290676644590833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627356914937323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758268169428368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33518086077996545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926155903997121,0.06680159342354096,0.0,0.08276583224988973,0.060791200016421076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18008353389038606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373664162970896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22217661845952574,0.2279702192129329,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Goatlop,2020/03/18,"Uncomfortable in my house So my mom brought a guest home lastnight because he didn't plan for his work closing (due to the virus) and therefore didn't have any food. So now since this morning I woke up and still not completely sure if I'm alone or not, I went out earlier and thought I heard mouse clicking and movement in the other room and just turned around and retreated to my room to avoid the interaction of checking to see so now I've been in my own room all day feeling uncomfortable with the thought of leaving it. I'm like 50% sure someone is here because like an hour ago I thought I heard the kitchen cabinets open and close etc.",8.178766404199479,6.552265944881892,7.2524015748031525,80.76658136482942,62.77952755905511,10.671391076115487,40.06430446194226,9.2995712137729,3.426586351706037,513,24,107,7,6,157,85,127,0.10800000000000001,0.841,0.051,-0.7397,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,9,5,0,1,7,0,5,2,0,1,3,27,18,12,0,1,5,1,1,2,1,0,0,2,5,0,3,13,2,1,4,0,1,3,4,1,0,0,11,5,10,4,14,7,3,22,0,0,2,0,7,12,0,2,9,61,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16102578312067492,0.0,0.0,0.18813931207473425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353131165740065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16171104739108927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22146983455310407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904613217561914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715214589754225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20259282253178645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918499900062212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219657382393156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18221430783090328,0.0,0.17889312351197026,0.20960494170814348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19234592163112474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17749445822375048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21275159359672066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475514393046562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15026650688568993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15391529634213388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506954472770914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424144951688127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.432640224644458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19758796852056887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16839557203447764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224666353835668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,charliethedoxie,2020/03/18,"How do you get better at job interviews? Any tips or advice? I’m really so annoyed with myself. I’m 25 years old and I suck at job interviews. I’m currently looking for a job and I HATE this process. It doesn’t matter how much preparation I do, or how much I read up about the company, I always suck. I get nervous, stumble on my words and completely blank on things that should be easy. Does anyone else struggle with this? The whole thing is just always so embarrassing. Even if it starts off well I feel like there’s always one question or just one tiny thing that will throw me off and then for the rest of the interview I’m a nervous wreck. Starting to lose hope :/",1.5603233830845795,4.011675679104478,2.7760895522388083,91.07065174129356,83.25373134328359,6.2599004975124375,21.61990049751244,7.554174236665415,0.9038025870646762,527,17,109,9,15,169,87,134,0.21600000000000005,0.688,0.096,-0.9581,4,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,2,11,13,4,4,6,0,7,0,0,3,0,21,21,14,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,9,1,2,0,2,11,4,14,18,4,14,0,1,1,0,5,7,2,6,7,72,20,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14542838092319788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714986578205913,0.0,0.0,0.10120492967794682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406069348443182,0.15248703131943026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162209184546933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603837129296252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023624996742633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432274882982153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829636888197664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524951896633439,0.10631937667183927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550803640706265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14693217208351894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14781509101446091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4430524068694037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270753431558731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497406804884,0.1664951760710588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21880446041005608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616499127891387,0.0,0.2016930040589297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16671612667052213,0.0,0.14886354767743984,0.0,0.0953400001531066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21067575863284685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15558239896715856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966147110349905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380999627003748,0.0,0.0,0.16615587061976902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583730908423167 socialanxiety,Carlbeast098,2020/03/18,"What to tell her? There is this girl I like in university. I realized yesterday that she has blocked me on instagram. She did not only block me, but she she blocked many other followers. She had 60 followers and now she just has 29. I noticed that she **only** blocked me on instagram. Do I ask her on snapchat/facebook why she blocked me? If yes, how do I ask her in a way I don't seem needy? I don't want her to know that I was visiting her instagram profile.",-0.2850911854103337,1.9984000957446848,1.9668693009118563,92.92000000000002,95.91489361702128,6.515501519756839,24.79939209726444,7.7094869923839395,1.6977349544072946,355,17,79,9,14,119,54,94,0.121,0.777,0.102,-0.2062,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,10,0,0,1,0,15,17,4,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,5,3,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,3,0,25,1,7,14,0,11,0,0,0,0,18,5,0,2,3,57,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5384165365541888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15825795411133545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406850831396271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291951166454519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278498975581328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4380204988756997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26215239000576424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516939770035478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698491331798489,0.2285730992997173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25984349277615604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Zorillo,2020/03/18,"Social distancing is ruining my progress and it's getting me down. I'm so bummed that this pandemic has ruined this year so far. I had made a friend - first friend I've had in five years - and now I can't see them anymore because of social distancing. I was doing well, but the stress of this has caused my anxiety to climb and I'm afraid to talk to them very much.",2.8435999999999986,4.332443426666668,3.7596666666666683,90.3715,74.73333333333333,7.666666666666668,24.5,8.344100000000001,1.3146,287,9,63,5,6,92,54,75,0.124,0.774,0.102,-0.3919,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,3,4,7,0,2,2,0,8,0,0,2,0,6,13,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,2,4,1,8,3,7,9,1,8,0,2,1,0,7,3,0,0,4,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817655934858335,0.0,0.2356382638382735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484054267675767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24408366305019816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021049335288665,0.0,0.0,0.36714287345156377,0.0,0.1241377258536414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22482564031283991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17466549478406165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893387751379159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.484412536537454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27217335710774543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19097623739941447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960473036127902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21363357183632065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060169976169469 socialanxiety,crapchicken,2020/03/18,"anyone else get mini panic attacks when they have conversations with people they arent used to talking to? if so, do yall have any suggestions to overcome them without making it obvious that youre trying to get through a mini panic attack? asking for a friend",7.01850340136054,7.707088265306123,7.637142857142859,69.39952380952383,64.3061224489796,8.982312925170069,32.65986394557823,8.841846274778883,3.022668027210885,211,8,32,3,3,70,40,49,0.235,0.7070000000000001,0.057999999999999996,-0.8677,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,3,0,2,5,2,2,2,0,4,0,0,2,1,6,9,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,8,9,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,1,1,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15339505569959547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577235014537168,0.2311227006149183,0.0,0.0,0.2108771161533337,0.5132359437715355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18843444723654476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17427450499000105,0.0,0.23570160052780575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056945230159274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5293146222543582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638155122274705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813042912953435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531469442229859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948197006832735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174410344239645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwawaycassex8,2020/03/18,"Acting weird and impulsively Right so I’ve never actually been able to put this into words until now. Whether I’m at work, in public at a restaurant or anywhere with lots of people I have had this problem for as long as I can remember. So If I’m in work and my boss asks me to do something for example and it’s even slightly unclear, I won’t have the confidence to ask him to repeat it so because of my awkwardness, I’ll just go with my gut and guess what he said, doing something totally different making me look like an idiot in the process. This leaves me prone to more mistakes all because I didn’t ask for clarity/help, manifested by my anxiety. The other day I was in line at the bank waiting to set up an account, the woman at one of the desks said “you can come up now”. I couldn’t tell if she was talking to me because there wasn’t really any eye contact and there was still 2 slots available, but everyone was kinda looking my way so I impulsively walked up to the desk, turned out she was talking to the person beside me and I walked back to the queue with probably the most embarrassed face ever. This behaviour seems to be made worse/more awkward when I know there are more people watching me. It’s like I feel out of control and my body goes into fight or flight and my brain then acts on it. After this I go home to my room feeling like crap all day. Please tell me someone out there can relate to this :(",7.188735119047622,5.647428815972228,7.551607142857139,77.56125000000002,64.65972222222223,10.589682539682544,34.807539682539684,9.424239791934726,2.9644039682539685,1121,41,228,17,14,369,164,288,0.098,0.85,0.052000000000000005,-0.8851,1,0,2,0,1,0,21.0,0,1,0,3,16,12,3,3,13,0,20,6,6,4,5,48,41,23,0,5,7,0,2,3,0,1,0,2,2,2,12,17,0,2,5,0,2,8,5,9,0,1,12,8,30,3,45,26,7,43,0,0,4,0,19,19,1,10,17,160,42,5,0.1220419333410104,0.0,0.11909532218029413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299269966810402,0.0,0.09336174496241187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34227819967151,0.0,0.0,0.09384271354026824,0.0,0.2231868894372252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13556107555740862,0.0,0.13623915929921449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512831924198998,0.0,0.0,0.13688040567816945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15741390145542336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750784503994309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060754596685131,0.11039391573948798,0.0,0.11661629729949073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341613689403408,0.08718678156394914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871848635030745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444294870434806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180213538493335,0.0,0.12241800983204924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06707105489193138,0.0,0.0,0.1292247859440604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17887057216275487,0.0,0.0,0.10800327057111883,0.20496897392022365,0.0,0.0,0.10375568746569072,0.0,0.11547902817776255,0.0814639381762678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412626263912648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269877250192874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16921702013236273,0.10656230881655757,0.0,0.13396539430367205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158184562789282,0.11677764808423155,0.0,0.122685851215888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818318756055574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382497198222903,0.1042231442474281,0.23217965185765474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110239253919572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340573407879523,0.18790768543062075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746284561412297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961853663064653,0.21334005791199992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327465782516522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687120610168523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17769596196933296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,doodaawhy,2020/03/18,"the fact that some people are feeling sort of depressed for having to self quarantine is making ME so depressed like you cant even stand my lifestyle for a week? my god, how much have i fucked myself up for spending the past five years like this",9.900625000000002,7.098281145833332,8.27416666666667,78.48750000000003,60.45833333333334,10.433333333333334,36.5,7.1686216300943375,2.5734249999999994,197,6,38,1,2,59,42,48,0.18899999999999997,0.653,0.157,-0.5918,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,3,5,1,0,3,0,5,1,0,2,1,6,8,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,6,2,6,8,2,5,0,2,0,1,2,1,1,2,5,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5449252822081675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20893917445077287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15995069349429994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924506557858608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090948804933022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21115898996674384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325458399135559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30198172904036674,0.21930989255035352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33001096033368943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537483662157881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20371218661887427 socialanxiety,Abade89,2020/03/18,"Looking for a online job Hi.. Iam 31.. with social anxiety for 12 yrs, Iam located in sudan.. and never had a real job due to SA .. I want you guys to guide me to any real internet work so I can earn money.. here in my country 150$ is sufficient to for 1 month.. please guys if you have any good information write it in this post",-0.188804347826089,1.9021642318840613,2.9940398550724647,88.95888586956522,87.84057971014492,6.348550724637683,18.769927536231886,7.645422480735847,0.6785492753623189,248,7,55,5,8,89,54,69,0.025,0.88,0.095,0.5859,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,9,6,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,6,1,11,5,0,7,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,1,3,30,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889341686073718,0.0,0.16251669284361892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17818533218256516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4206997451141271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4216295893743109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17839683582647226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16956828478025046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16384750434987524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331962930479672,0.0,0.0,0.20345964035883066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4836084646675605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21655672534139814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530313604085194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546594918644044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lizanimals,2020/03/18,"Anyone afraid to apply lip balm in public? Me: sometimes self-conscious about applying lip balm in public Others: applying mascara, lipstick, taking selfies",9.69,13.09279466666667,8.265,57.18000000000001,60.66666666666666,8.133333333333335,41.16666666666667,8.841846274778883,5.028066666666667,128,7,11,2,2,39,19,24,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958124622880976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5905391746813695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5598621691326733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4256175859126809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ChopinLiszt101,2020/03/18,Darn it Corona Anyone else super anxious about how everything is on video or audio call now if you’re self isolating? For me even the thought of having to phone or video call makes me into a Big Panic TM,4.128455284552846,5.410266073170731,4.993658536585368,83.60235772357726,71.1951219512195,7.417886178861789,23.422764227642283,7.793537801064563,1.1468959349593488,163,4,31,2,3,53,37,41,0.11699999999999999,0.7959999999999999,0.086,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,7,4,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,1,6,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,3,1,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199385339723613,0.0,0.1980219704494421,0.2901747182222734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5783634101913797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365795851500398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18705276701760887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25452440006081845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890400565511416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322774460382744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954422665774375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248313753979624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,itsyimothy,2020/03/18,"Looking for a friend with SA. I'm 16F Hello, I'm a 16 year old female, diagnosed with SA, i'm a huge cat lover and I'm looking for a friend who can understand my struggles and with whom I can talk to.",-0.706666666666667,1.1645405555555577,2.0800000000000023,96.18000000000002,87.88888888888891,5.377777777777778,20.11111111111111,6.742157984588678,0.1695777777777776,155,5,38,2,5,54,27,45,0.054000000000000006,0.674,0.272,0.875,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,9,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,3,6,9,0,3,0,0,2,1,7,1,0,0,2,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120871689460696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4751187648231595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5164139033819404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226500264296195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214463416392825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471419182694687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32009900221583804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19800795335584406 socialanxiety,YeOldeAnonymous,2020/03/18,already a pro made my mom laugh by telling her I’ve been practicing social distancing for MUCH longer and I’m the queen 😂,3.4716000000000022,5.116423560000001,3.916999999999998,89.24350000000004,73.4,8.200000000000001,28.5,8.841846274778883,2.0914000000000006,99,4,21,2,2,31,24,25,0.0,0.847,0.153,0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4571015530838474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3919445359880518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4851289088623864,0.0,0.0,0.30449901626435083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222446483323202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620461278790224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,emanadniftnaci,2020/03/18,Am I an Introvert or just socially anxious? I am sometimes shy and/or socially anxious but I feel the need to connect with people. I also don't really feel like I am recharging when I spent time alone. But on the other hand I often feel drained after spending a whole day with other people. Is that because of my social anxiety and the constant stress it produces or am I actually an introvert that doesn't want to accept his personality?,5.518353413654619,7.067433626506027,6.86524096385542,70.48091365461848,68.1566265060241,9.388755020080325,34.315261044176715,9.725611199111238,3.713836947791165,353,17,57,8,6,120,57,83,0.264,0.687,0.048,-0.9342,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,6,0,7,1,1,1,0,16,13,7,0,2,5,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,4,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,10,2,7,12,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,6,45,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.1764625221328258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18728378138081528,0.0,0.14460847870830346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833330046202955,0.4085694474913897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023136956196787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19541135798501807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661941695552287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742969546097108,0.12918390991148354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834366657266862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340820346096429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507274140889699,0.15789246322873812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158433615422238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5529956221029712,0.0,0.0,0.17884400110828574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071384251798977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544254713109344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665732893945196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20188855214661625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,quizzy_face,2020/03/18,"That feeling after walking away from social interaction... Do you guys get that feeling of emptiness or dissatisfaction after walking away from a social interaction? For me sometimes it may be in something I said or did in the conversation or in the time that I've known them or something that the other person did (e.g. other person not saying bye, etc.) and then on my way home or at home the feeling and the thoughts just spin around in my head for ages, even when I dont want to think about it. Does anyone get this too and how do you stop these thoughts??? (I try not to think about it but the anxiety stays) :(",5.224067796610168,6.2608044152542375,5.362500000000002,82.88747881355934,68.40677966101696,7.594915254237289,28.309322033898304,7.645422480735847,1.56484406779661,483,16,94,5,8,152,72,118,0.111,0.858,0.031,-0.8711,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,1,0,8,0,0,0,7,0,7,1,1,1,0,25,18,12,0,1,9,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,2,3,11,4,0,1,8,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,5,5,9,0,20,11,1,20,0,0,0,0,14,9,0,6,8,72,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323028790672595,0.0,0.0,0.11263502071490268,0.0,0.0,0.14340062101955514,0.0,0.0,0.3026910489733505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096737415176766,0.0,0.18879149856267152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17965338196655292,0.10639573093828687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24434964376325904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683214892726407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595003867159228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653206272335662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32316462385413675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28130802398255844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15322959824723406,0.12810198911840429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284136188722116,0.0,0.2480236223607928,0.15931809385993972,0.0,0.0,0.17169615758181192,0.0,0.13467504209000006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20643470637388112,0.0,0.2557684540541941,0.09393049538458564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936676573872477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501264922236646,0.12786250538256946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fatty_god_76,2020/03/18,"I think I need help Im 17 years old, I started to have panic attack and anxiety when my ex told me she's going to study abroad in a few months in September in 2018. Of course I was scared to lose her, I told her about my panic attack 2 weeks later, she thought I thought too much and threatened me if I keep having panic attack she's gonna break up with me, so I had to live with it. Afterwards long story short I broke up with her. Then I quit school in April in 2019, since then I've never really talked to anyone. Then it got worse, I started to have negative thoughts like killing/ harming myself, so I asked my mom for help, she just told me to ignore it and let it go away, sometimes she even got mad and said im troublesome because all she thinks about is work and money. And I returned to a different school last month. I don't like the students around me because I'm scared to talk to them. Last night I called my mom and told her I bought the wrong cable, then she was furious and kept yelling at me, at that moment I couldn't take it anymore so I screamed, she casually said ""Why the hell are you screaming?"", obviously there's no reason for me to scream but I have told her about my mental health issues a lot of times, and she doesn't listen. My teacher is probably the only person I can talk to and my good friends have disappeared. But I can't ask my teacher for help all the time. I don't know what to do anymore, my school grade's terrible and I have no talent whatsoever.",3.749339826839826,4.460407808441558,4.573506493506496,88.39573593073595,71.56493506493507,7.684848484848485,25.705627705627705,7.793537801064563,1.1706432900432904,1167,34,256,14,21,377,163,308,0.18600000000000005,0.738,0.076,-0.973,1,0,0,0,1,1,30.0,0,1,1,3,12,27,7,5,8,0,20,1,0,1,4,36,49,22,1,3,4,3,0,2,1,1,1,7,0,1,7,15,0,3,7,1,2,3,9,21,0,0,17,7,56,6,35,29,5,40,1,2,0,0,38,12,1,2,26,161,63,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633732314464427,0.0,0.1643122655446307,0.05792443852880747,0.0,0.0,0.07374616175785037,0.15489053234517988,0.2827312062098679,0.0778319609131891,0.0,0.0,0.10099835791637783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459004757125026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655134046826962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054715779669110745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06400284522211121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416103720980766,0.0694832026125023,0.13251122560045914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805623866952791,0.0,0.0,0.1665799732208229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17896525434769925,0.08646460838129927,0.0,0.07363299539355019,0.09165142736089324,0.0,0.045527314069962126,0.13505314188164852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471065971902525,0.0,0.08094397530945675,0.0,0.07315022828707349,0.07331178595292903,0.0,0.09267802537865896,0.0,0.07042855934510725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348436635511339,0.0,0.0,0.1940450413097596,0.13224598617319272,0.0,0.060897756359596614,0.06142564215374299,0.06389218014101604,0.0,0.0,0.07774078101689975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692782197382251,0.0,0.0,0.06300440610829022,0.0,0.2915886220180887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233367224250031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931674060380722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811173017117954,0.0,0.0,0.053070143906270684,0.08517447040067098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576017545543263,0.0,0.16587682938542642,0.2515189138758182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852703202632186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193198772232173,0.0,0.11727074481070908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062286213904083725,0.1997536672598131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616249176917134,0.0,0.1972997918467567,0.09661064864819592,0.0,0.0,0.39579120988811894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06645015102484303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747512273306246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060309323318210525,0.0,0.08442218044996644,0.0,0.09057376209337696,0.0,0.05334696639943511 socialanxiety,91377,2020/03/18,"Is it a problem to dislike people? I have done strange behaviors because of SA. Now, I am good but still prefer to watch people from a distance than deal with them. I would like to unpack my personal baggage to understand myself. After a lot of self discovery I bet I would understand why I am better off alone. Do you think this is a crazy approach or a self aware approach? Can you relate?",3.086466165413533,5.302921631578947,4.325864661654137,83.38605263157895,76.10526315789474,6.974436090225563,27.962406015037594,7.957251820313856,2.022419548872181,308,13,56,5,7,101,55,76,0.145,0.738,0.11699999999999999,0.2359,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,1,1,2,4,0,0,5,0,10,0,0,0,0,12,13,2,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,11,3,11,10,1,6,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,3,4,44,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21995663927348225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294619395902873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18782858975823655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189494870055124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173335460027515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17813022636679465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375578631077227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805537849024513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944684209712879,0.18543781699808567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20321436702529336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4431072637107231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16960309446951655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608144112158987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4421801079977021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19163556866913906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30173047152534305,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,darknessinhell904,2020/03/18,"Crowded places My best freinds, everyone. No one understands the pain I have. This social anxiety is killing me with me being sober it is so much worse. When I'm in public in a crowded place I get to where I'm not mentally there and make dumb jokes or say dumb stuff for reason I have no idea sometimes. I realised at night I feel so embarrassed by my actions because I don't sleep and almost I do it think and think. I over heard my best freind, my roommate said I was embarrassing today in the liqour store. I know! I cant help it sometimes. I wish people would understand.... I'm trying so hard to be better... does it ever get better",1.1615104166666654,3.608231921875,2.6723750000000024,91.10179166666668,85.25,5.600833333333334,21.81458333333333,7.0316486544052195,0.7267733333333335,498,17,102,7,15,162,86,128,0.23800000000000002,0.65,0.11199999999999999,-0.9436,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,4,7,11,3,2,3,0,11,2,1,2,1,19,26,8,1,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,6,4,0,0,8,1,1,1,5,6,0,1,3,5,18,5,10,20,3,13,0,0,0,0,8,8,2,2,4,66,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464193287059782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185875552322047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913503673836243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069000857413404,0.25864139378105344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795908627534966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226537311321676,0.0,0.13972054501443568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393379102976351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527889988547616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098540153320404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800893360535001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16506584483174308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177200329732958,0.0,0.08035930278361451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760373210769176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473564959997285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748934660681778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13721861453921075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908321421250244,0.0,0.1555895795722556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137131269865704,0.0,0.30553989476863386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033966303927904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908976811148988,0.11628090241645647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632671776801628,0.14905401637837834,0.0,0.0,0.2892328503686278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16738819772934066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18738517732963464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860052326973546,0.0,0.0,0.09927454133997543,0.0,0.0,0.30444268250639744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681470701863463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14901181189838286,0.10387128738225936,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,blibberyblubbery,2020/03/18,"Anyone else dislike writing emails and texts more than talking to people in person? I've had bad social anxiety for a while, (more like 10 years probably lol), but I've been working on overcoming it by talking to people and trying to get more involved in campus life at my school, and I think I've been getting better at being social. One thing that I have not improved on whatsoever though is writing emails. Because of the corona virus, my classes are all moving online, which means I've been sending and receiving a ton of emails to my professors, and even the thought of sending an email makes me physically dry-heave, so it's been a fun week... Does anyone else out there feel like writing emails, texting, or other online communication is more difficult than in-person conversations? If so, do you have any clue as to why that is?",11.678076923076922,8.163664500000001,10.661538461538463,64.93346153846157,57.84615384615386,12.964102564102564,42.66666666666667,10.504223727775694,4.484635897435898,666,26,114,10,6,213,102,156,0.077,0.835,0.08800000000000001,0.5879,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,2,5,6,0,0,6,1,13,1,0,1,1,19,20,13,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,4,0,0,4,1,2,0,1,6,1,7,4,20,13,6,14,0,0,0,0,19,7,0,2,5,75,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091872626273135,0.0,0.1228290368589236,0.0,0.0,0.22453653798923395,0.3290282714274158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340620681685242,0.09787674341401983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420035165838297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050836924684396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26825690547343395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604929501538296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118467169634863,0.11470510122364125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677734164320626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340927011039555,0.15688438635475566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071759859346504,0.0,0.0,0.17489844238364993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17065136558310984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880056472719908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226261260579834,0.28039205485438723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17311235317099755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162496715821716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32734426886967993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581063539347941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066698643236791,0.1028812664032353,0.1577507671367928,0.12746782225385772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901065580753128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287926757594691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488169606441073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689061655392413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033962818785026 socialanxiety,rslmnk,2020/03/18,Social anxiety People think self quarantine is so hard-try having social anxiety.,9.706923076923076,12.679395076923079,10.35692307692308,43.96307692307696,59.769230769230774,14.430769230769231,36.07692307692308,13.023866798666859,7.24783076923077,68,3,6,3,1,23,11,13,0.254,0.746,0.0,-0.34,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49023434445208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870295765095153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222135937390957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342635080001358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6532470137488272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20530947519159698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21754126204488725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hippocamps,2020/03/18,"need to make a phone call to an office i have to do a placement at. i'm shitting myself I need to like introduce myself and ask a bunch of questions and stuff but have no real idea of what to say to them/how to say it. I'm so bad at new types of interactions like this and at initiating contact with anyone. Plus phone calls scare me anyway, even easy ones. I've left it too long as well, I probably should have done this at least a week ago, so I keep thinking that they'll already be judging me for that. It's a really small industry as well so like I actually NEED to make a good impression. Last time I just emailed after they emailed me first and it probably wasn't ideal but worked ok, but like the teacher specifically said we need to call them. I'm terrified!!!!!!!",2.247983725135626,4.092157613924051,3.7481374321880665,88.2913924050633,77.29113924050633,7.2990958408679925,23.943942133815554,8.192908349453996,1.2896929475587702,605,20,131,11,14,200,96,158,0.109,0.7120000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.8725,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,3,3,9,13,1,1,8,1,9,1,1,2,0,24,22,13,0,6,4,0,0,4,0,2,0,3,0,0,10,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,3,2,2,3,3,15,10,22,16,2,14,0,0,0,0,18,6,1,1,12,84,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.12884653123194706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704053184628793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457032470619767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232152459884936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343434356228357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024321150606203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4044656636826859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511703573479636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720747800006386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230839582528533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074419298871073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490507698147715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735824408780088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076256609218375,0.0,0.0,0.14345576529334042,0.0,0.0,0.2580213601533382,0.0,0.0,0.11684629186129908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17626797866360958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3916073475810455,0.0,0.12751964927041418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946992861636115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847108361919654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790874896235598,0.0,0.0,0.15028405673494255,0.08458461955864405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559495292019884,0.2099981136327261,0.1321894710888712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553141739465974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114780259294144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460231418961736,0.0,0.0,0.07699032223894081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591003397272984,0.0,0.2374295701587724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612261797743764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Tagichatn,2020/03/19,"Hey, has anyone noticed yet that social distancing due to Coronavirus is similar to life with social anxiety? 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I know this kind of seems like our ultimate dream because we do not have to face people in the \~real world\~, but is anyone (particularly college aged students) a little bit nervous about the whole remote learning thing? One of my classes is purely discussion based and we're doing it using Zoom. I've never used this before and honestly I am nervous about seeing everyone and them seeing me even though it is through a webcam. Anyway, just looking for any experiences or if anyone has advice. I never participate in class because I get super nervous.",7.238859890109887,8.723610990384618,7.677362637362638,66.48192307692308,64.09615384615384,9.019780219780221,35.049450549450555,9.23628265651192,3.6413258241758246,469,21,66,8,7,154,79,104,0.076,0.8059999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.7726,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,1,1,6,8,0,4,4,0,8,1,1,2,3,18,16,7,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,0,3,9,4,10,16,2,7,0,0,3,0,4,4,0,3,4,51,14,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19051096796815964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132578311012604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726387149098041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376895073106943,0.0,0.16589513092835131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21284394031551104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876810059069774,0.0,0.0,0.18629098456056256,0.0,0.19070660050834293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101857651012367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030190402940089,0.1071439682160788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952467644424638,0.19539940687569032,0.0,0.0,0.16371584778542564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007276777964643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321087713132319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515951893029302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22190519641915385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31071300442292016,0.17748268957645305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952161367253942,0.0,0.19154551331985506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367627039968221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176639493915672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,acryliccloud,2020/03/19,"hard to say hi to my boyfriends parents who ive known for a year 17f my boyfriend and i have been dating for about a year now and i really struggle with saying hi to his parents, i try super hard and i really like his family but my social anxiety makes it super hard.. i dont know why and i know it sounds stupid, but idk. they are very joking people and will mess around with me about it and i always end up with crying bc its something i struggle with. i dont resent them for it, its just how they are yanno.. any help or anyone who struggles with a similar thing?:/",1.2489548022598882,3.364334432203389,2.8450000000000024,92.17959039548029,81.79661016949153,5.628248587570622,19.155367231638426,6.816661863887847,0.16548926553672327,445,11,95,5,12,146,71,118,0.20199999999999999,0.6629999999999999,0.136,-0.7699,2,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,3,2,6,10,2,3,3,0,8,0,0,2,0,21,11,10,0,0,4,2,3,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,9,12,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,6,19,4,15,9,0,7,0,0,0,0,15,2,0,1,6,65,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259438940802216,0.0,0.0,0.1001927433472036,0.0,0.1127107491246128,0.0,0.0,0.10301994564884932,0.0,0.0,0.13115924416473418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184040313856682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453506697552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049493670851978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889417443786636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959492306741493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875543738970248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16194274955960114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198036052464185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834714959735354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271958072474826,0.0,0.0,0.10214342668633736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887729421177412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343331562905533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15018931479665767,0.0,0.11342555775753906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4620790929452774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788272076700903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000306848676518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156667293461215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294677639310848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897576124546318 socialanxiety,BARRYBOII,2020/03/19,"Got my first interview tomorrow on phone. Please give me advice. I really hate my voice which not only hurts my self confidence but makes me stutter almost everytime I am in a conversation with someone on phone. My first job interview is tomorrow and they're gonna do it on phone. I'm super nervous and I can't stop thinking that I'm gonna mess this up. Moreover the interview will be in English which is not my first language, I'm so scared that I might start stuttering like a lunatic. Please give me some advice on how to keep myself calm and collected, I really need it.",4.805951327433629,6.0401979469026585,5.791316371681418,78.69989491150444,69.53097345132744,9.897787610619467,30.054203539823014,10.125756701596842,3.089974336283186,460,18,87,12,8,152,73,113,0.179,0.648,0.17300000000000001,-0.4309,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,4,2,10,1,2,3,0,8,0,0,2,0,16,22,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,0,1,7,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,7,0,3,1,1,14,3,9,16,1,14,0,1,0,0,10,7,0,3,8,53,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383295450793899,0.0,0.0,0.1733484344628785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4417514530826739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321330050402023,0.0,0.0,0.13845489614491618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17091400806007978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853218712520716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17178870487186926,0.15387147290889985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457464372730591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155547857522157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836463530703033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836166696811238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316608229207295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800538688290834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218022278382127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331708375148872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18059541686218689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466787355795522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225308174460612,0.0,0.0,0.14473086327501405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092431381402304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,imavegetarian,2020/03/19,I am so embarrassing. I frustrate myself constantly.,5.88625,8.406575125000002,8.094999999999999,44.15000000000001,110.25,11.6,41.5,8.841846274778883,7.860050000000001,43,3,4,2,2,15,7,8,0.607,0.39299999999999996,0.0,-0.7328,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dizson,2020/03/19,I'm having trouble being me and doing my own things. I feel like I'm catering to people and then I feel sad because they control me. I'm a gamer and I'm regularly on discord and I see this power play that isn't really there in real life. This one dude constantly talks and when someone tries to talk more or be in the center this dude tries to overtalk or bring others down. What to do?,1.4258333333333333,3.489765950617283,3.218009259259261,90.0247916666667,80.85185185185185,5.531481481481482,21.23611111111111,6.6274283507984215,0.3919740740740743,306,9,64,3,8,102,57,81,0.106,0.833,0.061,-0.5574,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,2,2,4,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,1,0,11,14,9,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,3,7,2,8,12,2,9,0,1,1,0,3,5,0,2,4,43,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329412736321022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894777349299383,0.3004446155600776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708913201953761,0.1913699695666439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892080503663649,0.13087020508205313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18151904787636786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18571081196027595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049004208609182,0.1716075987173882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21346171100149025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269696372398034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4306155922495161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779642620209223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637391129389028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,alpharusin,2020/03/19,"Social Anxiety HELP! Hello guys! Can anybody help me with what drugs(medications) to take? i feel antisocial and so much frustrated. I have some adhd and severe social anxiety. I tried bromazepam (diazepam) and he helped with my social actions and communications, but i was more depressed. I've done BDI test for depression and it was 35. Any tips what to do and what to take? I have E.T and also should take a visit to psychotherapist.",3.856794871794868,6.943077756410258,4.733589743589743,76.5614102564103,79.12820512820512,7.56923076923077,25.333333333333336,8.515128840125781,2.3307333333333338,347,13,57,8,9,112,53,78,0.209,0.743,0.048,-0.9281,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,8,0,0,0,0,13,12,10,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,9,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,3,1,7,0,7,8,3,2,0,2,0,0,10,0,0,1,0,40,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21201212921152068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410760718537645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996574954061505,0.0,0.26990835959370474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303885629266678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805300328824188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919886584669158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17467494584465115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547343751217168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19595321158141085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968262109094691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992945823315632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5394873856323638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39791808236167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197717088714074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AntiquePlate3,2020/03/19,"I can’t answer the phone One of my responsibilities at work is to answer phones. I was doing really good but all of the sudden this week I can’t do it anymore. The problem I have is calling people when it is bad news. For example, I have to call people to tell them their order isn’t ready or that they made a mistake. I don’t want to tell them bad news so I just don’t call them. This makes it worse and then they call me and get upset. I know this sounds kinda insane but I just wanted to vent. I think most of my social anxiety is just being anxious to disappoint or upset people. I get really anxious around rude customers.",1.431769230769234,3.538672176923079,3.46846153846154,88.00653846153847,81.07692307692308,5.8461538461538485,18.46153846153846,7.010146845296331,0.22184615384615336,493,11,102,6,13,167,74,130,0.303,0.6509999999999999,0.046,-0.9908,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,6,1,6,9,1,2,4,0,15,0,0,2,1,25,23,9,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,2,1,20,1,12,20,2,7,0,1,0,0,15,2,0,4,4,73,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300543268355452,0.3337632156598362,0.14649859443240032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150216152761884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24668014025440302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6033547419522141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435525671734515,0.0,0.0,0.12390056805136547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118307537692937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977628149900553,0.09860427935897974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009892780754932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072314455751375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134813627186876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18926649116117492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058198649960558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582276666185537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465304232811786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17425822365863813,0.0,0.11849211247490272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754195455831253,0.0,0.150539349376559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,everydayawkward,2020/03/19,"Internet Friends? I’m a 22F looking for someone to talk to during this self quarantine period even though I still have to work. If you’re into the office, paramore, horror stories, and existential dread slide me a message!",6.313916666666668,8.292483225000005,6.4250000000000025,72.74666666666668,66.75,9.333333333333334,35.833333333333336,9.725611199111238,3.9185833333333338,179,9,28,4,3,57,36,40,0.166,0.76,0.07400000000000001,-0.5983,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,5,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,2,17,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626533603953967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072342654004839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339376551612325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4148503406639877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33693946657447504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175750310619101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196273072373733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907029187456662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895041709812831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,coldcomposure,2020/03/19,"The greeting “how are you” ...don’t know how to respond, freaks out inside My bf recently told me when someone asks “how are you”, I just say hi or good and then end the conversation. He also said that it can come across weird or disengaged to others. Which he is completely correct But legit when people ask me that I FREAK THE FUCK OUT inside. Like I feel this immediate attention and I don’t know how to speak, just mutter one word and end it, or a stutter out a response. Does anyone else feel this way?",5.460733333333337,5.590572139999999,6.0139999999999985,81.63033333333334,67.6,9.066666666666668,28.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.0130666666666666,394,12,80,6,6,128,68,100,0.124,0.8,0.076,-0.608,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,0,9,7,1,0,5,0,6,1,0,4,1,24,16,15,0,0,6,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,8,7,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,2,5,9,2,7,14,0,12,0,0,0,1,14,4,1,3,7,53,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105077940872515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955950497143852,0.21915945545865634,0.0,0.0,0.3999236234424076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18425055290411327,0.22426355990618468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18717988918052766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17868080779663773,0.0,0.37889280590245417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21630224495145348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977413539199839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17940395540282764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23510085649242546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449769721705686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449399616377185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828701602470387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21119430442507325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20346196693864144,0.1700969197395482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18123150655169826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20438467398686916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16977892744236708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Leilani29,2020/03/19,"I feel awkward while driving sometimes I generally love driving because it's relaxing for me in some ways..but I feel like I'm wronging people that I pass by on the highway sometimes 😂 Like I'm saying ""fuck you, you're driving too slow and I'm better than you because I'm passing,"" lol. I don't know why I feel like it comes off this way. I know it's an irrational thought. I can't hold my head up high and just pass someone, lol. I'll look away real quick as I pass. I just can't drive as slow as some people do sometimes, but feel almost a little guilty for it! Also, if there's traffic buildup and I'm driving by everyone on the opposite side...I feel like everyone is staring at me! I feel 10x better when I have sunglasses on. I don't feel as exposed.",2.2516110304789554,3.709365830188681,4.022767295597487,88.0056748911466,76.23270440251572,6.6533139816158675,28.58297048863087,7.321109707123232,1.551431156265119,593,26,126,7,13,200,86,159,0.055999999999999994,0.775,0.17,0.9277,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,2,7,11,1,1,4,2,7,3,1,0,0,24,26,12,0,1,4,0,7,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,1,10,1,0,10,4,3,0,0,1,10,18,8,17,25,2,26,0,0,2,2,4,10,1,4,9,67,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396429323871056,0.0,0.0,0.10698617176587484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569347949888526,0.0,0.0,0.16310568153798236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23664028394592115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152421600713932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556706717508956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4735127325405826,0.2867236851939239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236801757281026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137299896646462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413490252433064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704721429477394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26143835467451026,0.1340856556571399,0.0,0.0,0.11234397863724713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074432995054672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18549649667669108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227427877771307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638956650771778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133538540797741,0.0,0.3969442565078731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106208713621237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619067364886006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071829810992475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627064736964132,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cantthink_likegrapes,2020/03/19,"Im a boy, and I'm only anxious around other boys, not girls. It always seems like boys want to find somethinf wrong in what I say, try and find some flaw in me, try 1 up me and just be mean. Like youll just be chilling and then outta nowhere: ""You know im better at life than you, Im smarter, Im fitter and I have more friends than you"" ""You know you look like a nerd but you ain't smart lmao"" Kinda inferring I have all the negative qualities of a nerd and also dont have the one positive quality of a nerd ""You're never going to achieve anything in life"" - Random boy I barely talked to in school ""YOU GO THE GYM? loooool shut up ur a nerd wdym looool go back to being that indian youtuber that makes maths videos for me"" and there have been quite a few times where when I end up trying to politely join a group of boys and join the convo, one ends up using this moment to humiliate me and ridicule me to impress his boys. Girls have been so much more accepting, i feel calmer and more open because Im.less judged and they are more accepting, the only time ive had a problem was when this girl made fun of my appearance but lol she was the one who was desperate and kept looking for boyfriends 24/7 so I didnt take her seriously",2.218475304223336,3.952173181102364,3.3143020758768778,91.86439513242664,77.03149606299212,6.665425912670008,22.962777380100214,7.520522993642371,0.7844157480314955,964,29,213,13,22,310,149,254,0.146,0.6829999999999999,0.171,0.7125,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,8,1,3,11,18,1,0,14,1,20,2,0,4,2,41,38,20,0,2,5,0,1,3,1,1,2,1,0,9,8,14,0,1,10,2,0,4,6,8,0,3,9,4,26,10,25,25,8,27,0,0,2,0,27,13,0,5,13,130,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030096924927844,0.09395732677387747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756588494556986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292239230069822,0.10052150039579473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682743876003805,0.0,0.06883413477573322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986733168892167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233976647076262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20002473962901504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05709504054126153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206411122273328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872406356882915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925227397644164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6098573626386294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241142266991542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951550309709853,0.16549898297399732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18964638126250816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684631623392764,0.07537404702301406,0.0,0.0,0.1230014662847631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830081687519494,0.0,0.08708979095647162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295497114496912,0.17175937791439347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804785694122104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010283800747812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897974085350144,0.0,0.11427965875582898,0.0,0.10279685891810103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490073959605639,0.09075969905367652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168749565863086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299929660135745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752542136433903,0.0,0.0,0.06660232004929181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234587705325398,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DankDuccc,2020/03/19,Why do people think I look confused? What makes facial expression makes a person look confused. I either get I look high or I look confused.,2.10923076923077,4.975895692307695,2.8296153846153835,86.35288461538461,92.07692307692308,4.138461538461539,21.884615384615387,5.985473137389443,0.6875692307692312,112,4,18,1,4,35,17,26,0.27699999999999997,0.723,0.0,-0.7096,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,1,1,1,2,0,8,9,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,9,1,1,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,4,0,9,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270057791173472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568405348148605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8165457811046694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245322145969911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852970627394007,0.21225896296577912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15576383522491305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219353138057534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,OddPizza,2020/03/19,"Online classes... I’ve been stressing about a presentation I had to do in May for my college class, just got an email that all classes have been moved to online and no student is to step foot on campus for the rest of this semester because of Covid-19. I know I shouldn’t feel good, but I feel fucking great.",4.957786885245903,5.6820594918032805,5.059139344262295,85.95297131147542,68.8360655737705,7.411475409836067,31.643442622950825,7.1686216300943375,1.8087344262295089,243,10,49,2,4,76,49,61,0.055,0.8140000000000001,0.131,0.7709999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,3,0,8,2,1,0,1,9,13,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,4,2,5,2,10,7,2,5,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,1,34,7,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22183175781695744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680003604945024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364222573998582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30522438764885584,0.29104629730482545,0.4012041010005401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19999145168649687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867710661462713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4168494064047872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Ghost2040,2020/03/19,"Social anxiety I’ve tired various of things to make this away, even when I ride my bike somewhere I feel as if every person in their car is staring at me, it’s even hard to cross the street with feeling everyone is watching you. Anyone else deal with this?",3.785,5.398029019607847,4.42171568627451,86.0702205882353,72.52941176470588,7.452941176470588,26.47549019607843,8.07648339933343,1.6105254901960782,204,7,40,3,4,65,44,51,0.11900000000000001,0.851,0.03,-0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,6,5,3,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,9,5,1,8,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,1,1,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20467397293258166,0.0,0.0,0.1870762259235499,0.2741351932830713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513707490945693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27583089395013866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235025528731842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534266992979508,0.0,0.2254212636822221,0.2556541856258516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705612568859249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23967102443228114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178590790949589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23361314764558644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27273213948270525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774742423799034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30750779714264864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,imolboy,2020/03/19,Anyone else’s heart skip a beat when you realize you’re up in here living life? It’s terrifying thinking about it so I try not to.,-0.4357142857142868,1.8118882857142853,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857143,94.71428571428572,5.6571428571428575,17.714285714285715,7.1686216300943375,0.3811142857142862,104,3,23,2,4,36,25,28,0.14400000000000002,0.856,0.0,-0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905625421757698,0.4257805515743417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471390852846563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4924292933796069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935155776843329,0.0,0.0,0.366938667541152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26626795421438265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28213148344883504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AcasualNarb,2020/03/19,"Need some help Hey everyone, I'm kind of drunk but I have a question. I feel like in public situations I'm 'fake' as in I act differently in public than how I normally would when I'm by myself or with family. I seem to say the dumbest things and whenever I'm in a conversation I cant really think and just say whatever comes to mind. I feel really stupid too because I'll say things that either dont make sense (I talk just to contribute something to the conversation). Also, I always say stupid shit even though I think I'm somewhat smart but when conversing I become an idiot. If anyone has some tips I'd appreciate it! Also sorry if my wording is off. I tried my best",2.1905486425339333,4.328359536764708,4.628235294117649,80.5135972850679,78.63235294117645,8.302262443438915,22.961538461538463,9.057496981413335,1.9626986425339368,531,17,105,14,13,186,87,136,0.187,0.6940000000000001,0.11900000000000001,-0.8981,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,10,9,4,0,5,0,6,2,1,2,0,28,19,14,0,5,8,0,2,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,4,4,1,0,6,1,0,2,2,5,0,0,0,6,15,4,14,18,5,9,0,0,0,0,13,5,1,8,3,66,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24635657758680854,0.12816587493828496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770184128275724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389568022069854,0.17011479780723732,0.0,0.0,0.16164570838209807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268380240312191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16092928944468732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18052282393765712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173581940987013,0.0,0.0,0.14718292710694394,0.0,0.0,0.1452064280969048,0.0,0.15576509202350194,0.11003955718693373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324352606250677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603992629026052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525161575143204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281668302029497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15552708976960306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114211806449254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091737440967798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17254962669099366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19735201103429406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.489965554672657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14022375706637133,0.0,0.0,0.15811029192263462,0.0,0.1731369515123565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858035200921438,0.0,0.17242474908656213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380403570170498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20466229505316388,0.19739329597504704,0.15133437289582413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457672907092698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109418984285439,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,1398_Days,2020/03/19,"Had the most awkward experience I got a tattoo recently and it was soooo awkward. I’m completely terrible at small talk and didn’t know what to say, so I just kind of sat and watched. Then when I did talk, I had to keep repeating myself because he couldn’t hear me. The tattoo artist said I was freaking him out because I was so quiet lol. Thank god it only took like 20 minutes. I’m gonna be cringing about this one for a loooong time 🤦‍♀️",0.7070212765957429,2.8195720425531974,2.7632340425531936,91.99400000000004,83.8936170212766,5.887659574468086,24.293617021276606,7.1686216300943375,0.9790204255319156,348,14,77,5,10,117,70,94,0.11,0.774,0.115,0.1187,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,2,4,1,9,0,0,0,0,9,20,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,4,4,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,4,0,1,11,5,9,3,7,6,1,9,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,1,6,43,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30083865809569577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25871752950863475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413733716563622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19735221499969424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781103958466833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21932684830482854,0.0,0.2569569702127851,0.13560988865629564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055184567054895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16720731989483015,0.18766801142873524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436404233929341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347201545242267,0.19622918172909476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966640411975222,0.0,0.22717850608220014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388460612964565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27415346754844555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,loserlonerlover,2020/03/20,"The worst part about looking for a job is applying to it. I'm so fucking sick of filling out the same personal details TIME AFTER TIME. Why isn't there a standard application form that can be used for ALL jobs? They all ask for the same fucking shit! And then job interviews? Having to ""sell"" yourself to somebody? Ugh! And all the other hoops you have to jump through just to be considered. Why don't they ever make anything easy? And then on top of everything, you have to deal with the constant rejection. That's the reason I stopped looking for a girlfriend. I can't take rejection in any form. I'm too sensitive and it puts me completely out of commission for days. It's basically saying ""you're not good enough"" to someone with no self-esteem. And I've *never* been good enough. I was thinking about getting a delivery position or something now that everybody is staying at home and more desperate job opportunities have opened up. I feel more comfortable dealing with my social anxiety and agoraphobia when there are less people around in general. But it's so difficult to find information about available positions, let alone how to apply (not to mention the fear of putting myself out there and being rejected), so I've already given up. Yes, I know it's the usual self-defeating behaviors. I'm not looking for false hope or platitudes, I'm just venting. (Side-vent: I have so much anxiety about even posting about this, I'd appreciate no downvotes to make me feel even more worthless. But this is reddit, so I realize that is a tall order.)",4.750937139561703,6.909510764705884,5.479260380622836,77.22654916378316,71.11072664359861,9.107324106113033,32.80291234140714,9.621722640351123,3.4740068050749717,1237,60,215,31,24,401,167,289,0.17,0.7659999999999999,0.064,-0.9841,4,2,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,2,2,2,23,16,3,1,13,1,20,4,1,5,5,48,41,21,0,1,9,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,12,16,0,1,8,0,1,4,9,11,0,0,3,6,15,5,41,34,16,33,0,4,3,2,14,13,3,3,13,154,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154482136728618,0.11884973679703237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732397601550589,0.0,0.16478056108669376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862800439977446,0.09587592138739504,0.1006850536271971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292150416831802,0.11638554528785522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945765370793283,0.2220681448594328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225659835463254,0.0,0.1422697985945622,0.09742090501539878,0.0,0.0,0.09679390396466456,0.0,0.0,0.12119255319128745,0.10891281162717556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843593885208997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19913401116316196,0.05626885629425644,0.0,0.0,0.1806674656043793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803198009721708,0.10697049884474508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4275029173446485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05918915751959492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101306475930738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27132287326198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378130407075845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917196450945993,0.0,0.0830649554424742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662871134776255,0.0,0.07466568757378962,0.09403957179975284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314692327970733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21653669186337368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073363865582384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564744107077622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247093824510819,0.0,0.11055260339004222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978668739952067,0.09125394393573867,0.08291279755489196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479397501763106,0.0,0.09004210481420563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097707060870463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900987436181746,0.0,0.0,0.12560158704115412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301830548871427,0.11861644271218025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943651743854816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,makaveli199010,2020/03/20,"Clomipramine Hey guys What do u think about clomipramine Is it any good for anxiety or social anxiety And also depression Iv been through alot of srris Its would be great to read Experiences Pros and cons Thanks",4.886842105263156,8.00827373684211,3.6413157894736834,85.87671052631579,74.78947368421052,8.010526315789475,27.921052631578952,8.841846274778883,2.47182105263158,174,7,31,4,4,50,35,38,0.14800000000000002,0.6459999999999999,0.20600000000000002,0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,6,7,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,18,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323739825536529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976020357278108,0.0,0.4445805700368953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502731788092261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842396482453029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437218453311911,0.0,0.3203617004640741,0.0,0.2877164942637444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906552097840745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962062256898257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26752387065143746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861897366996453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064172622825435,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,blackmack97,2020/03/20,Can I still borrow from a neighbor? My neighbor in the apartment across the hall from seems nice but is it still acceptable to borrow a hair clip from her?,5.537999999999999,6.5300948000000005,4.813333333333336,87.27000000000002,67.66666666666666,7.333333333333332,28.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,1.3913333333333333,124,4,24,1,2,37,23,30,0.0,0.828,0.172,0.6381,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,6,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4951853777768164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8687873397074981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Atlas_Marvel,2020/03/20,"Another Day of Embarrassing Myself So I wanted to post about getting my first job and how stressful it was but I decided to wait until I was more used to it. That in itself was a big achievement for me and I've also recently opened a bank account which was the most embarrassing moment this year so far. Still trying to settle into my job and today I was just out in space. Constantly zoning out and saying all the wrong things. Everytime I needed to have something in my mind, I would have it AFTER I've talked to someone. Just so many failed conversations and misinformation coming from me because I either don't know what to say and I force something out or I just can't think for some reason. I hate myself so much. I can't be with everyone else. Everytime anyone looks at me I feel like shit. I try my best to keep to myself but I always fuck up my image. I hate how I sound, how I talk, how I move, and how I act around anyone. I can't sleep at night because I keep rewinding every little interaction. And since my imagination is so vivid, I can make myself feel the same anxiety and embarrassment I felt. It comes involuntarily so I spend hours trying to figure out how to fall asleep every single night. To add on top of that, no friends, depressed, and Netflix is acting shitty because of COVID-19 making everyone stay at home. I have nobody to relate to in my life or even share my thoughts with. Just me and my brain constantly fighting it out every fucking day. Any advice or stories you can share so I don't feel so miserable and alone?",2.821806941923775,5.108886976973687,4.2574863883847565,83.20947368421055,77.25657894736842,6.693103448275862,22.98275862068965,7.753152298057669,1.2128159255898368,1227,38,232,19,29,406,165,304,0.207,0.731,0.063,-0.9944,2,1,2,0,2,0,27.0,0,1,0,5,23,19,6,5,5,0,19,7,4,10,1,66,42,33,0,3,10,0,4,1,1,1,1,3,1,0,12,25,0,3,11,1,3,6,6,14,0,1,7,9,44,5,41,33,9,45,0,3,2,2,11,22,3,5,16,170,56,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977416455452512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574822763900656,0.0,0.08165197334349945,0.08495812619672866,0.0,0.0,0.06943374631083371,0.10706421420357752,0.07810874620033857,0.0,0.0,0.14278600489758372,0.0,0.0,0.09089358551742883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18672367476972332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715111568113372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398105209509715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17590590684539484,0.0,0.22067479217999053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131696365381099,0.0,0.08794142399313352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529420681763819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743826770045691,0.0,0.2580793056513451,0.1951281603028393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548794913413964,0.07294261901322259,0.09803518140329454,0.0,0.0,0.08684901612071527,0.0,0.0,0.07888475748279132,0.18878571398498314,0.05334476089032214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20161174349533498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241793642751416,0.0,0.10055118486179077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20264354393847187,0.18150821152385316,0.0,0.0,0.05611330428808972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211858142299657,0.049882515689893256,0.10233433163139508,0.0,0.0,0.08574105791041213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630949323091562,0.103516722003117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309522816442684,0.0,0.0,0.10851965092245966,0.07505767477995301,0.07570830433720684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19163406363448024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778673890498167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497919925223737,0.1008146924253966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16239328700394687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480757175521956,0.08446090613084715,0.0,0.10217703931184856,0.0,0.08651179604742966,0.15720821966537346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882853415291836,0.0815398284929362,0.0,0.1169589869299434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16413353232870298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783289662404847,0.0654236728688955,0.0,0.08105861636423885,0.0,0.0,0.09678199122340997,0.0,0.0,0.2079643185035118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881844699094212,0.0,0.0,0.060223172646881075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253125591906942,0.11163393177670357,0.0,0.06575117859616994 socialanxiety,jellychimp,2020/03/20,Post-quarantine fears I’ve had social anxiety for a couple of years now but it’s recently been getting better since having therapy. I’m worried that following this period of quarantining my social anxiety will be at a higher level than it is now due to the little opportunity to exercise my social skills. Wondering if anyone else is feeling similar or has any thoughts on this.,6.630869565217387,8.471912086956525,8.432579710144925,59.184521739130446,65.81159420289856,12.476521739130435,35.53913043478261,11.979248473330829,5.531925217391303,310,15,44,12,5,109,57,69,0.111,0.768,0.121,0.4138,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,1,3,0,8,1,0,0,0,6,14,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,2,2,8,9,0,11,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,6,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325159733528108,0.0,0.2981448382107685,0.0,0.0,0.13625526077375302,0.19966386462870164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723436760554971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21561619150960706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16278604336277475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21927910625669145,0.0985304103454904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180975805349878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953075310503266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866283410516328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924072631081868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611956689775106,0.0,0.0,0.5959258896176222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22284694509289846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15470231719965816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113245201787991,0.0,0.1978964959679343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548770437591186 socialanxiety,jaylucilferr,2020/03/20,I can never get past the interview stage at jobs So I know there’s basically an apocalypse going on but costco called me in for an interview tomorrow. I’ve only worked 2 jobs. One of them being amazon where i didn’t have to interact with people that much but the work was extremely difficult. Second job revolved around people more and i got fired for being too “in my head” when i was just nervous because I wasn’t used to anything yet. How am i going to survive going to work everyday (if i even get the job) and how do i PASS an interview? i can’t “fake it till i make it”,1.9753312788906,3.9638788135593215,4.193636363636365,84.10275038520804,78.66101694915254,7.680739599383668,23.43913713405239,8.575989854853784,1.6853796610169491,452,15,91,10,11,156,80,118,0.139,0.843,0.018000000000000002,-0.9407,4,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,4,11,3,0,1,6,0,11,1,1,4,1,14,20,10,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,3,0,2,5,1,14,0,14,13,2,18,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,7,68,17,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370799692033907,0.14829024347482958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154474978071194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700953439594136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100235740497211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17406085447065126,0.0,0.2840113193863639,0.0,0.13322809919221576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709576701242735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6612141065438819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154722533706697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119248857922542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245441528587918,0.0,0.12847566196542232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287794971365027,0.12669050834758636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15901809325164915,0.23096921165001705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387040008515628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638135473962194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pngo1,2020/03/20,How do I not end a phone conversation abruptly? I am aware that I have some slight social anxiety and I find it hard to keep a conversation with someone on the phone (or irl lol). I will run out of things to talk about very quickly and it would just be awkward silences. At this point I would like to hang up the phone but I don't know how to end it right. A guy I am interested in said I'm kinda strange on the phone because I would end it abruptly when he still wanted to talk to me.,3.2123855755894577,3.766892291262135,4.3543966712898765,90.05145631067963,72.68932038834951,7.439112343966713,26.36477115117892,7.447530270364453,1.0222188626907074,378,12,89,4,7,124,67,103,0.06,0.884,0.055999999999999994,0.3998,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,6,1,10,0,0,2,0,19,15,7,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,4,0,1,0,1,7,4,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,2,10,2,15,9,1,18,0,0,0,0,12,8,0,3,9,60,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153818307155886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075372600175342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5263463980791395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810505222729617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961400822209936,0.0,0.0,0.17744958509859207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760713487600039,0.0,0.0,0.10886499389132134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677668842995953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18725892421211146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16916763841141724,0.1884287970563396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20192764272984404,0.1678408760225104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158194799671903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318434214862622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160208564255027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634448611303103,0.1168385181642258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4221520100841045,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,moonotacow,2020/03/20,"Quarantine with family. I suffer from SA, and have it even with my family, for the past years I went away for college and dont live with them anymore so it is ok, but in the last few days I came home for my father's birthday and end up with them under quarantine and it is fucking killing me, I am stressed all the time and dont know what to do nor have anywhere to go, what can I do?",5.8556024096385535,3.8840933253012047,6.577198795180724,84.86531626506026,67.55421686746989,10.227710843373494,31.59337349397591,8.841846274778883,2.136086746987952,298,9,71,4,4,99,54,83,0.141,0.8390000000000001,0.02,-0.9034,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,2,5,2,1,3,1,10,1,0,0,1,13,15,8,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,10,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,2,0,10,1,14,13,2,13,0,1,0,1,3,4,1,0,6,53,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074604247459189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965410386904085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392578107995529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491034544316935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4903386122487294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18528038823986648,0.0,0.0,0.13816812582837354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944117252853299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19339292937012795,0.0,0.0,0.11888758705452172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20983478386861448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23143791470267366,0.0,0.11496543953293248,0.17051789825408573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847187412381596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19969567528730534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23962661814911995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121980462852844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19392137139459856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471160258729362 socialanxiety,Efnitey,2020/03/20,"Dealing with sudden extreme self-awareness Hey guys. I've been experiencing something during social interactions over many years now. When I'm talking to someone, especially if it's a group, sometimes I suddenly become extremely self-aware of myself. It's almost like an out-of-body experience where I become aware of myself and how everyone is looking at me. It makes me lose focus, and I sometimes stumble over my words or forget completely what I'm talking about. I do use techniques like deep breathing and mindfulness in social settings, when I get anxious and notice my mind starts to drift off, but I obviously can't do this while I'm in the middle of a sentence and 5 people are looking at me and listening. I'm sure some of you have also experienced this. How do you deal with it?",8.092094594594593,7.907080101351353,8.447972972972972,67.44533783783785,62.17567567567568,10.643243243243244,38.09459459459461,10.125756701596842,4.0307,637,29,104,12,8,211,98,148,0.036000000000000004,0.9059999999999999,0.057,0.4228,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,1,8,4,0,0,4,0,8,1,1,4,2,23,19,15,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,7,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,5,15,3,16,18,1,20,0,1,2,0,13,10,0,4,10,68,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344980258713502,0.0,0.0,0.1145614614785526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618380659218246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164291377454031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15912469070908172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15020078404813705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29538049210081563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688687673152386,0.0,0.14013147752293287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484514482105624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418455788901829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399749121952105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24059726913424398,0.16026638690783054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562423367430953,0.1452387061149975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28929466187657943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309746420792434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931540407361092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988936932403592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920621124719712,0.12138001550353282,0.1102851692606419,0.2833669273980218,0.0,0.1013970597885138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13501671932540502,0.0,0.0,0.2302868696401257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237268536062764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225191756512817 socialanxiety,BeeEma93,2020/03/20,"Fear of groups and painful physical stress Hello, I'm 26 and every time I am surrounded by more than 2 or 3 people at the same time, I panic and I zoom out. This doesn't depend on whether the people are nice or not. I have amazing colleagues at work and we just skyped and checked on each other. I feel like I'm under interrogation and that I need to perform. I hate hearing my voice and lots of people listening to me. Because of this I talk softly, succinctly and I sound void of energy. I don't know what to do about it as I'm only growing older. People keep saying it gets better but I feel the same about it as ever. I feel like someone is just hitting me over the head with a shovel in a situation like this. I've read as much as I could about it, but I don't know how to apply it. I just genuinely feel horrible whenever I am in a big group. I tend to want to cease to exist in moments like that and I can't help the feeling at all. What do I do as I can't make connections easily other than when I'm one on one? I have such strong physical reactions that I feel like jumping off a roof. For some reason it doesn't go away with time and experience and I only dislike it more and more? I can't see the good parts of myself unless someone else mentions them to me. I think I hate myself and I don't know how to stop.",1.4465957446808524,3.0939627801418434,3.663809929078017,88.88580000000003,79.0,6.6396595744680855,21.918297872340425,7.554174236665415,0.7762287659574465,1032,30,228,15,25,355,142,282,0.14,0.7609999999999999,0.099,-0.9109,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,1,4,11,16,2,3,10,0,18,2,1,5,2,54,45,27,0,3,10,0,7,5,0,0,1,5,0,0,17,18,0,2,11,1,1,3,9,6,0,2,0,13,35,10,43,43,11,27,0,0,1,0,11,16,0,5,13,163,52,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180691526209467,0.0,0.0,0.07254291625622923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524818105212164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501393971011148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941145133220204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764471790722316,0.10026487257397848,0.0,0.0,0.11640743511747302,0.0,0.13391107584835316,0.3610279194871999,0.25504656965436995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06217397756467063,0.0,0.06763195340825533,0.09981378415095986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23498097671906895,0.1221310601874259,0.0,0.13412464530722068,0.0,0.07976497371919809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577503097529947,0.0,0.0,0.1962022472493732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906934401439422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117180492873136,0.0,0.0,0.07943519881376107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874806468327758,0.08823896361628868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612785628195533,0.18101376895142576,0.12662721926488338,0.13962397953599054,0.0,0.12886828274617693,0.0,0.33000583909414594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190348626005038,0.0,0.0,0.122354553101949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463569068755777,0.0,0.0,0.09482971173022893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376397449699692,0.0,0.0,0.20166113323072654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949155133557562,0.13631714357703992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564982939558264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625209863649453,0.0,0.0,0.20817422200513566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019085140748596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663535291465066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dramatic-depression,2020/03/20,"My teacher wants to do daily calls So my school is shut down for a month, but we’re doing distance learning. My math teacher does daily calls for questions and stuff, but she’s making them mandatory next week. Calls cause me huge anxiety. There’s very few people I’m comfortable talking with on the phone. Now daily next week I’ll have to join a group call with everyone in my class and my teacher. Thinking about it makes me want to puke. My dad got mad at me today because I didn’t join the call. Once he finds out it’s mandatory now, he won’t let me skip it again. I don’t know what to do. Thinking about it is giving me an awful headache.",1.7376048951048944,3.869270371212125,2.7624242424242453,93.34248251748257,80.13636363636364,5.576689976689976,22.275058275058274,6.67199483983844,0.4523442890442895,507,16,108,5,13,161,86,132,0.105,0.7509999999999999,0.14400000000000002,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,7,2,1,0,5,1,10,0,0,3,0,18,20,5,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,15,1,15,16,1,16,0,0,0,0,15,7,0,1,9,61,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460627171897297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335586990146884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6981377861753134,0.0,0.0,0.1404703799521951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966272005459692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066161185271746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497853507194337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117415254776796,0.0,0.0,0.10936404026272704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514912018116454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398266442441167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825509764324812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914513310771896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908506006587123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14562439737624014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479879363098596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15318089394735396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838890252156388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565354022787224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990700604087224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17523585600576996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961420793329026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128254094639196,0.16130643156197416,0.0,0.21937030494479234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,khmln,2020/03/20,"Social anxiety is killing me I hate work so much.. I take everything personal.. I am nervous all the time.. I feel like everyone hates me.. I feel stupid. I make so many mistakes. I can't open up. I can't defend myself or be direct. I am so slow.. I come home crying although it is not THAT bad. But I am just too sensitive and anxious and this is overwhelming for me. And sometimes my manager shouts at me or criticizes me in front of a group which makes me feel so bad and like a litte child. I hate my brain so much. I feel like everyone is judging me.. My frustration tolerance is so low, I wanna give up already and quit.. But I need a job. And it wouldnt be better somewhere else bc teamwork always sucks. I also have a crush on a guy which makes all of this suck even more and I know that he would never be interested bc he is just not.. He rather talks with the others. Another reason for me to quit. I hope I will be strong enough to stay there for 5 months but leave as a more confident and bold person. This might sound exaggerated for some ppl but it is actually hard for me. I suffer everywhere. I need help.",0.21842105263158013,2.5876734736842124,2.331017543859652,91.88678947368423,90.57894736842104,6.022456140350879,19.442105263157888,7.42949916751922,0.6780884210526317,864,27,188,17,30,289,130,228,0.184,0.701,0.115,-0.8058,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,5,13,23,8,2,8,0,21,1,1,4,3,43,40,23,1,8,11,0,5,3,0,4,0,2,1,4,11,11,0,0,6,0,0,2,6,15,0,0,0,7,34,8,17,32,8,14,0,3,0,0,12,7,2,5,7,130,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.11512756712830355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301894602559572,0.09434537225576184,0.09816549085057093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237081325862569,0.09025132443156622,0.13327931031506227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19701008031416806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434019327490493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170024372560307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162588596297158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959110682199046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855381767219308,0.0,0.0,0.12190075489488113,0.0,0.07792204168437114,0.0,0.0,0.2254622658525003,0.10602923029393944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386088609504565,0.16856416966585352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317333850143453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681479766853105,0.0,0.0,0.10568333175419738,0.3494306545020239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907683240917224,0.0,0.11833955680741726,0.1171767972165639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707298553381525,0.0,0.1305229750254184,0.0,0.06483652953847605,0.0,0.0,0.12491955977828592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291135728043733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23624970752569355,0.11960915667028164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515390259431552,0.0,0.0,0.09416732530813056,0.0,0.17345188310333318,0.17495543250370055,0.09099037159593336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20602420207659827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509640163331808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129898674828092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202616847207859,0.0,0.0,0.11668129013587533,0.0,0.0,0.12574672902897324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870327692571743,0.09482464766687376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687927599373017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588794007829575,0.0,0.0,0.08380677232471719,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lia_juu,2020/03/20,"It is impossible to be honest looking for a job when you have social anxiety Every job demands to be ""good with people"" ""outgoing"" ""having good communication skills"". I feel bad for lying so often, but is like there is no place in the world for someone like me. I struggled a lot in my previous job because I had to deal with people all day. Not only that but, I don't deal well with negative feedback (I always feel like I am going to cry), I hesitate a lot to make decisions and I always get overwhelmed easy. I am everything a employer don't want. I miss my days as a student so badly and I didn't even liked it back then.",1.9871428571428569,4.0607850952380975,4.425634920634924,82.03464285714288,79.0,7.374603174603175,24.785714285714285,8.344100000000001,1.8036952380952391,486,18,95,10,12,170,81,126,0.221,0.619,0.159,-0.8697,4,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,8,13,0,2,6,0,13,0,0,1,1,17,21,9,0,1,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,5,1,0,2,3,15,8,14,17,3,10,0,2,1,0,4,4,0,3,9,70,18,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468553255868531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134768434617847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406143831957599,0.2477091852669282,0.09042441571612052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629404314618015,0.19132925012656515,0.3058563697790162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797470986860506,0.0,0.1249797083884776,0.0,0.13331507813563606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000655410437075,0.10597146365947148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749958071956839,0.0,0.0843029228254417,0.2488348574349047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4416025893259234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898784425448888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245651105676752,0.0,0.0,0.25222039090109744,0.0,0.0,0.09901561462813983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281642053230795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20567538998291807,0.0,0.15497983438047916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512101507370012,0.12568484344240394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507328065974835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749257756223637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13337212463887732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rilynblue,2020/03/20,"How do you deal with coworkers who like to joke around a lot? So I recently started a new job and my coworkers like to joke around and make fun of each other a lot. I am a softspoken, quiet type of person and I have a lot of social anxiety especially in big groups. When I meet new people, I am always reserved and tend to observe rather than say anything. I prefer one on one situations where I am usually more comfortable but the place i work at me and my coworkers are always in groups. I really want to have a good relationship with all my coworkers but whenever they joke around, I never know what to say and usually just smile or laugh at their jokes. Literally my mind goes blank when usually when I am around my friends that I have known for years I can easily joke around with them and am not that socially anxious. Does anyone have any advice on how I can be less serious and more comfortable around my coworkers?",5.931984848484845,6.335144350000004,6.787373737373737,75.54590909090913,66.6111111111111,11.434343434343436,30.808080808080806,11.20814326018867,3.5197777777777777,733,26,142,22,11,244,102,180,0.012,0.738,0.25,0.992,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,3,1,15,14,0,0,7,0,14,0,0,3,2,37,19,17,0,3,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,5,18,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,3,25,13,25,18,8,27,0,0,0,0,16,15,0,4,14,108,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872449705124357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18515874489948747,0.0,0.0,0.0756623638968536,0.0,0.08511556256924713,0.12569503603140553,0.0,0.07779737689490933,0.0,0.09155961606305844,0.5942836653971327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470682557316528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973666260028462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596118665206927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332176605944699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041093400161517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06114699946469504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871454457672902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837743782088724,0.0,0.0,0.07426863036644209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234347970345533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858125541708276,0.2149161695260978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15078879573473666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713545773301703,0.0971501857345408,0.11624570606447646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07127765226916935,0.0,0.10985836642447673,0.11945436281081205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17696092503338928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506379195393466,0.0,0.22683635979872535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875222069047902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676200099633732,0.0,0.06562554731574938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100047709794109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164944808421192 socialanxiety,Selfconscioushoe,2020/03/20,"Dating with social anxiety Just for some context I [F19] have never been in a relationship longer than 3 months so I’m basically constantly in the dating stage and I kinda feel undateable. Does anyone else get the feeling that the person you’ve been talking you doesn’t really want to talk to you, rather they’re just bored and want to waste their time? I’ve been talking to this guy that I used to have a huge crush on in the early years of high school. We’ve been talking for about two months now, he clearly shows signs that he’s into me, and we even made out at a party amongst other things about a month ago. I just can’t shake the feeling that I annoy him or that he thinks I’m stupid. It feels like he hates me but obviously I know he doesn’t because he’d stop talking to me if he hated me right?",5.894511378848728,5.193529843373497,6.175622489959839,83.63798527443106,66.83132530120483,9.064524765729583,28.082998661311912,8.167268648758528,1.576260508701472,638,16,137,7,9,205,104,166,0.14,0.784,0.076,-0.9065,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,2,1,0,9,7,4,1,9,0,10,0,0,2,3,31,25,7,0,4,7,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,9,7,0,1,6,1,0,1,4,6,0,1,5,4,16,1,20,19,1,25,0,0,0,0,21,10,0,4,14,79,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334293419483755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064449290175941,0.0,0.0,0.09729285704475474,0.14256967201126633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482101033768469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036544389871154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176602351800997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623712109049487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190342909912856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814219450718321,0.09940464136122866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269709939866192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377746301713261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27475217270074803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14701348252656896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647001113765768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797882567735666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166160253700912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33319070898957776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073165818542388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149534482775785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913933489142885,0.0,0.0,0.14938879314689454,0.0,0.1188283830371261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082135481613592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418399848896066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633077824635285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5591941699244701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244122095731884,0.08915798234346375,0.0,0.0,0.08113609960375619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592366096272945,0.0,0.0,0.1201759098255992,0.0,0.0,0.16414170370036701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960430014509853 socialanxiety,quikeeoats_,2020/03/20,That moment when... You realize that after days of resting from seeing people you have to do online classes and see your classmates. 😳,3.5687499999999983,6.7151217083333385,4.24666666666667,78.86500000000002,81.91666666666666,4.866666666666667,24.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,1.3867666666666674,107,4,15,1,3,34,22,24,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,4,4,1,4,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,4,14,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3478901889217242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739754910991101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.859717830749826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Yewzirname,2020/03/20,"Need someone to ""pretend text"" when you're socially anxious, at a gathering, or trying to blend in? I gotchu! Dm me. Like what it says above, when ever you are in an anxiety provoking situation, just PM, text my phone, or hmu on Instagram. I'm down to talk about what ever until your anxiety goes down. I don't get notifications from Reddit so text and Instagram are the best ways to reach me. We can have a normal conversation, or I could totally just make up a scenario that'll make you look busy and occupied.",3.882954545454545,5.684063292929295,5.565542929292928,77.20164772727277,72.63636363636363,9.798484848484847,28.536616161616163,10.125756701596842,3.0923828282828287,402,16,77,12,8,137,73,99,0.091,0.8290000000000001,0.08,0.3595,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,3,0,1,8,2,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,3,3,17,13,9,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,10,2,14,11,2,13,0,0,1,0,10,7,0,3,6,53,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554510196673955,0.2624574600452429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24380735308226556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18549002046322235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42029666359037865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137853041287334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135006764803924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19509176593008154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101531564404044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17226364064868974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276259973569689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18475158756434729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611393911503009,0.0,0.2368227764531896,0.19684547258923568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18673142978832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577312244412646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184406198701178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dont_give-a-fuck,2020/03/20,"Am I the only one? When I'm out anywhere (usually college) and I'm alone and the place is crowded or so so, get the feeling people are judging me for being alone, except when I'm waiting for someone, and feel even better when the show up.",2.57377551020408,4.103342244897959,4.3589285714285735,85.62982142857145,75.53061224489795,5.716326530612244,28.5765306122449,5.985473137389443,1.2832000000000003,186,8,36,1,4,63,34,49,0.081,0.826,0.094,0.1689,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,11,9,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,5,10,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,26,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6149677108222283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625711100426778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960900812973484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002284714995293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15511042700908534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20117730701990216,0.2257948107580457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20582303329452287,0.0,0.3101821721531415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515501316770207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269774488247952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,aestheticen,2020/03/20,"I have a feeling everyone finds me annoying. I don't think that they hate me, but I think that I annoy them a lot. This feeling can just come from people not replying to my texts and shit like this and quite frankly it's rather trivial so I'm not sure why I keep fucking overthinking it? Because the next time I meet them, they are happy to see me and are willing to hang out with me or talk to me so I know I am always overthinking it. Yet whenever I know that, I still get hella anxious about it and I keep deleting stuff on my IG Story and everything because I'm scared people will be judging me. I'm so frustrated and tired man. idek what to do anymore.",2.6567446524064167,4.158187816176472,3.9818181818181837,88.5359090909091,75.25,7.298395721925132,27.06951871657754,8.00094639256281,1.5929352941176471,517,20,110,8,11,170,85,136,0.228,0.696,0.076,-0.9742,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,4,1,8,10,6,1,3,0,10,3,1,0,1,26,26,11,0,1,6,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,11,9,0,2,7,0,0,2,3,7,0,0,0,3,23,3,10,23,1,8,0,0,1,1,7,2,2,2,5,75,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755251873063607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20033208983394096,0.17586341575932612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21619708243183675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527538375465846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16944613079912707,0.1593725030393452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17932645229819688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207613621631112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393845324662026,0.09264745095983112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18877076659360376,0.0,0.17507636932532233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152375761986715,0.0,0.0,0.19491153472085526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866343357623115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15075937237411804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885921512194932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24587617675040066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886119674025037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775379684185805,0.0,0.1413088145747596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820263921395196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161573012023534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20300008451688728,0.0,0.0,0.16713114674792626,0.0,0.0,0.14253089838149555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22725142722807415,0.0,0.0,0.10340237604100797,0.20381440768836664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16001247535589247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,goldenmirror,2020/03/20,"I don't like going into the kitchen when my roommates are there I've lived with them for a year and a half and I still get anxious because I don't like being in there when they're there. This isn't a constant thing, but it comes in waves and I get hungry and they just hang out in there because they don't have a desk. Does anyone else get anxiety around roommates they've had for more than a year?",2.2069579831932766,3.690981964705884,2.750420168067226,96.97117647058826,76.41176470588233,5.327731092436975,21.55462184873949,5.288315135182226,-0.2047142857142852,317,8,73,1,7,98,52,85,0.09300000000000001,0.907,0.0,-0.5661,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,3,0,9,2,0,0,6,0,8,1,0,0,0,11,13,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,9,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,0,8,2,10,11,1,15,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,8,50,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18945442080051214,0.2797782159925878,0.0,0.17316524187257762,0.2537505063312969,0.0,0.22046431976412467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019348227022477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21333175423982592,0.0,0.2676256947621589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167234425509652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068829079502584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3881665473657541,0.0,0.1407473183818603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24198219988993305,0.0,0.21868277528604185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19777658368347184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16453012967547045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31896175688029194 socialanxiety,watsupducky,2020/03/20,"Socially anxious extrovert It has always been really really tough for me because even though I'm extroverted, I'm also easily anxious. Halfway through any interaction, whether it's going well or not, I'll start freaking out. ""I don't have any friends. Maybe we could be friends. Or is this a very casual experience for them? Am I that desperate for a friend or companion? Why am I so desperate? What if they have enough friends in their life and are not interested in investing any time in making another friend? This is just a casual interaction, just stay cool. They don't notice the craziness that is in my head right now. They'll probably never even see me again. Oh I work with them? Just leave work at work and go home. Oh I go to school with them? This is community college and everyone is so much younger than me. What did I expect?"" I'll go home and think that we got a long well. I'll make jokes and they'll laugh. But I've never learned how to have a casual chill conversation where I'm not cracking jokes. Maybe people just want to be with casual chill people and I don't qualify. Maybe I'm too un-chill. Maybe all anyone ever thought of me was ""yeah she's nice but she's not my friend. I don't know her like that"". And that's it. I'll have no one to invite to my wedding aside from immediate family. At my funeral, it will be the same. I'm so lonely and there's even less to do with this quarantine. I was already mentally self quarantining myself with anxiety and now it's physical! I think it's torture I never imagined would be so bad but it is. Every interaction I have with people where their friends are mentioned, I'm immediately reminded by the fact that I can't come up with any relevant stories of my own. You need to have friends to talk about them. I feel like an alien.",1.8550229193525285,4.314738879888274,3.6134636871508414,85.50553001002724,81.98882681564245,7.694141240509956,23.70462684429165,8.617729084823388,1.840648245237072,1421,52,290,36,39,474,176,358,0.146,0.754,0.1,-0.9749,0,3,0,0,0,0,43.0,2,1,10,3,25,27,1,0,9,2,36,2,1,3,6,58,59,24,1,6,16,0,1,2,9,4,1,0,2,1,19,20,0,0,7,6,1,5,13,5,2,1,6,3,40,22,33,44,6,27,0,1,1,0,34,11,0,4,12,191,59,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941180019373352,0.06820519811118958,0.07096688042095735,0.0,0.0,0.23199647130681464,0.08943244898263321,0.06524548385865618,0.19270350090979413,0.0,0.05963571578714522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121235115434384,0.05199108977702057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346850745937168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809594271187905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812583954801413,0.0,0.16899678796867526,0.07714834861296217,0.07185925601698724,0.08149683519918664,0.0,0.0834285375091402,0.08040242556038744,0.0,0.04312443801719504,0.06093013526588515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5271495878667845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19388572408774288,0.0,0.06821302017960153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753062659266768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17110267781994648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04687233974789562,0.0,0.0,0.09030822730279957,0.0,0.0,0.06024180349886232,0.08333532493087148,0.0,0.0,0.07547765575254699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386149788614527,0.0,0.34273512497736863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859507674320818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06269687514587785,0.06324035641194363,0.19733929198204145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710154456973916,0.0,0.0,0.05779370799654216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17738496147593993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195544908102678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927601886734807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283592951729569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631653492005835,0.06796390758101002,0.0,0.08897452641811995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694090484195087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06036765297431585,0.09090621362969296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855168118272903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092988788014375,0.08379553722900082,0.0677095575447225,0.04973242150573653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037196060099403,0.05030537846262487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15336924327210558,0.0,0.07695962293380536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862731736069137,0.0,0.0,0.06058651709986342,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,atleast4ships,2020/03/20,"In social gatherings with alot of music and alot of people I don't know, I feel overwhelmed. My go to strategy of extending my hand out to shake with the first person who seems like they'd shake back -> this strat doesn't work in coronavirus age. I tried ""hey!"" and smile but got demoralized .. demoralized after getting ignored a few times. Got like a sweaty/stressed/too warm feel and then clenched up. I was looking for someone who had no one to talk to strike up convo but didn't find anyone. I waited a bit to find someone who wasn't in a convo for a while and got increasingly warmer/more stressed/clenched up I left the pub and went to where it was colder outside.. and went on a walk to take my mind off what happens. My usual strat of just trying to shake hands with the first person who seems like they'd shake back isn't working b/c people in my area are being urged not to shake hands and they have stopped doing so. &#x200B; What might you try in this situation? &#x200B; Current plan is to say ""ok I'll say hi! I'm \_\_\_\_\_\_ what's your name \[smile\]"" at least 10 times before giving up.",5.059373776908025,5.612386630136991,5.058659491193738,86.65613013698629,68.54337899543378,7.718330071754731,27.515003261578606,7.447530270364453,1.2994811480756687,868,26,180,8,14,270,129,219,0.12300000000000001,0.7859999999999999,0.092,-0.5870000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,2,3,5,5,12,0,6,11,1,16,3,3,0,0,30,34,12,0,0,4,0,6,3,0,1,0,2,0,2,10,11,0,3,7,1,0,10,7,7,0,3,10,9,16,5,33,20,6,39,0,1,1,0,20,16,0,5,16,107,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524011614097559,0.2830596733343392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144200679706319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17912412382784387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991116201903769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716049985508654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778648844097513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21291202385753533,0.19814709897639946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06085336419537075,0.11173340398279352,0.0661954092886531,0.0,0.2794670197106687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102998430794458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401159711015368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655039507703006,0.0,0.0,0.1707113600433671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780963934295694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356153616884415,0.11760651583373935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892645367554142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149815646028606,0.20340290129874936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18525114129300332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120688753338422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092274573907034,0.0,0.11873156328589345,0.19737772722962826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737828983980787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757468151576321,0.09361816842713856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583498267250346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23723657585710964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282807233574503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21594692713202196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695903298972936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830596733343392,0.0 socialanxiety,anksioznostubia,2020/03/20,"Feeling bad So today I met two of my high school teachers while going through the park with my girlfriend and while we were approaching them I recognised just one of them and thought I didn't know the other person so I wanted to just pass by because they were talking but as we got closer I realised it was another one of my teachers and just said hi and felt pretty anxious because I really liked those teachers while I was in high school and I haven't seen either of them since so I was really anxious for those few moments while we were passing by them. I actually didn't really want to talk too much with them just because I was with my girlfriend and they were already talking, but I feel like I did something wrong by not talking to them any longer. Any similar experiences?",4.9388277511961745,6.351079868421053,5.170143540669859,82.6069138755981,69.39473684210526,7.632535885167465,31.581339712918663,8.00094639256281,2.2621763157894743,628,27,116,8,11,198,80,152,0.085,0.83,0.085,0.2219,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,3,0,8,0,8,4,0,0,2,0,12,0,0,0,0,27,24,16,0,2,8,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,4,12,0,0,5,0,0,4,4,2,0,3,17,5,28,2,17,7,3,14,0,0,1,0,21,4,0,0,8,90,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.13290077004002096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15028789325348071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852263126992278,0.14280598896530175,0.0,0.3077094984824021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371208491802827,0.2490585602022257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321892604366814,0.0,0.0,0.1377224506244773,0.09729341333506378,0.1307627496062305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739931895407577,0.0,0.10892274468464704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877822066538535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484588545837192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307008393350458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011454860170274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18457031469686727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891493838459374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855312330768801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617383867164308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954687872959955,0.0,0.0,0.2756609770511955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265690705940952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484490756220337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4378540781516434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811881411695193,0.0,0.0,0.12909120076676736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330368154541718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606555428896724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489012378976997,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,vapingsmurf,2020/03/21,"Reaching out for help I'm just off of a webchat to a mental health helpline, talking about how I'm feeling about the isolation/loneliness caused by the coronavirus, and basically just catastrophising as I usually do. One thing hit me big time....I felt a strong sense of being melodramatic and that my feelings were insignificant. They are there to help us all, but for some reason I felt pathetic and weak for complaining about something everyone is facing.",10.267962962962962,9.669265148148153,9.206265432098768,65.12569444444446,58.012345679012356,13.5320987654321,42.47222222222222,12.602617957971056,5.598577777777778,371,18,60,11,4,116,62,81,0.152,0.747,0.10099999999999999,-0.8074,0,1,1,0,1,0,11.0,1,0,1,1,7,3,0,0,5,0,5,3,1,3,1,16,12,6,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,4,6,1,14,7,2,4,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,1,43,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504994543730621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330075741786237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465941325364084,0.0,0.4682653650296439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591994219563456,0.0,0.0,0.3268928540875206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24574181033155396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16523797114512254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507167445130909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18772639401877173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19599608867282134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16200202643584186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218994964354315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29331957335092623,0.0,0.2685645366983279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CoffeeCollaboration,2020/03/21,""" You don't seem like you listen to metal "" I've been a fan of metal ever since I was 14. Favorite band was Megadeth. Started playing the guitar at that age too. I was in it for the music. I love the blazing fast riffs, high energy solos and passionate vocals. In high school, I was one day talking to my teacher about an assignment. And somehow the conversation ended up in music. So she asked me what type of music are you into? When I said "" I like metal "", she instantly gave me a sarcastic look and looked at me like '' Really?.....You? ''. It was almost as if she didn't even believe me when I said it and she wasn't convinced. And then in art class one of my classmate also asked me what my favorite type of music is, and when I replied, she said '' Really? You don't seem like the type of guy who listens to metal. "" The funny thing is I never had this problem with other metalheads. When I see other metal fans and talk to them about metal, the just reply normal and we go ahead and talk about music. It's only the normies who react like this. What do they even mean!? Do I have to dye my hair blue and have cheek piercings, and only then I'll be classed as a metal listener? Or do I have to run around beating the shit out of everyone, and only then will I be '' the type of guy who listens to metal ''!?!?",1.9109090909090904,3.781606151515156,3.6734848484848506,88.3177272727273,78.3939393939394,6.066666666666667,21.984848484848484,6.996647511020387,0.6559803030303031,1000,29,205,11,24,335,133,264,0.075,0.8220000000000001,0.10300000000000001,0.8911,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,1,4,2,2,16,11,1,0,14,0,23,5,3,1,2,30,42,25,0,3,3,0,1,5,0,1,0,7,0,2,16,17,0,0,3,4,0,2,5,2,0,2,13,12,34,9,32,26,0,29,0,0,4,2,33,12,1,6,20,151,50,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624797769354382,0.0,0.0,0.10082379043009702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223532564358946,0.23573008984456897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420456882984445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130928255542595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166686579807493,0.0,0.0,0.16654543647084966,0.11404393137163632,0.0,0.1204720470050349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716525065323546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24967224989770234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664147013282578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079744494897884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21174597747067034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378948155278787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733489421420242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723841178001996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352876370333715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708661763205297,0.2876618878049809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063873262079987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076820191443228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597845058530705,0.0,0.0,0.12759672969858818,0.1004671046272359,0.2295516658701576,0.0,0.0,0.12941630455985653,0.10429225835667556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923800180620997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040079288061356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376000571006388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,what-the-fuck-is-up,2020/03/21,Help I’m 16 and I live in a pretty populated area since it’s a major tourist trap. I’ve had social anxiety for a long time but it didn’t stop be from living until these last few months. I have no friends and am terrified to approach people. It’s not just shyness it’s so much more than that I spend my days crying and abusing substances in the comfort of my room. I haven’t been able to live my teen years because I’m so terrified to speak to others.,2.99151785714286,3.968734520833337,4.38565476190476,88.04625000000004,73.58333333333334,7.152380952380952,26.214285714285715,7.447530270364453,1.188653571428571,358,12,78,4,7,119,69,96,0.253,0.621,0.126,-0.9428,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,7,9,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,7,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,3,1,7,2,11,5,4,13,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,8,48,14,0,0.22159556668361996,0.2625545109448724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16952000197923095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508260067464578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434123246757689,0.14291080836709585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17120418512819469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14853083731395786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806299628134516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5870188356018554,0.19610510330918413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176875467181841,0.0,0.16289823862515093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15362646445450842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22544235636149945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833061426660922,0.0,0.0,0.22588877404621024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852638161401532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12921415695756086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270027964821155 socialanxiety,RanchDressing123,2020/03/21,"My family is always having new people move in. So recently in the last couple of years my family has been letting people move in all the time. I have pretty bad social anxiety and having new people always moving into the house is really really stressful for me. My cousin and my aunt moved in last year which I've gotten used to. But recently my brother moved his girlfriend, her daughter, and her dog into the house. I'm trying to not make it a big deal but it's just such a burden for me because for one I have social anxiety so meeting another person is hard enough but having them move in is just too much for me. Also I'm not good with kids, so that's just adding a whole other level of anxiety and guilt because I just don't know how to act around kids or get along with them I guess. And their dog is this big dog that is a rescue that is kind of scary because I'm not good around new dogs either especially when they are growling at me. Having all of them move in has made me not feel comfortable in my own house. It's like I didn't even have a choice either, they just moved in. He's 30 years old and still lives with his parents so I thought maybe he's move out with his girlfriend but I was wrong. Its all just so annoying especially when I just want to be comfortable somewhere and recently I can't even feel comfortable in my own house.",4.4964492753623215,5.064665311594204,5.396521739130439,83.68253623188406,69.79710144927536,8.597101449275362,25.11594202898551,8.680891452615391,1.5428637681159418,1070,27,220,17,18,351,131,276,0.168,0.792,0.04,-0.9883,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,6,0,23,13,1,2,9,0,24,0,0,4,3,48,38,21,0,1,18,5,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,10,17,0,0,4,0,0,10,7,6,0,1,6,3,32,7,32,30,10,44,0,0,0,0,27,18,0,2,17,155,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057106600472591314,0.1188377836064346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487967595975313,0.1638855050292383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271401892965606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059624418647027125,0.1305927322661283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901387493428605,0.0,0.0,0.07362063791826116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378568275948602,0.0,0.09433134442280457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134638101513,0.0,0.07221414556815024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03730880985146538,0.0,0.0,0.11979074330799888,0.0,0.0,0.07866623370883084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396938884016848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32959049361443143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436259029414026,0.03924510232834439,0.11641746237796713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302162617952729,0.0,0.03488734904282982,0.0,0.0630563926977197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756992692177344,0.04766677063524399,0.0,0.07174100505543153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6830783489242663,0.05249461183293879,0.0,0.0,0.20690484747180515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749328471980646,0.0,0.04838930585624504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792924226107868,0.0,0.0,0.1485202360726026,0.062352511386451114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264970504151763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149422805751244,0.0,0.21152646260799698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558712986775535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05702816744869815,0.0,0.08179998430887958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0566916123398525,0.04163978119134988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04848274435602999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06167536539281315,0.0,0.0,0.04211950451055605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972678359118042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807569223511315,0.0,0.13795721522482005 socialanxiety,federicab14,2020/03/21,"I want to start a blog but I'm scared Basically during thud time I've (f19) had at home, I've decided I want to start a blog. Nothing fancy and not to make a living, just a place where I can write about things I enjoy so I can share with others and express myself without any boundaries. The thing is my anxiety has been acting up since I've made this decision. I'm so scared people are going to read it and make fun of me or tease me. So I'm stuck between stopping so my anxiety will quiet down or keep going and maybe not so many people will know about the blog that care enough to laugh at me.",3.0642857142857167,3.9252654285714317,4.385873015873018,88.55357142857143,73.28571428571428,7.187301587301588,22.73015873015873,7.3871296695380915,0.6928634920634917,468,11,103,5,9,155,79,126,0.139,0.691,0.16899999999999998,0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,9,8,1,2,6,0,9,0,0,3,0,23,25,12,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,6,5,0,2,3,4,0,3,3,3,0,0,4,1,11,5,15,19,1,13,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,4,64,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302712437649935,0.0,0.27679608099101266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184452981570018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18693161256782428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056341888116444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814706086410059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080389220635236,0.0,0.0,0.09942511865804406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974959814516776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711843670505752,0.2415218228661368,0.18341750675403054,0.18175154394060486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17359101648462485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508447546073227,0.0,0.18901570347081173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18096207619054475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622511843971794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14965320115372016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561024729024093,0.0,0.0,0.1512514678454187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24038127432806897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549189428039404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134144892141359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743937903645372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,skor_at_mumin,2020/03/21,"I hate myself so I don’t want to go out. So mobile and not first language. So I hate myself. Like I like the way I am. I think I’m funny and interesting and I think most people do, but I have come to a point where I get rejected by literally every guy I have liked since my ex(one year ago) And this absolutely suck. I know that I’m attractive but for some reason I can’t make them stay. I have tried different approaches but every time I get shoot down and at this point it feels so bad and like there’s no worth in trying. And like I know I’m an intimidating person and I’m quite intense but I have tried to make myself more approachable and things like that but nothing is working and I think I’m going crazy. I’m really starting to hate myself like really much. I think I’m a good person and I like do like my personality when it’s just me and myself doing things I like but as son as it’s in contact with someone else like a boy I hate myself. And I don’t know what to do. I have been working sooo fricking hard to not get stressed about my personality in social settings but I don’t feel like going out or like even try dating because of this. And like if you knew me you would know I love being around other people. Any advice? I want to see someone about this but currently I can’t so idk.",0.8620941354140469,2.999110605839416,3.0386232066448526,90.10558394160586,83.45255474452554,5.823105965265543,18.57236345330984,7.0983637204850245,0.2035473445758873,1022,25,224,14,29,347,130,274,0.152,0.621,0.22699999999999998,0.9543,2,1,0,1,0,0,18.0,0,2,1,4,14,26,5,1,5,0,19,1,0,3,0,51,56,32,0,4,13,1,3,14,0,1,0,0,0,6,13,19,0,0,12,0,1,6,8,8,0,1,2,4,41,18,23,52,4,28,0,1,1,1,13,11,1,4,22,144,54,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198604153553313,0.0743722265845007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570548301198429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468872639342462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005293786856559,0.051144619196391655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227236153448742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765757068747493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008762653251485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05541511313535024,0.0,0.14137862085550007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484465203199787,0.059938127458441424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136523843406327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150275329041616,0.0,0.14304679275736853,0.07037128150349642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307412240178826,0.0,0.0,0.07515785853509317,0.33133524795843794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844368315825976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5738497566089804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757229633844007,0.0,0.11200771084993737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061676102922484176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050424657209186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633129631459005,0.293032734253544,0.0,0.0,0.15862510726692336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923790404733756,0.0,0.0,0.10749688833678657,0.08626310256456653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685738243297716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940288990731862,0.0,0.0,0.08552541386998637,0.14217627851310244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0593848029805279,0.08942616318712822,0.0,0.0,0.09610708747304986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147877218366613,0.2150387521733703,0.0,0.0,0.04892272446171248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278501832060956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897270613236804,0.06659585999417826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221602979983404,0.0,0.0,0.05960010376389077,0.0,0.0,0.05402880478593152 socialanxiety,mifesa,2020/03/21,"helping people... anyone else gets extremely nervous about it having to help people? for context: i was visiting my mom at the hospital and one of the patients was having trouble to press her button to call the nurse. naturally, my mom told me to help the lady, which, for some reason made me extremely anxious. i don't know why, but being put in a situation where i have to help someone is extremely stressful to me. i often notice people needing help and i just can't bring myself to help them, still? i don't know if it's an issue with interacting with strangers, or what it is... but... anyone else?",4.249410628019324,5.96549426956522,5.605507246376813,77.6325120772947,71.52173913043478,7.893719806763285,28.42995169082125,8.515128840125781,2.2775314009661844,471,18,83,8,9,158,74,115,0.084,0.78,0.13699999999999998,0.7512,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,2,6,0,11,0,0,2,0,16,18,6,0,2,5,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,3,0,1,4,1,14,0,15,13,1,7,0,0,0,0,14,3,0,4,1,63,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858270150042658,0.0,0.1963055755767324,0.28765957105241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14333758253244927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234528984471652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333963855973857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5645385324953538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14651402021675458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15429179496529472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328253042024114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288087419542174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408556685589647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981676705439327,0.0,0.0,0.09512107772353033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919530393957045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111467481348391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14432788526842286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15778629462333665,0.0,0.0,0.11893846269771885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210288414620916,0.0,0.16079798061877554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413340420495926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666573107055315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,frodoclone,2020/03/21,"How do you balance accepting who you are vs trying to improve? There are parts of me that I don't like. I don't like that I'm anxious. I don't like that I have so much trouble around other people. I don't like that I'm not able to live my life because of my anxiety. I try to fight my anxiety, but it feels like I'm fighting myself. Should I be trying to work with my anxiety rather than against it? How would I do that? It's hard for me to accept myself the way I am when I don't like the way I am. Is there some kind of middle ground? Can I learn to live with my anxiety without letting it control me?",1.1889883800410141,2.442129744360905,3.3209432672590573,92.78829118250172,78.62406015037594,6.340123034859878,23.369104579630896,6.980632752743323,0.6077278195488716,468,15,111,5,11,160,68,133,0.225,0.72,0.055,-0.9359999999999999,0,0,0,0,3,0,12.0,0,2,0,2,8,12,2,0,2,0,18,1,0,3,0,18,22,5,0,3,5,0,2,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,11,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,0,2,24,9,16,18,3,6,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,7,83,35,2,0.15656192182349954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4790777666646104,0.17687040808125548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13937330347788832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954386943883846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17559750805548036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916241183336416,0.11184786823325922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024873005843527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303514918154136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009517245926402,0.11058431547003662,0.4589294805289588,0.0,0.2764940906350509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509102678587953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954130448694504,0.0,0.1085403236080412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188858037710964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485431323717605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092010571264458,0.0,0.11397894373099715,0.0,0.0,0.11121709728243104,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LlamaLia,2020/03/21,"Is it just me, or are introverts being major dicks to people with social anxiety? Just kind of a rant here Like I get that a lot of introverts are tired of being associated with social anxiety and other social disorders. I get that. But...why the hell do they have to be such dicks about it? If someone says they’re an introvert and then describes their socially anxious behavior, they’ll get replies from introverts saying “that’s not how introversion works! Your behavior is one of mentally ill person, not an introvert!” “you have some serious mental issues” or something super demeaning like that. And they don’t even say it in a caring “oh you should seek some help in order to get better, go to this resource, visit this website blah blah blah” kinda way, they just insult you and remind you that you’re insane and belong in a mental hospital or something just cause you like to isolate yourself from people. Like I understand the desire for mentally healthy introverts to be separated from people who suffer with disorders like social anxiety, but why do they have to throw us under the bus? It’s especially apparent now, with the whole pandemic, where people are making posts about how the quarantine doesn’t affect them much and that they’re comfortable with it cause that’s how their lifestyle always was, and they just happen to call themselves an introvert in their post, but then they get a ton of replies saying that introversion has nothing to do with that and that the OP is just extremely mentally ill. I can see where the frustration is coming from but maybe, idk, be a bit...nicer about it? Is that too much to ask? And that’s certainly not a good way to talk to people who already have anxiety around others, y’know TLDR; introverts so desperate to separate themselves from social disorders that they insult people with said disorders",8.817976190476188,8.723501511904765,8.512023809523814,67.28297619047622,60.66666666666667,12.22857142857143,35.63095238095238,11.645159339076185,4.423923809523808,1492,57,239,40,18,479,160,336,0.14300000000000002,0.777,0.08,-0.9564,1,1,2,0,0,0,33.0,1,6,12,3,21,18,4,0,17,0,27,5,2,7,1,49,41,22,0,3,16,0,0,8,0,2,3,5,0,1,25,18,0,0,1,0,0,4,5,6,0,1,2,6,24,12,40,32,8,20,1,1,1,2,40,8,3,8,8,178,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824209115001094,0.0,0.06214703723214401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285468089081015,0.0843770472561792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648883745663664,0.0698239147854654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605614478244015,0.08154078920618453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626558168385361,0.0,0.07615017557416434,0.1534518750961271,0.0,0.06433775926719856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34239919027898835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049331226114223886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951089901343848,0.0,0.04244734741821842,0.06264539406998257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604702988388522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05006230606449677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795566786638858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777685728292856,0.04104699299435369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18244579409827968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06349771870131861,0.0,0.0,0.049855331856663423,0.0,0.07503490517825384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3763435501214103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980967490517718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166588618348757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05061104139479817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106787205489779,0.0652153503549799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306238556781742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710461208533871,0.2375820208255285,0.0,0.0,0.059517277211916166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4568147523035328,0.06328354979875113,0.11499812340634268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06003200165370401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584375036104608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775364035743229,0.08984139036499214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856893333845005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478999001981054,0.0833873409260032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05437431182372533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PhoenixIGuess,2020/03/21,"Risky Behavior While Driving? Hi, I’m a socially anxious person that has recently gotten my license. I love being able to drive and have independence, but one thing I did not anticipate was how socially anxious I would feel. It’s led me to take extremely risky behaviors while driving. I feel like whenever someone e is behind me, if I don’t go as soon as I can, they will think I’m a horrible driver. Thus, I’ll get into traffic when there’s not much space to go and nearly get in a crash. I know what I should be doing, but it’s difficult when I’m in the moment having to think quickly. I just wanted to know if there were any others who experience this and if anyone knows some ways to deal with it. Thank you so much!",3.0094292237442914,4.682674486301373,4.834452054794522,82.07213470319637,74.68493150684931,8.154337899543378,25.865296803652967,8.841846274778883,1.995499543378996,569,20,113,12,12,194,99,146,0.138,0.799,0.063,-0.8684,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,0,9,4,0,0,4,0,15,1,0,4,0,28,34,16,0,6,8,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,0,7,0,0,6,3,1,0,1,4,2,14,3,14,25,3,20,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,4,9,81,23,0,0.17967444688532927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221847851813406,0.0,0.0,0.40596196536483853,0.0,0.12563255090119613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18523646526028686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17575608587712654,0.0,0.0,0.181697597916602,0.12835946075553126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877449654165356,0.0,0.2042262575283719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962331313463496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777985904130133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16216320327277126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641627841350842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175205522073307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568847966537803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17740684021248085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663109433259076,0.15223757578032118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509282329695618,0.0,0.0,0.1654200906687631,0.0,0.0,0.1193677187621986,0.23025626125586235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597664397736567,0.14261721278047176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763557195561506,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MillsOnDeck,2020/03/21,I’m bored so hmu I’m pretty bored at the moment and just looking for new people to talk to so hmu!,-2.786739130434782,-1.2616993478260865,0.5046739130434794,101.68570652173914,107.69565217391305,2.3000000000000003,10.097826086956523,3.1291,-2.050991304347826,77,1,19,0,4,27,17,23,0.17300000000000001,0.693,0.133,0.142,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,9,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43080203041290455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4954715156667569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35565888075244195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5219190353851237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4123407193081803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Hopeful_Banana,2020/03/21,"How do I build my confidence when I've gotten the message for most of my life that people dont like me? I think the biggest issue I have with socializing comes down to my confidence. My confidence has been going down over the years. I realized in therapy that for a lot of my life I've gotten messages from other people that basically told me that what I say is stupid, that I'm weird, that what I say or do is irrelevant, that I'm not worth socializing with, etc. Even from my own family. How do I go about undoing that? Especially when I have absolutely no friends right now? I feel even more worthless now that I have no friends at all. I just cant seem to convince myself alone that I'm actually as worthy as everyone else. I really need to fix my confidence though. It just hit me that maybe if I work on that, then it would make it much easier to be myself and do the things that I want.",5.035749250749252,5.122685961538462,6.423166833166835,78.4809240759241,68.50549450549451,10.574225774225775,28.63336663336664,10.436869588844218,2.69585054945055,703,22,149,18,11,240,102,182,0.109,0.746,0.14400000000000002,0.8658,0,1,0,0,1,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,12,7,1,0,5,0,15,2,0,3,1,23,31,11,0,5,5,0,1,1,2,1,2,2,0,0,20,4,0,0,4,0,1,3,5,3,0,0,4,3,26,4,21,24,7,17,0,1,0,0,9,8,0,5,7,112,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.16137418715691895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17127018033468933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244889517294826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19380871182219647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814278035022787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18442774594471625,0.21844648422752164,0.0,0.0,0.15801510791049986,0.0,0.0,0.15589314505451313,0.0,0.08361444601145376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555240298845887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879635788257938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726000234779374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336069874941809,0.08078988791112987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058897882098007,0.0,0.0,0.11038365374162384,0.0,0.16613322353454427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156365909931555,0.12261742088889695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22928909865692754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593823595205176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14122238286072614,0.0,0.2630127064186342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15054376577494366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33714134854096706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891114001652016,0.0,0.10986238442770613,0.10596039764055867,0.16247208649632347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15801510791049986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753765022680948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038903333439505,0.0,0.0,0.11747186273009792,0.0,0.0,0.10649082700304804 socialanxiety,whytheythink,2020/03/21,"How do you stay socially afloat when you have too much internal knowledge? Or am I too dumb to process all the social cues/styles/backgrounds of people? Does this sound like Mein Kampf?",4.8775490196078435,7.356135970588234,3.4064705882352966,90.82578431372549,71.64705882352942,6.886274509803924,26.03921568627451,7.793537801064563,1.372580392156863,149,5,28,2,3,42,32,34,0.109,0.821,0.071,-0.327,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,4,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,2,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234911454544584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805967506343386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717419518233096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256275056470358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7536417443474349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3940073866061517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,nerdyunicorn97,2020/03/21,"Whatever I say in group conversations that's supposed to be funny, I immediately regret it and get cringe attacks. How can I control these? I have no trouble engaging in light-hearted convos and joking around with my friends, but when it comes to a larger group, I still have my awkward moments. In high school, I was desperate for getting laughs despite being the single most unpopular person in our class. I kept saying whatever popped into my mind in hope of getting a response, but eventually learned that this habit does me more harm than good, and I can't expect everyone to like me anyway. I've become much more extroverted since then, and made it into a class where I'm generally liked and feel more at ease making sarcastic remarks like everyone else. Still, I sometimes come across as a tryhard. It happens. But it makes me want to dig a hole and disappear. I want to stop beating myself up over stupid stuff no one will ever remember and take it easy. But how is that possible if I keep repeating the same thing all over again?",7.539212746016872,7.677630278350519,7.589212746016869,72.06398781630742,63.22680412371135,10.559700093720712,35.6776007497657,10.230975488527342,3.6821505154639174,830,35,144,17,11,268,134,194,0.163,0.655,0.182,0.629,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,0,2,10,15,2,1,7,0,9,0,0,6,2,41,26,17,0,6,5,0,1,3,1,1,0,2,0,1,13,13,0,4,3,1,0,3,3,6,0,1,3,3,19,9,23,20,8,27,0,1,0,0,8,15,0,3,12,104,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286010754927066,0.0,0.1697882645423661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16482989273376514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571235095302713,0.0,0.0,0.1673914818940655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306057139612255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246754369586201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500106940922546,0.0,0.28522087907683524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546299246404121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530667762195525,0.0,0.23392378995939114,0.0,0.0,0.1251800168567025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197727361988934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17685659704087678,0.0,0.15768603008103296,0.0,0.14823442398729794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265622852731895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21874138955988032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412196695253156,0.19924501632927025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069537661836324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971259068386703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113259097482223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031538516035732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825183955321685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16906602050042974,0.0,0.0,0.2373719713421013,0.0,0.15104438048786398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345739260226993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14760758310725794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383752455456449,0.12477589322182885,0.0,0.0,0.1708503531048958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221401739260713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915205665554397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17605768656334222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,illusionbabe,2020/03/21,"Just in need of some advice or people relating in someway i guess, please read this i spend a lot of time writing this lol its sort of a rant but also asking for help and also my life story apparently , please dont judge me♡ Hi im a 16 yr old girl i know im still quite young but anyways, recently i started online school before this i was locking myself in my room everyday hiding from my mum because she would try force me to go to school she would scream and yell and threaten things i went months without a device or tv, nothing. i had to sit in my room staring at the roof, not a single thing to distract me so all i could do was overthink and cry at the fact that im not normal and feel sorry for myself because i wished to be like everyone else. i get that its kind of selfish considering people have cancer and other things you know? But ive thought about that too and id honestly give everything to have cancer instead of my anxiety even if i only had a day or two left id spent it doing everything i wish i could but cant because of my anxiety, have my first kiss have my first date id go to theme parks or a concert id do literally everything, is that sad.. that id rather have cancer ? Am i just being ridiculous? I dont know anymore Ive tried to have deep conversations with mum.. she said to me multiple time AS A JOKE but you will probably get why i didnt find it funny, ""oh your life is so difficult you might as well kill yourself"" and things like that and i mean once i even told her i wanted too and she just called me a ""drama queen"", she doesnt understand anything and i wish she would atleast care. Anyway back to what i was saying. sorry. So i couldnt go to school and i didnt for so long and when i did id wag and leave the school i would have panic attacks and just run away.. I am one of the lucky ones with social anxiety i guess to have had boyfriends but none of them went well and let me just explain how lol, so i liked this boy for about 3 years and we started dating finally and it was about a week in and he tried to talk to me in person and asked to hang out that afternoon i said yes but deep down i was sooooo scared, i tried for the rest of the day to try to find ways out of it but i couldnt so we ended up hanging out for a hour and a bit i pretty much didnt say a word then i went home. That weekend i broke up with him out of fear i couldnt handle being around him, most of you will probably .. hopefully know what i mean anyway, about a year passes and he asks me out a tonne more im too scared to say yes so i turn him down even though i still liked him More time passed and my anxiety got a little more easy to handle in a way, let me explain.. i still felt everything but it was not physical see with my anxiety what stops me most isnt the feeling inside which that is super bad, its worse then ever before but i have physical effects most of you do too HOPEFULLY but i twitch and shake like crazy i get dizzy and see black literally and i get nauseous and light headed which makes me wobble and sometimes fall over but at the point in time it had gotten a bit better and i just had feelings inside like nauseousness and my thoughts so i could be around him. Literally 2 days after we started dating again, he cheated on me. the nliteral next day i got messages from a guy and in the end i felt almost forced to date this new guy and we dated for a few months but we rarely hung out and when we did i had the physical effects again like my ex had broke me again and then this boy which i dont think i ever want to be with left me for someone which broke me more, see i didnt have to be into him but he literally broke up with me and seconds after walked to his ex and started making out and started laughing and rubbing it in my face and it only hurt because why me? Why is is it always me whats so wrong with me for everyone wanting to hurt me? Its been about 2 years since then and as you can tell by me now being online schooled and stuff that im no better. Anyway i dont know why i wrote all this and noone will even read this and it wont make sense but if you read this thank you so much and i hope you understand what i meant in this because its very jumbled. Has anyone else experienced this and does anyone have any tips because i atleast want to have friends like ive had friends before, year 2 i had a bestfriend and i had to move then year 3 i got a new bestfriend and then i had to move then year 4 i got this bestfriend who stayed my bestfriend on and off till year 8 lets pretend her names tracy, then she moved a 24 hour flight away but i had another friend year 3 at my new school and she had too move and then year 5 i was alone then me and tracy hung out again but she had a group of friends and i only got along with her then year 6 i was alone year seven i was alone then year 8 me and my friend became frie ds again but same situation different friend group then yeah she left and i only got along with one person from her group we hung out for a few months then she moved and thst left me comeletely alone i didnt really gain friends since until i moved school and everyone liked me or pretended too either way i didnt like it because of all the attention and freaked out i am now where i am i have no one and im online school so idk how to get friend sand mum wants me to get a job and i want to aswell but i leterally cant i tried and after a monthish i freaked and stopped attending, no message no call nothing i felt bad but i was to scared to do anything uno anyway long story scphort im unable too so idk what to do at this point im stuck i feel so alone so worthless and useless and i mean i am. I really want a boyfriend because like ive never felt loved ive never felt cared about ive never kissed a guy like i want to experience these things but im broken idk what to do i cant have friends boyfriends my mum doesnt care ive never had a dad im all alone in this worl all i have it this reddit chat and ive posted multiple things on here before and none of you ever answer me so i delete them idk if it no one sees mine or if theres something wrong with mine but im sorry. If you read this thank you i love you ♡",0.6137439218484175,2.610729378947372,2.338387025959058,95.58856841007628,83.40601503759399,5.386971077328359,19.25690137753142,6.580296238183589,-0.05432127764667172,4854,127,1126,50,137,1594,425,1330,0.17300000000000001,0.695,0.132,-0.9921,3,6,1,0,0,0,51.0,7,14,2,10,73,72,4,7,42,5,111,12,2,7,13,235,202,139,1,32,45,7,11,12,9,9,6,8,3,8,65,97,0,2,31,12,2,21,35,29,2,10,58,27,189,43,134,119,26,176,0,9,6,4,105,54,0,25,107,756,254,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029660552550691943,0.0,0.0,0.030394096080257456,0.188619020386698,0.0,0.04854648810211909,0.025256086862940324,0.0,0.0,0.02064104761426933,0.031827715780554995,0.1160996226672353,0.0,0.030101971437975338,0.042446978340306835,0.03110018537672869,0.04995578507904372,0.05404112340699602,0.08512773587314998,0.03453086380270684,0.057035193486126,0.023339545841781446,0.05068689269698221,0.14802301825510014,0.0,0.10331250323869356,0.0,0.0,0.05368943733309217,0.06627512257330681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061987513530695364,0.0,0.09284056978026757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270308490143823,0.0,0.03334129154962335,0.07830056976295782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03171237363271166,0.0,0.0,0.02656207207727853,0.0,0.14229373066140005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0507119917241022,0.0,0.05376741093289561,0.0,0.0,0.08019135181889385,0.0823679461043057,0.0,0.08701063665062356,0.10911710121801378,0.029691010478131077,0.0,0.03415550864202882,0.06138945637836569,0.0,0.14571796530754094,0.03325017432049145,0.055484094882332816,0.05163640944779098,0.0,0.0,0.21105553273156666,0.0,0.0951489851559816,0.029117316513113074,0.05175084483068987,0.0,0.14565616687280136,0.0,0.06687439537951861,0.09016258110350173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0311508846842191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02034494332853034,0.0,0.03044648481001925,0.09044198760216776,0.0597830854498941,0.0,0.06498692391496358,0.0,0.3606503539220736,0.0,0.030120620457617736,0.0,0.033581043259584394,0.03160792776213234,0.08340594070924587,0.0,0.0,0.032139392624677195,0.13191428084961362,0.09311384701204273,0.0428783740506125,0.17794702481389305,0.03042163103690222,0.0,0.05372281319370184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02580499361745241,0.054789446903195545,0.0,0.06078249171794836,0.0,0.0,0.09918978615366583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032199684510003365,0.0,0.0,0.07268230801962333,0.1935623008224354,0.04462582306919597,0.022506328660766104,0.09364026844082124,0.08794520802268453,0.03228070787163962,0.0,0.02973944756397196,0.058248950462390814,0.0,0.031850316293163886,0.032324902338448445,0.10283972612533128,0.09233914835764744,0.0,0.03561264824036308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04208582903875868,0.05300605231460801,0.0,0.06663685103737342,0.0573866995140947,0.0,0.029069736850234118,0.03087986338035697,0.06545123008747207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032284099743521665,0.12144466027166848,0.0,0.03888975544900833,0.0,0.029969877431859724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057745214557710874,0.07241365504636106,0.0911657975836092,0.24575045606826254,0.09674948895760868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050216549664097054,0.03411798880697655,0.0,0.030941011238004187,0.025717956991935083,0.023367184689566275,0.03001984478881124,0.10193293126616976,0.10741987517186337,0.03235220731408279,0.07271971793862904,0.050752852516835305,0.0,0.0,0.034746867161937665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024396552367550724,0.02652981714658545,0.05588983870263618,0.0,0.0,0.12099091206423898,0.01944894548454673,0.02982162037317639,0.048193705476611635,0.07079619957944877,0.0,0.0,0.02900354555020785,0.0,0.1236459683763394,0.03301529475822964,0.029650422796023937,0.06319698515769083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02504436349902251,0.14322365594640876,0.07227827937612125,0.02434730653331117,0.0,0.05458189661440765,0.08441246936733722,0.10955526917490516,0.0,0.1047131875010899,0.02925916174006685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030932250324869712,0.08624746245124736,0.06637237434534056,0.0,0.2345556643921622 socialanxiety,detectivesolanas,2020/03/21,"Coronavirus and social anxiety. Do you think people will understand us and empathise more, after they went through social isolation? I'm not panicking because I usually stay at home, so for me is just another day. I though people could maybe comprehend us now.",6.279666666666667,9.139183577777775,6.628611111111113,67.57625000000003,68.77777777777779,11.611111111111116,35.694444444444436,11.20814326018867,5.436444444444443,211,11,30,8,4,68,39,45,0.096,0.851,0.053,-0.2486,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,8,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,7,0,4,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202802191911151,0.16070553416697878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805876147136486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16772647240724906,0.0,0.0,0.13547992879142762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107206936806776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21104691114175408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912768138755794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4282866407690078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22391023495366547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460651728546058,0.20639599516754797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21869376110331468,0.5053847375209911,0.0,0.2313661109215275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947400957381983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,shauntless,2020/03/21,"Whats wrong with me I could be chillin with friends that I have known since grade 3 and feel completely out of place. I will legit not talk and feel so dumb because like, these people are my friends, like why can't I just be normal?!! I also don't even like answering FaceTime, is that weird? Like I can be very social and outgoing with some people but with people I have known forever, I just completely shut down and want to be isolated asap. For example, like me and my uni mate would hang daily for hours and now since we don't it's like my brain resets & I don't know how to act around them or even speak, if that makes sense? Like yesterday I was sitting in his car with him and got so overwhelmed and just did not know what to say or do. Like if I am not talking to someone daily, I forget how to be around them? It's very hard to explain but I just wished my brain was normal, cos it's so damn annoying. Like, I'll be at a party and desperately want to go home because I don't feel like I belong & the people are too much, and my mind will be going crazy while everyone is just tryna have fun. argh. I also hate the idea of new places & new faces & I hate going shopping. Is this normal social anxiety or am I even more fcked in the head than I thought?",4.464872641509434,4.401218116981134,5.207488207547172,87.22708136792454,69.71698113207547,8.43632075471698,25.996462264150942,8.07648339933343,1.2670047169811327,991,25,221,12,16,322,137,265,0.139,0.695,0.165,0.5526,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,1,0,2,0,19,22,6,1,4,0,31,4,4,4,0,60,48,25,0,10,15,0,4,10,3,3,0,2,1,0,10,19,0,0,11,2,1,6,8,9,0,0,5,6,31,13,24,32,3,23,0,1,0,0,15,10,2,6,16,141,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021657028471504,0.0,0.37995414269963707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706598783214023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608669699284086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688352934646124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957335695364469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838370296737855,0.0,0.0,0.0699959812578982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17371219976130609,0.0,0.0,0.08377079047596721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13298313680658122,0.06263023076363274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13546457836905548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947169723651058,0.0,0.07011632546505747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853355156977654,0.17310853641657994,0.08997293898104239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793842447071314,0.0,0.08633558811905381,0.0,0.0,0.0989668076424252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636037872004387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4283028921901224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058519252062902524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851996292314315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06444626688271236,0.0,0.0,0.1693411260560144,0.0,0.0,0.25768887735878776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24311256431115635,0.0,0.1831893692088578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971732834050244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504020044911126,0.0,0.0,0.17873352518549726,0.07428104205093954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409288718291483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959881502681962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467101090442652,0.10341803601838122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910697921140368,0.0,0.10081418580404798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06227702483460262,0.0958514926227035,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jealousyrideswithme,2020/03/21,"Is my social anxiety just a normal reaction to the circumstances? I feel like 95% of the people I interact with dislike me. It's probably not as high as that, but it FEELS that high. Something I'm doing makes people dislike me, whether it's how I talk, my confidence, or just my overall vibe, I feel rejected and ""attacked"" by most people. Everyone initially gives me a chance and are very friendly to me, but about 5 seconds into every conversation I can see their smiles turn into frowns, and they indirectly tell me that they don't like me with their facial expressions. I don't mean to do anything to upset anyone, but it just happens and I don't know why. Whenever I go out in public I feel like a walking target and everyone is just judging me and thinking of ways to ""attack"" me, and how someone can attack me at any moment. I think my social anxiety is just my body preparing itself from a real threat. I know social anxiety is supposed to be about irrational fears, but this feels really rational to me. Anyways, is my solution just to find ways to be more likeable? or what? I'm not sure what to do.",5.395269102990035,6.1748604372093086,6.6448671096345535,74.77494186046512,67.88372093023256,10.04983388704319,32.56644518272425,10.125756701596842,3.4269003322259133,874,37,157,21,14,296,115,215,0.155,0.7140000000000001,0.131,-0.5505,0,1,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,4,0,11,12,4,2,6,0,16,2,2,3,1,46,34,18,0,1,15,0,5,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,11,12,0,0,11,0,0,2,5,7,0,1,0,6,31,5,25,32,2,12,0,1,1,0,15,7,0,4,4,117,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834591873246476,0.0,0.2644031961653617,0.0,0.0,0.08055665530245164,0.0,0.09480700667812933,0.0,0.0,0.3931998462197887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797097878945138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706836315862342,0.22017384631767026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12964190356716607,0.29126509530484673,0.1646103459767201,0.0,0.0,0.1052987345853155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890100149761421,0.0,0.0,0.11051875640589012,0.06547580270164735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187874062186997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434487956553289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663146124606556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885556640927632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690275295909307,0.0,0.0,0.12549613227501472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288013988130235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396137785695219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421454688733975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113281012694344,0.0738056923483651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180647878114773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523225173334448,0.09761602250567238,0.08869334478108852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858290846014253,0.0,0.0,0.09260045056139027,0.10069754873859442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14764226417568627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531406585528546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505930629433226,0.0,0.18289472859925002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395800125906374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pierr1111,2020/03/21,"I found out reddit notifies when the other person is typing, which is horrific because I took so long in typing responses. I struggle with knowing what to say and how to word what I want to say. I had some reddit conversations where I took days to reply to, and some responses took as much as 1 hour to complete. I am horrified to learn that the person might have seen the *is typing* thing for so long and recieved the response much later. I'm the type who wants to avoid anything awkward or cringe. I am so upset.",5.91993399339934,6.0773724950495085,6.5136138613861405,78.34520627062706,66.62376237623764,9.10957095709571,30.69471947194719,8.841846274778883,2.42626600660066,406,14,76,6,6,133,62,101,0.16899999999999998,0.818,0.013000000000000001,-0.9439,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,4,5,0,8,0,0,1,0,17,17,11,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,7,5,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,6,3,8,0,14,10,4,12,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,4,6,56,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762743207726187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935799546914256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880930502674506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156954297285286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966982007441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17666869558067866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985912228376496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175192199743712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190310560844489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637530629782165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132829311110639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853254312764258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875434083756047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918257731623742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5979458993426799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21162454465113897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,booooooo-urns,2020/03/21,"Best way to reach out to elderly neighbours Just looking for some advice on the best way to approach this situation? I am currently renting where I live, and have lived here since January. My neighbours here are an elderly couple who live there by themselves, and we smile and polite wave at each other if we are outside at the same time, but I’ve never actually spoken to them since moving in. With the whole virus thing going on, I’ve have had thoughts of them and how they are coping with the situation. There is not much left on the grocery store shelves around here. I bought a pack of toilet paper the other day - the only one I could find for a few days and it is a pack of 12 rolls. I already had about 4 rolls left at home but decided to buy it just in case things get worse around here. Now I’m thinking I have too much and would like to share it with my elderly neighbours. But I am a bit anxious about approaching them, don’t want to come across rude or dumb about it. Was thinking of dropping a letter in their mailbox asking if they are okay, and if they need help with any supplies (I could go and get it for them) and offering them some toilet paper if they need it. Having trouble wording it correctly and keep overthinking what to write on the note. I would appreciate any help with this :)",7.367922777611498,6.313482350194555,7.0421789883268495,79.78479497156542,64.01945525291829,10.086680634540556,32.998802753666574,9.057496981413335,2.566563244537564,1032,34,207,14,13,325,141,257,0.068,0.813,0.11900000000000001,0.8705,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,0,10,2,17,8,2,0,14,1,20,0,0,1,2,54,36,19,0,11,11,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,15,22,0,1,5,0,4,6,3,3,0,1,5,1,23,5,38,27,11,32,0,0,1,0,23,17,1,7,7,153,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.11831269433247772,0.0,0.0,0.11847426815642685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379129083312793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16489463612676156,0.0,0.0,0.13696662489685116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158585055033184,0.11334297959271347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25446767846458906,0.0,0.13236261580816092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443747472579347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936004566265016,0.13414968981647168,0.0,0.1563794653360438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081111055284064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668573141510436,0.0,0.13780690604272544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16252915500560222,0.0,0.12161354713935185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776363109970603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634551034801059,0.0,0.0,0.05923171160137319,0.0,0.3211712700476925,0.0,0.10181101623098664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885887124219692,0.17825061485167254,0.1797957615533413,0.09350771748551633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215532242214926,0.09220843918166312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005818657837502,0.2725575491533729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16109286046836088,0.15537131877485286,0.0,0.09625097132512364,0.07069598517337684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151045901765744,0.1924692454297508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353600655292107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355385872893468,0.17225075252386118,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Scruxan,2020/03/21,"Good jobs for people with social anxiety? I am struggling so much because I have no experience since I’ve never had a job because I’ve been too anxious to try. This makes it so hard to find a job because no one wants to hire someone with no experience and on top of that, the only jobs that don’t require experience also involve a lot of customer service. Does anyone have any suggestions on what to do or even what jobs may be suitable to my needs but also achievable with my lack of experience",9.900306122448976,6.810948316326531,9.979285714285718,67.1532142857143,60.734693877551024,12.248979591836735,42.867346938775505,10.125756701596842,4.3525224489795935,397,18,73,6,4,133,66,98,0.14,0.7959999999999999,0.063,-0.5622,5,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,1,4,0,9,0,0,1,1,15,12,7,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,1,4,1,14,8,3,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,1,54,10,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20494696875865198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713957087171559,0.0,0.09802672312617614,0.14476168779782184,0.0,0.08959844351161532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343388014551754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213614761866657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846352389145504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5013818988573734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711760731828492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747772377951056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478824013021455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6357957188307031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894001662094233,0.0,0.0,0.08553442221530902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419761885919417,0.09501416100804706,0.09882944122715576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868309571354414,0.09745621822245278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883611798081785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599870389724188,0.0,0.0,0.13062255811825746,0.10857257721866806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339597144559301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699862547095608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558027183913657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,happycoolkenny,2020/03/21,Major Anxiety Near Parents When I'm at a friends house and if there parents talk to me I get major anxiety.. When I talk to them my voice gets very high and I start shaking. I talk normally if I don't notice them. How do I stop this.,-0.8083714285714265,1.3420374200000005,1.8277142857142863,94.681,94.8,5.257142857142857,21.142857142857142,6.868970318607317,0.6146857142857147,181,7,41,3,7,62,33,50,0.12300000000000001,0.81,0.068,-0.128,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,6,7,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,10,1,4,6,2,8,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,2,4,26,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310436953027253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671663090915762,0.0,0.2260879559489843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286059418897907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496610093506399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21199587887673008,0.0,0.2463377710831709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.480504787520358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15314723514552292,0.0,0.0,0.1808943416259369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5217281070466183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17852725204336214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bardicar,2020/03/21,"What do you hate the most about having social anxiety? Personally, I loathe that I always blame myself for every social interaction that goes wrong. Or even if it doesn't, I'm always thinking ""I probably made that person uncomfortable"". I have this fear of hurting someone. And the last thing I want to do is make somebody feel bad. And for that reason I try to avoid social interactions. (By the way, sorry if my writing isn't undertandable. English is not my first language).",4.525775862068965,7.093049896551727,5.469640804597702,75.21756465517242,73.02298850574712,7.5683908045976995,26.96695402298851,8.472884824447931,2.25697816091954,379,14,62,7,8,124,64,87,0.284,0.7020000000000001,0.013000000000000001,-0.9757,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,2,6,1,2,3,0,8,0,0,3,0,15,15,5,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,1,1,10,0,7,14,1,3,0,1,0,0,9,0,0,4,2,45,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958160208581188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598356937450065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14841961651317065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740677965589308,0.0,0.14976788503790933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20002597218842816,0.08987924775838081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119995881725234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17549817300865264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902924762717552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448956276107513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16819791067350914,0.1186541349775814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104209999394804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19165204164263688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18276373541807364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5436024318864231,0.15061287489309755,0.0,0.0,0.19898433649677427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180938096265286,0.11389946697497398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068529116278172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484564628108428,0.14109518176447508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943493045883745,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,JustAnotherAlt4Me123,2020/03/21,"Is it common for people with Social Anxiety to act uncharacteristically “stupid” in public? Or even lose the ability to speak? Per the title, I feel like whenever I’m in a social situation, my brain shuts down and I end up either forgetting how to speak, or saying something stupid. It happens all the time. In addition, recently I’ve found it increasingly difficult to speak correctly or even form sentences without great effort. It’s really concerning to be honest. Are these two things common?",5.0585057471264365,8.172240597701148,6.490344827586206,65.74747126436782,74.0574712643678,9.84367816091954,28.05747126436781,9.994966539143718,3.800347126436781,400,16,59,13,9,135,65,87,0.179,0.726,0.095,-0.8494,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,3,7,2,0,4,0,3,1,1,1,2,14,7,5,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,4,0,1,1,5,3,3,13,5,4,13,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,3,6,40,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16696506870109215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243645623818734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19330983284117648,0.0,0.0,0.2883117588601268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035667651473308,0.1559219676058186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393061893981825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406277598804816,0.0,0.0,0.19300285897231936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662874600220164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441723819544624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131107180552933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13982023673158792,0.0,0.21550124494013265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735657505733502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453286330407496,0.0,0.4449685492813026,0.0,0.16802395681452945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499943727145936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726669621096431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132041760955559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21039077637955605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,regulardude80,2020/03/21,"Advice? ;( I really like this girl and she likes me, but social anxiety makes me feel like i can’t talk to the person i want closest to me.",3.0358620689655176,3.6505631034482815,5.120172413793104,84.17956896551725,73.13793103448276,8.558620689655173,21.396551724137925,8.841846274778883,1.1849172413793103,106,2,23,2,2,37,23,29,0.064,0.657,0.27899999999999997,0.7083,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,4,2,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,3,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,14,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432282036697313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26869806195757584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775977773930263,0.25092632152476896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5147951776257518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23445579681707635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30668970324260336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22501369253161266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3580455114177365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823138520611821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071707787198266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,VenisXz009,2020/03/21,did therapy help you? I never went to one because I heard bad experiences from few people. and didn't feel like going to a therapist for twice a week and who knows for how long and it may not even fix anything. so I'm curious to know about your experience with therapy.,3.985555555555553,5.3091773703703735,5.626851851851857,78.76583333333336,71.5925925925926,9.844444444444443,28.314814814814817,10.125756701596842,2.849792592592592,214,8,43,6,4,73,44,54,0.102,0.802,0.096,-0.0853,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,11,10,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,4,2,4,1,8,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,30,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868592253777684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18959392773385414,0.138419737000742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14997756375127566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44423597466025305,0.0,0.0,0.11481339195323588,0.16221882124600426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290490882741878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15220020442911833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24958341778712936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093491028246394,0.0,0.0,0.20094976472906725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751303477398288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15386847814670845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574217160459082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.519348565845148,0.26364571920809154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18214182127859754,0.0,0.0,0.2104961232317424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,leepear,2020/03/21,"Cashier with social anxiety (mental dump kinda) (18 f) I’m a cashier at Target and dude it’s the worse to say the least. Being in this circumstance has proven to me that continual exposure to uncomfortable social situations does not really improve the anxiety or awkwardness. I mean, I come home after just a 5 hr shift (I’m a senior in hs) completely exhausted because of how much I strain myself just to barely appear normal and capable to do my job. I gotta give myself a little credit tho, I do show up (tho it’s a fight with myself everyday) and I’m in fair standing with my superiors. I realize I sound whiny I’m one of the lucky ones; it’s pretty hard to get a lasting job at my age and in my area and I’ve been here for almost 2 years, but the countless awkward encounters haunt me everyday and when some shittier guests or coworkers/superiors sense that softness and awkwardness in me (which is obviously pretty clear), it’s common that they use it against me to be rude, disrespectful or put me down and it sucks to not have the balls to defend myself. And unfortunately with the SA I internalize every rude encounter and my self esteem is already low enough. It’d be easy for me to turn into the biggest cynic ever with some of my experiences (especially rn with the Coronavirus craze) but I try to stay optimistic, and I tell you it doesn’t get easier. Like today, I had just two pretty rude guests and am having a crying spell :/ . I feel pretty hopeless about it all, like life can only get harder from here right? Like if can’t do this, then what can I do? Idk. I know it sounds pathetic but it really takes a toll on me. If anyone can relate or offer any advice or reassurance I’d love to talk about it. Thanks",3.5608280657395714,5.396225713864311,5.387242941424361,78.00288716814161,73.57227138643069,8.736662452591657,25.086493889591235,9.330973305703688,2.2373378845343455,1363,44,257,33,28,467,194,339,0.18600000000000005,0.6659999999999999,0.147,-0.8344,2,0,0,0,1,1,38.0,0,1,1,0,12,23,7,4,17,0,21,3,0,2,4,52,41,27,0,3,15,0,3,3,2,1,2,3,1,1,19,20,0,0,4,2,1,3,4,14,0,3,2,6,33,9,39,34,6,34,0,2,0,1,15,16,1,13,16,172,52,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526404736597018,0.0,0.0,0.11811467518189965,0.0,0.13016603456357706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021329629069511,0.0,0.18047017004712254,0.0,0.0,0.08247672583977705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190414001159474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160759986870747,0.12367334426365685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956778879457367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032230242110686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187882063400113,0.0,0.0,0.10669685294385936,0.09938199079755054,0.0,0.0,0.11538241009657048,0.0,0.0,0.05964148169250836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18487951485561926,0.11315297461169907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566431558180893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183182633321334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23410383991907585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06482486315171186,0.09614889017209567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331495054076947,0.1728802444065017,0.11822167893853895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645879560422944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848733672888454,0.0,0.0,0.11887067653411658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671033648483417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155706417401682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159858425333847,0.08970992660907902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4800096733525106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857713477946175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112970692182606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073273894329976,0.0,0.09380237664084548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305256213078092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258611656535854,0.0,0.2404800907733009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12572410274120574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868731606625699,0.09480758535613112,0.10309767813557524,0.1085969151196208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180734081167602,0.0,0.0,0.08008355391213122,0.12830093075003324,0.11522468206689615,0.0,0.0,0.10187505915950563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020599955069458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595901201393296 socialanxiety,RodgersLeBronGoats,2020/03/21,"Anyone have experience with furniture delivery? I’m looking to transition into a job that is easier on my anxiety. I’ve been in my current field and “faking it” long enough to know that it’s not going to get better. It’s very hard to transition into something with no experience and no desire to deal with people. But I’ve applied as a delivery driver and gotten calls from two furniture places. Obviously there will be some anxiety having to move furniture into people’s houses, but does anyone have experience with this type of thing?",7.5154545454545465,8.241736454545453,8.723787878787878,61.90568181818182,63.24242424242425,12.256565656565654,33.671717171717184,11.855464076750405,4.6673353535353534,435,17,66,14,6,150,65,99,0.098,0.8440000000000001,0.059000000000000004,-0.2039,2,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,1,17,13,6,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,2,2,2,1,18,9,2,10,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,1,2,48,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27958355939373664,0.0,0.0,0.2555451304933693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16161426332168727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186592872490986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883917676888458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991263549417015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18881410971501508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5362497009528584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547149871328628,0.0,0.10385251524364963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369467288445227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108516628666036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18133629733719067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042638056159163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617147302923447,0.15345138235411598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19421839259362966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25337088985245,0.0,0.19091918848156114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067833551976475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214010184819523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17850554877774452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15077551780414478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ChristHemsworth,2020/03/21,"Too socially anxious for real love I can’t establish chemistry- like genuine sparks flying, goosebumps raised type of connections- with anyone. And it’s entirely my fault. Apparently people find me attractive which I’ll never understand. I’m not trying to brag or anything. It’s not even a lot of people it’s just once or twice friends have pointed out while we were on a night out that I’m being eyed or something. But people just intimidate me and I’ll never get if someone’s looking at me just cause or if they’re looking at me like they want me. Guess I’m dying alone.",2.7495238095238115,5.388513,4.064285714285717,82.54738095238098,79.71428571428572,6.590476190476192,26.29761904761905,7.793537801064563,1.8446404761904769,464,19,83,8,12,152,77,112,0.077,0.777,0.146,0.8281,1,1,1,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,1,0,5,6,0,0,2,0,4,3,2,1,2,27,14,10,1,3,12,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,3,9,5,10,12,1,10,0,0,3,1,5,6,0,8,6,51,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907956083408366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081153416191768,0.0,0.1288103984115534,0.0,0.15159676449532258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892439380509075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911905200385944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167509185387745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16837307734838533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232735270162414,0.0,0.0962469663379135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20293829735785304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800004622132108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30939558362432074,0.0,0.0,0.15661663745403878,0.16626508553254654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841625189082847,0.0,0.0,0.17287730757428102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19618751259268075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831433438560168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741467571300671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209681862458906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877883486956758,0.1560883914941308,0.14182099585454844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507279333171234,0.0,0.0,0.191778759168852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865729968166914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,skosasha,2020/03/21,does anyone else here yearn for closeness but feel too socially inept to ever achieve a relationship? i’m sitting here crying right now because i recently lost my best friend of 4 years because she told me i was too much to deal with. i’m trying hard to just distract myself but it’s hard. i need closeness but i struggle socializing and get scared i’m annoying and i distance myself. anyone else have this problem?,2.55240506329114,5.461944556962028,3.6226455696202535,83.16080379746839,84.44303797468355,5.6916455696202535,26.8873417721519,7.1686216300943375,1.773854683544304,336,15,57,5,10,108,57,79,0.294,0.599,0.106,-0.9423,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,7,9,1,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,14,10,5,0,3,4,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,3,3,10,2,6,7,2,8,0,2,0,0,7,3,0,0,4,35,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404768441812476,0.35238665861620144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20965042558970745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18046139863623897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18888997253231485,0.0,0.1772831972030705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048334458222834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873010096074954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15554765431556147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694813690573898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285586039802236,0.0,0.08984199650175237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080847462719009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877146406084162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641037737285246,0.12750615242988045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645424851026721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697897430420561,0.18462067320874906,0.0,0.1468528904377012,0.0,0.0,0.17216194695422202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505831052867344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797699162910512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643151380073155,0.0,0.1167495443079302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107365945377194 socialanxiety,onazikadd,2020/03/22,"Can’t cope with online exams Due to the coronavirus my university has decided that we’ll take finals online. One of them is tomorrow morning and I’ve been having a few panic attacks today because they’re making us record ourselves so we don’t cheat. I can’t stand the thought of someone monitoring me and being seen on other people’s screen, or fucking something up and failing the exam because they’ll think I’m cheating. I couldn’t even study because it makes me so anxious, so that doesn’t help. Im not asking for advice or anything, just wanted to rant i guess :/",4.983986486486487,6.380757882882887,5.873502252252251,77.66538851351353,69.27027027027026,7.351801801801803,30.992117117117118,7.645422480735847,2.2387738738738743,459,19,78,5,8,151,84,111,0.209,0.765,0.026000000000000002,-0.9629,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,3,0,2,1,5,6,4,1,4,0,12,1,0,2,0,17,23,8,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,3,2,11,0,8,16,1,7,0,1,2,1,7,2,1,3,4,50,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20179263675595374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23328995245622824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16993462234200346,0.0,0.19305271149336228,0.2349273178340157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3776474886537622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639348340613966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262142735628351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19090897516894967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274866685647503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384148104421882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22305900232770268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27568511524747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13993198179719424,0.0,0.0,0.2422871313001717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316338843109785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17496957767422738,0.15897633073463865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526478346709774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231897769746465,0.0,0.16394055516235548,0.0,0.0,0.1957409845190001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483980462508489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180099784831523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,eaturvegetablesdan,2020/03/22,"A rant because I am pissed off I'm just really angry that I have all these social hangups or whatever I should call them. (I have not been officially diagnosed with social anxiety so I feel very hesitant to call it that). I will be going to college soon, and I have been shitting myself about that thought for probably one to two years. Not only am I terrified of all the people there, the unfamiliar environment, what classes will be like, etc, I also have zero idea what I want to do. actually that's not quite true. I think I am interested in film, specifically screenwriting and maybe cinematography, but anything in that industry requires lots of CONNECTIONS, which I would not in a million years be able to make, lots of presenting (pitching ideas, reading your stuff to people for feedback, etc). It's a fast paced, high stress industry and I just know it isn't one I can handle. so essentially I have to go to college where I will be surprised if I make any friends because I am so bad at meeting people (yes I know, put yourself out there, try over and over, I get it and I have), and i don't even know what I want to study at all but it's not really a choice because what's the alternative? I am unmotivated, un-driven, I don't know what I want to do in life, and I don't know what I would do if I didn't go to college other than work a bunch of minimum wage jobs and live with my parents. Only plus with college is it comes with counselors I guess. sorry for the angst this is just one of the rare times i feel mad about it rather than just beaten down, so i wanted to get it off my chest lol",4.260107284020329,5.11277580124224,5.5094861660079095,81.63126482213441,70.49068322981367,8.835911914172783,28.611518915866746,9.095868883498916,2.1866409937888207,1256,45,260,24,22,420,157,322,0.11699999999999999,0.8190000000000001,0.065,-0.9511,3,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,1,4,17,11,4,1,10,2,34,5,3,2,4,59,57,19,0,10,15,1,2,1,1,6,2,0,0,0,24,15,0,2,11,2,1,5,10,6,0,6,4,2,38,5,41,43,8,25,0,0,0,0,9,14,2,6,7,194,62,12,0.1061301347955604,0.0,0.10356770210446964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487223045224805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217213101837623,0.0,0.08118926262765044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733605806320931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861422949560098,0.1940878353212299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21674146737338856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914217137220151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771985279570684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367263090623999,0.07009795309532772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073251700127707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199587887586776,0.0,0.11089723014180984,0.0,0.18094860412269934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169143086945048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213231436024763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23961600795956264,0.0,0.0,0.10531778263614668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916317327041688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496285284707184,0.0518498230209344,0.0,0.09371485341868528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804560907072996,0.0,0.0,0.1416853781800786,0.0,0.10662198526180604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21574957802084624,0.16143349983811667,0.0,0.0,0.1178449550357969,0.0,0.0,0.22073181731113867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144262355637742,0.0,0.0,0.10669009880946273,0.0,0.11288246217159127,0.10615885511728808,0.0,0.13597936393490542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894105823662492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21637261428209134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880399690151686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157171083201886,0.0,0.12149361292863105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800390502997501,0.0,0.0842554721765797,0.061885335075227026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205539496117178,0.0,0.1036737203835301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756847605320907,0.2503932129575916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726400213497284,0.0,0.0,0.1507836054728818,0.0,0.0,0.13668865439037992 socialanxiety,I-just-came,2020/03/22,"My anxiety worsened due to coronavirus It may sound counterintuitive but since covid quarantine my social anxiety became worse. I don’t go to gym, I work from home, I don’t interact with a single person during a day. Today I found that it became harder for me to make a phone call for food ordering. Basically this is a situation where I may loose my little social skills. Any tips? I don’t have friends and before quarantine I was having conversations only with my colleagues.",4.67625,7.233791397727277,6.131818181818183,70.69272727272728,72.52272727272728,9.4,26.90909090909091,9.827888789773867,3.142495454545455,385,14,62,11,8,130,62,88,0.147,0.804,0.049,-0.743,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,0,9,1,0,1,0,8,12,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,4,3,1,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,1,12,1,8,8,1,7,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,2,3,41,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14861294594664193,0.0,0.33436107062596176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18595925636073554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22315114934707894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14093856280009406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642563270671729,0.23961501144242664,0.16884147583399006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419985731408358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192108601216856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21903191608212733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458754310825619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16620756271773882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19081845395361646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807764198871912,0.2456452269832539,0.0,0.4455427763723736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20714793014198654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590978513573657,0.0,0.22270831071383998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Gingel2345,2020/03/22,"I really need some advice (English isn’t my first language) Hi I need some good advise or comfort. I am a really shy person in real life and online (online not as much as in real life though). I just got to know someone online and I really like that person. But whenever I text that person I feel like I’m being annoying or I don’t know what to talk about. I’m feeling really bad about it. If you feel like you can help me please feel free to dm me. (I will also give some more detail about the situation)",0.9715844155844168,3.1070185047619105,3.6412987012987017,85.95779220779222,83.0,6.4848484848484835,17.164502164502164,7.686295010490155,0.5077619047619049,393,8,80,7,11,138,65,105,0.078,0.7120000000000001,0.21,0.9152,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,1,6,8,1,0,2,0,6,2,0,0,0,21,18,10,0,3,6,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,6,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,1,4,14,7,10,15,5,3,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,6,4,52,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840121992893732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144679444705835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680135843362478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071510620631112,0.21698550310503176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917672625460785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568323648785725,0.0,0.1273775855924866,0.12146072249302678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017922509764088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692262666946106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21453420352857652,0.22258145326165335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11163862460895224,0.2252127045624697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.397809319987941,0.0,0.16670272695136273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457123986969264,0.3891557408788891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707031975154162,0.0,0.0,0.12867515482593644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206374534719415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14920709370041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MNM2884NICK,2020/03/22,"I feel like I no longer have social anxiety. I've felt like this since I started working mid shift in 2016(2016 I was M19). There's hope for everyone. Being in the military changed me for the better no matter how much I regret it. It is the worse decision I've made and I hate it so much. Anyway story time, the progress started when I was 19. Being in mid shift was amazing because it meant less social interaction. It also pushed me to talk to more customers. I've realized no matter how quiet I was, I still managed to bring people closer to me and then I realized that my face wasn't the problem at all. I know people thought I was weird and ugly but that was only because they didn't know me so naturally they would avoid me. Once they got to know me, they realized how cool or funny I was. I started being more of myself around people at work. I began to talk more, speak up for myself. Fast forward to my deployment, I gained so much confidence. It was like I got to start all over again but with more experience. I came back a different person and people realized. So during my deployment. I managed to talk to cute girls, something I couldn't do before. A girl I liked didn't want me to switch schedules, instead she wanted me to stay with her. I said no of course but the point is. When I met her, she used to think I was so weird. But not anymore, me and her became friends. So aside from losing my friends was being one of the fear factors for my anxiety, acne played it's role. I realized that no matter how many stares I get and how fucked up my face was due to acne. I still talked to people no matter what. I was like, fuck it. My face won't get any better no matter what medication but who cares. I took what I learned from my deployment and when I went back home. I used those same skills and talked to new people everyday easily. I asked questions and would also talk about my deployment experience. It was amazing and fun. Granted my social anxiety has stopped being present since before I left from my deployment. But I was always still too shy. Eventually I got put on accutane and my confidence met another boost. Idc at all anymore about how I look. I have so many scars that are red. My face itself is red due to the medication but non of that matters. I have friends and met new people here currently at my second deployment. It's great and I think what also helped was putting myself in situations I don't want to be in. Commanding 200+ people to March. Doing 69 funeral ceremonies during Honor guard in front of groups of families. Going to mid shift, deploying, being put into positions to where I am forced to talk. Etc, it was all worth it. I think at this point social interaction doesn't scare me but the military scares me and that's another story for a different thread. Anyway I just wanted to share this and I wish everyone luck. Not everyone will have it as easy as me. I am now 22, socially awkward? Maybe, do I care? Nah bro. As long as I have fun I'm good. Anyway don't lose hope, it takes a lot of failure to learn what you're doing wrong. TRDL or whatever it is: Military has changed me as a person by forcing myself to do things and also by being forced to do things because I found out I was more scared of going to military jail than social interactions. Got to start over multiple times with new experiences and learning opportunities of myself to better my social interactions. Am now 22 with better social skills than 19 y/o me.",2.747810675182482,4.93707354452555,4.2084523266423375,83.95351790602191,77.05839416058393,7.434534671532848,24.13378193430657,8.376592526197632,1.6470734489051098,2738,92,531,54,64,907,276,685,0.12,0.6779999999999999,0.20199999999999999,0.9969,3,1,1,0,0,0,76.0,0,0,4,14,41,45,3,6,14,1,57,8,4,9,4,96,109,53,1,12,13,1,2,5,3,4,2,3,1,4,34,25,0,3,21,1,1,12,17,16,0,2,37,10,93,29,80,59,16,73,0,3,4,2,48,28,2,7,39,370,127,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16736906021731005,0.043536491394859066,0.0,0.0,0.03558107780972737,0.10972935607308353,0.1200796524963334,0.0,0.10377967320034266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046578096538572214,0.04891445192886012,0.0,0.0,0.08046550854967557,0.0,0.09568588696276528,0.0,0.08904514647581255,0.0,0.0,0.18509991188515149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059842973535354886,0.10669250253129853,0.0,0.11070048352786444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933170203789612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05835339142344425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14998910378945635,0.0,0.1535442639076354,0.04932497367464788,0.05887733187450734,0.026455815917326157,0.037379187220232375,0.05023778210073477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0573688941579342,0.12127264521050594,0.0967425716681593,0.05467266822915761,0.0,0.059472137624350774,0.043885610341609226,0.1673882548282095,0.05768571436769114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051657612571763434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03507065266912601,0.0,0.052483709417397516,0.10393604879868863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626519317123056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05684852313260945,0.0,0.0,0.12781059401299405,0.0,0.0,0.04630374465783188,0.04393770198343318,0.11707093386814525,0.0,0.044482697920204116,0.0,0.049508791778270105,0.0,0.10609355640158308,0.05256495963603985,0.0,0.0,0.10541877968255234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538912020995283,0.0,0.0,0.15160011972864046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055721729186897516,0.03545506376979495,0.039793600644645835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901905340656741,0.09137193552563347,0.0,0.0,0.0989233036429255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05006554310847286,0.0,0.1577956194601112,0.05861314754208875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04977065628434781,0.0,0.15715177824432733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656338546010015,0.058812655110258225,0.0,0.4266894002453653,0.0,0.0402803981741195,0.0,0.0,0.1851705886361608,0.055768797556720304,0.12535439046645408,0.04374393267759195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039339990246173545,0.29438376918193426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695214560952726,0.1005783895567986,0.0,0.041538201368155336,0.061019312898826575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058132195891629025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037963964698546,0.0,0.0,0.12344460760072686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04850345933336767,0.0,0.0,0.06016826506430435,0.0,0.0,0.07618277119059805,0.0,0.05332107295166056,0.07433677131406598,0.05720641365037405,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,RevolutionaryEscape9,2020/03/22,"Does anyone else feel social anxiety because they feel worthless? I was trying to think about why I feel anxious and I think it is because deep down I feel worthless about myself. I don't think I am good at anything. I don't have a job or a career or any goals because I feel like I am too stupid, ugly, disgusting for anyone to take me seriously as an employee or professional.",3.66,5.351617600000001,5.175666666666668,80.21950000000002,73.0,7.666666666666668,28.5,8.344100000000001,2.1385999999999994,300,12,56,5,6,101,49,75,0.303,0.665,0.032,-0.9596,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,3,7,2,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,12,16,5,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,8,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,5,12,2,8,15,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,3,1,36,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280933207990728,0.0,0.1494024298505607,0.22063114237149867,0.0,0.2731137947809051,0.2001058727556668,0.16071360751303734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571555309525834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17090658948933365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314641279795847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4937426657503475,0.13952092499715385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16380669041438606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19380312276607334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541273434365366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19908170908706588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683978536468084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754172037773213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259451733676192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762260617394136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Rocdbutterfly,2020/03/22,"Horrible second hand embarrassment and fear my family and friends are judging every partner I’ve ever shown them? I need help with this one. Literally every partner I’ve introduced to my family or friends and I’ve been terrified they won’t like them. The reasons are I’m worried my family will think they aren’t attractive enough, are too loud, don’t share the same political beliefs, are too sarcastic, aren’t funny enough or don’t make the right jokes, etc. I always obsess about this and I don’t know what to do! To a lesser extent I always obsess about a friend meeting another friend and whether they will get along, or if my parents will offend my friend but this is worse.",4.3335524475524485,6.481490369230772,5.085244755244755,79.65339160839163,72.23076923076924,8.419580419580418,27.202797202797203,9.095868883498916,2.4174615384615388,548,20,98,12,11,177,74,130,0.152,0.6759999999999999,0.172,0.1882,3,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,5,0,5,14,1,4,5,0,16,1,1,2,1,21,22,11,0,2,6,1,1,1,7,4,0,1,0,2,4,7,0,0,4,1,0,0,6,5,0,2,1,2,14,9,7,17,5,2,1,0,0,0,16,1,0,4,2,66,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468589593691124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555458064291946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065465596812077,0.16543659147681028,0.0,0.13418062723535756,0.24996309625234045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41952088749405697,0.1669220050962469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.573029621003944,0.0,0.07750072153595892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942814113999016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152293678914471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247067740998872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901707216681344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999108655601783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051797774878353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647123022453849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525166399197719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668023209325024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504929384343372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15064490398743088,0.15116956097713646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,paulmeadowlark,2020/03/22,Escape your tyrannical comfort zone! I hope this helps some people.[Escape!](https://youtu.be/TdQF7ev5qHs),18.0725,24.83682791666667,5.433333333333334,66.79500000000002,61.5,9.066666666666668,39.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,5.496533333333336,93,4,8,2,2,19,12,12,0.0,0.36,0.64,0.8652,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.559387778616207,0.0,0.0,0.8289060942801817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,avatar_baang,2020/03/22,"Advice for how to motivate myself from a place of love rather than a place of fear?? My whole life my motivation for doing anything is the fear of punishment. I've learned at a young age that bad things happen when I'm not productive, or when I don't live up to expectations. The thing is, I'm realizing now how unhealthy this mindset is, and how much it hurts me. I would really like to learn to motivate myself from a place of love, not fear. Anybody have any tips?",4.957419354838709,5.556846408602157,5.807688172043015,81.03153225806457,68.78494623655914,9.640860215053763,28.403225806451612,9.725611199111238,2.3824064516129027,368,12,76,8,6,121,62,93,0.20800000000000002,0.624,0.168,-0.6754,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,7,9,1,3,6,0,7,3,0,6,0,16,12,7,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,7,3,15,11,2,10,0,1,0,2,2,5,0,1,6,53,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16474448968661864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464718501107855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873545183751915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407658582370194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5691328742039901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14908384525627166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18047940270795834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908031449325301,0.08236470461374062,0.0,0.14886832336213654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043186553875736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239332685359652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5284229417449524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800326299610373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22400780779651613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882250489204426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976171182256914,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,coffin_nails_,2020/03/22,"Considering going on disability So this is something I feel ashamed about, and hate it admitting it to myself let alone my friends and family. I'm 25, and live with my parents because I've been unable to keep a job. I have a bachelor's in business ( which doesn't help too much, plus I have mountains of debt ) and I find myself struggling to handle a job due to my social anxiety. I was diagnosed with social anxiety at 14, and despite therapy and medication I haven't been able to overcome it. I quit my last job because I had sensory overload with the amount of people I had to deal with. Sometimes I feel like I'm experiencing thoughts that are borderline psychotic. I'm also pretty suicidal atm, though the reasons are pretty obvious. This is pretty much my last resort. Anyone else on disability due to social anxiety/ agoraphobia?",5.9199475524475496,7.403811006410258,7.187062937062937,68.7943006993007,67.14102564102564,10.544522144522146,35.335664335664326,10.637119530657019,4.290815384615383,671,33,110,19,11,228,94,156,0.16399999999999998,0.743,0.09300000000000001,-0.8611,5,1,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,1,2,5,0,14,2,0,1,1,19,24,10,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,7,11,0,1,6,0,2,1,2,3,0,0,6,3,17,2,19,17,3,9,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,5,74,24,3,0.12283109890243002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721597454170014,0.0,0.09822798541461956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818963633705702,0.0,0.0,0.0858863603178812,0.12585497633324874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975339562775974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266334694729518,0.0,0.12467097981164685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260962179062298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579422835735573,0.0,0.12421418853328565,0.08775056159871006,0.0,0.0,0.11226539912384012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489900231630252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980774415003599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212702803651985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233109642585683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656727375335335,0.10917792445256412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20024747930772896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560312068929794,0.0,0.060009070485269024,0.0,0.10846211070089767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373940965719513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805899816413304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363893992506255,0.0,0.0,0.08515561810125882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37489015848280216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064599326155346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629082716233175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37563251053798735,0.0,0.09456138091963218,0.12148309759756964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840973406363887,0.0,0.13435728590518495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404680664313449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068093102408473,0.0975141721616406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PsychoChicken38,2020/03/22,"Can someone walk me through what I do at the bank? Ok so obviously I'm not going to go to the bank right now because I am of course isolating myself until this virus goes away. But I'm getting very bored so I'm trying to tick off stuff I need to do. One of those things is that I have a lot of 1p's and 2p's because I clean at a uni and come across them often. I've never deposited them, though, because I don't know the procedure at the bank to do this so I've accumulated 30 months worth of coins from my job. I know that supermarket machines are an option because they require less interaction, but I don't want people staring at me if the machine is noisy, plus it takes like 10% So what is the procedure at the bank? I'm in the UK, if it's different in the US. I go in, walk up to the person at the till, say ""hi I've got a few bags of coins I'd like to deposit into my current account"" and then what? Do they need to take my debit card? Will they ask me any questions? Do I need to wait for a receipt? I know these might sound like silly questions but my social anxiety revolves less around the actual talking of people and social interactions but more around *procedure* in social settings",2.4730799999999995,3.869895148000001,4.2474000000000025,86.87470000000002,75.52000000000002,7.08,25.3,7.734863291789972,1.2392,937,32,202,13,20,317,135,250,0.03,0.898,0.071,0.8635,3,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,5,1,9,6,0,0,17,1,16,0,0,0,2,33,37,19,0,6,7,0,0,3,0,2,0,2,1,1,13,9,0,2,5,0,11,6,4,1,0,1,1,3,25,5,38,34,5,32,0,0,1,0,18,18,0,8,10,135,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.1253972175191044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738423493262047,0.0,0.09830195533029792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22878403810061854,0.12012991798082448,0.0,0.12072974298973167,0.0,0.0,0.3133290142138245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069115456481746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425488665004526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713581458209529,0.0,0.21908810381893368,0.0,0.102772986972803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751617183253786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118603024589057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883354579729325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924589036572777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631792574487495,0.0,0.0,0.10256727271667407,0.0,0.0,0.2858428042872533,0.09910692724396428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707475469345659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17817109096316444,0.11220102329274248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878982521186012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973808249105374,0.0,0.1021881570346666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39296793151217946,0.10887741929419692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14710146790961706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932316366750874,0.10328322977939593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536952259813667,0.0,0.12625034976226493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724289379575886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15456937481936125,0.0,0.0,0.1060257494984708,0.07579248055266903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,alx924,2020/03/22,"Type-B Personality Introverts With Anxiety, Now Is Your Time To Shine I don’t mean this to be funny or memetic. I’m serious. There is probably someone or multiple people in your life who are more extroverted, more Type-A, and don’t struggle with anxiety as much. They’re likely really freaking out. They don’t know what it’s like to constantly feel like the world is ending or that they can’t control or plan for a situation. They want to be out and they don’t really know how to be content at home for long periods. But you do. You can be their rock now. You can teach them coping techniques and how to enjoy time alone. We’re experts at isolation. Let’s share our knowledge.",2.301162046908317,4.759030097014925,4.0816631130064,82.84686567164182,80.11940298507463,8.007675906183369,25.24307036247335,8.841846274778883,2.2172831556503203,539,21,105,14,14,181,86,134,0.10800000000000001,0.784,0.107,0.204,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,5,6,2,5,8,0,1,2,0,17,1,0,3,0,21,23,11,0,1,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,5,7,0,1,5,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,2,13,5,16,18,3,14,0,0,1,0,15,6,0,4,11,69,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086633992258574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082498280173641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21771878965634567,0.2259670785193128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17844368043843492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186989057314068,0.14393106316347778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020920372265412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22144660153583026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060179486956927,0.14230506442566992,0.2952859499827,0.0,0.0,0.17829566913227587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21946119648885035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481045111322211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967476018794447,0.1759168778339666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172200257253927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581352151150714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264620663796709,0.0,0.0,0.1707058911475516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21062143885573356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23495894994418826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883293174011188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,maro-s,2020/03/22,"Social anxiety and isolation Hello everyone! Not sure how common this problem is, but I tend to be much more socially anxious while I'm away from people and interact with them mostly via phone or internet. The paranoia just gets stronger, I start to think that they hate me or something, that I'm being too needy, etc., etc. Seeing people in person, going to Uni and sometimes actively participating in classes, doing smoke breaks or going to bar with my peers and other shit like that just helped feeling like I belong, like people don't hate me, like they want me there, the place I take is mine and I'm not an outsider. Now when all our education is happening via internet I start to feel alienated again - not only from other students and people, but from people in general. Moreover, I probably start slipping into my old habits and acting like that - distancing myself, not talking when I want something to say, being rude and judgy because of feeling insecure. Seeing people near me, hearing they actual voice, being able to touch them and generally just perceiving all these little bodily signals which let you understand that person is friendly and feels okay around you - these things really eased anxiety and paranoia. Now I'm just not sure what to do with it.",9.963373205741624,9.024758447368423,9.313811802232859,65.20471291866032,58.82456140350878,12.325996810207338,38.27113237639553,11.389717465364855,4.551959649122807,1018,40,158,23,11,325,134,228,0.16699999999999998,0.69,0.14300000000000002,-0.8104,0,1,3,0,0,0,28.0,1,2,5,0,13,15,4,1,3,1,12,2,1,1,4,48,38,20,0,3,14,0,5,5,1,0,0,3,0,2,14,16,1,0,7,1,0,3,6,6,0,0,0,10,23,9,22,33,7,24,0,0,2,0,20,9,1,4,16,115,37,2,0.10835732215708067,0.0,0.10574111569367413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16578610972626714,0.12241293135198522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646098980616456,0.0,0.0,0.10180527107150388,0.0,0.0,0.0660536178506537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416941143393718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354006487211716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21915487142345044,0.07741049259983515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371659830660122,0.0,0.056612228543530874,0.0,0.12316392655467595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582002212795457,0.0,0.0,0.213960844688842,0.0,0.0,0.1221265772413288,0.0,0.07262962896756882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080270333880156,0.0,0.2646895713309709,0.10860250329132244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965509953873658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370278194032747,0.0,0.0,0.08241062626840075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4507279423468981,0.18922686834161964,0.1132103389737553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682752023343848,0.10368332332832016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941647522163437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617009172376408,0.0,0.0,0.17269351337880132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122723405768313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22091328835959512,0.0,0.16683752091261794,0.10716816230290607,0.0,0.2300876110045744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20425098755362986,0.0,0.08147122102699568,0.08709351104744857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198779003519767,0.0694309967613531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128037937917325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782391209931468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,captain-spazium,2020/03/22,"How do I talk to someone about getting help I haven’t actually haven’t been diagnosed yet with social anxiety but after talking to my friends (a good portion of which have some level of anxiety) and my dad (who does have social anxiety) it has been accepted that in all likelihood I have pretty severe social anxiety and I am just wondering how do I talk to someone about getting help, as every time I try to talk to anyone about getting help I physically can’t say anything, I will open my mouth but no words will actually come out of my mouth, I am just wondering if there are any methods I could use to improve my chances of actually talking to someone about it Sorry about any spelling of punctuation issues",11.979705882352938,7.841389911764711,11.76358823529412,59.169647058823536,57.970588235294116,14.997647058823528,48.523529411764706,12.688352899677879,6.074090000000001,572,29,98,14,5,193,75,136,0.07400000000000001,0.727,0.2,0.9678,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,0,1,0,17,3,2,3,1,21,24,8,0,2,5,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,1,15,3,22,19,3,8,0,0,0,0,15,4,0,4,3,74,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.3355117982924001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15586970952356455,0.0,0.3506879069147094,0.0,0.0,0.08013399207851775,0.0,0.0943095749644658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872145772146253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150220906762647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632095331169365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002909962808094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655906660006386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854299881526788,0.0,0.17962805176942814,0.0,0.0,0.09612465047841932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304505420087658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961711531572825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659377530567222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113794019037612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947023953334275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504739578260824,0.2913115574934215,0.0,0.0,0.12829013239586146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4605729808352527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682668965038631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780879768773832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898131988829713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485669519083481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,enla_92,2020/03/22,I’m happy I’m quarantined and lost my job I work as a preschool teacher in a very wealthy suburb of Los Angeles. Day in and out I’m forced to interact with wealthy people who treat me like garbage. I dread interacting with these people (the parents of the kids) every morning. They make me feel so insecure and anxious. I dread interacting with most of my coworkers as well. My heart beats so fast and I stutter my words at times. Yesterday our whole staff was let go to due to the corona virus. Of course I’m sad that I don’t have a job anymore but I’m also happy that I no longer have to go to work and interact with others. Is anyone else feeling this way? The future feels uncertain but at least my social anxiety is at bay for now. Enjoying it while it lasts.,2.1763203463203453,4.378551870129872,3.6620519480519502,87.09355411255413,79.0,7.223549783549784,25.201731601731602,8.238735603445708,1.6747035497835498,604,23,123,12,15,199,97,154,0.139,0.723,0.138,0.4159,3,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,1,4,5,13,0,4,7,0,7,1,1,1,0,19,19,13,0,0,2,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,10,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,7,1,0,2,3,15,6,22,16,3,18,1,2,0,0,10,6,0,2,10,76,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373045267734498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313462981327788,0.19396661642175872,0.17027542484823707,0.12005322118706052,0.17592194214896875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072914949871654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342924272441895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14466054516284615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604426371433933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951565887294722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655452993662067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034595458671607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34076183054529696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995444000947502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17556989461524486,0.0,0.08388156379585228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874255073975152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460782695394378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906471138746888,0.0,0.0,0.2380635578779521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17502155447329729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100116806185519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166645675139758,0.0,0.1362835958372078,0.0,0.0,0.15437453414290273,0.0,0.0,0.1916914717662153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24999218691993885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sontagm12,2020/03/22,Anyone else feel like the world is against you I always feel like people are always talking behind my back and could turn on me any day. Does anyone else have these feelings and how do you deal with them?,4.429916666666667,5.940542825000005,3.770000000000003,91.78166666666668,70.75,5.333333333333334,20.833333333333336,3.1291,-0.2889166666666667,163,3,32,0,3,48,33,40,0.0,0.8809999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,8,9,3,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,2,4,8,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450673031008404,0.0,0.0,0.14100661500106082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28997097650471604,0.4249136911874946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594410524268434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16555386938467068,0.0,0.0,0.13372502332798789,0.2137710264199367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18145531859739505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34643233360084424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31453052683301463,0.2962649242724705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202603634655723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375191616161534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666618541525136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22553966465839306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Stephersyas,2020/03/22,"People look at me all the time and it drives me insane. I always feel disgusted with myself. Help? I believe I may be, to a degree, a level of attractive. I am not drop dead gorgeous. But I’m okay looking. I feel so incredibly uncomfortable in my own skin anytime someone looks at me. The worst part is, when I lock eyes with another man, they seem to like it. I honestly think they think I’m checking them out. Perhaps because I probably look like a deer in headlights. No, sir, it’s not that I’m checking you out. It’s the sudden panic I feel for locking eyes with another human being! I always feel people looking at me. It may not just be in my head after all. I experimented, faced me “fear” and looked straight back at people who I felt were looking. 95% of the time they were. They’d quickly look away. I hate locking eyes with strangers, my fight/flight system nearly knocks me out each time. Even when I try and smile, I feel disgusted with myself. I know I’m probably perceived as this huge b**ch because I will look right past you. I do not say good morning or hello. The very thought of human interaction makes my skin crawl. Mostly because of how harsh I am with myself. I don’t like anybody to look at me. If someone is being friendly with me, I feel like I have to put an act and remind myself to make facial expressions/get rid of my monotone voice. Clearly I never socialized much as a child, always been the strong, silent type. Plus I grew up with strict parents and no siblings, which doesn’t help my case. How can I not feel so disgusted with being looked at? And I don’t wear anything provocative by the way. I just am always looked at and it drives me insane. I never want to do my hair anymore or wear make up because I don’t want attention. I do it to look good for my bf, but other than that I’d rather look like a sloth who hasn’t bathed in 3 days to feel invisible.",2.0245561877667133,4.1878549947368455,3.3827738264580383,89.10225462304413,79.31578947368422,5.8975817923186336,23.42816500711237,7.001395882987947,0.8242418207681363,1478,50,301,17,37,482,182,380,0.09699999999999999,0.809,0.094,-0.2465,1,0,0,0,1,0,51.0,0,2,5,1,12,20,4,2,13,1,27,11,11,6,5,66,65,21,1,4,13,1,12,5,2,3,0,2,1,5,14,21,0,0,16,1,2,5,14,7,0,0,5,31,58,13,48,51,8,43,0,0,17,0,23,22,0,7,18,200,72,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21716426101050135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368351798646732,0.0,0.0,0.06470789019853418,0.0,0.0,0.05369305233607238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06130208191109465,0.05017122458990772,0.0,0.15909684240851954,0.0,0.0,0.07351147856959639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042079176451481966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043095293601125836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638244790664666,0.0,0.07342146701047228,0.2639283749812881,0.04661275696422721,0.06264773799618202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050409980865381385,0.0,0.034089074512729696,0.0,0.0,0.10945285016646704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441830117848259,0.06696265823941082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746791629315873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03585826572482016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15938292400741422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7670793848124651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065944229541318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04796434786888777,0.0,0.10064563746123653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655376780768848,0.07244951831578722,0.0706565779596864,0.062286028024085976,0.13570299921878365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406954696832972,0.0,0.0,0.06559166037664776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055720924728591525,0.0,0.05188735284076379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059398784181237375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651150945198855,0.1105678238113889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361580114341995,0.0,0.051799148913996035,0.11413885428483594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044298702947486716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05383593983955772,0.07696921630123803,0.051790350622559336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ausernameleft,2020/03/22,"success stories? Hi, I have created a Reddit account to talk to people with social anxiety. I have suffered from pretty severe social anxiety with all the problems it brings. I have improved a bit now I am able to at least operate in public so that is good. However, I have been trying to improve my condition for almost a decade now I feel like I am going at a snail´s pace. I am a grown 23YO adult but I still can't be myself, talk to people or make any friends. I feel like I am missing my youth trapped inside my own mind and it is making me feel hopeless. Is there anyone here that went through a similar situation and managed to beat their anxiety? how did you do it? I don't want pity I just want to know how can someone go from where I am to a better place",2.22662087912088,4.121047467948717,4.0352014652014665,85.97884615384619,77.52564102564101,6.764835164835166,26.52747252747253,7.7094869923839395,1.5844318681318683,599,24,120,9,14,202,99,156,0.15,0.679,0.171,0.6528,1,1,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,1,1,3,10,11,0,0,8,0,19,0,0,4,1,21,32,7,0,3,3,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,4,0,1,5,2,5,0,0,3,3,21,6,17,28,4,14,0,4,0,0,10,5,0,2,6,87,26,2,0.1591092039062561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932488443522924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819971474333998,0.0,0.3651543164617311,0.0,0.0,0.11125285484451196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071916098277554,0.17370604174311272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413511825750061,0.22733529412430306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292737625052813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18085085450593646,0.1334532513515186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874422574017185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15546544022454675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124132582212848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606549390098233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206125765429982,0.0,0.16623525341424789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16187126116399927,0.0,0.15224601997093526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17974811177975208,0.0,0.0,0.17884541160494805,0.0,0.3243835925758111,0.1348127121408884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706481576927353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25577190230064656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802470524990312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876934616824712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749582606800138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BboyAnthoChan,2020/03/22,"Unmuted myself in online tutoring hehe I really needed help with my quiz corrections and I tried looking it up but still couldn't figure it out, so I had to ask my professor. I thought it wouldn't be bad since there was only 5 people in the meeting but, I was fucking shaking to click unmute. I was overthinking about how I would word my question because I struggle with terminology. But finally I just forced myself to talk and improvise. All in all it went well but I didn't think I'd be this shook. Hopefully this was a breakthrough for talking online... Granted one I didn't think I would need.",3.2105721003134815,5.571858474137933,4.4934169278996885,81.62963949843261,76.32758620689657,7.666457680250784,27.78683385579937,8.575989854853784,2.340010344827587,477,20,87,10,11,157,75,116,0.098,0.774,0.127,0.5064,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,7,7,1,3,2,0,13,1,0,1,3,27,23,8,0,7,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,5,0,0,3,4,5,1,1,9,2,17,2,12,8,2,10,0,0,2,1,6,5,1,2,2,65,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19518771275997693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17432847034443716,0.12727465117285966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22871601392611185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930202685076492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994556229398208,0.0,0.0,0.20737265612042752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17532854229970066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096259123206513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414795122932224,0.1587919640520312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474665557751004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338892853801617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375433408445067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17271080989817125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16673761226473047,0.0,0.0,0.21826956299239672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356302530785273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675646294913038,0.0,0.1657536003675412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175270557725625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18772463725823169,0.19354769224431967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966326677411497,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Away-Restaurant,2020/03/22,Why Why do I get so much dirty looks from people? I do my best not to look back even to go unnoticed but I always catch it. Happens all to often to think it’s all in my head,-0.7692499999999995,0.7909725750000014,1.8800000000000023,99.395,85.75,5.0,15.0,5.985473137389443,-0.9320000000000004,133,2,35,1,4,46,30,40,0.054000000000000006,0.879,0.067,0.1308,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,6,8,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,6,8,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329231009096765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152478893817988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937678977592863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848902646039308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625119079353602,0.0,0.15908992972762342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24754002268786665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872876030282763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4701392080499613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20577980164409335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19406731251083725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179367006308929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5051842186735811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,back2thelander,2020/03/22,I bailed on a date with a guy I really like at the last minute. How do I fix it? He seems annoyed. And I might not be able to see him for a few weeks now because of quarantine (expecting a lockdown in my area).,0.6002173913043478,1.9502218478260889,3.003695652173913,94.01032608695654,80.52173913043478,7.208695652173913,22.369565217391305,8.07648339933343,0.876060869565217,159,5,40,3,4,55,40,46,0.063,0.87,0.067,0.0498,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,5,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,7,3,1,8,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,2,5,27,7,0,0.3807455690671285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23209896495071655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769979741095527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103584562238699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18601305284464206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4039108800568672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439153610918975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30340492325149643,0.3466164662752084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305411129286962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,annmarbar,2020/03/22,"Do you get anxiety in online social situations too? In my case it happens with videogames, I had to stop playing this mmorpg because I couldn't ask for help in parts made specifically for teamwork. Now I'm staring at a minecraft Server that i really wanna get in but my stomach hurts, I'm sweating and I'm scared, just for this server with 4 people from my class. Any advice?",3.14045009784736,5.525830794520547,4.156594911937379,83.83630136986301,76.67123287671234,6.36320939334638,26.866927592954998,7.447530270364453,1.5972872798434443,300,12,55,4,7,97,55,73,0.179,0.802,0.019,-0.8895,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,3,2,2,1,0,9,11,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,7,1,13,8,1,7,0,1,1,0,4,5,0,0,2,34,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641993417338882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18385871885116245,0.0,0.20682988849795247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527564935789645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648131129621709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825110242736796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390844990007766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18122119019274915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894332883768733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558276361637695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927809348946988,0.0,0.1874383208027189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17320391742972094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27068436738290585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039036500982881,0.0,0.2756049398503481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260387800117397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cubsgm,2020/03/22,"Anyone 30 plus here? I'm about to turn 39 in a few months and I've struggled with social anxiety since high school. I've had up and downs. In my early twenties I made a bunch of friends and thought I turned a corner, but I never felt comfortable connecting with people one on one. I.e. dating So basically I lost confidence and withdrew from my friends. The last 12 or so years has been isolation besides work. It's been ok until the last 5 years. I have no hobbies and honestly I feel like the best days are behind me. I don't relate to any of the new pop culture/bands etc. Just me sitting around with no excitement. Sounds horrible. That's me. I doubt many people my age post here but thought I would see anyways.",1.979044289044289,4.3683321258741294,3.0636643356643383,90.0775477855478,80.88811188811191,6.330815850815853,24.218648018648015,7.554174236665415,1.211770536130536,566,21,115,9,15,181,101,143,0.165,0.645,0.19,0.795,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,8,11,0,2,7,1,8,0,0,1,1,22,18,12,0,1,4,0,2,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,10,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,8,4,15,8,18,9,4,22,0,1,1,0,3,8,0,2,13,73,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096492772981577,0.0,0.12482880209842193,0.0,0.0,0.1140960956028476,0.0,0.0,0.14526078000880688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124260808999356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105234690933801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18198380320907304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250642987821004,0.11657260161350128,0.15667405832743606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25213795533588224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17240386259335655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660196037969389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971930138597104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781253214115671,0.0,0.0,0.1544005926701953,0.0,0.16543433396897156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302451181637729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585099620807333,0.15759590363805695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22114386809247988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22625067608035526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627701214549905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514230592111678,0.13002973796077955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498045032523145,0.0,0.0,0.16633686138774456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17058644981385812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590862220359035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549761490102744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879369906426362,0.0,0.0,0.11591518532187454,0.0,0.0,0.2101593293961673 socialanxiety,thepastiez,2020/03/22,"Silver lining to coronavirus : contactless delivery I know everything that’s happening in the world due to the coronavirus is very sad, and should be taken seriously However I am thoroughly enjoying not interacting with food delivery people since the introduction of contactless delivery.",11.80833333333333,14.52106195454546,11.852727272727272,36.20742424242428,54.45454545454545,19.503030303030304,48.75757575757576,15.903189008614273,10.73749393939394,242,15,25,15,3,81,36,44,0.109,0.812,0.079,-0.1027,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,5,7,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,5,4,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3941361674944948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5302906225531735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3878040910245225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410129847693445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040320385715393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627691389979255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36184573588046137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,brianchoiofficial,2020/03/22,"🚫 How To Stop Feeling Anxious In Social Settings Without Drinking, Pills, or Positive Affirmations Every introverted, non-outgoing person messes this up when they go to a party, networking event, family reunion, what have you. Listen carefully because the next small or big social event you go to will be a whirlpool of anxiety if you do the same thing you’ve been doing in the past. It took me 19 years of my life of making this mistake, not even knowing it was a mistake. So for the last 4 years I've been testing myself as a human guinea pig to find the answers. You don't need a shot of tequila, prescription pills, or positive affirmations to stop feeling anxious in a social situation. Today I read ANOTHER article telling people to meditate and do positive affirmations to “cope with” social anxiety. I’ve been quiet about this for years… but I can’t be silent about this anymore. This reminded me of when I first got started trying to meet women and learn social interactions in 2016. Watching a motivational video to pump myself up, not being able to talk to a single soul, and coming back home defeated. Trying to make myself feel better by watching YouTube videos telling me to: ◾ Have a beer and loosen up ◾ Go see your doctor ◾ Do positive affirmations Well, I’ve tried liquid courage. I’ve seen friends take anxiety pills only to relapse. Did the positive self-talks. The result? You guessed it. No result. I see people giving advice to others like: 💬 “If it’s meant to be, it will happen.” 💬 “Once you work on yourself, people will come to you naturally.” 💬 “Look yourself in the mirror and believe in yourself you’re a confident guy.” ...Makes me want to vomit. None of the friendships, relationships, or business connections I’ve cultivated in the past happened because I waited for the right time. I’ve had times where I worked on myself disgustingly and nobody sends me a single text message to come to their party. I looked myself in the mirror, but deep inside I knew I was lying to myself. Look. What the folks from Buzzfeed tell you to do to feel more confident… All they do is give you an eggshell of confidence around you. It gives you a shelter of comfort for the time being. Only later to be shattered to the ground into pieces. ❓ Are you getting all this? It’s not about looking inward into yourself, worse yet trying to numb the anxiety. That’s like going to war empty handed because you think you can knock anyone out in a fist fight. You see, the smart guys train before the war, and show up with guns. With ammo. Just ask my drill sergeant So what now? Instead of trying to talk yourself out of feeling nervous, do the opposite. ✅ Talk to other people. Start a conversation. It’s scary jumping in, but you ride the wave and you get used to it. You’ll notice the nervousness and the anxiety eventually dissipate. As a side note: With the whole thing going on right now, I recommend you to avoid going into crowded areas. Instead practice as you go about your daily activities that you were planning on doing anyway. So, if you HAVE to go to the grocery store today, start a conversation with the cashier. Doesn’t matter if it lasts 20 seconds. The point is you’re taking action and getting better at talking to people. 1 is greater than 0.",4.081871657754011,6.4431067712418315,5.06140106951872,78.59375935828879,73.6078431372549,7.326726084373144,28.120736779560307,8.238735603445708,2.2350715032679744,2592,104,439,44,55,846,303,612,0.11900000000000001,0.758,0.12300000000000001,0.5368,0,1,3,1,1,0,76.0,0,24,3,8,22,22,4,3,43,0,37,10,1,8,2,73,91,30,2,8,16,0,6,2,1,4,7,2,1,5,25,24,2,4,13,7,1,16,9,12,1,2,13,18,50,10,89,68,10,79,1,1,10,0,59,35,0,9,29,297,75,7,0.06424888536542403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627832671904368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737055826915972,0.2457511072380841,0.1451659054895771,0.06371763009199954,0.04492431450849687,0.0,0.0,0.057195129529939374,0.06006403485467347,0.0,0.0,0.04940342699899662,0.0,0.11749657254650572,0.0,0.05467106929196812,0.07238649235266832,0.0,0.11364583595085795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655060205937954,0.0,0.0,0.1660341772716396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06576145662988997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06293944785199694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042435782838193284,0.0,0.05413245695207354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06056813111815526,0.0,0.1624308345188213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05872231725729909,0.05465006907027136,0.0,0.0,0.04963852945707552,0.0,0.10070217248544712,0.18490015579315114,0.2921129773545179,0.0,0.051385702874105765,0.0,0.07077739071339857,0.127232995414275,0.11363015428688415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06444687055543137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035309507143326306,0.1047428335146391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0453808877988737,0.0627775201059839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215811528846762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865988964657502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04763973440379147,0.0,0.0,0.06832941847384115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314778182728021,0.0,0.06842296605739527,0.0,0.09772834497212217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266566198842105,0.2227104371164006,0.0560996485060537,0.0,0.0,0.06073596374533261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06426627202626163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06897925840834056,0.0,0.10973639410425322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153594129915039,0.0,0.06702559959737725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722184390735084,0.0,0.32746823788564355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642707524653586,0.0,0.0,0.10742989008028336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661433184471732,0.2582041017610253,0.16846907308090409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536820913637529,0.0411680914858766,0.0,0.0,0.11239212519728488,0.0,0.1218008618028819,0.0,0.07138287566406104,0.21810387877762005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055490408374650975,0.0,0.0,0.03789565721974724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05776746392445763,0.0,0.0,0.07173158605052299,0.0,0.06193363276544785,0.0,0.09354790749312047,0.0,0.06547510312320412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274835138576447 socialanxiety,joblessmonday,2020/03/22,"My class has a group chat without me A couple of people created a group chat that most people in my class joined. One guy said he would send out an email so everyone could join but i haven’t received one, and that was yesterday. I feel like shit because i think they intentionally left me out",4.741206896551726,5.779474672413797,5.120172413793104,84.17956896551725,69.51724137931035,8.558620689655173,26.568965517241374,8.841846274778883,1.7430206896551723,233,7,48,4,4,74,45,58,0.084,0.805,0.111,-0.1073,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,4,0,5,1,1,1,0,11,8,3,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,1,0,2,2,2,8,1,5,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,11,4,1,1,2,30,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16365688698927278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214351536938771,0.29705706993754954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565346947982556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135746554060026,0.1917950999722536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658276173576765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916935596607126,0.0,0.0,0.1311609346228204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638445887111065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722467409751614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553765533075659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27558070953001546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17202480591171554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587956053182282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19071346310706647,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,alakazamSam,2020/03/23,"Reset Anyone else have finally become comfortable talking to someone and have a nice long conversation into the night and you consider them a friend, then suddenly the next day it feels like your anxiety resets and your back to feeling too nervous to say anything to them like they're a stranger.",13.414905660377354,10.041257000000002,11.665754716981134,58.62429245283021,54.47169811320755,15.128301886792451,49.14150943396226,13.023866798666859,6.400139622641508,243,12,37,6,2,76,41,53,0.063,0.677,0.261,0.9001,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,2,0,2,6,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,4,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,5,5,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,10,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19883926251624745,0.0,0.0,0.1817431804541869,0.26632032828184626,0.2138932762083057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199863616092254,0.0,0.0,0.2870629139444249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16762788703126358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21713108973773215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628482753026301,0.18568799623786456,0.0,0.2847313362668239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008147328523277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539690653027157,0.0,0.0,0.23002237884853285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764295007700603,0.2439187526345578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20670003678355128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22023067277134656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20891508384168955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mttvvn,2020/03/23,"social anxiety on social media? Does anyone ever feel anxious even on social media? Like I am probably totally overthinking the fact I am posting this and that people are reading my words.",5.907272727272726,8.77057063636364,7.293939393939392,62.3609090909091,69.9090909090909,9.248484848484848,32.21212121212121,9.725611199111238,4.277230303030303,153,7,18,4,3,52,27,33,0.11699999999999999,0.81,0.07200000000000001,-0.1431,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,3,6,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,15,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18143399297514928,0.2679339899302141,0.0,0.16583440568289098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075485986930092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566481960526963,0.21453336096964976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992000858203425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586902160802624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644234458895961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271427895416954,0.0,0.2557087987689166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23723364827112406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7252932119801369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,HumbleActor,2020/03/23,"3 Ways To Get Better at TALKING - Without Leaving Your House (Social Anxiety) 1. **Free Association** \- Every morning, instead of going straight to the toilet to take a huge piss, I pull out the camera on my phone and record myself talking for 10 minutes straight in stream of consciousness. This is my version of daily journaling. For 10 minutes I talk about anything that comes to my mind without stopping, even if it makes no sense, and most of the time it doesn't. After doing this for a week, I immediately noticed results. I can now speak with less of a filter, no filler words, and I don't have to think of what to say next especially if I want to talk to a cute girl. 2. **Narration** \- A lot of the books I have on my bookshelf have been collecting dust. I had to give them some love. I've been picking up a book and reading it OUT LOUD as if I'm narrating an audiobook. It's a different process than reading in silence because my voice, a physical instrument, was being used. My vocal apparatus was being exercised as a muscle and I was getting used to what it would be like to speak constantly and cohesively. The gift of the gab. 3. **Omegle** \- Omegle is a free online chat website that allows users to socialize with others through a webcam. I'll be honest, I saw of a lot of dicks and weird stuff. Aside from that, Omegle is a great simulation for meeting a stranger in real life. I got to work on being able to hold a conversation, my listening skills, leading a conversation, and being able to banter with humor. And there you have it. 3 easy things you can implement RIGHT NOW to get better at talking especially if you have social anxiety. If you have any questions I am more than happy to answer them.",2.6786818507890966,5.2073434786585375,4.181499282639884,82.26579626972742,79.15243902439025,7.029555236728839,26.72022955523673,8.124751697461798,2.013780918220947,1343,56,248,26,34,445,184,328,0.032,0.826,0.14300000000000002,0.9879,1,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,0,5,2,5,6,13,1,0,23,0,28,5,2,7,0,44,45,16,0,7,7,0,0,1,0,1,2,6,0,1,16,15,0,2,4,6,2,4,6,2,0,0,8,7,27,13,55,30,7,28,0,0,1,2,28,15,2,10,9,176,43,6,0.22481052206595015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643943204306587,0.0,0.17197943404699376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249995228119484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852120381778865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19882663773403733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682717933789813,0.0,0.12147015447608164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174395735391935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742426147930151,0.0,0.09470628041943707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761813286010096,0.1078293688611955,0.06388250022529678,0.0,0.08990075566408448,0.1239271971142861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965749053693778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970057941281926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190209413954879,0.0,0.0,0.07939516008608795,0.054915532731665724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19112586656012392,0.10145013667665616,0.0,0.07503138458066741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134972705053289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954427031845236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797413470309602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259196175094173,0.0,0.22487135898596303,0.1279417956989399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599347875024887,0.0,0.08938917519024504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437490242844267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397583139797697,0.0,0.0,0.12867713115967214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845147672894594,0.4517354549134655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467706075610722,0.07202475254441823,0.0,0.0,0.06554441164749197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941641104807629,0.0,0.0,0.06629953527713972,0.08922206417374108,0.09016472021982756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21670932088938788,0.0,0.08183236877220353,0.0,0.0,0.079849472373333,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,XXXCRINGE,2020/03/23,"People getting mad at me Anyone else feel like people get mad at them for nothing? It seems that whenever I ask a teacher a basic question, they respond passive aggressively and that just further perpetuates the anxiety. God it sucks.",7.230162601626017,9.282363073170735,7.583902439024388,65.03162601626018,64.60975609756098,9.369105691056909,40.495934959349604,9.725611199111238,4.703969105691057,190,11,26,4,3,62,35,41,0.262,0.609,0.13,-0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,1,5,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,1,3,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,2,1,16,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23365653513355195,0.0,0.0,0.21356688458652515,0.3129537112263309,0.0,0.0,0.2855400007758133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25515130893097776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544368463648474,0.2182024478856948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191538106421801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921985496926307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930726135781215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4234996103133135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34215651069712183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27805607206900296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SerenityJoy_108,2020/03/23,Does anyone else feel worse the longer they're outside of the house ? I feel okay when I first leave the house if I've been at home for awhile but then I start getting scared the longer I'm outside for. That's why I think exposure therapy would never work for some people.,2.738727272727271,4.815034509090912,2.6454545454545446,95.68818181818185,76.63636363636364,5.854545454545455,20.090909090909093,6.742157984588678,0.05256363636363659,218,5,47,2,5,65,41,55,0.136,0.836,0.027999999999999997,-0.6757,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,4,1,2,0,0,0,1,8,8,4,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,4,1,5,6,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,23,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577009308197854,0.231089626369034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19736921942975572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18840748178821626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22807688066209936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19184192026162808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783393551485305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22623231063640345,0.0,0.0,0.5204795479337181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388114457646221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17394827703565266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15635917262530444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258021921309336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15963646851217114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25792156920714915,0.0,0.0,0.1445152011427775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20351234175706687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641938474666988,0.0,0.22984178659193105,0.16021523370122506,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Stripa18,2020/03/23,"Yo imagine having more than three people close to you Wouldn't that be extraordinary I mean, yeah, three people is hard, but atleast I don't have to escape. (If those people are friends ofc)",4.3258333333333345,6.396297694444449,4.167777777777779,86.555,72.05555555555556,5.911111111111111,23.11111111111111,6.42735559955562,0.4758444444444443,151,4,29,1,3,46,30,36,0.081,0.762,0.157,0.5822,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,6,8,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,3,1,3,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938761131710252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407405118992231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.414338943554424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7911105949943725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,-ccCCHAOTIC,2020/03/23,"How in gods name am I supposed to open up about my mental issues to other people? I barely got my point across to psychologists and all that, only after actual YEARS. But, boy, I can’t let other people in my life know why I act and behave the way I do. And it’s a part of the issues that I need to discuss, as well. And sometimes, because I can’t let my friends know why I won’t go out and do ‘this’ with them, or why I did ‘that one thing’ instead of ‘that’, then they tend to get upset at me, because they don’t understand what the problem is. But I guess it’s better to continue hiding in my bubble, only for now. I think I’m just horribly afraid of opening up to them, in fear of their reaction, which I’m afraid is going to be negative. I’ve kept quiet about my issues for so long, and I’ve concealed what I could so well, they might not believe me, or maybe I’ll get a big reaction, and I’m a bit scared of that idea. I feel like this is more of a vent than asking for help, don’t comment if you don’t want to",6.2690909090909095,3.701064090909096,7.3645454545454525,81.44681818181819,67.18181818181819,10.254545454545458,30.63636363636364,8.238735603445708,1.9368545454545456,780,19,181,8,10,268,122,220,0.09699999999999999,0.8240000000000001,0.079,-0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,6,1,10,11,0,5,7,0,18,1,0,1,1,34,37,17,0,5,7,0,1,1,1,2,1,1,0,1,15,11,0,1,6,0,0,3,8,6,2,1,3,2,28,5,33,28,4,23,0,0,0,0,14,13,0,5,7,128,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.1262484860454074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094542904452775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772803600115234,0.0,0.0,0.145758029672905,0.0,0.11441908973861635,0.14124080217318696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329307723358112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557955540247802,0.06541440986597645,0.09242343841982993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995254659216923,0.0,0.13518314230733894,0.0,0.14705026669078178,0.0,0.10347066919330973,0.0,0.1425179295263097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671537688100807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604532891260089,0.0,0.40509251273815816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219902146544308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645834300970775,0.0913793247246242,0.06320466250677563,0.0,0.0,0.11449021798618038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997164120606505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037662605262446,0.13724333032763486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592775661799537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876658682729489,0.19678659019600075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009735332807413,0.0,0.17938061893383814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222984305231132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237916066279976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952401928516355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795229324235136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594906008015643,0.082896403808881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468089581767606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630700355805461,0.10268953379391406,0.0,0.0,0.23264207028589864,0.0,0.35021453374411243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833113766440544 socialanxiety,justasadleagueplayer,2020/03/23,"how i overcome my fear of presentations in front of my class hello everybody im a very very shy person and i dont have a lot of friends due to that i was already scared of giving presentations but one year ago i had to switch clases due to a personal reason. that whole first year in my new class was a hell, i was quit the whole day, scared to even answer in class, for presenations i was crying or avoiding that class or even call in sick... this year i devcided to change myself, i started talking more some people didnt talk back but it was still progress i made, due this day i still dont have friends but im becoming more social, small talk is the tip, no long conv or i start stuttering but every day i can tlak more and more. now the presentation change: i decided to not run anymore, prev year i only gave 3/20 presentations in total now this year im already at 6/10 givin some of them i cried or called in sick but still i dubbled my presentations givin then last year i did it this way: most of them were working in groups, i said to my groupmates im sorry but i will do the less talking but i will work the most in the preperation of the presentation, every presentation i talk more and more and one day i will be able to give one big solo presentation i can feel it!! this was my stroy hopefully someone will adapt the small steps method it worked for me!!",1.86332387828778,4.112247945848382,3.1353623001547177,90.20385830324913,80.37184115523465,6.412016503352243,21.445203713254255,7.5804360353943165,0.7143925734914909,1079,32,233,17,28,349,130,277,0.141,0.805,0.054000000000000006,-0.9761,0,1,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,6,9,9,1,4,12,0,23,2,0,3,1,30,32,17,0,1,12,0,1,0,2,4,2,1,0,2,12,4,0,1,4,0,0,3,5,6,0,4,13,2,33,3,26,14,15,51,1,0,0,0,20,12,1,10,35,152,45,7,0.08394398407377014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441127699122457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18526854764960535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324987577978486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06454774219982408,0.0,0.0,0.09270953526559933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17143238647877787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17760320914994762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18441704959842492,0.21654770086018832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967634483045752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088841957231224,0.0,0.1414528541129943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446031989974933,0.04244460058220699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140270997034474,0.0,0.0,0.12970982772667805,0.0,0.0,0.16105343716453815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337531700286678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36269563063864463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842555087442953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742877843421587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136617339424152,0.0,0.07942982741122395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107362290652087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17064784828730994,0.06384318254889618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05819618902345184,0.14659329804562116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928475993169481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630839647864051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984995183308485,0.0,0.16808514440853398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557032044802268,0.07112546529718088,0.0,0.0,0.09396841757538547,0.1188319679694588,0.0,0.20111332234853274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373549732844707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852515637212598,0.0,0.06663082728692085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18744092081173605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833366605211892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32434304119128776 socialanxiety,Chloe19992019,2020/03/23,"Should I just end this? So I met a guy online. He seems very sweet and serious and I do like him, but I don't know much about him yet. The only downside is, the first thing he did when I send him my number was asking me if I could call him. And I just can't do that with someone I'm not comfortable with and don't even know what I want to say yet. He said it's fine and was okay about it, but it's been 5 days now. And he's asking me every day. I don't know what to do. Talking to him really raises my anxiety, but this is also nerve wrecking. I really think he's the guy who likes to talk constantly. So my question is, should I end this or am I overreacting?",1.496512059369202,2.2646679523809574,3.6694372294372286,92.5566233766234,76.95918367346937,7.250216450216451,20.166357452071733,7.686295010490155,0.3380394557823134,507,10,127,7,11,175,81,147,0.071,0.818,0.111,0.5612,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,12,7,0,0,4,1,18,0,0,0,0,26,29,15,0,5,8,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,0,2,11,8,0,0,6,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,6,3,22,6,8,20,1,11,0,0,0,0,23,0,0,4,12,87,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837696988999484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323722033714938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235309385358159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17668928544016058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18699063735121899,0.0,0.13815530890931613,0.0,0.0,0.22318804115483068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065173896028745,0.0,0.0,0.11428876433593844,0.0,0.1457904438598609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718448552558674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426660439870588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852884761977141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16907347340202622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720150141803596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160181149536326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19384012175389134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22170281432002426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16459703118658447,0.13760531476408872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575256386454543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14661299300658742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781598524929664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495754859725472,0.11087459665655183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277296955151114,0.10206122163122072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,1999AA,2020/03/23,laziness or anxiety I find myself getting really anxious when asked to do something that requires me to get out of the house. Usually if I’m told in advance I can prepare myself but when I’m told on the spot I get really anxious and refuse to go. Part of me is trying to validate it but the other part of me feels like it’s laziness. Those thoughts are influenced by my parents lol. They’re hardworking and I feel bad that my anxiousness gets in the way of their planning. I hope I’m not the only one. Thoughts?,1.8631774051191528,4.273363737864082,3.5278375992939104,86.44741394527803,81.52427184466019,6.8522506619594,27.81023830538393,8.00094639256281,2.0779786407767,407,19,79,8,11,135,67,103,0.14400000000000002,0.732,0.124,-0.0853,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,3,2,3,0,0,5,1,4,0,0,1,0,17,20,8,0,2,5,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,5,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,4,2,13,2,13,16,2,10,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,3,4,53,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957340819805595,0.5297427426256468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612469987250432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050870389387034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806568440852178,0.11166480045566954,0.0,0.0,0.1428605488426183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266530410208291,0.0,0.08883211319400593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524679657794,0.0,0.18035575487957026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636305408404677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059167658641396,0.1188775039226055,0.0,0.0,0.17355894679326614,0.33852761315121865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20026682672152996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033173963593763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481784817702973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987135282261894,0.0,0.10612128840335147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17214861061145126,0.0,0.0,0.12406816383410905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Fresh_off_your_mom,2020/03/23,"Cars and People Walking Moving Too Fast? I need to know if this is just me or the social anxiety. I'll keep it short but basically whenever I'm walking on a super busy street, I feel like I'm going to fall over. When I look at the people walking past me and cars driving, it feels like they're moving at 1000 mph, my eyesight gets blurry and I feel dizzy. I always have issues walking because of this and also overthinking how my walking looks. It's extremely hard to enjoy the sights of any cities because everything looks huge or like its moving extremely fast. Is this just me? It's awful and impossible to go on a walk unless it's completely empty.",4.7227131782945735,5.836692124031007,5.9162790697674446,78.17503875968995,69.62015503875969,8.524031007751939,28.286821705426355,8.841846274778883,2.2731612403100776,520,18,95,9,9,174,79,129,0.1,0.735,0.165,0.9205,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,5,1,3,0,0,1,0,19,17,13,0,2,7,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,1,4,0,0,15,0,0,0,0,0,8,10,5,12,17,0,27,0,0,4,0,1,8,0,3,7,54,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015999886535706,0.13543027996211235,0.0,0.0,0.11068313441753587,0.0,0.12451180174226527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19843532087843815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17065192455615885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627918852597466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24689071913126226,0.23255313544122905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850359609528023,0.0,0.1850017764491279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580198278218567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698803095687692,0.0,0.14466955076890728,0.0,0.0,0.08944924811239315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385505672330906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.410035013607748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5189678973776138,0.0,0.12068529887420623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553738939138246,0.2256761168144448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16591445210867195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,depressedandlit,2020/03/23,Has anyone dropped out of school because of social anxiety? School became hard for me when I moved to a different town and different school leaving all my friends I had behind. I tried to make friends a lot when I first started middle school and it never worked out and was awkward sometimes. I was a loner with a lot of anxiety and other problems. My middle school guidance counselor scheduled appointments to talk with me regularly when he noticed I started skipping school a lot. He was the only one I felt comfortable talking to. I opened up to him about my self harm and drug use and he was so accepting and chill about it and pointed me in the direction of the help I would need. Moving to high school made my problems so much worse. I often got in school suspension for skipping class because I was too scared to walk into a class or because I was having a panic attack. I dropped out and got my GED. I feel so ashamed of myself for not being able to complete school. Seeing all my classmates graduate and continue to college makes me so depressed like I could’ve been like them but I chose not to.,6.341440493468795,6.87501577830189,6.243584905660378,79.34495645863572,65.74528301886792,8.787227866473147,34.70391872278665,8.617729084823388,2.880419738751814,883,39,159,12,13,278,114,212,0.127,0.8059999999999999,0.068,-0.8017,2,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,11,15,1,4,10,0,12,1,0,4,3,39,24,19,0,4,4,0,3,2,2,1,1,0,0,1,3,17,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,9,0,2,12,4,29,6,30,10,6,27,0,1,1,0,12,13,0,5,11,116,32,14,0.0824288132735379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611563307334608,0.0,0.0,0.057636142806228426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377467490850128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074351848489384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642504244350402,0.0,0.0,0.06581270010533886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099581608837491,0.0,0.0,0.17224113158451312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559125398108584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04167848469982089,0.0,0.07914458730668514,0.0,0.0,0.07011390646169256,0.0,0.0,0.12736859332324654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185170398049004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384002602414641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055250296012440366,0.0870905668793813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728021147561141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805411090505347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102340880887139,0.0,0.0779961361647469,0.1100437458606229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17521756708117792,0.06059466213686364,0.061119920590627826,0.06357418237170241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384575024641874,0.0,0.0,0.0558558971486041,0.0626908268791084,0.0,0.0967124520965234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779218718905062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577464840967645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252562190955133,0.7508012372742067,0.0656850920845788,0.0,0.08599122930049083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402579462714407,0.0,0.0,0.08152420402682681,0.0,0.1166870765875674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325063155226346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0559637534433237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119202900363472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060009157785563524,0.0,0.08400200281626494,0.058555063951331685,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Kangjiye0n,2020/03/23,"Can social anxiety, fear affect your body? I’m 19 with severe social anxiety. All my family are taller than me. Even my siblings who are 6 years younger than me and they look so developed physically. But then there is me who looks 12.",1.6833333333333336,4.426946111111113,3.3305555555555566,84.5425,87.88888888888891,7.4444444444444455,20.833333333333336,8.344100000000001,1.7150000000000007,185,6,35,5,6,61,37,45,0.191,0.809,0.0,-0.802,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,1,1,1,5,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,0,3,7,1,3,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,2,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39724632549153305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884004533470402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17148914394816334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447645892523561,0.2921661154366814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4360628208178858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29331822341759656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5293386291408729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671990357332917 socialanxiety,MNhippy,2020/03/23,"It’s a Struggle I think the worst part of my social anxiety is getting extremely depressed and thinking about how you don’t really have anyone around to talk to. At the moment I don’t have a single friend and that doesn’t mean I don’t try to reach out to people I just feel like they have better things to do than waste their time dealing with me. I’ve currently been alone in my basement for the last 2 years and during this time I haven’t tried reaching out anymore because I feel like it’s just a waste of my time. I do talk to my dogs though, I talk to my dogs like someone would talk to their best friend and I discuss what I’m thinking and how I’m doing with them and I feel like that’s at least something. But I feel like the hardest thing about my social anxiety is I don’t have anyone to talk to but when I did try to talk to people I would shut down and ignore them because they probably have better things to do or other people to talk to and I don’t want to be someone’s good Deed for the day knowing that I’m constantly alone and they wanna feel like they did something good. I’m not sure why I’m making this post in the first place I can’t sleep and I just figured why not. So if you decide to read all this cool. If not I get it.",2.5985820895522416,3.6237761716417904,3.6815223880597014,92.53474626865672,74.59701492537313,6.404776119402985,22.728358208955225,6.508806274219699,0.3476441791044773,986,25,224,7,20,319,118,268,0.086,0.762,0.151,0.9427,1,2,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,8,4,11,19,0,1,9,1,25,1,1,3,2,48,44,20,0,6,11,0,5,6,2,2,0,0,0,0,14,15,0,1,12,1,0,0,11,4,0,1,3,6,35,15,35,38,6,22,0,1,0,0,23,10,0,3,17,151,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17973177035022905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275516335221546,0.0,0.08605092858324838,0.1213409530090933,0.0,0.0,0.07724226402306866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578641168728732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105807324788023,0.15347918149295295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376580571537788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055958434072857575,0.08945440121006495,0.07473348808909873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219363528127383,0.30993677960218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380514912192232,0.0,0.0,0.13407408741100066,0.0,0.09066580620582143,0.0,0.0,0.14555441946894135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04768563854482682,0.07072781954822731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543439182282965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05791857480951815,0.0,0.0,0.0945162149051022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396171201519762,0.0,0.18046283163428947,0.0,0.0906545009617252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310013365030182,0.0,0.09355100109552217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679187183293917,0.0,0.05558605315366174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683105416837042,0.17689889539766726,0.14703715236591886,0.133597093137677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070916178806912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177818172555043,0.0,0.0,0.488188022119508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729351905524594,0.16679304433850606,0.08524950368305667,0.0,0.15178603982456387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17673012573748234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051178245146960975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658995396884873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327555102447242,0.0,0.0,0.05587599903823187 socialanxiety,SocialAnxiety_Solve,2020/03/23,"Has anyone here felt that you cannot get away from your social anxiety? Always finding it difficult to develop meaningful relationships because you tend to curl up and stutter and sweat and just freeze really... I did! Until one day, I was just so fed up. I came to a realization that people will not change for me, I have to change for myself. While change has never been easy, it took me a huge amount of WILL POWER, PERSISTENCE, and EFFORT to bring myself to where I am now. Now, I admit there are still episodes of anxiety here and there, but hey, small steps are all you need! Milestone, that's what they are! And to celebrate my small victory, I decided to spread the news of what helped me in this journey. To help and inspire someone out there who needs it, just like how it went for me. Sebastiaan van der Schrier, Social Anxiety Solutions. He guided me with a powerful, scientifically proven emotional relief technique to reduce my social anxiety. What I love most is - I didn't get out of my house during the entire process! No awkward, face your fears type of thing... :) Aaaand, he understands! He is an ex-SA sufferer himself. He can connect and so he is able to help. He is launching a FREE 30-DAY Social Confidence Challenge. He is currently stuck in the Philippines because of the Coronavirus. And he wanted to be of help in this stressful situation - by offering this to anyone who suffers from social anxiety for FREE. He is one optimistic guy saying, ""so that when the virus is under control and we are all allowed to go out there, we can do so with confidence and at ease socially."" bit.ly/socialconfidencechallenge Try it out. I hope you find it helpful and get some new and fresh perspective. PS: Sorry it took a long post just to say what I want to say. Just know that I have been where you are now. I hope you find ""hope"" in my story... Hang in there.",4.158419047619045,6.3249184800000045,4.940571428571432,80.42076190476193,72.77142857142857,8.323809523809524,27.095238095238088,9.029198982220553,2.32332380952381,1468,54,270,32,30,474,186,350,0.092,0.6779999999999999,0.23,0.9964,4,0,0,0,0,0,63.0,2,8,1,6,24,17,0,3,11,0,29,4,2,4,3,56,53,22,0,7,7,0,2,1,0,2,0,3,0,1,22,22,1,1,10,0,2,9,5,7,0,2,12,5,36,12,47,38,5,41,0,2,0,1,43,19,0,5,13,193,58,2,0.08438393076026042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021419024828914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227673803131195,0.0,0.0,0.1180064128233813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928148069840392,0.0,0.0,0.10287932193625247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212539714374994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651273665408196,0.0,0.0,0.26780102950329504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464375365890433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884130886390407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492056433872187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949553822345104,0.0,0.0,0.08102180669730343,0.0,0.23137615191322805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322613630117985,0.0,0.04795733247950349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355335827535303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28280385025841304,0.0,0.0,0.2514368499916027,0.0,0.09736772649392532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046375201515399936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041225726172481145,0.0,0.0,0.07467712331538776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761597920797545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513923086765774,0.06508208950663269,0.08149852615781454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436147071289113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05850119266141032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081647979541408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054058506819060936,0.0,0.0,0.0905967618320114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20131646599061634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485107372263596,0.0,0.5161127441466413,0.07149823069696315,0.0,0.0,0.09446090187194564,0.0,0.0,0.06738911610831104,0.0,0.09666150758233674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05606093403737125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18750730392424933,0.0572911498795259,0.0,0.0,0.08784664788058567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954365734931878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822474922118736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sabrinaarauz,2020/03/23,"OnlyFans with Social Anxiety Hi guys! 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I’m always here for the homies with social anxiety and I’d love to chat with y’all about it or just anything you’d like to talk about ☺️ [OnlyFans](https://onlyfans.com/lionhrtd)",3.76737091675448,6.0103940616438365,5.196849315068494,77.80700210748157,74.13698630136986,8.875869336143309,29.038988408851427,9.466822959209583,2.9245654373024244,607,26,112,16,13,203,91,146,0.14400000000000002,0.665,0.191,0.8809999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,8,0,1,10,7,0,1,7,1,4,2,1,4,0,30,17,13,0,7,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,8,0,1,2,1,2,2,0,2,0,0,3,2,15,5,20,13,3,9,0,0,2,1,20,2,0,7,6,70,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842530514604333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4984199287620742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723100673512026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019752440662166,0.10880034261442262,0.07943352928169675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367484540273825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860661019878302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663084851693262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807967920670321,0.0,0.0,0.10929476722534444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290237533886902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709998557960055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636610907896557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760655028429674,0.24659800015968802,0.1739609741820511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932409851140819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877198866484605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033800209460426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347757165424212,0.0,0.12866178055900934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038372741577118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5313235741092464,0.11040813051189924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478700790344694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20947058420554995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598266889323115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15371609905756986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jessicuh2020,2020/03/23,"Social anxiety to Depression & loneliness I’ve struggled with social anxiety for YEARS now, I’m in my early 20’s. It used to no be so bad but it’s eventually gotten to the point where I began to make excuses when friends or family invited me to go anywhere with them so that I didn’t have to go (They eventually stopped inviting me). I quit my career and began to work from home so I go weeks without interacting with anyone other than my husband. I’ve isolated myself for about a year now. I consider myself quite introverted so I really do enjoy my solitude but lately I’ve been feeling sooo empty and lonely and severely depressed. Due to my social anxiety I can’t just go out and “make small talk” without feeling awkward just to end up feeling like i don’t belong. I try telling my husband how I feel but I feel like he doesn’t understand or care about how I feel, he’s a quiet person who doesn’t speak much at all so I get no feedback or interaction here. I’ve also been feeling really annoyed that I can’t talk to him and honestly I want to leave. I have zero emotional support from him. No one other than my husband knows that I struggle with all of this because I hide it VERY well. I portray this happy/ awkwardly outgoing person around others because I am a master at hiding my anxiety and depression but inside I just want to RUN. It’s really taking a toll on my life and most of all my health. I feel like an idiot ranting on here but Idk what to do anymore.",3.417545045045045,5.120987736486487,5.445,77.99166666666667,73.66216216216216,8.446846846846848,28.887387387387385,9.075114841892004,2.6476400900900905,1174,49,216,26,24,407,154,296,0.20600000000000002,0.631,0.163,-0.8825,0,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,4,22,21,2,4,6,0,14,2,0,5,3,48,41,24,0,2,13,3,8,3,1,0,2,2,1,2,14,13,0,1,10,0,0,5,11,11,1,2,6,10,40,10,37,34,5,29,0,4,0,0,23,11,0,4,16,155,54,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643973843776991,0.0,0.10356691519173962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924907695317261,0.0,0.09479519170737362,0.0668356465864543,0.0,0.0,0.08509141442784827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798099506565853,0.11653614134134654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974558496794389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469831103628309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752089043541578,0.08466043557138847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010955982532357,0.0,0.3866474525224677,0.20485903120358093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384916716396228,0.0,0.04993951036954623,0.0,0.21729390789135855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175260687804302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160298134822857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588011105280413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052531324437390996,0.0,0.1078246759965455,0.10121130742192157,0.0,0.0,0.0675149083940144,0.14009483038135145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760820813629095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026638540369798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06477124977194035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692324956748095,0.0,0.0,0.0903592509397774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033340195404124,0.0,0.0,0.18370367357023745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079844763559936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29231232558672765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991380886701584,0.0,0.19985356399719592,0.0,0.0,0.10846936165587,0.0,0.0,0.07186844595189795,0.15365610610894267,0.08354599324346737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489632138230537,0.0,0.0,0.09950793979881416,0.0,0.08255523459049631,0.0,0.0788680981898729,0.11275768059282901,0.0,0.07667297124173535,0.0,0.08594289852370596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18428213926531067,0.0,0.06958742668104563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310793451917132 socialanxiety,NationalIssue5,2020/03/23,"Sometimes I avoid social situations because I already expect to be ignored I have nothing to bring to the table whenever I'm thrown in a huge social situation. I can hold conversations nicely but I can't even start them. I come across as awkward and often times feeling annoying and unwanted. I had a bad time in school so it just forever instilled a fear of being disliked whenever going into situations where I need to socialize, it's hurt me more than helped me. Anyone can relate?",4.709666666666667,7.179233244444448,6.3663888888888875,69.45625000000003,72.1111111111111,8.944444444444445,32.361111111111114,9.516144504307137,3.714111111111112,392,19,60,10,8,134,69,90,0.289,0.6559999999999999,0.055,-0.9747,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,5,8,1,3,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,14,14,5,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,1,0,0,3,1,7,0,0,1,1,11,1,11,11,1,12,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,1,3,44,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907990330549259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208954362981651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443639629203261,0.1053980051928016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14893771536469588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419857012859333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945601444775997,0.08742324428217525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982628400455366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589097251846163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18509262207987792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282028794181323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590185109534553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17498364882803388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5830392603261368,0.0,0.528748174694864,0.0,0.0,0.1710021478678615,0.0,0.12237924284626925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016383208196949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,WillyBallz,2020/03/23,"Attempted asking someone out today... I've been building up the courage to ask a girl out for over a month, she works at a small family owned restaurant in my town and always smiles and makes intense eye contact with me. I went and picked up a call in order and there was nobody but her in there, because of the virus or whatever. She honestly didn't look as cute as usual, and instead of acting flirtatious and shy like usual, she seemed uninterested. But I thought this is as good a chance as I'll ever have to ask her out without an audience. I said ""do you have a boyfriend?"" She looked at me very strangely and said ""Me???"" I said ""yes"" (wtf), she didn't even smile, just said ""yeah."" I awkwardly exit and drive home. I just asked out my crushes older sister FML.",4.690200000000001,5.471721620000004,5.206666666666667,84.45000000000003,69.46666666666667,8.133333333333333,28.333333333333336,8.238735603445708,1.7783333333333338,593,20,120,8,10,190,99,150,0.115,0.75,0.135,0.2927,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,2,7,6,0,1,9,2,8,1,1,2,1,24,22,15,0,0,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,1,1,13,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,10,7,19,5,23,12,1,25,0,0,3,0,20,15,0,2,7,79,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182795702764566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.531561471224771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665286850082048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14515028600244345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093888244490329,0.12858214236488674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134005669800571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922805366760678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258729625459038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944694738731612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387391515959029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488573374735683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134621818219554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5408659861262978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940734603767987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204426052975783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285063289373133,0.0,0.0,0.13474087582743213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131146507255953,0.1172880252030814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177378661133346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702681242922932,0.0,0.10348635305919007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,alexpg0,2020/03/24,"Someone from school said ""(My name), we miss you"" in the group chat I have at least 2 hours to think how to answer that. Any help?",-1.1338888888888867,0.939804407407408,-0.2834259259259237,109.11708333333335,97.51851851851852,2.7,10.453703703703702,3.1291,-2.2938074074074075,97,1,25,0,4,29,26,27,0.059000000000000004,0.8420000000000001,0.099,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,5,3,1,3,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,14,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30598908485987003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015995460578897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4431212007443465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4280161958769909,0.0,0.0,0.4553848147721865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812507132141646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883170051016144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ulyana3,2020/03/24,"Oh I just met the girl I was friends with online And I don't fucking know how it was. We headed to my house. Stopped by a supermarket to get a beer for her. Then we were at mine. We talked for a bit, then I started to google something we discussed. I've been doing it for a pretty long time. I asked her if everything was okay, she said yes, but she thought I'd be sober. Well, yes, I took a couple of lines before our date, and I admitted it when she asked me about the size of my pupils. Now we continue to text each other, but do we ever meet again? Does our friendship fade off? I feel like I should have talked to her more. Maybe everything is okay, this is my anxiety speaks for me. P. S. English is not my first language, feel free to correct me.",0.5276470588235291,2.64231777070064,1.991382540277261,97.23442487823156,84.66878980891721,5.22278006744099,20.063319595354066,6.522977012572876,0.0012430872986133323,578,17,135,6,17,186,102,157,0.022000000000000002,0.794,0.184,0.975,0,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,8,0,0,1,8,7,1,0,7,4,14,3,1,1,2,25,27,9,0,2,5,0,2,1,1,1,0,2,0,1,5,10,1,1,5,1,1,1,2,1,1,1,9,4,31,7,17,16,3,17,0,0,0,1,26,2,1,1,15,92,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951779600257888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409954834436437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518927215514114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19910829205989355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017965228069732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159599216101905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497030793788928,0.0,0.0,0.32781711771281946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844304368726248,0.13029006269385626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512966093548836,0.0,0.0,0.1409039068937107,0.16860446501344503,0.09528438017188466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18717127044975584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104384059664873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022955074219846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910011985428336,0.0,0.0,0.16139777889990525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832220654271647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855428286807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734821543709782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040261422802805,0.0,0.0,0.12908727768914646,0.0,0.0,0.15247521829351995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931752178159968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447868523347025,0.10634541163619664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20262739803909505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397869653524424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SociallyAwkwardGorl,2020/03/24,Inspiring stories Hey everyone. Hope you’re all doing well right now. I’ve been feeling really hopeless and demotivated right now and fell into a loop of overthinking. I feel like I can never get over this. It would really help if someone who’s been in a similar situation as me can share their story of how they overcame social anxiety to give me hope that one day I can too. Thank you 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socialanxiety,monopolyman235,2020/03/24,How to seem less “sketchy” My psg was bragging about me to the first sergeant he said that I might look sketchy asf but that I’m smart asf.He then started to ask me questions which probably brought out the autism in me in front of other people proving his point.Even when I do good(in this case passing a military test) I still get messed with what should I do to have better social 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socialanxiety,paulpel31,2020/03/24,"STAY RELAX (MUSIC) Hello everyone, you may watch this kind of relaxing music video from Youtube to realize how it's relevant to relax entirely after a hard day of work : 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socialanxiety,Skullfoxxe,2020/03/24,"Extreme social anxiety + working at a grocery store during the world falling apart. Hello, ive never really posted here and i barley know how to use it, but i have no idea where to go to talk to people like me, with all of this stuff going on in the world and me having to work in rhe middle of it all, it takes a severe toll on my mental state. I constantly feel uncomfortable and on the verge of crying when i have to work through this. I was wondering what people think or if anyone else has to go through the same...i dont know who to talk to..",4.313383458646617,4.354507982456141,5.666691729323308,83.44184210526316,70.05263157894737,8.268671679197995,25.057644110275692,7.957251820313856,1.2527959899749381,426,10,90,5,7,144,76,114,0.142,0.83,0.027999999999999997,-0.9032,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,2,3,18,17,8,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,6,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,1,1,9,1,21,16,2,21,0,0,0,0,5,12,0,3,4,64,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697403454530466,0.0,0.0,0.12519708815491712,0.18345959135316006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934912418758613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966798476853282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20984721926119745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495746916893014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053390232357736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052775644200298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021275368787701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968042262589712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747559984882364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804419661128083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809568314669882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24826376125034444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714820017529047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470508223783893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20227741775814406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18252062516724665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049713200456218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462456971606898,0.28782989384532204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147290779017262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15464315093154168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19417389414454925,0.3910552364324582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,314ek,2020/03/24,"Goodwill I have crippling social anxiety and have recently cleaned out my closet and have A BUNCH of stuff to donate to Goodwill and would like to do so!! However, my social anxiety will not let me because I’m “scared” of what it will be like. Can somebody walk me through what it’s like for my own peace of mind? I’m honestly scared to even post this for the judgement of being afraid of something so stupid, but medication can get me this far.",6.380689655172411,6.356104080459772,6.386804597701151,80.26365517241379,65.66666666666667,9.718620689655172,34.64137931034483,9.3871,3.0115213793103446,353,15,69,6,5,112,56,87,0.102,0.7879999999999999,0.11,0.2025,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,8,1,3,2,0,12,1,0,0,0,8,15,6,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,2,0,7,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,7,4,13,9,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,51,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329565919219653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265880669968438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373560497997054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136971891558593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225306483175332,0.0,0.31895363634441803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192287174262116,0.0,0.0,0.21973362448427172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084192930037368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148729690240228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4357500992960102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44367128056706656,0.0,0.16753409697439084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24912222375096885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545906249518607,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Callistini,2020/03/24,"Initiating online conversations with people I was assigned to study with. Because all the sudents are studying at home now, the student association made small study groups with those who wanted to be in one. Even though I was afraid I sent them my mail address and then I made a discord server for our study group. Yesterday I had a nice chat with someone who‘s in there, but only because my boyfriend helped me initiate it and encouraged me to write what I wanted to. Today I spent the whole day thinking I would like to have another conversation with them and thinking about what and if I should write something. I‘m too afraid to initiate a conversation and ask something because I think they could find it „dumb“ and it‘s also hard to phrase what I would like to ask them.",6.2727272727272725,7.787687076923079,5.747839160839161,79.32329720279722,66.34265734265736,8.517202797202797,31.782517482517484,8.841846274778883,2.598337622377623,624,25,111,10,10,191,89,143,0.025,0.8909999999999999,0.084,0.8481,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,4,0,7,6,0,2,6,0,10,0,0,2,1,28,22,11,0,7,2,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,2,0,9,11,0,0,4,1,1,1,0,2,0,1,7,1,20,4,18,10,2,10,0,0,0,0,21,4,0,1,7,81,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402319922475735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18387587514912065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278680556502422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206858553508666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000735977477954,0.0,0.0,0.11309000219421013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582087053274087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16027204989650526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15708437843751527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175373151245209,0.0,0.17589619306192875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17133999993085228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318518486426469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882564725517625,0.13336600898296416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156965173425785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857842396056012,0.2699949669143495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370828019537073,0.17228621061875768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662168210662903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068588212611534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19577851957495554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24913549792509634,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rogueshamrock,2020/03/24,Can I sue snapchat? Joking but not joking lol I tried to reply to my sisters chat on snapchat and clicked it but the exact moment I clicked it my friends snap arrived so I opened that shit instead the exact instant it arrived like a fucking weirdo and now I’m dead inside. I usually wait a bit before opening things unless it’s like mid conversation. I absolutely cannot handle read receipts sweet Jesus. This was a person I was going to leave alone too because I feel like I’ve been annoying them since we became friends on snap so I’m mortified. I don’t even remember my reply I blacked out so hard.,2.2639819004524893,4.8322497226890775,3.5480672268907583,85.92872010342602,81.18487394957984,5.6783451842275365,27.641241111829338,7.010146845296331,1.5833382029734957,483,22,89,6,13,157,78,119,0.218,0.611,0.171,-0.7602,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,1,0,7,11,3,0,5,1,6,2,1,0,2,15,12,8,1,0,4,1,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,1,2,4,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,6,15,8,7,9,1,10,1,0,3,1,8,6,2,0,6,52,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369886625270187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13948663706171993,0.0,0.19470909069504647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24981233534022546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113354826171216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569834100407345,0.16346915789617578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35357175409943475,0.21154053765439415,0.0,0.0,0.13004376203337967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20497790580011324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24228749540542505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33536989529090555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19979692532793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288820678038624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25920861939554296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23488059145316714,0.18928238918669385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201793737048944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553538588647725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520130631570193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,qagnleyvdn,2020/03/24,"Does my university have to give me a single dorm I have recently been diagnosed with social anxiety and am wondering that since social anxiety is covered by the ada will my university be required to give me my own room I really nervous about having to live with a roommate and am afraid the stress of having a one will affect me academically in any insight or articles you can have backing up either answer would be much appreciated Thanks",39.94518518518519,9.8940012962963,33.918518518518525,-3.8466666666666502,48.382716049382715,37.8320987654321,100.75308641975307,22.07613591594211,15.597212345679011,359,16,56,11,1,123,59,81,0.10099999999999999,0.813,0.086,-0.0754,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,3,5,0,15,1,0,1,0,12,19,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,1,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,9,1,10,13,4,5,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,2,49,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940435591052573,0.0,0.3361416468815677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16893666827864556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22299210233409164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922620084269032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4215148378880931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19400019254943449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615056676682716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887522504573106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074622017634994,0.0,0.21692843881281396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817391103111152,0.0,0.0,0.4479154296450174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516669924735043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20227135534385327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382565891989102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560694352492293,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,vaven86,2020/03/24,"The list of helpful mobile apps, while you are on self-isolation😷 What else? Take care loved ones [Harmony — Relationship Tracker](https://apps.apple.com/app/id1499149841) [Relish — Relationship Coach](https://apps.apple.com/app/id1436692125) [Lasting: Marriage Health App](https://apps.apple.com/app/id1225049619) Take care of yourself [Sanity & Self: Stress Relief](https://apps.apple.com/app/id1274153663) [Youper Emotional Health Assistant](https://apps.apple.com/app/id1060691513) Control your health [HEALTHLYNKED COVID-19 Tracker](https://apps.apple.com/app/id1500575377) [Depression Test](https://apps.apple.com/app/id666436210) [Yoga for Beginners](https://apps.apple.com/app/id1382141225) [Apple Research](https://apps.apple.com/app/id1463884356) Order products with delivery [Instacart Same-day grocery delivery](https://apps.apple.com/app/id545599256) [SuperCook Recipe By Ingredient](https://apps.apple.com/app/id1477747816) [Uber Eats: Order Food Delivery](https://apps.apple.com/app/id1058959277) Move safely [Uber](https://apps.apple.com/app/id368677368) [Lyft](https://apps.apple.com/app/id529379082) Watch your favorite movies and TV shows [Netflix](https://apps.apple.com/app/id363590051) [Disney+](https://apps.apple.com/app/id1446075923) Read interesting books [Scribd — audiobooks & ebooks](https://apps.apple.com/app/id542557212) [Goodreads: Book Reviews](https://apps.apple.com/app/id355833469) Play games [Apple Arcade](https://www.apple.com/apple-arcade/) Upgrade your skills [MasterClass: Learn New Skills](https://apps.apple.com/app/id1273867416) [Khan Academy](https://apps.apple.com/app/id469863705) Add your favorite mobile apps in the comments! //HOLD ON//",24.65413043478261,32.99482386956522,10.179208074534163,32.324215838509325,49.43478260869565,10.498757763975156,47.9860248447205,9.330973305703688,7.418263354037268,1477,68,104,33,28,321,122,161,0.02,0.7659999999999999,0.214,0.9764,0,1,0,0,0,0,252.0,0,5,0,2,0,8,0,1,2,0,1,6,0,1,0,7,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,3,2,3,1,8,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,5,6,8,6,0,9,0,1,1,1,13,3,0,0,3,20,6,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270644068530716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077656567327213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16928042666633647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733713262159244,0.0,0.12999547900021016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544387028043343,0.12608234854222522,0.1697755320290653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825047215098688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4812934531405139,0.0,0.0,0.1011649571870565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302780207248745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621989407292878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041432310332185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14576878819064526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227383111958063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15097048512972522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240839020984558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149050650764929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17288939431461167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269606138523311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,syrollesse,2020/03/24,"Anyone else get this? Me: time to start my life and make friends and be social... Covid-19: Me: okay nevermind make this even harder than it was before smh",0.9596551724137932,3.4283587586206887,0.9133793103448262,98.84455172413792,99.34482758620688,3.6993103448275866,16.144827586206898,5.6839178017228535,-0.602481379310345,120,3,24,1,5,35,25,29,0.069,0.7809999999999999,0.15,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,4,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,13,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24085257500055504,0.3529372418892216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931078183622322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28774990041066273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275108185971337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661268796147417,0.0,0.17996473859519566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24330039983365154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4598558866498873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35113087061454884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24380867192907904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008558398698986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SirNerdRomeo,2020/03/24,"What's important to you? (seeking help) Hey everyone! As a young man recovering from a past of deep social anxiety (any other homeschoolers here?), I’m hoping to someday help others with this issue. I’m currently trying to find out how one could make the lives of people with Social Anxiety a lot easier :) Which is why I have two very simple questions: 1. As a person with social anxiety, what are the 2 biggest issues you’re dealing with? 2. Regarding social anxiety, what would you wish for more than anything else? Thanks so much in advance. As I’m aware this can be sensitive information, please feel free to DM me as well. Looking forward to reading your answers!",3.951829268292683,6.600771764227643,5.196117886178861,76.06539634146344,75.26016260162602,8.327642276422765,28.949186991869922,9.075114841892004,3.0228650406504056,529,23,86,13,12,175,90,123,0.051,0.74,0.209,0.9688,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,3,0,1,4,4,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,2,0,17,16,6,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,8,5,0,0,5,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,2,5,5,20,13,3,9,0,0,1,0,15,5,0,3,4,55,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922565821065144,0.0,0.4151321995393515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164040880982508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831714628298204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986424857270974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333036761770797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296333418456436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859609948927324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239949892751307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818662472677392,0.0,0.0,0.13474556154678186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831971973053952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197943298476185,0.0,0.1139240984290246,0.0,0.0,0.11533719396978642,0.0,0.0,0.09055717588576376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997290928975894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192984594962317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295072142337035,0.0940527538813202,0.118457098420824,0.0,0.14891899466379468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15197540354608466,0.0,0.1357013156639088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5531719120233356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490173923209873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210736010774134,0.0,0.13252460419127235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193750533551844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219787706670293,0.0,0.12241620283421005,0.0,0.1560075980777056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637224148946967,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,look_0006,2020/03/24,"Advice for how to be more understanding of my partner who has social anxiety? My partner and I have been together for a long time, and I know I'm the person he's most comfortable around. We have very opposite personalities: I'm extraverted, talkative, and excited to explore the world around me in new ways. He is introverted, typically very quiet or silent in social situations not involving me, and feels most comfortable at home by himself. I love him very much. He is so kind, loving, funny, and, most of all, extremely forgiving. We've gotten into many arguments surrounding his mannerisms that I have difficulty empathizing with because they don't make sense to me. Many issues have arisen, such as my frustration that he doesn't like to video call or his reluctance to speak up for himself in group chats, and ultimately most of my frustrations boil down to a behavior caused by his social anxiety. I have such a hard time being patient with him or understanding his side of an argument. I want to be as supportive and caring as I can and encourage him to take initiative in learning coping mechanisms for his social anxiety, but I also do not want be his crutch in social situations. How can I be more understanding of him?",9.547309253246752,8.706841352678572,9.8411038961039,60.776623376623405,59.58035714285714,14.574025974025972,40.006493506493506,13.463846863241148,5.8077910714285705,989,44,163,36,11,332,125,224,0.079,0.8009999999999999,0.12,0.8798,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,1,0,8,13,2,0,6,0,19,3,0,4,1,39,35,19,0,2,6,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,1,4,3,14,1,0,8,2,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,4,30,11,35,28,8,20,0,0,0,2,37,14,0,7,5,121,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688227356104033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746902157150534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510201037363381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19473804898478672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667541300618571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168649618433876,0.0,0.11151749066776262,0.1123606604972087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055304470973543636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798061530667072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971439297615583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416152882434888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389967115400275,0.06011092717349637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05343624486042616,0.0,0.0,0.09679550653050717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974346446229245,0.0,0.07301022569079853,0.22178291642287706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040493212351024,0.0,0.0,0.1056373193115478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910081538163584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24588943222062185,0.0,0.5574821341820279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241201125020687,0.0,0.0,0.08223814965555926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755761642673996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34159701396222336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27074328835477585,0.12902718138100958,0.0868186436693076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Weirdo_beardo_dude,2020/03/24,"Anyone own a typewriter? I was going over some Cognitive behavioral therapy worksheets and struggled to read my writing. I was thinking about buying a used type writer or something which might make it easier for me to start back up with these worksheets again. I could always try getting scanning the worksheets in the computer and type them out I guess",6.7246774193548395,9.220817596774193,5.994387096774192,74.17158064516133,66.58064516129033,8.830967741935485,34.980645161290326,9.3871,3.784409032258065,289,14,42,6,5,88,51,62,0.040999999999999995,0.912,0.047,0.1027,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,4,0,4,0,0,2,0,13,11,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,7,0,9,7,2,8,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,4,3,34,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24117942596990985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20267070520125235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22287768881485046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23142260554094826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15143529390276722,0.0,0.1647291220984578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193037856031387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934779332088624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074863286889527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899296475576598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22314162207891425,0.0,0.0,0.20515817808438772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303015417827232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33147011907978075,0.0,0.0,0.1857249514993535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19678994505582595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25033838179253465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ansdhuskansjak,2020/03/24,"I want to go outside and walk, but I’m too socially anxious With the coronavirus and practicing social distancing, it is essential for me to stay home. I want to go outside and walk to get some exercise and fresh air, but I’m too socially anxious to walk in my neighborhood. I’m scared that I’ll see someone I know or someone I know will see me walking when they’re driving. I’m going crazy I need to get out of the house and get some exercise!!",3.3406593406593394,4.731904164835164,4.910769230769231,83.00923076923078,73.28571428571429,9.156043956043957,31.68131868131868,9.606745405546679,3.048050549450549,353,17,72,9,7,119,52,91,0.138,0.8009999999999999,0.061,-0.8395,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,17,19,9,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,7,0,0,2,2,0,8,0,1,0,0,0,2,8,0,11,18,2,13,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,3,1,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3941660127204016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734345483328439,0.0,0.29743814626977544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749912688759149,0.0,0.0,0.20129612843689929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19175036445188934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935519599917125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17465857111569025,0.0,0.2780339986936173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5335006833098055,0.2956280802198841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18594441506643086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057946052187765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,missatomicblonde,2020/03/24,"Can’t post without feeling stupid I want to be a contributing member to the subreddits I’m in but i just feel like everything I have to say is dumb. I either write out comments/posts then erase them and never post them, or I make posts/comments and delete it an hour later if I sense even a hint of negativity in comments. I don’t want to be an outsider anymore but I can’t handle putting posts and comments out there that will get judged. Honestly I’m surprised I found enough courage to post here",4.552857142857143,5.647490399999999,4.8494285714285725,85.73900000000002,70.0,7.7142857142857135,30.285714285714285,7.957251820313856,1.9075714285714285,400,16,81,5,7,126,65,100,0.125,0.718,0.157,0.6439,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,4,6,2,0,5,0,8,0,0,1,1,20,17,8,0,3,7,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,1,3,11,4,11,13,2,13,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,2,5,53,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16657311587470766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735495873633326,0.0,0.11093728002334864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095336515211086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16985321130659153,0.11999204646016558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18416160235397347,0.0,0.0,0.08775318344406627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540868162923467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205772182551595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211590196508248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954260585283414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8043055676234797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884814526963704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335700794857963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981366128055585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16190932042332634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,j0heehee,2020/03/24,My Social Anxiety So I go to a skating rink 4 days a week 11 hours a week (I rollerblade) there is this guy I see there all the time and I don’t even know his name how old he is or anything. I asked my friend hailey what his name is because I saw her talking to him and she had brought him over too me and I had a panic attack and started hyperventilating my social anxiety is really bad especially with clinical depression and stress on top of it. I’m almost in tears. A few other times he had come over to where we were and I just put my hood on and look at the floor because I’m trying really not to cry. I’m scared mostly cause I’m pretty sure I like him but my anxiety is usually bad like this. This one time he came over and I had put my hands over my face so he couldn’t see me he had kneeled down and tried to look under MY HANDS. So then I just turn to the wall. I don’t know what to do I need some help since COVID-19 has happened the skate rink is closed until April 2 and I really need some help. ( also to note he is really good at roller blading like round offs on rollerblades while moving) I really try to y’all to him but I’m scared what should I do?,0.09702380952381162,2.1678484642857154,2.1549206349206362,95.64285714285715,86.18253968253971,5.663492063492062,17.333333333333336,7.021680442328713,-0.10698571428571403,911,21,217,13,28,304,131,252,0.11,0.777,0.113,0.4156,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,0,1,12,14,1,4,9,0,20,4,3,2,2,37,42,21,0,4,6,0,3,3,1,1,1,0,0,1,8,15,0,0,2,1,0,7,4,8,0,1,9,8,36,6,26,31,5,39,0,1,6,0,26,18,0,5,17,133,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140993813938664,0.0,0.0,0.088973878710851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553387686583884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155677653095072,0.0,0.1040122590752538,0.12657331180373652,0.0,0.0,0.1857934371509917,0.13564505474566424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725079443280884,0.0,0.1142937648019435,0.0,0.09583988101758742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221291987833074,0.07175292868173334,0.0,0.0958273177196582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07348559998186559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595852074366979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06323112232085959,0.09331887187790204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016402173088817,0.09838607308886813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491492868677996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956782254960136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229020623396965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630667595299958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868592803009924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825083783706875,0.0,0.1649944566352385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674773148612187,0.0,0.07539205966606635,0.0,0.0,0.13053860614778245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319052423450585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22369229276854494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35637720870108464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22277957847248056,0.0,0.17731822902912187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203469444982916,0.0,0.0,0.2268293249382209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874977835324762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744694697666198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486040466099132,0.0,0.0,0.08942586688237215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19462826419042611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266129193580519,0.12101797457491037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253620299638655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17849071132592828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Scottyh1219,2020/03/24,"Abandonment feeling from friends I have been abandoned by friends that I considered best friends. And that feeling has been lingering again with a new friend that is very close. With all the issues happening in the world, I have been getting lost in my thoughts. Seeing my friends on social media but ignoring text messages always makes my social anxiety skyrocket. I tell myself that maybe they are just in the mood for socializing. I am not either sometimes! But, how do I convince myself that when friends don’t answer me they don’t hate",5.900335051546392,8.309262989690723,5.074832474226807,80.27451675257736,68.58762886597938,8.148969072164949,33.774484536082475,8.841846274778883,3.1288979381443305,438,21,72,8,8,131,66,97,0.149,0.65,0.20199999999999999,0.4295,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,2,4,14,1,0,4,0,12,0,0,2,1,19,21,5,0,0,5,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,3,4,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,5,3,14,8,9,16,3,9,0,3,1,0,13,6,0,0,3,55,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245538975155945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451228040011975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15709020053391234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513753120145635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6938997672549266,0.0,0.07820673758201271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237018782790727,0.0,0.0,0.14778767824463396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15623725118094278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16340408951261332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991909785634977,0.0,0.15038351474027553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457133292909793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928338302869228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4577696731502174,0.0,0.0,0.14804703086233933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308354751832908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883697354634044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235097543625326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,StormBreak217,2020/03/24,"Got banned from the discord server, please I dont want to be alone Please i feel like fucking dying rn, this quarentine is killing me and i got accused of being an incl over somthing i said sarcastically please im so alone right now i hate being in my feelings",1.8339102564102556,4.417757134615388,2.9938461538461536,89.03448717948721,83.42307692307692,5.005128205128205,24.051282051282055,6.42735559955562,0.735412820512821,209,8,41,2,6,67,42,52,0.36,0.494,0.145,-0.9173,1,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,5,13,2,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,3,7,1,5,7,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,2,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906316808287129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19572010815829344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210186931268685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907071711093443,0.13472423370750336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17434259281902278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016552263496037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18618736217792628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037027582544016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086399242066833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213247060000893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6210248193752084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16104945028877302,0.17938628492700034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123155291167924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BeautifulLow1,2020/03/24,"Social Anxiety Makes Me Feel Different I want to make friends, but I tend to always think that people are thinking the worst about me or that they are out to get me, so I aggressively alienate them. I don't trust anyone. I've tried to fight this tendency, but slipping back into my comfort zone of isolation is much easier to do. Does anyone else relate? And can anyone tell me why I may behave this way? Other people seem to do fine with relationships. I have trouble holding onto them.",3.982177419354837,6.121820698924732,5.05772849462366,79.5065927419355,73.19354838709677,7.660752688172043,25.603494623655912,8.472884824447931,1.9471946236559137,387,13,68,7,8,127,69,93,0.22899999999999998,0.659,0.11199999999999999,-0.9437,1,1,0,0,1,0,10.0,0,0,3,0,3,8,2,0,1,0,9,0,0,2,0,16,18,5,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,14,4,12,17,2,5,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,3,1,49,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17378515162378652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15977447843114478,0.0,0.0,0.4381114901255341,0.21399793485638344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16059758326599674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182103542016943,0.0,0.0,0.18277153339083774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17447261760587912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560400788443906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613618396927449,0.0,0.1091187832720378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788263702290589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15353339316781273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28958928674914874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22423347667936414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19013490833476954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21290267009969566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825495897440832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676533350789417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179970079135235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318884205930962,0.1657803893460225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18846030234282604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fkejfjsjnddn,2020/03/24,"anyone else get extremely upset when you feel unheard ? i (f15) was ""talking"" to my family (listening because i'm afraid anything i say they'll think is awkward), i wanted to add something to the conversation for the first time in a while, i waited for it to get quiet and when i talked everyone talked over me and this happened over and over again about 7 times. finally my mom was like ""what did you say?"" to me and i said ""never mind"". and felt like crying, and i just feel like this is a daily occurance no matter who i'm with :(",4.5062857142857125,5.242127438095238,5.543809523809526,82.03285714285717,69.85714285714286,8.666666666666668,27.380952380952376,8.841846274778883,1.9750952380952391,411,13,82,7,7,136,69,105,0.109,0.809,0.08199999999999999,-0.5931,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,1,1,5,6,0,3,4,0,6,0,0,0,1,18,19,9,0,1,1,1,3,3,0,1,0,5,0,0,5,8,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,5,8,14,3,13,13,0,13,0,0,0,0,13,4,0,0,12,55,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843266312287213,0.18820089380804653,0.1511522084012033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196904456645124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20176281248307504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534402778255432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17551320450443136,0.0,0.0,0.1731562621486121,0.0,0.1857472941213346,0.13122035064633644,0.17636069356223094,0.2012114220731398,0.0,0.15623730684229645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19192944601849693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624267780799097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26920891881175635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18546348037280974,0.21512268443315055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166460748956544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747208394621109,0.2921379071871033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414051071105433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4429027903650538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769411916607292,0.0,0.0,0.21420946334671973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833866316653744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jkl68997,2020/03/24,"Scared to eat in front of a lot of people? I get really anxious when having to eat in front of certain people because I feel like I have to finish it. Like if I’m hungry and someone brings up getting food or something I will kind of panic and my hunger will completely go away which makes me more anxious cause then I won’t be able to eat. I feel almost sick when it happens which makes the anxiety even worse. I can eat in front of close family and some of my friends one one one, but in front of new people or multiple people I panic. I don’t care about how I look when I eat or being sloppy or anything like that, just basically the fact that if I can’t eat a lot or finish my food. I think it started about two years ago when I got really sick and basically lost my appetite for 3 months. I always felt sick and was never hungry so I had to not eat that much I’m front of other people. Now I feel like it’s weird to still feel like that or something which makes it happen again idek. It’s a weird complicated problem I can’t fully get rid of. I just wanna be normal again",3.1965693832599134,4.001300030837008,4.6541382158590325,86.9642029185022,72.92070484581498,7.260903083700441,22.998072687224674,7.413659706084162,0.7708944933920701,845,20,183,9,16,283,113,227,0.16399999999999998,0.745,0.091,-0.9301,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,15,16,0,3,5,0,14,13,0,5,3,39,37,21,0,5,12,0,5,5,1,3,3,0,0,0,14,6,10,0,6,0,0,7,6,7,0,4,5,6,24,9,25,26,5,31,0,1,1,0,1,7,0,12,22,121,38,0,0.08412590417827141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457253818743394,0.0,0.08423994107285737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999949146199573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06435608643365211,0.19007665246968247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06922845114713679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903905623090954,0.0,0.0,0.05128237035866188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857719660073536,0.0864204771379092,0.0,0.0,0.08820440996861148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6025726142056158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05556436629944984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930641544553559,0.0,0.17014633941252147,0.18029868826232268,0.08077406071462248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034507545215874,0.0,0.06499546488480437,0.0,0.131856938293494,0.0,0.047810690026734215,0.0,0.067283170618965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878451846956064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760418355875008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20549833708973692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064457185937181,0.0,0.09183336207733897,0.143041670723128,0.0,0.0,0.16846408286204373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714849410715419,0.0,0.06184221922162497,0.0,0.06488308349976854,0.08124932247706414,0.0,0.0,0.08242552447399873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17101766960012807,0.0,0.0,0.19740724522913147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916115475901783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804971288470792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778641676698104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842247059650916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07127960561137175,0.12952846211249874,0.0,0.0,0.05954474797103304,0.0,0.06718305574662807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053904482542306745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217878441019938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573148343472056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0541743241146952 socialanxiety,MermaidZombie,2020/03/24,"Does social media make all of you super insecure about not being any of your friends' ""first choice"" or closest friend too? People keep tagging each other in things on Facebook and Instagram and posting photos of hanging out and I feel like I'm not an integral member of any of my friend groups. I never feel like a first choice and feel more like a tag-along addition than a real member of the group, if that makes any sense. I thought maybe here this would be relatable for some. Maybe I need a social media break.",6.3260606060606035,6.756925595959598,5.982373737373737,81.5602272727273,65.76767676767679,8.620202020202019,28.62121212121212,8.344100000000001,1.9228909090909088,410,12,76,5,6,127,70,99,0.027000000000000003,0.774,0.2,0.9524,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,3,3,8,0,1,6,0,3,0,0,2,2,24,12,6,0,3,4,0,3,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,1,3,7,7,12,8,4,10,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,3,6,49,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291484555970249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118897394931765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447337598178793,0.3457821545149481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27446999041150943,0.0,0.0,0.3739506720459839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434056460907893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364664716076385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153902656081062,0.0,0.3241737153147252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963093247148728,0.12443469567277828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185224937461916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545183036519243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836392698334476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328929882950284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718655960425262,0.0,0.0,0.12808526020225242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461070030414162,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,i_am_styrofoam,2020/03/24,"how did you guys find your partners? I'm in uni but I don't talk to anyone in my classes, and I also don't leave the house besides going to class and getting haircuts, so I essentially talk to no one at all, which makes it sorta tough finding a girlfriend. I would use tinder but im terrified of driving even though I've been driving my own car for years, I end up just driving back home once a semester and that's it, I order groceries online and walk to get a haircut, and bus or walk to school. people on tinder sort of expect the guy to drive and to go somewhere 'fun', so that's probably not gunna happen. how the hell did you guys manage to find parters?",2.6913770053475963,4.201422014705884,4.068582887700536,87.91385026737969,75.17647058823529,6.12192513368984,25.59893048128342,6.574015621080383,0.929258823529412,518,18,106,4,11,171,92,136,0.12300000000000001,0.867,0.009000000000000001,-0.9528,0,0,0,1,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,0,9,3,1,0,6,0,6,0,0,4,1,23,14,15,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,5,6,0,0,3,0,0,9,4,2,0,1,3,0,11,1,16,10,2,18,1,0,0,0,10,5,1,3,3,67,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147935559796764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495993999658286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642185118608815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456192778921047,0.0,0.0,0.10859186394183104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4508058147720379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17179584275033585,0.0,0.18687703260640212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4883779867907867,0.14538803609515252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491756085935713,0.0,0.0,0.18970813072842652,0.0,0.0,0.1775920097270579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408742822812664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974556766981756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17509226703634287,0.11140909630692578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398183263395907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17726278236426135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663926313979415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642945440131744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615328969339516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419982494319243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679280240824386,0.0,0.0,0.10587524388741004 socialanxiety,ha11ucinogens,2020/03/24,"Went to Walmart, had horrible anxiety, and am now exhausted and probably will be for the rest of the day. At least I’m so exhausted I think I’ll sleep early despite waking up at nearly 2 PM. what a time.",0.6007142857142861,2.9363366904761925,3.700285714285717,83.49471428571428,86.85714285714286,8.121904761904762,25.06666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.503289523809524,159,7,32,5,5,57,36,42,0.23600000000000002,0.764,0.0,-0.8481,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,4,4,2,0,0,3,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,7,3,2,9,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,22,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500859183981777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29513367751346753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.493402852417917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4579607839939973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29323101080823577,0.0,0.0,0.2668479016067741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4242278625863572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bebeloves37,2020/03/25,People outside right now are doing exactly what I want to do on the regular... Everyone out for a walk right now are purposely crossing the street to avoid walking next to someone else. They are blatantly doing what I try to do when no one is looking. They are purposely avoiding me and that is like almost a dream come true. I don’t have to awkwardly say hello anymore.,5.173380281690143,6.463136760563383,6.069126760563383,76.84171830985915,68.71830985915493,9.623661971830987,33.91830985915493,9.888512548439397,3.5695216901408457,294,14,52,7,5,97,51,71,0.12300000000000001,0.769,0.10800000000000001,-0.2632,0,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,3,5,0,3,4,0,12,0,0,0,3,10,15,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,2,0,1,0,4,2,3,0,1,0,2,6,2,8,15,0,13,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,1,5,39,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28401915084859625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28128937751946576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24432615329154814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23694037140121035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27102508187829744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138569572717404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381816874041748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016486890837327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19219819277067554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19663656709487806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4844449164893211,0.0,0.2255576736767406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24032273528130035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925693225167236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729507696131635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sadlytoodirect,2020/03/25,"struggling with socializing online mine isn't limited to comments and posts alone, even in just normal texting with online strangers, i just can't. it's even worse in group chats, i think my brain's way of thinking is that there will be more people to judge me for the things i say or that i'll just get ignored. i know that's not true at all and people don't even care that much but i just can't help it. also, it gets even harder when the people in the group chat are already friends, it always feels like i'm interrupting their time together. it feels so bad to just look at them texting there and not being able to say anything when there's nothing stopping you but your brain's thinking otherwise. this used to not happen at all and i was actually super outgoing online but not anymore ig. now i need friends bc i have only one genuine friend but i can't even text people. i just wanted to rant and maybe get some advice about it if possible?",3.273131578947368,5.134199826315792,3.884407894736846,88.3639802631579,74.42105263157895,6.434210526315789,24.50657894736842,7.1686216300943375,0.9475526315789468,757,24,152,8,16,239,112,190,0.11599999999999999,0.741,0.142,0.8032,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,2,2,20,10,0,1,3,0,12,2,2,1,3,40,28,15,0,4,16,0,2,1,3,1,0,2,0,0,12,7,0,3,6,2,0,0,9,3,0,1,1,5,17,7,17,24,5,13,0,0,1,0,16,6,0,3,6,101,29,0,0.12388956698381685,0.0,0.120898346091316,0.0,0.0,0.12106345101262064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831222825674565,0.1367152178758828,0.0990744419568906,0.10308604431682232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228651603282292,0.0,0.0,0.10195055755245404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344261356081702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766034589874383,0.0,0.0,0.1263136703468123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4091394528123853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252845750639987,0.08850673140754471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871503163910151,0.0,0.1941815561872097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955513493221107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304056526926082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808646602222364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060526184524546674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403603388164548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446372192483658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107308664938286,0.09186254411949696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138547139841895,0.11887538084107112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395077687542889,0.0942235983688912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435577063813281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13966687202475678,0.11865195893108844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19704391245728667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628981175894105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035772254060606,0.0,0.12951627472036373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230672333018499,0.23815029624530276,0.0,0.0,0.07224100280176983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700080828157574,0.0,0.0,0.07307327647505335,0.0983377716870779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625405293832334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,xXDimensionWarperXx,2020/03/25,"Anyone with High-Functioning anxiety? I was diagnosed with social anxiety disorder about a year and a half ago. I feel like I've made a lot of progress in managing it since then and I have gotten better at talking with people, calling, and doing social activities. However, sometimes I still feel a surge in my anxiety, and sometimes feel like I'm disassociating from the world because of it. I noticed that even if I can do something like call somebody perfectly fine, I'll still feel a bit foggy and tense up - sometimes not noticing the tensing until I feel sore afterwards. Sometimes the anxiety does get debilitating and I just want to isolate myself from everything. However, I find it hard to talk about this with people since most of the time I function fine with the symptoms. I think because of that, some people don't believe that I deal with an anxiety disorder and that I just act cold sometimes. Does anyone have similar experiences?",7.358692185007975,8.531747070175443,7.655183413078152,67.86688995215313,63.678362573099406,10.896544391281235,38.35247208931421,10.832165505486646,4.650691228070175,763,39,120,20,11,249,97,171,0.127,0.732,0.141,0.6597,2,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,7,7,0,0,11,0,7,3,0,1,1,30,18,10,0,2,4,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,13,0,0,7,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,7,15,7,21,15,4,14,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,4,11,81,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722091287642067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3763581570596746,0.0,0.0,0.13759964222018287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996092035668175,0.0,0.0,0.11085706658269977,0.0,0.08702206443068812,0.10742146450417817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20094386025690344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144055486858752,0.0,0.09986848990823234,0.0,0.0,0.22553756728923105,0.0,0.17221162765263706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498873271359955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843075923642789,0.0962488398159322,0.0,0.0,0.2487564357947881,0.14058630306270842,0.0,0.0,0.08993091974075823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05140713908267451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881422720862018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395934096114398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442119551610507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365160555807623,0.0,0.09310338884844722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22404590295373486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046433660782147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16278612842390253,0.0,0.0,0.20060189171285334,0.0,0.07574900213624984,0.486574081826149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715617557015854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226970712995533,0.0,0.15817177139288768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06304731325697767,0.0,0.0,0.057374706713990274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05803570886039525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633629231161536 socialanxiety,skyecozmo,2020/03/25,"Does anyone else feel like they can't laugh with other people? It's like I get so overwhelmed by any social situation that even when something funny happens, I can't relax and laugh with everyone else. I end up just smiling or making this weird fake laugh noise. When I'm by myself I can laugh a lot, like I laugh at every thing. It's hard to explain cause I'm not sure why it happens. Maybe I'm just too tense or I'm afraid of being loud. I speak very softly usually... Anyone else experience this?",2.040297029702973,4.265219217821784,3.4202871287128715,88.53003465346536,79.59405940594058,5.624158415841586,20.000990099009897,6.742157984588678,0.3064922772277221,395,10,79,4,10,129,68,101,0.251,0.616,0.133,-0.9048,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,7,14,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,2,1,14,14,6,0,0,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,8,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,5,8,10,8,13,1,6,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,3,7,41,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457353956888602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356130678701964,0.3452594448158732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730774276372879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474397362502962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222352832325552,0.0,0.1492250465954545,0.0,0.0,0.11128077402370903,0.0,0.1419533541398508,0.16099177405305162,0.0,0.16480772814576838,0.0,0.0,0.08518956306046081,0.12036357664407996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802489275602363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29797615775564923,0.0,0.15092678149590022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469353890083771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432373740206933,0.0,0.0,0.11246304532087684,0.0,0.1692628175853129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116804207053138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18938083054876545,0.0,0.17174618467175656,0.0,0.12970567723474832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587922939731603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193195640971676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185559123402806,0.13901529738002086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202880205452318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PeterWatchmen,2020/03/25,"Need help reconnecting with friends after a long absence Alright, so long story short, I was arrested back in late '16, and the only way I could be let out on bond was too forfeit all internet use and my phone. The charges were dropped Monday, and now I want to reconnect with my friends, but I'm afraid that they may've forgotten about me, or that they do not care, mainly because in my absence, I've only received two messages. On top of all this, I have Autism, and I'm pretty bad at social interaction in the first place. I really don't know how to go about this. I've used Google to see if anyone was in the same boat, but I've found nothing. All my friends are all concentrated one one social media site, so my only idea so far is to post a video (attached; from Dragon Ball Z) and hope that they'd reach out to me upon seeing I've returned, but I'm unsure if that's appropriate, or if it'll even work. So, that's the purpose of this post. Would this be appropriate, and could it work? Is there a better way to go about this? Any and all help would be appreciated. Postscript: I had a history of suicide before my arrest, and only one of my friends knew about it; by an unfortunate coincidence, I told said friend that I was extremely upset shortly before I was arrested. I am concerned they think me dead. *Processing video lybwasy3fvo41...*",4.743333333333332,5.701285454545456,5.550454545454548,81.39151515151521,69.45454545454545,8.442424242424243,29.060606060606066,8.680891452615391,2.101433333333333,1056,38,209,17,18,345,147,264,0.147,0.7040000000000001,0.15,-0.5778,0,0,0,0,0,1,40.0,0,0,4,5,14,12,0,2,10,1,24,0,0,3,5,42,43,21,2,10,9,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,0,0,14,12,0,0,5,3,0,3,2,3,0,5,11,3,24,9,29,22,7,33,0,0,2,0,19,16,0,6,9,138,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584237059898999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798246296053643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575758936386549,0.09312061510333003,0.0679859909334462,0.0,0.1898029912183728,0.0,0.0,0.09863681048467383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137094885149914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780909061021643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366271248846483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486504209779624,0.0,0.1222838991794334,0.43082847530926144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676703966474667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950876143235595,0.0,0.0,0.1107717474683948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12590071694358396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06129247297559645,0.0,0.12580762260234649,0.0,0.0,0.11404419363713238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19739625546139106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269606034591362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701342709264512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22672130117186706,0.3392860692639666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652226372284814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21362459857768384,0.1134633322060731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144722739820561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608797684707852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774559542494414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22737602130213355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199273589892608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146217375996114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656908948666356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894594092977156,0.0,0.0,0.19264751229193755,0.0,0.0,0.06578167564349112,0.17705031750783612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238636718069854,0.0,0.0,0.1584515508294255,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,analogic-microwave,2020/03/25,"""Locked"" in home with my auntie and... . An annoying extrovert talkative aunt from a different State. I like to do my own thing, mind my own business, have my lunch and meals alone, etc. The problem is that this guy is one of that kind that many people in this sub are already familiar with. The one who want to force you to ""be more social, be more talkative, discuss (worthless) things, change your habits routine, eat your lunch with us, etc"". I know that I'm a failure in life as a whole (26yo fat guy, virgin, never worked, about to be kicked from college) and that it's mostly my own fault but this guy annoying me just won't help a tiny bit with that. Some people can't just accept that introverts exist. ""Everybody must be a fucking sort of social butterfly"". Ffs...",5.016326530612247,6.0258517551020425,5.073612244897961,84.86960204081635,68.8639455782313,8.60108843537415,27.62517006802721,8.841846274778883,1.9506631292517,596,19,118,10,10,186,97,147,0.124,0.8420000000000001,0.034,-0.9065,1,1,0,0,0,0,35.0,1,3,0,1,3,9,3,0,8,0,12,8,1,0,2,20,16,5,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,3,14,7,5,0,2,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,0,0,12,3,17,10,11,5,0,1,0,2,13,3,1,3,2,82,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602253048404155,0.1707182375218049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16889524231236336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636549065070632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163135792235464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582994476433155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450687300880685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302012075331447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4595398813828021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369393521687403,0.0,0.155179386469185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16109901909188293,0.08502053874466838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927106724288647,0.0755799076832172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568442205542177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562055906660362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193162322032213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20966105879699196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145026977673437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480295571532908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153997691759551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055551526952978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18608825770629292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124763990128792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727200004879616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262538246735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Mirai3_,2020/03/25,"'you're so hyped' I really never wanted to post this but I have to. so I have a phone phobia. but I had to make couple of phone calls with some people (my face was always hot and i was anxious as usual). During these times, someone told me that I 'sound hyped' when I'm literally dead inside and outside because I'M ON A CALL!!!! I thought maybe It was my pitch? when I'm anxious I tend to say awkward things... but then I was texting another person and they said "" you're high on caffeine"" and "" you need decaf coffee"" is it the too many XDs? maybe the laughs? I laugh a lot... a lot during calls cause I be anxious and .. yeah. what do y'all think?",-0.06355614973261936,2.215432590909096,1.8306595365418907,95.76745989304816,90.5151515151515,4.014973262032085,16.855614973262032,5.5289334501034215,-0.6085593582887703,490,12,107,3,17,161,86,132,0.155,0.758,0.087,-0.8509,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,1,0,5,3,0,1,6,1,10,1,1,2,1,19,21,14,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,7,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,8,4,17,2,9,12,3,10,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,3,6,67,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390420325947972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15614405298650932,0.0,0.5046742988541183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907735343191363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4561581640341369,0.0,0.0,0.1529705450916062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647649581314943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733051691288688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25319418575314195,0.0,0.0,0.09939790289378096,0.15097033724742326,0.2991981776390601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104141245689224,0.11484778815031566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323473988390816,0.13002158084926693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261364410637228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539490796842316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164654327982268,0.11841840057959538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617009863167306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892851204749152,0.0954148640514799,0.0,0.11821709973534668,0.08683002586954876,0.0,0.0,0.14228891524647524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16400220780455227,0.0,0.08783037666451284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,WattsALightbulb,2020/03/25,"I made a friend yesterday! I made a friend with a coworker last night! Despite the fact that I really want to kill myself and have nothing to look forward to in life, I'm really proud of myself for this.",3.7838211382113833,4.9800330731707385,5.281463414634152,81.5389430894309,71.92682926829268,9.369105691056909,25.861788617886177,9.725611199111238,2.3273837398373978,160,5,32,4,3,54,30,41,0.10800000000000001,0.631,0.261,0.7190000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,1,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,4,0,1,1,0,2,1,6,6,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,5,3,7,4,0,5,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,4,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4310143116715712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086040686205712,0.0,0.0,0.22737206754322495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970224776158057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342380469719417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.527876614869623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26176484109829484,0.0,0.2676489674042721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.357390229554516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645251258504291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SuperSayanVegeta,2020/03/25,"Anyone else never even tried to look for a GF/BF? Damn. I am 28 and have never tried to find a girlfriend. I believe I easily could get one if put the right amount of effort. Had girls hitting on me but I always kept the distance between me and them because I never wanted to be in relationship and have social anxiety. Never had motivation to do so. I know some people who don't look for relationship are always working on their careers etc, but I am simple guy with a simple job. I have time but have no motivation to dive right into relationships. I feel ok by myself but at the same time it's a bit weird that I have zero exp with the opposite sex. I went a few times to see escort girls for sex and that's it. I've been having social anxiety like forever. Anyone else can relate?",2.5257412398921844,4.410806987421385,4.646832884097037,81.9754245283019,76.61006289308177,7.058580413297397,22.048966756513924,7.957251820313856,1.1597004492362983,617,17,120,10,14,213,98,159,0.107,0.8420000000000001,0.051,-0.7592,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,4,2,4,1,0,9,1,17,2,0,2,4,26,27,10,0,3,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,7,0,1,5,0,0,2,6,2,0,2,5,4,16,2,19,19,6,16,0,0,3,2,12,7,1,2,8,88,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21119611629659268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941693465332448,0.0,0.0,0.1774747810824311,0.2600655597723308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773622581252114,0.0,0.0,0.14298244752499314,0.0,0.0,0.1385512388609743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132612953391897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21203157401059974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153655067874374,0.08382188300108052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416876275721929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599209152007295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630446567711737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565939099270826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593712746583366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974560568091846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06200109428269712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213142394359182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3915187085591426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599650007755251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798239106025754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275781186879847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4087567807940592,0.0,0.21675837164687495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112966248697504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587345158898836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22200414222241105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17232511419608235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485393536475045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764547291202462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239091672684813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,vantaed,2020/03/25,"online tests via audio calls One of my language teachers decided that the best way to test us during these times is to make every student call her via Zoom and she’ll ask us the questions on the spot. Needless to say, due to being forced to not leave the house I feel like all the progress I’ve made progressively disappears- I’m scared to even turn my mic on during online classes. Now, the thought of being graded by my phone call performance absolutely terrifies me. My teacher won’t take no as an answer as she stressed it’s mandatory and an only option for her (you don’t participate= you fail) so all I can do is make myself calm enough to not lose it during these calls. Any tips about how to overcome it? What helped you with dealing with phone calls?",3.6114968814968833,5.755376864864867,3.9986486486486505,86.6715072765073,74.27027027027026,6.716008316008318,24.8981288981289,7.61054688173877,1.2420887733887729,608,20,117,8,13,190,101,148,0.107,0.79,0.10300000000000001,-0.3913,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,3,0,6,5,7,0,2,8,0,9,0,0,4,2,18,18,6,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,7,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,2,3,17,3,19,12,4,7,0,2,0,0,21,2,0,2,4,73,24,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254718824951022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722759594270205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428200983091655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6948254506082395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030481778622986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406193571196206,0.0,0.0898874450494865,0.0,0.11466333184488435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881217564819835,0.09722411150060208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121956091266764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703183053775205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441017178510206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648764923680045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15225207360468399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877348733535948,0.1816848578753494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221942288112896,0.10350405543305513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245412262331826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082257756590763,0.13625177669526106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558928612669223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232420452567552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804180137887144,0.07935630657258523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14802895454737836,0.0,0.0,0.32740370251102346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802345004924907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Themanofthehour88,2020/03/25,"New friend online, she’s made it very clearly she’s really shy as am I but I’m making effort to befriend her. Texting a new person Texting A person I’ve recently befriended on Discord (who has said she is shy/not good at making friends, whether that’s relevant to this or not) often repeats things I’ll say in messages. For example, I’ll say “Definitely!” and something and she’ll start her sentence with “Definitely!” And just every now and then will repeat a word or phrase I’ve said exactly moments before. It could be absolutely nothing but I am curious as to whether it’s to do with trying to fit in or something?",2.8019972451790665,5.221668586776862,4.628450413223141,79.8384331955923,78.00826446280992,7.339118457300277,29.918044077134986,8.344100000000001,2.6044870523415984,493,24,88,10,12,167,76,121,0.061,0.745,0.19399999999999998,0.9505,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,3,2,23,16,14,0,1,9,0,0,0,2,2,0,4,0,2,7,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,8,3,14,9,0,14,0,0,0,0,16,5,0,4,9,56,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217479686425215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15216755191839865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16057707163329868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29449281075334977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985464057487822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18033724615897986,0.2544355023382942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36813862921796003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18287257423177256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33282499202779675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209438339659233,0.0,0.18818085448298533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625821908174234,0.30312355050150497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934450961130574,0.0,0.0,0.13489787500303774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266169854975802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939550184090676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15725355347027511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,limohere,2020/03/25,"How To Be A REAL MAN & Not A CORONA CHUMP! As you think you shall become. What is a REAL Man? A Man follows the passion in his life. The passion for women? Of course not. A Man has goals and desires that go above that of chasing chicks. After childhood, there are **true** winners and losers in life. Poor chumps sit around watching the news and TV while others are improving their skill and making real money out of this fantastic opportunity. A man desires to be the winner. A Man **wants** to win in what he does. Because of his passion, a Man can sometimes come off as arrogant and egotistical. He does not apologize for this or for his desires. The disgrace of men is in not embracing their true nature: following their passion and, thus, loving life. Women are to enhance your life, not to be your life. So to the Nice Guy, stop placing your happiness on getting a girlfriend. To the Jerk, quit wasting your life on seduction. Don't **spend** your time chasing girls; **invest** it by putting it into your interests and desires, thus the whole of your life. When you do this, all of a sudden you have what every woman wants: Ambition, charge, decisiveness, backbone, kindness and confidence. I was at a conference a few months ago listening to my mentor **Derek**, and he asked the audience: What would you like in a business partner? Most of the crowd said: **Good work ethic, similar values and goals, different skillsets so there's an opportunity for synergy…** à The Attributes you want for your business partner are the same attributes women want from you.**A hot girl** wants the same type of man that you would want as your business partner: **Self-reliant, mentally resilient, physically competent…** A Man has character and deep convictions. He has **passion** in life about something. It is this passion that transforms his life, gives him confidence, and gives him joy. It is this **passion** that will give you that right mindset for you have goals and dreams that go beyond chicks. Remember, if you cannot command respect, you cannot attract love. If you cannot be respected, women will ignore you and/or abuse you. You'll see **after the Coronavirus**, the number of women who will hear on their husbands or boyfriends just because they chickened out... they kept stressing about this flu instead of being the man. For her to love you she must first respect you. Respect comes from admiration and fear.She has to respect your ability to replace her. And fear the consequences of betraying or losing you. Also, you have to satisfy her needs. Most men think women want money. Women want fun, sex, drama provided by a man they’re PROUD to be with.Does she bring drama? Remove your attention. Never concede to her demands; Demands grow? Let her go for a while. No text no call for 6 days. She will come back, no conditions. If she doesn't, let her go. YOU ARE THE PRIZEOnce upon a time, there was a little boy who was very skinny and was a total chump. At the age of ten, his father looked down at him disapprovingly telling him""You are such a wimp!"".The boy cried but eventually discovered what was wrong with him. He worked out, studied, and utilized himself. He went around the world in the most ferocious quests. He became strong and powerful.He entered politics and became an unstoppable force. He would be shot when giving a speech, but he would pull himself back up to continue the speech! He was **President Theodore Roosevelt**, one of the more significant characters in America. If that little wimpy boy could become such a character, anyone can be a Man. You will never achieve something greater than your higher aspiration. You will never exceed your highest and wildest expectation. You just won’t. **Obama** at 19 years old said that he was going to be the first black US president and thousands of permutations had to occur in his life, but he finally did. What do guys today do? We try to hide our strength and express our 'femininity' and insecurities… most men have no definiteness of purpose. They are just drifters, they let life flow by… Remember: Successful seducers are value-creators. They create their own value, they build it.“Men value love, Women love value”Make no mistake. If she's around, she's getting something out of it. A woman always has an agenda even if it's unconscious...This is the best time to be a high-value male. Females crave high-value males in an ocean of weak betas. Be a high-value male and treat yourself accordingly. Let me tell you: Only Dead Fish Go With The Flow This way of behaving is totally wrong and socially conditioned… **Stop being a CHUMP and INVEST IN YOURSELF!**",2.1614221990801,4.983497923353298,2.9082257224681096,84.98908335502908,94.9161676646707,5.725679076629351,24.61359888917817,7.1686216300943375,1.723076369001128,3646,155,618,69,138,1142,371,835,0.109,0.772,0.11900000000000001,0.8284,2,0,3,0,1,0,189.0,4,37,11,20,24,48,1,2,57,0,73,28,1,6,9,115,117,49,1,27,20,2,1,1,4,14,13,6,0,40,31,40,1,4,6,4,6,20,19,10,0,5,13,11,79,38,92,73,15,88,0,2,4,14,154,37,0,13,30,422,110,9,0.0,0.06885828741108868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05151657482807183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046475567346705715,0.04835739975438493,0.06296896405268075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04063625357140875,0.0,0.0,0.15520742912094468,0.054330875775851904,0.0,0.0,0.08937566254675301,0.0,0.0708542885667281,0.12836972845793956,0.0,0.0,0.06098944935676375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05934321868330801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15018608526245775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04640111984403342,0.0,0.06383800358868927,0.03748019213716231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06071914217113681,0.0,0.0,0.10171589484280108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03838525419431616,0.0,0.048965471620758406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130793942401309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366354298053749,0.0,0.09886735451531567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060726714268675014,0.22300172184878814,0.19817292399139846,0.04874517754558793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508850654418942,0.0,0.061865859699575976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655012702338929,0.0,0.0,0.18420911881385446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060519161440008164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23771133124279936,0.4515417124274829,0.028392678369399217,0.11649555857289423,0.0,0.0,0.048803037429718164,0.06501725067065878,0.0,0.0,0.2622610541963251,0.0,0.03879306753553861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0585675401716253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04638785946334413,0.0,0.0,0.043092484515058864,0.13446857143807553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06098325863584773,0.0,0.03938109473460325,0.0442000490252349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06071914217113681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058422912253209586,0.0,0.061813816426911035,0.0,0.19844714644033998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316688301081372,0.049630984753134766,0.11056377971075997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04631115005013543,0.0,0.06062795372202254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05924222771963074,0.0,0.13422225271476762,0.057478485994093914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717562309437744,0.06657200127910702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159237890891633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744771299450601,0.0,0.0,0.10166420899049132,0.0,0.055087437166146204,0.0,0.0,0.039457138611380935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699067280092733,0.0,0.0,0.04795201663221409,0.2742278969212676,0.04612999720711417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05387437290665957,0.0,0.06488475008955477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461868659667893,0.0,0.0,0.16513654875317124,0.12708205575484205,0.0,0.037424978280881364 socialanxiety,armandotjuhh,2020/03/25,"Thank you! Since it is my cake day today, I decided to take a step in battling my social anxiety by writing this. I want to thank all of you for making me feel less lonely. I was always a bit of an outcast, but you guys make me feel like I’m a part of something. It has pulled me through some lonely times. I hope you have an amazing day and together we will overcome our social anxiety. If you ever feel like talking about your problems, you can always message me.",3.472902735562311,4.7021210319148965,4.710972644376903,85.20500000000001,72.72340425531915,7.073556231003039,28.322188449848017,7.447530270364453,1.6206826747720355,363,14,72,4,7,120,65,94,0.121,0.6859999999999999,0.193,0.863,0,4,1,0,0,0,10.0,2,7,0,0,2,10,1,0,5,0,6,0,0,2,2,17,17,3,0,4,2,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,3,19,6,10,15,5,8,0,2,0,0,15,1,0,3,7,51,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963204780561217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724309262760061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19439547494753895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22966802408998735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16106552385161818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700975584672129,0.25441229349401473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17630745992937158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768538223944281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17398230819785096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23771295346276056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928216996793175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17037943564962912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14729312663860014,0.0,0.0,0.3630196273611422,0.0,0.13707933805450673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387900980286427,0.14311793627621794,0.0,0.3278675713446729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382825642083927,0.0,0.16878012257554054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502444031932576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Bbolton813,2020/03/25,"Is it just me, or is SA worse with this quarantine? I've always had issues accepting myself but now it's gotten worse. Without talking to anyone I have more time to think and the more thinking I do the more I twist people's words and thoughts about me. I also want to talk to a friend about it but I get too nervous to say anything because I always assume the worst and she'll somehow hate me saying something. Don't know if this is where I should post this or if I'm supposed to post stuff like this here but I guess I'll try it.",2.454722222222223,3.871087964285717,3.48654761904762,92.23067460317465,75.60714285714286,5.692063492063492,23.158730158730158,5.82211442006289,0.284014682539683,420,12,91,2,9,135,70,112,0.16699999999999998,0.741,0.092,-0.8945,0,1,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,9,6,1,1,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,24,19,11,0,4,9,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,9,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,2,13,3,10,14,4,5,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,7,3,65,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477227258232477,0.3074082711955763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916245002523208,0.0,0.15201109351089265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126052810206948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271634749402545,0.0,0.09651001885718824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203492947882524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18237548394462288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928025707741073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015187989335456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024621067800076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280635042242169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3538266873144751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29379790872537265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422086067233899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21146336765627635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969463174220329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367257738867893,0.0,0.14664923908712335,0.10771332787042866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541462969944914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895427087469878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806615046814414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764965510357759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,VienneseDude,2020/03/25,"I would like to clear something up, regarding the quarantine and SA. Hey girls and boys - ladies and gentlemen, Lately, I see a lot of memes suggesting that people with social anxiety are totally fine with being self isolated and that the current situation is helpful and okay to them in general. This is false and absurd in every way you look at it. Freedom ist the highest good for each and every human, and its being taken from us, step by step. It also means that we folks with social anxiety cant get any better, obviously. Memes and social media generally dont go along nicely with the human psych, and thats especially for us SA people. It causes overthinking, bad feelings, bad thoughts and literally leaves the impressions that we are nobody‘s. Which definitely isnt true! But the human mind is easily manipulatable. It would be awesome if you guys consider my words. Really would make my day! I am wishing all of you the best during this ridiculous time. Stay healthy, stay positive! Regards.",5.958071428571429,8.063300061111113,6.730952380952385,69.70500000000001,67.83333333333333,10.031746031746033,31.190476190476193,10.290406445055957,3.7285476190476174,801,33,126,22,14,264,121,180,0.105,0.693,0.203,0.9683,1,1,1,0,0,0,25.0,4,3,1,2,1,12,1,0,8,1,15,0,0,2,5,40,25,14,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,7,13,19,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,2,3,13,9,17,17,5,14,0,0,2,0,21,4,0,2,5,85,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063370210231159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042497613753793,0.0,0.2034452088953924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22205079646451886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13954507128567958,0.11760222107928495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365980515478315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575542390925442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558412567039881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22406794289569634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723423432578822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947196409330728,0.0,0.075570597584035,0.11152993422915393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166239422761938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912779280302242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14999730601628974,0.14079730183618755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496301194445515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116623187930529,0.0,0.0,0.11304735959595108,0.0,0.0,0.0887593088924416,0.0,0.0,0.14484461922097755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426300670755767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843709756246773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518475598206084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596083098348646,0.0,0.13871796209463996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946520067125238,0.0,0.4066421804482905,0.0,0.10236772655350852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834592147687533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556428019403134,0.07753657635543712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198959638523382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554634968123476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15291031828129056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833767771803566,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Demented_Crab,2020/03/25,"What do I do when no one wants to talk/play games with me? Pretty short question, but the basic gist of the situation, is that I have like two friends total, and this is fine usually, but recently, neither one has wanted to play or talk for over a week, and I'm going a little bit crazy being alone all the time (despite being an introvert), and am unable to make new friends with similar interests due to social anxiety. How can I overcome these feelings (as well as the negative thoughts that they're ignoring me), or possibly come out of my comfort zone and meet new people with the same interests as me? Thanks for any and all advice!",13.16792682926829,7.234448699186991,12.135833333333334,62.82375,57.94308943089431,15.877235772357723,47.01016260162602,12.602617957971056,5.606806504065042,502,20,94,11,4,164,87,123,0.11599999999999999,0.654,0.22899999999999998,0.9511,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,3,11,0,0,8,0,10,0,0,2,3,26,19,14,0,2,4,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,1,3,2,0,2,3,1,1,3,1,1,7,10,16,16,6,14,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,3,9,68,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17284209413130708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18319116173417366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028238140934774,0.0,0.1353103714124259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931038026820606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523638180533667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943429307229578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733093629847401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052323849231072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641313621490908,0.17727715646300327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806672782077507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416576927098775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23971277801401145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262419609140973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19940216836385785,0.0,0.1799474316612166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19814264778489887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17464463506969932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988170861910916,0.0,0.1803037609558016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28433396131679234,0.0,0.16284451790833634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404205293257538,0.10313836341161173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727830646170436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948049553073395,0.0,0.2086531983904462,0.0,0.1418800084887894,0.0,0.15903360694931884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,li_hu_sh,2020/03/25,"My Kermit voice stresses me out I was Skyping a friend (got to stop that rona by social distancing lol) and I was recording a part of our conversation because they were telling me how to do something, and I recorded myself talking accidentally. And holy hell, I sound so annoying! I sound like Kermit the frog on speed and I say ""i don't know"" every five seconds in this valley girl voice because I'm nervous. And I laugh out of nerves and it sounds like Kermit nutting. Now, I'm mentally reviewing each and every social interaction and I sounded like a complete fool and now I'm so nervous about talking to people. I don't know what to do :(",3.070456989247312,5.471750830645163,4.331935483870968,82.40956989247313,76.98387096774194,6.3913978494623676,28.88172043010753,7.492282038375204,1.9246688172043007,509,23,92,7,12,167,75,124,0.19899999999999998,0.6890000000000001,0.11199999999999999,-0.8688,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,1,0,6,11,2,3,4,1,7,0,0,1,0,16,13,12,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,7,0,1,4,12,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,2,4,7,16,5,12,9,2,8,1,0,0,0,12,4,1,0,7,61,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25188547999991323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21661840109639344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34814240809154184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15962029207919826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652385957273863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270862535629329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30280609251297685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20820635231769813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22372997207358605,0.0,0.14323190235660205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429830508717594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4212097042332192,0.0,0.15905241228453942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272863056388044,0.2366620403075631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321179300831775,0.18057936677824385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lillipup03,2020/03/25,"I thought social isolation/distancing would be good for my anxiety, but it’s actually made me more anxious than I’ve been in months (This is my first time posting here. I read the rules and don’t think this is against them, but sorry if it is) My state is nearly 2 weeks into quarantine from COVID-19 and when it was first announced, I thought it would be a good thing. I thought it would give me a chance to not worry about other people or social interactions, and just do what I want. But it’s really just reminded me of how lonely I am. For reference, I have SA and GA, plus I’m 99% sure I’m on the spectrum, even though I haven’t been able to get a diagnosis. For the past 4ish years, I’ve had almost no friends, and even the friends I did have, I was anxious about messing things up with them because of how awkward I am. At the beginning of this year, though, I was finally starting to make some progress. I was occasionally talking to new people, even though that was way outside of my comfort zone. I worked up the courage to ask my friend to sit with her and her friends at lunch, which may not seem like much, but it was pretty daunting to me. That went well, and I was actually starting to make new friends at lunch. For the first time in *years*, I was finally making progress... and then our state closed all the schools from the coronavirus. Now, nobody’s calling or texting me. It makes me feel like it was all fake. It’s reminding me of what it was like my freshman year, when I didn’t talk to anyone but teachers and sat alone at lunch. I thought I was finally past that, and I’d never have to feel that again. I thought I knew how to make friends, but considering they haven’t contacted me at all it makes me feel as if they think I’m weird and awkward and were just being nice. How do I know these “skills” I thought I’d built up don’t make me awkward? I feel like I’m a nice person, but I’m afraid to put myself out there. And once I finally did... this is happening. I feel like it was all for nothing. It’s so discouraging.",3.577606425702811,4.644651648192774,4.277771084337348,89.03175702811251,72.27710843373494,7.750200803212852,28.29116465863454,8.131152278815165,1.6119333333333332,1594,60,352,23,30,509,182,415,0.107,0.746,0.147,0.9727,0,5,0,0,0,0,56.0,1,0,4,7,23,28,0,4,13,0,42,3,0,12,6,78,81,37,0,6,16,0,5,5,6,4,0,0,0,1,29,19,3,1,17,1,0,2,9,9,1,3,29,5,50,19,46,45,7,50,0,2,0,0,23,15,0,8,33,240,79,3,0.07171765191671965,0.0,0.13997216575011034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181486880123894,0.07427785847357117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05486380741644497,0.16204106609574964,0.0,0.0501466497386348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06704632337076127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04371841494925357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323174112115596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210649811712728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813129984171242,0.15370531457750686,0.0,0.3142527285745411,0.0,0.18300899425014686,0.0,0.0,0.3324532798051803,0.0,0.03746951308956298,0.06879810670176874,0.0,0.120306727613592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06341968273877249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03941414591479879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17518811063992185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06786097630387858,0.3351046268577297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05724434553361536,0.0,0.05272072609758073,0.0,0.05531307441117205,0.13853071024428718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881502124986093,0.0,0.0,0.07637695868035413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692522755194592,0.09943997948907664,0.06262108737488957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686856859461642,0.07296263496057666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209604872467901,0.0,0.0,0.0717370597318569,0.0,0.045944164253282564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258209256242099,0.0,0.06528905677834965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621422902444864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802820397101243,0.1015242463107656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759303818796085,0.0,0.0,0.1152878639885756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952920423875728,0.0919075510327426,0.2113866866333084,0.3416148280945125,0.08363827914143672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04230092924077019,0.056926133909572435,0.057527574425515815,0.0,0.06448278201687632,0.0664829818352075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05221130474848378,0.07283275677909674,0.0,0.15283848672504208,0.0,0.0,0.18473526591514586 socialanxiety,hannahr2d2,2020/03/25,"DBT distress tolerance skills and exposure therapy Hi! Im doing my thesis on exposure therapy and DBT distress tolerance skills. If you are interested in starting exposure therapy or have already started AND have experience in DBT and learned distress tolerance skills, please take my survey, it would help me out so so so much! Contact me if you have any questions or concerns. Here's the link: [https://www.surveymonkey.com/r/P3ZLQR2](https://www.surveymonkey.com/r/P3ZLQR2)",10.484285714285717,14.839616571428573,8.538571428571426,51.65642857142856,61.85714285714285,10.857142857142858,41.42857142857143,10.608840637214634,6.041571428571429,400,22,46,12,7,120,45,70,0.121,0.7020000000000001,0.177,0.3987,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,0,3,4,4,0,3,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,13,9,11,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,4,8,1,6,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,5,2,31,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347532606633691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14466395105245602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20809112825925524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258868739825298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22978531164882304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638130401130454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335140719818944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23830670763832265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011433112179946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994676872381547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7298271764856176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511175561387253,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ddelaunay,2020/03/25,"Self-conscious about being bald I'm 23M, and I've had thinning hair and receding hairline for 2 years now. Since I'm in quarantine now, I finally decided to shave my head to see how it looks. And it looks so horrible. Up to this point, I considered myself average in terms of looks, but now I'm definitely ugly. I'm literally crying as I'm writing this. I will probably never have a girlfriend, as nobody will find me attractive. Please help me find solace. I don't want this to aggravate my SA.",2.7196969696969693,4.79127753535354,5.029292929292929,78.59727272727275,76.67676767676767,9.248484848484848,28.171717171717173,9.725611199111238,3.0595535353535364,392,17,75,12,9,137,68,99,0.16399999999999998,0.705,0.131,-0.5467,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,6,3,3,1,1,11,16,8,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,9,1,12,12,1,12,0,0,4,0,3,5,0,0,7,43,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24188169679220003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412206669110802,0.40252150985643786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259909107834844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14759684417509192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.554742982479718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16983345549790807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24171581016619376,0.20816218578566364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237415136830134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17547258568263965,0.0,0.2297188429294815,0.0,0.0,0.18215347509444027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988091984056244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180295028202775 socialanxiety,zeurosis,2020/03/25,"It’s okay to ask questions when ordering food Something I’ve learned on my SA journey is that it’s OK to ask the restaurant worker questions about the food, the service, etc. I remember one time as a teenager I was ordering from Panda Express and I didn’t know how the different serving sizes worked, and ended up just getting a box of noodles instead of multiple things like I wanted because I was to terrified to communicate with the worker that I didn’t know how their system worked. But I’ve learned it’s okay to say “sorry, idk how this works, can you explain my options?” Recently I picked up food from Flame Broiler and I had to ask several questions over the course of ordering, and it was completely fine. He asked if I wanted vegetables with my rice bowl and I asked what vegetables it came with. He told me and I asked for just cabbage. I asked him about the sauces they had had “what’s that sweet savory one that bla bla bla...?” He asked me how many things of sauce I wanted and I asked “how many do you think will cover the whole dish and he told me 3 or 4 so I asked for 4. You see that kinda back and forth, while most people wouldn’t give it a second thought, those kinda questions like “do you want vegetables?” Or “how many sauce packets?” Would have made me panic back in the day cause I didn’t feel like I could follow up with my own questions and felt like I’d look stupid if I couldn’t answer, which in hindsight is quite silly. So just know that it’s okay for you to not know exactly what you’re doing when ordering food and to ask the workers questions. You won’t look stupid.",3.826447916666666,5.187186915625006,4.2493750000000015,88.34479166666668,72.03125,7.333333333333335,26.770833333333336,7.793537801064563,1.4078020833333331,1263,43,260,16,24,397,152,320,0.055,0.857,0.08900000000000001,0.7635,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,6,2,7,18,14,2,1,13,4,22,8,0,9,1,66,56,28,0,10,9,0,2,4,0,4,0,1,0,0,21,16,8,0,19,0,0,3,7,3,0,3,15,7,35,11,31,35,4,24,0,0,3,0,36,7,0,14,13,163,56,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6644166677960669,0.0,0.0,0.09936201777682838,0.0,0.039385582604486866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389648940784799,0.0,0.06637214343309666,0.0,0.0,0.06774222896879017,0.0,0.0,0.051585731097610665,0.0,0.0,0.041668026969462285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675035721345984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057225175643356,0.0,0.07205709403271855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0326686961762632,0.046157310529731314,0.062035616105998816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31250608901706955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03375599514876925,0.0619796833366457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420315994085792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626049340428672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851205203918338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06113542979405681,0.0,0.19651282941944845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875626523729254,0.0,0.0,0.07580577213298519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04479235501677738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4342671074603953,0.06872055939670879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379446100495588,0.0,0.07319039806286852,0.0,0.0,0.05138036910099288,0.0,0.0,0.051485708563444914,0.0,0.0,0.07299077289788873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04973984147460811,0.0,0.07232546994967806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085847865513022,0.04139940168665674,0.0,0.051293027001900034,0.03767454007477036,0.0,0.0,0.1234750165271785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524343226800681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213462264932469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111028442680684,0.0,0.0,0.04589700435572547,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,webelieve24,2020/03/25,"Even if I didn't have social anxiety... Does anyone else feel that even if they're social anxiety somehow magically vanished, that they would still be a lonely loser? I do. It's because my social skills are absolute crap. Probably from avoiding practicing them my whole life and I'm sure maybe I could get better. But it would take A LOT. I know because even when I try to connect with someone online, where my SA is way better, people get bored of me pretty fast. I still struggle to make conversation online. So if my SA vanished , I feel like life wouldn't change much for me.id still be the same lonely guy.",3.3722843822843838,5.740972102564108,4.190660450660449,83.96216783216785,75.83760683760684,6.6477078477078475,24.31157731157731,7.686295010490155,1.3752803418803414,484,16,88,7,11,155,80,117,0.158,0.73,0.11199999999999999,-0.5719,0,5,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,4,10,11,1,2,3,0,11,3,1,1,1,19,19,7,0,7,4,0,2,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,1,2,14,4,6,12,4,7,0,3,0,0,7,1,1,5,6,57,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21660928383617234,0.0,0.0,0.09899267293116444,0.14506052489364696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17260585800634626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504235221250674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497677913709458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303627860989658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389341321020128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826791462479586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805272568122094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316935184323445,0.10114135250016616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479343993466182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018170826752918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780602843341791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999975039062688,0.06916649239139606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036217384819325,0.0,0.0,0.09450254659411056,0.0,0.1422313192735243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407406322202288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815041899259544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440328775001619,0.15264201284356196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4329542679462857,0.1199562091110196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391864172677503,0.0,0.0,0.14800514026082326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343295228373675,0.0,0.10644693255094807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612026882577218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123758054569368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806365693994184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20114192282732693,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Tobi406,2020/03/26,"Talking to people I wanted to talk to and then don't want to talk to them Some time ago, while we had our 20-minute break in school something happened and I just thought I'd write this in here, not sure if it helps anyone or something in general: On that day, like on most, okay all, other days I was walking inside, because I already have to sit all day. (I know I should probably go outside, but it was cold). I don't have any problem with just being the weird guy that walks with no goal in mind. (I could probably also stay on the side but there people walk and I don't want to annoy these people with me being there, so I have to walk anyway) On that particular day (more like the whole week) I was depressed. After someone just stopped me to ask a question. I was mostly ok. But then this person (and I've had bad experiences with him already) started to swallow me. And as me being in not a good state I just acted fast and slaid him on the head, multiple times (he didn't get any damage from it luckily, I was so happy to see him the next day on the bus, I may was angry, but don't want to hit anyone bad, and if I would've just chilled this whole thing wouldn't have happened at all). Then as me noticing what I done I went away to think about the situation. It took me around two minutes to decide if I want to say sorry. And then the next 2 or 3 minutes I thought what would happen if I go him and his friends. After I got to an conclusion, that no matter what they'll say, I need to say sorry because a) it's just what good people do (I think) b) and because if this would be brung up to a teacher I could maybe get a lower punishment (so a totally selfish reason, and this was mainly because I decided to actually do it). Then after I went to him, said sorry, and have done some small talk with some people in the group. The break was near end so they went away. And while this I heard something like ""you can just hit him sometimes, does good to him"". This lead me to think, are these really his friends? I surely don't know if he considers them friends, but it in turn I asked myself: What do I consider a friend? This question came up already in this week (and was probably the reason why I was depressed in the first place). Some people asked me on a break (I do have something with breaks...) the same week: Do you have friends? And they asked this question not the first time (either they are not good at reminding things or they like bullying me or something else). As I learned from previous questions I asked ""What is your definition of friend?"" (In the first few I just answered ""none"" because I assumed we shared the same definition) And now here is my definition of friend: Someone who I met on a weekly basis and meet independetly of other things (such as school, work, shopping) and this person should support me in my actions and possibly share some hobbies and also sees you as a friend. Now if you take my definition the answer would still be no. But if you take it more simple like ""Someone you talked often to"" I would have more people (Still not many, but some :) (don't ask why the smiley, I just wanted to do one here)). And what have I learned from this story? Probably nothing. Just that I wonder what do other people consider as friends? (And I'm already sorry for any grammatical mistakes that may have appeared here)",5.763368421052633,5.532752938345865,6.05154135338346,82.84543233082708,66.98496240601504,8.74436090225564,30.43233082706767,8.119692808369301,1.9414060150375936,2604,86,535,29,38,835,249,665,0.111,0.754,0.134,0.9737,1,0,5,0,0,0,102.0,3,7,7,7,31,37,2,0,29,2,60,2,1,3,6,133,108,60,0,26,35,0,0,5,9,10,0,5,0,3,43,32,1,1,22,1,1,15,17,11,0,5,26,8,82,26,74,63,23,88,0,3,2,0,68,30,0,30,41,400,125,7,0.0,0.0,0.04677566371413957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04248968525749948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21158089461827495,0.07666395661262779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778818863750847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703169339403542,0.0,0.0,0.04267050513990487,0.2688651354463489,0.0,0.09006920520420364,0.0,0.0800440545642836,0.14609746622284328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05482254749746858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654115143905756,0.0,0.0,0.15456399931608558,0.0,0.08256919260358621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04194646453087273,0.0981041393222256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040041845304014966,0.0,0.04245438362361075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046887641682594926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231527783874445,0.0,0.0,0.3332960392552388,0.0,0.050085996295547545,0.0,0.0544828222441307,0.16081560225190786,0.03833637438410534,0.0,0.0,0.047461175710323364,0.12716089960095106,0.05102553722937389,0.0,0.0,0.04919305525978305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03212845900086308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05268541284649522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170881382894084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048596507588020366,0.04815511038479388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0483986349338844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03554168944886454,0.0,0.0,0.10195451347543577,0.0,0.0,0.045992976892440834,0.05457200335213418,0.0,0.0,0.032480620576064996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658454852303129,0.0837064400272531,0.05007975100377085,0.0,0.0,0.054037220930229495,0.0,0.0,0.2067193924765095,0.04586537822070705,0.0,0.0,0.21478358278462764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03070708758733402,0.09856615152268902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0455952304328064,0.11435466345079845,0.0,0.0970214480907445,0.07639274140837654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05387866591103625,0.0,0.0,0.12184034825635975,0.18450570816079,0.04740693237307079,0.21462813962428168,0.033927202446391386,0.051090167689005664,0.07655866255045317,0.040074108709296286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05439376563640984,0.09035251278005056,0.0,0.07207925530460557,0.19263352564961012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553360495926576,0.09214053401672748,0.0,0.07610684706767573,0.08385029976031702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05325529267889982,0.0,0.0521373064015222,0.046823546164634425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16963264349236404,0.0,0.1537957471014378,0.0,0.0,0.1333030285430643,0.08650409876243002,0.10703089708574402,0.0,0.0,0.0519812606237205,0.034895772597411716,0.0,0.0,0.17025103096548835,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ToDeemon,2020/03/26,"How to Overcome Coronavirus-Related Anxiety If we use the coronavirus period to learn about how it fits into nature’s plan of raising humanity to complete and harmonious connection, and also how it emerged to show us the flaw of our self-centered approaches to each other, whereby doing so, we can think about how we can better connect to each other, we will then have a solid foundation to overcome anxiety during this pandemic. [Read more](https://www.kabbalah.info/net/how-to-overcome-coronavirus-related-anxiety/)",16.39749019607843,12.69254349411765,14.617647058823533,40.72607843137257,49.352941176470594,18.862745098039216,56.56862745098039,16.32212239822248,9.166333333333334,427,24,52,16,3,138,57,85,0.043,0.8640000000000001,0.094,0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,6,0,0,2,8,1,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,5,0,17,7,10,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,9,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,12,6,2,5,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,2,43,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263677725983247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6496341303388533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503488679878144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29678930845225043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28314259500944045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952995654440645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18137725882300887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34049353698137896,0.2444781333965018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,1stdayonEarth,2020/03/26,"Hearing voices make me fussy Like when I talk to the person this is fine. This happens me more if I listen to a voice while I am not there to see the person who talks) (even if I hear my parents speaking in other room of the house). I do have some background of when I didn't hear what exactly what other people were saying I would think it was a about me. Now I know it's not about me, but I still have the feeling I used to have. I usually put my headphones on to avoid that but I feel I am not addressing the problem directly. What do you guys suggest I do to mitigate this issue I am having? Any of you guys feel the same? And is this the right sub for this kind of issue?",2.876458333333332,3.4998159513888933,4.284333333333337,89.994,73.5138888888889,7.14888888888889,24.12222222222222,7.1686216300943375,0.7632355555555561,523,14,119,5,10,174,84,144,0.021,0.915,0.064,0.5464,1,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,0,8,5,0,1,9,0,16,0,0,2,1,21,29,8,0,4,7,1,3,1,0,1,0,8,2,4,14,1,0,1,5,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,12,23,3,15,25,3,11,0,0,1,0,17,4,0,3,7,95,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508466656869686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206460477514656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23440273023840225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060149836479109,0.1366490260360133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5224944890177862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830512049963995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32257517428586296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091763421518135,0.08492481227765303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549481062729772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031489614732472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17158559172357948,0.0,0.0,0.10713059226576688,0.2698566195716158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786288746700846,0.0,0.15534380516932605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196647904913708,0.0,0.12288725097310355,0.0,0.0,0.1231391930511036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234066451043846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24840828032367024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901561149170886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346299327540262,0.17019129098162966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109772599766448,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CrocsDagger,2020/03/26,I wanna be able to call friends but anxiety prevents it help I think one of the bigger factors in why I feel so anxious about it is that I live in a small house and my mom and sister can hear everything I say 100% clearly and I can’t go anywhere they can’t hear it just because small house.,3.7166129032258053,4.007853403225809,4.729193548387098,88.76379032258066,71.41935483870971,7.490322580645162,30.01612903225807,7.1686216300943375,1.533696774193548,229,9,51,2,4,75,47,62,0.087,0.745,0.168,0.628,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,10,10,5,0,1,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,8,1,6,9,0,6,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,0,32,12,0,0.21525102490558026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16466644488480509,0.2431723893749752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121502689466052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21979536293594196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19345374171892687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883738576190394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16630240788879755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223321179156568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4852070980731363,0.0,0.14427822469733875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4967415651704575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19007059857321565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520993988369268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14585966521633112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17117625454844285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379241653040489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942305698220912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,spicy_maruchan,2020/03/26,"I'm getting depressed and I feel everyone is ignoring me. I thought I wouldn't be affected this much with the quarantine, but I feel more anxious and nervous every day. Even though I'm social anxious, I do need to go out sometimes. Recently I lost a friend cause he messed up our relationship real bad and I feel really lonely. I try to do new friends and meet me people but they ignore my messages. The only one I have is my boyfriend who is very supportive and loving, but I can't depende on him, I need friends too. I'm having suicidal thoughts again (I didn't have them for a long time). And this quarantine is forbidding me from going out and refresh my thoughts. All I do is play games and scroll on social media, or occasionally watch anime or movies with my boyfriend. I don't know how to feel.",4.082763713080169,5.5831075506329135,5.004493670886077,82.63412447257386,71.59493670886077,8.30464135021097,30.25527426160337,8.841846274778883,2.4461502109704636,635,27,124,12,12,207,96,158,0.222,0.637,0.141,-0.9307,0,4,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,2,1,5,15,0,1,4,0,16,1,0,4,1,37,35,15,1,3,5,0,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,12,0,3,8,2,0,2,4,9,0,1,5,5,25,6,12,28,3,13,0,3,1,1,16,5,0,3,6,82,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229210258264016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933340794381946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14681965810730982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921724861851006,0.0,0.12309800144672045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439824371735607,0.0,0.12041745250383334,0.136567532503967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28906143784525123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312621816824016,0.0,0.0746705381273398,0.0,0.16245106243507396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854586949802936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648095082607658,0.0,0.0,0.15601560266236109,0.0,0.12899215300890876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506368147247133,0.2119488298838079,0.0,0.13803438886939848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684724659616377,0.1086981729776075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908371056320532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626758546381503,0.09155911528402276,0.0,0.1411176507103311,0.15344410804205744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913807589928579,0.0,0.0,0.1413529294845348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15633282601339454,0.16218552295042146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404195601735852,0.3403909064033348,0.08333862381141206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970342561279213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792513161100092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Dragonace_,2020/03/26,"Social anxiety or just shy? Hi, I'm 18 and lately I've been doing some research on how I can improve my confidence and charisma skills, however, I can't figure out if I have social anxiety or if I'm just shy. I'm not bombarded with negative thoughts all day long but often when I start talking to a stranger, or sometimes even with a family member I start blushing for no reason which makes me self-conscious and this makes it even worse. When I'm the center of attention I also start blushing and sometimes my heart starts racing like crazy too. Lately I've also started blushing when giving presentations which has never happened before. I just want to improve myself and if I have to talk to a stranger that will help me someway I will go out of my comfort zone even if it makes me blush. I'm not avoiding certain situations. So, to stop blushing and feeling self-conscious can I just go out there to practice or do I need to follow some therapy to get rid of this?",5.673719298245615,6.2831818631579015,6.297631578947371,78.11258771929826,67.21052631578948,8.649122807017545,33.7280701754386,8.59863814320734,2.8040701754385964,774,34,140,11,12,253,106,190,0.10800000000000001,0.743,0.149,0.8412,1,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,17,4,0,1,4,0,11,1,1,5,3,45,34,22,0,6,15,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,2,5,0,0,3,6,1,0,0,2,1,18,3,18,30,3,23,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,11,16,98,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20416048989026594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19530109605422213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861924362393098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232254951102537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25293135990397303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033539264862378,0.0,0.06454278145692048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666909326895914,0.1224518154866821,0.14509086370496335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287890991849685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126376942265068,0.08555991914399966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879855311335908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06236247835287782,0.0,0.0,0.11296466838999468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25561855802594485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464954654078818,0.0984501857174483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124364219257986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26632988986652706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434819609247675,0.0,0.26024259463478755,0.0,0.0,0.2524947306433859,0.0,0.4517503777596951,0.0,0.0,0.10671963759118154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20519762716987416,0.0,0.0,0.14597687784958666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133843769538023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529023443566389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008445361587498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,phlyder,2020/03/26,last minute tips :) I'll start the first shift at my new job in exactly one hour from now and im anxious asf. Any last-minute tips / pep talks to calm my soul? It would be highly appreciated :)),0.2230769230769205,2.568470282051287,1.6725128205128217,96.96415384615385,89.76923076923076,5.171282051282052,15.492307692307696,6.742157984588678,-0.5154553846153842,147,3,35,2,5,47,34,39,0.045,0.757,0.198,0.7841,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,4,1,0,9,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,6,14,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19310696698348828,0.0,0.0,0.3208013326942111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415417715399092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300026212630927,0.0,0.0,0.27964981535537303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30673256375923164,0.0,0.28179294815493644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4629412184402583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27425662849677224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19242305883492644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009929600069648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22824152729993746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017216639778126,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,manciet1,2020/03/26,"Crippling fear of not finding a bathroom (also social aspect) that i have dealt with all my life DAE have a fear of being in places that dont or might not have bathrooms for a #2 situation? To be clear, i do have IBS/Celiacs disease, which can be mostly circumvented by avoiding gluten. However i die inside at the thought of deliberately going anywhere uncertain for a few hours, and god help me if its with a group of peers/friends. Mustering the stomach for this feels like im going into battle with low odds of survival. This obviously makes an insane contribution to my social anxiety, as its hard to match the possible ""casual, spontaneous, adventure , super chill, lets wing it"" type of mentality some people have. For the life of me, just the thought of going somewhere for the whole day with a potential SO or group of friends makes me want to throw up, let alone if i have the misfortune to be invited to a multi day event!!!! I have dealt with this my whole life, but it only got worse in recent years. I dont know how anyone can just casually wander about the world without being sure a bathroom is there just in case?!?!! I want to be able to just go places like normal people!! Any help, appreciated",8.580095275903133,7.247396537117907,8.657475188566895,70.07223104406512,61.79475982532751,11.646050019849147,36.10202461294164,10.637119530657019,3.7089441048034937,953,35,174,19,11,313,135,229,0.10800000000000001,0.764,0.128,0.7854,1,2,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,2,9,14,1,4,17,0,22,4,1,3,4,39,35,10,1,5,12,0,2,2,1,1,3,0,0,0,10,7,0,1,5,2,0,5,5,6,0,0,3,2,13,8,37,23,6,21,0,1,0,0,7,10,0,8,8,121,23,1,0.11656580025542546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072701465861214,0.0,0.09321762835020003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926874138530125,0.0,0.08917251814077476,0.0,0.0,0.08150551782844613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035059583339264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097689729867217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732284995251564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623378650177341,0.05893917101955636,0.08327463099342412,0.0,0.0,0.10653902966593316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18011689624674412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26498812218031725,0.0,0.09322831895276916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442006117233817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562631976191941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114793832859214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591106706761113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406151536134637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23839285667153065,0.2470016159420017,0.11389632407760265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556171536375391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747091008865247,0.12365789333033815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420973498750735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865354375038133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162409778819056,0.0,0.2435729030020411,0.0,0.0,0.13141042545466725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509466514930868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102484340267645,0.0,0.2376483077660761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098618872411568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850804497531381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750705821279038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602831063609361,0.0,0.11236527178594767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187905089551965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506455360461119 socialanxiety,magdakitsune21,2020/03/26,"Ending a conversation Am I the only one who hates ending an conversation when chatting through mobile? Like I am never sure whether I should end at that moment or not. And when I end, I always think the person I was chatting with thought I just want them to leave me alone and by saying stuff like ""Have a nice day, then!"" I am politely telling them to frick off. Especially when it is them who started the discussion. I honestly hate it more than starting a conversation by myself",4.8416483516483515,6.605702835164834,5.42945054945055,79.29054945054949,70.0989010989011,8.276923076923078,29.48351648351648,8.841846274778883,2.4095890109890106,382,15,70,7,7,123,62,91,0.126,0.741,0.133,0.1606,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,0,4,7,2,0,7,0,7,0,0,0,2,13,14,8,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,6,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,1,14,5,9,11,1,15,0,0,0,0,14,2,0,1,15,56,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18880874107354506,0.0,0.0,0.15168894277765504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175689914938819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6458579085955163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35996877039814845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930303184024477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781260111732797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14060168345048146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235317998085074,0.13864804024642458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917810387756748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449729832951843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580670138894293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20869090185003925,0.0,0.0,0.17181642965845403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15933901149806007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681104815251965,0.0,0.14472654200069174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752578709620056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Dingdangdoodle21,2020/03/26,You aint got social anxiety your brain is reacting normally due to years of negative reinforcement because you’re UGLY That will be all,6.109200000000001,8.40914012,7.693000000000001,62.17150000000001,67.8,13.0,36.5,12.161744961471696,5.9742000000000015,113,6,17,5,2,39,24,25,0.264,0.684,0.052000000000000005,-0.8028,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,1,1,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33366621655513623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658830802459493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4869061182213689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488422342369855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4273506116187745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44461686950376095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808769576195038 socialanxiety,3dasak,2020/03/26,Can people stop feeling sorry for themselves on this subreddit? please..?,6.582727272727272,10.357073181818187,4.791363636363638,70.50704545454549,89.9090909090909,5.836363636363638,32.77272727272727,7.1686216300943375,3.5573272727272727,59,3,6,1,2,17,11,11,0.289,0.599,0.11199999999999999,-0.3313,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562558344271234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35135477243564656,0.0,0.0,0.5563196963638807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5673267017541738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4237116709781361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,S10MEB95,2020/03/26,"I was finally getting more social now I've been forced to go back to old bad habits. Prior to qaurentine I was talking more with different work colleagues, speaking to different people in my running club and chatting with ransoms in the gym. I often feel like I can be extroverted but my SA just makes me choose not to be and would rather me be alone. But now it's sort of got its wish. Frustrating when you have CBT therapy your trying to work on. Though I do plan to get over my next hurdle of getting myself to date despite my social anxiety telling me I shouldn't. Once this situation gets better.",3.7430769230769263,5.792834290598294,4.605478632478633,82.88257692307694,73.61538461538461,7.756923076923077,27.939316239316238,8.548686976883017,2.1605562393162394,480,19,90,9,10,155,85,117,0.087,0.823,0.09,0.0841,3,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,4,8,4,1,0,1,0,11,0,0,1,0,17,20,6,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,3,0,2,2,2,0,0,4,2,16,2,16,11,2,15,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,2,10,62,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17912027958157173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13230349831423527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13298508181993393,0.1444029934901231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295700835416318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613842900662528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744688022960154,0.12355292001358445,0.0,0.18945429283469375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614293571899853,0.0,0.09828940661076012,0.0,0.1383210096179473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449285965441601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544304373824744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18393042463707676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18147812073766906,0.1841822377967844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198992357460518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19439896404946733,0.0,0.35259408550371507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900773968425262,0.1511627487451257,0.0,0.19777924448645293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16991892868071204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741923152446827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19887978829091107,0.0,0.0,0.25181403169275896,0.0,0.0,0.12285613791066555,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,HaThatsFunnyRight,2020/03/26,"First Time Therapy for SA, tips? It's been a long time coming and I should have seeked help a long time ago. I had therapy before in school, but it was just so awkward by the office calling at the start of a class period to then be singled out like I'm in trouble or something. It didn't help to say the least. Now I work healthcare and I don't know how to communicate with patients nor my coworkers. Some tasks require two people and I always feel like a burden to ask for help from my coworkers when they never ask me for help. Never really had any relationships of any kind other than being a ""classmate"" or ""acquaintance"". Now my first official session is to be a phone appointment due to the Coronavirus. Is it normal to feel like I won't be able to talk about anything in an hour long call? I feel a disconnect if there won't be any in person interaction. Were your first sessions really quiet or awkward? Cognitive behavioral therapy by way.",4.3226563706563725,5.8609583351351375,5.509517374517376,79.09817567567569,71.05405405405406,9.177606177606178,28.349420849420852,9.606745405546679,2.6878880308880317,752,28,141,18,14,250,114,185,0.066,0.792,0.142,0.9397,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,5,8,8,0,2,12,0,18,0,0,1,2,23,27,13,0,3,6,0,3,3,0,3,0,2,0,1,5,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,7,4,0,4,6,5,13,4,25,13,3,28,0,0,0,0,16,6,0,5,23,99,18,6,0.11643425282658845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321193988995787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688262570524328,0.0,0.0,0.23753785386821566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581546923498964,0.0,0.21770061784815584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907697336748872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377847805316701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029779901678196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17661797006093516,0.1663613069679571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971167479214915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31217370136379363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146642851400212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124835693333234,0.06398922033472003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17065168382936655,0.0,0.0,0.30912194933781056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796025474477326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408084643741084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072085047030568,0.10166589848968494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918152766030188,0.0,0.0,0.12500681323305154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259319117641593,0.0,0.11783767998859378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963677628882608,0.0,0.0,0.08241276343446972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358544197090284,0.0,0.0,0.3994581463588698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203681247487925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373934645293543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242009032537993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847655227830147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwawaythrone13456,2020/03/26,"Do you think if you had a better childhood you would not have social anxiety or it would be significantly less? Can you pinpoint what may have gone wrong, if so what happened? For me my mother was very very stressed out all the time. She worked a full time job as well as cooked, cleaned, and took care of my brother and I. My father was around but he worked full time and she also cooked and cleaned up after him. She was always very harsh with me especially and always was verbally abusive. Even if she wasn't saying anything abusive per se, just the way she spoke was as if she hated you. My father has been so uninvolved with our lives. He just works and comes home and watches tv, although when we were younger he was also physically and verbally abusive. I grew up feeling like my parents hated me. Even though they don't. We also were financially well off so whenever I bring any of this up to them or other member of the family they say I don't appreciate all the things they provided. All of this I believe attributes to me not being able to properly assimilate to society. I'm so completely awkward and have no confidence because I just feel like everyone hates me even before they know me. I have so much social anxiety and panic attacks and a very dark depressive spiral I go down. Somehow I'm s 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socialanxiety,--corrupt--,2020/03/26,"scared my sa will be worse when i go back to school. right now i’m not really talking to anyone. i talk to my family a couple times a day, but i’m not that close to the family that i live with so i don’t have much to talk about (i’m very close with my mum and my sister, but i live with my dad and stepfamily) and since i’m not talking to my friends everyday like i usually do (i’m too nervous to message them), so i’m just not really talking. so i’m a bit worried that my sa will be even worse than it is now when i go back to school. like tuesday i had a panic attack because my dad told me to email a teacher on how to submit the work we’ve been set (i didn’t end up asking) and things like that don’t usually happen. we’re probably going to be off until september and we’ve not even been off a week yet so i think it’s going to only go downhill from here.",1.7160177646188008,2.3430242176165805,4.2154441154700235,89.39379533678759,76.25388601036269,7.5868245743893405,22.594004441154706,7.957251820313856,0.8471735011102891,666,17,161,10,14,236,96,193,0.11900000000000001,0.807,0.073,-0.8269,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,18,8,1,3,8,0,14,0,0,1,0,20,30,15,0,0,8,4,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,1,0,0,5,8,4,0,0,5,0,20,4,23,20,2,29,0,0,0,0,15,7,0,0,19,102,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298791093489442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095525506498856,0.13502229660681606,0.0,0.1825241962855481,0.0,0.0723497969442252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957421669023889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313236435460058,0.0,0.07654255925526568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512044164665392,0.0,0.0,0.15678177864961867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237729267867088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169639885643184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372595388049622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495351155213176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17395174431488228,0.0,0.20960357265908666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724776120862554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026594258691643,0.0,0.13925228112270907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796342791544746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206639848931106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013570735566572,0.0,0.0,0.11882524796812947,0.24023284763519434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817816753812453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4769759813678533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884960977135225,0.0760491049661611,0.0,0.0,0.06920667777721765,0.0,0.0,0.11340942272120295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26143140777900875,0.09792826197498307,0.0,0.0,0.09520263562187847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640471758023692,0.12053124913088276,0.2419020561978207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fayezfearcrusher,2020/03/26,"Loneliness in the quarantine. Are you feeling isolated and alone, Not sure how to connect with people right now? Is this crisis making you realize that you neglected the most important part of your life? Are you finally ready to make a change and have the social life and relationships you've always wanted? I understand your frustration, I have been there myself, I have never been a guy who is good socially, I had social-anxiety for most of my life, I didn't have any real friends. I remember once I became 17 years old, I looked back at my life and I was like ""wow, there is something I am MISSING OUT on"". I go to parties and I see all these happy people and I ask myself ""why are they having fun?"" ""why can't I have fun?"" ""Why am I the exception?"" ""why me?"" ""Why do some people have confidence and some people don't?"" The saddest thing was I always thought I can never change those things, maybe if I kept going to school, get good grades then a safe job, it's just going to happen. I was like ""f*** man"", why is this happening to me?"" it felt like I am running out of time, the best part of my life, is going down the drain, I am just wasting it. I am supposed to be HAPPY and FREE now like everyone else, I HAVE to do something, but I have no clue what to do! Then I discovered self-development, I hated myself for never stepping up, from never taking action to change my current situation, all I did was sit and complain. After working on myself for three years, 8 hours every day, reading books attending seminars, doing comfort zone challenges, the negative thoughts in my head got replaced by ""you know what? I am actually a pretty cool guy, to be honest"", I didn't hate myself anymore. The more I was working on myself, the more I understood the underlying core principles of social interaction, having meaningful relationships and living free from anxiety. The cool thing that it felt empowering, like this part of my life is no longer a BIG QUESTION MARK. And I saw this amazing future ahead of me and it had my name on it, guess what it can be YOURS too. You have two options: 1:Go into a cave of isolation 2: take action and use this as a catalyst for change. what are you going to tell your kids when they ask you what you did during the quarantine, do you feel proud telling them that you wasted your time playing video games and smoking weed, watching nonsense tv? or are you going to tell them that you worked on your self to become even better and spread the gap even further between you and the people who were doing nothing? This is an opportunity to show your brilliance, to show your perseverance, to show your preparedness, to demonstrate your overall resourcefulness, to show your calmness when others are scared, this is an opportunity that you can choose to be part of. do not waste your time, do something useful, say yes to becoming better. don't be on the losing team, join the winning team. if you need any help, feel free to ask me anything.",4.845018529690595,6.240211279151946,5.534185124536759,79.97322545893306,69.60070671378092,8.41947772127898,28.292510557614413,8.841846274778883,2.2180696026889595,2328,82,432,41,41,755,262,566,0.091,0.708,0.20199999999999999,0.9968,3,4,3,0,0,0,93.0,0,28,4,16,13,41,3,1,26,3,64,7,1,5,7,69,103,26,0,4,9,0,5,5,1,0,6,1,0,5,32,20,0,3,15,12,3,11,14,8,0,2,22,12,81,36,59,76,13,54,1,3,4,0,60,18,0,10,29,321,113,11,0.0,0.0,0.058887214355496535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06249837102055372,0.0,0.0,0.1004223826876812,0.0,0.0,0.0820722225831577,0.0,0.09232626416479743,0.0,0.059845211013937735,0.0,0.0,0.049658118000383285,0.0,0.16924098565984394,0.0,0.0,0.04640094914543677,0.0,0.0,0.1332908103226537,0.0,0.0,0.06332749335493901,0.1067390457478488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553445618692934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038917003572598384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05040981870438725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971352276682328,0.0,0.05084257377938019,0.05766144942303781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153549075425584,0.0,0.11587975093684415,0.06610409894780843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046621763325018016,0.0,0.03152734312963845,0.0,0.24006491455180515,0.10122766936446204,0.04826275282304466,0.0,0.06647591688742192,0.11950044983639024,0.10672431713210766,0.12847500216323893,0.0,0.11915476815447198,0.06193053737490763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04044743146046899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059426861313469866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05988228680872421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03316358286928548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557372710568937,0.14740558979711846,0.0,0.0532850159791456,0.0,0.05067391263778594,0.06750970132092081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056041667810454,0.0,0.06062383903031096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04474444441713198,0.18616460505882546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05790186763921545,0.0,0.0633210653113707,0.06426458165490474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26138746323186185,0.0,0.2091752798243324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613917245880999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675992913578723,0.0,0.06036050940591501,0.06868488719523932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957413102375906,0.06835819188127279,0.05153359950452906,0.0,0.04798811350799525,0.06041505072058926,0.06107153118891289,0.048086498205681685,0.0,0.1259042794105548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678293859832992,0.0,0.2460531663633155,0.0,0.1393676923882039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0568736749536302,0.0,0.0907426259870217,0.0,0.15823041775552665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026997431335312,0.0,0.0,0.09581307588887206,0.10556152887395233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05894749493523109,0.06282041892172294,0.0,0.10423599225632636,0.0,0.0,0.0355925604821323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267074159064744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13179384392721782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771934616190837 socialanxiety,North_City,2020/03/26,"Online messaging anxiety I’m really lost and hope someone can help me I’ve had anxiety for ages, years, a lot from genetics. I’ve worked on it so much and a consistent pattern that I can’t seem to shake is online anxiety. In face of my anxiety, one of the goals I’ve taken up is to make it as big as I can as a musician. Get famous if possible even to not let my anxiety control me. Now a new fear is all my messages will leak, my reputation will be ruined, I’ll be charged, and I’ll be imprisoned. The reality is, and all my friends tell me, you’re gonna be fine, you haven’t said anything that bad. And I know I haven’t really but the feeling and the mental fog still makes me feel and think I have. Like I’ve had sex with a lot of people from the opposite sex and I’m not going to disclose my gender to prevent bias, but to do that I had to obviously message a lot of people too. I would sext, and say dirty things sometimes. Even now though the idea of sending any sort of sexual text to an opposite sex human that I’m interested in makes me race in my mind of... “This will be permanent. What you are about to send it’ll last forever. People have infinite time to use it against you whereas you have only this small window to choose not to send” And cuz of this anxiety I back out and opt to just not do as much online communication. It makes me feel like I’m missing out. So many people text and stuff these day. I’ve already got rid of my fb and Instagram for mental health reasons but still the messaging of girls and guys chatting, flirting, using these means as a means to talk and meet up and flirt I feel like I’m missing out on. All cuz of the fear of this permanent mistake I could make or say that’ll be there forever. And in my experience people don’t like boring people so I try to be funny, and make jokes and I’m worried jokes will be taken out of context Like if I send a partner I want like “So you want this pussy baby?” Or “how about some of this good dick” haha I know that can be vulgar but like I’m just worried I imagine groups of people spreading the screenshot all to each other and ganging up against me. My friends are tired of me asking them about these things. Do I just live my life using minimal online communication and staying mostly in person or just be as extroverted as I can online or find a happy medium? I find it hard to find a happy medium cuz I’m a very emotional person and I express however I’m feeling at that moment so I never know what I’ll really say or do when it comes to when I’m online and I guess that scares me... ugh I know I overthink this but I’m just trying to be safe by protecting my future. People tell me even worst case you’re just sending texts, you can’t do jail time for it like unless people keep saying stop and you keep harassing them. I don’t know feel so stressed about this. Has anyone had this sort of anxiety and overcome it? Any advice? Thank you",1.8414073550212144,3.7619186369636974,3.760060113154172,87.37897277227724,78.8019801980198,6.902828854314004,23.032649693540783,7.8965179332212925,1.1517520980669491,2298,74,484,39,56,777,242,606,0.132,0.731,0.13699999999999998,0.8387,1,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,8,2,4,30,38,1,5,21,1,49,8,2,15,6,117,103,58,0,8,23,0,7,8,3,8,3,5,1,6,35,32,0,7,22,3,0,8,11,15,0,2,9,12,56,23,72,73,13,45,0,4,0,4,41,17,1,17,27,317,91,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061903692294042925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990695134256017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615868217266967,0.0,0.3392314902653797,0.0,0.0,0.04429493822644515,0.0,0.05213064629452293,0.0,0.05922255559437872,0.0,0.0,0.04871129968341208,0.052893583211111816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05456936261346041,0.0,0.0,0.0710510407280074,0.05057884417217661,0.0,0.0,0.040854720834771714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712588482813357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255238104336412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619672601646982,0.0,0.14256997360444326,0.1921862722171168,0.09051275874223988,0.0,0.0,0.1736989051842168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788621685198444,0.0,0.03309712166869783,0.0,0.03600257018004712,0.05313394908378278,0.050665804463203984,0.0,0.06978582052456253,0.06272524949907643,0.0,0.13487190342993227,0.056748061756575714,0.0,0.0,0.06733678826045153,0.0,0.0,0.042461350286601536,0.0,0.0,0.06291962994078508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715130590643613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126146084528158,0.0,0.0,0.17407415726110256,0.0516377087881469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06477841710126436,0.04474511506084652,0.24759210289813424,0.0,0.05593813121925807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915267404026867,0.16157059601108978,0.0,0.0,0.2537148057334697,0.06422571749690796,0.0,0.13801078026163754,0.0,0.0,0.12768133604729115,0.0,0.06396420666381195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313728107130168,0.0,0.048858482609058375,0.061182644151885526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0429267711772122,0.04817959996578381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3952625942608767,0.11062741823833246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714162284089415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174854719538065,0.0651330940910473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06025919421637055,0.20150996230726334,0.06342317765559283,0.0,0.0,0.05767034790824292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053675213681177315,0.0,0.06265356086490527,0.0,0.0,0.06752136809256255,0.10118083123567136,0.05296241463940328,0.07256581070120156,0.0,0.07251919428333088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05091734782132818,0.11073924765579844,0.058323043232230164,0.0,0.0,0.08417222592195132,0.040591338770959925,0.06223985234718112,0.0,0.07387836330533244,0.07281010086311122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601932332724209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641390127822979,0.0,0.05226937593606907,0.07472950067081205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046118664569019176,0.1286675173398981,0.0,0.04500115403783572,0.0,0.0,0.04079453579953194 socialanxiety,yaboyroddyy,2020/03/26,"Does my boss hate me, or like me? Let me preface this with letting you know I'm terrible at reading social situations. So, my boss visited me tonight at work and let me know that I'm able to keep my job for the next couple months while everything is going down. I told her multiple times that im thankful she's still able to offer me a job. I noticed that while thanking her she began to blush, and got a bit awkward. I genuinely cannot tell if she has hidden anger towards me caused by being overly thankful and annoying. Or is she just happy with me? I suffer from low self-esteem, and I always tend to think people view me as an annoyance no matter how polite or kind I can be towards them. Hopefully reddit can help me get out of my head over this minor social interaction.",3.6080769230769216,5.065741858974358,5.062051282051282,81.92461538461541,72.71794871794873,7.764102564102564,26.461538461538463,8.344100000000001,1.811484615384616,614,21,118,10,12,206,105,156,0.145,0.7190000000000001,0.135,-0.1926,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,1,4,15,4,1,4,0,11,1,1,4,0,22,28,13,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,3,1,0,2,2,8,0,0,3,1,28,7,19,20,1,19,0,2,1,0,16,9,0,5,9,82,33,6,0.2680146094211885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150481262057144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463012691563422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376624159487602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827653380260086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727069541153147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043712463299293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07001328576375307,0.0,0.07615943946657963,0.0,0.10717788337732206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265326772013334,0.0,0.13230446978372548,0.1375301557414147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982227159476176,0.0,0.0,0.13309949050222336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475088485638474,0.0,0.2659631445178684,0.1191118496904985,0.0,0.1395479862564429,0.14729382015031958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41109464501776855,0.0,0.06546920011117707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696335211573413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251828883944265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256820460744686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290379199309297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13404356899041034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397988447203428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062982518067622,0.0,0.2732071424292681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701840664617293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712829092810775,0.3701277651849516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586646988074292,0.0,0.0,0.0781407370349452,0.0,0.0,0.12804972240785314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755891384860874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FrostySalt818,2020/03/26,"Whats the best and simplest way to explain Social Anxiety to someone? Sometimes I feel like people dont know what im going through, but i get all tongue tied and flustered when i try to explain myself. Whats the best way to explain it? Like a metaphor or an analogy? What can i say that can really hit home to whoever im explaining to? Please help me out, id really appreciate it",3.2457692307692305,4.613445628205131,5.213333333333335,80.84000000000002,73.48717948717949,8.78974358974359,30.948717948717945,9.2995712137729,2.847702564102564,301,14,60,7,6,104,52,78,0.044000000000000004,0.669,0.287,0.9719,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,12,12,5,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,7,3,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,4,8,11,3,5,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,3,36,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15367322232389802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4216239031692253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354307404803182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157134193940616,0.143509246451811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495189974100648,0.0,0.11416515834150227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464613094624106,0.0,0.2014997689786501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43397135812569815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039880557133784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19628037311025406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392654173626337,0.0,0.0,0.22050673785955152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573787019259653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974843350870435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047726249951847,0.17020560582982128,0.0,0.19867619620015411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363848416789701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188995749392183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bopperbum,2020/03/26,"Left A Close Friend on Delivered For A Week He was pissing me off at the time and has hit me up several times since then and I have ignored them all. Like many of you I have the mysterious anxiety with opening messages. I have been thinking of what excuse I could make in my reply. I was gonna say I lost my phone, but I think he would know thats BS. I have cooled off since, and I feel bad. I don't want this friendship to die off, anyone have any ideas? All help is appreciated",1.0143564356435633,2.984459594059409,2.719297029702972,93.5557772277228,81.77227722772277,6.02019801980198,20.991089108910888,7.1686216300943375,0.367482376237624,373,11,87,5,10,123,75,101,0.165,0.6729999999999999,0.162,0.1604,0,0,0,0,1,0,9.0,0,1,1,1,0,7,1,0,4,1,13,1,1,1,2,19,22,5,1,3,1,0,1,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,3,16,3,12,14,2,14,0,1,0,0,10,10,1,0,5,55,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518520873687088,0.0,0.17082437262100394,0.0,0.0,0.15613699420503313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18644670081933185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17828738487084236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317508018564267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290750919833001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17252151470713867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14967370695369525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520792337859069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272018777665218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426167905221536,0.0,0.0,0.10909340966282807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437590184840066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14905490611598893,0.22639179288079125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17757762555271694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522661546667289,0.0,0.3694331813699228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861640575749615,0.0,0.0,0.2604167890315571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170849853694455,0.0,0.1791182980622168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15862636248198808,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Thunderchef64,2020/03/26,No one understands Does any one else get really frustrated when you seemingly can't find anyway who understands the full extent of your social anxiety and how bad and debilitating it can really be? Most of my friends are extroverted and can't really understand what I go through daily and just chalk it up to rudeness or shyness and it honestly gets me down. They mean well but i haven't beem able to find anyone who truly understands the struggle,5.267969018932874,7.631900891566267,6.2366953528399325,71.46746987951809,70.20481927710843,11.007917383821,29.929432013769365,10.914260884657429,4.078960068846817,366,15,61,13,7,121,63,83,0.154,0.741,0.106,-0.3214,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,1,0,5,7,2,1,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,18,15,9,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,8,0,0,1,4,4,1,2,0,0,7,3,7,14,3,5,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,3,1,45,13,1,0.1624851583796842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049547955168278,0.0,0.12430070141902246,0.0,0.0,0.11361340070718415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13566832023743666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421918570662214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357355001860936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297016982184383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553563030228151,0.0,0.16978357785157575,0.0,0.0923440599791188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17699397163190198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22020829693404972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31227645938488074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792038567310034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16563315672959375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16986476684863974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6766111208805347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609367106638588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,omeletted,2020/03/26,"Stopping compulsive lying I tend to lie on impulse when I'm in a situation that causes me anxiety. If I feel like I'm disappointing someone or I'm ashamed, I make stupid excuses or avoid problems that could easily be addressed until they become big inconveniences. I'm really ashamed of it because it makes me feel like a bad person. Cause like...liars are bad people, right? So therefore I'm a bad person. I just made a mistake and lied to my roommate about a thing that's been stressing them out, so they're really angry at me. And it's completely justified. I feel really bad (and I apologized about it), but it reminded me that I become really irresponsible and deflective when I'm anxious. I just don't know how to stop lying. Has anyone dealt with this? What do you do? I feel like I constantly have to come off as competent, so it's hard to resist the urge to lie and compensate. It doesn't help that I have a poker face, so people believe me really easily. I just want to stop lying. I feel like scum of the earth.",3.021111111111111,5.0821097029703,5.026270627062704,79.01474147414743,75.73267326732673,8.845324532453246,25.57865786578657,9.444778638647367,2.494028822882288,808,29,153,22,18,278,109,202,0.276,0.617,0.107,-0.9849,0,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,2,1,12,16,1,4,8,0,11,1,1,7,0,36,29,18,0,5,7,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,15,8,0,4,6,1,0,1,2,12,0,0,2,6,22,4,19,25,0,15,0,1,0,0,8,7,0,3,11,94,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855833064930587,0.12638578032753978,0.0,0.07822490447309419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736404798920013,0.06819735417909009,0.24711209482472085,0.0,0.12604369173755262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22985083748978785,0.0,0.0963695480457194,0.11729776421637347,0.12089605385542787,0.0,0.08932228855363637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828342881295731,0.3196912419207661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002171328752667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498678636795024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061483026585888674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27327993576950016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585788714678604,0.14935353215341196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15511869560343697,0.19536812941375886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704831247054224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35834675681636274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955397877512794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257510673123944,0.0,0.0,0.09479048015188933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28059502902918154,0.1281512930686321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432411688183954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06598618584150402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ittstartedwithamouse,2020/03/26,"Instagram templates So you know those instagram templates that have been going around where people answer a bunch of questions using gifs and then tag others to do the same and post it to their stories? I got tagged in one by a close friend. But now I don't know what to do because I'm afraid that I have no one to really tag. The 2 people I'm thinking I could probably tag though, what if they feel weird that I tagged them or don't think we're as close as I think we are and things get awkward?",5.170226537216827,4.967522349514564,5.310825242718448,87.56228964401299,68.22330097087378,8.420064724919095,26.875404530744337,7.793537801064563,1.27565501618123,394,10,86,4,6,124,68,103,0.062,0.904,0.034,-0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,1,3,0,5,4,0,2,4,0,9,0,0,1,0,21,21,11,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,8,0,0,1,3,3,0,2,2,1,11,1,10,18,2,9,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,3,2,59,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072512033994669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191946211567505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18588068846752911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771626780068267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798692484746208,0.0,0.1216341706253423,0.0,0.13231189128969972,0.0,0.1862002734448069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25589374154894784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31551760071645424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228037525666165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229686418375567,0.0,0.2510097004728053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608016700096085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14914472735913795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466932430242805,0.4475277828144985,0.22873568571532496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20107400765224667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Raqueeeel,2020/03/26,"What are your thoughts on alcohol? Is it of any help to overcome social anxiety? I find alcohol my only way to socialize. I mean, It can sound lame, but I only drink for that reason. The pleasant sensation of being able to talk to others without getting tired or feeling anxiety is great. Man, it makes me envy of extroverts, it really feels great to have fun with others and new people. I feel like I’m loosing lots of experience without being able to open myself to other people. My greatests times have always been while being drunk, and it makes me a little sad. Does getting drunk help you too with this?",4.699932367149756,6.527914800000001,5.708115942028988,76.89685990338167,70.56521739130434,8.241545893719808,28.42995169082125,8.841846274778883,2.502661835748792,482,18,81,9,9,159,78,115,0.12300000000000001,0.6409999999999999,0.23600000000000002,0.9656,0,0,3,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,0,1,7,0,0,2,0,10,6,0,3,0,19,20,5,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,11,5,5,0,7,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,4,11,5,17,15,2,7,0,2,0,0,8,3,0,2,4,59,22,0,0.28525977686689863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048559484329159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186794930187672,0.0,0.0,0.0969932151220249,0.0,0.21822294851283294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481637653396828,0.0,0.0,0.13972299089914308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951939941773184,0.0,0.0,0.21635387142176912,0.10189482079565544,0.0,0.0,0.1303611340698768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903645974985186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144999110512341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19120361541585465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06968175897463691,0.1429526184264644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125883065304105,0.0,0.0,0.1904131161371242,0.0,0.0,0.15536576188861112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377528350321158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21695291460512708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19776321172395991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137235877749153,0.14664728028395954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907864189050237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464050159865675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323219950301865,0.08316863494472349,0.16393207505005772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321296656363385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27498024538081417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,wyvernflame,2020/03/26,"Therapy experiences? Anybody been to therapy for social anxiety? Or really been to therapy at all? I've been going for a few sessions and I'm not sure what I expected. The therapist doesn't push me to talk about it at all and Instead makes small talk the whole time. I attempt small talk as well to avoid actually bring up what I'm struggling with. It's so hard to be assertive/confident enough to bring it up on my own when that's part of what I struggle with. I thought we were finally doing something when I brought up cognitive behavioral therapy, but then we just talked about covid-19 the next session. Anyone have similar or different experiences? What was it like for you?",4.991860465116279,6.837999852713177,5.814643410852714,76.35080232558141,69.85271317829458,10.431317829457363,34.60542635658915,10.577609850970193,4.137538914728683,547,28,99,17,10,179,85,129,0.084,0.877,0.039,-0.3765,1,1,1,0,0,0,13.0,2,1,0,1,9,6,0,3,4,0,9,0,0,1,3,18,17,10,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,1,0,0,5,2,3,1,0,7,1,10,3,21,9,7,19,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,2,7,73,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.13009896765933102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198777261877454,0.0,0.0,0.093218924314105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928875378538885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377529532179116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26082083265201306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460431627694648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576759329858103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942658655069832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06513235604607917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899068463958232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14178502129253584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437021473058706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854068136659961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359007353443823,0.0,0.10263457641421572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27874547801463995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565047403654267,0.0,0.0,0.4286232768689221,0.0,0.0,0.6098422149802538,0.15479227242139376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583946275804686,0.0777386969387183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198687371484165,0.0,0.0,0.1488445926027363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Musicology91,2020/03/27,Anyone else having the best time knowing they don’t need to go anywhere or see anyone? I know the situation is really shit and sad but I’ve never felt healthier or less stressed by life. Got to see the positive right!?,3.004069767441859,5.2397763255813965,4.518779069767444,81.8121220930233,76.44186046511628,8.020930232558143,24.703488372093023,8.841846274778883,2.022632558139535,174,6,33,4,4,58,36,43,0.145,0.6940000000000001,0.162,0.4335,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,0,4,1,1,3,0,3,2,1,0,1,9,11,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,3,2,1,3,9,2,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,2,2,18,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33729410631432616,0.2471297049404471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25311612178080184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014849654416756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231582142259004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13707497086707598,0.0,0.1929032742945566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651056290253465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17036104124612453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788408105563806,0.18602213805162984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451377014156073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20597664863951431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843975907153876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475801201630904,0.0,0.27110991156144915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762846190721581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14064099378380054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pooolofvomit,2020/03/27,"i've created a discord server, I have an idea about a server for movie weeks We all pick a movie that we have to watch in a week and at the end of the week we talk about it, join if you're interested =) &#x200B; [https://discord.gg/7kt3up](https://discord.gg/7kt3up)",8.059375,9.1768111875,6.629166666666666,76.0325,62.125,8.9,26.416666666666664,8.841846274778883,1.5674916666666667,219,5,41,3,3,65,36,48,0.055,0.738,0.207,0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,7,0,2,0,0,1,1,8,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,7,2,1,6,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,4,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049671313176502,0.3420106947461454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24929438252080294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31773964308356456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262308469974696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.677322561338325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420106947461454,0.0 socialanxiety,LetMeGetYouOutOfThat,2020/03/27,"My social anxiety is so bad I focus on how my lips move when I speak and ultimately focus so hard I end up not being able to speak correctly, like I have a lisp or something. My lips move funny when I speak, as if I have a lisp. However, I don’t have a lisp. I hate it. My lips move too forward when I talk and it makes me look so strange. I’ve watched myself speak in videos and I just never wanna go in public again.",0.2399511599511613,2.0139943626373618,2.746739926739932,93.37881562881563,83.39560439560441,5.8026862026862025,18.902319902319906,6.937597516519254,0.07535799755799744,321,8,76,4,9,111,56,91,0.153,0.7859999999999999,0.061,-0.7921,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,10,3,1,0,3,0,6,3,3,2,2,12,10,13,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,2,0,0,0,7,16,1,7,9,0,15,0,0,2,0,7,5,0,2,8,51,18,0,0.2259009798419041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17281363126088434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18861788227775825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20008121717677432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838473273427747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20236290646393815,0.2230304491695694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036380805151272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18969992845159592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507906581943275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7202909732146952,0.0,0.0,0.17422876200773768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23027760056761706,0.0,0.17390961080562184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815706506198916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,moonaholic98,2020/03/27,"first ""date"" in awhile... so I've been talking to this guy, who I previously about a year ago had talked to for a few weeks and went on like two or three dates with. well anyway we just reconnected about a week or two ago and all seems well but he wants to see me. & I'm having all the normal anxiety about it that I normally would have but like some different anxieties as well. so I know were supposed to be on quarantine and all so he was just gonna grab some pizza and we were gonna just hang at my apartment and sit on my balcony and talk and all, but of course lil ol me is like ""omg should I not have him coming to my apt this fast"" (because I normally wouldnt but the whole state is shutdown) & I also dont think hes the type to try anything he seems like a nice guy but I overthink and also have a past with picking bad seeds so I'm just nervous about that. Then I'm over here like ""omg now he knows where I live what if he ends up being crazy"" lmao I know that ones irrational but still. Ughhh just all these anxieties over what's supposed to be a second first date. Lol. I just hope he doesnt try anything because he wants to come at 7pm but he lives like a hr away so I'm thinking he was expecting to sleepover? So idk if I should think of that as a red flag OR AM I JUST OVERTHIKING EVERYTHING?!?! 😏😒🙄 HELP lol.",0.9194619883040964,2.7080715192982474,2.52105263157895,95.78847953216378,81.17543859649123,6.046783625730995,20.380116959064328,7.093109894594671,0.21276608187134505,1033,28,247,13,27,338,151,285,0.073,0.76,0.16699999999999998,0.9833,1,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,2,0,0,2,27,13,0,1,11,2,23,1,0,1,5,61,44,31,0,13,20,0,1,6,0,6,0,0,0,2,11,14,1,0,8,0,0,4,4,2,3,7,7,3,21,11,30,28,9,34,0,0,2,0,20,12,0,10,22,156,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18172123126313675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393941852854152,0.0,0.22211875919945795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352380826157287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869855427580827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630270717121356,0.0,0.08558373675025034,0.12496685388722045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17659041724963828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070913323857852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120129963962669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078512605878168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212094852037474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17437395104596715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029834590444223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870400537026289,0.0,0.0,0.101806244129516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899498138283975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004597543236106,0.0,0.181019851782861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301286535747462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945707325793289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784844055314147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167972382100884,0.18662543068693213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185712801951035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24715834856009666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19703477666744232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391823861448431,0.0,0.2002564248141112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091504346305752,0.0,0.16443963021221966,0.0,0.2764811032569944,0.09501910220934204,0.0,0.11443828239576433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281349999034491,0.0,0.0,0.06600703905388558 socialanxiety,cactidonthurtyou,2020/03/27,"Does anyone else feel like all the people they care about only hurt you? I guess I'm too sensitive. It just feels like anytime I talk with someone I love, they manage to find a way to put me down. Manage to find something wrong with me. With what I do. With what I say. With who I am. Everyone doesn't like something, and they make it verbal. Am I just a shitty person? They keep telling me to be more confident, to love myself more, and then turn around and do this. They care about me too, I know. But what can I do when my day is ruined by a single comment? When it keeps me awake weeks later?",0.8388180112570325,2.966164439024393,2.106504065040653,96.81202626641651,83.47154471544715,4.760225140712946,16.77861163227017,5.8734145424116955,-0.610347842401501,458,9,103,3,13,146,74,123,0.096,0.708,0.195,0.9267,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,5,0,9,10,0,0,4,0,9,2,0,1,1,22,22,7,0,0,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,8,9,0,2,5,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,3,22,7,15,21,4,10,0,2,0,2,14,2,0,1,9,73,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199936017171784,0.164120085792201,0.0,0.1425913334989264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266218961454748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330080087473237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017181876361293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338071836491492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305582028909484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619804307515953,0.22886071123259105,0.0,0.0,0.2927974319730217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764528309725244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147260376582582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28474504306168713,0.0,0.0,0.08802899390447629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23476291720736825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891316761406885,0.0,0.10691927432344596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182169307723542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110464421483058,0.13986022507584187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16102195002375186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737904007938225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571730382915467,0.2466238904700197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287440643550759,0.1400016049231343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742263894102036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714090788022436,0.12848418710860932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17512821290030472,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,wavyhombre,2020/03/27,"Do you spend your whole day worrying about one thing? Wondering if anyone else has trouble getting anything done when they know they have some uncomfortable event coming up later in the day. For example, I have a meeting coming up later today where I'm gonna have to talk in front of several people, and so far I have not been able to stop worrying about it and focus on anything else. It's turning out to be a very unproductive day. This happens to me quite often. Anyone have any tips to get over this?",6.057278911564622,6.507118673469389,6.553469387755103,77.16891156462589,66.34693877551021,9.390476190476187,30.619047619047624,9.2995712137729,2.6217496598639456,402,14,74,7,6,131,72,98,0.128,0.872,0.0,-0.8924,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,2,1,6,1,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,0,0,12,20,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,2,0,1,3,1,1,0,1,2,0,7,0,16,16,2,21,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,4,9,52,12,0,0.1706310940665175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603499515476665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386184566837133,0.17483172012094614,0.2808297034106036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939671576573922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301288191440677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17461485108055225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28508076837761154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17829540822212311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15088851296517952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377438691033893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562404530689573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829411616735833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18148717193626546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19276456808520195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265523499423505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371468100196991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335971698645247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16173832580490932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18559763239226365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078852253866875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19050352293759995,0.0,0.0,0.18504214287997925,0.0,0.3465683173099145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sololosoa,2020/03/27,"I think i made my friends hate me We were chatting in a group chat and at one point this girl starts asking me about my crush. I don't have any at the moment so i started describeing myself. She was asking questions and i was giving answers. And then she tried to guess who it was. And after few failed attempts i told her i was describing myself the whole time. Then in a joking matter, i think, she said something in the lines of ""oh fuck you"". But as i was typing ""I don't see a reason to insult each other here"" she sent message saying how she thought it was one of her girl friends. So after i sent message, it looked as if i was insulted she thought of someone as that girl. I didn't think realize that happened at first. But then she said ""you think she is ugly"". And i explained what happened and i was like joking about coincidence. But now, noone is texting back to anything i say.",2.0958232007886965,4.185971608938549,3.01926388432468,92.16999342753859,78.72067039106145,5.105619454485705,23.37857377587907,5.900188976854957,0.3721098258297735,694,23,143,4,17,220,98,179,0.10400000000000001,0.807,0.08900000000000001,-0.6908,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,1,2,0,3,8,10,4,0,6,0,15,1,0,3,0,27,40,19,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,3,9,8,0,0,11,4,0,2,3,5,0,3,18,6,35,5,19,22,3,22,0,1,2,1,38,7,1,3,14,109,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198743487114692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341578955672446,0.0,0.28041081313105354,0.0,0.0,0.1153207170461292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756777281730233,0.0,0.0,0.23173901722330384,0.13864850834530215,0.0,0.14386868714215753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16521322393057758,0.0,0.26524295309902113,0.0,0.0,0.14806823519891654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732697008362081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594035356057107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419089861200072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20325247180037745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177386701820738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680051571093064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419820786613922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853191571901433,0.2385306232459811,0.0,0.0,0.11950982804113545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707244868330708,0.11545728061795199,0.0,0.0,0.21230468002764624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843890286937672,0.0,0.2381251422092201,0.08745102148718319,0.0,0.0,0.14330654471187204,0.0,0.10182247353685817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744056922145173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Reddittybittytitty,2020/03/27,"Music and social anxiety I’ve struggled with mild social anxiety for years , but recently I’ve discovered that if there is music playing in the background of the interaction, then I’m anxiety completely disappears- but the music has to be chosen by me. This feels very bizarre and I haven’t read much about this specific thing online, other then music in general having anxiety reducing effects. I think it maybe because I fear ‘awkward silences’, and these are sort of impossible if you have chill music playing. Only problem is this isn’t apploquable at all to everyday life unless I became baby drive or something. Anyone else have something similar to this going on with them??",8.885928571428572,9.618583450000003,8.992380952380953,61.125,60.33333333333334,12.190476190476188,40.476190476190474,11.765960540728905,5.526619047619048,554,28,76,16,7,182,83,120,0.185,0.7809999999999999,0.034,-0.9534,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,1,2,6,0,3,3,0,10,1,0,1,1,18,14,11,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,3,3,0,3,2,4,0,0,0,1,7,2,15,13,2,12,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,4,5,57,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5586609658464311,0.0,0.0,0.1276569066939708,0.18706412649553752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129273136038416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19142074819830954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251347089745132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20544155321700425,0.09231267349653667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375850890053848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895430509762526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18341569851423434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420966001427792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388524048942669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746944471053888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826190022348396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18026545099516272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37221342381173134,0.0,0.2811019895646293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19086138217160797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129112739485938,0.11698322547776245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506390371900142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756883424380925 socialanxiety,gimmesomechiya,2020/03/27,"How's everyone doing? I've been seeing a lot of posts/memes about how quarantine is super easy for introverts and people who tend to avoid socializing, and i know that's not really true. For me at least, i don't have a lot of friends. But i love the few friends i have and seeing them on almost a daily basis. But catching up/ keeping in touch has been hard since I'm not comfortable with lots of calls or texts. I get lonely now and then. There's also the existential crises and the anxiety thinking about the state of the world right now and the bleak future. Sitting around all day, with very little to do, and even little motivation to do it, is also difficult to deal with. Especially with the extra time we spend on social media, we're prone feel bad and insecure about our lives. I seem to have lost my point, but what I mean is, yes, social distancing sounds like a piece of cake for everyone with social anxiety. But it isn't, it's just as hard. And i hope everyone is taking care of themselves. Please share how you're doing and what you're feeling.",4.941893369788109,5.821076712918664,5.589080656185922,81.58106459330145,68.95215311004786,9.033629528366367,25.933356117566646,9.23628265651192,1.932492549555708,839,23,166,16,14,272,125,209,0.096,0.741,0.163,0.9606,0,4,0,0,0,0,25.0,2,0,1,3,14,16,0,2,11,1,16,1,0,4,2,44,33,22,0,1,8,0,5,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,7,17,0,2,7,0,1,1,4,6,0,0,3,8,13,10,29,30,8,20,0,2,2,1,14,11,0,7,7,112,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993640668068566,0.0,0.0,0.19156652412232236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183253636139374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662429534518487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000063262258734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230269346241746,0.0,0.122117623372537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724435161372924,0.1234817831297652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791096283849686,0.0,0.0,0.34334770395271325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112271387607446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18507426310002065,0.0,0.06257699603232543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21458804006766136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896265399065442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646067620131806,0.0,0.0,0.06582468383382523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0585155493118944,0.24009012160106105,0.10576267780632456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074752095845446,0.3054828346323751,0.10810075365030944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046905007782833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303624318614072,0.0,0.0,0.13147593606394545,0.11322518874735467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673032145664592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102286381648657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19088881641894792,0.10903779393149053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990783293359086,0.0,0.0,0.4883782293974378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005517723144985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674637301223279,0.0,0.0,0.0698412099654703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882613247474606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,machinegecko,2020/03/27,I've been quarantining for a few days. Just wanted to quickly rant about how it feels really awkward to me to call my friends or interact digitally. I feel a lot more comfortable doing this in person so its driving me a little mad. Who can relate? I consider myself quite an introvert but this is quickly starting to make me feel depressed. Not doing much other than consuming media! I was fine before this FUCK lol. Still working out though thanks to my dads gym basement.,3.255113636363639,6.1604542840909104,4.469272727272728,78.69390909090913,80.02272727272728,7.156363636363636,26.981818181818184,8.238735603445708,2.409769090909092,379,16,62,8,10,124,71,88,0.156,0.7040000000000001,0.14,-0.3808,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,8,8,2,1,4,1,6,1,0,2,0,12,14,5,0,1,4,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,3,9,4,10,12,4,9,0,1,0,1,6,3,1,2,5,50,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21596852611354028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25916227978209433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16368259518875908,0.0,0.21860102914969268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.384992812989402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19608835503173727,0.2346377252721034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543783031500104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21577510033047906,0.0,0.0,0.1694161531059459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865751565924356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22161187919403014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699518149280328,0.0,0.0,0.16259335321366394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796437905492856,0.0,0.20268821695037645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336686405021905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493611594496827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970018589073267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847723481902263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Chellz93,2020/03/27,"I LOST MY JOB last week because of COVID-19. For anyone else who has lost their job in the last few weeks, the Change Curve has shown me how to pick myself back up again Job loss can be an extremely difficult change to go through. With the recent rise in unemployment, there are so many people who already have or are worried about losing their job. Since I recently lost mine due to the pandemic, I realized that it is very easy to get down on yourself during this time. I found the Kubler-Ross Change Curve which has shown me the stages that one generally goes through before they can pick themselves back up again. Over the course of this curve, productivity can sharply drop, but it will eventually pick back up again and go to a new high. The Change Curve can help one with dealing with the change that job loss and layoffs can bring. There are 3 stages that I have listed: 1. Shock & Denial 2. Frustration & Depression 3. Experimentation, Decision & Integration During this time be sure to keep relying on your Rational brain and not let your Limbic/Feeling side control you. This tends to happen far too often. Keep your head up. Your time will come. I break this down further here: [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RXfZ8nXZ8Qs](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RXfZ8nXZ8Qs)",6.730363726955653,9.232711695067264,4.74570254110613,83.1042239661186,66.57847533632287,8.004882909815647,26.29023418036871,8.680891452615391,1.7910858993522671,1040,31,183,17,18,293,134,223,0.133,0.83,0.036000000000000004,-0.9588,7,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,0,5,3,7,14,11,1,0,11,0,19,2,2,6,1,24,32,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,14,7,0,3,3,0,0,5,1,10,0,2,4,0,19,1,27,23,1,41,0,7,0,0,12,15,0,2,17,112,33,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055189716397386,0.0,0.0,0.2961816499119104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371240610400468,0.09336201153100228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101942726334282,0.0,0.05554519438462616,0.0,0.07753541499695546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171875156046803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4819582127942296,0.07849080574154133,0.0,0.0,0.1021975183221354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393951500049806,0.0784805166701572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611809220353485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046072419383130114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990709639991643,0.0,0.0,0.04760582904190136,0.0,0.1035698643656593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057608240430005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351420963764363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061075032532028985,0.0962720490075456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4521069055410317,0.161981209462567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14854801944961551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317517943091576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193866595540282,0.2984009072847769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238019420108526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800313595187452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348895776734076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317032532784339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799377083115206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753744396053456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858784210167676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15939637147066946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518257931452554,0.0,0.0,0.14618006200135036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253559712901252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Winter_fjt,2020/03/27,"Questions for people with Social Anxiety Hey everyone, I’m currently trying to find out how one could make the lives of people living with social awkwardness a lot easier, so I can better understand and help ;) Which is why I have two very simple questions: &#x200B; 1. If you're someone who has social anxiety what are the 2 biggest issues you’re dealing with? 2. Regarding having social anxiety, what would you wish for more than anything else? &#x200B; Thanks so much in advance - looking forward to reading your answers! &#x200B; P.S: Comment your response below, also I know this can be a very sensitive topic (I know I used to have it myself) So, furthermore, DM me your responses if it's more personal. Thanks for your time guys! ;)",5.229318181818184,7.9242284469697,5.684848484848484,73.89727272727276,71.34848484848484,8.33939393939394,32.21212121212121,9.075114841892004,3.4658666666666664,593,28,87,13,12,190,93,132,0.049,0.794,0.157,0.9444,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,5,0,2,5,4,0,1,4,0,11,0,0,3,0,21,21,8,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,5,0,0,7,1,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,1,12,3,14,18,4,8,0,0,1,0,18,5,0,5,3,62,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129652452475793,0.0,0.33044187877591674,0.37057979345209535,0.0,0.0,0.2333061654625445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365654995041212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990896827982199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116629861096422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480578333362413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492290256352933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713936246706516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291432308856697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065821816643894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068139766599944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610540007316116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117380617129952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17953320747409302,0.0,0.08536780841619973,0.0,0.0,0.08642669649221725,0.0,0.0,0.06785805416352919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473093237869119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888664983947572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095485652420922,0.08876456362591204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22776229634996065,0.0,0.10168633394663236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41451347395346094,0.08613519136228748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18718757300078695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05927807757446293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901966818107654,0.0,0.09930589907702024,0.10583042058481487,0.0,0.08780058371075229,0.0,0.16775835212816242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173127630323233,0.0,0.11690263015305992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221551156920768,0.0,0.37057979345209535,0.0 socialanxiety,Kasunex,2020/03/27,"I hate when my roommates have people over I've never been a fan of it, because having people in the house I don't know triggers my social anxiety. It also tends to go hand and hand with abnoxious loud music playing and kitchen/bathroom hogging. Sometimes also the awkwardness of overhearing sex. Lately I hate it even more, though. This is the second weekend in a row my roommate has invited his gf over. I've never been properly introduced to her or anything, and my first substantial interaction with her was when she came over super wasted and took the bathroom up for over an hour while I was just trying to relieve myself so I could go to sleep. Not exactly a positive introduction. She also tends to leave the lights on all the time which, while minor, is still annoying because I'm trying to keep the utility bill down and she doesn't live here. Anyways, you'd think given the pandemic that not bringing people over or at the very least asking to make sure it's ok would be a given. But nope, of course not. And now I'm stuck with my social anxiety acting up because they're in the kitchen and all I want to do is make and eat a sandwich. Having roommates is always a struggle. I don't mind it in theory, but of five sets I've had over the past few years, only my 3rd and 4th set were agreeable. I learned the hard way after seeing my 1st set go from being like family to awkward tension that it's best to pick your battles. But that's troublesome in its own right. Knowing how to do it successfully without triggering anxiety and knowing when is and isn't a good time and topic to bring up is a huge struggle.",6.49512578616352,6.3581799591195,6.996226415094341,76.3693710691824,65.44654088050314,9.833962264150944,33.38993710691824,9.444778638647367,3.009495597484278,1289,50,238,22,18,423,179,318,0.129,0.763,0.107,-0.2964,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,0,4,15,18,4,5,21,1,27,7,3,6,6,48,53,28,0,3,10,0,3,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,13,16,3,1,5,2,1,8,11,9,0,3,11,6,24,9,40,37,7,49,0,0,1,1,14,19,0,2,19,174,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788847835660078,0.09672568286407722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667827841349764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956602551100634,0.0,0.1086739793023321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21258678548499815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199262504808482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329540414115137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281268276144314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894830818852478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677914740483423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095860416876938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887848009850413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19819522447028126,0.097501325720065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413325846693004,0.22953700176775266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447853729762787,0.1341318585423281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332446400964812,0.0,0.0,0.19165668728817453,0.0,0.1311301427021157,0.1230873458477119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056791746817843027,0.0,0.10264702786500143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518973174015585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737495623598165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17931160432070728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841004574907617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109696147144476,0.2417702656056368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927313949564172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263272292497292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632958897401825,0.2369955770854219,0.0,0.0,0.11496990814250505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283391647946546,0.0,0.0,0.2430503604510561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956013788257328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744855108864629,0.11421074889243342,0.0,0.13556753240645245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915318078824534,0.15784631495626672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959148253838838,0.06856468897421479,0.0922703764685258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205664656987027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257756581772721,0.0,0.0,0.07485837945749473 socialanxiety,Sean379,2020/03/27,"What happend to me? I thought I was over this anxiety bullshit, but it turns out I can't even speak to people without having a heart attack. I need to have thick skin, I'm so sick of being overly emotional. What can I do?",1.9313043478260887,3.611918869565218,3.77326086956522,88.49293478260874,77.69565217391305,6.339130434782609,24.54347826086957,7.1686216300943375,1.0217130434782602,172,6,36,2,4,58,38,46,0.20800000000000002,0.6829999999999999,0.10800000000000001,-0.703,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,7,3,2,0,0,5,11,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,6,0,8,8,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584937150840436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3844117260831477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.380093696116182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22318074741606594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40041489275432895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505496734084457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342583475013053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26825603921259106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675397904225056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257249784571972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwfarawaymew,2020/03/27,"Practical advice for small talk situations? Hi, I've just been social distance queing for a shop, and somebody behind me started speaking to me. About the weather, about people buying lots of toilet roll, about their job. I was awful, I really was rubbish at responding. I just smiled and occasionally squeaked out something like 'oh' or 'yes'. In the end I did a sort of slow turning of my back to them. Now I'm at home trying to think what I could have done better. They seemed a friendly person and I feel bad for reacting so awkwardly and not matching their friendliness. I think I can come across like I'm in physical pain sometimes when people speak to me. In my body I just felt immediate anxiety, and in my mind I was thinking what do I say...when does this finish...should I make a joke or not...am I coming across strange. I wondered if anybody had practical advice. So that I can act better next time.. :(",3.3347413793103438,5.606191022988504,4.384583333333335,82.99687500000002,75.55172413793103,7.108620689655173,26.392241379310345,8.07648339933343,1.809679310344828,714,27,132,12,16,232,113,174,0.12300000000000001,0.765,0.11199999999999999,-0.2432,1,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,4,2,11,9,0,1,6,2,12,2,1,2,0,28,26,11,0,2,7,0,2,2,1,0,1,2,1,1,4,8,0,0,7,2,2,3,1,3,0,0,8,4,25,6,23,17,1,21,0,0,0,0,12,10,0,7,10,88,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020618355939487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823537364886948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884448286741625,0.12904830264403472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27338550023846003,0.0,0.17167753695291227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662736458419599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340086630291497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525351955478568,0.1581650596137618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689127009491353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814845933867802,0.0,0.14839857081079333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941004343170285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550328685445063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533735740274401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101709265727678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139849175527182,0.0,0.0,0.10316772863507756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15605810381557014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643726942934517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445911623589746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143001677095187,0.1349528589561445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901291367255037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290960936520913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407025211497913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17372809067187642,0.0,0.15755098684880206,0.0,0.11898521930651862,0.15286042641410966,0.0,0.10939595484012292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422673815182092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29710087986670564,0.0,0.0,0.09012319460964052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493378398721342,0.16811319546900125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676100364806243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AloeMallow52,2020/03/27,"Looking for some opinions on a treatment I'm considering ... any advice appreciated. Hello everyone, I'm new here, but was looking for some sage advice from anyone on a treatment program I'm considering signing up to. I've struggled with debilitating social anxiety since I was very young (25M), and it's really starting to get in the way of me making any progress in life. I've come across this London based clinic that offer a two-session program that utilises The Fast Phobia Cure ([https://www.phobiaclinic.co.uk/the-fast-phobia-cure](https://www.phobiaclinic.co.uk/the-fast-phobia-cure)) to supposedly dissociate your emotional connection to the fear, and eliminate it. I had a consultation with the lead therapist today, and it was pretty positive. If this treatment were to work, it would be life altering, but the rational part of my mind feels like it's too good to be true. I'm having a hard time finding any external feedback or testimonies, which could be chalked down to them being a small practice, but all the same, it's setting off alarm bells. The treatment is pretty expensive, and I'm not someone that has a lot of disposable income, I just desperately want help. My first appointment would be in the coming weeks and whilst I'm swaying towards doing it, I would really value some external opinions. This is a link to their website: [https://www.phobiaclinic.co.uk/](https://www.phobiaclinic.co.uk/) I'm sorry if this isn't the sort of thing that's normally appropriate to post on here!",11.783702983138776,10.912852295719848,10.898686770428018,55.069845979247724,55.22568093385214,13.235927367055776,42.03923476005188,12.161744961471696,5.323648767833982,1228,53,182,30,12,395,150,257,0.084,0.7609999999999999,0.154,0.966,1,0,0,0,0,0,74.0,0,1,2,4,4,6,0,3,17,0,20,3,0,2,2,40,36,11,0,8,8,0,2,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,17,9,0,0,3,0,1,3,2,3,0,1,5,4,10,3,29,22,7,27,0,0,2,0,8,12,0,10,10,117,27,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651953323700933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768277566564775,0.0,0.10380480258639556,0.0,0.0,0.09487972712094013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23377507413872625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833984932128443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15263640385548868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12966051271217935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15269239254919273,0.06861047708254947,0.09693913338951296,0.0,0.0,0.12402097835522945,0.11542042872011248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089401177987878,0.0,0.0,0.1138128822791187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121554309130781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095218301882996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19168801117928086,0.06629276419853355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22789595334460666,0.0,0.0,0.1153613683948174,0.0,0.0,0.09057615647289373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701128654349526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105318156201334,0.0,0.0,0.13295036678348254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694233685720626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995642128941293,0.2760972041468525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17385686939690564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224668316520324,0.0,0.0,0.13832196391327664,0.1149722706733068,0.0,0.0,0.15189724657798134,0.09604423063484592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185582533172028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755007554351091,0.09014842492622427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912370161481275,0.0,0.12862113376006015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325523810601081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196096719320503,0.08003526943963171,0.10770681749510973,0.10884477012663356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987861476885026,0.0,0.0,0.2891773227051121,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Romcom1398,2020/03/27,"Ok this is odd but [ramble] I was addicted to the Sims as a kid, and still sometimes I have periods where I can't stop playing. Well, you know how you have 'bad' interactions where there appear minus signs and 'good' interactions where you have plus signs? I think about that a lot of the time when I'm talking to someone. Like, when I somehow manage to make someone laugh or smile I immidiately see three plus signs in my mind, like 'yeah bro, your relationship with this person just improved!'. And when I say something and they either don't agree, don't really react, or frown or anything, I can almost see the three minus signs like 'Dude no. You just became less friends because of what you said and from now on every good thing you try to do to make up for it will only make it worse so you better just dig a hole and take a good long cry about what you just did'. Kay thats it bye",3.7653194263363767,4.980791485875709,4.253333333333334,88.8187744458931,71.99435028248588,7.028074750108647,23.219904389395914,7.321109707123232,0.6966900478053017,691,17,147,7,13,218,111,177,0.09699999999999999,0.701,0.20199999999999999,0.9722,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,9,1,1,19,13,0,0,7,2,12,1,0,5,0,35,23,18,0,0,9,1,0,3,1,1,1,2,0,2,10,9,0,1,2,1,0,1,4,1,1,2,3,4,19,12,18,19,3,16,0,0,2,0,21,6,0,7,13,99,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723210767461461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15828559890036206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007923214585074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198295395518564,0.09635881271842912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980124166962832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17363392834938385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318190909871966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212551378924835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3977481839749237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868718664450523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316769951048176,0.0,0.0,0.1398881486477379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438658805884368,0.0,0.0,0.31654151118121543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960697745121466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022036583309866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13802178412885013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126453861434853,0.0,0.0,0.16970944679585254,0.0,0.0,0.15036202829921014,0.12570466237161404,0.0,0.0,0.25192476135038483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678666418776232,0.12169102885760298,0.15633658256345978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262359645481496,0.13215470588952904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884996438244798,0.1270517436151074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501556468411613,0.1012857225914216,0.0,0.0,0.09217266093974663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073200537827297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14212510501901354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108818485930265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,floresb07,2020/03/27,kinda have social anxiety I have no problem talking to someone I haven’t met at my school but when it comes to meeting people outside of school I get nervous and feel left out.,3.5124761904761925,5.518538914285713,4.46857142857143,83.80476190476192,74.14285714285714,5.80952380952381,31.666666666666664,6.42735559955562,1.886809523809524,142,7,25,1,3,46,29,35,0.213,0.787,0.0,-0.6506,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,7,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,5,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,17,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23136462099893554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26052398385945685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292199042090016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15801163104081067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286003099316186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20967277199700887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28939279467230444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6121678070771535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082979588539568,0.2562551555124567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430886062557377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Ilikeflowers95,2020/03/27,"How to cope with social anxiety Four years ago, I got diagnodes with Classical Social Anxiety Disorder at Synaeda Psychological Medical Center in Heerenveen, the Netherlands. My social anxiety started 15 years ago at 11 years old in 2006 after being bullied. Here are some tips I've learnt to cope with my anxiety: &#x200B; 1. **Eat vitaminpills.** Your immunesystem is going to be affected after a few years of constant anxiety. Which will result in you getting sick a lot! [https://www.healthline.com/health/anxiety/effects-on-body#3](https://www.healthline.com/health/anxiety/effects-on-body#3) 2. **Take plenty of rest**. After a long day of anxiety, you will feel drained and exhausted. Rest is good for the brain and helps to calm down the nerves. 3. **Do the bare neccesary and don't expect to be able to function like neuro-typical people.** This ties in to the **'spoon theory'.** You have less energy in a day, even for basic things like brushing your teeth or showering. Because of the limited energy you have to choose wisely where to put your energy. So if you're in school, you can't sport, be involved in student associations, have a job on the side, have a lot of friends to socialize with ánd excel at school at the same time. You have to choose. This means that sometimes you can only go to school and shower. [https://zebrasaus.com.au/wp-content/uploads/2019/07/Spoon-Theory.jpg](https://zebrasaus.com.au/wp-content/uploads/2019/07/Spoon-Theory.jpg) 4. **Take medication.** A lot of people suggest exposure therapy. Basically the idea that if you expose yourself to as much anxiety inducing situations as you can, you will grow resistant to them and lose your anxiety. This is false. I've pushed myself to the limits for years and years and it didn't get better. It just meant I was more drained of energy. My psychologist even suggested humiliating myself in public! Trying to change your thoughtpatterns may work, but costs a lot of energy and takes years and years. You don't just 'forget' them in one day. Similarly you don't just 'forget' traumatic experiences in one day. So medication can be a real alternative. Lastly, don't blame yourself too much. Nobody chooses to have daily anxiety. Don't beat yourself up, sometimes the bare minimum is enough and you don't have to do it all.",5.976009999999999,9.748560749333336,5.550208333333334,69.18531250000001,77.50666666666666,8.245000000000001,25.4125,8.841846274778883,2.8102100000000005,1871,66,273,48,48,575,194,375,0.094,0.8290000000000001,0.077,0.413,3,0,0,0,0,0,127.0,0,18,2,7,12,10,0,0,20,0,35,8,2,4,1,46,47,19,0,3,7,0,1,2,1,4,5,0,2,0,10,14,1,2,8,1,1,5,8,2,0,3,4,2,27,8,55,34,15,48,0,1,0,0,30,20,0,9,25,190,37,7,0.07320033436513088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977535951849115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931253170184265,0.08894641842949637,0.0,0.0,0.503982498880793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04462224440804411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06473974718388263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171578195554227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743624774034713,0.0,0.0,0.07910355655350358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18883263981175724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389392496199871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490221653903692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756355130819671,0.0,0.096696260958747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160397305201223,0.0,0.0,0.037012288478964483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05655439674921973,0.0,0.0764883069467931,0.0,0.0832028738441426,0.061396967499131025,0.05854499436959975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15561706485636126,0.0,0.0,0.0490646411281217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263426752291082,0.0,0.0,0.07264003686050728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05966804242606349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715239717581896,0.0,0.0,0.06477999243295292,0.0,0.08189245023419978,0.0,0.24892922643402302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973662353698165,0.0,0.22122490742134185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107621336593584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681143729458305,0.0,0.09920488201071227,0.05567215281807861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149579013427223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358655410497242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331800610017928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22224793907055365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228024280018978,0.0,0.29847409019910404,0.0,0.0,0.1447940048296352,0.0,0.05181157342369295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16511262464569484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371096181892454,0.0,0.04863104953022286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04268370362980335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049698222037780564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053290715229589884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894641842949637,0.3771089229112777 socialanxiety,Flipsideofsanity,2020/03/27,"I'm tired of it. I'm so tired of it all. I feel like I'm having an emotional breakdown. I'll be okay in the morning. . As okay as I've ever been. I'm crying in the bathroom listening to sad music. Been here countless times before. Except this time I'm drinking which is why I've decided to share, feeling a little adventurous I suppose. Tonight is one of those nights where I feel so overwhelmed by everything. My anxiety, my depression, my self hatred. I'm a failure in every sense of the word. I used to be so happy. Well, that's a lie. I've never truly been happy, but I was a lot better. I was having fun. Now I'm back living at home. This corona thing will significantly postpone my graduation and therefore my moving out. I've gained so much weight just being sad and eating away my anxiety. I used to be hot, I had boys lining out the door. Now I'm no one. Just a sad empty shell of the person I used to be. I'm starting to lose hope that things will get better. I'm so alone, scared,sad, and empty. I'll be better in the morning. Just one of those nights where you break down and cry for hours.",0.579785018474972,2.8187731877729303,2.8912882096069867,90.02095649983208,85.68122270742359,5.269801813906619,19.288041652670472,6.67199483983844,0.2316199529727916,856,24,180,10,26,292,121,229,0.193,0.639,0.168,-0.7469,0,1,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,0,5,16,19,0,1,12,2,18,5,0,4,3,25,38,12,0,1,5,0,5,1,0,2,2,1,2,3,11,6,3,0,4,1,0,1,2,6,1,3,6,6,16,13,26,24,3,26,0,6,0,0,6,12,0,2,13,112,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247696338774454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184317030812302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318466496332832,0.09263328534655968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251031293896422,0.0,0.0,0.31963533067143124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646592521445019,0.0,0.0,0.10375984089058288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801383399065328,0.0,0.12326994256700145,0.0,0.1355114987531328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897117859696134,0.1015003945263479,0.0,0.10826983997288224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827383575236679,0.08606313383719298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06294012140124307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564831486094197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084030830442832,0.11965297727807245,0.11863777579305085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05885510668566678,0.12074166514004557,0.10637640351754757,0.0,0.0,0.13477408417919998,0.0,0.1024185026279486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128039565450921,0.08855863413575298,0.0,0.0929131801150866,0.0,0.0,0.22610413897189166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448988963120989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518895274225644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256755223307525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526863389838381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16006860569845172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049297706031336,0.276922968313291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121398136856315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14669888320077135,0.1083161694343604,0.0,0.10870460568828637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,oversleepandchill,2020/03/28,Declined for a job that I once held I interviewed for a WFH job that I previously held and was declined. I did horrible during the phone interview. Last time it was a video interview and I was able to establish rapport with the interviewer. Honestly this makes me want to risk my vulnerable health and just do Ubereats until I die. I feel like a failure. Social anxiety sucks. I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy. It really is like everyone else has a script and you don't not know anything about what's going on. I never know the correct thing to say and my mind always goes blank. 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Now everytime I find a course that sounds interesting to me, there are these negative thoughts in my head immediately. I either think I'm not qualified for this job amongs other things because of my social anxiety or I think this is way to popular, I won't find a job/ there are too many people that will be way better than me anyway. Now I don't know if this is a problem caused by social anxiety or if I'm just looking at the wrong jobs. Maybe my mind is right and I'm looking at bad jobs only. Here is an example so you can understand my situation better: I would love to be a PR manager, they coordinate meetings for their clients, cast actors, manage artists. But then it says on there that you have to be good in communication. I really want to be good in communication but I know that I'm not so I think I can never ever do this, people will think I'm a joke for thinking I am and I won't be successful at all. When I think about what I'm good at my mind is emtpy, I literally do not know a single thing I can do. It has been like this for several years and I just pushed the problem away but now it's time to face it. Maybe you guys know some tips on what to do? Thanks in advance :)",1.7677173007497906,3.7315213465704,3.8155415162454887,86.68271799500141,79.21660649819495,7.294029436267704,22.928214384893085,8.263242389622931,1.273723798944737,1051,34,228,21,26,358,140,277,0.07400000000000001,0.8029999999999999,0.124,0.9293,5,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,3,2,4,18,17,0,0,9,0,30,3,2,2,3,44,56,16,0,6,13,0,0,1,0,5,0,2,0,2,21,4,0,0,15,3,0,2,9,5,0,0,2,5,28,12,32,44,4,30,0,1,3,1,12,16,0,5,11,157,49,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404764598069917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626322249450864,0.0,0.07666169666521191,0.11193915350839044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16240582683027516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943193049477948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305193135345824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517517621592029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310302180338984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091129317436264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942286869621732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700759707311148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4555611413574275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20183650917262225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044856175212504866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23130444786173154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286662952605073,0.0,0.0,0.0930860072988815,0.1844810328659245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18541396937018004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081339447827953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982945101840331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730593208627974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17570912576734887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05881904525967621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840951526627242,0.0,0.07301497964205039,0.0,0.09292168998734214,0.0,0.0,0.09578307757896194,0.10372482507319868,0.0,0.0,0.10320391602554303,0.0,0.18718767648457668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453092374203107,0.0,0.0,0.18299343491750975,0.35298809925667457,0.0,0.07289086061179151,0.05353806959183195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558266148367074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05415487063433647,0.1457569596184918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06522274746756608,0.1003852980183836,0.0,0.11825170991270068 socialanxiety,jym_bro_janya,2020/03/28,"Quarantine Feelings I feel like I am the only one enjoying quarantine life. As someone who goes to college, I see everyone posting about how sad they are that they can't see their friends anymore. I don't feel that way at all. I've spent so much energy into trying to navigate social situations without seeming like talentless buffalo, that I finally feel content that I don't have to think about my social anxiety as much because of self-quarantine. Now, it it socially acceptable to not talk to anyone for weeks. I don't have to force myself to talk to people for the sole purpose of thinking that is the only way I can be accepted in society. I can finally just be myself. Does anyone else feel that way?",5.852,6.922084866666669,7.042222222222224,71.29000000000002,67.0,11.037037037037036,35.74074074074074,10.980518767755715,4.4344074074074085,567,28,96,17,9,192,82,135,0.055,0.8170000000000001,0.129,0.8405,0,3,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,3,0,6,7,0,0,3,0,13,1,0,1,1,16,24,4,0,0,3,0,5,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,10,0,1,0,6,1,0,1,1,7,15,6,20,21,3,11,0,1,2,0,10,3,0,1,6,69,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303201761501864,0.0,0.13356920462755018,0.1883467714877007,0.1379985039550758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210142006662907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786187651968565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251024561006008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869524238644847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404984984900173,0.0962174605617132,0.0,0.2950769750656671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405564188262692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513048554749597,0.13159848250694994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980147946616748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126459010154113,0.20486476487976307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337213548256798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12898894804343472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21464960052229268,0.12261021545578245,0.1405035939814469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138917521828693,0.0,0.4118766377093753,0.11411634839719186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21650595889392035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259867411462915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144081966779924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207149507801711,0.10803446462562526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982946880214155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,just-some-broad,2020/03/28,"I'm completely at the end of my rope I've managed to graduate college. BUT I've still never held a job, I'm too scared to drive, and I can just barely use a phone. I'm completely useless. I don't have health insurance, so all I can do is see a psychiatrist every 3 months and family pays for the visits and meds. I'm tired of being a burden on my family at my age, and it feels so much like my life is going nowhere that sometimes I think I should just end it. I can't stand the fear and guilt and shame anymore. (Sorry for the whining and self-pity. I just really, really needed to say all of that somewhere. It's ok to ignore this.)",2.520222222222224,3.479890392592594,4.621666666666666,85.97250000000004,74.7037037037037,8.066666666666668,23.12962962962963,8.548686976883017,1.28094074074074,493,13,109,9,10,171,82,135,0.201,0.7290000000000001,0.071,-0.9594,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,4,8,1,10,3,0,1,3,21,21,10,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,6,7,0,2,2,0,1,3,3,8,0,0,1,3,11,2,12,18,3,13,0,2,1,0,3,3,0,0,7,66,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17703092992103436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743222854175377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162083512207701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503998058198214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365609348603969,0.20086994864383476,0.09025847835582676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014496143932335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18974454238513144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17714060557122266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260847391228612,0.08720947990730585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982809819204838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248254585842507,0.0,0.13122314883444516,0.13236064289455174,0.13767556582042306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287122484892844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14195589280315185,0.17871659952542346,0.0,0.14224692919898602,0.0,0.18622168163044184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765479397254328,0.19982391794292653,0.0,0.0,0.14255588228162802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438004690846222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20516748164242876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15417269258254893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,meowhacker122,2020/03/28,"roommates in college i'm a senior in high school, and i recently committed to the college i am going to. but the thought of having of having a roommate makes me really nervous, and i dont know why. i always freeze up and panic when confronted about anything, and my default response is to start crying. i'm just scared that my rommate will hate me or something, even though i know there's no reason for me to think that way. i'm not sure if this counts as social anxiety, i'm just feeling really nervous about having a roommate.",5.0650137362637375,6.0098336057692325,5.975439560439563,78.68384615384616,68.71153846153845,8.250549450549451,32.164835164835175,8.418075326091056,2.6120950549450552,421,18,75,6,7,139,69,104,0.289,0.6709999999999999,0.04,-0.9843,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,8,7,2,4,5,0,7,0,0,2,2,19,20,10,0,1,6,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,1,2,10,1,13,18,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,4,53,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740963304628461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16006056982759034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17217866953914152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298296067471456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452162966739007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819460792053942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579310190234836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189103737285023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065715564363868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210632484113143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299749489314342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13966281767915414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24548661914086936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26807651371379515,0.21512354595040756,0.206589631783544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20947598241903814,0.2117521849447465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21328389257523672,0.0,0.16107566978915092,0.0,0.0,0.1480942490235099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971970360463935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406629691316035,0.20556765993089496,0.1661054485680615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660772348970579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887977584346952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tmpaccount83485473,2020/03/28,"How to cope with the potential death of someone essential in your life? xpost r/advice I'm 18 male, have social anxiety (not sure how bad) and am pretty depressed because of it. I've only the left the house once or twice in a year, and I don't have a job. My mum basically does everything for me, does shopping etc. (I know, I'm a spoiled brat, people probably have far worse anxiety or panic attacks and are forced to get through life, but I've always been babied and never had to face many hard things). I had to answer the door today for shopping delivery, and that caused a lot of anxiety in the build up towards it, since I've literally never answered the door for deliveries in my life. So all in all, I'm a massive, spoiled, coddled pussy. I haven't spoken to my closest friends in over a year, not even over text, my dad died when I was around 10, and I haven't really spoken with the rest of my family in years, so I wouldn't really have anyone to talk to. My mum recently started getting a bad cough, and it turns out she has pneumonia from coronavirus and is in hospital. She's in her sixties with a bunch of heart problems, diabetes, high blood pressure etc. I could keep telling myself she'll be fine, but I'm scared that that's not the case. I've had this fear for years now that one day my life would just change and I'd probably end up killing myself because it would be too hard to deal with, even though I really, really don't want to die. I've kept myself up at night, wondering about a funeral and how horrible it would be with anxiety, and how difficult life would be. I knew my mum was going to die one day, but I hoped I could at least turn my life around, higher my confidence, maybe get a job, start socialising more and be prepared for when it does happen, but this is just too soon. It hasn't happened yet, and I hope to god it doesn't, but it's definitely a possibility. I feel like I'm pretty much fucked. Any advice?",5.7429210890632225,5.2904974314720805,6.518910936778956,80.22326257498847,67.07106598984771,10.310844485463775,30.85325334563913,9.910423181423305,2.656582741116751,1524,51,321,31,22,505,194,394,0.179,0.721,0.10099999999999999,-0.9840000000000001,2,0,0,0,0,2,52.0,0,1,0,0,21,18,3,4,19,0,34,12,3,5,5,63,59,29,6,11,12,4,3,1,1,6,8,0,2,1,16,21,0,2,6,2,2,1,12,12,0,3,8,3,33,6,49,38,10,44,0,1,0,1,15,24,1,6,20,206,49,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15163433588729272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06455864151600899,0.0,0.0,0.05276185502037623,0.0,0.2374155255513041,0.0,0.0,0.05425066980844709,0.0,0.0,0.13813784899013798,0.0,0.08826647095311538,0.0,0.0,0.12956389297134088,0.09459269188758378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970327336188998,0.08207681191976071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238938932683489,0.0,0.0,0.10007445811495644,0.0799888423918329,0.06682561304181245,0.0,0.24156932750055274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20369085264063486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871909782576344,0.0,0.17306014138724715,0.10249103043664083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973023828897798,0.0,0.0731421662891326,0.08730700247365931,0.039230344042420096,0.055428204492282966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05994356287491812,0.07172797811170195,0.12160809504323075,0.0,0.044094508882892944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13721994532236462,0.0,0.13900551547839576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194102859612066,0.0,0.08197497884423345,0.0,0.15412289552982422,0.0,0.08952503942183256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539863517983423,0.06896293553394996,0.08583857607451646,0.0,0.04263981396464701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429855755592768,0.0,0.3288121704061042,0.03790511387790605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596173592974652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866109159748533,0.07794662079377615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05703540951366647,0.0,0.11967983311390215,0.0,0.0,0.07281019115103105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262767678274217,0.10514998698823556,0.05900844823136741,0.0,0.09103168688253654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05378909180511402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746774194765727,0.0,0.15786784713360047,0.1673039264922374,0.07424032911907683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19881700552446488,0.0,0.07660785235266282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767817287849461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06418081006627245,0.0,0.0,0.07909022737755055,0.06573925624253175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983302758735287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312487703958524,0.0,0.0,0.062361532373185875,0.06781450206226769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05154538891316865,0.0,0.07622888333993745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735434520075166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16878486286563055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045762852688909936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413984679597017,0.0,0.0,0.0790678330670831,0.22046245882317544,0.0,0.0,0.19985406732798994 socialanxiety,WiltedWallFlow3r,2020/03/28,Challenging my social anxiety By working at walmart. And trying to seem normal. I want to work in the healthcare field and social anxiety wont fit. Had my first nasty customer on my first day. I stumbled over my words but i survived. I will survive.,1.7692705167173273,4.563015957446815,3.0966565349544086,84.82000000000002,91.55319148936172,5.238905775075988,27.99088145896657,6.868970318607317,1.94635197568389,198,10,33,3,7,64,36,47,0.135,0.722,0.142,0.3281,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,7,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,5,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,8,1,7,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,3,24,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4014507470902863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169217939229603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44637257799903496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25708359700763794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388673139428549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5349411045386266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17814358206276254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547626791321668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3820417919364955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jrshannie,2020/03/28,"Exercises/games for practicing social interaction (exposure therapy) I am a big proponent of exposure therapy as I have first hand experience of it working for me. However, I have never really done it in an organised way and would now like to start doing so by creating planned exercises that I can do either on my own or with others (eg by creating a regular meetup group in my city). So I am looking to see if any of you guys have any ideas for exercises/games which may be good for social anxiety (especially if they are games you have played before). One example is a public speaking group that I attended a few years ago (different city) which split everyone into groups of 3 or 4 and gradually increased the difficultly. First we spend 2 mins thinking of 3 topics we could talk about, and took turns going round our group. Each of us stood up and talked about one of our chosen topics. This first loop was 1 minute each person, then 2 mins each person, then 3. After that we did the same but had to speak about topics given to us which we had no time to mentally prepare for and had to think on our feet. People were visible nervous speaking in front of just 2 or 3 others but by then end I noticed that people were less nervous. I think this exercise helps with public speaking, but also in group situations in general (more with thos groups situations where people are not really interrupting much, and the topic on conversation changes quite slowly and the focus is more on the discussion rather than making jokes etc. However, there are other social scenarios which other exercises/games might be better at addressing. For example: * socialising in groups where the topic changes slowly and interruptions are not that common (tends to be in groups of introverts or formal situations), however it is different from the public speaking exercise above in that A) people don't take it in turn to speak and B) you are often not speaking for a minute or more, maybe more like 5 or 10 seconds. An exercise for this could be to have cards with questions on which stimulate discussion, and at the end (eg 5 mins) everyone votes for who they think talked the most (so there is an incentive to speak). &#x200B; * socialising in groups where the topic changes quickly, interruptions are common and people making a lot of jokes and being a bit silly - this is often the case with groups of younger or more extrovert people. (I find this situation hard because was not brought up in this environment at home...only child, introvert parents). exercises which may help with these types of situations could be exercises which make you feel a bit silly, or ones where you need to shout out one word answers especially games which are meant to be silly. eg: a trivia game where the first person to shout out the correct answer gets a point Or perhaps a discussion game like in the previous bullet point but which which awards interruptions. For instance, during a discussion (again could use cards with questions on to stimulate discussion), certain words or phrases are banned, and when someone says one of these then the first person to point it out gets a point and the other person loses a point. At the end, everyone votes for who talked the most as in the previous game, but if someone gets to 3 points before the end then they win. I'm making these games up so they probably have flaws, but you get the idea. I'm trying to think of games where the incentives force people to do that actions which would benefit their social anxiety in a specific way. &#x200B; * making small talk with strangers - this is yet another skill which is less important and even people who are confident in groups of friends can find hard. exercises for this could be asking the cashier in the store how their day is, or making a joke about something to the waiter in the restaurant. also exercises that drama classes use as warmups would probably be good for extra confidence when you feel you are ready. I find all these kind of things quite cringe but the most confidence people can do things like this and feel no anxiety. I think these would help even more with the loud group type of situations. &#x200B; * being funny. Often it's one thing to join in a discussion, but attempting jokes is often hard because it can feel especially embarrassing when a joke lands flat. Perhaps a good exercise for this is cards against humanity, but instead of putting down the card down that you think is most funny (for the question master to read out) you take it in turns to go round the group and say your most funny card out loud and everyone votes for the funniest. or perhaps the same but with only a question card so players have to come up with their own funny answers and say them out loud (like more like [Quiplash](https://www.youtube.com/watch?time_continue=3&v=kt_6GB9BH7M&feature=emb_title) but saying out loud intead of writing down).",8.976085728645621,8.78674233745782,8.351937869468447,68.87282842304289,60.3835770528684,11.930411890003116,35.78778450566021,11.336051632998881,4.144904296005553,3954,150,664,97,47,1248,326,889,0.046,0.8059999999999999,0.14800000000000002,0.9983,6,0,1,0,0,0,121.0,9,11,8,16,36,30,0,3,57,0,70,11,2,11,4,148,114,64,0,14,33,1,10,6,1,7,9,18,1,8,55,46,0,1,24,24,2,10,8,5,0,12,14,30,42,25,127,78,31,104,0,1,4,0,102,59,0,32,39,480,97,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038284468529682814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06907650213245764,0.0,0.2339764755971271,0.157438193343946,0.058740041773732224,0.04528746286161932,0.0991184674271102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04037591223353775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05265526269708126,0.0,0.07350136569369721,0.0,0.0,0.03819718662891194,0.094302468103024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706479877251088,0.03720352445800743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17241462755817172,0.0,0.0,0.027853350909885426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902466864444384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044197371806260315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15301064283580046,0.0,0.04816718408843396,0.0570518929533101,0.0,0.0,0.16507587299278295,0.0,0.042247157905494666,0.0,0.0,0.08735068344203231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842197082500125,0.18368283097171625,0.0,0.0,0.033367736843020565,0.0,0.09025794083124003,0.0,0.04909064119851465,0.10867472586905927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042763929100720126,0.0,0.0,0.1160666609830172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684608770845015,0.0,0.04332211772932202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751031401314668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04497472782934829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659986869868786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036267907112738994,0.048317476375214566,0.0,0.0367177681914791,0.0,0.0,0.1729740742497777,0.0,0.043389184855038364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04352438328915674,0.045816734900389636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031748905872631336,0.03202411792298813,0.033310041856323004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04917099602585945,0.0,0.0,0.17559602365603993,0.032847202896628944,0.0,0.0,0.047956305875628026,0.0,0.0,0.2694765137185738,0.18855497219701847,0.0,0.0,0.2449655552645651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313015650480984,0.0,0.0,0.04341690325948516,0.1935263880157656,0.09187369764366143,0.04320071678812806,0.0,0.055335996077683684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738259807676775,0.0,0.0,0.0344160645886284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912776703793007,0.0,0.17610310548244146,0.07318784861466886,0.033249024721273265,0.0,0.0,0.030569417177073444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494555007006286,0.17356852859230515,0.0,0.0,0.09878083775647573,0.0,0.08607861579639765,0.19371650220875414,0.0,0.0,0.02518387025716811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04798460059773043,0.02932251584038948,0.1409317852595202,0.0,0.0,0.10390216886180706,0.07460290883750871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856288222747975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0314421276535292,0.0,0.0,0.12272098882622555,0.0,0.157438193343946,0.0278123188119588 socialanxiety,theavestruz17,2020/03/28,"I suck at starting and keeping a conversation alive and I feel too tense when I'm in public. Is there a way to avoid this? Hi guys! It's my first time posting here and I hope you can help me. Well, the title states the problem roughly so I'll try to explain. - I'm really bad at talking with new people and even with people I've known for more time. My brain just gets blocked and I don't know what to say or I just say something stupid. Also, I usually answer with short words and when I give longer answers my tounge gets stuck or something. It is worth mentioning that when some conversations are more advanced, I begin to feel that what I say is somewhat forced and its like a little headache, and this, pisses me off a lot. This does NOT happen only with a very small group of friends and my girlfriend. Is there a way to change this? Because I know a bunch of people who can talk with a lot of persons without even trying. -The other thing is that 90% of the time when I'm in public spaces my body feels way too stiff and I hate it because I feel that it shows too much and that I don't look natural at all. Same here: Is there a way to change this? How can I relax my body? That's all for now. I hope you can help me and if I need to do any clarification, I'll try to answer it as clearly as possible. Thanks! :)",2.4167982747179835,3.8193679525547455,3.4789515593895177,92.30312541473127,75.67883211678833,6.149701393497015,22.67352355673524,6.574015621080383,0.35287445255474426,1025,28,230,8,22,330,140,274,0.115,0.75,0.136,0.7164,0,1,2,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,0,2,21,14,4,1,13,0,14,5,4,1,3,54,39,24,0,5,7,0,5,1,2,0,1,3,0,2,22,17,0,4,12,2,1,1,4,7,1,1,1,9,27,7,28,38,11,30,0,0,1,0,23,10,2,9,14,153,49,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738135545658145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430579591193788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123398130113704,0.13321717470784827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427436064679039,0.0,0.12197891147758455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311815167702859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562091729336432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434059582416367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209961675415247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929430660147392,0.0,0.0,0.08441996869704298,0.0,0.11417574670226108,0.10481955270676156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819222091774797,0.09662508310438657,0.0,0.0,0.10787925080802437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647969764525262,0.0,0.0,0.21705499960479552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712216925077463,0.0,0.0,0.12010136159755767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05338268820803803,0.10951496015994974,0.0,0.0,0.09175736423386184,0.0,0.0,0.18579101459188746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032434601549912,0.0810206291582688,0.0,0.10553144396038194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310302413868527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22725743492618344,0.095408357632583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318293546598512,0.10464827047411952,0.0,0.0,0.1045544502145877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999969879100247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606822276497543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682392569434451,0.0,0.0,0.07734025394998223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17565050718888134,0.0,0.10059903513129463,0.0,0.0,0.07259261728580639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911446570784034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225568261650326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203429553197756,0.09015731166746926,0.0,0.34692651759111204,0.0,0.0,0.09824480196230187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533018194816804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DanielDerrickH,2020/03/28,"This girl just ghosted me I think So I use to be shy and now I’m extremely outgoing and confident sometimes. This girl I’ve been talking to for a month and went on three dates. Here’s the backstory: she usually always texts and calls me. Went back to my call log the last month most calls last at least 3 hrs a day. We have common interest, she says she really likes me, made out etc. Monday she texts me “ I may get laid off from my job” and I said oh no. She snaps me that night then nothing. I’ve called her, texted and snapped her she doesn’t answer, but I know she’s on Snapchat cause her score goes up yet hasn’t opened my message. What’s going on I’m assuming she’s ghosting me but what’s going on here.",-0.5939090909090899,1.6151769666666669,1.0717575757575766,99.52254545454548,96.0,4.860606060606062,16.81818181818182,6.574015621080383,-0.2400000000000002,555,15,130,8,22,178,96,150,0.023,0.9179999999999999,0.059000000000000004,0.6026,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,3,0,21,18,10,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,2,5,9,0,0,4,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,5,2,26,2,13,11,3,27,0,0,0,0,22,9,0,3,15,75,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986456226371154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000987803951148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6374686113621062,0.0,0.0,0.16032912810843575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065364908316908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740617443210742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154127606395814,0.0,0.1773988411106899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487756326098304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577319233323455,0.2544393261597013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624898705605103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767927700415234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24915066129094346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646317487676822,0.0,0.14975547271376352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998383944701654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846039000533004,0.1241148673788952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435938369550206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544491199880367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000475550896186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479625900324288,0.17189146426467947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28936096193306554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,withyoongs,2020/03/28,"How to deal with social anxiety and online classes? (Zoom, etc.) I haven't attended a single online class (group video call) since we went on quarantine because the thought of it just suddenly makes me dizzy and I feel like throwing up most of the time. Our online classes are not purely lectures because in school, we would do recitations everyday. So the professors want the online classes to be ""very interactive"". Anyway, I generally don't like being in group chats because they get very overwhelming and now I have to deal with group video calls :( Not to mention its been very hard to read my books at home because this Covid-19 situation is really stressing me out. Do you have any tips? :( :)",6.351484444444445,8.081372664000003,5.96906666666667,77.0049777777778,66.36,9.075555555555557,33.08888888888889,9.444778638647367,3.207382222222221,553,24,93,11,9,171,87,125,0.106,0.823,0.071,-0.5694,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,3,1,1,0,5,4,0,2,5,0,12,0,0,2,1,20,18,5,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,8,0,0,2,5,0,3,4,2,0,0,3,2,12,2,15,12,3,13,0,1,0,0,16,6,0,1,6,60,15,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263613351774025,0.0,0.12670880707688234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4038734069959308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382596649624215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415207417592319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18472460060743687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374903171623564,0.11832826270854785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653641679099118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837465243669182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16614342412719516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16183985442165105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105613271287462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16567784282324666,0.0,0.1061087540004163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676294591427054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370133458937252,0.18617845442896688,0.0,0.16884200541102762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897320649956812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149411663159996,0.09658194604990326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40999376441425495,0.09769464670319283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15354346910907546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766094528929355,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mildlydramatic,2020/03/28,"I've forgotten how to talk to people I have always been a social butterfly. I used to work with 70 coworkers and was friends and spoke to 95% of them. I was always able to hold conversations, start up conversations and crack jokes with people. In the last few years, I have been struggling to talk to people. I constantly worry about offending people or saying the wrong thing. I'm scared to make jokes or witty comments out of fear that they are going to be mean. I legitimately can't talk to people, mainly my friends, normally anymore simply because I'm afraid. I feel like I lost a part of myself and I have no idea how to get that back. I'm constantly told to just ""be myself"", but I don't even know who that is anymore. What are some things that work for you?",3.6704746136865367,5.328353569536425,4.634056291390731,84.25099613686534,72.90728476821192,7.68233995584989,23.841611479028696,8.344100000000001,1.3719134657836651,603,17,120,10,12,196,91,151,0.11599999999999999,0.823,0.061,-0.7140000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,2,3,6,12,1,4,4,0,14,0,0,4,0,22,28,9,0,1,4,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,8,7,0,1,4,2,0,1,3,7,0,0,7,3,16,5,22,19,4,10,0,1,0,0,16,3,0,3,7,81,24,2,0.13302701890542368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221378272603222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638541146557766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022895662704369,0.0,0.0810920360125968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287509897444998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878630913793369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496923799813158,0.06726245777327468,0.09503452888608988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20555268963708465,0.0,0.069501126890356,0.0,0.07560232045280597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15017131223983093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310817063332664,0.10843477528761937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06499028198291938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521470541728934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879656809110105,0.0,0.0,0.1449054217949233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033823421685325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405529808621573,0.0,0.4611209262264074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578842474717062,0.13318325267540929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356042932865651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415720866756762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906872342233986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207662364667874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17675448073715874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711301731178742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148926329529275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193690508214594,0.1350953949836202,0.0,0.0,0.14544416224179954,0.0,0.08566503871295672 socialanxiety,timepopdrama,2020/03/28,"on hold I was in the process of getting counseling and medicine but my appointment was postponed. There's been added stress with the changes at work and home. It's hard when you finally try to do the difficult self care and it's put off. I'm not doing great. I'm looking forward to a day off. I'm working as an essential worker in retail. Going to work feels like the opposite of being healthy. It's hard to take in the different customer attitudes. It's hard to keep positive when it feels like it's a matter of time until I get sick. I don't want to unknowingly get my roommates sick. It's a lot right now. 2020 wyd",1.6641429436705053,3.902914118110239,3.2719685039370066,89.00427013930954,81.04724409448819,7.057298606904907,26.30466384009691,8.139509932561175,1.77463585705633,491,21,103,10,13,162,79,127,0.2,0.657,0.14300000000000002,-0.7371,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,4,4,6,0,1,9,0,7,2,0,0,0,14,21,8,0,1,2,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,7,4,0,2,2,0,1,3,2,2,0,0,3,6,6,4,19,17,1,18,0,0,1,0,2,9,0,2,10,58,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17498031866060335,0.0,0.18155358084234866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106821512474808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17930871999825015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17355472933187566,0.2452139348461493,0.0,0.18800378256694394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26899662155615045,0.0,0.09753687790651827,0.0,0.0,0.18921413300362092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46121946932973995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17215110678752127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254573854341252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769192164770208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441194631650973,0.0,0.0,0.14590709698045254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17252776044113485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656446105998486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17903943285906068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965927038862688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290385709597751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007431227283813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652024001359157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122724775610076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748291190977027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,RadioCulture,2020/03/28,"Anybody else feel like this whole quarantine is making you lose progress? I have had social anxiety for almost four years, which developed silently after my only friend moved away in sixth grade and I was left alone. I had been a complete loner since I’ve started high school almost two years ago, Like a mirror image of the shy kid stereotype. This year I was finally starting to make progress with myself starting with thinking positively. I actively began to pursue social situations because I’ve wanted to change myself for so long and I finally had something going with a few people. Now that this whole quarantine thing is closing down schools, I can’t help but feel like everyone who I’ve talked to is going to forget about me and that I’m going to be back to square one again despite my efforts. Is anybody else facing this same fear or is it just an irrational thought?",9.30234662576687,8.394753184049081,8.42741564417178,70.9322891104295,60.10429447852761,10.849386503067484,38.16641104294479,9.827888789773867,3.797896319018405,711,29,117,11,8,222,110,163,0.11699999999999999,0.774,0.109,-0.3094,0,3,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,4,6,6,0,1,5,0,14,1,1,2,0,21,29,6,0,1,3,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,10,7,0,0,4,0,0,4,1,2,0,3,8,3,13,4,18,20,4,25,0,1,1,0,8,6,0,3,18,77,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938892118161984,0.0,0.2471396709389699,0.12780783288775616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440261841100313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594076455573163,0.09488894922177944,0.0,0.07522505342476843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305435428127212,0.0,0.12938523328355192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061740035673438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791643160590215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886218468637287,0.12479208139970313,0.17631762289316033,0.0,0.2703629388592772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953405094993087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103975510325828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271413280737362,0.1303815768427486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407723935611862,0.0,0.0,0.1808647682799493,0.0,0.0,0.10920737977820097,0.0,0.13805589623910386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16474433019665552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311573888262441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362076637171988,0.09385320540391444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555179525957841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24977995185906565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207987043688273,0.13870964454068113,0.0,0.2515867330183998,0.0,0.09500131735618024,0.0,0.0,0.2620348951866707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991863009882076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198317560095864,0.0790713758104322,0.0,0.09796784613505886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205463671902135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278602542539381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755490960772425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384016025747335 socialanxiety,Momaroria,2020/03/28,"Anyone else who hates their birthday? I remember enjoying it when I was younger, obviously, but these past few years I've just started hating it more and more. I hate getting so much attention, with so many people wishing you happy birthday and asking how your day is (It's been hell, thanks for asking). I hate people insisting on getting me birthday presents because I honestly feel like they'd just be wasting their money on me. If I need something then I can get it myself, I don't need others to waste their time and money on me. And more and more I hate it because of what it means. I recently turned 20, and that absolutely terrifies me, because I have no way of living a normal life like everybody else. Just thinking about getting a job makes me break down completely, and the same with learning to drive, even just thinking about trying to sit behind the wheel is too much. I can't work, I can't drive, I can't go out and just *do something,* like everybody else. And my birthday is just this big reminder that I can't get myself to do any of the things other people my age are doing. And on top of that, it feels like everyone is rubbing it in my face, forcing me to think about it, ""how does it feel? another year older, what are you gonna do now? have you started driving yet? do you have a job yet?"", and it makes me feel like shit. Any other day it's easy to not think about it, but then on my birthday it comes crashing down all at once, making me feel useless, giving me even more anxiety about everything I should be doing but can't because I'm too scared. And it's gotten really bad too. This year I was feeling like shit weeks in advance just because I knew it would soon be my birthday, if anyone mentioned I felt like just giving up on everything, and the day itself was easily the worst day I've had in months. It just fills me with so much anxiety about my future and what I'm going to do with my life. Sorry for rambling TL;DR: I hate my birthday because it reminds me of everything I can't get myself to do because of my social anxiety, and that feels like hell.",5.126947115384613,5.51603856971154,5.7687500000000025,82.20125000000002,68.35096153846155,8.515384615384617,30.18269230769231,8.384062270229773,2.124046153846153,1639,59,323,22,26,533,178,416,0.195,0.6809999999999999,0.124,-0.9929,2,0,2,0,0,0,51.0,0,5,4,3,30,26,10,1,8,0,36,5,3,5,2,67,83,28,0,8,15,0,9,8,0,3,2,0,0,0,34,21,0,0,17,0,2,8,9,14,0,0,8,9,53,12,41,68,12,52,2,1,0,0,16,16,4,2,33,231,87,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935582134280064,0.07213161564204115,0.15787095906270526,0.0,0.0,0.09619820498333198,0.07048280289598921,0.0,0.0,0.1286174847694789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057436221425946614,0.29353338112597194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0592559211129611,0.07212430901756081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17745372120436906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06019801065664284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17239398771369482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086941405248536,0.0,0.0,0.06573115753289993,0.18547025631603992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434736827913069,0.2457155734866359,0.06604854924666259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215637530299759,0.13197799664496732,0.07818912870814762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322752628255574,0.0,0.4074913611118072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365256013173308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717588336213677,0.26885595533610057,0.0,0.060742243119350774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775224589139992,0.06974158881748331,0.0,0.07493175214313919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054906990940381546,0.0,0.15170422877017636,0.10201284061130493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673989429804333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325839677656007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566720397117234,0.1430695905950807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04406820947820983,0.0,0.06792116954477508,0.0,0.07792490692086079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887012477155276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14122252777848404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012206422803731,0.0,0.10591478171324756,0.0,0.07700402871145813,0.09737889079613717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333197756618793,0.0,0.0,0.0457005775792513,0.17630971320806155,0.0,0.0,0.04011161445099618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04670344304160936,0.0748230431686917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05460177227475476,0.05517865526035355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910434043878363,0.0,0.0,0.05007945518613817,0.0,0.0,0.048865969949966906,0.0,0.0,0.132894229256436 socialanxiety,Youre_Grounded,2020/03/28,"What type of anxiety is this? I posted this in another subreddit, I hope that’s okay. I want as many opinions as possible. I was diagnosed with social anxiety when I was a teenager but honestly, what I deal with doesn’t really sound like social anxiety. Yes my anxiety is focused around people, but I’m more anxious around my friends and family than strangers or crowds. And not in a “everyone hates me/is annoyed with me” kind of way. My anxiety is more like... wanting to be invisible. I don’t want anyone aware of my presence, ever. I’m anxious of doing anything that might make me stand out or get people’s attention. I hold myself back. Like, everything about myself. I’m scared to speak up, I’m scared to let out my emotions. I’m scared to be who I want to be. I don’t change anything about myself because change causes unwanted attention. I’ve been wearing the same clothing style since high school (I’m 24). I’ve slowly introduced new things to my wardrobe but not enough to make people go “WOW!”. Like, I’ll still never wear a dress or a skirt even though I really want to because I was a tomboy as a child even though I’m not anymore. Even if it’s positive attention I’ll get, I don’t want any of it. No attention what so ever. I’m hyper-aware of my own presence. I walk quietly, I talk quietly, I do things quietly. I am SO gentle when doing things. I’m so careful not to make any noise. Like doing the dishes gives me anxiety because the sound of cutlery or glass clanking against each other is loud. I’m anxious when I make tea because the kettle is loud. I’m anxious to make food because they can smell it. Im anxious to watch funny videos or look at memes because I might laugh. I’m anxious about doing normal, everyday stuff because it will draw attention to me. Is this still considered social anxiety??",2.525451651412656,4.817667824512533,4.121706327099087,83.78110306406688,78.27576601671309,7.556896140071628,27.24878631118185,8.505502328695277,2.2371530600875444,1435,61,272,31,35,478,163,359,0.132,0.6990000000000001,0.168,0.9504,0,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,1,0,21,18,2,3,10,2,28,6,2,6,3,51,59,22,0,10,13,0,0,5,1,3,1,8,0,1,18,10,3,1,5,1,0,2,10,5,0,0,4,11,34,13,38,48,6,25,0,0,2,0,12,9,0,10,16,167,52,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278689268455337,0.0715369419157595,0.3653286597326746,0.462430112616879,0.06765810644896818,0.047702559696181306,0.0,0.11228214177214196,0.12146447243916082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05245867302371052,0.0,0.29111340774829964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955709601854447,0.07008300854074646,0.14434011724091206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033410910312353,0.0,0.06924411320767462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674081057849,0.0,0.07049178611052062,0.0,0.1351803908133243,0.12342180039582636,0.0,0.06518925101888429,0.0613137287770592,0.0,0.06431383365467873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249457442825849,0.0,0.05270831487498698,0.0,0.07128658421879194,0.06544496609505145,0.03877225755344471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735531424410741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208051689900749,0.0,0.06776005393591476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369170030726882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104293968147768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976183809084383,0.0,0.16664964358373902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05728947926400575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276942947828779,0.06916661915778914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474598028836144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05261717877127491,0.06588944136472644,0.0,0.0,0.06684328676487697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189008385868676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769102980014937,0.06533802459779756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874097970415296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049070191341522,0.06904452483622496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056434122091870126,0.0,0.0,0.2086318734598212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896469970122392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809811533621791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05483443303614383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597142673308274,0.0,0.13405596173968032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24143538355948996,0.05415161960465035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Syduka,2020/03/28,"I'm not awkward but I struggle with speaking I don't have any issue relating/empathizing with people, I don't do awkward things unwittingly, people who know me would say that I'm sharper than most, I've never been surprised by anyone, and very rarely do I have to question someone's motives or struggle with getting in their head. Despite this I'm awful at conversation. I never know what to say and as a result, almost all of my conversations are stale and filled with awkward pauses. I don't think it's that I'm just boring because I'm very witty and insightful when communicating through text, and have quite a few good friends through social media so wtf? Any advice would be appreciated",5.326259541984733,7.165634641221378,6.0029694656488575,75.35682061068702,69.0,7.682748091603054,32.18396946564886,8.238735603445708,2.6257780152671755,562,25,94,8,10,183,86,131,0.086,0.7240000000000001,0.19,0.9037,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,3,9,0,5,2,1,13,1,1,2,3,27,22,10,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,7,9,0,0,6,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,1,3,9,3,14,18,3,6,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,4,3,61,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17684802283403162,0.0,0.0,0.18122170139732366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461402870744212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654289197635174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032152076230263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13982190133949876,0.0,0.0945526884051447,0.0,0.0,0.15179440018209284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18573397634854746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18889232034128053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989197697087204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27916028036067186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25093246803529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20273496266041965,0.19249065569027235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28783936058390114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844826273069192,0.1533406984775904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37839161063957816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202326644841263,0.11596235603738668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298648931800537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25712085408536417,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,abserdede,2020/03/28,"what’s college like for socially anxious people? for me, high school consisted of barely talking at school and then coming home to the comfort of my room and watching Netflix or playing games for the rest of the day. however, I’m scared that in college I’ll be alone and won’t even be able to do any of that stuff. how often are your roommates in their room or are they usually out and about? Do you guys spend most of your time in your dorm room or what?",4.718297101449277,5.341614815217394,4.883478260869566,87.3607971014493,69.32608695652173,7.872463768115942,29.46376811594203,7.793537801064563,1.696994202898551,361,13,75,4,6,113,64,92,0.077,0.852,0.071,-0.163,1,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,2,0,4,4,0,1,3,0,7,0,0,1,0,12,9,9,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,1,5,6,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,8,3,16,6,2,14,0,0,1,0,10,9,0,5,5,52,13,5,0.2301694348704839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383861190562198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652310855816495,0.0,0.0,0.2600259462787455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19827058754633395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14844024404920522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202474095231433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279039277087798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24318664511954716,0.23087871004370344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244915957048522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15957050510459722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23043975768791725,0.4658875124971807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346287529300372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26348893537187995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850014730856612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421364844654274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534991144170141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ebitdankk,2020/03/28,"Does anyone else get panic attacks when something triggers social anxiety? I personally ruminate about the situation and lie on my floor. I’m okay because this happens from time to time. This situation is over too long a timeline to explain in this post, but in short, something I said now feels like the end of the world. This was on a Zoom happy hour group chat. Whenever I say or do something triggering, all I want is to curl up and for people to forget that I exist. Anyone with me just lying in a fucking ball on the floor on their phones trying to make your “situation” go away?",5.040803571428572,6.392702901785718,5.884285714285718,77.8107142857143,69.08928571428571,8.457142857142857,30.07142857142857,8.841846274778883,2.4799071428571424,463,18,84,8,8,152,81,112,0.10800000000000001,0.797,0.095,-0.1431,0,0,3,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,0,5,6,2,1,7,1,4,1,0,3,1,14,14,5,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,3,9,3,20,12,1,23,0,0,0,1,10,14,1,1,8,54,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104165569827854,0.0,0.0,0.22126913161577705,0.16212016215212882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18000372573781603,0.14865755146378806,0.0,0.0,0.09645246254593456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384637223251782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217664495853312,0.0,0.14014034439588385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000329018889715,0.11303593778965207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627641912414266,0.08266600726674292,0.0,0.08992288688777364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399178030845088,0.1684334042794255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558197063729347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730071961485235,0.0,0.0,0.14002410404840476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056163845323112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18564289046696614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969325978963038,0.13815592563507054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515357672242721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050816312192467,0.12582683303370104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5335544284405189,0.0,0.1612904134908957,0.0,0.3654278961706017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18452448460585325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742435669225177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332517654149937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,chickadeeeyes,2020/03/28,"I kind of miss just having anxiety I used to only have anxiety and I think recently or maybe like a year ago it has turned into depression. I still have anxiety but now I think about killing myself at times and that’s new to me. I always just considered myself to be a very sensitive person who was shy and I think it’s gotten much worse and developed into depression. I just miss only being anxious and not depressed, does anyone else understand this?",4.436354679802958,6.351781666666671,5.668637110016422,76.55793103448278,71.41379310344827,9.569129720853859,27.37110016420361,9.957137785484203,2.9973100164203617,363,13,63,10,7,121,59,87,0.308,0.638,0.055,-0.9705,0,0,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,8,1,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,18,16,7,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,11,2,8,12,1,10,0,5,0,0,2,3,0,1,8,47,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652257549866418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753730289867847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793468653127719,0.18673442891283693,0.0,0.1155769488125042,0.16936256355059925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42710074282042415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14464931850823828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808137824762598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18287259398146444,0.17212758089611008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807539781880583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605938015879065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150962613248402,0.0,0.0,0.15964134085041784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514260717820721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14432777160255414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632072352518856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200347738096754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.317739900169543,0.0,0.0,0.09638387766160404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17979169220053656,0.0,0.17207619963231102,0.0,0.1427603772805253,0.0,0.13638431904207712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844803810490455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644349365222633 socialanxiety,GhetITJava,2020/03/29,"Every time I try to improve, I am met with crippling anxiety attacks I’m so beyond frustrated. I am soon approaching 28 and I desperately want to get out of my comfort zone so that I can experience the world more. I have accomplished a lot academically but I just haven’t been able to improve the other areas of my life that matter most. For example, I tried improv 2 years ago and my anxiety crippled me the entire semester except for the very last day. I experience crippling anxiety attacks when things get overwhelming; however, I want to do these things!!! I want to dance for everyone to see, have exciting conversations, and put myself out there but I can’t because of brain chemistry. I’m thinking that I should probably be on medicine because I can’t help the flood of anxiety. Talking myself down doesn’t help either. I can’t control it. I just start shaking uncontrollably, become tense & anxious, hesitant, and freeze up. Any advice?",4.915344827586207,7.296883982758622,6.023655172413798,72.53686206896555,71.24137931034483,9.467586206896552,33.439080459770125,9.888512548439397,3.902048735632184,759,38,124,21,15,252,108,174,0.17300000000000001,0.677,0.15,-0.6341,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,2,8,8,3,3,6,0,14,2,1,1,0,22,25,9,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,1,1,0,4,5,6,0,0,2,2,22,2,21,21,4,20,0,1,1,0,5,8,0,2,8,88,30,2,0.1434630914134253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019047254977535,0.12717137447038862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15544219960819985,0.0,0.0975598217201562,0.0,0.4389954890220851,0.16207245815171364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264199549742017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490753789870322,0.15844371314347475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015225611034722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16090605593442486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252182555622712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208738420282069,0.13708513182124513,0.0,0.2806688636225305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990708808555714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923205722044804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694156726568365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133222417296404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219671900309961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546774770841673,0.0,0.0,0.14422003164222505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432150962743964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154391450290158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531019859279355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906210064419752,0.09192535619198433,0.0,0.0,0.08365448230278835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948040438101371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837207508645704,0.2538547449485025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238552724803233 socialanxiety,utterlydumb,2020/03/29,Why am I like this. I spent last hour writing two different posts and ended up erasing them bc nobody is gonna care and will laugh at me.,0.9440229885057472,3.0358190344827563,2.421379310344829,94.91988505747128,82.79310344827587,5.2459770114942526,20.011494252873558,6.42735559955562,0.04402528735632138,108,3,24,1,3,35,27,29,0.0,0.7120000000000001,0.28800000000000003,0.8519,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,3,2,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729345294512465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821596258991643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32397028815412937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602171479693765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981574745045044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787004057689531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503137257506728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35731145876107834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300572922108321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,IJustWantedToPostCat,2020/03/29,"I just need to vent I just needed to vent somewhere so here is some incoherent rambling. I've been studying programming, java specifically, for 1.5 years now and am at my second internship. God, it's bad. I can barely talk to anyone! Me and another classmate are working on a project given to us by this company we're at, and wow it's not going good. I feel like I've misunderstood most of what the project was supposed to be and I'm over half-way through my internship. I'm terrified of asking for clarification or help. It feels like I'm going to be sick everytime I do it, and sometimes I just cry over how freaking dumb I am!!! If my collegue/classmate is ever absent and I'm alone I get so anxious because there is no one else I dare to make small talk with and then I just sit there alone like a weirdo and like... sweat. :( Lunchroom is also terrifying. Most people there are older dudes (I'm early twenties F) and I feel like I have nothing in common with them and I have no idea what to say. So for the most part I just sit there silently on my phone re-checking reddit/twitter every 5 minutes. I'm just so sad because socializing and creating contacts is so important and I can't do it. Everyone is laughing and cracking jokes and I just sit there. I'm graduating soon and It's so hard to imagine myself actually getting a job. I've never managed to hold a job for very long before quitting because of anxiety. What the fuck should I do? I barely feel like a real person anymore.",1.9941609644835443,4.372998171717175,3.9195155859672006,84.02579667644186,80.75084175084173,6.391180623438688,26.752362333007497,7.601502580125103,1.7146616487455204,1175,51,225,19,31,397,163,297,0.184,0.7170000000000001,0.099,-0.9782,3,2,0,0,0,0,37.0,1,0,1,2,24,15,2,0,8,0,22,3,1,2,2,47,43,26,0,4,10,0,5,6,0,1,1,1,0,1,10,17,0,1,7,1,0,2,5,5,0,2,3,6,26,10,28,37,5,23,0,1,0,1,11,8,2,6,16,147,36,9,0.0,0.0,0.1160264317955916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462831044707077,0.0,0.09508197881975124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467399047947587,0.09095596649715487,0.13431989569275218,0.11791398812114665,0.08313562635109177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115275132072716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992741235517528,0.2174357307313554,0.0,0.10117268651950287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060289635270486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932328189993236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754924627354796,0.10017594623025276,0.11361128730472175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404718124551225,0.3397604869582529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991846567551967,0.12423766915664168,0.0,0.1351439393307656,0.09972525788398212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650846004627064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969422902778095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422036909058874,0.0,0.0,0.23597407831970146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485227439892563,0.0,0.0,0.10522020409542332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793647466044051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17632140644504524,0.09170078381197408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408498720829255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805677612824145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287539876305234,0.0,0.0824282880536574,0.1038163735530066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646171568873055,0.0,0.13533094521056227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455175694543297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120063428708375,0.0,0.0,0.11759228557904175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911299923987832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301858829071354,0.0,0.0,0.09810257066419044,0.0,0.09437499460053203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655851478605879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656584298770573 socialanxiety,_aloehoe,2020/03/29,"Am I the only one anxious during quarantine? I keep seeing posts about people being happy that they get to stay home, jokes about how you’ve been practicing social distancing your whole life, etc. While I cherish my alone time and am fortunate to have a comfortable home environment, I don’t feel like staying in and avoiding people is doing my anxiety any good. I was actually making some progress by putting myself out there socially and going to therapy before this quarantine started. Now that I have to stay indoors, I won’t get a chance to practice. I worry that I’ll just undo all the progress I’ve made. I also keep replaying past social interactions in my head and finding mistakes that I didn’t notice before, leading me to feel more incompetent, especially with no new positive interactions to keep me going. On top of that, I’ll be graduating from college soon and I’m sad I missed out on the opportunity to make lifelong friendships because my social anxiety was holding me back, and now this quarantine. I worry that socializing will only get harder after college. Anyone else feel bummed out and anxious due to this quarantine? What are you doing to combat this, if anything?",7.876442307692307,8.632815782407409,8.262222222222224,65.42038461538463,62.47222222222222,10.905413105413109,36.985754985754994,10.727762888450028,4.380129344729346,963,44,147,23,13,318,132,216,0.141,0.696,0.163,0.8003,0,6,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,1,5,10,11,0,1,5,0,17,2,1,5,1,31,35,11,0,3,2,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,11,11,0,5,4,1,0,4,4,4,0,1,5,4,23,7,24,26,5,27,0,2,1,0,10,8,0,2,12,104,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.09880489946171317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486393918937807,0.0,0.08096918273292285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885312703003871,0.0,0.15491116956913598,0.2287662144607024,0.0,0.0707959994648243,0.10374207038412736,0.08331970547742153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785461012921925,0.0,0.06172075098699473,0.0,0.17231172182286686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458095910093376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291994845680485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535843571501637,0.07233265781652776,0.0,0.0,0.0925402020399151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15869604305343246,0.0,0.11508483999542855,0.08492327072833976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778196770737,0.0,0.0,0.1039111899910488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20312299311718895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699856037387046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151551099827369,0.049465387824511285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580471810443694,0.13516964518683972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778739097659292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152732185177306,0.0,0.0,0.06860927661197566,0.15400960335267727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665409740244407,0.14038729947829345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696902606315796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017837054624993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068273686705227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5160555357993081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166491206237187,0.32375546263825755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578761888490433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05903939342107265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304144277334105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056475492113299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,annihilator_792,2020/03/29,"Discord voice chat is too much for me... Speaking english to multiple strangers at the same time is not possible for me. Also, since english isn't my first language, there's something super awkward about speaking it with other people. I can do a pretty convincing british or american accent when i'm by myself at home, but i'm embarrassed to sound like a 'tryhard' around other people. I also stutter and mumble alot which makes me question my english skills... VC in general is pretty anxiety inducing, even in my mother language.",7.5577192982456145,8.6351222631579,7.601842105263159,68.7620614035088,63.21052631578947,9.701754385964913,40.04385964912281,9.725611199111238,4.442228070175439,425,23,61,8,6,137,71,95,0.107,0.7559999999999999,0.13699999999999998,0.6124,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,8,6,0,2,4,0,6,0,0,2,0,12,9,6,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,4,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,4,9,3,12,9,3,8,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,3,4,48,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3819832622065976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18270369017877425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126086295767766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15774443922752546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031480020553928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23956516825667384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166798871482154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15942035067245122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175566947693193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311482024215148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692440469229283,0.0,0.4859503297420982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675433712450048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19756198859433166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18386239221936565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392632316178127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ZoRaiyah,2020/03/29,"Does anyone get extremely nervous when someone asks ""wanna facetime/talk on the phone?"" I don't know why I just don't have confidence in my voice. It could be a close friend calling me which is rare and I force myself to pick up and it goes kinda well. If its someone unfamiliar that I've kind of become a bit friendly in conversation with, they'll eventually ask if we could facetime or atleast talk on the phone. I've always found texting easier. I know there are times when im gonna have to actually make an important call for something but aside from that I just wish I wouldn't get so nervous and come up with some excuse to cover up the fact that I'm just too afraid to talk and find texting easier.",5.166212832550863,5.67772025352113,5.7703755868544615,81.79379499217528,68.29577464788733,8.846322378716746,29.158059467918626,8.841846274778883,2.099664162754304,564,19,114,9,9,183,96,142,0.048,0.823,0.128,0.8388,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,1,0,9,7,0,3,6,0,11,0,0,2,1,30,23,11,0,7,7,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,7,9,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,1,1,11,4,17,16,2,12,0,0,0,0,14,8,0,5,3,69,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.15777605502174555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453045410414693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305019860082872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30229737029392595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17856251525503775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17651234698352944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301860810554935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927273697583006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581761531953635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14148698640036847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777230773288552,0.0,0.0,0.17727343511725846,0.24982665510963334,0.0,0.16894193005232522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17464180974834345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16836451736196198,0.17770985884694712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792244864604444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27398135360650644,0.12446892444116504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3898560319015428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427672752668703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453694584052241,0.0,0.1458907727034775,0.0,0.18592366454949014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,1Falange1,2020/03/29,"I deprive myself from getting a girlfriend because i am afraid of living with her or see her every day Already make me tired forcing myself to socialize because of work or anything, i usually only have 1 friend besides my family that i am really contortable with it, but still i like to spend most nights alone, playing video games, chilling and netflix, etc, but i still have the urge of sexual relantionships or romance, but as i said make me tired only thinking about all the nuances and social rituals who envolves that, how to deal with this?",15.913566666666668,9.124123490000002,13.812,55.40766666666667,54.1,16.133333333333336,54.33333333333334,11.855464076750405,6.5202333333333335,439,21,69,7,3,139,71,100,0.11199999999999999,0.768,0.12,0.4456,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,1,3,0,4,2,0,3,1,17,10,10,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,14,4,12,9,3,5,1,1,1,0,10,0,0,4,6,52,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838486467855052,0.1958886393210553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460770520448121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21641904043012547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448039887977055,0.1830068282244252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19797253354540606,0.0,0.0,0.14956131233176004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16734228752139474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371451440748722,0.0,0.0927425671497921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672327860803625,0.0,0.15674613468706605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369809540455882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16658276012661485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700113822467405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137185777732462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885433186444168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145388878793014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619017658740856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835222388544105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374236706589785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080473061116133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955041230227872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923067414941394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rosey__11,2020/03/29,"Meeting my bf’s parents for the fifth time.. Y’all so I went to my boyfriends parents house this weekend. He’s 26 and I’m 24 btw. I’ve met his parents like four times so far and it’s been awkward each time. Well last night we were all four sitting at the table for dinner and his dad kept asking me random questions. I jokingly said “these questions haha”. Then his dad was like “we’ve met you several times now I think it’s time we get to know you. Ya know you can ask us questions too.” I just said “don’t put me on the spot like that haha.” Yalllll this was so awkward for me I want to cry. I have so much anxiety with his parents I can’t even think of questions to ask them. I worry that they don’t like me and want their son to be with someone else. I wish I could just relax in those types of situations. I even had a tiny bit of an edible with my bf before dinner and I was still so uptight. Fml",-0.35066925734024323,1.815367652849744,1.7307059585492226,96.97737154576859,90.08808290155442,4.460189982728843,18.92249568221071,5.985473137389443,-0.26240224525043176,699,21,162,6,24,232,110,193,0.075,0.789,0.136,0.8675,4,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,3,5,3,0,13,12,0,3,5,2,13,2,0,0,1,29,31,11,0,4,2,7,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,8,11,2,2,8,3,0,2,3,3,1,2,12,2,34,9,17,17,4,18,0,0,0,0,37,4,0,5,15,101,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122451452499642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29778128731421244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090348139459255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159169283334086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477306873647368,0.0,0.11662958748438675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869660412661025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025677842342876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055472690531417734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122513097624665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670334299064017,0.08654778708643644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20748934362894866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780517354578958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963918602175346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4715844904714164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067364230189621,0.4757666453806752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20199579080610947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994890207706413,0.0,0.0,0.1193465152491836,0.0,0.0,0.08996276315350098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479246314878762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606686384616895,0.0,0.0,0.3095610266073625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771691456136547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525096610440167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546516931983884,0.0984264158473308,0.0,0.0,0.1220974082967633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782710113418163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dandandan9,2020/03/29,"How do you get over an extremely embarrassing event? I embarrass myself daily and beat myself over it, nothing new.. but there is this situation that got stuck in my head for over a year now.. I think of that situation over and over.. The embarrassing event is when I was feeling my lowest, I had to meet with a group of professors to discuss my terrible grades, right before the meeting my anxiety suddenly hit hard, I had very obvious physical signs (was experiencing some of them for the first time) which embarrassed me, and made me feel humiliated for some reason, I was embarrassed of my anxiety.. it was so terrible that one of them -a psychiatrist- gave me a Xanax, which made the whole situation worse. I can’t exaggerate enough how much this situation affected my self esteem, I’ve been living in a loop for so long I want to get over it!! If you think I’m dramatic just don’t reply and make it worse please.. also the professors know me very well that there’s no chance they have forgotten.. I just wish they would",6.427832469775474,7.097598341968915,7.251411917098447,71.71974309153715,65.58031088082902,11.821934369602769,31.627374784110536,11.538034831475384,3.84465146804836,812,30,153,26,12,271,112,193,0.233,0.708,0.059000000000000004,-0.9888,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,4,2,12,8,0,5,11,0,14,2,1,7,1,28,31,12,0,4,4,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,12,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,7,1,2,12,4,27,1,21,17,5,19,0,0,0,0,12,9,0,3,10,111,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624971237790458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20327816899346085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305579644671945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728198677428574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343580625135386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301236951506742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882984744583776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626189755648313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901827650413853,0.0,0.1363547670452841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730174936018007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731960110174125,0.11757871008003065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514345186518397,0.08868643253259315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976688747444609,0.0,0.0,0.12831897043742885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748469508083088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003074577797908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14584260434239618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660428853678105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346344232259313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860406688467045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.59736992550785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17026524015000247,0.0,0.0,0.07747291448706067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21925016803369396,0.07836546393431927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945891542396025,0.0,0.0,0.14833570472197954,0.15278477035264332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270795505809228,0.09438136966254776,0.0,0.0,0.08555878723177816 socialanxiety,QueenTofuu,2020/03/29,"Anyone living in a houseshare? Hey all. I'm 29 and still living home. I have CPTSD. I desperately want to move out. All I can afford is a houseshare, and even that is ridiculously expensive. But I need to get out. I'm terrified of sharing a house with people though. I know I'd be the quiet awkward one.. I'm virtually mute and I'm soo shy and anxious around people. The thought of sharing a bathroom and kitchen with other people is so scary help me.",0.8460000000000001,3.3816392666666717,2.806111111111111,88.30250000000002,89.66666666666666,5.222222222222221,23.055555555555557,6.816661863887847,0.9645555555555556,354,14,69,5,12,118,58,90,0.2,0.6940000000000001,0.106,-0.8333,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,1,6,0,6,1,0,0,2,17,15,8,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,10,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,1,1,6,2,10,13,2,6,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,43,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625108135939278,0.0,0.16247779824060346,0.0,0.0,0.20685766311143214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15347752408914225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214032047937447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15575203355337672,0.0,0.23308503971414354,0.0,0.0,0.2681226120160773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770391803136885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4103721446335752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469714585875145,0.0,0.17229865918668974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574592390398143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4832861918598372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855701728184271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283013494790874,0.18447501944939074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705724873733136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,RedFaux1971,2020/03/29,"Am I really that boring? Why, though? I'd like to know the reason why everybody ends up ignoring me. I thought there were people who loved me. Now I don't know if I was correct. My low self-esteem is always lurking, always waiting for one of these things to happen so it can tell me ""I was right, you are useless and you cannot have anyone who loves you for HOW you are instead of WHAT you are"" I am a son, a grandson and a brother. My family loves me. But... what about my friends? I thought that I was making progress; that some people were looking at me with the eyes of someone who sees a person that they respect, love and accept despite their flaws. But, as time passes, it is becoming clearer to me that I was wrong. It is funny; all of this has occurred to me suddenly. On the same day, all of them have started to ignore my texts, as if it were a joke. But most of them don't even know each other. And it's possible that I'm making it worse in my head than what it really is... But it hurts a lot, because this shit only confirms the doubts that I have about me: That I'm not someone desirable and that, when someone takes enough time to get to know me, I make them lose their interest in me.",3.927413967611337,4.302295979757083,4.905928643724696,87.38537069838058,70.9838056680162,7.794433198380567,27.17839068825911,7.645422480735847,1.3513321862348175,925,29,201,10,16,303,131,247,0.128,0.731,0.141,0.7684,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,5,6,2,10,20,1,1,10,0,24,7,3,5,3,38,46,17,0,3,7,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,28,7,0,3,8,1,0,1,4,10,0,1,9,3,37,10,26,37,8,16,0,4,3,4,24,7,1,6,9,154,65,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20277095473359724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519742557832563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427607673602465,0.13456912763360854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858046939922493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791922465644016,0.12589929637497205,0.0,0.08047801039971679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148653885944393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413777295225816,0.0,0.06365940834617058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774785012556433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504895676225772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304384630024855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678530893538217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595277096126843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023197953548578,0.1363142979110207,0.0,0.10358895305319753,0.4398824140167412,0.0,0.24399907918475705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256587635344939,0.09266923144793356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16894508997484775,0.1063910641899888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736284660451148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561150958290907,0.12527778926204916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040556586362896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709533761299198,0.0,0.12711175665151545,0.0,0.12507297617949456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30971868611429576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624309365170893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161288755539178,0.0,0.10649861122418172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094894406541968,0.0,0.11971289272933475,0.19346393058977315,0.14209854695760124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21989378884430952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12417129313163612,0.0,0.1332192689526329,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Connor_Kei,2020/03/29,"I finally got up the courage to ask my mom to stop smoking. Hi... First time posting here. I have really horrible social anxiety, so I always get so anxious that it's really, really difficult for me to talk to people important to me about serious topics. I've been thinking about asking her to stop for months now, because I'm really concerned for her health, and I even came up with an idea on how she can distract herself when she feels the urge to smoke, and found a webpage she can read about how to deal with withdrawal symptoms. I finally got up the courage to tell her how I felt about her habit, and linked her the website, and even made sure to let her know in was here for her. I'm really proud of myself for pushing past ny social anxiety, for the good of my family.",8.257077922077922,6.182819383116888,8.544545454545453,72.9868181818182,62.96103896103897,12.696103896103894,36.935064935064936,11.491704259439757,4.077166233766233,611,23,120,15,7,203,91,154,0.128,0.764,0.10800000000000001,-0.3432,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,16,8,0,1,7,0,6,2,0,4,1,21,20,10,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,7,0,2,7,1,0,2,0,3,0,1,8,2,22,5,29,11,0,18,0,0,0,0,20,5,0,0,10,82,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126346517534308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20458666290796126,0.15106243317630624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500151594393468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151279544091909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293691311850116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378566148680926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17663796709452784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605672425343736,0.0,0.06761146014973292,0.0,0.12838953117640567,0.29296142610363085,0.0,0.11373982587944713,0.0,0.14661406449585845,0.0,0.0,0.06986174497144103,0.0,0.0,0.11215568644833188,0.2138918027744324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421351855226954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095050090736695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734875044568921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673494935549835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652649658730494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660802893154988,0.10673183446945958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764824704988104,0.0927027056693496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806416414565105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375343736142664,0.0,0.4283134769214397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726157971384794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22358721955626065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602692712992686,0.13898342380669182,0.0,0.10747686169580256,0.11687477170220975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568061554271524,0.0,0.0,0.07797160471851487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,shysweetumz,2020/03/29,"Withdrawal from a needed senior college class? Hey all, I'm a senior due to graduate in about a month and a half....problem is my capstone course...my teacher is nice, but horrible because she would not answer emails and explain much. The course is just poorly developed tbh. Our primary means of communication is online. Others in the class appear to be struggling too. Despite my anxiety, I tried reaching out to her and my classmates many many times. I have so much anxiety relating to this project thing. I understand how to do it for the most part, but I kinda messed up at the beginning with my choice of topic and 75%-80% of the assignments in the course are intertwined as a research proposal. I'm behind on what I need to do, so I'm losing hope. I have tried so hard because i'm a perfectionist... my teacher is convinced I'm doing well... but my anxiety has never been so bad where I have not been able to sleep, eat, and take care of myself. I shake so hard and feel nauseous/ vomit. I felt tense and sick for at least the last three weeks straight and I can't take it anymore. I have visibly lost weight because I can't eat well. For the first time in my life, I have resorted to drinking alcohol multiple times in a day to be able to calm down. I feel like I'm withering away. Luckly, the coronavirus campus shutdown has made my college allow me to drop with a W instead of a WF. Plus get graduation fee reimbursements. I just don't know if I should drop this one class that's over in about a month to take next fall...I feel terrible either way. I am uncertain if I will pass because I've got 100% in the class so far, YET it only makes up 1/4 of the total points for the class. I'm just so stressed and I don't know what to do...I just want to be able to feel stable again. Any advice? My GPA and financial aid can handle the drop; I just am lost.",3.1342001787310134,4.724142656836462,4.41235120643432,85.57334361036642,74.17426273458446,7.868775692582662,26.374352100089368,8.548686976883017,1.7914136550491504,1453,52,299,27,30,479,195,373,0.161,0.743,0.096,-0.9837,0,0,3,0,0,1,58.0,1,0,0,4,22,19,0,4,23,0,31,9,1,4,3,56,64,25,0,8,13,0,8,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,10,14,5,0,11,1,3,3,7,10,2,3,7,8,34,9,49,51,8,44,0,3,0,0,6,20,0,8,18,196,44,16,0.3111157985785769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133958588401523,0.0,0.11082939077479394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052313721625178,0.0,0.2380027343512233,0.0,0.10284775762701397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743451135679962,0.0,0.08658956549917449,0.252871070854746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573443047730018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688131737177867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159167986181968,0.0,0.2122327547267645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097459943268408,0.07408706288947042,0.09957331870260794,0.0,0.0,0.08821164644578605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05418172130875416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294257503078982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857990974372078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300272901150098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139874043451631,0.08453363330467695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325009644109963,0.050665154706498704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601966609005886,0.2264130971938001,0.0,0.0,0.09812843036011823,0.06922407046832281,0.2102817254687968,0.0,0.11296543712458056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655531081383768,0.0,0.15247060626522793,0.15379228167469675,0.07998389451479951,0.0,0.1102917271066993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027337228566558,0.07887252807793979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230269728245076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803499705660584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923193404444126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378016089584846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879403204040015,0.10841526105210517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339203616922273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889717076445835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814141240781452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140818136704986,0.0,0.0,0.1079608394694124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061168052911345465,0.08231641322108378,0.08318610913468542,0.12628507586152654,0.1864869776183305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366924565396085,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Idkidrc,2020/03/29,I finally did it! Well boys I finally asked my crush out and she said yes! It may have taken me getting drunk on jacks to do it but I did it! It wasn’t that bad tbh.,-2.769912280701753,-1.1308646578947368,0.5431578947368436,102.44877192982456,103.47368421052632,4.63859649122807,14.228070175438594,6.42735559955562,-0.6994877192982458,125,3,34,2,6,44,30,38,0.21,0.7070000000000001,0.083,-0.7372,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,4,10,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,6,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,5,1,6,1,3,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,24,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233801703086909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888213076145906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7578573721666853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18072426518126936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290406550811532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31101560804882783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rocoonshcnoon,2020/03/29,"All together anxiety issues. I love people and i love talking to people but it scares me. I dont know exactly what. I had severe OCD not long ago and people kept pointing out that i was asking too many questions in conversation and people even told me i had a ""gay voice"". Which isnt all that bad but literally everyone thought i was a closeted homosexual. But now ive been afraid to speak at all. Now to the point i have forgotten how to speak. I used to know. Now i dont. So great. I love people dont get me wrong but if i get a text or if someone talks to me i will not respond and if i do then it will be awkward. I want friends and i want meaningful relationships but i cant have them. I wont talk to you. I want to. But i wont. Conversation has become a performance. I dont really have any real friends and lost my close friend to a bunch of less awkward people. Which hurts.",-0.04055399719495156,2.194843822580648,2.6628377746610568,90.375126227209,89.26881720430107,6.245535296867696,20.452547919588593,7.586124646067393,0.8299885928003738,685,23,154,14,23,238,98,186,0.133,0.6709999999999999,0.196,0.9207,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,2,7,15,0,4,6,0,22,4,0,2,4,36,38,19,0,6,12,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,1,0,7,8,0,1,5,0,0,0,10,8,0,0,9,3,29,7,13,24,5,12,0,2,0,4,20,6,0,5,6,107,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352998834247883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175175251648469,0.0,0.08071636235282828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863944167311188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809808127445243,0.0,0.1165296726953192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4946369359666595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696896559854589,0.0,0.0,0.10082120158380208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24455484099429955,0.0,0.11025129090164708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632731091455695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129527378816414,0.0,0.0,0.1101270757622397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597323019665448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337476635873468,0.0,0.0,0.11517877080911132,0.0,0.2856859962860219,0.0,0.0,0.1069725690046266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4388922567407672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19948581768818105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819754531163762,0.0,0.0,0.12009571259416152,0.06759366483111122,0.0,0.0,0.1132803607497675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563588096282812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191984846015508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939994324896795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544195556995605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376471225761961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082120158380208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112845837832782,0.0,0.0,0.1867010672377757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153607672186685,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sinifail,2020/03/29,While_we_are_here_live_it_to_the_fullest.. Cause life is too short to be wasted,16.93,22.703102555555553,1.898333333333337,89.46750000000002,79.0,6.2444444444444445,15.611111111111107,7.1686216300943375,0.925177777777778,69,1,7,1,2,12,9,9,0.28600000000000003,0.7140000000000001,0.0,-0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8240128293539029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5665711403347118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,thisconditionallove,2020/03/29,"Is body dysmorphia common with social anxiety? I've always hated pics of myself and actively avoid having them taken. Seeing photos of myself is distressing and genuinely upsets me. I also hate going to the hairdresser and being forced to look at myself in the mirror. I tend to overanalyze my flaws and feel like I'm constantly comparing myself to others. Does anyone else feel this way and is it common for people with SA?",6.028744588744591,8.162118909090907,7.344870129870131,65.26111471861475,67.70129870129871,9.808658008658007,24.52164502164502,10.125756701596842,3.0524216450216457,344,9,47,9,6,117,57,77,0.228,0.718,0.054000000000000006,-0.9388,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,1,6,2,3,2,0,5,1,1,0,0,10,15,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,4,9,1,11,13,0,7,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,4,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19507900357859148,0.2029779064204518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866136941410276,0.0,0.0,0.1705687592093333,0.24994570818962644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709627278462283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636128485975689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134738374037828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037808542239702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246687133275872,0.17427102925792476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13863691811836198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4816811697294235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191769293295659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20484844956008813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16911751837516786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19438886972510366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486664588106584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936284892041218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,piperwestly,2020/03/29,"now people see how living my life was like... I know it's selfish to make the virus and quartentine about myself, but this is how I have been spending my life almost every day for 13 years. I never had a job, no local friends, & I stayed in my room alone day in and day out. I was on SSI for my social anxiety & depression since I was 18. I'm in my 30's now. I was kicked off SSI since 2018, so I have been scraping on by, still living the same isolating lifestyle. You really do go crazy without a social life and now people will experience what I went through.",4.5997069597069595,4.491021888888891,5.653357753357756,84.30076923076925,69.42735042735042,8.736996336996338,26.970695970695967,8.418075326091056,1.5870644688644693,439,12,95,6,7,146,77,117,0.129,0.816,0.055,-0.8254,1,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,0,4,0,12,4,0,3,1,13,18,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,4,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,3,2,0,0,8,1,16,2,14,9,1,21,0,1,1,0,4,9,0,1,10,63,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615053371848103,0.16704438479643613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3495081548431516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338388782077085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120497453174008,0.0,0.13891600263224552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358910051535729,0.0,0.0,0.15776934592712116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460970815049707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166295127305273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16005216770973776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863895502530075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417647085487169,0.07879653712932026,0.0,0.28483823074932313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766012796167834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439424986251214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236317866357625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332439316901873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285246219800092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668360580404229,0.0,0.0,0.3288229687527225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719101675909938,0.12880377091053247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951439134511885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554746280361949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386334999137567 socialanxiety,im-not-worth-it,2020/03/29,"Going to the gym How did you all manage to start hitting the gym? It’s time I get in shape. I feel good when I work out. Problem is I wouldn’t even know where to start, not to mention being around so many people would stress me out so much.",0.6173076923076906,2.3860399615384646,1.854461538461539,100.29053846153843,82.07692307692308,4.16,16.16923076923077,3.1291,-1.2176584615384614,186,3,45,0,5,59,40,52,0.107,0.8370000000000001,0.055999999999999994,-0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,7,3,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,1,1,11,12,4,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,6,1,8,7,2,11,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,4,31,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716242208450964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015309090845271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427939137474456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15941420982037638,0.0,0.17340847141347998,0.2559227534229443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16768765881035222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093469005372612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22430056328496448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115339171463793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919615688194541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43193535674067984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3495174441059541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779197149986732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22213322789318055,0.0,0.0,0.21675067348020735,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,squirrely_face,2020/03/29,"Anyone else feeling lost right now? For the past couple of years I’ve been in this weird state of limbo of trying to understand myself and other people. I’ve always been a pretty happy and positive person (with the exception of high school which I hated). After graduating college and getting a corporate job however I find myself becoming a lot more negative, cynical and socially anxious. I found myself having a lot of negative interactions and feeling as if I needed to force myself to be a certain way. Aka positive and fun and smiley etc. I think I became a lot more socially anxious and not wanting to be around people more, even my own family which is sad. Like I feel extremely lonely and I feel like I can’t even be comfortable enough to express my genuine self with other people, including those that are closest to me. Idk if it’s the wine talking (I’ve been drinking by myself because I was supposed to be Skyping friends who all are like several hours late) but I just feel the saddest and loneliest I’ve been in awhile. I know that this is the smallest stupidest thing compared to all of the craziness going on in this world and I even feel bad that this is such a negative post when we need positive things rn but it was just on my mind and I really don’t know who else to talk to. If anything I hope someone else can relate. Cheers and I hope you all are having a more positive day then me.",5.5281684981684975,6.4354657179487225,6.490567765567764,75.54193223443222,67.64468864468864,9.583150183150185,32.01648351648352,9.725611199111238,3.1757384615384616,1123,46,198,24,18,374,148,273,0.154,0.6859999999999999,0.16,-0.3195,2,2,2,0,0,0,19.0,1,1,0,1,9,18,2,0,14,0,21,2,0,0,4,51,41,21,0,8,9,0,6,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,18,17,2,0,12,2,0,1,6,7,0,0,8,6,28,11,29,29,13,23,0,3,0,0,13,10,0,8,12,154,46,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782280100393773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384740756924296,0.0,0.07380027935897804,0.10814444083710432,0.08685543797424149,0.09395839610383164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812657548638103,0.06433991609016455,0.11656736274647254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678473974043545,0.0,0.06806849566705415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339498521003967,0.0,0.0,0.2645106414466536,0.0,0.0,0.109057323980168,0.1177117888625076,0.20913658867404114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949945916093243,0.0,0.32020364281975644,0.07540214692907103,0.0,0.0,0.0964672130361731,0.0,0.0,0.11572583857878722,0.08154464638983328,0.0,0.055143475144744825,0.0,0.05998427457660155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235577415100198,0.0,0.1042049114174644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151523770142953,0.0,0.2096621624373858,0.10394163682917047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047382071070583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601074027350815,0.0,0.11906058543240175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469346294897385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521602392810812,0.26919453100616625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657146188199056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565221749537148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075568455014748,0.2195171054495462,0.09215877363925447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108397743836894,0.10737831681523394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761552714846099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013578314265712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681827670411588,0.0,0.0,0.1101075893668645,0.11923703784621477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21518189160199064,0.08942885853171292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16966789632811022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402402630194514,0.06762967193988052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165886606915578,0.0,0.0,0.10987720072535692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062253817780134564,0.08377757252477645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06796822072387172 socialanxiety,justice5150,2020/03/29,"Do you have Social Anxiety? Can you relate? I've seen some people talk about how ""hard isolation is"" because of this pandemic. I just wonder how they would feel doing it for 8+ years. I've been isolating since I was 15 after dropping out of High School halfway through my Sophomore year to go to a private, 1 on 1 tutor for the rest of High School, because of severe Social Anxiety. It's been 8 years & I've gotten a little better with my Social Anxiety, but it's still really tough. I was first diagnosed with Social Anxiety at age 13, at that time I had no idea anything was wrong with me. I thought I was just shy. By age 15 I knew something was terribly wrong, my diagnoses was upgrade to ""severe"" Social Anxiety, with several consecutive diagnosis after that through the years. I'm sure a lot of you can relate, for some reason it soothes me to read & know someone else goes through these things too, kind of like a happiness that I'm validated in the way I'm thinking & I'm not alone with how hard it is to just live. I'm going to list a bit of what I go through day to day with Social Anxiety, please PLEASE feel free to list yours too or tell me you go through the same. I would really appreciate it. 1. I always feel like I'm wrong, even when I know I'm right factually about something that I've done hours and hours of research on. 2. I always feel like something bad is going to happen when I'm around people & that thing will make me look like a fool. 3. I'm always scared & thinking \*constantly\* everyone is judging me & when they laugh, they're laughing \*at\* me. 4. I always feel like I'm being watched & judged \*constantly\* when I walk my dog, I think others are looking out their windows judging me. 5. When someone is an jerk online, my anxiety flares up so bad 'cuz this is the thing I fear all of the time in real life, I fear someone is gonna just go off on me randomly & 'cuz it \*never\* happens in real life, when it happens online it gets sized up to be a bigger deal than what it should be, so its really hard just ""shrugging"" online trolls or rude people off like so many can do easily. The worst part, the biggest part of me thinks they're right & I'm wrong, even if they call me something completely outrageous that they wouldn't even know because they're a stranger, I actually think about it in a way that makes me almost convinced they're right & I have to very often spend the next 2-5 days (sometimes much longer) coming to terms with it to get a real clear idea of what's right & what's wrong. 6. I always feel like ppl are out to get me, especially my family or those I'm closest with. 7. Making friends is almost impossible, & I overthink average conversations so much that after talking with someone I just get so exhausted & it seems like I'm bored or don't want to talk when I'm really just truthfully scared & terrified. 8. Sometimes I meet new people & get very attached right away because I haven't had friends for a very long time. 9. Very often if someone ever actually asks me to hangout, I make an excuse to not go hangout because I start thinking about it & worrying too bad. I've done this since I was young, before the worst of the worst came with Social Anxiety. I would also tell my parents that if I call tonight when I'm at my friends house & I say ""the code word"" then that means ""tell me on the phone I can't sleep over at my friends house & have to come home"" I get that a lot of ppl do this regularly probably, but I would do this \*all of the time\* 10. I am always scared that I won't be able to follow my dreams because of my severe Social Anxiety. When I get depressed, it happens a majority of the time but never ALL of the time. Social Anxiety on the other hand, happens about 97% of the time. 11. When I meet a new group of people (say for a group or class room or new job) I immediately scan the room & get a in depth idea of what kind of person everyone is. Ppl that are easy going I decide one day I can maybe talk to them & open up, but more rugged individuals it takes \*so long\* to open up to & feel comfortable around, if it even ever happens. I guess this is a good trait in a way because reading the room is a good thing to know & I get almost immediate gut feelings about people that always turns out to be true. Idk. 12. When I had friends & they stopped talking to me, I figure ""Okay that's it, they hate me & don't want me in their life so that's how it will be."" 13. It makes relationships very hard because of all of these things, especially intimate ones. I don't get into intimate relationships anymore because I need to better myself first. 14. One of the \*worst\* I ever feel is when someone accuses me of doing something that I did not do. I get that with EVERYONE its hard for this to happen, but with social anxiety it amplifies it ten fold because you're always scared normally that you're doing something wrong, but you know you're not, but you still worry all of the time. 15. People think those with Social Anxiety just want to isolate, but I \*need\* people. I need people to hangout with, to talk to, to share stories with, to debate with, to be with. We're social animals & that doesn't change just because its harder for us to just cope with being around others. It's very hard because it feels like when I talk about my Social Anxiety I make everything about me & when I explain it to people they just think I'm narcissistic, or I worry they think that, even though I know I'm not. Also, it really hurts me when ppl use Social Anxiety for feeling nervous & stuff like that. It's \*much more in depth & challenging than that\* (not saying being nervous isn't hard, ofc it is!) To be quite frank, severe Social Anxiety is worse for me than depression or any other major health issue I have. I have diagnosed Major & Bi-Polar or Manic depression, been diagnosed by several doctors over the last decade & into several hospitals for bad episodes. I've also been diagnosed with ADHD & of course severe Social Anxiety that stems chronic Anxiety/Panic attacks. But Social Anxiety is a monster that is so hard to tackle... I would not wish it on my worst enemy or worst person I can think of. Thank you for reading, I just needed to get this out. It helps me to constantly run through these things (I forgot a lot of them of course) because having the validation that this is happening & it \*should not\* happen helps me figure out new ways to stop it or mitigate it from happening. The only good things I've found from this & my depression is I am a very empathetic person, to the point where I cry & feel overwhelmed by other people's stories. Also that I can read the room well & know what people need or care about it because growing up I always wanted ppl to care about me & my needs but I was too scared to speak up to say anything. Q: Can you relate? Or add to what you feel due to Social Anxiety? Q: How long have you had Social Anxiety? Q: On a scale from 1-10 (1 being very little 10 being always) how much of your life is affected by Social Anxiety? Q: How do you fight or overcome your Social Anxiety? Q: Were you diagnosed with Social Anxiety, or do you know for a fact you have it? If the latter, is it hard knowing you haven't been professionally diagnosed, but know with everything you are that you have it? Healthcare isn't cheap. Q: Is it important for you to let people know of your Social Anxiety? If 'yes', do you feel judged if you do let people know? If 'no', are you too scared/worried to let people know? (Or is it just not important to you?) 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Just curious how many of you guys also avoid posting or even having accounts on other mainstream forms of social media like Facebook, Instagram, etc. I only have a Snapchat and I'm always so anxious right after posting a story that I just never do.",6.855,7.799992873015872,7.596944444444442,68.64875,64.71428571428571,8.204761904761906,34.79761904761905,8.07648339933343,3.1779238095238096,273,12,38,3,4,91,44,63,0.135,0.79,0.07400000000000001,-0.4435,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,7,3,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,2,1,9,4,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,8,4,3,8,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,3,33,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457970871946899,0.15170052634114387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13947033016006466,0.2059638407549612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113741561471452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033292052049142,0.12041721214524854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18052032478221264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906980678757663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.369677202546103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14061242034729846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865862795537282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5238215727611327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569585106149372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5575409661605074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CASANOVACORP,2020/03/30,"How Self Love Can Improve The Quality Of Your Life l Higher Vibration & Manifestation Abilities Self Love for me has always been quite a mystical subject when it comes to spiritual and personal self growth. I had come to learn that aspectually that most of peoples karma requires the practice of self love and also forgiveness. I also learnt that you had to learn how to love yourself before you could truly love anyone else as well as the fact that if you loved yourself then you will attract more love into your life and relationships. Self love in many cases can prove to be the cause of virbrational blocks within yourself and within your life. I spent many years trying to learn this because one of my biggest karmic lessons has been how to learn how to love and accept myself. I thought it would be quite fitting to go ahead and make a video where I try and tackle this concept from many angles with the use of the knowledge and experience that I have garnered over the years within regards to this topic. I hope you enjoy this video and I hope it resonates with you. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vWG8i-ggpPo",9.990746268656713,9.405918945273637,8.334572139303486,71.10812686567165,58.55223880597014,10.627064676616918,36.02039800995025,9.642632912329526,3.345520995024877,912,32,151,13,10,274,112,201,0.008,0.713,0.27899999999999997,0.9964,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,9,0,5,9,16,0,0,9,0,14,12,0,7,2,40,32,20,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,6,12,14,0,2,10,2,1,4,0,0,1,1,6,0,20,16,29,21,2,18,1,0,0,9,26,9,0,4,5,107,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358596971335827,0.07068038175615737,0.09203700861996099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05939496189115795,0.08703537436513767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05178119781454093,0.0,0.07228126044151742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726109558914419,0.0,0.1463438190739464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782103423979285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095998192685472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309173019196911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0482757481881074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16873752045589466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799958083427996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6899891380457819,0.0,0.056700915202861676,0.2583602684121365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05756039042535074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05888961498918299,0.07417000173690358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18069723206996596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119828469878652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4430766476208869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743620893878559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534307610512645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336451823018507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637504001742873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06034192474704999,0.0,0.0,0.10940256364254704 socialanxiety,luke__p,2020/03/30,"I hate myself. I thought I was doing better but I think this quarantine has made me lose some progress. I want to be able to get along with people and be chill and normal but often that's not what happens. I think maybe I'm to serious, I also have a lot of thoughts in the background and it's hard to tell what are just thoughts and what are reality. My self image isn't good and I'm really self conscious around people. When i'm around people my age it is the worst. It's hard to make eye contact so I tend to avoid it. I don't have the confidence to do anything really, I feel like I do everything wrong and I look weird or sound stupid. Friends will be joking and i'm just thinking ""really? that was funny?"" It goes back to me being to serious and afraid of rejection. I think if I was in a different state of mind I would be able to joke and actually enjoy myself if I had a stable friend group. Right now i'm kinda on the edge of this friend group and every time I start to get kinda comfortable around them I won't see them for a little bit. It's like I want to like myself and other people but I don't have the energy to do it or something. Maybe it's anxiety holding me back idk. I want to like people but I often don't.",0.7816091954022966,2.83306555172414,2.9186973180076627,91.35436781609195,83.13793103448276,6.16551724137931,18.86206896551724,7.3871296695380915,0.3773586206896549,963,24,213,15,27,326,125,261,0.16899999999999998,0.644,0.187,0.7971,1,2,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,3,13,24,2,2,9,0,27,1,1,2,0,52,53,22,0,7,11,0,3,4,3,3,0,1,0,2,16,16,0,2,9,2,0,0,6,11,0,0,8,7,32,13,27,37,4,16,0,2,3,0,11,8,0,10,11,144,48,0,0.21153353359428828,0.0,0.10321310735447932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458164519519581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091128710344396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703703716147272,0.2824645389185715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16265623014822325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354211018693807,0.11546991599004786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050375999422364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911306270984085,0.0,0.09505635011678057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05347885522839936,0.07555979933307905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24514542498499395,0.0,0.11051754057838696,0.0,0.0,0.08871214591918236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352920257860313,0.0,0.1894924966801174,0.10442278525081636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066891990853391,0.10600608625735387,0.0,0.0,0.08881744606870029,0.11832595795482133,0.0,0.08991912287555888,0.0,0.10007907207689216,0.0706001381294977,0.0,0.2125138665348368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679428374912056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362897505029647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36662679409621096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20327069736929368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032424094496552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428241946786434,0.0,0.22067560928830046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142442437714598,0.0,0.0,0.07486226191757976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924448160396576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27108429395498634,0.0,0.25190099572330943,0.06167345227322246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18715193813817527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751336765359032,0.11563935594746474,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Tight-Shine,2020/03/30,"Obsessed with Perfectionism Why am I so scared for people to see me as the realistically flawed human being I am? Even though I totally understand that everyone is flawed, complex, nonsensical, confident one day, shy the next, I feel like a total piece of shit if i'm anything less than utterly consistently perfect. What's odd is that in reality, most people are lovely and actually echo the previous sentence, it's very rare that people actually dig each other out for being imperfect. Most people in the world are decent people. Yet even though I intellectually believe them, **I CAN'T FEEL IT DEEP IN MY SPIRIT**. Yet I'm still driven and affected by those few bad apples that do expect you to be able to explain every little action, every little emotion and every little thought. Hyper vigilant and critical people basically, why do I listen to them and not the relaxed normal people. My brain is able to comprehend this problem and I know that **no one** expects perfectionism from me, but in my heart I still feel like I **MUST** be perfect. It's like my ego is telling me one thing and my sane rational mind is telling me another. How can I just let it all hang out, and ride the waves of human emotion..",2.562899850523173,5.53120747982063,4.506309417040364,75.99420254110616,86.30941704035874,7.098893871449926,24.922122571001488,8.131152278815165,2.3150282212257105,960,39,158,23,30,325,132,223,0.086,0.7929999999999999,0.122,0.8836,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,2,3,11,12,1,2,7,0,19,4,3,2,6,39,32,15,0,6,4,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,0,2,14,12,0,0,8,1,0,4,3,5,0,3,2,5,23,7,20,24,9,21,1,0,1,1,10,11,1,3,9,118,37,0,0.20371889207802898,0.0,0.19880025186468064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068085104606152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382164510283692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850483827706737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476071483285405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370882872088847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656909160734404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291563337745373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345544068989082,0.0,0.25746292934926257,0.0973310657809414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450958935370895,0.14553681720550327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070393399034345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05597928768839595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415818476350264,0.0,0.14929014064592286,0.3062697731031411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193212690849974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284900363535054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832867643271264,0.0,0.09980063031007838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070677903376585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4943156020818398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097465733440669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197907500908587,0.0,0.08116879070615894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455725759947708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269017036793476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17805929094983702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676708898723829,0.0,0.2001527771293529,0.08086502234444554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603927559291633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404471056635003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18382461365374375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Zikari007,2020/03/30,Just did my anual small talk with my neighbour I got outside to let my dog take a dump and my neighbour was there too. I couldn't escape this time. The talk was nice and i didn't embarrass myself but still when i got back inside my shirt was soaked in sweat lmao. It is hard folks.,0.426828087167074,2.7133673728813577,1.4971428571428582,99.34101694915256,87.13559322033899,4.727360774818402,15.20823244552058,6.1826913282559595,-0.7570987893462466,221,4,51,2,7,69,44,59,0.078,0.775,0.146,0.7214,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,1,2,0,8,2,2,0,0,6,11,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,7,1,10,1,3,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,34,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545473743041168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5295217978963598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965445432757211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33850823303568905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643669445112209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488989730582748,0.5321507444344445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19303060603474245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CaptinDinosaurKing,2020/03/30,"can you help me with an email? my school finished early because of corona, i am/was year eleven which is the final year in england unless you get into sixth form. we all missed out on all the normal leavers stuff because we found out we weren't coming back two days before leaving, anyway we all got an email saying that if we send an email to our form tutor we could purches a leavers hoodie. no big deal right? well everytime i open my school email to ask i get this massive sense of dred. i asked me mates for help and they thought i was jokeing because normally i have pretty good control over my anxity to the point you wouldn't notice but asking for things is basically hell for me, i cant even order food or drinks at the pub my familys been going to for more than half my life and ive been putting off this for about an hour. we got the email about hoodies last thursday and ive been stressed about it all weekend and today so if anyone can help it would be really really helpful thank you!",6.2886024423337865,5.777612731343286,6.095567616463139,83.90609226594304,65.96517412935324,8.503120759837179,29.715513342379012,7.348242739294969,1.6226875621890549,793,23,161,6,11,248,128,201,0.061,0.8340000000000001,0.105,0.8137,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,8,4,1,1,8,7,1,1,10,0,17,3,0,1,4,34,30,10,0,7,5,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,8,17,2,1,2,4,0,4,4,3,1,3,9,1,30,4,25,17,7,29,1,1,0,0,29,12,1,3,12,112,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813475782053755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535098458523878,0.0,0.0,0.09692210380277788,0.0,0.2305106283629744,0.0,0.10725642682708253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085780396344941,0.0,0.0,0.14137205103316922,0.10063800426063366,0.0,0.0,0.0812896703499308,0.12994857533448653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347774372260993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325263243942656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882557644216322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807795870569314,0.0,0.0,0.15241612578129432,0.1382036605458897,0.0,0.0,0.13170835854495108,0.0,0.07163522358951968,0.10572196106489057,0.20162206269795535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379456862642949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413057333901213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274485394210724,0.0,0.13346521690027174,0.0,0.0,0.08903048604288086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469979358957872,0.0,0.14350496177827074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915483884967006,0.0,0.0,0.12823477132998548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671171109705814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149744044058625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764316188562166,0.0,0.10023736592420134,0.0,0.2551319054588139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438602712359264,0.0,0.14429327325906552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604683280855035,0.0,0.0,0.0837398023778903,0.0,0.0,0.10006697123649193,0.0,0.0,0.1194774987084042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312927490165484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333108804422053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895399332649133,0.0,0.0,0.1623398373291531 socialanxiety,rlgp94,2020/03/30,"Stupid alcohol and anxiety Yesterday my bf and I were hanging out with neighbors. I drink too much when I'm nervous and don't leave my house often in fear I will have to socialize. It was nice outside and I let my guard down.. so I drank and talked and am terrible at social queues. Like when people started leaving how do I just leave and not feel rude? Why is it so hard to say bye? So I stayed even though everyone left and my neighbor didnt mind the company it seemed or else they would've kicked me out, or do normal people not say anything to not make me feel bad? Idk what to think in these situations. I can't stop panicking about it because it always happens when I try to socialize and idk how to do this correctly. I stay way too long and feel nervous and can't shut up and then I hide in my house for the next week or month not leaving the front door. I really hate this, any advice please. I'm a 26F.",2.3692658730158733,4.031664455026455,3.5639649470899464,90.55007440476193,76.4074074074074,7.264682539682537,23.98181216931217,8.07648339933343,1.1733304232804227,718,23,158,12,16,233,117,189,0.153,0.7609999999999999,0.085,-0.9236,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,15,10,3,3,4,0,14,3,0,3,1,37,26,25,0,1,8,0,4,1,3,1,1,2,3,0,9,15,3,2,5,1,0,2,8,8,0,0,4,6,20,2,17,20,1,26,0,0,0,0,11,10,0,5,13,99,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133712503496157,0.0,0.1239877437628889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653610268036797,0.0,0.0,0.07889608167468459,0.0,0.0887532986070146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547276314101807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687001601828928,0.07072337337370846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365327448875134,0.0,0.0,0.09691798390564216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662866198628719,0.0,0.0,0.11085997868648567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055227863526694,0.17598625521229913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102594156416298,0.0,0.10392915960005364,0.11454355717877812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677379261751322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4913843895671955,0.12605367797288536,0.11863605982588528,0.0,0.056680436259198275,0.0,0.0,0.10267210116297586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744278166151032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714490393645588,0.0,0.09260430021094766,0.0,0.08528643137360309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338624532782312,0.0,0.1136728100149867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608642675138878,0.0,0.0,0.1273527037056474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743239727835414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845240206041541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561824679856813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040886692351553,0.0,0.3547966065506301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211799520470962,0.2473190739450323,0.0,0.0969960748170389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325071208306196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743395209443978,0.11398689836881372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876846984760359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208952858610343,0.09306248019517968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468801809676637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241571562825906,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,K0dane,2020/03/30,"Is it possible to ever completely get over this? Throughout my younger teen years I was extremely introverted. I was quiet in school etc. I barely got any socialization. This went on until about a year ago when I turned 17. I'm 17 now turning 18 in a month and this year I've changed tremendously. Now I crave being around people and sitting in the house drives me crazy. 1 year ago I had 0 friends, never went to a party, never done anything fun besides video games. When I turned 17 I wanted to change, so I went back to real school, I met friends, I've gone to plenty of parties, and for the first time I have people wanting to hang out. That nervousness is still there despite all of this. It's definitely better, I went from being scared of being in public to ONLY when I'm around people my age I'd be afraid of judging me. Once I get to be comfortable around them it's gone. Is this just a mild case of shyness now? Sorry if this question doesn't make sense tried making this as short as possible",2.4612078947368445,4.643215105000003,3.560263157894738,88.28578947368423,77.95,6.2105263157894735,23.02631578947368,7.273561745256523,0.89045,791,25,158,10,19,255,120,200,0.083,0.8240000000000001,0.094,0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,2,16,8,0,3,6,0,14,0,0,2,4,19,33,11,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,11,7,0,0,1,2,0,8,3,3,0,1,12,1,18,5,29,16,2,42,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,2,22,99,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18966620853639185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275144099137222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803708557513483,0.2857100332882529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226256844153389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461690135577697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22634558003445465,0.0,0.11216861073501116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947974805066553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931322978722544,0.0,0.09677136035875328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099885008623104,0.0,0.0,0.16530808386562754,0.0,0.11178737804921228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556329300158269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344288539954525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14282265584459053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539202631283288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16502225543966942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393235793912727,0.0,0.08136464568652609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22250358352230007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412123025051361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984434444425665,0.0,0.0,0.12176895813246676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710766344937953,0.21654302796740468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090546950600952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975761070321142,0.0,0.0,0.08543597798243635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623820751781644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263376791926753,0.34909714564424205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262015323649381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966936109624227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275571648883135 socialanxiety,skumel98dddd,2020/03/30,"Does anyone feel really lonely because of the feeling of never being able to have a girlfriend/boyfriend? I'm an 18-year-old guy and have never had a girlfriend. I'm pretty tall, good-looking, I work out, but I still can't get a girlfriend. I've had girls show interest in me but I disappoint because of my undiagnosed social anxiety disorder. I'm a quite extroverted guy despite being socially anxious. If I wasn't socially anxious, I could get a girlfriend fairly easily. My social skills are good, but I can't take advantage of them. Does anyone feel like this too? It's almost making me depressed and hopeless for the future as I feel like I'll never be able to have a wife and kids, which I've been pressured to by my parents.",5.073873239436622,6.3389145563380325,6.235323943661975,75.65016901408453,68.92957746478874,8.778591549295774,32.50985915492957,9.120678840339163,3.0471273239436623,585,26,101,11,10,196,84,142,0.159,0.669,0.172,0.2069,1,2,0,0,0,1,19.0,0,0,1,4,2,10,0,1,9,0,14,0,0,1,3,18,25,8,0,2,4,2,4,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,4,0,0,4,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,4,4,13,5,12,17,0,8,0,4,0,0,14,3,0,2,7,63,16,1,0.2480804524913111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420836901146548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948904335648972,0.2802602980218062,0.0,0.17346362053975106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15122754123919185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903602741208473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683566510745914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421608456187516,0.0,0.21709687575981426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508738615263573,0.17722872482861088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961179728363115,0.0,0.0,0.2080781134523649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24563865111957764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119957805957562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416254971708533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279781420711715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870024079541163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015935163286094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13773199207470366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12619350335812088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13193204902550038,0.0,0.0,0.07946334516448564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5057735596136695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905868490907276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932628131401085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903027620188018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987783888363721 socialanxiety,I-like-turtles172,2020/03/30,"What do you do when you have social anxiety, but family life is terrible and toxic? You dont wanna leave your comfort zone but your comfort zone is discomforting. Part of the reason i feel trapped here. Getting a job is another thing.",4.087499999999999,6.498810022727278,5.327272727272729,76.46090909090911,73.77272727272728,8.945454545454545,29.181818181818183,9.516144504307137,3.143063636363637,187,8,32,5,4,62,34,44,0.244,0.616,0.14,-0.7768,1,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,5,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,7,1,0,1,0,6,9,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,6,2,2,9,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,25,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.319211292051896,0.2328807433990448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567783966063019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869804242106978,0.0,0.15392408164014273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15904707445590338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020902360688755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223372081182852,0.0,0.0,0.215021104187167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296575860795853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129948328781586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103182221047007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022433614822316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rooftops22,2020/03/30,i feel like i could be so much more if anxiety didn’t hold me back I feel like I don’t exist because I’m always silent. I want to be seen and heard but at the same time I always end up doing nothing at all and sometimes I hate myself for it. I have all these complex thoughts and feelings that I can never bring myself to express. I can’t connect with anyone and it makes me feel like there’s something wrong with me especially when it comes so easily to the people around me. idk I feel like I could be so much more if my anxiety didn’t hold me back all the time. It feels like i’m frozen and i am so tired. idk how to make it okay.,1.248695652173911,2.7597665507246423,2.9181884057971037,94.62336956521742,79.14492753623188,5.759420289855073,20.195652173913047,6.42735559955562,-0.035895652173913106,496,12,117,4,12,164,75,138,0.14800000000000002,0.708,0.14400000000000002,-0.3704,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,10,8,1,0,3,1,13,1,0,3,4,33,30,14,0,5,3,0,6,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,9,0,2,8,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,5,8,21,6,11,20,8,13,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,2,12,81,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254740133541473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072961501418916,0.0,0.0,0.09473647494447326,0.0,0.0,0.12061319165224367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20836407078293145,0.0,0.08259232758397234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671105686020634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21635254932027825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000229881702905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110413219111017,0.48396385930729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376651234031825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309633672580496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18087880390556416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199198780896818,0.0,0.10449682511927756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000454806890407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393043378217823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430540846125973,0.1340012592119712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756246851688944,0.15800847668945978,0.15572371409256353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991442985788708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14813503870078076,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pwnagemuffin,2020/03/30,"Is anyone else feeling super stressed about all the new social norms in place when they go to public places? Over the last few years I really managed to get my social anxiety under control to the point where people wouldn't believe me when I told them I have it. Since the pandemic started, I've been feeling super stressed every time I need to go to the grocery store, pharmacy, etc. Not stressed about catching COVID-19, mind you. I work as a nurse so I know I have a way bigger chance of getting it at work. What stresses me out is all these new social norms and rules that have been put in place since this all started (at least in my area). It seems like every time I go grocery shopping there's some new rule in place and I get so stressed out about not knowing one of them and getting called out in public. On top of that, trying to find what I need without getting close to anyone, feeling like I'm in the way when someone is trying to pass me while I'm looking for something on a shelf, etc. It's a socially anxious person's nightmare. I live alone with my pregnant partner so obviously I face my stress and go get our groceries and necessities, but fuck if I don't come back with a heart rate above 100bpm every time. Anyone else feel the same?",5.197983870967743,5.857161379032259,5.157419354838711,85.69362903225809,68.2741935483871,7.329032258064518,30.41935483870968,6.9077264865688965,1.6134548387096772,994,37,196,7,16,309,134,248,0.085,0.852,0.063,-0.7278,0,1,1,0,0,0,22.0,1,1,3,6,12,11,1,6,12,0,10,3,2,1,4,36,37,15,0,4,5,0,4,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,10,12,0,1,8,1,2,8,5,7,0,1,3,5,25,4,34,33,9,50,0,0,1,1,15,25,1,3,17,120,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868909909023022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058122079270716234,0.08583221008742381,0.0,0.1593743319241168,0.15569451461363995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058421504841865826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559988790965828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775808545380061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544732542263587,0.0,0.0,0.08521449328777451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693781147817587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16946853383667754,0.0,0.0,0.19204130895566546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536647048473355,0.054277873999234665,0.0,0.0,0.06944146085336461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023936989892683,0.23816859739566015,0.0,0.17271756998998686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003292838387099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350977524614356,0.061931270025564374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423689848290395,0.0,0.06708894702277217,0.0,0.06380141542462044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671495594662893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267173729437155,0.0,0.2201367340712573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05148387717992218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0526727786742167,0.06634005140756638,0.317518533100833,0.0,0.07182267740445215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637771522625286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04867271307816079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916646715342784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569766435176352,0.0,0.0,0.3097953062338279,0.06437493510424504,0.05849068798238755,0.0,0.0,0.10755360537018296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5221873227099914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329081297646442,0.0,0.0,0.07259913231728132,0.0,0.10316658243401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061376792729965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323896835242702,0.0,0.11062409760899286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04892659785765508 socialanxiety,senderix,2020/03/30,"I haven’t gotten any time alone in three weeks and it’s getting to me Isolation is all fine and dandy if you live alone, or at least with someone who respects your space, but my family apparently can’t leave me alone for five minutes. My parents will just... come into my room and start talking to me about practically nothing just because they have nothing better to do. Even when they do leave me alone, I can’t really leave the house since I can’t drive and they never leave. I’m used to having a little time home alone every day due to schedules, but that’s gone now. I’ve resorted to hiding in my room and pretending to sleep later than I do just to get some time to myself. I’m also staying up really late, which I know isn’t healthy but it’s the only time I get any peace and quiet. Sorry for the little rant but I’m really dreading more of this.",5.514057142857144,5.221518719999999,6.204142857142857,81.75135714285717,67.51428571428572,9.057142857142855,27.785714285714285,8.548686976883017,1.7828857142857144,676,18,139,9,10,222,104,175,0.18,0.7490000000000001,0.071,-0.9282,2,6,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,3,1,8,4,0,1,4,0,12,1,1,1,2,23,24,14,0,1,9,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,6,9,0,0,1,1,0,3,6,1,0,2,2,1,20,3,20,21,4,28,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,3,14,88,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5606645329672221,0.0,0.08658181138839037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472517878235103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599911522304286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957541712789659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326322086864952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982384748984541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715099358326236,0.0,0.09122038676333864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020653533428634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16969654878521176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860154496512432,0.0,0.0,0.12492663596403135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05950121386303925,0.0,0.1221309223571902,0.4585603513916401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21702578485377988,0.09560255126737204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350288947211745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20777196619857133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823426270304962,0.0,0.0,0.12021870540710472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20807759342820645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956033693821001,0.0,0.10834610339061612,0.0,0.09173505184912692,0.0,0.0,0.12119706524858495,0.07663258649672527,0.11539919039143633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702164783458609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525275643465181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350871544723728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684598966863084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Lythronax80,2020/03/30,"How to print? Since self-service printing is out because of coronavirus, I will need to ask a Staples employee to print my document. Does anyone know how that process works? I've only ever used self-service (for obvious reasons haha) and I'm really anxious to have to go in there and actually ask someone to do it for me.",5.691774193548388,6.473597370967744,7.013064516129031,72.38959677419358,67.2258064516129,10.070967741935485,38.08064516129032,10.125756701596842,4.197245161290324,255,14,44,6,4,87,48,62,0.046,0.9540000000000001,0.0,-0.3925,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,4,2,11,11,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,11,10,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,27,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.22736708737096775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632152259360752,0.0,0.16291378548561902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4356331041117728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203007602573045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20389332205266344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107550710276053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241501693169552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280465942616175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17276099938671785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772013084990042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926097273670216,0.23955511269746954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4861240187777086,0.0,0.0,0.1927338180403798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19741380387182586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20123072739924516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696213275672828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Stoklasagna,2020/03/30,Feelings of worthiness. I'm not comfortable when people even hint at liking or caring about me. I don't know what to do about this.,1.92448717948718,4.530831192307693,3.220769230769232,87.40756410256414,83.23076923076924,6.5435897435897425,20.2051282051282,7.793537801064563,1.0436820512820508,105,3,20,2,3,34,23,26,0.094,0.6990000000000001,0.20600000000000002,0.4936,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,5,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.614512780850852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3980905981327616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047531292888208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312389186280945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294458342191698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41784986722234535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mute-box,2020/03/30,"don’t ever ask me why i’m so quiet. that might be one of the most utterly traumatising questions to ask me, as a person who fails to function. “why are you so quiet?” i’m sorry, but you cannot, in no world, no universe, be seriously expecting a reply to that ridiculously illogical question. i will not, under any circumstance, EXPLAIN to you, using WORDS, the reasons why i am the way i am. the only reason, (perhaps unintentional,) that this question may be asked, is to TORTURE, and induce horrific agony and torment to the person you just asked this question to, and you will have to expect a painfully awkward silence to follow this incredibly ludicrous question. i’m sorry, i got passionate there. i suffer from some tremendous anxiety, and this question ... frankly made me want to blow my brains out. the person that asked me this fantastic question, just watched me as they waited, expected for a response, for longer than too long. you know, as any sadist would.",6.34901515151515,7.705780113636365,6.824318181818183,72.25856060606064,66.04545454545455,9.275757575757575,35.12121212121212,9.516144504307137,3.575505303030304,764,36,124,15,12,249,105,176,0.221,0.698,0.08,-0.9819,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,6,1,1,7,8,2,1,10,0,15,3,1,5,1,35,31,10,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,2,0,3,10,5,0,1,12,0,0,1,5,7,0,1,2,3,18,1,21,21,2,8,0,2,1,1,24,4,0,11,2,92,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124460952458624,0.0,0.07000550498833037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4277511848160732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021563077014784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277674996427578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318953959782203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050291937770658234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098417076251628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658972351470773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970784884051072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06201008060896264,0.06959808053701963,0.09737393410046204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23971108009267456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7175912076199531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881766694365803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20487767787387795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790359421760952,0.0,0.0,0.05397543576401741,0.07263700678160412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477227670897757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650066406779715,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,iamsittingatatable,2020/03/30,"Reading Norwegian Wood(Murakami) actually helped a surprising amount! I seriously recommend this book to everyone on here if you hadn't read it already. I personally felt I could greatly relate to some characters and it does give you a sense that you are not alone feeling this way. I mean why not, right? You're locked inside may as well read a classic!",6.017812499999998,8.163273906250001,6.548875000000002,70.90862500000003,67.75,10.745,34.675,10.793553405168565,4.37094125,286,14,48,9,5,93,51,64,0.05,0.802,0.14800000000000002,0.7144,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,8,3,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,2,7,3,4,4,2,3,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,3,0,30,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.20235039771632127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21475918620101656,0.2288234670320731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16555759133650358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814593980427028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981383794657655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484586601694383,0.0,0.1990951172166459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19891560838011596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286116859365383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898694193989494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22587242485028214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810560245007486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6222389640089981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17708163766319746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16459023514173873,0.0,0.0,0.18643873254435925,0.0,0.18710732674626293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,meditate03,2020/03/30,"How am I supposed to get a job when I nearly have a panic attack when my job coach calls me? I've never had a job because of my social anxiety, which is considered a disability in my state, so I have someone assigned to help me find a job that accommodates my needs. I have less and less hope for myself when a call from my job coach nearly puts me into a panic attack. How am I expected to live, thrive, and pay taxes when I can't even fucking take a simple phone call? It doesn't help either that I can't understand anything they're telling me because my mind is racing and freaking out. So naturally I'm just confused about this entire situation. When I got off the phone when they called today, I just collapsed and cried for a while. I just can't see a future anymore.",6.712499999999999,5.574296133757964,7.471393312101912,76.45065684713377,65.36942675159236,9.888216560509557,32.363853503184714,8.841846274778883,2.524325477707007,611,20,121,8,8,205,90,157,0.17300000000000001,0.7759999999999999,0.051,-0.9461,5,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,15,8,3,3,11,0,12,1,0,2,1,20,21,15,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,2,2,1,5,7,0,0,2,1,22,1,14,19,3,18,0,0,1,1,11,6,1,2,10,87,27,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912945919507306,0.0,0.1155461306994172,0.0,0.0,0.09587740264501793,0.0,0.0,0.2650927837289649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204623648211462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.475876960743762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798023009948314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769534350708632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648758491154983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771116814549732,0.060871412234041036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318330157289313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618774243769035,0.0,0.0,0.11572023603977423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5780885739185867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288003528324056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764139586007333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639032823345973,0.08985931966520548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733976222528853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712424156341313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092842998001243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096157512523765,0.0,0.11876677698153547,0.0987181329978696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760065462767631,0.0,0.10183445047003813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043739603040056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129051284706847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,JUST4P1SCE,2020/03/30,Social anxiety living with in-laws Honest question is there anyone else out there living w there in-laws suffering from social anxiety? If u could share some of ur experiences it would be much appreciated,9.55,9.994762888888893,9.785555555555558,56.965,59.0,12.755555555555556,34.66666666666667,12.161744961471696,4.803766666666666,168,6,24,5,2,56,29,36,0.157,0.63,0.213,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,3,0,15,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3855575138608141,0.0,0.0,0.17620375355030268,0.2582030388856281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20120091708475574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21051305984985924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465036474919191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4450399563505009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18524846378987686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822968626584117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5137630551761931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17901305596195607,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AnAverageRussian,2020/03/30,Me after sending a text Okay that thing I said was stupid I’m gonna go ahead and delete my text and delete my friends numbers,2.93888888888889,4.002543814814814,2.7861111111111114,99.13250000000002,73.81481481481481,5.4,24.61111111111111,3.1291,-0.08335555555555585,101,3,24,0,2,30,22,27,0.12,0.7040000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,4,2,2,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,12,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5132317235583651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3775334616103713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6318955028095794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4413272672596028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Backupacc0331,2020/03/30,"I still don’t belong? been trying to work up the courage to comment or post for a while, because most of the people here are incredibly relatable and supportive. even though I still identify with this community stronger than I have with any other group of people, I still feel out of place. It feels pointless to try and find somewhere where I am wanted. I just want help really really badly but my circumstances make it almost impossible. :/",7.411749999999998,8.368331675,7.317499999999999,71.09750000000003,63.5,10.9,32.25,10.793553405168565,3.673075,354,13,59,9,5,113,63,80,0.063,0.8290000000000001,0.10800000000000001,0.1565,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,16,11,6,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,7,2,12,10,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,4,45,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20855124370359893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416300106420078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738958527260299,0.12695880341508814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375596605335985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21061405221904447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19035402406645585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959827010615605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902112447221535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28877489776810017,0.0,0.217596698530908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19946405901475686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668448123873536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.498971496893009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363411076515841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20462316107904596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28280185748059494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245684815700126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15162225765280604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,nientedioriginale,2020/03/30,"Oh now everyone gets it Only took this ,jk All the best to all of you .",-3.161458333333332,-1.871412562499998,0.5025000000000013,100.95916666666668,112.125,4.633333333333333,11.583333333333332,6.42735559955562,-0.8245166666666668,53,1,14,1,3,19,15,16,0.0,0.6890000000000001,0.311,0.745,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5182694136817215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4718987599433435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580183862190689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755982999454869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.548690080698482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Prince_Pancakes,2020/03/30,"Any Tips for My Social Anxiety? So I am a 21 year old college student and have been living with social anxiety since the 5th grade at least. I’m hoping for some tips to help me overcome this. Naturally I’ve read the basic tips of “put yourself out there” etc, but I like to think I’m different as I’ve tried those things and my anxiety has only worsened. I’m currently in therapy and we are working on it but I’d like some other opinions as well. I’m trying to avoid medication as well So a bit about myself and my situation: I’m a natural introvert with ADHD and greatly value my alone time. As a result, I’m terrible at prioritizing my friendships and tend to only maintain those that are fairly low maintenance. That is to say, I’m not without ANY friends, just few of them. Parties and clubs are some of my favorite environments to be in when I want to socialize. These spaces create a sensation of freedom from judgement and consequence for my actions, since I will reasonably only see a handful of those people maybe once or twice more in my life. With that being said ,however, I rarely if ever talk to strangers at said functions unless I’m sufficiently inebriated which i always am. Still on the off chance that I’m not, I do usually make at least an effort to talk to one person before the alcohol takes me. My anxiety has progressed so far to the point that even conversations in random and anonymous chat rooms and spaces gives me pause and feelings of unease. Video games are one of my favorite things in this world and I can’t even bring myself to voice chat, no matter how much help it would be to my team or how fun it could be. I have no issues public speaking and no issues communicating with individuals if it has to do exclusively with me doing my job at work. The same cannot be said for my school work, however, and any group projects cause immense anxiety. Often, my anxiety around any interactions with my fellow peers can steep so high that I can become fairly agitated and annoyed at even a friendly ‘hello’ from a classmate who decided to sit by me. I really want to make new friends and learn how to curb this anxiety since I will be moving to another state soon, away from my friends and family. I have only one year.",6.640551724137932,6.680509652873568,7.390482758620693,73.0677931034483,65.11494252873564,10.546206896551725,33.262068965517244,10.264317810270406,3.3607627586206887,1789,69,328,39,25,597,225,435,0.10099999999999999,0.747,0.152,0.9779,5,2,1,0,0,0,33.0,1,0,1,6,21,16,1,2,15,0,31,4,1,8,1,65,55,36,0,7,11,0,2,2,5,3,3,6,1,1,22,26,1,2,5,7,0,4,8,5,2,4,4,9,38,11,63,41,11,42,0,1,1,0,31,25,0,11,13,230,60,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578407239047593,0.0,0.0,0.08517520435910317,0.0,0.08254530200913138,0.0,0.0,0.06631689572121081,0.0,0.0,0.2167952952712777,0.08357253916324514,0.4267926878803127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095001622950564,0.0,0.0,0.07488089899644397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802253573542672,0.06781894342103217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701190363448026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187399152240367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363407134530924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326967620461276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888671663754029,0.15792355953170167,0.07209333367454245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513419273881476,0.0,0.04029878222148239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463045017666933,0.0,0.0,0.07645563041339673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786967855607808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684263896414348,0.08420756688960711,0.0,0.07916021582151689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663724652701126,0.07909008457193176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05629456130795262,0.07787491884315338,0.0,0.07037667805955232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640091599329314,0.0,0.08006949653238574,0.0,0.0,0.08028949962755436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470862878098727,0.05858876854148841,0.0,0.0,0.0769748855826455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363188310857063,0.08487804105246256,0.1620206193571228,0.2424621718261941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05525403739008077,0.06959108239960464,0.0,0.0,0.07534238752253039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012064749768161,0.0,0.0,0.0797217014935908,0.0,0.05105794636222243,0.08194501128221572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274392343321724,0.06338074509275185,0.0,0.08066079009468936,0.06351068759286811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19778632210278346,0.0895862893649507,0.0,0.2437327477033373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636486295704069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059924581592190725,0.12811989664875292,0.0,0.0,0.09114404859912756,0.0,0.10589845452730594,0.05106862740002634,0.0,0.0,0.0464737887785929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822231799223396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777843710633541,0.0,0.09401840740168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331998324550324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682808459347193,0.0,0.17406793924818895,0.0,0.0,0.05661668813381381,0.0,0.0,0.10264854581213234 socialanxiety,Itchy-Phrase,2020/03/30,"POEM Need some attention just look at me But when I get some no not me please Ignoring people that I know 'cause of my anxiety Number of friends lost due to this are many Never talked to a girl and I'm almost twenty Even hard for me to make new friends isn't it funny Yeah you're right it's just a shame on me Also can't blame it on anybody Why is it so ? it's just me.",-0.3622623828647917,1.5349944337349368,1.939196787148596,97.58528781793844,86.59036144578312,5.13467202141901,16.451137884872825,6.42735559955562,-0.4932854082998661,290,6,71,3,9,98,61,83,0.18899999999999997,0.6779999999999999,0.133,-0.4401,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,1,2,1,4,0,0,2,1,16,11,5,0,1,5,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,2,8,2,9,10,2,8,0,1,1,0,4,4,0,3,4,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442555648854189,0.0,0.0,0.19506666431657088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866018903321789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505780772416612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16111010412785542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769115644726748,0.0,0.12744069909816386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21850880977253026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405475266605818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20483549235481607,0.0,0.2662728563654585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282177313326238,0.2473015756420957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808672317813425,0.18812992993474573,0.2355842003857626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910682124562942,0.0,0.0,0.26775630453592497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20831054240431607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960576048735821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22010429334557724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,L4007,2020/03/30,"Just speaking my mind Hi, I’ve became a little aggravated these past couple of days so I just want to let it all out. No one will probably read this but I don’t really care to be honest. So yeah I’ve been getting really frustrated and angry not just at myself but to others particularly this one girl. Now I know that kinda sounds like me being an incel, you know getting angry at a girl but I can’t really help this feeling. This girl has a boyfriend and at first when I saw her, she paid quite some interest in me, like she said she wanted to be friends with me and she was giving me the looks. At the time when I first saw her, I didn’t know she had a boyfriend and I thought that I could maybe have a chance with a really pretty girl if I lost my social anxiety and spoke more. So I actually felt pretty good because a girl who was good-looking actually paid interest in me, usually I would think that I am the most ugliest guy ever and that I would never have a chance with anyone. But eventually I did find out she had a boyfriend about 2-3 months later and yeah, at first I felt very sad and I just cried for like days, but after the sadness came anger and frustration, something that I still get now And it’s been almost a year. And it hurts because this damn girl is in my head every day, and every time I think about her now I’m just getting like this adrenaline rush and I get super fucking pissed. It feels like God or whoever controls this shit is punishing me and throwing this beautiful girl right in front of my face, knowing that I will never get her. What’s even more frustrating is that all these other Boys around me are finding these perfect girls who are single and you know I’m just like what the fuck why ain’t that happened to me, I just get unlucky all the time. Maybe I’m just an unlucky person. Maybe I just don’t deserve anything. I don’t know. It doesn’t help that I’m quarantining at the moment because I just feel so trapped and I literally feel like a dog in heat. Like the song ‘Longview’ by Green Day best describes my feelings right now. The thing I don’t understand though is why, and I’m not like blaming the girl or anything but, if she had a boyfriend all along, why did she pay interest in me, like surely girls with boyfriends wouldn’t pay attention to other guys. Is it like one of those tests that girls have? Of course my social anxiety put her off me a lot but that is something I can work on and have been trying too. But I don’t know, it’s like everyone around me has these perfect lives and then there’s me, kinda feels like I’m in prison watching everyone be free and happy. And i know that like my life, compared to others is actually pretty good. Like yes I am grateful for food, clean water etc, but I don’t know it’s like I can’t see the bright side to my life. I’ve got like a million other things I can talk about but I don’t want to make this too long so I’ll stop here.",3.144198572355613,4.4376725787728,4.101164107001228,89.00728585334201,73.6268656716418,7.233528012113348,24.385644242555337,7.7425588080867325,1.030637926310476,2307,68,500,30,46,745,243,603,0.139,0.606,0.255,0.9979,0,1,2,0,0,0,46.0,0,2,0,11,34,47,10,0,27,3,52,10,4,2,10,108,106,44,0,9,26,0,8,17,1,5,2,5,1,15,45,31,2,2,24,2,5,5,18,14,0,7,23,20,71,34,44,72,12,58,0,4,7,2,43,23,5,10,47,328,116,5,0.0,0.0,0.17128188631306462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058585867781558124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951471529353436,0.0,0.0,0.04090914653631006,0.0,0.09629182627562448,0.10416648359368866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699516634605664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061399024310158964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06691591739698831,0.05965133635985188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562008105395789,0.046712726797335034,0.06473639493974491,0.06426670802233213,0.15092756222261894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06525027901593836,0.038643030561597895,0.0529225323580724,0.09858859898258547,0.11181104911388323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17749604553468584,0.12539129274306024,0.11235094376701013,0.0,0.1069478703420695,0.14929694809649316,0.07074636361717758,0.0,0.04520202250436943,0.10817674243232904,0.21397083688143415,0.05612482275789964,0.0,0.14721757809046293,0.04679304006632059,0.0,0.0,0.11586138398776866,0.051737157077671785,0.062281320191028965,0.0,0.0,0.060044608879606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843142672979768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06263248168260682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893830737072717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05982692072033877,0.08264982601173967,0.485916942240419,0.058638942540718636,0.05166236366144766,0.051776463795940315,0.0982615489452539,0.0,0.0638668206563175,0.049740184415552204,0.0,0.0,0.03905358257536103,0.0,0.176333107590477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059074946444477874,0.0,0.046699377366492656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024773053650713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893667602210076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055851130909395134,0.0,0.05108567078826701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17856661257539014,0.06307996628555268,0.0,0.0,0.0588152516137988,0.0,0.062228927421505126,0.058522391903552434,0.0,0.14992319987253475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992856376090248,0.05565313566428488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04662215281083438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06005614225462042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928013839469727,0.0,0.09008241528455306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04672341375130897,0.048914103239602685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055141739647171326,0.0,0.0,0.04702535609406019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773831643979358,0.07497728148517027,0.05748239735774149,0.04644767275691601,0.10234693549644268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03972211322384762,0.0,0.0,0.06090739146946536,0.0,0.0,0.0644367092118735,0.048274038640684094,0.10352605340249768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15837920868840422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04259347190570288,0.0,0.0,0.0831227620377529,0.0,0.0,0.0376763059104447 socialanxiety,BilI_Cosby,2020/03/30,Zoom meeting tomorrow. Pretty anxious My first zoom meeting is tomorrow and I am NOT looking forward to it. Any tips for a socially anxious person on not embarrassing myself/feeling awkward in all this? I don’t even know how to use zoom. I’m afraid I’ll do something wrong and everyone will see my face and make fun of me. I’d honestly rather just go to school.,3.658356807511741,5.632340492957745,4.979929577464791,80.4354342723005,73.64788732394365,8.11361502347418,32.960093896713616,8.841846274778883,3.037899530516432,289,15,53,6,6,96,55,71,0.094,0.731,0.175,0.7208,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,3,1,0,5,1,1,3,1,12,12,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,4,0,1,0,2,5,2,7,11,1,7,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,0,4,31,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663996659340197,0.0,0.0,0.5528669982794503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16161745279145487,0.0,0.0,0.23381469684321315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237241590655661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208135784644108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906470014756753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447690185392233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20548053577941394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333451198009782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136565343595854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489408021629363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476424317037956,0.19498868156652802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494337511292496,0.0,0.18837666570151992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21133623220913186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675334393075409,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,thegirlwho_criedwolf,2020/03/30,"Voicechat anxiety For some reason despite going on vc several times, i still get anxiety and it's so frustrating. Why?",2.7264285714285705,5.442842476190474,4.438452380952381,72.59196428571431,100.42857142857143,9.719047619047616,33.82142857142857,8.841846274778883,5.214228571428572,96,6,14,4,4,32,20,21,0.309,0.691,0.0,-0.7304,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5757303107564434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965989550378944,0.0,0.2138574993598288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868946177514703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42510699553932096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005102058408266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21942102958570844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33954831052647705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,KeySafety2,2020/03/30,"How To Tell if I’m being annoying Hi, I hope that you are all doing the best you can during this time. Also hope this is the right place to post this. Anyways I’ve been working a lot on my anxiety and challenging my thoughts lately , this has helped me remove my self from a toxic friendship that was heightening my anxiety. However, since quarantine started I’ve found my self really lonely so I’ve been reaching out to people ( something that is hard for me) and this makes me really anxious because I can’t tell if they’re genuinely interested in talking or just kinda talking out of boredom. I know it’s hypocritical of me since I’m kinda only talking to them since I’m lonely but I do genuinely care about how these people are doing. So how do I gauge if they’re interested? or tell whether or not I’m annoying them? Especially through text when I can’t see their facial expression. Thanks for taking the time to read",4.856410256410257,6.23505766666667,6.067777777777781,76.22115384615384,69.55555555555556,9.316239316239317,30.512820512820515,9.661875296680813,2.9949102564102565,740,30,134,17,13,248,104,180,0.1,0.763,0.13699999999999998,0.8690000000000001,1,5,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,3,3,10,12,2,0,5,0,16,1,1,4,1,27,31,17,0,5,10,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,10,4,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,5,2,20,8,16,25,3,13,0,2,1,0,16,6,0,11,5,90,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102047932764317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21084507515518333,0.15568351144430198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400631417787728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446207123899042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050416690325482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15109906485616378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344865943358002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923696177167359,0.0,0.0,0.27374834409553434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573552537562472,0.0,0.1554531238744542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171592054662692,0.0,0.0,0.09198773102477728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480898983537487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910770591408111,0.0,0.14397974877797182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198171342245782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13784502445998242,0.0,0.1765663234305868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768704992931402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981492016214724,0.0,0.2875270378891743,0.0,0.0,0.3419879392601778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609112456286793,0.0,0.0,0.09754102181145052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361426387761966,0.3322939041029674,0.3613500949626913,0.12687484432490334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940394572111972,0.16071359318511833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032566998207036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,EricNyre,2020/03/30,"I don't have anxiety (that I know), but a friend does. What are ways a non-anxious friend could help during isolation? Sorry for being an outsider, I was scrolling through some of the posts but wasn't finding an answer, I hope you might be able to help. I'm that guy that says Hi to everyone, looks people in the eyes, says good morning to strangers on the street. I'm sure you've encountered my type, wondering WTF is he doing randomly talking to the guy stocking the Gatoraid at Wal-Mart. A friend of mine can be anxious. She's good at hiding it and putting on a mask, but this whole COVID-19 thing is messing with her. I'm trying to come up with ways to help, but my ideas are going to come from my personal mindset and that's wrong for what she needs. She's trying to pretend things are ok, she's holding up, I'm not going to call her out, I just want to offer useful support. If you had a non-anxious friend who wanted to offer support, what are some things they could say/ do that would help? I'm in a state/ city with stay in place orders, she's in the same boat, so for now I can't just go give her a long hug and let her know it's going to be ok. Stuck with the virtual, text/ chat/ phone stuffs. I try to be available to just listen without judgement, not sure if there is any active thing I can do. Thoughts?",2.899168417366951,4.202113283088234,3.560693277310929,92.60377450980394,74.25735294117645,6.357422969187676,24.71708683473389,6.655083550727371,0.6566307422969193,1031,32,227,8,21,325,146,272,0.08,0.674,0.24600000000000002,0.9947,0,1,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,2,1,0,6,16,0,0,16,2,28,2,1,1,2,45,54,10,0,9,12,0,0,0,4,2,0,4,0,3,17,10,0,1,7,2,0,7,6,2,0,0,5,6,24,14,37,39,4,28,0,0,2,1,37,13,0,8,2,143,41,2,0.10303598408962583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006800243539199,0.0,0.07882224580667342,0.11640133399442272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521125986914708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17751275372735925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645316983624691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016748402407544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845529830773103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417302280367897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31842138286334165,0.0,0.0,0.09884150467936932,0.23423089689327806,0.17284338989044806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20404364708614367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762513929197848,0.0,0.0,0.10233798086859217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631508445409955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132517644637675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536127463314447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118360356598744,0.0865242763595843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093048964775442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639987663824374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714321779274579,0.08996704702388582,0.1076506732823386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986799909811899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357962273983903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24581505032895945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153403485080725,0.0,0.10982264966562863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179515506394066,0.0,0.2338480274265081,0.19422039124737595,0.0,0.0,0.08281642107753183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27381011789720616,0.0,0.0,0.0817990621360554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098640092116864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899000818299481,0.0,0.0,0.12154658597271442,0.1635703364801099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503599660894348,0.0,0.09932301181473267,0.1117381295243836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731938068504657,0.11265367374224472,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,quelquesfleurz,2020/03/30,"Anyone Else? Who else goes out and accomplishes interactions with very little stress at the time, only to go home and fret and go crazy over things in the way of “Oh my god that person thinks I’m an idiot I shouldn’t have said that.” “Everyone there hates me and I don’t belong.” etc. I’m wondering if this is still traditional social anxiety or maybe something else. And I’m also wondering about who feels this way lol.",2.8221951219512214,5.1905635975609785,3.9489634146341466,85.00685975609757,77.65853658536584,7.514634146341463,20.006097560975608,8.472884824447931,1.1240439024390243,333,8,66,7,8,108,62,82,0.149,0.764,0.087,-0.6689,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,2,1,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,14,15,8,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,7,7,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,2,4,0,8,13,1,11,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,4,2,37,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210765782223986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594100085329516,0.0,0.0,0.12425287408810624,0.18207597189842745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4453398782783467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19818391213772008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16980119830751556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985111181017957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019834770537669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754432347706463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782488832630254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17810337689896966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17852483099802052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514983896263355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15516191261841775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690346204647664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811440872276998,0.0,0.1368031351371436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419124801504973,0.0,0.20355622789365746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805684134526895,0.11386381169766716,0.0,0.0,0.1036190515345656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662217505861275,0.0,0.2821020261913649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3854189386655055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mocro18,2020/03/30,"Guilt free stay in weekends due to COVID Honestly, this quarantine has been great for me. I'm staying home without the guilty feeling or pressure of going out on the weekend. I can actually relax and not worry about what people think of me for staying home or saying no to hanging out. Anyone else?",4.271607142857143,6.651838660714287,5.0030000000000046,79.14200000000002,73.10714285714286,6.622857142857143,30.84285714285714,7.554174236665415,2.3046042857142863,239,11,39,3,5,77,46,56,0.113,0.629,0.258,0.9036,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,7,3,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,0,2,3,1,2,3,2,0,0,1,2,3,5,12,6,0,12,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,3,27,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.20474540378260486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670482512089789,0.21497630386509656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17527028232189246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608681482638163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924050407667874,0.0,0.0,0.23131751889175145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42091535409562997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545662449042218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668502370929839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6708922663332137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344385045842902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20225044863485767,0.0,0.0,0.21307339377685744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,raskolnikhhv,2020/03/30,"Does anyone actually greet strangers while walking? First of all, this is my first post here. I’ve been a semi-longtime lurker, but I’m happy to finally be a part of the community. For this initiation post, I have a simple question. Does anyone here say anything to strangers while walking? Today I was waking on a local park path to get some exercise and there was a surprisingly large amount of people walking about. Every time I pass someone I feel awkward and don’t know what to do or where to look. I hate making eye contact with random people, so I tend to look down. But then I realize looking down might make me look even more antisocial so I just sort of gaze around and pretend like I’m interested in the scenery or look straight forward. Like always, I feel like everyone was looking at me. I know the ideal thing to do is look someone in the eye, smile, and say hello like any other normal human being. I do this occasionally but not on a comfortable basis. It’s honestly very difficult. So, how do you feel about this kind of situation? Do you guys mind your own business while walking?",3.961047619047618,6.078524723809522,5.08666666666667,79.37333333333333,73.19047619047619,7.523809523809526,28.333333333333336,8.344100000000001,2.174761904761905,872,35,157,15,18,287,127,210,0.07,0.7490000000000001,0.182,0.9786,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,3,0,3,13,14,1,1,10,0,16,4,3,3,1,31,35,17,0,2,7,0,3,4,0,1,1,2,0,2,8,6,0,0,7,2,0,6,2,3,0,2,4,14,17,11,24,28,6,28,0,0,9,0,10,12,0,7,14,106,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.10678120780637908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104882470284577,0.0,0.0,0.07441149280621008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302241835979152,0.0,0.0900459272103042,0.0974098006260896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915138681168545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072272957149553,0.0,0.09219372143115157,0.10455850698061944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598289402658345,0.07817191867582758,0.0,0.11986770989007595,0.0,0.18615054729618344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05716907846897855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083461198376784,0.0,0.11648297558362355,0.0,0.10803270454103238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394736998063824,0.12027220077319573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213834491418476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6432151967913318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608160172667814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608066785437555,0.11048618627848483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721145214244483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849460589545815,0.0,0.15172046609669312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20959425654483071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225789682370188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17403535816107266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299620281470686,0.0,0.0,0.1854277561350939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269587725496537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638055174591928,0.0,0.10372034963303976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028555668149854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,idntevnknoanymor3,2020/03/30,"Covid-19 makes me feel worse The lockdown measures in my country and everyone’s commentary on it online reminds me that my usual way of living is not normal. Also the number of games people post in their stories makes me feel so left out as I’m never tagged even though I would freak out if I was. I mean today one of my religious friends tagged me in a religious challenge to post on my story and I just couldn’t do it. I didn’t want to seem like I was shoving beliefs down people’s throats. So I just replied to the other messages and pretended I didn’t see I was tagged. I feel awful though",4.583243801652892,5.2764780991735565,5.229411157024796,84.50957128099174,69.6611570247934,7.7028925619834725,30.001033057851238,7.645422480735847,1.8425776859504128,474,18,94,5,8,153,75,121,0.079,0.838,0.083,-0.3612,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,8,4,0,0,4,1,9,1,1,2,1,22,19,10,0,5,4,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,6,2,0,0,5,1,0,1,5,4,19,3,15,12,0,15,1,0,1,0,4,9,0,2,4,66,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521722922011635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568264253556122,0.0,0.0,0.18182720031372693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886441839344338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14701511640618442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20674717446839905,0.0,0.0,0.09296452299270584,0.0,0.1680267383339358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540358448713326,0.0,0.0,0.20727811920807368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676091771044136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186440670850849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894326626397867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26384182767423064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644843252825666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15163395005011512,0.17322996400475565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739116468975707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803696450335904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095740363099753,0.0,0.1122360899564456,0.15104081165643707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19391851476358976,0.13517428933409495,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ryforprezzy,2020/03/30,"Might as well talk about it does anyone else say the stupidest shit when not knowing what to say, like my brain will panic and I'll just say some dumb ass shit. Like not being able to think of anything in the moment so u shoot out some random saying or idk a short answer . I'll be thinking after like did I really just say that. everyday at work and school. at least before this virus. Overthinking is a bitch omg",1.737376171352075,4.156132831325301,2.650040160642572,92.48890227576977,82.13253012048195,5.616599732262381,16.451137884872825,6.937597516519254,-0.10256251673360106,327,6,67,4,9,103,66,83,0.28300000000000003,0.624,0.094,-0.9658,0,0,0,1,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,6,9,4,1,4,0,6,4,4,0,0,16,9,6,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,2,0,5,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,5,2,4,10,4,3,9,0,0,0,1,6,5,5,5,7,39,6,2,0.16509593496306013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543891639785975,0.1691602955046138,0.13585988738927726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048448076338318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18430166392264796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444765652480466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791646901397012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073240822399496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419726035154848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751406971015439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19370450777278775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576468346035936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6564545697412221,0.0,0.1670859002339234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389372094944921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326978588004404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21157361768530464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14844107275650378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019180693620315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,matzzzz1,2020/03/30,"I get so anxious when I post photos on Instagram. I haven't posted a photo in like 8 months, because I just feel like I have nothing to post and I am quite insecure, I archived all of my other photos. And I posted a photo right now, and my anxiety is going straight through the roof I swear to god I am on a verge of a panic attack and I have no clue why it's Instagram and a photo and I deleted the app because I don't wanna see who's liking it and idk how to calm myself down.",2.756857142857143,3.0581827809523787,5.094285714285718,85.25571428571429,73.57142857142857,7.523809523809526,26.42857142857143,7.447530270364453,1.2987142857142857,372,12,82,4,7,132,63,105,0.182,0.6779999999999999,0.14,-0.5083,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,1,2,7,0,7,0,0,1,1,12,11,10,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,2,16,4,11,11,1,15,0,0,1,0,1,7,0,0,6,59,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187991586952384,0.2095222142583358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21099276374360926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261150046647985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377647732760863,0.13249595150784652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689760181000018,0.0,0.10540380956275602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718259147812917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803607898858387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17795829136282734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217602754434257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7104953011745441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972644376572479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838576007159866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779127871359155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16735295964473018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Zyprexas,2020/03/31,"Social anxiety stopping me from making friends I was just out walking, and a girl in her house knocked on the window glass and waved to me. I panicked, and looked away, sort of raising my hand in acknowledgement without really looking at her. This is a common trend for me. Someone will try and initiate something, and I’ll give the impression that I want nothing to do with them. They’ll say hi, for example, and I’ll get flustered, look down at my feet and mumble back to them. This is also true of “friends” I’ve made. When I meet someone for the first time, I rarely speak to them afterwards thinking they’ll want nothing to do with me. I won’t even say hi to them unless they do it first, and I’ll deliberately distance myself even when people try to include me in their friendship groups. I ruin every chance I get of making friends. Every. 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I lived in a lil hood for the first part of my life when I was like 7-12 years old and then I moved around a lot and seen a lot of different neighborhoods but then eventually I moved back around the age of 15-19 to my city after my family got well off with money and I didn’t really click with my old hood friends as well cuz we ended having different lifestyles. I get that if I let my personality show the people who are truly friends will accept me but I still want to be presented in a different way and I believe that is apart of my personality. I don’t want to come off soft cuz I’m not, but I end up coming off that way anyways cuz I end up getting awkward around them and their demeanors like idk kinda intimidate me now. I’m the kind of person that’s not good at arguing but if it comes down to conflict I’ll fight you and maybe win if I have to cuz I’ve fought a lot of people but I want to be able to be aggressive with my words as well enough to the point where I don’t have to fight but can still get the point across that I won’t take shit from people. But most importantly What I’m getting at though is that a lot of my friends are black or more hood (even people that aren’t black it’s just that most of the time they are) than me so I’m referring to a “certain type of person” more than I’m referring to black people or hood people. I don’t like feeling vulnerable in social environments and I want to seem more aggressive because that’s how I feel around people who are “less hood than me” (Jesus I bet I sound dumb rn but I’m just trying to explain myself honestly) I don’t know how to portray myself as a tough guy anymore and I used to be more like that I want be more of an alpha male around other alpha males. I’m not super big I’m like 5’10 and fit but I’m big inside still so I want to be able to portray my energy in the right way without feelin like a “corny white boy” who “thinks he’s hot shit” I feel like I’m on the other side of a racial barrier most of the time. Or maybe I got little man syndrome or somethin idk fr🤷🏼‍♂️ I’m in the army now so I’ve been around a ton of cultures and easily got along with them it’s just that when I get around that hood/gangster personality my instincts freeze and I’m suddenly not myself anymore. It affects my job and developing my leadership skills because I feel like I’m not the person who deserves to be able to tell people what to do. I want to be able to fit in with them because I can relate but my mannerisms don’t show it and I don’t want to explain myself cuz I don’t have to. I just come off very “white” and inexperienced I know I care too much of what others think but I think if I can get past this it’ll help me in social environments. Ex: I’m from a lil hood in Ohio between Cleveland and Columbus and I’ve done plenty of shit to prove myself there but New Yorkers or Detroit people or etc. are more hood than I am “most of the time “and it shows by their (accent, lingo, walk, attitude, and how they talk) i just don’t feel like I have an “indicator” like they do. I want to be able to not be intimidated by these people’s character and show that I’m like them too and be friends without them rejecting me. Should I entirely abandon what I know about being in a hood environment and be more white or just embrace my hood more and be a stereotypical white boy instead? I’m really not trying to sound racist, uncultured, or offensive most of my friends, friends of family, girlfriends, and role models have been black or of another race I want to fit in with other cultures without seeming like a culture vulture that’s all maybe it’s way simpler than I’m making it sound but I want advice if you know how to help or have experienced similar issues I’d love to hear from you I’m open to all advice",2.9771209123518148,4.2519907835738096,4.406493268349177,86.72788528044525,74.01664816870144,7.398549116118966,24.711689105502742,7.9432368362626375,1.2045746626131997,3420,105,735,49,69,1138,319,901,0.133,0.7240000000000001,0.14300000000000002,0.8636,6,0,2,0,2,0,51.0,1,3,10,5,42,53,12,2,33,1,57,7,4,12,5,168,129,79,0,20,51,1,8,15,7,4,1,4,0,12,44,49,1,3,21,6,3,9,23,19,3,1,10,28,92,34,117,98,27,89,1,2,15,1,58,50,5,31,41,477,136,2,0.2223004279687996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689176216105697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04662027629133272,0.0,0.0,0.08818491625525919,0.0,0.0,0.03658686219886252,0.31663121811178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03418706146429913,0.03712231437177363,0.1084098220574443,0.0,0.0,0.050091291506881734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04533002037221449,0.0,0.0,0.1914921348700217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03549776059652631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393539797958959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04549810377443032,0.0,0.04355395775052145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181353181505714,0.04593915334837683,0.04958474792990388,0.029365467221624694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838260237030179,0.0,0.11240177576153018,0.09528688209518173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03781772609360694,0.0,0.0,0.20609851105036853,0.0,0.13937135820227026,0.0,0.0,0.03729101040157224,0.1066763758663308,0.0,0.0,0.044022474742521925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050109747724765084,0.0,0.05960131639023024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04640477826701004,0.044119774648057435,0.0,0.0,0.04629833744359898,0.09773640124257148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04546344978257838,0.031403473295811384,0.3258142808316417,0.04456068584852222,0.0392590701258179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119349945643268,0.04012696308600347,0.0,0.029677452372057343,0.0,0.1339983954617988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450806969776457,0.03268327855442738,0.03296659011607399,0.0,0.04293982771478247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330676167849987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629188018865877,0.042442182462790114,0.3390532783425467,0.23292499101015646,0.04645132659863197,0.0,0.0840583033115213,0.0,0.0,0.045231890738146666,0.0,0.04254229744751375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056964538593837974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037968670171290464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094958424104656,0.0,0.0,0.18255055581358748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064291654447047,0.0,0.0,0.04397216149367352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651764535983156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033428451240585265,0.03573533268215422,0.03886007446654355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395291051563185,0.04368180835968485,0.0,0.07777510034477607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06037095936299304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03839923902084325,0.0,0.03668422685169015,0.2884608144472659,0.14116138599074168,0.0,0.0,0.1199248691712556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857380785159087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02863083744121645 socialanxiety,NihilisticOtter,2020/03/31,Phone calls suck Does anyone else get more anxious talking to people over the phone than in person?,8.765,9.014787722222227,6.507777777777778,80.465,60.66666666666667,7.2,29.11111111111111,3.1291,1.2140444444444447,81,2,13,0,1,23,17,18,0.245,0.755,0.0,-0.6361,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,0,6,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4129716656896419,0.0,0.2556036685056377,0.3745529969066711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732712310629471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198985337251442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053732357103834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19098673695510265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253428929808954,0.3191874181477393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29381824232771936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hautecouturecheetos,2020/03/31,"Anyone got interesting tips/approaches/solutions on speaking in front of groups of people? I would say my anxiety in general is higher than the average person, but I’m especially anxious and nervous when I speak to more than 2 people in work meetings. Besides the typical advice on getting over these humps (like practice on what you’re going to say or imagine everyone in their underwear), do you have any unorthodox ways on tackling on speaking in front of a group of people?",14.098333333333334,9.626411081395354,13.152790697674419,51.822054263565924,54.465116279069775,16.58294573643411,53.08527131782946,14.06817628641468,7.392834108527132,387,21,57,11,3,128,64,86,0.092,0.8859999999999999,0.022000000000000002,-0.7045,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,1,1,3,0,1,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,6,8,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,5,5,2,19,6,1,16,0,0,0,1,11,11,0,1,2,38,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487082833755149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17307835079752856,0.0,0.19470262939143726,0.287528546813699,0.0,0.17796221259622316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24319917888473286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297313956318768,0.0,0.1446462576748058,0.0,0.203558217400476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434275849942833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5293441993423458,0.22223194016949208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4047997377155403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20202148693677016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852893336644432,0.0,0.0,0.18079955097838774,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Fortnightkid,2020/03/31,Question about college I have really bad social anxiety and have barely any friends and soon I'll be going to college. Do you think dorming with a random person would be helpful or should I just stick by myself? Thanks,3.0034146341463384,5.974738121951223,3.725073170731708,82.96078048780491,82.41463414634146,5.231219512195122,25.27317073170732,6.742157984588678,1.4211619512195126,177,7,28,2,5,56,35,41,0.124,0.691,0.184,0.4147,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,10,10,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,4,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,3,1,21,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354248475760605,0.0,0.26483865044889165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890588261383067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267469825455219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19675091083676413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320475816717598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022846034749827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3878182499091396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22178173608115956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529027688265506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318730352342257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22182813158423156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459273879995563,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,meep7076,2020/03/31,"Frustrated We have this math project that we're supposed to make, and it's supposed to be a video that would show people how someone could apply concepts in calculus to real life situations. This is fine with me, however, the fact that my professor wants it to be a vlog just makes me dread making this thing. I have been procastinating just because I really don't want to make this video. I really don't want to show myself on camera. Even though I'm grade conscious, I really do not want to making this video even if it means I'll get a lower grade just because of my social anxiety, and this frustrates me. I'm just so frustrated at the fact that my social anxiety is so strong that I'd rather get a low grade than film myself. I don't know, I'm just really disappointed in myself, and I'm sad that this is what it's come to. I just really don't like taking pictures or filming myself because I really hate how I look and act, and because of this, my dad who loves to take pictures and videos of us has gotten mad at me multiple times. When we went to another country last year, he even shouted at me while we were buying street food just because I told him that I no longer wanted him to take that many photos and videos of me. He kept on yelling at me for a good 10 mins, just telling me that I'm so selfish and that I'm basically a bitch for not wanting to take pictures and videos. My social anxiety flared up at that moment because we were in public and everyone was staring at us. I'm just so frustrated and disappointed at myself for making my dad mad and for being okay with a low grade because of my anxiety. I'm also really hurt that my family and friends don't understand me and keep on taking pictures and videos of me while I'm not looking then sending it to me, because when I see pictures or videos of myself my entire day, or sometimes, my entire week is ruined. I just really hate how I look which is why I look at the mirror only 0 - 2 times a day. I usually don't post, but I just really wanted to post on this subreddit because nobody back at home or school understands me, so I thought that I could just share my experience to people who maybe could.",9.944403743315508,6.067649777272727,9.951390374331547,69.81532085561497,61.45454545454546,13.352941176470587,38.836898395721924,11.088447113337141,4.0348703208556165,1722,57,343,33,17,576,178,440,0.126,0.84,0.034,-0.9783,2,0,0,0,1,0,32.0,6,0,0,1,29,26,9,1,11,1,26,3,0,9,2,75,74,36,0,13,22,2,0,1,1,1,1,2,1,0,32,22,1,2,6,12,1,4,10,18,0,0,9,8,55,8,46,58,0,42,0,7,6,1,24,20,1,5,17,227,87,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0557329803593029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307854915263033,0.21325795517811907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053589147262673976,0.0,0.3823545153567201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0600338243514127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16693111124121526,0.0,0.0,0.08989165410979885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809350204201293,0.0,0.0,0.06659406674689293,0.0,0.06817253187685493,0.0656997843081147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427231652255908,0.0,0.0538441688474734,0.0,0.07282279629580385,0.0,0.0,0.05845467151573248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761361642982126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990715111491441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460714658793366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06194579979931659,0.0,0.0,0.0383011157933352,0.0568086008490842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04922579721471791,0.034048182222392934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340962257656099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06290010436449213,0.0,0.2791212752592941,0.07065714639851321,0.07001537462609153,0.0759154454443349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05300420424836951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663185844826254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334920927352091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932519921282279,0.4018205755383482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053242096797703,0.05553581297687759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833716812133887,0.0,0.21312784990715544,0.059050137216840125,0.0,0.06892755729249575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620000256771945,0.0,0.06091422204861829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04630052821085548,0.0,0.06847242086985393,0.05532797419084121,0.08127638795158232,0.0,0.0,0.06659406674689293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451044749169815,0.16766273212155305,0.0,0.07675632324735646,0.0,0.2877446475088188,0.0,0.0559030327371395,0.0,0.0,0.06460554520351536,0.0628865434337835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04950747539887712,0.0,0.0,0.0448796152162206 socialanxiety,innerchildkthh,2020/03/31,"depressed, stressed, sleep deprived, panics and gets overwhelmed in minutes. hello!! im a TMI person!. i dont really know if im introvert, extrovert or even ambivert. i have no idea honestly. but i do like to make new mutuals, talk to ppl about everything and nothing and stuff. lately, i have been talking to a lot of new ppl -mostly older than me- and whenever someone reads my message but doesnt respond to me in 3m i start to panic and think that i have f*cked up somehow. one time, someone said something that made me feel guilty so i started shaking, sweating and hardly breathing but i managed to response to them to ease the misunderstanding (even tho most of my replies where keyboard smash and ""my mind is blank"" ""lol, i really dont know how to say this"") and even tho the misunderstanding have been solved i barely could sleep that night (i stayed up till 8 o'clock and slept for two hours) i screenshoted the convo and sent it to my BFF a couple of days later and she said the convo was normal, the other part clearly didnt mind it that much and everything seemed okay. but i just cant help but feel very uncomfortable and guilty. and i feel like breaking down while writing this. it is not even the first accident this month. i wasnt like this before, i really dont know what changed. pls tell me how to stop myself from getting overwhelmed and stressed from nothing :(",3.3501136363636377,5.740844268939397,3.859460606060608,86.20069090909092,76.00757575757576,6.496727272727274,27.22666666666667,7.554174236665415,1.6125259393939395,1093,44,205,15,25,343,151,264,0.172,0.7020000000000001,0.126,-0.9243,0,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,1,1,13,14,0,7,9,2,18,5,5,4,1,48,36,29,0,3,9,0,4,3,0,0,0,3,0,1,14,15,0,1,9,1,0,2,9,9,0,3,10,7,27,5,25,25,5,27,0,4,0,0,15,6,0,7,20,138,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335394950885128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362521574484093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821046602024488,0.108387241846839,0.0,0.063173977339961,0.0,0.08436997498768417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444136208830403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25879794530252576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17607435809515967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14858957493796265,0.06998029668205379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332193163465099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235668101967252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774997587170891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565832114429379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964676322779773,0.0,0.0,0.1105812077657903,0.21162012305142952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16150334612385034,0.0,0.11049944107740192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435701087148986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327929602463703,0.0,0.0926890121125493,0.06538686782792039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19781671541414744,0.0,0.07818811525464264,0.0,0.07200945647994987,0.0,0.0,0.1892144112736396,0.0,0.09192574114385382,0.09597678240130103,0.1879842196667348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06637800514154578,0.0,0.0,0.22986219791386744,0.0,0.1060775764015033,0.0,0.0,0.08553202506549269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798322335696667,0.0,0.1882607396290908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863585354233677,0.07789911136622373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917611422869394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19605491609345307,0.0,0.16599681327041468,0.07541186484574974,0.0,0.0,0.13866853394324294,0.1044088245051044,0.0,0.08189619984997205,0.2244181718648242,0.0,0.11213700259746184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574677937702507,0.08561848642100542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276670757551221,0.0,0.0,0.05711934819283114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568947676916732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082454863205728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,apensivepotato,2020/03/31,"How do you keep things interesting So lets say you started making friends, not that much, but maybe one or two friends And being the overthinking-and-always-socially-awkard weirdo that you are.. How in the world do you keep these people to still want to be around you Ok yeah, people say 'if they leave, means theyre just not for you' or something similar But yk, i want them to keep staying as my friends. Id like to at least try.. Tips?",4.467131782945739,5.517630441860469,4.132558139534884,90.96341085271321,70.16279069767441,7.593798449612403,25.96124031007752,7.793537801064563,1.1159519379844958,342,10,74,4,6,103,61,86,0.052000000000000005,0.701,0.247,0.9513,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,6,2,0,6,6,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,3,0,19,14,10,0,3,8,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,10,6,9,11,2,7,0,0,0,0,13,4,0,3,3,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628303494788226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4239517856959911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4877414398517354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936772666141798,0.0,0.1870397861779182,0.0,0.08936150352557831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209509776581122,0.0,0.18375956477286612,0.19924465574723424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446127519245074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394582117903401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536161285499814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909177311615356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081449864329426,0.0,0.0,0.1294659674890596,0.19495972293875186,0.14607366069195454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151852301322988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418515735839535,0.0,0.17867832501225936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21577232745284947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,[deleted],2020/03/31,"Feeling like shit because of my social anxiety It comes and goes in waves, sometimes I feel less anxious then other times. But other times it´s flight or flight. Yesterday it was flight. I was with my friend and her family. We were all the dinner table and her two big sisters and their boyfriends were talking about something. I said something about the topic to my friend and my friend was like ´´Tell Lina, she´ll think it´s funny´´, one of her sister. And I just felt my anxiety coming as my friend kept telling me to tell her sister, because I knew that by doing that, everyone would stop talking and listen to what I´m saying, as people do. Her sister heard it, kind of, as I got up to try to escape casually (or not casually) and fill up water and said. *´´Tell me what, tell me, what, can´t you talk or something, ´´* and everyone looked at me.They resumed discussion and as I got back from taking a new glas of water that I didn´t need, my friend told me that I was being so weird and acting so socially weird, and that it´s her family that I´ve known since I was little and she didn´t think there would be an issue. I just felt so embaressed after because I knew that they all thought that I was weird. It´s awful having social anxiety on it´s own, but for people to notice it and make a comment, shameful. I guess I just wonder if anyone else feels like a social retard. A big part of the reason why I don´t speak up or stay quiet in social gatherings is because that triggers my social anxiety, as it´s many more people that will pay attention to you. I just feel like absolute shit when people have to make comments such as the one above, or ´´*Why are you so quiet, and she does say a thing like usual, say something, talk*, ´´ *I feel so heartbroken right now. It makes me so sad because it´s a constant reminder that I´m not ´´normal´´. I´m not fully functioning and social as one could be. I feel like I´m constantly behind a glas window, not quite fitting it, not being normal. It´s exhausting and lonely.*",3.9891729323308236,5.4055736691729335,4.8867243107769465,83.71595112781955,71.70676691729324,7.4252631578947375,24.578195488721803,7.908726449838941,1.3385344360902258,1590,45,304,21,30,517,181,399,0.12300000000000001,0.8009999999999999,0.076,-0.9688,0,2,5,0,0,0,51.0,1,3,2,1,17,23,2,1,12,1,22,6,2,5,2,70,53,41,0,6,17,4,8,6,5,3,1,10,1,0,23,22,3,2,17,2,1,4,5,9,0,4,20,19,46,14,35,25,6,30,0,2,1,0,50,12,2,8,19,195,69,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19739993141072,0.07287795187596002,0.0,0.045106900546227784,0.06609813106179316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04960421750820671,0.0,0.19662352374812755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113932701262244,0.0,0.1394248114310923,0.0,0.05150599560957145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056453146506017016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053889837548885655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328416257408024,0.0,0.0,0.12162859674133845,0.0,0.1957092032261191,0.184343862762785,0.12387945669497855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492013774698573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318909990721872,0.0,0.07106505149292694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733169263408817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717725076251205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890980009560647,0.06465597973236861,0.0,0.0,0.054172163086534594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918280245498345,0.06540302724507595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04783335673144425,0.0,0.0623041718854165,0.0,0.0,0.1264122306010197,0.0,0.07344507659513075,0.0,0.0,0.13114096163961958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985805688711204,0.0,0.17889247989689616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861433879606528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06632703679173296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055091198044056974,0.12272758871987208,0.1539028531160902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243720122417466,0.053363348818689066,0.0,0.0,0.4603188353555709,0.0,0.19865183663011865,0.06380205170064003,0.0,0.0,0.06875908980223189,0.0,0.05393325886616473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04850350089410552,0.20740281722602225,0.281922970805273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042857585713363996,0.08267082218829275,0.0,0.051213743943310325,0.0752326139184494,0.0,0.0,0.06164208128704012,0.0,0.043798063816456866,0.0,0.06301690836465737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104866466393757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642050445544005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06995835654751167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916521237380688,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sparkey087,2020/03/31,"Helping friends/family with social anxiety How would you approach a friend or family member who clearly needs help with their general/social anxiety? There is someone close to me who suffers from anxiety and even full blown anxiety attacks on occasion. He is a very difficult person to talk with, very quiet and aloof when trying to talk to. Thought you guys might have some idea on how you’d want someone to help you and some insight on what not to say to make it worse.",7.708636363636366,7.908366227272732,7.364909090909091,73.60736363636364,62.86363636363637,11.130909090909093,36.91818181818182,10.793553405168565,4.136924545454545,380,17,65,9,5,120,59,88,0.182,0.6729999999999999,0.14400000000000002,-0.4391,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,1,0,5,4,1,0,2,0,6,0,0,3,1,22,10,7,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,2,4,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,2,6,1,14,6,3,7,0,1,0,0,18,5,0,4,1,44,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5013014106225576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863741063130684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820458774703187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088784615209041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657046146059578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16221208725093675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32942448116930384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18493800613260805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935417696796894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17379198673982207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147384770055103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304530123779324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027987871216068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16699852488061995,0.27761606416542056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633519781376459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005841440049107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122613375201147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703448655080596,0.09662797979951587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16695123943287518,0.11637627882669058,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Kitchen_Particular,2020/03/31,"Support groups for social anxiety Has anyone tried any online support groups for social anxiety outside of this sub? I don't want to do an in-person one, that's for sure. I'd love any recommendations though! Or if you haven't attended one, is there a reason you wouldn't recommend it?",3.680727272727272,5.991004709090912,5.005454545454548,78.76818181818184,74.63636363636364,8.036363636363637,25.54545454545455,8.841846274778883,2.1722,229,8,41,5,5,76,42,55,0.11599999999999999,0.669,0.215,0.8325,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,1,1,6,10,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,4,5,9,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,2,0,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29594482578354353,0.0,0.3329199490827915,0.0,0.0,0.15214784448822946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19638844914215486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29489670680037194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899960119620528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22372443144949355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4436224532551157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.493849627013247,0.20508119916903544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137864901736257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477330723622311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12834347334022947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,6554378899,2020/03/31,"Major fuck-up at the supermarket (COVID-19 style) So, I live in one of the countries that have been hit the hardest by the pandemic, and as a result there's a series of strict rules in place: among others, don't go out of the house unless it's strictly necessary, only one person at a time, and by all means keep a distance between yourself and other people, which should ideally be 2 meters. Sounds easy not to fuck up, right? I'm the only person without a health condition in my household so I'm handling all the shopping. I've managed until yesterday. Yesterday, I went to the supermarket and, for whatever reason, when I needed to have the fruit weighed (there's a worker at the fruit section who has to weigh them for you), I stood by the counter instead of keeping the distance. Now I don't know what kind of retarded logic was going through my head, I guess I was thinking it would be better to stand closer so I could take the bags out of the cart and drop them on the counter, hell if I know. Thing is, I hear the employee muttering something under her breath (which I don't even understand is directed at me), until she (understandably) angrily shouts something like: ""It's impossible to work in these conditions! You, please step back!"". This is when it finally lands and I step back, not before dropping a fruit bag I was holding and picking it up from the floor. During this whole interaction, I don't even remember if I managed to say ""Sorry"" or ""thank you"" or anything inteligible at all. TLDR: guess I'm now one of these assholes who make the lives of essential workers worse and endanger everyone, and I've become an official person-that-everyone-hates-during-a-pandemic™",6.655302631578947,6.9908291750000044,7.05592105263158,74.47276315789476,65.0625,10.236842105263158,34.96710526315789,10.064110947511567,3.552875,1336,58,238,28,19,436,179,320,0.069,0.8690000000000001,0.062,-0.6401,1,0,2,0,0,0,55.0,0,3,2,5,14,7,2,0,26,0,19,9,2,4,3,44,43,22,0,7,8,0,0,1,0,2,1,4,0,2,18,11,5,3,9,1,1,5,7,2,0,3,6,7,25,5,44,31,6,43,1,0,0,1,14,23,2,6,13,169,43,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976174364669402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18242905239282067,0.0,0.0,0.13101087729702318,0.1009402785401764,0.0,0.0,0.10491327940329948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094711603605564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670005343710974,0.0,0.0,0.11335030609902765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994678290450334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21933193480746355,0.0,0.0,0.13483349457597468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26135539785416034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217424369065265,0.1260917544118966,0.1336978582177713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687615786078838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21087690576065396,0.0,0.12352863138030992,0.13038528539215258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05795368965364735,0.0,0.20949431317328585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791824345494165,0.0,0.0,0.12921630107776647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795818561034081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24114805719736415,0.1804377798077148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223893861039439,0.3107336779512548,0.1239368218679333,0.13021351905900785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121965218662483,0.0,0.0,0.13437785646474862,0.10130423942984064,0.0,0.09433455817836038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18264508610850635,0.0,0.13278984507359864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919047764821693,0.0,0.0,0.10921303248601777,0.0,0.0,0.07880850804913482,0.07600946305548753,0.0,0.0,0.06917060260000576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469835144727203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996562730349699,0.0,0.1324394486853792,0.0,0.114349293388848,0.0,0.0863596776274641,0.0,0.1208879802845553,0.08426707910753363,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cthaven,2020/03/31,"I answered a call! This morning I got a call from a number I hadn’t saved. I saw that the number was from my area but had no idea who it was, but I answered it!! This is really huge for me as I usually have a panic attack if someone calls me and just ignore it, even if its someone I know",2.760625000000001,2.5619788125000014,5.031250000000004,87.48875000000002,73.375,7.65,25.375,7.1686216300943375,0.96395,220,6,52,2,4,78,42,64,0.231,0.6559999999999999,0.113,-0.8987,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,12,9,6,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,6,1,10,1,4,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,2,1,41,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596157021054254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6990673013128995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507270005189773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825160830261028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25761524096830984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541529213235006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677489543725417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461937243054306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867140711756522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513351505218394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bibaporu,2020/03/31,"WFH tools exacerbating my anxiety I suppose this is because I am currently only interacting directly with my husband and son and don't feel anxious about that. My anxiety has to do with the remote possibility that I will somehow embarrass myself virtually while doing my job. It's not that I don't know how to use the tools; it's that I don't trust myself. For example, the other day I attended a webinar in which one single participant (not a presenter) had his video on - out of over a hundred. This only became apparent at the end when the presentations were done. Even though I had explicitly denied permission for GoToMeeting to access my webcam this made me excessively check that I hadn't been doing the same thing and I hadn't been scratching my nose in front of a hundred people. I certainly had not done that but I was shaking off the fear for the rest of the day. Today I had a virtual catch-up/coffee break with my work team. I felt that one person was monopolizing the conversation. After the virtual chat was done a colleague sent a comment to me via our private chat (this is on Microsoft Teams). I checked that it was indeed our private chat and replied with a mildly critical comment about the oversharer. IMMEDIATELY I was struck with fear that I had sent the comment to everyone. I hadn't, but nothing short of deleting that comment will make me feel even 5% better and I know the feeling will last all day. There is no rationalization that will help me. That my boss would have called me up on it, that my friend would have told me, that I can't see anyone else's private chats -- nothing. I just feel horrendous and I will until tomorrow, probably. If anyone has any coping mechanisms to recommend I would love to hear them.",5.625822134387351,6.957150554545457,6.668682476943348,72.8065019762846,67.6969696969697,10.223978919631094,32.2266139657444,10.374825546531014,3.554926218708827,1393,59,248,37,23,466,168,330,0.08800000000000001,0.821,0.091,0.7120000000000001,3,1,0,0,0,0,33.0,2,0,1,4,10,9,0,4,22,0,42,2,1,5,3,39,58,14,0,4,7,2,6,0,1,8,0,1,0,1,25,12,0,0,7,7,3,5,11,4,0,2,24,9,43,5,33,26,4,31,0,0,1,1,27,11,0,2,14,193,68,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842329397722168,0.0,0.18951387945921386,0.13993301100311364,0.0,0.17321958831100853,0.12691507188480944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550739559461654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095491669268806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648075309537454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23964943423271204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802729223572141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347391819571336,0.0,0.10970826605931816,0.0,0.0,0.16362428482902966,0.0,0.0,0.11835900731232755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787667521627669,0.2505209269607635,0.0,0.1189305196602016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569835100424537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396056730946532,0.0,0.08302458373656166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291761815201495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614672494723934,0.10096709709673296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179365183866688,0.11720474287920965,0.08268133252021878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23770500547179185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16786924033677142,0.18841092922169594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587289678637425,0.10815477236467297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396399925029831,0.0,0.0,0.1335482002900922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987049449796966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229088302868898,0.0,0.1216974448073624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174102229953379,0.11835900731232755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698021549164416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017572221524824,0.0,0.0,0.2639719690804421,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CaptVimesNightWatch,2020/03/31,"Well that’ll teach me for answering a call without thinking! We’re all stuck working at home at the moment and video calls have become a big thing for some. I provide support for our system and was expecting a call from a user at 10:30am. On time the voice app we have rings and I hit answer only to find myself in a “virtual coffee break” video call with people I know but not well enough to say anything too. What followed was 10 minutes of me sitting looking awkward on camera not knowing what the heck to say!",6.013201320132012,6.193805188118813,6.046287128712872,81.69570132013202,66.42574257425743,7.921452145214522,32.67491749174917,7.1686216300943375,2.108345214521452,408,16,76,3,6,129,73,101,0.065,0.9,0.036000000000000004,-0.4224,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,8,0,5,0,0,0,1,18,13,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,4,5,0,0,6,2,0,1,3,1,2,0,3,5,8,3,16,8,3,13,0,0,1,0,8,7,1,1,2,52,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079080417289258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18895319768298569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6987996977611884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17677958573722366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637128562645033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716151622422836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880509245793418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436707873384513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012009453302414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861084167277655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27211200760683485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19414857674327493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366323092966338,0.10962624932233367,0.0,0.0,0.09976275876161243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076572255031104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16492267729515975,0.0,0.12455406432845798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Volume__One,2020/03/31,"Long Stories I can’t really handle when people try to tell me long stories. It’s almost panic inducing. The person in my life that has done this the most is my dad. He loves to tell these drawn out stories, especially when drunk or stoned, and he gets real greedy with people’s attention. And he is so invested in getting a laugh. The expectation of a reaction on my end really freaks me out. The problem is, I rarely have much of a reaction to anything. It’s very hard to surprise me at this point. But I still play along to some extent, for fear of what will happen if I relax and truly show that I am not moved by what he is saying. But I kinda feel like an asshole. Do you think the problem is that I need to perk up, or my dad needs to mellow out? And does anyone else feel like their anxiety flares up massively when being told stories? I posted this here because I figured some of you could relate.",3.9441758241758222,5.023699131868135,5.171098901098902,82.92390109890111,71.41758241758241,8.017582417582418,25.538461538461537,8.384062270229773,1.5984923076923074,710,21,141,11,13,236,114,182,0.11199999999999999,0.7709999999999999,0.11699999999999999,0.45799999999999996,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,1,0,6,12,0,2,9,0,14,3,0,1,0,33,24,13,0,7,6,2,3,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,11,9,1,0,6,4,1,1,2,5,0,0,2,4,19,7,24,19,5,19,0,0,0,1,15,10,0,8,9,97,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515668692187196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579127919239302,0.0,0.0,0.10583561356532722,0.1550879393559068,0.12455777470401655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226868184362562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084999371760025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245763565675273,0.15489556137917854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644327038336256,0.0,0.13406153154837155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703239832425172,0.15306603759063375,0.2162656443497694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816047247410467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338486433243249,0.0,0.13559034452077787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691123853263602,0.14789535313376512,0.0,0.0,0.2679006666258633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660983553211625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087352324916832,0.11126825866191792,0.2244655517119074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759033149485434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098702764193175,0.1321631901431554,0.0,0.0,0.14308572225966776,0.0,0.14496265958256144,0.0,0.0,0.2896653925694355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722827414597021,0.19393234997097186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036889176415246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087764182142885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26459357864996264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698645976884504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463258205408336,0.0,0.10276465243355593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488924681619502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cassandraaw,2020/03/31,"Zoom anxiety I'm not sure if this is relevant to the sub. I'm actually not even diagnosed with social anxiety, so I'm really sorry if this isn't the place. My school is doing online schooling which has been working fine for me. I just can't use voice chat or video chat, just the thought of it makes me start hyperventilating, crying, feeling dizzy and shaking. My teacher knows this and has communicated this to all my other teachers. So I haven't had to use my mic or turn on my webcam. My math teacher has a rule that you have to have your webcam on (Just a part of your face needs to be visible, not all of it). Luckily I have been able to avoid it, until now. We're going to have a test in a few weeks and my teacher wants us to start showing our full faces tomorrow. I can't even handle turning the webcam on even though I'm not visible at all, so going straight to showing my full face feels impossible. I'm not sure what to do at this point. It just feels like I'm going to throw up every time I even think about showing my full face. We also recently had a test at home that I wasn't able to give her before the quarantine as I was sick. She said it was fine and to give it to her after it. But today she told me that my grades were going down because I hadn't done the test at all. I'm sure she just forgot but I'm not sure how to bring it up with her as I already had the chance to do so and didn't. She might also just changed her mind and decided I couldn't give it to her later. I'm really really sorry for rambling, again I'm not sure if this is relevant. Sorry. I just don't know what to do anymore, sorry.",3.054804347826085,3.734490194202902,4.894510869565217,85.5748097826087,73.14492753623188,8.30072463768116,24.51992753623189,8.59863814320734,1.3863840579710145,1267,35,284,22,24,435,149,345,0.086,0.877,0.037000000000000005,-0.8761,0,2,0,0,0,0,31.0,3,3,0,1,22,10,0,2,12,0,34,6,4,4,9,58,71,24,0,6,21,0,3,1,0,1,2,2,1,0,22,9,0,2,8,6,0,7,16,2,0,0,16,5,39,8,41,52,9,36,0,0,0,0,23,17,0,6,13,198,61,8,0.18252405025001006,0.0,0.08905857181661216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070991409945892,0.14596441704080998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963039885096268,0.0,0.09050740608631977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05563248345271073,0.0,0.07765726161561648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654312166956502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024704926525928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092629034451343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339273720122852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24111082752963134,0.0,0.07689219226668499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13843446606072687,0.06519760898431844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26264055115721835,0.2074652480509387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154325225107987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031044460111227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044586015653129314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06091811043217989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681458663938826,0.09214862949731692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766963525326973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882787979095498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953493921237334,0.0,0.08627211223653199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17539437057836466,0.0,0.09011023987819584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681108468734773,0.0,0.0,0.1847240833469854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303014171711613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4086414615815903,0.12919146221308805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4300668931930685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0584770207010389,0.08966447632270699,0.07245185388212505,0.05321562076015548,0.0,0.08650572882999705,0.08720477595510916,0.0,0.0,0.19853375357156447,0.0,0.0,0.10977697942860416,0.1576421758753033,0.0,0.0,0.053828706936265874,0.0,0.07320489171478381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06643984121647699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Jazmin0208,2020/03/31,Jobs for people with anxiety I want to get a job soon but my anxiety is getting in the way of that. I want to be a cashier at target but I have anxiety working with money. I feel like I would make mistakes. I know how to count money and do basic math but I feel like I would mess up in the moment. I know the cash register tells you how much to give back but I have anxiety if someone were to give me change after the transaction like if they had extra change but I already put how much they gave me. It would make me feel better knowing if you can use a calculator or if there is a policy where you cannot accept it. I just want to know some possible jobs that don’t work with money you can get with a high school diploma. I will be graduating in 2020. I don’t want my anxiety of getting in the way of getting a job but other possible jobs without working with money would be helpful.,2.8714671814671817,4.049328567567572,4.616544401544402,85.50033783783786,74.13513513513513,7.8803088803088785,26.18725868725869,8.418075326091056,1.656158301158301,695,24,148,12,14,236,89,185,0.10099999999999999,0.777,0.122,0.609,5,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,2,4,8,7,0,0,11,0,20,0,0,6,0,43,42,15,0,13,13,0,3,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,8,0,5,2,4,2,0,0,3,3,25,5,23,31,4,16,0,0,0,0,12,8,0,6,7,108,30,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751852340218424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726756804619848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491911625923216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617059699272356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061400603777264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779348698599587,0.13921073630196973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545207295082212,0.18693111132416748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06530654815866434,0.10294215073151924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4834306291052124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21418409462005772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280091320533336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007309837739933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432473129232848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754701098288952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21967965353991087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794596941894544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860628348205784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825537318887972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515977425675128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414987803127869,0.0,0.0,0.2298714337387093,0.15467381277268746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392087382127186,0.0,0.21279474875580995,0.0,0.0,0.27685130251684303,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ll8X,2020/03/31,"How do you train social skills? Currently I have a few weeks off and before starting a new job. I'd like to start and train my social skills seriously from now on. I am especially nervous making phone calls. I originally planned to arrange two visits to doctors but corona doesn't want me to. Do you have any strategies to just train social skills? Please share them with me.",3.542837022132794,6.126581070422535,3.9882494969818936,84.53436619718312,76.32394366197184,6.310663983903421,24.227364185110666,7.447530270364453,1.2046885311871227,300,10,55,4,7,94,52,71,0.062,0.826,0.11199999999999999,0.6684,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,1,4,3,4,0,1,2,0,6,1,0,3,0,9,10,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,9,2,9,10,1,10,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,0,8,34,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15061682071921184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884667032064561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261600861244116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266984181871585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197888487152269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820597075453572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784239361346455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21391077748575413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431230922371037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6773256129621932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135352503960278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21635783696513008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063709333918147,0.0,0.1776612297812015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Rancidbones813,2020/03/31,"Social Anxiety I've been diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety back in 2011. Recently, at work, I had lost my cool over an assignment. I got to the point where I got angry and said things without thinking about the consequences. Is this due to general anxiety disorder?",6.130306122448977,8.543229734693881,7.007908163265308,66.63798469387757,67.9795918367347,13.063265306122448,36.73979591836735,12.161744961471696,6.0295265306122445,223,12,34,10,4,74,40,49,0.34,0.621,0.04,-0.9371,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,3,1,3,1,0,0,0,6,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,2,4,1,8,2,0,8,0,2,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,24,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5119737685346261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715370955561788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921411043034204,0.2264246001540889,0.0,0.0,0.2556725026087558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35683978863716936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24352150182620494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108855893112704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22026759919350225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122030663031539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520203487297607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274050762306185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14820646600471338,0.1429426109087888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150440997148575,0.0,0.16240711749666573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,WuschelBlep,2020/03/31,"I would love to ride my longboard to work, but I'm scared of being laughed at. I have a pretty cool commute to work - its usually a 15 minute walk. I've bought a longboard a few years ago and used to ride it a lot back in school. I was never good at it tho and the older I got the more my social anxiety kicked in and I was too scared to ride it anywhere because I was afraid I might fall and embarrass myself. Today I got up super early so I would meet less people on the street, hoping my anxiety about riding my longboard wouldn't be so bad. Low and behold, it was great. I was slow and awkward looking, tripped and fell a lot but I really had fun. Until I tripped in front of two guys standing in front of their company and fell on my face. They didn't ask me if I was hurt or anything, they just laughed. After that, I carried my longboard the whole way to work and I honestly feel my anxiety kicking in when I even think about riding it back to my place when there's more people on the street. &#x200B; I know its pretty unreasonable and those two guys were probably just dicks and most people wouldn't laugh at me for trying something new. But I just can't overcome the fear of falling on my face and embarassing myself. Do you guys have any tips on how to overcome that fear?",4.004648006785413,4.833083290076338,4.679033078880408,87.44126378286688,71.06106870229006,7.501611535199323,26.769296013570823,7.594959193182576,1.3092614079728575,1010,32,212,11,18,324,137,262,0.14300000000000002,0.682,0.175,0.9283,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,3,4,16,21,0,7,12,1,20,4,3,2,1,35,32,24,0,6,8,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,10,12,0,0,3,0,1,14,5,10,0,2,12,3,35,11,31,13,8,49,0,2,1,2,11,18,1,7,15,150,45,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999824238338866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220901085344026,0.1370534212183321,0.07670175371623679,0.0,0.2588544389059257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281738978173726,0.0,0.10544436751116168,0.0,0.0,0.1734586471054473,0.0941757810198936,0.06875635204368129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449739751984273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538424852140365,0.0570305230129395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946037468035496,0.1804185466989144,0.12435248533045296,0.0,0.3350424949090367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202692144160302,0.0,0.0,0.12074510766244854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061986988667465326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947160402057681,0.0,0.0,0.1917817643835673,0.1017982890488696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965343606491315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699137929056637,0.10893425909280406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345852512575185,0.0,0.11784259779779767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294980099899376,0.12160778426584096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225680838196416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258469526119809,0.1141505224762062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497622931057427,0.0,0.08683202900330975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227192410354924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691268798536256,0.0,0.0,0.0765776911427315,0.0,0.22036085274186576,0.0,0.0,0.09741521741185312,0.12422336114077685,0.0,0.0,0.08952825275380054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592713326652824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24633959310603765,0.0,0.0,0.16024699296301032,0.0,0.1370534212183321,0.07263371163437908 socialanxiety,joebos617,2020/03/31,"I'm about to be 30 in a week and I've never dated anyone It feels so lonely being in this position. I don't know how to meet people without having a wingman by my side. Whenever I've attempted meetup groups and similar other things I've always clamped up and couldn't fit in. Dating apps don't work for me because I'm ignored on all of them. I really wish I could change any of this. How am I supposed to get over being afraid that a 30 year old having no experience in love or sex is completely disqualifying to a lot of people? Or shake that feeling that some people would treat me like a kid because of it? It annoys me that I can't simply cry for help about this kind of thing.",2.856013986013988,4.126884531468534,4.828251748251748,83.60083916083919,74.31468531468532,7.437762237762238,23.48951048951049,8.00094639256281,1.2033552447552447,540,15,111,8,11,186,91,143,0.099,0.7659999999999999,0.135,0.7316,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,5,9,1,2,5,0,13,2,0,2,2,20,21,8,0,4,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,13,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,0,2,10,4,22,15,3,16,0,1,0,2,6,9,0,4,7,76,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445863399490815,0.0,0.0,0.1344071436437636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819979541845806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24096828137059856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20908495058145865,0.0,0.20722974514236744,0.0,0.0,0.1578055235422743,0.0,0.21710660458342546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933372755510656,0.0,0.0,0.1998731274655713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326271187399597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247901809458648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20581955753397507,0.10862195042756484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656063237074196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16803291909804094,0.1783846730480217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15243801146102315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20739790523786955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110718729994719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661811174962334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626165622550743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15854098046357035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22728498244319945,0.19052523052049988,0.0,0.14388980465054024,0.0,0.0,0.1404031821837022,0.0,0.0,0.1272785723927339 socialanxiety,PaulyBragentino,2020/03/31,"Women with Social Anxiety Any women with social anxiety want to talk? I'm a 24 year old male with social anxiety, not many female friends to talk to lol.",2.7239999999999998,5.15186206666667,4.830000000000002,78.245,78.33333333333334,8.0,23.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.172333333333334,122,4,21,3,3,42,20,30,0.22699999999999998,0.652,0.121,-0.3724,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785398217408513,0.0,0.4989802415375245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16797920530535768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22043113590978025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281471456997619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6649010955533297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34951011075303584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824075277657146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001222898967136 socialanxiety,ProfessionalCar1,2020/04/01,"Fun fact, my SA turned out to be OCD Thank you, therapy. Apperently just some of my compulsions, intrusive thoughts and irrational beliefs/rules were social oriented. Who would have tought. Took a year but I can be go outside nearly everyday now, before I could only do it like once a month. Maybe this information will be useful to someone else out there. Good luck!",3.5331818181818164,6.626745272727272,4.0759848484848495,80.53397727272728,81.12121212121212,8.148484848484847,26.431818181818183,8.841846274778883,2.7307636363636365,292,12,50,8,8,92,59,66,0.023,0.722,0.256,0.9548,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,10,0,0,1,1,13,16,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,5,6,7,1,9,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,5,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174792681641569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040593758674186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135038161223049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525167826204985,0.2143678975837956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486319827492195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25676388675107914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040010603565793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721837486717938,0.0,0.19437967117421887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26053104007182304,0.21655161921150765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353031983123942,0.2922773488787409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202901516633602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839581475161255,0.0,0.27799702522567604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22073856538273787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18155629209348031,0.0,0.0,0.16458477156409312 socialanxiety,lenqoo,2020/04/01,"Any advice on anxiety about college and making friends? I'm going to college in a few months and I've been on Instagram trying to make friends and find a roommate. I normally hate Instagram and never go on it because it makes me feel so self-conscious. But all the people that are going to my college seem to be so pretty and outgoing on their Instagram profiles, which is totally the opposite of me. It's making me think that I won't be able to make friends in college because I have yet to find someone that seems to match my personality. I've been trying to convince myself that there may be people who don't like to use Instagram, just like me, and that the reason why I can't find those people on Instagram is solely because they don't use it. Anyone have any anecdotes to reassure me that the people on Instagram do not represent the entire population of students at my college? It makes me really nervous and I'm wondering if I should just stop trying to find a roommate in the first place, since it's making me more anxious and no one on Instagram seems to match my personality anyway.",9.840375586854462,7.2137664647887325,9.982723004694837,65.64431924882628,60.40845070422535,13.03474178403756,41.97652582159624,11.429527900616536,4.80333427230047,879,39,155,19,9,295,103,213,0.087,0.8190000000000001,0.094,0.5676,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,1,8,9,1,1,9,0,17,0,0,10,3,40,38,12,0,3,5,0,1,2,3,3,0,0,0,2,15,8,0,1,11,0,0,3,7,2,0,2,2,1,19,7,26,30,4,20,0,0,0,0,9,12,0,6,7,112,34,6,0.10366607257681444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130128633602636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14099296842667022,0.0,0.07930426177474466,0.1171131546373884,0.0,0.07248572830195338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895816269473832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052416681111801686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3789956490638156,0.08817830837600063,0.0,0.0,0.2402764515541057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17674745409295098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234878461630853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129201337089072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4843853589768876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274527009879057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995366598189617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157074073398828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024681367709504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874760077957406,0.18103443197450594,0.10830898164395232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054656644364483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641114061420493,0.1065859881689718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831210971456076,0.10814632242796042,0.0,0.0,0.08575364649117623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783592688521408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666947853367131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642503345467424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21114737537980585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790684046630752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354250627445414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242143361096424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bilkecemi,2020/04/01,"I can't feel love anymore. I have been living with social anxiety and depression for so long. I have watched people managing things in their lives, being happy in their own ways. I have been always a loser. I don't remember the last time I was happy. Social anxiety took away the confidence in me, people tried to take advantage of my quietness. And they did very well. I don't feel close to anybody right now. I am weird. I am not a part of their normal lives. I don't feel love, I don't feel goodness and I don't feel the rest of the good things.",1.7018912337662329,3.8152317053571454,3.2362662337662336,89.99509740259741,80.16071428571428,6.572727272727272,20.89610389610389,7.686295010490155,0.7987392857142854,429,12,90,7,11,141,64,112,0.182,0.664,0.153,-0.3449,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,4,2,3,11,0,0,6,0,16,2,0,0,0,13,25,4,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,6,0,0,1,7,3,1,0,5,7,18,8,11,19,3,12,0,2,1,2,8,6,0,0,4,63,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033536371004387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22126769512755973,0.0,0.14342410607929001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358751810934076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456093036807565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656208996935082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426006650006897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30790120089151235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178845418713656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831061327087524,0.12798408360475175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26105025914535523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141696821782696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566092867716347,0.0,0.20052249471192032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638261842118789,0.12350462663192628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948436043229795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873618619579152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921581054614876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432904186537556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16067805906630162,0.09818743666686908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932658479107568,0.0,0.1147925657718607,0.0,0.0,0.13003068164761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rajmeet991,2020/04/01,"Really anxious over my exam results and my future Hey, I am from an Asian country and I am in my final year of highschool. Was currently giving exams(which have been stopped due to lockdown). The last exam I gave was of maths went really poorly and don't know if I will pass or not, my mom and I have counted the marks and I could get atleast 35 and I need 27 to pass. But I get really bad dreams about me failing the exam, and like my heartbeat starts getting jumpy and hands start shaking a little. I have no idea, what is going on with me or my mind like just the thought of it puts me in a really depressed mood, I have been trying to cope with it but nothing is working. I think I can now kinda understand why some people commit suicide or shit because of losing a few marks in their exams. Anyway, I'll appreciate any help or advice that you guys may have.",3.5879973474801083,4.866003396551727,4.752988505747126,84.82547745358092,72.50574712643677,7.192926613616269,26.028293545534925,7.61054688173877,1.3741720601237848,677,22,134,8,13,223,113,174,0.156,0.752,0.092,-0.8936,1,1,0,0,0,2,15.0,0,1,1,3,4,9,1,1,8,0,18,2,2,1,1,33,32,15,1,3,9,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,10,0,1,5,1,1,6,3,6,0,0,7,1,23,2,16,22,2,22,0,3,0,0,8,6,1,8,12,91,27,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15647707455045093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889381581200787,0.0,0.0,0.1809011957483495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337017689357133,0.09761369424549764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785068671851965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791963901362744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17541446664120403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509837741256939,0.15361118101035445,0.09100550628404444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855376599251955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733168940471656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18076715394279813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800319940099491,0.13052723203127736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646275087787662,0.1604922167101236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17914438648753292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616855402929968,0.18754219101214015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187342839176302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364894751052807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101390300737576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097476691888787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4103332297834295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437103023830255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266815196613817,0.0,0.0,0.13387575759676146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17515610876168325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260476730201973,0.0,0.12712524542214418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871768363283464,0.0,0.0,0.1667008620453538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14844201165398654,0.14449231848241842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165764665483146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311839864467474 socialanxiety,DrHarleenQuinoa,2020/04/01,"Is it worth going to meet ups when I know I'll just be virtually mute and socially awkward? I want to start living my life but I am so anxious, I think everyone hates me and in a group I go mute. But I need to start facing my fear. I want to make new friends and live my best life. Obviously there won't be any meet ups until god knows when, but I keep looking at MeetUp and thinking how cool it would be to attend some of these things, if only I didn't have anxiety. So, say if I joined a book club or another sort of social meet, would it just be freaking awkward af? I hate anxiety so much.. It only semi goes away after I've drank alcohol, but I'm tired of going down that path. Should I just go to some bloody meet ups and be terrified? Would any medication help?",2.1980840898232223,3.5765659130434777,4.044968944099382,88.1205160057334,76.20496894409938,7.438318203535596,22.943621595795523,8.139509932561175,1.0657698041089343,596,17,133,10,13,202,98,161,0.20199999999999999,0.655,0.14300000000000002,-0.9431,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,10,9,2,3,2,1,14,7,1,2,1,33,34,19,0,9,10,0,0,0,1,5,5,1,0,0,7,5,2,1,4,2,1,5,2,6,0,0,2,3,16,3,18,22,4,19,0,0,1,0,10,7,0,6,7,83,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14858677510463095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18909795417927064,0.14579095142781318,0.2127237099359468,0.1570706553421397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306285248451896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590928647736864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285447594476998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15645370644111758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741856120758003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160685467588124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745377446783049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319263327164401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358123135199307,0.0,0.0,0.15282066152119814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196409914918734,0.0,0.0,0.2455419676214282,0.0,0.11675488866352245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280734395991208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006374172142208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022071651067428,0.103093137164584,0.0,0.13428145079115222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21148568100070966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056669118580348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28345857413262543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968202294068595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236907598387872,0.1781767994919738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15980097152841655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16401360068819082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963007075899876,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Material-Twist,2020/04/01,"So my mom's haircutter is now making house calls and she came to my house And legit I woke up at 10:30am, and here it is 1:23. I get super panicked about seeing people, and esp those who I dont know that well. So here I am stressing out in my room, for about 3 hours now, and i have not even gotten breakfast. Legit I dont know what to do, I am just waiting for my moms haircutter to leave, so I can make some pancakes or smth. This is how bad my social anxiety is like, here I am starving myself because I dont want to say hi to someone...",5.087097701149425,3.7044932844827616,6.089655172413792,85.83752873563219,68.74137931034483,8.767816091954023,29.67816091954023,7.1686216300943375,1.4934816091954015,415,12,96,3,6,139,74,116,0.156,0.789,0.055,-0.8224,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,14,5,0,1,0,0,13,1,0,3,0,18,24,10,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,6,7,1,1,2,0,0,1,4,2,1,0,3,2,17,3,13,21,1,9,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,2,4,69,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221268144713693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338934546920114,0.09738559846951804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312844242699046,0.18271797368207132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5616975095740582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551714025319944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346576518897406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732719474369114,0.3686732819682761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17559512130222482,0.0,0.0,0.16915823077229605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804857069597039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132763548876214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742079152146083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075449470870703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704415330687266,0.0,0.0,0.12730461781989927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285082859057565,0.1353604952849489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18299962689693086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422805732346147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436395698467607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Equinox_Gamer,2020/04/01,Voices in the head Hey I just had a question for y’all cause I was curious. Do y’all feel like you have multiple voices in your head like one that is your anxiety/depression voice that questions everything and a more logical voice that tries to constantly argue with it? Along with that do they feel like they are coming from different parts of your brain?,4.184901960784317,6.491452000000002,4.447647058823531,83.36107843137258,73.11764705882355,9.239215686274509,26.03921568627451,9.725611199111238,2.606992156862745,288,10,54,8,6,90,49,68,0.035,0.8170000000000001,0.14800000000000002,0.7757,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,6,2,0,1,4,1,0,3,0,7,3,3,1,0,12,10,1,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,5,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,6,10,3,9,8,2,4,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,2,4,39,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23082118752178915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21240743266277826,0.0,0.17811210531850216,0.0,0.22344247859991653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780887572569211,0.0,0.0,0.21602828703475144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18582951827681812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20909597081899264,0.295429839119825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42440672123056733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30304883039268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011117635837858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22390932031125355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4632543946619874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403817274210643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,megs167,2020/04/01,"Has anyone had success with medication for social anxiety/blushing I get bad social anxiety, heart races, mind goes blank when being called on, face turns bright red. I wonder if anyone has had success with medication of some kind for this? I just worry about side effects when it comes to medication....",5.464905660377358,8.366505301886793,5.687396226415096,73.16656603773588,71.45283018867924,8.013584905660379,27.581132075471697,8.841846274778883,2.642414339622641,243,9,37,5,5,77,40,53,0.127,0.6579999999999999,0.215,0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,4,5,0,0,0,0,5,5,2,1,0,9,9,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,3,4,8,6,1,5,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,3,2,23,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153823922735085,0.0,0.0,0.27701814228319976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539680092720113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20227194625444106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17063691769338624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349380230210924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234737497539046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062801587403684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5986642337081223,0.0,0.0,0.20001434037500287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40385543511710736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21546493951896514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148200578325716,0.0,0.2011699194808341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,zirkel37,2020/04/01,"How do I get myself to speak up during meetings? I’ve been a lawyer for six years and just got a new job two weeks ago. Because of the quarantine, we have to attend a lot of skype meetings during the day. However, I’ve been feeling like a disappointment because I’m absolutely bad at attending meetings. I’m an asiaN girl who’s wired to say yes to everything the boss says, without really finding faults in what were discussed during the meeting. I also feel like if I don’t have anything value added, then I shouldn’t say something. But i think I need to speak up more and be visible during meetings. What are the tips on how I can do this? Can I study a self help book about this? What should I google though? How do I speak up during meetings?",3.993062843197073,5.2975316375838934,4.739707138499084,85.20716900549117,71.5503355704698,7.565832824893228,27.63941427699817,8.00094639256281,1.6670483221476506,590,21,118,8,11,190,92,149,0.05,0.825,0.126,0.8371,2,1,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,11,1,15,0,0,4,0,19,23,10,0,4,4,0,2,2,0,2,0,6,0,2,6,3,0,0,4,1,0,2,3,3,0,2,4,8,12,2,16,16,2,14,0,1,0,0,18,6,0,2,8,75,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17054359344039466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385553657129503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15832193879830958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606389952785368,0.23456033370153215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240767009693553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17290921355307054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19455800244593333,0.27488927279155273,0.0,0.0,0.17584248671782568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051669878841156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387318139259815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289560705499102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19091903054321308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18798568859341774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16356450464060154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265597400446905,0.0,0.18581305875640536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232510203240106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4589926970128338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20070645467402998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14811249501760915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327680375051413,0.18902382369200613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18793869081742665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432498033096126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18545868939787585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389391767117837 socialanxiety,leilani0702,2020/04/01,"How can I change so people can stop using labels like “shy, quiet, calm, soft-spoken”? Sorry for ranting for so long but I just had to get this out somewhere. I’m a 17-year-old high school student. In elementary school (the education system is a little different in my country, so let’s say I was 10-13 years old at that time) I was painfully shy. I think I had severe social anxiety but it was never diagnosed because I never went to a psychologist. The school I went to was a dance school (there were normal classes as well) and the teachers were very toxic, they were yelling quite often and hitting students too. I’ve always been an introvert since I was a child but then I started to become really shy. And the attitude of my teachers didn’t help. They would often make fun of me saying “you don’t talk” or “wow she said something” when I’d be brave enough to speak up. Once my teacher told me to tell my class something and I said okay because I didn’t have any problems with that and she said “if you’re capable to” with a smile and that hurt me. Maybe she didn’t mean to be hurtful but her facial expression and her tone of voice really hurt me that day. Also one of my dance teachers told me I won’t be a good dancer because I’m an introvert and she doesn’t think I will ever be able to perform as well as the extroverted dancers. I felt really sad that day. I was hearing stuff like this so often that I decided to change schools. I went to the middle school at the age of 14 and I had a fresh start- I wanted to show people that I’m not shy and quiet anymore- the only problem was that I still had social anxiety. I thought that maybe with this new environment I’d be able to change my personality a little, become more confident and talkative with no one being surprised about it. But very quickly I found out how toxic the class was. I didn’t have any bullies before but now I did. So many girls at that class hated me from the beginning and you may think that this is just what I was telling myself but I don’t think so. I wanted to be friends with a group of girls but they rejected me instantly (I managed to become friends with one of the girls and she later told me it was true, one of these girls decided that they just aren’t going to be friends with me before they even got to know me because she was jealous of her other friend). Then I tried to become friends with an other girl. She was sitting alone because her friend was absent that day so I thought I’d come up to her and introduce myself. When I came up to her I asked her if I can sit with her, I sat at the chair and she told me that no and then to other girls overheard this conversation and asked the girl “what is she doing here? (me)” and the girl replied “I don’t know” as if I weren’t there. There was also a girl who was so mean to me, once I heard her talking about me behind my back when I was walking behind her and her friend told her that I’m behind her and she looked at me, started laughing and said something like “oh I don’t care”. There was also a game during one lesson when everyone had their own sheet of paper and it was passed to everyone and everybody had to write something about you on that paper. I got one particularly mean thing written on my (later my friend told me that it’s from that girl). She wrote something like “you never talk, no one pays attention to you, do you even exist?” I know maybe it seems funny but I just wanted to cry there but I couldn’t. Instead I waited and cried about it when I got home and burned the paper. Other kids bullied me to. At this school I met one girl from the other class who was particularly kind too me and she was very sociable and she helped me a lot. I gained a lot of confidence while I was friends with her. I decided I don’t want to be perceived as the boring, quiet kid anymore and I really opened up, I started to be less shy and opened up more. This year I went to high school. When I met all these people I really talked a lot, made a lot of friends and was really confident at least for my standards haha and I thought this is how I’d be perceived by others. I have really changed, it was so hard and it cost me so much work but it was worth it. Anyway this is what I need advice with. People still label me as “shy, quiet soft spoken”. Recently I asked my friend if she thinks I’m shy and she said that yes a little. This is what my English teacher wrote in a teacher’s recommendation I needed for an exchange scholarship program I wanted to participate in: “The student knows how to behave well, she is calm, quiet, rather shy and soft-spoken. When she has to, she cooperated with other students . I think she prefers working on her own. She is helpful, responsible and well liked at school”. She also rated my openness rather low and my leadership skills below average. What hurts me the most is the amount of work I put into changing my personality, trying to become more open, talking a lot, being outgoing, speaking louder yet people still give me the same old labels. Has anyone had a similar problem before. How do I change so that people think I’m a confident person. I thought I already was but turns out everyone that I know perceives me as shy. What else can I change? Will trying to talk louder help? I don’t know why the teacher judged my leadership skills like this because we never did anything during English lessons to demonstrate our leadership skills so why does she assume. I like to cooperate with other people, again during English classes we don’t do anything to show this ability. Please, can someone tell me what to do, I don’t want to be perceived as shy and week by others forever yet nothing I do seems to change what they think of me. It really hurts that I tried to change something about myself and I thought I succeeded but no one else noticed. Still same old labels.",3.033270396270397,4.858249452136754,4.13721056721057,86.45031468531471,74.99145299145297,6.812742812742814,24.638694638694638,7.613375185511472,1.193,4609,150,923,61,99,1499,371,1170,0.099,0.7440000000000001,0.157,0.9976,3,2,6,0,1,0,103.0,3,6,7,12,69,51,2,0,47,3,98,3,1,8,7,173,186,96,0,21,25,0,3,7,11,5,2,18,1,17,69,63,0,2,38,5,5,12,26,15,4,9,77,22,174,36,119,88,19,99,0,8,1,0,128,36,0,18,55,667,243,31,0.06698763377830744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03272977022121175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0346894930905047,0.03696125981369944,0.10713997306109392,0.027869538785504428,0.0,0.0,0.045553888073090916,0.0,0.05124535648718859,0.0,0.06643373259392821,0.023419655538928674,0.0,0.055125114883242315,0.0,0.09393659237528952,0.0,0.0,0.025754677737826703,0.0,0.12250511938355575,0.1849564463926128,0.08550231370946976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038308003666561584,0.03414917856437175,0.0,0.31888815432384576,0.0288519575047774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358277020851682,0.06480222305750126,0.0,0.0,0.0339955191031843,0.0,0.034993909853633286,0.0,0.0,0.029310664870547388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055959572356353016,0.0,0.0,0.03460806630811443,0.0,0.04424470033515132,0.030297074933444863,0.0,0.09601433215072784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03215931674548025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036724241425776495,0.2846496382791054,0.0,0.017499136918270902,0.03213032114974045,0.01903530800341916,0.0280930245032432,0.08036419525397627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030003881076583094,0.033068209931710835,0.0,0.0,0.037749965890540964,0.0,0.08980079776576361,0.07077611296308775,0.033597029258724875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17927911857718473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03487865612264587,0.11044395493976504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03424969704468217,0.0,0.11454370965800335,0.10070881099304388,0.0,0.02964097395795016,0.028126370553549516,0.0,0.0,0.14237622684465967,0.0,0.031692659387129465,0.02235738285726065,0.033957473263166615,0.10094712282038013,0.10945375692351618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024621809261492683,0.049670481649389385,0.1033299856529196,0.03234853706472822,0.0,0.0,0.03281682914069214,0.03213822063837987,0.03813293252382512,0.14058450623487814,0.07133964373403734,0.20426649435796326,0.02547355703339449,0.03563978265973506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16254276756266067,0.087736526972599,0.0,0.03676615293984919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614717797243236,0.0,0.033670537027899315,0.0,0.035624797097028274,0.0,0.0,0.1716559740591166,0.0,0.03307110345386216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593014493423823,0.05327125506725592,0.0,0.3050777775722913,0.0,0.06098302591219654,0.0,0.0378384794488022,0.0,0.027706431446261483,0.0,0.0,0.06828545668534301,0.02837920235863592,0.15471105960666526,0.0,0.037493585828230265,0.09482838394348976,0.0,0.10699282173362093,0.028002330673174126,0.0,0.0,0.0383424070125982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152636775360416,0.08782521678257629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02225180365936348,0.17169188353215306,0.0,0.13295174657168138,0.01953051397820597,0.0,0.0,0.1920286643014557,0.0,0.090960412303409,0.03643165478376175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02892790383263415,0.0,0.08290772006946852,0.11853312597657142,0.0,0.026866719592588705,0.0,0.12045985531620328,0.1241964152657509,0.0604459202250094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315169281421331,0.0,0.0,0.02379304653350145,0.0,0.0,0.06470675981607794 socialanxiety,GhostDivision123,2020/04/01,"I was duped by the only girl who I've ever dated. At this point I can't help but think I'm meant to live and die alone. Hi, I'm a 22 year old man. I've suffered from social anxiety, panic attacks, and what I suspect could be depression or bipolar personality disorder. The last one is uncertain, because I haven't seen a therapist in years and I'm too scared to call one. I've been alone for my entire life. I've had a few friends, but none who I'm really close to. With the one notable exception I've never dated anyone, never been in a relationship. A complete loner. I've made some posts where I've told more about this one exception, and I'll link them here. The short version is that I was seeing her for several months and during that time I was happier than I think I've ever been. I'm a coward, so I never got the courage to escalate, and last Friday she dumped me. Right now I feel absolutely miserable. It honestly feels like the only source of joy has been taken away from my life. I'm trying to get back to Tinder. But that's where my problems with anxiety and social skills are again making my life difficult. I'm average looking, so I've gotten a reasonable amount of likes and 8 matches so far. **But** I'm too afraid to say anything to them. With every match I look at their profile and my mind comes up with a reason why they wouldn't like me and so I end up sending them nothing. I shouldn't be hopeless case, but I am. I still do things with my life. I drive around and see new places, I like to go out at night and look at the stars, I know a lot of things about history, literature, and science, my friends laugh at my jokes, I can build computers, I've been offered a high paying job when I graduate next year, and I've been told my emotional awareness is quite good. Any new person in my life (such as a tinder match) can't see any of that though. I'm too damn shy, so all my wit and intelligence disappears completely. I've been trying all kinds of mental exercises to improve, but I am hopeless. So I don't send any matches any messages. But could I find love somewhere else? As you may have noticed, all my interests are stuff where you don't really meet random people, and besides, I actually fear people I don't know. It hurts when the well-meaning people in /r/dating_advice told me I'm supposed to kiss someone on the first date. Even if I got that far... I just couldn't. It can take months for me to warm up to someone, and that's just too long. I don't want to be like this, I want to change, but I'm too afraid. I want my story to have a happy ending.",2.7960213032581445,4.2001604943609046,4.299624060150379,86.79713032581458,74.69548872180451,7.547869674185463,24.69674185463659,8.192908349453996,1.3542576441102765,2021,64,431,33,42,674,255,532,0.16699999999999998,0.6890000000000001,0.14400000000000002,-0.7453,1,2,0,0,0,2,72.0,0,2,5,3,31,36,3,7,21,0,40,9,0,4,8,77,82,38,1,10,14,0,3,5,2,3,7,1,0,4,18,26,0,0,12,2,1,6,14,17,0,5,21,11,55,19,55,52,10,65,0,6,7,2,33,27,1,7,36,260,73,4,0.0,0.0,0.07150123600348753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177185149893332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19930524547562925,0.0,0.11210314625370517,0.0,0.0,0.05123229205651589,0.0,0.06029520760142771,0.06522609442897327,0.0,0.08335553523366586,0.06883985160862162,0.05634033214077515,0.0,0.04466489016917296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481716063746689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775102540519448,0.06311586909679026,0.15364501508535705,0.0,0.0,0.11700073282698055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310759546937017,0.0,0.0760429956109496,0.0,0.08397410291654925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06120792745121559,0.0824192170242323,0.12979146256076707,0.0,0.0,0.048394337093379626,0.1325543485358537,0.06173338145829393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244944928980419,0.07409532271418776,0.05234431152174954,0.0,0.0,0.06696771983893743,0.062323673274688525,0.0,0.0,0.11321689228757695,0.0,0.038280703652690255,0.0,0.04164119567838513,0.06145564496918522,0.11720189238180186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799758870207862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04911153251588536,0.07741408672562704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843736341308488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270945940304048,0.0,0.0,0.07629973438524455,0.0805348730250021,0.11945013510298658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587648718664519,0.17898081917561895,0.0,0.06469901055217556,0.06484190308132735,0.18458577603253096,0.0,0.0,0.06229178241742864,0.06612929954295524,0.06933012225863729,0.048908489121822336,0.0,0.0,0.07981282833227353,0.0,0.0,0.07383922136994417,0.0,0.0739821082989407,0.0,0.11696729668872732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16953169937853424,0.14152980992793865,0.07792378718748427,0.06875920593997084,0.0,0.07030482165655046,0.08341871351543333,0.076884846470887,0.0,0.198599385487452,0.11145071809308782,0.0,0.08596690115035684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15238918545399774,0.12795358629173634,0.07655186075818526,0.0,0.06926410935766894,0.0,0.07017268632773499,0.0,0.0,0.07010977444573746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793197497270117,0.0,0.0,0.09387765099303284,0.15066812744869545,0.0,0.0786648733827553,0.0,0.06257242935687632,0.0,0.05826747736076341,0.07335634478577294,0.0,0.17516081008838555,0.0,0.0,0.08277457483835339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937967188718496,0.12416336193774008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05851375014777819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387695501985566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055090141275027295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507245676921707,0.0973550530635096,0.09389728967438683,0.07198769025715637,0.0,0.04272449671525297,0.0,0.0,0.21003871291705745,0.0,0.09949143788565147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296501504539484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658787922647611,0.0,0.06611504241479982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415509981100166 socialanxiety,akhilzzz,2020/04/01,"People with social anxiety disorder: how did you manage to get through a job interview? I am an MS Finance student, and I have mild social anxiety. The last 4 times I appeared for job interviews, the interviewers could make out that I was visibly, highly nervous (this is the feedback that the interviewers gave). I'll tell you what happens whenever I appear for an interview: (1) Shortness of breath (2) Voice becomes inaudible (I'm loud otherwise), and starts cracking. (3) Difficulty looking them in the eye. (4) A racing heart, of course. I was rejected all 4 times. Now, this is highly disappointing. I know my stuff, and I know that I'm better than 80% of the candidates as far as subject related knowledge is concerned. I have never been to a psychiatrist/psychologist, and nobody in my family or circle of friends knows that I have mild social anxiety disorder. I recently came to know about beta-blockers, and I will try them before my next interview. Your success stories and some tips would be definitely helpful. Thanks.",4.954320154291229,7.6690028633879805,6.147033108325299,70.16456123432981,72.27868852459017,9.770363227258118,34.26197364191579,10.056822442137396,4.364421665059466,816,43,126,25,17,272,118,183,0.11900000000000001,0.784,0.09699999999999999,-0.2467,2,1,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,3,2,2,3,7,0,1,11,0,15,3,3,2,2,24,31,10,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,8,9,0,0,5,0,1,3,1,3,0,0,6,4,20,4,18,21,2,18,0,2,2,0,18,7,0,4,8,84,28,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154768949495743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15181729470047714,0.11697105103371758,0.0,0.0,0.12157502175222915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15722127007371028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975317265864458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31508945264074434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958806271381038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620372049710924,0.0,0.07181884379649395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155824596257725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16289454338265286,0.09213867943404244,0.2904748174243824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728220126135274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021846995514474,0.11205084776215446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154344595840374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175774751767998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602008735860367,0.0,0.14619366328329944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529966851960303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572831758637988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4203792367156489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729715422136932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736246609649815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201488880082114,0.12655763765684885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603117844288075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332848347598267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976499069875898,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ghostly-grove,2020/04/01,"My attempt at a funny Facebook status update fell flat. Now it’s just... there. Lingering in space. For all to see. I really need to stop using Facebook.",0.15149425287356522,2.0026007586206944,2.5708620689655177,85.23951149425287,110.3793103448276,4.691954022988506,18.626436781609193,6.42735559955562,0.8014091954022984,118,4,20,2,6,40,27,29,0.084,0.8170000000000001,0.099,0.1119,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,5,3,1,7,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,3,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42526379624722827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3674167672269444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4570276163123826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4794951468319665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4953441075195201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,StinkyCh33se,2020/04/01,"Am I experiencing tics? When I cringe at my past actions or words, I sometimes make a noise such as a squeak or a bark type of sound, or other noises that sorta sound like fake words. Sometimes they are loud and happen in public and people look at me (even across the street). I also make a physical twitch with body parts, sometimes very strongly. Like half the time they are uncontrollable and I can't stop them, but some I am able to prevent. It appears all of them are caused by cringe though, either at perceived embarrassment of myself or others, so I'm wondering if these are indeed tics or what the hell is this?",6.464117647058824,6.669918941176473,6.112268907563027,81.51949579831934,65.47058823529412,8.480672268907563,27.92436974789916,7.957251820313856,1.5868117647058817,490,13,95,5,7,152,84,119,0.11900000000000001,0.816,0.065,-0.8882,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,4,1,6,7,1,2,7,0,8,2,1,3,1,25,15,15,0,1,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,7,4,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,4,0,1,0,5,13,3,12,15,4,12,1,0,1,0,5,6,1,10,6,68,20,1,0.2049012820538197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638594812296454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275991326742921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21049005932508075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353353643265325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18119352702331692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20020883289592384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17206547121864058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735463937109108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22188812098011548,0.1956014587837052,0.1420527494986711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.60795782179033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17130664666905782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20131446927724544,0.0,0.11947958533804365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16906501669262305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22220669988386288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TheLooneyRavenclaw,2020/04/01,Social distancing! I'm actually finding that social distancing is theraputic as i don't have daily interactions that I somehow screw up on.,7.335000000000001,10.152869166666667,9.248333333333337,50.13,65.66666666666666,13.133333333333333,41.16666666666667,12.161744961471696,7.0380666666666665,116,7,14,5,2,41,19,24,0.08199999999999999,0.9179999999999999,0.0,-0.1759,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,1,0,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.4002586238058423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748803360663708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8362163402492313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,trash_can_garbage,2020/04/01,"Is anyone else anxious about video conferencing for online school? My health teacher posted today saying we're supposed to have a video conference tomorow at 2 about how the class is going to move forward. I'm anxious about it because I really don't want to show my face. I guess it's just weird for other people to see my house, and I'm ugly on top of that. I'm probably not even going to attend, honestly. Does anyone else also feel uncomfortable about it?",5.4617228464419485,6.516740808988768,6.502865168539326,74.86006554307117,67.87640449438203,8.629962546816481,28.316479400749067,8.841846274778883,2.3436726591760304,368,12,63,6,6,123,65,89,0.151,0.795,0.054000000000000006,-0.7691,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,0,2,0,4,2,1,1,0,7,13,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,3,0,5,2,1,0,0,0,3,5,1,14,13,0,10,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,2,36,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818033806171152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41866119740518704,0.0,0.2591251332921963,0.3797132326615727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129541072045034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16215289607566372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095803783644719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238559457847414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369071538641166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21061482802106316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041233238986256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969599115846676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21380554244843086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969392520665786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846021655474674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17746138195502778,0.0,0.1997793410002221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870471654817386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735401473988474,0.0,0.1875284242106968,0.14765611830539896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17563798632813113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929178703889968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwaway2849729,2020/04/01,Do you any of you guys do this? Is it just me or if I'm driving with someone in the passenger seat I always am looking in my peripheral at them or am always on alert. Any time I watch a show with someone I feel like my eyes can't be focused on the TV or even my thoughts. I am always paranoid I'm being watched and makes me look at the corner of my eye.,4.780949367088606,3.094513139240508,6.302373417721517,85.05457278481015,69.50632911392404,8.912658227848102,32.40822784810126,7.1686216300943375,1.8269468354430376,274,10,66,2,4,95,52,79,0.055,0.883,0.062,0.1321,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,9,2,2,1,0,11,16,5,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,7,13,1,10,13,0,9,0,0,6,0,4,7,0,4,2,45,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5948394044967571,0.0,0.0,0.32409635316011765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15739102227977853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048866963126005,0.17023737064612846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359486484829003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641847286457213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40021409849405215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590631789457057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4038116779524693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18917891768541828,0.13895122070641222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SksIwannadie,2020/04/01,I’m scared of getting a job I’m an 18 year old college freshman and I haven’t had a job yet. I have applied for jobs and don’t get a call back ( I usually don’t answer unknown numbers that’s probably why). I’m very nervous about a job because everyone I know complains about having a job and hates it. I have depression and anxiety so I don’t really want to do something that will make them worse. Does anyone have any suggestions?,1.6664669163545582,3.867773224719105,3.6464419475655454,86.53260923845195,80.79775280898876,7.1016229712858925,27.86641697877653,8.167268648758528,2.0968491885143568,343,16,69,7,9,116,58,89,0.23199999999999998,0.746,0.022000000000000002,-0.9472,5,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,5,5,1,2,6,0,11,0,0,1,0,8,20,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,7,0,5,18,0,5,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,39,10,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471503811187112,0.0,0.11779805598596566,0.0,0.0,0.10766984887836427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840491228974005,0.0,0.09386778888164067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572358381010563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326270013406486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13475325680561154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471392070027409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16090154907361395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202824653450056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7640314527912343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462609479266313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278614173277052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158128922720716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16602180715722115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864669420143704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15416578568533576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854512818639618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16959265422229242,0.12705370034003147,0.09082430596074552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389474555917858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569238069784536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916125138597193 socialanxiety,TrueBeauty3,2020/04/01,"Speech Does anyone feel like their speech has gotten worse because of SA? I catch myself not remembering want I want to say, stumbling over words, getting tongue tied a lot...to the point that other people notice it and it’s so embarrassing. It makes me not want to talk at all. I’m also bad at explaining things to ppl and it sucks .. I hate this",1.1877777777777787,3.802636470588237,2.280196078431373,92.17199346405228,88.70588235294117,4.786928104575163,16.37908496732026,6.42735559955562,-0.2584758169934638,272,6,55,3,9,86,53,68,0.263,0.7040000000000001,0.033,-0.9364,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,2,5,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,13,12,4,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,8,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,4,6,1,7,11,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,31,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985223908287343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357951013567516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20727520187902498,0.15132857509627534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21724191636907805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552073412883466,0.17734712985926007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296983898427364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450917209891896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128055048528535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21105003589469795,0.0,0.0,0.16570626147034145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826299360603281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721026530942625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234672892616736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812145439311418,0.0,0.0,0.1974153365218513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995308865101274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16492373990758635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4392661093512551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25298407890139346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Idekwotishappening,2020/04/01,"Gaps in memory Idk if anyone else gets this but I can’t remember details of what I did in most social interactions at all now. I always end up beating myself up about something that I did wrong when I interact with someone and my brain automatically thinks that person hates me and thinks I’m annoying. However recently it’s like I’ve just been blocking out entire interactions from my memory if they were particularly stressful. This is completely counter productive though because then I spend hours over thinking them, trying to work out whether I did something wrong or did/didn’t do something that would make them annoyed. I literally can’t remember what happened though and I was wondering if anyone else experienced this?",7.607131782945737,9.437531108527132,7.654263565891472,65.71457364341089,63.496124031007746,11.004651162790699,36.81395348837209,10.980518767755715,4.680525581395349,599,29,91,17,9,193,90,129,0.233,0.7440000000000001,0.023,-0.9839,1,0,3,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,2,6,7,3,1,0,0,11,1,1,1,1,24,20,13,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,6,0,1,6,0,1,0,2,6,0,0,6,1,16,1,13,13,2,14,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,6,7,66,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212331874152509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20375216906196603,0.2985715580475357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881671976381966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16264819940160674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527625635735072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434255326350657,0.0,0.1290460125876695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612168116399902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884108895206134,0.0,0.0,0.1438475363009277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348410428624078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711811411585709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725517192478862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721869205773192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386012319430838,0.0,0.3300969869828283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485217181343525,0.12345023664436527,0.33649848009437416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16689764025094153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800739875998212,0.2862969320106983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892001440191832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580042822489823,0.1060705615181194,0.0,0.0,0.1035003446514179,0.31859783116326684,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,t_haee,2020/04/01,"Bibliotherapy vs Forums Hey guys, just thought i'd get your opinions on this. Do you find bibliotherapy (therapy through the use of books) has been more effective for you in overcoming or dealing with anxiety and/or social anxiety, or has going through forums like Reddit been more effective? Personally, I feel like forums are more effective as you get an idea of the trauma and issues surrounding a multitude of people and how it affects them on the daily - in a way it is more relatable and more communal, that's why I find it more effective than a book which would be from the perspective of a professional who may or may not have experienced it themselves. I feel that through this thread, I have come to the understanding and relief that there are others who experience traumatic and severe social anxiety (sometimes with similar if not exactly the same reactions and fears), that I am not alone, and that we are able to share what has and hasn't worked for us. On a side note, I have done CBT with a therapist as well so have been able to gain perspective too (slowly). &#x200B; What do you think?",10.450935093509347,8.670792366336638,9.87026402640264,64.27369086908693,58.504950495049506,14.324312431243124,40.76127612761276,13.023866798666859,5.346820022002199,886,37,154,27,9,286,116,202,0.066,0.7879999999999999,0.146,0.9536,0,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,2,5,1,6,6,7,0,1,13,0,23,0,0,7,1,43,33,16,0,2,9,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,2,17,13,0,0,12,2,0,2,4,2,1,0,5,3,14,5,24,24,7,10,0,0,0,0,17,7,0,7,2,119,31,4,0.2885408916998142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14942067221054892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563169678028187,0.17530438289484845,0.0,0.0,0.33109948856881066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427621452139552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873649477723525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14763875573338256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112417936931465,0.0,0.16234436115261716,0.14589494452717142,0.10306683534177173,0.0,0.0,0.2637211476546313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507507068270296,0.0,0.0819922190902315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14285042355859318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286377270552138,0.0,0.15058086282873134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096650492112442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001896180910892,0.12597138854562956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629845388606342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941311022766469,0.0,0.0,0.1426871599313064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649858281233986,0.16750910727538454,0.0,0.09244267631533848,0.0,0.11453461883964446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019062210029685,0.17353958280596427,0.12460334387236853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451516467915587,0.0,0.0,0.12971645700308132,0.0,0.13018163754716766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503060283144952,0.0,0.0,0.10248558541046504,0.0,0.17530438289484845,0.0 socialanxiety,-floating,2020/04/01,"does anyone else have anxiety when paying with a card in stores? I have had a card for 3 years and have only used it MAX 2 times in a store (I use it online all the time though) I always just pay in cash if I need to or I'll have someone else do it. I just feel like I'll do it wrong and sometimes different stores have different things you need to do and it makes me anxious not being able to mentally prepare every step I need to do, with cash all I need to do is get out the amount I know I need and hand it to them so it's not something I have to worry about doing wrong. I also think that because I have been putting it off and avoiding it so much the anxiety around it has gotten way worse and it almost feels like it's off limits to me. A lot of people think it's silly (even I feel like it's silly but that doesn't change that fact that the anxiety is still there) and don't understand why I won't ""just do it"" Does anyone have issues with this?",3.4602341137123744,3.4744351497584525,4.643188405797102,90.13394648829431,71.89855072463767,7.721887774061687,23.16945373467113,7.321109707123232,0.6170486064659979,744,15,175,7,13,246,105,207,0.09300000000000001,0.858,0.05,-0.7319,2,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,1,13,8,0,1,8,0,24,1,1,3,3,42,41,15,0,6,8,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,21,12,0,2,7,0,7,2,5,3,0,0,3,4,18,5,21,36,5,15,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,4,8,119,39,2,0.11478878744990625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149443894250878,0.0,0.0,0.09179655185164337,0.09551346669636067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634393246253515,0.12967865648906474,0.0,0.16052597831444276,0.11761467785374073,0.0,0.10218635746660376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699741793984575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143131667195213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398597026742977,0.0,0.0,0.20090488289080205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19178260507781014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758169115118251,0.0,0.09671450422635296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17412197985547562,0.2460153980702917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05997240371009144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198096710344495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06308491559633271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824001002722555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758932220402557,0.0,0.0,0.07662240697235491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568009913856153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438296654284445,0.4255721570533049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730204543652016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795800919615269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539443626299074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726016710261072,0.08837001665169125,0.11352904592965225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167047393621668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626056979665592,0.14710404005961844,0.11277940085502565,0.0,0.13386853013803246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949917597936965,0.0,0.1982813135573615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111399649947848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357902641979104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657358563571965,0.11697958109192125,0.0,0.2510070384614613,0.0,0.0739202156195102 socialanxiety,lightswitchxo,2020/04/01,"Video chat date I’ve been texting this guy on bumble for the past 3 weeks and he asked if I would want to video chat. In the past year I’ve made a lot of progress with my social anxiety but this is really freaking me out. I have no experience with guys at all (I’m 19) and part of me wants to just not reply and not deal with it but I really like him and it’s like if I don’t do it now then who knows when I’ll get another chance. Does anyone have advice or just any words of wisdom?",0.36777777777778203,1.9302254074074088,2.4979259259259265,96.3896666666667,81.96296296296295,6.171851851851853,16.355555555555554,7.1686216300943375,-0.32924000000000003,376,6,95,5,10,127,76,108,0.073,0.7709999999999999,0.155,0.8496,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,1,1,25,14,11,0,5,9,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,8,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,8,3,13,11,3,12,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,4,10,57,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963315062166863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662887638636714,0.2106765667279243,0.15369918514154912,0.0,0.0,0.1404842202055519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878281102622488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20713421950804664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17582179597819464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19653311577066016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496963117784308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3978742545266951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041745725322882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963135343302668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17081048157035147,0.0,0.19011033415245174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21757102634004288,0.3835916042120534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257422185599987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20480722096605256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370093750762147,0.0,0.16116164241494665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272402866973444,0.0,0.0,0.12938247077231896 socialanxiety,amelie190,2020/04/01,"Any older adults on here? (40s or up) I'm 57, in a professional role, work from home but very very people interactive (interviews, meetings, now adding video conferencing). My whole job is managing relationships which is becoming increasingly difficult. I've cut off most friendships and doing my job keeps getting harder. I have suffered from SA off and on but definitely worse in high school and last 10 yrs. Working from home definitely helped but now... I'm on a short medical leave and the idea of returning is paralyzing me to the point I just want to sell everything and live hidden somewhere. Seems most people on here are pretty young. Anyone else like me??",5.704915254237284,8.200958135593227,6.012000000000004,72.97664406779663,69.33898305084746,9.804745762711867,29.59661016949153,10.125756701596842,3.399570169491525,532,21,89,15,10,170,85,118,0.115,0.735,0.15,0.7031,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,5,4,1,0,4,0,6,1,0,0,0,16,12,9,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,5,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,15,12,4,19,0,1,0,0,7,12,0,4,7,49,7,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536779815446314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862320461985765,0.1738264440913569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18736506478264187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141720782165933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247045527642378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863510805598772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371279981774153,0.1792445093025176,0.3403455076230703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915141679398273,0.0,0.0,0.3367028385554787,0.1507926896002312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828736963944874,0.0,0.1796348242793419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288240671597641,0.0,0.14980403295184885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17090449818782072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352278586068573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603740587690919,0.0,0.0,0.17259501126481616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18214057964425906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17169482832142458,0.0,0.15444296243162184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799579873130885,0.10006394866040376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894081346120204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24701439952338275,0.0,0.1728878145446408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,roselover012,2020/04/02,"Just because the virus came from the Chinese doesn't give you a reason to be an a-hole to them (or any Asians) I (Asian) was at the local grocery store with my parents earlier today and as we were walking out, I saw this Caucasian woman with her two young kids (about 5?) standing near the entrance in the direction we were supposed to go. I saw her right as we walked out and she was all smiling and and talking to her kids and right as my parents and I walked past them, she all of a sudden stood up and stared at us. I don't think my parents noticed but I did and it made me really uncomfortable and due to my overthinking and anxiety I started wondering if it has anything to with the virus and people becoming racist towards Asians because of it, which is super rude.",4.865324675324676,5.491901246753252,5.43418181818182,83.53127272727275,69.0,8.237922077922079,31.63376623376623,8.238735603445708,2.2413085714285708,608,25,121,8,10,196,95,154,0.09699999999999999,0.857,0.046,-0.8418,3,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,4,1,2,1,2,2,1,0,9,0,10,0,0,2,2,30,20,17,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,20,0,0,3,0,1,5,2,1,0,1,10,3,24,1,24,9,2,23,0,0,3,0,20,11,0,3,6,90,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006351750470345,0.0,0.13506416281662656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528979798856215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21525269181449166,0.1949912288798444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20193199146517474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693677329848984,0.10034032800927792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16706069782635952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20100914346691906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5881306103395579,0.0,0.16854181379905778,0.1224010710580842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310571346383025,0.18152804071129494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015541693134124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496660347931304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190829588566542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131293745486842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673535840248746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17246867130577548,0.0,0.21237403810452887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19146646691496474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,flatline18,2020/04/02,"Reflection in the Moment It seems like my anxiety in interactions with people comes from constant, continuous reflection and judgement of myself, my choice of words, and actions that are happening in the moment. It's often brought up a lot that we seem to overthink and overanalyze a situation after the fact. Stuck in our heads and judging ourselves harshly. Sometimes the voices in my head (constant judgement) distracts me from hearing or processing what people are saying when they talk to me. There is a lot of advice on coping and dealing with how to stop the constant self attacking after the fact, but how do you stop or control it when it happens in the present moment?",10.11825,9.620150325,9.221666666666668,64.57000000000004,58.25,11.333333333333336,43.33333333333333,10.504223727775694,4.9005833333333335,549,28,81,10,6,173,75,120,0.09,0.8959999999999999,0.013999999999999999,-0.7311,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,1,1,1,6,3,1,1,10,0,4,2,2,3,2,27,12,12,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,7,9,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,3,10,1,20,10,2,25,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,7,15,67,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15300305886360924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197792749857819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781264114344213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487530534427242,0.0,0.5076051255610114,0.17561192497517875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16142171875908468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769171144327665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.321381783757895,0.0,0.1764711519271962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649452659856426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662285505759416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21709846998756502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451454623276514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850795908514438,0.1633416389347811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599660831740016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485645695402758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618070471835588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258488739069161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,permianext,2020/04/02,"Just a rant about crying after a ""failed"" social interaction I just finished a video chat club meeting and it was kinda fun to see people I haven't seen in awhile and chat. I went in deciding to have fun but be careful not to dominate the conversation or draw attention cause I'm no longer an active member, moreso a visitor. It was mostly fun but at one point I tried to tell the professor something but kept getting interrupted (understandable since it's video chat) and gave up after a couple tries. No one seemed to really notice. Now I feel horrible for trying to interject. Like not only was it incredibly rude, but I embarrassed myself. No one should take me seriously. I shouldn't interact with people. I'll just ruin things. I know none of that's true. I know it was just one awkward moment. I and everyone there will forget about it in an hour. I just have this overwhelming feeling of being a pathetic failure. And I feel crazy and overly-sensitive for getting so upset over it. It's nice to find a space where I can read about other people who get it.",4.477647058823528,6.262712990196079,5.7521078431372565,76.53198529411766,71.05882352941177,9.02156862745098,26.47549019607843,9.516144504307137,2.513613725490196,846,28,151,20,16,283,124,204,0.256,0.642,0.102,-0.9897,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,12,15,1,4,11,0,13,0,0,1,1,37,31,12,0,2,12,0,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,14,7,0,1,10,7,0,1,8,8,0,4,8,5,15,7,23,18,2,16,0,3,2,0,11,9,0,4,7,107,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15934186581297946,0.1605466297743693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729251779621067,0.17167054069267462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14933597695812856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23706552774698494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428406658169986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449556836119499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390817401576676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17177910360463108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763524260375143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17793027161145494,0.0,0.0,0.4236080983808591,0.11886095880587975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32504276337780863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14773881388922944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15632620636520478,0.0,0.1001194770064714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453804508722058,0.1422750054361291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12927966842144534,0.0,0.0,0.15931176873879396,0.0,0.1203149921217958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750605334336067,0.0,0.13659902908241012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382808787343052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183195560082513,0.0,0.0,0.16269706582932714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448767537586919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,blackwavesblackdays,2020/04/02,"thoughts? i think the general idea pushed is that people who have social anxiety or those traits that are involved with it are introverted. but really i feel extroverted at times, i love ppl and crave human interaction, they just also happen to be the thing that makes me anxious",6.109200000000001,8.40914012,6.277000000000001,72.32350000000002,67.8,9.8,28.5,10.125756701596842,3.1923999999999992,226,8,37,6,4,72,44,50,0.07200000000000001,0.82,0.10800000000000001,0.6059,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,0,11,11,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,3,9,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,1,1,27,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551227477040464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440518842884138,0.3604054236756944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613077217692983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28211117314347217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36013837517156394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879309046974719,0.0,0.21295047153925212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22117052671627094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043744389258165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252039895111111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211944846680543,0.20441719291934446,0.0,0.25326879541459585,0.18602500067275327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,thatwolfaldieb,2020/04/02,"I need advice. So I’m 15 years old and am 99% sure that I have social anxiety. I have done research on the subject and everything points to me being socially anxious: -Speeches/public speaking make me feel psychically sick. My hands tremble and my heart rate speeds up. This happens at the mere thought of presenting something to a group. -I can’t look people in the eye or enter a room with people already in it. I have to stand outside and force myself to enter. -Without realising I rehearse my sentences in my head so I don’t mess them up and embarrass myself -I can’t start conversations with people I don’t know without shaking or feeling sick. -Being asked a question in class does the same things as speeches. -I have a constant feeling that people are looking at me and judging me for every little thing I do even though I know that they aren’t. My problem is that I am psychically unable to get a diagnosis from a professional as my mother says I’m jut awkward and overreacting and would not take the though of social anxiety seriously. My father, who has anxiety himself, understands but I don’t live with so there’s nothing he can do. So, as people who have social anxiety, am I just overreacting? Or, going off what I’ve said, do you think I have been social anxiety? If so, any advice on how to deal with it?",4.748526315789473,6.298037701960786,5.932837977296183,76.43145510835916,70.01960784313725,8.348813209494324,31.46026831785345,8.841846274778883,2.765274509803921,1054,46,186,19,19,352,145,255,0.11199999999999999,0.871,0.017,-0.9245,1,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,2,0,11,8,0,4,11,0,27,6,4,2,1,37,48,24,0,4,9,2,4,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,12,12,0,0,9,0,0,4,9,7,0,0,4,11,33,1,30,41,1,25,0,0,3,0,22,14,0,5,6,139,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19468504370793488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992751299040443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774154409452905,0.0,0.3810256075778695,0.11253647635689268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312647918981036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764831194683357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269858199383007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717366533378437,0.10194062246700528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579469822408754,0.0,0.08392984484039097,0.0,0.08952744383135483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15110485101974694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05204467084185013,0.0,0.05661344008211097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808912208558607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223362049515418,0.0,0.0,0.11804412942522907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094914815543593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984029390490584,0.08796177673564591,0.0,0.16730284519426822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649371549727423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386318194069143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558317775208926,0.0,0.10452907458565712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34530212526773474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416827353486892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531800060233042,0.0,0.0,0.11159147960537748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475657610287634,0.079217762231828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5077241999237487,0.0,0.07668841240979289,0.0,0.0,0.07050793493207279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388585902582536,0.0,0.07489800332048814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235941892424252,0.06382920202280402,0.1957422558420222,0.07908309901784512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370261812054243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19205040676457533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076356285137651,0.0,0.0,0.06414872595524537 socialanxiety,Jossk405,2020/04/02,"when someone is having problems with being uncomfortable in some s situations is it benificial to force them into those situations? I am asking this because my mother is trying to do this to me, saying that it will be benificial. I'm wondering if this is actually benificial or if it could be harmful?",8.63193939393939,8.67050152727273,10.010909090909092,55.943030303030326,61.0,13.15151515151515,40.15151515151515,12.45797560212912,5.694333333333333,244,12,36,8,3,86,40,55,0.102,0.898,0.0,-0.6868,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,12,0,0,0,0,9,15,4,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,6,10,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,5,1,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.2841773765429191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722405298259967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775179286583814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325061996603009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786470959891333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315805960801577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6546608520106311,0.0,0.0,0.2467399196882057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19771137806238887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158030715227952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,NateFisher22,2020/04/02,"Freaking out over payroll issues So basically, my contract states that after x amount of hours, my pay is supposed to go up. Well it didn’t reflect in this paycheque so now I have to go correct them. I hoped that it would switch over automatically but noooooo. Because of social distancing now, I have to essentially talk at a reasonably loud level at the payroll lady who shares a space with a bunch of other people. I feel like I’ll sound like a naggy stickler, even though it’s in my right.",3.9920263157894738,6.0316507684210565,4.9401973684210505,80.79450657894739,72.89473684210526,6.855263157894738,28.717105263157894,7.645422480735847,1.8350263157894744,393,16,72,5,8,128,70,95,0.071,0.795,0.134,0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,1,1,9,9,4,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,8,2,0,0,3,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,1,3,8,5,16,7,2,18,0,0,0,0,5,11,0,1,6,51,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684437988468704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18250858676265316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971709756242404,0.19740504560409536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140812016788153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27445086395443385,0.27212227229720765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884091860901679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26999470043227725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915674198371289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841058340956021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359781399669531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28167627086815245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22209777954802712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27148572337688986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24844735967086465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19629177120485256,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dumbguts,2020/04/02,"Can someone with social anxiety be a social worker? Ever since I started researching it early in high school, I've been interested in the career. I like the idea of helping people and solving their problems. Unfortunately, I have social anxiety and now that it's time to go to college, I don't know what to do. Whenever I tell people that I want to be a social worker, they respond, ""oh..! Nice."" One aunt even told me that ""You know that job is a lot of work! You have to help people, be social...."" She tried to be nice about it, but I know what she was poking at. Now, if I were to do a self-evaluation, I would not describe myself as a completely ""socially incompetent person,"" I just have trouble getting *to* the situations (anticipatory anxiety) and asserting authority rather than insecurity. But now I am doubting all of it. Can I really be *useful* in a career like social work? Please be honest, and I would REALLY appreciate any alternative-job suggestions! Thank you.",2.8978176795580097,5.6512457845303885,5.4113232044198885,72.38516160220995,80.10497237569061,8.260883977900553,25.62458563535912,8.982922981607832,2.7023588950276247,761,30,129,21,20,268,105,181,0.111,0.713,0.17600000000000002,0.8836,2,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,3,2,4,8,11,0,2,9,0,21,0,0,1,2,24,31,8,0,6,6,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,10,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,4,0,22,7,19,19,2,13,0,0,0,0,22,5,0,3,9,99,32,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967281902339865,0.0,0.2351330654318293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742197280701693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767046962598247,0.09267628771398632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053528436370399016,0.0,0.0582274587604433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734666777185028,0.1082491861450948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565906757987444,0.0,0.0,0.2033412816281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891953706344806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010854009044023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871034592723778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942606558198887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21308790170417866,0.08945963303498773,0.0,0.11246467111016456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803546545043576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312704153344353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368978945819757,0.0,0.0,0.1068827649300575,0.0,0.0,0.08475172002189088,0.1151635568122769,0.0,0.7310788006841701,0.08680967151647515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251807817342945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895500646730783,0.0943266710572325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05974225355491914,0.0,0.0,0.09790001059634028,0.0,0.06956012552145617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848810469146175,0.0,0.0,0.06043053171950698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917671854258527,0.0,0.0,0.14556198781400478,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BornaLindic,2020/04/02,"How to get rid of social anxiety in group situations So you go to a party, or a club or simply in front of the class. With your eyes, you see this beast that is the large group of people in front of you. You shrink down, start sweating and shaking and keep thinking „how do I look, what are they thinking about me, gosh why am I nervous, oooooh shi\*\* this is awkward, OOOOHHH WHY AM I LIKE THAT!!!“. Long story short, you panic, but you needn't worry, there are a few things that can help :) 1. LOOK AT PEOPLE! Most of us can have 1on1 conversations easily. Why? Because we look at people, we see what they think and react accordingly. That's why you should never talk to a group, pick one person and talk to them. If you want to get fancy with it, talk to each member for around 3 seconds so they feel included, but ALWAYS communicate with individuals, never the group. 2. PAY ATTENTION! If you can't see others, you have no idea what they'll do, ergo, you feel anxious. 3. BEST WAY TO AVOID IT IS TO GO THROUGH WITH IT. Listen, you may feel temporary relief when you avoid an anxious situation, but the next time you're there, your anxiety will double. So take a deep breath, acknowledge your feelings, feel that fear and then... go ahead and do it anyway. Hope this helps. Of course, if you suffer from serious anxiety disorder you should see a professional, but these tips might still help you. Anyhow, if you have any further questions about this, feel free to contact me :D",2.064878533568905,4.663917858657246,2.994751545936399,89.34339940371027,82.42756183745583,5.940326855123676,20.15117049469965,7.292943589461545,0.5981272968197877,1146,32,228,17,32,363,159,283,0.129,0.713,0.158,0.9568,0,2,0,0,0,0,59.0,3,20,5,2,12,14,0,7,11,0,22,3,3,3,2,54,49,22,0,9,10,0,6,1,0,6,0,1,0,1,19,14,0,3,13,1,2,6,5,9,0,2,0,15,33,6,32,43,5,27,0,1,8,0,44,10,0,12,11,153,52,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255684066973522,0.0,0.0,0.06747124716490083,0.0,0.22770316167433685,0.22417488449177966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832453813879274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06048201766101367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412255991131246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137117578578959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164718035125808,0.3010038488860561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367401265865077,0.0,0.1691626368881621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995100334335084,0.0,0.0,0.098545284031873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200438915673737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818900068678974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048472619211023235,0.0,0.0,0.08780429353983554,0.2499529300013092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525400225831376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304518003704934,0.0,0.10551885060134612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723229081624847,0.0,0.0,0.1164102634965636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20635459688956048,0.0866328231926125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111462161453667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162537485754324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22304907178969488,0.0,0.10113966382831073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702265997694144,0.0,0.07923515890099841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459915125557859,0.23924160907770825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591564444101196,0.1907235474294486,0.0,0.0,0.057854474848195926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934633862278272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05852100430418816,0.078754168935184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35811315311376124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076010502500736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dylanskie,2020/04/02,"Why do most of us worry so much about what other people think of us? Does anyone have a good answer? I graduated from college and started living with my family again to save money while working. My parents are opinionated and in the past have judged me for some of the things I've enjoyed doing, so now that I'm with them again, I just avoid doing a lot of the things I like. It would be so much easier to be living on my own so I didn't feel the need to justify everything to them. To make matters worse, a guy I've been seeing has been wanting to see me again, but my mom doesn't me to do anything outside at all because of coronavirus, which makes me feel guilty about living with them, and I start feeling bad about myself and beat myself up for not living on my own now... blah, blah, blah. That train of thought is probably familiar to most people here. I guess my point is I've worried so much about other people's perceptions of me that I feel like I have no idea who I am and what I enjoy doing. The guy I've been seeing has been very sweet, but he has also been forward about his feelings, which makes me feel pressured to feel the same way. And how do I feel about him? I really don't know. And my parents judge pretty much everything, which makes me feel like I don't like doing the things I tell them I'm doing for fear that I'll be judged. Does anyone know how to stop judging yourself so harshly based on the judgment of others?",6.508892655367234,5.297303911864411,6.8000000000000025,81.33841807909604,65.8135593220339,9.493785310734463,29.836158192090398,8.238735603445708,1.9033683615819197,1134,30,236,12,15,368,139,295,0.11,0.773,0.11800000000000001,0.5434,2,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,2,0,4,2,22,13,0,3,11,0,31,0,0,6,1,51,58,19,0,3,4,3,9,7,0,1,0,0,0,2,17,10,0,2,16,0,1,1,6,4,0,0,7,13,38,9,37,47,12,19,0,0,3,0,16,8,0,6,15,174,55,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273003428913806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718407904880188,0.0,0.0748413758395237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593668642120502,0.05544025744266562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917612074490695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347403949022368,0.0,0.08573644428689806,0.10234030974484737,0.4138684071439216,0.1299446655049781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628176774849048,0.0,0.0,0.10018803129047467,0.1801030413421709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266774174699307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996384356274747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772783329030153,0.0,0.32123037022703776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773196226544914,0.0,0.0,0.2428304843267769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651566290407244,0.0,0.0,0.2674251233313791,0.06743581746951034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20197107051116556,0.0,0.0868189054279181,0.18915294856985398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597401761834927,0.0,0.0,0.0925254785793342,0.09805591289146864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05826277775959464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21741820853884727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874506906700056,0.0,0.0,0.07603550427903913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949141477327576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18126281688174425,0.05827496600797024,0.0,0.0722015121765643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21879533765460452,0.0,0.0,0.07504054308530038,0.05364271348571209,0.0721892484625918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206524091800159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621027271993611,0.18472155455677672,0.0926824458253562,0.06460591843672989,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Dave_Tee83,2020/04/02,Help my post was auto removed I just made a post that I really need some help/advice with and it was auto-removed for some reason. How do I go about getting it reinstated?,0.23714285714285666,2.651867000000003,2.9857142857142875,86.12428571428573,93.28571428571428,5.085714285714286,18.42857142857143,6.742157984588678,0.4542571428571427,135,4,26,2,5,47,26,35,0.0,0.912,0.08800000000000001,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,9,7,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,3,4,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31010830989692983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16580097378328154,0.0,0.18035590086367773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4254226875764778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30028188319856525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353091545090649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6078623753463621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20330093840944888,0.3262860901897462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,wastintimenow,2020/04/02,Trouble with socializing with acquaintances and coworkers I have some close friends but new people I seem to have a trouble connecting with. I always feel so awkward and while I’ve gained a ton of confidence as of late I still feel like I’m stuck as my old self. Being quiet and shy every day leads people to think I’m rude or don’t want to talk and it’s hard to break that mold. Just venting for the most part lol,1.6889281045751616,4.032431435294118,2.808627450980392,91.74771241830068,81.70588235294117,6.130718954248366,21.20915032679739,7.3871296695380915,0.6752875816993464,332,10,70,5,9,106,63,85,0.19,0.62,0.19,0.2601,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,3,6,1,1,3,1,4,0,0,1,0,19,12,10,0,1,3,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,8,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,4,5,2,12,10,4,9,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,4,7,40,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055350495345908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930329559912082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20811955742398225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497949311408101,0.17646651925148948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19084204492935256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22127560957388331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27864202740890553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067833640176252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23856721200670275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591991535558765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26749158785729604,0.0,0.3424961674834268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22487184571120064,0.2576889893734791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517991924863513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19726532868121333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19854012327996892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827629969975818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456949832490954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,EndMe06,2020/04/02,"Shoot I have no title Sh*t, I can’t do school work cause idk my grandparents wifi password (i’m over at their house) and my grandmas in a mood cause of her daycare being lil’ shits so my social anxiety is making me too scared to ask her, I’m hoping for some kind of advice or something?? O-o",0.4545199063231884,2.6846913606557368,2.3167681498829045,93.97360655737705,86.21311475409836,4.797189695550352,18.550351288056206,6.1826913282559595,-0.13452880562060887,227,6,49,2,7,75,51,61,0.223,0.733,0.044000000000000004,-0.8599,1,0,1,1,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,2,5,1,1,1,0,5,1,1,3,0,7,10,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,9,2,7,9,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,3,0,28,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24642235409527494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19291307724856152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357494524847507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5181060908403946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504665352619661,0.0,0.29097593016396794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26260131040735923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683286768547177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524710265723199,0.2552144207395925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588538693783461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25706051208339603,0.0,0.19413652695582226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835863010698264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,_max_-,2020/04/02,im struggling right now and would love if someone could talk to me i hate being so stuck in my mind. would super appreciate a phone call but can also text.,2.0073958333333337,4.026065781250002,3.3200000000000003,90.25833333333335,78.6875,5.5166666666666675,20.041666666666664,6.42735559955562,0.07221666666666637,123,3,26,1,3,40,30,32,0.165,0.643,0.193,0.2508,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,1,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,7,8,5,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,2,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,1,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358191860853139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011102462759377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235441436000946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911375886550823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185260758133599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661449525987877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977494823393683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518299204781297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498548472902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082775122028721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23701714985032746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4189552569568677,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,IncitusAkt,2020/04/02,"A Good Life? I love to talk about books however, I don’t have anyone to talk with. I like to travel though I don't do it often. I like coffee and cigarettes however, I haven't gone into a proper coffee shop and quit smoking 3 months ago. I am about to be 19, I had 3 girlfriends, I had sex a couple of times though I am asexual, I am good at school though I hate it, I have few friends, whoever most of the time I feel alone. I like this world, but I hate how absurd can be. I am afraid of how long and lonely is the life of a single adult.",1.5307250470809777,2.422359059322037,3.623333333333335,92.43739171374769,77.05084745762713,6.9393596986817325,19.890772128060263,7.3871296695380915,0.2452286252354048,411,8,100,5,9,141,66,118,0.114,0.757,0.129,-0.3291,2,3,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,8,11,2,1,6,0,16,4,0,2,0,11,21,9,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,2,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,1,3,1,2,3,4,0,0,3,1,17,7,13,16,3,10,0,1,0,2,6,3,0,2,8,68,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15596465233677784,0.0,0.0,0.1822259878508175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302485523708345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19467982811530773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896309324402539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359346929931095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951486854226749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474185803489669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24855035466065095,0.2578735616006234,0.0,0.0,0.15570581404160955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15879725806971956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404376435738006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18713919589582748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806576265486582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828358993414424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.518595293158212,0.0,0.2051899227023846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,memeyasin,2020/04/02,"I actively choose to avoid responding to messages because I'm afraid, and I feel horrible I hate texting people. Everytime I hear my damn notification go off from a friend I just feel so stressed out. I don't know why I'm like this! I love my friends a lot, and especially since I can't see them right now, I miss them more. But whenever any of them text me, I just want to flip. When a friend sends me something on snapchat or instagram, I go out or my way to avoid using the app until I feel like responding (could go for over 12hr) just so they can't see that I'm active. I'm always so afraid of responding to their messages, and I don't even know why. It could even just be a ""hey, what's up?"" text and I'll feel my heart drop at the notification. Then, I choose not to respond until the next day and reply with a ""ohhhh sorry I was busy""-type bullshit response or just dont respond at all and I feel so scummy. I do all this, even to my best friends. I know. I'm so shitty about that. I just get so anxious when people text me or send me things and I just don't know why I'm like this. And I'm such a hypocrite about it all too, because I don't respond immediatly at all to people's messages, but if I send someone a message and don't get an immediate response, I start fearing that they hate me and don't want to talk to me. and honestly, I wouldn't blame them at all. I have a friend's message sitting in my notif's right now from over 12hrs ago. I hate myself. I think my friends hate me too. I'd rather be friendless than have to deal with the stress of keeping up with texting people. Stupid, I know. I honestly enjoy checking my phone to see an empty notif box, but then my brain is like ""welp, no one is texting you because you're a fucking jerk and it's your fault."" That's truly how I feel. Is there something wrong with me, or am I just an asshole?",1.9315878169449616,3.45787893367347,3.491706864564005,91.18619356833644,77.26530612244899,6.282127396413113,24.63388991960421,6.980632752743323,0.7781231292517012,1450,50,327,15,33,480,164,392,0.16899999999999998,0.7040000000000001,0.128,-0.961,0,2,2,0,0,0,50.0,0,2,7,1,29,33,8,7,16,0,22,4,2,2,5,67,62,34,0,7,19,0,6,4,6,1,0,1,0,0,12,18,0,3,14,0,1,6,12,18,0,1,1,10,58,15,40,56,8,36,0,1,3,2,35,15,2,7,16,209,70,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804531747407405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732593078760966,0.0,0.0,0.059872650512529976,0.0,0.0,0.09946417975689444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610116393814488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239630067610503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828574806535287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405912618013113,0.0,0.0,0.056780822562376265,0.0907690604050696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318641482281736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744558538635223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907350005763163,0.26710486324990274,0.06289834796031853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4081334883809301,0.08139486687482482,0.09199826871396666,0.0,0.15011157883934498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476992125264195,0.0,0.0,0.09923150844985287,0.10433206093250824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825717530112873,0.0,0.0,0.24193223290184485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205457503137925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748514994591512,0.07946276437883136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363534142325418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05966060537401865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24415331824783276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15037746490469886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104779920043985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283055550690899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459903584592907,0.13556049174683987,0.0,0.09855757458741374,0.06231769592758864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20170723663411044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076609099061502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05849223941688049,0.05641476816460196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604138085655451,0.0,0.0,0.10386076397205338,0.069884892175432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383368978779705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626182854493788,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MyronBlayze,2020/04/02,"Avoiding joining a house party (app) call since you are worried people will be annoyed with you. Does it pop up automatically for everyone when you sign in? Do they have to invite you and that's why you get the notification? If its auto then I don't want to annoy people by just hopping in. Is it just me to question it all this much??",2.641840796019899,4.630197985074631,4.615746268656718,81.85904228855723,76.61194029850745,6.257711442786071,24.59950248756219,7.1686216300943375,1.0628129353233828,263,9,52,3,6,90,55,67,0.13,0.777,0.09300000000000001,-0.3971,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,5,1,0,3,3,2,1,2,0,7,0,0,0,1,10,9,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,8,0,9,7,2,5,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,2,2,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089816774595687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648015098452176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891409461662175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809255427714852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491521386531519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22244095438843806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41956030539063344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389738422976893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503083745045064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784774180541207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273043464047275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072982701091193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,annabek,2020/04/02,"Anxious in groups I have the hardest time being comfortable in a social setting of multiple people. Could be any number of people. I immediately feel a sense of defeat the minute I am I troduced into such a situation. This makes work environments tricky. I just moved into a house with some housemates and I'm feeling this defeat big time, especially because they don't really talk to me. I'm just wondering if anyone has any tips about how to feel comfortable/confident in groups and how to not feel a need to fill the silence or feel dumb? Or feel the need to apologize for existing?",4.237363636363637,6.6858961909090935,5.541818181818184,74.9227272727273,73.45454545454545,8.763636363636364,28.272727272727273,9.3871,2.9372,471,19,80,12,10,157,71,110,0.12300000000000001,0.807,0.07,-0.7757,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,3,6,4,1,0,9,0,7,0,0,3,0,25,19,7,0,4,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,7,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,6,7,1,16,16,1,11,0,2,0,0,6,6,1,5,2,53,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603922654903815,0.0,0.0,0.21628993271827898,0.0,0.13386995974967758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670934110414233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528614352931201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5808331506101025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209136489246248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277978635609996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20348662757892708,0.0,0.28392327838033743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265461922602885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265113325369192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21520371847024075,0.0,0.19516451304674887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538844747577058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22327818748717174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20762504764810732,0.1393816995070897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,zperson50,2020/04/02,"More confident interactions during WFH meetings So I’ve noticed this recently about my interactions with my coworkers during work from home. I’ve noticed that I’ve been feeling very confident during meetings and are more likely to speak up over Webex. I have gotten my point across easily and feel much more “in charge” of my work (although the workload has increased). Note, we don’t use cameras only voice. I feel good and am punctual in my words during meetings on the phone. In person I noticed that I don’t question as much, I sit back more and take things as they are without much reasoning or raising a concern. I am thinking this is probably due to social anxiety of some sort. I have never been formally diagnosed but I am sure I do have a bit of social anxiety and anxiety in general dealing with friends and relationships - esp with confrontation. Has anyone else experienced this?",6.837895622895623,8.28655889506173,7.198080808080809,69.68681818181821,64.98765432098766,10.582267115600448,36.94949494949496,10.637119530657019,4.458140740740742,719,36,113,19,11,234,97,162,0.053,0.8440000000000001,0.10300000000000001,0.7959999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,1,2,3,5,1,0,4,0,16,1,0,2,2,26,23,12,0,0,3,0,3,1,1,0,1,2,1,1,6,10,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,6,16,4,21,20,10,15,0,0,0,0,16,9,0,4,5,83,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178770064564896,0.0,0.0,0.0968487098835052,0.14191883373775407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650486759840916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121594915746686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279669206070944,0.0,0.1405837144568893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570649233796053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101029289892484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701170604445992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617477359315866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893581544003894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766849865678426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054601453906425,0.0,0.10682667584640472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4730802269318295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534233224426844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094071199910668,0.0,0.0,0.1309357704535316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493361233734949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15516177380876947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241031562547304,0.13676092283281285,0.14870682521611248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28238495535464103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305430887153963,0.0,0.10414152667424642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201922177754604,0.08875097132576519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962730028918618,0.0,0.11428442681069036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351772859211744,0.0,0.20167239616525756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,g0thnek0,2020/04/02,anyone else feeling guilty because of quarantine? so many of my friends are having a hard time being isolated during quarantine and i want to help them but i’m not sure how? i can empathize with them but i also don’t know what it feels like because im doing pretty well because of this whole situation. i just don’t really know what advice to give them.,2.6791428571428604,5.095863485714286,4.155714285714286,83.07928571428572,78.42857142857143,6.857142857142858,24.285714285714285,7.957251820313856,1.6028571428571428,284,10,52,5,7,94,52,70,0.09699999999999999,0.675,0.228,0.8647,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,3,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,1,1,13,14,6,0,1,4,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,3,8,4,6,13,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21094821837469446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726332501053056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15094314984479426,0.22118700199975186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3947818224979824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803338674515362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21830335810290155,0.15421943739769012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16678264480802374,0.0,0.0,0.2070846802936577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19337945896514414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469486166020465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331794652664769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23727588438429634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546445424837672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188609463786855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21962005436706908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829352320687785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426498609916008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20345738239437636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258770562640413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732725983176402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19409540376301007,0.0,0.0,0.24101406243563225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,medium_problems,2020/04/02,"Is it just me who despises the sound of their own voice? I always feel like my voice is too low, too high, too monotone, too excited. I feel like no matter what I do I sound dumb. I'm wondering if this is me or a social anxiety thing",0.4318000000000026,2.2903345800000032,2.9419999999999997,91.781,83.2,7.2,20.0,8.238735603445708,0.8951999999999996,179,5,42,4,5,62,36,50,0.22,0.627,0.152,-0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,5,6,2,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,8,2,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,8,3,1,8,1,2,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,3,2,29,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762988470763511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540234523506225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357969924643284,0.4744445867229818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508374961414488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244535206078074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33849130226826063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22060457274769285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36010272392647075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,nobodycaresanyway-34,2020/04/02,"People that somehow got into a relationship, whats is it like? Never been on one myself and i doubt i will ever get in one, besides my social anxiety enjoys making me stutter like hell and doubt everyone to even talk to the opposite sex. So, I'm kinda curious if someone in here that is in one would mind telling what is it like.",3.724545454545456,5.120784787878787,5.64890909090909,78.07336363636367,72.33333333333334,8.31030303030303,28.35151515151515,8.841846274778883,2.3849187878787874,260,10,48,5,5,90,50,66,0.172,0.659,0.16899999999999998,-0.0591,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,1,2,2,0,6,1,0,1,2,13,10,4,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,2,0,5,4,7,6,0,7,1,0,0,1,4,5,1,5,5,38,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838649592070585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874706665929622,0.21740781325713615,0.0,0.2296620607774805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557149822700464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922276214532009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35226452191193625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043363023748344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426821686815472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18537058671540044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.488596472955687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666264941615178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580429580953118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24500371484438396,0.2036454126454928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19318198469556652,0.21007405689029246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707357634008292,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,anxioiscat37,2020/04/03,"Caught drinking and now my anxiety is 10x worse So I'm 14 and occasionally my anxiety gets to a point where I drink to get rid of it just for a bit (not a good habit i know but still) and anyway it was about midnight tonight and my mum caught me about to drink vodka. She took it away obviously and said we will talk about it in the morning but now its 1 in the morning and my anxiety is 10x worse than it's ever been before and I can't sleep. I have no clue what to do, any advice?",-0.2335714285714268,1.8172604285714296,2.0948809523809544,95.62803571428572,87.57142857142857,5.404761904761906,18.27380952380953,6.816661863887847,-0.08933333333333371,375,10,91,5,12,127,69,105,0.107,0.851,0.042,-0.6876,0,0,4,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,11,1,0,0,5,0,8,4,1,0,2,15,16,10,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,8,3,0,1,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,6,1,11,1,13,9,1,13,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,5,63,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17691838929944684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311911219889014,0.0,0.4155045636211179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010092019867504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15405884327546984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976579484865213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5320754829593168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376863208883427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18918062038239108,0.0,0.0,0.15185479800412938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949945917606112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711492465943311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17221847657492215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18117913889982706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14458547646209427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551983621849246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011514206124656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690075493725469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,inducpie,2020/04/03,"Someone please give some advice Any advice is appreciated! So I recently started a new job and just got done with my first week and I totally feel like I butchered it, someone had messed up the scheduling so I was late 2 times this week, anxiety nearly crippled me because I was trying to be friendly and approachable but every time I began to speak I nearly started crying so I just looked anxious and upset most of the time and I also missed a training meeting because I didn’t know who to talk to about the scheduling, I just feel like first impressions matter a lot and there’s no point in going back in on Monday because of how horrible this first week went, I know how selfish that is to say because of everything that’s going on right now with corona and how someone would love to be in the situation I am, but that still doesn’t undermine my concerns. I’d just like some of your thoughts on what I should do next week to kind of make up for it? Thanks!",4.369240601503758,5.755110721052635,5.104962406015041,82.63473684210527,70.73684210526315,7.954887218045112,29.360902255639097,8.418075326091056,2.1341954887218053,767,30,147,12,14,248,110,190,0.152,0.711,0.13699999999999998,-0.6255,1,0,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,1,0,3,16,12,0,1,7,0,14,1,0,4,1,32,32,16,0,2,6,0,2,3,1,2,0,2,0,0,9,9,0,0,5,0,0,4,3,4,0,3,9,5,18,8,26,19,5,39,0,1,1,1,9,12,0,4,26,107,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22769814591588655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317042655129404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922860276284732,0.0,0.08912736462910839,0.13161949437067666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895865190914742,0.0,0.2840857967156571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797722253008312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922688197903115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981619835462798,0.0,0.10470877773009596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781865300931466,0.16646492788704995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297301812051238,0.0,0.0,0.0900128460110534,0.0,0.0,0.1117639156039122,0.1324269712259505,0.0,0.09318111174055582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156149977367108,0.0,0.0,0.12132387849788916,0.1280581541790772,0.0,0.13142471783222798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707579770813578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783634872932674,0.0,0.0,0.0990498945025238,0.1051519139292257,0.0,0.07776917756713482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252297011172313,0.12390627785275755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788945355073197,0.11013656149240078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503638566574233,0.0,0.0,0.09949614999026164,0.0,0.09265086439229953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309584974934376,0.0,0.0,0.2961474392865711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649281912017426,0.0,0.09304246168853986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364373322676924,0.0,0.10726378601998884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249336608856246,0.20380811375539631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910045309380126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738188320130519,0.0,0.0,0.10800294844066588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276307081828509,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AgreeableFrosting4,2020/04/03,"I made it through Shoprite! On Wednesday me and my mom went to PetSmart and Shoprite to get food and groceries. There was a load of people and meagre amounts of cashiers so we had to line up with two people first. It was an agonizing process. I hated it. There were three women in the left side of us they were giggling and all that stuff and I was feeling anxious. It felt like 20 minutes passed but only half of that time went by. I was sweating profusely, and that made me more anxious cause whenever I get anxious I sweat and then I start sweating more because I get more anxious like “Oh no I’m sweating they’re gonna talk about me” and my little paranoid brain kept on talking and my mom had to reassure me. But I did. :D",1.3492546333601927,3.8305032808219215,2.1457131345688967,94.97547542304594,84.68493150684931,4.531184528605963,26.396454472199835,5.900188976854957,0.7355419822723608,573,26,119,4,17,178,88,146,0.12300000000000001,0.769,0.10800000000000001,-0.1162,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,1,1,4,5,1,0,3,0,9,6,5,3,1,21,23,14,0,0,2,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,12,1,1,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,4,15,2,19,4,16,7,5,15,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,7,80,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6083792106670017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206985864534799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029281389029508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830320816233044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807352081693736,0.0,0.1292669527304744,0.0,0.0,0.11451713049196673,0.16279644006408367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110175526496041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292032178278895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627706569221385,0.0,0.0,0.1315478934289172,0.1349357141012613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25478237210837923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153565946945016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239300539168453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866724827475513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529257354677136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541203799227708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21642272969066212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850446721873967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151500550817313,0.0,0.16194461625782108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24960872565348466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,crackheadtinqz,2020/04/03,"me and my ex still have feelings for each other but IDK how to ask him out *I really need help should I ask him out or just move on and IDK if have the guts to ask him out* [View Poll](https://www.reddit.com/poll/fuhcrk)",-0.7111363636363635,0.5933192500000004,0.07145454545454477,102.38718181818182,117.86363636363636,3.578181818181818,8.945454545454545,5.6839178017228535,-1.6429563636363635,173,2,40,2,10,52,33,44,0.114,0.802,0.084,-0.1107,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,1,0,14,8,6,0,3,4,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,7,7,1,6,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,2,1,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8343798349841942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042724899636986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994110413381277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162002743344908,0.0,0.2205958680970049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190589044811856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375875329443916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LadyTigerBomb,2020/04/03,"Getting a refund So the local pizza place fucked up my pizza order real bad. Wrong cut (asked for triangles cause everything here is ALWAYS shitty square tavern style), wrong toppings, undercooked toppings AND crust. My husband is much more confrontational than I am so my husband got a refund. but since it was my card and my order, I had to walk back in there to get the refund. My anxiety was SO high and I was scared to walk back in there. Even more so, when the girl tried to short change me by 8 dollars so I had to bring that up and I was shaking while doing so. I had a minor panic attack afterwards in my car. I just wanted pizza for my Birthday Eve. Now I’m not even hungry and horribly depressed because Coronavirus ruined all my birthday plans in general :(",3.1412548262548228,5.4760053648648634,4.319343629343631,82.92391891891893,76.43243243243244,6.66100386100386,24.08494208494209,7.7094869923839395,1.4357185328185331,606,20,108,9,14,198,91,148,0.28800000000000003,0.7120000000000001,0.0,-0.9931,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,16,12,4,3,6,0,11,4,0,1,1,13,19,14,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,3,0,0,0,4,5,1,12,0,0,8,1,17,0,15,11,4,26,0,2,1,1,4,12,1,0,7,79,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15829138572383925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552983012564766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17784474884569307,0.21642063203354373,0.0,0.29255910256483386,0.1588389073608608,0.11596594914811527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954245208838693,0.20124420200744367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16384977505467627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512978410188052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17097162806436614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17586988796310118,0.19878065820055946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15214890980960602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20099451740660312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984516704872316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22320066722349066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19875587196684447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21652993449146093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904591753589456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573649804844413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915758868789765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220597578725652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4159858637610903,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Munikblast,2020/04/03,"Quarantine saved me and I love it I realize that I was actually mentally ill in school because of the anxiety and rejection, and was having my grades go downhill. This quarantine has helped me recover and get my grades back up, and being an extreme introvert and hating pretty much everyone in my class because they are assholes, it makes learning such an easier experience.",11.264545454545448,9.937269696969699,11.22636363636364,53.75954545454547,56.57575757575758,16.072727272727274,47.75757575757576,14.554592549557764,7.482339393939394,304,17,44,12,3,102,49,66,0.184,0.6579999999999999,0.158,-0.2732,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,3,0,6,2,0,1,0,10,11,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,9,2,4,8,1,5,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,35,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.2773427756555754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21741580621214032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185358599467771,0.0,0.3464970763097199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715697559535891,0.0,0.27800671664791443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14848521785788146,0.0,0.16152007205157934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805932874754268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904964096563356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25650582440991104,0.0,0.18970883420120332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864114769426913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089231445712462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891383381927117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876303143024828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,iwfaahl,2020/04/03,"talked to customer support this probably sounds dumb but today I had to talk to customer support for my debit card. was super stressed out and had a lot of anxiety, messed up my words a few times but actually resolved the issue!",9.36488372093023,7.846595372093022,8.985697674418606,68.93343023255818,60.3953488372093,11.390697674418604,42.43023255813954,10.125756701596842,4.427009302325581,183,9,31,3,2,59,35,43,0.187,0.5770000000000001,0.23600000000000002,0.5707,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,0,7,1,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,3,4,7,2,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,2,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.2536795583301035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19886562959322707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713265268445466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22100529633470176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802765370802012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29777872138355216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5899899796989736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4178855740455648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515824349675953,0.0,0.2464078935355663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mangafreak14,2020/04/03,"How do I make friends? I started college in January and I really cannot make friends or talk to people because of my low self esteem, because of that I think everyone else assumes I’m a snob or I’m weird. Everyone has been quarantined since February and that’s really the only thing that’s been keeping me calm for now, but I’m worried about what I’m going to do when it’s over.",2.2777938517179024,4.129371860759498,4.345605786618446,84.00784810126581,77.22784810126579,8.05858951175407,29.00723327305606,8.841846274778883,2.500072694394213,303,14,61,7,7,104,54,79,0.106,0.8140000000000001,0.079,-0.2382,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,2,0,6,0,0,3,0,11,16,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,6,3,8,14,0,7,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,3,3,36,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825164942096292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935776514378357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4428489625510896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3580624442738634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169543877972067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205969048862786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30935830876225096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17623834981764094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16064989102498914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296899698429034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417411462754089,0.0,0.0,0.19168645160247727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164017120578854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862528822052196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539487065842954,0.14848090409557693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353293815974032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,elaf1337,2020/04/03,"Looking for advice Ever feeling anxious? I know I do, definitely with this pandemic of Covid-19 i'm not sure how i am going to pay my bills. kik elafferty1337",1.5090000000000003,4.159351900000001,3.6633333333333336,79.48500000000001,96.66666666666666,6.4,29.33333333333333,7.554174236665415,2.800533333333333,127,7,21,3,5,43,27,30,0.175,0.687,0.13699999999999998,-0.0418,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,7,7,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,4,7,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,14,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4157863547426549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4806854228639269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.384882333753082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21514179686614127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418171980020799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338395550258913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35730654402890993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40102165366943066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jasonlittle210,2020/04/03,How would the world react if Covid-19 suddenly mutated into a violent zombie outbreak? Who would panic the most? The president? The people once again? Obnoxious celebrities? Would seeing one corona victims suddenly start biting the shit out if someone make the public go into survival panic mode.,6.414375,10.267531687500004,6.213333333333335,64.76500000000001,75.875,8.200000000000001,33.0,8.841846274778883,4.352600000000002,243,12,26,6,6,76,37,48,0.271,0.664,0.065,-0.9146,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,3,2,7,0,3,1,1,3,0,12,7,3,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,4,1,9,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,3,4,20,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14298565279028005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679397560550855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679374961336348,0.17048539502200147,0.0,0.0,0.5903785075855411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744223623212727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20048642028437672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582557915240693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131732659218405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17807826354545564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.536171669486692,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,allicekitty13,2020/04/03,"Advice on leaving a voicemail?? Ok, so I have an infected tooth and my doctor (I had an appointment today for my T1D and brought up my tooth issue.) Want's me to get into a dentist ASAP. Of course, all the dentists in my state are closed due to COVID-19 other than dental emergencies. This means no one is answering the phones and you're required to leave a voicemail to be seen. I'm awful at voicemails, I make all my appointments online for just about everything else because I get super anxious talking to people on the phone. I never know what to say and then worry myself into a stomach ache and usually just keep putting it off. With this though I'm in a tremendous amount of pain and need to get this taken care of. Does anyone have advice on leaving voicemails?? Or maybe there's a dentist in here who can tell me what the person who listens to the voicemail needs to know??",4.94815789473684,6.158076052631582,5.286798245614037,82.5396710526316,69.17543859649122,7.337426900584796,30.03947368421053,7.492282038375204,1.91900350877193,699,27,127,7,12,222,110,171,0.12300000000000001,0.8240000000000001,0.053,-0.884,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,7,4,0,0,13,2,7,9,3,1,3,26,25,10,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,9,10,0,2,4,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,4,3,13,3,28,20,3,20,0,0,1,0,9,12,0,1,5,89,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30254590564132633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488477547436845,0.0,0.10824275341598706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436725352050783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15783328275505856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15844874233793796,0.13547027046438054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931911363436502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912810690452773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426365442423122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16157545108654414,0.0,0.1375971587484743,0.0,0.0,0.1701527699095874,0.0,0.0,0.4917461482777544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033330603698531,0.0,0.15552170846886862,0.16862724562611156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295708273032145,0.1193946057288819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489938791031883,0.0,0.16472267065690352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732179752413472,0.1351691280412482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562106072980644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310657850668175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442581806174892,0.13530576582136591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209442116890026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467363586314763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17049504613761132,0.0,0.09130757641717696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721126284080555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,everydayisgray32,2020/04/03,"Have you ever met someone who actually does watch and question your behavior as much as we're all worried that people do? I've only talked to this new person at work a couple of times, but three of those times she's commented on something I've done or outright asked me why I'm doing something. And it's nothing related to work, so it's not like she's trying to learn. She's just watching what I'm doing and commenting on it. It's really annoying.",6.2004347826086965,5.59930426086957,7.36208695652174,75.05247826086959,66.17391304347827,10.403478260869566,33.61739130434783,9.888512548439397,3.1949582608695657,360,14,69,7,5,123,66,92,0.10099999999999999,0.899,0.0,-0.8248,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,2,3,2,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,2,11,9,8,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,6,1,10,7,2,7,0,0,2,0,13,3,0,2,5,43,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.2113332810395936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20245624440619744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396217435441866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189514873193357,0.22161812361696295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19589273527230666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580125847808516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15919799433385098,0.0,0.0,0.2091569374795314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20779708805114336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647051662693091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15013682912825746,0.18909359280514024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425990122807896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387351681562526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834922871957719,0.33344002910955345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17406433936479174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525580976295108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470313883993285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954135287802582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153194431399727,0.2199292319983708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,GreatGapid,2020/04/03,"What ways have you tried self-imposing some exposure? I thought and heard that some people join toastmasters to help them in their speaking skills and overcoming this problem. Or if you have experience in Exposure therapy please share how has that helped you?",8.70401515151515,10.645705613636364,6.757272727272728,72.73924242424245,61.04545454545455,12.23030303030303,37.39393939393939,11.855464076750405,5.076584848484847,213,10,34,7,3,62,36,44,0.063,0.742,0.196,0.6843,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,5,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,6,1,3,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,4,0,23,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31782821559647617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4355659797621848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252544411571841,0.0,0.0,0.35665797689465706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108987953846273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389561391018567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715674492174824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579454044835486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22059526245997005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579015914308057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,roadrunnner0,2020/04/03,House sharing If can be so awkward! I finally worked up the courage to ask in the group chat that people stop smoking in the house because I can smell it and we said before anyone moved in NO SMOKING. I said it I a really nice way but now I'm scared to go downstairs cos if I see anyone it will be awkward haha. 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I am moving jobs and trying to sort accommodation. The conversation went like this: Me: His is this the \[accommodation manager\]? I am moving in at the end of April and I heard I'll have a room ready but because of the current situation just wanted to check if my room is going to be vacated by whoever is currently in there Manager: Hi, what team are you joining? Me: Team A. HR told me I was down for room 4 on the first floor but then I heard the guy currently in there isn't moving out because of the current coronavirus situation Manager: Yes that's about it &#x200B; I don't understand what just happened. Is he telling me the room is going to be free or not? Have I irritated him? How do I reply to that?",2.321732456140353,4.60538648026316,4.587,80.22466666666669,78.9342105263158,8.263859649122807,25.92280701754386,9.029198982220553,2.343964385964913,603,24,119,16,15,209,90,152,0.0,0.895,0.105,0.9401,5,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,3,7,2,0,0,10,1,18,0,0,1,0,16,27,9,0,2,9,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,8,3,0,0,1,2,2,6,3,0,0,1,5,2,17,3,18,20,0,26,0,0,0,0,13,12,0,4,9,87,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18870578884885755,0.21162738970579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123365791141643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15425692895467225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814315596492675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19796195640652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724489813480867,0.15401197066370867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728301336956774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508735771398282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765741810059256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5553238582295507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207428557073848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157342597078597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3915335393063645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522263411146505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16642043154935554,0.0,0.1182454019912111,0.0,0.0,0.1813100664598876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272598650661764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16145106070957985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21162738970579,0.0 socialanxiety,gguliokaite,2020/04/03,"Thats what I needed for my social anxiety So my social anxiety was so bad I could barely function. I was depressed. I was alone, never fit in. At work I didn’t speak with anyone, couldn’t make connection. I made best decision to start taking antidepressants. I was considering for so long. Tried therapy, microdosing, meditation.. but nothing helped as much as prozac. So maybe its good choice for you also.",2.828513513513513,5.865669959459464,4.358162162162163,76.996972972973,85.8918918918919,7.824864864864862,23.616216216216216,8.548686976883017,2.432685405405406,323,12,54,9,10,107,54,74,0.139,0.767,0.094,0.1719,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,2,5,4,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,1,9,12,8,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,6,1,10,2,9,4,2,6,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,38,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22014623444116124,0.0,0.16998274928658033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32521294657769145,0.0,0.0,0.14862566499178614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17747725345864587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22306676111770388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697104601698633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830761023207992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17828376858424375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247330903890038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18810735530169467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20112774796967675,0.14188427703870185,0.0,0.2135433238012067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562547650928289,0.1576092430849756,0.16393801998634586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039553658717244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4333527191404275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044981767847027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598173447414798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430788742962075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431309358980046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474493169089348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,clayta248,2020/04/03,"advice i got from my therapist i shared this in r/social skills, thought i would share it hear aswell: my therapist told me the best way to overcome social anxiety is to... talk. i laughed for a second, like really? are u serious? but then he went on, & i realized- that’s all we can every really do. talk as much as we can to strangers, talk, talk, talk, force ourselves to make conversation even when we’re being held back. it’s stupid at first ik, i just thought it would be fun to share. he went on to say, u might think u’ve messed up & missed a social cue, might think they think differently of u, but that’s how u learn, that’s the only way u can ever learn. he’s right. all we can do is keep talking, keep learning, hoping one day we’ll remember it all until we get it right. just thought i’d share <3 ik for me personally, the anxiety takes over & makes me forget that no talking is the worst option. it will only keep holding me back, the only way out is thru!",2.7056846733668323,4.187390608040204,3.9068561557788968,89.20490734924624,75.08040201005025,7.387060301507537,22.990263819095482,8.07648339933343,1.0123389447236182,757,21,166,12,16,247,111,199,0.127,0.762,0.111,-0.6418,1,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,5,0,1,3,8,14,1,0,7,0,19,0,0,3,4,39,40,8,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,6,0,2,0,1,11,5,0,5,11,0,0,2,1,5,0,3,8,2,18,9,21,24,6,22,0,1,0,0,27,9,0,4,9,96,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891526057057236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29655532675617113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958720242376407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030630914422798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574423609458564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058838248298644986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531989458516586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060259059212570375,0.08252618815599408,0.07686840469597889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760341692371503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047665890818078524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072967997879926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282711432733403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061574118415966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432783589808056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0445722224061352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121798529290834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935692716487884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706733466245893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06182237865236515,0.2081622300527475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966182817978155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689340674324597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335010144482723,0.15582631986113935,0.0,0.0725527733063973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790040850038512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859645744739153,0.5133118633107807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21185892886283086,0.0,0.1753767902886345,0.0,0.21728831995851824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717779805640717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172514126732661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16914927855307546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961973651525718,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pingusbeak,2020/04/03,"This is why you’re probably feeling more socially at ease during quarantine than ever It’s the control. Zoom call or WhatsApp chat in your house? You choose how long to chat. You choose when to chat and when to sit back and listen. You can take a breather when you need. You choose when to end it. There are no unknowns. Unlike real social occasions, you don’t have to worry about how you’re going to get home. Or about what happens if you don’t enjoy yourself. You don’t have to go anywhere overwhelming like clubs or loud bars. You don’t have to worry about what happens if you don’t know anybody there, or turn up first, or last, or don’t end up sat next to the people you’re most comfortable with. You don’t have to get FOMO if you don’t wanna go, because everybody’s at home. You don’t have the stress of turning down invites, or the anxiety cycle of being too anxious to go but anxious that you didn’t go or that they’re judging you for not going. tl;dr: I haven’t felt this socially at ease since I was at school and my social life basically consisted of going on MSN all night lol",3.8383108108108095,4.950523855855857,4.65097972972973,86.43025337837841,71.70270270270271,7.531981981981982,26.03716216216216,7.865858978985527,1.3739540540540545,864,27,177,11,16,279,118,222,0.059000000000000004,0.865,0.076,0.7072,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,16,0,2,14,5,0,2,5,1,21,2,0,3,2,32,41,21,0,5,13,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,8,4,1,1,6,5,0,7,13,2,0,1,4,4,19,3,30,36,3,30,0,1,0,0,25,9,0,12,14,115,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657185818933273,0.2556912627008948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701784753467406,0.0,0.06898508502191059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555537622783245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692555258087473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20046338513225168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236533627570718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05722024746734972,0.0,0.1086573301310364,0.0,0.0,0.09625913963848833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824937153890235,0.0,0.4502048453236851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20014505150175912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270299166166469,0.0,0.0,0.130578638431066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062193201884251,0.09224558366479037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993265680841825,0.05528730500111248,0.0,0.0,0.1001485547172606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391132754870805,0.0,0.0,0.1203535722129238,0.1061988432041806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845521672724916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201233904287916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880794793999173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453026904792404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361227703422732,0.0,0.0,0.4614348911035674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963153709441044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508692320371586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461847291339297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211492303993376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298516048497274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,glowing-gardens,2020/04/03,"Can't help but feel like they dont want to talk to me Recently, I've needed to resort to call and text to stay in contact with my friends. Calls are easy because the conversation flows pretty normally. But text is the worst for me. So, yesterday, a friend texted me out of the blue and I was immediately mapping out the conversation. It went well but I'm endlessly thinking about how to be intriguing as a person. All I have in text is my personality. So far, it's gone well with her and we've made plans to at least greet eachother every day with motivational stuff. A few minutes ago, someone else texted me. They seemed more interested in me than usual and I grew anxious because I wanted to live up to that interest. the conversation instantly died. All I could get was 1 word or absolutely nothing. How can I maintain a good social life through text?",2.833850267379681,5.3829227878787895,4.286203208556149,81.61989304812836,78.6969696969697,7.518716577540108,26.675579322638143,8.4952907291091,2.111702317290553,680,28,131,15,17,225,112,165,0.085,0.701,0.214,0.9784,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,2,7,9,0,0,9,0,11,1,0,4,2,28,22,13,1,5,4,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,4,9,0,0,4,0,0,4,2,1,2,0,5,2,16,8,25,15,6,19,0,0,1,0,16,9,0,2,6,85,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033473316200662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17884838677219111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930120104564367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233101108406253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263998779705836,0.0,0.0,0.1020986503854933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430367799414589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18554140669508498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225001884572635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338535057859802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004770160811002,0.1130986862892131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446241322354929,0.0,0.08271189681321921,0.0,0.0,0.13278525419487308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611372368301536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182100295170372,0.07734363078333265,0.0,0.13979309088099393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979938640446805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738692519622675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551129177569849,0.15190538834099293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764652374800241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16106101831787062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631477764592674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412201499323646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613799490106431,0.13413791023476934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16874036619448285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812302645100876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724582098580364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144044118221214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17435916803879348,0.0,0.18675396641011852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846844152823971,0.14675753912907186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,salek39,2020/04/03,"blushing problem hi i need help. i blush in every single social situation and its not a cute blush, my whole face feels like its blowing up and it causes me a great deal of anxiety. I cant go anywhere without makeup. makeup makes me feel protected, and because of that i blush less and have less anxiety when i wear it. However, i dont want to wear makeup everyday. i want the blushing to go away. anyone know how to help me? please:(",1.4361627906976755,3.9363668023255833,3.4058604651162803,85.96181395348837,84.46511627906978,6.2306976744186064,23.71627906976744,7.554174236665415,1.4019897674418609,339,13,65,6,10,114,57,86,0.12300000000000001,0.7120000000000001,0.166,0.7829999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,3,3,3,3,0,16,12,6,0,4,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,3,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,2,11,3,9,12,4,7,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,42,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146124378347719,0.0,0.0,0.14378112335300092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931959472908779,0.0,0.0,0.12535000534190094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21123842745807914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119952740751808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409965707872052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325195844568753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079451905703698,0.14690195596625433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337282855038248,0.0,0.0,0.22670755846017046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756586141776317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300874944119728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004603237790837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372594749357749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247187639380025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257197490489467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19675992861520986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23113648834475495,0.0,0.20961366520893832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24257154393418595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295783059814068,0.0,0.1982197700682571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Maveric04,2020/04/03,"Are you cool with all that you are genetically, racially and ethnically as a biracial or multi-racial person who is identified or classified as Black, White, Latino or Asian? Are you biracial or mixed-race? Do you have multi-ethnic roots. Do you have a problem with it... or do you have a problem with it because **others** have a problem with it? Do you prefer one racial identity or ethnicity over another... or can you accept all that you are genetically, racially and ethnically on a psychological, emotional and social level? Check out the video below; think it over on a personal level and let's talk about it. [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H9mtCLL8rI0](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H9mtCLL8rI0)",7.757605519480518,11.375040133928573,6.607694805194807,65.82366883116885,67.30357142857143,8.715584415584416,28.93181818181818,9.339509955726095,3.198739285714286,573,21,79,13,11,173,60,112,0.081,0.861,0.057999999999999996,-0.5514,0,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,9,0,0,1,5,0,0,7,1,15,0,0,1,2,25,16,13,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,9,9,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,9,2,13,15,2,8,0,0,2,0,14,8,0,7,0,67,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497558912261666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519429033639647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26792408266513906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435584969018067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16139912539736226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41594483020687856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6837275704297672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24279781466151515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19144266341369304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15261820063976314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sadamaticusthefrog,2020/04/04,"Forgot that it alerted people when a screenshot is taken of a snap “Lmao why did you screenshot my snap”. Did it because I didn’t know what the fuck she was saying and wanted to consult the snap with a more socially inclined friend on tips to respond. Barely know her. We were like friendly acquaintances in elementary. Anyway I somehow get away with the excuse of “the guy on the corner of your screen looked funny”. Fuckkkkk me. I just feel like she’ll tell somebody I’m a creep. I’m also a girl for clarification, straight. Ahhh.",3.29940594059406,5.8370605742574275,4.121277227722775,83.50429207920793,76.92079207920794,5.624158415841586,25.941584158415843,6.742157984588678,1.238868514851485,422,16,74,4,10,135,74,101,0.033,0.7609999999999999,0.20600000000000002,0.9448,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,2,0,0,5,5,1,0,10,0,7,1,0,0,0,12,18,3,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,1,0,1,0,2,4,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,4,11,4,12,10,1,7,0,0,2,1,16,6,1,1,3,50,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129558594193033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501927352692281,0.0,0.0,0.16233084152269558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346466547161837,0.19024106196316812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4114774116765069,0.2461852562866416,0.13912804474578205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26367372384685056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29269732133126386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601963813917747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236205682135633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18461528820519374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117683172969163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27145401849176753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23275339706566586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570675755014642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24028964208470366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Deedeesy7,2020/04/04,"Too afraid to chat on discord So I downloaded discord around two years ago and I got into many discord groups that I like, but I never really talk in them because it's like everyone else in the chat already knows each other and I feel like a stranger butting into the conversation. I really want to overcome this because I like to talk with people with similar interests to me.",4.456666666666667,6.559626888888893,5.315000000000001,78.33000000000001,71.77777777777777,8.688888888888886,31.44444444444445,9.2995712137729,3.1275111111111107,304,14,53,7,6,99,49,72,0.07400000000000001,0.716,0.21100000000000002,0.8844,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,14,4,5,0,1,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,9,5,12,3,1,9,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,7,37,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009149508120036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501181450119556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017699681546632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27633215037515524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189340197060134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21657745409786106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460299007118163,0.1619215462965046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18127577850988205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456302119460125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4429264637291408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297914157874105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17480941170490805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713323205663834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904005033127504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36435153704795337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22140786446166155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368630534223985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595763976036472 socialanxiety,kwamisgamer,2020/04/04,"Helppp me Im on a friendly gathering with my moms friends friends,and i feel so anxious and i feel like im gonna cry,idk what to do,i feel like my moms friend is so annoyed/angry with me.and even have to spend a night here.",-0.6841333333333317,1.3457979200000023,0.8760000000000012,103.62466666666668,89.8,4.133333333333334,20.333333333333336,5.46131890053228,-0.4812666666666671,176,6,45,1,6,56,34,50,0.052000000000000005,0.6579999999999999,0.289,0.8975,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,6,3,0,0,0,2,3,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,5,5,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334587207670405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364921541699591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134694310926301,0.2952654491107551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4789780719676481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44644073858061706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019201338970392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.484058270841382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939295525353183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BenderIsGreat__,2020/04/04,"Anyone down to talk? I don’t have any friends, and I’d like to make some connections with similar people. Hopefully some of you guys can relate",2.581309523809523,5.1785183214285695,3.6428571428571423,85.56880952380955,80.07142857142857,8.019047619047619,23.619047619047624,8.841846274778883,2.0423190476190483,115,4,22,3,3,37,25,28,0.0,0.726,0.27399999999999997,0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,5,5,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,1,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946637891636952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029785045323357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347721069676983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4290423025875613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43037186975476543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21169203546068802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28923595447807243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004006891123848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482759546653704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,RetailSA,2020/04/04,I just quit my retail job after a month I quit my job as a retail clerk after working there for a month.I felt like a mess and a weaklin for doing it but I was not able to deal with the constant anxiety.Shoul I have stayed and tried? Will I ever be able to work?I know this is petty.,-0.2885253456221193,1.722684064516134,1.9481566820276512,96.8708064516129,87.38709677419355,4.188018433179724,15.308755760368664,5.288315135182226,-0.9350534562211984,220,4,51,1,7,74,43,62,0.081,0.8859999999999999,0.033,-0.3736,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,6,0,6,0,0,0,1,9,8,4,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,7,1,8,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,36,9,3,0.41485974650268975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241580021721872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21385109110696698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18763219594020286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991652076692705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4116842844948965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399803357910435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133975838299787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33113709166559524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4412544065011856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22109264546308968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14083126788317893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020228364096921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Wang0504,2020/04/04,"Accidentally had people lining behind me while looking at time table at local bus station Three months ago( yes please don’t ask why I’m posting with such a delay...) at a local bus station I was looking at timetable to decide which route to go with people lining in front of each station around me. A old man came and stood behind me because he thought it was a another station and before I can react to it more and more people came in to the queue. I wanted to escape but felt that would be irresponsible, wanted to explain but was afraid to talk. Having sweat running down my back I finally, finally spoke to the old man behind me. But I was so embarrassed and didn’t make it clear. Even though he couldn’t fully understand why a girl in front of him would suddenly talk to him, the old man started to chat with me with casual and pleasant voice. I was totally unprepared and muttered some incomprehensible words, but he was very kind and gently slowed his speech. It wasn’t long before the bus came - everyone got in without any problem, I guess it is not unusual that the bus changes its station. After all it came out as nothing but I felt very fortunate to have the short conversation with him. Every time while having self destruction thoughts at 3am with all kinds of embarrassed experiences rising one after another I always try to wash them over with the memory of being treated with kindness from people. Thank you very much for reading.",7.1144368131868125,7.44912523076923,7.229942765567768,73.61766140109894,64.0915750915751,9.901923076923078,32.81341575091575,9.673873057562805,3.089644871794872,1160,43,202,21,16,374,153,273,0.066,0.802,0.132,0.9548,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,1,0,6,12,1,3,12,1,20,2,1,2,4,52,44,17,0,6,7,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,5,10,22,0,1,7,3,0,9,6,5,0,2,20,7,21,7,46,19,8,45,0,0,2,0,21,16,0,2,19,139,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423828142560884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907249779542477,0.0,0.0,0.06462359750470682,0.1992942928608812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845967673981243,0.08884013774169049,0.0,0.0,0.07307213493268859,0.0,0.05792935109151486,0.0,0.16172690822837849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4347556030667896,0.0,0.0,0.10052904424842034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276635929709305,0.0,0.08006679776931691,0.0908051514086104,0.0,0.09295748677602657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18248723253231455,0.20820124272794494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05400768780997788,0.0,0.07600410016301018,0.0,0.10468615961597402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968770829605291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409847992042525,0.15960238098705873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343320283476349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585196751231743,0.0,0.069857918121034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118376160207316,0.0,0.2991537143353308,0.0,0.06439472639967503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635270968099958,0.0,0.0,0.10431430421785703,0.0,0.0,0.09101238507286752,0.0,0.0,0.09093078978658654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505562642889603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913692136829656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06726265940410298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276288395490048,0.0,0.08749077344371993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336640406769084,0.1508862671693025,0.11082540944584578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451907095313324,0.0,0.0,0.09892948770483503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352288842263339,0.11210220609920543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17149942561017406,0.0,0.0,0.09160544207591717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13501304302497305,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,evatheava,2020/04/04,"posting on social media it’s so hard for me to post on social media at all. if i do post, i just overthink it and end up deleting it, even if i really did like it. i’m so afraid what people think of me and it’s so fucking annoying. even on instagram, i posted a couple photos of myself on my close friends story an hour ago and 15 minutes later i convinced myself that all my friends would think i’m ugly, weird, and unfunny. like can i just live my life without my brain eating me up ugh",3.3495700416088776,3.9381500873786384,5.2709015256588065,83.48058252427188,72.39805825242719,7.439112343966713,26.36477115117892,7.447530270364453,1.3714421636615812,381,12,78,4,7,132,64,103,0.11800000000000001,0.75,0.132,0.3651,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,7,10,2,1,2,0,4,4,1,0,2,15,9,9,0,3,5,0,1,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,7,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,15,5,12,7,2,16,0,0,0,1,4,8,1,2,6,55,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14596642484701536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838216528913444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18219973612009274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16849437060911973,0.0,0.0,0.14584515180724658,0.0,0.0,0.2175206073108389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25444100123450764,0.152231012739024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750834301109342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16216278637309195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163084266873904,0.16089492623465648,0.0,0.14540304623415168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415863287060875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6308178296642084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548922086440247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357123880640923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110225772429114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15873209483933085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697396281449092,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Lonelyloserthatsme,2020/04/04,"I’m the punching bag. I disappoint my family because of how much I’ve let social anxiety and depression control my life. Sometimes, I feel like a punching bag for my family. Like I’m behind in life, a 22 year old at home still with no license and no access to my own money in the bank(my mom has controlled my finances since I been in college). A lot of times I feel like they use that stuff against me. I could say something like “I want to paint the walls in my room” and somebody will bring up my lack of transportation or I could say something like, “I’m buying that bookshelf for when I move,” and somebody will tear my idea down quickly, “When you leaving home?,” or “We’ll have a new house by then.” Additionally, I get lonely a lot because I have no one. My dad isn’t someone I spend too much time with because sometimes he says really hurtful things. Also, over the years I have built up some animosity towards him, so we often get into heated arguments. Still sometimes he nice to be around, but I just hate it when he’s not the “nice dad.” My mom and sister, on the other hand, neither of them seem to want me around. With my sister it makes sense, she’s a teen bird flying from the nest, unlike me, the wounded adult bird who never left. With my mother it’s more complicated. I don’t think she’s ever really wanted to talk to me. She is never “there” when I speak to her. Even as a child I can remember feeling like the only way I could get her attention was to get good grades or achieve something. If I tell her about how I’m feeling she often gets defensive and we end up in heated arguments ( sadly I just wish she wanted to talk to and spend time with me). Now as an adult, my wounded relationship with my mother and the way my family tends to see me, as the grown ass woman who doesn’t want to get her life together, makes me feel like a failure. Sometimes people say things and I can tell it’s meant to hint at my lack of progress in life. Right now, I am completing my senior capstone, so I have the excuse of, “I am working on college that’s why I am behind in life, that’s why I have no license right now, that’s why I live with my parents.” However, when I graduate I won’t have that excuse anymore. Sometimes I feel like no one really pays attention to the issues I have and how my life isn’t as simple as, “you need to grow up.” My social anxiety is debilitating to the point to where I have a hard time conversing with cashiers at cash registers and I literally have no friends. I don’t know if I will be able to make it in the real world and I’m embarrassed of myself. P.S. I ain’t got nobody really and sometimes I feel like if I wasn’t here, nobody would suffer.",4.661942144316591,4.890604,5.720243574577914,82.70617243789657,69.3290676416819,8.702204538122379,28.702494891923862,8.583994105835817,1.9352271642112049,2096,69,437,31,34,697,236,547,0.11599999999999999,0.777,0.107,-0.7967,2,2,3,0,0,0,58.0,3,2,2,5,30,22,2,1,25,0,38,10,2,9,3,84,76,37,0,16,10,9,9,9,1,6,8,5,3,4,17,27,0,3,15,0,7,5,18,9,0,2,5,15,82,13,69,59,10,63,0,6,1,1,51,31,1,12,34,299,99,9,0.06129633678348787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04901865837999874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378305972783307,0.0,0.06078949527218978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913347063073177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209703391355637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064268042905877,0.0,0.13749810767198156,0.1468204115798886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05279444505321597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054290360673516426,0.0,0.0,0.04048565234597333,0.05544604590217332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17335419325560136,0.0,0.2169528873860508,0.2627406914742657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047357397746785095,0.0,0.19214883633821672,0.0,0.0,0.05141245910898875,0.049024280052685415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05490947793046304,0.06051744235389354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297044718330577,0.0,0.0,0.07072774284443349,0.06561899628771534,0.0691961032128015,0.0,0.06397745031370229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03368686365851036,0.0,0.0,0.06490397016137336,0.06659864926592046,0.06267965731499264,0.2597724925093023,0.2695166455936273,0.0,0.05412578838076846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042239071111496,0.0,0.0,0.12274734233050145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435790576216903,0.0,0.06514830540232455,0.0901197207655356,0.045450457041893065,0.09455102745344894,0.059200384027143386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432019430057839,0.0,0.08307196833231195,0.04661862624256402,0.0,0.0,0.06806232806566984,0.0,0.0,0.04249516199710213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05794485098736231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976865073553623,0.15707201170363722,0.0,0.0,0.06580932619180196,0.06943680056895916,0.10469347339120903,0.0,0.19498122906016216,0.0,0.0,0.04884524435296346,0.05580188287827914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05070496320616786,0.0,0.0,0.12496779224211067,0.05193618724251805,0.14156674417198725,0.363741866532856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790266746999908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016964059700423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853534728519464,0.10715140018835176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144512497087665,0.03927621757325842,0.0,0.0,0.1429695476421384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05294035438342946,0.0,0.0,0.1807708378411267,0.09730835805820913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16593122973541316,0.0,0.07048776223454736,0.0,0.0,0.04462446321422685,0.0,0.0,0.04354315897317111,0.0,0.0,0.07894566241844625 socialanxiety,QuestionnaireThrower,2020/04/04,"Frequency I don't know what's too much or too little conversation. I feel like when I talk too much (once every day) I become annoying, and when I talk too little (every other or three days) I feel like I don't talk to them enough?",2.2324999999999977,3.783030583333337,4.085833333333337,87.14250000000001,76.5,7.300000000000002,18.25,8.07648339933343,0.4945249999999999,180,3,39,3,4,61,28,48,0.064,0.83,0.106,0.1956,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,6,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,5,5,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,8,2,1,5,3,6,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,6,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22432210012228287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619818710904165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209869790072846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422625430276733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20539984186470386,0.2902076113645283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162546823459618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984612826226236,0.4071447165606865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986225173587089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163084744613946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4897630597137687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,opal-vomit,2020/04/04,"How can I practice talking so that I don’t shy off in my first year of college? I will be attending a large public school for college and would like to make good impressions and lots of new friends. I know that I tell myself I wanna change and act like a whole new person from high school, but even when I took 2-week summer trips with other teens I had never met, I still couldn’t just pretend I was somebody else. I did get comfortable with some people, but they still didn’t stay close enough with me to have lasting friendships, and I knew if I wasn’t shy then I could’ve, because the extroverted ones still communicate on Instagram as far as I can tell. What is some way that I can work on socializing that’s not just texting? Especially during this quarantine... I have been finding people I connect with through Instagram for when I go to college, but I don’t know if I can act the same way I do in real life when I finally meet them. I fear them ditching me for more outgoing people (although a few are somewhat introverted like me). I chose a big school over a smaller school because I know I’ll come across more people and there HAS to be people like me that will connect on the same level. But I still just fear going in general and looking awkward.",7.860662650602411,6.387162425702815,7.619769076305221,77.39061746987953,63.29718875502007,10.548995983935743,35.609437751004016,9.2995712137729,3.0093799196787145,1000,37,198,14,12,319,137,249,0.07,0.816,0.114,0.8509,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,3,2,14,11,0,3,8,0,24,1,0,2,1,41,36,21,0,5,10,0,0,4,1,3,1,0,0,1,8,12,0,0,5,1,0,8,7,3,0,2,9,1,36,8,27,21,11,41,0,0,1,0,12,14,0,6,20,146,44,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314766914527443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408056437408305,0.09289472800201612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610157324563915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008659555061033,0.0,0.0,0.11142768756108468,0.0,0.07122739249986818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427002677867549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813359736662687,0.09856393025046176,0.09172876425198648,0.0,0.0,0.08331702125625066,0.0,0.0563420199140265,0.0,0.12257606847780965,0.09045118930147564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393902409667248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17779835478923,0.08790410374591764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617067698663138,0.2107409721558306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905585536725979,0.0,0.0,0.0916818268881618,0.0,0.0,0.07198412790599285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317296070891197,0.20830534991558106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307526680783127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738138584315192,0.09416184681878853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274568352411673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4365598981527981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099294376166338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149432359639734,0.3444850863747173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667781608428775,0.1885140635231796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981435860580525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711969601897529,0.08650285196235669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039966020516565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850890308728826,0.0,0.0,0.07660653824625073,0.0,0.0,0.06944551164926495 socialanxiety,agoodyear30,2020/04/04,Meditation is getting me great results. Up yours social anxiety. Just curious how many people here meditate. I’ve been doing it a while now to practice slowing down my mind and it's been working pretty good. Just bringing awareness to where the thoughts associated with social anxiety come from does wonders for me. Anyone else?,4.786691729323309,8.211285614035091,5.389223057644113,70.92789473684212,78.82456140350877,7.4676691729323315,34.45864661654135,8.418075326091056,3.8138541353383455,268,15,37,6,7,86,50,57,0.053,0.7509999999999999,0.196,0.8779,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,6,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,10,9,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,2,7,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,27,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573314055977052,0.0,0.0,0.16330413145689834,0.2393003676434838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20118331174073906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20438185613587054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951017030366563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202063992501826,0.0,0.0,0.1958913084299513,0.0,0.2574905527630198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367838275202039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23581970382627315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16191469985725054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376051001043022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4761512045555778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18541322662476087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532758517166356,0.17002774499636394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwawayshit234,2020/04/04,"Messing up what i say I always mess up what i say, because i think too much about it and then stumble on my words or stutter. I feel like my tongue is “heavy” when i try to speak to anyone and it makes me even more anxious because i don’t want to mess it up again",4.721666666666664,3.2482979482758667,5.377586206896551,90.9427011494253,69.51724137931035,7.7333333333333325,29.67816091954023,3.1291,0.8802919540229879,203,6,50,0,3,66,40,58,0.163,0.7709999999999999,0.067,-0.6697,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,6,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,10,1,8,6,2,7,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,4,35,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615634844063501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551248050941737,0.0,0.2198000746802738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832483693659707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20762449775803712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15894425968753947,0.2245709321159444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357500452152514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20983034586110572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310826265332472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4999657583618923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201422095852538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21342228309042385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854111382241144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TheseConsideration5,2020/04/04,"Entering College (High School Senior) This is not going to be that long, but a good number of people planning on heading to college are sure of where they will be attending in the fall. I am one of those people, and recently my prospective college has been creating accepted student facebook group where we could introduce ourselves. I put a post up on one of them and got a few likes and responses, but looking at other introduction posts it seems that people are so much more interesting and quirky and are able to attract loads of comments. It's intimidating almost, to know that you will be going to study at a place where such a diverse population will be living, and even more daunting is that the quest to find college friends begins now. People are forming group chats, which are the bane of my existence, and I've been forcing myself to insert myself into as many of them as I could. People are posting on their stories all the great friends they've made in the past few weeks, which is crazy considering there's still 5 months until college starts. Maybe there's something different about how I'm perceiving this situation, but to me it feels like I NEED to immerse, even if it gives me extreme anxiety which will certainly last until I move into campus. I NEED to make friends before starting college, or I will be left in the dark. I NEED to create a persona for myself in these next few months. It's super confusing and stressful, and this pandemic isn't making things any easier.",10.484268585131893,8.302699021582736,9.574496402877699,67.68054556354919,58.7841726618705,12.288249400479618,41.15227817745804,10.686352973137794,4.3933227817745815,1200,50,204,21,12,380,161,278,0.051,0.752,0.19699999999999998,0.9933,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,1,1,4,2,13,15,0,2,12,0,26,1,1,4,3,38,44,20,0,6,6,0,1,2,3,5,0,0,0,0,19,12,0,0,6,1,0,7,2,2,0,2,4,2,21,13,36,28,8,44,0,0,1,0,14,18,0,5,18,151,40,10,0.11237428759041368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252661658958812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764183690399995,0.0,0.08596602242471542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562224198207324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17944344932388406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740721288407804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14844431425264154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056819816275262336,0.08028021350803588,0.0,0.0,0.10270806302576688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26046028750764205,0.0,0.0,0.10779965631275994,0.1277297946082117,0.09425422086887617,0.08987598337259027,0.12389304878451628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532843905051915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872960461578773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061757969618182036,0.09160004278255696,0.0,0.0,0.12209499226971235,0.0,0.0,0.10980080134431848,0.0,0.09922855473472307,0.0994477083049108,0.09436609938841092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633126801465284,0.1500214191344899,0.11392988977480753,0.11289507601541512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939216848285625,0.11943608364669947,0.08260803133020292,0.2499723310765917,0.0,0.0,0.11951132971090225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15229545108137166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072739729207311,0.3895309088641957,0.0,0.11740721288407804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228705131683067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296719701486467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095605206046524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372877841838568,0.0,0.10230133093923376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631340754970688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651121669806358,0.0,0.0,0.15907819828755768,0.0,0.08974225122948931,0.0,0.12872436676173316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591143615889806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465648337715958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013987519249404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tedarewe1234,2020/04/04,"Do you feel that, as you come out of your shell, you say more stupid and annoying things? I've tried to make friends by chatting online on discord. But I feel like the more comfortable I get, the more stupid and annoying things I say. Anyone else feel this way as they come out of their shell?",4.49758620689655,5.4753444482758615,3.899482758620693,92.9312931034483,70.0344827586207,7.868965517241381,24.84482758620689,8.07648339933343,1.0166413793103448,230,6,51,3,4,68,38,58,0.22899999999999998,0.643,0.128,-0.8009,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,2,0,0,7,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,11,8,5,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,5,9,3,9,8,3,6,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,1,31,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808024818703654,0.2649418602973445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4454809777207078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160072241373313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3922316678785108,0.1847268793769343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19977532034544526,0.0,0.13509538516284464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632726358776025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726016124361665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4112603241537576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34357305734216065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17555625731846672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20524574119666136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fuckerandfuckee,2020/04/04,"How am I ever supposed to find love? I try to use dating apps like bumble to meet women to avoid having to approach women due to my low self confidence, but I don’t get any matches which cripples my confidence even more. What should I do?",5.017500000000002,5.379407416666666,5.891666666666668,81.32000000000002,68.58333333333334,8.066666666666668,28.5,7.793537801064563,1.7751999999999994,188,6,36,2,3,62,36,48,0.061,0.7190000000000001,0.22,0.8466,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,2,1,7,8,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,6,7,1,5,0,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,4,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736894754083545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26582382616601474,0.3640519347827209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36784501217261945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21027094747987635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19662369203151767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.363239678069516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4198579628890542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732467916493091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34759987169102985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Kylechs,2020/04/04,"I worry that people can tell that I am nervous? One of the biggest things I struggle with is that whenever I am feeling anxious or uncomfortable around people, I worry that they can tell and judge me for it. I don't want them to think there is something wrong with me, or that I am weird, or that I am weak. How would the average person react to someone who is visibly anxious and how can I not let my nervousness show through my body language?",8.356477272727272,6.3069071477272765,8.276363636363637,74.90954545454545,62.75,11.072727272727272,39.04545454545455,9.516144504307137,3.5868090909090915,351,15,68,5,4,114,55,88,0.276,0.688,0.036000000000000004,-0.9623,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,4,6,0,3,2,0,13,2,1,3,0,16,16,7,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,9,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,6,0,1,0,1,15,0,8,14,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,3,0,57,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4606170631081074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18148237011520613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264471812762777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307987085801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20846496866252015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814366587951174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826675509572592,0.17800636622702656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17273348498943647,0.15694463005309214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131231377105416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563726133688823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135438323629026,0.13062795516645528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024439398660874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4140680055243677,0.0,0.14481928682526515,0.22289351232855276,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LevelOnUp,2020/04/04,"Situational Social Anxiety??? I consider myself to be an extrovert since I like being around other people and dislike being alone. I am generally the life of the party! However, I am only comfortable and talkative around people that I already know. When it comes to meeting new people, I am too anxious to talk to them even though I want to. Has anyone else experienced this?",4.374968017057569,7.347919716417913,6.459275053304904,65.8005970149254,75.71641791044777,9.201705756929641,28.974413646055442,9.606745405546679,3.742507036247336,299,13,43,9,7,104,49,67,0.11599999999999999,0.7290000000000001,0.155,0.5792,1,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,0,0,8,10,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,2,8,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,37,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180573120466361,0.2323375825586441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16106353386764652,0.23785176390473575,0.0,0.14721538658847547,0.21572446342362045,0.0,0.3748528251058975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813627049654877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758802571641736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906055649502758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570800358834996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487115610807114,0.10285985431920434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20334211925703832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16012616155780984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4378885259274659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416195595057252,0.2366572655218135,0.0,0.21462036210553131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16922513821458526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068557783658804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418272573918245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LadyB3NTLEY,2020/04/04,"I shut down with my roommate So I’m in an unhappy living situation and I don’t think my roommate, even though I explained to her, understands how my anxiety works. When ever there is social conflict I use to always just let it slide bc it was a way for me to avoid the panicky state of mind in the past. I learned that that is not healthy and I just end up angry and resentful. I decided and made a promise to myself that I will practice self love and learn to stand up for myself. In order to do so, I literally right all of my feelings down like a speech I want to tell her and rehearse what I want to say in the shower a couple times for a week because I’m known to freeze up and if they become defensive, it makes me upset and I end up with my ears feeling like their on fire, sweaty, heart pounding and just cry for the rest of the day. It’s really hard for me to let that feeling go. I’m so proud of myself for how far I come and to realize my thoughts and all it took was a crazy boyfriend who made me realize I have a problem which I’ve been told I have codependency and she told me exercises that will help me gain control of my thoughts. It worked for a while, but now I feel as if they are just temporary relief Even though I am doing the right thing and addressed my concerns like clean up after yourself, pay rent on time, don’t bring guest over during a pandemic in a way where it’s inviting In (a lot of I feels, no yous or any accusations) she still gets defensive and shuts me out for a few days. Once my boyfriend has to defend me to her boyfriend that I’m not being a bitch for setting boundaries, she finally tells me she knows where I am coming from even though she tells me she resents me for it. Mind you, those boundaries were clear right when she moved in and she had 0. I literally obsess over how to address issues because I don’t want to hurt anyone’s feelings or look like a bad guy so I honestly can’t imagine what I’m doing wrong. I just think that we aren’t compatible to live together and in a sense she has tried taking advantage of me and when it doesn’t work she knows how to make me feel bad. Since she has to social distance at my house (she just rents a room) she has resided with her boyfriend which has been amazing. I’ve been happier but every day there is a feeling of dread of her walking in the door instead of just enjoying the time for what it is. When she does come to switch out clothes my heart drops and I get a tightness in my chest. Where I need help is ways to help relieve the anxiety in that moment where I am not worrying how she is going to react so I can have the talk of not living together anymore. even though it’s month to month, I will tell her I am ending the lease September (which is the month she moved in last year which gave her a year) and I will also not ask for rent the last month so there isn’t an excuse of her not finding a place. At the end of the day I know I am doing the right thing not only for our happiness but a chance of saving the friendship. It’s just I don’t know how to not make it such life or death situation in my head. I wish I could just tell my feelings without feeling guilty for having them :(",5.305749644381223,4.7107407308270695,5.863369233895551,85.03694371062794,68.0075187969925,9.053850843324527,30.00304816094289,8.358175599149588,1.8633141637878468,2506,80,555,31,37,814,273,665,0.09699999999999999,0.752,0.151,0.988,5,1,0,0,0,0,40.0,2,1,4,7,46,29,5,4,40,0,50,8,5,14,4,116,102,50,1,9,26,0,14,4,1,4,2,3,9,2,32,28,0,6,28,1,4,11,18,14,0,0,15,18,96,15,86,79,5,92,0,1,1,1,54,41,1,6,36,392,128,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05016740608052689,0.05219872395271701,0.0,0.0,0.04266046249995741,0.0,0.0959808570109754,0.0,0.06221409144062935,0.043864239876839836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05864670973082856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047585532259584,0.07648267831905957,0.06928346079085468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621162851181506,0.0,0.0,0.0703601815191549,0.050087044757116235,0.06941266188182227,0.06890904688721168,0.1618298926740888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05489790542368357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222506009081545,0.0,0.0,0.1657377193745654,0.05674541883155339,0.05285509868869245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171959401798448,0.08963266504825583,0.0,0.06872072780529677,0.057336652511656615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555060881615442,0.0,0.07130500403847552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062115345466707675,0.0,0.06678024353993227,0.056196276439325496,0.0,0.06438196223107104,0.0,0.0,0.1486773655368097,0.1261454420555462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238524092049756,0.06715677136332278,0.0,0.0,0.06547675591206824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379052487022291,0.10227122717247122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829709851025034,0.04431003945218248,0.122592330275009,0.0,0.16618266359374473,0.0,0.05267976135579906,0.0,0.0,0.05333319234087421,0.056618810941343814,0.11871860466788232,0.1256239148828347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266845114577046,0.0,0.20029092409295365,0.13335009976161175,0.0,0.0465155842758961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668083960559664,0.0,0.0477111294131481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05988556621263276,0.0,0.0,0.06554243522056931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060026827622830035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040188244922656345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21429391040782525,0.0,0.04988764900761058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544400311489018,0.0,0.0,0.05189322930347533,0.14102861533712058,0.0,0.12789640083162646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050098503688733136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047167266478554036,0.050422256992646686,0.27415620821741404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335378390038538,0.08039330415900428,0.24653867214343755,0.09960568880223293,0.10974001927150323,0.0,0.0,0.11988777802683714,0.06969846096671742,0.042591460599632536,0.0,0.0,0.0653070683671661,0.0,0.054181006665090535,0.0,0.0,0.11100431136883082,0.14938315556982046,0.05032047678729493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213963638733631,0.060472190923556275,0.0,0.1370107000790814,0.06370821442511,0.0,0.0,0.06858848057777632,0.0,0.08079574667548227 socialanxiety,nonameapplebeverage,2020/04/05,"Afraid for the Future So I'm in my last year of high school right now and I've been having anxiety about the future and college especially. I feel like I've spent the entirety of high school so afraid of people and the world. I've always kind of been like that, but in high school, I really gave up on myself I was too anxious and didn't have the confidence to really try new things or try and make friends. I'm tired of being scared of everything and being in my own bubble. I don't want to waste my college years as I did with high school, I actually want to get out and do stuff and grow as a person which is why I think It'll be a good idea to live there and get out of the suburbs. Sometimes I feel hopeful, but sometimes I'm just like what if I end up being the same way over there and it's just me sitting in a dorm by myself like I have been in my family's house for my whole life till now. Has anyone gone through a similar situation? I don't want to spend the rest of my life like this, I want to be independent and have a life outside of my family. My worst fear is I'll be stuck like this forever and stay afraid of people and the world even as an adult down the road. Any advice or stories of personal experiences will help, thanks.",3.4261258977608766,4.083922007604564,4.690082382762991,87.4609959864808,72.26996197718631,8.277904520490072,23.73658639628221,8.515128840125781,1.1685100971694125,980,24,222,16,18,325,132,263,0.11599999999999999,0.738,0.146,0.9083,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,11,17,0,5,16,0,24,4,0,2,0,35,43,24,0,6,7,0,2,6,1,2,4,0,1,3,9,16,0,0,4,0,2,2,3,6,0,0,10,2,23,11,39,25,5,35,0,0,0,0,6,20,0,4,16,143,32,7,0.0,0.0,0.09607353688459776,0.0,0.0,0.09620473978570948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819187457988798,0.0,0.0,0.06694975123074348,0.0,0.07531440264864428,0.11122110068770777,0.0,0.06883891490119258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719796721436769,0.0,0.0,0.06502566094829028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848100782098413,0.09630353083077466,0.18562083670651736,0.11078424164684947,0.09955911418664813,0.07033309387041074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606265209610863,0.0,0.1028726998276144,0.0,0.0,0.08257565188699363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659893296165383,0.4160736531077148,0.0,0.09778361195506373,0.0,0.1135987185420126,0.0,0.11113868952900913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252109971061564,0.0,0.08025033972928255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20861560877482332,0.2885878000519986,0.0,0.086933640928644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571650780115408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508415640338516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650643306188773,0.1719264488171379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613988889476846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407623330432397,0.0,0.0,0.09856617717981092,0.3985488577439714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106625451288282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947402261895891,0.0,0.0,0.10493518894583276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270232771185658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906400408398149,0.0,0.0,0.06540617200619336,0.06308313832823784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315442662183407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336829244034688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322747448472735,0.07814546551523294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883630998707769,0.10991652520208356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126797855049769 socialanxiety,CherrySlushee,2020/04/05,"Am I wrong for not going to hang out when I’m not invited? I (19f) have a small friend group from high school including my boyfriend (18m). I really like these people and I would like to spend more time with them but it never seems like they want me around. They will always text/call my boyfriend and invite him places with no mention of me at all. I used to just go with him anyways but it always feels like I’m just tagging along and no one really wants me there. I’ve been staying home recently and no one has said anything about it which seems to validate my thoughts. He says that of course I’m invited but if that were true wouldn’t they say something like ‘do you guys want to..” instead of just mentioning him? I know this is a small thing so I don’t want to bring it up with any of them and seem clingy. Am I over thinking this? I don’t really have any friends outside of this group so it’s hard for me to judge especially with my brain telling me I’m boring af and of course no one would invite me places.",2.2442864665613484,3.9127033838862566,2.9067851500789916,95.10092548709852,76.77251184834124,6.584623486045286,21.674828857293313,7.3871296695380915,0.4413062664560297,798,21,184,10,18,249,116,211,0.08199999999999999,0.752,0.166,0.9511,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,5,0,11,10,0,0,2,0,15,1,1,1,3,41,35,13,0,8,9,0,2,5,2,4,0,3,1,1,13,14,0,0,7,0,1,4,10,2,0,3,4,5,28,8,28,27,2,19,0,0,0,0,21,10,0,4,9,117,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114225017894791,0.0,0.0,0.17278931411057571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454684763306347,0.11309659303344385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182374464533742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642375465835483,0.09076065874582677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19630862316158604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444047019001765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579408789748342,0.0,0.0,0.11380697128552054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342295524224259,0.1274360518349959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982036744072545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103377727013789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798459639370666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582660445233095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807670120816542,0.0,0.2654690494016636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441639940788458,0.0,0.1254411758114724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084846906822196,0.20206186594022,0.0,0.12857587687628194,0.0,0.3469697867341975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978051087972414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541259669153186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104254478509333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440276021786634,0.08140502394184727,0.0,0.1008591892883631,0.07408070435407388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097257088983842,0.0,0.0,0.2997366913959455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18049762007266465,0.13890328210731828,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tobygoldstein,2020/04/05,"Social anxiety without anxious thoughts? Internally I don't have any anxious thoughts, but I do experience social anxiety which affects my body (heart rate increased, stiffness in my body, etc.). Has anyone experienced this? Sometimes my body will become so anxious, days before an interview, that I develop cold-like symptoms. Yet in my mind I'm confident and excited.",7.679508196721307,10.498527114754097,7.738491803278691,61.31101639344263,64.73770491803279,10.781639344262297,44.98688524590163,10.793553405168565,6.235167868852461,298,20,38,9,5,96,46,61,0.052000000000000005,0.716,0.23199999999999998,0.897,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,5,6,4,1,0,8,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,7,1,3,5,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,24,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427281532211834,0.0,0.2346011644288684,0.5196735049228931,0.0,0.107215147607164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16934606632380575,0.13047648757937555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5109606647208969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888815968896454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710086591489542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499907034841088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817022902554598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482427865632264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31261071734262424,0.0,0.0,0.15165188270281402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593734048833346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24346115782307784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147809124111164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Gibskn_,2020/04/05,"Anyone else not like being around overly loud an obnoxious people? My boyfriends relative is absolutely annoying to me at times. This person is overly loud and obnoxious and it’s like the attention has to always be on her. I hate it because it gets my attention all the time when I’m around and at times I feel like he forgets about me because I’m not as loud or crazy or childish acting. I honestly just have to tune this person out sometimes because it aggravates the shit out of me. Does anyone else completely dislike people like this? If so, how should I deal with this person?",6.3145173745173775,7.0710830000000024,6.646537966537968,75.65351351351353,65.84684684684684,9.946460746460748,32.07335907335907,9.957137785484203,3.207125096525097,467,18,82,10,7,151,68,111,0.248,0.6970000000000001,0.054000000000000006,-0.9685,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,7,8,3,0,4,0,7,1,1,1,1,21,12,10,0,2,6,0,1,4,0,1,0,3,0,3,8,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,4,10,5,16,9,1,14,0,0,0,0,6,9,1,3,8,58,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359980507833624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22453628953702234,0.32902790735392273,0.0,0.28586707008769136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29362990533689826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683453941269558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16553157719932265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050821377274872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26825660864414264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118458186459379,0.11470497430115308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388661539444257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852097285025474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137684255208256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22262587971966413,0.4205876168961244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648137945604812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15879916132819988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808736320306649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dumdumted,2020/04/05,"Is it social anxiety? Freshman year of high school I was involved in some drama that really effected how I am today. It had involved my closest friend from middle school so it really hurt me. I used to be very extroverted and would always be talking to someone and making friends and going out and everything but after that year I lost all motivation and effort to talk to people and hang out (I also became pretty depressed). I started to stay in my room and rarely went on social media and talked to my other friends. Any situation in school that required me to talk to someone new I would avoid or it would be really awkward. I avoid all situations that would need me to go out, I wouldn't go on any family vacations or do any of the things I used to enjoy doing. I wouldn't go anywhere in public without someone because I'd feel so awkward by myself. I'm trying my hardest to get myself back to how I was when I was younger but it's kinda hard. When I go out it feels like everyone's looking at me and judging me. When I am around so many people my chest starts to heat up (is that weird?) and my hands start to sweat and my heart starts to beat faster. When I have to present the same thing happens and I start to blank out and get the strong urge to just cry, which I never do in public. I feel so uncomfortable around groups of people that I can't even sit in the lunchroom without getting nervous. I cant even walk the same way home as before because I feel like people are staring at me from their cars; I usually just walk by myself on the backside of all the houses. I am genuinely wondering if this would count as social anxiety.",5.423323170731707,5.681454685975613,6.203560975609758,79.79631707317077,67.6890243902439,8.755121951219513,30.119512195121953,8.548686976883017,2.2060434146341463,1299,45,251,18,20,428,160,328,0.086,0.815,0.099,0.8207,0,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,7,18,16,0,5,7,0,26,4,4,7,4,60,53,31,0,9,9,0,6,2,3,7,0,0,2,0,17,20,0,3,7,1,0,10,7,9,0,0,6,8,41,7,50,37,6,55,0,3,2,0,16,23,0,6,21,182,58,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06501478103646098,0.06764728084049515,0.0,0.0,0.1658583238625214,0.0,0.12438702515820595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474669302049248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251391281700673,0.0,0.09911823178607353,0.0,0.06917946116167288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930313414275368,0.0,0.0,0.07002270968878349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739444568175903,0.0,0.0,0.07768467862232344,0.07306629913269509,0.0,0.07664146190276011,0.0,0.16442886892214134,0.1161600438833292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884342175031944,0.0,0.12742611623615244,0.0,0.2310204765681978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189243732643863,0.0,0.07282793537107679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633970660091212,0.0,0.0858968572688195,0.0815495258519815,0.0,0.0,0.09380813074456244,0.08703226111179968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943716979093515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827068443807256,0.0,0.08874746237757182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054267713888047,0.08242442575554307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06028217846515914,0.06270280082947621,0.07851908093775184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22544996078292126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271031065672915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624666380152166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24683678545314405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18276696489550445,0.0,0.2486222772432897,0.20665313697072066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877192537005706,0.08665391696910284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613802270325919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802288641643726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706194608661751,0.0,0.0,0.055196684486005634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043246641102386,0.08953936281388407,0.06708018943250435,0.0,0.06453136215120715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753649876261573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673866993957128,0.08816529766463246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887623855727203,0.0,0.0,0.10470778119068096 socialanxiety,AA9920,2020/04/05,"Alleviating Social Anxiety If you have social anxiety, chances are you are absolutely plagued with an endless stream of intrusive thoughts roaming through your head: ""what if they see me sweating?"", ""what if they can hear my stuttering?"", ""they're laughing, is it me, is it my shoes?"", ""this person looked at me, are they judging me, are they thinking i'm stupid, am i stupid?"" and a whole array of endless worrying and torment that makes you look so helpless and feeble to others when you're not. If you wanna alleviate the anxiety, you must stop rumination and analysing such as in the examples listed above, because all this does is send a message to the brain that there is a problem with being in social situations because the brain's like ""well if social situations aren't a problem, why are you worrying about it?"", so if you tell your brain that social situations are a danger by analysing and ruminating, the brain will send you even more distress next time you are in social situations therefore exacerbating the condition. It is not enough to simply just expose yourself to the social situations because people with social anxiety already do having to go to work and school, it is important to also prevent the relief seeking behaviours, such as rumination, analysing and reassuring yourself. The brain works paradoxically like so; the more willing you are to have distress over being in social situations, the less distress your brain will actually give you AND the less willing you are to have distress over being in social situations IE by performing these relief seeking behaviours, the more distress your brain will send you; the same way the more willing you are experience let's say drug withdrawal symptoms and not give into taking the drug again, the less of a stranglehold the drug will have on you and so you will be free from that drug's addictive effects on you, except in this case social anxiety is the drug. Maybe not the best example but hope this illustrates my point. A social anxiety therapist though is best as they can help to create a hierarchy in gradually helping you expose yourself to your fears as time goes on.",15.883412280701757,10.080076060526316,13.99421052631579,51.13280701754386,52.868421052631575,17.087719298245613,53.50877192982456,13.816669648895859,7.067850877192982,1733,83,270,42,12,555,168,380,0.128,0.7909999999999999,0.081,-0.9371,0,0,5,0,0,0,45.0,0,23,5,6,15,24,3,6,29,0,42,17,10,3,2,41,55,28,0,11,13,0,0,2,0,9,7,2,0,1,17,14,0,2,3,0,1,4,5,13,1,0,1,5,36,12,42,40,13,26,0,1,3,0,53,15,0,7,8,214,53,3,0.0,0.0,0.04968818939279659,0.055507651398916516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05618878883225895,0.040718750877049535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337107443419909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311660801889113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686966663409747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3978858210575794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04455829609828056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952409966430175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05261144613254524,0.0,0.03363056530823328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04980713976276747,0.0,0.05729640605714487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768951812223044,0.02893762028546167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0522561018374076,0.0,0.057387785820612214,0.0,0.06825792854548064,0.0,0.0,0.050572621638476034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052066650447320686,0.0,0.049751491515152325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551584570531874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03398786379416024,0.0,0.051153528459872505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0541513981071158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0352998219866806,0.04445924563346871,0.0,0.0,0.048133548121033334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744244842917504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04049168395355968,0.0,0.0515312847013546,0.04057469955457768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40063426158219706,0.0,0.6228484297364223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04256935648126616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05292283632987548,0.03828366509938319,0.0,0.04450418794179824,0.0,0.0,0.05911920660858476,0.0,0.032625913715559056,0.05002623992783978,0.040422851659549563,0.05938087236410456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04041598567744251,0.0,0.0,0.04578099750416188,0.0,0.04594517427725471,0.056847632540057015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741371739126823,0.10341849876924962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,thepriceisright757,2020/04/05,"Max anxiety around my neighbors, my parent’s neighbors, and my parents’ friends. So... first, about my neighbors... I bought a place about 9 months ago. I’m a 28 year old single guy. I have this weird thing where I like to drink beer and chain smoke cigarettes on my front balcony while listening to music through my earphones. When I do this, I rearrange the furniture so I’m as hidden from view as possible. I get crazy irritated when people linger or stop their car with the headlights on me. That’s how anxious I can get. Anyways, I feel really awkward when I leave my place. Afraid that my neighbors see what I do and think I’m a freak. It’s always awkward when I run into them. Being a 28 year old single dude, I just feel like that get creepy vibes from me or something. As for my parents’ neighbors and friends.... when I went to college (which I never finished) I made a lot of mistakes. Dropped classes without telling my parents, lying about my grades, skipping class... There were many times where I would be sitting in the backyard with my parents and things would escalate into arguments that I felt everyone heard. I’m also sure my stepdad would complain about me when talking to the neighbors and friends. To this day, I still feel very awkward around them. I’m afraid their judging me for the problems I had. I wanted to post this today, because I just went through a very uncomfortable situation. My parents live in another state but have a guest home near me. They asked if I can go over and water their plants and mow the lawn every couple of weeks. I’m always afraid that I’ll run into their neighbors which causes me to avoid going over for as long as possible. So... today I had to go over to mow the lawn. When I got there, the grass was very long, and sure enough, the next door neighbor was standing in our driveway with his lawnmower and the neighbor across the street was chatting with him. My anxiety level skyrocketed. Red face, heavy sweating... I got out of the car and the next door neighbor said he was just getting ready to mow my parents’ lawn. I was so embarrassed. My parents’ lawn mower ended up not working. I called my stepdad and he told me to just ask the neighbor if I can borrow his gas mower. I went over and asked him, and he said he would just mow it. I felt bad but he was insistent that he would just do it. He didn’t talk as much after that, and I felt weird about just saying thanks and taking off, so I tried to make small talk. Nothing I brought up was working so I eventually just said thanks again and left. I’m still so embarrassed by this. The neighbor across the street was still outside and all I can imagine is that they all think I’m just lazy or something. Just had to share this because I’m dying right now and I’m tired of being to embarrassed all of the time.",3.820221063089917,5.561508378870677,4.063750206987912,88.15089605067068,72.67941712204006,6.666683225699619,27.95996853783739,7.259408732682427,1.4211089253187614,2216,85,438,23,44,688,236,549,0.11199999999999999,0.84,0.048,-0.9790000000000001,11,1,6,0,0,0,72.0,1,0,8,3,43,27,0,10,24,0,31,6,2,4,6,79,79,49,1,10,19,8,6,2,16,5,1,6,21,1,22,29,3,2,10,3,2,12,4,17,0,1,29,15,73,10,65,42,8,83,0,0,3,0,63,31,0,6,37,289,95,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05596246277190972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050486415607470775,0.10506130085443846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06619911550979582,0.0965911896987287,0.07132087660009588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124012353058809,0.17705891490953168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05271235120382306,0.07696902403505694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644645471367845,0.0,0.0,0.06485366935486547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698540500691105,0.0,0.04071473820144254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655207606546017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06184505347025505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05591596757289111,0.06523194542922099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0531911989846134,0.06032506621932498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957638872491246,0.045101315108536065,0.18184906168741932,0.0,0.0,0.053699810836469374,0.0,0.0,0.14632623640152878,0.0,0.13193487718711056,0.0,0.10763763816093186,0.0,0.10098441121786483,0.0,0.0,0.06251033074741927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06332626502958431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06684737853778164,0.06859280112626218,0.0,0.0,0.06168594133228328,0.0,0.05574646752038584,0.11173917539799763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05367233278660025,0.0,0.059736762211513326,0.04214091493875456,0.06400565761450089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050391138520944616,0.0,0.0464090800050795,0.0,0.04869107627470245,0.0,0.1342826060070707,0.0,0.0,0.060576590330431584,0.0,0.13249224555428793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5608024528615044,0.0,0.0,0.04376758729830727,0.0,0.1319184260457837,0.0,0.0,0.14234306261761162,0.0604627388549107,0.0,0.0,0.060408532227073736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04044379796003887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05391414599766937,0.18015817511066706,0.05020487958725655,0.0,0.0,0.050307809074154455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096270111142666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720376850596324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15125122521673884,0.0527809467914481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900180248827863,0.0,0.04746719841727949,0.15222866127329526,0.05517990803517059,0.1162464159730898,0.0,0.0,0.08388382229081684,0.08090451715431149,0.0,0.0,0.07362523006564259,0.07256062786602475,0.11968298210425715,0.06032506621932498,0.0,0.04286229544558666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156270848046909,0.037236725567673774,0.0,0.05064045967558177,0.0,0.0,0.17557121750878027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608567275485677,0.0,0.09192129162853704,0.0,0.0,0.22423482133475556,0.0,0.0,0.08130951876257503 socialanxiety,KeevoX,2020/04/05,"Terrified of speaking I get extremely anxious about my own voice, how it sounds and how I use it. I always find myself avoiding voice chats on Discord or wherever because of it. I've known a group of friends for just over a year now and most of them have never even heard me speak. I really do want to be able to go out there, speak and have fun with my friends but I can't help but fell SA is blocking that at every turn. I keep telling myself that they won't care and once I start speaking then it becomes easier, but I'm just too scared to take the first step. I know I don't sound good and I mumble a lot, I've tried multiple sites with tips and advice to help me sound better but I just hate having to do it. I wish I could talk freely without being afraid of my own voice.",2.3965947467166977,3.7240403292682953,3.3604878048780518,93.43892120075049,75.58536585365854,6.509568480300188,22.371482176360225,7.010146845296331,0.4360606003752343,610,16,139,6,13,195,104,164,0.182,0.6920000000000001,0.126,-0.8699,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,2,10,10,1,3,4,0,12,0,0,3,1,33,26,14,0,3,9,0,0,0,2,1,0,11,0,0,7,9,0,3,3,1,0,3,5,4,0,1,1,11,22,6,19,21,4,14,0,0,0,0,15,5,0,3,6,91,29,0,0.1826500054127716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17848347137763745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15197943629029165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063425168593675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134174800356736,0.20172258089628134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16153908689234556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18622385350306372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14583116695589085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063860596190824,0.0,0.15389050719039826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16693879596342762,0.15536200129730499,0.0,0.0,0.2822298821979581,0.0,0.09542708922720723,0.0,0.1038042072471046,0.15319815876942128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18032906619769426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448528970626131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16234771707168613,0.0,0.0,0.10037966626455397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552825029759345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087094418999374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19451629471328893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701027048810775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18286451896925304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12928061392557835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733007299676495,0.14680715569154795,0.15964415535563156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400736421403248,0.1986707566197136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775096069512984,0.0,0.0,0.10773170549091424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21003849217205448,0.17606808733726895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762061507016824 socialanxiety,GamerLucien,2020/04/05,"Did any self help books allow you to overcome SA? I was just wondering if anyone has any success stories with self help books. I read on another thread that some books are great at getting you out of unhelpful thought patterns (CBT). With the lockdown it would be a great use of my time, and I am really tired of feeling like this.",5.7779687499999985,6.328758359375001,5.584375000000001,83.52312500000002,66.96875,8.9,33.1875,8.841846274778883,2.6330125,261,11,51,4,4,81,52,64,0.040999999999999995,0.657,0.302,0.96,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,2,0,13,12,2,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,6,4,9,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,3,2,31,9,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909138120856443,0.22428905501140275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956135598416626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815246100051164,0.15280765109268227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117520555201515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4716431345708365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867405342487347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044989905254802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21395431167852408,0.0,0.1370275290790995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4462812475208511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16980987158134356,0.12472472743217035,0.2458424788575388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847378376593424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23196155224512835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194588565274975,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,crayfish93,2020/04/05,"Isn’t it hell when everyone knows each other and you’re just shoved & forced into that group? Felt so extra & out of place. I didn’t belong there or anywhere at all, it’s best to stick being a floater as much as possible, alone.",2.625,4.27301816666667,3.3483333333333327,92.43000000000002,75.66666666666666,6.466666666666668,20.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.29348333333333354,184,4,40,2,4,58,44,48,0.185,0.7340000000000001,0.081,-0.6597,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,9,5,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,1,1,7,2,5,5,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,1,27,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001108776968068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6279241247168671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040922395695596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27688446775559805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27822144155970635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924818199179794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130118410399184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027444930606804,0.0,0.0,0.32666837851686803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,half-of-an-italy,2020/04/05,"Congratulatory ""I got over it"" Post I don't know why I'm posting this here, or at all but I used to have terrible terrible SA ever since I was a small child, and I'm so relieved to say I got over it 95%. Of course getting over SA and all the residual effects is harder than just defeating SA, I just want to say that there is a possibility of relief and a SA free life, even if SA is all you've ever known, there is relief. Now all I have to deal with is the hundreds of other problems in my life.",3.1160347129506007,3.3651008971962604,5.369559412550071,83.7910280373832,72.73831775700937,8.357276368491322,26.50066755674232,8.418075326091056,1.5004910547396533,384,12,89,6,7,136,65,107,0.128,0.7140000000000001,0.158,0.5422,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,10,8,0,0,5,0,9,2,0,2,6,21,17,7,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,5,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,3,2,8,5,14,14,4,11,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,2,3,61,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256256869611101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454896744436582,0.3959263699417306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114340572025257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35007014340594683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027474120127675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30916175144208075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24672152732506944,0.4191973673241649,0.0,0.0,0.20941077226316865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480780683836877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810357410848314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18901692621545824,0.0,0.0,0.12908394179098193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19747891360014416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fuckingconor,2020/04/05,"I want to learn to drink without fear 19M, UK I have had anxiety since 15 years old and it mainly occurs with panic attacks and nausea. Yesterday, my friends asked me if after lockdown I wanted to go on a pub crawl or to a pub quiz. Recently, my girlfriend (of 2 years) has also expressed the need to go out to nice places with me. These obviously all involve alcohol. I have drank plenty of alcohol before and enjoyed a life of partying from 14-17. However, after this I’ve had periods of not drinking. This is due to having agoraphobia (fear of situations that make you feel trapped, helpless or embarrassed) which tends to spring up while I’m drinking alcohol, at pubs or out somewhere nice with my girlfriend. Stemming from this I have seemed to develop emetophobia (fear of vomit) as I always feel the need to vomit when I am scared, panicked or generally just drinking. I want to be able to go out with my friends and go out with my girlfriend. I want to drink with them. I want to know how to fix this. I thought of a plan where, while in lockdown, I would try to have 1 or 2 beers at night while playing PS4 with my friends (as they do). To get used to the taste of beer and hopefully not panic when I taste it when I am out in the future. If anyone has any knowledge on this I would love to know your opinion, if my ‘experiment’ is a good idea, and if there is anything else I could be doing to help. I’ll reply to all comments ASAP.",4.568763983128555,5.26816535191638,5.554711168164314,82.14218228498076,69.69686411149826,8.550816064551624,30.78470566660554,8.6894789155246,2.3114362369337984,1124,45,227,18,19,371,151,287,0.078,0.778,0.14300000000000002,0.9374,1,3,10,0,0,0,35.0,0,2,2,1,8,19,1,7,9,0,21,17,0,3,3,59,47,25,0,15,13,0,2,0,6,2,6,0,0,0,10,18,13,0,9,11,0,4,3,9,0,0,4,4,29,10,55,38,3,36,0,1,0,1,16,14,0,12,18,155,39,2,0.09792309770399847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31395003338978217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830906585524681,0.08147986174552949,0.0,0.0,0.06659106436482047,0.0,0.07491090171625392,0.0,0.0,0.06847010674006365,0.0,0.08058236582173345,0.0,0.09154487770671607,0.11140166027567676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332534376916242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818362544166277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.479636780186353,0.0,0.0,0.08180218291423855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578757952377193,0.0,0.3305721274760554,0.09902572091803682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269654271320883,0.0,0.051160776923528016,0.0,0.2226078122554179,0.08213324842421131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06563578826067966,0.0,0.0,0.0972597310344325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054325806739608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076319471757471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916597983837994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837941885084794,0.0,0.06536442810273428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452174723368984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189419370264244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275381860229513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297833128911831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023087952317527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668724545216832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803810362421564,0.0,0.0,0.08914551041537591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100299833011805,0.1100696646362552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777400014608186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648335550006465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457411595548016,0.0,0.0,0.2887879006289788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439437179276404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912351811598586,0.0,0.0,0.12611852877300944 socialanxiety,LusciousBagel,2020/04/05,"DAE fear leaving a social situation in a wrong way, so you just wait it out til everyone decides to disband? I guess it’s a fear of the spotlight being on me when I leave, extended further to exiting on a bad note. I find my voice choking up or unable to make the proper sounds to say goodbye in irl/internet interactions. Usually Ill get a weird deeper tone that people make fun of. And when I do commit and it sounds weird, I can’t stop thinking about whether they’re talking about it after I’m gone. Of course this only perpetuates the panic of being in that uncomfortable environment for even longer, making it harder to commit. So I just end up hanging around in a really awkward state where I’m even less talkative, with only enough brainpower to think about how I can exit and sweating profusely. Eventually people get tired and want to break apart, or I wait for somebody else to leave, splitting the attention as a tag-a-long. Part of its how quiet I talk; I don’t want to just mysteriously vanish which would ensure conversation about me. So I feel like I have to say it to at least a handful of people. Also others often misinterpret what I’m saying because of my volume, and I have to find a moment where chatter is low so somebody can hear me say goodbye. It’s always counterproductive because I end up being more stressed out over the course of the extra, unknown time than in the worst case of exiting poorly.",8.653242560359345,7.194655660583942,8.994963503649632,68.11345592363844,61.73722627737226,11.496462661426165,36.77035373385738,10.389873798559362,3.7687330713082527,1137,43,201,21,13,380,158,274,0.16699999999999998,0.7759999999999999,0.057,-0.9812,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,0,22,13,0,5,16,0,12,4,2,5,2,37,30,19,0,3,6,0,2,1,0,1,2,9,0,0,14,9,0,3,7,0,1,2,2,11,0,0,1,11,20,2,47,25,7,38,0,1,0,0,11,23,0,4,11,141,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259267614709593,0.09634182669296233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307258946771904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667506804038854,0.14116208944691808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672293939381868,0.0,0.2051010757896662,0.11963615013855568,0.0,0.15294889824256014,0.0,0.0,0.11063687633176976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26057909224479314,0.058544029398494915,0.08271633890829931,0.0,0.0,0.2116495355111108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098505319602545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275494783656313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049733974727165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3677966200069413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0565663685952353,0.0,0.0,0.1024654766641757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23186079121582706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17611838041905822,0.0,0.13584794839635156,0.0,0.12538313177011598,0.0,0.24081079956004445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417439803586133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683053431853389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301464230223783,0.0,0.11802752970298265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680087314961767,0.13263054346204414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861260956897672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837982981302836,0.0,0.0,0.06751476611774652,0.1330770393617444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275200668413201,0.0,0.1365851795886142,0.09190420119459868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224985649279719,0.12659197406709374,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Tasty-Celebration,2020/04/05,"My anxiety just kept me from potentially getting a girlfriend and I fucking hate myself because of it. Me and my friend were just at someone’s house getting cigarettes cause we can’t get them ourselves since we’re only 16. While we were there talking to them their daughter, who’s the same age as us, was on the phone and they started talking about how they like my personality and that I’m quiet and said their daughter is the same way so she said she needs a boyfriend and her mom asked if I wanted her number. I instantly got nervous and just said “I don’t know, maybe.” So my friend jumped in and said I don’t even have a phone yet and just use my moms so he ended up getting her number and when we left he couldn’t stop talking about her ass and bragging. I hate being too afraid to even talk to someone, and now I’m just going to hate myself for the next few days.",4.2445318352059935,4.9972287528089945,4.646685393258426,88.16793071161051,70.46067415730337,7.056928838951311,27.754681647940075,6.816661863887847,1.1424367041198504,690,23,146,5,12,218,105,178,0.11900000000000001,0.818,0.064,-0.8996,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,4,0,6,0,18,9,4,2,7,0,10,2,1,3,0,32,33,20,0,4,6,4,0,1,3,0,0,5,0,1,3,15,0,2,1,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,9,5,31,3,14,22,3,18,0,0,0,2,38,5,2,1,11,98,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243879724453816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296484483874587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366017572698204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413130453734605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792887614711996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702435295236214,0.0,0.0,0.15962136528209694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18671435549440948,0.111710436965429,0.2525261651672745,0.0,0.06867357737887145,0.0,0.09664315702646466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579000045260422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394278987982319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640800947570856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312880823918236,0.0,0.0,0.05903410281453921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213954623855592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830420639840635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959796354181546,0.0,0.0,0.12850988406781358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190081346378463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550886407028393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4597687794078427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995634236522297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20476698866930532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552796152926496,0.0,0.0,0.10102385640030366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884918668915226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145350182009433,0.10436304166458032,0.0,0.0,0.07127188588393607,0.09591356484685204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Disciple_of_Bolas,2020/04/05,"Worried and want to talk with someone? 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If you or anyone you know is interested please visit our website at: [https://www.glimmeringbridges.com/about-us](https://www.glimmeringbridges.com/about-us?fbclid=IwAR08tLQ91a-vDW7BgQYUHzcN9AewectNztl3YMVCUxxoeziysMf19O6ocE8)",9.11730140186916,13.735190747663555,5.434947429906544,68.00793516355142,76.10280373831776,6.7871495327102815,27.24824766355141,7.865858978985527,2.545953738317757,618,22,77,11,16,167,68,107,0.092,0.6970000000000001,0.21,0.9262,0,2,0,0,0,0,46.0,4,2,0,0,2,9,0,0,6,0,4,1,0,0,0,22,11,7,0,5,8,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,3,7,0,0,3,3,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,8,19,10,0,10,0,1,0,1,25,5,0,5,4,47,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373679656727372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733203464558564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18781064471969974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17164814721865276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622766064462425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680662110171042,0.0,0.18068807986540772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377106212139065,0.0,0.17025994414253806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328295791728912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258577561431538,0.0,0.1639329498843459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18632013853573415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28763503887096475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4092842575379457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897494785616684,0.0,0.16089072866024484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4083451685633161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30034565336711305,0.0,0.1361526979633019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17237605504153974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cherryred27,2020/04/06,Phone calls Does anyone feel anxious because of phone calls? How do you deal with it?,1.2541666666666664,3.640947750000002,0.5025000000000013,100.95916666666668,102.75,2.1333333333333333,17.833333333333332,3.1291,-1.0188916666666663,68,2,13,0,3,19,14,16,0.136,0.8640000000000001,0.0,-0.3313,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899794085820124,0.0,0.24137289736030795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21043161485963735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7049786027693518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558875625459562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020881366765249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17454423769135186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,thepurplishcow,2020/04/06,"How would you use a year to work on social anxiety? I have just graduated college and am a bit lost. I believe that social anxiety is my biggest problem and am planning on giving myself a year off (no requirements) to try and work on it. I am curious as to what you guys would do if you had the opportunity. Cheers!",3.2614285714285742,4.810417365079367,5.619238095238099,77.2174285714286,73.76190476190476,8.84952380952381,30.06031746031745,9.3871,2.8477517460317463,246,11,48,6,5,87,44,63,0.12300000000000001,0.718,0.159,0.5411,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,6,2,4,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,2,0,11,12,6,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,8,2,8,8,1,7,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,1,2,39,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423681601102804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521131082800197,0.0,0.0,0.2442998010590207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21466137987622708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22156831272739472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24427230549183296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21411847289647806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4562123823549917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15192571160557825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932661589250939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258156731269349,0.0,0.0,0.3179207687677881,0.0,0.0,0.2882021685934523 socialanxiety,b2cole,2020/04/06,"Is there a need for counselors for people with Social Anxiety/Shyness? Putting this out there I had social anxiety for a large portion of my life and it was hell (25 years old now). I have dedicated a large portion of my life to figuring it out and I have (3 years, 6 in total but wasn't serious about it for awhile), and I have never met anybody or read anything that is up to par with my knowledge/wisdom on the subject and everybody makes errors in their teachings or knowledge which causes issues/contradictions for the sufferer. Overcoming Social Anxiety Step by Step program is a great tool, and very worth using but IMO you have to dig in a lot further in order to actually overcome the mental issues dug into your unconscious mind and basically become a psychologist yourself. If you've had it since birth especially you need wisdom (knowledge + practical ability) and not just someone to talk to. Overcoming Social Anxiety Step by Step is great but can be overwhelming for some people as you may try to fight your thoughts and end up making it worse. Social Anxiety/Shyness I would say can be deeply dark and confusing and stressful without a ""guru"" or someone who has been through it guiding you the way. There seems like so many options from meditation, affirmations, not focusing on it, focusing on it and taking control, etc, that people can lose hope. I'm wondering if there would be interest in something like this because having Social Anxiety is not something you can take lightly, if you have it you must get rid of it or your life will be hell. I currently work as an engineer but have debated doing psychology as I consider the people in this field extremely under-qualified for the seriousness of how the mind can ruin your life if not treated correctly. I see parallels between chemistry, electricity, psychology, religion and the fact that people consider these separate matters is part of the error. If there is an interest I would make a program (take me about a year) that would cure anyone with it as I have been through every aspect of it and the chance of failure would be impossible. &#x200B; Anyways if there are comments where it seems like I could have around 5 or so clients I would be willing to make something up for you guys. Like I said I would need a year to ensure I make up an adequate program but as it seems like such an oversight on struggling people I can't imagine how there isn't a need for this. &#x200B; Thanks.",8.524727106227104,8.199746676923079,8.45342032967033,68.22262133699635,61.35164835164835,11.715201465201464,39.83745421245421,11.123543617288195,4.644371794871796,1978,95,328,47,24,642,216,455,0.12,0.753,0.127,0.5381,1,0,3,0,1,0,51.0,0,12,1,3,19,25,3,4,25,0,50,4,0,10,5,87,75,38,0,20,22,0,0,5,0,11,4,2,0,1,25,20,0,1,9,1,1,5,9,12,0,0,9,4,33,13,60,48,7,37,2,4,1,0,27,20,2,21,15,248,58,6,0.0,0.0,0.06709849112978734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899986444691316,0.16709849004511698,0.0,0.0,0.21040061361061224,0.0,0.0,0.04807762335668063,0.0,0.05658248274499409,0.06120974633584885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0419146144086656,0.0759384898063356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063403955227941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711863504037808,0.05489816031562626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06089972555810767,0.0,0.07668403288888474,0.0,0.0,0.057932099914875225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03592353920087158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15161323480553038,0.0,0.0680818405243871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06829282060560084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176613155035758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19426497700022752,0.16795993438870868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692330406241378,0.0,0.058456116895526274,0.0,0.0,0.22948455208185706,0.06971044501390478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929251320746319,0.0,0.13885320352272826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20393457151535035,0.053030883859655764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215060154610818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445888116400448,0.0,0.2860114028787377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691214008145298,0.0,0.0,0.06877722353297558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540518983232446,0.05467961158958946,0.0,0.0,0.0547917151223728,0.18778578613701927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05687783807993557,0.0,0.0,0.4205445031161672,0.11651790521799744,0.15880122661322615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876276286082863,0.0718814350357076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550937674210633,0.0552655713923857,0.0,0.06330369603858002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054586661069042815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04668258715230154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05938536810039196,0.0,0.056733059576607785,0.0,0.054577389307581256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628085262480736,0.07456578652077032,0.05005709170486276,0.0,0.07007090440081948,0.3419090385385705,0.0,0.16709849004511698,0.1771131786800483 socialanxiety,DogLoveruWu,2020/04/06,"How to socialize? sorry for the broad question. I couldnt think of what to title this. I spent most my life keeping my head down, avoiding eye contact and walking fast to wherever it is that I'm going. I'd like to know what proper etiquette is when passing a coworker or someone else anywhere. At work I make eye contact, but I dont smile or nod. I overthink too much. I mostly avoid eye contact with pretty girls because I feel like they think I'm checking them out or theyll think Im creepy. This just makes me seem stand offish and isolates me even further. Any tips?",2.426555023923449,4.657376456140352,3.253572567783096,90.19485645933014,78.2982456140351,5.1980861244019145,27.03030303030303,6.1124844417494595,1.004466666666667,452,19,88,3,11,143,83,114,0.10400000000000001,0.813,0.083,0.1015,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,3,1,5,4,0,2,2,0,5,5,4,3,0,25,18,8,0,1,5,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,4,0,3,7,0,2,3,2,2,0,0,1,4,14,2,10,15,3,11,0,0,3,0,9,5,0,7,4,50,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540372107853886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034160173082102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505933602664109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17861768544371304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14122491710067905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811291605945687,0.15275177839686682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215178213166926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21943917928093304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309603679413907,0.0,0.0,0.19005145742626334,0.0,0.0,0.11750890134855818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102613145580931,0.20892156288382147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28545064305442125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15718099322555365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21752999778929846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395253399101689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946520761528639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21796074753630928,0.1811674831165085,0.0,0.0,0.23935199064699025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41101824345656107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15566221001545225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,wiwita63,2020/04/06,"Why I don't have friends This is exactly why I don't have any friends, i meet people and talk to them the first time and I think wow I'm finally having friends, things go really well for a while, I'm enjoying the talk and even they reach out and want to spend time with me, but then out of nowhere I start to hate being around anyone and I feel like I don't belong here and it starts to feel just like before where I'm forcing myself to talk to people even though I feel uncomfortable and want to be alone, so I start not talking to them and backing away until they forget about me and become completely alone again. What I'm trying to say is, sometimes it's not people that desert me, but it rather me who leaves first. Like I don't think they hate me or anything and I know I'm doing well, so I don't feel anxious, but I just feel uncomfortable, it's like you're enjoying being alone at home and someone visits you and you really want them to leave, but can't just tell them to, so you have to pretend you're enjoying their company. Most of times I just back away first from the relationship, but sometimes I feel like a jerk for leaving people just like that and now I feel like I'm forced to talk to people and pretend that I enjoy talking to them, so they don't feel like I hate them or anything. It's like having a child that you don't want, but you can't just leave them, so you have to take care of this responsibility even though you just don't want to exist in this situation. Specially when I'm the one that reached out first, I don't want to talk to someone first and say I want to be their friend or give them hope and then completely desert them. Sorry if this was really long.",4.908339438339438,4.876311270655272,5.31717541717542,86.71102564102566,68.77207977207975,8.623036223036223,26.11599511599513,8.269060116576782,1.2999704517704518,1340,33,298,17,21,428,130,351,0.095,0.664,0.24100000000000002,0.9951,0,3,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,7,15,5,29,27,4,0,7,0,25,0,0,0,1,63,61,38,0,10,20,0,8,9,4,0,0,2,1,1,17,21,0,0,11,2,1,2,13,4,2,6,1,10,48,23,37,56,1,33,0,0,0,0,42,9,0,6,31,199,65,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003284178628733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04384487209319026,0.0,0.0,0.07283783500418882,0.0,0.04508207070814055,0.0,0.1061140426608676,0.057395975917279685,0.0,0.0,0.1211518334699639,0.09915382409550076,0.0,0.0,0.07120702164332181,0.05486305219067937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06573605150190649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520057674543248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775440093392335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608019624855855,0.23030298455018305,0.0,0.07062866514344958,0.0,0.2742098911230747,0.0,0.0,0.19925136036599891,0.0,0.0,0.06184981702827061,0.03664234514188045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19096566674796006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467318215281435,0.06403772799996868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035433499990388424,0.0,0.0,0.273076751745418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28349086325935546,0.0,0.0,0.05705790512628476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04368959097741493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22349250697244305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391205029378875,0.0,0.0,0.06922148593656875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254542316651348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247204130688874,0.0,0.0,0.10925807215618673,0.0,0.1275338616159135,0.07217392606822838,0.13690615249356486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048476801341281454,0.36275513561212297,0.05635355633033073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04283399404776105,0.0826253146693851,0.1266917411662471,0.0,0.1127868013261248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04377395444915548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662011211305815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159406402419247,0.0,0.11635641886674618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,UrGingerBoii,2020/04/06,Every feel like you’re never going to live up to the expectations of you? Yeah me too,0.8633333333333333,3.1244908888888894,3.653333333333337,84.90000000000002,84.55555555555556,5.822222222222222,14.555555555555555,7.1686216300943375,-0.11797777777777795,68,1,14,1,2,24,16,18,0.0,0.7609999999999999,0.239,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,4,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4561191917360991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737279078957709,0.386747728688938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076673926987357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644811758247864,0.0,0.478030843314819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4175302452122277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,slowmorella,2020/04/06,"Virtual me got a virtual boyfriend today! I bought The Sims 4 yesterday and made a Sim that looks like me and also a cute neihbor. Those two are a couple since today and i'm so happy for my virtual me. It's just the sweetest thing to watch them around each other. I'm not even sad, that this might be the closest i'll be to a relationship this year (probably also some years after that) or that i am 31 and still do stuff like this. It just made me kind of happy and i wantet to share it with some random strangers :)",3.0410514018691583,4.187621831775701,4.514100467289719,86.52105724299066,73.67289719626169,7.966822429906544,23.655373831775687,8.472884824447931,1.3017672897196269,404,11,87,7,8,135,69,107,0.0,0.773,0.22699999999999998,0.9764,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,8,8,0,0,8,0,6,0,0,2,0,18,13,9,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,14,8,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,4,2,9,7,8,6,3,9,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,5,9,63,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29582728511481043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16465494670198638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046563787265689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216532454607396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479306059364905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39378990641878814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192608936784626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18072568961877847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532107397945888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500300818338546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19621491940076946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994197774252231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19857942818055013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15300206189698026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771049065964173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21173666274558572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288020012294915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35064374489984274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18068050689481635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382182801066686 socialanxiety,danikor,2020/04/06,"techniques for dealing w social anxiety There are a lot of clichés about how to deal with social anxiety - for example ""the only fear is in your head"" or ""just take deep breaths and count to 10"". honestly I think it's crap, just clichés that everyone use. I think that in order to deal with being nervous in social situations, you actually need to have a TECHNIQUE. one that you can practice and master. I've been struggling with social anxiety for years. I won't tell you that I've found that technique that 100% works and I wish I did. I'm still trying and I just want to share a few things because maybe someone will find it helpful. 1) taking deep breaths doesn't always work. as long as there are thoughts in your head- you will have symptoms. it's a vicious cycle. even if you breath very deeply but you still think about your anxiety and the symptoms - you'll keep having them. 2) taking deep breaths DOES help when the mind is EMPTY. that's when they help to calm down. but the mind needs to be empty of thoughts first. 3) shifting the focus - when we are anxious we tend to internalize, to focus in ourselves, in our bodily sensations. basically being in your head too much. try to shift the focus outside by focusing on an object in your surrounding. I find it helpful when I'm in stressful situations. I just look at that object and I try to focus on it and not in what's going on inside my head 4) mantra - sometimes even though you try really hard not to think, but thoughts will crawl in. and again you'll start thinking about your heart that is beating, or your hands that are shaking even without being aware. so sometimes I just repeat a sentence in my head to interfere with these thoughts. to make sure they won't creep in. I'm not an expert this is just my 2 cents. I think that when dealing with anxiety, a more practical methods should be taken. &#x200B; \*\* written by a 27 year old medical student",3.2047619047619063,5.5655352059620595,3.743394502516456,87.00229268292685,76.34417344173441,6.493565621370499,26.532017034456054,7.554174236665415,1.5105841424699968,1517,59,288,21,35,476,183,369,0.10099999999999999,0.8270000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.7986,0,0,1,0,0,0,53.0,3,16,3,5,26,11,2,5,15,0,28,15,12,3,1,58,58,24,0,6,16,0,2,0,0,8,3,0,0,0,20,15,0,2,13,0,1,2,7,7,0,2,9,3,36,4,50,36,4,40,0,0,1,0,36,22,1,4,15,193,56,3,0.0,0.0,0.07148359255313956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06095170883721394,0.07936874154140107,0.08900945593191797,0.0,0.0,0.2801887099662867,0.082754149609604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04465386878246632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30207925800197016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410350471763014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514718631550802,0.0,0.0,0.0699956281120159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242910428815008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390239013339322,0.062308294454735375,0.0,0.08031726997275335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041630920410299616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561959411820187,0.0,0.3758895159804465,0.0,0.0,0.08680422440108285,0.1963976555512735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510993212554711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06482590286984252,0.06151340938297872,0.0,0.0,0.06227641146677663,0.0,0.0,0.04889642059619052,0.0,0.07359169313203162,0.0,0.0,0.07379389747911648,0.0,0.0,0.14792770535059765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053848804628675404,0.10863117465267963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686587457547595,0.0,0.04963759491093437,0.055711608408647084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046927242999718746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16467711179166072,0.0,0.2986856227320145,0.06206636186227951,0.0,0.14489662225472372,0.0,0.051848292970616036,0.0,0.11699862290816812,0.0,0.08391016182185902,0.07657911717103284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903934329176707,0.15227419292962835,0.16522964214521552,0.0,0.06402566236798833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04866551499782296,0.2816223595044119,0.07196992677068105,0.23261629720692945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19893377529856995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06326639221581681,0.0,0.06044074683024959,0.04320605277858993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423642916417567,0.07061251875160365,0.0,0.10665696612772378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900945593191797,0.09434404624737874 socialanxiety,sadfish52,2020/04/06,i can't work less :( I'm a cashier. i normally have normal work hours (6 hours a day usually) exept for saturday. I work 10 hours on a saturday. I've wanted to ask to work less for a long time but due to my social anxiety i havent asked my boss yet. Now that's it's gotten so busy i can't handle it anymore. there's so many people i have to talk to and there seems to be no break. I'm at my limit and i can feel it. I asked my boss if i can work in the morning from 7-1 but he said no. I came home and had a panic attack because i simply can't take it anymore. This would have been so much easier if i didnt have social anxiety.,-1.1972916666666684,0.5520560763888902,2.1783333333333346,95.47500000000002,88.93055555555556,5.544444444444443,16.63888888888889,6.9077264865688965,-0.1865194444444445,481,11,121,7,16,174,80,144,0.139,0.818,0.043,-0.9116,0,0,0,0,0,1,15.0,0,0,0,6,7,2,1,1,6,0,15,0,0,2,0,17,27,10,0,6,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,6,2,16,0,12,19,3,17,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,3,12,74,22,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003349830992452,0.0,0.2597113496469022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672290903198036,0.14896129413239426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981881255072416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975860825604867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444441377020888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620637207668607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134185709907528,0.0,0.3868437447753184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587633346634345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275095147343316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962547649269868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256583595546456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15362796018298194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907761762646198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455237059252335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192013706501876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669503492360804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844935570577576,0.10524329868499284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635121415774776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442101112493184,0.0,0.07723084072717805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4766234493617105,0.0,0.0,0.09301485835814643,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Goritianus,2020/04/06,"why exist shyness? why are people shy? how does shyness help people in life? >Shyness is a behavioral style reflecting awkwardness or apprehension that some people consistently feel when approaching or being approached by others. Shyness is a response to [f](https://www.psychologytoday.com/intl/basics/fear)ear, and research suggests that although there is a neurobiology of shyness—the behavioral repertoire is orchestrated by a specific circuit of neurons in the brain—it is also strongly influenced by parenting practices and life experiences. ... >shy people often desperately want to connect with others, but don't know how or can not tolerate the anxiety that comes with human iinteration. Their inclination to turn inward to monitor their own behavior and perceived shortcomings can prevent them from developing new relationships . [https://www.psychologytoday.com/intl/basics/shyness](https://www.psychologytoday.com/intl/basics/shyness) My question is, why is useful to be shy, feel little bad about yourself when interacting with people. Because they say shyness is natural, is a personal trait, that shouldn't be changed, but accepted. So feeling little bad about yourself around people is natural, should be accepted? Why? Shouldn't people feel good interacting with people in the first place? What from evolutionary perspective could help this feeling little bad, awkward, apprehension? Because some say if shyness survived to this day it must have some evolutionary advantage. Otherwise would dissapear. What advantage brings shyness?",12.457395676219205,16.429942434389147,10.182043740573157,43.93052161890401,54.52036199095022,12.150930115636001,44.856963298139775,11.645159339076185,6.982097838109603,1302,72,130,40,18,393,130,221,0.174,0.6709999999999999,0.155,-0.7292,1,0,0,0,0,0,65.0,0,0,4,5,11,13,0,4,8,0,25,3,1,4,1,43,36,16,0,8,7,1,5,0,0,5,2,2,0,2,11,9,0,1,11,0,0,4,4,7,0,1,0,7,5,6,23,26,4,17,0,0,0,0,16,8,0,9,5,96,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274364532792684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915304588440063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210881617028888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591753864834587,0.12614675748640422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550495796329115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945585205254417,0.08912886836103309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261110132452151,0.0,0.0,0.06672856087769166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054589763584676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012119531803166,0.0,0.11643072047255296,0.2615836697991754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801017161876076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678438828277896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870538041405334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0568635289273309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616558739404234,0.0,0.3111075689165591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993042937335374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148894180252946,0.0,0.0,0.5738557077891375,0.09034461944451164,0.10810246009359648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590829238042034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108634396869124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16456445561900887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125439118943259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936348018093916,0.0,0.0,0.06102834547614459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37345656465799904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350098557580513,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,GantMan,2020/04/06,"From Afraid to Awarded in Public Speaking I know some people get Distinguished in 2 years. It's crazy. It took me 6 years AND I've spoken ALLL AROUND THE WORLD! I owe it all to Toastmasters. On this path forward, I failed, I had some close calls, and I had a lot of success thanks to great people! # You can get a lot from my experience over the past 6 years [https://shift.infinite.red/the-road-to-distinguished-c9e458da091c](https://shift.infinite.red/the-road-to-distinguished-c9e458da091c) Here's my tweet, if you're a Twitter friend! https://twitter.com/GantLaborde/status/1247202927489560576?s=20",10.582812834224598,15.511010447058823,4.915401069518719,73.58475935828879,68.05882352941177,5.44385026737968,19.491978609625672,6.980632752743323,0.3881764705882356,508,10,70,5,11,126,59,85,0.066,0.731,0.203,0.9149,1,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,1,0,3,2,7,0,1,5,0,3,0,0,0,1,12,9,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,3,1,9,5,11,6,5,13,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,5,5,41,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21257372548158746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24383128724623024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335824391774986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18448856084143653,0.0,0.24951583751101725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632668168406594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13123273852271936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40602143578534944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22795207364548695,0.3310938376085623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21984574858128025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653044750524667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4613187908506362 socialanxiety,Heqls,2020/04/06,"I can't stop distancing myself As i have social anxiety, I've never had many friends. But the minuscule amount of friends i do have, I've cut myself off from them and i don't respond to their messages anymore. Does anyone have any advice on how to start replying?",4.181730769230768,5.7818775576923045,5.1376923076923084,81.38230769230772,71.5,8.276923076923078,30.30769230769231,8.841846274778883,2.57936923076923,211,9,39,4,4,69,39,52,0.179,0.7829999999999999,0.038,-0.7202,0,0,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,0,2,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,7,0,0,1,1,5,8,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,8,2,7,7,1,5,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,3,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017069627813888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099606126245935,0.0,0.23619293319051596,0.0,0.3061970730572848,0.21588520464030625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701892379759151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4770790253397312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130240772457495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381270623417216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147317808745705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185348652899776,0.0,0.0,0.2581288558123797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,blahcloud,2020/04/06,"A lil rant... Ok so I will be going to uni in September and I joined a groupchat with some other students who will be going to the same uni. When I joined the chat, I told myself ""ok.. don't be awkward and just say hi and talk to these people"" I did it and then we all chatted a bit and everything was good. A few hours later, I was busy so I wasn't on my phone and they were all talking about random things. When I decided I'm going to see what I missed and reply, I was hit with a wave of anxiety. I sent a few things and people didn't really seem to notice what I sent and just continued on talking about whatever, basically ignoring my messages (This is understandable as there are quite many people in the group). I started freaking out even more and sobbing, thinking that these people aren't going to like me, I'm annoying, I already fucked up and I'll just be lonely in university like I am in school. I was afraid to send anything on the group afterwards because I was consumed with anxiety and fright that they would judge me. I didn't want to input my own opinions about the topic because what if they thought I am a selfish bitch who can only talk about herself? Everytime I check my phone and see that they're having new conversations, bonding, and talking about how much fun they will have in uni with each other, I just feel so awful about myself. Maybe I'm not meant to have friends? Maybe I'm not meant to fit in or finally feel included in a decent group of people. I'm TERRIFIED about going to uni because I'm afraid I won't be able to talk to anyone and I won't have any friends. I hate myself and really don't understand why anyone would ever talk to me or wanna be my friend. It was a huge step for me to join the group and I had such high expectations for myself. I was like ""this is it, this is my time to show these people that I'm outgoing and fun to talk to"". Nope. I already feel like they hate me even though I didn't do anything. I'm just scared. I know this was kinda long and I apologize, I just needed to rant because I'm in an awful mood..Thank you to anyone who reads this or comments.",2.5797298674821576,4.1697700412844085,4.0186544342507675,87.8220387359837,75.65137614678899,7.046279306829766,23.80835881753313,7.793537801064563,1.0997484199796128,1662,51,351,24,36,550,186,436,0.16,0.77,0.069,-0.9899,0,2,0,0,0,0,44.0,1,1,5,1,25,28,5,5,16,4,43,1,0,1,3,66,81,32,0,7,12,0,3,4,3,7,0,1,0,0,25,26,0,1,12,4,1,9,12,16,0,0,21,6,54,12,50,46,11,38,0,3,2,1,40,16,3,9,17,243,79,3,0.08233895221435379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18172616251258245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05599331102874233,0.0,0.12597814614471547,0.0,0.0,0.17271992959281962,0.0,0.135515883878015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007722441093847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989281021641969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087682027608552,0.07448029627186048,0.0,0.0,0.07400094100397345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489914474482405,0.05882296391403492,0.0,0.09019829745463646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19084461069062286,0.07612103452997038,0.0,0.0,0.2339756202265783,0.06906200657227209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625853372514902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699562373663879,0.0,0.0,0.0810872820122676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04525133478737887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16090661180322968,0.0,0.0,0.07286738165398235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347877393578,0.16544108921340275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06052860391881733,0.06105328975386816,0.0,0.07952347313511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374344283494254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06262248349430448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425007721469436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875776109819288,0.08236123430419448,0.0,0.10549688239576953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654792396444051,0.08243565531291949,0.08333141550778676,0.13122696890951924,0.07495828966117456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058279934173580863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5294474467665723,0.0,0.07580664461186383,0.0,0.0,0.10940468231823584,0.052759475877786184,0.08089760249290788,0.06536793070798416,0.04801250518850322,0.0,0.0,0.07867839739909308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17143550618850986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048565647344716495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742980973687028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698245846625407,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lupitaladelbarrio,2020/04/06,"I applied for a Vice President position... and now my anxiety is making me cry. Hello! First time posting, but I just felt like I needed to get this off my chest to people that can probably understand me better. I joined an organization at my university for the first time this semester. I was excited to finally be putting myself out there and socializing with more people, but unfortunately the experience was cut short because of COVID-19. This organization also had an agency run by students, and I joined it as a simple intern (before COVID-19. That was also, unfortunately, cut short). Two weeks ago or so they announced that they were opening eboard applications! This agency is around a year old, so I was like ""hey, maybe I joined for like half a semester, but what if I ran for Vice President?"" I was thinking that maybe since the agency is just starting, I could maybe take advantage of this and gain more leadership experience, plus I actually liked the agency and want to put myself out there more! So, starting Friday I began working on a new resume and cover letter. That's all I did from the moment I woke up, to the moment I went to sleep. Today was the deadline. I had everything ready; however, obviously, last moment I got scared and just stared at the application for like 15 minutes. I began thinking ""Am I dumb? I didn't even spend a full semester at their organization and I think I can become Vice President???? I have no experience at all (can't even get a proper job because interviews give me anxiety) and I think I can become Vice President???"" I began to feel embarrassed. It eventually became 12:04 a.m. 4 minutes past the deadline. With a sudden act of courage I finally pressed submit. Now. I have no idea if my application even counted because I turned it in 4 minutes late. I'm starting to think I even clicked the wrong position at the application, but I don't know if that's just my anxiety giving me false information to get me more anxious. One second I go from: ""It's okay! If your application counted then that's great! Just give it a shot, you might get the position! If you don't get it at least you tried :)"" To my anxiety telling me: ""Are you kidding? If your application passed then that means you're doomed! You'll have to do an interview and they'll stare at you like you're a moron! Come up with ways to cancel that interview ASAP"" I don't know if I did good pressing that submit button. Now not only do I have to worry about having to prepare for an interview, but I also have to worry about whether or not my application passed even though it was after the deadline! (It was a Google Form and I had it opened before the deadline, so when I pressed submit it didn't give me an error. That's why I'm not sure if it was accept through or not.) Plus, what if they see I turned it in late? It'll be ironic how in my cover letter I'm saying 'I have no problem turning stuff in on time!' and then my application is late... I really don't know what to do. Sorry for ranting. I'm feeling much more relaxed now. My anxiety was just giving me a headache with all these thoughts! :/ I hope I'm okay with whatever happens. If my application passed, I hope I get to do the interview confidently. If my application didn't pass, I hope I get more opportunities in the future and maybe take a deep breath. Have you guys ever experienced something like this? How do you guys get through interviews? Or joining organizations, or putting yourself out there?",4.077673877327491,6.055958944277113,5.396676889375686,77.87395290251919,72.50903614457832,8.50378970427163,28.63899233296824,9.145386486771477,2.5680931325301204,2745,110,508,61,55,916,257,664,0.12,0.74,0.141,0.9627,2,0,1,0,0,0,104.0,0,10,5,7,33,31,4,2,34,2,53,3,3,3,6,93,110,52,0,18,32,0,6,7,0,4,0,1,0,3,35,27,0,0,17,1,1,13,15,9,0,6,28,12,84,22,64,75,13,81,1,1,4,0,37,27,1,20,46,361,119,9,0.0,0.0,0.06188035781270618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05621036065146296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521301684414096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425476533640289,0.07163680790835696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05644957049124798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596496255808088,0.14006577023865427,0.10791682456854566,0.0,0.0,0.05608221084792391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05462328739574244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05062882557253455,0.0,0.06965442126083048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20941308590112928,0.05735922185057547,0.0,0.0,0.05699005783630232,0.1860854863788416,0.0,0.0,0.06412539612012069,0.0,0.060884867196557065,0.1389281303436323,0.0,0.10787537161600423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26503862274326,0.3041498598473198,0.03603814748323654,0.0531864554078244,0.0507158717966668,0.06991126820393669,0.0,0.12557446765971786,0.05607447222399576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889454190678875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158372740197197,0.0,0.0,0.06292600821626526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454770513921424,0.05168873654567574,0.21459238946570944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168571741098531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04232758727121298,0.0,0.2548210094319319,0.06907358042040396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06726945133446545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04661465910141351,0.047018733369655986,0.0,0.06124310409877365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653957436150347,0.0,0.04296919089184582,0.04822721046211658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06053333553206056,0.08792293065833873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06073057168448439,0.0,0.06836819062283482,0.06067612493661995,0.0,0.19123784795600696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04062295254435794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050427273001993,0.06348585167051468,0.0,0.05053065843740141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052454547229559036,0.0,0.06345717302697038,0.06463991437765344,0.0,0.04881717685183868,0.0,0.0709838462036151,0.1346486993619416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259085687156187,0.0,0.0,0.059764473405179576,0.0,0.09535492935772316,0.0,0.05542433941860726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20315725319807665,0.06230135701438533,0.05034155108226788,0.11092705351185916,0.0,0.060106571929673024,0.0,0.0,0.04305216328962798,0.20692011097268315,0.061943702358444284,0.06601348091204907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03740167372850356,0.05033300036961943,0.05086478258689365,0.0,0.0,0.05878298277906071,0.05721890571556702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046164238473989226,0.12879466501997033,0.0,0.0,0.06933038745441335,0.0,0.040834848465026455 socialanxiety,duston199o,2020/04/06,"I go to parties despite my social Anxiety I am very introverted, I don't like interacting with people alot. I actually get really nurvous and anxious when I have conversations with people and I hate confrontation. I do get dragged to parties by my roommate. The parties aren't the large parties with 100+ people, but just mainly parties that my roommate gets invited to, but I drink and smoke and have a good time. I feel super awkward and nurvous at these parties. I don't really know what to make of it.",4.440312500000001,6.5392107395833365,5.9295833333333325,73.92375000000001,71.8125,8.55,33.875,9.188382445141503,3.4664,405,21,68,9,8,137,58,96,0.102,0.652,0.24600000000000002,0.9489,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,2,1,4,0,7,1,0,1,0,15,15,8,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,8,1,0,2,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,1,13,3,10,15,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,48,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.2332709397602281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18286681278771594,0.2700499171770152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23417058740172586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086704040006314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37466942733592573,0.0,0.13585332774055342,0.20049745790175616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360049210046507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137147386582632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678406198772748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956268530999818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4971657902307571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062734169876356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436736648895029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938756945493533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19723504806255174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mystic8712,2020/04/06,"Was anyone else excited to meet new people at a new school only to get hit with reality I moved city for college and i was really excited about meeting new people and actually making friends, 5 months in i've realised that i have no social skills and that i expected people to start conversations with me because i can never start one myself. Well... maybe when i get a job I'll have friends. Who am i kidding lol i literally have no expectations after college.",4.605600649350649,6.500946670454546,6.3424025974026,71.9818181818182,70.93181818181819,9.119480519480518,30.75324675324676,9.606745405546679,3.223079220779221,369,16,63,9,7,127,59,88,0.051,0.774,0.17600000000000002,0.8689,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,1,7,0,0,1,1,9,13,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,2,0,10,5,10,10,0,12,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,9,41,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.1755931168987115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258165362012754,0.18436730963258832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968827560353163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15031475483227905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27803864819052443,0.0,0.1880199125823198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785602783702574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010972855474307,0.0,0.1807714793475274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362445566527113,0.19124516577977965,0.0,0.0,0.13877895064434126,0.5213544936086866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193035764517934,0.1368506340898105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742381747669102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527261811384645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821064323148295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834236976455781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547214834458727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617854895645146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,radioactiveflamingos,2020/04/06,"Anyone else find it harder to talk online rather than irl? It really should be the opposite, but for some reason I find my anxiety gets worse when online compared to actually in person. A few years back I got into a gaming community and started a twitter. I gained a decent following since I made video content on it, but I never really talk to anyone in the community, or have online friends from it. I'm usually lurking or just liking other's posts. I always see people from the community having a lot of online friends and having discord hangouts, but I can never bring myself to strike up a dm with someone new on social media or figure out how to get in a circle of online friends. In real life, it was pretty much worse than this, but I began to improve a little and I made a small group of friends. I just find it incredibly hard to have a presence online and replicate what I do in real life, but online. Anyone else have this issue?",6.894590163934424,6.519503076502732,8.054103825136615,69.91295901639346,64.68306010928961,9.724371584699457,31.414754098360657,9.120678840339163,2.797382950819672,745,24,126,11,10,256,104,183,0.099,0.738,0.163,0.9487,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,13,0,10,2,0,4,2,33,21,14,0,2,11,0,1,1,4,1,2,0,0,1,10,7,0,0,5,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,2,13,5,26,14,4,24,0,0,1,0,10,12,0,5,10,96,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.11720840460062065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993975254084553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188254397774284,0.0,0.0,0.25194761174552505,0.2461303564080977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235589220537713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20067019611010886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293305140213382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711815923914924,0.0,0.12550329065366445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606160389713116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107593472326076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536189177645274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967213152327332,0.05867886330989649,0.12038010061559305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211180736119982,0.0,0.2272988125772958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829344265938628,0.0,0.18526989764131094,0.11600137390823324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326799322545969,0.10487396127984948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503057947994676,0.12219335170471082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27341915002899675,0.15388894396189956,0.12349136762868836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571078882240386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935485204259922,0.0,0.0,0.12243531720771328,0.1017673985514188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501329442604483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930770526482853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228235711919062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448012995659352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734582684832317 socialanxiety,thescaryjokes,2020/04/06,"ever wish someone would talk to you? i'm lonely and i don't ever have anyone to talk to on a basis, and when i feel depressed i wish someone could just reach out and talk to me. it feels physically impossible for me to try to talk to someone because i either don't talk to them often, they're a stranger to me, i'm afraid that it isn't an appropriate time, and/or think that it's not important to them. i have managed to talk to a few distant ""friends,"" but they haven't helped me all that much and when we're done talking, that's it. no follow up. i just wish somebody would actually care about me, instead of having to reach them yourself to get their attention. but that'd make life easier",3.167996158770805,4.557072176056341,4.402291933418695,86.49283610755445,73.71830985915494,7.135467349551858,26.289372599231754,7.686295010490155,1.3244563380281686,547,19,115,7,11,180,79,142,0.059000000000000004,0.8140000000000001,0.128,0.8575,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,5,0,9,5,0,1,4,0,12,1,0,1,3,26,24,8,0,6,6,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,1,2,17,2,20,19,4,9,0,2,0,0,15,3,0,1,5,81,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.12046059902387092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631280989594067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524848136683325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258563155478411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855758550721076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631954324294003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632298989596466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22331888398501354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483094639906275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953702021592842,0.0,0.06449282209378074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273989313353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719002135808565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239781892273625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090743330470801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137734490724398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6945203396172211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790960016435441,0.0,0.0,0.07197943357317275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380832888586189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4258531372442672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753778742712733,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sensitivebaby,2020/04/06,"Getting back into dating?? (in an open relationship) At the moment hard to focus on anything but how sweaty I am lol. I have somewhat severe social anxiety and it affects me physically quite a lot. Stomach ache, complete loss of appetite, sweat, shakes, pins and needles... o boy. I also can be pretty out going and like myself sometimes in social situations. But it’s never like that when I need it to be lol How do you guys date & talk to new people? I’m also just attempting this again after a bad experience a few years ago with a different “non-monogamist” dynamic and have since only gotten worse with the social anxiety. Lots to say there. Maybe I should get some meds? Not currently on any prescription drugs. Can anyone at least relate to the physical symptoms? It’s so intense and frustrating!",3.775427927927928,6.507681722972976,4.9215135135135135,77.35141441441444,76.36486486486487,7.46018018018018,26.75855855855856,8.447377352677275,2.3674093693693687,637,25,104,13,15,209,111,148,0.168,0.693,0.139,-0.5995,2,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,3,10,7,1,1,8,2,9,4,2,3,1,24,15,13,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,1,2,1,0,2,6,10,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,1,2,8,3,17,11,6,23,0,1,0,0,9,9,0,4,14,73,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878543074670565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323669995498823,0.0,0.15741506857283116,0.0,0.0987980488229108,0.0,0.2222836050369738,0.0,0.0,0.10158589614297356,0.0,0.11955628865015125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171436802397564,0.12130600619069787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232742786647968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179077617596712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684832246971567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421155533206588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518097055369809,0.0,0.0825682008290251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438539240890293,0.0,0.0,0.1301458572635919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14195677123562406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24703038982667586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459572269358299,0.0,0.16137768520565973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772618712984634,0.11205191696291507,0.1403161169972074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104949692742109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072157842534836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14780597898472128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452733418720346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598056102478033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553560588610748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16412947821135618,0.0,0.12018036143673735,0.1633052152624723,0.0,0.4442959867224909,0.0,0.0,0.14368951356184193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100562297177403,0.0,0.11677371308681513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480567282683029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355808231961617 socialanxiety,Norbertetus,2020/04/06,"I think my neighbors go back inside when they see me coming. I have noticed that some of my neighbors, mostly younger people, seem to rush back inside of their townhouses when I get out of my car in front of my townhouse. I am 35, and by younger I mean they are probably in their early 20's. I think this perception of mine could be a mixture of anxiety, mild paranoia, and the truth of the situation. I am pretty shy and I usually try to smile and wave at all of my neighbors when I see them and it doesn't seem awkward to do so, but I think I may come of as a bit stiff or defensive sometimes because of anxiety. I get the feeling sometimes that groups of my neighbors think I am strange or untrustworthy. Sometimes I think they gossip about me and laugh at me, or they think I am in some way morally reprehensible. I worry that some of the parents warn their children not be outside when I am around. Sometimes when I imagine that they are thinking of me in these ways I feel that I am being socially ostracized. I seem to buy into the idea that there is something wrong with me that will condemn me to the lowest status in my community. Fortunately I am finding ways to get past these thoughts. I would prefer to be confident and secure in my social acceptability, and to toss them a friendly and optimistic wave as I go on about my business. Actually, if it weren't for social distancing, I'd like to sometimes have conversations with some of them. I'm sure they know interesting things and have interesting things to say.",6.0936749249249225,6.495439996621628,6.609819819819819,76.96280780780779,66.26351351351353,9.55075075075075,34.34984984984985,9.444778638647367,3.0941394894894887,1213,53,230,22,18,396,146,296,0.087,0.767,0.146,0.9588,2,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,12,0,12,13,1,1,9,0,24,1,0,0,3,57,49,23,0,4,6,1,2,1,5,3,1,1,4,1,14,17,0,3,21,0,1,7,3,4,0,0,2,5,52,9,44,39,7,32,1,0,2,0,26,12,0,13,11,174,66,0,0.0,0.0,0.0944653752567086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481074505872516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617483880225417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887045078511174,0.0,0.05900996747000009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568336933600808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16677373964810274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728900050952635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978926079630465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847582417124637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478944989722032,0.0,0.15172609192934192,0.0,0.11003029865679012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927835439750327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05320017825417121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04729286147264161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054464118402056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102104035695679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748783330480084,0.0,0.09240903670731826,0.06711073539238728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848304703056557,0.1043695772147287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698131419543312,0.0,0.0,0.15427828086273765,0.26437635864265346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881018011249176,0.0,0.2960341851962946,0.0,0.07452337208908548,0.4787012412864826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123530643322522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862269430325146,0.4341903888886848,0.0,0.07685045274600408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572261222336885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661438953704616,0.0,0.0,0.23051219817296414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830774087472507,0.0,0.06876579080217211,0.10583844856548902,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Briefcase___Wanker,2020/04/06,"A close friend of mine told me They told me they'd trust someone else's opinion (on a subject I'm really passionate about and believe I know a lot about) over mine. That person they are talking about is smarter than me and probably does know more about the subject than me, but it just really hurt to hear him say that to my face and completely disregard my opinion. To him it was just a passing comment but it really dug deep and I don't know what to do about it. Anyone have any tips on how to get over it/deal with it?",3.244166666666665,4.383645268518521,4.2064814814814815,88.9491666666667,73.16666666666666,7.992592592592592,26.462962962962962,8.472884824447931,1.5926629629629634,411,14,90,7,8,133,65,108,0.075,0.845,0.08,-0.3679,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,0,8,4,0,0,5,0,7,2,1,1,0,18,15,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,8,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,2,15,3,18,11,2,7,0,1,0,1,13,6,0,3,0,63,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927391498605285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14320389554006638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307442596018404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147333625661692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21114419178041774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922558183465795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710876733619231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582312577254591,0.0,0.1070017691387454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308292776998457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192471885555048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376651838438912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17411725191739622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788271739344155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208136240292728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936085460959756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286856211994738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17352997883855342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16461390060658146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3913984806140618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Murphyeyed,2020/04/07,"I dont reply to texts I've formed a bad habit of not replying to people's texts. At first it started with a couple days of delay, then weeks, months and now years. I became so ashamed of myself with each passing milestone that I dug the hole deeper. I was avoiding facing the shame so I kept prolonging the delay. I always wanted to reply. I wanted to say something smart and funny but I couldn't think of anything at the moment so I put it off for later. That's how it started. Then I became aware of what I was doing and then started avoiding thinking about it so as to avoid the shame I associated with it. But the longer I avoided it, other thoughts crept up into my mind and I started forgetting that I had to reply. So days became years and I lost many friends. The guilt never leaves, it stems from low self esteem and social anxiety but it has overtaken me. I have become plagued by fear of facing the people I have not replied to. I have nightmares about confrontations with these people, I panic when someone mentions their names, I avoid all situation where that could happen and i get very jealous of people who talk about them. Its not that I haven't tired to overcome this fear. I've sat and stared at the phone screen thinking of ways to apologize sincerely cause I feel so terrible but my words sound so hollow. After a couple times I started dreading the eventual sit down and started completely ignoring texts. Some double texted, even triple asking what's wrong but I couldn't think of a away to rationally explain and justify what I was doing so had to leave them on read. I'm so exhausted, of running away from my friends, family and peers, from disappointing and hurting people i like and love and living with the regret for the rest of my life. I thought the cause was avoidant perosnality disorder or some other behavioural anomaly but I think it comes downt its something very simple. Just like everyone I'm scared of what people think of me, judgement in the eyes of society. I want to be accepted, I want everyone to like me and it causes the fear in my head. But I stead of waiting for the other person to reject me of dislike me by way of my texts, by not replying I'm rejecting them. And this thought pattern has snowballed into a giant muddy globe of shame and fear that haunts me. I want to value people in my life and show them how much I want to maintain my relationships I want to make it up to people I want to ask for forgiveness and a second chance But I've fallen so low I'm disgusted by myself I'm turning to reddit because I have tried other avenues and have failed. Everyone whom I've turned to has told me to suck it up and respond. My school cohnsellor told me that the relationships I had lost are gone and I should focus on the ones left and the future. I cant accept that, its heartbreaking. I need to fix this, I need some suggestions and help to do so. I was hoping I could find it here.",4.352986918604653,5.816069600694448,5.0807138242894085,82.49497093023258,70.875,7.719250645994832,27.28423772609819,8.20894155585173,1.8046849644702845,2334,80,441,34,43,754,254,576,0.237,0.6659999999999999,0.09699999999999999,-0.9985,0,6,2,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,5,4,22,50,4,18,25,0,29,9,4,6,2,105,80,51,0,17,14,0,1,3,2,1,4,2,0,2,38,33,0,11,15,2,0,6,10,38,0,3,18,6,69,12,80,56,10,57,0,11,3,1,30,22,1,5,29,314,107,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05541021964985972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050943011307876034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05479987931290989,0.0,0.12450982789810625,0.0,0.12513152239256128,0.0,0.05560188070602953,0.04059411499127332,0.07354608484301607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052262460959614,0.0,0.0573634646404572,0.0698208748145053,0.0,0.0,0.10633724127502184,0.14736646990976948,0.0,0.08589319067557145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632067104994608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804580845732248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04398365869599703,0.0,0.0,0.1908957042652446,0.0,0.0,0.06277739748817979,0.2997398997521765,0.033671123327324394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608642562323251,0.05664346984865987,0.0,0.0,0.10289826141000012,0.0,0.034791785676363145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05888744815648349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834302447592552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04463548865331116,0.0,0.0,0.06614128870929102,0.0,0.0,0.07128855210307171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410234938144426,0.07235284821137382,0.0,0.0940723769785404,0.09760106330491272,0.0,0.05880231797792086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453869637511042,0.0,0.06010224988288133,0.0,0.044450950711863335,0.06751425155427973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672393506445209,0.0,0.053153426259600484,0.0,0.04895308350297719,0.09875485631425306,0.051360171812594786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045124740378507035,0.0,0.0,0.07813184489032025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693343381085556,0.058145923742330075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694376490417643,0.0,0.0,0.06661043075946563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299065345413134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0529569571821482,0.06667061945734767,0.06739507402558444,0.0,0.0,0.06947040679858259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485265884874831,0.0,0.06788257572087686,0.05642353281417504,0.1025321811153264,0.0,0.0,0.2828067028911308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05352445660807769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256018364310793,0.0,0.15860080506680715,0.038830569739098784,0.07653817904955643,0.0,0.12726380284349642,0.0,0.045211875086673334,0.14486683897517993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989142459024696,0.3142234297068191,0.10571591072623103,0.053416414435635766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280834638232382,0.0,0.0857666573251522 socialanxiety,CardioPumps,2020/04/07,"Box Breathing for Stress and Anxiety Relief: How to Do It and More Hey, we've just published a new article (+breathing exercise guide video) for Box Breathing which helps tremendously with reducing stress and alleviating anxiety. You MUST try it! --- Whenever you’re out of breath, need relief for stress or anxiety, or just want to feel better in general, then this practical and well-known breathwork technique known as Box Breathing, can work miracles in improving your state. Stress is a code word for fear. Luckily there’s an easy solution: In order to manage stress and reduce anxiety, one can practice a slow breathing technique that stimulates the parasympathetic nervous system and helps to activate that ‘’rest and digest’’ mode rather than your “fight or flight response” overdrive which is kicked off by fear (= stress) in your system. **How to Perform Box Breathing Exercise (4-4-4-4)** * Start by sitting upright in a comfortable chair with your feet flat on the floor or lying comfortably in the bed — after you’ve mastered the technique then you can do it everywhere and whenever you need it, * Keep your tongue loosely against your upper front teeth for the entire exercise, * Inhale slowly and deeply through your nose to the count of four — count to four very slowly in your head and use the diaphragm rather than the chest, * Hold your breath for another slow count of four, * Release your breath through the mouth for a same slow count of 4 seconds — the tongue position will help you extend the duration of the exhale and you should hear the sound of the air escaping, * Hold your breath for the same slow count of four before repeating this process, * Repeat several times until notice your state shifting. You can play around with the number of counts, for example, 5-5-5-5, 6-6-6-6 etc. — the idea is that the pattern is “Box” pattern with equal lenght. If you’re new to box breath, it may be difficult to get the hang of it in the beginning. You may get dizzy after a few rounds. This is totally normal and if you feel any discomfort then resume normal breathing. --- Read the whole article here: [Box Breathing Guide](http://blog.humabreath.com/box-breathing/) You can use this guided box breathing exercise video to try it now: http://blog.humabreath.com/wp-content/uploads/2020/04/4444.mp4 (you can also view it on the website above - this link is better for downloading & sharing). Hope this helps. Please let us know about your experiences! 💛",5.994340557275543,8.808583835294122,4.903136222910216,79.82984984520125,69.47058823529412,8.426625386996902,29.53715170278637,9.134995656068208,2.8178,1970,78,321,42,38,581,210,425,0.09300000000000001,0.78,0.127,0.9259,0,0,0,0,1,0,98.0,1,23,0,5,12,21,1,10,29,0,21,24,20,5,2,57,36,26,0,12,10,0,3,0,0,5,4,2,1,0,19,18,0,3,6,8,0,2,0,12,0,6,0,8,24,9,58,29,8,42,0,0,2,0,32,16,0,9,18,196,43,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750141782040629,0.0,0.10163544762209002,0.0,0.06378921666993906,0.098360562698936,0.2870359731353433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350450506476906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981939406567387,0.0,0.0,0.1659221573889561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461507514868533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175727588698646,0.0,0.2111087752864019,0.09485917108834603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801633042830386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626887984155642,0.0,0.1057227321457541,0.0,0.251496536876177,0.0,0.0,0.09316748598920126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589210290483586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337636414169437,0.0,0.0,0.0515516433360111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591986274179573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391073846846789,0.0,0.1811909303080036,0.0,0.0,0.18381393229198775,0.0,0.10679527030138744,0.0,0.0,0.06356330061029385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296746096566617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382832562869936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597062363361542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06639420459704573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6447057134470049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054697249369016224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273720794040545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283338863688533,0.16203124724952633,0.0,0.07739725034573601,0.055327405082327294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434010943770387,0.0,0.0,0.10472763397667163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828965839625145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,blinker_ed,2020/04/07,How to deal with eye contact?? Hi! I’m 21 and I’ve always struggled with eye contact during conversations. I really hate when the person who I’m talking to starts to look down to my nose or my mouth or whatever. It’s like.. do i a have a snot? something on my teeth?? I can’t make eye contact during a conversation straight because of that. I feel so weird and I think people think the same. How can I improve this skill?,-0.1585867620751351,2.1521784186046493,1.945813953488372,92.8948032200358,96.2093023255814,4.506618962432916,20.56887298747764,6.297961479604792,0.3172550983899818,328,12,69,4,13,109,59,86,0.121,0.82,0.059000000000000004,-0.7258,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,1,5,0,4,6,6,3,0,13,13,8,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,9,1,9,13,1,5,0,0,4,0,10,3,0,2,3,40,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523195482640961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848519789580871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31262659970114803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533269978206388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29938621719177305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814749793334298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546447993632176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20241471472953007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102280814325503,0.2647770267790384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942629826276373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334485748750965,0.0,0.0,0.21463447227623836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31701175602251586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24373241610973415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886072427217291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Fadylle,2020/04/07,"I accomplished something today. I absolutely detest talking on the phone and I will actively avoid it whenever I can. Well, I managed to talk to somebody I met on a social media platform a few weeks ago this evening. There were some awkward moments due to misunderstanding and some silent gaps every now and then which is to be expected but it went well.",4.638205128205129,7.248947615384619,5.336538461538464,76.09762820512822,72.84615384615384,8.025641025641027,32.371794871794876,8.841846274778883,3.1515641025641017,285,14,47,6,6,92,50,65,0.077,0.799,0.125,0.4588,0,1,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,2,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,7,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,3,0,6,2,6,2,3,11,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,7,37,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25824135947517346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19241691164488706,0.0,0.2454532352138705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969683732995153,0.0,0.2242756312155184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4683107746529688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27614131396090025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336827313045657,0.0,0.5238709531663164,0.2700604872649089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,grey_renee,2020/04/07,"Severe social anxiety and trying to get a pet but now I'm stuck So I'm in the process of trying to get a cat from the shelter, hoping she ends up helping some of my anxiety but the problem is our animal shelter requires an interview and lots of phone calls in order to get it all worked out. I have found myself stuck at this same place for a year now because I feel so much anxiety to even ask a family member to be my personal reference on the application let alone submit the application and wait for a phone interview. I had dog about 4 years ago and I was forced to give her up since she was a pit mix and I had to temporarily move to a house that didn't allow aggressive breeds (she is perfectly happy now with a family friend keeping their senior dog company, that's why I never took her back) but now I'm scared they are going to see that and say I'm not fit because of it. Im just a ball of anxiety who just wants a pet to love haha.",3.8835664335664286,4.3505823838383835,5.7257575757575765,81.13940559440559,71.12121212121212,9.526651126651128,26.846930846930853,9.661875296680813,2.2301704739704737,744,23,158,17,13,258,119,198,0.15,0.6990000000000001,0.151,0.8048,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,2,3,11,9,1,1,16,1,11,1,0,1,3,30,32,11,0,3,6,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,7,8,0,3,3,1,0,3,3,3,0,0,9,3,17,6,27,21,5,24,0,0,1,1,22,9,0,3,11,104,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422425986731417,0.0,0.0,0.14514114660081867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42882205162889214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101051173768033,0.0,0.0,0.1077577999612205,0.0,0.17085416848852128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14309700215281226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241210508339839,0.0,0.0,0.09256010920798463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642200735259805,0.0,0.07085819926609035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536545516729237,0.10827060089805776,0.0,0.21964963196920576,0.13443354851450248,0.07964389742761159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491799611655698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393183347610523,0.0,0.0,0.13918907811655035,0.0,0.1617009291531432,0.0,0.0,0.15137354879189838,0.0,0.0,0.12456147268948906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330103604646002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191406790466393,0.12648040153402193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894496971972465,0.10301786821375863,0.0,0.10808339398894262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236346886892875,0.14641482903629613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409354831584994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144370171616284,0.14030301254810612,0.0,0.11167218235649007,0.0,0.0,0.15831653343859114,0.0,0.11592395477892127,0.0,0.0,0.14285347804900753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569894850858804,0.190289585704752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265727497340297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645313302662384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102022443732893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18048910444874786 socialanxiety,Ame1404,2020/04/07,"How to talk to people a psychologist/parents/friends etc. about your anxiety? Hey Any advice on how to talk to people about your anxiety, if that’s what you fear? And does it to talk abut it? Thx for reading. :)",-0.1423780487804862,1.8020611951219545,1.6624085365853674,92.27214939024392,107.78048780487805,4.976829268292684,19.759146341463413,6.6274283507984215,0.6638512195121953,163,6,33,3,8,53,29,41,0.156,0.723,0.121,-0.163,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,9,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,0,22,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24153251138455076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16808466596709626,0.0,0.3781700746901544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21630089208344389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756608542863024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781359438879871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19096359934306945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427143160620282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24723775576607865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.595999742660401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,whoosh2112,2020/04/07,"I just rejected an offer to be a Team Lead at my work due to anxiety I feel terrible about it now. It would have been great for my career. The current Lead of the team is leaving the job soon, and I was offered a chance to take up the role by our boss. As a Lead , I would need to interact with many more people at work, be completely organized and generally be on top of everything. But I just sent an email rejecting the offer because I have zero confidence in being able to do full justice to that role because of general and social anxiety. I usually avoid talking to people at work and this would have been completely out of my comfort zone. I feel like I should have just taken the risk. Now somebody who is junior to me will be offered that role and they will take it surely. Nobody ever rejects a chance like that in professional life. Well except me. Social anxiety is just getting a lot in the way of me having a better career.",5.768171990171993,5.895790367567568,6.851253071253072,75.89751842751845,66.94594594594594,10.186732186732186,31.95331695331695,10.018931242160765,3.116621621621622,738,28,139,16,11,249,102,185,0.10800000000000001,0.7340000000000001,0.158,0.875,2,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,1,10,10,13,0,2,15,0,23,1,0,4,2,30,31,7,0,5,6,0,2,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,2,2,0,4,0,6,1,1,5,2,17,7,28,15,3,23,0,3,0,0,18,11,0,1,9,110,25,14,0.1486128681571139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410653121066527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811860501076091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143600498833638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116355295691901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344288474953804,0.0,0.0,0.13356366328655714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15028626291460187,0.10616906270569727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764408984215912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16384621179273115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147475340304194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15735956937419748,0.0,0.0,0.10496966378402303,0.14520948131128067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634534606072104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15067012259931212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019455867168504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060589013499342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029842076527696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006586947702812,0.0,0.2234767635090142,0.1194493940692944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16367607840719395,0.0,0.0,0.11796197738349568,0.0,0.0,0.1336208161612143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245758139672884,0.0,0.0,0.3167109528819666,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,somedude6942069,2020/04/07,"extremely embarrassed about something I started working at a new company lately and we were doing a zoom interview to checkin with the entire company on how we're doing once a week, and I accidentally had my mic unmuted, and someone told a joke, and I laughed extremely loudly for a long time. I feel so embarrassed and self conscious and feel like i wanna die right now (not literally) but realy feel horrible. im really really quiet normally",6.13703703703704,7.995035234567902,7.884876543209878,62.57694444444448,67.02469135802468,12.313580246913581,36.95679012345679,11.855464076750405,5.588990123456791,358,19,54,14,6,125,59,81,0.161,0.772,0.068,-0.8097,0,0,1,0,0,1,7.0,1,0,0,1,4,5,0,2,6,0,4,0,0,1,0,17,9,9,1,2,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,8,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,5,7,3,7,6,0,10,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,8,35,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441221162323145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35680420343604696,0.16804182947749402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254078893044577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653393757281542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114917030795809,0.0,0.0,0.2081630592478259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227177772469228,0.0,0.0,0.23046650081170603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25050253926194177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013770123495484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20087732932759586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453866568808658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19930187146911504,0.1810845099809228,0.0,0.0,0.166490535476397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371591751388906,0.0,0.0,0.2247636120244252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188679985694152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124358764285932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sesagni,2020/04/07,"How to deal with loneliness on lockdown? I've never been able to make friends my whole life, and last year I really was able to get out of my shell, join some social circles and make some really close friends. Only a week before the lockdown I lost almost all of them to another person who I thought was my friend (and who met these people through me). How do you guys deal with loneliness, if any of you are also alone?",7.671506024096384,6.151023831325303,7.2880421686747,79.76893072289158,63.6987951807229,10.709638554216868,32.798192771084345,9.516144504307137,2.683074698795181,330,10,67,5,4,104,58,83,0.10800000000000001,0.762,0.13,0.4696,0,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,4,2,18,11,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,3,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,0,10,3,12,5,4,7,0,1,0,0,14,3,0,4,4,44,13,0,0.35329329352581623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17688610017779416,0.18295265220510246,0.0,0.14126425959562194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201257772704039,0.1852294112357732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503132857549307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642298725686557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40943028329420855,0.0,0.09229058211214423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490795264152065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439905938256462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477075067062378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928306819448828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23582601679586646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624078390389774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434773486595386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246454297831395,0.15424103837457714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263287304244428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800690107380059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023770590783144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169528487172767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972196726953484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375464892750105 socialanxiety,rjwx88,2020/04/07,"I need help I find it super hard to connect with people and make eye contact and have a well flowing convo with people , how can I improve my social skills?",2.4247311827957034,4.665642225806452,3.6658064516129047,87.18537634408602,78.35483870967741,4.133333333333334,23.23655913978495,3.1291,0.20563655913978485,123,4,22,0,3,40,26,31,0.04,0.629,0.331,0.8807,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,2,0,8,4,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,2,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34915012815703805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422058362536926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25605318373016883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549945747879942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832555006228665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5296751306348413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3894109856876268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34347277789049463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AttractedToGravity,2020/04/07,"Wanna talk maybe? So, this quarantine is really driving me crazy... Just joking! I barely noticed it! Seriously though, would be nice to talk to other socially anxious people via e-mail or here, on Reddit via DMs, to share experiences or discuss about relevant topics. I often fail to relate to ""normal"" people, so want to meet someone who had similar experiences! Who really understand what it feels like. I am male, from Europe, 29 y.o. a web developer working mostly from home, I have quite a lot of hobbies and interests, but they don't involve other people, obviously! :D I bet we could find something to discuss about, feel free to contact me! IF YOU HAVE THE GUTS!!!! Gender doesn't matter, but I guess it would be nice to meet someone around similar age.",3.840310559006213,6.591726985507248,5.355734989648036,74.22130434782609,76.2463768115942,8.000828157349899,27.248447204968944,8.841846274778883,2.7407229813664595,596,24,95,14,14,200,99,138,0.042,0.789,0.16899999999999998,0.9605,0,1,1,0,0,0,34.0,1,1,1,3,9,9,0,0,3,0,12,1,1,0,1,26,17,9,0,7,6,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,9,3,0,0,4,1,2,1,2,2,0,0,1,2,11,8,17,11,2,4,0,1,0,0,16,2,0,8,2,66,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923905535620781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15160312739012768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597071201942146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331722036907176,0.0,0.0,0.17221761852817485,0.12166237143665876,0.0,0.0,0.15565113702805253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18760467663680064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708248098572055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319998972012004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478299073189202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17108926435755434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685786576262007,0.0,0.19388770648489487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3541937823736701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811350385606192,0.0,0.0,0.2181971127840642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735994284562659,0.2885893160065148,0.13110527886555184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737614174748191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16731890928194154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17728833132090474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004473666942326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398044600402235,0.0,0.0,0.2419525023304568,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,vettil,2020/04/07,"I panic when I get phone calls I don't know why, but whenever I get a phone call I get a mini panic attack, like someone is only calling to harrass or make fun of me, which has happened before. Its to the point now where I rarely even answer phone calls if they aren't from family members. I hate it so much.",2.460769230769234,3.633470461538465,4.184615384615388,88.21538461538464,75.15384615384616,6.430769230769231,22.23076923076923,6.742157984588678,0.525523076923077,240,6,51,2,5,81,50,65,0.221,0.6709999999999999,0.10800000000000001,-0.8442,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,5,6,2,2,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,11,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,9,2,4,11,1,4,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,2,3,32,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19431551111710949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453425983369195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6976446024296448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281518763106367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610198898088355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677159162379469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15104242597928394,0.0,0.0,0.16863471917812922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387004096810338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344676633837465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140137608742044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255614349565267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299050098467877,0.0,0.4008060721908454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16146607149936354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14472264540871305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15412507667724087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jenlynngermain,2020/04/07,"Does anyone else feel guilty? Obviously I don't mean about the virus but more so the enjoying being able to stay at home without having to make up an excuse or justify it. I'm also hoping that a lot of the adaptations that are being made, and maybe some of the Innovation that is happening to work around this situation, might lead to even more ways in the future that things will be able to be done remotely and without having to go interact with a human. But at the same time I feel guilty that I'm enjoying a pandemic in a way since it's the reason that I'm getting to avoid humans and the reason why these new innovations are being innovated. Does that make sense?",8.659772727272728,6.685533916666671,9.080909090909092,69.14136363636365,62.10606060606061,12.73939393939394,34.121212121212125,11.538034831475384,3.754384848484849,535,16,102,13,6,180,83,132,0.06,0.8009999999999999,0.14,0.9237,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,1,13,0,14,0,0,6,1,26,27,8,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,12,5,0,1,5,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,2,2,3,19,18,5,14,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,5,3,74,14,2,0.3164730882589014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654170717103294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106426708382192,0.16213203899027487,0.0,0.1408640723707312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769477322098718,0.16193092319910948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218632815029668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451374503311188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16001830237604686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267206333512735,0.0,0.08992947459135729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992805338946113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15872415558103303,0.1571645922432871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345270512264923,0.0,0.14972724405486154,0.2112482438666212,0.0,0.1589698770151301,0.1723659851894508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678639674076293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528258403545411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253870432485693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089490447521013,0.17786450545280744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686591019998628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051253287541845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922690013864624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512016068501841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14278386895682985,0.0,0.0,0.30506876371309033,0.0,0.115198088714385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rNbees,2020/04/07,"What to say to a girl at work who I don't see often? I work at a hospital as a distribution clerk in chain management. I bring up medical supplies to certain floors and there's this girl who works as a unit secretary who I find very attractive. Yesterday I brought up supplies and I said hey. She said I didn't need to bring up the supplies because she brought someone down from their floor to bring them up, but she was very thankful for me doing so. We make eye contact, and she smiled. She seemed comfortable. I just don't know what else to say. Is there a way I can take this a step further and maybe become friends with her? I'm 25 and I've never had a girlfriend because of my social anxiety. It would also be nice to have a person to text with because of this whole pandemic going on rn. I'm lonely lol",2.6008605851979354,4.302346710843377,3.8198278829604138,88.7951807228916,75.86746987951805,7.152495697074013,26.917383820998282,7.957251820313856,1.5671528399311532,638,25,135,10,14,208,104,166,0.032,0.7879999999999999,0.18100000000000002,0.9797,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,2,3,6,7,0,0,9,1,11,2,1,1,2,19,28,10,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,1,1,4,0,3,9,8,0,0,3,0,0,7,4,1,0,0,7,6,20,6,25,19,1,22,0,1,2,0,24,12,0,2,2,88,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380067410367466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201804032618986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155970979533767,0.190593562205412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416278052089035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772879591160666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13332964105932238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807733741671172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484172808689484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151939638619082,0.0,0.17337299409291215,0.0,0.0,0.1738493627098131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796085536159205,0.1330991054403352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068427853678332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32831330063727143,0.2744743009624273,0.0,0.0,0.13751851256391345,0.15710417735316504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17591666430560682,0.14622072859788365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297535838282803,0.0,0.0,0.15888223428634712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28478195832162606,0.0,0.13698058877035532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926718362799701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769060767209305,0.0,0.0,0.12259106354457652,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,testthesenuts,2020/04/07,"I just called the public health authority to sign up as a volunteer for Covid-19 containment. Ive been out of work for 5 years due to the severity of my condition, but for some reason im feeling good today. I managed to silence the intrusive negativity just long enough to make the call. For some reason i dont even get the imposter feeling about this, my mind randomly decided not to drag me down today and i didnt waste that moment this time :) &#x200B; Ill propably get the virus at some point, but i will also get ridiculous hazard pay benefits and some job security for the forseeable future so yeah. Wish me luck i guess.",4.979416666666669,6.626525441666673,5.638333333333333,78.38666666666668,69.58333333333334,9.0,30.833333333333336,9.444778638647367,2.8908333333333336,503,21,92,11,9,163,83,120,0.092,0.6559999999999999,0.252,0.9673,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,1,0,8,1,5,2,0,3,0,25,13,7,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,5,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,2,2,11,4,18,10,5,13,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,7,8,60,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345219970695619,0.0,0.18226158993556624,0.2044004307286225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435339790587917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971474927165158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17381173660847055,0.0,0.1111048524426071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701097771204593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636572078169756,0.0,0.0,0.14109130894574545,0.0,0.0,0.1853085067729058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17880537320666304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817017713802225,0.0,0.16692807967529052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14886555962214534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122852547103966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16984985681457454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15901816435471267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459074154831488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19003580740592269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808790012090507,0.0,0.31889754054005176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19343969945584627,0.0,0.0,0.12246299895030195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044004307286225,0.1083253654779966 socialanxiety,the_ydobon,2020/04/07,"just a random question M21, i'm just wondering if its normal that I just sleep through family social gatherings (i.e., christmas, new year, birthdays, etc.) ?? its like i have no reason to be happy about and it gives me anxiety everytime. It kinda feels wrong because they are family but when i am with close friends, its like im a different person as i am more active and cheerful. my grandma always ask me what the hell is wrong with me, i cannot completely answer because i don't know what to say. i dont wanna say that uncle *bla bla* or aunt *bla bla* gives me anxiety everytime they come because they are her children. dont wanna break her heart :(",2.171666666666667,4.757782833333334,3.653333333333337,84.90000000000002,81.77777777777777,6.7746031746031745,24.079365079365076,7.957251820313856,1.6817841269841272,511,19,94,10,14,168,83,126,0.15,0.705,0.145,0.2736,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,3,0,5,8,1,0,3,0,11,2,2,1,0,23,19,7,0,4,6,1,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,9,6,0,0,6,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,0,3,17,5,9,18,2,6,1,0,0,0,17,1,1,6,5,61,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284161103545164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258760791637672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13801594674592593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699852039351563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717185485884944,0.1547892933887718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542439685110804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460470976669749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646486517901772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783485318337101,0.0,0.07464715103168477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406008029047275,0.0,0.0,0.2832440424291093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715695864933296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17494457454163292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946784247844187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113466018906709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425102963449374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425838596847562,0.0,0.0,0.14464796822595904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890652649976325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16538157396806255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179023524477256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23480570829345146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14773857053809947,0.15049218385131705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16010055493701822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32282472882976554,0.0,0.09507013711119523 socialanxiety,ohenjay,2020/04/07,"Is ONLINE social anxiety a common thing? I’ve seen a lot of people talk about using the internet to cope with social anxiety, but I don’t see a ton about the internet contributing to it (probably because no one who goes through this regularly posts online lol) Before quarantine I was doing pretty well increasing my irl interactions. The key to this is to put myself in the very uncomfortable position to leave my house. It was working, but obviously I can’t do that right now. I got terrified that I was losing all of my progress by getting too comfortable in my house again. My boyfriend asked why I don’t just talk to people online, to which I was like “oh god no I can’t do that, that’s terrifying. I don’t know how to talk to people on there”. And he kind of just blinked at me until I got it. So here I am. I feel like I missed that part in middle school where people got comfortable talking to other people online or commenting on videos or making posts like these. It’s not like I don’t use the internet. I just lurk. I sit back and watch, wishing I knew how to join in. Just like I do in real life. And using the quarantine as an excuse not to continue to push myself is just that; an excuse. I have to make myself uncomfortable in order to move forward, and I’m anxious posting this rn. So I must be doing something right?",4.162105263157893,5.295757015037597,5.6181203007518805,79.71898496240604,70.95488721804512,8.908270676691727,27.157894736842106,9.276330184999452,2.2526421052631576,1050,35,205,22,19,355,139,266,0.133,0.705,0.161,0.8454,0,2,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,3,20,11,0,0,11,1,22,1,0,7,3,32,40,14,0,2,11,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,18,5,0,0,3,1,0,5,10,2,1,1,9,4,29,9,34,29,5,29,0,2,3,0,13,14,0,3,12,148,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616905942025617,0.11938888994416084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879700640012512,0.0,0.0,0.08126178511346226,0.0,0.06442185498613551,0.0,0.08992632605866285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05343523869603978,0.07549817392208961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055213702085467435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535670619536946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24388222777782625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004998345298513,0.058079241790281434,0.0,0.0,0.11190039578526637,0.0,0.0,0.07464526605907547,0.258150783189197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822945312217165,0.0,0.0898457862209896,0.0,0.0,0.14108511548391284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232165214444972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161184525333605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144416884766972,0.0,0.3663277789179637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30363813313793875,0.1075150664609551,0.11394145864780825,0.0,0.0,0.10623809672436284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028755115132884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18050114776465087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695431312123503,0.0842136800219588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154559324727636,0.0,0.08135801586810931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397679474040556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020943169086354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27382207561981897,0.0,0.08719748442224473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501946575637958,0.0,0.09536021825456333,0.0,0.12152736531297426,0.0,0.0,0.07693666632351634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,arepademalditasea,2020/04/07,Self concious about the way you walk? Everytime I'm walking in public i feel like I'm walking weirdly and everybody is noticing/looking at me. Does that happen to anyone else?,1.5872727272727296,4.120867575757576,3.003484848484849,83.32522727272728,100.51515151515152,4.624242424242424,29.74242424242424,6.42735559955562,2.1815696969696967,142,8,22,2,6,46,29,33,0.069,0.8420000000000001,0.08900000000000001,0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,4,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26035687765884524,0.38151818932220494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32584737103053085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110519603844433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882721433750192,0.2660080383671093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292692665619916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18191217051144964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31268154243454005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884438978158373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955553473488952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,confessions_of_,2020/04/07,"If you developed anxiety as a result of taking Accutane (isotretinoin), there's new subreddit group for you. Introducing: r/AccutaneDamage. Discuss delayed post-exposure toxicity and stories. The damage to your mental and physical health can occur after you stop the drug. So many young men and women have had their mental health damaged, sometimes permanently, by taking accutane (or isotretinoin), even at a normal dose. Although there's been a long-standing ""controversy"" about whether accutane actually causes mental health issues, there is irrefutable scientific proof that it does indeed change (sometimes permanently) key functions of the brain in multiple ways. Keep in mind: the ""proof"" that accutane does NOT cause depression (which is, unfortunately, the current conviction of most dermatologists) is industry-funded, poorly conducted research. If you developed mental health issues (depression, anxiety, suicidality, psychosis, brain fog/cognitive issues, memory issues, OCD, bipolar, schizophrenia, anhedonia, etc), after taking accutane, there is very good reason to believe that accutane directly damaged your brain. So: Introducing: [r/AccutaneDamage](https://www.reddit.com/r/AccutaneDamage/). [r/AccutaneDamage](https://www.reddit.com/r/AccutaneDamage/) \--> please join, and share your story, gather support. The more public awareness the better. Source: This drug completely f\*\*ed up my body and life after I stopped taking it, and I am in horrific pain/disabled now with severe bodywide damage as a result of taking it years ago. Thank you! I hope you can show support and find a new community here. Research re: mental (sometimes permanent) and neurological damage caused by accutane use: (note: isotretinoin, or accutane, is a retinoid) * [https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/27671426](https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/27671426) (apoptosis of hippocampal neurons) * [https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/18466335](https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/18466335) (hint: using accutane will create a high concentration of RA, negative effect on dendritic morphology) * [https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/15051884](https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/15051884) (suppresses hippocampal neurogenesis) * [https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/15863802](https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/15863802) (21% decrease in brain metabolism of orbitofrontal cortex) * [https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/31666680](https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/31666680) (retinoid dysregulation is involved in the etiology of schizophrenia) * [https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/25678793](https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/25678793) (altered retinoid signaling pathways associated with schizophrenia, bipolar disorder, or major depression)",16.17346901779829,22.271532737804886,10.028272907053397,38.954235332893894,52.41463414634147,12.692287409360581,46.05998681608438,11.262548206617515,8.121260283454188,2310,122,174,75,37,616,202,328,0.122,0.7929999999999999,0.085,-0.9042,1,0,2,0,0,0,261.0,0,9,1,2,10,15,0,0,15,0,13,17,6,9,2,38,25,19,1,4,7,0,0,0,0,1,11,0,0,2,8,10,0,5,3,1,1,0,2,8,0,0,2,0,14,7,29,22,4,23,0,8,0,0,18,9,0,7,13,108,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.07404178163529691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725745286725412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608633835562975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854836722616283,0.0,0.06710411762315352,0.0,0.08427857090367248,0.0,0.33880054727046066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23382955612665385,0.08026430906356026,0.0,0.07955212589434836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19604970757612566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869578281257099,0.0,0.13279516400442964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17597879633262584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461922649035768,0.05011386011953962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06934718287508339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363925575835923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226007600749765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016472476860734,0.0,0.07535969923314174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31676970087350514,0.0,0.0674400265088108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053591834794819215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714583267526388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692401811890444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3823141955564998,0.0,0.07661080302614451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465585753099203,0.0,0.0,0.07434011181750058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073496122118771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328653292278655,0.0,0.0,0.07266602660668572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801079544562882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571567902458313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22512307401242587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686761322794185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829935077858566,0.1722011404129002,0.0,0.0,0.2852378810867181,0.0,0.0,0.06985430461811053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106102337579895,0.0,0.06260374470341384,0.0,0.06022500764614925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048860172113243706 socialanxiety,SeveralExcuses,2020/04/07,"Social anxiety is the only thing that’s kept me away from drugs I had a curiosity but I’ve always been too nervous to approach anyone about it. Hell, I’m too nervous to approach the cashier at Taco Bell for my order.",2.5888636363636373,4.627948340909093,4.2545454545454575,84.1518181818182,76.95454545454545,6.218181818181819,26.90909090909091,7.1686216300943375,1.4546545454545456,173,7,33,2,4,58,37,44,0.272,0.728,0.0,-0.9194,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,2,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,3,0,3,0,7,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33820489711297497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109385959282865,0.0,0.0,0.2842042795514215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3818798582986059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4713612352660008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30912896700183945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4143318630122235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700320599172389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Ethereal_Eye,2020/04/07,"I finally made those phonecalls! Big milestone today, I'm cripplingly terrified of phonecalls and was going to hold out on refilling meds till my 14 day isolation was over so I didn't have to use the phone, but I did it! Woke up, called the physician's office, the bank and the pharmacy and the delivery is on its way ma boys! Got that momentum. Takin care of business like never before 🎉🎉🎉",1.8712842712842708,4.489431597402599,3.224588744588747,87.18227994227995,83.67532467532467,7.578066378066379,25.43867243867244,8.515128840125781,2.1650992784992784,311,13,61,8,9,101,60,77,0.055999999999999994,0.836,0.10800000000000001,0.7249,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,0,6,1,0,2,1,9,13,6,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,7,0,4,2,10,6,0,13,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,6,35,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610891059381943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31330698569308296,0.0,0.31283288532488285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19787949292671103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361164627119338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17437814249418696,0.0,0.24539939304565594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990128060195387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903292698828887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.340818144317398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366456450149189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29083826713526484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26500197084697186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24354678926535134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,copyrightedTM,2020/04/07,"survival guide for parties? I feel like I've made strides in overcoming anxiety in many aspects of my life, but I have such a hard time at parties, even when my friends are around. I just feel so out of place. Any advice regarding the following would be super appreciated: 1. dancing (I cannot dance, someone please help me lol) 2. introducing myself to people 3. keeping a conversation going",3.4145833333333333,6.309410180555558,4.63666666666667,77.85000000000005,79.1388888888889,7.488888888888887,31.222222222222207,8.472884824447931,2.986188888888889,311,16,53,7,8,102,62,72,0.063,0.647,0.29,0.9693,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,3,1,5,1,0,1,0,9,11,3,0,1,2,0,3,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,3,8,3,9,8,0,12,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546411635995621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772070959712748,0.0,0.19934721687283746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319763686645138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721142846452857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635197469469752,0.18616235439762585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20132773374123145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14809676165478616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334334502871783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746649875685898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316203918703381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18405926597025785,0.12730892706805175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465723287807564,0.0,0.26419282647544456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806571954309688,0.0,0.27225641560576336,0.2860446591102296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207932735790206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194951786996552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18511248364777025,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,babyelephants3,2020/04/07,Advice for a girl in college? I made a group of friends this past year in college that are amazing but I was sometimes a bitch to them. I had turned into this bitter person after my devastating fallout with friends whom I valued like family from the previous year. I really want to explain why I was such a bitch and apologize to them. Do I apologize each person separately or in a group chat to them?,4.332692307692309,5.9703343205128165,5.667179487179487,77.58615384615388,71.1794871794872,8.78974358974359,29.66666666666667,9.2995712137729,2.7652666666666668,319,13,58,7,6,107,52,78,0.21600000000000005,0.563,0.221,-0.7427,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,3,0,1,7,3,0,6,0,5,0,0,1,0,9,9,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,1,11,4,13,5,1,8,0,0,0,0,15,4,2,1,5,44,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547080102869124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457213339520508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4027611698903698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734234735220504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246637057291804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24882367622592266,0.0,0.4551859273404815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698158630106907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577934083396457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28351663451085723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15374044519981495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351996357813657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.335705178770957 socialanxiety,scarlettstruggle,2020/04/08,A small step So recently I managed to achieve a goal of mine which was to open the door when the postman came. I know it’s a small step but it made me feel really proud of myself for the first time in a while.,1.0097826086956516,2.46151323913044,2.4906521739130447,97.68858695652176,79.65217391304348,6.339130434782609,20.195652173913047,7.1686216300943375,0.10236521739130387,163,4,41,2,4,53,35,46,0.0,0.892,0.10800000000000001,0.6798,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,7,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,5,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,1,5,1,6,2,0,12,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,5,27,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5010781352790761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215202575003808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37265391785749097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24077236128756235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41454780066233415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806628091995008,0.0,0.432578188999898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554639393486245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Wheresmyvoicegone,2020/04/08,"Really......even around my son So having just joined and looking through I can def relate to the thoughts presented on here, I dont have to contend with any physical symptoms but my mind never switches off the focus of my conversations, even with my son (how is this normal)",7.018235294117647,7.361666117647058,7.0047058823529404,75.12117647058824,64.29411764705883,9.937254901960783,34.64705882352941,9.725611199111238,3.3374,216,9,38,4,3,69,42,51,0.023,0.977,0.0,-0.0191,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,1,11,7,4,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,9,6,0,5,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,2,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22223358500157145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909191630357613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830043716660741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4316934860543395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27442769105323594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32997243226613465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25204646761396804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201922776215492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33966785122006304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594408031686624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,saltsukkerspinn96,2020/04/08,"I am so insecure about what to say and always think about what I could've said differently I've really troubled with my social anxiety and lately every time I start saying something or writing something I immediately think about what others might think of me and usually end up regretting everything I wrote and delete it or wish I could take back what I said. Im always feeling a sence of doubt to my words or that people wouldn't listen/care or understand. I'm always at my tippy toes and so scared to say something wrong. For a while ago I had a long periode with less trouble with my social anxiety but now it's the exact opposite. Maybe some of you have any ideas for what to do in those situations to cope with them better and maybe not hate myself after a small conversation.",9.010827067669172,7.2844254210526325,9.025939849624065,69.02657894736844,61.23684210526316,12.369924812030074,34.87218045112782,11.20814326018867,3.770431203007519,632,20,115,14,7,208,97,152,0.113,0.813,0.07400000000000001,-0.1705,1,0,3,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,1,7,9,1,3,5,0,7,1,1,0,1,33,20,14,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,10,10,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,4,6,16,1,21,13,2,16,0,1,0,0,12,4,0,7,12,78,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145329796766445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225282601823728,0.0,0.0,0.0878642471614828,0.0,0.19768387984991256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935114063984668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427186448944066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20632033607848985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349923650685064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144378224333694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886130113878806,0.0,0.1161216733051886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533023988337826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275637928409432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14585740957161306,0.13956423331386514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457495587206544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434290121491693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25960880837801475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706673668796032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957490321617823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277242387782384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458082505843378,0.3082484670236082,0.12935735823186328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523252197318326,0.0,0.2634177014312801,0.0,0.2984063787943664,0.0,0.0,0.09145239755787796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714654077665782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24836921822268335,0.0,0.0,0.07534083170325742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450759931189835,0.0,0.0,0.14230172815713382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148580077904283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412660542515759,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pieceof_cake,2020/04/08,I have to do a presentation in front of my class soon It's in 2 weeks but I can't stop thinking about it. We had to pick the topic ourselves but I picked a bad one and don't know if I can change it now. I don't even know what to talk about and I have to ask my teacher if I can change it which is already too much for me. I really don't want to it,-1.0910542168674695,0.2621113855421733,1.6779367469879531,101.51160391566269,85.74698795180723,5.113855421686747,16.399096385542173,5.985473137389443,-0.8869265060240963,267,5,76,2,8,93,51,83,0.08900000000000001,0.879,0.032,-0.6332,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,11,0,0,2,0,14,16,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,1,0,12,0,11,15,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,5,56,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052832061514067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586245187511812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309859371265935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5853047136162439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18272055716722185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040722893285156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033649532100337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18746093318374715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17722504042052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312865235305096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223557299109096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772621149111997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317162399978655,0.0,0.22190689217136192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Cecily_Anne,2020/04/08,"I hate my social anxiety so much I hate have ducking anxiety so much! It keeps me from doing the simplest of things, and Its hard to talk to ppl about it or my friends bc they just don’t understand. Like one time I ordered food for me and my friend and we went to pick it up but I became so weirdly self conscious and scared to do it myself so I had her pretend to be me and pick up the order as I stood right next to her waiting. And today one of my co workers made pizza in the back for himself (we work at a pizza place & the pizzas free for us if made during work) and Im super ducking hungry and I wanted a slice so bad, but I felt like I couldn’t just go and grab a slice. Bc in my head I was like well u don’t wanna seem rude or weird and just grab a slice of the pizza he made, ya know maybe hes saving the rest of it for later. And it took me like 30minuets just to work up the courage to ask him if I could have a slice, and of course he said yes. Part of me is proud I worked up the courage to ask but its still just annoying how long it took me to do such a simple and normal thing.",2.057741080038572,2.500385897540987,3.6453519768563183,94.4913548698168,75.27049180327869,6.396914175506268,21.729990356798453,5.900188976854957,-0.015516104146577003,845,18,210,4,17,282,125,244,0.124,0.7120000000000001,0.163,0.9275,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,3,1,1,7,16,21,4,1,14,1,14,6,1,6,0,46,34,27,0,7,12,0,4,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,11,15,5,2,5,1,1,4,3,8,1,2,11,5,34,14,31,20,4,22,0,0,0,0,20,9,0,5,11,144,45,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776948489772824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804214931535853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22048411042987545,0.0,0.0,0.09067548226169092,0.09846075135313424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415189324362892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322454059753125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259291913225375,0.0,0.18221398274143566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701833937820059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563581552199892,0.2328490314351525,0.1210229843703031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273770394654364,0.0,0.0,0.10481535082760178,0.0,0.0,0.06480737841746807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23044481958381954,0.0,0.0,0.10435811450266484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347446863832477,0.0,0.0,0.11846946973861999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17337389748520404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541241264299893,0.0,0.11553946971975868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981530789483211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769908117299772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320440133249735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070556904143743,0.1121717451963408,0.0,0.11806146125984344,0.0,0.0,0.10735263979335337,0.123019372066934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020761392228893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417343334669374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478201360242963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15668555813779744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876183005743801,0.0,0.11177718383878707,0.0,0.2620335093837322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276196686741425,0.1418468091861547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955402090009058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602690883147464,0.10931577133321077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433972961706899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PaulTravers202,2020/04/08,Phone number Can someone give me their phone number to use it in an app I want to use. All I need it for is it get a code and that’s all.,1.663636363636364,0.9364670303030279,3.7177272727272737,97.79659090909092,75.66666666666667,6.6000000000000005,19.53030303030303,3.1291,-0.6958969696969697,104,1,30,0,2,36,25,33,0.0,0.87,0.13,0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,2,7,8,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,8,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,19,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21707812305020266,0.3985790751144696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30808304940431297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520461615019634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7177056899541622,0.0,0.0,0.2450687389749832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,whipmyhairrr,2020/04/08,Clinical lab science or diagnostic medical sonography Which would you choose as someone suffering from anxiety?,10.535625,15.412401312500005,10.392500000000002,34.80250000000001,67.125,18.2,58.0,13.023866798666859,12.56885,95,8,8,6,2,31,16,16,0.255,0.745,0.0,-0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4553390363166028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5996180604177468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5043250565208068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4228247639299428,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,g-x91,2020/04/08,"Looking for Podcast Guests - Depression Hey guys, hope you are all safe and healthy! As the title already tells you, I am looking for potential guests in my podcasts who have knowledge in the field of depression and are trained to help people. The goal of the podcast is to raise awareness and help other people who might find this podcast useful. In general, I do podcasts about engineering, AI & Neuroscience but these topics have a huge connection with depression and it is a very common state which I also noticed around me while studying. If you know someone who might be a fit or you want to be in the podcast, please feel free to reach out to me! My podcast will be uploaded here: [https://www.youtube.com/user/TheEngiineer/](https://www.youtube.com/user/TheEngiineer/) Stay strong friends!",11.40523446019629,11.92768258778626,8.012388222464558,70.94992366412215,55.18320610687022,10.539149400218102,40.08833151581243,9.957137785484203,4.057082006543077,653,28,98,10,7,181,87,131,0.063,0.698,0.239,0.973,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,4,0,2,4,8,0,0,8,0,14,0,0,1,1,22,21,10,0,3,3,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,8,7,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,11,6,18,15,1,12,0,3,2,0,15,8,0,5,2,70,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938914074888264,0.14050873996069038,0.0,0.19037292712682344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15641193529807013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.453995347680391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884015610409736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16058834664573138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574684630563286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17397249739682802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23553854982467165,0.0,0.0,0.1745116240030864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656116512189587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950906761115705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727838840259872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000377691666368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436191386696369,0.0,0.0,0.19286791568762024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887164334930705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18727483953470067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357119842790545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175002199822096,0.0,0.14497246231129765,0.10363352848130583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,knykrpnr42,2020/04/08,"Any advice? İ dunno what to do guys İ will start as nurse(male) in a public hospital and it is far away from my hometown. my family can't come with me bcs the city that i will work is very risky about corona shit.( they are too old) i will probly live alone and guess what i am the most retarded social phobic bastard in this world. i am afraid of that i will kill myself at my 24 (i am too young for this) what you think what should i do? (sorry for my shitty english i cant even figure out learn english)",0.3603459119496861,2.5385769528301907,2.1040566037735857,95.71067610062893,86.07547169811322,4.665408805031447,15.437106918238996,5.985473137389443,-0.6777836477987416,391,7,87,3,12,128,76,106,0.207,0.7929999999999999,0.0,-0.9709,0,1,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,1,1,1,4,4,3,1,3,0,15,1,1,0,0,12,19,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,16,0,13,14,1,11,0,0,0,0,5,7,2,3,3,62,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24273372542369015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572676139797789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689206017149024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23338009248963534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21397471120533065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640659385938161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341695290190278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736407404781925,0.24595517528615096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748179326761349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193418596033629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606541438009108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549791567620935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532126437409141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780636009989765,0.17581888564247858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15916476892862713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20495611612741185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808382480519799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Ashamed-Sherbert,2020/04/08,"Dating is killing me I've been making a lot of effort to find someone i can share my life with lately, but to no avail. I asked out a coworker, but she's in a relationship. We're still cool and she acts nicer to me now, but I'm not holding my breath. Then i started using every single dating app under the sun, tinder, plenty of fish, hinge, okcupid etc... I've gotten a few matches a day, but man this shit is cut throat as hell. It takes me all day to come up with an opener and i still end up getting savaged. Me: ""Your eyes are as beautiful as your taste in music"" Her: ""Wow, not even more beautiful ? -\_-"" Her: ""NEXT!"" Me: ""pepeshotgun.png"" Me: ""I've made pizza, got super smash bros and an extra controller.. You down?"" Her: ""Nope! \*unmatched\*"" Me: ""pepeshotgun.png"" This shit is killing me.. literally. How am i even supposed to find someone in this day and age.",0.9333928571428594,3.425205077380955,2.420476190476194,91.95785714285715,87.51190476190477,4.866666666666667,19.904761904761905,6.42735559955562,0.2241476190476188,655,20,133,7,21,212,108,168,0.18600000000000005,0.6920000000000001,0.122,-0.9422,0,0,0,2,0,0,58.0,0,3,0,3,6,10,6,0,8,1,7,8,5,5,1,25,18,13,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,9,2,2,2,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,4,3,23,4,20,14,7,25,1,0,1,0,13,9,3,1,14,88,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201770107527546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400734731958904,0.0,0.0,0.1823801043719677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146085478940555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440235333223477,0.0,0.18135230109577985,0.2148037562245064,0.0,0.1370053090725762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972438229588234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495662333021127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005347439543394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3598060921275972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834303203326305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485572443861584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382445720804573,0.0,0.15386480707364447,0.10854293917035636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17293678550460503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17458148308691904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33383212323584216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755565850424475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509566633666525,0.0,0.25971991925981897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226192141015417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044218529861716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,arcticeyes,2020/04/08,"I could use some help in potentially asking a girl at work out for when Corona is over! Posted something about this on r/depression too. Girl at work, that I've been crushing on, told me I should smile more, cause it looks great and she likes seeing me happy. So I thought about asking her out. Issue being, that because of years of self-isolation due to my depression I'm socially completely incompetent and anxious. Now I don't really know if it was even a hint of romantic interest on her part, but either way I'm heavily contemplating asking her out for when the Coronavirus restrictions are being softened. So I was kind of hoping for some help in how to approach her and maybe getting some encouragement to pursue this thing, cause I get anxious just thinking about being rejected. I'd really really appreciate some help, but don't feel obligated by any stretch. Stay safe everyone!!!",6.558996674057647,7.8493995670731715,7.133082039911313,70.47666297117519,65.52439024390246,11.08558758314856,32.592017738359196,11.022393298168332,3.9963365853658535,715,29,120,21,11,235,107,164,0.084,0.7090000000000001,0.207,0.97,0,2,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,12,10,0,0,3,0,12,0,0,4,0,28,28,11,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,6,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,5,3,14,8,25,18,7,21,0,2,2,0,16,12,0,6,6,83,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269966092548708,0.0,0.0,0.30799691207143776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3823116151013622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309706378425928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800684855543929,0.0,0.0,0.14292489660585014,0.0,0.0,0.10883735884834828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348178117589486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003553576453302,0.0,0.0,0.13025592927185164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892554458743164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424391310976252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502890438205767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511108342248638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741095389168948,0.0,0.0,0.13539270132704195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227865137551346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14195230013816704,0.0749157946573737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659718848904887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447123938993925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694790137837434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761711361731314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305531966966121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619828613572384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862632784787027,0.0,0.14220748071737138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895715489129767,0.0,0.10494283710719038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529488542690427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905623972598722,0.0873458889038848,0.0,0.10821980162809763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025592927185164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773339181356653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820142006442507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19847957095334867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778313550921102 socialanxiety,babyface000,2020/04/08,"hopeless & loneliness I lost all of my friends over the years because of how bad my social anxiety is. It hurts to be like this. They haven’t done anything wrong I was the one who started distancing myself away from them..... How bad my social anxiety is — it takes A LOT just to send a text out. anyone is like this too or is it just me?",1.3829192546583826,3.5239786376811613,2.790517598343687,92.6126086956522,81.46376811594203,6.2616977225672885,22.900621118012424,7.447530270364453,0.885288198757765,262,9,57,4,7,85,50,69,0.29100000000000004,0.613,0.096,-0.9393,0,0,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,2,1,5,9,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,2,1,8,11,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,1,3,0,9,3,8,7,2,6,0,3,0,0,7,3,0,2,4,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327268943084714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286303752554113,0.0,0.0,0.15018746508348935,0.0,0.1767554021661119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018040262266095,0.0,0.35868446823645245,0.1309351263328339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198066504510177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659476608868512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299391322537051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20987290985068333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344706919955057,0.1826083612750647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14554852553051856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4379065108192117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15203078647723026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614967501368185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23484118409044474,0.0,0.13831891783362946 socialanxiety,thefuckingicequeen,2020/04/08,"My new glasses came in today I've needed glasses for over 5 years but couldn't work myself up enough to make an appointment even though I worked next to the optometrist for years. I started therapy about 6 months ago and so far it's been a struggle but I'm making progress. A couple weeks ago, with the help of my mom, we made an appointment for my eyes and ordered glasses. Today they came in the mail, and I can't stop smiling!!!",4.281034482758621,5.205006471264369,4.57764367816092,88.06922413793106,70.49425287356323,7.179310344827586,28.29310344827586,7.1686216300943375,1.374572413793103,341,12,70,3,6,107,62,87,0.071,0.8079999999999999,0.121,0.6472,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,1,3,4,1,0,1,7,0,3,1,1,3,0,15,11,7,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,4,1,9,0,12,6,1,20,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,12,41,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162067494253209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4079874782393242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19734944650822486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18429122309121707,0.0,0.11780360490926363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954943326997808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876640576991694,0.2381103523785789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20889042904346655,0.1423634461593694,0.0,0.0,0.1322500039903928,0.0,0.17225901637481975,0.18968547954598847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262425261290293,0.0,0.0,0.14911505668127953,0.0,0.18645823510295687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20396761932497426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752355736379044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381245647369189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306782037706695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596931173964199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22971307329737814 socialanxiety,chocobanane,2020/04/08,"I tried to stand up for myself and the situation got worse. When there is conflict I usually ignore the problem and hide in a corner until it passes, but this time I tried to confront the other person and tell them what I think. I waited until the next day when we were back to normal and had a nice conversation, and I got back on the subject something like ""hey about yesterday I saw you were mad, I wonder why because it was not my intention"" I tried to express my opinion in the situation, but the other person just got more mad and told me I was wrong and now they won't answer my messages anymore. Every time I tried to voice my opinion it got shut down, whilst I made an effort to listen to theirs. I felt so proud at first to be able to talk about it but now I wish I had not it sucks.",8.128194566170022,5.293654036809818,8.404312007011395,76.28220858895708,63.84662576687118,10.786678352322523,33.715162138475016,8.418075326091056,2.495426643295356,620,17,129,6,7,206,97,163,0.135,0.757,0.10800000000000001,-0.2018,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,1,1,3,3,11,10,4,0,10,0,9,0,0,2,0,28,23,15,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,2,9,8,0,3,4,0,0,1,3,7,0,1,14,4,26,3,20,7,1,26,0,0,1,0,15,8,1,3,17,97,35,0,0.14316218037309808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197841410469392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22016575966579371,0.0,0.08727033637212342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923277628289653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062031149854445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374581439860605,0.0,0.0,0.12177367749092348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4579994950337364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994180992924487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354635165857333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15225460296631546,0.0,0.14026854055663932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500073877581443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698687214227412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218405779991689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021324072252353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506833769688612,0.12513005577461486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917325445475979,0.0,0.0,0.16695803731062211,0.0,0.0,0.1367975984269531,0.0,0.3887908922440233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576729158804703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918160033401527,0.0,0.16462944216001993,0.0,0.15525327772487418,0.0,0.0,0.14589449248742598,0.0,0.15652537026239946,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,circlesun22,2020/04/08,"Coronavirus All these people are freaking out being home... for me this is what I call Wednesday. I’ve been feeling pretty good lately since that feeling of guilt by staying indoors is not replaced with a sense of duty. Been playing video games, surfing the web, does anyone else feel oddly happier?",6.5233018867924555,8.59193411320755,5.8303301886792465,76.86172169811323,66.35849056603774,6.809433962264151,34.00471698113208,7.1686216300943375,2.6030415094339627,240,11,35,2,4,73,48,53,0.08,0.6859999999999999,0.23399999999999999,0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,0,1,8,9,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,2,2,6,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,22,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964839243446232,0.2879209173229805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28693561697679154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459077354635885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347420602097827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4262508819556112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235692095980306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28186905414140695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31698377382470805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19481219092997107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858812088603665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324486955454067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29951195127807795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,probablyhappycrying,2020/04/08,"Excessive nervous sweating Hi all, Overall I’ve gotten a lot better with the mental aspect of my social anxiety. But I can’t control my physical response and my underarms sweat so much whenever I’m in most social situations, even over video chat. I’m wondering if anyone who also experiences this found something that works for them well? And the closer to organic products the better, but I recognize there might not be an organic product strong enough to actually be useful. I usually just use scented anti-perspirant, but often enough that isn’t strong enough.",8.569333333333333,9.4712738,8.964000000000002,60.480333333333355,61.0,12.266666666666667,39.66666666666667,11.855464076750405,5.5109666666666675,460,23,64,14,6,153,77,100,0.027999999999999997,0.795,0.177,0.946,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,6,7,6,0,1,5,0,5,2,2,3,1,19,12,8,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,1,7,5,7,7,7,4,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,6,1,49,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.1640504588701515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443697280238925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286031795507075,0.0,0.0,0.11754595431652545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29735808742092834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885489114999994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5211056381006439,0.0,0.11103462891884112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16444318525070512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18432320653768444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292054320460088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16941466784942286,0.17833743613383554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357970260625005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18896193371052566,0.0,0.3427325888152489,0.0,0.12941877756312933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29038497656223033,0.1851486799071537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115047941714327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18230740049109204,0.1223855965405226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Ironmas0n,2020/04/08,"Working from home = massive SA I feel grateful to be working during this time, but moving to 100% work from home has been brutal for me. I’m still super busy and have a lot going on, and expected to still be super productive during quarantine. I’ve always had a problem with calling people. For some reason it’s more comfortable for me to be in the office and see people and be able to walk over to someone - don’t get me wrong, that’s still very hard for me but being remote makes me feel like I’m on a desert island. Having to call people or constantly reach out to them. My social anxiety is at an all time high and I’m letting things slip because I’m so nervous constantly. I contemplated quitting but that’s not an option for me during this situation. Has this been hard on anyone else? What are you experiencing and how are you coping?",4.396536926147704,5.627776592814372,5.665044910179643,79.23413423153694,70.49700598802394,7.961876247504987,26.491516966067863,8.344100000000001,1.8134834331337328,669,21,124,10,12,224,104,167,0.127,0.754,0.11900000000000001,-0.1183,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,1,6,5,8,1,1,6,0,17,0,0,3,1,24,27,12,0,2,5,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,8,8,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,3,6,12,4,23,18,4,18,0,0,1,0,6,8,0,4,8,86,20,3,0.1372797087125635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142277148970288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050186014140247,0.0,0.0,0.09598916424403778,0.14065928454144244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368443624698953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28035586277420843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967011912165696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467958128187322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882549103759215,0.09807265133403817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172298179128768,0.0,0.07801922207347857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459513090473455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504354943384407,0.2754054818839585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037780314342416,0.0,0.0670679314110284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671029917858128,0.0,0.0,0.09163527156004443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590660483250067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285517394681906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13135814120829328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14601386830916627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411464044597147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939415418010984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15430814438724266,0.0,0.13993937499108836,0.11631665170266207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288952581278465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120253851019833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009780424893874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327013678202275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29982378880855776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500938109474767,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Icexzs,2020/04/08,"Afraid of being perceived boring I (20M) have been inactive in social media because it's only going to make me anxious of everyone's so called perfect lives. Without this quarantine going on, I'm also not the type to go partying, drinking with friends, or going out much. I'd rather be at home, and focus on my goals for the future. I can casually talk and go along with others, but I'm just doing my best to cover up not being seen as boring. This feeling got worse when my ex left me for someone else and got me feeling I'm not enough. What can I do?",6.076401179941001,5.210980548672572,7.314292035398233,76.16695427728614,66.52212389380531,9.303244837758113,32.10766961651917,8.344100000000001,2.4499510324483778,434,15,83,5,6,149,80,113,0.086,0.772,0.142,0.6946,0,1,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,5,7,0,1,2,0,9,1,0,2,1,21,23,9,0,1,8,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,7,1,0,3,2,0,5,4,3,0,0,4,3,9,4,18,16,3,14,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,1,2,59,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792984768690748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20897673731441715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276316475546184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941269460262744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888870604974948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18121170279099166,0.0,0.0,0.15452852523267674,0.0,0.0,0.19113560817412026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17675800015017967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18706467319594391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291644992039856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5256469892919379,0.0,0.29589362584893475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18555178908405076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20098322491178794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16334228425900607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347676208081645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598287883652047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14068696507306447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18856561035223712,0.15673444606879097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868133275576348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783158168125346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885122182080781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,wittybitch6,2020/04/08,"Birthday Nightmare So it’s my birthday and I was on google meet with my class but my wifi cut out out so I couldn’t hear anything for a moment. And in that moment everyone said happy birthday and I didn’t hear them, but my friend texted me after that they did. And the fact that I didn’t say thank you to everyone has been playing over. And over. And over. I just needed to tell someone lol.",0.5296296296296319,2.9043973333333355,1.6998641975308644,97.30238888888893,88.01234567901236,4.227654320987655,19.21111111111111,5.6839178017228535,-0.3066059259259264,308,9,67,2,10,97,52,81,0.031,0.754,0.215,0.9505,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,2,0,3,5,1,0,2,1,7,0,0,0,1,15,12,10,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,4,9,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,4,13,4,12,5,0,10,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,3,49,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086356029508744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4845222393367379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958785409844372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698900061036884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.571498991821037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187991098244967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24116741710119954,0.20161917928783188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148172210760798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215985350964384,0.23341861564384064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Infolietix,2020/04/08,"Hey guys and gurls, i got something for the social anxiety ones.... Yo guys and gurls, if you want to know a damn lit secret (aka sugar high) to cure your social anxiety if you happen to have it. Grab a Schweppes rasberry drink one of the 1.1 litre ones i think it is. Down that b*tch until about a quarter of the way down (which isnt much our days) wait it out as if you were waiting for the bong effects to kick in then you will feel good going into convos and shizen trust me it actually works 😊 thank me later...",1.6731428571428566,3.6687950285714312,2.889761904761908,93.04607142857144,79.66666666666667,5.723809523809526,19.07142857142857,6.742157984588678,0.020028571428571063,398,9,87,4,10,128,76,105,0.057,0.85,0.09300000000000001,0.5994,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,1,5,0,2,1,4,1,0,7,0,5,2,0,1,0,16,15,9,0,4,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,5,2,2,5,1,0,1,1,1,0,4,2,4,10,3,16,12,1,12,0,0,1,0,12,6,1,3,4,56,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.19555942363220336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066076601481669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924005442345002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19631363062611445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132718966649684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389073366261245,0.16808423435551495,0.16027649173554676,0.0,0.0,0.3968508164219557,0.1772111839074229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117313633618671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013343426884192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473155002476772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4073843705066323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4085608049516889,0.0,0.15427607896825468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844994440656976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840687011657734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819986205257545,0.15906650979224185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589204373571335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Hazerfaze,2020/04/08,"Does anyone else get nausea at the thought of interaction and/or just being seen by other people in general? I’ve developed this weird thing. Might be because of the corona lockdown but I get an intense wave of nausea at the thought of interaction. I sometimes feel that I don’t have a place in the world and everyone is secretly either laughing at me or hating me. I don’t know what to do. I am not the most likeable person, and I don’t have much to say most of the time. It makes me anxious because I am almost 25. I shouldn’t be behaving like it’s my first day at a new school.",2.687142857142856,4.392295235294121,4.321588235294119,85.27414705882354,75.63865546218487,7.1129411764705885,26.185714285714287,7.908726449838941,1.5502262184873952,459,17,93,7,10,154,77,119,0.102,0.821,0.077,-0.4465,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,9,0,14,0,0,1,0,19,23,4,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,7,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,3,12,2,14,15,4,12,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,5,5,67,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20880044103238493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355657444685512,0.0,0.1458004833330955,0.21365111190353503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542210123061166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447672087715307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18247531855610216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17418985268821824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19924767910172927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054328571961313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17736512113335795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178838724894948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20586814280805854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459592125276966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187125695790417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918724044567146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221204417760576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328456410871438,0.0,0.0,0.2013877758072133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455997706433402,0.1820696866827512,0.2178567042497117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16582171167411253,0.0,0.21103113033641627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20622942084133972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385299507576254,0.0,0.0,0.3310796587577326,0.1215883971065643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,brokensoul322,2020/04/08,Anyone has chronic diffuse hair thinning from anxiety? If so any treatment suggestions? I'm 22M with very bad social and general anxiety issues for a very long time. My hair is thinning throughout my scalp in the last 8-10 years. I think it's from the anxiety and the regular panic attacks I have. Anybody with similar problems and any treatments that worked for you?,3.99876050420168,6.834560514705885,4.857394957983196,77.53970588235298,76.20588235294117,8.003361344537815,34.714285714285715,8.841846274778883,3.723493277310924,297,17,47,7,7,96,52,68,0.253,0.747,0.0,-0.9463,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,1,4,1,1,4,0,3,4,3,0,0,9,5,5,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,5,0,7,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,4,26,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050074031800549,0.0,0.5146721970948449,0.0,0.0,0.15680699543887136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551268059366035,0.0,0.0,0.18724676438037344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340679650321908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828008863004243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984620166809086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26311942986481024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21458542338112785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286036461382055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436960097105527,0.0,0.0,0.13076713324022915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700740591215681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16326310667261548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14441534055981575 socialanxiety,targaga,2020/04/08,"I told someone on the train to speak more quietly on their phone I know it wasn't a big deal for many people, but for me it was a success. I was anxious and conflicted, whether I should tell that person to lower their voice, but I DID IT!!! I'm feeling confident and proud of myself right now.",3.968,4.570144466666669,4.813333333333336,87.27000000000002,71.0,8.0,28.333333333333336,8.07648339933343,1.659333333333334,228,8,49,3,4,74,44,60,0.08,0.677,0.243,0.9157,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,2,1,2,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,9,5,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,4,9,2,7,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,1,35,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923197126738085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3580232781773893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17559169451773604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19085219288103686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520803781705817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24075541541050904,0.3032254427617907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965692974507127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942433384596366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035319628375992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33183429276810417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,inayat_Ullah102,2020/04/08,"More power to you Hey guys I am new to this site! I just found this subreddit you guys are also struggling with social anxiety, I hope you guys are doing well. More power to you",0.3558333333333329,2.7926095833333378,2.2957777777777792,91.42700000000002,92.05555555555556,5.102222222222223,15.533333333333335,6.742157984588678,-0.05865999999999971,139,3,28,2,5,46,23,36,0.11599999999999999,0.748,0.136,0.2003,2,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,4,0,2,3,3,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,7,2,4,5,2,2,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,1,1,22,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992389805444934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905931519755853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27317163571692443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7400700419166985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24745448624239474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24062315353419236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25396916551854865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604575915798141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240088184085312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,isamaruwu,2020/04/08,"do y’all know what is the cause of your social anxiety? mine is my relationship with my mom, it’s always been bad since i was little :( i want to know if someone else’s social anxiety is bc of a family member :( (sorry for my bad english)",2.2854081632653056,3.7433513673469374,5.0813775510204096,80.45022959183675,76.14285714285714,8.16530612244898,22.45408163265306,8.841846274778883,1.6070775510204087,183,5,37,4,4,66,38,49,0.28600000000000003,0.696,0.019,-0.9273,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,6,9,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,8,0,5,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,0,24,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844047451604505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390758267083899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700851830881744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276637405560707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18513422053881134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089226510704404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24359199150403196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22212043968525136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25955747126598394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379358462857324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18332551067586192,0.0,0.0,0.4518252826191413,0.18777704285235775,0.0,0.0,0.24808430426564515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307166165480888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CrazyTooth4,2020/04/08,"Girls & Shit I’m a college student. I have always had trouble talking to girls, as my anxiety has me assuming the worst in every potential interaction. I feel like there should be “steps” to talking to girls but I simply can’t get past the freight of the first step: just doing it. My most recent (and really only attempt) is when I asked a girl in my class to get coffee over Snapchat. I asked for her Snapchat via Instagram. I couldn’t get the balls to do it in person after class. I’ve seen a counselor to help with anxiety for almost 3 years, and the “just do it” part is the one I can’t get over, which seems stupid but it’s so damn hard. I don’t really know why I’m ranting on fucking /r/socialanxiety but here we are. I guess I’m just seeking advice? Does anyone else feel this way? Can someone relate? Thanks for reading if you got this far.",1.7903740224413482,3.927502393063584,3.2481876912614744,89.90010200612036,79.98265895953756,6.151513090785447,22.89323359401564,7.285733465282438,0.8551764025841546,666,22,139,9,17,218,112,173,0.129,0.8170000000000001,0.054000000000000006,-0.8967,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,1,0,2,7,8,4,0,9,0,16,2,1,0,0,21,34,9,0,3,7,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,7,4,0,0,5,2,0,2,4,6,0,2,3,4,16,2,19,28,3,16,0,0,1,1,14,7,3,6,7,85,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547211103271438,0.0,0.0,0.1585475619474802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174568461846664,0.17155366750429527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24224852179590325,0.0,0.0,0.11071006866140276,0.16223080148772245,0.0,0.0,0.29603983925382243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855821726053055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226684926122487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334023254788003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601157772938879,0.11311307946585834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346779125138527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637624585519246,0.3308896916125492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266333110621132,0.0,0.17442157707433126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183520883027592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612722793863112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701563959308907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735347369642717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729049355811436,0.1204193308278808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17145913775649865,0.15114670095373373,0.0,0.13825021051375355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583757808323177,0.0,0.2028642633389272,0.0,0.15633467059323447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414035626392954,0.0,0.0,0.16252648112926654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134154980907296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25452402911311905,0.0,0.14577169264291254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567731297314275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428708455444385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019612181483945 socialanxiety,MediocreWar,2020/04/09,"DAE feel like they're back on summer holidays when they were kids? Quarantine just feels like when I was 13 and on summer holidays. Staying inside constantly, not/being to nervous to talk to anyone, etc. Only difference is now there's more work to do and I've switched from tumblr to reddit.",4.108909090909093,6.525536618181821,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,73.72727272727272,8.036363636363637,25.54545454545455,8.841846274778883,2.231654545454545,234,8,40,5,5,75,43,55,0.037000000000000005,0.785,0.17800000000000002,0.7964,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,6,3,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,6,4,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,2,8,4,2,10,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,9,24,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20625477572349635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268191038000796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187653425947443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30818818050299784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32897732668127744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982984667505462,0.4214632529580988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28822172294889464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243432993311574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31440623218118885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23709133765206114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21474676787496225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sp1n3ch0,2020/04/09,"Is this social anxiety or something else? My research hasn't gotten me anywhere. People make me anxious. All strangers make me anxious, and most people I know do as well, with the exception of a few. Crowds really get to me and I hate people being close to me. Thanks to covid at least people will give me some space. However, everything I come up with about SA is about being self conscious and concerns with how you are being perceived. I don't care about those peoples opinions of me. I just don't want to be around them. I'm not thinking about what this person is thinking about me. I'm thinking why the fuck is this person getting so close to me? What's my escape route? It seems like many socially anxious people want to socialize but struggle to. I have no interest in socializing with anyone other than a select few in limited doses. I have to fake it all day at work and it's exhausting. Sitting in a full conference room is a recipe for an anxiety attack. I try to hold it together. Avoiding stimulants and taking sedatives helps. If I feel it coming on, I escape to the bathroom. After a long day dealing with people at work, I'm not going to fake it for Joe Blow at the supermarket that wants to chit chat. Family really ramp up my anxiety as well. I fake it with them too, not because I care what they think about me, but because I love them and don't want to hurt them. I feel bad because I'm becoming more distant with them and they probably think I don't care about them, but I do care. It's just difficult. They don't know about any of this, and if they did, they would think it's nonsense. That I just need to have pray and trust Jesus or whatever. Any advice? Does this sound like social anxiety or something else?",2.926129032258064,5.036712046783626,4.100884738728542,85.31094227504246,76.19298245614036,7.219920769666103,25.35974344463309,8.155646560271837,1.6615526127145819,1368,49,264,24,31,446,162,342,0.2,0.698,0.102,-0.9849,1,1,2,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,11,3,17,24,3,2,10,0,24,4,0,4,2,67,62,21,0,8,15,0,2,2,0,2,2,1,1,3,21,21,0,3,13,1,0,3,10,12,2,0,2,3,42,12,50,54,9,24,2,1,0,2,26,16,1,9,6,185,63,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662595108540582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066493890927623,0.0,0.23994816663861804,0.26575892123229583,0.0,0.05482939133498637,0.0,0.0,0.06980572043807481,0.0,0.08920805760988082,0.0,0.0,0.06547301089270446,0.14340264569765454,0.08660289099754108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31979610838630096,0.0,0.0,0.13509466577595974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114200702029476,0.08084212706349797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862124474053627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101086335641812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047408882743272,0.0,0.07392241372715863,0.0,0.07929767109983535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249313963201033,0.08193690334356415,0.07522253899548585,0.0445648890935486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741829593007739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05255972995320854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394457326087168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086189352300112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661893686279721,0.0,0.0,0.06939455441559128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077234099441551,0.0,0.1046848611303645,0.07950021242621018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05814351691946814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805402259888462,0.13693740751956635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454432442873147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046894755807873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138581067030486,0.0818036484249888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3996696301601757,0.0,0.12073495582836527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197608484208818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05895810617522414,0.0,0.0,0.07219373339859635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014698953058113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05323844360013443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18500412013677214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100849041757682,0.0,0.0707570828510148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417369156605135,0.0,0.0,0.05570356307198567,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Seven_Xilents,2020/04/09,"Does anyone here have tattoos? Do you get anxious if you get asked about them? Do you feel like you *have* to explain them if asked? Similarly, do any of you avoid getting tattoos specifically because you dread the *thought* of being asked about them?",3.794000000000002,6.783064844444446,3.391111111111112,86.78000000000004,78.33333333333334,5.377777777777778,29.0,6.742157984588678,1.5404666666666669,198,9,35,2,5,59,28,45,0.158,0.794,0.048,-0.6868,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,6,3,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,15,2,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,9,1,5,13,0,0,0,0,0,0,13,0,0,2,1,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17372692901485845,0.0,0.0,0.2886060053835581,0.0,0.17862909215721898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7164839887780987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15573085766726955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235616765433382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291722436986711,0.18250631528275707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4004142933763147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480870934928236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028129726446224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jim_windhorse,2020/04/09,"How to work with anxiety in the moment? Some steps... Anxiety is something that shows up in our regular lives. It's a normal part of being a human being--but it doesn't need to run our life. We can learn techniques for recognizing it, and then calmly working with the anxiety--right on the spot. When we feel anxious, most of our energy goes into the speedy thoughts in our mind. We almost forget we have a body. We can learn how to come back to the natural, grounded wisdom of our body and breath. We are not powerless. We can self-regulate ourselves and work with our energies in healthy ways. Notice how you're feeling over the course of day. Pay attention! Sometimes, anxiety comes on all at once. Usually, it's building up. One of the most important things is to notice when you're starting to get tight--and then release that energy. Here are the steps for one technique... 1. Sit upright and comfortable in a chair 2. Take a slow inhalation through your nose for 5 seconds 3. Hold the breath in for 5 seconds 4. Gently release the breath from your mouth for 5 seconds - on the exhalation, visualize yourself gently landing back inside your body. Repeat as necessary. This is kind of like a free & drug-free hit of valium. Throughout your day, don't forget to pause and just breath!",3.5856216313330904,6.048540318181821,4.311825368307584,82.88931908012937,75.5702479338843,7.679770032339205,27.463887890765363,8.587818076936951,2.2744827164929933,1015,41,184,21,23,324,139,242,0.047,0.797,0.156,0.9807,1,0,2,0,0,0,46.0,13,4,0,3,9,6,0,0,17,0,12,10,9,3,1,40,22,13,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,18,0,1,6,1,2,5,3,0,0,5,1,4,17,7,39,19,5,36,0,0,0,0,18,16,0,4,14,120,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373964116393586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14471068271602805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065158805930749,0.15088319727664318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053966321332127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4450604738091866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300978083382502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722684904887127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15488556904476405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506247801566754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977885386179385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908072494345344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433638598890287,0.06524998358770749,0.0,0.11793468697134675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348561084512978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903200644823937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085906667916294,0.0,0.30411469300790644,0.0,0.14223554561346066,0.1810055220340376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463094402818985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405831103535755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393307434349656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281993210595712,0.13209286630045608,0.0,0.0945334615079502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041944244631336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873039641668665,0.0,0.0,0.10603060640104177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709592422378634,0.0,0.0,0.10601259668088447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916967451861162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,coconut80085,2020/04/09,Does anybody else have no friends because of Social anxiety? It's really hard to make friends when you Don't enjoy talking to new people,5.359230769230769,7.251840307692312,5.818461538461538,76.50153846153847,69.0,8.276923076923078,36.07692307692308,8.841846274778883,3.516292307692308,112,6,18,2,2,36,24,26,0.254,0.555,0.191,-0.0054,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24735174336698015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19710309335362616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829541855870481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27010638093375416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4996183715048621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28964623531982897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21582980414036151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31228066645735125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241610038134832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20713781381096708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296011173608025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598858472414534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,goosefordays,2020/04/09,"I need help telling stories Idk if other people feel like this or not when telling a story. When I try to tell a story or talk it is common for me to pause because I can’t think + talk at the same time very well. I pause so I can get all the details. Idk I have been told I give a lot of unnecessary details anyways so idk why I do it. It is also common for people to interrupt me because I take to long. And I get laughed at because my stories are “choppy” and annoying. I just wanted to see if anyone had advise. It’s okay if no one does.",-0.7833333333333349,1.3120918632478649,1.9750769230769232,94.79492307692308,91.90598290598291,4.1456410256410265,19.765811965811967,5.6839178017228535,-0.14989982905982924,416,14,94,3,15,144,74,117,0.105,0.784,0.11,0.3667,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,1,0,5,1,9,0,0,0,1,16,19,12,0,5,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,3,2,14,4,10,16,3,8,0,0,1,0,9,2,0,6,7,65,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959253341018572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079733001853555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420917635260835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369825336513288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945836111254456,0.1336363436785286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954631982297141,0.17944585957033166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538297757809014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138850647898696,0.0,0.0,0.16554300922165385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590324870358594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870328642698712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675730639000796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593689485151885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906331770966674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14064651609123266,0.30070492987746084,0.4904984125136088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986107094172847,0.0,0.0,0.10907671455683092,0.0,0.0,0.1787447053886447,0.0,0.12700207147469528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434483234229354,0.11033336485753367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681902133828228,0.0,0.16879336595713001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,s8t48n,2020/04/09,"I have had social anxiety for 6 years and I have no friends because of that hi I've been trying to write this for half an hour and it's so hard for me ... I just want to drop it. The trigger for my social anxiety was abuse and bullying during my childhood, school and high school years. This led to years of depression, personality disorder, and general anxiety. I had to leave high school to go to therapy. I trembled and cried when I was in a place with too many people. When I had to speak, ask for something or just walk in front of a group of people. I spent years in therapy and about 1 year without leaving my home. 3 years ago I was able to integrate into society again but it has always been so difficult. I no longer cry or tremble but I freeze when I have to talk to someone else. I finished my studies but I could never make any friends. Every time I had the chance, I screwed it up. I think nobody wants to be my friend because I am boring and disgusting. I can't have a conversation, or ask questions of other people even if I really want to talk to them. I barely manage to say ""hello"" and many times I hide for fear of doing it and being a hindrance. I am so afraid of being a nuisance or a strange thing to people that I choose to hide. At the end of the day it feels like not having slept in a week and all I want to do is cry and isolate myself. It's horrible and exhausting ...",2.141888111888111,3.898764125874127,3.88978181818182,87.55067272727274,77.32167832167832,7.093482517482518,24.37706293706293,7.9765259561132025,1.3152505174825175,1084,37,229,18,25,364,151,286,0.248,0.682,0.07,-0.9939,0,0,1,0,1,0,30.0,0,0,1,0,12,14,2,4,12,0,25,3,1,3,2,43,37,27,0,6,12,0,3,1,3,0,1,2,1,1,13,15,0,0,4,0,1,4,6,10,0,1,11,5,33,4,41,22,1,35,0,1,0,1,19,10,1,6,21,162,46,4,0.0932018574102946,0.11042896055069164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261782311594025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775514116104935,0.0,0.0,0.06338045906687369,0.0,0.21389749744252026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17426231070538972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362997441790187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441409923795939,0.0,0.3071335918294294,0.06010748763235329,0.0,0.08027462321746726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068174032224474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785819246517141,0.0,0.08254918188862477,0.0,0.0,0.06155894781184761,0.0,0.07852658463132191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487800124533504,0.047125659509123334,0.06658342555652612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160225715139702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0529687634039173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349055752916283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19694575898206265,0.0934890621974822,0.0,0.091785055464651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19737461942332168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04553371972300831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06221296354565525,0.18898410960814888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188301814707368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25845773088014,0.08138026692744256,0.09737610398960538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440741054663538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059707496426989214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411785786130615,0.0,0.2829757665267264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900151128862577,0.07896963133228355,0.07175134326521729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14982424512556652,0.0,0.0,0.2131688931421747,0.0,0.0619191726832859,0.059719986902457785,0.0,0.0,0.10869350513085167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632779432509919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21989148110980455,0.0,0.07476090816516343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984326462748628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36011364257581674 socialanxiety,crushed_dreams,2020/04/09,"Positives and negatives of Covid-19 on Social Anxiety sufferers. **Positives:** *Social distancing *Don't have to socialize (or be questioned why we aren't being social and if it is questioned, we can just say ""Hey, I don't want your possible spittle talk on me"") *Stores (if you have to force yourself out of your house) aren't crowded. **Negatives:** *Possible death. **I know that Covid-19 is a big issue and shouldn't be joked about and I'm sorry if anyone takes offense. I just found it ironic that what's happening can lessen our anxiety of socializing but it increases our anxiety of our physical health**",1.625328746177367,3.631430963302755,3.0693233944954135,81.14630925076455,110.92660550458712,7.6882262996941915,26.560015290519882,7.793537801064563,3.210513455657493,481,24,79,16,24,156,69,109,0.172,0.8079999999999999,0.021,-0.7959,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,5,3,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,14,1,0,0,0,20,20,9,1,5,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,7,0,0,4,1,1,1,7,2,0,0,1,1,12,1,10,15,1,5,0,1,0,0,19,4,0,6,0,56,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184628289050037,0.0,0.0,0.0970271944772537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521478447420168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270877362400905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474999156025423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16011532099486528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483383155521842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626120629717162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128716986686921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31089544963248306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035090624766873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7072634218257108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15533522419910514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433345135866567,0.11153345296633603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184675365960938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521315796638824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,virusbun,2020/04/09,"excuses to get out of zoom chat? i go to an incredibly small school special ed) with around 11? ish kids so i cant just be in the zoom chat with my mic and video off does anyone have any suggestions for how to get out of doing this? my teachers and parents have the “just get it over with!” mentality :/ the kids in my class are very loud obnoxious trouble maker types too so im terrified if i join ill get made fun of even more than i already do in school, sorry this is so so rambley. do any of you have any tips on how to get out of it? 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However because of the threat of the coronavirus they have decided to postpone the wedding to at least next year, so I can have a few more months of peace not thinking about it. What a fucking relief.",8.669615384615383,8.085871217948721,7.899615384615385,73.15788461538463,61.17948717948718,11.902564102564106,40.01282051282049,11.20814326018867,4.557066666666668,337,16,59,8,4,105,57,78,0.172,0.716,0.111,-0.6644,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,3,6,3,1,6,0,7,2,1,0,0,8,10,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,6,2,12,8,3,8,0,0,0,2,7,3,2,0,5,42,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596295115420095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804146712741334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27636123349476405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941490784322483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884617687690833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080597514805021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24905510542583156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33184176402410315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581100217814329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3574231919469845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19993280208302908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009336498630587 socialanxiety,DeathCat04,2020/04/10,"Do I wear makeup to college on the first day? Feel free to remove this is it isn't what the sub is for. I (16F) will be going to college later in the year (UK), and there won't be anyone I know in the course I want to take. I never wore makeup in high school because I don't really see the point. I just feel like its messy and I don't have the time to do it well. Will I be expected to wear it by the other people in my class? Will I look weird if I don't? I really want to make friends because I had no one in high school and I'm scared of being judged if I make the wrong decision. I have anxiety and I always feel really self conscious/awkward anywhere that isn't my house. I've got onto my dream course and I'm terrified of what everyone else in my class is going to think of me.",0.8352793834296719,2.230297190751447,3.163491329479772,92.92404238921007,79.98265895953756,6.463044315992294,19.047784200385358,7.3011,0.1820438535645472,606,13,145,8,15,209,89,173,0.111,0.795,0.09300000000000001,-0.6174,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,1,8,0,21,2,2,2,1,20,39,7,0,5,3,0,3,1,1,4,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,0,6,1,1,3,8,3,1,2,3,5,21,5,21,28,0,20,0,0,2,0,2,11,0,2,7,94,30,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13455969570224238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237114045578602,0.0,0.0,0.11307477124123275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971597223416313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429268890498647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509199211820014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452545300074802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453036355481537,0.11552910895675765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375545542774998,0.0,0.0,0.12494047877009687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18381253254688054,0.0,0.12933812482459794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34172119950022506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865972049511886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887424296963159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900569883746827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357997307390902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21589181343297006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472444855820272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958215600558388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211270335670416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15287278797143028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107959887581703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619047591428094,0.32732808893442816,0.12886578455455605,0.0,0.16870383943969675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158942870346638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362033518225837,0.0,0.0,0.09429721955724213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907671966969525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454010559740151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17680978338828432,0.0,0.10413905037732687 socialanxiety,AltPython,2020/04/10,"[LONG READ] How I went from being a socially self confident guy to a socially awkward and anxious one. 2-3 years ago, I was an extremely confident guy, who always wanted to be in the centre of attention, no matter where I went. I used to be quite a unique individual with a different sort of humour and a different outlook towards things ,who had stayed in his social comfort zone all his life and had expected everyone to just accept the way he was, which everyone did and I used to flourish in that environment. But all of it has changed since I changed my highschool mid-term due to some circumstances. Being the unique individual I was, I expected to camouflage in this totally new environment before even knowing anyone. I behaved the way I was right from day 1, before even knowing anyone. Cracking silly jokes, playing silly pranks, funny mannerisms, etc were all a part of my instinctive way of being the centre of attention (TRUST ME, I COULDN'T CONTROL IT NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRIED, IT JUST CAME OUT). However, it all backfired VERY terribly. My classmates literally thought that I had some sort of mental disorder (no offense but really) and became very critical and judgemental of me right in front of me and I had literally zero friends and was the butt of the joke every fucking time, got verbally and judgementally bullied very badly. I should have known I had it coming. Due to all this, I became very self conscious, developed extreme social anxiety and developed a very high inferiority complex and not to mention, stammering (It sucks, trust me). All these things carried forward to my life outside school and it's like I became a totally different person really and yeah, it showed. I now have trouble making facial expressions while talking, shiver when in public, can't think of words in my mind while talking, stammer like hell, all of my speech flow has now vanished, can't think properly, crumble under pressure, I have lost all of my clever comeback skills and now am just a platform for people to showcase their superiority to others by insulting me. I have joined college now and have completed my highschool and [SPOILER ALERT] new people still think I'm a fool even though I made sure to avoid all those mistakes I did in my highschool but the aftermath of it has really made me a fool so can't blame it. Looking back at things, I regret what I did, unknowingly or even knowingly and am terribly sad about the outcome and I wish I could go back in time to fix them. I went from a very social, confident, funny dude to a miserable, socially awkward, lonely bastard who no one gives a fuck about. This is my life, my journey. Thanks for listening to my TED Talk. I just wanted to vent it all out. Sorry for no TLDR.",6.347401281304599,7.612794736633668,7.00304309842749,71.30896767617942,65.99009900990099,10.218404193360513,34.85294117647059,10.328600350310266,3.9339563191613287,2182,101,361,54,34,719,247,505,0.192,0.682,0.126,-0.9928,5,3,0,0,0,0,65.0,0,0,2,4,23,43,7,5,24,1,36,7,2,8,13,86,67,29,0,10,9,0,1,2,1,1,3,2,0,5,27,23,0,2,13,5,0,10,10,26,0,3,23,4,51,17,55,36,16,54,1,6,1,3,29,20,6,6,24,263,78,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625427183642621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05870738192047874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05397435418825879,0.07970702642005742,0.0,0.0986673423447582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085048241257486,0.05891044768876021,0.0,0.0,0.12007415514741712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069608252841509,0.0,0.0,0.14927559288848474,0.06077685394877739,0.07397553717813994,0.0,0.07913339131011897,0.05633239748327371,0.0,0.0,0.0455021147833696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211447609319527,0.08086210110823397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868743499748021,0.18640355267621975,0.0,0.05944560001069045,0.13483658295161746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054510590011399004,0.1304538542479463,0.0,0.06768275031327567,0.04009801186634341,0.0,0.05642924986809174,0.0,0.0,0.13972101359181496,0.0,0.0,0.06320338915604005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454519298920169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632548879548267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495051724666933,0.06893918288592382,0.0,0.0,0.06243892272625023,0.05924839986885529,0.0,0.07701907753777043,0.0,0.0,0.13352162538718373,0.04709598620362704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110280880408187,0.0,0.07124040047696996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628484738437974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561973889306423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640415026251125,0.0,0.0978278563986034,0.06160587295684265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504388878163297,0.07057405697350369,0.0,0.13559794941684505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050710715592322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140539011360766,0.0,0.0,0.14720842941490614,0.0,0.0,0.05836379514881857,0.0,0.0,0.4315314023774773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898050555221353,0.0,0.07520220377232442,0.056345285228871535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649721839618364,0.0,0.0,0.17012822197959646,0.0,0.06495753130712079,0.0,0.0,0.14062074861416982,0.1356263157520983,0.06931989370469616,0.05601276018990371,0.08228233355753636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047902189069575885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187367085849644,0.0,0.3492914054828936,0.08323029132861251,0.1680097385995056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19621547490283067,0.0,0.0,0.08113472637438628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045435083450741064 socialanxiety,sachin_chauhan_,2020/04/10,"Poem - Random Thoughts I was never rude, Neither it's my attitude. I just embrace my solitude. Yes, I don't like small talks, I mostly lied whenever I did such talks. Yes, some brains are differently wired. Fact! I often get confused how to react. You, you and the one who is reading this, too. Can't understand what I am going through. You embarrass me with your certainty. Not your fault all that is just my negativity. I know what you talk at my back. I'm not your social pal. Always aware about the confidence that I lack. They said, introverts are lonewolf. Oh! am I unique? But, deep inside my mind I am weak.",0.6350089206066016,3.1040341779661063,2.2321052631578944,90.12114629794829,97.05084745762713,5.5350579839429095,20.617305976806428,7.0608816371341465,0.9028915254237287,475,17,94,9,19,154,86,118,0.142,0.7120000000000001,0.147,0.1561,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,7,1,0,8,6,1,2,2,2,11,2,1,2,3,22,18,3,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,7,5,0,1,4,1,25,1,5,14,5,6,0,0,0,0,15,3,0,5,3,69,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20002604136393498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18484720088661125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683578329903965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511592787286944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559530001507574,0.0,0.13662075053956618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211357908960916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744376428005453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427281685272857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18540572328286925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16289636176367206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24045782280879535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286685728151882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450501547338469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5796558056865563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19084500654159792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250257350551347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ron22726,2020/04/10,"Just curious How do people with social anxiety deal with the relationships, how do they approach someone, how do they manage things like parties, clubbing, etc.?",15.119999999999996,12.460478692307696,12.703846153846154,50.29115384615386,50.53846153846154,15.015384615384615,52.92307692307693,13.023866798666859,7.184507692307693,130,7,16,3,1,40,20,26,0.054000000000000006,0.705,0.24,0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,6,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,14,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899237462749848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907185899926018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4226702900356607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851537315083912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627416209391548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4068898251929652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863291579064783,0.3211141546519858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251781887005154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ssjbversace,2020/04/10,"What are you guys prescribed for your social anxiety? I’ve tried so many medications by psychiatrist and all fail. I’ve been recently put on Paxil 10 for starting dose last month which was the first antidepressant ever to not give me a single side effect. I just got up to 20mg and it’s been seeming to help a lot. Not able to start conversation yet and I do feel slight uncomfortable around a lot of people but more eye contact and it’s not been as bad. It’s only been 2 weeks on 20mg so let’s see how it goes. I was also put on Diazepam 5mg x3 which has been a god send for panicky or social situations. And Propranolol for shaky hands and symptoms of panic attacks. I’ve been trying so many different meds and I feel like I finally find the right ones. I feel like many these may work for some of you. What are you guys prescribed, if any?",2.523256262042392,4.337527028901736,3.98198843930636,87.05583429672448,76.39884393063585,7.156685934489403,23.09402697495183,8.021203637495839,1.0990958766859351,668,20,142,11,15,221,108,173,0.113,0.8029999999999999,0.085,-0.5974,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,4,0,4,9,7,1,2,6,0,14,5,2,2,2,29,23,16,0,1,7,0,4,2,0,1,3,0,0,2,9,8,0,0,6,0,0,3,3,5,0,2,9,6,11,2,19,12,6,20,0,1,2,0,13,7,0,8,12,88,20,2,0.12938850565008472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034719412215932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798862076297356,0.0,0.09898185267040104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518320198476875,0.0,0.14719810430812846,0.0,0.0,0.10803399765632916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351834494647167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117039310992248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19626814843885299,0.1848703485789328,0.0,0.14173878347947647,0.11825875009375685,0.1100577968078133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412124462794455,0.0,0.0,0.10348380783330853,0.0,0.0,0.25622992605092765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672638794460788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105468901358623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13230851336667468,0.0,0.12642537638952858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200029610539076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3935389092005797,0.0,0.0,0.14372146122661636,0.13034530708127853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032766707715488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767700002934325,0.09840578901625438,0.0,0.15180953306944872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970169828557324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26014237104679017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775553978382956,0.0,0.0,0.11049707685838844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310588701681887,0.1177904360514176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14543810151656894,0.0,0.2637905744630516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831637005162275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448419934441916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17569260410366805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378765463814953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419637312292647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lysecroxo,2020/04/10,"Is there anyone here in the same situation as me? Hello, I want to tell you a little bit about me and my life. I am currently 19 years old, turning 20 soon. Other people my age are working or in college. I am at home. The first signs of me being different started in kindergarden. Everyone loved being there. Every day I cried the whole day, wanting to go home. I wanted to be safe. Back then, I didn't know what I wanted to be safe from. The first day of school was a disaster. Everyone meet in the gymnasium. I fled to the toilets and locked myself in. My mother and a few teachers tried to talk me into unlocking the door. I covered my ears till the janitor unlocked the door and they sent me home. I never made friends at school. Not a single one. But I was never the victim of bullying either. Let's skip some years. Still no friends. I stopped going to school because it was too much to handle for me. I physically couldn't do it. A judge put me in a psych ward which had absolutely no effects on me, except a trauma because I didn't open the door and police kicked it in. This exact thing happened 3 times. Now I live alone off of government money. I have no family left. I am now also a drug addict. I waste my time away thinking of some rare good memories only to feel even more sad when I realize they will never happen again. I think I won't make it much longer.",1.3465222623345383,3.665125487364623,3.3041407942238266,87.81912334536703,82.93501805054152,6.14820697954272,21.146690734055355,7.42949916751922,0.8516292178098674,1068,33,216,17,30,359,169,277,0.129,0.8140000000000001,0.057,-0.9551,2,1,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,2,4,14,9,1,0,19,0,21,5,1,3,4,36,40,12,0,5,5,1,1,0,2,2,3,1,6,0,9,7,0,3,6,0,1,5,11,3,0,3,9,2,38,6,33,23,11,47,0,1,0,1,12,16,0,3,26,161,47,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737482776521595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115123516766154,0.0,0.08610265883275538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528449198691392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115833293370062,0.08279062117527887,0.0,0.1312677388053666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175463867957812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826906388375134,0.20831230563563766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249092547870833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486156505220578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111419257017564,0.0,0.09071556385951188,0.20576420541042756,0.0,0.0,0.10150051329029576,0.0,0.0544405540453915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831659640004955,0.0,0.0,0.16636921515837866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238126136994447,0.09030743746794401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19042223645426426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240015988887969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05917192809009592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698240967781524,0.11009858955562404,0.076049620817412,0.0,0.10791237103686667,0.09507347701920807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717524868982827,0.10187877262790376,0.0718697253154733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582978365304312,0.0,0.2491223279511249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298023913643025,0.0,0.07295913009729643,0.08188693455251864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464395306608658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823682999344113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32689956324434943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102418383498426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620849396417115,0.0,0.0859844011910536,0.09001589437023498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654006117929579,0.09410723139695536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07153033192581125,0.13797957242057948,0.0,0.0,0.12556502555287527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310001229308899,0.11711267990594845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540232685584371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020831200903093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838413083327468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867028723729688 socialanxiety,Zerothekitty,2020/04/10,Today i went through the process to refund a game a bought! I am bought a game the other day that didnt work. I was super down about it and thought about just forgetting about the waste of money i spent on it and just buy it again. But instead I actually went through the whole process to get a refund! Ive never done it before because i get too nervous about causing a problem. But I felt brave enough to do it today. ^~™,3.672878787878787,4.364955681818183,4.477727272727275,89.08242424242425,71.72727272727272,6.775757575757575,28.303030303030305,6.42735559955562,1.1102212121212127,332,12,72,2,6,107,54,88,0.13699999999999998,0.8220000000000001,0.040999999999999995,-0.7864,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,9,4,0,1,9,0,6,0,0,1,1,12,15,4,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,2,7,2,2,2,0,0,10,1,8,2,12,5,2,9,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,53,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.2262934863802341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413594264955,0.0,0.1973233133574888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23821732498406065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955138418927946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23730638918596286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396067901513339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22265302517170285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24230836765488395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788496789177325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22188966478682876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18409662624568535,0.0,0.0,0.43961367377669297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4299330703020437,0.0,0.25889953160210954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16882039535043702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,HappyTreeality,2020/04/10,"Do you ever feel as though you're assaulting people with awkwardness? It is all consuming. There is only one person in this world I feel comfortable around, and that scares the hell out of me. If she goes away, I really don't know what I'll do. In a perfect scenario, in which I'm completely at peace I'm actually quite articulate. My girlfriend gets confused when I complain about this, because all she sees is the articulate me. She's extroverted, social anxiety isn't in her vocabulary, so she cannot relate in any shape form or fashion. It's come to the point recently that I feel *bad* for the people that are forced to interact with me at work. Jesus, can't they just put me in the back office, *why* do I have to sign for the like, 2 packages we get a week? Everyone is forced to walk by me, all of them making small talk with one another. They try to include me, and I get some good quips in here and there but for the most part I'm an awkward mess. Everyone but the GF thinks I'm stupid, why else wouldn't I be able to properly express myself? Do any of you ever get this feeling? The feeling you ought to pull it together not exclusively to help yourself, but to save the people around you from being made uncomfortable all the time. In the past months I've promised myself to work on this, to get out of this mess, but it seems to have gotten worse. My health might be a contributing factor to the brain fog I feel when nervous, I sleep about 3 hours a night, that's pretty well proven to contribute to anxiety. Also, I compensate for the lack of sleep with copious amounts of coffee. Just a rant, I hope everyone's day is going okay.",3.2639041794087684,5.023876837920491,4.43363914373089,84.84680937818555,74.19877675840979,8.147196738022426,25.260958205912328,8.841846274778883,1.813219367991845,1294,43,264,27,27,424,180,327,0.15,0.7490000000000001,0.10099999999999999,-0.9291,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,1,4,3,4,18,21,3,5,20,1,22,4,3,2,7,50,47,15,0,5,9,0,6,1,2,3,1,0,0,1,15,13,0,0,9,0,0,5,6,12,1,2,2,7,34,9,50,39,10,38,2,0,1,0,22,20,1,8,14,176,49,2,0.10681587226314664,0.0,0.10423688295401493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542061445732665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14527691202254925,0.11200575551538132,0.16342769982681588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19017754518841568,0.0,0.0,0.1003570281547252,0.08213481242005183,0.08918679163776234,0.06511396430253215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924183957558812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201241583099568,0.1119944098108951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688874009530946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923095496249885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19324214357222505,0.0,0.3062014303232376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32405588684461484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790344229747425,0.0,0.060705921779888525,0.08959208580959357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354027728035207,0.0,0.0,0.07159642759603409,0.0,0.0,0.1060922627052242,0.10519211776025272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587032099194351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05218483970965963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107176103513273,0.07130042417449182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331476049887484,0.0,0.0,0.08525941015757907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023946021333337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447623989240207,0.08123828416367143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156711805302236,0.10196783654305064,0.22215802936401344,0.09326749957992073,0.0,0.0,0.10097552522976347,0.0,0.0,0.1086701430908759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737945436634637,0.0,0.1136118283774626,0.0,0.0,0.06842898294849986,0.0,0.1054677874970106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069413223149879,0.0,0.08511842069612577,0.09724115838476978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21378602681727807,0.10888533013229428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585455201178861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844329791033893,0.10494605216473582,0.0,0.0622851941071312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252096568867328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568124969540446,0.0,0.09604029723512504,0.0,0.19276942114273604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555264543569389,0.0,0.10885449937141288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Hablalala,2020/04/10,"I feel alone AF in my head I’ve always had social anxiety, but as I’ve gotten older I guess I have become more aware of the deep impact it has on my life and my relationships and especially the impact it has on my self esteem. I had a zoom sedar last night with friends I’ve known my whole life, and I just completely shut down. I feel like I just go so deep inside of myself that I have nothing to say, and that I’m sure everyone else must think I’m an idiot. It’s a horrible fucked up cycle of constant overthinking about what I did/didn’t say. I do that every time I send text messages or have in person conversations too...I tear myself and my words apart. I feel like no one in my life truly understands the depth of those feelings and the pain that comes with it.. the only person who I felt truly ‘saw’ me was my dad and he passed away a month ago. He understood me in a way that I don’t think anybody else does or will and I miss him so much and wish I could call him right now. I feel so incredibly alone and sad. Is this what my life is going to be like forever? It eats me alive and makes me want to run away from every thing and every person that I know and just become a different person with a different life. Do you experience these feelings? Thanks for reading",3.3582775119617234,4.341971303030306,4.668341307814995,86.34093301435408,72.71212121212122,7.830622009569379,22.60685805422648,8.20500826718156,1.002139393939394,1000,23,216,15,19,332,145,264,0.122,0.745,0.133,0.4956,2,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,0,8,11,2,0,12,0,17,9,1,1,2,44,43,20,0,4,6,1,7,3,1,2,6,2,0,5,18,17,1,0,13,1,0,6,2,5,0,1,7,10,36,6,24,32,3,31,0,2,1,1,21,16,1,3,11,135,54,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710288152374526,0.0,0.0,0.2035385376430496,0.0,0.0,0.0817614306785665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516977037676982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18463980757435589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21704418988302832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033596688950036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464357238286127,0.10302530204962827,0.10618576192200732,0.0,0.07845380361237847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20532468489632796,0.0,0.0,0.08598929147698771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005460345827212,0.1641697313769655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24836862820778086,0.0938930639494914,0.0,0.09611859145711243,0.0,0.0,0.2981037685675516,0.14039605520848525,0.09434643920706902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591658290096706,0.09084116351239176,0.0,0.0,0.11168853763566496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824610858495047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084463648333697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0540019447706771,0.08009622858260204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470249792232316,0.1440168009075778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06559030713449973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843138330644794,0.0,0.07223350076254173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221175131158832,0.0,0.0942845491301808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665845281910005,0.07473229046064017,0.10455715258727999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431925694098396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828808027515716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549606619455516,0.0,0.08391477498817455,0.0,0.156282960470343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250816339596493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001652140012599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261029080774803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904659775190101,0.0,0.0,0.0652805673021901,0.1259239894632559,0.0,0.0,0.057297064620833074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229367576033477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05795717226871828,0.07799539652687648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097054437064142,0.1129958633663722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,deep567890,2020/04/10,"A man threatened me because I talked to a girl Well I'm shy and an introvert. I suffered from depression last year and I literally stopped talking to anyone. From December 2019 I decided that I will change and as a first step l decided that I will start talking to new people as it will help me to make friends. Early February, a man threatened me that he will report me to police because I talked to a girl he knew. Well now I don't know what to do as I'm scared if people will treat me like that.",5.124498381877025,4.9104364174757285,6.1127669902912665,81.81277508090619,68.32038834951456,9.585113268608417,32.70064724919093,9.2995712137729,2.6900239482200643,393,16,83,7,6,131,56,103,0.183,0.677,0.141,-0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,8,0,1,6,0,7,0,0,1,0,10,13,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,4,6,3,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,3,2,1,1,0,13,5,12,7,0,9,0,2,0,0,12,0,0,1,9,52,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13634678714573825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237737334338508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20628150111211951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679510625300478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586477537937394,0.0,0.0,0.15065458614468658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307027150563095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071655273400213,0.15894898990123554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526592965385113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016234660273496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18832980230256136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703734304851853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952265168472605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13802023538973027,0.0,0.0,0.16302664287839072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6269264221504535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506523446748381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255719978868197 socialanxiety,red_constellations,2020/04/10,"Making new friends is great, I hate making new friends I've been spending more time with a person from my mmo guild and conversations slowly move more towards private chats, but that's so much harder to navigate. If I just ask the whole group if anyone is up for running some content that's totally fine, some people are gonna say yes, some will say no, some won't say anything because everyone gets to choose how much they feel like the question is directed at them personally. But when I ask anyone anything in private chat? It's directed at them and nobody else, they have to reply. When I get asked in private I have to reply. I just got a message asking if I'm good and it's just like ??? Yes I am but why are you asking is there any reason did I say or do something that implied otherwise oh no did I make someone worry whereas that same question in group chat means someone is bored and wants to catch up with how everyone is doing. Being close enough to someone to want to talk to them and make a good impression but not being close enough to feel fully comfortable with them yet is the worst.",5.929794399149237,6.162858838709678,6.0914285714285725,81.12087912087914,66.60368663594471,8.70457284650833,31.438851471109533,8.384062270229773,2.277843247075505,876,32,168,11,13,279,121,217,0.084,0.748,0.168,0.9592,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,6,0,10,13,1,0,6,2,21,0,0,7,1,43,41,18,0,5,12,0,2,2,2,3,0,4,0,2,6,10,0,0,7,3,1,3,4,3,0,0,4,6,17,10,23,32,14,19,0,0,0,0,30,10,0,10,8,113,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970892130281832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335188445674382,0.0,0.1687106175893988,0.0,0.4791554795379493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06248789501493821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563223888308814,0.0,0.0,0.2118362293768858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19590147865018775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366219930968798,0.07323170012534412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15839477612924965,0.0,0.10711234626960968,0.0,0.0,0.17195761038992696,0.08198497207724946,0.113015377011848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120537856422307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016041321022068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736994110593844,0.0,0.0,0.1116612090342624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089497284518944,0.1507102762678355,0.0,0.0,0.1980056341964346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106610573386217,0.17901197644724684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296647286049849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053952455099672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32607374555844265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605639607333755,0.07891562817128157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239200746157871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05977321012537564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092368986843645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249748098956756,0.11444646566024592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410179931142337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Joji_01,2020/04/10,"Dealing with laughter People in my school, as I’ve noticed, just out of the blue started to harass me. I can see them taking pictures of me and laughing in their group chats I presume, they come up to me and say very demeaning stuff and make each other laugh. I don’t understand it. I’d assume they see me as an easy target or something. I try to ignore it, but it keeps occurring for a year now and I see no sign of stopping (except quarantine). I also have quite a low self-esteem and don’t feel like I can fight back. I also don’t see the point as going against a group of people just leads to more pointless confrontation. These events have made me develop social anxiety and now I can’t even talk to people to make friends or just hold a conversation with someone I don’t know well. What can I do?",3.6237525562372177,4.818941226993869,4.620383435582824,86.13012525562374,72.3128834355828,7.396523517382414,26.466768916155424,7.793537801064563,1.4288940695296524,632,21,129,8,12,206,100,163,0.125,0.762,0.113,-0.2399,0,1,1,0,1,0,16.0,0,0,4,2,10,10,3,0,7,0,11,0,0,4,0,32,26,14,0,0,7,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,7,11,0,4,5,1,0,3,6,5,1,0,1,7,21,5,22,25,2,16,0,1,5,0,14,6,0,3,8,90,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475544695772389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118406013003649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190160012992506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333289683074199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15957102873371332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223050286587816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826124455909919,0.1105746169993241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958237809041415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796484526533796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757526973252882,0.0,0.0,0.08506285096641923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561752158052977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14645625269289814,0.20663324420320345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17621766395213218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219141741775185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631680389646962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16462721610211226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308699465855265,0.0,0.15664527491765087,0.4933573849953584,0.0,0.16146893714329805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777836718271634,0.13114430004404018,0.11915694085163812,0.0,0.0,0.10955383699140572,0.0,0.0,0.12940272278715634,0.0,0.0,0.17718567513370326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637503856352555,0.12440602434841674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508522625564426,0.0,0.0,0.16113108024089898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770942583649947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916549881503756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967302365723543 socialanxiety,FailingIsNecessary,2020/04/10,"How to sound more secure and calm when speaking online? Yo! I (20s) have had anxiety my entire life but it doesn't really affect me other way than how I physically feel (I used to have panic attacks but luckily those are long gone), I don't have negative thoughts or anything that triggers it. Anyway, that's just for the intro. --- Recently I became open to hanging out with groups in the voice chat while video gaming - my comfort zone is normally just talking to long-term friends that I am familiar with, so I am kind of leaving the zone right here. Also, I am SO much more comfortable talking to people whom I can see - body language etc. There's a guy who's recording our matches and oh boy, my voice sounds sooo insecure. It's a combination of zero voice control, nervousness (I am naturally indirect/questioning - waiting for someone to lead and/or trying to offer ideas myself - so that's not helping lol), the tone goes weird (kinda like, insercure'ish ""...?"" when it's not really a question - could be an accent/personal thing tho), plus English is not my native language so that adds +nervousness points. **One important thing** I am aware of is that I am always subconsciously thinking that someone might verbally attack me when it comes to groups of strangers, I don't know where this fear stems from. What this probably does for me is that I might ""restrain"" myself from being myself (= can sound uptight?) What I am trying to say is that I clearly have many key points to work on (group anxiety, comfort, tone, physical posture perhaps) but I don't know how or where to start. Ideas? I sound often really anxious/panicky in my voice imho (could be triggered by the genre we're playing tho too) even though I am not necesssarily aware of feeling that way in the moment. Any keywords I should look up, or even resources you'd personally suggest or personal advices you can give?",4.0091065830721,6.56872976436782,4.6290491118077375,80.65722570532915,74.63218390804597,7.551515151515153,29.22361546499477,8.484438967287268,2.5177402298850566,1490,65,256,29,33,475,202,348,0.08800000000000001,0.7829999999999999,0.129,0.9455,0,0,0,0,0,0,69.0,1,2,0,3,26,18,2,6,10,1,35,2,1,9,1,52,49,25,0,4,13,0,2,1,1,3,1,10,0,4,25,9,0,5,9,4,0,4,9,9,0,2,3,14,34,9,32,37,4,26,0,0,2,0,24,12,0,9,9,182,59,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642097569241142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709151020430049,0.09061791419875964,0.0,0.0,0.07405932248463179,0.0,0.16662447674434508,0.12303196369674067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961976316028235,0.0,0.0,0.24779094800107526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096921116217275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381225250107257,0.0,0.0,0.12214652790530632,0.1739040030319953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530374129224352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145817101468848,0.14386181592663935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254871343826332,0.11013155998774536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413994640857317,0.0,0.0,0.10447186469552024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783334571602002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299691115762795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458816021580265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340808659287467,0.11970298359953235,0.0,0.0,0.1153149630450781,0.0,0.0,0.07692301744499877,0.05320561703936312,0.0,0.0,0.1927554851597506,0.0914530036955521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041285692782277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23106257624067386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005790896821925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067040481090893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379703379088133,0.0,0.0,0.12777687692273498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550120621445124,0.2852756600850305,0.0,0.0,0.2059013750205648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174183076035581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199883373044215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209302526255172,0.0,0.107530822031368,0.0,0.0,0.09300451101181667,0.0,0.08660584694454361,0.0,0.0,0.08678340529069734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845501745943271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708371518035025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17506787185090314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470365299483365,0.06978210372570072,0.1069988811374348,0.08645862463769365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478790679141289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405919228268868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17288787859294452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928433828717465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,justanothersoapeater,2020/04/10,"Any social anxiety questions? Ask me :) If you’ve asked something in particular on this thread and gotten no replies, i’m here to help! Just ask a question and i’ll try and get back to you :) I’m pretty good with advice (i think??) So yeah just lmk <3",-0.6801960784313721,1.3444033333333325,1.1964705882352966,96.57745098039221,103.90196078431372,3.8352941176470585,17.43137254901961,5.82211442006289,-0.3357686274509808,194,6,42,2,9,63,41,51,0.063,0.645,0.292,0.9352,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,10,8,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,5,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,3,1,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161238375645224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504025393365049,0.0,0.16919371915106513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6202896230149638,0.0,0.0,0.17006534877318805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555170107465845,0.0,0.0,0.18550610723506306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824495328196868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250084372442084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4955199095416562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22545399568857585,0.0,0.1702667413075621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171619788672374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15015926815706293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,JessCostanza1507,2020/04/10,"Social Anxiety I don't understand why am I like this. I sometimes wish I was an extrovert. I am shy,introverted and have social anxiety. People think that I am weirdo. People don't find me interesting. Even the things which do not matter to others are a big disaster in my life. For example like giving a presentation or a speech in a class. I hate social gatherings. Every time when I go to a social gathering I end up crying at home because I was left alone. I just had one friend which I met in sixth grade. And actually we were very good friends until tenth grade. But when we came to eleventh grade she stated going to another school and made new friends. Now she has forgotten me. My teacher forcefully makes me participate in class discussions. I seriously hate my life.",2.9649744897959214,5.6981853741496575,4.529179421768706,78.95458545918369,79.61224489795919,8.57295918367347,25.5140306122449,9.188382445141503,2.656660204081632,618,24,112,18,16,206,97,147,0.187,0.667,0.146,-0.5396,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,0,0,5,10,2,0,7,0,13,2,0,2,0,17,25,8,0,1,4,0,0,2,3,0,2,1,1,0,6,6,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,3,0,2,7,1,23,7,12,18,0,20,0,0,0,0,16,8,0,1,10,74,29,6,0.0,0.0,0.12946162064308694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374006308233291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391105165411714,0.20297628131191725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808711763649033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517330868927778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572595537790808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750155681178626,0.0,0.0,0.08762379030414515,0.0,0.1117757406456415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125314226313752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074892794652236,0.0,0.0,0.1272640791553942,0.1507928248338728,0.11127286519898516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619578725443543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307352176910925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414059647470967,0.0,0.1874100172237448,0.1296265531039085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125530557073849,0.08855472462891513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812840439349393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989704143950962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18394601287164888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426376997799874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5409398632690564,0.0,0.0,0.13120879122618911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813653897382223,0.08500618992549018,0.0,0.0,0.07735785973891565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810864263313175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094622801967578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970926683685484,0.0,0.15255787023678086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,helloiamdumbokay,2020/04/10,"He’s gonna leave me :( I am barely graduating from college because I have had a hard time just leaving my house, being around people in classes. I sometimes can’t even go to the grocery store. I reconnected with an old friend and we are in a LDR now and he just doesn’t understand the extent of which I am depressed and don’t want to go out. We went out to eat and to the mall and I was on edge the entire time. He said I looked fine but I was so anxious. I barely ate because I was so anxious. He is the type that wants to explore and go on adventures and I am just not... he’s my first boyfriend and I’ve already failed. I feel so much pressure to go places and go out and I can barely muster the energy to go on walks around the neighborhood. He thinks I’m interesting and very attractive but how will that keep him? It won’t.",0.8446539682539687,2.8945820399999995,2.6313809523809546,93.5132301587302,82.88571428571429,5.717460317460318,21.722222222222207,6.937597516519254,0.4447269841269841,647,21,147,8,18,214,101,175,0.11900000000000001,0.779,0.102,-0.4718,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,0,2,11,8,0,1,10,0,17,2,0,1,0,33,35,17,0,2,6,0,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,4,19,2,1,4,1,1,9,5,3,0,1,7,4,19,5,20,24,2,25,0,2,1,0,11,11,0,0,5,95,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376916638884065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33531196003523783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26422472856107765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18093323821513133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782144499847456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15185588228116811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802043717576613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503828300313385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623364773024848,0.0,0.0,0.1146577259266567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5060536149559504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329421837109754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124002880877534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190963269982522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142800059287397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246232482960759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909512278705258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572661422608824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028856919783643,0.0,0.15505216743969405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116762088107446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677684031532326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509225599829572,0.0,0.0,0.1730728881795793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449536571817093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245008486736085,0.17506682517940564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757339102532154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,nsabrando,2020/04/10,"Possible trigger Did your parents ever hit/spank/physically harm you in public? Because my parents did, just for something like me and my sister chasing each other around the store. Two kids laughing and enjoying life and we’d be punished for it. It wasn’t only in public of course, we’d get a few pops on the ass, a few times with a belt, if we did something wrong like attack each other, do something out of line at school, show disrespect. Things like that. So as I child, the way I understood it was: when it’s serious, stand up straight and keep your mouth shut, but at the store? What’s so serious I can’t play around with my big fucking sister? I can’t go out in public without thinking someone is looking, staring, judging. Because when I was dragged by the arm through that store at 6 years old that’s all I could see beyond the tears. I love my dad. Besides all of the bad shit, which I hardly remember compared to the good, he was an amazing father and while he wasn’t perfect of course, I understand his shortcomings and as the man he raised me to be, I forgive him for everything because I know how fucking terrible life can be. He grew up worse than I did and had very unfortunate circumstances brought upon him at a young age. We’ve had a very good relationship since my baby brain can remember, but everyone has their moments and everyone has their way of doing things.",5.689459873168602,6.3077937211895945,5.934336321889353,80.69976820467966,67.17843866171003,9.005991690356439,33.66739558276842,9.007467420416297,2.8392071287994747,1097,48,209,18,17,350,155,269,0.14300000000000002,0.718,0.139,0.4323,2,0,3,0,0,0,32.0,3,3,2,1,10,23,5,0,15,0,26,10,5,2,4,37,39,19,0,2,5,6,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,13,17,0,1,7,2,3,3,5,11,0,1,13,4,30,12,34,20,6,35,0,0,3,4,30,19,4,1,13,142,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174378753055582,0.0,0.13893711278315454,0.0,0.0,0.1019709580319887,0.22334248825176725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363341409163454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750848559081966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047087887323223,0.0,0.23339519696027464,0.10975988817654243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258089187661453,0.0638063258295083,0.0,0.0694075982377777,0.20486869533762295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940181913334304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085521041985155,0.0,0.0,0.06711781470231981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725238478094847,0.17899527504765625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255593589118547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022440109243982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815176047393206,0.0,0.0,0.09288309976089586,0.0,0.0,0.271215199469367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376798618619814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311187116082271,0.27669220627679064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359906135837592,0.09731942079278463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253616280437081,0.10102473057327084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347782527411628,0.28205803305603183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227152701470296,0.0782540612867053,0.0,0.0,0.07121324579214224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930034995986605,0.12713853184467908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20153515857157614,0.0,0.19387748326306126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772608637440353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445786403079515,0.0,0.13352672138166244,0.0,0.07864579492271255 socialanxiety,naemsu,2020/04/10,"I stare at my screen for at least a few minutes when wanting to join online meetings for school/conversation. Yesterday was my teacher's birthday, and she hosted an hour long video call ""party"" for anyone in my grade level to join. It was a planned event for her to see our faces again and for us seniors to get to talk and joke with our peers during quarantine. I wanted very badly to join and wish her a happy birthday/mess around with peers and I had the screen pulled up to join once I pressed ""Join."" I paced around for 10 minutes with my finger hovering over that button before I ultimately chose to just comment ""Happy birthday!"" on the post and log out. I missed the ""party."" Another time, my English teacher held an office hours for students to either ask questions or chat. I wanted to join that one as well, but went through the same process I described previously (without the comment, obviously). The one time I did manage to muster up the courage to join, I panicked because I was the only student who had joined and I couldn't figure out how to use the camera or microphone properly. I've been avoiding that teacher's office hours since then. It's been difficult to convince myself that I should join since they're not a required thing. However, it's always been times that I want to chat. I wish I could just explain how I do want to be more communicative with them without wanting to hide forever afterwards. Does anyone else have tips or go through a similar thing? I really want to be able to participate in these small things but my anxiety keeps ruining it for me.",7.191229411764708,7.237557170000002,6.947019607843143,76.68723529411767,63.96666666666667,9.725490196078432,34.98039215686275,9.325443323948027,3.128521568627451,1261,52,228,20,17,398,168,300,0.062,0.804,0.134,0.9242,1,2,0,0,0,0,34.0,3,0,1,2,9,11,0,1,16,0,16,2,2,3,1,50,35,17,0,12,11,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,14,15,0,4,3,4,0,3,4,5,1,2,11,6,34,6,48,19,5,32,0,2,4,0,18,14,0,4,14,156,48,6,0.1120875240657626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932657991670552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753354207421222,0.08574664911326363,0.0,0.0,0.15674840598305215,0.11484691429614753,0.0,0.1995633207072426,0.1047867042979569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358840069590377,0.06832751431170381,0.0,0.09537822734372677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445389420762166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894927673216685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980885476544442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936347435999998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05856110508241105,0.0,0.06370192298457862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23863850725409036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311508986773176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962854150028852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919393160951644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936955498898773,0.1519068143097678,0.08524761290928896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734886420157956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255636793886183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718061380816148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343855842186484,0.08931924465975097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854399163754252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009170604411013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233979113007458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960774100002121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482749047828252,0.09680763251746473,0.0,0.09248394610940247,0.4627848804711779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078014530560696,0.10390625776581232,0.0,0.0,0.25779024197527284,0.2160967466935424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,heartemoji,2020/04/10,"Group chats Do you ever think about all the group chats you're inevitably not in? :( I know there's nothing that can be done about it but iso has me thinking about it and feeling crappy.",0.3660360360360357,2.76174781081081,0.5285135135135164,102.25691441441444,97.91891891891892,2.466666666666667,16.977477477477482,3.1291,-1.1815009009009012,147,4,31,0,6,43,31,37,0.121,0.7929999999999999,0.086,-0.5341,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,2,9,9,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,4,7,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4582904072174289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4050921465883662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264386922193607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24611825224349665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4297094955381405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5739088163182909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dreamyallday,2020/04/10,"What do people even talk about in conversations? This has always been a mystery to me and it gets me wondering if there's something wrong with my brain. It seems as if everyone else finds it second nature to freely talk about a variety of different topics. I am however, a really quiet person and sometimes I'm not even anxious I just don't have anything going on in my head lol. This makes hanging out with people a terrifying prospect because what would I say? I'd say my biggest problem is initiating conversations, I simply cannot come up with anything. I only have conversations with people who start them first and I desperately try to bounce the ball back but it takes so much effort, like too much effort honestly. It's really depressing sometimes. I can't tell if I was just born this way or if I'm really messed up lol. I don't want to struggle with this as much as I do, life is no fun.",4.043612012987012,5.799373539772731,5.403766233766234,78.71136363636366,72.125,8.664935064935065,27.34415584415585,9.23628265651192,2.4123974025974024,717,26,134,16,14,240,107,176,0.10800000000000001,0.7509999999999999,0.14,0.7818,2,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,3,10,8,0,1,5,2,15,3,2,1,0,26,26,13,0,7,9,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,1,12,10,0,0,3,1,0,3,6,5,0,2,2,3,16,3,21,23,3,15,0,1,0,0,11,7,0,7,5,93,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763358922929293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971115212199152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23267572421276225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870704409791283,0.0,0.08617961592978846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15781892636179135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217802470180552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176428329284042,0.0,0.0,0.147704604978618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180989287027231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867509521723916,0.0,0.0,0.13508787730899638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292122818068975,0.12025172805312935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386151238289236,0.0,0.08034548471580505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508939539836113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985586974067184,0.06906766454336663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436751757947806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117760741259437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752047126929364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940305332563635,0.12344137511247645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527478544720287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717013254592348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22485083031118602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870059090905786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883577571357188,0.2796428528123166,0.0,0.10006447585964463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779366460254492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106294836920396,0.2272603856163081,0.12356615771420265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959829283449754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338540726314632,0.11221523841587537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15331289419029073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004272616054598,0.1545690878852894,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sasokisasoki,2020/04/10,Getting exhausted while practicing for my presentation? I have an online presentation tomorrow and I’m trying to practice for it but I keep losing my breath and feel tired (maybe because I didn’t sleep properly) I am now not prepared and can’t seem to continue doing it. I read one page and then I’m already super tired. I’m scared that this will happen during the actual presentation. Any tips on how to deal with this?,2.9730694444444485,5.786495612499998,4.5441666666666665,78.31527777777781,80.375,8.055555555555555,25.13888888888889,8.841846274778883,2.4840972222222217,339,13,59,9,9,113,58,80,0.218,0.721,0.061,-0.9137,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,1,2,0,6,5,2,1,0,11,14,8,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,1,7,1,7,12,1,9,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,8,38,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.227091953122408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25680190716206863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15825117156154475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185820709477798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23991438541102775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176654593186284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158167110517512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057851936829084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068438522177844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26034360931266104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337890518654964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769070879087912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327735506336321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329838831109075,0.0,0.0,0.21185096825300093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328786366416629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5349331476546917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15799520547663895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mad_dog24,2020/04/10,"I said something wrong in a staff meeting and my boss kinda yelled at me I literally cannot stop thinking about it. This happened on Tuesday, almost 3 days ago. And I still have trouble sleeping!! I don’t want to get into too much detail cuz I don’t want to re-live it again. But I didn’t think it was a big deal what I said and my boss was chatting me (it was on zoom) “change the subject, that wasn’t a good thing to say” and we had a private meeting afterwards to discuss why what I said was so awful. (She literally used the word awful). It’s like, THIS is why I never talk in these meetings! I’m always afraid to say something wrong and lo and behold! It happened! So I guess I’m never talking in a staff meeting ever again! But also no one else said anything, my boss was the only one freaking out at me, everyone else just acted like their usual selves. Maybe they felt it wasn’t their place, idk. I said I was sorry and it’s not like she actually yelled but god I just feel like shit now. And I don’t know how to make it better...I guess time will tell.",0.4497297297297321,2.638635288288288,2.2777045045045057,94.54882702702706,85.75675675675676,4.452900900900902,19.69081081081081,5.6839178017228535,-0.21837210810810825,822,24,181,5,25,271,121,222,0.098,0.8220000000000001,0.081,-0.6659,0,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,3,0,13,11,1,1,8,2,17,2,2,7,3,40,38,16,0,2,6,0,2,4,0,1,0,9,0,0,16,11,0,1,5,1,0,1,11,6,0,2,16,11,26,5,16,21,1,26,0,0,0,0,23,11,1,4,18,114,42,5,0.0,0.0,0.1060786031039016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635879216990167,0.0,0.1088505121529047,0.0,0.0,0.0869298774207171,0.09044973677618301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945343820220435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613911095557184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499352928189645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010454512330744,0.11206818435884802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816150826425772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832823118851552,0.0,0.10387052732391976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05496358363420776,0.07765755890418202,0.10437208010214777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05679291430869445,0.0,0.0,0.09117505284611456,0.0,0.0,0.23949757109916936,0.0,0.192251689989052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05974041365680459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21242749179458215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256020309512168,0.0,0.1092069344681256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079909329816887,0.0,0.16767715596812272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732014834523008,0.08267365119160201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357166544416925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5170079875371765,0.17289023100290218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115822311742034,0.0,0.0,0.1087816636742427,0.0,0.0,0.1673700059586873,0.0,0.12168428746020495,0.0,0.0,0.08681048363617479,0.09088070879111937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747429640915027,0.09501135273453663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221754903355511,0.1393051907999958,0.0,0.0,0.06338568650268098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388462820595386,0.11972117278030835,0.0,0.1282318798115574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196175387602393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23769968092544885,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,alternstive,2020/04/10,"I kind of accomplished something today :) Today, I got caught up in my online math work and made myself dinner and even had some ice cream. I know it doesn’t sound like much but things have been really rough so far this year. Today was alright for the first time in at least a month. My anxiety has been completely through the roof with panic attacks daily and sometimes more than one a day. Today gave me some kind of hope that things can maybe get better one day. Thanks for reading. I just wanted to share this little accomplishment. I hope you are okay. Stay strong :) I believe in you.",2.3905494505494502,5.124340857142858,2.625357142857144,91.5850274725275,82.39285714285714,5.231868131868132,18.436813186813183,6.67199483983844,0.10468873626373654,464,11,89,5,13,141,86,112,0.076,0.659,0.266,0.9749,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,6,3,13,1,1,4,2,9,1,0,1,0,13,19,5,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,4,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,3,8,3,12,11,13,11,5,19,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,4,11,59,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108459586081532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648414788887515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16324952154416636,0.0,0.12814979522751038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519219535904655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18689340920203174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957032316324391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324948119617755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570280468264444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158875245334254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878312201158199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017762652384208,0.07963170972596327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078945109745588,0.145225056603936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13710523065582758,0.0,0.0,0.14556870924239967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565555972821523,0.0,0.10651611140375508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19637218043395616,0.0,0.0,0.17000564007397256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449364075910734,0.0,0.09282485428780228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115489407882334,0.14330703220376773,0.0,0.0,0.15444113212571428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334018708485673,0.0,0.0,0.1925265176367104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449072042519204,0.0,0.5493823990286121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546412056527042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548688466147862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330904380944666 socialanxiety,emptydoll824,2020/04/10,"Professional cuddlers I'm really desperate for human contact and thinking of hiring one.. they're quite affordable, but I wonder if it'd be a mistake.. seems weird and I'm not sure it would actually satisfy me. Anyone have experience with them ? Was it worth it ?",2.6048214285714257,5.6087324583333364,5.030119047619049,71.2125,89.0,8.576190476190476,27.690476190476193,8.841846274778883,3.54734761904762,210,10,33,7,7,73,41,48,0.126,0.74,0.134,0.3443,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,12,10,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,3,1,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,21,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.3406334568201857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440717632235217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414489116839747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23653295726823434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.371269638338568,0.0,0.0,0.22361759434729192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177722797065613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289861256565685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236643739016809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37854206846404403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24796311842580795,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Shadyflamingo,2020/04/11,"Has anyone found success with Cognitive Behavioral Therapy? I'm looking into therapy for social anxiety and I see that CBT has the potential to actually rewire the brain for the better. If anyone has gone through ANY therapy and found that it alleviated all our some of their anxiety, please let me know. I haven't been able to find a lot of decent avenues for finding peoples' success stories. 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I don't want to tell my parents I think I have social anxiety because I worry to much. I was thinking I should try to hint at it until they suggest that I should see a therapist. Comment and explain your answer. 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For some context, I’m a teaching graduate student. With the current pandemic, all of my meetings and classes are now through zoom and I pee at least 15-20 times before each meeting/class I have. I’m lucky to have easy access to my home bathroom so it’s not a problem, but it’s been hell trying to manage my anxiety before having to talk to professors and students. Like if I have a meeting at 2 where I have to present some data I’ve been working on during the week, I’ll start having the urge to pee at around 1 and by 1:30, I’m basically getting the urge every minute or so. The feelings subside once I’m talking to people, but I’m so damn anxious in the time leading up to the call no matter what. Has anyone dealt with this?",4.276363636363637,5.308544337579619,5.534325419803128,80.80550665894616,70.59235668789809,7.492530399536768,31.47017950202664,7.686295010490155,2.1885974522292995,619,27,116,7,11,207,100,157,0.12300000000000001,0.813,0.064,-0.9225,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,6,5,2,0,10,0,11,3,3,1,1,21,19,11,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,8,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,1,7,2,23,17,5,17,1,0,0,0,7,8,2,5,9,75,11,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964034824682075,0.23575006402178506,0.0,0.14591456562468616,0.0,0.0,0.18577027991446146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5327163306943175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21308657211052687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255099613464016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175822692650433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551535364389963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902717838834668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20932399805872487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195096661438334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222383909526131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467308871580994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19967947701831185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14770544371377886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354596704539265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433670690689542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168066037769558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673912629755167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519222100136361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ddaisafeway,2020/04/11,"New Found Awkwardness I used to be an extrovert, or an ambivert. After a acid trip gone awry, I'd become more and more socially anxious. It's come to the point where even with people I've known for a long time, like my friends or my neighbors, I'd act extremely awkwardly. I have some concerns with how much eye contact I'm really making, but what's worse is I'd hear what they're saying but not really process them on a emotional/empathetic level until after the conversation when I feel less anxious. I can say what's socially expected in the scenario more often than not, but I feel like I'm not showing genuine interest when I'm so caught up in my own head, and often I'm hyper aware of every little micro expression from the other person and myself. I get that this is a lot of spotlight effect, but when I enter social situations I still wound up acting disinterested or distant because I get a feeling stirring inside me that rushes me through conversations and make me say the wrong things while acting somewhat aloof. When I try to keep the conversation going I just end up asking questions that on retrospect, more or less put the other person down without me trying to. This makes me feel like a bad person, and an insecure one at that. I've been trying for a while to work on myself and rebuild my self-confidence. I don't want to become a passive aggressive asshole without realizing it. I'd never been too much of a confrontational person, but I'd always been quite straight forward with my intentions and opinions, and that's what people appreciated about me. This quarantine season has been a mixed bag of emotions. On one hand, it's taken me out of the day to day anxieties involved in college social interactions that are inevitable from the life I try to lead that has carried over from previous semester when I didn't feel so anxious and awkward. Being home with my mom has also been helpful because the familiarity of home has been good for my stress levels in general. But I feel like I am unable to progress in my behavior, and step out of my comfort zone to slowly desensitize myself to social anxiety through social interactions (exposure therapy). Right now I feel myself becoming content and comfortable with this home-bound life, though there's nothing inherently wrong with it, it is not the type of life I envisioned for myself or used to living. I'd used the quarantine as an excuse to somewhat avoid interacting with my friends back at home, because I fear things will become awkward between me and them and I don't want to risk our friendships with my behavior. Then again, not hanging out with my friends (even virtually) in a way strains my friendships with them as well. I feel like I don't know how to properly care for others anymore, in that I used to be extremely empathetic, but since the PTSD I experienced from the bad trip, I'd become unable to empathize with others because of the deep anxiety I feel about my own state of being, even though I'm, for all intents and purposes, fine. In a way I know exactly where my insecurities are coming from: having over focused on the social aspects of my life my first two and a half years of college, I'd let my academics go downhill, which, having been the ""smart kid"" growing up, had always been part of my sense of self. I was decently apt at socializing, though I found the new found popularity is fleeting and real friendships forged were far and few between. After a few deaths of people I cared about, some drinking and partying, a phase of heavy weed smoking and escapism, and a bad trip. I arrive at the beginning of this past semester. I'd found something interesting in the onset of my social anxiety. When I came back for the semester, I could tell I was generally anxious, because a lot was riding on this semester academically and career-wise, that I could deal with that, I could realistically use the pressure I felt to drive me in accomplishing tasks. Over the course of the semester though, I'd noticed a few episodes of dissociation after marijuana usage, and it was with each one that my social anxiety and awkwardness grew more and more. My thoughts were especially loud, and I had a hard time focusing, extreme existential pessimism was abound in my psyche, and ridiculous, anti-social thoughts had to be batted down by my conscience. In retrospect, this was probably a mild case of psychosis I swerved by stopping smoking weed entirely. Now, I want to say I am better, at least I feel mentally a lot stabler through establishing some healthy habits. I'm keeping up academically while at home, but when it comes to the social facet of my life, I'm stilling dreading any social interaction aside from a few people I can socialize with without reservation. I need to stop seeing every social interaction as a Goliath, because the magnifying of them in my head is precisely what makes me freeze up and go on autopilot and be defensive/distant/dismissive in them. I would very much appreciate any advice, tricks, techniques to combat this, as well as any tips in dealing with general anxiety, because even though I'd become better about dealing with stress, if any aspect of the work involves me dealing with people, I subconsciously reject it and anxiety swells for that task in general. This has been a long ass vent/ help seeking paragraph, thank you for your time.",11.792857771223064,8.648653968718468,11.144823410696269,60.41816088385214,57.24419778002019,14.11970296773526,45.289166601981925,12.18487597235811,5.50942736422676,4317,197,714,98,39,1413,404,991,0.12300000000000001,0.748,0.128,0.9203,1,3,2,0,0,0,103.0,1,2,5,10,41,48,4,15,55,0,55,12,5,15,4,148,115,70,1,10,23,1,14,5,4,2,6,6,5,6,41,54,1,5,23,2,0,26,13,25,2,6,32,24,95,23,147,71,29,123,0,1,2,1,60,54,1,18,47,518,136,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03685758784585656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030163066699004273,0.0627687861581453,0.0,0.0,0.10259811908402114,0.0,0.20197913871028128,0.17044239184227694,0.037406115570923784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035261233448040885,0.0,0.0,0.058005619394692474,0.09447885016738898,0.16094777619429562,0.24993937046909584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671700230523492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04313933769766059,0.0769120186480536,0.0,0.0,0.09747213784911346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903442487741859,0.0,0.0,0.04864997244212687,0.15554238519363855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036949275372022035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0424276672843413,0.033406947970988435,0.0,0.0,0.09964951897276496,0.0,0.0635580745223469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04244323021433806,0.1907135139684213,0.10778297167369327,0.03621518984087082,0.0,0.0,0.03208290698586758,0.0,0.16542333725835598,0.08742248732232173,0.0,0.0394121909095372,0.0,0.06430801672303796,0.031636064399041534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03378791464231221,0.0,0.0774190883168809,0.0,0.0425109212372952,0.0,0.05056315351298382,0.0,0.18917111988472424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705097337426233,0.0,0.0,0.04145764690395989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03856920500774634,0.13320667539461248,0.09213553489630166,0.03780333951771584,0.0333056803066537,0.06675847670839208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619947074399647,0.0,0.0,0.10070821727075648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03801086724589636,0.0,0.0,0.04417485947953165,0.0,0.0,0.08318119788001918,0.02796741511420542,0.029090442719067317,0.07285654854829747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03619143313205795,0.04294218690866722,0.0,0.0,0.07667606798417112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04084491262034515,0.036006093778893404,0.1307445417790743,0.13173559232983045,0.0,0.0,0.035655696482889285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040666377648316834,0.0,0.04409031732821201,0.03791700240897747,0.042252786182944736,0.040117730116038766,0.0,0.04293133543806237,0.04832622640174868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03221096134832188,0.0,0.11997945295857468,0.0,0.0,0.03005635837533986,0.0,0.07869618882968339,0.0,0.0,0.03120071494617348,0.04239660631500113,0.0,0.5382824385734102,0.0,0.029037155020429695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060243278508678215,0.06306786486428488,0.08641167088453995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03296718981696696,0.034725661906543116,0.043133814044589186,0.0,0.050116319336224034,0.0,0.1852886912223914,0.05988774923143207,0.0659809980114005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024321699880271,0.0,0.036845000139612887,0.0,0.0,0.16288118576781282,0.0,0.03112129573888372,0.06674115146237829,0.059877577059064886,0.0,0.0,0.06782601388901162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907640263486737,0.0,0.05491829865695405,0.0,0.03843785889256179,0.026793781221254642,0.08247741217195889,0.0,0.02428915192522177 socialanxiety,Dekarde,2020/04/11,"""best"" dating sites for a guy w/ SA and trust issues? Just wondering if anyone else has tips/preferences for dating sites that allow you to control who sees your profile and/or contacts you? One of my many issues is trust and putting myself out there is hard enough but knowing that co-workers and random people who are ""just looking"" aka Bigger better Deal opportunists can see I'm trying to date and have SA or if I'm being honest about how 'odd' feel I am is disconcerting to say the least. I ran off a couple platforms after spending X years on them and seeing they'd show people looking it had been X years since I was contacted/messaged etc. To my mind totally labeling me a ""loser"", why anyone would think that's a good idea is beyond me after a year is insane, a few weeks/months fine but years seems just cruel. I want to put myself out there and potentially meet someone but I absolutely want to filter out the people I'm not interested in even seeing my profile. That is I'm straight I don't want guys to see my profile unless they lie and change their account to female, I don't want women ""just looking"" or interested in ""hookups/ETC"" to ever see my profile. I found it next to impossible to control those things on several dating sites years ago. Have any of them evolved to let you control your profile or am I stuck being ""invisible"" as a no picture person and ""stalking"" potential matches with the promise of pictures once we establish some level of trust/connection?",8.349298334174662,7.29376123674912,8.304878849066132,71.5245671378092,62.07420494699647,10.488541140837961,36.11534578495709,9.424239791934726,3.349280868248359,1182,45,206,17,14,384,167,283,0.07400000000000001,0.809,0.11699999999999999,0.8001,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,1,5,5,6,11,12,1,0,10,0,23,0,0,5,2,49,48,19,0,7,14,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,10,13,0,3,7,1,2,3,4,2,0,1,6,12,29,10,33,37,7,33,0,1,9,0,21,16,0,9,14,139,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418172769367913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06458021217504714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280502611270606,0.0973040035489272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966107481083644,0.08398980805928266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046155364292174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195377066894005,0.0,0.10507819581110647,0.0,0.0,0.09790589074826923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933200016208787,0.0,0.0,0.09812537896041247,0.2118246343976324,0.0627242208322785,0.08590228453588128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0480177192591346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412543927925497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965306847781188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880627613716255,0.0,0.0,0.0850709824325713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720518028369072,0.0,0.19823989434429407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05219089116328434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710928290150588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392428468649455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628073128445888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588870056482536,0.0,0.0758010439682418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009975366788086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011358091200535,0.06435149472361441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19751263257153293,0.08292074532768841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19093434323942907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552086332465308,0.0,0.0,0.4540541721625398,0.0864535810020668,0.0,0.10728467468085444,0.0,0.07855694857668638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046447788336727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06309126453897787,0.060850449523921366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06447575579782278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22405389160361305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569214436721106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029866966648772,0.06913646002914024,0.0,0.0,0.06746120071941579,0.0,0.0,0.30577531028579524 socialanxiety,ShadowSage44,2020/04/11,"Social anxiety improving in small increments I've been noticing that my social anxiety seems to be improving in small increments. Going to visit family in febuary wasn't as daunting at it would have been in the past. Don't get me wrong I was still nervous and meditated for 3 hours beforehand. But this time I didn't cancel. Walking down the street isn't as nerve racking (unless I am crossing the street at a light with a bunch of cars staring lol). Going to the gym before social distancing wasn't that bad. Speaking to strangers is a little bit better than it usually would have been. Yet I'm still overall a very awkward person and the thought of being in larger groups talking with people my age still really makes me feel anxious. The most important part is, even when I'm anxious, I can handle myself a bit better. I'm at a stage where the fear is mostly in my head. Yet I am still a very overall awkward insecure person. However the improvements give me hope. Maybe soon enough I can have a new group of friends and even a girlfriend. I was the most anxious person ever, and its improving even for me. Self improvement works.",4.347638888888891,6.423519226851855,5.041851851851857,80.28833333333334,72.00925925925927,8.133333333333335,29.12962962962963,8.841846274778883,2.5585296296296294,907,37,159,18,18,292,121,216,0.09699999999999999,0.75,0.153,0.9278,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,3,13,11,0,5,18,1,24,1,1,1,1,19,36,9,0,3,2,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,4,6,6,0,0,3,1,0,6,5,7,0,0,9,4,15,4,25,23,8,38,0,0,1,0,15,16,0,5,15,112,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16818810230818176,0.372559534500195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178466840325177,0.0,0.0,0.09353999966383744,0.0,0.0,0.1944434523471361,0.24002418870462744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358424247419688,0.0,0.2178177506216678,0.09943549792299293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362963515813006,0.12369872635888225,0.055582524370049374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492952650937764,0.0,0.05743245499815808,0.10545224213784668,0.12494838749915595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281708027760845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918257035301496,0.10825620554302567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017599100819947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337729802465535,0.0,0.11043670545301168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616843035764004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515291133219994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904050761126378,0.10493800587550428,0.07620971926393888,0.28795272364474833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042221604527953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007364670930896,0.11467810388571002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361709868686327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511521995651263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835536566128972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726996351382454,0.06409946789850282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106934380331907,0.18140300001188608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002835273559157,0.0,0.0,0.15617833961601196,0.12018819947876345,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pramaboi,2020/04/11,Does anybody else feel like they will die alone? Have any of yous ever been single your whole life and haven't even kissed a girl and feel like at this stage in your life that you are too ugly to be with any body and that you will die alone.,8.867058823529412,4.9442377647058855,7.080490196078433,89.71720588235296,63.50980392156863,10.2,27.46078431372549,3.1291,0.6293843137254891,190,1,47,0,2,55,38,51,0.273,0.648,0.079,-0.9059,0,3,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,4,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,7,4,1,0,1,7,9,3,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,5,3,5,5,2,4,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,3,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4450571619920191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29222226007478624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23865932808533125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4459783481816277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18802409838262646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179486684874783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191199560753867,0.19435179048824686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172778003191913,0.3069898733159979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035217884178502,0.2099379948168256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398818130288321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,owkqwaskda,2020/04/11,What is the best way to get rid of old stretch marks (not fresh) What is the best way?,-0.5668421052631594,1.2000252105263165,-0.08499999999999908,112.5925,86.36842105263158,3.8,14.76315789473684,3.1291,-1.8739684210526317,65,1,19,0,2,19,14,19,0.0,0.669,0.331,0.8555,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7285517071863541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18135329888559887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642388778511458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5510475758053001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,EasilyAnonymous,2020/04/11,"I feel like everyone thinks I'm crazy I have been tapering off of Lexapro for the past few months because I was doing so much better. I was running and lifting weights to combat my anxiety. Then I got injured and my procedure has been postponed due to Covid. So, now I'm not exercising, I have constant nagging pain from a bulging disc in my neck. I have terrible anxiety and depression. I work in retail in a small store where everyone is on top of each other all the time and I am just so miserable and anxious. I'm actually the store manager and I feel like everyone thinks I'm a nutjob because I can't even hold a conversation because of my anxiety. I'm going to just start the Lexapro again but the taper has been such a battle. I'm in a really low place right now. Its a struggle to even get out of bed. I feel terrible for my wife and kids who have to live with such a loser. Anyway, thanks for listening.",3.159365942028984,4.8272577989130445,4.841826086956528,82.1973768115942,74.27173913043478,8.819710144927537,29.65797101449275,9.3871,2.7476714492753618,721,32,145,18,15,244,103,184,0.223,0.7190000000000001,0.057999999999999996,-0.9767,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,4,14,14,2,2,13,0,15,5,1,0,1,21,32,12,0,0,4,1,4,2,0,0,3,1,1,1,3,10,1,1,5,1,3,2,2,10,0,0,6,5,17,4,21,26,4,25,0,4,0,0,5,13,0,0,12,97,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.14934577587016945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512274533393395,0.17289257910107073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27987681259715624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353521793934718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653827709101248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181384456366846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021640526768174,0.0,0.0,0.4387112209058833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321461294437179,0.21866480227626373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995751832301475,0.0,0.08697663179482157,0.0,0.12240073409611092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495360404922653,0.0,0.13513785871443734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215573220693865,0.0,0.11250262080731828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16284623569455484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609479131338468,0.0,0.0,0.15989509662013002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804187597358194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069603454027365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832308876312093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999150659444875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14089943665117807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961247715751846,0.0,0.0,0.08923934000652431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863625042397808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141554858523754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hoejinuwu,2020/04/11,"pls help idk what social anxiety I have :(( (repost from other reddit) PLS HELP idk what I’m dealing with and I’m having a hard time socializing with people bcus of it it started 2 yrs ago when I was 14, it’s rlly difficult to explain in words. So it was like this, first I started to get easily intimidated to people. Especially strangers and people I disliked in school, it was the first year I had to commute going to school bcus i stopped using school service. I’m kinda awkward, I look kinda sad bcus for sum reason I CANT CONTROL MY EYES LIKE MY EYES LITERALLY FROZE WHEN IM WITH PEOPLE AND I CANT MAKE GENUINE FACIAL EXPRESSION SO IM LIKE SOO AWKWARD BCUS OF THIS I LOST MOST OF MY FRIENDS AND I BECAME LAME AND I WAS NO LONGER THE FRIENDLY PERSON PEOPLE USED TO KNOW PLS RLLY HELP!! IM NOT DEPRESSED BUT ITS RLLY HARD! I CANT EVEN STAY THE SAME WAY AND IM AWKWARD NOW EVEN WITH MY FAMILY. THE ONLY WAY I CAN FEEL COMFORTABLE IS MY MOTHER AND MYSELF. and also other symptoms are like when I’m with people I can’t stay focused as I was before bcus i focused on controlling my eye’s expression which is pretty HARD and I do so by looking straight but still I feel uncomfortable. I used to have ocd b4 but I managed to control it but after than then this change came to me. It sucks bcus I cant even meet new people, heck I can’t even talk normally with my old friends. Pls help.",0.15841153470185887,2.5256372939068115,2.2779366243075927,90.02478372434021,97.2078853046595,4.543532095144999,19.602557836428804,6.351523495107088,0.3680315412186377,1091,37,214,14,44,364,141,279,0.12,0.715,0.165,0.9335,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,6,13,17,1,3,5,0,20,5,4,8,0,40,41,22,0,1,5,1,6,4,3,0,1,0,0,1,16,16,0,4,5,0,0,2,8,9,0,2,8,11,32,8,27,33,2,27,0,4,5,0,17,4,2,3,21,133,48,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07474413362110688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743025962948981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450417326064624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174966911822325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964390249249264,0.0,0.0,0.08919883203863438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28371440810388515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692968392155723,0.07262424665595832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22276889161635316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948890378617941,0.0,0.08526892765958377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434442173479157,0.0,0.0,0.19543506886833015,0.0,0.044053449407464286,0.0,0.047920705003946316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266010826490694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22607028675759955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643180412485533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046339782394440907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477695988026658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161425766120805,0.0,0.09204467559803073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05628390926853562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143628155161034,0.0,0.0,0.0826151900527978,0.0,0.0,0.08847911273877143,0.0,0.0,0.06412876596371504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4091955860917076,0.07362451969728209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578322702480942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669447132030482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560074534417012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719061874538779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936352729729105,0.17974669839653815,0.06733764758253072,0.07049486288170917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764022759018088,0.0,0.06777280600598506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04916736827988005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184748803167024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338577607962792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0542989821572716 socialanxiety,Strangegraves,2020/04/11,"Having bad memory gave me social anxiety I've struggled with horrible memory my whole life, I can watch a movie and not be able to tell you what it was about shortly after. I can meet people (I'm a tattoo artist) all the time and completely forget them and our conversation right away. This I feel is the root of my lack of self confidence which leads to my social anxiety. Because I can't remember much of what I experience I find it difficult to contribute to conversations or make conversations because for example, I may have seen the movie everyone is talking about but cant add onto the convo bc I can't remember it so I stay quiet and that's what quality people stamp onto me, quiet and shy. The fear of social anxiety gives me more anxiety. What does anxiety and stress do to your brain? It literally erases memories. So you see its a vicious cycle. Does anyone else feel this way?",3.8536842105263136,6.0516220877192985,5.7624327485380125,74.05347368421053,73.73684210526315,9.940116959064328,27.18947368421053,10.203070172399654,3.2912554385964903,711,27,125,23,15,245,108,171,0.19699999999999998,0.7909999999999999,0.012,-0.9776,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,3,1,1,4,6,1,3,8,0,13,2,1,3,1,23,21,10,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,13,8,0,0,5,1,0,1,4,6,0,0,3,7,20,0,17,16,5,10,0,0,3,0,17,5,0,2,2,87,33,1,0.12934831310727907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4947555274258327,0.0,0.0,0.0904433480226896,0.13253263245485955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152699805038332,0.0,0.10800043856193008,0.1576990622051212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443954954832361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561924533834108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22638716092615999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805391798811316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359785627418665,0.0,0.12652747021424476,0.0,0.14555281321731248,0.13080478717798205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822201483778183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240826882785012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136253883174704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634100340522084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950858931415066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17934766767420982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930528476077183,0.11046275264644076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307385876394888,0.0,0.1349385003897718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3955629479871052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786809143167114,0.0,0.0,0.14816805564205665,0.1352229413894579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039652744486128,0.1130561269134429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542404156443414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267067027616468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444127722897119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,no-sir12,2020/04/11,"Maybe I’m a socially anxious extrovert? This post might seem strange or like an oxymoron, but I always felt like I was a typical introvert. I’m very shy and struggled with social anxiety my whole life. I have a hard time opening up to people and a very difficult time “putting myself out there.” I thought I might be more equipped for this quarantine (mental health wise) than the average joe since I’m sort of “suited” for it. I’ve seen lots of posts on here even talking about how awesome the lack of social interaction has been. I couldn’t have been more wrong. Even though I’m extremely shy, I’ve been going crazy. Feeling more anxious and depressed than ever. I had no idea why I’ve been having these thoughts and feelings. Then a few nights ago, I played video games with some friends (a very rare thing, there were like 9 of us on). It was great, laughing and joking on discord for a few hours, even if I hardly said anything, I was still “one of the boys” and they still included me in the conversation. Boom. The next few days, all anxiety and depression evaporated. I was very productive in my day, I didn’t ruminate, didn’t overthink things, felt confident, felt “myself.” I didn’t fall into the typical traps that lure you in and hold you down. I didn’t even notice them. Now that a few days have passed, it’s reappearing. Anybody else experience something like this? Think they might be an “extrovert,” i.e. someone that feeds off of the energy of others/social interactions, but is still captive to social anxiety?",5.1951800232288035,6.741939644599308,5.281463414634152,81.5389430894309,68.93031358885017,8.950987224157958,30.39140534262485,9.362217197678863,2.689822764227643,1206,48,226,25,21,378,167,287,0.172,0.6859999999999999,0.142,-0.6693,0,2,1,0,0,0,42.0,1,2,3,0,15,15,0,1,17,0,26,3,0,1,2,39,42,15,0,3,4,0,7,4,1,3,2,2,0,1,12,13,1,1,10,4,0,4,6,5,0,1,21,10,25,10,28,15,12,33,0,2,1,0,18,12,0,9,19,149,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982945417036731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493403512120272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20667841181534866,0.2034759146731342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410864109580652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17423654176324122,0.0,0.15513067552480436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523046205736744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379252813875593,0.08146105662549727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809231746890074,0.0,0.0,0.09107031713369007,0.0,0.2594044403490205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06957725472964417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05118105647349362,0.0,0.0,0.09928736119812047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16134546722635146,0.0,0.0,0.09572560918475352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868729049490387,0.0,0.0,0.10166257287358392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636094103668006,0.1759877883363363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656262462693605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047363270014754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075554381488564,0.2866064291422065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577587020973354,0.08451171357965917,0.0,0.0,0.10252966606325728,0.0,0.0,0.061024462666369565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06243368199534545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17249803533863556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053143016168852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566414027697743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198385055224805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449548135892395,0.0,0.0,0.3672041255442862,0.07630438962842898,0.06932972030520401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21575717281892454,0.0,0.0,0.09414637202331096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723838226352012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965877510596705,0.057704424755835364,0.08847983302171045,0.1429892460539662,0.10502507642065652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832661058001256,0.0,0.0,0.2972234335759545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126178089875934,0.10054461502761587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846239952495044,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,zoolilba,2020/04/11,Is anyone else getting a little anxious about stories and videos of people who are narcing and finger pointing people they think are breaking quarantine? I feel like I'm overreacting but I see stories and photos of people doing this or leaving notes to people they think should stay home. The social norms are changing so quickly. Especially now with facemasks. Only a few weeks ago only a few people wore them now I think we are on a shift to where it's a little expected. So you have some people upset when they see someone with one and some who get upset when they see someone without one. My wife went grocary shopping last week for the first in three weeks. She had a very full cart for our family of 5. She said she got some dirty looks.,4.760108834827143,6.544627443661972,5.067080665813061,81.72663892445584,70.33802816901408,6.853777208706785,26.993597951344427,7.348242739294969,1.5328366197183096,595,20,104,6,11,188,94,142,0.086,0.902,0.013000000000000001,-0.8821,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,1,5,1,9,3,0,2,8,0,9,1,1,0,0,19,24,10,0,2,3,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,4,7,0,0,4,2,1,1,1,2,0,4,5,7,15,1,13,18,6,21,0,0,4,0,16,7,0,4,12,73,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145992928310912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204914273798258,0.0,0.08791954753427528,0.12883434032135185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13301506124294124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503869866070537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853542432790352,0.0,0.0635773550815493,0.08982788003918836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695342595525592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138674883901294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056486773031564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612634741843098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024939682532411,0.0,0.13313931724109698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06142966479764597,0.25204677841384115,0.0,0.0,0.1055889899293778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170407836656814,0.19126016646503166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5230290387731441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886388273187384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960646752003605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005928204757988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817495212445268,0.21307628770265374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340209145624036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24170518899759785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374774333593052,0.0,0.0,0.3025804320286815,0.0,0.0,0.11656120024260695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120779202679327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Jerrywolf5000,2020/04/11,"I'm not shy. Just boring. Does anyone else feel like the reason they can't socialise isn't because of shyness or anxiety but because their life is and always has been way too boring? And the only way to make it interesting is to get friends. But no one wants to be your friend because they automatically assume that you are shy and don't want to be friends with them because you don't open up. But in reality there is nothing to open up about. And even when they try to make you drunk to make you more confident you realise that no amount of alcohol can change the fact that you have absolutely nothing to talk about. And your flat affect from depression is preventing you from expressing any sort of emotion. It's frustrating! How do I socialise when I have no knowledge or experience in any of the topics other people talk about? It makes me feel like an idiot. I am tired of people assuming that I don't want to socialise because I never talk. If my life was interesting I would talk. SO HELP ME MAKE IT INTERESTING FOR GOD'S SAKE!",4.586353135313535,6.074580044554462,5.375861386138617,80.50593729372939,70.33663366336634,8.356963696369638,28.813201320132013,8.841846274778883,2.2300425082508246,827,31,159,15,15,269,110,202,0.138,0.657,0.205,0.9598,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,9,5,0,11,13,2,0,5,0,21,5,0,8,2,37,33,15,0,5,8,0,2,2,3,1,4,0,0,0,9,8,2,1,6,1,0,0,10,5,0,1,2,2,23,8,25,28,2,11,0,1,0,0,23,6,0,6,5,109,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692163358671307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882041144097588,0.0,0.0,0.16152595838652414,0.0,0.09085344489334364,0.0,0.0,0.08304191949407506,0.12168682866420713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619844110769621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12563561024844444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229048227338836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393038738131474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921132902264096,0.13359250016261034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844190614084467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617309868586875,0.0,0.0,0.12010038155098568,0.16968876186788034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752682247070748,0.0,0.06204881693359542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796044011639356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677717767046153,0.11604330144409415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3963764505939832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915974226825264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279127911594594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047694881105877,0.0903246876914417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646707569551223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210824469960757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3818291179921927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650071038185094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063234772061363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101486567205458,0.1885372384343197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436589733224542,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,suckyanancunt,2020/04/11,"How I overcame social anxiety So I used to have crippling anxiety and I mean crippling, it began towards the end of my school life and then kinda spiralled from there, I had a girlfriend at the time who I had been with for about a year, she was also extremely shy but did not have anxiety, throughout school I made so many enemies that I would absolutely hate walking in and I would be constantly scanning everywhere to check where the people who hated me where, I didn’t even go for the last 3 months because it got so bad, if I was walking to shops with my gf I would make her turn the corner first to make sure they’re wasn’t people sat outside, she was my rock, and then, she left me. It was my own fault, I never paid her enough attention and was a emotional mess, after that it got so much worse before it began to get better, I began counselling but that did nothing I still convinced myself everyone was out to get me and couldn’t rest my mind when out in public, months and months passed living like this until one day I said to myself I need to stop feeling sorry for myself and sort myself out, I couldn’t rely on my mother to do it I couldn’t rely on a councillor, I had to do this myself, so what did I do? I started gym, I know you hear this everywhere but it really is like magic, I also made an effort to get myself out more, pubs and round town and what not, then eventually I thought I was ready for a relationship again and got tinder, I matched with a girl I use to know in high school and we went on a date, two months prior I thought I wouldn’t be talking to a girl again for at least 5 years, I will admit I got way too drunk to calm the nerves but it kinda worked, she thought I was funny. Anyway I’ve gone on long enough, long story short I’m now what I think is the best version of myself that I’ve ever been and I’ve never been so confident, all you have to do is STOP FEELING SORRY FOR YOURSELF and make the change in your life that you know you need to do, or you’ll be stuck an anxious mess forever. If you have any questions I would be more than happy to help.",5.0583833718244815,4.747449554272516,5.79898013856813,84.33556951501156,68.46882217090071,8.590817551963049,27.481662817551964,7.9765259561132025,1.5000725912240185,1639,44,350,18,25,537,202,433,0.145,0.741,0.114,-0.9001,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,1,7,0,5,22,14,2,0,18,0,45,3,0,8,5,73,88,35,0,12,9,1,3,2,2,7,2,2,0,2,21,22,1,2,13,5,3,6,10,6,0,3,37,6,64,8,48,37,11,64,0,0,2,0,30,22,0,7,37,257,85,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367846752616116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05815825418799037,0.0,0.19627350779065167,0.0966161176995302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714077416165787,0.05213374147857173,0.0,0.07277337536879439,0.0,0.08975062060475056,0.07563772929503723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047149856133478,0.0,0.0,0.09241947423542196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05515495778652337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620133704421883,0.07574757857502691,0.17673527353561644,0.0,0.05648682554680118,0.0773600260994065,0.0,0.08172044394180117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648552329406378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274542169903526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13404597886314185,0.0,0.048604425581995035,0.0,0.2736007246447633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104032518482802,0.0,0.16887158836273394,0.0,0.0,0.09639010871376892,0.0,0.05732395020119774,0.09035925015973913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100284029779814,0.06971227780313244,0.0,0.0,0.09292048083080492,0.0,0.12081418655704836,0.08356397807031697,0.0,0.07551796225784743,0.1513694984770683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618469745170984,0.17126086183087352,0.08670642376134417,0.0,0.09315910871354148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635337719376482,0.0,0.2730530751971363,0.0,0.062868901082627,0.12682774707485436,0.13192049735034045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206117563610166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05795228076006791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858111025606866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580480815505403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054787923679528665,0.0,0.0,0.09181919303613684,0.0,0.0,0.0813515120246544,0.0,0.0,0.2596601034608844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871794508709588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914709446112483,0.06053328805625719,0.0,0.06829840421843117,0.14300133174438112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060397392569565,0.0,0.0,0.06873977137292989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05479938500779805,0.0,0.20368601141874326,0.04986887593630299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302395597949964,0.08354308647398502,0.0,0.0,0.14772801667551924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788380484656331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928024361689409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06226142158117861,0.0,0.08715476610579981,0.2430110107803441,0.0,0.0,0.11014741278217192 socialanxiety,Wafflism_xD,2020/04/11,"Do you ever get really self-conscious while walking past traffic? You're walking on the sidewalk along a long line of stuck traffic and you feel the people in the cars watching you. You start focusing on everything you're doing. Are you going too slow? Too fast? Are your arms swinging in sync with your steps? Does your hair look good? please tell me I'm not the only one who does this",2.5999000000000017,5.189807573333336,2.855583333333332,91.287375,79.93333333333334,5.3500000000000005,22.708333333333336,6.6274283507984215,0.6234333333333337,308,10,59,3,8,94,56,75,0.027000000000000003,0.8909999999999999,0.08199999999999999,0.6322,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,8,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,4,2,2,0,1,6,11,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,1,4,9,1,7,10,0,16,0,0,2,0,10,4,0,0,7,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4655946817874991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406318148194541,0.0,0.0,0.2390831081973176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450854061966508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898533385377385,0.0,0.15118623565384626,0.2231263409036353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354207913531649,0.22339118893335094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18026315650801805,0.20232145421028655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539477684007064,0.18442591867508748,0.0,0.0,0.2920118897708908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042028254041489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775186008465829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18829149492851197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23251464976655825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ctrlcutie,2020/04/11,"I couldn't cross the street today. 🥴 This is dumb. I went running today. I didn't cross the street today because 1. I was scared I was going to get run over 2. I feel like an inconvenience to drivers (hello!!! social anxiety) Mind you, this street is super popular and there's families riding their bikes, running, walking and there's tons of signs for cars to know that this path is busy. They may only stop when they see people crossing otherwise they can just zoom through. I couldn't bring myself to cross the motherfucking street. You might be wondering how I get through life. Me too. Sometimes I hate crossing the street because I feel like everyone is looking at me, judging how I walk, blah blah blah etc. I know people are looking so they don't run me over and they don't really give a shit about anything else. If there's a self help book that can actually stick and enforce this into my brain, let me know. Couldn't I just wait until a child crossed the street themselves and then joined them? Yeah, I sat at the bench on the corner as I watched children carefully, confidently and successfully crossed through. I thought about that but then it felt like some third party was watching this all happen and noticed how I was waiting on someone else to take initiative. That third party is secretly my subconscious. Anyways, I turned around and continued on with my run and life. I'm not going to tell anyone irl so here you go reddit.",3.7838686131386883,6.1349147883211685,3.9727211678832113,86.10111094890513,74.47445255474453,6.86575182481752,27.01839416058393,7.839951260653429,1.6749572554744523,1148,44,215,17,25,355,155,274,0.059000000000000004,0.828,0.113,0.9348,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,3,7,2,17,11,3,1,11,1,22,4,2,3,1,41,50,21,0,4,5,0,3,6,0,2,2,0,0,3,10,12,0,3,9,2,0,21,7,4,0,2,9,8,36,7,25,34,4,46,0,0,5,0,19,16,2,5,12,138,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.12415938243222505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973315860364326,0.0,0.0,0.08896307389727,0.0,0.10470050810101968,0.11326281971366635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15511802284193202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203219380916102,0.0,0.0,0.12972077625579995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21257082806033425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189651668142572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157494676674435,0.0,0.0,0.11994233375480555,0.0,0.12866392280073666,0.18178811320306207,0.1221619877097794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329461919891068,0.12205184359078468,0.2169254167403019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251020659280507,0.0,0.0,0.12561455478776026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852804495180342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20976896326423372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301026107783886,0.17973444086771,0.1864763398633391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136844735276484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497228893732846,0.12846732994912755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14485366312914824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676512675522736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17641230849394274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081507620168373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738071360951994,0.0,0.10138686276622053,0.0,0.13272998008378095,0.0,0.1306010873788487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296962741213079,0.10780265629356894,0.0,0.12583499578793736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637105267549712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566209342839606,0.0,0.11120575247409616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100742972386743,0.0,0.0,0.3618011489280989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839110448658154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179446773960585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797690304368124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Tb272371,2020/04/11,"Looking for interviewees for a school project (･ω･)ﾉ Hi! This interview is for a school project. I am currently a student at Parsons, The New School. Your answer will be really appreciated and contribute to my project. All responses will be confidential and thank you for your help! If you are willing to attend, please message me!",4.112499999999997,7.485899964912285,4.578223684210528,74.9294407894737,84.43859649122807,8.4640350877193,33.4407894736842,8.841846274778883,4.035773684210525,266,15,42,8,8,84,42,57,0.0,0.804,0.196,0.8994,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,0,1,5,10,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,7,5,1,4,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,1,2,31,8,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18063948587525192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22631126861846335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602837947801319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958289516308626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17264794786308724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8182420685744864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24811845297050175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,vodkarummy,2020/04/11,"I get weird when people have better social lives than me and it doesn’t help my own Whenever I meet someone I somehow hit it off with, all seems well and I start getting attached to them. When they eventually tell me about their other friends I get intimidated or insecure. I can’t tell what it is exactly but I hate it. The more friends they have the more uncomfortable I feel. It’s like jealousy. Maybe it’s because I don’t have these friends myself? Or maybe I want this only friend to myself? I don’t know what it is, I can’t pinpoint it exactly but it’s a rush of jealous emotions. I then end up feeling angry at the other person for no real reason except they have friends and I don’t. I end up not really wanting to talk to them anymore which I think is super dumb and anti productive. Is there a reason for this? Is there a way out of this?",1.5395402298850556,3.7792484712643666,3.3708045977011523,88.11298850574714,81.52873563218391,5.935632183908046,23.459770114942533,7.1686216300943375,0.95643908045977,670,24,137,9,18,224,98,174,0.182,0.629,0.18899999999999997,-0.4018,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,6,2,7,14,3,1,6,0,15,0,0,2,3,26,28,11,0,2,6,0,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,18,6,0,0,7,0,0,1,8,5,1,0,0,2,27,9,17,27,4,13,0,0,0,0,18,5,1,4,7,104,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14022441564547078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861922003998501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12505111155060852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590487213479004,0.2504654485627367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429856623375436,0.10101158586501363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5462015596443908,0.0,0.22161689426635256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959686541953253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477312127086612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770620154506018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690777502225298,0.0,0.12485310188972505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28409766656953045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075361720604506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980244897925538,0.1234594007705478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093682363964626,0.09058033364473958,0.2907522527367848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287193845497087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413292595366642,0.11980230259071713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007908788114303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364678577789596,0.24716840318757216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059928254568217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16679516741183195,0.11223162476539746,0.0,0.0,0.12712978904632832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TheBenignRevolution,2020/04/11,"I think my boss thinks I like him and likes me back. Blushing probs. So I have a blushing problem specifically around authority figures for some reason. I get anxious and nervous and literally my mind goes blank!! I also blush and he has pointed it out a few times. He messages me out of work for non work related things. I am 22 and he is in his 30s I think. He messes with me about my age as I am the youngest one in the office. I actually thought he was gay and I’m still not sure but I think my boss thinks I like him because of how visibly nervous I am and how I blush around him. I don’t like him at all lol! Ironically I actually like this other guy who I cannot for the life of me admit to him that I like him. Oh life. 😂 Anyways any help or advice regarding this situations would be greatly very appreciated :) stay safe!!",0.8633333333333333,3.124490888888893,3.17029239766082,88.36315789473689,84.55555555555556,6.173099415204677,23.619883040935672,7.475848149327749,1.0744198830409362,646,25,141,11,19,221,104,171,0.05,0.718,0.23199999999999998,0.9884,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,10,13,0,2,5,1,11,3,0,5,2,35,20,14,0,2,3,0,0,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,7,12,0,1,9,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,32,9,17,16,3,13,0,0,0,1,17,8,0,2,10,93,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.2816073781000276,0.0,0.0,0.14099597771856548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538658194351988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812038007503247,0.0,0.0,0.16300369263851786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568927540630494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109481045521684,0.0,0.08795626003621107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753842114486835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590773682833804,0.0,0.14286721119564486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967128030178258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20382891592852131,0.4229492134858993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568914265594507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777287667563912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363982311557198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13806355571171833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14835147860939912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218508341708252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537911707412347,0.11522810431635193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359891672742206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585813746166136,0.4622677004250167,0.0,0.11454807883201287,0.08413514348226639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905221630139373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21008589184297086,0.0,0.0,0.10249762941263206,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,untitledlasagna,2020/04/11,"Cashiering tips? I just got a job as a cashier, and during the interview the manager basically told me I was monotone, unenthusiastic, awkward and too introverted but still gave me the job (I don't know why). I have to work up courage to go through a cashier line so being on the other side sounds very scary to me. The thing I'm worried about the most is small talk. What are some things that have worked for others? I want to be friendly and leave a good impression but I am quiet by nature and don't know how to seem energetic and happy to customers. I thought I was getting better with social interaction but I guess not. If anyone has any tips it would be greatly appreciated.",3.83818181818182,5.787525242424245,4.912727272727274,81.21409090909091,73.0909090909091,7.527272727272727,28.66666666666667,8.296473431620573,2.011248484848485,540,22,105,9,11,177,93,132,0.068,0.701,0.231,0.9801,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,6,8,0,1,10,0,14,0,0,1,0,22,26,12,0,3,6,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,7,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,6,2,12,7,14,16,2,6,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,5,1,74,19,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321330820900076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369722727706677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325059504433055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513457082454404,0.0,0.10234550850829076,0.0,0.1113299636616805,0.16430495353849695,0.15667276368242122,0.21597167147136806,0.2157971729308892,0.0,0.0,0.20853072478916546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.388785256586794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153142901231707,0.0,0.0,0.2074213913639464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17833276082437602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19968727088721047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643964039779532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745060573034325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602839410172726,0.0,0.0,0.1555164025916845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871832440259792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163145282350702,0.11554220368894433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767621017988881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28522348404112835,0.19893788079924726,0.0,0.1391560885434369,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DeeFeeCee,2020/04/11,"How do I deal with friends who don't always text back? Most of my friends tend to not respond to my texts. They're the ones who prefer calling, I suppose. But my anxiety makes calling people, even those closest to me, very difficult. My friends have told me that I can text them whenever. But much of the time, the conversation fall silent on their part. I don't know how to respond to no response—should I text them every day or so? wait a week? change the subject? ask again? I want to ask them ""what do I do when I don't get a response"", but I don't know how to ask the question without it sounding like an incoherent string of words. I have about half a dozen friends, & some of them haven't answered for a month. One recently opened up to me but didn't answer my question. I don't know how to get the message across that I 1) have no idea what to do about this & 2) I'd like to know how they think I should respond. This has been an issue of mine for the last few years & I really don't know how to ask.",2.6289260563380275,3.701760586854462,3.507039319248829,93.62985475352112,74.58685446009389,6.639553990610327,25.519072769953052,6.9077264865688965,0.7451692488262909,787,26,184,7,16,251,108,213,0.07,0.872,0.057999999999999996,-0.3583,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,6,0,13,7,0,0,13,0,19,0,0,7,0,34,36,13,0,3,7,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,0,10,2,0,1,12,0,0,1,12,1,0,4,3,1,29,6,26,32,5,16,0,0,0,0,27,5,0,5,12,125,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758388342462332,0.3812088374496752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971660657872213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43855276545035227,0.0,0.0,0.0901787966191251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395059189884894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406354684920892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563398195151469,0.12090746781435273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746037192959332,0.0,0.09881095548439846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624317683445708,0.0,0.12254481498289085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239149131495292,0.0,0.12240674928631473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32226194181470835,0.09559643181250724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145912654602997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828332787327492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360940607188692,0.0,0.08621211076254003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15893990070742384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699959440319564,0.0,0.0813051257115594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627542263349607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513066815819308,0.0,0.115796918241212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751463850752257,0.0,0.0,0.06838517902791809,0.0,0.0,0.11206322749963546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676583159517932,0.06917303055184963,0.0,0.09407255903670912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305087141327942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552256193012996 socialanxiety,parachuteduck,2020/04/11,Anyone know how to combat this? So i was being given instructions at work through the phone but i was mentally checked out because of anxiety. I was so nervous I couldnt hear what was being said though it was repeated three times. I hate the fact that even though I couldn’t care less about people outside of my department at work (i don’t talk to them of just greet them when they greet me even though they’re older i probably come off as rude) I terribly terribly want to be perceived by them as someone smart and i always manage to look like a dumbass through my actions. Why am I like this :(,4.045386064030134,5.561601542372884,4.623333333333335,85.26790018832395,71.71186440677965,8.295291902071563,28.365348399246702,8.841846274778883,2.166584557438795,474,18,94,9,9,151,79,118,0.22,0.627,0.153,-0.9091,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,4,2,11,9,2,1,3,0,12,0,0,1,1,12,21,11,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,1,3,3,5,0,1,7,3,18,4,17,9,1,11,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,0,6,69,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981205656635264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692790348495285,0.0,0.0,0.13429512933663787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170800087464158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19582134094240547,0.0,0.0,0.1654455317790087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537120046062702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896227518089853,0.0,0.0,0.2164693047383641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555297015670824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18766485976034045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612848047649775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935546388019176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315251344128706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070767285098477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826961861790708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16273461601041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437321023424347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5661036693263317,0.0,0.11199365833346353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328391414097798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733072602412211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27964874864332795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,llewmorb,2020/04/11,"Social anxiety at work is really fucking with me I honestly just feel like literal dog shit right now because of my social anxiety, especially at work right now and just need to vent and get this off my chest but would also love to hear any advice anyone may have. Well here goes this roller coaster: I work as a manager at a warehouse and I manage about 20 people. I am only a few years out of college so I’m only in my mid twenties. So this is already kinda a disadvantage because 90% of my team is a lot older than me so I’m already not taken as seriously. I started initially working here as an intern and enjoyed it so much that I applied for and management position and got it. I’ve always struggled with anxiety my whole life so I knew it could of been some obstacles in my way but I was determined to make it. Fast forward two years with the company and I am currently on a PIP (performance improvement plan), due to poor performance for the year, and the best part is my team know all about it, which I still have no idea how. I pretty much got told a month ago that I have 45 days to improve or I’m shit outta luck. So this in general has brought so much stress on me trying to do the best I could possibly do. Also with covid going on, we are an essential business and we have been non stop mandatory overtime for a month now and it’s not stopping anytime soon so I’ve been working at least 60 hour weeks but closer to 70. So pretty much I’m fucking drained. My stress and anxiety has been so crippling I’ve started to have panic attacks in the middle of work. I work in a huge warehouse so I can’t just go running into the bathroom or anything because it’s in the middle of the building with tons of people, so I will go to the back where no one sees. Well much to my dismay, someone has seen me and it was someone on my team. Someone on my team has saw me and now I am the running joke between my entire team that they make me cry, make me so stressed out and make me so nervous. When I heard about this I literally thought I was going to throw up. This obviously meant they showed absolutely no respect for me as their manager. I had another panic attack because of this and left for the day. Now I am currently on a two week leave of absence due to my anxiety because I do not wanna be anywhere near those ugly people who get some joy out of me crying and worrying about me losing my job. So yeah I am currently looking for new jobs because the thought of going back just to have these people think this way of me makes me wanna vomit. The only thing is because of this covid going on there’s hardly any jobs available so I most likely will not have any choice but to go back. I have an appointment with my doctor so I can see if I can change my medication to at least something that won’t show the physical symptoms of my anxiety since they are obvious to my team. I just feel so alone, hurt, humiliated and ashamed, especially because I genuinely liked most of my team...",4.89728563959568,5.282792302980138,6.081795050540258,79.76939177413732,68.85099337748345,9.13935169048449,31.7887765772046,9.134995656068208,2.655878145695364,2357,96,468,42,38,792,262,604,0.17300000000000001,0.7090000000000001,0.11800000000000001,-0.9881,7,1,1,0,0,0,40.0,2,0,4,20,47,32,6,8,27,1,46,11,3,6,3,80,90,50,0,7,16,0,3,3,0,5,5,2,0,0,26,29,0,2,9,11,1,12,9,18,2,3,20,10,68,14,80,62,19,82,0,2,5,3,20,35,4,11,38,343,94,25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05821796775531121,0.0528114275075789,0.0,0.0,0.061703818161309536,0.13148943102784594,0.09528743182152333,0.04957284757588567,0.0,0.0,0.12154323582370427,0.06247169292853694,0.2734575120524741,0.0,0.0,0.041657632845898,0.0,0.049026805551793,0.0,0.0,0.13555490660487585,0.0,0.1374331369840318,0.0,0.2905407540567961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504479943324048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302458030818345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513479438770248,0.0,0.13088510290150476,0.07684448962795924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06097959747791513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06024785589957597,0.04256183011564135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015597733654672,0.062253060865879416,0.0,0.23701292677761795,0.0,0.09529835979814603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05336930168604271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714762377266227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058671357101096125,0.0,0.0637784248039902,0.06725519613461403,0.0,0.0,0.17736297807412035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03274196836699859,0.0,0.0,0.063083454709784,0.06473059913366913,0.0,0.04208100630648056,0.08731895785710092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05002968621207315,0.0666514385320616,0.0,0.050650246106484234,0.05377058043153619,0.0,0.19884059458407025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060017572953250574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951076070354442,0.0,0.21897979850986168,0.04417560037101704,0.0,0.05753985057143224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04037092599200347,0.13593300948585174,0.0,0.13980157675048646,0.0,0.06451609953002056,0.0,0.16521279795759122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716413074309945,0.0,0.12122248144187713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03816656019595102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017568874548577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495033207575056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230989575709965,0.049282720949498704,0.0,0.0,0.12146252444166465,0.1514382297831496,0.04586529541095265,0.0,0.0,0.08433783313169202,0.0,0.0475782796796174,0.09961810139124508,0.20473580190371515,0.062282829725976624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061923328318833376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039580320276699374,0.03817454442761999,0.0,0.09459498728660358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056928389204681525,0.0,0.04044888120737334,0.0,0.11639616998503935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457891995182978,0.0955781726764844,0.0,0.10713377951036128,0.0,0.0,0.0665156075911064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036094260469311,0.06050334881535796,0.0,0.042321800810880335,0.0,0.0,0.11509692952508678 socialanxiety,LouIThink,2020/04/11,"My experience with social anxiety So I just made a lil vid basically kinda explaining like what my experience has been with having at times some really bad social anxiety. I've slowly been getting a lot better I think, but I was wondering if anyone else's experience was similar and what kinda things you do to work on it. I tried to make it as short as I could, but it ended up being like 10 minutes but i think it's pre comprehensive [The vid](https://youtu.be/mK_WVK1R5WQ)",3.8362421972534335,6.576468629213482,5.502621722846441,73.22474406991262,76.19101123595507,9.348813982521847,25.61922596754057,9.725611199111238,3.039433458177278,384,14,65,12,9,130,62,89,0.061,0.833,0.106,0.5854,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,2,2,4,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,2,0,19,16,8,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,9,3,9,9,2,6,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,6,4,46,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863960570160784,0.0,0.0,0.1308859468018486,0.19179585298682136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15629385648844898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655522516175762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14945409504298982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637124974603422,0.0,0.16579268447840315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5493162769011888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779781346296623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18290084660923886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591402334817646,0.0,0.17712146635367162,0.1249491999752034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991719226813187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3816284418104038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435914717718592,0.23988455655277485,0.0,0.0,0.1091506153587587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708811692414432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20299700539251792,0.13627482775783928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Juuzou1998,2020/04/11,"I don’t understand people’s double standards, i don’t know how to act anymore I am basically some kind of shy and not very opening around people, but if someone starts talking to me i’ll gladly reply back and even starts talking at some points after making sure i’m not a burden, so I’m never the first to talk which explains not having so much friends. Fortunately i was “blessed” with some real friends i can trust (hopefully forever) and be my self around em so talk only to them. Because of this some colleagues thinks I’m arrogant because i don’t talk to no one besides my 2 friends (we’re 2 boys and a girl, i’m one of the boys) which is not the case at all i’m just too shy, but i made an effort and tried to get along, my two friends have no problems friending other people so they already got along before me. The thing is those new people we befriend don’t get the meaning of personal life they always tease me with whatever and even one of my friends (the other boy) get too along with em and turned on me and i really hate it,when i say nothing they fully mean it and when i get upset they say it’s just a joke. It made me regret getting to know them. And for my 2 friends it looks like i am a cowered if i stayed calm to the bullying but if i talked back and defend my self i’ll be the bad person the one that doesn’t know how to joke and usually get lectured by my female friend that i toke it too far and it isn’t needed, but when our other friend do the same or even get physical she always supports him, it’s like he has the right to defend him self and i’m not even when it’s his fault. I don’t know what to do anymore i don’t get the double standards people can have.",3.230672268907565,3.999644537815129,4.423457703081233,88.78281680672268,72.80952380952381,7.056537815126051,25.76459383753501,7.087006719466742,0.9871258039215688,1328,41,291,12,25,437,160,357,0.11699999999999999,0.6920000000000001,0.191,0.9858,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,0,6,2,22,29,2,1,17,0,23,1,0,5,3,68,58,31,0,7,15,0,0,2,9,0,1,2,0,9,19,24,0,0,9,2,0,1,16,8,0,6,4,3,40,21,30,52,9,23,1,1,1,0,41,9,0,9,14,194,59,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045003955483933,0.0,0.12132191970566647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14459995254209934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979787546597565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211548811776913,0.06087078294516415,0.08888172598150533,0.0,0.0620349031628299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19260641601483705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062011074349232,0.0,0.0,0.5069206194620042,0.0,0.3047095828110598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05830701947176688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197641017711823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240891814474358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591703526421678,0.16026186315586105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05149339525466292,0.07123323964599053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061219981000984365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796476170693706,0.04866317718268488,0.0,0.0,0.15882501693766987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05359193758500126,0.05405649365772173,0.056227124527673984,0.07040996707136032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06995219141912226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19760326392982044,0.05544585550570074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25270806989496997,0.12731180522394184,0.0,0.0,0.06891669905560795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069758122513106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297933335449319,0.046703392864878485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06225858273724667,0.0,0.11595044646471216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281605226110747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06177029581228805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320193734775816,0.07770467213231769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272922004381889,0.06871001505261956,0.0,0.0,0.35157899758899835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048433373039378926,0.04671316295436116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04949620768216798,0.07929729893339718,0.07121543082306865,0.07589437350835262,0.0,0.0,0.08029212150756324,0.060152435212883125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Koshien83,2020/04/12,"How can I stop feeling like everyone is judging me if I need this to feel loved? The traditional argument for soothing someone like me, who feels that everyone is thinking about me, evaluating me, talking about me and judging me (NB = I feel so, but I know rationally that they are not doing it) is to point out that everyone is busy with their life and their problems and not thinking about me anywhere near as much as I dread. The problem is that this makes me feel utterly unloved. I hear something like ""they don't care about you, you can disappear from the Universe and no one would bat an eyelid, they'll do just fine"". I would love to feel soothed by the phrase ""no one is irreplaceable"" because it would take off the imaginary pressure of feeling desperately needed, and I would love to believe emotionally that no one is focused on me, because I would finally have a serene social life. But I cannot help feeling sort of monitored, because the alternative is feeling shunned. Can you help me find a middle ground?",7.300142789148028,7.5230639738219915,7.0593050928129495,75.37740123750599,63.71204188481676,10.296239885768685,38.82960495002379,10.018931242160765,3.899456544502616,813,41,148,16,11,257,105,191,0.19699999999999998,0.637,0.166,-0.8468,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,5,0,7,13,0,2,9,0,23,5,0,2,0,39,44,12,0,10,6,0,9,3,0,6,2,1,0,0,10,7,0,1,13,0,0,1,7,5,0,3,0,10,28,8,20,38,1,10,0,0,0,3,17,7,0,2,5,109,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999803600484885,0.0,0.0,0.12320254531343153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149191248541222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300656908959386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31347229911593605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4976260746920778,0.07812127321901456,0.0,0.11979005086587208,0.09994598049528787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232479394917744,0.0,0.1465930237055017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06009713984518322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544774640595882,0.1602719654070357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29608404010991896,0.0,0.0729934797179921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038649006564637,0.16216662379515356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222997552706431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337322727329863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20927068044531147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147085348535576,0.09265381127134732,0.08418470879505448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142338211491736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221928712219831,0.08789320082631127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401370198198101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884035243884478,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwawaygdhhdhd,2020/04/12,"I run into my neighbors every time I take my dog to the bathroom I live in an apartment complex and I understand that I’m going to run into people pretty often, I usually say hi to the UPS guy or people with other dogs. But, there’s this couple who smokes at the entrance of the building that I have to walk past every time I take my dog out to pee. Usually I assume unless someone says hi to me first or acknowledges me that they probably just want to be left alone, so I don’t really try to say hi to them. Idk if I’m being weird or a jerk but it makes me anxious to have to walk by them now like maybe I should say hi? Idk what to do tbh",3.2007833733013578,3.3917149136690665,5.119664268585133,85.86536370903279,72.52517985611509,7.904396482813749,24.796962430055967,7.793537801064563,1.1442895283772978,499,13,111,6,9,173,86,139,0.075,0.8759999999999999,0.049,-0.09,0,1,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,1,5,3,1,0,6,0,7,1,1,1,0,21,15,9,0,3,8,0,0,1,1,1,0,4,1,1,8,5,0,0,4,0,0,5,1,2,0,1,0,4,19,1,22,12,0,20,0,0,0,0,14,8,0,6,8,75,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16640565445918234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815113561904932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17777828831994216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707427930038253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666581170550834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913124581520079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15908855093720353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17456841461923225,0.0,0.0,0.07849524152578127,0.0,0.14187454508152966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724846617534804,0.0,0.1614146008117451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337768596856635,0.2227766821276248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345914208069434,0.17322942440590292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292931000249496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5110849005605798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613516142186075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416076742184083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18737592688301166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090843767861874,0.0,0.0,0.16726312627622614,0.0,0.0,0.3539105901500749,0.0,0.09476732311886074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,forestexpertise,2020/04/12,"Struggling to eat in homestay? I’m living in a homestay in the US (no language barrier, English is my first language so that’s not the problem), and I’m having trouble eating. By the way I don’t have any eating disorders or past problems with food, or my weight. There’s always someone in the kitchen or dining space, and I feel judged and anxious about what I’m eating, how much, what time I’m eating, etc. I know logically that I am literally paying for food, and as a human being I should be allowed to eat food, but whenever I try to prepare something for myself or eat anything I feel like I’m doing something wrong. And the fact that there’s an element of social interaction that I can’t avoid in going to the kitchen makes me all the more anxious. It’s gotten to the point where I’m only eating one meal per day, dinner, since it’s the one meal where everyone is called at the same time to eat together, and the barriers of being judged for what I’m eating are somewhat taken down (I still can’t eat much though cause I always feel like I’m taking too much). I’ve even adjusted my sleep schedule to wake up past noon so I can spend less time feeling hungry before dinner. Up till now I’ve been eating two meals a day since I’ve been able to take lunches to school or buy lunch, but with the pandemic going on, that’s not possible anymore which is why this has become such a problem. I’m always hungry and logically speaking I know I need to eat more, but whenever I try to eat breakfast or lunch I get too anxious to even step foot outside of my room. Sorry for the long post and formatting, what should I do?",4.438515429524607,5.224544990825692,5.543209619127051,81.79428065054212,70.03975535168196,8.147289407839867,28.62510425354462,8.296473431620573,1.9501999999999995,1280,45,251,18,22,425,163,327,0.084,0.8909999999999999,0.026000000000000002,-0.9304,1,1,2,0,0,0,31.0,1,0,0,1,16,9,0,2,18,0,21,33,3,4,2,47,45,23,0,6,11,0,5,2,0,2,0,1,3,1,13,10,30,3,9,0,3,3,6,7,0,4,4,6,23,2,35,36,10,34,0,0,0,0,6,15,0,7,16,159,36,2,0.0566086876108499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413088887589259,0.0,0.0,0.03849584876999042,0.0,0.0,0.19185511193384885,0.05614060690184064,0.0,0.0,0.04658412653095094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251984794747513,0.04816982372997977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0578037992813829,0.0,0.0,0.05815271575701024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301584077823489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487846034872925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8109474772035615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313365051687223,0.07477900855543643,0.0,0.0,0.054092026924179616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449221342717908,0.08088251548028356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048151320763227465,0.20535434928280316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02957570283925075,0.0,0.06434404343392784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06222130853169053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05531229070280445,0.0,0.049986508279615066,0.05009690716408923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03778673855390559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484169661915655,0.041974624577369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767190235389247,0.04305345781321111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807879546214763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05351350733710504,0.06381778966962393,0.05421547464463053,0.0,0.0,0.162500606619986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05729101405577385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365458273946356,0.0,0.0566495697280353,0.0577054281191312,0.04796435731053842,0.08716026674616259,0.0,0.06336879115883003,0.0,0.0,0.04520777105044755,0.0,0.0,0.05917969135467072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512537609052256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055617748159654236,0.0,0.09902694294268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686716599184062,0.0,0.055298462231778485,0.0,0.06809328115198568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044933341307973385,0.0,0.06893413104078121,0.0,0.0,0.05108053565068571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618927133218056,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,anunlovedpoptart,2020/04/12,"I'm afraid of losing people I think that's at the heart of all of this. I've lost so many people in my life. So many friends that have gone away. And in every case I feel like it's me. It's my own fault. I drive them away. And now every time I'm talking with someone I feel like I'm trying to just keep them from leaving. But it always happens anyways. I can't get anyone to stay in my life. I can't make any friends. Life is hopeless. I've been trying to push against it. Trying to say the things that I want to say and would normally be scared to. But no matter what you do, people ignore you. Even if you tell them straight up you're lonely and you need friendship. They still ignore you. People just don't care about me. There's something wrong with me. I have lots of suicidal thoughts right now. I can't stand living life like this so alone and constantly hurt by everyone. I'm running out of hope. I don't know what else to do.",-0.10484848484848186,2.1416668585858645,1.3250626262626284,99.66892727272727,90.01010101010101,3.976080808080809,17.01090909090909,5.414198509911553,-0.7553214545454545,730,18,168,4,25,232,108,198,0.185,0.7,0.115,-0.9409,0,3,1,0,0,1,23.0,0,5,4,2,13,18,0,2,2,0,13,5,1,1,1,30,32,11,1,6,5,0,2,3,2,1,4,2,0,0,12,8,0,3,5,0,0,4,6,11,0,0,4,4,25,7,26,26,3,21,0,5,0,0,15,10,0,3,8,101,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256827641911006,0.0,0.0,0.09847135340440676,0.0,0.0,0.08047770445564865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274859497792643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22237541091538585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065918480974168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788738653370038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886089016887498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816483000502412,0.0,0.19941916997486747,0.11308237888768598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196761574178932,0.16908937935993734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18286393968533574,0.0,0.06182964522711841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046508524085132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402377328061992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754189491165434,0.0,0.0,0.12668926873398184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518922699271692,0.0,0.0,0.0650385462180104,0.0,0.0,0.12530878225603012,0.0,0.0,0.3343583309209959,0.17345011187603673,0.0,0.10449956472274707,0.0,0.0,0.13239621445098054,0.12918601639187782,0.10061149456336588,0.0,0.0,0.07899527026547065,0.2399636661484459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775027799900485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595159879739073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281781985533269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106478562242163,0.0,0.188223157347421,0.1184825862766964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027214609830262,0.0911066830787911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613852878817633,0.09450934981157587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944868769094775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512010087197333,0.10343752039549196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862222761886274,0.07582979875485264,0.0,0.09395159728443424,0.06900710337976326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24104260321662385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980211996570584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406789620022448,0.1293901459461625,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,imINCREDIBILIS,2020/04/12,"Struggling with self-expression and it’s ruining me I have trouble expressing my emotion about things in my life and it affects my social life. My conversations are bland and it’s cause I’m afraid/nervous to put any emotion into them. Specially when I meet someone new. Its worse when I smoke bud cause I just close up and I hate that feeling because my mood could be a complete 180 when I feel good. It’s not always like this I have days where i can get lost in conversations with friends/family/more rarely strangers, but it’s those days where I can’t.. and I start to judge them and myself and the cycle starts again. I wasn’t even able to get myself to cry until recently after hearing about some close family business and I think that’s kinda given me the want to post this. Does anyone have any advice or tips to help break this habit and deal with my problems? I’m open to any suggestions you have",2.3573419582475736,4.873685692737436,2.9825345486621586,90.45922375771832,80.34078212290504,6.0030579241399575,22.270214642752126,7.273561745256523,0.8171273743016756,725,23,144,10,19,226,110,179,0.122,0.83,0.049,-0.8848,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,2,1,10,10,1,1,3,0,10,2,0,3,0,31,24,15,0,3,4,0,2,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,13,16,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,3,3,25,3,18,19,1,24,0,2,0,0,13,9,0,3,13,90,38,0,0.14651665041141626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317437506204833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191359034644593,0.0,0.0,0.2989090396493694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244784864946756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931519017241693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30102591968273346,0.0,0.0,0.15361992036044264,0.0,0.0,0.11698162318516467,0.0,0.16094166058506262,0.18898223699059635,0.15105223304963988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821770813331387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32962302222167617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677286576530024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812285835992588,0.0,0.1481664415615605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530978051764579,0.0,0.0,0.12289121492970086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465485884544754,0.0,0.0,0.16513491351946746,0.0,0.09820702233233232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20697808639542614,0.07158063454914068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994023171599694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150669397038312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032245015116454,0.0,0.0,0.1401966469378704,0.0,0.14728970183386042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14466751638086392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528488204732246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493552738175715,0.12414308242909122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20741047855652292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317101518541326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733915213581404,0.09388195350058856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641931652816814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931298403686502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,caj32,2020/04/12,"Breaking point Hey guys so just some background I’m a long term social anxiety sufferer for the longest time. I got into a relationship and found someone who understood me and gave me so much support. It felt reassuring how he understood how it felt as he had anxiety as well (lesser extent to mine). He reassured me it’s okay and that he will be there for me no matter what. Over time my social anxiety hasn’t necessarily gotten better and perhaps more triggered considering now that I am in a relationship I meet his friends and all. This is where the issue started. Since it hasn’t been getting better he’s been saying things like ‘get over it’ or ‘I’ve never seen someone so scared of another human being’ (because I refused to go to the bathroom as I would have to walk past his brothers room). Most recently I was with him and two of his friends (whom I’m relatively comfortable around) just watching Netflix. I started getting really anxious and could feel a panic attack coming on so I asked to go outside to get some air to calm me down and he was there with me. Anyways, in relation to that incident, he says ‘don’t get me wrong you have my support but if I have a bday party and you have a panic attack around my friends I cannot have that’ and that ‘it’s draining’. I am obviously quite hurt by this because he knows how much of an issue this is for me and how I thought he would always be there for me. I feel really embarrassed in myself because I can’t get over my issues and how I can’t just be normal and talk to people. All he wants is for me to get along with his friends and I would love nothing more than to do that and to socialise but I can’t because I freeze up and take so long to think about what I will say. I can’t help but blame myself because this relationship will go to shit because of my social inadequacy. I’m constantly tormented by the memories of social situations on a daily basis that can just hit me out of nowhere and makes me want to scream. I am at a lost. The one person who I thought I could turn to, the only person who I could talk to about this, does not really support me.",4.707565392354127,5.387427070422536,5.883008048289738,79.98264084507043,69.37558685446011,8.808718980549967,30.237759892689468,8.942964678507748,2.3861759892689465,1676,64,332,29,28,561,192,426,0.12300000000000001,0.757,0.12,-0.6908,0,0,0,0,1,0,27.0,0,2,0,4,25,29,3,4,15,1,39,2,1,7,4,72,82,35,0,10,10,1,5,1,4,6,0,4,1,4,25,26,0,1,11,1,0,5,11,12,1,2,17,11,52,17,55,51,11,37,0,3,2,1,51,19,1,5,13,243,77,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06088042603242346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672150111276142,0.16791661816517867,0.08265736892855734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302674731102687,0.06840084207895414,0.1664750134084419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26760987745885945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941972507530475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302649922839162,0.0,0.07906704140004704,0.0,0.17525259580754046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402853589886615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399040632256257,0.0,0.14050271297599087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022333921369845,0.2261131622369357,0.0,0.2675854965840734,0.0,0.12474669959475435,0.0,0.05851796929580207,0.0,0.0,0.07244638199565583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04904199229944519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783262988433328,0.0,0.0,0.2291005886710125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04021041922741298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035745477716135,0.0,0.0,0.12950017841806294,0.0,0.0,0.07986992605929995,0.0,0.06603566276218961,0.0,0.04883923640774356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075716572897432,0.0,0.05643054946917458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716876785975999,0.07020527248216453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04957954392178565,0.05564645388250633,0.0,0.17169035003577965,0.0,0.0,0.06984574541554887,0.050724469228188934,0.1277724084781109,0.0,0.0,0.06916603379558564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782162601534665,0.0,0.0,0.14061708527221636,0.0,0.07224313552977363,0.2356604600004733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17455491793767788,0.07325247476110995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751044062001364,0.06052412145276925,0.08224226125014081,0.0,0.298336310967913,0.12398755094955115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357531315603699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490855819204068,0.0,0.0,0.055012135557190124,0.11761699347322414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0486086008526448,0.04688216719423868,0.0,0.11617212664098643,0.08532800063729938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958418979847674,0.07147308217854552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631104690977726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578551019356067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592624126836188,0.07999613021716931,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,apu77,2020/04/12,"How old are you? I'm curious about the age of people who post here. Hope this isn't off-topic. [View Poll](https://www.reddit.com/poll/fzy2e8)",3.3610000000000007,6.5125458000000025,2.4235000000000007,88.81925000000004,91.0,5.7,14.25,7.1686216300943375,0.008800000000000363,115,2,21,2,4,33,25,25,0.0,0.7759999999999999,0.22399999999999998,0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5320078110679252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5620603052472408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37134284159659936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5129916141839514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,edwardkiley,2020/04/12,"Guanfacine (intuniv) Hi I am currently on guanfacine for anxiety Did anyone ever take guanfacine for social anxiety or anyone interested in it for this purpose?",6.8156410256410265,10.63683030769231,8.213076923076922,51.61525641025645,72.84615384615384,11.158974358974357,43.28205128205128,10.504223727775694,7.1498358974358975,132,9,13,5,3,45,20,26,0.121,0.7829999999999999,0.096,0.0772,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,5,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5902433356539163,0.0,0.0,0.5394945631266638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489613068404322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3932554917505959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900595552798135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,UltimateCrammer,2020/04/12,"Social Anxiety is ruining my past relationships and college life. Hi! I'm kinda new here in this reddit community. So to start, I recently realized during my first year in college that I have a social anxiety. This affected me up until now cause even though I want to make a personal relationship with others, this anxiety always kicks in. I always say that being an introvert is an excuse for me not to converse with people. But I guess the longer I had this mentality, the higher its impact on my pessimistic perspective of myself and others. I just became so much cornered like my world became smaller when I had gone to college. It affected my self-worth and esteem to the point that I don't anymore see value my value as a person. This affected also my relationships with my High School friends cause I just don't know how to converse anymore. Just imagining conversing to my old friends make my anxiety high cause I've gone AWOL from social media (except from my other account which is only used for acad) since last year and I just don't know how to connect. Right now with the quarantine, I still can't let myself to contact my old friends and even some people I recently acquainted with due to this anxiety and mentality. I think I may sound apathetic but deep inside I still think of them time to time and I just can't bear the feeling of regret and guilt that I can't reach to them until now. I feel so sorry that I'm such a bad friend. Can you suggest anything to remove this mentality and anxiety? What do you think I should do to muster up the courage on to converse with my old friends like I still don't know what to say to them?( should I say sorry and explain myself or just casually say hi) but I don't know if they would be angry to me or outcast me (which I deserve)? I'm too insecure and paranoid for my own good like I always overthink some unrealistic things to the point that I don't want to do it anymore. Also, I still don't know if I can continue to become a social type of person like maybe I would still resort to AWOL if this mentality comes again. I just want to have a deep relationship with other people but somehow the thought of commitment and social situations make me nervous and scared to the point that I just don't.",5.144489795918368,6.185847700680277,6.170664399092972,77.00429591836736,68.59183673469389,9.14530612244898,29.89274376417233,9.3871,2.6637470294784578,1800,67,333,36,30,599,181,441,0.142,0.7559999999999999,0.102,-0.8440000000000001,0,1,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,4,1,32,19,0,4,17,0,31,1,0,12,1,81,59,34,0,11,19,0,2,4,5,5,1,5,0,3,27,21,0,0,14,1,1,4,12,7,0,1,5,8,59,12,52,46,4,49,0,2,1,0,37,17,0,11,32,246,86,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233671818759256,0.15972061903080864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936876754072944,0.0,0.1903662090731899,0.0,0.0,0.052653768576628325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05342436143706748,0.0,0.07066582225353465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19718903405032198,0.0,0.05511695700433199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452228052943347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06470494306268969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054425159146033734,0.0,0.0,0.2471712215040942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05366713934090992,0.0,0.0,0.0704861095155172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520621519265436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17582096219974702,0.052155884525146884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654284576396789,0.04519412477715533,0.1250383240382807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813039560338127,0.0,0.0642810021617034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579251936301092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04703594902390404,0.0,0.0,0.0617966017125333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20142281986430174,0.0,0.0,0.048663074161415916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06108041846103605,0.13307632934140026,0.16760631870670928,0.0,0.0,0.18145802277817952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635389379389694,0.274781509375368,0.0,0.05464238943189869,0.0,0.20353208094269307,0.06405961859373357,0.06475570157162497,0.050987340039001766,0.0,0.06674975872866681,0.0,0.0,0.05292861638639959,0.07192122730530921,0.0,0.3261205569434953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432507557028403,0.04528853856569494,0.0,0.2554904097186333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04250844003769568,0.12299599811902953,0.06286441881454873,0.05079652358581791,0.07461972027589732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05526204007144882,0.0,0.0,0.1132190979928826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090546612457223,0.0,0.0,0.08240780423262126 socialanxiety,Denino,2020/04/12,"I find my self insulting people Or at least repeating insults or thinking of the worst things to say in a particular situation. I don't know where this came from or if its more of an issue with OCD or something, but this needs to stop.",9.059787234042552,6.334463595744682,9.14095744680851,71.38250000000002,61.97872340425533,12.804255319148936,38.393617021276604,11.20814326018867,3.98888085106383,187,7,38,4,2,62,40,47,0.193,0.807,0.0,-0.81,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,13,5,6,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,8,4,3,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,5,2,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673612717449423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29356621852907683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352439110523489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765202562557814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381618664565261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22267602473774253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25542698830373256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350762152697627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610364007603456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472714409970777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685332260448481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21338754590487494,0.20580865173650248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LegalizeEatingAss,2020/04/12,"Anxiety medication that is safe combined with alcohol? Does anybody know if there are any medications in Canada for anxiety that are safe to combine with alcohol? I have general anxiety that isn’t too bad but my social anxiety just seems to be getting worse even tho I try to work on it. My doctor offered to put me on an anti depressant+anxiety medication in the past but I chose to try to get thru without it. Without it, I got over the depression and I’m just left with anxiety that won’t go away. I was hoping if anybody knew any medications approved in Canada for anxiety that are safe with alcohol as I do enjoy drinking fairly frequently and in pretty large amounts (not in an addictive way I’m basically just like a stereotypical frat guy). I take zopiclone to treat my chronic insomnia and it relieves a lot of my anxiety and I’ve noticed if it kicks in while I’m still with people it makes me comfortable talking, so I think I would benefit from a medication. TLDR; medication that is approved in Canada for treating anxiety that can be safely combined with alcohol??",5.121509900990097,7.121543465346536,6.858502475247523,68.37706064356435,69.79207920792079,10.594554455445543,35.89232673267328,10.686352973137794,4.620949504950495,868,47,143,28,16,300,111,202,0.12,0.6629999999999999,0.217,0.9833,0,0,5,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,9,14,0,0,7,0,14,15,0,1,0,34,28,13,0,5,11,0,0,1,0,2,14,0,0,1,13,10,5,4,4,1,0,2,5,2,0,0,3,0,15,12,33,21,2,19,0,1,0,0,4,12,0,6,5,103,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388879833599194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681650870177561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713570185884095,0.0,0.5929674664160283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091713105484083,0.0,0.0719106517999637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741792065762001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881524327689341,0.07536843608282336,0.0,0.0,0.08436956432569638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056884650756665864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999335826425042,0.0,0.04894673665400755,0.0,0.06888190970872067,0.0,0.0,0.08527714142169042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855414083405082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04733196486316149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357490085581792,0.0,0.0,0.042076251075830316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732202670942339,0.0,0.0,0.05748900573558335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5205703497762976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805371185764086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221591396879292,0.05970812643441373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876199342678392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657926147596713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840482825790485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779343799101552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877941597167808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06475516836853239,0.06922389158516996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05518532591756152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694623869903213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836189666085941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16604256287140973,0.0,0.0626999160950274,0.0,0.0877685793760821,0.061180621961181625,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CathiDee,2020/04/12,"Any tips on how to help my gf with social anxiety? She’s having a big week. Dinner with my parents for Easter, birthday phone calls on Monday, therapy session on Tuesday. She’s hardly had any sleep. What works for you guys? I understand sometimes there’s not much to be done but I want to be as supportive as possible for her right now.",1.677727272727271,4.310440333333337,3.182045454545456,86.94306818181818,85.06060606060606,6.330303030303031,23.40151515151515,7.645422480735847,1.45818787878788,266,10,50,5,8,87,51,66,0.021,0.878,0.10099999999999999,0.6261,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,1,1,0,7,8,4,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,8,1,13,4,1,9,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,0,4,34,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31409450907218833,0.0,0.17666862005551578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23581576374991814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23633200421005196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22866710528788106,0.0,0.0,0.20687705694602526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547943473193339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16976761851917302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256431760960323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603503748692341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19722166803387495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231106981160379,0.23541444980436885,0.0,0.0,0.2284057618482156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620682009586169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26410024409221977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404168916095243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362145127717265,0.0,0.18524629746805524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16812721529143787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Ms1421,2020/04/12,"Feeling terrible I don't know where to start but this is making me feel so terrible. Got a conference call and in it were 2 of my aunts and one of their daughters and here I was in the kitchen and mom's bringing in the phone, directly putting me in the limelight that I didn't wish to be a part of particularly at that time. I had to fake a smile, pretending to be happy and wave at them. Then I finally got so annoyed that I just signalled at my mom to take the phone away and I'll join her in a minute or two. After some moments of agony, I muster up the courage to go face them and the daughter, my good friend starts getting so concerned and comments 'oh my God what happened to you? You look sooo thin!' and that's enough to shatter my confidence. I just stand there smiling and feeling embarrassed and after a minute or two, I slowly walk off from there excusing myself. Now I came to the room and I don't want to face them. They'll be wondering as to where I am right now but I just can't go back. The thing is I know I'm not thin and I feel ok about it but when I feel depressed and anxious, specially when I feel mentally and emotionally down I can't help but look like that. I also must admit that I hate it so much, if someone comments on my looks in the negative manner, nobody would like it I know but I'm a little sensitive that I take it a little too personal. I hate when someone goes 'oh you have lost so much weight! You look thin, you should eat well, sleep well etc etc' I know what exactly I should do to make myself look better but during these phases, I can't help it can I? I'm going through so much right now and I can't open up to anyone. All I do is cry in silence and solitude. Also everyone is doing so good in life and here I am struggling to do the things that others call 'normal' I really don't know how I'd feel when I read this, once I feel better but I just have to get this off my chest. I also know that they'll be discussing about me now when they talk in private and I know that I'm not imagining it, at least they'd bring up this topic on how thin 'she' looks. Sorry that it's a long post. I just feel so bad hence the rant. Thanks for taking the time to read this.",1.5922739854807553,3.2323984368308376,3.103158719381629,93.10173969812506,78.55032119914347,6.354812764401735,21.882749255758082,7.217587316427113,0.5016115213871619,1718,49,394,21,41,564,204,467,0.151,0.708,0.141,-0.8412,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,5,8,3,40,25,3,2,20,1,35,8,4,4,3,71,87,49,0,8,17,5,14,2,1,6,1,0,2,1,30,21,3,0,19,3,0,8,11,11,2,3,8,20,64,14,50,68,10,64,0,2,6,0,34,34,0,5,22,280,94,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18221812579229524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580497220596206,0.0,0.05310791876058309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713600953611112,0.058402965437811365,0.06341736172587742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434804491040547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551124702618781,0.08686969555218907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343051365373172,0.0,0.0,0.06541797992691596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777186101985635,0.0,0.08543660465561974,0.0,0.07847947937992136,0.16941475491345706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257609380343821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456358674537789,0.0,0.0,0.083202509372078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05868089515984876,0.0,0.07936433909466152,0.0,0.12949707001640726,0.1274111022322542,0.12149268223902746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716475330390391,0.0808530994424743,0.0,0.14997520383611435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181903539213816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29219146027092524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05364766338393174,0.07421334024248459,0.15224918925624115,0.0,0.06721578096342003,0.3826870126006033,0.0,0.08291138315246747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013980816676834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654249326838311,0.0,0.0,0.17790985206783785,0.0,0.0,0.16750199982545205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441755465134135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088718464578898,0.051467539353570166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224941117669415,0.0,0.0,0.06631899914228548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274172548427399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635347762184384,0.0,0.0,0.1519465790922954,0.0,0.04865726734295376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972644250511026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760075878145448,0.0,0.12870901289281125,0.0,0.0,0.08502286922618374,0.10751947444950792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940229041583922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17132101433891006,0.06104793188276821,0.0,0.06992707442129409,0.0,0.0,0.1009192452940732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857730191487202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838957274590275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04479889135814393,0.0,0.0,0.09248997024435528,0.13658126182536426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734189762398034,0.0,0.08236750189345178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053954644220432085,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,candycebel,2020/04/12,"Socialy anxious one-on-one Hey there :), I made a reddit account just to post this to see if anyone had tips and/or could relate. I have crippling social anxiety when it comes to one-on-one conversations. I crave social interaction and am very extroverted when talking in groups, but the minute I am left with anyone one-on-one I'm terrified. This has gotten so bad that I'm unable to talk to any of my family without being horribly socially anxious. I'm in first year university, and live with my brother, and I've somehow extremely awkward around him despite knowing him my whole life. When having conversations with him, I usually just grunt as a sort of humorous response to hide my social anxiety. I can't make eye contact with him (or anyone for that matter) when we're talking. Another aspect of my anxiety is being really awkward with my hands, so I end up wearing cardigans everyday so I feel more ""protected"" lmao. Despite this, I do feel comfortable with one specific type of person. I feel comfortable talking to are guys who are less attractive than me. Something automatically switches in my brain, because I feel comforted knowing that I'm a girl and feel like they'll be more scared of me than I am of them. The problem with this is everytime I get close to a guy, he ends up wanting to date me. I feel like these relationships aren't real because they're nervous around me a lot of the time, and can't truly be themselves around me. The next big factor of my anxiety is other girls. I'm a straight girl, but I feel horribly awkward around all other girls. I'd rather kms than talk one-on-one with another girl because the anxiety is so excruciating. In groups of girls, I'm completely fine though! I've had I girl group of friends thoughout highschool who I love very much and have had a lot of fun memories with them. The problem is, the minute I would ever have to talk one-on-one with one of them, my anxiety would take over. I feel like I never had a real relationship with any of them because of this, even is they considered me a core part of the group. My anxiety has made me feels really isolated. I wish I could make friends but I feel like I'm simply incapable.",4.785669622381897,6.255724931279622,5.8251933955052735,77.54491744381596,69.82938388625593,9.331417214493195,31.622381898792234,9.698958519613793,3.1295134383121836,1739,76,321,41,31,576,188,422,0.14800000000000002,0.695,0.157,0.9018,0,0,1,0,0,0,54.0,0,0,6,1,20,22,0,5,17,0,34,6,4,4,3,66,65,21,0,10,9,1,11,4,2,3,1,0,0,10,14,23,0,1,12,0,1,1,5,8,0,3,7,13,50,14,53,49,9,32,0,0,2,1,48,15,0,6,19,207,64,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984105642132005,0.1385315155818849,0.35373005584906697,0.1492495640153659,0.0,0.13856423789325134,0.0,0.0,0.23521633726202296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05515422559588157,0.16106915432815955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737406425284536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569016268796473,0.06925874146561797,0.0,0.0,0.10548111179070678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701249591399605,0.0,0.0,0.043629542804083835,0.05975167726911205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062271971728645625,0.0,0.3340003446790989,0.18876244761297825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056187428822488006,0.0,0.0,0.10206981942277554,0.0,0.03451167427632722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308121836867062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260559604496497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177032974573369,0.0,0.04665749644015717,0.12908702596777027,0.0,0.058328895895841774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123173557302708,0.05961836194690107,0.12500807815009332,0.08818614523043147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0485589583815003,0.0,0.05094666703401467,0.0,0.07025159166851687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31333006283820025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715325023891168,0.0,0.0,0.057677786341813975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06326364623831764,0.0,0.0,0.1264138570288803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15037299177677715,0.08463467501257872,0.0,0.0,0.1418394244685406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613384906185321,0.0,0.05263829420512006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26934419108113017,0.0,0.050853343234658385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04966609362173982,0.3185611620153809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489994908663382,0.0,0.038517941771250584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275164814603217,0.1090066800968124,0.03896169902325393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374946553782866,0.07596144958454991,0.06367588626927663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384895676178702,0.0,0.0,0.0425380716142138 socialanxiety,IntelligentStop7,2020/04/12,"Sort of rant Hi so I’ve been on here for a while but this’ll be my first time posting just wanted to get some things off my chest. I’m just bored and lonely and tired of being here. This year has been rough so first I dropped out of college mid semester because of stress and anxiety and then I came back home to get a job at a store which is now closed (thanks corona). So now I’m stuck at home with my family, bored and I don’t know what I want to do in the future and I’m just lost and unhappy. Idk if anyone’s got any suggestions or anything lmk just wanted to get that out there.",0.9030952380952364,2.7074860555555564,2.2716666666666683,97.47750000000002,81.30158730158729,5.787301587301588,18.436507936507933,6.816661863887847,-0.17693968253968295,457,10,110,5,12,147,84,126,0.23199999999999998,0.757,0.011000000000000001,-0.9809,1,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,13,6,0,1,4,0,8,2,1,0,0,25,23,15,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,5,12,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,5,0,2,6,1,7,1,17,15,1,22,0,2,0,0,2,9,0,4,10,69,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13187246940658393,0.0,0.14834851626151724,0.0,0.0,0.13559359866779208,0.0,0.15957990269262978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149112758349346,0.0,0.1182120289574199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217931884734148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828108219957376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298970552474405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039460949011009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15509579720923905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.389035790399674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19243599811564746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657353803015032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21168693999944987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857220648427658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22213507473292515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17853577934089762,0.0,0.0,0.1288320458004593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307649976895028,0.22288288438113216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431376923070085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487833004219392 socialanxiety,honeymoonpearl,2020/04/12,I love wearing masks in public It makes me feel much less anxious for some reason?,1.9987500000000007,4.755171375000003,2.2800000000000007,92.965,85.25,3.2,20.5,3.1291,-0.36865000000000014,66,2,12,0,2,20,16,16,0.09,0.688,0.222,0.5413,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,3,3,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5392093654096575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24133553098015365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4307788679214118,0.0,0.3185992248709637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508679614118946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4907404571254249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DipsyLemon46,2020/04/12,"Need help handling regret from social anxiety I just had my 28th birthday and with the quarantines and everything I've been feeling pensive. I've been shy for as long as I can remember. This wasn't that bad for most of my life, all through grade school and college I had friends and a even few relationships. My problems started when I graduated college and moved for work (a little over five years ago). I've basically been friendless and alone ever since. I've tried a variety of strategies to 'get to normal' including therapy, reading books/blogs, and of course Reddit. Nothing ever worked for me. &#x200B; I just don't know what to do now. Part of me is still trying, the rest has given up. Does anyone have any strategies for forgetting the past and moving forward?",4.916375291375289,7.168289769230771,5.065891608391612,79.96755536130539,70.88811188811191,7.843589743589742,31.497086247086248,8.59863814320734,2.7215925407925403,619,28,106,11,12,194,99,143,0.096,0.8240000000000001,0.08,-0.3071,0,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,8,4,0,0,6,0,12,1,0,0,3,23,18,11,0,4,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,9,0,0,3,1,0,3,2,3,0,1,7,1,10,1,19,11,5,16,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,11,72,13,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390795502183055,0.0,0.0,0.16249777144152158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16999762168558116,0.19064679018578892,0.1066952070049128,0.0,0.12002562568684268,0.0,0.0,0.10970589345526316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131002277835009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13730145057198784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036288593754056,0.2838442836300291,0.0,0.0,0.1410087307557927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933173837166034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121808164404813,0.0,0.08197210446258804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051646205418438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862263803244222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082085272167837,0.0,0.1572518159720481,0.0,0.13884873436912482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335129453461773,0.0,0.11633699220387393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15372555566686344,0.15054671505886405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16990394935238226,0.14977575275161736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501290521421905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569392625979084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844845060768127,0.17773349383499382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587879420642186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297866576737942,0.0,0.0,0.15993653329388202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110523654814947,0.0,0.12529799042171907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942516917410475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130452620068954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22844548402540496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19064679018578892,0.10103639777306306 socialanxiety,Hghuggivbj,2020/04/12,"I’m so scared for high school. I’m in middle school now, and I can barely text my own friends, due to my social anxiety. I’m so afraid of trying to make friends in hs and totally failing and making a fool of myself and being labeled the weird girl which means that I’ll never get friends or a gf, and my mom will yell at me for not making friends the second I get to hs and I’ll end up hating myself, and getting even more depressed, all the while trying to not get labeled a weirdo lesbian and have people make fun of me. I want to focus on my studies when I get to hs, but my mom makes it seem like if I’m not social, if I’m not cool, if I’m not popular or doing a million things I literally HATE doing, hs won’t be fun for me. I just want to make her understand that I’m fine with being alone and that I am not going to be able to make friends bc they’re all gonna pretend to be my friend but then stab me in the back later or ignore me like the kids at my school now. I want a future, and I don’t want me having to be the prime example of what I’m not drive me to suicide, and if it comes to that it’s really going to suck. I want so badly to dress the way I want to, and be the way I want to, and my mom sorta allows that but some parts I mustn’t dare indulge in. I’m just really nervous about this, and I really don’t want to do it.",5.499867109634553,3.021601362126248,6.90795681063123,83.82977574750835,68.60132890365449,9.796013289036543,29.141196013289036,7.7094869923839395,1.5517601328903652,1034,23,252,9,14,360,134,301,0.171,0.6920000000000001,0.13699999999999998,-0.9577,0,1,0,0,0,1,22.0,0,0,0,1,11,25,3,3,13,1,19,1,0,8,5,62,58,30,1,13,19,3,0,2,7,4,0,1,0,2,13,16,0,1,3,1,0,4,12,12,0,2,0,2,32,13,35,47,7,27,0,2,0,1,15,10,1,10,13,165,45,4,0.08835779339963627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151202664577444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759347010480607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06794168912322497,0.07377506678120037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611241528007946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610243798316378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782587789695537,0.0,0.0,0.058359489218263526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40959007199745456,0.0,0.230816501089374,0.0,0.10043154039032247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17447005642334434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335485990620156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633430946104992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4128565924263712,0.0,0.0,0.09624753998693844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104507392014962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06814697735498022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568287984769623,0.0,0.06125616865958448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698127949472405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884615653347215,0.2682684123536629,0.0,0.08043761662438995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18013928642325602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664908492902308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058700991798280124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997828352093523,0.0,0.0,0.09198357903396903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4169257265487521,0.14026860736776045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MovementInMind,2020/04/12,"Extrovert with Social Anxiety So I should start by saying that I don't have a diagnosis of SA but I'm quite sure that I have it. I have always been anxious around people. When I was younger I was constantly worried about a million different ways that people were thinking of something I'd do or say. It's like my mind was always on a 100 when I was around people. I liked to talk to people and joke around but it was so draining. As I've gotten older I still find it very draining but its like a switch. When I'm around people I almost subconsciously become this ""social butterfly"" but in my head if the conversation starts lasting any longer than a quick passing thought or joke I'm quickly gonna get anxious. Now I'm pretty comfortable striking up a conversation with people in most areas but only when there is a reason too. Ask me to just walk up to someone and start a conversation and I cringe. I'm not even sure it's just anxiousness because I just hate the discomfort of prolonged small talk. Really I just find most conversations with people to be pretty boring. I like to be doing something and talking with someone at the same time. If I'm just sitting there with someone talking I feel incapable of relaxing and bored out of my mind. So I say all this to ask if there are others out there who find themselves utterly bored with most conversation, especially if they are also extroverts who also crave and need meaningful social interactions? Frankly I have no idea how to ask any of my friends something like this because I assume it'd be pretty insulting that I am typically bored of most of our conversations. I don't want to be an ass about it I just don't know what to do with these thoughts. I welcomed any input or critique and of course would love to hear any related experiences.",5.404396551724137,6.607384727011496,6.0695977011494255,77.37267241379313,68.10919540229885,9.018390804597699,31.16666666666667,9.2995712137729,2.7872735632183923,1447,58,264,28,24,472,167,348,0.125,0.701,0.174,0.9746,1,0,3,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,1,1,32,21,2,1,12,0,28,3,2,2,3,67,53,30,0,8,19,0,1,5,1,3,0,4,0,0,20,20,0,0,12,3,0,2,5,7,0,1,10,5,29,14,44,35,6,33,0,0,0,2,29,14,1,13,20,186,49,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756104095611502,0.0,0.0,0.12388314302953653,0.12889926927881976,0.0,0.0,0.2106910677863334,0.0,0.05925366271729349,0.26250985291380546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758092081315142,0.2172328399279969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443297269818278,0.08554411672149773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837024683030011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092508175428315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051158987475132464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757668750418472,0.0,0.0,0.039164103843253084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21238026675730975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059842348530753264,0.0,0.040467586836211634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647180904861514,0.07949224864039675,0.0,0.08729859248912268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743844726374454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0425678168960919,0.06313701491400893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892055566093713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990710505093664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15641705121598493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057432676215146014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05890881282263492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758878847374652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364019323396325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238403852599045,0.0,0.0,0.049620326052616105,0.07963771494768479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18478846845789207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23687005201775985,0.1968847677152752,0.1788883437050583,0.0,0.0,0.16447136277464358,0.0,0.061856497902989714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600281225200076,0.0,0.0,0.2490249412084609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04963070634826392,0.0,0.12298289623182496,0.045165242952278715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390934930054558,0.045685582388315917,0.061481003548912214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866037390007499,0.0,0.05502255232297671,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DragonShad0w,2020/04/12,"Anxiety Worse Now Quarantine is making my social anxiety so bad right now! I live with 3 other roommates who I’m not friends with and it’s fine when we’re not all home at the same time, but now they’re all at home all the time and one of them is working from home in the kitchen.... I didn’t realize I can’t cook/prepare meals in front of others (whom I’m not close with) cause I get nervous, so eating has been hard because someone is always in the kitchen now, whereas before they weren’t.. I also kind of started dating someone right before this all happened, and I’m still in the stage of being shy with him because it still hasn’t been that long and we never got to go on a proper date, I just always go to his place but his roommates are always there too.. and now he’s always wanting me to come over but it’s conflicting because I feel like it’s irresponsible and not social distancing, so that’s also always on my mind lately Just felt like getting that out",3.367727272727272,4.6753415303030295,4.39739393939394,87.04609090909094,73.0909090909091,6.694141414141416,25.826262626262626,7.0316486544052195,1.0773935353535355,765,25,156,7,15,249,109,198,0.12300000000000001,0.836,0.040999999999999995,-0.9155,1,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,2,1,17,7,0,1,6,0,12,4,0,2,5,37,27,15,0,1,9,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,5,0,12,14,4,1,3,0,0,4,9,2,0,1,6,3,16,5,22,20,5,35,0,0,0,0,12,14,0,0,18,105,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875845449487892,0.4879499781123149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17944445201430598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979275543210352,0.2144863995845657,0.0,0.19960072978692656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048336079925095,0.0,0.10103010416717778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001119590677654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05930250410269431,0.08378798107797106,0.11261139283887912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061361734365896,0.0,0.12255249061668518,0.0,0.1333108264921929,0.0,0.0938030289796482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371418565246182,0.0,0.10506376318088202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529373733294859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213362856570838,0.0,0.0,0.13230188377429453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459844292096848,0.0,0.10356425205166103,0.1037929813286481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828823117462669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842378493572095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045694050723298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947492797954338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253720937804626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20032043118107287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391133010951223,0.19874934101089345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301448442648586,0.0,0.1873269070755101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677892471108394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917736322680643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853844219963425,0.0,0.11952279821409866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,szakattack,2020/04/12,"Anyone take medication for social anxiety? I'm wondering if anyone on here is taking any prescriptions for SAD and if it works for them. Finally got around to seeing a therapist after a decade with SAD and I don't see any progress after quite a while so i was thinking of asking for a referral once this whole quarantine is over. Would really appreciate your input, thank you!",4.8581904761904715,7.198496342857148,6.154285714285718,71.71904761904764,71.28571428571428,10.380952380952381,27.380952380952376,10.504223727775694,3.5423809523809524,304,11,50,10,6,102,55,70,0.163,0.762,0.075,-0.7577,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,1,3,3,3,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,0,0,9,15,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,5,1,12,12,1,7,0,2,2,0,5,3,0,3,4,36,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806123589011189,0.0,0.15783592767675508,0.0,0.0,0.2885305761337407,0.0,0.0,0.1836705117915164,0.1928834170442179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260158986188357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501472106490053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20784792268933955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197264224653408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194490694785724,0.0,0.0,0.13217529237820347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32882418114408024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21031951266563007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102572530590341,0.0,0.0,0.1899537728175645,0.0,0.2395559907573285,0.0,0.13220294271268065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23035138183610865,0.0,0.0,0.22374763811732626,0.15020502783626696,0.0,0.0,0.1465653799407272,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,JINX_701,2020/04/12,"Do I have social anxiety? So today im finally sick of dealing with this question by myself, so decided to ask for some help here. I've always struggled to talk and communicate with others and I've never understood why. I'll worry for hours about what someone thinks about what i said hours ago, i'll avoid reasonable opportunities for just the sake of not talking to someone new, and my newest friends have all been introductions, never ones i found myself. I find myself worrying in conversations whether or not they truly like me, or do they stick around because we have mutuals. Do they actually like my joke,, or are they laughing because its polite? i mean just today my guitar teacher taught me a new lick, and i misnamed it for another, and it consumed me for hours. Should i correct the mistake right now as i said it? no, no, wait then say ""oh wow i just realized, i said the wrong thing!! hahahahah"". No no wait, that could seem like i was still worrying about it, maybe i should just wait until next week and he'll have forgotten. or will he? will he keep thinking im stupid? maybe he thinks i don't deserve to learn guitar?!? maybe i don't, if i got that wrong, wow im an idiot! that's basically my thought process. now i realize its irrational, but i cant stop it. even now im worrying ***TEN HOURS LATER*** ABOUT TO GO TO SLEEP whether or not he remembers if i misnamed it. This same thing happens with friends. I said something mean YEARS AGO and we made up, as it was something as mundane as saying he walked with a limp, not realizing he had twisted his ankle, but to this day i still obsess over if they're still thinking about it. Will they ever talk again once high school isnt connecting us? will i lose them? will i lose all my friends?? or again, do i not have any friends, and they're all just being polite, and being nice to me, but secretly hating me???? I sink into these rabbit holes and i fear socialization because of it. It doesn't help that my brother has a much easier time socializing with friends i've known much longer. A friend i've known since kindergarten has just met my brother, and they call every week or so, where as i don't, as i worry,""is it weird? Will they think i'm intruding their private time? do they really care enough to answer anyways?"" it doesn't help that some friends i've known longer have even outright said, ""ooooh between you two, your brothers my favorite!"" and of course i roll with it, but i internalize it, and think, ""is everybody better than me? do i just suck?"" it screws with me, and keeps me awake for up to hours. Yesterday, my brother was calling this friend i was talking about, and his phone died. since i was in the room, i called back on his behalf, and they didn't pick up. twice. but when my brothers phone booted up a minute later, they picked up on the first ring. what do i say to that? how do i not let that hurt me as bad as it did? something that meaningless, and i can't stop thinking about it, and whether or not i'm the black sheep of the group. Even online, i'm afraid to talk, incase some random stranger i'll never see again, doesn't like me, or thinks im obnoxious. Even now as i go to post this i'm psyching myself up, thinking im being ridiculous. and if i do get a response, no my parents or a therapist are not viable options for me, as my parents are boomers (does that count as personal? surely not, it's not that specific) and they don't believe in mental issues, and they think you can get over depression by ""being happy"". At least a part of this post is to vent, so i'm sorry if you read it for its longevity, i just wanted to put this out there and hopefully get some help. &#x200B; TLDR: I over obsess whether my friends are real, whether or not i'm actually liked, and i will think about a conversation, what I should have said, what people think about me, and obsess over slight social embarasments and worries for Weeks to Years afterwards.",3.096343379874817,5.039341450322585,3.888161771786233,87.78877997111219,75.14193548387097,6.897833413577273,25.63168030813673,7.758597700099211,1.3446814636494944,3084,109,625,44,67,983,308,775,0.136,0.7559999999999999,0.10800000000000001,-0.8275,2,1,3,0,0,0,133.0,3,4,14,5,44,47,6,7,17,0,60,3,1,5,9,150,113,70,1,12,45,7,1,5,9,11,1,10,1,1,48,37,0,8,32,4,0,4,30,22,0,5,22,14,95,25,82,74,13,76,0,4,2,1,83,23,2,25,52,425,143,5,0.0,0.0,0.0913779394849884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300512659582711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03895748214874064,0.050728788261295205,0.05689068209388225,0.031838789925296714,0.04909421147009031,0.035816704322244965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041679182366037314,0.04376980842464071,0.0,0.0,0.036001220039558385,0.03909223404507901,0.0856219946488044,0.0,0.0,0.05274941835782264,0.0,0.041407944703203366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342349222121792,0.0,0.0477354872843329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03738147227077882,0.0,0.0,0.030194632538786764,0.0482687340749809,0.04032547101396935,0.0,0.04859113380120915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04097196269555711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048376944296690386,0.0,0.1236950590929443,0.042350817678139516,0.03944735441233869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052684829024542086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051288351974818,0.04279207320689955,0.03982454824066886,0.0,0.0513350432808332,0.3255528931858339,0.0,0.07338359483004643,0.0,0.053217075276802785,0.0,0.037445742298315085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04140223093930478,0.04984011003702032,0.0,0.046224453444327636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552819775123109,0.049467254886020114,0.0,0.04650221728896232,0.2305383348625907,0.0,0.050121124108772855,0.0,0.3034378452522503,0.04886727790342992,0.0,0.08323044806704583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047875997212841234,0.0,0.11436794227449185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475784038130408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0443016377781749,0.0,0.0,0.14110910716926342,0.1020000800701757,0.0,0.0,0.04718293192604611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883527582976734,0.0,0.1083299970216133,0.09043691500861807,0.0497929511995551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049861121108897004,0.03172602958210245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397478124029458,0.05070083561166591,0.0,0.03245866911984309,0.040880884438428564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968006489345272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04706641739924138,0.05244843063587015,0.0,0.04683205884455245,0.05329071458339416,0.02999369937820305,0.04813812949908963,0.0,0.0,0.053037240676057966,0.03998350226367045,0.2672157619882353,0.11169797162572974,0.0,0.04738372108711551,0.037308991189134465,0.04262261319850515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774589645548382,0.0,0.0468532012557003,0.19090588332387454,0.07933983248098064,0.10813155878227644,0.0,0.05241047266111469,0.0,0.0,0.112170073251236,0.07828621102913373,0.0,0.048945790808335214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04412671990924828,0.0,0.0,0.18815825636557545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054360919062417606,0.06220944311341206,0.35999968671529164,0.0,0.03716936497280051,0.05460152430347564,0.0,0.08875861237040199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04573573978610546,0.0,0.05631796007086137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0276152885940384,0.0,0.11266706890763682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042247216149748405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23773681023721435,0.0,0.0,0.10237930375992964,0.05689068209388225,0.060300302774746926 socialanxiety,LilVigilante,2020/04/12,"I hate that I’m so bad at arguing Whenever I get into an online argument and people draw meaning from my words that I didn’t mean in an attempt to make me look bad I never know how to respond and usually end up deleting the post then feel shitty about myself. I hate that I can never defend myself or argue back, I’ve kind of accepted over the years that arguing is just my weak spot but that’s led to me being taken advantage of because I never try to defend myself because I can’t argue. So as a result I just say nothing.",10.132363636363637,5.359822327272728,11.011363636363637,65.09704545454548,62.09090909090909,13.545454545454545,40.22727272727273,10.686352973137794,4.256636363636364,416,14,79,7,4,148,74,110,0.22699999999999998,0.738,0.035,-0.9542,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,7,12,6,0,5,0,5,1,0,4,3,20,16,9,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,9,0,0,2,3,16,3,14,13,0,15,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,1,8,59,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595566029511842,0.3169744150998947,0.2314183565819813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16811933741703766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597593181122102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917025984563686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37480511031762015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19766262798583675,0.10431710395119068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15939640276760494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670267555355566,0.0,0.0,0.4135273476965216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4391900115519454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18213216495019371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159349817816846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817898542389721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15094813624228093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887160901028394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090538926936165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222343367504346 socialanxiety,Wolfendoom34,2020/04/12,"Does anyone else hate family gatherings? Whether it be a family members birthday party or just some sort of random event, I always hate going to these types of things. Its not because I hate my family or anything, its just that I'm never able to talk to anyone and always end up feeling like a shit human being for just sitting there silently, in a nervous wreck, worrying about what in going to say if somebody tries to speak to me.",8.522710843373495,7.213647506024097,8.567560240963857,70.59543674698797,61.89156626506024,10.709638554216868,35.207831325301214,9.516144504307137,3.350183132530121,345,12,58,5,4,113,61,83,0.231,0.6990000000000001,0.07,-0.9468,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,4,1,3,0,2,1,1,0,1,14,9,5,0,1,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,0,3,4,1,13,7,1,9,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,6,4,41,11,1,0.17149809170234154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854003014440656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398309064950479,0.17572006165588833,0.14112831688659885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454364491401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007913575396473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326464946283005,0.0,0.1518964059178174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4850194137530133,0.0,0.08671458810579738,0.1225182709790918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949326353790298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5079565805894137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837853049025465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226990084283727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638216595107686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17604032663865402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13784366987808774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393571169106725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643594683549205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741646368392033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,metal440,2020/04/12,"Do you know what caused your SA? I accidentally deleted the text part. In short, mine started at around age 10. Before then I had no issues with socializing, I was a bit more solitary. After then, I Just gradually became more and more afraid of confrontation and now I am disabled. I often lose my job and can't go to college. I've slowly gotten worse. My SA was caused by verbal/physical bullying over years by multiple people, at multiple places ranging from work place to school to social events, and an extremely persistent sensitivity to criticism.",4.9908555555555525,7.584080730000004,5.971333333333334,72.04122222222225,71.7,9.244444444444444,29.11111111111111,9.725611199111238,3.2849777777777778,443,18,72,12,9,146,78,100,0.192,0.8079999999999999,0.0,-0.9569,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,3,4,3,1,1,3,0,6,0,0,2,0,11,10,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,1,11,0,15,6,5,17,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,1,8,50,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796119642636064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17168556526796513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22027308458324688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4145326307430852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146666378779485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21058829070511528,0.20021877652272946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088374110374014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257213363454987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184898109094871,0.0,0.1398771517828067,0.0,0.4215990609029687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041950617896645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4113442100680541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428089837086699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468859635049359,0.0,0.20561386920480584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299288423168296 socialanxiety,ReservoirHemly,2020/04/13,"Can you guys help me with something? I'm working on a project on social anxiety and how one could help their peers who struggle with social anxiety so I just had 2 simple questions to ask. It would help me out a lot if you can answer these :) &#x200B; 1. As someone who is socially anxious, what are the 2 biggest issues you're dealing with? 2. Regarding social anxiety, what do you wish for more than anything else? Thank you so much in advance - looking forward to hear your answers!",3.3402415458937185,5.846774956521737,4.044492753623191,84.27248792270532,76.6086956521739,6.262801932367151,31.961352657004827,7.3871296695380915,2.323938164251208,384,20,67,5,9,122,69,92,0.09300000000000001,0.7390000000000001,0.16899999999999998,0.8668,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,5,1,2,4,2,0,1,3,0,8,0,0,1,0,15,14,6,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,2,9,1,12,11,3,7,0,0,1,0,20,6,0,3,1,48,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652076679219434,0.17553293681685234,0.0,0.0,0.3315311610999606,0.1631970307274516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188770690379787,0.0,0.1350492336163146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115338388796241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14893041068889187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206765729274553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303666547693594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16281527252527805,0.0,0.2904825411686749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15077718334399698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130879005563774,0.0,0.0,0.12281348408127997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061936478724034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978888447302276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16182662471433565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5890291541970912,0.1223992514183728,0.11121124102722013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101943040922472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329980142132111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661201907521186,0.0,0.0,0.10516753697885163,0.0,0.0,0.10261920147931418,0.0,0.17553293681685234,0.0 socialanxiety,GordanFreechman,2020/04/13,"Now that everyone is wearing face masks, I suddenly don't have trouble making eye contact with people anymore I might keep wearing a mask out in public after the quarantine is over. I really like the confidence it gives me. I don't have to worry about what my facial expression is or looks like, I don't have to worry about smiling, everyone looks the same around me.",10.085952380952378,7.710541785714287,9.861428571428572,65.92023809523812,59.71428571428571,13.333333333333332,40.476190476190474,11.855464076750405,4.849047619047617,295,12,50,7,3,97,48,70,0.0,0.738,0.262,0.9533,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,10,5,5,1,0,8,15,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,8,2,10,14,1,7,0,0,3,0,4,4,0,2,5,38,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370602396498234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21279339946563025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4568197450451966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293058461231007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21246685968660176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335625781978787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4014613590754996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595588966972922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25358023285346376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16571799522079195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313307245774568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4855068756791648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cocopuffs02,2020/04/13,"Someone please help me decide I'm a senior in high school and I just got diagnosed with social anxiety. I did track ever since freshman year but I didn't know or not whether to do it my last year because let's just say I worry A LOT. I kept telling myself to ""stick it through"" because I worry what people would have thought of me if I didn't do it. I wish I didn't, but I do. Now I know I made the wrong choice because I got nominated to be captain. When I got home after I found that out, I just remember crying in the shower and crying some more after that. No, not because I'm a dramatic baby, but because I'm not a leader whatsoever and constantly worry what others will think. I thought I would be fine now that we're quarantined and I don't have to see anybody, but now my coach wants the captains to speak every Tuesday to the team. I wanted to dig myself in a hole. I really, really don't want to speak to the team every Tuesday because I know I'll be awkward, nervous, and uncomfortable. I really don't want to be captain, but I didn't have the guts to tell my coach and I thought people would think I'm a loser if I didn't want to be captain. Should I stick through with track, even though I am dreading these video calls every Tuesday until god knows when? Or should I send my coach a letter saying I want to be done to work on my mental health?",4.6184410725420895,4.549222696113078,5.787865308667637,83.21668052379964,69.3886925795053,8.354936603616713,29.01454998960716,7.928766900206844,1.7446779879442946,1065,35,224,12,17,357,127,283,0.209,0.76,0.03,-0.9940000000000001,1,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,4,11,6,0,3,13,0,30,3,1,1,1,54,57,20,0,14,16,0,0,0,0,6,2,4,2,0,10,9,0,1,12,6,0,1,12,5,0,0,16,5,39,1,27,28,3,24,0,1,1,0,17,6,0,6,17,153,49,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372039382177496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524661067933865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840135145428648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413835439325443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21170896916777915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781034724927573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861676860089597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364941053828385,0.08716935343399408,0.24357973947077546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056613018738984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312201740571081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243347932585492,0.0,0.0,0.06459268342153801,0.1018168918801,0.09666383055854412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21184285202320333,0.07855186313796568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854165635638347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192766902867152,0.0,0.09118466497008992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711514191700203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361731157153744,0.0,0.0,0.1057818877585484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18520525873396132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916488113148053,0.0,0.0,0.15326961005413756,0.0,0.09752841991980213,0.07679192085375347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971567289711573,0.0,0.0,0.09823389091657032,0.0816513384875962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16845778850389878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234960017612226,0.09467996311302668,0.2295135978380597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34103806966797073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081714771573564,0.0,0.0,0.07015623102477603,0.2935957108549764,0.0,0.20536878432387004,0.10536204733518142,0.0,0.12411421296977618 socialanxiety,paris_in_the_rain,2020/04/13,"Accidentally added classmate on social media. We’ve never talked and I’m worried that I look like a stalker I was on Snapchat looking at my friend’s story and my hand slipped and I accidentally added a classmate through quick add. I didn’t realize I did until he added me back and I apologized and he unadded me. It happened earlier this morning but I’m still stressing over. I can’t focus on my homework because I don’t know if he’s told our classmates about it or not. I don’t think I can handle another rumor about me. Help?",1.8266666666666684,4.369096603773588,3.6625471698113214,84.53709119496857,82.9622641509434,5.79748427672956,28.644654088050324,7.1686216300943375,1.7988201257861631,424,21,80,6,12,142,69,106,0.087,0.8170000000000001,0.096,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,0,7,1,1,0,1,14,15,9,0,1,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,3,17,2,9,11,0,10,0,0,2,0,11,5,0,2,6,52,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818937063796636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067151512826257,0.0,0.16387744227834114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076988733266386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23772717765265974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18019236820216514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774299181706346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131337696129057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4515022088953383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073397484692936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274040286056109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21468951733704345,0.0,0.3079460542941219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21607691287654546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17225663838447472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568804186159829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730118625959625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,GrimmerX,2020/04/13,"Have you ever felt anxious while posting on social media platforms? Around 2 years ago, I recorded a video of mine playing guitar and singing along which wasn't that good, but it took a lot of effort, so I uploaded it anyway. Although, I didn't really get any negative comments, putting something like this out there for anyone and everyone to see and therefore judge me, made me feel really anxious. The thought of what people might be thinking about me used to give me stomach cramps. I got so anxious that I never uploaded anything after that till now. I don't feel any anxiety while talking normally like face-to-face or even while doing my class presentations or music auditions in front of a lot of people. In fact, I love being social, meeting new people, sharing my ideas and thoughts. I read on google that ""Social Media Anxiety Disorder"" is a real thing and everyone feels this kind of anxiety in more or less amount, depending on the person. In all the blogs that I read, I found that 1. Excessive thinking before posting something and checking your phone after you have posted something, 2. Getting anxious if got less number of likes, 3. And feeling bad about our own life after seeing perfectly taken selfies, photographs (on Instagram) are some of the symptoms of this ""Social Media Anxiety Disorder"" which I think I felt too and gave me a relief that I am not the only one who is feeling this way. The whole reason I came to Reddit is to deal with my anxiety regarding social networking platforms. I hope this would help me to overcome this kind of anxiety and to interact with people who feel the same way, so that it would helpful for everyone. P.S. - Pardon my english, I am not a native english speaker.",8.894746835443037,8.230079202531645,8.617563291139241,68.45583860759497,60.77215189873418,11.31772151898734,39.686708860759495,10.550175099000144,4.410427848101267,1372,63,218,27,16,442,175,316,0.09300000000000001,0.745,0.163,0.9727,0,0,3,0,0,0,42.0,1,3,0,2,12,13,0,0,13,0,17,5,1,5,5,57,46,22,0,5,7,0,8,3,0,3,3,1,0,1,23,15,0,0,16,7,2,4,7,1,0,1,14,11,31,12,37,27,11,35,0,0,2,1,24,12,0,10,17,163,54,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599921620469078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126291067332836,0.0,0.3417438670476769,0.3364485207752889,0.0,0.05206015528320062,0.0,0.0612695185899636,0.0662800836773646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06216620376301552,0.0,0.0,0.06335509819076172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515584766631648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675908095781503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066208292146928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0491763417715072,0.06734814792814227,0.0,0.21343273101822705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225877889788978,0.0,0.14297554639848664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163526180415938,0.0,0.0,0.07779856401157349,0.07142331814292392,0.0,0.06244870747917515,0.1190957591776446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981025272703067,0.0,0.0,0.07394988764479579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404980588605125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506532543111542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05258925131182636,0.10912378343781842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659671216510548,0.06719788369370219,0.07045042854234146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898421236119145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05742372138608282,0.07190839591875395,0.0,0.0,0.07294937443152713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05045213883959936,0.05662582579703687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064688588586277,0.0650105949197231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139198228432522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484710367441126,0.0,0.0,0.14894883262055308,0.08474525701569655,0.0953946210903094,0.07655138777077752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866082382407345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794837495276252,0.0,0.17195559887214168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738649240720166,0.0,0.059843520282967924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04946410727144054,0.14312186567002924,0.0,0.11821674422477164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827214311957848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06430458223611088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819666464064345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312553122639607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578035147746384,0.0,0.0,0.04794610746655872 socialanxiety,sHaD0x_,2020/04/13,"Getting a drivings license My parents really really want me to get my drivings license so that i can hAvE FrEEdOm or bring them somewhere. They probably also want me to get it because mY SiSTeR HaS tHem tO. It just really scares me to drive. I'm afraid that i will hit someone accidentally or on purpose. It also scares me to sit in a car with a instructor and that i will make mistakes and then stress and cry. I have driven a car once in the backyard and ended up crying because i was afraid to ruin the car of my parents. but they still want me to drive and I don't want to tell them that I'm scared because they don't see that as a valid reason. I'm 17 F from the Netherlands",3.591489361702127,4.535983503546103,4.972829787234044,84.52350000000003,72.12056737588652,7.3421276595744684,28.28439716312057,7.554174236665415,1.5945767375886517,538,20,110,6,10,180,75,141,0.139,0.789,0.07200000000000001,-0.8078,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,6,1,5,8,0,6,8,0,9,0,0,2,0,17,24,13,0,5,4,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,6,0,0,1,0,0,9,2,8,0,0,2,1,21,0,16,19,0,17,0,1,1,0,10,4,0,2,3,76,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382947227820069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724690200009185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32731734622281605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196104171334827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23352359693907715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945207559580327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866963693630773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308718380779808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160636570627183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863406970125495,0.15318667852918805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4474953660229529,0.0,0.11872585202227964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623886240795315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898371852370875,0.0,0.1706677023596644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022394965222947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515129798656356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,thirstyafterpretzels,2020/04/13,Volunteering at food bank? Ive had a lot of free time lately and have been thinking of volunteering at a food bank to help out. Just wanted to see if anyone here has done it and how much social interaction was required when doing it.,5.281449275362321,6.04464047826087,6.294347826086959,77.24557971014494,68.1304347826087,8.742028985507247,26.20289855072464,8.841846274778883,1.8013420289855082,186,5,36,3,3,62,37,46,0.0,0.872,0.128,0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,1,0,10,11,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,2,7,7,2,6,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,2,3,28,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19287623691122388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28228374161242664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6671022763832569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18489212956074336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31116356038366805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23451233784177966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027767619557341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198116106595478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811877804808188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17674942074210295,0.0,0.0,0.1608466031789784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269968367441784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Lvarela688,2020/04/13,"Anyone feeling lonely? Let’s connect! Hi everyone!! This whole quarantine has been super crazy. I know that it may be effecting our mental health. Some of us may not have people that we can call for HH video chat or family to call. SAD can cause us to be isolated even though we desire relationships and connection. If you this is you, you are not alone. Let’s connect!!",2.0390317460317458,4.838497728571428,3.2890476190476186,85.33484126984128,86.0,7.1111111111111125,20.63492063492064,8.167268648758528,1.5054444444444446,291,9,54,7,9,94,55,70,0.151,0.728,0.121,-0.5205,0,4,0,0,0,0,12.0,5,3,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,13,1,0,2,0,15,15,4,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,9,1,4,8,2,0,0,2,0,0,13,0,0,5,0,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20492195463123009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834741191825106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4040717338918725,0.0,0.0,0.203255399978738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068381326728026,0.0,0.0,0.18906247842448215,0.0,0.0,0.1865235847580312,0.0,0.1000433098078786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21031455863186954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873797369716703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4046478768434273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993950448932013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717031820890144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21242621019913868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943951800177877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.475999337820885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209021860757429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DontHurry_BeHappy,2020/04/13,"Anxiety about wearing face mask in public Anyone else feel this way? Just the thought of leaving my house is scary enough thinking everyone is judging me for something, but the thought of wearing a mask somehow makes it worse. I feel like everyone would stare at me even more than I think they already do, and that thought makes my heart race and I start shaking. I don't know why I mean everyone is wearing them now, but I can't shake the feeling of being the odd man out for wearing one.",7.405789473684213,6.780306421052637,6.47684210526316,82.46789473684213,63.73684210526316,9.284210526315787,39.0,8.238735603445708,3.0945368421052635,390,19,76,4,5,118,66,95,0.146,0.8029999999999999,0.052000000000000005,-0.7979999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,2,5,0,8,6,6,2,0,20,21,4,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,10,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,3,4,12,1,10,16,2,8,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,3,49,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18445032611819906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786661985750145,0.0,0.0,0.11687272358963775,0.17126134821565872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13962945828402987,0.0,0.0,0.17270702213689085,0.0,0.11039869104780692,0.0,0.0,0.4791469491702442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535428874031481,0.11940949753375843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19806941480358056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19286462680816732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185934863108036,0.0,0.0,0.17698401617416928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165934010636808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231431818047875,0.0,0.0,0.1820715460923567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326279848821864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867754662754882,0.0,0.0,0.11830715749274535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21420146437768148,0.0,0.3980869667874498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267311671101262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508237240047379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033656969599248,0.11873608244335901,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Higitj1020,2020/04/13,"Hello. First time using reddit so i hope this reaches the right people. Oh goood social anxiety 20 year old male here living in a foreign country where i have to speak a different language from my first language ( not implying that language is my main problem). For me this shitty cycle started at an early age of 13. before that i was the most outgoing person among my friends, always the one leading conversations and making plans for what to do next. Im guessing this anxiety started when i realized my grades at school weren’t where i want them to be because of how outgoing and riotous i was so I decided to shut my mouth and stay still for a while until i get better at school... and most definitely did...but you know what happened... one time my teacher asked me to present something about bugs in science class abd it was then when realized it has been a while since the last time instood up and said something infront of a crowd, I started sweating, my heart began to pound as if it didn’t want to stay a second longer in my body. Since then i started to avoid these typa situation where i have to present and such ( yeah our school didn’t really focus on training us on that) at that point i was okay with having normal conversations with friends and family but fast forward to my last year of high school ( we moved to a different country for a better college) i had to take a year off and join a language course ... at this point things were controllable though i didn’t have much friends because of my anxiety and my negative inner thoughts. When college started I realized my language level isn’t really at the level of even talking with a stranger for only minute (I couldn’t bring myself to practice my language with native speakers) so here my anxiety just reached its maximum level where things went completely out of control and i reached a point where i started becoming so self conscious even around my family( thats so devastating tbh) i especially have one thing (among other things obviously) that really makes my SAD symptoms occur and its when someone tells a joke i always start thinking “what if its not funny and i cant laugh this will be so awkward and i will lose my relationship with that particular person” and when that person finishes telling the joke i realize I didn’t hear a single word and shitty weird laugh comes out.... sorry i wrote a lot i just wanted to get thing of my chest.. plz i need help..any advice?",5.051737118173403,6.764626244060483,5.446896636840481,79.57257883369333,69.49676025917928,8.228793582227707,30.93915458191916,8.759644201051973,2.6111583955569264,1953,82,346,34,35,623,230,463,0.11900000000000001,0.7929999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.9759,3,1,2,0,0,0,43.0,3,1,1,9,28,17,0,2,22,2,27,6,5,7,1,64,58,37,0,10,7,0,0,0,3,2,1,4,0,5,29,25,0,3,9,2,0,6,11,6,0,6,17,4,53,11,54,36,6,78,0,2,0,0,27,34,0,7,38,248,82,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171888080879933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213786512063092,0.0,0.0,0.04990981982168092,0.0,0.2245820602508978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533541278059476,0.068612634375518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894794962522419,0.08105690473228,0.0624521162676528,0.0,0.0,0.12982045260966352,0.0,0.08152318074915928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06322165072960491,0.07695126137909197,0.0,0.16463318850541248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153360321986011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695089114011753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383769520403796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485625438876348,0.0,0.0,0.17010996418158714,0.0,0.07668972354012855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085076606693774,0.0,0.06490126952829121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271934956895374,0.08697116827450914,0.04919384300568617,0.07754383204346674,0.0,0.07289590124644586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792771344804691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040334924376401335,0.11965033246241367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480744551592779,0.0,0.0,0.08210809755343695,0.0,0.06239618288832996,0.0,0.0,0.09798091862541684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800524258629242,0.053952367883644985,0.05442004830848954,0.0,0.0,0.07805438675874507,0.0,0.0719096480591453,0.0,0.0,0.07701370478678728,0.0,0.1491991772126336,0.055818754250531136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05088152945586012,0.19225205303909626,0.0,0.0,0.2081405861587224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022727780144289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410524836462823,0.0,0.0,0.07879671500785951,0.0,0.06267730018954124,0.06981363804779142,0.0,0.0,0.29711091250484184,0.0,0.0,0.07656500216979491,0.0,0.0,0.12142304948073228,0.08249691129325967,0.0,0.07481501544145625,0.06218572931162032,0.11300317691142325,0.0,0.08215755854486957,0.3636360615700716,0.15645454320480218,0.05861181867034339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628352507336365,0.05518247185970364,0.0589905878659426,0.12829759597791546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437955481570151,0.04702733034656505,0.07210834098298698,0.0582659175499894,0.1283883077703151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828285391675786,0.06338806759103141,0.0,0.0,0.12986744294799066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803613226676329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14178823631842435 socialanxiety,mimiotis,2020/04/13,"Just joined.... Best resources/books/etc? I am 32 year old mama living the quarantine life. My social anxiety is not visible to most (I can small talk, look you in the eye, etc) but it's getting worse as I get older. I can't talk in front of anyone, embarrassed when I go out with my kids and they are misbehaving, spend way too much time overanalyzing the shit I do and say, stress migraines for anxiety, etc, don't go out with friends or family due to anxiety and if I do I feel like I ran a marathon and exhausted for days. Family history of social anxiety. What are some of the best exercises, books, resources etc that I can do to start getting a handle on this while in quarantine?",3.371919191919193,5.090012333333334,5.017104377104378,80.95151515151515,73.81481481481481,9.353535353535355,27.08754208754209,9.800150414767053,2.6324814814814808,535,20,108,15,11,181,88,135,0.16899999999999998,0.691,0.14,-0.1179,0,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,1,2,3,8,1,2,6,0,11,6,2,0,0,16,20,10,0,1,5,0,1,1,1,0,4,1,0,1,4,8,0,0,1,3,1,4,3,4,0,0,1,4,14,4,17,19,8,21,0,0,2,0,9,7,1,4,10,72,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958082516502415,0.0,0.0,0.09044422313104301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27148877573417296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341976837729319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5770358263956732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438785154727114,0.0,0.06540302640701702,0.09240735483182083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993515278376597,0.0,0.20273942647097948,0.0,0.14702467690591212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136342283397238,0.0631936635895162,0.0,0.11421803538056695,0.0,0.1086210567863885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508681317002386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573060916224386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286396552171496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327754693108903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637111835734906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155428761841583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14816948928097018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20793256078382916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542477134954563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267166369318396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181825702166433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329687874307473 socialanxiety,AngryReact,2020/04/13,"Can't bring myself to end ""friendships"" which are based on me lying about myself to avoid conflict Being someone that used to not project themselves at all, I used to just censor myself and reflect what other people said or thought - just to avoid conflict. Now I'm at the point where there are people that like ""me"" and consider me their friend, when in reality I'm completely different when talking to my 'real' friends. I just can't stop pretending just to get along because it's easy. Thoughts?",10.44586956521739,8.349539239130436,8.899565217391311,72.2226086956522,58.78260869565217,11.37391304347826,41.47826086956522,9.516144504307137,3.966360869565218,398,17,69,5,4,121,64,92,0.162,0.7070000000000001,0.132,-0.2751,1,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,10,5,0,2,1,0,5,0,0,2,1,21,14,5,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,5,3,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,1,10,3,13,10,1,12,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,6,49,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047777876317274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416183086477383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407670839168366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20410680843388795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560841073780411,0.0,0.12039855461981484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125843042433237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195245631639591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21784601268963533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26229806642849435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21920697391239832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19525619813143452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19266322417971024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852238132405392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658968598547782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3980628102856513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cyphmelody,2020/04/13,"Job interview??? I have a job interview in a couple days and I’m already freaking out about it, I haven’t slept at all. I keep worrying about what I’m gonna say and if I do get the job how will I deal with my anxiety? For the last three years of highschool I had to be homeschooled due to having constant panic attacks because of my anxiety but I really need this job and I hate that I’m already stressing over it. Any advice for dealing with anxiety so it doesn’t affect my work?",0.5875666666666675,2.933357690000001,2.882000000000001,89.24266666666666,87.1,6.133333333333334,24.333333333333336,7.492282038375204,1.3974333333333329,379,16,78,7,12,129,66,100,0.22399999999999998,0.7759999999999999,0.0,-0.9566,4,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,2,2,4,0,8,1,1,2,1,13,17,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,2,1,11,0,14,12,1,9,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,5,52,17,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456765853501467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32902095453207786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137765739048578,0.0,0.3421311163040104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695969189843013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087612164242356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16109957092182076,0.0,0.0,0.16495116654733966,0.0,0.09614250791977018,0.30738424401223713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788672195371174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718294304954924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5917447598987715,0.13250672950189013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151787418157595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105389086216487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17491005880842822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550271811746183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855223063077205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17076751199109738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853002989564857,0.1513952066261554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600087581192653 socialanxiety,maryp1992,2020/04/13,Ketamine for social anxiety I’m involved in a clinical trial that is testing the effects of ketamine on social anxiety. Anyone else out there involved in anything similar? Would love to hear how other people have reacted to the drug and if it has helped!,5.5150000000000015,8.085718543478265,6.594999999999999,68.26250000000003,70.08695652173913,8.947826086956523,37.58695652173913,9.516144504307137,4.544104347826087,207,12,28,5,4,69,39,46,0.07,0.8390000000000001,0.092,0.4753,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,4,3,0,3,0,7,7,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,8,6,0,4,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,1,0,22,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40494427893292495,0.0,0.0,0.1850637047951824,0.2711861126835047,0.217801196319806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069336486869357,0.0,0.22109816606411328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983027880996262,0.0,0.17740299703032456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23887537874412104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18348913740918704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5395963051982027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880142657322523,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,iyoteyoung,2020/04/13,"*idk if this is triggering but I’m warning you just in case* I do this when I talk to people I pinch my hands or my skin when they come to close when looking at me or if the teacher comes near me In class or if the whole class is looking at me cause the person next to me is talking I feel so uncomfortable is this normal? Does anyone else do this?",-0.2445333333333295,1.8945840133333365,1.6626666666666698,97.98466666666668,88.86666666666667,4.4,17.666666666666668,5.82211442006289,-0.5455333333333332,271,7,64,2,9,89,46,75,0.105,0.895,0.0,-0.8406,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,6,2,2,2,0,15,12,11,0,4,8,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,12,0,8,12,1,12,0,0,2,0,5,6,0,6,4,46,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16827075150248114,0.2465782851845177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472177717467489,0.0,0.4146039264818864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21059778597537832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20103539265359627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168180590262605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4041772093715036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559380754523499,0.0,0.23578965507215985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16683906268145618,0.2101296395152175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868568610980868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686814038955107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,emoky,2020/04/13,"getting anxiety just from thinking about something I'm thinking about in the future of trying to get into IT as a job and most people told me a good point to start is a help-desk which is like a call center you give technical support. Just the thought of having to answer people on the phone of them being mad over at me for not knowing how to solve something or so makes me really anxious. I'm currently at a job where i have face to face interaction with technical issues and i pretty much wake up every morning praying to god i won't have to do interact with any of them today. Can someone please help me and tell me what to do? on the one hand i really don't think it will be a suitable job for me considering i right now do something similar and heavily dislike it but on the other hand i don't know if working as a warehouse worker or so is better. I'm looking a for a job i can maintain with social anxiety and not have an anxiety attack each morning i wake up. What do you guys think?",6.963529411764708,5.461204764705883,7.92580392156863,74.57311764705884,65.07843137254902,10.709019607843137,35.59607843137255,9.642632912329526,3.271370196078431,788,31,154,13,10,269,113,204,0.075,0.7929999999999999,0.132,0.8668,5,0,3,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,2,3,9,6,2,0,15,0,19,6,6,2,0,29,37,14,0,1,8,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,10,0,0,8,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,3,18,4,33,31,3,19,1,0,1,0,14,14,0,4,6,114,25,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510876472989187,0.0,0.28722656879055114,0.14138798602559968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238032963369765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068822125344843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277958561954922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544733684206148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077521941167025,0.12005877254830699,0.0,0.1049729326797014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392177706576098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16777568925269554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306278808909382,0.4967826920322722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375623314776177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06114374518956139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050975341690688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354102440264459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920023234152214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480734330205812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735315468991014,0.0,0.0,0.13738111028240627,0.11831064001309845,0.0,0.0,0.12732624217741473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603532489612856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068805220053951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757837175569428,0.10604227032773902,0.2890481522027089,0.0,0.0,0.08858438829428672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202286391098135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093897949392294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207735879344563,0.0,0.09935800782793354,0.0,0.0,0.11863101386246885,0.11958966331044545,0.0,0.08497110409152746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111333816817667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,queeeness,2020/04/13,"I was scared I might say something wrong or mispronounce words I just had my first online course and my teacher was being friendly asking us how are we spending our days in this quarantine, at first I muted my mic and then as soon as she started calling by names I just left the chat. I was too scared of speaking and being the center of attention, I was scared I might say something wrong or mispronounce words ( we are not native English speakers but I know I have better English than most of my classmates who were participating in the voice call ). Idk what's wrong with me I'm always like this and I don't know how to help it.",4.5267921146953425,5.8556450483871,4.723655913978495,85.73603942652329,70.29032258064515,7.124014336917562,27.487455197132626,7.3871296695380915,1.4026767025089604,502,17,98,5,9,157,79,124,0.122,0.779,0.099,0.0129,0,1,2,0,0,0,7.0,4,0,0,3,6,9,0,3,3,0,14,0,0,2,0,24,19,12,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,2,0,5,0,0,5,7,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,6,0,2,6,5,21,3,12,9,1,11,0,0,0,0,16,5,0,5,7,73,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454927181137986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13993455084696296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323835390670026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056886727363488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965339464434474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546426622056641,0.0,0.0,0.11564566618086825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033018536733213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645250784328401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626323558208223,0.0,0.0,0.07312815481487353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175826310735288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380698180249744,0.4495800859714129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304684690990707,0.0,0.0,0.1059472696885341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18005170072201138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4909686289467056,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ShimaKatsuki,2020/04/13,"I was yelled at two days ago and since then I can't get that incident out of my head Two days ago I took my friend's dog for a walk through a nearby forest. It was nice till I met this one other dog owner, twice. My friend's dog always gets a bit ""over excited"" when meeting another dog. Our first meeting with said dog owner was on a small footpath, but I tried to give them as much space to pass as possible while still holding the dog. Not the best situation, but all went kinda fine. The second time we met was on a bigger path. Same procedure - I go to the side, hold the dog close and wait for them to pass... Just this time my foot slips for a second (forest ground, I'm more then strong enough to hold the dog) and my dog manages to get like 30cm closer to the other dude. Not a big problem, since the path is big enough and she still couldn't reach them... Well so I thought, but out of nowhere that guy stats yelling at me ""hold your goddamn dog"" and some other slurs that I'm not going to repeat here. This is when my anxiety kicked in full time and I couldn't get out a single word, so I took the dog and did my best to get out of that situation. It's been over two days now and I think every single moment about that incident and it makes me feel sick to the stomach. I'm afraid of going out with not only my friends dog, but also my own now. I'm mainly writing this to get it all out of my head and partially hoping for some advice on how to move past it.",4.440982078853047,4.028033729032259,5.096344086021507,89.19896057347674,69.7741935483871,8.17921146953405,24.964157706093197,7.3871296695380915,0.8375555555555549,1136,24,265,10,18,367,151,310,0.085,0.851,0.064,-0.8101,0,0,0,0,2,0,34.0,2,1,3,4,14,14,0,1,18,0,11,5,4,2,2,51,37,26,0,4,9,0,1,1,3,0,1,3,0,1,17,20,0,5,3,0,0,10,7,2,1,8,13,4,29,12,42,22,17,56,0,0,0,0,20,24,0,4,23,175,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592075042608247,0.19216837166787187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668214190445654,0.09019197025331732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113659903471549,0.08292063430768215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275043170265847,0.0,0.11833749060385408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20971427691479827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239986611195578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132609243446008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05480694667380747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219934842196464,0.0,0.0,0.2512333552597358,0.0,0.3397863843830057,0.10398080110583616,0.1848073568515684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073264816910571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224857461134434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765907772032356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05295552730112734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235341873159677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520500234709433,0.07968160167940888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345015536167933,0.0824380452035713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034737403034102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219724260944502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371781992723386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310692036189308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17932823790586178,0.24367738741801245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17312617674420114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945409722891692,0.0,0.08605223117762215,0.1896151439008252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408580533082157,0.07359198571457498,0.0,0.31765372822754906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745866060984824,0.10048174350344298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,anxxxietyyy,2020/04/13,"Left when I saw my crush I “met” my crush on tinder and we’ve snapchatted for about two months now. I was about to go in to the gym like 30 minutes ago but I saw that my crush was there so I immediately turned around and left, hoping that he didn’t see me. It would be sooo embarrassing if he saw me. Last week I asked him if he wanted to meet up in 2 weeks (you know, postponing my anxiety). I’ve told him that I’m shy, but not that I have social anxiety (just to put some pressure on myself, not sure if it makes things better or worse tho lol. I haven’t even been diagnosed but I don’t think feeling like you’re about to pass out, getting a stiff/tense face and a blank mind is “normal”).",1.3016012558869683,2.9020935714285727,2.7873469387755097,95.21891679748822,79.27210884353741,6.155729984301415,18.79068550497123,7.010146845296331,-0.09360554683411816,533,11,129,6,13,174,97,147,0.155,0.727,0.11800000000000001,-0.3804,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,12,7,0,2,3,1,10,2,1,1,1,26,27,13,0,7,10,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,3,1,0,3,5,2,0,1,9,5,19,5,16,16,1,19,0,0,4,0,11,9,0,6,9,77,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591177282504215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746371391214373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15979487256760086,0.16781017674720627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875496762447025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18219079248245304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855940473717927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907616250415077,0.12823629350313126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378240741733801,0.0,0.10201514616570956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17828602827524975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864962700082902,0.1463181207158543,0.0,0.0,0.3900589841454305,0.0,0.0,0.1753912598483511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981900579998465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18124589048919645,0.0,0.14327681607017656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17587388766609313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804491293632916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303988596358608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18297972492738812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16917854872484986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925317953105305,0.11501765949132832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715218919599323,0.0,0.0,0.19524667460891867,0.17534741077024926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587495414491828,0.0,0.2879714187696631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18292791442051334,0.12751309931032856,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Stank85,2020/04/13,Thinking about what I said years ago! About almost a decade ago while I was in college I was volunteering at a charity event and I was working closely with people who were a bit older. This man who was working with me was nice enough and I felt comfortable with him. He must have been 8 or 9 years older than me. One afternoon he said he’d have to leave early because of an appointment and that I’d have to manage the work by myself and I said “aawww I’ll miss you” and he smiled in surprise and awkwardly said “I’ll miss you too?” And then I started talking about the tasks and that wa then end of it. Fast forward 12 years later I’m in bed trying to sleep and I remember this thinking why the fuck did I make a fool out myself to someone who was senior to me and must have thought I was such a awkward silly flirty gal 😭 anyways ....,3.094338103756712,4.320055965116281,4.25139534883721,88.14762969588553,73.65116279069767,6.920214669051878,26.02146690518784,7.321109707123232,1.1600334525939169,654,22,138,7,13,214,99,172,0.087,0.809,0.10400000000000001,0.5848,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,3,6,10,1,2,9,0,17,2,1,1,2,25,31,14,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,9,15,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,6,0,1,16,5,19,4,20,12,2,25,0,2,0,1,16,7,1,2,19,92,28,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718783895261182,0.0,0.15356202208846706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348326209006767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16742300560023418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358262526300315,0.1584558236941492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472440262619156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177343393453032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623798946712676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236508115629832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039167360209006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631645355393904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17372034922769078,0.0,0.5834996303228999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346489336218047,0.0,0.12993646757045876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854485160752528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326025105848558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965262851185971,0.0,0.12174605958641528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411739655414297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837826119685534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349309272670855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962651202165573 socialanxiety,idontfuckinknow-,2020/04/13,"Ways to help anxiety without diagnosis? I started getting anxiety about a year ago and stopped going to school coz of it, eventually i didn’t go at all and missed about 4 months. I saw a councillor and doctor and they thought i had social anxiety. I got cbt for 6 weeks and moved schools to a school for kids who got kicked out or don’t do well in mainstream school because of mental health. I’m pretty sure i have social anxiety but i’m not sure because i haven’t got a diagnosis yet and i don’t think i’ll get one because i already went to the doctor about it and they said they’d refer me to whoever to get diagnosed then they never followed up on it. The cbt didn’t do shit and id have to pay to get any other therapy so i don’t know what to do. I’m alright with it if i’m drinking but that’s not really a good solution. I don’t know what to do because i’m going to college in a few months and i wanna make loads of friends because i’m an extrovert and hate only having a few close friends but i probably won’t even end up going in most of the time. At the moment my only idea is i drink before college or do speed because that helps but i don’t wanna be relying on drugs and shit or it probably won’t get better.",2.772991795077046,3.636070125475285,4.88370622373424,84.70313388032821,73.98098859315591,8.122393436061637,27.910546327796677,8.532816995589336,1.903810646387832,965,37,210,17,19,336,128,263,0.121,0.769,0.11,-0.235,1,0,3,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,4,1,7,12,3,0,12,1,22,9,2,2,4,41,52,21,0,3,11,0,0,0,2,2,5,1,0,1,11,14,2,1,6,2,1,7,14,4,1,1,10,2,21,8,34,38,4,33,0,1,1,0,13,11,2,5,14,131,32,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175743256637596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177947082482768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627204084149501,0.0,0.2822265957267253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373398603575,0.0,0.07848199518010622,0.0,0.0,0.08157103990139733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361277083566767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888051720628051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18070301191949306,0.10695896113307617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168950617589674,0.0,0.0,0.060917866566410926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425152600836397,0.0,0.24093509047176515,0.0,0.2096685649072518,0.07735919127814016,0.221297253054702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105925839482286,0.0,0.0980374990551152,0.0,0.0,0.12364131691283906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041178476367638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137575889124162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061565071312765576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294740056264317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723619746188127,0.09802721570624064,0.0,0.0,0.07113442096603796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06249827764946725,0.14029203376471475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383233250597836,0.19888176022176365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059085696387646214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773303343781748,0.0,0.0,0.3733717701931503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18934809238259087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18803627586010774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528174895546092,0.0,0.0,0.07710944951938968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17385371122545076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547446512759648,0.0,0.0,0.0590980567860122,0.0,0.07322130511518374,0.053780779866760296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320886818532513,0.07398234034001168,0.0,0.0829269645536694,0.08549928687362753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890762758317666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05939389697992788 socialanxiety,youermomgay,2020/04/13,"I have problems with peeing in public So I absolutely cannot pee in a urinal when someone's next to me. This problem started at school where the restroom has a really small space with 2 urinals and a stall and the space was just awfully small like you enter it and the urinals are already right there. The thought of just peeing while someone right behind you walks in gave me pee fright,, lol. Usually I would only pee on the stall but I'd pee on the urinal too if there's no one around but I can't pee properly when someone walks in or if someone was waiting for me outside like going to go pee everytime felt like a nightmare for me and it just made my anxiety even worse lol but then it got even worse now because I've also developed this habit at home. Whenever I pee, sometimes it feels like I don't get to let it all out and I'd have to go back to the bathroom over and over and it's just awful. I even went to the doctor cause I thought I had UTI and they gave me medications but after finishing them, everything was still the same so I'm pretty sure the problem here is psychologically. What do y'all think? How can I overcome this? I don't even know who to talk to about this since it feels so embarrassing to talk about",2.5952489177489184,4.458933972222223,3.8145743145743154,88.11577922077925,76.34126984126985,6.8040404040404034,24.946608946608947,7.686295010490155,1.205001587301587,979,34,205,14,22,319,134,252,0.122,0.778,0.10099999999999999,-0.5506,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,2,0,26,10,0,2,14,4,17,15,13,3,2,41,36,24,0,6,11,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,13,12,0,1,7,0,0,7,5,5,0,1,12,3,22,5,30,22,2,38,0,0,0,0,11,19,0,3,16,140,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303555708074285,0.09446574883450604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036647735748564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515766206942152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908320153154364,0.0,0.07200884044793254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134849278874645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090751590760875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31208585402462785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616451447041253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945665266510636,0.08438962152263439,0.11342000008290247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06171624000686985,0.0,0.20140209934304396,0.0,0.09447658257695432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849054790150045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06491925537247173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079238723855007,0.0,0.2308426363963641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177418533995492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190000583262183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562891204767748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004559850285749,0.08984055425386119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017715522475987,0.0,0.33909342726122244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567488430375299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20175883406106085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955036175879655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977154919615498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4003529253240825,0.0,0.11683016542434142,0.0,0.08361057077062835,0.0,0.09433600491219048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133286300332776,0.0,0.0,0.1898912715196238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569071506777003,0.0,0.18755855078048486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009969153990575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950448311154956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407620657484932,0.08391370255655406,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mgreene09,2020/04/13,"Overthinking causes me so much social anxiety and I don’t know how to stop. Every single time I talk to someone, or am around someone —I literally think about everything I do/say around them like a 100 times and 98% of time I’ll end up stopping myself. I feel so afraid of judgment, even for the most dumb things.",2.5006989247311817,4.760478532258071,3.6658064516129047,87.18537634408602,78.19354838709677,6.713978494623658,23.23655913978495,7.793537801064563,1.1903139784946233,247,8,49,4,6,80,49,62,0.154,0.805,0.040999999999999995,-0.7056,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,7,3,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,13,5,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,7,1,9,5,3,9,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,2,7,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678066006034881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39054636885916505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253388497449229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19428414676592864,0.0,0.0,0.14488244919942944,0.0,0.18481673766461876,0.0,0.19714286535176095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091289264216626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055222109265724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716617273565787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16125176586141995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17444055101758116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22360563263695601,0.3717189460342028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667825724201868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17630989770645542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573025871358888,0.1405543511729858,0.0,0.0,0.38372442500709214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,esleaze,2020/04/13,"Effects of Social Anxiety on my Life Hey, I have had anxiety for years and it has manifested into physical anxiety feelings and anxiety in social situations. I get nervous even talking to close friends, family and my girlfriend and often find it hard to even smile or feel genuine when I talk. I often feel as if I can’t move my face in a natural way (stiffness or tense facial muscles) or even act as I used to when I was in high school (in college now). Does anyone else feel this way? This has lead me to avoid people and situations often, and has effected the way I view myself and my personality. It is hard because I am always anxious and often can get frustrated easily and come across mean or avoidant when really I am a nice person deep down, just struggling with the feelings of anxiety.",7.68467105263158,7.128455493421054,8.51078947368421,67.88552631578949,63.14473684210528,11.810526315789476,37.42105263157895,11.20814326018867,4.361405263157895,633,28,110,16,8,215,93,152,0.163,0.753,0.084,-0.7665,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,12,7,1,4,4,0,11,4,2,4,0,37,21,19,0,1,6,0,7,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,5,13,0,3,9,0,0,4,1,5,0,0,2,8,16,2,18,19,0,23,0,0,1,0,9,11,0,9,5,80,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022128107965872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4698617339115274,0.13877435757001425,0.0,0.08589266004526866,0.1258642077413364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488218998728384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581587647517322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074982067623481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261714816200744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434041994154228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580272181393013,0.0,0.3105582489757442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122736337423163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490596311708303,0.0,0.1283577733163713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22008121793814486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12978731903121146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867656014545064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380888997964466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305595949911165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516186422902072,0.21451848917486172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869451901252013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432074793294005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761548575289926,0.0,0.2504400420134612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284191528621012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974684522401253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609441311331652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925142811974897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910500240954835 socialanxiety,TR_21C,2020/04/13,"Unsure if ive got social anxiety or not.... for as long as i can remember ive struggled to make friends and get involved in activities. always knew i was shy but i think it might be more than that. i spent most of high school alone and always found myself isolating myself from everyone in my life. during college i didnt go out much to have fun because i hated being around people i dont know. ive lost so many of my relationships because i am afraid of talking to people a lot of the time even if i know them. im having a hard time moving forward in life because of my inability to make connections. idk if all of this means i have social anxiety but it has to be more than shyness when my whole life feels like its getting ruined because of this.",3.748859180035652,4.822801960784314,5.259382055852644,82.12903743315508,71.87581699346406,7.916577540106951,27.63458110516934,8.296473431620573,1.8470705882352945,592,21,118,9,11,200,97,153,0.18899999999999997,0.735,0.075,-0.9379,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,4,8,1,2,3,0,16,3,0,2,1,25,32,12,0,3,7,0,2,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,8,0,1,3,3,5,0,0,7,2,20,3,23,21,7,13,0,2,0,0,7,7,0,7,6,84,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088105170592707,0.0,0.0,0.2263676741783064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20811776344279934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109123913387122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316787211445217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15942048462800498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984334102789009,0.0,0.0,0.12997787790235618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877841238260311,0.09717640768266676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491445764764415,0.10509270789559157,0.0,0.14213507280490228,0.0,0.07730623806094153,0.0,0.10879175352742644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185183306946648,0.13429669269185693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14371805900828502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14693052420836272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951175067987268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288235798138245,0.06645502651939847,0.0,0.0,0.12037799381758735,0.0,0.0,0.14848754006097192,0.11564373410395933,0.0,0.0,0.18159571269060126,0.13790817104503303,0.0,0.14817128583496697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430120808818195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457322731598093,0.09999415023482423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18860544959062805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604012516186562,0.15408999959026373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766473273928773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773210588275762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220304053272775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093318780415528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871594356332714,0.0,0.0,0.15863473948312656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186724309014688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ConcentratedSin,2020/04/13,"Sometimes, I wish I could survey everybody I know to find out their true opinions of me. It would be a simple survey with only a few questions along the lines of: * How would you rate ConcentratedSin as a friend/acquaintance? * Where could ConcentratedSin be a better friend/acquaintance? Even if it turns out people think poorly of me, so what? I'd at least know *why.* I'd know how to be better. It would settle everything. So much social anxiety stems from uncertainty about how one is perceived. Hell, if I were to actually go forward with this, I might fear that people wouldn't answer honestly or be more likely to respond if they had a higher opinion of me. But it still might help, and I thought this concept interesting enough to share here.",3.4434782608695613,6.292111173913046,3.9878550724637662,82.85786956521741,78.56521739130434,6.868405797101449,23.692753623188405,8.021203637495839,1.597297971014493,594,20,105,11,15,187,90,138,0.102,0.763,0.135,0.5854,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,2,2,10,9,1,1,6,0,15,0,0,3,1,35,23,12,0,10,5,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,9,0,1,2,1,2,0,1,3,0,12,7,18,8,5,7,1,0,0,0,8,5,1,9,3,80,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.15714993904652674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319369276241852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848501956960574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571516110751167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16639538799692558,0.0,0.1063641350766402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447306452612976,0.0,0.0,0.18121261469774366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718589046853092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24883524700415086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152165372866464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794043253988582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655069568248067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867507303670677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416719149847537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118381520330472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912357278169453,0.12247671882319702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22328706042020985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18039950832699664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16415804567851294,0.0,0.0,0.159270781882222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860522115531714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318670119383827,0.0,0.12784624982342252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751631911226643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453118220926635,0.0,0.1851858480504681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431905013984512,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,NoHaxIsHere,2020/04/13,"I think I have a few mental disorders, and I want to tell my dad so we can go to my GP about it, but SA, one of my (potential) disorders is stopping me (I think). How do I tell him? Okay story time baby! Many moons ago, I discovered a little something called ADHD. I tick almost every symptom going. But for ages, I've 100% believed I have it, but have never been able to tell my dad. A couple days ago, I found out about tic disorders (not important for this anecdote - obviously important for my mental health) and SA. I am sure of all three of these disorders, but I just can't tell my dad. I don't even know why. I just want to finally be able to tell him and make it all better. Help, please? :)",1.9520396270396283,3.4676842447552474,3.993164335664337,87.65846445221447,77.18181818181819,7.563869463869463,22.406177156177158,8.344100000000001,1.1785156177156173,529,15,116,10,12,181,84,143,0.013000000000000001,0.797,0.18899999999999997,0.9732,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,1,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,3,1,11,2,0,2,5,27,20,9,0,2,7,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,4,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,2,0,23,3,14,17,3,12,0,0,0,0,13,2,0,1,8,75,28,0,0.2273185540591306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659636364458955,0.0,0.20150418255671104,0.0,0.11381334789655854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805508361298468,0.0,0.10052239410947368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605882971618052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257618281992143,0.0,0.0733008308866837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5210535138153983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507088053185637,0.0,0.09576284298183076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245081823643184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462153070600472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919037282993792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208144965350212,0.0,0.0,0.07618341755818313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06246416620856274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391645494707428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586844999598517,0.1152326673790397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290836365970879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876610413173706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701846764044304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476375493815126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750046434722646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502424492224568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712252349807312,0.11813550819362613,0.0,0.0,0.4967160892963193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565655072017314,0.0,0.0,0.06627563845963322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407837280472554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255981894954072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,eeeeerrfgd,2020/04/13,"Do I have social anxiety? Lately I’ve been thinking that I have SA. Some examples are when passing someone biking breathing even more heavy and stressing if I looked at them wrong until I pass the next person. Another example is I can’t use public restrooms and in public places I breathe heavy, get insanely thirsty, and can’t stop worrying. Does this sound like social anxiety to you as well?",6.387534246575343,7.786267479452058,6.430027397260279,74.96668493150689,65.986301369863,9.675616438356164,35.14794520547945,9.888512548439397,3.757352876712329,318,15,52,7,5,101,58,73,0.19,0.748,0.061,-0.8236,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,8,2,2,1,0,8,12,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,1,1,1,0,2,2,2,1,0,1,2,8,2,5,11,2,10,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,2,6,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277706235189281,0.3323403241068826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900877763490869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14346956541391395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348674755463535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450298710265769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061210955116696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824072998312309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23101239844700905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18966522243093667,0.2269451934719394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4428500914471524,0.1840469840837534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18160286686653013,0.24882096765330966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918367470490225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18760546505074768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953038777653135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205940777116704,0.0,0.0,0.23749233519148755,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,flossbob,2020/04/13,"How to prepare for a social situation? Hello all! Ive got a social event coming up soon that I could use advice on. I’ve been dealing with social anxiety for the last two years. Social anxiety is rather new to me, because during high school I could walk into a room and leave with five new friends. Now, I can’t even go talk to anyone, or look someone in the eye. I haven’t made a single friend in two years. I moved away from everyone at the end of senior year, so now I only have one friend and my boyfriend. I’ve been feeling so lonely and isolated lately, so my boyfriend offered to add me to his friends discord chat. He told me I didn’t have to talk, so after panicking for an hour I joined and never talked in it. Recently my boyfriend introduced me to a game that’s multiplayer, so he wants us to play with his other friends. I really enjoy the game and love playing with him, but the thought of being on voice chat and playing with his other friends makes me nearly vomit. I desperately want to make new friends and I know this is my chance, but I feel like there’s no way I can do it. They’re going to be playing in about an hour or two so I have that long to make up my mind. How can I get over my fear of joining this voice chat and playing? I love the game and really want to play with others but I can’t get over this mental hurdle. Thank you In advance for any tips!!",2.573405290361812,4.023432503496505,3.82390088172697,89.79481453329281,75.36363636363637,6.65223472179994,23.62359379750684,7.255503002510835,0.7917180297962907,1080,32,234,12,23,353,148,286,0.07400000000000001,0.738,0.188,0.9853,0,2,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,1,0,1,15,20,0,1,13,0,19,4,1,7,2,43,42,22,0,6,6,0,2,1,7,0,1,2,1,0,11,18,0,0,4,12,0,6,6,2,0,5,7,6,35,18,43,31,2,44,0,1,2,2,34,17,0,2,21,157,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663380245800541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060289249112426786,0.0,0.13564348483949715,0.0,0.0,0.06199046916251043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832954085596744,0.0,0.0,0.05404399033376619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763694572281391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156950683176794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140063864914262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852306947886263,0.0,0.0,0.058556577127525475,0.0,0.0,0.08471478848831665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997628612443766,0.08965446661518113,0.0633359996004544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4794688654179565,0.0,0.09263839988589713,0.0,0.10077071132181327,0.0,0.07090645376032824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936701319280238,0.0,0.0,0.17461697675201798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04872312327209393,0.07226662734892836,0.10000804351724804,0.09387410389634177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043312936065978525,0.0,0.0,0.07845793799284624,0.07444887067424866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16003134505611516,0.08388863026401573,0.17753608505433066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934458700906675,0.0,0.08951747850796582,0.0,0.0,0.0942274991006345,0.0,0.0,0.0683771189389681,0.2568741012475744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060075728547204575,0.06742702722989444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359085052280755,0.0,0.08753729171716994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972479705408387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965327171556997,0.0,0.3614952824446484,0.0751181017904134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21377546101218536,0.0,0.08162270809518367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038311158978501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471478848831665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598126451201753,0.0,0.10664248020048536,0.0765704827507897,0.0,0.0,0.15687515297508814,0.07037115673838354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17127503828214033 socialanxiety,Trouvaillei,2020/04/13,"Sorry I'm not strong enough for you, mom. I feel so alone in this. I've told my mom numerous times that I have really bad social anxiety, and still it's like she acts like we never had those talks. I had really bad anxiety and panic attacks today, (relatives were over) and I excused myself to my room. We'd already eaten and some were starting to go do their own thing, and I couldn't take the anxiety anymore. I felt myself dissociating and I was sure I'd have a mental breakdown tonight, so I left. The relatives left and when I went to talk with my mom, part of me thought she'd ask if I was ok, or why I left or something. Instead she just seemed.. so very dissapointed in me. Almost.. mad? It's not the worst reaction, but it did make me feel more alone than before.. I don't know what I was expecting. Does she just.. forget my issues? Forget that I have anxiety? This happens alot.. I'm sorry I can't be the perfect daughter. I'm sorry I literally could not take it anymore. I'm sorry I'm not strong enough.",0.9998550724637704,3.2949213526570063,3.2542995169082154,87.76086956521742,84.26570048309179,6.305314009661836,21.560386473429947,7.586124646067393,0.9768531400966188,788,26,164,14,23,269,113,207,0.213,0.743,0.044000000000000004,-0.9806,0,2,1,0,0,1,35.0,2,1,1,3,8,13,2,1,6,1,19,1,0,1,3,37,40,15,0,4,10,4,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,11,9,1,0,6,0,0,3,8,6,0,0,13,3,33,7,10,22,8,17,0,0,0,0,18,7,0,7,9,108,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976920323878656,0.20638185049677896,0.10994875562381043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30487939024073024,0.0,0.19762059699707774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314447515464214,0.11334822261685545,0.0,0.0,0.1663806972799748,0.0,0.0,0.08478131826582108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795497567955847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087190510963827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058974095743977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075603390143502,0.0,0.09566440309934923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056624380187283926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810614462049672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399216072393364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054756319964047735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32475836741692604,0.0,0.0,0.09735242022834052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665065648885111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040778309723318,0.0,0.0,0.3500709163206813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684399421467916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689920077840665,0.0,0.1078940688324289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765636803454994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907031828327376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156446273206192,0.0,0.0767032318465926,0.0,0.4461290688106384,0.07052156003986637,0.0,0.07956795621676599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390400173488007,0.0,0.14982495354942707,0.160164301978692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06619249817414409,0.0,0.0,0.0790983812091305,0.05809747068743794,0.0,0.09444151873464918,0.09520469445787116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220860345121535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236184981407276,0.08990431799097688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,OverallBat0,2020/04/13,"Rejection I Don’t feel like I’m connecting well with my therapist. We always have internet connection problems while video chatting which is frustrating especially if I’m talking about something important. In office, I have so much anxiety before each visit. I sometimes feel very triggered after sessions. I have felt like this for three months. Recently I feel like she broke my trust when she didn’t respond to my call when I had called into her office a couple weeks ago. I have never called her before as long as we have been working with each other. Would you feel okay with having someone that you trust not respond to one of your calls? She said that she never got the message but I’d like to believe that the front office is good at their job including delivering messages. My therapist always says that I’m always free to call as long as it’s during office hours and she wasn’t lying about that. I can call, it’s just that if the front desk has to remember to tell my therapist and my therapist won’t respond unless she has to. My therapist later would say ist she won’t respond unless she is not seeing a patient during her normal business hours. I wouldn’t even mind if she said that she dosent do calls and that she values her free time but she said that Im always free to call. People who pay lip service suck. She is supposed is supposed to be my main support. She said that her and my doctor shouldn’t be my only support and those two aren’t my only support. And what if she/them were my only support? Would she respond to a phone call once in awhile? I tried bringing up that I called her office without getting a response from her but she glossed over that. She responded when I told her that after a few days that my call was forgotten about, that I left a voicemail that I also got noting back in return a day after I called asking for my therapist. She claims that she never got a message from the front desk. Leaving two messages one to the front desk and one to for my therapist that nobody got is a little hard to believe. I started to take things personal after this fiasco with the combination of me having trouble making same day appointments before. Trying to contact her outside of a one week follow up appointment seems impossible. She says that I’m taking things too personal, that her not getting my message would have happened to anybody, and that it’s unfortunate that she has a life outside of therapy. I cant imagine anyone that is too busy to answer a phone thats not within a twelve hour work week. Like you are such an important part to a patients recovery! I have been told to find a new therapist but finding a new therapist is hard during these times. I have spent so much money, time, and effort on my current relationship. Im slow to open up. I’m tired of starting over, I have seen so many therapists before because of money issues and now I’m fine financially. I feel trapped. I feel like I’m running out of time as my symptoms arent getting any better.",5.4623116574147526,6.473454300687287,5.943058419243988,79.03343774781918,67.84879725085909,8.51218609569125,30.558815754692038,8.69343788997812,2.445413375627809,2401,91,433,37,39,775,247,582,0.08199999999999999,0.81,0.10800000000000001,0.9359999999999999,4,1,1,0,0,0,42.0,2,4,1,4,18,26,2,0,23,1,46,5,1,2,3,65,91,33,0,12,16,0,9,6,0,8,4,7,0,2,37,21,0,0,13,2,7,8,18,6,1,7,20,18,79,23,64,61,8,63,0,2,2,0,82,16,1,5,45,305,116,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03894571704005334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03513479498979512,0.14622972229130315,0.0,0.0,0.029877299250830713,0.0,0.03361014648248325,0.0,0.0,0.030720365987871638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04107328411421511,0.0,0.0,0.03378329474959987,0.0,0.026782361626363597,0.0,0.14954175937664152,0.0989993753708429,0.0,0.03885692760818479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5383504343910878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04861322989271401,0.0,0.08500330014867502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044969323130877585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02901864600570749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328910382879156,0.09416149518886087,0.04218447955815816,0.0,0.08031156835833034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886265552124554,0.0,0.0,0.03685058445933727,0.14055529760285929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038851565851841435,0.0,0.07871424122332529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298013429964924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491465523553767,0.04585671405602821,0.0435986975007419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0465208098509303,0.047735494317611815,0.0,0.03103258218380292,0.1287864988859453,0.04403440131398882,0.0,0.07776216577665818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029326946451639968,0.04454318317935282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04436181463422848,0.0,0.03506848921502298,0.0,0.0645945445729834,0.0,0.1016561165311366,0.08486537269080101,0.0,0.0,0.0430469611343238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046789329614842286,0.11908594291293235,0.10024361721862436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04757731186992655,0.0,0.030458989580088837,0.0767246758354417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0420398511142985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0433805014781992,0.04716973618986215,0.04976977814907165,0.0,0.1671689429611566,0.10481660049904126,0.0,0.0,0.0350104981100028,0.0399967640846915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037225973774550516,0.03382330115536217,0.04345282773335408,0.0,0.062194822975515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19942762036296266,0.0,0.04566527618549062,0.06606728820274002,0.03531328009097652,0.03840111707365062,0.0,0.05024348912223224,0.5101190874994922,0.058376909188065526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024753820728785,0.05049680698715209,0.0,0.08396352994599053,0.0,0.05965794739644265,0.0,0.08583620088914938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036250967334119234,0.0,0.0,0.10572599465512067,0.0,0.03950283167069493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042351761764848735,0.0,0.06397039080128142,0.0,0.0,0.12484062308442673,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FaTaL9597,2020/04/13,"What is it like? I'm new here, and to be totally clear, I am not sure I have social anxiety as I've never been diagnosed with it, but I attended some sessions with a counselor at my college and explained some of my issues and she said I most likely have anxiety and depression. Asides from that, I kind of have to agree with her at least on the social anxiety but I don't know if it's anxiety or I am just shy. I just know that when I have any situation where I am required to talk to someone, I feel my heart start racing and I just feel extremely nervous, the only way I can describe it is as a feeling of anxiety. I also get this feeling at other times, for example, I got trained on a stand-up forklift at work this past Wednesday and had the same feelings leading up to it and for the duration. I'm just wondering if people can tell me how their social anxiety affects them so maybe I can figure out if I actually do have anxiety or I am just shy, although I think I know the answer. Also, for some reason, it is way easier to type a message to someone than actually verbally communicate.",5.333191268191271,5.217922887387392,7.069099099099102,74.79651767151769,67.87387387387388,10.614553014553016,34.644490644490645,10.389873798559362,3.6145858627858622,859,39,168,21,13,301,120,222,0.131,0.804,0.065,-0.9027,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,3,12,6,0,1,9,0,20,2,1,4,4,51,37,22,0,3,13,0,5,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,12,11,0,1,14,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,4,6,28,4,28,32,7,20,0,1,0,0,12,9,0,10,9,133,40,6,0.0,0.0,0.2188032832862368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793061186589421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623756686547004,0.0,0.600338416740168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655881395060313,0.11378768181530208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834269166554476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0585720199669522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966334113177991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284901208590713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701205904613307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674366298049026,0.18483555972428733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095410179454116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126279717119122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646492125746671,0.10827500623065997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526350174627392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070201678759737,0.0777218595051597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526612270994785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664077565910493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601455612112875,0.0,0.34284123420827234,0.18997819320570755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935091347237587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566085481038688,0.0,0.0,0.09010849774515817,0.09798769647928544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183454587915307,0.0,0.0,0.06537131859925764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779728839295552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157679432766162,0.0816162616503455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Banana_Slayer7,2020/04/13,"Face blindness + social anxiety?? Does anyone else have face blindness and think its tied to social anxiety? I've worked the same shift with the same people for months then, after a change, not recognize them at all. It's really embarrassing because they'll know me by name and ask how I am, but I'll have no idea who they are. I can \*vaguely\* recognize their face, but can't place the where and when of how I know them. I often brush it off as ""They probably just look like someone I know"" or ""I took a class with them years ago"" or I don't remember if I was close enough to say hi or not, so I just ignore them. This has affected my life in a lot of ways. I've had classmates bring up how I ignore them outside of class and I have to explain that I saw them and thought that they looked vaguely familiar, I just didn't recognize them. Some people are really cool about it, but others take it personally. The reason I think it's related to social anxiety is because I can recognize an obscure actor that I've seen one time in a film when they play another obscure role 20 years later. Does anyone else with social anxiety suffer from this? Any advice or sharing is welcome!",4.131327300150828,5.368076205128208,5.158577174459527,82.594592760181,71.13675213675214,8.753745600804423,27.012569130216193,9.168548406835145,2.144578481649069,928,31,184,19,17,305,133,234,0.078,0.816,0.106,0.8871,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,13,1,12,9,0,1,9,1,17,6,3,5,1,47,32,21,0,1,13,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,13,9,0,2,10,3,0,2,6,4,0,1,7,9,30,5,21,24,6,21,0,1,6,0,27,8,0,10,11,124,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459022271787685,0.10394854842026637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974437560483827,0.12296281512833772,0.3588303109637003,0.0,0.0,0.163989146641949,0.24030416579703665,0.0,0.0,0.10962715767012103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429675880130272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405106142779425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20523918089399434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19592010014649688,0.0,0.0,0.1211663265363144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237816779162345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19333770614418747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282789782561709,0.05728986665189381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19694651347646686,0.0,0.0,0.09969470261228422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359998547322708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946195271181655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625938867651115,0.10239147314847756,0.12251720365877605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643174836450338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024621441995578,0.12056818392585238,0.0,0.0,0.13283864278256985,0.0,0.0,0.09325401524911286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4781485257659526,0.09935844635793437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816885692045805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027764509060454,0.0,0.09309549164207756,0.06837829692757222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028598202409605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307967900260217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537048193042149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102992308556085 socialanxiety,casual_death_,2020/04/13,"i'm always anxious about everything ! any tips..? hi. so, for a little background info about me, i'm a 14 year old girl. as for the problem, i'm always afraid of people looking at or judging me. i always find it difficult to talk to people and i have absurd fears. some examples would be: i still make my parents order for me at restaurants, or to answer the doctors questions. i find excuses to get out of physical education in school. in class, i'm always thinking about what i will say if the teacher calls on me for fear that i'll mess up. i am paranoid that i have the wrong answer, so when taking volunteers, i never answer the questions or comment willingly. i hate sitting in front of people because i feel like they are looking at the backside of me and judging. in stores, i can't ask workers for help and i feel like people are judging me for what i buy. is this social anxiety? just self consciousness? thanks for any help..",2.594951159951158,4.953919862637367,4.0434432234432265,84.08211233211235,78.39560439560441,6.242246642246642,27.144078144078144,7.3871296695380915,1.6983250305250293,733,31,133,10,18,242,106,182,0.146,0.7959999999999999,0.057,-0.9375,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,1,8,11,1,3,8,0,11,1,0,1,1,26,26,11,0,3,5,1,2,2,0,3,1,1,0,2,6,4,0,0,12,0,2,1,2,8,0,0,0,5,21,3,29,22,1,19,0,0,2,0,16,11,0,7,7,89,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4152821873104579,0.0,0.0,0.16969888186065446,0.0,0.09545046607737867,0.14095718116237185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664525514858055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606003446672364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740646613557993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770973355512066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213729563665538,0.0,0.0,0.2808070469217504,0.12617724521695572,0.178274708541835,0.0,0.0,0.2280792389644329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518837566164261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318681210132668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672644818658927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219148841411521,0.1250546209624263,0.0,0.0,0.20955461040241044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328647745984298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623208780688026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092753727581155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13854487057755,0.0,0.0,0.34600560318066137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193902378489998,0.0,0.0,0.2795470573830332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992239389722598,0.0,0.12627622635387706,0.0,0.0,0.1301647181285615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718964436420935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964331796541556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938132396225444,0.1002872464468857,0.0,0.11487356785918434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994905015903278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886346602580954,0.1364189202423846,0.0,0.08034926877515519 socialanxiety,JayJonah88,2020/04/14,"What do people need to hear that’s not being said about social anxiety? I thought this was an interesting counterintuitive question I heard on an article. I’m curious to see what you guys would answer the question. This is what my GF and I said when we talked about it yesterday: 1) GF: “Some people may not look like they have it, but they actually do. Don’t assume that social anxiety looks a certain way. People think others with social anxiety look super shy and don’t talk at all. Maybe it’s a normal looking person who’s outgoing that likes to talk too, but just feels nervous.” 2) Me: “That social anxiety is like this unspoken burden that is hardly brought up, until someone is brave enough to say ‘Yea, I struggle with social anxiety.’ This opens a flood gate for everyone to be relaxed enough to admit ‘Hey, you do?! Me too!’ For me, it feels hard to open up about social anxiety because I feel a lot of shame admitting to others that I feel anxious doing simple social stuff, like going to family parties, to ask someone how they’re doing, or freaking order food on the phone lol.”",4.584112318840578,6.312217879227058,5.7020018115942035,77.2251766304348,70.69082125603866,8.460024154589371,27.91334541062802,9.017664075816787,2.4500823671497582,859,31,150,17,16,285,123,207,0.172,0.677,0.151,0.4514,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,2,2,1,7,14,0,3,8,2,17,1,0,1,2,34,39,8,0,3,6,0,6,4,2,2,0,5,1,2,21,7,1,0,12,1,0,2,4,5,0,0,6,16,15,9,24,29,5,14,0,0,5,0,32,7,0,7,7,101,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.08460685799052782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316269586904756,0.09794651239641916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105295406151179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05285161811078926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17916890134289631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284572663620313,0.0,0.0,0.08173320292233885,0.0,0.1753528413504863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483818812511927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049273703871987165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584679798296438,0.0,0.0,0.1553326429929393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771739128854756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16942929210657362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291225222812353,0.0,0.0,0.07370938299180142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710197274256662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428707650885841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494775712615803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803209411984112,0.07570324311761302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19424806239427655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16494342912371027,0.06894745403125546,0.0,0.0,0.06908880933625165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6186593249793592,0.1469215431545895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090637840938298,0.09925095031499424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20905893434398784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0555539672963752,0.0,0.06883024943604595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881855834445667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06158931228712334,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,KissingTDs,2020/04/14,"Social anxiety and class presentation? I have a presentation coming up next week in college stats, and I’ve been stressed about it since the beginning of the semester. Given the current situation, I figured we might decide to do something else, but we’re continuing with the presentations. Should I ask my professor if there’s some other assignment I could do instead, such as a research paper?",7.381739130434787,9.409279637681163,7.919536231884062,62.86278260869568,64.21739130434783,11.317101449275365,38.43768115942029,11.20814326018867,5.204823768115942,321,17,47,10,5,106,57,69,0.055999999999999994,0.9440000000000001,0.0,-0.3421,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,13,11,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,6,0,7,6,1,11,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,8,36,8,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22729041343942544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777602808872135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559362954743828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372203263303257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24819954838149494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151896378627571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159827426524832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457747077991829,0.3339671397505694,0.0,0.3028689962531877,0.0,0.2287318833166973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403416107407439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383258980933129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hashedslungslasher,2020/04/14,Got a job 😅 I turned 17 on Friday and I just got my first job at Walmart! I’ve been doing great answering the phone when it rings which normally I don’t do. My orientation is at 3pm tomorrow to be a cashier and I’m SO nervous! Trying to break out of my shell and get better at tolerating speaking to people. Hopefully it goes good lol,1.15466800804829,3.145248169014085,3.822052313883301,85.72591549295778,81.39436619718309,7.437424547283702,24.227364185110666,8.418075326091056,1.6576462776659957,264,10,57,6,7,93,54,71,0.042,0.742,0.21600000000000005,0.9162,2,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,1,3,1,6,0,0,0,0,8,12,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,2,6,4,9,8,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,3,34,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23415235547239335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251986144932999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383224218254734,0.0,0.0,0.22206210533924625,0.4234940335439739,0.2918909200709588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629592893572722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5254526460901509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594015524636421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18354627075519475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797497867868323,0.2879750438170442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,septic_wound,2020/04/14,"My family wondered why I'm not in their WhatsApp group I'm a single gay Male age 36. Over the past year I systematically deleted my online footprint ie Facebook LinkedIn Instagram etc and also left several WhatsApp groups I have bipolar disorder. I'm not the person I used to be wish to leave everybody behind so I can forget my past as he doesn't exist anymore and do not wish to be reminded of who I used to be. My mood is fine now but my social ability is gone even with family who I have lived away from in various countries since age 19. I have lived in 9 cities and 5 countries I think as a unconscious way to distance myself from people and all since I was diagnosed age 27 My family wondered why I'm not talking in their WhatsApp group...... well I changed my number and didn't tell them so I wasn't re added to the group. My parents and my sister have my number but didn't explicitly tell them they would need to do it. So my nieces and nephews and sister in law wondered where I was. Has anyone else completely lost their social ability ? I used to be able to organise a last minute Sunday roast in London and 20 people would turn up or I would bump into people on the way to the shops and get side tracked then bump into someone else then and end up going clubbing on a weekday and meet new people and would be gone for several days when I only really intend to leave the house to buy bread. I was the lynch pin of multiple social circles. So I've changed and I don't think I can get that back. I'm certainly enjoying the peace and quiet of the pandemic and the fact that nobody who used to know me can find my anymore. They're scattered across the world and I've shut them all off and I'm not sure why. I lost my job in Switzerland partially due to corona virus and so I've returned to uk staying In my parents spare room and I'm starting to feel restless and thinking that the minute the lockdown is lifted I may buy a campervan and head off again. I have a large amount of savings and a house I receive rental income from so could travel indefinitely. Every impulse in me tells me to go or leave wherever I am and tells me to keep my distance and the wanderlust means I never settle despite being lonely. I mean should I medicate myself into oblivion and get a serious amount of therapy Or carry on this trajectory ?",5.927034657784122,5.844307445396148,6.6951701165833954,77.86812435561902,66.62312633832977,9.573764771195178,32.07145689586803,9.250403328903447,2.7179899912760717,1855,69,357,31,27,615,226,467,0.046,0.882,0.07200000000000001,0.9269,5,3,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,7,2,14,12,0,1,22,0,36,6,1,5,7,78,72,43,1,9,10,5,1,0,0,6,3,1,1,2,8,30,1,1,11,3,3,6,11,5,1,0,10,2,54,6,53,49,7,58,0,3,0,1,32,28,0,8,21,231,62,1,0.07517659377496358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06011869488128312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491099609428386,0.052565222310323005,0.0770273042812867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063088451371795,0.057806160238747774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590537363066076,0.0,0.07882122827849886,0.0,0.0,0.06002239295419873,0.0,0.0,0.0484826837804196,0.0,0.0,0.07630266022672083,0.0,0.0,0.08615888946075277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560079529832666,0.0,0.06658414848941915,0.0,0.08384177409418953,0.049653431181021584,0.0,0.06333952259530967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21260940619657884,0.0,0.038011544616527136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871004477148836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783000234380504,0.0,0.08544918137519038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715287366094177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734873916272395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460116938293677,0.06682041070302353,0.0,0.0,0.04131508990094522,0.0612789576129069,0.0,0.23880347449335534,0.08167958910024263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276461920467608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641282652070537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16377869878917595,0.0,0.0757325092494856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05574249172497457,0.057980823609251414,0.07260602272286654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057175187152916036,0.0,0.0,0.16694942167407,0.0,0.14352913033419226,0.2084719380305934,0.06564130198790116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048160050978941854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16985630559806789,0.0,0.12437371044826916,0.0,0.0,0.2298992104256534,0.06369688394825898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05321038000572389,0.08012824640002991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085304995446029,0.0,0.0,0.060424098437555376,0.2628306260072697,0.0,0.08597098668678363,0.0,0.0,0.14451037737954958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177054652482656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597137593943653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934336191231093,0.0,0.0,0.06759278614965515,0.0,0.2035055487322306,0.0,0.17289874552634762,0.0,0.2445774273904745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21361318118354808,0.0,0.0,0.048411261629632066 socialanxiety,julimagination,2020/04/14,"Was about to take a nap, but currently riding the adrenaline rush of accidentally hitting “reply all” to my entire department... WHY in the Outlook mobile app is “reply all” the default when you start typing? At least it was a simple question that pertained to the majority of the group. I want to pet my cat to calm down, but he’s sleeping, and I’ve caused enough awkward inconvenience for today. UPDATE AS I’M TYPING THIS: Our HR rep just sent me a bonus non-answer to the question. Fabulous.",4.235108695652176,6.487932945652176,5.440652173913044,76.53858695652177,72.80434782608695,7.643478260869566,27.80434782608696,8.472884824447931,2.2888869565217402,389,15,66,7,8,129,71,92,0.083,0.78,0.138,0.7579,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,1,0,1,3,3,0,1,9,0,3,1,1,1,2,10,9,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,1,4,0,1,0,0,3,0,6,2,14,5,5,12,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,5,44,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30598973576241595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307774501330636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6673546590925846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980804360808629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21083060752627614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22395765182707988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28234149612224035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17568868393188752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26877712249357505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bigDANtheKING,2020/04/14,"My life long battle a question Hello I’m new to this community and I just wanna know how my fellow social phobes have been able to explain their disease to parents, friends, etc without them just thinking you’re experiencing normal stage freight or that everybody goes through this and we are just wimps. At times it makes me think that maybe I am just a wimp but then I remember all I’ve missed out on because I was literally and painfully unable to speak or carry on a conversation. Thanks all. I’m sorry if I’ve broken some rule but as I’ve said I am a noob.",3.7163293650793636,5.446048053571434,4.750833333333336,83.16638888888892,72.92857142857143,7.120634920634919,27.62301587301588,7.793537801064563,1.641693253968254,450,17,88,6,9,147,81,112,0.172,0.775,0.053,-0.8859999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,2,0,5,7,1,0,4,0,6,2,0,2,2,28,16,11,0,3,10,1,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,5,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,3,11,2,12,13,4,9,0,1,0,0,13,4,0,5,4,56,16,0,0.22358658368482512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629630615862878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493581432527972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727424399243946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287733909886416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579258162974291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978670907015996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14924578078789658,0.0,0.2246227753908236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21594131577899334,0.0,0.0,0.2190673800844728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379118890669129,0.0,0.2482664414937487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25046814392051714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25328001371527786,0.0,0.21268204189674506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22791836514425565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250286875131943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058484864520972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865305095893546,0.0,0.0,0.13037513498229822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21552948796632632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SrDeathI,2020/04/14,"Just thinking of going to a discotheque makes me panic I have never gone to a discotheque because of this, in general groups of people looking at me makes me really nervous that combined with loud music, people dancing and a closed space gives me a lot of anxiety, i hate fearing things so im thinking on going to one someday do you guys have any recomendations? (I have no idea of dancing)",3.714092664092664,6.191122378378379,4.797722007722007,79.49418918918923,75.21621621621622,6.390733590733591,30.841698841698843,7.447530270364453,2.313894208494209,312,15,51,4,7,102,51,74,0.218,0.782,0.0,-0.9432,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,3,4,0,4,0,0,2,1,12,14,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,2,0,5,2,4,0,1,1,2,8,0,12,13,1,11,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,1,1,38,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15458744393590468,0.0,0.1739014825743984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857399866125758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558015889489941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21806894776615707,0.2583858136596221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250855223359008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244344123020637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566200115884257,0.24554786263874645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908940779803912,0.0,0.0,0.19326189632674384,0.0,0.0,0.3034797524597623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17532552148335984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15403995663275544,0.0,0.0,0.2667145760305492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151943088648061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14562894293210593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102330870837608,0.29131881539058824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,StacieJayneC28,2020/04/14,"Are you a college or uni student who feels anxious about speaking in front of people? Can you help out with some anonymous research? Hi, I'm looking to gather some research for a new service to help students who feel anxious about speaking in front of people they’re not comfortable with. Who tend to try to avoid being the centre of attention wherever possible, but really want to be more confident and at ease talking to people. If this sounds like you (it was also me!), I'd love for you to answer a few questions to help! Because we want to make sure that what we’re creating is on track with where you’re at. Your answers will be totally confidential too! You can find the survey here: [https://forms.gle/k2rmSEuEEY1FQXsR6](https://forms.gle/k2rmSEuEEY1FQXsR6) Thank you in advance for your answers! xxx",6.892282398452611,9.2468710070922,6.062991618310773,74.4245454545455,65.87943262411348,7.964152159896841,31.967117988394584,8.575989854853784,2.7122425531914893,656,27,104,10,11,199,94,141,0.04,0.722,0.23800000000000002,0.9874,0,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,8,0,1,6,6,0,1,5,0,9,1,0,1,2,26,19,5,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,7,6,0,1,8,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,6,10,5,27,14,5,12,0,0,1,1,22,8,0,5,2,72,17,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15490734976166926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4376673544304875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808193732462725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19588807270421532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17704461080825326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3895129854226986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463541404515767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626650220783814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17482805340786825,0.0,0.12930086977155944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18708334535446489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40287595419073546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183754414107256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169960764587148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240936097542831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825664747488335,0.0,0.0,0.15569428060910934,0.0,0.17833930178060858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151427987680278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22850671421551155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Scorpioprincess83,2020/04/14,"I want to help, but I’m so irrationally scared! My town was hit pretty hard by tornados a couple nights ago. The police department posted a number for volunteers to call, and I really want to help! But the phone is my enemy. I’m sitting here staring at the phone number. My stomach is in knots and my heart is beating out of my chest. It’s so stupid how I feel this way about a damn PHONE! Ugghhhh!!! I’m getting so frustrated with my stupid self. Please help motivate me my fellow anxious Reddit friends!",2.4075757575757564,4.7893782929292925,4.123525252525255,83.13195454545458,79.20202020202021,7.596363636363637,24.041414141414148,8.548686976883017,1.8632092929292927,397,14,76,9,10,133,67,99,0.314,0.48,0.20600000000000002,-0.9729,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,6,6,4,1,6,0,4,3,3,2,0,11,12,8,0,2,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,3,11,1,11,10,0,10,0,0,1,0,10,4,1,0,2,43,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19691255087671375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509534971562681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268284451589229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457922419218942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231999919274717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17162380545123165,0.0,0.11605830019671835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19899263908364198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632354242555238,0.4466846562353317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084621180600555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438415811534265,0.0,0.0,0.212747465911904,0.22599491408274786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230773681123896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22239958705364335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317391065240904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26204631657158833,0.1763233571390079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dreamfinder3000,2020/04/14,"Text meme I guess Me in a social situation: *quiet, mysterious and distant* My friend who knows about my introvertion and social anxiety: he must be lost in his deep thoughts My brain: https://youtu.be/ymbw2R3uIqc",6.074117647058821,9.939127588235298,5.109058823529414,70.54476470588239,81.94117647058823,8.60235294117647,27.388235294117646,8.841846274778883,3.373430588235294,174,7,25,5,5,52,29,34,0.11,0.8009999999999999,0.08800000000000001,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,6,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,6,1,3,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,1,0,15,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287321391244947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337799047305541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310045955298875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293792683473407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16432111315983214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263909058951145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360855265142761,0.0,0.6095802488030824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23737048176281894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,unicorn_eclipse17,2020/04/14,"(18) F The downward spiral never ends So I feel like I'm at my lowest point in life. (Even before quarantine) I never leave my room unless I need to go to my dead end job (cleaning empty houses) which I hate due to feeling like I'm useless and annoy everyone. And my dad has to drive me because I'm a fail and haven't got my licence or attempted it because I'm too scared, I spend the entire day not saying a single word unless someone talks to me first which then results in me making them uncomfortable because of how awkward I am. I just want escape my thoughts and be happy for once. It's getting so bad I cant even talk to my family anymore whenever my parents have people over I hide in my room to avoid having to talk to them. I've been dealing with this for so long and no matter how many times I try to explain it to them they don't seem to care at all and just tell me ""not to worry so much"" and ""you're being ridiculous"" I'm so sick of it. I'm dealing with this on my own because I lost all my ""friends"" a couple of years ago after I dropped out of school so they clearly never cared about me at all. I find it almost impossible to get out of bed in the morning, If I don't have a reason to so I'll just lay there till the middle of the day. I feel so alone and I feel like the quarantine is just making it so much worse because when it's over I'll have to get used to going to the shops again and I already hated going in the first place but was kind of getting used to it... sorry for the long ramble but I just wanted to get this out in hopes that it might make someone out there feel less alone.",3.5580395256917012,3.718537147826087,4.959532279314889,87.4362154150198,71.72463768115942,7.200263504611333,25.826745718050066,6.574015621080383,0.8765362318840579,1256,35,278,8,22,422,173,345,0.14,0.797,0.063,-0.9645,3,5,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,5,5,24,20,4,3,13,0,16,2,0,9,7,62,53,29,1,5,13,2,5,3,1,1,2,1,4,0,15,15,0,1,10,1,2,4,10,11,0,2,5,6,39,9,53,45,8,47,0,3,0,0,16,22,0,6,23,189,54,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000311639243042,0.0,0.09037452625796424,0.18694808980530508,0.09959553027974448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950591591716611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753568045399696,0.27508447106706474,0.0,0.07679796194684396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18403623495948546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986232594765056,0.0,0.11641038574350734,0.18609207930586327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987329507502718,0.0,0.0,0.11922143385151925,0.0,0.0,0.08623983032691387,0.0,0.0,0.08508172766774308,0.0,0.2281710822547089,0.19342853673825688,0.0,0.0,0.08248886192571864,0.15353692471011132,0.0,0.0,0.0697286141594057,0.0,0.2357652078957377,0.0,0.15387718959212415,0.0,0.07218291694391954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607512903916787,0.0,0.17821069520633387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964078376484214,0.0,0.10413890386322944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956136735454087,0.0,0.0,0.0939837621739356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955640324030096,0.0,0.0,0.06374778725617339,0.13227797615780887,0.0,0.0,0.1597406870994134,0.0,0.0,0.09852092115351356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807321026847819,0.09150154982952734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957433057250115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269148087512905,0.06692085150852592,0.20882414655452067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611563138637984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021437068518324,0.0,0.0,0.06256950118714094,0.0,0.09429432400305802,0.0,0.08531748679743141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279427753859162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177215987541098,0.0903581816875706,0.09134002943450817,0.0,0.0821621994813264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294076674177204,0.0,0.0,0.1010299319198977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176238625478152,0.07888438761271321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716501535292202,0.052626774793385914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061275309225691375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15589782039976866,0.0,0.0,0.10646615399345602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165547469271218,0.09197468685435506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05811944802972448 socialanxiety,1amanita3,2020/04/14,"Not sure who I am? I think my social anxiety has a lot to do with me not being secure in my personality/interests. Like someone asks me something as simple as what my favourite movie is and I really don’t know how to answer (even though I have an answer)? I think it stems from years of being conditioned to just be quiet and keep to myself, but I absolutely hate talking about myself and don’t physically know how to do it. I don’t understand how people can just volunteer information about themselves and just casually talk about their own lives. Would much rather ask someone a million questions about themselves and just nod along. Any advice?",6.373822314049589,7.511793355371902,6.789741735537191,73.3227944214876,65.85950413223141,9.686363636363636,30.827479338842977,9.827888789773867,3.0173710743801654,520,19,90,11,8,169,79,121,0.08900000000000001,0.878,0.033,-0.7635,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,14,5,1,0,3,0,14,0,0,3,1,31,23,12,0,2,8,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,2,9,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,1,15,4,16,19,3,2,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,2,2,74,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19193178586004536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356707107388394,0.0,0.15025484018287472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36723789606710616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972844436079492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939164419576292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17458023999287905,0.0,0.0,0.21588608134394535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595710835865603,0.0,0.17343562273455745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698267844606188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438560951463764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616752946534486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22002668062736236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258267222471968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20021756280758626,0.3328389385664892,0.15120775246263365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18511622923499066,0.0,0.0,0.3157374669085787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517060889923736,0.1929740467808827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20447208799559968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952563312731456,0.0,0.0,0.12648305487408198 socialanxiety,Zay703,2020/04/14,"Has anyone been accused of being rude in social situations? So I feel like i’m pretty confident for the most part however I am usually introverted and sometimes I have socially awkward moments and apparently I had people say that I can come off as stuck up or rude which is weird because i’m the total opposite of rude or stuck up. Even at work, apparently I’ve managed to piss some people off despite not saying a single word, I guess not saying anything at all can be just as offensive as saying something stupid. I wonder if anyone else has had similar experiences to mine.",7.746452599388384,7.654306412844043,8.816100917431193,64.21234709480123,62.85321100917431,11.670336391437313,37.432721712538225,11.20814326018867,4.541549235474006,465,21,75,12,6,160,77,109,0.22899999999999998,0.695,0.076,-0.9374,3,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,9,6,1,3,0,12,1,1,0,2,17,20,9,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,8,0,0,5,5,8,1,15,13,6,10,0,0,0,0,6,7,1,7,3,56,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424699928728351,0.1776536757500733,0.1426812852844527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569403755192668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14935603811341827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484112594928994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451932071644398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16960404204281154,0.0,0.0,0.08766879076286886,0.1238664554341159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19100339771005026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847072738850205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877593267372558,0.0,0.2404069987093787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17639512979512478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5515316318386551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948922827094992,0.0,0.35348884974613964,0.0,0.13348043433652804,0.17148244319371872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909593544011536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18802890475799924,0.1262265251639813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,purplespiritt11,2020/04/14,Why I cant overcome this?! So Ive been dealing with social anxiety since I was in 4th grade after going to another school (10 years old).My case is extreme to the point that I cant even do the most basic things and let alone having fun and living my life as I want.When it first started it manifested just as severe shyness and thats what I and others used to think that Im just shy.When I moved to USA it got extreme and out of hands.This made me search all my symptoms and finally I found out what I really have.I have been doing therapy and taking medications for almost one year but still no results.I have tried so many medications and also been trying myself.Soon I will go on vacations at my country and the only wish I had it to overcome this by then.My doctor didnt change my medication that I have been for 2 months which only helped my depression a little.Therapy itself its total bullshit like I dont even understand all they do is just listen to u pretending like they give a shit and give general advices that I already know.I'm really desperate for a solution.I dont know what could help me then.And even the root of my social anxiety is a mystery.None of my family members and even their relatives dont have any history similiar to me or other mental illnesses except my dad who is just shy.Also I haven't had any traumas which could cause this.My self esteem and confidence is ok but still why?!Theres no scientific explanation about my case I may be cursed.After I found out about my social anxiety later I also developed severe symptoms of ocd which I also found out by myself and just by exposing myself and ignoring my intrusive thoughts by not doing my ocd rituals in just a couple of months I got over it .At that time I wasnt seeing any therapist or taking medications and did everything all by myself.When I got over such a hard mental disorder by myself without any professional help and very hard to treat then how I cant overcome such a treatable condition such as social anxiety?,7.242028307544677,6.627472423173806,8.100741273839514,70.65573467674227,64.06297229219143,11.592131462156653,34.01811203070649,11.013438906972478,3.7740877773779538,1620,60,294,40,21,549,195,397,0.146,0.7659999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.9629,0,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,3,1,23,9,1,0,11,1,38,10,1,5,4,58,60,30,0,3,13,1,2,2,0,2,9,1,0,1,25,21,0,1,7,1,0,3,13,4,0,2,18,4,44,5,42,36,5,28,1,1,1,0,17,12,1,5,15,211,69,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167681222559066,0.0,0.0,0.0734494717786487,0.07596852240770102,0.08094359542954717,0.23463200868968875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19952217565184152,0.07691391465730091,0.22445032577620594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535069844301485,0.07759461868083163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712808015057236,0.08116042645142828,0.0,0.0,0.0756206726228982,0.06317628378599141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406550300438677,0.07507687620404571,0.0,0.0,0.25789710920080305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19378804412411532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592228820785982,0.0,0.06914789171201725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035138580661484,0.0,0.062391508345428434,0.0,0.24127360555956745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072808823480992,0.08337303856371803,0.0,0.17599418798078872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141446062285114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749496121561628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923063240610842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062252974550063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500538767192615,0.05180930395871356,0.07167025103959941,0.0,0.06476943101565281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940558337157736,0.0,0.0743654299522729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295569802428452,0.14783918065990576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170946076193614,0.07795948657335072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696853038624599,0.0,0.049703886845793625,0.11157202460389852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933949862006537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939798304179833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423415858425737,0.05845048689740776,0.0,0.07652009096749605,0.16572933864326134,0.07529276415452865,0.06067591280942883,0.0,0.0,0.2990845229583667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051917537334013164,0.0,0.11715487675371335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247755795761872,0.1103002062783622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16776433133809246,0.08516505234036584,0.04873050870180713,0.046999745237351766,0.0,0.058231740153841575,0.042770999418073975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959972753503146,0.0,0.0,0.07635998066168144,0.0,0.06335088566395983,0.0,0.06052146657621845,0.04326375526883877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618700413245106,0.0,0.08434892848822527,0.07070682308890543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447004448277696 socialanxiety,Renardt,2020/04/15,"Waiting for oral presentation As we speak I'm waiting for a uni teacher to Skype me so I can do an oral presentation... in Japanese. FML Tomorrow I have an exam from home which we have 48 hours to complete. The teacher is a bit of an asshole, he gave us a very difficult midterm. I'm scared what 2 days of work is supposed to look like. Usually the exams are 3 hours, I don't know how it's OK to tie us up for so long. Finals week is so stressful. This is some kind of hell. I worked really hard to get amazing grades at midterms, I don't want this virus situation to mess it up.",2.682122040072862,3.656307303278691,4.495027322404372,86.9793897996357,74.327868852459,8.045173041894353,28.30965391621129,8.515128840125781,1.840013479052823,449,18,102,8,9,153,82,122,0.16,0.767,0.073,-0.8753,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,4,0,0,2,4,9,1,2,8,1,11,0,0,1,0,8,20,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,6,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,3,10,4,18,19,2,14,1,0,1,0,7,4,1,1,11,58,16,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20719965593537307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19898940926278968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223977450700552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079037929013748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915654734103664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001302797275408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19037312741593884,0.0,0.3738064677970768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976352967103136,0.10430267978037536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272097101839748,0.0,0.0,0.16795666273273166,0.15937436265286076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158323720235215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19001118528302505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21332998770973768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21740184285993494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4565838852825338,0.0,0.20902498632118474,0.15659521396971035,0.11194204960193656,0.0,0.15223671690912802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27633626829660546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,whitemans-whore,2020/04/15,"Have you sought out professional help for your social anxiety? Im sure loads of people on this thread are debating starting therapy, myself included. Thought this would help people make their minds up. 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TLDR: I believe I have sent her like 4 r u mad @ me texts and she always replies with no but like I think its more than that. &#x200B; Basically my(F,16) friend (F,15) and I had like a very low-pressure argument, there wasn't any like shitty words thrown just a shit ton of passive-aggressiveness because I got pissed that she was still talking about her ex-boyfriend and she got pissed that I always act like she has no reason to be mad at him. IMO she really doesn't, but I guess she took my words as saying shes a burden even though she's not, I just would rather not talk about her hatred for this guy. I also said that she shouldn't crush on anyone for the time being because she gets too emotionally attached, which probably furthered her thoughts of me thinking shes a burden. She basically said maybe we shouldn't be so close anymore, and I was like uhhh ok. That was a month ago, and during quarantine, me and my best friend (M, 16), as well as 3 other of our mutual friends have facetimed every night, and I have barely even texted her. I asked her to join us for facetime but she refused and wanted to join the gc but we don't have a gc, so I didn't add her. And now all my brief conversations with her have been one-word answers and she recently posted on her private story that it's important to drop all of your fake friends. Now I don't know if I'm overthinking when I think that story was about me but I really think it was and I just want to have a genuine conversation with her to figure out how she feels.",4.069404388714734,4.940812539184954,4.713275862068965,87.09681034482759,70.94357366771159,7.8062695924764895,25.785266457680247,8.00094639256281,1.2774250783699062,1236,36,264,16,22,396,169,319,0.157,0.667,0.17600000000000002,0.4375,0,1,0,0,0,0,39.0,4,1,0,1,21,23,6,0,9,1,28,3,3,2,2,55,47,28,0,8,14,0,1,6,5,3,0,3,0,1,13,19,0,1,10,0,0,4,11,9,1,0,16,4,58,14,28,25,5,22,0,0,0,0,47,7,3,4,15,180,71,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932782533568872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896083843150836,0.1864733970580008,0.1214088918734901,0.13615611386907786,0.07619957692489185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112602088051024,0.07834974880430567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475400892642774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366123897508321,0.0,0.0,0.12624485325388038,0.11759223887158415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260440376817938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801930589537024,0.0,0.09440910675560048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056657136438737876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4328576135804374,0.0,0.058542832944732365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17923732198773545,0.0,0.12343851751750458,0.11094964207458716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06158115143994476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284592976881681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257184806934728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943927692880692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515372818841252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592970830031573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731536938921936,0.0,0.12081160159795674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435674665019585,0.11520868445040636,0.11063837570045816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21317527099219544,0.08910868578045121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502033305996165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948531173696042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18012719156252388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871950000315346,0.11009106214550132,0.08895720886816645,0.06533874341865821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449450678096274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347854218310904,0.0,0.0,0.09245508942382592,0.13218299517423682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007487000538872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959891707588587,0.0,0.13615611386907786,0.0 socialanxiety,bhals17,2020/04/15,"New here, just trying to learn So I just joined Reddit however I've known I've had social anxiety ever since I was a kid. I felt terrible in situations like when my mom would try to get me to talk to a friend and wouldn't understand why I didn't want to and even berate me at times. Anyways, like I said I'm new here and I see a lot of people posting about their relatable experiences in this thread (community?) however not too much on tips to overcome anxiety, etc. Is there a subreddit of something along those lines where I can find a collection of those posts? I'm just sick of feeling less than and not being able to fully be myself. I want to get over this thing and need the information/motivation to do so.",4.282916666666669,5.25560479166667,5.677388888888893,80.0065,70.52777777777777,9.648888888888887,27.594444444444445,9.888512548439397,2.4910827777777773,566,19,116,14,10,191,95,144,0.092,0.836,0.071,-0.2273,2,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,15,4,0,0,6,0,10,1,0,0,1,24,22,8,0,5,5,1,2,2,1,2,1,1,0,1,5,6,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,4,13,3,21,13,4,13,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,1,7,80,18,1,0.16975366111789458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25972217223797306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18932020450024728,0.11212069218346178,0.15355190506164512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605165374703829,0.0,0.0,0.08583255158802656,0.0,0.1629901356021064,0.0,0.15515177091488608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115125748752227,0.0,0.17737856322023102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658661284671561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443184922340663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19881343625174625,0.0,0.0,0.124788473028237,0.125870188778089,0.0,0.3278982874193574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176858146398946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251541662098689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16147460492036791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352716898303674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042198266265393,0.190810227496104,0.0,0.17304247992706562,0.0,0.13068466174207466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364415626521654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127767895237023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898472492062542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23050318595216696,0.0,0.0,0.17671954790812744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002502149860733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531762756659472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058813038767865,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,goodthins,2020/04/15,"How do you explain social anxiety to someone who just doesn't understand it? My boyfriend is naturally outgoing and social, and he doesn't understand why I generally feel uncomfortable in nearly all social situations, even if I don't need to be. How could I explain it to him?",7.757058823529412,8.283995686274514,9.087058823529414,60.191764705882385,62.72549019607843,13.07450980392157,40.52941176470589,12.45797560212912,5.746223529411764,224,12,36,8,3,78,36,51,0.095,0.86,0.045,-0.3527,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,2,1,15,13,5,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,5,11,1,2,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,0,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17574703951598902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834251143050627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15173814041314967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616117873738907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17034597277893496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582323434526527,0.0,0.7025592762212471,0.1946541556249036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4783255445900128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20730056845288725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,NinaAlice47,2020/04/15,How can I make a connection with my crush (a 19 yo boy who has social anxiety disorder)? I have a crush on a boy who is diagnosed with social anxiety (we are 19 years old). I have a feeling that he also might be into me. How can I make him feel comfortable and special?,2.896071428571428,3.715270750000002,5.4628571428571435,80.83214285714288,73.64285714285714,9.885714285714286,28.285714285714285,10.125756701596842,2.8225857142857147,206,8,44,6,4,74,38,56,0.11900000000000001,0.7390000000000001,0.142,0.504,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,0,9,1,0,4,0,12,13,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,2,4,11,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,2,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069880320317728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960118781811277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627092539235257,0.0,0.0,0.29664414716155985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617466939426997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455450321135652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27458008145716417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271600873589195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5276937035491056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666794628971983 socialanxiety,partiallypresent,2020/04/15,"How to greet new neighbors during CoVid 19? (While having extreme social anxiety/confrontation anxiety) My husband and I moved into a new neighborhood a little under a year ago, with houses on either side of ours for sale. We recently got new neighbors on one side (about 2 months ago), but I have been giving them space during their move in and then the subsequent pandemic. Since they've had a couple guests over, we're not overly keen on an in-person meeting, but we're thinking of lowering a care package across our shared fence. My questions are as follows, since I have extreme social anxiety; What would be good care package items during this time? Is this a good idea, or is a thoughtful card better? (We have a pretty decent stockpile of supplies for two, but I haven't seen our neighbors leave the house in the last 2 months) I would have normally gone over and introduced ourselves, but I want to limit contact with strangers as much as possible, as I have moderate asthma and am afraid of getting sick. Thanks for any information you can offer. I'm thinking of sending over some alcoholic and non alcoholic beverages and TP- but am happy to add more, just can't think of much. Maybe canned food? Sorry if this is off topic, I just can't find anywhere else to ask and I'm already anxious about the whole situation. We live in an established post WWII neighborhood, so our neighbors gave us wine and cards to greet us. Unfortunately, we don't have the same access to stores as back when we moved in.",8.079361702127661,7.729449205673762,7.517177304964541,74.65300000000002,62.26241134751773,10.498723404255319,35.11205673758865,9.888512548439397,3.366693333333333,1204,46,212,21,15,377,170,282,0.067,0.768,0.166,0.9872,1,0,3,0,0,0,36.0,11,1,2,2,8,10,0,1,15,0,24,6,0,1,0,45,42,25,0,5,11,1,0,0,5,2,4,0,4,0,4,17,4,2,8,1,2,6,5,1,0,2,7,1,24,9,39,32,8,41,0,0,1,0,32,19,0,4,15,140,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17983041378812695,0.21680440343777416,0.0,0.0,0.11193504846611814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06897866434995831,0.0,0.15519361328508854,0.11459165765275264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482718818991463,0.0,0.0,0.07799655951511633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971021592860619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20683764443896446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223489913144154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847351723862233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927089271138517,0.0,0.1226545128421311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052995129195674416,0.09730482871136108,0.0,0.17015621627511998,0.08112611363028874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797848252006316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23408265849676865,0.0,0.1145067490227717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268232736336685,0.0,0.10740406289923723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166361298551924,0.0895681660962333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019041842041176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16192745713158432,0.3234251775575168,0.14913146504747607,0.0,0.0,0.29389704915899245,0.0,0.0,0.09938387865789652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06873436932858873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856834109035376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435170372471105,0.09714582604555924,0.10319494296470157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362940303328888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100153933783502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16781466662080466,0.11401617506008445,0.0,0.2067985761884625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135471671692311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338688850698923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19498462107297596,0.0,0.08052734279712141,0.05914703772917398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908637391386044,0.0,0.2440254591155665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05982845853516385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324754698934016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441117445838231,0.0,0.0,0.06532023288352669 socialanxiety,esnypaige,2020/04/15,"Need advice on how to handle video chatting I’m part of a small group at my church, and the leaders sometimes ask members of the groups to go out for coffee to get closer and get to know each other more. I have only done that a couple of times and each time my anxiety skyrockets. Well now they want to video chat to stay in touch. One on one. I don’t know how to handle this because I’m very uncomfortable facetiming with people - I never know what to say and I overanalyze every single thing they do and I overthink every stupid thing I say. I get so nervous that I stutter or say stupid things and I hate it, and then I spend weeks thinking about how dumb I sounded. My small group leader asked me if we could video chat sometime this week and I don’t know what to say. Should I just suck it up and then hate myself even more after, or what? I truly don’t know what to do or say. If I do end up doing the video chat, how can I prevent it from getting awkward? Thanks for reading all this.",2.486470588235296,4.10008137254902,3.4929411764705915,91.39323529411766,75.9607843137255,5.780392156862747,21.803921568627448,6.2272716619740125,0.2163509803921561,776,20,166,5,17,249,111,204,0.154,0.7959999999999999,0.05,-0.9707,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,2,0,10,11,6,2,5,0,12,0,0,4,2,37,33,21,0,6,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,16,14,0,1,6,9,1,1,4,9,1,2,1,7,24,2,26,30,7,22,1,0,0,0,17,10,2,5,10,118,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974863860141742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374587161030724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291243104930613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747017224621271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784146158652048,0.13559267319646642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540512127801845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853766546211918,0.0,0.0,0.08093919686347698,0.0,0.206497314148953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560968572036816,0.0,0.06964461416508283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419737806617352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33673505691213873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086486883333296,0.0945135348110535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16607805504100426,0.09320028079841547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270327674549742,0.0,0.08495662249026073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257722363810684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4872597812158258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423984204840539,0.0,0.0,0.13061566452584022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282210749201567,0.0,0.0,0.2442384877704921,0.07852128648066346,0.0,0.0,0.1429128554382824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111168456897182,0.07227966246493672,0.0,0.1965949087423452,0.0,0.11018182821591016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,soldierchrome,2020/04/15,"How my MDMA experience killed my social Anxiety temporarily Disclaimer: I don’t promote drug use, drugs aren’t cool and can ruin your life IF used irresponsibly. During my teenage years I started to build lots of social anxiety and it would physically hurt when I was in public. Being alone in my room felt like a bliss. At this time I was 18, freshly graduated high school and was alone in my room at night with lots of drugs. I wanted to do something that night which I’d never done before so I picked up a 240mg ecstasy pill, broke it in half and took it to see what XTC feels like. I knew nothing about Ecstasy before taking it. The drug took 2 hours to kick in because I had a heavy dinner, but when it did I was left stargazing through my window in pure euphoria while listening to “Isolated Systems” by Muse. It was the most beautiful moment I had ever experienced. My worries, anxiety, depression was all gone and I was “myself” after sooo long. It was a breath of fresh air While I was peaking I had an urge to communicate with people and tell them lovely things. So I naturally messaged everyone I was close to, told them that I love them and had very open conversations. But then I started to think of the other people, the public and the people I was uncomfortable to be around. I saw their faces and it made me realise how they’re just normal humans too, they go thru things, they feel things and they are just like me. That moment was life changing as it changed my whole perspective on people, I even questioned myself as to why I was scared to be around them In the first place. I felt connected to people and could not logically see why I’d be scared to be around people. 2 days after my roll my mom wanted to take me and my siblings to a restaurant. I would’ve been so scared to go before but that day I was like fuck yea let’s go mom. I felt so calm when I went out, my social anxiety was barely there. Even after that whenever I was in public I felt little to no Anxiety, it’s like I trained my brain that people are nice and there’s nothing to worry about. But then during my summer holidays I ended up abusing mdma and other drugs which lead to my social anxiety coming back and becoming worse then ever. So don’t abuse drugs like me I guess I’m now 20, clean from drugs, worked on myself and overcame social anxiety a lot. I still have it but less then before",5.81071428571429,5.947212121019112,6.453159690627848,78.75742834394906,66.8556263269639,9.361267819229605,28.71102517440097,9.140100540675403,2.2052286320897796,1883,56,367,31,28,618,225,471,0.149,0.716,0.135,-0.2666,1,2,8,0,1,0,37.0,0,1,8,4,28,20,2,3,13,2,39,17,3,7,5,66,74,40,1,6,9,2,6,6,0,1,10,1,4,1,26,25,1,0,10,1,0,9,6,9,0,2,35,12,63,11,54,31,7,70,0,4,3,3,28,27,1,7,39,258,89,5,0.0,0.13472031419823507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177627617702416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044406186954796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183062491986093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04371557074927704,0.0,0.03465636591066616,0.06278841226528521,0.19350698060846666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346547731285702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028345826346105,0.04897284300718505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04539158378437596,0.0,0.0,0.07332949236427858,0.0,0.048966423337099815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05817919087857565,0.0,0.0,0.4615107547682609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050353873048265024,0.0,0.0,0.07510023411945375,0.1028515236130398,0.0,0.05432438814684385,0.0,0.055612027670680464,0.0,0.0,0.05749201680616901,0.04061497983245217,0.21834680297639544,0.0,0.0,0.0483581627028191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05255862806876492,0.0,0.0,0.09693066582645228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06262873284567161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0600671110136316,0.0,0.0,0.05598762973606007,0.0,0.060861091501976536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06289815930440765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061769711763178074,0.058134878236082814,0.08031229943934691,0.1666496813093374,0.05698049880308183,0.0,0.050312106690937435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14500025388012602,0.10262204580359507,0.0537946041404325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331684216163054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04384765890214904,0.0,0.0,0.10670323790148496,0.05570275158053373,0.1091017851106318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758974477375228,0.0,0.059398092943461475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368709387158468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17075588793360796,0.05753711705524792,0.09060714287574836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28976655651280386,0.0,0.0437673390233453,0.0,0.0,0.08048007762940558,0.0,0.04540196848678933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549104618263931,0.0,0.049691031106559765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330954792820608,0.03642837603148663,0.0,0.0,0.03315077650263208,0.0,0.0,0.05432438814684385,0.1263290156548243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982035061356208,0.0,0.04690873814914663,0.06706539950412176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05270224339074446,0.10259992103184183,0.06347307090686602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04138883086537083,0.11547164608546835,0.057936901886518365,0.08077185975023532,0.0,0.0,0.036610733598135735 socialanxiety,Worthless__Trashh,2020/04/15,"I hate Zoom Classes I can't even speak during online zoom sessions...that's how crippling my anxiety is. RIP my participation grade. I think this format is worse than traditional classrooms tbh. Each time you speak, all eyes are on you as your webcam fills up the entire screen I hate how this gives teachers the impression that I don't care about their class or that I'm lazy. Meanwhile, extroverted people constantly make comments (even about random subjects or when they clearly haven't completed the reading). And I stay silent, even when I know the answer. The world benefits extroverted people in SO many ways already (especially with networking and job interviews), so why are introverted students penalized in classrooms? I even had a 3% ""participation"" grade in a damn Chemistry class...",7.49167883211679,9.593294846715333,6.979277372262776,69.42585036496352,64.03649635036496,10.151532846715329,34.86788321167883,10.355215969177356,4.0579757664233576,642,29,99,16,10,200,95,137,0.145,0.8029999999999999,0.052000000000000005,-0.9157,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,3,2,0,12,6,3,0,7,0,8,1,1,3,2,15,16,11,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,4,15,3,10,15,2,13,0,0,2,0,10,6,1,3,4,60,19,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21252483296528296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732872854687562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19635554921222592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20192408042555732,0.2081184126988527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.508808281737293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18474725076710055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802801001708791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19111314115907915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058409227837838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285534930689535,0.19525325623513212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26703151740179315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19263937917691434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20527239709168688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234021413673558,0.0,0.0,0.1122991814095555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15286680463726984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17378004921914975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962628735029831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ShinyShing,2020/04/15,"Has anyone else been a nervous wreck about new conventions during lockdown? I've always been shy, awkward and terrified of meeting new people / most unfamiliar social situations, but the coronavirus lockdown is making me realise just how bad my anxiety about stuff is. I've now developed a full on fear of going outside because I always feel like I'm doing something wrong. Even though I've read the guidelines on shopping multiple times and try to pay attention to any store protocol in place, I'm always paranoid about doing something wrong and people thinking I'm ignorant or rude. I already have this fear sometimes when shopping normally but the current situation is amping it up to a hundred. I can't buy sustainable amounts of food each shop because I don't have a car and have to carry everything home, so I keep running out of food and not wanting to go out again (normally I shop with my boyfriend and we carry stuff together so we can get more but I'm scared to shop together because I've seen mixed views on whether that's OK or not). There are so many conflicting views online, on whether you should be doing some things or they're not necessary, I don't know what the norm is anymore. I'm still getting used to living independently after moving away for college and I don't feel up for this at all, I feel so incompetent... Has anyone else been experiencing the same thing?",7.002346153846156,7.729644042307693,7.131346153846158,72.87740384615384,64.34615384615384,10.038461538461537,36.634615384615394,9.978442167317967,3.807999999999999,1121,53,190,23,16,361,155,260,0.191,0.7829999999999999,0.026000000000000002,-0.9916,1,2,2,0,0,0,21.0,2,1,0,0,16,12,1,5,9,1,23,2,0,4,1,46,42,22,0,4,12,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,9,13,2,3,6,6,8,5,7,10,0,0,4,7,15,2,29,36,8,27,1,0,3,0,5,13,0,5,10,123,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194661182499645,0.0,0.27023962112517064,0.11729820789008205,0.0,0.07361959801581806,0.0,0.08281757505991379,0.0,0.10736349618298333,0.15139393798206427,0.22184757173559175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171257040026063,0.0,0.09039145528745074,0.19798041452414789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18087243026991368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150382087645057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729589891028737,0.0,0.0,0.2436421700334296,0.1642164869284736,0.07734000504501852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618135916477526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312135846493095,0.0,0.12305177736491002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085922582320284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622526709948813,0.0,0.0,0.059496125796454136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05288971066990645,0.0,0.09559437610395984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226349311814477,0.10975728470228872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506181795179665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20911376796500916,0.0,0.0,0.21214099359555386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501058412293932,0.0,0.11310725320713355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828795172425068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083857999251448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433745290468104,0.0,0.11035606584086703,0.0,0.16668560392428938,0.10707057835192964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645550204154946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478605195409248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438444804448584,0.0693677750839574,0.10636357926599807,0.0,0.06312649255364777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350052072817145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350071933187096,0.0,0.0,0.06385375983679023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367276898911576,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ZfpAtz991,2020/04/15,"Being shy just sucks I'm a 21 M and I'm a very shy person (when I'm around people I don't know), some people say being shy is cute, but it actually just sucks because someone who is shy is usually perceived as obnoxious and rude, and that's not always true. I've always been a bit ""different"" since I was a kid, and I used to be very judged and rejected when I was younger for having different interests or different points of view from most people around me, so I guess that made me ""allienate"" myself and that's probably why I became a very quiet person. I consider myself a really nice and kind person, and the people who know me well agree with me, but when I'm in social situations a lot of times people just think I'm really rude because I don't talk much and I just remain with a self-assured quiet posture in order to not become vulnerable. Romantically, it's a disaster, even though lots of people keep telling me I'm handsome I simply can't approach girls, and I usually get a lot of attention from them, I just don't know what to do with it so I end up looking like a weirdo, and women like confident guys. So basically being shy is just terrible, and especially if you're a guy, I'm not saying shy girls have an easy social life, but it's not the same because shy girls are considered ""cute"" even though they're shy, and according to social norms men are expected to be confident and out going so guys who are shy are just seen as creepy, rude or awkward. I wouldn't say I can't be confident because when I'm around people I know well and trust, for example my close friends, I can be very playful and talk for hours, but when I'm around people I don't know very well I just remain quiet because I feel like I will be judged if I say anything and I suck at small talk. It's actually unfair in my opinion that people perceive shy guys as obnoxious or someone with bad manners because that's not always true, but I can't blame other people for judging me that way because I'm the one who's wrong for not being able to communicate well with strangers. In conclusion, the social life of a shy guy is absolutely horrible, I just needed to share this thoughts.",7.0292552527564,5.838884121281468,7.845147701268985,74.19606355315167,64.76659038901603,11.149115872685668,33.59361348034117,10.33465798735191,3.247550114416476,1719,60,338,35,22,581,178,437,0.204,0.637,0.159,-0.9652,3,1,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,1,1,30,30,6,1,18,0,34,2,0,2,2,81,64,41,0,5,25,0,1,3,1,2,2,7,0,14,18,28,0,1,12,1,0,2,14,11,4,1,6,11,36,19,38,47,8,28,0,1,3,0,33,14,3,12,13,211,54,0,0.06309035085565785,0.0,0.12313416308519715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15748867792361654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051917983107927584,0.22465515277067147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052677807678758536,0.2692150460870057,0.06967833576294717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887832287676741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977479656424524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055879324649871186,0.0,0.0,0.08334116344178384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03190037704555937,0.04507175925733014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0487434485686993,0.0,0.032962104363878066,0.0,0.035855700308976377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06950113433655561,0.3123468319896643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062131287009428535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05607760266702709,0.0,0.06569889181140641,0.1733640343752688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912516122537993,0.09246827583407603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05298000500785918,0.0,0.0,0.16091148049555018,0.0,0.05969761544048908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04637866714771751,0.04678069574453733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04275165453090746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4373890546730704,0.1652641825766553,0.0,0.0,0.059640774162156726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802206896954456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808345885577943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006879170467297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581699543670308,0.0,0.0,0.05218899018549675,0.0709161977438381,0.0,0.2572506701684528,0.10691249908814393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15212890259328687,0.055143747467623516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04042574935159165,0.12397189877695255,0.05008669131881567,0.03678849094309592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05448980653234031,0.13897021625975153,0.2602807340598678,0.0,0.05007818389511157,0.0,0.0,0.2269032090631063,0.0,0.05692922857089915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06897939457146053,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mememachine222111,2020/04/15,"How did I end up so fucked up?? Like, I can’t believe how pathetically inept I am. I can’t do anything, anything, I feel so disempowered. I want to die. I can’t even take a zoom conference call without taking a mega dose of “oh shit oh god am I on camera correctly? Is the light hitting my face in a weird way? Why are they all staring at me? I don’t want to be here anymore. I don’t want them to see that poster behind me because somehow that’ll make them think I’m a loser and weird...Jesus I can’t take this why can’t I get out of this call! Why do I have to be here!!.” Like I’m so inept and incompetent that I think too quickly for my internal dialogue to deliver them. I can’t think. I feel like I’m forever frozen, like I’m on stage with vulnerabilities, insecurities, and every conceivable flaw on display. Why?",0.4575948592411265,2.6042379418604646,3.3079681762545903,87.46983476132192,85.27906976744184,6.411750305997553,22.424724602203185,7.669130373188453,1.0423209302325582,634,23,141,12,19,224,92,172,0.18100000000000002,0.716,0.10300000000000001,-0.9535,1,0,0,0,0,1,26.0,0,0,4,1,11,9,2,1,5,0,19,4,2,3,2,20,39,8,1,3,1,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,1,5,24,4,19,34,1,12,0,1,2,1,6,8,2,1,6,86,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370449443817962,0.0,0.0,0.23848507244245745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833131181869748,0.0,0.0,0.16325566837112288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29592361788539184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503860757632533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12834074042761942,0.0,0.0,0.09570683514195301,0.0,0.12208673404460155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465342695388772,0.10351848365573428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396016699131685,0.07570565511697408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831684661180081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672364550406456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546865316157955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487404901347614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268462831993551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785433057736456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25640201562597537,0.11501698062100542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5230084216330432,0.0,0.0,0.13968098581864974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,crumblingpuppet,2020/04/15,How does one with social anxiety start the day? Usually I wake up have a couple cups of coffee (after no sleep) and then have a joint and a drink and try to be social (never happens),2.685585585585589,4.207227108108114,4.528108108108111,84.56531531531532,75.21621621621622,7.095495495495496,20.44144144144144,7.793537801064563,0.8101063063063059,141,3,28,2,3,48,31,37,0.11199999999999999,0.888,0.0,-0.4404,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,3,3,2,1,1,6,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,21,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112013335498132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054785550207534,0.0,0.1780495101074289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416004856728392,0.0,0.0,0.2704544339316547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441376601165304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129308122877004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870797406622161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27628054488910186,0.5628599546422501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19541166771125626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18744098680944474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040643959036801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,shortless,2020/04/15,"How to stop being a coward I'm tired, I'm an adult now and I can't stand up, I can fight. I never feel safe in the street",-3.2360000000000007,-1.714231599999998,0.3150000000000013,106.1625,98.33333333333331,3.0,7.5,3.1291,-2.5639999999999996,92,0,27,0,4,33,25,30,0.42100000000000004,0.579,0.0,-0.9023,0,0,0,0,1,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,3,0,3,1,0,1,1,6,6,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,3,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29843854477846404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4552225592926386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4934595724427416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6783837460215271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Lentyho,2020/04/15,"Need to get out of this box Hello, First of all I'd like to apologize for my English, I'm not native, so there might be some mistakes. I'd like to share with you guys my problem, I've created a new account in order to make this post because I'm not brave enough to say this using my main one. I'm not really shy, I can talk about almost everything, I love meeting new people and it may seem like I've got no problem from the outside. But all of these isn't true when talking about ""love affairs"", if I'm talking with a girl that I'd like to be in a relationship with, everything shifts. I'll explain it more specifically, if I had to tell a girl I really like her or I'd like to have a relationship with her, I'd avoid it. I'd just wait , I wouldn't find the courage to say those words. It's like I picture myself in that situation and I freeze , I start to think about all the posibilities and I feel afraid. What do I feel afraid of? I feel afraid of what people will say if I'm rejected, it would really hurt me. And the fact I'm the most scared about is ""loosing her"", if she doesn't feel anything towards me and she realizes that I like her, she may choose distancing from me or start feeling uncomfortable when talking to me and it would lead to inevitable distancing. I've only talked about this problem with my 2 closest friends, no one else. They've always said things like ""You shouldn't care about what people think"", ""You've already got the 'no', if you don´t try you'll never know"". But these advices sound to me like a cliche, aren't really specific and to be honest they don't really help me because those are things I've heard a thousand times, but never could apply them. Thank you all for reading it.",4.3024005945745065,4.858488190883193,5.086525455221111,85.77598662207359,70.22507122507122,8.383550105289236,27.51158181592964,8.456263369488248,1.6663894710764269,1349,43,290,20,23,438,159,351,0.08800000000000001,0.7979999999999999,0.114,0.6796,0,2,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,5,2,2,11,31,0,5,13,0,23,2,0,3,8,70,54,20,0,15,14,0,6,10,1,9,0,6,0,3,23,13,0,2,13,1,1,1,14,11,0,4,5,12,37,20,39,36,9,19,0,2,0,2,40,6,0,14,20,177,60,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553443922931588,0.0,0.0,0.08764981568241621,0.0,0.0965928147373588,0.0,0.07283293941528733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203068883651911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671636880198153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924385410907326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988651101107901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312105475630458,0.0,0.0,0.0904430897152187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733473014469476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22129192961518007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000189702797325,0.0744539623525846,0.0,0.0,0.06762635923995935,0.0,0.04573141984147744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400133340117212,0.0,0.0,0.08666961279042683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05867029333940904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370392012766042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0481048379308934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4276330476864976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15800058372276954,0.0,0.058427730851943326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285673128364476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649032481043378,0.1350188577350256,0.16907628492466872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186267624595743,0.06657139360591348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18204926122897375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383065810318319,0.0,0.0,0.25126650434054776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755484996426346,0.0,0.2803735212291719,0.0,0.0,0.1879514224232724,0.0,0.0,0.083262180246455,0.2088248816791216,0.08763396388610008,0.0,0.0,0.07968508316208786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838869438623238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391001508424833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517711651394047,0.07650609436932211,0.08058693451304867,0.0,0.0,0.11630363030235955,0.11217286952285256,0.0,0.0,0.05104012492894045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05942791383696588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559882075800081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243592533064058,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,eriley10,2020/04/15,"struggling with social anxiety I’m 16 and have friends who make sure to identify and constantly pick on each other’s insecurities, now i don’t know if i’m the only one but because of that i’ve been constantly worrying about my pale skin for 3 years, before that i never seemed to care or notice. i’m from australia so the people around me are naturally tanned but me on the other hand has fair skin and unable to tan. i’ve even turned to using a self tanning lotion now, but now i am worried someone will notice, point it out and start to pick on me for that. because of this i feel different and feel it makes me look like i never get out of the house and i’m a loser, which worrying about it has turned me into, i never get out of the house now because i’m scared everyone else is looking at me and judging me the way my friends do. i never talk to girls because whenever i do my friends ruin it and start calling me this and that infront of them. so instead i talk to girls over snapchat but whenever they suggest to meet up i avoid the question and make excuses, the thought of it gets my heart racing because i imagine every possible situation that could go wrong. now i know what your saying, get some new friends but i have terrible social skills and unable to just join a new friend 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socialanxiety,mexspicyboi,2020/04/15,"How do you put things into perspective with social anxiety? I'm sorry if this is rambly. I'm seeing if this might help me lay out my thoughts a little and maybe get some advice. I'll throw down a tldr at the end :) Right now, I'm coping with multiple flavors of anxiety disorder (hypochondria, dp/dr, agoraphobia) that I feel, to some extent, I've achieved some kind of control over. I'm getting a little more brave with these anxieties since o feel they don't have much of an impact on the real world. Once I can derail my thoughts, generally I feel better. I've yet to figure out how to do this with social anxiety. It feels like a moving target where, no matter what the situation, I don't have any opportunities to recover from the stress. It's too fast-pased to where I have to compute so intensely just to come up with what I'm going to say next, while also trying to make sure my body doesn't start failing and making the other person uncomfortable. Now, with the craziness of the world right now, I know that lots of people out there are getting stir crazy and lonely (me among them) so now's the perfect chance to try meeting someone from the safety of my own home! It hasn't really been that convenient, though. Because I'm introverted and think I'm boring, seeing people's exciting/fun bios are intimidating me from even thinking of reaching out. Now I'm at a stalemate, I'm too scared of talking to people irl and too scared to even talk to internet people. Tldr, I guess the core question is: what's a good mindset to have if you want to meet someone you can relate to, but everyone's lives look too fast-paced and action-packed? Right now, the world feels devoid of potential friends.",6.4762664970583526,6.464334003021147,6.925660677373191,76.43782795356972,65.46525679758308,9.627031324534904,30.71410399109557,9.276330184999452,2.558464652567976,1349,44,252,22,19,441,182,331,0.095,0.8140000000000001,0.091,0.5994,0,2,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,3,2,6,23,15,0,3,18,0,18,1,1,5,2,52,50,17,0,4,5,0,5,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,15,18,0,1,12,0,0,5,5,6,0,0,3,10,19,9,46,46,8,38,0,2,3,0,16,22,0,10,12,158,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803115507452508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022555033876806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068220770200314,0.0,0.3069768870781223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061153898904803376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872453653837226,0.0,0.11143246358647642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864164551488784,0.0,0.0,0.1125169652034466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497495641273385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885339189332536,0.0,0.0,0.1325203033955345,0.0,0.0,0.09585967984528153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536230279207984,0.07166834448530512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750667648623365,0.0,0.15723855621145733,0.0,0.05701394229664244,0.08414332343234844,0.0,0.0,0.11051335292490624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06724211529818766,0.0,0.1006287414499141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446742901159124,0.05513303026860828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049011090726106966,0.20109319438345893,0.08858404746015326,0.0,0.08424320044971237,0.0,0.0,0.0852881390758377,0.0,0.0,0.13392822810104674,0.0,0.10078452516519013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642324549268332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662386175530733,0.07374645118542494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669103597688444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683710320276528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27819592543917426,0.08759520790216205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100848909555905,0.1123809146695597,0.0,0.0,0.1141856710614411,0.06426730656343005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570171786804969,0.0,0.07977817490341373,0.20087484715908904,0.0,0.15988347046426027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298541234212184,0.11276343708875387,0.0,0.2045264035895145,0.1700009482808869,0.0,0.0,0.11229958236141806,0.07100673140233461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491576638382013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455003866936046,0.0,0.0,0.1612661938336913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664788663273986,0.12856150185152948,0.09856350067585884,0.15928511807456158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13622085067953307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059171101087997426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DeepSpaceArchivist,2020/04/15,"How is literally everyone in a relationship? Fuck, I hate to admit it but yes, I'm fucking jealous of every single person I meet because every single one of them has some romantic relationship, no matter how attractive or unnatractive, how intelligent or dumb, how extroverted or introverted, it seems like every single fucking person in this world has a SO but me. This isn't a post asking for advice or anything either, by the way, I know exactly why I don't have a girlfriend and I know it's all my fault. I'm not ugly, I can be pretty funny, I get along well with everyone I meet etc, so I know there's nothing so exceptionally wrong with me that no one would want to be with me, it's just that I happened to be born with this crippling fucking illness that stops me from pursuing relationships out of sheer fucking anxiety and discomfort. Hell, it's not even that it stops me pursuing relationships, but even if a girl shows interest in me and I'm also interested in her, I'll still get scared shitless for no fucking reason and actively avoid any contact with her. Anyway, I wouldn't feel so bad about this if relationships weren't literally the most important thing in the whole of society. It's just fucking everywhere, most movies, songs, books, etc are about romantic relationships or have that as a significant part of them. It seems like it's all everyone talks about all the fucking time and it makes me feel like utter shit that I don't have that, I feel like an alien in my own species because I'm missing out on the most important part of being a human. And every day that passes seems to only make it worse, since I'm only getting older and the older I am the more I feel like an alien for ""not having a relationship at __ years old"". Anyway I could keep ranting about this forever but I think this is enough. I just wanted to get this off my chest, sorry for the ""aggressiveness"" of the post. Oh and in case anyone is worried I'm not an incel or anything, I don't really resent people who are in relationships, I'm not misogynistic etc. This really is just a rant about my own shortcomings and how it impacts my mental health in everyday life.",6.016568898727173,6.6070483741007235,7.077470023980816,72.88689679026012,66.45803357314149,10.348238332410997,31.386183361003514,10.302915286807345,3.2296043903338862,1720,64,315,41,26,580,187,417,0.166,0.672,0.162,-0.7134,0,1,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,2,0,26,31,15,3,21,1,26,13,2,8,4,78,66,32,0,7,23,0,4,5,1,2,3,1,0,4,30,17,0,4,13,3,0,1,14,22,1,2,1,5,35,9,45,58,21,30,1,1,0,8,24,15,11,15,16,230,65,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620129921845014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05074944207658515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04315540387172402,0.0,0.048547207478903585,0.0,0.0,0.04437314732378007,0.0,0.10444538092750734,0.0,0.059327121551581874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05298697445542516,0.07737002082557032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05066814841111079,0.0,0.0,0.04092685573248898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06557179384335897,0.2123261291546718,0.08383029387450934,0.0,0.2138732678383532,0.18191805163986172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835040318605154,0.13600885809408314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4693466312914494,0.13262223762817205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05611802463499042,0.0,0.0,0.0626542328342296,0.0,0.06745568106486992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05640672288716767,0.0,0.0,0.10462890616424722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04482411901026317,0.1550182890246172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472092526299929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639533879239164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060892185059704534,0.0,0.0665912548994571,0.0,0.08600512915687614,0.09652933598657318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374433540086835,0.0,0.04399560970414084,0.11082274688912956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155548087097424,0.06456227419201853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130900786810402,0.06524809595580777,0.0,0.54506372847327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635351604164491,0.0,0.0,0.17331651965720454,0.0,0.0,0.06514142370574455,0.052495288085582716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103897855745148,0.0,0.0,0.05067974028782488,0.10611185483104683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05100724973724092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04216042205896303,0.04066300862968426,0.0,0.0,0.037004403101640285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486144637444696,0.050372093444092526,0.0,0.0,0.05705872677826365,0.0,0.05726334699516453,0.07085152595898259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06444734919282137,0.06467180253526453,0.04508061006096722,0.06938423558546257,0.0,0.04086656443189547 socialanxiety,hsmith114,2020/04/15,"How has social anxiety affected your love life? Anyone else unable to date due to their social anxiety? I’m 22 and have been struggling with social anxiety for years- I’m starting to notice the impact it plays on my love life (simply I don’t have one). I know I want a serious committed relationship but my anxiety serves as a wall between me and that dream. Anyone else relate? Anyone else experience this in the past but moved past it? How? Any advice will help !!",2.3734090909090924,5.222886795454548,4.023181818181822,80.46727272727273,84.45454545454545,7.290909090909091,21.63636363636364,8.296473431620573,1.8320318181818176,370,12,64,9,11,123,61,88,0.111,0.7090000000000001,0.18,0.8606,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,0,2,5,0,1,4,0,6,4,0,3,1,11,13,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,8,3,9,11,0,10,0,0,0,2,9,3,0,0,6,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291333221751899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986505045890301,0.0,0.4043708883085208,0.0,0.0,0.2772024890642646,0.4062031802439446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33117764517006365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926592703310902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857589948767826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726249869723386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18667982941864905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385371373867328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045222134885382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15045117114487272,0.0,0.0,0.0895467841568642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25230009775274204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187730581830446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4041241880907059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353490852794863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814959585656944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794420921030976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509886469074505 socialanxiety,ButterfliesOnMyFace,2020/04/15,"Need Advice: Bully from my High school Using Social Anxiety as an Excuse I recently discovered that my bully from High school has a YouTube channel and is claiming to use her ""social anxiety"" as an excuse for her actions to be a and treat people like total. However, the truth is she is a narcissist and a sociopath who will use vulnerable people for her gain. Nobody likes her and that's what she claims as her social anxiety. As someone who suffers from social anxiety and low self-esteem, she had no problem using me and others to her advantage. She is an imposter and a wolf in sheep's clothing. She only cares about herself and is cruel. She claimed to have had social anxiety from a young age, yet she had no problem making a poor girl in crutches get up from her chair, because it was ""her seat"" in front of a bunch of people. She has no problem imposing herself on other people and inconveniencing everyone. After high school, I have not seen her in like 6 years, until one day she unfortunately recognized me and approached me. I wanted to give her the benefit of the doubt that she changed, but not even 2 minutes into the conversation she was already asking me for favors and trying to use me again as if this was high school part 2. **She has not changed at all.** She is the same venomous viper as she was back then. She is a complete user and abuser and is now using mental illness as an excuse for her actions and the problem is that impressionable people are actually watching her videos, believing her and supporting her. **I want to stop this.** People might say I should move on, but she made my high school life so difficult and the sad truth is that she will never say sorry for it. In one of her videos, she tried to act as if a certain comment did not offend her, when in fact it actually did. Someone called her an imposter and it is true. At that point, I realized other people were trying to call her out as well. **I want to expose her** , but I do not know how to without proof. :/ Is there anything I can do to try to expose her? Or anything at all? I want to make it my personal mission to expose her.I left comments, but she blocked them or deleted them. I apologize if I was repetitive. Seeing her YouTube made me so upset and riled up my emotions.",2.9473294283544864,5.276344690205015,4.291439960950214,82.91193811693245,77.04100227790433,6.732205228332791,26.169920815706693,7.793537801064563,1.7096312615251117,1785,69,327,28,42,588,198,439,0.155,0.737,0.10800000000000001,-0.9698,1,0,0,0,1,0,59.0,0,0,2,2,12,26,2,2,22,0,37,2,0,11,10,73,60,42,0,13,15,0,0,3,0,4,2,2,0,2,19,20,0,2,2,3,1,6,10,12,1,2,14,5,67,14,57,41,6,45,0,3,3,0,66,23,0,7,19,258,86,5,0.0,0.07762580337374499,0.12786842368895512,0.0,0.0,0.06402152365110295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722985879015961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505979861896111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782825001258456,0.0,0.06124866067204104,0.0,0.0,0.050377796690127874,0.0,0.03993797463790615,0.0,0.0,0.0738141504824814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379841986409308,0.0,0.06679797714277146,0.0,0.13861458289852788,0.0,0.06869232961816236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042252430820418886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736967355505046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04327273167208294,0.0,0.0,0.06260339129673954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03422943089777341,0.06284896293199471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34610650788061803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036005906475500934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118337762671549,0.0,0.04627592209737992,0.0960234948278154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123985737070924,0.08746494128731977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06602476663853782,0.06950217329539067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963319040717128,0.0,0.04857931928921935,0.050530014995791205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879073910917078,0.049827906614335116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094749526981396,0.0,0.317944048109585,0.05720608586288981,0.0,0.0,0.06193384182444441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507600384174441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468919328273615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420198165650296,0.0,0.33152869051736045,0.05220780770137043,0.0,0.06834752636935826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339268004831413,0.11102306937830864,0.0,0.0,0.07333985162874854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05477434957110585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434683463755658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17792438346611694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395089791735029,0.0,0.0,0.15457224980720274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058906795128802064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06315513212883272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042190186752024 socialanxiety,PorcupineappleThief,2020/04/15,"Does anyone else hate it when drivers wait for you to cross the street? I get that some drivers want to be nice, but it really torments me when I'm walking across the street and there is a car waiting to turn/pass and they wait for me to cross when they have PLENTY of time to turn/pass before I get there. It makes me feel like I have to hurry up and walk faster so that I don't hold them up. However, this gives me even more anxiety because I am so self conscious about how I look when I'm walking (especially when I'm running or walking fast). When I was younger, peers at school always made fun of me for running ""funny"" in physical education classes. My parents also used to call me ""hunchback"" and tease me about my posture when I walked. I'm guessing these factors along with general anxiety and bodily self- consciousness have rendered me so insecure that I literally try to calculate how long it will take for an approaching car to reach the intersection and adjust my pace to make sure that I don't reach it at the same time. Sometimes I cross the street in the other direction (needlessly taking longer routes) just to avoid getting in the way of vehicles and being an inconvenience (also to avoid them seeing how stupid I look crossing the street). I'm wondering how common this is among people who suffer from some type of anxiety. I've never heard others share similar feelings and I'd like to think I'm not the only one. Thanks for reading 😳",6.790372340425531,6.748807283687945,6.891551418439717,77.04562500000002,64.81560283687944,10.170567375886526,33.22783687943262,9.827888789773867,3.077290070921986,1162,44,218,22,16,373,159,282,0.129,0.7929999999999999,0.078,-0.9526,2,2,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,4,0,22,14,3,3,12,0,12,0,0,8,2,43,43,26,0,1,4,1,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,2,15,10,0,6,7,1,0,14,4,7,0,1,3,6,28,7,36,37,4,43,0,1,3,0,14,14,0,5,16,140,43,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145564797626969,0.1116220204949662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078689394239261,0.0,0.0,0.09379951676527286,0.13745064896068024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177547687346871,0.0,0.11415020878409705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369802761469783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739396407245242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206357917374707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860359845948758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565868685888358,0.1916709531845573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21026063991608684,0.12868714453758984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777932884358286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244354114138107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107603564100584,0.0,0.0,0.118716905510684,0.22530134671695776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269342382332546,0.17908988496106434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346333558894233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090226906134442,0.10202572518854068,0.0,0.0,0.14895566297447388,0.0,0.0,0.093001447472949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418446839581194,0.0,0.08593875019774254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576510581767015,0.10689872007795308,0.0,0.2798915875253946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267596633068765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264330588737745,0.0,0.20172545176888929,0.0,0.0,0.1235056078754656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595672810529821,0.0,0.0,0.15644574876756953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107779899503213,0.2918293659781485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158609440699525,0.0,0.0,0.07912406396412366,0.10648057008520856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547796364603094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,frostedcranberries,2020/04/15,I’m scared I won’t finish college. Advice? (F19)I’m working on my associates degree and there’s one thing that will most likely stop me from completing it. Public speaking class is required. I’ve taken the class in person for a few weeks and talked to my professor about my public speaking anxiety and she offered to switch me into online. I still couldn’t go through with it. The presentations didn’t go anywhere it was just on a webcam. Recording my speech is just as bad as doing it in person for me. I seriously think that this is the one thing that will stop me from getting my degree. I want to email my advisor and ask what I can do instead of public speaking/communications but I’m afraid there is no other option. Worst case scenario I take the class in person and do the work but skip all of the presentations but I really don’t want to get a low grade because of my anxiety. Any advice on what to say to my advisor? I have a hard time putting my thoughts into text.,2.3814248704663217,4.835353917098447,3.825313471502594,84.82470595854925,79.77720207253886,6.554300518134714,24.15777202072539,7.734863291789972,1.4159411398963735,778,28,148,13,20,256,107,193,0.136,0.85,0.013999999999999999,-0.9632,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,7,7,0,2,10,0,16,0,0,0,1,24,29,10,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,3,0,4,0,3,13,8,0,3,2,0,0,3,5,6,0,2,4,5,22,1,26,21,4,20,0,1,0,0,14,9,0,2,9,108,35,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32221153756554555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211496612193424,0.0,0.2522450508395324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154128049470662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13765675472837288,0.1005011711800443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17285953131830886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227202557174934,0.0,0.18739501739124487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768812291193795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054551070329659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234357989186521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43186556253579866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657365058338532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561778878998583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110856635454413,0.16506026403588106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316627086222406,0.2756717801756761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395919250318982,0.1325135571262897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21906013461846705,0.10563988344273248,0.0,0.13088569334691835,0.09613506138036892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19448522713535252,0.0,0.13224607094338892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400497493860041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LightBlueBrown,2020/04/16,"My anxiety is through the roof because of online classes, any advice? My social anxiety is at its worst in unfamiliar, unprecedented and unpredictable social situations. Online classes are exactly that. Never had anything remotely like this. On top of that, I've never been one to video chat and I don't even like voice chatting with friends, let alone people I'm not comfortable with. I'm *so* scared that this will be required of me once my online classes really get started. I've been trying to distract myself by doing things I love but my anxiety has been so bad that I can't even focus on any of that. All I can do is wait and see how the situation develops. The uncertainty is killing me. Is anyone dealing with similar emotions? How are you coping?",2.9266332916145217,5.8610831985815635,4.549670421360037,77.21647058823534,82.26241134751774,7.5729662077597,28.152273675427608,8.4952907291091,2.8267410095953283,605,28,100,15,17,202,90,141,0.195,0.743,0.062,-0.9667,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,2,6,10,1,2,3,0,20,1,0,2,4,16,27,8,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,2,0,3,0,0,5,5,0,1,4,2,12,5,15,20,2,8,0,0,1,1,8,5,0,0,5,75,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15962531356050128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691830151694126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22216940780276287,0.0,0.3748906290435438,0.0,0.0,0.11421925157475228,0.0,0.1344244656901602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639178040151714,0.09957763203652352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16840834858970555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18374858718989534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157844102373741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262050572365687,0.0,0.0853444799257048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18072436617081386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670380999670568,0.0,0.15961070170293312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743121569940204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519736809725567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739641452319148,0.1106912860181974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324744617087018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464723132230301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16354346962356595,0.0,0.1301700927965034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36722813252110204,0.0,0.333032812676323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562111816786493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852355859530692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110905028032508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AAFM23,2020/04/16,"Too anxious, even with my parents. So my dad is really outgoing and I always felt he was not proud of my shyness or even ashamed (kinda like that nick cannon and Steve Harvey movie named “Love Dont Cost a Thing” lol) Now I’m older and I doubt that he thinks that way, but because I never spoke much with my father during those (age 10-20) years, I feel weird as crap around him now. Anyone else had SA around their own parents? If so what did you do to try to overcome it ?",2.35569587628866,3.884220484536087,3.2500902061855683,93.35699097938148,76.11340206185567,5.674742268041237,20.37242268041237,5.985473137389443,-0.07594742268041266,365,8,80,2,8,116,77,97,0.146,0.7929999999999999,0.061,-0.7536,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,1,9,7,1,2,1,1,6,2,1,0,1,18,12,9,0,1,4,4,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,5,3,11,3,8,7,2,9,0,0,0,1,12,2,1,4,7,50,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776782588197698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412338143302049,0.0,0.14930866457251668,0.21879188239638095,0.0,0.3801829144683857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016897813357106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502614759967556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17838112530493688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820757594180576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079697319936518,0.0,0.2050271247094473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432243424021466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192723710135448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15697282370707594,0.0,0.16469138649893744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.474210782447582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679601419659526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418631919323858,0.13682463116032295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449762750290304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16949417513661227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750956443251966 socialanxiety,oneaceonejack,2020/04/16,Recommendations Can anyone recommend a documentary or movie about social/general anxiety. Thank you :),10.666428571428577,15.671537071428574,11.582857142857149,24.48714285714292,71.14285714285714,17.085714285714285,42.714285714285715,12.161744961471696,10.203257142857145,85,5,7,5,2,29,14,14,0.091,0.48100000000000004,0.428,0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4445793443109428,0.0,0.0,0.4063546755143771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5924108180754427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5350462661554067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Crebyn,2020/04/16,"Is there anybody willing to teach me how to talk to people? These days, I spend my days speaking to only three people - my mum and two brothers. Other than them, a community support team accompany me for walks. I suffer with depression and anxiety and it’s tore my life apart. I crave human interaction, but I’ll never initiate conversations with anybody. Phone calls are persistently rejected unless they’re from my family. At Uni, I never made any friends (shock). I remember during every seminar I’d sit by myself listening to the other students’ free flowing debates in disbelief how effortlessly their words came out and so articulately. I was too afraid to speak for fear of humiliating myself as I have done in the past by forgetting halfway through what I was saying or just speaking gibberish nonsense. I’m always beating myself up after every interaction with my support team for not being able to keep the conversation going. They have to think of a plethora of topics to keep me communicating with them and so there’s no awkward silences. Whenever somebody responds to something I tweeted, it takes me several minutes or hours to compose a reply just because of the overthinking I do. Is it offensive? Is it just too weird? Does it make sense? I don’t know. Guess I also find it difficult to talk because I’m so ashamed of how little I have accomplished. I’m terrified that once people know I struggle with finding a job that lead to three suicide attempts last year, hence my embarrassment. Sorry for the long post.",6.165776397515527,8.194281333333336,6.936438923395446,68.74065217391306,67.18840579710145,9.604968944099381,35.24430641821947,9.957137785484203,4.041217598343685,1232,61,190,30,21,407,170,276,0.226,0.731,0.043,-0.9954,1,1,1,0,0,1,28.0,0,0,4,7,14,17,1,6,9,0,14,1,0,6,2,39,31,17,1,0,8,2,0,0,1,1,1,5,0,1,12,12,0,2,6,2,2,5,5,13,0,3,5,5,31,5,40,24,0,24,1,3,0,0,24,7,0,3,10,135,43,7,0.12891409991845645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309255912940817,0.10726685822538372,0.0,0.0,0.08766600859740062,0.0,0.098618933584211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15716967754575084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163570947718564,0.1474433871986363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16627785930001635,0.0,0.11103352536008547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281359757543025,0.13192388223607976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172313784016756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215287403420389,0.14506420266143474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23565030369926615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959871381174808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326485381025723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201341496431547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269544206517513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792735239712932,0.2291695505052442,0.0,0.0,0.14169563584042666,0.10508219736925642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105584121527203,0.0,0.12920579506751098,0.0,0.11408492173768793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219816383553784,0.08605116272996106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988530023185679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372893091120787,0.0,0.09804498207981008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230630953066228,0.26811841525354346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346407257328587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14603454490572548,0.0,0.0,0.10251766648825383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456362389681828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924437229031023,0.0,0.14430878050590026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347690074867096,0.0,0.1410111017057014,0.2925803857725281,0.0,0.0,0.09692735958099216,0.20723254067028088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260294990453687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593034366898395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830164537326957 socialanxiety,rupeshp99,2020/04/16,What to do when you don't like your friends but they are all you have got? everyone makes friends but what to you do if they turn out to be assholes,1.124270833333334,2.9235937187500016,1.4762500000000005,103.47708333333335,80.5625,5.5166666666666675,23.166666666666664,6.42735559955562,0.06877916666666639,117,4,30,1,3,35,22,32,0.305,0.695,0.0,-0.8971,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,4,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,6,9,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,3,4,7,1,2,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,1,2,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3965036962400579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6411806039760465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33187441655623456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20272421795089884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276983177696063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4513477975108891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,uselessthrowawayz,2020/04/16,"is it even possible to date someone... this question has been stuck in my head for a while. I'm 18, and ofc, a guy who never dated anyone. The idea of relationship seems beautiful. You have a person who loves you and actually cares. But... I just can't imagine myself dating anyone. It would feel too awkward to me to start doing it. Just not sure if relationship has more pros or cons in my case. I just wanted to rant, sorry.",1.684166666666666,4.058546702380955,3.6428571428571455,85.56880952380955,81.97619047619048,6.114285714285715,20.047619047619047,7.3871296695380915,0.6966047619047617,329,9,65,5,9,111,65,84,0.10400000000000001,0.7759999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.6529,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,0,5,4,0,1,4,0,8,2,1,0,2,18,16,6,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,8,3,8,13,1,8,0,0,0,1,10,2,0,4,6,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.2066613070199479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29615522835188035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21591815812469656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987502195897653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707952122276593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096899931755304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21734167490216008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390675682746869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19113470255527032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333350551297646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18491327464360294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23874386419002705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372358424241914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4547329936798847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19279149873270696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794357978706315,0.0,0.0,0.2370641501159821,0.14989504037720727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19959490578021905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491005305530192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150438487824966,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Darvelus,2020/04/16,"Headphones are my best friend When it comes to situations that make me anxious, I fall back to the safety of my headphones. With or without music. I don't know, it makes me feel happy and secure just knowing this.",3.109390243902439,5.549091097560973,3.661158536585369,87.07027439024392,77.04878048780488,5.0756097560975615,24.88414634146341,5.985473137389443,0.736360975609756,169,6,31,1,4,53,35,41,0.04,0.636,0.324,0.9359999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,11,8,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,6,4,5,8,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,24,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424995053289154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331215343112977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31816164726974644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611569311744624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329351691841614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23423091981503666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227335881758248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332322059842178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4047410297986139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407794629859419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922482178421934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwaway482041,2020/04/16,"I want to be more of ""myself"" but I'm worried that it'll screw up my relationships with people at school/work in the future and affect my career. Any advice?",4.821249999999999,5.1344136250000005,6.1374999999999975,79.5575,69.0,7.65,22.25,7.1686216300943375,0.7630124999999999,124,2,24,1,2,42,30,32,0.14400000000000002,0.818,0.038,-0.5023,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,5,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,6,2,1,4,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,17,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3994640810689646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27799067813868106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28340296416023913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43888662227988623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4137165008044384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24111446513087215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976034107090557,0.4151452819119932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Daneek1303,2020/04/16,"How did Social Anxiety develop from your perspective? Hey you. Today I was thinking about my social anxiety and trying to figure out when did it start. Would you like to share some of your stories? Mine started when I was 10yo, I never met my father and never complained about that or felt bad for because I lived at my grandmothers' house with mom, my uncle, aunt, and his daughter who was like a sister for me (same age). I was a very active and talkative kid, and that was the reason for somebody always would make a joke about that, especially, my uncle... He started nicknaming me every time he could and making me feel ashamed for being like that, I never knew what it's like to be ashamed until that. One day he got married and left, but my whole family always said to me that ""he was like a father for me and my cousin"" and they created in me a needing, I probably never worried If they just don't have tried to fill that hole for me (having a father), I felt a little bit empty when he left. After two years my mom got married to a good man and we left the house, they tried to do everything to make me happy unnecessarily again, I wasn't thinking about my life was changing but watching them acting like I was being the victim, made me believe it. When that summer ended I entered a new school, and my 12yo me was convincing himself about his new introvert/asocial personality... When I was 15 I was realizing It wasn't cool or good as I thought and basically spat on everyone who tried to get close to me ¿why? I thought I was the victim. &#x200B; Looking back I regret everything I´ve done when I was young and stupid, I wasn't an ugly guy, just the opposite and that would make a difference today, I suck at talking to girls today because I always was childish when talking to them. &#x200B; Do you want to know the level of anxiety I have? R: I´m worried to see the face of all the friends and girls I rejected in about 20/30 years, I'm afraid of being invited to a meeting with old mates, afraid to be found on Facebook, face to face, etc. But no hope is lost and I´m trying harder to get rid of this. &#x200B; TLDR: I won't because this is a stories post. &#x200B; ¿What's your story?",5.431805555555557,5.8966165324074105,6.164814814814818,79.3616666666667,67.7037037037037,8.714814814814815,30.35185185185185,8.626192665926032,2.2910796296296287,1730,62,329,25,27,568,201,432,0.10099999999999999,0.7709999999999999,0.128,0.8996,0,1,0,0,0,0,70.0,1,6,5,1,18,28,4,4,21,1,38,5,4,7,5,63,70,32,0,9,8,9,3,6,2,4,1,1,0,6,18,21,0,0,13,1,0,3,10,13,0,2,32,8,61,15,48,28,6,49,0,3,3,0,49,13,1,5,38,232,79,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16600968652245374,0.28822773863287376,0.3232380116146449,0.0,0.0,0.15262587643887324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05113738468667239,0.055527968452959084,0.12162045822849908,0.0,0.0,0.07492710790351545,0.0,0.0,0.07260502113371181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035229520323298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053097942946503586,0.0,0.0,0.04288950590874459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948240813154072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805656688735481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05890270520088264,0.0,0.07416941441811514,0.0,0.0,0.056032393769953226,0.0635473147649388,0.11953881233822318,0.0,0.06269394673379285,0.0,0.033626363895504205,0.0,0.12770832300174936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291808036712151,0.05138073875277405,0.0,0.06949107306903404,0.0,0.0,0.11156061168060943,0.10637846865649876,0.0,0.0,0.06584930465926532,0.0,0.07079462520960868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605336629358473,0.0,0.15347311510206124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03654879751402177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21677000608329572,0.0,0.04697366271454921,0.19494264206004636,0.06665436678485684,0.05872415134484432,0.0,0.055846516329119744,0.0,0.0725968495501571,0.0,0.0,0.06292758664353136,0.17756744610005426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15577709927126154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04931179014417489,0.20516759245800514,0.1284597385196929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978464309961026,0.0,0.045064755514897324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05806862966205641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369234115042632,0.0,0.0717024391538781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837707287661117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06326042654535871,0.0,0.0,0.06730548493788041,0.05299498829800888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355846771825364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412153822588339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069066118000148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522601200002383,0.0,0.1055933167312038,0.03877895179270952,0.0,0.18911372864807616,0.0,0.0,0.2257588719692065,0.0,0.06496463499852853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0548726722946644,0.03922571608726347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06000941473141206,0.07424921575026035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13507585249526993,0.0,0.1417273614335932,0.0,0.3232380116146449,0.0856526466693843 socialanxiety,sloanpal144,2020/04/16,"How do you deal with coworkers who are rude, disrespectful, and taunting towards you on a daily basis? I work as a pharmacy technician and most of my job requires dealing with people all day. As hard as that is already, that's not even the worst part. The worst part is that my coworkers are horrible people who never let up from taunting me no matter how much I try to avoid contact with them. Youd think that dealing with angry customers was bad but I'd much rather take that on than have to deal with my fucked up coworkers. There's nothing that I can do to get them to relent and it seems that the more I let them do this the more it goes on. However, if I try to stick up for myself they just shut me down twice as hard and gang up on me as a group. Trust me I want to leave this job but it's not an option right now. Ugh shit sucks man.",2.974969405594408,4.029804914772729,3.97068181818182,90.70823426573428,73.7159090909091,7.233566433566433,23.765734265734267,7.61054688173877,0.8448807692307687,659,18,148,8,13,213,101,176,0.179,0.7609999999999999,0.059000000000000004,-0.9668,3,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,4,2,7,10,4,1,8,0,13,2,1,2,2,28,20,14,0,3,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,14,9,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,9,0,1,1,2,21,1,30,16,10,15,0,0,0,1,16,12,3,4,3,114,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613548881918488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813654166659765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124803307256923,0.5834715209846869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934514671484052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308033446745574,0.07392162254262198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25349085296214124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808099486380224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498153267608126,0.0,0.28936206270752673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20801986967073105,0.0,0.10912424184752892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576151934335312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064353585861573,0.0,0.1961798812775372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082994990006735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880533034407962,0.0,0.0,0.14523536387813624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638134204897494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065977558901878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19212208282093554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345326818269698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300492437277728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tiedyebeanie,2020/04/16,"Anyone else doubt there SAD I can’t really explain it but I always think to myself that I don’t have social anxiety and when I’m awkward and really uncomfortable in a situation that I’m just being stupid and thinking to much or something like I’m faking or exaggerating that I have mental heath problems which doesn’t make since but that’s how I always feel. I think the same things with my OCD, But then I remember that I have an actual mental illness it’s like I forget that it’s a real thing. Does anyone else do this?",4.848126684636121,5.598312141509434,6.345902964959572,76.53669811320755,69.09433962264151,9.076010781671158,25.52021563342318,9.23628265651192,1.9952819407008089,421,11,80,8,7,144,64,106,0.285,0.6559999999999999,0.057999999999999996,-0.9728,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,1,2,4,0,8,1,0,2,0,23,17,11,0,1,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,13,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,1,11,2,4,16,2,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,3,4,55,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.16625154273284334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835144475666072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032866319244468,0.0,0.0,0.2382461637927467,0.34911789479313626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14908745032597054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28463598491495185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614159977542739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664633450872562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371987707791305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34337544784110824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523778568042285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630161772544325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939125255561356,0.2182802029459448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929901929149167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14092758523895174,0.19149725769448664,0.0,0.1736655356766079,0.0,0.13115520417714438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263657059558641,0.3274887989217014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,VirginiasWedge,2020/04/16,"The Telehealth ouroboros of anxiety Because of the pandemic, my therapist's office has officially closed and moved to Telehealth. My first Telehealth appointment is supposed to be today, but the thought of therapy over a video call is consuming me with anxiety, and I've been thinking of excuses to get out of it all day. The issue is that therapy has been working really well for me in person, and I'm scared that I'll kinda destabilize without it??? Meeting face to face has always been tough for me, but I'd choose it over a video call any day. And I'm so used to meeting in person with her now. I just don't know what to do because therapy has been really good at helping with my anxiety, but now I feel like therapy might be giving me too much anxiety for what it's worth. Any advice?",8.807597402597406,6.870074694805198,9.080909090909092,69.14136363636366,61.79220779220778,13.215584415584415,40.83116883116883,12.031772070788634,4.918724675324676,629,29,116,17,7,210,84,154,0.08,0.7959999999999999,0.124,0.8789,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,6,5,0,1,6,0,16,2,2,1,1,23,25,8,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,8,9,0,0,5,2,1,1,2,2,1,1,5,1,10,3,24,17,2,14,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,2,7,80,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474691980781075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622253368900303,0.0,0.0,0.1736250265119481,0.0,0.3906352127145067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563951106794466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607082712395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16465901773798414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06454823775441118,0.0911996315403022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858669975109066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06669657058681977,0.1224621672799964,0.0,0.10707433175298336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855671521817088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324285315894724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015806047017548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062367750332586014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13542604961728838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356813384671104,0.09384407054211592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229338696950462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635632780627223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780895232189796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5839568735890879,0.14822196502397642,0.0,0.08179874729443076,0.0,0.10134700461256024,0.0,0.0,0.1210058270283898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025640801104504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478079291137287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305874265133115,0.0,0.0929372891572801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,clutteredmentality,2020/04/16,"Looking for advice on how to reduce anxiety related to thinking that people hate me This has always been a significant area of anxiety for me. Sometimes I'll convince myself that even my close friends don't really like me, though lately this has been less of an issue. I'm assuming it's associated with my confidence, so any advice on how to improve my overall confidence is appreciated, as well. It seems to fluctuate rapidly, going from very confident one day to hating myself the next. I'm currently in grad school and have a small cohort that is fairly close. Everyone seems closer with each other than they are with me, and I hyper analyze every interaction to investigate whether they actually like me or not. I want to stop doing this, but It is so difficult. I nearly panic if I'm left out of something, however small, or find any reason to think that others don't like me. Has anyone has anyone had luck changing this habit and thought pattern? If so, what concrete steps got you there? Thank you in advance!",6.780238095238098,7.706661904761907,7.596944444444446,68.64874999999999,64.87301587301587,10.532804232804233,33.73941798941799,10.504223727775694,3.83813544973545,816,34,133,20,12,273,123,189,0.11599999999999999,0.755,0.129,0.1673,2,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,2,1,9,12,2,1,4,0,15,0,0,3,0,30,30,16,0,3,7,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,14,10,0,1,8,0,0,3,3,4,1,1,5,1,18,8,25,25,2,21,0,0,1,0,6,13,0,8,8,98,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.1449239127671774,0.0,0.0,0.2902436564449697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357185500950076,0.0,0.0,0.20198319374466567,0.0,0.2272188216131769,0.0,0.0,0.2076826818629797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710342820140766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577638359435728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808916711599557,0.0,0.12512571375477058,0.14190725368270618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357350520161856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473812159593587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440140824587841,0.0,0.11877666581078325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293244898995636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15500540195939816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16752525804476856,0.0,0.16135607700524493,0.0,0.0,0.21766281598774195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471063158728925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579416072792957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006339247638834,0.0,0.0,0.1742439764617663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295783333647167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951390302024864,0.15269256714739635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502996084200719,0.0,0.27039506086057324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432991872847645,0.14687975725542882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241606462347826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672765464710027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903178655146813,0.14590989367833934,0.11790000600340643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253594438050434,0.08759478924123297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352793429919949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SpiritedSpinster,2020/04/16,"Woke Up Feeling Woke ITT://Found out I for sure have social anxiety//Rant//Overcoming Anxiety//Be Yourself//Stop Hiding During quarantine I remember jokingly saying something along the lines of ""Yeah, it's a good time to have social anxiety, I don't have to go out and do things anymore"". I would say this before, as well. I never actually looked into what social anxiety is or how to treat it. Or how many other people have social anxiety. I just.. assumed I may have it based off of what little I knew and used it as my excuse to not hurt someone's feelings when they ask me to do something I was not comfortable with. I always just assumed everyone else is normal, and I needed to get over myself because of their response that says they don't understand completely why I don't want to do something with them. When I go out and do things, it's usually errands. I dress my best on those days- I actually say to myself, in my head, ""It's okay, I have my battle armor on"". With my ""normie clothes"", Hair curled and makeup on. Normally I wear ratty sneakers, black pants, baggy t-shirt, and no makeup. With my battle armor on, I go and do a few weeks worth of errands. Groceries, pharmacy, bank, ect. Then I don't think about it for another 3 weeks and rest from my war. With battle armor on I can extinguish glaring eyes, bad vibes, and the voice of anxiety in my head saying ""your posture is so bad you look like a goblin lol / your posture is so good you think you're so good looking, huh?"" instead I can be ""I'M ON FLEEK IT DOESN'T MATTER WHAT MY POSTURE IS LIKE THEY DON'T KNOW ME MAYBE I HAVE CHRONIC BACK ISSUES FOR ALL THEY KNOW THEY DON'T KNOW ME LOOK AT MY LIPSTICK I THINK I LOOK GOOD THAT'S ALL THAT MATTERS"" which essentially is my war mantra. Being proud of myself for spending time to doll myself up. Pride > Anxiety. I never thought too hard about how abnormal that is until- Yesterday I stayed up for 30 hours to fix my sleep schedule since I have weird hours at work. (I do understand you can fix it by sleeping 2 hours earlier than usual, but this works best for me). While being profoundly sleep deprived, I had bad paranoia trying to sleep (I anticipated this, as it's not my first rodeo). I felt crippled in bed. I wanted nothing more than to pass out, but my brain was voicing the opinions of my roommates who were in the living room doing their own thing. Their ""voices"" were judging me and my past and every little thing I did. I do realize it's all in my head, though that doesn't stop the guilt of not meeting their expectations and the mean things that are voiced. Exclamations of who I should be and what I should do based off societys' and my own opinions of 'perfection'. It's so stupid to have to think twice about my breathing, what I think, my sleep position, ect. I didn't want to make a loud enough blink of my eyes. I wanted to disappear into nothingness. You can't judge nothing. After waking up I decided to use my free healthcare and ask Dr. Google what social anxiety is. All the symptoms aligned. I then decided to look into forums to see what real people do to deal with it. I found a whole thread on Reddit dedicated to social anxiety. I was fascinated. I read memes. I read stories. I got caught off guard and abruptly burst into tears after reading one of those lame uplifting pictures, it was ""things you don't need to feel guilty about"". It included declining a phone call and telling people ""no"", which is typical and lame to me because you see them everywhere. With the social anxiety context included it hit me like a brick to the face. I'm so relieved I had to write about it so I don't cry my eyes out at 7am. It's such a nice feeling to not think about what others think. To do things of my own accord without the 'hater vibes' I get from not doing something that is out of my comfort zone. Yes, it's hard to say no to avoid hurting someone's feelings at the expense of my own. Yes, it's hard to focus on a movie at a movie theater when you feel like eyes are upon the back of your head. Yes, it's hard to talk on the phone. Knowing what afflicts me doesn't fix the affliction... It's just nice to not feel alone. It feels nice to know that I can be understood, and to not be judged for what I cannot help. It feels nice to know that I don't have to battle alone, or even battle at all. It feels like everyone is out to get me because of my borderline paranoid brain thinking for others' opinions of me. Even though I realize the whole world is not fixated on someone who is not as great as Keanu Reeves, I become my own world with how self-conscious I am. It had gotten so bad- for years now I would be ALONE in my room and still feeling like someone was over my shoulder judging every move I made. That someone was me- a ghost of ludicrous expectations I personify and make into real thoughts. It has probably pushed me to do some great things, but mostly it has pushed me into my dark bat cave and hissing at the light of receiving phone calls. The ghost I myself personify started in middle school when I read a poster about integrity in my science home room. I started to think about my moral code and who I wanted to be. I started to think about what others would think of me even as I was alone- because integrity is what people would think of you even if they couldn't see you. This started out good, because I wanted to think of a God watching over me and I wanted to bring out the best me I could be- not to go to heaven, but for the sake of being my best at all times to fully 'integreatness' my life. No matter what situation. I wanted to do my best, from folding laundry to doing my homework. At some point it started to go downhill to me trying to imagine what other members of society would think of me, instead of the only entity who can properly judge. As mentioned before, I wear comfortable clothes over fashionable ones. I remember in high school waking up and wanting to dress up for the hell of it. I guess sometimes I forget I can actually look good and want to remind myself. I went about my day as usual, but everyone treated me entirely different. People that never looked my way suddenly wanted to be friends. Understanding how people view you based on looks made me see things in a different light. This turned me from doing my own best to thinking of society's portrayal of normalcy. My own integrity of who I wanted to be became trying to not be judged by being so different from the masses of society. I don't care to fit in, but the every day guilt from interactions that pinpoint me as an oddity made me even more self-conscious as to what I do different. Integrity is good, but I lost myself to opinions. Lost myself to paranoia. Knowing that I more than likely have a serious anxiety disorder, and knowing that i'm not alone and have found understanding, is a turning point in my war. I'd say it's in my favor now. Hashtag fuck the haters :sweat: //Unpopular Opinion Rant// I don't care who starred in the movie or even the characters' names. I only care about the moral of the story. What lead to the Climax- the quality of immersion. (I only remember titles of movies I would watch again). I don't care how you look or how you dress unless I need to fix a tag on your shirt or to compliment you. I don't care how you speak unless you're mean and ignorant to empathy. I don't care who the president is because I'm the president of my own small world. I don't care about things I cannot change. I don't care about death, but the memories left unread. I don't care how much money anyone has, as long as they have what they need. I don't care about people who do not care. I don't care about having the newest things to gain clout. I don't care for fake people. I don't care how bad the graphics are in a video game as long as it's fun. I don't care to be competitive, I care about the experience. I don't care about who you were in the past. At all. I care about the now. I don't care about what you do unless you are having fun and not without empathy. I don't care about a lot of things that don't matter, even if society says they do. Epstein didn't kill himself, and it's good to know we have misinformation; what are we going to do about it? I'm a problem solver, not a person to talk about who to blame. I don't care. I'm a person who only moves forward, and I don't care to take anyone's pawns. I hide away my opinions. I hide my face. I hide, because people have put me down my whole life. People don't care to understand. People lack empathy. I'm tired of the fuckshit, so I'm going to do my best to not hide, even if i'm a coward, i'll show them i'm a coward. Even if things go sideways, even if my anxieties come true, I'll be there to take it. I'm tired of thinking the way I do about every small detail in life. I'm tired of the masses telling others what to think, so I'll show them in my every day life who I am and what I think so that I can cause a ripple and change society's way of thinking and solve my anxiety by letting THEM know that IT'S OKAY FOR ME TO BE WHO I AM. This is the type of person I am, and I, for once, have no shame in that. No shame in how I think. Or how loud I blink. I am me, and i'm ALIVE for fuck's sake. ITT://Found out I for sure have social anxiety//Rant//Overcoming Anxiety//Be Yourself//Stop Hiding",3.157782557354928,4.804239811431625,4.366576698155647,85.69216599190285,74.22970085470084,7.426315789473685,25.29655870445344,8.1411578227332,1.48144358974359,7325,243,1486,117,152,2404,536,1872,0.156,0.72,0.125,-0.9955,4,7,4,0,1,0,244.0,2,21,18,17,80,111,15,5,68,8,160,38,26,21,14,267,324,107,7,37,45,0,17,7,1,9,10,15,6,3,118,65,0,4,65,9,6,22,67,37,1,4,34,56,244,75,276,260,37,170,4,7,22,2,98,93,3,26,60,1049,362,11,0.0,0.0,0.06575993677359655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632091877515158,0.0,0.0,0.01869044525333208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023553695493816536,0.18901970194253848,0.0,0.02227658038365424,0.031412345433567884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04199846411973653,0.0,0.021104084079823573,0.03454426698488673,0.093775472637111,0.09584972989682908,0.02480786181757697,0.038227550773134535,0.0,0.16500969427974005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050150743889232234,0.04587306950292778,0.0,0.5267420181678576,0.023074984731708745,0.04752430112315524,0.01934929516935474,0.023551309605096785,0.0,0.0,0.017934330517007716,0.0,0.02467379795474261,0.057945338895975515,0.023157660144246226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387335202828084,0.02574375869596819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01876438163501816,0.0,0.0,0.023209575645792,0.0,0.14836147015722162,0.0,0.09462734465456693,0.06439111290682023,0.0,0.02197245396205498,0.0,0.0,0.12493383355250005,0.048141246340969515,0.021567344678434186,0.0,0.0,0.019106433413458305,0.0,0.09851507470165004,0.01735432862114208,0.04153209598428503,0.03520689700702394,0.0,0.10212680873018767,0.15072259086009268,0.017965165041336332,0.04952956252308365,0.024744772071651426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048728771084505,0.0,0.09221126106239168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.015056016061696834,0.023732668752815447,0.02253153311462049,0.0,0.06636256588799408,0.0,0.048092744937355485,0.0,0.0,0.023444820659770143,0.0,0.0,0.02485122315262609,0.0,0.12344700721759665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02440537065116564,0.022969238654562657,0.06346318866370629,0.07681766644771286,0.04502628079305655,0.019834635413471725,0.03975688333275602,0.18862687073941603,0.0,0.04904053988071617,0.019096656702479658,0.0,0.06376315587063881,0.02998753897705394,0.022773261511482745,0.02256641426178467,0.04893609153456893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04774777140871169,0.016512385855458438,0.06662208694012622,0.051972965575536885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044016598420428966,0.04310639354344622,0.0,0.0,0.02392163207050909,0.030442091547184268,0.06833441009621997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0428856421002125,0.17129794822226851,0.058839680366428226,0.0,0.0,0.042468295716525536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02421817440191365,0.021493401571118453,0.0,0.022580830411788683,0.0,0.0,0.0898735733067112,0.051134063522330166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633627138367591,0.0,0.0,0.14290347379967444,0.0,0.04546612337504558,0.07159822645777515,0.0,0.04686618617289324,0.0,0.0,0.018581058843388232,0.025248582862862103,0.11239268360177182,0.18318000876857096,0.09516123178421604,0.06917034907821698,0.022215803603451857,0.0,0.07949470980659029,0.023941838769789427,0.017938433539415724,0.056338502668535226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0423409315583597,0.023346945645508148,0.033777730377673426,0.03610871540554008,0.039266106238077636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19399852924347916,0.2878588854929531,0.04413822030113302,0.03566513762223232,0.039293869025449166,0.07745137924132471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04575131165953223,0.0488650963666723,0.0,0.11692030892151704,0.0,0.038800455726143636,0.07421719858794353,0.0,0.15898626230038085,0.05348861963516232,0.036035827901327415,0.0,0.020196318535623103,0.02082279077212399,0.02026874523198838,0.07523511657892586,0.0,0.04330573961269956,0.0,0.03270566526068599,0.0,0.0,0.0957395033481554,0.0,0.0,0.014464994214303825 socialanxiety,shywombat17,2020/04/16,"Studying art with social anxiety Is there anyone that’s studying art at uni? I was wondering how it is with presentations, and social anxiety. Do you have to do presentations? Pls I need to know!",3.4800000000000004,6.391074777777781,5.292222222222224,73.15000000000003,79.0,9.155555555555557,28.44444444444445,9.516144504307137,3.4775777777777765,156,7,26,5,4,53,26,36,0.115,0.8490000000000001,0.037000000000000005,-0.4122,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,7,9,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,5,8,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5095970831586277,0.0,0.0,0.2328911138358753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18304721034863494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469680601591775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6790482481608879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612014876034268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,zigzagwanderer12,2020/04/16,Anyone want to voice chat? I'm trying to improve my social skills and my ability to cope with anxiety in social situations. I'm looking for people to voice chat with because the only way you get better at anything is practice. If you have similar goals or are just looking for someone to talk to message me. I'm a twenty five year old male from the US. I'm open to talking to anybody.,3.704329004329004,5.26037425974026,5.352662337662338,79.54423160173161,72.63636363636364,7.2112554112554115,31.01515151515152,7.793537801064563,2.2983956709956708,306,14,55,4,6,104,55,77,0.022000000000000002,0.858,0.12,0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,11,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,6,1,15,11,0,6,0,0,2,0,11,3,0,2,2,32,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17028784893398213,0.0,0.0,0.15564660050695558,0.0,0.18318025044967293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356944621798185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968709842436953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629894251037405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738546840692927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335805114963772,0.0,0.0,0.16929679211025978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432232105858654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502109305103423,0.0,0.4538238907686683,0.18860765756688486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3578337576499198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113030732031327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677595400886893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129482964319758,0.1766889566742549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14334664570466926 socialanxiety,sarahjojones,2020/04/16,"I hate people telling me to ""get over it"" Oh wow, thanks, I'm cured now. I was talking to a friend about online surveys for students in quarantine, and we were discussing people without internet access, and they said: ""It's simple, they just talk to a friend and their friend can do the survey for them!"" And I was like...... mmm no??? I wouldn't EVER do that wtf is wrong with you? Like, I've been friendless so many times, completely consumed by social anxiety and unable to function, why aren't people like this ever important enough to receive adequate treatment?",5.896857142857144,6.978083447619048,5.768571428571431,80.42142857142859,66.9047619047619,8.285714285714286,31.190476190476193,8.418075326091056,2.4094761904761905,442,17,78,6,7,138,78,105,0.157,0.648,0.195,0.685,0,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,1,4,0,6,10,1,0,3,0,10,0,0,0,2,12,15,6,0,1,2,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,5,1,11,8,13,9,1,7,0,0,0,0,16,2,0,0,7,53,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069215103419758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928281978734041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19003022423075688,0.0,0.0,0.3327178058364193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4262697874678014,0.0,0.09608641184451412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815749915723946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695502913364305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18645786797387426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825042028231849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17494239562133335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874750893344894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956429445293815,0.1607471650271957,0.16932142946247786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724054668579433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659519441497916,0.0,0.0,0.1772845728562921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010788644562983,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,raivalecha,2020/04/16,"Your biggest obstacles with social anxiety Hey everyone, I'm currently trying to find out how one could make the lives of people with social anxiety a lot easier ;) Which is why I have two very simple questions: 1. As someone with social anxiety, what are the 2 biggest issues you're dealing with? 2. 2. Regarding having social anxiety, what would you wish for more than anything else?",5.276086956521741,7.787465231884062,6.338478260869567,70.10163043478265,70.59420289855072,9.817391304347826,31.78985507246377,10.125756701596842,4.0706985507246385,307,14,45,9,6,102,53,69,0.132,0.769,0.1,0.0926,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,2,0,13,9,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,10,7,2,4,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,2,1,30,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4749987797143506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774017050549552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393765736227876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16003419506225064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296738397617051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14832788026392793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187641590253955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16201865729501855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706997567873144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319700723097792,0.0,0.0,0.10361650598977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051871300126888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761618436723162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17389191036274526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6329453207313329,0.1315249557585644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539024364391693,0.0,0.15163609409925952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808011158286392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400699512782608,0.0,0.17850559121962922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027016732653017,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,whatevsimouttahere,2020/04/16,"Forgot to write down appointment, too shy to call and ask, now anxiously waiting for my psychiatrist to call I have a new psychiatrist. With the whole corona situation, my psychiatric appointments will all take place over phone. Now, I already had the first appointment two weeks ago. We agreed on a new appointment for this week, since he would go on holiday the week before, and that he would just call me on my cell phone number. This week on monday, I checked my calendar to see when my appointment was. Realized I had forgotten to write it down. Now I'm too socially anxious to call and to ask for the date and time. Now I've spent the whole week sitting at home instead of going outside for walks or sth because I don't know when my appointment is. Already pissed off my best friend, whom I'm iving with, wich only fuels my anxiety more. It's thursday, almost 11am, still no call from my psychiatrist. Wish me luck!",6.198888311688311,6.900401720000005,6.392831168831169,77.56498701298703,66.08571428571429,10.477922077922079,31.90909090909091,10.436869588844218,3.271857142857142,731,28,138,18,11,234,107,175,0.085,0.8079999999999999,0.106,0.7055,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,0,2,11,4,1,0,7,0,10,1,1,0,1,21,23,7,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,2,2,1,2,3,2,1,0,2,5,1,18,3,24,15,5,34,0,0,1,0,18,10,1,3,20,88,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967398405489294,0.0,0.10928095871909936,0.0,0.24086201020939635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348646420343675,0.2465785059611913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20404929003842026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652647813862489,0.0,0.09286416490049848,0.0,0.11452837510317765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5571850935589785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282849396748308,0.0,0.0,0.08431590317545386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404562435826914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946932064963114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05997665559460547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21080270813322566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300058203066149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402078169029935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869648901628138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027596471971326,0.12267009081463418,0.0,0.11124737392745927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715377347332688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205445183690065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363634357871427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660710622945062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43769964291129176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436862465592453,0.1254975910500904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550499373114109,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Kody-Lee,2020/04/16,"Any advice on getting a job? I’m 19 almost 20 and I’ve never had a job! I know I need one but, all I want to do is just find a way I can just work from home...or something like that. I’ve always thought about just selling art but, recently I’ve been really depressed and unimaginative lately. So any advice or story on how to get a job?",-0.6636225266362246,1.4128383150684949,2.282922374429224,93.14194824961949,90.5068493150685,4.888280060882801,17.700152207001523,6.42735559955562,-0.12279482496194838,259,7,59,3,9,91,50,73,0.08199999999999999,0.848,0.07,-0.4294,3,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,1,2,17,12,7,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,4,1,6,9,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,33,5,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37312203284905177,0.0,0.0,0.1911749097845194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15885750031134674,0.0,0.0,0.2596590077952061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443576871057933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17449386890132912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19949157894843894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19150442807845025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.568364351099667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492250303137153,0.0,0.21536169162435226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327196945691467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156187898930458,0.14724627625132966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293696993808302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230575092403295,0.0,0.1885066296809691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14697655140491994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15156606849475496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260727014328355,0.15154032439527665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898920434776646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,kxmoon,2020/04/16,"Nervous for college due to anxiety I need advice. I am starting university this fall and to say that I am terrified might be an understatement. For the last 3 ish years, my social anxiety has gotten so much worse. Why? This is because I was stuck in a toxic friendship which did more damage than I had imagined. Long story short, I was manipulated, the person talked shit behind my back, hinted that they body shamed me, and was overall rude to me. Yet I was too kind to that person because I was afraid of what they would do if I left that friendship. This led to me being scared of starting new relationships with other people. Fortunately, that person is moving across the state for college and im already distancing myself from them. However, the damage they did leaves me so scared of the next 4 years. I want to make new friends in university, but I'm absolutely terrified of having another toxic relationship. I'm scared that my looks drive people away or that my anxiety will make it look like I'm a shy or boring person. Some of the stuff they did to me haunts me and makes me think that no one will ever like me. All I want are healthy relationships but honestly I'm stuck because I haven't made new friends in a while and now I'm scared. Please give me advice :(",5.211841536614648,6.409586208163269,5.828139255702282,78.94665066026413,68.55102040816327,8.703481392557023,28.28931572629052,9.007467420416297,2.220279711884754,1011,34,190,18,17,328,136,245,0.215,0.67,0.115,-0.9708,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,5,0,7,18,2,7,10,0,24,2,2,6,2,27,45,13,0,5,5,0,0,2,2,4,0,1,0,4,16,6,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,12,0,1,13,3,31,6,24,26,4,28,0,2,2,0,18,7,1,5,18,129,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917940151111896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829511443748263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029037707732792,0.2252204784066675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220166029149446,0.07546024640330756,0.0,0.1794677182229382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900656831358507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887693009809776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15163869761524176,0.0,0.0,0.09414064410581957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600332685792124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219316320023132,0.0,0.07999364119169118,0.0,0.10391146867858993,0.10662465547216464,0.0,0.0,0.0958882292898902,0.0,0.0,0.08684694956271216,0.16481843601438748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285831144438524,0.19651889686013255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410640137152556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430265019913557,0.0721409839672978,0.07276633049709777,0.0,0.28434002582440043,0.1043683620315548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649924660979467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360697869136345,0.3427530077613227,0.0,0.1077234585648838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31608283994042674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804139648939347,0.3930035654705853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073481993428524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003692221840996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892181628608155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234182428215927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887770676972425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288135289766943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576588124040407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855214731641951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000859687444966,0.06971274004591324,0.0,0.0,0.12639226394484904 socialanxiety,greenfleurer,2020/04/16,"Just realised the underlying reason for my social anxiety I used to assume people were acting standoffish around me because I was the introverted and nerdy type but today from a friend's comment I just realised that I had constant bad breath and body odour. This was a problem I had as a kid and it got better but apparently didn't disappear as an adult - which also could have subconsciously contributed to the anxiety I felt in group settings. Despite being particular with my hygiene I just seem to naturally have stronger body odour. It made sense since some people used seemed to act really weird and avoidant when I approached them, and when I was being nice and agreeable so I didn't get why I wasn't doing too well socially. As hurtful as it is to experience, I'm relieved I found out what the underlying problem could be and decided to work on this issue first. Just a reminder to whoever needs to hear this - maybe your anxiety and the way people are treating you could be because of a minor issue you don't even realise you have, like the way you make eye contact, your body odour, your speaking habits etc.",6.913294074346709,7.7069046650717725,6.996746411483255,73.53414795730588,64.55023923444976,9.875745307324255,34.73721015826278,9.851270322608157,3.474688332719912,901,39,155,18,13,289,127,209,0.126,0.768,0.106,-0.3424,1,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,7,1,3,12,13,0,1,12,0,23,5,5,5,0,36,36,18,0,6,6,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,9,11,0,1,7,0,0,4,4,6,1,1,13,7,23,7,22,16,2,18,0,1,1,0,18,6,0,4,6,113,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507627648942243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728515348457311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583729105253804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992681698068621,0.14494846033781805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514852851363664,0.0,0.3961799080133809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284778352342232,0.0,0.28477193189269506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259375824581648,0.0785257125248252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629721661970875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415302816477947,0.0,0.0,0.10112775884533866,0.0,0.1303567298703884,0.09185410598324513,0.0,0.062115109139296514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950871802498344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399765155545554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727418579360492,0.0,0.0,0.24818050742881234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0580836403520653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249657659919687,0.07935998688014169,0.0,0.11944096787118297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815541598031294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24727003380091594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275233146673048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616396749231671,0.12223870367167933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164659507421538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983470225521854,0.0,0.0,0.2423867310969012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126938024883186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20536554598404644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18873866934002054,0.0,0.0,0.10689637287278808,0.0,0.10727971754656863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655332363153921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Bullmanic,2020/04/16,"Receiving presents Does anyone else hates their birthday because they will receive gifts? I don't think this is just a social anxiety thing but I had my birthday last week and I had a breakdown because I got what i consider be a lot of presents. I just feel like I don't deserve them and I am suppose to react to them in a certain way. Then I seem like I don't appreciate it which is the exact opposite. What are your experiences?",2.7302325581395337,4.897924523255817,4.1071511627907,84.76328488372096,77.02325581395348,7.090697674418602,30.51744186046513,8.07648339933343,2.2886790697674413,343,17,67,6,8,113,59,86,0.079,0.8009999999999999,0.121,0.6512,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,4,0,2,4,1,0,5,0,11,0,0,1,2,12,16,4,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,3,1,16,3,4,11,1,9,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,2,7,49,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19921141024806813,0.0,0.0,0.1820833311443675,0.2668187736334011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.317484604367451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278847991087745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175374724688442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254728996234192,0.0,0.0,0.13167011117844696,0.1860355300486008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082720694768134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570989914577797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21226727940654688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544443940200373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213895726736864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370656665487399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26545316606630265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17300350671394513,0.16685893411209884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066997525348036,0.20888359319412853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,thefryingpansexual,2020/04/16,"Well boys, I’ve done it I finally worked up enough courage to go into Discord voice chat. It honestly feels so much better to actually speak instead of just typing. I’m quite proud of my self for my achievement.",3.109390243902439,5.549091097560973,3.9489634146341466,85.00685975609757,77.04878048780488,7.0268292682926825,27.32317073170732,8.07648339933343,1.9168487804878047,169,7,32,3,4,54,35,41,0.054000000000000006,0.6459999999999999,0.3,0.9036,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,5,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,3,5,7,3,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,19,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.31290210456102546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835833925825701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281299421818061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313107686161532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212714430745542,0.0,0.0,0.3512496202658101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18222926612861148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357100936677531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410441601368397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345014230336469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882972924352931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334325121016391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BN975,2020/04/16,"If anyone here has a difficult relationship with your parents, you might benefit from learning about your attachment style/your childhood attachment Posting this in hopes it can help some of you understand your anxiety a little better (if your anxiety is related to abuse/neglect/family dysfunction). I personally think I have literal trauma. My family was abusive and really [dysfunctional](https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/matter-personality) and until I understood what was going on with them and my own reactions to them, I just thought I was flawed/weird/a loser. For most of my life, I accepted the idea instilled in me by my abusers that all my problems were of my own making and I deserved to be treated as less, until I figured out what was wrong with them that made them bully other people, especially in close relationships. I found that my expectations of what people are going to be like are skewed/error-prone because of my experiences of abuse/neglect. Not every extrovert was a ""securely attached"" child but people who had healthy upbringings have a much safer, healthier base from which they can, at their own time, venture out and find more healthy connections. Not having this can be behind your introvert/anxious tendencies. I personally feared people so much as a child that I developed an anxiety disorder called selective mutism. Here are some videos to help you get to know the topic of attachment styles: [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2s9ACDMcpjA](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2s9ACDMcpjA) [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WjOowWxOXCg](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WjOowWxOXCg&t=54s) [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KZ9Ws22WOjY](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KZ9Ws22WOjY) If you've ""always been"" very shy/anxious and you've had a hard time figuring out why, it could be because it's related to the difficult topic of your bond with your parents. I know that I personally used to reject this idea because I'd always been screamed at that I had no right to ever criticize my parents, but please give this topic a chance if you tend to struggle in your relationship with your family.",13.696546141392341,14.505716981651382,10.495862565209569,54.072644360496504,50.43730886850153,13.44335312106494,40.64202194639324,12.627914446148155,5.5987864364094255,1771,70,230,47,17,515,176,327,0.149,0.7390000000000001,0.11199999999999999,-0.9092,3,0,0,0,3,0,113.0,0,13,6,2,6,17,0,2,11,0,28,1,0,3,2,51,44,17,0,8,9,3,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,5,19,15,0,1,14,1,0,2,3,10,0,0,15,2,43,7,43,23,11,22,0,2,0,0,35,13,0,9,7,175,62,1,0.0,0.22597403917037195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15869574102296066,0.10332344648951283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21885237905201801,0.0,0.0,0.06667852702653725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743932761975896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433892677950007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737409487966947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761378830886825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929180144182553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625935280801912,0.080345633169517,0.0,0.0,0.09328121444778216,0.2696931814248329,0.10730747370679304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871580938104496,0.0,0.0,0.10455825536662584,0.0,0.0,0.04982211083363261,0.09147882143668344,0.1083915429118653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542459524823025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278367418956279,0.0,0.0,0.09471484583765853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153015957352223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481566394985016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735619200184206,0.046588496862363035,0.0955766288484772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902327466761802,0.06365411116369858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011627973436901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020240148756571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176608326539817,0.0,0.0,0.2644448390645854,0.3330616811867121,0.0,0.10467758240024397,0.0,0.0,0.09132933886047964,0.0,0.0,0.0912474594157842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06109060553080067,0.0,0.0,0.3071456112155773,0.0,0.08143764907855479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969187064794263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061103385344984926,0.0,0.07570586691396503,0.1112113627780148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927401307695298,0.11470736702417728,0.08236116087698883,0.0,0.07868269232470995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604833915400055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426212488248572,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,UnknownPhantomLR,2020/04/16,"Sometimes I can’t even go outside because I think everyone is judging me So I’ve been having severe anxiety ever since I was 11. This is because my parents forced me to go to a secondary school that I absolutely hated and I even reached out to multiple people about it but obviously no one believed a kid right? I don’t know anyone in this school, and not to mention I’ve been bullied three times in the past so I was slowly getting mentally okay until my parents forced me to go to this school. So then my mental health went downhill from there. I started hating how i looked because I thought everyone in my year was prettier than me, I had no friends (I still don’t) I didn’t have a good relationship with my parents what so ever. It just feels as if they don’t understand. Or maybe because they didn’t take my bullying seriously or whenever I open up to them they use it against me when we get into an argument. For example, one day I was telling my mum ( I was 13 at the time) that I don’t have any friends and no one speaks to me ever. A few days later when we get into an argument, she calls me sadistic and that I deserve to be a loner because no one wants to be friends with me in the first place. then I started having suicidal thoughts. And in this current moment in time I can’t even leave my room because I feel as if I’m being judged. I remember before lockdown I hated going outside because I didn’t want people looking at me. I always cover up completely because I feel everyone is judging me. And whenever I tell someone about it they always tell me I’ll grow out of it. I just wish I could be confident enough to go outside for a walk one day. Sorry if this came off as aggressive it’s currently 1:52am where I live.",4.5804693675889325,5.183991829545459,5.8661956521739125,80.26358695652175,69.625,8.84901185770751,33.202075098814234,8.964715089967882,2.816301729249012,1372,63,270,24,23,462,171,352,0.18,0.73,0.08900000000000001,-0.986,5,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,2,0,5,1,20,10,4,0,11,1,29,1,0,2,4,44,60,25,1,7,9,4,3,0,3,0,1,1,1,1,15,16,0,0,9,0,0,9,14,5,0,7,15,6,57,5,40,40,2,53,0,0,2,0,23,20,0,5,24,198,72,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295544096871803,0.0,0.0,0.0529404803187377,0.0,0.05955482399622593,0.0,0.0,0.05443433549035121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796517420577484,0.0,0.06624437924127613,0.08770997738762668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949326994940492,0.08903934219207597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162395202180588,0.0,0.0,0.06215666806684277,0.0,0.0,0.15061989039801052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043957303115819,0.0,0.15425702084155346,0.2112585907032803,0.0,0.2231662357068903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808947520171405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621893348599374,0.0,0.0,0.18043950555125815,0.0,0.12201979933702176,0.0,0.2212189543731619,0.0652966529847668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305814486249853,0.0,0.08275061372190398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0427841710856878,0.0,0.0,0.08243161463988208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874273051078489,0.0,0.13074831850476368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821050913489266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569084179940238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637649308632342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593287090752512,0.0,0.07431636821704671,0.1079423896287075,0.0,0.08133638968026083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358146663239699,0.0881885587598956,0.0664832369455801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363642235958141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794802644885867,0.0,0.06439809424520705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596181654212413,0.0,0.076995365347394,0.08714638976297795,0.110204867381749,0.0,0.062170888291101685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515495998976685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05853330218112472,0.0,0.2041322643242546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04988295821443929,0.0,0.12360796622104575,0.13618439627621742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104430578008537,0.0,0.06723716408385129,0.0,0.0,0.09183556571962444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216747193438995,0.0,0.0,0.08952333792369188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05013266835439671 socialanxiety,DWJM3,2020/04/17,"Whats the point. I'm 19 now, been housebound for over 2 years with SA. Literally can't do anything, can't go to therapy because i can't go outside... Im on benefits, Im literally everything I didn't want to be as a kid. Like what is the point, I don't wanna be like this for all my life. But I can't see any way out of this. Im really struggling guys. I don't want sympathy, I just needed to get this off my chest. Thanks.",-1.4080877192982475,0.5152419368421057,2.154342105263158,93.71747807017546,92.78947368421049,6.114035087719299,19.49561403508772,7.492282038375204,0.5881403508771932,324,11,81,7,12,118,59,95,0.115,0.79,0.094,0.0626,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,3,0,12,2,1,0,1,9,21,2,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,0,2,1,8,4,13,17,1,11,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,0,4,45,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12927090505422734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564317294001613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587995614541255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17084484633419253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931662752751867,0.0,0.21607038149101807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18822362571069912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6160046436359256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426949843729116,0.1857413229799489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409528009331188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594018444651806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177952345682913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514808530410774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987282397111834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750136467741567,0.21738984027254746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242455418852893,0.15088831350876242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241474523725684 socialanxiety,macdondaldfry,2020/04/17,"Wasted my entire high school life. I’m graduating this year and with all that’s going on I’ve been thinking too much and I’m just kind of devastated that I wasted my entire time in high school doing absolutely nothing. I didn’t go to any parties or even hung out with friends outside of school. I didn’t work or play any sports, nothing. My school building was literally the only place I went to outside of my house. Now I’m stuck inside all the time and it sucks. At least at school I could hang out with the only two friends I had, otherwise we did nothing. Absolutely nothing outside of school. I wasted my entire teen-hood and I’ll never get the time back. It absolutely sucks. I never opened up to anyone, nobody actually knew me. It’s like I had no personality at all, I was just some dull nobody. God I hate social anxiety. I absolutely fucking hate it. It’s not some cute little quirk. It fucking sucks. It controls my entire life. I hate being the shy one. Hate it. sorry for the rant",1.4185321489001694,3.9946704365482257,3.3645494923857875,85.56039445854485,85.751269035533,5.5168358714044,21.40630287648053,6.996647511020387,0.7666211505922167,784,26,152,11,24,263,102,197,0.244,0.682,0.073,-0.9873,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,0,2,6,16,9,0,6,0,11,4,0,1,5,27,30,6,0,1,5,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,11,11,0,1,2,2,0,4,6,10,0,2,11,0,21,6,19,17,7,25,0,1,0,2,5,13,5,4,9,93,32,8,0.0,0.0,0.09409440732119198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13114115221811898,0.0,0.07376291442758269,0.0,0.0,0.0674208227187701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414291636590402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814598264970972,0.07698548463527881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368612238089738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899149964382674,0.17828201249201525,0.05037675323350198,0.0,0.10959820687050266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38078884904640004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037512360878332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125856755432106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040914936622604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621206353764498,0.047107141200663616,0.09664063135477323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088159919667236,0.0,0.1487338836529539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37007978576888106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533835118208046,0.14666724452118338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419236882950303,0.10074094337368544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5855080354177499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829055046945767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793704454851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06178361602411156,0.0,0.0,0.16867412738103674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419072815221073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893845821303867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019669588517237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06209289991497734 socialanxiety,ripcel,2020/04/17,"Anyone else quite often have nothing to say, but then out of the risk of seeming like ""someone that never talks"", just blurt things out and look like an idiot? I need to learn to just stay quiet.",6.91,6.161374736842108,6.104210526315793,85.13947368421054,64.78947368421052,7.6,26.894736842105264,3.1291,0.7441684210526316,152,3,30,0,2,46,32,38,0.152,0.708,0.139,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,11,4,3,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,2,7,4,0,5,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,2,4,20,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20622835939249126,0.3022000838610808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463838714487772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881848086015319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24767466136648106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186936935037645,0.2274753078864676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830021348960529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137041638720279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345475047025751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685015875608685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24990104288940915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143659642209914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370609718909199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19594451141975608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,palindromico,2020/04/17,"I feel shut out by my coworkers I began my job in November 2019 and since haven't been able to make strong connections with any of my coworkers. I work at my school and so I see them all quite a bit. Honestly, I have no idea what's going on. I try to be friendly, spark up conversations, and yet I still don't fit in. I have been questioning for a while if I don't fit in or if it's just in my head, but a recent incident makes me think I just don't fit in. My work has an Instagram (it's a department of the school) and they post ""Get to know me"" pictures and descriptions about each of the workers working there. Everyone always comments on eachothers posts with kind stuff, jokes, or whatever else. Out of the 10 or so people posted, I was the only one to get no interaction. I don't know if I'm reading too far into it or what, but I really feel like I just haven't made an impression at all. Like I'm a fly on the wall. I can't really make them laugh and I just feel bad being there. Just a rant I needed to get out. Does anyone have advice for how to become closer to them?",2.4750102301790307,3.4098548130434807,4.410818414322254,87.53656010230179,74.78260869565217,8.368286445012789,23.09462915601023,8.841846274778883,1.3282046035805628,837,22,192,17,17,287,122,230,0.094,0.785,0.12,0.8372,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,4,6,14,10,0,0,13,0,16,1,1,5,2,43,35,19,0,4,14,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,13,0,0,8,2,0,2,9,1,0,1,5,4,29,9,32,28,4,32,0,0,1,0,9,22,0,8,7,131,35,8,0.13354767741198614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305012447442582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112236588815433,0.0,0.0,0.09081700018514348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337964118462423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150673234879632,0.0,0.14749291739339934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579947518868885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686847246514585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156194801403772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127610528827138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20257715507469112,0.0954064874272106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031786042891632,0.0,0.20931944841194253,0.0,0.07589822268066541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705844553056395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15075907231896873,0.0,0.0,0.1325254630867213,0.0,0.0,0.13906935515429691,0.1467886218642742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048929885949756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126366041414973,0.2674323350616332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902391062451164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049536245541892,0.101569026560638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258514429671216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38370527691889705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14960396252320554,0.14204439363618926,0.1335838173101277,0.0,0.17110812366767547,0.0,0.1318622201324872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703147586223004,0.10642020842127103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104720187988144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665134769177972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15288013963483876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557195926673176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067010666296037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29167289910326205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,butthole_bananas,2020/04/17,But for real though Did covid-19 answer our prayers or what ?,5.050909090909091,7.701506818181822,2.6454545454545446,95.68818181818185,71.72727272727272,4.4,29.181818181818183,3.1291,0.6469272727272729,49,2,9,0,1,13,11,11,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7569915359035628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6534246816354312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,yuletidecarols,2020/04/17,"Really screwed up at a doctors appointment today I had an appointment and it was on the phone, which is the worst. I was so nervous that I kept forgetting to tell her things, and then sometimes I would say something and not explain it well enough. For example, she asked if I’ve lost weight and I said I had lost quite a bit. But I didn’t get a chance to explain that the reason I’ve lost so much is because I haven’t been eating that much (I have gallstones and can only eat small amounts). I know that’s not exactly a good thing, but the point is, it’s not even related to the reason I was seeing her. There were a few similar moments too, like how I forgot to tell her about a medication I had tried (she asked if I’d done anything to treat my problem, I said no). Now I feel like this doctor is super concerned about this just because I didn’t explain well enough?? But I’m so anxious that I’m scared to email her and explain myself. I also just kept agreeing to everything she said, and now she prescribed me this medicine that I don’t even want to take. Sorry for rambling but I’m so frustrated with myself. Ughhhh",4.933120300751881,5.128172587719298,5.511428571428571,84.555,68.73684210526315,8.61954887218045,30.32080200501253,8.418075326091056,2.0477959899749374,882,32,184,12,14,285,120,228,0.155,0.7509999999999999,0.094,-0.8752,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,5,18,16,2,2,12,0,20,7,0,3,1,36,44,20,0,5,11,0,2,2,0,1,3,4,0,0,15,8,3,3,8,0,0,0,8,9,2,0,20,7,30,7,16,23,8,10,0,3,1,1,22,5,1,2,7,133,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195782916650468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990648885413206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462735060287092,0.0,0.21500111470576874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401942339966991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553979984639252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353952163605155,0.0,0.11767516422227313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353278955742568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376317677459128,0.0,0.15190022840954018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334601065110118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058142631557522736,0.08214920746565613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060077769195406985,0.0,0.0,0.09644854200463772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319574945218462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235706054302937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765770116045196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158407906503491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169062437866959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745542635536617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870315272334408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003034023897962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230650846521575,0.0,0.0,0.07366583305437799,0.23645868864092195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32814677949377824,0.09144502902136532,0.11512551051941405,0.0,0.0916325086049021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885252738886174,0.11372850505221155,0.12872240535158766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645851503910007,0.0,0.20101346057020508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278910390522793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899751041993687,0.0,0.0,0.07807097404011902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782435249702025,0.0,0.0,0.14002740144040848,0.2067804663395384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168592341276003,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,kittengirl-e,2020/04/17,"Teen struggling with mental illness, advice? I don't usually come to the internet for advice, mostly because everyone always seems so hostile, but I've reached a point where I don't feel comfortable sharing this with anyone in my life, even my sisters (whom I have always been close with), and I just don't know who else I can turn to. I don't want to say that I have SAD straight out the gate, partly because I know how some people can take self-diagnosis too far, but also because I really hope that I don't have SAD. Regardless, for as long as I can remember, I've been a shy kid. This never caused me any problems as a young child, but ever since about 6-7th grade, I started having more serious issues. I'm not comfortable going into full detail here, but I will say that these issues have been negatively affecting my life. They have caused me to miss out on opportunities, fail to form intimate and platonic relationships, and distance myself from my own family. While not all days are bad ones, I do believe that this (whatever it is) has gotten worse and may continue to do so. Currently, I will be starting my senior year of high school next year. Maybe I'm overreacting, but I feel like my problem may hinder my life after high school. As an adult, I want a career, hobbies, relationships, etc. But I don't see myself obtaining any of these if I continue along my current state. I want help, professional help, but I don't know if it's possible in my situation. My parents do not believe in mental illness and perceive mental health professionals to be ""a sham."" Additionally, my school has very limited mental health resources, so I don't think that would be an option either. Taking this into consideration, some genuine advice would be greatly appreciated!",8.297892304958236,7.6378875256797585,8.65186778034477,67.71223209525505,61.96072507552871,11.65530478052248,36.08690243468989,10.966923227221727,4.0056787275635335,1405,55,243,32,17,467,181,331,0.182,0.741,0.076,-0.9876,3,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,1,4,12,17,1,1,9,0,37,7,0,4,3,63,60,24,0,11,14,2,2,1,0,6,7,2,1,3,15,16,0,1,10,0,0,2,13,10,0,1,4,5,38,7,30,46,11,37,0,4,1,0,15,16,0,10,19,172,53,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584438424509583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050071471847147,0.1467106886153001,0.0,0.0,0.11990227645574775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061642817588291925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360907661289168,0.16122271130845794,0.0,0.0,0.1986499913363339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18112714030571292,0.0,0.07594116619588423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05685525716649214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364552619801873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832058078734578,0.05822818331966668,0.07974485621604432,0.0,0.08423969562363219,0.0,0.0,0.08310845249456239,0.0,0.08915167131655582,0.06298080209568836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05010278725241222,0.0,0.0,0.097195600828192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874177737646016,0.0,0.0,0.11818222916978227,0.1862896323876307,0.0,0.08756177176124967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18403016818681134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534963071435725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18680791142967487,0.0430700308160136,0.0,0.0,0.07801793445646962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885675576758753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553741182415109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799365010318077,0.0,0.09375808902104456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05973881511706086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789012862887184,0.0954675982082057,0.0,0.061118345378774634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333874373296292,0.09938601828838073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16871250002039404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05647690824955839,0.0,0.0,0.1892995314435688,0.09986695331247687,0.0,0.0,0.14021513908912278,0.0,0.2676648219963603,0.07025130330550666,0.08025663605596252,0.09196905628789437,0.0,0.0,0.07292602988227123,0.09909440166254424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479877775965892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216292067971102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325691821784435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05648872290398616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589166871144253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709467559807962,0.07274040184477172,0.1559953742829059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984154533142409,0.12525123820855855,0.0,0.0,0.11354300195810005 socialanxiety,meow91meow,2020/04/17,"My social anxiety has made me feel like I’m insane. My biggest issue right now is that I will convince myself out of no where that people are mad at me. That what I am saying to them is making them mad. And then I get stuck. Like should I tell people that I am feeling this way? Will it annoy them? But what really gets me is when I realize no one is mad at me. That is was just in my head. I was ready to end a friendship over this today. Like I normally can stay somewhat logical but it’s been really hard. And I’m not sure if it’s the added on health anxiety I have 24/7 or what but I am quiet aware I need help. I am just not sure where to start. Especially with no in office visits. Where do I go to find out who is doing virtual visits?",0.14356985294117666,2.112763893750003,2.7568382352941185,92.06080882352943,85.0625,6.014705882352942,16.911764705882355,7.285733465282438,0.08252205882352914,573,12,131,9,17,199,94,160,0.174,0.733,0.09300000000000001,-0.8811,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,3,0,7,10,4,0,2,0,22,2,1,2,2,27,34,9,0,4,9,0,3,3,0,3,1,2,0,0,14,5,0,0,5,0,0,3,5,4,0,1,5,5,24,6,14,26,1,24,0,0,0,0,10,13,0,3,9,98,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777749082020891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080196142149028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18359717949894214,0.1297014117244276,0.0,0.0,0.1659360406233848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897077700026812,0.0,0.10318068398197486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16263571732275608,0.0,0.18632562998016505,0.1929822186337506,0.0,0.0,0.1216910665949582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894940348445272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660926955819445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717897221407921,0.12118795529048815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13461915797153262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17788327229840498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302492819407597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517318107776498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23261484408119884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550451651129601,0.0,0.14437813492249255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850702947793027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285040609066726,0.19351121068157526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422228762806077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15868521691136153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17209089913404324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410822330471007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,waterkatzelove,2020/04/17,"What would you do? I have SA and my boyfriend just invite our new neighbors (from the whole building around 6 people) to the beach for a fire because he said would be boring only two of us. Since I have been dealing with SA for a while I have trained my mind to handle this type of situation, but right now im just bursting in tears because I feel I won't be able to handle it. I even thought in moving out before this happens... he knows I am having a hard time to meet new people on groups... but he doesn't seem to care, I always do my best to not let my fears stop me, but sometimes is just hard to feel like this and have no one to listen. What you would do if you are in the same situation?",4.9634183673469385,4.068459585034013,5.463324829931973,88.62110969387756,68.79591836734693,7.89421768707483,27.218537414965983,5.985473137389443,0.8269598639455777,537,13,125,2,8,173,92,147,0.121,0.7909999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.2392,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,3,0,1,6,5,0,1,6,0,20,0,0,0,0,24,29,7,0,4,8,0,5,1,1,4,0,2,1,0,6,5,0,1,5,1,0,1,4,2,0,2,3,7,18,3,20,19,3,14,0,0,0,0,14,7,0,2,7,89,24,1,0.147831850955884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300794255796205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160168952320433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802338484341488,0.0,0.12579401683314634,0.0,0.1551404070777865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15072442452591522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15240814706072406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764154332096944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663519320263982,0.14949645138683584,0.10561110386108404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072721757810302,0.0,0.26485660264344824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159683767105344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124451914845274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15116808351672956,0.0,0.07222317510182208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492680273418991,0.0,0.0,0.15712186208261747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855538457035269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017468812608103,0.112432784210284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20497598337374195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624759297681434,0.14062194341228093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134580564934211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228803476290323,0.3323383887723272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620948064601033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359404687121794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736197668097942,0.0862019411246296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14441023757581375,0.0,0.1778235146442096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16504898221248854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150465162481401,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,earthlingsonfire1997,2020/04/17,"Jackbox games / Rant I have a group of friends that I am mainly comfortable with. I enjoy hanging out with them and it’s taken a while for that to happen. However, recently they have been starting up these online games (before quarantine, it would be when we were hanging out) that I feel obligated to play and it sucks. These games bring out the worst part of my social anxiety. I actually assumed I had gotten over social anxiety, but this makes me doubt that. The whole thing is making up funny things on the spot in under a minute and having others judge which is the best. I CANNOT be witty or creative under pressure. It is so embarrassing and I feel like a loser. Now my work is trying to set up one of them to play for a fun, team building experience. I don’t know if you all have any experience with these games but I am dreading 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socialanxiety,IdontKnowmyselfsad,2020/04/17,Drugzz Guys is there something I should know before I buy xanax are they easily addicting or do they work or help at 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socialanxiety,dustyboombox,2020/04/17,got my first job. im seventeen years old and i finally got my first job yesterday. its in the electronics department in walmart. at first i was happy but now i feel like i have made the biggest mistake of my life. i read up on what i have to know and i feel so overwhelmed. i cant stop crying. i know theyre going to train me but i feel like it wont be enough. i dont know anything. i should at least know something but i dont. i dont even know how to talk to people like that. i cant believe i thought this was a good 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socialanxiety,gnj26,2020/04/17,"Is anyone else’s body still programmed to be anxious in certain situations even though you feel confident about them in your mind? Today I learned trauma isn’t psychological but physiological, meaning its effects are rooted into our entire bodies and not just our brain. I’ve improved a lot on my social anxiety over the years. But even in certain situations I’ve proven time and time again to do well in and that my brain knows I can do well in once more, my body still clams up and my heart still races as if it’s my first time doing it or my first time after being criticized or teased for doing it in an unskilled or “awkward” manner. It’s like I can master a social skill even someone without SA isn’t good at and still feel the classic physical SA symptoms before, during, and after performing that skill. And it’s scary to know that that aspect of SA might not ever go away and that I may never experience a “normal” or at least typical state that a human nervous system experiences when having a friendly or neutral social interaction. Ugh.",10.959912060301503,7.917870135678393,10.536375628140707,63.827076005025155,58.69849246231156,12.563065326633167,39.95037688442211,10.411451182825502,4.137215577889449,843,30,144,13,8,277,122,199,0.127,0.765,0.109,-0.4327,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,2,1,7,15,12,1,2,8,0,15,7,6,2,4,38,21,19,0,2,12,0,2,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,12,9,0,0,7,0,0,1,6,5,2,2,0,2,15,7,23,17,3,34,0,0,0,0,12,13,0,9,19,111,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357238450247181,0.12341613641714999,0.0,0.07638688036462786,0.11193475873094387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263959112634954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295973628316537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640408285410772,0.0,0.2439078534753497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912604617889272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21646654616581645,0.0988186625756446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21372580607409286,0.0,0.0,0.11047545062991784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18584805727864384,0.0,0.0,0.08440267709363769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062086643108139335,0.09162980634974628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294562514485152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200767614331033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053371753919771295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287647966190064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900019937922272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589203965120724,0.11030664896897542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425673937676273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703723619460014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634271951841794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24559267407785906,0.0,0.3340855933041117,0.09256322031762268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489738719707029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354773540705568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733298985205016,0.0,0.2548073403100372,0.0,0.1035518066400944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964493572820526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530860734015804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035041588090413 socialanxiety,jackrewired,2020/04/17,"In and out I'm new to this post and I just wanted to say it's so awesome to see so many people with the same SA issues I deal with. Unfortunately, my anxiety is getting the better of me so even posting on here is starting to get to me.",1.6455769230769235,2.6158039423076933,4.456923076923079,86.26307692307695,76.88461538461539,6.7384615384615385,24.538461538461537,7.1686216300943375,0.8982153846153849,183,6,42,2,4,66,39,52,0.073,0.782,0.145,0.722,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,8,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,11,8,1,7,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20996846183958756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427460209361148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829660640321186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812845555332944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867980331578533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864749107945765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782690537359624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650844109920446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902826336877886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5257319354103103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21826921019726725,0.0,0.0,0.2187167033094093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942709669736238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16188925751455385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwaway6754788,2020/04/17,"Constant urge to distance myself from people and lost identity I’ve never had many friends, but right now I have more than I’ve had for a long time. The thing is, now I feel more lonely than I did before. When I had no friends at all, I think I carved some sense of identity in that, I could be unapologetically myself without feeling pressured to conform into any group. I didn’t have to maintain any relationships, I was free from outside influence and it gave me a lot of time to focus on my own interests. Now I always feel like I’m acting when I’m speaking to somebody, no matter who it is. Friends, family, whoever, all conversation feels forced and uncomfortable. I don’t want to lose my friends but I don’t enjoy taking to them... I know that sounds strange.I like them as people, I just don’t enjoy talking to them... if that makes sense? I feel this way about everybody in my life. I feel I should just cut contact with everybody completely and never speak to them again. It wouldn’t be difficult at as most of them are online friends. I think I feel this way because by surrounding myself with people I’ve lost a big part of my identity and now I don’t know how to spend time with myself anymore. I have neglected my relationship with myself and now I don’t know who I am anymore. I don’t know what to do about this. I also always feel like my friends don’t really like me and I struggle to make conversation, feeling like I’m boring. That definitely doesn’t help either...",3.8117153880397687,5.436184511945393,4.923653361032795,82.4522228817332,72.48122866894198,7.962546371865263,27.41489835287135,8.587818076936951,1.978395577978929,1174,43,230,21,23,386,136,293,0.18600000000000005,0.664,0.149,-0.8690000000000001,0,2,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,5,3,14,25,1,2,4,0,27,1,0,4,4,51,52,16,0,5,7,0,9,5,6,2,1,3,0,0,14,12,0,1,15,0,2,1,15,10,0,0,9,12,44,16,37,38,10,27,0,5,0,0,24,9,0,4,20,162,58,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770125801430679,0.16026176060694894,0.0,0.0,0.1309771640154056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19101117946615995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058704733349661725,0.0,0.08194580850744948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097069092667213,0.1040681224372967,0.0,0.0768892165222813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078484358438578,0.0,0.43823812521720795,0.20639425096203012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4464155703000116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06454912146471928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21169998306834095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802086715378895,0.235241175442552,0.0,0.0,0.08522413501648189,0.0,0.10773717275150084,0.21024976012804536,0.08187241618281599,0.0,0.0,0.128564507896766,0.0976349930438933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14854789625044687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428555352147853,0.0,0.2002907980645491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061693451480176825,0.0,0.0,0.20678436232254865,0.0,0.08224128093728582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067563631671704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240703025343527,0.07740380480121857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397869118997683,0.12341271481274732,0.0,0.0,0.16846320528278144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056801345025998484,0.15287990269856036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283157758748464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Timely_Drink,2020/04/17,Anybody on here work for Tim Hortons ? I just feel that Tim Hortons is a negative work environment for introvets. Co workers talk non stop and act weird around you if you don't talk to them I can't wait to leave this job. When there are no customers around they don't do anything and just stand around talk and waste time kinda lazy if you ask me. I am much more talkative when I am doing something that I enjoy outside of work like playing sports and stuff. Maybe this job isn't the right fit for me anymore I would rather work at a running or sports store. I have great customer service skills but the thing is I am quiet a little bit and just focus on the job I don't waste time and stand around doing nothing being lazy. It is also kinda of hard when you are the only male on the job working all the time.,3.7426363636363646,4.889724066666666,4.075530303030302,90.33329545454544,71.96969696969697,6.469696969696972,25.26515151515152,6.42735559955562,0.7111515151515158,641,19,135,4,12,200,94,165,0.122,0.823,0.055,-0.8306,4,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,2,7,14,5,0,0,9,0,19,0,0,0,1,25,22,14,0,4,8,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,7,10,0,2,1,3,1,2,7,1,0,0,0,3,17,4,15,20,4,22,0,0,0,0,11,11,0,5,8,92,24,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977788177209154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125841820246992,0.0,0.0,0.1006173215470106,0.4353828556192105,0.1143054103992832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334865483141678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06182309678693616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480247646574056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952939168780064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4853341648394496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946567036934933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05973466665139801,0.12254608859339353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283607496119625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988209837856978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732081417951487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299140997361724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441742378923917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412897953013134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022227170093386,0.0,0.0,0.1399692428195094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948266052054195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123037524864149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138888609033175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44506800050426987,0.0,0.0,0.08685669385777771,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TrickySecretary4,2020/04/17,"How to not feel awkward when talking to someone? I've noticed that the majority of my SA comes from basically whether I feel 'inferior' to someone or not. If I don't, then I have no trouble holding a conversation with someone. In my mind I know that I'm equal to everyone, but it's so hard to get my brain to actually realise that. How do I change this?",3.890416666666667,4.765617208333335,6.0871111111111125,77.069,71.3611111111111,9.093333333333334,36.62222222222222,9.3871,3.4386522222222213,277,16,57,6,5,98,51,72,0.069,0.89,0.040999999999999995,-0.4298,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,3,1,1,2,0,15,9,9,0,1,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,3,8,0,10,9,2,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.2381146805154349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27239141971599296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581260186795765,0.21018958336193214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331582119768244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467535539513793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274830762327211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21858146927062785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409932913442324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246376525303721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27780247486584925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6202365353114713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961227987995531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cris______,2020/04/17,"Not able to apply for a job because of SA I know it may sounds like an excuse, I feel like people around me feel the same way. I don't blame them, it's been 3 years since I graduated from high school and haven't got a job since nor I went to college. I'm just scared. I can't imagine myself sitting 8 hours (or even more) with other people, having to build relationship to not feel alienated, spending breaks in silence. I'm afraid I will fuck something up, not being good enough, strangers being angry (customers or coworkers), and screaming at me. It's been so long I am disappointed in myself but have no courage to change. I started taking anti depressants and going to a therapist but nothing is changing. I have no clue what to do, I don't want to live with my parents all my life like a man child, or eventually get kicked out. I hardly moved on from suicidal thoughts but they keep coming back when I think thats how my life is gonna look like.",3.431431064572425,4.964007780104712,4.326785340314139,86.72113787085517,73.29319371727749,6.978150087260035,25.82233856893543,7.554174236665415,1.2440133333333327,750,25,153,9,15,242,128,191,0.165,0.747,0.08900000000000001,-0.9274,3,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,0,7,12,1,2,6,0,17,3,0,1,1,31,37,13,1,1,10,1,4,4,0,3,2,2,0,2,6,8,0,1,7,0,1,4,10,6,0,0,5,7,22,6,21,27,4,21,0,2,1,1,7,8,1,4,10,97,28,5,0.14079574105021658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253380599652337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826323406518294,0.0,0.08582777692539055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978864503641899,0.1212830640078516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126716545653117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547963757883675,0.0,0.09299425908740906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21357167134099386,0.100584505538594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016339384857956,0.07355996356882835,0.0,0.08001746427796386,0.1180927875842328,0.11260721605357953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261253288790767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14875843064214536,0.0,0.0,0.13865544379218955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794360957061971,0.12514572381896374,0.0,0.0,0.07737765715446875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19889639145701585,0.2751427488382091,0.0,0.12432521884489467,0.124599800245854,0.11823296216867962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496435907693108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509731081981768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563370083836787,0.0,0.0,0.1952200780142785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511619345527707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409610988068828,0.14249280666868913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329353838795632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839144011800443,0.0,0.0,0.09965595018704547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540076886354559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586087502359226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347470719009485,0.0,0.0902162257821273,0.0,0.11177609135698266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304497596328207,0.1117571057433571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305190625257196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066784106664276 socialanxiety,aimin5467,2020/04/17,"Tell me your opinion I have been struggling with how I look since i can remember. I was born in Malaysia and i don’t look like Malaysian or natives here. I look like an Arab/Pakistan people tend to tell me I’m good looking but I don’t buy it. The good looking people here tend to give me a hard time and i got a-lot of fake friends that calls me names. People tend to stare at me but I don’t think it is because I am good looking but it is because I am different from others and I just want to fit in. I am struggling in being social and my confidence level is so low. I’ve been struggling with depression, anxiety and stress and people give me a hard times my friends are narcissist and they don’t like it when I get attention they love me when im down. Tell me your opinion please",1.3387954545454548,3.3172056181818235,2.6633901515151517,94.33508522727276,80.6969696969697,5.821969696969697,24.25189393939393,6.9077264865688965,0.7431893939393941,617,23,138,7,16,199,85,165,0.163,0.614,0.223,0.9107,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,2,0,7,16,0,4,4,0,17,1,0,1,0,22,34,15,0,1,5,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,3,0,1,0,4,7,0,0,4,9,28,9,13,29,0,13,0,2,7,1,15,8,0,3,8,86,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359105828484993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321964858927793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157662999751483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411387400596706,0.0,0.0,0.11416362998357295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688430728005125,0.0,0.057088933489435174,0.20964299847228932,0.0,0.27495084155405225,0.08739299961314065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19576846323404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180300788337128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601510386199516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.550554409167783,0.0,0.0,0.0928972323923579,0.0986202139219401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030155402165598,0.0,0.0,0.1199453704287519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378132384074388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038906486946374,0.0,0.0,0.1113867476211064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251681273736221,0.34269739745846944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865197285450546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07001564252441031,0.0,0.0,0.12743213779327986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644501285670643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Dennisdamenace01,2020/04/17,"Does anyone have trouble looking into peoples eyes To keep this short , when i try to talk to people i find that my head is down a lot and even worse i feel that the person notices which makes it a lot worse. I find it hard to look into the eyes of people and when i try to my head comes back down like a reflex.",3.9572388059701495,3.670462000000001,4.679813432835825,91.34419776119404,70.7910447761194,6.7,22.720149253731346,3.1291,-0.033205970149254416,242,4,56,0,4,78,42,67,0.154,0.8079999999999999,0.037000000000000005,-0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,5,0,2,4,4,1,0,12,8,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,6,7,1,10,8,2,9,0,0,4,0,2,5,0,2,4,38,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238945962495836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624732415736224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15263254492034506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15505919734417414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703159500137865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959202997915988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32389488262784644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15872644777907916,0.0,0.3636938535249116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574936325087442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656554465188245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29758809371946904,0.0,0.0,0.3012793268652005,0.0,0.0,0.11827496427918775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20173073301606928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36852141192118937,0.15471450989166435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241772317580095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405992594189546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611412463206285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sadudp,2020/04/17,"how do i not push other people away when getting closer to someone ive never really had close friends, just people i play games with. but now i'm getting closer to someone and i feel like i just wanna ignore everyone else and soley focus on him. i'm really scared of actually doing this because i dont want to lose anyone. how can i make myself still spend time with him, but also spend time with others as well? (this is all in an online friend group btw) i also feel anxious and a lil jealous when he isn't paying attention to me (horrible i know imjust bad), is there any way to mitigate that too",3.0318181818181813,4.738838338842979,4.829826446280993,81.9865578512397,74.70247933884298,7.1540495867768605,22.843801652892562,7.908726449838941,1.2558059504132228,473,13,89,7,10,161,84,121,0.12,0.748,0.132,0.1522,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,14,10,1,1,2,0,9,0,0,3,2,24,18,12,0,2,5,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,4,2,3,1,4,5,1,0,1,2,13,5,14,17,1,15,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,0,8,63,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.1789388252032791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932755463510823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469520974616698,0.0,0.0,0.2071514564804644,0.0,0.12821381371109575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227845087061142,0.0,0.1531030021911849,0.11177824918041236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214903658500862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317881540836356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17521412979375567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185430780509695,0.13099675101168146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833363285932157,0.0,0.19160239801262066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077319199269666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958339549722935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051397196556687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239826994738075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142321082874126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25424587828097545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23493798877431135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835814160825507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107309378168661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464363736197641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21384445016463294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815405395475187,0.1455474446730908,0.0,0.0,0.16486811071478874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,praan7,2020/04/17,"Career choice I’m wondering what your profession is when you have social anxiety. I recently changed my job because my previous job is very demanding in a way that I often need to communicate and even push high level people ( head of department), I was very unhappy and decided to leave my job. My current position is more number focused. I’m wondering how social anxiety is affecting your profession, if you have a demanding role, do you push yourself to do better to overcome your anxiety or do you simply would change your profession?",11.863125000000005,9.548219062500003,11.83875,52.93125000000003,56.29166666666666,17.1,49.0,15.247664890283005,7.828424999999997,434,24,64,18,4,147,60,96,0.138,0.789,0.07400000000000001,-0.528,4,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,8,0,1,6,1,0,0,2,0,11,1,1,2,0,12,16,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,15,1,6,14,1,10,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,5,3,45,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3712686367499085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861556633545517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430754305985079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.342269624807591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068498084696158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16602618545126865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709224846601948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.481605428099168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17129467796139267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995293019567177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215331005348772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15973172123019808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298152281660918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669600032838957,0.0,0.1284081991832664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508727144809021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491918560892615,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,vera46,2020/04/17,"Making friends is so hard :( I wish people would just talk to me first more. The thought of starting conversations, even online, is so scary. I wish I was like my friends, they’re so outgoing and talkative. I’m just an awkward ball of stress :( Arghhhhh if anyone has advice it would be greatly appreciated",3.506488095238094,6.3334890535714266,4.485714285714288,79.5259523809524,78.10714285714286,7.3047619047619055,28.97619047619048,8.344100000000001,2.449997619047619,241,11,43,5,6,78,45,56,0.214,0.518,0.268,0.6307,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,2,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,10,13,5,0,5,3,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,5,4,3,8,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267535761473609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16225261007636907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532648099689663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973790016501704,0.0,0.0,0.3585577677869709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25583256151014033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20786847223284485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336640973554653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15489312885227655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087212507850515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16424401266897434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658089763752805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18651053400147924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18421934395755896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5336850394157014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296789652018693,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,OutsideHour,2020/04/17,"I want to leave a group, but how do you even do that?! I thought I was making great progress joining a second D&D group, getting out of my shell, blah blah. It was great in theory, except for one glaring issue: the group SUCKS. I'm not gonna get into the whole thing (it's a bit on the mild side compared to a lot of rpghorrorstories content) but at the end of the day, I've been forcing myself to invest 4+ hours a week for over a month now on a game that is just not fun at all. I dread game day. My friends have told me to quit. I would *love* to quit. But I've got this damn anxiety. How in the world am I supposed to tell these people, after weeks of playing with them, that ""nah, not for me""? I'll be throwing off the whole party balance, their plans for character developmemt, everything. There are only four of us, what if my leaving disbands the group? I can't say ""no thanks"" to the sample lady at Costco, how am I supposed to dump a whole group? If anyone has literally any advice for dealing with this, whether it's knocking me over the head with some reasonable outsider observations, or tips on how to swallow the anxiety for long enough to nope the fuck out, I'd love to hear it. Please. I can't lose any more time to the slowest-moving group of murderhobos I've ever met. TL;DR how to ditch d&d group without dying of anxiety and having it haunt me every night for 5000 years",2.4153191489361703,4.303293836879433,3.5801219858156053,89.48580000000004,76.94326241134752,6.214127659574468,24.04595744680851,7.087006719466742,0.8579308936170214,1090,36,227,12,25,353,168,282,0.11900000000000001,0.735,0.146,0.9253,1,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,1,1,2,5,10,14,4,1,21,0,16,5,1,7,2,34,32,13,1,4,13,0,0,2,1,2,0,2,0,0,13,7,1,0,2,3,1,1,8,6,0,3,7,3,21,8,47,22,9,31,0,1,0,3,22,16,3,5,14,152,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058973511780727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24524222464114506,0.0,0.15392079997935446,0.0,0.2597273229371595,0.0,0.0,0.0791320404969382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355380496967892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597231887133008,0.11667469429968524,0.0,0.0,0.11745399564704505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023622659889564,0.1169362589497638,0.0,0.07474861047542652,0.10236996682496048,0.09535174487570768,0.0,0.10171111360703222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743590561549533,0.10462509105859773,0.1182547206107562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051346838087623,0.24954362963193194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614645681416287,0.0,0.1275523384467752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145098482453578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812148836933645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396642416647995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015308498924658,0.0,0.12660979447893994,0.0,0.09621423619784164,0.2042831268878101,0.0,0.07554275607194659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033229323586904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062036471641146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668783683210859,0.08607191268961972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784587656898028,0.0,0.0,0.12422815948410225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407433262108692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635899824387855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999840126379706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891674964417688,0.10419297562542068,0.0,0.0,0.07518601737654836,0.0,0.0,0.08984541191360516,0.06599112529560758,0.0,0.0,0.10814007643292936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613120171418605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675139542093511,0.0,0.18155846393954836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790553178848838,0.0,0.1090931445418264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039368122664968,0.0,0.0,0.0728786400477486 socialanxiety,oejzis,2020/04/17,"I feel like i have underdeveloped personality?? So i noticed most people have their own distinghuished traits of personality, or hobbies, interests that they are involved heavily in, something that makes them fit into some category. I realized i don't really have that. Any hobbies i had were shortlived, for example i'm quite good at painting, and i was pretty much interested in it, didnt really progressed much just kind of did it when i felt like it, but that was always when i had art classes in school so the teacher would see my art and kind of lift my will to do it with their compliments and suggestions. But as of recently i can't really bring myself to do it i'm sure it would relax me but i just don't feel like doing it when nobody's pushing me in some way, It was my greatest interest to this day but i wasn't even interested in it that much i didn't learn anatomy i never really tried constantly to get better, i just kind of did it when i felt like it. That goes for most of my little interests i never get to explore it much i just kind of get interested then i get bored, lazy or just don't find joy in it anymore, i don't think it's depression 'cause that would mean i have it my whole life lol, i just kind of don't really do much of anything in a day, and i don't have the will or energy to do it, i hoped being in isolation and being bored will kind of make me do something anything but no i just sleep, watch youtube, eat, and at like 18:00 i'm already tired enough to sleep again.Usually before corona i always felt like i was misssing out on fun memories with friends(i don't have any) but now i feel like i'm missing out on a free time to get better at some skill or a hobby. I just wish i had something to resonate with, like something for ex. how metalheads have metal and they know all the songs in that genre, how anime fans have anime and they get interested in it explore it get to know other people like them, weebs, soundcloud rappers, amateur artist of any kind, shit, furries even, i don't care, you know they all just have something that takes their interest for a prolonged time period, i feel like i don't have that, i listen to music but never remember what i listened to or try to check other song from an artist i seem to like, how i like a certain types of movies but never get to know those types of producers or for art i never really got into that art world i just painted a bit then moved on and never think about it until i really feel strong urge to do it again. Sorry for the long post i just had time to think about it in quarantine lol. (Also it was triggered by acidentally finding an old acquintance art account. Shes 2 years younger but advanced a lot and started selling her stuff online(i am really proud and happy for her, don't get me wrong), and im here just watching random stupid youtube clips that i don't even remember 10 minutes later. Also obviously i have social anxiety problems but this is probably at least a little related to it i think. I guess this was a rant, nobody's gonna read this long of a text, i'll search an explanation on Google :)",4.553898524265937,5.348408864217255,5.679726152441809,80.88877529286476,69.78274760383387,8.965099650083676,28.323292256199608,9.172331337620626,2.234999513159896,2463,84,493,47,42,820,253,626,0.07200000000000001,0.715,0.213,0.9984,0,2,5,0,0,0,55.0,0,1,9,9,32,50,2,0,17,2,58,6,3,8,11,106,104,43,0,6,28,1,8,12,0,7,2,4,0,2,44,19,1,0,26,11,4,6,22,8,0,0,20,15,68,43,71,75,19,64,0,2,3,0,21,27,1,16,41,341,112,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06153598191433686,0.08918748275655877,0.0927987543341293,0.0,0.0,0.11376248726596945,0.0,0.04265862887093182,0.0,0.05530202417351916,0.0,0.0,0.09177658146878567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04745030207826556,0.0,0.0,0.09863588394451714,0.06087887695667942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056854210195177626,0.05728407778300184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060260115023683586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719251895304214,0.0,0.048028687579779385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057059585950706634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05761820222472404,0.0,0.1104930308119529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409775273203802,0.15934871648703278,0.1606240001235415,0.0,0.10193295023055074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622053253899354,0.0,0.0,0.046771453583133886,0.044598855582261863,0.0,0.061429355839498524,0.0,0.0,0.05936087077769391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05538535346964426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060233731117706475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4064809084496631,0.12258379445537228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039387135875039225,0.3269164841293073,0.11177857759031903,0.0,0.0986972006145582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047407804627358496,0.0,0.0,0.07444462196856025,0.0,0.0,0.060742377653888874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05926736427225116,0.20496152147550634,0.0,0.2580477029353045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348667382968907,0.0585140068054377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731824274897292,0.09738039890461192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05340564797631128,0.056731133196847236,0.0601220673526657,0.05335776823849143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059310934771009224,0.055778203363915285,0.0,0.2857862250483833,0.0,0.055059346848067736,0.0,0.12633747348625035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05643524748098073,0.044435981445050926,0.05076464382612261,0.0,0.0,0.05724003423255675,0.0,0.0,0.1116067690538826,0.056843471364090965,0.0,0.2146458439162611,0.0,0.062422239692556815,0.03946941844464364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06383542326132714,0.0,0.0,0.05255607414250767,0.0,0.04192692122627948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292300496690685,0.0,0.0,0.0975477590048326,0.06409149539275802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757189867801609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04426216359853888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062257524331071776,0.06412482804106348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883754681677687,0.06096821030580923,0.0,0.03590961655390407 socialanxiety,cowboyeehaw,2020/04/17,Happy irl graduation is cancceled I have been DREADING graduation because I felt like I would have no one to sit with and id be alone and I don't want to have a hs memory like that.,2.4607692307692304,3.6334704615384616,5.213333333333335,80.84000000000002,75.15384615384616,9.302564102564103,25.82051282051281,9.725611199111238,2.262958974358975,144,5,32,4,3,52,29,39,0.221,0.578,0.201,0.0374,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,8,0,0,0,0,6,10,2,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,4,3,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,21,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43132411653938657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538684756399991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3998642715119811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4433264891594597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40691995489802457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822022122173371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456372774945068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958392833549969,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,wetpillowcases,2020/04/17,"Rant/Asking for advice Hey all 👋🏻 Imma try not to ramble. I’ve been struggling with social anxiety since I can remember. In the last two years, it’s gotten pretty severe. After a bad breakup, I lost my best friend and my friend circle. Instead of dealing with it in a healthy way I became a hermit. But everything that’s been going on lately has made me realize I shouldn’t take socializing or relationships for granted. I’ve started going back to therapy to try and work through my issues and open myself back up to the world again. I’m trying to reach out to my friends that I distanced myself from, and it’s the scariest thing I’ve ever done. Thankfully they’ve been super understanding about it so far(god knows I don’t deserve their patience). Do y’all have any advice on how to deal with your social anxiety when talking to/hanging out with people your age? How do you guys maintain friendships when most people make you anxious? I’m eager to see what you guys say. Thanks for taking the time to read this",3.4560293288212063,5.731520730964473,4.3717343485617635,83.21268330513256,75.19289340101524,6.408234630569656,25.665256627185563,7.3871296695380915,1.4395811618725327,812,29,145,10,18,262,128,197,0.08,0.738,0.182,0.9689,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,6,1,4,11,11,0,1,7,0,11,0,0,4,2,26,27,11,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,9,11,0,0,4,1,0,2,3,3,0,1,7,2,20,8,28,19,3,25,0,1,1,0,21,9,0,2,13,96,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22870454502135334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957878389685343,0.0,0.17904259425970415,0.13220123710232615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939951342383493,0.0,0.0,0.17996496200220385,0.09770824998116094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280707771294815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412885142268355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197538508170454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585284729009052,0.0,0.0,0.10517157824969713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712320767070259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13301228291061706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317398060829021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214027470983699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431207810233815,0.09538832222027853,0.13200559967441672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774303330943276,0.0,0.0,0.11072878294991308,0.07811290821290551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622562554373455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190531614786343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705338987378718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256375354147935,0.1325627991562587,0.0,0.0,0.09306037034883717,0.0,0.0,0.09325116168723463,0.0,0.0,0.13220123710232615,0.0,0.09680157781822568,0.0,0.0,0.35786672646747003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282857723383331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223365121141866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17597154302328052,0.09405762754713322,0.0,0.21547575875327116,0.1338245378042614,0.0,0.07774403238127588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823630724000554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383502034638904,0.0,0.11431321860349535,0.12182373973402025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288639611703414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519320743542261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535815234632694 socialanxiety,The_Golden_Royal,2020/04/17,"What will social/hobby groups really do for a person with social anxiety? ""If you want to meet people why don't you go out and join a social group that pertains to your hobbies"" Maybe it's my mongoloid brain not seeing the obvious, but I've never understood what joining a social group would do for a socially anxious person such as myself. I can barely hold a conversation, plus my mind will be so flooded with anxious thoughts that I wouldn't be able to think straight. So what the people apart of said social have the same interest as me. It doesn't matter, If I'm too scared to hold proper conversation. I'd just crash, burn, and embarrass myself",7.129851428571428,7.049527287999999,7.3278857142857134,74.33080000000002,64.12,10.022857142857145,31.457142857142852,9.606745405546679,2.8611142857142866,521,17,92,9,7,169,82,125,0.14,0.787,0.07200000000000001,-0.8206,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,0,5,3,0,2,8,0,12,1,1,0,2,24,20,10,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,2,7,6,0,2,3,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,3,2,10,1,13,11,1,5,0,0,1,0,17,3,0,2,1,63,17,0,0.13027298944198867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965848035026896,0.2943427946744987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14542774008159645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403714204210196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087672777436418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153858268162152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047456053271384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18062977595996813,0.22749869903459544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345621286707956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391944517373885,0.0,0.13042598873818645,0.0,0.10381070608446376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7967814424302091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347367144166225,0.0,0.10342220198281037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683838442965607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755111030409204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925421939849238,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,aquierick,2020/04/17,"I hate to love this sub I mean, when I first discovered this sub I felt so relieved that I was not the only one who got nervous when saying ""Here"" when the teacher was passing assistance. Always when I enter on here I feel so identified with the memes and the thoughts of other people, however, I would prefer not to be in the need to search this sub, or to belong to it. I'd prefer to be... Normal, you know? Just a quick thought I wanted to share.",4.06168498168498,4.6047428791208835,5.107417582417583,85.45841575091575,70.75824175824175,7.8249084249084255,26.155677655677657,7.793537801064563,1.3494380952380944,346,10,72,4,6,114,59,91,0.064,0.828,0.10800000000000001,0.608,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,10,5,1,1,6,0,5,1,0,0,0,18,16,8,0,6,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,8,0,0,2,2,2,0,2,6,3,10,3,11,7,0,10,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,6,55,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260869700045089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738624928447082,0.0,0.2608870758988879,0.0,0.0,0.2311189262477088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217313695568732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26826031978764203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932635065489144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24523157735775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29597509607058625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014717355246637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266221035183897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841197506323656,0.2066499689586796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18837157195287246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160770714432769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43141951893129976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602633584015656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930171087270924,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Ricardo-sousa,2020/04/17,"I think it's over for me. And social anxiety is why.. Turning 25 years old on a few months, absolutely no friends and just stay home all day. Never been in a relationship.. i rarely have ever clicked with anyone in my entire life and haven't had a friend in like 8 years. I have no ambitions or motivations to move on... couldn't be less interested in therapy. I think that look wise I was pretty lucky, but not lucky enough to succeed on a dating app. Personal wise i know people would like me if I were to be myself.. that I can say. But it's pretty much impossible to get that part out of me. I'm generally insecure and find myself submissive towards pretty much everybody. I don't consider myself very intelligent which makes my social skills poorer. There's not much of a subject I know alot about. I'm really good at football (soccer), talented at that. I love sports. I'd love to play football everyday, i'd love to play guitar, to skate, alot. But here I am alone living with my parents who i don't even have a good relationship with. Had co-workers try their best to interact with me and put me out there but I fail every single time. I just don't get comfortable around them so I avoid them.. It's always that weird relationship where most of the time it's just them wanting me to speak and isn't personal one bit. I did have serious convos with people but that's about it. It feels like I've been cursed and nothing can help me change.. I'm way too mentally fked. My cousin who I thought was the only person that I could sorta be myself with couldn't care less about me. He knows I'm not happy at all and despite the fact that he has several friends and hangs out all the time, never remembers me. But yet, I don't care. If I am invited out of pitty, would rather not go. Girls wise, still obcessing over one girl I haven't seen in 6 months. Was and im sure still is in a very abusive relationship with a dude that's far below her. Think he uses her and her family more than he likes her. But anyway, I knew she found me attractive and woulda blush when i was nice to her.. She was vulnurable ofc. She would blush at any guy she found attractive and was nice to her. But what fks me up is knowing that even if she was single and was 90% sure she'd say yes to me i'd still most likely not have the guts to upproach her like that. That's how bad this mental block is. There's always someone better that would go for it and i hate rejection, so i'd rather be the guy giving up. She tried to get close to me and i still put her in a pedestal, i still didn't manage to befriend her when she tried to, couldn't even stand up to her boyfriend who was putting me down just because i was working next to her. Coworkers said he was jealous so he did this so she doesn't even consider me. This story is actually one of the main reasons i believe that i'll never be able to befriend anybody because of how noticeably low i think of myself. t's such a childish mentality but losing opportunies is something that happened when i was younger, so i haven't been able to beat that. But i believe that all i need is a phone number and i'd be good enough to go from there. Hm what else. Got ghosted by the only person i thought i befriended at that job.. He was the one asking for my number, and he responds but, it's obvious he doesn't want me as a friend. Only times we spoke was about work. I have people to talk to online. But if I at least had somebody in real life that I can talk to that puts me out there I'm sure many things could change. But I do not.. Had a best friend many years ago but stopped talking to her over childish reasons.. so.. Funny enough, I know that if I kept being her friend I know I wouldn't be in this position... She's always hanging out.. extroverted... many friends.. just, gosh. She lives right across the street of my house. What can I say about myself.. I'm taking my driver's license.. I jump from temporary job to temporary job and sucks because after 30 it'll be even more difficult to find a stable job. For real.. I'll soon be 30. I constantly hear about how difficult it is to find friends at that age and I will get to witness girls who are now interested in me, will then be interested in younger guys and everything I do will just be creepy. The creepy lonely guy that nobody is friends with. How will i mantain a job with this personality. How lovely. My cope? Roping myself at some point. &#x200B; Oh and another story, last day of work in my previous job, i went to dinner with a few people. I think my coworker that i sorta had a decent relationship with wanted to include me in her group. How'd it go? Lol horrible. I just don't talk because i don't know what to say. So i left after dinner with someone else when we were supposed to have drinks.",1.9260355258219093,3.9940467772073935,3.395953500695501,89.36905599346451,79.17453798767967,6.571177496632885,22.280099799077078,7.640563606299818,0.8906844317855644,3747,115,795,58,93,1230,357,974,0.12,0.718,0.162,0.995,7,4,2,0,0,0,125.0,2,0,4,12,56,63,3,2,30,3,93,10,1,10,13,154,152,60,1,21,35,2,1,6,9,10,2,8,1,12,50,44,3,4,25,6,0,13,28,15,1,4,38,12,123,48,113,86,29,104,0,5,3,4,97,49,1,15,45,540,173,13,0.08741179637749548,0.05178434251230567,0.04265065198060841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03874264168132785,0.0,0.0,0.04526612951430555,0.0,0.0,0.10910042549862906,0.04735532242737679,0.05310745014827602,0.02972150950745863,0.045829445038366216,0.03343489248608803,0.0,0.0,0.0305601802263218,0.0,0.0,0.03890751557649645,0.040859114943906864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03649259939101741,0.10657083948952024,0.0,0.0,0.09848316113228214,0.0917332874189077,0.038654315225804266,0.04771552109372559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891221520976978,0.0,0.092470090176813,0.0,0.0,0.04723054913724771,0.0,0.06979120664482352,0.0,0.0,0.0563733772659959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04281514121575332,0.0,0.0,0.0730213394366719,0.0,0.0,0.13547962845599393,0.0,0.14433666776762485,0.03953448712161571,0.036824104243952,0.0,0.039280043119462635,0.0,0.04120203108702362,0.0,0.022099015339535875,0.03122350239889277,0.0,0.0,0.1198391974362272,0.0,0.0,0.09584252294242088,0.3039036167111259,0.0,0.09133811163678687,0.041926680067241685,0.0993562765739374,0.10997530136528127,0.03495559939132473,0.0,0.0,0.17310284255353986,0.03864898142736426,0.046525741329796456,0.0,0.04315052600133827,0.0,0.0,0.04925972370664534,0.0,0.02929514227512365,0.0,0.0438405794444322,0.0,0.0,0.0504307384435975,0.0,0.0,0.04720987001363177,0.0,0.2602281601296512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16813733045586932,0.035626140372354134,0.0,0.0,0.0474865862638066,0.0,0.06174153685535985,0.1281149651089868,0.0,0.0771862176596767,0.0,0.036701946866811316,0.04889572053741843,0.0,0.0,0.15778511803015102,0.0,0.02917402642285053,0.1329327625542456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13213579691188762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977126191133465,0.04645245299308767,0.09638659210148524,0.03240736971153136,0.10112604919895804,0.0,0.046481718556337655,0.0,0.0,0.04193698806669605,0.049759454768632035,0.04586198802566665,0.0,0.1184649909209242,0.09972091510722976,0.0,0.0,0.048530227694269824,0.047329228629727285,0.0,0.12120066687313084,0.1908115224166688,0.0,0.0,0.04131620078311162,0.0,0.0,0.13339383303594873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17574599731909035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949376115523673,0.02799911753319597,0.08987388509019374,0.0,0.2346188908946185,0.04951026269218799,0.03732459824822003,0.041574317727477335,0.13902673786398234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04937522456396752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910531837976958,0.07406373140865108,0.033646935702690145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046584672214410885,0.17451793375372102,0.036540087906365794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357687541450728,0.0,0.03286139617179674,0.1405165816564663,0.0,0.0,0.04998150358562947,0.0,0.029036256705848293,0.14002487396264424,0.0,0.06939520233132697,0.10194104282952653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902030781896413,0.047539466764754484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037747863252110214,0.0,0.07212388651532084,0.0773366133974965,0.03469170764012088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04051580549162589,0.03943777509775148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727365766457396,0.0,0.0,0.12418966435922695,0.0,0.05310745014827602,0.08443549643818192 socialanxiety,ubuntudude30,2020/04/18,"A photo of people having fun made me cry Was browsing Instagram. Saw some people having fun. Realized I spent my whole life in isolation fearing social interaction. Cried. I hate myself",3.314791666666668,6.213382562500001,4.927499999999998,69.23416666666668,98.375,7.133333333333333,24.08333333333333,7.793537801064563,2.925795833333334,150,6,19,4,6,50,28,32,0.35600000000000004,0.495,0.149,-0.8481,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,5,2,2,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6172017702152633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161371293173713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773714233626333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19843718657840365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26583350179851795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3895387217534503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28638433037190303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136609884706955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mariusjohan,2020/04/18,"How to become less agreeable I just saw a video from Improvement Pill which were about becoming more confident. It stated that if you didn't take up much space in public, you were likely to be really agreeable ergo, having troubles standing up for yourself, saying your opinion and basically a pleaser which thinks less of him/her self. Which fitted right on me. It then said how to combat this, was to take up more space in public (if as long as it doesn't affect others). But do any of you guys know other ways to be less agreeable and more confident? Ps. I highly recommend you go watch that video if you want to become more confident. Link: [How To Be More Confident - The Spacing Exercise](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wiZJbQFl5Ko).",5.111892230576443,7.745844744360903,4.879868421052631,79.81699561403511,71.4812030075188,7.4408521303258155,26.12092731829573,8.344100000000001,1.9739228070175439,593,20,98,10,12,182,86,133,0.037000000000000005,0.748,0.215,0.9757,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,6,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,10,1,0,4,0,16,18,12,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,11,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,6,4,9,1,20,9,9,18,0,0,2,0,12,12,0,4,3,73,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136983704735392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6887823751622223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814659535852735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20584015625187665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21964332748903664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424889343984727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156276291103687,0.0,0.0,0.18397286535177426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15282037649666086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317730992580654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17753379487285656,0.19774751080571676,0.16531955814798155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21687078652951272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31260930544524496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320516987676986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261674698425205,0.16501049701892093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,nctnm,2020/04/18,"internet anxiety does anyone else struggle with social anxiety on the internet? despite the anonymity, i'm still terrified of posting anything, leaving comments, following people and interacting with them, the whole bunch. and i mean TERRIFIED. it might be a very irrational case of fear of judgement. many socially anxious people find more freedom online than irl and it makes a lot of sense, but it's just not the case for me.",6.822747747747747,9.371961094594596,6.760540540540539,68.55990990990989,66.43243243243242,10.33873873873874,39.36036036036036,10.504223727775694,5.142133333333334,347,20,49,10,6,110,56,74,0.195,0.77,0.035,-0.8134,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,1,0,13,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,9,4,4,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,1,34,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019091969307294,0.222923318843996,0.0,0.1379756114667663,0.20218480852424814,0.16238328997940138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17268216867190694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16484137011435646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22204771100831572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803532834939272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20894077849350431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677603406640162,0.0,0.0,0.13171729043578614,0.200058584532286,0.0,0.2149469280017683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20933274089316767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736033622536788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188984699213812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4023000092715531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758557994920844,0.0,0.0,0.20628900223667676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16281542303765378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203085245725884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sayskate,2020/04/18,Why does people's presence suffocate me? How am I going to survive being invisible?,3.671999999999997,6.909549866666668,7.001666666666669,58.2225,83.66666666666666,8.333333333333334,34.16666666666667,8.841846274778883,4.673666666666668,68,4,8,2,2,25,15,15,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5668121004497098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681063858420653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4490379569640539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5844541425053201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,morristheairfilter,2020/04/18,"No one cares about me. I've been trying my best to make friends, but I realize now that making friends is not a possibility for someone like me. I'm simply not interesting enough. I don't have anything to offer, anything that would make someone genuinely want to be around me and miss me when I'm not there.",5.1122131147540975,5.8748414918032825,5.832909836065571,80.40543032786887,68.50819672131148,8.722950819672132,31.643442622950825,8.841846274778883,2.443160655737705,245,10,49,4,4,80,44,61,0.095,0.6729999999999999,0.23199999999999998,0.8447,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,3,0,12,14,3,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,0,7,6,6,11,2,3,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750089960520661,0.2028384440592534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391188053617564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23231242595234586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235434179665622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35207900264277225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131799687183756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4562831143705284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15439982531555949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568712458133864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38612005463613897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469796739032707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439424318521148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618610049602071,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,i_fucked_satan111,2020/04/18,"I need to come out(transgender) with minimal triggering of my anxiety I'm a 16 year old male to female transgender person. I suffer from body dysphoria and social anxiety, I have some really bad coping mechanisms wich I won't go into detail about unless people really want me to. Because of these coping mechanisms it could be potentially dangerous for me to come out, especially if I'm not excepted but if I don't start transitioning then body dysmophya will also put me at risk of these bad coping mechanisms. I need to be out but I need to not have a panic attack while doing so. Please help.",4.355714285714285,6.756836,6.583357142857143,67.81164285714287,72.92857142857143,10.90857142857143,26.378571428571423,10.793553405168565,3.7988007142857145,480,17,78,18,10,169,74,112,0.14300000000000002,0.723,0.134,0.2261,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,2,2,2,0,9,2,2,1,0,22,19,10,0,7,8,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,7,0,0,0,0,11,0,19,14,1,13,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,3,5,56,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231245458787214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27227382122875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20245221349340844,0.0,0.0,0.2971739624075819,0.10848116870512198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3953410689437637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30658905540911485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208448949894284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113728157307003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928108239030052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.395859432971242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18673633740696446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087946454458076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337324218535707,0.1553855223685223,0.0,0.1953437665189432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17889632169311145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22800811233259385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814051408805864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595915136084504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496387498672953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459871984602145 socialanxiety,zmann914,2020/04/18,"Do I have social anxiety? Hello everyone, I’m (18M) and I have been wondering if I have social anxiety. First I will start with saying, it took me a couple of weeks to actually get the courage to write this on here. I’m in college and I haven’t made any friends and my first year is almost done. I really have trouble going up to people and starting conversations and I have a really hard time meeting new people. I’ve been in classes at college and I’ve heard people talk about things that I like and I’ve thought of going over to start a conversation with them but I never do, I just stay in my seat and don’t go over because I feel like nothing I say will be interesting and it will just be weird. It’s especially hard for me to talk to women, I had a girlfriend a couple of year ago and I was fine texting her, but in person I couldn’t say a word and it just felt awkward and ended up not working out. I’ve also had the teacher call on me a few times in the classroom to answer some questions and in my head I know they are right but I will also start to think “what if it’s wrong” and “what will people think of me if it’s wrong”. Then my heart starts pounding and it feels like it’s gonna jump out of my chest. I can’t stand presenting in class either I will usually wait till I’m forced to go up there then my heart start to pound really hard and I get really hot. I’m also constantly thinking about what people think of me when I’m in class at school or in public. Like if someone looks at me in class or in public I will start to think like “what does this person think of me, do they hate me”. I’ve never had a job and it’s not that I’m scared to go to an interview it’s the thought of having to socialize with all kinds of people if it get the job and that scares me. I think that’s mostly everything I can think of, sorry if this was long and if u read the whole thing thank you. I would love to hear a response.",1.6449636803874128,3.1326119951573865,3.469142857142857,91.2076368038741,77.95883777239709,6.5601937046004855,21.00096852300242,7.33818517376401,0.4578389346246974,1506,38,344,19,35,506,175,413,0.09,0.8190000000000001,0.092,0.5919,2,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,3,3,11,20,1,3,16,0,34,5,4,1,3,71,80,38,0,9,18,0,7,5,2,9,0,5,0,3,24,24,0,1,17,1,0,7,8,8,0,2,14,13,44,12,55,54,6,60,0,0,1,1,31,24,0,14,32,227,68,13,0.0,0.0,0.06867005686317178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06237793055299318,0.0,0.07046445409734485,0.0,0.0,0.16882234826590506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04785337745515445,0.0,0.10766428467623852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042896329058630916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185468339407887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760439605098708,0.0,0.0,0.1557240646043708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615804432438941,0.07201198540912762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623261052016456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06724065748447684,0.06324317845897702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116142752875151,0.10054334860691903,0.06756533802129598,0.0,0.0,0.1197117819749536,0.0,0.0,0.054366965284909835,0.0,0.11029479671362248,0.0,0.19996180729978533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18911058181996485,0.06947488342112333,0.07221896246319448,0.0,0.0793110508495259,0.16677536236457893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13966087835051505,0.0,0.0,0.07327855281584343,0.038672997973248094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17189385410914204,0.0,0.0,0.06227440839615471,0.059092291941490974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635108288158118,0.06658491103005627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854592253357462,0.06796288175431958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06752101600977903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927102974820754,0.12288710709940345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882945784175845,0.0,0.07038810815827473,0.0,0.18032090051025476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060094797267475415,0.0,0.16788091537782793,0.1409034206756303,0.07121725089840608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21519720083289046,0.059623480663825966,0.0,0.0,0.07877240739173608,0.3486531061981374,0.07500406069689773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311997829429682,0.0,0.06478638093679008,0.0,0.0,0.09350016032537152,0.3607172452752204,0.0,0.11173035507851473,0.08206553572706672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818262075070112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750158375008814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056445819578917276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856454837189826,0.0,0.0,0.07631224956346727,0.051229517622519816,0.0,0.0,0.04998816499477975,0.1538750523469893,0.0,0.09063074181243938 socialanxiety,meridroid,2020/04/18,"I can't cope with the flashbacks The embarrassing and sad moments I have experienced in the past always come to my mind. I can never feel peaceful anymore, I always feel stupid and worthless. And I make up fake scenarios from my mind. For example, I think two random people who know me are talking about how stupid, boring and ugly I am (which I am sure they speak in real life). How can I deal with this situation?",4.488791666666668,6.014040962500005,5.392500000000003,80.14916666666669,70.625,7.833333333333335,27.083333333333336,8.344100000000001,1.853708333333334,327,11,61,5,6,107,57,80,0.3,0.674,0.026000000000000002,-0.9733,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,3,8,2,1,3,0,7,1,0,3,2,20,13,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,7,0,1,0,4,13,1,9,13,0,7,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,1,3,43,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783158364482711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22545164191706074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19582585346311954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343686693631184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22989115123931605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493538051008965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605708757707645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15174546054630214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4590797752122775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17533197379644305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21701352406078525,0.15760295430781662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25875287814505954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555299944819204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142571340782286,0.0,0.0,0.18272035104787185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566476823889332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220697244588263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Musetta3,2020/04/18,"Writing a socially anxious character accurately As the title says, my character is socially anxious. He feels really out of his depth in the workplace, under-qualified. Now the deadline for an important presentation was moved up, and he has to pitch his idea at a dinner party with lots of important people. If he tanks it, the entire project is in peril. I would like to have him be anxious at the dinner party, but am unsure how to write it without him becoming cliche or reading like a symptom list. I understand that each person experiences anxiety in a different way. If it would help determine a likely course of action for him, I can list some of his qualities/characteristics. * Is quiet/reserved. He has difficulty opening up to people, so has multiple acquaintances but few friends. If around people he doesn't know, he doesn't talk. * He'd prefer to stay at home and read, than attend parties. If he does, he's the sort to sit near the door, rather than the center of attention. He hates being the center of attention. * He also--and I don't know if this is an accurate depiction of anxiety--scratches his palms if he gets anxious. As a result, he has scars from reopening wounds. * Lives in a world where he's a second-class citizen (an elf in an urban fantasy novel). Racial slurs and disrespect are a normal part of life for him. He's trying to hide his ears by wearing hats and head-coverings, to try and feel more on an equal footing with his peers. Always feels like he's less than others. * Never feels safe, always ready to run at a moment's notice If there is a better place to ask this question, or resources to peruse, please let me know. Am looking forward to your responses, thank you in advance. And if this is the wrong place to ask this, apologies.",4.510180180180182,6.485007225225228,5.555735735735733,77.19774774774774,71.34234234234233,8.777177177177178,28.849849849849853,9.348350401419415,2.802568768768769,1398,55,243,32,27,461,189,333,0.096,0.7909999999999999,0.113,0.787,1,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,0,2,0,2,7,10,1,0,26,0,25,9,4,2,1,51,39,22,0,13,14,0,4,4,1,2,3,2,2,2,9,12,2,1,13,4,0,6,5,2,0,0,1,7,19,8,50,32,8,37,0,0,1,0,42,25,0,14,9,161,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350310211401085,0.17376841726471876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987954660355419,0.4718508430388392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929542305247261,0.19523362174410025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153215673926676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234930771178246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909467099493016,0.0,0.0,0.09137696685136272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214092004382587,0.0,0.0,0.2111876778358565,0.07459629834420202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067315080816627,0.0,0.05455413792796833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309123781767744,0.10716307631795842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998923904412667,0.0,0.10473984955433846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787530429082188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17215634060224302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067745629566366,0.07375357902922659,0.20405360119510305,0.0,0.09220307906274376,0.0,0.08768489016103444,0.0,0.0,0.08877251893306234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109798957856588,0.0,0.0,0.08053366168474675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023075498901113,0.0,0.11888067795678585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307460688296404,0.0,0.21717105091415667,0.09117384124216617,0.21818934198986034,0.1146196974130253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697214856977305,0.0,0.2088926771908724,0.0,0.06689289683769525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303744950703032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21288216898268625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129578169604326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853036773059503,0.0,0.08392729868706925,0.0,0.09613414050682087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14178604641935005,0.0,0.0,0.10870290542581873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082882212896272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065530447482617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14835121850609118,0.11416478038225797,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,expired_soda,2020/04/18,"I feel like I can't talk to some people anymore I feel like if I haven't talked to somebody or to a group of people from the start (that happens a lot to me because I usuay dont know what to say) they will start looking at me weird and judging me if I start to talk now, so I don't say a word. I don't really know how to explain it but that has stopped me when trying to make friends and I don't know what to do",1.1713984962406023,1.7630013578947368,2.9933834586466186,97.77368421052631,77.52631578947368,5.8496240601503775,23.045112781954884,5.288315135182226,-0.06480451127819498,319,9,84,1,7,107,53,95,0.044000000000000004,0.8640000000000001,0.092,0.6059,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,2,0,18,21,9,0,2,4,0,2,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,1,6,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,5,14,3,12,20,2,7,0,0,1,0,9,1,0,5,8,56,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839573388520828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307365940785777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173942002581241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875797578940853,0.26502977307371306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330997198530268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16402917658570773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058231902639685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18124317432640905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15576581584613353,0.0,0.0,0.15769790908023032,0.0,0.0,0.12381675674489312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25719236128125433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883035527670804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950199525708594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3938746885828819,0.0,0.0,0.1550788742755052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4472721854727102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593628819941305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pocketsockz,2020/04/18,"Outdoor gym, normal clothes? I usually workout in my apartment, but I have nowhere to put my pull up bar. I’ve been thinking about going to the nearest outdoor gym, but the training clothes I have are not fit for cold weather. The outdoor gym is in a park. I don’t mind working out in my regular clothes, since I’m only gonna do a couple of exercises. But I get really nervous that other people passing by will judge me, It isn’t that weird, right?",2.6163333333333334,4.565966133333337,4.137500000000003,85.43625000000003,76.55555555555556,6.277777777777778,32.361111111111114,7.1686216300943375,2.1334444444444443,352,19,68,4,8,117,63,90,0.098,0.902,0.0,-0.8,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,5,0,9,2,0,0,0,8,14,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,6,0,4,3,2,0,0,1,1,9,0,11,11,0,14,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,1,42,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526087414961199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664949668572044,0.0,0.18111081649043465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217717412149134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122346493805228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423673266755146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209296935583424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203572251995556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041518950712752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27214741522170904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636119373727673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041946025098691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509764014894291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319997976192435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TactilePope94,2020/04/18,"Can't let my own family in I am fortunate to have a great family. Parents and an older sister. Which is why I feel guilty that I find them some of the hardest people to talk to. I want to, but there's just this force, this strong impulse telling me to stay quiet. Which is normal for this disorder, but you'd think with my family it wouldn't be as hard, especially when they've done nothing to make me behave this way. It doesn't help that it's been like this for years, so it's become a bad habit, just ""the way things are"". My sister kind of gave up a while ago. We barely ever talk. It's the same with my parents. I want to change but the idea of doing so after all these years seems overwhelming. I just feel stuck.",2.9721818181818165,3.9809058666666672,4.0455151515151515,90.34609090909092,73.66666666666666,7.321212121212122,20.303030303030305,7.686295010490155,0.4258666666666664,560,10,126,7,11,182,96,150,0.10800000000000001,0.7809999999999999,0.111,-0.364,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,1,1,1,8,6,0,1,8,0,14,0,0,1,2,25,23,9,0,4,6,4,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,16,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,4,15,4,18,15,4,13,0,1,0,0,12,2,0,2,9,87,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478062415275086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269530189328341,0.0,0.16792413103571044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16084572358289506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17425920623076527,0.0,0.0,0.1555970237210006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753535170985348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43000956248266015,0.0,0.15375921472383067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389683402014371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16763251924788553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362043809705582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191399938501758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716427246970003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15833370870069324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15547851201293147,0.0,0.0742825571142336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014926530478619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897392397722362,0.14589334081056998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33766073220872944,0.0,0.0,0.10541034903644142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841801453754066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16206203099556982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444194788683858,0.13289591053174246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101337007589413,0.09742567409228163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793626965228893,0.24137590033845066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719890312571426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19582675860863816 socialanxiety,c3poislesbian,2020/04/18,"Should I (F19)/How to reach out to someone higher up from work? I really want to talk to my supervisor from work as my cabin fever is at an all-time high and she’s someone I’ve started to miss. I look up to her a lot. I haven’t seen her in over a month, I was growing used to seeing her on a daily basis, and I’m getting work withdrawals. Would it be odd if I asked her if I could just chat with her? We had a comfortable relationship at work, but it was strictly professional. We aren’t friends or anything, she’s almost 10 years older than me. However, I did invite her to a potential brunch (which is obviously cancelled) and she said she’d be down to come, and I always send her a message on holidays to wish her well. I’m having a hard time interpreting boundaries right now and need insight.",4.779815950920245,4.929466398773005,5.969453987730062,81.29663496932517,69.06134969325153,8.973987730061351,30.410429447852763,8.841846274778883,2.2395624539877304,625,23,131,10,10,210,104,163,0.03,0.8270000000000001,0.14300000000000002,0.946,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,0,4,3,4,0,0,8,0,15,2,0,1,1,27,30,10,0,8,5,0,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,3,10,1,0,2,2,0,3,2,1,1,0,6,5,26,3,25,18,1,21,0,1,3,0,22,12,0,5,6,89,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803026275634277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498231370768153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14817284396222058,0.0,0.16833043733148134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15510449661337927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376209999339276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13911278841353095,0.0,0.0940731602847947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16129709292898192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19024174307018288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512038323759249,0.0,0.0,0.15307933952693942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372101606737953,0.0,0.0,0.13351113267612713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535011724382126,0.0,0.0,0.1933154967489463,0.0,0.1537690171451366,0.17127691322809313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434833514082245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30512604875399496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274463678398579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447242413047244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049935879979238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551277452484874,0.0,0.0,0.10620319744083298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618942598422176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20705844535436999,0.0,0.0,0.5243390730530215,0.0,0.0,0.12790842717920894,0.0,0.0,0.11595180219682685 socialanxiety,unbutteredmuffin,2020/04/18,My dad just told me I need to be more social Yeah dad let me go do just that! My dad came from another country and pretty much was blessed with people skills and being likable to literally everyone. I clearly did not inherit this but I also kind of attribute my SA to childhood trauma and me not getting out of my comfort zone enough. I can try at getting out of my comfort zone and I sometimes do but the childhood trauma is like a heavy object pulling me down. 😭 he told me I have to be more social and it’s like yeah obvi dad but childhood trauma!!! There’s a lot more to this and I’ve written but just had to let this all out BYE,0.22189839572192585,2.5717871969696984,2.18823529411765,93.20382352941179,89.9090909090909,4.318003565062389,22.158645276292333,5.900188976854957,0.3001527629233518,498,19,104,4,17,165,75,132,0.077,0.7490000000000001,0.174,0.9002,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,9,0,0,3,2,13,0,0,1,2,25,21,11,0,1,9,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,11,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,3,0,0,7,0,16,6,16,9,7,11,1,0,0,0,10,5,0,1,6,77,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591747870347479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20871416570918486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22765241211603585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20566484858596445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901943216364368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20798372914798835,0.0,0.11312084597435278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20727287871220887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4070703456296916,0.0,0.19448492146769067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692194234462748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631966514956918,0.1475880217730976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379915033263303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20249850686999027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4057989829533377,0.0,0.0,0.1968588290474769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803886432728736,0.0,0.13513727737015505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Livid-Teach,2020/04/18,"do you feel like everyone doesn´t like you? so ive came to the conclusion that its most likely why people dont like me(of course some cases thats just my perception and not reality) is because i dont talk. people may see me as rude and therefore wouldnt like to talk to me. so the solution to this is just to start with simple things, like saying hi to the cashier and to the guy who cleans the locker room at the gym. idk just something ive been reflecting on.",4.632561403508774,4.983425326315793,5.366052631578949,84.79153508771931,69.42105263157895,8.85964912280702,27.41228070175439,8.841846274778883,1.8113859649122803,366,11,78,6,6,119,62,95,0.044000000000000004,0.804,0.152,0.8651,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,1,5,7,1,0,6,0,10,0,0,1,0,18,14,6,0,1,4,0,1,6,0,2,0,1,2,1,6,5,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,3,8,6,11,10,2,5,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,3,7,50,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830735695786553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22197204591589415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4549129016464869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18544860694780085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813101252520068,0.1386484355936345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19216644893199594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5688964441453559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690966990215156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15433758410788515,0.0,0.0,0.1546540053098059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494097279062142,0.0,0.0,0.1373684894810108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119830051853044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893593794602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751240380000016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,IlikeCannedPeaches,2020/04/18,"Does age make you get over social anxiety? I’m 24 and I have pretty bad social anxiety.. I’m prescribed Xanax for when I go out to social events... my fiancé constantly pushes me to be more social (he’s extremely social) and I feel beyond uncomfortable, I’m just not like that... without the social anxiety I’m just the type of person that I guess I prefer to be alone. I don’t make much effort to try and “overcome” my social anxiety because 70% of the time I’m content not going out everyday and being around a lot of people, which I know is bad for me because other days I’m extremely depressed due to having no friends... my fiancé hunts that I need to “grow out of it already” which hurts. All his friends think I’m a b*tch because I keep to myself a lot... have any of you gotten over your social anxiety with age? Or has it stayed with you??",2.8996050420168085,4.555665935294119,4.6245378151260494,83.53470588235297,74.94117647058823,7.210084033613445,24.495798319327733,7.957251820313856,1.4335798319327733,659,21,128,10,14,223,94,170,0.177,0.7859999999999999,0.037000000000000005,-0.9641,0,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,4,0,1,6,7,0,0,6,0,9,1,0,2,1,28,28,6,0,2,6,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,8,10,0,1,4,0,0,4,5,4,0,0,1,1,20,3,24,24,5,21,0,2,0,0,17,7,0,4,10,83,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737810539183042,0.10375526226811417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06393796678169554,0.0,0.3596316406117573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369922926909383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700835161518698,0.171944230998809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160403464907312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06063620560894981,0.0,0.08098073551780473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227900607893428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04754018662251459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528183402167513,0.0,0.04912244738335155,0.0,0.10686937535159788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035754810081861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006521534218796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357078953412549,0.0,0.0,0.051671856643334485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04593424380257247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986774078016613,0.0,0.0,0.1255204034535608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911675333357536,0.06971588463829649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518279472404398,0.08209610470006648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565385032451768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7667461015340952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021460127500302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060245296341950035,0.0,0.0,0.05482479791689246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06383454921535175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063354469001716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TgitDude,2020/04/18,"This social distancing/quarantine has me like... Not wanting to deal with people. I’m an essential worker and while most people would be grateful to still be working full time, the last thing I want to do is even deal with co workers and customers. Especially when at least one co worker and a handful of customers are people who I strongly dislike. I so much just want to stay in my own environment at home and keep myself contained and just forget about how terrible the world has become because of COVID-19. Is it normal to feel this way? And how can I be more positive?",5.250277777777775,6.8880262499999985,5.517592592592597,79.5491666666667,68.9074074074074,7.992592592592592,31.092592592592588,8.472884824447931,2.4959037037037035,457,19,80,7,8,145,77,108,0.068,0.826,0.106,0.5192,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,5,9,3,0,0,4,0,11,1,1,2,0,23,17,11,0,5,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,7,2,13,13,6,12,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,6,63,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466780788196652,0.22586597041593345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4216830470521731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13507737053603264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034067409781757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051408795048488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817784825986418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667034939310343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991358445091736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033887573829324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003770375243422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13858172460320153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4253458504769931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084728761871665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21798116609343807,0.1633224873999881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586780361140435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925181788596555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618770803519516,0.16233105280553742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488862054401155,0.0,0.0,0.14527851419228516,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,forlazo,2020/04/18,I blame my parents for my SA I recently started to blame my parents for my SA. Even inside I know they have nothing to do with this I can't stop blaming them. Does anyone feel the same way?,0.997,2.9959167000000018,2.765000000000004,93.05,82.0,5.0,25.0,5.985473137389443,0.6102500000000002,148,6,32,1,4,49,29,40,0.11900000000000001,0.769,0.11199999999999999,-0.0731,2,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,5,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,22,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21172967831221104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649884253780921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20000115188308826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531083054551642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664147949860246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905514603312696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6724626243712981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29898535800737897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143283362328692,0.0,0.0,0.2531601908306519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24035408313520076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,drugs_are_yummy,2020/04/18,"My heart breaks for yall Scrolling this sub for the first time in a long time hearing these familiar voices makes me want to be able to help everyone, not that im really a success story but ive come a very far way and done things ive never thought would ever be possible. I just want to let everyone know that there is hope for each and every one of you, there really is, and you deserve a fair chance at life. That being said im currently working overtime so i wont be able to respond frequently but i would love to leave my inbox open for anyone who feels like they need a friend or someone to talk to. People with this disorder always have a place close to my heart",5.318260869565215,5.108635427536235,5.930253623188406,83.26972826086958,67.91304347826087,9.508695652173913,28.84420289855073,9.188382445141503,2.121011594202898,531,16,112,9,8,173,95,138,0.038,0.76,0.203,0.9723,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,1,3,5,5,0,0,7,0,14,4,2,1,2,25,26,7,0,6,5,0,1,1,1,3,1,3,0,0,8,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,4,13,5,16,15,1,17,0,0,0,1,12,6,0,2,9,72,21,2,0.2833229087504501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787367830268973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905298269203196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202879938184992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16235629968684895,0.0,0.0,0.14496885163229045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281408957537123,0.1193558851195549,0.2707271808475714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162828778256387,0.10120297131095776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049716072377895,0.0,0.0,0.1094472882438676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596627547217803,0.33573901101590264,0.09495268677241343,0.0,0.0,0.14070178817390833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30603735990572595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785343055753405,0.0,0.0,0.1499990258840911,0.0,0.14485843495584705,0.10005967465214603,0.06920863101128231,0.0,0.0,0.1253659292960769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785499340608664,0.0,0.0945601208146837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050401734334587,0.10925804676581892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599346771190788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821021562322696,0.0,0.14800606871850808,0.0,0.0,0.1597020047834211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18150391024324355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13475248325747513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002929058333313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386211098628625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941135756276905,0.0,0.0,0.11246337103592262,0.16520786651486505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688553584724735,0.16711119222446186,0.11244426868511044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313122596494252,0.0,0.0,0.20126446544494656,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,chicken15537,2020/04/19,"Easy to get medication to help w social anxiety? Social anxiety has made my life more stressful than it needed to be. I NEED to treat this asap. I'm gonna leave for college soon and will be forced into a new environment. I NEED something to help me w talking w new ppl, public speaking class, being around new ppl, etc. I just don't wanna live like this anymore.",3.213749999999997,5.007999541666671,4.823333333333338,81.855,74.41666666666666,7.022222222222222,25.88888888888889,7.793537801064563,1.5552888888888885,285,10,54,4,6,96,54,72,0.174,0.6809999999999999,0.14400000000000002,-0.078,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,6,2,0,1,0,9,13,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,5,2,10,7,2,6,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,5,30,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27034046744743706,0.0,0.17523271916559452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572948971279787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19706023610085244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231519065722077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23686818971801404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18709316675677629,0.0,0.0,0.1248040197926928,0.08632364021355525,0.0,0.15602381682025013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16719189680163407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17800036216370915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3930485261857514,0.0,0.5119557691147487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36023404939708936,0.0,0.13602747982252275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20240209155144864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420197417448376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SadoAndThePeasants,2020/04/19,"Why is it that when an attractive person, or even mildly attractive is around my first instinct is to not look their way or make eye contact? I'm in highschool and I've found myself in these situations more lately. I have friends that are are good looking but I don't find them 'attractive'. Also I've come to the conclusion that attractive and popular sometimes goes together in these situations? Anyways, for some reason if I find a person attractive the first thing I do is turn my head the other way and try my hardest not to look at them. It's almost involuntary, like if I look at them I'll die. And of course I can't make eye contact because of this either. Its especially hard when we have projects. Friends have asked if it's because I find them attractive in 'I want to date you way'. I don't think so, they're just attractive in looks. I've even found myself reluctant to look at the person beside me in class, before I even know what they look like, because I'm scared that they're attractive.",4.287478849407783,5.853771893401017,4.985807106598988,82.70872758037227,71.18274111675127,8.502064297800338,28.36175972927242,9.029198982220553,2.2781522165820647,801,30,156,16,15,258,101,197,0.065,0.735,0.201,0.9796,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,6,3,10,15,0,1,6,0,13,3,3,3,0,31,32,14,1,4,10,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,14,7,0,0,9,0,0,1,5,1,0,2,2,10,24,14,18,30,3,20,0,0,9,0,16,10,0,7,8,101,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196834742816238,0.0,0.0,0.0814336631716685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065056635377478,0.09519759500184123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862244378761776,0.0,0.08665009477579946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877177965295018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568378621652053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20177388072533456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792131792022806,0.17323362157610833,0.0,0.2233033607201979,0.15734769184837608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541043382812953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912199574304548,0.0,0.10450727745900347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05596327600831257,0.0,0.1148690265841933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949829292569408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5985827042219829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594504706175514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26674290019709235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469851985051586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194990607193656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22892307289110014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071278168898534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765153405911092,0.06524875176557157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913609706853392,0.1107621374052665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060062155948442726,0.24248448394296465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188601727383523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sidenotes30,2020/04/19,"Being a teacher with social anxiety? Is there teachers here? Hello friends, I'm 31 year old male and I have a Bachelors degree in Education and Teaching (Sociology, Youth at Risk studies). I've worked for about two years as a mentor for at-risk youth and for a year I worked as a therapeutic group guide for addicted teens. I was good at it. But due to life crisis, I have been unemployed for two and a half years. 1. Over the last two years I have developed social anxiety - can you please give me tips on how to live with it and be an educator? Is there teachers with anxiety here? Or should I give up and pursue a different carrier path? 2. How best to explain the unemployment gap of two and a half years in my resume (unfortunately, I treat my father who is ill and confined to the home). Would I be exepted to be an educator again or is it lost? Additional advice will be gladly received. Thanks.",2.1498345864661665,4.674262485714287,4.2523909774436115,80.98003007518797,81.28571428571428,7.798496240601505,24.639097744360903,8.6894789155246,2.0964285714285715,705,27,137,18,19,241,103,175,0.106,0.7759999999999999,0.11800000000000001,0.6322,5,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,4,8,8,0,1,13,0,18,3,0,2,0,21,24,15,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,1,4,12,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,6,3,0,12,6,24,13,1,21,0,1,0,0,13,7,0,2,12,96,16,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420972714017814,0.0,0.12737340185463578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29914487670905554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679094360511598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618468177827342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007056281545718,0.0,0.0,0.2500810900818402,0.0,0.10932872657458106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074848616322138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625005372996517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206781228178168,0.0,0.0,0.11509862825215607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14228894938955694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677705866985862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430816636171004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26574433173296824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000583725631872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5093196037401138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18978807167901754,0.0,0.0,0.09259463958881184,0.0,0.0,0.5036344627572857 socialanxiety,Scisense,2020/04/19,"Nowhere to turn to anymore This sub no longer allows negativity and mourning, and r/suicidewatch is an echo chamber of negative sufferers. You can no longer vent before the deed Is that it, we're silenced?",8.951351351351352,8.979755621621619,8.527702702702705,66.87371621621624,60.351351351351354,11.724324324324325,42.82432432432432,11.20814326018867,5.07874054054054,166,9,27,4,2,53,32,37,0.379,0.621,0.0,-0.9493,0,0,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5832981044050379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5004820649756961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6397507514924483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,woahokcalmdown,2020/04/19,"I have one friend. My boyfriend. I'm so scared to socialize I make posts on reddit and check eagerly for comments. I wait for my boyfriend and he's so caring and talks to me all day but oh god I feel so bad sometimes cause in college, I know I'll have no friends. I wish I didn't turn into this, I wasn't always like this. I hate fucked up childhoods, I hate it sm.",-0.6074683544303809,1.517234392405065,1.0834050632911385,101.36586708860762,91.15189873417722,4.1726582278481015,19.292405063291138,5.6839178017228535,-0.4427275949367085,283,9,69,2,10,91,56,79,0.315,0.515,0.17,-0.9609,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,10,3,1,0,0,4,1,0,2,1,12,15,7,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,3,5,0,1,2,1,13,5,8,13,1,7,0,0,0,1,6,4,1,0,3,38,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18684957343536351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874958763523308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289510241640489,0.2306820942844395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482081229913968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354286394379975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469846604686348,0.20759950641509614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4434074756360836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341076056691605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970730165301447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14989367000874287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15216576552818106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21506371750386652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22482092446115035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289077790575356,0.0,0.0,0.22209280573927265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18049056561724466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24425374270746456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582296896561281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,plantyflinty,2020/04/19,"Dealing with ostracism and old patterns around rejection In the past I had some serious MH issues and as a result this led to some bullying and other difficult things, I felt like everyone was talking about me wherever I went, and friendships broke up, relationships broke up and left me devastated. This went on a long time until I finally had the courage to address the MH issues and related issues in my life. I've never been able to discuss the root causes with old friends and acquantainces, and I am pretty sure they think I am still weird. The thing is during the whole time I was acutely aware of everything that was going wrong, just unable to talk about it or address it, which made it all the harder that I was being rejected by other people. Now some years later I am finally rebuilding friendships, forming new friendships and so on. But I feel like I have now got is a hangover from those days. The pain and difficulty is still there. I still feel judged (whether that's in my head or not) on old long gone issues by people I could never discuss openly with them as too personal. Sometimes I believe it affects new social contacts who know the old social contacts, as they know the stories about me from the past and means people are less inclined to get to know me etc etc. I feel rejection very very acutely and any vague sense of it can send me spiralling into a deep depression for a day or two worrying and stressing etc until I can pull myself out of it. I feel stigmatised. This in turn almost pushes me back to where I was before again like a vicious circle. I guess I need to work through the old trauma somehow. Does anyone have any tips? Thanks :)",8.252306782334387,7.393786539432178,7.808168375394324,74.37010745268141,62.154574132492115,10.574842271293377,35.90082807570978,9.673873057562805,3.361403943217665,1331,51,237,21,16,421,173,317,0.155,0.75,0.096,-0.9607,0,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,3,1,18,21,1,1,18,0,21,3,1,6,4,55,42,24,0,2,7,0,5,3,1,0,2,0,2,1,19,20,0,0,10,0,0,8,3,14,0,1,14,5,32,7,40,26,10,54,0,6,0,0,17,16,0,9,33,175,51,1,0.08187561590298331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198660241862424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135645289706256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057249334342257124,0.0,0.0,0.07288665679225656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295729474923675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069670118709382,0.09224578155282363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410881120875452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537101701903075,0.0,0.0,0.1056059977134381,0.08441016484974591,0.0705193480037243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164990322673971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739388637203742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823565969773716,0.07358452420341148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16559508595018926,0.05849195636061288,0.07861343107802035,0.17938147034646015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06325689774539821,0.0,0.04277663001788342,0.0,0.04653179934197433,0.0,0.06548340951747098,0.0,0.09019522165569256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402800303222076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34182748419954273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499009180382304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895809624341029,0.0,0.05783116886190425,0.12000087069927867,0.0,0.0,0.1449146871975258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774726874369753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918654837763343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06070973174990004,0.12629504491198915,0.15815196007671414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4295734296456396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871214279809124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631907959688945,0.17028672889700575,0.071490629716759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329693618857954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790377038592614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692375914730254,0.0,0.0,0.08097707768212818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961579178695014,0.0,0.09378824138803707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771667990304485,0.0,0.0,0.13161703733921895,0.0,0.07538006678755052,0.0,0.0,0.10878904220394307,0.052462588678160255,0.0,0.0,0.09548466011858237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905715892748255,0.07998057974491787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511191565625075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517990324375205,0.0,0.0914112012088703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596064235112509,0.08314866228645325,0.0,0.0,0.0895181329403996,0.0,0.052725212244008834 socialanxiety,WisdomConnections,2020/04/19,"How is your social anxiety holding you back in work? I'm currently searching for insights about people who are socially anxious and how it affects their work life. I am writing a few articles and would love for your input with what you struggle with and how it affects your work to be included (will be anonymous). Feel anxious and worry about what other people think at work. Concerned they will be found out and people will realise they don’t know enough (hello imposter syndrome). Because of this they have trouble speaking up and voicing their opinion, and this is all taking a toll on them. They feel exhausted and overwhelmed. If this sounds like you, I’d love for you to answer a few questions in the survey below for me. This is completely confidential if you want too unless you agree to provide your email address. Thank You! 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Hi everyone, I find it very difficult to start a conversation in real life or even post a comment online in fear of being judged or ignored...but I just wanted to say hi to everyone, hope you have a wonderful day and remember to stay positive in life :)",3.942599999999999,5.704408660000002,6.277000000000001,72.32350000000002,72.4,10.6,30.5,10.686352973137794,3.9042,203,9,36,7,4,72,38,50,0.102,0.667,0.231,0.8176,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,10,6,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,8,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,4,2,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539082852392551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576248229971698,0.0,0.0,0.4560769838589735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26854546690954434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181200450327194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237031416546426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371284292799175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22855891672412826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27163379087885786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27034178196366754,0.0,0.0,0.18978255219738016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689163574504421,0.25436712741627826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19690968036182216,0.14076083583517546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588036904638709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,blue_metal1,2020/04/19,"My stuttering may have caused me to have social anxiety. In my childhood I was such a bubbly kid, I always spoke my mind and made friends really easily. Then my stuttering and social anxiety started in middle school. In my teen years I wanted to die more than anything due to my self hatred for being gay as I was devoted to god (now atheist and fully accept myself), and getting physically and mentally abused in school. It was so terrible to the point I was silent and couldn’t make any friends. Maybe this is a factor of why I started to stutter. Then in high school I moved to a different school. I really pushed myself and started to talk to others, even though I get depressed and cry every time I stutter. But I got to be best friends with the best 2 people. Currently I speak fluently when talking to myself, family, and close friends. I don’t stutter. But sometimes it happens in social situations. Especially if I’m about to say my name. Or say certain letters when I’m about to say something so I think of an alternative word. Especially with “K” So saying “can I...” is challenging. I especially hate that I sometimes don’t participate in lectures due to my fear of stuttering. Surprisingly I didn’t stutter at all when I gave a class presentation I think I was brilliant. I also didn’t stutter when I went out to date for the first time it was amazing. It seems that it comes and goes. My eyes and body language sometimes twitch in social situations too. I want your thoughts about this and any tips that could help.",4.05455172413793,6.222290524137932,5.128482758620692,78.9547931034483,73.06896551724137,8.226206896551725,29.53103448275862,8.954980946260402,2.6668648275862075,1212,52,218,26,25,398,152,290,0.155,0.691,0.154,0.1032,2,0,1,0,1,0,31.0,0,1,0,4,17,24,1,1,8,0,20,4,2,3,2,39,42,28,1,5,4,0,0,0,4,1,1,6,0,2,11,17,0,0,5,0,0,4,5,12,0,1,14,7,38,12,37,23,4,38,0,1,1,1,23,14,0,4,20,150,49,7,0.0,0.10743538064629883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725129894508813,0.07544909763237814,0.0,0.0,0.12332460092768822,0.0,0.13873268354261115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746180302234688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19031622636600468,0.0,0.0,0.10071979590555913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314849123660923,0.0,0.07810872563830894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723968335589984,0.0,0.09960253838880932,0.0,0.0,0.07809848665240195,0.0,0.094106625891219,0.09473636938902898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05989016791764115,0.0,0.07639783503030564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548058502786099,0.10203490034702677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712834769206743,0.0,0.0,0.2802219886650358,0.0,0.094748183670387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252130555551771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018385152334218,0.0,0.0,0.08952306742023715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06077772949743409,0.09580341278861927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579914331316255,0.060526454168638125,0.0,0.09109550734467092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137935618832553,0.0,0.09155618518702277,0.0,0.0,0.09637347366302347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06286282275866398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571744938033532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617781375613855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884344915430909,0.0,0.3670729011528505,0.0,0.08254737029161575,0.09459409362078848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20384562996535974,0.0,0.3697281198642357,0.0,0.06980626130265236,0.2690405143922009,0.0,0.19254129177213888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14576271228887164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620211750725112,0.08908800319312629,0.0719860445821183,0.10574697107787223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696526009164868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405689391826991,0.08182033745940101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05839190805431604 socialanxiety,Dairbarely,2020/04/19,"How I solved my social anxiety So I’m a military kid with social anxiety and it’s not easy making friends. I want to have friends but I’m always afraid to face my fear. I sometimes have the urge to talk to somebody but I am just too scared to face my fear, I tried facing my fear one time when I was around a group of people but I was sweating because I don’t like being around people. People do start talking to me but every time I talk I sure do know how to mess a conversation especially with other people who have social anxiety. Every time I’m around somebody I know, I act quiet and every time I’m around my friends, I act hyper due to my adhd and sometimes people try their best to ignore me. I heard about this app a year ago but never tried it but a few months ago I finally tried it on january and didn’t know what I was going to expect, I made a comment a few days later and it got downvoted and I was confused because I didn’t do anything wrong and I got very mad and started roasting everybody for downvoting me. Hours later I get perma banned from the sub reddit and I don’t think I learned a lot from it but I got more downvotes on other comments and more and more so I searched up downvotes on google and other people experienced the same thing I did and it was just a normal thing of reddit. A month later I got banned from another sub reddit because I corrected a guy since he said the xbox 360 was 15 years old even though it was made in November and I got downvotes once again and I learned to never correct people on reddit. Weeks later I start messing up, I got mad at a guy for making a terrible comment on my post and everybody downvoted me and started to roast me and then I kinda lost my confidence. I figured that reddit isn’t just right for me so I quit for a few days. I then discover discord after my friends recommend it to me and I joined servers for the exact games that I play and I found people that have the same things I have in common. I play xbox and never have any friends that join my parties other than my cousin and 4 other great people but on discord I got a few friends that join my parties and help me kill bosses in borderlands 3. I come back to reddit a few days after but I come to reddit with confidence, I knew that I would get downvotes and hate but I don’t care since I am a new man, I discovered that emojis are bad but I didn’t care because I wasn’t spamming and thanks to reddit and discord I finally have the confidence and got help with my social anxiety a little bit. Alright my thumbs hurt from tapping these small buttons on my phone screen.",3.624759224515323,4.781463996247659,4.816547842401501,84.87215134459038,72.26454033771107,7.492933083176985,26.98749218261413,7.882392219407189,1.5719240775484675,2062,71,415,27,39,681,207,533,0.19699999999999998,0.672,0.13,-0.9908,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,3,19,34,4,6,25,1,31,4,4,7,7,87,70,47,1,4,15,1,0,1,6,1,0,3,0,4,27,37,0,3,9,5,0,5,12,18,0,1,27,5,76,16,52,41,13,65,0,2,1,0,32,20,0,3,40,282,103,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07199480347093781,0.0,0.10620527248799136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04984619838241487,0.0,0.0,0.040737813414455364,0.06281616956206337,0.18331026037406595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049297145415134885,0.2133144831796069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046063653427325206,0.05001861377958156,0.14607141583628025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06286715595364126,0.0,0.06540132138315173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215535695922887,0.0,0.0,0.103206616268236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159023294574856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039567036384246586,0.0,0.15141897360241185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022311218117951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124715593697786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568331961435511,0.27769717484569306,0.0,0.06259633193519917,0.0,0.034045692191444266,0.0,0.3832953869148211,0.0660460563099669,0.0,0.11863178247538685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059144306803696735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030682557724203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05899487821331782,0.0,0.06413010691853173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627659119520564,0.0,0.09876753487806912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0292668151264862,0.06004107698913407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539396056493386,0.050929537821629615,0.0,0.113368118449009,0.07997481047617883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563204213170136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860850918673415,0.05785713241684558,0.0,0.0,0.058694698474147926,0.0,0.0,0.06286077463652169,0.06379743241296812,0.04059353626597153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3737785539115618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05737293658455017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371690314284502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05115899375245119,0.0569838755326419,0.0,0.05997588431790045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910894392392657,0.0,0.0,0.24426456761758705,0.0,0.0,0.11849619831234455,0.0,0.1696057647279591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05646025136233681,0.0,0.0,0.14444938312407246,0.0,0.055152961791968526,0.0,0.0,0.1193957131592088,0.03838504358226712,0.05885687728559535,0.0,0.13972558093060827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268768534412295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049428334567750636,0.03533383262271672,0.0,0.048052601264913605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04255516844964091,0.06549729094383908,0.0,0.07715439214356111 socialanxiety,ifuckwithtakis_bro,2020/04/19,"does opening-up make anyone else anxious? people: you should talk about your feelings more me: that will just make things worse people: how? me: let me visualize for you:",3.3580000000000005,6.517559800000001,2.6750000000000007,89.2425,84.33333333333334,4.333333333333334,20.833333333333336,5.985473137389443,0.2463333333333337,134,4,23,1,4,39,25,30,0.168,0.8320000000000001,0.0,-0.6662,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,6,6,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,16,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33443596060456937,0.0,0.2069949720835749,0.3033234522485175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590627452459754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472997542269138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14968449234935324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027164542130235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39521211853077204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4104676161939956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23794219865404576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966728959622364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016855636293224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,inSystem,2020/04/19,"What if everyone has SA? What do you think: if everyone has social anxiety, what are the rules for meeting and making contacts between people?",6.297599999999999,8.644334160000003,6.749000000000002,68.93950000000001,67.4,9.8,36.5,10.125756701596842,4.5569999999999995,114,6,16,3,2,37,20,25,0.079,0.9209999999999999,0.0,-0.264,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,6,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974738228500312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7431372620180106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25956444069752044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695838316343109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3963897850984316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491632630138909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,psuedonomas,2020/04/19,"I'm fine tuning my socializing to find that borderline, where it isn't too much for anxiety and too less for depression. Like shitposting in reddit and deactivating my facebook account.",9.0896875,10.46302859375,9.45625,55.763750000000016,59.9375,13.9,41.0,13.023866798666859,6.4227000000000025,153,8,22,6,2,51,28,32,0.146,0.74,0.115,-0.2698,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,4,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834287544607642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4316964784034261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.458102207922153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448687476212797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36845132144079584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5109264409389215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,gymfriendlygymdude,2020/04/19,"overthinking after my invitation was turned down...ish Im (24m) doing a year abroad somewhere in Asia. For the last few months there has been this Norwegian dude who would smile at me and nod. He'd also glance and stare at me a lot too. I've tried talking to him on social media twice, but it always felt like I was putting in the work, until last week, we had a nice conversation online. I've always had a bit of anxiety when it comes to asking people out. Today, but rather last minute,I mentioned (through text) about how I usually eat out on Sundays and asked if he would like to join. He responded with ""not today, but next sunday?maybe??"" I mentioned its fine next sunday and he said sure. end of convo. and this is where the overthinking began. What did he mean by ""maybe??"" Was it like ""maybe next sunday if its ok with you?"" or was it like ""maybe, i'll think about it"" I can't help but feel like he is hoping i'll forget next week, or it is him indirectly saying no to me. A while ago, i had a friend who asked me to have lunch with him. he ended up cancelling without telling me and not responding to my texts asking him where he is. i waited for 2 hours hungry till i decided to cook for myself. needless to say im not in contact with this dude anymore but it did have an impact on me. Any help or wise words to help me not overthink? Thanks",2.507032688035544,4.162030693430658,3.6122913360837816,90.38267692795941,76.00729927007299,6.5170422088225965,21.40209457315137,7.255503002510835,0.5098170739447796,1046,26,225,12,23,338,153,274,0.07200000000000001,0.773,0.155,0.9785,0,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,1,1,0,1,10,13,0,0,10,1,22,3,0,1,1,45,37,22,0,6,16,0,2,5,1,2,0,3,0,0,15,14,3,1,5,1,0,2,7,0,0,1,13,7,24,13,37,21,3,42,0,0,2,0,36,13,0,8,32,140,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434351627204763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609032207287826,0.15834255855206408,0.0,0.0,0.06470432866688915,0.0,0.0727884386834067,0.0,0.09436187008732956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558044858664123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387765663737628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196211651909459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736079858168356,0.0,0.0,0.16854688257996728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04811000435173453,0.06797419763765243,0.09135760254156307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351159265012852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913283556782871,0.0,0.0,0.09450405490484644,0.09370223067061118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055536879724477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326764892483386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324240633280149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089195953001646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3823583358368361,0.10364474781225773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594672573884048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40476657401487104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659640771445104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956506496546798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050813242393704,0.15133201323403672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699204215999783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967645424649894,0.0,0.0,0.07647686165103855,0.08316409322840962,0.08760007147250619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06096739779751089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18037954458402625,0.0,0.0,0.06459967153530588,0.10349438279450107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479276936867472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526449774764138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171988036296047,0.0,0.06926933315835716,0.0,0.0,0.13518170834683765,0.0,0.0,0.061272595764548236 socialanxiety,MonaSavesTheDayAgain,2020/04/19,Online classes I have two online classes on zoom tomorrow and that would be my first online classes ever. We might also have to use cameras but I don't want to lmao. I already feel so uncomfortable for some reason. I honestly would prefer sitting in class instead of doing online classes.,3.6928930817610097,6.698848886792457,4.998396226415097,74.95973270440253,79.0,5.79748427672956,29.58805031446541,7.1686216300943375,2.353065408805032,233,11,33,3,6,77,41,53,0.174,0.757,0.069,-0.7271,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,2,1,13,11,4,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,6,1,6,7,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,30,7,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506560333212081,0.25411253670132944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874320889208306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16066899066115115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27028647187259464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370931176157434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32671017650284545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104053226307705,0.0,0.0,0.27444259371508634,0.0,0.0,0.18742306576133008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4514551376288423,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AgentNightWing7,2020/04/19,Who wants to work with me on improving their social anxiety? I would like to have atleast 1 person or a group of people and we can help each other improve. Try to come up with daily challenges and seek feedback with each other. It takes one month to form a habit.,2.6099999999999994,4.8736692307692335,3.216000000000001,90.529,77.84615384615384,5.6984615384615385,21.93846153846154,6.742157984588678,0.5263800000000001,208,6,41,2,5,65,43,52,0.03,0.7509999999999999,0.218,0.8591,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,12,6,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,9,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,10,5,3,4,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,2,30,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738700360475166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30838644449083835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23996074383201824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490136552816232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857532444988229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24259096501792185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24819304428254715,0.3125929508777605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649372697526533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26917244486090136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24305940190560935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111584587645787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606292305785013,0.0,0.0,0.2543138718701017,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lost-asfuck,2020/04/19,"Advice Why do I always feel like people are staring/laughing at me. Happens every time I go out, I dont think it’s alll in my head. Like I noticed it happen a fair bit. Especially from guys. Like today at the shop I noticed a guy with his girl clearly trying to make it obvious that he was laughing at me mean while his girl kept walking. Could it come down to jealousy, I’ve been told I’m attractive/good looking, I do suffer with confidence issue. I don’t think I have social anxiety though I think I’ve just had shit experiences with people trying to get on my nerves which maybe cusses a bit of anxiety/anger when I go into social settings like I’m almost expecting someone to fuck with me because most of the time they do. Usually it’s older woman, or guys around 25-45 I’m a 20 year old male and have been experiencing this for the passed year. Could it just be my face that pisses people off. I’m over all a good dude don’t dress out of the ordinary and most of the time I try to avoid eye contact but I’ve noticed this happening a fair bit lately. Why does this happen? Like I know you aren’t mind readers but any ideas.",1.4757975679542206,3.6868021072961374,3.389383047210302,88.05400304005722,81.57510729613732,5.943419170243205,21.725500715307582,7.1686216300943375,0.7491775393419173,893,28,182,12,24,300,133,233,0.066,0.828,0.106,0.8225,1,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,0,5,12,3,1,11,0,17,6,5,1,3,36,40,8,0,3,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,7,12,11,0,2,7,1,1,5,4,5,0,0,6,4,22,7,27,31,6,30,0,1,2,1,16,12,3,4,17,102,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395324615335393,0.0,0.0,0.09627683050599477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000158937864979,0.0,0.0,0.06538291638539631,0.0,0.07355180863959865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559076843197289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05861001344595395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149012258452516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282169557351994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15353031202366374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413844927381367,0.0,0.11268298087216252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810075722481466,0.0,0.0,0.09404972517710504,0.0,0.0,0.048614558819156425,0.06868707816114507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888588912500872,0.05023257747431507,0.0,0.10928454226000588,0.16128624359451382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856004506915842,0.340088126467728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867404633238712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853769448094523,0.0,0.10035196540567358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05283960145189548,0.0,0.10845743882067237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348616145415033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073884412135196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06417853473262841,0.0,0.0965920813041065,0.10473172382147118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708055579533567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283902794073024,0.10088957721335493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999676294881206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986929996539555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19601849561700635,0.08146461667209492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18482038317490668,0.09446344719385724,0.0,0.16819139042779108,0.0,0.09113563902262088,0.09187210014855644,0.0,0.19583148498123684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589178527297427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351452159556427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383038625481366 socialanxiety,kanyewescraven,2020/04/19,Im a dweeb Im a tall african american male (swear this isnt a tinder pitch) and im probably the quietest if somehow we havent broken the ice in some miraculous way. I feel like my appearance leads people to assume im a super outgoing person and it hurts me seeing peoples way toeard me change when they find im so cold and cut off. I dont mean to be. I just chicken out when i have opportunity to socialise because i dont know how and im afraid to embarass myself. I feel brave aomw days and ill throw hey how you doings to co workers but i never can seem to break into anything deeper than that. Im a thinker. Im always in my head. I have a world in here and i know i can bring it to life. I know how im supposed to function normally as a person socially but it just rarely sees fruition because..im afraid i guess? Like theres this chick at work that i just had to tell was pretty as hell to me. And i did! But its been a week and i pass by her and im stuck in juat saying hi and..i dont even know her fuxking name dude..idk if ijust had to vent..i think i nees peoplle to talk to that understand..im sad as fuxk about it,-1.0734726295210173,0.9839118629032272,1.5675219941349,97.20954056695992,93.67741935483872,4.457673509286413,17.99902248289345,6.1124844417494595,-0.299071505376344,874,26,208,9,33,299,140,248,0.08199999999999999,0.8320000000000001,0.086,-0.4111,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,1,1,5,14,11,2,2,10,0,16,3,1,4,1,43,31,23,0,3,8,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,4,10,12,0,0,12,0,0,5,6,6,0,0,6,6,27,5,27,24,1,23,1,2,2,0,16,10,1,8,7,119,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056393609233138665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055772436917297497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04131455663682357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169617497848094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043708787488608236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382927654269518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04476425606719423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853739917873647,0.04841794113429702,0.0,0.0,0.061944441006020375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466098254256502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955593824497558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255374144879517,0.0,0.8784939029872173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898783183966144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047870960451730935,0.0662221549205982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382603212477233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05227168341235165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640437981677111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397226933626912,0.11835573014311787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895078236367064,0.07307210957524078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0538968076354428,0.0,0.0,0.1080146125444956,0.06169913610008339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908731770298564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05447437872373896,0.05923768592142796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043427005838403886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055538938070413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759209757501002,0.054364419079256564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04934046464441909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pretty_FUBAR,2020/04/19,"It’s hard having anxiety online as well as irl I can’t get past the voice in my head that’s always doubting everything I think & do. I try to play things safe and avoid extra social interaction so that I hopefully don’t make a fool of myself, but it’s lonely and scary being stuck in your own head when it’s not always the nicest to you. I try interaction, being outgoing and the 1st one to put myself out there, to say Hi or start a conversation but... My own thoughts are what shut me down. I manage to convince myself that whoever I’m talking to is annoyed by me or that every single thing I’ve said is stupid and not even a good part of the conversation. It’s so difficult to ignore that screaming feeling of always being a burden or a nuisance but so is not having any friends or anyone to have a fun, enjoyable conversation with. I can’t help but want at least a little bit of that happiness to feel like I’m not all of the horrible things my head tells Me.",5.791515151515153,5.302760575757581,6.924949494949495,77.4740909090909,66.97979797979798,10.02828282828283,29.61616161616161,9.573946990214177,2.4495494949494963,766,23,155,14,11,260,113,198,0.239,0.608,0.153,-0.9684,0,3,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,0,7,21,2,2,12,0,14,3,3,1,1,30,27,18,0,2,12,0,3,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,14,6,0,3,4,1,0,1,7,10,1,1,3,7,18,11,23,21,8,11,0,1,0,0,15,7,0,6,4,112,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689021691379579,0.160122942544401,0.0,0.10049758538745301,0.0,0.11305367789942555,0.0,0.0,0.10333338961064553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613408852676248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976093531849528,0.0,0.1245136475872578,0.0,0.13281793397574215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494471658989127,0.10557628634711892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417686747601555,0.0,0.07721057767139286,0.0,0.0,0.12395346470872284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731787313266826,0.13238464280418116,0.0,0.4550043319433277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905590634597483,0.0,0.0,0.14678197769665496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219936480805768,0.14811750449348002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986463763151217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014166287139407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16003471137105815,0.14107570455749371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14856284778912446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057558364233666,0.11752306402975905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15064627420925322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460164890013536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118782469307539,0.1291689556570439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945416033020498,0.09469345238940012,0.0,0.11732328517873512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20067006767177847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716630971183707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287476774733806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Iftheghostsremember,2020/04/19,"Really shy and will probably have to find a new job soon I'm really shy, and will probably have to find a new job after the quarantine. Also we are going to move in January to a quiet town and will most likely end up working at a hardware store although I don't know anything about tools. O.O",4.282,4.962134533333334,6.190000000000001,77.40000000000002,70.33333333333334,10.0,28.333333333333336,10.125756701596842,2.8448333333333333,232,8,45,6,4,81,42,60,0.125,0.875,0.0,-0.7285,2,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,8,10,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,9,7,1,11,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,6,30,2,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17077819121182378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757358554633183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18914449930852847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3903669960676887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213670445158757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4238366383256693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173630987327701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433116866358748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269729552954109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4125014774915247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46049232906054294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27361493495806144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554690675629304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Anonznot,2020/04/19,"Always Dwelling on the Negative After becoming comfortable enough with people at my job to sometimes speak out of turn, I was having a great social day. I had almost everyone around me laughing multiple times and was told that I was funny(Though I didn't know how to react and acted like I didn't hear it). This was great until I said one thing that I thought would be funny, but no one laughed, in fact I was greeted with blank stares. I tried to play it off at the tine and shortly after I was working and just thought about how no one laughed at this one joke for the rest of the time I was there. I know it's irrational but I still do it and berate myself in my head to no end. That is what will stick out about that day, and will be what I remember when I lay in my bed in silence. How do I prevent myself from doing this?",5.995562091503268,5.080006464705885,6.144901960784317,84.6498366013072,66.70588235294117,9.202614379084967,30.653594771241828,8.167268648758528,1.912928104575164,649,20,140,7,9,207,98,170,0.078,0.743,0.179,0.9319,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,10,10,0,1,5,0,20,1,1,4,1,27,28,13,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,3,1,0,14,11,0,1,5,2,0,1,6,1,0,4,14,4,22,9,27,9,2,24,0,0,1,0,5,13,0,1,11,113,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15972505468749046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132724126577841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199667870962954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17616497345961726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20574000217716226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127748081378008,0.16481526331112395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524175249991125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517181017657614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637020803847001,0.0,0.17977804691089197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15828790358200984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17532376558747834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779279584287896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4323492519347445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105833403802144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18069241276816167,0.0,0.15172942680737075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16259916725362314,0.0,0.0,0.15775831391535938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738395963408886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597058057547504,0.0,0.1567166180036248,0.2532643912988314,0.18602176586588848,0.0,0.0,0.1524175249991125,0.0,0.10829602679332384,0.17349980558254444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612432975875504,0.0,0.0,0.1133104980347722,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bitchstix6,2020/04/19,"Looking to vent to someone who gets me. I’m in high school, and my English teacher loves to do this type of thing called slam poetry. Basically just writing your own narrative-like poem but she says you have to present it with “enthusiastically, with lots of emotion, hand motions”. And I’m like... :/ This is not me. I was in no way going to write about something even remotely emotional and personal because my English class is not the people to tell that too- I don’t even tell that stuff to people I’m closest with. None of this and that type of public display of emotion is me. I could have written about literally anything so I searched up prompts because of my lack of poetic creativity and I found a prompt about writing about my street I live on so I did that. Very impulsive and dumb late night last minute decision i know. I wrote it at night and my brain and thoughts are different at night after the hours of procrastinating. The crippling social anxiety is really where all of these feelings are coming from, but maybe one of you guys has a similar story or just knows the anxiety of a class presentation in general. Or the feeling of having a really bad school project you need to present. I know it’s not that big of a deal, but it is that big of a deal in my mind.",3.4641862170087983,5.6155216209677485,4.507976539589446,82.82060117302055,74.7258064516129,7.8961876832844595,28.611436950146622,8.710501217029153,2.2995983870967738,1014,43,197,21,22,330,137,248,0.09699999999999999,0.831,0.073,-0.7339,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,4,0,0,12,4,1,0,11,0,16,3,2,0,1,41,34,15,0,3,10,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,17,12,0,0,8,0,0,3,6,2,0,1,6,5,24,2,39,27,5,28,0,0,1,1,21,14,1,3,11,138,41,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18252086083092936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816970855114113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960643147840524,0.14544238007640967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317279279744704,0.12181364235372692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027621716661468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952474358975641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459760344033943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463799626258586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4025728164550119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758658629679426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063838114527566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080092749615954,0.0,0.0,0.062326769741949124,0.0,0.0677981585284617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181209115907105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604183041949785,0.0,0.0,0.11748165033574955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19668441309621776,0.0972414344019686,0.13457007695123752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05828156350621457,0.0,0.10533976516740416,0.0,0.10017784473344388,0.0,0.0,0.10142043403305684,0.10766849176035187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984796944602258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045405097061135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845581034059076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358511302567434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083745196059844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540841323305566,0.10416388610324323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284700068324425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486825733030417,0.0,0.24146603451791016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160633851340115,0.10107835712857856,0.09183920168628124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656435653870155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20853836352081728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925436834385582,0.0,0.0,0.09470698965400116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843095696154916,0.0,0.09469090329517983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mpb4051,2020/04/19,"I feel like I’m out of time I am finishing up my junior year of college and will only have two semesters left. With the COVID-19 situation, it’s very likely that only one of those semesters will actually happen on campus. I have social anxiety and have had trouble making friends all throughout college. I have a boyfriend and only about two other people that I really consider more than acquaintances (one being a friend of 10 years that ended up at the same college as me, so I honestly don’t even count her). I now feel like I’ve missed the boat on making friends in college, and if I only have one in-person semester left, that isn’t enough time to make lasting friendships. I’m having an extremely difficult time coming to terms with this potential reality and would appreciate any advice or words of encouragement you all can offer.",8.662500000000001,8.008629350318472,8.598781847133761,68.36785429936306,61.229299363057315,11.671656050955415,37.459394904458605,10.9516,4.193752229299363,676,28,114,15,8,220,103,157,0.057999999999999996,0.78,0.162,0.9515,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,4,11,0,0,6,0,15,0,0,3,2,21,25,9,0,2,2,0,2,3,3,3,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,5,1,2,12,8,19,20,6,20,0,1,0,0,8,9,0,2,13,80,20,6,0.0,0.0,0.1330277645146002,0.0,0.0,0.13320943398570215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270165364820897,0.0,0.1042837283292298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742682281649812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073824931290078,0.14085405711940535,0.0,0.09003747121776019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13785405249743524,0.1947727657870008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31595936507108835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205465183131587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111825006033617,0.0,0.0,0.2962221734840547,0.0,0.0,0.19979586029614785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27298214705038065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27712002367428085,0.4147072333336232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450649065776227,0.1190285685773701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732949769480815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532283651810068,0.0,0.13896014199046453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384662673984096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663278798562347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247752315251927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683716812252828,0.0,0.0,0.1755700450872154 socialanxiety,Stultusi,2020/04/19,"I hate how pathetic I am I’m an extrovert but have super bad social anxiety. So when one of my friends asked me to play a jackbox online game over a zoom call, I was pretty excited. I haven’t talked to these people in a long time and I really wanted some social interaction. Sadly they decided to play quiplash. Not sure how many of you are familiar with this game, but the basic premise is that it gives you 3 prompts and you have to answer each with what you think will be a funny response within a minute or so. Your response then shows up next to the one other person who also got that question, and everyone votes on which is funnier. Sounds simple right? Not for me apparently. I always get freaked out and can’t think of anything. For one, I’m not a quick thinker and I’m not good at humor like that. Another is that I get so worried about saying something stupid or unfunny and everyone just pitying me or thinking I’m stupid. So this time, I got on the call and tried to play. The question came up and I froze. Couldn’t think of anything vaguely funny and I just struggled as the timer ran out. On top of this I had two more questions after it. So I panicked, clicked out of the game, and unplugged my mic. I texted one of my friends lying that I was having technical difficulties, and that I’d try to fix it. In reality I just stayed on the call a bit longer to hear them talk and laugh with each other. I miss these people and it was the best I was gonna get. Eventually I told my friend I just couldn’t get it to work and hung up the call. I hate that I’m so fucking pathetic that I can’t even play a fucking online game. This was the one chance I’ve had to talk with them since quarantine. And I fucked it up. I know they’ll ask to play again and I’ll just have to come up with an excuse. I really wish I could just be normal and have a fun time with friends.",2.4832315891472883,4.056633488372096,3.731730458656333,89.84821584302327,75.8733850129199,6.904683462532301,23.980054909560717,7.645422480735847,0.9848527777777774,1468,46,320,20,32,479,181,387,0.165,0.647,0.187,0.8974,1,1,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,5,4,4,20,31,7,1,21,0,27,3,0,2,1,66,60,34,0,6,15,0,1,1,4,3,0,3,0,1,25,30,0,0,11,10,0,3,9,13,0,6,12,5,41,18,47,40,6,33,0,3,1,3,39,19,3,7,11,217,66,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973477214831922,0.07255838811823022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143806667496443,0.06670868315891287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351832341196494,0.0,0.16304271078968222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280936379363083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151228478003384,0.0,0.09520113096604693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35616872001212435,0.0997349478750139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751161168010134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06962306658059295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05759557350052851,0.0,0.0,0.16664897664132836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694857387412217,0.24184832669415196,0.18223612210050005,0.08365134171358526,0.0,0.07314023353631821,0.13948553926985285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17218627326894692,0.0,0.0,0.0982820956463219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04792350176960872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04260210406900841,0.0,0.0,0.07717032237942634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840833511836943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273947081321343,0.0,0.08543866634917081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954489665270961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090867180824327,0.07614072871482806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871497490284667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29305591966183303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172664969856272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07446935262645872,0.0,0.0693458982307524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213373790364264,0.0,0.0,0.17778129401921638,0.0,0.06713174788861682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294488206014104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116163289674246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218610374600854,0.0,0.0,0.21026707641265094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22350004458192654,0.0,0.0,0.15254317169930234,0.0,0.0,0.08332448832066418,0.0,0.11840778834018185,0.0,0.08518290647235527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05143353002519306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002770822605118,0.0,0.0,0.06348351581476395,0.08855705654344745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lydiasburdens,2020/04/19,"I don’t know how to respond to people when they’re talking to me, either in person or online. In person, my mind draws a blank and the only thing I’m thinking about is how I’m left stammering there feeling like an idiot—red cheeked. Online, I just don’t respond, but when I do it’s the only time I ever feel my heart racing out of my chest. How can I try to overcome this? Also, I mostly likely won’t respond here if people answer, but I’d like you to know in advance that I greatly appreciate anyone who offers to leave me advice.",7.406756756756756,5.008577243243245,8.376108108108111,74.55064864864869,64.85585585585585,9.60072072072072,33.01081081081081,6.742157984588678,2.2014345945945943,418,12,81,2,5,144,74,111,0.027999999999999997,0.871,0.10099999999999999,0.8146,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,11,5,0,0,4,0,6,3,3,3,1,20,13,11,0,1,6,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,13,4,12,12,2,10,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,3,7,57,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20236991309077126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16561304043978126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448049779755933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18732842851466944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20942595271526288,0.1479480338044045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22832192602312376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454074515194588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276269525827205,0.0,0.0,0.21928270153195,0.22500829599636987,0.0,0.0,0.3035270826867045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20910595901113024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150087206918371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871458834211085,0.3616530805304185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664543563002677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758408758213325,0.1326975079337506,0.0,0.0,0.12075820849564482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14060326889044153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AdditionalReporter1,2020/04/20,"An example of how I am broken I was out running earlier today, and apparently the girl I have a crush on saw me and tried getting my attention, but there was loud construction nearby so I didn't hear and only found out via text afterwards. The stupid part? I found myself feeling *relief* when I found out I narrowly missed talking to her in person (haven't seen her in months actually), because that means I didn't give myself an opportunity to fuck it up. God damn it that's not how this works.",3.041672394043527,5.276473556701035,4.67106529209622,80.7697823596793,76.31958762886596,8.02245131729668,25.21076746849943,8.841846274778883,2.0660135166093934,393,14,75,9,9,132,70,97,0.18600000000000005,0.7340000000000001,0.079,-0.899,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,5,6,3,0,5,0,7,1,0,2,0,16,19,8,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,5,6,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,9,5,14,2,10,10,1,12,0,1,2,1,7,7,2,0,4,52,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.20531746220725408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282562709664631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638322126601077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6920694995832162,0.0,0.1945089586308414,0.10992393089673247,0.20183230854467074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23713310326597864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22918439289589815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16793715647237953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16001666459956554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22783982563503824,0.0,0.0,0.18371084953311026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910941922330552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19943208550814526,0.0,0.0,0.14284598896329745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317177571755605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Veryintellleegentman,2020/04/20,"It's my birthday today I haven't met anyone new in the last 10 years of my life. All I do is work, play video games, or sleep. The few old friends I had from high school are actual normal well-adjusted people and have gone on to get married and have kids, or work high paying, stressful jobs. So we dont keep in touch at all anymore. I cant even socialize with people in anonymous chat rooms. Best scenario is that I send one message, immediately disconnect, then have a panic attack/cry. Typically I just stare at the screen and never try to talk to anyone at all. I've tried medication and therapy and working out over the years and nothing really helps. I am slowly turning into a bitter angry old man which makes me hate myself even more, which further feeds the social anxiety. I dont know why I am posting this. I will probably delete this account and never come back to see if anyone replied. I can't handle the fact that someone might have wanted to reach out and talk. It makes me too nervous. I'm so tired and frustrated.",4.7528078817734025,5.793957064039412,5.527068965517241,81.26232758620691,69.49261083743843,8.164532019704433,27.80049261083744,8.418075326091056,1.9054098522167489,816,27,156,12,14,266,135,203,0.14300000000000002,0.805,0.052000000000000005,-0.9562,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,0,4,7,9,3,3,8,0,18,5,1,2,6,32,31,15,0,3,4,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,1,2,8,15,1,1,1,4,2,3,7,6,0,1,3,5,17,3,19,26,6,30,0,0,3,0,14,15,0,4,11,99,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.11249604931157607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818841305291926,0.0,0.11432617220850452,0.2418180765401215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311469413141601,0.0,0.08864273034986515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097860109714564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930298158634872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662898997197958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27021315845218874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15228189151282154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906456594026865,0.0,0.06022872004037558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381452511145762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726934095803087,0.2435979964674174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439700049413855,0.102465613065319,0.0,0.0,0.06335453450539129,0.0939680839095185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142523797538878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15389976765534075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613185114518244,0.0,0.12229320873336665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17782113502888858,0.11133754719942736,0.0,0.0,0.11294931996696933,0.11061367783252156,0.0,0.24193264238061524,0.0,0.0781162938985956,0.0,0.0,0.13525551852701148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15984041936046786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040578348975102,0.0,0.12429067341414758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385092514241316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666889085100908,0.09186274359507812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153626371654473,0.23502562856323425,0.0976758477752593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205214462377485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18531440394284032,0.0,0.0,0.13183202204252634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249669336482714,0.10927137655241337,0.0,0.0,0.15653426888897332,0.1253908662368252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799476733525388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365001050949886,0.0,0.10402171329415184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517742930730866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14847228713370805 socialanxiety,JeepersScoob_,2020/04/20,How can I stop myself from thinking my friends really despise me? I just got out of a really manipulative relationship and the relationship ruined my connections with my true friends. I have been trying to reconnect with them and it seemed to work. But I always overthink their texts as if they actually hate me or they just want to get out of the conversation. I want to try and hang out with them but quarantine is here.,5.364599156118143,7.183320164556964,6.274113924050635,73.53159282700423,68.87341772151899,10.329957805907174,29.62236286919831,10.504223727775694,3.3438084388185647,339,13,62,10,6,112,53,79,0.098,0.799,0.10400000000000001,-0.1397,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,5,1,4,6,2,0,3,0,4,0,0,2,1,23,11,9,0,3,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,16,3,14,9,0,5,0,1,0,0,10,3,0,3,1,49,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.23081010379876146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19680418598115568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654706424850368,0.0,0.12357231395463013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891672260374317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335152435622385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030424588608361,0.0,0.0,0.5078694748690658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153195800204617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19774191227648025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155292682710064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32116408595167745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790120969129473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17218990081185914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,punkyisland401,2020/04/20,"Can’t get myself to get ( or even apply) for a job. I’m embarrassed My social anxiety is preventing me from fulfilling any hope of having a real job or career. I can’t get myself to apply, I would be so scared if they did contact me... I can barely answer my phone... then go to an interview?! No way... or then the idea that I could even handle or manage keeping the job because with my anxiety randomly acting up, I’m just not reliable... I’m lucky ( but I’m not really) that I have some financial cushion due to loosing a parent, I do have some money invested in things earning me a little income... but I just feel worthless and so embarrassed that at 32 I am not working. On the plus side, I do own a home.. ( inherited) and I keep myself busy with house projects and other hobbies... but I can’t shake this every day anxious thoughts about being a fuck up... I try and hide my social anxiety.. I wonder if those around me just think I’m lazy and fucking up... I don’t think anyone understands the internal battle in my head about this..",2.537756202804747,4.391186572815535,4.625760517799353,82.28199568500541,76.47572815533981,7.684573894282633,25.036677454153185,8.515128840125781,1.8597732470334407,798,28,154,16,18,275,120,206,0.183,0.807,0.01,-0.9827,5,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,1,2,10,10,3,4,11,0,17,3,1,0,0,43,37,19,0,5,15,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,9,0,3,8,0,3,3,8,8,0,0,2,1,27,2,20,31,3,18,0,1,0,2,7,10,2,12,4,113,35,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385614663448327,0.0,0.3167473883950909,0.15591968219593047,0.0,0.09650454516040324,0.0,0.0,0.12286419995642195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413375114391737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019517233823993,0.0,0.0,0.08900940851659267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18231756972278,0.0,0.11628509402379207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978543346409342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25518858762062163,0.21632422127519535,0.0,0.07843811954469859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164503930966996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13844208861076698,0.13708180916868742,0.0,0.15925283946495894,0.0,0.15580415086604574,0.0,0.0,0.41088108848275545,0.24535132008983224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383290769353092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325130661803044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570933171119514,0.08841708662786127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817887906267073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813814629995577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169221928033963,0.1768711659791699,0.0,0.10956991070901326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370433739249592,0.0,0.0,0.14368034066538976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955129982394424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14967331599004166,0.10047786329186588,0.0,0.0,0.09804316420790972,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,amoonmoon01,2020/04/20,"Even my thoughts make me anxious. I’m a person who has anxiety problems and is trying to live with it. :) Which I’m failing at by the way.",-0.5891379310344824,1.6100610344827615,1.8857758620689644,94.45556034482763,93.82758620689656,4.279310344827587,24.49137931034483,5.985473137389443,0.6472000000000002,106,5,23,1,4,36,27,29,0.28,0.634,0.086,-0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,4,5,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,15,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907606423181984,0.42938292727569105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25103967208894296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33561816049173915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537067725055696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318717465155235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636858327685497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017415655225094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580497992386815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016903135176465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,goodplaceshrimp,2020/04/20,"DAE hate going to the hair salon? I can never effectively communicate what I want, so the stylist has to work with their own interpretation of what I told them, which usually different from mine. Then they cut/style my hair and I don't like it but obviously I don't want to *say* that so I just walk out having spent money on a look I don't feel good about. I don't blame the stylist at all but I don't remember the last time I had a positive experience.",1.7303073286051998,3.75984640425532,3.9237588652482285,85.5338888888889,79.63829787234044,8.007565011820331,22.14657210401891,8.841846274778883,1.4587579196217502,358,11,80,9,9,123,65,94,0.1,0.784,0.11599999999999999,0.3263,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,2,4,3,1,0,6,0,9,2,2,1,3,15,17,6,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,2,2,6,1,0,0,3,5,15,2,10,14,2,10,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,6,55,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918924625211505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27328708546317354,0.0,0.0,0.1412628379907216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15877799740601714,0.23433054883597945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27582974490434864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277318522265103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649087438449525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346086961130336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21547495043179865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31648288894809673,0.0,0.0,0.22217405668888415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16290862733677636,0.0,0.0,0.2669594029934688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076974155665907,0.0,0.3295709279733324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20339184582346725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,socialanxietykills,2020/04/20,"Weird Feeling? I think all this might sound extremely stupid and rubbish but I get this weird feeling suddenly during the day. It's like i am sitting at talking with my parents and then all of a sudden I don't feel good..there's this weird feeling inside of me..like I want to get away from everything ,stop thinking and just be alone I guess?? And it's been years since I have been getting this weird feeling and I never paid too much attention to it (don't know why)...but now it's a little different because the frequency of this feeling has increased....like I get this feeling A LOT and sometimes this feeling is accompanied by increasing heartbeat. I am certain that it's not a panic attack and I can't seem to understand why do I get this feeling and what kind of situations lead to it . I know it sounds extremely strange but does anyone else get this feeling or experience anything similar to this?",2.9170539682539665,5.4817164799999984,3.912523809523812,84.32808730158733,78.48571428571428,6.860317460317463,29.722222222222207,7.984000788550335,2.296784126984127,724,35,133,13,18,233,98,175,0.107,0.7170000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.8347,2,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,3,10,2,1,6,0,13,0,0,1,4,41,38,12,0,1,5,1,10,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,19,9,0,1,17,0,1,2,5,7,0,0,3,12,14,3,14,33,5,14,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,5,9,87,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270876476791016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579972397209752,0.12572802235350333,0.10097756632352063,0.0,0.0,0.1395971491321435,0.11528744916944801,0.0,0.0,0.07480116727027628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913598959457971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820290209458593,0.0,0.0,0.10738189343354716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250611615083008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028131484509963,0.12003118257571055,0.0,0.0,0.6204444483459575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846566696530329,0.0,0.0,0.10292097353494638,0.0,0.0,0.13517580965039155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778066111460915,0.1348733308291305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05994853739757644,0.12298484593277348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432126931290768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301729428557925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902039073468945,0.0,0.0946393536011296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14397045483150725,0.13625181885822127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170802195515736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150465989517377,0.13792802864094467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136055367311666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258870965630118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986273954402542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15725163197663025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774251771061215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237588296601763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072415778969387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901941059892956 socialanxiety,Cromnir,2020/04/20,"I got a little better and I'm feeling motivated These last few days I've been actively trying to get rid of my anxiety. It was mostly online because of the quarantine but I managed to post comments here (which I was barely capable of), I've talked on Discord to the few friends I have, I tried to spend more time with my family, etc... I made sure I had at a few social interactions each day and I think I'm starting to see improvement already. Now I can post stuff without being anxious, I'm also a little better at holding conversations and in a more general way, I feel anxiety less often and can deal with it more easily when it happens. I know this is basically nothing and I still have a long way to go before I can actually make new friends or even date but these small improvements made me very motivated. I'll keep getting out of my comfort zone, little by little, step by step, and eventually I'm sure my anxiety will disappear. I'll also start therapy as soon as the quarantine is over. I'm actually eager to see the results I'll have in the next weeks, months and years. So, I wanted to share this motivation with you. No matter how bad your anxiety is, please don't give up, you can do it too ! I hope you'll get better and you'll achieve everything you want in your life. Take care !",4.035171358629132,5.334580701550389,5.805014279885764,77.62911260709917,71.44186046511628,9.307547939616486,29.47042023663811,9.682069395223575,2.8219891472868226,1023,41,198,25,19,352,146,258,0.073,0.667,0.26,0.9945,0,2,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,7,0,7,12,13,0,0,10,0,20,1,0,8,2,40,49,18,0,3,4,0,2,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,10,13,0,2,7,0,1,4,3,1,0,0,7,4,27,12,29,38,10,39,0,0,2,0,17,14,0,4,17,128,37,5,0.0,0.0,0.19702228537688252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139914458118312,0.16145690663164478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089012065716821,0.11404303489912206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428775408439511,0.061537249068034885,0.0,0.0858997109852892,0.0,0.0,0.2678421491280711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292369089678842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020682108692666,0.10407343778269423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258422624183964,0.0666755109867739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072597376257767,0.0,0.09516523136182732,0.0,0.10208515707459137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598507178728174,0.0,0.15822422396558994,0.09683896894318368,0.05737134067151814,0.0,0.08073771160554391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892683967852368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026460628244814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897276365801902,0.0,0.0,0.05547863793273808,0.08228647475905132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130288828559246,0.0,0.4047075398389582,0.0,0.08933621743718048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19103976233626413,0.06738388620751838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057610398107269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749665935704308,0.10735984085751432,0.0,0.0,0.09686277755472712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108111035090341,0.0,0.0,0.19336145504745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608857181638862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290425029375193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429036903309957,0.0,0.08061757687325045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556184404742242,0.0,0.0,0.19028547265795864,0.0,0.07590068467635852,0.0811385546459277,0.0,0.0,0.11544337080111727,0.0,0.0,0.06468370211614421,0.0,0.0,0.05886386344430236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13707476655863055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329305820443361,0.11908404371568093,0.1602563901248426,0.08097477183955687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097310720710608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500750360840837 socialanxiety,gegetu,2020/04/20,"We did it! (Thank you!!) Last night I asked for some help making a few calls, and you guys really came through! I took you guys’ advise and wrote some things down before I called and it went great! I won’t lie, it was still nerve wracking (my hands are still shaking from the adrenaline) but it went super well! It was a bit awkward, but that’s just a given for me lol :) Anyway just wanted to say a big thanks to the community, you guys are awesome. It may seem silly and small to some but I’ve been putting this off for weeks and you really gave me the push I needed to get it over with. Thank you <3",0.6230875576036894,2.860719741935487,1.757834101382489,98.23532258064516,85.4516129032258,4.833179723502305,15.308755760368664,6.1826913282559595,-0.7548115207373272,464,8,107,4,14,146,80,124,0.023,0.7240000000000001,0.252,0.9871,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,6,0,1,7,9,0,2,7,1,8,1,1,1,0,22,24,8,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,10,8,0,0,1,0,0,7,1,2,1,0,11,2,15,7,13,11,5,17,0,0,0,0,18,5,0,5,5,71,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429373543250636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010344745609634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692310527876444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31224833226398435,0.17487257803744466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988198009387225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16856865545710364,0.0,0.4541739776066935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248313349741177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246308505856912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205943417072516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133706320746254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434827732008319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370296153316848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19589850583527396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215892348500639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391910036687549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24420628559653676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222989743755286,0.0,0.0,0.10157747466471416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987335959402258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018216968783443,0.0,0.12264414923469735,0.0,0.13747209090113358,0.2834727112064138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,azontoman,2020/04/20,"Missing lectures because of SA? When there were no novel coronavirus and lecture classes were in session, there would be occasions where I would skip or miss class. I am in college obviously but I always thought it was because I was tired or because of my moderate depression that has severely intensified since the beginning of this year. Sure, that may be part of the reason but when I really started to think about it, I realized that I have social anxiety. Just the thought after waking up for a morning class and having to surrounded by people is just too much for me. Everyone else is chatting with each other and I am just sitting by myself quietly between people minding my own business. What makes it worse is when you know that this is a small lecture group-seminar where the professor picks on people to answer a question out loud or when they make you interact with classmates in a small group. It's more awkward when everyone is quickly finding a group and you're left out, then the instructor asks, ""Who hasn't found a group yet?"" It feels embarrassing a bit. All of this creates fear and makes me anxious to even go to class sometimes and when I do go to class, I feel proud of myself even though it should be something so simple for others. What do yall think?",7.198178571428571,7.511636841666667,7.074880952380955,74.87250000000002,63.91666666666666,10.19047619047619,36.726190476190474,9.957137785484203,3.7184940476190484,1022,47,178,20,14,325,140,240,0.146,0.8059999999999999,0.047,-0.9746,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,1,1,21,8,0,3,12,0,24,2,1,5,3,44,42,20,0,3,8,0,2,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,18,11,0,0,13,2,0,2,2,6,0,0,7,4,20,2,29,28,7,29,0,3,0,0,13,13,0,5,13,142,38,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586441822699052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652335264534543,0.1573091482306729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017687769618252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546505074311871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202134363788564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993298799249955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632275914577304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18394227846447853,0.0,0.0,0.2661123989580407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15669126256698712,0.14081464177626907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726897102626236,0.0,0.0,0.1526768311586942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582742294059689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765263506527755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129195874064366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788447822303325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14059948315703452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236235438752857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079061832947166,0.0,0.2896084094681085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598818422971944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920500856965895,0.14316881023400152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573091482306729,0.0,0.11518631812941135,0.0,0.0,0.1419444859332721,0.0,0.10719892097108656,0.1377185575341037,0.0,0.0985595386201084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13123837703447908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784473395205226,0.13680918639040454,0.22109266877143025,0.0,0.16004361007351722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190429450896427,0.19783373637210785,0.0,0.0,0.08967031638790457 socialanxiety,anselayala,2020/04/20,This dude back at it again So I’ve noticed this stupid little pattern I have with partners after a small while after being with them. I’ll be with them have a good first few months. Everything’s going swell and later I feel my mental issues get to me and start to mess my grind up. I don’t know what to say at times because it’s probably to random or just plain dumb. It just causes me to not say much at times. I try to correct myself but thinking about not knowing what to think about really gets to me 💀 It started happening recently again to my girl and I’m scared I’ll lose her cause she realizes I have mental problems. If she hasn’t noticed how much I overthink already.. just need help to see if anyone can talk me through it.,2.1478240302743608,4.15768085430464,3.3078192999053933,90.55769867549671,78.20529801324504,5.903689687795647,22.70624408703879,6.868970318607317,0.6446628192999055,583,18,120,6,14,188,96,151,0.11699999999999999,0.846,0.037000000000000005,-0.8968,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,2,10,7,2,1,2,0,8,0,0,3,1,28,22,10,0,4,9,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,9,6,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,6,0,1,0,4,19,1,22,20,3,21,0,1,1,0,11,6,1,4,14,82,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844245165600105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672970065955524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737102797999985,0.0,0.09304815705861924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31360742779904577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718332853363732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717956093819364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983582669449265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15949659395998633,0.0,0.08674904384440406,0.1280275062487045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497938127296769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231162717783984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15931689636650045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16777431861006434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15298575781356966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17076553795965774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076511972197217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218360926422529,0.0,0.22441648023453306,0.11318090544165554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475641618019333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645721431342072,0.14605622624980352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778533408241567,0.0,0.15071395760901768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24277150864308264,0.1528196456997851,0.0,0.12163461804777168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21607928894373954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226865531128419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19561158045858448,0.0,0.0,0.1780116626528775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363279640124744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,emilyscoolaf,2020/04/20,"I get really anxious around one of my closest friends. She wants to visit me for a couple days and i’m nervous. Does anyone else get anxious around certain friends? We have been friends for at least 3 years and it’s rare where i don’t feel anxious. She’s never done anything to the point i should be anxious around her- but i blame it on her having higher energy and the people we met through. I think i feel like she’s always judging me, which isn’t the case. She is usually is a really good friend to me, and i worry my anxiety around her will be detrimental to our friendships longevity/strength. Is there a way to overcome this? I would feel really weird telling her that i feel this way.",3.0917391304347817,5.060577811594207,3.687753623188408,89.1059782608696,75.23188405797102,6.6289855072463775,26.71739130434783,7.492282038375204,1.3964956521739131,550,21,110,7,12,173,84,138,0.134,0.685,0.18100000000000002,0.8671,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,3,0,0,0,6,9,0,1,6,0,14,0,0,0,2,21,24,5,0,3,1,0,4,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,3,4,25,7,15,16,1,16,0,0,0,0,18,9,0,0,5,76,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926979671542824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912666004314859,0.5391145066034888,0.0,0.0834195521636697,0.122240198844508,0.098176345695759,0.4248204691406665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200669121197145,0.0,0.07694067657088853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440301024309252,0.12208856666584712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966249199263376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412930747436277,0.08523021028696318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686933405818963,0.0,0.12466196717081815,0.0,0.0,0.10006584081000322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05828550385778795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201396145555003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084291729065925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270979815579106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278006022565458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22928600174799554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042762312836144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644465570053982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313955895067162,0.0,0.07036810219155024,0.18939461048330067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115816280896642,0.0,0.08474955078373622,0.0,0.0,0.07682733159541996 socialanxiety,mrblankogreen,2020/04/20,"How can someone with social anxiety like me survive school? Hi, I feel that I have trouble communicating with others in school probably due to previous experiences, I was outcasted and bullied by some of my classmates, hence my relationships with people has not always been well, recently enrolled in a new school with new surroundings, anyone have any tips for someone like me who is a loner with social anxiety on surviving school? Thanks in advance.",8.780129870129871,10.379050129870137,8.499116883116884,61.55724675324677,60.68831168831169,11.874285714285715,40.07532467532467,11.602472056035307,5.49871116883117,368,19,51,11,5,118,57,77,0.16899999999999998,0.7140000000000001,0.11599999999999999,-0.5535,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,10,9,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,1,7,4,13,7,1,10,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,6,37,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337102294104974,0.0,0.0,0.10927738832838496,0.0,0.24586084559420845,0.0,0.0,0.11236093782986158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15718950619724786,0.0,0.0,0.0812516834088582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15701388236891664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103984135014455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140494341505963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325524412565882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586658775987407,0.17252515147679295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6505233775315787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276144664276524,0.2723109045373789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794538827807874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444831489054129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Username4720,2020/04/20,"Feeling lost in the moment and changing my life Does anybody else ever have this feeling of being lost in the moment? A few weeks ago I watched [this](https://youtu.be/qQ-D-8aCRR4) Yt Video about how to defeat Social Anxiety and why selfimages are bullshit. In the beginning this helped me quite a lot..And afterwards I had some moments where I was just happy..nothing else. And this video set of this whole ""fight"" inside my head. Idk how to describe it tbh. There is the ""Social-Anxiety-Part"" of myself that just tells me why I should be scared and why that is a bad idea and what I should worry about and whatever. Just the ""typical"" Social Anxiety thoughts. And then there is this completely new side of me..(maybe not new..but its back after a long time)..that just enjoys life and wants to be happy and tells me why my thoughts and doubts are unreasonable etc. And now im bascially stuck. I am ""lost in the moment"". This is the first time that I srly felt like making progress and now Im not moving forward. Im having these moments where I am happy..and then there is the complete opposite. And since I dont wanna waste that chance I felt like I need to change. Especially right now I have the time to do the changes in my life that I need/want to do. And since I know myself and my social Anxiety..I know that i would not rly try to change and just find excuses etc. So Im writing everything down that I wanna change and I ll prolly also keep you updated about my progess (Im not sure about that yet..but Its probably needed so that I ll start changing). So atm my focus lies on gaining confidence/being satisfied with myself and becoming the person that I wanna be bcz I feel like if Im satisfied with myself I ll have a lot less problems with my anxiety. Ofc this wont fix it completely but its a start. So I want to... ...do sports at least 3 times a week (workouts/running) ...try out new things that Im interested in/finding new hobbies/interests ...try out mediation ...balance my sleep rhythm ...read more (doesnt matter what) ...and fap less/try out nofap (to see if its does have any benefits or if the ""secret"" is just not fapping for the dopamine/only fapping if you have lust (kinda hard to explain xd) Thats it for now..if you want to you can post whatever you wanna change in the comments so that you put yourself under pressure to actually do sth.",2.630672491655215,4.856052000000002,3.805440310229727,86.52160244453171,77.59611231101513,6.973669742784214,24.561604162576085,8.00094639256281,1.4788708423326131,1848,65,363,32,44,600,211,463,0.077,0.8420000000000001,0.08199999999999999,0.6175,0,0,1,0,1,0,99.0,0,6,0,8,28,18,1,3,21,0,33,6,2,3,2,80,58,35,0,17,17,0,6,3,0,4,3,0,0,1,31,25,0,1,13,4,1,3,8,10,0,1,10,8,44,8,43,40,9,52,0,4,2,1,19,18,0,9,34,238,75,1,0.0,0.0,0.05785395340133885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052552889167916894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047410476102859686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04031607364041595,0.0,0.1360594004106934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045586777690519546,0.049500794164214566,0.0,0.06547601558022857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4390123043579132,0.0,0.18647869687167398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037620254477094,0.0,0.06948199324859694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990506117231997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322376819710859,0.0,0.05362699676243398,0.0,0.0,0.05328185335289111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899293687878632,0.04235346867929322,0.11384647387779127,0.0,0.10837147885854242,0.050428091750165376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06311036164419243,0.05310803227337914,0.0,0.06084387693698655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03973772304444895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692594832665068,0.44826848948653947,0.0,0.0,0.05269554655294526,0.0,0.0,0.06516336012630541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562499622916945,0.08689148790503133,0.0,0.0,0.05246567260932758,0.0,0.0,0.19415090124882525,0.10080457566043964,0.0,0.0,0.03957343409344398,0.0,0.05956010649606323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06301094886103638,0.0,0.13187801616749048,0.0,0.22903265694797015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05688589601177128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420026096929303,0.0,0.0,0.05176568429177388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056778981060600524,0.0,0.06391963870666506,0.056728077030224075,0.0,0.05959815540447826,0.0,0.06305727146206319,0.059301397369035676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0506293683097271,0.0,0.0,0.059354981677822334,0.0,0.047242751365864206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808291478508896,0.0,0.05932816908387699,0.24173580932354666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392495727550674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05587574444711512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036360248507058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039386554821558825,0.0,0.0,0.0941318975329718,0.13827906650113495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610034548490302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398721510674015,0.0,0.09511026973884537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213983242628522,0.06618998043880596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060207154675472836,0.0,0.04211461443797685,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,steadystate43,2020/04/20,"Anxious Leader Lately I am having symtoms of anxiety/or panic attact whenever I am conducting presentations or presiding over a meeting. The problem is, I just got promoted and one of the expectations for me having that position is to do those things that I am anxious about. I am a young engineer whose job is about designing, which means I am always have been working in front of a computer. I started having symptoms of fear of public speaking in one of the presentations of my gaduate study 2 years ago. About 6 months ago, I get by in my presentation by taking a valium, which is prescribed of course. What should I do? Should I talk to the president of the companu saying I cannot do this part of the job or do it anyway?",6.876852517985611,6.988659949640296,7.994883093525183,68.6900224820144,64.6115107913669,11.55431654676259,36.08003597122303,11.20814326018867,4.330963309352518,579,26,100,16,8,198,83,139,0.10400000000000001,0.875,0.021,-0.8677,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,2,10,0,21,1,0,0,0,9,26,3,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,10,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,2,2,14,0,22,22,1,15,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,10,85,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334553405161716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565033511582411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4249692743067472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116500308222909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826763159463328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15043025968462528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732944114553023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21217019268375956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048817514494768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012915284826867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549050746959033,0.0,0.0,0.2206794276359086,0.0,0.20367976168103846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17997374209531775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957423591751925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312886146321526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19549428509093053,0.14141792576297724,0.1511771092231942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495656525959135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692948845733108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112178379589594 socialanxiety,ThatsTits_Janis,2020/04/20,"I feel sad because everyone is making friends so quickly and I could be their friend too but I don't have the guts. Ok so basically. I joined Tiktok for the gays. Pretty girls, funny girls, etc etc etc. But then there was this one girl who I became slightly obsessed with, because she's so funny and cute and sweet but also full of confidence and exactly my type. ANd then she wanted to host a Zoom for the first time with the 150 people watching and I chickened out. And then the time after that too. And basically apperently she's now close friends with a lot of those people who joined that Zoom, and this other Tiktoker who I follow is now also friends with her, and I COULD HAVE BEEN PART OF THAT FRIENDGROUP. I WANT GAY FRIENDS. OR LIKE. ANY FRIENDS. I have two friends who I am very close with, which I'm already very happy with because I never thought Id even have a best friend. But they dont know eachother and really I actually just want a friendgroup. AND I COULD HAVE BEEN PART OF THAT FRIENDGROUP. Everyone seems so nice.",2.476008958038662,4.962884559405943,3.0574681753889688,90.27463696369641,79.64356435643565,5.827817067421028,23.97548326261197,7.07126945348624,0.9145918906176332,819,29,163,10,21,255,106,202,0.015,0.639,0.34600000000000003,0.998,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,2,14,17,0,1,9,1,17,3,1,1,2,41,27,26,0,6,6,0,1,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,13,21,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,2,0,3,4,3,21,15,15,19,8,16,0,1,1,2,21,4,0,3,12,121,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.1013039617896848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145573422262199,0.16603425616351106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059462220751711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18984554309596835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894259538813543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248652437989144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166499911074548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473280638738172,0.06856578081399503,0.0,0.0,0.19839054480742416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05248965025350276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830106119709445,0.0,0.0,0.6416291729383883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050808611444876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057051473202952674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050716510875333715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882558777797737,0.0,0.0,0.06929423867507184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006496929715394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034460410549548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248330633173478,0.0,0.14393810124382553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561248294631248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650359141092117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450507645879268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241385065527798,0.12106534165407687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140766276472538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17130888050652954,0.18369016567731847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,yesyouarenot,2020/04/20,"My social anxiety has gotten worse because of the quarantine, affecting me with family members too. Has anyone else experienced this? My family knows about my anxiety disorder. They let me spend time alone in my room and don't force me into social situations. I am not triggered by them easily. It used to be my mom, sister and I during quarantine. We each ate alone at our times (sleep schedule is all messed up for everyone) and talked a bit everyday. Dad came home a few days ago and since then we are having family meals. I can't go through a full meal without feeling anxious, shaky, stressed. I can't look anyone in the eye. I feel like I'm at a gathering with strangers. I finish my meals quickly and go back to my room to do some breathing exercises and relax. My dad is the one I'm closest with. Everyone is very nice and supporting. We don't fight, they don't complain and let me be in peace. They spend time together and don't force me to do so. However, these beginnings of anxiety attacks are stressing me out. Has anyone else experienced this? What can I do?",3.2896872616323454,5.542555792270537,4.734309687261637,80.5246681922197,75.61835748792271,8.80233918128655,27.802949402491738,9.414487439383343,2.7778560386473434,847,35,159,23,19,282,121,207,0.124,0.7609999999999999,0.11599999999999999,0.3241,1,4,0,0,1,0,27.0,4,0,4,0,5,11,2,3,7,0,24,8,3,3,1,30,38,11,0,0,2,4,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,5,19,4,0,3,2,2,3,8,7,0,1,3,6,29,4,22,31,6,27,0,0,2,0,18,12,0,2,13,108,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037633855992013,0.0,0.0,0.2424701387174635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26864334678348795,0.13224034921571515,0.0,0.2455455508858502,0.2398761136700096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133168489356654,0.0,0.09000910257497732,0.0,0.0713564604250463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277952096049579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338812726203078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549165762746587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415671075867025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19557110904467007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22370470480992247,0.0,0.0,0.3310509082719769,0.0,0.11837440868902226,0.08362507507420068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305163497422373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174170565652849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433110501423515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23939608375910004,0.0,0.05718781661378439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829784701588312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709497457731454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932040769214035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683021684136076,0.1315762343876304,0.11714088003563435,0.2386484015733937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26817529161781223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283415124679446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408545476474753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20476948543888607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109909702059294,0.0,0.09658374239112773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283813781864548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929041427112723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,thehider2020,2020/04/20,"Quarantine has made me realize just how bad my mental health was at work Made this throwaway account since people I know know my main account. Posted this on r/confessions as well. So... Global pandemic and widespread suffering aside, not having to show up to work is one of the best things to happen to me in a long time because I was just kind of miserable at the office. The work itself is fine and the pay is good, but I never felt like I belonged in that work environment and it gets very suffocating at times. Initially, I thought the issue was that I'm a very socially anxious and introverted person in a workplace where I'm surrounded by loud, outgoing people. Thing is, I have friends that are loud and outgoing and I can hang out with them just fine. My guess is I either don't have the social skills to vibe with or relate to them, or my personality just isn't compatible with theirs. I always knew the way I was feeling at work wasn't ideal, but all this time spent at home and away from my coworkers has made me realize just how fucked up I was psychologically. At work, I never felt like myself. I never felt like I could say the things I wanna say and strike up a conversation with people without feeling scared that I'm gonna screw things up and they're gonna think I'm weird or stupid or whatever. I always felt like I was just holding on for dear life until my shift ends and I was clear to return to the safety of my home. I remember one weekend where I got to hang out with some friends I hadn't seen in months. It was amazing. I didn't feel inhibited, I didn't feel like I was holding my breath, I didn't feel like I was faking. I just felt like myself. Ever since the quarantine started and I've been doing what every rational human being has been doing, staying at home and keeping in touch with friends and family, I've been feeling more and more like myself. I'll be completely honest. I dread the day I have to go back to work. I've been debating whether or not I should say this, but the selfish part of my mind wants this to go on longer.",4.849130434782608,5.504944009661838,5.695797101449276,81.53688405797105,69.04830917874396,8.83864734299517,27.89371980676329,8.94667605116694,2.0199893719806767,1636,52,330,28,27,537,190,414,0.145,0.723,0.132,-0.7071,0,2,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,3,10,15,32,3,3,16,0,41,5,1,5,6,83,78,28,0,5,20,0,12,8,3,3,2,5,3,3,17,22,0,3,19,2,4,4,13,11,1,2,32,18,48,21,51,40,8,49,0,2,1,2,15,26,2,7,24,226,65,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459440989780805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458093000100067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034211509462494,0.05756982380565528,0.06251268772757522,0.04563959351381371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785706478346075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784989732131845,0.0,0.0,0.0597769956090389,0.0,0.0,0.04828446572711712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631192386682708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06772351351084463,0.0630805633981907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058005584877428,0.0,0.2271368224891122,0.1604597990657493,0.3594310551260244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17353136624755033,0.06921540552998051,0.03911608754693368,0.0,0.08509982838835509,0.0627967659810502,0.05987977029715175,0.0,0.08247690818851762,0.0,0.06620662126777366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958250058996105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252998551766912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814403444303275,0.0,0.0665472201389365,0.0,0.07796479179429261,0.082292352105335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05288235803517094,0.29261862919192844,0.0,0.0,0.06625692099734279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125292541521414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754505840255413,0.0,0.075596589116635,0.0,0.05975991270843431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732313192316451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146666868998974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107609047015238,0.0,0.15571471134662848,0.1307458642542469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170403571216215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848122535154018,0.0,0.0,0.17861707294576515,0.07495716982625769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386521725348815,0.0,0.0,0.15263952241538056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05299283309788379,0.07980064768276646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19895918389164668,0.047973185611296716,0.0,0.059437813221356266,0.13097056697872908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354992712689918,0.04415981727714285,0.059427717472409686,0.0,0.0,0.06731643778270921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217127520371018,0.0,0.3815398865258118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,_Fiend_,2020/04/20,Does anyone else suppress their personality when in public? I’ve been thinking recently about my SA and why I barely have any friends and I realized that when I’m around strangers or just people I’m not comfortable with I suppress my personality so much that I just become a silent a boring person with nothing to offer. Can anyone relate?,4.5290476190476205,7.234038015873022,5.549444444444443,73.97750000000002,73.60317460317461,7.374603174603175,27.96031746031746,8.344100000000001,2.397107936507937,277,11,44,5,6,91,46,63,0.091,0.862,0.048,-0.3665,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,13,6,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,7,2,6,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,3,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579176763877078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32474747960693096,0.2379370030872253,0.0,0.2067251817178727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564689292855546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20321743260680555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939901512684528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17941272458960705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17070854197111107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228215127677054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16099222420417714,0.6082970767109842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292893991675057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487973060527986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20954258072844575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,arianjesuz,2020/04/20,Socially anxious partner Hi my names Mark and recently someone who has social anxiety told me she liked me and we're under lockdown in south africa so we've been texting. I know a bit about her and we have quite a bit in common thing is she doesnt really respond with anything that stimulates the conversation so my question is how to help her feel more open or to get her to engage a bit more without pushing?,2.317037037037036,4.939259716049384,3.653333333333333,84.90000000000002,81.46913580246914,6.562962962962962,27.51851851851852,7.793537801064563,2.0023925925925923,331,15,61,6,9,108,62,81,0.045,0.833,0.121,0.7351,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,2,0,14,10,7,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,11,2,9,8,5,8,0,0,0,0,17,5,0,2,3,42,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15086047307988845,0.22278431848540373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622820384115817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6458868759737774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971223655375257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303091850439466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218164300682889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837812719800456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634388313046097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22091354321259746,0.2097506627659552,0.0,0.0,0.12633389261337974,0.0,0.19471509827708453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020491613753331,0.1670902570274453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101353398806392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884368140988483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900975593468985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,gravesage,2020/04/20,"Social anxiety, Reddit, and social distancing. Reddit has been helping feelings of isolation. Before quarantine, I was socially anxious even on Reddit. I guess I was a “lurker”, likes only, never posting. Just started feeling comfortable posting and it’s helping my feelings of isolation. This sub has beenhelpful so I’m encouraging others whose social anxiety crosses over to Reddit to try and post things; not just ‘like’. Feel free to DM me if you want a more personal convo. I’m here to chat while we are all feeling isolated, lonely, weird, and socially anxious!",4.975276476101222,8.30344778350516,6.096513589503277,67.05980318650424,76.31958762886596,8.88809746954077,34.59137769447048,9.339509955726095,4.580224742268042,453,25,58,13,11,150,68,97,0.172,0.632,0.196,0.5818,0,5,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,0,0,5,7,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,2,18,16,7,0,2,4,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,5,1,1,1,2,2,0,0,3,5,7,6,8,13,2,9,0,1,0,0,13,2,0,2,5,43,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028606215441124,0.2995759220130367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282357200434995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757386059228296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352052043502507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14606185942308406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774337909498422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955268941433626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226090006289597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083999735714014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157717018271552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809511661246669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6757895317342252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384725868581537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808631708795972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001930633652325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820449583949232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,HansLanda1942,2020/04/20,"Advice on lowerong social anxiety As the title suggests, I could use some advice here. I'm realizing how basly I've been impacted by social anxiety and need a change. I want to be able to make friends or at the very least be able to chat up strangers and get to deeper connections with people. I haven't been able to much with this. I get anxious even talking to servers or people like that. My girlfriend ( surprisingly have one don't fucking know how lol) is super social and has tons of friends. I just want to get out there more.",5.15559065934066,6.12290766346154,5.294670329670332,83.56461538461541,68.51923076923077,8.250549450549451,30.241758241758237,8.418075326091056,2.111133516483517,423,16,83,6,7,133,71,104,0.051,0.787,0.163,0.9001,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,1,0,3,1,10,1,0,4,0,20,21,8,0,4,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,6,5,16,16,5,4,0,0,0,1,9,4,1,3,1,54,8,0,0.4651127567977937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030018686200317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372066572538091,0.17514834203292587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640092083137913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378489657785492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240086309402036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395633080932648,0.14332974964414874,0.24300221860574805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520460246221376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574353307286204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348879227409123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397046426869292,0.11495840524774065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505748040631403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21496708160397335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4741238825247353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461333858532378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390269557816975,0.0,0.12792224496886698,0.1828903697435585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwawaydnnww2,2020/04/20,"I donated enough money to a chaturbate cam girl that she ended up pming me. I was cringy. I hate that I'm even talking about this and I really don't want to go into detail about this, but I have to tell someone because I feel so much cringe right now. I never intended for her to pm me. I paid her enough to do a cum show, she finished and then she pm'd me asking ""did you cum, baby"". I'd already nutted earlier today so I had trouble finishing during the show. I was originally thinking about just saying ""no"" but I thought that might not be a good response, so I replied ""almost"". She asked ""do you love me"" and I reply ""Yes!"", because that seemed the most appropriate response. She replied ""thanks baby"". I waited maybe 5 minutes or so, then told her I already nutted earlier today so that's why it was taking me so long. And then I added that I had cum now (although I actually didn't). She didn't send any replies so I waited for maybe a minute or two and then left a message saying I'm gonna go because I have work tomorrow. I only realized just after that it was rude (and maybe borderline insulting) for me to say ""almost"" because it seemed to imply that I didn't enjoy her show and wanted her to do more than what I paid for. Now I feel like I'm on the verge of crying and puking over how cringy that was. Or maybe I feel like crying because I still haven't nut, and I'm going to remember this everytime I masturbate for the next month.",3.9109183673469374,4.645886724489799,5.274292517006803,83.43082653061226,71.2108843537415,8.05687074829932,27.28503401360545,8.238735603445708,1.7100168707482988,1123,37,230,16,20,377,142,294,0.10800000000000001,0.835,0.057,-0.9226,1,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,2,0,1,18,10,3,0,9,1,20,1,0,3,1,39,48,27,0,2,8,0,3,2,0,2,0,3,0,1,16,10,0,2,9,3,4,4,8,4,0,1,15,6,46,6,24,30,5,31,0,0,0,1,26,7,0,9,22,158,62,1,0.0,0.0,0.10192695568783604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20918075849736195,0.0,0.23052368216456334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102876138727478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952910450337451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31835507576773225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294641905854244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251062913405768,0.21584704953657774,0.0,0.06898744312921401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15843734522148448,0.14923647811423615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17808196937290352,0.08760669257851703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312155963395153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348391991940128,0.0,0.0,0.10205680933513424,0.0,0.0,0.09243389557298068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942691142269718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4197314083947489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080366416215537,0.0,0.0,0.0833700305959492,0.0,0.07678188136878797,0.0,0.08055734873075743,0.0,0.1110824769980154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794380142176674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06691257177972612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832012213586282,0.08919869908301307,0.0,0.2491856189466224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901725178426685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849912391488934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341294153503573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785324940159419,0.083951983890051,0.09129284942156528,0.09616241605969833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669265695168005,0.0,0.08292067511874741,0.0,0.0,0.19801048701646434,0.09980529839224413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203129439780367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232132093455122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942487903032055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603996576010133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pursula,2020/04/20,"I went into public and drove for the first time in a month today It’s so hard to talk to strangers, I look totally pathetic. I have to go to my Highschool tomorrow to pick up my assignments for the rest of the year and I totally dread it, I’m so jealous of the people who can just smoothly talk to anyone of their choosing. The only thing that gets rid of that feeling is having my dog next to me but he’s getting old ):",1.6789772727272734,3.492068034090913,3.5840909090909108,88.9586363636364,78.88636363636364,6.672727272727273,24.63636363636364,7.645422480735847,1.2311318181818185,329,12,70,5,8,111,61,88,0.138,0.848,0.013999999999999999,-0.8738,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,3,2,1,1,6,0,4,0,0,1,2,10,12,5,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,2,4,9,0,16,10,3,14,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,8,51,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187837457791744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135831098846199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285027641403729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807038204993192,0.0,0.15267277768888382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24064626979432485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255876877824048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21442374304224487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856988336702835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818896739554168,0.0,0.0,0.2043107844226092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18623929063501013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4318409983263609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17847069627938103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15664457954705455,0.0,0.2546367650592603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490294837128245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729936241745005 socialanxiety,apollos_haven,2020/04/20,"How to date while overcoming social anxiety? I'm 23 (M) and have no dating experience (the closest I got was one time I almost went out on a date, but cancelled because I got nervous). I want to date other people in spite of my social anxiety, because my lack of any real dating life (and tbh, not much social interaction in general either) is making me feel extremely unattractive, and that doesn't make me feel good at all. I have and am still working on myself and my SA, but I don't believe that means I shouldn't try to meet people. The longer I keep staying in my head, the worse I feel, and once quarantine is over, I want to be able to break out of my shell. So I'm asking for advice on how to meet/date people while overcoming SA; thank you so much!",7.661316526610648,5.519464823529416,8.20487394957983,75.16764705882353,64.16339869281046,11.095798319327734,33.6218487394958,9.606745405546679,2.9002985994397763,590,18,119,9,7,198,90,153,0.151,0.7859999999999999,0.063,-0.9298,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,1,5,4,1,1,4,0,10,2,1,4,1,29,26,14,0,4,4,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,4,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,4,3,19,2,20,20,5,23,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,1,9,79,22,1,0.14556824811598426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224760731534788,0.0,0.0,0.14576557319828334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989914004667956,0.0,0.2227186227418232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608666171938866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17747410587174692,0.0,0.0,0.16400556708661088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239367901426842,0.0,0.0,0.220811040251728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209574008093466,0.23284845186178302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14939501900759805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938774738247194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281915860886147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19433587194678206,0.0,0.0,0.15856649699254993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140188233250932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550254334098478,0.09864081225926302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30275608347558663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16568853530124586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4451654913374878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15515638401992668,0.1162509909835968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401968515426824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488201610527224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883128511999087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717198485641324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349432243893885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597541833790408,0.0,0.14834648107354498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,_sleepypanda,2020/04/20,I got left on delivered I know my friend’s read receipts are on and it’s been 2 days. I feel like shit.,-3.3299999999999983,-2.36531733333333,-0.4429999999999996,106.78800000000004,118.16666666666666,3.586666666666667,13.133333333333333,5.6839178017228535,-1.1828566666666664,80,2,22,1,5,27,20,24,0.163,0.7240000000000001,0.113,-0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,4,2,2,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,10,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591317748065986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20316530050671291,0.2870504477362089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104344930484708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213611441784679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22082219335906275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4365636396054393,0.0,0.0,0.19630222573166314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4019149599070948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4124483162995146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,karan4594,2020/04/20,"Virtual Reality Exposure Therapy Hey guys, I've recently seen a few companies doing virtual reality exposure situations in 360 degree 3D videos with self guided cbt? Not sure if this will work? Has anyone trued something like this before? What is the key thing here that this program must have for me to consider buying this? Let me know what ya'll think.",5.3514285714285705,8.26067866666667,6.485952380952384,67.2632142857143,71.85714285714286,11.184126984126985,31.13492063492064,10.864195022040775,4.651711111111112,288,13,44,11,6,96,55,63,0.03,0.9159999999999999,0.054000000000000006,0.3607,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,2,7,10,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,8,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,4,6,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,2,27,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20821714261507948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253391820358919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29485247622985106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16365402043340238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045037977702928,0.0,0.1454819734028038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29402527517302085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106531281092499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347211235724709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22924828184531504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806574187014136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405413771493879,0.0,0.19783412135515885,0.19080763880067972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21678993000720426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Jflores3161,2020/04/20,"Have you ever lost your chance with someone because of social anxiety? This might end up being long and I apologize, but I would appreciate if you read it. I'd simply like to share my experience and hopefully hear other peoples as well. Also, please keep in mind I've had SAD my whole life. So I knew this one guy since elementary school. We'd talk sometimes because we found out that our older brothers were good friends. I didn't talk to him too much though because I've always been shy, so we were never friends or anything. In middle school I would ignore certain people that would try talking to me because I was too uncomfortable to speak up, and he was one of those people I ignored. When I got to high school, he tried talking to me a few times but I kind of fucked up because I always got uncomfortable talking to him and wouldn't know what to say. Later on I found out he liked me. I wont go into detail because I want to make this as short as I can, but he made it really clear that he liked me (which also explained why he even tried talking to me because no one ever does). Unfortunately something happened to me freshman year that made me extremely depressed and dead inside (and actually made me develop depression later on) so I didn't focus too much on the possibility of him liking me because I had other things to worry about and told myself he wouldn't anyway (I also had low self-esteem). By the end of freshman year I was kind of confused on how I felt about him and started questioning whether I liked him or not. I ended up seeing him one time the summer before sophomore year and he was still acting interested. I began noticing all the good qualities about him. He was shy like me, funny, cute and plenty of other things. By sophomore year I had a huge crush on him and wanted to try and befriend him. Unfortunately, I took too long and he had moved on. He didn't show me the same interest anymore. Fast forward to junior year, I found out I had a class with him and panicked because I didn't want to embarrass myself in front of him. But anyway, he began acting differently towards me again and kept sending mixed signals. Sometimes he'd act like he was still interested in me, but other times he wouldn't. I hated assemblies in high school because they always gave me a lot of anxiety, but one day my friends forced me to go with them to the homecoming assembly. Long story short, I saw him being all affectionate with some other girl and it broke my heart. This is kind of cringe thinking about it now but it made me really sad. Then they ended up breaking up and he's been dating some other girl ever since late junior year. One thing that pissed me off is that he'd tell his girlfriends something about me and they ended up giving me death stares but that's a story for another time. He would still act kind of weird towards me even when he was dating his current girlfriend. I'm not saying he still had some feelings for me, I know he is very happy with his relationship and he loves her very much. However there were still plenty of times where he would observe me, get uncomfortable around me, and even a few times where he asked my brother about me. We currently go to the same school and I'll run into him every once in a while and he'll just look at me while I get uncomfortable. It has now been quite some time since I graduated high school, but I'll admit I still have some feelings for him. I'm ashamed to admit this but I'll even get angry at myself when I see how happy he is in his relationship. I still wonder how things would have been if it weren't for all the problems I've always had. Even if it wouldn't have lasted, I still would've liked to see what it would've been like if we actually dated. Has anyone experienced anything similar? I would really like to hear other people's stories. Sorry for typing an essay.",5.025514931333903,5.928908797634692,5.719819123444385,80.63126355930021,68.7766097240473,8.123686583700497,27.66795496122233,8.251243910053105,1.7932765504624981,3069,97,587,41,51,999,285,761,0.141,0.7,0.159,0.9189,4,0,2,0,0,0,64.0,6,3,4,2,50,48,3,3,16,0,57,5,2,8,9,120,113,58,2,20,20,2,3,10,5,14,1,5,0,3,36,37,0,4,15,2,0,13,14,17,1,6,47,15,104,31,85,47,17,113,0,7,6,2,97,42,2,17,69,407,140,12,0.0,0.0,0.08577268352812911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543420605533953,0.14627109371165506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04608270100223563,0.0672393109795866,0.0,0.04358403094077982,0.030729057416363288,0.0,0.07232996307375512,0.03912252058803087,0.0410849045979013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678993891177109,0.0,0.03739601696023909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02834244978157963,0.0,0.075703695725644,0.0,0.0,0.045915699457146214,0.0,0.0,0.0384586828026436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19462184615827294,0.0,0.0,0.14513427991166428,0.11925887043430144,0.03702759621305881,0.0,0.0,0.042989008942761815,0.0,0.0,0.04444227135995688,0.0,0.042196414422074884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455823077362345,0.10186100144912487,0.04062868100129787,0.06888213819428544,0.04215836914319242,0.07492899350329023,0.07372202050747594,0.07029753180540686,0.0,0.0,0.04351485452940705,0.03886255776536626,0.09356569012840918,0.0,0.04338897811536219,0.0,0.0,0.09906387114771834,0.0520779034917977,0.0,0.1392985841743871,0.0,0.04364970352103103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039062485552828034,0.0,0.18305789763932706,0.04830470466702589,0.0358230123290491,0.0495746032068782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031041361944729857,0.21470489209454893,0.0,0.0,0.11667624945850665,0.03690476378772007,0.0,0.04797379962954314,0.037362524330576456,0.03966426175736384,0.16633644305579678,0.02933524365285376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04662126694455887,0.04437436551138292,0.0,0.0,0.04670915173222828,0.09691922956341203,0.0,0.033894959051411086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05003442817641598,0.0,0.04680256728631665,0.17867945219295167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187042823910145,0.0,0.0,0.04824106925012022,0.0,0.049544112061280114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04205174505982973,0.0,0.0,0.04923116747687838,0.0467434900407144,0.04395931211498172,0.0,0.08446152646155107,0.0,0.0,0.0943661629724878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989750352572112,0.0,0.266862807550479,0.1050612099174692,0.0,0.045846742925914376,0.0,0.0,0.10906127820276844,0.0,0.0,0.04479885956688333,0.03723650577437178,0.06766574093709743,0.08693024287853479,0.04919553789960384,0.031106209590238694,0.0,0.2807717266999187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119396257005824,0.03841198154587653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678685045211425,0.02815973178071152,0.04317811634785507,0.0,0.17938265534557116,0.0,0.0,0.04199364248475277,0.04882719989886936,0.11934965173340867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725224469688056,0.07776397965846656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039514007840823206,0.0,0.03965571035175433,0.04906572421703663,0.0,0.0,0.04765910158024994,0.0,0.04463073757712248,0.0,0.2809708719415494,0.0,0.0,0.1698041830128511 socialanxiety,jon_noj_jon,2020/04/20,"This is how I feel sometimes Something random I wrote about my feelings: There's a clear light on me and their focus is undisturbed. They see every twitch, every hesitation. I can't think about my next action without one of them interrupting it. The lights are lowered and we all struggle to see. There are giggles and stumbles and a general good time. I laugh with them because we are all sharing the same vein. I can speak better and care less. It's totally dark now. Where most are dying down and waiting to see, I can finally talk my loudest. Laugh my hardest. Smile more. I'm finally alive. I'm full of power but nobody can see me. I love it. The lights return, and my smile fades. They see me again. But they don't really see me.",1.4427083333333357,4.061022298611114,2.6077777777777804,90.615,86.43055555555556,5.1444444444444475,21.88888888888889,6.691623216298621,0.6385722222222219,577,20,113,7,18,184,89,144,0.040999999999999995,0.7659999999999999,0.193,0.9656,2,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,6,2,8,9,0,1,5,0,11,3,1,1,4,27,26,10,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,10,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,12,24,8,10,25,8,13,0,0,6,1,13,4,0,2,8,78,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926380008943958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13440293820008578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494103350004818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15771831227476454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25607841080932864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15367870705310566,0.0,0.0,0.3329460203960539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746316115538914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371566366110576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16161920111808795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297713696781324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735429644757797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7265907167876692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699203551928478,0.1502997812733601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15886946682137754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214575093451545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737466242378376,0.0,0.0,0.08861349372917313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649128403931555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,buriedclementines,2020/04/20,"My beautiful, idiot friends are forcing me into conflict over quarantining. I have a small but tight group of friends I met through work. Meeting them was a big deal for me because I don't make friends easily. We all get along really well and used to go out a lot back when bars were still a thing. The only problem is, now that social distancing is in effect, they keep badgering me to hang out in person and to go to their houses. Every time I refuse and tell them why, they take it personally and act hurt. I work at a health clinic and need to limit my exposure to other people as much as possible so I can keep our patients safe, but none of my friends seem to be taking the situation seriously. I hate getting into arguments with people I enjoy because I immediately assume that my friendship is disposable, but I feel like we're headed that way if they keep pestering me. I'm not going to change my stance on social distancing, but if anyone has any advice on this scenario I would be grateful!",8.649066437571589,6.921855922680418,8.935223367697596,69.394255441008,61.93814432989691,11.921191294387171,37.01947308132876,10.746095033038511,3.886563115693012,795,30,145,16,9,265,130,194,0.126,0.6970000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.9277,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,6,4,6,13,2,0,7,0,13,4,1,3,1,38,31,15,0,5,7,0,2,1,4,1,2,0,0,2,7,12,1,8,4,1,0,5,3,5,1,0,3,2,28,8,26,25,4,23,0,1,0,0,22,12,0,5,6,103,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125221021756198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714244510312875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960139884704256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985349741087448,0.0,0.15623102062631314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555956427603574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211103560140547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079670089348992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479355399413457,0.09154623667549967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.396015540780071,0.0,0.1339001031750208,0.0,0.21848189292394912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651586024926206,0.13151291103228,0.13621128425914458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786119309413265,0.13718100833617464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34170133830190275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260477960749526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089436099232135,0.0,0.0,0.08553724350213401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420072589486653,0.09501729497673124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974594327405072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17767809634305298,0.22378113215368456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446332294466785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261668590308088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209245098941835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665766002782572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403944132107754,0.0,0.261253733204812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233611760417924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19269696992976312,0.0,0.11200367236661717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513330742352643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472190911348581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067543862070456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017148953287306,0.0,0.0,0.11521701849225735,0.0,0.1156302021128134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865809965561517,0.0,0.0,0.09102995766486964,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tjajlol,2020/04/20,"Medications? I’m 19 and I’ve been struggling with social anxiety disorder for the better part of my life. I’ve been diagnosed with ADHD and OCD (Intrusive thoughts). It has gotten so bad that pretty much everything in my life is so overwhelming. I can’t go to stores, restaurants, or anything that makes me need to interact with somebody I don’t know. My anxiety lies in my fear of being seen as weird or being embarrassed. I’m always looking for acceptance in people so I’ve picked up a pathological lying habit. I only lie to make myself seem normal and less “weird” and make people accept me. I’ve always been called weird and strange due to my social awkwardness and it has slowly been spiraling out of my control into fear. I haven’t even been able to have/keep a job due to this because I’m so scared of interviews. At this point I know it’s gonna get worse unless I get some sort of medication. I’m decently educated on drugs and don’t want to try benzos unless I absolutely need to due to my family’s long history of addiction. My question is what is else is out there?",4.709014084507039,5.883433140845071,6.124525821596247,76.44453521126762,69.70422535211267,9.811455399061034,28.75399061032865,10.047579312681364,2.9137939906103285,861,31,161,22,15,292,121,213,0.198,0.743,0.059000000000000004,-0.9799,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,6,14,0,7,3,0,17,8,0,5,0,35,38,16,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,0,8,13,0,1,7,0,1,1,4,11,0,0,8,2,18,3,32,27,4,15,0,1,2,0,6,10,0,6,4,97,26,2,0.1278044863627002,0.0,0.0,0.13932575478605722,0.1535961564322485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126871417154118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19554016450240666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517220262852574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671140771589292,0.07790842864834709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303268226638777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305026699745256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433435988918237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971886339483749,0.0,0.0,0.14647501383308725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821262894174306,0.0,0.10676424884253853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844136578897455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148624314619417,0.0,0.12048269543474945,0.28763115784055504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354513837772913,0.0,0.07263423485546652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682623215922167,0.11359849974060272,0.0,0.0,0.1404760066577423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18054417669133999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310294865834596,0.10732358016226667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559314611956099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574991485930393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939510028492592,0.18953081446635128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522126117363575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720107096955563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839980427452722,0.0,0.17720707751665862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208165496734542,0.0,0.0,0.13002310917309534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317027415698713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795458652197472,0.0,0.0,0.1163484043837866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605611580965798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360899847530078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146248627232496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677085693345678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538239735678229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024369024632504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,xboom131,2020/04/20,Anxious on Social media Does anyone else get anxious talking to people on social media. I do and I don't know why because I'm not even having a face to face talk with someone. I completely blew it with a girl I wasn't trying to ask her out I was talking with her on Snapchat not even trying to flirt and eventually my anxiety took over and we just stopped talking. It's really hard to live with.,1.3866666666666667,3.7778076666666682,3.3619753086419775,86.98888888888894,83.44444444444446,5.575308641975309,23.814814814814817,6.937597516519254,1.044244444444444,315,12,61,4,9,106,50,81,0.125,0.875,0.0,-0.7425,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,5,2,2,0,0,14,10,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,9,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,1,9,1,14,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,0,1,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815427386457673,0.3785055419890193,0.0,0.11713564527549936,0.17164662478843626,0.0,0.0,0.15661094793603494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212017696483244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756441812669025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660009142143582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994357445622485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212940969675821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752360560038118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006727852307586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206599919985664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792545961744766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613902647878585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731921981829877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34153623730606386,0.1419412926529686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400563329024183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5385930430495577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18612369034477005,0.22747359738008946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511630232575087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Banaaaan12,2020/04/20,"Helloo I have social anxiety and it really destroys my life, relantionships and work, i cant sleep, i am depressive al of that because of social anxiety, i tried eft, hypnosis, mindfullnes, al sorts of medication, can anyone say what you have done to get it totally away? Please dont answer: eating healthy and do sport,... i did it all and no it doesnt work. I am gong on TRT, maybee this wil work? I think it is my last chance... Can someone please help me? What were your medications combo’s? What have you done to totally overcome it?",2.320458958517208,4.844223058252432,3.9860900264783763,83.16197705207415,80.55339805825244,7.628949691085613,23.92674315975287,8.575989854853784,1.9182699029126216,417,15,80,10,11,139,67,103,0.121,0.787,0.09300000000000001,-0.4495,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,0,3,1,2,1,0,0,0,16,5,1,0,3,11,18,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,11,4,1,0,2,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,1,13,0,7,14,3,3,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,2,1,56,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595058638963996,0.0,0.0,0.11859685168362867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15935632280797712,0.0,0.0,0.1033940731953894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460868104775618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471445064755986,0.19878433201375287,0.0,0.0,0.1735557088638506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886154171754578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368753776069615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382566481777832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980217123928458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34173306122692554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723667053887306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865797141133532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348824948708257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16973477457305994,0.3457967246870505,0.14371193664365875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086807020533417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515560625024662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3704392854400832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dueterzi,2020/04/20,How do you deal with people telling you that you are “just shy”? I’m actually getting kind of frustrated when people call me “shy” because I feel like they underestimate my problem. 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